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Final Paper
A final paper in fulfillment
of
MASTER OF RELIGIOUS STUDIES
Degree Program
MOVING TO A HIGHER ZIP-CODE
My Spiritual Path in Raising My Christ Consciousness
PREPARED BY
DEBRA ANNE BROWN
FOR
EMERSON THEOLOGICAL INSTITUTE
©February 2019
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Author’s Bio
My name is Debra Anne Brown. I’m retired, living with my husband Brian and our
dog Pete in Gulfport, Mississippi. During the past five years I have been on an amazing
journey of Spiritual development and growth. Finding a church, I resonate with and
taking Unity’s Spiritual Enrichment (SEE) classes transformed my life.
This paper is a blueprint describing how I live as my authentic spiritual self, and how
I express the truth of who I am. How I put into daily practice spiritual concepts I’ve
learned and how I’ve moved into a “higher zip-code” spiritually, by raising my Christ
Consciousness and developing my relationship to God, through prayer and meditation.
I begin and end each day with affirmative prayer, meditation and self-care; three
foundational components to my spiritual practice, that keep me balanced, and consciously
Debra Anne Brown
My Prayer Garden at Riverbend, Norridgewock, Maine
My Guys, Brian & Pete
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connected with God, the source and my higher power. In prayer I ask for guidance and
wisdom. During meditation I go into the silence within me by moving out from my head
space and into my heart space where I receive all that I am ready to hear and learn, in that
moment. Practicing self-care with a nutritional meal plan and exercise regimen, my body,
heart and mind remain grounded and in alignment with the Divine.
There are multiple benefits in having a daily prayer practice. I feel nourished mentally
and spiritually as I receive guidance, healing and abundance in every area of my life.
Because prayer aligns my mind with the flow of a cosmic process, I am conscious of how
I think, speak and act as I live in harmony with the Kingdom within. When I access the
Divine Mind through prayer and meditation the energy in my mind and body is liberated
and free flowing. Having a prayer practice creates a spiritual aura around me freeing me
from all fear. My faith, beliefs and my openness to receive increases when I am in the
presence of God and open to the “in-flow” of Divine Love, healing love and the power of
Spirit. I am awake and able to stand in the face of conflict. Being in alignment with Spirit
resolves all conflict in my life and reveals answers to all my questions, regardless how I
think the outcome should be.
Prayer increases my spiritual awareness by fine tuning my ability to use the twelve-
powers of Divine ideas, my access to the Christ within me, the Universal laws and how I
put them into practice to attract peace, and prosperity, making me more aware of God’s
Grace.
When I am conscious that my mind is one with the mind of God, I have order. When I
think good thoughts and share them with the world around me, I live in abundance
because I receive more than that which I have given. I bless each meal to remind me that
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God is the source of all that is good and that I am grateful and conscious of how the food
and all the other goodness in my life blesses me. I use the “I AM” in the positive with
every statement I think or speak because I know I AM what I THINK I AM. I speak and
live as though I am already everything I want to be, by eliminating all thoughts, words
and deeds that I would never commit to God. “I AM perfect in all ways.”
I read somewhere that when we apply the BE-attitudes to our life we express a
positive attitude with prayer, making prayer effectual because our attitude is releasing,
surrendering, trusting and giving thanks as we are living in wonder and awe of the power
existing in the Spiritual realm.
Having a regular prayer partner and keeping a prayer journal also helps me establish a
rewarding and beneficial prayer practice. Affirmative Meditative Prayer is at the heart of
the Unity spiritual path and is aimed at helping me experience the Divine and realize my
Divine potential as I reap the benefits of guidance, healing and abundance.
From the Christian Bible, in Mathew 7, we read, “to ignore the speck in your
brother’s eye.” For me this means I should clean up my own house by changing my
erroneous ways and not criticizing or judging others.
The more time I spend with positive activities such as creating affirmations and
spending time in prayer and meditation, claiming in the name and through the power of
the Christ that I am perfect and whole just the way I am, I lack and want for nothing. This
is how I am transformed, by renewing my mind with the positive energy that comes from
positive activity.
Unity’s foundation and movement is based on healing prayer. In 2015 I was new to
Unity and enrolled in a prayer class and attended the Prayer Chaplain training program at
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my church. For the first time I was learning to pray from my heart center rather than from
my head. In the past I have never felt comfortable with any religious institute, God, or
prayer. Learning about practical spiritual principles I could resonate with and use in my
life turned my world around and it was through prayer and meditation I became more
mindful and peaceful.
While in the Unity, SEE program, I took both the Prayer and Meditation classes
together because I felt they complemented each other. I practice prayer and meditation in
the morning at my home and then attend a virtual online daily prayer and meditation
group through the web interface Zoom, with other women who have also taken some of
the Unity, SEE classes. During the first year I was practicing affirmative prayer and
mindful meditation I felt myself transform from an angry resentful adult into a more
spiritually minded, peaceful and loving spiritual being. I was learning how to control my
emotions so that they could no longer control me. This practice keeps me open to
receiving and expressing more love, peace and joy for myself and the world around me. I
began seeing other people as more loving and more authentic expressions of God,
because I was shifting my attitudes and beliefs to a more loving authentic self.
I’ve learned to pray within a group, for others who are in need. I know without doubt
prayer works. I know this because I believe this. For three years my prayer group prayed
daily for my husband’s good health as he faced daily challenges with 4th stage lung
cancer. Today he is beyond two years cancer free.
I established a foundation for prayer by invoking the “I AM Statement”. God replied
to Moses, “I am that/who I am”. Moses was told this was the name of God. Jesus
understood the power underlying this statement, using it throughout his time on earth. “I
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AM” is a statement of being, connectiveness, and truth. It is written in the book of
Psalms, “Be still and know, I AM God.” A God that dwells with you. Jesus used the “I
AM” statement to raise or to build his spiritual consciousness and experience his oneness,
his unity, with God. He encouraged the people he encountered to do the same. Unity’s
spiritual belief, as well as my affirmations and prayer are based on the I AM statement of
being.
According to history, Jesus was a Jewish Rabbi and taught positive affirmative prayer
practiced by the Jewish community to affirm with God there is ample supply. A positive
prayer practice affirming a spiritual belief that God knows, even before we ask, and that
our needs have already been met. God is the source, the supplier and the supply providing
all that we need whenever we ask. As humans we need to be reminded to ask.
Today I give thanks, accepting God’s gifts before they become apparent. In prayer I
release all my concerns about my life, because I know God is benevolent, generous,
divine mind, eternal, ever-present, all-wise, and an all-powerful principle of “absolute
good” governing, creating and sustaining the universe and human beings who were
created to express and to be the “face of God”.
The book of Psalms is filled with statements affirming the presence and activity of
God in every situation. Psalms 23 is a series of affirmations declaring that God supplies
everything we need. It affirms that the presence and power of God transforms tragedy
into triumph. God is the eternally active principle of absolute good. In the Gospels, Jesus
assures that God supplies whatever need we recognize.
Taking a closer look at the Lord’s Prayer we find it is a framework for affirmative
prayer; affirming our relationship with God; that God is within us as well as all around
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us. It affirms that we can develop a special relationship with God by creating a sacred
space within us.
It is in my heart space where I feel my connection and nurture my relationship with
God. This is where I receive affirmation that the Presence of the Kingdom is here, on
earth, now and forever. It affirms my desire to know that God is real and that I can feel
this desire being fulfilled when I align myself with the Divine in prayer and meditation.
The field of infinite possibilities that surrounds me is affirmed and the substance of the
universe from God the supplier, is always available, here for my immediate use. This
substance is open and receptive to my mind and to my thoughts, so I can shape it and
manifest it into my world.
The Lord’s Prayer continues to affirm that we are able to release all attachments,
judgments and resentments no longer serving us, so the good of the universe can flow in
and around us, allowing our inner beauty to shine. It affirms that we can ask God to open
our eyes and our awareness so we can overcome our shortcomings and challenges.
The Lord’s Prayer is a series of requests, implying that if we ask, we shall receive. By
making the request we are expressing our confidence in knowing that God provides the
good we seek. To believe in Jesus means that we base our behavior upon our acceptance
of his teachings. Jesus had confidence in the abiding presence of God, enabling him to let
God work through him, providing whatever he needed, so he could do whatever he
needed to do to assist his fellow man, and shine as the highest possible expression of the
Christ presence.
I affirm and have faith that the proclamations in “The Lord’s Prayer” are Spiritual
Truths and are a Spiritual guide standing beside me as I travel my journey along a
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Spiritual path, guiding me in what I say, and do as I grow into the Spiritual truth of who I
AM, assisting me as I “move up into my higher zip-code”, my higher spiritual Christ
consciousness. I feel the substance of God rising in me, surrounding and unfolding
through me. In God I live and move, in Spirit I breathe and unfold.
If Jesus spoke to us today, the Lord’s Prayer might sound something like this. God is
the breath, life and heartbeat of the universe. My senses awaken when I breath God.
When I inhale God, and I exhale the I AM, my heart and soul are illumined to the Heaven
I discover within. Because of this illumination, at all times, I can look within to my own
secret space I have hallowed out in my heart and in my home where I feel the Divine
Presence.
The guidance I get from God helps me create a spiritual pathway where I embrace all
of creation. I feel the love that is God within me. I see the vision and feel the passion of
my purpose, that I might take action manifesting the desire of God through me for all
creatures.
I know without doubt God provides all the nourishment I need, both mentally and
physically for my spiritual, physical and emotional growth. My burden of the cross is null
and void as I am forgiven by learning to forgive.
I deny that false evidence appearing real, (fear) deludes me, and I affirm that I am
free from my bondage of things that keep me from my spiritual path and growth. Positive
prayer transforms my mind and I AM transformed by renewing my mind.
I give thanks to God today as I am full of gratitude for the faith and harmonious
relationship that already exists in my life. I rejoice, pray and give thanks in all
circumstances. This is the will of God in Christ Jesus for me. I hold fast to what is good. I
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abstain from that which is not good; hopelessness, fear, anxiety, and negative thoughts. I
release them, “I let go and let God” move in me and through me as I feel my oneness and
wholeness with the Divine universe.
My prayer is constant when I am in alignment with the mind of God that dwells
within me. I hold fast to what is good allowing God to work through me and for me.
Positive prayer keeps me in deliberate conscious communication with God. It is a way for
me to form a permanent attitude that reflects the eternal benevolent activity of God, so
that I may truly express my nature as a child of God, created in God’s image to express
God’s likeness while I am are here on earth.
As I pray, I discover that I live by grace, God’s love and mercy is always there for me
to accept (or refuse). Positive prayer opens me to seeing and receiving the ever-present
Grace of God. Grace is knowing that I have been protected from something potentially
dangerous. I become more aware of Grace by practicing affirmative prayer. Prayer is a
process of repentance, but it is more than just being sorry for erroneous behavior, it is
shifting the way I think about negative behavior, eliminating it and replacing it with
behavior that is positive and in alignment with my relationship to God. God is Grace,
omnipresent, manifesting only the highest and best conditions. Through positive prayer I
align my mind with the flow of God and live in harmony as I travel my path, arriving at
my perfect destination at the perfect time. Grace gently steers me back onto my path
when I stray because God supplies everything I need.
The Law of Grace is love in action. Always active and always present, a perfect life
full of wisdom and love. God expresses perfectly though all human beings giving us
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more goodness that we can sow. When we commit to putting God first it opens our
awareness of God’s love and mercy that we can choose to either accept or refuse.
Making prayer and meditation a habit keeps me in the presence of God. I was able to
create a prayer and meditation ritual by setting aside a specific time each day for silent
communion with God. I practiced this for twenty-one days until it felt natural to me.
Because of the Law of Mind Action, we are what we think we are, and our life is
based on our thoughts, it is paramount that if we want to live in peace, harmony, love and
abundance that we remain mindful of our thoughts, words, feelings and actions. Prayer
and meditation help us stay in control and the call for prayer increases in intensity when
we are committed to being in the presence of God. My day is not complete unless I begin
and end each day in prayer, asking for what I need, and listening in the silence knowing
the answers will come.
Over the last few years my concept of God and Heaven has changed. No longer do I
vision God as an entity somewhere up in the clouds in a city or place called Heaven but
rather a God within and a heaven right here, on earth.
Looking back on my life I believe I’ve always craved a relationship with a higher
power that I now choose to call God but had no idea who or what God was or how to
express my desire to successfully communicate with this entity. I had trouble
communicating with people so how could I possibly communicate with a God I neither
understood or knew where to find. There was also the conscious knowing that I was still
holding onto some deep feelings, attitudes and beliefs that were so deeply embedded into
my psyche, that I wasn’t quite ready to let them go. I know that how I communicate is a
direct reflection of how I am feeling and by learning to pray and communicate with my
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new concept of God, a God within, I soon was able to understand what I was feeling and
shift my feelings, thoughts and actions into alignment with God. As my prayer practice
advanced, my concept of God developed to where I can now effectively pray and
communicate my thoughts and feelings directly to God with ease and grace every day,
knowing I am heard, I am healed and whole and have all that I need at any given
moment.
I visualize God as a powerful force in the Universe that is part of everything including me. I
am a part of God and God is a part of me, not apart or separate. My past concept was that there
was no God. Now I believe in a powerful universal force that is good, that is love and light and
is healing power. Knowing what my concept of God is allows me to pray, reflecting my true
beliefs, and making me conscious to releasing any unconscious negative tendencies. I am
willing to make a commitment to change all that no longer serves me, and I do this by
establishing and practicing affirmative prayer and meditation daily.
I remember not long ago I heard a joke that went something like this. A little boy at
church one day said to his mother, “I really like this New Testament God. He is so much
nicer than that grumpy and mean, Old Testament Guy.” I have to admit that this
sentiment rang true for me when I was studying the Bible’s Old and New Testaments. I
could see the transformation and shift in consciousness in the people’s attitudes and
beliefs from the Old to the New and how their concept of God drastically changed. God
who was once portrayed as being an angry and jealous God over the years transformed
into a loving, merciful and benevolent God, based on the times in history in which the
books were written and based on the transformation and shift in the consciousness of the
people.
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Jesus perceived God as Spirit, a Force dwelling within us and surrounding us. God is
spirit and we worship in spirit and truth. To worship, pray and connect with God we need
to know what and where this Spirit is and how to access it.
Jesus spoke Aramaic and the word spirit means breath. (the breath that God breathed into
Adam and breathes into us with every breath we take). Spirit is the life principle, the Divine
Breath. God breathing out as Man and the Universe. God breathing into me and you. Now at this
moment. When we know it and feel it, it has the power to lift us up into the awareness of Eternal
life. Prayer aligns us with the breath of life flowing through us. In the book of Acts, we read that
Jesus said, “I am in the Father. The Father is in me, just as the Father is in You”. God is
everything. God is in everything. God is the energy of all life and prayer and meditation aligns us
with this energy, the Breath of Life.
The teachings of Jesus instruct us to forgive. I could never understand why it was,
that I should have to forgive someone for hurting me. Then I learned that forgiveness
isn’t for the other person, it is for me. Forgiving others as well as forgiving ourselves
opens us to receive healing on many levels, without it, real healing can’t take place. We
begin by forgiving all the negative beliefs and attitudes we’ve had throughout our lives
and exchange them for beliefs and attitudes that are loving, understanding and lead us
back to expressing our wholeness.
Unforgiveness blocks the natural flow of health flowing into our minds and body.
Negative thoughts such as hatred, resentment, fear, and self-pity, when given power,
builds up in our bodies, resulting in pain, sickness and sometimes death.
In Unity I’ve learned to forgive others and then to release them. To forgive myself
and then to embrace and love my damaged inner child that has suffered for lack of
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forgiveness over the years. There is absolutely nothing that cannot be forgiven.
NOTHING.
I have to remind myself that just because I have forgiven someone for their true or
perceived crimes against me doesn’t mean I need to make them my NEW BEST
FRIEND. No! I may not like or condone what they said or did, but I can still forgive them
by seeing them as an expression, and child of God. I send them love and light during
prayer and meditation, wish them joy and happiness and then release them.
The hardest thing for me to remember sometimes is that forgiveness isn’t for them, it
is for me. I am releasing them from the emotional bond they had over me and I am
evicting them from my thoughts. No longer are they allowed to live “rent-free” inside my
head. Forgiveness is freedom. Forgiveness is liberating. Forgiveness is taking my power
back from the person I am forgiving. Forgiveness allows me to move on with my life,
joyfully, lovingly and most of all, free to express the love and light I was born to be.
Through prayer and meditation, I feel the calm leading to my peace. I know that God
is love and peace. I see how to shine as that instrument of love and peace I was created to
be, revealing whatever it is I need to see so any and all situations are resolved, NOW,
right now, at this moment, and for this I give thanks and I am grateful as I thank God and
express, “So it is, Amen.”
Using visualization with forgiveness helps us heal by reinforcing our intention to
claim our good and is used in many meditations. I create the mental picture I want to see
in my life. I visualize the person I need to forgive. Even though I may not want to, and I
might resist this, I am aware of the need I have to forgive. I visualize them surrounded
with the white light of love and protection, surrounded with God and I say out loud,
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“Namaste”, which means, The Christ in me, sees and beholds, the Christ in you as I look
beyond our mortal appearances and our mortal limited beliefs so I can see into your heart
and you into mine.”
Once I have forgiven everyone for every wrong, they ever committed against me, I
stop, pause, take a deep breath and begin to forgive myself. I use denials to release the
power that unforgiveness has had over me. I use affirmations to embrace every part of my
body with love and attention. I reacquaint myself with my hurt and damaged inner child.
I begin to love myself, with all the kindness, compassion and affection I would a new
friend. I have become my own, NEW BEST FRIEND.
I invite you to read, if you haven’t already, Julia Cameron’s book the Artist Way, and
write morning pages and to take yourself on weekly or monthly Artist dates. This was a
great book that gave me tools for healing my inner child by teaching me to reacquaint
myself with me and to begin liking and loving me. The experience was transformational.
As I began liking and loving me, I found that others, began showing me the same and I
began to genuinely like and love others around me.
I invite the substance of God to rise up in me through prayer and meditation where I
hold sacred space in my heart and my mind, receptive to feeling the presence of God.
Hildegard of Bingen defined prayer as “breathing in and out the one breath of the
universe. God.”
In meditation I sit in the quiet listening to the voice of God. During prayer and
meditation, I feel the presence of God flowing in and through me and I feel my
consciousness elevating to where I see and feel my surroundings clearer and at this
moment, I know I am one with God. I can feel myself “moving into a higher zip code”. I
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uncover my soul revealing my inner beauty by forgiving others. This, cause and effect,
action returns me to a state of non-judgment. Releasing old grievances through the
process of forgiveness is like cleaning the attic of cob webs. No one shines beneath the
grime of old worn out grudges. We need to spring clean and make new to see the real
“us” shining through. By doing this we begin to genuinely like and love ourselves and
other people in our world.
It hasn’t been my nature to hold onto grudges toward others, I am a forgiver by
nature. I get over things easily. I live by the creed, live and let live. We are all human. We
all make mistakes, and most are not intentional. However, I do remember one time that I
did hold onto a grudge and I held onto it with a death grip, refusing to let it go.
My younger brother said something to me that was very hurtful when my dad died.
What he said was a lie and he and I both knew it was a lie. He told me that he had found
my dad’s journal and that my dad had written pages about how much he had hated me. I
asked by brother to show the journal to me and he refused. Even though I knew he was
lying to me, I allowed his cruel actions to devastate me beyond words.
I was grief stricken. Not just by my dad’s death but by the cruel words my brother
had spoken to me. Words that later I realized had come from my brother’s own anger and
grief.
My heart was shredded, as though it had gone through a meat grinder and it was years
before I was able to forgive him. During those years the anger and hurt I felt toward that
event, became a deep cancerous wound that festered, becoming my obsession, to the
point where I couldn’t breathe. At times, I would cry unconsolably to anyone and
everyone who would listen to my story. I allowed myself to be the victim and my
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victimhood soon became my identity. I became the torch bearer of my grief and every
day I would find something that would trigger me; only adding more salt into an already
gangrenous infected wound.
I allowed this anger and grief to fester and take root in my heart for years. My brother
and I weren’t speaking, and we had no physical contact even though we lived less than a
mile from each other. He hadn’t asked me to forgive him and I felt he didn’t deserve to
be forgiven. Although, I didn’t know it at the time it would be years before we would see
one another. Holding on to this grief for those many years nearly ruined both my physical
and my emotional health.
I wanted to forgive him and move on, but it just wasn't happening for me. After a few
years went by, I began by writing him letters asking him if we could talk about what
happened and I told him I loved him and that I wanted to forgive him, and I wanted him
to forgive me for whatever part I had played in that situation, but he refused to see me.
Eventually, after another two years of grieving the loss of my parents, and the loss of a
relationship with my brother, I knew without doubt I wanted to forgive him and move
past the hurt, so I wrote him one more letter telling him that I forgave him, and regardless
if he would or ever does forgive me, I have forgiven ME for my part in our conflict.
Once again, I got no response. I finally came to believe that I could forgive him
without having to have him in my life, but I still couldn't completely forgive him until
one day I read something by either Wayne Dyer or Mike Dooley about forgiveness. I had
not yet found Unity Church, although without knowing it I was just a few short years
away from finding my true home and my real family in Unity.
Learning about the necessity for forgiveness and the benefits that come with forgiving
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my brother as well as myself. I was determined to let this long overdue grudge go. The
total forgiveness process has taken about six years, but once I began to learn about the
necessity for forgiveness, not for his benefit, but for mine, I was able to begin to heal
emotionally. Once the emotional healing began, it wasn’t long before the physical healing
arrived.
By learning the art of forgiveness, unconditional love and using the principles I was
learning as a Unity Truth student, I am able to confidently state, that I am completely
healed. I have completely and unconditionally forgiven my brother for his part, and me
for my part in this painful situation that drove a wedge into our relationship as siblings.
Today, I see my brother as a child of God. Knowing his words, even though they
were words of anger, were words asking for the love and understanding he needed, even
though he had no idea this was, and still may be his need. For this need of his to be filled,
I give him my unconditional love. I forgive him for what he said. I pray that he somehow
finds a way to feel and express his wholeness and to someday reconnect with me, so we
can have a loving brother-sister relationship.
Because I believe that in all things there is only love or a call for love, I am able to
release it all to God. I let go and let God. By denying that his words and actions have any
power over me and affirming he is a child of God, affirming he is whole and that I love
him unconditionally has healed me. It has released me from being bonded to my anger. I
feel lighter without carrying that heavy load. I am happier for releasing it and with my
grief and stress released, my body looks and feels younger than it has in many years.
Being able to forgive my brother released me from all the emotional baggage I was
carrying and no longer does “what he said” have any power to disable me emotionally
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and that is probably the thing that I am most grateful for today.
The Unity movement is based on its co-founder, Myrtle Fillmore’s healing story. She
discovered that it was intelligence behind the creation of forms. She believed that life is a
form of energy and if she talked to her body, she could teach it or coax it to heal by
affirming her body’s energy and vigor and by denying its weakness and inefficiency. She
affirmed that her organs were alive with the pure, wholesome energy of God. She is
quoted here, “My eyes express the sight of God, the unlimited source and supply”. She
spoke words of truth, strength and power to each and every life center in her body. She
asked their forgiveness for all she had done to mistreat her body. She was patient with the
slowness of her body’s response and continued to declare words of truth, releasing them
from bondage to a past carnal mind, reminding them they were omnipresent life and
energy centers. She gave thanks as she vowed to stay open to the free flow of life and to
bless and encourage it with positive true thoughts and words that were kind and loving.
Her proof that God was with her was the peaceful happy feeling that came over her and a
healing that cured her from tuberculosis while she was in her forties, extending her life up
into her late eighties.
Her words of truth were affirmations similar to these. “I am a child of God. I am
perfect, holy, and live in harmony because God is perfect and holy. There is nothing that
can harm me in any way for I and God are one and God is all that is good, and I am all
that is good too.
Today I claim the same power Mrs. Fillmore expressed. “I declare that I am a
wonder, I am Spirit, I am one with God and I have perfect health, I am whole, and I
manifest my real being in this perfect, healthy, and whole body now”.
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Mrs. Myrtle Fillmore cured her illness with affirmative prayer, and I believe in the
power of affirmative prayer because as I shared earlier my husband, Brian, was
diagnosed with 4th stage lung cancer. After one year of chemo and radiation the doctors
told us his cancer wasn't curable and he probably would only gain another six months of
life by using a maintenance drug called Optdivo.
When Brian was sent home with nothing but a prescription for a treatment plan
designed to do nothing more than prolong his life for a few months I began to use
affirmative prayer and meditation that I studied in Unity’s prayer and meditation class to
claim Brian’s perfect health. Using the words of Myrtle Fillmore, I claimed “he is a child
of God and does not inherit sickness”. Words she used to stake her claim to God’s
goodness. I placed Brian’s name on Silent Unity's prayer list, the Tuesday morning Unity
Women’s prayer group's list, my friend Becky’s Catholic Church groups prayer list,
Jane’s Methodist Women’s Prayer list, and many others. Within three months Brian’s
PET scan indicated two of his tumors had disappeared completely and the remaining one
had shrunk more than half its size. Brian’s medical records can support and prove that
these claims I make here are factual and true.
This was my proof that affirmative prayer works. That we can heal our bodies with
the power of prayer, positive affirmations, positive thinking and God's spirit flowing
within us. I am so full of gratitude and thank God every day for Brian’s good health, the
many blessings I receive every day, and the ones I know are on their way. And to this I
say, thank you, thank you, thank you God and So it is, Amen.
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I use affirmations in my prayer and meditation practice to claim my good health and
wholeness and many “post-it” notes with hand written affirmations are strategically
placed where I can’t help but see them around my home and office every day.
I was first introduced to affirmations when I read Emily Cady's book “Lessons in
Truth” and since I have been using affirmations, I recognize daily, the many blessings
coming from Spirit.
Such as finding the money Brian and I needed to buy a newer vehicle; my husband's
cancer transforming from incurable to a complete cure. At the time I write this he is well
beyond two years cancer free with absolutely no indication that he ever had cancer and
the doctors are baffled beyond words. Affirmative prayer and the Spirit of God within us
has made this possible. I am a firm believer in giving thanks to the Source God, and
being grateful for all that I am, all that I have, and all that I receive.
Prayer aligns me with and keeps me mindful of the power of my feelings, thoughts,
words and actions in creating my reality and how they have the power of raising or
lowering my Spiritual consciousness and my success of fulfilling Divine Law.
Faith is a power within us that opens us to feeling the Divine Presence healing us
through prayer. As we develop awareness and faith, we also develop insight that leads us
to expressing our spiritual wellbeing. Spirit lays dormant, unrecognized until we invite
Spirit into our hearts. Prayer affirms my confidence that God provides all the good I seek.
Health is a natural state, a divine idea that releases conflicting states of consciousness
and when I am immersed in the presence of the Divine; life, health, goodness surrounds
and enfolds me, flowing through me with every breath I take.
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Wholeness is our ability to affirm our thoughts and become centered upon Spirit. I
see myself one with this healing life force by visualizing this life energy, glowing,
moving and filling every cell in my body, and seeing and feeling that I am immersed in
the white light and love of the Divine, and my life energy is renewed.
Today I affirm that you and I are whole and complete and together we come into our
true life, in and through Spirit. We restore our body to health, by renewing our activities
with the substance we receive from source/God. We align our consciousness with the
natural flow of life flowing through us. We affirm in prayer our health in the absolute
realm. This is the truth of our being. Healthy, whole, radiantly alive in every moment as
we visualize healing taking place within your bodies, mind, and heart.
I use affirmations to declare my health, wholeness and goodness. I am at work with
the indwelling power of God. I reap the perfect expression of God’s gifts in my life.
NOW. I am living in the glory of the Christ Consciousness that is now awake in my soul,
illuminating and healing me. I am trusting God to establish what is good and right and
orderly. I know God is present in all persons, things and situations. I believe in the power
of prayer to heal. I am of Spirit, perfect, holy, harmonious. Nothing can hurt me or make
me sick or afraid, for God cannot be sick, hurt or afraid. I manifest my real, whole, self,
now.
Another example why I believe in the power of prayer to heal is this. I had a tumor in
my left parotid glad and during the weeks between the time I was diagnosed, and the day
the surgeon removed it, I practiced affirmations, denials, and affirmative prayer, several
times a day. My name was on Silent Unity’s prayer list, as well as my church’s and
friends outside of my Unity circle. When the surgeon removed the parotid gland, he
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reported that there was no tumor to be found, even though it had shown up previously on
both an x-ray and a CT scan. He gave no explanation and was obviously puzzled when he
gave me his post-op report. I have kept the medical reports to remind me of God’s
healing grace. I am grateful and give thanks every day to the source of my healing, God.
And so, it is, Amen.
From the magazine “The Daily Word” the word for the day was “World Peace”. It is
written in the affirmative prayer style. “Peace in the world begins with love in my heart.”
Just by reading that I affirm the love in my heart is where Peace in the world begins by
expressing “I am the love where peace for the world begins.” I tried rewriting it as an
affirmation to see if I could feel any difference when reading it.
On Friday March 3, 2017 the word for the day was “Inner Peace”. “Peace and
serenity are present at this moment. I am present to this moment of peace and serenity”.
Reading the daily word’s affirmations and using affirmative prayer is uplifting and
beautiful. A wonderful addition to my morning prayer and meditation ritual and how I set
my intention for the day. Together they state a positive claim that raises my Spiritual
vibration invoking me to feeling more empowered and moves me into a place where I can
express the truth of who I am. Expressing the truth, I know.
Sharing affirmations with others, such as a friend or a prayer partner can be
empowering for everyone concerned. Even if the person the group is praying for is not
present, they receive healing through the group’s intention, affirmations and affirmative
prayer. Today I belong to a women’s prayer group, The Power of Eight, that meets online
daily, through the web interface ZOOM. Our goal is to set our intention for a healing that
encompasses our group and flows outward into the world we live in. We know and
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believe that “when two or more come together, there is God”, and our affirmations and
prayers become powerful declarations of our Spiritual heritage.
Any time in prayer, whether we are in a group or praying in solitude in our private
room we can use affirmations as declarations of forgiveness to release us from emotional
bondage to past hurts by transforming our thoughts. Some affirmations I have used to
help me release old baggage that no longer serves me are:
• As a child of God, I deny that anything that happened in the past to cause me pain
has any hold over me and no longer has any power to negatively affect my
emotional or physical wellbeing in any way.
• I am now immersed in the presence of the Divine. And as I am a child of God, I
am able to forgive myself for holding ill feelings toward my brother and I am in
perfect health now because of this forgiveness and I can express this perfect
health because Life, Health and Goodness surrounds, enfolds and flows through
me.
• As a child of God, I know that I can forgive myself for any harm I may have
caused another individual.
• I know that I am forgiven now for any and all my transgressions toward another
and that guilt and blame no longer have any power over me because I am living as
and with the Spiritual Truth that is God. In this truth, forgiveness is not for
someone else, it is for me that I may shed my burden of hurt and pain and move
forward expressing the light and wonder I was born to express.
• I am in alignment with the natural flow of the Living Life Force, and through God
I practice life-renewing activities that include forgiving myself as well as others
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for any and all perceived wrongs. I affirm wholeness and healing for both me and
the one who has wronged me or whom I may have wronged.
• I affirm that my brother’s and my health is absolute because this is the Truth of
who we are. Healthy, whole, radiant beings of light and wonder. I see my brother
surrounded in my love, as a perfect manifestation of love that is God.
From the Handbook of Positive Prayer (pages 18-20) Denials & Affirmations,
Hasbrouck takes us on an exploration in understanding and creating, denials and
affirmations, that we can use every day, as we witness firsthand, the power of affirmative
prayer, that provides us with an opportunity for Spiritual growth. Denials are words that
take away the power of the negative appearance. They declare the unreality and the
powerlessness of appearances by focusing on the Truth, the presence of God and Good,
rather than the Negative. We focus our attention on a solution rather than the problem.
They are used to eliminate, remove, and forgive, opening us to receive Divine Ideas.
In the study of Metaphysics, we learn there are three phases of mind working within
us, conscious, sub-conscious and super-conscious, and we are reminded that we are NOT
our ego or what it tries to convince us we are. For Spiritual growth to take place we need
to let all egotistical thinking go.
Once upon a time, long ago, our ego served as an alert system signaling us of real and
apparent danger. Over time as dangers were eliminated the ego took on the role of ruling
the things we say and do. By using Denials, we are not denying the circumstance, we are
denying the circumstance has any power over us to cripple us into being less than the
truth of who we are, which is, “that we are children of God, perfect, healthy, and whole,
radiating light into the world.”
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When I pause daily to declare this truth, believing it more deeply each time I recite it,
it becomes engrained into my belief system and I begin living this truth and expressing it
from every fiber of my being.
Denials are the steps we take to eliminate, erase, confront and forgive all negative
appearances that in the past we allowed to have power over us. Denials help us to
permanently change the way we think about something because we are claiming our
unwillingness to give it the power to threaten or take away the good in our lives. The
Truth of me, the perfect individual takes a stand against the restricting and limiting
beliefs of my past.
Once we deny something, we are open to receiving the Divine Idea that leads us to
deal positively with all negative appearances in our physical world and prepares us to
allow the flow of God to work with us. Emilie Cady (from Lessons in Truth) created this,
“my go-to denial”.
I claim that (fill in the blank) is powerless to take my good from me.
Affirmations are declarations, “I AM” statements, we create to affirm the presence of
God the Good. Our YES statements of Truth. A HEAVY MENTAL MOVEMENT that
asserts the confidence and persistence of truth even in the darkest moments and
conditions our sub-consciousness to accept these new truths. It is bringing our awareness
into focus where we accept and align with absolute good, God. This is our conscious
mind making visible our reality as we claim our connection with substance/God, as we
shift from our old attitudes and beliefs and accept the truth.
In Luke 11:24-26 we read. The unclean spirit when he is gone out of the man, passeth
through waterless places, seeking rest, and finding none, he saith, I will turn back unto
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my house whence I came out. 11:25And when he is come, he findeth it swept and
garnished. 11:26Then goeth he, and taketh to him seven other spirits more evil than
himself; and they enter in and dwell there: and the last state of that man becometh worse
than the first.
The powerful point of this scripture is to inform us that when we deny something, we
need to replace it with an affirmation of something we want to see in its place, so that
what we deny, doesn’t come back with a vengeance. It is the negative beliefs that have
turned into habit that block the flow of our goodness, our health and happiness, prosperity
and peace.
In Acts 17:28 we read. “for in him we live, and move, and have our being; as certain
even of your own poets have said, For we are also his offspring”.
The “I AM” presence connects us with the Divine, the infinite field of living energy.
That is why we begin affirmations with I am, such as I am strong, I am good, I am love
and light.
When we set our intentions, clear a space in our homes, yard and our hearts for sacred
space and live mindfully, in the moment aware of our entire world, we are open to
transforming and shifting, changing into the beings we were meant to be. We become
acutely aware of our heart beats, our breathing and the presence of a living energy force
that we call God the Divine. This is why we pray and meditate, why we align ourselves
with what we call the “breath or the heart beat” of God. God works through us. We are
the manifestations of God. We are the face of God as we move into and sit in the quiet as
the living force, the consciousness of the Divine, surrounds and enfolds us.
Denials and affirmations open us to truth as we build a more positive attitude and
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consciousness, by removing the negative energy blocking the flow of Spirit into our lives
and aligning our consciousness with Divine Mind.
An example from the Handbook of Positive Prayer states on pages 47-56 to begin
affirmative prayer by declaring, I know, or I give thanks followed by I AM, and ending
with NOW. For example: I know, and I give thanks that I AM a child of God, perfect in
every way. Living the abundant life, I choose to live, NOW.
Examples of Denials:
• I deny the virus in my computer has power to take my good or to keep my good
from me.
• I deny this situation has the power to take or keep my good from me.
Examples of Affirmations:
• I am acknowledging the presence of good. Focusing on the solution rather than
the problem. There is a perfect outcome for my computer issue awaiting me right
now. Thank you, thank you, thank you. God
• I am acknowledging what God has done for others, God can do for me and more.
NOW.
• I am affirming now and giving thanks that God is healing me now and ask God to
use me as an instrument of peace, love, and light and where there is hatred may I
sow love. Now
• I am consciously working to form NEW HEAVY MENTAL habits that are in
harmony and alignment with good will and God. Now
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• I am immersed in the freeing love of God that liberates me from all my past
erroneous words and behavior. Now.
• I am a child of God and what God has done for others, God can do for you and
for me. Now
• A denial is repeated once and then released. Affirmations are repeated until all
forms of fear are gone.
Bible scripture confirms God supplies the good we desire. When we copy scripture,
it impresses our subconscious mind with truths we want to remember.
Exodus 15:2: the lord is my strength and my song
Psalms 27:1: the lord is the stronghold of my life
2 Timothy 4:17: the lord stood by me and gave me strength
The following is a prayer I wrote for one Sunday when I was asked to lead our
congregation in prayer.
My Prayer for You and Me
Let us come together and give thanks for answered prayer. I invite you to take a
moment to visualize something good you need in your life, and then say this prayer with
me.
We thank God for our ability to believe the truth of these passages. We can visualize
ourselves receiving God’s blessings. We declare by this date: (add in a date that works
for you); (My date was Christmas 2018); My good will come to me. (and it did with the
completion of the core requirements for the SEE program). As we move forward toward
this date, we give special thanks at the first outward sign of us receiving our good. I have
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placed this matter in the hands of God and release it as I vision the good results are
already here.
The light of God illuminates, revealing answers, that I might know what is mine to
do. Divine Love brings forward into our hearts, understanding, joy and peace.
The healing life force that is God, flows through me now, restoring me to perfect
wholeness and health.
God is joy and fills my heart and mind NOW. As an heir of God happiness is my
heritage.
Good judgment comes from God and I know what I need to do, and I joyfully do it
because nothing is worth doing if you can’t do it with love.
Divine love and order are established in me and in every situation, dissolving and
releasing all anxiety, confusion and fearful thoughts. I am peaceful in my mind and my
heart. I am poised and grounded in the peace of the Christ.
Through the power of God, I can speak and do what is right, at the right moment,
without fail. God is the light, life, and love within me and within you and is the law
working to bring all that is good into our lives.
Affirmative Positive Prayer is complimented by using positive visualization. The
formation of what I call “Heavy Mental Images” of good conditions we don’t yet see in
the material world. Visualization can be accompanied by kinesthesia a form of sensing
the body’s activity. Example: Visualize this statement with color and light, sitting or
lying in a relaxed position. “God, I give thanks and affirm my wings are free to function
without restrictions.” Or. “I know when I need to know.”
You can train your mind to visualize what you want to manifest.
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• Select a colored object
• Study it carefully until you have it memorized
• Close your eyes and describe it in detail
• Declare that it is forming on a vision board in your mind, like on a movie
screen.
• Turn your attention inward and meditate on the object until you can
clearly see it with your mind’s eye.
• Within a minute or so, if you can’t visualize it, open your eyes, look at the
object again, and start the process over. Describing out loud what you
wish to see.
• Repeat this exercise daily until your image can be produced without
difficulty. Soon your sub-conscious mind will engage your power of
imagination and it will become second nature to visualize whatever it is
you want. Practice not only makes perfect it creates perfectly in your
material world. Remember the Law of Mind Action. We have the power to
create the world we want to live in but first we must be able to visualize
exactly what that world will look and feel like.
• Begin with affirmations and affirmative prayer and then visualize and give
thanks that your prayer is answered before you actually see proof.
• Learn to relax. Practice any number of relaxation techniques available on
YouTube of other social media. Meditation, Yoga, Tai Chi, and other
forms of relaxation are generally good practices not only for relaxing but
aligning our bodies with good health as well. It is as simple as lying back,
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closing your eyes and breathing. And just “be” in the silence and
concentrate on your breathing. Every time a stray thought pops into your
head, release it and just continue concentrating on your breathing.
Using the symbolism of color (I use blues and purples because they are royal and
Godly colors) in our visualization is what Carl Jung called “imprinting” on the universal
unconsciousness. Metaphysicians call it the “race mind”.
• Red: life, vitality, force, body, the underworld, suffering, death, divine
love and blood.
• Dark Red: warfare, human suffering
• Muddy Red: rage
• Orange: enthusiasm, intuition, energy
• Yellow: good judgment, wisdom, intelligence, the mind, and mother earth
• Gold: understanding, glory, fruitfulness, divine wisdom
• Green: order, health, healing, fertility, prosperity
• Spring Green: strength, youthfulness
• Blue: faith, spirit of man, heaven, godliness, divine love in man
• Light blue: imagination
• Violet: humility, deep affection, sorrow, spiritual gifts
• Purple: power, royalty
• Pink: love, human affection
• Russet: purification
• Gray: will
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• White: purity, spirit, innocence, light, joy, the Christ, God
• Black: death, destruction, ungodly, without light
We forgive all negative thoughts and feelings associated with all states of
unforgiveness because we heal by restoring our consciousness to its original purity and
integrity that makes us whole.
I love the phrase “childlike wonder” I love being curious and mindful and seeing
things for the first time with new eyes. I believe that we need to stay positive and affirm
our good health daily. It does make a difference and it reminds us to be gentle with
ourselves and to go with the flow. Since I have been practicing affirmative prayer and
meditation, I feel healthier now at 63 years than I did in my 30's.
Myrtle Fillmore's words about praying to God for forgiveness for negative thoughts
resonated with me. How can we ever expect to genuinely forgive others if we don't start
by forgiving ourselves?
We have nothing if we lose our hope and our faith. I refuse to entertain negativity and
even though it sounds so easy when I write it, it is a daily challenge, albeit one that is
getting easier to practice. But that is just it. We all have to practice our faith daily and
constantly remind ourselves to be good and gentle not only to ourselves, but those around
us.
We can always find a place to go into the silence and feel the presence of God all
around us. For me this is so emotionally comforting and relaxing. Sometimes this is
difficult but once we achieve a relaxed state the benefits are so rewarding.
Being mindful of the presence of God is important to me and sometimes I have a hard
time sitting still. I read in the book, Meditation for Dummies, that you can meditate and
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be in prayer when you are walking, which is something I love to do.
When I’m walking, I feel the presence of God all around me as I’m enjoying the
sunset or sunrise. Giving thanks along with the affirmations is what brings everything
together for me, so I am open to receiving all the blessings God sends out into the world
each day.
Using visualization and affirmations found in Bible scripture for prayer have helped
me form new “Heavy Mental Habits” for releasing old habits that no longer serve me.
(resource is Handbook of Positive Prayer chapters 4, 8, 9). The following are some of the
steps I’ve used in developing my prayer practice.
• Bible verses assure us that God supplies the good we desire. For example: Words
that support our Strength: Exodus 15:2; Psalms 18:1, 27:1 or 28:7; Philippians
4:13; 2Timothy 4:17.
• Google key phrases or use Unity’s Online Study Bible
https://www.truthunity.net/asv
• Give thanks for answered prayer even before you realize it.
• Believe the Truth you find in the passages or words you choose.
• Visualize the outcome you want and need. Visualize writing that check you need
to pay your mortgage or doctor bills and state, “by this date (insert date) my good
will arrive.
• When you first see a sign that there is a resolution in the works, give another
special thanks claiming it is on its way.
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• If the date you selected doesn’t bring with it the results you were expecting,
release it to God, and before long you may see results you didn’t expect, results
that are better than what you expected.
As I wrote earlier, I’ve used visualization, prayer and meditation for healing. Light
Work is visualizing light penetrating your body where healing is needed. During a typical
meditation I visualize bringing in the white light with each breath and exhaling toxins
that are blocking the expression of good health. Affirmations are helpful. Examples are: I
am grateful for the healing power of God flowing through now as a white light, restoring
and renewing every cell of my being. Or, if it is for an emotional healing, I use this
affirmation. The expression of my enthusiasm, and joy increases with every breath and I
am grateful and thank God.
I remember to forgive others as well as myself because the root cause of many
illnesses is harboring an unforgiving attitude towards ourselves and others. I forgive
regardless the circumstance. I release the pain related to the situation and let the white
light and love of God to flow in and through me. I affirm that God is life, and I am one
with God, therefore I am one with life, the God within, and I release NOW every
recognized or unrecognized negative feeling, including fear, resentment, envy or hate or
anything else that results in my feeling pain. When I visualize, I am praying in faith,
because I am grateful for results I have yet to see.
When I use prayer and meditation to heal, there is a ritual I go through in an effort to
still my mind. I create an environment that promotes peace and silence. It is like setting a
stage that invites me to enter into the silence, a state of Spiritual consciousness where I
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can go to remove myself from the relative realm of sense consciousness. A place where I
commune with God. (Reference: 1 Kings 19:12).
In the Silence we just “be” in the presence, a state of no thought, a state of oneness.
When we receive our answers from “God”, we have actually moved out from the silence
for a moment. Once we receive our answers it is then time to take action and bring the
answers into our physical and mental realm.
The silence is a state of consciousness we enter for the purpose of putting us in touch
with the divine mind so that the soul may listen to the small still voice. (reference:
Charles Fillmore) When man goes into the silence, he enters the secret place of God. The
closet for prayer, where he closes the door and, in the stillness, prays and communes with
God and meditates on the truth. And then listens to what God has to say.
To prepare myself for prayer and meditation and going into the silence I go into my
room, in my home, that I have created specifically for this purpose. I’ve dedicated this
space for my spiritual growth. In this room there are spiritual books, posters, affirmations
posted on my walls, a comfortable chair where I sit and pray or meditate, an area carpet
and yoga mat for yoga or meditation, meditation tapes, a writing desk for writing prayers,
affirmations and doing research and course work. There is a dimmer switch to control the
room’s lighting. This is the physical setting where I go to, to pray and meditate.
When I get ready to pray, I dim the lights, and get comfortable in my chair. I close
my eyes, center myself, clear my thoughts, breathe deeply for a few minutes and invite
God's presence to fill me. As I sit still, I know I am in the presence of God and this
presence is within me. I am open to be the expression of goodness, grace and wonder and
to receiving the living Spirit. God’s breath of life fills me, moving in and through me and
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as I feel the presence within me, I am inspired and guided by wisdom, love and peace. At
this moment I am able to see and feel God’s presence in the world around me. I give
thanks for all the blessings I have received and give thanks for those I am about to
receive. I offer my prayers for others, and my family and then for myself. Once I have
spoken my prayers, I sit silently for five or ten minutes. This is where I often feel or sense
the warm presence of God within me and I know without doubt I am not alone. I am one
with God. I give thanks because I am grateful for this time in the silence and when I step
out from the silence I am refreshed and renewed.
It is in prayer and meditation that I align my presence with the presence of God, and I
feel the oneness as I express my needs. It is during meditation when I sit in the silence, a
state of consciousness that stills the activity of my mind, as I become part of the stillness,
I am aware of the Divine. When I experience this deeper state of awareness, I am open to
sitting and being part of the stillness that opens me to receiving inspiration, answers
coming from the still small voice of Spirit, the essence of purity and love where belief
turns into a profound knowing. Sometimes the answers come moments or days later, but
without fail they come, and I am inspired to take the correct action needed in all
situations.
Most of the time I feel I have more insight into the questions I’ve brought with me
into my prayer session. I usually pray using words similar to these. “Whatever my
challenge was (fill in the blank here) or my frustration may have been, has no power over
me and cannot change my mood or my attitude today." and then I affirm, "I am a child of
God and petty daily annoyances are released and I let go." (or I give whatever it was up
to God).
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Usually after I state a denial and follow it with an affirmation, whatever it was that
felt like a thorn in my side, not only seems very petty and insignificant, but my frustration
is gone to the point where I often take a moment and actually laugh at whatever it was
that frustrated me.
Throughout my life I have often felt the presence of God within me. Several years
ago, my friend’s husband died, and I went to her house to sit and spend some quiet time
with her. During the drive over, I had no idea what I would say to her. When I arrived at
her house, she greeted me tearfully at the door. God’s presence within me guided me on
what to say, how to respond to her, and speak the right comforting words and take the
appropriate actions. Everything I needed to say or do was inspired by Spirit and came
flowing from me.
Recently this same friend approached me while I was at church and told me how
much that visit meant to her. Even though I could not remember the details of what I said,
I remembered the feeling of the visit, and not the words verbatim as she remembered
them. I had become the instrument for God, a vehicle speaking words she needed to hear.
This was probably the deepest and most profound sense of God's presence I can
remember having. Even though there have been many other times that I’ve felt God's
presence.
However, now I feel the daily presence of God because I am more open to feeling
that presence more so than I ever have been in the past.
According to Charles Fillmore, meditation is a continuous and contemplative thought.
In meditation we dwell mentally, realizing the reality of the absolute. It is a steady effort
of the mind to know God. It is mankind’s spiritual approach to God and the Universe.
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The purpose of meditation is to expand the consciousness Christ-ward; to bring into
realization divine truth; to be transformed in spirit, soul, and body by renewing the mind.
When I sit quietly, relaxing into a meditation, I listen to the music, watching from my
Mind's I (eye), from the essence of me or the divine spirit within, or from the Observer
deep within me. No longer am I the Ego that demands to control my thoughts, I am the
essence of Consciousness recognizing the thought, acknowledging the thought, and then
gently releasing the thought. Then I sit quietly until the next thought enters into my mind
and I repeat the releasing process again.
The more I meditate and go into the silence the better I am at just BEING in the
Silence. I have fewer thoughts to release and have a richer experience. I am more deeply
connected to Divine Spirit/God. I release and let go of my thoughts without much mental
effort and I stay connected for longer periods every time I meditate.
With prayer and meditation, we open ourselves to receiving guidance on reaching our
highest and best potential. Understanding the three phases of our mind and developing
our ability to create a harmonious relationship with these three separate minds, enables us
to unleash endless hidden possibilities. The three phases of the mind are the conscious,
subconscious and superconscious mind I call God. The superconscious mind transcends
both the conscious and subconscious phases. From the first phase, our conscious mind, is
how we see and interpret the outer world we live in. This is the part of us that can think,
reason, make decisions, formulate our belief system and create judgments about our
outside world and the world with us, which is where we store our judgments of others,
ourselves and the world we live in. The conscious mind is our sense mind, the mind that
senses the world around us and is only operational when we are awake and aware.
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The second phase, our subconscious mind controls our feelings and our emotions, and
works even though we may be and usually are unaware of this intricate thought process.
This is where our lifetime memories are stored. Our subconscious remembers every tiny
detail of every thought and action that we have experienced since our conception or our
birth (depending upon which school of thought you subscribe to). Once our memory is
set, both positively or negatively, these memories are responsible for our emotions, our
feelings and ultimately our actions. (again, either negatively or positively) That is why it
is so important for us to discover our true subconscious thoughts and nature. We learn to
take control of our actions and learn to respond in a more positive, constructive way,
rather than to allow those negative, “knee-jerk reactions” to stressful events, take control
of us. We learn to control our actions rather than allow them to control us.
In addition, our subconscious mind is part of the human collective mind (Jungian-
Collective Consciousness or Unity's- race mind or race consciousness) and this is where
we sense our intuitions and feel our deeper connection to other human minds, as well as
where we make the connection to our super-consciousness.
The third phase, our super-conscious is where our inspiration comes from, and where
we hear God’s voice speaking to us, guiding and comforting us. This is the God-Mind
within us and can only be reached through our sub-conscious by way of prayer and
meditation. We open our ability to communicate with our super-conscious by ridding
ourselves of all negativity, (beliefs and actions no longer serving us). Once we rid
ourselves of all these negative beliefs and attitudes that have accumulated over our
lifetime that have limited our ability to connect and receive the word of God, as well as
restricting our vision of the world around us, we can then move past our previously
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blocked and limited view, and see clearly and know the Truth that resides in our
subconscious mind. This is how and when we know the Truth of God.
Pain and hurt are not easy to overcome when we have faith and worse when we are
unsure of our belief system, as I was before I found something to believe in, before I felt
the Truth of God within me.
I was devastated by the loss of my parents. Their deaths were eight months apart. My
dad died on December 7th and on August 3rd, my dad’s birthday, my mother died. It has
been over seven years since they passed.
I was hurt because my younger brother would not speak to me or include me in his or
his family’s life. We lived in the same small rural Maine town with a population of about
3,000 and our homes were within a mile of each other. Over the death of my parents I
have tried to get him to talk to me to tell me why he is so angry, but he refuses to tell me
why. The only thing he has said is that he just isn't ready to discuss it.
I’ve sent him Christmas cards, birthday and anniversary cards, and I even invited him
and his wife to my home when my husband Brian and I renewed our wedding vows
shortly after Brian’s two-year battle with cancer. At that time, we thought it might not
only be a wedding vow renewal but could possibly end up being a “living celebration of
life” for Brian, and I wanted my brother and his wife there.
I hand delivered the invitation to make sure he received it. He met me at the door and
refused to let me into his home. He stated very clearly, he wouldn’t be attending.
This sounds so childish as I write this. For my own sanity I have had to let this issue
go and deny it has any power to hurt me. It continued to be a work in progress until I
could finally release it for good and let it go.
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Over time I’ve had to give it up to God several times and learn to be okay with the
fact that my brother doesn't want to be a part of my life or let me be a part of his life. This
was more painful for me than my parent’s death, and it has taken longer for me to come
to terms with.
The Denial I wrote was, I deny that my brother's actions or lack of actions have any
power over me, and these actions cannot hurt me emotionally anymore. And then I
immediately Affirmed, I am a child of God and God is Love and I and my brother are
love and I affirm that this unconditional love will lead us both to the perfect place where
we both are meant to be. I affirm that I forgive him, and he forgives me. (even when I
have no idea whether he has or hasn’t) I affirm that I love him, and he loves me. We are
children of God and all is good.
I have repeated this affirmation so much that as I write this, it actually feels like
everything is okay and I can move past this hurtful time and move on to where I am okay
with whatever this is. I know I can't do anything other than pray to facilitate any changes.
I have given this up to God and now I have to release it. Whatever happens or doesn't
happen is for my brother’s and my highest and best good.
I have not been willing to leave Mississippi and go back to Maine where my brother
lives and where Brian’s and my summer home is, because I feel deep pain every time we
drive into town. Feeling hurt keeps me from spending time at Brian’s and my summer
home that I love. I use denials to deny this pain and hurt feelings have any power over
me.
I deny that I have any fear or pain associated with spending the summer in Maine. I
deny that my brother’s actions and inactions have any power to take my good from me.
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Early on during my Spiritual education I was advised by my spiritual mentor to
develop a Spiritual Growth Action Plan for the two years I would be taking the Unity
SEE classes and to record an action plan that would guide me along in my spiritual
evolution. The following is an excerpt from the journal I kept during that time.
I am a Unity SEE student, retired and in my early 60’s. I developed this step-by-step
breakdown of measurable, realistic, and obtainable goals for 2017 through 2018. My goal
is to create a process that will guide me in successfully managing, accomplishing and
supporting my spiritual growth, deepen my prayer life and help me develop the discipline
I want and need to make a commitment to continuing my spiritual growth through
spiritually oriented classes, workshops and literature.
My long-term goal was to complete the twenty-five Unity SEE classes, get a master’s
degree in religious studies, and to become a Spiritual author, speaker and teacher. To
work with displaced women in a women’s detention center or prison and establish a
teaching ministry. As of December 2018, I have completed the core requirements for the
SEE program and I am currently working on fulfilling the requirements for a master’s
degree in Religious Studies.
My short-term goals that will assist me in reaching my long-term goals are: to
become a Prayer Chaplain and Spiritual teacher at a women’s detention center, and to be
of service to others in my community both here in Gulfport, MS, where I live in the
winter and in Norridgewock, Maine where I live during the summer. This remains the
same today in 2019 which leads me to confirm that I am still on my path to reaching my
spiritual goals. I broke down my goals into daily and weekly practical steps of action that
will lead to the successful completion of my goals.
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• Daily Morning Prayer. When I wake, I give thanks to God for all the blessings in
my life; I affirm that I am open to receiving the many blessings I will receive
throughout the day.
• Daily Morning Walk. In the morning before I get caught up in the day’s activities
I go for a quiet walk, alone, for about forty-five minutes. This is when I clear my
mind and “be” as one with my environment. If it is raining, I go over to the
college and walk on their inside walking track. I prefer the outside walk. I feel
connected to nature and more present in the moment.
• Morning Women’s Prayer Group. After my walk I log onto my daily ZOOM call
with my women’s prayer group. We hold sacred space for those in need of prayer.
I finished the Unity Prayer Chaplain training in 2017 and I use those skills to pray
with my team for others.
• Weekly Women’s Book Group. Over the past two years I’ve been in several
weekly groups. We choose a book and discuss one chapter a week until it is
finished and then we begin a new book. We have read “7 Paths to God” by Joan
Z. Borysenko, Ph.D; “The Unmistakable Touch of Grace”, by Cheryl Richardson,
and “Ethics 101” by Maxwell, along with many others.
• Daily Evening Meditation at my home. Sometimes I choose a guided meditation
from a CD such as Deepak Chopra, Dr. Wayne Dyer, or Bonnie Gibson (a
medium who lives near me in Maine). Sometimes I choose to sit in a dimly lit
room, enjoying the quiet moments and “just be”. Regardless the method I choose,
meditation invokes in me a feeling of calm relaxation, promoting a peaceful and
restful night’s sleep.
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• Weekly Meditation Group. Meets on Wednesday night for one hour. I find a
weekly group meditation exposes me to new techniques of meditation and
provides a forum for valuable feedback from others who are engaged in a
meditation regime. It is interesting to hear the varying degree of experiences the
members have. No two are alike, although they may be similar in some respects.
• I have completed two full years; twenty-five Unity SEE classes since January
2017. My very first class was Foundations of Unity. It met Thursday nights using
an online interface “Blackboard”. It was that class that introduced me to “practical
Christianity” and where I fell in love with the principles of Unity. These
principles have been invaluable to me. I’ve learned how to use them in practical
ways, and they are available to me every day. I’ve learned how to rid myself of
old thoughts and behaviors that limited me and how to shift my thoughts and
behaviors to discover the God within me. This promotes positive outcomes where
I experience spiritual freedom. I learned to use the tools of prayer and meditation
to help me stay present in the moment, without worrying about the past or the
future. I can just “be” in the now, at this moment, because this is all there is. Right
here. Right now. I am working on seeing the best, both in myself, and in others. I
am learning how to free myself from the bondage of my past by practicing
unconditional love. Forgiving both myself and others for past events that have
stayed buried deep in my psyche. I believe the more I read and study the better
insight I have into what God is and what God means in my life. I love the concept
that I, and Source are one and not separate.
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• Sunday, I attend church where I function as a greeter, prayer chaplain or give a
Sunday message from the podium. I am committed to being available to hold
sacred space with those who are in need of prayer.
To summarize my current daily & weekly goals, I pray and ask God for what I need, I
exercise and eat healthy to keep my mind and my body in good working condition, I
meditate to be open to receiving the blessings and answers God sends me. I attend classes
and workshops, go to prayer and book groups to increase my spiritual knowledge and to
be in the company of likeminded individuals who are open to stimulating spiritual
discussions that add to all of our spiritual growth. I attend Church regularly. I love
hearing the weekly messages. It is always uplifting and keeps me spiritually focused. For
me, the Unity community is more than my church it has become my family.
I assess my spiritual awareness every day. When I find I am moving off from the path
I’ve chosen, I gently remind myself to be open, inviting God and love to come into my
heart. If I am open to this and make this an ongoing lifestyle change it becomes as
automatic as breathing. I know my soul is waking up to God. I have a new awareness
where I perceive the world around me in a way, I’ve never known possible. For me this is
my spiritual awakening.
Practical goals help me expand my consciousness and my self-awareness as I address
what my beliefs and values are, how they affect the choices I make.
I’ve learned to identify certain emotions and what their triggers might be, so I can
learn to express them in a healthy constructive way rather than reacting to a situation
before I think it through. If I allow myself to feel what it is, I am feeling, I can easily
identify what the feeling truly is and where I might need to shift my belief system in
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order to make the changes I need to make. This allows the God spark to shine through
me. For example, I was afraid and concerned regarding my husband’s cancer, my health,
our hopes and dreams for our future. Expanding my consciousness helps me to give up to
God, all these old beliefs and fears that no longer serve me. I let it go while believing
God has already answered my prayers for the best and highest outcome in all situations.
It is important for me to spend every day with a positive attitude knowing that God is
within me, providing all that I need.
I’ve created a check list that reminds me of what I need to do every day to stay on my
Spiritual path. I printed this out and keep it posted on my bulletin board in my office.
• With God all things are possible, and I have God’s gift to create my world
within me. Everything is possible without limits.
• If I want something, I need to give (that) something away with an open and
happy heart.
• When I make a choice, I change my future. I am learning to make good
choices and to follow my heart.
• Creating peace within myself. Learning to accept what is outside my control,
knowing that all good things come from God and are for my highest and best
good.
• I am open to exploration and I am enjoying the journey as I see new ways and
ideas of looking at the world, leading me to abundance, prosperity and
happiness.
• I know that I am here for a purpose and if I pray and ask God to guide me, my
purpose will be revealed and when I sit in quiet meditation listening for that
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“still small voice” I know exactly what is mine to do and share with the world.
I continue to learn and experience the God within me. I claim and accept my
inheritance as I become the God spark, the light that I have always been meant
to be. Deepak Chopra said, “Your sense of purpose in the universe speaks far
louder than any words.”
• My daily self-improvement goals are to spend time in silence, to commune
with nature, to practice non-judgmental behavior toward others and myself, to
keep my thoughts positive, to be open to receiving God’s blessings, to love
myself and others unconditionally and to find joy in everything I do every day
for the remaining time I have in this earthly realm.
I use Unity’s five step prayer process to enter into my sacred prayer space, my heart
space. The following is how this prayer process reflects in my daily prayer practice.
(resource: The Five Step Prayer Process. (Martella-Whitset: chapter 4, 5, pp 109-115;
116-125; ch. 6 & 7; Hasbrouck ch. 2, 3).
1) Relaxation is a necessary preparation for my journey into the silence
through prayer and meditation. I prepare my environment, a special room I created in
my home for this purpose. To avoid distraction, I sit in my comfortable overstuffed
easy chair with the lights dimmed and soft flute music playing. Surrounded by the
quiet, I go into my “inner room”, my heart where I quiet my body and my mind. I
relax my physical body and then the mental and emotional bodies follow. I do this by
inviting my mind to expand, focusing on the wonder around me and I begin to feel
and know the all-inclusiveness of God.
2) Concentration is going from the outer world of sense mind, to the inner
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world of spirit by contemplative thought. I focus on a Divine Idea such as love, life,
peace, health or substance (seed words). I focus on these words and balance my
breath, in and out. Sometimes I use a mantra to focus on words of truth using an
affirmation such as; Breath in “God is” and breath out “I am” or any other truth or
affirmation I resonate with. This coaxes my mind inward into a deep sense of
awareness.
3) In Meditation I pray to God in secret and in secret my prayers are
answered. This is where I “know” the stillness in the upper, inner room. I align my
breath with the “Breath of the Divine”. In tune with the energy and nature of the
Divine in whom I live and that lives in me. This opens the door to another Spiritual
dimension. The door opens, and I am invited by the unseen Spiritual force to enter.
4) Realization is “the Silence”. As the door opens, I enter into the presence of
the Divine. I am in a state of NO-thought. NO-thinking only aware of “What is”. The
“I AM” being in the moment, the secret place of God. In the silence, I am inspired by
the breath of God and all is revealed when I return from this sacred place. It is the
silence, the inner place of being, the stillness where I know my oneness with God the
living Spiritual force of the Universe.
5) I am in a present state of Thanksgiving. A state of consciousness because I
KNOW, and it is this knowing that comes from this five step process of prayer. It
opens my mind and my heart energy. I am filled with gratitude and wonder, centered
in peace, surrounded by joy.
This is my practice for affirmative prayer. Hallowed space is where I hold the
name of God, the I AM sacred. Pausing to sit quietly, relaxing into the moment
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concentrating on my breath. I pray to lift my consciousness up to a level where I am
one with God, to reestablish a knowing connection with the Divine Power, God. I
worship in Spirit and in Truth because God is Spirit. I invite the Divine Spirit God to
shine through me, as I affirm, I am one with God and affirming my gratitude for all
that I am.
I have no fear because fear is “false evidence appearing real”. I need not worry or try
to solve my problems because I “Release and Let God”, knowing my needs are being met
even before I ask. Letting go of my ego, opens me to moving beyond my human
limitations to receive abundantly blessings that are already here.
I don't need to go anywhere or do anything because I am positioned in the perfect
place at the perfect time doing the perfect actions I am meant to do. I am right where I
need to be because this is where I was directed by Spirit to be.
I am relaxed and free because I know everything is in Divine Order, no longer do I
have to be in charge, I can release my ego driven behaviors now and always.
As long as I am open to receive and listen to the voice of God within me, I am open
to be moved by Spirit. To explore the unlimited possibilities and opportunities for Spirit
to move in me and through me to do great things. I am the channel of Divine love and
grace for all of mankind.
I know the presence of God is in the Hallowed space within my heart, because I can
feel the presence of God within me every moment of every day. I keep my secret space
hallowed by denying the negative things in life and then follow with affirmations and
affirmative prayer.
Having a prayer partner that I could practice affirmative prayer with, made me aware
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that as spiritual beings here on earth, we are always in the perfect place at the perfect time
to do the perfect work we are called to do. In Mathew 18:20 we read, that Jesus said,
“Where two or more gather in my name God is in the midst of them.”
Over the course of my life I’ve felt uncomfortable with prayer. Silently in the privacy
of my home or publicly in a class or at church, I felt awkward. I didn’t know how to
begin because I was unsure of the right words to use? I was nervous because I knew
others could choose better words and pray better than I could. I found myself not praying
because I didn’t even know how I should begin. Do I open the prayer with “Loving
Father”, “Dear God”, or “Hello…I’m here and I want to talk”? If God isn’t an entity
somewhere far off in the universe then who am I praying to? Who is listening?
It wasn’t until I took the Unity Prayer class and had a prayer partner that prayer began
to make sense to me. At first, I thought it was a waste of my time. The partner assigned to
me in class, Beth, lived in another country and because of the time difference, we had a
difficult time connecting. She was also a high-power estate lawyer, with a chauffeur, a
nanny for her kids and a housekeeper. Needless to say, I felt a bit intimidated by her. I
was a middle-class woman from Maine. Not that there is anything wrong with that, we
just didn’t seem to have much in common because of the differences in our cultural and
economic backgrounds. She also had a long-time relationship with Unity and I admired
her ability to share her prayer practice with me. Together we set goals for our Prayer
Partner Relationship. Soon I began to see more of what we did have in common, rather
than focusing on our differences. The following is an outline of our agreement.
• Schedule regular meeting times.
• Agree on an agenda and format.
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• Pray for each other’s concerns.
• Schedule a specific time when we were not together to pause and pray for the
other.
• Contact each other for additional prayer support.
• Keep prayers and discussions in confidence. Create a safe place for each other to
speak their concerns without JUDGEMENT.
• Be flexible and ready to lovingly release the partnership when it no longer works
for either of us.
• Keep a prayer and gratitude journal. Identifying what we are grateful for. This
keeps us affirming our life rather than empowering the negativity that we may
periodically feel.
I kept a prayer journal for this class. The following are excerpts from this journal. “I
never gave prayer much thought considering I didn’t give God much thought over the
past few decades. Although, I did take the prayer chaplain class at my Unity church and
we have had a few practice sessions, but I still feel I have no idea what I am supposed to
do or say. My prayer partner from the chaplaincy class is Andrea. Her husband Ralph
died last year. He was the first person I met when I moved to Mississippi.
Andrea appears to be a rock. Always smiling. She’s that person who brings light into
the darkest corners of a room and knows exactly what to say in any situation. She is one
of those real-life angels you hear about, who has shown up in my life to teach me the true
meaning of appreciation. She has such a sense of dignity and grace about her. She calls
me every Friday morning, asks about my husband Brian who was challenged with 4th
stage lung cancer and is joyful for me when I report he is fine, doing well, and his latest
CT or PT scan has shown no sign of cancer, even though it’s been less than a year since
her beloved Ralph past. I want to be just like her, loving, kind, graceful, coping serenely
and smiling even in the face of unbearable circumstances, triumphantly responding with
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poise and courage.
Together we practice “praying with and for others” and have built a trusting
relationship. We are comfortable bringing real life issues into our prayer meeting. The
sacred space we create together feels genuine, it feels like there really is some mystical
connection to an unseen spiritual force that for the lack of a better word, I’ll call God.
Sprit, Divine Mind are great labels too, but for me, I want a God, I want the feeling of
comfort I seem to get by using that word. Maybe because the word God is what my
Grandmother used to identify the entity that she worshiped and loved. Maybe it’s what
makes me feel close to my Grandmother after so many years since she passed. Maybe
Grandmother is my God, watching over me from some distant heavenly resort. I have no
idea where this comfort comes from other than it does and I’m okay not knowing, not
having proof. I believe this is what is called taking a leap of faith.
Andrea and I seem to have some common interests although we don’t actually
socialize outside of church, we somehow, at various times over the past few years have
shown up at the same venues. Olli classes at USM, the Blues Festival on the beach and
we are both members of the same Tuesday morning Women’s Prayer and Book Group
where we gather to hold sacred space to pray for the needs and concerns of anyone who
has asked for prayer and then we discuss the latest book the group is reading. What we
hold in prayer is always confidential and never discussed outside the group other than to
post the prayers on the Silent Unity web page where they are held in prayer for thirty
days. If you haven’t had the experience of calling Silent Unity’s prayer line, give yourself
a gift filled with love and hope and call today. 1-816-969-2000 or go to unity.org/prayer.
Every time I call it brings tears to my eyes and I feel God’s presence standing beside me.
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It reminds me that I am thankful for all the many blessings I receive daily and it inspires
me to look forward to the next steps of my journey wherever those steps take me.
Aside from practicing prayer with a partner I have set up a prayer schedule that works
for me. Although I find myself praying throughout the day, I have two set times where I
practice my prayer ritual, first thing in the morning upon waking and then again, at night
just before I close my eyes to sleep. I have allocated a room off from my kitchen for my
personal space for prayer and meditation. With the lights dimmed I sit in the quiet
inviting God to join me. During my morning prayer I give thanks for a restful night and a
glorious new day that brings new opportunities for unlimited possibilities. I set my
intentions for the day, give thanks for all the blessings I am about to receive and the
privilege of having another day to live. I pray for people on my prayer list, my friends,
my family, people I don’t know who are in the news or the world in general. I give thanks
for my life and pray for my own personal requests. I often find myself praying for
patience, tolerance and a loving caring heart, or for clarity over a circumstance.
I stop and pause as I review my life, asking for guidance on clearing my mind of any
and all my negative thoughts. I forgive myself for any harsh words I may have spoken,
and I commit to be more kind and loving to whomever I encounter. I release all issues
that surface to God and then I release and let go.
Even though my prayer process is the same, there is always something new I glean
from every prayer, every denial and affirmation. At night I give thanks for all the
blessings I noticed and for the ones that slipped by me unnoticed. I quiet my mind as I
prepare for a restful sleep, once again setting my intentions for a peaceful night, giving
thanks and feeling gratitude for my friends, family and the world I live in. I also take the
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time to think where I might have said something sharp to someone, or I might have
shown my impatience in a situation. I ask that I have the opportunity to make it right
should I be blessed to wake and experience another day. I make a commitment to myself
to think before I speak or act. I want to treat others as I want to be treated and to see them
as the “Face of God”. How would I feel if I were rude to someone and it turned out to be
Buddha, Jesus or God?
I say Goodnight to God and my world, ending my prayers with “Through the Christ
Jesus I pray, Amen”. I notice the difference in my sleep on nights where I fall asleep
without prayer. The difference shows up in my dreams or in my restlessness, feeling
uncomfortable and having to reposition myself, my pillow and my covers throughout the
night. These are the nights where I usually kick Brian, push the dog off the bed, and by
morning all the covers are on the floor and neither my husband nor the dog is speaking to
me.
Days that begin without prayer seem to take on that similar unrestful tone. I’m
anxious and tired. I get irritated easily and find that by the time I am actually out of the
house and driving in my car I have this profound desire to scream. Its times like this that I
need to pause, breathe, and ask, “what can I learn from this”? and then forgive myself for
feeling out of control. To truly practice the Unity principles, I want to see others in the
love and light of Spirit, wish them well, bless them and release the anger I associate with
them. I am human. I am a work in progress and when I begin to feel out of alignment
with the Divine, I pause, catch my breath and say a prayer to handle the situation with
ease and grace. And then I express gratitude by ending my prayer with Thank-you, thank-
you, thank-you, realizing that some blessings come with annoying situations.
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In my spare time or when I am waiting at a doctor’s office or waiting on a friend for
lunch, I enjoy writing prayers. By writing them out I can reflect on them and then style
them in a format that resonates with my authentic feelings. The following is a prayer I
wrote.
“I invite you to join me here, holding sacred space, as we breathe into the moment,
surrounding ourselves with God's white light of love and protection. Deep cleansing
breaths. In and out, releasing all negativity as we move out from our heads and down,
down into our heart space, where we lovingly listen to one another, without judgement,
without advice.
Dear God, Divine Spirit, our supplier and our supply. As we come together in prayer,
we know we have all that we need even before we ask. May we be mindful and
remember this as we move about our day, knowing that if we are feeling a lack for
anything, we are not using our mind to connect with spirit. We know that positive prayer
aligns our mind with the Divine Mind that is God and we affirm today, we are open to
accept God’s good supply. We affirm we are conscious of God's abiding presence within
us as we develop our Christ consciousness...our God spark. May we always be mindful of
this. Through the Christ Jesus we pray. Amen.
In addition to our personal and private prayer practice, I believe there is a need for us
to both pray with others and for others. God provides all that we need, and we will
develop the perfect prayer partnership that is for both our highest and best if that is what
we seek.
During the time I was in the prayer class, Brian and I were at our summer home in
Maine. I was missing having a weekly prayer partner, so I called my uncle Earle. He is a
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Baptist minister who lives in Maine near me. Earle was raised catholic, became an
Adventist Minister when he left the Marines, was an Adventist Minister up until about 10
years ago and then became a Baptist Minister. I find that to be an interesting mix.
Personally, I think Earle is searching for something, and just hasn’t found it yet. I
think he would make a great Unity minister because he has a good sense of humor and
some pretty interesting stories to share. Although, he nearly has a seizure every time I
mention the word metaphysics. I wonder why that is. I’ll have to ask him sometime.
Anyway, I got the idea that just maybe he would like to be my prayer partner, so I
called him, told him about my classes and how I would love for him to practice praying
with me. He was delighted that I had asked for his assistance and at 9 a.m. that morning
as planned he called me on the phone. He told me about his week and then I asked him if
I could pray with him the way I had been learning in my classes; this class and the prayer
chaplain classes at church. He has had eye surgery and is healing slowly, and I asked him
if I could prayer with him for his full recovery from his eye surgery. He was thrilled. I
opened with a centering meditation asking God to surround us with the white light of
love and then I said, “Loving God, let Earle and I remember we are children of God. That
we DO NOT inherit eye dis-ease.” Let us also remember that through Spirit we are
provided everything we need, and our bodies are healthy and whole." Thank you, God for
all the blessings we have already received and all the blessings that are coming our way.
For these blessings we are truly grateful. Through the Christ Jesus we pray Amen.
When I finished my prayer for him, he prayed for me and then we talked about
journaling and our daily prayer practices. I told him about Myrtle Fillmore and how
Unity is a prayer-based ministry. How she healed herself by using denials, affirmations
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and affirmative prayer.
He was very interested. We enjoyed our hour together so much we made plans for
another phone chat the following Saturday morning. This may not be your typical prayer
partner relationship, but it gave me some quality time with an Uncle whom in the past I
thought I had little or nothing in common with to only find out that we were more similar
than either of us could have imagined. From that day forward I began to try and see what
I had in common with others rather than pick out our differences. It has expanded my
pool of friends and people I choose to call family. Praying with others opens up a
communication with another fellow being that feels profoundly real.
Today when I pray with others in my prayer group we usually pray for an individual
in our group as well as generally for our world and the challenges others are faced with
on a more global level. Our prayers might sound something like this.
Let us come together and see all others as perfect and whole. Bless, those traveling.
We see them having safe travels as they journey metaphorically, spiritually, and/or
physically. Let us hold all spiritual beings in the loving light of the Christ Jesus and see
them reconnecting with the oneness, the unity that connects all of God’s creations. With
this we ask that we receive new and fresh ideas for prayer and reflection as well as
praying for everyone’s safety and highest and best. We also affirm everyone’s needs are
already met with a divine outcome for them all.
The purpose of prayer is to align ourselves with the breath and heartbeat of God. I
apply the Unity prayer practice in my life by setting my intention and creating a sacred
space within my being and my home. I live in the present moment. Through prayer and
meditation, I become aware of my breath and the presence of a Divine living energy. This
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is where I find the “kingdom of heaven” within. This is the place where I feel my
salvation. I feel safe in this sacred space of prayer.
I have found that meditation is the key to settling into the sacred space, freeing me
from worry or pain. It takes strength and courage to share our deepest thoughts with
others. It is through sharing that we become vulnerable and as Brene Brown says, “We
don’t show our authentic selves until we let ourselves become vulnerable.” It’s hard
sharing with people you know and more difficult with perfect strangers, and it just
dawned on me that this is what I am doing, writing this. I am sharing some of my most
painful experiences, hopping that someone finds at least some small nugget of inspiration
or hope from hearing they are not alone in their pain.
I hope that everyone who reads these words find strength to stand up to any situation
despite the outward appearances, and that they find the blessings they seek, and the light
needed to move out from the negativity and darkness regardless the circumstances.
It is powerful to claim that we feel renewed and healed, energized by a higher
consciousness that is the Life Force flowing through all of us. No longer are we burdened
or lamenting over the past and we can boldly deny there is anything that has any power
over us. We claim, affirm and declare we are whole, knowing that this is the Truth of our
being.
This statement empowers me and knowing the difference in denying the event is
happening and this event has no power over me. I couldn’t deny that Brian had cancer,
but I was able to deny that Brian’s cancer had any power over us in any negative way. It
is also liberating to know I don't have to choose suffering. I can deny suffering has any
power to affect me in any way. I affirm I am one with God and whole. So it is, Amen
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Denials empower and liberate us, so we can reclaim the truth of who we are. The
truth of our being. Taking away something’s power by denying it, is like a star trek scene
where Captain Kirk has just neutralized something. Once something is neutralized it no
longer has any power. By using denials, it also keeps us from giving our power to others
to use against us.
When I pray for prosperity and abundance I am inspired with Divine Ideas. I define
prosperity as spiritual wellbeing; a healing, love, peace, harmony and every good thing
my heart desires. It is a state of consciousness, a place called the Kingdom of God, where
there is harmony and balance.
I apply this concept in my life by remembering “God is source and supply” and we
are heirs to this “Field of Infinite Possibilities”. We awaken to this opportunity by
changing our awareness and holding a peaceful mind, maintaining order and giving
gratitude. And with our faith we focus only on the good. The goodness that is God.
When we receive Divine ideas, we must take action so that these ideas have the
ability to manifest in our life. For example, I have been thinking about a book I want to
write for almost a decade now. I haven't been able to figure out the format that I think it
should be written in. Last night after I read about “prayer for illumination and guidance”
and “prayer for prosperity” I went to bed and prayed on this very topic. This morning I
had an “amazing grace moment” when I woke, I knew exactly what and how to write this
book. Everything became crystal clear.
Now for the action part. I couldn't let it go at that point. I had to physically sit down
with pen and put my words to paper. By taking action, responding to Divine Ideas, in this
case, the action of writing, I have now put what I want manifested, a finished book, into
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motion.
I can't publish if I don't write and I can't have Divine Order, a published book, unless
I do my part and take action. This is how I allowed the Divine idea to unfold within me. I
sat at the table and began to write my book. I have done my part the rest will play out
according to Divine order.
What is Substance? What does it look like, what does it feel like, and how does
understanding these concepts effect the way I pray? Substance is an awareness, an idea,
like I had about writing my book, but not the actual book yet, just the idea and there are
infinite possibilities I have at my disposal for actually turning my idea of writing a book
into a published book.
I have taken this Divine Idea and by using any number of infinite possibilities have
set the spiritual forces into motion to bring about the manifestation of my published book.
When we pray, we hold in our mind a loving and peace-filled consciousness and tonight I
hold a published book in my consciousness and remain open and receptive to the flow of
more ideas that flow into me from divine mind.
Rather than asking and begging God to answer our prayers, we pray from a place
where we know our prayers have already been answered and our blessings are already
here or on their way. This week I took a half an hour “Moving Prayer Walk”.
This moving prayer came from my heart when I was walking with my mind dis-
engaged but had my heart and my inner eye open to my surroundings. I was aware of the
traffic on Main St., but I wasn't engaged with it. I had a much deeper awareness of the
wind moving through the trees, the various birds singing in those trees, the leaves
rustling, and the clouds moving in the sky. It all seemed like a walking dream. A dream
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where I was walking with God.
My body felt full of life and love. As I walked up through town and down around by
the river and over the bridge, I remember reading about the labyrinth being the wholeness
and how it is a representation of our life’s journey.
For me this “Moving Prayer Walk” became symbolic of my current spiritual journey
and how much I've grown and yet how much growth I still have ahead of me. Prayer
class, along with all the other Spiritual Enrichment classes, has opened my heart and my
eyes to all the possibilities life has to offer. Prayer has opened my heart to all the
gratitude I have for all the blessings I receive daily and all the blessings that are on their
way.
We can claim the feeling of freedom and unlimited joy when we are able to choose
the ideas we want to create. This is very liberating, this feeling of freedom and unlimited
joy, the true essence of what it means to be “blissful”. I am blessed to be on this spiritual
journey.
I need to remain mindful, to be aware and understand the activities taking place
around me and remain open and receptive to receiving the Grace of God. It is such a
beautiful experience to see everything fresh as if it was the first time, I am seeing it. The
fresh clean new moments that prayer and meditation allow me to experience.
Over the past few years I have come to appreciate the value of praying for others in a
group and having people of like minds coming together as prayer partners. There are
several women that I have had as prayer partners for several years now and their
contribution to my prayer practice has been invaluable. Someday I hope to write a book
on contemporary 21st century non-denominational prayer language.
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I know without doubt that I have been blessed in so many indescribable ways and I
try living my life expressing that gratitude with ease and grace, and because I am human I
know there will be times when I will stumble but I know tomorrow is an opportunity for
me have a second chance to live and be the light I want to see in the world.
For you, gentle reader I offer my closing prayer for this paper. I AM…We are now in
the presence of pure BE-ing immersed in the Holy Spirit of light, love and wisdom. Let
us together acknowledge the presence and power of God who is divine wisdom and
recognize all our mortal limitations are now erased. From the pure substance of love, we
bring into manifestation a world according to Divine perfect law. And so, it is, Amen
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Affirmations I wrote to Use in Affirmative Prayer (resource Emily
Cady’s Lessons in Truth)
• God is life, love intelligence, substance, omnipotence, omniscience,
omnipresence.
• I am a child of God, a manifestation of God and every moment I am in this life,
love, wisdom, power, and goodness flow into and through me. I am one with God
and am governed by divine law.
• I am of spirit, perfect, holy, harmonious. Nothing can hurt me or make me sick or
afraid for God is Spirit and cannot be hurt, sick or afraid. I manifest my truth
through this body now.
• God works in and through me. I am a manifestation of God. I am the face of God
and therefore cannot fail.
• I am prosperous, and I am ready and able to travel to Unity Village and the Agape
Spiritual Center.
• I am a child of god and I don't inherit poverty or any financial lack.
• I have all the money I need to travel to Unity Village and to Agape Spiritual
Center.
• I have all the money and the time I need to travel to Unity Village and to Agape
Spiritual Center.
• I am a child or manifestation of god and every moment life, love, wisdom, power
flow into and through me I am one with god and am governed by this spiritual
law.
• I am spirit; perfect, holy, and harmonious; nothing can hurt me or make me sick
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or afraid for spirit is God and God cannot be sick or hurt or afraid. I manifest my
real self through this body now.
Affirmations I wrote for Declaring Health, Wholeness, Wonder
and Goodness. (resource Emily Cady’s Lessons in Truth)
• I am now immersed in the presence of the Divine. I am a child of God and I am in
perfect health now as Life, Health and Goodness surrounds, enfolds and flows
through me.
• I am a child of God and my body is whole, full of wonder and goodness now.
• I am a spiritual being and I claim my spiritual inheritance and I live in a perfectly
healthy, whole body that is overflowing with wonder and goodness that I can
share with my fellow man now.
• I am a spiritual body. I see myself one with the healing renewing energy of life,
God. I affirm that I see myself immersed in the light of the Divine and that I am
whole and complete. I have arrived. My true life in Spirit is unfolding.
• I am in alignment with the natural flow of the Living Life Force God and I
practice life-renewing activities, speaking and thinking affirmatively, praying for
wholeness and healing. I affirm my health is absolute because this is the Truth of
who I am, a healthy, whole, radiant being of light and wonder.
Ralph Waldo Emerson’s aunt, Mary Moody Emerson, once wrote to her nephew
(RWE), “What most excites my solicitude is your moral improvement and your progress
in virtue…Let your whole life reflect honor on the name you bear.” I, Deb Brown, would
consider myself abundantly successful were this ever said about me. These are the
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Prayers I Resonate With
I Do by Anonymous
“They’re about to say I do. Three little
letters, two little words. It’s the simplest
part of the day, but there’s nothing
simple about the things that will remain
unsaid. I do means I do know I could be
hurt, but I’m ready to be healed with
you. It means I do want to try even
when the fear of failure holds me back,
and I do not know the future, but I’m
ready to be surprised along the way.
And I do means I do want your love and
I do give you mine and nothing we do
will ever be the same because you and I
will be doing it all together.”
Charles Fillmore’s Invocation
I AM Now in the presence of pure
Being Immersed in the Holy Spirit of
life, love, and wisdom. I acknowledge
Divine Presence and power, O Blessed
Spirit with Divine wisdom now erase
my mortal limitations and with pure
substance of love bring into
manifestation my world, according to
Divine perfect law.
The Prayer of Faith
by Hannah More Kohaus
Spirit is my help in every need;
Spirit does my every hunger feed;
Spirit walks beside me,
guides my way
Through every moment of this day.
I now am wise, I now am true,
Patient and kind, and loving, too;
All things I am, can do, and be,
Through Spirit's Truth, that is in me
Spirit is my health, I can't be sick;
Spirit is my strength,
unfailing, quick;
Spirit is my all, I know no fear,
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Since Spirit and Love and
Truth are here.
The Prayer of Protection
by James Dillet Freeman
The light of Spirit surrounds us;
The love of Spirit enfolds us;
The power of Spirit protects us;
The presence of Spirit watches over
us;
Wherever we are, Spirit is!
I affirm: The Light of God surrounds
you. The Love of God enfolds you.
The power of God protects you. The
presence of God watches over you
Wherever on the road you are, God is
And ALL IS WELL!
Everyone is sacred
…Denise Rosia
Everything is Sacred
Filled with the Divine
Alive with Spirit
A wonder unfolding
Right before our eyes.
A blessing bursting from the earth and
sky
“One Heart” Musings of a Mystic
Affirmation taking us into the silence
Touching the stillness
Holding the silence
Transforming consciousness
Fully generating the Christ
That I AM
The Christ Consciousness
The Christ Nature
Provident God,
grant me the confidence
in your love and care that Saint
Mother Theodore had,
so I too ‘may not give way to
uneasiness about the future’
but ‘place myself gently into the hands
of Providence,’ as
I embrace present and future as
evolving mystery.
Grant me that confidence
as I read headlines of chaos and
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conflict around the world,
as I respond to uncertainties about cash
flow and good health in my life and
family.
Strengthen my belief in Providence,
as I strive daily to care for planet,
to minister among the poor,
to educate, and to advocate for justice.
Give me a compassionate heart
as I companion all who rely on me
in illness or infirmity.
Grant me patience as I grope along the
path traced out for me daily. Keep me
firmly on the way drawing me ever
deeper toward reunions
awaiting me in eternal love. Amen.
Prayer of Saint Patrick
I take for my sureties:
The power of God to guide me,
The might of God to uphold me,
The wisdom of God to teach me,
The eye of God to watch over me,
The ear of God to hear me,
The word of God to give me speech,
The hand of God to protect me,
The way of God to go before me,
The shield of God to shelter me.
Christ be with me,
Christ before me,
Christ behind me,
Christ within me
Christ beneath me,
Christ above me,
Christ at my right,
Christ at my left,
Christ in the heart of every man who
thinks of me,
Christ in the mouth of every man who
speaks to me,
Christ in every eye that sees me,
Christ in every ear that hears me.
Prayer of Saint Francis
Lord make me an instrument of your
peace. Where there is hatred let me
sow love. Where there is injury,
pardon. Where there is doubt, faith
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Where there is despair, hope
Where there is darkness, light
And where there is sadness, joy
O divine master grant that I may
not so much seek to be consoled as to
console to be understood as to
understand
To be loved as to love
For it is in giving that we receive
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned
And it's in dying that we are born to
eternal life. Amen
Opening Prayer I wrote for Sunday
Service
Welcome to Unity Church of Gulfport.
It is my pleasure to be here with all of
you today as we come together, go into
the silence, and hold sacred space for
all who are in need today, and affirm
Divine Order is at work in every
moment of this service. We come
together by Divine appointment as a
praying community to pray for anyone
with a prayer intention on their heart,
for either themselves or someone else.
Our prayers or meditation do make a
difference as our thoughts ripple out
into our community and further out
into our world as we give thanks and
hold in appreciation all who makes this
gathering possible. We allow the
movement of free-flowing Spirit to
work in us and through us in a Divine
way as we travel this path of memory
through, prayer, and meditation
leading us to our majestic call. In the
name and through the power of the
Christ which is holy and divine within
us we pray. And so, it is. Amen
Let us affirm three times before
going into the silence, once for body,
once for mind, and once for expressing
the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirt.
Welcome Friends, I invite you to join
me in a moment of prayer as we affirm
Divine order is at work in every
moment of every day. We come
together here today to focus and take
into prayer and meditation Divine
Ideas, affirming their manifestation
now. I invite you to hold all those
affected by Hurricanes everywhere in
prayer. We acknowledge the presence
and power of Spirit in the midst of this
situation and know that all are loved,
guided, and protected. We extend our
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loving support and healing energy to
all.
Christmas Eve Service Dec. 24, 2017
Good Morning and Merry Christmas,
let us come together in prayer and as
we Breathe deeply into this moment,
and from our heightened awareness,
we are renewed as we recognize and
Give thanks to our inner presence, our
consciousness that is the ONE-ness of
God, the giver of all that is good. And
in this Oneness of “All that is” we
know we ARE the power that releases
all that is not serving our highest and
our best. And that we are Divine Love
in harmony with everyone and
everything around us. This was Jesus'
message to us. Knowing our prayers
are heard and they are answered now
as we move out from the darkness of
our doubts and our fears and into the
light of our faith and our trust. The
glory of the Christ Consciousness is
now awakened in our souls as it
quickens, illumines and heals us. This
is the true magic of Christmas.
Knowing and believing that all good
things are possible and the desire for
infinite wisdom and love is fulfilled in
us now. Thank-you God we pray,
Amen.
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GLOSSARY
Prayer is the communion between man and God, taking place in the deepest part of
man’s being. Prayer cleanses and perfects the consciousness, permanently healing the
body. It is the most highly accelerated mind action; man’s consciousness synchronizes
with the Christ Mind. It is the way we manifest our creative ideas. Prayer affirms the
truth. We pray believing we have already received. God is all we desire and good always
exists in Divine Mind as ideas that we manifest with prayer, faith, affirmation, praise,
acknowledgment and gratitude.
There are seven necessary conditions for true prayer: - God should be recognized
as Father.- Oneness with God should be acknowledged.- Prayer must be made within, in
"the secret place" (Psalms 91).
The door must be closed on all thoughts and interests of the outer-world. The one
who prays must believe that he has received.- The kingdom of God must be desired
above all things, and sought first.- The mind must let go of every unforgiving thought.
Spirit --God as the moving force in the universe; Principle as
the breath of life in all creation; the principle of life; creative intelligence and life.
Logos The Word of God; the divine archetype idea that contains all ideas:
the Christ, the Son of God, spiritual man in manifestation. Divine Mind in action.
This supreme idea is the creative power, the Christ consciousness formulated
by universal Principle
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BIBLE VERSES
The following verses assisted me in developing my personal prayer and meditation
practice.
Matthew 6:5-15 About Prayer: 6:5And when ye pray, ye shall not be as the
hypocrites: for they love to stand and pray in the synagogues and in the corners of the
streets, that they may be seen of men. Verily I say unto you, they have received their
reward. 6:6But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thine inner chamber, and having shut
thy door, pray to thy Father who is in secret, and thy Father who seeth in secret
shall recompense thee. 6:7And in praying use not vain repetitions, as the Gentiles do: for
they think that they shall be heard for their much speaking. 6:8Be not therefore like unto
them: for your Father knoweth what things ye have need of, before ye ask him. 6:9After
this manner therefore pray ye. Our Father who art in heaven, Hallowed be
thy name. 6:10Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so on earth. 6:11Give us
this day our daily bread. 6:12And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our
debtors. 6:13And bring us not into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one.6:14For if ye
forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. 6:15But if ye
forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.
John 4:24: God is a spirit and they that worship him must worship in spirit and truth.
Acts 17:27-28: 17:27that they should seek God, if haply they might feel after him and
find him, though he is not far from each one of us: 17:28for in him we live, and move, and
have our being as certain even of your own poets have said, for we are also his offspring.
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Suggested Reading List for Developing A Prayer and Meditation Practice
A Course in Miracles
Bible Book of Acts, Revelations
Borysenko, Joan Z: Seven Paths to God
Butterworth, Eric: “The Universe is Calling” New York: Harper Collins, 1994;
Discover the Power within
Cady, Emilie: Lesson’s in Truth; How I Used Truth
Chiastic Structure
Drucker, Karen: I Am So Blessed: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2SHaEjFtP2g
Falco, Howard: I AM
Fillmore, Charles: “Teach Us To Pray”; The Revealing Word; Unity Village: Unity
House, 2006; http://www.truthunity.net/books/charles-cora-fillmore-teach-us-to-
pray; http://limitlesslvx.com/teach-us-to-pray-charles-fillmore-pdf/;
http://newthoughtlibrary.com/fillmore-cora/teach-us-to-pray/pages/teach-us-to-
pray-by-cora-fillmore-008.htm#TopOfText;
Fillmore, Myrtle: Healing Letters, http://www.truthunity.net/pubs/books
The Myrtle Fillmore collection: http://www.unity.org/resources/myrtle-collection;
MF’s Healing Story (video) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-az2qWtRnE;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lQBIABtGfe4;
Fox, Emmet: Sermon on the Mount
Good News Unlimited
Hasbrouck, Hypatia: “Handbook of Positive Prayer” Unity Village: Unity, 1984
Hasselbeck, Paul: “Heart-Centered Metaphysics” Unity Village: Unity House, 2010
Klotz, Neil Douglas: “Prayers of the Cosmos” 1993
Martella-Whitsett, Linda: “How to Pray Without Talking to God”
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McAndrew, Rev. Patrick: Welcome to Unity Prayer:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ICHvPZfnVhk
Murphy, Joseph: Pray Your Way Through It
Tolle, Eckhart: A New Earth
Trine, Ralph Waldo: In Tune with the Infinite
Unity’s Online Study Bible https://www.truthunity.net/asv; and dictionary of
spiritual terms https://www.truthunity.net/rw; a dictionary of spiritual terms.