her eyes with truth

EYES

WritingfromtheBatteredWomen&Children’sShelterofBexarCountyinpartnershipwiththeWritersinCommunitiesprogramofGeminiInk

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Cover Art: “Virginia” 12 x 13.5”, Acrylic on PanelCourtesy of SAY Sí

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“Hereyesweretruth...ShesenttomeIknow.IknowGodsentthisangeltome.”

-from“TheAngelIKnow”

WritingfromtheBatteredWomen&Children’sShelterofBexarCounty

inpartnershipwiththeWritersinCommunitiesprogramofGeminiInk

Writer-in-Residence:KirkWalshEditing,LayoutandDesignby:VictoriaHanan

FundedbyJoanM.Cheever

inmemoryofhermother,SallyM.Cheever

Childrens’ServiceAdministrator,BWCS:DorothyHuertaWritersinCommunitiesDirector,GeminiInk:VictoriaHanan

ExecutiveDirector,BWCS:MartaB.PeláezExecutiveDirector,GeminiInk:RosemaryCatacalos

©2006GeminiInk

Hereyes

wereTruth

Foreword

Lastfall,agenerousgiftfromMs.JoanM.CheeverallowedGeminiInk’sWritersinCommunitiesprogramtoembarkonourfirst-everpartnershipwiththeBatteredWomen&Children’sShelter–andwhatacollaborationitwas!

Meetingonceaweekforsixweeks,writer-in-residenceKirkWalshhelpedmineandcelebratethelivesoftheseresilientwomenandchildren.Theresultiswhatyouseebeforeyou:musingsonsolitudeandstarryCalifornianskies,thoughtsonfriendshipbetweenaboyandhisdog,andeventheheartwarmingconfessionofaChristmastreethief.

Althoughtheresidencywasbrief,wethinkyou’llagreethesimplicityandsweetnessoftheseworksaretimeless.Wearesohonoredtohelpthesewomenandchildrenrediscovertheirvoicesandrestoreasenseofnormalcy.Despiteundergoingseveretrauma,theyarefindingrenewedstrengthbysearchingtheirmemoriesandroots-thestrengththeyneedtomoveforward.Itisaprivilegetobepartofthatprocess.

-VictoriaHananDirector,WritersinCommunitiesGeminiInk

Thanks and Acknowledgments

GeminiInkwouldliketothankJoanM.Cheeverformakingthisanthologyandworkshoppossible;DorothyHuertaandtheotherdedicatedstaffoftheBCWSfortheirenthusiasticsupportofthisresidencyandoverallwonderfulwork;Writer-in-ResidenceKirkWalshforherdedication,professionalismandcommitment;andSAYSíExecutiveDirectorJonHinojosaandVisualArtsAssociateDirectorClaudioAguillonfortheirgenerousdonationofourlovelystudent-createdcoverimage.

Mostofall,wethanktheresidentsoftheBatteredWomen&Children’sShelter.Yourcourage,tendernessandbeautyisagifttousall.

Theauthors’workhasbeeneditedaslightlyaspossibleinordertomostcloselyhonortheoriginal

voices.

Women's Writing

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Country Love Song

Pleasenotanothercountrylovesongontheradioremindingmeofhowmuchyoudidmewrong,whenyoudidn’ttreatmeright.That’sit.Turnitoff,theradio.IbelieveyougotwhatyoudeservedwhenItookoffwiththecatanddog,andleftintheChevytruck.Toobadnow.You’resittingandcrying.Well,turnofftheradiocauseI’mgone.Ididn’tleavenochangeofaddress.SorryI’mnotcomingback.LetmeknowwhenyoufindGodbecauseI’veturnedofftheradio.

-S.S.

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The Angel I Know

Shehadtheskinofcottonsoft.Hereyesweretruth.Andherhairaswhiteassnow.ShesenttomeIknow.WhenIwaswithher,therewassomuchpeace.IknowGodsentthisangeltome.

-Y.R.

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Breath: Where Does It Come From and Where Does It Go

Whatisit?Whatdoesitlooklike?Coolasiceorhotasthesun.Breath,whichwaydoesitgo?Onceyouspeak,yourlipsopenandclose.Youbreathethroughyournose.Yourlungsclearasair.Thedeepbreathyoutakeisamysteryfromabove,TheCreator.

-Y.R.

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Untitled

Elamoreslomasbellodetodoslossentimientosdelserhumano.BrindaamoryrecibirásamorYsinolorecibesnoimporta,Tubrindaloynoesperesnadaacambio.YqueDiostebendigaporleermispalabras.

Gracias.

-L.

Love is the most beautifulof human emotions. Offerlove and you will receive love.And if you don’t receive it,it doesn’t matter. Just offerand expect nothing in return.And may God bless you for reading my words.

Thank you.

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La Soledad

Estristeconsejeraperomuchasveceslamejorsoluciónamuchosdelosproblemas.Esfríasinalientoperomassinembargonosayudaadarnoscuentacuandonecesitamosdeella.Eslaamigafiel.siempreestadondequieraellanotedeja.Dedía,denoche,espacienteperoasuvezligera,esaeslasoledad,amigasinigual.

-T.

Solitude

She is a gloomy advisor but oftenthe best solution to many problems. She does not live or breathe butstill helps us understand.She is a faithful friend, alwayswith you. She won’t leave you.By day, by night, she’s patient andat the same time luminous. She is Solitude, friendwithout equal.

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NEW YEAR'S EVE

Irememberverywelltheyearof1989.ItwasNewYear’sEve.Mysister,mybrotherandIhadalreadygottenpresentsfromourmotherandgrandmother.WeweregoingtocelebrateNewYear’sEveonly

withourfriends.EverythingwasreadybutwedidnothaveaChristmastree.

Idecidedtogetone.Iwenttoacertainplace,cutatree,broughtithomeandeveryonewasvery

happy.Wedecoratedthetree,celebratedNewYear’sEveandhadagoodtime.

IwasafraidofeverythingforIknewwhatwaswaitingformethenextday.Amancametomyhouseand

ToldmygrandmotherwhatIhaddone.ShehadtopayfortheChristmastree.Ifeltveryfoolishandsad.

-N.V.

(ThispiecehasbeentranslatedfromBosnian.)

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California

InCalifornia,thereisaplacecalledSantaInezMountains.Youcanseethecometsandthestars.Youcanpracticallyseealmosteverything,anditisverybeautiful.Especiallywhenyoulookover,youcanseeSantaBarbarawithbrightbeautifullights.Imissthat.

-E.R.

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Children's Writing

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Starry Sky

Lookingatthestarrysky,Isawstormtracksridinghigh.RidingtotheMilkyWay?Icanshowyouwhere.Thatway!

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Learning

Learningisfun!Learningisgreat!Learningputsasmileonyoursibling’sface.

-A.C.

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Me & My Dog

Meandmydoghoppingdownadirtroad,havingthetimeofourlives.Neverwantedittoend.Wetakealittlebreak.Ieatanicecreampop;himeatingafat,juicybone.ThenIcarryhimhomelikeitwasthelasttimeIsawhim.Thenwegethome,wesnuggleinthebed,andwatchamovieaboutagirlandherdoghavingagoodtime.ThenI’mchangingintomypjsandwegetintobedandsnuggleinthebedandgotosleeptogether.Anditwillstartalloveragain,tomorrow.

-L.G.

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Friends

Iamgratefulformyfriends,becausetheykeepyoucompanysoyouhavesomeonetotalkto.Theytakecareofyousometimes.Ifsomeonewantstofightyou,theytakeyourback.Whenyouhavefriends,youmightfeelaccepted.Orsometimesyoujokearoundandhavefun.Youfeelhappy.WhatImeanbyhappyisexcited,likeasifyouwereataparty.Igetveryenergetic,likeridingarollercoaster.Youmightkindoffeelrestlessoroutofbreath.Itfeelslikeyougetaweirdfeeling.Likefallingoffacliff.Sometimesfrightened,maybethisisbecauseyou’rehavingtoomuchfun.

-A.P.

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My Dreams at Night When I Sleep

Idon’thavedreams.Itispitchblack.Itislikeacomputerscreenwhenit’sturnedoff.Imayheartheclickoftheheatergoingonandoff.

Idon’tfeelanythingwhenIamsleep.Iamadeepsleeper.Idon’tfeelanythingwhenIamsleepunlessitismysisterrollingmeoffthebedtowakemeup!

SometimesIdon’tevenfeelthat.Imayhaveadreamofmefallingbutitisjustmysisterpushingmeoffthebed!!

-L.G.

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My Memory of the Stars and Constellations

Wewereonourwaytopickupmyoldestbrotherfromhisgirlfriend’shouseinFloresville,Texas.IwasinthebackofthetruckandthatnightIsawtheMilkyWayandasatellite.TheMilkyWaylookedkindoflikeafadedlightwithdarkwhitedotswhichwerethestars.Thesatellitewastwoblinkinglights.Redandblue,Ithink.Theywerenotthatbright.Itwasaveryscarydarknight.Icouldhearnoisesinthewoodsthatweresurroundingus.Theysoundedlikesomeonewaswalkinginthewoods.Thesoundofcricketswasalsoheard.Theywereveryloud.IwaswithmybrotherAdaminthebackofthetruck.Hedidn’tdomuchbecauseIguesshehadalreadyseenthembefore.Iwasexcited.IhadneverseentheMilkyWaybefore.Iwasamused!

-A.P.

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