narcissitic personality disorder

When I was growing up, my parents and friends always attended to my needs and

desires.

Later on, I felt that I received a sense of temporary happiness from this ailment.

Yet when my parents died, I felt that I could no longer function. I felt

that I had little control in my life.

I felt as if this ailment had total control over me and my self-esteem.

By the time I started to work for vogue, I could tell people

detested me. They called me obnoxious and heartless…..

• Later on, I felt cursed for hurting so many people.

Even though I was the head of Vogue, I couldn’t resist constant

attention and admiration from the more inferior peers.

Later on, I felt a sense of joy in admiring myself

I always exploited other people often in order to gain my

desires. I could care less for their misfortunes.

Later on, I would feel sad about all the people that I hurt.

After constant complaints from my peers, I finally go to a

psychiatrist.

Little did I realize, the amount of stress I felt from having this….

After going, my psychiatrist tells me that I have clear signs of

narcissistic personality disorder.

I felt like I was in constant fear of hurting someone.

It is a type of personality disorder where a person feels love for him/herself and does only things for him/herself.

I started to feel jealous of people without this…… curse

The doctor requested that I receive constant therapy from

him…..

• It lasted for several months.

After a while, i felt a sense of happiness

I could accept it as part of my life

This is a project for a high school ap psychology course. This is a fictionalized account of having a psychological ailment. For questions about this blog project or its content, email the teacher Chris Jocham: jocham@fultonschools.org.