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Become. Week 1

Canterbury Vineyard

2nd September

IntroductionBaptisms next Sunday!!

The One Vision how is it going? We have a doubt in our soul that He actually changes a life

Were not sure if the prescription will do the trick. Because we are NOT experiencing the beauty, the richness of the Kingdom Life

You have come out of the K of darkness and are now in the K of Life(Best city, nation to live in, quality of life index we live in K of God)

So when we talk aboutTHE KINGDOM we talk aboutdutyand information for the file drawer of our mind, performance ofritual, brownie points in our heavenly ledger

We are not talking about beauty and passion and vibrancy!! But this is just what Jesus was talking about!

Until we start to reach into this and have the K of God dripping off our chinsand marking us we will be poor,poor witnesses.

You shall be my witnesses. Whathave you witnessed in your life?o Remember. Celebrate. Memorialise.

You are meant to witness to the richness of the Kingdom in. your. life.

And so we come with these meagre ideas, these lame and bored expressions on ourface. Knowing more? Doing more? More courses?

Intro series: This is the target. Of BECOMING.

I want to go to a little phrase Jesus said that captures HIS idea of discipleship in itsmost succinct and profound.

Matthew 22:36-4036 Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?37 Jesus replied: Love the Lord your God with all yourheartand with all your soul and with all your mind. (Deut 6:5) 38 This is the first and greatest commandment. 39 Andthe second is like it: Love your neighbor as yourself.(Lev. 19:18)40 All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two

commandments.

The Great Commandment!

Some of you are saying, Jim you had me! I was interested! Vibrancy! Passion! But this?Oh boy. Here we go. Ive heard 1001 talks about this. It is so twee. Ugh. The gig is

boring after all. Just being repackaged.

People say what does Xty have to do with my life? And theabsurd thing is that there are probably no more profound

prescriptions in the history of teaching than Jesus prescriptions

here. It is the epitome of human flourishing.o Yet we blow it off because weve dumbed it down into some

religious abstraction rather than looking deeply into it and

seeing that in this vision is humanity at its absolute pinnacle.

Actually there has never been a more profound statement about human flourishinguttered by a human teacher anywhere. Jesus was the wisest person ever to walk the

earth and this is Him at His most money.

o Life not making sense? My guess is, the answer to WHY is found somewhere

in here. His words have such insight that we are too thick to even begin to understand.

Background Jesus was asked this as a political/theological debate.


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He uses it to give His take on the most important thing in life. The goal of human development. "The scribes declared that there were 248 affirmative precepts, as many as the members of the human body; and

365 negative precepts, as many as the days in the year, the total being 613, the number of letters in theDecalogue" (Vincent). But Jesus cuts through such hair-splitting to the heart of the problem.

The core of it is in Deut 6 the shema and yet Jesus reaches over into Leviticus to pull in what He knows is

the natural outworking of it.

Commandment? = guidance

Love.1. Free to Love? Or bound? This is the profundity of Jesus words.

Humanity reaches its pinnacle in Love. Self giving. We marvel when wesee it!

But we are not free enough to do it most of the time. Which is whywe are so astounded when we see it.

o The human species is utterly NOT FREE to Love. Oh we love them but not theone in front of us. This planet is ugly. It is numero uno all the time.

This is why Jesus idea of the END of discipleship, the goal, is becoming a persondefined by LOVE in these three most critical places.

Christlikeness etc all the words we use come down to one fundamentalthing Love.

IT is about becoming free enough to be able to BECOME human. Free enough to love.Free to love. Only then will you be alive and flying.

Love God

Luke 14:26 -- 26If anyone comes to me and does not hate father and mother, wife and children,brothers and sistersyes, even their own lifesuch a person cannot be my disciple.

Our relationship with God was meant to be a fire! It was meant to be a whirlwinddefined by passion and fluttering hearts and shaking knees and gripped hearts!

For girls we didnt like that way we said they had a great personalllity. Some of you think God has a greatpersonality!

Obedience? Surrender? Not meant to be teeth gritting. Is that how it worked when youfound something you could do for your Beloved?

BUT what does it mean to LOVE GOD? Sing songs? Pure action? He islooking for a mixture of a heart captured and a life surrendered. He is

looking for more than just the letter. He wants our depths.

Tim Hughes, Passion for yourName. I always wondered what this meant.

Instead we find it looks more like middle class niceness and politeness. Paul & 2 Cor 11:23-27and his resume.

23 Are they servants of Christ? (I am out of my mind to talk like this.) I am more. I have

worked much harder, been in prison more frequently, been flogged more severely, andbeen exposed to death again and again. 24 Five times I received from the Jews the fortylashes minus one. 25 Three times I was beaten with rods, once I was pelted withstones, three times I was shipwrecked, I spent a night and a day in the open sea, 26 I havebeen constantly on the move. I have been in danger from rivers, in danger from bandits,in danger from my fellow Jews, in danger from Gentiles; in danger in the city, in dangerin the country, in danger at sea; and in danger from false believers. 27 I have labored andtoiled and have often gone without sleep; I have known hunger and thirst and have oftengone without food; I have been cold and naked.

12 I thank Christ Jesus our Lord, who has given me strength, that he

considered me trustworthy, appointing me to his service. 13Even though I was

once a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent man, I was shown mercy

because I acted in ignorance and unbelief.

1 Tim. 1:12-13

Motivation? A sermon? Nope. One Holy Passion. Fasting reveals our level of hunger.

Love Yourself (this is where I break into Christina Aguilera!!


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Your love of yourself is the LIMITING FACTOR of your love of others. This is the place where Free to Love kicks in!

You know why? Because you fear Him. You think Youre His employee, not His Son. Jon Acuff post-it note.

When you start to understand His passion for You, that He has loved you

absurdly, You will stir to life. Instead you settle for fear and a wage of toleration. He wants love, passion,

whimsy! (Parable of the soils.. Rocks Parable of the Talents)

This is why Perfect love casts out fear. These are your options.o Stuff from MORE. Adoption

Nun. Molested by her father. I prayed with her for her healing then I asked

her if she would find a quiet place every morning for the next thirty days, sit

down in a chair, close her eyes, upturn her palms and pray this one phrase

over & over, ABBA, I BELONG TO YOU. Thru her tears she agreed. Yes,

Brennan, I will. One of the most moving and poetic follow-up letters Ive

received came from this sister. In it she described the inner healing of herheart, a complete forgiveness of her father, and an inner peace shed never

known in her 78 years. She concluded her letter with these words: A year

ago I wouldve signed this letter with my real name in religious life Sister

Mary GenevieveBut from now on, Im Daddys little girl. Be aware, this isnot sloppy sentimentality or indulgent wishful thinking. But rather a woman

who dared to pray in the childlike trust that Jesus said would mark a disciple

and in so doing discovered the furious love of her Abba.

o Jesus of course knew this when He said to Love God first. It is right there inthe 10 Commandments. To only fear God & work for Him is to become an

addict. To be enslaved by the false Gods of your life.

Christian discipleship must build a lifestyle that helps us counter these issues.

Christian discipleship does rarely touches these issues.

We are bound by and defined by baggage that has limited us and have just gone onperforming religious duties and feigning a smile while inside these chains are telling

another story. Analogy of the iceberg. The you underwater needs to come up and let Gods Love touch it so

that you arent living in reaction any longer.

Only to the degree that we are aware of these lies and their roots can we break freefrom them.

Talk about Emotionally Healthy Spirituality by Scazzero and how he saw huge number of Xnsperforming loads of Christian activities but not becoming any different.

There was never an addressing of the deep lies, deep wounds and the reactions we are trapped

in so that the Cross could set us free.

going back to id family "commandments" so u can enter into your new family, id &Sonship values the ethos of Your new Family.

When you are AFRAID you will also not trust. You cant. He is unpredictable.

Maybe Hell do something horrible just to build my character! Ever thoughtthat? How I equivocate in my prayers for growth.

So we find replacement Gods- idols. Our Gen calls them addictions.o An idol is whatever makes the decisions in your life.o And because it does not follow thru you become an addict.o The cycle of human despair.

Personal needs-->basic assumption--> goal set -->goal centred behaviour -->defeat/frustration --> goal achieved --> unfulfilled expectation. 2x


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My journey of understanding the place of accomplishment in defining my significance.(Youre trying to do too much!)

How did it start? Defeat in the social warfare of junior high. The alienation of moving frequently.Buying into the economy of I must attain value so that I will be valued.

When I messed up this was fatal. Negated my value. For me too. So no value for people. No love for others because I was trying to attain value and this quixotic

pursuit meant I needed people only to help me succeed.

BUT when I begin to come free of this I see that I am ok. I am a Son. I have value. Innate value.And I can turn my eyes off of self and look to the world.

Where are your reactions? Where are you just trying to be ok?

Love Your Neighbour Neighbor = Fellow creature. Not Israelites as Jesus refutes in Parable of Good Samaritan.

You are ok. You are now free to enter the world of others. Because you are ok. You canrelax.

We are fundamentally changed put in a new plane of existence, one fed by and sustained by alove that is not volatile or earned. And so we can offer it.

So to Love God is to become caught up in the whirlwind of His passion and affection so

that it defines us and spills out of us into the world around us. Jesus is not saying, goand be loving. He is saying be a conduit of this love flow.

Your head is extricated from our colon long enough for us to see. Because we are okwe arent in fear of our value or lack thereof anymore.

The ultimate outworking of Jesus way is Matthew 9 compassion. The seeing ofpeople around you. And being affected by it in such a way that you are willing to step

up and help in a way that you can and that God is leading. 35Jesus went through all the towns and villages, teaching in their synagogues, preaching the

good news of the kingdom and healing every disease and sickness. 36When he saw thecrowds, he had compassion on them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheepwithout a shepherd. 37Then he said to his disciples, "The harvest is plentiful but the workers are

few.38

Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field."Mt. 9

Compassion is the evidence of a healthy Christian Becoming But we are so overwhelmed.

This is why Jesus idd that the main problem was not fertile fields,but workers moved by compassion to go into the fields!!

Example of how we continue to get feedback about not being spoken to when visiting CV.

So. BECOME. This is the target. Now for the journey.

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Week 3

(read Mt 5:3, Luke 15, Is. 38:12-14, Rom 7:11,13, 15, 18)

Our culture as completely motivated to make life without God work.

So its rhythms and priorities and expectations are all built to suit a godless, humanistic

understanding of reality.

Babylon in Revelation.Yet we learn our rhythms, priorities & expectations from it as well.

Last week: new citizenship. (quote from Frank Viola re: two cities)

No wonder we are not experiencing the vibrancy, the passion, the freedom of

The Kingdom of God! We are not living in it except for 90 minutes a week.

E.g. changed behaviour and the ego World route? Kingdom route? Poor in Spirit.

THE IMPERIAL EGO. Rom. 7:11,13 self-confident, competent, self-reliant

DENIAL. Rohr p. 4 those who maintain control are not people we want to be around.

Jordan. Keane. It is the imperial ego that has to go, and only powerlessness can do the job correctly. Bill W

recognized that very early in this 12 Step Program. Otherwise we try to engineer our own

transformation by our own rules and by our own power, which is by definition, therefore, not

transformation! It seems we can in no way engineer or steer our own conversion. If we try to

change our ego with the help of our ego we only have a better disguised ego! As Albert Einstein

said, No problem can be solved by the same consciousness that caused the problem in the first

place. P. 4, Rohr

We would rather be ruined than changed. We would rather die in our dread than climb thecross of the present and let our illusions die. W.H. Auden (apropos of many things..)

The Cosmic Economy of GRACE. (breathing underwater pic from St Albans)

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Blessed are the poor in spirit.(got it while praying for people)

for theirs is the Kingdom.o To love God begins with our poverty (Tri Robinson & cultivating the soil, turning it)

Def. Reduced to begging The Prodigal is us every day. We wake up in the slop everyday & return or

stay.

The decision is a breathing reality every day.. The epiphany of the pig slop(You ARE a Son who has locked in but this is experiential)

o Not Worm Theology! Return to Fathers home. Allow Him to call us Son.

Get to a place on a daily basis

The JESUS Prayer. The place of encounter

To love God begins with my brokenness. There is no peace in sufficiency. You are trying todo too much.

Freedom and authenticity in deep moments of discovery of need & brokenness.

We dont remain unhealed or turn inward

But now are properly positioned to know love naming. And be lifted.

If we dont see our brokenness in an abiding way we cannot see our Sonship. Daily.

(Olympic athletes daily striving to improve thru seeing faults)

o The only person who can have a relationship with God is the poor in Spirit.

All approach God as employees. But the poor have no ability to work. And so areforced to cry out have mercy!

Brokenness does not give us Sonship but it gets us to Dad. Where, with nothing in ourhands (the prodigal did not understand his plight. He was to be stoned culturally. He


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thought he could negotiate but his state was far worse. However Dads response was

far better!)

Brokenness finds Love. Everything else finds employment.

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Youre trying to do to much. The enemy of my soul.

My yoke is easy my burden is light.But I am not broken and so I beg off the easy yoke and dont need it. And try to do too

much and end up in the spiritually dead cul de sac of doing stuff for God and missing

him.

You get LOVE and fruitfulness in brokenness.

You get the Kingdom. It is the mission of God that is already at work .

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Week 3

Entrenched behaviour and self-awareness. Living in reaction. The past?

Week 4

Feelings as a mirror of the soul. They ARE you. To deny them is fruitless. Listen. Bring to the cross.

Our mining of the cross is pointless if we dont bring our chains again and again.

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Three fundamental Gifts in a Jesus perspective:

1. The Gift of Slowing downa. Loyola and better over more recruits.b. Busy churches? Protestant activism Brethren do something!

i. Martha missed Jesus while producing.c. The key is to slow down + pay attention to God.d. Pay attention to Limits theyre God given.

2. The Gift of Resting in Lovea. Youre trying to do too much.b. My yoke is easy and my burden is light.

3. The Gift of Sighta. How I have been able to see the bondage around me more recentlyb. Seeing cultural delusion idols and addictions.c.

Our culture is pointed at a godless life and so is antagonistic to spiritual living (finding meaning & joy

in transient things and so building life to the achievement of those ends). Are u living by its

rhythms?!!!

-- Babylon/Babel. A lifestyle based upon a narrative about how humans tick and flourish.

-- Elements of this new polis rhythms? Sabbath. Empathy. Brokenness. (The Beattitudes

are all countering Beast Lies.) The poor in spirit Those who mourn The meek/gentle Those who hunger and thirst after righteousness


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The merciful The pure in heart The peacemakers Those who have been persecuted

o 3Youre blessed when youre at the end of your rope. With less of you there is more of God and his rule. o 4Youre blessed when you feel youve lost what is most dear to you. Only then can you be embraced by the One most dear to

you.

o 5Youre blessed when youre content with just who you areno more, no less. Thats the moment you find yourselves proud

owners of everything that cant be bought.o 6Youre blessed when youve worked up a good appetite for God. Hes food and drink in the best meal youll ever eat. o 7Youre blessed when you care.At the moment of being careful, you find yourselves cared for. o 8Youre blessed when you get your inside worldyour mind and heartput right. Then you can see God in the outside

world.

o 9Youre blessed when you can show people how to cooperate instead of compete or fight. Thats when you discover who youreally are, and your place in Gods family.

o 10Youre blessed when your commitment to God provokes persecution. The persecution drives you even deeper into Godskingdom.

o 11Not only thatcount yourselves blessed every time people put you down or throw you out or speak lies about you todiscredit me. What it means is that the truth is too close for comfort and they are uncomfortable.

o If we want to LOVE GOD so that we love ourselves and our neighbor well need to eat and drink in very different ways thathave got us to this place where find ourselves merely employed by God.

The Beatitudes: Matthew 5:3-10

Matthew 5:3

Jesus ValuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO : Verse 3: are poor in spirit

Counter-valuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO ARE : self-confident, competent, self-reliant

Matthew 5:4

Jesus ValuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO : mourn

Counter-valuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO ARE : pleasure-seeking, hedonistic, the beautiful people

Matthew 5:5

Jesus ValuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO : are meek

Counter-valuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO ARE : proud, powerful, important

Matthew 5:6

Jesus ValuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO : Verse 6: hunger for righteousness

Counter-valuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO ARE : satisfied, well adjusted, practical

Matthew 5:7Jesus ValuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO : are merciful

Counter-valuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO ARE : self-righteous, able to take care of themselves

Matthew 5:8

Jesus ValuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO : are pure in heart

Counter-valuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO ARE : adult, sophisticated, broad-minded

Matthew 5:9

Jesus ValuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO : are peacemakers

Counter-valuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO ARE : competitive, aggressive

Matthew 5:10

Jesus ValuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO : are persecuted because of righteousness

Counter-valuesBLESSED ARE THOSE WHO ARE : adaptable, popular, dont rock the boat

o Different? = Perspective. Paradigm.

Fear driven employment or loving Sonship?o Love Yourself (this is where I break into Christina Aguilera!!

o Your love of yourself is the LIMITING FACTOR of your love of others.

This is the place where Free to Love kicks in!

Babylon + 3

Becoming?

Two ditches:

It doesnt matter because I am forgiven. But the intent is real. Matt. 7 trees known bywhat they do. Rocks or sand? Action. We are meant to be Become a person thru whom His

love can flow to this world. Love thatwe could never merely Do.

Introspection & self focus. Like waxing our car endlessly. The chief end of change is LOVE.

Which is inherently other focused. And love is unavoidably not an abstract idea but an act.
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Normandy, D-Day & seeing it thru. Could our Gen do it?

--> the unchanged xns. Does xty

Really work? Offer it as a Help? Worried. Scazzero..312

--> the beast & Revelation. Loc 414 in Scazzero (this = both Culture & family of origin)

--> the foundation of intentionality Is delight & trust. Jesus' way is best? Jesus is real life? Luv

God more than....

**it is not about more disciplines, but the context of our understanding, the life out of which

they flow. THIS is the copernican revolution of e.h. Spirituality! (and they're not psychobabble. They're biblical id

--> this = Jesus as relationship & a revolution NOT a responsibility

--Matt 13

1. *rocky soil = fear. E.H. Spirituality

2. *Thorny soil = addictions/idols (disciplines key to bring detachment & god can rush in).

Addiction. & 12 Steps. Rohr.

I would agree with John Howard Yoder and Stanley Hauerwas on this point. That the church is a new

polis. It is a political community that embodies a new politic. Jesus is the new emperor. The church,

therefore, is a colony from another realm representing the rights of its sovereign Lord. So ourpolitics is embodied in the life that were called to live out together as Gods peopleas the church.

That is our politics.

In that sense, the church is the new order. We are the beginning of that Gods kingdom that is alreadyhappening. We are the new order in the midst of the old. So before the old order is shut down, God

already begins to set up in its midst elements of the new order.

If the church is operating properly in a locality, the kingdom of God is seen. Justice, peace, love,

mutual care, giving, etc. are made visible. Christ is seen on the earth again. What Steve Long and John

Milbank call the economy of the gift is in operation. What we have under our present social order isan economy of exchange in which we exchange money for goods or goods for goods. This is rootedin selfish gain. In the economy of the gift, which is the economy that we are introduced to in the life

of the Triune God, everything is a matter of sheer gift. We give to each other without any desire to

receive back from; we receive back because the other person also gives. As Ive argued in my book

Reimagining Church, the church properly conceived and practiced is the earthly echo of the

fellowship of the Godhead. Much more can be said, but Ill leave it there.

3.-Our culture is pointed at a godless life and so is antagonistic to spiritual living (finding meaning &

joy in transient things and so building life to the achievement of those ends). Are u living by its

rhythms?!!!

Why? How to break free.-my spirituality drifts towards application in cv not me. So I'm not a viable spiritual being. I'm an

institutional enabler w/o a soul.

4.-my hunger for god is short circuited by my imposition & over stating of small clues. I pretend to

protect him & my image. we play at this game and never come to desperation. Hunger & thirst for

righteousness!

5.-Compost of the crop? Pain. Churchill's wilderness years when he moved from mere pol to

statesman. Most fertile of his life.

6.-Feel. They r what u r right now. The window to the next work of god in ur life. Scazzero chapt four.

God feels. To blank this is to be subhuman. Ignatius' 2 feelings.

7.-disassociation. Fear of man. The false self. Joe DiMaggio. Sheila Walsh. What will "they" say?Jesus and willingness to disappoint. The true you. Feeling your desires & preferences. The path.

2b.-detachment. Being loved. Jesus in wilderness. Three temptations.

7b.-going back to id family "commandments" so u can enter into ur new family, id & son ship - values

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2c.-explore idolatry via addictions (5 traits) and the path to freedom via acceptance of brokenness as

space For grace.

-- Then apply to possessions, power & human relationship trinity to id & liberate

--How does grace liberate? Explore

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