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CAN YOU SEE ME?

{English Version}

Yamada Ryosuke Fanfiction

AuthorAsy-Syauqie Yamazaki (Indonesia)

Edited byAmel ChanHey! Say! JUMP Lounge & Yume wo KanaeruProduction 2012
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Prolog:

The theme song is still in Indonesian version, I have not found in English version. But in

the story, I have translated it into English. Gomen for my bad translation, I am really

ashamed for my bad work. >,< I am a student of English Department but I have not been

good at this.. T^T

Demo, I just want share you my story (fanfiction). Hope you like it, minna san .. Oh ya, for

your info, in Indonesian version i wrote that Yamachan drank lemon juice, that because I

like lemon juice, but in English version I changed it become strawberry juice, yes of course

because he is ichigo prince ^^ XD

Title : Can you see me?

Categories : FanfictionOneShot

Genre : AU, Romance

Rating : G

Theme song: Element (Maaf dari Surga)Kangen Band (Kembali Pulang)

Author : Rizuki Yamazaki (Asy-Syauqie Yamazaki)

Cast :

1. Yamada Ryosuke (OOC)2. Shida Mirai (OOC)3. Nakashima Hitomi (OC)4. Chinen Yuri (OOC)5. Erika Sawajiri (OOC)

Synopsis:

So far, Shida had made effort to forget her feeling. As long as Shida admired Yamada with

whole of her heart, as long as Yamada never see her at all. Yamada never realized that

Shida was crazy with him. With Yamada Ryosuke. But the fact was, more Shida tried todissapear her feeling, more she was crazy with Yamada. Yes, she must be crazy because of

Yamada.
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3/14

The beginning

Yamada came to that place again. None knew that because Yamada missed his former love,

Nakashima Hitomi, or he had another reason. Yamada put a bouquet of flowers on Hitomis

grave, and then prayed. He cried again when the imaginations of that face and smile

running in his mind. A memory with Hitomi immediately replayed in his mind.

Rest in peace, Honey. I miss you Yamada wiped the gravestone and gave a kiss bye

before he moved from that place.

Chii? Yamada surprised.

Actually, Chinen had been there for a long time. Took a look to Yamada, who was known

as a rascal man, cried.

Yes, why are you so surprised?

Of course I am surprised. What are you doing here? Yamada walked passing Chinen.

Chinen ran to follow him.

I am looking for you. The other had gathered for band practice. You are the vocalist, so we

can not practice without you. I suspected you are here, so I come here. Chinen talked so

much like a girl.

Dont worry. After this I am going to there. Whereis your motorcycle?

Over there! Chinen pointed out to the right side.

Oh, ok. Lets go! Yamada wore his helmet and started his big motorcycle then took of to

the practice place, Chinen rated behind him.


4/14

Chinens Advice

Kimitachi Caf, Shibuya Station, 03.15 p.m. Tokyo time

Yamada slurped his strawberry juice while looking at the window.

Where is Chinen? He told me to come at three. He was late! Yamada grumbled.

Oow, Actually, Yamada didnt realize that he was being paid attention by the girl across

his seat Shida. Yeah, long enough. And enough for Shida for looking Yamadas weird

action grumbled and complained alone. Shida smiled. She imagined that she could

accompany that handsome prince to drink a juice. Shida begin to imagine

Tiit.. Tiit..

Shida looked up her phone cell. Email from Erika.

Shii, gomen. I am late. We will go directly after this. I am waiting for you in front of

station.

Oh God, Erika was annoying. She made me waited for a long time. Err, but I think thats

fine. Cause I can watched at that amazing prince. Hihihi.. Shida giggled. She put her phone

cell into her bag and used up her lemon tea, and then went to meet Erika.

Hey, Brother. Gomen. It was out of my planning, Okaasan asked me to watch the shop, so

I came late. Hehehe finally Chinen came.

No problem. I was just been here, Yamada answered while opening his magazine pages.

You mean just an hour? Chinen joked.

Yes, you know exactly! Yamada answer sharply.

Hahaha, How cruel you are. Like a girl. Dont be angry my Honey! Chinen teased

Yamada and poked his chin.


5/14

What the hell you doing?! Yamada defensed Chinens hand. I know that I am handsome,

but you dont have to like me!

Hahaha, when you angry you still over confident.

Chinen called the waitress and ordered cappuccino that his favorite.

Strawberry juice again, Ichigo Prince, Chinen took Yamadas glass and slurped its

content.

Whats your business? It is healthier than your cappuccino. Give it back!

Yes, you are good boy. Chinen teased Yamada again.

What for do you ask me come here? Yamada shifted the topic.

Oh, I almost forgot. Chinen took something from his jacket pocket. This is for you,

Whats this? You really like me, ah? Giving me a love letter,

Chinen hit Yamada at the head, Baka! This is not from me. I am normal, it is impossible I

like you. This is from Shida. A week ago she asked me to give this letter to you.

Shida? What is itabout?

Eh, dont be crazy. This letter is for you. I dont open and read the content.

Yamada looked at the pink-heart motive letter. So beautiful. As beautiful as the sender.

Yama, do you still remind Hitomi?


6/14

Yamada nodded his head. His face turned to gray again. Hito is my everything. I love her

so much. I can not forget her even she has died,

I know. But I think, you cannot continue to be like this. You have to move on. Hitomi will

not be happy to see you in sadness,

Yamada kept quiet.

Demo

Shida has waited for you for four years. If it is counted when we at junior and senior high

school, she has waited for you for ten years,

Hitomi was my first love. I can not forget her. Yamada ran his hand through his hair.

So? You want to wait until Hitomi get reincarnation, so you can open up your heart again?

Dont be crazy, Yama! You have to think realistically. Your life is still long. There are

many things that you can do. I dont ask you to forget Hitomi whole. But at least you can

live your new life with Shida, and you dont need to forget Hitomi,

A waitress put a cup of cappuccino on the table while smiling so sweet, Arigatou

Chinen smiled back, sweeter.

Ponder my words. I cannot see you like this. Beside I cannot see Shida wai ting for your

unsure answer. Chinen slurped his cappuccino. Delicious.

I Yamada hang his sentence. I am confused, Chii

Chinen stopped drinking that delicious brown liquid and looked at Yamada, his eyes seems

speak Why are you confused?


7/14

I see that Shida is too similar with Hitomi. Especially her eyes. Everytime I looked at her, I

remind Hitomi. I dont want if I seems like make Shida as my escape.

Chinen put back his cup on the table. You dont have to think like that,

It is difficult, Chii

Stop it! Dont be weak like that! Pondering it first. I just want the best for my best friend,

Chinen stood and tap Yamadas shoulder. I have to go now. Pick my younger sister at her

violin lesson.Mata ashita.

Yamada smiled. Yes, take care..

Chinen left. Err, Chii.. shout Yamada. Chinen turned around immediately. He raised his

eyebrow, a gesture for word Yes?

Thanks for reminding me.. Chinen laughed slowly and regards with his right hand. No

problem.. said Chinen while smiling.

Shidas Love Letter

Dear Ryo-chanShitsurei shimasu, I dare to give you this letter. And sorry for entrusted this to Chinen. Ryo-

chan, is this my first time send you a letter? Ah, I dont think so. If I am not wrong, I ever

sent you a letter when we were senior high school, and you didnt reply it. No problem.

I just want to know your condition Honestly I am disappointed to my own self because Icannot ask you directly I hope you are alright.

Ah, actually, not thats all.

Ryo-chan Will you go with someone at Tanabata night? May I go with you? I promise Ijust ask you for this time. But, if you cannot go, it doesnt matter.

Arigatou,

Shida.


8/14

Yamada flipped that pink paper again. He laid his body on the bed. Blowing a long breathe

and closed his eyes. Hitomi! That face appeared again every time he closed eyes. Yamada

looked at the necklace written RyoHito that he held . Hitomi unconsciously, Yamada

whisper that name again.

I felt all of your pain,

When you calling my name, moaning in your silent..

But unfortunately now you are untouchable..

Impossible to pull at you, even I want it so much..

I am sorry cause I am not exist anymore, we are separated by space and time..

The beginning of that story

=Seven years ago=

This was their first year in senior high school. Yamada Ryosuke, Chinen Yuri, Nakashima

Hitomi, Erika Sawajiri, and Shida Mirai entered the same school again. They used to

entered the same school before when junior high school. And, this is the first year also for

Yamada and Hitomi became a couple. They loved each other. They were harmonious like

king and queen and made the other who looked at them jealous, especially, Shida Mirai.

Yup, that girl had admired Yamada Ryosuke secretly since they met in junior high school.

Shida was so jealous with Hitomi. Very jealous.

Shida used to be in one class with Yamada, Chinen, and Erika. Although the system is

rolling class, but they used to be in same class fortunately, Hitomi was not. If that

happened, it might kill Shida slowly.

Shida sat at the back, from that position, she could see clearly at Yamada who was at her

front. Like this morning, Shida smiled behind her book which she used to cover her face.

She did it to let none knew that she was watching at Yamada. She smiled look at handsome


9/14

face in front of her. Until not by chance she saw at the window. Thats Hitomi. She was

looking at Yamada. Actually, they were looking each other, with love staring. Oh no! Shida

glum. She quickly focus her sight on the book, she grasped the book tightly no, exactly,

angrily. The corner of the book was rumpled because of that.

How amazing! You can read a book by reverse side suddenly Chinen appeared in front of

Shida, he was with Erika.

Ch.. Chii..?? Erii?? Shida was nervous. Hah, thats right! Shida held the book by the

reverse side.Baka! Shida grimaced and hit her head with her own punch of course softly.

Chinen and Erika just laughing for saw their friends attitude.

Indeed, as long as Yamada with Hitomi, Shida seems like a dying woman and not for long

time she would die. Too excessive, but thats the truth. Now, again, Shida was made

breathless with the evidence in her presence. Thats Yamada and Hitomi. They were sitting

under the tree near sport yard. They were having lunch. Shida quickly hid behind the wall

and tried to manage her breathe. She felt her lungs going to explode. But the most serious

was, her heart was burnt. Kuso! Why do I still love him? Shida whispered in her mind.

She punched her head again. She usually did it when she wanted to woke herself up from

her stupidity. Come on Shida, you have to wake up, Yamada has a girlfriend. Shida shook

her head hard. Hitomi is beautiful, very beautiful. Her long black hair hung down to her

back, adorned with light-blue ribbon on right side. Her skin was white and smooth, her

body was ideal. But the most beautiful from Hitomi was her eyes. A bit bigger for

Japaneses eyes. The pupil was black and shine. Thats why she named Hi tomia girl with

beautiful eyes.

So far, Shida had made effort to forget her feeling. As long as Shida admired Yamada with

whole of her heart, as long as Yamada never see her at all. Yamada never realized that

Shida was crazy with him. With Yamada Ryosuke. But the fact was, more Shida tried to

dissapear her feeling, more she was crazy with Yamada. Yes, she must be crazy because of

Yamada. Because Yamada with Hitomi.


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Arrrrgghhh!!! unconsciously Shida screamed so loud, made the people around her paid

attention to her. Eh? Shida realized it. Sumimasen.. Shida bowed.

From the corner of corridor, Chinen and Erika looked and laughed at that girls foolish.

=The sadness appeared=

After graduated from senior high school, they entered the same university again. But now

with different course. Yamada and Chinen chose music, Shida and Erika more attracted to

design, while Hitomi entered doctoral faculty as her fathers advice.

Here, the beginning of all. The reason why Yamada often looks gloomy by now. At first

everything was alright. But six months later, Hitomi often fainted and Yamada often got her

suffered from nosebleed. And the sad news must be heard. Hitomi has been verdict got a

blood cancer. That surely made Yamada so sad. But, that person actually amazing. Yamada

never left Hitomi even once. He even gave more attention to Hitomi. Yama (or Shida like

called him Ryo-chan), his behavior like that, made Shida more admired him.

Second year, Hitomis disease was in serious condition. Her cancer has been in last

stadium. She rarely attended the course because of her disease, and she often spent time in

hospital or therapy clinic. Yamada was so sad to see his girlfriend in bad condition. The

person whom he loves, who always be happy, now laid weakly on the hospital bed. Her

face was so pale. Yamada held Hitomis hand and stroke her hair which was not as thick as

previous time. A transparent liquid flowed from Yamadas eyes corner.

Honey, can you hear me? Please wake up.. I will fulfill my promise to bring you to the

beach, we will see sunset. Thats what you want, right..? Yamada kissed Hitomis back

hand. But of course theres no answer. Silent. Just the sound from heart detector machine

that can be heard. Yamada hid his face into his flipped arms. His hand kept holding

Hitomis hand.


11/14

Outside the room, Shida watched that scene, once again, she felt her heart was beaten by a

hot lava. Shida bowed her head. Chinen tapped her shoulde r, daijoubu desuka? Shida

nodded. How came Chinen asked that Shida was alright, the truth was Shida in problem.

Erika hugged Shida and let her cried at her shoulder.

The end of waiting

Today meant it has been more than two years Hitomi has gone. And more than two years as

well Yamada being in his sadness. Actually, he still be able to live his life normally. But he

can not, exactly, had not been able yet to open his heart and let another girl fill the empty

space in his heart. He knew that it was wrong. But his love to Hitomi has beaten his logic.

Yamada stared at that pink letter again. Shida he whispered. Why are you so faithful

to wait for me? Yamada reminded Hitomis last words

keep living your dream although theres no me your happiness made my soul in

peace

Ah, why am I so fool? he cursed in heart.

=Meet Hitomi=

Hitomi? Is that you? Yamada saw a girl in front of him. A girl with white gown and shiny

face. Long black hair that hang down to the back, and of course, a blue ribbon at the right.

So elegant. That girl nodded and waved her hand, asked Yamada to come approached her.

Hitomi hugged Yamada.

Ryo.. It has been so long since I gone I am sad to see you. Why are you like that? It has

been clear that she really loves you. Make her happy. I will be happy too.. Hitomi held

Yamadas shoulders and kissed his forehead. Yamada was so motionless.

Hito he whispered. But that girl quickly disappeared. Hitomi.. Wait! Hitomii!! Ah,

Yamada woke up. Just now, just a dream? Hitomi, is that true?


12/14

=Several months later=

Yamada rode his motorcycle fast. Shida held tightly to Yamadas jacket. She was so scared.

Ryo-chan Cant you ride slower? I am so scared, Hitomi talked a bit loud because the

voice of wind and Yamadas motorcycle made her could not speak slowly.

I cant.. We have to hurry. I am chasing something. Just hold tightly, Yamada kept

gassing his motorcycle. He stopped in one place. Put off his helmet and said, Yosh, we are

not late, Yamada smiled.

Eh? Have we arrived?

Yes, you can get off now,

Open my eyes cover Ryo-chan. I cant see anything,

Not now. Follow me, Yamada pulled Shidas hand and took her in to the middle of beach.

Yamada opened the cotton that covered Shidas eyes. Shida winked her eyes.

Ah,beach? Sunset? So wonderfull Shida looked at Yamada, Is this you said you were

chasing for?

Yes, Yamada nodded. Fortunately it has been not late. Isnt it beautiful? Yamada

hugged Shida.

Arigatou, Ryo-chan.. Shida smiled widely.

Dont be grateful now. The surprise has not been finished,

Eh? Yamada made Shida curious again.

Close your eyes,Again?

Just a minute. Come on!


13/14

Shida obeyed.

Now, you can open it,

Hah? Whats that? A ring?

Yamada smiled, Will you marry me, Shida..

Oh my God! Is Shida dreaming now? Is the man in front of her really Yamada Ryosuke, his

Ryo-chan? Is Shidas hearing wrong?

Yeah, since that Tanabata night, Yamada dated with Shida. That night Yamada told that he

wanted to open his heart for Shida. And, now Yamada asked Shida to marry

Hei!Daijoubu? Yamada waved his hand at Shidas face.

Ha, hai, daijoubu..

Why dont you answer me?

Shida bitted her lip, trying to look at the beautiful eyes which always made her melted.

Why are you asking?Baka,

Hah? Is that meant yes?

Why are you asking again?

ShidaaArigatou.. Yamada pulled Shida to his embrace. She embraced her tightly.

Oh God, that was what Shida waited for a long time.

Watashiwa anata wo aishiteru Shida whispered.


14/14

Boku mo.. Yamada kissed Shidas forehead.

Wind blew together with the sun that set in the west. Reflected its light on the sea surface.

Adorned the heart of two people that embraced by love

The love that has been lost, now she come back.. I will fly her, peace with the stars

=The End=

Glosarium

Gomen = Sorry

Okaasan = Mother

Baka = Stupid

Demo = But

Arigatou = Thank you

Matta ashita = See you tomorrow

Shitsurei shimasu = Sorry for my dare

Kuso = shit

Sumimasen = sorry

Daijoubu desu ka = Are you OK?

Daijoubu = I am OK

Watashi wa anata wo aishiteru = I love you

Boku mo = Me too

Rizuki Yamazaki Asy-Syauqie,

Bandung, June 2012

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