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ClichsEnd by Glen Wells

Author Unknown or otherwise anonymous

You are certainly not bothering me. On the contrary, Im grateful foranyone that actually seeks out communication with me, or even foranyone that will put up with me for a very short time, even in cyber-reality. So, any time you want to talk about something, write mewithout reservation and without apology.

In fact, knowing you are a keen observer of life and people, Iminclined to think you might be asking me these questions as much formy benefit as for anything else. That is, I have to wonder if you,having no doubt gathered that I am currently in a bit of an existentialfunk, a self-esteem slump, a lonely spot, etc. etc., might be initiatingthese conversations at least partly out of sheer kindness or even pity.

To be honest, it makes no difference to me whatsoever.

To my understanding, a clich is an idea or a way of expressing anidea that was once original and carried a distinct meaning, but due tobeing reused and repeated numerous times within a culture, thatmeaning has become diluted or commonplace.

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So what we are asking is this: will humans be able to continue comingup with original ideas indefinitely or will the supply eventually run outso that every possible idea or expression of an idea will be just arehash of an older one with no meaningful change or addition?

Artistic ideas and expressions are our attempts to capture someaspect of the human experience as we see it. As such, it seems to methat in order for the supply of possible new ideas to run out, thehuman experience would have to be static, and in order for humans tocontinue to come up with new ideas indefinitely, the humanexperience would have to continue to change. That is, if the humanexperience was static, or became static, people could still find newand original ways to express the nature of that experience for a verylong time, but eventually every expression would be a redundancy.

On the other hand, if the human experience is always changing, thenit will always be possible to come up with new ideas and expressionsreflecting that experience.

So, is the human experience the same as it has always been, or is itever-changing?Some people believe that everything is already a clich. They quotethe old adage, There is nothing new under the sun. They believethat the human experience has always been essentially the same; it

has not changed in any meaningful way. People through all time havehad essentially the same feelings, thoughts, fears, dreams, hopes,desires, and questions, and only insignificant external details havechanged. Just because we are driving cars and using computers andwatching television does not mean the human experience has reallychanged in any real way so as to provide for the possibility of newideas regarding that experience.

I think there is a lot of truth in that argument. I have no doubt thatmany of the dreams, fears, and desires of a man living in Egypt 4,000

years ago would closely resemble many of my own. For example, hemight feel lonely yet be unsure of how to create meaningful bondswith those around him. Additionally, one might point as evidence tothe fact that several themes and archetypes in ancient literature stillrecur today. For that matter, one might point as evidence to the factthat we still find meaning in ancient literature at all. If the humanexperience wasnt essentially the same, would we still be able to

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connect meaningfully to ideas expressed by Homer nearly 3,000 yearsago?

As for me, I do think that we will continue to be able to come up withoriginal ideas and expressions.

I do think the human experience is dynamic. Yes, the past plays alarge part in making us who we are, and we probably share more incommon with humans of 3,000 years ago than most people realize.However, the way we experience life and the world goes beyond thosecommon, easily identifiable strands. The things that the nothing-new-under-the-sun folks might consider insignificant details interms of impacting the human experience I think turn out to be fairlysignificant after all. What I mean is that I think the human experience

is defined at least in part by the details and the externalities.

I think to say the human experience is the same as it was 1,000 oreven 100 years ago is absurd. I guess it can be difficult to tell any twothings apart if you stand far enough away.

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Thanks for support

the love is drug

screaming

release

in a time capsule

bleeding dry

from a lack of rain

flooded by sand

and dust

blown away

in a bowl

not smoked

it's a dry warm

that takes away

the cold

heat death

birthed

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Flow

What if Black holes,

who aren't really black,

but non-reflective and rather dense,were not always round

or perhaps even ever,

they appear,

if they could be seen,

as above

and on its petals

bees would swim

and birds do dance,with wings

and claw prints on the sand.

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Finite Pow

It's not like you are a hole in space

or that is what surrounds you

part of part

a wholesome place

in not out of orbit

time is now alive

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How

How do I know what I think, until I read what I write.

How does thought know what thinks until reading what is written.

Joyce wrote...you are not reading what I wrote.

Reading a kind of time manifold of past to now,

or now from then.

While reading thoughts, there are still current thoughts.

Although it's possible to give all of oneself away...temporarily.

It is the nature of entropy that it is temporal and impermanent.

As much as it gets taken in, it can nourish, it can generate, regenerate and

subside in its disappearance. (as if it owned an invisibility cloak...now you

see it, now you don't...like a fire reduced to smoke and ash, graphite on

pulp.

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Hypothesis

God's a amnesiac.

Got bigger fish to fry.

Hopes for the best.

Hates to interfere.Has fears too.

Really sincere about helping those that help themselves.

Never took the omni-stuff too seriously.

Likes cliff hangers.

Able to leap tall buildings in a single bound seemed ostentatious.

Isn't faster than light either.

Is alive and well, still growing, learning, loves life beyond measure.

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In some knee of curve

building less yielding

as pace of change transitions

from a high and a lowas water seeks equilibrium

and nature abhors a vacuum

water does not seek, it flows

as gravity and diversions grapple

nor nature is an entity capable of

creating pressure to empty itself

it cools heels and needs not meeting wants

a better waycomes this way but once.

Power corrupts......etc

one might identify what power.

Are there not more kinds of power than one?

Power as a reality may be neutral or over-all more benefit than hinder.

Since an absence or lessening of power causes a stasis, a stagnation of

not just no growth

but a deadening, perhaps a correction.

But maybe ya need a story.

A tale with characters and plots,

conflicts and action, adventure and risk.

A McGuffin, some Red Herrings, some diversion, subplot, comic relief and

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a hero.

Sandwiched between a layer of fat and misconception, the one you hold

dearer than your dearest,

your sacred or scared beliefs, wholly and complete, almost, with Power and

Control at the center.

The world, this one anyway, spinning yarns, string theory and counter-

claims, to slow or speed, corner

and slam on the brakes a road to where the road does not end.

So it goes on and a round trip to back pedal to simple. Keep it going...

On absence of Self-rule, that void filled by vacuum or vacuous.

Vapor condensed authority of what?

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Tragedy: The Philosophy of Pessimism

Here, when the danger to his will is greatest, art approaches as a saving

sorceress, expert at healing. She alone knows how to turn these nauseous

thoughts about the horror or absurdity of existence into notions with which

one can live: these are the sublime as the artistic taming of the horrible,and the comic as the artistic discharge of the nausea of absurdity.

~Nietzsche from The Birth of Tragedy

Birth of Tragedy or where the Fall of Grace was not a jump to life but from

Death everlasting, hardly a optimistic approach to why we must go on while

stumbling in the herebefore

A sinful body built late

A head for idleness

A loud retort in arced light

A Jill-in-a-box drill sergeant

A boot in a no blinked face

A wonder whats so impressive

About a refusal or perhaps just an absent ability to react

To the unexpected

Actually somewhat amused at attacks and incoherent TrustAn oblivious nature to halt who goes there?

Meaning and intending no absolute harm

No daggers to the chest

Or choking chains of unrest

A slave or tool so useless as to be better off left at market

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And that dear friends, is sometimes, all it takes to land in bed.

To while away the midnight hours and get some sun to rise again as fresh

as the first day was made.

So, a main and primary feature of tragedy and at most a tragic interlude, analmost welcomed interruption from routine, or what seems an inevitable

detour from a well planned heist of Virginia ham, a late end of the hop nod

to nutrition, ah the boys out late last night, for a weekend of caroling in the

merry month of May,

A caterwauling siren who was never seen since or again, a living, live

dream escape towaitI ask you onceWhat is Tragedy for? From which

some good willmore often weknow mightcome.

and pleaseWhen it arrives, proof, is still a concept of evidence.

Tragedy a departure from script.

Mistaken identity a travesty.

Innocense a backdated reality.

A Comedic camaraderie.

Janet Renos face was so surprised, after trying to come clean and failing

to throw away everything on something less than an impulse. Yes, I know

its all unclear, swatches of memory interceded with movie trivia and solo

hands of a trapeze artist.

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250 words or less

This is an approximation or graphical description of Something

worthwhile...for example...just before a 'Big Bang' or something. As you can

see, there are three components. A platform, a rod and an arrow ordirection, followed by a trail or tail, it's a little like plate or saucer spinning.

In some sense 'an immovable object and an irresistible force plus what is

not always necessarily constantly neutral, aka 'A sweet spot.

Now it may be best or better than smashing pumpkins to imagine how IO,

IF and SS manifest, at this late, or even early if it could only seem that way

more often, date. Another description that perhaps is apt is expression of

dimensions, which seems essentially, at times, a set and setting, from all ofwhich so much, depends. What appears as rigid, will later bend and the

spinner seemingly detach. That 'seemingly' is a crucible, where fire of

creation forges to make anvils for resistance and hammers to make a beat,

at first is a rhythm, stretching into rhyme, and totally without reason breaks

out and in dance. Life, so soon, without a chance of late, soon begins in.

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Plane

A plane is any surface. Planes can arise as subspaces of some space, as

with the walls of a room, or they may enjoy an independent existence in

their own right. As you may see, planes can be personified, objectified,

have a presence, as well as achieving disappearance.

She said, "Am I talking to a wall?" I, not at all a wall, who at least feels

compelled to profess illusions of some independent existence and quite

convinced with pounds of mounting proof and evidence of some substantial

and welcomed interdependent other existences.

Replied, "No, you are talking from a wall." Of course I had no idea if this

were true or not, outward appearance did not suggest a wall, although Isuspect a metaphoric barrier might have been implied. Space is an entity, a

relationship between entities, or part of a conceptual framework.

As far as I can tell, oh let me whisper it instead, I am surrounded by space,

covered, very nearly sometimes it seems lathered with it.

New Universe Theory (NUT)

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Fluid Flow from deflagration front

conflagration

Fluid Flow starts from a laminar flow (which is temporary)

from no to low turbulence there is a transition zone to fully developed

turbulence.

Where comes a ratio between dynamic forces to viscous forces.

Liquid Fluids

are there other kinds of Fluid

As solid fluids

and gaseous fluids

As well as plasma fluidsStates of matter.

Life is a combination (conflagration) of at least four matter/energy states.

The Universe's growth is on-going.

If one were to think of galaxies as children of the universe.

Some galaxies are older and most are younger, that leaves some in the

middle range, which is where the Milky Way

seems to be with present available measurable evidence.

Observable means either is a light source or can reflect one cause of itsgreater or lesser luminosity.

How can we know the dancer from the dance? ~ Yeats

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Where goes the archer and the arrow?

Some painstaking reminder theres no one without the other.

Or rather there might be a bow and strings of violin.

Dancer and Prancer on summer holiday trasiping cross the shores of

Newfoundland.

Rumbles heard from a thunder stretching through some hallows of

Matterhorn.

What comes inside with the arrow of time in memories of yore.

Meanwhile yesterdays lunch sits uneaten and forgot.

How it is steel and lace reveals their beauty, but alone leaves one cold in a

sterile cloud of white and silver.

We know the soaring song at first dawn.

We listen for the muted melody of sunsets adieu.and then the silent coda of dusk,

slowly undimming into bright spectacles

and a nightlight Luna rises to illuminate the fairy dust side of Dancing

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Moya

I am waiting for the rages

let loose from their cages

of powerful people to fall asleep

or sink into the powerful deep

and for the magic of love to awaken.

So many are injured and waiting to strike,

gathering together to form a human dike,

few can find anything to be grateful for

as their numbers grow more upon moreand they don't know

still their dreams look to show

where to find the signs of a wish

how to catch the golden fish

that's formed an edifice of hope

to make a place so one can cope

and who is to be trusted,

and who that is investedis not cursed.

For the oppressed,

are sorely stressed,

fear is the daily routine,

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in open view, but not seen,

the running orders to flee,

until there is nothing left but sea

and not a ship left to be had,

be sad,or be the one who builds more than just castles in the air.

Zawmbyee and glen

until all debts are paid

the future is left to settle

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GOD = ENERGY=MATTER=

And what animates matter?

Energy yes?

And is energy de-animate?

...anyway it's a beautiful world that creates eyes

a wonderful sound with ears included

some velvet

early morning aromatic

with the automated Mr. Coffee

all the tasty treats

without any bitter after taste.

A world after my own heart...

look out Teeth!

Here I come~

"god 'not needed' but is everywhere." lf

as if God wasn't in every track or trace

every turn

nook and cranny

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wide open spaces

every where one can look

touch or feel

listen to

and hear so wellevery song carries god notes

memos

and even blank stares.

if left with nothing but luck

it's still gotta be good.

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The Meaning of Life?

It grows on you.

Some of it noseit's not just an it

there's substance

that has feeling.

do or doesn't is not a point of contention

discussion

even mention

and yet as air expels a vibration stirs some air

and an ear recoils in fright and fear or awe of merciless awareness

one asks, "Do I need explanation?"

and if you have one to offer, one may reply, " 'god' doesn't exist."

Okay...what about did or will?

Wanna resurrect the dead or erect the not-yet?

Wanna build or tear away the scars that blot the sky, all the while it heals a

moon, a one that does exist just outside this shell, it offered shield, and

some respond with gifts of song or development plans of wayoffshore

drilling rights?Wanna burn or freeze, either shitstorm of cant be pleased?

Wanna bury CO2, have it dug up if it gets in short supply, or forget about it

and have it bubble, churn and mumble, Ill be back and get you later?

Okay. Do you need explanation?

Your trite answer is god doesnt exist. And its off with their heads and evil

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worms dont sleep in beds, theres not much proof they sleep at all and

when cut, they dont bleed, they may suffer and mend and reach for their

ends, in their vanity of evil they fertilize and till, make flowers ill, paint tulips

pink, catch a drink and spill the beans.

So, usually it's some placeholder brand name or domesticated ersatz label,a literary satire and thin veneer of nice, a hell-bent for leather atomizer of

funk, a clandestine secret of fool, a bunch of rosary teachers of mule, a

stubborn lot, who maybe once were cool.

Then, theres the comedown or comeback.

Is there an explanation?

Is there thanks or no thanks?

Blame or the same old excuse.

Therefore, with as much further ado as needed.

I think some matter banded or bounded together,

a unity of looking Fat, scaring off some skinny anti-rattytattats,

who may as well bundled-up and headed off for parts over yonder on some

side of a Horizon, maybe called Faraway.

Faraway, faraway

From monsters and sums

No alphabet or prophesying soup

No counting toes and blessed by who knows

Faraway, faraway

Wont cha come back

Why dont you say hi

Is it cause youre just too faraway

...maybe it was a nail

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do the dead dream too?

'I have woke, Roger that.'

from dawn's early grave

the just sleep through and through

light becomes an alarm clock

time to rise

and meet a new day.

Where will ya go when ya die.

haunt or taunt some sleepy head

whowants to talk to ya

some of those memories of past

do not fade...so easily

left all too soon it seems

and not quite to part the waves

still lapping at the shore

tide in

and moon rising.I see two lights in the morning sky

rise and shine

oh come ye faithful harvest moon

and soul filled summer sun.

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~ "Happiness is an inside job." ~

As it works its way out into the world

some places it acts like triage

others like a long lost friend

almost always welcomed

and it's just a tip of a hat

a sometime fragile smile.

What's that?that seems as news...

is old

yet like a classic line

a favored melody

draws more ears than tongues

awakens hearts to remember

there's laughter in the hills

and it's not only tears that wet the ground.

Freedom

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Freedom of religious worship and expression is essential to human

dignity -- which makes blocking the construction of a mosque for religious

reasons a violation of Christian belief. And laws preventing the building of

churches in Mecca or Riyadh do not make this principle less important

here.

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By Michael Gerson

Every religious tradition has two competing visions. First, religion may be a

source of tribal identity. This was the norm for centuries in Western history.The Christian church jostled for social power along with other interests,

pursuing a tribal agenda at the expense of Jews, heretics at home and

Muslims abroad. The goal was to see Christian theological beliefs publicly

recognized and favored. This remains a temptation in the United States

and a problem in much of the world, where the appeal of the tribe remains

strong.

But Christianity, as an Abrahamic faith, sets out another vision -- an

assertion of human worth and dignity that transcends tribe and nation.

Christianity has accommodated this belief in slow, halting, often hypocritical

stages -- a history that should leave Christians tolerant of the slow, halting,

hypocritical progress of other traditions. The implications of this shift within

Christianity, however, are profound. In light of this belief, the purpose of

social influence for Christians is not to favor their own faith; it is to serve a

view of universal rights and dignity taught by their faith. It is not to advance

their own creed; it is to apply that creed in pursuit of the common good.

This is what turns religion into a positive social force -- a determination to

defend everyone's dignity.

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I don't understand how an Abrahamic faith is attributed

with an assertion of human worth. All the Abrahamic

scriptures sing very loudly in a very different tone.

I begrudgingly grant the 'right' to indulge in evil thoughts,

but cannot endorse Abrahamic monotheism - even were

its origins not in genocide, its history not so defined by

violence and oppression, its modern cults not so

shockingly hate-fueled, its tenets are unacceptably vile.

The belittlement of humanity extends to not only the foul

Other but of the simple Self.

The only thing more frustrating than the idiocy of the

outcry against this mosque was the plan to build it in the

first place. No one, no one can plausibly drape this plan

in the colors of reconciliation or outreach in today's world.

It is simply hatefulness all the way around. I truly wish the

enterprise of religion to cease immediately. Its

organizations are as corrupt and villainous as any. That

hate-driven Christians plan to burn a Q'uran is only

noteworthy in that they are receiving attention for it nowand that only because suddenly it is topical in a way that

is titillating and provocative to the majority of other

Muslims and Christians.

That said, freedom of religion!, bitches: first dickhead to

try to stop it with anything but words needs a vicious

bootdown and a three month vacance at County Camp.

Rarr! ~Loki

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Theism

I guess you had to be there to appreciate any worth itmight have had at the time of its discovery.

Probably got a lot of laughs, first time heard around the

campfire, probably was forgotten, only to be revived in

quiet moments of contemplation. Trying to personify God

actually makes a lot of sense, even if the ear getting bent

was a machine recorder. Personifying religion is more

like calling out your Dad, but not to his face, and not

doing where it might somehow get back to him.

I'd grant that Judaism introduced a concept of compassion for

food once they settled down from marching pace to place and

killing every single man woman n' bairn in sight; I'd even grant that

the ablutions used by soldiers on the Seventh Day to try to cope

with the absolute horror of what they were doing eventually

evolved into some neat rituals; but that's about it. I was a lot more

sympathetic about Christianity's origins until I studied up on them.

Islam... well.... once again I have to go to the rituals to find the

worth, and there it is aesthetic and not spiritual per se worth that I

discover.

If these theologies were not so horrendously evil I could try to

make some case for them - would, by nature, surely - but in thewash I just can't. It's a hill of lies draped around excuses for

murder. ~Loki

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Well I don't understand what someone else did can have to do with

what happens next. It's not like you can follow in their footsteps. I

personally don't have the means, motive and opportunity. And

perhaps more importantly, no desire to obtain them.

But then you are touching on some weird forms of functional

insanity. Of course I mean terribly fucked up and not in a good way

at all. Remember they indict themselves, not their banner or

bandanna, or crest, or secret handshake, these 'accessories' of

style, forms of debatable substances, masquerading or just

raiding. Truly if they had something better to do, they would be

doing it.

...and occasionally some actually do...there's the real Terror...something that cannot be defeated.

Like me.

And you.

Of course that means no surrender, well not any obvious one.

Alas...Brave words don't require action.

Nice to live without violence and mayhem.

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"Find me one - one - moment "

Research assistance does not come cheap.

A minimum of $50.00/hr. might get an estimate.

One's own searches of course are not without a potentially greaterrisk/reward.

For when discovering, what one is looking for, one has only oneself to

praise and, or condemn.

5 Things You Can Do TODAY To Get Happier!

www.bluezones.com/

Written by Dan Buettner

1. INVEST IN YOUR HEALTH Health is a prerequisite to happiness. In

other words, You can't be happy if you're unhealthy. Eating wisely and

moving naturally are the best way to get fit

2. CREATE QUALITY FRIENDSHIPS When it comes to a social

network, quality is more important the quantity. Having two good friends

who care about you whether your chips are up or down is more

important than a huge network. We often forget that friends rarely come

on their own accord: they require effort, time and nurturing.3. EXPLORE YOUR RELIGION World surveys show that religious

people are more happy than non-religious people. Religious people are

more likely to have a strong social network and to be at peace with their

lives and mortality. What to do: if you have a religion, make and effort to

reconnect with it. If not, visit four new religous communities in the next

three months and see if any of them align with your values.

4. SPEND MORE TIME WITH YOUR HOBBY Build a model, knit a

sweater, climb a cliff, cook a gourmet meal. The point is to spend time

engaged in activities wherein you are optimally challenged, you get

immediate feedback, you lose sense of time and you do it because it's

intrinsically rewarding. Psychologist Mihaly Cskszentmihlyi identifies this

state as the state of flow. It is perhaps the best way to achieve authentic

sustainable happiness.

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5. IF YOU'RE UNHAPPY, MOVE Where you live has a bigger impact on

your happiness than your marital status, income, or even education level.

If you are not happy where you are, consider moving. World-wide studies

show that the happiest places on earth are not tropical islands but place

where you feel secure, people around you have the same level of status

as you do and it's easy to find a job that is interesting.

As always easier said than done.

But that's the challenge.

a conspiracy from within

a fall from grace, from familiar trusted sources does not usually occur

from an original source but from lineage, some that are raised from

scratch, or as needed from recruitment, plants enter in as many ways that

can be procured.

outside of honesty, fairness and friendly support in times of greatest need

and challenge, no one asks for much, especially that which can be done

for and with their immediate surroundings, power cannot corrupt merely

from its use, a plan, a motive (for change) and opportunity (to alter a

nominal condition) is required to turn to corruption, once trust isbroken and lost, into this breach, a flood of opposition moves in to assume

control.

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The face is the soul of the body

"A picture is a fact."

"The human body is the best picture of the human soul.""The face is the soul of the body."

"What can be shown, cannot be said."

Ludwig Wittgenstein

Mind is thought to have begun as a projection of our bodily processes and

to have evolved into a quasi-independent entity. A sort of symbiotic

situation, mind and bodywish, even though the mind is inclined to a sort of

parasitism, excessively normal, if that were possible.

Grand larceny is the sort of thing about which intelligent creatures feel

guilty. T or F ?

Clairvoyant readings of the future are a direct violation of the law of free

will. Y or N ?

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"Better to have lofty ideas than to have none at all." - Vonnegut

No economy should be stuck in a position of growth without development,

nor development without growth.

As the unidentified wag said, "An idealist believes the short-run doesn't

count. A cynic believes the long-run doesn't matter, the realist believes

what is done or left undone in the short-run determines the long haul."

The question is not...Are we standing at the threshold of a new age?

But...Why aren't we in a new age?

And to answer it...Yes we are. Let no excuse deter, no naysayer

dissuade. Yes...Stand up and start walking, like you are there. Thus

longing and desire is not satisfied until you are there.

Nature of Cultural Genesis Beginnings

Culture/Nature/Groups:

Concepts are abstractions measured by the degree that they are related

to ongoing behavior streams, Culture is not only the content of minds, but

are also patterns of measurable behavior. People in separate culturesdiffer in the way they think and how they behave, how they make a living,

according to the content of their social, artistic and ritual activities.

Difference between concepts and categories applied by culture members

to their own lives and the world they live in - are distinct from categories

used by anthropologists in describing and understanding them.

An Intellectual

"The Crime Against Humanity" by Marvin Harris

It is a crime because the real alternative to science is not anarchy but

ideology. Not peaceful artists, philosophers and anthropologists, but

aggressive fanatics and messiahs eager to annihilate each other and the

whole world if need be to prove their point.

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Have you ever dreamed a memory?

I came across the idea while reading a book. The character, a young

adult, dreamed about the time she took a trip to a great water falls, when

she was little.

Future Occupations in the Ruins:

Looter, scavenger, railway worker, pathfinder, mapmaker, crane operator,

hoist operator, fisherfolk, boat people, provisioners, guides, authorized

excavators, explorers, historians, archaeoligists,engineers and scientists.

It's not fair!

"Scientists suffer from an inability and or unwillingness to perceive and or

explain spiritual (paranormal) activities." - Lawrence Spencer

It cannot be doubted that appeal is a relative matter, someone who is

attracted to one way, may not be attractive to another way, yet it exists

and is of some consequence. The power of arousing a sympatric

response.

Space/Time is considered real stuff, the cement between the bricks of the

particles.

Space/Time is the localized part of us that survives intact, absent the

scattering of particles, death is thus observed to be neutralized.

Space/Time - that does not hold particles together, death/destruction is a

mini many BIG BANG! Minus without the heat - but complete with slow

expansion - a kind of drifting - from which minds emerged, now

submerged to become devitalized.

Is there anything that could cause reintegration? - This cement

(space/time) slowly gathers stray particles - in a random matter of

collisions and attractions of electric charges of positives and negatives - a

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building of differing patterns - patterns that follow space/time in the

absence of particle clumps and does not stray apart.

Theory

Self-adjoint operators in Hilbert Space (DEFINITION: A Hilbert space is an

inner product space which, as a metric space, is complete.)

Mathematical foundations of Quantum theory

Ergodic theorems

Numerical meteorology

Plutocracy

Reality too complex for oral communication. Silence. Security. Logic.

Prudence.

A different kind of 4 agreements.

Something's not in orbit in the capitol of this galaxy.

Weird is normal.

Has normality (weirdness) become a formality - of abnormality

(sameness)?

Security Questions:

What do you love above all?Gold and women. (Value and Life-Givers)

All my decisions - the ultimate good - are in view.

What is the privledge of the dead?

To die no more.

Do you know what illuminates the night?

Poetry.

What is your religion?

I believe in the inspirations of the conscience.

Do you make any distinctions between the mysterious principles of

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knowledge and those of love?

In my opinion, in love, there is no mystery.

How can you differentiate between lies & truth?

For the time being, you are free.

Cross that line,

there's no turning back to a dissipative operator called Director,

similar to a speculative operator to be named later.

Swedes, Americans and Germans were assimilated,

the rest were eliminated.

Superior attacks inferior - conquering Hero is misnamed.

We live in an echo beyond time,

yet we are time.

Your eyes have returned,

dying is not dying,

there's always one in every room,

in a future you don't want,

there is no conscience,

or do you?

Every day words disappearbecause they are forbidden,

or changed to mean something they are not.

Where were you born?

Here.

You're lying, perhaps you don't know it.

You were born in Rama.

Incomprehensible things called poetry.

Sensuality.

Your voice, your eyes, your hands

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your silence, your words.

Away says hate,

closer says love.

Words without thought.

Why?

Cause I love you.

Capitol of Pain.

Capitol of Sorrow.

So much time, to not know,

so little, to know.

I don't care

how you define it,

ust don't try to confine it.

Love.

Buddy love - Bunny love.

Because.

Where is the place to be.

When is the time to see.

What is the thing to do.

Who is the name to call.Why is the reason to wave.

How is the way to live.

Post-Historic Man will be allergic to science for 1 or 2 centuries.

What is indispensable to a truly human existence?

Everyone is born synesthetic,

only to lose the capacity as the brain matures,

inheriting a genetic mutation results in failure to prune juvenileconnections. Assumptions about the laterally contained in such a

statement are so far off base as to be not even wrong.

The exceptions that prove the rules, never say never, except to say never

after you can, never say All swans are white after observing a single black

swan.

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Color is perceived before orientation, which is perceived before motion

with slight lag time (30 to 40 microseconds).

Why is it hard to sit still when we hear a good beat?

Color is a property of the brain, not the physical world. Why is that?

Brain ignores lights wavelength, favor viewing for angle, ignore for size -

distance.

A Hilbert space is always a Banach space*, but the converse need not

hold.

A (small) joke told in the hallways of MIT ran, "Do you know Hilbert? No?

Then what are you doing in his space?" (S. A. Vaughn, pers. comm., Jul.

31, 2005)

*In the finite-dimensional case, all norms are equivalent. An infinite-

dimensional space can have many different norms.

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The Human Touch

Beauty touched is beauty bruised

give me meat

bodies with feet

where we can meet

on level ground

or perhaps ocean swells

then on a mountain peakwe speak

beauty bruised is beauty touched

and healed with hands

that bodies have

and lips that speak.

"The land's a gift,

the sea a storm,

cave's a shelter,

this journey is our voices heard."

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opened letter

The CLOUD-BRAIN and post singularity loneliness

I think we've gotten the picture by now, otherwise you really are talking to

the dead, who really are clueless about everything that happens after they

die, but can be sure to fill heads with things that happened before death set

in.

So as the words drip and dry from deaf ears, the hollow laughter echoes

into the only stuff you can relate from. You may simply have a

malnourishment of evil, an overabundance of conscience, like Vincent

before you, you are too good for this world and just as likely the next, but

aren't you glad there may not be one, at this point no educated guesses

can do any better than 50/50. Again, even numbers have no reliable

standards that can avoid alterations that mix metaphors with analogies,

with token sentimentality, topped off with incendiary literalness. Meanwhile

your literary one-trick pony. anyway if you are not the one not evil, why

not, you are guaranteed to gain nothing nor lose nothing by this rather

arbitrary choice, less you believe you could ever be the only one to try it,

someday you'll be, uselessly to you, either venerated or absolutely mired in

forgetfulness like all the other not evil that have come before and after, only

you in this middle is a possible missing link., if you were to momentarilyforget your non-caring, it still will not be worth as much as abdicating acting

above inaction, due to your internal weather of perpetual gloom.

If no one escapes death, then no one endures without mercy.

What do the dead expect: To live no more.

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There's a shadow on the moon

far away from dark and gloom,

it is lifeless and still

like all of us no less real,when you have doubts

jump up and SHOUT,

feel the shadow move.

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Search Me

there are laws in books against cruel and unusual

punishment, sometimes they jump off the page and are enacted.

Good feelings, feeling good don't ask for thoughtor a name.

I dont know how to go about excluding somethings

that may be under-appreciated, you never know when they might come in

handy or perhaps need some help.

Somethings are wonderful as they are, seemingly almost perfect in many

ways and their preservation for some time is precious and there is a great

and mysterious flux of forces that continually transform and play beyondwhat little we are fortunate to perceive, but the immensity of what there is to

discover and understand, perhaps a little is more than being the sky is the

limit.

We are just a little bit aware of the universe, imagine what it might be like if

the universe became just a little bit aware us.

It cannot be done with fear, but maybe with caution. It cannot be done withhate, but maybe with respect.

Theres aClichabout a thin line between or with love and hate,perhaps too with respect and fears, cautions and hate.

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or 11

considersexis lovelyotherwise could not existwhen notagainwould not existchange noaltered nochange of subjectto an objectand objection

is less than an expressionsome sort of confessiona unkund of self convictiona hangman's handis but a substitutefor a bound one.

Normally or usuallynot a blabbermouth

to avoid explodingmy fingers are tappingcause my shoes are not steel toed/

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Treasureof Mount Kilimanjaro

from banks and bushesolive gold greenberry fantasticmy love knows no boundsI only know what I've seen...and felt.I well and swellnot larger than Lifeas large as can be.Thats me.Touched and heardnary a discouraging wordand laughter and bright colored felt tipped pens.We sang today in moonlightand dimming of light to nightso bright we shoneclimbed mountainsand stairs on wheels

He said he is strong...and is OKAY!What a day.

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Not spiders that web

somewhere behind/inside connectionsmy life with titles and deedsnot anonymous, now visiblemine and yours, his, hers, ours, theirswith, for, beside those that come outside

the dirt on my solesthe ground giving color to veinsand the cocoon of my dreamsbursting free, everywhereall of this and...-- these be my domain

where you beenwhere you seesatellite from groundingground to a hole in skyor dark body aglow

a bit dj vudidn't like the sound of

truth or realityready fortruth and reality.

Eg

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What could be more relevant to you than your own name?

Nothing could be more than or perhaps same as, yet some 'what'could be as relevant or almost as relevant, or certainly as near asrelevant, dependent on opportunity or availability.

What is the organization of the living?What takes place in the phenomenon of perception.

AutopoiesisThe term was originally introduced by Chilean biologists HumbertoMaturana and Francisco Varela in 1972:An autopoietic machine is a machine organized (defined as a unity) asa network of processes of production (transformation and

destruction) of components which: (i) through their interactions andtransformations continuously regenerate and realize the network ofprocesses (relations) that produced them; and (ii) constitute it (themachine) as a concrete unity in space in which they (the components)exist by specifying the topological domain of its realization as such anetwork.[] the space defined by an autopoietic system is self-contained andcannot be described by using dimensions that define another space.When we refer to our interactions with a concrete autopoietic system,

however, we project this system on the space of our manipulationsand make a description of this projection.

Space may be continuous and not, may be discrete as well as immuneto homogenization, and space may not refer only to location/place,there may be other dimensions that do not relate nor so much astranscend as to extend notions of where and even how, as to why.

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lf ...

sunningtoo much is wiltingdunningis water and shade and night sky sleepechoes and jackalswith promises to keepwhen ...I think they said, left alone the oil sucks the oxygen out of thestreamwater.Whether or not, Life is a duty and pleasure.We do know that when one comes without the other, the other ismissed.

Any ideas of balancing something, where great pleasure demandssome great suffering, is where 'the psychopath' steps off the trainwithout grabbing onto to someone, as if to announceI can do this alone and don't require an audience that would just aslikely not even show up, having some happy show of hands ofshadows on the walls dancing between the flickering lights, sleepingwhile the clattery clack rocks us through the cavernous tunnels andbreaks daylight in a even more blinding array of sunspots and dizzymaking whirl-aborts. when the psychopath answers your call

it, yes I do mean an it, with a small, minuscule i,that alone, calling it teeny and oh so weensy,might cause the coward freaks of nature to sublimerelegated to cleanup duty, aisle #9, slop bucket in towbroom sweeper all aglow, with defeated ragemisspent anger with no particular place to grow"I'll start from the innards and eat my throughto an outer frozen pastry of berries or maybe Barry Manilow certainty of Hell, set me free to devour the overflowing glut,suckered clean the carbon trapped dream,

murkier waters ahead and a dark nightingale of crash to burn.The ocean...it's all aflameand thenmy own soft acid tongue is the king of mean.

All ocean, cellophane and peacethe world is...All ocean, cellophane and peace

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Fuel and Fuse

rivers of sandmountain of hopeleftover freezes of northern climeschanges everythingfor later retrievaland reversal of fortunewe'll sleep in the cocoon

of communal streamsdreams made from passionand fed on fashion, some styleand grace.A taste of yesterdayand a continued promiseof ever happywith a sun to riseand a moon that knows.

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Is Gravity Electrically Neutral?

Electricity and Magnetism are thought to be inseparable.As if to have stood alone, two Its cease to exist, vanish into thin air.One becomes not the other but joins to be a Two.And Gravity acting as a pulley, some downright bully,acting as if from a pulpit,at once giving a flight or to bring all crashing to close encounter withsomething larger,massive by sheer size, that it engulfs and swallows whole the tinyfragments, we call life.

If Life does not take hold in one place,Life will be found in another,and eventually return to that place where it had tried and failed,and whether it stays or strays is not a question of if but when,cause the places have faces and memories of kinder, gentler placesand even then its the places that changeand grow into a place where Life will dwell again.Meanwhile that's why some radical approaches are so in favor.0h well at least by some pioneering free radicals, (as well as thesequestered)for some accelerating moments, answers fly faster than an eye cansee,or an ear hear, value of discoveries lie in their results posted on alampshade,in some private refrain, bounds a train of thoughts leading onand sometimes in to another.

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Relativity treats gravity as a limited manifestation of macroscopicallycurved space and timeand perhaps not even able to manifest in microscopically curved ornot interior space.So, maybe there is no outer of the inner, so this between is a matter oflayers,perhaps a kind of skin separating interior and exterior.Just because there is strong and weak nuclear force is there instead,perhaps gravity cannot manifest at all without curved space and time.Inside the atom theres not enough mass for such a closed andlimited fieldto cause or need some attraction and any repulsion,

How odd it is that anyone should not see that all observation must

be for against some view if it is to be of any service! Darwin~

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Sound minus transmitter or receiver is quiet.

But not without movement, some of which echoes and fades.A receiver will seek transmissions across time or it may findtransmitting(s) arrive as a surprise, blown by leaf of seed or spore.The rest of history transpires and renews with further quests andcultivation, not of just spite, or idle curiousness, a plan or call toaction.

The economy can grow indefinitely without immediate environmentalimpact, as long as the growth takes place in sectors that don'tdemand energy or raw materials, such as intellectual property andpersonal services.Charlie Stross

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What is consciousness?It may not have occurred to a singular consciousness to answer whatis being asked, without assuming identities that mediate.Consciousness has no single or precise definition, what it has ismultiple and imprecise definitions, the isness has periodic memory,awareness, emotions, thoughts and identity that are actions to

responses, as well as responses to actions.

Infinite infinities, if necessary.

So, imagine a possibility of an unnecessary infinity, if that infinity hadan imaginative ability, that alone could make it necessary, if only toitself, but there could be a problem of deciding between necessaryand unnecessary, if the possibility of being unnecessary ever wasimagined.

Which leads to the possibility of imagining an unnecessary infinitythat could not have an imaginative ability and by that 'only' existed bythe imaginative qualities of a necessary infinity.

In order to avoid unnecessary mistakes, imagining

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an infinity as unnecessary could follow some of Marshal McLuhan'ssimplest of rules or what he called Laws of Communication.Necessary is what does these things:1. Enhance

2. Retrieve3. Reverse4. Obsolesce

With these needs in mind, unnecessary could be of a temporary,intermittent, periodic, or transitory nature or way. By being episodic,so to speak, there becomes one less infinity, since its occasional oroften absence would exclude it from being infinite, thus there is oneless infinity, which might leave some space or imaginative thought tohave a new, shiny and wholly necessary infinity.

Who Says Words With My Mouth?by Rumi

All day I think about it,then at night I say it.Where did I come from,and what am I supposed to be doing?

I have no idea.My soul is from elsewhere,I'm sure of that,and I intend to end up there.This drunkennessbegan in some other tavern.When I get back aroundto that place,I'll be completely sober.Meanwhile, I'm like a birdfrom another continent,sitting in this aviary.The day is coming when I fly off,but who is it now in my earwho hears my voice?Who says words with my mouth?

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Who looks out with my eyes?What is the soul?I cannot stop asking.If I could tasteone sip of an answer,I could break outof this prison for drunks.I didn't come here of my own accord,and I can't leave that way.Whoever brought me herewill have to take me home.This poetry,I never knowwhat I'm going to say.

I don't plan it.When I'm outside the saying of it,I get very quietand rarely speak at all.

From Americana by Don DeLillothe babbling infant simply bathes in the river which is languagewithout thought.

As rendered by Thomas Pynchon, these lines from the twenty-ninth ofRilkes Sonnets to Orpheus represent a subjectivity realized inlanguage:And though Earthliness forget you,To the stilled Earth say: I flow.To the rushing water speak: I am.A man walks into a bar. The bartender asks him what he wants."Nothing," he says. "So why did you come in here?""Because nothing is better than a cold drink."

Hypostatization(Attributes intention to abstraction)

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Ode to Watson

Take birds for example.They do not fly.They ride the winds.

They steer and maneuver,Leap, jump, dive and glide.And without air, they're fish with feathers,Outta water and outta luck.Walking as a naked buck, or paddling like a duck.If Brains are for movement without the movement.Swimming another form of navigating.Come the body, then the steam engine.Reach the Bonnie, over the ocean.Does it matter, where, arrives a direction,

Within the middle of relations, from top or bottom?

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The endis never far, the beginning always near.Why we got this way is how we are.

Dedicated as always to the Unfortunate Raccoon and E.S.

Feburary 2011

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And yes, that's a Scottish WabbitWith rather amBiguous earsBoth or either fish and fowl.Drawn by an adoptee named Spyder (Josh)Circa !985. #1&only son at 9.

Yours truly scrawled the Love McBunny signatureOriginal was done in ink on napkinThe lower left symbol is of mysterious secrecy,Not merely unambiguous, it's unfathomable.Although I suppose it could be a paint can inside a circle,Celebrating graffiti or something.

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The Appendage:

I can't recall the diatribe at the moment.

So why did you write it? Maybe you have already answeredthat. No I do not think you are commonly out of line oroverbearing. I like your posts and think there is a lot ofhumor in them, very important to me. I wish to express morehumor myself. As far as pulling in your horns goes, I guesssome good natured needling doesn't do much harm; at leastit doesn't have to hurt. We be big boys and girls in mindxafter all.

Well sometimes. It's rather an interesting sort of family to getinvolved with and you will do well to stay and enjoy theexchanges. Some do go round and round, including all. Theconflict is not some great concern, so long as no hardfeelings taken too far, or even at all.Knowing how we are perceived can be tricky for all; we arenot alone in that. We get understood and misunderstood, andoften there is no one to really blame or give all that much

credit to. I try not to sweat it and know that I can change itsome, but cannot really change someone else or even wantto try. Over all you are doing fine, it's good to ask though,and thanks for noticing my heart and head, it took some workand really just being myself, funny to say, it seems natural tome, but surely don't always express it in words all thatclearly. I won't try and compare my own solitary nature; itcan be rough, no matter what the circumstance that brings itabout. I hope that you keep on mindx, you would be missed. Iam not one to judge too much, right now I 'conflict' somewith Preduction Boy, I meant prediction, so that was a lamesort of joke, as long as it's in words, there is hope for furtherdiscussion, (there have been others too) not a big deal.Well I could ramble on some more, but it is getting late andearly too.

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I can see it as scifi, but will it speak to me, will I relate, I willtake some time to read before replying with review, morelikely some comments that your story might inspire, it's noteasy being something you are not, your self may

appear in disguise, but I know of no hiding places, theproblem of impersonation is one of finding style andcharacter that is both familiar and strange, while still beingcharming is some indefinable way.

Most are oblivious.

so we don't rely on them for what's happening, or blame

them, reminders and examples, first you get their attentionmy giving some, it's a tricky thing, and failure is an option,but not one to repeat too often, once can be enoughsometimes, but don't give an inch, start with some kindnessand go from there.

Not so, fast.

Ok, so far there are the usual nick picks of tori spelling,kelsey grammar and clarity bell, I suppose these are more

proof-reading and not strictly speaking review, but I am stillreading, for some one who has come accustomed to takingmy time, I suppose it might be a sign that I just couldn't putit down and just couldn't wait to put it down. Anyway, someearly thoughts of...Playing on the radio...."It's all been done."....and now mysweet Lord.Well we do not need to go for the hidden meanings to seethat fiction falls short of trying to provide a picture of thefuture.....so far.

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So, we are talking about what is direct and indirect. I haveto reach a conclusion, but not before I finish reading. I am

at this point still reaching,Waiting while you wait too. and perhaps I am naked too.

couldn't help wondering if i am evil

Love is a many-splendored thingIt's the April rose that only grows in the early springLove is nature's way of giving a reason to be livingThe golden crown that makes a man a kingOnce on a high and windy hillIn the morning mist two lovers kissed and the world stood

still, Then your fingers touched my silent heart and taught ithow to sing. Yes, true love's a many-splendored thing

or as Gump might put it:"Evil is as evil does."What if "Sin Ate the Apple"?Besides being the name of a music group that lives next doorif might change a few past mistakes.Remember the Tree of knowledge is Good&Evilsupposedly the worm only knew evil and hadn't ever reallyeaten anything.It was banned remember, and wormy is nothing if notobedient, and loyal, and faithful, but certainly an a-oneTempter.

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Well one real wonder is that anyone manages to not wonder.So might as well wonder are you good as well.and what a mix like that might look like,act like

do like:]write likelike someone who cared enoughto spend some timeif only to provide some entertainmentsomething to laugh about

"Take the bread from me, if you wanttake the air from me, butdo not take from me your laughter" ` Pablo Neruda

worry about adventurers

bh (7:27 AM): Any criminals or unbridled psychopaths wereisolated and counseled or medicatedGlen (7:28 AM): not a good idea.......isolation for toolong...... counseled by who?

Glen (7:28 AM): someone else who is isolated

Glen (7:29 AM): well medicated with what?

Glen (7:29 AM): medicine?

Glen (7:29 AM): food...how are they learning psychopathic

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behavior?

Glen (7:30 AM): from sort where is this anomaly arising?

I starting getting more into reading with chapter 8,really nothing serious to go against here, mostly trivial nickpicks which I won't bother with.Fail safes and back up systems prevail, as it becomesharder to fail what sort of cure is there for havingeverything you need and then not knowing what it is thatone wants ....Now.

more at undefined.

If Atoms Never Swerved

Id never get the nerve to put a file in the cake, ignore ziggyand zag, eschew a rack of lamb, actually listen to someoneselse inner voice. There would be no more surprises, tuckedsomewhere between a brand new drill, a most favored tradestatus and Buffalo Bills most ironic mistake.And most of all, have all the flavors run dry, a niche without aweapon, a pill without symptom, a day like yesterday thatdidnt mean a thing.But they do, baby, they do.They swerve, sometimes stop like they never had a spin,Stevies arc of the diver tells us when...With you my love we're going to raid the futureWith you my love we're going to stick up the pastWe'll hold today to ransom 'til our quartz clock stop untilyesterday.

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conflict is a jealous or envious reaction to becomingobsolete, is it not obvious niche cults will find their privateparties, I'm reasonably sure history will continue to absorbsome scholarly or hobbyist interest of a few aficionados.

Is it better to be loved or feared?

Trust trumps love/respect.....fear'ndisgust...a reasonableacceptance of health promotes clearthoughts/ideas/emotions/feelings.But in some measure of drunken delirium we may seeaspects that do not threaten total dis-corporation. as I may

perceive there's fragility to reckon with, enough jammingproduces bruises that may cease playfulness. preferablyloved but feared is what works sometimes. underneath theveneer we are pragmatists. starving will show you. helps tocome from strength and some stockpiling of supplies,nothing quite like a full larder.

i have to admit i take pleasure in berating some. not exactly asecretI read some educatorites favor a 6 to 1 ratio of praises toberationsfor me a skeptic of suspending follies one hits homeaccording to the deliverer. but then they are referring towilling and able, at least susceptible learnanites well withgive and take there plenty of table scraps and leftovers to putin a stew would a regular observe familiar with some.as much as they do recognize their own proclivities you can

tell me.I'm trained and loyal to a literary way, so literal and symbolicappearances don't quite a lasting sway I just wonder whatmanner of ten some are, if that is accurate. even some youngmay be advanced beyond expectationsi won't bust out crying.

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i know the most difficult thing to do is to not deceiveyourself. Sometimes i need a slap and sometimesencouragement. Once I too indulge without too muchdiscretion, indirect as this can seem...might it lead to some

shortening of gaps. Throw out some disguised, subtly veiledpoke and remember innocence is born of curiosity.

cheers

Codas end too

There's a #1 Killer

a bullet with your name on it.But if you change your handlethere could be less of a scandal,and even a temporary reprieveoutlives Christopher Reeve.

Sorry for the alarm. You might consider taking poeticinjustice none 'too' seriously. In response to the extremelybig Hoofer, I was reminded of large things seen, and evenseeing they are hard to believe. I'm still trying to recall whereI saw the biggest fry pan I'd likely ever see. I'm saying that itwas in Cooperstown, New York, home to Baseball's Hall ofFame. I took a road trip in the early 90's visiting ball parksfrom Columbus, Ohio ( yankees minor league AAA farmteam, the Clippers), to Cleveland and the then new, JacobsField, on to Three Rivers Stadium in Pittsburgh, a side visit

with Sister in Osceola, Pa. then to Cooperstown, where Ifound this hugely large skillet, determined to bake anAbsurdly Big Chocolate Chip Cookie, the pan and cookie wasnearly a small town street wide circle. From there I made it toBoston and the 'Green Monster'...Fenway and once home tothe Great Ted Williams, hitter that is.

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Also Yaz and that Giant of a Man, Dick Radatz.So, that pan in the photo you sent was meant to brain thebrainless Reaper....the bullet too I suspect or what othermeans death might arrive (or not) for one and all. Yep...I

might not mind laying wood or aluminum bats on the GrimBelfry. Symbolically.I should shout that one....SYMBOLICALLY....METAPHORICALLY.aGAIN...sorry to be so alarming....I'm half a savant and notmuch at predicting demises. So there. I be calling now.

Repeat the intended 'target' of the poem was 'aimed' at the

Grim Reapier.I'm on the frying pan's side. and the lefties wielding in self-defense\

Since it won't come down to a matter of hope, a weaponsystem that has no deterrence, may not have a probability ofzero or one, might make incomplete a moot...a mutt and amute.The forever desire of uncertainty strikes enough fear andbravado to keep immunity one constant step ahead of doom.Recall the universe supports its own contentiousness.Maybe (that word) once in a great moon, it could depend oneither, or...one way abyss...the other, yet another reprieve, toflip or spin, another turnstile, another gin joint, the universehas dumps, but is not a dump...per se.

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