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Bolut tfg Butflr

Cburgm Zbccgm `s b e`etggm ygbr-lch i`rc w`tf b vgry vbst

`kbi`mbt`lm, wfl `mhucigs `m wr`t`mi bs b orgbn erlk rgbc`ty.

Q`mag sfg wbs b af`ch sfg fbs oggm argbt`mi afbrbatgrs `m fgrfgbh, `macuh`mi Bmmb Acbws, tfg fgrl`mg le

H`cbtgh

flwgvgr,

sfg fbhmt hgvgcl!gh fgr `mtl tfg bkb"`mi bmh strlmi afbrbatgr

sfg `s tlhby... umt`c mlw#


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$ghàbt`lm

%f`s olln `s hghàbtgh tl &rbmhhbh, wfl sbhcy !bssgh bwby `m'braf ()*+.

wluch c`ng tl banmlwcghig bcc le ky aclsg er`gmhs bmh ebk`cy.

aluchmt fbvg hlmg tf`s w`tflut tfgk. Q!ga`bc hghàbt`lms brg

lwgh tl 'lrbyl Qbmus`, wfl hghàbtgh fgr t`kg tl fgc! kg gh`t

tf`s olln/ &cb`mb :bkbsbcgf elr bcsl fgc!`mi kg gh`t/ bmh cbstcy,

tl tfg twl !gl!cg wfl fbvg gmalurbigh kg tl wr`tg H`cbtgh4

Bohgcbtèe 2gcfb? bmh Qbm`g 'gcf`mi.


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H @ C B X G H


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Al!yrìft Cburgm Zbccgm

%fg rìft le Cburgm Zbccgm tl og `hgmtè`gh bs butflr le tf`s wlrn

fbs oggm bssgrtgh oy fgr `m baalrhbmag w`tf sgat`lm 11 bmh 18 le

tfg Al!yrìft, $gsìms bmh Zbtgmts Bat *788.

Bcc rìfts rgsgrvgh. 5l !brt le tf`s !uocàbt`lm kby og

rg!rlhuagh, stlrgh `m b rgtr`gvbc systgk, lr trbmsk`ttgh `m bmy

elrk lr oy bmy kgbms, gcgatrlmà, kgafbmàbc, !fltlal!y`mi,

rgalrh`mi, lr ltfgrw`sg, w tflut tfg !r`lr !grk`ss`lm le tfg

!uoc`sfgrs.

Bmy !grslm wfl alkk`ts bmy umbutflr`"gh bat `m rgcbt`lm tl tf`s!uocàbt`lm kby og c`bocg tl ar`k`mbc !rlsgaut`lm bmh a`v`c acb`ks

elr hbkbigs.

B AZ abtbcliug rgalrh elr tf`s t`tcg `s bvb`cbocg erlk tfg 2r`t`sf

Còrbry.

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Bust`m 'babucgy Zuoc`sfgrs Cth.

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Abmbry =fbre

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=fgm ylu wbcn !bst !gl!cg `m tfg strggt, ylu wluch tf`mn tfbttfgy brg mlrkbc fb!!y fukbms/ ylu wluchmt clln tw`ag bt

tfgk. 2ut rgbccy, tfgy aluch og ocllh r`!!`mi klmstgrs tfbt

wluch n`cc ylu w`tflut b sgalmh icbmag.

bk lmg le tflsg klmstgrs, bmh tf`s `s ky h`bry.


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Xugshby 27tfHgagkogr

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'y mbkg `s Bmmb Acbws. k rgbccy lch, out ylu wluchmt

ogc`gvg `t è ylu sbw kg.

luh sby wbs b fb!!y, ouoocy, er`gmhcy twgmty-twl

ygbr lch i`rc. 2ut k b fumhrgh ygbrs lch# fbvg c`vgh `m

Clmhlm ky gmt`rg cèg - kb`mcy brlumh tfg %lwgr 2r`hig brgb.

Bs b n`h, irgw u! c`v`mi `m b iìbmtà kbms`lm tfbt ltfgr n`hs

aluch lmcy hrgbk le c`v`mi `m. Zcus, ky 'uk bcwbys kbhg

surg tfbt hrgssgh acbss`cy bmh wbs bcwbys wgcc-!rgsgmtgh. Qfg

mlrkbccy kbhg kg wgbr orìft alclurs sl tfbt `t wluch h`strbat

!gl!cg erlk ky !bcg sn`m alk!cgO`lm.

Bctfluif fbvg b !bcg alk!cgO`lm, !gl!cg sby tl kg

tfbt ky ocban, slet, egbtfgr-c`ng fb`r alk!cgtgs ky ogbutèuc

ebag. fbvg ecbkolybmtcy ocug gygs tfbt sf`mg orìftgr tfbm tfgsny, bmh rbv`sf`mi rgh c`!s tfbt brg hbrngr tfbm ocllh bmh b

mgbr-!gregatcy !rl!lrt`lmgh mlsg. vgrbcc fbvg hgcàbtg, sfbr!

egbturgs tfbt oc`mh !gl!cg w`tf tfg`r ogbuty.

m ky ygbrs vg w`tmgssgh cèg, ?ly bmh fb!!`mgss.

%fbts slkgtf`mi fbvg tr`gh tl fbvg tfrluiflut ky cèg,

tfluif bcwbys sggk tl ebcc sflrt le baalk!c`sf`mi `t. ?ust

gmh u! w`tf !b`m, k`sgry bmh hgbtf. lurg !rlobocy

wlmhgr`mi wfbt `t bcc `s.cc stbrt lee w`tf ky ebk`cy. =gcc, ky kuk bmh hbh....

=gcc, nmlw tl ylu fukbms `ts s`k!cy `k!lssòcg, out ky

hbh `s tfg $gv`c# nmlw wfbt ylu brg tf`mn`mi - flw abm tfbt

ogH

=gcc, tl og !gregatcy flmgst fbvg ml `hgb, bmh rgbccy

hlmt wbmt tl nmlw# :g !rgys lm `mmlagmt fukbm vàt`ks.

=fgm fg turms `mtl f`s hgklm elrk `ts c`ng b sflanwbvg tfbta`racgs brlumh ylur olhy rg!gbtghcy. =fgrg ylu brg stbmh`mi

tfgrgs b fuklmilus gbrtf;ubng bmh ylu eggc sàn, ylu eggc bs

è ylur `ms`hgs brg bolut tl gO!clhg# =fgm fg egghs lm fukbms


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`ts !utr`h. :g r`!s tfgk b!brt bs tfluif tfgy brg kbhg le

t`ssug !b!gr. :g kust fbvg n`ccgh tflusbmhs le !gl!cg/ fgs

gv`c. :g hlgs mlt abrg elr fukbm cèg - tl f`k, tfgyrg ?ust ellh.

lu wluchmt tf`mn tfbt suaf b klmstgr `s ab!bocg le

clvg, wluch yluH 2ut fg wbs - fg wbs sl `m clvg w`tf ky

kuk.

'y 'uk, sfg wbs ogbutèuc. Qfg fbh ?gt ocban fb`r,

!`gra`mi irggm gygs bmh fbh b ogbutèuc eìurg bmh wbs slJ

fukbm. Qfg irgw u! wgmt tl safllc, fbh mlrkbc er`gmhs,

mlrkbc !brgmts... m ky gygs, sfg wbs cuany# Qfg nmgw bolut

$bh, tll wgcc... 5lt bt e`rst, bmh wfgm sfg elumh lut sfg ?ust

cbuifgh bmh tfluift `t wbs bcc b ?lng, umt`c fg sflwgh fgr wfbtfg rgbccy cllngh c`ng. Qfg wbsmt sabrgh bt bcc tfluif, ogabusg

wfgm ylu brg `m clvg ylur fgbrt tbngs lvgr, mlt ylur k`mh. :g

mgvgr alk!gccgh ky 'uk lr bmytf`mi c`ng tfbt.

f, slrry, ogt ylu hlmt nmlw wfbt alk!gccgh

kgbms hl yluH =gcc, `ts k`mh almtrlc le b slrt - wfgm b

hgklm cèts tfg`r sluc erlk tfg`r fgbrt bmh tfgm ?uk!s `mtl

ltfgr !gl!cgs olh`gs bmh k`mhs. =g abm kbng tfgk hl

bmytf`mi tfbt wby.'y 'uk bmh $bh wgrg tligtfgr elr sgvgmtggm ygbrs,

umt`c tfbthby - tfg hby tfbt afbmigh ky cèg elr gtgrm`ty.

t wbs b abr arbsf. B orutbc, hgbhcy abr arbsf, bmh lmg

tfbt tlln ky 'uk, ky $bh, bmh s`stgr.

'y s`stgr Glsg. Qfg wbs sl ylumi - ?ust sÒtggm. Qfg

fbh suaf b irgbt cèg bfgbh le fgr b irbhubt`lm, fgr er`gmhs,

bmh lmg hby fgr lwm ebk`cy. Qfg wbs euccy fukbm, wfàf wbswfy sfg mgvgr surv`vgh tfg abr arbsf. Qfg wbs b ogbutèuc

ylumi i`rc wfl wluch mgvgr og elrilttgm. =g wgrg sl aclsg -

kg bmh Glsg, wg wgrg sluc s`stgrs. Qfg fbh ky kuks gygs,

tflsg sfbr! irggm gygs, bmh wfgm tfg sum f`t fgr ebag fgr gygs

ic`stgmgh/ sfg wbs b clvgcy i`rc, sl n`mh.

rgkgkogr lmag wfgm wbs b af`ch fbh hrl!!gh ky

àg argbk, sl Glsg ibvg kg fgrs `mstgbh# C`ttcg tf`mis c`ng tfbt

kbhg fgr suaf b n`mh bmh tfluifteuc !grslm. Qfg wbs bkb"`mibcc rlumh.


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2ut `t wbsmt eb`r ogabusg sfg wbs fukbm bmh

wbsmt# t wbsmt eb`r, ogabusg lmg hby sfg wluch h`g bmh

wluch fbvg tl sueegr tfbt !b`m elrgvgr.

%fg abr arbsf fb!!gmgh 8( ygbrs bil - rgkgkogr `t c`ng `t

wbs ygstgrhby.

brr`vgh flkg cbtg erlk safllc w`tf Glsg - wg wgrg

oltf tbcn`mi, cbuif`mi, ?ust c`ng b mlrkbc hby >bs mlrkbc bs `t

aluch igt, bmywby3. 'uk wbs bt flkg, bmh $bh fbh ?ust alkg

oban erlk wfgrgvgr fg fbh oggm/ 'uk tlch us tfbt sfg wbs

il`mi tl igt b fukbm ocllh obi elr $bh. Glsg bmh $bh bcsl

vlcumtggrgh elr b abck bmh !gbageuc r`hg `m tfg abr.$usn wbs stbrt`mi tl ebcc, bmh stbygh bt flkg

ogabusg aluchmt tl il lut `m tfg sumcìft. %fgyh oggm ilmg

elr bolut twl flurs mlw bmh h`hmt tf`mn kuaf le `t, umt`c

fgbrh tfg hlis obrn`mi và`luscy. tlch tfgk tl sfut u!#

t wbs lmcy wfgm tfgy rbm tl tfg hllr tfbt fgbrh b

kbss`vg obmi# 2gabusg k b hgklm tfbt aluch fgbr `t erlk b

k`cg bwby. %fg slumh rgvgrogrbtgh tfrluif ky olhy. aluch

eggc tfg rgvgrogrbt`lms sclwcy hbkbi`mi bmh tgbr`mi ky fgbrt.%fg eggc`mi aluch eggc wbs tfg eggc`mi le h`sbstgr, tgrrlr bmh

egbr.

rusfgh lut tl tfg hllr erbmtàbccy tl sgg wfbt tfg

ml`sg wbs. 'y mgìfolrs wgrg sargbk`mi EBmmb# Bmmb, `ts

ylur ebk`cy#I 'y ebag sbmn bs clw bs `t aluch !lssòcy il.

rbm bmO`luscy, !bmàn`mi, tl ky ebk`cy. Bmh wfbt

sbw mgOt cc mgvgr elrigt.%fg abr fbh ilmg strbìft `mtl b alclssus trgg# %fg trgg

fbh tlrm tfrluif tfg abr bmh strbìft tfrluif ky ebk`cy.

rusfgh tl tfg abr, ybmngh tfg hllr lee bmh tfrgw `t tl tfg s`hg

le tfg rlbh bmh afgangh ky 'uks !ucsg. %fgrg wbs ml ogbt.

wgmt tl ky s`stgr mgOt, bmh sflln fgr bmh afgangh fgr !ucsg.

5ltf`mi. 'y ebk`cy wgrg cy`mi hgbh `m erlmt le kg.

f ky ilh, $bh# :lw aluch fbvg elrilttgmH

cllngh brlumh bmh ky $bh wbs mlt `m tfg abr - fg wbsmlwfgrg tl og sggm#


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@ nmlw wfbt fgs hlmg, tfluift.Fgs cget tfgk cy`mi

fgrg, ilt sabrgh bmh rum bwby erlk bmltfgr prlocgk. @ fbtg

f`k! @cc mgvgr elri`vg f`k elr tf`s!

2gelrg nmgw `t, wbs sl bmiry tfbt sfbr!,

!gmgtrbt`mi ebmis stbrtgh b!!gbr`mi erlk ky iuks. bk b

$gklm, mlt b Fbk!`rg, sl hlmt rgbccy fbvg ebmis - ky tggtf

brg klrg c`ng acbws agkgmtgh `m ky klutf. :lwgvgr, fbvg

twl fuig ebmis tfbt c`g h`rgatcy `m tfg !cbag le fukbm abm`mgs.

%fgy strgtaf clmigr tfbm ky af`m, tfgsg twl ebmis brg cgtfbc#

%fgy abm n`cc kurhgrluscy, flrrèàbccy# Betgr tfbt, ltfgr,

skbccgr ebmis ogi`m tl b!!gbr, bmh tfgm ky gygs turm !urg

ocban#2ut wfgm tfluift le ky 'uk bmh Glsg, stbrtgh tl allc

hlwm. aluchmt hl bmytf`mi tl sbvg tfgk, ogabusg wg abmt

turm ebk`cy `mtl $gklms.

e ylu hlmt nmlw wfbt tfbt kgbms, wgcc, cgt kg gmcìftgm ylu.

t kgbms tfbt wfgm ylu o`tg slkglmg, tfgm eggh tfgk ky ràf

ocllh, tfgm n`cc tfgk, bmh tfgm eggh tfgk fukbm ecgsf, tfgy

w`cc ogalkg b $gklm. :lwgvgr, wg abmt turm tflsg wg abrgbolut ogabusg le tfg bmigcs/ tfgy !ut b tgrròcg aursg lm us

lmag, wfàf kgbms tfbt wg ylu abmmlt turm lur ebk`c`gs lr tfg

!gl!cg wg clvg `mtl $gklms. ts tfg wlrst aursg tfgrg `s.

%fgrg `s lmcy lmg ltfgr tfbt `s bcklst bs obh - tfgrg brg lmcy

sgvgm hgklms `m tfg wlrch ogabusg le tfg Fbk!`rgs.

%fg Fbk!`rgs brg lur `kklrtbc gmgk`gs. %fgy stbrtgh

lm us# %fg $gklms wgrg argbtgh ogelrg tfg Fbk!`rgs. %fgwlrch wbs slrt le !gbageuc oban tfgm, ogabusg wg lmcy n`ccgh

elr ellh. =g btg fukbms, out wg h`hmt abrg bolut tfgk -

nmlw tfbt slumhs obh, out `ts tfg trutf#

%fgm tfg Fbk!`rgs b!!gbrgh. %fgy tlrturgh tfg

fukbms, !cbygh w`tf tfgk bmh tfgm n`ccgh tfgk. Bcc le us

$gklms wgrg ogkusgh/ wg fbh ml `hgb wfbt tfgy wgrg. %fgm

tfgy stbrtgh turm`mi tfg fukbms tfbt tfgy n`ccgh `mtl Fbk!`rgs

sl tfbt tfgy fbh b oìigr brky.'lrglvgr, tfg Fbk!`rgs elumh lut tfbt tfgy wgrgmt

tfg lmcy `kklrtbcs `m tfg wlrch. %fgy ilt ?gbclus, ogabusg

Fbk!`rgs brg b vgry sgce`sf bmh umabr`mi rbag. Ql tfgy tfgm


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tr`gh tl grbhàbtg us. %fgrg wgrg tflusbmhs le $gklms `m tfg

wlrch tfgm, bmh tfg Fbk!`rgs wgmt brlumh n`cc`mi us lmg oy

lmg. %fg $gklms aluchmt ?l`m tligtfgr, ogabusg è wg alkg

`m b *0 k`cgs rbhùs w`tf lmg bmltfgr tfgm wg w`cc eìft tl tfg

hgbtf# Bmh wfgm wg eìft, lmg le us w`cc hge`m`tgcy h`g, tfbt

aursg `s tgrròcg. t wbs umeb`r, ogabusg wfy sfluch tfg st`mn`mi

vbk!`rgs fbvg oggm bcclwgh tl ?l`m elrags, ygt tfg klrg

su!gr`lr rbag wbs cget tl egmh elr lursgcvgsH


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=g w`cc ourm `m tfg sumcìft bmh s`k!cy gO!clhg. 2ut

wg elumh b wby tl igt brlumh tf`s aursg, bmh wg abcc `t

obanirbt. ts b s!ga`bc eumius tfbt wg fbvg tl gbt gvgry hby tl

kbng us `kkumg erlk sumcìft - `ts elumh `m tfg sgwgrs bmh

ygs, wg fbvg tl igt `t lursgcvgs# ts c`ng b slrt le eumius tfbt

irlws hlwm lm tfg ecllr le tfg sgwgrs. il gvgry ygbr tl

alccgat b fuig stbsf.

%fgrg brg mlt kbmy tf`mis tfbt abm n`cc b $gklm c`ng

kg, b!brt erlkir`n- b elrk le sbct. ts sl rbrg tfbt vg mgvgr

batubccy sggm `t# %fg geegats brg rgvlct`mi - è ylu !ut `t lm tfg

sn`m, `t w`cc ouoocg lvgr c`ng b w`tafs abuchrlm. vg fgbrh

cgigmhs tfbt è slkglmg `m?gats `t `mtl ylur olhy, `t bigs ylu tlylur rgbc big. kbi`mg è ylu brg 998 - ylu wluch ?ust turm tl

bsf# Bcsl, ltfgr hgklms sby tfgy s!r`mncg `t `mtl ylur gygs bmh

ylur gygs gO!clhg. Abm ylu `kbi`mg tfg !b`mH

2ban tl tfg `ma`hgmt. wbs bm gìftggm ygbr-lch i`rc, !gtrè`gh

lut le ky w`ts, bmh tfgrg wbs mltf`mi tfbt aluch hl. aurcgh

u! w`tf ky 'uk bmh s`stgr bmh ar`gh, bcc tfg wf`cg sargbk`mi

elr fgc!. Bs stbrtgh tl stl! ary`mi fgbrh bm bkoucbmagbrr`vg. 'y fgbrt stbrtgh tl eggc fl!g# %fgy aluch rgv`vg

fukbms, aluchmt tfgyH

Qfbr!cy, tfg kgm rbm lut le tfg bkoucbmag w`tf b

strbìft, !cb`m ebags bmh olhy obis, E@ust `m absg,I tfgy tlch

kg. egct sàn ib"`mi bt tfgsg ec`ksy, usgcgss, lvgr-s`"gh o`m

obis, nmlw`mi tfbt ky 'uk bmh s`stgr aluch ?ust og stueegh

`mtl tfgsg obis bmh mgvgr sggm bib`m. %fg bkoucbmag kgmirboogh kg, try`mi fbrh tl igt kg bwby erlk ky ebk`cy.

4`gragcy, tr`gh tl eìft tfgk. %fgy sggkgh sl kuaf strlmigr

tfbm kg bt tfbt klkgmt alms`hgr`mi wbs b $gklm# egct bs

wgbn bs b t`my bmt.

4`vg kgkogrs le tfg argw fbh tl flch kg oban erlk

ky ebk`cy. 'y fb`r swumi `m ky ebag, tgbrs iusfgh erlk ky

gygs, bmh ky tfrlbt wbs ogi`mm`mi tl eggc slrg erlk

sargbk`mi. 'y wflcg olhy wbs stbrt`mi tl eggc muko/ wbse`mh`mi `t fbrh tl stbmh. wbs cuany tfg argw wbs su!!lrt`mi

kg, ltfgrw`sg wluch fbvg alccb!sgh.


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Bs slkg le tfg argw rgstrb`mgh kg, sbw tfg rgst

abrry twl eucc olhy obis lut le tfg abr. %fg olhy obis wgrg

"`!!gh u! tl tfg tl! bmh ylu aluch sgg tfg lutc`mg le b eìurg

`ms`hg. 'y fgbrt ogibm tl arukocg. =fgm sbw ky 'uk bmh

s`stgr `m tfg olhy obis ogabkg s`cgmt. ml clmigr egct wlrtfy

gmluif tl sargbk lr ary. %fgy aluchmt ary bmyklrg, sl wfy

sfluch fbvg oggm bocg tlH

%fgy rgcgbsgh kg sl tfbt aluch sgg ky 'uk bmh

s`stgr elr tfg cbst t`kg. D`!!`mi l!gm tfg olhy obi abrgeuccy,

sbw ky kuks !bcg, cègcgss ebag. stbrtgh tl s!gbn tl fgr.

E'uk, k slrry aluchmt !rltgat ylu# Zcgbsg

elri`vg kg, !cgbsgH clvg ylu. 'uk - bcwbys rgkgkogr tfbt.IBetgr s!gbn`mi tl ky kltfgr rbm tl ky s`stgr bmh

um"`!!gh tfg obi bmh sb`h, EGlsg, ky c`ttcg oboy s`stgr.

Ggkgkogr flw `t wbs, ylu bmh kg !cby`mi, cbuif`mi bmh

fbv`mi briukgmts lvgr s`ccy c`ttcg tf`mis. @ust rgkgkogr tfbt.

nmlw ylu abm fgbr kg slkgwfgrg, !cgbsg# lu wgrg tfg n`mh

bmh fb!!y lmg lut le us/ `t sfluchmt fbvg oggm ylu. t

sfluchvg oggm kg. k slrry, k slrry. $bh w`cc !by elr tf`s,

cgbv`mi ylu fgrg w`tflut sby`mi illhoyg. %rust kg# clvgylu, s`s, hlmt elrigt tfbt.I

cgbmgh hlwm bmh n`ssgh Glsgs fgbh sletcy, bmh tfbt

wbs tfbt. 'y lmcy ebk`cy wbs hgbh. %fgy wgrg ilmg elrgvgr.

5lw wbs cget lm ky lwm tl hgegmh elr kysgce - tf`s wbs

wfgrg ky !bst gmhgh bmh ky euturg ogibmJ

nby, sl, cgt kg tgcc ylu b o`t klrg bolut kg# =gcc, k b$gklm ylu nmlw tfbt oy mlw. gs, k bm gv`c ecgsf gbtgr#

$gs!`tg tfbt, hlmt eggh lee le fukbms - vg c`vgh lm bm`kbcs

elr hgabhgs.

wbs olrm b $gklm, s`mag b fukbm abmt og afbmigh

`mtl b $gklm. fbh b vgry fbrh cèg lr hgbtf, ylu aluch sby.

fbvg kbmy !lwgrs.

fbvg tfg bo`c`ty tl almtrlc k`mhs, rgbh !gl!cgs

k`mhs, su!gr`lr strgmitf, cìftm`mi s!ggh bmh kbmy klrg. 2uttfg wlrst `s wfgm igt fumiry. gbt fukbm ecgsf/ hr`mn ocllh

bs wgcc, out wg mggh tl surv`vg lm ecgsf. Ggkgkogr, k mlt b

Fbk!`rg#


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=fgm turm erlk ky mlrkbc fukbm ebag, wgcc, ylu

w`cc fbvg mgvgr sggm bmytf`mi c`ng `t ogelrg. %fg vg`ms `m ky

ebag b!!gbr tl og !uk!`mi w`tf ocllh. %fgm ky acbws, wgcc,

ogt ylurg wlmhgr`mi wfgrg igt ky mbkg erlk. 'y nmuancgs

!usf lut le ky sn`m bmh turm tl sfbr!, !l`mty, ocllh r`!!`mi

acbws. $g!gmh`mi lm flw bmiry bk, ky acbws abm irlw bs

oì bs %-GgO acbws# %fgm, wfgm sgg wgt ocllh ll"`mi erlk

slkglmgs olhy ky iìbmtà ebmis stbrt tl irlw erlk ky

iuks. Betgr tfbt tfg rgst elcclw, sclwcy arusf`mi tfg fukbm

tggtf bmh tbn`mi lvgr ky wflcg olhy. =f`cg ky ebmis irlw,

ky gygs afbmig alclur tll. %fg !u!`cs ogalkg sl h`cbtgh erlk

tfg ?ly bmh gOa`tgkgmt le sgg`mi ocllh, tfgy alvgr tfg wflcgle ky gygs. Qlkg !gl!cg sby `ts c`ng stbr`mi `mtl b ocban flcg

tfbt mgvgr gmhs tfbt `s, tfg !gl!cg wfl fbvg surv`vgh, le

alursg.

Qlkgt`kgs, slkg le tfg olmgs `m ky olhy kìft

orgbn, ogabusg ogalkg lvgr bhrgmbc`"gh bmh tfg olhy abmt

tbng `t. 2ut abm bcwbys ?ust !l! tfgk oban `mtl !cbag

betgrwbrhs.

egct c`ng afbmi`mi elrks lm tfg hby le tfg `ma`hgmt.2ut tl tf`s hby, tfgrg `s st`cc ml gv`hgmag tl sby tfbt ky $bh

wbs hr`v`mi c`ng b kbh kbm lr clst almtrlc le tfg wfggc.

Ql wlmhgr, flw h`h `t batubccy fb!!gmH r h`h

slkglmg hl tf`s lm !ur!lsgJH


16/26

Er`hby 25tfHgagkogr

?:2?

%lhby `s tfg sÒtggmtf le $gagkogr ()*(. ts ky o`rtfhby.

k lmg fumhrgh ygbrs lch tlhby/ yluh sby tfbts lch è ylu

wgrg b fukbm, out elr kg `ts ?ust tfg ogi`mm`mi le ky cèg.

2gc`gvg `t lr mlt, il tl wlrn. lu kust tf`mn bk

arb"y# 2ut wbmt tl fbvg b ?lo, sl b!!gbr tl og mlrkbc bmh

fukbm. hlmt il lut alk!gcc`mi !gl!cg elr klmgy bmh n`cc`mi

tfgk elr `t# 'lrglvgr, wlrn `m tfg a`ty, `m b alk!bmy abccgh

'àrl-=bys. =g try tl orggh kàrl- s`"g bm`kbcs sl tfbt tfgy

abm ogalkg flusgflch !gts elr ebk`c`gs. =g brg aurrgmtcy

wlrn`mi lm kàrl hlc!f`ms# =g wlrngh lm tf`s elr b egw ygbrs

mlw, out st`cc ml cuan#

%lhby bt wlrn tfgy oluift kg b abng sby`mi N((

tlhby. e lmcy tfgy nmgw tfg h`sturo`mi trutf# Qur!r`s`micy, hl fbvg clts le er`gmhs - k b vgry màg, sla`bocg !grslm# 2ut

hlmt rgbccy fbvg bmy aclsg er`gmhs ogabusg nmlw tfbt tfgy

w`cc gvgmtubccy h`g le lch big, sànmgss lr h`sgbsg.

5gvgrtfgcgss, hl fbvg lmg vgry aclsg er`gmh. lurg !rlobocy

tf`mn`mi wfbt b ellc bk. 2ut fgr mbkg `s Guoy. Qfg batubccy

`stwgmty-twl# Qfg wlrns `m tfg sbkg ?lo bs kg/ sfg fbs suotcg

fb"gc gygs w`tf b f`mt le orlwm rlumh fgr !u!`c, b sc`k eìurg

bmh bm lutil`mi !grslmbc`ty.=g kgt gìft ygbrs bil tl tf`s hby. Absubccy wbs

wbcn`mi flkg, ngg!`mi kysgce tl kysgce, wfgm suhhgmcy b

c`ttcg fukbm ouk!gh `mtl kg. Qfg fbh hrl!!gh fgr obi lm tfg

ecllr bmh gvgrytf`mi fbh ilmg ecy`mi, rb!`hcy sfg stbrtgh tl

b!lcli`"g. f`ssgh bt fgr tfgm turmgh brlumh bmh wbcngh lm.

h`hmt rgbccy tf`mn kuaf le fgr, umt`c tfg mgOt hby wfgm sbw

fgr bib`m luts`hg b c`ttcg af`chs h`sbocgh agmtrg. tfgm rgbc`sghsfg vlcumtggrgh tl clln betgr af`chrgm cgss elrtumbtg tfbm

fgrsgce. lu sfluchvg sggm fgr, fgr sk`cg wbrkgh tfg c`ttcg

n`hs fgbrts. Qfg kbhg tfgk cbuif bmh sk`cg. =fgm sbw tf`s,


17/26

ky !grag!t`lm le agrtb`m fukbms afbmigh. egct tfbt fukbms

wgrg ab!bocg le abr`mi bmh mlt og`mi sgce`sf bs tfgy mlrkbccy

brg.

fbh abuift fgr bttgmt`lm, bmh sfg abkg lut le tfg

agmtrg bmh stbrtgh tl tbcn tl kg. :b!!`cy afbttgh oban# 4rlk

tfgm wg ?ust acàngh, tfgm ilt fgr b ?lo bt 'àrl-=bys.

Betgr tfbt wg ?ust ogabkg c`ng s`stgrs. =g wgmt tl

gbaf ltfgrs flusgs, sfl! tligtfgr bmh c`vgh tligtfgr. clvg

fgr tl o`ts. :lwgvgr, tfg `kklrtbcs sby hlmt igt tll bttbafgh

tl fukbms ogabusg tfgy w`cc orgbn ylur fgbrt. Bcsl, tfgyvg

bcwbys sb`h tfbt fukbms brg ellh, mlt er`gmhs. ts mlt trug#

eìft tfg tf`rst elr ecgsf gvgry hby.Bmh `t `s b eìft, ogabusg ?ust rgagmtcy ilt acgbm le

fukbm ecgsf. usgh tl og egbrgh.


18/26

Oba `m !"#gkogr

2$%:

$ur`mi tfg *7+)s, wgmt oy tfg mbkg tfg N:ygmb, ogabusg

fygmbs arumaf tfrluif olmgs bmh str`! tfg`r vàt`ks acgbm.

E:lw abm ylu og abccgh tfg :ygmb, wfgm tfgy fumt `m

!bansHI ylu kìft bsn.

=gcc, wbs bclmg - fbh ml lmg tl fumt w`tf, gvgm

lvgrclln`mi tfg ebat tfbt $gklms abmt og bmywfgrg mgbr gbaf

ltfgr. 2ut `t wbs illh tl og abccgh tfbt - `t ilt !gl!cg tf`mn`mi,

wlmhgr`mi bmh egbr`mi kg.

%fg mbkg st`cc fbumts kg tl tf`s hby. Guoy fbs ml `hgb

le wfbt bk, flwgvgr !cbm tl tgcc fgr tlmìft ogabusg `ts mlt

eb`r tfbt sfg sfluch !lur fgr fgbrt lut tl kg wf`cg eggh fgr

c`gs bolut kg.

w`cc - bk il`mi tl tgcc fgr tlmìft. =fbt fbvg ilttl og berb`h leH =gcc, b!brt erlk cls`mi ky ogst er`gmh,

mltf`mi#

%fg :ygmb. =fbt w`cc sfg tf`mn le kg og`mi b kbss kurhgrgrH

Betgr ky 'uk bmh s`stgrs hgbtf bmh ky $bhs h`sb!!gbr`mi

bat wgmt lee tfg rb`cs, umalmtrlccbocg, và`lus bmh tfg wlrst.

Ql clst.

fbh ml lmg tl abrg elr kg bmh sby, E


19/26

fumt`mi `m tfg hbrn bmywby ogabusg `t ibvg kg klrg le b tfr`cc,

le tfg fukbms fgbrts !lumh`mi bt tfg tfluift le kg. t kbhg

kg wbmt tl egbst klrg.

Ql ng!t lm il`mi h`hmt stl! elr b orgbn. t wgmt

lm elr tfrgg klmtfs. kust fbvg n`ccgh tflusbmhs le !gl!cg.

clvgh `t, mgvgr wbmtgh tl stl!# 'y ebag wbs alvgrgh `m ocllh,

ocllh rumm`mi tfrluif ky e`migrs. 2gst le bcc tfg wbrk eggc`mi

le ecgsf sarb!`mi sclwcy hlwm ky tfrlbt, le tfg ocllh !uk!`mi

tfrluif ky vg`ms. t egct c`ng wbs `m fgbvgm.

=fbt b cèg fbh oban tfgm# aluch hl wfbt wbmtgh,

og wfbt wbmtgh, bmh gbt wfbt wbmtgh.

%fgm `t bcc stl!!gh `m *7+*. wbs lm b vgry suaagsseucfumt. `cc mi, cbuif`mi, ml eggc`mis `mvlcvgh. Kmbwbrg,

slkglmg suhhgmcy abkg u! ogf`mh kg orlng ky cgis `m twl#

Qmb!!gh ky brks sl tfgy wgrg !l`mt`mi hèegrgmt wbys bmh

v`lcgmtcy tw`stgh ky mgan# alccb!sgh tl tfg ecllr, ky wflcg

olhy c`ng ?gccy, bmh tfgm ocbangh lut.

wlng u! `m orlbh hbycìft.

sargbkgh bt tfg tl! le ky rltt`mi cumis. Zbmàn`mi tr`gh tl klvg out wbs afb`mgh tl b wbcc, w`tf fgbvy, hbumt`mi

afb`ms tfbt wluchmt cgt kg il. stl!!gh sargbk`mi oy tfgm,

out wbs st`cc try`mi tl orgbn ergg erlk tfg afb`ms.

2y mlw wbs stbrt`mi tl eggc ky sn`m ourm erlk tfg

sum - mlw stbrtgh tl !bmà. h`hmt wbmt tl h`g erlk tfg sum.

=fbt wbs il`mi lmH

ut tfg alrmgr le ky gyg sbw slkg irggm eumi` cy`migcgibmtcy lm tfg ecllr. Bs cgbmgh elrwbrh tl igt b ogttgr

icbmag, slkgtf`mi rusfgh bt kg irboogh ky ?bw bmh elragh `t

l!gm, tfgm h`rgatcy betgr tfbt stueegh `t hlwm ky tfrlbt.

t tbstgh bweuc/ `t stbrtgh b e`gry sgmsbt`lm hlwm ky

tfrlbt. tr`gh tl eìft tfg elrag out `t wbs tll strlmi - wflgvgr

tf`s wbs, wbmtgh kg sl obhcy.

fbt elr wlmhgrgh tl kysgce. bs tf`s pgrslm

pcby`mi tràns w`tf ky k`mh H`h tfgy kgmtbccy wfbt kg tl il`msbmg

Bs rgcuatbmtcy swbcclwgh tfg eumi`, tfg !grslm

vbm`sfgh. h`hmt umhgrstbmh. =fy wbsmt tfg sum beegat`mi


20/26

kg mlwH %fgm rgbc`sgh - tf`s h`siust`mi eumius wbs stl!!`mi

kg erlk turm`mi tl bsf# %fgrg wbs b wby aluch afgbt

sumcìft, ygs# 5lw aluch n`cc `m oltf tfg hby bmh tfg mìft.

%fgm, tfg eìurg b!!gbrgh bib`m. :g f`ssgh bt kg bmh

sb`h, Elurg mgvgr il`mi tl og n`cc`mi fukbms gvgr bib`m#I

wbs !u""cgh, mgvgr fbh kgt tf`s kbm ogelrg out ygt

fg wbmtgh tl fgc! kg. 5l lmg fbh gvgr tr`gh tl fgc! kg ogelrg,

ogabusg ml lmg abrgh gmluif bolut kg. %fg kbm wbs rìft u!

`m ky ebag. :g fbh orìft orlwm fb`r bmh iclw`mi, lrbmig gygs

tfbt wgrg tfg sbkg alclur le b rbi`mi e`rg, bmh b cìft !bstgc

sn`m alclur. :g wbs vgry fbmhslkg `mhggh.

%f`s kbm fbh oclwm ky orgbtf bwby# =g ib"gh `mtlgbaf ltfgrs gygs elr b sgalmh, out tfgm orlng tfg almmgat`lm

bmh bsngh f`k wfbt f`s mbkg wbs.

EAlchgm,I fg sb`h, `m b fusny, alk!gcc`mi vlàg. h`h

mlt rgalim`sg tfg mbkg.

:g wbs rìft u! `m ky ebag/ fg irboogh ky ?bw,

klv`mi `t cget tl rìft, u! bmh hlwm. Bs è fg wbs clln`mi elr

slkgtf`mi. :`s fbmhs wgrg rluif out fg klvgh kg u! bmh

hlwm igmtcy.&lh, fg wbs trucy fbmhslkg.


21/26

:g turmgh brlumh bt kg bmh cbuifgh. Flw fg hbrg

"ugst`lm ky ogbuty! bmir`cy tfluift. gt tf`s kbhg kg klrg

hgtgrk`mgh tl fbvg f`k.

:g fgch f`s fbmh u! tl ky ebag bmh sb`h, EBmh wfgm

sbw ylu `mstbmtcy ogabkg bttrbatgh tl ylu, Bmmb Acbws.I

%fgm sflutgh oban, Elu c`br# Qtl! !cby`mi ibkgs#I

E2gc`gvg wfbt ylu wbmt, Bmmb Acbws.I

Bctfluif sus!gatgh fg wbs cy`mi, ky fgbrt stbrtgh

ogbt`mi tgm tl b hl"gm bmh aluch fgbr f`s fgbrt !àn`mi u! b

ogbt. :g cllngh bt kg bmh ibvg kg b fbce sk`cg bmh sb`h,

EQclw ylur fgbrt hlwm Bmmb, ltfgrw`sg cc stbrt tl tf`mn tfbt

ylu fbvg ogalkg bttrbatgh tl kg.I :g tfgm wbcngh bwby.%fgm ogcclwgh, Egbf, wgcc ylurg wrlmi. hlmt

ebmay ylu# =fl wluchHI %fgm wg`rhcy b klumt`mi sk`cg

b!!gbrgh lm ky ebag, tf`s kbm Alchgm wbs !cby`mi ibkgs bmh

wbs sclwcy stbrt`mi tl !cby tfgk tll. gt, egct slkgtf`mi elr

tf`s lmg scy kbm, wfàf vg mgvgr egct elr bmyolhy `m ky

wflcg gmt`rg gO`stgmag# =bs tf`s flw ylu egct wfgm ylu wgrg

ebcc`mi `m clvgH

%fgm fg sb`h, EBmmb Acbws, ylur trb`m`mi tl og fukbmbib`m stbrts#I

egct sabrgh out fb!!y ogabusg gvgm nmgw wbs il`mi

tl il tfrluif :gcc, bt cgbst wluch og w tf tfg gvgr-sl

fbmhslkg kbm Alchgm. :g ybmngh tfg afb`ms lee tfg wbcc bmh

sb`h, EQtbmh.I

=b`t b sgalmh# :lw fbh fg ?ust !uccgh tflsg afb`ms

lee le tfbt wbccH :g aluchmt og b $gklm, sl fg kust fbvgoggm b Fbk!`rg# ng!t tf`s almacus`lm tl kysgce. 5lw, clvgh

og`mi `m f`s alk!bmy out bt tf`s !l`mt `m t`kg custgh elr ocllh

lvgr cust`mi elr b kbm.

wbs ergg/ kbhg b ;uàn hbsf elr `t out ogelrg fbh

gvgm klvgh tgm ybrhs Alchgm fbh irboogh ky fb`r bmh !uccgh

kg oban tl wfgrg tfg afb`ms wgrg. :g sb`h, Elurg il`mi tl

fbvg tl cgbrm tfg fbrh wby,I `m b vgry erìftgm`mi out sghuat`vg

wby.=f`cg fg wbs !ucc`mi kg oban sargbkgh, E&gt lee le

kg# Cgbvg kg bclmg#I


22/26

Betgr tfbt, fg elragh kg hlwm bmh sb`h, EC`stgm tl kg,

i`rc/ ylurg il`mi tl hl wfbt tgcc ylu hl tl. r gcsg JI

Cbuif`mi, sb`h, E=fbt aluch ylu !lssòcy hl tl us

su!gr`lr $gklmsH lurg ?ust b c`ttcg Fbk!`rg.I

:g t`ctgh f`s fgbh tl lmg s`hg bmh tfgm !ut f`s ebag

rìft `m erlmt le k`mg. :g wbs sl aclsg aluch eggc f`s orgbtf

gOfbc`mi lm ky ebag. %fgm fg sb`h, EBmmb Acbws, aluch hl

tf`mis ogylmh ylur `kbi`mbt`lm. bk mlt ?ust bm lrh`mbry

Fbk!`rg wfl `s usgcgss. bk `k!lrtbmt bmh k tfg lmcy

!grslm wfl abm sbvg ylu erlk og`mi wfbt ylu hlmt wbmt tl

og.I

:`s twl fbmhs mlw igmtcy fgch ky ebag, bmh fg sb`h,EBmmb, hl ylu mlt wbmt tl og mlrkbc bmh tl og bocg tl clvgHI

'y orgbtf`mi rbagh sl ebst tfbt Alchgm tr`gh tl sclw `t

hlwm. Zrlk!tcy, sb`h, EZcgbsg fgc! kg, Alchgm/ wfbtgvgr

try tl hl tl orgbn ylur rucgs, !um`sf kg sl tfbt abm cgbrm bmh

mgvgr hl `t bib`m. Zcus, lov`luscy wbmt tl cgbrm flw tl clvg.I

Bt tf`s klkgmt `m t`kg wbs sl fb!!y tl fbvg bm

lvgr!lwgr`mi, sgOy bmh acgvgr kbm w`tf kg. Bs lur stbrg

hgg!gmgh, fg ;uàncy turmgh f`s fgbh bwby bmh hrl!!gh f`sbrks erlk ky ebag bmh stllh u!.

wbs stummgh. Fbk!`rgs wgrg lur `kklrtbc gmgk`gs,

ygt wbs hgvgcl!`mi bm gvgr-irlw`mi beegat`lm elr lmg le

tfgk. :lw aluch fbvg oggm ebcc`mi `m clvg w`tf lur gtgrmbc

gmgkyH 5lrkbccy, wfgm fgbrh tfg wlrh NFbk!`rg wluch

fbvg butlkbtàbccy turmgh `mtl ky $gklm elrk bmh tr`gh tl r`!

bmytf`mi b!brt. 2ut h`hmt fbvg bm urig tl r`! f`k b!brt - `t?ust kbhg kg klrg bttrbatgh tl f`k. wbmtgh f`s fgc!.

ogiigh f`k, E hlmt wbmt tl og b klmstgr. wbmt `t

tl og flw `t wbs ogelrg ky ebk`cy wgrg tbngm bwby erlk kg.

ZcgbsgHI

E%fbts wfy k fgrg Bmmb Acbws, tl fgc! ylu, mlt

!um`sf ylu elr wfbt ylu brg. k b klmstgr tll#I


23/26

&bmubry

2$%2

t wbs tfg elurtggmtf hby w`tf Alchgm, bmh `t wbs b vgry um-

elrigttbocg hby. fbh ?ust wlngm u! wfgm sbw Alchgms eggt

stbmh`mi `m erlmt le kg. h`hmt tf`mn fg nmgw wbs bwbng

ygt. :bh fg oggm stbmh`mi fgrg wbtaf`mi kg, bmh try`mi tl

!rltgat kgH e wfbt wbs tf`mn`mi wbs rgbc tfgm egct s!ga`bc

bmh fb!!y `ms`hg.

=f`cg strgtafgh, cllngh oban bmh sbw ml eggt

stbmh`mi tfgrg. $`h fg mlt wbmt kg tl nmlw tfbt fg fbh oggm

stbmh`mi tfgrg, su!!lsghcy !rltgat`mi kgH =bs fg sflw`mi b

sgargt beegat`lm elr kgH


24/26

fb!!`mgss hlgsmt cbst elrgvgr ogabusg tfgrg wbs b kbss`vg abr

arbsf tfbt w`!gh lut ky 'uk bmh s`stgr.I

aluch eggc kysgce stbrt tl wgcc u! bmh Alchgm aluch

sgmsg `t tll. Qletcy, fg sb`h, E$lmt ary Bmmb Acbws, !cgbsgH

k fgrg elr ylu.I

KmgO!gatghcy bmh scycy fg irboogh ky fbmh. Bs fg

irboogh ky fbmh wg oltf cllngh bt lmg bmltfgr bmh tfgm

`kkgh`btgcy orlng erlk f`s irbs!. %fgm fg tlch kg tl abrry

lm.

E wbs hgvbstbtgh oy tfg clss le ky lmcy ebk`cy bmh

ky $bh cgbv`mi kg bt suaf b ylumi big. %fgm wgmt lm b

rbk!big, n`cc`mi `mmlagmt fukbms. Cuan`cy, betgr b egw klmtfsylu sbw kg bmh ylu fbvg afbmigh ky c`eg, s`mag. 2ban tfgm

h`hmt abrg elr tfg fukbms out mlw rgbc`sg tfgrg w`cc bcwbys

og b acluh le iu`ct fbmi`mi lvgr kg. t w`cc mgvgr il bwby, w`cc

`t, AlchgmHI

Et hg!gmhs, Bmmb/ `t hg!gmhs lm flw kuaf iu`ct bmh

rgklrsg ylu eggc. Zcus, ylu w`cc mgvgr hl `t bib`m. 4rlk mlw

lm ylu w`cc try tl fgc! fukbms bmh hgstrly klmstgrs.I

%fgm sbt u! bmh sb`h, E hl eggc iu`ct bmh rgklrsgstrlmicy, out hlmt tf`mn wlmt gvgr og bocg tl hl `t bib`m#I

Alchgm tfgm sbt u! bmh sb`h EQgg BmmbH %fbts wfy

ylurg fgrg, umt`c ylu brg surg tfbt ylu w`cc mgvgr n`cc bib`m

bmh tfbt ylu eggc gklt`lms bmh clvg. =gcc tf`mn tfbt ylu abm

eggc tfbt bcrgbhy.I Bs fg sb`h tfbt fg ibvg kg b scy w`mn bmh

stbrtgh tl ocusf.

%fgm bsngh f`k, E=fbts ylur stlry tfgm, AlchgmHIE=gcc Bmmb, ylu hlmt mggh tl wlrry bolut tfbt. lu

w`cc e`mh lut sllm gmluif.I

EQl ylurg mlt il`mi tl tgcc kg betgr ?ust !lurgh ky

fgbrt lut tl yluHI

EBmmb, hlmt wlrry, flmgstcy. lucc e`mh lut `m ygbrs

tl alkg.I

E=fls tl sby wgrg il`mi tl og w`tf gbaf ltfgr `m b

egw ygbrs t`kgHIE=gcc abm gbs`cy brrbmig `t, Bmmb Acbws.I %fg wby

fg sb`h wbs vgry grlt`a bmh kystgr`lus. :lw aluch fg brrbmig


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tfbtH Kmcgss, fg wluch kbng kg stby fgrg elrgvgr. @ust kg bmh

f`k, elr gtgrm`ty. =luch tfbt rgbccy fbvg oggmH

Cbtgr lm tfbt hby, fg wbs tgbaf`mi kg tl ìmlrg ky

ocllh cust. :g wbs hl`mi tf`s oy autt`mi f`s lwm sn`m w`tf b

c`ttcg rlan bmh hr`!!`mi `t lmtl tfg ecllr `m erlmt le kg. fbtgh

vbk!`rg ocllh flwgvgr, bmy ocllh bt tf`s klkgmt `m t`kg

wluch fbvg cgh kg tl !brbh`sg. %fg tgst wbs tl sgg è wluch

ec`maf, lr gvgm clln bt tfg ocllh. :g bcsl wbmtgh tl sgg è

wluch afbmig `mtl ky $gklm elrk bmh orgbn ergg erlk tfg

afb`ms. Bmh tfgm !lssòcy rbvgmluscy hr`mn f`s ocllh bmh gbt

f`k bctligtfgr#

Qtbmh`mi oy b rlan, fg wbs mlw rìft `m erlmt le kgautt`mi f`ksgce. Kmelrtumbtgcy, ky gygs wgrg sgbcgh lm f`s

ocllh sclwcy trànc`mi erlk f`s clvgcy !bstgc sn`m. =fgm `t

hr`!!gh lmtl tfg ecllr tfg slumh vòrbtgh sl cluhcy tfrluif ky

gbrs, egct bs è ky gbrs wgrg il`mi tl !l! c`ng b ouoocg#

stbrtgh tl ogalkg rgstcgss bmh turmgh ky fgbh cget bmh rìft,

clln`mi gvgrywfgrg tfbt aluch tfbt wbs bwby erlk tfg ocllh.


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rgcbOgh bs wb`tgh elr f`s c`!s tl ogalkg clangh lm k`mg.

wbs rgbhy elr `k!bat, out egct mltf`mi.

mstgbh fg cllngh bt kg bmh sb`h, E=g fbvg bm

gtgrm`ty tl n`ss bmh flch lmg bmltfgr, lr hl ylu wbmt kg tfbt

obhHI Betgr sby`mi tfbt fg !rlhuagh b o`i, iclw`mi, rbh`bmt

sk`cg.

sk`cgh oban. egct b o`t gkobrrbssgh tfluif, tfbt

fbh ?ust ilmg tl n`ss f`k bmh ilt mltf`mi oban. 2ut fg wbs

r`ift/ wg fbh elrgvgr tl n`ss bmh tl !rltgat gbaf ltfgr. $`hmt

wgH

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