do you want me to stay or leave?
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a bit of poetry + photographyTRANSCRIPT
divya m. persaud
d i v y a m . p e r s a u d
do you want me to stay or leave?
a bit of poetry
THE BIRDS OF MOHAVE
I want to see the birds of Mohave butdo they want to see me? a desert isnot for a girl to search for birds andthe thunderstorms are pressing throughthe mountains now.
I want to fly with the birds of Mohavebut I am frightened of giants watchingus, for flight in empty places is a stolenthing; it is, in fact,a lie.
I want to become a bird in Mohavewhen the sun hits the stones;when virga clouds become promiseskept; when the brushes turn to thrushes
and vulture feed into macaws andwhen the trailing dusts behind planesare reborn into endless murdersand when the haze cities give birthto me, to me,
I want to see the birds of Mohave to seeme
FLOWERS
I dress you in sunsetsbecause I have burns onmy eyes and the nightfrightens me and the residual warmth ofdaytime on your facemakes me want toforget the days myflowers have lived
MASS / RELEVANCE (1)
autumns in parallel / symptoms in threebewitch you, I / beseech me, you; wethrice evasion seek / twice persuasion leech
the orange intangible / cold nestling earsbristling, storm towers / flowers on the beachi, ours, yours, mine / cataclysm, each
and I am left to breach / quiet synchronyleafed infamy, fall / into mesee / this three-word liturgy
autumns in parallel / symptoms in threebewitch you, I / bewitch, you, me
STAR ANISE
clove vapor:vesper, numbing,
reach insideand plant thisred forest ofkelp gone dry;
tulsi stainsmy palms,
so rest yoursin them andextricatethis quietude
from my bones,soaked fruit;
I am become [anise blossoms]we are become
DO NOT FLINCH
unveil my teeth about yourneck: youthful bird, thesefeathers are mine, do not flinch:
I am the moon tonight and youdo not know whence my lightpeels away your reddened
eyes, this light fading; I amthe belt of Orion, struckgold in these Eastern lanterns
lit by Venus in the dregsof September, you, octobrisumbra, vis, vis,
I am everything
RENEW ME
and rescribe: you once touched my neck,gently - say this again;
and remit: shoestrike through gravel.Fighter planes overhead–
and revise: my eyes were dry fromrage and rage and rage
and revise: my eyes were dry fromnot speaking in so long, so let us,
and rewild: toothed ribbon tied inmy ghost hair, now about your wrist,
and retrieve: the rain, unknown, foreign,so sweet through wildfire dusk
and retrieve: the rain, known, foreign
and retrieve: me, through wildfire
and retrieve: me, unknown, wild
THE LAST OF THE SUMMER MUSK
aerosolhoney;
mollify thisgolden spool of
thread, theseunsung spirits,
tetrachromacy;
blinding, zephyriticeuphoria of the
evaporite, itshue so imbibed:
regrets asunder;egrets’ plunder;
lingual is theavian theft
as the sodic vapor, as the
apiary star-song,as this, the final
musk of summer.
d i v y a m . p e r s a u d © 2015