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Letting you go
It came out of the blue
Something I didn't know,
My feelings were true
You said "let me go."
I'm so confused now
You threw us away.
I don't understand how,
Don't know what to say.
I just want to stay
And make this love last
But now there's no way,
You've made me your past.
The minutes pass by
Since we've been apart,
My eyes, they cry
You've broken my heart
You don't want to hurt me
This much, I know
But its killing me to see
I must let you go.
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Betrayed
I trusted you more than anything,
And claimed you as my friend.
But I made the biggest mistake,
And you lied to me in the end.
I believed you, I trusted you,
I cared for you, and at times I cried.
But in the end I didn't get the real truth
And for so long you lied.
I can't believe I was so stupid,
I believed all your lies.
I made the Biggest mistake
And now my heart cries.
So now I'm asking you why?
Why did you hurt me that way?
I called on you when I needed help.
But in the end I was betrayed
I did everything in my power,
To make you suceed,
to achieve your goals.
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Then you turned your back on me,
And now my heart is filled with holes.
I helped you with problems,
The secrets that only you and I shared
You took the guy I was in love with
We called each other, I told you "I cared"
I told you my problems
And at times I would cry
I told you my feelings for him
And in the end the feelings you denied.
And now I'm the fool
I believed you, I trusted you
Now you say you are sorry!!!
Is that all you have to say????
But it doesn't matter any more
Cuz in the end I was still betrayed.
Mar 9, 2008
Feel Something
I hate you right now!!
I dont want to hurt you with my words or even my fists
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I need the blow to be devastatinly hard to your heart
The one you say you do not have
And right now I believe you
I want and need for you to feel
I would settle for any emotion
I can not take empty and confused words much more
Hate me for pushing too much
Miss me because your without me
Envy the man who is with me
Hope that you will see me soon
Regret ever meeting me
Love me
All I ask is that you feel just one emotion for me
I do not care which of the many you choose
Just that you have one clear cut untainted feeling inside
I know the emotion I feel
My emotion is strong and clear
But hurt threatens to taint and cloud
My steady feeling
Still I stand brave in the face of hurt
And wage the battle waiting to see
Whether my prayers will be answered
Or I will face my demon
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Jul 13, 2007
Memories
When we were children
The world was our play-thing
An endless supply of fun and laughter
As we grew so did the world
We realized that everything was not play
Our lives took us different places
But we always had the memories
A bright reminder of innocence and folly
Something to light even the darkest of hours
You followed your call to duty and honor
I went out into the world to nurtue
Both of us trying so hard not to fall
But here I stand alone
Forever in my heart you will be.
I miss you now more than you know
I will always hold our percious memories
Jun 13, 2007
What I need to know
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She say: I need something more
he says: What more do you need?
She: I need to feel passion. I need to feel like I am alive. I need to like you want me.
he: You are alive. You have a pulse.
She: Do you love me?
he: Yes .... I think so.
She: It is not a hard question. Do you love me?
He: I don't know.
She: That is what I needed to know.
She kisses him on the cheek and turns and walks out the door.
Jun 10, 2007
Listen
I need to feel something
Anything
I need it to change
This is not working for me anymore
I am not just going to slip silently into the back ground
I am here or I am not
Which way do you want it?
I think it might be better if I leave and never come back
I should bow out gracefully before I make a fool of myself
Do you ever listen?
Are you listening now?
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No, I guess not
I would be asking for too much
Mar 3, 2007
Easy for Me
Where do we go from here?
We have run out of things to say.
The silence is awkward and painful
But, no one says anything.
I don't know how long I can take it.
I feel like I am standing here all by myself
Naked and alone
I want to scream and shout to make you hear
Hear how my heart breaks with every empty word from your lips
But you know nothing
You think it is all ok
You think I don't care but I do
I care too much
I dont want to care because I know you don't
But it is not that easy for me
Oh, how it wish it were that easy for me.
Feb 25, 2007
Words
There are unspokenwords.
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Words that have no sound
Their meaning onlyknow to us.
No one has to saythem.
Their effect will come.
We may see,we may not.
Jan 18, 2007
Waiting
He smiles at me gently,
his smile so soft and sweet,
I look carefully into his eyes,
andget lost in the wonders beneath
His hand brushes against my cheek,
and sends shivers down my spine,
he slowly tucks my hair behind my ear,
with a touch that is caring and kind
I gently lay my head against his chest,
and feel his arms lock around me,
his love for me is definitely strong,
this is one thing I can surely see
My eyes are beginning to close,
and my eyelashes brush against my cheek
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I know that with him I am protected,
and with him I don't have to feel weak
Hes always been there to dry my tears,
and bring me back when I couldn't go on,
he listens to me when I just need to talk,
we have formed an unbreakable bond
He kisses me in the rain,
with the moon shining softly in the night,
his hugs make me feel something special,
they always seem to be just right
He always holds my hand so tight,
as if to never let go,
whenever we are together,
it feels like everything is just so
Nobody else even exists,
he is the only one in my world,
he always tells me he will never find,
another perfect girl
Everything about him is amazing,
there is not one thing I would take away,
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my love for him only grows stronger,
with every passing day
This guy is the perfect thing for me,
his place nobody can fill,
I just haven't met him yet,
and wonder if I ever will
11:44 PM
Jan 9, 2007
Uncertain
These are just something that I had to get out. I dont think they have any real meaning.
Things won't work the way we want it
If in the very beginning we didn't plan it
Let's both be sensible and see things justly
Let's not pretend so we'll never be sorry
Days pass and as I see it, it's just a waste
If for in fact, we never can seem to face
That things just don't work for the two of us
Even if we both have each other's trust
Time don't seem to come in our favor
And everyday we both lose the fervor
Of the love we thought we could eventually sense
Let's not pretend if we can't be more than just friends
We try so hard to come up with something
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Out of this dying, fading flame of our feelings
What can we do if the road has turned bumpy?
Let's not pretend if we're just not meant to be
It is so hard to let go of someone like you
Someone whom I thought would be forever true
But then even if you try to hide what's in your heart
It just makes the space between us grow apart
I don't mean to say that I never loved at all
I really did my best so that we both can't fall
I tried so hard to make you feel what I feel
But then let's not pretend if this isn't just for real
The real reason is that I find it so unfair
For this love has turned into a one-sided love affair
What more can I do if you can't love me still?
I can't force you to show me what you don't feel
With a heavy heart, let's just say goodbye
You may not see it but deep inside I die
But let's not pretend, let's say farewell to me and you
Sometimes I can't even go to bed
Because when I close my eyes
All I can see is you in my head
I don't think one day has gone by
That you haven't crossed my mind
Every time I remember, I cry
How can you have meant so much to me
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And I have meant nothing to you
I was so blind, there was so much I didn't see
It's like I was lost
And didn't know what to say
Whenever you held me close
I just wish I would never had come to realize
The whole time I thought u cared
I had been believing a lie
Jan 4, 2007
Why?
Forever Mine, I'm not quite sure
Past conversations are just a blur
you know that feeling of weak at the knees
like you could be that one for me.
Forever it seems that I have searched
to find someone just like you.
Someone to share my hopes and dreams with,
Someone to brighten my days.
Someone to wipe the tears from my eyes
if I was sad,
Someone to hold my hand.
Someone who'd be there to hold me tight,
Someone who understands.
This newfound feeling inside me,
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it's almost more that I can take.
A feeling I have never felt before...
A feeling I'd like to get to know more.
Baby, I just want you to know...
I think you are that someone
that I've been searching for..
who could make my life complete.
I think you are that someone
who would love me endlessly
and would show me what life really means.
And I hope I can be with you
day after day.
Because I'm falling for you more
than my words could ever say.
Standing here all on my own,
watching life go by,
taking in those dreadful words,
...a tear drops from my eye,
I stood there as i watched you run,
and waited for the pain,
love can be a painful thing,
you used my love in vain,
Why'd you leave me here to cry?,
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our love had felt so...right,
why'd you go and break my heart,
just like you did that night,
let me kiss your lips once more,
so I can see it's true,
help me see your love is gone,
that I can't be with you,
don't leave me here to fall apart,
to watch you fade away,
tell me how you really feel,
and why you just won't stay,
I never thought I'd cry so much,
I want to see this through...
although you'll never feel for me.....
I always will love you.
You have hurt me in so many ways
More ways than you can ever believe
Being a good friend to the one who actually cared
I something you did not achieve
I did so much for you
And was nothing but a friend
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But all of that is over
I guess this has to be the end
I was the one you used to talk to
About everything that went through your mind
I thought that you were different than the rest
I thought that you were a magnificent find
But now you have hurt me so much
And I don't know what to do
I used to think that you actually cared about me
But all you really cared about was you
You talked so down to me
And in a way that no one else would
If I was strong enough to tell you what I actually thought
I guarantee you, I would
So you can think what you want
Because me opinion will never change
Now that you came in and hurt my heart
My whole life I have to rearrange
I have people who actually care about me
Because I know that you never will
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But now I have an empty space in my heart
That you will never again get to fill
It seems like you don't even care about me
And you never really did
But you would talk so bad about me
Almost like you were still a kid
Every time I'm done talking to you
I always start to cry
Then I try to tell you what happened
And you would always ask why?
So I guess our friendship is over
It has come to the end
And for you to tell me I was never there
Is not a characteristic of a true friend
So continue on with you life
But it will have to be without me
Because all of the times I was hurting
Because of you, the same I will never be
So when you have nobody
And you need somebody to care
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Do not try to call me
Because I will not be there
Dec 30, 2006
When Ever After Comes True
A friend of mine wrote this and I thought I would share!!
When Ever After Comes True
I've promised you my love
a thousand times for every shooting star
and for your heart I will fight
no matter what the war
The world lied to us, when they promised the perfect happily ever after
but I've chosen to love you
and, my love, my heart holds forever true
I will fight every battle
through fear and broken dreams
I'll wrap my arms around you at midnight
and kiss away every tear
And I lied to myself, when I said I knew the way
that I would be everything you ever needed
and that you would never cry again
But, my love, I'm learning
you're teaching me with every word
every smile and gentle reproof
you're showing me how to love
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and you're giving me the world
I've promised you my love
a thousand times for every shooting star
and for your heart I will fight
no matter what the war
and this is my promise to you -
that my heart will never grow cold
oh, that our kiss will be forever sweet
my love, for you I will dream a hundred galaxies
and lay them at your feet
Dec 29, 2006
Hope, Faith, and Patience
These are just a few of my favorite quotes concerning the topics of Hope, Faith, and Patience.
Faith
Faith sees the invisible, believes in the unbelievable, and recieves the impossiple. --Corrie Ten Boom
For we walk by faith, not by sight. --2 Corinthians 5:7
Hope
But I will hope continually, and will yet praise thee more and more.--Psalm 71:14
Hope is the thing with feathers that perches in the soul, and sings the tunes without the words and
never stops at all. -- Emily Dickinson
If it were not for hopes, the heart would break. -- Thomas Fuller
Patience
And so, after he had patiently endured, he obtained the promise. -- Hebrews 6:15
Beware the fury of a patient man. -- John Dryden
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Have patience with all things, but chiefly have patience with yourself. Do not lose courage in considering
your own imperfections, but instantly set about remedying them - every day begin the task anew.-- Saint
Francis De Sales
Dec 27, 2006
Meanings of Kisses
Kiss on the hand - I adore you.
Kiss on the cheek - I just want to be friends. (Does Not always mean that!!)
Kiss on the chin - You are cute!
Kiss on the neck - I want you.
Kiss on the lips - I love you.
Kiss on the ears - Let's have some fun.
Kiss anywhere else - You're the best!
Different Types of Kisses
All Over Kiss
Grab your partner gently, then begin kissing the forehead, moving down to the nose. Tenderly, with an
aggressive feeling, give your partner your best kiss right on the lips. Next, move your way down and
continue with your own imagination.
Frustrating Kiss
(For women) In the middle of a kissing session, when your guy leans in to kiss you, let his lips nearly
touch yours, then quickly pull your head back a few inches. Do this a few times in a row. It'll frustrate
him and cause him to tighten his grip on you before he finally captures your lips for a hot desirable kiss.
Kiss with a Twist
Lean in to kiss your partner and just as they come to meet your lips, pull back. They'll think your playing,
but surprise them by leaning in and giving them the kiss of a lifetime!
Laughter Kiss
Lean in like you're going to kiss your partner. Get close enough to where your lips slightly brush theirs as
you whisper a joke. Just make sure it's a good joke!
Neck Nibble Kiss
Gently nibble up and down your partners neck. End with a gentle kiss on the lips.
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Rain Kiss
When alone with your lover in the street during rain, gently pull him/her aside and kiss them in the rain.
It's very romantic.
Tickle Kiss
While hugging your partner, tickle them and make them laugh. While they're laughing, kiss them. Then
tickle and kiss again. Women especially love this one!
Tiger Kiss
Quietly sneak up behind your partner making sure they do not know what you are going to do. Out of
the blue, grab them and gently bite their neck. Make sure to get a few good growls in too. This will
surely surprise them.
Waistline Kiss
Kiss your partner softly, just slightly below and adjacent to the belly button. This will drive pretty much
any woman wild.
Dec 25, 2006
What do I do?
My knees start to shake,
When you're in sight.
My mind filled with wonder,
My heart with fright.
When will this feeling stop?
When did it start?
How can I listen to my mind,
Without breaking my heart.
I'm so confused
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What should I do?
I can't think of anything
Except you.
Should I ignore you,
Or just give it time?
I can't think straight
My heart controls
My mind.
dec 21, 2006
I love you - those three words have my life in them.
~ byAlexandrea to Nicholas III ~
What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
~ by Ralph Waldo Emerson ~
The most eloquent silence; that of two mouths meeting in a kiss.
~ by Unknown ~
Love cannot endure indifference. It needs to be wanted. Like a lamp, it needs to be fed out of the oil of
another's heart, or its flame burns low.
~ by Henry Ward Beecher ~
I wear it for..
I have somthing I wear everyday
I wear it around my neck
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It is a symbol
It means many things to many people
But to me it means
Hope and Faith
I just dont wear it for me
I wear it for my friends in arms
I wear it for those who have lost their faith and hope
I wear it for you and me
You know
You know who you are
I don't have to say your name
We meant in the most unexpected time and way
Everything happened so quickly
Almost in the blink of an eye
The connection was instant and strong
We were friends right away
There was the possibility of something more
But there was another who lurked in his mind
No matter how he felt for me
She was never far behind
Soon she jumped out of his mind into our reality
Things are so complicated and confusing
Knowing he has pain hurts me
I tell him to do what he thinks is best for him
All I want is for him to be happy
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So I hope this will help you some
I am glad to have you as my friend
You have been there for me more than you know
So I make you this promise
I am here for you and I always will be
No matter the choices or paths taken
Your future is bright and full of hope even if you don't see it
What matters is that you believe it
When you run low on hope just remember
You will always be my special boy
Dec 8, 2006
Love is...
My Favorite qoute about love is 1 Corinthians 13:4-8
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-
seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices
with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
Love is all of those things.
Dec 3, 2006
Lost
This is something that I had to get out of my head before I sleep.
I have been feeling so many things lately. I am trying to deal with them as they come but I dont know
how well I am doing. At the moment I feel completely lost and confused. I dont know if I will still feel this
way when I wake up in the morning or if it is just a passing feeling.
Everyone has their safety zones and sometimes we are brave enough to step outside of them. If we are
lucky something good will happen. I have had something good happen to me because I stepped outside
of comfort. Now that I am outside of my element I want to go running and screaming back to the safety
that I sort of miss.
My good thing is getting better everyday but along with the good comes the uncertainty. I do not know
what is going to happen. It terrifies me but I press on. Even with the fear and the doubt in the back of
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my mind. I tell myself that I am going crazy and I am being silly. I tell myself the good thing is going to
stay good and will always be good.
I really can't be certain of it always being good; that is more or less a hope. So I guess there are
questions I should be asking myself. Do I want my good thing ? Am I willing to take the risk? Can I handle
the hurt if it does not turn out well? Am I being realistic or romantic? I don't have the answers to those
questions. But I have a good thing that I don't want to let go of.
"I will think about that tomorrow."
Maybe I will have a clearer head after I sleep!?!?
Nov 29, 2006
Only You
Here I sit, thinking only of you
Wondering what is to become of us
Understanding all you have been through
Hoping to slowly gain your trust
My heart aches for you, and also I yearn
I want to understand you
In hopes that I will learn
Your unique and special qualities amaze me
Your ability to cheer me up
When you see that I am down
My feelings for you go beyond that of words
And at first it didn't seem real
It seems I dreamed you into life
And thoughts of you
Run through my head
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Every hour of the day
I hope that you will understand
Just how I feel about you
--Amanda Lyn Lei Lani