fire sale/trinkets
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Glimpsed remembrances and scattered communications of graffiti and nature, crime and rock 'n' roll. Forty poems written in Edinburgh and Stirling. © DB Fishman, 2010.TRANSCRIPT
FIRE SALE
/trinkets
Contents
The mirrorball like a wall of a million
Breaking TVs, flashing static;
From the Old College, stone-carved rams’
Skulls look down over the road to
Where, in Ciao Roma’s window in
A grey faded photograph
Chris Penn – not as big as he became,
Not as small as he was; now dead –
Covers his face in a smiling expression
Of mock discomfort, walking in
2009
Survivalist
Hold the busy main street
up to your ear
and in the warm transient static
of traffic, chatter & exhaust
You can hear the ocean.
2009
Deus ex Vita
I watched Kurt Cobain:
About a Son last night
And this morning, while
Walking to work for
A company garden party,
A young man passed me
Still drunkenly staggering
In his day’s beginnings
Behind blonde hair past
Shoulder length, past I
In my best shirt and
Jet black jeans with
Mark Arm singing in my ear
“The straight life, baby
Has taken its toll
Confined your mind and
Stolen your soul”
2009
Poetic Motion
1996- on my tv
Living room, channel 4
Liam Gallagher
Walks out onto the epic stage
Before the endless crowd, he
Peels off from the gang
Towards camera, his eyes
Made wide & blank by heavy shades,
Reaches his fingers – hesitant, cautious – up
Towards the lens, the viewers, the world
Curls them in a turn
Flicks a jabbing V
Grins, walks on.
The show
Begins…
2009
Stasis
Dust motes glitter suspended
In still summertime air
2009
Replenishment
On worldwide internet radio playing
From the oblivious radiant screen
The live jazz performance recording tapers off
Drums skitter into the ether
and I see myself
In the glass’s reflection over the darkness
Raise an eyebrow to what comes next
– the DJ’s playing silence live to air? –
And then the applause hisses in
From dropping pins to a full rush
Like forest rain
2010
Installation Art
Above graffiti strung walls On the concrete ceiling Of rusting underpass By the roundabout and definite ‘Lower income’ neighbourhood Thin but unwavering Purple letters spell ‘THE SKY’S THE LIMIT’
Social commentary.
2009
Worm Turns
Flush with dead-end lifeblood
The flesh worm, angry, turns
Upon the hungry earth
And in an act against
Mortality, the warm flesh
Attacks
2009
Ambassador
He drags the switch down
Stares into the blazing orange
Of the thermostat light, feeling
His actions, himself
Pulling a change
Over the world
The angry mob
Don’t even know
Where to look
He spends his days now
Boiling full kettles
And looking for things
To burn
2009
Rift
A small child, with an
Uncorrected cleft palette, stares
With wide brown eyes, up
From a stark, dark-red square
At angles with the white tiling
Of the corporate stairwell floor.
2009
Returns
It’s near silent here In the waning afternoon, apart From the occasional footsteps From the room next door; Japanese horror synopses – the isolation, despairing violence – On the screen as I work through These piles of returns: Round trip battered polythene and Dry sheets of now name only; The same message through a global prism, Italian forms, Korean symbols: ‘Return to sender’ ‘Unknown Town’
‘The addressee has gone away’
2009
The Future
I was saying, ramraiding Is so passé now - Gone the days of grainy CCTV Footage on the breakfast news Of white vans plowing an avalanche Through Dixons shop fronts, grabbing Cardboard boxes – but Yesterday they reported On Princes St., a vehicle smashed Through a shop's windows, in the night Making off with… Handbags
3 handbags. £1200 each.
‘Glamraiding’, anyone?
2009
Who is a Woman Now?
In the tiny, silent, two room Unmanned exhibition, the Paper of a free poster cuts Me between my fingers Before the screenprint named ‘Who is a woman now?’ Flicking the tip Of my tongue between My first two fingers, I taste sweetness
2009
Red Spot
A rose
Petal in the bank
Of dead and fallen
Leaves; A muscle wall
Raw, red
And open 2007
Scavenge
The buzzard on its post stands Watching the motorway, knowing Hope, and knows the danger. Every Doppler zip a glancing possible almost Of ruby-glistening, fresh pulverised Still-warm life, to be pulled Apart, claw & tearing beak In the crisped air above Thrumming tarmac, head cocked For, in a ripping slipstream, split-second Oblivion approaching.
2010
Aneurysm Window
This short-haired, aging
Short, suited man
Face scarlet as an organ
Squat and reckless –
A paunch with legs –
Squashed down into the
Contours of his huge car
Stuck at the lights
Electric razor scrubbing
Furiously over his face;
He stares into the junction
Engine constantly ticking
Over
2009
Cosmopolitan Are you married yet? Pregnant? Do you think you’re hot? Here, smell this Chemical fragrance - it’s nice. ‘My Sexual Dysfunction’; ‘Wolf whistles: Do they make you Angry or make your day?’; ‘How to make a Relationship last’; ‘How long He should last’; ‘The Vibrator Revolution: There’s no male equivalent’ Are you married yet? Pregnant? Do you think you’re hot? Here, smell this Chemical fragrance - it’s nice.
2007
Echoing Boom
In the boom and smeared
Swirls of night city
Wrapping our taxi speeding
Yell-torn streets
As the backdrop
To you
Eyes heavy, hair astray
Expressions enhanced in spread
Streaked make-up shades
Weary, swaying
Doggedly determined
Leader
Deeper through
These small hours
Looking to the back window
I’m watching you
My greatest guilt
2009
Tagged Cocks for democracy! Cocks for equality! Paste up your likeness on A phonebox in Niddrie And in Tipp-Ex Marker or scratches Your genitals will appear Showing it’s known that In the heart of your LA Apartment, at the front of A multimillion dollar campaign Underneath everything, you are still A human being like everyone else And if you were ever to come Around here They could prove it. 2008
In the Forest
The tree trunks cut
Thick and ragged
Endless parallel wakes
Up through the grey
Like inky vapour-trails poured
Over dirty water;
Branches bleeding across like
Cracks in the ice
2007
The Edge, the Wood
At the edge of the wood, from
On the motorway, the stone wall
Looks so slight beneath
The height of the great trees
But even and consistent
It cuts straight
Across the trunk of every one
2008
Iron
Raised into the wind In the gable of a tenement On the top floor, in the window
- the one sunken, yielding point in the brickwork – Above the chip shop Facing out across landscape An iron’s flat, angular Surface reflects a pure Hard light 2009
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Unrecognised
Recipient unknown.
Unavailable
Address unrouteable
Relaying not permitted
You do not have access.
Unable to relay
Name not recognised
No such user
Relaying denied.
Address rejected
Mailbox full
Mailbox not found
Address invalid.
Could not be reached.
550.
Disabled due to inactivity
User not found
User account is expired
I am on leave until
I am on leave until
I am away on leave until
Permanent error.
2007
Information Age
There’s a lot to be said
For a good sleep
When you need it
2007
Air Pocket
Watching
clouded grey-
blue skies
on tv
in a darkened
room
2009
Somewheres
These bitter bonsai oases of Discarded takeaway plastic Lidless, Indian, Chinese; left In pavement corners, on Back alley thoroughfare walls Holding mildewed caught rain -water; In the small hours The last biomatter converting Food of life; Forming Miniature contained landscapes Embankments, water features The city’s infinitesimal secreted Gardens, nature’s equivalent To those little ornamental Houses in jewellery shops Fashioned in plastic & elements Nature and dirt.
2010
10hr Sleep Dream
A girl, like we went to school with
My friend Gogz, a social situation
Like a bar, she had a friend
And on Dalkeith Road, at the bus stop
By the junction, a boy child drops his shorts
And across the road, another, in childish imitation
Does the same thing, dancing into
The path of a white car, his
Bare behind against the bonnet
Knocking him to all fours; His mother
Running out onto the road, beneath
Her off-white crop top, a caesarean scar
Like a thick & gnarled maroon ribbon
And the girl was also taking some essay of mine
Which came back with pencil marks in the margin; She thought
I portrayed both women and animals as
Demented creatures, but by walking close
I won her over
2009
little excellent love Anyone writing The People Gallery: Making, thinking Just one good night Great full high day Real proof back, made well done Better sex, true art Shot urban, even black Cobain music, like! Call poetry life really Reading still gets beautiful genius Talking modern film new Man-man documentary fun 1st great album since- 2nd curious last; Best days finally Fine today; every, ever, always… Truly things, something 2010
Edu. Nocturne In the college residence Reflected in the black lake The students all sit With their lights on, like strips Of bright squares hanging In the night air, staring Out into the world For the first time
2008
Crossing the Abyss
In this frantic sheen of searing Lights & bilious drink slick Sad painted girls smile sedate Themselves and sell it free While the boys give and give it every -where, trying to fill the world Around this guarded, empty confusion And the desperate clamour of love
2009
In the Machine
This computer tells me
My kisses to you
Should be ‘axe’
2007
Jen’s Story ‘D’you wanna buy a rabbit?’ They held it in one of those Big, plastic jars like you Got in old sweetshops. We were only 13; they only about 10 ‘Why’ve you got it in that?’ ‘Look’ – they shook it side to side ‘HOW MUCH?!’ we screamed. ‘A tenner.’ ‘We don’t have £10.’ ‘Oh well, we’re going to take it home & pour salt in its eyes’ ‘We’ve got 5..?’ The look on my mother’s face. Children are cruel Children are kind 2010
Invasion Victory The supposedly great
Middle Eastern leader
Anti-democratic dictator
Defiant enemy of the West;
Forced into a hole
In the ground, unshaven
Back in his hated hometown
And what was he eating?
Mars bars.
2007
Blood and White Earth
It all seems so far away now Resting on this farm shack bed Hidden away in the silence of the maize The hollow boom of explosions Shredding citizens; Khaki, black shirts The armoured vehicle ram-raid Dead uniformed boys; He had been Policeman, bodyguard, politician The wild card, the threat of Civil war! Race war! Tearing the country apart. But Every time the prison gates opened The crowd was a little smaller A life lived beneath the pinned standard of White
Black and Red
Now grey, claiming God in a prison cell Still yelling for a home On stolen ground, for the tribe Armed, camped in the last century Booming voice with nothing new to say Beating out brain damage Unleashing dogs at gas stations Floored by your risen black horse Bombastic image blowback for The persistent resistance To the present, to progress The immigrant Remnants, the exiled Invader, dictator victim And when you saw those black faces loom, was it What you’d always expected? Not Some great clash of civilisations But the panga coming down Over a child’s disputed wages? Beaten, battered, bludgeoned you Died, bleeding onto the same ground You were born on Where British invented The ‘Concentration camps’. A concerted effort to not let this matter. And what is white earth But ashes 2010
UUMurk Horizon (Stir., 08-09)
milk-air & fog panes
Impressionist evenings
Grey-green
Buckfast bottles + rain
Like walking
microscope science slides of
snowglobed contamination
…Diffraction
Water on the lens.
hill ranges like tears
across old photographs
sheet glass & flimsy metal
brittle-flat, thin-faded architecture
Narrow windows fastened in
w/ pipes & bars & railings
CCTV cameras, floodlights stand
in the empty sky like
Remnant kings of a compound
left to rot
Paint puckers and splits
The river’s burst its banks -
clouds filters
hues shades
fumes rusted
rivets + chipped
concrete
snowed peaks over wide, empty roads
even sky like theatre hung backdrop
Insect leg silhouettes on the horizon;
Red light perpendicular firm before
An empty field of sheep
Thick knotting sworls of
Swollen river semi-
submerge shopping trolley graveyard
Slow, low flying
manatee clouds;
Trains pass through, untouching -
passing piston billboards
Horizons’ jagged ignored
oscilloscope readouts
Fractured geometry / the abbreviated
Parallels of fields -
Thick smears of whitewash light.
Bare trees like brain structure like
Stripped wires raised to sky
The lowslung belch spit
of bus engines; boy racers
circle the centre like frustrated flies
Strata of red gravel
scrap grass
murk horizon
The underpass tells me
who died
who’s a slag
The Lion Rampant flails
slamming against his tether-post.
Intercrossing mud tread tracks
Purpled iridescent petrol impact splashes
over the ground
Lampless lantern hooks stand like
Lazy spines/collapsed dorsal fins
Along the city; moss + weeds
On the rise in the flood
Walls strewn waterstreaked
Striped with damage
Smoke pillars from the mineral wool
Insulation works (‘Thermal & Acoustic’)
Rise & hang vertical
Solid & constant
Lit alight at sunset
Forest under construction
Dead leaves +
Burning skies
Red brick mosaic static;
Locked empty space of
multi storey
car park
Craigs underpass
Walls’ superimpatterned
Flaking overlap
Walls down into the tunnel
Vast abstract Guernica mural
Grey Orange Black
Stone slabs & cracked
fissures
Soot-soaked cenotaph
stairwells; Cubic wall
Solid concrete ziggurats;
Birds stood atop.
Here birthdays fall in
Supermarket carparks.
Strips of concrete light squares hung
To various heights to the sky
Shouts in the night, hoarse bellows
Screamed down empty streets
A night out
Maybe
A fight
The fog
erases
everything
Democracy of the water table.
Rock bottom sink of
Can go no further.
All together equal.
I spit off the Wallace bridge
(Its molar tooth topstones;
Its ‘pedestrian refuge’)
Here, near the root,
Forth, back to you
In our buried world
2009
Cycles & Seasons
ROOM 1 – Desiccation
Room 2 – Nothing much.
room 3 – fading fast / Scratching back
sparks like cuts
ROOM 4 bloodfire EXPLOSION!!
Stabbed and Savage
Room 5: 1969Falling space…
Room 6: .MATHEMONOLITHIC MAUSOLEUM.
room 7 – formless enunciation
drowning; filling
everything; no words
..
[Room9]- Storm a-Come Down
Blow it all off/ Away
Torrential
Room 10. The Incredible Roar of the Wash
Monet’s Waterlillies brought us here.
Incredible.
Room 11 – Towering vast warmth
force and arc
Vicious Hard Blooms.
The bright blossoming of the residue
Concrete wordlessness of absence.
Room Twelve Arterial Spray & Infinite Looping
RED so Bright
They Hurt my eyes
2008
Characters
His scars run over His cheeks like whiskers He can talk loud ‘Coz his mate’s here Doughboy with smoked-out throat Swearing, barking like a dog, in forced air Forcing people off chairs, laughing Passengers solemnly staring at The floor, over their shoulders “I live here, you don’t! Ha ha” He shouts to the tourists And as wee man tries to cram His bottle in the ticket bin Doughboy goes for the scam, claiming He never got the daysaver he paid for The driver knocking him back and Becoming his life’s obstruction Spitting, turning and returning, he threatens His brother-in-law will leave the driver fucked Punching at plastic doors as the bus pulls off And the two of them, beneath All the panel boarded windows Walk into their streets, condemned For urban renewal
2007
Over from Hope Park
Behind its flimsy, black metal screen Beyond the empty litre bottles of Moonshine White Amid the hiss of the constantly passing traffic Round the corner from the children’s park Stands the Meadows’ gents public bathroom. A silent, sordid pocket in the summer’s green Like some Grimm witch’s film set grotto Dirt blown in on a space that could have been For anyone, left to rot beneath Its filthed light fittings; Washed in Municipal green patches like some Abandoned barracks bungalow, its Cramped spaces & dimly lit, slide-bolt doors Covered with screaming, demon-scrawl faces & Desperately smeared sexual solicitations; Raw impulses scratched, carved into the plaster Compulsive moral turpitudes, muttered in the dark Specifying length, sex, ‘aged 6-13’, “No OAPs” “Any price” and like Some ridiculous joke, the soap dispenser Shines in sparkling new stainless steel, oblivious In this dank pit of base iniquity, this Shadiest corner of the park. 2009
That’s because I am
He’s drunk, sure And curiously attired The sharp, charcoal-grey Three-piece loose Shaven head making his Lit face strangely Youthful; theatrical: Eyes wide like an inquisitive Child who really wants to Hear the answer. Occasionally breaking into a broken-toothed jester’s grin; He shouts to others by the bar, head rising, shaking through every drum roll Gives thumbs up to the band When they introduce a song called ‘Thank You All’ raises his pint glass, “That’s alright!” But it’s the quietest song Arms spread, palms out Waltzing with no one, then Elbows on the bar, crisp Shirtsleeves from waistcoat Edges of his hands pressed The length of his face like A prayer; a bittersweet Smile of recognition breaks, as if Someone just told him the sad truth And now it’s that soft, subtle,
separated Point in the night, when these things Can only be met with a nod, a smile And resigned acceptance
2010
It Life is short Life is hard Life is good
2007