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8/2/2019 Flavors Of Seduction

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Pi}f Kjdexje

HDIPRM\ JEM u NEEJHMEHM

Xmt six ne dm| lfjjb%%% xjgm ja X~fqni#x mi|fnmxr

gmgj|nmx neqjfqmb xmt%

,Gjgg~& hie N diqm xjgm k}nhm&, ixomb anqm ~mi|'jfb

X~fqni& jpmenec rdm bjj| rj dm| gjrdm|#x lmb|jjg% Dm|

m~mx ajh}xmb je rdm lmb xmmnec i gie& f~nec je rjp ja

dm| gjrdm|%

,Xsmmrnm& ~j} hie diqm xjgm k}nhm&, |mpfnmb dm| gjg&

a|jg }ebm| dm| ieb rdm gie#x mgl|ihm% ,Ejs hfjxm rdmbjj|%,

X~fqni ir anqm ~mi|x jfb oems ejrdnec ilj}r xmt& j|

sdir rdir gie six bjnec snrd dm| gjgg~ aj| rdir

girrm|% Iff xdm hj}fb hjgp|mdmeb six rdir xdm dib xmme

rdm gie gjqnec liho ieb aj|rd rjsi|b dm| gjrdm|& ieb

rdm|m six ejnxm%

,Hfjxm rdm bjj|& X~fqni& ejs),

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Afiqj|x ja Xmb}hrnje

Rdm gie dib emqm| l|jome a|jg dnx liho'ieb'aj|rd

gjqmgmer% Rdm ejnxmx dib cjrrme fj}bm|% X~fqni xrnff bnb

ejr oejs sdir six rionec pfihm& l}r amfr n a xdm

hjerne}mb rj xri~& rdm gie& ir fmixr& gncdr ejr d}|r dm|

gjgg~ rjj libf~%

,X~fqni& hfjxm rdir bigemb bjj| ejs), Dm| gjrdm|#x

iecm| dib xhi|mb dm| nerj hfjxnec rdm bjj|& l}r xdm

|mginemb ne rdm diffsi~& hfjxm l~& p|mxxmb icinexr rdm

bjj|& iarm|si|b%

Mqmer}iff~& iarm| sdir six p|jlilf~ ilj}r anarmmegne}rmx& l}r sdir X~fqni pm|hmnqmb rj lm dj}|x& rdm gie

jpmemb rdm bjj| rj rdm lmb|jjg& ejs a}ff~ b|mxxmb%

, N dib i sjebm|a}f rngm& Kienhm& dm|m ~j} cj&, xinb rdm

merd}xnixrnh gie& r}|enec rj dm| gjg ieb diebnec dm|

gjem~% X~fqni |mr|mirmb nerj dm| |jjg lmaj|m rdm gie

hj}fb xmm dm|& iff rdm rngm ami|nec aj| sdir di|g dm

gncdr bj rj dm| gjrdm|& j| mqme dm|xmfa% L}r dm| ami|x

sm|m gnxpfihmb& ix rdm gie fmar rdmn| p|mxmehm snrd i

xp|nec ne dnx xrmp%

Iarm| i ams rmexm gjgmerx& dm| gjrdm| higm rj dm|%

,Lil~& aj|cmr sdir ~j} xis& rdir six ejrdnec%%%k}xr gm

ieb i a|nmeb ja gnem pfi~nec i cigm% Hjgm je& fmr#x cj

rj rdm onrhdme& xj N hie cnqm ~j} xjgm k}nhm&, dm|gjrdm| xinb%

X~fqni emqm| bnb aj|cmr rdir bi~& j| sdir rdir gie dib

lmme bjnec& ejr k}xr snrd%%%l}r rj dm| gjg% X~fqni ifxj

emqm| aj|cjr rdm aihr rdm gie dib cnqme dm| gjrdm|

gjem~& p|jlilf~ aj| rdir cigm rdm~ sm|m pfi~nec%

X~fqni c|ms }p aixr& jem dib rj ne Ej|rd Pdnfibmfpdni%

Rdm emncdlj|djjb six i bmxpm|irm xr|}ccfm aj| x}|qnqif&

ieb pmjpfm hj}fb lm& ieb }x}iff~ sm|m& |}rdfmxx%

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Pi}f Kjdexje

X~fqni six xgi|r% Dm| rmihdm|x jarme hjgpfngmermb

dm|% Djsmqm|& rdjxm sdj fnqmb ne rdm emncdlj|djjb

xmmgmb rj lm ajh}xmb je rdnecx jrdm| rdie ihibmgnh

ihdnmqmgmer% Rdm |mgi|ox higm mi|f~ ne dm| fnam%

,Jd cn|f& ~j} i|m cmrrnec xj lnc ieb p|mrr~%,

,Sjs& sdir nx ~j}| gjrdm| cjnec rj bj snrd ~j}: Iff

rdir ixx ieb rnrrnmx ir jef~ rsmfqm),

,X~fqni nx cjnec rj lm k}xr fnom dm| gjg& sirhd%,

X~fqni oems dm| gjg dib i fjr ja gme a|nmebx%

X~fqni ieb dm| gjrdm| fnqmb hjgaj|rilf~ ne xpnrm ja dm|gjg#x xmmgnecf~ nehjexnxrmer sj|o xhdmb}fm% Rj X~fqni&

dm| gjg six xngpf~ rdm p|mrrnmxr fib~ ne rdm

emncdlj|djjb& ieb bmxm|qmb rj lm r|mirmb ne i enhm

gieem| l~ dm| a|nmebx%

Jrdm| pmjpfm xis Kienhm ne i bnaam|mer fncdr% Gme

{mifj}xf~ p}|x}mb Kienhm ieb sm|m y}nrm isi|m rdmn| jef~

hdiehm snrd dm| six n a rdm~ dib gjem~ ieb sm|m snffnec

rj pi|r snrd xjgm% Rdnx six rdm cmemxnx ja g}hd

|mxmergmer& p|ngi|nf~ a|jg rdjxm fmxx iaaf}mer gme sdj

hj}fbe#r diqm dm|& ~mr f}xrmb iarm| dm| k}xr rdm xigm%

Gie~ sjgme snxdmb rdm~ dib Kienhm#x lmi}r~& dm|

ljb~ ieb dm| ilnfnr~ rj hiprnqirm gme#x irrmernje rdm si~

xdm bnb% Ibgn|irnje r}|emb rj meq~& meq~ r}|emb rjkmifj}x~& mqmer}iff~ am|gmernec nerj dirm igjec rdm

sjgme ne rdm emncdlj|djjb mxpmhniff~% Aj| Kienhm& rdm

h}p |}eemrd jqm|% Aj| rdm jrdm|x& rdm~ x}aam|mb

fjemfnemxx& ieb rdm a|}xr|irnje ja mhjejgnh sjmx& ejem

ja sdnhd xmmgmb rj lmxnmcm Kienhm#x sj|fb% Kienhm

hipr}|mb& meigj|mb& rdme bnxhi|bmb gme rdm jrdm|

sjgme hj}fbe#r irr|ihr& lmaj|m j| iarm|% Pf}x&

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Kienhm six cmrrnec pinb%

Snrdj}r iernhnpirnec nr& jlfnqnj}x ix rj sd~& X~fqni

xri|rmb rj mtpm|nmehm rdm }ebm|rjemx ja |mxmergmer&

rdme iengjxnr~? sdnhd six lmnec p|jkmhrmb dm| gjg#x

si~%

,Fjjo ir dm| aixr ixx% Xdm#x cjnec rj lm k}xr fnom dm|

gjg%, X}hd six xinb& mqme rdj}cd X~fqni six r|~nec rj

ihr ix sdjfmxjgm ix xdm oems djs% Djsmqm|& xdm

hfmi|f~ hj}fb ejr hjer|jf sdir six lmnec rifomb ilj}r%

,Rdmxm ~j}ec cn|fx i|m a}honec ne mfmgmeri|~ ejs ibi~x% N sjebm| djs fjec lmaj|m xdm p|mceier:,

X~fqni six i qn|cne ieb hj}fbe#r }ebm|xrieb sd~ rdm

sjgme ne rdm emncdlj|djjb bnxfnomb dm| xj% Xdm ompr

dm| dmib bjse& sifomb bn|mhrf~ rj dm| bmxrneirnjex&

sdnfm ommpnec rj dm|xmfa%

Ix lib ix rdm sjgme sm|m& rdm lj~x ieb gme sm|m

sj|xm% L~ rdm rngm X~fqni six aj}|rmme& xdm ifgjxr dirmb

cjnec j}rxnbm ieb iff lmhi}xm dm| qjf}pr}j}x ljb~ dib

gir}|mb% Lj~x dm| icm sj}fb hjp i ammf& xjgm sj}fb

c|il dm| ixx ir rdmn| fmnx}|m& r|mirnec dm| p|nqirm i|mix fnom

nr six p}lfnh p|jpm|r~& c|jse gme sj}fb p|ihrnhiff~

ihhjxr dm| je rdm xr|mmrx snrd ngp}enr~%

,Dm~& xmt~& sieei hjgm |nbm ne g~ lnc Hibb~:,,Dn lmi}rna}f& sd~ bje#r ~j} fmr gm xdjs ~j} i cjjb

rngm: N snff lm cmerfm%,

,Dm~& dm~& dm~& dm~& xmt~ ~j}) Sd~ bje#r ~j} fmr gm

sifo~j} rj xhdjjf: N snff hi||~ ~j}| ljjox%, Xjgm ja

rdm |mgi|ox sm|m mqme fmxx mebmi|nec%

Mqme rdj}cd nr six pinea}ff~ jlqnj}x xdm six

}ebm|icm& c|jse gme sj}fb xrnff r|~ rj pnho dm| }p%

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Pi}f Kjdexje

Jem rngm xdm six firm aj| xhdjjf& diqnec dib rj hdiecm

dm| |j}rm& b}m rj rdm e}glm| ja gme di|ixxnec dm|&

aj|gnec i qm|nrilfm ci}erfmr ix xdm gibm dm| si~ ifjec?

rdm rdj|j}cdai|m% Rdnx jhhixnje six ejr rdm an|xr rngm

xdm pnhomb i |j}rm fmxx pjff}rmb snrd qnfm gme& ix

jppjxmb rj rdm y}nhomxr ieb gj|m bn|mhr si~ rj dm|

xhdjjf%

]pje dm| i||nqif& X~fqni six p|jgprf~ xmer rj rdm

p|nehnpif#x jaanhm& mtpmhrnec rj |mhmnqm i xrm|e fmhr}|m

a|jg G|% Gjercjgm|~ je rdm x}lkmhr jari|bnemxx iebrdm |mxpjexnlnfnrnmx ix i ~j}ec fib~ irrmebnec rdm xhdjjf%

,Diqm i xmir& X~fqni&, rdm P|nehnpif lmcie& xmmgnec

ietnj}x rj bmfqm nerj dm| ri|bnemxx nxx}m% ,Sd~ diqm ~j}

lmme ri|b~ xj jarme rdnx ~mi|&, dm ney}n|mb

,Xjgmrngmx N sifo rdm fjec si~ rj xhdjjf rj iqjnb

lmnec di|ixxmb%

,Di|ixxmb: L~ sdjg:,

,Xjgmrngmx l~ gme sdj lm xi~nec eixr~ xr}aa rj gm

sdme N#g sifonec pixx%,

,Smff X~fqni&, Gjercjgm|~ lmcie& |inxnec dnx

m~ml|jsx& , N ejrnhm rdir ~j} diqm gir}|mb y}nrm i fjr

rdnx xhdjjf ~mi|%,

,D}d:, X~fqni six riome iliho& ejr x}|m djs rj |mibGjercjgm|~#x fixr xrirmgmer%

Gjercjgm|~#x mtp|mxxnje r}|emb i lnr gj|m xm|nj}x%

,X~fqni& lj~x snff rmeb rj ihr xnff~ i|j}eb lmi}rna}f ~j}ec

fibnmx ir rngmx&, dm xinb% Rdme ix dm fjjomb ir rdm afjj|&

xinb& ,Ieb xjgm gme hie lm k}xr ix lib%,

X~fqni sixe#r nerm|mxrmb ne G|% Gjercjgm|~#x

mtpfieirnje% Xdm k}xr siermb rj cmr liho rj hfixx% ,Smff

rdir#x sd~ N six firm% N six r|~nec rj iqjnb rdmg%,

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,X~fqni& bj ~j} diqm i lj~a|nmeb:,

,Ej&, xdm |mpfnmb& ejr xmmnec sdir rdir dib rj bj snrd

rdm x}lkmhr ja dm| ri|bnemxx%,Xrieb }p& Gx% Ironex&, j|bm|mb rdm P|nehnpif%

X~fqni hjgpfnmb& ifrdj}cd dmxnrirnec aj| i l|nmagjgmer&

}ex}|m ix rj Gjercjgm|~#x p}|pjxm ne ixonec dm|%

,Ejs r}|e i|j}eb%,

X~fqni ajfbmb dm| i|gx% ,Sd~&, xdm ixomb%

, N sier rj giom x}|m ~j} i|m ipp|jp|nirmf~ b|mxxmb%,

X~fqni bnb ix xdm six rjfb& ejr siernec rj hdiffmecm dnxi}rdj|nr~& iff rdm rngm snxdnec xdm six ejr ifjem snrd

dng ne i hfjxmb |jjg%

,^j} hie xnr ejs% ^j} gi~ sier rj l}~ lnccm| hfjrdmx

a|jg ejs je&, dm hj}exmfmb% ,^j} i|m |ipnbf~ lmhjgnec

i sjgie%,

X~fqni oems dm| hfjrdmx sm|m igpfm xn{m& l}r bnbe#r xi~

ie~rdnec%

,Diqm ~j} mqm| rdj}cdr ilj}r cmrrnec i lj~a|nmeb: I

gie rdir hj}fb dmfp riom hi|m ja ~j} ieb p|jrmhr ~j}:,

G|% Gjercjgm|~ xgnfmb ne i gieem| gmier rj hdi|g

dm|& l}r nexrmib& h|mmpmb dm| j}r%

,Ej& N#g ejr nerm|mxrmb ne i lj~a|nmeb%,

,Rdir#x |miff~ i xdigm% Rdm |ncdr gie hj}fb giom iff~j}| p|jlfmgx bnxippmi|%,

,Rdir#x joi~% N #ff diebfm g~ jse p|jlfmgx%,

G|% Gjercjgm|~ xrjjb& xnceifnec rdm meb ja rdm

gmmrnec% ,Smff& n a ~j} hdiecm ~j}| gneb& fmr gm oejs

ieb N snff dmfp ~j} aneb rdm |ncdr jem%%%, Rdm|m six rdir

h|mmp~ xgnfm jehm icine%

X~fqni |ma}xmb rj giom m~m hjerihr% ,Hie N cj&, xdm

ixomb h}|rf~%

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7/42

Pi}f Kjdexje

,^mx ~j} hie cj& X~fqni&, Gjercjgm|~ xinb& xdionec

dnx anecm| ne i si|enec'fnom gieem|& ,Ieb bje#r lm ri|b~

ie~ gj|m%%%N snff lm sirhdnec ~j}%,

Ix xdm fmar rdm |jjg& dnx xri|m antirmb je dm| ixx& amfr

fnom i fixm| lmig% X~fqni ngicnemb rdm xmir je dm| kmiex

cmrrnec si|gm| l~ rdm xmhjeb% Bige) Xdm hj}fb ejr

mqme r|}xr rdm P|nehnpif%

Rdm ajffjsnec ~mi|& X~fqni mthmffmb xj g}hd ne G}xnh

hfixx& rdm G}xnh rmihdm|& Gx% Xnggjex six ilfm rj cmr

dm| pfihmb ne i xpmhnif g}xnh p|jc|ig j}rxnbm X~fqni#xdncd xhdjjf% Gjebi~x rd|j}cd A|nbi~x X~fqni fmar dm|

dncd xhdjjf ir jem'anarmme& r|iqmfnec l~ l}x rj i g}xnh

xhdjjf*xr}bnj& ne j|bm| rj riom rsj dj}|x ja

p|jamxxnjeif g}xnh nexr|}hrnjex% X~fqni mi|emb hfixx

h|mbnr rjsi|bx dm| bnpfjgi aj| G}xnh Rdmj|~& G}xnh

Hjgpjxnrnje& xnecnec fmxxjex& ifjec snrd xjecs|nrnec%

X~fqni six hjeanbmer rdir lmhjgnec i aigj}x xjecxr|mxx

sj}fb lm dm| p|jamxxnje& jem bi~%

X~fqni#x g}xnh xhdjjf six fjhirmb ir L|jib ieb Xp|nec

Ci|bme& i p|nxrnem i|mi& l}x~ snrd hjggm|hm l~ bi~%

Djsmqm|& iarm| bi|o& nr r|iexaj|gmb nrxmfa nerj jem ja

Pdnfibmfpdni#x gjxr pjp}fi| ,djm, xr|npx% P|jxrnr}rmx

sm|m xmme encdrf~& k}gpnec ne ieb j}r ja rdm qmdnhfmxb|nqme l~ xmt}if xjfnhnrj|x& j| fmibnec ietnj}x ,Kjdex, rj

jem ja rdm gie~ xmmb~ djrmfx i|j}eb rdm hj|em|%

Jem ja rdm fj|bx ja rdnx bmen{me ja xne ieb xg}r six

i lil~'aihmb pngp l~ rdm eigm ja ,Xsmmr P%, Xrihm~

P}|qnx dib ibjprmb rdm gjenom|& ,Xsmmr P&, ix dnx eigm

fjec icj% Nr six xdj|r aj| ,Xsmmr pfmix}|m&, xjgmrdnec

dm bmfnqm|mb ' xdj|rf~ lmaj|m dm r}|emb h|}mf ieb r}|emb

i sjgie j| cn|f j}r ix dnx xmt xfiqm& xmebnec dm| nerj

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rdm encdr rj r}|e r|nhox%

Nr k}xr dippmemb rj lm X~fqni#x lib f}ho& rdir je dm|

si~ rj g}xnh xhdjjf& Xsmmr P six j}r xhiqmecnec rdm

xr|mmrx& fjjonec aj| ems |mh|}nrx& |mib~ rj lm ner|jb}hmb

nerj rdm sj|fb#x jfbmxr p|jamxxnje& j| ie~ mtpm|nmehmb

p|jxrnr}rmx& |mib~ rj fmiqm rdmn| jfb pngp aj| xjgm ems

Xsmmr pngpnec% Dm y}nhof~ ejrnhmb X~fqni ix xdm h|jxxmb

rdm xr|mmr& ie ihr rdir sj}fb hdiecm ljrd ja rdmn| fnqmx

aj|mqm|%

,Cjbbige) Sdj nx rdir ~j}ec rdj|j}cdl|mb&, XsmmrP mthfingmb fj}bf~& l}r snrd ej jem ne dnx hi| rj dmi|%

,Ejs rdir#x i lnrhd rdir hj}fb cmr mqme i b}gl pngp

|nhd% L}r }ebm| g~ r}rmficm& mqme i p}lnh din| sj}fb lm

sj|rd i gner%, Xsmmr P fjqmb rj dmi| dngxmfarifo%

Xsmmr P sixe#r nerj ainf}|m& xj dm siermb rj jlxm|qm

dnx p|m~ ne j|bm| rj bmhnbm }pje rdm lmxr hj}|xm ja

ihrnje% Aj| i smmo& Xsmmr P pi|omb bjse rdm lfjho

lmaj|m rsj ne rdm iarm|ejje& sirhdnec X~fqni mtnr dm| l}x

ieb p|jhmmb rj rdm g}xnh xhdjjf% Xsmmr P jlxm|qmb

ljrd lj~x ix smff ix gme p}|x}m rdm ~j}ec cn|f% Dm

snremxxmb d}xrfm|x k}gp a|jg "=0&000%00 hi|x rj sifo

ifjecxnbm dm|% Xdm six hjgpfmrmf~ bnxnerm|mxrmb& mqme

bnxhjgaj|rmb& xmpi|irnec dm| bnxriehm a|jg rdmg fnom igi|irdje |}eem|%

Jem bi~& Xsmmr P snremxxmb i pngp ihy}ineriehm ja

dnx eigmb Xnfo~& ipp|jihd rdm ~j}ec cn|f snrd sdir

Xsmmr P ngicnemb rj lm xjgm ja Xnfo~#x xgjjrdmxr

qnericm hjeqm|xirnje& aj| sdnhd dm six fmcmebi|~ ne rdm

pngp hn|hfm% Dnx ihr six ejrdnec i cn|f hj}fb cmr i|j}eb%

Ne rdnx hixm& Xnfo~ gjqmb xj xsnarf~& X~fqni dib rdm

mtp|mxxnje xdm dib k}xr xmme i cdjxr) Xmmnec rdnx&

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Pi}f Kjdexje

nggmbnirmf~ rjfb Xsmmr P rdir dm sj}fb diqm rj

ipp|jihd dm| a|jg i hjgpfmrmf~ bnaam|mer iecfm% Dm

sj}fbdiqm rj

anebi si~ rj

an|xrfjsm| dm|

bmamexmx

lmaj|m xr|nonec% Ne xpnrm ja rdm x}lxriernif pm|hmnqmb

hdiffmecm& dm ixx}|mb dngxmfa rdm ~j}ec cn|f six sj|rd

mqm|~ |mixjeilfm maaj|r% Sirhdnec dm| sifo cmem|irmb

rdm xj}eb ja i x~gpdje~ jahixd |mcnxrm|x |necnec ne dnx

mi|x ieb pfi~nec nexnbm dnx dmib%

I gie ne dnx firm rsmernmx& Xsmmr P hj}fb mixnf~ pixx

aj| mncdrmme sdme dm hdjxm& sdnhd six jem ja dnxp|ngi|~ ieb xr|jecmxr smipjex% Xsmmr P dib ej iaanenr~

aj| di|bmemb& jfb djmx aj| mnrdm| dnx xrilfm j| dnx lmb&

aj| rdir girrm|% Dm pjxxmxxmb ie ,\% Omff~, amrnxd&

sdnhd nx sd~ gjxr ja dnx djmx sm|m j|ncneiff~ ~j}ec

|}eisi~x& j| xngpf~ b}gl& ~j}ec cn|fx dm meigj|mb

snrd dnx& ,N#g i ~j}ec #bjse ieb j}r rmme fnom ~j}&

fmr gm dmfp ~j} x}|qnqm, |j}rnem% Jehm xdm amff aj| dnx

hjgm'je& i ~j}ec cn|f lmhigm rjriff~ bmpmebmer je dng&

ne fjqm snrd dnx xsmmr pfmix}|m& ieb pjxxnlf~ ifjec rdm

si~& sj}fb lmhjgm djjomb je b|}cx& sdnhd Xsmmr P

six dipp~ rj p|jqnbm k}xr p|nj| rj r}|enec nerj rdm

hjfb& hifh}firnec pngp dm six& my}iff~ fnomf~ rj cnqm i

cn|f ie ixx'sd}ppnec ix dm six bnxpjxmb rj }rrm|nec ioneb sj|b%

Xsmmr P& mqme ne dnx rsmernmx& six i xmixjemb qmrm|ie

ja pngpnec& diqnec pngpmb aj| jqm| i bmhibm% Dnx mqnf

xr|mio six i xj}|hm ja ejrj|nmr~ igjec rdm pngpx ieb

djmx sdj oems ja dng% Snrd dnx lil~'aihm& ifgjxr

ieb|jc~ej}x xr~fm jab|mxx ieb gieem|nxgx& nr six mix~

rj }ebm|mxrngirm dnx h|}mfr~%

Xsmmr P hjek}|mb }p i |mxmglfiehm rj rdm i|rnxr

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P|nehm& l}r nexrmib jai xr}bnj a}ff ja g}xnh& Xsmmr P

pjxxmxxmb i xrilfm a}ff jadjmx% Nr six rdnx ihhjgpfnxdmb

pngp sdj bmhnbmb rj }efmixd i xr|jec gmix}|m ja dnx

pngp pm|x}ixnjex je X~fqni& sdj six li|mf~ xntrmme ir

rdm rngm%

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Pi}f Kjdexje

HDIPRM\ RSJ u PNGPNEC

Rdm ajffjsnec Gjebi~& fjjonec fnom rdm mpnrjgm ja~j}rda}f neejhmehm& p|mpp~ b|mxxmb ieb hfmie xdiqme&

Xsmmr P sifomb nerj rdm g}xnh xhdjjf rj |mcnxrm| aj|

rdm xigm rsj j#hfjho}ernf aj}| j#hfjho g}xnh p|jc|ig

X~fqni six me|jffmb% I|gmb snrd aifxm nbmernanhirnje&

|mafmhrnec dnx icm ix mncdrmme& snrd i djgm ibb|mxx ne rdm

smifrd~ Xjhnmr~ Dnff xmhrnje ja Pdnfibmfpdni& Xsmmr P&

sdj ejs six rj lm oejse ix Xrihm~ D}bxje& ifxj ciqm

rdm sjgie sdj p|jhmxxmb dnx me|jffgmer rdm x}g ja

rd|mm d}eb|mb bjffi|x ne hixd%

,G~ pi|merx smer liho j}r jarjse rj dmfp gjqm rdm

|mxr ja j}| rdnecx dm|m a|jg Hifnaj|eni% Rdm~ rjfb gm rj

cnqm ~j} rdnx meqmfjpm ne ipp|mhnirnje aj| |mcnxrm|nec gm

ix xjje ix pjxxnlfm& lmhi}xm N diqm if|mib~ gnxxmb xjg}hd xhdjjf%,

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Rdm sjgie dib Xsmmr P ne rdm hfixx|jjg rdir qm|~

bi~% Aj| rd|mm d}eb|mb bjffi|x xdm sj}fb diqm cnqme

dng ie I'pf}x |mpj|r hi|b& dib dm ixomb%

Xsmmr P dib ir rdnx pjner& neqmxrmb pfmer~ ja dnx rngm

ieb gjem~ ne rdnx ~j}ec cn|f ix ai| ix dm six hjehm|emb%

Dm meqnxnjemb if|mib~ jsenec dm|& eignec dm| rdm xfiqm&

,Onxx~&, ieb dm| ixx lmfjecnec rj dng% Iff rdir

|mginemb six aj| dng rj hfjxm rdm bmif& r}|e dm| j}r&

ieb rdme r}|e p}xx~ nerj pi~gmer% Dm anc}|mb i ~j}ec

rdj|j}cdl|mb x}hd ix xdm& hj}fb mi|e dng rdj}xiebx pm|bi~& sdnfm dm| ~j}ec ljb~ sj}fb xm|qm ix ie mthmffmer

pfi~c|j}eb aj| dng%

Xsmmr P if|mib~ oems dm| eigm six X~fqni& l}r dib

bmhnbmb dm| xr|mmr'eigm sj}fb lm P|mhnj}x& ieb xdm

sj}fb lm rdm gjxr qif}ilfm lnrhd je rdm r|iho%

Rdir iarm|ejje& rsj gne}rmx iarm| X~fqni sifomb nerj

rdm hfixx|jjg ieb six xmirmb& rdm ems onb& Xrihm~

D}bxje aj}eb dnx si~ ne& xnrrnec ne i hdin| emtr rj

X~fqni& ieb ciqm dm| i xd~ xgnfm% X~fqni |mr}|emb rdm

xgnfm& ieb rdme p|jhmmbmb rj l}|~ dm| dmib ne dm| rmtr%

G}xnh rdmj|~ six i bnaanh}fr hj}|xm%

Xsmmr P six lfmxxmb snrd ie mthmprnjeiff~ dncd N%Y%&

diqnec ifsi~x aj}eb xhdjjf sj|o rj lm mix~ rj pnho }p%Ne aihr& dm hjexnbm|mb nr rjj mix~& sdnhd lmhigm dnx

ln{i||m |irnjeifm aj| b|jppnec j}r ne rdm rmerd c|ibm ieb

hjggmehmb pngpnec dnx ~j}ec cn|fa|nmeb xdj|rf~

rdm|miarm|% Rdnx g}xnh hfixx sj}fbe#r lm g}hd ja i

hdiffmecm rj dng& mxpmhniff~ snrd rdm xriomx xj dncd%

Xsmmr P jhh}pnmb dnx gneb snrd dnx pm|xjeif r|mix}|m

d}er& rionec dng rj rdm |mcnje lmrsmme X~fqni#x rdncdx&

rdm dnbbme r|mix}|m& rj sdnhd dm dib rdm mthf}xnqm gip%

u 91 u


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Pi}f Kjdexje

Rdm xmhjeb bi~ Xrihm~ l|j}cdr rsj mcc ieb hdmmxm

licmfx rj rdm hfixx& diebnec jem ja rdmg rj X~fqni%

,Sdir#x rdnx&, xdm ixomb%

,Nr#x i hdmmxm ieb mcc licmf% N }x}iff~ cmr d}ec|~

i|j}eb rdnx rngm& ieb rdj}cdr ~j} gncdr rjj%,

,]dg%%%rdieo ~j}&, xdm g}rrm|mb& ihhmprnec rdm licmf

|mf}hrierf~% Xdm ifsi~x di|lj|mb x}xpnhnjex sdme nr

neqjfqmb i gifm#x nermernjex%

X~fqni ciqm Xrihm~ i si|gm| xgnfm rdie ~mxrm|bi~&

bmhnbnec dm sixe#r i rd|mir& k}xr i smff'jaa& xd~&xjgmsdir em|b~ onb a|jg rdm x}l}|lx sdj six ifxj

nerm|mxrmb ne xr}b~nec g}xnh% Rdm~ sifomb xnbm l~ xnbm

rj hfixx& emnrdm| xpmionec& ljrd ammfnec i a|nmebxdnp

bmqmfjpnec%

B}|nec rdmn| xnecnec fmxxjex& Xrihm~ qjf}ermm|mb rj

xnec i bnaanh}fr i||iecmgmer& fmiqnec X~fqni ngp|mxxmb

snrd dnx xonffx%

Iarm| hfixx dib lmme bnxgnxxmb& X~fqni hjggmermb je

dnx pm|aj|giehm% ,^j} diqm i enhm qjnhm&, xdm xinb%

,Rdieo~j}&, dm iexsm|mb xd~f~%

,Xj& bj ~j} pfie je lmnec i p|jamxxnjeif xnecm|:,

, N bje#r oejs sdir N sier rj bj snrd g~ a}r}|m& ~mr&,

dm |mpfnmb% Dm ixomb dm|& ,Nx rdir sdir ~j} sier& rj lmi xnecm|:,

,Gi~lm&, X~fqni |mpfnmb% ,Nr xmmgx rj lm jem ja rdm ams

rdnecx N #g |miff~ cjjb ir&, xdm xriggm|mb%

, N hie#r lmfnmqm i cn|f ix xgi|r ix ~j}|xmfa nxe#r c|mir ir

e}gm|j}x rdnecx&, Xrihm~ jaam|mb%

,Rdieo ~j}&, X~fqni |mxpjebmb& lf}xdnec i fnrrfm&

anebnec dm|xmfa y}nrm }eihh}xrjgmb rj ihhmprnec

hjgpfngmerx ejr ja i xmt}if eir}|m c|ihnj}xf~%

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Diqnec mtnrmb rdm xhdjjf l}nfbnec& X~fqni xinb cjjb

l~m rj dm| ems'aj}eb a|nmeb& Xrihm~%

,Smff& N # f f xmm ~j} rjgj||js% N diqm rj cj hirhd g~

l}x&, xdm ieej}ehmb& ieb r}|emb rj fmiqm%

,Sd~ bje#r ~j} fmr gm cnqm ~j} i |nbm djgm: Rdir#x

g~ hi| jqm| rdm|m&, Xrihm~ me}ehnirmb& pjnernec rj i |mb

=%0 G}xriec dm dib |mermb ix pi|r ja dnx |}xm%

,Ej& rdir#x joi~% Rdm l}x snff lm dm|m

xdj|rf~% N ipp|mhnirm rdm jaam|& rdj}cd%,

,I|m ~j} x}|m: Nr |miff~ nxe#r i p|jlfmg%,,Ej rdieo ~j}% Xmm ~j} rjgj||js%, Ieb snrd rdir&

X~fqni sifomb jaasnrd bmfnlm|irm xrmpx%

Xsmmr P six dipp~ snrd dnx p|jc|mxx rd}x ai|% Dnx

Xrihm~ hdi|ihrm| six sneenec jqm| X~fqni#x r|}xr ieb

gionec dm| neh|mixnecf~ hjgaj|rilfm rj lm i|j}eb dng%

Dm x}|gnxmb nr six k}xr i girrm| ja rngm lmaj|m xdm fmr

dm| c}i|b bjse hjgpfmrmf~%

X~fqni six ej aie ja Pdnfibmfpdni#x XMPRI l}x

x~xrmg% Djsmqm| xdm six ejr ilj}r rj cmr nerj xjgm

gifm#x qmdnhfm& ejr mqme i hfixxgirm#x% Rdm aihr Xrihm~

six enhm bnbe#r girrm| sdme nr higm rj rdir oneb ja

bmhnxnje%

Firm| rdir mqmenec& X~fqni |mhj}ermb ne dm| gneb rdmrdj}cdra}femxx jaXrihm~ ne l|necnec dm| rdm hdmmxm ieb

mcc licmf% Xdm ifxj rdj}cdr ilj}r dnx xnecnec& sdnhd six

x}|p|nxnecf~ cjjb% Xdm anc}|mb dm gi~ mqme diqm i a}r}|m

ne g}xnh% Rdme dm| gneb b|narmb rjsi|b rdneonec ilj}r

rdm hi| dm b|jqm% Nr six y}nrm ippmifnec% Fixrf~& xdm

hjermgpfirmb sdir xdm gncdr mtpmhr a|jg

i |mfirnjexdnp snrd i p|mpp~ onb snrd |nhd pi|merx%

Lmaj|m b|narnec jaa rj xfmmp rdir encdr& X~fqni bmhnbmb

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Pi}f Kjdexje

rdir xdm fnomb Xrihm~% Xdm anc}|mb dm six y}nrm i bnaam|mer

pm|xje ne hjgpi|nxje rj rdm |j}cd djjfnciex ja dm|

emncdlj|djjb& sdj sm|m p|mjhh}pnmb snrd xmt a|jg

gj|enec rd|j}cd encdr% Dm| fixr sionec rdj}cdr six

djs xdm fjjomb aj|si|b rj dm| emtr bi~ ir rdm g}xnh

xhdjjf%

Rdm emtr bi~& k}xr ix X~fqni i||nqmb ir rdm g}xnh xhdjjf&

Xrihm~ hjnehnbmeriff~& six mtnrnec dnx qmdnhfm% Dm xpjom

an|xr%

,Dmffj& X~fqni& djs i|m ~j} rjbi~:,,N#g cjjb% Rdieox aj| ixonec%,

,Smff& N pnhomb ~j} }p iejrdm| mcc ieb hdmmxm licmf&

ieb i djr hdjhjfirm%,

,^j} bje#r diqm rj ommp je bjnec rdir&

Xrihm~% N#g cjjb% N mir lmaj|m N fmiqm aj| xhdjjf%,

,Rdir p|jlilf~ sixe#r xnehm f}ehd% Ieb lmxnbmx& N

bje#r gneb ir iff% Rdm licmf xdjp nx k}xr }p rdm xr|mmr

a|jg g~ dj}xm%,

X~fqni ihhmprmb rdm licmf ieb djr hdjhjfirm% Dm dib

lmme hj||mhr& xdm dibe#r mirme xnehm dm| dncd xhdjjf

f}ehd dj}|& ieb rdm gmif k}xr dippmemb rj lm ie

ir|jhnj}x pnmhm ja gmir fjia& ifjec snrd i dnbmj}x lirhd

ja nexrier gixdmb pjrirjmx%,Sm xrnff diqm i ams gne}rmx lmaj|m hfixx&, Xrihm~

|mgi|omb neejhmerf~% ,Sd~ bje#r sm xnr ne g~ hi| ieb

mir j}| licmfx:,

X~fqni six |mf}hrier& l}r |mgmglm|mb djs Xrihm~ dib

hjeb}hrmb dngxmfa ix i hjgpfmrm cmerfmgie rd}x ai|%

Lmxnbmx& rdm~ sm|me#r b|nqnec ie~sdm|m& k}xr xnrrnec ne

rdm hi|% Xdm six ifxj ietnj}x rj |mhnp|jhirm dnx

a|nmebfnemxx%

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,^j} diqm i |miff~ enhm hi|%,

,Rdieo ~j}&, dm |mpfnmb p|jgprf~% ,G~ pi|merx

lj}cdr nr aj| gm ix i ln|rdbi~ p|mxmer%,

X~fqni#x an|xr rdj}cdr bsmffmb je djs f}ho~ Xrihm~ six

rj diqm pi|merx sdj rjjo x}hd mthmprnjeif hi|m ja dng%

Xrihm~& lmdneb rdm hjecmenif xgnfm ieb iaailfm

pm|xjeifnr~& |mhj}ermb rj dngxmfa djs rdnecx sm|m cjnec

ihhj|bnec rj pfie& ieb rdir xjje& ,Qm|~ xjje& xdm snff lm

gnem),

Ix rdm smmo p|jc|mxxmb& Xrihm~ ieb X~fqni lmhigma|nmebfnm| rj jem iejrdm|& ieb l~ Rd}|xbi~& xdm iffjsmb

dng rj b|nqm dm| djgm& ajffjsnec g}xnh hfixxmx% Je

A|nbi~& dm b|jqm dm| djgm jehm icine%

,X~fqni& N siermb rj ixo ~j} xjgmrdnec%,

,Ixo gm sdir:,

,Smff& rdm~ cjr rdnx ems biehm gjqnm xdjsnec je

Bmfisi|m Iqme}m& ieb N siermb rj oejs na ~j} siermb

rj cj xmm nr je X}ebi~%,

,Rdieo~j}& l}r N bje#r rdneoxj%,

,Sm hj}fb cj rj rdm jem j#hfjho xdjsnec& ieb N hj}fb

diqm ~j} liho l~ aj}| j#hfjho%,

,Liho l~ aj}|:,

,Sm snff cj xr|incdr rj rdm gjqnm ieb liho% Np|jgnxm&, Xrihm~ qjsmb rj dm| snrd rdm xjfmgenr~ ja i

hdjn| lj~%

,Joi~&, X~fqni hjehmbmb% ,Pnho gm }p ir rsmfqm rdn|r~

ieb k}xr pi|o j}rxnbm% N snff fjjo aj| ~j}| hi| ieb hjgm

bjse%,

,Hjjf% N snff xmm ~j} rdme%,

L~ rdm rngm Xsmmr P b|jppmb X~fqni ir dm| djgm rdir

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Pi}f Kjdexje

A|nbi~& dm six hjeanbmer dnx neqmxrgmer six cjnec rj lm

pi~nec qm|~ dncd bnqnbmebx& ieb qm|~ xjje%

X~fqni six em|qj}x ieb mthnrmb% Rdnx six dm| an|xr r|np

rj rdm gjqnm rdmirm| snrd i lj~% Xdm bnbe#r sier rj

|mqmif rdnx rj dm| gjrdm| k}xr ~mr% Rdir nx sd~ xdm dib

ixomb dng rj k}xr pi|o dnx hi| ieb xdm sj}fb hjgm

bjse% Dm| gjrdm| six ifsi~x si|enec ilj}r lj~x&

ilj}r xmt& ieb ilj}r l|necnec i lil~ djgm% N r cjr xj

mtr|mgm& rdir n aX~fqni jhhixnjeiff~ xri~mb j}r pixr bi|o

snrdj}r p|nj| pm|gnxxnje& dm| gjrdm| sj}fb lm|irm dm|}egm|hna}ff~% X~fqni sj}fb lm ihh}xmb ja xri~nec j}r rj

a}ho lj~x& ieb lm rd|mirmemb snrd lmnec onhomb j}r ja

rdm dj}xm xdj}fb dm| gjrdm| mqm| hirhd dm| snrd i gie%

,N#g ejr |inxnec ie~ gj|m lilnmx& xj ~j} lmr ejr l|nec

ie~ djgm) Ieb ommp ~j}| fmcx hfjxmb&, six dm| gjrdm|#x

gier|i%

B}|nec rdm X}ebi~ girnemm& X~fqni six ilfm rj xr}b~

Xrihm~ ne p|janfm ix dm nermerf~ sirhdmb rdm gjqnm% Dm

xmmgx xj enhm iebpjfnrm% Pf}x& N fnom rdirdm emqm|xri|m irg~

ljb~ ieb ifsi~x fjjo bn|mhrf~ neg~ m~mx sdme sm rifo& ejrir

l|mixr% Pf}x nrx enhm diqnec i a|nmebsnrd cjjbgieem|x& i fnrrf

gjem~& iebdnx jse r|iexpj|rirnje% X~fqni#x gneb hjerne}mb

rj b|mig dm| jse rdj}cdrx ix xdm sirhdmb Xrihm~&aj|xionec rdm xrj|~ fnem ja rdm gjqnm%

,Sj}fb ~j} fnom ie~rdnec mfxm a|jg rdm hjehmxxnje

xrieb:,

,Ej rdieo~j}% N#g cjjb&, X~fqni |mxpjebmb%

,Joi~& N #ff lm |ncdr liho% N #g cjnec rj cmr xjgm gj|m

G!G#x%,

Xrihm~ fmar rj p}|hdixm xjgm gj|m G!G#x&

xnbmr|ihonec dngxmfane rdm p|jhmxx rj rdm pi~ pdjemx%

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Jehm xiamf~ nexnbm rdm hjeanemx ja rdm pdjem ljjrd& dm

xfnppmb liho nerj dnx r|}m pm|xjei& bnifnec dnx ljrrjg

lnrhd#x hmff pdjem& mtpmhrnec dm| rj lm xfmmpnec firm nerj

rdm iarm|ejje& iarm| i l}x~ encdr jadjmnec%

Rdm pdjem |iec xmqm|if rngmx% Xsmmr P xri|rmb rj

lmhjgm ngpirnmer& rdme n|irm% I rn|mb amgifm qjnhm

iexsm|mb rdm pdjem% ,Lnrhd& sd~ bnb ~j} riom xj fjec rj

iexsm|:,

,Xj||~ bibb~& gm ieb rdmxm jrdm| lnrhdmx sm|m xfmmp%

Sm k}xr cjr ne i|j}eb xmqme rdnx gj|enec& mqm|~ljb~mthmpr rdm ems lnrhd%,

,Sdm|m xdm ir:,

,Bibb~& N rdneoxdm nx ibbnhrmb rj rdnx xdnr if|mib~% Xdm

xinb xdm sixe#r xfmmp~ ieb siermb rj hirhd i ams gj|m

birmx lmaj|m xdm hjgm ne%,

,Smff& giom x}|m ~j} ommp dm| }ebm| ~j}| snecx #rnf

xdm fmi|e rdm |jpmx% Sdir oneb ja e}glm|x ~#iff bjnec:,

,Bibb~& N bnb rdn|rmme d}eb|mb fixr encdr ieb rdm jrdm|

cn|fx bnb lmrsmme jem ieb anarmme d}eb|mb& l}r rdm ems

cn|f xdj}fb diqm ilj}r rsj rdj}xieb sdme xdm hjgm

ne%,

,Cjjb% Giom x}|m ~j} xmh}|m g~ gjem~& ieb N sier

~#iff djgm emtr Gjebi~ iarm| rdm hjeqmernje fmiqm%,,^mx& Bibb~% Sm snff lm rdm|m ieb N snff giom x}|m

rdmxm djmx giom ~j} i gner%,

,Cjjb% Ejs& sdir bj ~j} fjqm:,

,Bibb~& N fjqm ~j}| pngpnec ' iff bi~& mqm|~ bi~%,

,Rdir#x |ncdr% Rdir#x sd~ ~j} g~ ljrrjg lnrhd&

lmhi}xm ~j} cmr rdm kjl bjem% Giom gm p|j}b ieb N

diqm i cnar aj| ~j} sdme ~j} cmr djgm%, Xsmmr P d}ec

}p snrd rdir% Dm ifsi~x fnomb rj diqm rdm fixr sj|b%

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X~fqni six ngp|mxxmb snrd Xrihm~#x ibb|mxx% Xdm dib

|i|mf~ pixxmb rd|j}cd rdm Xjhnmr~ Dnff emncdlj|djjb&

l}roems nr six jem ja Pdnfibmfpdni#x gjxr mtpmexnqmfjhifmx% Xdm sinrmb ne rdm hi| sdnfm Xrihm~ |ie }pxrin|x rj

hiff dnx gjrdm|% Xrihm~ |mr}|emb rj rdm hi| xdj|rf~&

snrdj}r dnx kihomr je%

,X~fqni& hie ~j} pfmixm sinr }pxrin|x snrd gm: N hiffmb

g~ gjg& l}r dm| ixxnxrier xinb xdm k}xr xrmppmb j}r& l}r

siermb gm rj fmiqm i e}glm| xdm hj}fb hiff gm |ncdr

liho ir% Xj& N emmb rj sinr l~ rdm pdjem }pxrin|x%,Jehm icine& rdm xr|mxx |mr}|emb rj X~fqni& ieb nr

|mcnxrm|mb je dm| aihm ix xdm xir y}nmrf~ ieb bnb ejr }rrm|

i sj|b% Rdnx six lmhjgnec i p|mbnhigmer xdm snxdmb

xdm dibe#r iffjsmb% Ejs& nr xmmgmb& xdm |mc|mrrmb rdm

mern|m r|np rj rdm gjqnmx%

X~fqni y}n{{mb Xrihm~; ,Xdm xdj}fb lm hiffnec ~j} |ncdr

liho& |ncdr: N hie k}xr sinr bjse dm|m%,

,^j} x}|m: N r hj}fb lm i sdnfm& ieb ~j} sj}fb lm

g}hd gj|m hjgaj|rilfm }pxrin|x%,

,N#g x}|m% N snff lm joi~% N#g k}xr cjnec rj fnxrme rj i

ams ja~j}| ripmx%,

,If|ncdr% N snff lm liho bjse ix xjje ix N hie%,

X~fqni sinrmb ne rdm hi| pirnmerf~ aj| gj|m rdie anarmmegne}rmx'lmaj|m Xrihm~ higm liho bjsexrin|x% Rdnx r|np

rj rdm gjqnmx six hfmi|f~ rionec je rdm ippmi|iehm ja i

d}cm gnxriom%

,Xj||~& l}r g~ gjg dixe#r hiffmb liho ~mr&, Xrihm~

lmcie% ,Rdnx e}glm| nx ngpj|rier rj dm|&, dm |mpmirmb%

Xrihm~ xd|}ccmb% N hiffmb dm| icine ieb icine& dm|

ixxnxrier six rdm|m& l}r xdm sixe#r% N ciqm dm| ixxnxrier

rdm e}glm|& l}r xdm xinb N xdj}fb xrnff sinr aj| g~

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Pi}f Kjdexje

gjrdm|#x hiff& xdm rdneox nr nx ngpj|rier% Xj hie ~j}

pfmixm hjgm }pxrin|x: N p|jgnxm ~j} snff lm xiam& ieb sm

hie mir xjgm ajjb sdnfm sm i|m }p rdm|m%,

X~fqni#x xrjgihd six c|jsfnec& ix xdm dib ejr mirme ir

rdm gjqnm rdmirm|% Rdm nbmi ja ajjb ippmifmb rj dm|&

fmibnec rj i smiomenec ne dm| |mxjfqm%

,Joi~& l}r n a~j}| gjrdm| bjmxe#r hiff l~ aj}| j#hfjho&

N emmb rj lm je g~ si~ djgm&, X~fqni xinb snrd

bmrm|gneirnje%

, N }ebm|xrieb&, |mpfnmb Xrihm~& ejr y}nrm ic|mmnec snrdX~fqni#x hjebnrnjeif ihy}nmxhmehm% X~fqni ainfmb rj pnho}p

je rdm xfncdr hdiecm ne Xrihm~#x bmgmiej|%

Rdm }pxrin|x six mqme gj|m ngp|mxxnqm rdie rdm xr|mmr

ibb|mxx% Rdm rd|mm lmb|jjg hjebj six bmhj|irmb ne

sdir X~fqni ixx}gmb six i gntr}|m ja i|r'bmhj ieb

gjbm|e a}|enr}|m; lnc hd|jgm rilfmx& hjfj|a}f figpx& ieb

i fi|cm lfiho& jbbf~ xdipmb fmirdm| xjai& hjgpfmgmermb

l~ mtpmexnqm fjjonec i|rsj|oibj|enec rdm siffx% X~fqni

xir em|qj}xf~ je rdm xjai& aihnec rdm lnc xh|mme

rmfmqnxnje& djpnec Xrihm~#x hiff sj}fb hjgm ie~ gne}rm%

,Djs ilj}r N giom }x r}|om~ ieb hdmmxm djicnmx

sdnfm sm sinr&, Xrihm~ qjf}ermm|mb%

,Joi~&, X~fqni xinb snrd rmexnje ne dm| qjnhm%Xsmmr P six smff isi|m X~fqni six a|ncdrmemb& ix rdnx

six p|jlilf~ rdm an|xr rngm xdm dib lmme ifjem snrd i

gie ne ie ipi|rgmer% Ej hiff six hjgnec% Dnx pfie iff

ifjec dib lmme rj cmr dm| }pxrin|x& ifjem& sdm|m dm

hj}fb hjer|jf rdm xnr}irnje%

Dm pj}|mb xjgm Disinnie P}ehd a|}nr b|neo aj| mihd

ja rdmg rj cj snrd rdmn| djicnmx% Dm b|jppmb i pnff ne

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X~fqni#x% Nr six i pi|rnh}fi|f~ xr|jec qm|xnje ja i birm'

|ipm b|}c& gmier rj fjjxme dm| nednlnrnjex& xmt}iff~

i|j}xm dm| ieb dmir }p dm| neem| sjgiedjjb% Nr sj}fb

hfj}b dm| k}bcgmer ieb ajh}x& gionec dm| fjxm r|iho ja

iff rngm& ieb lmhjgm x}lgnxxnqm%

Xsmmr P }x}iff~ mekj~mb& ieb rdm|maj|m p|mam||mb rj

anemxxm i ~j}ec cn|f j}r ja dm| piernmx& ieb nerj dnx

xrilfm& l}r dm oems X~fqni sj}fb |mxnxr& xj dm emmbmb rj

mgpfj~ i fnrrfm fmqm|icm% Xrihm~ diebmb X~fqni dm| djicnm&

i lic ja pjrirj hdnpx& ieb rdm airma}f cfixx ja xpnombDisinnie p}ehd%

,Rdieo ~j}%, Xdm ihhmprmb rdm gmif fjjonec k}xr ix

em|qj}x ix sdme xdm dib merm|mb rdm hjebj%

Xsmmr P sirhdmb dm| ix xdm b|ieo rdm p}ehd ieb irm

rdm djicnm& xdm iff rdm sdnfm }eisi|m ja rdm

r|iexaj|girnje rionec pfihm nexnbm dm| ljb~ ieb gneb%

Dm jlxm|qmb dm| b|ine rdm cfixx snrd i hm|rine xmexm ja

xnenxrm| xirnxaihrnje% N cjrrdnx lnrhd ejs)

Rngm xfnppmb l~% Sdme rdm hfjho xr|}ho aj}|& ieb dnx

gjrdm| xrnff dibe#r hiffmb& X~fqni xrjjb }p%

,Xrihm~& N%%%cjr%%%rj cj djgm%, Xdm amfr a}ee~% Dm| sj|bx

sm|m hjgnec j}r a}ee~% Xdm amfr i fnrrfm ainer%

X~fqni amfr fnom mqm|~rdnec six dippmenec ne xfjsgjrnje& ieb six d}gj|j}x% Xdm cnccfmb ieb cnccfmb

xjgm gj|m& }ehjer|jffilf~% Xdm dib ej mtpfieirnje aj|

rdm cnccfmx& dm| xnr}irnje sixe#r hjgnhif ir iff& ~mr xdm

xrnff cnccfmb%

Xdm amfr i dmir r|iqmfnec }p snrdne dm| ljb~& je rjp ja

ieb rd|j}cdj}r nexnbm pi|rx xdm dib jef~ rj}hdmb ne

hjgpfmrm p|nqih~% Sdm|m nx Xrihm~: Jd % % % dm|m dm nx% Dm

g}xrammf rdm dmirrjj lmhi}xm dm nx }eb|mxxnecgm%

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,X~fqni& ~j} i|m cjeei lm joi~% N #g cjnec rj riom qm|~

cjjb hi|m ja~j}% Bje#r sj||~% K}xr mekj~ rdm ammfnec%,

X~fqni r|nmbrj hjgp|mdmeb%

Djs bjmx dm oejs rdm ammfnec:

L}r xdm fjxr dm| r|ine ja rdj}cdr% Rdm dmir& rdm dmir

lmhigm fnom i an|m nexnbm dm|% Xrihm~ dib dm| eiomb& ~mr

dm| ljb~ xrnff amfr ilfi{m% Sd~ nx dm onxxnec gm: Sd~ bj N

fnom nr: Sdir nx dm bjnec ejs: Dm nx rj}hdnec gm bjse rdm|m)

Dm#x eixr~) Dm#x hdiecmbN& N& diqm rj giom dng xrjp)

L}r X~fqni hj}fbe#r aneb dm| qjnhm? ejrdnec higm j}r

sdme xdm r|nmb rj xpmio% Ieb ejs sdirdm nx bjnec rj gm)Rdm onxxnec& rdm rj}hdnec six xri|rnec rj ammf cjjb&

gionec rdm dmir gj|m lmi|ilfm% Xdm ej fjecm| siermb rj

rmff dng rj xrjp% Dm six dmfpnec dm| p}r rdm an|m j}r%

Afjirnec a|mm a|jg mi|rdf~ rnmx ne i b|}c'neb}hmb ajc&

X~fqni amfr dm|xmfa lmnec onxxmb& x}homb ieb a}homb ne

sdir xdm djpmb six jef~ i smn|b b|mig% L}r bj b|migx

x}ppjxm rj d}|rxj g}hd: ]eilfm rj |mxnxr dng& dm| ljb~ xj

lmi}rna}f ieb }e'r|igpfmb je& X~fqni snremxxmb dm|

r|iexaj|girnje& sdnfm cmrrnec i cjjb fjjo ir dnx

gixh}fnenr~ ieb rdm maamhr dm| xmt}ifnr~ dib ne

gjrnqirnec dng%

Xsmmr P#x bnho six mxpmhniff~ di|b& diqnec riome ie

mediehmgmer inb iprf~ hiffmb lmb|jjg l}ff~%,Xsnecnec nerj ihrnje& dm a}homb X~fqni fnom i xmt'h|i{mb

x}pm|dm|j a|jg rdm pfiemr Dj|e~% Xsmmr P x}homb je

dm| sdjfm ljb~% Dm x}homb xj di|b& dm fmar |mb gi|ox

je dm| xone |mxmglfnec rjgirjmx% Dm lmer ieb rsnxrmb

dm| ljb~ nerj pjxnrnjex c~geixrx sj}fb lm ia|inb rj r|~%

Xsmmr P l|}riff~ anffmb mqm|~ djfm ne X~fqni#x ljb~%

Rdm xhmem rjjo je rdm ippmi|iehm ja i xnhof~ pj|ej'

dj||j| gjqnm% Dm a}homb dm| je rdm fnqnec |jjg afjj|

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aj| dj}|x% Dnx h}g& dm| j|cixg k}nhm& ifjec snrd dm|

qn|cneif lfjjb iff pjjfmb }ebm|emird% Xsmmr P p}r X~fqni

rd|j}cd xmt}if ih|jlirnhx sdnhd ej xmfa'|mxpmhrnec~j}ec cn|f xdj}fb lm x}lkmhrmb rj& mxpmhniff~ i ~j}ec

qn|cne%

Xsmmr P }efmixdmb dnx rme ~mi|x japngp mtpm|nmehm&

h|}mfr~& ieb xibnxg je X~fqni ne x}hd i gieem| rdir dm|

ljb~ ieb gneb sm|m hjgpfmrmf~ }ep|mpi|mb aj|% Dj}|

l~ dj}|& rdm pine ieb pfmix}|m rjjo rdmn| r}|ex je

X~fqni#x xmexmx& nerm|gnecfnec ne i ln{i||m aixdnje& dm|ljb~ ieb xj}f hjex}gmb snrd an|m%

Xsmmr P a}homb dm| }p rj ieb ifgjxr pixr dm| l|mionec

pjner% Rmmrm|nec je rdm l|neojanexienr~& |mxnbnec

snrdne dm| ajc& xdm amfr dm|xmfaqnjfirmb& xdm amfr rdm pine&

ieb xdm amfr rdm pfmix}|m% Xdm snxdmb xdm hj}fb k}xr

qienxd l}r bnb ejr oejs djs%

Bmmp lmemird rdm b|}c neb}hmb xrirm ja gneb& dm|

ljb~#x fmiqm ja nrx xmexmx ieb hjer|jf& X~fqni pjxxmxxmb

ie isi|memxx& xdm dib lmme r|nhomb% Xdm amfr rdm lmr|i~if%

Xdm oems Xrih~ six xjgm oneb ja gjexrm| sdjxm

gnxxnje dib lmme rj xrmif dm| neejhmehm ieb dm| xj}f%

Aj| bi~x rdm xmt meb}|mb% X~fqni |i|mf~ xfmpr& ieb sdmexdm bnb& mqme rdme xdm six lmnec pmemr|irmb% Xdm six

amb l~ aj|hm& aj|hmb rj b|neosirm| ieb gj|m p}ehd% L~

ejs xdm oems xdm dib lmme b|}ccmb% N r xmmgmb mihd

rngm rdm ajc lmcie rj fnar& xdm sj}fb diqm rj b|neogj|m

p}ehd& ieb rdm ajc sj}fb bmxhmeb jehm icine& mqme

rdnhom|%

X~fqni dib ej |mif xmexm ja rngm% I ff xdm oems six

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rdir Xrih~ emqm| xfmpr% Sdmemqm| xdm sjom a|jg dm|

xf}glm|x& dm six rdm|m lmxnbm dm|& sirhdnec dm|&

rifonec rj dm|& ne ie }eoejse lmb|jjg& ne i lmb xdm

dib emqm| lmaj|m xmme%

Mqm|~ nehd ja dm| ljb~ six xj|m% Rdm|m sm|m af}nbx

hiomb lmrsmme dm| fmcx& dm| gj}rd xsjffme& ieb dm| ixx

djfm ammfnec fnom nr six |nppmb jpme% Xrnff anebnec xpmmhd

ifgjxr ngpjxxnlfm& ,Sd~&, six dm| mqm| p|mxmer pfmi

lmrsmme dm| xjlx%Dm| pfmix smer }eiexsm|mb%

,X~fqni& ~j} emmbmb gm& ~j} emmbmb |mxh}nec%Snrdj}r gm ~j} sj}fb emqm| diqm |mihdmb ~j}| a}ff

pjrmernif% ^j} sj}fb diqm fmb i b}ff fnam& a}ff ja

dmi|rihdm& gme hjgnec ieb cjnec& a}honec ~j} aj| a|mm&

sdnfm p|mrmebnec rdm~ fjqmb ~j} rj ommp ~j} pjj| ieb

xr}pnb%,

Xsmmr P#x nebjhr|neirnje hjerne}mb% ,N#g cjnec rj

rmihd ~j} djs rj r}|e ~j}| ljb~ nerj i lieo% Mqm|~

gie rdir fjjox ir ~j} snff sier ~j}% Ieb& mqm|~ gie

snff pi~ rj cmr i pnmhm ja~j}% L}r& rdm~ hie emqm| diqm

~j}| gneb ieb xj}F%Rdjxm lmfjec rj gm),

Xsmmr P sixe#r anenxdmb% ,A|jg ejs je& N ig ~j}|

rmihdm|& ~j}| fjqm|& ~j}| bibb~ ieb ~j}| ljxx% N ig ~j}|

pngp& ~j}| cjb) Nx rdir }ebm|xrjjb:, X~fqni k}xr ejbbmbdm| dmib& oejsnec xdm dib ej hdjnhm%

Xgiho) Dm xfippmb dm| xj di|b& xdm amff jaa rdm lmb%

Xsmmr P b|iccmb dm| l~ dm| din| liho je rj rdm lmb%

,Lnrhd& N xinb bj ~j} }ebm|xrieb:,

Xdm ejbbmb dm| dmib& rdnx rngm snrd sj|bx af~nec j}r

jadm| gj}rd& ,^mx& ~mx& N }ebm|xrieb%,

,Lnrhd& g~ eigm nx Xsmmr P% N #g rdm hjfbmxr& xgi|rmxr&

pngpnemxr encci rdir mqm| fnqmb& ieb ~j}

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lmfjec rj gm) Bj ~j} }ebm|xrieb:,

,^mx& ~mx& N }ebm|xrieb%, XsmmrP%: Jd xdnr)

N ig ne xjgm |mif a}honec biecm|) X~fqni six xri|rnec rj

|mifn{m djs g}hd biecm| xdm six ne& ejr rj gmernje

djs libf~ xdm dib lmme r|nhomb%

,Lnrhd& rdnx nx ~j}| p|mxmer% ^j} cmr rj xpmeb rngm

snrd ~j}| cjb lmaj|m ~j} cj j}r rdm|m ieb giom gm

|nhd% Ejs xdjs gm djs g}hd ~j} fjqm gm& x}ho je

rdnx pngp xrnho%, X~fqni hjgpfnmb& oejsnec dm| x}|qnqif

hj}ermb je nr%Iff smmo Xsmmr P a}homb X~fqni& rmffnec dm| djs c|mir

dm six% Jqm| ieb jqm| icine& dm rjfb dm| djs dm dib

|mxh}mb dm|% Dm six ner|jb}hnec dm| rj i fnam ja fmnx}|m

ieb f}t}|~% Ne |mifnr~& dm six l|ine'sixdnec dm| nerj

lmfnmqnec dm| fnam ejs |mqjfqmb i|j}eb dng% Jqm| rdm

bi~x& Xsmmr P |mfnmb fmxx ieb fmxx je rdm b|}cx& ix dm amfr

dnx pjsm| ieb pm|x}ixnje rionec djfb jaX~fqni%

Mqm|~ bi~ dm l|jom bjse gj|m ieb gj|m ja dm|

snffpjsm|& gj|m ja dm| |mxnxriehm& gj|m ja dm| xpn|nr%

X~fqni oems dm| sj|fb sj}fb emqm| lm rdm xigm icine%

Aj| jem& rdm|m six ej xmt}if ihr dm| ljb~ hj}fb ejr

meb}|m& xdm if|mib~ dib% Xmt& djsmqm|& dib fjxr nrx

g~xrm|~& nrx sjebm| ieb nrx ism%Aj| ejs& Xsmmr P bnb& ne aihr& jse dm|% Xdm dib

ejsdm|m mfxm rj cj% X~fqni hm|rinef~

hj}fb ejr |mr}|e djgm& ejr ne rdnx xdipm& ejr iarm| rdnx

fjec ilxmehm% Lmxnbmx& xdm oems Xsmmr P bnb ejr giom

nbfm rd|mirx%

Dm |miff~ nermebmb rj r|iho dm| bjse ieb bnxanc}|m dm|

aj| fnam n a xdm r|nmb rj fmiqm dng%

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HDIPRM\ RD\MM u DJMX

Rdm ajffjsnec Gjebi~& X~fqni sjom }p ne i xr}pj|%

Xdm dib meb}|mb iejrdm| pm|qm|xm |j}eb ja xmt}if

bjgneirnje% Dm| aihm six l|}nxmb& ieb xdm dib ie m~m

xsjffme xd}r%

Dj}|x lmaj|m dnx c}mxr i||nqmb& Xsmmr P neaj|gmb X~fqni

rdir xri|rnec snrd rdir encdr& xdm sj}fb lm mi|enec dm|ommp% Sdme rdm c|iqnr~ ja rdir xrirmgmer x}eo ne& xdm

|mxnxrmb%

,N#g ejr bjnec nr&, xdm ieej}ehmb%

,Lnrhd& diqme#r ~j} fmi|emb ie~rdnec: ^j} bje#r diqm

i hdjnhm), rdm an|xr lfjs six i qnhnj}x lihodieb% Mqm|

gneba}f ja rdm qif}m jadnx p|jpm|r~& rdir nx& ejr siernec

rj bigicm dm| aihm& rdm |mginenec lfjsx sm|m rj dm|ljb~% Mqme sdme X~fqni liffmb }p nerj i rncdr amrif

pjxnrnje& xdm hj}fb xrnff ammf dng onhonec dm| snrd

dnx iffncirj| xdjmx%

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Xsmmr P dib hjgpfmrmf~ ilbnhirmb dnx Xrihm~ pm|xjei&

diqnec mgm|cmb ix Xsmmr P ne dnx xpmmhd& gieem|nxgx&

b|mxx ieb nermer%

,Ejs lnrhd& i|m ~j} |mib~ rj giom gm g~ gjem~:,

,^mx& ~mx& N snff bj nr%,

,Lnrhd& hiff gm Bibb~ sdme ~j} ibb|mxx gm%,

,^mx& Bibb~& N ig |mib~ rj giom ~j}| gjem~%,

Rsj dj}|x firm|& X~fqni dib hjgpfmrmb dm|

r|iexaj|girnje% Iff xmglfiehm ja ej|gifh~ six cjem

a|jg dm| mtnxrmehm% Aj| dm|& rdm|m sj}fb lm ej gj|maierixnmx ja i P|nehm Hdi|gnec ne dm| fnam% Rdm|m sj}fb

lm ej fjjonec aj|si|b rj rdir ,an|xr rngm&, ej dj}xm

snrd i sdnrm pnhomr amehm% X~fqni six ejs jem ja Xsmmr

P#x djmx& ieb six ilj}r rj r}|e dm| an|xr r|nho%

I sdnrm gie ne i rd|mm pnmhm x}nr& hi||~nec i l|nmahixm

i||nqmb& rj X~fqni#x bnxgi~% Xsmmr P dib cnqme dm| i

xdj|r& xmgn'xdmm|& lfihob|mxx sdnhd xmmgmb rj p|jpmf

dm| |jl}xr ljb~ nerj gir}|nr~ mqme gj|m y}nhof~% Xdm

dib lmme nexr|}hrmb rj xnr je rdm xjai& xgnfm ieb fjjo

xmt~% Xdm sirhdmb ix rdm sdnrm gie ciqm Xsmmr P rsj

jem d}eb|mb bjffi| lnffx% Xj rdirnx sdirg~ ljb~ hjxr: Rsj

d}eb|mbbjffi|x) X~fqni six anffmb snrd bnxc}xr%

X~fqni dib lmme nexr|}hrmb& jehm xdm jlxm|qmb rdmpi~gmer |mebm|mb& rj fmib rdm gie rj i lmb|jjg

fjhirmb ir rdm ai| meb ja rdm diffsi~& ieb xdm dib lmrrm|

pm|aj|g smff% X~fqni six pinea}ff~ isi|m ja iejrdm| ixx'

sd}ppnec& sdnhd isinrmb dm| n a xdm bnb ejr xirnxa~ dm|

hfnmer%

,Xj rdnx nx ~j}| an|xr rngm& d}d:,

,^mx nr nx&, X~fqni iexsm|mb%

,Smff& N#g djej|mb&, dm| hfnmer xinb%

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Xdm smer rd|j}cd rdm gjrnjex? dm cjr je rjp ja dm|

ieb p}gpmb isi~% Sdme dm higm& dm xmmgmb dipp~%

Dm xmmgmb pfmixmb jqm|iff% X~fqni h|nmb nexnbm%

Rdir encdr& X~fqni a}homb rd|mm jrdm| xr|iecm|x% Rdm

xmhjeb jem siermb dnx bnho x}homb% Xdm dib i bnaanh}fr

rngm |ma|inenec a|jg dm| cic |mafmt rionec jqm|& b}m rj

rdm qnfm eir}|m ja sdir xdm six aj|hmb rj bj% Djsmqm|&

rdnx six iff ilj}r x}|qnqif& ieb xdm xri~mb mqm|'gneba}f

ja rdm aihr Xsmmr P bnb jse dm|& aj| ejs%

R}mxbi~ gj|enec& X~fqni sjom rj rdm xj}eb ja iciccfm ja lnrhdmx& j}r ne rdm fnqnec |jjg& gionec

ejnxm% ]pje sifonec j}r rj xmm hfjxm }p& xdm snremxxmb

Xsmmr P djfbnec hj}|r& an|gf~ merd|jemb ne rdm gnbbfm

ja rdm amgifmx% Dm six i onec& |mfnxdnec rdm irrmernje ja

dnx fj~if x}lkmhrx aisenec jqm| dng%

,Bibb~& N fnom Irfiernh Hnr~% Sdme hie sm cj liho j}r

rdm|m&, i ~j}ec lfjeb ixomb%

,Sdme N xi~ ~j} hie% Ejs cj ne rdm|m&, pjnernec rj

rdm onrhdme& ,Ieb hjjo xjgm l|mioaixr aj| ~j}| xnxrm|x'

ne'fis%,

I l|}emrrm xpjom }p% ,Bibb~& bj ~j} fnom rdm sirhd:

Sdme N xis rdir nr six i |mif P|mxnbmernif \jfmt& N

b|}ccmb dnx b|neo ieb xrjfm nr ieb dnx gjem~ sdme dmpixxmb j}r&, xdm p|j}bf~ xinb%

,^j} bnb qm|~ cjjb% Ejs cj sinr ne rdm lmb|jjg aj|

gm%,

Rdm l|}emrrm xgnfmb snrd cfmm ieb bigemb'emi|

xonppmb dm| si~ rj rdm lmb|jjg%

Xsmmr P rdme ejrnhmb X~fqni#x p|mxmehm& ieb siqmb dm|

aj|si|b% , N sier ~j} jrdm| lnrhdmx rj mefncdrme ~j}|

ems xnxrm|'ne'fis rj rdm |}fmx ieb djs rj hjeb}hr

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dm|xmfa i|j}eb rdnx pngpnec% N snff lm liho j}r ne i fnrrfm

sdnfm&, dm xinb& dmib'ejbbnec rjsi|b rdm lmb|jjg snrd

rdm micm| l|}emrrm sinrnec%

Ix rdm lfjeb ejs hjerne}mb rj hjjo l|mioaixr aj| rdm

c|j}p& rdm |mginenec rsj djmx h|jsbmb X~fqni& gionec

dm| ammf }ehjgaj|rilfm% Rdm rsj fjjomb dm| }p ieb

bjse ix rdj}cd rdm~ sm|m p|jamxxnjeif ipp|inxm|x&

pmm|nec ieb fmm|nec ir i pjrmernif p|jpm|r~%

,Jd smm& Bibb~ cjnec rj cmr i fjr ja gnfmicm j}r ja

~j}&, jem |mgi|omb%,Lnrhd& ~j} lmrrm| bj sdir Bibb~ xi~ ieb bje#r lm ej

r|j}lfm& lmhi}xm dm bje#r pfi~&, rdm jrdm| djm xinb%

X~fqni dib if|mib~ anc}|mb rdir g}hd j}r)

,Rdir#x |ncdr% Dm snff onho i g}b'djfm ne ~j}| ixx na

~j} cmr j}r'ja'pjhomr%,

,Ieb sm rjp'ejrhd djmx& xj bje#r rdneo~j} cjeei cmr

isi~ snrd xjgm difa'ixx djmnec% Bibb~ bje#r fnom rj xmm

fmxx rdie anqm d}eb|mb bjffi|x i encdr a|jg }x&, iejrdm|

l|}emrrm mtpfinemb%

,Rdir#x |ncdr% Sm cjr rdm lmxr bibb~ j}r dm|m% Xsmmr

P#x eigm nx oejse a|jg hjixr rj hjixr ieb l~ mqm|~

lnrhd sdj giomx rdm gjxr&, rdm lfjeb hjjo hdngmb ne&

p|j}bf~%,Xj& sdir#x ~j}| eigm&, rdm~ ixomb rjcmrdm|%

,X~fqni&, xdm xriggm|mb%

,Ej% Sdir eigm bnb Bibb~ cnqm ~j}:,

,P|mhnj}x%,

,Smff P|mhnj}x& n a ~j} bj sdir Bibb~ xi~& giom dng

dnx gjem~& ~j} snff fnqm cjjb& fnom }x&, Bmfncdra}f xinb%

,^mid& sm iff fnqm ne i enhm lnc dj}xm rjcmrdm|% Sm

b|nqm enhm hi|x& ieb diqm hfjxmrx a}ff ja hfjrdmx% Ieb

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sdme sm bj mtr|i cjjb& Bibb~ fmr }x xpmeb rdm sdjfm

bi~& k}xr diqnec a}e snrd dng&, Hixdgm|m mtpfinemb%

X~fqni k}xr ejbbmb dm| dmib%

,L|mioaixr nx |mib~&, rdm lfjeb djm ieej}ehmb%

,Nr#x ilj}r rngm&, |mgi|omb i xdj|r Xpienxd djm%

,Ieb rdir#x \jxnm? xdm dix i lib rmgpm| ieb fnom rj h}r

pmjpfm& xj r|~ ejr rj pnxx dm| jaa%

Ieb rdm jem ne rdm |jjg snrd Bibb~ nx Y}mme% Xdm#x

dnx ljrrjg lnrhd& dnx e}glm| jem% Xdm#x lmme snrd dng

aj| ~mi|x& ieb sdme dm#x ejr i|j}eb& xdm#x ne hdi|cm%Xri~ je dm| cjjb xnbm ieb bibb~ p|jlilf~ sje#r diqm rj

p}r dnx ajjr ne ~j}| ixx&, Hixdgm|m mtpfinemb& cjnec nerj

bmrinf%

Aj| gjxr ja rdm smmo& X~fqni hjerne}mb rj lm Xsmmr

P#x sj|onec p|nxjem|% dm cn|fx jef~ higm l~ jem gj|m

rngm& mthmpr aj| Y}mme% Xdm higm l~ mqm|~ bi~ rj cnqm

Xsmmr P anxrx a}ff ja bjffi|x%

X~fqni xpmer dm| bi~x lmnec Xsmmr P#x xmt filj|irj|~% Nr

xmmgmb mqm|~ hjehmnqilfm si~ i sjgie hj}fb lm

a}homb& xr|nppnec dm| ja dm| snff& dm ihhjgpfnxdmb%

Pm|qm|xmf~ mej}cd& sdme dm smer rj riom i xdnr& xdm

sj}fb diqm rj x}ho dnx bnho b}|nec& ieb snpm dnx ixx

iarm|si|b% L~ rdm rngm rdm rsj j| rd|mm hfnmerx higm l~rj xpmeb gjem~ xmtnec Gx% P|mhnj}x& ix xdm six hiffmb&

nr six& ne aihr& i xrmp }p a|jg iff xdm dib rj meb}|m

aj| rdm |mginebm| ja rdm rngm xdm six Xsmmr P#x hjexj|r%

N|jenhiff~& k}xr sdme X~fqni six cmrrnec }xmb rj i

|j}rnem ja bjgneirnje ieb bmc|ibirnje ir rdm diebx ja

Xsmmr P& rdnecx ne rdm p|jc|ig hdiecmb& ir Xsmmr P#x

bn|mhrnje% Dm ibb|mxxmb X~fqni%

,Rjbi~ ~j} cmr rj mi|e gm xjgm gjem~ j}rxnbm%

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Xrnho snrd rdm cn|fx% Merm|rine ~j}| hfnmerx& ieb ~j}

lmrrm| ejr r|~ ieb bnxippmi|% Nx rdir }ebm|xrjjb:,

,^mx& Bibb~% N snff bj i cjjb kjl% N p|jgnxm%, X~fqni

six xnehm|m l~ ejs& h|iqnec rdm hdiehm rj cmr j}r ja dm|

p|nxje%

,R|~ ieb r}|e ~j}| r|nhox emi| rdm r|iho ne rdmn| hi|x% I

lfjskjl hjxrx anar~& i a}ho jem d}eb|mb% N a rdm~ sier rj

cj rj i djrmf& }xm rdm jem emi|l~& ieb nrx rsj d}eb|mb

ie dj}|%, Xsmmr P#x mtp|mxxnje r}|emb xrm|e% ,Bje#r lm

j}r rdm|m l}ff'xdnrrnec& pi~ hfjxm irrmernje rj djs rdmjrdm| cn|fx hjeb}hr l}xnemxx% N a ~j} diqm ie~ y}mxrnjex&

ixo Y}mme% Bj ~j} }ebm|xrieb gm: ,

,^mx& N }ebm|xrieb ~j} Bibb~% N snff giom ~j}

p|j}b%,

Xsmmr P xdjsmb i rj}hd ja xomprnhnxg% ,Sd~ bj ~j}

sier rj giom gm p|j}b&, dm ixomb%

Rdm iexsm| higm y}nhof~& ieb ihhj|bnec rj rdm xh|npr%

,Lmhi}xm ~j} i|m g~ rmihdm|& g~ fjqm|& g~ Bibb~& g~

ljxx& g~ pngp& ieb g~ cjb%,

,Cjjb% Ejs cj cmr |mib~% Rdm cn|fx snff lm dm|m rj

pnho~j} }p ne i fnrrfm sdnfm&, Xsmmr P xinb bnxgnxxnqmf~%

Rdm xrilfmgirmx oems djs rj xr|}r rdmn| xr}aasnrd i

xmexm ja gnxpfihmb p|nbm% X~fqni& je rdm jrdm| dieb&xis ejrdnec rj lm p|j}b ja ne bjnec sdir xdm six

aj|hmb rj lm mecicmb ne% Xdm sifomb ifjecxnbm Y}mme

fjjonec rngnb& iff rdm rngm b|mibnec rdm aihr xdm six

mtpmhrmb rj xm|qnhm hfnmerx%

Y}mme r|nmb rdm hi|nec ipp|jihd% ,\mfit djem~& nr#x

k}xr xmt& ieb nr }x}iff~ fixr i ams gne}rmx% Bj ~j} diqm

~j}| hjebjgx&, Y}mme ixomb%

,^mx% N diqm pfmer~&, X~fqni iexsm|mb%

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Pi}f Kjdexje

,Cjjb& ieb giom rdmg iff smi| jem& mqme sdme ~j}

x}ho rdmn| bnho%, Y}mme y}nhof~ y}i||nmb xjgm

p|jxpmhrnqm l}xnemxx k}xr }p idmib% ,Joi~& dm|m hjgm

xjgmjem& cnqm rdmg i xgnfm&, xdm hj}exmfmb%

I lf}m Jfbxgjlnfm p}ffmb }p& nrx snebjs |jffnec

bjse snrdne xmhjebx% Y}mme six an|xr rj ibb|mxx rdm

ri|cmr%

,^j} fjjonec aj| i birm& x}ci|:,

,^mid& snrd rdir ~j}ec jem |ncdr rdm|m&, higm rdm

|mpf~%X~fqni#x an|xr j}rbjj| birm a}homb dm| ne dnx hi| sdnfm

pi|omb je i y}nmr xnbm xr|mmr ne ie neb}xr|nif i|mi%

,Bige cn|f&, rdm kjde |mgi|omb& ,^j} diqm xjgm

cjjb& rncdr& ~j}ec p}xx~% N snff lm liho rj xmm ~j}

icine%,

X~fqni six if|mib~ rj}cdmenec }p% Mqme rdj}cd xdm

siermb rj h|~ xdm ciqm rdm |ncdr iexsm| aj| l}xnemxx

p}|pjxmx%

,Cfib ~j} mekj~mb nr% N fjjoaj|si|b rj j}| emtr birm%,

Rdm kjde& sdjxm eigm six Sifrm|& six cfib rj dieb

jqm| dnx jem d}eb|mb bjffi|x& ammfnec ix rdj}cd dm dib

dnr rdm kihopjr% Gie& rdnx six a|mxd gmir)

X~fqni y}nhof~ fmi|emb rdm aihr rdir jfb kjdex mxpmhniff~fnomb ems djmx% Snrd rdir ne gneb& xdm xri~mb qm|~ l}x~

rdir encdr& r}|enec r|nho iarm| r|nho& }ernf nr amfr mern|mf~

gmhdien{mb% Xjgmrdnec hiffmb e}glemxx dib riome }p

|mxnbmehm ne dm| dmi|r%

Hjeqm|xmf~& a|jg i l}xnemxx xriebpjner& Gx%

P|mhnj}x& Xsmmr P#x ems djm& dib i xrmffi| encdr dm| an|xr

rngm j}r% Xdm dib |ihomb }p xmqme hi| a}hox& aj}| bnho

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x}hox ieb rsj r|npx rj rdm djrmf%

Ir rdm hjehf}xnje ja rdm mqmenec#x l}xnemxx& Y}mme

b|jqm rdm sjgme ja Xsmmr P#x xrilfm ne dm| c|mme LGS

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djmnec ieb l|necnec gm bj}cd& }ebm|xrieb:,

, mx Bibb~& N }ebm|xrieb%,

,Joi~& fmiqm gm% Ieb N sier rj xmmxjgm

lnccm| oejrx

rdnx smmo&, Xsmmr P xinb bnxgnxxnqmf~% Y}mme fmar rdm

dj}xm snrd i bmkmhrmb mtp|mxxnje%

X~fqni h|necmb ir rdm ejrnje ja lmnec xr}ho& ifjem snrd

dm| xmfa'p|jhfingmb pngp'cjb%

,Xj sdir bj ~j} diqm aj| gm&, Xsmmr P ixomb% Dm six

b|mxxmb ne dnx pngp irrn|m; i c|m~ xnfo x}nr& iy}i lf}m xnfo

xdn|r& ieb iy}i lf}m iffncirj| xdjmx% Dnx anecm|x sm|mlmkmsmfmb snrd bnigjebx% X~fqni oems a|jg mtpm|nmehm

rdm xncenanhiehm ja rdm cmgx je dnx diebx% Rdm~ xm|qmb

rj neh|mixm rdm ngpihr a|jg rdm lfjsx dm bmifr& ieb rdm

pine xdm sj}fb meb}|m%

,Bibb~& N gibm ~j} jem rdj}xieb ieb rd|mm d}eb|mb

bjffi|x%,

,Rdir#x i cjjb lnrhd% Xmm djs qif}ilfm ~j} i|m sdme

~j} fnxrme rj gm:,

,^mx& N bj%, X~fqni diebmb dm| pngp rdm |mqme}m xdm

dib riome ne aj| rdm mqmenec%

Xsmmr P x}|p|nxmb dm| icine% ,Xnehm ~j} bnb x}hd i

c|mir kjl rjencdr& N diqm i xpmhnif r|mir aj| ~j}% Cj cmr

hfmiemb }p ieb sinr aj| gm ne rdm an|xr lmb|jjg%,X~fqni bnb ix xdm six rjfb% Xdm rjjo i fjec xdjsm| ieb

r|nmb dm| lmxr rj sixd isi~ rdm rj}hd& rixrm ieb ammf ja

rdm rdn|rmme xr|iecm|x% Xdm b|mxxmb ne xjgm xmt~ fnecm|nm

ieb smer nerj rdm lmb|jjg& anffmb snrd b|mib& isinrnec

sdirmqm| dm| aignfni| rj|r}|m| dib pfieemb aj| dm|%

Rjencdr dm six bnaam|mer& ifgjxr cmerfm% N|jenhiff~& xdm

ifgjxr mekj~mb nr% Xsmmr P six rdnx rngm; gj|m

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ajh}xmb je bmfnqm|nec pfmix}|m rdie pine% X~fqni

x}|gnxmb rdm pfmix}|m rj lm dm| |msi|b aj| rdm encdr#x

cjjb sj|o% Ommpnec ne gneb& rdm|m six ejrdnec dm

hj}fb mqm| bj rj dm| r|}m fnonec& xdm |mgnebmb dm|xmfa

rdir mqme rdnx pfmix}|ilfm nerm|f}bm& six icinexr dm| snff%

Aj| ilj}r rd|mm gjerdx& rdm |j}rnem hjerne}mb; ne ieb

j}r jahi|x& ne ieb j}r ja djrmf |jjgx& y}nho a}hox ieb

bnho x}hox ne bi|o iffm~x% X~fqni gibm Xsmmr P i rje ja

gjem~& ieb ne rdm p|jhmxx& lmhjgnec i r|iho aiqj|nrm%

Rdm r|nhox hj}fb rmff xdm six ~j}ec ieb rdm~ iff siermbxjgm% Gj|m encdrx rdie ejr& X~fqni sj}fb piebm| rj rdm

~j}ec& rncdr p}xx~ ,P|mhnj}x, pm|xjei& }xnec nr rj

fmqm|icm dm| mi|enecx lm~jeb dm| xrilfm girmx% Xsmmr P

fjqmb gjem~? hjexmy}merf~& dm gnc|irmb rjsi|b r|mirnec

dnx gjxr qif}ilfm djm fmxx fnom i p|nxjem| ieb gj|m fnom i

cn|fa|nmeb& jqm| rngm%

]efnom dnx jrdm| djmx& Xsmmr P |my}n|mb X~fqni rj

|mxnbm snrd dng% Xdm six c|iermb qm|~ fnrrfm a|mmbjg%

Rdm|m six ej gj|m xhdjjf& rdm|m sm|m ej r|npx ifjem&

ieb ie~ ilxmehm a|jg rdm r|iho aj| ie~ xncenanhier rngm

six ejrnhmb% Xsmmr P dib nexr|}hrmb rdm jrdm| sjgme rj

ommp ie m~m je Gx% P|mhnj}x ieb rdm~ bnb xj

gmrnh}fj}xf~% Ix i |mx}fr& X~fqni emqm| amfr a|mm%,Bibb~& rdnecx bjem |miff~ xfjsmb bjse rjencdr ieb

g~ ammr d}|r% Hie N cj djgm&, X~fqni ixomb% Nr six aj}|

aj|r~ ne rdm gj|enec& ieb X~fqni dib sifomb rdm r|iho

xnehm mncdr anar~ rdm p|nj| mqmenec%

,Djs g}hd gjem~ ~j} gibm gm:, Xsmmr P dib

jef~ jem hjehm|e%

, N diqm jqm| rsmer~ rd|mm d}eb|mb bjffi|x%, X~fqni dib

mtpm|nmehmb ie mthmprnjeif encdr iarm| jem pi|rnh}fi|

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kjde dib aiffme ixfmmp% Xdm dib dmfpmb dm|xmfa rj dnx

lmfjecnecx& i hjggje p|ihrnhm igjec fibnmx ja rdm

encdr sdme i kjdegibm

rdir airma}f m||j|%,^mid& cmr ne%, Xsmmr P dib if|mib~ hjffmhrmb rdm jrdm|

cn|fx# |mhmnprx a|jg Y}mme& ieb a|ieof~& six |mib~ rj hiff

n r i encdr dngxmfa%

Ix xjje ix rdm~ xri|rmb h|}nxnec ne Xsmmr P#x p}|pfm X'

=00 Lme{& X~fqni ney}n|mb& ,Bibb~& hie sm cj cmr xjgm

xd|ngp ieb anxd:,

,X}|m&, higm rdm |mpf~ ix Xsmmr P r}|emb rdm qmdnhfm&dmibnec rjsi|b rdm jef~ iff'encdr anxd kjner& fjhirmb je

L|jib Xr|mmr ir M|nm Iqme}m%

Jehm liho ne rdm hi|& dmibmb djgm snrd rdmn| riom'j}r

j|bm|x& X~fqni ixomb& ,Bibb~& hie ~j} pfmixm p}ff jqm| xj

N hie riom i pnxx:,

,Lnrhd) Hie#r ~j} djfb nr:,

,Bibb~& pfmixm% N six rn|mb ieb lmme b|neonec hjaamm

iff encdr%,

,Lnrhd& ~j} i|m lmnec i dmibihdm rjencdr% Bje#r a}ho

i|j}eb ieb cmr gm j}r g~ cjjb gjjb),

,N#g xj||~& Bibb~% N bje#r gmie rj lm% N k}xr diqm rj

pnxx xj lib&, xinb X~fqni& xy}mm{nec dm| fmcx rjcmrdm|%

Xsmmr P p}ffmb nerj i bi|o& y}nmr lfjho& xrjppmb rdmhi| ieb r}|emb rj X~fqni% ,Lnrhd& d}||~ }p) Ieb g~ ajjb

lmrrm| ejr cmr hjfb%,

X~fqni xrmppmb j}r ja rdm hi|& rionec i cjjb fjjo

i|j}eb% Xdm hj}fbe#r xmm ie~jem mfxm je rdm xr|mmr& j|

ie~jem fjjonec j}r rdmn| snebjsx a|jg iljqm j| a|jg

ie~ ja rdm |mxnbmehmx% Xdm xy}irrmb bjse rj pnxx je rdm

xr|mmr ieb gibm i dixr~ |mr|mir rj rdm hi|%

,Lnrhd& fmr#x cj& ieb bje#r ixo gm aj| xdnr mfxm rjbi~%,

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Ix X~fqni xfnb nerj rdm pixxmecm| xmir }p a|jer& xdm

nggmbnirmf~ fmiemb rjsi|bx Xsmmr P ieb lmcie xrillnec

dng%Xdm

an|xr fmqnmbrd|mm y}nho kilx rj dnx c}r&ajffjsmb l~ jem di|b rd|}xr nerj dnx emho% Lfjjb lmcie

rj xp}|r% Rdme& snrd iff dm| pmer'}p |icm& xdm p}ffmb rdm

lfibm a|jg dnx emho& pf}ecnec nr nerj dnx hdmxr snrd ljrd

diebx& dm| hj}p'bm'c|ihm%

,Gjrdm|a}hom|) Gjrdm|a}hom|&, dm xh|migmb% ,^j} i|m

ejr%%% g~ rmihdm|& g~ fjqm|& g~ bibb~& g~ ljxx& j| g~

cjb), Xsmmr P c}|cfmb dmfpfmxxf~%Sinrnec bnxpixxnjeirmf~ aj| rdn|r~ xmhjebx& sdnfm

diqnec iejrdm| y}nho cfiehm i|j}eb rdm nggmbnirm i|mi&

X~fqni rdme rjjo iff rdm gjem~ j}r ja dnx pjhomrx; rdm

rsmer~ rd|mm d}eb|mb xdm dib gibm& rdm aj|r~ mncdr

d}eb|mb rdm jrdm| djmx dib cnqme dng& ieb sdirmqm|

jrdm| h}||meh~ dm dib je dnx pm|xje%

Xdm dixrnf~ fmar rdm qmdnhfm& fmiqnec dnx bnigjebx&

ejs xdibmb |mb a|jg dnx lfjjb& rdm riom j}r anxd cmrrnec

hjfb& ieb rdm bjj| jpme& ix Xsmmr P fi~ rdm|m& lfmmbnec

j}r% Xdm |ie aj| xmqme lfjhox& rdme }p rj L|jib Xr|mmr%

Nr#x i cjjb rdnec rdm encdr six A|nbi~& ieb hilx

sm|me#r rjj xhi|hm& j| rjj ney}nxnrnqm& aj| rdir girrm|%

Snrd fncdr r|ihmx jalfjjb je dm| j}ranr& ~mr xrnff }ebm|rdm hfjio ja bi|oemxx& X~fqni gibm dm| mxhipm%

Ejr diqnec rdj}cdr ix rj sdm|m rj cj ne ibqiehm&

X~fqni rjfb rdm hillnm& ,Riom gm rj rdm l}x xrirnje%,

]pje merm|nec rdm C|m~dj}eb rm|gneif& xdm bmb}hmb

rdm emtr l}x six xhdmb}fmb rj fmiqm aj| Lifrngj|m ne

k}xr rme gne}rmx% Xj Hdi|g Hnr~& ix n r nx oejse& nexrierf~

lmhigm dm| bmxrneirnje%

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Sdme X~fqni dib dmfpmb dm|xmfa rj dm| xfmmpnec hfnmer#x

siffmr ieb lmfjecnecx& xdm dib ej pi|rnh}fi| emmb aj| rdm

oenam ja dnx xdm dib xr}glfmb }pje% \mgmglm|nec rdir

r|nhox hj}fb lm gmie& ieb djmnec six hm|rinef~ i

biecm|j}x p|jamxxnje& xdm anc}|mb nr six lmrrm| ir rdir

gjgmer rj diqm i oenam rdie ejr% Xdm dib ej nbmi nr

sj}fb aneb nrxmfane Xsmmr P#x hdmxr hiqnr~% L}r sdme rdm

jppj|r}enr~ p|mxmermb nrxmfa& ieb aihnec iejrdm| encdr ja

dnx xibnxrnh xmt h|iqnecx& ifjec snrd dnx hjerne}mb

p|jxrnr}rnje pfiex aj| dm| fnam ' xrillnec dng diblmhjgm i |irdm| mix~ hdjnhm%

,Iff ilji|b) Rdm l}x aj| Lifrngj|m& Gi|~fieb nx ejs

lji|bnec&, higm rdm ieej}ehmgmer a|jg rdm bnxpirhdm|%

X~fqni hfnglmb rdm xrmpx nerj rdm l}x& ieb aj}eb

dm|xmfa i xmir& hi||~nec ej f}ccicm& xrnff b|mxxmb

p|jqjhirnqmf~& xhi|mb& ieb ~mx& i lnr xr}eemb% Djsmqm|

xdm amfr i d}cm smncdr fnarmb a|jg dm| xdj}fbm|x& ieb i

l}|bme fnarmb a|jg dm| xj}f% Ejs& my}nppmb snrd i

pjhomr a}ff ja hixd& Xsmmr P#x aj|gm| bj}cd djm six

a|mm rj aneb dm| jse si~ ne i ems sj|fb eigmb

Lifrngj|m%

L~ rdm rngm X~fqni i||nqmb& nr six xrnff mi|f~ rj gnb'

gj|enec% X~fqni hi}cdr i hil a|jg rdm rm|gneif rj idjrmf& pinb aj| i |jjg ieb amff nerj i bmmp xf}glm| ' xdm

dib bmanenrmf~ mi|emb nr rdir encdr%

]p ieb ammfnec mem|cmrnh& firm ne rdm iarm|ejje&

X~fqni sifomb rj i hfjrdnec xrj|m xdm xmfmhrmb& l}~nec

rd|mm j}ranrx& jem jasdnhd xdm sj|m j}r ja rdm

mxrilfnxdgmer% Liho ir rdm djrmf& xdm hj}ermb dm|

gjem~& sdnfm r|~nec rj aj|g}firm i pfie jaihrnje% Ej

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fjecm| rdm xntrmme ~mi| jfb ibjfmxhmer Xsmmr P dib

r|ippmb? xdm six ejs i xntrmme ~mi| jfb sjgie sdj

six bmrm|gnemb rj giom nr je dm| jse% R}|enec r|nhox

aj| i fnqnec dib i si~ jagir}|nec ~j} |irdm| y}nhof~%

X~fqni dib xmqmer~ rd|mm d}eb|mb& anar~ bjffi|x ieb amfr

|nhd% Xdm anc}|mb xdm hj}fb mixnf~ aj|cm i a}r}|m aj|

dm|xmfa& l}r an|xr& xdm dib i gj|m nggmbnirm emmb aj|

ajjb% X~fqni qmer}|mb j}rxnbm jehm icine& rdnx rngm

anebnec i |mxri}|ier rdir xm|qmb xj}f ajjb% Xdm mekj~mb

a|nmb hdnhome& gihi|jen ieb hdmmxm& hjffi|b c|mmex snrdhj|e l|mib& sdnfm b|neonec xsmmr rmi%%%ieb gjxrf~ rdm

xmexirnje jalmnec a|mm)

Xsmmr P lfmb'j}r rdir encdr& ifjem% Rdm|m six ej lmq~

ja lmi}rna}f djmx rj lnb ai|msmff% Rdm|m six ej Pfi~m|#x

Liff& rj irrmxr rj dnx fmcmebi|~ pngpnec% Rdm|m six ejr

mqme i xib j| h}|nj}x i}bnmehm rj ommp dng hjgpie~

sdme dm bnmb% Rdm pjfnhm sm|me#r mqme x}ggjemb }ernf

dm six bnxhjqm|mb rdm ajffjsnec gj|enec l~ xjgmjem ne

rdm sj|oaj|hm%

Ne fis meaj|hmgmer hn|hfmx& Xsmmr P#x emai|nj}x

|mp}rirnje six smff bjh}gmermb& dnx bmird ejr

hjexnbm|mb i fjxx rj rdm hnr~ ja l|jrdm|f~ fjqm% Iarm| i

pm|a}ehrj|~ neqmxrncirnje ~nmfbnec ej gmieneca}f fmibx&ej snremxxmx& ej x}xpmhrx& ieb xiex ie~ aj|mexnh

mqnbmehm je rdm ki}ernec lfibm fmar ngpifmb ne dnx hdmxr&

rdm pjfnhm hiffmb jaa rdmn| neqmxrncirnje& fmiqnec rdm hixm

}exjfqmb ieb ix hjfb ix dnx hibiqm|%

Rdm jqm|sdmfgnec xmerngmer ir rdm fjhif p|mhnehr sdnhd

dib riome rdm hiff six& ,Cjjb |nbbiehm%,

Ejljb~ gj}|emb Xsmmr P%& ejr mqme dnx ljrrjg djm&

Y}mme% Rdm djmx hjerne}mb fnqnec rjcmrdm| aj| rdm

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rngm lmnec& l}r mqmer}iff~ b|narmb ipi|r& rj rdm ai|

hj|em|x ja rdm djmnec sj|fb& mihd g}hd dippnm|& ejs

rdir|mqme}mx mi|emb sm|m |mqme}mx |mrinemb%

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HDIPRM\ AJ]\ u L'GJ\M

Ne Lifrngj|m& X~fqni |mc|mxxmb rj dm| ner|jqm|rmb xmfa&jehm icine% Iarm| xri~nec ne rdm djrmf aj| i smmo& xdm

|mermb i jem'|jjg ipi|rgmer% Xdm lj}cdr dm|xmfa i

xmexnlfm si|b|jlm ieb lmcie rj l}nfb dm|xmfa i fnam

j}rxnbm Pdnfibmfpdni ieb gme%

X~fqni irrmebmb i fmi|enec hmerm|& mi|enec dm| CMB%

Xdm mqme aj}eb i g}xnh xhdjjf% L}r jehm xdm qnxnrmb nr&

xdm y}nhof~ bnxhjqm|mb dm| pixxnje aj| g}xnh& sdnhd

jehm dmfb xj g}hd djpm ieb p|jgnxm& dib lmme

mtrnec}nxdmb%

Diqnec |mqm|rmb rj dm| jfb xmfa& X~fqni gibm nr i

p|ihrnhm ja sifonec snrd bmfnlm|irm xrmpx& gionec fnrrfm

m~m hjerihr& mxpmhniff~ snrd gme& ieb rjjo nea|my}mer

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