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]ay:vD,mem? 'g ckeu igajymwJh pmtkyfyJ/ nnf;tcef;xJ tckoGm;NyD; zwfaeacs/ em&D0ufMum&if nnf;ypönf;udk igvmMunfYr,f} ay:vD,memonf ,ifaumifwpfaumif\OD;acgif;udk tBuD;csJUí jyxm;aomyHkudk vSrf;MunfY&if;rS. . .

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wpfcgrS rawGYzl;bl;/ 'DpmtkyfudkzwfzdkY tefwDay:vD orD;udkay;wm odyf0rf;omwmyJ/ ,ifaumifawG[m olwdkYajcaxmufawGrSm 'gavmufrsm;wJh[mawGudk o,fvmEdkifvdrfhr,fvdkY rxifcJhbl;} [laom pdwftm;xufoefonfh pum;rsm;udk Mum;vdkuf&av\/

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a':ay:vDonf ay:vD,mem xkwfvmaom t0wftxnf uav;rsm;udk vufnd§K;xdyf uav;jzifh wdkYum vSefMunfYonf/ t0wftxnfrsm;rSm wpfckrS ay:vD,memESifh wdkif;csKyfxm;[efrwlacs/ aemuf olonf rsufarSmifMuKwfvsuf bD½dktHqGJxJu tzmtax;rsm;pGmjzifY twGif;cHuav;rsm;udk ppfaq;jyefavonf/

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wifrdkoDonf ½kwfw&uf avSum;rS jyefqif;oGm;onf/ tbdk;BuD;wGrfvnf; rD;tdrfudk a':ay:vDtm; vSrf;ay;&if; olYom;enf;wlyif tvsiftjref qif;vdkufoGm;av\/

a':ay:vDvnf; tbdk;BuD;om;tz qif;oGm;onftxd olYEIwfcrf;udk ol udkufaeNyD;

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]ay:vD,mem/ tJ'gawGudk csufcsif;ay;vdkufprf;/ NyD;awmh 0ifcJh/ wu,fhawmf&SmrS&Sm;yJ} [k cufxefpGm qdkvdkufonf/ aemuf ay:vD,mem 0ifvmawmh rD;tdrfudk udkifvsuf txyfcdk;cef;buf vSnfhvmonf/

ay:vD,memtzdkY at;jrcsrf;omaom tjyifbufrS jyef0ifvm&onfjzpfí ydkrdk touf½SLusyfvsuf&Sd\/ odkYaomf ol rnnf;nLawmh/ oufjyif;&SnfBuD;om csrdawmYonf/

avSum;xdyfodkYa&mufvQif a':ay:vDu ]ay:vD,mem/ 'DntzdkYawmh nnf; igeJYtwl tdyf&may:rSm vmtdyf/ jcifZumawG eufjzef a&mufvdrfhr,f/ ra&mufcifawmh nnf; b,frSm&Sdaew,fqdkwm odEdkifwJhae&mrSm xm;zdkYu igh0wå&m;vdkY ,lqw,f} [k cyfqwfqwf qdkvdkufavonf/

ay:vD,memvnf; yifhouf½dIufvdkuf\/

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a':ay:vD bmrSjyefrajymawmYacs/ ajcvSrf;usJusJjzifYom a&SUu avQmufoGm;avawmYonf/ trSefqdkvQif a':ay:vDrSm bmvkyf&rSef;yif rodawmY/ ay:vD,mem a&mufuwnf;uqdkvQif ay:vD,memtm; a':ay:vD tjypfay;onfrSm ,cktBudrfonf wwd,tBudrf jzpfonf/ ol tjypfay;onfudk qkvmbfcsD;jr§ifhovdk oabmxm;onfhtwGuf tHtm;oifh&onfrSmvnf; ,cktBudrfonf wwd,tBudrf jzpf\/

a':ay:vD bmvkyf&rSef;rodonfrSm tHhMop&mawmh r[kwfygacs/

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(8) ay:vD,mem tvnfoGm;jcif;

rsm;rMumrDyif [,f&ifweftdrfBuD;ü pnf;urf;ao0yfouJhodkY jzpfvmonf/ a':ay:vD rlvu csrSwfxm;aom pnf;urf;rsdK;um;r[kwf/

ay:vD,mem tcsKyftvkyf oifonf/ pE´,m;wD; usifhonf/ toHxGufí pmzwfonf/ rD;zdkcef;xJwGif tcsuftjyKwfavhvmonf/ rSefygonf/ odkYaomf ay:vD,memonf þ vkyfief;rsm;wGif rlvu owfrSwfxm;aomtcsdef jynfhatmifawmh b,fae&mrS rvkyfacs/ olESpfNcdKufovdk aezdkYtwGuf tcsdefydk&onf/ taMumif;um; aeYpOfvdkyif naeydkif; em&DjyefESpfcsufrS ajcmufem&Dxdcsdefonf tefwDay:vDu wm;jrpfydwfyifxm;wmrsdK; r[kwfvQifay:vD,mem olBudKufwm olvkyfEdkifaom olydkiftcsdefjzpfvmaomaMumifh jzpf\/

uav;udk þrQtm;vyfcsdefay;xm;jcif;rSm ay:vD,memtm; tvkyfrS em;cGifhay;onfhoabm jzpfavoavm/ odkYwnf;r[kwf olY tefwDay:vDtm; ay:vD,memESifh vGwf&mwGif em;cGifh&aponfh oabm jzpfavoavm/ pOf;pm;zG,fjzpf\/

wu,fawmh Zlvdkif yxrwpfydkif;vHk;vdkvdkyif a':ay:vDrSm ]wu,fh &SmrS&Sm;ygyJawmf} [k atmf&onfhtBudrfaygif; rsm;cJhNyDjzpf\/ pmzwfcsdefESifh tcsKyftvkyfoifcsdefrsm; NyD;qHk;wdkif;rSmawmh bmrSvkyfcsifpdwfr&Sdawmhatmif tm;tifukefcrf; yifyef;í usef&pfonfom rsm;cJh\/

rD;zdkxJrS eefpDu olYxufomygonf/ tm;tifukefcrf;onfvnf;r&Sd/ yifyef;onfvnf; r&Sd/ Ak'¨[l;aeYeSifh paeaeYrsm;onf olYtzdkY aeYxl;aeYjrwfrsm; jzpfMuygonf/

[,fvifwefvrf;rBuD;ESiffh teD;tem;ywf0ef;usifwGif ay:vD,memESifh upm;&ef uav;rsm;r&Sdacs/ tdrfBuD;uvnf; &Gm\tpGefwGifjzpfonf/ reD;ra0;t&yfwGif tjcm;tdrfrsm;&Sdaomfvnf; xdkktdrfrsm;wGif ay:vD,mem &G,fwlrdef;uav;vnf;r&Sd? a,musmf;uav;vnf; r&Sd/ odkYaomf ay:vD,memuawmh þtwGuf tenf;i,frQ pdwftaESmuft,Sufjzpf[ef r&Sdacs/

]orD;tzdkY udpörygbl; rreefpD/ orD;u vrf;avQmufoGm;NyD; tdrfawGvlawGudkMunfh&&if aysmfwmyJ/ vlawGudk orD;cspfw,f/ rraum[if} [k ay:vD,memu ajymwwfonf/

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]tif;/ cspfw,fvdkYawmh rajymEdkifbl;/ tm;vHk;udkawmh rcspfbl;} [k eefpDu wdkqwfqwfjyefajymonf/

om,maom naeydkif;rSmvdkvdkyif ay:vD,memonf olYudk wpfae&m&modkY wpfckckcdkif;í vTwf&ef awmif;awmif;yefyef ajymaeonfudk awGY&wwfonf/ olonf wpfae&mr[kwf wpfae&modkY vrf;xGufavQmufcsifaeonf/ þodkY tMumcP vrf;xGuf avQmuf&if;uyif olonf þ vlBuD;ESifh awGYcJhjcif;jzpfonf/ ay:vD,mem tzdkYawmh xdkaeYu tjcm;vlBuD; b,fESpfa,mufawGYcJh awG hcJh? olYtzdkY vlBuD;qdkonfrSm þvlBuD;om jzpf\/

xdkvlBuD;onf ukwftusÐ&Snf teufBuD;udk 0wfvsuf ydk;om;OD;xkyfudk aqmif;xm;onf/ þt&mESpfckrSm tjcm;vlBuD;rsm; b,fawmhrS r0wfqifaom t&mrsm;jzpfonf/ ol\rsufESmrSm rkwfqdwfarG;? yg;rHk;arG;rsm; r&Sd? ajymifpifatmif &dwfxm;avhNyD; jzLzyfjzLa&mf &SdvSonf/ OD;xkyfatmufwGifjrif&aom ol\qHyifonf rGJajcmufajcmuf ta&mifwpfrsdK; jzpfonf/ olonf udk,fudkrwfí zswfvwfpGm vrf;avQmufavh&Sdonf/ olYudk rnfonfhtcgrqdk wpfa,mufwnf;om awGY&wwf\/ xdkYaMumifhyifvQif ay:vD,mem olYtwGuf pdwfraumif;jzpfrdovdk &Sd\/ xdkYaMumifhyif ay:vD,memonf wpfaeYwGif olYudk EIwfqufrdavonf/

]OD;- aeaumif;&JUvm;/ 'DaeY aeomw,faem} [k ay:vD,memu olYtem;odkY oGm;NyD; &TifjypGm EIwfqufonf/

vlBuD;onf olYab;ywfvnfodkY uysmu,m MunfhvdkufNyD; Za0Z0gjzifh &yfvdkuf\/

]rif;vm;/ ighudk pum;ajymwm} [k pl;&Saom toHjzifh ar;\/

][kwfygw,f/ 'DaeY aeomw,fvdkY ajymwmyg} [k ay:vD,memu jyHK;&TifpGm jyefajymonf/

]a[ at;/ tef;}

vlBuD;u þrQom toHjyKí avQmufjrJ qufavQmufoGm;onf/

ay:vD,memu &,f&if;usef&pfonf/ þvlBuD;um; &,fp&maumif;aom vlBuD;ygwum; [k olxifonf/

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aemufwpf&ufvnf; olYudk awGY&jyefonf/

]'DaeYawmh raeYuavmuf rom,mbl;aemf/ 'gayr,fh qdk;awmh rqdk;ygbl;} [k ay:vD,memu &Tifvef;pGm EIwfqufjyefonf/

vlBuD;u ]a[ at;/ tef;} [k toHjyKum qufavQmufoGm;awmh ay:vD,mem &,fjyefonf/

þenf;twdkif;yif ay:vD,memu vlBuD;tm; wwd,tBudrf EIwfqufawmh vlBuD;u ½kwfw&uf &yfvdkufNyD;. . .

]a[h uav;/ rif;b,folwkef;/ wdkYudk bmjzpfvdkY aeYwdkif; EIwfqufaewmvJa[h}

]orD;u ay:vD,mem0SpfwD;,m; vdkYac:ygw,f/ OD;udk Munfh&wm wpfa,mufwnf; ysif;p&maumif;yHk&wmeJY EIwfqufwmyg/ OD; &yfNyD;pum;ajymwm orD; odyf0rf;omwmyJ/ uJ-rdwfqufvdkYawmh NyD;NyD/ OD;emrnfudkawmh rod&ao;bl;}

]tif;/ wu,fudkyJ}

vlBuD;u olYpum;ol qHk;atmif rajymawmhbJ ,cifuxuf jrefjref qufavQmufoGm;av\/

ay:vD,memonf oloGm;&modkY vdkufMunfh&if; olYrsufESmay:wGif awGYjrifaeus tjyHK;av;rsm; w&dyf&dyf aysmufuG,foGm;avonf/

]olem;rvnfvdkY aerSmaygYav/ rdwfqufwmu wpf0ufyJ&Sdao;wm/ olYemrnfudkvnf; rodvdkuf&bl;} [k wdk;wdk;a&½Gwfum olYvrf;ol qufoGm;av\/

,aeY ay:vD,memu rpöufpEdk;xHodkY EGm;uav;ajcaxmufaygif;*s,fvD oGm;ydkY&onf/

a':ay:vD[,f&ifwefu rpöufpEdk;xHodkY wpfywfwpfcg wpfckck þodkY ydkYNrJjzpfonf/ rpöufpEdk;u qif;&Jonf/ emwm&Snfa&m*gonf/ olESifh 0wfausmif;wufzuf jzpfonf/ tm;vHk;aom 0wfausmif;wufzufwdkYü apmifha&Smuf&ef 0wå&m;&Sdonfh tm;avsmfpGm a':ay:vDu olYrSmvnf; 0wå&m;&Sdonf[k ,lqaMumif; ajymonf/ a':ay:vDonf

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rpöufpEdk;ay:wGif oljyKtyfaom 0wå&m;udk Mumoyaw;aeY naeydkif;rsm;wGif udk,fwdkifr[kwfbJ eefpDrSwqifh jyKNrJjzpfonf/

,aeYawmh ay:vD,memu þtcGifYta&;udk awmif;cHaomaMumifh a':ay:vD\trdefYtwdkif; eefpDu vTJajymif;ay;vdkufjcif; jzpfayonf/

]rru 'Dwm0efBuD;vGwfoGm;wm odyf0rf;omw,f} [k aemufrS eefpDu ay:vD,memtm; ESpfa,mufcsif; ajymjyonf/

]at;av? 'DtvkyfBuD;udk orD;av;qD yHkxdk;xnfhvkduf&wmawmh rw&m;bl;aygh/ wu,f wu,f}

]'gayrJh rreefpD&,f/ orD;u 'gudk odyfvkyfcsifwm}

]at;-orD; 'DwpfacgufoGm;NyD;&if aemufawmh vkyfcsifawmhrSm r[kwfygbl;} [k eefpDu rJhum &GJUum qdkonf/

]bmjzpfvdkY rvkyfcsif&rSmvJ}

]bmjzpfvdkYvJqdkawmY b,folrS roGm;csifvdkYyJaygh/ vlawGu olYudk oem;MuvdkYomaygh/ r[kwf&if olYtem; wpfaeYvHk;aevdkY wpfa,muf ruyfbl;rSwfath/ olu tJoavmuf &efvdkaewm/ olYudk jyKpkae&wJh olYorD;av;udkyJ oem;ygw,f}

]'gxuf bmjzpfvdkYvJ rreefpD&JU}

eefpDu ycHk;udk csDvdkufNyD;. . .

]at; &Sif;&Sif;ajym&&if tJ'DrpöufpEdk;qdkwJh rdef;rBuD;&JUrsufpdxJrSm bmjzpfjzpf taumif;udkrjrifbl;/ aeYawG&ufawGutp olYpdwfwdkif;us rjzpfbl;/ 'DaeY wevmFaeYygqdk&if olu we*FaEGaeYjzpf&if aumif;rSmyJvdkY ajymrSmyJ/ olYqD *s,fvDoGm;ydkY&if olMuufom;[if; pm;csifw,fvdkY ajymrSm aocsmw,f/ 'gayrJh Muufom;[if; ,loGm;jyefawmhvnf; olawmifhwaewmu odk;om;[if; jzpftHk;rSmyJ}

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]tif;aemf/ awmfawmf &,fp&maumif;wJh rdef;rBuD;yJ} [k ay:vD,memu ajymí &,fvdkufNyD;. . .

]orD; olYudk oGm;awGYcsifygw,f/ olYudk awGY&&if tHYMop&m xl;jcm;wmawG awGY&rSmyJ/ orD;u xl;jcm;wJYvlawGudk cspfw,f} [k qkdonf/

]at; at;/ rpöufpEdk;xl;jcm;vdkY orD;ucspf&if usefwJhwdkYwawGtwGufawmY oufomwmaygY} [k eefpDu qdk\/

,aeY ay:vD,mem þpum;rsm;udk jyefíowd&&if; wJukyfuav;&Sd&m 0if;0odkY csdK;0ifcJhonf/ xl;jcm;aom rpöufpEdk;udk awGY&awmhrnfjzpfí ol\ rsufvHk;rsm;rSm ta&mif wvufvuf xGufvsuf&Sdavonf/

olu wHcg;udk acgufvdkufawmh rsufeSmjzLzyfjzLa,mfESifh yifyef;EGrf;e,f[ef&Sdaom rdef;uav;wpfa,mufu zGifhay;onf/

]tif;? awGYcsifoyqdkvnf; awGYaygh/ tarhudkawGYcsifwm nnf;yJ&Sdao;w,f} [k olYyg;pyfu wdk;wdk;qdkrdonf/

ay:vD,memuawmh rMum;acs/ rdef;uav; a&SUrS vrf;jy&if; 0ifoGm;NyD; wHcg;wpfckudk zGifhvdkufawmh vlrrmaeonfhtcef;rSm arSmifrdIif;aeojzifh ay:vD,memvnf; olYrsufpdrsm;udk usifYom;&atmif tawmftm;pdkufMunfh&\/ þrQarSmifaom tcef;wGif;0,f tdyf&may:ü wpf0uftdyfwpf0ufxdkif taetxm;jzifY&Sdaom rdef;rwpfa,muf\ o@mefa&;a&;udk jrif&onf/

ay:vD,memonf a&SUodkYwdk;oGm;&if;. . .

]rpöufpEdk;/ aevdkYaumif;&JUvm;/ tefwDay:vDuawmY 'DaeY rpöufpEdk; oufomvdrfYr,fvdkY arQmfvifYygw,f wJh/ olu EGm;uav; ajcaxmufaygif;*s,fvDvnf; ydkYcdkif;vdkuf ygw,f} [k ajymvdkuf\/

]trav;at/ *s,fvDwJhvm;} nnf;nnf;nLnL toHwpfckxGufvmNyD; ]at;av/ aus;Zl;awmh wifygw,f/ 'gayrJh iguawmh 'DuaeY odk;om;[if;uav;rsm; vmrvm;vdkY arQmfaewm} [k qufajymonf/ ay:vD,mem tenf;i,f rsufarSmifMuKwfrdonf/

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]aMomf orD;uawmh rpöufpEdk; *s,fvD&wJhtcg Muufom;[if; pm;csifw,f qdkvm;vdkY}

]bmatY}

vlrrmu ½SL;½SL;&Sm;&Sm; jzpfvmonf/

]aMomf bmrS r[kwfygbl;} ay:vD,memu tvsiftjref awmif;yefvdkuf&\/

]wu,fawmh odyf xl;wmr[kwfygbl;/ rreefpD ajymwmu *s,fvDydkY&if Muufom;? Muufom;ydkY&if odk;om;/ 'Dvdkjzpfwwfw,f qdkvdkYyg/ rreefpD arhwmaerSmyg}

vlrrm tdyf&mxJrS acgif;axmifí xvdkuf\/ ,aeYrS xl;xl;jcm;jcm; jyKvkyfjcif; jzpfonf/ odkYaomf ay:vD,memuawmY rodacs/

]tHr,f/ rdpGm/ nnf;u b,folwkef;} [k a'gojzifhar;\/ ay:vD,memu aysmf½TifpGm &,fvdkufNyD;. . .

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vlrrmonf ay:vD,mem\pum;udk tpwGif udk,fudkrwfvsuf em;axmifaeaomfvnf; *s,fvD[laompum;udk Mum;vdkufaomtcg acgif;tHk;ay:odkY pdwfysufvufysuf jyefvSJcsvdkufavawmY\/

]aumif;NyDav/ nnf;ta':uawmh Muifem&Smygw,f/ odkYayr,fh 'DaeYreuf ighrSm cHwGif;uvnf;ysufysufeJY odk;om;[if;av; awmifhwaewm} [k ajym&if; ½kwfw&uf &,fvdkufNyD;? tjcm;taMumif;wpfckodkY csufcsif; ajymif;ypfvdkuf\/

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ay:vD,memonf *s,fvDudk cHkuav;wpfckay:odkYcs&if; teD;ukvm;xdkifay:wGif 0ifxdkifvdkufonf/ NyD;rS ]tdyfaysmf&wm tcsdefawGodyfukefwmyJvdkY rxifbl;vm;} [k ar;vdkuf\/

]bm/ tdyfaysmf&wm tcsdefawGukefw,f/ [kwfvm;} [k vlrrmu wtHhwMojzpfvsuf qdkonf/

][kwfw,fav/ udk,fae&r,fhtcsdefuav; tdyfypfvdkuf&wm ESajrmp&maygh/ nawGyg raeEdkifwm eSajrmp&maygh}

vlrrmtrsdK;orD;onf tdyf&mxJrS acgif;axmifí xvmNyefonf/

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ay:vD,memu xdkif&mrSxonf/ odkYaomf pdwfysufovdk &,fvdkuf\/

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vlrrmu ]ighudkvm;ath/ vSw,fqdkwm} [k cg;cg;oD;oD; qdkvdkuf\/

]tdk- [kwfw,fav/ ta': rodbl;vm;} [k ay:vD,memu jyefajymonf/

][iff; rodygbl;} [k rpöufpEdk;u jyefajzonf/

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]uJ? tckqdk MunfhvdkY&NyD} [k qdkum rSefuav;udk aumuf,lí vlrrma&SUwGif axmifjyvkdufavonf/

][if;}

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ay:vD,memu. . .

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]a':a':aum rBudKufbl;vm;} [k ar;vdkuf\/

]tif;? BudKufyg&JU/ 'gvnf;MumMum rcHygbl;/ acgif;tHk;ay:wifyJ vl;vdkufvSdrfhvdkufeJY}

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]orD;awmh qHyifteufudk odyfcspfwmyJ/ orD; qHyifteufqdk&if odyf0rf;om&rSmyJ}

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ay:vD,memu pOf;pm;ovdk rsufcHk;csDvdkufNyD;. . .

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rMumrDyif olYacgif;udk vSnfhum rSefuav;udkaumufí a&SUwGifaxmifNyD; olYudk,fol tuJcwfovdk Munfhaeavawmh\/

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rpöufpEdk;u bmrS jyefrajymbJ olYn0wftusÐrS Zmem;udk qGJíqGJíudkif&if;u tawmfMumrS pum;ajym\/

]odk;om;[if;awG bmawG ydkYydkY aeMur,fhtpm; n0wftusÐ topfuav; bmav; ay;Mu&if aumif;r,fxifw,f}

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(9) vlBuD;taMumif;

ay:vD,mem vlBuD;udk aemufwpfBudrfawGYawmh rdk;½Gmaeavonf/ odkYaomf olonf vlBuD;tm; ½Tifvef;aomtjyHK;jzifh EIwfqufvdkuf\/

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vlBuD;u ½kwfw&uf &yfvdkufonf/ olYrsufESmay:wGif pdwfqdk;onfhtrlt&m ay:vGif aeonf/

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ay:vD,memu aysmf½TifpGm jyHK;jyvdkufonf/

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vlBuD;u ay:vD,mem\ pum;udk ½kwfw&uf em;vnfoGm;NyD; jzwfar;onf/

]orD;ajymwmu OD;OD;rodvdkY odatmif owdxm;rdatmif ajym&wmygvdkY/ aeomw,fwdkY bmwdkYudkav/ OD;OD; cP&yfNyD; aeomwmudk pOf;pm;rd&if aysmfrSmyJqdkwm orD;odygw,f/ OD;OD; Munfh&wm 'DtaMumif; enf;enf;rS pOf;pm;rdyHk ray:bl;av/

]tif; wu,fhudkyJ} [k qdkwm qufavQmufoGm;aomfvnf; 'kwd, ajcvSrf;tNyD;wGif &yfí jyefvSnfhMunfhonf/ olYrsufESmuawmh rIefvsuf/

]a[h 'DrSm/ rif;wdkYt½G,f uav;csif; bmjzpfvdkY &SmNyD; pum;rajymvJa[h} [k ar;awmhay:vD,memu. . .

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]a[/ axmufyHha&;toif;u rdef;rBuD;/ wdkYudkaum tJvdk xifaeovm;a[h. . .}

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]r[kwfwm? OD;OD;uvnf; OD;OD;[m axmufyHha&;toif;u rdef;rBuD;eJY enf;enf;uav;rS rwlwmBuD;bJ/ tJovdk raumif;bl;vdkY ajymwm r[kwfygbl;/ OD;OD;u ydkaumif;csif aumif;rSmaygh} [k ajymNyD; ,Ofaus;odrfarGYpGmyif ]OD;OD;u tjyifu jrif&wmxuf pdwfoabm aumif;wm aocsmygw,f} [k qdkvdkuf\/

vlBuD;u vnfacsmif;xJuyif toHjyKvdkufonf/

]tif;/ wu,fhudkyJ} [k qdkum vrf;twdkif; vSnfhí xGufoGm;avawmh\/

aemufwpfBudrf ay:vD,mem vlBuD;udkawGYawmh vlBuD;\ rsufvHk;rsm;onf ay:vD,mem\ rsufvHk;rsm;qDodkY wnfhwnfh MunfhaeonfrSm cifrif&if;ESD;oludk jyHK;jyonfESifh wlí ol\rsufESmrSm cifrifp&m aumif;vmonf[k ay:vD,memu xifrdonf/

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ay:vD,memu ]ajymzdkYrvdkygbl;/ OD;OD;udk jrifvdkufuwnf;u OD;OD;odw,fqdkwmudk orD; odygw,f} [k MunfvifpGm jyefajymonf/

]aMomf-aMomf/ odoudk;}

]odwmaygh/ OD;OD;&JU rsufvHk;awG tjyHK;awGxJrSm jrif&wmaygh OD;OD;&JU}

][if; [if;} [k qdkum vlBuD;vnf; xGufoGm;awmh\/

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]Mum;om;rdk;BudK; ay:vD,mem/ 'DvlBuD;u orD;udk pum;ajymw,f [kwfvm;} [k wtHhwMo ar;onf/

]at;av ol tjrJajymwyJ} [k ay:vD,memu jyHK;í ajzonf/

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]wpfaeYu olYemrnf olajymzdkY arhoGm;w,f xifyg&JU/ orD;u rdwfqufawmh olu jyefrajymbl;av} eefpD rsufvHk; jyL;oGm;onf/

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ay:vD,memu acgif;wndwfndwfjzifh em;axmifaeonf/

]odw,f/ qif;&J&ifawmh pm;p&mqdk aps;aygwm &Sm0,fpm;&wmaygh/ tareJYorD;av cP cP tjyifxGuf pm;Muw,f/ trsm;tm;jzifhuawmh yJjyKwfeJY ig;qkyfvHk;yJaygh/ orD;wdkY yJBudKufwmudkyJ 0rf;omMu&w,fav/ txl;ojzifY MuufaMumfBuD;awG bmawGudk Munfh&if; ajymMuwmaygh/ MuufaMumfBuD;awGu aps;BuD;w,f r[kwfvm;/ qifhajcmufq,fawmif ay;&wmyJ/ rpöwmyif',fvfwefu yJjyKwfBudKufw,fvm; rr}

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ay:vD,memu wcpfcpf&,fonf/

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]tdk/ omoemjyKzdkY aerSmaygh} [k ay:vD,memu acgif;ndwf&if; axmufajymonf/

eefpDu tlaMumifaMumif &,fvdkuf\/

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