if my fist could speak

If My Fist Could Speak

If my fist could speak, it would tell you

How many times I’ve wanted to punch my mom during our fights

If my feet could speak, they would tell you

How many times I’ve wanted to use them to run away from my house whenever I got mad at my parents and sisters.

If my ears could speak, they would tell you

How much yelling and arguing I hear on a daily basis from my parents when I don’t do chores or do something wrong in school.

If my eyes could speak, they would tell you

What horrible verbal things I have heard, when my dad screams at my mom .

If my heart could speak, it would tell you

How broken it is because of the anger and sadness I bring to it.

If my brain could deal with everything, it would want to ask my parents,

Why do you do all of this to me and put this all on me?

If my fist could speak, it would tell you How many times I wish I could have punched someone for being mean to me If my feet could speak, they would tell you How many times I would walk away from my problems and pretend they don’t exist If my ears could speak, they would tell you How many times I could hear someone talking about me behind my back If my eyes could speak, they would tell you How many times they would be dripping in tears over someone bullying me If my heart could speak, it would tell you How many times it has been broken over fake friends If my brain could deal with everything, it would want to ask Why or how can people be so cruel to each other over nothing, simply because you're not like them

If my fist could speak, it would tell you How many times I wanted to punch someone in the face for their actions. If my feet could speak, they would tell you How many times I have walked away from my mom whenever we get into any argument. If my ears could speak, they would tell you How many times someone has lied to me. If my eyes could speak, they would tell you How many times I’ve seen people fight over a rumor that was not true. If my heart could speak, it would tell you How many times I felt bad for arguing with my mom. If my brain could deal with everything, it would want to ask Why is life so difficult and dramatic.


how many doors and walls I have hit because of the anger in me


how many times I have paced back and forth in my room to calm myself down


Every single song that has gotten me through every rough night


how many tears have been wiped from them


that it has been through depression and anxiety but it’s still hanging in there

If my brain could deal with everything, it would want to ask

how did I end up like this in the first place


How many times I punched my wall when I got angry


The long walks I would take to try to clear my head


I listen to my music too loud to block out the voices in my head


That I need more sleep at night


That I stress a lot over the meaningless drama


Why people always judge you before actually knowing who you are

If my fist could speak, it would tell you To not mess with me when I'm heated If my feet could speak, they would tell you I'm going to kick your ass if I’m in a bad mood If my ears could speak, they would tell you All the lies you told me long ago If my eyes could speak, they would tell you How people irritate me when I'm frustrated If my heart could speak, it would tell you What my impression is about you and others If my brain could deal with everything, it would want to ask Why be two faced and not be yourself?

If my fist could speak, it would tell you How many times I’ve used them to hurt If my feet could speak, they would tell you how many times I’ve ran away from family and friends


How many times I’ve been told I’m worthless


All the bad things I’ve seen people do with jealousy


How many times I’ve regretted the trust I placed in others If my brain could deal with everything, it would want to ask Why I still deal with all this.


How mad I get at people when they say “you’re ugly or you’re stupid” and I just want to scar their face.


How much they hurt because I’m always running into problems like getting into a fight with a person I don’t know over a boy or over rumors


All the hurtful words I hear about people like “oh, they’re stupid or they’re fat “


How I’ve seen someone being bullied by words or even hits


That my heart is broken into pieces because of the anger I keep inside


Why are people so mean and not thinking before saying something that can hurt that person.

If my fist could speak, it would tell you I just started fights all the time with people because I hated life, and took my anger out on everyone and everything. If my feet could speak, they would tell you I run away from my fears, because I’m too terrified to see the outcome if I stay in the moment and work it out. If my ears could speak, they would tell you All the gossip and verbal harassment I’ve had to listen to. If my eyes could speak, they would tell you I see my friend getting abused by her boyfriend and try to support her. If my heart could speak, it would tell you I am appreciated, I have friends, family and partners that love me, and they actually love me for me. If my brain could deal with everything, it would want to ask Why is my life still so messed up?

If my fist could speak, it would tell you How many times I wanted to hit the wall when mad. If my feet could speak, they would tell you How far I have walked just to hang with friends. If my ears could speak, they would tell you How many times I have heard people talking bad about one another. If my eyes could speak, they would tell you How many times I have seen people hit others. If my heart could speak, it would tell you How ridiculous it is seeing people fight. If my brain could deal with everything, it would want to ask Why people are so mean to each other.

If my fist could speak, it would tell you How many time I've got into fights because of what people have to say about me If my feet could speak, they would tell you How much walking I did just to get to a friend’s little get together If my ears could speak, they would tell you How many times people have put me down about my future If my eyes could speak, they would tell you How many people have walked out of my life If my heart could speak, it would tell you How many times I've been put down in my life If my brain could deal with everything, it would want to ask Why…

If my fist could speak, it would tell you I'm always using them on somebody. If my feet could speak, they would tell you They’re in so much pain If my ears could speak, they would tell you Things that nobody has ever heard about me If my eyes could speak, they would tell you they see things most people have never seen If my heart could speak, it would tell you It just wants to stop beating because it’s in so much pain If my brain could deal with everything, it would want to ask Why am I going through so much at a young age.


The many times I wanted to punch a pillow or wall--anything I could get my hands on--to help get my angry out.


How many times I have went away from home just to get away from my mom yelling at me and no one trying to help me.


How many times I have heard people, even friends, spread rumors about me behind my back.


The many times I've seen my mom go through so many people and not even caring about her own daughter.


How many times I have been hurt just of getting yelled at for no reason by my mom saying I’m a bad child.


Why does my mom only care about herself and not her child.

If my fist could speak, it would tell you How many times I hit a wall because I didn’t know how to deal with my anger. If my feet could speak, they would tell you How many times I had to walk home from school because I missed the bus. If my ears could speak, they would tell you How many times someone called me bad names. If my eyes could speak, they would tell you How easy my life has been. If my heart could speak, it would tell you That I love to eat fried chicken If my brain could deal with everything, it would want to ask Why do you act the way you do.

if my fist could speak

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