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    DiaryfromSendai,Japan(PartI)

    March11,2011

    byBravenSmillie

    Sendai,beforetheearthquakeandtsunamithatstruck

    onMarch11,2011

    March11wasacold,slow-movingFridayafternoonatourhomeinSendai.Asa

    freelancewriterandtranslator,Iwasmakingatransition,familiaronsuchidle

    afternoons.Havingfinishedabitofurgentdeadlinework,Iwasshiftinggearsto

    workonalistoflong-termprojectswithmorevaguelydefinedobjectivesand

    prospects.Iturnedtoahobbyforafewminutestopassthetimeuntilourtwo

    daughterswouldreturnhomefromschool,androutinedistractionswouldfree

    mefromthoughtsofwork,businessandmyownfinances,untilMonday.

    AlsoroutinewasabriefshudderundermyfeetasIstoodatanupstairs

    bathroomsink,whittlingonapieceofdry,whiteclayIhopedtoturnintoa

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    porcelainfigurine.MinorearthquakesarecommonplaceinJapan,andhaving

    livedherefor20-oddyears,Ithoughtnothingofit.Amomentlater,Ilookedup

    frommyworktotakenoticeofanother,moreassertiveshudder.Thoughstill

    faint,thisonehadaninsistent,snatchingcharacterI'dfeltbefore,andalways

    seenassubtlymenacing.Thewindowswhisperedratherthanrattled,andall

    returnedtonormal--briefly.

    AnaerialphototakenoffiresandfloodinginSendai,

    immediatelyaftertheearthquakeandtsunamion

    March11,2011

    Isoonsetmysharpcarvingtooldownontheglasscounterasthefloorvibrated

    againinafineverticaltremorthatseemedtodrawoutlonger--thisonewasn't

    fading.AsIhaddonehundredsoftimes,Idecidedtowaitandseewhatwasinstore.Theverticalvibrationslowedinfrequencyandincreasedinintensityas

    horizontalwavesbegantosnatchatthefloorandwalls,gentlyatfirst,thenmore

    powerfully.Thequestionnowwashowmuchdramawouldbeappropriatein

    frontofmywife,Chiaki,whowasathomewithme.DoIdiveunderatable,

    coveringmyhead?Certainlynot!Standunderadoorway?Reasonable.AsIstood

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    inthebathroomdoorway,suggestingthatChiakidothesame,therewasasense

    underfootofridingaskateboardovermarblesorpebbles.Disorienting,butones

    feetcouldstillbetrusted.

    Thehorizontalandverticalvibrationsthenproducedwavelikeshocksthat

    combinedintocrazedtwitching,lurchingmotionsofallfrequencies.Myworry

    nowwaswhetherIcouldmakeitdownthestairstotheentrywayofourhome,

    whichIfeltwasthemoststructurallysafeandunclutteredplaceinourhome.As

    therolling,jabbingmotionsofthefloorandwallsgrewbeyondallpast

    experience,Ifeltallconfidence,allsenseofappropriateearthquake

    comportmentslippingaway.Nolongerconcernedwithdrama,Ireachedfora

    railingasIlurchedforwardoverthetopstepsofthestaircase.Idonotremember

    grippingormissing,onlyjoltingforward,downandaroundtowardtheentryway.

    Themotionsbecamemorerhythmic,likeridinganoverspeedtrainasit

    threatenedtojumptherailsatanymoment,thendid.

    Ibrieflynegotiatedwiththeurgetoclingtonormalconcerns,asImoveda

    sculptureI'dmadeoftheMadonnaandChildoffofanendtablewhereitmadea

    totteringtop-heavydisplay.AsIplaceditontheshiftingfloor,thesoundofbig

    thingsfallingdeepinsidethehouse,andofshatteringglass,snappedalast

    tenuousthreadconnectingtothedelightfullyidleconcernsofaminutebefore.

    Chiaki?Whereareyou...whereareyou?Iyelledtomywife,implyingthatshedbetterbeunderatable.Infact,Chiakiwasdoingherbesttoformarighttriangle

    withherbodyineffortstobraceupaprizedantiquewritingdeskwithglass

    cabinetabove.

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    Idonotremembertheendoftheearthquake.Itmayhavestoppedsuddenly,and

    itmayhaveslowlyreceded.Ionlyrememberputtingonsandalsandajacket,

    thenwanderingoutintoalightsnowfalltowatchtheevacuationatTakamori

    ElementarySchool,wheremydaughtersTina,10andElena,7,areinthesecond

    andfifthgrades.

    Amap,showingtheepicenteroftheearthquake.

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    DiaryfromSendai,Japan(PartII)

    March11,2011

    byBravenSmillie

    Somehomesandneighborhoodsweredamagedmore

    thanothers.

    Whenthefloorandwallshadstoppedtwistingandjolting,therewasawoozy,

    slowswayingoftheground.Neitherclearlyhorizontal,verticalorperiodic,it

    producedanoddsensationsomethinglikestandingonsolidgroundafterdaysor

    weeksatsea.

    IcalledtomywifeChiakiagain.Findingthatshewasunhurt,Itrottedoutintoa

    lightsnowfallandheadedtowardthenearbyelementaryschool,whereI

    imaginedIdfindmydaughtersTinaandElenaenjoyingabreakfromclassesout

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    ontheplayground.Idonotknowwhymyfirstthoughtwasntadesperateneed

    toseeandprotectthemimmediately.Ididntrun,butstrolleddowntothe

    school,handsinpockets,jinglingkeys.

    AsImovedthroughthestreet,Isteppedoversmallcompressedripplesand

    rupturesinthepavementeverywhere.Isawfinebutserious-lookingstructural

    cracksinwalls,scrambledroofingtilesandbrokenwindows.Somehomeswere

    spareddamage,somenot.Noonewascallingout.Isawnooneonthestreet.And

    thelightdustingofsnowdampenedallnoise.

    Attheplayground,thechildrenwerefilingoutofthefive-storybuildingin

    orderlyfire-drillstyle.Itwasfreezingcoldandsnowingafterhavingbeenwarm

    inthemorning,sonoonehaddressedwarmlyenough.Iwalkedaroundthe

    assembledgroupofabout200studentsandfeltabitfrustratedasIcouldntfind

    mydaughters,orevenidentifyanyofthekidsIknow.Nonesmiledorwavedat

    meastheyusuallydo.

    Theyweredifficulttodistinguish,andnotjustbecausetheywereeachwearinga

    standard-issuesilver-grayfireretardantheadcovering.Therewassomething

    elsecommonintheirappearance.Everykidhadthesamemask-likefacial

    expressionathousand-yardstarethatisastonishingtoseeonachild.

    IfinallyidentifiedElena,myseven-year-oldandwenttoholdontoherandmaybeclownaroundalittletocheerherup.Shewasshivering,soItriedtogive

    hermycoat.Shesaid,I'mnotshakingbecauseImcold,its...that...andshe

    couldntdescribeit.Itdawnedonmethenthatthesekidswereallinshock,

    probablyforthefirsttime.Imadeherputonmyjacket,andweheldontoeach

    otheraswesquattedonthesandyturf.

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    Thelazyswayingofthegroundbeganagainandwelookedacrossthe

    playground,watchinglong,low,quickswellspassacrossthesurface,andthe

    groundvibratedlikegelasaftershockscamethrough.Sometimestheground

    seemedtorotateslightly,asthoughtheplaygroundwereabowlofpuddingwith

    usatthecenter,anditbeingtwistedbackandforthbysomeonegrippingthe

    circumference.Thisisimpossible,ofcourse,eveninanearthquake.Andyetthere

    itwas.

    Whenoneoftheseweirdcontortionswouldoccur,whateverteacherorschool

    officialwasaddressingtheassemblywouldpausebrieflyanduncertainlybefore

    bringingthemegaphonebackintospeakingposition.Itwasonlyaslight

    hesitationinwhatwasreallyaseamlesslyprofessional,well-drilledconductof

    thesafetyprocedures.YetIcouldnthelpnoticingit.Idseenitsomewherebefore

    anddecadesago,inacrowdwasitaplanecrash?Atrafficaccident?Afire?I

    couldntremember.

    Weheardaseriesofexplosions,softlyinthedistance.Butwhileseeingthesolid

    groundturnliquidbeforeoureyes,werebeyondconcernaboutwhatthesemight

    be.

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    DiaryfromSendai,Japan(PartII)

    March11,2011

    byBravenSmillie

    DamagedroadsinSendai(source)

    AsImetmychildrenontheschoolplaygroundwheretheyhadevacuatedafter

    thequake,Itriedtosplitmytimebetweenseven-year-oldElenaandten-year-old

    Christina.ButIsoonrealizedthatElenaneededmoreimmediatecare.AndIwas

    startingtofeelthebiteofthebitterchillaftergivingElenamyjacket.Don'tYOU

    startshaking,Daddy!shesaidatonepointasIshiveredfromthecold.Wecan,butyoucan't.Iheldontoherforawhile,partlyjusttokeepwarm,thenleftto

    checkonChristina.

    Tinahadjoinedasquattinggroupofclassmateswhowerehuggingand

    encouragingeachotherinanimprovisedscrum.Forthefirstofwhatwouldbe

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    manytimesinthecomingdays,IheardmyselftalkinawayInevercouldhave

    beforewithoutasardonicsmirk:Ineedyoutobestrong,now,Tina.Canyoubea

    strongbigsisterforme?Herresponsewasequallynewandraw,somethingId

    havecalledhiiiighdramajustanhourearlier:Icanbestrong,Daddy.Gotoher.

    Ithinksheshavingherfirstearthquake.

    IwentbacktoholdElenauntiltheteachersconfirmedthatallwerepresentand

    unhurt.Theythenbeganreleasingeachchildtoparents,carefullyconfirmingand

    matchingfamilyidentities.Notonlydidtheteachersactinacalm,professional

    manner,buttheseamlessproceduresextendedtotheparents,whohadalso

    preparedforjustsuchanevacuation.Iwasthere,Idthought,onlybecauseChiaki

    happenedtohavethoughtofcheckingonthekidsbeforetheyweresenthome.In

    fact,shedsentmetotheschoolasonewell-definedstepinaprocedurethatwas

    secondnaturetoeveryonebutme.

    Asthethreeofuswalkedhome,Inoticedthatmydaughtersteethwerenolonger

    chattering.Webegantotrytofindwaysoftalkingaboutwhathadjusthappened.

    Theytriedtalkingaboutthequakeastheywouldtheanticsofaclassclown,a

    sceneinascarymovie,aboastofsomethingamazingtheywereprivyto.It

    wouldntfitintoanyoftheusualframes.ItriedtomakethemlaughSorryabout

    thequake.Donttellanybody,butIthinkoneofmybigsneezessetitoff.They

    werehavingnoneofit.Itwasntgoingtobethateasytogetbacktonormal.We

    walkedsilentlyforawhileandIrememberedthemask-like,stunnedexpressionthatallthechildrenseemedtowearduringtheevacuation.Iwantedtogetatit

    andfindoutwhereitcamefrom.SoIaskedthemeachwhattheysawanddid,

    startingfrombeforetheshaking.

    Initsbriefway,Elenasstorytolditall:Everythingwasshaking,shaking,

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    shaking!Wewentunderourdesksandpeoplewereprayingandcryingand

    screaming.Andthingslikebooksandbagswerefallinglikecrazy.Wewent

    outsideandthenDaddycame.

    Tinasstoryrevealsmoredetail,ofpeoplesreactionstochaosandofthe

    evacuationstrategytakenbytheteachers:Weweredoingmathaboutshapes

    anditwasFriday,andthenitshookandweonlythoughtitwasjustatinyonethat

    stopsimmediately.Butthenitshookfromthefloor,andalmosteverybodywas

    crying.Thentheteachersallopenedthedoorsandwindowssotheywouldntget

    stuck.AndourteachersaidDuckdownunderyourdeskandsaveyourhead!

    Itwaslikewewereonabigboatandwewereholdingontothefeetofourdesks

    anditwasgoingbackandforthandbackandforth,likerowingaboat.Andit

    shookupanddownandsideways,soIbangedmyheadandithurt.And

    everybodywaspraying,andalltheboysweresayinginJapanese,It'sOK!Were

    surviving.ItsOK.Wecandothis!Andthenwhenitstoppeddowntoalittletiny

    bit,likebetweenthebigshakes,welinedupreallyreallyfastandwerandown

    thestairstogetoutsidebeforeitstartedshakingbigagain.Theteachersand

    principalwerereallygood.Theywereoutinthehall,andsaying,Areyoustill

    alive,fourthgraders?Youreok!Bearwithit!Youredoingfine!AndIdidntthink

    iteverwouldstop.Weheardsoundsintheroadlikeboomboom,echoing.Ithink

    thatwasthecrackswesawintheroadlater.

    Thenwegotoutsideandwefeltreally,reallysafe.Andafterthat,westarted

    thinkingaboutourmomsanddadsandallofusstartedcrying,eventheboys.I

    washoldingontotwoofmyfriends.Wetriedtobebravebutwewereshakinga

    lot.Iwasreallycoldandshivering,butalsobecausewewerereallyscared,and

    theshakinginourmindsandinourlegswasreallyreallymakingusshake.Then

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    daddyarrivedandwenttomylittlesisterElena.Itwasherfirstbigearthquakeso

    shewasreallyreallyscared.

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    DiaryfromSendai,Japan(PartIV)

    March11,2011

    byBravenSmillie

    Peoplewereliningupoutsidegrocerystores,which

    helddwindlingsupplies.

    AsmytwodaughtersandIwalkedhomefromtheirschoolafterthequake,I

    begantothinkaboutwhattodonext.Whatdoyoudonext?Thoughits

    contentshadbeenmoreorlessrandomized,ourhomeappearedtobespared

    structurally.Ihappenedtohavebeenreadingafewapocalypticnovels

    recently,likeOneSecondAfter,LucifersHammerandTheRoad.And

    suchstoriesoftenstartoffwithasceneinwhichthemanofthehouse,

    discerningdoomsquietapproach,stridestothebathroomtofillthetubwith

    water.Iwasjustabouttodoso,whenChiakisuggestedthatIgotothebathtub

    andfillitwithwater.

    Hereshowshespenttheafternoon:

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    Iwasatthekitchencounter,doingsomepaperworkwhentheshakingstarted.

    Idknownthatalargeearthquakehadbeenforecastasverylikelytostrikethe

    areawithinadecade.Soasthetremorgrew,Ibegantothinkthiscouldbethe

    one.

    Imovedbackafewstepsbehindmeandsquatteddown,bracingmyright

    handontheglass-shutteredbookcasethatwasthetophalfofanantique

    writingdeskIfelttheneedtoprotect.Iputmylefthandagainstourdining

    tableasIwatchedaheavycast-ironlightingfixtureswingbackandforthfrom

    theceiling.ItsweptacrosswideningarcsuntilIwasafraiditwouldhitthe

    ceiling.

    Bravencalledtome:Whereareyou,Chiaki?AreyouOK?Theshakingwent

    onandonuntilInoticedthelightingfixturesswingbegintolosemomentum.I

    steppedbackintothekitchenareaandfeltsomethingsandyunderfoot.

    Granularsugarandshardsofshatteredglasscoveredpartsofthefloor.The

    waterstillran,buttheelectricityandgashadshutoff,andIrealizedthatI

    mightnothavethemagainsoon.IaskedBraventogototheelementaryschool

    topickupourtwochildren.

    Soonafter,IwentoutsideandsawTinaandElenacominghomewithBraven.

    AsIwalkedtowardthem,TinasaidMommy!andwehugged.ThenIalsohuggedElena,thenboth.Theywerecryingabit,butseemedrelieved.

    Sowewereallfourhomeandunhurt.Butastheshadowsgrewlong,eachone

    ofuswouldsometimesabsentlyfliponalightswitchonlytoberemindedthat

    wewerenowwithoutelectricity.Thefaucetssoonwentdry,andasrooms

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    grewdim,webeganprioritizing,rushingtocompletethemostbasicchores

    beforedarknessfell.Simplethings,likesecuringcandles,findinganancientBic

    butanelighter,acampstoveandenoughfoodforthenight.Aftershockswere

    continuous,andaddedtothedisorientationanduncertaintythatcamewith

    thedark.

    Hadwereallycheckedthestructureofthehouse?Shouldweevacuate?The

    childrenhadseenanemergencysheltersetupattheschoolgym.ChiakiandI

    wonderedaloudwhatweshoulddo,andthatwasabigmistake.Thekids

    sensedouruncertaintyandpanicked,convincedthatwewouldalldieifwedid

    notsleepintheshelter.Wedbuiltthishousetwoyearsbefore,andtook

    specialcaretomakeitstronginanearthquake.Idecidedwedmakeasafe

    roombyclearingoutallheavyobjects,establishanevacuationpath,andsleep

    togetherthere.

    Thatnight,weallprayedtogetheramidcontinuousaftershocks.Iheldone

    daughterineacharm,feelingthemwinceeverytimetheroomjoltedagain.

    Eachtime,theyinsistedthatitwouldgrowintoanotherbigquakeandkillus.

    TheyspokeofdeathmorefranklythanIthoughtpossible,andsoonexhausted

    themselves.BeforeImyselffellasleep,IprayedthatIdchosenright.

    Onthemorningafterthequake,thingsstartedlookingup.Withvirtuallyno

    phonesormedia,andlotsofbasicoldfashionedhousechorestodoincludingfetchingwaterthenextfewdayssometimesfeltlikeacandle-lit19th-Century

    idyll.WejokedthatElenasroomactuallyseemedtidierafterthequakethan

    before.Neighborstookwalkstovisitandhelpeachother.Theentire

    neighborhoodexchangedfoodandassistance.Ibecameahandymanofnote,

    specializingintheingeniousmanipulationofneedlenosepliersandaluminum

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    wire.Withoutambientcitylight,westrolledwithcandlesatnight,and

    reallysawthestars.

    Then,aroundthethirdday

    afterthequake,thenuclear

    talkturnedserious.When

    spottycellphoneservice

    resumed,Ilookedaroundat

    theInternetandbegantodrink

    oftheavalancheofnews,

    scuttlebutt,official

    admonitionstoremaincalm

    andscientificanalysesboth

    reassuringandalarmist.Some

    friendswerethinkingoffleeingthefallout.Newsreportsshowedabulls-eye

    ofconcentriccirclesonamapofourregion,withredinthemiddle,wherethe

    reactorswereburning,andshadingtoorangeandyellowfurtherout.Wewere

    outsidethepaleyellow,butnotfarenoughforcomfort.

    Signsofseriousconcernsometimesvergedintopanic.Andnomatterhow

    muchIstudiedthefactsandtriedtoremainrational,itaffectedme.Thesigns

    ofincipientpaniccameinwaves,somefromacrosstheworldinurgent

    Facebookmessages,andsomefromconversationsinthelinesthatsnakedthroughtheparkinglotsofblacked-outsupermarkets,whichwererationing

    diminishingstocks.Warningswerebroadcastagainstdrinkingtheiodine

    solutionscommonlysoldasadisinfectantgargle.Andexpertsexplainedhow

    youcanwashradioactivedustoffofyourbodywithsoap.

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    Andthentherewasthatexpandingbulls-eyemapwithChiakiandour

    daughtersandmesomewherebeyondtheyellowcircle.IcouldseeitwhenI

    closedmyeyes.Whenoneofmydaughtersaskedmewhatthebulls-eye

    meant,Isaiditwasjustsomethingabouttheweather,andfeltlikeId

    swallowedcoldlead.

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    DiaryfromSendai,Japan(Final)

    March21,2011

    byBravenSmillie

    Photostakenonthedayoftheearthquake.UploadedontheblogofSendaiTakamori

    PublicElementary,wheremydaughtersattendschool.http://www.sendai-

    c.ed.jp/~takasho/takasho_blog/

    Duringourlow-techpost-quakeidyll,Idtakentomakinglong,careful

    reconnaissancetripsonmybicycletolookatthestateofroaddamage,changesin

    trafficpatterns,storerationlinesandthegasstations,allofwhichwereeither

    closedorhadkilometer-longlinesofcarswaitinginhopesofafutureration.The

    quakehadimmediatelydisabledelectricgasstationpumps,andasubsequentrun

    onfuelemptiedstoragetanksthroughoutnorthernHonshuthatsmytheory,at

    least.Soweresistedthetemptationtousethecartoziparound,visitingfriends

    andrunningerrands.IknewIhadjustoverhalfatankofregularabout23liters,

    andlookingatthosegaslinesmadeitseemworthsaving.

    Ononeoftheserecontrips,IbegantosufferfromaconditionIcallcoffee

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    deprivationheadache,andstoppedataroadsidevendingmachineforsomequick

    caffeine.Twoyoungmen,perhaps19or20,hadgottherebeforeme,andwere

    feedingin1,000-yennotes(worthabout$12each),methodicallyemptyingitofall

    itsdrinkskerplunk,kerplunk,kerplunk.So,itscometothis,Ithought,androde

    onwithoutmyfix.Thisindignity,asmuchasanythingelse,tippedmeinthe

    directionofleavingtown.

    Irrationalorsmart,ifweweregoingtotrytodriveouttoanairport,Ifeltwed

    havetodoitimmediately,beforetheroadscloggedupwithothersjustlikeus.

    ChiakisparentswereclamoringforustocomestaywiththeminTakarazuka,near

    Osaka,wellsouthwestofanypotentialdanger.So,strugglingtocontrolournerves

    andsoundcasualforthekids,wepackedupandtookatentativedriveofanhour,

    westfromSendai,acrossthemountainstoafriendshouseinYamagata,wherewe

    enjoyedrunningwateragain.

    Buttheedgysenseofimpendingpanicremained.Allworkingbusandairtravel

    outoftheSendaiareawasbookedsolid,andwefoundthatthesamewastruein

    Yamagata.Wehadntrunintoheavyroadtraffic,though,possiblybecausefewhad

    enoughgaslefttotrygettingout.

    Tensehoursofsearchingamiddiminishingoptionsyieldedusfourseatsonaflight

    outofthelocalairportinAkita,adriveofabout4-1/2hoursnorthfromYamagata

    bythemountainroute.Justlikeanydadabouttotakethefamilyonaroadtrip,Ididafewthumbnailcalculationsoffactorslikemileage,weatherandroad

    conditions.Butonthistriptherewouldbenomarginforerror.Theredbenohelp

    orgastocountonalongthewaytoAkita,andanysimplemishapcouldputusin

    serioustrouble.Wouldthesnowbepackedorfresh?Wouldfreshsnowhide

    cracksintheroad?We'dhavetoforegotheheater,useneutralgeardownhill.

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    Wouldouroldbrakepadshandleit?Theredbedozensoftunnelstopassthrough

    upthere.Wouldtheybedamaged?Heavysnowfallwasforecasttostartinhours.I

    triedtothinkofeverypossibleflawintheplan,butknewIdmisssome.

    WesetoutfromYamagata,andruraltownroadsgavewaytoagradualclimbinto

    lowmountains.Arounddark,IwatchedtheodometerandfuelgaugepassapointI

    wascallingV1,thepointofnoreturn.Moremilesandhourspassed,eatingup

    preciousfuelontheclimb.IbecamesofocusedonmileagethatIevenslowedthe

    windshieldwipersdown,hopingitwouldsaveanounceduringthetrip.Andwhen

    thethoughtflashedthroughmymindthatthegirlsfightinginthebackseatmight

    costuspreciousfuel,Irealizedmynervesweregettingfrayed.Itwasthen,about

    50kilometersoutofAkita,thatIsawinthedistanceatinyyellowdotshining

    throughthesnowinthedark.CouldthatbetheyellowofaShellsign?AsIdrew

    closer,Isawtwotaillightsbrightenbrieflyandveerlefttodisappearintoit.That

    glowwasaShellsign,whereamanwouldsell9litersofhigh-octaneandsaveus.

    Therestofthetripistravelogue.

    Thenextmorning,thefourofussatinapassengercabin,watchingthevideo

    screenwithafeedfromacameraunderthefuselage.Iwatchedthedottedlineon

    therubber-scuffedrunwayslidebackunderusanddrawaway,concernedabutthe

    carIdjustleftbehind,mywifesparents,work,andhowIdjugglethecreditcard

    billswedrackedup.Cartrouble.In-laws.Bills.IclosedmyeyesandthankedGod

    forreattachingathreadthathadsnappednearlyaweekbeforethethreadconnectingustotheordinaryconcernsofapampered,modernlife.

    Ourheartsgoouttoallthepeoplewhohavelostlovedones,theirhomes,their

    freedomandpeaceofmindinthedisaster.Andatthisminute,bettermenthanme

    areatthecenterofthatbulls-eyemap,bychoice,facingdownthefearsweran

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    from.Theyrefightingtosavetheirfamilies,communities,countryandindustry

    fromfurtherdisaster.Bywritingandpublishingthisstory,Idontwanttoimply

    inanywaythatwerepresenttherealvictimsorothersmostdeeplyinvolvedin

    thisunfoldingdisaster.Oursisthestoryofaclosecallonly,andlotsofpuredumb

    luck.Imsureitchangedthefourofusinwayswellunderstandintime.Weall

    madealotofdecisionsinthepastweek,andIknowwe'llstandbythem,asa

    family.

    ***Anyone with an ounce of compassion will feel compelled to do something immediate to helpthe people now spotlighted in the media. But its not clear that sending money to Japan is

    whats needed. Please consider the many superb charities that help the forgotten earthquakevictims in Haiti and elsewhere in impoverished countries, where monetary donations canreally do some serious, long-term good. Our family, for instance, sponsors a child in Calcuttathrough Children International (www.childreninternational.org ). You can, too, with a fewmouse clicks. Charitable donations like this can help those who lack the hope that comesfrom Japans robust domestic economy and infrastructure, its world-class engineeringexpertise and the economic wherewithal to bounce back fast. Theres an immediate need forcivil engineering and linguistic expertise in stricken areas of Japan, but, as the New YorkTimes article linked below indicates, Japan does not lack for basic disaster relief necessities.

    Meanwhile, messages of moral support and encouragement from people overseas really can

    mean a lot to Japan's earthquake victims. If you would like to encourage the children,teachers and families of Sendai Takamori Public Elementary School, where I picked up Tinaand Elena on the day of the quake, please send a brief e-mail that a youngster wouldunderstand to the school at: [email protected]. Im sure any messages of prayer,encouragement and friendship will be of great help. Im also sure that they will be able toshare the messages with schools that have suffered more directly from the devastation. Youcan visit their website (Japanese language) at: http://www2.sendai-c.ed.jp/%7Etakasho/

    Within the website, photos taken on the day of the quake have now been posted at:http://www.sendai-c.ed.jp/~takasho/takasho_blog/

    And here is a link to the New York Times article on the questionable effectiveness of sendingcharity cash to Japan:http://www.nytimes.com/2011/03/16/world/asia/16charity.html .