love letters to my darling cicely 1946 - 1948 by brian dawtrey

7/28/2019 Love Letters To My Darling Cicely 1946 - 1948 by Brian Dawtrey

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Hrs Gjj- tlj Mjj` [ddttdo vfmmbkj pdsthfstrjss- drkbofsjg b Alrfsthbs Ubrty ndr bmm tljalfmgrjo fo tlj vfmmbkj- fo 2679/ Wlbt wfsj dmg ifrg prdnjssjg td `odw tlj pjrnjat hbtal ndrtlj ojwmy brrfvjg jvbaujj- Irfbo Gbwtrjy0 ljr obhj wbs Afajmy Hbrrfdtt- b nbrhjrsgbukltjr/ Qlj wbs tlfrtjjo yjbrs dmg bog Irfbo wbs ndurtjjo/ Wljy wjrj sjbtjg dppdsftj

jbal dtljr ndr tjb do tlj shbmm wlfst(grfvj tbimjs sjt fo rdws fo tlj vfmmbkj lut/ Irfbo wbsldd`jg/

Afajmy wbs- baadrgfok td tlj vfmmbkj pdsthfstrjss- b spjafbm alfmg/ Wlbt wbs prdibimyijabusj dn ljr lbppy- dutkdfok- vfvbafdus bog fotjmmfkjot pjrsdob/ [lbt jotrboajg Irfbowbs ljr nmbslfok imuj jyjs tlbt rjkbrgjg lfh gfrjatmy bog fovftfokmy- bog tlj wby ljr mdvjmyrfokmjts gboajg brduog ljr sldumgjrs bs slj mbukljg/ Qlj hbgj lfh- bo dtljrwfsj sly idy-njjm lbppy bog adonfgjot/

Irfbo- bt tlj bkj dn tjo yjbrs- lbg ijjo gfsbrhjg fo lfs ibttmj bkbfost saldmbrmy fkodrboaj iytlj prjtty kfrms fo lfs ambss/ Lfs pbrjots wfsjmy sjot lfh td b idys domy salddm fo Advjotry-bog lj mbtjr pbssjg tlj jotrboaj jxbh td @fok Ljory ^FFF Krbhhbr Qalddm- ljoaj tlj imba`imbzjr bog rjg ibgkj/ Afajmy sbfg td ljr jmgjr sfstjr- Fh kdfok td hbrry tlbt idy fo tlj imba`

imbzjr/

Ldw gfg tlfs ndrtuftdus jvjot adhj bidut4 Wlj nbat fs tlbt tlj guifdus arjgft lbs td kd BgdmnLftmjr- wld drkbofsjg b idhi td lft tlj krduog iy tlj `ftaljo gddr b njw ybrgs nrdh wljrjIrfbo wbs stbogfok- fo tlj Advjotry Imftz/ Wlj ldusj njmm gdwo brduog lfh bs lj stddg tljrjwftl slrbpojm fo lfs brh- wlfmst bmm tlj pjdpmj ojxt gddr wjrj `fmmjg/ Qd lj ijabhj bojvbaujj/

Wljrj wbs ojvjr b gumm hdhjot fo tlj 2675s- dn adursj- bog mdts dn kfrms/ Wljy abhj bogwjot/ Bt tlj bkj dn sjvjotjjo Gdo Cubo Gbwtrjy idbstjg tlj mdvj dn twd kfrms- Afajmy bogUbhjmb/ Qual b gduimj(ibrrjmmjg mdvj bnnbfr fojvftbimy mjg td Irfbo+s tlfrg idhisljmm jvjotwljo lj wbs dimfkjg- iy Afajmy- td lfstrfdofabmmy bog arujmmy rjcjat Ubhjmb+s mdvj bt tljfr

rjogjzvdus do b strjjt adrojr fo @jofmwdrtl/ Lj tljo lbstfmy rjturojg td Mjj` [ddttdo tdgjambrj lfs uogyfok mdvj ndr Afajmy- domy td ij rjcjatjg dut dn lbog bs uorjmfbimj-uotrustwdrtly bog b grjbhjr/ Fo b nft dn pfquj- odt td sby albkrfo- Irfbo fhpjtudusmy tdd` tljius td Advjotry Yjaruftfok Ajotrj bog sfkojg do ndr tlj Ydybm Obvy- ndr twjmvj yjbrs"

Irfbos nbtljr wbs nurfdus- bog tdkjtljr wftl Afajmys nbtljr bog Hrs Gjj tljy gjafgj tddrkbofsj b vfmmbkj gboaj bs b nbrjwjmm td bmm tlj jvbaujjs wld wjrj odw rjturofok ldhj-bog irfok tlj twd mdvjrs nbaj td nbaj fo puimfa/

Wlj turotbimj ojjgmj smfppjg fotd tlj krddvj tlbt pduogjg dut Kmjoo Hfmmjrs Fo Wlj Hddg-bog tlj dmg gusty nmddridbrgs doaj hdrj arjb`jg td tlj pduogfok njjt dn tlj vfmmbkjtjjobkjrs/ Irfbo hustjrjg tlj suppdrt dn lfs dmg nrfjog Brtlur bog stddg ijndrj Afajmy fo b

stbtj dn odstbmkfb- gjambrfok wlbt ljg gdoj/ Lj tljo bs`jg ljr ndr b gboaj- ndr dmg tfhjssb`j/ Ljr ljbrt wjfkljg ljbvy fo ljr aljst- bog slj smuhpjg fotd tlj albfr ijlfog ljr/ WljQaduthbstjr rbfsjg tlj ojjgmj- bog bo uojbrtlmy sfmjoaj njmm updo tlj gboajrs/

Afajmy spd`j amjbrmy ndr jbkjr jbrs/ Irfbo- wlbts lbppjojg td ydur bhiftfdo td ijadhj bnbrhjr4 Cdfofok tlj Obvy fs b lukj hfstb`j/ Wlj wbrs jogfok- lbvjot ydu ljbrg4 Lfgfokydursjmn bwby ndr twjmvj yjbrs4 Bh F suppdsjg td wbft ndr ydu4 Od alboaj/ Irfbo" Ijydursjmn- albokj ydur hfog- ijadhj b nbrhjr- bog wjmm lbvj sfx alfmgrjo- mf`j wj pmboojg/Vdumm hb`j b ijttjr nbrhjr tlbo b sbfmdr/

Bugfimj hurhurs ird`j tlj sfmjoaj- Ljbr- ljbr/

Wdd mbtj- Fvj sfkojg do/ Od wby dut/

Irfbo ambspjg lfs odsj ijtwjjo lfs lbogs bs tldukl fo prbyjr- bog kbzjg kufmtfmy bardss tljrddh bt lfs dmg nrfjogs/ Brtlur aljjrnummy rbfsjg lfs vdfaj bog sbfg- Wljrjs b kddg nfmh do fo@jofmwdrtl/ F tlduklt tlj tlrjj dn us adumg kd tdhdrrdw ofklt/ Fts tlj mfnj stdry dn Admj Udrtjr/[lbt gd ydu sby4


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Wlj trfa` wdr`jg bog td tlfs gby- sfxty ndur yjbrs do- tlj twd mdvjrs ambfh Ofklt Bog Gby bstljfr tuoj/ Wljfr lukj nbhfmy lbvj bmm ijojnfttjg td tlj kjofus dn Admj Udrtjr bog BrtlurAdmjhbo/

Irfbos nbtljr gjambrjg tlbt lfs fovjsthjot dn 9555 fo tdgbys hdojy- ndr ibfmfok dut lfsjrrbot sdo nrdh tlj Ydybm Obvy- wbs doj dn lfs ijst/

Ufvdtbm td tlj swfrm dn jhdtfvj bgdmjsajot yjbrs ndr Irfbo wbs bmwbys Afajmy/ Ndr bmm lfsjxaursfdos fotd tjjobkj sjxubm joaduotjrs- tljrj wbs bmwbys b sljjt boaldr rddtjg fo tlbt

Alrfsthbs Ubrty joaduotjr/

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Hy gbrmfok Afajmy-

F brrfvjg ljrj yjstjrgby bntjroddo bntjr b krbog cdurojy nrdh Mjj` [ddttdo- [brwfa`- fo tlj Ybfmtdo

wftl Gbg odo(stdp" F bh wdr`fok bmrjbgy- njjgfok- amjbofok dut tlj ndwmtb`js b njw ldurs/ F kjt[jgojsgby bntjroddos dnn ,abo kd slddtfok&/ Wlj pjdpmj ljrj brj `fog bog wjmm spd`jo/ Doj njmmdw fs

b rjbm +typj+Gjsjrt Ybt- wbs b abptbfo/ Lj grbwms tlrdukl lfs hdustbalj bog sbys )tdd twdd) wljo

lj bkrjjs wftl ydu/ Lj spjogs bmm lfs tfhj bog hdojy do bo dmg 269; Ijotmjy/

Wlj nbrhldusj wbs iufmt fo tlj 2;tl ajotury/

Wljy lbvj sdhj kddg idd`s do tlj aduotrysfgj/ F bh rjbgfok doj abmmjg Wlj Lfmm Ndx iy J/ Mjwfs/ F

jxpjat tlbt ydu brj njjmfok mdst- F òdw F bh hy gbrmfok/ F ldpj tlbt twjoty doj(yjbr(dmg sfstjr Cjbo

gdjsot pjrsubgj ljr sjvjotjjo(yjbr(dmg sfstjr Afajmy td fogumkj fo ljr pbstfhjs" F òdw nrdh

jxpjrfjoaj tlbt ydurj odt jbsfmy pjrsubgjg/

F+vj ijjo wbm`fok rduog tlj nbrh iduogbrfjs bog F lbvj ojvjr sjjo sd hboy rbiifts bog pfkjdos fohy mfnj/ Wljrj fs b mdt dn rdukl krbzfok bog iusly adrojrs tlbt tlj rbiifts mdvj/ Wdhdrrdw F+mm kd dut

slddtfok wftl hy 2>(idrj bog sjj ldw hboy F abo kjt/ #+

Wdgby tlj amdugs brj lfkl bog tfotjg wftl rjg/ Wlj kobts brj dut bog tlj swbmmdws bog hbrtfos brj

nmyfok vjry lfkl- kbtljrfok tdkjtljr ndr tljfr mdok cdurojy td Bnrfab/ F ijmfjvj tljy jhft b sjarjtfdo

uogjr tljfr wfoks updo wlfal tljy admmjat nmfjs td sustbfo tljh do tljfr nmfklt dvjr tlj dajbos/ #+

F wdogjr wlbt tlj pjdpmj ljrj wfmm tlfo` wljo F put ydur pldtd do hy grjssfok tbimj4 Wlfo` wlbt

tljy mf`j0 ydu brj jvjrytlfok fo tlj wdrmg td hj- hy wldmj bhiftfdos fo mfnj brj ndrhjg brduog ydu bs

hy ndabm pdfot/ Mdvj fs b strbokj tlfok b hdtfvbtfdo- b hfogsjt- bnnjatfok dtljr pjdpmj ojbr ydu

bmsd/ Hddg swfoks abo ij jxtrjhj td b pjrsdo fo mdvj/ F bh lbppy odw fo tlj òdwmjgkj tlbt F ojjglbvj od njbr dn mdsfok ydu/ #+

Mboktdo- tlj dtljr yduok njmmdw ljrj- wbs gjhdifmfsjg mbst \hbs bntjr ijfok fo Iurhb ndr tlrjj

yjbrs- pddr albp- sd lj fs nbsafobtfok td tbm` td/ Lj fs b mdusy sldt tldukl- bog gdjso+t abrj hual ndr

slddtfok- iut mdvjs ldrsj rfgfok bog fotjogs td kd luotfok/ Wbm`fok dn Iurhb- rjhfogs hj tlbt ydu

sbfg tlbt ydu gfgo+t imbhj albps ndr gjsjrtfok/ F suppdsj tlfs brfsjs dut dn ydur wdr` bs b vdmuotjjr

oursj wftl tlj Qt Cdlo Bhiumboaj Irfkbgj- [ddgadtj Ldspftbm/ Ldw abrfok dn ydu td gjvdtj bmm ydur

spbrj tfhj td oursfok wduogjg sdmgfjrs nrdh tlj Iurhb abhpbfko- wljo ydu wjrj domy nfntjjo/

PWjjobkj Afajmy wbs bwbrgjg tlj [br Qjrvfaj Hjgbm ndr ljr oursfok sjrvfaj wftl wduogjg sdmgfjrs/X

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Hy gbrmfok Afajmy-

[dr`jg bmm gby nrdh ;/15 tfm :/55ph- bog mbst ofklt F tdd` hy kuo bog wbm`jg tlj nbrh- bog kujss

wlbt4 ( F sldt sjvjotjjo rbiifts"

[j gd wjmm wftl hjbms ljrj0 aup dn tjb nfrst tlfok- tljo njjg tlj pdumtry- tljo irjb`nbst bt 6/55bh- b

soba` bt 22/55bh- gfoojr bt 2/55ph- tjb bt :/5 ph bog suppjr bt ;/7:ph/ Bt ijgtfhj wj kjt adadb/

[j bmwbys lbvj b vjry ifk suppjr/ #+ F ldpj ydu brj odt wjbrfok ydursjmn dut wftl ldusjwdr` odw

tlbt ydur huh fs fo ldspftbm/ F òdw wlbt b wdr`jr ydu brj" Qbvj sdhj dn ydur jojrky ndr dur ibifjs

td adhj/ Ldw mdok wfmm ydur huh ij fo ldspftbm4

[jmm swjjtljbrt F hust amdsj odw/ Vdu lbvj bmm hy mdvj- Irfbo xxx

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Hy gbrmfok Afajmy-

Hboy tlbo`s ndr ydur mjttjr hy swjjtljbrt0 hy stdhbal cust sfhpmy vbumtjg hy mfvjr bog gfg b ruo

tlrjj tfhjs gdwo hy spfoj bog iba` ( wjmm- tlbt+s ldw ft njmt/ Vdur drfkfobmfty bog fhbkfobtfdo

surpbss hy ijmfjns/ Hy mjttjrs bmwbys sjjh sd admg adhpbrjg td ydurs/ Qdrry bidut tlfs rumjg

nddmsabp- F njjm pbpjr gdjso+t hbttjr ijtwjjo twd +mdvj ndr mfnj+ ifrgs/

F lbrbss tlj pdsthbo jvjry gby ndr b mjttjr nrdh ydu/ F tlfo` lj trjhimjs wljo lj spdts hj

bpprdbalfok nrdh tlj nbrh iufmgfoks/

Krjbt ojws ydur hdtljr fs rjadvjrfok nrdh ljr lfp dpjrbtfdo/

Wljrj brj twd nfmhs F bh ldpfok td sjj fo Ldrslbh0 Abjsbr bog Amjdpbtrb bog Ijmms dn Qt Hbrys

wftl Ifok Ardsiy/ #+ B mbgy pldojg nrdh Mdogdo yjstjrgby bog rjhbr`jg td Hrs HbaFotyrj- )[lbt

b mdvjmy suhhjr wj+vj lbg)/ Hrs HbaFotyrj wbs stuoojg fotd sfmjoaj wftl bmm dur ardps nmbttjojg fo

tlj nfjmgs nrdh stdrhs/ F rjbg fo tlj pbpjr Dwfok td kddg wjbtljr- nbrhjrs lbvj ijjo bimj td kbtljr

tljfr ardps fo kddg tfhj/ [lbt pmbojt gd tljsj pjdpmj mfvj do4

Wljrj fs bo botf(Bhjrfabo njjmfok fo tlfs ldusj/ Ft+s bmm tljfr supjr Bhjrfabo pmbojs arbslfok/ Mboktdo

sbys- )Fo Iurhb tlj trddps wdumg kfvj up tljfr ldhj(mjbvj rbtljr tlbo nmy fo tldsj Gb`dtbs td tlj Z@-

ijabusj sd hboy lbvj arbsljg/ F rjbg dn doj ojw hdgjm tlbt wjot do b tjst nmfklt bog njmm td pfjajs fo

tlj bfr/) Mboktdo wbs b nmyjr fo tlj YBN- )Wlj Bhjrfabos hbgj bppbmmfok hfstb`js fo obvfkbtfdo0 doj

gby b Nmyfok Ndrtrjss rbgfdjg dur stbtfdo fo Qurrjy tlfo`fok lj wbs dvjr Frjmbog/) #+

Wlj wfog fs fo tlj odrtl bog ljbvy rbfo lbs turojg td smjjt/ ^jry jbrmy- fso+t ft4 Hy iddts lbvj mjt hj

gdwo- tlj sdmjs lbvj adhj dnn wftl bmm tlfs wbtjr gjspftj hj rjkumbrmy usfok guiifo/ F lbvj wjt njjt

odw/ F sbw b pbfr fo Ldrslbh tlbt abhj up td hy òjj/ Wljrj+s b hbo fo tlj vfmmbkj tlbt hb`js iddts

iy lbog- iut ljs tdd gjbr/ [ftl kddg iddts ydu abo stbog fo tlj strjbh bog `jjp ydur njjt gry/#+

Kmbg tlbt ydu brj odt shd`fok boy hdrj0 Mboktdo adhhjotjg tlbt ft wbs odt uo(mbgymf`j fn slj usjg

b mdok afkbrjttj ldmgjr/ [ly brj ydu sdrry ndr Hr Gjj4 [lbt gfg ydur gdk Aluh gd td lfh do Quogbyhdrofok4 F fhbkfoj wftl bmm tlbt ldusjwdr` Aluh jsabpjg dut dn adotrdm4

Wljrj brj sdhj nuooy ndm` brduog ljrj tdd/ F sbw b mbgy fo Ldrslbh- bidut jfklty yjbrs dmg- abrryfok

sjvjrbm abts fo ljr brhs bog b `fttjo fo tlj tdp dn ljr lbt/ Bog tljrj wbs b pdmfajhbo gfrjatfok tlj

trbnnfa wld stddg tbm`fok td pjdpmj lj òjw wlfmj tlj trbnnfa pfmjg up imdwfok tljfr lddtjrs/ Ldrslbh

fs b krbog pmbaj tldukl- mdts dn sldps- sldps ndr amdtljs bog sldps ndr sldjs ( fo nbat prbatfabmmy jvjry

ndurtl sldp fs b sldj sldp/

Abo ydu fhbkfoj hj do b gdo`jy abrt4 F lbvj ijjo òda`fok bidut wftl tlfs gdo`jy bmm gby tdgby/ Ft+s

b cdmmy sfklt qufa`jr td wbm`- F abo tjmm ydu/ Ndr tlj mbst twd gbys wj lbvj ijjo sjmjatfok tlj ijst twd

luogrjg ljos ndr irjjgfok/ [j lbvj jfklt irjjgfok pjos bog wj put ndurtjjo fo jbal/ Wljfr jkks brj

tljo tb`jo ndr wfotjr foauibtfok bog `jpt sjpbrbtj/

F lbvj wrfttjo sfx mjttjrs tdofklt/ Mboktdo sbfg- )Brj ydu wrftfok b odvjm4) Boywby- F+h wdro dut/

Kddg ofklt bog `fssjs- Irfbo xxx

UQ/ Wlbts bmm tljrj fs- Wljrj bfot od hdrj- Qbfot Ujtjr sbfg- Bs lj smbhhjg tlj gddr/

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Ljmmd gbrmfok-

Wlbo`s ndr ydur jxlfmbrbtfok- fo bo fotjrobm sdrt dn wby- mjttjr/ F sbt bog rjbg ft dvjr bog dvjr/ Fn F+gojvjròdwo ydu bmm tljsj yjbrs- F wdumg lbvj nbmmjo fo mdvj wftl ydu dvjr tlfs mjttjr/ #+


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F lbvj ijjo rbttfok bmm hdrofok/ Wlfs mfttmj tjrrfjr fs b arba`jr ( fn wj+g lbg b rjkfhjot dn tljsj gurfok

tlj wbr- wjg lbvj sjjo tlj Kjrhbos dnn sddojr/ #+

F gdo+t tlfo` hy slddtfok nrfjog Brtlur wdumg jocdy tlj adhpboy ljrj- iut lj+g ajrtbfomy mdvj tlj

slddtfok/ Wljsj pjdpmj gbfmy gjibtj tlj pdmftfas dn tlj jmjatfdo- gjrfgfok tlj Mbidur Ubrty .a/- bmsd

rjmfkfdo- tlj bnnbfrs dn Hrs Qd(bog(Qd fo tlj vfmmbkj- tlj Baarjgftjg Irjjgjrs Bssdafbtfdo bog sd do/

Iut tljrj+s bmwbys b cd`j nmyfok brduog/ Wljy gdo+t mbukl bt sfmmy tlfoks- mf`j ydu bog hj bog ydur gbg

gd/ Hrs HbaFotyrj lbs ojvjr lbg boy alfmgrjo- wlfal hfklt jxpmbfo ljr sjrfdus turo dn hfog4 #+ Domyalfmgrjo sjj tlj stupfgfty dn bgumt mfvjs/ [j brj rumjg tdgby iy safjotfnfa irbfos bog odt dur sdums/

)Ruftj wlbt Hssrs Btmjj- Hdrrfsdo bog Ijvfo lbvj ndr irbfos- Kdg domy `odws-) sd sbfg Hrs

HbaFotyrj/ F kbtljr tlfs fs b Wdry ldusjldmg/ #+

Do [jgojsgby F slbmm ij kdfok td hbr`jt td sjj sdhj dn dur ndwms sdmg- bog sjj Abjsbr bog

Amjdpbtrb/ #+ Bwbftfok ydur mjttjr/ F lbvj td admmjat tlj jkks odw/ Qjj ydu mbtjr/

F+h iba`/ Cust b njw dn ydur albrhfok sjotjoajs wdumg mbst hj b mfnjtfhj/ B wjj` sjjhs mf`j b yjbr

wftldut ydu/

Mdvj- Botldoy Ambrj- ,abhp nfrj Mbrkj Iddts sdok& xxx

UQ/ F+vj cust ijjo dut slddtfok bog kdt nfvj rbiifts bog doj pfkjdo/ Wlj ijst sldt wbs b wddg pfkjdotlbt idmtjg dut dn tlj trjj ijlfog hj bog rdsj stjjpmy s`ywbrgs/ F ndmmdwjg ft tlrdukl bog nfrjg cust

bljbg/ Ft njmm gjbg fo tlj stuiimj/ Ldw+s tlbt"

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Qussjx trbospdrt

PWlj Imujifrg wbs b YbfmtdoX

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Hy gbrmfok Afajmy-

Wdgby F lbvj ijjo td Qtjyofok hbr`jt wftl Mboktdo bog Hrs HbaFotyrj- bog do tlj wldmj wj lbg b

pmjbsbot gby/ [j wbm`jg b hfmj bog b lbmn td tlj ius stdp bog tlj stda` td ij sdmg wjot bljbg iy

trbfo nrdh tlj rbfmwby stbtfdo twd hfmjs bwby/ Cust bntjr idbrgfok tlj ius bog jxalbokfok krjjtfokswftl tlj adoguatdr- Hrs HbaFotyrj spdttjg ljr hbo rjturofok nrdh tlj stbtfdo fo tlj dppdsftj

gfrjatfdo fo tlj gdo`jy abrt/ Odw- wljo lj wbs pbssfok- Hrs HbaFotyrj sbfg td tlj ius adoguatdr-

quftj addmmy- )Uumm up b hfoutj- F wbot td spjb` td tlbt albp fo tlj gdo`jy abrt/) [jmm- iy tlj tfhj wj

stdppjg- tlj gdo`jy abrt wbs quftj b wby dnn fo tlj dppdsftj gfrjatfdo bog Mboktdo wjot albsfok dnn

gdwo tlj rdbg wlfmst wj wbftjg- jbsfmy jfklt dr ofoj hfoutjs ndr lfh td rjturo/ Wlj grfvjr swftaljg

dnn lfs jokfoj bog abhj bog lbg b albt wftl tlj adoguatdr/ Vdu wdumg lbvj tlduklt tlbt tlj

pbssjokjrs wdumg lbvj ijjo bkftbtjg- iut odt b ift dn ft/ Wlj rjst dn tlj cdurojy wbs tb`jo up wftl

pbssjokjrs gfsaussfok tlj stbtj dn tlj lbrvjst- fo mdug vdfajs/ Wljrj wbs Hr Gfxdo+s- )Yjhbr`bimj

ljrg dn Cjrsjys)- tlj gfskustfok prfaj dn sljjp- bog- )Dl ydu rjhjhijr tlbt hbrj ydu iduklt ndr F-

hy wdrg slj wjrj b ibrkbfo tlbt uo/)

Wljsj Qussjx ndm` lbvj b gfskustfok wby dn mjbofok dvjr amdsj td ydur nbaj td spjb`- ojbrmy puslfok

ydu dnn ydur sjbt/ Doj dmg ardoy- jvfgjotmy wjmm `odwo- mjbojg dvjr td hj- irjbtlfok tdibaad shd`j

dut dn lfs hdutl numm dn irdwo tjjtl fotd hy nbaj- sbyfok- )Bl- ydu ij tlj ojw pupfm nrdh Irdwofoks-

od gduit/) F rjpmfjg- )Od gduit dy ij tlbt- truj oun/) F+h odt surprfsjg tlbt Hrs HbaFotyrj prjnjrs td

trbvjm fo ljr pdoy bog trbp" Qlj bmwbys ambfhs tlbt slj abo ijbt tlj ius/ Od surprfsj"

Qtjyofok fs b ofaj mfttmj tdwo/ Umjoty dn nurofturj bog ldusjldmg kddgs fo tlj sldps/ Wljrj brj hboy

lbmn(tfhijrjg dmg ldusjs tdd- prdibimy wjbmtly pjdpmj dwo tljh/ #+

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od gduit/ F rjajfvjg b mjttjr nrdh Lbrpjr Bgbhs Bkrfaumturbm Admmjkj sbyfok tlbt F stddg b alboaj dnbghfssfdo fo 267


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[ljojvjr F ljbr b kddg gboaj ibog do tlj wfrjmjss ft stfrs up tlj mdvj fo hj bog turojg hy hfog td

tldsj krjbt wbrtfhj yjbrs bt Mjj` [ddttdo vfmmbkj lut wljo wj gboajg tdkjtljr td Gjoofs Gjj+s

grjbry dmg ^fatdr Qymvjstjr rjadrgs/ Wljo tlj Vbo`s brrfvjg bog irduklt Kmjo Hfmmjr- Fo tlj Hddg-

wdw/ Wlbt wbs tlj jog dn ^fatdr Qymvjstjr/ Wlbt sprfok nmddr bt tlj Ubmbfs gj Gboaj fo Mjbhfoktdo Qpb

wbs tlj pmbaj td gd tlj cfvj- wbsot ft4( tbm` bidut arbzy- Fg sby wj wjrj nbotbstfa- ydu bog hj/

[drtl kdfok do dur if`js bmm tlbt wby wbsot ft/ Fo dur vfmmbkj lut wj gboajg aljj` td aljj`- odt

abrfok b gbho ndr tlj nfjraj kmbrjs dn hdtljrs sfttfok fo tlj adrojr rduog tlj stdvj- kmbrfok bt us/

Brtlur bog F rjsdmvjg tlbt prdimjh doj ofklt- fn ydu rjhjhijr- quftj b mbukl0 wj wjot dutsfgj-

admmjatjg sdhj turn bogstunnjg ft gdwo tlj alfhojy dn tlj stdvj/ Ft wbsot mdok ijndrj tlj dmg kfrms

abhj dutsfgj aduklfok bog spmuttjrfok- wljrjupdo wj rusljg fotd tlj lut bog `fssjg tlj kfrms/ [jmm

tlbt wbs tlj fotjotfdo/

Fn ydu gfgo+t turo up bt tlj wjj`my gboaj- F+g wbft hfsjrbimy uotfm 25ph tljo wbm` dut/ F usjg td tlfo`-

)F+mm ijt slj+s kdoj td tlj Ubmbfs gj Gboaj fo Mjbhfoktdo td cfttjriuk wftl tlj Vbo`s/) Hdrj dntjo tlbo

odt- ft wbs truj/ F wbso+t hual dn b gboajr rjbmmy/ F usjg td tjmm hysjmn- )Vdu+rj b nddm- tljrj brj

luogrjgs dn mdvjmy kfrms brduog- kjt bntjr tljh/++ Iut ojxt Qbturgby F wbs tljrj bkbfo bt tlj lut-

mdd`fok ndr Afajmy Hbrrfdtt/

Bt ofklt F+g kjt smjjpmjss wdogjrfok ldw F adumg wbymby ydu do hy wby ayamfok td bog nrdh [brwfa`Qalddm/ F+g pbr` hy if`j bkbfost tlj wbmm fo tlj vfmmbkj bog wbft ndr ydu do ydur wby td dr nrdh

@jofmwdrtl/ Wljo ydu+g bppjbr- hy ljbrtijbt wdumg gduimj- bog ydu+g rfgj iy wftl ydur jyjs

rjsdmutjmy strbfklt bljbg- mjbvfok hj fo tlj gjptls dn gjspbfr/ Wljo F+g hurhur td hysjmn- )Qlj+s cust

bo fkodrbot kfrm wld wdumgo+t idtljr wftl b salddm idy wftl sd hboy kddg gboajrs wld+g mjnt salddm

bt ndurtjjo bog ijjo bidut fo b hbos wdrmg/ Qpftjnum tlduklts dn bo bgdmjsajot- pjrlbps4 Odw

tlbt F `odw ydur pbrjots- F rjbmfsj tlbt b spftjnum kfrm adumg odt lbvj jhjrkjg nrdh sual b mdvfok

ldhj/ F sjj ydu bs bo bokjm odw"

Abo F sby sdhjtlfok pjrsdobm4 F lbvj sdhj prfgj fo tlj nbat tlbt wj mdvj jbal dtljr gjjpmy wftldut

lbvfok ird`jo tlbt +sjbm+ dn vfrkfofty td adhpmfabtj dur rjmbtfdoslfp/

Qd pmjbsjg tlbt ydu wjrj bimj td jocdy Wlj Wjhpjst bt Qtrbtndrg Wljbtrj wftl tlj nbhfmy/ Abot sby F

`odw tlj stdry/ #+

Vdu spjb` dn b pdumtry nbrh ojbr ydur nbrhfok krbogpbrjots fo Ldrlbh- Jbst Qussjx- ijfok bmm jmjatrfa

wftl ndur tldusbog mbyfok ljos/ Qduogs nbotbstfa/ Adumg ij tlj nuturj/ F hjotfdojg ft td Mboktdo-

wld sbfg tlbt ljg ojvjr ljbrg dn sual b mbrkj pdumtry uoft/ #+ Hy wrftfok fs kjttfok sd sarunny-

pmjbsj ndrkfvj ydur luhimj wdrslfppjr- F+vj od tbimj td wrftj updo/

F+g mdvj td squjjzj ydu uotfm ydu brj gjbg/ Ldrrfimj mbst wdrg/// F gdo+t wbot td mdd` bt ft- pmjbsj ardss

ft dut ndr hj/#+ Kddg ofklt gjbr- grjbh dn tlbt ofklt wj wjot td ijg tdkjtljr/

Mdvj Irfbo xxx

9;tl Qjptjhijr 267>

Hy gbrmfok Afajmy-

Wdgby fo Irfkltdo ,F lbg td kd tljrj ndr hy abmm(up hjgfabm& F sbw Ijmms dn Qt Hbrys bog F ldpj td sjj

Qhd`jy bog Mbssfj/ Mjt hj tjmm ydu bidut Irfkltdo0 tlj wjbtljr wbs stupjogdus ( abo+t sby F mf`j tlj

pmbaj- hfmjs dn tlj usubm prdhjobgj- slfokmj ijbal- ardwgs dn pjdpmj bog odtlfok td gd/ Vdu abo

wbm` ndr hfmjs- sbhj idrfok sajojry- gbr` admdurjg ldusjs bog ldtjms- tlj domy bhusjhjot ijfok

pfaturjs- bmtldukl tljrj brj twd pfjrs/

Wlj sjb wbs abmh bog imuj wftl sjvjrbm lfkl(spjjg hdtdr idbts tjbrfok bidut do ft/ F pbssjg hy

hjgfabm B2- sd tlbt+s sjbmjg hy nbtj/ Gbho oufsboaj ( fn domy F lbg nmbt njjt dr Fg mdst bo jyj fo tlj


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Imftz0 domy doj jyj dr F wdumgot ij bimj td sjj ydu/// F gdot hfog kdfok fotd tlj Brhy- dn adursj ( F

jocdyjg ft bt salddm ( iut F+g rbtljr stby do tlj nbrh/

Vdu rjhjhijr F wrdtj b pfjaj ndrWlj Nfjmg hbkbzfoj bidut muhfodus wddg4 [jmm- tljy+vj puimfsljg

ft/ Ft wfmm ij fotjrjstfok td sjj fn boydoj fs fotjrjstjg/

[ljo F wjot td sjj Cboj Jyrj bt Ldrslbh- ft wbs bisdmutjmy- uttjrmy bog adhpmjtjmy jotlrbmmfok/ Vdu

hust odt hfss ft/ F mdst bmm baaduot dn tfhj bog hfssjg hy mbst ius iba` td Adwndmg- sd F lbg td wbm`- fo

tlj gbr`- sjvjo bog b lbmn hfmjs/ Jvjo fn F+g wbtaljg tlj tfhj- tljrj+s od wby F adumg lbvj mjnt tljpfaturj/ F bh jbsfmy dvjrwljmhjg wftl jhdtfdo/ F bh tdd sjotfhjotbm- hy hfog fs nrjj bs tlj wfog

bog uoadotrdmmbimj wljo mdvj fs fo tlj bfr/

[ljo F tlfo` dn ydu- F tlfo` dn b addm amjbr spbr`mfok hduotbfo strjbh- tdssfok bog tuhimfok fts wby

bardss idumgjrs bog cbkkjg rda`s- kmfstjofok bog ijbutfnum fo tlj hddomfklt dn ydutl/ Gdwo ijtwjjo

wddgjg smdpjs bog dut fotd tlj pmbfos- swjmmfok fo ijbuty bog spmjogdur bs ft kbfos bkj jo rdutj td

tlj sjb/

Kmbg ydu jocdyjg Qtrbtndrg Wljbtrj/

[jmm- swjjtljbrt- ft+s ofoj ldurs- nfnty doj hfoutjs- bog twjoty nfvj sjadogs bntjr oddo do tlj 9;tl

Qjptjhijr 267> bog F mdvj ydu- bog stfmm wfmm fo sfxty yjbrs tfhj- bmfvj dr gjbg/ [jmm hy gbrmfokijmdvjg ,smdppy gbpj&-

Mdvj Irfbo xxx

96tl Qjptjhijr 267>

Hy gbrmfok Afajmy-

Ft+s Quogby bog F abo+t kd slddtfok ijabusj jvjrydoj ljrj nrdwos updo ft do b Quogby/ Hbyij ft stdps

tlj rbiifts kdfok td alural4 [j abo+t lbvj tlbt- tljrj brj sd njw fo tlj adokrjkbtfdo sfx dr sjvjo

tljsj gbys/ B ift nbmsj- gdo+t ydu tlfo`4 Mbst jvjofok F wjot dut slddtfok wftl tlj tjrrfjr obhjg ^fa- btldrduklirjg Ndx Wjrrfjr- wlfal `fmms boy wduogjg rbiifts fo tlj iusljs- bs wjmm bs grfvfok tljh dut

dn advjr ndr tlj kuo/ ^fa fs b rjbm gdk bogmdvjs rbiiftfok mf`j F mdvj adurtfok ,ydu&/ ^fa fs fotjmmfkjot

bog kdjs wljrj F pdfot/ Qlj trjhimjs wftl jxaftjhjot wljo F slddt/ [ftl ljr jbrs prfa`jg slj

sjbraljs ndr tlj vfatfh bog wbfts ndr hj td sby )kd)/ #+

Fn ydu kjt hy rbhimfok mjttjrs wljo ydu adhj ldhj nrdh wdr`- ydug ijttjr wbft tfm bntjr tjb

ijabusj F gd kd do b ift- mf`j rjbgfok b odvjm rjbmmy/ #+ [rftfok dn hysjmn- tljrj fs od ojws- jxajpt F

mdvj ydu- bog )tlbt+s odt ojws) ydu sby- iut yjs ft hjbos sdhjtlfok gfnnjrjot jbal tfhj F sby ft-

gjpjogfok updo wlbt nrbhj dn hfog F bh fo/ F abo ljbr tlj sdmjho hdobstjry ijmm tdmmfok bwby-

wlfal fs bmm ft gdjs gd/ F rjabmm wjmm tlj husfabm tdojs dn Mjj` [ddttdo ijmnry wlfal wj adumg ljbr

nrdh hy ldhj/ POI/ Fo wlfal tdwjr F mbtjr ijabhj b adhpjtjot rfokjr ndr sjvjrbm yjbrsX/ Wljfr

cdydus tdojs usjg td wbvjr fo tlj gfstboaj do Quogby hdrofoks- adhpjtfok wftl tlj rdd`s fo tlj tbmm

jmhs dppdsftj dur iuokbmdw- ndr tlj bttjotfdo dn b slddtfok hbo/ F usjg td tlfo` tlj ifrgs wdumg

ajbsj tljfr albttjr bog mfstjo td tlj hjshjrfsfok ijmms- tljfr ambrfdo abmm/ Wlbt ambrfdo abmm bmwbys

brdusjg twd sfstjrs td bttjog alural- bog F gjafgjg tlbt wbs tlj pmbaj ndr hj bmsd/ F cdfojg tlj aldfr/

#+

Hrs HbaFotyrj fs b vjry fonmujotfbm pjrsdo0 slj+s tlj Qjarjtbry dn tlj [jst Qussjx Baarjgftjg Irjjgjrs

Bssdafbtfdo bog Albfrhbo dn tlj [/F/- bog slj `odws hboy dn tlj mjbgfok hjo fo tlj Obtfdobm

Nbrhjrs Zofdo" Qlj sbfg slj+g gd bmm slj adumg td kjt hj jxjhpt nrdh abmm(up/ Wlbt adumg ij ljr

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F ldpj dur sdo gdjso+t krdw up fotd bo uosdafbimj qufjt mfttmj idy- mf`j hj/ [ftl ydur imddg lj hby

odt/ [j+mm sldw +jh ldw td prdguaj lbogsdhj alfmgrjo- bog wj wfmm odt spdfm tljh/ F wfmm ij bimj td

sldw dur sdos ldw td pfa` b kddg wfnj grjbh do- Gbwtrjy/

F dntjo wrftj pmjbsbot grjbhs bt tlj jog dn hy mjttjrs ( sdrry bidut tlbt fn ydu brj cust dnn td wdr`

wljo tlj hbfm brrfvjs/

Lbvj ydu sjjo tlj nfrst prdguatfdo hdgjm dn hy gbg+s Advjotry Qtjjm Abrbvbo4 F kbtljr ft wbs fo tlj

Advjotry Ubrbgj/ Ljs kdfok td obhj tlj ojw hdgjm Advjotry @ofklt 7

Hr gbrmfok-

Huh lbs sjot hj sdhj pldtds0 doj dn Cdy do ljr pdoy- ydu sofnnfok b nmdwjr bog doj dn ydu bog hj

stbogfok dutsfgj ydur nrdot gddr/ #+ Fvj cust ijjo td Lbrvjst Njstfvbm/ Wlj vfabrs sjrhdo wbs

fotjrjstfok- ndr b albokj- bidut tlj gfnnjrjoaj ijtwjjo tlj nbrhjrs bog tlj hjralbots nrdh tlj

tdwo/ Lj cd`jg bidut tlj nbrhjrs lbvfok td nfmm fo hdrj ndrhs tlj hdrj nddg tljy prdguajg- bog

bidut pjdpmj lbvfok td mfvj fo tlj vfmmbkj ndr twjoty nfvj yjbrs ijndrj tljy brj baajptjg- wftl wlfal

lj jxprjssjg gfspmjbsurj/ #+ Wlj wbkjs nbrh wdr`jrs kjt odw( tlfrty slfmmfoks b wjj` ( brj sd hual

lfkljr tlbo ijndrj tlj wbr tlbt F tlfo` tlbt hboy nbrhjrs wfmm ij ibo`rupt/ F hb`j up hy hdojy iy

sjmmfok rbiifts bt tlrjj slfmmfoks jbal/ [ftl tlj hjbt sldrtbkj gurfok tlj wbr- F usjg td kjt nfntjjo

slfmmfoks jbal POI/ Bidut nfntjjo pduogs fo tdgby+s hdojy/X iy cust stbogfok bt tlj rdbgsfgj bntjr F+g

ijjo njrrjtfok/

Mboktdo lbs ijjo td Qdutl Bnrfab bog tjmms hj tlbt tlj pjdpmj brj hdstmy Jokmfsl- `fog ljbrtjg bog

kddg nbrhjrs/ Wlj amfhbtj fs sfhfmbr td Jokmbog bog mdts dn slddtfok bog nfslfok/ Lj sbys tljy brjhdrj prdspjrdus tlbo fo Bustrbmfb dr Abobgb/ Qd fn Mbidur obtfdobmfsj tlj mbog wj adumg kd tljrj/ #+

F lbg b rjpmy nrdh Wlj Nfjmg hbkbzfoj bidut hy muhfodus wddg brtfamj ( tlj hbo wbots b sbhpmj ndr

lfs mbidrbtdry td tjst0 lbvj ydu kdt b pfjaj mjnt4 Fn odt adumg ydu kd dut bog nfog sdhj hdrj4 #+

Fts mdvjmy kjttfok b mjttjr nrdh ydu jvjry gby/ #+ @jftlmy- tlj dtljr albp tlbt wdr`s ljrj bog lbs tlj

vfotbkj 269; Ijotmjy abr- lbs nfofsljg ft bog ft ruos ijbutfnummy/ Ft fs slbpjg mf`j b idbt/

[j+vj ijjo adhhfttjg td jbal dtljr ndr sfx hdotls odw- bmtldukl wj+vj `odwo jbal dtljr ndr

ojbrmy nfvj yjbrs- bog bmrjbgy wj+vj ijjo do ldmfgby tdkjtljr ,td ^dwalural- Ljrjndrgslfrj- adurtjsy

dn ydur Buoty Jhh&/ F tlfo` wj+rj +suftjg+- gdo+t ydu4

F rjhjhijr bntjr gbr` wljo F mfvjg gdwo bt Irdd`myo- F usjg td guhp hy prjp- bog smfp dut fotd tljadmg ofklt bfr bog lfgj fo tlj slbgdws iy tlj irfgkj tlbt tlj vfmmbkjrs abmm Abttmj Qtrjbh- mdd`fok dut

ndr b mfttmj ifayamj mfklt adhfok gdwo tlj lfmm nrdh @jofmwdrtl/ Wljo bt mbst F+g sjj ft" Iut od- ft wbs

sdhjidgy jmsj/ Qjvjrbm hdrj ifayamjs wdumg pbss iy wlfmst F wbs nrjjzfok/ F+g tlfo` +hbyij slj lbs

kdoj td tlj pfaturjs/+ Wljo- bl" /// Wlbt mdd`s mf`j ljr slbpjmy pjrsdo- bog hy ljbrt wdumg gduimj fts

pbaj bog F wbs od mdokjr nrdzjo/ Bs slj grjw ojbrjr hy fotjotfdo td stdp ljr krjw idmgjr bog///

)IYFBO- [LBW BYJ VDZ ZU WD DZW WLJYJ FO WLJ GBY@4) Ft wbs hy hdtljr sldutfok- bog F kdt +admg

njjt+ bs ydu sbfmjg iy/ F wbs odt kddg adhpboy ndr tlj rjst dn tlbt jvjofok" Mbtjr do hy adurbkj

prjvbfmjg bog F stdppjg ydu- Ldw ofaj td sjj ydu Afajmy/ Mua`y- F wbs cust pbssfok bog sbw ydur ayamj

mbhp/ [j tbm`jg tljo- bog wbm`jg up tlj lfmm td Mjj` [ddttdo tdkjtljr fo tlj gbr`/ [j spd`j dn

wdrmgmy tlfoks- bog brkujg sdhjtfhjs ( F abo+t rjhjhijr wlbt bidut- iut ft wbs bhbzfok ldw wjmmwj gfg kjt do tdkjtljr- jspjafbmmy bs fo tlj jbrmy gbys/ F tlduklt tlbt ydu wdumgo+t ij bimj stbog hy

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Ldw wjmm F rjhjhijr tldsj nrdsty ofklts stbogfok dutsfgj ydur kbrgjo kbtj- tbm`fok bog brkufok/

[lbt gfg wj brkuj bidut4 Brtlur wbs td abmm ndr hj bt ;/55ph bog ft wbs bmrjbgy ;/15ph0 lj wdumg

kujss wljrj F wbs bog turo up bt ydur kbrgjo kbtj/ Lj wdumg cdfo b gjibtj bidut wljtljr b kfrm

adumg ij pjrsubgjg td gd sdhjtlfok bkbfost ljr wfmm/ Vdu abo kujss wlbt bmm tlbt wbs bidut" Vdu- dn

adursj- gfg odt bkrjj/ F pdhpdusmy sbfg tlbt F wdumg prdvj ft td ydu- bog sd do/ Wljo doj ofklt F rjabmm

us mjbofok do dur ifayamjs bog tbm`fok td jbal dtljr dutsfgj ydur ldusj bog- nfogfok hysjmn vjry amdsj

td ydu fo tlj lbmn(mfklt- F lbg b tlduklt td try bog rjbal ydur mfps/ F grjw amdsjr- prjtjogfok tlbt F

adumgo+t sjj ydur nbaj/ F pmbajg hy lbog do ydur brh/ Vdu gfg odt wftlgrbw bog F tlduklt +tlfs fs hy

alboaj+/ [j stfmm tbm`jg dn dtljr tlfoks bs ft krjw gbr`jr- bog wj krjw amdsjr- uotfm F tlduklt +ljrj

kdjs+/ Wljo- gbho ft- ydur gbg bppjbrjg- iduogfok gdwo tlj tfo`b(tbo` stjps do lfs wby ldhj nrdh

tlj [dr`fok Hjos Amui/ Zs mbgs usjg td njbr Brtlur fo lfs ruoofok puhps/

Wlj spjmm lbg ojbrmy ird`jo- iut odt quftj0 bodtljr ofklt wj wjrj tdkjtljr tljrj wftldut dur ifayamjs

ijtwjjo us/ F `fssjg ydu bog tlj spjmm ird`j/ Vdu sbfg bt tlj tfhj tlbt tljrj wbs b irfa` wbmm

ijtwjjo us/ F adumg odt uogjrstbog tlbt bt tlj tfhj- iut odw F tlfo` ydu tlduklt tlbt F wbs sdhj

sdrt dn hfggmj ambss twft nrdh tlj afty/ [jmm- wdhjo brj bmwbys rfklt/

[j hjt tljo nrjqujotmy iy tlj Abttmj Qtrjbh Irfgkj bog doj ofklt F tdmg ydu tlbt F mdvjg ydu/ Vdu

rjpmfjg nrbo`my tlbt ydu gfgo+t mdvj hj ( ydu wjrj ojvjr doj td ijbt bidut tlj iusl/ Batubmmy- F gfgodt ijmfjvj ydu- bog boywby- hy bhiftfdo wbs td pjrsubgj ydu- bog ljrj wj brj0 sdumhbtjs/

F bh strukkmfok td nfog bgjqubtj wdrgs td jxprjss hy njjmfoks bidut ydu/ Fn boytlfok lbppjojg td

ydu F wdumg nbgj bwby bog ijadhj bo drkbofa imdi- hy hfog wdumg ajbsj td nuoatfdo bog F wdumg mfj

fo ijg uoadosafdusmy bwbftfok hy gddh- bog tlbt wdumg ij tlbt/ Iut jodukl dn tlbt- mjt+s lbvj nuo (

domy ofoj gbys td kd bog wj+mm ij tdkjtljr bkbfo/

Bmm hy mdvj ndrjvjr- Irfbo xxx

9og Datdijr 267>

Hy Gbrmfok-

Fo rjpmy td ydur ljbvjo sjot mjttjrs0 F prdhfsj odt td hjotfdo ydur prjvfdus idynrfjogs/ Kmbg ydu

spd`j td ,lbg nuo wftl4& Gjrj` Qpurkjdo bt tlj Yjajptfdo- hy jx(salddm nrfjog/ Lj+s b gjajot albp-

iut b ift wfmg do baaduot dn lbvfok vjry wjbmtly pbrjots/ F rjabmm bt salddm tlbt lj ojvjr pbfg lfs

gjits ( odt tlbt F wbs bo bokjm" Ldwjvjr- ojvjr ijmfjvj wlbt lj tjmms ydu/ F jxpjat lj+s wdogjrfok

wly Fh odt fo tlj Obvy/ Fn ydu sjj lfh bkbfo- kfvj lfh hy rjkbrgs/ Vdu hby sby- Irfbo wfmm ij

cjbmdus Fh tbm`fok td ydu0 fts truj F suppdsj/ Vbo`s brj jvjo wdrsj" #+ Hy ajmjry bt ldhj lbs

abusjg quftj b sjosbtfdo- ydu sby/ F mdvj nddg prdguatfdo/

[ljo F rjbal tlj mbst irjjgfok pjo- F sft bog rjbg ydur mjttjrs/ Ft fs

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