This is a story of what my mind goes through when I think about you so

bare with me please

When I first saw you, all I could think about was how beautiful you were. I kept saying

in my head… “Damn, you the bomb!”…

…and I thought to myself, I’m pretty awesome (not in a conceded way) but I

really think she’ll like me, maybe I could be better than these other shmo’s, you know, be your superhero, so I went up and talked

to you…

…but I underestimated how difficult it would be to talk to you. I was a bit nervous because you

were so lovely, so when I struck out a few times I didn’t think I was cool enough for you …

…but then you started talking to me and I was like “what?? No way this is for real.” So I wondering if

you were just being nice…

…Then you told me about your situation and I understood completely, but It’s okay because I

still wanted to cheer you up and make you smile and if that didn’t work your love for animals

could have sufficed…

…and I wanted to show you that you deserved better and to be happy and that you were more wonderful, beautiful, and

amazing than you thought…

…but you kept turning me down, politely but still, it was a bit tough getting shot

down most of the time, but I was determined…

…so no matter how many times you said no, I was persistent without trying too hard so I

wouldn't’t come off as too eager, but I made my point and I stayed around …

…people kept asking me why I would try so hard for

someone I barely knew. They said to let it go

because you didn’t seem interested and that life goes

on. So I asked myself…

…if I should keep trying to get to know you or just stop bugging you. Quite frankly I

didn’t know if you liked talking to me :p…

…I must admit I got a tad discouraged …

…but for some reason you were always on my mind. I couldn’t stop thinking about you and

how much I would love to get to know you, and despite how weird it was I thought a lot about

how it would be if we were together…

…and as I was thinking about all those things I decided, “screw it,” I’m going to do all I can to

steal your heart and make you happy…

…but as I kept striking out and

you kept “avoiding” me

most every time I asked if we

could do something, I

thought…

…but you kept inspiring me and giving me these wonderful thoughts, so I hoped this feeling

would last long enough for me to try some more to get through to you…

…so I kept texting you and telling you most of what was on my mind, and when I made your day or

made you smile, it made me feel pretty happy that you liked what was on my mind and in my heart , but then I remembered you still weren’t mine :l …

…and I guess timing was everything, because I felt like I was too late, and maybe I had missed

my chance to swoop you off your feet…

…but you kept clouding my dreams and my thoughts and I was happy to see you and just be

near you. You do something to me that I can’t describe, but you weren’t really there …

…and then you texted me randomly when I was thinking about you most and It really put a smile on my face. I was

just like “how do you always text me when I think about you the most??” and after I had thought about it, it was clear that you were someone I wanted and needed to be with because I was ready and willing to open up my heart to

you…

…so while I’m just sitting here like I usually am, you

know, chillin like a boss waiting for you to text me

again…

…I’m day dreaming about a stranger that I met, about an unexpected friend I made, and about a

woman who captured my mind and my heart more easily than anyone has before. So I’m just

here thinking about this special lady…

…trying to find ways to make her smile,

even if she doesn't’t give me any signal or

sign that she’s interested back. It

seems to be enough to do all I can to see

that beautiful smile…

…and if by some miracle you do give me a chance, to open up to you and you to me, I promise you won’t be

disappointed with what you’ll find. I merely want to treat an amazing woman the way she deserves,

because few people come along in life that touch a person so, and I see no need to waste that beautiful

opportunity…