my story - strange but all true - letter sent to a local priest

8/2/2019 My Story - strange but all true - letter sent to a local priest

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THIS IS A COPY OF A LETTER THAT ISENT TO A PRIEST AT ONE OF OURLOCAL CHURCHESDear Father

I want to type up my story at least insome respects to give you abackground from which to formopinions and judgments. Hopefully,you will be merciful and keep an openmind!My family and I had experiencedharrassment for a number of years. Ido not know if you are familiar withthe term "electronic harrassment"which encompasses MANY differentmethods. As far as I know this type ofharrassment has never beensuccessfully prosecuted.I heard voices and conversations


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which clearly do not fit the definitionof schizophrenia. I have read a lotabout this mental illness, and becauseof the possible existence of certainmethods that can harm a personmentally, I never thought I wasschizophrenic. Based on otherexperiences my family and I endured, Ibelieve it is possible to cause aperson to hear voices andconversations usingelectronic/technological means.After a number of years with this, Ibegan to turn to cards for answers,having received none from what Iconsidered a nightmare unrelentingsituation.These cards had words and letters onthem, and I began to devise methodswhich I thought were clever -changing the methods often - toassure myself that any potentialanswers were not from me or any


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other source but theDivine/Supernatural.I will include a hard copy of a journalwith this document that I had copywritten. This may give you an idea asto what the cards revealed.Anyway to preview this journal foryou, I began to ask questions, askingGod and praying for guidance. As Iwould shuffle the deck of cards,SPECIFICALLY ASKING THAT FOREXAMPLE THE 2ND LETTER IN THEFIRST WORD AT THE TOP OF THECARD SPELL OUT AN ANSWER, cardswould pop out of the deck, sometimeswith amazing rapidity, sometimesafter a minute or two.In too many cases to be random orimagination, the 2nd letter of eachwords as I requested, would spell outspecific answers.


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I began to doubt, I began to be afraidand once I threw the cards out,believing that dark forces were behindthis. However, the cards gave mevirtually NO indication of darkness -they had only been speaking ofgoodness, going to Mass, andbelieving in God.When I did throw the cards away, veryshortly after, while they were still inthe trash - I am trying to remember if Ihad to purchase a new deck, but Ithink they were still in my house - anItalian white pitcher began to shakeand actually rotate in a way I hadnever seen. My mother (who has sincedied) and my sister remarked on thepresence of a ghost.I immediately thought of my cards andthe spirit with whom I hadcommunication, who referred tohimself as "Mike" - an actual personrelated to the same New England


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Mafia family that had harrassed us foryears, and still did at the time ofthese cards, and at the present timefor me. (But of course I believe thatthere may be more groups than theMob involved now)To get back on the subject - Iretrieved the cards and went to getanswers. IMMEDIATELY, in a way thatwas almost lightning quick andextremely surprising, the cards shotout of the deck as I shuffled - spellingout "I DO - I DO" As I continued toquestion, the cards answered "I amhere. Talk. Talk. Do not leave"So I did and I never stopped untilabout 2007-2008, when I drifted awayfrom all such methods and spiritcommunication - this saddened mequite a bit, for I loved this very much.As my parents both passed away, Ireceived enormous comfort andsupport - I was never afraid or grief


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stricken. I may otherwise have beenif not for these communications. Mymother and father as well came to mein this manner and in other ways.Here, Father, I will also include a hardcopy document of these otherexperiences. I have put these on apage on the Internet to inspire others.Later on I began to get messages andsigns that seemed to be morecomplicated and disturbing. I will putsome of them on here for you.After my parents died, I began toattend Mass quite frequently - in fact,every weekday, but very rarely on theweekends. I loved this and I wasextremely devoted to Mass and myprayer life. I became closer to Godand Heaven than I had ever been, andI would actually weep tears of loveand joy when I felt I was in thePresence of God and Blessed Mother.


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I had always been a religious child,reading about angels and saints, andcrying over the crucifixion. I had notbeen a particularly kind or goodperson especially as the years wentby, but I nevertheless had a love of myreligion and Heaven that was genuine.At first when I attended Mass, all waswell. I had been sick for a number ofyears, and some of this could havebeen related to the harrassment wehad experienced, which followed us atevery building we lived.At some point, when I began to go toMass, after days or weeks of absencedue to distractions or sickness, Inoticed a pattern - I am pretty good atnoticing re-occurring events - and I tryto be objective - Father Dan O'Connellof St. Joseph's Church is the pastorthere, and was around this time.


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When I walked in for Mass, and duringMass, the microphone/sound systemwould go haywire. Very strangenoises, very loud problems and hissingand all kinds of interference. I alsobegan to get physically sick and couldnot always remain in church.I attempted to ask Father Dan or oneof the parishioners how things were inmy absence. I know this soundsstrange, but other signs andexperiences and messages I werereceiving at this time were leading meto certain conclusions. I needed touse cold hard logic or as much as Icould manage to sort this out.The attendees could not give me asatisfactory answer - nor did FatherDan. But at one point it was revealedthat yes, the mike and sound systemhad been fine until this day - when Iwalked in.


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I have since questioned this, Father,trying to rule out other explanations.Could the same people or group thathad used electronic means to invadeour lives be doing this to the soundsystem, say, for example, from anoutside van parked nearby? Accordingto the FCC, who spoke with my sister,it was possible for a car to usecertain devices to either overhearsomeone or interfere with equipment.I was trying to be logical about this,but even this sounded a bit bizarreand extreme.I had also had another amazing butdisturbing experience - I heard voicesin the wind. When there was a stormcoming, I could hear comments andconversations in the howling andmovement of the wind. Again, Father,I pose a question to you: do you thinkthe same possible method that canenable people to use acoustics toharrass others can do this, again, in


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an attempt to mislead or harrass?And then, why? Why go to all thistrouble, which may be considerable?I wrote the conversations I had beenhearing. When the voices were deepand powerful, the comments seemedto be of a Divine or angelic nature.The comments were about humanityand the world and power in general.When the quality of the voices was ofa higher pitched nature, this seemedto be human beings, praying or askingGod for help - either living ordeceased.I had been seeing things in the cornerof my eye - actual movement in myroom and other areas - when I looked,there was no one. Lately there havebeen shadows passing over my bedvery distinctly.When I requested signs in answer to


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my questions, they would sometimesimmediately materialize, in a way thatwas unmistakable. A song on theradio seconds or minutes after myrequest, butterfly or dolphin symbolsin the middle of winter - where therehad been virtually none before - afterasking, I would go out shopping anddolphin or butterfly symbols, statues,hanging crystals, T-shirts would be inabundance, sometimes in the samestore, which to me is remarkable.Before I had asked, none of thesesymbols were in evidence, and for thisto be remarkable, for me, there had tobe a great many such symbols in thesame area. And there were.I had begun using my church missalfor answers using a method known asbibliomancy from ancient times - theart of using a holy book to getrevelation.Once, before I went to Mass in June or


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July, I had opened the missal which Ikept at home - for this specificpurpose - and upon opening the bookand looking quickly at the page, thesephrases were given: Watch for thesign - the bird - when it comes. Thephrases are disjointed because youare not supposed to stay with thesame paragraph or page. You aresupposed to use several pagesrandomly using the same manner.However, I am very casual about mymethod. I believe that I nonethelessreceive accurate and often amazinganswers.This one about the bird is proof of theunexpected. I had received thisBEFORE ATTENDING MASS. When Iwent to Mass, a pigeon flew in andwent to the altar and stayed on top ofthe Holy Spirit symbol above thetabernacle throughout the entireMass. This had NEVER happenedbefore nor at subsequent masses.


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I remembered the message about thebird as a sign. I had not understood itand put it aside. But here was apigeon coming into church andremaining in a most unusual way.People were expressing surprise atthis.This to me indicated that BEFORE THEFACT there had been mention of suchan occurrence, or at least a bird as asign. Therefore, the messages I hadbeen receiving were neither randomnor imagination, despite mysometimes lax approach.Crows began to come into my lifeunexpectedly as well. I know thatcrows can very often be a symbol ofdarkness. In this case, I perceivedthem as messengers, neither good norevil. Just to send warnings or towatch over someone.


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Once, in a way that literally stoppedmy breathing for several seconds, Igot an image in my mind's eye, which Ihad never had before - some say theimages that come to you in this wayare actually from the other world - theimage was that of a large blackcreature with wings fully extendedand filling my mind.IMMEDIATELY UPON THIS VISION ATMY GRANDMOTHER ANDGRANDFATHER'S GRAVE, two or threecrows came right over to the graveand perched on a nearby tree, cawingloudly. I had not seen crows therebefore, and not in this way.I stopped breathing for a few momentsas though I had been hit by something.I was reluctant to leave my car, eventhough I felt very little fear at othertimes and in other strange situations.But I did. The crows watched us, my


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two sisters and I, and then they left.Father, forgive me for this - please donot jump to conclusions, this is all Iask.I have had the feeling of a spiritcoming into me when I was unable tobreathe - when my breathing wasslowing down and shallow in a waythat seemed dangerous - this hadhappened many times over the years -and when I asked for help, a spiritwould enter - I could feel this - andimmediately the air would come intomy lungs without me having to takedeep breaths. I cannot explain this,Father, except to tell you that all theair in the room seemed to be availableto me and coming into my lungs at apace that was helpful and quick,where before I could not get any air.I sometimes had a feeling of anotherbeing or body that was unseen sharing


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my own body. For example - and thissounds strange, but please believeme, these sensations of course areclearly subjective - when I was lyingdown very still and my arms unmovingat my side, I would so clearly andamazingly feel a set of invisible armsinside my own rising and falling. Ihave never forgotten this feeling and Ihave had it since in other ways.I have prayed for the President of Iranwhen he had been at his mostbelligerent, threatening both the USand Israel. When I prayed specificallyfor him, that God - his Allah - wouldspeak to him and encourage him toopen his heart and mind and offerpeace - Father, I am telling you thetruth - and I have written this down aswell - within a day or two the Iranianpresident would soften his rhetoricand twice he offered "surprisingunexpected" peace gestures - again,these are words used by the news


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media.China and North Korea had done thesame once, when I prayed in a similarfashion, but of course, not asking thatGod speak with them directly, for theyare atheists.I believe that President Mahmoud is aman that loves God and believes inHim. Yes, he is unstable and volatile,but he is influenced by the power ofGod and prayer as well. So this ishopeful.When North Korea was about to test-launch a missile, I prayed to Godagain to abort the launch, causemalfunction. This test did fail and themissile malfunctioned.When the Hadron Collider on the Swissborder was about to be tested, in away that I consider dangerous andcareless, I prayed again to God to


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stop this test and cause a malfunctionof this collider. (If you do not knowwhat this is, I will tell you - thiscollider is a huge instrument thataffects atoms, protons, molecules,etc. and the team of scientistsoperating it are attempting toexperiment with the origins andparticles of the Universe)The Hadron collider did indeedmalfunction shortly after this prayerand allegedly has not been testedsince, but I often wonder.I believe that this collider mayinterfere with the workings of theUniverse in such a way as to causecatastrophe, Father, this is why I haveoften prayed about this. When itmalfunctioned, I knew that Godconsiders it a threat as well.I hesitate to sum up what all of thismeans, but I know I have forces and a


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Presence in my life, both light anddark. I have much more written down,and when I can decipher my "chickenscratches" I will be happy to sort it allout and pass it on to you.Thank you for reading this, I know thisis a busy time for you. Hopefully bythe beginning of the year, we can gettogether and discuss this. Or you canemail me if you would like.Many blessings to you, and may youenjoy a wonderful holiday. If thesedocuments reach you after theholidays, then I hope you have enjoyedthem, and welcome to the New Year.May it be a glorious one for us all.Peace, Angela


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