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hro iero feiie` hre!`m tlo fhipacros tlh` klest stercos.

4tlor poepgo ghio tlo -%4s aer tlo me;o`s ea weio` wle lhvo keò icssc`khge`k tlo lcklwhy tlht f!ts tlre!kl Qh`morleea. 2lo càhie!s #cklwhy ea2ohrs# lhs hggokomgy fghciom iero tlh` aerty herckc`hg weio` h`m h lh`ma!g eaetlor weio` wleso mcshppohrh`fos lhvo òvor oo` segvom. 2lo weio` keicssc`k h`m me`#t gohvo h fg!o olc`m h`m tloy er tlocr emcos lhvo òvor ooàe!`m.

Zcftekrhpls e` tlo *erck`hg tr chg gh`m tlht fh` e`gy o rohflom y eht lhvohgse oo` c`torprotom hs preea ea h`fco`t -%4 hftcvcty c` tlo hroh. *ffermc`kte seio `htcvo stery toggors$ tlo slcps feio !p arei !`mor tlo ghbos er areic`scmo ea ie!`thc`s.

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1`torvcow wctl h` *gco` *m!ftoo.

"`tor#cow whs fe`muftom ny Qcrkc`ch Vthrb wctl h !h` fghc!c`k te lh#o noo`hnmuftom !ugtcpgo t c!os ny hgco`s. $o lhs ro%uostom te ro!hc` hè`y!eus.

9.:ly me ye! ogcovo ye! woro hm!ftom y hgco`s

" whs hnmuftom ny hgco`s. " whtflom ct& tlo wlego tlc`k. ]loy fh!o rcklt c`te!y ree!. ]loro cs è meunt c` !y !c`m tlht " whs hnmuftom ny hgco`s. "t 's èt hnogco(& c t 's h (hft.

5.2ogg !s he!t ye!r oxporco`fo

" t whs`'t tlo ( crst t c!o tlht c t lhppoòm te !o. " shw h nrcklt g cklt c` !ywc`mew& h nrcklt wlcto g cklt h`m !y mek sthrtom te nh rb g cbo frh)y. "t wo`t mhrbeutscmo. ]lo` ct wo`t %ucot& rohg %ucot& !y mek whs`'t o#o` nhrbc`k h`y!ero.

*(tor h (ow !cùtos " lohrm !y (re`t meer epo`. " tleuklt " lohrm se!otlc`k&g cbo g c t t go (eetstops c` tlo lhgg. ]loro whs h g cklt u`mor !y me er. " bòw ct lhmlhppoòm no(ero se " geebom ht !y hghr! fgefb& c t shcm ct whs +,-. " lohrm tlomeer te tlo nomree! epo`& " trcom te whbo up !y wc(o nut slo weugm`'t whboup. ]lo` " webo up h`m geebom ht tlo fgefb hkhc` h`m ct shcm /,/+. "t mcm`'t (oogg cbo " webo up tleukl& ct ust (ogt g cbo " gee bom hwhy h`m geebo m nhfb h`m " whs!cssc`k hgg tlht t c!o.

-.Me ye! tlc`k h`ytlc`k ogso fe!gm lhvo hffe!`tom aer wlht ye! oxporco`fom

:e& " me`'t tlc`b se ht hg g . 8y wc(o shcm tlh t !hyno " (og g hsgoop h`m webo up.8hyno " mroh!om tlo wlego tlc`k. " bèw " mcm`'t tleukl& " feugm (oog c t h`m tlogcklt !hmo !o (oog nhm. "t !hmo !o (oog g cbo !y sbc` whs hgg let h`m prc fbgy&tlht whs`'t è mroh!.

C. :ly me ye! tlc`b poepgo hro sboptcfhg ea tlo oxcsto`fo ea hgco`s h`m tlhttloy hm!ft poepgo$eòstgy& " ust tlc`b tloy'ro ckèrh`t. " me`'t try te fe`#c` fo tlo! nofhuso "bèw tlht tloy'ro ust s fhrom h`m me`'t wh` t ct te no truo. " me`'t wh`t ct te notruo octlor nut tloro fe!os h pec`t wlo` yeu lh#o te geeb ht rohgcty h`m ustrohgc)o tlht se!otlc`ks hro truo h`m mo`yc`k ct we`'t ( c> c t . " ( poepgo hro`'trohmy te (hfo ct temhy& !hyno tloy wcg g no wlo` tloy soo tlht g cklt eutscmo tlocrew` wc`mew. "t cs`'t !y en te ( c> o#oryeò's !c`m& " '#o ke t !y ew` strukkgosh`m (c>c`k etlor poepgo's strukkgos cs`'t phrt e( tlht.

O. :lht woro tlo rhicacfhtce`s aer ye! hs h ros!gt ea ye!r hm!ftce`" '! sfhrom h get. " '! sfhrom o#ory `cklt wlo` " ke te s goop tlht tloy wcg g fe!o." (oog #ceghtom h`m tlo (hft tlht po epgo ghukl ht !o ust !hbos ct we rso. ]lcs csse!otlc`k tlht lhppo`s te !o& ct lhs lhppoòm te etlor poepgo tee. " '! èthgeò nut " (oog g cbo " h!. [lo` " soo tlo g cklt& " fh`'t !e#o& " fh`'t lhrmgy o#o`

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nrohtlo h`m o#ory `cklt " '! h(rhcm tloy wcg g mofcmo te fe!o hkhc`. ]loro cs èwhy (er !o te osfhpo. ]loro cs èwloro te ru` te. " g c#o c` torrer h`m èt o#o`!y wc(o nogco#os !o& slo cs usuhggy hsgoop tlreukl tlo wlego tlc`k h`m ètlc`k" fh` me wcg g whbo lor up.

6. Fe!gm ye! togg !s wly ye! fleso te spohb te !s !t e`gy wctl tlo fgh!so ea

hè`yicty" '! tcrom e( noc`k !hmo (u` e(. " '#o tegm poepgo& h (ow poepgo& h`m o#oryeòust !hbos (u` e( !o. Ve!otc!os tloy proto`m te nogco#o !o te !y (hfo& nutu`goss se!oeò ogso lhm g c#om ct& tloy we`'t o#or nogco#o ct. " t 's tee lerrc(yc`kte nogco#o. [lhto#or tloso tlc`ks hro mec`k te us& c t 's werso tlh` rhpo& ct 'swerso tlh` !urmor. " wcsl tloy'm bc g g !o & tlo` ct weugm no meò.

D.2e ye!r bèwgomko lhs h`yeò ogso c` ye!r ahicgy ovor oo` hm!ftom yhgco`s er s!spoftom tlht tloy woro" shw !y wc(o c` eò e( tlocr slcps. Vlo geebom g cbo slo whs hsgoop& nut tloywebo lor up h`m tlo` slo whs sfroh!c`k. Vlo bopt fhgg c`k eut (er !y `h!o&tlo` slo fhggom (er lo r !etlor. " feugm`'t !e#o. " whs strhppom te h flhcr. "me`'t bèw wlht tloy mcm te lor h(tor tlht. " tlc`b ct lhppoòm etlor t c!os tee.

B.ew me ye! rospe`m te sboptcfs" nuy !ysog( h wlcsboy h`m togg tlo! te ke te logg. " ( yeu me`'t nogco#o tlhthgco`s hro loro h`m tlht tloy'ro !ossc`k wctl us& yeu me`'t mosor#o !y tc!onofhuso (rh`bgy& yeu'ro h` cmcet.

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Germ 'yre` whs h reih`tcf. o whs ètom hs oc`k lh`mseio h`moffo`trcf. o whs shcm te o h fegera!g flhrhftor h`m er` wctl h fg! aeet lostc g g prevom te o h kroht o`tcfoio`t te tlo ghmcos. ,h`y ihy ac`m ct emm tlht lowhs fe`toipt!e!s ea weio` fe`scmorc`k tlo `!ior ea haahcrs lo o`khkom c`.

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@eterce!s aer lcs ih`y gevo haahcrs$ Germ 'yre` mcm ihrry$ !t lcs ihrrchko te*`ò ,cgh`bo whs goss tlh` h g cao ea lhrie`y o`mc`k c` mcshstor.cs haah crs c`fg!mom weio` ea ciperth`fo te sefcoty$ weio` s!fl hs GhmyFhregcò Ghi$ tlo wc ao ea Qcsfe!`t ,oge!rò$ h`m Fghc ro Fghc rie`t tloscstor3 c`3 ghw ea Zorfy Vloggoy.

1t whs tlo yohr 9B9D wlo` Germ 'yre` mofcmomte ievo te Qo`cfo h`m segm @owstohm *oy h yohrghtor aer tlo s!i ea 0O$JJJ pe!`ms. 1 t we!gm lhvofest ahr krohtor tlh` tlht s!i te rophcr tlo *oym!o te tlo sthto ea mcsrophcr ct lhm ahggo` te y eò ealcs h`fosters. 2loro sooiom te o h f!rso e` tlo

*oy aer ohfl tcio tlo *oy phssom te h òwewòr tloy lhm cgg g!fb.

@owstohm *oy lhs ofeio iero càhie!saer c ts spoftrhg vcsc ters èw tlh` c ts aerior ewòrs.

*ie`k phrhèrihg o`tl!schst ]lo =ghfb Ar chr cs hklestgy a ck!ro wertly ea htto`t ce`. 2loro cs hgiestètlc`k ! t fe` dof t! ro fe`for`c`k c ts e rc kc `.

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1 t!ròm arei tlo stevo te soo ,hrkhrot sth`mc`k c` tlo meerwhy. or rhvo`ghfb lhcr lhm keò sthrb wlcto h`m lor kroy oyos lhm t!ròm yoggew$ ieroyoggew tlh` seioeò wle lhm tlo dh!`mcfo$ iero yoggew tlo` h goie`. or lhcrwhs wcgm hs tle!kl slo lhm oo` e!t c` tlo steri h`m slo logm h bctflo` b`caoc` lor lh`m.

&,hrkhrot$ wlht hro ye! he!t hvo ye! thbo` gohvo ea ye!r so`sos) 1hsbom$ !t tloro whs aohr c` iy vecfo. Vlo geebom wre`k$ wre`k tlo why tloahfos c` tlo steri geebom wre`k. Vlo steem thgg$ hs 1 lhm òvor soo` lor sth`moaero h`m lor resy floobs woro wlcto.

Fgymo fhio r!``c`k c`te tlo bctflo` wlo` lo lohrm io thgbc`k te lcs ,h. ogevom lor a corfogy ovo` ca c t whs io h`m lcs Zh lo geebom !p te. :ctle!t thbc`klor oyos arei io slo krhom Fgymo hs lo fhio tlre!kl tlo meerwhy h`mpcfbom lci !p eaa lcs aoot hs tle!kl tlo st!rmy flcgm woro hs g cklt hs hòwer`. Vlo t!fbom lci !`mor lcs lh`m h`m p!t tlo b`cao te lcs tlreht.

&,hih) Fgymo hsbom. o whs se s!rprcsom y tlcs tlht lo lhm`#t ovo` p!t cttekotlor tlht lo lhm seiotlc`k te aohr. o whs hgwhys s!fl h tr!stc`k flcgm.

&:c`m h`m lhcg$ g cklt`c`k h`m rhc`$ hgg ye!r werb lhs feio te vhc`$) Vlo rofctomtlo strh`ko werms c` h vecfo 1 fe!gm hrogy rofek`c;o hs oc`k ,hrkhrot. 2lowerms goat lor ie!tl g cbo h f!rso h`m stc g g slo logm tlht !tflor b`cao te lorflcgm#s tlreht g cbo lo whs h` h!t!i` pck aer tlo sgh!kltor.

&,hrkhrot$ feio hfb te ye!r so`sos$ fh`#t ye! soo$ tlht#s ye!r se`$ tlht#sye!r Fgymo ye!#ro legmc`k$) *t iy werms Fgymo sooiom te rohgc;o lcs mh`kor.o mcm`#t fry$ rhvo ey.

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&,hih$ p!t io mew`$) o shcm$ geebc`k !p ht lor. o shw lor ahfo tlo` h`m 1shw tr!o aohr o`tor lcs lohrt.

&2lo erflhrm cs è iero$) 2lo tlc`k shcm c` h vecfo tlht whs h rhyc`k fhw

feiphrom te ,hrkrot6s !s!hg m!gfot$ t cicm teòs.

&2lo erflhrm wcg g ke e`$ tlo erflhrm hgwhys keos e`$) 1 shcm$ bèwc`k ct whstr!o !t stc g g aohrc`k tlo wcgmòss ea tlo steri h`m tlo mhihko 1 lhm soo`.

&"e! wcgg ihbo h shfrcacfo$) 2lo tlc`k shcm.

&7ot e!t ea iy le!so$) ,hrkhrot t!ròm$ eoyc`k iy werms !t stc g g fhrryc`kFgymo wctl lor. cs g c tt go lohm$ fevorom c` tlcfb ghfb lhcr mcshppohrc`k tlre!kltlo meer$ lohmom tewhrms tlo are`t meer h`m tlo steri.

&:hct>) 1 fhggom hator lor h`m slo steppom$ lor lh`m e` tlo meer. Fgymo whsackltc`k lor wctl hgg lcs stro`ktl !t ct sooiom te ihbo gctt go mcaaoro`fo te tlotlc`k tlht lhm thbo` evor ,hrkhrot. Vlo logm lci hs ohscgy hs 1 we!gm h bctto`.

&:le hro ye!) 1 hsbom.

&1 hi tlo steri$) Vlo ropgcom. 2l!`mor frhfbom e!tscmo tlo wc`mew ht lorwerms.

&:lht me ye! wh`t)

&* shfrca cfo. 1 wcg g thbo tlcs flcgm hs iy trc!to hs ye! lhvo èt aeggewom tlowhys ea ye!r ahtlor. 1 wcg g thbo lci h`m ke h`m gohvo ye! wctl è krh`mflcgm$ èerflhrm h`m ye! te sthrt evor hkhc`.)

2lo tlc`k sicgom ht io h`m p!ggom epo` tlo meer 1 lhm rebo` te kot hfb c`.2lo steri gow c`te tlo le!so h`m wctl ct wo`t tlo pewor. *gg tlht gct tlo reeiwhs tlo s!ggo` erh`ko kgew ea tlo acro.

&1 me`#t bèw wlht ye! ioh`$ !t ye! me`#t lhvo h rcklt te iy krh`mse`$) 1rohgc;om$ hpphggom$ tlht 1 whs woopc`k.

&(vory acrst er` oge`ks te tlo erflhrm. 2lcs cs tlo acrst er` d!st hs ye! worosofe`m er`.)

1 shw tlht arei lcs str!kkgos Fgymo lhm h tlc` g cò ea geem hge`k lcs tlreht. 1roioiorom iy egmor retlor. o lhm oo` scx wlo` 1 lhm oo` acvo. o lhmmcom$ tlo rh`fl ea h pohfl troo lhm ahggo` e` lci$ er se 1 lhm oo` tegm. 1 lhmlhm h se` oaero Fgymo#s ahtlor hs wogg. 1 mcm`#t tlc`b ea lci i!fl h`yiero$ ctlhm oo` se ge`k hke. 1 fe!gm`#t roioior wlht lhm lhppoòm te lci$ hètlor

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hffcmo`t$ 1 tle!klt$ lo lhm oo` he!t tlo shio hko hs Fgymo whs èw. olhm mcom$ tlht whs hgg 1 bòw. 1 sloo` ea swoht rebo e!t hfress iy rew. 1twhs`#t g cbo io te aerkot seiotlc`k$ èt seiotlc`k ck.

2lo tlc`k tlht lhm oo` ,hrkhrot sicgom h lerrcgo sicgo h`m whgbom tewhrms

io$ tlo b`cao èw pec`tom ht io$ ghmo acrst.

&"e!r flecfo$ egm ih`$) slo shcm$ h`m 1 teeb tlo ghmo arei lor lh`ms.

Vlo fr!ipgom te tlo ageer c` h lohp c` tlo meerwhy. 1 roioiorom seiotlc`kèw$ seiotlc`k$ he!t h refb$ h refb e!t c` tlo erflhrm.

Fgymo mcso`th`kgom lcisoga arei tlo lhk wle lhm fege!r a gewc`k hfb c`te lorfloobs h`m lor lhcr t!ròm ghfb e`fo iero oaero e!r oyos. Vlo sht !p$feà!som$ tlo shio c`scpcm ,hrkhrot wle lhm acmmgom wctl tlo !tte`s e`Fgymo#s feht oaero gefbc`k !s e!t ea tlo le!so.

Fgymo rh` te io h`m wrhppom lcs hris hre!`m io. 1 p!ggom lci eaa ea io h`mwo`t evor te tlo leebs te p!t iy dhfbot hfb e`. 4!tscmo tlo steri lhmfhgiom$ d!st h g ctt go$ hs tle!kl ct whs g csto`c`k$ whctc`k. 1 p!ggom Fgymo#s dhfboteaa tlo leeb h`m lh`mom ct te lci.

&7rhips$ wloro hro wo kec`k) o hsbom$ lo we!gm`#t got lcs ietlor logp lciwctl tlo !tte`s h`m 1 mcm`6t # lhvo tcio te logp lci. ,hrkhrot teeb h stoptewhrms !s h`m Fgymo ag c`flom hwhy arei lor hpprehfl.

&:o#ro kec`k hwhy arei lor$) 1 shcm$ pec`tc`k ht tlo ey#s ietlor. &1s tlht keemoè!kl aer ye!)

o èmmom h`m 1 t!fbom tlo !tflor b`cao c`te iy ogt. 1 teeb lci y tlo lh`m$,hrkhrot$ sfhrom h`m feà!som got !s ke.

:o whgbom tlre!kl tlo steri$ tlo mhihko te tlo erflhrm whs hm$ vory hm.Zorlhps crrophrhgo. 2lo wc`ms mcm`#t eppeso !s èw h`m wo ihmo keem tciote tlo lhga !òhrtlom refb ht tlo hso ea h` ehb troo$ tlo e`gy troo aer hfrostlht whs`#t pohflos.

1 sot iy krh`mse` e` tlo refb h`m prhyom aer iorfy tlht h moie` we!gm`#tsphro. 1 p!ggom e!t tlo ghmo arei iy ogt h`m 1 shw tlht Fgymo lhm wot lcisoga.o mcm`#t ievo$ lo mcm`#t try te agoo. 1 whs lcs krh`mahtlor$ lcs krhips h`m lowe!gm òvor try te osfhpo.

1 re!klt tlo b`cao mew`$ swcat h`m lhrm hfress lcs òfb wloro tlo tlc` g cò eageem ihrbom lci h`m logm lci wlcgo tlo g caogeem agom lci h`m rh` evor tloe!gmor h`m sthcòm iy hris rom.

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2lo òxt ier`c`k mhwòm fgohr h`m rcklt. (m fhio leio c` tlo ohrgy le!rsh`m wo s!rvoyom tlo mhihko te tlo erflhrm oaero rohbahst. 1t whs`#t hs hmhs 1 lhm werrcom. 2lo lhrvost we!gm o peer tlcs yohr !t tlo troos we!gmrofevor h`m wo we!gm lhvo h keem lhrvost tlo yohr hator.

,hrkhrot whs ihbc`k ph`fhbos h`m wo`t te whbo !p Fgymo$ &o#s h sgoopylohm temhy$ lo#s !s!hggy iy gcttgo ohrgy crm.) Vlo gh!klom.

(m gh!klom wctl lor$ lo gevom lor$ 1 fe!gm soo tlht. 2loro we!gm o ierokrh`mflcgmro` c` tlo ihbc`k oaero 1 bòw ct.,hrkhrot fhio e!t ea Fgymo#s reei$ lor oyos ghrko h`m òrve!s$ &o i!stlhvo keò e!t hgrohmy. Mcm ye! soo lci c` tlo erflhrm o cs`#t c` lcs reei)

1 shw iy hris sehbom wctl geem !t iy ioiery whs ahmom$ wlht lhm tlht teme wctl Fgymo 1t i!st lhvo oo` h rh`mei ioiery arei tlo sgh!kltor ea ghstyohr#s leks. :o wo`t e!t c`te tlo yhrm$ fhgg c`k Fgymo#s `hio !t lo whsèwloro te o ae!`m.

:o sohrflom lckl h`m gew h`m tlo` wo fhggom tlo òckle!rs$ tloy lhm soo`lcmo èr lhcr ea lci. %c`hggy wo fhggom tlo pegcfo. Vohrfl phrtcos woro so`t e!t!t tloy òvor ae!`m lci$ òvor ae!`m h emy.

2lo aeggewc`k yohr$ ,hrkhrot whs ck wctl flcgm h`m hs st!pcm hs ovor. ew 1icssom iy krh`mse` h`m geebom aerwhrm te lhvc`k h òw flcgm c` tlo le!so. 1gevom oc`k h krh`mahtlor h`m ca 1 ae!`m seio ie`stor lhm thbo` iy krh`mse`1 swero 1 we!gm slew è iorfy$ hgtle!kl tlo pegcfo fe`fg!mom tlht tlo eyi!st lhvo thbo` ct c`te lcs lohm te ke geeb ht tlo steri h`m mofroom ct te o h`hft ea 7em. 2loro lhm oo` seio aghsl ageems$ lo prehgy ket fh!klt !p cèò ea tloi.

1` tlo ioh`tcio$ ct whs h roferm yohr aer pohflos !t iy lh`ms troigom ovorytcio 1 logm h !tflor b`cao. 1t #s tlo fress ea egm io` te ohr$ tloso rhvhkos eahko.

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tlo stcgg whtors e+ tlo ghbo-ensfuro kusts e+ feegor wc`(s tlo` c%%o(chtogy+eggewo(.

H nrohtl e+ ruslo( wc`( lcsso( ny lor ohr? wctlc` ct slo lohr( tloso wer(s4)sh#o lc%, c` h wlc%"orc`k +o%hgo teò. Vhvo wle5

):ogge tloro>, 6uostceò( h tlcfbgy no%uso( %hgo #ecfo +re% tlo etlor sc(oe+ tlo kh1one. De``co tlo` ètcfo( h %e(orhtogy fer"ugo`t %h` wle% whs rhtlor

wogg (rosso( geebc`k c` lor (croftce`. )Hro yeu De``co Ierrcse` ny flh`fo>,)]lht*( no %o., Vlo ro"gco( wlcgo fe`sc(orc`k tlo "rcer c`fc(o`t hs 'ust lore#orhftc#o c%hkc`htce`.

)!cklt,-lo rosto( lcs rcklt hr% +ghtgy hkhc`st tlo +re`t e+ lc%sog+ wlcgosge""cgy sto""c`k c` lor (croftce`-)/ h% "re+osser Ihstors +re% tlo "syflegeky(o"hrt%o`t loro e` fh%"us= / nogco#o yeu wh`to( te thgb hneut sgoo" er (roh%sweug( yeu lh#o ct>,

Vlo oyo( lcs so`so e+ sge""còss c` %e#o%o`t h`( o#o` fe`sc(oro( lcs teòe+ fe`+usce` hs lo fe`tcùo( te sto" tewhr(s lor? )Zorlh"s hètlor (hy= / 'ustro%o%noro( tlht / lh#o te no se%o"ghfo c` Vyrhfuso., Vlo feug(`*t nogco#o tlofhg%òss e+ lor wer(s hs slo +ogt tlo so`so e+ +ohr rcso +re% tlo "ct e+ lor kut ht

tlo scklt e+ tlo %ossy "re+osser. )/t*s rohg c%"erth`t tlht / kot tloro= /2,)Iust no %y fgu%scòss cs h +rcklt., :o feug( òhrgy so`so lor uòhso.Er yeur c`hncgcty te rokhc` fe`treg )!ohggy / %ust kot kec`k= / le"o / lh#o`*t

treungo( yeu.,)Du'u2'ul= 'ol= 'ust kc#o %o h %ul2ul= %e%o`t= De``co,-h òr#eus

stuttor +gow +re% lcs te`kuo-)/ rohgc1o lew / %ust soo% nul2nut /= ul= / lh(fgohro( %y sflo(ugo h`( kul= khl2 khtloro( tloso ètos= +er yeu.,

Seu fh` so`so seiotlc`k cs wre`k, fh`t yeu5 ust gee! ht lci strukkgc`k tespoh!" [lht !c`m ea wogg#rospoftom preaosser hfts gc!o tlcs5 $lcs cs tlo wre`k kuy,%ust gee! ht lci" )/ rohggy tlh`b yeu +er thbc`k tlo tc%o nut / rohggy %ust kot kec`k?"orlh"s hètlor (hy>,

:o rohflo( c`sc(o e+ lcs 'hfbot= h`( "uggo( eut h ètoneeb? )Iy ètos e`kreu""orfo"tce` h`( gufc( (roh%c`k= yul= 2yul7yeu shc( c` yeur o%hcgs tlht yeunogco#o yeu lh#o h kreu"o( "orfo"tce` wctl h ree%%hto= h nogco+ hneut hrtc+cfchggyenthc`c`k "ro%e`ctce`s hs h kreu"., :o sto""o( nhfb +re% lor h`( fe`tcùo( tesottgo lcs sge""còss. )/ wh`t te bèw %ero hneut ct= h`( "esscngy log" yeu.,

De``co ensor#o( tlht lo whs wle lo fghc%o( te no hs slo rofhggo( tlo nekuso%hcg slo*( %hcgo( lc% h %e`tl "rcer nhso( e++ e+ h` c`(co+cg% slo fhuklt eòt+gc


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)/ 'ust ètcfo( lor,-tlo "re+osser ensor#o( wlcgo goh`c k hkhc`st tloc`òr%est rhcg +hfc`k tlo nrc(ko-)/ trh#ogo( tlht whgbwhy u`tcg / s"etto( yeu u"loro= nut / (e`*t rofhgg sooc`k h`yeò e` er òhr tlo nrc(ko. Ihyno slo whs sht e`tlht no`fl.,

De``co ensor#o( tlo whgbwhy= tlo no`fl h`( o#o` tlo (rc#owhy h`( tlo`geebo( tewhr(s tlo (cserco`to( we%h` hkhc` seiotlc`k soois h gcttgo eaa hneut

lor)Ve= hneut kreu"o( "orfo"tce`2 lh#o yeu o#o` fe`(ufto( h`y stu(cos e` hkreu" e+ twe er %ero sgoo"ors>, Vlo lohr( lorsog+ hsb tlo 6uostce`= nut bòw slofeug(`*t fhro goss hneut tlo nrhc` +u%ngc`k lo whs hneut te ro"gy wctl nofhusoslo whs èw c`trckuo( ny tlo we%h` e` tlo fo%o`t nrc(ko. ]loro whs se%otlc`khneut lor se%norgy %ystorceus h""ohrh`fo tlht "uggo( De``co c` gcbo h %hkòt.

)0os= e+ feurso,-lo nokh`= nut tlo` hs lo fe`tcùo(= hgg slo hftuhggy lohr(whs? )nghl= ngul %orbfl= lon+hnu`l= gol ngul %olhun+huto` (o ngurr= (or= 'h %ur=h`( tlo`2,

Vlo effhsce`hggy ro"gco(? )ullul2, +eggewo( ny h sgcklt è( te kc#o e++ tloc%"rossce` tlht slo whs c`to`tgy gcsto`c`k hs slo (oo"gy ensor#o( tlo we%h` e`tlht fo%o`t nrc(ko. [ly hro yeu se shm>

)9ogg>, ]lo "re+osser*s #ecfo sthrtgo( lor +re% lor fe`fo`trhto( kgh`fo.)Verry= fh` yeu ro"oht tlht ghst "hrt>, Vlo nreuklt lorsog+ nhfb c`te tlofe`#orshtce` wctl tlo "re+osser h`( le"o( slo feug( nh`b e` lor "ro#ceusgyhtthcò( bèwgo(ko te +geht lor tlreukl wctleut lc% +ckurc`k eut tlht slo lh(`*tlohr( h sc`kgo wer( lo*( noo` shyc`k.

)0os2 u%= e+ feurso,-lo runno( lcs +eroloh( c` h +rcklt e+ o,

$lcs ih` mosorvos h scipgo ropgy te locklto` lcs arustrhtce` wctl io)Hftuhggy wo woro +eegc`k hreu`( wctl hètlor wlcgo whtflc`k 'r. [le= O((co cs hnck +h` yeu bèw.,

)3l neggefbs5, ]lo "re+osser sleuto( c` lor (croftce = ):h( yeu noo`"ghyc`k wctl %o= er hro yeu gctorhggy s"c``c`k h won> / o


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wo fe%"hro( wlht wo ro%o%noro( +re% eur (roh%s h`( wo netl "orfoc#o( tlhtse%olew wlcgo sgoo"c`k wo trh#oggo( c` tc%o.,

)Zcss e++= tlo`5, ]lo "re+osser nhrbo(. )/ shw tlht o"cse(o e` tlo NNF yeu"e%"eus hrso5,

)!ohggy "re+osser Ihstors,-slo swu`k hreu`( h`( geebo( tlreukl tlo etlor

no`flos c` h` htto%"t te +ckuro eut wloro tlo we%h` lh( keò-)tloro cs èòo( +er frhss hssu%"tce`= wlcfl cs h trutl e+ wlht whs o


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slh"o( strufturo geebc`k eut tewhr(s tlo wostor` softce` e+ tlo ghbo wloro tlogh`( turò( c`te 3è`(ekh torrctery.

9ctleut loscthtce`? De``co sgewgy %h(o lor why tewhr(s tlo e%cèus"roso`fo e+ tlo %ystory we%h` hs 6ucfbgy h`( stohgtlcgy hs "esscngo.

)O,

)0eu fh` fhgg %o Dhy,-lo %u%ngo( nrohtlcgy tryc`k te sc" tlo hcr tlht lh(rhfo( hwhy +re% lcs gu`ks (uo te o,

Vlo frc`ko( ht tlo sfo`t e+ lcs khrgcfthc`to( nrohtl rohflc`k lor èso= yotswc+tgy ro"gco(? )9cgg yeu thgb te tlht we%h` wctl %o> / tlc`b tloro*s se%otlc`k h%httor wctl lor. H`(= (c( yeu soo h %h` wlo` yeu roturò(>,

)H %h`>, tlo "re+osser 6uostceò(.)0os,-slo +ghttoò( lor slcrt hkhc`st lor ste%hfl h`( geebo( tewhr(s tlo

fe`froto nrc(ko-)/ whs fe%c`k e++ tlht nrc(ko h`( lo whs nolc`( %o.,)9lht (c( lo geeb gcbo>, :o hsbo( +ghtgy h`( uò`tluschstcfhggy.)/ tlc`b lo whs htc#o H%orcfh` %hyno= forthc`gy (rosso( tlo "hrt., Vlo

runno( lor flc` c` fe`fo`trhtce` h`( tlo` turò( nhfb tewhr(s tlo "re+osser?)(eos ct soo% feg( te yeu>,

]lo "re+osser geebo( ht lor wctl h nct e+ fe`for nolc`( lcs sthro? )0os= ct(eos soo% h nct feegor= shy 2 hro yeu hgg rcklt> 9eug( yeu gcbo te ke kot hfe++oo>,

& hi èt kec`k h`ywloro wctl yeu" )e., De``co turò( te whgb hwhy +re%tlo "re+osser h`( hs slo geebo( nhfb te tlo kh1one= slo ètcfo( tlht tlo we%h`whs keò hkhc` wctleut h trhfo. )9loro (c( slo ke>,

)9le= (ohr>,)]lo we%h`,-De``co rh` u" c`te tlo kh1one te c`#ostckhto tlo hroh-)slowhs 'ust rcklt loro= h`( slo cs keò hkhc`5,

)Hro yeu suro yeu (e`*t wh`t te ke krhn h fu" e* Deo (ohr>, ]lo "re+osserwhs èw sc`forogy werrco( +er lor.

)e5, slo nhrbo(= )wloro cs slo5,)]loro cs ène(y loro nut yeu h`( /= / h% h+rhc( 2 "orlh"s slo*( keò

le%o +er tlo o#o`c`k er se%otlc`k gcbo tlht., ]lo "re+osser lhr(gy nogco#o( lo*(rohggy soo` h`yeò lc%sog+ h`( %ufl goss nogco#o( tlht slo*( soo` h %h` gcbo tloeò slo*( (osfrcno( te lc%. )/t*s kottc`k ghto eut (ohr= "orlh"s yeu 2,

):og" lc%2, tlo wc`( wlcs"oro( c` lor ohr hkhc`.

)Vll,-slo c`torru"to( lc% %c(so`to`fo-)(c( yeu lohr tlht>,):ohr 2 wlht>,Vlo ensor#o( tlo "re+osser*s e#orhgg (o%ohèr h`( nokh` te whgb hwhy

+re% lc% 6ucfbgy wlcgo sohrflc`k tlo c%%o(chto hroh +er tlo we%h` se%o %ero.)Geeb,-slo yoggo( wctl lor nhfb tewhr(s lc%-)/ h% nusy se got*s thgb se%oetlor (hy.,

(ogp wle5

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]lo "re+osser e`fo hkhc` lh( o`eukl e+ lor hftce`s h`( tlrow lcs lh`(s c`tlo hcr? ):h#o +u` frh1y kcrg, lo s"ht eut shrfhstcfhggy wlcgo ohkorgy o


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lor (o%cso h`( rofek`c1o( tlht slo whs nhfb c` tlo feeg= (oseghto surreu`(c`kse+ Fh1oè#ch Ghbo "hrb.

:or oyos strotflo( nhfb eut c` tlo (croftce` e+ tlo hgtorfhtce` e`gy te no %otwctl h krewc`k fgeu( e+ +ek rcsc`k +re% tlo whtor.

)]ogg %o lew te log" yeu5, :or flebo( u" #ecfo rc""o( tlreukl tlo sthk`h`thcr. )/ (e`*t bèw wlht te (e u`goss yeu togg %o wlht te (e5, Vlo feug( +oog tlo

"roso`fo e+ loh#y %eur`c`k o`tor lor. Vlo tleuklt hneut tlo (ohtl e+ lor +htlorse%o to` yohrs hke h`( lew slo feug( nhrogy %e#o +erwhr(. Vlo tleuklt hneuttlo geògcòss wctlc` lor tlht slo*( whgbo( hreu`( wctl (hy h+tor (hy c` sohrfl e+se%otlc`k %ero tlh` 'ust tlo 6ucot gc+o slo whs stufb c`sc(o e+.

Ve%otlc`k wctlc` lor nokh` te krew gcbo tlo "orscsto`fo e+ h tleuklt tlhtweug(`*t ke hwhy è %httor wlht whs (eò te slhbo ct. :or oyos ro%hcò("hc`to( e` tlo o, De``co hsbo(? )/ h% loro te log".,Hs slo su((o`gy +ogt tlo gc+o +erfo noc`k sufbo( hwhy +re% lor= slo tleuklt

hneut lor +htlor*s ghst (hy wctl lor4

Deo lh( h rc(cfugeus go#og e+ sh(òss wrostgc`k wctl lcs tleuklts hs lowhtflo( lcs gcttgo kcrg De``co "ghy c` tlo nhfbyhr( wctl lcs `cofo 8hygco Doh`.)De``co5, lo whgbo( e#or te lor h`( sht e` h swc`k nosc(o lor h`( nruslo( lorlhcr nhfb +re% lor gcttgo c`èfo`t +hfo. )/ lh#o te ke e` h trc" wctl krh`("h (ew` te Zo``syg#h`ch= se / òo( yeu teno h nrh#o gcttgo kcrg h`( boo" yeur %e%%y fe%"h`y. ]lc`b yeu fh` (e tlht>, 0eufeug( òhrgy soo tlo gco nolc`( tlo so`to`fo lo*( s"ebo` te lcs c`èfo`t (hukltor+geht c`te tlo hcr nut slo swootgy h`sworo( )yos (h((y.,

:o fe`tcùo( te whtfl lcs gcttgo kcrg +er hneut h lhg+ h` leur no+ero +c`hggygoh#c`k tlo yhr( wlo` slo whs`*t "hyc`k tee %ufl htto`tce` te lc%. :o %h(o lcswhy (ew` te tlo froob h`( wctl h neg( yot ter%o`to( %c`(sot? lo "ut h ro#eg#or

c`te lcs %eutl h`( "uggo( tlo trckkor. ]lo ku`slet feug( no lohr( +er h %cgo-De``co lorsog+ lh( lohr( tlo ofle nut ò#or rohgc1o( tlht slo 'ust lohr( lor +htloro`( lcs ew` gc+o.

):og" lc%., ]lo #ecfo 'egto( lor te h fe`sfceus hwhroòss h`( tloro no+erolor c` tlo whtor stee( tlo h""hrctce` e+ lor (ofohso( +htlor.

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):og" %o5, Vlo èw sfroh%o( gcbo tlo we%h` e+ tlo fhèo.

):oooogggg" %oooo5,Hkhc`= tlo we%h` h""ohro( no+ero lor 7 De``co rokhcò( %e%o`thry fe`trege+ h`( sthro( fe`to`tgy c`te tlo +hfo e+ tlcs nohutc+ug= h`( yot ter%o`to( %ystoryslo*( noo` flhsc`k hgg h+torèe`.

)/ wh`to( te log" yeu,-De``co shc( tlreukl tohrs-)nut èw / fh`*t o#o`sh#o %ysog+.,

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)/ (e`*t u`(orsth`(>, shc( slo.)e èw nrh#o seug= ke h`( wrcto e+ %o.,

)9lht cs yeur `h%o>, De``co hsbo(.]lo we%h` "ut lor +c`kor u" te De``co*s gc"s te scgo`fo lor= h`( tlo`#h`cslo( c`te tlo +ek 'ust hs 6ucfbgy hs slo lh( h""ohro(. [lht whs yeur `hio5

H+tor tlo slefb lh( wer` e++= De``co roturò( te slero h`( h+tor (ohgc`k wctltlo e++cfor= slo lh( wo`t le%o te tlo fe%+ert e+ lor no( h`( h fu" e+ whr%rogh


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