p o e z i a a

p o e z i a a saqarTvelos saxelmwifo sasoflo –

sameurneo universitetisa da xaSuris mxareTmcodneobis

muzeumis literaturuli salonis

" helikonis" specialuri erToblivi gamoSveba

literaturuli almanaxi # 3

" Cemi hobi pieziaa " 2

usazRvro gulwrfeli madloba universitetis stambis direqtors

nodar tyeSelaSvils, sawarmos ufross gia TabuaSvils

da maT yvela TanamSromels wignis tiraJirebisas gaweuli uangaro

amagisaTvis!


roca moyvasi giyvars, - yovelTvis SeZleb siyvaruls gansakuTrebuli forma

mouZebno... da Casafrebulic ki xar, Rirseulad warmoaCino misi sidiade!... moxaruli var, rom swored axla, Cvens droSi, Cveni ZalisxmeviT, xaSursa da

sasoflo - sameurneo universitets Soris megobroba aseTi lamazi literaturuli

almanaxis gamocemaSi aisaxa! es dResaswaulis tolfasi faqtia da guliTadad mogilocavT, batonebo!

universitetis reqtori – profesori Tengiz uruSaZe


megobrobis niSnad aseTi literaturuli almanaxis gamocemas madli uTuod mohyveba da amitom axali SemoqmedebiTi Ziebebis

uzado stimulad miviCnev. udidesi rwmena maqvs imisa, rom momavalSi

mravali gamorCeuli warmatebiT aRtacebulebs gixilavT.

mudam QTqvens gverdiT miguleT sikeTis sxivnafen saqmianobaSi.

pativiscemiT, xaSuris raionis ganaTlebis ganyofilebis gamge - profesori murad mTvareliZe


vasil amiriZe daibada 1933wels duSeTis raionSi. daamTavra sas.sameurneo institutis meqanizaciis fakulteti 1996 wlidan ssau ufrosi inJiner- specialistia. RmerTo! ( vedreba) sami davanTe qveynad Cemi yofnis sanTeli, nurc erTs udrood nu Camiqrob gemudarebi, uboZe monaT, guli wrfeli , suli janmrTeli, da Sens morCilad , caTa Sina mmzeri Tvalebi.... 17. 02. 77

* * * basil meliqiSvils

Rirs qarTvelT Soris cis saufloSi, mwams, Senc gadgia uflis naTeli, aq ki, Sens mSobel iverT mTa-barSi, marad genTeba xsovnis sanTeli 16. 09. 88. amirni.

* * * kacTa modgmidan kiTxvis pasuxs vervin miagnos, Tund gadaqeqos yvela brZenis naRvawi sruli, dedamiwaze sicocxlea maradiuli? Tu uflis nebiT udevs mijna, aqvs dasasruli? TibaTvis 10, 02


* * * am qveynis stumrad mSoba gangebam, Sromis, sikeTis saqmeTa qmnada, marTlmadidebels win miZRvis rwmena, marTalT gziTa vvlo wasvlamde cada. 16. 04. 78

* * * bednieria qarTveli sicocxlis mwuxrSi mTqmeli, SromiT da garjiT gavlie wuTisofeli mTeli, xalisiani RimiliT vxvdebodi yvela dilas, mudam vicavdi aT mcnebas saxarebaSi mbrwyinavs. veridebodi av saqmes, gautanlobas, Ralats, ara qurdobiT, - SromiT vqmnidi ojaxSi dovlaTs. vuSvebdi albaT Secdomebs Cems uneburad uRirss, SemogRaRadeb gamCeno Semindo ugnurs, uvics... 10. 01. 05

* * * samSoblov Cemo, Sens mware xvedrze TiTo-orola Tu fiqrobs mxolod, qveynis daqcevas, xalxis wamebas, ara da ara , ar uCans bolo.


urjulo, rusi, somexi , osi, iverT samkvidros kvlavaca glejen uTao TavkacT – cvedanTa gamo, Cvens mTa-WalaSi momavals sWeden. gamogvaRviZo iqneb, gamCeno, aRmaSenebels mivbaZoT daviTs, saqveyno saqme win gaviZRoloT, sababi movspoT ZmobaSi davis... avis msurvelTa risxvad avmaRldeT, erTi azri da mizani gviZRven, mteri movsraT da ... madlierebiT mzera movmarToT meufev, - cisken... 03. 04. 04

* * * ocdasami noemberi giorgoba dRe, irgvliv susxis zeimia Tovli hfaravs mTebs. giorgoba, giorgoba! ra saamod JRers. did winapars, didmowames, ganvadidebT dRes. Cvens did mfarvels wminda sanTliT, Sevavedreb ers, saqarTvelos mzes da zecas, Semdgom ojaxs Cems... 23. 11. 87

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aprilis Tvea, wynari saRamo, Tvali movavle sivrceebs zecis, Cems uneburad pirjvars viwer da - tans JrJolis civi perangi mecmis. RmerTo Zliero! – ra naTebaa? TiTqos kudi aqvs uCinar cTomils, gamudmebuli sxivTa frqvevaa, Suqurasa hgavs caSi atyorcnils. amiT ras gvamcnob uzenaeso? ra gvelodeba, lxini Tu urva? akmare cremli iverTa modgmas da nu moakleb Cvens duSmans Wmunvas.

27. 04. 97 Cems Svilebs msurs gamudmebiT TqvenSi hyvaodes gulkeTilobis yvavili wminda, yoveldRiuri SromiT da garjiT, irgvliv sikeTes sTesavdeT minda. ar mogklebodeT lukma alali, arc geocneboT iyoT mdidari, radgan sawuTro ars warmavali. viTarca talRa laRi mdinaris. dalaxeT ise am qveynis gzebi, mSoblis augi aravin gkadroT, rom samareSi ar gadavbrundeT Tqveni uRirsi nabijis gamo. ixareT marad, - da aTi mcnebis Tu SeZlebT dacvas wminda werilis – STamomavlobas Tqvensas merwmuneT, gverdiT Cauvlis dasma wertilis.... 06. 06. 02


kargi mezoblis pawia asuls ocnebebis samefoSi mofarfate feriav, Seni guli da goneba dRes sixaruls mRerian, keTilma da bednierma sul ixare, ifrine Cveno cicqna angelozo somxiSvilo irine. 26. 11. 97

dedis karnaxiT Cawerili xalxuri leqsi wisqvilze saTaviT mokidebuli, Rar – borbalze wyali disa, vinc ki iq safqvavs miitans, qriste xeliT daayrisa. aefeTnen eSmakebi: ra gagixda egre fqviTa? mag wisqvils Cven gagimarTavT Tu Cagvideb cotas wilsa. gaumarTes jer boZebi, zed Sedges xvimiri xisa, masze navi Camoabes maRliT moukides krinta, sarekelac Camohkides TiTo – TiTos CamosTvlisa. - vinc wisqvilSi qurdoba qnas fqvili moiparos sxvisa, imis suli eSmaks hqondes


manam qriste waiqcesa. 1964 w. mariamobis 16.

* * * mTaSi var dabadebuli TeTri aragvis pirada, Cemi mTa – baris patroni abjars aviyri Zvirada. sofels miqvian amirni, amiriZe var Zirada, Tavs vanacvaleb fuZe – kars sofels SevrCebi gmirada... vardobisTvis 10. 79.

* * * Zvelad, mTiuleTSi, arsebuli wesiT Tu monadire as nadirs mohklavda, sami dRiT Tofs miwaSi marxavda. gadmocemiT, xela amiriZes samjer daumarxavs Tofi. misdami miZRvnili leqsidan dReisaTvis erTi strofia SemorCenili. " eg amiriZe xelao egre ram gaaxelao, mTaSi gaswyvita nadiri, barSic veRarsad vxelao " *

Cems oreuls (sarkeSi) raRasa eWvob? – sinamdvilea, SemogaWama dro – Jamma wlebi,


CamogiZonZa yeli, mklavebi, ConCxad gaqcia, dagtova Zvlebi. janmrTelobasac daundobelma – Semoutia senma farulad, gikvnesis guli, ar Segwevs Zala -------------------------------- *kuTxuria, niSnavs: vpoulob. nabiji gadga win gabedulad. Tavs Tma gagcvivda, kbilebi gacvda, rac mglebs gadurCa, - uvargisia, nuTu ver xvdebi Se kai kaco, rom dasasrulis dasawyisia? risi imedi, risi xvalis dRe, siberem myralma dagria xeli, didi eldaa, magram ras izam? es xvedri marto araa Seni. nagvianebi gRrRnian fiqrebi, rames miagnon, - ara mgonia, gaRma gasvlis dro giaxlovdeba, moxdeba is, rac mosaxdenia. ukan moxedviT oxvra dagcdeba, sanugeSebels dids veras xedav. " – Svilo, sikvdili nu SegaSinebT, RvTis valiao " , - getyoda deda. asea dRemde, mosvlaa RvTisgan, wasvlas ganagebs sikvdilis RmerTi; Ratakis, mdidris, xelmwifis qvelis, im qveynis gzaa yvelasTvis erTi. iq ras gviqadis Cveni gamCeni, kacTagan mcodne aq arvin aris, cremli? mudara? qrTamis SeZleva? sikvdili yrua, ar usmens arvis...


17. 02. 04

me davbrundebi sicocxle mware, wamebuli da cremliani, Tu bednieri, sixaruliT camde asuli, mTavrdeba yvela: uiRbloa Tu iRbliani, kanons morCilebs dasawyisis da dasasrulis. es garduvali cnobilia da yvelam viciT, dabrunebulic im qveynidan arvis unaxavs. magram rada mwams? – CemTvis ukan dasabruneblad, gamCeni erT wvril biliks rom mominaxavs? 18. 11. 99

samSoblov! marad tanjulo, gvemulo, avni dagqrian sioni, aRar geRirsa patroni rom SekrTes kavkasioni. Tumc win giZRvian gaqnili politikuri CarCebi, mag undil-veragT sajijgnad neta rodemde darCebi?! maT dagaknines, gaTeles


Seni Rirseba, qveloba, maTiTa zeobs sicrue, arakacobis xeloba... 09. 06. 93

* * * " TeTri arwivi" – razmia, " Savi arwivi" – firmaa, " oqros arwivi" – prizia, naRdi arwivi sadRaa? naRdi arwivi caSia, caTa sivrceTa mflobeli, is mudam imis cdaSia iyos Tvalmiuwvdomeli. 17. 03. 93

70 samocdaaTi, - vambob da xmaSi SiSi zars rekavs, fiTrdeba saxe, mTeli sicocxle, - sulis moTqmaSic velodi mwifes, cvioda mkvaxe. samocdaaTi weliwadi darCa zurgs ukan. samocdaaTjer bdRvriala mzes Semovuare, maqvs sevdiani saubrebi gardasul wlebTan, albaT siberec Semaxvedrebs dReebs uaress. farulad, malviT, sicocxlis dReni da janmrTeloba gamidgnen ganze, vxvdebi sruldeba stumroba aqeT, droa vifiqro gaRma gasvlaze. vici RvTis neba ciskars gamiRebs,


uflis angelozs ukan gavyvebi. miwam gamzarda? – miwa mimiRebs, suli vicocxleb, cad avyvavdebi. 20. 05. 03

vnanob... RmerTis winaSe upirvelesad, mere ki SenTan var damnaSave, saqciels Cemsas msjavri uflisa vici gakicxavs da gaaSavebs. ver giTamame bavSvobis wlebi, nurc momiteveb, ara var Rirsi, vnanob ros Senze fiqrebs mivyvebi da talaxs mesvris Cemi sindisi; RmerTma damsaja Tu bedisweram, am saidumlos ver Sevxsen kari, bevrjer am fiqrSi mze daewvera, wamwamebs bevrjer hkocnida cvari. asea, zecis garduvalobas marad morCilebs arsi yoveli, dRes auxdenel ocnebebs Senze xvalis imediT mainc moveli. gfaravdes mudam wminda sameba, uflis mSobelic – wminda mariam, janmrTeloba da bedniereba zecam giboZos Svilo maia! 05. 04. 88.


marika gaTenaSvili xaSuris raionuli saavadmyofos eqimi - Terapevti daibada 1962 wels. leqsebis wera daiwyo 9 wlisam.

maxobeli Tqven Tu ginaxavT maxobeli? me ar minaxavs.... amboben – xorbals Tu Seeria cisferiao da maTrobeli im xorblis puri.... me ar minaxavs maxobeli

magram minaxavs Seni Tvalebi – ase cisferi da maTrobeli.

locva cxovreba jadosnuri sizmaria, erTi gaelveba, sul erTi wamia, boloSi - vercxlisferi karia, momeci Zala – SevaRo igi, wmindao mariam! ufali yvelafris mkurnalia, arwyulebs, vinc ki mwyurvalia, apurebs, vinc ki mSieria, yvelas, vinc Seni rwmeniT Zlieria, wmindao mariam! cxovreba mkacri msajulia,


momavlis ganmsazRvreli warsulia, ieso qriste kvlav jvarze gakrulia, mwed eyav, vinc ki tanjulia, wmindao mariam! Cveni gza mudmivi tkivilia, ganwirul sulis kivilia, mtkice mxolod rwmenis kedelia, daloce, vinc rwmenas ver Seelia, wmindao mariam! da radgan WirTa Tmena ulevia, is, visac cduneba uZlevia, vinc Tavis sindisTan marTalia, is uflis winaSec marTalia, wmindao mariam! gubura mze TeTri qaRaldiviT gdia guburaSi TiTqos natyviari patara Citia.

wveTebi ecema da kankalebs gubura, romelmac amxela mze daitia...

* * * mxolod beberi qari Sehyefs cariel quCebs – mainc waxvedi.... alublis gemo


SerCa tuCebs, sxva – araferi.....

ananurTan Cemi winapari gigauri yofila, ananuridan..... aq sadRac Cemi winaprebis ZvalTsalagia sadRac Cems gverdiT sunTqavs maTi daRlili suli. aqeT meZaxda, o, ramdeni weliwadia sisxlis yiviliT moqanculi Cemi warsuli. aq sadRac Cemi mama-papis saflavebia, aq sadRac Turme ucxovriaT amay asulebs mTaTa silurjes aragvebi aumRvrevia da nisli buravs maT mwvervalebs – camde asulebs sadac haeri kriala da gamWvirvalea da sadac sunTqva ase laRi da iolia, aq sadRac Cemi winapari daabijebda da amitomac maTze fiqrma amiyolia... albaT amitom meZaxoda winaparT modgma albaT amitom momiwevda aqeTken guli mimiReT! mec xom am amayi mTebis Svili var! erTi Tqvengani, didi xnis win Tqvengan wasuli.......

uZRebi Svilis dabruneba

uZRebi Svili vbrundebi SenTan, da krZalviT viReb samosels pirvels, im tanjvisa da wamebis fasad - gangebis ZaliT rac Tavsa vide! gcode mamao, codvis Sendobas ar viTxov Sengan, ar maqvs ufleba,


didsulovneba imdenad mboWavs, rom madlobis Tqmas veRarc ki vbedav! dakawrul mxrebze usityvod virgeb samosels pirvels – msubuqs da mZimes..... mowiwebiTa da krZalviT viReb, uZRebi Svilis saxelis fasad - sulis saoxad gaCenil imeds.

givi gelaSvili dimitri yifianis saxl – muzeumis direqtori, istorikosi, daibada 1939 wels, zodiaqo – qalwuli

petre bagrations am ramdenime wlis win, borodinoSi bagrationis saflavi aafeTqes da Zvlebi miwidan amoyares..

Tumc ruseTisTvis gmiri xar qveli, ar exatebiT mainc ki gulze, borodinosTan, Sens naomar Zvlebs, qari dastiris gafantuls velze.

rusuli xiStis didebisaTvis,

elvare maxvils mkerds uxvedrebdi, iq ki samSoblo beddakarguli mterTan saomrad uxmobda mxedrebs.

ar exatebiT mkvdaric ki gulze, amags gixdian boRmiT da risxviT, samSobloSi ki Zegli agiges, o, RmerTo Cemo, ar vici risTvis! Tbilisi 1985 weli


wminda mariamis eklesiaze

aRar SfoTaven, yvela wynarad wevs, Zeglebs efrqveva mkrTali naTeba, Camcxrala odes vnebebi mwveli, gza bewvis xidze o, aq Tavdeba.

edemis baRi, laJvardi zeca, zRaprad vin Seqmna, anda visia.... edemis baRSi rad mravlobs codva, Tuki edemi aravisia.

yofa, _ es mokle wuTisofeli , ufalo, miTxar mokvdavT misia, edemis baRi, laJvardi zeca, zRaprad vin Seqmna, anda visia!? 1980 weli Tbilisi

Cems patara Tamars

Cemo patara sulis naTelo, qveyanas SeniT Tu Sevxarivar, Sen rom giyureb dardi miqreba, sul Sen gnatrob da Sens lodinSi var.

rogorc Suqura ukun RameSi, Seni cimcimiT gzas rom minaTeb, am gzas mivyvebi, rom ar davece, Cemo sulis da Tvalis sinaTlev.

am yru , naRvlian dReTa morevSi, sicocxlis wuTebs Sen mixangrZliveb, amaoebis mwuxris velidan Sensken movarRvev janRsa da nislebs. 1996 weli qviSxeTi


riT ganvsxvavdebiT ZaRlo me da Sen

riT ganvsxvavdebiT ZaRlo, me da Sen,

orives gvarCens lukma da wyali, mec xom lukmisTvis davZrwi SensaviT, da kidiT-kide miwevs wanwali.

lukmis lodinSi Sen kuds aqaneb, me niRabs virgeb, roca vicini, da am cxovrebam mec xom maswavla Senebr laquci, kudis qicini.

mec xom SensaviT mtanjavs cxovreba, mec xom SensaviT vRrinav da vyefav, mec xom samadlod migdeben lukmas, da gansxvaveba raRaa netav?! 1983 weli Tbilisi

dedas

sawolis TavTan devs yavarjnebi, ZilSi SfoTav da Cumada kvnesi, dawyevlil bedis tial jamidan yvela simware da Sxami Sesvi.

sarkmlidan umzer qveyanas da mzes, risTvis gsjis RmerTi, o, raRa mwamdes! ar vici deda, rad gergo es gza, ufalze mlocvels da marTals camde.

riT ganugeSo, riT, Sen Semyurem? sul wvalebaSi, SromaSi dadni, rogor aklia am ezo-yures Seni xelebis siTbo da madli...

vnatrob bavSvobis im netar wamebs,


ros ar makrTobda Jamis ukuni da yavarjnebis sulSi wamebad, monotonuri neli kakuni.

netavi is dro dabrundebodes, tkbilad rom vTvlemdi Sens najaf xelze, imedad mxolod Sen myavxar, deda, am uzarmazar samyaros velze. qviSxeTi, 1992 w.

Svilebs

tiali Jami, o, srbola wlebis Tqvens lamaz saxes WaRariT morTavs, sizmrad gahyveba bavSvoba dReebs, Tqven Cemo dardo, QTqven Cemo orTav.

RvTiuri madli, Rimili saTno, gzas ginaTebdeT ukunSi mudam, Tumc ki arsebobs Suri da gesli, avs nu gaivlebT, amaRldeT unda.

mokle, warmaval wuTisofelSi, yvelas mfarveli RmerTia mxolod, miendeT ufals, is gapovninebT WeSmaritebis sawyiss da bolos.

Tqveni sawolis kidesTan TeTrad, Rameebs vtexdi naRveliT savse, Tavs gevlebodiT, geferebodiT Cems umTavres ganZT am qveyanaze.

aq ganuyrelad sul CemTan aris,

viT saganZuris Zvirfasi Tvali, SemorCenili kedelze fanqriT, Tqveni patara xelebis kvali.

uTqvenod aq mzec mowyenilia,


guli sul mudam fiqrebSi borgavs, Tqvens gza-kvals vlocav, Tqvens nafexurebs, Tqven Cemo dardo, QTqven Cemo orTav. qviSxeTi, 1992 w.

* * * vuZRvni m... s

sevda xar CemSi, viT suli Cemi sevdad darCebi, tkivilad, vici, rogor miyvarxar, o, RmerTo Cemo, rogor miyvarxar, o, vin ra icis.

es mosawyeni da yru qveyana, salxen-samRerad ara mqonia, Sen xar mizezi, ASeni bralia, es ukuneTi dRe Tu mgonia.

Cemi sicocxlis Semodgomis pirs, es siyvaruli Cemi faria, me mekuTvnodes netavi mainc Seni grZnobebis sulis aria.

vici es Jami, ulmobeli dro Sens Tavs rom marTmevs, gza ki oria, Senken daxSuli savali gzebi, ra axlos aris da ra Soria.

mainc madls vwirav ufal RmerTs Cumad, Sen rom arsebob da Sen rom myavxar, vinc am unazes wamebs rom mCuqnis, vizec vCurCuleb - rogor miyvarxar!!!

sevda xar CemSi, viT suli Cemi

sevdad darCebi, tkivilad, vici, rogor miyvarxar, o, RmerTo Cemo, rogor miyvarxar, o, vin ra icis! qviSxeTi, 2001 w.


klara gelaSvili daibada 1964 wels q. axalcixeSi. 10 wlis asakidan wers leqsebs. profesiiT filologi, mowodebiT poeti, suliT meamboxe. amJamad cxovrobs qviSxeTSi. hyavs meuRle da sami Svili

dedas

Cemi cxovrebis naxevari gavlie SenTan... (ris naxevari, naxevari kidev bevria!) ver avitane , ver davZlie Seni siSore, dResac amas vgrZnob, Tumc WaRara gamomeria.

sxva raRa meTqmis, qalis bedi ase yofila, dedaSvilobis mZime jaWvi aqac davgrixe, dauZleveli dabrkoleba vis ar hqonia? uSenod mivsdev am cxovrebis gulficx napirebs.

Sens daRlil sxeuls veqceode netav malamod, rom ar momikvde, - vevedrebi miwas, cas, Rrublebs... zogi dakargvis Semdeg ityvis – gavufrTxildeTo! me ki, amisi warmodgenac gamanadgurebs.

saaqaoSi , monatrebuls mainc gixilav, mere saflavzec geaxlebi ganawamebi, vgrZnob, im qveynadac amacremlebs Seni siSore, radgan sxvadasxva kuTxis miwas mivebarebiT.

emigrants

JamTa siavem meramdene msxverplad gaqcia, ucxo gzis gavliT unda hpovo Seni savane. civi goneba fuWi fiqriT dagiqancia, ufrTod STenilo, qariSxali raRas wagarTmevs!?


vici, dasmia arsebobas kiTxvis niSani, sagnad qceuli suli sxeuls ise gahyria, TiTqos , arasdros ar gqonia rame mizani TiTqos, sicocxle erTi Wiqa viskis fasia. hoi, merano, SegiRebavs Savad fafari, mwuxris samosis garda sxva ram arc gabadia, Tavs nu ityueb, DdRes saSveli arsad ar aris, mSobeli miwa saocari andamatia!

baraTaSvili mtkvris piras axla... moved mtkvris piras, nostalgiiT damzrals, gaTanguls msurda mexila... o, amaze fiqric aRar Rirs! ras vifiqrebdi , TviTon drois gamflangvel sofels saukunisgan gaZarcvuls Tu davinaxavdi!? moved, megona kvlav meloda Zveli adgili, aq lbili mdelos povna iyo arc Tu advili, aq moSiSvlebuls, gadanakafs vefere "mdelos" vakvirdebodi, magram ar-ra me ara mecno. jirkze Camomjdars gars mexvivnen sxvani kunZebi, ex, mtkvaro, mtkvaro aseT yofas riT gauZeli!? Sen isev dumxar, rad megona gnaxavdi metyvels!? vaJas kldesaviT scade ena aidga erTxel... nuTu amdenis TviTmxilveli kvlav dumils SesZleb, ratom megona eg talRebi me yovlis SemZle!? roca mtanjavda iq, saflavSi me qarTlis bedi yofna-aryofna – yvelaferi erTia SenTvis? mtkvari gaSeSda, gafermkrTalda, Seqanda, Sedrka. mere azvirTda, aiqoCra, moawyda napirs, SeaTamaSa, Searxia sxeuli erTob – moTqma daiwyo Svildakargul dedisebr gancdiT:


- utyvi miwode saukunis winaTac, maxsovs, amaoebas dascinodi soflisas maSin, maS ra gegona, aRuvsebel modgmaTa Soris gamoCndeboda sawyaulis aRmvsebi kaci!? andac mefeni, sxvaT didebis mnatrni da mtacni, SeSindebodnen miwadqcevis SiSiT da gancdiT!? kvlav mtkvari mqvia, da radganac Tqven saxels icvliT, mxolod am gziT Tu Cemze ukeT irecxavT sircxvils.. ....SeaTamaSa mtkvarma zurgze leCaq-mandilni, samxreTis mxridan samarcxvinod Camotanili, vxedav, mtkvars miaqvs qvakuTxedi Cveni sindisis... sulo boroto, kmara, metad nuRar icini! magram radganac isev brunavs bedis borbali, isev gvaxsovdes, rom yoveli Ze ars mokvdavi, "arc kaci varga, rom cocxali mkvdarsa emsgavsos" iyos mdidari da soflisa mainc emarTos!

Cemi iebi me guSin iebs daveZebdi lixis aRmarTze , Wiamaiam amisrula guliswadili da ... mapovnina. davkrife nazad da vuZRveni arc qmars, arc dedas, frTxilad SevaRe saxlis karebi da Semovavle akvanze ekas – Cemi iebi, Cemi ganZi – y m a w v i l q a l o b a!


nino gelaSvili daibada 1963 wlis 6 oqtombers. filosofiis qalRmerTs Camohgavda. usazRvrod tkioda afxazeTi, enatreboda soxumi. iyo kargi Svili, kargi megobari, kargi poeti. ufaqizesi sulidan gadmoRvril striqonSi vpoulobT ninos da veferebiT.

sicocxlis wyaro sicocxlis wyaro gazafxulze gaapobs naprals, warmodindeba siyvarulis uSreti madli, miyuCebuli gulTafeTqva ahyveba rakraks, grZnobebs moicavs amaRlebul vnebaTa ali. yoveli Tesli aamRerebs RvTaebriv araks, trfobis werilebs gaavrcelebs Tavneba qari, ca mzis sxivebiT alewili daiwyebs kamkams - da ganimrqveva simartovis moZale dardi. mSveniereba axal sawyiss daurwevs akvans, maradisoba gaiRimebs viT ToTo balRi, idumaleba silamazed CurCulebs nazad da siyvarulTan Sesaxvedrad geweva baRSi.

sad geZebo? sad xar, netav sad geZebo? damkargvia Sensken gzebi. sanugeSod vis vevedro, me Sens xilvas isev veli. gixmobs SoriT Cemi natvra da fiqrebiT Zvel gziT daval, SeniT Sobil dards da varams Sevupyrivar snebiT axlac. vin gahkurnavs am Cems sevdas,


vin uwamlebs am iaras? - mxolod DSen da Cemo erTav, mxolod Sen da sxva ki - ara .

wvimis wveTebi (simRera) mivqrivar, mimyveba ca Sekrul kopebiT, sulia savse da Sorsaa gonebiT. sul male Camocris ciuri cremlebi, gahqreba mziuri imedis ferebi, pirveli wveTebi ancurad qilikebs, meWreba, misvelebs fiqrebis bilikebs. sjobia avkeco namzevi gancdebi miwiur yofasTan isedac vmarcxdebi. Soria Cemi mze, Soria imedi... Tavsxmaa, wveTebi amdeni.... imdeni.... Tvalebi, cremlebiT avsili Tvalebi. wvimisgan Camqrala mziuri alebi, alebi, alebi, mziuri alebi...

TmaWaRara berbiWas da wunia Sinaberas (simRera)

sayvarelo megobaro Cemo, grZnoba ukve ise aRar hferobs vin waiRo... qarebma Tu werom, anda wvimam Tu damRera rerod, rero, rero, rero, gazafxulo Cemo...

Semodgoma moparula Cumad, trfobas ukve umReria, uTqvams, mibinduli vneba ar hgavs vulkans, Cangze Tbili megobroba ukravs, rero, rero, rero, gazafxulo Cemo...


giSris Tmebi ukve Zalze TeTrobs, Tumca saxe isev ise mSvenobs, de, zamTaric SenTan erTad mevlos sayvarelo megobaro Cemo, rero, rero, rero, gazafxulo Cemo...

RvTaebis kodi

mxolod sulSi Zevs RvTaebis kodi, sicocxlisaTvis mudam ucnobi, WeSmariteba sinaTled modis, - did siyvarulis SuqiT uqrobi.

maradi grZnoba sawyaos avsebs, sulis xnulebSi ibneva Tesli da harmonia maRldeba camde, roca ixarebs ukvdavi fesvi.

adamianis namdvili arsi, dedo-sawyisi siyvarulSi Tvlems, misgan iReba RmerTisken kari, - sad ucxadesi realoba Zevs.

RvTaebrioba samoTxed aqcevs madliT naRviveb WeSmarit grZnobas, maradisoba Camohkravs Cangze da ukvdaveba Sens sulSic mova.

χ


mzisa gogalaZe daibada 1982 w. q. xaSurSi. literaturul salonSi jer kidev X klaseli gaerTianda. amJamad swavlobs Tsu filologiis fakultetze. gvjera mzisas mziani momavlisa

cremliani dueti

ca iyo lurji, rogorc sizmari . wvimis wveTebma dasZaxes marSi. qarebisagan mimobneuli xmeli foTlebi mihqrodnen qarSi.

wvima Telavda dazafrul mindors,

iyo wvimebis uwyveti TqeSi, mxolod aqa-iq SemorCenili Canda vardebi noembris TveSi.

quCis kuTxeSi moxucebuli xeljoxiani, mZime dardebiT miuyveboda wvimian quCas, xelSi uTrToda sveli vardebi.

meuRlis saflavs gamoSorebuls, Sori gziT mavals, gzad Sexvda wvima, ar daasvela, mxolod Sexeda, frTa daafara da gauRima.

gadaiara grZeli mdinare, miadga farTod gaSlil saflavebs, Tvali Seavlo meuRlis suraTs, cremlmoreuli Semoxvevs mklavebs,

atirebuli mosTqvamda Cumad da bans aZlevda saflavT krebuli , ca dascqeroda motiral moxucs misi cremlebiT gaognebuli.


tiroda is da, zecac tiroda, wveTebi cremlad eyara vardebs, saflavis qvaze cremlad qceuli wvimis wveTebi iklavdnen dardebs.

ca iyo lurji, rogorc sizmari idga wvimebis uwyveti TqeSi, wvimis da vardis uxmo dueti zRaprad ismoda noembris TveSi.

simartove

ukvdaveba melandeba da RmerTebis davTarebi, Rame bneli , quCa sveli, qarSi sulis afTarebi, mwveli sulis naRverdali da vardebis Sekoneba, sulSi sevdis simartove Cayinuli gegoneba. bnelSi Cemi savanea da fiqrebis sasTumali, bedi sulis mosamarTle, sasmisebi sastumari, sizmris feri damixatavs da bavSvuri idilia, iyo fiqrSi CaZiruli, marto suli – igivea, modis TeTri moCveneba, rogorc Cumi litania, sicocxleSi TviT sikvdilic, sxvaze metad mixaria nislis grova ifanteba, modis Tovli dafenili, trotuarze midis bavSvi, ixateba qvafenili. gobelenze stiris sio da simReras iwyebs gedi, modis Cumi foTolcvena da sicocxlis mZime bedi. miraJebiT mofenili , qalis Cumi Segoneba, miCqmaluli simartovis mkacri elva gegoneba. damalula fiqri mRrRneli, dardi Tavad mivatove da miRimis SoreTidan frTanatexi simartove.


filantripia

vin icis, sulma xetiali Sewyvitos uceb, daferebuli momebjinos sevdis qlamindi, o, me ar viTxov siyvarulis zodebis krials, maCuqeT mxolod simartovis bneli amindi.

dadumebuli Cemi suli usmens musikas , sadRac klaviSebs gamoscdebaT faruli Rimi, TiTqos Waobi damifaravs sulis siTeTres, amiTrToldeba minavluli oboli simi.

luRluRebs Rame, sadRac kivis saaTi drois, napralebiviT daserilan sulis lebnebi, mefaitonev, ar yofilxar ukanaskneli, mec Cemi leqsiT , gaxunebul qaRalds vnebdebi.

xedva

gulsevdiani poetis xilviT wami wamebad daakvda mzewams, bebersisxlian xelebis TrTolviT viRaca Tavis cxovrebas Zerwavs.

mzekabanisas daveZeb riTmebs, raRacas veZeb, viRac miqia, marTali iyo, - crus giwodebdnen, - am cxovrebisa ver gamigia.

TavgametebiT dahkres zarebma, Camowva sivrce msubuq farCebad, ra saWiroa gqondes sicocxle, Tu siyvaruli dagexarjeba!


* * * ar daisvelo Tvalebi cremliT , ar Tqva mudara macreml iebad. Sen sinanulis gadgas gvirgvini da yvelaferi gepatieba....

jimi gurjiSvili daibada 1977 wels. q. xaSurSi. misi sulieri samyaro boboqar zRvas hgavs. wers filosofiur esseebs. "leqsSi naZerwi qandakebaa, albaT poeti. amJamad migraciaSia.

* * * afxazeTia ganuyofeli saqarTvelosgan marad da marad! cremli da dardi ver Svelis saqmes, droa SeverTdeT erT uZlev farad!

mamaSviloba

Svilis Rirsia is mama, romelic Tavis gangebad, Zes gamouzrdis mebrZol suls, sikeTis taZris amgebad.

mamis Rirsia is Svili, vinc mamas xedavs xatebad. vinac dauzrdis samSoblos Svilebs gulmagar kacebad.


Cems ojaxs

dedis naambob zRaprebs vuambob Cems asuls, mamiseuli arsis wyalobiT Zes gavumdidreb suls.

Sen , momavalo Cemo meuRlev, tkbobiT gagilRob guls, ojaxis bedniereba rogor hgavs gazafxuls!

mzes, mzeTunaxavs, jerac uxilavs mzeo unaxavo, mzesaviT savsev, Senze ocnebebs brmasaviT davdev. siyvarulisTvis Cemsganve ganved, axla gzas mivsdev uZlurebamde. miznad tanjva aqvs sulis sawadels, vxedav siSaves da aRarafers. uimedoba ver gadavlaxe, Cemive rwmena davasaflave... mainc Cemad gTvli Sen genacvale,


sulels, giJs, tanjva vera, ver avnebs!

poeti leqsSi Cafluli saidumloa albaT poeti. leqsSive sanTlad anTebuli riTma soneti. Zrwolvaa igi gamWvirvale, mtkice gonebis, WeSmaritia misi neba gancda yoveli. mxatvari laRi sisaTuTiT Tavad ocnebis, fonia TiTqos aRuwerlad mZime movlenis, poetis suli , danamuli mudam moelis, mudam Riaa mis winaSe arsi yoveli. aseTi gaxlavT da iqneba avtoportreti leqsSi naZerwi qandakebaa, albaT poeti! χ


lali elmeTaSvili ekonomikur-humanitaruli fakultetisJurnalistikis specialobis II k. warCinebuli studenti

* * * " marad da yvelgan saqarTvelov, me var SenTana!"

dResac movedi, rom es lamazi dRe mimeloca... da me var qali, me var deda – var saqarTvelo! me var qeTevan, me var Tamar da mariami... es me var nino, me var qali – yvela qarTveli... me gazafxulis sunTqva var da iis Rimili. me is nami var, mzis sxivebze rom ciagobs da .. me is feri var, ganTiadze cas rom SeRebavs...

dRes dedis dRea. Cemi dRea – qarTvlis dedisa, da saqarTvelov, me minda rom Sen mogiloco, radgan SenSi var... Sen ki CemSi. '" me xom - Sena var." me var qarTveli, saqarTvelo, qarTvlis mSobeli... me Sen gilocav saqarTvelov am mSvenier dRes, dae, mravlobdes Seni eri – Cemi Svilebi. dae, ar krTodes Cvens Tvalebze cremlimwuxaris da gaismodes Cveni ena, viT xma mquxari. dae, grgvinavdes saqarTvelov Seni saxeli da ... arasodes gadaSendes eri qarTveli!

03. 03. 00

mona

ismis dilegidan borkilTa raCxuni. bneleTSi mosCanan gamxmari zurgebi. ai, kidev erTi tanjuli sxeuli, mis xelebzec mosCans mtanjveli xundebi.... magram ara, TiTqos is mona ar aris, mis naTel TvalebSi sivrce isarkeba, mis gulSi Wiatobs imedis sxivebi, misi ocnebebi caSi ifanteba. igi xsnas moelis, sjera saswaulis, sjera iarebi male gadauvlis da swored amitom, is mona ar aris! mis suls SeuZlia cas


Sekvra kamaris. igi daimones, misi suli – vera. xundebma ocnebebs frTebi ver Sehkveca da vidre suli aqvs daumonebeli, mona arc mas eTqmis da ... ocneba cas aRwevs, imedi Tana sdevs, imediT sazrdoobs da beds erkineba, sizmarSi cisferi zeca esizmreba da dro gadis ase... xsna arsaidan Cans... nel-nela ocnebis kari ixureba , frTagaSlil ocnebas frTebi ekveceba da suli mixurul karSi iketeba... lurji ca muqdeba, ruxdeba, quSdeba , suli – Caketili lamobs Tavis daxsnas, Caketil sivrceebs awydeba uRonod, mere mocelili sadRac miegdeba da brZolis unari wamsve ekargeba.... is axla monaa, suli daumones, ocnebis ferebic sadRac daekarga, caze gabneuli imedis sxivebic TiTqos sadRac gaqra, TiTqos daifanta, man igrZno monoba, welSi moidrika da mere borkilTa zRvaSi gaiTqvifa... is axlac monaa, radganac danebda, sulma ver gauZlo da imedic gauqra.... 2000

Zma gons rom movida ukvr gzaze idga da misken momaval mikroavtobuss xeliT aniSnebda, gaaCereo.. yurSi isev telefonis zaris da mamis xma edga, SeSfoTebuli Dda cremlnarevi: giga avariaSi moyva Svilo, Sens naxvas Txoulobs... iqneb mouswro... gonebaSi gamalebiT utrialebda erTi da igive: " giga avariaSi moyva"' " giga avariaSi moyva" ...


mikroavtobusma gverdiT isev Cauqrola, svla ar Seunelebia, mZRolma Soridanve SeamCnia samxedro formiani biWi da gaCereba arc ufiqria... gviani Semodgomis qari Zvalsa da rbilSi atanda. calke yinvis, calke ki mowolili boRmisagan Tvalebi cremliT hqonda savse. gamalebiT uqnevda xels misken momqrolav avtomanqanebs. aravin Canda RvTisnieri... saaTis isrebi ki jiutad miiwevdnen win... saTvalavi aeria, - ukve meramdene mZRolma gadmoxeda ironiulad... uecrad moisazra ra unda gaekeTebina: pirvelive manqanas win gadaudga da orive xeli aswia.... mZRolma zed fexebTan daumuxruWa da gacecxlebuli gadmoxta manqanidan. biWma sityvis Tqma ar acala: - biZia, miSvele, Zma mikvdeba, iqneb Tbilisamde wamiyvano... TiTqmis Sestira. mZRolma usityvod aniSna Tanxmoba. manqanaSi Cajda da gazs bolomde daawva.... "Cqara, Cqara, Cqara" .. TavSi mxolod erTi sityva rekda zariviT... samgoris metrosTan gaCereba sTxova, metad veRar Seawuxa ucxo kaci, didi madloba da bodiSic mouxada... mZRoli ar Casciebia migiyvan adgilamdeo, iqneb gulSi arc ki daujera, ironiuladac CaiRima: " ra TavSi vixli Sens madlobaso" da manqana adgilidan daZra... eskalatorze sirbiliT Cavida, xalxi mxrebiT gaarRvia da Jetonebis CasayrelTan Semcbari SeCerda, xuT TeTrianic ar eguleboda jibeSi. Tavzardamcemi ambis Setyobis Semdeg ise moulodnelad gamoiqca, fuli rom sWirdeboda, arc gaxsenebia... jer ifiqra pirdapir gavivlio, ver inamusa, isev Txovna arCia. meTvalyure qals sTxova moridebiT: - qalbatono,


fuli ara maqvs, Tu SeiZleba gamatareT... - ar SeiZleba! ise upasuxa qalma, mixvda Txovnis gameoreba uazroba iqneboda. mainc gaumeora: - Zalian gTxovT... mxarze xelis Sexeba igrZno, Sebrunda. masaviT samxedro formaSi gamowyobili biWi Jetons uwvdida:- ai, aiRe , amaTTan TxovniT verafers gaxdebi. madlieri TvalebiT Sexeda biWs. Jetoni gamoarTva, Caagdo da vagonSi TiTqmis sirbiliT Sevida... matarebeli daiZra da viRacis uxilavma xelma uxilav zars Camohkra: "Cqara, Cqara, Cqara"...saaTis isrebi isev jiutad miiwevdnen win... eskalatorze kvlav sirbiliT avida, nabiji arc quCaSi Seunelebia, saavadmyofos kibesTan ki SeCerda, erTdroulad igrZno daRla da SiSi, Tavzardamcemi SiSi... kibeebi nela aiara, mimRebSi Sevida da xmis kankaliT ikiTxa: - dRes biWi moiyvanes TqvenTan, avariaSi moyolili, . . . . . . Svilia gvarad, SeiZleba vnaxo? qals arc wignaki gadauSlia da arc Tavi auwevia, ise upasuxa: - is ukve aRar wevs CvenTan ... ukve gaweres? vedrebis TvaliT Seacqerda TeTrxalaTians. igrZno, uazroba ikiTxa, magram gulma ar misca neba, raime saSineleba eTqva... mavedrebel mzeras ver gauZlo qalma, TvalebSi sibraluli CaeRvara, Tavi nela gaaqnia da Tvalze momdgari kurcxali moiwminda... ara.... amoigmin – amoixriala biWma. – ara!... erTi saaTis win daiRupa... Camqrali imedis ukanaskneli naperwkalic Cauqro qalma. "ara!".... mTeli dRis manZilze dagubebul boRmas gasaqani misca, fanjris rafaze daemxo da xmamaRla aqviTinda...


gareT Semodgomis qari gaSmagebuli lewda xis totebs aqa – iq SerCenil TiTo – orola usicocxlo foTols ulmoblad miaqrolebda miwisaken... ... viRacis uxilavma xelma isev Camohkra uxilav zars: " erTi saaTis win daiRupa... saaTis win daiRupa..." 2005

puri " sasadiloSi SevideT!" "o, ara kafe sjobia, kargi xaWapuri aqvT!" smenas 'jgufelebis xma miswvda, ukan miixeda, jibis siRrmeSi mimalul 50 TeTrians TiTebi mouWira, nabijs auCqara da vidre gogonebi dainaxavdnen, Senobidan gavida... binddafenili iyo Tbilisis quCebi da cremldanamuli, mowyenili da guldardiani TiTqos... TavCaRunuli gauyva quCas, loyebs sircxvilis ali uwvavda, fiqri uRrRnida guls. Sercxva gogonebTan, arada, xom ver etyoda, ar maqvs fuli da verc kafeSi wamoval da miTumetes, verc dagpatiJebTo... saxli gaaxsenda, moxuci bebia, Sromisagan orad moxrili welSi, momlodine TvalebiTa da misi danaxvisas akiafebuli sixarulis cremliT... usiamovnod gamsWvala fiqrma: " iqneb ar unda wamovsuliyavi? pensiiT Senaxuli studenti ar minaxavs jer..." Tavi gaaqnia. sxva mimarTuleba misca fiqrs" "xval melodeba bebia, Sen ki genacvalos beboo" - damiZaxebs da wamofarfatdeba Cemsken. ... gaeRima, SemkrTalma aswia Tavi, xom aravin SemamCniao. Tavis gzaze miiCqaroda yvela, TiTqos sadResaswaulod iyo


gamowyobili xalxi, uamravi manqana ireoda quCaSi, uamravi adamiani. ar uxdeboda mowyenil quCas xmauriani xalxi, ver ewyoboda erTmaneTs mdumareba da mxiaruleba... manqanam daamuxruWa. gverdiT miixeda. ori gogona da ori biWi. umaRles xmaze aweuli magnitofonidan daRvrili ritmuli musika... saxaWapuresTan rigi idga. SimSilma Tavi Seaxsena da kuWi auwva. jibeSi isev moZebna 50 TeTriani da fexs auCqara. ....... saxlisaken gauyva quCas, iqve kuTxeSi puris sacxobi eguleboda erTi, iq yidulobda purs, soflidan Camotanili rom Semoakldeboda, maSin. puris sunma ZarRvebSi dauara da sxeuli gauTbo, gamyidvels cxel-cxeli puri gamoarTva da Semobrunda. daxls moxuci xeljoxiani qali moadga: "puris natexi geqneba Svilo, erTi lukma... " akankalebuli xmiT gaubedavad sTxova gamyidvels. am xmam adgilze miajaWva da pasuxic gaigona: "gadi qalo, Seni dro ar maqvs!" .... gaognda, erTxans idga ase, Semdeg moxucs miuaxlovda, puri akankalebul xelebSi Caudo. - " miirTviT, bebia ..." daSretili Tvalebi cremliT aevso maTxovars, gulze miixuta puri... "RmerTma daglocos Svilo, didxans icocxle da SimSili ar genaxos arc erT dRes... " mxrebSi gaSlili wavida saxlisaken, gadaaviwyda SimSili, ca da dedamiwa TiTqos eqod arxevda maTxovris gulaCuyebul xmas: "RmerTma daglocos Svilo..." "RmerTma daglocos ...." "RmerTma ..."


momenatrebi... usaSvelo CamoTovs sevda. grZnoba euli guls gamipobs , gamivlis xanjlad. momenatrebi, Tundac viyo sul axlos SenTan, vici, verafers movuxerxeb am fiqrTa laSqars... es monatreba gadamitans, momklavs, dammarxavs da Cems saflavze TeTr vardebad mova maisi. qari ki vardis saTuT furclebs ise gansZarcvavs, rogorc am Cems guls monatrebis ruxi daisi... momenatrebi... momwyurdebi viT mwyurvals wyali, Sensken daiZvris movardnili fiqrTa dineba, me es wyurvili guls gamiSrobs, suls Semigubebs da mere cremlis niaRvarad gadmodindeba... o, tkivilia monatreba, cremli da dardi siyvarulisgan damCneuli Ria iara, vici arasdros me ar getyvi: "rogor miyvardi..." Tumca odesme getyvi ase : - "rogor miyvarxar!" 2004

* * * Sens sasTumalTan Tu igrZno sunTqva, Sublze Sexeba Tbili TiTebis, es Cemi landi mosula SenTan, is gefereba, nu SeSindebi. anda Tu wamiT mogparon kocna, loya agiwvas mxurvale alma, mixvdi: - grZnoba ver daimorCila Senze ocnebiT daRlilma qalma. gamoufrinda Sensken Ffiqrebi, rogorc peplebi yvavilebisken, sjera: - odesme misi iqnebi,


odesme guli gagiwevs misken... da isev gulis lodiniT didiT RamiT idumal landad iqceva, Sens sasTumalTan ielvebs wamiT da cxeli kocnis alad iwveba. 2004

fati TabukaSvili daibada 1963 wlis 10 maiss. gataceba – poezia da samsaxuri. sasoflo- sameurneo universitetis stambis TanamSromelia

* * * dRes gazafxulis didi sxivia, maisis wvimas SemovrCiT orni, gadaiRrubla fiqris galia, Camoekida balaxebs Tqori. me Sens amara RrublebTan vrCebi. mgonia, didxans ver gnaxav kidev, var dafleTili yvavilis Reri, Seciebuli cis erTi kide... ho, gazafxuli dagvadga karTan.....

* * * sofelSi darCa patara Robe, fexmotexili patara skami, buxarTan didi zRaprebis bude, CaJangebuli babuis xmali,


yelgamomSrali Wiqa da kope, gulgatexili mezoblis qali... ra vuyo axla fiqrsa da gamCens, romel taZarTan movikla Tavi?.....

* * * momitane gazafxuli.... akaciis yvavilebis TeTri stvena, kaklis xesTan, iq viqnebi gafantuli, qari Sexsnis yvavilebze peplebs nela. cac iqneba, mze RimiliT Cava xevSi, me viqnebi , me da TeTri akacia, o, ra male gadis, RmerTo, gazafxuli... netav, erTxel cis ferdobze damawia!.....

* * * Canda taZari, iasamani, gadaWedili qvis galavani, bRaoda cxvari, misrialebda bilikze mTvare – amefebda siCumeSi Cabneul dumils – stkioda miwa. ruxi feri miawva warsuls... aravin Canda. dumili mainc – gumbaTi taZris, gadmoweuli xis totebi da qaris sunTqva – boRmiani, amazrzeni, aRmarTi – didi, auvali, datkepnili, mainc simSvide – sikeTeSi napovni suli, locvis amara darCenili mTeli samyaro,


boroti zraxva, silamaziT daTrgunuli lomis caxcaxi, gadagvareba jiSis da modgmis... Canda taZari, zarebis rekva akrTobda qalaqs, orad moxrili wuTisofels misdevda kaci .... da eSinoda.

darejan TagvaZe tabataZisa daibada 1953 w. 1 ianvars. daamTavra Tbilisis a. puSkinis sax. pedagogiuri instituti . muSaobs xaSuris centralur biblioTekaSi, hyavs meuRle da sami Svili. wers aTi wlis asakidan.

* * * me mdinare var, uxmaurod movedinebi msurs rom aravin Sevawuxo Cemi dinebiT; simRera Cemi – samSoblo da Cemi Svilebi, me mdinare var, uxmaurod movedinebi.

momeci rwmena cicino burnaZis leqsebis kiTxvisas saocari minoruli ganwyoba dameufla suls wvdeba sxvisi sulis kivili;


gulo gauZel, gTxov, gevedrebi. ufalo momec Zala da rwmena vusmino kivils, gavuZlo tkivils da valmoxdili veamboro mamulis miwas. 18. 03. 03

vedreba

ufalo RmerTo! gevedrebi qarTveli qali, mamuls keTilad auxdine es Cemi locva: mumli Segvimcirdes, ar ki dagvleodes, simxned, imedad nu mogvakldes

mindiaTa muxlebi mgluri, RmerTo Zliero! Semwed eqmen Cems tanjul mamuls, amiRorZine qarTuli vazi, qarTuli puri, qarTuli sityva, qarTuli suli, RmerTo, maRalo!

imedi dagveufleba bavSvuri sevda, umanko grZnobis gamoZaxili; radgan gveZaxis adgilis deda, Cven ki mokvdavebs TvalebgaxelilT


ususuroba Segvzaravs Cumi, rom sakuTari traeqtoriiT, sul sxva elifsis uxmo mgzavrebi, ver vubrundebiT sakuTar sawyiss da sevdianebs, TvalebgaxelilT migvacileben Cumi godebiT; gaivlis Jami Cveni aryofnis da samyaroSi sul sxva simRerad SemovbrundebiT.

kvlav davbrundebi

Tvals gadavavleb Cavlil cxovrebas, es Cemi suli sufTa sarkea da yvelas ise aRviqvam mxolod visac ra saxe daunaxia.

zogis saxeze davlandav Rimils, zogs ki Wmunva da brazi etyoba, zogi magonebs gaSlil gvirilas, zogs "amkobs" zakva da eSmakoba.F

zogis Tvalebi kiTxviT mimzeren sarkidan sulis pasuxs elian, zogi imedis TvaliT miyurebs, sarke mziralTa ganaCenia.

uxmod mivjarav sawuTros karebs, sadac sikeTis Tesli marxia; kvlav davbrundebi, ar davxarjulvar da vnaxav, rac ar daminaxia.


zaur Tolordava docenti, ekonomikis mecn. kandidati, dabadebuli 1945 wels, warCinebiT daamTavra sasoflo- sameurneo institutis ekonomikuri fakulteti da mecn. akademiis ekonomikisa da samarTlis institutis aspirantura . amJamad teqnikuri universitetisa da ssau marTvis saxelmwifo institutis docentia, misi leqsebi, moTxrobebi, miniaturebi, literaturuli Canaxatebi qveyndeba sxvadasxva krebulebsa da almanaxebSi: "leqso ar daikargebi," " paraleli", " maxaria" da sxva

glexkacis guli me saqarTvelos saRegrZelos amgvarad viwyeb: glexkacis maja, glexkacis muxli, glexkacis guli, glexkacis niWi _ dagvamwyaloblos maRalma zecam ! glexkacis fiqri , glexkacis locva, glexkacis dardi, ocnebis sivrce .. . . me saqarTvelos sadRegrZelos amgvarad viwyeb ! maja : ferdobze vTibavdi, cels davacale celoba ! muxli : aRmarTebs Sevudeq ! davlaxe mTa Tu xeoba ! guli : micocxle samSoblo


mTad viyo, ginda barada ! niWi : mimravle "eTeri " "vefxis da moymis " balada ! fiqri : mSvidobis orguli nu Rirsebia lxenasa ! natvra : -- ucocxle fesvebi SoTas da sabas enasa ! locva : mzis Suqad elavdes awmyo , namyo da warsuli ! ocnebis sivrce : gvimravle _ Ze iyos, Tundac asuli ! me saqarTvelos sadRegrZelos amgvarad viwyeb , sxva ukeTesi ipovos sxvam glexkacis guli, glexkacis maja, glexkacis niWi _ dagvamwyaloblos maRalma cam !

mercxlis Semofrenamde manana wiklaurs

waval dagikref lamaz yvavilebs mogitan mercxlis Semofrenamde. varlam Juruli xevSi isev atirdeba Sariani lemade.* mercxlis Semofrenamde siyvaruli mofrinda..... ra rTulia biliki kolxeTidan Senamde..... ra Znelia lodini mercxlis Semofrenamde ..... -------------------------------------------- * lemade – mTis qari xevsureTSi


xevSi isev atirdeba Sariani lemade..... qari TiTiT kiTxulobs, sal kldeebze minawers, axla stefanwmindidan Semaxeda myinvarwvers. Tergi rogor didgulobs, qari rogor kiTxulobs, sal kldeebze minawers.... neta stefanwmindidan Semaxeda myinvarwvers. mkerdi gamimaisos uwmindesma mananam , besikiviT amanTos tanTa mimotanaman, da Tu xevis kanonma siyvaruli manana, xaiamis doqebi momawodos anaman. risi tano – tatano, arwivebis yivili, mziTvad gamogatanon xev – xuvebis xivili . ZarRvSi sisxlis yivili zaris rekvad ismodes mziTvad gamogatanon xev – xuvebis Rimili. oqros zodad CagiTvli mkerddaJangul mTis lodebs, oRond sisxlis yivili zaris rekvad ismodes ...... albad xevSi axlac tiris


Sariani lemade, mercxlis Semofrenamde siyvaruli mofrinda. ra Znelia biliki kolxeTidan Senamde , ra Znelia lodini mercxlis Semofrenamde.

alali iyos vinc cad gmirobis maSxalebs isvris , vinc daupyrobel mwvervalebs ipyrobs , misTvis didgorTan daRvrili sisxli alali iyos ! visi xma qarxnis gugunSi ismis , vinc kveravs saxniss , vinc marTavs Wigos, misTvis paatas mCqefare sisxli alali iyos ! vinc karieras SromiT ikeTebs, karieraze wuTsac ar fiqrobs. misTvis - am qveynad yvela sikeTe alali iyos ! poeti mzis qveS Tvalanaxeli , Tu mzismieri gancdebiT fiqrobs misTvis gulmarTal mgosnis saxeli alali iyos ! vinc folads adnobs , vinc uwyaloba


foladis Zala poetis striqons - xalibaurTa STamomavloba alali iyos ! vinc sivrceebSi laRad iqrolebs da axlac axal mwvervalebs ipyrobs, misTvis am leqsis yvela striqoni alali iyos!

axla mSobeli qveynis sabednierod, axal moZaxils vucdi... axla gvWirdeba leqso xmiero aRmaSeneblis muSti. sityva yumbaris darad datene, grigals miuge niSi, rom kankalebdes obivateli Seni striqonis SiSiT. xams – rwmenis bartyi daafrTiano, hpovo, keravde, kemso, xams, mSromel xalxis gverdiT iaro da Senc ibrZolo leqso. xams – inawilo ritmi Setevis, nabijs yoymans rom uSlis, gafarToebul kabinetebis Seviwrovebul muSis.

paralelidan amoarCie


romeli ufro giRirs, Cven guli bevrjer gvqonda daWrili, magram ar vwyvetdiT RiRins. axlaxan iyo gvcemdnen torebiT Cveniv ojaxis RviZlni, qonmoreuli proteqtorebiT telefonian biZiT. iyo kaci , Tu iyo satana, ras gaxdebodi ficiT... Cven viciT bevri ramis atana, magram sazRvaric viciT. .... mSromeli qveynis sabednierod, axal moZaxils vucdi... daatriale leqso xmiero aRmaSeneblis muSti.

* * * RvTiuri wuTi... moadga mesers. adamis Jamad Seqmnili miTi... vwevar miwaze – cis guluxv fskerze da caze mcurav varskvlavebs viTvli.

dila soflad wero WasTan daTamaSobs,


mwvane molze cvari bzinavs da Zroxebi cxraTvala mzes sZoven, rogorc mzesumziras.

* * * guli ramdenjer tkbil gaxsenebas SeriTmebia fiqrma im dResTan dabruneba isev mandoma... cicris kvercxebsac ar zogavda CvenTvis bebia, oRond gverwmuna qristes aRdgoma.

χ mixeil TumaniSvili gansakuTrebulia, SeuzRudavi, niWiTa da filosofiuri Wvretis unariT dajildoebuli axalgazrdaa, umaRlesma ganaTlebamac ver gasca pasuxi kiTxvaze – ra aris arsi sicocxlisa!? iqneb swored esaa mizezi misi tkiviliani sulisa!

Tovlian gzaze

Tovlian gzaze magondeba sinaze Tovlis da qvesknelidan mimozuri landebis cvena, - lamaz feriebs gadauvlis sevda paolos, paolos, vinac sigiJeze jvari damwera.

qariSxliani erTguleba me ar meRirsa, da vervin SeZlebs saidumlos axsnas, gandobas,


davdivar, rogorc restornebSi yalbi meqise, romelmac sevdas uanderZa axalgazrdoba.

Cemi Tvalebi TeTr sarkeze ufro nazia, romlebic vnebiT momiwamles amorZalebma, vxedav Cems sulSi xorcSeusxmelCems fantazias, demonis klanWSi rom gauZlo gardacvalebas.

o, ramdenia saswauli ase Zvirfasi, magram scenaze gaCndebian Savi fardebi da cismareTis narcisebi da mimozebi me damfaraven mwuxarebiT TeTri vardebis.

es tragedia sicocxleze usastikesi, isev gamarTavs agonias Cemsas Tavidan da mzis oreuls ucisfresi landi miqezebs, taSis grialSi scenidan rom uxmod gavida.

Tovlian gzaze magondeba sinaze Tovlis da qvesknelidan mimozuri landebis cvena, - lamaz qalwulebs gadauvlis sevda paolos, paolos, vinac sigiJeze jvari damwera.

diana idealTan (poemidan "faskunjis frTebi")

me Sens siyvaruls davificeb, oRond diana, ukanasknelad Sens winaSe Tvalebs avixvev da vfiqrob mwared, qarma rogor daigviana, an saalersod mzis baRnari rad ar gamiRe. Wrel yvavilebSi bulbuliviT mogegalobe, vardis furcelTa dagafrqvie Sesamoseli da Semiyvarda Cemi landi, Sen rom yvarobdi cis artistebSi unugeSod Cemgan mocelils.


da im zambaxiT Seimose zafxulis kaba, romlis ferebi Zveleburad aRar mamkoben, me damaviwyda siyvaruli pirveli Ramis , Ramis varskvlaviT gavgiJdebi, vici, martoden. da Sens siyvaruls davificeb, oRond diana, ukanasknelad Sens winaSe Tvalebs avixvev, mTvaris lacici saqorwino kabas gagixevs da TeTr TiTebSi CamiWknebi zambaxianad.

* * * minda uiRblo Tvalebs vuSvelo,

TiTqos galeul nislSi wamitac, me axla vkvdebi, radgan uSenod ar SemiZlia yofna wamiTac.

mzera princesis, Tmebi - daSlili karTan bavSviviT avituzebi da TiTqos modis kartis gamSleli, bedi savsea kartis muzebiT.

cxovreba mware dReebiT mihqris, sxivs moTamaSes albaT ver itan, mzes vetolebi da Seni fiqri minda movtaco mkiTxavs xelidan.

Sehyureb TiTebs da yvela karti areulia ostatis JiniT, rogorc wvima da fifqebi martis da mozaikis furclebi xSiri.

guli mogtaca sizmarma mTvaris Tu silamaze zRapriT awone ? gars rom gevleba aCrdili mkrTali, miTxari, Tavi riT mogawona?

dagelodebi Sengan suleli, radgan ar maxsovs, mec gavece rols, aiTvalwune badis msroleli


da silamaze Sublze geweros. iqneb es moxdes, damRvaro cremlad

da alionma Sengan gamriyos da simartovem damiwyos xvevna, ver gauZlebso sevdas Tamriko.

mzera _ princesis, Tmebi _ daSlili, karTan bavSviviT avituzebi, karti sawolTan moCans gaSlili, bedi savsea kartis muzebiT.

stansebi

raa sikvdilze damisva kiTxva, anda iaraRs sisxliT hRebavde ?! amaRlebamde amaRlda sityva, dro dailia amaRlebamde.

grZnob, saidumlo ar gagikarebs, Cvens Soris xidi ar gaideba, vin evedreba zecis grigalebs, rom muxlmoyrili Sexvdes didebas ?!

jvaric zeciur sinaTles hgavda, jvarcmaa roca tyvias gesvrian, vin daiCoqa sakuTar TavTan, rom udidesi gaxdes mesia?!

miiRe locva, rogorc igavi, misteriaze ki nu saubrob, TviT misteriis gmiri iyavi, SenTan dadgeba mTeli sauflo.


ciuri inasariZe daibada 1957 wels daba aspinZaSi. leqsebs wers 10 wlis asakidan. profesiiT pedagogi. hyavs meuRle da sami Svili.

siyvarulis zRapari Sens danaxvas ocnebaSi nairferad vxatavdi, magram swrafad gSordebodi, roca daginaxavdi. ratomaa siymawvile ase urCi, amayi, verasodes gagimxile siyvaruli lamazi. sizmrad mainc amxdenoda ocnebaSi nanatri, sinamdviled qceuliyo siyvarulis zRapari.

avtoportreti

taZarSi zarebs rodesac reken, Cemi samyaro aris mziani. me movdiodi yovelwams Tqvenken magram aRmovCndi mgzavri gviani.

gzad movdiodi udabur xevze, zogjer aRmovCndi ufskrulis pirTan, da xSirad kidev eklian velze biliks veZebdi gzis dasawyisTan.

gamoviare uRrani fexiT, gzad meweoda wvimaTa TqeSi, dakawruli var eklebis CxvletiT, msurs Sevisveno vardebis tevrSi.


zRapari bavSvobaSi gvikiTxavdnen zRapars: Turme raRac daaSava bavSvma. mefem brZana: mas sikvdiliT dasja! - bavSviao, - uxucesma hkadra. - bavSviao!? – amas axla vnaxavT, Tvali mosWra yvelas orma Tasma, aqeT oqrom, iqiT cecxlis alma. - vapatieb, Tu airCevs – brZana. - oqros ara, mxolod cecxlTan TamaSs! sulganabulni vusmendiT zRapars, Tqven dailoceT, madloba ufals! pataram xweli gauwoda als.. bavSvs patioben Secdomebs, radgan igi yvelaze axlos dgas GRmerTTan. mere TandaTan Sordeba mas da veRaras Svelis TamaSi cecxlTan.

sul aprilis bralia

menatrebi Zalian, sul aprilis bralia, susxiani zamTari ocnebebma galia. afeTqebul kvirtebma tyemlebi gadaria, yvavilebis surneliT aremare mTvralia.

nacrisferi Rrubeli qars cxramTisken mihqonda mzis macduri Rimili yinuls arc ki indobda. gazafxuli movida, vazi Cumad atirda, sixarulis cremlebi Rapa-RupiT dascvivda.

Citma frTebi gaSala , nazad Sekra kamara, atmebs ali moedo, vardisferad yvavian, cas Sehxaris kamkama nakaduli ankara, sul aprilis bralia menatrebi Zalian.


uSenod gardacvlil Zmas – gelas

fiWvis totebSi gabmula qari, eulia da miusafari. bedniereba netav sad aris, sad upovnia TavSesafari!?

davigviane, uSenod davrCi Sen gaiqeci da gamaswari, wams gaexvie zecis safarSi, Tvals veRar gawvden miwaze mdgari.

nuTu sicocxle mxolod es aris, rad vemsgavsebiT Rameul aCrdils!? sikvdili ase mware rad aris, andac gangeba Sxams risTvis mawvdis?!

jurxa imerliSvili daibada 1981wels. daamTavra qalaqis mesame saSualo skola. gaiara savaldebulo samxedro samsaxuri. leqsebs wers 16wlidan. misi pirveli leqsi " zamTari" daibeWda gazeT "yayaCoSi". hobi: wigni, musika, Widaoba

dResaswauli

qalaqis yvela quCas movivli, sad aRar vivli, sad aRar waval. davtkbebi lamazmanebis xilviT, guls moecxeba malamod, wamlad.

ismis hangebi, miwyda xmauri, sakuTar TavTan vsaubrob, vxumrob, dRes aris Cemi dResaswauli,


Zveli ubnebi msurs vinaxulo. ver mixilaven me dRes naRvlians,

smenadaxSuli axla rodi var, Tavze saamo hangebs maRvrian, poets, frTosnebi aTas motivad.

dRes avasruleb, rac unda mTxovon, es wrfeli guli yvelas msurs mivce, erTi nabiji miklia mxolod, - mTeli arsebiT leqsad rom viqce.

qalaqis ygela quCas movivli, sad aRar vivli, sad aRar waval. davtkbebi lamazmanebis xilviT, guls moecxeba malamod, wamlad.

aida

da Cems sarkmelTan Seni fanjara ise axloa, xelebs CavkidebT, Sen ase morcxvi da kafandara gaaReb sarkmels, sarecxs dakideb.

qoTnis yvavilebs morwyav Tavidan, dilis cvar-namSi kululebs daban, wamiT Rimili ar gsurs , aida, sul ibutebi, sul Tvalebs nabav.

ver vpove Seni gadasaxedi, xelCaqneulma msurs cremli vRvaro, Zvirfaso, ratom ara xar mtredi, trfobis sakenki rom dagiyaro?

minda xelebi CavkidoT male, arsad dagkargo Tvalebxatula. mudam vucqiro Sens sinarnares, Sens lamaz mkerdis rxevas ritmulad.

sarkmeli erTxel gaaRe kidev, gicdi aida, am dResac gixmob,


rom fiqrob, TiTqos gadagekide, siyvarulze ki ratom ar fiqrob?

* * * dRes qalaqs gareT viyav gasuli,

erTad vitireT me da bunebam. ra naadrevad var daRdasmuli, moSxamuli maqvs mTeli guneba.

ra gamanedlebs damWknars da daxrils, roca tkivili Tavs mesxmis, mborkavs? kostavas quCa da Seni saxli, warsulze fiqri namdvilad momklavs.

kargo, Sendami trfiali didi, matkbobda, axla tkivils axSirebs, Zveli sadguri, rkinigzis xidi, dRes yvelaferi rogor gaSinebs

me vfurclav Zveli kalendris furclebs, foTlebic gaxma da cvenas iwyebs, warsuli mainc ver gadavfurcle, warsuls verafriT veRar viviwyeb,

ra gamanedlebs damWknars da daxrils, roca tkivili Tavs mesxmis, mborkavs? kostavas quCa da Seni saxli, kargo, Sendami trfiali momklavs.

* * * `Sen Semayvare deda – buneba,

es tramalebi, es mwkrivi xeTa, guli sulSenze meduduneba o, marieta, ... o, marieta...

mizidavs Seni Tvalmargaliti,


patara tani, Tmebis surneli, Sena xar Cemi patara gvriti, tkbilsaamo da tkbilsasurveli.

roca tkivili me Tavzars mcemda da uSenoba guls miwylulebda, mtkvari Cems niRabs gadaicmevda, "menatrebio" – CagCurCulebda.

Sen Semayvare am tyis fafari, es moJRurtule Citebis kreba. da mindor-mindor miusafari, es qaric SenTvis yvavilebs krefda.

Sen Semayvare deda – buneba, es tramalebi, es mwkrivi xeTa, guli sulSenze meduduneba o, marieta, ... o, marieta...

mdinarisadmi

mdinarev, movel kvlav Sens napirTan, Cemebr mwuxare duduneb dardiT, sxva araferi axla ar minda , msurs aq darCena daRamebamdi.

sul marto daval dRes Sens winare, da Sen erTs gandob satkivars gulis, savse var sevdiT srulebr, mdinarev, fiqri mexveva viT gundi mumlis.

mwvavs trfobis cecxli, wva - siyvarulis, sxvebs ar swamT grZnobiT dawva sxeulTa, albaT, maT mkerdSi ara aqvT guli, trfoba xvedria mxolod rCeulTa.

axalgazrda var; Tumca var oblad, gamoveqeci yvelas da yovels, sxva sulis toli ara myavs soflad,


Sen erTi SemrCi da SenTan movel.

ZvelisZveli quCa

dadumebulia ZvelisZveli quCa, Cemi sulis kvnesa erTaderTma igrZno, axla davabijeb ufro nazad , yuCad, daRlils, miZinebuls rom ar gaeRviZos.

imedi ar darCa Cemi gadarCenis, fiqri moSxamuli isars gulSi masobs, qera somxis qali trfialia Cemi, quCis binadari menatreba, maxsovs....

RvinoSi daixrCo Cemi siWabuke, gavxdi mawanwala, wuxili metia mgloviare lands davemsgavse ukve, vundebi daTrobas, vundebi xetials.

ukunma moTenTa patara qalaqi, Zili morevia yvela saxls da karavs, mxolod quCas esmis Cemi laparaki , mxolod quCam icis , me ra dardi mRalavs.

ar darCa imedi, ukve gviania, sulSi avdaria, ar meRirsa dari, qera somxis qali Cemi trfialia, ZvelisZveli quCis nazi binadari.


nino kakiaSvili daibada 1965 wels xaragaulis r-nSi. cxovrobs xaSurSi, hyavs meuRle da ori Svili. poezia misi cxovrebis ganuyofeli nawilia. "roca var leqsSi, leqsia CemSi, ver vgrZnob mzis Casvlas, mTvaris amosvlas"......

fici

me rac ar vici, iqneb mcire maswavlo mainc, moZRvrebam Senma gaminaTos momavlis arsi! iqneb marwmuno siyvarulis sikeTec, bralic, Torem sxvagvarad Cems siyvaruls ara aqvs fasi.

Sengan Senagons avamaRleb viTarca xati, wminda taZarSi salocavad rodesac Seval. Sen Semogficav Cems qalobas – uwmindes mandils da viCurCuleb, rac viswavle Zvirfaso, Sengan.

im obol sanTels, rom anTia ekvderSi SenTvis, me veyolebi maradJamad wminda mlocvelad. da aRvasruleb siyvarulis ganawess RmerTis manamde, sanam ulmobeli xvedri momcelavs.

* * * isev ar masvenebs fiqri damdagavi, isev meweweba suli msurs gadagiviwyo, Sengan sul Sors viyo, magram meurCeba guli. ar msurs daginaxo Tundac gaelvebiT, radgan ver verevi Tavs... waval, gagSordebi da gageridebi marto davadgebi gzas. Tan ki gaviyoleb fiqrebs imedians, magram miuwvdomels CemTvis ,


vcdilob dagiviwyo, radgan daviwyebas isev siyvaruli ebrZvis. me Senze fiqrSi vaTen-vaRameb da vewamlebi Sens Cum tkivilebs... Seni dardebiT vdardob da vwamob sanTlad viwvi da visulkivileb. norCi cremlebi Tvalebs gimkoben saTuT Rawvebs rom gadahfenian... Cemo sicocxlev, SenTan mamyofe radgan es guli ukve Senia. cxovrebis gzaze viaroT erTad da davimSvenoT kvali naTeli. es siyvaruli gvikurTxos RmerTma , suli naTobdes wminda sanTeliT. kk kk Cemo sofelo patara, dido.. soflis surnelo damaTrobelo, TeTro enZela, mdelos mSvenebav, gazafxulisa maxarobelo; eklis buCqebo, mayvlis bardebo, amwvanebulo kata-bardebo, mocvo da marwyvo, sokov da wablo, afeTqebulo veluro vardo, Cemo bombora erTgulo ZaRlo, Cemo fisuna, Tagvebis risxvav, Tbilo keriav da Cemo saxlo, genacvalebiT me misxal-misxal. monatrebulo soflis orRobev, civo, kamkama , Cxriala wyarov, loyebRaJRaJa cicqina gogov, soflis mSvenebav, patara qalo. rarig miyvarxar, Cemo sofelo! mogonenebis dido akldamav, Seni mTa-baris kuTxe – kunWuli


netavi fexiT Semomatara... Tundac gubesTan , me, riyis qvaze vijde, vusmende bayayis yiyins, Ramis wyvdiadSi matareblebis gamayruebel stvenas da kivils. an Cxerimelas morCil talRebSi mziT garujulma movusva xeli, mere mSieri vilukmebode didi puriT da patara yveliT. an diliT adre zRaprebis wignze Tavdadebulma rom gaviRviZo... Tund Camesmodes dedis Zaxili – ukve gaTenda, adeqi, Svilo! am monartebiT , mogonebebiT me dRemde varsob da viarsebeb, me Cems sofelze mogonebebiT vimSvideb guls da viwynareb nervebs. RmerTo, mieci sofels baraqa, mSromel kacs mklavi, muxli Zlieri, uboZe rwmena kargi momavlis, maSin viqnebi me bednieri!

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guram kardanaxiSvili daibada 1930 wels gurjaanis r. sofel veliscixeSi. 1955 wels daamTavra sas. sameur. institutis meqanizaciis fakulteti. aris studqalaqis dacvis ufrosi 1993 wlidan .

amagdari praqtikosi

gurjaanis raionis sofeli vazisubani erT-erTi didi sofelia saqarTvelos regionebs Soris. am sofelSi cxovrobda panteleimon (igive pantela anu patela) kanaSvili. aRniSnuli sami saxelidan Sinaurebi bavSvobidan patelas eZaxdnen da bolos is yvelam am saxeliT gaicno. momavalSi ki imis axloblebs da STamomavlebs patelaanT eZaxdnen. patelas mSoblebi im droisaTvis SeZlebuli glexebi iyvnen. maSin, rodesac sofelSi sul ramodenime kaci moiZebneboda , romlebmac wera-kiTxva icodnen, patelas mama ganaTlebul da mwignobar kacad moixseneboda. amitomac igi soflis Tavkacad iyo cnobili, romlis gareSec ara xdeboda soflad miwebis yidva-gayidva, binebis aSeneba da Tqven warmoidgineT, imis gareSe qalsac ki ver gaaTxovebdnen, rCeva-darigeba imisaTvis unda ekiTxaT. unda aRvniSnoT, rom Rvinis didi raodenobiT gayidvasac imas ekiTxebodnen. mogexsenebaT, Rvinis gayidvas ki moyveboda kargi purmarili, sadac Sua kaci yovelTvis Tamada iyo.


patelas mSoblebs hyavdaT oTxi Svili, romelTa Soris sami adre gardaecvalaT, xolo patela SemorCaT. amitomac mSoblebs undodaT, rom patelas mieRo didi ganaTleba. mas bavSvobaSi didi CxubiTa da zogjer joxis cemiT istumrebdnen skolaSi. patela iZulebuli iyo daejerebina mSoblebisaTvis da man saSualo skola daamTavra, Semdeg ki sasuliero saswavlebeli. es swavla sakmarisi iyo imisaTvis, rom patelas sofelSi mamasaxlisad emuSava. patela iyo didi Sromismoyvare axalgazrda. mas ar ezareboda fizikuri saqmianoba, ris gamo bevr karg Sedegs miaRwia. man swavla-ganaTleba gverdiT gadado da TiTqmis mTeli Tavisi cxovreba mindvrebsa da venaxebSi fizikur SromaSi gaatara. igi akvirdeboda mcenareebs, maT zrda-ganviTarebas da a. S. erTxel, Cveulebisamebr, patela Tavisi saqmeebiT iyo garTuli. venaxSi nargavebs Zirs ubaravda. am dros Tavze daadgnen SeiaraRebuli Tanasoflelebi. patelam, ra Tqma unda, oTxive icno. eseni iyvnen revolucionrebi. Tanasoflelebma erTi RamiT TavSesafari sTxoves, maspinZelma SeZlebisdagvarad sufra gauSala da avaxSma. stumrebma uTxres sxvagan arsad ar waxvide saWmlis dasamateblad, Cven amasac vikmarebTo. patelam stumrebTan erTad kargad moilxina. mogexsenebaT, patelas ara hqonda survili maTi gamaspinZlebisa, magram ra gaewyoboda. sofelSi ra gamolevs borot adamians, es ambavi Soridan viRacas daunaxavs da yvela ucvnia. revolucionrebi dausmenia da maspinZelTan erTad daupatimrebiaT. amis gamo patelam mefis dros ori weli Telavis cixeSi gaatara. mSoblebs arc Tu ise mcire miwis nakveTi qondaT. jer marto soflis boloSi or adgilze hqondaT gaSenebuli venaxi. saxlidan moSorebul


nakveTSi xorbals, lobios da siminds Tesavdnen. alaznispira nakveTSi venaxi hqondaT gaSenebuli. es venaxi mdebareobda sarwyav zonaSi. mSoblebi gonivrulad eweodnen Sromas. patela bavSvobidan aziares keTilSobilur Sromas, rasac is yovelgvari dazarebis gareSe akeTebda, ufro metic, igi yovelTvis mzad iyo Seesrulebina maTi miTiTeba. rogorc ki inaTebda, patelas veravin daaswrebda adgomas. rogorc ki mama moimzadebda samuSaod wasaReb inventars da sagzals, patela xelSi swvdeboda da eubneboda – momeci, mami, me wamoviRebo. mamas ki uxaroda Sromismoyvare patelas aseTi xalisi. isini dadiodnen venaxSi, tyeSi, mindvrebSi sarwyavi arxis gasaTxrelad da a. S. patela, rogorc gulmodgine axalgazrda , akvirdeboda yovelgvar Sromas, Tu dro darCeboda, gancalkevdeboda da usmenda mgalobel frinvelebs, amitomac tyeSi wasvla ufro metad uxaroda. igi mamas ekiTxeboda – mami, ra frinvelia, romelic ase galobs, Semdeg didi xis wverze totebs Soris moZebnida im frinvels da cdilobda daxsomebas. sul male patela xeze kargad arCevda mgalobel frinvelebs. soflis biWebSi Tavs iqebda da ityoda – esa da es frinveli garegnobiT aseTia da am xmaze mReriso, Tanatolebi ki interesiT usmendnen. rodesac patela wamoizarda, mamam aswavla xexilis mynoba. damoukidebeli mynobis SedegebiT patela metad kmayofili darCa. amitom is yovelTvis didi sixaruliT elodeboda gazafxuls, raTa rac SeiZleboda meti xexili daemyno. mamam kargi SromisaTvis is waaxalisa da specialuri samynobi dana uyida. patelam mamis naCuqar danas Tavisi xeliT dawnuli Zewkvi Seaba da Sarvlis jibeSi Seinaxa. Zewkvis meore bolo ki qamarSi gauyara.


pirveli damoukidebeli mynoba patelam atmis xeze Seasrula. man atmis xis erT totze saxeCi (sapobi) atmis kvirti daamyno; ase, rom momavalSi erTi atmis xe iZleoda ornairi atmis nayofs. am pirvel sixaruls SemdegSi mravali warmateba mohyva. patela erTi SedegiT ar kmayofildeboda. man TeTri TuTis xeze daamyno Savi TuTis kvirtebi. aqac erTi TuTis xes ori feris nayofi esxa. rogorc TeTri TuTa, ise Savi TuTa isedac jiSianebi iyvnen(aseT jiSian TuTis xes kaxeTSi xarTuTas eZaxian). am sakiTxSi patelas gaTamamebas sazRvari ara hqonda. kidev erTi cda man qarTul balze Caatara – TeTri msxvilmarcvla bali anu gograbali daamyno. cnobilia, rom gograbali gansxvavdeba sxva jiSis blebisagan, Tundac imiT, rom nayofi aris msxvili da mkvrivi, aqvs SedarebiT magari kani, kargad itans transportirebas, gamoiyeneba murabebis da kompotebis dasamzadeblad rogorc saSinao, ise qarxnuli wesiT. momavalSi patelam cdebi Caatara vardebze da sacxovrebeli saxlis karmidamoze sxvadasxva jiSis namyeni vardebiT mofina ezo. amrigad, igi arasodes Cerdeboda uqmad, - ar eleoda saqme arc gazafxulze, arc Semodgomaze, arc zamTarSi.

am mxriv jer kidev Wabukma soflis mcxovrebTa yuradReba miipyro. igi sofelSi saukeTeso mynobelis saxeliT gaicnes. amitomac mezoblebi sakonsultaciod patelasTan modiodnen. aqve mas aZlevdnen SekveTas vazis sanamyene Zirebis gamosayvanad. vazis sadeded iRebda amerikuli jiSis vazis Zirs(mwares) da amynobda kaxeTis regionisaTvis damaxasiaTebel rqawiTels. rodesac sami wlis Semdeg Sromam Sedegi aCvena, patelas sixaruls sazRvari ara hqonda, amis Semdeg adre Semodgomaze , jer kidev rTvelis dawyebamde, patela SearCevda vazis sanamyene janmrTel rqebs da Seabamda sxvadasxva feris Zafebs, Semdeg ki iyenebda mynobisaTvis.


zafxulis miwuruls patela saxls amaragebda fiCxiT,

SeSiT da sxva. erTxel, rodesac man tyeSi xis

didi Ziri waaqcia(moWra) da totebs dauwyo akafva, xis Zirze man vazis gareuli jiSi SeamCnia, saTuTad Camosxipa xis totebi da vazi uvneblad gamoaCina, romelic moSorebiT mdgari xidan iyo gadmosuli. patelam vazi Tavis miwianad frTxilad amoiRo, datvirTa uremze da saxlSi Camoitana. meore diliT vazi venaxis boloSi darga, rac Seexeba SeSas, - man meore dRes Camoitana. igi mcenaris zrda-ganviTarebas akvirdeboda da momaval gazafxulze, e. i. ori wlis Semdeg did sixaruls eloda. mas ainteresebda Tu ra Sedegs gamoiRebda eqsperimenti. patelas imedi gaumarTlda. vazma meore

gazafxulze Cveulebriv "gaiRviZa" da kvirtebi gamoitana. maSin ki patelam SemoiRo dakvirvebis cxrili(davTari) da ramdenime wlis Sedegebi davTarSi gadaitana. TandaTan gaafarTova dakvirvebis davTarSi Canaweri, yvelas Taviseburi warwerebi gaukeTa, ra jiSisa iyo esa Tu is mcenare, romel wels damyno da a.S.

erTxel patelas eqsperimentis mnaxvelma mezobelma uTxra, rom mdinare Weremxevis saTavesTan aris Zveli istoriuli sofeli Weremi, sadac xarobs sxvadasxva jiSis nayofismomcemi mcenareebi, maT Soris, kargi vazebi. sofelSi arc Tu ise bevri mosaxle cxovrobs. marTalia, sofeli ZvelTaZvelia, magram am sofelSi ar iyo sinaTle, saSualo skola, saeqimo punqti, fosta da a. S. amitom sofeli daicala. dRes sofelSi mouvlelia eklesia, Zveli istoriuli Zeglebi, darCenilia nasaxlarebi da a.S. Senobebi naxevrad dangreulia, upatronod aris mitovebuli vazis sxvadasxva jiSebi. sofelSi darCenilia


ramodenime ojaxi, romlebic misdeven mesaqonleobas, hyavT Zroxa, cxvari, Rori da a.S. xolo rac Seexeba vazs, amis movlisaTvis Tavs aravin iwuxebs. patela am ambiT Zalian dainteresda. erT dRes, dilaadrian Seaba uremi da sofel Weremis gzas gaudga. sofelSi asvlisTanave uremi im saxlis win gaaCera, romelic ufro metad mouvida TvalSi. SedarebiT didi iyo, mitovebuls ar hgavda. patelam moikiTxa ojaxis ufrosi da gacnobisTanave Tavisi mizani gaacno. gairkva,

rom saxli ekuTvnoda adgilobriv mkvidrs vinme

jaWvaZes. patela am ojaxSi ramdenime dRes darCa. am xnis ganmavlobaSi patela Tavisi RviniT maspinZlobda. man safuZvlianad Seiswavla soflis warsuli, xalxis zne-Cveulebebi da adaT-wesebi. didi STabeWdilebebiT da stumarTmoyvareobiT kmayofili dabrunda saxlSi, Tan mravali jiSis vazis nergebi wamoiRo. zogi ki Zirianad amoTxara. amis Semdeg patelam jaWvaZeebi rTvelSi Tavis sofelSi dapatiJa.

patelas mosvenebas ar aZlevda zogierTi ucxos naambobi saqarTvelos sxvadasxva kuTxis Sesaxeb. erT dRes ki igi gaemgzavra mcxeTaSi. aq man daaTvaliera adgilobrivi nakveTebi, vel-mindvrebi, venaxebi da bolos SeamCnia, rom erT mosaxles ezoSi hqonda didi xeivani. patela gaecno am ojaxis patrons, romelmac mgzavri saxlSi SeipatiJa. aRmoCnda, rom maspinZelic igive ambebiT iyo dainteresebuli, riTac stumari. amitom maT saerTo ena male gamonaxes. patelam amis gamo mcxeTeli axali nacnobi kaxeTSi miipatiJa. maT Soris SemdgomSi kargi urTierToba damyarda. mcxeTelma moyvarulma mevenaxem adgilobrivi jiSis sxvadasxva mcenaris da vazis nergi wauRo patelas gazafxulze, kaxeTSi.


sakmarisi iyo patelas mcenareebis Sesaxeb raime saintereso ambavi gaego, rom igi yovelgvari dazarebis gareSe midioda yvelgan. erTxel ki man Seityo, rom azerbaijanSi(ganjaSi) gavrcelebuli iyo uwipwo yurZnis jiSi. miuxedavad imisa, rom azerbaijanuli ena ar icoda, man mainc gabeda wasvla. man ganjaSi monaxa erTi mobinadre, romelTanac enobrivi barieris miuxedavad, mainc daamyara urTierToba. bolos ki patelam ramdenime rqa SeaWra uwipwo jiSis yurZnis vazs da wamoiRo. masinZelma ki ramdenime Ziri amouTxara da xurjiniT gamoatana. ra Tqma unda, patelas xurjinSi saxlidan wamoRebuli saukeTeso Rvino edo. azerbaijanel kolegasTan urTierToba SemdegSiac ar gawyvetila.

patelas davTari ki sul axal-axali CanawerebiT mdidrdeboda. aqve SeimuSava davTarSi Casaweri Taviseburi cxrilebi.

amis Semdeg kargad gamocdili da

gaTviTcnobierebuli patela kidev ufro farTod Slis asparezs. igi ewvia dasavleT saqarTvelos, saidanac uwamlo jiSis vazis nergebi Camoitana. msxvilmarcvliani TeTri da wiTeli yurZnis sxvadasxva jiSis nergebi, erTwliani namyenebi da didad kmayofili dabrunda sifelSi.

patelas aRricxvis davTarSi ki gakeTda axali Canawerebi. uwamlo jiSis vazis nergebi patelam saxlis ezoSi darga da xeivani gaaSena. saxlis meore sarTulis aivnidan yovel dilas gadmoxedavda da akvirdeboda vazis zrda-ganviTarebas. amgvarad efereboda vazebs. axla ukve gamocdili mevenaxe civ niavs ar akarebda namyenebs.

ramdenime wlis Semdeg ki erT dilas xeivans gadmoxeda


da guli Seuwuxda. saswrafod ezoSi Cavida, xeivans miayuda kibe da vazis yoveli foToli da axalgamobmuli nayofi SeaTvaliera. raSia saqme? – ekiTxeba Tavis Tavs. didxans ifiqra, Tu ra moxda. sagonebelSi Cavardnili gons ver moego. uwamli vazis foTlebi iyo damWknari, mtevnebi ki dapatarevebuli eCvena, daaxloebiT erTi kviris Semdeg ki patelam dainaxa, rom mezobeli Sabiamnis xsnariT wamlavda Tavis xeivans, romelic iqve Robis meore mxares didi xnis win iyo gaSenebuli. aq ki patela saswrafod mixvda yvelafers... mezobels uTxra: Seni xeivnis Sewamlis dros Cemi ezos mxares zurgiT dadeqi da ise Seafrqvie xsnario. mezobelma amaze ukmexad upasuxa – Sen ra giJi xom ar ggonivar? qari Telavis mxridan uberavs da wamali me Semefrqveva da saxes da Tvalebs damizianebs, Tanac sul davsveldebi. ... erTi sityviT, dava imiT damTavrda, rom patelam auxsna, - Cemi vazi uwamli jiSisaa da Sens mier Sefrqveuli wamlis xsnari xeivnidan qarma sul Cemi vazebisken wamoiRo da xom xedav, ra dReSi Caagdo – albaT mTlad gaxmebao. mezobeli rodesac mixvda yvelafers, Zalian Sewuxda am ambiT, magram ra gaewyoboda, patela iZulebuli iyo diqtebi da lastebi miefarebina Tavisi vazebisaTvis im dros, rodesac mezobeli wamlida xeivans. Tavis uwamls ki saswrafod Cveulebrivi wyali Seasxura da cotaTi mainc Camorecxa. Semodgomaze ki uwamli vazebi sxva adgilze gadaitana. kidev kargi, rom vazebma ixares axal adgilSi.

amgvarad gadioda wlebi da patelas aRricxvis davTari ivseboda CanawerebiT. venaxSi ki gaCnda adgilobrivi jiSis vazis Zirebi. maT Soris: vazisubnis wiTeli Tavkveri patelas, anu patelaanTeuli; kaxuri


TiTa; kaxuri mwvane; mcivana kaxuri; mcivana patelaanTeuli; kaxuri Rrubela da sxva.

aqve minda aRvniSno, rom ara marto patelas Tanasoflelebi, aramed Telavidan, gurjaanidan, Tbilisidan Camosuli maRali kvalifikaciis specialistebi did Sefasebas aZleven patelas naxelavs.

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nugzar kodalaSvili ekonomikur-humanitaruli fakultetis samarTal- mcodneobis specialobis III k. warCinebuli studenti

bzobis dResaswauli eZRvneba nestans

gaiwkriales mwuxris zarebma aacmacunes mSrali enebi, muxlmodrekili qalis zmaneba jvars mimoiwers sveneb-svenebiT.

wyalkurTxeuli mrevlis winaSe, jvarmomarTuli qadagebs mRvdeli, wminda macxovris xatis win naSen rkinis kvarcxlbekze dneba sanTeli.

xmatkbilobs mrevli, adidebs ufals, zecas miswvdeba locviT – qadili, rogorc saxates mosili sufra, qalis nawnavebs faravs mandili.

yviTel silaSi mze Caesvena,

xSir wamwamebSi Camowva Cero


da cvrian bages – gamoscra enam, naCurCulebi – " mamao Cveno"...

Cveni locvebi daemTxva erTurTs, gvaqvs saziaro - wminda vedreba, muxlmoyrilebma vTxoveT maRal RmerTs, Seni kuTvnili bedniereba.

bzis koniT Semkul soWisfer xelebs dauRamdebaT sxvis ferebaSi, vici, dro ise gadamimterebs, ver Caverevi Sens cxovrebaSi. 2005

* * * cremlis nasufralia saqarTvelo diadi,

damSral mkerdis ZuZua – dakbenili godebiT, viT usanTlo taZarSi daCoqili wyvdiadi, qarTli Semosilia rwmenis didsulovnebiT.

Svilze nacad maxvilma - dedas gaupo guli, wiTel javSans icvamda amwvanebuli mxare, mwuxarebiT aRivso - wminda dResaswauli, mSoblis xelma gaTxara pirmSos sveli samare.

Sav mandilebs keravdnen mwvaniTU mosil mxareSi dedis cremlebi rwyavdnen sasaflaos niadags, mtrebis danaTareSi, rwmenis pirisfareSi, kurTxeuli samSoblo daWril mSobels miagavs.

daoblebul qarTul xmlebs Jangi ar vkidebaT, xelisgulebs elian oflgamSrali vadebi, rwmeniT aRzrdil qalwulebs cremlis moeridebaT da sayvarlis saflavebs Seamkoben vardebiT.

qarTul sulSi vin hpova daCoqili warsuli, an vin daabeCava siWabukis mizani, samomavlod anTia pirjvar gadasaxuli, qarTuli sispetakis – amaRlebis niSani.


wvimaze Seyvarebuli eZRvneba banqos dedofals

wvimda da wveTebs mohqondaT sevda, sulSi mdinared diodnen xmebi, grZnobam nakrZali fiqri gabeda, fiqriT wvimis wveTs krZalviT vexebi.

daumwyvdevia cas cisartyela, SeuCereblad dian wveTebi, gulma wvimaSi daasaxela visac udabnos gzaze veZebdi.

odesRac wvima vnebda gulis fiqrs, dRes ki igia gulis mkurnali, gankurnebuli wvimaSi dahqris guli, wvimisgan wveTnapkurali.

da rogorc wvima civ qvafenilze, Sen iRvrebodi grZnobebad gulze, gadagwurvoda Tma SiSvel mxrebze, wvimis wveTebi gyvaoda Tvalze.

Sen Semayvare zafxulis wvima, gamixalise mkvdari cxovreba, mas Semdeg mudam vumzer sawvimars roca Semipyrobs me monatreba.

maxsovs, gimzerdi mxatvris TvalebiT, rogorc wvimaSi daxatul tilos, dRes ki cxovrebam mqmna nawamebi, yovel mzian dRes unda vitiro!....

sami survili eZRvneba banqos dedofals

laqiT naRebma, jerT umanko, Zvlisfer TiTebma SeaTamaSes xelisgulSi banqos furclebi, Zmrisfer Tvalebma cisfer Tvalebs minariTmebma naqurd siyvaruls Caabares brmad gamocdebi.


ToTo TiTebma Seawyviles qaRaldi – qaRalds

da aacekves macdur banqos flidi kerpebi, Seni TiTebis simxurvale Tuki damqargavs, me banqos wyvilebs fiandazad gavetkepnebi.

Sens Secdomebis mtrad viqeci da dagamarcxe, ar ASevicode arc nakbeni bagis Civili, galaRebuli bavSvis laqa Camogarecxe da daginaxe gaSiSvlebul qalis RimiliT.

sami survili sam wyurvilad gadamiqcie, wyurvilmoukvlels ganmiaxle myis monatreba, mkerdi – sicrues, xolo zurgi me Semaqcie da momiteve survilebis – monanieba..

angelozis nafexuri eZRvneba ukvdavebis sabedos

me, romc davmalo Sendami grZnoba, Cvili Tvalebi mainc gamcemen, Tu ver SevZeli Seni gacnoba, grZnobebi gulSi laxvars Camcemen.

sevdian mzeriT gacileb mudam, TvalebiT gixsni tanjul siyvaruls, Senma Rimilma mTlad damimona da mimaCvia nacnob sinanuls.

Cems Tvalebs icnob, magram ver amCnev ras metyveleben mRvrie cremlebi. agurisfer tuCs kocnas davamCnev mivualerseb da gaveclebi.

mironi gacxes Sen sadedoflo, magram Tvalebi gaqvs mosanaTli, msurs Sens Rawvebze Camoviferflo viT mariamis xatze - RvTis madli.

vici damxev da fexs damabijeb, gamsres - uWkuos nabodvariviT.


magram mainc ver damamaxinjeb codvian xelis naqurdaliviT!...

ganaTebuli saqarTveloa

umwikvlo, - rogorc bavSvis Tvalebi, ubiwo, - rogorc qalwulis neba, umanko, - rogorc feriscvalebiT datyvevebuli bedniereba.

tanjuli , - rogorc Svilmkvdari deda, Cagruli, - rogorc qvrivi diaci, uiRblo, - rogorc Wabukis sevda gamowveuli qalis siamiT;

morwmune, – rogorc RmerTis msaxuri, brwyinvale, – rogorc Saravandedi, wminda, – rogoric RvTis samsaxuri, RvTiur mironiT cas Senadedi.

molxine, – rogorc qarTveli eri, bevrmomswre, – rogorc beris WaRara, marTali, – rogorc gulis namReri sasiyvarulo grZnobis amara.

siuxviT, – rogorc uSrobi mkerdi, aRvsili, – Cemi mTa da mdeloa, yovel qarTvelis wrfeli imedi, ganaTebuli saqarTveloa.

me, Sen da RmerTi eZRvneba banqos dedofals

daikapiwa mklavebi Ramem da ze aRapyro namgala mTvare. davexetebiT Rame Sen da me rogorc Cvil gulSi – grZnobis simTvrale.

fiWis bakanze keklucobs ali,


sanTlis namwvavSi iRvreba locva, muxlmodrekili qalwuli – qali bages gaapobs xatis sakocnad.

Tvalis RriWodan gaJonavs cremli da miecxoba macxovris saflavs. siyvaruli ki grZnobmonaceli ucnob sxeulSi fesvebs gaidgams.

me giqadageb brmad siyvarulze da Sens grZnobebSi gadavirevi, rogorc sxeulis norC safarvelze daRlili tyviis naiarevi.

suls damiSaqravs saflavis qvaze gametebuli cremlis naRvenTi da axirebul gulis Zaxilze gavimijnebiT me, Sen da RmerTi.

samTavisuri eZRvneba nestans

vinc Sen ar getrfis, yvela mxdalia, gulTamtanjvelis dagyva Sen bedi. simwuxreSic ki waumxdaria frTebmokvecili ToTo imedi.

ukadrisoba giSuqebs Tvalebs, tuCs gimarilebs – mware sityvebi, rad urCevniaT niWier qalebs, guliT Raribebs – suliT mdidrebi!?

mzemcenareebs qalis mklavebSi CamouSliaT cvris dalalebi, rogorc monastris Zvel sasanTleSi mxrebCamomdnari Taflis sanTlebi.

Sen megobari miwode guSin,


SemomanaTe Tvalebi mTvaris, uiaraRod damWeri gulSi, Rvinis usmelad mainc var mTvrali. Sen ar gcodnia sxvis TanagrZnoba da ar gqonia keTili guli, ar dagyolia didsulovneba da ziareba – samTavisuri.

Sorena kupataZe daibada 1987 wels marneulis raionSi. aris ssau marTvis saxelmwifo institutis samarTalmcodneobis specialobis II kursis warCinebuli studenti

mwuxare saqarTvelo ra ucnauri siCumea, ra ucnauri dRea... Cvens cxovrebaSi nel-nela dgeba erTmaneTs Soris civi Rrubeli. viRacas Sia, viRacas civa, viRaca kvdeba da ibadeba. me fexSiSveli daviCoqeb RvTismSoblis xatTan da SevTxov ase: "RmerTo Zliero da yivlis SemZlev" Sen aZliere qarTveli eri da miuteve ugnurT Secdoma,


SegTxov vedreviT: netav dagvidges Jami lamazi, yvela RimiliT iyurebodes, aRar ismodes Cvens samSobloSi ymaTa tirili, xalxTa godeba, mxolod ismodes tkbil nanasaviT saydris guguni, zarTa rekvis xma da yvela erTad ufals SesTxovdes: "aaRorZine eri qarTveli, raTa Cven SevZloT gavaZlieroT Cveni samSoblo RvTiswilxvdomili."

dedas deda, miyvarxar, Zlier miyvarxar. ar migatoveb arasdros, ara. minda icode Cemo dediko, me Senze tkbili aravin ar myavs. yovelTvis, marad, ZilSi da cxadSi memaxsovreba me Seni saxe, minda icodes, yvelam icodes Cemo dediko, , Cemo mSobelo, dedaze tkbili aravin aris am wuTisoflis xanmokle gzaze. da vici isic, Sens amags deda ver gadavixdi mTeli cxovreba. me Sevecdebi kargi moqceviT gamovasworo Cemi Secdoma da amiT, deda, Senc gagaxaro, isev da isev vecdebi deda. imedis SuqiT agivso guli


da Tu aqamde guli gatkine Cemi giJuriqcevebis gamo, gTxov, mapatio Cemo dedao! gjerodes deda, Cemi gjerodes rom meyvareba isev da isev Seni Zvirfasi lamazi saxe.

lamazi maTxovari me vnaxe maTxovari cisferi TvalebiT, is iyo qali guliT da vedrebiT mas xeli lamazad zecisken aRepyro da loculobda - "RmerTo Seminde" Tu ram Cavidine miutevebeli, me xom mona var, cxovrebis mona, Cems cxovrebaSi wamomcda mxolod erTi ram uceb... es iyo sityvebi: "RmerTi ar aris" radgan dambada ase maTxovrad, magram imedi yovelTvis meqneba, mova wuTebi, lamazi wuTebi da im maTxovars, lamaz maTxovars, RmerTi ar datovebs ase xelgawvdils da lamaz Tvalebs aRar moadgeba cremli unugeSo.


patieba

iqneb mapatio, iqneb damiviwyo Zveli tkivilebic aRar gaixseno, magram me vici Sen ar daiviwyeb da patara guls male gamiciveb. me isev waval, isev dagSordebi, Sen mobrundebi, male damiZaxeb, magram me ukvr Sengan Sors viqnebi.... ........... ........ .......... ........ ............

peizaJi zRvaze xmeleTis napirs exeTqeba zRvis urCi talRa, da qaric aqeT – iqiT aqanebs palmebs oqrosfer qviSas saxeze gvayris da iqve axlos, zRvis napirs miuyveba lamazi qali. axla, am wuTSi misi gulic hgavs am zRvis mRelvare talRebs; qali miuyveba zRvis napirs Cumad da elodeba zRvis mefes gulads.. ismina lurjma zRvam misi sityvebi da ausrula gulis nadebi....

kvk


mzia maRaldaZe daibada 1949 wels. zodiaqo – xari(kuro). xaSuris # 6 saSualo skolis istoriisa da xatvis pedagogi. leqsebs wers 1960- iani wlebidan.

xeebi dganan xeebi, SiSvel xelebiT, da gazafxulis mosvlas elian... dganan mxargaSliT, axlis imediT, totebi mzisken gauwvdeniaT. dganan xeebi, SiSvel xelebiT, JuJuna wvimas elodebian da rom SeeZloT, ar daucdian, sul yvavilebad afeTqdebian. dganan xeebi...

Rumeli Cumad miyveba zRapars, da wiflis cecxliT maTbobs, mec Cumad vusmen da Tan vgrZnob , rom ara var marto. gareT Rame dgas frTxilad da sarkmelidan micqers,


ocneba frTebs Slis, (albaT, zomavs gasafren sivrces) me ki Rumelis gverdiT vzivar da Cumad vTbebi, waval, - gaqreba, moval – RuRunebs rogorc mtredi. cocxal kaciviT sunTqavs, fiqriT savse aqvs mkerdi, ra qnas, usazRvrod uyvars, roca usxedan gverdiT.

leqsi me simReris dros davibade, simis TrTolvidan, roca pirveli gazafxulis wvima movida. maisis TveSi gavifurCqne da gaviSale, pawawasaviT gavucine zecis lurj Tvalebs. zRvis talRebidan amovfrindi TeTri Tolia da ucnaurma sulis JrJolvam amiyolia. mas Semdeg vumRer mzes da silurjes, zRvas da siyvaruls Tavze vevlebi, da zecas vuwvdi sulis sinaTles sufTa xelebiT.


* * * patara gulSi galaxuli

bavSviviT ijda, cremlad daRvrili Tvalcimcima lurji ocneba, xolo dReebi midiodnen nela da dinjad, midiodnen da gulgrilobiT gagaocebdaT.

xis kenwerodan moismoda mercxlis WikWiki, gaxarebuli gazafxuls da mzes SemReroda. aivnis win ki , mwyemsi biWi asakvneseblad, salamurs Tlida winaparTa, lerwmis Rerodan.

tyeSi saakvne xes eZebda

mSromeli kaci, da SiSisagan aJrJolebdaT fiWvebs da kaklebs... quCis pirad ki fiqrianad idgnen saxlebi, da Rimilian Tvals ayolebdnen vardisfer akvnebs.

xolo dReebi midiodnen nela da dinjad, midiodnen da gulgrilobiT gagaocebdaT....

* * *


farTxalebs guli, farTxalebs guli, rogorc maxeSi gabmuli Citi, maqvs mwuxareba, maqvs gazafxulic.. maqvs mRelvareba patara eWvic..., da daval ase, damaqvs wyaloba bunebisagan boZebul niWis....

nino meyanwiSvili daibada 1968 wels, qarelis r-nSi. wera daiwyo 13 wlis asakSi. misi Semoqmedebis ZiriTadi Tema siyvarulia. amJamad cxovrobs ruseTSi

zRva da siyvaruli zRvasaviT wynari da zRvasaviT saSiSi, me axla or ferSi gxedav. miyvarxar, rodesac zRvasaviT wynari xar, gaRmerTeb, rodesac RelavQ! da roca horizonts Seamkobs daisi, mzis sxivi talRebSi lRveba, matyvevebs uzomo sicocxlis xalisi, aseve uzomo vneba.. miyvarxar, rodesac zRvasaviT wynari xar, gaRmerTeb, rodesac RelavQ!


* * * gamoucnobi bilikebiT movdivar Sensken

xelis cecebiT ekliani gavlie Sara, Tan momyvebian beTaniis sveli freskebi gzas dasasruli ar hqonia, ara da ara!

gamogonebul siamayes vamsxvrev broliviT, ferumarilis samoseli gavxade grZnobebs; zogjer arafrad mimaCnia Seni dakargva, Tumca warsuli mourCenel Wrilobebs tovebs...

umisamarTod damatarebs, - qari swrafia! amaoebam Caiara mwuxri vedrebiT, damtveril quCas Ramis lurji feri CaRvria da mis survilebs uxmod vnebdebi. 05. 02. 99

* * * qarTa srbolaSi sul gacvivda am verxvs foToli, Camoacremla dRem Tavisi ufero sivrce. .....da es ambavi im dRes hgavda raRac mogonils, patara bavSvs rom dedamiwa xelebSi misces... qarTa srbolaSi ra uRmerTod gaSiSvlda verxvi....


* * * da kidev erTi uRimRamo gaTavda Rame SeifrTxiala alionze ucnobma dilam mielaquca cis tatnobi uzrunvel gvamebs da patiosan sxeulebs ki gaawna sila wiTlad Ruoda ganTiadi nacnob cargvalze eSmakeulni xiTxiTebdnen iverT taZarze. 26. 01. 99

* * * Camixuteben civi mklavebiT Ramis usaxo, bneli landebi, me gaxelili mrCeba Tvalebi da jojoxeTSi mivemarTebi. Savi wyvdiadi samares mohgavs, sxeuli kvdeba, suli mawamebs, ukun RameSi sicocxle mosTqvams, romelic asjer daasamares. 26 . 03. 99


nino nadiraSvili daibada 1964 wels q. quTaisSi. 1994wels daamTavra Tbilisis ivane javaxiSvilis sax. saxelmwifo universitetis filologiis fakulteti mxatvruli Semoqmedeba-kritikis specialobiT . cxovrobs q. xaSurSi. hyvs meuRle da sami Svili: ani, uta da cotne

* * * Cemi cudi qarTveli

Sens kargs rom vamjobino, nu damZraxav amisTvis ucxoelo Zmobilo.

rom metkinos misi bedi ubedobiT beWduli uzneobas nu damyvedri amad nuRa memduri.

imas Cemi uduRs sisxli avia Tu kargia, uWvretia zeca misxliT qarTul fiqriT dardians.

imas Cemi udgas ena ( me Sensasac vafaseb) masze dardma Tu damsera, Tu Sevvedri aTasebs –

amiT Sen ar dageCrdilos samegobro fiqrebi. Cemi xalxis, maTi wesis mudam metrfe viqnebi.


* * * "yvelas raRaca aqvs saxsovari" Tavs vekiTxebi – CemTan ra xdeba? yvela zRapari msgavsad iwyeba yvela zRapari msgavsad mTavrdeba. iyo da ... marTla iyo Tu ara dRes visgan eli marTal ganaCens.... mravalma wyalma Camoiara, tyuils marTlisgan viRa gaarCevs raki mzec aTbobs irgvliv Tanabrad msurs saidumlod gagiziaroT: - me vrCebi lurji zRapris amara, Tqven cxadSi gtovebT bedisziarno!

χχ 1989 wels, gzaSi amedevna ucnobi ymawvili, rogorc ki gamosaubreba moaxerxa, mxolodRa is mkiTxa, Tu ra yvavili miyvarda. meore dRes dapirebul dros momarTva 20 vardis kokrebis Taiguli arc mas ukiTxavs, arc me miTqvams Cemi saxeli... ra saxeli gaqvT ar mniSvnelobs lamazo Cemo. - vardebi giyvarT? xval giboZebT lamaz Taiguls niSnad siwmindis da silamazis.... oci kokori – gauSleli mSvenebis wyaro Tqvengan saCuqrad rom miviRe


ucnobo Cemo dResac yvavian Cemi sulis labirinTebSi dResac mafiqrebs gamoucnob survilTa Cero. zRaprul fiqrebis mzeWabukebi gamicocxleT da TiTos oci suli CaudgiT aTi wlis Semdgom vfiqrob Tqvenze vfiqrob vardebze gisvamT SekiTxvebs da Tavadve gepasuxebiT. ra umanko da nazi iyo Rimili QTqveni ra ucnauri – survili da dasaCuqreba minda icodeT rom maxsovxarT Tund usaxelod – da fiqrSi mainc , lamazia Cveni cxovreba. 20. 01. 99

Cemo lazare

Senni tkivilni vin moTvalos Cemo lazare, sad ar gvemosa kosmiuri Seni sxeuli; ver gemsaxure, verc verafriT ver gagaxare da godeb Cumad, ganaxlebas gadaCveuli.

ramdeni dRea sarkofagSi gZinavs mumiad, ramdeni dRea mgloviared reken zarebi, Seni sxeuli kvlav uxrwneli da saTuTia, CvenSi imedad da legendad daiarebi.

"AaRsdeq lazare! " – rogor veli am RvTiur sityvebs, "AaRsdeq lazare! " Jami aris ukve gankiTxvis. es molodini saukuneT peSvSi daitevs, "aTasi weli " – viTar dRe iTqmis.


Cemo lazare, saficari Sen xar alagi, Cemo lazare , aRzevebuls minda gxedvide. dawurulia ziarebad wminda badagi, mec mzad var Seni mzisTvis vesvide. 30. 10. 98

* * * rogor gaxunda Cemi CiTi ferad-feradi, saiT gafrinda Cemi Citi frena-frena-fri... ratom viwvodi, ras velodi, risTvis vRelavdi, nuTu cxovrebav sul esa xar fenad-fenadi...

Cemi mziTvebi ( Cems meuRles daTo metrevels)

Cemi mziTvebi uCumrad rom Tan mogitane morcxvad arian da lodinis samefos mkvidrni elian naTlis uuTeTres gamovlinebas. arc "ludoviko", arc "rokoko", arc "reJansia" Cemi mziTvebis stilisa da gvaris niSani. arc wiTeli xiT nakeTia, arc stavra-farCiT. Cemi mziTvebi ar Seavsebs arc hols, arc "kedels", arc daaokebs mezoblebis mwvel cnobiswadils.

isini mSvidad Tavsdebian mozrdil CanTaSi, arc " servisiviT" mtvrevadia... da arc modidan gadasvlas ufrTxis. isini TeTrze molurjo ferad mokirwlulan viT ca varskvlaviT. daatareben Cems sevdas, tkivils. da iSviaTad did sixarulsac. Tan vardisferi bafTa – optimizmi dasdevT arSiad.


ai leqsebi – moriale fiqrebis sarke Cemi mziTevi da saganZuri uZvirfasesi. qarTuli sityviT mZivad asxmuli odiseaa Cemi grZnobebis. aq – penilopes sasaxleSi Sen Cagabare rac gamovtace Relvasa da qaraSotT JamTa. RmerTo! poetis gzebiT matare rom gulma igrZnos, eniT ki gavTqva! 1998 w.

leri nozaZe ssssu ekonomikuri kibernetikis kaTedris docenti

* * * elvisebur siswrafiT gvSordebian miznebi, isec Zneli cxovreba gvdevnis siurprizebiT. TiTqos erTi SexedviT Sedarebad ar varga: Tvali ver Sevague bilw qmedebebs mTavarTa. ra vuwodo mtarvalTa saxis aseT sixistes, roca sulSi Ralatis eqo adgils imkvidrebs? minda SegZraT kiviliT! vnaxoT zusti gamoTqma, gaviazroT, davfiqrdeT, - ras velodiT, ra moxda! erTi mcdari nabiji mizans dasvams yiraze, dardi maxrCobs, am svlebiT rac mogvelis, - imaze!


qalbaton ana kalandaZes

ra Seni bralia, Tu trfialSi daSvrebi! Sen xom odiTganve mis leqsis mona xar! gangeb rom dagaTros maisma, - ras Svrebi... "rodesac pepela vardis rtos monaxavs"?

natrob gagiRimos bedma mxolod axla, aq, dasaxaneblad leqsTa savaneSi. atyob migixvda da wamsve SegaTanxma: sxvagan... satrfialod sad unda gaeSvi?...

mxolod aq ipovi wams, "rogorc pepela" leqsebiT usazRvrod aamo qalbatons... saxes "alisferi TviTnebur Seferavs", dae, gulmac gagces, dRemde uRalatom....

ra Seni bralia, Tu trfialSi daSvrebi! Sen xom odiTganve leqsebis mona xar! Tund TqeSi mogiwyos maisma, - gaSrebi! "rodesac pepela vardis rtos monaxavs".

sapovnela ra maxarebs? - TqvenTvis kargi, asaxsneli martivad. roca gxedavT momRimares, - araferic ar mtkiva! guli ise ancad merCis - viRorZineb maradJams! rom Tqven riTmis gancdad SegrCeT yvela muqi - gamarjnda!

* * * dRisiT, cotasac Tu wavuZineb, - ai, amas hqvia dasveneba. axlac: Subls mirujavs zRvis niavi...


da vTvli, ase mSvidic mas mere var... rac aq Zalze wynari dReebia, mwveli, kaSkaSa mzec saalersod. brazic, talRebs odnav moreuli "gangeb, plaJs mTlad TqvenTvis ganagebso" - gviTxra mzem, Casvlis win, gasamxnevad, (vmzerdiT dasaliers, mowiTalos.) xvalac amoval da mTel qveyanas movrTav laJvardiT da ZowiTao.

nostalgia

viqceviT araraobad amags Tu Tavi varideT. me... Taobebze vdaob da vsaTuTob Tan, amTaviTve: sanam SemogvrCa unari mivuswroT bolo naRverdals, Torem, Tu.... guli gacivda - salamsac veRar gavbedavT.... sanam saamo gancdebi mexsierebas SemogvrCa, SemogvrCa Cveva - wadili erTurTisaTvis gveloca.... modiT, gavtexoT navsi da erTmaneTs SemovuZaxoT! sxva arvin gvetyvis, - guls nu mtkenT, ase Sori-Sors nu xarTo! sanam Zala gvaqvs, STavberoT suli da - Zmobis naRverdals, Torem, Tu ... nervi Cagviqra, salmis Tqmas veRar gavbedavT!

davicvaT mama - papaTa siamaye da mzeoba,

Torem, wavxdebiT, gverqmeva


saZraxi memkvidreoba! mTeli SegnebiT veswrafoT da mivaRwioT sisrules, Torem, Tu gadaveCvieT salamsac aRar visurvebT!

sasurveli p.s.: ra dagiSaveT aseTi ...

jvarze rom gvakrav suyvelas! Sen rom gvaxseneb , - da-Zmobas Cvengan romelma uyela?

26 maisi

dRes ar aris SvileboDdRe – rigiTi uqme! zari Tavisuflebis dahkravs, daiquxebs da ers gamoaRviZebs, erTobisken uxmobs, unda gverdi-gverd davdgeT, "Tavi SeviwuxoT!"

vbedav, -kvlav SegaxsenoT, naTlad daganaxoT - ra gvaqvs samaradJamod SigniT, gulT axlos! gamorCeul eris SvilT, qeduxrelad naomarT – ra niSani gadasdevT Taobidan – Taobas!

gamarjvebis silaRe, xalxis monapovari niadag dasacavi rom iyo da rom ari – unda SevisisxlxorcoT Cvenc, rom sindiss vendoT! laba - xarad SevudgeT miwas saxaverdos!

iciT? Tavisufali eri – lamazia! maSin gulsac uxaris, roca yvelgan mzea! maSin sxivi artaxebs Semoaxsnis striqons, sityvas fasi edeba, rogorc Zvirfas liTons!

dasawevad, SexedviT aCqarebul epoqas Tundac erTi Wabukis SemarTeba eyofa!


- oRond gadmoxede da gasaqani miec win! xom Cvenc gadmogvabertye, - madls rom anawilebdi!

igi isev CvenSia, - magram, raRac.. gvianobs!

Tuki rame SegvSlia,- gvarqvi,- mogvaWkviano... miuCine ers Tavis sakadrisi adgili, RmerTo! SuRli, mkvleloba nuRar aris advili... damoukideblobis gugunebdes eqo! Cvens ers Tavis Rirseba Ddaubrune RmerTo!

JorJi (daviT) reviSvili teqn.mecn. kandidati. daamTavra moskovis msubuqi mrewvelobis geqnologiis instituti, iyo quTaisis tyav-fexsacmlis kombinatis mTavari inJineri, direqtori; amJamad teqnik. universitetis docentia

* * * leqsi ram damawerina?...

ki ara muzis yivilma, - xandisxan gulSi xalisma da bevrma gulistkivilma. poetad igi iTvleba, sityvas Tu cecxli edeba Tu azrs maRals da moxdenils fuZeSi sibrZne edeba.


ra minda?! gaRma gasvlisa msurvelTa, ukuRma migvyavs borani vaJa

vin da rad politikosobs? vin poetobas ibralebs?! vai, rom bevri es "vai" posts eZebs, xalxs ar ibralebs. nu damabralebT nurafers, sityva kargad ver wavwvere, sasmenad ver valamaze, samRerad sul ver davwere. me ver viqnebi akaki, vaJa an galaktioni, Tumc sxvaze aranaklebad miyvars mtkvari da rioni. minda: rom Cemi qveyana dilas xalisiT xvdebodes, xalxs goni dabrunebodes, tyuils da marTals xvdebodes. minda mSromelis marjvena CarCobaSi ar cdebodes, rom Cemi xalxi brZenobdes, ase xSirad ar cdebodes. ar minda yovel kuTxeSi xelgaSverili mxvdebodes, uwamlobiT da SimSiliT CvenSi rom vinme kvdebodes. ar minda, ara, ar minda qarTuli kera qrebodes, qalebi sxvas msaxurebdnen, Zma ki Zmas eurCebodes. ar minda sindis-namusi


qarTvelebSi rom qrebodes, dedis – mSobelis uxamsi gineba yurSi mxvdebodes. ar minda, - visac rwmena da erovneba aqvs nacvali, ar minda iyidebodes winaparT ZvalTa sacavi. ar minda is, vinc cruobiT cinizmis mTaze avida, qveynis simdidre-dovlaTi sazRvargareT rom gavida. ar minda borotmoqmedi, qveynis beRelis gamcleli, ar minda mZarcvels icavdes gadamTieli damcveli. minda vxedavde mSromelebs, mcodneT da marTlis mTqmelebsa. aba, rad minda mTavroba, ZarcviT rom iTbobs xelebsa? minda rom mec visvenebde mTaSi, zRvaze da naZvnarSi, ar minda Cems xalxs vxedavde viRacis gamonacvalSi.

minda rom xalxis rCeuli xalxisve iyos damcveli da rom qveyanas marTavdnen kacni da ara mZarcvelni. minda mSromelis naSromi qurdisgan iyos daculi, ar minda simarTlis kari xalxisTvis iyos daxSuli. minda vSromobde, viRvwode, (cxovreba SromiT daviwye.) samSoblosaTvis erT wmida


sanTlad mec minda daviwve. 2000 w.

RmerTo wamogveSvele! sofelo, Cemo mSobelo, Cemo mzev Cemo mTvareo, minda gefero-mefero, ixare, gamaxareo. tyeo, mTis mkerdsmiqargulo barSi – jejilo mwvaneo, miwav nakurTx nam napkuro, guli Sen mogabareo. tvino TviTqebiT garTulo Tavi rad gaimwareo, xan avTan gadaxlarTulo, qveynisTvis moicaleo. RmerTo, dardi guls dakruli simReriT Semicvaleo. ena da kera qarTuli ufro amZlavre xvaleo, azri da suli Wirkruli gagvijansaRe maleo, gvasmine Zmuri , erTguli sityva: " Sen genacvaleo". swori gzis povna gaWirda, gamCeno mogvexmareo, sulis mZRoloba rakiRa TviTonve daivaleo. senma dagvjabna , roca Sen RrublebSi daimaleo, Tavs dagvanaTe, madli hqen, Seni mze moelvareo!


guli mReris

modioda dRe ivnisis DdRemaRali; horizontze mTvare miwas ecleboda; baRSi idga gogo-gedi yelmaRali, TvalmomRimars loyebi ecremleboda.

foTlebs Soris sxivTan Citi TamaSobda, maTrobeli qroda hangi frinvelT stvenis . gogos gulSi ki is sityva navardobda, " miyvarxaro" naCurCulebs kvlav rom elis.

Semofrinda vaJi, tuCma tuCi naxa

da CurCuliT sityva trfobis gaicvala. gogom vardi gulTan frTxilad Seinaxa. dro garboda, foTlebi sul daicvara.

Tendeboda. wyvili cvrian balaxs Telis. siCumeSi ismis xmebi gulis Zgeris. gogos Tvalebs uxmod esmis biWis mzeris, gulSi gulad guli Cajda, guli mReris.

xareba

dRes xarebaa – RvTismSobels RvTiurma xmam rom axara. RvTisa Svilisa Casaxvam Rrubeli rom gadayara. dRes xarebaa nanatri, naocnebari rom axda, RvTisa nebiTa wmindanSi RvTis mogzavnili Casaxlda. RmerTma xalxs gamougzavna mZleveli umecrebisa. dResac mas veliT, dResac dgas


zvaoba xalxis mtrebisa. ra cudi bedi gvqonia, kargs rom arafers gvpirdeba, daavadebul Cems xalxs dRes RvTis daxmareba sWirdeba. vocnebob, sanTliT daveZeb, vinaa igi mSobeli gamougzavnos samSoblos sibnelis damamxobeli. 2000 w.

roland sinataSvili universitetis dacvis samsaxuris TanamSromeli. policiis polkovniki. daamTavra i. WavWavaZis saxelobis ucxo enaTa da i. gogebaSvilis saxelobis pedagogiuri universitetebi.

* * * emsaxure qarTvelebs da ganadide saqarTvelo! uZveles qarTul kanonSi SaviTa TeTrze weria: ar gaixado batonad moZale, ucxo eria! Tafls Sigan kuprs Tu gaurev gijobs SesWamo ...... vinc amas ar Seasrulebs, moRalate da Steria. ar darCa dafasebuli, namsaxurevi bevria bagrationi, stalini, orjonikiZe, beria,


nagavi gadaayares, ra dagvrCa? – marto mtveria. ar surdaT qarTuli nana, Congurze dasamReria rusisgan damcirebulebs dasagleji aqvT wveria. sxvaTa msaxuri qarTveli aris gamxmari Reria, saTamaSoa, masxara, buStiviT gasaberia. SeniT iSrome, ivarge – xeli nu gagiSveria, Sens Semdeg qveynad datove – jiSmtkice naSieria. moxvedi? kvali sikeTis, dastove Sesaferia, akeTe saqme qarTuli, ar darCe rogorc mweria, axare Seni samSoblo, mospe, gandevne mteria, daviTis saqmes misdie , - gagvixdi myinvarwveria!

* * * mteri utevs saqarTvelos dRisiT, RamiT.... Sen! xalxs Zarcvav, avsebuli gvelis SxamiT.... gifiqria saqarTvelos momavalze erTi wamiT?..... exmarebi gaWirvebuls fuliT, puriT siTbo – wamliT?... "Cemi deda" .. usindisod rom iZaxi nabiWvari, Tavze risxvas dagatexavs yovlisSemZle qristes jvari......

vumReroT qarTvel mSvenier qalebs pawawina, mimzidveli, modis nana gaxaria. samegrelos asuls vumRer, Cems gulSi zis ra xania. 08. 03. 05


* * * besikma rom sTqva: "tano, tatano..." es elenea Zmano da dano. gixmobs sxeuli qalur simReriT, vmaRldebi kaci - me misi mzeriT. 08. 03. 05

Cemi da Cveni 1. dedaCemi, Cemi debi, Cemi coli, Svili. dRes Tu Cems Tavs kacada vgrZnob aris maTi wvlili. 2. mze, sinaTle da sicocxle.... iZra dedamiwa.... iyo Cveni da darCeba liaxvi da riwa

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kafiebi giorgi zariZes

xmals nu Caageb qarqaSSi, gaficeb Cvensa Zmobasa. sabrZolo leqsebs qarTvelni veliT aRdgoma – bzobasa.

qarTuli droSiT dadixar qarTveli kaci mTieli. movspoT da ar gavaxaroT mteri da gadamTieli. 18. 03. 05

levan qviSxeli profesori, ssau geodeziis kaTedris gamge, biznesis akademiis wevri, mecnierebis damsaxurebuli moRvawe

fiqrebi bavSvobis cis qveS ( ambavi bavSvobis pirveli siyvarulisa) Cven yvelani Cveni bavSvobidan movdivarT antuan de sent egziuperi vuZRvni gardacvlili megobrebis xsovnas zafxulobiT Cems sofelSi, Cems deduleTSi, qviSxeTSi mixdeba xolme dasveneba. am sofelSi davibade da aqve gavatare bavSvobac. am bolo xanebSi, saRamoobiT, xSirad vzivar aivanze da varskvlavebiT moWedili cisa da mTvaris


Suqze fiqrebSi viZirebi. ar vici, meCveneba Tu marTlac asea, aq varskvlavebi yvelaze axlosaa da yvelaze mkafiod kaSkaSeben da ai, am fonze arc Tu iSviaTad, Cemi cxovrebis yvela periods gadavxedav xolme da garkveul Sefasebas vaZlev ganvlil gzas, gansakuTrebiT ki bavSvoba mizidavs. sof. qviSxeTi erT-erTi ulamazesi adgilia saqarTvelos Tvalwarmtac bunebis wiaRSi. is Sefenilia mTawmindis goraze da gadaSlilia xaSurisaken mimarTul velebze. sofeli garSemortymulia wiwviani da foTlovani tyeebiT, sadac Warbobs wifeli da naZvi. qviSxeTTan iqve axlos, taSiskrisa da saTivis xeobaSi, miedineba mdinare mtkvari, - bevris momswre da mnaxveli. swored reliefis aseTi nairferovneba ganapirobebs am soflis gansakuTrebul klimats, romelic zafxulobiT andamativiT izidavs damsvenebelTa did nakads. qviSxeTi saqveynod cnobilia, rogorc bavSvTa dasasvenebeli, gamajansaRebeli kera. saqarTvelos yoveli kuTxidan modian aq bavSviani ojaxebi. gansakuTrebiT Tbilislebi arian Seyvarebulni qviSxeTis warmtac bunebasa, wyalsa da haerze. qviSxeTs gansakuTrebuli popularuloba mweralTa dasasvenebelma saxlma moutana, romelic dimitri yifianis sacxovrebel saxlSia ganTavsebuli da sadac yovelwliurad isvenebs saqarTvelos gamoCenili mweralTa sazogadoeba da inteligencia. es tradicia jer kidev dimitri yifianis ojaxidanaa damkvidrebuli, -- sadac ikribeboda saqarTvelos imdroindeli cnobili inteligencia da SeiZleba iTqvas, rom qviSxeTi, Tbilisis Semdgom, sazogado moRvaweTa TavSeyris meore sayvareli adgili iyo. aq Cvens saxelovan mwerlebs mravali RirsSesaniSnavi nawarmoebi SeuqmniaT. isic cnobilia , rom im


avadsaxsenebel 1937 wels qviSxeTSi daapatimres qarTveli eris Rirseuli Svili, saqveynod cnobili mwerali mixeil javaxiSvili( ra vicodi, rom gavidoda dro da wlebi da me da mixeil javaxiSvilis SviliSvili ramaz SiSniaSvili Tanakurselebi da megobrebi gavxdebodiT!). da ai, dRes , me ukve sakmao wlebiT damZimebuli, vzivar aivanze da fiqrebSi Rrmad Cafluls maxsendeba bavSvobis pirveli siyvarulis saTavgadasavlo istoria. dameTanxmebiT, bavSvobis siyvarulis gareSe dedamiwaze adamiani ar arsebobs; amasTan, mas yvela sxvadasxvanairad aRiqvams da ganicdis; zogs usruldeba kidevac, zogisTvis ki auxdenel ocnebad rCeba. vilaparako qviSxeTze da araferi vTqva mTawmindaze, - mkrexeloba iqneba. qviSxeTs samxreT-dasavleTiT emijneba mTa, sadac mosaxleobam aaSena eklesia da mas mTawmindisa uwoda. igi saukuneebs iTvlis. sofels dawesebuli aqvs " mTawmindobis dResaswauli". is aRdgomis wina, - didi xuTSabaTidan, - merve xuTSabaTsaa da yovelwliurad RamisTeviT aRiniSneba. bavSvobaSi erTi Rame mec maqvs iq gaTenebuli. minda didi madliereba gamovTqva mTawmindis wminda Zalisadmi, romlis mfarveloba mudam Tan mdevs dResac da albaT Cems STamomavlobasac gadaecema misi madli. ambavi bavSvobis auxdeneli pirveli siyvarulisa, romelic me minda mogiyveT, mTeli cxovreba ar mcildeba, rogorc ki saSualeba meZleva Tvali gadavavlo Cems ganvlil cxovrebas, mexsierebaSi pirvelad yovelTvis bavSvobis wlebi amotivtivdeba xolme kinokadrebiviT dalagebuli TanmimdevrobiT. vfiqrob, Cemi monaTxrobi mkiTxvels sakuTar Tavgadasavalsac gadauSlis Tvalwin da am ambavs amitomac vixseneb.


iyo daaxloebiT 1943 wlis Semodgomis miwuruli. sofeli ukve TovlisaTvis emzadeboda, cotas kidec Tovda. mogexsenebaT, CvenSi , Tovas rom daiwyebs, SeiZleba erT RameSi imdeni moTovos, rom meore dRes gareTac veRar gamoxvide, swored ase moxda maSinac, Cven im dRes erTi mezoblis biWis saxlSi viyaviT, vusxediT Rumels da vyvebodiT soflisa da qveynis ambebs, rasac im dros Cveni Tvalsawieri swvdeboda. maSin arc televizori iyo, arc radio da arc ganaTeba; maSindeli bavSvebi axlandelebisagan sagrZnoblad gansxvavdebodnen; axlandelebs, rogorc qalaqad, ise soflad, informaciis ganuzomeli SesaZleblobebi gaaCniaT, rac maTs ganviTarebas uwyobs xels, magram me vfiqrob, pirveli siyvarulis gancdebi da ocnebebi mudam nacnobi simZafriT gamoixateba bavSvebis gonebasa da cxovrebaSi. amdenad, is rom Cveni Sekrebis Tema siyvarulze saubriT gagrZelda, gasakviri ar aris. axla aRar maxsovs, vin wamoviwyeT am Temaze saubari, magram Tvalwin midgas, bolos rogori CxubiT damTavrda. Cxubis mizezi ki is gaxldaT, rom yvela iq myofi, da maT Soris mec, - gamotyda, rom uyvarT Cvens mezoblad mcxovrebi gogona nazibrola. roca mec gamovxate Cemi azri, Tqven sulelebi xom ara xarT, nazibrola me miyvars da aravis ar dagiTmobTo, - erT-erTma biWma Cemsken gamoiwia da damemuqra: arc gaifiqro! nazibrola Cemia da aravis ar davuTmobo! cxadia, am gancxadebas Cemi kategoriuli protesti mohyva da es gaxda Cxubis sababic. me da im biWma rogorc SevZeliT, erTmaneTs Tavpiri davamtvrieT. trabaxSi ar CamomarTvaT, magram, CxubSi gamarjvebuli me gamovedi da rogorc am dros xdeba xolme, damarcxebulic da danarCenebic Cems mxares gadmovidnen da rogorc gamarjvebulma, davimkvidre nazibrolas siyvaruli, Tumca amis Sesaxeb , ra


Tqma unda, man araferi icoda, faqtobrivad calmxrivi iyo. ar gasula didi xani da momxdari Cxubi da misi mizezi gaxmaurda da cnobili gaxda mezobelTa garkveuli nawilisaTvis da cxadia, aman bevrs Rimili mohgvara; miTqma-moTqmac gamoiwvia. kulminacias ki maSin miaRwia, roca erT sabediswero dRes, erT-erTma ufrosi Taobis warmomadgenelma, sruliad SemTxveviT, me da nazibrola dagviWira, dagvsva cigaze , migvarbeninebda quCaSi da Tan gahyviroda: " aba gamatareT, mefe-dedofali momyavso!" ambis aseT gagrZelebas arc me da , miTumetes arc nazibrola ar eloda. am movlenam garkveuli protestis gamoxatvis sababi misca nazibrolas. cxadia, mec Zlier davimorcxve da orive CaviketeT sakuTar TavSi da nazibrolasTan yovelgvar kontaqts veridebodi, gavurbodi. ara da Cvens asakSi siyvarulis gamJRavneba advili saqme ar iyo. erTi wlis Semdeg SevediT skolaSi. pirvel klasSi me da nazibrola erTad vswavlobdiT da Cveni maswavlebeli misi deda iyo. cxadia, dedamisma Cveni urTierTobis ambavi icoda da eWvis sababs aZlevda, rom Cveni erT klasSi swavla SesaZlebelia namdvili siyvarulis axali sababi gamxdariyo da daiwyo Cemi Seviwroeba, raTa CamoveSorebine qaliSvilisaTvis, vaiTu siyvaruls swavlaSi xeli SeeSala... vigrZeniT, ra Cemze umizezo Tavdasxmebi, dedaCemma gadawyvita sxva skolaSi gadaveyvane. asec moviqeciT. skola mezobel sofelSi mdebareobda. sxva skolaSi gadasvlam Sedegi gamoiRo: Cveni Sexvedrebi iSviaTi gaxda. amis fonze siyvarulis yoveldRiuri gancdac Sesustda, Tumca is bavSvuri, CemTvis dResac auxsneli gancda siyvarulisa, cxadia , ar gamqrala. igi gulis siRrmeSi CaiZira da epizoduri Sexvedrebis dros mainc maxsenebda Tavs.

saRamoobiT nazibrolas mezoblis, anu Cveni megobris, nodaris ezoSi vikribebodiT da ZiriTadi


garToba daxuWobana iyo xolme. erTxelac, damalvis mizniT me, iura da bondo nazibrolas ezoSi gadavediT da, Tan isic vicodiT, rom nazibrolas ezoSi naadrevi blis xeebi idga. avediT xeebze da daviwyeT krefa. me saxlTan axlos viyavi da vxedavdi, rom

nazibrola SuSabandSi ijda. gadavwyvite axlos

mivsuliyavi masTan da asec moviqeci. iuram da bondom saxlTan mosiarule rom viRac dainaxes, - saxlidan gamosuli egonaT, Camoxtnen xeebidan da Tavqudmoglejilebi gaiqcnen. isini rom gaqceulebi davinaxe, vifiqre raRac moxda-meTqi da mec Tavqudmoglejili gamovekide ukan. isini, ukan midevnebulis sirbilis xmaze, rac SeeZloT, sirbils umatebdnen da veRarc davewie. mere ki roca gavarkvieT, ra moxda, gulianad vicineT. nazibrolamac bevri icina: dalocvilebo, geTqvaT da gaWmevdiT, -Tavs raze iklavdiTo!

erTxel, daxuWobanas dRisiT vTamaSobdiT. me, iuram da bondom movilaparakeT, - damalvis dros xaSurSi wavsuliyaviT matarebliT qviSxeTis baqnidan. asec moviqeciT. ra Tqma unda didxans gveZebes, magram raRas gvipovidnen, saerTod aRar viyaviT sofelSi! xaSurSi didxans ar davrCenilvarT, suraTi gadaviReT. moskovis matarebels unda gamoevlo, CavsxediT masSi, ra Tqma unda ubileTod da gamovyeviT qviSxeTamde, anu lixamde; erTi gaCereba iyo, magram Turme Cvenda saubedurod , is lixSi ar Cerdeboda; amis Sesaxeb pirvelma, iuram igrZno, lixTan 1,5–2 km – ze matarebelma svla Seanela, iuram amiT isargebla da Camoxta;

(iura yovelTvis windaxeduli da frTxili kaci iyo, raSic, qvemoT, nazibrolasTan bondos urTierTobis garkvevisas davrwmundebiT). me da bondo ki sadguramde gavyeviT. sadgurSi rom Semovida,


matarebelma siCqares moumata da Camoxtoma arc Tu uxifaTo aRmoCnda , magram sxva gza aRar iyo. pirvelad bondo gadmoxta, magram ar gaumarTla da sakmaod dazianda. me SevSindi, magram mainc gadmovxti da gadavrCi waqcevas. cota xanSi iurac movida. isev bevri vicineT. am ambavsac xSirad vyvebodiT, rogorc Cveni gmirobis mniSvnelovan epizods, sadac me gamovedi gamarjvebuli. gavida dro. gavizradeT. yvelas Tavisi gza, fiqrebi da ocnebebi gagviCnda. TiTqos kidec daviviwye bavSvobis siyvarulis ambavi, magram, erTma moulodnelma Sexvedram isev gamiRviZa survili, davinteresebuliyavi nazibrolas bediT. nazibrola dRiTi-dRe mSvendeboda. gars exveoda ara marto Tavisi, - sxva klaseli biWebic. arc CemTan urTierTobisas iyo mTlad gulgrili. Sexvedrisas garkveul interess iCenda, TiTqos ufro mendoboda, imasac vgrZnobdi, TiTqos erideboda kidec , rcxvenoda , cigiT Camotarebisa gamo; radgan "siyvarulsa malva unda" da ara sofel-sofel Zaxili " miyvarxaro!" ase midioda dro. me ukve mecxre klasSi viyavi, sxva qalaqSi vcxovrobdi da arc Tu iSviaTad Cavdiodi qviSxeTSi.

erTxelac , aseTi Camosvlis dros, Cems ezoSi viyaviT Sekrebili biWebi: iura, bondo da sxvebi da saubris Tema ra Tqma unda, isev nazibrola iyo. Cemi soflidan wasvlis Semdeg, bondosa da nazibrolas siyvarulis Sesaxeb me gagebuli mqonda da mainteresebda maTi imJamindeli urTierTobis garkveva, marTalia, me da nazibrolas siyvarulze Riad aRaravin laparakobda, da aRarc me da is gamovxatavdiT amas saqveynod, magram Sexvedrebisas raRac Zala Tavs mainc gvaxsenebda xolme.


bondosTan SekiTxva arc ki mqonda damTavrebuli, roca iuram iyvira: nazibrolasTan bondo ra SuaSia, nazibrola me miyvarso! CemTvis es axali aRmoCena iyo. - Sen albaT xumrob! me vicodi, rom nazibrola

bondos - uyvarda – meTqi. - ara, ras ambob, bondo xumrobs albaT! da miubrunda bondos: ra, bondo, marTalia rasac levanCo ambobso? - ki, marTaliao! – daumowma bondom. iuras aRSfoTebas sazRvari ar hqonda. ki, magram, gaxsovs IV klasSi , me rom giTxari nazibrola miyvars – meTqi. Sen rom mipasuxe - ici ra: me nazibrolas davuaxlovdebi, ndobas movipoveb, rom dagexmaro misi siyvarulis mopovebaSio ... da axla ras laparakobo. - ki, marTali xar, egre giTxari, magram daaxloeba

rom vcade, nazibrola mec Semiyvarda da ra vqnaT, zustad ise moxda, Zmao, - naTqvami rom aris, - "Bbevri vecade SenTvisa, gamomivida CemTvisao". axla amis gulisaTvis erTmaneTs xom

ar davkargavT... - modi, raRac gamosavali vnaxoT; vkiTxoT gogos da

is visac airCevs, - imisi iyoso. gogos azris gageba orives moewona. miiRes gadawyvetileba, rom iura Sexvedroda da aexsna nazibrolasTvis Seqmnili mdgomareoba, - rom biWebma arCevani mas miandes. axla mTavari iyo, rodis da sad Sexvedrodnen erTmaneTs. me vuTxari: eg ra problemaa, erT klasSi ara xarT? adeqiT da gaarkvieT Tqveni urTierTobao! es azri ar moewonaT. ara, ukeTesia, - Tqva iuram, dRes saRamos Sen Semaxvedre. SenTan kargad aris da gamoiyvane saxlidan. me '" SemTxveviT" SegxvdebiT. marto dagvtove da davelaparakebio. daveTanxme, es idea mec momewona. aq me Cemi adgili da rolic davinaxe. jer erTi, megobrebs keTilSobilur


samsaxurs gavuwev da meorec, - gaverkvevi nazibrolas miznebSio. imave saRamos Sevxvdi nazibrolas, visaubreT sakmaod Tbilad da megobrulad da gaseirnebac SevTavaze. gaviareT daaxloebiT 500 – 600 metri da uecrad win iura da biWebi Semogvxvdnen. iura gamoeyo maT da nazibrolas Txova, - SenTan salaparako maqvs da ramdenime wuTi damiTmeo. gavidnen Cvengan aTiode nabijze, orRobeSi. mTvariani Rame iyo da yvelaferi kargad moCanda. ucbad, raRac xmauri atyda, iura Robeze Sexta da gadaxta. nazibrola Cvensken yviriliT gamoiqca, - miSveleTo! gavogndi, veraferi gavige, ra moxda. axsna nazibrolas vTxove. - Robis iqiT viRacebi iyvnen da Cvens saubars ismendneno, - iyo pasuxi. amasobaSi iurac movida. gadaxtomis mizezi vkiTxeT. – Robis ZirSi bondo iyo damaluli da ra unda meqnao! gvipasuxa. nazibrola Zalian iyo aRelvebuli da saxlSi wayvana mTxova. movkide xeli da waviyvane. gzaSi sul madlobas mixdida: Sen miSvele! magaT Cemi motaceba undodaTo! magram, me xom vicodi, rom cdeboda, vawynarebdi da vamSvidebdi, nu geSinia , egeni magas ver gagibedaven, orives uyvarxar da TavianTi urTierTobis garkveva undodaT – meTqi. mivacile nazibrola saxlSi da raRac siamayis grZnoba dameufla , rom man CemSi uangaro mxsneli dainaxa, Tumca sinamdvileSi es xom ase ar iyo?! davbrundi ukan. Sevxvdi iuras da bondos. erTi suli mqonda, gamerkvia, ratom aRmoCnda bondo venaxSi Robis meore mxares, ratom? bondo ar endo iuras. gadawyvita saubris mosmena, rom iuras ar eTqva tyuili, TiTqos nazibrolam is airCia. ase damTavrda es ambavi. cxadia, iuram da bondom Tavi gaanebes nazibrolas siyvarulis


mtkicebas da iseTive megobruli urTierToba gaagrZeles, rogoric am istoriamde hqondaT. gavida dro. sofelSi Camovedi da isev axali ambavi damxvda. nazibrola erT Cvenze ufrosi Taobis biWs mowonebia da gadauwyvetia misi colad moyvana. arc nazibrola yofila gulgrili. nazibrolas axali gataceba ZvelbiWuri warsulis atoritetis mqone iyo da etyoba xiblavda am asakis gogonas. im dRes isini kinoSi vnaxe da ar momewona, - sabolood vkargavdi nazibrolasTan Semdgomi urTierTobis imeds. gadavwyvite, radac ar unda damjdomoda, es saqme CameSala. amas ki marto ver SevZlebdi. am dros kinoSi imyofeboda Cemi naTesavi, isic sakmaod didi ZvelbiWuri avtoritetis mqone. mivedi masTan da vuTxari: - ai, is gogo Cemi sacolea, Cems aq ar yofnaSi is biWi daaxlovebia da uTxari im biWs, rom daanebos Tavi mag gogos – meTqi. naTesavi Cemma Txovnam gaaxara, dauZaxa nazibrolas kavalers da uTxra Cemze: - icnob am axalgazrdas Tu arao. – rogor ar vici, isic vici vin aris, magis naTesavebsac vicnobo. - maSin , Tu asea, is gogo, SenTan rom zis, amis sacolea da Tavi unda daaneboo. - saidano? – gaikvirva man. visac raime pretenzia hqonda, yvela vnaxe da Tanxmoba miviRe, es aravis uxsenebia da axla saidan gamoCndao? - me ar vici saidan gamoCnda, magram , mag gogos rom unda Tavi daanebo, - es namdvilad vicio – upasuxa Cemma naTesavma. - RmerTma bednieri gamyofoT, Zmao, me mag gogos

mxolod xeli movkide xelze, cudi araferi mikadrebia. colad mindoda momeyvana, dRes kinoSi Cemi mSoblebic moviyvane,


mindodagamecno da Tu asea, gavCerdebi, etyoba, ar yofila Cemi bedio. ramdenime dRis Semdeg Sevxvdi nazibrolas da es ambavi movuyevi. megona mis TvalSi gmirad gamovCndebodi, magram etyoba arc Cemi bedi yofila! amaSi misma pasuxma damarwmuna: " Cems saqmeSi rom ereodi, vin gekiTxebodao!" amis Semdeg nazibrola aRar minaxavs. igi gaTxovda, Seqmna kargi ojaxi da cxovrobdnen bednierad, sanam ukurnebeli seni ar daemarTa da gardaicvala. vixseneb ra, bavSvobis siyvarulis istorias, miCndeba gancda, rom yvelaferi da maT Soris siyvarulic, zeviT, zecaSi igegmeba da kanondeba da umetes SemTxvevaSi arc Tu cudad; me vfiqrob, am siyvaruls asruleba rom ar ewera, dRevandeli gadasaxedidan dadebiTad unda SevafasoT, radganac nazibrola romelime Cvenganis coli rom gamxdariyo, udavod mZime gadasatani iqneboda danarCeni ori megobrisaTvis da SeiZleba erTmaneTic ki dagvekarga Cvendauneburad.

lado qistauri ekonomikur-humanitaruli fakultetis saerTaSoriso ek. urTierTobebis specialobis II k. warCinebuli studenti

* * * roca SemniSnavT Zlier mowyenils CemTvis fiqrebSi garTuls, icodeT me maqvs Jami mowyenis


da leqsebs vetrfi qarTuls.

sizmarSi gnaxe

sizmarSi gnaxe movlenili angeloziviT sxivTa ferebSi gaxveuli codvilT miwaze zecis despani movlenili saTnoebisTvis da siyvarulis sagaloblad dedamiwaze.

varskvlavT karibWem mogavlina zevsis brZanebiT da afroditem siyvarulis nami gasxura, Senma mSvenebam satanac ki moajadova, RvTiur sinazes ver gauZlo borotT msaxurma.

zecis karibWe gadagixsnes angelosebma da SeigrZeni mofereba nazi siosi, Sens dasaxvedrad moemzada mTeli samyaro, Sens dasaxvedrad gamobrZanda TviT heliosi.

RmerTad gakurTxes maT olimpos samsjavros zeda, zevsma gadmogca oqros kverTxi RvTiur memkvidres, Senma Rimilma gaanaTa laJvardi zeca, sikeTisa da saTnoebis taxts dagamkvidres.

sizmarSi gnaxe movlenili angeloziviT, sxivTa ferebSi gaxveuli codvilT miwaze, zecis despani movlenili saTnoebisTvis da siyvarulis sagaloblad dedamiwaze.

* * * erTmaneTs SevxvdiT. uceb Sevcbi rom daginaxe. sadRac minaxavs Seni saxe, brolis Tvalebi nuTu meSleba? ara, ara mas ver viviwyeb, verc damaviwyebs boroti da Savi Zalebi.


Tumca drom ganvlo, Tvalwin midgas me is yovelTvis, is ar gamqrala erTi wuTiT, erTi wamiTac. Tumc ver vixseneb sad vixile pirvelad me is, is gonebaSi isaxeba dRec da RamiTac.

dafiqrebuli vimzirebi sivrcis gadaRma, ver gamigia sizmaria es Tu cxadia me Seni saxe Sevicani, is sadRac vnaxe, kvlav Semogxede – marTla gnaxe Tu es landia...

Semogxede da gamaxsenda sizmrebi Ramis, diax, es saxe me pirvelad sizmarSi vnaxe, sizmris dedofals gimzerdi da fiqrTa morevSi vimeorebdi, Tu arsebobs cxadSi es saxe

didi xnis Semdeg amisrulda sizmrebi Ramis me Sen gixile dedofalixiluli saxis, SenTvis am wuTma gaiara da gaqra sadRac albaT survilic ki ar gqonda Sen Cemi naxvis. 07. 03. 05

* * * galaktioni, rusTaveli, vaJa, ilia, maT istoria gaamdidres, es cnobilia, maT patrioti suli hqondaT suyvelas erTad, maTi mgosnoba afrialda didebis ferTa, maT aaSenes qarTvelTaTvis eris taZari, rwmena daanTes qarTvelT gulSi rogorc xanZari, maTi saxelis ukvdaveba Cveni valia, maTi mwvervali sxva erisTvis miuvalia, maTi simbolo, - erTguleba – eris xvedria, msgavsi saxeli mefeebsac ar Sexvedria, maTi mgosnoba qarTvelTaTvis didi ganZia, Semoqmedeba ise kveTes, rogorc varZia, maTi Suqura dRemde brwyinavs mgosnobis zRvaSi


da kvlav ibrwyinebs usasrulod yvela eraSi, maTi samSoblo, maTi deda saqarTveloa, maTi gavlili Wiuxebi axla mdeloa, maT mier Tqmuli yvela strofi poemad iqca. maTma naRvawma saqarTvelos dideba misca, maTi samSoblo, saqarTvelo, didi eria, yvela Taobis mgosania, - es rusTvelia, mTis Semoqmedi, mTis poeti, mTis aRzrdilia, vaJam mTebTanac isaubra, maTi Svilia, is mTqmeli iyo sicocxleSi mxolod marTlisa, mefe uwoda ugvirgvino erma qarTlisa, maT msoflioSi saqarTvelos aanTes kera, galaktionma siyvarulis formulac wera, yvela diadi saqarTvelos didi Svilia. galaktioni, rusTaveli, vaJa, ilia. 03. 03. 05

saqarTvelosTvis iloceben, saqarTvelosTvis

gadaixsneba zecis kari RmerTT samefoSi, angelozebis moismeba nazi galoba, saqarTvelosTvis locvas iwyebs yvela wmindani, aw da maradis ar mogvakldes maTi wyaloba.

angelozebis moismeba nazi galoba, RmerTis msaxurni iloceben qarTvelTa erze, saqarTvelosTvis iloceben, saqarTvelosTvis da gabrwyindeba iberia kaSkaSa ferze.

saqarTvelosTvis locvas iwyebs yvela wmindani TviT wminda nino, mariami, TviTon RvTaeba, aRsdeqiT yvela, qarTvelebo! vis sisxli uduRs, dro dadga , axla qarTlma naxos mterTa vaeba.

aw da maradis ar mogvakldes maTi wyaloba.


Cven istoria Segviqmnia aTaswleulTa, Cvens saqarTvelos istoriis jaWvi Caucvams da kvlav mtrebs ebrZvis marcxisagan gadareulTa.

gadaixsneba zecis kari RmerTT samefoSi angelozebis moismeba nazi galoba, saqarTvelosTvis iloceben, saqarTvelosTvis aw da maradis ar mogvakldes maTi wyaloba. 15. 01. 05

gaiRimeT gaiRimeT yvelam erTad gaiRimeT Rimili xom sixarulis niSania. gaiRimeT, mwuxareba daiviwyeT, mwuxareba sixarulis siSavea.

gauRimeT, saqarTvelos gauRimeT gazafxulze rom amova nazi ia amova da daamSvenebs are-mares, lamaz Rimils Tqveni bage gauRia,

gauRimeT, megobrobas gauRimeT da es Cveva iyos yvelas Tviseba. gaiRimeT yvelam erTad gaiRimeT, am RimiliT saqarTvelo ivseba.

gauRimeT, silamazes gauRimeT, silamazes zeciurs da ferebians, gaiRimeT da gaxedeT saqarTvelos, RimilSi xom es yvavilTa serebia.

gaiRimeT, yvelam erTad gaiRimeT, Rimili xom sixarulis niSania. gaiRimeT, mwuxareba daiviwyeT, mwuxareba sixarulis siSavea. 22. 03. 04


dedas

am saRamosac azrebs movikreb da weras viwyeb mxolod amisTvis. dedebs mivuZRvna es striqonebi leqsad vaqcio bneli RamisTvis.

wlebi miqrian rogorc wuTebi, dedis rwmena ki kvlav Zlieria. saukuneTa svlam ver gatexa, is mcirediTac bednieria.

saukuneTa gamocdas uZlebs yovelTvis yvelgan mfarvelobs Svilebs, RmerTis winaSe muxlmoyriT locavs mas gansacdeli ver SeaSinebs.

guli atkines ukve mravaljer, sisxlic mravali daRvrila maTi, swvavdnen da fleTdnen, Cexdnen da sresdnen, pirmSos xelidan glejdnen ZalaTi.

dedis cremlebiT miwa moirwya, maTi kvnesa ki eqod gaismis, ramden urjulos uwamebia, dedaTa kvnesa maTTvis ar ismis.

dedis locva xom sul Tan dagvyveba, gansacdelisgan gvifaravs mudam, dedas SvilisTvis mxolod da mxolod eWvgareSea, rom kargi unda.

dedebs vulocav maT dResaswauls, am mcireleqsiT vuZRvni did salams, mTeli msoflio maTTvis simbolod afrialebdes Tovlisfer alams.. 08. 03. 04


qarTlis mTebze

qarTlis mTebze ayvaveba yvavilTa, qarTlis mTebze arwivebis triali, vefxvisa da moymis brZolis sadarad mudam ismis far – Subebis zriali.

qarafidan kldeze jixvis naxtomi, kldis yvavilTan nazi sios Sriali, mterTan mudam vaJkacuri daxvedra moyvaresTan maspinZluri triali.

mTis sabrZolo xelovnebis simtkice, mwvervalebze bairaRis friali, bneli Ramis idumali siCume da lodebze idumali griali.

mdumare mTa baris didi mcvelia axlac ismis fxovis lomTa Rriali mterze mudam elvasaviT dacema mtris jaridan sasikvdilo xriali.

da es yvela tradicia mTisaa arc Secvlila, arc icvleba es Cveva yvelasaTvis rTuli aris am qveynad saqarTvelos mTis wesebTan SeCveva 07. 08. 03.

9 aprils

ca atirda saqarTvelos Semyure cxra aprilis im sisxlian saRamos, am sisxlisRvras veravin daiviwyebs Tundac bevri aTenos da aRamos. qarTlis Tavze satanam daibuda da im Rames roca RmerTs ar ecala saqarTvelos axalgazrda Taoba ar Sedrka da sikvdils ar gaecala.


rwmenas mainc aravin ar kargavda, RvTismSobeli yvelas erTad locavda am locvamac verasgziT ver uSvelaT, sikvdili maT umowyalod xocavda. yvela erTad erT muStad Sekruliyo rwmena hqondaT da ibrZodnen amisTvis, saqarTvelo ganTavisufldeboda, Tavs arcerTi zogavda am RamisTvis. ixilavdnen Tavisufal qveyanas, yvela erTad ilxenda, ixarebda satana ki borotad iRimoda da am Rimils saxeze ifarebda. gadiara simwuxaris Rrubelma, saqarTvelo dedasaviT tiroda da am RamiT gancdili mwuxareba saqarTvelos istoriad Rirobda. magram mainc maT mizans miaRwies, iamayebs maTiT yvela Taoba, saqarTvelo Tavisuflad ifeTqebs, ar iqneba msgavsi Ramis Savoba. yvelam erTad davlocoT maTi suli, axalgazrda wminda lamazi guli, maTi guli ekuTvnoda sxva grZnobas da am grZnobiT darCa qveynis erTguli. am striqonebs maTTvis guliT gaviReb leqss mivuZRvni im sisxlian saRamos, maT Sesafer riTmas vervin ipovis Tund weraSi aTenos da aRamos 09. 04. 03.


izolda RonRaZe daibada saCxeris raionis s. savaneSi. daamTavra paolo iaSvilis saxelobis argveTis saSualo skola da saba orbelianis sax. pedagogiuri universitetis filologiis fakulteti. muSaobda teqnikur universitetSi amJamad ssau samecniero biblioTekis TanamSromelia. Cems biWebs gigas, ratis, vaJikos

Cemo vaJkacebo, Tqven rom daizrdebiT sisxli rom aCqefdeba ZarRvSi eris siyvaruliT guli rom aZgerdeba, maSin gaixarebs Tqveni bebo, - maSin.

Cemo lomgulebo, Tu rames dagarigebT kargad CaibeWdeT TavSi, moRalatis rols Tu gaiTamaSebT maSin DdaamcirebT Tqvens mSoblebs, - maSin.

erTad SeikariT, Cemo biWunebo codna daamtkiceT Tqveni xalxSi, Tu mamuls aamaRlebT Cemo Wabukebo, maSin idRegrZelebs Tqveni bebo, - maSin. 26. 05. 04 Cems sayvarel maswavlebels, poet muxran maWavarianis dedas – qalbaton Tamar iakobaSvils

vinac maswavla siyvaruli eris, moyvasis, vinac pirvelma maziara me qarTul anbans, me im pirveli maswavleblis suls ganvadideb, veTayvanebi maswavlebels – qalbaton Tamars.


Tvalcremliani Semiyvana pirvelad klasSi, momefera da mokrZalebiT Sublze makoca, xotba Semasxa, gamarTo da "guli maCuqa'" am siyvarulma da am siTbom, mTlad gamaoca.

sakuTar mSoblad migiCnieT maswavlebelo, ocamde wyvil Tvals ori Tvali swrafad STanTqavda, Cvens gulistkivils, gasaWirs Tu siamovnebas iziarebdiT da amisTvis RmerTic gfaravdaT. gadavSli alboms, Cvens suraTebs Tvals gadavavleb ganvlili wlebis nostalgia dameufleba, magram amaod, am ocnebas ver Sevisruleb laRi bavSvoba arasodes ar dabrundeba.

Cems niSnis furcels, Tqvens xelnawers krZalviT

davxedav da tkbilad vityvi, oh, im dros netav? SviliSvilebTan Cavjdebi da amayad vityvi rom es Seavso didi mgosnis – muxranis dedam.

radgan Cems gulSi samudamod daideT bina amas ver waSlis verc sikvdili da verc sxva rame. TqvenTvis viloceb da taZarSi sanTlebs aginTebT, kvlav meyvarebiT ise, rogorc miyvardiT adre. 05. 05. 75

Tevdore mRvdels

erisTvis loculobdi, qarTveli giyvarda, kvelTaSi SeefeTe mters. sityva ar gacades, muqara mogayoles da xelSi Cagigdes tyved

tkbiladac gesaubrnen, gagiSinaurdnen, saCuqriT mogxibles kaci cxireTis gzis swavlaze, mteri aabnie da mainc ar gayide mefe – luarsabi.

mteri maSin mixvda,raRacas cruobdi


sibraze gaamJRavnes da gZlies erTs gtanjes, gagawames, xramSi gadagagdes qarTvlis gadarCenas mainc Txovdi RmerTs.

ufalma mogismina, qarTvelma gaimarjva dagidga ocnebis dReni, xalxma agitaca da ase Segracxa: erisTvis ganwiruli – Tevdore mRvdeli. 12. 07. 75

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ucbad daiquxa, wvima wamovida wvimas moayola setyva frinvelTa JivJivi, pirutyvTa kavkavi ras moaswavebs netav?

xom ar viRupebiT, xom ar vecemiT bunebac cuds gviqadis – ara ? imeds vitovebT, ar gavnadgurdebiT RmerTi ar gagvwiravs – ara.

wvimam gadaiRo, cam Sveba igrZno buneba ganaTda mkveTrad, caze gadaekra nazi cisartyela mSvidobis mosvla gvauwya yvelas. 15. 07. 04

dabadebis dRes gilocav, deda!

ToTxmeti martis saRamoa, mSvidi da wynari Cemi guli ki saguleSi aRar eteva. avforiaqdi, sisxlZarRvebSi sisxli aCqefda, ucbad sxeuli momidunda, Rone mecleba.

dabadebis DdRes mogilocav, dediko Cemo! 14 marti Seni dRea, Sens Tavs vficavar. imediT, rwmeniT, wrfeli guliT, SenTan var deda da guli mtkiva, Sens zeimze, CvenTan rom ar xar.

rad damitove gulSi ase mware naRveli,


Sen xom icodi, Seni Svili rom gidardebda, gulis ZarRvidan rom momwydi da Sors gamifrindi sad mogiZio, vis mivmarTo, Sens dasaxsnelad?

mboben, suli arasodes ar ikargeba, albaT am rwmenas momawvdian gasamxneveblad. Tumc sul erTia, uazroa wuTisofeli, umjobesia, moemzado Cems Sesaxvedrad. 14. 03. 99

Cemi imereTi

wamo, wavideT, yvirilis xmas yuri davugdoT netav ras ambobs, rad gahkivis ase Zlierad! iqneb gviyveba gmiri xalxis naterfalebze romelTa Rvawlic gvefineba DdRes Cven didebad.

me ratom miyvars imereTi, nu mekiTxebiT, ratom magiJebs sawereTlo ase, axlac ki, iq gadairwa rCeul xalxTa akvnis kamara, iq daibada bumberazi , brZeni akaki.

lamaz sofelSi aRizarda didi mgosani, soflis mSveneba, yvelas xiblavs naxvisTanave, me im Wkvianis sadidebel suls vadRegrZeleb vinac daarqva , minda giTxraT, sofels savane.

gavuyveT biliks, gadvinacvloT sofel argveTSi.

iq saocnebo kaklis CrdilSi xmali davasoT, leqsis strofebiT avamaRloT misi Rirseba da mivageboT tkbili sityva, Zvirfas paolos.

iqve, muxranis kar – midamos, Tvali SevavloT. Wuridan Rvino xapiT SevsvaT mama – papurad misi mSoblebis sadideblad azrebs movuxmoT, ase vaJkaci rom gazardes, kacad – kacurad.

qoreTis tyeSi, gana qorebs ar ufreniaT? xodabunebze siaruli nakvalevs ar Slis,


madloba vuTxraT did Semoqmeds, did moamages xalxisTvis Zvirfass, usayvarles Svils – beliaSvils. jer ar davRlilvarT, gorisis gzas fexiT davadgeT, SemovuaroT mwvane mols da ankara wyaros, Semdeg dumiliT, fexze dgomiT da Tavis daxriT mivagebT pativs "ruxi mgelis" da sxvaTa avtors.

sul frena-freniT gadaveSvaT navarZeTisken da moveferoT napovn yvavils, nazs da Tavdaxrils gulSi CavikraT, vakocoT da movealersoT radgan man guli apovnina qals – baraTaSvils.

iq, sofel rganSi, sadac grigols frTebi Seesxa, kaci, romelic ar kargavda ukvalod wamebs rom ar gvyoloda, ar eRvawa da ar eSroma maS, vin dawerda " laSarela"-s da "didi Rame" - s

qvacixis aRmarTs avuyvebiT sveneb – svenebiT lamaz, koxta saxls davinaxavT, "gvesxmeba reti" Wkuas movuxmobT, Rvinos SevsvamT da movigonebT, rom aq cxovrobda kritikosi, Wkviani JRenti.

Tu ver mogxibleT, ver dagatkbeT me Cemi leqsiT, me mapatiebs am Secdomas Zlieri RmerTi. ver vitrabaxeb, magram amas xmamaRla vityvi: saqarTveloSi imereTi erTia – erTi!

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avadmyofurad meSinia Cemi asakis, Tumca es SiSi ras momitans netavi axla, es guli isev, Zveleburad mimReris mkerdSi, Tavs viimedeb, martodmarto ar davrCe raTa.

wlebi arian erTaderTi stumrebi Cemi, ojaxze fiqriT Caketili, xasiaTs vicvli, kacma ar icis meramdened yviTldeba baRi, mec, ra Tqma unda, rac viyavi, aRar var igi. pesimistoba ar mCveoda arasdros, ara,


Tumca sibere xom gaitans Tavisas albaT, Cemi meuRle, Zveleburad Camikravs gulSi, momefereba da gandevnis fiqrebis dastas. miwaze damcems nikosaviT sibere roca da wlebi denas daiwyeben viT fifqni cidan , brma da moxuci rom gavxdebi, viT homerosi, Cemma salomem SemaSvelos xelebi minda. 25. 10. 97

gizo CiburdaniZe buRaltruli aRricxvisa da auditis kaTedris gamge, profesori Saleri – 50 Saleri benia. energiuli, uzado, saqmis xelovani, feTqebadi, sensoruli azrovnebis. ormocdaaTi!!! vin ityvis Senze – naxevari gzao galia. ormocdaaTi!!! Zmao Saler, mravalJamier – win! samReri gaqvs bevri aria. wlebi - wlebs misdevs, safiqrali mxolod erTia, dagvaklda an Tu mogvemata gvetyvis RmerTia. Rirsebis medals – gilocav jildos, minda ordeni mis gverdiT idos. gaxsovdes marad sibrZne qarTuli, - ori mxare aqvs medals Tu jildos. vin ityvis Senze – naxevari gzao galia. didi xania gvenatreba " warCe, gali'" – a


maS, Seubere! uZleveli araferia. mravalJamier! win samReri gaqvs bevri aria. icocxle marad – Sennairebi Zmao qveynad cota arian. 1997 zurabi – 75 zurab elizbaraSvili dinji, gawonasworebuli, impulsuri afeTqebis, sakuTari Tavis imediT moaruli sul ar uyvars wamali, minqstura da abia. sam - ocdaxuTs abijebs, es Cveni zurabia. Cumia da mSromeli kavkasiis futkari. tkbilia da nugbari yvelam gauReT kari. gulmosuli Tu naxe, agi marTla agia. gulSic kargad Camxvevi es Cveni zurabia.

Tuki magrad gabrazda ver giSveliT abia, rac karg qarTvels Sehferis yvelaferi abia. icnobdeT, pativscemdeT es Cveni zurabia. 2005


romeli saaTia? Tbilisi – edinburgi – Tbilisi sasicocxlo intervali mrgvalia da mrgvalze mrgvali. zogsa mwvane unTia da zogsac daswvavs cecxlis ali. sanaSeno iarliyi: eri, gvari, saxelia. bevrs eSleba, aeria romeli aq romelia. gerontim Searqva beria, mis mere ramdeni dRenia. namdvilad "lavrentis" genia. Cum-Cumad uyvarso – Jenia. kaxeTSi umata vizitebs, aginebs aqeTebs – iqiTebs, daibnen kaxelni, ver mixvdnen kalaTSi kvercxebs visTvis debs. yvela kai wamowyebas liderobs, sxva ra pontia, edinburgSi ase gviTxra damekarga pasportia.

SeSinebuls da fergamkrTals iq darCenis elda eca. gaelvebiT moifiqra da saSvelad jenis eca. asaki ra SuaSia, Sen miSvelo unda, jeni. Tu ara da SenTan vrCebi, umal miageba ZRveni. moewona Sotlandia, da arc ise sasusnavi.


darCi – SesTavaza jenim. movaSenoT "jen . Saler – geni" aRar moswons skotTa mxare Cumad ambobs – ra sortia? saqarTvelo mirCevnia vnaxe Cemi pasportia.

TviTmfrinaviT davbrundebi ver avitan vagonebso. jenis rogor Cavuwvebi bebiaCems magonebso. kaxeTSic daloces kaxurad. TbilisSi namdvili dendia, cxovreba savsea xrikebiT, asea namdvilad – benia.

nato cabaZe ekonomikur-humanitaruli fakultetis miwis resursebis marTvis specialobis III k. warCinebuli studenti

* * * me Seviyvareb mzis kaSkaSa , oqrosfer sxivebs, dilis namiT rom amigeben brWyviala mZivebs, Ralats arasdros, arasodes magrZnobineben! paemanze ki arasodes malodineben. qorwilze oqros diademas Tavs damadgamen, me mzes gavyvebi, iq, sadac Ralats qvesknels abamen

* * *


Tovlis fanteli cidan mofarfatebs Tan ecekveba qars. Turme ocnebobs - lamaz sikvdilze a m i t o m loyaze adneba qals.

* * * sikvdil – sicocxle, es cnebaa ori, sxvadasxva gansxvavebuli, magram mainc ganuyofeli. da rom sicocxlis Tanmdevia sikvdili mudam dasturad ai, drois brunva, wuTisofeli. sadRac, Soreul galaqtikaSi RmerTTa samefo fiqrs miscemia borotebis dasaRupavad magram, sikvdili - borotebis didi saTave Casafrebula, evas SvilTa sicocxlisgan gasaqurdavad! roca momakvdavi " miSveleTo" amas kioda " saiqiodan wuTisofeli, rogorc mamali ise yioda!"

cisartyela ana fanjris rafaze ijda da cas uyurebda. cas uzarmazari diadema daedga Tavze cisartyelas saxiT. - lamazia, - Cailaparaka anam. albaT RmerTs fici gaaxsenda, an... sulac cas moswyinda erTferovneba.. ana iatakze Camoxta, Tavis oTaxSi Seirbina da ukan fotoaparatiT dabrunda. isev rafaze avida da obieqtivi cisartyelasaken mimarTa. - ana! sad dgaxar!? axlave Camodi! oTaxSi anas ZiZa – liza Semovida.


- liza, liza, naxe cisartyela ra lamazia! modi ra, gTxov! - kargi ra, ana .... patara bavSviviT nu iqcevi.. cisartyelaa, mere ra? - Cemi fizikis maswavlebeliviT laparakob liza... mas rom hkiTxo, linzaSi gamavali TeTri sinaTlis sxivi gardatydeba da miiReba speqtri... igive cisartyela. ... vikamaTeT. me vuTxari: SeiZleba TqvenTvis "ubralod speqtria", CemTvis ki silamazea, mSvenierebaa... damcina. " sulac ar aris cisartyela mSvenierebao!" bolos vuTxari: Tqven ver gamigeT; me gana fizikis kanonebs vewinaaRmdegebi – Tqo. es rom vTqvi, klasidan gamiSva – Sen ginda Tqva, rom me gaugebari varo!? - ana, ana, ramdenjer gTxove, msgavs sisuleleebze maswavleblebs mu ekamaTebi! - eh, liza! verc Sen gaige veraferi! ana rafidan Camoxta da oTaxidan gavida. skolidan mowyenili dabrunda. sadilze mamam SeamCnia uguneboba da mizezi hkiTxa. anas ar daumalavs – me da fizikis maswavlebelma isev vikamaTeT, man ki direqtori da klasis damrigebeli Semoiyvana – "es bavSvi gakveTils miSlis, aranormaluria! gadamayola Tavis mSvenier cisartyelaso!".. klasSi aravin ar aRmoCnda iseTi, vinc raime sasikeTos ityoda Cemsken, piriqiT, - " ar daxoces erTmaneTi cisartyelas gulisTviso!? – direqtori cinikurad iRimeboda, damrigebelma ki – "riT ver gaigeT , es bavSvi sxva planetidan rom ariso ! " ... mama! me ara var ssva planetidan! ... cisartyela Zalian miyvars.. ai, is oboba Tavisi qseliT .. lizas rom darCenia saxlis dalagebis dros.. isic Zalian lamazia... – ana sadRac oTaxis kuTxeSi iyureboda. Semdeg wamodga da oTaxidan gavida, amitom aRar gaugonia mamis sityvebi: - hoo... sadRac marTali uTqvams damrigebels... erTi kviris Semdeg ana cocxali aRar iyo.... TviTmkvleloba. .... yvela gaocebuli iyo . yvela erTi da


imaves imeorebda – araferi aklda, ra sWirda Tavis mosaklavio. aravin araferi icoda – arc mamam, arc ZiZa, arc megobrebma... cota Taviseburi bavSvi iyo, - aRniSna anas klasis damrigebelma kolegebTan saubris dros. Tumca, rom gekiTxaT misTvis raSi gamoixateboda anas " Tavisebureba", ver gipasuxebdaT. ori kvira iyo gasuli anas gardacvalebidan. liza yoveldRe Sedioda mis oTaxSi. ukve meramdened gadawmendil sawer magidas isev wmendda da ararsebul mtvers aSorebda. ... im dResac , dilaadrianad Sevida anas oTaxSi. erTxans anas suraTs uyura, sawer magidaze rom ido. – ratom? ratom? – imeorebda ganuwyvetliv. wignebs miefera da erT – erTi aiRo. fizikis saxelmZRvanelo aRmoCnda. – liza! moisma garedan. – sad daikarge!? liza moulodnelobisagan SekrTa da wigni xelidan gadauvarda. iatakze mimoifanta wignidan gadmocvenili fotosuraTebi. lizam wignis asaRebad daiCoqa. mimofantuli suraTebidan Svidferovani cisartyela aWrelebda Tvalebs. Tvali TavisTavad gaeqca gadaSlili wignisaken. – speqtri. –ewera wignis furcelze Savi SriftiT. iqve ki anas xeliT minaweri – Tqven cisartyelas ver xedavT caze!


JuJuna cengiraSvili daibada 1950 wels . daamTavra cxinvalis pedagogiuri institutis filologiis fakulteti. hyavs meuRle da ori qaliSvili. leqsebs wers skolis asakidan.

ar vCemulob

me poetobas ar vCemulob, ar var poeti. me furcels vandob Cems sixaruls, tkivils da gancdebs, Tu ostaturad sityvas ver vwnav , ver vaCuqurTmeb, ise ver vambob rogorc minda Cems lamaz saTqmels – gTxovT nu damZraxavT. grZnoba poetobs, swored amitom riTmic celqobs, navardobs da mieT-moeTobs. cxovreba tvirTia Znelad sazidavi. sulo! gauZlisic gevaleba. mtris Sendobis niWi ar damikargo. moyvris saTanadod dafaseba. sicocxle maisobs, lamazmanobs, margune sikvdilis damarcxeba. is tradiciebi SemarCine rac Cems mama-papas uzidia, qveyana rogori pataraa guli kacisa ki ra didia! tkivilis gaZlebis unari momeci, lxini ra gasaZlisia,


cudis gakeTeba ra advilia, sikeTis keTeba - ra Zviria. mtris Sendobis niWi ar damikargo. moyvris saTanadod dafaseba. sicocxle maisobs, lamazmanobs, margune sikvdilis damarcxeba.

Tevdore awewil Rrublebs sevda moaqvT beber mTebidan, aq, nostes gzaze SiSvel fexTa nakvalevs veZeb. Semoseul mters ugzo-ukvlod daatarebdi bevrs gavalebda jvari, rwmena mRvdelo Tevdore. welgamarTuli midiodi, fiqrdamZimebuls nurvin CagiTvlis erTgulebas – akviatebad. amay mkerdsa da farTod gaSlil Sens naTel Sublze ukvdavi gmiris Saravandi aTinaTebda. beber nekerCxals SerCenia sisxlis wveTebi, tiroda qari, Rrubeli ki cremlebsa Rvrida, daviCoqebi, muxls moviyri, veamborebi mRvdelo Tevdore Sens naterfals,


uzomod wmindas.

vedreba RmerTma nu qnas rom qarTvelSi Cakvdes suli qarTuli, daviviwyoT Cveni ena, didebuli warsuli. RmerTma nu qnas daviwyeba daviTis da Tamaris. ngreva zarzmis, nikorwmindis da bediis taZaris, aRmasvla da aRmafrena dagvimkvidre gamCeno, dacemuli, dangreuli samSoblo ar maCveno!

* * * Cemi bavSvoba damTavrda maSin, roca Caylapa gveleSapma guda zRaprebis; wiqaras Zvlebi mindor-velad mimoabnies da obol gogos daufines ia – vardebi. roca moukres Tavi gudas tyuilebisas da sinamdviles rogorc ufskruls, gadavadeqi.


zaira cicqiSvili daibada 1964 wels. profesiiT ekonomisti, suliT poeti. cxovrobs q. xaSurSi

* * * siyvaruls umRer , viTarc bulbuli,

malul mzerasac gana ara vgrZnob? me mesmis Seni gulis CurCulic, mesmis da mainc ver giTanagrZnob.

fialas mawvdi SarbaTiT savses, da survili gaqvs uxmod davcalo, magram Hhe, gulo, sagules Cadeq, zogjer gonebas unda acalo.... 1966w.

* * * me dRes Senze fiqri amedevna,

ganZarcva simSvide alvadrguli, vcade SebrZoleba – ganmedevna gulidan grZnobebi danaRmuli.

magram ra azri aqvs Smags Seeba, brZenic uZluria ganswavluli, roca siyvaruls surs amRereba, sulSi zeimia gazafxulis. 1967 w.

da ... davdivar iyo guli siyvaruliT daxanZruli, ia-vardiT mofenili gzebi,


iyo siTbo karis zRurblTan ganabuli da TandaTan maRldeboda Weri... magram male miilia gazafxuli, Seikveca ocnebaTa frTebi, damrCa mware sinamdvile daTalxuli da udrood Severcxlili Tmebi... daSordio! – mikiJinebs, urCobs guli, Rirsi xaro ukeTesi xvedris, da ...davdivar mwveli fiqriT gaTanguli mgzavri ukve daTovlili gzebis.... nu gamiwyrebi .... he cao, cao, zemaRalo, ukidegano, gimzer da vtkbebi Seni eSxiT, Seni cisferiT, ocnebis frTebi ar Semkveco, yovlad maRalo, mali da mfreni yovlisSemZle ocnebis frTebi. ici? ramdenjer momivlia Seni samyaro, gadamiseravs tramalebi ukacrieli, eTerSi msrboli ar momnaTlo umisamarTod, miwis Tavxedad ar CamTvalo, nu gamiwyrebi.... 1967 w.

* * * damsgavsebia erT did bazars mTlad saqarTvelo,

spekulacia zar-zeimiT imkvidrebs adgils, Tavisi xibli daukargavs mTasa da mdelos, xarxarebs eSma, mogTxareTo orTave Tvali.

avtostradaze meurmeTa RiRinic ismis,


progresis nacvlad regresisken aviReT gezi, kvlav davubrundiT miviwyebul kavsa da guTans, gamoqvabulis udrtvinvelad SevxseniT bWeni.

nuTu esa xar, Sen – qarTulo jiSo da geno, rodemde ginda labas xvedri gaiziaro? saukuneTa gasayarTan riT gagaqvs lelo, sibrZnis, talantis, inteleqtis Tanaziaro?

nuTu elitas ukmev gundruks da arc gaRelvebs patara , axalfexadgmuli qarTveli "jimi" dilis riJraJze angeloz suls RmerTs rom avedrebs... da metros holis mileT xalxSi gazeTs rom yidis

Tavisuflebis lamaz frinvels es gza frTebs Sekvecs, gzis gammrudebels momavali tanjvad eqceva, gaborotebul Cagvrul masas ver SeaCerebs, patara "jimis " sulis amboxs sad gaeqceva.... 1998 w.

* * * simaRlisaken miviltvodi yvelgan, yovelTvis, sulis simSvide Tan mihqondaT Wadrebs cadawvdilT, pitalo kldeTa, gulzviadTa me axlac vetrfi, amdamativiT mizidaven mTani maRalni. magram fasobs ki TvalTa xedvis iafi xibli, ros daWrilia sidiade ZeTa adamis, yvela simaRle de, vixilo iavarqmnili, Tu kacTa modgmas ar SerCeba suli maRali. \


nino cicqiSvili daibada 1980 wels q. xaSurSi. profesiiT filologi, suliT unazesi da uspetakesi

* * * baRSi davdivar, vriTmav striqonebs, amurs samsxverploze cecxli daunTia. xedav? es foToli xidan Camofrinda radgan siyvarulma xeli dauqnia.

aSari qari xeebs eCxubeba aSari qari Semoaxia kabebi farCis... da samkaulad gadmogvayara foTlebi qarvis, foTlebi lalis... gaZarcul xeTa ismis godeba, sasamarTloSi SeaqvT sarCeli ... da iZebneba qari Tavneba, am Semodgomis koriantelSi.

* * * viyo varskvlavi zecisa –

gamorCeuli, kaSkaSa, miwidan Semomcqerode, fiqrebs mandobde anazdad.

Cemi naTeli gefinos mZinares, nazad mRimares,


sxivebiT TmaSi agebne, sxva natvra ara minda me.

* * * avad iyav!? rom mcodnoda gnaxavdi, aginTebdi kvlav sicocxlis imeds, yvela wyenas gulSi Cavimarxavdi, gariJraJze gimRerebdi kidec... da rodesac fexze dagayenebdi, simartoves gaCuqebdi isev...

* * * gulSi sicive davanebula,

Sekvecili maqvs ocnebis frTebi, sul Semodgoma... sul zamTaria... aRar gaismis WikWiki mercxlis.

dawyevlilia Taoba Cemi, warTmeuli aqvs vardobis xana. tyuilad veliT ukeTes mermiss, lodinSi guli amaod daSvra.

Cems irgvliv mxolod cremlebi cviva, saiT mivdivarT, aravin uwyis... dRiTi-dRe vZarcvavT samSoblos wmindas da ucxoeTis bazarze vyidiT.

* * * ar gagaocos Cemma cremlebma, gulis dardebi masSi vikivle, ar gagixardes Cemi simRera, me am simReriT Sen dagitire...


eTeri gonglaZe – cxovrebaSvili daibada 1957 wlis 22 ivniss. zodiaqos niSani – kirCxibi. hyavs meuRle da sami vaJi. "Cemi meuRle, Svilebi da myudro ojaxi Cemi simdidre, Cemi RmerTi, Cemi faria"

es imitom rom Sen megulebi _ Sen xar _ Semyvarebia siCume axla, radgan vici rom mis miRma Sen xar. me Seviyvareb lodins damqancvels, Tuki vici rom mis miRma Sen xar. Tuki damiTmob isev siyvaruls, Tuki maCuqeb Jinian vnebas, vici uZluri viqnebi radgan, am Jinis miRma vici rom Sen xar. Tuki gavbedav da moval SenTan, Tundac aTasgzis dammexos mexma, gapatiebdi yvelafers radgan, am mexis miRma vici rom Sen xar.

survili netav marTla Cemad myavde, ara sxvisa ziarad, Seni sunTqva maxelebdes, sxvisi sulTqma ki ara! Sens bageTa siTbos vgrZnobde, sxvis bageTa ki ara siyvarulis cecxli mwvavdes, jojoxeTis ki ara! Seni mzera mesalbunos, ara sio dilisa, rogor minda merqvas Seni "pawawina Tilisma"


gulSi sxivad CageRvaro, siyvarulis SarbaTs vsvamde, netav axlac SenTan viyo, netav marTla Cemad myavde!

Sen Cemi ....

Cemo saunjeo, guliT satarebo, Cemo Tilisma, netars sadarebo, Cemi sixarulis daro da avdaro, Cemi saidumlos patara taZaro, Cemi ocnebebis sanTelo wminda, Sens gverdiT viwvode, sxva ara minda!

Sen Cemi sulTqmis aRma dinebav, sanTlad dagenTebi Tu RmerTma ineba. Sen Cemo lerwo, lerwo alvisao, Sen Cemo simRerav tkbilo bagisao, Sen, Cemo tkivilo, sevdav da zmanebav SenTan sikvdilic ki ar damezareba,

Sen Cemi bavSvobis ocnebav wminda Sens gverdiT mecocxla, sxva ara minda.

martosuli

rogor mWirdebi, rogor mindixar vis vuTxra, sad vTqva, an vin momismens, martoobaSi rCenilma fiqrma suli dabinda, Tvalni danisles.

dRes, swored am dRes davTmob yvelafers Cems siamayes, rwmenas, Rirsebas samoTxis karsac uxmod mivxurav Seni alersi Tu meRirseba.

da vidre waxval Cemgan usityvod guls datyvevebuls Caagdeb dilegs, iqneb maswavlo, rogor vicocxlo,


uSenod yofa gamiadvildes.

χχ

fiqria juluxaZe daibada 1985 wels, leqsebis wera daiwyo 9 wlis asakSi, literaturul salonSic skolis periodSi Semoabija. aris sulxan – saba orbelianis sax. pedagogiuri universitetis studenti

* * * ramdeni ramaa qveynad saocnebo, ramdeni ram aris qveynad dasanani, vinmes rom mziani dila gauTeno, xandaxan cremlebi yofila dasamali! 11. 02. 00

* * * kmara cremli da warsulis glova, TiTqos sevdis gadaviqec marcvlad. ukeTesi momavali mova damsxvreuli imedebis nacvlad. vfiqrob , unda gamaxaros raRam, sulma qveynad adgili ver hpova. niJarebi gamoriya talRam, rogorc sulSi sinanulis grova. 10. 07. 00


Rame – nikala duqanSi isev gadahkravs Rame, Tavs daiviwyebs, rogorc nikala. datovebs dardebs, idardimandebs, sanam cis kides gaiciskara. roca euli guls gaigrilebs, vidre bolomde dainacreba, gadaexveva mdumare Crdilebs da Cems sarkmelTan mobarbacdeba. 12. 05. 02

* * * warsuls darCa ocneba

da ara msurs vicode ratom ar meoceba usicocxlo sicocxle.

ukan gazafxulia, suls kawraven fiqrebi. isev srbola mwyuria da laJvardSi vimqrevi.

TiTo wuTi Tmenaa wuTisoflis wiaRis, Cemi suli Cemgan rom miaqvs wial – wialiT. 09. 09. 02


Canaxati ratomRac Zalian martivi meZnela, rom sawuTroze fiqrebiT davSvri. win mifarfatens sicocxle – pepela mivyvebi moxibluli bavSvi. 02. 09. 03

* * * mze RvTis RimiliviT krTis. mivbobRav. mivnatri siswrafes arwivis frTis. da fiqri qariviT qris. vin misca, vin micsa am zecas simaRle amdeni wyrTis? suli siTboTi mevseba mwirs. ar msurs dasruleba gzis. Zirs miwa ferad mwyris. mivdivar. sisavse mizidavs cis. raRac mixaria. raRac mwyins. 28. 01. 03

* * * sivrces gahyveba cxovreba rogorc amonasunTqi. damitova sxeuli – ZRveni mZime da uqmi. yvela kerpi daimsxvra erT dros RmerTad saxuli.


tiris suli vaziviT grZnobebisgan gasxluli. rogorc Crdili mzisagan miwaze daxatuli, gaqra rwmena, survili asrulebas natruli. daikarga yoveli, sazRvari da sazRvruli, dadga usasruloba, ganqarda dasasruli. 06. 05. 03

* * * mTis wvers adneba mnaTobi, viT kaeSani dneba guls. geTqva da ras ar davTmobdi, oRond menaxe martosuls. wamavali var mec mgzavri, gana samzeos SevrCebi. erTi bargi da sagzali Sen xar da Cemi leqsebi. Cemi simSvidis mtrebi xarT, orives erTad gleqsavdiT. ra Zlier momnatrebixarT, mimaval sicocxlesaviT. 08. 05. 03


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redaqtorebi: givi gelaSvili, leri nozaZe


My hobby is poetry ( In Georgian )

The special jointly issue of Literary Miscelany No 3

of GSAU staff and students and literary salon " HELICONY "

at the museum study of local lore Khashury

Tbilisi 2005


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