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8/3/2019 Roti Veena Tootte Swar -On Saint Hanuman Prasadji Poddar Bhaiji

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This pathetic and graphic tale: of th 'r\ocful denarture from thism r sient world 01 ~ a trulj great an1(1.divine personage, a m g,ll"al i ITIO 'USIsoul \,\JI0 had endearedhimself '_0 all b'~. 'I is rare qualities of head 3111hea rt, l l l,. ho guided 1 1umanitj 0'0, th e ," .'0C-." ' f \l [ ', _rd path and loved I ' .. ' er oneas 11i~ ,'~ '1J\ "nou l I nay - ~t an im age o f Ill' 0\\'-- beloved 1]lc'i vw ho was a ,' tl '' I! I" ]1 ' . ",I"III '" '1,] I"~1 ' I " ' I I ' t 1 0 ' , " : ' " , ' ~ '0 ' " r ] ' : ~ : " , t h , ' " form of ;~ " " r ' ~ ' ' . ~ 0'"1 ~ a , \ , ~ I '0 ' ~J" ' , ' S ~ " " ' , ' I ,,~I~I:, ' 1 - ' 1_ . ~ , _ " . i I l . f~ r gl_Jll . 1 1 . - . ' " ' " ' . . . . ~ Ij.. I. .' I. _ .. .Jl J l. '_ . . I '. ,JJ.";]I , \ liCl~,L.J " . I . . J . l . ; , 1 '. ' I I ! I,,'., '~I" J!" I . -. v m " ! I J i . ' " . It, m i 1 ' ~ , I O I , ] l S of .ner [a,n lw o n ,',n ,:,ro pin g ill (a rkn ~~S:_n d w a 1 1 1 0 ' \ 1 , ing ill.s en s ua l n and su :-~'~nj,gan c w h o b 'r: U . , : n ; , h , t t hope all. solao to m an y :'lacer t t " ' - h ' - " 3 1 rt ' !I,t. hos I i nva l uabh I J"\, J ' ~ ' " it' 'to mankin , ( 1 1 l ' i , -, th " va r ' ~ : " o " " ' 1 1 1 11 _ "I , " L o . .I I. ,_ I ',_ ." _ ". _ ~ " ' ' ' i i " ." J .II.. ,,_ ' , t 1 _ ~ ' ' .,t, ,I" ,.". I - ~ _ , - ,I " , , ' , , , I , \ .J. I , I t . , . _ ' : ' ' : ' : ' . ' ,,,,I I .....~i:fil,el,d., of Iife without dist inct ion of caste and err e,d . are too num erou s tob r ecoun ted and w h o s e hear ove r f l ow , d with I O ' i ' , , ~ 1and compa s s i o n 1m a n " 1 1 ; !iii 8,,1t.e l a .m I n t-,'d , ' 1 ~ ' " ~ ' H - - p ' . . PIO,"(~lcl a : ' i i i " " ', - , " f " [ revered m,'1 t ] 7 r ' 1 1 IO ," ".'I ':",,{1 1 1 1 ' !~'II,'' '" iI!!!!!'. III j,I, , " '_ ,!D l I ' l J " , " , . . I _ 'I! !I! ,", l~._ . I l " III ,',_ ill " , '_ ~J I ' " , _ _ l ,I.. I. Jll , J L " J ,I ! - l " ,trious and world-renowned editor of - 1 1 ' 'Kalvan', was originally written, \ ' .il l C]OlqIU ,:J1 l.t . ': indi by his l ov ing : ' - ' r ~ ~ J . l d . ' ~ ( l . a u _ i o l l le r (d au g h ter 's d au g h ter},Sr imat i Ra d 1 1! i - ~ ( I " . . . iBh _ 1 0 t~a i11 l : ter il m i 't b le ,:;' .:1 .' o f 1~.I :~~ " .aI p[I~O', ' . . . .P- : IO ' " trv' , '" , I I I ' [1 1-'

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The S 01:' I -,: piers jn _.n '~_tIII 'I I the 11[f:"t-r end i ng fi~ale 0 ,' an enoch-al ill. which spread its 'r grance ]l ik[ ' a ,J undyi g f [0\1\, if throughoutl I.' "'\' or ld ar d tl e prolonged illn '.s s \ \ hiC . her s J ~ ' _ , d i,~_e n' I .FY' . ion.11 ]O[} ' \ . , _ ,Ie b less ing 0 ' anothe I~IO __~y sou l , w ho had b ee i clos Iy an d In -ima I" s s so : iat.o with S ri P ld, rji fo r lo n g , n ay, ,:110 is . is v ,ry

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] o f l y rOI'" S0'111' more days, months or y ' ;;U ', ~~ i . L 1 l h Cnf \ ' I I ) u J d "- ,I r n r l l s I I I I ! \ P ; l ~ ' it y i n us,r l { - V I , " d ' faith a' \ ,'. ' ~ i~ ' )~~? H c'I'U} it " V th a t 1 -anaj" 1-," 'C- ~S,~ 1 f C O" (W l "... 1 11 11~1( I u l ~and accurat kU,Q1!v} ' , '~gleo f U 1 ' ,agoln- wh i c hdistres " c d th 1 1 . 1 I T : l f~ r~f 'i1'~. 0"11 ' p sople, near

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M , T " over OUt " Nanaji w a - a . p eerles s w l lu ''..Lea i il, If h o w , j~ r ler t . , f ril! '~n t ien I 'J th "irstlffeling, th ' ]jI IO f II h j~111y ach ieve J -ouJ'~e\"iBry particle ' O f h is : b - ing:~j l ( ) o w l yOOU l " _ S , t h " , im'u.'ff 1 ] 1 ' ~ n~:u Ff~" ,8 tll ' ' ,11 'st;t l r r ' w le I. ' a l l u qu n e e n[ I tb i : r p a s ' i " J , ls,} kll- ''v that barl"ill'(f a fe1:\' xception "~ theI~I< I f n 1 ,I , - 1 - f th e indivi l - u J ~ l l , I ,xmn C i t , I,with ]1 im had attai III ,]_ th ] 1 VI I.,yhi,cb,tb,y could j O I ~ ou s ly (iv,' into the blissfulo n 0 ~ ' I \ ' ~ I - 1 1 a]- - ~ 1~ V '" ( 1 t '~ ' ~ -~ ] ~sh ~t I ) in n a .c] ,I' .: . .. I ",~ ! I'j 1r(1[" :.. ~ ',- I .~ ' r . I' . J. ,_ ' ',",i!O - - - (" --'- '- _,_'!L -" ""-' - "t), - ". " ,-u f D ivi,n ' l.-u vlc) '.'I~IIw as al o fully aw are o fre fa -~ that even the :Ill, "n-b , . 1 . " ' - of iis w n[~Jn'"y '~\ f '! . i t t l d , nol ' l O : I D l d t 1 1 1 ~ t - - 'I t o f t ] ! 1 , 1 - "t l ,P=r ) ' . 1 ' 1 1 : Iltl]~,~"~ En~ity o . th e eo sm eu ~ H ;11(: h e.c l~ ,tt" ( ~Ia :E~ '\ v~~~rribil lpl,alnl,~.'iuit 'O f th e in-Iin i -e .t 'Ir' " of th, ' a - 'CtH1f lU l at er l . ., '. ,.U '111~ l I LSo f , a . - 1L I , ]e in d ividu ale : n~nr .et . 1 ~ v i i ' _ l . h im an 1 a nimpu l s I Jl~t u r a l l y ar I h 1 1 1 . " h i ,at'", fullu[ eommi -, rn I l i , m fUI,~ the - , t l A r , erin ' , $ , " ~Ill! . h , " . " ,- , - b put ~)~. ~ enr~ It . J ' th o Till. a I] 'b y r -apkn'~' I ~ _ h . .~ ' i 1 r fr-ujt h , i . 1 1 1 . , e l f ,


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T' ] I ',.," d .'11 'e r " 0 .ve 0, a saint IS rn art ann :~lsmate " I D a z a t i o n are not two d ~ , t l f r nt .ntities.N o l ody exce] t c . s in g l in d ividu al cou JJm ak i ! O L l ~ '\J'~Iy in s t ad o f mak i n g an 'pl'O'gre s towards r eoov ' , ' r " 'V ; , ' aft r tha t inj c-tion, N a Jl.a,ji w a s w e lco m in g every ne~',ail-ment ' " i t m m 0 1 j o y o u s IIart, Constant plainj l)e:~,al to inger ill the st unaeh of '" a n . ,a j i , .'Generally speaking te hi . ,0 not been ke l J I =i l1g g 0 1 1 1 d health for y ars past, ~Iehad biensuJfering from diabetes, I 1 0 .d 1].essure,hear t trouhl , an 1 s o u n , T h a t is l V . ] l Y h isbody con t inu - d ~ 10 expe r i . e n ee i l l . feeli 'n.g 0 r t '-o~: ts n ' l;\1'r 'ah}l3sls~IU.l ev m . in 'ba it - I at

o f 1 i h alt - . he devot il n,latl."J,; twenty h o u n~V "ry Iday to ls ro u tin w o rk o f w j-linga n ~cles au..d e c 1 _ ~ t i t n , g , th e ~ '"a]""an ~ N ,o il"vila,'. ., t~;O]" l1 I " , 'V D I " " ,~ ' , '11 1 n . . ] 1 Ia_.O'U1 ' 1 J ' 1 ' : ; -1]- ] 1 '~ ' I I I 1 ( i ' j j' . .. ' . " ' t - ~ lIu,r.III'I;:. , l 'l"I " * = . r J li . ~J L I [1 & 1 ;1 . _ 11 11 l ..~ ! , ~ W " L l I J . 1[:[ ,I - ' " I ~ - ' ~ ilT I D :" : ti . I i " , , 'r, r ,! - 1 1 1 . 1 " , s, ",' , des -.nn _ n" ~ 110l~\ er , ~[11, if ' l,a,) " ,Y ,a S .e .st ined to en id in a d if fere It '~~raY-IJ~ysicalw eakn s . continu " ; r l to g~'U ' , \ ,the ou tpu ,o fl ,\101:"k relating t o the 'Kal~ an' , g ) ~ , al u , m J , y (li..m i n i ~1 I d 'N - : ,n aji rem a ~~11 'f " ' ! [ I N , ; ' y _ I l- n is - ~ ] , C O ' ' 1 P l ' . ..II. . 1 . 1 1 1 , ~ , ~ ', ' l., 1 J l ! ,,('JL, ' J !, I II. 1 .. 1( ,. l ,U . ,I[ ~~ u ,~,.L ' " . _ " i L ,f i n ! ' d t o be 1 . ,

':,l'.e,', rtheles nor e could get 1 1 - " , ' faintestinkling of the real cause of this set-hack,Treatment continued U~,unterrupt '"I, ] u tl'~ith o " L any relief ..

th I no h~lIV'I '" ~ . l 1 iy ' , 'octors 'f I G I - rakl1p U - I 'w r ,,'as gooda members of his own f am i l y ,T,~lev a , 1 l r e s s e d hit I 1.0,0 e i t l e r as r . l BaJJU]' i~ .(oin,e's o w n father) o r ' B l 1 . a i j i = - (one's o w nelder - b r o n . l l ler)-and th -' - Iv~in,g'ey s ofNa-naj i 31 o, ' , v - h . ,! w a . ',a I I , -fri nder of the , \r]10 1 1 ,

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L in ra j] m , ir cess~] tl y from 1I D , ~ - - . , I~ye< ', , ~ , , , theth roat got choke t.~~.,.Pro] elled hy a H " e c Lion and [;0111 assion, t i l lcoup I, o f tear-d rop s trickled , rom th e _ ; } - f ' Bo f th e ...ain tly fa tl r ~t'! lou, even L ]- oug h he

\ , as Ire f rom all a,u aclu n m L . He I{'D~\r i t,,\'~t in e itab le th at 1 " ~'1o td l quit i~~IHbody"N , vcrth cl _ '- p l a ~hlS h w - h~UH~n Lh J ' ] l adu f ~1i I I ielov ~d rlnu ~hter, w ht w a ~~IiH,' n U, ~ . l - n g - , , ~ u l l ~ _ j ~ ~ i d l - . : ) . : ' '~uub.hL e1 ",. I ~hallI t'y: I-hajJ itr~ I! leu e L~~t[ L ~i ' U11 u f you."

N , u u u j r n w o u h l .n u lce un I I n -, ~( lO ( .1 \ " lLU'~~;'f'U,~ 'v,u th at w h ich 'i i n l pu ~ < i J J ' ~ I m av 1 1 ;h r II'U,~-J~, w it 'lin I h reginn n f poss ' r n b l ' i I . ~ ' J - " ~i]J ~allh I lure noll Iio U , : 1 1 1 - 1 ~ . ' P ' I 'S(J ' l :1 . :: un ',I\~,~V e r -il l n ' U f ' f ~ \ih in th i _ eon u m rr ati n autom at i-"1Iy b rough t S01.~CI to tl l 1 ' 1 1 1 1 ind, ;- ay - th .I I - 1 j, ~rth a ,13] m ji , r i u l I Ui>\'Y b e r e , , L I ,r ~ a'L Ihealt h w i P -(1 ~he L ears u f lila m to (I ~ A n ~after about an hour w h 11~em ucus took the' p~nce of 1 ) cod an d ~h . 'n vnml t i na alsoceased. '.r8tlit no {IOU_lt went lo some m e-Idiciln I~

1 4 u rd _ 1 1 ' ~ ' . r i s hna (-Itlli I IJ n r I ii 1 ' 1 . z : nf .......l l t l u ),"-'Himself ~ u 1 1 I . . . . .~uID,aj i lere i n { I-I,~dnut U li~]cc

f O lU on e an o Ih er ~ s in th e cloak f in-g,enuity , ~ 1 l 1 1 at tlie s a m e tim ' _ , a y u , g ' I~IUI..r - gaI '(]l to truthfulnes ';i l\lal'laj~,b J ~d adth"f l~H5'e-{th e aforesai d wor [~ _ '0 h{ I ow n leo ' Ie,Re~lll)' s I l , ~ ]k i l l , g ' " it l_ ns B e I I~ S .Ur,tU1Ce,~ Tltas er t i .n -ha t b. '~ \ 'O U ) ! j l U r ' Ia k an en Ieavo u r"u td : iast a . p lJ! o n u,-,,~Tanaii sue ;Icd d']1 . f ' ] 1 ' . ] 1 1 ' - I ~ l - 1 1 ' . "in tne :O I~111 (1' '11(~1- '~.aU{",._ul~hu I .Ul1 "too ~U]I'[ O U r wa i l iin ,g re la x ~Idonce a~ai n;,

-~hc' vouiiting ' ,~,a,s t "Ill!atedl the n rx l Ida)fIUU .... ~,.m Iter a r ~1\f tours, lu I ," Y IO \ ; I If _ th ~complain; ill appeared, E,x.~nlliDn'~ion sluJ\f \ i '1d! !J la t ther , \ r e r , traces lO f , I l t n n . : 1 in th e rn a terr } . < ! i I -l c ame I O - U T iI' _ TlI"l'!1 l I~1 u - 'rl~- i, - I I I ]1. (i!J .. I L ! ! ! , ; , . _ ~ , . _I!l .~ !.J '!" ,.~ ,~ ', . I lL II' ~.l!nI lI I ,a :t ;1 "Th is eon s 'U tut d I t 1 1 ' : ' ILco-ld-"ltng " .'J 1 1 "' Janl~,"

~H~'n nu"(~ p ers on a ~ _ /"had [I I'(!~ (I 'h U O ~ U ~l" ~ fth e com in s I 'v - '~]1~~tfJo l , rd in , : to a hintthrown by h im an oxyg en ylin r e I ' had b ~ .npureha -i. ~ und hro ug h L [r ..n- Cal. ut ~u ,. . . ~~I'n,- -0 .]~ ey 'iu{]er r.uu ld h~ ' harl i'l' Gor~l.kh-pu r o n h i re ~ but iI~ , ' f ( D i 1 1 : ' _ b e ,~lelte ~ to ha v "one's to"~,,n I '' bj :l 1g ~ '~J ] l t . " C,QU Id kn "" a '_wh a t..tage 1 1 9 uneeasina use ~11IDgll1he fund

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N(lll~_ji 's ph sieal weakness ttaf~ gro,,\,[,,I, " (I", n J 1 1 1 . " , : " I D :U ~ i~ ' l ' L i ; ] l t~ 1,1 ] ' : L i E , - , lure]h e rsed to l ,' c ve ~ i ; , h " e l ' n n l move tI '~ hwater ... oset for answerin [1' th e cal] o f n a-tu re , B ' ,', h is ] ody w as n u J ,o ,ng"~l~ L _ h],~' toh ar (hi strait ~ J I , - ~ : -m a d three or rim n o~ti on: ~n th ~ 1"- -_ , i : lU,.rt 1h _ l , U at the ' O V ! , - r ..' l \ r i 1 0 ~ln l in , ' in i, ~ ,' , I , e ~ ~ ) I f al I b is J ) I IU~,l~'1.....10" ~I,c ' i i~"r l ~In 1 ' ''tiI l ~ , nature ~'tl- l '1 1'';1, r oom ;" i~," I'


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' ' ' . . ' " , '. ' . " ,. .. . ' ~ } '1 ' t a m . _ .his ,va ~ '.'h i .~ r . 1 I n . .1011, as rnoke- scr sen o f m aya ~1 . f ~ J U I 1 1 1 ~to .'an aji ~ '.I'X i. wh ich non e cou ld . ~Jmprel end itill thend, -

11f~ ]JI" ]i~' u f f " rim '! o r l- ana j 'i "W',tlSwrenchina the heart of It a 1 . . was eau i - ~. '#' 1(,;1I C U . _ ruction+-pain '] {)U ~ '~lcry ~lial being.I \~.'",I rth less L I 1 - ; i ' fai tl1 81j J J ] ina er 'I ~ i1 .1 our~lru.in,]th at _ 'Jan ,~j i \\'1' . I surely be r s to "edIt'll hi alth,

}\ i~~ni~I h .t ' la:nn j i i . r~~c .I, 11 .o.r . ca ll '" '. to-0'" th 1r aJ l l 1 1 1 m e m b er - of his Iam ilv an d~ I-,epeated his oving ins' ru , ~t~n "'

_.'~for this Nan.a f r u hur l settled a 1 . ris 1 1 1 1 0 ' "netary accounts t ]) I . cu l r n~n i ' trator th e d il~ '", ctor as ,V\]I a s the ~~i. , ' l d ' O f ~]1. householda s h e " t l - il [1 h i s ~lre -'I I 1 1 e ~ al 0 f 'US J [ " , 8 ' . "m ain ed car ~Jree .ike ir ~101'~l,l chi ldren 'II N Cil@ ln ajihan d . ,d ver char fe 0 th e I :iU t i t " house ..1 1 0 1 I to o to Babu j i (my father) to e ay...,".".,Our adaman ~j:n,. I I I ar L " ' " refuse i Lo breakt . : V 1 E m . 1 1 al tb"llt ~ ' 1 ! e r i se ]'lHU . en t when Nan , j ' i 'lfa.s s . l ' ' f t ing . a 1 1 h is \\lorJflly t'ie~HU1: ' -Hl~I~ti sto th _I shou ld ]['S of a l lo th , r,

t ling unc er th ' patron aze o . f N anajL ..'1though in : n ] ' ~U1 . , J of th ese in s ti tutions N~n,'lj~m a ti . a c cep l le ~ oflie 'I, Uu ] y 1 1 omi n a I I y yet a 1 [' \\ ,, 1 . . r - 'I ~ rill1 1 1 1 r u n : : through L h unfai 1 1 1 g ' h le s s i n ran I nligl~lty r o o d , , il 0' a tnaji, ' (xoe]pti~lU '~ ! II r w o h e h.a] s vered ] 1 : w . , . 1011 n ctiot .w ith al 0f ' l U : . 1 < 1 1 1 5 1 1 1 1 urtlv ,I ~I(-[ore~,Th atmo .ph . - r ~ I'~,ru n 1 1 1 with th e r l r u nof cri '". ' - - h ~,I


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t I l l at tempt . '_0 in j let glu ~1~[,'UIl) e'" I [ e d , til '(flu ,' e alon ,;,01. d Jilt ve I! e:_ h el _ r r, snon-. " 1 ' 1 f - t h o ; et-b 1 i ' I [ ' m d ,,I I. . J ~ " [,., ' tJ~i~ x, (Jln' In ' 1 ct rs to\'.auld lut, I' a len in I .1 rlisr pute I'01 nofau l t o r theirs, Nana j i saved th em all fromth is ignominj ~ a , . a !'., b altJ . IDC.' n.lor,3.~ c . U lrt. :I" ~ : i"us U,. P l l . ': 1 r. '. hi II . etc 1' 8 an I

ai 'Il'! g : r : . , '~r alto., 1- ther d,pIO'J.1d.,ellt~:me".~~al trea t1 1 1 m t w a s w e ll-n ,~11't l)]~,ed~Puls 'becam intr ' E " l .ittent ani 1 " ; ] 1 . ~'l" fl-1t1 1 1 1to ,~ .r:lt\ s u ff i .ci n tlv .= Ia1"] i r , ~ .. ,,', i, ~ i, ~ " ' .. ii,. t ~ , d i tt > t the , d . . OJ r~ art J i i1Jl s n -; 3; "aaji's span of ]ife 1,YaS ti l f c - , ' v hours only,

plian - l\f,"tll this r~qu , 'v;,, . 0 r on lvl '}"atur I ~ HI t . , . . """ ~. . ,'. . ~""i ~

, b e t -) a p e l l : ',d an d ~1 l0 l l ' V ' it happen ,d i!",I. meth i ng beyond - 1 1 1 Y eapaeit [-. tell: In~(111 rthing lin. 'Inbt-' y ha - ,. . I,"n ' _ ,~ Befort h i s th ' I 'Blirt,' .. ,f u - l : r e , '_ :_t r a r . h a d 'j r o a c h e c

' . : T ( l n a j i t .. 1 an 0 1 . , l i n , . ly ad dl\ 8 " ' _ ' 1 ' l m ' " l a l _ ' ;II sal 1 '0 him and a w a v .~ :.J" e ' 1 1 1 , 1 1 l a s . ion lla(ill all 1 11'0']abi i~'is _11 in 1 1 . niu~l a i l lso I- ,' h , a '. v 1"m av ~ )' l 1 c~' le a 'I. [. ,.u i.". '01l1paS 1011

It 1'"]1,,d .he tabl} ~ I.In~ . m I,~. I da ~.,, h ( ~ n is ht en I , - ] I. I,'. J u l l y ~ An rl it] 11~ N - i", ~ II d 1 h ,il1 1 1 0 r r u :n .g " . a n l l J l 100,,1. - 111(]1't!~"ea t , I y a s I I

l "ve r, , than . '1 : .ither ',',,f .~ Thi l ' \~',a.:, tile third. cas 1 ' ' , -i"ijj [" ' I I " 'I - ] ' J ' '~'1I i I ' I ' m t 1'[: ~ ' ! i l ' c ' '. - H - '1. "" .' , . I I , _ ' . 'U.: . ',_ h,."._ '.. .

_ ' . _ 1 . . .; ~ ' that 11 w a to i" (. 1 '~ : b u t i:l1 IIi' Jifl.tin1,." e hap es-. erea res could 'n~I' .'... sven aner p rortuni ty 'to cry ( 1 ' \ ' . I y ~

bur in:' - [,'11 . r I n t 1 1 m h \~[l' pa I I n-c l I' "anl" 'e ' I. ntinu I ' unaba t 'd all i _ " t h1inaJ s of P .al.la~i'ib .. touch 0.ian r coolel~ i th ic e JL1U.a" ]1 i ' ' . : , I 8 E ' m er ee ICOOIess '"IBut wa . r he could not tak I [ . V _ , n l ; f V , , ,

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n ~wa s n t l, l S . i - ~ l i e I t - g]V ' C O l' ~ ~fll rep] 1 1 ~ ~ totelephonic an d . '~el"arap hie m ' SSaJ , tes I " . . .ceiverl from near nnd flea'l~(J~l~S nutsit I,[~"Forru f 1,~rm I DI1'Ut s s h is condi tion a p I' t~a.(~d a h i tsati fa etl- iY a s it were [1 11 1 ] the v ~ ry nextmomen t it L(~c,rl1np; the r eve r se ." ~~" '" "11\7. 'N' srenlll in H llv ing iu :g . .brb~of rn in d .. ...'..v.un I harl'u n der' a- ~l ]1 o f r]ire'usIDon mistak n II h lb (~U~ ..dition fo r a transition towards im pro'll men t-,vhl'cas it was actually I J I Q , - i l 1 g t . l l . ,~rayrn r -heexit,....ana j i .voice \V3J~g~ . aluallj gett in ,g Iaint ..er an d fain ter .. H e eou d n o ]unger speakd i;~:iaetl y to M . ean 1Mh i le E ll fl~ s it It(UIlp l ai n ~

known 1,y the name I O f -T hrush fu n g u : . all-p e.'u '] In his m ou th . A kin d JWwhite coat-in g z ath ered ~~ Il over his o ra I cavity anrth e b u rn in g as w ell a s the pain , [ , r aich ae-. ' o - n 1 1 1 'a n w e r 1 " . was t~yo n 1 , ~ , Fu . . ~ ; ' r' ~ iIt W O e true 1 ) , Y O l 1 l d Idoullt t h a t a medicine

y il Id s g oo r sults on ly l[ ~h en I Lh~ r l ispen-satio n o f Provk en ee eo op era es w i h it..Fort\'0 or three day~ the trou b l ..h owed 'n o; ~ m . ~ J l 1 0[ fill levis tirm ~ Snak in! a p i c of

w er I eleansed wi th it: b u t ~OOD aft, ~1~ [ E l Lf f1e~hwhite ('oatin:g L1pp.t~url?rl l a g a i n , " , I s~'n8 a..w ah 'o f f~nI~l1 wool an attempt ' \ ,\"39 m adI I .u \\f ie u fl' Lh - coa L i 1 1~~ U IJ to th e cavity ofthe ~,hll 'oat- b u t "\l\rifl 11.0 special re ul t , Thep .eseure o r v/ind in th e b J J y , o n lh otherhand, ,,'\r~l{;~ i L gre\v. eonlinu d to give .riseit' terrihle flatul "n: "e,~ In orrl,el" to afforchim re ief ;ill f l a t l l s tube l , V I l S used to expelt h~ U' in~l ' j T\\1,.' hundred to two 1 1und redH J 1~] ~i~ L y ~ 1 . r u ~ 1L ] e ~ " \v[el"'l~~{-;ena~ one time ~Neverthele ~ al] this nl1-~y ,'[r,aV'leris to allHlus ion f improvement. -n fact - 1 1 , re lV,R,Sno improvem ~'J]t whatseev \

O n , e ,u:loraJJe personage 1 1 , Q c tn r e v e l a t i o non the ,2()L-l u[ I\r~,ar-il1at about ~, o'clock inII h e . n orn il l g ~ In lion - ~ y e d a, :C f:D t ~ whichwere i ncomparab ly sw et, Nanaji was tel U 'n gh im :"The time of m y' d epartu re b as arrived, ..R i, nrf~ this he had never heard 1~O:ln tilelips o r N~naji's ]~l]y~ca] hody aec [---s soso ft an ' melli -u o u s , But th e m axim , o fhis ] iIe is : 'Your pleasure alone is lUY I J 1 . e a . .sur -"J~ltura1Iy, t h o .efo r '~ the fol lo ' f"na

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. . . l - ,i 1 1 ] ..1 th'~'n:10' . It runl ' 'I . . [ .~ ~ 'n J . . ~111 on J t 1a oun d'. '1 1 I ~[L 7", ,'I th.:" .) ., \\ - - l , ~ I ~ 'hin ces a,l.t l . h , : " \ \P -,[~ 1 1 . _ . . -1 1 1 j . ][ 1 1 \ " ' . 'fl anin .r h o III tible . LO f [ .~u , o f .~nlpln-sion.:10 I d . n ' Io ~ all 'h U" ~~ ~..,.,. ~ L, a ' m m l [ O ' uhi 1 ind ...naji Ill, ( 1 g ud 1 1 i . exi ~.". ~ u .~

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