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ÝStavnamHglH wgvanŸ vIro mHglH gaEtmo g`I.mHglH k¡Ndk¡NdayÈ jEn\mÈ½Stu mHglmŸ..

mhaivdehÙeƒmaH sdehe ivhrman iƒlokna= vItrag svR& prmdevai\dev ]IsImH\r wgvannI idVy dexnano ApUvR sHcy krI wrtÙeƒmaH lavnar sImH\rlFunHdn, &an sam‡aßyna sm‡a!, wrtÙeƒna kizkaz svR& Ae!le ke xuâaTmamaHinrHtr keil krnar haltaH caltaH isâ AacayR ]I kuHdkuHddev =ya. jeAo sHvt 49maH sdehe mhaivdehÙeƒmaH 8 idvs gya hta. mhaivdehÙeƒmaH iƒlokna= svR&devna]Imuqe=I vhetI ]utam<t$pI &ansirtano t=a ]utkevzIAo sa=e =yelI Aa|yaiTmksU"m ccaRno AmULy wHDar sHFrIne wrtÙeƒmaH AavI pHcprmagm AaidAa|yaiTmk xaÏonI rcna krI. temaHnuH Aek ]IsmysarÒ iätIy ]utSkHFnuHsvÈTk<Ú A|yaTm xaÏ Ke. jemaH ]I kuHdkuHdacayeR 41p maimRk ga=aAonI rcnakrI Ke. Aa xaÏ sU"m ¹iÚÝ\an g‡H=ai\raj Ke.

]I kuHdkuHdacayR bad Aek hÔr vØR pKI A|yaTmna Anaht ÝvahnI pirpa!ImaHAa A|yaTmna AmULy qÔnana êDa hadRne Svanuwvgt krI ]I kuHdkuHddevna&anñdyne qolnar isâpd sa\k muinvr sHpdane AaTmsat krI inj Sv$psa\nana AlaEikk Anuwv=I pHcprmagmaidnuH isâaHt ixromi` xaÏ smysarÒKe tenI 41p ga=anI !Ika krvanuH saEwaGy t=a temaH rhela sU"m ne gU# rhSy neteno mmR ApUvR xElI=I AacayR ]I Am<tcHãdeve “AaTmQyait” namk !Ika krIqoLyo ne tena _pr 278 maimRk mHgz kzxo t=a pirixÚnI rcna krI.

Aa xaÏno wava=R jypur iS=t sU"m&an _pyogI pHiDt ]I jycHdÒAekrelo Ke.

vtRman Aa kazmaH moÙmagR Ýaye lop =yo hto. im+yaTvno For AH\karKvayelo hto. jEn dxRnna mUzwUt isâaHto m<tÝay: =ya hta. prmagmo mojUdhova KtaH tena gU# rhSyone smÔvnar ko{ n htuH. tevamaH jEnxasnnanwomHDzmaH Aek mhaÝtapI vIrpuruØ A|yaTmmUitR, A|yaTms<Úa, AaTm&sHtA|yaTm yugpuruØ, in*kar` kÌ`axIl, wvodi\ tar`har, waiv tI=aRi\rajprm pUßy sdŸguÌdev ]I kanÒSvamIno _dy =yo.

jem e Aa AacayÈna &anñdymaH sHict gU# rhSyone potana &anvEwväara ]utam<t rspan krI AacayÈnI mhamihm ga=aAomaH wrela A=RgaHwIyRneSvyHnI &anÝwa äara srz sugm waØamaH crmsImaAe mUitRmHt kyaR.

im+yadxRn im+ya&anna For itimrne nÚ krva Aek teÔemy A|yaTm

smysar isiâ wag-2I


dIpkno suv Rmy _dy =yo. jem e potanI idVyam<t cEtNyrsIlI vaÌ äaraxuâaTmisH\una ASqilt saitxy xuâ Ývahne vheto kyÈ. teAo]IAe jEn\mRnamUzwUt isâaHtone Ait SpÚp e, AivruâtapUvRk wVyÒvone wvtapivnaxkprmxaHit Ýdayk ÝvcngHga äara teAo]I potanI saitxy vaÌ=I relavtaræa. ivro\IAona ivro\no p` jHglmaH frta kesrI isHhnI jem A|yaTmnakesrI isHh bnI inDrp e KtaH in*kar` kru avHt wave samno krI ivro\IAop` ;wgvan AaTma' Ke tevI ¹iÚ=I jgtna Òvo smÙ A|yaTmna sU"mNyayone Ýkaixt kyaR.

]I smysarÒ xaÏ pU. guÌdev]Ina ha=maH sHvt 1978 na fag` masmaHAaVyuH. Aa smysarÒ ha=maH AavtaH j JverInI parqu njr smysarna sU"mwavo _pr pDI Ane temaH ¹iÚ pDtaH, shj j AHtrna êDa`maH=I kru axIlkomz ñdy bolI é@ uH. Are¦ Aa to AxrIrI =vanuH xaÏ Ke. Anaidno AÝitbuâÒv Ýitbuâ kem =ay tenuH sHpU R rhSy ne xuâaTmano sHpU R qÔno Aa xaÏmaHwrelo Ke.

Aa xaÏnuH rhSy qreqr to A|yaTm yugpuruØ pU. kanÒSvamIna ha=maHAa xaÏ AaVya bad j crmsImaAe Ýkaixt ne ÝdixRt =yuH. 4p-4p vØR su\Isuv RpUrImaH “song#” mukame A|yaTmnI helI nItrtI calI.

pU. guÌdev]IAe 1978 =I 1991 (13) vØR su\I guºmH=n krI &anvEwvnosHpU R incoD Aa xaÏmaH=I xo\I ka#õ Ane frmaVyuH ke:-

smysar to iätIy ]utSkH\nuH svÈTk<Ú svÈCc AagmonuH p` Aagm Ke.smysar to isâaHt ixromi`-AiätIy AÔeD cÙu ne AaH\zanI AaHq Ke.smysar to sHsar ivØv<Ùne KedvanuH AmoF xaÏ Ke.smysar to kuHdkuHdacayR=I ko{ AevuH xaÏ bnI gyuH. jgtna waGy ke AavIcIj wrtÙeƒmaH rhI g{. \Nykaz¦smysarnI Aek Aek ga=a ne AaTmQyait !IkaAe AaTmane AHdr=I DolavInaQyo Ke. smysarnI AaTmQyait jevI !Ika idgHbrmaH p` bIÔ ko{xaSƒomaH n=I. Aena Aek Aek pdmaH ke!lI gHwIrta, qoltaH qoltaH par nAave AevI vat AHdr Ke.smysar to sTynuH _dŸFa!n Ke. wartnuH mharTn Ke.smysar jena =oDa xBdomaH wavonI AdŸwut ne Aga\ gHwIrta wrelI Ke.smysar to wrtÙeƒno Ývcnno svÈTk<Ú badxah Ke. Aa sar xaÏ khevay.smysar to jgtna waGy, smysar$pI we! uH jgtne AaPyuH. SvIkarna=¦ hve SvIkar¦ we! p` de, Ae p` SvIkare nhÄ?smysar to vEraGyÝerk prma=R Sv$pne bnavnar vItragI vIà Ke.

smysar isiâ wag-2 II


smysarmaH to Am<tcHãacayeR Aekla Am<t reDya Ke Am<t vhevraVya Ke.smysar Aekvar saHwzIne Aem n manI levuH ke Aap e saHwZyuH Ke. Aem n=Ibapu¦ Aa to Ý... vcnsar Ke O!le AaTmsar Ke varHvar saHwzvuH.smysar wrtÙeƒnI KeÐamaH KeÐI Ane êcamaH êcI stne Ýisâ krnarIcIj Ke. wrtÙeƒmaH saÙat kevz&anno sUyR Ke. smysare kevzIna ivrhwUlaVya Ke.smysarnI mUzwUt Aek Aek ga=amaH gjb gHwIrta par n pDe AevI cIjKe. Aek Aek ga=amaH hIramotI !aHkela Ke.smysarmaH to isâna w`kara sHwzay Ke. xa¬t AiStTvnI ¹iÚ kravnaruHprmihta=R xaÏ Ke. smysar Ae to saÙat prmaTmanI idVy|vin, ƒ`loknana=nI Aa idVy|vin Ke.Aava ApUvR smysarmaH=I pU. guÌdev]IO potano inj smysar$pI

xuâaTmane AnuwvIne frmaVyuH ke AaTma AanHdno phaD Ke. &ayk to mI@o mheramÀanHdno gHj ne suqno smuã Ke. Nyayono Nyaya\Ix Ke. \mRno \o\ Aevo \m± Ke.\‡uv Ývah Ke. &annI \ara Ke. ƒ` lokno na= cEtNyv<Ù Am<tfz Ke. vaStivkvStu Ke. sday ivkLp=I ivram j Aevo inivRkLp jeno mihma Ke Ovo \‡uv\am\‡uvnI \qtI \gx Ke. wgvan AaTma icHtami` rTn, kLpv<Ù ne kam\enu Ke.cEtNy cmTkarI vStu Ke. AnHt gu onuH godam-xi›AonuH sHg‡haly ne Svwavnosagr Ke.

snatn idgHbr muinAoAe prmaTmanI vaÌno \o\ claVyo Ke. jEn\mRsHÝday vaDo gCK n=I vStuna Sv$pne jEn khe Ke.

pU. guÌdev]IO xaÏna A=R krvanI je paHc ÝkarnI pâit xBda=R, mta=R,Aagma=R, nya=R ne wava=R Ke te ApnavIne kãH k{ ApeÙaAe k=n krvamaHAaVyuH Ke tenuH y=a=R &an Aap`ne mumuÙu smudayne kraVyuH. Aa ÝvcngHgamaH FàAaTma=±Ao potana inj Sv$pne paMya, Fà Sv$pnI ink! AaVya ne AavaÌna wavo g‡h` krIne Fà AaTma=±Ao j$r AaTmdxRn pamxe j. tenIinrHtr Am<t JrtI vaÌmaH j temnI Asa\ar` Ýitwano Qyal Aave Ke.

pU. guÌdev]I smysarmaH frmave Ke ke smysar be jGyaO Ke Aek potanoxuâaTma Ke te smysar Ke ne _Tk<Ú inim¿p e smysarÒ xaÏ Ke. Aa xaÏmaHpotano inj smysar$pI xuâaTma btavvamaH AaVyo Ke. Aek Aek ga=ana A=RkrtaH pU. guÌdev]I Aeva wavivwor ={ Ôy Ke ke temaH=I tene nIkzvuH muXkel pDe Ke.

pU. bhen]I cHpabhen vcnam<tmaH pU. guÌdev]I ivxe frmave Ke kepU. guÌdev]InuH ãVy to AlaEikk ne mHgz Ke. temnuH ]ut&an ne vaÌ AaüyRkarIKe. teAo]I mHgzmUitR, wvodi\ tar`har ne mihmavHt gu o=I wrela Ke. tem e

III smysar isiâ wag-2


care baj¡=I mui›no magR ÝkaXyo, temno Apar _pkar Ke te kem wUlay?pU. guÌdev]Ine tI=Åkr jevo _dy vteR Ke. pU. guÌdev]IAe AHtr=I magR Ýaº kyÈbIÔne magR btaVyo te=I temno mihma Aaje to gvay Ke prHtu hÔro vØÈ su\Ip` gvaxe.

pU. ben xaHtaben frmave Ke ke jem mhaivdehÙeƒmaH tI=Åkr prmaTmano saÙatŸ_pkar Ke tevI j rIte wrtÙeƒmaH pU. guÌdev]Ino Ae!lo j _pkar Ke kar` ke jewvno AHt tI=ÅkrdevnI smIpmaH n AaVyo te wvno AHt jemna Ýtape =ay teprmk<pazu sdŸguÌdevne ATyHt wi›=I varHvar nmSkar ho. nmSkar ho.

pU. inhalcHd^Ò soganI ke jeAone pU. guÌdev]InuH Aek j Ývcn saHwztawvna Awav$p sMyGdxRnnI Ýaiº song# suv RpUrI mukame ={. teAo frmaveKe ke pU. guÌdevna Aek klakna ÝvcnmaH pUrepUrI vat AavI Ôy Ke. b\I vatnoqulaso pU. guÌdev]IAe tEyar krI AaPyo Ke te=I ko{ vat ivcarvI pDtI n=I.nihH to sa\k hoy to p` b\I tEyarI krvI pDe.

“]I sImH\r kuHdkuHd khan Aa|yaiTmk !^S!”nI rcna Sv. cHdulal qImcHdmhetana SmrÀ=eR ben srojben cHdulal mheta pirvar rajko! äara krvamaHAavI Ke. Aa !^S!nI Ýv<i¿maH pU. guÌdev]Ina Ývcno Ýkaixt krvanuH kayRkrvamaH Aavxe.

Aa pirvarne AadrÌy pU. ]I lalcHdwa{ modI-rajko! äara j Aa|yai„kmagRmaH ÝvexnI Ýerà t=a Aa|yai„k mhamHƒonuH rspan =yuH hoy Aa pirvartemno ATyHt %Ì Ke. pU. lalcHdwa{ hHmexa Aa pirvarne kheta ke tmo b\apU. guÌdev]Ina wvw‡m`no =ak étarnara mUzÀvne saHwzI ne smÔe. teAo]Ifrmavta ke tne “Ô`naro jày Ke qreqr pr jàtuH n=I” tem Ame ÔÌAeKIAe, hve to SvIkar krI le. Aava Aava Fà mhamHƒo jemaH bar AHgno sarwrelo Ke teva mhamHƒo t=a pU. wa{]InI A|ya„nI sU"m isâaHitk sco!xElI=I j Aa pirvar A|ya„maH AotÝot =yo hoy teAo]Ino ATyHt AawarI Ke.

Aava ApUvR Anupm ]I smysarÒ xaÏnI Òv Ai\karnI pU Rta$pe 13=I 38 ga=a t=a te _prna }loko _pr pU. guÌdev]Ina 19 mI vqtna szHgÝvcno nH. p3 =I 111 smysar isiâ wag-rmaH AÙrx: Ýkaixt krvamaHAaVya Ke. pU. guÌdev]IAe ÔherswamaH smysar 19 vqt vaHCyuH Ane qangImaHto seHkDo vqt vaHCyuH Ke. Ane AHdrmaH to... temne AamaH ke!lo mal deqaò hxe.ko{var do# vØR ko{var be vØR ko{var A#I vØR tem 19 vqt 4p vØRmaHÔhermaH vaHCyuH Ke. Aa Ývcno pU. guÌdev]InI 4p vØRnI song# suv RpUrImaH=yelI sa\nana incoD$p maq` Ke. jem jem &anInI &an iS=rta v<iâg¿ =tIÔy Ke tem tem Aekne Aek ga=ana Ývcn p` frI levamaH Aave to nva nva

IVsmysar isiâ wag-2


wavo Aave Ke. te=I j 18 mI varna Ývcno Ýkaixt =ya hova KtaH Aa AHitmÝvcno Ýkaixt krvano wav Aavel Ke. !o!l 487 Ývcno 1 =I 11 wagmaHÊmbâ x<Hqla$pe Ýkaixt =xe.

pU. gu$dev]I frmave Ke ke paHcmaH Aarana KeDa su\I je ko{ Òv sMyGdxRnpamxe tene Aa vItragnI vaÌ inim¿ =xe. Aa vaÌ sI\I sImH\r wgvannIvaÌ Ke. AamaH Aek AÙr fre to b\uH frI Ôy.

Aa smg‡ Ývcno pU. guÌdev]InI sI. DI. _pr=I AÙrx: étarvamaH AavelaKe. Tyarbad ßyaH ßyaH j$r pDe TyaH kÕs krI vaÉyo pUra krelaH Ke. !e{p _pr=IétravvanuH kayR t=a tene cek krvanuH kayR AaTma=± wa{]I DaÛ. deveNãwa{ Aem.doxI-sureNãngr äara =yel Ke. waØa t=a Vyakr` xuiâ ]I devxIwa{ cavDa-rajko! äara =yel Ke Tyarbad smg‡ Ývcno frI=I sI. DI. _pr=I saHwzI cekkrI sHpU R ÝUfrIiDHgnuH kayR ]I cetnwa{ mheta-rajko! äara pU R =yel Ke. tebdl sHS=a sveRno Aawar mane Ke. Aa ÝvcnonaH ÝkaxnmaH kaH{ Ùit n rhe tema!e AmoAe varHvar Ývcno saHwzI lqa` xuiâ krI Ke KtaH ko{p` Ùit rhIhoy to te Amaro doØ Ke te bdl Amo Ùma cahIAe KIAe.

“smysar isiâ” wag-2na ÝvcnonuH smg‡ kaÛMPyu!ra{JD !a{psei!HgnuHkayR ]I inlexwa{ t=a ]I devaHgwa{ varIya-rajko! äara t=a puStk iÝiN!Hgba{iNDHgnuH sHpU R kayR xapR Aofse!vaza ]I \meRxwa{ xah-rajko! äara t=aklr pe{jnuH kam Do! AeDvaza ]I kmlexwa{ sompura-rajko! äara =yuH hoysHS=a temno Aawar mane Ke.

pU. guÌdev]IAe Aa pHcmkazmaH Am<t vrsaVya Ke. A|yaTmnI helI vrsavImoÙna maHDva roPya Ke. Aava Ait ApUvR maimRk xaÏnI ga=aAona qUb jsrz waØamaH AacayÈna gU#wavone rjU krI mumuÙu jgt _pr ApUvR _pkar kyÈKe. “wgvan AaTma” khIne ÝTyek Òvne vItragI kru a=I sHbo\n krnarpU. guÌdev]I Am bazkona AnHt AnHt _pkarI \mRipta Ke. bs temno _pkarto Aap e saE tem e btavela xuâaTmanuH rspan krIne j vazI xkIAe.

smysar isiâ wag-r ma!e ]I xaHtIlal ma\vÒ mheta - loAr prelmuHb{. h. AmItaben wrtwa{ xah. borIvlI - muHb{ trf=I shyog Ýaº=yel Ke te bdl !^S! temno Aawar mane Ke.

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]I smysarÒ-Stuit

(hirgIt) sHsarI ÒvnaH wavmrò !azva kÌà krI,sirta vhavI su\a tÌ Ýwu vIr¦ teH sHÒvnI¸xoØatI deqI sirtne kÌàwIna ñdye krI,muinkuHd sHÒvnI smyÝaw<t tè wajn wrI.

(AnuÚup) kuHdkuHd rCyuH xaÏ, sai=ya Am<te pUyaR,g‡H=ai\raj¦ taramaH wavo b‡ïaHDna wyaR.

(ixqirÌ) Aho¦ vaÌ tarI Ýxmrs-wave nItrtI,mumuÙune patI Am<trs AHjil wrI wrI¸AnaidnI mUKaR ivØ tÌ Tvra=I étrtI,ivwave=I =HwI Sv$p wÌ doDe pirìt.

(xadURliviÊiDt) tuH Ke inüyg‡H= wHg sFza Vyvharna wedva,tuH Ý&aKIÌ &an ne _dynI sHi\ shu Kedva¸sa=I sa\kno, tuH wanu jgno, sHdex mhavIrno,ivsamo wvkŸlaHtna ñdyno, tuH pH= mui› tò.

(vsHtitlka) su~ye tne rsinbH\ ixi=l =ay,Ô~ye tne ñdy &anI tàH jày¸tuH ructaH jgtnI Ìic Aazse saE,tuH rIJtaH skl&aykdev rIJe.

(AnuÚup) bnavuH pƒ kuHdnnaH, rTnona AÙro lqI¸t=aip kuHdsUƒonaH AHkaye mULy na kdI.


]I sdŸguÌdev-Stuit(hirgIt)

sHsar sagr tarva ijnvaÌ Ke na Eka wlI,&anI sukanI mZya ivna Ae nav p` tare nhÄ¸Aa kazmaH xuâaTm&anI sukanI bhu bhu doælo,muj pu~yraix fZyo Aho¦ guÌkhan tuH naivk mZyo.

(AnuÚup)Aho¦ w› icdaTmana, sImH\r-vIr-ku Hdna¦baæa Htr ivwvo tara, tar e nav mum uÙ una.

(ixqirÌ)sda ãiÚ tarI ivmz inj cEtNy nIrqe,Ane &iºma HhI drv-gu`-pya Ry ivlse¸inÔlHbIwave pirìt Sv$pe j{ wze,inim¿o vhevaro icdŸFn ivØe ka H{ n mze.

(xadRUlivÊIiDt)hEyuH ;stŸ stŸ &an &an' \bke ne v«vaÌ KU!e,je v«e sumumuÙu sÀv Jzke¸ prãVy nato tU!e¸- ragäeØ ruce n, jHp n vze waveHiãmaH-AHxmaH,!HkoTkI`R AkHp &an mihma ñdye rhe svRda.

(vsHt itlka)inTye su\aJr` cHã¦ tne nmu H hu H ,kruà Akar` smuã ¦ tne nmuH hu H,h e &anpoØk su\ e\¦ tne nmu H h u H ,Aa dasna ÒvnixLpI¦ tne nmuH huH.

(ÏG\ra)êDI êDI, êDe=I suqini\ stna vayuna inTye vhHtI,vaÌ icNmUitR¦ tarI _r-Anuwvna sU"m wave wrelI¸wavo êDa ivcarI, Aiwnv mihma ic¿maH lavI lavI,qoyelu H rTn pamu H-mnr= mnno¸ pUrÔe xi›xazI¦


—prmaTmne nm:.

]ImdŸwgvTkuHdkuHdacayRdevÝ`It

}lok - 5hve AacayR xuânyne Ý\an krI inüy sMykŸTvnuH Sv$p khe Ke. AxuânynI

(VyvharnI) Ý\antamaH Òvaid tÀvona ]âanne sMykŸTv kæuH Ke to AhÄ AeÒvaid tÀvone xuâny vDe Ô`va=I sMykŸTv =ay Ke Aem khe Ke. TyaH !IkakarAenI sUcna$pe ƒ` }lok khe Ke temaH phelaH }lokmaH Aem khe Ke ke Vyvharnynek=HictŸ Ýyojnvan kæo top` te kaH{ vStuwUt n=I :-

(mailnI)Vyvhr`ny: Sya>>ip ÝaÉpdVya-imh inihtpdanaH hNt hStavlMb:.tdip prmm=Å icŠmTkarmaœaHprivrihtmNt: pXytaH nEØ ikiˆtŸ.. 5..

}loka=R:- (Vyvhr`-ny:) je Vyvharny Ke te (y>ip) Ôeke ([h ÝakŸ-pdVyaH) Aa phelI pdvImaH (ßyaH su\I xuâ Sv$pnI Ýaiº n ={ hoy TyaH su\I)(iniht-pdanaH) jem e potano pg maHDelo Ke Aeva puÌØone, (hNt) Arere¦(hStavlMb: SyatŸ) hStavlHb tuLy kæo Ke, (tdŸ-Aip) top` (ictŸ-cmTkar-maœaH pr-ivrihtH prmH A=Å ANt: pXytaH) je puÌØo cEtNy-cmTkar-maƒprãVywavo=I riht (xuânyna ivØywUt) prm ;A=R'ne AHtrHgmaH Avloke Ke,tenI ]âa kre Ke t=a tdŸ$p lIn ={ cairƒwavne Ýaº =ay Ke temne (OØ:) AeVyvharny (iki¨ctŸ n) kaH{ p` Ýyojnvan n=I.

wava=R:- xuâ Sv$pnuH &an, ]âan t=a Aacr` =ya bad Axuâny kaH{p` ÝyojnkarI n=I. p.

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2 smysar isiâ wag-2

Ývcn nH. p3 }lok - 5 ta. 9-8-78 bu\var, ]av` sud-5 sH. 2p04

smysar 4 =o kzx calI gyo Ke. be lI!I htI. hve AacayR, xuânyne Ý\an krIinüy smiktnuH Sv$p khe Ke. Ae!le xuH kæuH? - ke phelaH Aem kæuH htuH ke &an Sv$pAa„a A=va &an dxRn cairƒne Ýaº =ay te Aa„a. Aevo wed smÔVyo hto. p` Aewed ko[ cIj n=I. &anSv$p Aa„a Aene smÔvva (kæuH) ke Aa &an te Aa„a Aevowed paDIne smÔVyuH htuH. Ae Vyvhar Ke. Vyvhar Aave qro vCce p` Ae AadrÌy n=IAem khe Ke. smÔ uH kaH[? Aa Aa„a cEtNy Sv$p, Aevo je cEtNy Sv$p Ae &an Sv$pAevo je gu I gu Ino wed paDIne vat krvI, AevuH k=n je Aave Ae pheluH VyvharmaHhStavlHb trIke Aave, p` Ae AadrÌy n=I. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. AacayR xuânyneÝ\an krI, inüy smi›nuH Sv$p khe Ke. Ae!le iƒkazI je vStu Ke, AnHtgu no ipHD,te inüy smiktno ivØy Ke. \‡uv Sv$p je icdanHd wgvtŸ &ayk Svwav Ae jsMyGdxRnno iv*ay Ke, inüy sMykŸTv Aena ãVyne lÙe =ay Ke. sacuH smikt, sTydxRn, co=uH gu S=an, Aahaha¦ Ae iƒkazI &ayk wgvtŸ Sv$p Aene Aa]ye =ay Ke.Ae=I AihHya inüynyne muQy krI(ne) smiktnI VyaQya krel Ke. Aahaha¦...

AxuânynI Ý\antamaH vaidtÀvona ]âanne sMykŸTv kæuH (Ke), wed paDInevat krI htI, Ae Vyvhar p` Ae vaStivk Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ to AhÄ Ae Òvaid tÀvonexuâny vDe Ô`va=I smi› =ay tem khe Ke. JIò ivØy Ke. Aaha¦ nvna wed paDInek=n nvnuH (kyuÅ) p` (Ke) AeknuH k=n, Aa vStu Ke Awed, AemaH Aa &an te Aa„aAevo je wed paDvo te j Aek inim¿ ne Vyvhar (tene) hStavlHb khevamaH Aave Ke. p`te Anusrva layk n=I. Aahahaha¦ AavuH Sv$p Ke. Ae VyvharnI muQytamaH kæuH htuH.to AhÄ Òvaid tÀvone xuâny vDe Ô`va=I smikt =ay Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ !IkakarAenI sUcna$pe ƒ` }lok khe Ke. temaH phela }lokmaH tem khe Ke, Vyvhar k=HictŸ kæohto Ýyojnvan, Ô`va ma!e kæuH htuH p` Aadrva ma!e iblkul Ýyojnvan n=I.Aahaha¦ kaH[ vStuwUt n=I. Aem khe Ke.

TyaH Aap e AgIyarmI ga=amaH AaVyuH htuH. ijnvcnmaH Vyvharne wedne hStavlHbÔÌ Fò kæo Ke. \nalalÒ¦ xuH kI\uH? Vyvharne hStavlHb ÔÌ ijnvaÌmaH Fòkæo Ke, p` AenuH fz sHsar Ke. Ae Aa hStavlHb. Aahaha¦ jycHd pHiDtmaH AavI gyuHKe 11mI ga=ana wava=RmaH. ke wedno pÙ to Anaidno Ke jgtne, Ane wedna pÙnIvato prSpr ANyoNy kyaR kre Ke, Ane ijnvaÌmaH p` wedna pÙne, hStavlHb ÔÌFò kæo Ke, p` ƒ eynuH fz sHsar Ke. Aa gjb vat Ke. (]ota:- wgvane kæuH Ke AenuHfz sHsar?) wgvane kæuH Ke, Ae to inim¿nuH &an kraVyuH Ke. Aene @eka e inim¿=I law=ay? inim¿ to rag Ke, Ae to rag Ke, gu gu Ino wed Ke Ae rag Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae


3jàVyuH p` Ae AadrÌy n=I. Aahahaha¦

kemke inüy=I ãVy Svwav Aevo Ke, wgvan Aa„ano gu Svwav Aevo Ke ke,ivkarp e pir`mn riht =vuH Ae Aeno gu Ke. xuH kæuH? ivkarp e je pir`me Ke, Ø!Ÿkark$pe, ivk<t AvS=a te=I rihtp uH =vuH Ae Aeno wav namno gu Ke. wav namno Aekgu Ke. ivk<tpà(na) pir`mn=I riht =vuH Ae Aeno gu Ke. ivk<tpà=I siht =vuHAevo Aeno ko[ gu n=I. Aahahaha¦ AnHtgu Ke, p` AemaH ko[ Aevo gu n=I keivkarp e gu =ay Aevo ko[ gu n=I. Aahahaha¦ Ae!le AenamaH Aek gu Aevo Ke keØ!Ÿkark$pe pirìt je ivk<t AvS=a VyvharnI ragnI =ay jene hStavlHb khe Ke.Aahahahaha¦ Aena=I rihtp e pir`mn (=ay) Aevo Aeno Ae gu Ke. Ae Vyvhar=I=ay Aevo to gu AenamaH n=I. kem ke AnHta gu o inmRzp e pir`me Aeva gu Ke. ko[gu ivkarp e pir`me Aevo ko{ gu Aa„amaH AnHtmaH Ke j nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH[? Aavat JIÌ bapu bhu¦ ATyare to ferfar Ae!lo ={ gyo, ke Vyvharna ragp e pir`mn(=ay) Aevo ko[ Òvno gu n=I. Òvno gu to wgvan Aa„ano gu , Ae gu nogu , ivkar riht pir`mn =vuH te gu no gu Ke. \nalalÒ¦ (]ota:- gu no gu ?)Ae gu nuH kayR. gu no gu (Ae!le gu nuH kayR). Aahahaha¦

AavI cIj Ke, wa{¦ wgvan Aa„a ragna-Vyvhar rTnƒyna rag=I pir`mnriht Aevo Aeno gu Ke. kemke ivk<t$pe Vyvhar dya dan Aaidp e pir`mvuH Aevo ko{gu AnHtgu maH Aeke gu n=I. p` Ae riht pir`mvuH Aevo Aek gu Ke. Aahahahaha¦JIÌ vat bhu bapu¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Ae=I AhÄ khe Ke, !Ikakar AenI vat kre Ke.Vyvharny hve.

(mailnI)Vyvhr`ny: Sya>>ip ÝaÉpdVya-imh inihtpdanaH hNt hStavlMb:.tdip prmm=Å icŠmTkarmaœaHprivrihtmNt: pXytaH nEØ ikiˆtŸ.. 5..

n AeØikHictŸ n AeØikHictŸ. Aahahaha¦hve Aeno }loka=R, Vyvharny Ae kzx !Ikakare to Aeno A=R Aevo kyÈ Ke,

Vyvharnyno to k=nmaƒ¦ Vyvharny Ae!le k=nmaƒ¦ vStu nhÄ. wa{¦ kzx!Ikakare Ke ne Aa paHcmo, paHcmo }lok Ke. FÌvar kheva{ gyuH Ke, Aa to j¡da-j¡dahoyne saHwznara Vyvharny je!luH k=nmaƒ, khevamaƒ¦ vStu nhÄ, k=n, kar`kerag cahe to devguÌnI ]âano rag ke pHcmhav‡tno rag ke xaÏ trfna prãVy trfnaHvl`vaza w`vano (ke) Ô`vano rag, Ae p e =vuH Aevo ko{ ÒvmaH gu n=I.Aahahaha¦ Ae p e n =vuH Aevo Òvno gu Ke. smÔ uH kaH{ AamaH? Aa to loko khe

}lok - 5


4 smysar isiâ wag-2Ke ne ke Vyvhar=I inüy =ay p` Ae vStumaH Vyvhar Ke j nhÄ, Aene inüy =ay ÉãH=IAaVyuH? VyvharnuH pir`mn j inüyno ko{ gu n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?Aahahaha¦ Ae to wgvan ivkarna ivkLp je Vyvhar rTnƒyno xuwrag jene hStavlHbkæo ijnvaÌmaH, Ae p` bH\nuH kar` Ke. Aahahahaha¦ Ane bH\na kar`$pe =vuH Aevoko{ ÒvmaH AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt gu o Ke. AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt,jenI sHQyanI hd n=I. Aakaxna ÙeƒnI jem ÉãHy hd n=I, ke ÉãH ={ ræuH Aakax?Aem AnHtgu nI hd n=I. ke Aa gu , hve Aa-Aa-Aa KeLlo AnHt, AnHt, AnHt,AnHt, AnHt, AnHtmaH KeLlo (gu Éyo?) AevI ko{ hd n=I. Aahahahaha¦ AakaxnoÉãH AHt? xuH Ke Aa? AnHtgu a AnHt Ôejn, AnHt Ôejn AnHtne AnHt gu e ke hveAakax ={ ræuH Aem Ke? Aahaha¦ jena Ùeƒno p` AHt n=I. Aevo je Ùeƒno “&” ÙeƒÔ`nar wgvan Ùeƒ “&” Ke Aa to. Aena gu nI sHQyanI ko{ hd n=I, ke AnHt,AnHt, AnHt, AnHtmaH Aa Aa Aa AnHtmaH, AnHtmaH, AnHtmaH, AnHtmaH, KeLlo AaAaVyo¦ Aahahahaha¦ Aevo je AnHtgu no raix Ýwu, je sMyGdxRnno ivØy. Aahahaha¦kem ke Ae sTy Ae!luH ne AevDuH Ke. tene te rIte ÝtItmaH &an krIne levuH Aene sTydxRn jevuHsTy Ke, tevuH dxRn =yuH. smÔ uH kaH{? Aahaha¦ Ae AhÄ khe Ke, Vyvhar phelo khevamaHAaVyo. Ôe ke phelI pdvImaH Sv$pnI ÝaiPt n ={ hoy TyaH su\I Ae e gu no wednoivkLp Aene smÔvvo pDe (Ke). Aahaha¦ ke Ôe Aa Aa„a, Ae &anSv$p Ke, dxRnSv$pKe, Aevo je wedno ivkLp phelo Ae &anno AHg gÌne, sMyG&anno AHg nhÄ. p` Vyvharu&anno AHg gÌne, temaH lQyuH Ke kzx !IkamaH. smÔ uH kaH{? AevuH Aave pheluH. Aahaha¦

hStavlHb ÔÌ, Ke? “jem e potano pg maHDelo Ke. Aeva puruØone, Arere¦hStavlHb kæo Ke.” AacayoR qed=I khe Ke, Arere¦ Aene nvtÀvnI ]âa ne gu gu InawednI vat, AevI vat Aave, Arere¦ p` Ae to qednuH kar` Ke. Ae Aa„ane lawnuH kar`n=I. Aahahaha¦ jene vItrage khelo Vyvharno ivØy. Aahaha¦ Ae hStavlHb ÔÌnekyÈ Ke Fò, Aahaha¦ crànuyogmaH AaVyuH htuH Ývcnsar. he pHcacar¦ &anacar¦ivny=I w`vuH, AÙrone Aam krva yogdan krvuH, Ae b\uH &an Vyvharacar tuH maruHSv$p n=I. dxaRnacar, in:xHk, in:kaHÙ Aevo Vyvhar smiktna Aacar Aa@ Ae tuH maruHSv$p n=I. pHcmhav‡t ne paHc simit guiº Aeva AõyavIs mUz gu Ae ivkLp tuH maruHSv$p n=I hoH, p` marI pU R dxa n =ay TyaH su\I tuH Ke, paHcey Aacar Ke, &an, dxRn,cairƒ, vIyR Ane tpacar Vyvharna. Aahaha¦ Ae je Vyvhar kæa Ke wgvane TyaH,A=RmaH to AevuH AaVyuH Ke ke, teH tara Ýsad=I pU R ßyaH su\I n pamuH (TyaH su\I) AeVyvharna k=n Ke. (]ota:- qreqr ma$H Sv$p n=I.) AavuH Sv$p Ke. Aahaha¦...

huH pU aRnHdne Ýaº n =aë TyaH su\I taro Aavo wav hoy Ke Ae!lHu bs¦ p` Ke AebH\nuH kar` Ke. Ane bH\na kar`no je wav, Aaha¦ Ae AnHta, AnHta, AnHta, gu onoDuHgr gu no godam, AnHt gu no godam Ýwu (Ke). jenaH AnHtnI AnHtno AHt nhÄ


5Aeva AnHt gu no godam, (AaTmamaH) Aevo ko{ gu n=I ke Vyvharp e pir`me,ragp e Aevo ko{ gu n=I. Aahahahaha¦ AavuH Sv$p Ke wa{¦ ko{ vadivvade par pDeAevuH n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔ u kaH{? Ae AhÄ khe Ke. phele ßyaH su\I saHwze Ke TyaH su\IAenuH lÙ TyaH rhe Ke wedmaH. Aahaha¦

“Aeva puruØone hStavlHb tuLy kæo Ke” inim¿p e j`aVyuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ top`Aahaha¦ je puruØo cEtNy-cmTkarmaƒ, wgvan Aa„a cEtNy cmTkar, cmTkar AenoxuH A=R. Aahaha¦ jene ƒ`kazna smy=I Aakaxna Ýdexo AnHtgu a, Aena=I AnHtgu ato Aa„ana gu (Ke). Aahaha¦ Ane te cEtNy cmTkar Ke. Aevo ko[ AnHt gu no ipHDÝwu ko{ cmTkarI cIj Ke. Aahahaha¦ Are AenI vatnI qbr n pDe, Ae vStunI ¹iÚn kre, AenuH &an n kre Ane bharnI vatmaH mrI Ôy krIne, Aa v‡t kyaÅ ne tp kyaÅ ne,Aahaha¦ AakruH kam Ke. Ae Vyvhar v‡t, tpp e pir`mvuH Aevo AenamaH ko[ gu n=I.Aevo je wgvan Aa„a ic¿-cmTkar vStu. Aahaha¦ jeno iv¬as krtaH jenI ¹iÚkrtaH cEtNy cmTkarnaH AnHt gu o pyaRymaH Vy›p e éKzIne Vy› Ýg! =ay.Aahahaha¦ kho devIlalÒ¦ AavHu Sv$p Ke wa{¦ Aahahaha¦ jenI xi›Aona sHg‡hnIsHQyano par n=I, Ùeƒ wle xrIr Ýma e ho, p` AenI xi›Aona mapnuH ko[ map n=I.ko{ map n=I tenuH &an map krI le Ke. Aahahaha¦ xHu kæuH {? wgvan AaTma AnHtAnHt xi›(Ao) nI sIma n=I. Aahaha¦ ko{ AenI hd n=I. sIma n=I khetaH ke AamaruH qetr Aa!la sImavt± Ke. Aa!la (ÔejnmaH) sImavt± Ke ke rp-p0 ÔejnmaH Ke.Aem Aa gu nI ko[ sIma n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aeva gu nI sIma ivnano Ýwu (AsIm)jene Vyvharp e pir`mvuH Aava AnHta-AnHta gu o p` ko{ Aevo gu n=I ke Vyvharnaragp e pir`me Aevo ko{ gu n=I. Aahahahaha¦

ha, AemaH lI\uH Ke ne wa{ 39-40 xi› nhÄ? 39 xi›maH ;wav' lI\o Aa, keØ!Ÿkarkna pir`mn=I pir`mtI ivk<t AvS=a Aena=I rihtp e =vuH Aevo AenamaH guKe. ;wav' Ane ;iÊya' xi›, Ø!Ÿkarkna xuâ pir`mnp e pir`mvuH Ae Aeno gu Ke 47xi›. Aaha¦ gjb kam 47 xi›Ae to, Aahahahaha¦ Are wa{ ]ota tuH &anmaH lÙto le¦ Aahaha¦ Ae Amap cIjne &annI pyaRymaH map l[ le. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:-AmapnuH map kr) AmapnuH map kr tuH, to Ae sMyG&an khevay. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uHkaH[? magR bapa vItrag magR Ae!le ijnvr magR Ae!le idgHbr magR Ae!le Aa„ magRko[ AlaEikk Ke. Aahaha¦

AhÄ khe Ke je puruØo cEtNy cmTkar maƒ Ae cEtNy cmTkar maƒ jemaH ragno toAwav Ke, inim¿no to Awav Ke, p` jemaH vtRman Ýg! pyaRyno p` jemaH AwavKe. (]ota:- cEtNyno xuH cmTkar Ke) Ae potej cmTkarI Ke cIj j. cmTkarI Ke.(]ota:- xI rIte rhe) ALpÙeƒmaH rhe KtaH Alok lokne Ô e pyaRy. Aahahahaha¦

ALpÙeƒmaH ne ALpkazmaH Aek smynI pyaRy hoy, KtaH Amap Aeva gu no

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6 smysar isiâ wag-2diryo Ýwu Aene Ae Ô e, jenuH ÙeƒnuH map n=I kãHy AHt n=I, Aene p` Ô e, jenakaznI x$Aat n=I, Éãre? kyaH? Aahahahaha¦ Aene p` Ô e. Aevo je &anno pyaRRyAene cEtNy cmTkar trf ßyaH vaZyo. Aahahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke. Ýwu xuH=ay? Aa to AnHtkazmaH Ae e Aek sekND kyuÅ j n=I. (]ota:- saHwZyuH n=I) AevuHsaHwZyuH n=I, Aa xuH Ke? Aa te Aa? maro na= AHdr cEtNy cmTkar=I wrelo, Ae ko[ivkarne kre ne prnuH kre ne pr=I potamaH kH[ =ay AevI Ae cIj j n=I. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

je puruØo, puruØo Ae!le Aa„a, puruØo j kre AevuH kaH[ n=I. je puruØo cEtNy-cmTkar-maƒ, Aahaha¦ jemaH VyvharnuH pir`mn krvuH Aevo to gu n=I, p` jemaHvtRman pyaRy Ke te temaH (\‡uvmaH) n=I. Aahaha¦ je, je &annI pyaRye Amapne mapmaHl[ lI\o Ke, Ae pyaRy p` AemaH n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aevo je cEtNy cmTkar, Aahaha¦“maƒ”, ;maƒ' xBd Ke ne? cEtNy maƒ Ae!le ko[ rag nhÄ, ivkLp nhÄ, pyaRy nhÄ,wed nhÄ, Aahaha¦ “prãVy wavo=I riht xu|\nyna iv*aywUt” Aahahaha¦ jene11mI ga=amaH wUta=R kæo, KõI ga=amaH jene &ayk khyo. Aahahaha¦ cEtNy-cmTkar-maƒ, prãVy wavo=I (riht) phelo to AiSt kI\uH, cEtNy-cmTkar-maƒ vStu, vStu,vStu, vStu hve prãVyo=I riht, naiSt kI\uH. ragaid=I riht. Aahaha¦ “prm A=RneAHtrHgmaH” Aahaha¦ Aevo prm pda=R Ýwu, jenI xi›na gu na sHg‡hno map n=I.Aaha...Aa te xuH Ke Aa? Aola ÙeƒnuH map n=I, kaznuH map n=I, AhÄ gu nuH map n=I,KtaH Ùeƒ to Aa!luH Ke, xrIr Ýma e Ùeƒ Ke. Are, AHguzna AsHQy wagmaH ingodnaHAnHta Òvo, Ae Aek Aek Òv AnHta AnHta gu na map=I, Amap=I wreluH Ke. Aahaha¦Are bapu Aene ãVynI ]|\a Éãre =ay? Aaha¦ AHguzna AsHQyatmaH wagmaH AhÄ,AnHta Òvo Ke AhÄ. Aaqa lokmaH Ae!la wyaR Ke. DuHgzI, Pyaj, ls` AenI kzI Aekk!kI, (AemaH) AsHQy xrIr Aek xrIrmaH AnHta Òv Aek Aek Òvna Amap AnHta gu oAa b\anuH Ùeƒ nanuH Ke, p` Ae ÙeƒnI AhÄ j$r n=I. Aena Svwavna sam+yRnI xuH cIjKe? smÔ uH kaH[? Aahahahaha¦

“Aeva prãVy maƒ=I (wavo=I) riht prm A=Rne” prmpda=R, Aahaha... cEtNycmTkar iƒkaz AnHtgu no Amap vStu, Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ Aene AHtrHgmaH Avloke Ke.AHtrHgmaH AHtr Avloke pyaRymaH, Aahahaha... &annI pyaRy Aene Avloke Ke. Aahahaha¦Ae pyaRy kevDI Ane ke!lI takatvazI ke je Amapgu nI xi›no sHg‡h Ýwu, Aahaha...wa{¦ sMyGdxRn Ane Aeno ivØy Ane Aene Ô`narI &annI pyaRy, ko[ AlaEikk cIj.Arere¦ AevI Ae cIj je Ke Aene je Avloke Ke, Avloke Ke Ae pyaRy Ke. Amap Aevowgvan Aa„a Aene je &annI pyaRy Avloke Ke. (AvloknarI) pyaRy, \‡uv-\‡uvne ÉãHAvloke? Ae pyaRy isâ krI. Avloke Ke, tenI ]âa kre Ke. Aahahaha¦ je Amap xi›noÝwu sHg‡haly AnHtgu onaH sHg‡hno Aaly, S=an, \‡uv\am. Aene je AHtrmaH prsNmuq=I Ku!I, SvsNmuq =ay Ke, Aene Tyare Avloke Ke. diryo mo!o gu no diryo Aene


7je &an AHtmuRq =[ne Avloke Ke. Aahaha... Ane AenI je ]âa kre Ke. smÔ uH kaH[?

A=RH ANt: pXytaH Ke ne Ane tdŸ$p lIn =[ cairƒwavne Ýaº =ay Ke. xuH khe Ke?ke je AHtr AavI cIj Ke tenuH &an krI tenI ]âa krI ne temaH lInta =[ Ôy Ke. AeneVyvhar hoto n=I. Aene Vyvhar kaH[p` Ô elo p` Aene hoto n=I. Aahahaha¦ AeÔ elo Ýyojnvan kæo hto Ae hve AamaH ræo n=I. xuH kæuH Ae? ke Ý=m je Aa„anoAnuwv dxRn &an =yuH, p` ßyaH hÒ pU Rta n=I, TyaH Aagz Aene ApU R xuâta AneAxuâtana AHxo Ke, tene Ô elo Ýyojnvan Ke Aem kæuH htuH. 1rmI ga=a. Ae!le ke tevqtnI &annI pyaRy te ÝkarnI xuâtano AHx Ke, pU R n=I, Ane Axuâta bey Ke, AeneÔ elo Ýyojnvan Ae!le ke, te j sa\k Òvne te kaze &annI pyaRy Svne Ô e Aneprne je Ýkare rag ne Axuâta =oDI Ke, AenuH Ô`vuH Ae potano SvprÝkaxk pyaRypir`me Ke, Aene Ô elo Ýyojnvan kæo Ke, smÔ uH kaH[? Ae hve pU R ßyaH =yuH TyaH AeræuH nhÄ, smÔ uH kaH[? Ae khevuH Ke. Vyvhar Aave, ßyaH su\I pU R cairƒvHt lIn =aynihH y=aQyat cairƒ Aaid TyaH su\I Aene Svwavno Aa]y ne AvlHbnnuH &an ]âa=[ p` KtaH cairƒnI lInta purI =[ n=I, te=I Aene Aavo xuâtano ApU R AHx AneAxuâtano AHx Aevo be hoy Ke, Aene Ô`narI pyaRy &annI te kaze, potane kaze kar eSv Ane prne Ýkaxe tevI SvprÝkaxk pyaRy =ay Ke. te=I tene Ô elo ÝyojnvankhevamaH AaVyo Ke. Aahaha¦ \nalalÒ¦ AavI vatu Ke.. Aahaha¦

p` ßyaH &an ne dxRn ne iS=rta ßyaH pU R =[ g[ pKI ApU R xuâta ne rag Aeræo nhÄ, Ae!le Ô elo je Ýyojnvan hto Ae TyaH ræo nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aahahaha¦Are Aa magR to j¡Ao. cImnwa{¦ Aavo magR Ane loko bcara AekaHt Ke AekaHt, Arebapu wa{ tne vStu Sv$p, bapa _l!a Ae=I pir`amnaH fz wa{¦ Aakra Aavxewa{¦ Ae bIÔ=I Ôeya nhÄ Ôy Aeva du:q =axe. Aahaha¦ tne ATyare @Ik lage AamÔ e Ame Aohoho... Ane lokoy pagl b\aH wega =[ne Aahaha... ware vat kre Ke, sarIvat kre Ke. Vyvhar=I Ôe[Ae ne Vyvhar=I =ayne? 11mI (ga=amaH) kæuH ne prSprVyvharno wedno _pdex kre Ke maHho maHhe Ae to AnaidnuH Ke, AemaH nvuH xuH Ke. (]ota :-TyaH Vyvhar ja elo p‡yojnvan kæo - Aene AhÄya ka#I naQyo.) ha Aene AhÄya ka#InaHQyo pUr` =yuH-pUr` =yuH Ae!le ka#I naHQyo. AhÄ ApU R htuH. ¹iÚ, &anno ivØy topU R j Ke p` AhÄya pyaRymaH pU Rta ne xuâta purI nhotI Ane Axuâta htI Tyare teÝkarnuH &an Sv ne prne te j Ýkare Ô`tuH Ýg! =tuH, Ae ÝkarnuH &an hve puruH =yuH to TyaHræuH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

waØa to sadI Ke bapu¦ wa{¦ tarI vato xuH krvI. Ýwu¦ tarI Ýwutano par nmze. Aahaha¦ Aekek pyaRymaH AenI Ýwuta ÝsrI g[ Ke. kemke AenamaH ÝwuTv namnoAek gu Ke. Ane Ae gu Ke AnHt gu maH AenuH $p Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ane AnHta gu omaHÝwuTvnuH $p Ke Ane AenI pyaRymaH p` ÝwuTvnI pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke, Ae AqHD Ýtaipt

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8 smysar isiâ wag-2SvtHƒ xowIt. jene ragna inim¿nI AvlHbnnI j$r n=I. Aahahaha¦ Ae rIte AqHDÝtaipt SvtHƒ Sva\In pyaRy Aek ÝwuTvgu nI =ay AevI rIte AnHtagu nI ÝwuTvgu ne kar e potanuH p` Sv$p AevuH Ke ma!e, Aahahaha¦ SvtHƒp e, Sva\Inp e, jenoko[ Ýtap qHD krI xke nhÄ AevI gu nI pyaRynuH pir`mn SvtHƒ pota=I =ay Ke.Aahaha¦ Aene Vyvhar=I Aa =ay ne inim¿=I Aa =ay, Ae vStuna Sv$pmaH n=I.smÔ uH kaH[? Aahahaha¦ AavI vStu Ke. saHwzvI k@` pDe phelI to. Aahaha¦ bapu¦Ýwu¦ tuH Ko Aavo ne? tuH Ke AenI vat hale Ke Ae. Aahaha¦ Ae cEtNy cmTkar maƒ ÝwuAenI &an ]âa =[ Ane pKI lInta pU R =[ g[, Aene pKI ApU Rta je xuâtano AHxAne Axuâta Ae Ke nhÄ, te=I Aene Vyvharny Ke nhÄ, Ae=I VyvharnuH Ýyojn p`Ô`vuH ræuH n=I. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH[? (]ota:- 19 mI var vat =[) ha¦ 19mIvar sacI vat Ke. 19mI var Ke. 19 var AemaH Ko!awa{ khe Ke Amare cuDavaza ke AaferI phelI ga=a=I bhu saruH cale Ke Aem khe Ke. 19mI var, Ko!awa{¦ Ae kheta'ta AHdrAavIne kheta hta. magR Aavo bapa¦ Aahaha¦ Ae wgvane kæo Ke Aem Ke kaH{wgvane kyoR n=I Aa kaH{. potanuH kyuÅ p` prnuH kaH{ kyuÅ n=I Ae to Ae AenI cIjSvtHƒ Ke. wgvan to Aem khe Ke ke tara Sv$pnI Ýaiº ma!e taro gu Aevo Ke ke AmarIApeÙa ivna taruH pir`mn =ay Aevo taro gu Ke. Aahaha¦

Ame dev guÌ ne xaÏ je pr KIAe Ane prnI ApeÙa=I taramaH kaH[ rag =ay AeSvwav taro Ke j nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Tyare? ke Aene =ay Ke ne? ke =ay Ke tene Ô`vanIpyaRy SvprÝkaxmaH Ô e Ke. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- Vyvhare Ýcar Ýsar kyÈ pKI AenuHfz AaVyuH ne?) Ýcar-Ýsar kaH[ n mze. Ae to pheluH Ae!luH AaVyuH ke Aa Aa„a te &anKe Aevo wed AaVyo Ae!lI vat. Ae Aene AnusrvuH n=I. AnusrvanuH Awedne Ke. Ane pKIp` ßyare pyaRymaH pU Rta n=I. TyaH su\I ApU R xuâta ne Axuâtano AHx hare Ke, j¡daj¡da AHx Ke. Aahaha¦ Aene Ô elo Ýyojnvan Ke, Ae!le ke te vqte tevuH j &an, Ae ragKe ne Axuâta Ke, AenI ApeÙa raQya ivna, &anno pyaRy p` SvtHƒ Sv=I jenIAqHDtana SvtHƒta=I xowayman jenI pyaRy Ke Aene ko[ rag Ke ma!e AenuH &an =ayAevI p` ApeÙa n=I. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH[? AenI te smynI &annI pyaRySvprÝkaxkp e te kaze te j ÝkarnI _TpNn =vanI SvtHƒ=I xowe Ke. Aene ko[ ragKe ma!e SvprÝkaxk pyaRy =[ Aem n=I. Aahahahaha¦ Aa vStu tÀv&an cIj j ko[j¡dI Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa to mha êDo patazno kUvo, pataznaH paÌ Ae Aa par Aave AevuHKe? (]ota:- Ae AvavruH =[ gyo to) Avavro. Aahaha¦ jnDamaH kæuH htuH ne patazmaHpaÌ trt tEyar htuH. bhu qod uH, F uH qod uH nIkZyuH nhÄ, Aek car tsunI p+=rnI AolIrhI g[ patazne Ane tU!vanI. to =akI gya to ivya Gya Fre, paÌ nIkZyuH nhÄ. AemaHAek AavI Ôn, Ôn smßyane duLha lG™ ds vaGyanuH !a uH ds saDa ds ke hve AhÄ kUvoKe ne Aap e AihHya Aaram krIAe AhÄya naSta kre ne laDva qay ne Ôn Aa lgn


9ko[k AaFe jvuH hxe ke saDa dx =[ gya ke Aa kUvo Ke te _wuH raQyuH TyaH Aam Ôevene TyaHpaÌ n mze, AemaH Aek jò khe ma=e mo!a p+=ra pDã Ke mo!a pCcIs-pCcIs m`nanaqo ne AemaH Aek p+=ro ßyaH naQyo AolI car tsu tu!Ine paÌnI xeD _DI AHdr=I,xeD _DI Aam AHdr=I, TyaH to nIce paÌno Ývah Ke ne nIce patazmaH Ôerdar, Aahaha...(kUvamaH) paÌ wyuÅ Ke, Aem Aa„amaH paÌ wyaR Ke gu na êDa-êDa. Aahaha¦ Aama`s n=I kheta, Aa ma`s paÌvazo Ke Kokro, paÌvazo Ae!le takatvazo Aemwgvan AnHt paÌvazo Ke. Aahahaha¦ jena tzIyamaH patazmaH par n=I, jeno parkevzI pamI xke ke &anI pamI xke, bakI tkR=I mezvI xkay AevI Ae cIj n=I.Aahahaha¦ Aeva cEtNy cmTkar maƒ Avloke Ke, Aem Ke ne? temne Vyvharny kaH[p`Ýyojnvan n=I, Ae!le ke Aene Vyvharnyno ivØy j rheto n=I. Aahahahaha¦smÔ uH kaH{? Aavo magR Ke wa{¦

ßyaH sMyGdxRn &an =yuH pU aRnHdna na=na Ae dedarna dxRn =yaH. Aahaha¦Adbdna= pote Ýwu, AenI ÝtIt Ane &an =yaH p` AemaH lInta pU R n =ay, TyaH su\IAne xuâta ne AxuâtanaH AHxo, pyaRy Ke te, Vyvharnyno iv*ay Ke, pyaRy Ke ne xuânoAHx ne Ae Vyvharno Ae!le Vyvharny Ô elo Ae!le te kaze te &annI pyaRynI _Tpi¿,te j Ýkare Svprne Ýkaxe tevI _Tpi¿ =ay, Aene Aem kæuH ke Vyvhar Ô elo ÝyojnvanKe. p` ßyaH pU R dxa =[, Tyare Aene xuâta, ApU Rta ne Axuâta htI Ae rhI nhÄ, pU Rxuâta =[ g[, Ae!le Ae &an p` Svpr pU Rne Ýkaxe AevuH &an =[ gyuH, A\urane ÝkaxeAevuH &an je htuH Ae TyaH ræuH nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ kho devIlalÒ¦ Aavo magR Ke. AaidgHbr \mR. Aahaha¦

bIÒ rIte khIAe, to Aa Aa„anI pyaRy &annI Aek smynI pyaRy Aene K ãVyÔ`vano Aeno Svwav Ke, Ane Ae pyaRy Tyare manI khevay ke KãVy Ô`vano AenoSvwav Ke, Ane Ae pyaRy Tyare manI khevay ke K ãVyo AemaH AnHt tI=Åkro isâoAaVya, ingodna Òv AaVya saÙatŸ vtRman mhaivdehmaH ibrajnara Ae ãVyo AemaHAaVya, Aeva AnHta ãVyone Aek smynI pyaRy wle ]ut&annI hoy, te Ô`vanI takatraqe Ke, Ae!le Aek smynI pyaRynI je e ÝtIt krI Ae e K ãVyne maNya Ke. p` te tohÒ Vyvhar Ke. Aahahahaha¦ Aek smymaH AnHta tI=Åkro isâone maNya, Ô~ya, pyaRyAeno Svwav j Aevo Ke p` Aek pyaRyne ßyaH su\I mane TyaH su\I to hÒ VyvharnyKe Aeno. Aahahaha¦ Ae KU!Ine ãVynaH Aa ßyaH iƒkaz jemaH Aek AevI pyaRyo nhÄ, AnHtIAnHtI Aek Aek gu no sHg‡h pDõ Ke. Aeva AnHta gu ono Ýwu. Aahahahaha¦ AnHtI,AnHtI, AnHtI, AnHtI, AnHtI, xi›Ao Ae!le sHQya, AenI Aek Aek xi› ÝwuTv gu =IwrelI Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ane tenI pyaRy p` ÝwuTvgu nI pyaRy Ke. AenI ÝwuTv gu nIpyaRyne pr ko[ qHD krI xke ke prnI ApeÙa=I te ÝwuTv gu nI pyaRy A=va bIÔgu omaH p` ÝwuTvnuH $p Ke. bIÔ gu onI pyaRymaH p` p‡wuTvnuH $p Ke, p` bIÔ gu nI

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10 smysar isiâ wag-2pyaRyne p` prnI ApeÙa hoy to te pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ane pyaRy rhe Ane pyaRy v\eAem n=I. Aahahahaha¦ mano n mano jgt gme te kho. smÔ uH kaH[?

AavuH vStunuH Sv$p¦ ware vat, Aola Ae bcaraAe lQyuH Ke ÔpanvazaAe ke Aekto Aavo jEn \mR AnuwUit$p jEn\mR Ane invaR $p Aa„a, Ae!le Aap e mu›Sv$pAaTma khIAe Ae e invaR kæuH. AaTma pote mu›Sv$p j Ke. Svwav, xi›Sv$pmu›Sv$p j Ke. Ae e invaR lI\uH bcaraAe Ae e Aek kæuH ATyarno Aa \mR vaÌyaAoneha= AaVyo Ane vaÌya veparna VyvsaymaH guHcI gya Ke. Ae ihHmtwa{¦ lo#amaH neAahahaha¦ AhÄya Ae e lQyuH Ke (ÔpanvazaAe) vaÌya veparI AamaH guHcva{ gyaVyvsaymaH AemaH Aa xuH cIj Ke Aeno in Ry krvane, inv<i¿ p` le nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aekto veparna \H\amaH guHca[ gya bIÔ paKa bayDI, Kokrane ku!uHbne sacvva, Ôzvvane AenI hare Aa Aa Aa raÒ raqva ne sara krvane rmtuH krvI ne Arrr¦ veparnaVyvsay _praHt Aa, Aa to b\ane hoy, Ae jEn \mRno mmR Ke teno in Ry krva ma!evai`ya veparna Vyvsayvaza nvra n=I Ane wa{Ae to lQyuH Ke jgmohnlalÒAeAre Aa loko Aava Ôpanna ANy im+ya¹iÚAo te AnayR dexmaH rhela, Aeva iv&annIxo\ krtaH krtaH AavuH je e jEn \mRnuH $p ka# uH, Aap e jEn loko ÝmadI KIAe Aem lQyuHbcaraAe jgmohnlalÒ, hE? Ke ne AevuH vaCyuH, btaVyuH tuH. Aap e rate vaCyuH htuH nemohnlalÒ¦ rate nhÄ be ƒ` idvs phelaH. (]ota:- ÝmadI) ÝmadI Ke. Are vai`yaAap e Aem ke jEn, Ae loko AavuH xo\I ne ka#e ke jEnnuH Sv$p AavuH Ke Ane tme vai`yaveparI jEnmaH jnMyane kaH[ in RynaH @ekaàH n mze. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- vai`ya Aevaj hoy) hve Aene ma!e in\aRr krvo Ôe[Ae. nÞI kro Aem lQyuH paKuH hve, tEyar =avÝmadne KoDo, bharna VyvsaymaH roka` KoDI do. Aahaha¦ wa{ n=I AaVyane hsmuqn=I AaVyane bpore Aave Ke bpore Aave hsmuq. Amare gaH\I Ke ne hsmuq bo!adno,maze 4r vØRnI ëmr be ƒ` laqnI pedax dukane lo#anI muHb[ pote Ôte dukan krelI, AegaH\I tmaramaH=I Aa hsmuq, hsmuq, hsmuq kaHitlal Aahaha¦ ƒ` ƒ` laqnIpedax pote krelI 4r vØRnI ëmr Aek Kokro Ke 10 ke 11 vØRno, Aek KoDI Ke, wa{Aonekhe wa{ hve mare kaH[ \H\o krvo n=I. wa{¦ Aap e ƒ` wa{Ao KIAe. maro ƒIÔewag Aave ne, mne co=o wag Aapo. p` hve huH dukane nhÄ AavuH dukane, Aave Ke FÌ varbpore Aave Aaj Aave to Aave kal n=I AaVya nhÄ. xinvar-rivvare kaym. (]ota:-Ae sb Aapka Ýtap he) Aene Aekdm Aem =[ gyuH ke Aaha¦ Aap e krvanuH to rhI ÔyKe ne Aa xuH? KokraAoAe paHc laq AaPya, cImnwa{, be wa{AoAe be ƒ` laqnIpedax vØRnI. pEsa FàHy hxe wa{ paHc laq AaPya wa{ Ame paHc laq AapIAe. bskaH[ boLya nhÄ. bs, mare bs Ke. paHc laqnuH paHc hÔrnuH mhIne Vyaj Aave, bs marevaprIx huH Aa xaÏomaH KokranI dvamaH grIb ma`so Aave Ae ÔeyuH Ke ne grIbp uHpote Ae!le grIbpàne deqIne dya AavI Ôyne khe be paHc $ipya l[ Ô wa{, l[ Ô,


11mhIne paHc hÔrnuH Vyaj Aave Ae Aa rIte vaprI naHqe. paHc laq pDã Ke. Aave Kebpore varHvar xnI-riv Aave Ke. AekaHtre Aave Ke 4r vØeR sHtoØ kyÈ Ane AhÄ to tmarekroDo $ipyane pcas pcas laq hoy ds laq hoy vIs laq toy sq (sHto*a) n=IÉyaHy Aevo daqlo besaDyo maze. gaH\I ku!uHbmaH bIÔ pEsavaza Fà Ke ihralal necHpklal ne flaà wa{ Aap e ƒ` wa{, krelHu pote dukannuH pKI be wa{Ae to pKIAavela, wle AaVya bapa wa{ Aa b\u taruH Ke, mne ƒIÔe wag Aave ne mne co=o Aapo,vStu hoy AemaH=I mne co=o Aapo. p` hve huH dukane iblkul Aavvano n=I. dukan marema!e bH\ Ke. inv<i¿ krI Ane TyaH Fre vaHcn bs - xaSƒnuH vaHcn. vaHcn svare x$ =ayTyaH Aave rmexna wjno Aa to Fa!koprvaza FatkI qHD yad Aave Ke. Ae Fa!kopr,Fa!kopr Ke ne? rmex svar=I bese.

guÌÒ mara cetnne mne smÔvo AavuH krIne x$ kre. guÌÒ mara cetnne smÔvoAe pd x$ kre Aaqoid' Aa kaH[ leva deva \H\o vepar kaH[ nhÄ. Are bapu¦ krva jevuH AaKe Are ÔvuH Ke ÉãH wa{, Aa b\aH sHyogo Ku!I Ôxe bapu, Aa ÉãH tara Ke? Aahaha¦ragno sHyogIwav p` Ýwu taro n=I, to Aa cIj ÉãH=I AavI, tuH ÉãH roka[ Gyo?kone sacvva? Aahaha¦ jene sacvvo to Aene sacvvo n=I ne jene sacvI xkto n=Itene sacvvamaH roka[ Gyo. Ane AamaH sacvI xke Ke TyaH Aavto n=I. Aahaha¦ AhÄkhe Ke, ßyaH Aagz wgvan Aa„a pU R cEtNy cmTkarnuH ßyaH &an =yuH sMyGdxRn =yuHAne cairƒnI pU Rta ßyaH =[ g[ pKI ApU Rta Ke nhÄ, Ae=I ApU Rtane Ô`taH &anneVyvhar khevamaH Aavto hto, Ke to Ae potano SvprÝkaxk pyaRy, p` prnI ApeÙaAeAene Vyvhar Ô e Ke Aem khevamaH Aavto hto, Ae pU R dxa ßyaH =[, Tyare Ae Vyvharræo nhÄ. te=I Ô elo Ýyojnvan Aene Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aeklo Anuwv AanHdno,kevz&an¦¦ ivxeØ khevaxe.

(]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev...)

inüy smiktnuH Sv$p khe Ke. sTydxRn, sMyGdxRn je Aa„ano pU R inivRkLpvStu Aeno je Anuwv AemaH =tI ÝtIt AevuH je inüy sMyGdxRn AenI VyaQya Ke. Aahaha¦

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(xadURlivkÊIiDt)OkTve inytSy xuânyto VyaPtuyRdSyaTmn:pU R&anFnSy dxRnimh ãVyaNtreWy: p<=kŸ.sMyGdxRnmetdev inymadaTma c tavanyHtNmu’va nvtÀvsNtitimmamaTmaymeko½Stu n:.. 6..

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12 smysar isiâ wag-2hve pKIna }lokmaH inüy sMykŸTvnuH Sv$p khe Ke:-}loka=R:- (ASy AaTmn:) Aa Aa„ane (ydŸ [h ãVyaNtreWy: p<=kŸ dxRnmŸ)

ANy ãVyo=I j¡do deqvo (]âvo) (OttŸ Ov inymatŸ sMyGdxRnmŸ) te j inym=IsMyGdxRn Ke. kevo Ke Aa„a? (VyaPtu:) potana gu -pyaRyomaH Vyapnaro Ke. vzIkevo Ke? (xuânyt: OkTve inytSy) xuâny=I AekpàmaH iniüt krvamaH AaVyoKe. vzI kevo Ke? (pU R-&an-FnSy) pU R&anFn Ke. (c) vzI (tavanŸ AyH AaTma)je!luH sMyGdxRn Ke te!lo j Aa Aa„a Ke. (ttŸ) te=I AacayR Ýa=Rna kre Ke ke([mamŸ nv-tÀv-sNtitH muÉTva) Aa nvtÀvnI pirpa!Ine KoDI, (AymŸ AaTmaOk: AStu n:) Aa Aa„a Aek j Amne Ýaº ho.

wava=R:- svR Svawaivk t=a nEimi¿k potanI AvS=a$p gu pyaRywedomaHVyapnaro Aa AaTma xuâny=I AekpàmaH iniüt krvamaH AaVyo-xuâny=I&aykmaƒ Aek-Aakar deqaDvamaH AaVyo, tene svR ANyãVyo Ane ANyãVyonawavo=I Nyaro deqvo, ]âvo te inym=I sMyGdxRn Ke. Vyvharny AaTmane Anekwed$p khI sMyGdxRnne Anek wed$p khe Ke TyaH Vyiwcar (doØ) Aave Ke, inymrheto n=I. xuânynI hde phÇctaH Vyiwcar rheto n=I te=I inym$p Ke. kevo Kexuânyno ivØywUt AaTma? pU R&anFn Ke-svR lokalokne Ô`nar &anSv$pKe. Aeva AaTmana ]âan$p sMyGdxRn Ke. te kaH{ Ôudo pda=R n=I-AaTmana jpiràm Ke, te=I AaTma j Ke. ma!e sMyGdxRn Ke te AaTma Ke, ANy n=I.

AhÄ Ae!luH ivxeØ Ô`vuH ke ny Ke te ]utÝma`no AHx Ke te=I xuâny p`]utÝma`no j AHx =yo. ]utÝma` Ke te proÙ Ýma` Ke kar` ke vStune svR&naHAagmnaH vcn=I ÔÌ Ke te=I Aa xuâny svR ãVyo=I Ôuda, Aa„ana svR pyaRyomaHÝaº, pU R cEtNy kevz&an$p-svR lokalokne Ô`nar, Asa\ar` cEtNy\mRneproÙ deqaDe Ke. Aa VyvharI KÍS= Òv Aagmne Ýma` krI, xuânye dxaRvelapU R Aa„anuH ]âan kre te ]âan inüy sMyGdxRn Ke. ßyaH su\I kevz VyvharnynaivØywUt Òvaidk wed$p tÀvonuH j ]âan rhe TyaH su\I inüy sMyGdxRn n=I.te=I AacayR khe Ke ke Ae nv tÀvonI sHtitne (pirpa!Ine) KoDI xuânyno ivØywUtAek Aa„a j Amne Ýaº ho¸ bIÔuH kaH{ cahta n=I. Aa vItrag AvS=anIÝa=Rna Ke, ko{ nypÙ n=I. Ôe svR=a nyono pÙpat j =ya kre to im+yaTv j Ke.

AhÄ ko{ ÝÆ kre ke-Aa„a cEtNy Ke Ae!luH j AnuwvmaH Aave, to Ae!lI]âa te sMyGdxRn Ke ke nih? tenuH sma\an:-cEtNymaƒ to naiStk isvay svRmtvazaAo Aa„ane mane Ke Ôe Ae!lI j ]âane sMyGdxRn khevamaH Aave to tosaEne sMykŸTv isâ ={ jxe. te=I svR&nI vaÌmaH jevuH pU R Aa„anuH Sv$p kæuH KetevuH ]âan =va=I j inüy sMykŸTv =ay Ke Aem smjvuH. 6.


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OkTve inytSy xuânyto VyaPtuyRdSyaTmn:pU R&anFnSy dxRnimh ãVyaNtreWy: p<=kŸ.sMyGdxRnmetdev inymadaTma c tavanyHtNmu’va nvtÀvsNtitimmamaTmaymeko½Stu n:.. 6..

;n:' no A=R Amne Ke. ;n:' no A=R nkar n=I, ;n:' no A=R Amne Ke, AmnenvtÀvnI pirpa!I KoDIne Aek wgvan AaTma ÝaPt ho. Aahaha¦ kem ke nvtÀvnoAnaid AWyas Ae im+yaTv Ke. Aek Sv$p je cEtNy inivRkLp vStu maƒ Aene KoDInenv ÝkarnaH tÀvono Anuwv Anaidno Ae im+yaTvwav Ke. moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH to kæuHKe ke nvtÀvnuH ]âan te sMyGdxRn. Ae to bIÒ vat Ke, TyaH nvtÀvmaH Aekvcn Ke.Aek$p Aa„ane Ô e Ke AemaH nvtÀvnI ]âa AemaH wegI AavI Ôy Ke. SvnuH pU R Sv$pinivRkLp, inivRkLp Awed &anFn vStu Aeno Anuwv =taH, sMyGdxRn =taH AemaH bIÔtÀvo n=I AevuH AHdr &an =[ne ]âa AavI Ôy Ke Ae!lI vat. TyaH Aekvcn Ke, AneAa nv to Anek Ýkar Ke. nvnaH Anek Ýkarno Anuwv te im+yaTv Ke. Ane nvnoAekp e je AWyas Sv$p trfnI ¹iÚ =[ne Aa@ AemaH n=I AevuH je ]âa siht &an=ay, Aene nvtÀvnI ]âanuH sMyGdxRn kæuH Ke, Aare¦ AavI vatuH wa{¦ mUz vat AevIk@` Apirict AWyas nhÄ.

Ae!le AhÄ khe Ke. Aa Aa„nmŸ }loka=R “Aa Aa„ane” ASy AaTmn: Aa„anImojUdgI inivRkLp Sv$p Aahahaha... Aem isâ kyuÅ pheluH ASy AaTmn: inivRkLp cEtNymaƒ Ýwu Aevo je Aa„a Aahaha ANy ãVyo=I j¡do ]âvo, “ASy AaTmn:” inivRkLpiv&anFn Ýwu. Ae AiSt=I vat krI. Ane ANy ãVy=I p<=k deqvo Ae pr=I naiSt.Aahaha¦ Ke? “ASy AaTmnmŸ” Aa to A|yaTmna mHƒo Ke, Ýwu¦ Aa ko[ sa\ar` vatk=a vataR n=I. Aaha¦

wgvan Aa„a Ae vStu trIke &aykwav trIke inivRkLp Awed Sv$p trIke jevStu Ke Aene “ASy AaTmnmŸ” ;Aa' Aa„a Aem kæo Ke. Aahaha¦ Aeva Aa„ane ;ydŸ[h ãVyaNtreWy: p<=kŸ dxRnmŸ' ANy ãVyo=I j¡do ;ydŸ [hŸ' Aene AenaH ãVyaHtr=IAnera. Aahaha¦ rag ne nvtÀvnaH wed p` ANy ãVy Ke khe Ke. Ane tI=Åkrdev, dev-guÌ Ae p` ANy ãVy Ke, AenI ]âaid Ke, te p` ANy ãVy Ke - Ae ANy ãVyaNtreWyo:potana ãVy=I Anera ãVy=I p<=k. Ke? Aahahaha¦ ANy ãVy=I j¡do Ae!le p<=kŸdxRnmŸ deqvo Ae!le ke ]âvo. Aahaha¦

ragaidna wedo ne nvtÀvnaH je wedo Ae b\a prãVy Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aena=I p<=kwgvan Aa„a, ;ASy AaTma' pU R inivRkLp iv&anFn Aene ANy ãVyo=I j¡do ]âvo.


14 smysar isiâ wag-2Ke? AenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. JIÌ vat Ke wa{. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- guÌ to mhan_pkarI Ke Aene p<=k to kem khevay?) Aena=I j¡do, vaÌ ne guÌdev Ae ANy ãVy Ke,Ae to ANy ãVy Ke, p` tenI maNytano wav je Ke Ae p` rag te ANy ãVy Ke.Aahahaha¦

wa{¦ mUz cIj, ATyare to muXkelI ={ pDI lokone, sTy vatne qo!I @ravvI neqo!Ine sTy @ravvI Ae. Aahaha¦ ;ASy Aa„a inivRkLp iv&anFn je tÀv vStu' AeneAnera ãVyo, Aena=I Anera ãVyo, ãVyaNtr Ke ne? ãVyaNtr Ae!le potana ãVy=I AneraãVyo. Aahahaha¦ ;ASy Aa„a' Ae SvãVy =yuH Ane Aene ãVyaNtreWy:, pota=I je!laAnera pu~y ne pap, rag ne dya-dan kam Êo\ ke dev guÌ xaÏ Aaid ke nvtÀvna wednowav Ae p` ANy ãVymaH Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ Ke ke nhÄ AemaH j¡vo ne? (]ota:- Fr KoDInedUr dUr=I AhÄ AavIAe KIAe.) ko e KoD uH Ke Fr? kone khevuH Fr? Fr htuH ke id' NyaH?GvailyrmaH Fr Ke? Aahaha¦ Fr to AhÄ “ASy Aa„nm:” Ae Fr Ke. Aahaha¦wjnmaH n=I AaVyuH? Ab hm kbhu n inj Fr Aaye “Ab hm kbhu n injFr Aaye,pr Fr wmt nam Anek \raye” mEH Êo\I ne mEH ragI ne mEH pu~yvHt mEH l"mIvHt ne mEHbayDIvazo ku!uHbvazo Aeva Anek namo A&anp e \raVya, p` kwI Aa injFrwgvan ASy Aa„nm: ßyaH ASy Aa„nmŸ: inivRkLp iv&anFn inj Fr. Aahahaha¦kho devIlalÒ¦ AavuH Ke kam, bapu xuH =ay?

AenaH &anmaH phelo Aavo in Ry to kre, Anuwv pKI. Aahahaha¦ Aena ivkLpsihtna in RymaH p` AavuH prm sTy je ãVy kaym inivRkLp iv&anFn Ae ANyãVyo=I p<=k Ke. Aena wedo=I p` Ae p<=k Ke. Aahahaha¦ pyaRyno wed Ke Aena=I pÀwed vStu p<=k Ke. wa{ Aa to vItrag magR Ke bapu¦ Aa ko{ kiLpt Aarpar=I kæuHAe n=I wa{. Aahahaha¦ Arere¦ jnm-mr` krIne coraxI laq yoinmaH Aek AekyoinmaH AnHt Avtar kyaR, Ae Avtarna du:qo saHwze, Aahahaha¦ deqnarne $dnAave Aeva du:qo shn kyaÅ Ýwu, p` Aa vtRman jrI Aa ma`sp uH mZyuHne Aa mZyuHneAa mZyuHne wUlI gyo ={ ræuH. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ wa{¦ jnm-mr`naH du:qo Aenem!aDva hoy to teno Aek _pay Aa Ke ke je cIjmaH jnm mr` to n=I, jnm-mr`nakar`$p wav to n=I p` jena ãVymaH vtRman Aek smynI pyaRy p` jemaH n=I.Aahahaha¦ AevuH je SvãVy Awed inivRkLp Ae!le Awed, inivRkLp &anFn, Aene AneranvnaH wedo=I p` iwNn p<=k ]âvo, p<=k deqvo Ae!le ke ]âvo. Aare¦ waØa to !UHkIp` wav bapa. Are du:qI Ke j¡Aone, kal prm id' no saHwZyuH AoluH rIÙa pHdr vIshÔrnI rIÙa nvI lI\I Ane hve kmava ma!e be@a sat jà, K jà j¡van ne Aek KoDI,kCcrFa` b\uH ma=e bs frI g{, car ne KoDI to trt mrI gya be ne {SpItalmaH l{gya TyaH mrI gya. AaqI pHdr-vIs hÔrnI g{, kmava ma!e krI htI TyaH Ae poteb\ay mrI gya AemaH. Aa dxa to j¡Ao bapu. Aaha¦ Aeva wv Ýwu AnHtvar kyaÅ Ke


15}lok - 6AenI vat n=I. (]ota:- Aagz mo!r htI ÉyaH? te wv kyaR Ke) Ae mo!r nhotI tobIj¡H htuH b\uHy htuH. Ae vqtey htaH wgvannaH vqtmaH to ma=e ivmano calta, devoAavta. hve Aavtane p` Ae. Aahaha¦ iv>a\rona ivman hta, mnu*yonaH hta.Aahaha¦ Are kzabaj b\I cIÔe htI, nohtI kaH{, FÌ Ke. Aahaha¦

AihHya khe Ke, Ae wgvan Aa„a nvtÀvno je Anaidno ÒvnI sa=e AÒv nepu~y ne papne Aaidno sHbH\ Aeva nvtÀvno Anuwv Ae to im+yaTv Ke. Ae sMyGdxRngu je iƒkaz Ke, Aena=I _l!uH Ae pir`mn Ke. sMyGdxRn ]âa namno iƒkazI guAa„amaH Ke, Ýg! =ay Ae pyaRy Ke tenI. ]âa namno iƒkazI wgvan Aa„amaH Aekgu Ke Ae gu nuH im+yaTvp e =vuH, ivprIt$pe pir`nm Ke, tene AhÄya im+yaTv khe Ke.Aahaha¦ Ae im+yaTvna Tyag ma!e, Aahahaha¦ je w‡m`na wvno, wvnaH w‡m`nuHkar` Ke, teva im+yaTvna naxne ma!e wgvan Aa„a pU aRnHd Ýwu Ke, tene AneraãVyo=I j¡do ]âvo. Aahahahahaha¦ kho Ko!alalÒ¦ AavuH klk¿amaH ÉyaHy mze AevuHn=I kãHy. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- ÉãHy mze AevuH n=I) AavI vStu Ke. xBdo =oDa p` bapuxuH khIAe? Aahaha...

khe Ke ke, im+yaTv ]âa namna gu nuH ivprIt je pir`mn im+yaTv Ke, Ae AnHtanrk ne ingodna wvnuH bIjDuH Ke. Aahaha¦ wle te khe Ke ke ragaid ho p` Aa„a rag=Ine pr=I iwþ Ke. Aahaha¦ Aevo ASy Aa„a, iv>man vStu wgvan Aa„a, “AaAa„a” ;{mam' khe Ke Aa ma`s AaVyo Aem khe Ke ne? Aa wgvan Aa„a, (]ota:-;Aa' Ae to ÝTyÙ Ke.) ÝTyÙ Ke, Aa Ae ÝTyÙ Ke. Aahahaha¦ ;ASy Aa„anmŸ' gjbKe sHtonI vaÌ, idgHbr muinAonI vaÌ to, Aahahaha¦ AenI pase jgtna iväanob\a paÌ wre AevI vaÌ Ke. Aa te vat Ke. Aahaha¦ lokone AenI ikHmt n=I. smÔ HukaH{? Aek “ASy Aa„a”maH to AaquH tÀv inivRkLp iv&anFnne btaVyuH, Ane te p`ÝTyÙ =ay Ke Aevo Ae Aa„a. Aahahaha¦ kem ke AenamaH Ýkax namno Aek gu Ke,Aahaha¦ Ae gu no gu xuH? ke SvsHvednmaH ÝTyÙ =vuH te teno gu Ke. mit Ane ]ut&anmaH Aa„a ÝTyÙ jày, Aahaha¦ Ane ÝTyÙ ÔÌne je ]âa =ay, Aahahaha¦Aene AhÄya im+yaTvna naxnuH kar` Ane moÙna magR$p kar` AevuH sMyGdxRn khe Ke.Aahahaha¦

ANy ãVyo=I j¡do ]âvo Ott Ov inymatŸ sMyGdxRnm: Ke? Aett Aev inymatAahaha¦ te j inym=I Ae ttŸ Aev Ae j Aem, AettŸ Aev Ae!le Ae j AettŸ Ae!le tej. Aahaha¦ Ae!le ke &ayk Sv$p je wgvan inivRkLp pda=R Ke tene pr ãVy=I p<=k]âvo te j inüy=I sMyGdxRn Ke. Aahaha¦ mÇFu to Ke bapu. bakI xuH =ay? magR AaKe Aem Aeno &anmaH in Ry to krvo pDxe ne vzI pKI, Anuwv pKI, phelo to ivkLpsiht Ae e in RymaH Aam levo pDxe ke Aa vStu Ke Ae AHdrmaH ko{ ragaidna ivkLp=I,nvtÀvna wed=I p` Awed inivRkLp cIj tdŸn j¡dI Ke. ;AettŸ Aev' , ;AettŸ Aev'


16 smysar isiâ wag-2“Ae” AettŸ Ae!le ;Ae' Aev Ae!le ;j' te j, te j, Aahaha... inüy=I sMyGdxRn Ke.cImnwa{¦ Aahahaha¦ Aa wvna naxno Aa _pay Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ý=m Ae bIjDuH Ke,pKI &anIne ragaid hoy, Axuw ragey hoy p` Aena=I tenHu &an p<=k kam kre Ke.Aahaha¦ smÔyuH kaH{? te j inym=I Ae!le inüy=I, te inym j Ke. te inüy AenesMyGdxRn khevuH Ke. dev-guÌ xaÏnI ]âa ne nvtÀvnI wedvazI ]âa te sMyGdxRnnhÄ. Aahaha¦ \mRnuH pheluH pgi=yuH Ae nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

Ýwu teH tne kevI rIte AozqaVyo jgt pase? Aa huH Aab$vazo KuH ne, pEsavazoKuH, saH{@ vØRvazo, vIs vØR=I Aa \H\o maHDõ AemaH=I mara bahubze pEsa wega kyaÅne Aam tare deqaDvuH Ke b\ane? Aahaha¦ ke tare tne deqvo Ke? Aahaha¦ mne Aa!luHAavDyuH Ane mne Aa!luH AavDe Ke ne Aem tare deqaDvuH Ke? ke tne, tne j deqvo Ke? heH?Aahaha¦ te j Aahahaha¦ ;AettŸ Aev' inym=I sMyGdxRn Ke. Aahahaha¦ Tyare ko{khe Aa to Aek sMyGdxRnnI j vat ={. AemaH Aave Ke ne AemaH, moÙmagR to dxRn-&an-cairƒ ƒ` Ke. Aa kzxna A=RmaH Aave Ke. moÙmagR to ƒ` Ke, Ane AhÄya to tmeAek sMyGdxRnnI vat AnuwvnI kro Ko. xuH kI\uH? moÙmagR to sMyGdxRn &an-cairƒƒ` Ke, Ane tme AhÄ Aek magR pU aRnHdno na= Aene sMyGdxRnne &an krIne tenemoÙmagR kho Ko to bapu¦ wgvan¦ tarI mihma saHwz na=¦ tuH pU aRnHdno na= KoAenI ¹iÚ ={ TyaH &an =yuH AenuH Sv$pnuH Aacr` p` weguH Ke. Aahaha¦ hIrawa{¦AavI vatuH Ke. (]ota:- Ae to AHdrnI vat ={ ne iÊyanI vato to kaH{ AavI nih)iÊyanI kI\I ne? iÊyano wUko _DaDyone¦ ragnI iÊya ={ Ae prãVy Ke, Aena=I iwþKe. dya-dan-v‡t wi›naH piràm, b‡ïcyRna piràm, xrIr=I b‡ïcyR pazvuH ne Aane te, Ae b\o rag te prãVy Ke, Ae SvãVymaH n=I, Ae SvãVy Svp e Ke ne pr ãVyp en=I. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH k@` bhu bapu¦ bharna b\a pIza lIla \oza Aam deqayb\a AemaH pcIs pcas laq $ipya ne kroD be kroD $ipya =ya hoy. Aahaha¦(]ota:- $ipya vgr nhÄ cale) $ipya ivna, SvãVye pr ãVyna Awav=I j claVyuHKe. xuH kI\uH? Ae dsnI salmaH ÝÆ =yo hto bo!ad, n!uwa{ hta nagrwa{na mo!awa{Ae SvamInaray`(pH=na) hta. ne Aa hta nagrwa{ p` pKI to b\a ÝemmaH Aavta.dsnI salmaH MyunIsIpalI!ImaH VyaQyan caltuH htuH. AemaH Ae e Ae ÝÆ kyÈ htoVyaQyanmaH mharaj¦ p` kaH{ pEsa ivna cale Ke Aa xak lavvuH. wa{¦ tme Aek varAa vat saHwzo, Aam SvamInaray` pazta p` pKI to AanI kor Ýem ={ gyo vatvatmaH ku!uHbne b\ane ATyare to b\ane Ýem Ke, AanIkor Aena nanawa{ to AhÄ jrhetaH.

wa{¦ Aa AaHgzI Ae Aa AaHgzI ivna claVyuH Ke. Aana Awav=I Aa vStu Ke.Aana wav=I Ke ne Aa b\ana Awav=I Ke. Aem Aa„a pote potano AHdr wav, Sv=IkyÈ Ke ne prna Awav=I kyÈ Ke. (]ota:- Ae to rIt btavI p` Aene AmlmaH kem


17}lok - 6mUkvo) AmlmaH mUkvo AHdrmaH ]âa &an krvI te. SvãVymaH pr ãVyna Awav=I SvãVy !kI ræuH Ke. Are jenamaH Aek smynI pyaRy p` n=I, AevuH ãVy Sv=I !kI ræuH Ke.Aene pyaRy Ke ma!e Ae ãVy !kI ræuH Ke Aem p` ßyaH n=I. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat¦

(]ota:- ÉãHy Ke nhÄ) Aahahaha¦ Ae bapu AhÄ to \oza-\oza pIza fre AamxrIr Aam pEsa ne Aab$ ne pcas pcas saH{@ vØRnI ëm$ ={ hoyne Ô e F uH kyuRhoy Aem Aam \H\a kyaÅ ne Ame Aam kyaR \Uzey kyaR n=I, kyaR Ke b\a papna nkRmaHjvana Ke. kyaÅ Ke Ae nrkmaH ne ingod jvana Ke b\a. Aey, tmaro AaVyo Ke ne?wƒIÔe fikrcHd¦ Aahaha¦ pr ivna caltuH n=I Aem je khenar Ke, Aene prma„anoAevo pokar Ke ke prna Awav=I j tuH nwavI ræo Ko tuH. pr ivna j teH claVyuH Ke.Aahahahaha¦ tuH je Svp e Ko Ae prp e Awav$pe j teH nwaVyuH Ke taruH. prnI hEyatI=IteH taruH nwaVyuH Ke Aem n=I \nalalÒ¦

(]ota:- $ipya roj xak lavva Ôe{Ae ke nhÄ?) ko` xak lave ne ko` de.Aahaha¦ xak to KokraAoney mze Ke nana bazkne kãH AenI pase pEsa Ke? Aahaha¦p` Ae to Awav Sv$p Ke. xak Ane pEsana wavmaH AaTma n=I Ane potana wavmaHAe n=I. Aahaha¦

Are Aene kãH qbr Ke potanI. tÀv sº wHgImaH phelI wHgI Ae Ke Svp e Ke neprp e n=I. Aahahaha¦ prp e n=I te rIte j Ae e nwaVyuH Ke, pr Ke ma!e prp e potep` Ke Aem n=I. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? vat fer Ke b\o bapu qbr Ke ne Ame toduinya b\I ÔÌ Ke AaqI, AbÔepit=I maHDI ne raHk grIb ma`sne Ôeya Ke. Aahaha¦smÔ uH kaH{? Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- viklat ={?) vkIlatey Aa ÔtnI \H\anI krIhtI dukanmaH, paHc vØR dukan clavI htI. 17 vØRnI ëmr=I rr vØR, p` Ae to 66 vØRphelaHnI vat Ke. kale Amare AaVya palejvaza AaVya'ta. ¬etaMbr hta gya hxekaH{k hxe, palItaà. palej ne imyaHgam, bey gamvaza AaVya htaH. Amne to Aazqene AmarI dukan TyaH htI ne. hÒ dukan Ke ne hÒ Amare kuHvrÒwa{nI Amara wagIdarhta f{na idkra ne AenI dukan Ke, mo!I dukan Ke, ƒ` Kokra Ke, paHƒIs calIs laq$ipya Ke ƒ` car laqnI pedax Ke. \UznI pedax Ke rqDI mrvana Ke b\a. Aahaha¦Ae dukanmaH huH hto marI iptaÒnI dukan htI. =DamaH huH besto, wagIdar no hoy TyarehuH besto, wagIdar hoy to huH maruH AHdrmaH vaHcn krto. huH to phele=I 18 vØRnI ëmrhtI ¬etaMbrnaH xaÏo S=ankvasI hta ne }vetaHbrna xaSƒo vaHcto. FrnI dukanSvtHƒ htI. Arere¦ Ae SvtHƒ nhÄ bapu.

SvtHƒ to wgvan AhÄ je inivRkLp vStu Awed Ke je Ae SvtHƒ Ke. Aahahaha¦Ane AenamaH ÝwuTv namno Aek gu Ke, wgvan AaTmamaH \‡uv inTy. Aahahaha¦ Aenepr ãVy=I p<=k mantaH, AenI maNytamaH ÝwuTv gu nI pyaRy p` Aave. Aahahahaha¦Ae sMyGdxRnmaH ]âa gu nI pyaRy, AemaH ÝwuTvgu nI pyaRy p` AHdr Aave, AnHtI


18 smysar isiâ wag-2AnHtI pyaRyono ipHD te AHdr sMyGdxRn. Aahahaha¦ Ae sMyGdxRnmaH {¬rtaŸ AavImarI SvtHƒ dxa hHu SvtHƒp e mannaro marI pyaRy p` SvtHƒ Ke. ko{nI ApeÙa=In=I, marI pyaRyne ko{ hetu n=I ma!e _TpNn ={ Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae sMyGdxRnnI pyaRyte smye prnI ApeÙa raQya ivna, fkt SvãVynaH lÙmaH htuH Ae!luH, Ae sMyGdxRnnIpyaRyne prnI ko{ ApeÙa n=I ke Aa Vyvhar hto ne dev-guÌ maNya ma!e sMyGdxRn=yuH, Ae=I ANy ãVy=I p<=k kæuH Ke. ANy ãVynI shay Ane inim¿=I =ay Ke, Aem KenhÄ kaH{. Aahahaha¦

kevo Ke AaTma? potana gu pyaRyomaH Vyapnaro Ke. xuH khe Ke {? smuCcy vatKe hÒ phelI. Ke AaTma je vStu Ae potana gu o ne potanI ivkarI AivkarI pyaRy AemaHVyapnaro Ke. Ae!luH j, AiStTv hÒ to isâ kre Ke. AemaH=I xuânye iwNn btaVyo Aemkhe Ke. xuH kæuH Ae? ke vStu je Ke wgvan AaTma Aena je!la gu o Ke Ane je!lI AenIpyaRy Ke ivkarI ke AivkarI, Ae ãVy pote gu pyaRymaH VyapeluH Ke, prmaH nhÄ, prmaH nhÄ,prne l{ne nhI.H potana gu o je \‡uv iƒkaz Ane vtRman Ýg! =tI pyaRy ivk<t keAivk<t Aena=I gu pyaRymaH j te rhelo Ke vStu trIke.

hÒ ivØy trIke xuânyno Ae pKI btave Ke, Aa to Ae vStu AavI Ke ke jene prmaHVyapvuH to Ke nhÄ, pr=I potamaH VyapvuH AevuH Ke nih. Aahahaha¦ Ae!le? ivkarIAvS=ap e AaTma pir`me Ke. Vyapk Ae pota=I pir`me Ke. Aene ko{ bIÒ cIj Ke ma!eivkarIp e pir`me Ke Aem n=I. Aahahaha¦ Ae pote j gu pyaRymaH pir`mnaro vStuwgvan. Aahahaha¦ wle ivkarp e pir`me p` pote, ãVy pote, ãVy pote gu nepyaRymaH VyapeluH Ke. AemaH ko{ ANy ãVy VyaPyuH Ke, AaVyuH Ke, ÝsyuHR Ke (Aem n=I.).Aahaha¦ bapu margDa vItragna¦ Aahahaha¦ j¡dI Ôt Ke wa{. Aahaha¦ Aene phelopr ãVy=I j¡do btaVyo. AhÄ to hÒ, gu pyaRymaH Vyape Ke, AemaH, hÒ to ivkarmaHVyape Ke gu maH rhe Ke, Aem btaVyuH. Aena isvayna bIÔ pr ãVyo Ke, AemaH Ae Vyapton=I Ae!luH AhÄya isâ kyuÅ.

hve AhÄya prma=R btavva Aahaha... potana gu pyaRymaH Vyapnaro, vzI kevoKe? AemaH=I je wgvan AaTma vStu Ke Aena iƒkazI gu omaH rhe Ke. Ane AenI vtRmanpyaRymaH Ke. Ae!lI vat is|\ krI. hÒ sMyGdxRn ne { pKI khexe.

hve tene xuâny=I Aekp`amaH iniüt krvamaH AaVyo Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae vStu poteiƒkazI gu maH ne vtRman pyaRymaH rhelo Ke Vyapelo Ke, Ýsrelo Ke gu pyaRyp e =yeloKe, Aeva AaTmane xuâny=I Ae!le inivRkLp vStunI ¹iÚ=I Ôe{Ae to, Aahaha....Aekp`amaH Vyapnaro Ke. iniüt krvamaH AaVyo Ke. Aek$p iƒkaz Ke. Aena gu napyaRynaH wedo p` jemaH=I nIkzI gya (Ke). Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

be vat krI ke Aek to Anera ãVy=I iwþ Ke Ae to vStunuH Sv$p pheluH sMyGdxRnnoivØy btaVyo. p` KtaH Ae vStu Ke, Ae potana gu pyaRymaH VyapelI Ke. Ae vStu wle


19}lok - 6kmRnaH inim¿naH sHbH\e ivkarI pyaRy pota=I ={ ne temaH Ae Vyapelo Ke. Ae!luH to AenuHãVy Ane pyaRynuH pr=I iwþp uH Ae!luH isâ kyuÅ. hÒ hve AemaH=I je gu ne pyaRymaHVyapelo rhelo wedmaH Ke, tene “xuânyt: OkTve inytSy” xuâny=I AekpàmaH iniütkrvamaH AaVyo Ke. Aahahaha¦ p` Aene wedna wav=I iwþ, Aekp uH iƒkazI Ke tenexuâny=I Aekp e btaVyo Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? AavI cIj Ke, devIlalÒ¦

pr ãVy to bIÒ cIj Ke _piS=t Ke Ae!luH Ke. Ane pote potana AnHt gu omaHAne AenI pyaRymaH nEimi¿k ivkarI dxa, AemaH Ae pote Vyapelo Ke, rhelo Ke. AenuH AaquHSv$p Aa rIte kæuH. smÔ uH kaH{? hve AemaH=I Aahahaha.... inivRkLp Aek$p vStuxuânye je btavI Ke, temaH Aa wedo Ke nhÄ. (]ota:- ãVy-gu -pyaRy Ane b\aH wedAekmekmaH hxe.) ƒ` Ae kI\uHne. Ae!lI vStu Ke Ae!luH. hve Ae xuânyno ivØy xuH? Ae ƒ`nhÄ. Ae to Aek cIj btavI ke Aa vStu jgt=I inrazI, potana gu pyaRymaH VyapelIbs Ae!luH. hve AemaH xuâny te inivRkLp cIj xuH? Aava ÝkarmaH rhelo hova KtaH,inivRkLp iv&anFn Sv$p je Ke te Aek$p Ke, te Ae vStu Ke. Aahahaha¦

bapu¦ Aa to AlaEikk magR Ke Aa to ApUvR vato Ke. pUveR ko{ id' saHwzI n=I,Ane saHwzI hoy to be@I n=I Aene. Aahahaha¦ saHwzI n=I Aem j kI\uH Ke, co=Iga=amaH rag=I p<=k Ýwu Ke te vat teH saHwzI n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae dya-dan-v‡t ne wi›ne pUÔ ne Ôƒano wav rag Ke Ae to, AemaH Ae Vyapelo Ke Ae pyaRy=I, vStu trIke Ôe{Aeto tena=I te iwþ Ke. Aahaha¦ AenI vStu trIke Ôe{Ae to te AenI pyaRymaH rag Ke. p`hve ßyare vStu AqHD Ôe{Ae to, inivRkLp vStumaH te gu na wedo ne pyaRyna wedoinivRkLp AwedmaH Ae n=I. Ae xuânyno ivØy inivRkLp cIj Ke AeklI. Aahahaha¦ je“ASy AaTmnmŸ” kæuH htuH te. Aahaha¦ kevzIAonaH ivrh pDã p` kevzInI vaÌsHtoAe raqI Ke. Ae vaÌno wav smjvo bhu AlaEikk vat Ke. vaÌ to jD Ae to nhÄkhe ke maruH Aa Sv$p Ke, Aem khexe vaÌ? Aahaha¦

AhÄ khe Ke, Ýwu Aekvar saHwz. be AiStTv isâ kyaÅ. Aek to tuH pote gu nepyaRymaH Vyapelo Ke, Aevo p` tuH Ko. hve AemaH=I pr=I to j¡do, prmaH to Vyapelo n=Ine pr=I tuH taramaH Vyapelo Ke Aemey n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? Aahahaha¦ im+yaTv Anerag-äeØnaH pyaRymaH pir`melo Vyapelo. Aahaha¦ tuH AemaH AaVyo Ko, Vyapelo tuH Ko. hveAemaH=I Awed vStu je sMyGdxRnno ivØy, xuânyno ivØy, Aolo to Ýma`no ivØykI\o p` hve AemaH=I je Ýma` Ke te pUßy n=I. AemaH inüyny te pUßy Ke. Ae inüynyno ivØy to inivRkLp vStu maƒ pote, AemaH gu I Aa ne gu Aa Aevo wed p` jemaHn=I. bapu Aa to magR Ke, Aa kaH{ vai`yaveDa n=I ke Aa =oDa bharmaH ={ gya mo!axe@Iya ={ gyane ={ gya Aa, Ae xe@? naàv!Ip uH hlaVyuH ne Aam kyuÅ ne tem kyuÅmo#a Aagz, Aahaha... nokro pcIs pcas Aane, Aane \UzmaHy n=I bapa¦ wa{¦b\aH wUtavz Ke. (]ota:- \UzmaH n=I p` pEsamaH Ke.) pEsa \Uz n=I to xuH Ke {?


20 smysar isiâ wag-2ma!Ina ipHDla Ke p<+vIkay Ke. Aahaha¦

AekeiNãy, be[iNãy, ƒ` [iNãyp Hu Ae Vyvharnye Ke. pEsavazap uH to AenamaHVyvharnyey n=I. Ae to AsdŸwUtny=I mane Ke, mane. Aa to AenamaH Ke. AekeiNãy, be[iNãyp uH, KtaH Ae Òv n=I. Òv to AHdr &anSv$p te Òv Ke. kar`ke AekeiNãyp uH ÔeÒv Sv$p hoy to kaym rhevuH Ôe{Ae. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Aahahaha¦ AekeiNãy,be[iNãy, ƒ`[iNãy, coreiNãy, pHceiNãy, ma`s, dev, #or narkI, Aahaha... Ae kaH{ Òvn=I, pyaRymaH Ke. p` Ae Òv n=I. Òv to Aeklo &anSv$p Ke te Òv Ke. Aahaha¦smÔ uH kaH{?

potana gu pyaRymaH Vyapelo Ke, KtaH hve xuâny=I AekTv inytSy-xuâny=Ito AekpàmaH iniüt krvamaH AaVyo Ke. Aahahaha¦ wUta=Rny=I iƒkazI sTy vStunedeqnar Ô`narna ny=I te to iƒkazI Aek$p Ke tem Ýisâ kraVyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ vatAevI Ke wa{¦ Aa kaH{ vad-ivvad AemaH xaÏna mo!a w ela pHiDt hoy ne to Aa vatbesene AevuH AaHhI Ke nhÄ. (]ota:- Aa to, vad-ivvad krvanI inymsarmaH na paDI Ke)Aahaha¦ inymsarmaH to na j paDI Ke bapu¦ &anini\ne pamIne Aeklo qaje. Svsmyne prsmymaH vad n krIx bapu AevI ko{ cIj Ke. AevI Ae ko{ cIj Ke ke Aene hve AnekApeÙa=I ÔetaH VyvharnI vato vItrage krI Ke, Ae p` sHsarnuH kar` Ke hve tuH xI rIte(nÞI krIx wa{). Aahahaha¦

AhÄya to wgvan AaTma Aek to Ae isâ kre Ke, ke Ae AaTma Ke Ae Ýma` AaquHãVy ne pyaRy Ae xrIrmaH VyapeluH n=I, kmRmaH VyapeluH n=I, prãVymaH VyapeluH n=I, AeVyaPyuH hoy to tena gu Ane pyaRymaH VyapeluH Ke bs Aa!luH, smÔ uH kaH{? Aahahaha¦hve Aene pr ãVymaH VyapeluH n=I Ane potana gu pyaRymaH VyapeluH Ke Ae to p‡ma`noivØy =yo, p` hve xuânyno ivØy Aene AemaH=I btavvo Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek$p inivRkLpvStu je xuânyno ivØy Ke, je sMyGdxRnno ivØy. Aahaha¦ sMyGdxRnno ivØy ãVyne gu , pyaRymaH VyapeluH ãVy Ae ivØy Aeno Ke j nhÄ. (]ota:- Ae Ýma`nuH ãVy Ke.)Aahahaha¦ potana gu maH pyaRymaH Vyapelo KtaH xuâny=I AekpàmaH, ;xuânyt:AekTve inytSy' inivRkLp iv&anFnne Ae e btaVyo xuânye. gu ne pyaRymaH VyapeloAe vStunuH Ýma` Ke, p` sMyGdxRnno ivØy ne xuâny=I Aene ÔetaH, Aek$pe Ae vStu Ke.smÔ uH kaH{? AavI vatuH. _pdex saHwzvo k@` pDe Ane Aa te ÉãHno hxe _pdexwgvanno hxe? Aa te? Are bapu Ae e saHwZyo n=I wa{¦ vItrag ijne¬rdev Aeno_pdex kevo Ke wa{, Ae to AlaEikk vat Ke. Aahaha¦

xuâny=I AekpàmaH Vyapelo Ke. vzI kevo Ke Ae to smuCcy kI\uH, hve kevo Ke?;pU R-&an FnSy' pU R&anFn Ke. Aekp e iniüt krvamaH AaVyo p` hÒ xuH Ae cIjKe Tyare? ke pU R &anFn Ke. pU R&anno pUHj Ke, Aeklo Awed AenI sa=e AnHta gu o sa=eleva &annI Ý\anta=I vat krI Ke. pU R &an, pyaRyey nhÄ. Aahaha¦ pU R&an pU R&an


21}lok - 6pU R&an jem pUnmno cHãma, pUnmno pU R cHãmaH, pUnm kem khe Ke saHwZyuH? pUnm pUrocHã, pUro Ýg!˜o Ke, ma!e pUnm khe Ke. pUnmmaH mas pU R =ay Ke, ne AmasmaH masA\Rmas =ay Ke. Amas A\Rmas. AhÄ ka@IyavaDmaH bIÔe irvaj Ke. sud-1 mI x$ kreKe. isâaHt to vd Aekm=I x$ kre Ke. phelI vd ne pKI sud- kemke pHdr idvse to AmasAave Ae to A\Rmas =yo Ane pU RmaH pUr` punm, cHã p` pur` ={ gyo TyaH, sozkzaAe qIlI nIkZyo Ke. Aek kza to sday AenI quLlI j hoy Ke. smÔ uH? Aahaha¦bIje ƒ` kza hoy Ke. Aekme be, bIje ƒ`, pUnme pU R, Aem wgvan AaTma vStu trIkepU R iv&anFn Ke. jemaH ApU Rta n=I, ivprItta n=I, Axuâta n=I, ALpta n=I.Aaha¦ drek xBdomaH vaCy Ke, Ae Aene Ô`vuH Ôexe wa{¦ Aa ko{ ivä¿ano ivØy n=I.iväanono ke bIÔne smÔvI xkIAe ma!e Aavo bapu Ae n=I Aa cIj to ko{ AlaEikkKe. Aahaha¦

Ae pU R &anFn xBde Aek j &anne pU R lI\uH p` AenI sa=e AnHtagu o pU R$pKe, Aek$p Ke Aevo Ae wgvan Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? “tavan AyH AaTmaŸ” tavan je!luHsMyGdxRn te!lo AaTma Ke. Aahaha¦ pU R vStu Ke. tenI ÝtIt ={ AnuwvmaH te Ae tovStu j pU R Ke te Ýma e. Aahaha¦ je Anaid=I kmRcetna, kmRcetna ne kmRfzcetnanuHje vedn htuH Ae im+yaTv htuH. smÔ uH kaH{? rag ne ragnuH fz AenuH je vedn AekaHte du:qIne du:qnuH vedn htuH. sMyGdxRn =taH Aene &an cetna Ýg!I. Aahahaha¦ te=I te AanHdnaHvednmaH AaVyo hve. AavI xrto maza¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

AettŸ sMyGdxRn. Aahaha¦ pU aRnHdna na=nuH ßyaH dxRn =yuH Ane tenI sa=e &an=yuH, Ane tenI sa=e AanHdnuH vedn. Aahahahaha¦ Ae!le cairƒ Aavxe hare. Aahahaha¦smÔ uH kaH{? kmR cetna, kmRfz cetnanuH Anaid=I A&anIne vedn Ke. AaTmanuH &ancetnanuHvedn Ke j nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae=I ßyaH pU R &anFn Ke, AevuH ßyaH wan =yuH tenI pyaRymaH&ancetna, xaHitna AanHdna vednvazI cetna Ýg!I. Aahaha¦ Aekla du:qnuH vedn htuHim+yaTvmaH, Ae pU R&anFn Ke AevuH ßyaH sMyGdxRn tene Aa]ye =yuH temaH &ancetna, je&an, &anmaH Aekag‡ta ={, tena sa=e tene AanHdnuH vedn =yuH, Ae!le Aa dxRnmaH ƒ eyAavI gya, Aem maruH khevuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

sMyGdxRn pU RnI ÝtIit, pU RnuH &anne, pU Rna &annI sa=e vedn. Aahaha¦(]ota:- svR gu aHx te smiÉt) svR gu aHx te smikt p` Aa to ƒ`nuH ATyare tokam Ke ne sMyGdxRnmaH Ae ÝÆ Ke ne Aano ATyare Aem ke tme sMyGdxRnnI vat kro Kone moÙmagR to ƒ` Ke. vat sacI bapu Ame ƒ`nI na n=I paDtaH. Aahaha¦ pU R&anFn Ýwu AtIiNãy AanHd=I pU R Fn Ýwu Aa to &an=I pU R kI\uH, p` AevaAtIiNãy AanHd=I pU R Fn Ýwu, AtIiNãy ÝwuTv xi›=I pU RFn Ýwu, AevI AnHtxi›=I pU R vStu Ýwu. Aahaha¦ wa{ AenuH sMyGdxRn ne &an =taH cetna p` pl!Ig{, je kmR cetna ne kmRfz cetna htI, Ae &ancetna ={ g{. vedn pl!I gyuH.


22 smysar isiâ wag-2smÔ uH kaH{? wle =oDo hÒ rag Ke, Aene vedn Ke p` Ae gaE p e g`vamaH AaVyuH.&annI pyaRy=I ÔevuH hoy to bey hare Ke. AanHdnuH vedn p` Ke Ane sa\k Ke ma!e ragnuHp` hÒ vedn Ke, &an=I Ôe{Ae Tyare Aem khe. dxRnnI Ý\anta=I k=n Aave Tyare AeneAanHdnuH vedn muQyp e Ke tem khevay. Aahahaha¦ Ae!lo j Ae AaTma Ke. ÔeyuH paKuH,sMyGdxRnmaH Aaqo AaTma AaVyo Ke. sMyGdxRn Ke te Aaqo AaTma Ke. ivxeØ vatkhevaxe. (]ota:- Ýma`vcn guÌdev)

Ývcn nH. pp }lok - 6 ta. 1r-8-78 xinvar, ]av` sud-9 sH. 2p04

smysar }lok Kõo - ihNdI clega, Aaj Kõo Ke ne Kõo. }lok bolIO frI=I.(xadURlivkÊIiDt)

OkTve inytSy xuânyto VyaPtuyRdSyaTmn:pU R&anFnSy dxRnimh ãVyaNtreWy: p<=kŸ.sMyGdxRnmetdev inymadaTma c tavanyHtNmu’va nvtÀvsNtitimmamaTmaymeko½Stu n:.. 6..

AacayRno pokar Ke AemaH j¡Ao to qra. Aahaha¦ {s AaTmako ;ASy' Ae!leAa AaTmako Ae xuâ cEtNy Fn pUr` Sv$p je ASy AaTmako Aem ;ANy ãVyose p<=kdeqna' ANy pda=R K ãVyo, dev-guÌ xaÏ _skI ]âa Aaidka rag-_sse iwþ ]âankrna. Aa AaTmane ANy ãVyo=I iwþ, Apna Svwav=I Aiwþ, Apna SvwavseAiwþ, sU"m bat hE wa{¦ (]ota:- frmavo) AHtmuRq hokr _ska ]âan _sko deqnaA=aRtŸ ]âan krna hI inymse sMyGdxRn hE. Ae inüyse sTy sMyGdxRn \mRkI phelIsI#I khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae sMyGdxRnmeH Òtna AaTmameH gu hE sHQyaAeAnHt-AnHtaAnHt-AnHtaAnHt-AnHtaAnHt sHQyaAe Òska AHt nhÄ, AEsa AnHtAnHt je gu hE Aaha.... AEsa AaTmako ]âan krna to ijtnI ]âa ßyaH hu{, toÒtnI sHQyameH AnHt gu hE _ska Aek AHx Vy›p e sMyGdxRnmeH vednmeH Aata hE,_ska nam sMyGdxRn hE. Aahahaha¦

hÒ to co=uH gu S=an kha pHcm Ane KõanI VyaQya to bhu AakrI Ke. Aahaha¦Aa to Ý=mmaH Ý=m wgvan AaTma AnHt gu no Apar sagr _ska ANy ãVy AneANy ãVyna wavse iwþ deqna A=va ]âan krna. Ae inivRkLp sMyGdxRn Ae dxRnkhenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ Ane ßyaH sMyGdxRn n=I TyaH _ska &an ne v‡t cairƒ tpAe b\a baz A&an tp baz v‡t hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AevI vat Ke wa{ Aa.

yh kEsa hE AaTma? “Apne gu pyaRymeH Vyaº rhenevala (AaTma) hE” kya khetehE? ke je vStu AaTma hE, ye Apna gu shwavI AaEr Êmvt± tenI pyaRy _smeH VyaºhE. sMyGdxRnka ivØy kya hE Ae pIKe khega. yhaH to hÒ AaTma kEsa hE ke Apna AnHt


23}lok - 6gu meH Vyaº hE rhel hE AaEr _skI ivk<t A=va Aivk<t AvS=a _smeH vo AaTma VyaºhE, Ýsrel hE. Aare AavI VyaQya hve. Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma Ae prãVyse iwþ.xrIr, kmR, kmRka Anuwag wav _sse to iwþ p` Apna AnHt gu hE AaEr gu kIvtRman (pyaRy) Êmvt± ivkarI ke AivkarI. AivkarIka A=R¦ AiStTv gu kI pyaRyAivkarI hE sb gu kI pyaRy ivkarI hE AEsa hE nhÄ. A&anmeH wI ho AhÄya to. smjmeHAaya? AavI vat Ke. AiStTv, vStuTv Aaid gu hE _skI pyaRy to inmRz hI hotI hE.p` Ôe dUsra gu hE _smeH iktna gu kI pyaRy ivk<t wI hotI hE. ]âa gu kI, cairƒgu kI, AanHd gu kI, ÝdexTv gu kI Aeva gu kI ktaR-kmR kr` sHÝdan gu kI ivk<tAvS=a hotI hE. Ae ivk<t AvS=a Ane gu maH AaTma Vyapel hE _smeH rhel hE. prãVymeHnhÄ. prãVyka wavmeH nhÄ. yhaH prãVyna wav Ae!le ivkarI Òvna (wav) Ae AhÄyanhÄ lena. AhÄya to prãVy kmR xrIr va`I Aaid vStu AaEr _ska wav nam xi›AenI je gu pyaRy _sse wgvan AaTma riht hE. Ae sMyGdxRnka ivØy hE kI nhÄ Aebat ATyare nhÄ. phelI to Aa bat hE. vStu kEsI hE, sara Ýma`ka ivØy, inüykaivØy Ane Vyvharka ivØy. ivØy xBde iƒkazI ãVy inüyka ivØy hE AaEr vtRmanpyaRy ivk<t Aivk<t AvS=a hE, yh Vyvharka ivØy hE. do imlkr Ýma`ka ivØy hE.Aahahahaha¦

to kheteH hE ke “Apne gu pyaRymeH Vyaº rhenevala hE” Aa pyaRymeH ivk<t wI lena.smjmeH Aaya? Ae dya, dan, v‡t, wi›, kam, Êo\, ihHsa, jU@ Aaidka wav hE, yh ivk<tAvS=a hE, _smeH wI AaTma Vyaº _smeH rhel hE. ko{ prãVymeH rhel hE AEse nhÄ. AaErprãVy _smeH Aaya hE AEsa nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ae wgvan AaTma vStuAe iƒkaz xuâhone pr wI, _ska gu wI xuâ pUr` hone pr wI, _skI pyaRymeH ApU Rta Ane ivk<tAvS=a Ôe hE, vo wI AaTma _smeH VyaPya hE AaTma _smeH VyaPt nam _sme ÝsyaR hE._ska ivStar vo hE, \nalalÒ¦ ãVy gu ne pyaRy. ãVy Ôe hE vStu Ae Apna gu AnepyaRymeH rhel hE. prãVyna wav Ane prãVymaH Ae rhel n=I. prãVyna wav Ae ivkarIAhÄya nhÄ lena. Apna ivkarI wav Ae nhÄ. kmR ne kmRno Anuwag je jD, _sse rihtAaTma hE. p` ApnI pyaRymeH je ivk<t AvS=a hE, _smeH to yh siht Vyaº hE. smjmeHAaya? kya kha? (]ota:- Aek bar Aap kho pyaRyka {smeH Awav hE) Ae É˜a? Aeto xuânyka ãVyka ivØy jb btana ho tb, ye to AwI kh idya ne¦

vStu Ôe hE Anaidse Ae Apna gu pyaRymeH Vyaº hE, Anaidse hE. hve {tna honepr wI, smjmeH Aaya? waØa to sadI bapa. vStu to ko{ AlaEikk, sMyGdxRnka ivØykya, AaEr AaTma iksmeH rhel hE. Aahaha¦ Anaidse ko{ xrIrmeH AaTma rha hE, ke kmRmeHrha hE, ke ÏI ku!uHb pirvarmeH rha hE, ke devguÌ xaÏmeH rha hE AEsa hE nhÄ. Anaidse rhahE to Apna je AnHt gu hE AaEr _skI vtRmanmeH ivk<t AaEr Aivk<t AvS=a hE _smeHvo AaTma rha hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aa Ýma` ka ivØy btaya. hve _smeH sMyGdxRnka


24 smysar isiâ wag-2ivØy kya yh pIKe khega. Aahaha¦ Aa... re xuH =ay? mUz tÀvnI vat j ferfar ={gyo ne Ae!le lokone v‡t kro ne tp kro ne Aa piDma le lo. \Uz hE. (]ota:- Ae tokamkI cIj hE.) kamkI cIj hE ne rqDnekI. Ae xuwwav Ôe hE Ae to sHsar hE,pirw‡m`ka kar` hE,-pirw‡m` Sv$p hE. yh khane, AaTma VyaPta hE ivkarI wavmeH Aepirw‡m` Sv$p hE. Aahaha¦ Ae pirw‡m` kmRke kar`se krte hE, AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦AhÄya to wgvan AacayR, ApnI vat krte krte Aa vat krte hE, ke Amara AaTmaÔe hE, ye Apna gu Ôe shvt± AnHt gu hE _smeH to hE ãVy, p` ApnI pyaRymeH ijtnaimT=aTvwav hE, rag wav hE, äeØ wav hE, kam-Êo\ wav hE, pu~y-pap wav hE, vo _skIpyaRymeH hE Ane ãVy _smeH VyaPya (fEla) hE ko{ kmRse ivkarI AvS=a hu{ hE AEsa hEnhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Apne gu pyaRyomeH, ApnI pyaRymeH, ivkarI wI ApnI pyaRy hE, Aem khete hE yhaH.ye ivkarI pyaRy ko{ kmRkI nhÄ hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ Are im+yaTv wav hE AewI ApnI pyaRy hE, im+ya ]âa hE yh wI ApnI pyaRy hE. (]ota:- kmRjNy hE?)kmRjNy iblkul nhÄ. Ae to inim¿se k=n krana ho. Ae to inim¿ke Aa]yse _Tpþhuva {tna, p` hE to yh ApnI pyaRymeH, Apne kar`se. (]ota:- AaEdiyk khete hE na)_dy nam ApnI pyaRy _dy wav Ae ApnI pyaRy hE Òv tÀv hE. tÀva=R suƒmeH AayanhÄ, phele A|yaymeH. Òv tÀv hE yh imT+yaTv, pu~y, pap Ae Òv tÀv hE. _dywav AeÒv tÀv hE. Aave Ke ne phela A|yaymaH? Ae to pIKe sMyGdxRn btana ho, xuânykaivØy btana ho TyaH pIKe khI bat. phele to {tnemeH ragmeH, ivkarmeH im+yaTvmeH pu~y-papmeH AaTma hI ktaR hE ne Vyaº hE, AEsa wI isâ n krene ivkar prse hota hE to ApnIpyaRyka AiStTvka wI _sko qbr nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦ Aa tosMyGdxRn =ye phele, wgvan AaTma¦ care kor wle ãVy pDa ho, kmR, xrIr, vaÌ p`yh AaTma Ôe hE, yh to Apne gu Ane pyaRymeH hI VyaPt hE, bs¦ Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? im+yaTvmeH wI AaTma Vyaº hE. Ae dxRnmoh kmRke kar`se im+yaTv hE, AEsa hEnhÄ. Aahaha¦ rag ne äeØka piràm Ôe AaTmameH huva, Ae cairƒ gu kI ivprIt AvS=aApnemeH hE. smjmeH Aaya? AEsa AaTmako QyalmeH pUr` lekr pIKe sMyGdxRnka ivØykya hE yh btana hE hve. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ kyÇik sMyGdxRnka ivØy Aek nyka ivØyhE Ane Aa gu pyaRymeH Vyaº ãVy Ae Ýma`ka do nyka ivØy hE. Ýma`ka ivØy hE. xuH kheKe Aa?

Ýma` nam be wagne l"amaH le AenuH nam Ýma` Ane Aek wagne l"amaH le tenuHnam ny. kho AavI to waØa sadI hE. Aahaha¦ pa!ÌÒ¦ AavI vatuH Ke Aa¦ Aahaha¦AhÄ to hÒ AacayR, Aa je tÀv vStu je AaTma Ae pr rjkò kmR xrIr vaÌ mnAemaH AenI AHdr m|ymaH wle deqay p` vo _smeH hE nhÄ. AaEr _sse ivkar huAa AEsahE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦


25}lok - 6ãVy nam iƒkazI vStu, gu nam iƒkazI Svwav, Ane pyaRy nam vtRman ivk<t

Ane Aivk<t AvS=a Ae b\amaH AaTma Vyapel hE. Ae ivkarmeH ko{ kmR Vyapel hE AEsahE nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:- hve nynI vat) AenI pKI vat. Aaha¦ phele se Aemivcar kre ke ivkar hE, ye kmRse huva hE to phelI pyaRynI AiStTvkI cIjkI qbr nhÄ.smjmeH Aaya? kya kre hmare kmRka AEsa _dy Aata hE to ivkar hota hE. “kmR ibcarekon wUl merI Ai\ka{.” jD kmR Ae ibcara A&an jD hE _skI kya, Ae to AÒv ãVymeHAiStTv hE _ska, Ae AÒv ãVyka AiStTv cEtNykI ivkarI pyaRymeH Ae kmRse hota hE?iblkul nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ \nalalÒ¦ Aa to Ke AHdr j¡vone AHdr, _ska to A=R hotahE. Aa b\a Amare xei@ya AaVya n=I? mohnlalÒ Ane babulalÒne b\a AHdr Keke nhÄ p` AHdr? panamaH lQya hE ke nhÄ? (]ota:- AHdrmaH lQyuH Ke p` AHdrmaH toAmne smÔtuH n=I. Aap kho Tyare maHD maHD smÔy Ke) Aahahaha¦

khe Ke, khete hE ke yh AaTma, pheluH kæuH'tuH ne ke {s ASy AaTmako prãVyse p<=kdeqna, Ae inüyse sMyGdxRn hE {tnI bat phele ikya. hve Ae AaTma hE yh iksmeH VyaºhE? iktna xi›meH ne pyaRymeH hE? ke Apna gu pyaRymeH Vyaº rhenevala hE. Aahaha¦kwI AaTma kmRmeH gye nhÄ, xrIrmeH gye nhÄ, xrIr$p huva AnHt var xrIrka, pÀaTma xrIrkI pyaRy$p kwI nhÄ huva. Aahahaha¦ AnHt kmRka rjk`kI m|ymeH ÝwuhE, p` vh AaTma kmRkI pyaRyp e kwI nhÄ huva. AaEr Ae kmRkI pyaRy AaTmakI sa=meHhE to kmRkI pyaRyse ivk<t AvS=a AaTmameH hotI AEsa kwI nhÄ hota. Aahahaha¦babulalÒ¦ NyaH tmare klktamaH ÉãHy n mze pEsamaH \UzmaHy ÉãHy n mze. ma!e kheKe ne Ame AhÄya AaVya KIAe ne klkte=I. Aahahaha¦ ÉãH gya Ko!alalÒ¦ Aaha¦smÔy AevuH Ke ne wgvan¦ Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ prmaTma khete hE yh sHto khete hE. sHtoto AaDtIya hE. ke Ýwu Aam khete hE ne AEsa hE, ke Aa AaTma je vStu hE, ãVy trIke pda=R,to _smeH je gu hE Ae _smeH AaTmameH hE Ane pyaRymeH ivk<t AvS=a hE Ae wI AaTma _smeHVyaPya hE, ko{ prãVy VyaPya hE ne ivkar hE AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Apne gu pyaRy, Apne gu Ane Apne pyaRy im+yaTv rag, äeØ, A&an, kam-Êo\ ivØy vasna, Ae ApnI pyaRymeH hE, Ae ApnI pyaRy hE, Aahaha¦ ko{ prãVykIpyaRy hE Ane prãVyse hu{ hE AEsa nhÄ, {tna to phele isâ ikya. Aahaha¦ AaEr, AEsehone pr wI, AEsa rhenevala hone pr wI, Ýma`ka ivØymeH gu ne pyaRymeH rhenevalahone pr wI xuânyt: OkTve inytSy “xuânyse AekTvmeH iniüt ikya gya hE”Aahaha¦

yhaH iƒkazIny vo to do nyka Ýma`ka ivØy isâ ikya. hve Ôe xuâny Ôe hE,ye to Aekakar Sv$p iƒkaz Aek$p hE, _sko btate hE. Aahaha¦ gu ka wed ne pyaRykawed Ae btate nhÄ. Ae gu ka wed ne pyaRyka wed Vyvharnyka ivØy =a to Ýma`ka_sko ivØy btaya. smjmeH Aaya? AavI vatHu hve vai`yane nvrax n mze, \H\a AaDe


26 smysar isiâ wag-2pap AaDe Aaqo id' xe@Iya xuH tmare khevay? (]ota:- AamaH vai`ya FàHy Aavxe.)vai`ya j Aavvana ne b\a. AolamaH Aem lQyuH Kene wa{Ae jEn \mR ATyare vai`yaneVyvsayvazane AavI gyo Ke. Vyvsay Aaqo id' \H\a pap bayDI Kokra ku!uHbdvaqana {Njekxn Aa dva lI\I ne Aa kyuÅ \Uze \Uz. (]ota:- maHda pDe to xuH krvuH?)ko` maHdo pDe? (]ota:- xrIr maHdu pDe.) xrIr? Ae to jD Ke, Ane jDnI AvS=amaHAaTma n=I. AaTmameH rog Ke Ae to im+yaTv Ane rag äeØno rog Ke. p` Ae rogmaHp` Vyapelo AaTma Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Aahahaha¦ Aahahaha¦

ko{ {¬re Aene ivkar kraVyo Ke, ke kmRnuH bhu Ôer AaVyuH AHdrmaH ma!e ivkar krvopDe Ke Aem Ke nhÄ. AenI pyaRynuH Sv$p j ivk<t =vuH te kaze, Ae rIte Aeno Vyapelo AaTmaAemaH rhelo Ke.

Kõa }lok Amara ijne¬rdasÒ (kha) ke wa{ Aaye hE na, Aemna ma!e AajihNdI Lyo kI\uH. hve mHgzvare x$ hogane Aap e, ixÙ` ixibr. Aahaha¦ wav to hE yehE. ihNdImaH Aave p` vStu to je Ke te j Ke ne wEya. Aahaha¦ phelaH &anmaH AaTma ãVyne gu pyaRy Sv$p Ke AEsa phele _sko &an hona caihAe, Ae &an sMykŸ n=I. pÀe &annuH AHg phele Ýg! hona caihAe. AolamaH AaVyuH Ke ne? Aemke wed btavvo Kete &anno AHg Ke. AemaH Ae &anno AHg Ae Ôtno saco =ay Ke. sMyG&an nhÄ, p`&an AHdr, dxRn &an cairƒ te AaTma Aem btavvuH, p` AemaH Aek &anno AHg TyaHisâ =ay Ke Aek Vyvharno, kzx !IkamaH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? AamaH j Ke, paHcmaH kzxmaHkzx !Ika Ke ne? j¡Ao Lyo Ae j nIkZyuH. paHcmo kzx Ke ne? “tevI rIte gu gu I$pwed k=n &an _pjvanuH Aek AHg hE” Ae ÔtnuH &an =ay Ke pheluH, Ae sMyG&annI AhÄvat n=I. Aa gu gu InuH wed k=n, Ae Vyvharny, Aahaha¦ gu gu I$p wedk=n Ae&an _pjvanuH Aek AHg Ke, ÒvnuH lÙ` cetna {tna khete pudŸglaid Acetn ãVyoseiwþpàkI ÝtIit _pjte hE, te=I jb Anuwv =ay TyaH su\I gu gu I$p wed k=n&annuH AHg hE. ÔnnemeH {tna Aata hE, pKI Anuwv to _sko KoDkr hota hE. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? wa{¦ vItrag magR¦ ijne¬r prme¬r magR.

(]ota:- Vyaºno xuH A=R kyÈ Ke kzx !IkamaH?) Ae Vyapelo j Ke, AemaH. Ae toKõanI vat ={. Aa to paHcmanI vat Ke. Ae to phelaH AavI gyuH Ke ne, AStu? cairƒnIAe to laHbI VyaQya Ke. AhÄ to smiktnI phelI VyaQya krI Ke. AemaH AavI gyuH Ke, xuâÒvne Anuwvta ƒ ey Ke. ÔeyuH? xuH kI\uH? AhÄ to dxRn &an cairƒ ƒ ey pyaRynynoivØy Ke, Ae Ke Aem ivkar p` Ke Aem l{ levuH.

p` xuâny=I ÔetaH inivRkLp vStu maƒne ÔetaH xuâp uH te $p Ke. vStu p` Ae jKe ne? vStu iS=it Ke ne? “AettŸ inymat sMyGdxRn” - Vyaºu: Vyaºu: xBd AemaH Ke ne.laHbu Ke ne Ae!le AettŸ inymatŸ sMyGdxRn. (]ota:- KeLlI car lI!I Lyo.) ha Ke,j¡Aone, kI\uHne, “sHsar AvS=amaH Òv ãVy nv tÀv$p pir`MyuH Ke” Aa waØa Ae krI,


27}lok - 6Ae to pheluH paHcmaHmaH AavI gyuH Ke Ae to kæuH'tuH phela AamaH AavI gyuH Ke, Ae nvtÀv$p pir`MyuH Ke Ae im+yaTvwav Ke AenamaH. Aahaha¦ sHvr injRra sacanI vatAhÄya n=I, p` Anaid=I Òv AÒv pu~y pap Aaid Ane Aas‡vno AHx n=I, Ae!loAe gu S=ane phele Ae!lo Aene sHvr Vyvhare g~yo. AhÄ kmRno AHx qre Ke Aene injRraVyvhare g`I Ane bH\no Aek AHx AoKo hoy Aene moÙ g~yo Ae ãVy. ãVy Ae nveytÀv$pe im+ya¹iÚmaH pir`mel Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Aare... Aa.

j¡Ao AhÄ AaVyuH, kar`ke Aa Òv ãVy “ãVyaHtreWy: p<=k” Aem AavuH hova KtaH,ãVy SvwavnI ¹iÚ levI Ke, ¹iÚ lena hE. Aahaha¦ to phele Ae bat isâ ikya ke prãVyto inim¿ maƒ hE _skI ko{ cIjkI bat nhÄ. terI cIj Ôe ãVy ne gu Ôe xuâ hE AaErterI pyaRymaH Ôe Axuâta Aas‡vnI pu~ypapnI bH\nI je hE wav bH\ Ae terI pyaRymeH hEne _smeH AaTma VyaPya hE. ko{ prãVy ke kar`se ivkar hE ne im+yaTv hE AEsa wav hEnhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aavo marg Ke wa{¦ hÒ to, Aa to Aap e calIgyuH'tuH =oDuHk. Aa to Amare wa{ne l{ne fIr ihNdI ilya. AaEr xuâny, vo to _skaAiStTvmeH ãVymeH, gu meH ne pyaRymeH AiStTvmeH je hE vo btaya.

hve xuânyka ivØy kya hE? Aahahaha¦ Ýma`ka ivØymeH ivkarI pyaRy ke pyaRykainØe\ nhÄ hota. kya kha? nycÊmeH ye hE, ke Ýma`ka iv*aymeH pyaRyka ne ivk<tAvS=aka inØe\ nhÄ hota, ma!e te Ýma` pUßy nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AaEr inüynykaivØymeH hE, Ae pyaRyka inØe\ hota hE AaEr iƒkazI ãVyka Aa]y hota hE. ma!e inüynypUßy hE. Aahahaha¦ JI`I vat Ke wa{. bIÒ rIte khIAe to vStu je Ke Ae Anaid Apnagu maH to hE hI. p` Anaid _skI ivk<t AvS=ameH wI vo AaTma hI hE. Ae AvS=ameH ko{kmR Aaya hE ne kmRse huva hE AEsa hE nhÄ. to AEsI cIjka phele in Ry kra kr hvexuânyka ivØy Ae to do ãVy ne pyaRy do ka &an kraya. p` vo Ýma` to sdŸwUtVyvharnyka ivØy hE. jrI JI uH pDxe, kya kha? Ôe iƒkazI ãVy hE AaEr gu hE nepyaRy hE _ska ivØy krnevala Ýma` _smeH hE ye. to Ae Ýma` hE _smeH do Aaya, te=IAe Ýma` pote sdŸwUt Vyvharnyka ivØy hE, Vyvharnyka ivØy hE. Aahaha¦ hve xuH=ay? kya khete hE. Aahaha¦ pHca|yayImeH hE, Ýma` Ae Vyvharnyka ivØy hE. kyÇ ikTyaH Aek n Aaya. do Aaya. to do Aaya. vo Ýma`ka ivØy ho gya, do Aaya toVyvharnyka ivØy ho gya, Ýma` Vyvharnyka ivØy. Aahahaha¦¦

wa{ magR to vItragka ko{ AlaEikk hE, lokomaH ATyare to Ae!lI b\I grbD,pDIma l{ Lyo ne b‡ïcyR lo ne lUgDa fervI naHqo. Aahaha¦ Aeklo A&anwav hE.(]ota:- baæ Tyag to qro ne?) baæ Tyag to Anaid=I Ke AHdrmeH, ƒ ey kazmeHprãVyka g‡h` Tyagka to Awav hE _smeH. Aahaha¦ Aadan g‡h` krna AaEr KoDna-prãVyka g‡h`ne KoDna _sse to Ao riht iƒkaz hE. AEsa to gu iƒkaz hE _smeH.KoDna Ae!le nhÄ hE AEsa to gu hE _smeH- _sko KoDna Ae!le _ska A=R Ae huva ke


28 smysar isiâ wag-2g‡h` ikya =a _sne Aem maNya _sne. JIÌ vat bapu¦ vItrag magR¦ Aahaha¦ hveAemaHy idgHbr \mR Ae jEn \mR. AenI cIj AlaEikk vatHu Ke wa{¦ Aahaha¦ duinyanapapna \H\amaH bar mihnamaH Fò vqt Aeno TyaH Ôy Aene. heH? covIs klakmaHbavIs klak papmaH \H\a rzva lqva ne Aa ne te, hve AemaH Aek klak mze kdaictŸsaHwzvano Ane saHwze toy Aene in Ry krvano vqt n mze. Aahahaha¦

Aer`nI corI ne soyna dan, Aem bavIs klak ƒevIs klak AamaH rhe Ane Aekklak saHwzva Ôy TyaH saHwzvanuH AevuH mze ke v‡t l{ lo pDIma l{ lo tpSya kro,rs KoDo, lUgDaH KoDI do. Aekad be lUgDaH raqo, rsno pirTyag kro. Lyo AavI vatuHb\I. (]ota:- ke!la b\a pirØh shn kre Ke) \UzmaHy pirØh n=I. smikt ivnapirØh ho{ xke j nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH{? pirØhmaH to shn krvuH Ae!le &ata ¹Úap erhevuH Ae. Ae to smikt huAa pKI Aene &ata ¹Úap uH rhe AenuH nam pirØh Ke. \nalalÒ¦AavI vatuH Ke wa{¦ xuH =ay? wa{. (]ota:- &ata¹Úa p e rhevuH Ae pirØh Ke) ha¦ AenuHnam pirØh Ke. Ae pirØh jy Ke. Are Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦

yhaH khete hE, ke AEsa wgvan Apna gu pyaRymeH Vyaº rhenevala hE. “VyaºuH”Aas‡v pu~y pap bH\ wav _smeH AaTma rhenevala hE, AaTmakI pyaRy hE ne AaTma _smeHAaya hE. Anaidse Ae nv tÀv$p pir`mn _ska hE. Aahaha¦ nv tÀvomaH sHvr injRramoÙ Ae AhÄya n lena. ãVy sHvr ne ãVy moÙ... AaEr “xuânyt: AekTve inytSy”xuânyse AekTvmeH iniüt kha gya hE. AHtrne ÔenarI xuâny, Ôe ]ut&anka inüy AHx,vo _sko deqnese, Ae to pUr` Sv$pko deqte hE. sMyGdxRnka ivØy pU R Sv$p hE, AaErxuânyka ivØy hI pU R Sv$p hE. ny, &ankI ApeÙase hE AaEr smikt, ]âakI ApeÙasehE.

(]ota:- _smeH Apneko Éya Apneko to \mR kI bat sUnnI hE) Aa vat to AecltI hE. (]ota:- sMyGdxRn to ho Ôyne _smeH Éya hE) \UzmaH... sMyGdxRn Ae jphelI \mRnI x$Aat Ke. \mR khaHse Aaya, \UzmeH? pDIma le ilya be paHc ne ds neAigyar ne. (]ota:- pHdr hoy to pHdr l{ le.) AemaH xuH? Aene ÉãH AaHkDo j g`voKe ne? vStu ÉãH Ke Aena FrmaH? Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- hm KoD dega pDIma ko) pDImaKoD dega ka A=R kya? Ae to ivkLp hE, _smeH KoD dega to? (]ota:- inivRkLp hoga)inivRkLp hoga tb KoD dega. Aahaha¦ Ae ivkLp wI AaTmaka AaTmameH Vyaº hE. hve_sko xuânyse deqnese Ýma`ka ivØy btakr prkI ko{ ApeÙa pyaRymeH nhÄ, AEsabtakr hve xuânymeH ko{ wedkI ApeÙa nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦

wa{ Aa to tI=Åkr ijne¬r dev. Aaha¦ jene [Não AekavtarI ƒ` &anna \Ì,Aaha... jene vEmainkmaH=I KU!Ine saHwzva Aave Ae vaÌ kevI hoy wa{¦ hE? (]ota:-AlaEikk AdŸwut.) AhÄ loko khe dya pazo, v‡t pazo hve Ae to wIqara kuHwarey kheKe. (]ota:- wIm Aigyarse n=I kheta.) wIm Aigyars Amare kheta hta ne kI\uHne


29}lok - 6Amare _mrazamaH, _mrazamaH saH{@ vØR phelaH irvaj Aevo hto, Amara gamno, bIÔgammaH y hto ke ]av` mihnanI Aa nom Ke ne? Aekm Aave Ae!le gamna je xei@yahoy Ae Amare rokD xe@ hta. Ae be car jàH wega ={ne paHp paHc soparI l{ne Ôy.FaHcI pase Ôy, FaHcI muslman, Tyare Ae smje ke hH hH Aa vai`yana pyuRØ`no mihnoAaVyo. bH\ krvuH pDe, FaHcI FaÌ n kre. ]av` sud Aekm=I wadrva sud paHcm su\Imuslman FaHcI p` FaÌ n pIle, Ae!lI mhajnnI Kap htI. Amara gammaH paHchÔrnI vStI _mraza rokD xe@ hta. phelaH to @Ik htuH ma`s @Ik htaH. pKI to Fsa{gya. ma`s qandan hta. ATyare K Kokra Ke Amare to sI¿er vØR phelaHnuH b\uH AeFaHcI muslman AenI pase Ôy xe@Iya car, ]av` mihnanI Aekme. Ae!le Ae smjeAaj=I wadrva sud paHcm su\I FaÌ nhÄ iplay. muslman nhÄ pIle. kuHwar paseÔy, paHc soparI l{ne, inHwaDo n kre Aek mihno. ]av` sud Aekm=I wadrva sudpaHcm su\I. inHwaDo, inHwaDo smjte hE? (]ota:- vas` ma!Ina pkve {.) tHƒI p`vai`yana pyuRØ` AaVya Ke Aem khe AevuH to laEikk rItmaH gamDamaH htuH. Ane pu$H =yapKI p` ]av` sud Aekm=I wadrva sud paHcm su\I inHwaDa bH\, FaÌ bH\, pKI p`pheluH x$ krxe Ae v\are papI Ke Aem mannara becar id' AaFa haLya Ôy. ko{ Kõe x$kre, ko{ satme kre, ko{ Aa@me kre, AevuH to muslmanmaH mnatuH, mhajnnI vat, Ae ÉãH\mR hto? Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? AavuH to gamDamaH htuH. tmara xhernI to Aap`nekaH{ qbr n=I. nagnexne b\e hxe Aa to Amare _mrazamaH Ae!le to Amne qbrnepaHc hÔrnI vStI. hve Ae inHwaDa bH\ kre, FaHcI FaÌ bH\ kre ma!e Ae \mR Ke? Ae totIv‡ pap, vai`yana pyuRØ` Ke, xei@yaAo gamna Ke, Ane AemnuH ATyare Ýbz Ke, ma!eAap e AevuH n kray. muslman n kre paHƒIs idvs su\I muslman FaÌ n hlave. Ae=IAevI to laEikk la{n htI Ae to. AhÄya to prmaTma khe Ke, ivkarnI dxa cahe to AexuwnI ivkar dxa, bIÔne nukxan n krxo, ihHsa n krxo. Aa n krxo Aevo je wavAe p` Aek ivk<t AvS=a Ke Ane AemaH AaTma Vyapel Ke, Ae ivk<t AvS=a ko{Ae kravIKe Aem n=I.

hve, Aevo AaTma ãVy gu pyaRymaH rhelo hova KtaH xuâny Ae!le je nyno AHxiƒkazne ivØy kre Ke tene xuâny khIAe. Aek AqHD AaTma Awed jemaH gu gu Ino wedp` nhÄ, jemaH pyaRyno wed nhÄ, inmRz pyaRyno p` jena ivØymaH wed nhÄ. Aahahaha¦smÔ uH kaH{? Aahaha¦ xuânyse AekTvmeH iniüt ikya gya. Aekp e in Ry kraya.Aahahaha¦ Aek &aykwav \‡uvwav, Svwavwav, inTywav, samaNywav, s¹xwav,Aek$p rhenevala iƒkazI Ae xuânyka ivØy _smeH in Ry kraya. smjmeH Aaya? Aare¦AavI vatuH hÒ to Aa kzxa...

mha Ýwu Ae vItragno magR Aekek }loke idgHbrna sHtoAe gjbna kam kyaÅ Ke.Aahaha¦ AevI vat ÉãHy Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ p` AemaH jNmelane tmne wan ke id' htI


30 smysar isiâ wag-2TyaH. (]ota:- AemaH jNmela Ke AevuH Aap e manvuH xuH kam) p` idgHbrmaH jNMya Ke neAa b\a. (]ota:- namna Ke) nam inÙep Ke, cImnwa{¦ Aahaha¦ wgvan svR&dev,prme¬re Aem kæuH AEsa kha ke terI dxameH ivk<t AvS=a AnaidkI hE, Aas‡v, bH\ wavragaid pu~y pap im+yaTv, ye terI dxameH hE, tuH _smeH Aaya hE, ko{ kmRse Aaya hE AEsanhÄ. {tnI batka &an krakr, Ae sMyG&an nhÄ. AolamaH kæuH btaVyuH'tuH ne &annoAHg, hve sMyG&an kb hota hE? ke iƒkazI wgvan pU aRnHdka na= \‡uv Sv$p Ôexuânyka ne sMyGdxRnka ivØy hE, Ae sMyGdxRne iƒkazIko btaya. xuânye iƒkazIkoÔna. Aahahahaha¦

(]ota:- xuâta iƒkaz) iƒkaz xuâ Aek vStu vtRman wle iƒkazmaH n lo, tovtRmanmaH \‡uvp uH Aek$p te teno ivØy, Aa to xaÏ waØa Ke. Aahaha¦ jemaH sMyGdxRnnaivØymaH, ne xuânyna ivØymaH gu gu Ino wed p` n Aave, AenI ivkarI pyaRy to nAave p` AivkarI pyaRy sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy sMyGdxRnna ivØymaH n Aave. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ Aa to sHtonI vaÌ Ke bapa¦ idgHbr sHto Ae!le kevzInakeDayto. Aaha¦ kevz&anIna keDe calnara, Ane kevz&an lenara Aek-be wve moÙjnara. Ae sHtone kru ano ivkLp Aaya to Aa xaÏ bn gya. Aaha¦

to khete hE, ke Aam AaTma deqo to terI ivkarI pyaRymeH wI Vyaº to hE. sara ãVypyaRy deqnese to ye doy _skI hE p` hve _ska kLya` krneka _pay btana hE, to _smeHto Aek$p iƒkaz ãVy Ôe hE \‡uv vo xuânye btaya. ye ãVy gu pyaRymeH Vyaº hone prwI, xuânye Aekla ãVyko btaya. ãVy gu pyaRymeH Vyaº nam rhela hone pr wIsMyGdxRne Aekla iƒkazIko btaya. iƒkazI te huH. prmaTm ãVy te huH. Ae Aayane 3r0ga=ameH, jysen AacayRnI !IkamaH 3r0, meH to prmaTm ãVy huH. hE? 3r0 nhÄ? VyaQyanho gya hE.

j¡Ao, sHSk<t !Ika hE (gujratI) “je skl inravr`, AqHD Aek ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy,Aivn¬r, xuâ pairàimk prm wav lÙ` inj prmaTm ãVy te j huH KuH”. j¡Ao AasMyGdxRnno ivØy Aa xuânyno Aa ivØy. Aahaha¦ ivØy nam |yey. Aahaha¦sMyGdxRnnuH |yey, \‡uv |yey Ke. \‡uv |yey hE. sMyGdxRnka ivØy gu gu I wed ne pyaRy_ska ivØy nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ùaiyk sMyGdxRnka ivØy wI \‡uv hE, Ùaiyk smiktsmiktka ivØy nhÄ. Aa to sHSk<t !Ika Ke. Aa to F uH haLyuH Aa to teHtalIs vØR _praHthaLyuH Aa to. Aahaha¦ wa{¦ Ae e smjvuH pDxe bapu¦ coyaRsI laqna du:qo Ae e ve@yaKe. Ae kale AaVyuH'tuH AolamaH sßÔymaH, K #azamaH ke Aena du:qnI waØa kroD Òwe nkhevay bapu¦ Aahaha¦ AemaH AaVyuH'tuH. Ae e du:q ve@yaH Ke wa{ AenI pyaRymaH, sHyognanhÄ, im+yaTv Ane rag äeØna miln piràm mha du:q$p Aene Ae e ve@ya Ke. Ae du:qnIvat kroDo Òw=I khI xkay nhÄ. wa{¦ Aahaha¦ Are¦ tuH wUlI gyo Ýwu tne, tarItne dya n mze na=, tuH ko` Ko? ÉãH Ko? Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? kale AaVyuH'tuH K #azamaH.


31}lok - 6Ane Aek Ae AaVyuH'tuH ingodmaH=I ƒsnI pyaRy Ýaº =ay Ae icHtamÌ (rtn)

jevuH Ke. Aahaha¦ ƒsp uH hÒ be [iNãy, ƒ` [iNãy, car [iNãy Aahaha wa{¦ tne AamaHD mZyuH, ingodna godmaH pDõ hto, Ýwu AnHt kazmaH du:qI. Aaha¦ wa{¦ tuH bharnIkZyone hve tuH. Aahaha¦ Ae icHtamÌ rtn jem mze tem ƒs =ay. Aahaha¦ Aamnu*yp uH ne AemaH Aa wgvannI vaÌno yogne, Aahaha... Ae b\uH mZyuH KtaH, Ôe Aexuânyno ivØy ¹iÚmaH n lI\o to b\uH inr=Rk jxe. Aahahaha¦ tara dan ne dya nemHidro bnaVya ne kroDo $ipya qCyaR ne, Aahaha¦ Aa mo!a r6-r6 laqna mkan nema!e TyaH \rm ={ gyo AHdr ne Aahaha¦

(]ota:- \mR to n=I p` kaH{ mdd to krxe¦) jrIye mdd krxe nhÄ, nukxankrxe. xuwwav to AaTmamaH nukxan krnar Ke. AakrI vat Ke bapa¦ vItragno magR,Aaha.... ijne¬rdev jena [Não tzIya ca!e, Ane [Não jenI swamaH kUtrIna bCca jembese tem bese, wa{¦ Ae magR kevo hxe Ae bapu. Aahaha¦ Ae magR saHwzvo p`mhawaGy hoy Tyare mze Ane AHtr puruØa=R kre to Ýg! kre. Aahaha¦ Aa Ae!lamaHhaLyuH. AhÄ to hÒ. Aaha¦

xuânyse AekTvmeH, xuâny=I ÔetaH AekpàmaH in Ry kraVyo. gu Ane pyaRynIAnekta Ke. te wle Aena sÀvmaH ho p` hve Aa]y leva yoGy vStu Ke Ae to iƒkazIãVy &aykwav Ke. Aahaha¦ AemaH Aeno in Ry kraVyo AekTvmaH. Aahaha¦ AekpànoAHdr in Ry kr. Anuwv to tne sMyGdxRn =ay, Ae ivna =o=aH Ke b\uH. smÔy AevuH KeAamaH. Aahaha¦ waØa kaH{ AevI n=I, babulalÒ¦ waØa to tmarI ihNdI AavI Aajto. hve loko Aavxe ne kalne prm id' =I, ihNdI loko Aavxe ne hve to x$Aat ={ g{=oDI =oDI. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

xuâny=I AekTvmaH iniüt ikya gya hE, kya hE? “pU R&an FnSy” xuânyeAekTvno in Ry kraya vo cIj kya hE? pU R&anFn hE wgvan¦ Aahahahaha¦ ivkarto nhÄ, p` pyaRy ijsmeH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- Awed trIke to pyaRy Ke ne?)iblkul nhÄ. AwedmaH pyaRy kevI? pyaRy Awedno ivØy kre Ke. pyaRy to AwednoivØy kre Ke. Aena ivØymaH pyaRy nhÄ. Ae to hmàH kæuH pheluH Ae khI gya Ke.sMyGdxRnna ivØymaH sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy nhÄ. vat ={ g{ b\I, |yan raqe to b\IAave Ke hare. (]ota:- be vat ={) be vat ={.

pU R&anFn xuânyno ivØy AekTv btaVyo Ae xuH cIj? Aahaha¦ &annI Ý\anta=Ik=n Ke. bakI AnHt gu no kHd Aevo Aek$p, (inÔTma) Aahahahaha¦ Ae Aena Aa]yesMyGdxRn =ay, Ae xuânyno ivØy. bakI b\a =o=aH. Aa ßyaH su\I n kre, TyaH su\I b\aAekDa ivnana mÄDa, pok mUkva jevuH Ke Aene. smÔ uH kaH{? Aahahaha¦ pIKe =oDI bathE. vqt ={ gyo.

(]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev)



Ývcn nH. p6 }lok - 6 ta. 13-8-78 rivvar, ]av` sud-10 sH. 2p04

smysar. kzx Kõo, }loka=R frIne =oDa. “{s AaTmako ANy ãVyose p<=kdeqna” wgvan AaTmako ANy ãVyose, kmR xrIr vaÌ Aaid sb ãVyose iwþ deqnakyÇik ye iwþ ãVy hE. Aahaha¦ ]âan krna. ANy ãVyose iwþ krke pU R&anFn AaTma_skI ]âa krna ye inymse sMyGdxRn hE, ye inüyse sMyGdxRn hE. sTy sMyGdxRn AahE. \mRnI phelI sI#I \mRna phelaH pgi=ya- sopan. Aahaha¦

yh AaTmane nv tÀvona ivkLpo=I Ane prãVyo=I iwþ AHdrmaH Ôevo. AHdrmaHiwþ krIne Aene deqvo, iwþ krIne Aene ]âvo, _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE. Aahaha¦ hE¦

Ae AaTma kEsa hE? Apne gu pyaRymeH Vyaº rhenevala hE. Aahaha¦ AaTma phelaHÝma`ka ivØy btate hE, ke je AaTma hE ye Apna AnHta gu o AaEr ApnI je ivkarIAaid pyaRy _smeH Vyapnevala hE. kya kha? (]ota:- frma{Ae.) Ôe AaTma vStu hÒsMyGdxRnka ivØy kya, Ae pIKe lega. smjmeH Aaya? sMyGdxRnka |yey kya hE,xuânyka ivØy kya hE, ke sMyGdxRnka ivØy ye sb Aek hI hE. Ae phelaH AaTma ApnaãVy Ôe vStu hE Ae ApnI AnHtI gu xi›meH Vyaºe hE, AaEr ApnI pyaRy ivk<t Aivk<tÔe AvS=a hE _smeH Vyaºe hE. \nalalÒ¦

(]ota:- sMyGdxRnvala AaTma dUsra hE?) Ae nhÄ Ae pKI. AhÄya inüyny neVyvharny do Ýma` hE. Ýma`ka ivØy phele btate hE. prkI sa= ko{ sHbH\ nhÄ yebtana hE. AaTma to Ýma`$p hE p` Ýma`$pmeH inüyka ivØy Aata nhÄ AekIla. prpyaRyka wI ivØy Aata hE, vo kar` AhÄya to prãVyse iwþ xrIr kmRse iwþ, Apnagu pyaRyse Vyaº AEsa AaTma hE, bs. _smeH to AEsa isâ ikya ke Apna gu AneApnI pyaRy Ôe ivkar ho, imT+yaTv ho, rag äeØ ho, to Apna AiStTvmeH AaTmakaVyapkpà hE. kmRmeH ne xrIrmeH Vyapkpà hE AEsa nhÄ, AaEr kmR ne xrIr dUsrI cIj hEAe ApnI pyaRymeH Vyapk hE AEsa nhÄ. sU"m vat bapu¦ Aa to prm sTy bat hE. AwIkwI Aene jcI nhÄ, $cI nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Ae wgvan AaTma Aa xrIr kmR Aaid hE AHdr vStu _sko to KUte hI nhÄ AaTma.kmR xrIr vaÌ _sko to AaTma KUte hI nhÄ, ADte hI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Tyare hE kEse?iksmeH? ke ApnI AnHt xi› gu hE gu hE Ôe iƒkaz vStu hE ne, vStumeH gu xi› rheteke nhÄ? vStu hE _ska Svwav hE kI nhÄ? vStu hE Svwavvan hE, to _ska ko{ SvwavhE kI nhÄ? ye Svwav Ôe &an dxRn Aaid AnHt gu hE vh _ska gu Svwav hE. _smeHwI Vyaº hE AaEr _skI Ôe ivk<t Aivk<t AvS=a, Aivk<t AvS=a AiStTvgu AaidkIAivk<t AvS=a hotI hE. sU"m hE wa{¦ ivØy j tdn j¡dI Ôt Ke. Ane ragaid du:qaidAe ivk<t AvS=a hE. Ae sbmeH Vyapk AaTma hE ãVygu pyaRymeH.


33}lok - 6Ae ivkarmeH Vyaº hE to ApnI pyaRy hE _smeH Vyaº hE. Ae ivkar kmRse huva ne kmR

Vyapk hokr yhaH Aaya AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ phele to caEd b‡ïaHDmeH AaTma Aek vStuhE Ae iktnemeH hE ne kEsa hE, yh bat isâ krta hE. Aahaha¦ yh Apna Ôe AnHt guhE xi›yaH stŸka sÀv, vStuka Svwav, vStuka gu AaEr _skI vtRman pyaRy-AvS=a-halt Ae ivkarI ho ke AivkarI ho, AivkarI Ae!le sHvr injRranI AivkarI pyaRyAnaidkI hE, Ae AhÄya nhÄ, AnaidkI nhÄ. p` _smeH Ôe ivkar hota hE to gu AneivkarmeH AaTma Vyapk hE, AEsI vStukI cIj prse iwþ Ane Apne gu pyaRyse sihtbtana, ye Ýma`ka ivØy hE¦ Aare hve AavI vat¦

hE? Apne gu pyaRyomeH Vyaº rhenevala hE. kl vo kzx !IkameH deqa =a p` xBdAa nhota Aaya. pIKe deqa xBd Aaya hE _smeH. “VyaºumŸ” pIKe deqa. pKI nv tÀvnuHkæuH'tuH ne? p` AemaH AEsa Aaya. “VyaºumŸ” Apna gu pyaRy siht hE. wa{¦ phelaHAe e magR y=a=R smjna caihAe, kya cIj hE. Aahaha¦ AnHt kazse A&anmeH cargit coyaRsI laq yoinmeH pirw‡m` krte hE, ye pirw‡m`kI pyaRy wI _smeH hE, _smeHVyapk hE, Aem khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? im+yaTv Ane rag äeØka piràm yh wI _skIpyaRymeH hE, (_smeH) VyaPt AaTma hE. ye pyaRy ko{ kmRse hu{ hE ke ye ivkarI pyaRy kmRmeHÔtI hE kmRmeH Vyapk hokr ÔtI hE, AEsa nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

AEse gu pyaRymeH Vyaº rhenevala, bs, {tnI bat.hve ;xuâny AekTv inytSy' _smeHse xuânyse AekTvmeH iniüt ikya gya. kya

kha ye. Aahahaha¦ Ae vStu wgvan AaTma Ane Aena gu o AnHt Ane AenI pyaRyAemaH Vyaº Ae AaTma. ye Ýma`ka ivØy, hve Ýma`ka ivØymeHse xuânyka ivØy iwþpaDna hE. smjmeH Aaya? vStu to {tnI ApnemeH bs Aa!lI.

hve xuânyse _sko deqnese ;xuâny AekTv inytSy' Ae xuâny to AekTvpàkoidqate hE. gu gu Ika wed ne pyaRyka wed Ae xuânyka ivØy nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AavI vat¦smjmeH Aaya? AHtr Ôe vStu hE Aeklo ãVy &aykwav Ao xuâny _sko btatI hE.A=aRtŸ sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy Ôe hE, _ska ivØy vo iƒkazI \‡uv hE. _ska ivØy ãVygupyaRymeH Vyaº Ôe =a, vo sMyGdxRnka ivØy nhÄ. \nalalÒ¦ (]ota:- brabr) JIÌvat hE wa{¦ Aahaha¦ AEsa Apna AiStTvmeH ãVy gu pyaRymeH rhenevala hone pr wIxuâny nam inüyny _ska ivØy Ôe hE ye to AekTv Aek$p iƒkaz vStu vo _skaivØy hE. gu na ne pyaRyna wedo vo sMyGdxRnka ivØy ne xuânyka ivØymeH hE nhÄ.Aare¦ Aavo A=R Ke. Ke?

xuânyse AekTvmeH iniüt ikya gya, Aek$p iƒkaz hE. ÒsmeH gu gu Ika wed wInhÄ. Ae sMyGdxRnka ivØy |yey Ae xuânyka ivØy. Aahaha¦ Are Ae e ko{ id' AHdrivcarey ikya nhÄ. Ane Aemne Aem AoFe AoFe Ô e ne mane Ae kaH{ vStu n=I, AenawavmaH wasn AavvuH Ôe{Ae. Aahaha¦ Aa to svR& prme¬r _sse isâ huva AaEr


34 smysar isiâ wag-2loÒkse wI vo isâ AEsa hI hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? p` Ae drkar ÉãH? Aahaha¦

khete hE ik Ýwu AaTma xrIr vaÌ kmRik m|ymeH rhete wI ho p` _sko KUte hI nhÄAne Ae kmR ne xrIr Ae AaTmako Kuya hI nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ vo to ƒIÒga=ameH kha, kya? smysar ƒIÒ, drek ãVy vStu Aa to tdŸn vat jgtse inrazI hE.ÝTyek vStu Apna gu pyaRyko cUHbte hE. Apna \mR nam \arI raqel xi›yaH AaErpyaRy _sko cUHbte hE, p` pr ãVyko Aek SvãVy kwI cUHbte nhÄ, Kute nhÄ, ADte nhÄ.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

kl raiƒko kha =a nhÄ? pEsa hm dete hE danmeH. (]ota:- to brabr hE) kyabrabr hE? pEsako AaTma KUte hI nhÄ, ha=ko KUte nhÄ, ne ha= pEsako KUte nhÄ. AaErpEsa mEH idya, lo Aa. Ae tdŸn w‡m hE A&anIka. smjmeH Aaya? kyÇik prãVymeH to Vyaºhote nhÄ. ApnI pyaRyse prãVyko KUte nhÄ. Vyaº hote nhÄ. prãVy meH idya mEH rqa mEHilya yh vStumeH hE nhÄ. ko` de Ane ko` le. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat bhu bapu¦ Aahaha¦xuH =ay? Aek pEsakI no! ho ke pEsa ho $ipyo ho caHdIka _sko Aa ha= hE ne yh KUte nhÄ,ADte nhÄ Ane pEsa Ôte hE _skI iÊyase. AaEr ha=kI pyaRyko AaTma KUte nhÄ AHguilko,ÉyoHik Apna AaTma Apna ãVy gu pyaRymeH Apna \mRmeH Vyapk hE, prko cUHbte nhÄ.xrIrkI AHgUilko KUte nhÄ. pa!ÌÒ¦ AavuH Ke NyaH klktamaH n mze NyaH ÉãHy AavI vat.pEsa peda =ay ye to khete =e phele AEsa bat. Aahaha¦ Aavo magR¦ khete hE ke Aek ãVydUsra ãVyko KUte nhÄ to Apna AaTma Apna ãVy gu pyaRyko KUte hE, yh to kha.smjmeH Aaya?

hve _smeHse, {tna nÞI ikya pIKe, _smeH sMyGdxRn n huva, sMyGdxRnmeH topyaRyka wedka inØe\ hota hE. Ýma`meH wed ne pyaRyka AiStTv sa=meH rhete hE. (]ota:-{ kaH{ smÔ uH nhÄ) nhÄ smÔ uH? Aahaha¦ Ýma` Ôe hE yh iƒkazI ko wI sa=meHrqte hE AaEr pyaRyko wI sa=meH rqte hE ke pyaRy _smeH hE, AEse Ýma` Apna ivØymeHpyaRyko ApnemeH rqte hE, kya kha? (]ota:- Ýma`ka ivØymeH ãVy pyaRy sa=meH rhetehE?) bey Ke. hE p`, pyaRy _skI hE ne _smeH hE ke prkI hE ne prmeH hE? potana wavmeH hE,Apna ÙeƒmeH hE, Apna SvkazmeH hE pyaRy. Aahahaha¦ AEsa hone pr wI, sMyGdxRnÝg! krneko, Aahahaha¦ \mRkI phelI sI#I, \mRkI phelI dxa Ýg! krnekoxuânyka ivØy btate hE ke Ao iƒkaz Aek$p hE ye xuânyka ivØy hE, sMyGdxRnkavo ivØy hE.

khete hE ke ApnI xi›yaH AaEr vtRman dxa _smeH vo Vyaº hE vo to Ýma`ka ivØyhuva. Ae cIj prse iwþ hE AaEr Apnese Aiwþ yh gu pyaRyse wI hE _smeH AEsa isâikya. p` vo sMyGdxRnka ivØy nhÄ. sMyGdxRn ne sMykŸ inüy xuâny Ae wav]ut&an-wav]ut&an, ãVy]ut nhÄ. wav]ut&anka Aek Avyv Ôe Vyvharny _ska AekAvyv hE. vh to pyaRy gu wedko wI Ônte hE, p` _ska Ôe Aek Avyv xuâny hE


35}lok - 6yh iƒkazI AekTvko deqte hE. smÔy Ae!luH smÔe bapu¦ Aa to magR kwI drkar ikyahI nhÄ. \mRke name sa\u huva idgHbr huva, pHcmhav‡t ilya, sb im+yaTvwavmeH hE sbwav ye. Aahahaha¦

yhaH to sMyGdxRnka ivØy A=va xuânyka ivØy A=aRtŸ xuâny Ôe &an ]ut&ankaAek inüynyka &an, _ska ivØy AekTv hE. pUr` Sv$p AekTvkI ¹iÚ yh xuânykaivØy hE. Aahaha¦ xxIwa{¦ AavuH JI uH Ke.

Aa to ihNdI huva hve hÒ Aa to ihNdI Aaj Aaya hE ne, hve AwI ihNdI clegane? Aahaha¦

Ae pU R&anFn hE. Aahaha¦ vStu Ôe ãVy hE ye to pU R&anFn hE. yhaH to mere AEsawI tkR _@a AwI pU R&anFn hE to pU R ]âa gu pU R gu ]âa sMyGdxRn gu , pyaRynhÄ, Ôe sMykŸ ]âa gu hE vh _sse pirpU R hE. smjmeH Aaya? ifr.....

wgvan Ôe AaTma ãVygu pyaRyse Vyaº Ýma`ka ivØy btaya, _sse ko{AaTmaka law huva nhÄ. AaTmaka law kb hote hE, ke Ôe iƒkazI &aykwav Ôe \‡uv Aewed Ane pyaRyka ivØyse iwþ Aek$p Ôe iƒkaz vStu hE pUr` &anFn Ae sMyGdxRnkaivØy A=va xuânyka ivØy A=aRtŸ Ae pUr` &anFn je kha, vo hI pUr` ]âa gu pUr`hE, &anse lo to pUr` hE, ]âa gu se lo to ye pUr` hE, pyaRy nhÄ. Aahaha¦ cairƒgu se lo to vItragI cairƒ pyaRykI bat nhÄ. cairƒ gu se wI pUr` hE. AanHd gu selo to AanHd gu se pUr` hE. Aahahaha¦ ÝwuTv gu se lo to Ýwu ÝwuTv gu se pUr`hE. Aahahaha¦ Aavo marg¦ Aevo Ýwu, pUr` &anFn, pUr` &anFn Ae &ankI Ý\antasepUr` &anFn kha. bakI dUsrI cIjse deqo to pUr` cairƒ gu Ae!le xaHt gu AivkarIvItrag wavse pirpU R hE. ]âa gu se lo to iƒkazI je ]âa gu hE ye ]âa gu sepirpU R hE. Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke.

pU R &anFnm:, pU R ]âaFnm:, pU R cairƒFn, pU R AanHdFn. Aahaha¦ ;AevHtavanŸ AyH AaTma' Òtna sMyGdxRn hE {tna AaTma hE, Aahahaha¦ Aek to ye batke vStu Ôe hE _ska ]âagu Ôe he Ae ]âagu maƒ AaTma hE, Aek vat Aa to AoLya...Aahaha¦

to khete hE Òtna sMyGdxRn _tna AaTma Aek vat Ae. ke iƒkazI dxRn gu hEjem pU R &anFn kha AEse pU R dxRn gu . dxRn Ae!le ]âa. pU R ]âa gu sHpþ hE.[tna AaTma hE. (]ota:- pyaRyno AaTma) pKI pyaRyno... AaTma Aane lI\o Ke. {khuH KuH ne. phelo to Aa gu ne lI\o. pU R &anFn khane? TyaH pU R ]âaFn, pU R cairƒFnAEsa lena. hve Ae pU R &anFn sHSk<t !IkameH gu ilya hE, kzx !IkameH xuH khevay Aa?Aa kzx !Ika, Aa Lyo AekTv inytSy AaVyuH, Ae j AaVyuH. rajml !Ika, deqo¦ AaTma¦“tavanŸ AyH Aa AyH” Aa Òv vStu tavanŸ sMykTv gu maƒ hE- ApeÙa=I Ke. jemO pU R&an pU R&an Sv$p hE. Om ]âa sMykŸTv gu pU R hE AHdr, smjmeH Aaya ke nhÄ?


36 smysar isiâ wag-2vStu ]âa gu hE ke nhÄ iƒkaz? &angu iƒkaz hE ke nhÄ? AanHd gu iƒkaz

hE ke nhÄ? cairƒ gu vItrag gu iƒkaz hE ke nhÄ? to Aekek gu se deqo to yhpirpU R gu se pirpU R hE. rajmlÒ¦ Aavo magR Ke wa{¦ Aahaha¦ (]ota:- Aa nvIvat AavI) p` AhÄya to AEsa khena hE ke pUr` sMykŸ ]âa gu AaTma pUr` hE to{skI ÝtIit ikya vo wI AaTma hE, kyuH kha yh? ke nv tÀvkI ]âa vo AaTma nhÄ,ye AnaTma hE. wa{¦ nv tÀvna wedvazI ]âa Ae rag hE, rag Ae AaTma nhÄ, AeAnaTma hE. Aahahaha¦ wgvan AaTma pUr` ]âa gu sHpþ iƒkaz vStu wgvanAenI ÝtIit ]âa Ae pyaRy AaTma hE. nv tÀvkI ]âaka rag Ae AaTma nhÄ. Ae btanahE yhaH. smjmeH Aaya? Aa re Ýwuno magR to Ae!lo gHwIr lage Ke AHdr. Aahaha¦ xElIvItragnI bhu AlaEikk vato Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane te Aa sHto idgHbr sHt isvay AavIvat ÉãHy Ke nhÄ, hE nhÄ, p` Aene smjnara sHÝdaymaH pDã Aene p` AenI qbrn mze. Aahaha¦

khete hE ke “pU R&anFn AevH” ijtna sMyGdxRn hE _tna AaTma hE. Aahahaha¦A=aRtŸ je pU R&anFn, pU R ]âa\n AEsI Ôe ÝtIit hu{ _ska |yeyse Ôe ÝtIit hu{ AeÝtIit AaTma hE. nv tÀvkI ÝtIit hu{ vo AaTma nhÄ, Ao to rag hE, ye AnaTma hE.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? vo kar`se iƒkazI &ayk wavkI ÝtIit AHdr &ey bnakr&an hokr ÝtIit hu{ Ae AaTma hE, ye AaTmakI pyaRy AaTma hE. rag Ae AaTma nhÄ.nvtÀvkI ]âa vo AaTma nhÄ Aem khete hE. Aahahaha¦ Aa wedvazI nvtÀvnI (]âahÇ). moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH nvtÀvnI ]âa je kI\I Ke te Awed Ke Ae sMyGdxRn “tÀva=R]âanH sMyGdxRn” je _maSvamIAe kha Ae p` AwednI ¹iÚ, sMyGdxRn hE inüy. AeAaTmaka piràm hE. Aahahaha¦ yhaH to Aola nv tÀvono wed hE ne Òv, AÒv,Aas‡v Aaid to Ae hE AEsI ]âa krne Ôte hE to _sko ivkLp _@te hE, rag Aata hE,ragko TyaH Vyvhar ]âa khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahaha¦ to Ae AaTma nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

wgvan AaTma Apna pUr` Sv$p Aek$p _skI ÝtIit ne &an krnese Ôepiràm huva Ae piràm AaTma hE. yhaH piràm hE ye to Vyvharnyka ivØy hE,smjmeH Aaya? p` yhaH Ôe piràm hE _ska ivØy Ôe pirpU R hE ye _pr _ska |yey hE.vo kar`se vo piràmko AaTma kha. kyÇik nvtÀvonI ]âa ne Vyvhar]âa ijtnI hEAe b\I Vyiwcar Aata hE, _smeH rag Aata hE. Aahahahaha¦ wava=RmeH khega. smjmeHAaya? Ane Aa to AVyiwcarI wgvan AaTma Ae pU R &anFn, pU R AanHdFn,suqno v<Hd Ýwu Aeklo sagr Aaqo DuHgr Aek$p _ska &an krke ÝtIit krna AesMyGdxRnkI pyaRy Ae AaTma hE. (]ota:- pyaRy AaTma kem ={ Ôy?) kha ne kI yeragko AaTma nhÄ kha ma!e pyaRyko AaTma kha. VyvharkI ]âa ye AaTma nhÄ, ye kar e_sko yhaH AaTma kha. inivRkLp pyaRy hu{ hE. Aahahaha¦ magR to ATyare ÉãHy...jgtne Aakro pDe Aevo Ke xuH =ay wa{?


37}lok - 6Ae AaTma kyuH kha? do Ýkare kha. Aek to ]âagu se pirpU R Ýwu hE, Ae AaTma.

AaEr ]âagu kI pirpU R SvwavkI ÝtIt ikya, vo wI AaTma. ye rag nhÄ ne ivkLp nhÄma!e _sko AaTma khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

_tna hI AaTma hE {silye AacayR Ýa=Rna krte hE “{mam nvtÀv sHtitmukTva” deqo Aahahaha¦ AacayRko to AaTma Ýaº huAa hE p` hÒ ivkLp _@te hE nenv tÀvka, &anka &ey trIke, Aahahaha¦ to {s nvtÀvkI pirpa!Iko KoDkr sHtit-sHtit. Aa Òv ne Aa AÒv ne Aa rag ne Aa pap ne Aa Aas‡v ne bH\ ne Aeva jewedonI pirpa!Iko KoDkr, Aahaha... AemaH Aek$pta n Aa{. pirpa!Iko KoDkr ;AyHAaTma Aek AStu n:', AyH nam Aa, Aa, AyH AaTma, Aek vStu ;n:' Aek vStu ;n:'nam Amne ;n:' no A=R AhÄ nkar n=I. Aek vStu ;n:' Aek vStu Amne ho bs.Aahaha¦ loko bharmaH tofan kre Ke hÒ Aene potanuH Sv$p xuH Ke ke ]âa xuH Ke tenoivcar krta n=I ne Aa mftna JFDa _wa (kre Ke) hE AekaHt Ke. Are wa{ b\uHy jemKe tem Ke saHwzne hve.

hÒ phelI sMyGdxRnnI dxa kem Ýaº =ay ne Aeno ivØy kya Ane Ýaº =ay toAe piràm kEsa hE _smeH AanHd Aata hE AaEr Ae AaTmaka piràm hE, kyuHik rag nhÄ,Aas‡v nhÄ, bH\ka piràm nhÄ ma!e Ae moÙka piràm hE, moÙka kar`ka piràm hE,Ae AaTma hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

kyÇik _smeH Aek wav, wav namka gu hE AaTmameH. to jb ãVy SvwavkaAekTv buiâ ßyaH hu{ to _smeH Aek wav, wav namka gu hE, to vo kar e Ôe wav, wavnamka gu Ôe hE Ae ãVymeH wI hE, gu meH wI hE, AaEr sMyGdxRnkI pyaRymeH wI wav, wavnamka gu ka pir`mn Aaya¦ Aahaha¦ Ae AaTmaka gu ka pir`mn huva, kya kha{? AhÄ pyaRyko sMyGdxRnko AaTma khane. Aahahaha¦ ke AaTmameH Aek AanHd ne &anne ]âa namka jem gu iƒkaz hE, AEse Aek wav, wav namka Aek gu iƒkaz hE.Aahahaha¦ Are {sko pkDnese ãVykI AekTv buiâ honese Ae wav, wav namka gu ÔehE vo ãVymeH wI hE gu meH hE AaEr pyaRymeH wI wav, wavka gu ka pir`mn Aaya. toAe gu ka Ae AaTmaka pir`mn Aaya. smjmeH Aaya?

Aa to wa{ tIv‡ puruØa=R hoy jene ma!e Ôg<t dxa Ôe{Ae. bakI ÝmadIAo AneAazsuna kam n=I Aa. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ _tna hI AaTma. {s nvtÀvkIpirpa!Iko KoDkr “AyH AaTma Aek vStu n:” Anek pirpa!I Ôe hE ivkLp nv tÀvkaAo ho pyaRymeH p` Amara Aa]y krne ke layk cIj to Aek$p iƒkaz hE. Aaha¦smjmeH Aaya? Aa sHto Aem khete hE Aem krIne jgtne btate hE. Aek$p iƒkaz &aykwav, Ae Aek$p Amne Ýaº ho. vtRman sMyGdxRnmeH Ýaº huva hE, p` hÒ cairƒmeHnbza{ kmÔerI hE ne ragaid hE, to _sko KoDkr hmko AekIla AaTma Ýaº ho bs.Aahahaha¦


38 smysar isiâ wag-2(]ota:- pirpa!I xBd xa ma!e AaVyo?) kha ne Ke ne Êm Aek pKI Aek Òv AÒv

Aas‡v ne bH\ ne moÙ Aem Ýkar pDãne? Aem pirpa!I Aa AekDe Aek, bgDe be, ƒgDeƒ` n=I bolta Aam AaHk AaHk pirpa!I. Aem Aa nv AaHk AaVya ne? Òv AÒv pu~ypap Aas‡v sHvr injRra bH\ Ane moÙ Ae pirpa!I Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa magR te magR.Aahaha¦ AacayR Ýwu Aem khete hE. Aa to Am<tcHãacayRno kzx Ke. Aem kuHdkuHdacayRAem sHto b\a sHtonI, ke nvna ivkLpo hÒ sMyGdxRn huva, cairƒ huva, KtaH hÒivkLp je _@te hE wi›ka, mhav‡tka Aaid ivkLp _@te hE, smjmeH Aaya? to Ae wedkoKoDkr, Aahahaha... hmko to AekIla AaTma moÙkI pyaRyvaza, kevz&ankI pyaRyvazaAaTma Amne Ýg! ho.

(]ota:- AamaH AHdr cairƒ AavI gyuH.) cairƒ to AHdr phela Aa gya hE, pÀa to cairƒnI pU Rta kevz&annI pU Rta Ae pyaRy AaTmakI Ae Amne ho. Aahahaha¦Arere¦ Ae e AnHtkaz =ya. jEnna name Aaya, Aigyar AHgey w~yo xaÏ, p` AemaHxuH =yuH? w~yo qro p` g~yo nhÄ. AolamaH Aave Ke ne? “vaHce p` kre nhÄ ivcar”Ae Amare AavtuH. dlptram kiv hta mo!a. AmarI inxaz vqte sI¿er pHcoter vØRphelaHnI vat Ke. dlptram kiv hta mo!a k. d. Da., k. d. Da. Ae!le kiv dlptramDayawa{ Aena ƒ` nam hta. k. d. Da. kiv dlptram poòso vØR phelaHnI vat Ke,AmarI prIÙa ßyare leta. AhÄ to prIÙamaH Amne to Ae vqte kaH{ lagtuH nhotuH. jeje prIÙa AapIAe AemaH prIÙamaH pas phele nHbre. kar`ke Ae to sa\ar` w`tr. Aeto AHdr.. Aahaha¦ p` Ae dlptram Aem kheta ke “vaHce p` nhÄ kre ivcar Ae smjenhÄ sFzo sar.” vaHce p` Aeno ivcar kre nhÄ ke Aa xuH Ke, Aa wav xuH? Aa vStu xuH?Aa iS=it xuH? Aahaha¦ Ane Aek xBd Aavto to Ae vqte “Ýwuta Ýwu tarI to qrI.”(]ota:- Éãre) Éyare? “Ýwuta Ýwu tarI to qrI, mujro, mujro, mujro muj rog lehrI” Aa to poòso vØR phelaHnI vat. ter vØRnI ëmr htI ne. Aahaha¦ kiv hÇixyarhta bhu kiv hÇixyar hta. Aap e Aene Ôeyel nhÄ. Aena wa{ne Ôeyel. Aena dIkra htane saH{@ vØRnuH _jVyuH htuH ne AhÄ? AhÄ guÌkuzmaH _jVyuH htuH saH{@ vØRnuH, kivnanalal Aena Aek mo!a wa{ hta v#va`maH Ae VyaQyanmaH Aavta, dlptram.(na)

ßyaH ßyaH Ô{Ae TyaH mo!a mo!a ma`so saHwzva Aave qra, (tene) bese n besete j¡dI vat. Aek bIÔ Ke TyaH v#va`maH nanalal=I bIÔ, nhÄ? Ae Aam kheta' ta;Ýwuta' AaTmamaH Ýwu namno Aek gu Ke. Aa wa{ Aene qbr n=I. AaTmamaH{¬rpà namnI xi› gu Ke. hE ne? 47 xi›. Òvtr, icit, ¹ix, &an, suq, vIyR,Ýwu, satmo gu hE. 47 ka v Rn hE. Aa satmo to Ýwu {¬r tera gu hE. AHdr toÝwuta p‡wup uH terI to qrI. ;mujro' muj rog le hrI. A&anna rogno nax krI de AneterI Ýwuta Ýg! kr to terI Ýwuta qrI. Aahaha¦ Aene to bIÒ vat htI {¬rnIvatuHne. {¬r ktaR ne Aam huH to Aam(A=R) krI naqto. smÔ uH Ke kaH{? Aahaha¦ Ae


39}lok - 6nvtÀvna Ýkar wedone KoDI d{ “yh AaTma Aek hI” Aek hI AekaHt krte hE deqo, “AekAStu n:” Aek j Amne ho. AekaHt nhÄ krte? pyaRy wI ho, wed wI ho to AnekaHt hotahE, AEsa nhÄ. Ae AEsa Aek AaTmaka wan huva tb pyaRyka &an hote hI (_sko)AnekaNt khenemeH Aata hE. sMyG&an huva AekIla cEtNy _prka Aek sMyG&an AekaNtApnemeH huva tb vo &an SvprÝkaxk honese pyaRy ne rag hE _ska &an krte hE. yhAnekaNt hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

wava=R: vo !Ika hu{ “svR Svawaivk Ane nEimi¿k ApnI AvS=aÌp” kya khetehE? AaTma Ôe AnHt gu Ôe Svawaivk hE AaEr _skI AvS=a Ôe Svawaivk ho, AaErnEimi¿k kmRna inim¿na sHge Ôe ivk<t AvS=a ho, ApnemeH Apnese nEimitk ApnIAvS=aÌp “gu pyaRy wedomeH Vyapnevala” Aahahaha¦ ApnI xi› Ae!le gu oiƒkaz AaEr vtRman pyaRy. ivk<t Aivk<t. nEimi¿k Ae!le inim¿ kmRna sHge _Tpþ huvaÔe ApnemeH ApneseH, AEsI ivkarI pyaRy, AivkarI pyaRy Ane AivkarI gu o, AemaHVyapnevala yh AaTma, AemaH rhenevala Aa AaTma. Aahahaha¦ “xuânyse AekTvmeHiniüt ikya gya hE” Aahahaha¦ “xuânyse &ayk maƒ Aek-Aakar idqlaya gya hE”.“Aek-Aakar hE” Aek-Aakar Ae!le Aek Sv$p.

&ayk Aek$p iƒkaz hE _skI ¹iÚ krnese sMyGdxRn hota hE. \mRnI phelI x$AatTyaHse hotI hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ xuânyse AekTvmeH iniüt ikya gya Aek-Aakar dIqlaya gya, _sse svR ANy ãVyo AaEr ANy ãVyoke wavose _se Algdeqna, Aahahaha¦ ]âan krna. iƒkazI &aykwav Aek$p Svwav, _ska &an krna,_skI ]âa krna _sko deqna so inymse sMyGdxRn hE. inüy=I sTy dxRn sMyGdxRn_sko khenemeH Aata hE.

Vyvharny hve bIÔe ny. AaTmako Anek wed$p khekr AaTmako gu na wed nepyaRyna wed ne ivkarnI AvS=ana wed ne, Aahahaha¦ AaTmako Anek wed$p khkrsMyGdxRnko Anek wed$p kheta hE. Vyvhar sMyGdxRnna Anek wed, dev guÌnI ]âa krone xaÏnI ]âa kro ne nv tÀvnI wedvazI ]âa kro. Aahaha¦ Aas‡vne Aas‡v trIke]âa kro, Aem VyvharnI ]âa wed$p khete hEH NyaH Vyiwcar Aata hE. TyaH sMyGdxRnhota nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦

Vyvharny vStuko Aek$p KoDkr Anek$p idqata hE AaEr Anek$pkI ]âa krnavo doØ hE, yh sMyGdxRn nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Aa to jycHd pHDIte lIqa hE.vo phele to AacayRka =a. Aa to g<hS=a]mmeH rhenevala pHDIt _sne lIqa hE. hE?

Vyvharny AaTmane Anek wed$p khete hE. sMyGdxRnne Anek wed$p khe Ke. devnemano. wgvan dev hÇ. guÌne mano, xaÏne mano. nvtÀvne mano Aava wedne Aneknemano vhÄ Vyiwcar Aata hE. inym nhÄ rheta. inüy sMyGdxRn nhÄ hota _smeH,Aek$pta nhÄ hotI _smeH. Aaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?


40 smysar isiâ wag-2xuânykI sIma tk phÇcne pr, Aahahaha¦ Sv$pnI AektanI ny Ôe btate hE

Aekta. AenI sIma nam myaRda xuânykI sIma Aek$pko btana hE. inüynykI myaRdaAek$pko btatI hE. Aahaha¦ hve Aa Aek jò khe ke Aa smysar huH pHdr idvsmaH vaHcIgyo to. tme smysar bhu vqa` kro Ko. bapu AenI Aekek pHikt smjna Ýwu Aa tomHƒo hE. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ Lyo AavI gya Dak!rÒ. @Ik. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦xuânykI sIma tk phÇcne pr, Aahahaha¦ Aek &aykwav pU R$p btanevalI xuâny_skI myaRda tk deqnese, Vyiwcar nhÄ rheta. AnektameH ]âa krna vo TyaH nhÄ rheta.Aek$pkI ]âa krna vo sMyGdxRn rhete hE. Ae AVyiwcarI sMyGdxRn hE. Aahahaha¦{silye inym$p hE. y=a=R inüy$p hE. iƒkaz Aek$p prmanHd Ýwu _ska &an krkeÝtIit krna Anuwv krke, _smeH doØ nhÄ rheta. Vyiwcar nhÄ rheta, Anekta nhÄrhetI. Aek$pta _smeH ¹iÚmeH Aata hE, vo inymse hE.

xuânyka ivØywUt AaTma pU R&anFn hE. Aahaha¦ Ae wgvan to pU R&anFnhE, pU R ]âaFn hE, AanHdFn hE, &ankI Ý\antase k=n hE nE? to kEsa hE &anFn? svRlokalokko Ônnevala &anSv$p hE. _ska A=R AEsa nhÄ he ke Ae lokalokko pyaRymeHÔnte hE. _skI xi› lokalokko ÔnnekI xi› _smeH hE. smjmeH Aaya? hrIwa{¦qbr Ke? Aena bapa hta Aem kheta ke Ae to lokalokne Ae Ô e pKI sMyGdxRn =ay.qbr Ke ne? Ae maHda hta ne meDI _pr gya hta ne morbI? Aa to lokalokne Ô`vuHAe to AenI xi› Ke gu nI, &anno Svwav lokalokne Ô`vano Aeno Svwav Ke.lokalokne Ô e pyaRymaH Tyare pKI sMyGdxRn =ay Aem n=I AhÄya. smÔ uH kaH{?AavuH Ke, FàH pircymaH Aavela hoy ne FàH FàH, Aahaha... Aavela hoy ne FàH FàH.

(]ota:- prm Avga# sMyGdxRn to kevz&an =ay Tyare =ay Ke.) Ae dxRn todxRn hI hE. Ae to &annI ApeÙaAe TyaH prmAvga# kæuH. Ùaiyk smikt huva to Ùaiyksmikt Ae pU R hI huva. Ae to &an jb huva to &annI ApeÙaAe prmAvga# khenemeHAaya. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Ùaiyk smikt huva to Aek AHx wI AHdr kmI nhÄ hve.Aahaha¦ Ae Ùaiyk smikt kevz&anmeH sa=meH Aa Ôyega. ]ei`k raÔ g<hS=a]mmeH =ahÔro raÌ =I, hÔro raÔ camr #azte =e, Ùaiyk smikt =a. Aahaha¦ te bharnI cIjÉãH nDte hE AHdrmeH, AHdr wan huva to Ùaiyk smiktI. Aahaha¦ smiktmaH kaH{ p`_`p, AoKp nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ane Ae Ùaiyk smikt lekr nrkmeH gye. AaEr vo smiktlekr nIklega AaEr tI=Åkr hoga. vo wv KeLla. smjmeH Aaya? phelaH tI=Åkr hogapÍnaw dev. Aahaha¦

Aek$p iƒkaz&aykkI ÝtIit &an krke ho, Ae te kaH{ sa\ar` vat hE bapu¦Aahaha¦ lÙmeH AaqI cIj Aek$p lena Ae kya cIj hE. Aahahaha¦ &annI vtRmanpyaRyna _pyogmeH pU R cIjko lena _pyogmeH. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ae sMyGdxRnhE. Aahahahaha¦ phelaH j vaH\a hÒ ]âa ne sMyGdxRn Ae ivna v‡t ne tp l{ lI\a.


41}lok - 6ho gya sa\u. mÄDa hE AekDa ivnana. Aahaha¦ ]ei`k raÔ g<hS=a]mmeH Ùaiyk smiktIp` moÙmagRmeH. Aahaha¦ kemke pU R&anFnka &an ne ÝtIit inivRkLp AÝitht AesMyGdxRnse Aagz b#kr cairƒ hoga Ane Aagz b#kr kevz&an hoga. to sMyGdxRnszHg rhega _smeH. Aahahaha¦

yogsarmeH vo Aate hE g<hS=a]mmeH heyaheynuH &an. Aate hE? g<h kam krtaH KtaHheyaheynuH &an. g<hS=a]mnuH kam krtaH ye to btaya hE. kam hota hE _sko Ônte hE.g<hkam krva KtaH heyaheynuH &an. hey nam wed Aaid ivkLp Aaid hey hE. Ane AwedAqHDanHd Ýwu te _padey nam Ahey hE. Ahey hE Ae!le _padey he. Aahahahaha¦ cÊvt±naraßymaH ræa KtaH p` Aa bn skte hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? yogsarmaH Aave Kene be @eka e Aave Ke. muinjn ho AaTm&anI AnuwvI ho ke g<hS=I ho AaTmano Anuwvkr skte hE. Aahaha¦ Ane inymsarmaH to TyaH lg kha hE, ke g<hS=a]mmeH ]avk hE vowI sMyGdxRn inüy sMyG&an inüy Ane cairƒ inüy _skI wi› krte hE namseva krte hE tInoH. inymsar(meH) hE. Aahahaha¦

Tyare Aek @eka e AEsa kha kI ]avkko g<hS=a]mmeH xuâ _pyog hota nhÄ, AEsakha !IkameH. hE? {ska A=R kya? je muinne xuâ _pyog hota hE AEsa xuâ _pyog nhÄhota. smjmeH Aaya? xuâ _pyog n ho to xuâ _pyogmeH to sMyGdxRn hota hE.Aahaha¦ AaEr pIKe paKzmeH p` ko{ne pHdr id' mihne ko{ne turt j hota hE xuâ_pyog. Aahaha¦ ko{ko pHdr idvse mihne ho Ôta hE xuâ _pyog smiktIko. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? ivxeØ khega. (]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev)

Ývcn nH. p7 }lok - 6 ta. 14-8-78 somvar, ]av` sud-11 sH. 2p04

smysar Kõa kzxka wava=R clta hE. Kõa kzx hE ne? yhaH Aaya hE {silyeAacayR khete hE TyaH Aaya hE. tIn lI!I hE AaiqrkI. kya {silye? khete hE VyvharsenvtÀvka wedkI ]âa vo ]âa y=a=R nhÄ. _smeH to Vyiwcar Aata hE. inym$psMyGdxRn nhÄ hota. wed$p Vyvhar hÇ. nvtÀv, Aayane?

jb tk kevz Vyvharnyke ivØywUt _skI phelI lI!I. Òvaid wed$p tÀvo ÒvAÒv Aaid nvka wed$p, wedka ]âan rheta hE. tb tk inüy sMyGdxRn nhÄ hota.smjmeH Aaya? {silye, Aa kar e sU"m bat hE. wa{¦ Aahaha¦ AacayR khete hE ke {snvtÀvkI sHtitko KoDkr nvtÀvka Anek Ýkarka wed _sko KoDkr, xuânyka ivØywUt,Aahaha¦ je AaTma AnHt gu Sv$p, AnHt AnHt gu Sv$p, je AnHt gu meH Aa AaiqrkaAnHtmaH gu` hE AaEr Aa Aaiqrka gu`kI pyaRy hE AEsa hE nhÄ, kya kha? Aahaha¦

Ôe wgvan AaTma ãVy Ôe Aek hE, _smeH AnHt gu hE, to AnHt gu meH Aa guAnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt lekr Aa Aaiqrka gu hE AEsa _smeH Aata nhÄ.


42 smysar isiâ wag-2Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦ jEse Ùeƒka ko{ AHt nhÄ ke khaH Aakax pura huva,Aahaha¦ Apar, Apar, Apar, Apar, Apar, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt Aek Ùeƒka wI khaHAHt hE AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahahahaha. vo kazka wI khaHse x$Aat hu{, Ae hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦AEse wgvan AaTmameH wav ye ilya Ae Ùeƒka AHt nhÄ, kazka AHt nhÄ, x$Aat(nhÄ) AaEr KeLlaka AHt nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AEse Aa wgvan AaTma AnHt AnHt AnHtgu ka raix ipHD, Ae AnHt gu meH Aa Aek be ƒ` AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHtAnHt AnHt AnHt AEse khekr KeLla Aaiqrka Aaya \mR gu AEsI cIj hE nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ Aahahahaha¦ (]ota:- Aa wgvan mhavIrna AaTmanI ccaR Ke?) Aa todrek AaTmanI ccaR hE Ýwu, wa{ gHwIr cIj hE. Aahahahaha¦

vStu Ôe wgvan AaTma, Aa (inj) wgvankI bat cltI hE, {smeH {tnIsHQyameH gu hE ke Aakaxka AHt nhÄ {tna je Ýdex hE AHt nhÄ {tna p‡dex hE _sseAnHt gu a \mR hE gu hE AaTmameH. Aahahaha¦ ÙeƒmeH _ska AHt Aa gya AsHQy ÝdexmeHp` wavkI Ôe myaRda gu kI sHQyakI hE Ýwu¦ yh ko{ Aloikk bat hE na=¦ Ae AnHtAnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHtno Aa, Aa gu KeLla AnHtka hE AEsIcIj hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ kya khete hE Aa, smjmeH Aaya? jEse Ùeƒka AHt nhÄ. khaH AHthE _ska? AHt ho to pIKe kya? Aahahaha¦ Aek Ùeƒka wI ko{ Svwav AlaEikk hE, AaErkazka wI Svwav khaHse phelI x$Aat pyaRykI hu{, Aahaha... AaEr kaz phele x$khaHse huva AaEr ãVykI phelI pyaRy khaHse hu{? Aahahaha¦

Ýwu¦ tera ãVy Svwav, Ùeƒ Svwav, kaz Svwav, ãVy Svwav ko{ AlaEikk hEÝwu¦ Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? ƒ` lokna na= ijne¬rdevnI {CKa ivna vaÌkekar e vaÌ nIkzI'tI. idVy|vin _smeH AEsa Aaya =a. Aahahaha¦ Ýwu tum iktnegu kI sHQyameH hE. Aahahahaha¦ jem vo Ùeƒka ÉãHy AHt nhÄ. Aa kya hE na=?naiStko wI ivcar kre to Aa Ùeƒ khaH, khaH pura huva? Aekla vaHcn krke nhÄ p` _skewavmeH ivcar krke, Aaha¦ khaH pura huva Ùeƒ? Aahahaha¦ ko{ AnHt AnHt ÙeƒkaSvwav wI AEsa AnHt hE, kazka khaHse x$ huva _ska wI AHt nhÄ AEsa AnHt kazkawI Svwav hE. Aahaha¦ AEse Aek wgvan AaTmameH AnHt sHQyameH Ôe gu hE, ye AnHtiktna AnHt? Aahaha¦ Aek Ùeƒka Ôe AnHt hE _ska Ôe Ýdex hE _sse wI AnHt gu a\mR gu AaTmameH hE. Aahahaha¦ {tna gu Aek prma u meH wI {tna AnHt hE.Aahaha¦ xuH kya khete hE Aa? Ýwu tera Svwav ko{ AlaEikk hE wa{¦ smjmeH Aaya?ragaid ivkLp hE _skI to myaRda hE, sIma hE. kyÇik myaRidt hE to KU! Ôta hE.Aahahaha¦ cahe to Vyvhar rTnƒyka ivkLp ho, p` vh myaRidt hE. vo rag myaRidthE. AmyaRidt nhÄ ke n KU!e. Aahahaha¦

wgvan AaTmaka gu AmyaRidt hE. Aahahaha¦ xuH kya khete hE Aa? AmyaRidt,myaRda nhÄ khaH Aa pura huva, AnHt ne AnHt gu a vgR kro top` Òska AHt nhÄ


43}lok - 6{tna AaTmameH gu hE, Aahahaha¦ AEsa AnHt gu meH gu wedkI ¹iÚ krna vo wI hÒim+yaTv Ane Vyvhar hE. AhÄ nv tÀvka Vyvhar ivØy khane wed$p _sko im+yaTvkha. Aahaha¦ dUsrI rIte khIAe to nvtÀvkI pir`mn dxa AnaidkI hE. vo sCca sHvrinjRra ne moÙ nhÄ. p` Vyvhare Òtna Aas‡v nhÄ hota _sko sHvr, Òtna kmRka _dyjr Ôte hE _sko injRra, Aek AHx bH\ka Awav ho _ska nam moÙ Vyvhar. AEsa nvtÀv$pe to Òv AnHtvar AnHtkazse pir`mn huva hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

to AhÄya khete hE AacayR Aoho... AEsa nvtÀvka wed$p ka wav Ae VyiwcarhE, Vyvhar hE _smeH sMyGdxRn nhÄ hoga. sTydxRn Ae pU aRnHdka na= AnHtgu ka ipHDjena gu no AHt nhÄ, AEsa Svwav sMykŸ sTy dxRnmeH Aate hE to im+ya wedmeH Ae ]âaAatI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? sMyGdxRn, sMyGdxRn, sTydxRn Ôe sTy cIjpU aRnHd AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt gu nI raixno É˜aHy AHt nhÄ. AEsa ÔeãVy Sv$p _skI ÝtIit Ae ivkLpse Aa ÝtIit nhÄ hotI. Aahaha¦ kyÇik ivkLp Ôerag hE vo to myaRidt hE, to ivkLpse riht, Aahaha¦ AacayR magte hE ik hmko toAekIla AaTma ho¦ Aahaha¦ hE? Aahahahaha¦

wa{ Aa to svR& prme¬r _ska Aa wav hE. sUn Ýwu¦ terI xi› to Apar hE.suqam<tka sagr Ýwu tum hE, AnHt sHQyameH gu hE. Ane Aek Aek gu meH AnHtsHQyavaza gu ka $p AnHt hE. kya kha? AaTmameH AnHt Òska AHt nhÄ {tnIsHQyameH to gu hE AaEr Aek gu meH AnHtI sHQyaAe Ôe gu hE Ae Aekek gu meH AnHtgu ka $p hE. Aahahaha¦ jEse &an gu hE, AiStTv gu hE, Ae to iwþ hE p` AiStTvgu ka &an hE &an hE AEsa &anmeH Apna AiStTvka $p hE, AEsa Aek gu meH AnHtka$p hE. Aahahahaha¦ AEsa Am<tka mhasagr wgvan, Aahaha¦ inivRkLp samaNyvStu \‡uv, vo hmko Ýaº ho AacayR Aem khete hE. hmko yh nvna wed ne (p‡aPt n ho)Aahaha¦ hE?

nv tÀvkI pirpa!Iko KoDkr xuânyka ivØy. Aek$p wgvan AnHt gu meHAek$p AnHt \mR SvwavnuH Aek$p. Aahaha¦ JI`I vat Ke wa{, Aa to ijne¬r ƒ`lokna na= prmaTma. Aahaha¦ ÒskI Aek pyaRymeH ijskI &ankI Aek pyaRy hE vo AekpyaRymeH wI AnHt gu ne ãVy ÔnnemeH Aata hE, AaEr Aek pyaRymeH AnHtI pyaRy, pyaRyijtnI AnHtI hE Aek smymeH ke Ae pyaRyka AHt nhÄ, kya kha? AnHt gu kI Aek smymeHAnHtI pyaRy hE. Ae AnHtI pyaRymeH wI AHt nhÄ ko{ (pyaRyka) ke Aa AaiqrkI pyaRyhE. Aahahaha¦ AEsI Aek smymeH AnHt gu kI jem gu ka AHt nhÄ Apar hE, AEsI _skIpyaRyka AHt nhÄ. ke Aa-Aa-Aa AaiqrnI pyaRy hE? AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHtmeH AaAaiqrkI AEsI bat hE nhÄ. pHDItÒ¦ smjmeH Aate hE? Aahahahaha¦ (]ota:- pUrIsU"m bat hE.) vStu AEsI hE wgvan duinyane Aa cIj mzI nhÄ ne. Aahaha¦ bharmaHw!ka w!k krte hE. Aaha¦ nvtÀvnI wed$p ]âa, pHc mhav‡tnI iÊya Ae to sb


44 smysar isiâ wag-2mnu*y Vyvhar hE, ye AaTm Vyvhar nhÄ. Ývcnsar ga=a 94 ga=a ÝvcnsarkI 94 ga=a.

nvtÀvkI wed$pkI ]âa Ao ivkLp rag, pHc mhav‡tka r8 mUzgu ka ivkLp ragAaEr xaÏka p#na pr trfka l"ase ye wI rag, to khete hE. Aahahaha¦ ye ragkaVyvhar hE, ye mun*y Vyvhar hE, cargitmeH $lneka, ma`s _ska Vyvhar hE. Aahaha¦Tyare AaTm Vyvhar kya? Aahaha¦ Ao to mnu*y Vyvhar Ae!le sHsar Vyvhar gitkaVyvhar huva. Aahaha¦ to AaTm Vyvhar kya? ke wgvan AaTma Aek smymeH AEseAnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt gu ka AHt ivnanuH SvÌp _skI inivRkLp (p‡tIt krxke Ae) ragkI xi› nhÄ kI inivRkLp tÀvko ÝtIt kr xke. Aahaha¦ ye xuw ragkItakat nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Ae pU aRnHdka na= Apar, Apar, Apar, Apar,Apar AEsa xi›ka sagr Ae _pr ¹iÚ ho Ae inivRkLp sMyGdxRn Ae inüy sMyGdxRn,AaEr vo Apar Apar gu ka ipHD Ýwu _ska &an ho ye sMyG&an, AaEr _smeH iS=rtaho AnHt AnHt AEsa gu kI ÝtIitkI pyaRymeH iktnI takat Aa{? Ae ÝtIitmeH ãVyguAaya nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? ye ãVygu Aaya nhÄ ÝtIitmeH, p` ÝtIitmeH ãVygu kaSv$p hE ye ÝtItmeH Aa gya. Aahahahaha¦ Aavo ßyaH Svwav Ke ne Ýwu, AEsI ÝtIitAaEr &an ne rm`ta vo wI Vyvharnyse pyaRy Ý\anse moÙka magR khenemeH Aata hE.r4r ga=a Ývcnsar r4r ga=a. kl ÝÆ huva =a ne? &ey &ayk kI ÝtIit te sMyGdxRn.AEsa Aaya r4r ga=a Ývcnsar. &ey AaEr &aykkI, &ey ijtna hE AaEr &ayk ijtnaSvwavvaza p‡wu hE doka &an hokr ÝtIit hona, _ska nam sMyGdxRn ilya hE.smjmeH Aaya?

&ey AnHt AnHt &ey, AnHt isâo, AnHt ingod, AnHt Òv ãVykI sHQyase AnHtgu a prma u, _sse AnHt gu a kazkI pyaRy. Aahaha¦ _sse AnHt gu a AakaxkaÝdex, _sse AnHt gu a Aek ãVymeH gu . AEsa &eyka &an AaEr &aykka &an. JIÌ vatKe Ýwu. Aaha¦ Aeva &ey Ane &ayknuH y=a=R &an ={ne ÝtIit hona Ao sMyGdxRn hEAEsa ilya hE, r4r ga=a Ývcnsar crànuyog, crànuyog Ke ne? r01 =I r7p Aecrànuyog hE. Aahaha¦ 9r ga=ameH &an yog hE. &an Ai\kar hE AaEr 93 se r00ga=a tk &ey Ai\kar hE Ae &ey Ai\karmeH 94 ga=ameH Aa Aaya hE ke &eyka SvÌp AEsahE, Aahahaha.... ke ijtna ragaidkI iÊya hE yh sb mnu*y Vyvhar hE. sHsarka VyvharhE, Ae &eykI pyaRymeH Aa ivk<t AvS=a _TpNn ho Aaha... iÊyakaHDka Aaid, AaEr Ae&eyka pUr` SvÌpkI p‡tIit pUr`ka &an ne rm`ta tInoH-tInoH ye pyaRyka Vyvhar hEyh AaTm Vyvhar hE. Aahaha¦ AaEr inüy Aek$p wgvanmeH Aekag‡ta vo hI inüyhE AhÄya. Aahaha¦ Aa Ae magte hE idgHbr sHtonI bilharI Ke. idgHbr sHtonI vaÌAevI vaÌ ÉãHy n=I. AEsI cIj ÉãHy hE nhÄ. ¬etaHbr ke S=ankvasI Ae vat bapu du:qlage xuH kre, p` Aa cIj AEsI hE AEsI ÉãHy hE nhÄ. Aena wavnuH kaH{k wan kre toqbr pDe ke kya cIj khaH hE. Aahahaha¦


45}lok - 6Ae AacayR khete hE. Aahahaha¦ ke nvna wed Ae to @Ik Ae to nhÄ. p` ãVy Ôe

Svwav mera hE _smeH Aekag‡ta Aek$p dxa Ae mere ho. Aahaha¦ ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe toAek$p huva hE p` hÒ ivkLp hE. Aahahaha¦ ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe to Aek$p ¹iÚ SvwavnIAekta hu{ hE. p` hÒ cairƒnI ApeÙaAe AemaH ivkLpkI AiS=rta sa\k hE to ba\kAata hE. sa|y pU R ho TyaH ba\kpà Aata nhÄ. AaEr ßyaH sa\kpà hE hI nhÄim+yaTvmeH TyaH ba\kpà AekIla pDa hE. Aahahahaha¦ smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH Ýwu Aato gHwIr cIj hE. Aahaha¦ AhÄya khete hE ke Ae Vyvharko KoDkr xuânyka ivØywUtAek AaTma, deqo tIn pyaRy wI nhÄ yhaH to, ivkLp to nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Amare to Aek,jycHd pHiDt AEsa A=R krte hE. Aahaha¦ pa@meH hE _sko qolte hE. Ae kaH{ FrkI batkrte nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

Ae xuânyno ivØy nam |yey, Ôe iƒkazI Aek$p vStu wUta=R, sTya=R saheb Ýwu,sTy vStu je AnHt gu ka ipHD sTy vStu hE pUr`. Aahaha¦ Ae xuânyka ivØy hE. ivØyxBde |yey hE A=va vo hI iƒkazI vStu hE, vo hI xuâny hE, AigyarmI ga=ameH kha hE,“wUyT=o deisyo xuânyo” dUsra pd hE, phela pd AEsa hE, “Vyvharo AwUyT=o wUyT=odeisyo” wUta=R hE iƒkaz Aek$p vStu hE vo hI xuâny hE. ny AaEr nyka ivØyka wedinkalkr, Aahahaha.... Ae iƒkazI &aykwav AnHt AnHt gu ka Apar Svwavkasagr Ýwu p` Aek$p Ôe cIj hE, Aahahaha... vohIko yhaH xuâny kha. pIKe dUsra pdmeHilya. 11mI ga=amaH “wUdT=mŸiSsdo qlu smaidõI hvid Òvo” ye wUta=R vStu hE _skaAa]y krte hE, Aa]yka A=R {tna hE, ke pyaRyka lÙ Ôe pr _pr =a ye pyaRyka l"aAhÄya AaTma _pr Aaya to Aa]y ikya AEsa khenemeH Aata hE. nhÄtr pyaRy ne ãVyAek ho Ôta hE AEsa to hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ kya kha? sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy, smjmeH Aaya?_ska ivØy wUta=R hE. to iƒkazI vStukI ÝtIt Aa g{, ÝtIt hu{, Ae ÝtIt sMyGdxRnkalÙ` ÝtIt hE. ÝtIt hu{ p` vo ÝtItmeH ãVy ne gu ke...... ßyaH \‡uvta je AhÄya xiÉthE Ae ÝtItmeH vStu Aa{ nhÄ. vStukI ijtnI sam+yR hE {tnI ÝtItmeH Aa gya, pHiDtÒ¦Aahahaha¦ Aavo magR Ýwu, Aavo magR Ke AiSt Ae rIte. Aahahahaha¦ lalcHdÒ¦ Aabhar=I maHDIne bese Ýwu Ae vat n=I. Aaha¦ AHtrmaH mo!o Ýwu suqam<tna sagr=Iwrelo diryo éKze Ke AHdr. Aahahaha¦ AevI Aek$p cIj Amne Ýaº ho Aem AacayRkhe Ke. ¹iÚmeH to Aek$p huva hI hE. (mgr) ]otako sa=meH lekr Amne Aa Ýaº ho Anetmne wI Aa Ýaº ho Aem. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦

hm dUsra kuK nhÄ cahte. hE? hm dUsra kuK nhÄ cahte. pyaRyka wed wI hm nhÄcahte. Aahahahaha¦ nvtÀvka wedka ivkLpkI ]âa to nhÄ cahte hE. Aahahahaha¦p` sMyGdxRn &an cairƒka tIn wed Ôe pyaRy Vyvharnyse hE, tÀva=RsUƒmeH ÔesMyGdxRn &an cairƒai` moÙmagR kha vo Vyvharnyse pyaRy Ý\anse kha hE.smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦ yhaH to Ýwu AacayR Aem khete hE Ae pa@ Ke ne kzx Am<tcHãacayRno


46 smysar isiâ wag-2Ke? “tNmu’va nvtÀvsNtitimmamaTmaymeko½Stu n:” ;n:' Ae!le nkar nhÄ. ;n:'Ae!le Amne. Aahahaha¦ Amne to Aek wgvan AaTma AekSv$pe Ke, Ae wed ivna,Anekta ivna, Vyvhar ivna Aek$pkI Ýaiº hmko ho. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?\nalalÒ¦ Aahahaha¦ hÒ gHwIr hE bat.

hm dUsra kuK nhÄ cahte, to _ska A=R ke pyaRy wI hm nhÄ cahte. ye kya khetehE? yh vItrag AvS=akI Ýa=Rna hE. pyaRy nhÄ hE AEsa hE nhÄ. pyaRy nhÄ hE ne AekIlaãVy hE AEsI maNyta to im+yaTv hE. Aahahaha¦ jycHd pHiDte p` pa@maH wav hE _skoqolkr qulasa ikya hE. smjmeH Aaya? ke AacayR mharaj Ýwu to Aem khete hE neAm<tcHãacayR Aem drek sHto, Amne to Aek$p AaTma Ýaº ho. tIn pyaRy dxRn, &an,cairƒkI ye to Aa{ nhÄ. ke Ae to hmko Aek$p Ýaº ho. yh vItrag AvS=akI Ýa=RnahE. Amne vItragta ho, yh Ýa=Rna hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahahaha¦ kyÇik careyAnuyognuH taTpyR 17r ga=ameH ilya hE pHcaiStkay ke carey Anuyogka taTpyR kya hE?ke wa{ ãVynuyogmaH AEsa hE ne krànuyogmeH AEsa hE ne flaàmeH AEsa hE, careyAnuyogka taTpyR Ýwu vItragta hE, Aahahaha¦ 17r ga=a pHcaiStkay to vItragtataTpyR prmaTmakI carey AnuyogkI vaÌmeH taTpyR vItragta hE.

hve vo vItragtaka taTpyR, pyaRymeH kEse Ýg! hogI? _ska A=R hI AEsa Aaya,ke carey Anuyogka taTpyR to vItragta to ye vItragta SvãVyke Aa]yse hotI hE,to iƒkazI ãVyka Aa]y krna vo _ska taTpyR hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? hE ne?pHcaiStkay 17r ga=a. sUƒ taTpyR to ga=a dI@ khete Aaye hE, p` svR xaÏka taTpyRkya hE? vItragta Ýg! krna. to vItragta Ýg! ho ye kEse ho? ke vItrag Sv$pwgvan AaTma hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ Ao pHiDtÒ AwI pƒ Aaya hE vaHCyahE, Ôpanka Aek pƒ jgmohnlalÒAe lIQya hE. vaHCya hE? nhÄ vaHCya Ae pKI deÔepHiDtÒko, ÔpanmeH Aek pHiDt hE bDa. 63 vØRkI ëmr hE, AaEr _ska lDka 17 vØRkIëmr hE. _sne jEn \mRka xo\ ikya. AEithaisk sb xo\ ikya. xo\ krte krte krte krtepU R to Aene ÉãH? p` _sne AEsa inkala ke, jEn \mR kya? ke AnUwuit Ae jEn \mR hE.AEsa inkala. AapÌ pase vo pƒ Aaya hE. sb le lena pIKe vaHcna sb. vojgmohnlalÒAe naQya hE Ôpanna pHiDt xo\k Òv p` AEsa khete hE. Ôeke pU RSv$p to Aene ÉãH Qyal hoy p` AnHt gu ne Aevo Qyal (n hoy) p` _sne AEsato inkala ke jEn \mR kya? ke AnuwUit. do bol kha hE, AaEr vStu hE yh AaTma vo kyahE? ke vStu invaR Sv$p hE. AapÌ waØameH kzx !IkameH AEsa kha ke vStu hE yh “mu›Sv$p” hE. mu› Sv$p kho ke invaR Sv$p kho. kyoHik mu› Sv$p Ôe hE _smeHse mu›pyaRy Ýg! hogI. ragse nhÄ hogI. p` pUvRkI pyaRy moÙka magRkI hE _sse wI moÙpyaRy _Tpþ nhÄ hogI, moÙka magR hE vo to Vyy hota hE. pIKe moÙkI pyaRy _TpadhotI hE, to _Tpadka kar` vo Vyy nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦


47}lok - 6mu› Sv$p je wgvan AaTma, Aahaha¦ Ae e AevuH lQyuH Ke. be xBdo AemaH=I

sara laGya Aap`ne Ae to @Ik b\u hve p` mUz cIj to ÉãH ko{ne ha= AaveANymitne ÉãH qbr pDe. smje? Aahaha? Aa to AEithaisk xo\Ine Ae e jEn \mRnapƒmaH Aa sara bol lQya hE. jgmohnlalÒAe KapamaH idya hE. k u KapuH? ;AihHsavaÌ'_smeH ilya hE. Aahaha¦

Aap e to yhaH yh isâ krna hE ke Ýwu Ôe AaTma hE ye to mu› Sv$p hE. jEse 1pmI ga=ameH kha ke “Ôe pSsid APpa H Abâpu‚H” Abâ kho naiStse Abâ kha.AiStse mu› hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ ijsne Abâ Sv$p Aeva mu› Sv$pwgvan _sko ijsne deQya Ô~ya AnuwVya vo jEn xasn hE. kyÇik ijn so hI hEAaTma “F! F! AHtr ijn vse ne F! F! AHtr jEn, mt midra ke pan so mtvalasmje n.” ijn Sv$pI wgvan AaTma drek AaTma ijn Sv$pI hE. mu› Sv$p kho,vItrag Sv$p kho, Abâ Sv$p kho. Aahahaha¦ Ae ijn Sv$p hE iƒkaz ijn Sv$phE. _ske Aa]yse ijn Sv$pkI dxa Ýg! hotI hE. Aahahahaha¦ Aahaha¦

(]ota:- AiSt naiSt nhÄ hme to Aap \mRkI bat kho.) Aa kya khete hE Aa\mRkI bat to cltI hE. kya hE? kwI ivcar ikya hI nhÄ ne? Aa xei@yane dukane pEsaAEsa lena ne AEsa dena. bavIs klak Aekla \H\a. bayDI Kokra ku!uHb Ane pEsamaHbavIs klak pap-pap Aek do klak rhe to AemaH vaHcn kre bakI bavIs klak pap.Aahaha¦ Aer`nI corI ne soyna dan. Aer` smjte hE lohakI? sonIkI hotI hE ne?Aer`, lohakI hotI hE ne _s pr !Ipe dagIna vo Aer` khete hE. tuMhare kya khete hE?(]ota:- lIha{) Aer`kI corI Ane soy ka dan, Aem bavIs klak pap AemaH Aekklak do klak sUnneko Aaye to Ae p` xuwwav hE. Aahahahaha¦ \mR to Ae cIj AEsIcIj hE. Aahahaha¦ ke Ae xuwragkI nvtÀvkI wedkI ]âa wI AaTmakI vStu nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ wedkI ]âa hÇ. nvtÀvkI Awed ]âa vo sMyGdxRn hE. tÀva=R sUƒmeH ilyanenv ye Aekvcn hE. ÒvAÒv pu~y pap Ae nv ilya hE p` TyaH Aekvcn ilya hE. tÀva=Rsuƒ vo bhuvcn nhÄ, Aekvcn hE. bhuvcn to wed ho Ôta hE. hE? tÀva=R sUƒmeH,sMyGdxRn &an cairƒai` moÙmagR, pKI sMyGdxRnmeH lete hE Òv, AÒv Aas‡v, sHvr,injRra, bH\ Ane moÙ yh sb Aek vcn hE Aek$p hE. AEsa Aek vcn ilya hE.Aahahaha¦ sHtokI vaÌ wle Vyvharse AayI pyaRy p` _ska kya Aaxy hE _maSvamIho ke ko{p` sHt idgHbr sHto, Aahaha... kevzIna keDayto, kevzIne keDe calnara Aekdo wve kevz lenara hE. Aahahaha¦ wa{¦ AenI vaÌna p¿a lena, bapu¦ bhu AakrIvat hE. AxÉ˜ to nhÄ hE. p` AakrI to bat hE. Aahahaha¦

yhaH kya khete hE ke Amare Aek$p AaTma ho to Ae Aek inüynyka ivØynIÝa=Rna hu{, to pyaRynyka ivØy hE nhÄ? ke Aem nhÄ, yhaH to AEsa kha ke hmkoAek$pta ho Ae vItrag pyaRykI Ýa=Rna hE. vItrag wavkI Ýa=Rna hE. Aek ny j Aa


48 smysar isiâ wag-2Amne ho Ane pyaRy Aaid hE hI nhÄ AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ kemke Ôe Aek$p Amne Ýaºho, Ae wI pyaRy hE ne pyaRymeH Aek$p Ýaº ho to ye to pyaRymeH Aaya hE. Aahaha¦

xuH ÝwunuH k=n? Aahahaha¦ taro cEtNy hIrlo Ae AnHt gu na x`gar=Ixowto Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ Ae x<HgarrsmaH naQyuH Ke. “A|yaTm pHcsHg‡h” hE ne, dIpcHdÒka¦dIpcHdÒ ho gya ne sa\m±¦ (1) ;Anuwv Ýkax' (r) ;icdŸ ivlas' _smeH A|yaTmpHcsHg‡h ilya hE. yhaH hE, yhaH hE ne? n=I AaVyuH lagtuH TyaH hxe, A|yaTm pHcsHg‡hA|yaTm pHcsHg‡h, Aahaha¦ _smeH AEsa ilya hE ke Apna x`gar kya? ;x<Hgar rs',nv rs hE ne nv, to x<Hgar rs ilya hE. Aek Aek gu meH x<Hgar rs ilya hE. ApnaApna gu meH prko n Aane dena AaEr ApnI xowa ApnemeH rqna Ae x<Hgar rs hE.Aahaha¦ Aem wgvan AaTma AnHt gu nI pyaRyse inmRz Ýg! hokr Apna x`garikya _sne. Aa xrIrko x`gar krte hE ne AaHhIya. dagIna lo#ana Lyo ne sonana,hIrana hE to sb \Uz hE ne, AhÄ l!ke ne AhÄ l!ke. Aahaha¦

Aa k`bI Ke ne hmàH hIra=I v\avvana Ke. JIàH JIàH hIra=I. bhenno jNmidvsAave Ke ne bIj ]av` vd bIj, te idvse Aek wa{ xIvlalwa{ saDater hÔr$ipyana hIrase v\avega. saDater hÔr $ipyaka hIra hE. _smeHse sat hÔr $ipya dega_smeHse inkalke. bhenka jNmidn pr, hm to AeHsI hÔrka hIra deqa =a Aekbar.becrwa{Ae btaVya'ta rajko!. kroDpit hE ne becrwa{ Ane nanalalwa{, AaJIà JIà JIà Aa \oza prma unI pyaRy, jDkI cmktI cmktI cmktI pyaRy. AreÝwu¦ Ae hIrase to terI cIj, Aahahaha... AnHt gu na pasa=I cmkta hIra terI cIjteremeH hE. yhaH AacayR Aem khete hE ke Amne Ae AaTma Ýaº ho bs. Awed dxakI ÝaiºmaHgte hE.

ye khete hE ne? Ae vItrag dxakI Ýa=Rna hE. ko{ ny pÙ n=I. Ae kya kha? Aeklainüy j Amne Ýaº ho to pyaRy nhÄ hE AEsa nhÄ. Aahaha¦ kar`ke moÙmagR ne moÙpote-pote pyaRy Ke. isâ pyaRy hE, moÙmagR pyaRy hE. Aahahaha¦ Aekla ãVykI maHgÌkrnemeH Aekla nypÙ hE nhÄ. _smeH vItragta Ýaº hona vItragwavkI wavna hE.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? ye khete hE, ko{ nypÙ nhÄ. nhÄtr to pyaRy Ôe moÙmagRhE mgr yhaH to hmko ãVy Ýaº ho Awed bs¦ to wed ko{ cIj hE nhÄ? pyaRy wedhE. pyaRy vo Vyvharnyka ivØy hE, ãVy inüynyka ivØy hE. p` inüynyka AekaHtpÙ maHgte hE to dUsra pÙ rh Ôta hE, to nypÙkI bat yhaH hE nhÄ. yhaH to hmkovItragta Ýaº ho. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? &ancHdÒ¦ magR to Ýwuno Aevo wa{¦Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦ Aloikk vatuH Ke. Aena Aek Aek pdna wavne Ýaº krvo bhu k@`vat Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa pHiDte _ska qulasa ikya _sko wI smjna k@` hE.

pa@ AEsa hE ne AhÄya? Kõa }lok. KeLlI lI!I ;tNmu’va nvtÀvsNtitimmamaTma-ymeko½Stu n:' Amne to Aek AaTma ho. vo to Aek xuânyka pÙ huva p` TyaH


49}lok - 6vItragta hona ye Ýa=Rna hE, AekIla Aa j pÙ hE ne pyaRy hE nhÄ AEsa nhÄ. Ae khetehE deqo. smjmeH Aaya?

“yid svR=a nyoka pÙpait huva kre to im+yaTv hI hE.” Ae kya khete hE. ke svR=aAekIla xuânyka ivØy ho Ane Vyvhar pyaRy hE hI nhÄ. AEsa svR=a Ôe nypÙ kre toim+yaTv hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? hve AhÄya ye }lok pUra huva. Kõa }lok kzxhE ne kzx.

“Ab yhaH ko{ AEsa ÝÆ krta hE ke AaTma cEtNy hE maƒ {tna hI AnuwvmeHAave to {tnI ]âa sMyGdxRn hE ke nhÄ? “cEtNy vStu, cEtNy vStu AeklI hE ye {tnamaƒ Ôe AnuwvmeH Aave to Ae ]âa hE kI nhÄ? _ska sma\an:- naiStkoko KoDkrswI mtvale AaTmako cEtNyp uH mante hE. cetn hE AEsa to naiStk isvay swImante hE. khte hE AEsa nhÄ. yid {tnI ]âako sMyGdxRn kha Ôve to sbko sMyGdxRnisâ ho Ôyega. j¡Ao kya khete hE jrI. {silye svR&kI vaÌmeH jEsa sHpU R (Sv$pkha) Aahahaha¦ kyoHik Òv Ôe AaTma hE yh svR& Sv$pI hE, kya kha? wgvan ÔeAaTma hE ye svR& SvwavI hE. svR& _skI Aek xiÉt, gu hE. to svR& Sv$p hI AaTmahE. to Ae svR& Sv$pmeHse pyaRymeH svR&pà Aaya. Ae svR&e svR Ôna, _skI vaÌmeHÔe Aaya vo hI y=a=R hE. Aahaha¦ Ae Ae e kha Ôe AaTma, A&anI to AaTma AaTmato bhot khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? svR&kI vaÌmeH jEsa sHpU R AaTmaka Sv$p kha.Aahaha¦ ijskI Aek pyaRymeH sara ãVygu Ane svRãVyoko ÔnnekI Aek pyaRymeHsam+yR hE, Aek j pyaRy ho, to sara ãVy gu , sara K ãVy gu , sara Aek pyaRymeHAEsa wgvankI vaÌmeH Aaya hE. AEsI cIj dUsre ko{ @eka e hE hI nhÄ. Aaha¦ smjmeHAate hE? Aahaha¦ Ane Ae p` kyuH kha AEsa? ke Aa Òv hE ne ÝTyek ye ;&' Sv$pI hE.;&' Sv$pImeH Ôe ;&' kI sa= svR xBd ÔeD do to svR& Sv$pI hI hE. Aaha¦

wgvan AaTma svR& SvwavI b\a AnHta AaTmaAo svR& Sv$pI hE. yh svR&Sv$pImeHse pyaRymeH svR&pà Aata hE. svR& Sv$pmeHse svR& pyaRy AatI hE. _smeHpyaRymeH Ôe svR&pà Aaya, _sne Ôe AaTma deQya Ane K ãVyaid deQya. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? _sne Ôe AaTma kha. hE? cEtNy cEtNy to b\a khe p` Aa cEtNywgvan AnHt gu ne AnHt \mR jena map nhÄ AEsI AnHtI pyaRy Ane AEsa AaTmaAe to svR&kI vaÌmeH Aaya hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aam _pr !pke ha= Aave AevuHn=I Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ Aa to êDe êDe êDe, Aahaha... jena \‡uv pyaRymeHse \‡uvna tz hEAHdr. pyaRy to _pr hE Aek smykI, AenuH tz je hE \‡uv pataz. pataz kUva hota hE nepataz kUva, AEse pyaRyka pataz \‡uv hE. Aahahaha¦ Are¦ Ae svR&kI vaÌmeH AEsaAaya hE, Ae isvay ÉãHy AEsI vat hotI hE nhÄ ÉyaHy. smjmeH Aaya?

¬etaHbrmeH wI Aek smymeH &an ne dUsre smymeH dxRn AEsI VyaQya krte hE. ye vStuto AEsI hE nhÄ. Aek smymeH svR&ka _pyog dUsre smy dxRn _pyog, svRdx± _pyog


50 smysar isiâ wag-2AEsa hE nhÄ. ye _pyog Aek smymeH do hI hE. Aahaha¦

dIpcHdÒAe pHcsHg‡hmaH AdŸwut rs v RVyo Ke. _smeH AEsa v Rn ikya hE, Ýwu Aekvar sUn to shI, ke je &ankI pyaRy sbko wed krke-wed krke AnHt Òv, AnHt prma u,AnHta gu o AnHta gu nI AnHtI pyaRyo, Aekek pyaRyna AnHta Aivwag ÝitCKed, Ae&ankI pyaRy sbko wed hE AEsa Ônte hE. Aekek wed sb, sbko Ônte hE. Ane vo hIsmy dxRnkI pyaRy ko{ka wed kre ibna, Aahahaha¦ Aa AdŸwUtta to deqo khe.Aahaha¦ svR&kI pyaRy Aa Òv hE, Aa jD hE, Aa Òvka \mR hE, Aa jDka \mR hE, AaÒvkI pyaRy hE, Aa jDkI pyaRy hE, Aa Aek pyaRymeH AnHtI takat hE AEsI ÝitCKed wedwed wed wed KeLla AHxno ke jemaH KeLlo AHx Ke j nhÄ, _sko wI ijsne kevz&anmeHÔn ilya, Aahahaha¦ vohI &ankI pyaRyke sa= dxRnkI pyaRy Ôe hE, Ae hE bs. wed nhÄ.Are Aek pyaRykI {tnI takat Tyare dUsre pyaRymeH hE {tna. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

naiStkko KoDkr AaTmako cEtNymaƒ mante hE, {tnI ]âa ho to sbko sMyGdxRnho Ôy. ikNtu svR&kI vaÌmeH jEsa sHpU R AaTmaka, Aahahaha... iƒlokna= ijne¬rdevsvR& pyaRymeH jEsa deqa sara lokalok _sne Ôe AaTma kha, Aahaha¦ ye AaTmaAnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt gu Sv$p AaEr AnHtI pyaRy siht AaEr ye ãVyApna gu pyaRymeH Vyapk, Ae phela Aa gya hE kl, ÝÆ Aa gya, JIÌ vat AavIg{ =oDI.

Ae AaTma hE ye gu pyaRymeH Vyaº hE. gu Ane ivkarI pyaRymeH wI Vyaº hE. phelaAa gya hE. Ke? phela }lokmaH AamaH Ke ne AamaH? ;Vyaºu' pheluH pd Ke ;Vyaºu' AekzxnuH phelu pd, ;Vyaºu'nI VyaQya Ae Ke ke Aa AaTma Ôe hE Ae Apna AnHt gu AaErivkarI AivkarI pyaRy Ae sbmeH Vyapk hE. Ae Ýma`ka ivØy phele btaya. smjmeHAaya? ;Vyaºu'maH Apna gu pyaRymeH Vyapk hE, _ska A=R hE ke xrIrko KUte nhÄ, kmRkoKUte nhÄ, xrIrko Vyaº nhÄ, kmRko Vyaº nhÄ, AaEr kmRse ApnemeH ivkarI pyaRy VyaºhE AEsa wI nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? ye Apna gu pyaRymeH ;Vyaº'nuHAiStTv, ivkarI pyaRynuH AiStTv p` ApnemeH Vyaº Apnese hE, AEsa btakr pIKe,AaTma Ýma`ka ivØy {tna hE, p` xuânyka ivØy kya Ae hve btayega. Ke ne?“pU R&an FnSy dxRnimh:” AEsa AaTma hE. vo to Ýma`ka ivØy huva. Ane Ýma`kaivØy pUßy nhÄ. Ýma` pUßy nhÄ. kyÇik Ýma` doka ivØy krte hE, to Vyvharka ivØyho gya. Ýma` Vyvharka ivØy, do Aaya ne? pHca|yayImeH hE, Ýma`ko Vyvharka ivØykha. be Aayane? Aek n rha. Aahahaha¦ nycÊmeH to AEsa Aaya. Ýma`meH pyaRykainØe\ nhÄ hota ma!e Ae pUßy nhÄ. Ôe inüy vStu hE _smeH pyaRyka inØe\ hota hE ma!einüyny pUßy hE to yhaH khete hE ke hmne, Aahaha¦ jEsa svR&kI vaÌmeH jEsa AaTmaãVygu ne pyaRy Aaya hE AEsa AHdrmeH ÝtItmeH AnuwvmeH Aate ho to _ska namsMyGdxRn khete hE. AEsa cEtNymaƒ, maƒ khete hE ye sarI duinya khetI hE, naiStk


51

}lok - 7

hve, ;Tyar pKI xuânyne Aa\In, svR ãVyo=I iwþ, Aa„ßyoit Ýg! ={Ôy Ke' Aem Aa }lokmaH !Ikakar AacayR khe Ke:-

(AnuÚuwŸ)

At: xuânyay¿H ÝTyGßyoitükaiSt ttŸ .nvtÀvgtTve½ip ydekTvH n mu it ..7..

}loka=R:- (At:) Tyar bad (xuâny-Aay¿H) xuânyne Aa\In (ÝTygŸ-ßyoit:) je iwþ Aa„ßyoit Ke (ttŸ) te (ckaiSt) Ýg! =ay Ke (ydŸ) ke je(nv-tÀv-gtTve Aip) nvtÀvmaH Ýaº =va KtaH (OkTvH) potana Aekp`ane(n mu cit) KoDtI n=I.

wava=R:- nvtÀvmaH Ýaº =yelo AaTma Anek$p deqay Ke Ôe tenuH iwþSv$p ivcarvamaH Aave to te potanI cEtNy-cmTkarmaƒ ßyoitne KoDto n=I. 7.

Ývcn nH. p8 }lok-7 ta. 1p-8-78 mHgzvar, ]av` sud-1r sH. 2p04

smysar satmo kzx hE. kzx satmo Ke ne. (]ota:- Ò ha Ò)At: xuânyay¿H ÝTyGßyoitükaiSt ttŸ.nvtÀvgtTve½ip ydekTvH n mu it.. 7..

!Ikakar AacayR inMniliqt }lokmeH yh khete hEH ik tTpüatŸ xuânyke Aa\InsvRãVyose iwþ AaTmßyoit Ýg! ho ÔtI hE.

kya khete hE ke tTpüatŸ nam y=a=R ¹iÚse “xuânyay¿H” xuânyne Aa\In.iƒkazI vStu Ôe &aykwav hE Ae xuâny Sv$p hE A=va xuânyke Aa\In Ôe &anka AHxiƒkazko SvIkar krta hE, _sko yhaH xuâny khete hE. ]ut&an Ýma` hE, _smeH nyÝma`ka wed hE. _smeHse xuâny Ôe Aek wed hE, ye iƒkazko SvIkar krta hE. smjmeHAaya? xuâny Aa\In ho, &ankI pyaRy iƒkaz ãVyka SvIkar krtI hE _ske Aa\InÝg! hota hE to ye sMyGdxRn, AEsa hone pr wI sMyGdxRnkI pyaRymeH xuânyka ivØyÔe ãVy hE, ye pyaRymeH Aata nhÄ. JI`I vat Ke =oDI. AhÄ khete hE xuânyke Aa\In ÝTygŸßyoit Ýg! hotI hE.

nvtÀvmeH Ýaº hone pr wI, kya khete hE. Aahaha¦ ÒvkI Aek smykI pyaRy, _smeH

isvay p`. svR& wgvan prmaTma iƒlokna= svR&nI pyaRymaH jEsa AaTma deQyane jEsa AaTma hE AEsa kha, AEsa AaTmakI ÝtIit kre to sMyGdxRn inüy hota hE bakIhota nhÄ. ivxe*a khexe. (]ota:-Ýma` vcn guÌdev)

}lok - 7


52 smysar isiâ wag-2AÒvka &an hota hE, AÒv to Aate nhÄ, AÒv$p to pir`mn hota nhÄ. pÀÒv$p pir`mn hota hE AEsa kha, to AÒvka Ôe &an hota hE, yh pyaRy hE. yepyaRyko yhaH AÒv khete hE. &an Ô ene AÒvko p` Ae $pe ãVy nhÄ hota. Aahaha¦hEH? (]ota:- ko` =ay Ke?) pyaRy =ay Ke. sU"m bat Ke. sara }lok j sU"m hE. nvtÀvnam yhaH ÒvkI Aek smykI pyaRy AaEr Aek smyka AÒvka &an AaEr Aek smykaTyaH pu~y papka ivkLpkI _Tpi¿ka kaz AaEr do imlkr Aas‡vkI pyaRy AaEr sHvr,injRra ne moÙ$p pyaRy pir`mtI hE to ye sHvr injRra ne moÙ$p pyaRymeH ãVy nhÄAata. Aahaha¦ sU"m hE wgvan.

Aas‡v, bH\, sHvr, injRra ne moÙ. Aas‡v Ae!le pu~y pap, AHdr Ae pyaRyp epyaRy hotI hE. pyaRyp e ãVy nhÄ hota. Aek$p &ayk rhenevalI cIj Ae pyaRymeH nhÄAatI. Aahaha¦ cahe to ye moÙkI pyaRy ho p` vo pyaRymeH ãVy nhÄ Aata. Aahaha¦cahe to sHvr injRra moÙka magRkI pyaRy ho, vo smye _Tpþ honeke kazmeH _Tpþ ho.Aahaha¦ KteH Òv ãVy Ôe vStu hE vo nv pyaRymeH Aaya nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦

(]ota:- pyaRyse ãVy iwþ khaH rha?) ãVy iwþ rha \‡uvmeH. JIÌ vat Ke p‡wu,AhÄ to nvtTvmeHse Aek wUta=R inkalna yh xuânyka iv*ay hE. Aahaha¦ nvtÀv$ppyaRymeH pir`mn huva, Ae hE, Vyvhar trIke hE, tI=R$pI sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ co=uH,paHcmuH, KõuH Ae tI=R hE. yh Vyvharnyka ivØy hE. tI=Rne Aa lexe !IkamaH tI=RnI Ýv<i¿ma!e nvtÀv kha hE. kar`ke co=uH paHcmuH KõuH Ae wed hE. ye wed hE Ae sb VyvharnykaivØy hE. p` vo Vyvharka ivØy$pe Ôe pyaRy hE _sse xuânyke Aa\In ãVy to iwþhE. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦ Aahaha¦

Ke? “nvtÀv gtTveAip” AhÄya to nvmeH iktna Axuâ hE ne iktna xuâ hE nvmeH.Aa pu~y pap Aas‡v bH\ Ae Axuâ hE, AaEr sHvr injRra moÙ Ae xuâ hE. Ae nvtÀvmeHxuâ tÀv Ane Axuâ tÀv do, pyaRyka hÇ. Ae nvtÀv gtTveAip. pyaRymaH Ae!lanvtÀvik Ýaiº hone pr wI Apne AekTvko nhÄ KoDtI. Aahaha¦ vStu Ôe Sv$p \‡uvicdanHd p‡wu inTy vStu ãVy Svwav hE, ye kwI pyaRymeH Aata nhÄ. Ane Apna ãVypàkwI KoDta nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aavo magR Ke. hE ne? xuânyne Aa\In AaTmßyoit Ýg!hotI hE. Ýg! hE to hE p` AHtr ¹iÚ krnese xuânyka lÙ krnese SvwavmeH ye hE AEsaÝtItmeH Aata hE, hE to hE, hE p` hE ye kb ÝtItmeH Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aek ÝÆ huva=a na AwI =oDa v*aR phelaH Aek vkIlka lDka hE. ivrÒwa{ vkIl hE. Aa kai@yavaDmeHidgHbrka AWyas phelaH _sko Ômngr. phelvhela idgHbrka bhot purana 90-91-92 vØR, _ska lDka hE, _sne ÝÆ ikya AwI do tIn vØR phele, ke Ýwu tum AaTmakokar` prmaTma khete ho, AaTmako kar` prmaTma khete ho AaEr kar` Òv kho, kar`prmaTma kho, ãVy kho, samaNy kho, \‡uv kho, s¹x kho, Aek$p kho, to _sko Ýwutum kar` prmaTma khete ho to kar` ho to kayR to Aana hI caihye. AEsa ÝÆ (ikya)


53}lok - 7kayR to hmare Aata nhÄ. kar` prmaTma tum kaym khete ho ne kayR to Aata nhÄ ÝwuAekvar SvIkar kr to smj. Ae kar` prmaTma hE AEsI ¹iÚ jb hu{ tb hE AEsa _skoAaya. hE, hE p` iksko hE. ijskI pyaRymeH AHdrmeH Aa]y ilya to pyaRymeH kar`prmaTma hE AEsI ]âameH Aa{ KtaH kar`prmaTma Aaya nhÄ pyaRymeH, p` kar`prmaTmaAEsa hE AEsI ÝtItmeH Aaya _sko kar`prmaTma hE. Aahahaha¦

(]ota:- bIÔ mane ke n mane AenI hare xuH inSbt Ae to Ke j.) mane n mane AemnhÄ, p` kar` prmaTma Ke, hE yh iksko QyalmeH Aata hE? hE jgtmeH p` hE yhQyalmeH iksko Aata hE? pyaRy buiâvalako to kar`prmaTma QyalmeH Aata nhÄ. toAene ma!e to kar` prmaTma hE hI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ hE? jrI sU"m hE wgvan.

svR& prme¬rka magR ko{ AlaEikk ijne¬rka pH=, Aohoho¦ AicHTy ko{ Sv$p_ska. AhÄya vo khete hE ke kar`prmaTma hE vStu, to hE ka wan huva _sko hE. ijskowan nhÄ huva _sko hE yh khaHse Aaya? smjmeH Aaya? Aa vStu hE p` hE {ska QyalAaye ibna hE yh iksko Aaya hE? bhu sU"m loÒk hE. Aahaha¦ vStu Ôe hE iƒkazkar`prmaTma AanHdkHd Ýwu xuâ ãVy samaNy$p yh pyaRymeH jb QyalmeH Aaya _skokar`prmaTma hE to _sko pyaRymeH kayR sMyGdxRnka huye ibna rhe nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ kya kha?

AhÄ xuânyke Aa\In kha ne? ijsko iƒkazI vStu hE {ska lÙ huva to _skema!e iƒkazI xuâ hE. p` jene lÙ hI huva nhÄ QyalmeH Aaya nhÄ _sko hE kya? Aenekya hE? Ae to svR& khete hE. hEH? Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke Ýwu¦ Aa to smysar bapa¦smysar Ae!le wrtÙeƒmeH, Aek var pHiDtÒAe kha =a TyaH gaEh!I Aasam smysarvaHcte vaHcte tum bole =e Aek var, Aohoho¦ smysar isvay ko{ cIj AEsI nhÄ.AasammaH Aaye =e. bapu Aa to kya cIj hE Ýwu. terI p‡wutaka par nhÄ ye p‡wutakaSv$p Ôe AHdr hE iƒkaz-hE to hE iƒkaz hE, p` hE _ska lÙ krke ÝtItmeH Aaya ke Aoho¦Aa to pU aRnHd Ýwu hE. Ae p‡tItmeH ne &ankI pyaRymeH hE AEsa hE AEsa Aaya, Ae cIj Aa{nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ \nalalÒ¦ ye ÝtIt Aa{ hE AenI ÝtIit. to ÝtIitmeH sara ãVy hE,AEsI ÝtIit Aa{, sara ãVy pUr` hE AEsI pyaRymeH ÝtIit Aa{, _sko to hE kar`prmaTma,Ane ãVy hE _sko ÝtItmeH Aaya. Aahahaha¦ KteH pyaRymeH iƒkazI ãVy xuânyke Aa\Inhuva KtaH vo pyaRy je sMyGdxRn(ik) hu{ _smeH ãVy nhÄ Aaya. ãVyka sam+yR kItnahE AEsI ÝtIit Aa g{. Aahaha¦ bapu¦ margDa j¡da wa{¦ Are sHÝdaymeH jnm huvajEnmeH, (to) tere jEn tÀvka Qyal Aa gya AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦

kya khete hE? ke xuânyne Aa\In, je vStu hE Ae _pr ¹iÚ g{, to Ae Aa\In NyaHãVy Aa hE AEsa QyalmeH Aaya. AEsa hone pr wI, AEsI cIj hone pr wI, pyaRymeH nvÝkarka pyaRy hE, pir`mn hE, kItnak xuâ Ane kItnak Axuâ. Aas‡v bH\ Ane AÒvAaid Ae Axuâ, AaEr sHvr, injRra, moÙ Ae xuâ. p` Ae Axuâ Ane xuâ pyaRy hone prwI, Ae ãVy Svwav xuâ Axuâ pyaRymeH Aaya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Are AavI


54 smysar isiâ wag-2vatuH Ke.

to khete hE “xuânyke Aa\In AaTmßyoit Ýg! hotI hE.” Ýg! hotI hE A=aRtŸ hEAEsa wan huva. vStu to hE ye hE. vStu Ýg! hotI hE? p` ijskI ¹iÚ TyaH g{, _skoyh xuâ hE, AEsa Ýg! huva. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aa to 13 mI ga=ano_podŸFat hE. 13 mI ga=aka _podŸFat hE Aa }lok. wa{ smjnemeH _sko brabr ÝyTnkrna caihye Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ kaH{ p` ferfar Aek AHxno rhI Ôy to vStu ha= nhÄ Aave.

(]ota:- fer im!aneke ilye to Aaye hE.) pHiDtÒ ilqa =a ke hmare Aana hE. ÝwuAe cIj Ôe hE prm AanHd ne AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt ijska AHt nhÄ_tna gu hE, gjb vat hE Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ iktna gu hE, ke jenI sHQyanI AnHtta AemaHAa AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHtne AnHtAnHt kr lena, to wI Aa KeLla AnHtka AHx hE. Aa \mR gu AEsa to Aata nhÄ. Aahaha¦

AEse AnHt gu $p behd Apirimt xiÉtka sagr Ýwu Aek$p vStu Ae sMyG¹iÚkoxuânyke Aa\In Ýg! hotI hE. Aahahaha¦ A=aRtŸ sMyG¹iÚko pyaRy _prse lÙ Ku!Ôta hE, nv Ýkarka wed hE _ska lÙ Ku! Ôta hE. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AneAek iƒkaz wgvan pU aRnHd \‡uv Ývah, Ývahka A=R \‡uv paÌka Ývah Aam clte hE.Aa \‡uv \‡uv \‡uv \‡uv \‡uv, _|vR Ýcy, AEsa ne AEsa \‡uv \‡uv \‡uv \‡uv, AEsI xuânykeAa\In, &ankI pyaRy Ae _pr ÔtI hE Tyare vo Aa\In Aa cIj hE _sko QyalmeH AatahE. Daæawa{¦ AavuH Ke Aa b\uH. tmara jj fjmaH kaH{ AavuH AavtuH n=I NyaH mo!a jjKe jj Amdavadna mo!a jj. hve KoDI dI\uH. (]ota:- srkare KoDaVyuH.) Ae to mudt ={Ôy pp vØRnI Ae!le pKI KoDI de, raqe nhÄ pKI. Aahaha¦

Ýwu tuH sUn to shI, terI ijtnI mh¿akI, mahaTMyvazI mhaÝwu te cIj hE AecIj to xuânyke Aa\In Ýg! hotI hE, A=aRtŸ je ]ut&anka inüy AHx hE. ]ut&ankato do wed hE, inüy Ane Vyvharny. smjmeH Aaya? ]ut&anka do wed hE. ]ut toÝma` hE. _ska do wed hE inüy Ane Vyvhar. _smeHse Aek inüy AHx Ôe hE vh Svwavtk Ôta hE. Aaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Aaj hE ne (pHdr) AogÚ, SvtHƒ imla. SvtHƒ \UzmeHy nhÄ hE¦ SvtHƒ towgvan iƒlokna=, jenI pyaRykI hEyatI hE to ãVykI hEyatI hE AEse wI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

AEsI Ôe cIj hE Ae khete hE ke xuânyke Aa\In AaTmßyoit, AaTmßyoit namshÔTm pU aRnHd pU R Sv$p, pyaRyse riht pyaRymeH, pyaRyse riht pyaRymeH AaTmßyoitkawan hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? }lok hE Am<tcHãacayRka gjb hE. sHto idgHbr sHtonIvaÌ. Aahahaha¦ Ae xuânyne Aa\In yh Ýg! hotI hE. Ýg! hotI hE nam hE to hE yeÉãH Ýg! =ay Ae to VyÉt hE. vtRman pyaRykI ApeÙaAe _sko AVyÉt kho, 49 ga=asmysar. K ãVySv$p lok &ey hE, VyÉt hE, _sse wgvan iwþ AVyÉt hE. 49 ga=a


55}lok - 7AVyÉtna K bol hE ne, _ska phelaH bol. K ãVySv$p lok Aek pyaRymeH ÔnnemeH AatahE. AEsa pyaRyka &ey hE AaEr ye VyÉt hE, nam pyaRymeH Ýg! hE. _sse wgvan AaTmaiwþ AVyÉt hE. vo ApeÙase AVyÉt hE, hÇ. pyaRymeH Aaya nhÄ ne? smjmeH Aaya?

Aek Aek bolkI bhot ikHmt hE. Aa kaH{ vataR k=a nhÄ hE. Aahaha¦ Aa towagvtŸ k=a hE. inymsarmeH Aaya hE Aaiqr ga=ameH, inymsar¦ Aa to wagvtŸ xaÏhE. loko khete hE ye wagvtI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ wgvan prmaTmaka Sv$p khenevala xaÏ.wgvan svR&e AEsa kha. Aoho¦ Ýwu¦ tum nvtÀvmeH Aane pr wI pyaRymeH pyaRy AEsIhone pr wI iƒkazI cIj Ôe \‡uv hE, sMyGdxRnka Ôe ivØy hE, xuânyke Aa\In Ôe Ýg!QyalmeH Aata hE, ye cIj nvtÀvmeH Aaya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? jEse AiG™,kaÚkI AiG™, KaàkI AiG™, KaàH khete hE ne? KaàkI AiG™, p RkI AiG™ paHdDa, t< kIAiG™ Aem khenemeH Aata hE. vo wedse, bakI to AiG™ to _*` Sv$p hI hE iƒkazI, iƒkazhE. smjmeH Aaya? ye ¹ÚaHt idya hE, kzx!IkameH. Aa }lok Ke ne kzx!Ika hE nerajmLlnI, rajmLlkI kzx!Ika hE AlaEikk rajmLl !Ika. wle jgmohnlalÒAeikya hE, p` Ýwu xuH khIAe? vaStivk ¹iÚka ivØy TyaH ferfar kr idya hE. Vyvharseinüy Ýaº hota hE AEsa TyaH le ilya hE. AEsa nhÄ hE Ýwu. smjmeH Aaya? Aaya hE ne?pHiDtÒne qbr hE ne? qbr hE pHiDtÒAe vaHCya hE ne ilqa hE _smeH phele. Aahaha¦

Ýwu xuH khIAe khe Ke. Ae pyaRyne Aa\In ãVy Ýg! hota hE AEsa hE nhÄ. nvtÀvnoivkLp hE ne wed hE _ske Aa\In AaTmaka wan hota hE AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ane ÔeVyvhar dya, dan, v‡t, Aaid dev guÌ xaÏnI ]âa nvtÀvnI Vyvhar rTnƒy AeVyvhar rTnƒy to Aek rag hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ae ragmeH AaTma Aaya hI nhÄ Aneragse AaTma ÔnnemeH Aata hI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

(]ota:- ragse Ýaº ho Ôyega?) Ýaº iblkul ho Ôta nhÄ. Aahaha¦ pHiDtÒSpÚIkr` krate hE. tIn kaz tIn lokmeH Vyvharka ivkLp gme te!la ho _sse AaTmakIÝaiº ho inüykI tIn kal tIn lokmeH nhÄ. (]ota:- AEsa Aap khete ho.) AEsaxaÏka ¹ÚaHt to dete hE ne, Aa\ar to dete hE. Aahaha¦ xe@ SpÚ krate hE.

kha nhÄ? ke sHvr injRrakI pyaRy wI Ôe smye je smye _Tpþ honevalI hE tesmye hogI. &eyka Sv$p AEsa btaya hE, Ývcnsar ;&ey Ai\kar', sMyGdxRnAi\kar, to &eyka Sv$p AEsa btaya wgvan khete hE ke Ôe smye Ôe pyaRy _TpþhonevalI hE vh _ska jNmkaz hE, ye _Tpi¿ka kaz hE. ko{ inim¿se hota hE ke ãVygu sehota hE AEsa wI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aek Aek smykI pyaRy, AhÄ ÒvnI l{Ae. Kye ãVyomaHKe to Kye ãVyomaH, &ey Ai\kar TyaH Ke. Kye ãVyo Ôe &ey hE, Ae je smye je pyaRy _TpþhonevalI hE ye Êmbâ, Êmsr, ye smye ye pyaRy Apnese _Tpþ hotI hE *a!kark se _TpþhotI hE cahe to miln pyaRy _Tpþ ho ke inmRz pyaRy _Tpþ ho, p` Ae pyaRy ApnaØ!Ÿkarkse (_Tpþ hotI hE). ktaR kmR iÊya *a!kark pyaRy hÇ, ãVygu Aekkor rhI gya.


56 smysar isiâ wag-2Ø!Ÿkarkse pir`mIt pyaRy hotI hE. Aahaha¦ AEse sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy wI Apne Ø!Ÿkarkse_Tpþ hu{ hE, p` _ska lÙ ]âaka ãVy _pr gya hE, to ãVykI ]âa ikya AEsa khenemeHAaya hE. Aahahaha¦ magR bapa Aa to svR& iƒlokna= prme¬rka pH= hE. Aa ko{pamrka pH= nhÄ. khete hE ke yh AaTma vStu hE, ye pU R ijn Sv$pI hE Ae. prmaTm Sv$phI AaTma hE. pyaRykI bat nhÄ vStu. vStu to prmaTm Sv$p hI hE. vStu to ijn Sv$phI hE. smjmeH Aaya?

vo kha =a ne kl nhÄ? “F! F! AHtr ijn vse ne F! F! AHtr jEn.” Aahahaha¦Ae ijn Sv$p hI p‡wu hE AaTma. iƒkaz Sv$p _ska ijn Sv$p hI hE. Aahaha¦ Ae ijnSv$pI vStu pyaRymeH sHvr injRra ne moÙ Aaid xuâ pyaRy ne Aas‡v pu~y pap ne bH\Ae Axuâ pyaRy Ae hote KteH nvtÀvgtÀveAip pyaRymeH hote KteH pyaRymeH Aaya nhÄ.Aahaha¦ Aohoho¦ kho xe@¦ pEsamaH AhÄ n=I xe@a{ krvI AhÄya. Aahahaha¦

Ae iwþ AaTmßyoit yh, yh Ae AaTmßyoit yh iƒkazI vStu Ae xuânykeAa\In AHtr&ankI pyaRy vo trf ik g{ to _ske Aa\In ye hE. AEsa Ýg! huva hE.Aahaha¦ vo Vyvharke Aa\Inse inüy Ýg! hota hE AEsa yhaH hE nhÄ. vStuka Sv$pAEsa nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? kya kre¦ Ýwuka ivrh pD˜a, ƒ` lokna na=rhI gya TyaH, kevz&ankI _Tpi¿ka Awav huva, Ae smye Aa tÀvka bo\ krana Anekrna bhot AlaEikk bat hE wa{¦ Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

xuânyke Aa\In Aay¿H Ke ne Aay¿H, Ae!le ke je &anno AHx AHtr ãVy Svwavtrf gyo, _sko Aa AaTma hE, inTyanHd Ýwu, shÔTm Sv$p, ijn Sv$p AEsa pyaRymeHwan huva to _sko Ýg! huva. 11mI ga=ameH to kha hE. 11mI ga=a hE ne? ;VyvharoAwuyT=o' TyaH !IkameH AEsa ilya hE ke &aykwav itrowUt ho gya hE - Ao &aykwavAaivwaRv huAa. AEsa pa@ hE !IkameH- _ska A=R kya? &aykwav Ôe vStu hE voitrowav ho gya hE, AEsa kha. &aykwav to ko{ id' itrowav hota nhÄ, p` ijskoqbr nhÄ, to {sko &aykwav hE nhÄ to itrowav ho gya, hE to hE. pa@ AEsa hE !IkameHke &aykwav itrowav ho gya. Are p‡wu &aykwav itrowav? &aykwav to iƒkazAek$p hI hE. itrowav ne AaivwaRv _sko lagu pDte hI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? wgvan Am<tcHãacayR khete hE ke (&aykwav) itrowUt ho gya hE. _ska A=R?rag Ane pu~y ne pyaRybuiâmeH vo hE vo #Hk gya hE _sko. Aahahaha¦ AaEr ãVybuiâvaleko (&aykwav) hE AEsa wan huva to _sko &aykwav AaivwaRv huva AEsakhenemeH Aata hE. &aykwav to hE yh hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aa to Ýwuno magR Ke bapa¦Aahaha¦ Aa ko{ pHiDta{no ivØy n=I Aa. heH? Amare pHiDtÒ na paDte hE. vat sacI,AEsa hE wgvan. Aahaha¦

hE vo cIj iƒkaz AnHt AanHdno pUHj Ane AnHt AnHt gu no ipHD Ýwu samaNy\‡uv Ae AaTmßyoit xuânyke Aa\In Ýg! hotI hE. A=aRtŸ hE to hE hI. Ýg! hI hE iƒkaz,


57}lok - 7VyÉt hI hE. Aahaha¦ p` ¹iÚ jb xuânykI TyaH g{, Tyare _sko Aa hE AEsa Ýg! huva.hE Ae to hE hI. smjmeH Aaya? wa{ Aa to wgvannI k=a hE. Aa ko{ vataR k=a nhÄsa\ar` Ýwu¦ terI Ýwutano par n=I na=. Aahaha¦ terI xiÉt Aek AekmeH Ýwuta pU RpDI hE. AEsI AnHtI xiÉt Ýwutase wrI pDI hE, Aahaha¦ AEsa AnHt xiÉtno Aek$psagr wgvan ãVy. Aahahaha¦ Ae AHtrno ivØy inüyny Ke. TyaH gye to _skeAa\In ye hE AEsa QyalmeH Aaya. to Ýg! huAa Aem khenemeH Aaya. Aahaha¦

ke Ôe nvtÀvmeH Ýaº hone pr wI jem Ae AiG™ kaÚnI Ka`anI Ke, AiG™ trIke deqoto AiG™ AiG™$pe hE. Ae kaÚne Aakare AiG™ ={ Ae to pyaRy hu{. AiG™p uH Ôe hE Ae tokaym AiG™p e hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? wa{ Aa to svR& iƒlokna= ijne¬rdeve kheluH tÀv, Are Ae te kaEn hE wa{¦ Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma ijskI Aek smykIpyaRymeH K ãVy ÔnnemeH Aata hE {tnI to pyaRykI takat hE. kya khete hE? Aek smykIpyaRy mane tb to K ãVy maNya tb khenemeH Aata hE. K ãVy mane nhÄ ne pyaRyko manenhÄ to _sne K ãVyko maNya nhÄ ne pyaRyko maNya nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aek smykIpyaRymeH kzx!IkameH ilya hE bhot, ijsmeH K ãVy hE, K ãVymeH to AnHt isâ hE, kevzIhE, tI=Åkr hE yh sb K ãVymeH Aa gya. Aahaha¦ ijsmeH Aek pyaRymeH K ãVyko ÔnnekItakat hE to {tnI pyaRyko mane to K ãVyko maNya. Ane K ãVy maNya, AnHta isâoke pHcprmei¤ Aaid to pyaRy manI. KtaH Ae pyaRymeH ãVy n Aaya. Aahaha¦ SvãVy nAaya. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Ae pyaRy jb Sv trf JUktI hE tb xuânyka ivØy Ôe ãVy hE _ske Aa\In hog{, Ae ¹iÚ ho g{. Aohoho¦ Aa to AnHt cEtNy rTnakr AnHt AanHdka xaHitkasagr wgvan AaTma hE AEsa &ankI pyaRymeH vo trfke JUknese QyalmeH Aaya, to yeÝg! huAa AEsa khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ Arere¦ AavuH kam wa{¦ ba{Aone bcaraneto Aaqo id raH\vuH ne Aa krvuH ne temaH Aa vatuH, xuH Ke Aa? KokraAo sacvva nananemo!a krva Aa nana ibcara, wa{ AemaHy p` AaTma kam krI xke Ke. Aahaha¦ AeyogsarmaH nhÄ kha? g<hS=a]mmaH kam krva KtaH p` heyaheynuH &an. yogsarmaHAate hE¦ yogINã dev¦ g<hS=a]mmaH rheva KtaH p` heyaheynuH &an, ragaid hey hE AneSv$p _padey hE _ska wan hE. Aahaha¦ Aaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? g<h kam krva KtaHAEsa do }lok hE. yogsar, yogINã dev¦ heyaheynuH &an. Aahaha¦

wa{ _sko wI pU aRnHdka na= mojUdgI cIj, hEyatIvazI cIj, hE AEsa Sv$pijsko iƒkaz. Aahaha¦ _ska ãVykI ¹i*! hu{ to ¹iÚmeH Ane &ankI pyaRymeH _ska wanAata hE ke Aa hE. wle cahe to Ae pyaRymeH ãVy Aaya nhÄ, p` pyaRymeH ãVyka ijtnasam+yR hE _ska &anmeH _ska bo\ Aa gya. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ Aem ]âakIpyaRymeH pU aRnHdka na= Aaya nhÄ, p` vo pU aRnHd Sv$p hE _skI ÝtIitmeH {tnIsam+yR Aa g{. Aahahaha¦ KtaH vo pyaRy ãVy$p hu{ nhÄ, Ane vo ãVy hE ye pyaRy$p


58 smysar isiâ wag-2huva nhÄ. deqo to qra tÀv Ýwuka. Aa =oDu F uH vaHce to Aem ={ Ôy ke Ô e ke Aap esmÒ gya. bapu margDa j¡da wa{. Aahahaha¦

Apne AekTvko nhÄ KoDtI. hE? Aek$p cIj Ôe hE vh nvtÀvkI pyaRy pirìtwle ho p` Aekp uH icdanHdnuH nhÄ KoDtI ¹i*!. Aahahaha¦ moÙkI kevz&ankI pyaRyho Ýwu. Aahahahaha¦ AÙrne AnHtmeH wage ingodmeH &ankI pyaRy ho to wI _ska&aykwav to pirpU R hI hE TyaH. AaEr kevz&ankI pyaRy je AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHtAnHt gu kI pyaRy Ýg! hu{, AnHta kevzIAo kevz&anmeH ÔnnemeH Aaya isâ, Ae pyaRyÝg! hu{ (to wI) Ae smye to &aykwav to pU R hE {tna hI hE. Aahaha¦ Aa toAgMygMynI vatuH Ke Ýwu. Aa!lI takatvazI pyaRy bhar Aa{ to _smeH ko{ xiÉtF!I hE ke nhÄ AHdrmeH? na. pU aRnHdmeH kuK F! v\ hE nhÄ. Ae AekTvko KoDtI nhÄ. {tnaA=R huva. smjmeH Aaya? waØa to sadI Ke. wav to Ýwu hE yh hE. Aahahaha¦

wava=R:- nvtÀvmeH Ýaº huva AaTma pyaRyp e pir`mnmeH idqta hE, Anek$pidqa{ deta hE. ;ydI _ska iwþ Sv$p ivcar ikya Ôy' Aahaha¦ to vh ApnI cEtNycmTkar maƒ ßyoitko nhÄ KoDta. Aahahaha¦ cEtNy ßyoit &aykwavka pU R$p yekwI _sne KoDa nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? bH\ wavkI pyaRymeH Aaya to wI&aykwav kwI KU!a nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AaEr kevz&ankI pyaRy, muÉt pyaRy hE, to wI&aykwavmeH kwI F! nhÄ huva, kmI nhÄ huva, Ae to {tna ne {tna rha hE. Ae vStubapu Ae Svwav AEsa hE. Ùeƒka Svwav deqone, ÉãHy ÉãHy AHt nhÄ. kya hE Aa te?Aahaha¦ dxey idxaAe ÉãHy AHt nhÄ. kya hE Aa? to Ao Ôe Ùeƒka ÉãHy AHt nhÄAEsa QyalmeH na Aaye AEsI cIj hE to wgvan AaTma AEsI cIj hE ke ko{ ragkIpyaRyse ke pyaRybuiâse QyalmeH Aave AEsI cIj nhÄ wa{, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?AavuH Ke Aam j sTy Ke, iƒkaz sTy AEsa hE.

Ae khane AhÄya ApnI cEtNy-cmTkar-maƒ ßyoitko nhÄ KoDta. Ae to ijtnaSvwav sam+yR hE, cahe to kevz&anmeH Aavo ke cahe to AÙr ke AnHtmeH wagmeH ingodmeHpyaRy Aavo. vStu to hE vo hI hE pUr`. Ae kya hE bapu? ye ko{ SvwavkI jem ÙeƒkakyaHy AHt nhÄ, AEsa Ùeƒka ko{ Svwav, wavka AHt nhÄ. AnHt gu kI sHQyaka guAnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt yhaH pura ho gya. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?Aahahaha¦ Aem wgvan AaTma pUr` Sv$p Ôe hE Ae kwI AekTvpàko KoDte nhÄkwI. nrk ne ingodmeH pyaRymeH rha KtaH AekTvp uH Ku!ya nhÄ _sko. Aahaha¦ kya hEAa? QyalmeH to AEse Aaye ke kevz&an ho to pyaRy {tna sam+yRvazI Aa{ to ko{gu meH kmI hu{ ke nhÄ? wa{¦ jem Ae Ùeƒka Svwav khaH pUra huva¦ kazka Ývah khaHsex$ huva? \‡uvkI pyaRy khaHse x$ hu{? Aahaha¦ Ae ko{ AgMy Svwav j vStu hE bapu¦smjmeH Aaya? AEse wgvan AaTma kevz&ankI pyaRy ho ke im+yaTvkI pyaRy ho kesMyGdxRnkI pyaRy ho, vStu to &aykwav Ôe hE vh pUr` pUr` pDã hE AHdr. smjmeH Aaya?


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wUdT=e aiwgda jIvajIva y pu~`pavH c.AasvsHvri`ßjrbH\o moÉqo y sMm¿H.. 13..

wUta=eRnaiwgta jIvajIvaE c pu~ypapH c.Aas‡vsHvrinjRra bN\o moÙü sMyÉTvmŸ.. 13..

AmUin ih jIvadIin nvtÀvain wUta=eRnaiwgtain sMyGdxRnH sMp>Nt Ov,AmIØu tI=RÝv<i¿inim¿mwUta=Rnyen VypidXymaneØu jIvajIvpu~ypapas‡v-sHvrinjRrabN\moÙlÙ eØu nvtÀve*vekTv>oitna wUta=RnyenEkTvmupanIyxuânyTven VyvS=aiptSyaTmno½nuwUteraTmQyaitlÙàya: sMp>manTvatŸ. tœaivkayRivkarkowyH pu~yH t=a papmŸ, Aas‡aVyas‡avkowymas‡v:, sHvayRsHvarkowyHsHvr:, injRyRinjRrkowyH injRra, bN|ybN\kowyH bN\:, moCymockowyH moÙ:,SvymekSy pu~ypapas‡vsHvrinjRrabN\moÙanupp¿e:. tduwyH c jIvajIvaivit.bih¹RÚã nvtÀvaNymUin jIvpu†lyornaidbN\pyaRymupeTyEkTvenanuwUymantayaHwUta=aRin, A= cEkjIvãVySvwavmupeTyanuwUymantayamwUta=aRin. tto½mIØunvtÀveØu wUta=RnyenEko jIv Ov Ý>otte. t=aNt¹RÚã &ayko wavo jIvo, jIvSyivkarheturjIv:. kevljIvivkaraü pu~ypapas‡vsHvrinjRrabN\moÙlÙà:,kevlajIvivkarhetv: pu~ypapas‡vsHvrinjRrabN\moÙa [it. nvtÀvaNymUNyipjIvãVySvwavmpoæ SvprÝTyyEkãVypyaRyTvenanuwUymantayaH wUta=aRin, A= csklkalmevaSqlNtmekH jIvãVySvwavmupeTyanuwUymantayamwUta=aRin.tto½mI*vip nvtÀveØu wUta=RnyenEko jIv Ov Ý>otte. OvmsavekTven >otman:xuânyTvenanuwUyt Ov. ya TvnuwUit: saTmQyaitrevaTmQyaitStu sMyGdxRnmev.[it smStmev inrv>mŸ.

Ae Ýma e j xuâny=I Ô`vuH te sMykŸTv Ke Aem sUœakar ga=amaH khe Ke:-

wUta=R=I Ôèl Òv, AÒv, vzI pu~y, pap neAas‡v, sHvr, injRra, bH\, moÙ te sMykŸTv Ke. 13.

ga=a=R:- (wUta=eRn Aiwgta:) wUta=R ny=I Ô el (jIvajIvaE) Òv, AÒv(c) vzI (pu~ypapH) pu~y, pap (c) t=a (Aas‡vsHvrinjRra:) Aas‡v, sHvr,injRra, (bN\:) bH\ (c) Ane (moÙ:) moÙ (sMyÉTvmŸ) -Ae nv tÀv sMykŸTv Ke.

!Ika:- Aa Òvaid nvtÀvo wUta=Rny=I Ô~ye sMyGdxRn j Ke (-Ae inym

ga=a - 13


60 smysar isiâ wag-2kæo)¸ kar` ke tI=RnI (Vyvhar\mRnI) Ýv<i¿ A=eR AwUta=R (Vyvhar) ny=IkhevamaH Aave Ke AevaH Aa nv tÀvo-jemnaH lÙ` Òv, AÒv, pu~y, pap, Aas‡v,sHvr, injRra, bH\ Ane moÙ Ke-temnamaH Aekp uH Ýg! krnar wUta=Rny=I Aekp uHÝaº krI, xuânyp e S=payela Aa„anI AnuwUit -ke jenuH lÙ` Aa„Qyait Ke-tenI Ýaiº hoy Ke. (xuâny=I nvtÀvne Ô`va=I Aa„anI AnuwUit =ay Ke tehetu=I Aa inym kæo.) TyaH, ivkarI =va yoGy Ane ivkar krnar-Ae bNne pu~yKe, tem j Ae bNne pap Ke, Aas‡v =va yoGy Ane Aas‡v krnar-Ae bNne Aas‡vKe, sHvr$p =va yoGy (sHvayR) Ane sHvr krnar (sHvark) -Ae bNne sHvr Ke,injRrva yoGy Ane injRra krnar-Ae bNne injRra Ke, bH\ava yoGy Ane bH\nkrnar-Ae bNne bH\ Ke Ane moÙ =va yoGy Ane moÙ krnar-Ae bNne moÙ Kekar` ke Aekne j potanI meze pu~y, pap, Aas‡v, sHvr, injRra, bH\, moÙnI_ppi¿ (isiâ) bntI n=I. te bNne Òv Ane AÒv Ke (A=aRtŸ te bBbemaH AekÒv Ke ne bIÔuH AÒv Ke).

baæ (S=Ul) ¹iÚ=I Ôe{Ae to:-Òv-pudŸglna Anaid bH\pyaRynI smIpj{ne Aekp e Anuwv krtaH Aa nv tÀvo wUta=R Ke, sTya=R Ke, Ane Aek ÒvãVynaSvwavnI smIp j{ne Anuwv krtaH teAo AwUta=R Ke, AsTya=R Ke (ÒvnaAekakar Sv$pmaH teAo n=I¸) te=I Aa nv tÀvomaH wUta=Rny=I Aek Òv jÝkaxman Ke. AevI rIte AHt¹RiÚ=I Ôe{Ae to:-&ayk wav Òv Ke Ane Òvnaivkarno hetu AÒv Ke vzI pu~y, pap, Aas‡v, sHvr, injRra, bH\ Ane moÙ-AejemnaH lÙ` Ke Aeva to kevz Òvna ivkaro Ke Ane pu~y, pap, Aas‡v, sHvr,injRra, bH\ Ane moÙ-Ae ivkarhetuAo kevz AÒv Ke. AavaH Aa nv tÀvo,ÒvãVyna Svwavne KoDIne, pote Ane pr jemnaH kar` Ke Aeva Aek ãVynapyaRyop`e Anuwv krvamaH AavtaH wUta=R Ke Ane svR kaze ASqilt AekÒvãVyna SvwavnI smIp j{ne Anuwv krvamaH AavtaH teAo AwUta=R Ke,AsTya=R Ke. te=I Aa nve tÀvomaH wUta=Rny=I Aek Òv j Ýkaxman Ke. Aem te,Aekp e Ýkaxto, xuânyp e Anuwvay Ke. Ane je Aa AnuwUit te Aa„Qyait(Aa„anI Aozqa`) j Ke, ne Aa„Qyait te sMyGdxRn j Ke. Aa rIte Aa svRk=n indÈØ Ke-ba\a riht Ke.

wava=R:- Aa nv tÀvomaH, xuâny=I Ôe{Ae to, Òv j Aek cEtNy-cmTkarmaƒÝkax$p Ýg! ={ rìao Ke, te isvay ÔudaH ÔudaH nv tÀvo kaH{ deqataH n=I. ßyaHsu\I Aa rIte ÒvtÀvnuH Ô`p uH Òvne n=I TyaH su\I te Vyvhar¹iÚ Ke, ÔudaH ÔudaHnv tÀvone mane Ke. Òv-pudglna bH\pyaRy$p ¹iÚ=I Aa pda=È Ôuda Ôuda deqayKe p` ßyare xuâny=I Òv-pudglnuH injSv$p ÔuduH ÔuduH ÔevamaH Aave Tyare Aepu~y, pap Aaid sat tÀvo kaH{ p` vStu n=I¸ inim¿-nEimi¿k wav=I =yaH htaH


61te inim¿-nEimi¿k wav ßyare m!I gyo Tyare Òv-pudgl ÔudaH ÔudaH hova=I bIÒko{ vStu (pda=R) isâ ={ xktI n=I. vStu to ãVy Ke ne ãVyno injwav ãVynIsa=e j rhe Ke t=a inim¿-nEimi¿k wavno to Awav j =ay Ke, ma!e xuâny=IÒvne Ô`va=I j sMyGdxRnnI Ýaiº ={ xke Ke. ßyaH su\I Ôuda Ôuda nv pda=ÈÔ e, xuâny=I AaTmane Ô e nih TyaH su\I pyaRybuiâ Ke.

Ývcn nH. p8 ga=a-13hve ga=a 13.

wUdT=e aiwgda jIvajIva y pu~`pavH c.AasvsHvri`ßjrbH\o moÉqo y sMm¿H.. 13..

wUta=R=I Ô el Òv, AÒv, vzI pu~y, pap neAas‡v, sHvr, injRra, bH\, moÙ te sMykŸTv Ke. 13.

_ska ga=a=R l{Ae, Aa to 19 mI var clte hE. smysar 19 mI var swameHclte hE. pHiDtÒ¦ smysar 18 var phelese @e@ pUra swameH cl gye hE. Aa 19 mI varAek AaEr nv. (]ota:- Aek Ae ãVy Ane nv Ae tÀv.) hEH? Ae pyaRy hE. ãVy to hE. yhhE. Aahaha¦ samaNyko to AEsa lge ke Aa Ùeƒka AHt khÄ nhÄ? khÄ hoga nhÄ? kyapIKe kya hE kya hE sUn to shI, AEse wgvankI &an pyaRy _Tpþ hu{ to wI SvwavmeHiblkul ApU Rta, F! hu{ (nhÄ) pU aRnHdka na= pUr` Sv$pse wra pDa hE.

Ae SvwavnI vatuH Ýwu bhu sU"m hE. Aahaha¦ sa\ar` Ýa`I ibcara khete hE neAa {¬re ikya. kar`ke Ae vat Aene be@I nhÄ ne hE hE Aa hE. ãVy hE pyaRy hE Ae wI AnaidhE. Aahaha¦ Ane isâ wI Anaid hE Aem nhÄ ke sHsar phele ne pIKe isâ huva, Aa kyahE? Aahaha¦ sHsar wI Anaid hE ne isâ wI Anaid hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AEsewgvan AaTma cahe ijtnI bH\ pyaRymeH naiStkkI pyaRy im+yaTvkI hu{ to &aykwavto jEsa hE vEsa hI hE. Aahaha¦ Ae wUta=Rnyse &at, hE?

ga=a=R:- Òv, AÒv, ;Òv'no A=R Aolo iƒkazI nhÄ lena AihHya, _skI AeksmykI pyaRy. nvtÀvmeHse iwþ btana hE ne? to Òvse wI Òv iwþ hE. to ÒvkI AeksmykI pyaRyse iwþ huva. Aahahaha¦ &ancHdÒ¦ Aahaha¦ nv lena hE na? to nvmeHÒv ãVy Aaqa Aa Ôye to to nvpyaRy hotI nhÄ. Aek smykI pyaRy Ôe ÒvkI hE _skoyhaH Òv kha nvmeH. ;AÒv' AÒv to pyaRymeH Aata hI nhÄ ne. AÒv$p pyaRy hotInhÄ. p` AÒvka Qyal Aaya ik Aa ;AÒv' hE ye &ankI pyaRyko TyaH AÒv kha.AÒvka &ankI pyaRyko ;AÒv' kha. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Aavo marg¦ AaEr;pu~y pap' xuw Axuwwav pyaRymeH hota hE ne? AaEr Aas‡v Ae pu~y pap do hI imlkrAas‡v hE, tÀva=R sUƒmeH sat ilya hE. yhaH nv ilya hE. tÀva=R sUƒmaH Aas‡v khekr

ga=a - 13


62 smysar isiâ wag-2pu~y papko _smeH naqkr Aas‡v kha. Òv, AÒv, Aas‡v, bH\, sHvr, injRra, AnemoÙ. yhaH S=Uz bat SpÚ kr idya hE. Aas‡vmeH do wag hE. pu~y Ane pap do hI Aas‡vhE. Aahahaha¦ dya-dan v‡t wiÉt tp Aaidka ivkLp _@te hE, ye pu~y tÀv hE. ye pu~ytÀvke kazmeH wI wgvan to &ayk tÀv tdŸn iwþ hE. pap tÀvkI pyaRyke kazmeH wIwgvan to &ayk tÀv tdŸn iwþ hE. Aas‡v tÀvkI pyaRyke kazmeH wI wgvan toijtna hE {tna hI hE. Aahaha¦ hE? Aas‡v “sHvr” sHvr sCca lena hÇ. phelaHnvtÀvka Ôe Anaidka pir`mn hE ye im+yaTv hE. Anaid nvtÀv vo Aaya hE kzxmeHke nvtÀv$p pir`mn im+yaTv wav hE. ye im+yaTvwavmeH Aa sHvr injRra moÙ xuâhE yh nhÄ lena. smjmeH Aaya? AhÄya to Ae wI lena. kya kha? smjmeH Aaya?phela Aa gyane? nvtÀvka Aap e kzxmeH ilya hE. kzxmeH ilya hE ne? Kõa kzx meH?deqo.

Òv, AÒv, Aas‡v, bH\, sHvr, injRra, moÙ pu~y papka Anaid bH\ sHbH\koKoDIne sHsar AvS=ameH Òv ãVy nvtÀv$p pir`Mya hE. te to ivwav pir`it hE.nvtÀv$p vStuka Anuwv im+yaTv hE. Ae nvmeH sHvr injRra xuâ Ae nhÄ lena TyaH. ãVysHvr, ãVy injRra Ane ãVy moÙ Ae!le bH\no Awav. _sko moÙ ign krke nvtÀvilya hE. Aahaha¦ kyÇik nvtÀvka Anuwv to im+yaTv kha, to sHvr injRra ho toim+yaTv khaHse Aaya? smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

yhaH Ôe nvtÀv hE, _smeH to sHvr xuâ hE, injRra xuâ hE, moÙ tÀv wI xuâ hEpyaRy, Aas‡v, bH\ Ae Axuâ tÀv hE pyaRy, p` vo nvmeH vStu Ôe iƒkaz cIj hE ye nvseiwþ hE, Aahahaha¦ AavuH Ke. Are sHtoAe AavI shelI waØa lokone smÔy AevI xElIAe(Ôher krI).

(]ota:- gHwIr to hE) gHwIr to ko{ p` cIj QyalmeH Lyo to tmne Aem lageke Aa Ùeƒno AHt xuH? kya? naiStkne kæuH meH Aek var 91 nI salmaH. VyaQyanmeH Aata=a mherbanÒ idvan =a, Ômngrna parsI =a, 91-91 ke!la vØR huva? 43 vØR.VyaQyan 100 mI ga=a cltI =I smysarnI 100 mI, swa mo!I AhÄ to Ýisiâmo!I hE ne phele se. Aahaha¦ to mherbanÒ idvan =a. bhot AEsa =a ke ijsne drbarhE _ska 1000 ka pgar =a. vo smy to 1r00 kr idya. doso b#a idya. to _sko qbrpDI. ko e Aa 1r00 c#aya? Daæawa{¦. Aa idvan khe Ke, Aa mihnana 1000 merapgar hE, 1r00 ko e ilqa? saheb drbare ilqa. drbare kyuH ilqa? kya drbarka ko{kam Aaye to merI sfars meH _sko #Ila krI dë, AEsa hE? kes-kes raßyka kes ho. bsemuje pgar imla ivxeØ to _ska kes meH ÒtaduH {silye bse v\ayaR? KoD dI nokrI nhÄkrnI hE. AEsa parsI =a. doso pgar tum raÔ b#a idya to tuMhara raßyka kam Aayeto meH kaydesr n kruH ferfar kr duH Ae ma!e bso pgar dete hE hmko ivxeØ AEsa hm nhÄlete. to _ska lDka =a to hm ivhar krke Aaye to... lDka wI Aaya AaEr Aek bDa =a


63Dak!r Ao wI Aaya. A#I hÔrno pgar hto. kI\uH wa{ su o tme ko{ n manta howle p` meH {tna kheta huH Aa Ùeƒ hE ne Ùeƒ to ye ÙeƒkI pU Rta khaH Aa{? kya hE?ivcayaR hE kwI kI\uH. naiStk wI Aa ivcarega kI nhÄ? AnHtne. paHcne paHc vDe paHcvargu e to _sko vgR khenemeH Aata hE. AEse AnHtmeH AnHtvar AEse AnHtne AnHt Aek vargu e Ôe Aaya _se pIKe AnHtvar _se pIKe ƒIÒvar AnHtvar AEse AnHtko AnHtvargu o to AnHt vgR hota hE. to _sse wI par Ùeƒka nhÄ hota hE. kya hE Aa? AEseQyalmeH ilya ivna manna AEsa nhÄ.

ijska AHt nhÄ AEsI ko{ cIj hE, to _ska Ônnevaleka kya khena Ýwu. {skIhEyatIkI _sko qbr nhÄ. AHt ivnanI cIj hE _sko qbr hE? Aahaha¦ &ankI pyaRymeHAhÄya _skI qbr hE. ye AHt ivnakI cIj hE ye &an Ônta hE. ye &ankI pyaRy ne _skagu bapu Ae xuH cIj Ke?¦ Aahahaha¦ wle Aek gu ho p` Ae gu na AicHTy AnHtAnHt AnHt AnHt sam+yR hE. Aaha¦ AEsa AEsa AnHt gu meH Aekek gu ka $p ne AnHtsam+yR hE, AEsa &aykwav iƒkaz Aek$p rhete hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Aa sHvrinjRra bH\ Ke ne? moÙ Ae sb nv tÀv smikt hE. A=aRtŸ nvtÀv Vyvharse kha =a_smeH AekIla AaTma inkalna, _ska nam smikt hE. ivxeØ khega. (]ota:- Ýma`vcn guÌdev)

Ývcn nH. p9 ga=a - 13 ta. 16-8-78 bu\var, ]av` sud-13 sH. 2p04

smysar¦ 13mI ga=a !Ika hE ne?“yh Òvaid nvtÀv” Òvaid nvtÀvka A=R ye hE ke ÒvkI Aek smykI pyaRy AaEr

AÒvka &an AaEr pyaRy, Aas‡vkI _Tpi¿ pu~y papkI Ao pyaRy, bH\ ragmeH $k ÔnaAe bH\ pyaRy AaEr sHvr xuâ cEtNyke AvlHbnse Ôe ragka Awav$p sHvr$p pyaRyvo wI pyaRy hE. AaEr kmRkI xuâta hokr AHtrmeH xuâtakI (pyaRy) Ýg! hona sHvrmeHxuâta Ôe hE _sse xuiâkI v<iâ ho AEsI pyaRyko injRra khete hE. AaEr ragse AaEr svRsemuÉt hokr ApnemeH pU R AanHdkI pU R &ankI pyaRyka hona ye wI nvtÀvmeH Aek pyaRyhE. ye Òvaid nvtÀv sU"m bat hE. “wUta=Rnyse Ône huAe” _ska A=R Ae ke nvkI pyaRyÔe hE _skI ¹iÚ KoDkr, iƒkazI &aykwav Ôe sTy \‡uv cEtNy Ýwu, _ske Aa]yse AewUta=Rnyse Ae iƒkazI &aykwav _ske Aa]yse _Tpþ hona Ae wUta=Rnyse Ôna huAakhenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦

wUta=Rnyse Ône huAe nvtÀvmeH pyaRyka wed hE, _ska lÙ KoDkr iƒkazI &aykwav\‡uv hE, wUta=R Kto pda=R hE. pirpU R AanHd ne pirpU R AtIiNãy &anse wra Ýwu, jenvtÀvmeH kwI Aek pyaRymeH Aaya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AEsa Ôe wUta=R nam iƒkazI &aykxuâ cEtNy, _skI nyse Ae!le _skI ¹iÚse Ône huAe sMyGdxRn hE. Aahahahaha¦

ga=a - 13


64 smysar isiâ wag-2nvkI pyaRymeHse lÙ KoDkr iƒkazI &aykwavka lÙ krke (Ôe wav) _Tpþ hota

hE, _sko sMyGdxRn khete hE, \nalalÒ¦ Aahahaha¦ \mRkI phelI sI#I, \mRkI phelIx$Aat vhaH se hotI hE. bakI pu~y ne dya dan ne v‡t Aaid ivkLp ho vo ko{ \mR nhÄ.Aahaha¦ vo ko{ sMyGdxRn nhÄ, AaEr vo sMyGdxRnka Ae kar` wI nhÄ. Aahaha¦nvtÀvkI pyaRy Ôe hE, AhÄya ÒvkI Aek smykI pyaRyko ;Òv' tÀvmeH yhaH nvmeHignnemeH Aaya hE. smjmeH Aaya? ye nv pyaRykI yoGytase pyaRymeH hota hE. p` _smeHsenv ÝkarkI pyaRyka lÙ KoDkr iƒkazI cEtNy wgvan wUta=R, Kto pda=R, \‡uv _skenyse deqnese sMyGdxRn hota hE. AEsa hone pr wI sMyGdxRnkI pyaRymeH ye iƒkazIwavAata nhÄ. kya kha? j¡grajÒ Ke? j¡grajÒ gya. smjmeH Aaya? nvnI VyaQyapIKe krega. AwI p` _smeHse pyaRy _prka lÙ wed _prka lÙ KoDkr, wed hE, moÙkIpyaRy wI hE, sHvr, injRrakI pyaRy wI hE, nvmeH iktna Axuâ pyaRy hE ne iktnI xuâ hE.pu~y ne pap Aas‡v bH\ vo Axuâ hE AaEr sHvr injRra Ae xuânI ApU Rta hE, AaEr moÙnIpyaRy xuânI pU Rta hE, p` vo sb pyaRy hE. Aahaha¦

_smeHse wUta=R &ayk Ýwu AtIiNãy AanHdka kHd \‡uv cEtNy Ýwu Ôe kwI Aas‡vkIAne bH\kI pyaRymeH to Aaya nhÄ p` vo sHvr injRra Ane moÙkI pyaRymeH wI kwI&ayk Aata nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ KteH _ska ¹iÚ krnese, pyaRymeH sMyGdxRn hota hE, to yesMyGdxRnka ivØy iƒkazI hE, _skI ]âa hotI hE. AaEr vtRman &anmeH, iƒkazI cIjka&an hota hE. KtaH &ankI pyaRymeH AaEr ]âankI pyaRymeH ye iƒkazI ãVy Aata nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ sU"m ivØy hE. ga=a AEsI Aa g{ne. Aaha¦

Òvaid nv tÀv wUta=Rnyse Ône huAe. Aahaha¦ sara Aek$p cIj Ôe \‡uv s¹XysamaNy Aek AqHD iƒkazI inravr`, AqHD, Aek, ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy cIj Ôe hE,&ankI pyaRymeH ÝTyÙ Ýitwas hota hE. AEsI Ôe iƒkazI cIj Aivn¬r kwI naxvanhota nhÄ. pyaRykI naxvanmeH AivnaxI kwI Aata nhÄ. AEsa prmpairàimkwav,prmpairàimk wavlÙ` AEsa shj prmaTm tÀv, Ôe yhaH wUta=R khenemeH Aaya hE,ye shj prmaTm tÀv ye mEH huH. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

(]ota:- pyaRy se ãVy iwþ rheta hE yh smjmeH nhÄ Aata brabr?) pyaRyneãVy to do iwþ hI hE. pyaRymeH ãVy Aata nhÄ. p` pyaRy sMyGdxRnkI pyaRymeH ãVyAata nhÄ. p` ãVykI ijtnI takat hE _tna sam+yRkI ÝtIit hotI hE. samaNy ÔeiƒkazI vStu hE _skI ÝtIitmeH _ska pU R sam+yR Aata hE. p` vo cIj nhÄ AatI. Are¦Aahaha¦

wa{ Aa to ApUvRkI bat hE. AnHt kazmeH ikya nhÄ Ane vtRmanmeH to grbDAEsI ho g{ hE ke Aa v‡t kro ne Apvas kro ne piDma \ar` kro ne _sse \mR hoÔyega. xe@¦ Aa xei@yane bharmaH Ýv<i¿ kre Ae!le Aena=I \mR ho Ôyega Ô e. _smeHto rag mHd hota ho, to pu~y hE Ane pu~y Ae AaTma nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ pu~yka piràmnI


65smIpmeH AHtrkI smIpmeH \‡uv cEtNy pDa hE, Are sHvr injRrakI pyaRymeH Aek smykIpyaRymeH smIpmeH Ôe \‡uv pDa hE. _skI ¹iÚ krnese sMyGdxRn hota hE. Aam Ke Ýwu¦ terIÝwutano par n=I na=. Aahaha¦

(]ota:- AEsI bat sUnne imltI nhÄ.) nhÄ imltI wa{, bapu xuH =ay. Arere¦prmaTmana ivrh pD˜a wrtÙeƒmeH, svR& prmaTma rha nhÄ. AaEr svR&kI pyaRy_Tpþ honeke layk Òv rha nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae kazmeH Ýwu sMyGdxRn kya cIj hE AaEr_ska ivØy kya hE Ae AlaEikk bate hE Ýwu. Aaha¦

yhaH to khete hE ke nvtÀvkI pyaRymeH nv wed hE, p` _smeHse AekIla AaTmaiƒkazI, Aahahaha¦ vtRman pyaRyko, bihlRÙmeH Ôe hE Ae pyaRyko AHtlRÙmeH krnese,wUta=R nam iƒkazI wgvan AaTma, ¹iÚmeH ]âameH ne &anmeH Aata hE, ye ¹iÚkosMyGdxRn khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦

hE? Òvaid nvtÀv pyaRy, wed, wUta=Rnyse _smeHse Aek$p iƒkazIko deqnesesMyGdxRn hota hE. ye sMyGdxRn ;hI' hE Aem xBd pDa hE sHSk<t. sMyGdxRn j Ae hE.dUsra sMyGdxRn hE hI nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? nvtÀvka wedkI ]âa, Ae sMyGdxRn hE hInhÄ. Aahaha¦ AaEr nvtÀvmeH sHvr injRra Ôe hE, Aaha... ye inüyse to _sko prãVykhenemeH Aaya hE inymsarmeH. pyaRy hE _skI inmRz, Ae SvãVy nhÄ SvãVy to _sseiwþ AqHDanHd Ýwu hE. Aahaha¦ &ancHdÒ¦ Aaj pHiDtÒko buqar Aaya hE fulcHdÒko,Aaya nhÄ, buqar Aaya hE. Aaha¦ Ýwu tu iktna hE AHdr? Aahaha¦ Ae hm to hr vqtevo hmara Aakaxka ¹ÚaHt dete hE. Aakaxka AHt khaH Aaya Ýwu? lÙmeH Lyo ivcarmeH keAakax Aakax Aakax Aakax lok pUra ho gya. pIKe AlokmeH wI Aakax to hE ik AeAakax khaH pUra huAa, hE AHt? Éya cIj hE Aa. Aahaha¦ Ae Ùeƒka wI Svwav ßyaHlÙmeH Aaneka mha muXkel, Aakax pIKe pIKe pIKe pIKe AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHtÔejn cle Ôv Aemne Aem lÙmeH to wI É˜aHy AHt nhÄ Ýwu, AEsa Ôe Aakax _skaÔe Ýdex AnHt, Aahaha... _sse wI wgvan AaTmameH AnHtgu a gu hE. wa{¦ Ae xuHcIj Ke? smjmeH Aaya? ÙeƒmeH to AsHQy ÝdexI xrIr Ýma` hE _ska, p` _skI sHQyaÔe gu kI hE, Ýwu gjb bat hE na=. Aahaha¦ AhÄ &an dxRn cairƒ AanHd AiStTvvStuTv ÝmeyTv krte krte krte AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHtAnHt to AnHtno KeLlo Aa gu hE AEsa ko{ hE nhÄ. kya cIj hE Aa. Aahaha¦ heH?AEsa Ôe AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt gu kI sHQyaka Aek$p, Ae wUta=R hE, Aahaha¦ijsmeH gu gu Ika wI wed nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?

nvtÀvkI pyaRyka wI wed ijskI ¹iÚmeH nhÄ, AaEr AnHt AnHt AnHt gu hE neAa gu ka \rnevala gu I hE, AEsa wed wI ijsmeH nhÄ Ae sMyGdxRnka ivØy wUta=Riƒkaz. Aaha¦ _skI ¹iÚse sMyGdxRn hI hota hE. Aahahaha¦ hE? yh inym kha. AevStuka inym kha. Aahahahaha¦ wa{¦ Aa xBdo kaH{ k=a vataR nhÄ, Aa to wgvt

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66 smysar isiâ wag-2Sv$pkI k=a hE. Aahaha¦

kyÇik tI=RkI Ýv<i¿ke ilye tI=RkI Ýv<i¿ka A=R? Vyvharnyse tI=R _Tpþ hota hEAEsa yhaH nhÄ. p` Ôe co=uH paHcmuH KõuH gu S=an Aaid hota hE, ye pyaRy hE ne vo tI=RSv$p hE. ye tI=RkI Ýv<i¿ke lIye, pyaRyna wedo hE ye tI=R nam dxRn &an cairƒna AoKIAi\k pyaRyka wed ye Ýv<i¿ ke lIye AwUta=Rnyse kha Ôta hE. nv kyÇik pyaRy n hoto \meRy nhÄ. pyaRy n ho to sHvr injRra ne moÙ wI nhÄ. ye wed nam pyaRy tI=RnIÝv<i¿ne A=eR, _sse tI=R _Tpþ hota hE AEsa yhaH nhÄ, pyaRymeHse tI=R _Tpþ hota hEAEsa nhÄ. Ae pyaRy pote tI=R$p hE, wed. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ co=uH gu S=an kyÇikcaEd gu S=an Ae ãVymeH hE nhÄ, ne caEd gu S=an Ae tI=R nam pyaRyna wedmeH hE to wedmeHhE ye btaneko tI=RkI Ýv<i¿ke lIye, _ska nam pyaRyka pir`mnka &an kraneke ilye,Aahaha¦ _smeHse AEsa A=R inkalte hE Vyvharnyse tI=R Ýv<i¿meH hota hE. Vyvharnysehota hE AEsa yhaH hE nhÄ. yhaH to pyaRymeH Ýv<i¿ Ôe hE ye wedkI Ýv<i¿ hE, Ae tI=RkI namsMyGdxRn &an cairƒkI AoKI v¿I dxaka ÝvtRn hE. _sko yhaH tI=RkI ÝvtRna khenemeHAata hE. sU"m ivØy hE. wa{¦ Ae e kdI injka p¿a ilya nhÄ. Aek smykI pyaRyke pIKesara \‡uv tzmeH tzIya pataz pDã hE AHdr. Aahahaha¦ pataz kUva hota hE ne? AEseAek smykI nvkI pyaRyke pIKe, Aahahahaha¦ pataz kUvanI pe@e mha \‡uv \‡uv \‡uvAahahaha... _ska Aa]y lenese sMyGdxRn hota hE, to khe nv kha kyuH? ke pyaRymeHnvwed hE Ane Vyvharnyka ivØy co=u gu S=an paHcmuH, KõuH, satmHu Are termuH Ae sbVyvharnyka ivØy hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

pyaRyka wed Ae Vyvharnyka ivØy hE Ane Ae tI=R _smeH Aata hE. co=uH paHcmuH KõuHsatmuH ne dxmuHne isâ Ae tI=RnI Ýv<i¿na pir`mnmeH AEsa hota hE Ae btanekoAwUta=Rnyse Vyvharnyse nvtÀv kha, Aahaha¦ Are AenI vat to j¡Ao Ýwu. AemaHsmysar Aahaha... AemaH kuHdkuHdacayRnI vaÌ Ane Am<tcHãacayR sHt Aena !Ika krnarkevzIna keDayto Ke. Aahaha¦ Aene yhaH khe Ke, Ýwu Aek var sUn to shI na=, wgvHtŸAem khIne bolave Ke AacayR. Aahaha¦ pamrko wgvan trIke bolate hE Ýwu Aem khetehE. Aahaha¦ terI ÝwutameH wgvt Sv$p Ôe AHdr pDa hE. Aahahaha¦ AEsI iƒkazISv$p Ôe wgvt Sv$p hE. Aahahaha¦ wg nam AnHt AanHd &an Aaid van Sv$phE. wgvHtŸ wgvan Sv$p tera iƒkazI. Aahaha¦ ijn Sv$p hE ye, khane? “F! F!AHtr ijn vse F! F! AHtr jEn mt midra ke panso mtvala smje n.” ApnaAiwÝaymaH pagl huva Aahaha... Apna mt midra, mt$pI midra da$ pIya hE Ae ijnSv$p iƒkaz hE _sko ye Ônte nhÄ. bs pyaRymeH hm hE AEsa mtvala hE. mtvalaApna im+ya AiwÝayse iƒkazI ijn Sv$p kya cIj hE ye Ônte nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?Ae iƒkazI ijn Sv$p hE Ae wUta=R hE. Aahaha¦ wa{¦ marg ko{ AlaEikk hE. Ae \mRnIÝv<i¿ke A=eR A=aRtŸ pyaRymeH pirìtke smÔneke A=eR, pyaRymeH pirìt hotI hE. ye pyaRy


67_sko smÔneke kar` Ae tI=RnI Ýv<i¿ pyaRy. smjmeH Aaya? same hE ne puStk?AwUta=Rnyse kha Ôta hE ye Vyvharnyse khenemeH Aaya hE, nvÝkarka pyaRy, moÙ wIVyvharnyse khenemeH Aaya hE pyaRy hE ne? Aahahaha¦ moÙmagR Ôe sHvr injRra hE yewI Vyvharnyse khnemeH Aaya hE. Aahahahaha¦ hE kI nhÄ _smeH ye?

(]ota:- wed$p pirìt ke ilye wI Vyvharny?) khane Aa p` pirìtpyaRymeH pirìt hotI hE. _sko btaneko Vyvharnyse nvtÀv kha hE. (]ota:- tI=RkIÝv<i¿ mane \mR krnekI Ýv<i¿?) \mRkI pyaRy hE ye tI=RkI Ýv<i¿. _sse tI=R hota nhÄ.Ýv<i¿ hE Vyvharnyse tI=R Ýg! hota hE ye AhÄ ÝÆ hE nhÄ. yhaH to pyaRykI Ýv<i¿ hotIhE ye tI=RkI Ýv<i¿. sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ co=e paHcme Kõe satme Aa@me nvmeH Aaid yepyaRy hotI hE. ye pyaRykI Ýv<i¿ ye tI=RkI Ýv<i¿. ye \mR pyaRyse hota hE ne pyaRykeAa]ye ye ÝÆ AhÄ hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

JIÌ vat Ke Aa. pHiDtone p` paÌ étrI Ôy AevuH Ke AamaH to. devIcHdÒ¦kevz&ankI pyaRy wI pyaRy hE to ye pyaRykI Ýv<i¿ hotI hE ye btaneko nvtÀv btayahE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:- xaÏke sb A=R fIra idya.) vat sacI Ke._ska Ôe A=R hE AEsa krte hE, ê\a A=R krte =e to fIr idya. Aahaha¦ Ýwu vItragkamarg wa{¦ kyÇik vStu Ôe iƒkazI vStu hE, Ôe sMyGdxRnka ivØy hE _smeH togu S=an caEdey nhÄ. &ancHdÒ¦ _smeH caEd gu S=an hI nhÄ. _smeH to moÙ wI nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ ye to iƒkazI Sv$p hI hE. to muÉt Sv$p hE. muÉt pyaRy hotI hE Ae dUsrIcIj. ye vStu hE ye to muÉt Sv$p hI iƒkaz hE. ijn Sv$p kho muÉt Sv$p kho. smjmeHAaya?

AwI Aaya hE ne ÔpanmeHse nhÄ? ÔpanI ma`s Aek AEithaisk xo\k hE bDa.bhot xo\ ikya _sne. ƒes@ vØRkI ëmr hE. ÔpanI ma`s AaEr _ska lDka s¿r vØRkIëmr hE to _sne sara [ithas xo\kr jEn \mR kya hE ye xo|ya. bhot Aaya hE, ye AayahE deqa? deqa ke nhÄ? puStk Ke wa{¦ hemrajne pKI deÔe to khete hE pUra Sv$p to kyaHwan nhÄ (ésko) p` _sne AEsa ilqa ke jEn \mR AnuwUit Sv$p hE. _sne xo\keilqa ye ÔpanI prdexI p` xaÏ xo\ krte krte xaÏ xo|ya bhot hÔro. ke jEn \mRkya? ke AnUwuit Sv$p Ae jEn \mR hE. ye ragkI iÊya ne dyadan ne v‡t wiÉtka ye jEn\mR nhÄ. xe@¦ ÔpanI ma`s bhot AEithaisk hE. p` Aa tÀv Aa tÀv to Aa tÀvkIqbr to _sko hE hI nhÄ. Aa to hÒ jEnmaH AHdrmaH rhelane wan nhÄne to _skoibcara (ne ÉyaH=I wan hoy) p` xo\ kr {tna inkala do bol hm inkale _smeHseke jEn \mR kya hE? ke AnuwUit Ôe iƒkazI cIjka AnuwUit to ye AnuwUit pyaRy hE neiƒkazI to, {tna b\a to ye phÇc xke nhÄ ÔpanI hE ne Aek vat ne dUsrI bat _smeHilqa hE ke AaTma invaR Sv$p hI hE, AEsa ilqa hE to Aap e _sko khete hE ye muÉtSv$p hI hE. Ôe muÉt Sv$p n ho to pyaRymeH muÉt Sv$pkI pyaRy khaHse AayegI? to

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68 smysar isiâ wag-2vo wI Aem khete hE, devIcHdÒ¦ ye deqa hE? vaHCya hE? nhÄ vaHCya hE, hve vaHcÔehemrajÒko idya hE, vaHcna. ye vaHcne layk hE =oDa. Aahaha¦ AnuwUit pIKe ilyainvaR Sv$p. Aahaha¦ invaR Sv$p Ae AnuwUit Sv$p hE ye pyaRy ilya. pyaRykIAene to qbr n hoy. p` inüyse lo to AaTma AnuwUit Sv$p hI hE iƒkaz. kyakha? 73 ga=a ktaR kmR 73 ga=a meH pyaRymeH Ôe Ø!Ÿkarkka pir`mn hota hE _sseAnuwUit wgvan iwþ hE AEsa btaya hE. ye AnuwUit yhaH _smeH btana hE to AnuwUitpyaRy btana hE p` vStu AnuwUit Sv$p Ae iƒkaz hE. Aahaha¦ hve AavI vatuH.

Ae AnuwUit iƒkaz 73 ga=ameH kha hE ktaR kmRmeH AnuwUit iƒkaz Ae AnuwUit hE.AaEr dUsra TyaH wI ilya hE Ývcnsar Aa&a lete hE ne SƒI pase cr`anuyog Ai\karnhÄ Aaya? Ae SƒI pase Aa&a lete hE ke, he SƒI Aa xrIrne rmaDnarI, mera AaTmakormaDnar to tuH nhÄ. Aaha¦ he SƒI¦ tuH mereko rÔ de. meH merI Anaid AnuwUitke pas Ônacahta huH. Aahahahaha¦ Ývcnsar cr`anuyogmeH hE. Aahahahaha¦ Ae!lI b\I to Aelokone xo\I nhÄ xke p` Aa to {tna =oDa ilya. Aa to AlaEikk vatuH bapa¦ jEnnapHiDtone hÒ Ae qbr pDtI n=I TyaH. Aahaha¦

Ae AnuwUit Sv$p j wgvan hE, pyaRy nhÄ Ae iƒkazI AnuwUit Sv$p hE to_ske Aa]yse pyaRy AnuwUit hotI hE. ye muÉt Sv$p hI hE. wgvan muÉt Sv$p, moÙ(muÉt) pyaRy nhÄ. iƒkazI ãVy muÉt Sv$p hI hE. ye kzxmeH Aata hE. kzxmeH,smysarmeH kzxmeH Aata hE. ;s Aev muÉt' Aahaha¦ }lok Aave Ke ne, }lok paKz Ke.“Aev” ;muÉt Aev' Am<tcHãacayRka kzx Ke. b\I yadgIrI kaH{ =oDI yad rhe Ke?hmara Ùyopxm to {tna nhÄ. wav yad rhe. khaH kya pa@ hE. Aahahaha¦ “muÉt Aev”.Aa baj¡ Ke, }lok hE, paKz Ke smysarmeH. to _sne kha ke AaTma invaR Sv$p hE to_ska A=R, hEH? (]ota:- 198 kzx-ga=a 318 pKI) 198 kzx hE. 318 mI ga=a hE.Aahaha¦ ha imla 198. “xuâSvwav inyt: s: ih muÉt Ov” 198 kzx Aek nv neAa@, Ke? “sih muÉt Aev” Aaiqrka xBd hE. wgvan AaTma “muÉt Aev” Aahahaha¦moÙkI (muÉtkI) pyaRykI bat Aa nhÄ. wgvan¦ bIÒ waØaAe khIAe to je 14 ne 1pga=amaH AbâSp<Ú kha hE 14-1p ga=a AbâSp<Ú pSsid, je ko{ AaTmane AbâSp<Údeqe to ye jEn xasn deqte hE. to _ska A=R? Abâ kho ke muÉt kho. bâse riht khoke muÉt kho. ye muÉt Sv$pko je AHtrmeH deqte hE xuâ _pyogse ye xuâ _ypog jEn xasnhE. Aahahahaha¦ ye Vyvhar rTnƒyka ivkLp _@te hE, vo jEn xasn nhÄ. Aahahaha¦devIcHdÒ¦ AavI vat Ke wa{. “sih muÉt Aev”. Ae e invaR ilqa hE, p` Aene Ae!lIb\I kaH{ qbr na hoy p` Aa to. smjmeH Aaya?

wgvan AaTma je AaHhI wUta=R kha vo muÉt Sv$p hE, smjmeH Aaya? ye muÉtSv$pke lÙse _ska xuânyke Aa]yse ye iƒkaz wUta=Rke muÉt Sv$pke Aa]yse sMyGdxRnhota hE. Aahahahaha¦ hÒ to phelI dxa hÒ to paHcmaH ne Kõa gu S=annI vato bapa


69Ae to ko{ AlaEikk bat hE. Aahaha¦ Are re¦ jnm mr` krIne Ýwu tuH =aÉ˜o nhÄ?coyaRsIna Avtar, Aahaha¦ coyaRsI laq yoinmaH Aekek yoinmaH AnHtvar AvtarkyaÅ. Ýwu tuH =ak tere nhÄ laGya? Ae =ak _tarneka S=an to Ýwu muÉt Sv$p iv]amS=an ye hE. Aahaha¦ Ae wUta=R Ôe kha ye iv]am S=an hE. Aahaha¦

(]ota:- FDIkmaH muÉt Aev kho FDIkmaH wUta=R?) Ae wUta=R kho ke ;muÉt Aev'donoH Aek hI bat hE. Kto pda=R hE iƒkazI Ae muÉt Sv$p hI hE. ragka sHbH\ ivnakIcIj Ae hE. Aahahaha¦ qreqr to pyaRyka sHbH\ ivnanI vo cIj hE. bapu margvItragno wa{ AemaH Aa jEn dxRnne AemaH idgHbr dxRn. Aahaha¦

(]ota:- pyaRy ibnakI cIj hE?) pyaRy ibnakI cIj hE. _sko yhaH muÉt Sv$pne wUta=R kha. _sko kbul krte hE pyaRy. sMyGdxRn Ae pyaRy hE. \‡uvko wUta=Rko in RykrtI hE pyaRy. p` vo pyaRyka sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy sMyGdxRnka ivØy nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy nvtÀvmeH Ôta hE wed. Aahaha¦ Daæawa{¦ AavuH Sv$p Ke p‡wutaruH, tuH ko` Ko AHdr.

Aa deh to ma!Ino ipHDlo bapu jD hE. AHdrmaH pu~y Ane papka ivkLp _@ta hE yesb mel ne Acetn ne jD hE. Ae jDmeH v R gH\ rs SpxR nhÄ. AameH, jDmeH Aa v R gH\rs SpxR hE, pu~y pap jD hE to v R gH\ rs SpxR nhÄ, p` hE Acetn. cEtn Sv$p ÔehE _ska ikr` pu~y papmeH Aata nhÄ. (]ota:- Aap AEsI bat krte hEH to wI logAapka ivro\ kyÇ krte hE?) Ae to Aene n bese to { kre xuH ibcara Ae e ;Ôme ÒtnIbuiâ hE {tno idye btay, vaHko bUro n manIye AaEr khaHse lay?' Aene bUro n khevayibcarane Aena _pr k$`a krIAe.

Arere¦ Aa to saHwZyuH'tuH kale raƒe wa{. mnohrlalÒne ko{Ae gze faHso d{dI\o Aem khe Ke. kemke Aap e sUna =a AEsa ke ha!R fe{l ho gya p` mrtaH khe Ke, Òwbhar pDI htI. Aahaha¦ gze ko{Ae !UHpo d{ dI\o. kyÇik _ska pEsa hxe ko{nI pasepaHc laq $ipya =a. to ko{ Aek VyiÉt pase A#I laq $ipya =a. pEsa bhot krte =ena se! puStkka bnave ne pEsa kmay. Are kam hE tera bapa? Are pEsa maHgna ne krnane becna Ýwu tera kam nhÄ... pEsa bhot kmate =e AEsa sUna. lalanHdÒne kha ke ÒwnIkzI g{'tI bhar. Aahaha¦ te ko{ Aola A#I laq ko{nI pase maHgta hxe, pEsahxe Aena. b\a ma`so wega ={ne AaVyane kha _sko mo!a mo!a wega ={ne ke tum{srImeH rho - kanÒSvamI ÉyUH Aek @eka e rhekr b\e p‡car krte hE, TyaH b\e Ýcar krtehE? tum Aek S=anmeH rho. to AEsa sUna hE, sCca kya hmko qbr nhÄ. trt _sne khamere Aek mihnemeH ds hÔr $ipya do tum xaÏ Kpaneko AEsa sUna hE. bat sCcI qo!IkH{ hmko qbr nhÄ. Are p` wa{ pEsa kya kam hE tere wa{ p` puStk bnana ye xuHtera kam hE? Ane vecna _sko p‡wu Ae kaH{ kam Ke? wa{ ko{ pase Aek pa{ p`maHgna Ae AaTmaka kayR nhÄ Ýwu. Aahaha¦ Arere p` kal to saHwzIne AevuH ={ gyuH

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70 smysar isiâ wag-2ibcarane Arere ko{ marnar mZyo hxe. saDa car vage to be@a'ta, kaH{ n htuH. bE@e =e.AemaH Aekdm AD\a klak pIKe ßyaH deqa TyaH, Aahaha¦ ko{Ae marI naHQyo hxe, gze,Aem lage Ke. Aahaha¦ Aem lage Ke.

Aa dxa j¡Aone bapu AevI to AnHtvar dxa ho g{ Ýwu. tera raÒpa prme khaHAaya? bharkI cIjkI cmTk<it deqkr tere ivSmy hota hE ye mhaw‡m hE im+yaTv hE.AHdr cmTkairk vStu pDI hE, mhaÝwu, Ôe ne cEtNy cmTkar. Aahahaha¦ Aek to batAEsI hE ke cEtNy cmTkarnI gu kI sHQyaka AHt nhÄ. kya hE Aa? kya khete hE? ÙeƒmeHto {tna hI hE, xrIr Ýma e iwþ. p` vo sHQya Ôe gu kI hE Ae AnHt AnHt AnHtAnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHtne AnHtgu a vgR kro to wI ye sHQyaka AHt nhÄ, AEsaAHdrmeH gu hE. kya khete hE Aa? Aahahaha¦ wa{¦ tne qbr n=I tarI cIjnI, ÝwuAep` AEsa kha ke ßyaH Ùeƒka AHt nhÄ, _ska &an krnevalI pyaRy Aahahaha... Ane AepyaRyke pIKe Ôe &angu hE _skI iktnI takat hE AEsa AEsa AnHt gu Ôe hE. je gu kIAa AnHt g`te g`te g`te g`te Aa Aaiqrka Aa \mR gu hE, AEsa kwI hota nhÄ.kya khete Aa? smjmeH Aaya?

Ýwu tarI pataz kUvameH pDa hE AnHt gu . Ae AnHtgu kI ko{ sHQyakI Aa AnHtAnHt ho gya Aaiqrka AnHtne AnHt gu a gu e to wI Aa KeLla Aaiqrka gu hEAEsa _smeH hE nhÄ, kya kha? smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ pHiDtÒ¦ AEsa Amap, map krlete hE &ankI pyaRy _ska map kr lete hE, p` _ska sHQyakI map hE nhÄ, kya kha vo?&ankI pyaRy, Ýma` kho ke map kho Ý...ma` ma...p. to iƒkazI {tna gu hE _skamap le lete hE pyaRy. AnHtka AnHtpàka map le lete hE. Aahahahaha¦ Arere¦ Aa vatcale nhÄ, mUz vat cale nhÄ ne _pr=I b\I vatuH =o=e =o=aH. jnm-mr`na AHt naAave Ýwu AemaH, Ae rqDI mrvana rSta hE sb. xuwwav p` sHsar hE Ýwu¦ Aahahaha¦ye dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉt, pUÔka ivkLp hE rag hE du:q hE-duq hE, vo pyaRymeH Aata hE,btaya sHvr injRra hotI hE ye btaya p` _smeHse AekIla iƒkazI Ýwu, wUta=RnyseÔne huAe _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE. Aahahahaha¦

hÒ _ska &an wI sCca nhÄ Vyvharu &an. to AHdrmeH Ae kEse Ô xke? mha sTyÝwu AEsa &anmeH wI sCca nhÄ ke mEH ragse riht mEH huH. rag meremeH hota hI nhÄ, merIcIj to AHdr iwþ hE. merI cIj Ýaº krnemeH ragaidkI ApeÙa hE nhÄ, VyvharkI ApeÙahE nhÄ, Aahahaha¦ AEsa &anmeH wI prlÙI &anmeH wI sCcapà n Aave, ye AHdrmeHsTymeH Ô ske? smjmeH Aaya? marg Ýwu to svR&na ivrh pDã Ýwu¦ Arere¦ Aeiƒlokna= to Aem khete hE TyaH ismH\r wgvan mhaivdehmeH to Aa khete =e ye sUnkrAaya ne khete hE sHt. Aahahaha¦ wa{¦ sMyGdxRn ko{ Ae cIj hE, Ae ivna sara &anne v‡t tp b\a in*fz, sHsar nam in*fz, \mRne ma!e in*fz, rqDva ma!e sfz hE.Aahahaha¦ Ae AaHhI kha.


71tI=RnI Ýv<i¿ nam pyaRynI pirìtne btaneko, Ae tI=R Ae sMyGdxRn &an

cairƒ Aaid co=uH paHcmHu KõuH satmHu Aaid pyaRynI Ýv<i¿ hE. Aahaha¦ ye Vyvharnysekha Ôta hE. Ýv<i¿ Ôe pyaRykI hE ye Vyvharnyse khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ ke!lIgHwIrta hE? Aaha¦ AEse Vyvharnyse kha Ôta hE AEse, nvtÀv ijnka lÙ` ;Òv'Aa ÒvnI VyaQyamaH AolI pyaRy lena. Aek smykI pyaRy, ;AÒv' AÒv$pe topir`mte nhÄ Òv. p` AÒvka &an hota hE ne _sko yhaH AÒvka &anko AÒvkhenemeH Aaya hE. smjmeH Aaya? AavI vat Ke p‡wu¦ marg wa{. Aahaha¦

(]ota:- AÒvka &an krnese &an AÒv ho Ôta hE?) AÒv$p nhÄ hota hEp` AÒvka &an hE Ae &anko yhaH AÒv khete hE. nvtÀv$pe pir`Mya Aem khete hE ne?to Éya jD$pe pir`mte hE? smjmeH Aaya? p` AÒvka &an huva _sko hI AÒvkhenemeH Aaya. Ae $pe pir`Mya hE.

Òv-AÒv (hve) pu~y xuw$pe pir`mta hE. ye wI qulaso krega AwI. ;pap'ivØy jU@uH corI iv*ay-wog vasna papkI pyaRy$pe pir`mta hE. “Aas‡v” do imlkrAas‡v. pu~y ne pap do imlkr Aas‡v. kyÇik do(noH) Aas‡v hE, {sse nya kmR AatahE, \mR to hota nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ dya, dan, v‡t, tp, wiÉt, mas-masqm`ka _pvasAe sb ivkLp hE, Ae Aas‡v hE. JIÌ vat Ke Ýwu¦ Ae Aas‡vse to bH\ hota hE. p`pyaRy hotI hE pyaRymeH Aas‡v, btana hE ne nv.

;sHvr' Aa xuâ pyaRy hE. pyaRymeH xuâ pyaRy hE. p` vo Vyvharnyka ivØy hE.pyaRy hE ne? sMyGdxRn &an cairƒkI pyaRy Sv-ke Aa]yse hu{ Ae sHvr, p` VyvharnykaivØy hE, pyaRy hE ne? Aahahahahaha¦ Ýwu tarI Ôe to qrI bilharI. Ae pyaRyse parterI cIj AHdr hE. Aaha¦

Are jene sUnnemeH imle nhÄ Aa bat Ae ibcara ÉãH ivcar kre ne ÉãH Ôy. Arere¦Ane Ae ivprIt maNytameH wle AekaHt pote kre p` Ýwu Ae im+yaTvka fz bhot AakrahE. Ýwu na=¦ Aahaha¦ Ae im+yaTvka fzmeH to nrk ingod hE. Arere Aeno itrSkar kemkray? smjmeH Aaya? Ôe ko{ im+yaTv sevte hE AaEr sMykŸ cIjko AekaHt khete hE toAe imT+yaTvka fzmeH mha du:q hoga wa{. to ye Òvko du:q hoga _sko itrSkar kyuHkre Ýwu? ye to Ônne layk hE AEse hota hE jgtmeH. Aahaha¦ ko{ ivro\ krna AEsahE nhÄ AaEr ye VyiÉt ÝTye ver krna wgvan hE, ye p` vStuAe to wgvan hE, AeksmykI wUl hE to wgvan wUl !azega Aapmeze. smjmeH Aaya? ko{ VyiÉtkoivro\se deqna nhÄ. svR AaTma wgvan hE. Aahaha¦

Ae yhaH khete hE Aahaha¦ sHvrkI pyaRy _Tpþ inmRz xuâ hÇ, p` hE pyaRy ne? yeVyvharnyka ivØy huva. Aahahaha¦ ;injRra' sHvrno A=R xuiâ, pu~y pap Axuâ-miln Ane sHvrmaH xuiâ hE, pivƒta. AaEr injRrameH xuiâkI v<iâ hE, p` hE ye pyaRy. AaEr;bH\' ragmeH rukna vo bH\ hE, ye p` Aek pyaRy hE. kmRka bH\ko to Aek kor dUr rqo.

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72 smysar isiâ wag-2;moÙ' Ae wI Aek pyaRy hE. Aahahahaha¦ Òv ãVyka do wed paDna sHsar ne moÙ voVyvhar ho gya. iƒkazI &aykwav wgvan ye inüy huva ne _ska sHsar ne moÙ bewag paDna Ae Vyvharny ho gya. Aahahaha¦ smÔy Ae!luH smjna Ýwu¦ Aa toprmaTmana FrnI vat Ke Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ iƒlokna=e AEsa kha AEsa sHto AaDityahokr btate hE. Aahahaha¦ marg to AEsa hE Ýwu.

tuH kH{k kH{k bharmaH ivSmyta mankr ruk gya hE Ýwu tera äar-äar qula nhÄikya tune. ragka Ýemse, ragka rs hE. ye AHtrmeH mera AragI SvwavmeH nhÄ Ô skte hE.smjmeH Aaya? yhaH to moÙkI pyaRyka ijsko lÙ hE vo wI Vyvharka lÙ hE.Aahahahaha¦ moÙ, hE? _nmeH AekTv Ýg! krnevale. Aahaha¦ Ae pu~y, pap, Aas‡v,sHvr, injRra, moÙ pyaRy Ae to Anekpà huva, _smeseH Aekp uH Ýg! krnevala iƒkazI&aykwav _pr ¹iÚ krnese, Aahahaha¦ AekTv Ýg! krnese wUta=Rnyse, iƒkazI&aykwav _pr ¹i*! krnese AekTv p‡aPt krke, AekTv p‡aPt krke AnekpàkI pyaRymeHseinklkr AekTv iƒkazI &aykwavmeH AekTv Ýaº krke, Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke hve.swamaH smajne khe, Aa marg bapa¦ marg to Aa hE. smjmeH Aaya?

co=o Aaro hoy ke paHcmo p` Aa to pHcmAarana Òvko khete hE, pHcmAaranato sa\u hE, Aa pHcmAarana AacayR hE sa\u hE pote - pHcmAarana Òvko to khete hEto ko{ AEse khe ke Aa to co=a AarakI bat hE. wgvan Aem n hoy na= terI cIjkImihmako ko{ kaz lagu nhÄ pDta. smjmeH Aaya? AaEr terI cIjkI mihmameH ko{ kazruk skte nhÄ. Aahaha¦ yhaH khete hE kI nv ÝkarnI pyaRyomeH Ôe Anekpà hE VyvharnykaivØy _sko KoDkr, AekTv Ýg! krnevale wUta=Rny Aek$p Ýg! krnevala iƒkazIkodeqnese Aek$p Ýg! hota hE. Aahaha¦

“xuâny $pse S=aipt AaTmakI AnuwUit” Ae xuânyse S=aipt, iƒkazI keAa]yse Ôe AekTv huva AEsI Ôe AaTmakI AnuwUit. Aahahahaha¦ ye AaTmakI AnuwUitkIAanHdkI pyaRy, Aa AnuwUit Aa{ _sse. Aa !Ikaka nam AaTmQyait hE. Aa !Ikakanam AaTmQyait hE. AaTmakI Ýisiâ to Ae ilya deqo, ijska lÙ` Aahahaha...xuânyse nvtÀvne, AaTmakI AnuwUit xuâny$pse S=aipt Aahahaha... AaTmakIAnuwUit, Svka iƒkazka Aa]y krke Ôe AnuwUit hu{, ijska lÙ` AaTmQyait hEdeqo. AaTma Ýisâ huva. je ragkI AektameH AÝisâ =a, dya dan ivkLpna ÝemmaH AeAaTma AÝisâ =a. Aaha¦ #Hk gya =a, Ae AHdrmeH ragse ne pyaRyse iwþ krke ApneAaTmako ßyaH deQya, Ô~ya, maNya to Ae Ôe xiÉt =I Ae pyaRymeH VyÉtp e Ýisâ huva.ik mEH to Aa xuâ huH.

(]ota:- AaTmakI AnuwUitmeH AaTma Ýisâ hota hE.) hEH? Ýisâ hota hE. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? phele sHvr injRra kha Ae pyaRy hE p` vo lÙ KoDaneko p` _skeAa]yse sHvr injRra Ôe hu{ Ae to AnuwUit hE. smjmeH Aaya? phele Ôe kha ke _sko


73nv to wed hE _ska Aa]y KoDaya. smjmeH Aaya? p` AaTmaka Aa]y ilya toAnuwUit je hu{ ye sHvr injRra Sv$p hE. Aahahahaha¦ ye AaTmQyait hE. yh Ýaº hotIhE. Aahaha¦ ye xuânyse nvtÀvko Ônnese AaTmakI AnuwUit hotI hE. {s hetuse yeinym kha. ivxeØ nv Ýkar hE.


Ývcn nH. 60 ga=a - 13 ta. 17-8-78 gu$var, ]av` sud-14 sH. 2p04

smysar 13 mI ga=a hE. sMyGdxRn kEse hota hE Ý=m, Ý=m \mRkI x$Aat tokhete hE ke nvtÀvka wedka lÙse sMyGdxRn nhÄ hota. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?JI`I vat hE kwI ikya nhÄ AaEr y=a=Rse sUnnemeH Aaya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ nvtÀv Ôe hEvo to wed$p hE, wed$p hE to Vyvharka ivØy huva. _smeHse wgvan AaTma xuâcEtNyFn pU aRnHd Ýwu Aek$pkI ¹iÚ AHtrmeH krna _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE. \mRnI Ý=msI#I ye hE wa{¦ Aahaha¦ vo nvtÀv kya hE ye khete hE phele. nvtÀv kEse huva hE ye Ý=mkhete hE. AhÄ Aaya ne? xuânyse nvtÀvko Ônnese AaTmakI AnuwUit hotI hE {shetuse inym kha. sU"m vat hE wgvan¦ Aahaha¦

“ivkarI hone yoGy” xBd hE? kya khete hE. 13 mI ga=a bIcmeH hE. K pHikt pIKe“ivkarI hone yoGy” hE? Ae AaTmameH Ôe xuwwav hota hE, dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉt, pUÔka wav ye xuwwav pu~y wav, ÒvkI ye pyaRy khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ _ske lÙse\mR nhÄ ne vo vStu \mR nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ivkarI hone yoGy Aem kyuH kha? ke xuwwavApnI pyaRymeH Apnese yoGytase _Tpþ hota hE. kmR to _smeH inim¿ hE. p` ivkarIwav, pu~yka wav dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉt Aaidka wav ApnI pyaRymeH yoGytase ApnepuruØa=Rse, _l!a puruØa=Rse Ae smykI _Tpþ hone yoGy pyaRyse, ÒvkI wav pu~y pyaRy_Tpþ hotI hE. Aahaha¦

(]ota:- AemaH kmRnI Kaya pDe Ke Aem khe Ke). Ae iblkul vat jU@I hE. Aahaha¦kmRko KUte hI nhÄ AaTma, p` inim¿ khenemeH Aata hE. (]ota:- ma!e AenI Kaya pDe Ke)Kaya faya kuK hE nhÄ. duinya A&anI gme te khe. duinyane (kaH{ qbr n=I) Aa to cIjvItrag svR&dev iƒlokna= prmaTma _skI idVy |vin _ska Aa sar hE. Aahaha¦

ke ÒvkI pyaRymeH je smye pyaRy _Tpþ hone layk hE vo smye pu~y wav _Tpþhota hE, ye pu~y tÀv kha. Ae ApnI yoGytase _Tpþ hota hE. kmRse nhÄ, kmR inim¿khenemeH Aata hE. kya kha ye¦ Aahaha¦ hÒ to VyvharnI qbr n mze, to inüy tokhaH Aa sMyGdxRn AnHtkazmeH kwI ikya nhÄ. Aahaha¦

to khete hE ;ivkarI hone yoGy' Apna xuwwav AaEr Axuwwav ye pu~y ne paphone layk hE to Apnese hota hE. hE? “donoH AaEr ivkar krnevala” je xuwwav hE ye

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74 smysar isiâ wag-2ApnI pyaRymeH Apnese huva. to pUvRka kmR Ôe hE _sko inim¿ khenemeH Aaya hE. (]ota:-krne layk n=I?) krne layk khane, _ska A=R kya? ke Svwav Apna nhÄ. iƒkazãVy Svwav _sse _Tpþ nhÄ hota. to ye ivkar _Tpþ, Are sHvr khete hE ye wI hÒAagz Aayega, Aane do. bapu marg j¡da hE wa{¦ Aahaha¦ Arere¦ Ae mrIne coyaRsInaAvtarmaH cahe to dev ho ke cahe to AbÔepit raÔ xe@ ho, sb du:qnI ragaiG™meHszgte hE. “rag Aag dah dhe sda” K #azameH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ Ae xuw Ane Axuwrag, “rag Aag dah dhe sda” Aahaha¦ Ae xuw ne Axuw rag Ae Aag hE. AiGn hE.wgvHtŸ tarI cIj nhÄ Ae. Aahaha¦ xe@¦ Aa dUsrI bat yhaH AayI hE =oDI. Aahahaha¦Ae ma!e to Aaya hE ne AhÄya, _ske FrmeH hE to Ýem bhot hE. bhen to Aate =e merekoqbr nhÄ TyaH gye to mihna ræa. _ske FrmeH étre =e na? AhÄ to bErav sa=e sHbH\enhÄ Aozqa` nhÄ qbrey n hoy ko` Aate hE ne ko` Ôte hE. Aahaha¦ Aek mihnaræa'ta phele.

yhaH khete hE sUn to shI Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ terI pyaRymeH jb xuwwav Aata hE yetere yoGytase Aata hE. Ae kaz ÊmmeH ßyare dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉt Aaidka wav Aata hE.ye hE? “ivkarI hone yoGy” _ska A=R hE. wa{ Aa to mHƒ hE. Aa ko{ sa\ar` k=a vataRnhÄ hE. Aahaha¦

ApnI pyaRymeH ivkarI hone yoGy je xuwwav Apnese huva ApnI yoGytase huva,_smeH pUvRka kmRka _dy hE, sU"m bat hE =oDI pUvRka kmRka _dy TyaH kdaictŸ tIv‡ wI ho,p` yhaH ragkI mHdta ijsne ikya, _sne vo kmRka inim¿ Ôe hE _sko inim¿ ;krnevala'kha. kyÇik Svwav Apna nhÄ. AwI sHvrmeH wI prka sHbH\ krnevala. Aahahaha¦wed hE ne? ye sMyGdxRnka ivØy nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ hÒ vat smjmeH nAave Ýwu, ye khaH Ôye kenI kor, iks trf JUke. Aahaha¦ yhaH to phele ;ivkarI honeyoGy' je xuwwav Ae ÒvkI pyaRy Apnese hu{ hE, KtaH _ska lÙse sMyGdxRn nhÄhota, _sse nhÄ hota hE, _ske lÙse nhÄ hota. Aek vat, “AaEr ivkar krnevala” pUvRkaÔe _dy hE _sko yhaH xuwwavmeH inim¿ khekr, krnevala kha hE. JIÌ vat.

xe@ NyaH ÉãH be@e? AhÄ jGyo Aapo jGyo. puStk hE puStk? smjmeH Aaya? kyakha devIcHdÒ? (]ota:- kmRka _dy kdaict krata hE) nhÄ nhÄ nhÄ nhÄ kmRka _dy tokdaictŸ tIv‡ wI ho ragka, p` yhaH ragkI mHdta Apne ikya ApnI yoGytase, to yepUvRka kmRka _dyko inim¿ krnevala khenemeH Aaya.

Arere¦ hE? Aa to mha isâaHt hE Ýwuka¦ Aa to svR&dev iƒlokna=¦ Aahaha¦_skI vaÌ hE, kuHdkuHdacayR wgvan pase gye =e Aa@ idn rhe =e TyaH hve AenI y yhaH xHkakre Ke wa{ ke mhaivdehmaH gya n hta. Are Ýwu tne qbr n=I. pHcaiStkay !IkameH pa@hE kuHdkuHdacayR gye =e mhaivdehmeH AaEr dxRnsarmeH pa@ hE devsen AacayRka dxRnsar AekxaÏ hE ke Are¦ kuHdkuHdacayR mhaivdehmeH Ôkr AEsI cIj n late to hm muinp uH kEse


75pate? Aahaha¦ muin khete hE dxRnsar puStk to hÔro xaÏ hÔro puStk hE. pHcaiStkaykhane? vo to jysen AacayRkI !IkameH phele kha jysen AacayRkI !IkameH AEsa kha kImhaivdehmeH gye =e wgvan kuHdkuHdacayR nGn muin idgHbr KÍS=, Aaha¦ AaEr TyaH Ôkr,yhaH ixvkumar rajkumarne ma!e smysar bnaya hE, AEsa pa@ sHSk<t hE, jysenAacayRkI !Ika. jycHãÒ¦ jysen AacayR, AaEr dxRnsar namka Aek puStk hE isâaHt hE.

yhaH to hÔro xaSƒ deQya hE ne¦ AhÄ to A#ar vØRkI ëmrse hmare to Aa to 89huva 90 clte hE. qreqr to gwRna sva nv mihna igne to to 90 pura ho gya. lokoto jnmse ignte hE nE? jnmse, p` matana pe!maH sva nv mihna Aaya wgvan_sko wI khete hE, Ae Aayu*y yhaHka hE. smjmeH Aaya? yhaH to smy smykI bat hEwgvan¦ yhaH to bÇter vØRse clte hE. hm to dukan pr, FrkI dukan =I TyaH hm to Aaj vaHcte =e. Aa nhÄ, idgHbr nhÄ =e, hm to ¬etaHbr =e ne¦ S=ankvasI =e. smjmeHAaya? Ae vaHcte =e, dukan FrkI =I, dukan wI clate =e, dukan _pr ßyare hmarawagIdar be@e hE to hm xaÏ vaHcte =e AHdr, ye nhÄ to hmare dukan _pr besna pDe =De,Ko!I ëmrkI bat hE 17 vØRse rr vØR tk p vØR. p vØR dukan cla{ =I papkI. p` KtaHp` huH to xaÏ vaHcto to. _smeH wI xaÏ vaHcte =e ho, deqo. loko Ae ko{ nhÄ ye tomxgUl \H\amaH p` hm to ye xaÏse to {tna 7r vØR huva. Aahaha. Aa idgHbr xaÏ78 se vaHcte hE, A@yoter-p6 vØR huva.

AhÄya Ýwu Aem khete hE. Aahahaha¦ sUn to shI Aek var ke “ivkarI hone yoGy”je xuwwav ;hone yoGy' kyuH kha? ke te smye te jnm _Tpi¿ka kaz hE xuwwavkI_Tpi¿ka kaz hE to xuwwav _Tpþ huva hE, Ae Aek bat AaEr ivkarI hone yoGy pap,do bat yhaH hE. xuw Axuwwav Ae Axuwwav hota hE pap ihHsa jU@uH corI ivØy wogvasna kam Êo\, Aa pEsa kmana, |yan rqna Vyaj _pÔna, Vyapar \H\aka wav yesb pap Axuwwav hE. ye Axuw wI ivkarI hone yoGy =a. Ae smymeH ye _Tpi¿ka kaz=a. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AaHhI to btana hE ik nvtÀv hE ye sMyGdxRnkaivØy nhÄ. Aahaha¦

sMyGdxRn ijsko Ýaº krna hE \mRkI phelI sI#I to _sko ye nvtÀvka wedkoÔnna, Ôn krke AqHDanHd, Aaha¦ cEtNy wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu, Aek$p Sv$p _skI¹iÚ krnese sMyGdxRn hota hE. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke wa{¦ \mRnI phelI hÒx$Aat. cairƒ ne ivxeØ iS=rta ne tp Ao to dUsrI ko{ AaFI cIj hE. yhaH khete hEik ivkarI hone yoGy do, xuw ne Axuw. do{ ivkarI hone yoGy =a. AaEr ivkar krnevalapUvRka kmRka _dyko inim¿ kho ye pu~ywavka krnevala inim¿se kha, vo pap wavkakrnevala inim¿se kha. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? “dono pu~y hE ne dono pap hE” hE?dono pu~y hE ne dono pap hE. ko` do? ke ÒvmeH pu~y yoGy wav Ôe xuw huva vo ÒvkIpyaRy hE, AaEr inim¿ Ôe hE ye AÒvkI pyaRy hE, donoH pu~y hE ne donoH pap hE. Aahaha¦

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76 smysar isiâ wag-2smjmeH Aaya?

xuwwav Ôe huva Ae wav pu~y hE xuw, AaEr inim¿ Ôe hE Ae ãVy pu~y hE kmR, donoHimlkr donoH hI pu~y kha hE. donoH hI pu~y hE, AaEr donoH hI pap hE. ApnemeH AxuâkIyoGytase Ôe pap wav huva Ae Apnese jnm _Tpi¿ kaz huva to huva. _smeH pUvRkakmRka _dy hE _sko inim¿se pap khenemeH Aata hE. to dohI pu~y ne pap hE. ÒvkI pyaRywI pu~y pap hE, AaEr AÒvkI pyaRy wI pu~y pap hE. hÒ to Aa to Vyvhar hÒ Aato \meRy nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ do bat hu{. donoH pap hE. hE? Aaya, ;donoH'smje? Ôe wav pu~y huva ne wav pap, _smeH Ôe inim¿ hE ãVy _dy to Aa ne Aa donoHhI pu~y hE ne donoH hI pap hE. Aahaha¦

tIsrI bat “Aas‡v hone yoGy” !Ikaka tIsra bol, ye pu~y pap do imlkrkeAas‡v hE. nya kmR Aaneka kar` hE. Aahahaha¦ Aas‡v hone yoGy, xuw AxuwwavApnI pyaRymeH vo smymeH jNmÙ`ke kar` _Tpi¿ka kaz hE to ApnI yoGytasepu~ypapka wav Aas‡v _Tpþ hota hE. Aahahaha¦ xrtuH bhu AakrI bapa¦ JI uHsmjva, vai`yane AoluH Vyaj ka#vuH hoy cÊvt± to ka#e. cÊvt± Vyaj smjte hE? dslaq $ipya idya hE ko{ko Aa@ Aana. phele to Aa@ Aana =a ne? hve to Aek !ko do#!ko hota hE. to ds laq idya huAa ho to Aek idnka ds laq ka Aa@ Aana ne? pheleAa@ Aana =a. Vyaj c#akr ds laq _pr Aek idnka Vyaj c#akr dUsre idn Vyajsihtka Vyaj c#akr, {se cÊvt± Vyaj khete hE. bare maska mudŸl Vyaj siht pheleds laq. pIKe dUsre idn ds laq _pr _ska Ôe Vyaj Aaya vo imlakr _ske pIKe paKa_sko imlakr, Aahaha¦ Ae vai`ya Aem cÊvt± Vyaj inkalte hE. (]ota:- Ae Aagznavai`ya) hvena va`Iya to ATyare @Ik Ke. Aa to phelekI bat hE. smjmeH Aaya? AaHhIkhete hE ik Ae Vyaj krta Aa dUsrI ko{ cIj hE. Aahaha¦ ApnI pyaRymeH xuwAxuwwav hone yoGy xBd ilya hE, ye kyuH? kya kar`? ke Ae smye vo jNm _Tpi¿kakaz hE xuwaxuwka wav to _Tpþ huva. vo ÒvkI pyaRy hu{. AaEr _smeH pUvRka kmRinim¿ hE Ae AÒvkI pyaRy hu{. Ae inim¿ko yhaH krnevala kha, Ane ivkarko yhaHyoGytavala ApnI ÒvkI pyaRyko kha. AavI vatuH Ke wa{. hE?

Aas‡v hone yoGy, Aahaha¦ Ae kyuH kha? ke ko{ kmRse yhaH Aas‡v huva hE AEsanhÄ. yhaH ApnI pyaRymeH ApnI puruØa=RkI ê\a{se, Aahahahaha¦ Ae xuw ne Axuwwavhone yoGy Apnese huva hE. “AaEr Aas‡v krnevala” pUvRka _dyko Aas‡v krnevala kha.“do hI Aas‡v hE” smjmeH Aaya? xuw Axuwwav Ae Aas‡v, AaEr inim¿ Ôe kmR hEvo wI Aas‡v. Aek ÒvkI pyaRy Aek AÒvkI pyaRy. pyaRy hE. Aa to nvtÀv hÒ isâkrte hE. Aa nvtÀvmeH AaTma iwþ hE. AEsI nvtÀvkI pyaRyse, Aahahahaha¦ wgvanAHdr cEtNymUitR Ýwu Aek hE. nvtÀvkI pyaRyse wgvan AHdr iwþ hE¦ hE?

(]ota:- wgvan inTy kya kayR krta hE?) kaH{ krte nhÄ. AEsane AEsa hE


77Anaidse. Anaidse &ayk hE Ae AEsa hE. Ae kaH{ krte nhÄ ne Ae kaH{ KoDte nhÄ. vopyaRymeH Aata nhÄ. sU"m bat hE Ýwu¦ jEn dxRn smjna vItrag \mR vo AlaEikk bathE. cahe jEsa wI tIv‡ im+yaTv wav ho. ingodmeH ÔnekI laykat Ae im+yaTv smy wI&aykwav to xuâ iƒkaz Aek$p hI pDa hE. Aahahaha¦ Ane cahe to kevz&an ho, Aekevz&ankI pyaRyke kazmeH wI &ayk to pU R xuâ hE hI hE. AemaH F! v\ kuK hu{ nhÄ.Aahaha¦

(]ota:- &ayk kuK krte nhÄ?) &ayk kuK krte nhÄ. ktRVy to pyaRymeH hE. &aykto &ayk hI iƒkaz AanHdkHd Ýwu \‡uv \‡uv \‡uv, Aahaha¦ ye sMyGdxRn ka ivØy, ye tokaym Aek$p rhete hE. Ae ma!e to Aa nvkI bat krte hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? hÒto nv smjmeH n Aave _sko sMyGdxRnka ivØy Awed khaHse Aave? Ae to rqDImrvana Ke. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦ bapu¦ deh KU!I ne AaHqo bH\ ={ jxe.caLyo jxe nkR ne ingod. TyaH ko{ Avtar ßyaH AaTmaka &an n ikya, sMyGdxRn nikya, Aahahaha... Ae coyaRsIna Avtar AÔ~ya ãVy ne AÔ~ya Ùeƒ, AÔ~ya kaz,AÔ~ya wv, AÔ~ya wav TyaH cle Ôyega, Aahaha¦ wa{ NyaH ko{ sfars kam nkregI.

AaHhI khete hE ik Aek var sUn to shI nvtÀvkI yoGyta kEse hE. Ae wI sMyGdxRnkaivØy nhÄ. to phele jàte hE nv. Aahaha¦

Aas‡v krne yoGy hone yoGy, Aas‡v krnevala dono Aas‡v. vo kmRka _dy hE AewI ãVy Aas‡v nya Aate hE Ae nhÄ. JIÌ vat hE, yhaH xuw Axuwwav huva vo nyakmR Aate hE ye yhaH nhÄ. yhaH to puraà kmR Ôe hE je AhÄ pu~ypapka wav huva _smeHpuraà kmR inim¿ khenemeH Aaya hE, _sko ãVy Aas‡v khete hE, Ane pyaRyko wav Aas‡vkhete hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

wa{ vItrag marg¦ Aahaha¦ [Não jene sUnne Ôte hE jene bƒIs laq vEmanxkeNã hE, su\mR devlokka [Nã-bƒIs laq to vEman. Aek vEmanmeH AsHQy dev hE. AEsabƒIs laq vEman. Aeno SvamI xkeNã hE. AwI tIn &anka \Ì hE. mit, ]ut, Avi\.AaEr xaÏmeH isâaHtmeH Ae leq hE ke Ao Òv AEsa hE ke mnu*y hokr moÙ Ôyega. AekwvtarI hE. AwI [Nã hE su\mR devlokmeH Ae sUnneko Aate hE wgvan pase to Ae vaÌkEsI hogI? Aahaha¦ Aa dya pazo ne v‡t pazo ne hve Ae to kuHwarey khete hE. smjmeHAaya?

je tIn &anka \Ì Aek wvtarI AaEr _skI piTn wI Aek wvtarI hÔro [NãaÌhE ne AemaH Aek muQy [NãaÌ hE. Aek wvmeH moÙ ÔnevalI. Ae wI TyaH smiktI hE, tIn&an hE. NyaHse mnu*y hokr moÙ Ônevala hE do hI. Ae wgvan pase Ôte hE sUnnekomhaivdehmeH, AaHhI =a to AaHhI Aate =e, wgvan yhaH =e to yhaH Aate =e. Aahahaha¦AaHhI to AEsa khena hE ke AEsa [Nã jEsa AekavtarI Aek wvtarI ye sUnneko Aate tIn

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78 smysar isiâ wag-2&anka \Ì smiktI &anI, Aahaha¦ ye sUnne Aate hE Ýwu Ae vaÌ kEsI hogI?Aahaha¦ AaHhI to sa\ar` hÒ vaÌ smjne layk nhÄ, Ône nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae [Nãsrqa p` Ae vat sUnne wgvan pase Ôte =e, yhaH wgvan hota =a to yhaH Aate =e.Aahaha¦ Ae yhaH khete hE kI hÒ to nvtÀvka wed ko idqate hE KtaH nvtÀvka wed AesMyGdxRnka ivØy nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

pIKe “sHvr$p hone yoGy” hE? sHvr$p hone yoGy Ae kya kha? ApnI pyaRymeHxuâtakI Ýg! honekI laykat ApnI pyaRymeH hu{, ApnI yoGytase sHvr nam \mRkIpyaRy Apne kazmeH _Tpþ honeke laykse sHvr pyaRy _Tpþ hu{, \mR pyaRy. Aahahaha¦vo wI pyaRy hE. _ska lÙse sMyGdxRn hota hE AEsa nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Kewa{¦ sHvr hE ye do Ýkarka hE. Aek AaTmameH xuiâ inmRz AnHt kazmeH Ýg! nhÄ huva,AEsI dxa Ýg! hu{ Ae wav sHvr, AaEr pUvRka kmRka _dy {tna _dy Aaya nhÄ {skanam ãVy sHvr, dohIko sHvr khenemeH Aata hE. Aek wav sHvr Aek ãVy sHvr. dohI wedhE. Aahaha¦ Ae dohI ke lÙse, Ae pyaRy hE to _ska lÙse sMyGdxRn nhÄ hota. huva hE_sko wI _ske Aa]yse sMyGdxRn nhÄ !Ikta. kya kha? sHvr hone yoGy to \mR tohuva hE, p` _ske Aa]yse smikt !Ikta nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ _Tpþ hota to nhÄ p` _skeAa]yse, _Tpþ to huva hE \mR. sMyGdxRn huva hE. &an sHvr$p dxa to hu{ hE. p` _skeAa]yse sMyGdxRn _Tpþ to phele huva Apne Sv ke Aa]yse p` Aa sHvr ke Aa]ysehve sMyGdxRn !Ik skta hE, AEsa nhÄ hE. Ae to ãVyke Aa]yse sMyGdxRn hota hE. hotahE, !Ikta hE, v<iâ pamta hE vo iƒkazI ãVyke Aa]yse. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat¦ nvraxÉãH Ke?

AoluH kæuH tuH ne ÔpanI Aek ma`s hE ne bDa, bDa xo\k hE. 63 vØRkI ëmr AaEr17 vØRka Aena lDka. bhot xo\ ikya ik jEn \mR, kya? ke ;AnuwUit' Ae jEn \mR. @Ikp` pIKe _sne AEsa kha ke Aa jEn \mR vai`yako imla hE, ne vai`ya VyvsaymeH FUsgya hE. ÔpanIAe, Vyapar kho ke Vyvsay kho ke A\mR kho sb Aek hI hE. ÔpanIma`s hE bDa xo\k. bhot xo\k, hÔro xaÏo xo\kr Aek sHS=a S=apI hE ÔpanmeH,ÔpanmeH AEsa xo\ krke _sne yhaH Aaya hE Kapa hE. Kapa hE ne kl idya hE. to _sneinkala ke “AaTmanuwUit” Ae jEn \mR hE, AaEr AaTma invaR Sv$p hE AEsa inkala hE_sne. kya kha? smjmeH Aaya?

AaTma Ôe hE iƒkazI Sv$p _ska Anuwv krna _ska Aa]yse Anuwv krna,vItragI dxa Ýg! krna, sMyGdxRn Ýg! krna vo AnuwUit Ae \mR hE. vo khete hE AaErAaTma kya hE, jEn \mR khete hE ke AaTma invaR Sv$p hE. Aahaha¦ Aap e AhÄ khe Ke,;muÉt Sv$p' hE. muÉt Sv$p hI AaTma AHdr hE. AaTma ragke sHbH\se bH\a huva,AaTmameH bH\ nhÄ huva hE. Aahahahaha¦ Ae to pyaRymeH ragka sHbH\se bH\ hE. ãVy ÔevStu hE ye to muÉt Sv$p AHdr hE. Aaha¦ AavI vat hve. Ae Aem khete hE, pIKe ilqa


79ke Are vai`yane ha= Aa jEn \mR Aaya ne vai`yaAo VyvsaymeH FUs gya hE. Vyaparne \H\a ne Aahaha¦ AemaH Aa jEn \mR kya hE, Ýg! krneka Avsr nhÄ imlta _sko,Aahaha¦

(]ota:- Tyare Vyapar krna ke nhÄ?) ko` Vyapar kr skte hE? rag kr sktehE, yhaH khane? VyaparkI iÊya AaTma kr skte hE? pEsa dena, lena? Aa qetIka kampHiDtÒko hE ne k<iØ pHiDt, vo kr skte hE AaTma? (]ota:- pEsa to l{ xke Ke.) hEH?pEsa Aate hE AaTmake pas? pEsa to jD hE. wgvan to A$pI cEtNy hE to _ske paspEsa Aata hE? (]ota:- svRxiÉtman Ke ne AaTma) svRxiÉtman to jD _prxiÉtman Ke AEsa kha? jDka xiÉtman hE AEsa xiÉtman hE? AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦Aek AHgUil cla skte tIn kalmeH AaTma ƒ` kalmeH nhÄ. AHgUil cltI hE Ae AaTmasecltI hE, Ae tIn kal tIn lokmeH nhÄ. kyÇik Ae jDkI AÒvkI pyaRy hE. Ae AÒvkIpyaRy AÒvke kazmeH Apna jNmÙ`ke kar e _Tpi¿ ke kazmeH AEsa _Tpþ hota hE,AaTmase nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aek vat.

dUsrI bat. wgvan AaTma Sv ãVy Ôe hE Ae AÒvko kwI KUta nhÄ, kya kha?(]ota:- AÒvko KUta nhÄ) wgvan AaTma Ôe A$pI cEtNyFn hE ye kwI xrIrkoKUta nhÄ, kmRko KUta nhÄ, AHgUilko KUta nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aa har Ôe hota hE _sko kwIAaTma KUta nhÄ, pa`I Aata hE _smeH AaTma KUte nhÄ. Aahaha¦ tum kya khete hEH Aa?hEH? Aa duinya bIÒ Ke jEn prme¬rnI. Daæawa{¦ Aa jj Amara bE@a hE. jj hE nebDa jj hE AmdavadmaH hve KUÎI ho g{, rÔ ho g{ inv<i¿ hE. Aahaha¦ VyaQyanmeHsb jj Aate =e hmare AmdavadmeH Ôte hE to b\a Aate hE. bDa bDa vkIl ne jj ne,p` Aa cIj phelI smjnemeH imlta nhÄ. Aahaha¦

yhaH khete hE ke sHvr hone yoGy to AaTma hE. ApnI pyaRymeH \mRkI dxa sMyGdxRn&an cairƒkI dxa ApnI yoGytase Apne kazmeH _Tpþ honeke layk Apnese _Tpþhota hE, sHvr ko{ ragke kar`se _Tpþ hota hE. Vyvhar rag ikya ne ragke kar`sesHvr huva AEsI cIj nhÄ. hÒ to nvtÀvka wed smÔte hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?“sHvr hone yoGy” Òv sHvayR Aem kha sHSk<tmeH hE “AaEr sHvr krnevala sHvark”pUvRka _dy {tna n _dy Aaya _sko inim¿$pe sHvr khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦

hve, “injRra” “injRra hone yoGy” kya khete hE hve? AaTmameH Ôe sHvr-xuiâ_Tpþ hu{ Ae pyaRy hE, p` pIKe ivxeØ xuiâka _Tpþ hona ye injRra hE. Aahaha¦ waØadI@ wav fer. sHvr Ôe sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ Ôe AaTmake AvlHbnse _Tpþ huva, ye xuâhE, AaEr injRra hE ye xuiâkI ivxeØ v<iâ hE, to ye xuiâkI je ivxeØ v<iâ Apne kar`se _Tpþhu{ hE. Aaha¦ ko{ Apvas ikya ne AEsa ikya ma!e injRra hu{, AEsa hE nhÄ. ApvasAaid krnemeH to xuw rag hE, vo ko{ injRra nhÄ ne \mR nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦

(]ota:- Apvasse injRra nhÄ hotI?) Apvas ye sb, hE, _pvas to {sko

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80 smysar isiâ wag-2khete hE _p...vas xuâ cEtNyFn Ýwu ;_p' nam smIpmeH Ôkr vsna !Ikna AHdrmeH_sko _pvas khete hE. AEsa wan ibnaka Aa lHFn krte hE. Aek do ne tIn paHc dxApvas ne pcas Apvas ne Ae sb Ap vas hE, _p vas nhÄ. ;Ap' nam ma@a vas,wUHDa ragna vasmeH pDa hE vo. Aahahaha¦

(]ota:- b\ano A=R frI Ôy Ke.) b\ano A=R frI Ôy Ke wa{. wgvan¦Aahahaha¦ iƒlokna= prmaTma mhaivdehmeH to ]Imuqe ye khe rhe hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? Are mun*ypà Aaya, _smeH Aa vat smjmeH n Aave to mnu*ypà imla nimla hE. Aaha¦ Ae to #orko pxuko nhÄ imla hE ne Aane imla hE. p` Ôe Aa vStusmjmeH n Aaya, to imla n imla ho Ôyega, Ôyega nrk ne ingodka AnHt wvmeH cleÔyega wa{, AhÄ khe Ke, injRra honeke yoGy, Ae!le ke Axuiâka nax hone yoGy AaErxuiâkI _Tpi¿ hone yoGy, Ae wav injRra, Ae xuâ ÒvkI pyaRy hE. ga=a AEsI Aa g{,Aa brabr hE. (]ota:- Aaj to bhot mÔ Aa{) ij&asu hE ne wgvan. Aahaha¦

Ae AaTma AHdr AanHdkHd Ýwu _ske Aa]yse xuiâkI v<iâ Ôe hu{ _ska naminjRra. injRrana tIn Ýkar. Aek xuiâkI v<iâ ho Ae injRra, Aek Axuiâka nax ho AeinjRra AaEr vo yhaH Axuâka nax huva to TyaH kmRka {tna _dy wI nhÄ Aata hE, naxhota hE Ae ãVy injRra. hÒ to nvtÀvkI bat cltI hE hÒ to. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? wa{ n=I AaVya hmare ÒvrajÒ? xrIrne @Ik nhÄ hoy. n=I AaVya? BlDÝexr r4p ={ gyuH. xuH khevay Ae BlD Ýexr r4p ÒvrajÒne Ke Fà vqt=I ræa kreKe, BlD Ýexr. jDnI pyaRy hE wa{. Aahaha¦ BlD Ýexr ho ke Ùy rog ho ke keNsr ho.Ae to jDnI pyaRy hE. ma!I FUzkI wgvanmeH Ae hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ wgvan xBde AaAaTma rogko KUte hI nhÄ kwI tIn kalmeH. Are {sko KUte to nhÄ. p` &aykwavwgvan siCcdanHd Ýwu ãVy Svwav vo ragko KUte nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ ragko KUte nhÄ,p` \mRkI pyaRy Ôe _Tpþ hotI hE _sko ãVy KUte nhÄ. Aavo marg Ke bapa¦ Arere¦smjmeH Aaya? ãVy Ôe &ayk Sv$p hE Ae to iƒkaz Aek$p rhenevalI cIj hE. AepyaRymeH AatI nhÄ. Aa to pyaRyka wedkI VyaQya krte hE AwI to. Aahaha¦

injRra hone yoGy AaEr injRra krnevala Ae!le jUna kmR iqr gya vo injRrakrnevala khenemeH Aaya hE. “donoH injRra hE” Aek AÒvkI pyaRy Aek ÒvkI pyaRy. donoHinjRra hE.

“bH\ne yoGy” AaTma ivkarkI pyaRymeH bH\ne yoGy Apne kar`se, Aahahaha¦rag pu~y papka wavse bH\ne yoGy ivkarse bH\ne yoGy Ae ApnI yoGytase bH\neyoGy hota hE ko{ kmRke kar`se bH\ne yoGy wav hota hE AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦bH\ne yoGy Ae ÒvkI pyaRy. bH\n krnevala Ae jUna kmR, nyanI yhaH bat nhÄ. puranakmR inim¿ hE Ae bH\ne krnevalako, ãVybH\ kha. AÒvkI pyaRy kha. Aa wav bH\ hEAe ÒvkI pyaRy hE. Aahahaha¦ hÒ to nvtÀv smÔte hE. bH\ hE donoH.


81“moÙ hone yoGy” hve AaiqrkI KeLlI. Aahahaha¦ wgvan AaTmameH kevz&anmeH

isâpd hone yoGyke kazmeH moÙ pyaRy hotI hE. Aahaha¦ Apna SvkazmeH moÙ honekesmymeH Apna inj Ù`meH _Tpi¿ moÙkI pyaRyka kaz =a to _smeH moÙ dxa _Tpþ hu{.Ae moÙ dxa Ae ÒvkI pyaRy hE. Aahahaha¦ pyaRy hE, Ae ãVy nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ moÙ honeyoGy je kevz&an _Tpþ huva Ae Òv ãVy nhÄ pyaRy hE. Aahahaha¦ AaEr Ae smye kmRkaKU! Ôna Ae ãVy moÙ hE, Aa wav moÙ hE, vo kmR KU! Ôna vo ãVy moÙ hE. Aek ÒvkIpyaRy hE, Aek AÒvkI pyaRy hE. Aahaha¦ bhuH JI uH bapu¦ Aahaha¦ &anne kezvvuH pDewa{¦ Aahaha¦

vo Aa!a hota hE ne Aa!a, lo! lo! bnate hE ne kaH{ ro!lI trt krte hE? yeAa!ako kezvte hE AEsa. AEse &anmeH phelI Aa bat kezvnI pDegI Ýwu¦ Aaha¦ Ônnelaykko Ônna pDega tere. Aahaha¦ Are¦ moÙ hone yoGy, hone yoGy kyuH kha? ke AesmymeH kevz&ankI _Tpi¿ hone yoGy ApnI pyaRymeH laykatse _Tpþ hu{ hE. ko{ kmRÙy huva to moÙkI pyaRy _Tpþ hu{ hE AEsa nhÄ. Aahaha¦ kya khete hEH?

(]ota:- xuâ ãVy kha hE?) nhÄ nhÄ. Aa to pyaRykI bat hE. pyaRy vo hE Ae xuâãVy nhÄ. yhaH to nv pyaRyse iwþ ãVy hE _skI ¹iÚ krnese sMyGdxRn hota hE Ae btanahE. JI`I bat hE.

Ae bat to sUnnemeH k@` pDtI hE AwI, bharmeH khe AEse ke v‡t kro, wiÉt kro,pUÔ kro, mHidr bnavo, gjr= ka#o, r= inkalo. ko` kre? Ae to jDkI pyaRy prkI iÊyahE {smeH tera wav kdaictŸ mHd ho ragkI mHdta ho to ye pu~y hE, vo ko{ \mR nhÄ.

(]ota:- \mR Aap iksko khete ho?) hEH¦ Aa khete hE ne, ke Aa nvtÀvkI pyaRyÔe hE, Aek ÒvkI AaEr Aek AÒvkI, doko KoDkr doka nvtÀvka pyaRyka wedko KoDkr,iƒkazI AqHDanHd Ýwu je xuâ hE, Ôe pyaRymeH kwI Aaya nhÄ, kwI miln huva nhÄ, kwIkevz&ankI pyaRymeH wI AaTma Aata nhÄ, AavI vat hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota: p` AavuHAmara dexmaH sHwzatuH n=I) p` Aemne Aavo !a{m hoy AavuH mnu*yp uH bapu¦ATyare nhÄ kre to ke id' krxe, wa{¦ Aa mnu*yp uH to ivqa{ jxe. wa{¦ AaHqomÄcIne caLyo jxe, rqDto, Òv. ye pvn hota hE ne vH!oizya pvn nhÄ hota? vH!oizyakhete hE kya khete hE? _smeH tInka hota hE tInka, _Dke khaH Ôyega? Aahaha¦ AEseijsko AwI sMyGdxRn nhÄ im+ya]âameH pDa hE Ae _Dkr tInka khaH Ôyega, wa{¦Aahaha¦

AhÄya bDa cÊvt± b‡ïd¿ 96000 ÏI, 96 ÊoD paydz, 16000 dev seva krte=e. p` im+yaTvka pap sevn krte =e, Aam hIrana plHg _pr po#e =e, [skI Aek ÏIkoto hÔr dev seva krte =e, dev seva krte =e ÏIka. AEsI to 96000 ÏI Aa AaHq mÄcIÝwu, Ae plHgmeHse dUsre smye satmI nrkmeH gye. Aahahaha¦ jena Aek Ù`nI vednaÝwu, kroDo Òw Ane kroDo wvse khI xke nhÄ AEsI vednameH gye. Aek Ù` nhÄ, p`

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82 smysar isiâ wag-2teƒIs sagr Aek sagropmmeH ds ÊoDaÊoDI pLyopm, Aek pLyopmmeH AsHQy wagmaHAsHQy Abj vØR. Aahahaha¦ wa{ Aeva du:q teH AnHtvar shn kyaR hE, AnHtbErnrkmeH gye hE AnHtbEr ingodmeH gye hE. Ýwu tere qbr nhÄ. wUl gya ma!e nhÄ =a AEsekem khe? Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? jnm pIKe K masmeH kya huva Ae qbr hE AwI?qbr nhÄ ma!e nhÄ =a, Aem ko` khe? Aem AnHt kazmeH du:q shn ikya Ae qbr nhÄhE to nhÄ =a AEsa ko` khe, smjmeH Aaya? loijkse Nyayse smjna pDega ke nhÄ?Aahaha¦ to terI jnm mr`kI du:qnI dxa, wgvan pokar krte hE, Ýwu Ae du:qne kyakha hE? teH du:q to shn ikya, p` du:q tera du:q deqnevalakI AaHsu \ara cltI =I.Aaha¦ Ae du:q im!aneka rSta, Aahaha¦ nvtÀvkI ¹iÚ KoDkr kyÇik nvtÀv AepyaRyka wed hE. Aahahaha¦ pyaRyka lÙ KoDkr, Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

“moÙ hone yoGy t=a moÙ krnevala donoH moÙ hE.” Aahaha¦ “ kyÇik Aekko hIApne Aap pu~y, pap, Aas‡v, sHvr, injRra, bH\, moÙ nhÄ hota,” kya khete hE?AekIla Ýwu &aykwav _smeH Aa wedwav nhÄ hota. inim¿-inim¿ sHbH\ne kar e Aewedwav hota hE. AekIla &aykwav _smeH Aa wed nv nhÄ hota. ApnI pyaRykIyoGyta Ane inim¿ dUsrI cIj, doke kar`se Ae nv wed _Tpþ hota hE. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? kyÇik Aekko hI Apne Aap, Apne kar`se pu~y, pap, Aas‡v, sHvr,injRra, bH\ isiâ nhÄ hotI. AekIla &aykwavmeH nvwed kEse Aaya? _skI pyaRy AaErinim¿ do imlkr nvwed huAe hE. Aahaha¦ hE¦ Aahahaha¦

Ae donoH Òv ne AÒv hE, ko` do? Ôe ÒvkI pyaRy hE Ae Òv khenemeH Aata hE Ane_dy Ôe AÒv hE _sko AÒv khenemeH Aata hE. do imlkr Òv-AÒv hE. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? ve donoH Òv AÒv hE, A=aRtŸ vo donomeHse, domeH se Aek Òv hE ne dUsraAÒv hE, Aahaha¦ Ae pu~y pap Aas‡v sHvr injRra bH\ ne moÙ Ae ÒvkI pyaRy hE, Ane_dy Ôe hE kmRka Ae AÒvkI pyaRy hE inim¿, do imlkr yhaH nvwed huva hE, AekIlaAaTmameH nvwed hota nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aa..ha¦

hve dUsrI cIj, vo to nv isâ ikya, vo sMyGdxRnka ivØy nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦hÒ to \mRkI phelI sI#I {ska Aa ivØy nhÄ nv. Aahaha¦ Aa dev guÌ ne xaÏ topr rh gya. vo wI sMyGdxRnka ivØy nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ \mRkI phelI sI#I _Tpþ honemeHiƒkazI &aykwav hI Aek Aa]y krne layk hE bs¦ Aahahaha¦ sU"m to hE p` vStuAEsI hE. Aahaha¦ hve Ae khete hE.

“baæ ¹iÚse deqa Ôy” kya khete hEH? S=Uz ¹iÚse deqa Ôy to Òv pudŸglkIAnaid bH\ pyaRyke smIp Ôkr, Aahaha¦ ÒvkI pyaRy ne AÒvkI pyaRy donoH ke smIpÔkr “Aek$pse Anuwv krne pr nvtÀv wUta=R hE”. nv hE. Aahaha¦ nvÝkarkIpyaRy hE, AsTy hE jU@a hE AEsa nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Òv pudŸglkIAnaid bH\pyaRyke smIp Ôkr Aek$pse Anuwv krne pr nv wUta=R hE. nv pyaRy hE.


83nv wed hE. Aek Òv ãVyke Svwavke smIp Ôkr Anuwv krnese nvtÀv AwUta=R hE.Aahaha¦ kya kha? Aahaha¦ Aek Sv$p wgvan AaTma, _skI smIp Ôkr AekTvkaAnuwv krnese, ye nv AwUta=R jU@a hE. Aahahaha¦ Daæawa{¦ Aa vat hE wa{. ko{id' saHwzI n=I, bese to É˜aH=I? Aahahaha¦ Aem ne Aem ijHdgI bfmmaH ne bfmmaH,bfm nam wan ivna ijHdgI inkalI ÔtI hE. Aahaha¦

yhaH khete hE ke Òv Ane jD doka wedse ivcar krnese nv hE, nv hE, AaEr AekÒvãVyke Svwav, wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu \‡uv Svwav, inTy Svwav, samaNy Svwav,Aek$p Svwav, Aahahaha¦ _skI smIp Ôkr, Aek$p SvwavkI smIp Ôkr, hE?Anuwv krne pr AwUta=R hE. nv vat sacI hE nhÄ, pyaRy Svwav AsTya=R hE, hE?

(]ota:- smIp kEse Ôna?) khete hE ne AHdr Ae trfka wedka lÙ KoDkr AwedmeHÔna. JI`I vat bapu¦ Aahaha¦ Aa to AnHt kazmaH Aek sekND ikya nhÄ kwI. ragAag dah dhe bzI gyo Ke mrI gyo Ke AemaH. Aahahaha¦ ivkLpnI ÔzmaH bzI gyoKe, mrI gyo Ke, wan n=I Aene. mEH kya cIj huH AHdr? AanHdka na= &aykwavseibrajman Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ _sko ragkI AiG™meH baz (sulga) idya. Aahaha¦ Aebzta nhÄ, ragse bz gya to _sko &aykwav nhÄ hE AEsa huva. kya kha?

ragkI pyaRymeH Aekakarse jl _@a to _sko &aykwav hE nhÄ to _ske ma!e &aykto mr gya hE. Aahaha¦ yhaH to TyaH lg khete hE. ;puruØa=R isiâ _pay' Am<tcHãacayRsHto to idgHbr hE sb. Ae prkI dya pazneka wav Aaya Ae rag hE. Ae Sv$pkI ihHsahE. vItrag Sv$p wgvan AaTma &ayk kaymkI cIj hE _smeH vo rag ivk<t dxa hu{Ae Sv$pkI ihHsa hu{. Apna Sv$pka inØe\ huva. ragka AiStTv ÝisâmeH Aaya.

(]ota:- {smeH ihHsa khaH hu{?) rag huAa _ska Éya A=R huAa, ragkI hEyatIdeqnemeH iƒkazkI hEyatI KU! g{. ¹iÚmeHse KU! gya. Aahaha¦ AakrI bat wa{¦ Aek$pvStumeHse inklkr ivkLp Aaya hE. cahe to... \mRka, Aahaha¦ ye Apna Sv$pka Aa]yn ilya ne ragka Aa]y ilya to Sv$pkI ihHsa hu{. Aahahaha¦

ivxeØ khega. (]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev).

Ývcn nH. 61 ga=a - 13 ta. 18-8-78 xuÊvar, ]av` sud-1p sH. 2p04

]I smysar ga=a 13 dUsra pereg‡af hE ne.S=Uz ¹iÚse deqa Ôye, pereg‡af Aayane, sU"m ivØy wgvan¦ AnHt kazmeH

nvtÀvkI pirpa!Ika wed hE _sko KoDkr &aykwav AekIla cEtNymUitR hE AEsa kwIAa]y ilya nhÄ. ¹iÚ kwI ikya nhÄ. to khete hE kI “S=Uz ¹iÚse deqa Ôye” to ÒvpudŸglkI Anaid bH\pyaRyke smIp, wgvan AaTma ne ragno sHbH\ bH\pyaRy AesmIp Ôkr Aek$pse Anuwv krne pr rag ne AaTma, wed ne AaTma ÒvkI Aek smykI

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84 smysar isiâ wag-2pyaRy AÒvka &an Ôe hota hE ye _sko yhaH AÒv khete hE. AÒv to wav hota hI nhÄAaTmameH, AaEr pu~y ne papka wav Ôe miln wav do hE, Ae bH\kI pyaRyke smIp Ôneseidqte hE. Aahaha¦ nvtÀvka wed, sU"m bat hE Ýwu¦ Ae Òv pudŸglnI smIpe ÔkrAnuwv krne pr nvtÀv wUta=R hE. nv pyaRymeH Ýkar hE, sU"m bat hE bapu¦ pyaRymeHnv Ýkar hE, ye wUta=R hE, Vyvharnyse hE.

(]ota:- phelaH to AwUta=R kheta =a) Ae AhÄya hE Ae ApeÙaAe wUta=R kheta =a,vo iƒkazkI ApeÙaAe AwUta=R hE. Ae khega AwI. Aahaha¦ bhu sU"m ivØy¦ AnHtkazmeH kwI, &ayk kya cIj hE, AHdr prmaTma Sv$p hE, hir kho, iv* u kho, b‡ï kho,b‡ïanHd kho, prmaTma kho, Ae sb AaTma hE AHdr. hrit {it hir, Ôe A&an AneragäeØko hre vo hir. prmaTma Apna Sv$p hE hir. smjmeH Aaya? AEsa Aek$pprmaTmameH kmRka inim¿ke sHbH\meH deqnese nvtÀv pyaRy$p hE, wUta=R hE AEsa khenemeHAaya hE, smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

xuH vat¦ hE ne? AaEr Aek ÒvãVyke Svwavke smIp Ôkr, Aahahaha¦ hveraiƒko ko{ pUKte =e ke hme kEse Ônna? wa{ Ae Òv Svwav &ayk$p xa¬t cIj hE_skI trf smIp Ônese, Aahaha¦ &aykwav, xa¬t Svwav Aek$p wav Ôe wav,pu~y papmeH to Aaya nhÄ p` vo sHvr injRra ne moÙkI pyaRymeH wI vo &aykwav AayanhÄ. Aahahaha¦ bhu sU"m jEn \mR Ane Ae j \mR hE, dUsra ko{ \mR hE nhÄ. smjmeHAaya?

Ae &aykwavkI smIp Ônese, Aek Òv ãVyke Svwav, Aek ÒvãVyka SvwavAek$p iƒkaz &aykwav, AanHdwav, xaHtwav, \‡uvwav, je nvtÀvkI pyaRyke smIpÔnese nvtÀv hE, p` _skI ¹iÚ KoDkr nvka pyaRy wedka lÙ KoDkr &ayk prmiƒkazI Ýwu hE, _skI smIp Ôkr, ¹iÚ TyaH lgakr, Aahaha¦ wUta=Rnyse Aek Òv hIÝkaxman hE. Aahaha¦ TyaH to nvtÀvmeH pyaRywedmeH Aek Òv &aykwav iƒkaz vo hIÝkaxman hE. Aahaha¦ kya khete hE hÒ? smjmeH Aaya?

pyaRymeH vtRman dxameH kmRka inim¿ka sHbH\kI ¹iÚse deqo to nv pyaRy hE,pyaRymeH nv Ýkar hE, Ae ÒvmeH nvÝkarmeH Ôe Òv ignnemeH Aaya, vo Òvka Aek AHxpyaRy lena, (smjna) sara Òv ãVy nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aek ÒvkI Aek smykIpyaRyko yhaH Òv nvmeH khenemeH Aaya. AaEr wed sb Aas‡v pu~y pap sHvr injRra(bH\) moÙ ye sb wed$pI pyaRy hE. pyaRy¹iÚse ye vStu hE. p` vo ¹iÚse AaTm&anhota nhÄ, sMyGdxRn \mRkI phelI sI#I, ye nvtÀvka wedkI ¹iÚse sMyGdxRn hota nhÄ.sMykŸ nam sTy dxRn, vo to iƒkazI &aykwav Ôe \‡uv hE, ijsmeH wed nhÄ AaEr wedmeHAe Aaya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AavI vat. Ae moÙkI pyaRy hE _smeH wI ãVy Aaya nhÄ.Aahaha¦ sHvr injRra Aaid je moÙka magRkI pyaRy hE, _smeH wI vo &aykwav AayanhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AEsa, hE?


85nvtÀvmeH wUta=Rnyse nvkI pyaRymeH lÙ KoDkr Aek$p iƒkazI &aykwavkI ¹iÚ

krnese Aek Òv hI Ýkaxman hE, TyaH to cEtNymUitR wgvan Aek hI Ýkaxman hE. vo¹iÚ sMyGdxRnka ivØy (hE). Aahaha¦ AavI vatHu bapu¦ smajne sa\ar` vatmaHA!kIne ijHdgI inkalte hE. Aahaha¦ AaHhI prmaTma svR&dev iƒlokna= Aem frmatHehE, vo hI sHto khete hE. sHto AaDitya hokr mal khete hE. AaDitya smjte hE? mal tosvR&ka Frka hE, sHto AaDitya hokr Aa vat krte hE, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? kenvtÀvmeH, nvka pyaRyka wedmeHse wUta=Rnyse Aek Òv hI, Aahahaha¦ Kto, KtI cIj,KtI mojUdgI iƒkazI xa¬t vStu ijsmeH pyaRywed wI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AEsa wUta=Rnyse,wUt nam Kto pda=R pU aRnHd Ýwu {ska nyse Ae ¹iÚse deqnese Aek Òv hI ÝkaxmanhE. wa{¦ Aa to mHƒo hE. Aa ko{ vataR-k=a n=I. Aa ko{ xBdo Aek xBdmaH pUruH pDe AEsIcIj nhÄ.

Aa to svR& prmaTma ijne¬r devnI idVy |vin _smeH Aaya Aa magR hE. je [NãoAekavtarI, Aek wvtarI wI sUnte hE, Ae cIj kEsI hE wEya. Aaha¦ Aaha¦ Ae nvtÀvkIpyaRykI AvS=aka wed, hE wed, p` _ske Aa]yse sMyGdxRn nhÄ hota. \mRkI phelI]e I ye nvka pyaRy wedse sMyGdxRn nhÄ hota. kyÇik sMykŸ pU RSv$p je wgvan stŸhE. ye stŸ hE, {skI ¹iÚse sMyGdxRn hota hE. sMykŸ nam sTy ¹iÚ, Aahaha¦ Ae iƒkazI&aykwavke smIp Ônese Òvka Aek$p ãVy Svwavke smIp Ônese Aek Òv hIÝkaxman idqte hE bs. _smeH wed bed hE nhÄ. sHvr injRra ne moÙ kI pyaRy wI AEseÒv ãVy SvwavmeH hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

“{s Ýkar AHtr¹iÚse deqa Ôye” vo baæ ¹iÚkI phelI bat ikya. hve AHtr¹iÚse deqa Ôye AHtr ¹iÚse deqa Ôy wgvan AaTmako to &aykwav Òv hE. vStuÔ`k Ô`k Ô`k Svwav, &anSvwavka ipHD, jem Ae brfkI Are¦ pa! hotI hE p0m`nI, AEse wgvan AnHtgu kI pa! Aek$p Svwav hE AHdr. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke.Òvke, &aykwav Òv hE. wgvan Ô`k Ô`k Ô`k Ô`k Ô`k Ô`k Ô`k Ô`k\‡uv Aa pa`Ika Ývah AEse clte hE, Ane AaTmaka \‡uv Ývah \‡uv \‡uv \‡uv \‡uv AEse cltehE. Aahahaha¦ AEse &aykwav Òv hE. Ae iƒkazI &aykwav \‡uv \‡uv \‡uv \‡uv Ae ÒvhE. Aahahaha¦ AaEr Òvke ivkarka hetu, ivkarkano A=R wedka hetu sHvr injRra moÙ wIAaHhI ivkar khete hE. wed Aaya ne wed? ivxeØe kayR, Aa ivkar Ae!le milnta AEsa yhaHn lena. Aahahaha¦

Òvke ivxeØ kayRka hetu, wed pDte hE. Ae inim¿ kmRka AÒvka inim¿se _skIhEyatImeH pu~y pap Aas‡v bH\ka wed idqte hE, AaEr _ska AwavmeH sHvr injRra p`_smeH wI inim¿ke AwavkI ApeÙa Aa{. kya kha? Ôe wgvan &aykwav$p Aek hE,_smeH Ôe pyaRymeH pu~y pap Aas‡v bH\ ivkarI pyaRy hotI hE, AemaH AÒv kmRka inim¿sapeÙ hE, AaEr sHvr injRra moÙ hE ye inim¿ka AwavkI sapeÙta hE. {smeH prmpair`aimk

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86 smysar isiâ wag-2wav Aaya nhÄ, _smeH sapeÙ Aaya. Aahahaha¦

Òvke ivxeØ kayRka hetu ivxeØ pyaRy wedka hetu AÒv hE. Aahahaha¦ wa{¦ Aato wgvHt prmaTma svR& iƒlokna=kI vaÌ bapu Ae kaH{ sa\ar` vat hE nhÄ.Aahaha¦ jene [Não, so [Não vaF Ane isHh jHglmeHse ku¿ana bCcanI jem cle Aavewgvanka smvsr`meH. mhaivdehmeH hE wgvan, (sImH\rna=) yhaH =e to yhaH wI =e.wgvan ibrajte hE p00 \nu*yka deh hE. pUvR idxa hE ne? Aahaha¦ mhaivdehmeH phelameH...3r wag hE, _smeH Aek wagmeH wgvan ibrajte hE, Aahaha¦ p00 \nuØ, (xrIr-deh)do hÔr ha=ka êca hE AwI. Ýwu ibrajte hE mnu*yp e, AHdrmeH to iƒkazI&an svR&Ýwu Aek sekHDka AsHQy wagmeH tIn kal tIn lokko deqte hE, _skI vaÌmeH Aa AayaAe sHto jgt pase Ôher krte hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦

Òv to &aykwav hI hE. Aa iƒkazI ãVykI bat Aa{. vo nvtÀvmeH Òv vo toAek smykI pyaRyko Òv kha. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ iƒkazI &aykwav xa¬t \‡uvcIj Anaid AnHt, A` _Tpþ, Anax, nax nih Ane Apna pU R Svwavse wra pDawgvan Ae &aykwav Ae Òv hE.

AaEr {smeH ivxeØ kayRka hetu, pu~y pap Aas‡v sHvr injRra bH\ ne moÙ Ae ivxeØkayR hE. _smeH hetu AÒv hE to AÒv hetu kyÇ kha? ke pu~y xuw AxuwwavmeH Aas‡v bH\hE. to AÒv inim¿kI sapeÙta Aa ÔtI hE, p` pIKe sHvr injRra moÙmeH wI inim¿kaAwavkI ApeÙa AatI hE. AEsI cIj pyaRy khenemeH Aata hE. Ae ivkar hetu AÒv, ivxeØkayRmeH hetu nam inim¿ AÒv hE. to sHvr injRra moÙkI pyaRymeH hetu AÒv kEse?wgvan je AaTma iƒkazI Sv$p prmpairàimk &aykwav _smeH ko{ inim¿kIhEyatI ne AwavkI ApeÙa hE nhÄ. AEsI &aykwav iƒkaz vStu hE, _ska smIp ÔnesesMyGdxRn hota hE. _sse dUr dUr w!kte hE AaEr nv pyaRymeH _ska lÙ ne TyaH rhete hE to&aykwav _sko ¹iÚmeH nhÄ Aata. AenuH pirpU R Sv$p wgvan AaTma Ae _ska ¹iÚmeHne &anmeH nhÄ Aata. Aahahaha¦

(]ota:- sMyGdxRnno ivØy A\Uro Ke, iƒkazI vStu) iƒkazI vStu Ae sMyGdxRnkaivØy hE. (]ota:- to A\Ura rha hE.) A\Ura kaEn kha? iƒkazI vStu hE ne? pyaRy pIKe.(]ota:- Ýma`nI ApeÙaAe wed Ke ne?) Ae AhÄ to nyka ivØykI bat clte hE ne.Ýma`ka ivØy to iƒkazI &aykwav Ane vtRman ragaid pyaRy, sHvr Aaid Ae sbVyvharnyka (iv*ay) inüy ne Vyvhar doka ivØy Ýma`.

Ae Ýma`ka ivØymeH to ãVy pyaRy do Aaya. p` _smeHse ßyaH inüynykI ¹iÚsedeqna hE Aek nye, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? to &aykwav Òv hE. AaEr Òvke ivxeØkayRka hetu AÒv. ko`? pu~y ne pap Aas‡v sHvr injRra bH\ ne moÙ ijska lÙ`, AEseÒvke, kevz Òvke ivxeØ dxa hE. hE? xuwwav ÒvkI ivk<t AvS=a, papwav ÒvkIivk<t AvS=a. Aas‡v ivk<t AvS=a. sHvr Aivk<t AvS=a. p` ivxeØ hE ne ye?


87samaNy &aykwav nhÄ vo. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat hve Aene Aekek ga=amaH.

(]ota:- FDIkmaH Aap kho AaTma \‡uv Ke, FDIkmaH Aap kho pyaRy Amare smjvuHxuH?) ivxeØ SpÚ krate hE. pyaRy wI hE ne ãVy wI hE. do hE. ãVy hE Ae &ayk$p Aek$phE ne pyaRy hE ye wed$p dxavHt hE. pu~y pap Aas‡v sHvr injRra Aaid wed$p ye hE. hEto ye wI hE ne Aa wI hE. p` nvtÀvka wed hE ivxeØ vo to Vyvharnyka ivØy hEsMyGdxRnka ivØy nhÄ vo. Aahaha¦ Ae xuânyka ivØy nhÄ, ivØy xBde |yey, xuânyka|yey to iƒkazI &aykwav hE. Aahahaha¦ JIÌ vat bapu¦ Ae e ko{ id' kyuÅ n=I.duinyanI hozI szgavI. rag ne äeØ Aaqo id' Aahaha¦ (]ota:- hozI mane) AiG™szgavI ragnI, kha nhÄ =a kl? kæa =a ne rag dah dhe K #azamaH Aata hE ne?pa@xazameH wàte hE “K #aza”. _smeH Aata hE rag Aag dah dhe sda, rag Aag dahdhe sda, Ae ragna ivkLp=I AiG™ szgtI hE AHdr bzte hE. AxaHitse jlte hE AnaidÝaÌ. smjmeH Aaya? cahe to Ae SvgRmeH ho ke cahe to Ae xe@a{meH AbÔepitmeH ho AeragnI AiG™meH jlte hE, bzte hE ye. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- mÔ kre Ke ne Aap kho Ko bzeKe?) ko` mÔ kre? mUrq hE, mÔ mante hE to. snepat hota hE snepat. (]ota:- Aato DaæanI vat Ke. Aap to gaHDanI vat kro Ko.) vat pIt ne kf ivxeØ ßyare vkrIÔte hE ivxeØ hota hE Tyare snepat hota hE. snepatmaH vo daHt ka#te hE. suqI hE? AEse,Aek$p wgvan AaTmakI ]âa ibna, rag ne pyaRykI ]âavaza im+ya ]âa hE, &anim+ya hE, AaEr ragka Aacr` im+ya Aacr` hE, tInoHka snepat lga hE _sko. Ae mÔmante hE, Ae snepatIya jem hrq krte hE. Aem Ae mÔ (mankr) snepatIya, paglhE ye. Aahahaha¦ Aam wgvan khete hE hÇ¦ Aahaha¦

(]ota:- song#ka isâaHt inkla) song#ka? Ae wgvan kevzI khete hE, Aako` khete hE Aa? sHto idgHbr sHto, AanHdkI rmtmeH rmnevala, Aaha¦ inivRkLpAanHdnI mojmeH rmnevala AHdr inj vEwv, AtIiNãy AanHd ne AtIiNãy &an neAtIiNãy xaHit, AEsa inj vEwvmeH rmnevala sHt _sko sHt muin khete hE, Ae sHt khetehE yhaH. Aahaha¦ Aa !Ika _skI hE sHSk<t. Ae wgvan AaTma Aek$p ijs &aykwavvo to _ska Svwav hE ne vo hI ¹iÚka ivØy Ae &aykwavmeH smIp Ônese to sMyGdxRnhota hE. nvka wed _pr smIp Ônese sMyGdxRnka Awav hota hE. Aahahahaha¦

Ae pu~y ne pap, Aas‡v, sHvr, injRra, bH\ ne moÙ, ijnke lÙ` hE, AEse kevzÒvkI pyaRy ivkar, Òvka ivxeØ wav hE. ivkar nam Òvka ivxeØ wav hE. samaNywav to &ayk Aek$p iƒkaz hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ane Aa pu~y xuwwav, papwav,Aas‡vwav be, do imlkr-sHvr-injRra-moÙ vo sb ÒvkI pyaRy, hE? kevz ÒvkIivxeØ dxa hE, ivxeØ, ivkar nam ivkar, ivk<t AvS=a ivxe*a AvS=a hE. Aahaha¦ caheto sHvr injRra ne moÙ p` ivxeØ AvS=a hE. ye &aykwav iƒkaz Ae _smeH Aaya nhÄ.Aahaha¦

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88 smysar isiâ wag-2sMyGdxRnmeH &aykwavka wan hota hE, ÝtIt AatI hE p` ÝtItmeH pyaRymeH

&aykwav Aata nhÄ. Aahaha¦ kyÇ? kyÇik vo ãVy hE, Ae pyaRymeH khaHse Aave? ãVykasam+yR ijtna hE {tnI ÝtItmeH sam+yR Aata hE. p` vo ãVy cIj hE vo pyaRymeH AaÔye, AEsa kwI hota nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Are¦ ko e saHwZyuH Ke? jy wgvan¦ Aemne AemijHdgI inkazI. Aahaha¦ Ae kevz ÒvkI ivxeØ dxa hE nv. Aek smykI pyaRy p` ivxeØdxa hE, Aem ilyane wa{? nvmeH ÒvkI Aek pyaRy hE _sko Òv kha hE. ãVy Òv Ôe hEvo _smeH Aaya nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? nv khane? nv Ae kevz Òvke ivxeØ hE. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? Ane ivxeØ nam dxa hE, _skI pyaRy hE. _smeH wed hE. vStu &ayk hE. ye_smeH Aaya nhÄ. Aaha¦ to ye ivkarka ye Ýkar ÒvkI pyaRymeH nvÝkar hE, ivxeØ. Aekvat.

pu~y, pap, Aas‡v, sHvr, injRra, bH\ Ane moÙ Ae ivkar hetu inim¿ kevz AÒvhE. _smeH Ôe inim¿ hE ye kevz AÒv hE. wed Ôe ApnI pyaRymeH hE ye ÒvkI pyaRy hE.Aahaha¦ Aa Aek ga=a p` smjvI k@`. Aek j`o khe smysar meH sara pHdr idnmeHvaHc ilya. Ae tme bhu smysarna vqa` krte ho AEsI cIj hE vEsI cIj hE to pHdridnmeH vaHCya. Are vaHCya AemaH kya daizya huva? _ska wav kya hE ye smje ibna tunevaHCya AHg‡eÒ AÙro ilqa hE ye puStk Ae bI sI DI Ae bI AEsa AÙr vaHCyane vaHc gyato _sme wav Aaya ivxeØ, Daæawa{¦ Aahaha¦ AEsa AÙr vaHc p# gya, p` _smeHwav kya hE Ae kya Aaya tere? Aahaha¦

(]ota: Aap khete hE. &aykwav Òv hE AaEr nvtÀv Òv ke ivxeØ hE.) k{ rItewaØameH? waØameH Aa gya? Aahaha¦ AaHhI to wavmeH Aana cahIAe Aem khete hE.(]ota:- Aek xrt qtm hu{ TyaH dUsrI xrt Aa{, lavo Ko ke!lI xrto?) Ae toAeknI Aek xrt hE. iƒkazI samaNy &aykwav vo hI sMyGdxRnka ivØy hE, ye Aek jxtR hE p` iwþ iwþ trIkese smÔte hE. Aahaha¦ Òsko jnm mr` riht hona ho_sko sMyGdxRn Ýg! krna cahIAe, sMyGdxRn kEse ho ke iƒkazI &aykwavkI smIpÔnese AekTvbuiâ hotI hE, _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE. Aahahaha¦ KteH sMyGdxRnkIpyaRymeH samaNy Òv hE _skI ÝtIit Aa{, p` samaNy Òv hE ye sMyGdxRnkI pyaRymeHÒv Aaya nhÄ, ivxeØmeH samaNy Aaya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ xuH khe Ke Aa? &ancHdÒ¦ Ae nvhE Ae AÒv hE, ivxeØ hetu AÒv Ke.

“AEse yh nvtÀv Òv ãVyke Svwavko KoDkr” Aahahaha¦ wgvan &aykkaSvwav iƒkaz hE “_sko KoDkr” “SvyH AaEr pr Ònke kar` hE” ApnI pyaRymeH nvAaEr pr inim¿ Ae SvyH ne pr Ònke kar` hE AEse Aek ãVykI pyaRyke $pmeH Ae ãVynIpyaRyna wed$pmeH Anuwv krne pr nv hE, nv hE. hE?

wa{¦ Aa marg to vItragno wa{¦ jenI pase [Não vaF Ane isHh jHglmeHsekexrI isHh jHglmeHse cla Aata hE smvxr`meH sUnne ko xaHt¦ xaHt¦ xaHt¦ vnna xuH


89khevay? Ae raÔ isHh vnno raÔ, seHkDo isHh jHglmeHse cla Aata hE. wgvankIswameH, to Ae cIj kEsI hogI? Ae vataR hotI hogI?

(]ota:- wgvankI vaÌ ka iktna Ýwav¦) Ýwav to, Ae to _ska pu~yka _dyp` sUnne layk Òv, Ae sUnte hE iktnI paƒta hE _smeH, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?saÙatŸ ƒ` lokna na=, AenI vaÌ Ae Aa vaÌ hE. Aahaha¦

khete hE, Ae nvtÀv Òv ãVy ke Svwavko KoDkr, iƒkazI &aykwavka lÙKoDkr Sv ne pr ijnke kar` SvmeH Aola phele Òvne Alg ikyane, kevz Òvke ivkarAe Sv. Ane pu~y pap Aaid AÒv Ae ;pr'. “AEse Aek ãVykI pyaRy, ãVykI pyaRyokoAnuwv krne pr” Ae vStunI vtRman dxa _ska Anuwv krne pr, Ae nv hE. Aahaha¦Anuwv xBde yhaH sMyGdxRn nhÄ. nvka Ônna krne pr, nv hE. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuHhve. lokone bhar=I manIne besI gya. kaH{k v‡t lI\a ne tpsa Apvas kyaÅ ne mHidrmHidr bnvaya ne wiÉt pUÔ ne Ôƒa ne bqbiqya krvaya wgvan.

(]ota:- Aagm mHidr bnave to \mR =ay?) Aagm mHidr kyaÅ khane? ramÒwa{AebnaVyuH n=I Aa. Aahaha¦ ha. tme to Ýmuq hta ke nhÄ? Aahaha¦ Ýmuq to Ae hta,wle Ae vqte nvnItwa{ hta p` b\uH nvnItwa{ to @Ik, p` Ýmuq to phelese AeAek hI hE, te _sne bnaya nhÄ. _sse Aa bna hI nhÄ. vo to jDkI pyaRy, Ae smye_Tpþ honekI laykatse bna hE. Ae mHidrkI jDkI pyaRy hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae jnm Ù` hE,10r ga=a Ývcnsar. Ae jnm nam _Tpi¿ka Ù` =a TyaH _Tpþ huAa hE. smjmeHAaya? Aene _ske bnanemeH ivkLp ho, Ae xuwwav hE, bs, pu~y hE. pu~y Ae AaTmakIivxeØ dxa, ivkar hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

pyaRy ¹iÚse deqo to nv hE. wUta=R hE p` _smeH sMyGdxRn n Aaya. \mRkI phelIsI#I _Tpþ krnemeH nvtÀvka ivØyse Ae dxRn _Tpþ nhÄ hota. Aahahaha¦ pyaRyivxeØ hE ne? Aahaha¦ “AaEr svRkazmeH ASqilt” deqo hve Aa, svRkazmeH ivxeØmeH nhÄAanevala, ASqilt Sqlna _smeH Aek AHxmeH wI Aata nhÄ kwI. kevz&ankI pyaRymeHwI &aykwav iƒkaz Aata nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ae ingodmeH hE Òv to &anka AÙrkeAnHtmeH wage _sko ivkas hE, to wI &ayk to svRkaze ASqilt AEsa hE TyaH AHdr pDahE, kya kha? &ankI pyaRy, Aa ingod hE ne ingod? ingod kya? Aa ls`, Pyaj _skaAek !ukDa lo ra{ je!la to _smeH AsHQy to xrIr hE, AaEr Aek xrIrmeH AnHt Òv hEAaEr Aek Òvko vtRmanmeH _skI pyaRymeH AÙrka AnHtmeH wagka _ska ivkas hE, AEsahone pr wI pyaRymeH, vStu hE Ae to iƒkaz ASqilt &aykwav hE. Aahaha. Aare¦ AavIvatHu hve kone? Ane kevz&an hota hE pirpU R pyaRy ƒ` kaz ƒ` lok Ône AEsI pyaRyAa{, to wI &aykwav to jEsa hE AEsa ne AEsa hE. ilqa hE ke nhÄ deqo¦ svRkazmeHASqilt, hE? svRkazmeH Sqilt nhÄ hota, nam F!v\ _smeH ko{ nhÄ hota. Aahaha¦hve AavuH Ke.

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90 smysar isiâ wag-2svRkazmeH ASqilt Aek Òv ãVyke Svwav, Aahahaha¦ iƒkazI Òv ãVyka

Svwav vtRman. kamy rhenevala ASqilt kaym samaNymeHse ivxeØmeH Sqlna AaÔtI hE, AEsI Ae cIj nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ svRkazmeH ASqilt, Aahahaha¦ nrkmeH narkIp eAnHt AnHt du:q ve@ya pyaRymeH, p` vStu to svRkazmeH ASqilt &aykwav to TyaHwI AEsa ne AEsa hE. Aahaha¦ AaEr svaR=R isâmeH gye AaEr TyaH suqnI samg‡Ika parnhÄ AaEr teƒIs hÔr vØeR to Aaharka Dkar Aata hE kH@meHse, Ae ÝaÌkI pyaRymeH wI ãVyto jEsa hE vEsa ne vEsa pDa hE AHdr. svRkaz ASqilt ye svRkaz ASqiltkI AaVyaQya hotI hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? kevz&ankI pyaRy ho, p` vStu Ke Ae to ƒ`kaz, ƒ ey kaze ASqilt hE. Ae pyaRymeH AatI nhÄ. Aena A=R AEsa hE.

(]ota:- pyaRymeH Aata nhÄ _ska nam ASqilt?) ASqilt. Aahaha¦ j¡Aokya khete deqo, svRkazmeH Aa to mHƒ hE Ýwu, jem vÄKI _tarneka mHƒ hota hE ne vÄKIDHq, Aem spRka DHq, Aem Aa im+yaTvka Jer _tarneka mHƒ hE Aa. Aahaha¦ Anaid ragne pu~yna piràm mera, _sse mere law hE im+yaTvka Jer lga hE _sko. Ae Jer _tarnekIAa mHƒ dxa hE. Aahaha¦

svRkazmeH. Aahaha¦ iƒkazI SvwavvHt prmaTma svRkaze ASqilt Aek$p hE.Aahaha¦ Anaidkazse Aa jgt hE, to Anaidkazse kevz&anI wI hE. jgtmeH kevz&anIwI Anaidkazse hE. Ae jgt =a ne kevz&anI prmaTma nhÄ =a, AEsa nhÄ. p` vojgt hE ma!e kevz&an huva AEsa nhÄ, AaEr kevz&an huva to AaTma samaNymeHse h@krSqilt ho gya, {tnI kevz&an dxa AnHt AanHd dxa Ýg!I, to iƒkazI SvwavmeHko{ F! ho g{? Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? “svRkazmeH ASqilt” xBdka bDa gHwIrA=R hE. Aaha¦ Arere¦ Aene kya sUna nhÄ ne?

satmI nrkna narkIna du:q Ýwu kha =a ne kl phele Aek Ù`ka du:q prmaTmaAem frmate hE ke kroDo wvne kroDo Òwse khI xke nhÄ, {tna Ù`ka du:q, AEsa teƒIssagr su\I AnHt bEr huva hE, p` vStu hE Ae to ASqilt &aykwav pDa hE AEsa neAEsa hE. Aaha¦ AanHdse pirpU R hE Ae AEsI du:q dxake kazmeH wI AanHdse pirpU R&ananHd wgvan pDa hE AHdr. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? smÔy Ae!luH smjvuHbapu¦ Aa to wgvanno marg wa{¦

Are prmaTmana ivrh pDã, vItrag ræa nhÄ, jem l"mI ÔtI hE AaEr ma-bapgujr Ôte hE pKI paKz=I Kokra tkrar krte hE. Aahaha¦ vheHcva ma!e. Aa mkan mera,meH bDa wa{ huH meH _smeH rheta huH iptaÒ rhete =e, ds laqka mkan p` ye mere lena hE.ye tkrar pDe. l"mI F!e ma-bap gujr Ôye, Aem kevz&an l"mI g{, iƒlokna na=prmaTma iptaÒ ræa nhÄ, Aahaha¦ paKzse Aa tkrar _@avI. ko{ khe ke nhÄ pu~yse\mR hota hE, ko{ khe dev guÌ xaÏkI ]âase \mR hota hE... ko{ khe mHidrko bnanese \mRhota hE. AEsa tkrar wgvanka ivrhmeH pDã bhot. y¡glÒ¦ Aahaha¦


91AEsa ho wle cahe so ivprIt ¹iÚ, p` vStu Ôe AHdr hE Ae to ASqilt iƒkaz

pDI hE AHdr. Aahaha¦ wa{¦ waØa srz idqte hE p` vo wav smjna. Aahaha¦svRkazmeH ASqilt Aek Òvka ãVyka Svwav, deqo iƒkaz kaym rhenevalI cIjAek$p, AEsa Aek ÒvãVy, deqo Aek ÒvãVy, Aek Apna ÒvãVyka Svwavke smIpÔkr, nvtÀvka wedmeH dUr jb hota hE, smIpse (jb) nvpyaRyke smIp Ôte =e p`ãVyse dUr hota =a. Aahaha¦

yhaH khete hE ke wgvan Aek$p ãVy Svwav svRkazmeH Sqlna nam ivxeØp e vokaH{ nhÄ hota Ane ivxeØ dxa pU R ho to wI TyaH Sqlna kaH{ nhÄ hotI, AaEr ivxeØdxa bhot ALp hotI hE, to wI TyaH Sqlna nhÄ hotI. Aahahaha¦ AEsa svRkazmeHASqilt Aek ÒvãVyke Svwavke smIp, Aa AHtrmaH ¹iÚ kr Ýwu. Aahaha¦ pyaRykawedkI ¹iÚ KoD de. Aaha¦ tera Òv, ãVySvwav Ônna hoy to. Aahaha¦ AaEr teresMyGdxRn Ýg! krna ho to, \mRkI phelI dxa Ýg! krna ho to, iƒkaz ASqiltÒvãVyka Svwavke smIp Ô. pyaRyse dUr ho Ô. Aahaha¦ Aavo magR Ke.

Aek ÒvãVyka Svwavke smIp Ôkr Aem ÉyuH kha? ke kmR h@e to smIp Ôkr,AEsa nhÄ. tum tere puruØa=Rse iƒkazI Svwavka smIp Ô skte hE. smjmeH Aaya? AaErtera _l!a puruØa=Rse hI tum pyaRy buiâmeH ruk gya hE. smjmeH Aaya? ko{ kmRke kar`seruk gya hE, AaEr kmR h@ Ôy to sMyGdxRn pate hE ne smIpmeH Ôte hE AEsa hE nhÄ.Aahaha¦

(]ota:- hmarI trf to AEsa khete hE kmRse hota hE.) Ae Ae sb jU@ hE. ye to phelese hE devcHdÒ, Ae to AekoterkI salse hmare cltI hE. 63 vØR huva. 63 sa{@ AaEr tInvØR, phele hmare guÌ =a, bhot Ýisâ =a, =a S=ankvasI p` ¹iÚ ivprIt =I p` hmeH71meH, 70 meH dIÙa ilya. 70 khete tuMharemeH s¿r khete hE ne sat AaEr xUNy. 1970, 6pvØR huva. to phele hmne inkala. hmare to pUvRka sHSkar =a ne¦ to guÌAe idya nhÄ.xaÏmeH vaHcte =e to, _smeHse inkala phele vhele bhar bole ke “ApnemeH ivkar hota hEAe kmRse iblkul nhÄ.” qzwza! ho gya. dophrko VyaQyan krte =e, svarmeH hmaraguÌ =a ne sHÝdayka vo krte =e AaEr Aa@m paqIka poØa krte hE ne poØa? paEØ\ nhÄ?covIs klak qana nhÄ ne Aek @eka e rhena. to la@I-la@I, damngr pase to TyaH poØarp-30-40 ma`s hota =a AaEr dophrko loko khe kanÒ SvamI vaHce, kanÒ SvamIvaHce Aem loko bhot maHg`I krta =a. to hm dophrko Aek FH!a vaHcte =e. Aa@m nepaqI, mihnemeH car var, drroj nhÄ. paEØ\ jb ho svarmaH VyaQyan ho gya hodophrko mag`I kre ke mharaj kanÒ muin vaHce Aem. to Aekvar vaHctane Aekvar tophele Ae kha guÌ bE@e =e, pIKe saHwzte, sUnte =e, ke AaTmameH Ôe im+yaTvwavne rag äeØwav hota hE Ae kmRka inim¿se hota hE, AEsa iblkul jU@ hE. Apna _l!a puruØa=Rseivkar hota hE. AaEr sul!a puruØa=Rse ivkarka nax hota hE.

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92 smysar isiâ wag-2pIKe S=ankvasImeH grbD ho g{ Aa vat inkalI to. pIKe ¬etaHbrmeH bat g{

ne TyaH grbD ho g{, ne Aa idgHbrmeH Aayane to AhÄ wI grbD ho g{. NyaHy AEsakhete, nhÄ ke ivkar AEsa nhÄ hota, ivkar kmRse hota hE. Ae v`±ÒkI sa=e ccaR hu{ =Ine? r1 vØR phele, 13 kI sal r1 vØR huva. sb =e ramÒwa{ =e, Amare ihHmtwa{ =e,fulcHdÒ =e, kElascHdÒ =a, bHsI\rÒ =a, vo [Ndorka bDa pHiDt =a, sb =e to kha deqo6r ga=a pHcaiStkay xaÏ deqo. ApnemeH Ø!Ÿkarkse ivkar ApnI pyaRymeH Apnekar`se hota hE, ;Ø!Ÿkark' kya? Ôe ko{ rag äeØ ne im+yaTv hota hE, Ae pyaRyka ktaRpyaRy hE Ae im+yaTvkI pyaRyka ktaR pyaRy hE. im+yaTv _ska kayR hE, im+yaTv _skasa\n hE, im+yaTv _ska Apadan hE. _sse im+yaTvmeHse im+yaTv Aata hE AaEr im+yaTvkaAa\ar Ae im+yaTv hE. ãVygu nhÄ ne pr nhÄ. prna karkse inrpeÙ hota hE AEsakhane. qzwza! ho gya TyaH [srImeH. Aek fulcHdÒ Aa pHiDt hE ne m|yS= hE vo, mgjbhot ACKa hE _nka, to ye bole sb swa be@I =I, ke SvamIÒ Aem khete hE ke ivkarprke karkkI ApeÙa ibna inüyse ApnemeH ApneseH hota hE, Ae fulcHdÒAe kha. Aemkhete hE, m|yS= ma`s hE, to ye bat jrI Ìic nhÄ ke!lakne.

kI\uH: ApnI pyaRymeH Ae vqte to hmne Ývcnsar deqa nhÄ =a, phelaH khane Aevqte deqa =a. p` jb phele kha =a tb Ývcnsar smysar deqa hI nhÄ =a. AHdrsebat Aa g{. wgvan AaTma ApnI pyaRymeH ivk<t rag ne äeØ ne im+yaTvwav krtehE Ae smyka Apra\ Apnese hota hE. kmRse iblkul nhÄ. kmRko yhaH Apra\ KUte nhÄAaEr Apra\ Ae kmRko KUte nhÄ. kmR Apra\ko KUte nhÄ. qzwza! ho gya swameH.swako no be@I bat. vo bat klk¿e Aa g{ pIKe. xe@ =a xe@ xahuÒ =a ne, TyaH Aavat laya. to hm hmara wojn =a gjrajÒne TyaH gjrajÒ nhÄ? vo Ko!a bDa kyanam? tolaram Ane Aa vKrajÒ dUsra ne tIÔ gjrajÒ. to gjrajÒ ke TyaHwojn =a TyaH, pƒ TyaHse Aaya hE ke pUKo ivkar kmRse hota hE ke nhÄ? xahuÒ Aaya volekr. pƒ Aaya hE smedixqrÒse. kI\uH jvab de idya hE TyaH, _@o. xahuÒ ho ke gme teho hmare kya? AhÄya¦ xahuÒ lekr Aaya. xaHit xahuÒ. jvab de idya hE TyaH ivkarApnese hota hE prse nhÄ ye xaÏpa@ btaya. TyaH btaya 6r ga=a pHcaiStkay. deqoAhÄya AwI hE, ke ivkar krnemeH prka karkkI ApeÙa hE nhÄ. prka kark ne kar`kIApeÙa hE hI nhÄ. AEsa pa@ hE pHcaiStkaymeH hm btaya =a ne do idn phele, do idn phelebtaya =a. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

AhÄya Ae khete hE kI ApnemeH ivkar dxa ho ke ivxeØ dxa ho vo Apnese hotI hE._smeH inim¿, Ae khane? Ae ÒvkI pyaRy nv hE, Ane _smeH inim¿ AÒv hE inim¿, p`inim¿se huva AEsa nhÄ. Aahaha¦ inim¿ke lÙse wed pD gya AHdr. smjmeH Aaya?p` vo ko{ cIj nhÄ, sMyGdxRn ijsko pana hE, \mRkI phelI sI#I pana ho, to _skoto svRkazmeH ASqilt Aek Òv ãVyke Svwavke smIp Ôkr, Anuwv krne pr Ae


93AwUta=R hE, nv pyaRy jU@I hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aa to AÙre AÙr bapu A=RhE. AamaH to Aek AÙr ferfar kre to? sHtonI vaÌ, idgHbr sHt, AaTm AnuwvIwavilHgI sHt, prme¬r pdmeH Aaya. Aahahaha¦ prme¬r hE AacayR to. pHcprmei¤ hEkI nhÄ? pHc ye prmei¤ hE ne? Aahaha¦ AacayR mharajkI Aa vaÌ hE mUz ga=a. AaEr!Ika hE ye AacayR mharajkI Am<tcHãacayR¦ idgHbr. hÔr vØR phele huva. Ae ga=ameHwav =a Ae qolkr rq idya. Aa AacayR Aam khete hE kuHdkuHdacayR, Tyare ATyare Aamkhete hE, AwI Aaya hE ne nvuH ;smysar' iv>anHdÒnuH to _smeH AEsa ilqa hE blwãpHiDt hE Ae e kæuH hxe ke, xaÏ to bDa srz hE, p` iväanoAe !Ika bnakr duruh kr idya.duruh kya khete hE? ;ki@n' AEsa hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ke AhÄya puStk? n=I... Aahaha¦kyÇik Am<tcHãacayR¦ ßyaH pa@meH AVyÉt hE, TyaH _ska K bol inkalkr SpÚ kr idya,ke AaTma ye hE pyaRyse VyÉt hE, _sse iwþ AVyÉt AaTma hE AEsa A=R ilya hI nhÄ,_smeHse, Aek bs xBda=R ilya =a sa\ar`, !Ika nhÄ. Are wa{¦ Ae AacayÈnI !Ika,sHtonI !Ika hE Ae ko{ vataR nhÄ. Ae to mUzga=ameH Ôe wav =a _sko qol idya hE. jEsegay Ane weHske Aa_meH dU\ hE ne dU\, to _smeH AaHczmeH, AEsa AaHcl nhÄ lgate hE. deqahE? AEsa nhÄ lgate, AEsa lgate hE. AEsa lgate hE to caHda pDI Ôy AhÄya. p` Aane Aa Amare to Fre bhenne Fer =a ne to hmne sb deqa =a. dohte =e to Aa AHgU@a hEne Aa AamaH qaD hE _smeH AaHcz rqte hE AaHcz to _smeH =a vo inkzte hE. AEsaga=ameH wav hE Ae tkRse _@akr Aa bnaya hE. xe@¦ xe@ne to Fò AWyas hE sHSk<tnone Vyakr`no. karHÔmeH p#ã hE, p` b\o bharno. Aahaha¦

svRkazmeH ASqilt, ivxeØmeH kwI Aata hI nhÄ, Ane samaNymeH kwI F!v\ hotIhI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ xuH khe Ke Aa? AEsa Aek$p iƒkazI wgvan _ske smIp, Aek ÒvãVyka Svwav, smIp Ôkr Anuwv krne pr vo nv hE Ae jU@a hE. nvpyaRy jU@I hE.Aek$p sTya=RkI ¹iÚ krnese nvpyaRy, ¹iÚmeH Aata nhÄ, Ae ApeÙaAe jU@a hE. Aahahaha¦hÒ to nvtÀv jU@a to bharnI vat to ÉãH krvI. Aahaha¦

(]ota: nv pyaRy wI jU@a¦) pyaRy sb jU@a. Aek$p Ýwu¦ kaym Aek$psvRkazmeH rhenevala wgvan Ýwu¦ &ayk Svwav, ãVy Svwav, ÒvãVy Svwav,Aek$p Svwav, vo trfka puruØa=Rse TyaH Ôkr Anuwv krne pr, nvpyaRyka wed AejU@a hE, ho Ôta hE. Aahaha¦ Tyare _sko sMyGdxRn hota hE.

y¡glÒ¦ hÒ to \mRnuH co=uH gu S=an, paHcmuH ne KõuH Ae to kya cIj hE. smjmeHAaya? ]avk khete hE ijsko khete hE ye ]avk Aa vaDana ]avk Ae ]avk hE nhÄ ko{.hÒ sMyGdxRn kya hE ne kEse Ýaº hoga _skI qbr nhÄ, khaHse ]avk Aaya? khaHsesa\u Aa gya? Aahaha¦ Ae smIp Ônepr, nv AwUta=R hE, AsTya=R hE {silye...ivxeØ Aayega.


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smysar 13 mI ga=a NyaH Aaya hE. svRkazmeH ASqilt Aek ÒvãVyke SvwavkesmIp Ône pr Anuwv krne pr AwUta=R hE. kya kha? Aa Òv Ôe AaTma hE _skIpyaRymeH nv Ýkarka tÀv _Tpþ hota hE. AhÄya nvtÀvmeH Òvka Aek AHx pyaRy Ae TyaHlena nvmeH, AaEr AÒvka &an AhÄya hota hE _sko AÒv lena. AÒv pda=R nhÄ lena,Ae Òv ApnI pyaRymeH Aek AHx$p Ôe hE, Ae nvtÀvmeH _sko Òv kha. AaEr AÒv ÔejD hE _ska &an hote hE ye _sko yhaH AÒv kha. AaEr ApnI pyaRymeH xuwwav honelayk hote hE, tb same kmR Ôe hE inim¿ _sko ãVy pu~y kha. Ane wavpu~y ApnIpyaRymeH yoGytase, ApnI yoGytase Ae kazmeH xuwwav hota hE _sko Òv wav pu~ykha. AEse ;pap' ApnI yoGytase ÒvmeH pap tÀvkI laykatse _Tpþ hota hE ye wavpap. AaEr _smeH inim¿ Ôe pUvRka kmR hE _sko ãVypap khenemeH Aata hE. AEse Aas‡vApnI pyaRymeH xuw Axuw Aas‡v hone laykse Ae smy _Tpþ hone layk hE _Tpþhota hE ApnI yoGytase, kmRse nhÄ. kmR TyaH inim¿ hE, p` inim¿se hota hE AEsa nhÄ.smjmeH Aaya? Aas‡v puraà inim¿ kmR, Ôe puraà, _sko ãVy Aas‡v khete hE Anewav Aas‡v. ApnI pyaRymeH Ôe _Tpþ hota hE ye wav Aas‡v hE. pIKe sHvr injRra nemoÙ. bH\ ragmeH $k Ôte hE Apne kar`se, Ae wavbH\ hE, AaEr puraà kmR Ôe hE Ae ãVybH\ hE.

AaEr sHvr ApnI yoGytase xuiâkI _Tpi¿ hu{ Ae Òv sHvr khenemeH Aata hE. AaErkmRka _dy {tna n Aaya, AaEr ko{ nya kmR n Aaya _sko ãVy sHvr khete hE. AaErApnI pyaRymeH xuiâkI v<iâ hu{, _sko wav injRra khete hE, AaEr kmRka _dy je iqr ÔtahE _sko ãVy injRra khete hE. Aahaha¦ AaEr ApnI pyaRymeH moÙ hone layk pyaRy Ôe_Tpþ hu{ kevz&an Ae wav moÙ hE. AaEr _smeH kmRka Awav huva _sko ãVy moÙ khetehE. AEse nvtÀv pyaRymeH _Tpþ hota hE. p` vo nv Vyvharnyse, pyaRynyse deqne prnv hE. p` _smeH sMyGdxRn _sse _Tpþ nhÄ hota. Aaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Ae khete hE j¡Ao. Tyare sMyGdxRn kEse hota hE? ke svRkazmeH ASqilt¦ Aahaha¦svRkazmeH Apna &aykwav pyaRymeH Aas‡v Aaid huva, to p` vStu to ASqilt&aykwav pirpU R rhI hE. Aahaha¦ nrk ne ingodmeHH, ingodmeH AÙrke AnHtme wage&ankI pyaRy hu{ KtaH vStu to ASqilt &aykwave hI rhI hE TyaH. Aahaha¦ sU"m hEwa{¦ AaEr kevz&an _Tpþ huva to wI vStu to iƒkazI &aykwav hE hI hE. kevz&anhuva to &aykwavmeH F! ho g{ ke AÙrmeH AnHtmeH wage &anka Ùyopxm rha, to&aykmeH b# g{ bat AEsa hE nhÄ. &ayk to iƒkazI Aek$p F! v\ ibnakI cIj hE.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? =oDI sU"m bat hE wa{.

Ae iƒkaz svRkazmeH ASqilt¦ Aahaha¦ Aek ÒvãVyke Svwav, iƒkazI &ayk


95prmpairàimk Svwav, rag Aaid Aas‡v Ae _dywav, sHvr Aaid Ùyopxmwav,kevz&an Aaid Ùaiykwav sbse iwþ. Aahaha¦ Aek ãVyke Svwavke smIp Ôkr, AeãVy Svwav trf JUknese, Anuwv krnepr, Aahaha¦ Aek ÒvãVyka Svwav Aek$p Ôeiƒkaz hE, Ôe Apna samaNy SvwavmeH se kwI ivxeØmeH Aaya nhÄ. kevz&ankI pyaRymeHwI samaNy wav Aaya nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AEsa Ôe iƒkazI wgvan, Aek$p ÒvãVykaSvwav vo trfkI smIp Ône pr, hE? Aahaha¦ AwUta=R hE, to nvtÀv pKI jU@a huva.Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat hE wa{.¦

wgvan AaTma &ayk, AanHd, xaHt rskI jem xItz xItz brfkI xuH khevayAe? pa! brfkI pa! hotI hE ne p0-p0 m`kI brf brf @HDI, AEse wgvan AaTmaAkØay Svwavka ipHD brf jEsa xItz hE. Ae iƒkazI xaHt rska ipHD Ýwu, je vStupyaRymeH kevz&anmeH wI AatI nhÄ, Ane AÙrna AnHtmeH wagmeH wI AatI nhÄ, Are jemoÙka magR sMyGdxRn hE, ijske smIp Ône pr sMyGdxRn hota hE, Ae pyaRy wI AHtrÔtI nhÄ Ane Ae pyaRymeH wI ãVy samaNy Aata nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? sU"mivØy hE wgvan¦ Aahaha¦ yhaH khete hE, ik Anuwv krne pr, Aek ãVy Svwav iƒkazIhE _ska Svwavke Anusar hokr Anuwv krne pr, to Anuwv hE, ye pyaRy hE. AnuwvhE ye pyaRy hE. AaEr _ska ivØy Aek$p ãVy Svwav hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke.

AEse Anuwv krne pr, nvka wed AwedkI ¹iÚmeH nvka wed jU@a hE, Aahaha¦_ska nam sMyGdxRn hE, KtaH sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy ASqilt SvwavmeH ÔtI nhÄAaEr pyaRymeH ASqilt ãVy Svwav Aate nhÄ. KteH sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy ASqiltSvwavkI ÝtIt Ane &an krtI hE. &ankI pyaRy ASqiltka &an krtI hE. AaErASqilt Svwav samaNyka ]âa pyaRy ÝtIt krtI hE. KteH ÝtIt Ane &ankI pyaRy,_smeH ãVy Svwav Aata nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavI cIj hE. Ae AwUta=R ho gya, nv wed.Ae ¹iÚka ivØymeH vo Aaya nhÄ, to hE nv, KtaH gaE krke AsTya=R ho gya. muQy ãVySvwavkI ¹iÚ krnese Anuwv krne pr, wUta=R hI yh hE. Ane pyaRyka nv wed hE AegaE krke lÙ KoD krke _ske Aa baj¡ Aaye, to ye nvtÀv AwUta=R ho gya. ivØy hE nhÄ.ãVyka SvwavkI ¹iÚmeH ye hE nhÄ, ma!e AwUta=R khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vatuH ware.

{silye _n tÀvmeH deqo nvtÀvka wedmeH wUta=Rnyse, wUta=Rnyse iƒkazI&aykwavkI ¹iÚse, Aahaha¦ Aek Òv hI Ýkaxman hE. hE? nv wedomeH, ivxeØ ÝkaromeH¹iÚ KoDkr _skI to AekIla samaNy Ýkaxman hota hE. Aahahaha¦ AavuH dulRw hE. Aato hÒ phelI (dxa) sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an co=a gu S=annI vato Ke wgvan, Aeivna sb Ae dya dan ne v‡t ne wiÉt ne pUÔne sara sHsar hE. Aahaha¦ pirw‡m`kakar` hE. Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma, Ae tÀvomeH Ae!le nvka wedmeH wUta=Rnyse iƒkazIkI¹iÚ krnese yh Òv hI Ýkaxman hE, nv wed nhÄ TyaH. Aahahaha¦ sU"m hE wa{¦ p`krna pDega _sko, kLya` krna ho to? Are coyaRsI laqmeH AvtarmeH du:qI hE,

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96 smysar isiâ wag-2AakuztamaH rag$pI AiG™se jl rha hE. Aaha¦ rag Aag dah dhe sda, Aahaha¦ ragkIAagmeH dah jltI hE Anaidse, Aahahaha¦ Ae kØay AiG™meH rag AiG™ wI AiG™ hE, tovo jltI hE ne AiG™se ATyHt du:qI hE ÝaÌ, cahe to xe@ ho ke raÔ ho ke dev ho, ye ragkIAiG™meH jlta hE. Aaha¦ _sko KU!na ho, _sse KU!na ho, to nvtÀvkI pyaRymeH Ôe wedhuva, _ska lÙ KoDkr, Aek ÒvãVy Svwavke smIp Ône pr tere sMyGdxRn hoga.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

“{s Ýkar yh AekTv$pse Ýkaixt hota huva” deqo. Aahaha¦ Aek$p AekTvnam samaNy je Aola Anek nv wed =a, _sse Ku!kr iƒkazI &aykwavka Anuwvkrne pr AekTvpà Aaya. {s Ýkar Ae AekTv$pse Ýkaixt hota huva, Aahahaha¦xuâny$pse Anuwv ikya Ôta hE. xuâny nam &ankI je xuâ pyaRy, _ska ivØy Ôe\‡uv, Ae xuânyse Anuwv ikya Ôta hE. Aahaha¦ AHtmuRq honekI ¹iÚse AaEr AHtmuRqhoneka &anka nyse Ae AnuwvmeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ AEsI bat hE wa{¦ “AaEr” AeAnuwUit hE ye AaTmQyait hE. Aa !Ikaka nam hI AaTmQyait hE. Aahaha¦

nvtÀvkI yoGytase _Tpþ hu{ pyaRy, to ye wedmeHse inklkr, Aahaha¦ Ae wed_prkI ¹iÚ hE Ae _@akr ApnI ¹iÚ ãVy SvwavmeH ÔeDnese _sko Anuwv ãVyka hotahE, hE to Anuwv pyaRy, p` vo ãVyke Aa]yse Anuwv huva, _sko yhaH sMyGdxRn ne&anka Anuwv khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AaEr Ae AnuwUit hE AeAaTmQyait hE. AaTmanI phecan hE. Aahahaha wgvan AaTma AanHdka ipHD Ýwu,&anka sagr, gu ka godam, AnHt gu ka godam Ýwu hE. Aahaha¦ AEsI ãVySvwav_pr ¹iÚ denese AnuwUit hotI hE. ye AnuwUit Ae sMykŸ AaTmQyait hE. Ae AnuwUitmeHAaTma Ýisâ huva. wedmeH AaTma Ýisâ nhÄ hota. Aahaha¦ wedmeH to ragkI pyaRy_Tpþ hotI hE.

(]ota:- AnuwUit &ankI pyaRy hE?) &ankI pyaRy hE, p` Ae &ankI pyaRyiƒkazke Aa]yse hu{ hE ne? to pyaRy to kha. AnuwUit hE pyaRy, p` ikskI AnuwUitikya? iƒkaz ãVykI, AnuwUit. iƒkaz ãVykI AnuwUit hE AnuwUitkI pyaRymeH iƒkazãVy Aata nhÄ. p` iƒkaz ãVyka sam+yR hE ye AnuwUitmeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vatbhu bapu¦ vtRmanmaH to grbD bhu ho g{ hE. phelI sMyGdxRnkI batmeH grbD ho g{.hEH? Aavo Ýwu Aek sekHDna AsHQy wagmaH ÒvãVy Ôe Svwav iƒkazI &ayk Aek$pwav _skI smIp Ônepr A=aRtŸ nvtÀvka wedko dUr krkr, Aahaha¦ Aek ÒvãVySvwav _skI smIp Ônepr pyaRy &ankI vo trf JUknese, Aahaha¦ Ôe AaTma jEsahE AEsa AnuwUitmeH Ýisâ huva. TyaH AaTma jEsa hE AEsa Ýisâ huva. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? hEne? Ae AnuwUit hE so AaTmQyait hE. Aahahahaha¦

Ae cEtNy ãVy mhaÝwu, siCcdanHd Ýwu, ijnSv$pI wgvan, _ska Anuwvkrne pr vo trf JUknese, Aahaha¦ tb _sko AaTmQyait, AaTma kEsa hE AEsI Ýisiâ


97hotI hE. AnuwUitmeH Aaya ik AaTma to &anSv$p AqHD hE, AnuwUitmeH Aaya ik AanHdSv$p wgvan AqHD hE AnuwUitmeH Aaya ik ÝwuTv {¬rtase pUra wra pDa Ýwu hE.Aahaha¦ Ae AnuwUitmeH AaTmakI Ýisiâ hu{. Aahahaha¦ Ae ragkI pyaRymeH AaTmakIÝisiâ nhÄ hotI. dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉt tp Aaid laq kroD Abj kre, smjmeH Aaya?vo K #azameH Aata hE ik nhÄ? “laq batkI bat inüy _r Aa`o. KoDI jgt äHd fHdAek AaTm _r |yavo”. K #azameH Aata hE. p` A=R kone qbr? FDIya haHkye Ôy. AEsaK #azameH kæa, p` vStu kya? AnHt batkI bat. wedse dUr hokr AaTm&ayk Sv$piƒkaz xuâ cEtNyFn prmaTma Sv$p _sko _rmeH |yavo. |yanmeH _sko |yey bnavo.Aahaha¦ tb _sko AaTm Ýisiâ hotI hE.

(]ota:- nvtÀvmaH äHä fHd hE?) vo to bH\ hE, äHä hE. wed hE ye äHä hE. Aek$pmeH doÝkar Ae äHä hE. (]ota:- äHä kho p` fHd kya hE?) äHä khane do. Aek$pmeH nvÝkarko äHähuva to äEt huva. Aahahahaha¦ wa{¦ sMyGdxRn ne Anuwv _ska ivØy ko{ AlaEikkhE. kwI ikya nhÄ. sUnnemeH Aaya to drkar ikya nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ phelaH\mRnuH bIj TyaHse _Tpþ hota hE, AaEr bIj hove bIj, to pHdrmeH idne, ter idn(pIKe) topUnm hogI hogI ne hogI.

AEse wgvan AaTma pU R Sv$pka AnuwvmeH AnuwUit hu{. sMyGdxRn huva dU{_gI, to _sko pUnm nam kevz&an Ýaº hoga, hoga ne hoga. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?AEsI AnuwUitmeH AaTmakI phecan hE, Qyaitno A=R Ae kyÈ, phecan nam Ýisiâ.AaTma jEsa =a AEsa AnuwUitmeH Ýisâ huva. Aahaha¦ rag ne Vyvhar rTnƒymeH toragkI Ýisiâ =I AnaTmakI p‡isiâ =I Vyvhar rTnƒyka ragmeH AnaTmakI Ýisiâ =I.Aahahahaha¦

AHtrmeH &aykwavmeH smIp Ôkr bharse, sbse pyaRyko h@akr AHtrmeH gufa ÝwucEtNymeH, gufa ilya hE hÇ 49 ga=a hE ne smysarkI _smeH jysen AacayRkI !IkameHAnuwUit$pI gufameH cle Ô AHdr, AEsa pa@ hE sHSk<t. taTpyRv<i¿ jysen AacayRnI!Ika, Ke AaHhI? sHSk<t n=I, smysar n=I. sHSk<t !Ika hE. 49 !Ika hE 49 kI. ArsAgH\ A$p AgH\ AVyk¿H _skI !IkameH ilya hE, ik \maRTma muin khaH Ôte hE? ApnIinivRkLp smai\$pI gufameH peste hE AHdr. bharnI gufameH to tuH AnHtbEr rha. pvRtkIgufameH rhete hE to TyaH \mR hota hE AEsa hE nhÄ. AHtr cEtNy wgvan pU aRnHdkI gufahE AHdr. Aahahaha¦ igirgufa, AEsa pa@ ilya hE. AnHt AnHt xaHitkI xowaseAHtrmeH Ývex krnese igirgufameH Ývex ikya, mha prma=R prmaTma AenI gufameHÝvex ikya. Aahaha¦ ware vat wa{¦ Aa to inüy Aa hE ne Vyvhar jU@a hE. hE? AemAaHhI @raVya.

“AaEr Ôe AaTmQyait hE, so sMyGdxRn hI hE”. hE? tIn bat ilya. ke je &ayk\‡uv cEtNy Aek$p prmaTm Sv$p ijn Sv$p, F!F! AHtr ijn vse, AEsa Ôe wgvan

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98 smysar isiâ wag-2ijn Sv$pI iƒkaz hE. vStu Svwav iƒkaz ijn Sv$p hI hE. to _ske smIp Ônese,Ôe sMyGdxRn hota hE AnuwUit hotI hE, Ae AnuwUit \mR pyaRy hE. Ae AnuwUitmeHAaTmakI Ýisiâ hu{. Ae AnuwUitmeH AaTmaka &an huva, Ae AnuwUitmeH AaTma kEsa hE_ska phecan huva. Aahahaha... Ae ivna AaTmakI phecan hotI nhÄ, xaÏse vaHce, w egme te kre, laq xaÏ w e, Aahaha¦ _sse ko{ AaTmakI Ýisiâ nhÄ hotI. Aahaha¦y¡glÒ¦ Aahaha¦

Aigyar AHg to AnHt bEr p#ã hE. Aek AacaraHgmeH A#ar hÔr pd AaEr AekpdmeH p1 kroD ÔJera }lok, AEsa AEsa A#ar hÔr pd, KƒIs hÔr pd, bÇter hÔrpd, AEsa Aigyar AHgmeH Dbl krte krte KeLla le Ôna, AEsa Aigyar AHg toAnHtbEr p#ã hE, vo to xaÏ&an hE. xBd&an hE. bH\ Ai\karmeH kha hE, ye xaÏ&anAe xBd&an hE, AaTm&an nhÄ. Aahahahahaha¦ TyaH bH\ Ai\karmeH ilya hE. AacaraHgAaid xBd&an hE, AEsa ilya hE. bH\ Ai\kar smysar. Aahahaha¦ AaEr nvtÀv AedxRn hE Vyvhar AaEr K kaynI dya Ae cairƒ hE Vyvhar-rag Ae inüy Ae nhÄ, sTyAe nhÄ. Aahaha¦

sTy to wgvan AaTma ;pU R{dH' SvwavkI pU Rtase wra pDa Aek AHx wI qHDnhÄ, Aek AHx wI ApU Rta nhÄ, Aek _ska AHxmeH Axuâta nhÄ, ijsmeH iƒkaz inravr`hE. Aahahaha¦ je vStu je hE Ae to iƒkaz inravr` hE. 3r0 ga=ameH Aaya hE KeLle 3r0jysen AacayR “je skz inravr` AqHD Aek ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy Aivn¬r xuâpairàimk prmwav lÙ` inj prmaTm tÀv ãVy te huH KuH” smjmeH Aaya? hE ne Ae?Aa to sb VyaQyan ho gye, bhot ho gya hE.

ye hE deqo, jysen AacayRkI !Ika hE “je skz inravr`” ãVy vStu Ôe hE ye toiƒkal inravr` hE. Aahahaha¦ Ôe sMyGdxRnka ivØy, ijske Aa]yse AnuwUit hotIhE, ye skz inravr` hE Aek. “AqHD” hE, pyaRyka qHD _smeH hE nhÄ. “Aek”, Aek$p hE.“ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy” hE. &ankI pyaRymeH sara ãVy jEsa hE vEsa ÝitwasmeH Aata hE.ÝTyÙ &ankI pyaRymeH Ýitwas jEsa hE AEsa was Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ “Aivn¬r”hE iƒkaz. naxvHt ko{ cIj _smeH (nhÄ) pyaRy naxvan hE. kevz&an wI naxvan hE.Aahaha¦ Aek smykI pyaRy hE ne? inymsar xuâwav Ai\karmeH phelI ga=ameH ilyahE, ke sHvr injRra pu~y pap ne kevz&anne Ae pyaRy b\I naxvan hE. Aahaha¦ kyÇikAek smy rhetI hE. wgvan Aivn¬r iƒkaz AHdr hE. Aahahaha¦ Are¦ Ane “xuâpairàimk prmwav lÙ` inj prmaTm ãVy te j huH KuH”. prHtu Aem wavto n=I keqHD&an$p huH KuH. \m± pyaRyka-qHDka &anka wavna krte nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae sHSk<t !IkahE. _ska Aa gujratI hE. smjmeH Aaya?

AhÄya kha ke Ae iƒkazI &ayk Svwav¦ wa{¦ Ae vat AnuwvmeH lana vo ko{AlaEikk bat hE. Aahaha¦ Ae trfse JUknese pyaRyko ãVy trfko JUknese, pyaRy Ôe dUr


99hE rag trf ÔtI hE Ae pyaRyko AHtrmeH lana. Aahaha¦ {ska nam AaTm smIp gye,kya kha? Ôe vtRman pyaRy hE &ankI ragko Ônte hE ne prko ÔnnemeH rhetI hE, Ae pyaRyto TyaH rhI. p` vo pyaRy AHdrmeH la xke nhÄ, kar` vo pyaRy to rag trf JUkI hE.pKIkI pyaRy ãVymeHse _Tpþ hotI hE Ane vo pyaRy AHtrmeH JUktI hE. AavI vat Ke. AakruHkam wa{, smjmeH Aaya? Ae pyaRyka pit, &ayk Svwav, Aahaha¦ AnuwvmeH AatIhE, tb ye vStu Ýisâ hu{ ke vStu AEsI hE iƒkaz xuâ hE, iƒkaz AanHd hE, iƒkaz &aykhE, iƒkaz AqHD hE, iƒkaz Aek hE, iƒkaz samaNy hE. Aahaha¦ Ae AnuwUit Ae AaTmakIÝisiâ hE, Ane AaTmakI Ýisiâ Ae AaTmQyait hE, AaEr vo sMyGdxRn hE. Aahaha¦ hÒto \mRnI phelI sI#I, Aahaha¦ AEsa huAe ibna _ska &an wI inr=Rk Ane vo sb v‡tne tp kre sb bazv‡t ne baztp inr=Rk hE. Svwav ma!e inr=Rk, pirw‡m` ma!e sa=Rk.Aahaha¦ (]ota:- AnekaHt kyuÅ) Aahaha¦ {s Ýkar yh svR k=n indÈØ hE, Am<tcHãacayRkhete hE, Aa svR k=n indÈØ hE. Aahaha¦ ba\a riht hE ye !Ika ho g{.

hve wava=R ye !Ika hu{ Am<tcHãacayRkI, muin sHt idgHbr to _sne Aa !Ika bna{hE, Aahahaha¦ KteH vo khega ye !Ika mEHne bna{ nhÄ hÇ, kyÇik ye to xBdkI pyaRy hE._se mEH khaH rcuH? merI ye iÊya nhÄ. mEH to Sv$pmeH guº huH. Aahaha¦ mEH to mera Sv$pmeHguº huH. mEH ragmeH Aata nhÄ. ivkLp Aaya !Ikaka to ye ragmeH meH Aata nhÄ. Aahaha¦!IkakI pyaRy mEHne ikya, Ae he Òvo AEsa moh n kro, Aem khte hE, AEsa moh krke nnaco, ke meH !Ika bna{ ne !IkaAe tumko smÔya, AEse mt smÔe Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ vStunIiS=it AEsI hE. AaTma rjk`kI pyaRyka ktaR ho skte nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Aa to Aaqo id' meH ikya, meH ikya, Aa ikya, Aahaha¦ meH smÔta huH meH va`IcoQqI inkal krta huH \Ime bol skta huH, _g‡se bol skta huH, Aahaha¦ (]ota:- yeto brabr bat hE.) sb im+yawav hE. hmare xuH kElascHdÒ nhÄ phele bolte =ekElascHdÒ, bUHdelqHD. \Imese bolo, _tavza bolo, _tavze, tmare k{ waØa hE? Ôersebolo. AaTma Ôerse bol skte nhÄ ne \Imese bol skte nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ gjb vathE Ýwu¦ xuH =ay? tÀvnI qbr n mze ne Avze rSte c# gya AaEr man bE@e ke hm kaH{krte hE \mR. Aahaha¦ hve vo w‡mmaH gya vo khaHse wgvan pase Ô xke? Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? wgvan nam AaTma hÇ.

wava=R: wava=R hE? “{n nvtÀvmeH xuânyse deqa Ôye to Òv hI Aek cEtNycmTkar maƒ Ýkax$p Ýg! ho rha hE” nvtÀvka wedkI pyaRymeHse deqo to saranvtÀvmeH samaNy ãVy iƒkaz cEtNy cmTkar wra hE. Aahahaha¦ nvtÀvmeH pyaRywed,xuânyse deqe Ôy to, ãVy Svwavse deqe Ôye to, Òv hI Aek cEtNy cmTkar maƒÝkax$p Ýg! ho rha hE. Aahaha¦ {ske AitirÉt, {sse iwþ, iwþ iwþ nvtÀv kuKwI idqa{ nhÄ dete. Aahaha¦ Svwav pU aRnHdka deqnese, nvtÀvka iwþ iwþ TyaH hEnhÄ, idqte khaH? TyaH to AekIla wgvan AaTma pU aRnHd hE. Aahaha¦ jbtk {s Ýkar

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100 smysar isiâ wag-2ÒvtÀvkI ÔnkarI Òvko nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ßyaH lgI, {s Ýkar ÒvtÀv Aekakar&aykwavka Anuwv nhÄ krte, Òvko nhÄ, tb tk ye Vyvhar ¹iÚ hE, pyaRy buiâ hE.Aek AHxko mannevala hE mUH# hE. Aahaha¦ “pyaRy mUH#a pr smya” Ývcnsar 93ga=a. Aahaha¦ Aek smykI pyaRyne manna vo wI mUH# hE. sara ãVy wgvan rh ÔtahE. Aahaha¦ AavI vat. hE? Vyvhar ¹iÚ? iwþ iwþ nvtÀvko manta hE.

Òv pudŸglkI bH\ pyaRy$p ¹iÚse yh pda=R iwþ iwþ idqa{ dete hE, ikNtu jbxuânyse Òv pudŸglka inj Sv$p, iwþ iwþ deqa Ôye, Aahaha¦ ragka Sv$p iwþhE ne cEtNyka Sv$p ragse iwþ hE, AEse idqa Ôye, tb ye pu~y pap Aaid sat tÀvto kuK wI vStu nhÄ hE. Aahahaha¦ hEH?

(]ota:- ko{ vStu nhÄ?) vStu khaH hE? ye &anka &ey ho gya. ApnemeH nv wedhE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ sU"m ivØy¦ AnHt kaz AnHt kaz huva.. sa\u wI AnHt bEr huva, p`_sne AaTm&an n ikya. Ae nvtÀv ne ragnI iÊya ne pHcmhav‡tna piràm ne.

kæane _smeH yh “muinv‡t\ar AnHt bEr g‡Eveyk _pÔyo p` AaTm&an ibn lexsuq n payo”. Ae pHc mhav‡tka piràm wI du:q$p hE. _sse h@kr AaTma AanHdmUitRhE, Ae trf kwI JUkav ikya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ car gitmeH $lte hE Aeva ãVyilHg AnHtbErilya. jEn muin ãVyilHg nG™pà AEsa AnHtbEr A@yavIs mUzgu paZya AaEr pIKeAnHt AnHt wv ãVyilHg krke wI AÚpahuDmeH hE ilHg pahuDmeH, ãVyilHg AnHt bEr\ar` krke AnHt AnHt coyaRsIna AvtarmaH pIKe fyaR. Aahaha¦ p` vo imT+yaTvkanax Ane sMyGdxRnkI _Tpi¿ kya hE, ye QyalmeH ilya hI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ bakI pHiDta{Aigyar AHgkI hu{. logoHko smÔve paHc paHc hÔr dx dx hÔr ma`soko smÔve_smeH kya huva? Aahaha¦ waØakI pyaRy jD, ivkLp _@te hE Ae wI Acetn, wgvanto Ae Acetnse iwþ cEtNySv$p wgvan Ôg<t Svwavka ipHD, Aahaha¦ Ao trfkaJUkav nhÄ ikya to sMyGdxRn nhÄ huva. sMyGdxRn ibnaka &an ne v‡t Aaid sbA&an hE. Aahaha¦ hE?

ikNtu jb xuânyse Òv pudŸglka inj Sv$p iwþ iwþ deqa Ôye tb pu~y papAaid kuK nhÄ. inim¿ nEimi¿kwavse huAe =e. ;nEimi¿k ApnI AvS=a kmR inim¿,inim¿se huva nhÄ p` inim¿ hE Ane nEimi¿k ApnI AvS=a nv' {silye ye inim¿nEimi¿kwav jb im! gya tb Òv pudŸgl iwþ hokr iwþ honese ANy ko{ vStu isânhÄ ho sktI. wgvan wgvan$pe AaTma hE kmR pudŸgl pudŸgl$pe hE AemaH ko{ dUsrIcIj iwþ nhÄ hotI. vStu to ãVy hE AaEr ãVyka inj wav to ãVyke sa= hI rheta hE.&an, AanHd, xaHit, SvCKta, Ýwuta. Aahaha¦ inim¿ nEimi¿kwavka Awav hI hotahE. {silye xuânyse Òvko Ônnese hI sMyGdxRnkI Ýaiº ho sktI hE. Aahaha¦ jb tkiwþ iwþ nvpda=Èko Ône AaEr xuânyse AaTmako n Ône tb tk pyaRy buiâ hE im+yabuiâ hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?


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(mailnI)icrimit nvtÀvCKþmuþIymanHknkimv inmGnH v Rmalaklape.A= sttiviv›H ¹Xytamek$pHÝitpdimdmaTmßyoitÌ>otmanmŸ..8..

A=EvmekTven >otmanSyaTmno½i\gmopaya: Ýma`nyinÙepa: ye teqLvwUta=aRSte*vPyymek Ok wUta=R:. Ýma H tavTproÙH ÝTyÙH c. tœaopa¿anupa¿-präare ÝvtRmanH proÙH, kevlaTmÝitinytTven ÝvtRmanH ÝTyÙH c. tduwymipÝmat<Ýma`ÝmeywedSyanuwUymantayaH wUta=RmŸ, A= c VyudStsmStwedEkjIvSv-wavSyanuwUymantayamwUta=RmŸ. nyStu ãVyai=Rk: pyaRyai=Rkü. tœaãVypyaRyaTmke vStuin ãVyH muQytyanuwavytIit ãVyai=Rk:, pyaRyH muQytyanuwav-ytIit pyaRyai=Rk:. tduwymip ãVypyaRyyo: pyaRye anuwUymantayaH wUta=RmŸ, A=c ãVypyaRyanalI#xuâvStumaœajIvSvwavSyanuwUymantayamwUta=RmŸ. inÙepStunam S=apna ãVyH wavü. tœaat†u e vStuin sH&akr H nam. so½yimTyNyœaÝitini\VyvS=apnH S=apna. vtRmantTpyaRyadNydŸ ãVymŸ. vtRmantTpyaRyo wav:.tŠtuÚyH SvSvlÙ`vElÙ~yenanuwUymantayaH wUta=RmŸ, A= c inivRlÙ`Sv-lÙ EkjIvSvwavSyanuwUymantayamwUta=RmŸ. A=EvmmIØu Ýma`nyinÙepeØuwUta=RTvenEko jIv Ov Ý>otte.

AhÄ, Ae A=RnuH klx$p kaVy khe Ke:-}loka=R:- ([it) Aa rIte (icrmŸ nv-tÀv-CKþmŸ [dmŸ AaTmßyoit:) nv

tÀvomaH F`a kaz=I KupayelI Aa Aa„ßyoitne, (v Rmala-klape inmGnH knkmŸ[v) jem v`Èna smUhmaH Kupayela Aekakar suv Rne bhar ka#e tem, (_þIymanH)xuâny=I bhar ka#I Ýg! krvamaH AavI Ke. (A=) ma!e hve he wVy Òvo¦(sttiviv›H) hHmexaH Aane ANy ãVyo=I t=a temna=I =ta nEimi¿k wavo=IiwNn, (Ok$pH) Aek$p (¹XytamŸ) deqo. (ÝitpdmŸ _>otmanmŸ) Aa (ßyoit),pde pde A=aRtŸ pyaRye pyaRye Aek$p icTcmTkarmaƒ _>otman Ke.

wava=R:- Aa AaTma svR AvS=aAomaH iv\iv\ $pe deqato hto tene xuânyeAek cEtNy-cmTkarmaƒ deqaDyo Ke¸ te=I hve sda Aekakar j Anuwv kro,pyaRybuiâno AekaHt n raqo-Aem ]I guÌAono _pdex Ke. 8.

!Ika :- hve, jem nv tÀvomaH Aek Òvne j Ô`vo wUta=R kæo tem, Aekp e

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102 smysar isiâ wag-2Ýkaxman Aa„ana Ai\gmna _payo je Ýma`, ny, inÙep Ke teAo p` inüy=IAwUta=R Ke, temaH p` Aa„a Aek j wUta=R Ke (kar` ke &ey Ane vcnna wedo=IÝmaàid Anek wed$p =ay Ke). temaH phelaH, Ýma` be Ýkare Ke-proÙ Ane ÝTyÙ.1_pa¿ Ane rAnupa¿ pr (pda=È) äara ÝvteR te proÙ Ke Ane kevz Aa„a=I jÝitiniütp e ÝvteR te ÝTyÙ Ke. (Ýma` &an Ke. te &an paHc ÝkarnuH Ke-mit,]ut, Avi\, mn:pyRy ne kevz. temaH mit ne ]ut Ae be &an proÙ Ke, Avi\ nemn:pyRy Ae be ivkl-ÝTyÙ Ke Ane kevz&an skl-ÝTyÙ Ke. te=I Ae be ÝkarnaHÝma` Ke.) te bNne Ýmata, Ýma`, Ýmeyna wedne AnuwvtaH to wUta=R Ke, sTya=RKe Ane jemaH svR wedo gaE ={ gya Ke Aeva Aek Òvna Svwavno Anuwv krtaHteAo AwUta=R Ke, AsTya=R Ke.

ny be Ýkare Ke-ãVyai=Rk Ane pyaRyai=Rk. TyaH ãVy-pyaRySv$p vStumaH ãVynomuQyp e Anuwv krave te ãVyai=Rk ny Ke Ane pyaRyno muQyp e Anuwv krave tepyaRyai=Rk ny Ke. te bHne nyo ãVy Ane pyaRyno pyaRy=I (wed=I, Êm=I) AnuwvkrtaH to wUta=R Ke, sTya=R Ke Ane ãVy t=a pyaRy Ae bNne=I nih AailHgnkrayela Aeva xuâvStumaƒ Òvna (cEtNymaƒ) Svwavno Anuwv krtaH teAoAwUta=R Ke, AsTya=R Ke.

inÙep car Ýkare Ke-nam, S=apna, ãVy ne wav. vStumaH je gu n hoy tegu na nam=I (Vyvhar ma!e) vStunI sH&a krvI te nam inÙep Ke. ;Aa te Ke'Aem ANy vStumaH ANy vStunuH Ýitini\Tv S=apvuH (-Ýitma$p S=apn krvuH) teS=apna inÙep Ke. vtRman=I ANy Ae!le ke AtIt A=va Anagt pyaRy=I vStunevtRmanmaH khevI te ãVy inÙep Ke. vtRman pyaRy=I vStune vtRmanmaH khevI tewav inÙep Ke. Ae carey inÙepono potpotana lÙ`wed=I (ivlÙ`$pe-ÔudaÔuda $pe) Anuwv krvamaH AavtaH teAo wUta=R Ke, sTya=R Ke Ane iwþ lÙ`=Iriht Aek potana cEtNylÙ`$p Òv-Svwavno Anuwv krtaH Ae carey AwUta=RKe, AsTya=R Ke. Aa rIte Aa Ýma`-ny-inÙepomaH wUta=Rp e Aek Òv j ÝkaxmanKe.

wava=R :- Aa Ýma`, ny, inÙeponuH ivStar=I VyaQyan te ivØyna g‡H=omaH=IÔ`vuH temna=I ãVypyaRySv$p vStunI isiâ =ay Ke. teAo sa\k AvS=amaH tosTya=R j Ke kar` ke te &anna j ivxeØo Ke. temna ivna vStune gme tem sa\vamaHAave to ivpyRy ={ Ôy Ke. AvS=a Anusar Vyvharna AwavnI ƒ` rIit Ke:phelI AvS=amaH Ýmaàid=I y=a=R vStune ÔÌ &an-]âannI isiâ krvI¸ &an-]âan isâ =ya pKI ]âan ma!e to ÝmaàidnI kaH{ j$r n=I. p` hve Ae bIÒ

1. _pa¿ µ mezvela. ([iNãy, mn vgere _pa¿ pr pda=oR Ke.)2. Anupa¿ µ A`mezvela. (Ýkax, _pdex vgere Anupa¿ pr pda=oR Ke.)


103AvS=amaH Ýmaàidna AalHbn äara ivxeØ &an =ay Ke Ane rag-äeØ-mohkmRnasvR=a Awav$p y=aQyat cairƒ Ýg!e Ke te=I kevz&annI ÝaiPt =ay Ke.kevz&an =ya pKI ÝmaàidnuH AalHbn rhetuH n=I. Tyar pKI ƒIÒ saÙatŸ isâAvS=a Ke TyaH p` kaH{ AalHbn n=I. Ae rIte isâ AvS=amaH Ýma`-ny-inÙeponoAwav j Ke.

{s A=Rka kzx khete hE. Lyo kzx hE ne [email protected] nvtÀvCKþmuþIymanH knkimv inmGnH v Rmalaklape.A= sttiviv›H ¹Xytamek$pH ÝitpdimdmaTmßyoitÌ>otmanmŸ.. 8..

{it nam {s Ýkare “icrmŸ nvtÀv CKNnmŸ {dmŸ AaTm ßyoit” Aahahaha¦nvtÀvke wedmeH bhotse smyse KIpI hu{, nvtÀvka wedmeH pIKe Aa vStu hE. yh iKpk#HkI g{. Aahaha¦ wedkI nvtÀvkI pyaRy buiâmeH Ao ãVy Svwav #Hk gya. Aahaha¦hE? xuânyse bhar inkalkr Ýg! kI g{, AEsI AaTmßyoit Ôe KIpI =I. pyaRy ke pIKeAHdr ãVySvwav #Hka idqte =e, Ae xuânyse Svwav pr ¹iÚ krnese Ae wav vo Ýkaixthuva. nvkI pyaRymeH ruknese ãVySvwav #Hk gya =a, KIp gya =a. _se AHtrmeH xuânysedeqne pr AaTma Ýkaixt hota hE. hE? Aahaha¦

xuânyse bhar inkalkr Ýg! kI g{, jEse v`È ke smUhmeH KIpe huAe Aekakarsuv`R, sona hota hE ne sona sonuH. AiG™meH dete hE ne tap, to iwþ iwþ iwþ rHg hotahE, sonana v RmeH, p` _smeH sona to Aek$p iwþ hE. smjmeH Aaya? AEse AaTmameHnvÝkarkI pyaRy iwþ iwþ hE, p` _sse AaTma to _sse iwþ hE. Aahahaha¦ sHvr,injRra ne moÙkI pyaRyse wI iwþ hE Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ hE?

{silye Ab hE wVy Òvo, AacayR mharaj sHbo\n krte hE “A=” hve, he¦layk Òvo¦ sttivivÉtH sda ANy ãVyose, Anera pda=Rse, _nmeH honevala nEimi¿kwavivkarse iwþ, ANy ãVyse iwþ Ane ANy ãVyka inim¿se ApnemeH huAa ivkar, _ssewI wgvan iwþ. Aahaha... Aek$p deqo, Aek$p deqo “Aek deiqAe, ÔÌAe, rmI rhIAeAek @or, smz ivmz n ivcarIAe, Ae hI isiâ nhÄ Aor” Amare vIrÒwa{ vkIl =a.Aa kai@yavaDmeH idgHbrna AWyasI vIrÒwa{ vkIl =a Ômngr. Ôe phelaH AWyas=a _ska vo purana, 91-9r vØeR gujr gye. to vo Aa varHvar khete =e. smysar na!kkIbat hE “Aek deiqAe, ÔÌAe, rmI rhIAe Aek @or, smz ivmz n ivcarIAe Ae hI isiânhÄ Aor” smysar na!kka xBd hE, Aek$p deqIAe. vStuko Aek$p hE AEsa deqo. deqIAeÔÌAe rmI rhIAe Aek @or, AaEr _smeH rmna. &aykwavmeH deqna, &aykko ]âna ne&aykmeH rmna smz ivmz n ivcarIAe, Ae A=aRtŸ ãVy$p hE inmRz Ane dxRn &ancairƒna wedse, Vyvharse miln, do{ka ivcar KoDI dena. smz ivmz n ivcarIAe.16 mI ga=aka hE. smjmeH Aaya? dxRn &an cairƒka wed hE Ae Vyvhar hE. rag AaidkIbat to Aekkor rqo. Ane TyaH to AEsa ilya hE, ke dxRn &an cairƒ Ôe pyaRymaH wed

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104 smysar isiâ wag-2hE ye Vyvhar hE, _sko miln khenekI pâit hE, AEsa ilya hE. Aahahahaha¦ rag tomiln hE hI, p` AekmeH tIn pyaRyka wed krke deqna, vo wI Vyvhar hE ne ivkLp _@tehE to miln hE. Aahaha¦ to yhaH ye khete hE, deqo, hE ne?

Aek$p deqo¦ Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ yh ßyoit pd pd pr, pd pd pr, ÝTyekpyaRymeH Aek$p ic¿ cmTkarmaƒ _>otman hE. ÝTyek pyaRymeH wgvan to iwþ cEtNycmTkar ßyoit Ýkaxman, Ae pyaRymeH kwI Aa{ nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AEsa cEtNy pataz,cEtNyka pataz \‡uv, _sko Aek$p deqo. Aahaha¦ Are¦ AakruH kam Ke AavuH. Aek to Aaduinyana Vyvsay AaDe nvro n=I. Ae ÔpanIAe kæuH htuH {ithasvazaAe, ÔpanIma`se vai`yane jEn \mR mZyo ne vai`ya Vyvsay ivna nvra =ta n=I, pap AaDe.Aaqo id' Aa \H\a \H\a \H\a. AhÄ to khIAe KIAe phele=I FàH. dukanno \H\o rr klakner3 klak ne bayDI Kokra. Arrr¦ Aekla papna VyvsaymaH pDã, êDe kUve, hve AeneAaTma trfka JUkavkI bat krna. hEH? fsa{ gyo Ke Ae, fsa{ gyo Ae. grasmaH neAmaramaH. Aa mara idkra ne Aa maro gras ne Aa marI AavI pedax. pcas hÔrnI,laqnI Aek pedax, ds laqnI pedax mare. hEH? (]ota:- maro idkro mo!o srkarIAmldar hE.) mo!o Amldar. Aava Aiwman im+ya, idkra kona? Ae to prãVy hE.prãVy AaTmaka hota hE kdI? Aahaha¦ xrIr prãVy hE, _ska AaTma prãVy hE, to meraidkra Aaya khaHse tere? smjmeH Aaya? xaÏ to ye kha nhÄ 16 mI ga=ameH pr dVvaAodug{. SƒI ku!uHb pirvar sb prãVy hE, _ska trf lÙ krega to dugRit nam rag _Tpþhoga. Aahahaha¦ 16 mI ga=amaH AaVyuH Ke. prdVvaAo dug{. prãVy$pI Ae xrIr vaÌmn SƒI ku!uHb \H\a pirvar sb prãVy hE. prãVyka lÙ krnese to dugRit hI hogI terI.rag _Tpþ hoga tere, isâ git nhÄ hu{. Aahaha¦ AaEr TyaH lg khete hE ke dev guÌ nexaÏ hm hE. hmara trf tera lÙ hoga to wI tere dugRit, rag hoga. Aahahaha¦ AakrIvat Ke wa{¦

(]ota: to krvuH xuH Amare?) ;Aa khete hE' ne _sko KoDkr AHtr ¹iÚ lena. laqvat hoy ne gme te!la. AbÔepit [Nã hoy bDa, to kya hE? Ae to pr cIj hE. Aahaha¦AHdrse prse h@kr, Are Ae pu~y ne papna ivkLpse h@kr, Are Aek smykI pyaRykaÝemse h@kr, Aahaha¦ Apna &aykwav Aek$p hE, hE ne? ÝTyek pyaRymeH Aek$p, caheto ingodkI pyaRy ho ne cahe to kevzIkI pyaRy ho. Aahaha¦ ÝTyek pyaRymeH Aek$picTcmTkar maƒ _>otman hE. Aahaha¦ cEtNy cmTkar¦ Aahaha¦ Apna ÙeƒmeH rheneKteH pr Ùeƒ lok ne Alok _ska Ônnevala, deqnevala cEtNy cmTkar hE. Aahaha¦Apne ÙeƒmeH rhete huve, prÙeƒ lok ne Alok vo ApnemeH rhete huve, prko Ônte hEH. AEsacEtNy cmTkar wgvan, _ska Anuwv kro, _skI ¹iÚ kro, _ska Aa]y lo, _skaAvlHbn kro, to sMyGdxRn hoga. Aahaha¦ cairƒ to khaH rha, Ae to dUsrI cIj hE.AEse sMyGdxRn huAe pIKe, AaTmameH AanHdmeH lIn hona, AanHdmeH lIn hokr AtIiNãy


105AanHdka Anuwv wojn krna _ska nam cairƒ hE.

(]ota:- Ae to co=a kazmaH paHcmaH kazmaH¦) paHcmaH AaramaH Aa pHcmAaranag<hS=ne to khete hE. paHcma Aarana sa\u. Aa to paHcma Aarana sa\u hE. kuHdkuHdacayR,Am<tcHãacayR Ane paHcma Aarana Òvne to khete hE. kuHdkuHdacayR kb huva hE? do hÔrvØR phele. hÒ to paHcma AarameH huva hE. Am<tcHãacayR wI hÔr vØR phele huva hE. hÔrvØR phele to ye yhaH Òvte =e wrtÙeƒmeH Òvte =e Am<tcHãacayR. to vo khete he ke topaHcmaH Aarana sHt, paHcmaH Aarana Òvko khete hE. Aa co=a Aarana sHt, paHcmaAarana Aem khete nhÄ. Aaha¦ Aara bara kuK nDte nhÄ AHdrmeH. Aaha¦ yhaH Aek$picTcmTkarmaƒ _>otman hE. Aahaha¦

wava=R - “yh AaTma svR AvS=aAomeH iviv\ $pse idqa{ deta =a” kya khetehE? wgvan AaTma pyaRy pyaRy dI@ iwNn Ýkarse pyaRy idqtI =I, ko{ ALp pyaRy,ko{ ivxeØ pyaRy, ko{ rag, ko{ Arag AEse iwNn iwNn pyaRy idqtI =I. _sexuânyse Aek cEtNy cmTkar maƒ idqaya. Aahaha¦ “[silye Ab _se sda AekakarhI Anuwv kro.” he wVy Òvo¦ Òsko sHsarka nax krna ho, Aahaha¦ to AekakarAnuwv kro. Ýwu Aek$p AHdr hE _ska Anuwv kro. Aahaha¦ p¿a lge nhÄ kaH[, AavomagR Ke.

pyaRy buiâka AekaHt mt rqo. pyaRy hE qrI, nvwed hE qra, p` AekaHt mt rqoke, _sse mera kLya` hoga ne yhI AaTma hE AEsa n rqo. pyaRy hE, pyaRy nhÄ hE AEsanhÄ. pyaRybuiâka AekaHt mt rqo, AHdr ãVy buiâmeH le ÔAo AaTmako. Aahaha¦ AevuH,AEsa ]IguÌAoka _pdex hE. Lyo Ae sHto idgHbr sHto pHcmAarana AnuwvIAokevz&anna keDayto, Ae sHtonae Aa _pdex hE, smjmeH Aaya? Aem !Ikakar A=Rkarewa{ Aa to sHto idgHbr muinAo Aa Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ pHcmAarameH wI kuHdkuHdacayR,Am<tcHãacayÈ Aaid sa\u bhot sHt huAe. vo sb guÌAoka Ae _pdex hE, nvka wedkIpyaRybuiâ KoDkr, Aek$p iƒkaz Svwav _pr ¹iÚ kro, to tera jnm mr`ka AHtAayega. nhÄtr coyaRsIna Avtar, tera krna pDega Ýwu. Aahaha¦

!Ika: Ab AEse nvtÀvmeH Aek Òvko hI Ônna sTya=R kha. Aek$p Òvko ÔnnaAe sacI vat hE, _sI Ýkar Aek$pse Ýkaxman AaTmake, wgvan to Aek$p vStu hEicdanHd. _ske Ai\gmke _pay. Aene Ônneka je _pay Aahahaha¦ Ýma`, ny ne inÙep.Aahahaha¦ nv tTvko to KoDaya p` Ab khete hE ke yh AaTma Ôe vStu hE iƒkaz-_ska Ônneka Ôe _pay- Ýma` ny ne inÙep, Aahaha¦ ve wI inüyse AwUta=R hE.Ýma` ny ne inÙep &an phecanneka hE, ye wI AwUta=R jU@a hE. Aahaha¦

(]ota:- k@` Ke) kwI ikya nhÄ to k@` lgte hE _sko. Aahaha¦ bakI stŸhE, srz hE, svRƒ hE. kha nhÄ prmaTma? pote nhÄ hE? k[ pyaRymeH hajrahjUr wgvannhÄ hE? smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ khaHka pyaRymeH gme te pyaRy hoy wgvan hajra

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106 smysar isiâ wag-2hjUr prmaTma ãVy ibrajte hE. p` vo _pr njr krte nhÄ, to k@` lge.Aahaha¦ Ae _nmeH wI Aek AaTma hI wUta=R hE, ny inÙep, Ýma`se Ônna vo wIprkI lÙse &an hE. ye wI AwUta=R jU@a hE. ye ivxeØ khega. (]ota:- Ýma` vcnguÌdev.)

Ývcn nH. 63 }lok - 8 ta. r0-8-78 rivvar, ]av` vd-r sH. 2p04

]I smysar 13 mI ga=aka kzxka wava=R hE. nIce !Ika hE ne !Ika. sHSk<t !IkahE. Am<tcHãacayR idgHbr muin _Tk<Ú AaTmaka Ýwav AnuwvI _skI !Ika hE. sU"mbat hE.

kya khete hE ye deqo. sU"m ivØy hE. jEse nvtÀvmeH Aek Òvko hI Ônna wUta=Rkha hE. kya kha? wa{¦ ÒvkI- AaTmakI vtRman pyaRy nam AvS=ameH nvtÀvka wavpyaRymeH wedmeH hota hE. p` vo ko[ sMyGdxRn _nse hota hE AEsa nhÄ. ÒvkI AeksmykI vtRman pyaRy, AvS=a AaEr pu~y, pap, Aas‡v, bH\, sHvr, injRra ne moÙ AepyaRyo hE, Ae nvtÀvmeH to pyaRy buiâse Vyvharnyse ye hE p` Òsko Apna kLya`sMyGdxRn Ýg! krna ho, \mRkI phelI sI#I, to ye nvtÀvmeHse iwNn hokr, Aahaha¦AavI vat Ke Ýwu¦

Aa bharna \mal ne bharnI iÊya to jDse hotI hE. AHdrmeH rag Aate hE, xuwrag, vo wI bH\ka kar` hE. sMyGdxRnka vo kar` nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae AhÄya nvtÀvmeHnvÝkarkI vtRman pyaRyna wedomeH Aek Òvko hI Ônna. Aaha¦ samaNy$p Ôe pyaRymeHAata nhÄ kwI. Aahaha¦ \‡uv, \‡uv, \‡uv AanHdka ipHD Aek$p Sv$p _sko Ônna AewUta=R hE. Aahaha¦ Ae iƒkazI cIjko AHtmuRq hokr Ônna vo hI wUta=R cIj hE, sTycIj hE. Aahahahaha¦ hE? Aek Òvko hI Ônna, cahe to sHvr ho, injRra ho, moÙkIpyaRy p` _smeH samaNy Ôe ÒvãVy hE Aek$p _skI _pr njr krnese Awed cIjkInjr krnese ye Awed cIj Ae hI wUta=R hE. Aahaha¦ Aavo magR Ke.

(]ota:- Aekey AÙr smÔy Aevo n=I.) hEH¦ kya kha? Ýwu tIn car idnse toclte hE (Sp*!Ikr`). nvtÀvmeH ÒvkI Aek smykI pyaRyko yhaH nvtÀvmeH ÒvignnemeH Aaya hE. pHiDtÒ¦ Aa Amare pHiDtÒ Aaya, Aa to, wa{ n=I Aaya, fulcHdÒ¦tav Aayo buqar hE. hE Ae to Aaya ne wa{ fulcHdÒ Aate hE. tav Aaya buqar Aaya.

Aa AaTma Ôe iƒkazI &ayk Sv$p \‡uv Sv$p hE, _skI vtRman pyaRy namAvS=a nam haltmeH Ôe pyaRy hE _sko yhaH Òv khenemeH Aaya hE. AaEr _smeH dya, dan,v‡t, wi›ka wav hota hE, ye xuwkI ApnI yoGytase Apne kaze Apne kar e _TpNnhota hE AaEr ihHsa, corI, ivØy, jU@, wog, vasna Ae pap pir`am p` Apne kazmeHApne kar`se ivk<t AvS=a _TpNn hotI hE AaEr do imlkr Aas‡v wI Apne kar`se


107Apne pyaRyka te kaz hE to vo kar e Aas‡v _Tpþ hota hE AaEr ragmeH rukna Ae wavbH\wI Apne kar`se TyaH wavbH\ _TpNn hota hE. AaEr sHvr, Ae ApnI pyaRymeH xuâta ÔeÝg! hotI hE Ae wI Apne kaze, pivƒ sMyGdxRn &ankI pyaRy Ae sHvr hE. Ae Apnekaze _TpNn hotI hE. injRra, Ae wI Apne kaze vo xuiâse v<iâ hotI hE Ae wI pyaRymeHApne kaze injRra nam xuiâkI v<iâ A=va Axuâtaka nax Ae Apne kaze injRra hotIhE. AaEr moÙ wI Apne kaze pyaRymaH kevz&an hokr _TpNn ho. p` Ae nvÝkar Ôe hE_smeH AaTma Aaya nhÄ, iƒkazI. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦

Ae nvÝkarko wI KoDkr, hEH? _n nv tÀvmeH, Ae pyaRyka nvÝkarka tÀv namweHdmeH Aek Òvko hI, Ae sHvr kazmeH wI Aek Òv hI AHdr iƒkaz hE te _padey hE.Aahahahaha¦ injRrake kazmeH p` wgvan Aek$p icdanHdkI pa! ixtz pDI hE \‡uv, voAek hI _padey hE, AaEr moÙkI pyaRy to AwI nhÄ p` moÙkI je kevz&an pyaRy _TpNnhotI hE, ye wI sdŸwUt Vyvharnyka ivØy hE, _ske Aa]yse sMyGdxRn nhÄ hota.Aahahaha¦

nvtÀvmeH Aek Òvko hI AHtmuRq xuâ cEtNyFn wgvan, Aek$p \‡uv samaNys¹x inTyanHd Ýwu Aek$p vStu Ôe hE, Aaha¦ Ae hI Ônna wUta=R kha. Aene Ô~ya huvavo vStuko wUta=R kha. Aahahaha¦ AavI cIj Ke wa{¦ \mRnI x$Aat p` AEse hotIhE. ko[ Aa iÊya ne v‡t krna ne tp krna ne wi› krna ne vo to pyaRymeH wed ivkarkahE. Aahaha¦ Ae nvtÀvmeH Aek, Aola nv Anek huAa, pyaRynI AvS=ameH Anek wedhuAa, _smeHse Aek Òvko hI, AekaHt ilya hE. Aahahaha¦ iƒkaz ASqilt pyaRymeH wIijska Aana nhÄ hota. Aahahaha¦ AEsI Ôe cIj inTyanHd Ýwu, vo hI Aek Ônnay=a=R, wUta=R, sTy khenemeH Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aek bat hu[. hve dUsrI, tInbat hE.

_sI Ýkar jEse nvtÀvke wedmeHse AekIla Òv iƒkaz _ska AvlHbn lena, _skaAa]y krna vo hI wUta=R hE. vo hI sMyGdxRnka ivØy hE. KteH sMyGdxRnka ivØyAek$p cEtNy hE, KteH sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy Ae sMyGdxRnka ivØy nhÄ. Aahahaha¦sMyGdxRnka ivØy Ôe iƒkazI &aykwav hE Ae pyaRyka ivØy pyaRy nhÄ. Aahahaha¦bapu¦ jnm mr` riht sMyGdxRnkI iÊya ko[ AlaEikk hE. Aahaha¦ AaEr Ae sMyGdxRnkIpyaRymeH &ayk iƒkazka ]âa &an hota hE, p` vo iƒkazI cIj vo pyaRymeH AatI nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ AavuH hve JI`uH¦

_sI Ýkar Aek$pse Ýkaxman AaTma, Aahaha¦ wgvan to Ak$p cEtNy Ýkaxßyoit-p‡kaxman ßyoit AaTma hE, [tnI bat. hve Aek$pse Ýkaxman AaTma _skeAiwgmke _pay, _sko Ônne ka _pay, Ýma`, ny, inÙep hE. Ýma`kI VyaQya krega.ãVy - vStu Ane pyaRy doka &an kre vo Ýma` hE. AaEr ;ny' ;be' meHse Aekka - AHxkaivØy kre vo ny hE. cahe to samaNyka ivØy kre, cahe to ivxeØka ivØy, p` Aek AHx

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108 smysar isiâ wag-2Aaya, nymeH Aek AHx Aaya, Ýma`meH do AHx sa=meH Aaya. AEsa Ônneka _pay hE, vowI ivkLpaTmk hE. Aahaha¦ vo wI Aahaha... Ýma`, ny Ane inÙep. inÙep nam,namse &ey pda=R Ônna, S=apnase Ônna, yoGytase ãVykI yoGytase Ônna, AaErwavkI pyaRyse ye Ônna, ye &eyna je car wed Ae inÙepka wed hE. Ae inÙepse wIApneko Ônna vo wI Aek ivkLp hE. Aahahahaha¦

ßyaH nvtÀvka wed wI sMyGdxRnka ivØy nhÄ, TyaH ny inÙep ne Ýma` wIsMyGdxRnka ivØy nhÄ. Aahaha¦ sU"m bat hE wa{¦ vItrag magR AnHt kaz huva,Aahaha¦ kwI Aene |yan idya hI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ pa!`IÒ¦ bharmaH ne bharmaH w!kw!kkr, Aahaha¦ AHtr patazkUva pDa hE, Aek smykI pyaRyke smIpmeH, smIpmeH sara\‡uv tTv inTyanHd p‡wu hE, Ae Aa Aiwgmka Ônneka _pay hE Ae wI inüyse AwUta=RhE. kya kha? Ýma`, ny Ýma` nam do. ãVy ne pyaRyka &an sa= kre vo Ýma`, p`vo ivkLpaTmk Ýma` yhaH ilya hE. ;ny' iƒkazka AHx krnevala ;ny' Ae inüy. AavtRman pyaRyka ivØy krnevala Vyvhar, p` dohI ivkLpaTmk, ragaTmk ilya hE.Aahaha¦ AaEr inÙep, Ae to &eyna wed hE. Ae wI ivkLpaTmk inÙep, wav inÙep wIivkLpaTmk yhaH to hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? A=aRtŸ merI pyaRy xuâ pU R hE AEsawav inÙep wI wedvazI dxa hE, to vo wI ivkLp hE. Aahahahaha¦ ye inüyse to jU@ahE. Aahahaha¦ Apna Anuwv krnemeH Ae Ýma`, ny, inÙep iblkul shay krte nhÄ.Aahahahaha¦

Vyvhar rTnƒyka rag Ae wI Apna AnuwvmeH iblkul shay krte nhÄ, _skImdd nhÄ, AaEr _sko KoDkr Apna SvwavmeH ¹iÚ kre tb sMyGdxRn hota hE. AEse AaÝma`, ny, inÙepka &an ho, p` vo iƒkazkI ¹iÚ krnese Ae AwUta=R hE, wed Ýma`,sivkLp Ýma`, Aa sivkLp lena. sivkLp ny, ragvazI ny, ragvaza Ýma` AaErragvaza inÙep, Ae wI, Aahahahaha¦ &ayk icdanHdkI ¹iÚ Anuwv krne pr sMyGdxRnka|yey \‡uv _pr ¹iÚ krnese Ae ny inÙep Ýma` wI jU@a hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. hÒto \mRnI phelI (sI#I) sMyGdxRn, Ôe ke inüyse to cairƒ \mR hE, p` vo cairƒ\mRka kar` vo sMyGdxRn hE, Aem l[Ae ne? cirtmŸ qLlu FMmo. Aahaha¦ AaTmameHvItrag pyaRyka jmna, Aahaha¦ ÔmI Ôna AanHd AanHdkI dxa, Ae vItragI pyaRyhE. Aahaha¦ vo wI Aek smykI dxa hE. _ska Aa]yse wI sMyGdxRn nhÄ hota.Aahaha¦ JI`I vat wa{¦ ATyare to grbD bhu krI Ýwu¦ Ane drkar kH[ ke!lakne topDI nhÄ AHdr. ijsmeH jNMya bs vo wi› ne mHidr ne svarmaH Stuit krna ne, xe@¦bs ho gya \mR. (]ota:- Ae srz pDe) Ae srz pDe? Jer Ke Ae srz pDe. Ae ragto Jer hE. yhaH to ny inÙep Ýma`ka &an wI AwUta=R, Sv$pkI ¹iÚ krnemeH AwUta=RhE. Aa vat hE Ýwu. (]ota:- wi› Jer khevay?) wgvankI wi›ka wav ivØkuHw,Jerka FDa hE. (]ota:- ye to nyI bat) moÙ Ai\kar. Ae moÙ Ai\kar _smeH moÙ


109Ai\karmeH ivØkuHw kha hE, Ýwu tereko qbr nhÄ, Am<tka sagr AHdr Dolte hE na=¦Am<t Sv$p AtIiNãy AanHdnuH Am<t Sv$p \‡uv AHdr ibrajte hE Ýwu¦ _skI ApeÙasexuwwav wI Jer hE. Aahaha¦ Are _sko to AsTya=R kha, p` ny inÙep ne Ýma`se&an krna vo wI AsTya=R ne AwUta=R hE. Aahahaha¦ wa{¦ Aa to marg AHtrka hE.Aahahaha¦ ragse prse _das hokr AHtr &aykwavne pkDna, iƒkazI AanHdka na=_sko pyaRymeH pkDna Ae ko[ ApUvR vat hE. Ae AnHt kazmeH ikya nhÄ kwI. Aahaha¦kho pHiDtÒ¦

bakI pHiDta[ wI AnHt bEr huva, mUqaR wI AnHt bEr huva, rHk wI AnHt bEr huva,AaEr raÔ wI AnHt bEr huva, narkI wI AnHt bEr huva, AaEr nvmI g‡Eveykka dev 31sagrkI iS=it AnHt bEr huva. Aahaha¦ Ae sbka wedka lÙ KoDkr Apna cEtNywgvan, Aahaha¦ \‡uv Aek$p cIj rhenevalI hE, _ska Aa]y krnese Ae wUta=R cIjkaAa]y krnese sMyGdxRn hota hE. Ae sMyGdxRn \mR Sv$pkI dxaka x$Aat hE AaEr_smeH pIKe AaTma Ôe sMyGdxRnmeH ÔnnemeH Aayane AtIiNãy AanHd, AtIiNãy &an,AnHt AnHt xi›meH Aek Aek xi› AnHt Ýwutase wrI pDI hE. AaTma Aek hE, AHdrxi›yaH AnHt hE. gu , gu kho ke xi› kho AaEr Aek Aek xi›meH AnHtI sam+yRtapDI hE, AaEr AekAek xi›kI AnHtI pyaRy hE, ye sbko wedko KoDkr, Aahaha¦ _ska&an Aata hE phele. JveratkI dukanmeH Ývex krte phele, AHgnmeH qDa rhete hE, AEse nyinÙep Ýma`se AaTmako Ônna Ae AHgnmeH Aaya hE. AHdrmeH Ývex krnemeH Ae kam nhÄkrte. kl Aaya =a Aap e Bhenna vcnomaH, ke gufameH Ôna ho, gufameH TyaH lg vahnkam kre Ôneka, p` AHdr ÔnemeH Ae vahn kam nhÄ kre, KoD dena (pDe). Aahaha¦ AemAaTmako ÔnnemeH ivkLp phele Aata hE, ny, inÙep, Ýma`ka, p` AHtr AnuwvkIgufameH ÔnemeH Ae kam nhÄ krte kuK.

vo kha =a 49 ga=a hE, sHSk<t !Ika hE jysen AacayRkI, _smeH ye ilya hE. AHtrxaHit sma\I$pI igirkI gufameH Ývex krte hE AEsa pa@ hE. yhaH hE puStk? n=I. ]ImdŸ jevuHhovuH Ôe[Ae mo!uH. n=I? kale AaVyuH' tuH AhÄ. 49 ga=a hE smysarkI _skI !Ika hEjysen AacayRkI, _smeH AEsa ilya hE, ke wgvan AaTma Apna AanHdka DuHgr AtIiNãy&anka sagr _smeH Ývex krnemeH, Aahaha¦ Ae igir$pI gufa, Ae smai\ xaHit vItragtaTyaH kam krtI hE. Aahaha.. TyaH rag Aaid, inim¿ Aaid, ko[ kam nhÄ kr skte.Aahaha¦ AavI vat wa{¦ AakrI pDe Ke ne te=I song#ne Aem khe Ke AekaHt Ke, AekaHthE khe Ke. kho Ýwu tum p` wgvan hE b\a bIÒ rIte khete hE ne Aa vat bIÒ pâitsekhete hE, Ae khe _smeH ko[ ivro\ krnekI j$r nhÄ hE. _skI buiâmeH Ae Aaya vo khe p`,sTy to ko[ iwNn cIj hE. Aahaha... “ÔmeH ijtnI buiâ hE [tno idye btay, vaHkae bUron manIAe AaEr khaHse laye” Aahaha¦ AaHhI khete hE, ke inüyse to Ýma`, sara ãVypyaRyka &an krnevala Ýma` sivkLp, ;ny' p‡ma` do Ýkarka hE. Aek sivkLp

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110 smysar isiâ wag-2Ýma`, Aek inivRkLp Ýma`. Aa sivkLpkI yhaH bat hE. ny do ÝkarkI hE. sivkLp ragsiht Ane Aek rag riht. yhaH ny rag sihtkI VyaQya hE. ;inÙep' Ae wI ivkLp hE.jrI car wed paDna. Aahahahaha¦ wgvan S=apna inÙep hE yhaH, _ske (_pr) lÙÔna ye xuwwav hE. smjmeH Aaya?

vo kha =a Aek bEr bhot ÝÆ huvane TyaH TyaH Amare sHÝdaymeH bhot ÝÆ hote =ene? 83kI sal hE 83kI. iktna vØR huva? p1. to Aek xe@ =a. AEse khete =e S=ankvasI,=e hm wI _smeH =e ne? pEsavaza =a. 70 vØR phele kI bat hE. _ske pas ds laq $ipya.calIs hÔrkI _pj =I, Ae vqte hÇ, ATyare to pCcIs ƒIs gu a ho gya, ikHmt F!g[. Ae vqtka Aek laq, AwIka pcIs laq, to Aek dfe _sne AEsa kha ik jb lgim+ya¹iÚ hE tblg mUitRkI seva Aaid Aate hE. sMyG¹iÚ hone ke pIKe mUitRkI seva nhÄ,Ae Ae e kha. meH kI\uH AEsa hE nhÄ. sUno, ke jb AaTmaka wUta=R Ôe iƒkaz cIj hE _skaßyaH sMyGdxRn huva to _skI sa= wav]ut&an huva, gaHgulIÒ¦ sU"m ivØy hE =oDaAWyas krna pDega =oDa. Aola hoimyope=Ina bhot AWyas ikya hE ne? nrmma`s hE. Aahaha¦

to kha ke jb AaTmameH sMyGdxRn hota hE, Aek$p icdanHdkI ¹iÚ ne Anuwv tb_sko wav]ut&an hota hE. wav]ut&anka do wed pDte hE. inüy ne Vyvharny. vowav]ut&anka Aek wed Vyvhar, AaEr inÙepka Aek wed S=apna, Ae VyvharnykaivØy smiktIko hI hota hE. hE xuwrag wle, smjmeH Aaya? bDI ccaR hotI =I. p`meH kI\uH wa{ hm AEsa, mEH {smeH Aa gya hE ma!e AEsa manna AEsa hmare nhÄ hE. Aato AHdrmeH kso!Ise sTy ho Ae manega hm to, hm sHÝdaymeH rha ma!e sHÝdaykI ¹iÚhmare manna Ae hmare nhÄ, hmare to sTy kso!I pr Aate hE Ae manna pDega. toqreqr to wav]ut&anIko inüy ne Vyvhar ]ut&anka do Avyv hE. ]ut&an AvyvIAaEr ny Avyv. to ]ut&anIko hI Vyvharny hota hE. hE wle ivkLp, smjmeH Aaya?Ane Ae ]ut&anIko hI inÙep _pr ¹iÚ ÔtI hE, ivkLpse, to y=ayRmeH smiktIko hIVyvharse S=apna inÙep pUßy hE, lalcHdwa{¦ Aahahaha¦ wa{¦ marg Aa hE ko[grbD AaDI AvzI kre to ye nhÄ cale AaHhI hE? Aata hE ]ut&anka wed VyvharnyAek AatI hE. AaEr Ae xuwrag$p wI hE. AaEr _ska ivØy wgvankI Ýitma wI hE. pÀata hE. p` vo sMyGdxRnka ivØy nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke xe@. xe@ to p#yahE TyaH karHÔmeH bhot. nhÄ p#ã hE. Aahaha¦ p` Aa p#ã nhÄ, xe@ AavI vat Ke.Aaha¦

AHdrmeH khete hE, ik Ýma` ny ne inÙep je, phela Éã =a, khete =e Aek$pseÝkaxman AaTma wgvan to AHdr Aek$p Ýkaxman hE cEtNy. _smeH _ske Ônneka_pay Anek. Ýma`-ny-inÙep. Aahahaha¦ Aek$p iƒkazI prmaTma wgvan ÝkaxmanprmaTma hE. _smeH _sko Ônneka _pay Anek hE. p` Ae Anek _pay p` AwUta=R hE.


111Aahaha¦ ha¦ Ae khena, hE ke nhÄ? Aahaha¦ Ae _pay, Ae Vyvharse Ônneka _pay,Aek$pko ÔnnemeH Anekse _pay, Ae Aek$p ÔnnekI ApeÙameH Anek$pe Ônneka wavAwUta=R hE. Are Ýwu¦ AavI vat Ke wa{¦ Aahaha... pHiDtÒ.

hve Ýma`kI VyaQya krte hE. “_nmeH wI yh AaTma Aek hI wUta=R hE.” Ýma` nyinÙepka Ônneka wav Aata hE ivkLpaTmk rag Sv$p _smeH wI yh AaTma Aek hIwUta=R hE. Aahahaha... ye ny inÙep Ýma`ka ivkLp hE _sse iwNn wgvan, _payÔnneka hE, _sse wI iwNn hE. AavI vat Ke wa{¦ xuH =ay? sMyGdxRnnI jgtne ikHmtnhÄ. xuwwavnI ikHmt ne bharnI Aa \UznI ne pEsa ne Aab$ ne xrIr suHdr ne mkanmo!a hÒra hoy, pcas pcas laqna mHidr ne, mkan Apna rheneka, hE ne govamaH, hEne? gaevamaH Aek =a. gujrI gya ibcara hmàH. lDka hE do, do Abj calIs kroDbhot $ipya =a, bhot pEsa p` AaiqrmeH Aek sekHDmeH docar -paHc imin!meH AEsadu:qava huva, kuK duqava hE AEsa kha ne da›rko bulaAo, bs da›rko bulake Aate =eAe phelaH cle Ôv prlokmeH rqDneko. xaHitlal quxal¦

(]ota:- pEsa =a to kyuH gujr gya?) pEsa =a pDã ræa pEsa, same calIslaqka mkan =a rheneka, calIs laqka govameH hE. ds ds laqka do hE. AaEr calIslaqka Aek. saH[@ laqka mkan hE govameH. _ska lDka Aayane. (]ota:- sI¿er laqnuHmkan muHb[maH rmi`kwa{nuH) Aa rmi`kwa{nuH Lyone Amare, Ame Aam étrIAeKIAe ne muHb[¦ k[ iti= 87, xrIrmeH jNmkI =I ne 87 vØRkI to Aamodvaza hE ne Aamod.Amare palej pase Aamod hE, gujratI to TyaHna rhenevala rmi`kwa{ hE, do wa{ hE,to Aek rheneka mkan 70 laqka hE. paHc K kroD $ipya hE, nrm ma`s hE, gujratI hEAmare palejmeH dukan =I ne hmarI, to sa=meH Aamod =a. to hm to Aamodko Ônte =e.kI\uH Tyare Ame Aamodna rhIx hE. bDI dukan hE. kaH[k nam hE kaH[k pe#InuH. (]ota:- ronk[NDS!IJ) Aap`ne yad rhe nhÄ, to Ae mkanmeH Ame étre =e. sI¿er laqka Aek mkan,_smeH kya Aaya? \UzmeH. mkan mkanmeH rha jDmeH Ae terI cIjmeH khaH Aaya vo? tum TyaHÉãH rhete hE? tum to Apna AaTmaka SvwavmeH rhenevalI cIj hE. Aahahaha¦ ivwavmeHAana ye wI terI cIj nhÄ. ye to prdex hE. kl Aaya =a. wjnmeH wI Aaya =a. Aahaha¦xuw ne Axuw rag hota hE ye prdex hE Ýwu¦ tera dex nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Svdex toAanHdno na= Ýwu¦ AtIiNãyAanHd, AtIiNãy&an, AtIiNãyÝwuta pU R pU R pU R pU RH{dH, AEsI pU R xi›ka wHDar wgvan Ae prmaTma Ae tera Svdex hE. Aahahaha¦

yhaH khete hE. ye Ýma` ny ne inÙep wI Ae inüyse to jU@a hE. Aahaha¦ to kyuHAate hE? ke Aate hE. svR& prmaTma ijne¬rna=, Ôe AaTma khete hE Ane dUsra AaTmakhete hE A&anIAo _sse iwNn hone ke, y=a=R AaTma prme¬re kya kha, vo ma!e nyinÙep Ýma` Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? p` Aata hE, p` hE AwUta=R. (]ota:- xuâtaAxuâtako btate nhÄ?) btate nhÄ. kha ne, Aate hE, Aa kya cIj hE Aem Ônneko Aate

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112 smysar isiâ wag-2hE, p` AHdr ÔnnekI vhaH Ôna _smeH vo ny inÙep Ýma` kuK kam nhÄ krta. Aaha¦(]ota:- raSta btakr KU! Ôte hE.) raSta btaya nhÄ hE Ae e, Aahaha¦ deqa to ApnIpyaRyse AwedmeH Ôkr deqa, _sne idqaya hE, wedse idqaya nhÄ.

khenemeH Aata hE AEsa. 8 mI ga=ameH Aayane? ke sHto AacayÈ p` AaTma Aek$phE _sko smÔne ke kar`, dxRn-&an-cairƒko Ýaº ho ye AaTma AEsa sHto wIVyvharmeH Aakr khete hE. ivkLpmeH Aakr sHto, yhaH kevzkI bat yhaH hE nhÄ, kar`kekevzI to Ae vqte =a nhÄ, sHt =a smysar vqte. to _skI bat khete hE, ik sHt wIApna Sv$pmeHse bhar inklkr jrI ivkLp Aata hE Vyvhar, to VyvharmeH smÔnekoduinyako khete hE ke ;AaTma' to vo ;AaTma' ;smje nih' to _sko AEse btave ke dxRn&an cairƒkI pyaRyko Ýaº ho ye “AaTma”. Ae wI Vyvhar huva.

AEsa Vyvharse smÔte hE, p` Vyvharka Anusr` smjnevaleko nhÄ krnaAne khenevaleko wI Vyvharka Anusr` nhÄ krna. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. khowa{¦ tum Ýwu Ko hÇ¦ terI Ýwuta va`ImeH nhÄ AatI na=. Aahaha¦ ye terI Ýwuta nyinÙep ke Ýma`meH, sivkLpmeH bI AatI nhÄ na=. Are tum pamr nhÄ Ýwu. tuH ALp&nhÄ, tuH ye rag tera nhÄ, rag teremeH hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ýwu tum to svR& SvwavI hE neAHdr. AekIla &an SvwavI kho ;&' SvwavI kho ke svR& SvwavI, Aaha... SvwavhÇ, pyaRymeH wle ALp&ta ho p` Svwav to _ska svR& SvwavI Ýwu hE. Aahaha...[skI ÝwutameH kwI qoD- qaHp` F!v\ hu{ nhÄ. AEsa iƒkazI wgvan AaTma _skaAnuwv krne pr Aa Ýma` ny inÙep jU@a hota hE. _nmeHse yh Aek AaTma hI wUta=RhE. Aahahaha... Aek &aykwav ye sTy vStu hE, Ae ¹iÚmeH lena. Aahaha¦

Ýma` ny inÙepka wI &an ivkLpaTmk hE, Ae ¹iÚmeH n lena. Aahaha¦ AavI vatKe. hve ;kyÇik &ey vcnke wedo se, &ey AaEr vcnke wedose Ýma` Aaid Anek wed$p hotehE.' hve _smeHse sU"m ivØy hE wa{ Aa ga=a, phele Ýma` do Ýkarka hE proÙ Anep‡TyÙ. Ýma`ka do wed hE, Aek proÙ ne Aek ÝTyÙ. _pa¿, Anupa¿ pda=È äara ÝvteRAe proÙ hE. [iNãy Ane mn äara ÝvteR AaEr Ýkax Ane _pdex äara ÝvteR Ae proÙ hE.Aahaha¦ [iNãy Ane mn äara &anka p‡vtRn ho Ae proÙ hE AaEr p‡kax Ane _pdex äaraho Ae wI proÙ hE. Aahahaha¦ kya kha? ke svR& prmaTmakI idVy |vin Aa[, QyalmeHAaya lÙmeH, p` vo wI proÙ &an hE, [iNãyse QyalmeH Aaya ne? inim¿se QyalmeHAaya ne? proÙ hE, Ane sivkLp proÙ &an hE Ae. Aahahaha¦ AaEr kevz AaTmase hIAek wgvan AaTmase hI Ýitiniüt$p Ýit nam qreqr $pse Ýv<i¿ kre, so ÝTyÙ hE.Apna AaTma ke Aa]yse Ôe &an kam kre ye ÝTyÙ hE.

Ýma` &an hE, vh &an paHc Ýkarka hE. phela be wed ikya, proÙ ne ÝTyÙ. Ae!lawed ikya p` hve _ska wed, &an paHc Ýkarka hE. Ae Ýma`ka wed hE. mit&an, ]ut&an,Avi\&an, mn: pyRy&an Ane kevz&an _smeH mit ne ]ut&an proÙ hE, kyÇik [iNãy


113ne mn äara ÝvtRta hE. Avi\ Ane mn:pyRy&an ivkl ÝTyÙ hE =oDa p‡TyÙ hE.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AaEr kevz&an skl ÝTyÙ hE pU R kevz&an to sHpU R.[silye do Ýkarka Ýma` hE.

ye meH, doka donomeH doka Ýmata Ônnevala Ýma`&an AaEr Ýmey &anka ivØyÝmey, Ae wedka Anuwv krne pr wUta=R hE, Ae pyaRymeH hE. Ýma`, ny, Ýma`ka ivØyproÙ ÝTyÙka pyaRymeH Aata hE, sTya=R hE. pyaRynI ApeÙaAe sTya=R hE. kevz&ankevz&annI ApeÙaAe hE Ae sTya=R hE. proÙ&an wI hE Ae vtRman hE. Ae p` sTya=RhE. AaEr ijsmeH svRwed gaE ho gye hE. Aahahaha... ye proÙ ne ÝTyÙka Ýma`ka wIwed lÙ KoD idya ijsne, _ska nam gaE krke... Aahaha...

xIra hota hE hlva to _skI ivi\ kya hE, hlva krnekI? ke phele Aa!a FImeH xektehE FImeH. pIKe sÉÉr AaEr guDka panI naqte hE, p` ko[ AEse mane ke Aa to FI pI ÔtahE Aa!a, to hmare FIka bcav krna hE, to kya krna hE tere? to pIKe guDka panI naqnahE to phele guDka panImeH Aa!a xeko, pIKe FI naqo. xIra nhÄ hoga. Ae luprI nhÄ hogI,qbr nhÄ tne. gumDa _pr hotI ne po!Is, kya khete hE. ? po!Is po!Is nhÄ hogI.kyÇik po!IsmeH to bhot =oDa FI ivxeØ pDe nhÄ ne =oDa pD˜a ivna rhe nhÄ. Ae AmarIkai@yavaDI waØameH Ôtu-vztuH FI AEsa sUna hE Aap e kaH[ ikya nhÄ. ba[yuH kheta hoyke ÔtuH vztuH FI naqÔe. Aa po!Is _pr. Ôtu-vztuH Ae!le FI =oDuH pDe Ane iblkul npDe Aem nhÄ. AamaH to FI to pIKese naqna hE. phele Aa!a mÇFa pDta hE, mÇFI cIjhE FI meH Aa!a xekna to FI pI Ôta hE. mÇFa pDta hE, Ae krtaH phele Aa!ako guDka panImeHxeko. pIKe FI naHqo, po!Is nhÄ hogI. tera ƒ ey Ôyega. kya ƒ ey? Aa!a, xkkr neFI, nkama Ôyega tere. Aem wgvan AaTmako AHtr ÔnnemeH bharka sa\n tere srzpDe, p` _sse nhÄ hoga wav, wv w‡m`ka wav hoga wa{¦ Aahahaha¦ Ane AamÇFa pDe AHdr=I, Aahaha... AHdrmeH Ôna ivkLp wI kam n kre TyaH Ýma`ka &an wIkam n kre TyaH. Aahaha¦ AEsI mÇFI cIjmeH phelese ko[ v‡t inym kr lo AaEr pIKesMyGdxRn hoga, \UzmeH nhÄ hoga. \UzmeHka A=R kya? pu~y, pu~yanubH\I wI pu~y nhÄhoga. papanubH\I pu~y hoga tere. Aahahaha¦ Arere¦ Aa cIj j duinyane mzI n=I.Aahaha... sTy bat sUnnemeH imltI nhÄ. Aaha¦

yhaH Ae khete hE ik Ae svR ijsmeH svR wed gaE ho, ÝTyÙ ne Ýma`, Ae [iNãysene Ýkaxse ÔnnemeH Aaye ye proÙ AaEr sI\a AaTmase ÔnnemeH Aave AEsa ÝTyÙ. Aeivkl ÝTyÙ, =oDa ÝTyÙ ne skl ÝTyÙ, p` Ae sb wed pyaRyka wed hE vo to. sbkogaE krke, Awav krke nhÄ ikya hE. hE? p` _ska lÙ KoDkr, Aahahaha... wed svR wedgaE ho gye AEse Aek Òvke Svwavka Anuwv krne pr, Aahaha... Ae proÙ AneÝma`ka wedka &an ivkLpse hota hE. p` _sko gaE krke, _ska lÙ KoD krke wgvanAanHdka na= Ýwu AHdr hE, Awed cIj hE _ska Anuwv krne pr yh sb gaE ho Ôte

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114 smysar isiâ wag-2hE. _skI muQyta nhÄ rhetI. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Are wa{¦ prmaTmano margbhu sU"m hE. Ane ye sMyGdxRn kya cIj hE, Ane kEse Ýaº ho bDI sU"mta hE wa{, Aeko[ AEsa ikya \am\Um ha-ho ne ho-ha gjr= claya ne r= bnaya ne p0 - p0 laqkamkan mHidr bnaya ma!e \mR ho gya?

(]ota:- vo wI Aek raSta hE.) iblkul nhÄ raSta hE rqDneka. kha nhÄ, muinkoje AaTmaka Anuwv hE xaHit hE tIn kØayka Awav hE, tIn kØayka _sko wI jexuwrag Aata hE Ae jgpH= hE. smjmeH Aaya? AEsa btaya =a, kha hE ne? jgpH=,moÙäar, moÙäar smysar na!k. Lyo Ae j panuH AaVyuH 40 mo }lok. “ta kar` jgpH= Aeh” Aahahaha... AaTmaka AanHdka Anuwv hE, sMyGdxRn siht cairƒ wI hE p`Ôe ivkLp Aata hE pHcmhav‡tka, Aahahaha... Ae ta kar` jgpH= Ae, Ae ragka ivkLpye jgpH= nam sHsarka pH= hE. Aahaha¦ “ta kar` jg pH= Aeh, _¿ ixv marg Ôeg”AHtrmeH AanHdmeH ivkLp rihtka rmna ye ixv marg hE, Aa sHsar hE. muin sCca sHtkIbat hÇ, AekIla ãVyilHgI nhÄ. ijsko AaTmaka &an huva hE. Anuwv hE AaEr Sv$pmeHrm`taka cairƒ wI hE pU R nhÄ vo kar` pHcmhav‡tka ivkLp 28 mUz gu ka ivkLp,wi› Aaid wgvankI ivny Aaidka ivkLp Aata hE, p` hE jgpH=. (]ota: pHiDtbnarsIdasne ilqa hE) kzxameH hE. kzxamaH=I inkala hE. (smysar kzxmaH=I)

xe@ Aem khete hE ik Aa pHiDtka lqa` hE ne, p` Ae kzxameHse inkala hE. Aahaha¦SpÚ krate hE xe@¦ Aahaha¦ Ae bnarsIdas _smeHse rajmlkI !IkameHse Aa smysarna!k bnaya hE. rajmLlkI !Ika hE ne kzxkI _smeHse Aa bnaya hE. AÙre AÙr _smeHseilya hE. rajmLl¦ jEn \mRka mm±, _sne Aa bnaya hE Aa _smeHse Aa smysar na!kbnaya hE. Aahahaha¦ Arere¦ _sko mÇFa pDe. mÇFa khete hE kya khete hE? mheHga pDe ma!epHiDtka hE Aem krke inkal deta hE. Are wgvan¦ Aa to bhenka vcn hE ne dophrkovaHcte hE _skI wI !Ika ho g[. Aahaha¦ p` bhene te AHtrmeHse AnuwvmeHse vaÌ Aa[vo vaÌ ikya hE. !oDrmle je moÙmagR bnaya to moÙmagR kyÇ nhÄ vaHcte. smjmeHAaya? to vaÌ bhenkI Aa[ hE ye sar, sar, sar tÀvse wra Aaya hE. ivStar =a voto KoD idya pIKe. to vo wI tÀvkI bat ye y=a=R ¹iÚ AnuwvpUvRk Aa[ hE. Are Ýwu¦AenI !Ika kre, ke cHpabenko c#a idya ne pge lagega ne AEsa krega, Are Ýwu xuH kre Ke.wa{¦ pHiDta[ kam n kre Ýwu¦ smjmeH Aaya? kElascHdÒne ilqa hE deqa hE? qbrhE¦ Ýwu¦ Ae AnuwUit kya cIj hE na= tere. AanHdka AnuwvmeH Ôe bat AatI hE, _smeHÔe bat AatI hE ye y=a=R bat hE. cahe to isâka smikt ho ne cahe to ityÅcka smiktho. hE? Ae Aata hE rhSypU R cIõImeH, do hI srqa hE, iS=rta cairƒmeH fer hE. p` ¹iÚkaivØy Ane ¹iÚka &an Ôe y=a=R huva _smeH Ôe k=n Aata hE vo y=a=R k=n Aata hE.Aahaha.. xuH =ay? ma`sne kaH[ pHiDta[nuH bhu w~ya hoy ne g~ya n hoy, boltaAavDe ne bhu, to Ae &an hE (Aem mane Ke). Aahaha¦


115AhÄya to wgvan AaTma, khane? Ýma`ka wedko gaE krke, Aaha... Aek Òvke

Svwavka Anuwv krne pr, Aek ÒvkI AnuwUit, iƒkazI SvwavkI AnuwUit hone prAe wed Ae AwUta=R hE. Ýma`ka wed jU@a hE. to rag Ane dya danna ivkLpkI bat kyakrna? Aahaha¦ wa{ marg Aakro Ke. wavidipkameH, pHiDtÒ, wavidipkameH dIpcHdÒilq gya hE. dIpcHdÒ wavidipka, pHcsHg‡h hE A|yaTm, n=I AaVyuH AhÄya? Ane Aekwavidipka hE _smeH ilqa hE ke Arere meH idqta huH to logoHko Aagm Anusar ]âa nhÄidqtI mere. loko hE nam \ravnara ]avk ne sa\u ne p` Aagm Anusar je ]âa Aehmko nhÄ idqtI _sIke pas. AaEr mEH kheta huH sTy to sUnte nhÄ. Aa kya? Aa kya?to meH ilq Ôta huH ke marg Aa hE. Aahaha¦ wavidipkameH hE. pHiDtÒ? wavidipkameH hE,sb deQya hE ne? hÔro xaÏo deqa hE. hÔro, hÔro xuH laqo xaÏo deqa hE AhÄ to.6p nI salse sara AWyas to hEH 6p hE? (sHvt) 3p ne 4 Aog` calIs ne 30,Aog` sI¿er. sI¿ermeH Aek km. [smeH to hm dukan pr hm xaÏ AWyas krte =e. FrkIiptaÒkI dukan =I. inv<i¿ =I bhot, phele p` S=ankvasI =a, ¬etaHbr =a, S=ankvasI.Aahaha¦

AemaH ßyaH Aa smysar (sHvt) 78meH imla. Aaha¦ vah¦ “isâ honekI cIj AahE.” kI\uH mEH to sHÝdaymeH khe idya =a. damodr xe@ iv$â =a. tÀvse AnÔn Aeney kheidya. xrIr riht honekI Aa cIj hE. p` Ae vqte to _smeH (sHÝdayme) =a to hrktnhÄ ne. Aapà mharaj ne? p` (sHp‡day) KoDI dexe AenI Aene kaH[ qbr nhÄ. xe@ =abDa vo. mo!a Amldar _skI pas Aate =e, Ae vqte ds laq. pcIs ƒIs gu a gòATyare [tna pEsa [tna, Fr Aaqa, ApnemeH Aek sara gam ds hÔrkI pedaxvaza,Ae vqte ds hÔr Ae!le pcIs gu a gò. AEsa gam FrmeH =e. gam\Ì =a, calIshÔrkI _pj =I. S=ankvasI hE damngr. Amara sHÝdayka gam =a vo. to vo Aemkhete =e, Aahaha... wgvanka dxRn kre to, ye to im+ya¹iÚ hoy to kre mUitRka dxRn. kI\uHnhÄ. sMyGdxRn huAe pIKe wav]ut Aata hE. Ae wgvanka dxRn krte hE. smjmeH Aaã?Aahahaha¦

xaÏ to TyaH wI =a bhot, _ske pas idgHbr xaÏ =a. to TyaH phele vaHCya 78meH to _sko kha, “Aa xaÏ xe@ isâ honekI Aa cIj hE” Aa AxrIrI honekI Aa cIjhE. Ae tmara bƒIs fƒIs xaÏ ne pIStalIs hE sb deqa =a hmne to kroDo }lokodeqe =e. p` Ae vqte to _smeH =a (sHÝdaymeH) Tyare hmara =a mharaj hE kaH[ hrkt nhÄ.kaH[ p` vat krega Ôe ivxeØ hmko ivro\ to hm sHÝday KoD dega, _sko xe@ko sbkobIk lgtI =I merI, meH ko[ Aa gya ma!e meH sHÝdayko manta huH AEsI cIj nhÄ. mere toAHdrmeH y=a=R Aana ho to meH manta huH. to ye AEse khete =e ik nhÄ, Aa j marg sCcahE smysar, pIKe sCca khete =e hm khete =e, (_sne) pIKe wUl inkala. smysarmeH wIwUl hE... KoD idyane bs Aa to _smeH wI Aa Òv tÀvmeH wUl hE ne AÒvmeH hE ne

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116 smysar isiâ wag-2Aas‡vmeH ye hE ne, tme deQya nhÄ, damodr xe@? Aena dIkranI vhu nhÄ tmare TyaH rajko!,xuH nam? AaHhI, TyaH Aap e mkan htuH ne AenI paKz htuH. Aa wa{nuH mkan nhÄ?étrta =a Aap e S=ankvasI, lawuben ne Aa mkan Aap e étrta'ta. pareqnuHmkan, pareqnuH mkan n=I? TyaH étrta'ta AenI paKz mkan Ke Aena bapnuH. Aaha¦

Aa vStu j¡dI bapu kI\uH AaHhI khete hE ik be Ýkar proÙ ne p‡TyÙ AEsa &an krnemeHAata hE. p` vo bat Apna Sv$pmeH ÔnemeH _skI ko[ mdd nhÄ. Aahaha¦ _sko wIgaE krke, hE? Aek Òvke Svwavka Anuwv krnepr Ae jU@a hE. Aahahaha¦ ye Ýma`kIVyaQya ikya. nykI VyaQya krega. (]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev).

Ývcn nH. 64 }lok - 8nI !Ika ta. r1-8-78 somvar, ]av` vd-3 sH. 2p04

smysar 13mI ga=a. _ska nvtÀvka Ai\kar to Aa gya. pyaRymeH nvtÀvkawed hE, _sko Ônna Ae p` Aadr`Iy Ae nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aek$p &ayk cEtNy Aage hEAemaH=I, Aek$pse Ýkaxman AaTma, AHtrmeH \‡uv &ayk Ýma`ka ivØy to ãVy ne pyaRyhE. p` AhÄya to inüyka ivØy Ôe iƒkaz, Ýma` vo pUßy nhÄ AEse kha hE, kyÇik_smeH pyaRyka inØe\ nhÄ Aata. Aahaha¦ nycÊmeH hE. Aahaha¦ pyaRyka inØe\ hokrcEtNy cmTkar Ýwu AHdr pU aRnHd Ýwu _ska Aa]y lena, Aek$pka ¹iÚ krna, tbAaTma jEsa hE vEsa Ýkaxman ]âameH AaEr &anmeH hota hE. Aek$p iƒkazI je Sv$p hE_skI ¹iÚ denese Aek$p Ýkaxman hota hE, _ska nam AnuwUit ne sMyGdxRn hE.Aahahaha¦

pIKe kha Ae Ýma`&an, pyaRy Ane ãVyko saibt krneko, isâ krneko dokaAiStTv isâ krneko Ýma`ka ivØy btaya. p` vo Ýma` ivkLp hE. Aahaha¦ mEHÔnnevala Ýmata Ane &an Ýma` AaEr Ýmey AEsa wed hE vo wI ivkLp hE-rag hE,_sko KoDkr AekIla Ônnevala &ayk ¹iÚmeH Ýkaxman ho tb Aek$pkI ÝtIt ho tb(_s) ÝtItko sMyGdxRn khete hEH. Aahahaha¦ Ae Ýma`ka ivØy cl gya.

“ny” Aaj ny clegI. sU"m ivØy hE wa{¦ Aaha¦ ny do Ýkarka hE. Ýma` doÝkarka kha =a vo ÝTyÙ ne proÙ, AhÄ ny do Ýkarka. nyka A=R kya? Ôe &anpyaRymeH ]ut&an$pI wav Ýma` hE Ae AvyvI hE AaEr _ska nyka Aek wag AvyvhE. Aahaha¦ Sv$p trfka lÙ krke Ôe inüyny hE vo yhaH ivkLpaTmk lena hE, AhÄyarag sihtkI ny. nyka lÙ ivkLp siht AaEr Vyvharny hE Ae vtRman pyaRy neragne ÔnnevalI Ae p` rag siht ivkLp siht hE. Aahaha¦

Ae nyka do Ýkar. ãVyai=Rk ny, pyaRyai=Rk ny. Ôe &anka AHx iƒkazI ãVykaÝyojnse ãVykI ¹iÚ krte hE Ae &anka AHxko ãVyai=Rk ny khete hE. ãVy Ýyojn ijskaAEsa Ôe &an ãVyai=Rk ny, je &anka Ýyojn ãVy Ôe iƒkazI hE Ae Ônna hE Ae nyko


117ãVyai=Rk ny khete hE. hve Aa plaqa saHwZyay no hoy hÒ to. Aahaha¦ (]ota:-xuâny iksko khete hE?) Ae j khete hE. AwI to xuâny Aa to ãVyai=Rknyko xuâ, pìvkLpaTmk yhaH bat hE. kyÇik Aek iƒkazI &ayk meH hU¥ AEsa ãVyka Ýyojn ijskanyka hE Ae nyko ãVyai=Rk khete hE. Ae xuânyka ivØy _sko khete hE. p` yhaHivkLpaTmk hÒ ivcarmeH isâ krneko Aa ãVyai=Rkny Aaya hE. vStu iƒkaz hE [skIisiâ krnemeH ANymit khete hE [sse (j¡da) svR& Ôe khete hE Ae cIjko in Ry krnemeHãVyai=Rknyka ivkLpaTmk wav phele Aata hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

sU"m ivØy hE wa{¦ AnHt kazmaH kwI AnuwUit kya cIj hE AaEr sMyGdxRn kyacIj hE AaEr _ska ivØy kya hE Ae QyalmeH kwI ilya hI nhÄ. Aam to iÊyakaHD bhotikya. v‡t ne tp ne wi› ne pUÔne Ane xaÏka &an wI bhot ikya. Aahaha¦ p` AavStu je iƒkaz hE _sko Ôe &an Ônte hE [sko yhaH ãVyai=Rk, ãVy ijska iƒkazI cIjijska ÔnnemeH Ýyojn hE, Ae nyka AHxko ãVyai=Rk ny khete hE. pHiDtÒ¦ guº bat hEwa{¦ Are¦ Aene kwI |yan idya nhÄ. Aahaha¦

ãVy ]avkpà wI AnHtbEr huva. ãVyilHgI sa\u jem AnHt bEr huva AemAaTm&an ibna ãVy ]avk bar v‡t ne wi› ne pUÔ ne K Ýkarna ]avkna je Aacarkhete hE ne dev pUÔ, guÌ seva Ae wI AnHt bEr ikya. p` vo vStu AHdr iƒkaz AanHdkana= Ýwu _skI mihma lakr AHtrmeH gye nhÄ, bhar ne bhar w!k gye. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? vStu AEsI he wa{¦

Ae ãVyai=Rk ny ne pyaRyai=Rk (ny) je &anka wag, vtRman AvS=aka ÔnnekaÝyojn Ae nyko pyaRyai=Rk khete hE. hE? yhaH ãVy-pyaRy Sv$p vStumeH vStu Ôe hEAaTma Ae to ãVy wI hE iƒkaz AaEr vtRman pyaRy wI hE. do hE. ãVy pyaRy Sv$pvStumeH, Aahahaha¦ wgvan AaTma ãVy Ane pyaRy Sv$p vStu hE. Ae ãVy j AekIlahE ne pyaRy nhÄ AEsa nhÄ. Ane pyaRy AekIla hE ne ãVy nhÄ. vStu AEsI nhÄ. ãVy nepyaRy Sv$p vStumeH, vStu AEsI hE. Aahahaha¦ ãVyka muQytase &an krave, AhÄAnuwv kraveka A=R &an krave lena. Anuwv krave Ae hÒ Aane khena kya Ae to hÒivkLpaTmk hE. kya kha? ke Ôe &anka AHx, ]ut&an Ýma` hE _ska AHx ny, jemuQyp e ãVyka &an krate _ska nam ãVyai=Rk ny khenemeH Aata hE. AavI vatuH hve.

(]ota:- Aa to pHiDt hoy Ae smje) pHiDt nhÄ, Aa to AaTma=± hoy te smje.pHiDtey n smje. Ae to kha nhÄ, kl kha =a ]ImdŸka. “sb xaÏnke ny \arI hIAe,mt mHDn qHDn wed ilye, vh sa\n bar AnHt kIyo, tdip kKu ha= hj¡ n pDõ”Aahaha¦ xaÏ&an vad krke qHDn mHDn ikya, AEsa hE ne AEsa nhÄ hE ne AEsa ivkLpseAEsa &an ikya. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? “sb xaÏnke ny \arI hIAe, mt mHDnqHDn wed ilye, vh sa\n bar AnHt ikyo, tdip kKu ha= hj¡ n pDõ.” ha= n pDõhme kKu, p` vStu kya hE Ae ¹iÚmeH n ilya. hEH¦ Aahahaha¦

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118 smysar isiâ wag-2Ae AaHhI khete hE. ke ãVy, vStu-ãVy Ae!le vStu hÇ, AaHhI tmara pEsanI vat nhÄ

hE. Ae vStu hE Ae AnHt prma uka vat hE AaHhI to. Aek Aek ãVy iwNn AenI vat hE.pEso hE Ae to AnHt prma u AnHt ãVyse Aek@a huva _skI no! ke $ipyo Ae to AnHtprma u AnHt ãVy Aek@a huva idqnemeH Aata hE Aek ãVy nhÄ. no! ds ds hÔrnI no!hotI hE ne AwI to bhot hotI hE. no! AatI hE ds ds hÔrkI. p` vo, vo kagzmeHAnHt rjk` hE, Aek hI ãVy nhÄ hE ye, _nmeH to AnHt ãVy hE, jDka AÒvka, prma ukaAÒvka AnHt ãVy hE.

to yhaH AaTma ãVy iksko khete hEH? ke xrIrse ragse iwNn Ane Aek smykIpyaRyse wI iwNn, AEsI cIj Ôe iƒkazI hE _sko yhaH ãVy khete hE. Aare¦ do ÝkarkaãVy hE. Aek Ýma`ka ãVy hE, Aek inüynyka ãVy hE. Ýma`ka ãVy [sko khIAe ke jeiƒkazI ãVy ne vtRman pyaRy doko ÔneH ye Ýma`ka ãVy. AaEr inüynyka ãVy, pyaRyseriht iƒkazI Aekla &aykwav vo pyaRyse riht Ae nyka ãVy hE. Aey, wa{¦ margbhu sU"m Ke, wa{¦ Arere¦ Ae marg ilya ibna Aa coyaRsInI FaÌ, Avtar (krI-krIne) mrI gyo pIla[ne. Aaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? FaÌmeH jem tl pIlate hE tl. AEsaAnaidse rag äeØnI AiGnmeH pIlata, pIlata ÉãHy Aene xaHit n=I, xaHit ÉãHy n mze.xaHitno sagr to wgvan AaTma _ska ãVykI muQytase ivkLpse &an krna voãVyai=Rknyka ivØy khenemeH Aata hE. hÒ ivkLp hE rag. Aahaha¦ Ý=m wUimmeH wgvanekhela ãVy Ane wgvane khelI pyaRy _sko saibt krneko ãVyai=Rk ne pyaRyai=Rk nyivkLpaTmk phele AatI hE. |yan raqe to smÔy AevuH Ke bapu¦ Aa kaH[ vataR n=I.Aahaha¦ Aa to wgvannI wagvtŸ k=a Ke. Aahaha¦

khete hEH ãVyik ijsko muQyta hE muQyp e, pyaRy hE p` pyaRy TyaH gaE hE, vStuiƒkazIko Ôe lÙ krave, Anuwv krave, Anuwv xBde &an. Aa ãVyai=Rknyka muQytaseAnuwv krave Ae!le vedn krave Ae Aa vat n=I AhÄya. smjmeH Aaya? Anuwv namãVykI Ôe ny hE, vo iƒkazI muQytase ãVyka &an krave, _sko ãVyai=Rk khete hE.pa!ÌÒ¦ AavI vatuH Ke. bapa¦ Aahaha¦ AaEr pyaRyka muQytase Anuwv kraveAnuwv xBde yhaH Ônna. vedn AnuwUit Ae nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha... pyaRy namAvS=a vtRman, Ae _skI muQytase &an krave so pyaRyai=Rk ny hE, [n donoH ny, ãVyAaEr pyaRyka, ãVy iƒkazI Ane pyaRy vtRman AvS=a, doka pyaRyse Ae!le wedse,wedse, Êmse Ônne krne pr, Anuwv krne pr to wUta=R hE. Ae ivkLpaTmk &an y=a=RhE, hE [tna. sTy hE ke sMyG&an hE Ae kaH{ bat AhÄ nhÄ.

ga=a brabr AevI AavI g[ Ke. (AlaEikk¦) hE? Aahahaha¦ prmanHd Ýwu \‡uvãVy, vo ijskI muQytase &an krave &an, Ae ãVyai=Rk AaEr je pyaRykI muQytase &ankrave Ae pyaRyai=Rkny. Aahaha¦ Ae doka wedse, wed huvane? Ýkar huva ne? Êm huva ne?ãVyai=Rkko Ônna pKI pyaRyai=Rkko Ônna AEsa Êm huva. AaEr ãVyai=Rkse Ônna


119pyaRyai=Rkse Ônna AEsa wed huva. Aahaha¦ wedse Anuwv krne pr to wUta=R hE. hEqra¦ Ae ivkLpaTmk &an ãVyai=Rkka ne pyaRyai=Rkka hE qra. wUta=R nam iƒkazI cIjhE Ae bat AhÄya nhÄ khena. Ae ãVyka &an AaEr pyaRyka &an ivkLpaTmk hE, hE¦Aahahaha¦ hE? sTya=R hE, Ae ãVyka &an Ane pyaRyka &an hE. sCca &an hE AEsa yhaHbat nhÄ krnI hE, p` Ae hE. smjmeH Aaya? yhaH sCca &an hE Ae sMykŸ Ae vat nhÄkhena hE. yhaH to ãVyai=Rkka lÙ krke Ôe &an huAa AaEr pyaRyai=Rkka lÙ krke Ôe &anhuAa Ae hE¦ bs [tna¦ Ae wUta=Rka A=R [tna hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- sivkLpsMyGdxRn) sMykŸ n=I. sivkLp sMykŸ n=I. sivkLp &ankI pyaRy hE. (]ota:- in Ryto y=a=R hE ne) y=a=R in Ry. p` hÒ ivkLpaTmk hE. sMyG&an nhÄ, sMyGdxRn nhÄ.Aahaha¦ (]ota:- Vyvhar sMyGdxRn khevay.) jrIye nhÄ. Ae to AHgnmeH qDa hokrjem JverIkI dukanmeH kya kya Jverat hE Ae Ônte hE. Ae AHgnmeH _wa hE AHdr nhÄ gye.Aem wgvan AaTma iƒkazI ãVy ne vtRman pyaRy do ka ivkLpse &an krte hE. vStukIisiâ saibt krneko, Anuwv krneko nhÄ, Ae pIKe. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH hve¦ Ane Aasmßya ivna Aene \mR =[ Ôy Ane piDma le lo Ane v‡t le lo. kya v‡t ne kya piDma.Aahahaha¦

hÒ to ãVy ne pyaRynI muQytase &an krave Ae wI ivkLpaTmk &an hE. bs[tna. sMyG&an hE ne sMyGdxRn hE Ae bat yhaH nhÄ. &ancHdÒ¦ Aahahaha¦ (]ota:Ae &an im+ya¹iÚ ho tb ho Ôta hE) ha, Ae im+ya¹iÚp emeH ãVy Ane pyaRy kEsa hEAEsa &an krte hE [tna, sMyG&an nhÄ. Aahaha¦

pIKe “AaEr ãVy pyaRy donose AàilHigt” Aahaha¦ ãVy Ane pyaRyna wedne jeSpxRta nhÄ, AailHgn nhÄ ikya huAa, xuâ vStu maƒ Òvke, Aahaha... Ae wedkoAailHgn nhÄ krna. ãVyai=Rknyse ãVyka &an ne pyaRyai=Rknyse pyaRyka &an Aewed$p &an kho Ae AailHgn nhÄ krta, AEsa pHiDtÒ¦ ivØy to bhot ACKa AaHhIhE¦ Aahaha¦ hE? ãVy ne pyaRy donoHse wedse AàilHigt, AailHgn nhÄ krta huAa, xuâvStu maƒ Òv, AekIla xuâ cEtNymUitR wgvan cEtNymaƒka Svwavka Anuwv krnepr, Aa Anuwv vedn hE. phele Anuwv =a vo &an =a. smjmeH Aaya? pa!ÌÒ¦ puStkhE ke nhÄ? Ke. @Ik.

Aa b\a sb pHiDto Ke ne same, phele Ôe ãVyai=Rkka Anuwv kha =a vo to &ankrna [tnI bat hE. Anuwv nam vedn hE AanHdka Ae nhÄ. pyaRyai=Rk nyka muQytase&an kraya =a. Ae &an Ae Ýkarka ivkLpaTmk &an AiSt hE. bs [tna. p` jbAaTmaka Anuwv krte hE. Aahahaha... Ae hE deqo¦ AailHgn, wedko ãVy ne pyaRyka &anwedko ivkLpaTmkko AailHgn, SpxR Kuye ibna. Aahaha... xuâ vStumaƒ Òv, vo toAxuâka ivkLp nyaTmk &an Axuâ =a. Aahahaha¦ xuâ Òv vStumaƒka, ÒvkaSvwavka Anuwv, deqo¦ xuâ vStu maƒ Òvke Svwav, iƒkazI &aykwav, AanHd

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120 smysar isiâ wag-2wav, xaHtwav, vItragwav, [ska Anuwv krne pr, _ska vedn krne pr, Ae AwUta=RhE. ãVyai=Rk ne pyaRyai=Rkka Ôe &an ikya =a ye jU@a hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aambat hE. vItrag marg prme¬r ijne¬rdev _ska pH= smjna bhot puruØa=R cahIAe.bhot AHdrmeHse inv<i¿ cahIAe. AHdrmeHse kha. bharkI bat nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

wgvan Am<tcHãacayR sHt, nvtÀvkI bat to kuHdkuHdacayeR kha pa@meH, ke _sseiwNn wgvan Aekakar hE. to Am<tcHãacayeR Ýma`, ny, inÙep inkala _smeHse.smjmeH Aaya? Ýma` ne nyka wedse &an krna vo Aek Ýkare hE. he, maya hE AEsa ÔeANy khete hE ne, ANymit khe Ae, maya hE, sb pyaRy ne rag Ae sb maya hE. ma.....ya Ae!le maya, ya..... ma, ya.... ma.. ya- te ma - nhÄ. AEse khete hE. hmne to vedaHtInIqbr hE ne, hmare dukanmeH jb hm =a tb hmara Frak =a Aek. Ae vqte b‡aï` Aek =abhot vedaHtI =a. hmara Frak, Frak smjte hE? \ar\Ir krte =e to ye hmarI dukane hEto mal leneko Aate =e, hm _Fra`I (krne) Ôte =e tena Fer to, xe@ p\aro, xe@ p\aro,AmarI nanI _mr =I ne te id'. s¿r A#ar vØRnI, khe beso. bhot vedaHtI =a, Aek,Vyapk hE ne. to sa=meH Aek drÒka mkan =a to TyaH Aave to sb pge lage. hm tosmjte =e ik Aa, kya vedaHt, ne kya pyaRy nhÄ ne Aekla vedaHt, Aek, Vyapk, svR VyapkAek j cIj hE. p` svRVyapk Aek hE AEsa mana iksne? mane ikse(kaEn)? pyaRy maneke \‡uv mane? (pyaRy). to \‡uv Ane pyaRy do ho gya, äEt huAa, AäEt nhÄ rha. bDI ccaRhotI =I.

hmare wa{ Ke ne motIlalÒ b‡ïcarI. prmhHs =a rajko!meH. hmare VyaQyanmeHAate =e sb, p` pKI vo prmhHs ho gya. relna _prI =a. pgar bDa =a to pKI pIKeAhÄya Aaya =a AaEr pIKe TyaH rajko!meH Aaya =a, rajko! ccaR wI bhot hu[. prmhHsho gya. bs Aek j Vyapk. Are p` Aek Vyapk kha to su o. Aek Vyapk nhÄ manaAEsI ko[ dxa hE ik nhÄ? to tme Aek manneka ÝyTn krate hE ne? hEH? AaEr Aek AnekmannekI Ôe pyaRy hE, Ae manta (maNyta) hE Ae AiSt hE ke n=I? maya hE? ya... mahE hI nhÄ. Ae AhÄ btate hE. smjmeH Aaya?

ãVyai=Rkka lÙ krke &an, pyaRyai=Rkka lÙ krke &an, ivkLpaTmk p` hE, AesMyG&an hE AEsI yhaH bat hE nhÄ ATyare. hE, AiSt hE ne AiSt? [tna. to pKI bhotccaR hotI =I. AEsa kbUl to ikya. meH kI\uH wa{ Aek (bat) sUno. ke vedaHt to AEsa khetehE ik AaTyHitk du:qse mu› =av. to du:q hE, hE to AaTma AanHd hE ne du:q hE do vStu hog[. äEt (ho gya) tuMhara AäEt n rha. AaEr dUsrI, du:qse mu› =aAo to Ae [skaS=anmeH AanHd dxa AatI hE to AanHd dxa ne vStu iƒkazI do ho g[. y¡glÒ¦ wa{¦AEsI bat n cle.

AhÄya to sTy kya hE, kso!I pr c#akr in Ry lena vo cIj hE. Aahaha¦sonako wI ksmeH kso!Ipe c#ate hE ik nhÄ, Aa pHdr vla hE sol vla hE ter vla hE Aem


121wgvan AaTma svR& prmaTmaAe jEsa kha, AEsa nyse in Ry kr kr kso!Ise jemsonaka in Ry krte hE, Aem nyse AaTmaka ãVy ne pyaRy in Ry krke ivkLpaTmk in Ry.Aahaha¦ iÝyHkrÒ¦ pHiDta[ éDI Ôy Ke b\I AamaH to. ãVy ne pyaRyai=Rkse Ôe &anhuAa _sko AwUta=R khete hE. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- kyÇ?) kyÇ ik Ae to ivkLpaTmkwav hE. AemaH xuâ vStuka Anuwv Aaya nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ ga=a to AavI Ke brobrAamaH ixÙ` ixibrmaH, marg to AEsa hE wa{. Aahaha¦

xuâ vStuka, vStumaƒ Òv, xuâ vStu maƒ Òv¦ rag nhÄ, pyaRy maƒka lÙ nhÄ.xuâ vStu maƒ Òv _ska cEtNy maƒka Svwavka Anuwv krne pr, Aahaha... iƒkazIAanHd Sv$p wgvan, iƒkazI &an Sv$p wgvan, Aa wgvan AaTmakI bat hE hoH.wgvan wgvan pase rha. iƒkazI &an Sv$p wgvan, iƒkazI AanHd Sv$p wgvan,_ska Anuwv krne pr, _s trfke dorkr pyaRyko TyaH ÔeDkr, AaEr vednmeH Anuwv krnepr Ae ãVyai=Rk pyaRyai=Rkka Ôe &an ivkLpaTmk =a ye jU@a hE. Anuwv krne pr jU@ahE. pa!`IÒ¦ Aahahaha¦

(]ota:- guÌgm vgr b\u nkamHu Ke, guÌgm vgr pta nhÄ lage) vStu AEsIhE wa{, vStu AEsI hE. Aahaha¦ bIÔ &an to Aekkor rho, p` ãVyai=Rk pyaRyai=Rkkawedse &an krte hE Ae wI hE qra, p` Anuwv krne pr Ae jU@a hE. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya?

sMyGdxRn honemeH, iƒkazIka Anuwv krnese sMyGdxRn hota hE, ye ãVyai=Rkka nepyaRyai=Rkka Ôe &an huAa, _se sMyGdxRn ye hE, ye nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ AavI vat Kewa{¦ Svwavka Anuwv krne pr Ae AwUta=R hE, jU@a hE, kaEn? vo ãVyai=RknyseivkLpaTmk &an ikya, AaEr pyaRyai=Rkse pyaRyai=Rk saibt ikya, Ae sb Anuwv krnepr wed sb jU@a hE. Aahaha¦ kho pHiDtÒ¦ Aa AEsI bat hE. Aaha¦ Ae nykI VyaQyahuAa. phela Ýma`ka Ae phele nvtÀvka hve Aek inÙepka rha.

;inÙep' &eyka wed hE. ;ny' &anka wed- wag hE. inÙep &eyka wed hE. smjmeHAaya? Aahaha¦ inÙep Ae ivØy hE AaEr ny ivØy krnar hE. ny ivØyI hE AaEr inÙepivØy hE Ae ny inÙep ivØyka car wed hE. Aahaha¦ kha =a ne nhÄ, kl kha =a. vo Aekxe@ =a. ne Ae e AEsa kha =a ke im+ya¹iÚ ho tb lg wgvankI Ýitmake _pr lÙ ÔyAne tb lg mane AEsa kha =a. xe@ =a g<hS=. twI to sara kai@yavaDmeH _ske pashE AEsa pEsa (nhÄ iksIke) pas. sa@ sI¿er vØR phele ds laq $ipya ne calIshÔrkI pedax. AaEr ds hÔrka Aek gam, gras, Aaqa gam gras. vo mo!a AmldarAi\karI AaEr jj AmrelIna _ske pas Ôte =e, AEsI _skI Kap =I bDI bharmeH hÇ,to vo khete =e S=ankvasI =e, to vo khete =e ik mUitR to jblg im+yaTv hE tb lg mane.meH kI\uH su o, kI\uH: inÙep Ôe hE Ae nyka ivØy hE, Ane jb ny _TpNn hotI hE, AeÝma`&an huAa. ijsko sMyG&an huAa _sko nyka wed pDte hE Ane nyka wed pDte

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122 smysar isiâ wag-2hE vo inÙepka wedka ivØy Ae krte hE. Nyay smÔy Ke? vat to bapu JIÌ bhu. wa{¦Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

;inÙep' prmaTmakI Ýitma Ae to inÙep hE. pIKe khenemeH AEsa Aata hE “ijnp‡itma ijn sarqI” ijn sarqIne? ijn nhÄ ne? inÙep hE ne? to inÙep Ae &eyka wedhE. p` inÙep &eyka wed hE Ae nyka ivØy hE. ijsko y=a=R ny&an huAa _sko y=a=RinÙepka ivØy lagu pDte hE. p` AhÄya wedse carka ivcar krna Ae AwUta=R hE. Aembtate hE. Aahahahaha¦ hE?

nam inÙep, S=apna, ãVy ne wav. vStumeH Ôe gu n ho vo gu ke namse VyvharmeHvStukI sH&a krna, wgvan xrIrko nam dena. Ae nam inÙep hE. wgvan to hE nhÄ.smjmeH Aaya? pa¬R, Aate hE ne? v\Rmanpa¬R nam Aate hE ne, v\Rman pa¬R. , v\RmancovIs(ve) tI=Åkrka nam hE. pa¬R ƒevIska hE, to ye v\Rman pa¬R bnI gya, hE AHdrmeHgu ? Ae to nam inÙepse, gu n ho p` nam k=nse khenemeH Aata hE. _ska nam,;nam-inÙep'. nhÄ Aate hE ik nhÄ, Amare vaHkanermaH hto Aek kya pa¬R vIr. hmare hEvaHkaner. pa¬RvIr namka Aek lDka =a. vo do nam _ska, pa¬R Ane vIr do. Aem Aav\Rman xaÏI hE ne? Ae to nam inÙep hE. (]ota :- pHiDtÒka puƒka nam prmaTmÝkax hE ne) ha Ae to _ska nam hE ne, _ska puƒka nam hE, pHiDtÒka bDa puƒ hE neyhaH _ska nam “prmaTm Ýkax” hE. Ko!aka nam “A|yaTm Ýkax” hE. hÇixyar hE,mgjvaza, p` prmaTm Ýkax to nam hE. brobr hE? to jene gu n ho p` _skenamse vStukI sH&a krna, vStuka nam lena Ae nam inÙep hE. Aahahaha¦

hve “S=apna” - yh vh hE. Aa wgvan hE. AEsa Ôe ÝitmameH inÙep krna, yhS=apna hE. Aa wgvan hE, Aa srSvtIkI vaÌ hE. hE to puStk. Aam, srSvtI vaÌhE Aem khena Aa Ae S=apna inÙepse hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? [s Ýkar ANyvStumeH, ANy vStumeH, ANy vStuka Ýitini\Tv S=aipt krna. vStu to ANy hE newgvan ANy hE, KtaH wgvanka _smeH inÙep krna. Aahaha¦

kya hE? gUmDuH hE. xena. =yuH Ke Aaje rate wa{ n=I AaVya? gya? hEH? gya? rategya? @Ik. Ae gaHgulI¦ homIyope=Ina bDa, klk¿ameH bDa vo da›r hE, bal b‡ïcarIhE, lgn nhÄ ikya hE. pKI Aaya hE. pIKe mharaj AaxIvaRd dyo ke hve ÔvÒv b‡ïcarIrhena hE. lgn krna hI nhÄ. nhÄ to [tnI _mrmeH wI kNya to bhot dete hE laqokIpedax hE. homIyope=Ina bDa, p` AhÄya AaxIvaRd dyo mharaj ke ÔvÒv hmare lgnnhÄ krna. kl nhÄ Aaya wgvankI wi›meH? doso pcas, doso Aekavn m` FI idya.m`na A#I $ipya hÇ. Akbrke vqtmeH m`ka A#I $ipya =a, Akbr =a ne jb, Akbrbadxah =a, tb FI ka A#I $ipyaka m` =a. Ae kyuH cla, Ae bat isâ ikya. ATyareto ke!luHk kaH[k Ke. so $ipyanuH m`. ke!la kæa? Aohoho¦ svaso $ipya¦ Aa A#I toAkbrke vqtmeH =a. car pEse ka xer, FI. to vo clega. (]ota:- te id' car pEsa mÇFa


123hta.) te id' car pEsa mÇFa hta. vat sacI Ke, te id' car pEsa hta to ATyare Aek$ipyana be pEsa ignnemeH Aata hE, Aek $ipya _pr do pEsa, Aahaha¦

AaHhI khete hE. ke inÙepmeH wgvan Aa hE Aem khena, Ae Ýitma inÙep hE. AeS=apna inÙep ikya.

“ãVy inÙep” : - vtRmanse ANy Aitt, Anagt, pyaRyse vStuko vtRmanmeHkhena ãVy inÙep hE. kya? tI=Åkr vtRmanmeH nhÄ. ]ei`kraÔ jnm hote hE, to tI=Åkrkhena vo wUtkazkI ApeÙa inÙep khete hE. tI=Åkr to termeH gu S=ane hoga tb hoga.wiv*ymaH tI=Åkr honevala hE _sko vtRman tI=Åkr khena Ae AtItkazkI wUtkazkIApeÙase khena Ae ãVy inÙep hE. _smeH yoGyta hE wiv*ykI. Ae ApeÙaAe ignkr ãVyinÙepse tI=Åkr wiv*ymeH honevaleko vtRman tI=Åkr khena. smjmeH Aaya? hE? vtRmanmeHkhena Ae ãVy inÙep hE, AaEr vtRman pyaRymeH vStuko vtRman khena Ae kevz&anIprmaTma saÙatŸ ibrajte hE _sko wav inÙepse khena ke ye kevz&anI hE. hE AEsa khedena Ae “wavinÙep” hE. ãVy inÙepmeH vtRman hE nhÄ, p` wiv*ymaH hoga, A=vawUtkazmeH ho gya, Ô e xe@ =a bDa AaEr pIKe dIiÙt huAa to _sko xe@ khena AewUtkazkI ApeÙase, smjmeH Aaya? Ane muin hE Ae phele xe@ =a, to muin huAa _skoxe@ khena, Ae wUtkazkI ApeÙase, Ane kevz&anI huAa to _sko muin khena. Aahaha...wUtkazkI ApeÙaAe, AaEr vtRman pyaRymeH, wiv*ymeH honevaleko wUtkazmeH ho gye_skae vtRmanmeH khena Ae ãVyinÙep hE. AavI vat Ke. hve É˜aH AamaH nvra Aaid. nvrasmje? fursd. Aahaha.. wa{¦ jnm mr`se pIla rha hE to, AEsa &an y=a=R pheleVyvha$ &an wI krna pDega. Aa Vyvharu hE, hÒ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

vtRmankI pyaRymeH vtRman khena so “wav inÙep” hE. Ae caroy inÙepoka ApneApne lÙ` wed, drekna lÙ` wed huAa. AeknuH nam gu nhÄ ne nam khena. Aek ko guhE nhÄ. p` same S=apna krna wgvan hE _skI Aek vtRman yoGytako ignkrwiv*ykI pyaRyko _sko khekr wUtkazkI khena, AaEr Aek vtRman pyaRyko vtRmanpyaRy$p khena. Aahaha¦

wgvanno marg bapa¦ Ae vStuka Sv$p hI AEsa hE. wgvane kH[ ikya hE? khahE kyaÅ nhÄ hE. wgvane bnaya hE AaTmako? Aahaha¦ svR& wgvane to jEsa hE AEsaÔna, AaEr va`ImeH AEsa Aaya. Aahaha¦ AhÄ khete hE ik Ae car inÙep hE Ae lÙ`wedse AaEr _sse iwNn iwNn $pse Anuwv ikya, Anuwv nam &an ikya Ône prwUta=R hE. Anuwv xBde yhaH Ônna lena. carna lÙ` wede, wed krke Ônna, _ska namcar inÙepka &an hE. Ae Ône pr wUta=R hE. smjmeH Aaya? vtRman, vtRman ne wUtnam, nam Aaidse khena hE vo sTy hE, hE [tna, hE [tna nam wI sTy hE, nam khenahE to Ae Ýkarse sTy hE ik nhÄ, S=apna wI sTy hE Ae Ýkare khena sTy hE, ãVy inÙepwUtkazmeH wiv*yka khena Ae wI sTy hE, [tna ApeÙaAe sTy hE. Aahaha¦

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124 smysar isiâ wag-2AaEr iwNn lÙ`se riht Ae nam, S=apna ãVy wavke wedka lÙ KoDkr,

Aahaha... Aek Apne cEtNy lÙ`$p, Aek Apne cEtNy lÙ`, Ônna deqna _skalÙ` wgvanka, Ae AaTmaka, cEtNylÙ`se Òv Svwavka Anuwv krne pr AeÒvno Svwav cEtNy lÙ` hE. Ônna deqna Ae _ska lÙ` hE. ko[ rag ne pu~y ne dyadan ho vo _ska ko[ lÙ` nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aek cEtNylÙ`$p ÒvSvwavka Anuwv krna Anuwv nam vedn, yhaH Anuwv krne pr A=aRtŸ AnuwUitkrne pr, Aahahaha... caroy AwUta=R hE, jU@a hE, car inÙep jU@a hE, ye Aata hE nekzxmeH? “_dyit n ny]I rStmeit Ýma`mŸ” ny ASt ho Ôta hE. Ýma` ASt hoÔta hE. ny _dy nhÄ hota. Ýma` ASt ho Ôta hE. inÙep khaH cla Ôta hE _skI hmkoqbr nhÄ. Aate hE? kzxmeH hE. hE ne? Aahahaha¦

wgvan AaTma, Apna Sv$p sNmuq hokr Anuwv kre tb vo inÙepka wed khaHcla Ôta hE hmko qbr nhÄ khete hE. nyka _dy hota nhÄ, Aahaha... Ýma` to AStho Ôta hE. ivkLpaTmk Ýma`, inÙep khaH Ôta hE hmko qbr nhÄ. hmko to AäetkaAekla Anuwv hE. AäEt nam vo A&anI AäEt khete hE vedaHtI Ae AHxe nhÄ. AäEtkaAnuwv hE Ae to pyaRy hE, p` AäEt Aek$p cIjka Anuwv to Aek$pI to cIj Aa[Ane AnuwvkI pyaRy wI Aa[, do hI Aaya. Aahahaha¦ iƒkaz cEtNy SvwavkaAnuwv, Ôe iƒkaz cEtNy Svwav wI Aaya, Ae to vStu, AaEr _ska Anuwv vo pyaRyhu[. inivRkLp &an Ane inivRkLp dxRn huAa Ae pyaRy hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

AEse, hE? Òv Svwavka Anuwv krne pr Ae caroH jU@a hE. Aahaha¦ phela kheke sCca hE. pKI khe ke jU@a hE. Ôe sCca hE khene ka (mtlb) ke AiStTv hE [tna, sacuH&an Ke ne sMyG&an Ke Aem AhÄya n=I. _ska AiStTv hE. p` Svwavka Anuwv krnepr _ska AiStTv hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke wa{¦ Aa vad-ivvade to par pDeAevI vat Ke nhÄ. AHtr Anuwv krne pr Ae wanmeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ vad ivvad kreto kaH[ _sse “vad ivvad kre so AH\a” smysar na!kmeH Aaya hE. smjmeH Aaya?Aahaha¦ Ane inymsarmeH Aaya hE, wgvan kuHdkuHdacayR khete hE. Ýwu¦ terI cEtNyini\ka Anuwv ho, wedse riht. to ye ini\ko pakr AekIla wogvna. jEse prdexmeH gyeÝa`I ko[ kroDo $ipya lekr Aaya Apne dexmeH, to Ae qangI rIte kroDo $ipyawogvega bhar na paDega bhot, #H#era pI!ega ke hm kroDo $ipya laya hE to ku!uHbIma`so natvaza Ôtvaza, iwqarI sb lav lav khega inymsarmeH hE ma!e prdexmeHseko[ laya ho kroD - do kroD - paHc kroD, Ae hsmuqwa{, hE? Aena bap pase p0-60laq... $ipya Ke, bavIs laq to wrna pDa srkarko, K lDka (sbke) pase pEsa j¡dahE. K wa{ hE, to _skI pas to bhot pEsa hE. Aek Aek pase sb AaEr _skaiptaÒ iwNn =a _skI pas pEsa =a p0-60 laq É˜aHk hoga qbr nhÄ.srkarko bavIs laq wrna pDa varsamaH AwI, srkarko _ska iptakI l"mI, Aa


125varsa trIke Aaya ne? bavIs laq to _sko srkarko wrna pDa. AekIla _skaiptaÒkI l"mImeHse, ApnemeH se to K K lDka hE _skI pas l"mI iwNn iwNn. AEsasUna hE Aa be@a hE bDa hE. _ska bDa wa{ hE, sbmeH hsmuq¦ tmarI pas bE@a hE te.ktaR htaR hE [s K meH, paHc wa{Ao mante hE _sko, bDa Ôe hE, vDIl trIke. _smeH kyaAaya \UzmeH? Aahaha¦

AahÄya to prmaTma khete hE Aek var sUn to shI Ýwu, Ae ny inÙep Ýma` AnenvtÀvka wed, Aahahaha... phele &an krnemeH &an Aata hE, p` tere Anuwv krnemeH vo&an kam nhÄ krte. Aahahaha¦ kya kha? nvtÀvka &an, ny inÙepka &an, Ýma`ka&an, AHtrŸ¹iÚmaH Anuwv krne pr vo kam iblkul nhÄ krte. Aahahahaha¦ AEsawgvan AaTma pU aRnHd Ýwu Ae trfmeH JUknese Ôe AanHdka Anuwv Aata hE _smeH AawedkI ApeÙa hE nhÄ. vo ApeÙaAe wedko jU@a khe idya. Aahaha¦ Aek vat.

Apna Ôe ãVy hE ne vStu, ApnI cIj hE ne ãVy, Ae ApeÙase dUsra ãVyko AãVykhete hE. smjmeH Aaya? kya kha ye? (]ota:- iblkul smjmeH nhÄ Aaya.) nhÄsmjmeH Aaya to SpÚIkr` krte hE. wgvanke xaÏmeH AEsa ilya hE caEwHgI, ke ApnaãVy Ôe vStu hE Ae Apna ãVy Apnese ãVy hE. p` Apna ãVykI ApeÙase wgvankaãVy ne bIÔ dUsra ãVy hE, Ae AãVy hE. Aa ãVykI ApeÙase dUsra ãVy AãVy hE. _skIApeÙase ãVy hE. jUglÒ¦ Aahahaha¦ Apna AsHQy ÝdexI Ùeƒse, SvÙeƒp e AaTmahE Ae ApeÙase dUsra Ôe Ùeƒ AsHQy ÝdexI Òvka hE Ae AÙeƒ hE. AaEr Apna Ôe iƒkazIAaTma hE AaEr vtRman pyaRy hE Ae ApeÙa SvkazmaH Apna AiSt hE. Ane ApnaSvkazkI ApeÙase prãVykI pyaRyka kaz hE, Ae Akaz hE. Aahaha¦ AavuH É˜aH ma`sneAne Apna wav iƒkazI AnHt &an dxRn Aaid wavse Apna wav hE, Apna wavkIApeÙase sb dUsra ãVyka Ôe wav hE Ae Awav hE. smjmeH Aaya? AEse yhaH nvtÀvkIpyaRy wed, inÙep ny Ýma`ka wed, Apna iƒkazI ãVykI ApeÙaAe jU@a hE. pr to AãVyne AÙeƒ, kaz wav hE. wa{¦ Ýwuno marg bhu sU"m Ke. Aahaha¦ sPtwHgI cltI hEne, to Apna ãVy Ùeƒ kaz wavse Apna AiSt hE, ne Apne ãVy Ùeƒ, kaz, wavkIApeÙase pr vStukI naiSt hE. AãVy, AÙeƒ, Akaz, Awav hE. Aahaha¦

AEse yhaH pyaRymeH nvtÀvka wed, ny-inÙepka wed, Ýma`ka wed Ae hE, _skIApeÙase jem ApnI ApeÙase dUsra AãVy hE, AaEr _skI ApeÙase ãVy hE. Aem pyaRymeHAa car bol Aaya hE yhaH, to _skI ApeÙase ye hE, p` AHtr Anuwv krnese SvãVykaAnuwv krnese ye nhÄ hE. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH hve.

(]ota:- [smeH \mR khaH ho gya?) Aa \mR huva. AHtr AanHdka na=ka Anuwvkrne pr Ôe AanHd vedn Aaya AaEr &an sMykŸ huva AaEr vIyeR je ApnI AnHt xi›kIpyaRykI rcna ikya vo \mR hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH. loko pKI khe ne song#vazainüy hE. AekaHtI hE. kho wa{¦ tmne ruce Aem kho.

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126 smysar isiâ wag-2(]ota:- sb log raÒ rhe AEsa khena cahIAe.) sb log raÒ rhe ke AaTma

raÒ rhe? (]ota:- duinyamaH ko[ vStu AevI n=I ke b\a raÒ rhe.) _smeH ilqa hEmoÙmagR ÝkaxkmeH ik ko[ AEsI cIj nhÄ ik sbko psHd ho. stŸ bat khene pr voAstŸvazako to du:q hoga, to _smeH kya hE, Aahaha¦ moÙmagR ÝkaxkmeH to bhotSpÚ ikya hE. !oDrml hE.

Ae tmarI _pr AaÙep hE. qbr hE? ke tme !oDrmlnuH b\uH mano Ko. tme Aena ma!eclaya to meH khuH Ae mante nhÄ tum? Aaya hE KapameH. Aaya hE? hE? AEsa Aaya hE Aemke !oDrml SmarkmaH !oDrmlne Ýma e hm mante hE hm AEse khete hE hukmcHdÒ, hmarIsa= ccaR kre. Ae Ýma e mante nhÄ, AEsa Aaya hE. [smeH Aaya hE. Aahaha¦ qbr hEne, hm to moÙmagR Ýkaxk to 82 kI salse vaHcte =e bÄyasI, p2 vØR huAa, smysar78 se. p6 -vØR huva. Aekek AÙr ne Aekek xBdko iwNn iwNn krke Nyay kya hE _skaxo\ kr ilya hE. Aahaha¦ AemaH lqa` Aaya =a Ae tmara _pr, ke tum Smark, !oDrmlSmark krke !oDrmlko mante hE to !oDrmlne ilqa hE Ae Ýma e tum mante nhÄ, tuMharI]âa fer hE. Aey, É˜aH gya rtncHdÒ? tmara wa{ _pr AEsa AaÙep Aaya hE. nosmje, no bese Aene to kya kamka? Aahaha¦

!oDrmle to kha hE y=a=R p` smje _sko ne? p` ko[ vqte AEsa ilqa _smeHke wa{ Ôe yhaH ragkI mHdta krte krte kre Ane wiv*ymaH ko[ inim¿ AEsa iml Ôyto kdac pame AEsa wI ilqa hE. p` vo to Vyvharka k=n hE. qbr hE. smjmeH Aaya?Aahaha¦ Aem ke Ae lokoAe Aa wUl inkalI hE. to hmko sara moÙmagRkI qbr hE.Aahaha¦

Are Ýwu AaHhI to ßyaH ny inÙep ne Ýma` ne nvtÀvke wedko wI Svwavke AHtrAnuwv krne pr jU@a khete hE, to tmare k[ batko sCca S=apna hE¦ dya, dan, v‡t nerag vo to jU@a hE, Svwavke AnuwvnI ApeÙaAe. Ane nhÄtr Ae jU@a hE AHtr AanHdkaÝaº krane ma!e jU@I cIj hE. jem Aa wed, nvtÀv, ny, inÙepka pyaRy Anuwvkrnevaleko jU@a hE, Ae _praHt Vyvhar rTnƒy hE Ae inüy pamva ma!e jU@a hE.Aahahaha¦ babuwa{¦ AavI vat Ke wa{. Aa mano ke gme te mano vStu to Aa hE.smjmeH Aaya?

Ae AaHhI khete hE. Aek Òv hI Ýkaxman hE. Aahaha¦ hE? nvtÀvmeH p‡ma`ka wedmeH,nyka wedmeH AaEr inÙepka wedmeH Aek$p cEtNy Ýkaxman nhÄ hota, vae to Anek$peiwNn iwNn waste hE, p` wgvan AaTma Aek$p cEtNyÝkaxka pUHj Ýwu hE, votrfka Anuwv krne pr vo pyaRymeH =a AEsa kha =a p` Anuwv krne pr Ae jU@a hE.ivxeØ khega. (]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev).

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smysar, 13 mI ga=amaH inÙep, Ýma` Aa gya ne _ska wava=R hE, sU"m hE p`vo Aa gya hE. [n Ýma` ny inÙepoka ivStarse k=n tdŸ ivØyk g‡H=omeH ÔnnacahIAe. _nse ãVy pyaRy Sv$p vStukI isiâ hotI hE. kya khete hE? Ýma`se ãVy hEiƒkazI AaEr pyaRykI isiâ hotI hE. Ýma` proÙ ho ke ÝTyÙ ho, p` vo ãVy Ane pyaRydokI Ýma`se isiâ hotI hE. hE? AaEr, _nke ibna vStuke nyse Aek iƒkazIko ivØykrnevala ny, Aek wag, pyaRyko ivØy krnevala Aek wag Vyvhar, do nyse vStukoAek AHgkI y=a=R isiâ hotI hE AaEr inÙepomeH &eyka wed hE nam, S=apna, ãVy, wavAe wedka &an inÙepse y=a=R hota hE p` vo sb inÙep ny Ýma` ivkLpaTmk yhaHilya hE. ivkLp Ôe rag hE _sse vo Ýma`ka &an, rag imi]t ivcarmeH nyka &an, AaErrag imi]t ivcarse inÙepka &an, to ye smymeH Ae hE, wUta=R hE. wUta=Rno A=R? Ae&an sa\va ma!e Ôe cIj AatI hE ye hE [tna, p` vo Apna Anuwv krne pr,Aahaha... Apna cEtNy wgvan pU aRnHd Sv$p _ska Anuwv krne pr Ae ny, inÙep,Ýma` sb jU@a hE. smjmeH Aaya? jEse kl kha =a ne jEse Apne ãVykI ApeÙase dUsraãVy, AãVy hE. Aahahaha¦ Aa ãVy Ôe vStu hE wgvan AaTma Apna inj icdŸFn, AeSvãVykI ApeÙase, prãVy AãVy hE. _skI ApeÙase ãVy hE, p` Aa ãVykI ApeÙaseAãVy hE. Aahahaha¦

AEse Apna &aykkI AnuwUitkI ApeÙase, ny inÙep Ýma`ka &an jU@a hE.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AaEr ny inÙep &anka Ýma`kI ¹iÚse deqo to ye hE. hEH? jemSvãVynI ApeÙaAe prko, prko deqo to AãVy hE. p` prkI ãVykI ApeÙaAe deqo to yeãVy hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AEse wgvan AaTma ny, inÙep, Ýma`se wleivkLpaTmk &an kre, sa\k AvS=ameH phele hota hE, to vo ApeÙase hE. jem prãVyprãVykI ApeÙase hE, Aem ny inÙep Ýma`ka ivkLpse &an krne pr Ae $pe hE, p`Anuwv AaTmaka krne pr, SvãVyka Anuwv krne pr, jem SvãVykI ApeÙaAe dUsraAãVy hE, AEsE ãVyka Anuwv krne pr Ýma`, inÙepka &an AsTya=R AwUta=R hE.Aahahaha... AavI vat hve. hE?

kyÇik &anke ivxeØ hE _nke ibna vStuko cahe jEsa sa\a Ôye to ivpyRy ho ÔtahE. Ýma`se, inÙepse, nyse y=a=R sa\na Ae ibna Aa vStuka Sv$p y=a=R isâ nhÄhota. vStuko Ônkr &an ]âankI isiâ krna Ý=m AvS=ameH. &an ]âanke isâ honepr AHtrmeH sMyGdxRn ne &an huAa, pIKe Ýma` AaidkI ko{ AavXykta nhÄ. ko{ AHtrsMyGdxRnke ma!e pIKe Ýma` Aaid ny inÙep AaidkI j$r nhÄ. Aahaha¦ phele in Ry

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128 smysar isiâ wag-2krna, ny hE Aek AHxko Ýg! Ônte hE. cahe to inüyny ho to wI Aek AHxkoÔnte hE. Aek AHxko A=aRtŸ ãVy Ôe samaNy hE Ae Aek AHx hE Ane pyaRy Ae wI AekAHx hE.

to nyka ivØy Aek AHx hE. Ýma`ka ivØy do hI hE inÙepka ivØy &eyka wed hE.Ae Ý=m ]âa krne phele AEsa vStuko svR&e kha, ANye kha _sse ivprIt kya hE. ANyekha _sse dUsrI cIj wgvane khI kya hE _sse Ýma` inÙepka &an Aata hE. p`Anuwv krne pr Ae ]âan ne AnuwvkI ApeÙase Ae Ýma`, ny, inÙep jU@a hE. Aaha¦AavI vat Ke. hE?

pIKe ]âankI ApeÙa Ae vStuÀv nhÄ, “ikNtu jb dUsrI AvS=ameH” Ýma` AaidkeAvlHbnse ivxeØ &an hota hE AaEr rag äeØ moh kmRka svR=a Awav$p y=aQyatcairƒ Ýg! hota hE, tb vo Ýma` nykI cairƒnI ApeÙaAe Ôe isiâ =I _skI j$rnhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?

AaEr kevz&ankI Ýaiº hotI hE. kevz&an honeke püatŸ Ýma` Aaidka AvlHbnnhÄ rheta. pU R &an huAe pIKe Ýma` ny inÙepka ivkLpaTmk &an TyaH hE nhÄ.Aahaha¦ smjnekI cIj hE xe@. AEse nhÄ imle AEsI cIj hE. bharse nhÄ imle, Ae cIjAHdrse imltI hE. Aahaha... (]ota:- Aap smÔAo Tyare mze Ke ne?) [ smje tbimlega, smÔve xuH =ay? hmara b\a pHiDto Ke ne AenI same, hmare Aa wI k<iØ pHiDthE ne. Aahaha... wgvan sUno to qra, khete hE. Aahaha... AHtr cIj Ôe AnHtgu kacEtNy rTnakr Ýwu, AnHt rTnakr, (AwedaTma) phele kha =a Aek var. SvyHwUrm`smuã AsHQy Ôejn lHba hE. sb iäp Ane smuã Aa baj¡ hE _sse Ae SvyHwU smuã tInÔejn lHba ivxeØ hE. kya kha? AsHQy iäp smuã Aa baj¡ hE, _skI lHba[ g`o pIKeSvyHwUkI lHba[. [sse wI tIn Ôejn Ai\k hE. rtn wyaR hE nIce AekIla, vezu ne retInhÄ. SvyHwU¦ AEse wgvan SvyHwU AaTma¦ Aahaha¦ hE¦ Aahahaha¦ _smeH to &andxRn Aaid AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt jenI myaRda hd nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ kya hE?Ae vStumeH [tna \mR- gu hE, ke gu kI sHQya AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHtAnHt AnHt AnHt ijtna le Ôv to wI _ska AHt nhÄ Aata, [tnI sHQya hE, Ae sbcEtNy rTnakrse wra wgvan (AaTma) hE. Aahaha¦ _ska AHtrmeH Anuwv krne prsMyGdxRn hota hE. Ý=m \mRkI dxa Ae ko[ iÊyakaHDse ne inim¿se ne prse ko[ hota hEAEsa hE nhÄ. Aaha¦ Ae khete hE. kevz&an huAe pIKe ko[ j$r nhÄ, tIsrI saÙatŸ isâAvS=a vhaH wI ko[ AalHbnkI j$r nhÄ. [s Ýkar isâ AvS=ameH Ýma` ny neinÙepka Awav hE. hve }lok 9 mo.

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(mailnI)_dyit n ny]IrStmeit Ýma Hkicdip c n ivÍo yait inÙepckÊmŸ.ikmprmiwd|mo \aiM™ svR÷Øe½iSmþnuwvmupyate wait n äEtmev.. 9..

Ae A=Rno klx$p }lok khe Ke:-}loka=R:- AacayR xuânyno Anuwv krI khe Ke ke- (AiSmnŸ svR÷Øe \aiMn

AnuwvmŸ _pyate) Aa svR wedone gaE krnar je xuânyno ivØywUt cEtNy-cmTkarmaƒ tej:pUHj Aa„a, teno Anuwv =taH (ny]I: n _dyit) nyonI l"mI_dy pamtI n=I, (Ýma H AStmŸ Oit) Ýma` AStne Ýaº =ay Ke (Aip c) Ane(inÙepckÊmŸ ÒictŸ yait, n ivÍ:) inÙepono smUh É˜aH jto rhe Ke te AmeÔ`ta n=I. (ikmŸ AprmŸ Aiwd|m:) Aa=I Ai\k xuH khIAe? (äEtmŸ Ov n wait)äEt j Ýitwaist =tuH n=I.

wava=R:- wedne ATyHt gaE krIne kìauH Ke ke-Ýma`, nyaid wednI to vat jxI? xuâ Anuwv =taH äEt j wastuH n=I, Aekakar icNmaƒ j deqay Ke.

AhÄ iv&anaäEtvadI t=a vedaHtI khe Ke ke-Kev! prma=R$p to AäEtno jAnuwv =yo. Ae j Amaro mt Ke tme ivxeØ xuH kìauH? Aeno _¿r:-tmara mtmaHsvR=a AäEt manvamaH Aave Ke. Ôe svR=a AäEt manvamaH Aave to baìa vStunoAwav j ={ Ôy, Ane Aevo Awav to ÝTyÙ ivruâ Ke. Amara mtmaH nyivvÙaKe te baìa vStuno lop krtI n=I. ßyare xuâ Anuwv=I ivkLp m!I Ôy Ke TyareAaTma prmanHdne pame Ke te=I Anuwv kravva ma!e “xuâ AnuwvmaH äEt wastuHn=I” Aem kìauH Ke. Ôe baìa vStuno lop krvamaH Aave to AaTmano p` lop ={Ôy Ane xUNyvadno ÝsHg Aave. ma!e tme kho Ko te Ýma e vStu Sv$pnI isiâ={ xktI n=I, Ane vStuSv$pnI y=a=R ]âa ivna je xuâ Anuwv krvamaH Aavete p` im+ya$p Ke xuNyno ÝsHg hova=I tmaro Anuwv p` Aakaxna fUlnoAnuwv Ke. 9.

_dyit n ny]IrStmeit Ýma H kicdip c n ivÍo yait inÙepckÊmŸ.ikmprmiwd|mo \aiM™ svR÷Øe½iSm þnuwvmupyate wait n äEtmev.. 9..

Aahaha¦ AacayR]I xuânyka Anuwv krke khete hE, kya? xuâny Ôe &anka Aekinüy sTy AHx hE, _ska ivØy Ôe ãVy iƒkaz hE _ska Anuwv krne pr, Aahaha...

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130 smysar isiâ wag-2Anuwv krke khete hE ke “AiSmn svR÷Øe½iSm \aiMn AnuwvmŸ _pyate”. {n smStwedÇko Ýma` ne ny ne inÙepka wedÇko gaE krnevala, lÙmeH nhÄ lenevala, Aahaha...gaE krneka A=R Ae ke lÙmeH nhÄ lenevala, xuânyka ivØywUt je xuâ sMyG&an inmRzinüy _ska ivØywUt wgvan pU aRnHd, Aahahahaha... cEtNy cmTkar maƒ, cEtNycmTkar vStu (inÔTma) hE. Aahahaha¦ ijsmeH AnHtgu kI sHQyakI hd nhÄ, AaErijsmeHse kevz&an Aaid _TpNn ho to wI cEtNy cmTkarkI ijtnI xi› hE Ae pU R$prhetI hE. Aahaha¦ kevz&an Aaid _TpNn ho to wI ye &an gu cEtNy cmTkar$pe pU Rrhete hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AEse AnHt gu kI cEtNy cmTkarIk vStu tej:pUHjAaTma hE. cEtNyna tejno pUHj Ýwu, AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AEsa behdŸApirimt xi›ka sagr Ýwu tej:pUHj Ýwu hE. Aahahaha¦

_ska Anuwv hone pr Ae vStu trfka ¹iÚ krke, vStu trfka sNmuq hokr,inim¿ rag ne pyaRyse ivmuq hokr, Aaha... “ny]I: n _dyit”. nyÇkI l"mI _idtnhÄ hotI. Aaha¦ Apna cEtNy cmTkarIk cIj Ôe hE _ska sNmuq hokr Anuwv krnepr nykI l"mI nam nyka wedo _TpNn nhÄ hota. n _dyit ny]I:, ny _dy nhÄ hota.Aahaha¦ bhu sU"m vat hE. hE? nyokI l"mI Ae!le nyoka Ýkar ko[ inüy ne Vyvharne sdŸwUt ne AsdŸwUt ne Ae sb ko[ nyÇkI l"mI _dy nhÄ hotI TyaH, TyaH to Sv$pcEtNymUitR trfka Anuwv hE. cEtNyka AtIiNãy AanHdka vedn hE. sMyGdxRnke kazmeHÔe iƒÉazI cEtNy wgvanka AvlHbn lekr Ôe pyaRymeH AtIiNãy AanHd Aaid xi›yÇkaVy›kI dxa hu[, AnHt gu kI Vy› dxa AHxe hu[ Ae AnuwvmeH Aahahaha... nyokI_Tpi¿ hotI nhÄ. AhÄya ivkLpaTmk ny ilya hE, Aahaha¦ Ýma` ASt ho Ôta hE.Aahahaha¦ Aa ivkLpaTmk Ýma`nI bat hE. hÇ?

AHtr AaTma pU aRnHdka na= Ýwu cEtNycmTkar ijsne ApnI ¹iÚmeH ilya, lekr_ska Anuwv Sv$p jEsa hE _se AnukUz, Anukr` krke Ôe wvn pyaRymeH huAa, Aaha...“Anuwv rTn icHtam`I, Anuwv hE rskUp, Anuwv marg moÙno, Anuwv moÙSv$p” Ae AaTmano Anuwv pU aRnHd Ýwu AHtmuRqnI ¹iÚ krke ßyaH Anuwv hota hE,TyaH ny _TpNn hotI nhÄ. Ýma` to ASt ho Ôta hE. Ýma` Aa=mI Ôta hE. Aahaha¦ivkLpaTmk Ýma`nI bat hE Ýwu.

“inüy nyai]t muinvro Ýaiº kre invaR nI” Ae xBd Aaya hE xaÏmeH, Ae ivkLpriht (inivRkLp) nykI bat hE. Ane AhÄya je clta hE Ae ivkLpaTmk ny Ýma`inÙepkI bat cltI hE. Aaha¦ bIje to AEsa ilya hE inüynyai]t muinvro A=vaAEsa wI kha, “iväan loko AHtr inüynyka Aa]yko KoDkr VyvharmeH vtRn krtehE p` _sko mui› nhÄ hotI”. Aate hE ne? ha, Ae ivâtjno wUta=R Tyjkr, iƒkazIAanHdka na=na Anuwvne KaeDkr VyvharmaH vtRn krte hE, p` _sko mui› nhÄ hotI.inüynyai]t Ôe AaTma AnuwvmeH Aaye to _sko mui› hotI hE. (]ota:- Anaid=I


131AavuH j Ke?) vStuka Sv$p Anaidse AEsa hE. Aahaha¦ tI=Åkrna smvsr`maH Ôv top` Aa cIj hE, sHtonI swamaH Ôv to wI Aa cIj hE, saca sHtna hÇ. bakI to vatobhar=I kre ke dya pazo ne v‡t kro ne Ae=I =xe kLya` Ae to im+ya ]âa, im+ya Ý$p`ahE. Aahaha¦

AhÄya to khete hE, phelI vStuko isiâ krne (ke ilAe) ma!e ãVy ne pyaRy Sv$pvStu hE. inüynyka ivØy ãVy Ôe samaNy, Ýma`ka ivØy Ôe ãVy ne pyaRy do hokrãVy, smjmeH Aaya? AEse Ýma` ne ny inÙepse Ý=m to vStukI saibtI, isiâ,AiStTv isâ krnemeH &anka ivxeØ Ae Aata hE. p` jb AHtrmeH Anuwv krne pr,Aahahahaha... sMyGdxRnke kazmeH Ôe AnuwUit sa=meH hotI hE, Ae AnuwUitke kazmeH Aeny _dy Ýg! hota nhÄ. Anuwv Ýg! huAa TyaH ny Ýg! hota hI nhÄ ivkLp.Aahaha¦

wgvan ßyaH AaTma Apna AnuwvmeH Aaya, sMyGdxRn &anke Ýg!ke kazmeH,tb TyaH Ýma` ASt ho Ôta hE, do bat ikya. ny _TpNn nhÄ hota, Ýma` ASt hoÔta hE. Aahahaha... AaEr inÙepcÊ, Aahaha... “inÙepcÊ kvictyait n ivÍ.” inÙepokasmUh khaH cla Ôta hE hm nhÄ Ônte. “inÙepcÊ kvictyait n ivÍ:” inÙepka wedkhaH cla Ôta hE hm Ônte nhÄ. Aem khete hE. (]ota :- AacayR wgvan nhÄ Ônte?)AnuwvmeH hE nhÄ. AHtr AaTmaka Anuwv je sMyGdxRn hota hE. Aahaha... AaErsMykŸwav]ut&an hota hE Ae kazmeH Aa SvtrfkI sNmuqtaka vedn hE. Aahaha¦ TyaHinÙepka cÊ khaH cla Ôta hE khete hE. Aeno A=R Ae ke inÙepka cÊ TyaH hota nhÄ. AmeÔ`ta n=I Ae!le Ame AnuwvmaH (Awed) Ô`IAe KIAe. AemaH Aa inÙepna wed khaHAaya? yuH. Aahaha¦ marg Aavo Ke wa{ Aa. “inÙep cÊH kvictŸ yait n ivÍ:” khaHcla Ôta hE hm nhÄ Ônte. Aahahaha... “ikH Aprm Aiwd¼m:” [sse Ai\k kya khe?AacayR mharaj khete hE ik hve ivxeØ kya khe tumko. Aahaha¦

AHtr wgvan AaTma cEtNy-cmTkarse wra Ýwu _ska SvsNmuq hokr Anuwvkrne pr ny inÙep ne Ýma` _TpNn nhÄ hota, inÙepcÊ khaH cla Ôta hE, wav inÙepÔe hE. Aahaha... wav inÙep to pyaRy hE. smjmeH Aaya? p` pyaRykI ¹iÚ wI khaH clIÔtI hE, Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ kya kha? ny inÙep to ivkLpse inüy Aa hE ne VyvharAa hE. Ýma` doka ivØy hE, p` inÙepmeH Ôe wav inÙep hE ye to pyaRy AnuwUit Ae wavinÙep hE. p` vo wav inÙep hE, TyaH ¹iÚ pyaRy _pr nhÄ, Aem khete hE. hmarI ¹iÚ toAnuwv (Awed) pr hE, to wavinÙep wI khaH cla Ôta hE hmko qbr nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AavI vat Ke.

AHtrmeH jb sMyGdxRnke kazmeH jb AnuwUit hotI hE, &ankI Ý\antase AnuwUitkhenemeH Aata hE, ]âankI Ý\antase dxRn sMykŸ khenemeH Aata hE. Sv$pkI Ý\antaseSv$p Aacr` khenemeH Aata hE. (tInoH) Aek j smymeH. kho¦ Aek Aa ãVy Svwav

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132 smysar isiâ wag-2wgvan pU R Aahaha... saÙatŸ prme¬r prmaTma, Aahaha¦ 38 ga=ameH kha hE, Apnaprme¬rko wUl gye =e, AEsa pa@ hE 38 ga=ameH, jEsa suv R ha=meH rqa ho, Aa dat`krte hE ne to (soneka daHt) inkalte hE wUl gya, ÉãH hE? ÉãH hE? gotte hE, yhaH hIhE AHdr. AEse ha=meH rqa =a p` wUl gye. Aem vStu (AaTma) to =a AHdrmeH AanHdnona= Ýwu p` mEH rag ne pyaRyka ÝemmeH _sko wUl gya =a. (]ota:- yad htuH ke te wUlIÔy.) wUlno A=R? _sko QyalmeH ilya nhÄ _ska A=R Ae. wUl gyano A=R phele yad=a ne pIKe wUl gya AEsa nhÄ, Anaidse wUl gya hE. vtRman Aek smykI pyaRykaÝemmeH, “pyaRy mUH#a pr smya” AEsa kha hE, Ývcnsar &ey Ai\kar 93 mI ga=aphelI. smjmeH Aaya? to ragmeH mUiKRt huAa vo to bhu S=Uz, p` Aek smykI pyaRymeH,mEH [tna huH, Ae wI “pyaRy mUH#a pr smya” im+ya¹iÚ hE. smjmeH Aaya?

to yhaH to khete hE ke hmara wgvan Ae ny, inÙep ke Ýma`ka ivkLpse Ku!kr,vStuka Anuwv krneke kazmeH, ye khaH cle Ôte hE pyaRyka wed wI hmare lÙmeH Aate nhÄ.

vedaHt jEsa AaHhI Amare waØa hE p` vedaHtmaH to AnuwUit hE, Ae pyaRy hE, AemAe mante nhÄ vedaHt. AEse ccaR hu[ =I hmare vedaHtIke sa=e bhot, to khe AaTma Anuwvkrte hE to do bat khaHse Aa[? Aem ke AaTma ne AnuwUit do, äEt ho gya. ãVy ne pyaRy,äEt ho gya, hE nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? p` Ae vStukI iS=it j AEsI hE. vStu Ôe iƒkazIhE _skI sNmuq hokr AnuwUit hE, Ae pyaRy hE, vo gu ãVy nhÄ. Aahaha¦ to pyaRymeHãVyka Anuwv honese pyaRyka lÙ wI KU! Ôta hE, to wav inÙep khaH cla Ôta hE?Aahahaha¦ AavuH Ke wa{.

(]ota:- vedaHtmaH pyaRynI vat n=I?) pyaRy Ke j ÉãH vedaHtmaH, pyaRy mane topyaRy, to äEt ho Ôta hE. vo to khane ãVy ne pyaRy be hoy TyaH, äEt ho Ôta hE. AhÄyaccaR hu[ =I hmare Aek hE ne motIlalÒ =a, relna _prI Amare VyaQyanmaH kaym Aate=e TyaH rajko!. pIKe =[ gya prmhHs. pIKe Aaya hmarI pas ccaR krne. ccaRmeH jU@ahE Aem nhÄ. Amare _pr to _sko bhu man =a. to ccaR qUb hu[, kI\uH tme AekaHtsvRVyapk mano to, meH AEsa kheta huH ke vedaHt AEsa khete hE ke svR du:q=I AaTyHitk mui›honI cahIAe. to Ae svR du:q=I AaTyHitk mui› to phele du:q dxa =I pIKe mu› hotahE, to AanHd dxa Aa[ Ae to pyaRy hu[. ãVy to kaym rhete hE. pyaRy hu[ Ae to äEt hogya. kbUl krte hE. Aaya =a prmhHs Aaya =a. motIlalÒ krIne pela dxa ]ImazI TyaHhtaH rajko!maH to Aate =e, kaym 9p meH 99 meH pIKe ho gya sa\u ANymitka, terI batAEsI hE nhÄ. p‡wu¦ AnuwUit hE ye pyaRy hE. AaTmaka saÙaTkar hona Ae pyaRymeH hotahE. ãVymeH nhÄ, ãVy to \‡uv hE. smjmeH Aaã? kayR hota hE Ae pyaRymeH kayR hota hE vStuto iƒkazI kar`$p \‡uv pDI hE. pyaRy Ae kayR hE ne vStu Ae kar` hE. do vStu ho g[.AEse cle nhÄ kI\uH.

AEsa Ae AhÄya bat khete hE j¡Ao. ke [sse Ai\k kya khe ke äEt hI Ýitwaist


133nhÄ hota. deqo, hE? Aa ãVy hE ne Aa pyaRy hE AEsa äEt p` Ýitwaist nhÄ hota. Aemkhete hEH _ska A=R to ve vedaHt AäEt khete hE Ae AhÄya nhÄ ilya. Aahaha¦ Ae j khetehE, Ae khega A=RmeH ke ;äEt nhÄ waste' _ska A=R AäEt hE AEsa cIj nhÄ. meH ãVykaAnuwv krtaH huH AEsa ivkLp wI ßyaH nhÄ, AaEr TyaH pyaRy _pr lÙ wI nhÄ. kyÇikpyaRy ãVy sNmuq JUk g[ hE. pyaRy ãVy trf JUk g[ hE. to pyaRyka lÙ hE nhÄ. KtaHpyaRymeH kayR huAa, Ae pyaRy hE. Are AavI vatuH. smjmeH Aaya?

Ae jEn prme¬r svR& isvay, Alava ko[ AEsI bat ÉãHy hE nhÄ, smjmeHAaya? ¬etaHbr ne S=ankvasImeH wI AEsI bat y=a=R hE nhÄ, bat to AEsI hE. _smeHwI kevz&anmeH Aek smymaH &an ne dUsre smymeH dxRn Are Aa te pU R ho gya pIKe vzIphelaH Aa &an Ane pIKe dxRn? smjmeH Aaya? AhÄya to AnuwvmeH Êm nhÄ Aem khetehE. Apna Sv$p trf JUk gya. Aahahahaha... ivkLpka lÙ KoDkr, pyaRyka lÙKoDkr-ny, inÙep AaEr Ýma`ka vtRman vStukI isiâ ikya. &an ivxeØ &an, AesMyG&annI vat nhÄ hE, samaNy &annI vat hE. Ae &anka AHg Ôe hE Ae Ýkare ny,inÙep, Ýma`ka _smeH &an Aata hE, p` vo &an Ae kaH[ sMykŸ nhÄ. Aahaha¦sMykŸ&an, wav]ut&an to &ayk iƒkazI cEtNyka kHd Ýwu cEtNyrs Svwav mojUdgIAekIla cEtNyÝkaxka pUHj Ýwu, ijsmeH Aa ãVy hE ne pyaRy hE AEsa wI AnuwvmeH nhÄ,KtaH ãVyka Anuwv hota hE, Ae Anuwv pyaRy hE.

raiƒko ÝÆ huAa =a, 18, 19, 20 AilHgg‡h`. raƒe ko[ ÝÆ ikya =a. 18, 19,20 - 20 bol hE AilHgg‡h`meH to 18 ma bolmeH AEsa Aaya ke A=aRvbo\$p guivxeØ _ska AailHgn nhÄ krnevala ãVy hE, 20 bol hE AemaH 18 meH bolkI bat cltIhE. Aa to hmara sda Sva|yayka ivØy hE. svar, saHj, sara sb kH@S= hE sb. smjmeHAaya? Ae 18 maH bolmaH AEsa kha AilHgg‡h` 172 ga=a, to AEse kha ke AaTmagu I hE Ane Aa gu hE. AEsa gu gu Ika wedka ivxeØ ßyaH AailHgn krte nhÄ, wedkoAailHgn krte nhÄ AEsa ãVy Svwav hE. Aahahaha¦

19 AaEr A=aRvbo\$p pyaRy ivxeØ _sko AailHgn nhÄ krnevala wgvanAaTma ãVy Sv$p hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? ãVy Ôe hE Ae pyaRyko KUte nhÄ, Aem khetehE. Aahahaha¦ ne pIKe 20 ma bolmaH sU"m ilya. ÝTyiw&anka-ÝTyiw&anka karÀEsa samaNy ãVy _sko AailHgn nhÄ krte AEsa AaTma xuâ pyaRySv$p hE. Aare Aa¦kya kha Ae? 20 maH bolmeH, ÝTyiw&anka kar` AEsa Ôe ãVy \uv _sko nhÄ SpxRnevalaAaTma, ApnI xuâ pyaRy Sv$p hE. je AnuwvmeH Aaya Ae mEH huH. \‡uv AnuwvmeH AatanhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? 20 ma bol hE. deqna hE? hE yhaH? AaVyuH n=I kaH[? Aa.... le.Aohoho¦ AaHhI ÉãH Ke? Ke nhÄ, Ývcnsar hE nhÄ AaHhI? AEse kyuH krte hE? Aekey wIn laya, Ývcnsar do hE, rqa hE, 20 ma bol hE ye. ÝTyiw&anka kar` AEsa Ôe ãVysamaNy _skae AailHgn nhÄ krte AaTma. Aahaha... xuâ pyaRySv$p hE AaTma AEsa

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134 smysar isiâ wag-2kha hE TyaH kyÇik Ôe pyaRy vednmeH Aaya Ae mEH huH. AEsa TyaH le ilya hE. Ae Ke. pyaRy¹iÚnhÄ, ¹iÚ to ãVy _pr hE p` ãVykI ¹iÚ honese Ôe pyaRymeH vedn Anuwv Aaya Ae mEHhuH. AEsa AnuwvmeH Aa[ =I Ae cIj mEH huH. yhaH puStk nhÄ? Aekey lagtuH n=I., be puStkhE. ko[nI pase n=I AhÄya? Aolo leva Ôy Ke, smjmeH Aaya? sU"m bat hE wa{¦svR&na pH=ne smjna Ae bhu sU"m bat hE.

yhaH to kha 18, 19 meH AEsa kha ke gu I, gu ka wedko SpxRte nhÄ, AEsa ãVySvwav hE. Aahaha¦ pIKe kha ke pyaRyko ãVy KUte nhÄ. Aahaha... AEsa ãVy hE, tIsrameHAem kha ke ãVyko AaTma KUte nhÄ. pyaRyko KUte hE vo pyaRy AnuwvmeH Aa[ [tnaAaTma hE AEsa kha TyaH. sU"m hE wa{¦ Aa to AHtr sHtonI vaÌ hE. Aahaha¦ (puStk)leva gyo Ke, kya kha? smjmeH Aaya?

wgvan AaTma Ôe TyaH wavinÙepkI pyaRyse riht kha hE. TyaH to ye wavinÙepxuâ pirìt je hu[ Ae AaTma Apna ãVyko KUte nhÄ, AaEr pyaRy$p xuâ hE Ae mEH AaTmahuH. AEsa 20 meH bolmeH ilya hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? sU"m hE wa{¦ raiƒko ccaRhu[ =I. ko[Ae ÝÆ ikya =a. 18, 19, 20.

hve AaHhI khete ke, hm jb hmara AnuwvmeH Aate hE to äEtpà waste nhÄ, mEHAnuwv krta huH ne Aa ãVyka ktaR huH AEsa äet TyaH hE nhÄ. inÙep, ny ne Ýma` to TyaHhE nhÄ. p` mEH AaTmaka Anuwv krta huH, AEsa äet p` TyaH hE nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:- Tyare kre Ke xuH?) kre Ke, vedn krte hE. AemaH meH vedn krta huHne _ska ãVyka vedn krte hE AEsa äEt hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Are.....¦ laVya? Ae puStk kok rqe ne to @Ik, saÙI devay ne saÙI, lavo lavowa{¦ Ôe vo Aaya. (bol) 18 ilHg- AilHgg‡h`, AilHgg‡h`, ilHgse g‡h` hotanhÄ. to _ska A=R 17 to ho gya hE. ilHg Ae!le gu . AEsa Ôe g‡h` A=aRvbo\pda=Rka &an te ijsko nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AemaHy jrI sU"m bat hE. A=aRvbo\ xBd pDahE. temaH Aek gu A=R Avbo\ &anko ilya hE. p` TyaH &ankI Ý\antase bat ikya hE.bakI hE sb gu , pa@ AEsa hE. ilHg Ae!le gu AEsa A=aRvbo\ ilya hE. A=R nampda=Rka &an A=va pda=Rka gu Aem lena, A=aRvbo\ AEsa kha hE p` lena pda=Rkagu Aekla &an nhÄ. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦

A=aRvbo\ te ijsko nhÄ AilHgg‡h` hE, Aa rIte AaTma gu ivxeØse nhÄAailHigt samaNy cIj hE, Ae gu ka wedko SpxR krtI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ \nalalÒ¦Aa to Ývcnsar wgvankI idVy |vinka sar-Ý-vcn kho ke idVy|vin kho-Ý-vcn- Ý-ivxeØe Aahahahaha... sHto khe Ke sU o to shI khe Ke. wgvan AilHgg‡h`Ke. ilHgse g‡h`meH Aata nhÄ. Ae to 17 ka A=R to khe idya.

18 meH ilHgse g‡h`meH Aata nhÄ _ska A=R? gu ivxeØse SpxR krte nhÄ, to yeilHg g‡h` nhÄ, gu ivxeØse ÔnnemeH Aata hE, AEsa nhÄ. Aahaha¦ gu I, gu ka


135ivxeØse ÔnnemeH Aata hE AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ JI`I Ke vat. te jene n=I AEsa xuâãVy hE.

pKI 19 ilHg nam pyaRy AolamaH ilHg nam gu =a phele, to ãVy vStu hE vogu ivxeØko SpxRte nhÄ. vo kar` AilHgg‡h` khenemeH Aaya hE. gu ka wedko SpxRtenhÄ to ilHg je gu _sko SpxRte nhÄ, ma!e AilHgg‡h` khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahahaha¦

hve pyaRy, Ae wI pyaRyka ivxeØko ãVy SpxRte nhÄ. Ae kar e _sko AilHgg‡h`khenemeH Aaya hE. pyaRy$pI ilHg _sko ãVy SpxRte nhÄ Ae ma!e AilHgg‡h` khenemeH Aaya hE.

hve 20 vIs, ilHg Ae!le ÝTyiw&anka kar` AEsa Ôe g‡h` Ae!le ke A=aRvbo\samaNy Ae!le ãVy te jene n=I, ãVy jene n=I, Aahaha¦ kya kha? (]ota:- pyaRynImStI c#I g[ guÌdev¦) AnuwvmeH pyaRy Aa[ hE, ãVy Aaya nhÄ. ãVyka Anuwv hotanhÄ. to AaTma ãVyko SpxeR ibna, hE? ÝTyiw&anke kar` AEsa g‡h` samaNy vStu,Ae ijsko nhÄ, ãVy ijsko hE nhÄ, wa{¦ Aa to prmaTmano marg AlaEikk hE, wa{¦Aa ko[ ivätaka ivØy nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Ae AilHgg‡h` Aa rIte AaTma ãVyse nhÄ AailHigt, ãVyko nhÄ SpxRnevala,AaTma ãVyko nhÄ KUnevala, Aahaha... AEsI xuâ pyaRy hE Ae xuâ pyaRy Ôe vednmeH Aa[Ae ãVy Ôe hE AaTma, ãVyko AailHgn nhÄ krta, ãVy Ôe vednmeH Aaya Ae _skI pyaRyhE. pyaRymeH vedn, ãVyka vedn nhÄ. AavI vatuH Ke bapu¦ marg Aevo Ke, vStunuH Sv$pAEsa hE. vednmeH pyaRy AatI hE. to khete hE ke AaTma Apna ãVyko nhÄ SpxRte, nhÄ KUteAne xuâ pyaRy maƒ AaTma hE. vednmeH AanHd Aaya Ae pyaRy maƒ AaTma hE. Aem khenemeHAata hE.

Aa VyaQyan sb ho gya hE. bhot ivStarse ho gya hE. AwI AhÄ AhÄya Aayane phele yhaH to sva be mas huAa Ae phelaH AhÄya saDa car masmeH sbka VyaQyanSpÚIkr` bhot ho gya hE. 47 xi›ka, 47 nyka, Aa K AVy› bol je hE 49ga=ameH _ska, Aa 20 AilHgg‡h`ka Aek sa=meH sb VyaQyan huAa hE =oDa. saDa carmas. Aey¦ p` hve bhar pDe Tyare qbr pDe. Ae to xI qbr pDe? _smeH (!e{pmeH)étrI gya hE sara. K bolmeH Aaya hE. AVy› 49 ga=ameH AVy›ka K bol hE. TyaHwI AEsa ilya hE, ke K ãVySv$p lok Ae &ey hE-Vy› hE, _sse iwNn wgvan AVy›hE, ãVy¦

sU"m bat hE¦ Aa to 20 maH bol Aa gya AHdr, AaHhI pyaRy Aa g[ne, wavinÙep wI TyaH AnuwvmeH pyaRy hE nhÄ, pyaRyka lÙ hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦AilHgg‡h`meH kha ke AaTma xuâ pyaRy Ae $p j hE. Ae vednnI ApeÙaAe TyaH kha hE.vednmeH \uv ne ãVy Aata nhÄ. to hmne to ijtna AanHd ne AnHt gu kI pyaRyka vednhuAa vo mEH huH. Aahahahaha¦

to AVy›meH wI AEsa kha hE Vy› ne AVy› Aek sa= ÔnnemeH Aate hone pr

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136 smysar isiâ wag-2wI, Vy› Ae!le pyaRy, AVy› Ae!le ãVy, Ae!le khete hE ne? A=aRtŸ, Vy› pyaRy, ãVyAVy›. doka Aek sa= &an hone pr wI ãVy AVykt Vyktko KUte nhÄ. Aaha¦ smjmeHAaya? Ae to smysar hE. Aap e Aap e clte hE ik nhÄ? Aa smysar clte hE ne.j¡Ao _smeH deqo ne 49. 49 ga=a. 49 maH AVy›ka bol hE. AVy›¦ hE? Aaya? 49ga=a “Ab AVy› ivxeØ`ko isâ krte hE” Aaya? Aata hE pHiDtÒ, Aaya? wa{koAaya? kya kha deqo, K ãVySv$p lok Ôe &ey hE AaEr Vy› hE, _sse Òv ANy hE AeAVy› hE. Aahahaha¦ Aa to AWyas =oDa hona cahIAe xe@¦ ßyaH tme karHÔmaHAWyas ikya ne? Aa to A|yaTmka ivØy hE. Aaha¦ Aek bat¦

kØayÇka smUh Ôe wavkwav Vy› hE, AVyÉt Òv _sse ANy hE. AVyÉt hE.ic¿ samaNymeH cEtNykI smSt Vyi›yaÅ inmGn hE. samaNymeH ivxeØ Vyi›yaH, pyaRyAHdr inmGn hE, vtRman (pyaRy) isvay, [silye AVy› hE. vtRman isvay hÇ,vtRman pyaRy to Vy›, AVyÉt ko ÔntI hE. p` wUt wiv*ykI pyaRy samaNymeHAHtrlIn hE. AEsa AVy›ko, nhÄ KUnevala Vy› ãVy, pyaRyko KUte, p` pyaRy ãVykoKUtI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ sU"m hE wa{¦ kya kre? cIj j AEsI hE ye.

Ùi`k Vyi› maƒ nhÄ [silye AVy› hE Ae to @Ik. Vy›ta Ane AVyÉttaAekmekse imi]t$pse Ýitwaist hone pr wI Aa vat hE yhaH. Vy› nam Ýg! pyaRy,AVy› nam ãVy Aekmek imi]t$pse &an hone pr wI, doka &an Aek sa= hone prwI, vo kevz Vy›tako SpxR nhÄ krta. Aahahaha¦ Vy› nam pyaRy, Aekla ãVykoSpxR nhÄ krta, [silye AVy› hE. kevz Vy›tako SpxR nhÄ krta. hE? [silyeAVy› hE, kevz Vy›tako Ao SpxR nhÄ krta, Okla ãVyko vo SpxR nhÄ krta,pyaRyko SpxR krte hE. Aahaha¦ sU"m hE wa{ =oDa.

paHcva bol wI sU"m hE =oDa, Vy› AVy›taka &an Aeksa= hone pr wI kevzVy›ko SpxR nhÄ krta. Aahaha¦ Ane Vy› hE vo AVy›ko SpxR nhÄ krta. ãVy hEvo pyaRyko SpxR nhÄ krta. Ane pyaRy hE vo ãVyko SpxR nhÄ krta. dUsra cIjkI sa=to vo SpxR tInkalmeH hE hI nih. AaTma xrIrko KUte nhÄ. kmRko KUte nhÄ. AiGnko AEsaha= lgata hE, to AiGnko kwI KUte nhÄ. Aa AHgUilko AaTma kwI KUya nhÄ. prãVykoto kwI pyaRymeH KUyay nhÄ. p` AaHhI to AEse khete hE, ke pyaRy _skI ne ãVy _ska,_smeH Ôe Vy› ne AVy›ka &an Aek sa= hota hE, p` Vy› AVy›ko Aekla SpxeRAEsa hE nhÄ. AVy›ko SpxRte nhÄ, Vy›ko SpxRte hE. Aahaha¦ JI`I vat Ke wa{¦Aahaha¦ Aa to AavI gyuH ne? hve Aap e AhÄya AaVya.

äEt Ýitwaist nhÄ hota. Aahahahaha¦ AacayR AHtrke Anuwvke kazkI ApeÙakhete hE, ke hm jb AaTma AanHdmUitR Ýwu, _ske jb sMyGdxRnkazmeH _Tpi¿meH hm gyeAHdrmeH, to vo smymeH, Aahahaha... mEH Anuwv krta huH ne Anuwv AaTma,pyaRyka hEAEsa äEt p` TyaH hE nhÄ. smÔy Ae!luH smÔe Ýwu¦ Aa to ghn ivØy hE. Aa ko[ k=a


137vataR nhÄ. Aaha¦ Aa to wagvtŸ k=a. ƒ` lokno na= Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ khete hE ke hmApna Sv$p, je \‡uvne xuâ _ska Anuwv krne pr, Anuwv pyaRy hE. Aahaha¦ ãVykaAnuwv krne pr Aa ãVyka Anuwv ne Anuwv ãVykI pyaRy hE. AEsa wI wed malUmnhÄ pDta. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? pa!ÌÒ¦

phele [ska Qyal to le ke Aa kya ApeÙaAe kha hE? Aahaha¦ Ae yhaH Aaya ne“ikm Aprm AiwdÍ: [sse äEtm Aev n wait” _ska A=R AEsa nhÄ ke AäEt hIAaTma hE Aem nhÄ, Aek hI AaTma ne AäEt hE, AEsa y nhÄ. yhaH hE to ãVy ne pyaRyäEt AHdrmeH, p` Anuwvke kazmeH Aa be hE AEsa was rhete nhÄ. Are¦ AavI vat Ke. Aequlaso krega.

wava=R: - wedko ATyHt gaE krke kha hE, ke Ýma` nyaid wedkI to bat hI kya?“xuâ Anuwvke hone pr äEt hI waist nhÄ hota” Aahahahaha¦ hE? Ae }lok 9 kawava=R hE. nv kzx, nvmeH kzx.

wava=R: - wedko ATyHt gaE krke kha hE ik Ýma`-nyaid wedkI to bat hI kya?xuâ Anuwvke hone pr, Aahahaha... wgvan AaTma sMyGdxRn &an Ý=m _TpNnkazmeH AaEr pIKe wI Anuwvke kazmeH, Aahahaha... vo kha ne TyaH 47 ga=a, “ãVysHg‡h” “duivhH ip woÉqheë [a e pa_ìd jH mu I i`yma.” Aa }lok hE. ãVy sHg‡hka47 car ne sat Aahaha¦ inüy moÙmagR ne Vyvhar moÙmagR |yanmeH Ýaº hota hE._ska kya A=R?

duivhH ip woÉqheë [a e pa_ìd jH mu I i`yma.ãVy sHg‡h- nemIcHd isâaHt cÊvt±, ke Apna Sv$p pyaRy jb ãVy _pr JUk g[.

tb Ôe Anuwv hote hE. Aaha... tb inüy sMyGdxRn&an _smeH Ýaº hota hE, |yanmeHÝaº hota he, bharse ko[ ivkLpaTmkka lÙ krke hota hE, AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ inüysMyGdxRn&an Ane cairƒka AHx vo |yanmeH Ýaº hota hE, kya |yanmeH? AHtr Sv$pje pU R AanHd trf JUkte hE, |yey |yanmeH ãVyko |yey bnakr, !IkameH AEsa xBd hE,kzx!Ika, A|yaTm trHgIi`, |yanmeH ãVyko ivØy kuru, AEsa pa@ hE sHSk<t. “|yanmeHãVyka ivØy kuru” pyaRymeH ãVyka ivØy kr, pyaRyka |yey ãVy bna de. |yey ãVy hE nepyaRy _ska |yan krtI hE. smjmeH Aaya? AavI vat bapu¦ ATyare to bhu grbD =[g[ Ke. (]ota:- bhu grbD =[ g[ Ae!le xuH?) ko[ kH[ mante hE, ko[ kH[ mante hE,Vyvhar Aa dya, dan kro, v‡t kro ne tp kro, Aahaha... Ane TyaH AEsa xuwrag AatahE. gu -gu Ika wed, ésse wI law hota hE. AEsa Ae sb grbD hE. (]ota:- vStumeH=oDI grbD hE?) vStumeH grbD nhÄ, p` mante hE ne grbD. vo to khete hE yhaH.Aahaha¦ ko[ khe ke inim¿se hota hE ne, ko[ khe Vyvharse inüy hota hE ne, sb grbDhE. smjmeH Aaya?

AhÄya khete hE ke xuâ Anuwvke hone pr äEt hI waist nhÄ hota. mEH Anuwv krta

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138 smysar isiâ wag-2huH ne ãVyka Anuwv krta huH AEsa äEt wI TyaH nhÄ. (]ota:- p‡ma` _Tpþ =ay) hEH?ivkLp hE Ae to. do lÙmeH Aa Ôte hE to, AekDe Aek ne bgDe be, do hota hE to ibgD ÔtahE. Aek$p Ýkaxman cEtNymeH deqnese äEt nhÄ wasta. äEt Ôe wase to rag Aata hE,to AaTmaka _smeH nuksan hota hE bgaD hota hE.

Aa AekDe Aek Aata hE ke nhÄ. AekDe Aek ne bgDe do. do ne bgDe be, bgDe be. äEtlÙmeH lete hE to AaTmako ivkLp _TpNn hota hE ne bgaD hota hE. Aahaha¦ Ae kha. hEne? xuâ Anuwvke honepr äEt nhÄ wasta. Aekakar icNmaƒ idqa[ deta hE.

hve qulaso krte hE, “AhÄya iv&an AäEtvadI Ane vedaHtI khete hE, deqo ke AHtmeHto prma=R$p AäEtka hI Anuwv huAa”. tme vato bhot ikya p` AHtmeH to AäEtAaya Amara. iv&an AäEtvadI hE baEâ Ane Aa vedaHtI. AHtmeH prma=R$p Ôe AäEtka hIAnuwv Aaya Ae hI hmara mt hE, vedaHt khete hE. Are sUn to shI.

[smeH Aapne ivxeØ kya kha? _ska _¿r:- tuMhare mtmeH svR=a AäEt mana ÔtahE yid svR=a AäEt mana Ôye to baæ vStuka Awav ho Ôta hE. baæ vStuka Awavho Ôta hE ne. pyaRyka wI Awav ho Ôta hE. AekIla AäEt mannese. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? baæ vStuka Awav- lop ho Ôta hE kyuH ke, Aek hI hE AaTma Aek hI hE to dUsrIcIj hE _ska lop ho Ôta hE. AaEr AEsa Awav to ÝTyÙ iv$â hE. hmare mtmeH nyivvÙa hE. nykI ApeÙase k=n hE. ko[ ApeÙase Aa kha, kya? “ke baæ vStuka lopnhÄ krtI.” pyaRy nhÄ hE, baæ vStu nhÄ hE, AEsa nhÄ hE. AäEt waste hE to _skaA=RmeH pyaRy nhÄ hE, pr vStu nhÄ AEsa nhÄ hE, to pyaRy hE, baæ AnHt vStu hE, AnHtwgvan hE, AnHt isâo hE, AnHt ingod hE, AnHt prma u pudŸgl hE. Aaha¦

jb xuâ AnuwvmeH ivkLp im! Ôta hE, yuH hE. hE? tb AaTma prmanHdko Ýaº hotahE. Aahahaha¦ [silye Anuwv krane ke ilye, Anuwv krane ke ilye, yh kha hE ke xuâAnuwvmeH äEt waist nhÄ hota. smjmeH Aaya? yid baæ vStuka lop ikya Ôye toAaTmaka wI lop ho Ôyega. kyHu ke baæ vStu hE _skI pyaRymeH &an to hota hE. Ôe baævStu nhÄ ho to Ôe pyaRymeH &an huAa Ae pyaRy wI nhÄ hE AEsa huAa. ApnI pyaRymeHK ãVyka &an to hota hE. pyaRykI [tnI takat hE. to pyaRy maneH to K ãVy maneH Ae_smeH Aaya, pyaRy Aaya, K ãVy Aaya. Aahahaha¦

AaTmaka lop ho Ôyega AaEr xuNyvadka ÝsHg Aayega. [silye jEsa tum khetehE _s Ýkarse vStu Sv$pkI isiâ nhÄ ho sktI. AaEr vStu Sv$pkI y=a=R ]âake ibnaxuâ Anuwv ikya Ôy, y=a=R ãVy pyaRy AnHtgu AaidkI ]âa ibna Aekla xuâAnuwv ke xuâ Anuwv to hota nhÄ. p` mante hE ke hm xuâ Anuwv krte hE. vh wIim+ya hE. xUNyka ÝsHg honese tuMhara Anuwv wI Aakax kusumka Anuwv ke sman hE.ivxeØ khega.



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Aagz xuânyno _dy =ay Ke tenI sUcna$p }lok khe Ke:-(_pjait)

AaTmSvwavH prwaviwþ-mapU Rma>Ntivmu›mekmŸ .ivlIns÷LpivkLpjalHÝkaxynŸ xuânyo½Wyudeit..10..

}loka=R:- (xuâny: AaTmSvwavH ÝkaxynŸ AWyudeit) xuâny Aa„anaSvwavne Ýg! krto _dy$p =ay Ke. te Aa„Svwavne kevo Ýg! kre Ke?(prwaviwþmŸH) prãVy, prãVyna wavo t=a prãVyna inim¿=I =ta potanaivwavo-Aeva prwavo=I iwþ Ýg! kre Ke. vzI te, (AapU RmŸ) Aa„SvwavsmStp e pU R Ke-smSt lokalokne Ô`nar Ke-Aem Ýg! kre Ke (kar` ke &anmaHwed kmRsHyog=I Ke, xuânymaH kmR gaE` Ke). vzI te, (Aaid-ANt-ivmu›mŸ)Aa„Svwavne Aaid-AHt=I riht Ýg! kre Ke (A=aRtŸ ko{ Aaid=I maHDIne jeko{=I _Tpþ krvamaH AaVyo n=I Ane É˜arey ko{=I jeno ivnax n=I Aevapair`aimk wavne te Ýg! kre Ke). vzI te, (OkmŸ) Aa„Svwavne Aek-svRwedwavo=I (äEtwavo=I) riht Aekakar-Ýg! kre Ke, Ane (ivlIn-s÷Lp-ivkLp-jalH) jemaH smSt sHkLp-ivkLpna smUho ivly ={ gya Ke Aevo Ýg! kre Ke.(ãVykmR, wavkmR, nokmR Aaid pudŸglãVyomaH potanI kLpna krvI tene sHkLp kheKe Ane &eyona wed=I &anmaH wed malUm =vo tene ivkLp khe Ke.) Aavo xuânyÝkax$p =ay Ke. 10.

Ývcn nH. 66 }lok - 10 ta. r3-8-78 bu\var, ]av` vd-p sH. 2p04

AaTmSvwavH prwaviwþ-mapU Rma>Ntivmu›mekmŸ .ivlIns÷LpivkLpjalH ÝkaxynŸxuânyo½Wyudeit.. 10..

]I smysar kzx 10mo. Aage xuânyka _dy hota hE, kya khete hE, kzxmeHilya hE.

“xuâny: AaTmSvwavH Ýkaxyn AWyudeit” xuâny AaTm Svwavko Ýg! krtahuAa _dy huAa hE, kya khete hE? Ae iƒkazI je vStu AanHd Sv$p wgvan _ska ¹iÚkrnese Ae xuânyka ivØy Ôe pU R hE, _ska AvlHbn lenese pyaRymaH xuâny Ýg! hotI

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140 smysar isiâ wag-2hE Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ jEsa _ska \‡uv Sv$p hE. AtIiNãy AnHt gu ka ipHD$p Ýwu¦sU"m ivØy hE¦ Ae ivxeØ khega 14 ne 1p (ga=a) meH, Ôe (AaTmameH) AsHQy Ýdex hE_smeH drek Ýdex _pr pyaRy hE. raiƒko kha =a =oDa, AsHQy Ýdex hE to _pr _pr Ýdexne pyaRy hE AEsa nhÄ. Ôe AsHQy Ýdex AHdr hE, _smeH wI pyaRy _pr hE. Ae pyaRyko ÝdexdI@ Ôe pyaRy _pr hE, Ae Ýdex dI@ Ôe pyaRykI smIpmeH \‡uvta pDI hE. AsHQy Ýdexka _pr_pr Aa pyaRy hE AEsa nhÄ. drek ÝdexmeH pyaRy _pr hE, JI`I vat wa{¦ Aahaha¦ AeÝdexkI AsHQy ÝdexmeH drekkI Ýdex _pr pyaRy hE. _sko AHdr \‡uv Ôe cIj hE, pyaRykesmIpmeH AsHQy ÝdexmeH \‡uv cIj hE. Aahaha¦ _sko yhaH xuâny khenemeH Aaya hE. Aexuânyka ivØykI ¹iÚ je AHdr pyaRy, sarI pyaRy, AHdr m|ymeH AsHQy Ýdex hE AHdr_skI wI _pr pyaRy hE Ae AHtr \‡uvmeH (pyaRyko) JUkana. sU"m hE wa{¦ smjmeHAaya? to TyaH xuâny Ýg! hotI hE Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦

pyaRy ¹iÚka AvlHbn KoDkr iƒkazI, pyaRykI smIpmeH \‡uv Anaid AnHt inTyanHdÝwu Ae pDa hE, TyaH Aagz pyaRyko le Ôna. Aahaha¦ sU"m ivØy hE wa{¦ tb voxuâny Ýg! hotI hE. Ae ivØy je AanHdkHd Ýwu hE, vo pyaRymeH Ýg! hota hE. smjmeHAaya? Aahaha¦ Ôe pyaRymeH Aek smykI pyaRy AHx prlÙI Ôe hE, _sko KoDkr drekÝdexmeH pyaRy Ôe hE Ae pyaRyko AHdrmeH JUknese, Aahahaha... Aa baæ _prka Ýdex,AHdrka Ýdex sb Ýdex, sb Ýdex _pr pyaRy hE, to vo pyaRyko AHtr \‡uvmeH JUknesexuâny Ýg! hotI he Aem khete hE. Aahahaha¦

sU"m hE hve 14 ne 1p ka _podŸFat hE. 14 mI ga=aka _podŸFat hE, 14 meH AbâSp<Ú btayega. AHdr vStu Ôe vStu \‡uv Ôe cIj hE Ae to ragka sHbH\meH bH\$p (hE) hInhÄ, smjmeH Aaya? AEsI Ôe cIj AHdr hE, _skI ¹iÚ lganese Ae je xi›$p Ôe hE,Ae pyaRymeH xuânyka Svwav pyaRymeH Ýkaxman hota hE. Aahahaha¦ hE? xuâny¦ Aato gHwIr ga=a hE wa{¦ AaTm Svwavko Ýg! krta huAa, Ýkaxman lata huAa,Aahaha¦ je Sv$p hE Ae pyaRymeH Ýkaxman hota huAa. smjmeH Aaya? ÝkaxAaTmSvwavko Ýg! krta, je xi›$pe, \‡uv$pe =a. Aahaha... _ska ¹iÚ krnese Aexi›meHse Vy›ta AHx sb pivƒ prmaTm SvwavkI Vy›ta pyaRymeH AatI hE.Aahahaha¦ pHiDtÒ¦ hE? Aek xBdmeH to bhot ilya hE. Aahaha¦

drek ÝdexmeH pyaRy wI hE AaEr \‡uv wI hE. to vo AHtmuRqI ¹iÚ krnese, pyaRyko \‡uvtrf JUknese, Ôe xuâ vStu hE Ae pyaRymeH Ýkaxman Ýg! hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? vStubhu, 14 Ane 1p Ae to jEnxasn hE. Aaha... pHdrmeH AemaH to khega. Aa _podŸFat 14kI hE. Aahaha¦

jene Apna ãVy Svwav Ôe pyaRyse iwNn AHdr tzIya tzIya tzmeH pataz pDahE AHdr, Aahaha... vo trfkI ny nam ¹iÚ AHdr lganese, AaTm Svwav Ýg! hota hE.pyaRymeH sMyGdxRn &anmeH, Ae sarI pU R cIj hE _ska &an hota hE ne _skI ÝtIit hotI


141hE. Aahahaha¦ KtaH vo ÝtIit ne &ankI pyaRymeH pU R Sv$p Aata nhÄ. p` pU R Sv$pkaÝtIt Ane Ôe pyaRy hu[ [smeH pU R cIj ijtnI hE [tna Ýg!p e QyalmeH ]âameH AaÔta hE. Aahahaha¦ Aavo ivØy. smjmeH Aaya?

xuâny, AaTmSvwav Ae!le iƒkazI Svwavko, Aahahahaha... Ýg! krta huAaxi›meHse Vy›ta krta huAa. (]ota:- ACKa nya \mR inkala) Aa \mR, (]ota:-pyaRy \mR to nya hI hE) xe@ Aem khete hE ke Aa nya \mR inkala hE. nya n=I Ýwu¦Ae Aaid - AHt riht wgvan AHdr ibrajte hE, Ae Aayega AwI, _ska trfka, JUkavkrke Ôe xi›meHse Vy›ta AnHt gu kI vednmeH AatI hE, Ae xuâny Ýg! hu[ Aem khenemeHAata hE.

wa{ Aa to xBde xBdnI tulnamaH Aek xBd wI AoKa v¿a ho to ferfar ho ÔyAEsI cIj hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? xuâny AaTmSvwavko nam iƒkazI &aykSvwavko \‡uv Svwavko Ýg! krta huAa Ae pyaRymeH xi›kI Vy›ta Ýg! krta huAa,_dy hota hE ÝisiâmeH Aata hE bhar. Aahahaha¦ xuâ Anuwv ßyaH huAa sMyGdxRn&anmeH, to [smeH sara AaTma Ýisiâ (meH) Aaya, ke Aa AaTma AEsa hE AEsI pyaRymeHÝisiâ Aa[. Aa !Ikaka nam AaTmQyait hE ne? Aa !Ikaka nam AaTmQyait hE,Aahahaha... to Ae AaTm Svwavko Ýg! krta huAa pyaRymeH inmRzta AtIiNãyAanHdka Svad Aata huAa. Aahaha¦

“prwaviwNnmŸ” phelaH AiStse kha Ýg! AEsa huAa. Aahaha... p` kEse hve keprwaviwNnmŸ “prãVy, prãVyke wav AaEr prãVyke inim¿se honevala Apna ivwav”xuw Axuw ivkLp tInoH bol Ae prwavmeH tInoH bol Aaya, prwavmeH tInoH bolAaya, prãVy kmR Aaid, prãVyka wav _dy Aaid, _ska _dy hÇ, kmRmeH _dy Aana voprãVyka wav, AaEr Ae inim¿se ApnemeH Ôe ivwav hota hE Ae ƒIÔ bol huAa,Aahahaha... Ae tInÇse wgvan iwNn. Aahahaha¦ hE? Aa to ALp xBd hE, sHtokIvaÌ hE. Aahaha... svR& AnusairÌ vaÌ hE. to _smeH to mmR gwR bhot wra hE.

to khete hE ke prwaviwNnmŸ, phele AaTm Svwav Ýg! huAa xuâtaka AanHdkaAnuwv Aaya, AaEr AnHt xi› Ôe hE _skI Aek AHx Vy›ta p‡g! xuânyse huAa, p`vo kEse huAa? ke prãVyse iwNn huAa. ko[ ragse, kmRse, kmRka wavse AaEr kmRkainim¿se ApnemeH huAa (nhÄ). ivkarse tInÇse prwavse iwNn huAa. Aahahaha...AEsa khenemeH AEsa khete hE ke ko[ AEse khe ke Vyvhar rTnƒy Ôe rag hE _sse inüypyaRy _TpNn hogI, to yhaH khete hE ke prwavse iwNn Ýg! hota hE. smjmeH Aaya?Aahaha¦

AnHtkazmaH kwI Aek sekHD wI Apna ãVySvwav kya hE, _se SpxR nhÄ ikya.Aahaha.. smjmeH Aaya? Ae prwavse iwNn, Aahaha... AaEr iwNn hE, AaEr Ýg!pyaRymeH huAa, p` Ae vStu kEsI hE? AapU RmŸ, AapU RmŸ, Aa...pU RmŸ “AaTmSvwav

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142 smysar isiâ wag-2;Aa' sHpU R $pse pU R hE.” ;Aa'no A=R Ae ikya. Aa Aitxy=I Aitxy Sv$psHpU R$pse pU R hE. wgvan to pU R$p AHdr smSt lokalokko ÔnnevalI xi›$pAaTma hE. kayRmeH AhÄ ATyare Ae bat nhÄ ilya. Aahaha¦

_ska Svwav Ae wgvanka, wgvan hI AaTmako Aem khete hE. _sko smStlokalokka &ata (kha) hE, sara lokalokka &ayk Svwav &ata hE. ko[ cIjka ktaRnhÄ ne ko[ cIjse ApnemeH moÙ pyaRy \mRkI pyaRy hotI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?(]ota:- ko[ cIj mane kya?) ko[ cIj nam rag kha ne? rag, prãVy, prãVykaprãVymeH rha wav, AaEr prãVyka inim¿se ApenemeH huAa ivwav, _sse iwNn ApnaAaTmSvwavkI xi›kI Vy›ta hu[ Ae Svwav kEsa hE? ke AapU RmŸ.

sHpU R$pse pU R&anFn, AanHdFn, dxRnFn hE. Aahahaha¦ yh AapU RmŸ ;Aa'nam smSt Ýkare ;Aa' nam Aitxy=I ;Aa' nam ivxeØ Ýkare sHpU R$pse pU R hE,Aahahaha¦ wgvanka Svwav AaTmaka pU R pU R pU R$p hE Ae Aavr` to nhÄ,Axuâta to nhÄ, p` ApU Rta nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AEsI cIjko Aaha.. smSt lokalokkoÝg! krta hE, xi› AEsI hE ke lokalokko Ône AEsI sMyGdxRnmeH ÝtIt huAa hE.Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? KteH sMyGdxRnkI pyaRymeH Ae sHpU R lokalok ÔnnekIxi› hE. Ae cIj sMyGdxRnkI pyaRymeH nhÄ AatI, p` pyaRymeH Ae lokalok ÔnnekIxi› hE, [ska sam+yR hE, AEsa &an Aa Ôta hE. AEsI ÝtIit AatI hE ]âameH. smjmeHAaya? Aahaha¦

“ÉõHik &anmeH wed kmR sHyogse hE.” vStu SvwavmaH to kH[ sHbH\ hE nhÄ.Aahaha¦ “xuânymeH kmR gaE hE.” Ae ALpta hE inim¿ke Aai]tse hu{ ye hE. ALptaApne kar`se p` inim¿ke Aa]ye ALpta hE ye yhaH bat gaE krke, pe!amaH lekr, lÙKoDakr, Ae iƒkazI &aykwavkI ¹iÚ hE AemaH ApU Rta, Axuâta hE hI nhÄ, prwavseiwNn khenemeH Axuâta hE nhÄ, Ane Apna pU R Svwav khenemeH ApU Rta hE nhÄ. smjmeHAaya? Aahaha¦

AaEr vo “Aaid-AHt ivmu›mŸ” Aahahaha¦ wgvan AaTmaka AaTmSvwavAaid AHt pUvR ne piüm kazse to iwNn hE. _smeH ko[ phele kaz =a ne pKI Aa =a AEsahE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ “Aaid AHt ivmu›mŸ” phelaHne kazmeH =a yhaH ne pKIne kazmeH naxhoga AEsa hE nhÄ. “Aaid AHt ivmu›mŸ” ijske kazmeH Aaid nhÄ ne ijske kazmeH AHtnhÄ, AEsa Aaid AHtse ivmu› hE. Aahaha¦ Aa pyaRykI bat nhÄ vStukI. ye Aaid AHtivmu›mŸ, Aekla mu› nhÄ, ivmu›mŸ. Aahahaha¦ hE¦ wgvan pU aRnHd prmaTm Sv$pAe Aaid Ane AHt riht hE Anaid AnHt hE. _skI x$Aat hu[ hE ne pIKe AHt hoga AEsahE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

A=aRtŸ iksI Aaidse lekr AaEr iksIse _TpNn nhÄ ikya gya, AaEr kwI wI iksIseijska ivnax nhÄ hota, AEse pairàimk wavko Ýg! krta hE. Aahahaha¦ pairàimk


143Ae!le shj Svwav. pa@maH to AEsa Aata hE ne pHcaiStkaymeH KPpn ga=a piràmIwav, piràmI wav AEsa pa@ hE sHSk<tmeH pHcaiStkay 56 ga=a piràmI wav-wav[ p` piràmI wav Ae piràm Ae!le pyaRy AaHhI n lena. piràmI wav shj waverha, pairàimk wav Ae iƒkazIwav hE. pHcaiStkaymeH KPpn ga=ameH, paHc wavkIVyaQya AatI hE. sb ho g[ VyaQya to. shj Svwav Ae pairàimk nam shjSvwave shj Svwave je iƒkaz hE _sko yhaH Ae pairàimkwav khete hE. _dy _pxmÙyopxm Ùaiyk Ae to pyaRyka wed hE, Ae car _smeH hE nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ ÙaiykwavkIpyaRyse wI AaTma iwNn hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

AEse pairàimkwav, ijsmeH Ùaiyk, Ùyopxm, _pxm ne _dy, _dy to phele kheidya, prwavse iwNn p` AhÄya to hve _pxm, Ùyopxm ne Ùaiyk Aaid je pyaRy hE_sse bI iwNn prmpairàimk shjwav-wav iƒkaz, ÙaiykwavkI to _Tpi¿ hotIhE. smjmeH Aaya? to Ae nhÄ. AhÄya to iƒkaz, _TpNn ne ivnax riht Ôe iƒkazSvwav hE. Aahahaha¦ AavuH Sv$p Ke Ýwu¦ Ae &anka dz pDa hE, &anka sagr AHdrhE \‡uv, paÌka Ývah Ôe hE Ae AEse clte hE, Ane Aa Ývah \‡uv-\‡uv-\‡uv-\‡uv-_|vR-_|vR-AEse cle. Ae Aaid-AHt ivnakI cIj hE. Aahaha¦ _|vR ÝcymeH Aate hE ne vo Ývcnsar93 ga=a. Aayt smuday, samaNy smuday, Ae Aate hE, gu no smuday Aek ne Aaytnam pyaRyka smuday samaNy. Aahahaha¦ to khete hE [nse pairàimk &aykwav,pairàimk kyuH ilya? _sko shj Svwav btana hE vo, nhÄ to pairàimkwav toprma umeH wI hE p` Ae pairàimkwav &aykwav hE. iƒkazI &aykwavko AhÄyapairàimkwav khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahaha¦ wavko Ýg! krte hE AhÄya.

AaEr vh AaTmSvwavko ;Aek' svR wedwavÇse riht, Aahahaha... ÙaiykkIpyaRy ne ÙyopxmkI pyaRy ne b\a wedwavoHse riht, Aahaha... Aekakar Ýg! krta hE.Aek$p \‡uv hE (vo) _sko &anmeH ]âameH Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? A|yaTmnI vatuH bhuJIÌ hE wa{¦ Ae ko[ xBdomaH wle hoy. p` wav _ska bhot gHwIr hE. AHdrmeHSvwav pairàimkwav svR wedose riht, Ùaiyk ne _pxm ne Ùyopxm ne _sse wIriht, Aekakar Ýg! krta hE. Aek Sv$pe iƒkazI hE Ae Ýg! krta hE. smjmeH Aaya?AavI vatuH Ke. AakrI pDe Ae!le lokone, hE prm sTy vat wa{¦ Are _ska Aa]y ilyanhÄ kwI, _ske xr e gya nhÄ. mHgz Sv$p wgvan iƒkaz hE, Ae mHgz Sv$p hIiƒkaz hE. _ske xr e gya nhÄ. to Ae vStu _ske xr e Ônese pyaRymaH Aek$p hE, AEsaÔnnemeH Aata hE, pyaRymaH Ae vStu Aek$p iƒkaz hE AEse ÔnnemeH Aata hE, smjmeHAaya? Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke, xe@ khe Ke ne ke nvuH ka#˜uH? nvuH n=I Aa to. Aahaha¦

prmaTm Sv$pe ibrajman, Aaid AHt riht, AaEr lokalokko ÔnnekI xi›,lokalokko Apna manneka wav nhÄ, p` lokalokko ÔnnekI xi›vaza Ae tÀv hEAahaha¦ AEse Aekakar Ýg! krta hE.

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144 smysar isiâ wag-2AaEr ;ivlIn sHkLp ivkLp ÔlH' ijsmeH smSt sHkLp ivkLpka smUh iviln ho

gya hE. Aahaha¦ phela sHkLp =a Ae khete hE sHkLpnI VyaQya do tIn ÝkarkI hE. AekÝkar AhÄya lI\a, “ãVykmR, wavkmR, nokmR Aaid pudŸgl ãVyÇmeH ApnI kLpna krnaAe sHkLp” Aahaha¦ ragaid wavmeH ApnI kLpna krna Ae sHkLp im+yaTvka hE.smjmeH Aaya? hE? qulaso kyÈ Ke Ae e ãVykmR jD, wavkmR ivkLp, nokmR xrIr mnvaÌ Aaid pudŸgl ãVyomeH ApnI kLpna krna Ae sHkLp im+yaTv hE. im+yaTvko yhaHsHkLp kha hE. Aahaha¦ AaEr &eyoHke wedse &anmeH wed (qHD) &an hona Ae AnHtanubH\IkaivkLp btate hE. ;sHkLpmeH' im+yaTv hE ne ;ivkLp'meH AnHtanubH\Ika wav hE. so do seriht hE. hE? &eyoHke wedse &anmeH wed je malUm pDte hE Ae AnHtanubH\Ika low kØaykekar`, Aahaha... &eyoHke wedse &anmeH wed&an hona, mera &an wed$p hE AEsa, so ivkLphE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? &ankI pyaRymeH &eyo Anek hE Ae ÔnnemeH Aata hE pÀnek &eyka wedse &anmeH wed malUm ho gya, &anmeH wed pDã Ae ivkLpmeH AnHtanubH\IkaivkLp hE. smjmeH Aaya?

“AEsa xuâny Ýkax$p hota hE.” ãVykmR, wavkmR ne nokmR mera hE, AEsI ¹iÚ KU!ÔtI hE AaEr &eyomeH &eyoHke ÔnnemeH Ô e &anmeH Anekpà Aa gya, vo wI KU! Ôta hE.Aahaha¦ AEsa xuâny Ýkax$p hota hE, Ýg! hota hE. Aahaha¦ A=va xuânyka k=nhve x$Aat hota hE, Aem kha hE. smjmeH Aaya? kzx !Ika hE ne _smeH AEsa xBd ilyahE. yhaHse xuâny hve k=nmeH _pdexmeH Aata hE, wavse le to xuâny Ôe cIj hE iƒkazIAo pyaRymeH Ýg! hotI hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? [s A=Rka ga=a sUƒ khete heH Lyoyh to _podŸFat huAa.

· bharna JaJa &eyo ÔevanI Aene AevI !ev pDI g{ Keke je=I Aene Aek$p Sv&eymaH AavtaH war lage Ke, k@` lageKe. bharna JaJa &eyomaH Aene wreluH wreluH lage Ke Ane Aek$p&eyomaH (AHdrmaH) jvuH tene qalI qalI jevuH lage Ke, p`qreqr to bharna JaJa &eyo qalIqm Ke, Aek Sv&eymaH jwreluH wreluH Ke. AnHta &eyone Ô`va jtaH AekeynuH sacuH &an=tuH n=I. Aek Sv&eyne Ô`va jtaH AnHta &eynuH &an sacuH=ay Ke.

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145

jo pSsid APpa H Abâpu‚H A`~`yH i`ydH.AivsesmsHju¿H tH suâ`yH ivya`Iih.. 14..y: pXyit AaTmanmŸ AbâSp<ÚmnNykH inytmŸ.AivxeØmsHyu›H tH xuânyH ivjanIih.. 14..

ya qLvbâSp<ÚSyanNySy inytSyaivxeØSyasHyu›Sy caTmno½nuwUit: sxuâny:, sa TvnuwUitraTmEv¸ [TyaTmEk Ov Ý>otte. k=H y=oidtSyaTmno½nu-wUitirit ceåâSp<ÚTvadInamwUta=RTvatŸ. t=a ih- y=a qlu ibisnIpœaSysillinmG™Sy sillSp<ÚTvpyaRye anuwUymantayaH sillSp<ÚTvH wUta=RmPye-kaNtt: sillaSp<XyH ibisnIpœaSvwavmupeTyanuwUymantayamwUta=RmŸ, t=aTmno-½naidbâSy bâSp<ÚTvpyaRye anuwUymantayaH bâSp<ÚTvH wUta=RmPyekaNtt: pu†la-Sp<XymaTmSvwavmupeTyanuwUymantayamwUta=RmŸ.

y=a c m<i¿kaya: krkkrIrkkRrIkpalaidpyaRye anuwUymantayamNyTvHwUta=Rmip svRto½PySqlNtmekH m<i¿kaSvwavmupeTyanuwUymantayamwUta=RmŸ,t=aTmno narkaidpyaRye anuwUymantayamNyTvH wUta=Rmip svRto½PySqlNtmek-maTmSvwavmupeTyanuwUymantayamwUta=RmŸ.

y=a c vair\ev<iâhainpyaRye anuwUymantayaminytTvH wUta=Rmip inTy-VyviS=tH vairi\SvwavmupeTyanuwUymantayamwUta=RmŸ, t=aTmno v<iâhainpyaRye-`anuwUymantayaminytTvH wUta=Rmip inTyVyviS=tmaTmSvwavmupeTyanuwUyman-tayamwUta=RmŸ.

y=a c kaˆnSy iS™G\pItguÌTvaidpyaRye anuwUymantayaH ivxeØTvH wUta=RmipÝTyStimtsmStivxeØH kaˆnSvwavmupeTyanuwUymantayamwUta=RmŸ, t=aTmno&andxRnaidpyaRye anuwUymantayaH ivxeØTvH wUta=Rmip ÝTyStimtsmSt-ivxeØmaTmSvwavmupeTyanuwUymantayamwUta=RmŸ.

y=a capaH sºaicR:ÝTyyaE*~ysmaihtTvpyaRye anuwUymantayaH sHyu›TvHwUta=RmPyekaNtt:xItmPSvwavmupeTyanuwUymantayamwUta=RmŸ, t=aTmn: kmRÝTyy-mohsmaihtTvpyaRye anuwUymantayaH sHyu›TvH wUta=RmPyekaNtt: SvyH bo\HjIvSvwavmupeTyanuwUymantayamwUta=RmŸ.

Ae xuânyne ga=asUƒ=I khe Ke:-

AbâSp<Ú, AnNy ne je inyt deqe Aa„ne,AivxeØ, A`sHyu›, tene xuâny tuH Ô`je. 14.

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146 smysar isiâ wag-2ga=a=R:- (y:) je ny (AaTmanmŸ) Aa„ane (AbâSp<ÚmŸ) bH\ riht ne

prna SpxR riht, (AnNykH) ANypà riht, (inytmŸ) czaczta riht,(AivxeØmŸ) ivxeØ riht, (AsHyu›H) ANyna sHyog riht-Aeva paHc wav$p(pXyit) deqe Ke (tH) tene, he ix*y¦ tuH (xuânyH) xuâny (ivjanIih) Ô`.

!Ika:- inüy=I Abâ-ASp<Ú, AnNy, inyt, AivxeØ Ane AsHyu›-AevaAa„anI je AnuwUit te xuâny Ke, Ane Ae AnuwUit Aa„a j Ke Ae rIte Aa„aAek j Ýkaxman Ke. (xuâny kho ya Aa„anI AnuwUit kho ya Aa„a kho-Aek jKe, ÔudaH n=I.) AhÄ ix*y pUKe Ke ke jevo _pr kæo teva Aa„anI AnuwUit kem ={xke? tenuH sma\an:- bâSp<ÚTv Aaid wavo AwUta=R hova=I Ae AnuwUit ={ xkeKe. Aa vatne ¹ÚaHt=I Ýg! krvamaH Aave Ke:-

jem kmilnInuH pƒ jzmaH DUbeluH hoy teno jz=I SpxaRva$p AvS=a=I AnuwvkrtaH jz=I SpxaRvap uH wUta=R Ke-sTya=R Ke, top` jz=I jray nih SpxaRvayoGyAeva kmilnI-pƒna SvwavnI smIp j{ne Anuwv krtaH jz=I SpxaRvap uHAwUta=R Ke-AsTya=R Ke AevI rIte Anaid kaz=I bH\ayela Aa„ano, pudŸglkmR=IbH\ava-SpxaRva$p AvS=a=I Anuwv krtaH bâSp<Úp uH wUta=R Ke-sTya=R Ke,top` pudŸgl=I jray nih SpxaRvayoGy Aeva Aa„SvwavnI smIp j{ne AnuwvkrtaH bâSp<Úp uH AwUta=R Ke-AsTya=R Ke.

vzI, jem ma!Ino, kmHDz, FDo, JarI, rampaƒ Aaid pyaRyo=I Anuwv krtaHANyp uH wUta=R Ke-sTya=R Ke, top` svRt: ASqilt (-svR pyaRy-wedo=I jraywed$p nih =ta Aeva) Aek ma!Ina SvwavnI smIp j{ne Anuwv krtaH ANyp uHAwUta=R Ke-AsTya=R Ke AevI rIte Aa„ano, nark Aaid pyaRyo=I Anuwv krtaH(pyaRyona bIÔ-bIÔpà$p) ANypùH wUta=R Ke-sTya=R Ke, top` svRt:ASqilt (svR pyaRywedo=I jray wed$p nih =ta Aeva) Aek cEtNyakarAa„SvwavnI smIp j{ne Anuwv krtaH ANyp uH AwUta=R Ke-AsTya=R Ke.

jem smuãno, v<iâhain$p AvS=a=I Anuwv krtaH Ainytpù H(Ainiütp uH) wUta=R Ke-sTya=R Ke, top` inTy-iS=r Aeva smuãSvwavnI smIpj{ne Anuwv krtaH Ainytp uH AwUta=R Ke-AsTya=R Ke AevI rIte Aa„ano,v<iâhain$p pyaRywedo=I Anuwv krtaH Ainytp uH wUta=R Ke-sTya=R Ke, topìnTy-iS=r (inül) Aeva Aa„SvwavnI smIp j{ne Anuwv krtaHAinytp uH AwUta=R Ke-AsTya=R Ke.

jem suv Rno, cIkàp uH, pIzap uH warep uH Aaid gu $p wedo=I AnuwvkrtaH ivxeØp uH wUta=R Ke-sTya=R Ke, top` jemaH svR ivxeØo ivly ={ gya KeAeva suv RSvwavnI smIp j{ne Anuwv krtaH ivxeØp uH AwUta=R Ke-AsTya=RKe AevI rIte Aa„ano, &an, dxRn Aaid gu $p wedo=I Anuwv krtaH ivxeØp uH


147wUta=R Ke-sTya=R Ke, top` jemaH svR ivxeØo ivly ={ gya Ke Aeva Aa„SvwavnIsmIp j{ne Anuwv krtaH ivxeØp uH AwUta=R Ke-AsTya=R Ke.

jem jzno, AiG™ jenuH inim¿ Ke AevI _*`ta sa=e sHyu›pà$p-tºpà$p-AvS=a=I Anuwv krtaH (jzne) _*`pà$p sHyu›p uH wUta=R Ke-sTya=R Ke,top` AekaHt xItzta$p jzSvwavnI smIp j{ne Anuwv krtaH (_*`tasa=e) sHyu›p uH AwUta=R Ke-AsTya=R Ke AevI rIte Aa„ano, kmR jenuH inim¿ KeAeva moh sa=e sHyu›pà$p AvS=a=I Anuwv krtaH sHyu›p uH wUta=R Ke-sTya=RKe, top` je pote AekaHt bo\$p (&an$p) Ke Aeva ÒvSvwavnI smIp j{neAnuwv krtaH sHyu›p uH AwUta=R Ke-AsTya=R Ke.

wava=R:- AaTma paHc Ýkar=I Anek$p deqay Ke: (1) Anaid kaz=IkmRpudŸglna sHbH\=I bH\ayelo kmRpudŸglna SpxRvazo deqay Ke, (2) kmRnainim¿=I =ta nr, nark Aaid pyaRyomaH iwþ iwþ Sv$pe deqay Ke, (3) xi›naAivwag ÝitCKed (AHx) F!e p` Ke, v\e p` Ke-Ae vStuno Svwav Ke te=I teinTy-inyt Aek$p deqato n=I, (4) vzI te dxRn, &an Aaid Anek gu o=IivxeØ$p deqay Ke Ane (p) kmRna inim¿=I =ta moh, rag, äeØ Aaid piràmosiht te suqdu:q$p deqay Ke. Aa saE AxuâãVyai=Rk$p Vyvhar nyno ivØy Ke.Ae ¹iÚ (ApeÙa) =I ÔevamaH Aave to Ae svR sTya=R Ke. prHtu Aa„ano AekSvwav Aa ny=I g‡h` n=I =to, Ane Aek Svwavne Ô~ya ivna y=a=R Aa„anekem ÔÌ xkay? Aa kar e bIÔ nyne-tena ÝitpÙI xuâãVyai=Rk nyne-g‡h`krI, Aek Asa\ar` &aykmaƒ Aa„ano wav l{, tene xuânynI ¹iÚ=I svRprãVyo=I iwþ, svR pyaRyomaH Aekakar, hainv<iâ=I riht, ivxeØo=I riht AnenEimi¿k wavo=I riht ÔevamaH Aave to svR (paHc) wavo=I je AnekÝkarp uH Kete AwUta=R Ke-AsTya=R Ke.

AhÄ Aem Ô`vuH ke vStunuH Sv$p AnHt \maR„k Ke, te SyadŸvad=I y=a=R isâ=ay Ke. Aa„a p` AnHt \mRvazo Ke. tena ke!lak \mÈ to Svawaivk Ke Aneke!lak pudŸglna sHyog=I =ay Ke. je kmRna sHyog=I =ay Ke, temna=I to Aa„anesHsarnI Ýv<i¿ =ay Ke Ane te sHbH\I suqdu:q Aaid =ay Ke temne wogve Ke. Ae,Aa Aa„ane Anaid A&an=I pyaRybuiâ Ke Anaid-AnHt Aek Aa„anuH &an tenen=I. te btavnar svR&nuH Aagm Ke. temaH xuâãVyai=Rk ny=I Ae btaVyuH Ke keAa„ano Aek Asa\ar` cEtNywav Ke te AqHD Ke, inTy Ke, Anaidin\n Ke. teneÔ`va=I pyaRybuiâno pÙpat m!I Ôy Ke. prãVyo=I, temna wavo=I Ane temnainim¿=I =ta potana ivwavo=I potana Aa„ane iwþ ÔÌ teno Anuwv Òvkre Tyare prãVyna wavo$p pir`mto n=I¸ te=I kmR bH\ataH n=I Ane sHsar=Iinv<i¿ ={ Ôy Ke. ma!e pyaRyai=Rk$p Vyvharnyne gaE krI AwUta=R (AsTya=R)

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148 smysar isiâ wag-2kæo Ke Ane xuâ inüynyne sTya=R khI tenuH AalHbn dI\uH Ke. vStuSv$pnI Ýaiº=ya pKI tenuH p` AalHbn rhetuH n=I. Aa k=n=I Aem n smÒ levuH ke xuânynesTya=R kæo te=I Axuâny svR=a AsTya=R j Ke. Aem manva=I vedaHtmtvazajeAo sHsarne svR=a AvStu mane Ke temno svR=a AekaHt pÙ AavI jxe Ane te=Iim+yaTv AavI jxe, Ae rIte Ae xuânynuH AalHbn p` vedaNtIAonI jemim+ya¹iÚp uH lavxe. ma!e svR nyona k=HictŸ rIte sTya=RpànuH ]âan krva=I jsMyG¹iÚ ={ xkay Ke. Aa rIte SyadŸvadne smÒ ijnmtnuH sevn krvuH, muQy-gaE k=n saHwzI svR=a AekaHt pÙ n pkDvo.

Aa ga=asUƒnuH VyaQyan krtaH !Ikakar AacayeR p` kæuH Ke ke Aa„aVyvharnynI ¹iÚmaH je bâSp<Ú Aaid $pe deqay Ke te Ae ¹iÚmaH to sTya=R j KeprHtu xuânynI ¹iÚmaH bâSp<Úaidp uH AsTya=R Ke. Aa k=nmaH !Ikakar AacayeRSyadŸvad btaVyo Ke Aem Ô`vuH.

vzI, AhÄ Aem Ô`vuH ke Aa ny Ke te ]ut&an-Ýma`no AHx Ke ]ut&anvStune proÙ jàve Ke te=I Aa ny p` proÙ j jàve Ke. xuâãVyai=RknynoivØywUt, bâSp<Ú Aaid paHc wavo=I riht Aa„a cEtNyxi›maƒ Ke. te xi›to Aa„amaH proÙ Ke j. vzI tenI Vyi› kmRsHyog=I mit-]utaid &an$p Ke tek=HictŸ Anuwvgocr hova=I ÝTyÙ$p p` khevay Ke, Ane sHpU R&an je kevz&ante Ôeke KÍS=ne ÝTyÙ n=I top` Aa xuâny Aa„ana kevz&an$pne proÙjàve Ke. ßyaH su\I Aa nyne Òv Ô e nih TyaH su\I Aa„ana pU R $pnuH &an-]âan =tuH n=I. te=I ]I guÌAe Aa xuânyne Ýg! krI _pdex kyÈ ke bâSp<ÚAaid paHc wavo=I riht pU R&anFnSvwav Aa„ane ÔÌ ]âan krvuH, pyaRybuiân rhevuH. AhÄ ko{ Aevo ÝÆ kre ke-Aevo Aa„a ÝTyÙ to deqato n=I Ane ivnadeQye ]âan krvuH te ÔU@uH ]âan Ke. teno _¿r:-deqelanuH j ]âan krvuH Ae to naiStkmt Ke. ijnmtmaH to ÝTyÙ Ane proÙ-bNne Ýma` manvamaH AaVyaH Ke. temaHAagmÝma` proÙ Ke. teno wed xuâny Ke. Aa xuânynI ¹iÚ=I xuâ Aa„anuH]âan krvuH, kevz Vyvhar-ÝTyÙno j AekaHt n krvo.

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jo pSsid APpa H Abâpu‚H A`~`yH i`ydH.AivsesmsHju¿H tH suâ`yH ivyaÌih.. 14..AbâSp<Ú, AnNy ne je inyt deqe Aa„ne,AivxeØ, A`sHyu›, tene xuâny tuH Ô`je.14

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149wI khIAe. AigyarmI ga=ameH “wUdT=H deisdo du suâÀo” wUta=R je \uv hE _sko xuânykhete hE. ny Ane nyka ivØyko A|yaTm ¹iÚmeH KoD deta hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ôe iƒkazI&aykSv$p wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu _sko hI xuâny kha hE. nhÄ to xuânyka to vo ivØyhE p` ivØy Ane ivØyIka wed KoDkr, vo iƒkazI &aykwav \‡uv Ôe sMyGdxRnka ivØyhE, _sko hI xuâny khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahahaha¦ AavuH hve yad ÉãH raqe AamaH \H\a AaDenvrax n mze. xe@¦ (]ota:- Aaj Ônevala hE xe@) Ônevala hE? smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

je ko[ AaTmako Abâ, ragAaid kmRAaidse bâ nhÄ, AEse pSs[ nam AHtrmeHdeqte hE.

(1) ASp<Ú kmRka ivss‡a prma u pudŸgl hE kmR honekI laykatvaza _sse wIASp<Ú hE. wgvan to ragse ASp<Ú hE Ane ivss‡a prma u sa=meH hE kmR$p pir`MyanhÄ _sko wI SpxRse riht hE. Aahaha¦

(2) ;AnNy' drekka A=R krega hÇ, AnNy hE, AnerI AnerI git [smeH hE nih.Ae to AnNy hE. ye to ANy ANyse AnNy hE. iwNn hE. Aahaha¦

(3) ;inyt' pyaRymeH Anekta idqtI hE _sse wI vo iwNn hE.(4) ;AivxeØ' dxRn &an cairƒka wed Ôe idqte hE Ae ivxeØ, _sse riht hE,

AivxeØ hE samaNy hE. Aahahaha¦(5) ;AsHyu›' xuw AxuwwavmeH Ôe Aakuzta hotI hE ye Aakuztase sHyu›

nhÄ. Aaha¦ Ae Aakuztase siht wgvan hE nhÄ AHdr. Aahaha¦AEse AaTmakI AnuwUit, AEsa AaTmaka Anuwv, AhÄ xuâny khena hE ne?

&anÝ\an k=n Aa hE, dxRnÝ\an k=n Aa hE Ane pHdrmImeH &anÝ\an k=n Aayega.caEdmImeH dxRnÝ\an k=n hE. pHdrmImeH &anÝ\an k=n Aayega. hÒ to sMyGdxRnnIÝtIt kya hE? [ska k=n Aa hE AaEr sa=meH AnuwUitka k=n hE nyka Ae pHdrmeHAayega. Aahaha¦

AaHhIya khete hE ik AEse AaTma, AEse AaTma, pyaRymeH ragka sHbH\ hE, Ae ãVymeHsHbH\ nhÄ, AEsa AaTmako AnuwUit, AEse AaTmakI Anuwv hona pyaRymeH, Aahaha...Ae AaTma Ôe kha Ae to Abâ Sp<Ú hE, vo pyaRyke ibnakI cIj hE, p` _ska Anuwvkrna vo pyaRy hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? “[skI AnuwUit Ae xuâny hE.” deqoAnuwUitko xuâny kha. Aek baj¡ xuâny iƒkazko khete hE AaEr to AnuwUitko hIxuâny kha. kyÇik xuânyka ivØymeH ¹iÚ jb g[, to pyaRymeH AnuwUit hu[, to Aexuâny _sko wI khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ hE?

“AaEr ye AnuwUit AaTma hI hE.” paKa AnuwUit Ôe hu[, AanHdka vedn Aaya AeAaTma hE Ae khe idya. Ae pyaRy hE Ae AaTma hE. ragaid =a Ae AàTma =a, Ane vStukaje Anuwv huAa Ae xuâny huAa. Ane Ae pyaRyko AaTma khete hE. Aahahahaha¦ JIÌvatuH bapa bhu wa{¦ (]ota:- AilHgg‡h`na 20 ma bolmaH AnuwvnI pyaRyne

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150 smysar isiâ wag-2AaTma kI\o.) Ae AnuwUit pyaRykI bat hE. 20 ma bolnI vat Ae. 20 ma bolnI vatmare khevI'tI p` kI\uH kal khI gya KIAe. AilHgg‡h`na 20 ma bolmaH Ae Aaya hE,ke AaTma AilHgg‡h` A=aRtŸ Aahaha... Ae ãVyko KUte nhÄ. 20 ma bolmaH AEsa AayahE, kyÇik ãVyko KUte nhÄ. to ãVyka Anuwv hota nhÄ, Ae Anuwv to pyaRymeH hota hE.Aahaha¦ to AaTma AilHgg‡h`, A-ilHg g‡h`, ilHg nam samaNy _skae nhÄ KUte hE,AaEr inmRz pyaRymeH AaTma vednmeH Aaya, Ae inmRz pyaRy Ae AaTma khenemeH Aaya hE,Aahahaha¦ kl kha =a vo, p` Aa to wa{ AaVya Ke. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

vStu Ôe hE pU R xuâ lokalok ÔnnekI takatvazI AaEr pU RmŸ sHpU RmŸ Aitxy=IAe cIjko ny kha. p` _ska Anuwv huAa _sko wI AhÄ xuâny kha. Aaha¦ ÉyuHikrag AaidkI pyaRy ¹iÚ hE Ae Axuâny hE. Aahaha¦ AaEr iƒkaz &aykwavkI ¹iÚ hu[AnuwUit hu[, to iƒkazIko wI xuâny kha, AnuwUitko wI xuâny kha. AavI vat Ke.Aavxe A=RmaH krxe, Ane [s Ýkar AnuwUit AaTma hE. paKuH deqo AnuwUit hu[ AeÙyopxmwav hE, Ùaiykwav hE. smjmeH Aaya?

to TyaH phele inkal idya =a ke jene Ùyopxm Ùaiykwav AHdrmeH hE nhÄ. vat toAevI Ke bapu¦ jEn\mR ko[ AlaEikk cIj hE, jEn\mR ko[ pÙ nhÄ vStuka Sv$p hE AEsa.Aahaha¦ Ae to vStuka Sv$p AEsa hE _ska nam jEn\mR. Aaha¦ Ane Aola ÔpanvazaAeto AEsa kha ne? ke jEn\mR iksko khete hE? ÔpanI ma`s 63 vØRkI ëmr AaEr lDka17 vØRkI ëmr p` AEithaisk xo\ krke [sne inkala, jEn\mR kya? ke AnuwUit Ae jEn\mR hE. A=aRtŸ vItrag pyaRyka Anuwv hona, Ae jEn\mR hE. ragka Anuwv hona AejEn\mR nhÄ. Aahaha¦

vaHCyuH to hoyne Ae e AEithaisk ma`s Ke Ane xo\k hoy ma`s to vaHcIne to...wle Ae vat Aene bese n bese Ae bIÒ vat Ke. AaHhI to jEnna jNmela vaÌyana\H\amaH pcas-sa[@-sI¿er gya toy, lQyuH Ke Ae e bIcaraAe, AhÄya to bnIya ne Ôe\H\a hE _smeH rokkr Aa kya cIj hE ne _ska kya Anuwv hE ne kya pyaRy hE ne Éya ãVyhE, _ska in Ry krte nhÄ. Ae ilqa hE _sne. vaÌyake ha=meH jEn\mR Aaya to vaÌya,vaÌya hE VyvsaymeH $k gya hE sara, Aaqo id'.

(]ota:- vaÌya ãVyne mane to Ke.) Ae kyare Ae ãVyne mane? ãVy hE AEsa\aràmeH maNya hE. (]ota:- ãVy Ae!le pEsa) kmate hE Ae to ãVy to \Uz hE. Aahaha¦kem hsmuqwa{? (]ota:- \Uz kem khevay) \Uz ne ma!I pudŸglkI pyaRy hE. (]ota:-Aena ivna xak n mze.) xak mze iksko? [sse xak imlta hE? vo to cIj ÔeAanevalI hE, vo to khenemeH nhÄ Aata hE? qanevalka nam dane dane hE, _ska A=R kya?nam ilqa hE AHdr? p` je rjk` _skI pas Aanevala hE Ae Aayega, _ska ragseAayega Ane rag n kre to Aayega, AEsa hE nhÄ. je rjkò _skI pas Aanevale hE AeAayega hI, nhÄ Aanevala hE nhÄ Aayega Ae. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?


151godIkaÒ, Ae to ke!le, pEsa saÌH É˜aHy Ôy Ke, rqDe Ke Ameirka ne fmeirka ne

Aahaha¦ KtaH Ae rjk`o Aanevala hoy Ae Aayega, _ska ragka ÝyTnse Aate hE Aeiblkul jU@ hE (]ota:- Aek var kho ke pEsa ma!e Ôy Ke ne paKa kho ke pEsa mztan=I?) ko e kI\uH AavtuH n=I, Ae to AhÄya AenI pase Aate hE. yuH kha, _skI pas AatehE nhÄ, nÒkmeH Aate hE (]ota:- _sko imlte nhÄ hE.) nhÄ nhÄ. _ska prma uka wIAaTmameH Awav hE. Svwavka wav hE ne prma uka Awav hE, to _skI pas AHdr(pr)ãVy nhÄ Aata. Aahaha¦

yhaH khete hE kI Ae AnuwUit Ae AaTma hE, deqo [s Ýkar AaTma Aek hI ÝkaxmanhE. Aahaha¦ _ska A=R ikya, deqo _smeH, pHiDtÒ¦ jycHd pHiDt¦ xuâny AaTmakIAnuwUit, AaTma sb Aek hI hE. hE? Aa ApeÙase smÔte hE. xuâny, AaTmakI AnuwUitAaEr AaTma tInoH Aek hE. (]ota:- pyaRyne ãVy do Aek hE?) pyaRy ne ãVy ne doihkoxuâny kha. AaTmako xuâny kha. AnuwUitko xuâny kha. Aahaha... xuânyko xuânykha, iƒkazI ivØyko ApeÙase Ae sb smjna cahIAe ne? Aahaha¦

j¡Ao, xuâny kho AaTmakI AnuwUit kho nhÄtr xuânyka ivØy to \‡uv iƒkazhE, p` iƒkazko ivØy ikya to pyaRymeH AnuwUit hu[, AnuwUitmeH xuâ vStu ÝtItmeH Aa[,to pyaRyko wI AnuwUit xuâny khenemeH Aaya. Aahaha¦ AavuH hve xIqvuH, goqvuH(]ota:- pyaRyko wI ãVy khe idya) pyaRyko ãVy nhÄ kha, xuâny kha. Ae xuânykaA=R? Ae xuânyke Aa]yse Ôe pivƒta Ýg! hu[ to _sko wI xuâny kha, Ane _skoAaTma kha pIKe. pivƒta p‡g! hu{ Ae sMyGdxRn &an Ae pyaRy hE _sko AaTma kha.ragmeH nhÄ, rag AnaTma hE. [tna btaneko AnuwUit Ôe sMyGdxRn AaidkI hE. _skoAaTma khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahaha... AavI vatuH Ke.

(]ota:- Aek dfe AaEr khe do.) vStu Ôe hE vStu iƒkazI cIj Ôe wgvan Aaid AHtriht pyaRymeH Aaid hotI hE ne AHt nax hota hE, pyaRy _TpNn hu[ to Aaid hE, dUsre smyVyy hota hE, Aaid AHt ho gya to vStu Aaid AHt riht hE, to _smeH pyaRy wI nhÄ,AEsa Aaid AHt riht, sHpU RmŸ- AapU RmŸ- pirpU RmŸ prse ivmu› Ae cIjko yhaH xuânykha, AaEr _ska Aunwv ikya _sko wI xuâny kha, AaEr _ska Anuwv huAa _skoAaTma kha. Aahaha¦ kyÇik inmRz pyaRy hu[ (to vo) AaTma hE, ragkI pyaRy AaTmanhÄ [tna btaneko AnuwUit Ôe inmRz sMyGdxRn&an huAa, Ae AaTmakI pyaRy inmRzmeHseinmRz Aa[ to inmRz pyaRyko AaTma khenemeH Aaya. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahahaha¦AavI cIj hE.

14 mI ga=a sMyGdxRnkI muQytase Aa k=n hE. sMyG¹iÚko, sMyGdxRnmeH iƒkazIAaid AHt riht AaTma ¹iÚmeH Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahahaha¦ (]ota:- [silyeAa ixÙ` ixibr lgaya.) mEH to lgaya nhÄ, mEH to kwI kha hI nhÄ. mEH to kwI khahI nhÄ, hota hE Aa. Aa tI=R fHDka bnavo Ae wI mEH to kwI kha nhÄ, yhaH to _pdex

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152 smysar isiâ wag-2dete hE tÀvkI bat AaHhI dUsrI bat hmarI pas hE nhÄ. AEsa mkan bnavo ke AEsapuStk bnavo hm (ne) kwI kha nhÄ. Aek Aa bhenka puStk Aaya mEH (ne) twI kha=a. bakI [tna 20 laq Kp gya hE, hme kwI kha nhÄ puStk bnavo. Aa AaHhI to_pdexmeH Aave Ae smÔe Ae smÔe. Ae lpmeH pDte nhÄ hm É˜aHy, smjmeH Aaya?

Aa mkan bNya phele kæane? Sva|yay mHidr (sHvt) 94 meH to hm to kwI kæanhÄ. ke bnavo, AEsa kha =a hm, ke tum bnate ho, hm rhena ke n rhena Ae hmareÝitbH\me nhÄ hm, ramÒwa{ to =a ne 94 meH, Aa mkan tme bnate hE to Amare AaHhIrhena hI hE AEsa ko[ ÝitbH\ hmareko nhÄ hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ae krnevalaAaTma nhÄ bapa. Ae ko` kre wa{¦ Aahaha¦

AaHhI to khete hE ke Ae vStuko, iƒkazIko wI xuâny khenemeH Aaya, AaEr iƒkazIkaAnuwv huAa Ae Anuwvko hI xuâny kha, AaEr iƒkazko wI AaTma kha Ane AnuwUitkowI AaTma kha. smjmeH Aaya?

hve ix*y pUKta hE, ix*ye Ae sUna Aa bat sUna ne AEsa QyalmeH Aaya hE _sko,ke Aa kya khete hE? to Ýwu tme khete ho to [smeH to Anuwv kEse ho? jEse _pr khahE, vEse AaTmakI AnuwUit kEse ho sktI hE? Aem ix*ye ÝÆ ikya. tme khete ho ik wgvanAaTma ragse iwNn, bH\se, ragse iwNn samaNy ivxeØse iwNn samaNy, pyaRyseiwNn, inyt Aek$p AEsI cIjkI Ae AnuwUit kEsI hotI hE? _ska Anuwv sMyGdxRnAaEr sMyG&an AnuwUit kEse? Aa ÝÆ Aaya. p` AhÄ dxRnka ivØy hE. smjmeHAaya? Aaha... ga=a dxRnkI hE, AnuwUit kEse ho sktI hE? Aahahaha¦ (]ota:-AnuwUit kem =ay Ae Aaj to bhar paDvuH j pDxe.) p` AnuwUit _smeH jrI mmR hE.kya? deqo _pr kha vEsa AaTmakI AnuwUit kEse ho sktI hE?

_ska sma\an:- deqo hve, “ke bâSp<ÚTv Aaid wav AwUta=R hE” Aahahaha¦ix*yka ÝÆ huAa ke wgvan AaTma AEsakI AnuwUit kEsI hotI hE? ke sUn Ýwu “AebâSp<ÚTv Aaid wav AwUta=R hE.” kaym rhenevalI cIj nhÄ hE. @Ik¦ rag AaidkasHbH\ ke pyaRyka ivxeØ wav, Ae kaym rhenevalI cIj nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ bâSp<Ú Aaidwavo AwUta=R hE. Aahaha... Ae kaym rhenekI cIj nhÄ. kaym rhenevalI cIj towgvan AaTma pU aRnHd Ae kaym rhenekI cIj hE. Aahahaha¦ smÔy Ae!luH smjnaÝwu¦ Aa to prmaTmanI gHwIr vato hE. Aa ko[ k=a vataR nhÄ. Aa to ƒ` loknae na=sImH\r wgvanka muqse Aa[ bat Ae kuHdkuHdacayeR JIlI Ane le ilya hE¦ hE? AneAm<tcHãacayR to hÔr vØR pIKe huAa p` _ska pe! qol idya Aene, ke kuHdkuHdacayR Aamkhete hE, kheva magte hE ne wgvan wI AEse khete =e. Aahaha¦

kya jvab idya? ix*ye ÝÆ ikya ke AEsa AaTma AbâSp<Ú Aaid hE _skaAnuwv kEse ho? (]ota:- ÝÆ bhot ACKa.) ÝÆ hto, Aem ke Aa bâSp<Ú Aaid hEne? yhaH Aem khete hE. Aa bâSp<Ú rag Aaidka sHbH\ hE, pyaRymeH wed hE dxRn &an


153cairƒka ivxeØ hE, hE ne AnuwUit kEse hotI hE? hE? _smeHse prse iwNn kEse hota hE Aemkhete hE. ix*yka ÝÆmeH Aa ÝÆ hE, ke ragka sHbH\ hE, pyaRymeH ivxeØta hE, gu ka ivxeØwed hE, AEsI cIjmeH _sse riht AnuwUit kEse hotI hE? smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ AeAacayeR ix*yna muqmeH AEsa ÝÆ (rq) ilya.

sUn Ýwu Aek var sUn khete hE. Ae bâSp<Ú Aaid wav AwUta=R hE, kaymrhenevalI cIj nhÄ ma!e _sse iwNn AnuwUit ho sktI hE, Aem khete hE. rag AaidkasHbH\ne ivxeØ Aaid pyaRy Ane gu wed dxRn &an cairƒ Ae kaym rhenevalI cIj nhÄ,AwUta=R honese _sse iwNn AnuwUit ho sktI hE. Aahahaha¦ ga=a to bhot ACKIAa g[ hE. 13-14, Aahaha¦ Aa to nvma idn hE ne tmare, nhÄ? nvma idn hE Aigyaridn bakI hE. Aahaha¦ kya kha? ix*yka ÝÆ AEsa hE ik Ýwu Aap AaTmako AbâSp<ÚAaid khete hE paHc bol, to hmko to paHc bol siht idqte hE. ragka sHbH\ hE, pyaRykaivxeØ hE. gu wed hm idqte hE. to _smeHse AnuwUit kEse hotI hE?

Ýwu sUn Ae b\a wedwavo kaym rhenevalI cIj nhÄ, AwUta=R hE. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? Aa to bapu wgvan ƒ`lokna na=, ijne¬rdevna k=no ne Aa sHtoto _ska AaDtIya hE, AaDtIya smjte hEH? AejN!¦ Aahaha¦ (]ota:- AnuwUitsong#meH hotI hE) song#meH nhÄ AaTmameH. Aahaha¦ ix*yka ÝÆ Ae =a ke tumAbâSp<Ú Aaid AaTmako khete hE, p` AhÄya to ÝTyÙ idqte hE, rag sHbH\ hE, pyaRykawed hE, gu wed idqte hE, to Ae _smeH AnuwUit kEse ho? AEsa ix*yka ÝÆ hE [tna toix*yne QyalmeH Aa gya ke Aa b\a wedwav hE _sse riht AnuwUit krneko khete hE, toAEse kEse ho? Ae yUH khete hE. Aahahaha¦

kya kha? ix*yka ÝÆ =a ke AEsa _pr kha _pr kha AEse QyalmeH ilya _sne,hE? Aahaha... xBde xBdmeH wav wra hE AHdr. to Aa ix*y ÝÆ khe _pr kha hE Ae mereQyalmeH Aaya hE. Aap AEse khete hE _pr kha huAa AEsa xBd Aaya ne? AEse sUnkrinkal idya AEsa nhÄ. Aena QyalmeH Aaya hE Ýwu Aap AEse khete ho. Aahaha¦ gjbvat hE. bapa¦ ]ota p` AEsa ilya hE. hE? ke AbâSp<Ú kha Ae QyalmeH _sko Aa gyahE tum khete hE AEsa, hm inkal idya hmare QyalmeHse sUnkr AEsI bat nhÄ. hmareQyalmeH Aaya Aap AEse khete hE p` mera ÝÆ hE Ýwu¦ Ae rag ne ivxeØka sHbH\ to hE,hve _smeHse _sse riht AnuwUit kEse hogI? Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

xBd kya hE? ix*y pUKta hE ke jEsa _pr kha hE, jEsa _pr kha hE, je Aape khaAo Amara QyalmeH Aaya hE. Aahahahaha¦ jEsa _pr kha hE, TyaH vjn hE pHiDtÒ¦ vEseAaTmakI AnuwUit kEse ho sktI hE? Aap khete hE vEse AnuwUit kEse hotI hE? to _skokha hE sma\an: Ae bâSp<Ú Aaid wav hE, p` Ae AwUta=R hE, kaym rhnevalI cIjnhÄ, ma!e kaym rhenevalI cIjkI AnuwUit hotI hE. Aahaha¦ kya kha? Aahahaha¦iktnI !Ika¦ (]ota:- iktnI !IkakI iktnI !Ika) Aaha¦ Ýwu¦ Aap khete ho ke AaTma

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154 smysar isiâ wag-2bâSp<Ú Aaid paHc wavse riht kha to _pr kha huAa QyalmeH hE Aape kha Ae p`AhÄya bâSp<Ú to hE, wed hE ivxeØ hE, dxRn &an cairƒka ivxeØ p` hE, ne Aap _skaAwedkI AnuwUit krneko khete hE. Ae kEse ho skta hE?

Ýwu sUn¦ Ae paHc bol Ôe kha Ae AwUta=R hE. Aek smykI iS=itvala hE.Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aek smykI iS=itvala hE ma!e AwUta=R hE. Aahaha¦ragka sHbH\, gu ka ivxeØ wed, Aek smyka wed hE, Aek smykI iS=it hE. Aahahahaha...to Aek smykI iS=it hE. kevz&ankI iS=it Aek smy hE. 38 ga=a inymsar sattÀvo Ae naxvan hE, Òv, AÒv, Aas‡v, sHvr, injRra, bH\, moÙ Ae sat naxvan hE.to _smeH kevz&an wI naxvan hE AEsa kha hE. Aek smykI iS=it hE. kevz&ankI iS=ithE Aek smy hE, gu kI iS=it iƒkaz hE, p` kevz&ankI pyaRy to AenI iS=it Aek smyhE, to Aa tum AwUta=R khete hE _skI iS=it Aek smykI hE to AwUta=R hE to _sse iwNnAnuwUit ho sktI hE. ivxeØ khega. (]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev).

Ývcn nH. 67 ga=a - 14 ta. r4-8-78 gu$var, ]av` vd-6 sH. 2p04

]I smysar ga=a 14.paHc bol phele ilya hE ivStar AwI Aayega. ke Aa AaTma bâSp<Ú Aek smykI

pyaRymeH ragka sHbH\ idqte hE, AaEr pyaRymeH Anekta Ø!Ÿgu hainv<iâ Aaid pyaRymeHidqte hE. AaEr dxRn &an cairƒka wed wI idqte hE pyaRy¹iÚse, Ae sb AwUta=R hE. Aekaym rhenekI cIj nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? ix*ye ÝÆ ikya hE ke Ae jEsa _pr kha, AapeAaTmako AbâSp<Ú, AnNy, samaNy Sv$p kha gu wedkI ivxeØtay ijsmeH nhÄ,pyaRy ijsmeH nhÄ AaEr AekIla cEtNyãVy Ôe &aykSv$p wgvan pU RAanHd Ýwu _skotme AaTma kha to Aa bâSp<ÚAaid wav hE ne? pyaRymeH rag Aaidka ne pyaRyka wedhE ne? te AEsa _pr kha vEsa AaTmakI AnuwUit kEse ho sktI hE. Aahaha¦ AEsI cIjhE ne pyaRymeH rag Aaid hE, wed hE, Aek smynI vat hE hÇ. to AEse hone pr AaTmakIAnuwUit kEse hotI hE? Aahaha¦

wgvan AaTma pU aRnHd Sv$pka Anuwv, AanHdka vedn, Aahaha... sMyGdxRnmeHAnuwUit hotI hE. sMyGdxRnmeH iƒkazI &ayk Sv$pko AnusrIne AnuwUit hotI hE. _smeHsMyGdxRnkI ÝtIt wI _sImeH hotI hE. AaEr _smeH AnuwUitmeH AtIiNãy AanHdka Svad wIAata hE. Aahahaha¦ sMyGdxRn hone pr pU aRnHd Sv$p trfka JUkavse pyaRymeH AnuwvsMyGdxRn Ane AanHdka Svad Aata hE Ae kEse? bâ Aaid hE ne? Aek smykI ragaid pyaRykesHbH\meH hE ne? AaEr gu` wed hE ne? JI`I vat hE Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦

to khte hE AacayR ke Ae bâSp<ÚAaid wav AwUta=R hE. Aahaha¦ Aek smykIAvS=ameH rag ne ragka sHbH\ Ane wed, Aek smykI AvS=a to, Ae to AwUta=R hE


155kaym rhenekI cIj nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ kaym rhenekI Ae cIj nhÄ te AwUta=RhE, to _sse riht AaTmaka Anuwv ho skta hE. JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦ Ý=m sMyGdxRn_TpNn honekI bat hE. Aa caEdmI ga=a sMyGdxRnkI hE. pHdrmI ga=a sMyG&ankI hE.Aahaha¦ sozmI dxRn &an cairƒ tInÇkI hE.

AhÄya dxRnkI sMyGdxRnkI bat hE, to ix*ye ÝÆ ikya ke Aape kha Ae mere lÙmeHAaya, _pr kha huva AEsa xBd Aaya ne? ke AaTma AbâSp<Ú hE, AnNy hE, Awed hE,pyaRykI Anektase Ae iwNn hE, Aahahaha... AEse Aap khe Ae QyalmeH Aaya, p` vobâSp<Ú Aaid wav to hE, to AEsa AaTmaka Anuwv sMyGdxRn AnuwUit kEse hotI hE?Aahahaha¦ to khete hE ke Aa bâSp<Ú Aaid wav AwUta=R (hE), kaym rhenekI cIj nhÄ.Aahaha¦ Aek smykI pyaRyka ragka sHbH\ hE. Ae kaym rhenekI cIj nhÄ. dxRn &ancairƒka je wed krte hE, Ae wI pyaRy¹iÚse wed krte hE, Ae kaym rhenekI cIj nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? vo kar e AnuwUit ho sktI hE, hE ne, heH?

[silye ye AnuwUit ho sktI hE. Aahaha... to xuH kya kha? ke pyaRymeH Ôe dya, dan,v‡t, Aaidka ivkLp hE Vyvhar, _ska sHbH\ Aek smyka sHbH\ hE, vo ko[ kaym rhenekIcIj nhÄ. Aaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? vo kar e AwUta=R nam kaym rhenekI cIj nhÄ, Aekar e _sse ¹iÚ KoDkr iƒkazI wgvan AaEr siCcdanHd Ýwu, inivRkLp AanHdkHd Ýwu_ska Anuwv sMyGdxRn ho skta hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. Aa loko khete hE ne keVyvhar, Vyvharse inüy Ýaiº hotI hE. sb im+ya¹iÚ hE. JIÌ vat hE Ýwu¦

Vyvhar to rag hE, rag Ae AwUta=R hE, Ae wUta=R ÝaiºmeH Ae AwUta=R kar` kEsehota hE? pHiDtÒ¦ tme to qbr hE ne tumko to, _sne to !Ika ikya hE. Aaha¦ jEntÀvmImaHsa bnaya bDa ACKa. Aahahaha¦ Aa ko[ pHiDta[ kI cIj nhÄ. pHiDta[ Ô`pàbhot hE. Aigyar AHgka ne AEsa ne fEsa ne, Ae ko[ pHiDta[kI cIj nhÄ. Aa to AHtrpHiDta[kI cIj hE, sMyG¹iÚko pHiDt khete hE. kya? (]ota:- AHdrkI pHiDta[ AaEr bharpHiDta[ vhI pHiDta[ hE) Ae bharkI pHiDta[ wI pHiDtmeH rh gya, AaTmameH n Aaya.brabr pUKte hE pUKte hE to qra. AEse to Aigyar AHg Ýwu AnHt bEr ikya. smjmeH Aaya?

yminym sHjm Aap ikyo, puin Tyag ivrag A=ag læo¸vnvas ilyo muq maEn ræo, ¹# Aasn pÍ lga[ idyo. 1mn paEn inro\ Svbo\ ikyo, h@Ôeg p‡yog sutar wyo¸jp wed jpe tp TyÕih tpe, _rseHih _dasI lhI sbpeH. 2sb xaÏnke ny \air ihye, mt mHDn qHDn wed ilyevh sa\n bar AnHt ikyo, tdip kKu ha= hÔu n pyoR. 3

]ImdŸ¦ ]ImdŸ rajcHã, =a to gujratI sMyG¹iÚ =a, AaTm&anI huAa =a. pIKe AaihNdImeH bnaya _sne hE to gujratI vaÌya. smjmeH Aaya? Ýwu¦ ym inym, ym nampHcmhav‡t inym nam Anek Ôtna Aiwg‡h. ym inym sHym [iNãyka dmn ikya,

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156 smysar isiâ wag-2ÔvjÒv bazb‡ïcarI rha, Aaha¦ AEsI iÊya Ýwu AnHt bEr ikya hE. ym, inym,sHym Aap ikyo. puin Tyag vEraGy A=ag ilyo, jene Aek !ukDa kpDa wI n rhe, AEsaTyag ikya, Tyag vEraGy _das ho gya prse. p` vo cIj, ApnI cIj kya hE _skItrfkI ¹iÚ nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae Tyag vEraGy A=ag ilyo, mn paEn inro\, ¬aso¬askoinro\ krke, Ô e meH AaTm|yan krta huH, AEsa wI AnHt bEr ikya. vo ko[ cIj nhÄ,vh sa\n var AnHt ikyo, Ab (ÉyoH n) ivcart hE. (mnse kKu AaEr rha _nsa\nse) tbse, kI _n sa\nse iwNn ko[ hr bat hE. Ae sa\n ba\n hE nhÄ.Aahahahahaha¦

Ae AaHhI khete hE ik paHc wav Ôe pyaRymeH idqteH hE, Ae kaym !IknekI cIj nhÄ,ma!e Ae _prse ¹iÚ _@akr, pyaRy¹iÚ _@akr, Vyvhar ¹iÚ _@akr, iƒkazI &ayk AanHdkHdÝwu AtIiNãy AanHdka dz, samaNy je \‡uv Ae _pr ¹iÚ lga de. Aahahaha... to tereAnuwUit hoga, AanHdka Svad Aayega. Aahahahahaha¦

sMyGdxRn hote hI ijtnI sHQyameH gu hE AaTmameH, ƒ` kazka smyse wI AnHtgu a Aakaxka Ýdex hE. Aakaxka Ýdex Apar Apar Apar Apar Apar _sse AnHtgu a Aek AaTmameH gu hE. Aakaxka ÝdexkI sHQya krte ijska par nhÄ É˜aHy, AHtnhÄ, AHt nhÄ, AHt nhÄ, AHt nhÄ [ska je Ýdex hE Aakaxka _sse AnHt gu a to AekÒvmeH gu hE. Aahahaha¦ AEse gu hone pr wI gu I Ane gu ka wed wI naxvan hE,Aaha... AwUta=R hE, JI`I vat hE Ýwu¦ vat ATyare to bhot grbDe cDI g[ hE, ATyareto pHiDt loko ne b\a AEse Vyvhar krte (krte) inüy Ýaº hota hE, wa{ Aem n=IÝwu¦ AHtrmeH xuâ cEtNyFn Ýwu¦ AnHt gu ka ipHD, _ska Anuwv krnemeH prkI ko[ApeÙa hE nhÄ. Vyvhar Ane ragkI ApeÙa nhÄ, AEsa sMyGdxRn prkI ApeÙa ibnaSvka Aa]yse _TpNn hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aa bat hE wgvan¦ xuH khIAe?Aahaha¦

Ae khete (hE) AnuwUit ho sktI hE. Aahaha¦ Aek smykI pyaRy hE, AwUta=R hE.kaym !IknekI cIj nhÄ. Vyvhar rTnƒy hE, vo wI Aek smykI cIj ivk<t hE, Ae kaym!Ikne-rhenekI cIj nhÄ. Aahahahaha... to kaym !IknekI cIj hE wUta=R¦ Ae AwUta=R_prse ¹iÚ _@akr wUta=R iƒkazI &aykmaH ¹iÚ lga de, tere AanHdka Svad Aayega, teresMyGdxRn hoga AaEr ijtnI sHQyameH gu hE Ae sb gu kI AHx-AHx VyÉtta vednmeHAayegI, ijtnI sHQyameH gu hE AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt jemaH AnHtnagu nI sHQyamaH Aa KeLlo Aaiqrka hE, AEsa ko[ AHt nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ Ae sb gu kavo trf ¹iÚ denese pyaRy ¹iÚko KoDkr Aahahaha... AHtmuRq ¹iÚ krnese _smeH ko[ApeÙa prkI hE hI nhÄ. Vyvharse iwNn pDna hE to pr VyvharkI ApeÙa rqkr AHdrÔ ske? AEsI cIj hE nhÄ. vStu AEsI hE nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ Ae AhÄyakhete hE.


157AnuwUit ho sktI hE, AwUta=R vo cIj hE pyaRy Aek smykI, wed hE Are rag Aaid

wI ivk<t AvS=a Aek smykI hE, Ae kaym !IknekI cIj nhÄ. vo ma!e _ske _prse ¹iÚ_@a de. Aahaha¦ AaEr wUta=R Aek smymeH iƒkazI &aykwav AnHt gu ka Aek$p _skI¹iÚ krnese &ankI AanHdkI SvwavkI AnuwUit hogI, _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE. Aahahaha¦sTydxRn Ae hE - sMykŸ nam sTy dxRn - sTy nam pU aRnHd sTya=R, wUta=R, wUta=Rwgvan sTya=R saheb Ýwu pote AnHt gu ka saheba, _skI ¹iÚ Anuwv krnese,Aahahaha... ijtnI sHQyameH gu hE Ae sbka pyaRymeH Aek AHx Vy›ka Anuwv huAa.Aahahahaha... AavI vat hE¦

Aa to inv<i¿ l[ne Aa kam kre Tyare bne, bakI to Ýv<i¿ krI krIne mrI gyoKe AnHt kaz=I. (]ota:- mrI ÉyaH gyo Ke Òvto to Ke) hEH, kya? Are Òvto'to AenekhIAe Ýwu¦ &ayk Òvtr xi› hE ne _smeH? Òvtr xi›meH Òvn hE, vo smysarkIdUsrI ga=ameH ilya ke “Òvo cirtdHs`àì@yo, to Ae ÒvomaH=I ÒvTv xi› inkalIhE. Am<tcHãAacayR 47 xi›yaH inkalI hE gu , hE to AnHt p` kh ske iktna to 47ilya hE, _smeH Òvtr xi›meH AnHt &an dxRn cairƒ AanHd ne s¿a Ae wavÝa`seAaTma Òta hE iƒkazmeH, AEsa Òvtrse Ònevala Ýwu, _sko ragse meH Òta huH, AaErpu~yse mere law hoga. Ae cEtNyka Òvnka Ae e nax kr idya hE, cEtNyka pU aRnHdkana=ka Anadr krke ihHsa ikya _sne. y¡glÒ¦ JIÌ vat Ke. Aahahahaha¦

ihHsaka A=R? jEsa AiStTv hE, [tna AiStTv n manna Ane Ae dUsrI rItemanna Ae Svwav nhÄ hE. AEsa (manna) Ae ihHsa hE. Ae kya kha Ae? wgvanpU aRnHd AnHt &an, dxRn, AanHd xuâ cEtNy Fnse je !Ik rha hE, Òvta hE, !Ik rha hE,_sko ragse law hoga, pu~yse law hoga, Vyvharse hoga, to Ae vStuka _sne ihHsakr idya hE. je SvtHƒ vStu hE Ae prse law hoga, Ae vStuka Òvtrka Òvn !Ikta hE!Ik rha hE _sko nhÄ hE AEsa khe idya. dUsrI waØaAe l[Ae to Ôe ragaid ivkLp AatahE. _ska ijsko Ýem hE _sko iƒkazI &ayk ÝTye äeØ hE, Êo\ hE. smjmeH Aaya? ijskoVyvhar pyaRy _pr Ýem hE. Aahahahaha... gjb vat hE bapa¦ Ae margDa ÝwunaAlaEikk hE. Aahaha¦

Aek smykI pyaRy ne dya, dan, v‡t Aaidka ivkLp _ska ijsko Ýem hE _sko Aawgvan AaTma ÝTye Êo\ hE ne äEØ hE. kyÇik äeØka do wag Êo\ Ane man, ragka dowag maya ne low, to ijsko AaTma ÝTye Awav hE, Ane rag ÝTyeka wav hE, _skaSvwav ÝTye äeØ Ane Êo\ hE. Aahahaha¦

ijsne rag ÝTye mEƒI baH\I, _sne Svwav ÝTyekI mEƒI KoD idya. Aahahaha¦ AananI ëmrmaH Kokra Ame rmta Tyare kheta kÎI, Aem krta kaH{k Aam, qbr Ke ne?imƒo hoy ne b\a imƒo AenI sa=e A`bnav krvo hoy, kÎI tarI hare kÎI Ô. AevuHkrta nanI ëmrnI vat Ke. tmare kaH[k hxe q$H ihNdImaH, kÎI krte =e ne kÎI Ane Aa to

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158 smysar isiâ wag-2Aam Aam kÎI hmare krte =e. Aem ijsne pyaRymeH ne rag ÝTye Ýem ikya _sne SvwavÝTye xuH kI\I Ke tmarI? (Ae kÎI kr idya.) Aahaha¦ Ane ijsne Svwav ÝTye Ýem ikya_ska Ýem pyaRy ne rag ÝTye kÎI kr idya ke Ôv tume nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aa tobazp`mHe hm khete =e ne, _ska sma\an ye Aaya.

[s batko ¹ÚaHtse Ýg! krte hE. jEse ¹ÚaHt phele dete hE, kmilnIke pƒ, kmilnIkevel hotI hE ne _smeH pƒ hota hE luqa luqa pƒ. kmlInIka pƒ jzmeH Duba huAa ho.paÌmeH AHdr Duba huAa, deqnese _ska jzse SpixRt hone pr, SpixRtka A=R to AEsahE, inim¿ inim¿ sHbH\ ho gya [tna, bakI to jz, Ôe Ae kmz Ôe hE fUl, Aek pyaRydUsrI pyaRyko KUte nhÄ. kwI (wI) AaTma, Apna gu ne pyaRyko cUHbte hE ƒIÒga=ameH hE. Apna \mR Ôe gu ne pyaRyko cUHbte hE p` prãVykI pyaRyko kwI cUHbte nhÄ,KUte nhÄ, SpxR krte nhÄ. ƒIÒ ga=a “Aey¿i`CKygdo smAo sVvT= suHdro loge”.smjmeH Aaya? p` AhÄya to inim¿ inim¿ sHbH\ khekr, smjmeH Aaya? Ae _skajzse SpixRt hone$p Ae!le AHdr DuByuH Ke ne Ae ApeÙa, AHdr Aam paÌmeH idqte hE ne,bIcmeH Aam paÌmeH AHdr hE, AEse idqte hE, paÌmeH hE nhÄ hE to ApnemeH Ae, p` paÌkasHyogmeH kmz _sko idqte hE to SpixRt hone pr, AvS=ase Anuwv krnepr jzseSpixRt hona inim¿, inim¿ sHbH\se Ae wUta=R hE. Ae DUba huAa hE Ae vtRman pyaRy¹iÚsedeqnese hE, [tnI bat. hE?

“t=aip” top` AEsa hone pr wI vohI smymeH, Aahaha... Aa to mHƒo Ke.sHtonI vaÌ idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ Ae!le, gjb vat hE wa{¦ Ae ko[ p#I Ôy ne wÌÔy ma!e smÔy Ôy Ae vat hE nhÄ. AlaEikk bat hE. Aahaha¦ khete hE, Ae jzmeH kmzDUba huAa deqne pr wI, _ska kmzka Svwav deqnese, Aaha...hE¦ jzse ikHictŸ maƒwI n SpixRt hone yoGy. [skI $Hva!I AEsI hotI hE, $Hva!I smje? pƒ, luqa-luqa JIÌJIÌ luqI paÌ Kuya hI nhÄ _sko, êce krnese paÌka ibHdu ADya nhÄ [sko, _skI$Hva!I smÔy? $Hva!I khete hE. JIÌ JIÌ bhot korI, bhu luqI hotI hE. paÌ=I êcuAam kro to paÌka Aek AHx wI AHdr nhÄ Aata. Aahaha¦ Aa to hÒ ¹ÚaHt hE hÇ.t=aip jzse ikHictŸ nhÄ SpxRte. kmilnI pƒke Svwav, ÔeyuH? kmilnIna pƒnoSvwav, velna pƒno Svwav luqa luqa tdŸn kora, AEse Svwavke smIp Ônepr,Svwav _pr ¹iÚ denese, Aahaha... Anuwv krne pr jzse SpixRt hona jU@a hE. jzseKUya huAa inim¿ inim¿ sHbH\ ye jU@a hE. Aahahaha¦

[sI Ýkar Ae to ¹ÚaHt huAa. hve isâaHt Anaidkazse bH\e huAe AaTmaka ragkaAaEr kmRka inim¿ inim¿ sHbH\se deqo to, pyaRymeH Anaid kazse bH\a huAa Aahaha...AaTmaka pudŸgl kmÈse bH\n SpixRt hone$p, AvS=ase Anuwv krnepr pyaRykainim¿ inim¿ sHbH\se deqne pr Ô e inim¿ hE Ae nEimi¿k ke sa= ÔeDa huAa hE, AEsedeqnemeH Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? A=va vo inim¿ hE Ae AaHhI nEimi¿k pyaRy sa= ÔeDa


159huAa hE AEsa idqnemeH Vyvharnyse Aata hE, inüyse hE nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ AavI vatKe. hÒ to sMyGdxRnke kazmeH kEsI cIj hotI hE Ae bat khete hE. Aahahaha¦

Anaid kazse Anuwv krne pr bâSp<Ú hE, to wI pudŸglse t=aip AEsa hone prwI pudŸglse ikHictŸmaƒ wI SpxR n honese, ragkI sa= ãVySvwav ikHictŸ Kuya nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ Ôe ãVy Svwav hE Ae to iƒkaz inravr` hE. AaEr Axuâta riht hE, AaErkmI _smeH nhÄ, _`p nhÄ _`p kmI (nhÄ) Ae to pirpU R &ayk AanHdkHd \‡uv pDa hEAaqa. Aahahaha¦ Aa to AWyas =oDa Ôe[Ae, Aa to kolej hE, =oDa AWyas hoypIKe Aa smjmeH Aata hE. AEsI cIj hE. Aahaha¦ pudŸgl ikHictŸ wI SpxeR nhÄ _NheH,ragkI sa= jrI wI _ska ãVySvwav Kuya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ wgvan ãVy Svwav _skoragkI sa= inim¿ inim¿ sHbH\ iblkul hE nhÄ. hEH?

(]ota:- Ae to iƒkazI SvwavnI vat Ke pyaRymaH to Ke) kha ne pyaRymeH =a p`pyaRymeH hE Ae ¹iÚ KoD de, kyÇik Ae AwUta=R hE, kaym rhenekI cIj nhÄ, _skI ¹iÚse ãVySvwavka Anuwv nhÄ hota. pyaRy ¹iÚse AaTmaka sMyGdxRn nhÄ hota. Aahahahaha¦AevI vat Ke wa{¦ xuH =ay? ATyare to grbD grbD Aola pHiDto ne mo!a mo!asa\uAo khe bs Vyvhar kro Vyvharse inüy ho Ôyega. rag ik‡ya kro inüy hoÔyega. iblkul jU@, im+yaTv hE.

Aey, Aa b\a k<iØ pHiDt Ae sHsarna xe@IyaAo NyaH ne NyaH FUs gya hE. inv<i¿leta nhÄ hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- Aap _sko ãVyka pHiDt bna do.) k<iØ pHiDt hE ne khetehE. Aahaha¦ AhÄya to AHdr qeD kre, kmR k<*ae so k<*` khIAe. Ôe ragko nax kr de AaErApnI cIjko qetrke sMyGdxRnne ke hla` krke qeDe _sko k<*` Ane _sko k<iØ khete hE.Aahaha¦ ragka pu~yka ivkLpkI k<iØ KoDkr, %*awkumarÒ? AHtr &ayk icdanHdprmaTm AanHdno na= Ýwu pU R AanHdno dz AtIiNãy AanHdno ipHD, jem pcasm`nI jem brfnI pa! hotI hE, pcas m`kI brfkI pa! muHb[meH bhot hotI hE, AEsewgvan AanHd ne xItztanI pa! pU R hE AHdr. Aahahaha¦ _ska Anuwv krne pr Aesb Vyvhar Aaid pyaRy sb AwUta=R hE. Aahahaha¦ JI`I vat Ke wa{¦

ko[ id' kyuRH n=I, AnHt var nvmI g‡EvEyke ãVyilHg \ar`, “muinv‡t \ar AnHtbEr g‡EvEyk _pÔyo p` Aatm&an ibn les suq n payo.” Ae pHcmhav‡t A@yavIsmUzgu du:q hE, rag hE, Aas‡v hE, du:q hE, Jer hE, (]ota:- pap Ke.) ha, Ae AaHhI-AaHhIvo to cltI hE bat yhaH, AEsa Jerka Pyala to AnHt bEr pIya. Aahaha... mhav‡tilya, pHcmhav‡t mUzgu nGn idgHbr jHglmeH, (bse) Aahaha... _smeH kya huAa?

ATyare to @Ik ATyare to ibcara¦ Vyi›gtnI kaH[ nhÄ. tÀvnI vat Ke AhÄyato vStu iS=it AEsI hE Aa to. wgvan AaTma Apna prka ikHictŸ sHbH\ nhÄ, inim¿inim¿ sHbH\ wI nhÄ, Ae to pyaRy sa=e inim¿ inim¿ sHbH\ hE, ragka-kmRka inim¿kasHbH\, Aek smykI pyaRyke sa= Ae inim¿ ne nEimitk sHbH\ hE, vStumeH ko[ inim¿

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160 smysar isiâ wag-2nEimitk sHbH\ hE hI nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Ae ikHictŸ maƒ SpixRt n hote huAe, Aaeho¦ wgvan ãVy Svwav¦ Anavr`Svwav¦ Aahahahaha¦ Aavr` riht, Axuâta riht, pyaRy riht Aahahaha... AEsaAaTmaka Svwav, Ae Apne, prse n hone yoGy AaTmSvwavke smIp Ôkr, Ae kyakhete hE? ragka ÝemmeH AaTmSvwavse dUr hota hE, cahe to VyvharrTnƒyka dev guÌ\mRkI ]âaka Ae wI rag, Ane Ae ragmeH jb Ýem hE tb AaTmase dUr vtRte hE. hve Aeragka Ýem KoDkr Svwavka smIp Ôkr, Ô AHdr, Aahahahaha... AavI vat Ke wa{¦

hE? bH\ne yoGy pudŸgl ikHictŸ wI SpixRt n hone yoGy, ikHictŸ wI n SpxRne yoGy.Aahaha¦ rag Aaidka dya, dan, dev guÌ xaÏkI ]âa, devguÌka &an A=va AigyarAHgka &an Ane pHcmhav‡tka piràm Ae sb wedko ikHictŸ nhÄ SpxRta huAa ãVy.Aahahaha... Aavo marg vItragmy, ƒ` lokna na=, [Não jene saHwzva Aave AekwvtarI [Nã xkeNã, Aek wvtarI hE, 32 laq vEmanno SvamI Ke. Aek wvtarI xaÏmaHpa@ hE Aek wvtarI, mnu*y hokr moÙ Ônevala hE. AenI [Nãai` kroDomaH Aek [NãaiÀEsI hE. Ae wI Aek wv kr moÙ ÔnevalI hE. Ae Aek wvtarI [Nã- [NãaiÀo Ane mitne ]ut ne Avi\&anvaza wgvan (tI=Åkrdev) pase sUnne Ôte hE Ae bat kEsI hogI?

(]ota:- wgvanke pas ÔnekI mhIma hE ne) ivkLp Aaya hE AEsa Aate hE nesUnneko, sUnnekae Aate hE ke nhÄ? wgvan pase Ôte hE, AwI [Nã [Nãai`, wgvanibrajte hE mhaivdehmeH, mnu*yÙeƒmaH p00 \nu*y deh 2000 ha= êca, kroD pUvRkaAayu*y, ibrajte hE (sImH\rna=) yhaH Ôte hE, Aahaha¦ wa{¦ Ae to \mR k=a kEsIhogI? Aaha¦ Ae Avi\&anI [Nã vo sUnte hE car &anka \rnevala g`\r Ae vaÌsUnte hE, Aaha¦ wa{¦ Ae ko[ AlaEikk bat hE. Aahaha¦ kya? (]ota:- wgvan AehI bat khete hE) Ae Aa khete hE wgvan¦ Aa sHto AaDtIya hokr svR&ka mal jgtkobtate hE. Aahaha¦

bâSp<Ú AsTya=R hE, hE? Aaha.. AaTmSvwavke, AaTmSvwav, Aahaha... AaTmSv-wav, vo bâSp<Ú Aaid pyaRy Ae AaTmSvwav nhÄ, AaTm Sv-wav Aahaha¦ Ôe&ayk AaTma _ska &aykSvwav, Aahahaha... AanHdSvwav, xaHtSvwav,AkØaySvwav, vItragSvwav, inivRkLpSvwav, samaNySvwav, s¹xSvwav, Aek$prhenevala Svwav, Aahaha... AEsa AaTmSvwavke, je AaTma jem inTy hE Aem _skaSvwav wI inTy kaym hE. Aahaha¦ ãVy jem inTy hE to _ska Svwav wI inTy hE.Aahahahaha¦

AaTmSvwavke smIp Ôkr, Anuwv krne pr, Aahahaha¦ pU R AanHd Ýwu, _skasmIp Ôkr, ragse h@kr pyaRybuiâ KoDkr, ãVybuiâmeH smIp Ôkr, Aahahaha...wgvanko we!a krneko sa= smIp Ôkr, Anuwv krne pr Ae bH\ Ane rag AaidsHbH\ Ae sb jU@a hE, AwUta=R hE, hE qra hÇ¦ Ae to Aa ApeÙase jU@a kha. pyaRy nhÄ


161AEsa nhÄ, p` pyaRy iƒkazãVykI ApeÙase AwUta=R khenemeH Aaya hE. pyaRy nhÄ hEAEsa mane to to vedaHt ho Ôta hE. smjmeH Aaya?

p` yhaH pyaRyka lÙ KoDkr iƒkazko (lÙmeH) lekr pyaRyko AwUta=R khenemeHAaya hE. hE to pyaRy hE, AaEr ragka sHbH\ wI pyaRy¹iÚse hE, p` Anuwv SvwavsmIp Ôna hE, tb _sko KoDkr, Aahahahaha... &ayk wgvan pU aRnHdka dz, xuâcEtNyFn, ãVy Svwav, pyaRybuiâ KoDkr, ãVybuiâmeH smIp Ôkr, Aahahahahaha...j¡Ao Aa sMyGdxRn Aaha¦ Ae AaTmSvwavke smIp Ôkr, ragka ÝemmeH ne pyaRykaÝemmeH to pyaRymUH# Òv, AaTmSvwavse dUr =a. Aahaha¦ AaEr vo pyaRyka AHx hE vo wIbuiâ KoDkr. “pyaRymUH#a pr smya” kha. Ývcnsar &ey Ai\kar 93 ga=a phelI,“pyaRymUH#a pr smya” to Aek smykI pyaRymeH wI ijsko Ìic hE Ae mUH# im+ya¹iÚ hE.Aahaha... Ae buiâ KoDkr sMyGdxRn pana ho to, sMykŸ nam, sTy dxRn to sTy jepU aRnHd Ýwu sTy hE _skI ÝtIit ne Anuwv krne pr sMyGdxRn hota hE. Aahaha¦ kambhu AakruH bapa¦ wa{¦ jnm mr` riht honekI cIj ko[ AlaEikk hE. Aahaha¦goidkaÒ¦

Aa rIt hE, pEsa bEsa wega krIne danmaH dena fla`a ma!e \mR hota hE AEsa kuKnhÄ. mihne paHc laq peda kre ne ke be laq Aapo. Ae!la b\a to n Aape p` laq belaq Aape. to Ae toy Aer`nI corI ne soyka dan. (]ota:- n=I Aapta Ae krtaH tosara ne) Ae, na. sara bara iblkul nhÄ. (]ota:- corI khaH hE-kmaya hE) hE? ko`kmaya? Ae corI hE rag, ragko Apna manna Ae cor hE moÙ Ai\karmeH Aata hE, corhE, gunegar hE. rag xuwrag Ae mera Ae to cor hE, ApnI cIj nhÄ to _sko ApnImanna Ae cor hE. Aahaha¦ moÙ Ai\karmaH ilya hE, Apra\I hE, xuwrag Ae Jer hE,ivØkuHw hE, AEsa ilya hE. moÙ Ai\kar, xuw rag- dev guÌ xaÏkI wi›ka rag,pHcmhav‡tka rag, ivØ kuHw hE, Jerka FDa hE. kyuH? wgvan Am<tka sagrse iv$â wavye hE. Aahaha¦

Are¦ prm sTy vat sUnnemeH imle nhÄ, Ae khaH sTy trf Ôyega? smjmeHAaya? dehka to nax hoga Aek smymeH, Aahaha¦ Lyo Aola xowalal hE ne _skabhot tbIyt nrm hE hve Ae to ke!la kroDai\pit Ke, xowalal wgvandas. sIrIyshE AevuH kal kheta'ta wa{ Amare %*awkumarÒ¦ AEsI iS=it to dehnI iS=it bapa¦Ae rag ßyaH naxvan hE to pKI xrIrkI bat to krna kya? Aahaha¦ Are prmaTmato Aem khete hE ke kevz&ankI pyaRy wI naxvan hE, kyuHkI Aek smy rhetI hE. Aahahaha¦kevz&an wI Vyvharnyka ivØy hE, kevz&anIko nhÄ, nIce sa\k Òvko, AHx hE ne?Ae sdŸwUt Vyvharnyka ivØy hE, to Vyvhar hE Ae AwUta=R hE. Aahaha¦ marg bhubapa¦ p` AwUta=Rka A=R AEsa nhÄ Ae pyaRy nhÄ hE AEsa nhÄ, p` iƒkazka Aa]ylenekI ApeÙase Aek smykI cIjko AwUta=R naxvan kha hE. p` naxvan kha hE ma!e

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162 smysar isiâ wag-2Ae pyaRy hE hI nhÄ AEsa nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

Ae khete hE deqo, AaTmSvwavke smIp, smIp, smIp Aahahaha... Ôe pyaRyka ÝemhE, ragka Ýem hE Ae AwUta=R hE, _sko KoD de lÙmeHse, AaEr wgvan iƒkazI Svwav pDahE _ska smIp Ô, Ôe dUr =a vo nÒk Ô. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- ke!la ma{l calvuH pDe.)Aek smymeH git ferna pDe. iktna ma[l Aem ke calna pDe? Aek smymeH git fernapDe kI\uH. vo Aate hE ne Ý&aKIÌ ;rwsatŸ' Ý&aKIÌmaH, Aem ke Aek smymeH Aate hEÝ&aKIÌ 181 kzx, hE? Aa Ae hI hE ne smysar hE Aa to 181 hE deqo kzx ke!lameHhE? 181 kzx hE.

Aa to ihNdI, ihNdI hE, ha 414 pej Aaya Aaya Aaya, AhÄ Aaya 414 deqo kyakhete hE? 414 pej, “rwsatŸ” hE, j¡Ao “rwsatŸ” xIF‡, kzx!IkameH Aek smy ilyahE, rwsatŸ, hE? AaTm-kmR-_wySy sU"me ANt:siN\bN\e ANt: sHi\bN\e “rwsatŸ”pDtI hE. Aek smymeH pDtI hE Aek smy AaHhI to hÒ xIF‡ ilya, kzx !IkameH Aek smyilya hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aa kzx!Ika hE ne? Aa ;rwsatŸ' j¡Ao.

“rwsatŸ” Ait sU"mkazmeH Aek smymeH pDte hE, kya kha Ae? ke rag ne pyaRybuiâKoDkr Svwav sNmuqmeH Ôna _smeH Aek smy lgta hE. Aahahaha¦ pKI QyalmeH wleAsHQy smye Aate hE _sko, p` wed pD Ôta hE ne SvwavkI ¹iÚ hotI hE to AeksmymeH, smyaHtr ho Ôta hE. Aahahaha¦ rwsatŸ ilya hE, ;Aek smy' bs¦ Aahaha¦jEse Aek smymeH wed Aaid ne pyaRy Aaid hE to _sko KoDkr ãVyke smIpmeH Ôna, AeksmymeH Ôna hE, Aahahaha¦ kya kha? Aek smykI pyaRykI Ìic KoDkr, Aek smymeHãVyke smIpmeH Ôna pDta hE. Aahahaha¦ sU"m hE wa{¦ sMyGdxRn ne sMyGdxRnkaivØy ko{ AlaEikk cIj hE.

ATyare to sarI vat, dya kro ne Aa kro, piDma lelo \UzmeH hE nhÄ ne tarI piDmaAigyar lelo hve ramÒwa{ to khete hE AogÌs piDma hE to AogÌs le lena, AemaHÉãH vStu hE? (]ota:- je!lI sacuH lage Ae!lI l{ Lye) Aigyar l[ ilya ne, be l[ilya ne, \Uzey nhÄ ne hmàH kheto to Aek jò Aolo nhÄ Aolo kheto'to gu \rlal,gu \rlal khete hE ik mereko piDma to idya p` merI pas to Aa[ nhÄ hE, khete hE, lopiDma khe. AevuH caLyuH'tuH, v‡t, saEne v‡t deva maHDe. swamaH Aave Ae!le to, Aohoho¦ so,Ae to AhÄya Aanevala =a ne gujrI gya Ae, vo khe ne piDma mereko idya =a, p` merIpas Aa[ nhÄ. kyÇik piDma to iksko khe Ýwu? Ae ragse iwNn hokr AaTmaka AeksmymeH Anuwv ho, Ane pIKe Sv$pkI iS=rtaka AHx b# Ôye Sv$pka Aa]ykIiS=rtaka AHx b# Ôy _sko piDmaka ivkLp Aata hE, _sko Vyvhar khenemeH Aata hE.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

AaEr ijsko iS=rta [sse wI b# Ôye _sko mhav‡tka ivkLp Aata hE Ae wIdu:q$p ne rag hE. Aahahaha¦ Are AaHhI to ATyare Aekdm piDma lI\a, AEsa ilya ne


163AEsa ilya ne AEsa paHcmeHse sat ilya ne satmeHse Aigyar ilya ne, kheta ne, vCcekheto'to Aek j` AaHhI, AaHhI khetae'to Aek jò Aa@ piDma to hE mere pas p` ko[wav pUKte nhÄ to Aigyar piDma lena pDega. ke loko pUKe to qra ke mharaj p\arop\aro p\aro Aahar Lyo. AaHhI AaVyo to Aek jò Aa@ piDmavazo p` Aa@ piDmahm ÙuLlk nhÄ, lHgo!I nhÄ, AEsa nhÄ deqe ne to Aahar leneko deneko nhÄ Aate, topiDma lete hE to Aate hE p\aro p\aro guÌÒ p\aro Ae ma!e Aigyar lena pDega khe.Arrr¦ Are re¦ Ýwu¦ xuH kre Ke wa{¦ bapa piDma kaH[ AEse AatI hE, Ae to Sv$pkI jbiS=rta ÔmtI hE, sMyGdxRn huAe pIKe xaHitkI iS=rta AHxe b#tI hE _sko piDmakaivkLp Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ Aem ne Aem le le....?

AaHhI to jvab Ae Aaya, ragko ne pyaRyko wI nhÄ KUte AEse AaTmSvwav,Aahahaha... wgvan¦ Am<t sagrse wra Ýwu, \‡uv AaTmSvwav, AÌiNãy &an,AÌiNãy AanHd, AÌiNãy Ýwuta, AÌiNãy SvCKta, AEsa AaTmSvwavke smIpÔne pr pyaRykI buiâ KoDkr iƒkaz wgvanka SvwavkI smIp Ôkr, Aahahaha...Anuwv krne pr, Ae AaTmaka Anuwv krne pr bâSp<Ú jU@a hE. pyaRy byaRy AeiƒkalmeH hE nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?

Anuwv hE Ae pyaRy hE, sMyGdxRn Ae pyaRy hE, p` vo pyaRy ãVymeH hE nhÄ.Aahahahaha¦ p` vo ãVyka smIp Ôkr Anuwv krnepr (vEsI) pyaRy _TpNn hotIhE, Ae pyaRy wI hE, p` vo ragka sHbH\ Aaid hE, {slIye _sko AwUta=R khe idya, AneAaHhI to Aap e phela Aa gya, caEdmeH A=RmeH ke AaTma vStu Ôe xuâ cEtNyFn, wa{Ae vat n=I bapu, Ae xBdo shela Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu prmaTmSv$peibrajman hE AaTma vo _pr ¹iÚ lgana, Aahahaha... Ae ¹iÚ hE to pyaRy, sMyGdxRnwI hE to pyaRy, p` pyaRykI ¹iÚ \‡uv _pr lganese, sMyGdxRn hota hE. AEsa bo\ hEwa{¦ Aahaha¦ hEH? (]ota:- \‡uv _pr lgavvI xI rIte?) lgavvI khe mo#uH fervvuHAam. te k[ rIte? mo#uH fervvuH. AEsa mo#a hE ne kr de AEsa, kEse fervva? p` fervI de.cHduwa{¦

Ae pyaRyka Ôe lÙ rag Ane pyaRy _pr hE, to pyaRyka Aa]y AEsa bna de vosmykI pyaRy to prsNmuq hE, p` ãVymeHse, lÙ hokr nvI pyaRy sMyGdxRnkI hu[, AepyaRy vo trf JUknese hu[ AEsa khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae smye ãVymeHse sMyGdxRnhota hE, ãVyke Aa]yse, tb vohI pyaRy ãVy sNmuq hu[ Aem khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦AakrI vatu bhu wa{¦ Aa sMyGdxRnka Ai\kar hE, Aa caEdmI ga=a.

Ae sMyG&anka pIKe Aayega, cairƒka to pIKe khÄ, sMyGdxRn ivna &aney sCcanhÄ. sMyGdxRn ivna cairƒ fairƒ Ae b\a bazv‡t ne baztp hE. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:-guÌdev pyaRyne bdlvI, prsNmuq Ke tene SvsNmuq krvI pyaRyne Ae k{ rIte?)pyaRyne SvsNmuq krvI Aeno A=R? Sv sNmuq vo to khane, je pyaRy pr sNmuq hE

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164 smysar isiâ wag-2vo to rhe g{ TyaH (]ota:- lÙko Sv sNmuq krna) krna. Ae nvI pyaRy _Tpþ krkeSv sNmuq krna Aem khenemeH Aata hE. (]ota:- krna vo to mrna hE) nhÄ. nhÄ. ragkokrna vo mrna hE. Sv trf krna vo to Òvtr hE. (]ota:- sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy krnaAe!le xuH?) krna, Ae krnano A=R Ae hota hE. iƒkaz smIp Ônepr sMyGdxRnkI pyaRyhotI hE, KtaH _ska lÙ pyaRy _pr nhÄ, AavuH Ke Ýwu¦ xuH =ay? Are margnI rItnI yeqbr n hoy, Ae margmaH xI rIte j[ xke? Aaha¦

AaHhI vo kha, bâSp<Ú trfse deqo to Vyvhar pyaRy hE, rag hE, inim¿-inim¿sHbH\ hE, p` SvwavkI ¹iÚse deqo to Ae bat AwUta=R jU@a hE. jU@a Ae!le? pyaRy nhÄhE AEsa nhÄ, p` gaE krke _sko jU@a kha hE Aaha... Ane muQy krke wUta=Rko sTy khahE. Aahahaha¦ Ae to AigyarmI ga=ameH Aaya ne? iƒkazIko muQy krke inüy kha AnepyaRyko gaE krke Vyvhar khekr AwUta=R kha.

AamaH ke!lI vatuH phÇcvI? nhÄtr pyaRy to [skI hE ye inüy hE, gu _ska hEye inüy hE, ãVy _ska hE ye inüy hE, Sv Ae inüy hE, pr Vyvhar. p` yhaH iƒkazI&aykko wUta=R khekr, muQy khekr inüy kha Ane pyaRy _smeH hE KteH _sko gaE krke,Vyvhar krke AwUta=R kha. Aahahahaha... hve AavuH &an n mze ne? AavI vat Ke bapu¦(]ota:- hmeH to ÝvcnmeH Ae sUna =a mharaj ke pyaRyka krna wI nhÄ hE, pyaRyka honawI nhÄ AEsa sUna =a.) krna brna nhÄ hE, AaHhI to pyaRy hotI hE Aem khane? ãVy_pr lÙ hotI hE Aem kha. Aahaha (]ota:- krna nhÄ hotI hE.) Svwav trf sNmuqhote hE to pyaRy sMyGdxRn hota hE. bs, sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy _pr sMyGdxRnka lÙnhÄ. kya kha? sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy _pr sMyGdxRnka lÙ nhÄ, sMyGdxRnkI pyaRykalÙ \‡uv _pr hE, Are re¦ AavI vat Ke. mUz ATyare bhot grbD ho g[ (]ota:- bhotgrbD inkl g{.) Aahaha¦ vo kha Lyo. Aek bol huAa vo, paHc bolmeHse paHc bolhE ne? AbâSp<Ú to AbâSp<ÚkI Aek kI VyaQya ikya, smjmeH Aaya? dUsra-

“jEse imiÎka #Hkn, FDa, JarI [Tyaid pyaRyose Anuwv krnepr ANyTv AneraAnerap`a sTy hE.” pyaRymeH Anera Anera ma!ImeHse Ôe FDa hota hE, JarI hotI hE AneraAnera ANy hE, ;t=aip svRt: ASqilt' ma!I Sqilt hokr pyaRymeH nhÄ AatI.Aahaha¦ samaNy ma!I hE Ae ;svRpyaRywedose ikHictŸmaƒ wI wed$p nhÄ honese'samaNy ma!I hE Ae pyaRymeH Sqilt (hokr) AatI hE, AatI hI nhÄ kwI. Aahaha¦ AeJarI ne FDa ne Aaid hota hE _smeH ma!I nhÄ AatI, Ae to pyaRy hE, pyaRymeH samaNy nhÄAata. Aahahahahaha¦ JI`I vat Ke wa{¦ p` Aek imiÎke Svwavke ikHictŸ maƒ p`wed$p nhÄ honevala, svR pyaRywedose iwNn, Aek imiÎke Svwav, deqo ma!Ike SvwavAek$p rhena samaNyp e smIp Ôkr Anuwv krne pr ANyTv jU@a hE, AnerI AnerIma!InI AvS=a Ae jU@I hE, “[sIÝkar” AaTmameH _tarega. (]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev).


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smysar 14 mI ga=a. phela Ae kha ke AaTma Ôe hE, Abâ hE, ragke sa= bH\Ôe idqte hE Ae pyaRynyka- Vyvharnyka ivØy hE p` Ae AHdr Sv$p hE Ae to AbâhE, inravr`, AqHD, Aek, AivnaxI, prm pairàimk prmwavlÙ`, inj prmaTmãVy te Aek$p vStu hE, Ae Abâ hE. Aahaha¦ _skI _pr ¹iÚ lgana _ska namsMyGdxRn hE. Aahaha¦ paHc bol to Ême smÔyega. Nya paHc bol Êm nhÄ pDte, kyakha? paHc bol AbâSp<Ú, AnNymŸ, inytmŸ, AivxeØmŸ, AsHyu›mŸ Ae paHc bol toÊmse smÔte hE, p` jb AHdr sMyGdxRn hota hE tb Aek sa= hI paHcka Awav AHdrbâka Aaidka Awav hota hE.

kmRka sHbH\ bH\, AnerI AnerI git Ôe narkI Aaid idqte hE, Ae wI AHtrmaHAbâ¹iÚ, ¹iÚ hote sb Anekpàka AwUta=R hota hE, AaEr Aek Sv$p _pr ¹iÚ deneseAe inüy wUta=R hE. Aaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke. Ae phela Abâna ¹ÚaHt idya kmilnIka.

dUsra ma!Ika ¹ÚaHt, ma!ImeH Ôe FDa JarI Aaid hotI hE pyaRy. vo hE, p` ma!IkaSvwav Aek$p deqnese Ae pyaRy sb AwUta=R hE. Ae to ¹ÚaHt huAa isâaHt, hE? _sIÝkar AaTmaka, wgvan AaTma &ayk Sv$p \‡uv, _ska nark Aaid pyaRyose Anuwvkrnepr, git nrk hE, mnu*y hE, dev hE, ityÅc hE AEsI gitkI pyaRyse deqo to Anekpàidqte hE, pyaRynyka ivØy ye hE, p` _se deqnese sMyGdxRn nhÄ hota. Aahahahaha¦nark Aaid pyaRyose Anuwv xBde Ônn krnese Anuwv Ae!le &an, Ônna, Ô`nkrne pr pyaRyose ANyoNyHtr$p hE. nrk git, ityÅc git, mnu*y git, dev git, ANyANy hE Ae ApeÙaAe sTy hE.

t=aip, top` Aahaha... svRt: ASqilt, wgvan &ayk \‡uv Sv$p ApnaSvwavse gitmeH Sqilt nhÄ huAa hE, Aahahaha¦ iƒkaz sda inravr` wgvanAaTma Ae Apna Svwavse kwI Sqilt, git AaidmeH nhÄ Aaya hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? sU"m hE wa{¦ Ae vat krna, bolna vo ko[ dUsrI cIj hE. Aaha¦

nrk git, mnu*y git, dev git, ityÅc git, AekeiNãy, be[iNãy, ƒ` [iNãypyaRyny=I deqo to ye Anekpà hE, p` vo to vtRman Aek AHxkI ¹iÚse deqneseVyvhar hE, te p` Vyvharny, p` vo vat iƒkaz sTy nhÄ. Ae cIj AaTmameH iƒkaz!Ik xke AEsI cIj nhÄ. Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma Apna svRt: ASqilt icdŸFn \‡uv&aykwav Ae Apna Svwavse ÉãHy Sqilt (hokr) ko[ gitmeH Aaya nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

svR pyaRy wedomeH ikHict maƒ wed$p n honese, vStu Ôe ãVySvwav hE Ae nrkgitAaidmeH ikHictŸ wI ANyTv nhÄ huAa hE. Arrr¦ Ae to pyaRymeH ANyTv hE. Aahahaha¦

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166 smysar isiâ wag-2sU"m ivØy hE. sMyGdxRn AaEr _ska ivØy, sMyGdxRn Ae inivRkLp ¹iÚ hE Ane _skaivØy svRt: ASqilt icdŸFn \‡uv Svwav Ôe kwI Apna SvwavmeHse gitkI pyaRymeHAaya nhÄ, AEsI cIj Ôe hE. Aahahahaha¦

svR pyaRy wedose ikHictŸ maƒ wed$p n honese, Aahahaha... nrkgit ke mnu*ygitAaid hu[ p` Apna iƒkazI &aykSvwavse ikHictŸ wI gitmeH wed$p nhÄ huAa.Aahaha¦ hve Aa cIj hÒ smjna k@` pDe _skI Ýaiº krna, ApUvR puruØa=R hE wa{¦Aahaha¦ Ane Ae j ktRVy hE Ý=m to. Aahaha¦

“meH svRt: ASqilt” svR pyaRyomeH, ASqiltno A=R ikya, ikHictŸ maƒ pÀNy$pse nhÄ huAa. Aahahaha¦ hE? ANyTv AwUta=R hE. ikHictŸ maƒ wed$p n hona,Aahaha¦ git Ae!le Aa mnu*y xrIr nhÄ, AHdr mnu*ykI gitka _dy Ôe gitpà hE,namkmRka inim¿ hE ne gitpà Ôe hE, Ae pyaRymeH &aykwav iƒkazI xuâ cEtNy ÔesMyGdxRnka ivØy Ae Apna SvwavmeHse ASqiltpà kwI gitkI pyaRymeH AayanhÄ. Aahaha¦

ke!lak khete hE ne ke mnu*ykI git ho to kevz&an hote hE. mnu*ygitmeH kevz&anhote hE, p` Ae vat jU@I hE. Aahahaha¦ Apna AekIla &ayk \‡uv ASqilt, Ôe gitkIko[ gitkI pyaRymeH \‡uv &ayk Svwav Aaya nhÄ, _ska Aa]yse sMyGdxRn hota hE,AaEr _ska Aa]yse cairƒ hota hE, AaEr _ska Aa]yse kevz&an hota hE, ko[sHhnnse, mnu*ypàse kevz&an hota hE AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

sTy vStu bhot dulRw hE bapu¦ Aahaha¦ svRt: ASqilt, car gitmeHse AekeiNãy,be[iNãy, ƒ` [iNãy, co[iNãy, pHceiNãy, mnu*y, dev, narkI Aaid pyaRymeH Aaya p` vovStu Svwav pyaRymeH kwI Aaya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aek \‡uv Sv$p, Aek$p s¹x Sv$p,inTyanHd Ýwu Apna SvwavmeHse ikHictŸ maƒ gitmeH Sqilt nhÄ huAa hE. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

vo Aek ;cEtNyakar AaTmSvwavke smIp Ôkr' kya khete (hE)? gitkI pyaRykasmIp Ôkr, vo pyaRyka &an hota hE, Ane Ae mEH huH Ae im+ya¹iÚ hE. Aahahaha¦ vopyaRy, gitkI pyaRy hE _skI smIpse dUr hokr, pyaRybuiâmeHse inklkr Aahaha... AaTmaÔe &ayk cEtNy AanHdkHd Ýwu hE, _ske smIp Ôkr, Anuwv krne pr iƒkazI &aykwavkasmIp nam ¹iÚ krnese, _ska SvIkar Ane sTkar krnese, _ska Anuwv krnese,Aahaha... AavuH Ke p‡wu¦ “ANyTv AwUta=R hE.” Ae AnerI AnerI git je pyaRy hE AejU@a hE, pyaRy pyaRy trIke hE p` SvwavkI ¹iÚkI ApeÙaAe pyaRy jU@I hE. jU@I hE nampyaRy nhÄ =I AEsa nhÄ. hE to qrI, p` vo Vyvharnyka qHD qHDka &an krneka ivØyhE. Aahaha¦ AaEr wgvan AaTma &ayk ASqilt cEtNy Sv$p Anaid AnHt Aek$prhenevalI cIj Ae Awed _pr ¹iÚ krnese, Ae pyaRyka wede y jU@a hE. Aahahaha¦(]ota:- pyaRyka wed jU@a hE Ae!le?) wed Ae ¹iÚka ivØy nhÄ. to pyaRy gaE krke


167_skae jU@a khe idya hE. Aahahaha¦ JI`I vat Ke wa{¦ \mR cIj ko[ AlaEikk hE.Aahaha¦

Ae pyaRykI ¹iÚse, ãVy¹iÚ nhÄ hotI. pyaRyka lÙse ãVy¹iÚ nhÄ hotI. vohIApeÙase ãVy nam &ayk icdanHdSv$p _ska smIp Ôkr, nam _ska sTkar, SvIkarkrnese, AaEr iƒkazI &aykwavko sNmuq honese Anuwv krnepr Ae pyaRyka wed gaEho gya, to vo AwUta=R hE. Aahahaha¦ _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE. (]ota:- pyaRyna wedoto &anmaH AaVya Ke) Ae pIKe wed&anmeH dxRn huAa, _skI sa= Ôe &an huAa Ae &anSvko wI Ônte hE ne pyaRyka wedko Ônte hE. ÔnnemeH do hE pIKe, p` sMyGdxRnmeH do,¹iÚka ivØymeH nhÄ. Aare AavI Ke vat wa{¦ Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Ae cEtNyAakar, Aek cetNyAakar, Aek cEtNySv$p Svwav, Aek cEtNy Svwav$pAaTmSvwav, A=va cEtNySv$p$p AaTmSvwav, Aahaha... [nke smIp ÔneprAnuwv krnepr Ae ANyTv jU@a hE. Anera Anerap e jU@a hE. wgvan to AnNy hE.ANyTv, ANyTvmeH Aata nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? git AaidkI pyaRy ANyTvANyTv hE. _smeH AnNy Ýwu ANyTvmeH Aata nhÄ. Are Aa xuH Ke Aa vat, khe Ke.

ATyare mUz cIj Ane mUz cIjka ivØy, bat AaqI Ô e ferfar ho gya. Aa krone, Aa kro ne Aa kro ne xaÏ vaHco ne xaÏ w`o ne wi› kro ne pUÔ kro ne v‡t krone tp kro ne, Aahahaha... wa{¦ tne qbr n=I Ýwu¦ Ae b\I iÊyano ivkLp Ke Ae torag hE Ane ragse Ýwu to AbH\ hE. ragse sHbH\ nam bH\ nhÄ. SvwavmeH ragka sHbH\,sHbH\, (nhÄ) smjmeH Aaya? kya kha? ke wgvan &aykSvwav Ae Aek$p cEtNySv$pAaTmSvwav, _skI ¹iÚ krnese git je ANy ANy hE vo _smeH nhÄ. _smeH nhÄ AeApeÙase _sko AsTya=R khenemeH Aaya hE. smjmeH Aaya?

phele Aek var kha =a, ke SvãVynI ApeÙaAe ANy ãVy AãVy hE. kya kha? SvAaTma hE SvãVy, SvãVy Apnep e hE, prãVyse hE nhÄ. AaEr prãVy prãVyse hE, ApneãVyse hE nhÄ. to _ska A=R kya huAa? phelI caEwHgI, sPtwHgImeH, Apna ãVykIApeÙase ApnemeH hE, p` Apna ãVykI ApeÙase dUsra ãVy AãVy hE. Aahahahaha..._skI ApeÙase ãVy hE, p` Aa ãVykI ApeÙaAe AãVy hE. Aahaha¦

AaEr Aa Ùeƒke AsHQy ÝdexI wgvan AaTma, Ae SvÙeƒkI ApÙase Apne hE, AneApnI ApeÙase dUsraka AsHQy ÝdexI Ùeƒ Òvka AaEr prma uka Aek ÝdexI Ùeƒ AeAÙeƒ hE. Aare AavI vatuH hve, Aakax p` Aa SvÙeƒnI ApeÙaAe AÙeƒ hE. cHduwa{¦AavI vatuH Ke, bapu¦ xuH =ay? vStunI iS=it, (]ota:- Aakax to bhot bDa Ùeƒ hE.)bhot bDa Ùeƒ hE _smeH hE, Aa ÙeƒnI ApeÙaAe to AÙeƒ hE. _ska ÙeƒnI ApeÙaAe Ùeƒho, smjmeH Aaya? vat bapa wgvHtŸ terI cIj AEsI ko[ hE Ae AenI lIla pyaRymeHAnekta idqtI hE, p` Ae vStu Sv$p Ae AEsa nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Aem kaznI ApeÙase, ApnI pyaRyka SvkazkI ApeÙaAe Apna ApnemeH hE, Ane

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168 smysar isiâ wag-2Apna pyaRyka SvkazkI ApeÙaAe dUsrI pyaRyka kaz prkaz hE. Aahahaha¦ AaEr[sse sU"m le ÔAe, to iƒkazI &aykwav Ae SvkazkI ApeÙaAe Apna hE, Ane ApnIpyaRykI ApeÙaAe prkaz hE Ae ApnemeH nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Ae AhÄya ikya, khete hEke prkaz Ôe git Aaid hE ho, Apna ãVySvwavkI ApeÙase ye hE nhÄ, _skI ApeÙasevo hE. Aahahaha... Aa jEndxRn bapa¦ sU"m bhu wa{¦ Aahaha¦ Ae ko[ pHiDta[noiväanno ivØy n=I. Ae to AHtr¹iÚno ivØy hE. Aahahaha¦

ityÅc hÔr Ôejnna mCK wI sMyGdxRn pate hE, kya Ônpà =a? ASqiltcEtNyãVy &ayk \‡uv Svwav, _ska ¹iÚ krnese Ae sTy hE Ane pyaRy hE Ae ApeÙaAeAe AsTy hE, _skI ApeÙase sTy hE, Apna ãVySvwavkI ApeÙaAe AsTy hE. Aahaha¦

jEse ;wav' Apna wav Ôe hE AnHt gu $p wav Ae ApnI ApeÙaAe sTy hE.Ane dUsra Ôe AnHt isâo Ane _ska wav kevz&an Aaid AHdr gu wav Apna wavkIApeÙaAe Ae Awav hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AEse yhaH, &aykwavkI ¹iÚ AHdrkrnese Ae sTya=R ye hI hE AaEr pyaRy wed ijtna git Aaidka hE Ae AsTya=R hE. AamKe Ýwu¦ xuH =ay bapu¦ marg bhu frI gyo Ýwu¦ xuH kre? wgvanna ivrh pDã.kevz&annI _Tpi¿ nhÄ, lokoAe SvCKHde marg claya hE. (]ota:- vaÌ to rhI g{wgvannI) hEH? Aa marg rhI gyo AHdr vStu. Aahaha¦ p` _sko AekaHt mante hE.(]ota:- manne do.) Aahaha¦ vo AekaHt hI hE. Ae Aayega, sMykŸ AekaHt hI hE. paHcmaHbolmeH Aayega, Aa to hÒ dUsra bol clte hE. Aahaha¦ Ae do bol huAa.

hve tIsra bol: - jEse smuãka v<iâhain$p AvS=a wrtI Ao!, tmarI waØamaHÉya? ba#, ba# khevay, Ae v<iâ ApeÙase ne hain ApeÙase, Anuwv krne pr Ae!le &ankrne pr Ainytpà wUta=R hE. Ae Ke, wrtI Ao! hota hE, Ae ba# AatI hE F! ÔtI hEAe pyaRykI ApeÙase smuãmeH Ae hE. Aahaha... t=aip inTy, iS=r smuã Svwav, \‡uvSvwav, smuã Aek$p rhenevala, jemaH wrtI ba# ne hain hE nhÄ AEsa smuãkI AekAek$p cIjko deqnese, Aahahaha... Anuwv krnepr Ainytta jU@a hE. Ae smuãmeH Ôeba# AatI hE ne F! ÔtI hE Ae sb jU@a hE. iƒkaznI ApeÙa, smuãnI samaNynaSvwavnI ApeÙaAe vo ba# Aaid hE Ae sb jU@I bat hE, smjmeH Aaya? Aare AavI vatuH Ke.

“[sI Ýkar” Ae to ¹ÚaHt huAa. hve AaTmameH, Aahaha... AaTmaka v<iâhain$ppyaRywedoHse Anuwv krnepr, Aahaha... pyaRymeH AnHt gu pyaRy ivxeØ hotI hE, AaErAe F! ÔtI hE. AEsa AÙrne AnHtmeH wage pyaRy ho ÔtI hE ingodmeH, kevz&an pyaRysvR&ko hotI hE, AEsI pyaRywedose deqo, Aahahahaha... to Ainytta hE qrI Ainytnam Ainüy vStu hE qrI, pyaRy¹iÚse. Aahaha¦

hve, “t=aip inTy-iS=r” inTyno A=R iS=r, iS=r ibHb \‡uv ibHb AnHt gu raixkaipHD Ýwu, Aahahaha... _ska iS=r inül AaTmSvwavke smIp Ônepr, inülAaTmSvwav Ôe Aek$p pyaRymeH Aata nhÄ. hainv<iâ$p pyaRy je hotI hE _smeH Ae


169Aek$p ãVy Aata nhÄ. Aahahaha... AÙrne AnHtmeH wage pyaRy ho, to wI ãVy to pU RhI pU R hI pDa hE, AaEr kevz&ankI pyaRy ho to wI ãVy to pirpU R j hE, to pyaRy [tnIbhar Aa[ to NyaH F!v\ ho g[ hE, AEse hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ kevz&ankI pyaRy AeksmykI Ae wI Aek smykI pyaRy hE. pyaRykI mudt j Aek smy hE, gu Ane ãVykI mudtiƒkaz hE. Aahaha¦

to khete hE, ke kevz&an ƒ`kaz ƒ`lokko ApnI pyaRy ÔnnemeH, vo ÔnnemeH AaÔte hE, AEsI Ae pyaRy wI honepr ãVy SvwavmeH ko[ kmI hu[ hE, AEsa hE nhÄ, [tnIpyaRy bhar Aa[ ne kmI nhÄ AHdr? bapu Ae ko[ AlaEikk cIj hE. Aahaha¦ Ae pyaRy[tnI takatvalI bhar Aa[ to AHdrmeHse kuK F!v\ hogI ke nhÄ? wgvanno margto bhu AlaEikk hE wa{¦ Aahaha¦

Ae ãVySvwav Aek$p iƒkaz hE, Aek hE ne? inTy iS=r AaTmSvwavkI smIpÔkr, inTy iS=r Aek$p hE, cahe to kevz&an huAa ho ne, cahe to AÙrne AnHtme wageho ne, cahe to car &an ne Avi\&an Aaid ho. p` Ae vStu to _smeH AatI nhÄ.Aahaha¦ Ae pyaRymeH vStu Ôe iƒkazI hE, Ae AatI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ane iƒkazI &aykSvwavka Aa]y krna, to _skI ¹iÚ krna _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE. Aa sMyGdxRnkIga=a hE.

(hÒ) ATyare to kaH[ devguÌ xaÏnI ]âa kro, nvtÀvnI wednI ]âa krosmikt¦ Arr¦ bapu tne qbr n=I wa{¦ Aaha¦ nvtÀvnI wedvazI ]âaka Anuwvto im+yaTv hE wedvazI hÇ Aam nvtÀv, tÀva=RsUƒmaH kha hE TyaH to Aekvcn hE TyaH,bhuvcn nhÄ hE tÀva=R sUƒmeH. Òv, AÒv, Aas‡v, bH\, moÙ, Aekvcn hE. Ae nvkaAekvcn Aa Awed nvko Ônte hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

yhaH khete hE ke pyaRymeH ihnai\k dxa, Aahaha... AguÌlFuke kar` Ane pyaRyka\mRke kar`, pyaRy Ai\k ho, samaNy ho =oDI ho, ivxeØ ho, AEsa Ýkar ho pyaRy ¹iÚsep` vStunI ¹iÚse deqo, wgvan Aek$p cEtNysUyR wgvan cEtNy smuã pDa hE AHdr,Aahahaha... jem Ae smuãmeH pyaRyka ba# wrtI v<iâ hE nhÄ, AEse wgvanmeH Aa pyaRyihnai\kkI pyaRy AHdrmeH hE nhÄ AaEr ihnai\k pyaRymeH AaTma Aata nhÄ. AavI vat Kewa{¦ Aahaha¦

Are, Aavo mnu*ywv mZyo ne AemaH Ôe Aa n ikya to Ýwu taruH xuH =xe wa{¦Aahaha¦ 84 laq yonIna Avtar na=, Aahaha... Ae ¹iÚka ivØy sMyGdxRn ibnaAe huAa, Aahaha... Ae sMyGdxRn pyaRyko nhÄ SvIkartI hE, sMyGdxRn iƒkazI&aykwavko hI SvIkar krtI hE. Aahahaha¦ smÔy AevuH Ke Ýwu¦ waØa to sadI Ke,wav to je hE Ae hE. Aahaha¦

khete hE ke pyaRy cahe to kevz&an ho ne cahe to mit&anna ]utna AÙrnaAnHtmeH wage ho, wednI ApeÙaAe pyaRynI ¹iÚse pyaRy hE. Aahaha¦ vo to Ônne layk

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170 smysar isiâ wag-2hE [tna, hve Aadrne layk kya cIj hE? Aahaha¦ iƒkazI Sv$p kevz&ankI pyaRy wIAadrne layk nhÄ hE. yh sdŸwUt Vyvharnyka ivØy hE. Aahaha¦ Are¦ Are¦ kevz&anAe inüynyka ivØy nhÄ. inüynyka ivØy to \‡uv iƒkazI &aykwav te ivØy _skahE. pHiDtÒ¦ Aahahaha¦

AaEr, Aaha... Ae pyaRymeH ãVy Aaya hI nhÄ kwI, Aahaha... AEsa ãVySvwavASqilt vo _pr ¹iÚ denese Ae vStu sTya=R ho g[, Ane AenI ApeÙase pyaRyka wedAsTya=R ho gya. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? sU"m hE wgvan¦ xuH =ay Ýwu? terI lIlato deq. Aahahaha¦ pyaRymeH Anekp`a honepr wI, wgvan terI Aek$p cIj hE, Ae kwIAnekmeH Aa[ nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? kevz&ankI pyaRymeH wI ãVy Aata nhÄ.sMyGdxRnkI pyaRymeH, pU R &aykwavkI ÝtIit ne _ska je!luH sam+yR hE Ae sb _s &anpyaRymeH Aata hE p` vo cIj pyaRymeH nhÄ AatI. Aahahaha¦

jem AiGnko deqnese AiGnkI _*`taka &an hota hE yhaH, p` Ae _*`ta yhaH nhÄAatI. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Aem ApnI pyaRymeH lokalok Ônte KteH pyaRymeHlokalok nhÄ Aata, Aek vat. Ane pyaRymeH pU R ÔnnekI takat qIlI to _smeH ãVy nhÄAata. pyaRymeH lokalok nhÄ Aata ne pyaRymeH ãVy nhÄ Aata. Aahahahaha¦

(]ota:- pyaRy AkelI l!kegI?) Aek j smykI pyaRy, Aek bar to kha =a, keAa jgtmeH Aek smykI pyaRy Ae hI pU R hE bs, sara ãVygu ko ÔntI hE, AnHtIpyaRyko ÔntI hE, lokalok Ø!ŸãVyko AiSt hE ma!e ÔntI nhÄ, _ska SvprÝkaxk(Svwav) honese ÔntI hE, Aek smykI pyaRymeH sara sb Aa gya. KteH ãVy AayanhÄ _smeH, ãVyka &an Aaya. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke wa{¦

wgvan iƒlokna= svR&dev Aem khete hE, sHto Ae rIte jgt pase vat mu›e hE,Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ wa{¦ tere kayR bhot krna pDta, AHtmuRq ßyaH sarI cIj hE pUrI TyaHtere ¹iÚ mUkna pDega Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ tb terI ÝwutakI tere ÝtIt hogI, smjmeH Aaya?

pyaRy to pamr hE¦ Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- pamr honepr ÔnnekI xi› to hE ne)ÔnnekI xi› ho wle p` Ae pamr, SvamI kaitRkeymeH to AEsa kha hE ke smikt ¹iÚko&an dxRn cairƒkI pyaRy hu[, KtaHy Ae khete hE ke Ýwu merI pyaRy to kevz&ankIApeÙase pamr hE. SvamI kaitRkey mUz }lok hE, smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:- Ae pyaRy pUr`sam+yRvan to hE ne) Ae p` ãVynI Aagz pamr hE. Aahahaha¦ kemke Aek Aek gu meHAEsI kevz&ankI pyaRy to AnHtI AnHtI AnHtI pyaRy Aek gu meH pDI hE xi›$p.Aahahaha¦ ne AEsa AnHt gu Ôe hE AnHt gu ka Aek$p Ýwu wgvan ãVySvwav,_skI ¹iÚ krnese Ae sTy hE, AaEr pyaRy te ¹iÚka ivØy nhÄ ma!e te AsTy hE. Aahaha¦

AavI vatuH hve, AamaH xuH krvuH, kya krna kaH[ sUJ pDtI nhÄ Aem khete hE. Aemke Aam krvuH ne Aam krvuH, wa{¦ SvsNmuq hona vo krna nhÄ? Sv nam pirpU Rwgvan AaTma, Aahaha... _ska ¹iÚ krnese AaTmSvwav iƒkazIka smIp Ôkr,


171Aaha... smIp Ôkr waØa to deqo.

!Ika te !Ika hE. Aahaha¦ wrtÙeƒmeH AEsI !Ika ko{ hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ gjb vathE. svR& AnusairÌ, AEsa xaÏkI rcna ho g[ hE. Aahaha¦ Ae AaTma, Aa !Ikakanam AaTmQyait hE ne? Aa !Ikaka nam AaTmQyait hE Aa smysar. to AaTmQyaitnam Ýisiâ hu{.

Svwav iƒkaz hE _skI ¹iÚ krnese AaTma kEsa ne iktna hE _skI Ýisiâ ]âameHAa g[. Ane &ankI pyaRymeH _ska &ey iktna hE Ae Aa gya. Aahaha¦ Ae ragkIpyaRymeH _skI Ýisiâ nhÄ AatI. smjmeH Aaya? rag pote jD hE Acetn hE, &ankacEtNyka AHxka Awav hE _smeH. Vyvhar rTnƒy cahe to devguÌxaÏkI ]âa ho caheto pHcmhav‡tka piràm ho ke xaÏ&an ho ivkLpaTmk prse p#ya p` rag AcetnhE Ae to. bH\ Ai\karmeH to TyaH lg kha ke ijtna xaÏ &an hE prka, Ae xBd&an hEAe AaTm&an nhÄ, AEsa ilya hE. bH\ Ai\kar, Ae &an xBdka &an hE Aem khete hE.Aahaha¦ Ae xBdo hE ne? _smeH xBd inim¿ =a ne? ne &an to wle ApnI pyaRymeH huAa,p` Ae xBd &an hE Ae AaTm&an nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

bH\ Ai\karmeH hE. nvtÀvkI ]âa Ae nvtÀvkI wed$p ]âa hE ApnI nhÄ.Ahaha¦ hE _smeH? Ane K kaykI rÙaka wav Ae K kay Òv hE Ae pr hE terI cIj nhÄ,Aahaha¦ AEsa TyaH ilya hE bH\ Ai\karmeH. Aahaha¦

AaHhI to [sse Aagz b#kr, Aahaha... pyaRymeH je git Aaid hE Ainy¿ta hE,ihnai\k dxa pyaRymeH hotI hE, Ae sb pyaRykI ¹iÚse pyaRy hE, p` vStukI ¹iÚ krneseAnuwv krnepr sMyGdxRnka ivØyka Anuwv krnepr, Ae sb _ska ivØymeH AatanhÄ. to ApeÙaAe AwUta=R hE, smjmeH Aaya? hve Aavo _pdex. hve xI rIte AamaH? Aahaha¦

AolI to AevI vatuH hoy ke Aam kro, v‡t kro, dya pazo, wi› kro, rag kro,(]ota:- rag krvano _pdex) mHidr bnavo, gjr= clavo, Aey goidkaÒ? AapEsavazane @Ik deqay kH[k pEsa=I =atuH hoy to, Aahaha... bapu¦ ÉãHy n=I wa{¦ AeprkI cIj kr skte nhÄ. mHidr kr skte nhÄ, gjr= AaTma cla skte nhÄ. r=kI iÊyaAaTma kr skte nhÄ, _smeH wav hota hE te xuw ho, Ae xuwrag bH\ka kar` hE. (]ota:-Aap p‡it*@a to kravo Ko) ko` krave Ke? hota hE Ame to kwI ko[ko kha nhÄ ke Aakro, mHidr bnavo Ae wI Ame to kwI kha nhÄ. Aa mkan wI bnavo Ame to kwI khanhÄ. Sva|yay mHidr bnte hE to kwI kha nhÄ ke Aa bnavo. meH to AEsa kha =a ke tumbnate ho p` AmarI ko[ ivxeØta ke vItragta b# Ôye to hmko ko[ ÝitbH\ nhÄ kehmareko yhaH rhena hI pDega hmare. phelese kha =a, Ame kdI ko[ mkan bnavo ke AEsako[ (nhÄ kha) AaHhI kroDo $ipyaka mkan ho gya AwI AaHhIya. kdI ikya (kha)nhÄ, krte hE to hm Ônte hE. hE? (]ota:- Aapko rok idya Aa mkanmeH) ko[Ae rokanhÄ. hE, (]ota:- prpda=R roke?) smjmeH Aaya? Apna ragmeH, vItragta n ho, vo

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172 smysar isiâ wag-2kar`se ragmeH $k gya hE. mkanke kar`se nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AevI vat Ke Ýwu¦ xuH =ay?AhÄya hve Ae kha.

wgvan inül iS=r Ýwu pDã Ke. Aek$p¦ Aaid AHt ibna Ak<iƒm, A`krayelIcIj pyaRy to ktaR hota hE ne wokta hota hE Ae cIj nhÄ iƒkazI &aykwav, \‡uvwav,AivnaxIwav, inTywav, \‡uvwav, Aivczwav, Aek$pwav, s¹xwav, samaNywav,_sko deqnese, _ska smIp Ônese tere sMyGdxRn hoga, AaEr smIp Ônese Ae pyaRy sbAwUta=R idqegI, _smeH AatI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? tIn bol huAa, AbâSp<Ú,AnNy, inyt tIn(bol) huAa.

hve co=a “AivxeØ” co=a. jEse soneka, sonuH sonuH suv R, icknapn, pIlapn,warepn [Tyaid gu $p wedose, [Tyaid gu $p wedose Ônne krnepr, Anuwv namÔnna krne pr ivxeØta wUta=R hE. Ae sonana Anek je icknapà Aaid gu hE, AeivxeØse deqnese Ae hE, Ae ivxeØ huAa. gu Ina gu ka wed ivxeØ huAa. Aahahaha¦ ivxeØdeqnese hE, p` _skI ¹iÚse sMyGdxRn nhÄ hota. AhÄ to sonakI bat hE. _skI ¹iÚsesona nhÄ QyalmeH Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? sonaka gu wed deqnese sona QyalmeH nhÄAata. Aahaha¦

;t=aip' top` ijsmeH svR ivxeØ ivly ho gya hE, Aahahaha... cIkà pIzapàne sb ivly ho gya hE, Aekla samaNy sona (ko) deqnese, ivxeØko n deqnese, ivxeØivly ho gya hE, ijsmeH hE nhÄ samaNymeH. AEsa suv RSvwavke smIp Ôkr &an krnepr ivxeØta AwUta=R hE. Ae sonanI ivxeØta cIkàp uH Aaid jU@uH hE, Aek$p sonameH Aewed hE nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Aakro bol Ke Aa co=o jrI.

_sI Ýkar AaTmaka &andxRn Aaid gu $p wedose Ônne pr ivxeØta hE, gu wedhE, Ae pyaRynyka ivØy hE, Vyvharnyka Ae ivØy hE. Aahahaha¦ to wI ijsmeH svRivxeØ ivly ho gye, svR je AVy›meH kha hE, ke cEtNy samaNymeH, cEtNykI ivxeØVyi›yaH, sb AHtgRt ho g[, pUvRkI pyaRy AHtgRt ho g[, vtRman pyaRy iwNn bharrhI, to vo vtRman pyaRyse deqnemeH wUt ne wiv*ykI pyaRy cEtNy samaNymeH FUs g[AHdrmeH. jlka trHg jEse jlmeH DUbt hE, Aate hE ne? Aa to pU R$p hE. Aem cEtNysamaNymeH ijtnI pyaRy hu[ Aek smymeH rhI bhar Vy›, bakI sb pUvR wiv*y newUtkI to AHdr FUs g[. Ae gu meH Awed$pe ho g[. Aahahaha¦

jEse &anka Ùyopxm Ôe hE Ae pyaRy hE, Aek smykI AvS=a. dUsre smymeH AeAvS=a AHdrmeH clI g[, to bharmeH to Ae Ùyopxm dxa =I. AHdr g[ TyaH ÙyopxmrhI nhÄ pairàimkwav ho g[. Aahahahahaha¦ Aa xuH Ke, Aa te? smjmeH Aaya?(]ota:- nÚ ho g[) nÚ ho g[. p` g[ ÉãH? nÚ hu[ mgr stŸ =a ne? Ae kaH[AstŸ nhÄ =a. p` ÉãH g[? vtRmanmeHse g[ hE, p` samaNymeH g[ hE Aam. (]ota:-bhar nhÄ rhI) Ae to pyaRymeH nhÄ hE, AHdrmeH hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦


173Ae vtRman dxa cahe to _dykI ho rag Aaid, Ae Aek smy rhetI hE, dUsre smy

to Vyy hota hE, Vyy hokr ÉãH g[? AiSt hE na, AiSt =a ne? _TpadŸ Vyy \‡uv yu›mŸAiSt stŸ hE. tInoH stŸ hE. to pyaRy wI _dykI =I (vo) stŸ =I, Aahaha... tÀva=RsUƒmeH to _sko ÒvtÀv kha, khenemeH Aaya hE, phela A|yaymeH, rag Aaid dya, dankaivkLp Ae ÒvtÀv hE, Aem kha hE. (]ota:- SvtÀvmŸ) ha, SvtÀv kha hE, p` AeksmymeH rhekr dUsre smymeH clI ÔtI hE, khaH? AHdrmeH, p` AHdrmeH Aa ivkar cle nhÄÔta, p` _skI yoGyta AHdrmeH clI ÔtI hE, pairàimkwave ho Ôta hE. Aahaha¦gjb vat hE wa{, smjmeH Aaya?

AEse ÙyopxmwavkI pyaRy Aek smykI iS=it hE, dUsre smy clI ÔtI hE, tokhaH ÔtI hE? AHdrmeH. to AHdrmeH ÙyopxmwavkI pyaRy rhI nhÄ. AHdrmeH g[ topairàimkwavkI dxa ho g[. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aem Ùaiyk kevz&ankIpyaRy Aek smy rhetI hE, dUsre smy Vyy hotI hE, to g[ ÉãH? AHdr. yhaH toÙaiykwavkI =I, AHdr g[ TyaH pairàimkwav ho gya. (]ota:- AHdrmeH pyaRy$pe khaHrhI ãVy$pe rh g{?) pyaRy$pe nhÄ, gu $pe ho g[. (]ota:- pairàimk wavmaHferfar ={ Ôy to ?) kaH[ ferfar n=I, inüymaH to ferfar n=I, Vyvhare AEsa khenemeHAata hE. pyaRy AHdrse inklI ne pyaRy AHdr g[ ne Ae b\a wednyse hE. gjb Ke wa{¦Ae ãVyka Svwav AicHTy hE. Aahaha¦

jEse Ùeƒka AHt hE ÉãHy? Aa lok to AsHQy ÔejnmeH hE, pIKe Alok, Aakax khaHpUra huAa? pUra huAa to pIKe kya? wa{¦ ko[ AlaEikk Svwav hE wa{¦ Aahahaha¦(]ota:- khÄ to AHt hoga?) khÄ ne khÄ AHt hE hI nhÄ, Ae ma!e to Aa khena hE,Aahahahahaha¦ AHt hE to pIKe kya? pIKe hE ke nhÄ kuK AHt? wa{¦ Aa to AlaEikkvatuH Ke bapu¦ Aaha... Aek naiStk ma`s =a brabr nhÄ =a. idvanka lDka =a marIpase Aaya, to pUKte =e, meH kI\uH wa{ kho, wle tmne ko[ vat n bese to Aek vat mEHAEsa kheta huH ik Aa Ùeƒ hE Ùeƒ, khaH pUra huAa? ivcarmeH to Lyo, Ae Ùeƒ ÉãH pUra huAa?Aahaha¦ caEd b‡ïaHD to AsHQy ÔejnmeH pUra ho gya, pIKe? Aakax Aakax AakaxAnHt ne AnHtgu a gu akar kro to wI _ska AHt nhÄ. kya cIj hE Aa? ko[ ÙeƒSvwav wI ko[ AlaEikk hE. Aey, idvanno idkro. (]ota:- kevz&an AnHtne Ô e.)hEH? Ô e AnHtne AnHt trIke, Ô~ya ma!e AHt ho gya TyaH AEsa nhÄ. AnHtne AnHttrIke Ô~ya, Ô~ya ma!e TyaH AHt ho gya AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Ae grbD bhot Aa[ hE kl, jEn dxRnmeH. (jEn sHdexmeH) svR& deqa AEsa hogato to inyt ho gya. Are sUn to shI Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ Ae svR&kI pyaRyke inüy krna,vo Svwav sNmuq hokr puruØa=R AnHt hE. Aahaha... pIKe id@ya AEsa hoga, Aaha..JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦ ßyaH Ùeƒno Svwav AEsa QyalmeH... Aahaha...

kazno Svwav? khaHse x$ huAa? ãVynI pyaRy khaHse xu$ phelI hE pyaRy?

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174 smysar isiâ wag-2Aahaha¦ ãVy Ae khaHse ne pyaRy wI phelI pyaRy k[? phelI hE nhÄ. Anaid, Anaid,Anaid, Anaid, Anaid, Anaid, Anaid... wa{¦ ko[ vStuka Sv$p Ae AlaEikk hE. Aeto jEndxRn j Ô`te hE ANyko to qbr nhÄ. Aahaha... to vo kazkI Aaid nhÄ, ÙeƒkaAHt nhÄ, kazka AHt nhÄ, _sse wI AnHtgu a Ùeƒka Ýdex hE. AnHtgu a \mR AaTmaka.AnHtgu aka gu to Ae gu ka AHt nhÄ ke Aek, do, tIn, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt,AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, Aa KeLla Aaya? AEsehE nhÄ. Aey¦ (]ota:- guÌdev¦ ko{ kheta hoy ke kevzI wgvannuH kevz&an pirpU R Keto phelI pyaRy k{ Ae to Ô e ne?) p` phelI pyaRy hE nhÄ. to Ae to kha ne, Ae tohE Qyal hE sb tkR to sb Aaya hE hmare pas to. phelI pyaRy hE nhÄ to phelI pyaRykhaHse deqe wgvan? AnaidkI hE AEsa AnaidkI deqte hE. AakrI vat wa{¦ (]ota:-Anumanse deqte hE) ÝTyÙ deqte hE, Anuman kEsa? wiv*ykI pyaRy, wUtkI pyaRy,vtRman hE nhÄ, KtaH wgvan to ÝTyÙ deqte hE. Aaha¦ bapu¦ Ae ko[ AlaEikk vatuH hE,svR&kI pyaRy wiv*ymeH AnHtkaz pIKe hogI ATyare hE nhÄ, p` &an NyaH hE AEsIÝTyÙ idqte hE Ae. (]ota:- hE nhÄ to Éya deqe) Ae hE nhÄ Ae idqte hE, hE NyaH, wiv*ymeHhonevalI ÝTyÙ AhÄya idqte hE. bapu¦ Ae AlaEikk vatuH wa{¦ Aahahaha¦

Ae Ùeƒka Svwav, kazka Svwav, gu ka AnHtka Svwav ke É˜aHy to AHt hoga,_ska Ùeƒka AHt Aaya, AnHtgu hE to Ùeƒ [tnameH hE. p` _skI wavkI sHQyakI ko[hd nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ wa{¦ vStuka Sv$p AEsa hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

AhÄya Ae khete hE ke gu [tna hE wed, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt,AnHt, AnHt vo to wedkI ¹iÚse gu wle ho, hE? AaTmaka &an dxRn Aaid, Ae!leAnHt, gu $p wed, gu ImeH gu $p wed, Aahahaha¦ Anuwv Ae!le &an krne privxeØta to hE, wed hE, pyaRynyka ivØy gu wed hE, gu Ika gu wed hE. Aahahaha¦ gjbvat hE wa{¦

“t=aip” AEsa honepr wI ijsmeH svR ivxeØ ivly ho gya hE, ãVySvwavmeHgu wed ivly ho gya hE, wed rhete hI nhÄ AHdrmeH, Aahahaha... gu wedkI ¹iÚ Ae wIpyaRynyka ivØy hE. Aahahaha¦ Ane [tna manna vo im+ya¹iÚ hE AEsa honepr wIAnHt gu $pwav sTya=R pyaRy¹iÚse sTya=R hone pr wI, Aahahahaha... Are¦ _skIpyaRy Lyo Aek smykI AnHtgu kI, Aa pyaRy AnHt hE AemaH Aa pyaRy AnHtkIAaiqrkI hE, Ae khaH Aaya? kya kha? AaTmameH Ôe AnHtgu hE Apar, Apar, Aparpar nhÄ jem Ùeƒka par nhÄ, kazka par nhÄ, wavkI sHQyaka par nhÄ, [tnI sbpyaRy hE, ijtna gu hE [tnI pyaRy hE, to Ae AnHtI pyaRymeH Aa AnHt, AnHt, AnHt,AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt Ane Aa KeLlI AaiqrkI pyaRy hE, khaH Aa{ _smeH?Aek smykI pyaRy AnHt hE. _smeH Aa pyaRy AaiqrkI, AaiqrkI, AaiqrkI hE ne Aab\I AnHt AnHt hE khaH Aaya _smeH? Aahahaha¦ pa!`IÒ¦ Aavo marg Ke Ýwuno


175wa{¦ Aahaha¦

Aeva gu wedo, (]ota:- SpÚIkr` to bhot ho gya.) hE¦ vStu to AEsI hEwa{¦ Ae ko[Ae krI n=I, ko[ ktaR hE nhÄ Aa 14 b‡ïaHDka, stŸ hE, _sko ktaR kEse? hE_sko ktaR kEse? n hoy [sko ktaR kEse? Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AhÄya khete hEgu wedse deqnepr hE, top` ijsmeH svR ivxeØ ivly (ho) gya hE, AEse AaTmSvwavkesmIp Aek$p gu , ãVySvwav¦ jemaH gu wed wI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ gu wed wI pyaRy¹iÚkaivØy hE, ãVy ¹iÚka ivØy gu wed hE hI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ sMyGdxRnka ivØy, Ae Aek$pãVySvwav, _ska ivØy gu wed nhÄ. Aahahahahaha... wa{¦ sMyGdxRnka sam+yRiktna? Ae xuH khIAe? Aahahaha¦

AnHt AnHt gu wed hone pr wI vStuka Svwavko deqo to Ae gu wed nax hogya, wed hE nhÄ AEsI ¹iÚ, _skI ¹iÚ krna, Aahahaha... Ae ¹iÚmeH sam+yR kItna Ýwu?Aahahaha... AekIla Awed AnHt gu ka Aek$p _ska &an huAa pyaRymeH Ane ]âamaH_skI ÝtIt hu[, smjmeH Aaya? Ae bapu AenuH nam sMyGdxRn hE. Aahaha¦ AaHhI to hÒAa maNyuH, Aa maNyHu sMyGdxRn. Are Ýwu¦ sUn to sih bapu sMyGdxRn huAa to wvkaAHt ho gya _ska. Aahaha¦

Ae to mu› Sv$p Ýwu AbâmaH Aaya ne? Abâ nam mu›, bâ nhÄ kho ke mu›kho, Ae to mu› Sv$p wgvan AaTma hE. Aahaha¦ AEsa AaTmSvwavkI ¹iÚ krneseAe gu wed Ae AwUta=R hE. Aahahaha¦

Are¦ cEtNycmTkar vStu Ke wa{¦ Aek Ùeƒno cmTkar deqo, É˜aHy AHt nhÄ xuHKe Aa QyalmeH Aene AavvuH muXkel, kazka AHt nhÄ, pyaRyka AHt nhÄ ke phelI pyaRy Aa,xuH Ke Ýwu? gu ka AHt nhÄ AnHt AnHt wav, ke Aa AnHtmaH AnHtmeH AnHtmeH AnHtmeHAaiqrka Aa wav, AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AEsa ãVywav Ôe hE _ska smIp Ônepr,Aahahaha... wed¹iÚko KoDkr, wgvan pU aRnHdka na= _pr smIp Ônepr, Ae smIpÔnepr Ôe sMyGdxRn huAa, Ýwu [smaH iktnI takat hE? Aahaha... ke sara AaTmaAnHt AnHt gu ka ipHD Aek, _sko ijsne ÝtItmeH ilya. ÝtItmeH ilya, vStu Aa{ nhÄ_smeH, Aahaha (]ota:- saHwzva mze Ke Ae j AhowaGy Ke.) Aa vStu AevI Ke bapu¦xuH khIAe? Are wgvanna ]Imuqe to Aa nIkzelI vat Ke. Aaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aenema!e inv<i¿ l[ne vaHcn Aaid ivcar krIne in Ry krna pDe Ýwu, Aa AEse nhÄ mIl xke.Aahaha¦ Ae pEsa sa!u p` dex KoDIne prdexmaH rqDe Ke, NyaH bayDI nhÄ, Kokra nhÄ,ku!uHb nhÄ, ko[ n hoy. Ae to vzI muHb[maH Fr =[ Ôy to TyaH b\uH hoy Ae hve èGleNDmaHÔto hoy TyaH hare ko` hoy, AenI hare ko` hoy? pUnmcHdÒ hare Ke ko[ TyaH rqDvamaHbIÔe ko` hare rqDe? AhÄya to bIj¡ khevuH Ke ke pEsa ne ma!e dex ne ku!uHb KoDIne p` TyaHÔy Ke - to AaTmane pyaRy KoDIne ãVymeH Ôna hE. Aahaha¦ ivxeØ khega. vqt =[ gyo Lyo.

(]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev.)

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Ývcn nH. 69 ga=a - 14 ta. r6-8-78 xnIvar, ]av` vd-8 sH. 2p04

]I smysar ga=a 14 !Ika cltI hE. Éya cla, Ae AaTma vStu hE _smeH AnHtgu hE, Ae gu Ika gu ka wed krna vo to ivkLp hE. sMyGdxRn hota hE. Ý=mmeH Ý=mto Ae gu I (gu ) gu Ika wedka p` ivkLp KoDkr, Aek Svwav iƒkazI &aykwavãVy Svwav, _skI ¹iÚ krnese sMyGdxRn hota hE. Aahaha¦ ivxeØ gu ka wedka wI lÙKoDna Aem khete hE. Aahahaha¦ samaNy Ôe &ayk Aek$p Svwav hE, ivxeØ svR ivlyho gya. Aahaha¦ pyaRykI ivxeØta to lÙmeH KoDna, ragka-ivkLpka pÙ to KoDna Aeto S=Uz bat, p` yhaH gu gu Ika wed$p ivxeØ, _ska wI lÙ KoDna, AilHgg‡h`meHAEsa Aaya hE. A=aRvbo\$p gu ivxeØ _sse AailHgIt nhÄ AEsa Aek ãVy SvwavhE. Aahaha¦ A=aRvbo\$p gu ivxeØ _sko nhÄ AailHgn krte, _sko nhÄ SpxRte,_sko nhÄ KUte, Aahaha... AEsa Aek ãVy Svwav hE, ye AaTma hE. Aahaha¦

AHtr Aek Svwav$p je AaTmãVy hE gu gu Ika wedse wI iwNn, Aahaha...ATyare to AEse hE Vyvhar krte krte inüy hota hE, Are Ýwu¦ Ae to Vyvhar to AnHtbEr ikya nvmI g‡vEyk gya to AEsa to Vyvhar (AwI) hE (hI) nhÄ. AaHhI to gugu Ika wedko wI inkal de. Aahaha¦... tb sMyGdxRn hoga Aem khete hE. smjmeHAaya? Ae car bol huAa, paHc Aaj hE.

paHcva bolmaH ¹ÚaHt hE. jEse jzka AiGn ijska inim¿ hE, inim¿ hE, _*`tato hotI hE Apnese AiGn inim¿ hE. AEse _*`take sa= sHyu›$p, _*`take sa=sHyu›$p jz tPtta$p hE, AvS=ase Anuwv krne pr Ae _*`ta hE. pyaRymeH AiGnkainim¿ Ane _*`ta hE Ae pyaRy hE. Aahaha¦ t=aip AekaHt xItzta-AekaHt xItzta kyakhete hE? Aek Svwav Ôe xItzta iƒkazI, AekaHt Aek Svwav xItzta$p, Aahaha...jzka Aek$p xItzta Svwav, Aahaha... AEse deqnese jz Svwavke smIp ÔkrAnuwv krnepr sHyu›pà, _*`pà jU@a hE. Aahahaha¦ Aa to ¹ÚaHt hE.

isâaHt¦ _sI Ýkar AaTmaka wgvan AaTma &aykSvwav iƒkazI Aek &anSvwavSv$p, Aek &anSvwav$p AEsa AaTmaka Aahaha... kmR ijska inim¿ hE, inim¿ hEhÇ AEsa mohke sa= sHyu›pà, AvS=ase Anuwv krne pr hE. kmRka inim¿ jemAiGnka inim¿ ne _*`ta jzmeH hE, AEse kmRka inim¿ ne moh rag äeØ im+yaTvwavpyaRymeH hE. Aahaha¦ Ae hE Vyvharnyka ivØy, hE¦

t=aip top` Ôe SvyH AekaHt, kya khete hE? _smeH Aaya =a ke kmRka inim¿se mohrag äe*a huAa. hve AhÄya to inim¿se dUr, Aahaha... SvyH-SvyH Svwav _ska hE. voto kmRka inim¿ka sHbH\meH rag äeØ moh =a, Ae VyvharkI pyaRyka ivØy hE. hvesMyGdxRn panemeH ivØy kya? Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? SvyH AekaHt, SvyH Sv$p


177_smeH to inim¿kI ApeÙa hokr ivkar =a, pyaRymeH kmRka inim¿kI ApeÙase ivkar_padan ApnemeH =a hve AhÄya to inim¿ nhÄ. SvyH Ae inim¿ same SvyH Aaya.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? JIÌ vat Ke Ýwu¦ Aaha¦ jem Aek kmRka inim¿se _padanto ApnemeHse huAa hE, p` vo pyaRymeH Ôe moh ne rag äeØ, dya, dan, kam, Êo\ Aaidnawav Ae pyaRykI ApeÙase kmRka inim¿kI ApeÙa hokr ApnemeH hE p` vo vStuka Sv$pnhÄ. Aahahaha¦

to SvyH _smeH inim¿se ivkar =a, AEsa kha =a. AaHhI SvyH inim¿ isvay SvyHshj pairàimk &aykwav, Aahahaha... SvyH, AekaHt Aek \mR, ijska Aek \mR hE sda,Ae moh ne rag äeØ Anek Ae vStuka Sv$pmeH hE nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ AekaHt SvyH Aek \mR,kya? ke bo\, &an$p hE AEsa Òv Svwav. Aahahaha¦ SvyH Aek &an$p ijskaSvwav hE. iƒkazI SvyH &an$p Aek Svwav AEsa wgvan, Aahahaha... hE? SvyHAekaHt Aek \mR Aevo &an$p, hE¦ wgvan to SvyH Aek &an$p AaTma hE. Aahaha¦

AEse Òv Svwavke smIp Ôkr Aek$p &anSvwav, &ankI Ý\antase k=n hE,bakI AanHd Svwav, dxRn Svwav, xaHt Svwav, SvCKta Svwav, Ýwuta Svwav AeAek &an SvwavmeH svRSvwavkI Aekta &anmeH (ÔnnemeH AatI hE). smjmeH Aaya? AeÒvka Ôe AnHt Svwav _smeH &anÝ\antase k=n hE. ke Aek$p ijska &an SvwavkaymI Aek$p hE, SvyH hE, vo ko[ inim¿se SvyH pairàimk Svwavwav hE AEsa nhÄ.Aahahahaha¦ AEsa SvyH AekaHt Aek \mR$pI &an, &an$pI AaTma hE, AEsa ÒvSvwavke smIp Ôkr, Aahahahaha... A=aRtŸ Aek$p &an SvwavkI smIp nam sNmuqÔkr, Anuwv krne pr Aahahahaha... Aa sMyGdxRn. Aahaha... AavI cIj hE. Aahaha¦

AacayR mharaje to F uH srz krIne !Ika ikya hE, to _sko ke!lak duruh khete hE,kæa =a ne raiƒkae duruh Aem khe Ke Aem ke smysar hE to srz p` iväanoAe _sko !Ikakrke duruh kr idya hE. Are Ýwu¦ kya khete hE tum. (]ota:- iväanoAe ke AacayoRAe?) Aeiväan Ae!le AacayRno mUz khevano A=R Ae hE, hE Aaya hE smysarmeH Aaya hE,iv>anHdÒka (smysarmeH) Aahaha¦ AaHhI duruh kr idya Am<tcHãacayRka. Are wgvan¦Aem n khevay Ýwu¦ AEsa, Aahahaha... kyuHkI _smeH vo Aaya hE ne? xuâoxuâa dexonayVyaprm wav lÙò Vyvhar deisda Ae srz lage Aene, Vyvhar _pdex dena, Ae srzlaGya. p` !Ikakare kha ke Vyvhar Ae!le kya? deisda Ae!le kya? ke vo p` smymeHragkI Axuâta hE, AaEr xuâtakI kmI hE, Ae Vyvhar hE, _sko Ôna huAa Ýyojnvan hEAEsa !Ikakare duruh kr idya !Ikakare qulasa kr idya hE, duruh n=I ikya Ýwu¦ Are AemnhÄ hE, vat Aene Ae nDe Ke xBd, ne Vyvhar deisda Ae!le phele to Vyvharno _pdex dena,p` Ae _pdexkI VyaQya AhÄya hE hI nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? hE¦ (]ota:- AacayRno AevoA=R =ay Aem¦) AacayRne A=R AavDõ n=I Aem khete hE, !Ikakarne, Are Ýwu¦ ArepHdrmI ga=a, “Apdes sNt mjJH pSsid ijnxasnH sVvH” hve Apdesna A=R to

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178 smysar isiâ wag-2jysen AacayeR ãVy]ut ikya _sko ATyare jU@a paDkr khete hE ke Apds Ae!le AEsanhÄ, AqHD Ýdex Aem lena. Are Ýwu¦ Aa xuH kre Ke wa{¦ Aahaha¦ Ae duinya to calxeduinya AEsI hE, p` marg bapa iv$â hE ye. smjmeH Aaya?

Apdes sNt Aate hE ne? Aeno A=R Ae kyÈ smysarmaH Aaya hE, (yhaH) AqHDAqHD Aem lena, p` AaHhI Apdesno A=R jysen AacayeR ãVy]ut ikya Ae A=aRtŸãVy]utmaH wI AEsa hE ke AbâSp<Ú deqna vo jEnxasn hE AEsa ãVy]utmeH wI AEsakha hE. Ane wav]ut to Ae hE hI. Aahaha¦ wav]utse Ôe AbâSp<Úka Anuwv hE vowav]ut to jEnxasn hE, Ae xuâ _pyog hE, Ae jEn \mR hE, Ae jEnxasn hE. Aahahaha¦pHdrmI ga=ameH Ae A=R fervI naQya. AhÄya khete hE ke Aem n=I Ýwu, ApnI vat rqnekoxaÏka A=R pl! dena, Ae hoy nhÄ wa{¦ AacayÈAe sHtoAe to k$`a krIne Ae !Ikabna[ hE, KtaH to ye khete hE ke Ýwu Ae !Ika mEH nhÄ bna[ hÇ, vo to xBdose bn g[ na=¦Aahahahaha¦ prma ukI pyaRyse !Ika bn g[ hE, to hme !Ika ikya hE AEsa mohse nnaco. Aahahaha¦(]ota:- Am<tcHãacayRko Ae smjmeH nhÄ Aaya =a?) nih Aaya =a(AEsa nhI). Are wgvan Am<tcHãacayR kaEn hE? pHcprmei¤meH prme¬r hE. Aahaha¦bapu sa\u ko` hE? AacayR ko` hE? Aahahaha¦

Ane ke!lak to ;nmo loAe'maH=I ;loAe' inkal deta hE. pHiDtÒ¦ nmo loAe sVvsahu H hE ne? to ;loAe' inkal do. AwI vo tulsI hE ne terapH=Ika vo khe ;loAe' inkaldo. Are Ýwu¦ Aa tum kya krte ho? Aa tum “nmo loAe sVv sahu H” Aem n raqna.“nmo sVv sahu H” bs. loAe nih Are Ýwu.

(]ota:- loAe nam sb sa\u le lena) sb lena vzI Ae to dUsra Ae A=R krtehE suxIl to, loAe nam ijtna sa\u hE Ae sb le lena, Are Ae A=R AaHhI hE hI nhÄ yhaHto AnHt AanHd ijska, Anuwv huAa tIn kØayka Awav hE, ijsko Kõa satmagu S=an Ù`meH Anek bar Aata hE, AEsa hI sa\uko ilya hE. ANymitka to batey khaHhE, jEnmaH ãVyilHgI je hE [skI bat yhaH nhÄ hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ae AÙre AÙr sTyhE. Are \vl to AEsa kheta hE, ke nmo loAe sVv AHt: idpk hE, to carmeH le lena Ae=I- [sse ivxeØ khete hE {sse wI ivxe*a khete hE \vl to iƒkazvt± xBd lena wega AapUra pd hE. “nmo loAe sVv iƒkazvt± AirhHta`H ,

nmo loAe sVv iƒkazvt± isâa`H,nmo loAe sVv iƒkazvt± Aayirya H,nmo loAe sVv iƒkazvt± _vßÔya H,nmo loAe sVv iƒkazvt± sahu`H.”

\vlmaH AEsa pa@ krke nvkar AEsa bnaya pUra. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? p`iƒkazvt± inkal idya pIKe nmo ;loAe sVv sahu H' rQqa ne AHt:idpk trIke caromeHle lena, nmo loAe sVv AirhHta H, nmo loAe sVv isâa H Aem lena, vStunuH Sv$p


179Anaid hE. AEsI cIj hE. AemaH grbD kre Ae cle nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

AaHhI khete hE, Aahaha¦ ke Ae jem kmRka inim¿ hE ne, _padan to Apna hE, ragäeØ moh Aaid to vo pyaRymeH hE p` hve ¹iÚka ivØy ßyare sMyGdxRn Ýg! krna hE toAek, AekaHt, Aek AHt, Aek \mR, Aek Svwav bo\bIj, &anSv$p, bIjka A=R AhÄSv$p lena, Aek &anSv$p, Aek \mR samaNy, Aek Sv$p AEsa Òvka Svwav _skI¹iÚ krnese, Ae moh Aaidka wav te AwUta=R hE, jU@a hE. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?kho &ancHdÒ¦ hE? top` SvyH AekaHt Apnese Svwav iƒkaz, Aahaha... _smeH =a kekmRka inim¿se ivk<t AvS=a, [tna inim¿ inim¿ sHbH\ btaya =a, VyvharnymaH.inüymeH to SvyH &ayk Aek$p Svwav, &an Aek$p Svwav, AanHd Aek$p Svwav,xaHt Aek$p Svwav, xaHt Ae!le iS=rta, cairƒnI vItrag Aek$p Svwav AEsasvRgu oka Aek$p Svwav, AEse &anka Aek$p SvwavmeH sb le lena sa=meH. Aahahaha¦

wgvan Aek \mR, Aek Svwav. &an$p AEsa Òvka Svwav _skI ¹iÚ krnese ÔepyaRybuiâ hE _sko KoDkr ãVy SvwavkI smIp Ôkr, Aahahaha... Aa rIt Ae ÔkrAnuwv krne pr sMyGdxRn hota hE. Aa to hÒ \mRnI phelI sI#I Aahaha... Ane AesMyGdxRn ibna, K #azameH Aate hE &an, cairƒ im+ya hE sb. Aahahaha¦ phele=I =oDasu\ar ikya =a, AemaH hE? SvyH AekaHt Ôe &anSv$p hE AEsa Òv Svwav, &an SvwavSvyH hE. Aahaha¦ _smeH to kmRka inim¿se moh ivkar, ivkar kmRse inim¿ka A=R Ae keinim¿se huAa Ae nhÄ, p` _ska inim¿ka lÙse huAa to inim¿se huAa AEsa khenemeHAaya hE. bakI to Ae smymeH im+yaTv ne ragäeØnI _Tpi¿ka jNmÙ` hE, 102 ga=aÝvcnsar. Ae Ù`meH, Ae kazmeH im+yaTv ne ragäeØ _TpNnka, _TpNn honeka jNmÙ`,_Tpi¿ka kaz =a, inim¿ wle ho. smjmeH Aaya?

to pyaRy¹iÚse deqnese moh ne ragäeØ pyaRymaH hE AEsa &an kraneko kha pÀadrÌy Ae nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aek$p wgvan AaTma SvyH Apnese Aek Svwav$p ÒvSvwav _ska smIp Ônepr, Ae pyaRyka lÙ KoDkr, &aykwavka Aek Òv SvwavkasmIp je dUr =a, pyaRybuiâmeH Aek$p Svwavse dUr =a. Aahahahaha¦ AavuH AakruH kamKe, Ae dUr h@akr, pyaRybuiâ KoDkr, Aahaha... Aek AHt nam \mR &an Svwav$p ÒvkaSvwav, _skI ¹iÚ krnese, _ska smIp Ôkr Anuwv krnese, moh Aaidka wavAwUta=R hE, wUta=R Svwavka Anuwv krnepr Ae cIj AwUta=R hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vatKe. AavuH sMyGdxRn Aene kH[k kH[k krI naHQyuH maze. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aek hoyƒ` kazmaH prma=Rno pH=, wgvane je kæo prma=Rno pH= Aek j Ýkar, Aa hE.Aahaha¦

SvyH &anSv$pI Ýwu Òvka Svwav _smeH ko[ inim¿pà hE nhÄ, Ane Ae Ùi`khE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ iƒkazI &anSvwav Sv$p Ýwu _skI ¹iÚ krnese, _ska smIp ÔkrAnuwv krne pr sMyGdxRn hota hE, AnuwUit hotI hE. tb ragaidko AwUta=R khenemeH

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180 smysar isiâ wag-2Aaya hE, smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. Ae paHc bol ho gya.

wava=R: - “AaTma paHc Ýkarse Anek$p, Anek$p idqa[ deta =a. _smeH Aek$pidqana hE” hve. Aahaha¦ j¡Ao !Ikakar iktnI SpÚta krte hE, jycHd pHiDt¦ Aahaha¦;AaTma' (]ota:- v\are SpÚ kyuÅ Ke.) SpÚ kyuÅ Ke Ae e, lokone sadI waØamaH smjmaHAave AEsI bat khete hE. Aahaha¦ AaTma Aek vStu, paHc Ýkarse Anek$p idqa[ deta=a, bâSp<Ú, ANyANy, inyt nhÄ p` Ainyt, ivxeØ Ane rag siht, moh sihtAEsa Anekp e idqta =a. Aahahaha¦

(1) Anaidkazse kmR pudŸglke sHbH\se bH\a huAa, Aa phelo bol lete hE,kmRpudŸglke SpxRvala idqa[ deta =a. Aahahaha¦

(2) kmRke inim¿se honevale nr, narkI Aaid pyaRyse iwNn iwNn ANy ANy$peidqa[ deta =a, wgvan Aek$p Svwav honepr wI kmRka inim¿se narkI Aaid gitAnek$p idqte =e _sko.

(3) xi›ke Aivwag... ÝitCKed F!te wI hE ne v\te hE pyaRymeH AguÌlFuAaidAek smykI pyaRymeH Ø!Ÿgu hainv<iâ Aaid hotI hE b#tI wI hE, Ae vStu Svwav hE.pyaRy Svwav hÇ Ae, Aa vStu Svwavno A=R pyaRy Svwav, [silye inTy inytAek$p idqa[ nhÄ deta hEH? kya kha? pyaRymeH ihnai\k dxa hotI hE, Ae vStuka SvwavhE Svwav nam pyaRyka AEsa Aek \mR hE, vStuka Svwav nam iƒkazIkI AhÄya vatnhÄ. Aahaha¦

yh F!tI b#tI pyaRy AnHtgu I b# Ôye, Ane AnHtgu I hI`I ho Ôye, Aahaha...AÙrke AnHtmeH wage &an ho Ôy kevz&an ho Ôy mit ]utnI pU Rta ho Ôy, ApU Rrhe Ae!la wed, yh p` _smeH yh inTy inyt Aek$p idqa[ nhÄ deta. Aaha... inTyinyt Svwav Aek$p idqa[ nhÄ deta, Aek vat.

(4) vh vzI, dxRn, &anAaid Anek gu Çse ivxeØ$p idqa[ deta hE. AaEr(p) kmRke inim¿se honevale moh, rag äeØ Aaid pir`amo ke siht vh suqdu:q$p

idqa[ deta hE. suqdu:qkI kLpnase, Aa suq AanHdka nhÄ lena, Aa suqd:q kLpnakalena, Svwavka suq Ae AanHdkI to Aek$p dxa hE Aa kLpna suq du:qkI Anek dxa hE.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ suqdu:q idqa[ deta hE.

yh sb Axuâ ãVyai=Rk$p, yuH kyÇ kha? hE to pyaRy, p` vo ãVykI pyaRy hE AEseignkr Axuâ ãVyai=Rk kha. hEH? AxuâãVyai=Rkny Vyvharnyka ivØy hE. AxuâãVyai=Rk kho ke pyaRyai=Rk kho ke Vyvhar kho, Aahahaha... Axuâ kyoH phele ilya? keãVy iƒkazI hokr, pyaRymeH Axuâta hotI hE, AEse ma!e Axuâ ãVyai=Rk kha, vo ko[dUsrameH hu[ hE Ane dUsrese hu[ hE AEsa nhÄ hE. Aahahaha¦ pHiDtona phelana lqa` toj¡Ao, vStunI jevI SpÚta hE Ae SpÚtako qolkr mu›e hE. Aaha¦ (]ota:- AguÌlFumane Éya?) AguÌlFu ho p` pyaRymeH ihnAi\k dxa hE Ae wI hE AguÌlFu hE p`


181pyaRymeH ihnAi\k dxa hotI hE Ae wI lena. Aahaha... sb AxuâãVyai=Rk VyharnykaivØy hE.

Ae ¹iÚse deqa Ôye to Ae hE pyaRymeH Ae wed hE. bâpà, inim¿pà hE, ivkar hE,Anek pyaRy ihnai\kp e hE, ivxeØta hE, Vyvharnyse deqo to Ae hE, prHtu AaTmaka AekSvwav Ae nyse g‡h` nhÄ hota. Aahahaha... Aa isâaHt hE. wgvan AaTma SvyHAek$p Svwav iƒkazI ijsmeH inim¿kI hEyatIkI to ApeÙa nhÄ, p` inim¿ka AwavkIApeÙa nhÄ. Ùaiyk smikt, Ùaiyk kevz&anmeH inim¿ka AwavkI ApeÙa hE. ragmeHinim¿ke sdŸwavkI ApeÙa hE. AamaH to inim¿ka sdŸwav ne inim¿ka Awav, ko[ApeÙa nhÄ, AEsa SvyH AaTm Svwav. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ =oDa sU"m hE p` bapumarg Aa hE¦ Aahaha¦

Are jnm - mr` krI krIne 84 na Avtar kyaÅ wa{¦ Aena du:qnI VyaQya krtaprmaTma Aem khe ke, tara Ù`na du:q nrkna khetaH kroDo wv Ane kroDo Òw=I n khIxkay. wa{ teH Ae!la du:q ve@ã Ke. Ae im+yaTvne l[ne. Aahahaha... smjmeH Aaya?

sMyGdxRn huAe pIKe, AatR|yan, roã|yan hota hE, p` wiv*yka Aayu*yka bH\Axuwwavke kazmeH nhÄ hota. Aahahaha¦ kya kha? ke AaTmaka Anuwv sMyGdxRnhuAe pIKe AatR roã |yan Aaid Axuâwav Aaid hota hE, p` wiv*yka Aayu*y ßyarebH\ata ho Tyare to xuwwavmeH hI Aayu*y bH\ega, AxuwwavmeH Aayu*y nhÄ bH\ega,AxuwwavmeH dUsra kmRkI Ýk<it bH\egI, smjmeH Aaya? [tna smiktka Ôer hE. Aahahaha¦raEã|yan hota hE smiktIko. paHcma gu S=an su\I raEã|yan, Kõe gu S=ane AatR|yan,KtaH Ae raEã|yanke kazmeH wiv*yka Aayu*y nhÄ bH\ega. AatR|yanke kazmeH wI wiv*ykaAayu*y nhÄ bH\ega, vStuka Sv$p AEsa hE. (]ota:- AatR|yan, raEã|yan kre AnebH\ay nhÄ?) Ae Aayu*y n bH\ay Aem kha, Ýk<it bH\ay, bIj¡H bH\ay kI\uH ne, Ae tokhane, raƒe kæuHne, Aayu*y nhÄ bH\ay, wv nhÄ bH\ay, wiv*yka wv to jb xuwwavAayega tb bH\ega. Aahahahaha¦ pHiDtÒ¦ AEsa hE ne? kar` ke smiktI hE, narkImeHto AaHhI Aana hE to mnu*ypàka hI Aayu*y bH\ega, Ane mnu*y hE _ska Aayu*yvEmainkka hI Aayu*y bH\ega smiktIko, Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ane vEmaink jehE, smiktI _sko mnu*yka Aayu*y bH\ega, _sko ityÅcka Aayu*y nhÄ bH\ega smiktIko,Aahahahahaha¦ Ae sMyGdxRnka mahaTMy hE.

(]ota:- _NhaHene xaÏ ilqa hE. Apne ilAe socke ilqa hE) nhÄ nhÄ nhÄ jU@hE sb, Aem e to ilqa nhÄ Ae to vItragwavmeH pDa =a, sHto to vItragwavmeH guº=a, kha nhÄ, hm to hmara &anSv$pmeH guº hE. hmeH !Ika bnaya =a AEsa nhÄ Ae towaØakI vgR ase SvprÝkaxk xi› waØameH hE, SvprÝkaxk xi›, Svpr Ônn xi›ÒvmeH Ane xBdomaH Svpr khenekI xi› hE. smjmeH Aaya? to wa{ Ae vaÌse bn gyahE na=, mEH bnaya AEsa n mano. Aahahahaha... Aa vaÌ mEH krta huH AEsa n mano Ýwu,

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182 smysar isiâ wag-2vaÌ jDkI hE. Aahahaha¦

AaHhI to khete hE AEse Ae paHc Ýkarka Anek Ýkar idqte hE, [sse sMyGdxRn nhÄhota. Aahaha¦ kyÇik Aek$p Òvka Svwav jb ¹iÚmeH n Aate, tb lg sMyGdxRnnhÄ hota. Aahahahaha... ga=a to bhu srs AavI. 13, 14 smjmeH Aaya? [s ¹iÚsedeqa Ôye to yh sb pyaRyse hE, prHtu wgvan AaTmaka Aek Svwav [s nyse g‡h`nhÄ hota. Ae iƒkazI &ayk Aek Svwav Ae pyaRynyse g‡h` nhÄ hota. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? AnekpàkI ÔnnekI je ¹iÚ hE Ae Vyvhar hE Ane AnekpàkI ¹iÚseAek Svwav pkDmeH nhÄ Aata. Aahaha¦ kya khete hE? (jbtk sMyGdxRn nhÄ hotatbtk sHsarmeH rqDega.) kre, baH\e rqDe Ke sHsarmeH, xuH? nrkne, ingodmeH Ôyega. p`sHSkar naQya hxe. sMyGdxRn wle n ho, p` sHSkar naQya hoga ke mEH to ragse iwNnhuH, iwNn huH iwNn huH. iwNn AEsa sHSkar to vo wI nkR, ingodmeH nih Ôyega. smjmeHAaya? jene smikt sNmuq im+ya¹iÚ khenemeH Aaya hE, moÙmagR Ýkaxk¦ sara A|yayhE, AHdrmeH ¹#ta sHSkar naQya hE ke mEH Ae ragse iwNn huH, pu~yse iwNn huH, pyaRy ijtnawI mEH nhÄ, mEH to pU R &ayk Svwav huH AEsa ¹# sHSkar naQya hE wle sMyGdxRn nhÄhE. Aahaha¦

jem kora xkora hota hE ne xkora? kya khete hE Aap? xkora paÌ naqte hEnaqte naqte pI Ôta hE pIKe ivxeØ paÌ pDte hE bhar idqata hE, AEse phele AHdrsHSkar AEsa ¹# naqna ke ragse ne ivkLpse merI cIj ÔnnemeH AatI nhÄ, mEH to meraSvwavse ÔnUH AEsa sHSkar naqte naqte naqte ivxeØ jb ho gya tb Anuwv hoÔyega. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha... Aa cIj hE wEya. duinya mano n mano, marg to AahE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Aek Svwav [s nyse, [s nyse kya? Anekpàna paHc bol kha Ae nyse AekSvwav ¹iÚmeH nhÄ Aa skta, Aahaha... AaEr Aek Svwavko Ône ibna Aek$p kaymISvyH, xuâ, prm Svwavwav pairàimk Svwavwav AEsa Aek Svwav Ône ibnay=a=R AaTmako kEse Ôna Ô skta hE? vaStivk Aek$p iƒkaz Svwavko Ône ibnavaStivk AaTmako kEse ÔnnemeH Aata hE? Aahaha¦ waØa jrIk srz hE vStu k@` hEp` waØa srz ne smjmeH Aave AEsI cIj hE. smjmeH Aaya?

[silye dUsre nyko, kyuH kha? ke paHc wed bâ, ANyANy, Ainyt, ivxeØ ragaidsHbH\vaza deqnese Aek$p Svwav nhÄ deqnemeH Aata, Aahaha¦ VyvharmeH rag AatahE _sko deqnese Aek$p Svwav idqnemeH nhÄ Aata. Aahaha¦ Vyvhar hE ne dya, dan,v‡t, wi› dev guÌ xaÏkI ]âa Aaidka ivkLp, _ska lÙse Aek$p Svwav nhÄÔnnemeH Aata. Aahaha¦ _sse Aek$p Svwav nhÄ ÔnnemeH Aata. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? smÔy AevuH Ke Ýwu, tara FrnI vat na= tne n smÔy te kem? Aahaha¦ hEH?p‡wu tarI Ýwutano par n=I, Are Ýwu tne qbr n=I. terI Ýwuta AEsI hE ke sHSkar


183AHdrmeH naqnese AnuwvmeH Aayega hI Aayega. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ Ae pamrtatU! ÔyegI. Aaha... Aek$p Svwav, Aek$p Svwav, Aek$p Svwav, Aahaha... AEsaAnuwv krne pr sMyk Svwav Ôna Ôta hE. !Ikano A=R gHwIr lage Ae!le sadIwaØamaH A=R ikya hE.

[silye dUsre nyko _ske ÝitpÙI xuâãVyai=Rkko, Ao Axuâ ãVyai=Rk =a. AxuâãVyai=Rk kho, Vyvhar kho ke pyaRyny kho tIno Aek hota hE. hve AhÄya xuâãVyai=Rklena hE. Aahahaha¦ wa{¦ Aa to ihtnI vat hE Ýwu¦ Aa to \mRnI kem Ýaº ho sMykŸAEsI bat hE. Aahaha¦ Aa kaH[ sa\ar` bat nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AnHtkazka jnm mr`_ska wav _ska nax krneka Aa _pay hE.

xuâ ãVyai=Rk xuâ ãVySv$p iƒkazI xuâ ãVy Ai=R nam Ýyojn, je nyka xuâiƒkazI ãVy Ýyojn xuâ ãVyai=Rk xuâ ãVy Ai=R ijska Ýyojn iƒkazka, AEsa nyseAaha... g‡h` krke Aek Asa\ar`, Aek Asa\ar` dUsrI cIjmeH AEsa wav Aek$p hEhI nhÄ pyaRymeH Aem, &aykwav AaTmaka wav lekr, Aek &ayk maƒ wav Aaha¦mudŸanI rkm hE. mudŸakI kya kha? vo paHc laq idya hoy ne Aa@ AananI terIqe, pheleto Aa@ Aana terIqe Vyaj =ane, Aa@ Aana hve to !ka ho gya, to paHc laq idya hoyto Aa@ Aana Vyaj 2p v*aR ilya, pIKe khe wa{ Vyaj to ilya p` hve pEsa lavo,mudŸanI rkm lavo Vyaj nih hve ke rkm nhÄ hE, Aahaha... Aem yhaH khete hE. pu~y papseSvgR nrk Aaid imla hE. Ae to sb Vyaj hE bharka, mUz rkm lavo.

Aa iƒkaz Svwav je mUz rkm hE, Aahahaha... jenI _Tpi¿ nhÄ jeno nax nhÄjemaH ApU Rta nhÄ, ijsmeH Aavr` nhÄ, jemaH Axuâta nhÄ, Aahahahaha... Aaha¦AEsa g‡h` krke Aek Asa\ar` &aykwav AaTmaka wav lekr, Aaha... _se xuânykI¹iÚse je &anka AHx iƒkazko pkDte hE Ae xuâny, [sse svR prãVyose iwNn,AbâSp<Ú hE ne _sIse ilya hE. prãVyose iwNn, svRpyaRyse Aekakar, narkI Aaid AeANy ANy nhÄ. hain - v<iâse riht, Ainyt nhÄ inyt, ivxeØse riht gu wedseivxeØse riht AaEr nEimitk wavse riht, inim¿na lÙe _TpNn huAa. rag äeØ Aaid AenEimitk wavse riht kmR to inim¿ hE, pyaRymeH ivk<t AvS=a nEimi¿k Apne kar`sehu[ hE. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Ae pokar ATyare bhot hE kmRno, b\ane bs kmRse hota hE, kmRse hota hE, kmRsehota hE. p` prkI ragkI pyaRy kmR prãVyse huAe kEse? prãVy to KUte nhÄ ne _sko?Ane rag hE Ae kmR ãVyka _dyko KUte hI nhÄ ne do ãVy iwNn hE. “Apneko Aap wUlkehEran ho gya. ;kmRse nhÄ', Apneko Aap wUlke hEran ho gya” Aahaha¦ ApnI cIjkya hE _smeH wI Aaya nhÄ? “Ab hm inj Fr kbhu n Aaye, pr Fr wmt”. Apna_l!a puruØa=Rse pr Fr wmt rag Ane pu~y ne Anektako Apna mankr meH car gitmeHrqD˜a. Aahahaha¦

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184 smysar isiâ wag-2benna vcnmaH to AEsa Aaya hE. vcnam<tmeH ke sMyGdxRn huAa hE Svdexka wan

huAa hE, cEtNy AanHdkHd Ýwu xuâ cEtNymeH Arere ragmeH Aaya hm prdexmeH Aa gya.Aahaha¦ benna vcnam<tmaH hE. Arere dya, dan, v‡t, Aaid ivkLpmeH Aaya. hm prdexmeHAa gye _smeH hmara dex nhÄ. Aahaha¦ hmara SvdexmeH to AanHd ne &an ne xaHit pDIhE, Ae hmara pirvar hE. Aahahaha¦ vatuH AakrI bhu wa{¦ Aahaha¦ hE ne vo, _smeH hEke nhÄ? ke!lameH hE 401, 401 hE, &anIka pir`mn ivwavse ivmuq hokr Sv$pkI AaEr#l rha hE, &anI inj Sv$pmeH pirpU R$pse iS=r ho Ôneko trsta hE. Aahahaha¦ meHmera FrmeH pirpU R kEse be@ Ôë. Aahaha¦ smiktIko to Apna Sv$pmaH pU R kem @rInebesI Ôë, AEsI wavna hE. Aahaha¦ [s ivwavwav hmara dex nhÄ, Ae VyvharrTnƒyka ivkLp wI _@te hE smiktIkae p` Ae hmara dex nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦

kho jypur KoDIne ivlayt kya khete hE, Ameirka-Ameirka ivlayt Ke. Aa todaqlo Ke. Aahahaha¦ AhÄya to Ýwu¦ Ýwu AanHdno na= Ýwu _skI ßyaH ¹ÚI hu[ AaEr_ska Svwavka wan ne Anuwv huAa pIKe ivkLp Aaya to khe ke Arere Ame to prdexmeHAa gya. _smeH hmara ko[ pirvar nhÄ TyaH Aa gya, y¡glÒ¦ AaHhI to Vyvhar Aaveto raÒ hota hE. Aahahaha¦ {s prdexmeH hm khaH Aakr phuHce¦ Aahaha¦ hmeH yhaH ACKanhÄ lgta, xuâ cEtNy hmara pivƒ dex hE, _smeH hm rhete hE ne Aa Aa gya rag, hmprdexmeH khaH Aa gya? hmko yhaH ACKa nhÄ lgta. xuwwav ACKa nhÄ lgte. AerHgulalÒ¦ Aahahaha¦ Aene @eka e hÒ to ba[DI, Kokra ne pEsa, Aab$ @Ik lgte hEAahahaha... im+yaTvwav hE. Aahahaha¦

wa{ ƒ` lokna na= kevzI prmaTma AenI Aa va`I Ke, AenuH Aa Sv$p Ke. Ýwu¦Aahaha¦ AhÄH hmara ko[ nhÄ. Arere ivkLp _@ya Ae hmara nhÄ, jhaH &an, ]âa,cairƒ, AanHd, vIyR Aaid AnHt gu o$p hmara pirvar vsta hE, ye hmara Svdex hE. khortncHdÒ¦ Ab hm _s Sv$p SvdexkI AaEr Ô rha hE. Aahaha¦ Sv$p Ôe &ayk neAanHdSv$p Aek$p hE TyaH hm Ô rhe hE, hmeH Tvrase Apne mUz vtnmeH Ôkr, Tvrasehmara mUz vtn Ôe Svdex AanHd &anAaid, Aahahaha... TyaH Aaramse vsna hE, jhaHsb hmare hE. Aahaha¦ puStk inkl Aaya to bhot vqa` Aata hE loko khe, Aohoho...Aaya tmare Aaya ne ihNdImeH Aaya hE ne pƒ Aaya hE AEse Aek sHg‡h ho gye hE yhaH khetehE. (]ota:- AaTm\mRmeH idya hE) haH, =oDa idya hE.

AEsa deqa Ôy to svR paHc wavose Ôe Anek Ýkar ye hE AwUta=R hE SvwavkIAektameH ¹iÚ krnese, SvwavnI Aek$p Svwav sihtnI ¹iÚ krnese, Anuwv krnese AepaHc Ýkar hE, Anek p‡kar hE Ae jU@a idqte hE. _smeH hE nhÄ. samaNymeH ivxeØ hE nhÄ,samaNymeH Anekta hE nhÄ, samaNymeH Ainytta hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke, hEH?Aavo Ýwu Ke wa{¦ wa{¦ tara FrnI vat Ke ne Ýwu¦ AakrI lage ma!e bIÔe rSto levoAevuH kaH[ Ke? hEH? magR to Aa hE.


185yhaH yh smjna caihAe ke vStuka Sv$p AnHt \maRTmk hE, vStuna Sv$p to

AnHt \mR Sv$p AnHt gu Sv$p hE, yh SyadŸvadse y=a=Rse isâ hota deqa Ôta hE.ApeÙase AEsa sb sara in Ry hota hE, AaTma wI AnHt \mRvaza hE _ske kuK \mR toSvawaivk hE, &an, dxRn Aaid kuK pudŸglke ApeÙaAe sHyogse huAa hE, rag äeØ Aaid&an, dxRn, AanHd Ae Svawaivk hE. Ane rag Aaid Ae pudŸglka inim¿se huAa ivwaivkhE. kuK pudŸglke sHyogse hE, hote hE. Aahaha¦

“Ôe kmRke sHyogse hote hE _sse AaTmakI sHsarkI Ýv<i¿ hotI hE”. kmRka inim¿seÔe rag Aaid Aata hE Ae to sHsarkI Ýv<i¿ hE. cahe to xuw ho ke cahe to Axuw ho.Aahaha¦ smysar na!kmeH to moÙ Ai\karmeH 40 mo bol ilya hE, smjmeH Aaya? kemuin hE sCca wavilHgI ijsko pU aRnHdka na=ka p¿a lekr iS=rta AEsI Ôm g[ hEvItragta, vItragta, vItragta, vItragta jm g[, _sko mhav‡tka ivkLp _@te hE,smysar na!kmeH kha ke Ae jgpH= hE. hE yhaH smysar na!k? hE, moÙ Ai\kar hE ne?_smeH calIsva bol hE, moÙ Ke ne? moÙ hE? Ae Aaya deqo, “ta kar` jgpH= Aev”Aahaha¦ muinraj AaTmaka AanHdka vednvaza, xuâ cEtNyFnmeH rm` krnevala _skowI Ôe ivkLp Aata hE, pHcmhav‡tka 28 mUz gu ka, ta kar` jgpH=, Ae jgpH= hE[tna. Aahahaha¦ “_tŸ ixvmarg Ôey”. ragse iwNn hokr AHdr Sv$pmaH iS=rta AeixvmagR Ôey. “p‡maid jgko #uHke” Arere muin p` ÝmadmaH Aaya to jgkI dxa hu[ragkI sHsar Aahaha, AavI vat Ke Ýwu “Ane AÝmaid ixv AaEr” Sv$pmaH AÝmadhokr rhete hE Ae to ixvlokmeH- moÙke pH=meH clte hE Aahaha. muin sCca wavilHgIijskI wavilHg ijskI mhor Kap hE, &ayk Ýcur SvsHvedn, &aykka Ýcur Sv-sHvednijskI mhor Kap hE AEsa wavilHgI sHto, Aahahaha... _sko wI ivkLp Aata hE tokhete hE, Ae to sHsar hE, [tna sHsar jgpH= hE. Aahaha. A&anIkI to bat kya krna.Aahaha¦

kyÇik rag Ae _dywav hE, _dywav sHsar hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? _sseAaTmakI saHsairk Ýv<i¿ hotI hE, rag Aaidse to sHsarkI Ýv<i¿ hotI hE deqo, AaEr ttŸsHbH\I Ôe suqdu:q Aaid hota hE ne wogte hE A&anI, Aahaha... Ae Aa AaTmakIAnaidkalIn A&anse pyaRybuiâ hE. Anekp`akI ragaidnI pyaRy ne wedko deqnaAnaidkI pyaRybuiâ hE. Aahaha¦ wgvan Aek smykI pyaRykI smIpmeH Ýwu ibrajtehE. Aahaha¦ Anek pyaRy, je pyaRy Aek smykI hE, Ae pyaRykI smIpe AHtrmeH Ýwuibrajte hE, pU aRnHdka na=¦

Aek sHg ho gye hE yhaH khete hE (AaTm\mRmeH idya hE) ha, =oDa idya he AEsa deqaÔy to. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Ae AaTma Anaid kazse pyaRybuiâ hE. _se AnaidAnHt Aek AaTmaka &an nhÄ hE, Ôeke Ôe iwNn \‡uv pDa hE Anaid AnHt _ska &an nhÄhE. pyaRyka &an hE, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aek Ù`kI pyaRy _TpNn hu[ dUsre Ù e

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186 smysar isiâ wag-2nax hotI hE. p` _smeH wgvan Aek Anaid AnHt pDa hE \‡uv. Aahahaha¦ _ska to&an hE nhÄ, vo trf to JUke nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ae AaTmaka &an nhÄ hE.

[se btanevala svR&ka Aagm hE. Ae svR&ka Aagm isvay AEsI bat É˜aHy hEnhÄ tIn kalmeH. smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:- b\a \mRvaza potana Ýwune svR& mane)mane gme te, svR& hE hI nhÄ. A&anI pote Apnekae gme te mane, svR& to Aek jEndxRnmeH, kyÇik AaTma svR& SvwavI iƒkaz hE wgvan AaTma svR& SvwavI iƒkazhE AEse khenevala to svR& prmaTma hE Ane vo svR& Svwav hE iƒkazI wgvan _skeAvlHbnse pyaRymaH svR&p`a hota hE, ijska svR& Svwav AaTmameH hE AEsa mantanhÄ _sko svR& pyaRy kwI hotI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- AaTmako to manta hI hE)AaTmako kya mane b\a vato kre, AaTma Ae!le kya Ýwu? svR&, bIÒ sadI waØaAekhIAe to “&” SvwavI Ane “&” SvwavImaH svR lgavI idya to svR& SvwavI,kyÇik vo svR& Svwav _ska gu hE, _skI xi› hE. Aahahaha¦ Ane Ae svR& SvwavIAek$p Ýwu _skI ¹iÚ krnese ne _smeH iS=r honese svR&kI pyaRy, Ýg! pyaRymaH hotIhE. svR&meHse Ývah Aata hE. Aahaha¦ pUvRkI pyaRymeHse moÙ ho AEsa khena wI VyvharhE, bakI to svR& Svwav hE _smeHse svR& pyaRy AatI hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

_smeH xuâãVyai=Rknyse Ae btaya hE, ke AaTma Aek Asa\ar` cEtNywav hE,iƒkazI Aek Asa\ar` dUsra gu wI AEsa nhÄ, &an Svwav jEsa. dUsra gu wIApneko Ônte nhÄ, &an Apneko Ônte hE ne dUsra gu ko Ônte hE ne prko Ônne valaAsa\ar` Aek &ayk Svwav hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aavo _pdex¦ hEH? Aahaha¦&an Ke Asa\ar` cEtNymaƒ Ôe ke AqHD hE Ýwu to ãVySvwav to AqHD hE pyaRykawed wI ijsmeH nhÄ, inTy hE AinTy nhÄ, Anaid AnHt hE, Anaid in\n ;A' AaidAin\n, Aaid nhÄ ne AHt nhI. AEsI cIj \‡uv inTyanHd Ýwu¦ Aaha... _se ÔnnesepyaRybuiâka pÙpat im! Ôta hE AEsa wgvan iƒkazI &aykko Ônnese ne Anuwvkrnese pyaRybuiâka pÙpat KU! Ôta hE twI sMyGdxRn hota hE. Aaha¦ ivxeØ khega.


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]I smysar, Ae to 1p mI ga=ameH Aata hE ne “ApdessNtmßJH” pHiDtÒ¦“ApdessNtmßJH” _ska A=R AqHD ikya hE vo iv>anHdÒAe, Ae vat jU@I hE, su o tohve Ae khete hE ik Apdeska A=R Am<tcHãacayeR ÔnnemeH n Aaya to ikya nhÄ Aem khetehE. Am<tcHãacayRko “ApdessNtmßJH” xBdka A=R Ônne-QyalmeH n Aaya to ilqanhÄ. Aek vat, Apdeska A=R jysen AacayR !IkameH ãVy]ut ikya hE Aek vat AaEr“ApdessNtmßJH”no A=R Ae sUƒmeH 1pmI ga=a Aa[ _smeH Aa gya. pHiDtÒ¦¦


187ãVy]ut Ae xBdo j ãVy]ut hE, pHdrmI ga=a hE Ae hI ãVy]ut hE. to ãVy]utmeH Ae Aagya. Apdeska A=R Am<tcHãacayRko Qyal nhÄ rha to nhÄ Aaya AEsa nhÄ. (]ota:-AemaH giwRt Ke) hEH? Ae _smeH ga=a vo hI ãVy]ut hE. “ApdessNtmßJH” Aahaha...ãVy]utmeH wI Ae kha hE AaEr wav]utmeH wI vItragta wav xuâ _pyog Ae jEnxasnAEsa kha. p` ãVy]utmeH wI Ae ga=a hE Ae ãVy]ut hE, pHiDtÒ¦ Aahaha¦“ApdessNtmßJH” Ae ga=ameH ãVymeH Ae Aaya Ae!le ãVy]utka A=R Apdeska A=R nhÄikya hE Am<tcHãacayeR (Aem n=I). (]ota:- Ae wavno A=R kyÈ AemaH ãVy AavI gyuH.)na na-ãVy Aem nhÄ, Aemey nhÄ. Ae ga=a Ae ãVy]ut hE Aem khena hE. pHiDtÒ¦ Ae ga=aAehI ãVy]ut hE, to ãVy]ut Aa gya wa{, Ane _ska wav]ut to pSsid APpa H, xuâ_pyogmeH AaTmako deqte hE Ae jEnxasn Ae wav]ut huAa. pHiDtÒ¦ brabr hE, smjmeHAaya? jrI grbD ho g[ hE bhot, Apdesno A=R AqHD ikya hE Ae bat AEse AEse hEnhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?

Ane dUsrI bat Ae khe, raiƒko ÝÆ huAa =a cHduwa{na Ae ÝÆno _¿r hve keraiƒko bhot cla =a, ik jEse Ùeƒka AHt nhÄ, Ae vStu iS=it hE, AEse kazka AHt nhÄ,x$Aat khaHse _ska Ae vStuka Sv$p AEsa hE AEsI ãVykI pyaRy phelI kya _ska AHtnhÄ. phelI kya? Aahaha¦ AEse AaTmameH AnHtgu Ôe hE _ska Aaiqrka gu kya? AehE hI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? to [tna ãVyka Svwav gu Amap hE AaEr pyaRyAek smykI wI AnHt hE Ae wI Amap hE, Ae AnHt pyaRy Aek smykI hE, to Aa AnHt,AnHt AnHt AnHtmeH AaiqrkI Aa Aek pyaRy _smeH Aek smymeH, Ae wI hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦Tyare ko[ khe ke Ae!la b\a ãVy, Ùeƒ, kaz, wav, Amap ne _ska map pyaRy l[ leto to ivkLp hE _smeH Aaya. smjmeH Aaya? AEsa hE nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?

vo raiƒko kha =a, khena =a to icdŸivlasmeH hE, icdŸivlas hE ne? _smeH coƒIspane hE deqo, samaNyta krI inivRkLp vStu hE, ivxeØta-ivxeØpà AekãVymeH AnHt,AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt gu , Aahahaha... ijska AHt nhÄ AEse jbivxeØ smÔte hE guÌ, Aahaha... AaEr pyaRy Aek smymeH AnHt, mudt Aek smykI pÀnHt pyaRymaH Aa pyaRy AaiqrkI hE AEsa hE nhÄ. AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHtAek smymeH hÇ AEsa ix*yko Ýitbo\ ikÒAe, icdŸivlasmeH hE, icdŸivlas dIpcHdÒ.

tb ßyÇ ßyÇ ix*y guÌke Ýitbo\ko gu ka Sv$p, inymsarmeH AEsa kha ke ãVy,gu ne pyaRy tInÇka ivcar krna Ae ivkLp ne AnavXyk hE. yhaH Ae kha ke ãVygu neAnHt AnHtgu ne AnHt AnHt pyaRyko guÌ je ix*yko smÔte hE. Aahahaha¦ Tyare(tb) guÌke Ýitbo\ko gu ka Sv$p ÔÌ, ÔnI ivxeØ wedI hota Ôta hE. ivxeØ _skawed&an inmRz bhot ho Ôta hE. AaEr tb ve ix*yke AanHdkI trHg _@te hE. smjmeHAaya?

wgvan AaTma Aek AaEr AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt Ùeƒse AHt Ae Aa gya

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188 smysar isiâ wag-2[tnameH, p` wavkI sHQyakI AnHttaka AHt nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AaEr Aek smykI pyaRyAnHtmeH Aa AaiqrkI, hE to Aek smy p` AnHtmeH Aa pyaRy AaiqrkI AEsa hE nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ AEsa ko[ gHwIr, gU# \mR, gu ka ne pyaRyka, Ùeƒka Ane kazka, AEseVyaQya jem guÌ khete hE, to ix*y sUnnemeH _sko ivxeØ wed&an ho Ôta hE. AaEr ÔnIÔnI AanHdkI trHg é@e, te (_sI) hI smy vStuka inivRkLp AaSvad kre. pHiDtÒ¦ vathE wa{¦ Aa to gHwIr AlaEikk vatuH hE, Aa ko[ xaÏka AekIla xBdkI bat nhÄ hEH.

Aahaha¦ AnHt AnHt AnHt AaTmameH jem Ae Aek ivcarkI kso!ImeH n le tb tkAnHt hE AnHt hE wle mane, p` AHdr kso!ImeH cDave jb, Aahaha... to Aek vStumeHAnHtgu AaEr Aek prma umeH AnHtgu , ijtnI sHQyameH Aek AaTmameH gu hE, AnHt,AnHt, AnHt, AnHt AnHtno AHt nhÄ. AEse Aek prma umeH AiStTv, vStuTv AaidAnHtgu [tna hE, ke _ska AHt nhÄ. prma u Ae!la ({tna) Aahaha... AaEr AekAakax, Aek AakaxmeH wI AnHtgu hE. ijtna prma umeH hE [tna AakaxmeH hE, AaEr[tna Aek AaTmameH hE. Aahahaha¦ AsHQy ÝdexImeH wI AnHt, AnHt, AnHt Aekprma umeH wI AnHt AnHt Aek ÝdexmeH, AnHt ÝdexI AakaxmeH AnHt AnHt, Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? Jola Aate hE Jola, hmàH AaHhI Jola cDI gya Ke. FÌvar raƒI gmetem krta hoy p` VyaQyanmeH Jola j Aave Aene, AaHq ware =[ Ôy. AavI vatmaHware AaHq =ay, smjmeH Aaya? jrI smjnekI cIj hE _smeH, Aahahahaha¦

(]ota:- AnHt to k[ Ýkarke hote hE.) Aa AnHt to AHt n Aave Ae AnHt hE,A\RpudŸglka AnHtka to AHt Aata hE, kya? A\R pudŸgl hE Ae AnHtka AnHt kaz hE,p` _ska AHt Aata hE, p` AnHt pudŸgl pravtRnka kwI AHt nhÄ. Aahaha... AEseAek ãVymeH AnHt gu ka ko[ AHt nhÄ. Aem Aakaxka Ùeƒka ko[ AHt nhÄ. Aahaha¦JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦ (]ota:- Aek smykI pyaRyka AHt nhÄ) Aek smymaH AnHtIpyaRyna AHt nhÄ, ke Aa pyaRy AaiqrkI Aek smymaH AnHt, to Aa AnHt, AnHt,AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, AnHtmaH AaiqrkI AEse AHt nhÄ, wa{ ko[ (AicHTy)vStu hE, (]ota:- gu ka AHt nhÄ Ae!le pyaRyka AHt nhÄ) gu ka nhÄ, pyaRy to AeksmykI hE vo iƒkazIka AHt nhÄ, Aa Aek smyka AHt nhÄ. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- AeksmykI AHitm pyaRy kaEn sI) AHitm pyaRy kya? pyaRy AnHt hE AemaH AHitm kya?Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ AnHt AnHt covIsI ho Ôy to wI _ska AnHtcovIsImeH AHt Aa gya, Aaiqr. p` Aa to AnHt AnHt kaz kdI Aaid hE nhÄ, AHtnhÄ, _ska kdI AHt nhÄ ne x$Aat nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

(]ota:- AnHt khevuH ne AHt AavI Ôy { xuH?) AHt kyaH, ko e kæuH AHt AavI Ôy,Ae Aa to AHt AavI gyo ne AhÄya. A\R pudŸgl pravtRnno AnHtkazka AHt Aa gya,Ae AHt hE ne? AHt Ae Ýkarka AHt hE. AEsa hE \vlmeH pa@ hE AEsa. \vlmeH AEsa pa@ilya hE ke AnHtna do Ýkar, A\RpudŸgl Ae AnHt hE p` _ska AHt Aa Ôta hE. wa{


189Aa xaÏmeH Aa\ar pDa hE. xaÏmaH to idgHbr sHtoAe to gjb kam ikya hEe. Aahaha¦A\RpudŸglka AHt Aa gya. A\RpudŸgl (ka) AHt hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? pÀnHt AnHt AnHt gu Ôe Svwavka AHt nhÄ, wa{ AlaEikk vatuH hE bapa, Ýwu tarIÝwutanI par n mzee. Aahaha¦ Ae AnHt Amap _skI &an pyaRy map le letI hE. kyakha Ae? &ankI vtRman pyaRy AnHt, AnHt, AnHt ijska AHt nhÄ [ska map le letIhE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- map le ilya to AHt Aa gya.) [ska AHt khaH Aaya? AnHtka,AnHtka, AnHtka yhaH &an Aaya, AnHtka AnHt &an Aaya. bhu sU"m vat wa{¦smjmeH Aaya?

ãVyanuyog bhot sU"m hE, AEse ko[ sa\ar` AWyasse smÔy AEsI cIj nhÄ.wa{¦ Aahaha¦ AenI Aek smynI pyaRymaH p` AnHt Aivwag ÝitCKed, Aahaha...Aek smykI pyaRymeH AnHt maylI Aek pyaRymeH AnHt Aivwag ÝitCKed hE _ska AHtnhÄ _tna Aivwag ÝitCKed hE, kyuH ke Aek smymeH AHt nhÄ AEsa Ùeƒka &an Aa gya,AHt nhÄ AEsa kazka &an Aa gya, AnHt \mR Ôe hE _ska AHt nhÄ _ska pyaRymeH &anQyal Aa gya. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? to Ae pyaRymeH AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHtsam+yR hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae sb ãVy]utmeH kha hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ae 1p mI ga=ameH ÔeAe Aayega.

jo pSsid APpa H Abâpu‚H A`~`mivsesH.·ApdessHtmßJH pSsid ij`sas H sVvH.. 15 ..

[ska A=R ke Am<tcHãacayeR AHdr Apdeska A=R ikya hI nhÄ, AEsa hE nhÄ. Ae“ApdessNtmßJH” je sUƒ kha _smeH Ae ãVy]ut Aa gya. smjmeH Aaya? jrI¦Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- Aaqa ijnxasnnuH ãVy]ut AavI gyuH 1pmI ga=amaH) Ae ãVy]utj Ae hE, ke ijsmeH Apdes nam ãVy]ut _smeH Aaya kya Aaya? ke AbâSp<Ú hE AaTmaAe _smeH Aaya hE. Ane wav]utmeH wI Ae Aaya xuâ _pyaegmeH ke AbâSp<Ú AaTma Aexuâ _pyogmeH Aaya vo hI jEnxasn. ãVy]utmeH Ae kha ne wav]ut$p pir`mn huAaAahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:- 15mI ga=akI Apdex hE?) Ae AaHhIya“ApdessNtmßJH” AevI bat hE wa{. Aaha¦

ATyare to kLpnase A=R krte hE. AEse n cle wa{¦ AacayÈ khete hE Ae to sHtokhete hE, [skI vaÌka sar hE. Aahaha¦ Ae vaÌ vaÌmeH wav Ôe khenemeH Aaya hE, AparhE vaÌka vaÌmeH wav hÇ, Aahaha¦ ãVygu ka wav, vaÌka Apna wav, Ae vaÌkhetI hE. Aahaha¦ vaÌmeH ãVygu Ôe wavvStu hE Ae wav _smeH nhÄ Aata, p` vaÌijtna ãVygu wav hE _sko k=nkI xi› waØakI pyaRymeH hE, waØakI pyaRymeH hE,waØakI pyaRymeH vo AnHt ãVygu pyaRy Aaya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AlaEikk vatHu Ke bapu Aato, Aahaha... smjmeH Aaya?

Ae!le ãVy]utmeH wI ga=a Ae hI ãVy]ut hE. to _smeH wI Aa gya AaEr Am<tcHãacayeR

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190 smysar isiâ wag-2Aena A=R n=I kyaÅ AEsa hE nhÄ. Ae ga=a “ApdeessNtmßJH” kI\a vo hI ãVy]ut Aagya _smeH Ane jysen AacayeR AenI !IkameH coQqa ilya. Apdes Ae!le ãVy]utHmßJHãVy]utnI AHdr Aa kha hE. Aahahaha¦ saNt nam wav]ut Ane Apdes Ae ãVy]ut.ãVy]utmeH wI AaTma AbâSp<Ú khenemeH Aaya hE. AaEr wav]utmeH wI AbâSp<ÚkaAnuwv hota hE. Aahahaha¦ Aevo marg Ke wa{¦ hEH? Aa to _ska A=R Aaya hEsmysarmeH deqa to Ane Aa kl khena =a ne to _smeH Ae Aaya hE, ke smysar Vyvharkolekr clta hE AaEr _ska AHitm lÙ inüy tk phuHcna hE, AEse hE nhÄ. AamaH ilqahE Aa to vIr pƒ Aayane vIrmeH Aa pƒmaH kl btana =a ne ko[ le gya =a Aa meranhÄ, mera to icï ikya hE, dUsra kok le gya Aa to mgnlalÒ laya =a.

kya kha? AhÄya Aap e clte hE deqo, pyaRyai=Rk$p Vyvharnyko gaE krkeAsTya=R kha hE, yhaH Aaya hE, ibcmeH, hE? Òv _ska Anuwv krta hE vo prãVyke wavoSv$p pirìmt nhÄ hota. “[silye kmRbH\ nhÄ hota. AaEr sHsarse inv<i¿ ho ÔtIhE” TyaH Aaya hE, hE? pHiDtÒ¦ hE? vo Éã kha? ke Aa AaTma to AqHD, inTy,Anaidin\n hE. _se Ônnese pyaRybuiâka pÙpat im! Ôta hE, hE? prãVyaese _nkewavose AaEr _nke inim¿se honevala Apne ivwavose Apne AaTmako iwNn Ônkr,Aahaha... prãVyse, prãVyka wavse AaEr prãVyka inim¿se honevala Apna ivkar,Aahaha... tIn bol Aaya, hE? iwNn Ônkr Òv _ska Anuwv krta hE. tb prãVyaekewavSv$p pir`mn nhÄ hota, tb rag$p pir`mn nhÄ hota. Aahahahaha¦ JIÌvat wa{¦ Aa to jEnxasn¦ AemaH smysar, AaEr _skI !Ika ne _ska mmR jycHdpHiDte qol idya hE, Aahaha¦ [silye kmRbH\ nhÄ hota.

AaEr pyaRyai=Rk$p Vyvharnyko gaE krke, pyaRy hE, nhÄ hE AEsa nhÄ, p`pyaRyai=Rknyko gaE krke, Awav krke nhÄ pyaRyka Awav krke hoy to vedaHt ho ÔtahE. vStu AEsI hE nhÄ. Aahaha... pyaRyai=Rknyko gaE krke lÙ KoDaneko _sko gaE krkeAwUta=R kha hE. Aahaha¦ pyaRy n ho Ane gu wed n ho to vStu j nhÄ hE, AEsa hoÔta hE. Aahaha¦

xuâ inüynyko sTya=R khekr _ska AalHbn ilya hE. xuânyka ivØy Ôe \‡uviƒkazI &aykwav _ska Aa]y leneko AalHbn leneko kha hE. wedka AalHbn KoDaneko,Aahaha... pyaRyka AalHbn KoDaneko, pyaRy nhÄ hE AEsa nhÄ, pyaRy hE. hE? vStuSv$pkI Ýaiº hone ke bad, jb AaTma Ýaº ho gya AHdrmeH, pIKe _ska AalHbn nhÄrheta. pIKe Aa]y krna rheta nhÄ. pU aRnHdkI Ýaiº hu[ pyaRymeH to AalHbn rha nhÄ.ãVyka Aa]y krna rha nhÄ. kya khete hE. Aahaha¦ jblg AaTma pU R pyaRyko Ýaºn ho tblg ãVyai=Rknyka AalHbn leneko kha, p` Ae AalHbnse jb pyaRymeH pU Rtaho g[ pIKe ãVyka AalHbn rha nhÄ. AalHbn to Ae Aa]y A\ura =a tblg AalHbnrhete =e, pU R huAa pIKe ãVyka Aa]y to rha nhÄ. Ae to ho g[ pyaRy pU R.


191AavI vat Aa jycHd pHiDte ilqa _ska smjna Aa k@` pDte hE. smjmeH

Aaya? idgHbrna pHiDto p` y=a=R khete hE. Ane Amare pHiDtÒne AEsa ccaR hu[ =I neqainyameH Tyare Ae loko khe muin Ane AacayÈna vcn Ae j Amare Ýma` hE. Aa kheke wa{ ke b\ane Aa pHiDtona vcn wI Ýma` hE. pHiDtÒ¦ kha =a, qainyaccaRmeH, AekhI kheneko inkle =e. Aahaha¦ je sMyG¹iÚ Òv hE _ska k=n brabr maNy hE. AacayÈnaj maNy hE to pKI Aa pÍp‡wml\airdev muin hE, Ae AacayR nhÄ hE to _ska maNy nhÄhE? Aem AEse khe mane te AenI SvCKHdta hE. Aahaha¦ idgHbr g<hS=o p` smiktIbnarsIdas, !oDrmlÒ, Aaid sb Aa\ar, sb Aa\ar leneka hE. _ska xBd wIisâaHtke Anusar brabr sCca hE. smjmeH Aaya? g<hS= smiktI(ne) bnaya hE ma!eAhÄ Aena Aa]y lena nhÄ ne vo nhÄ Aa\ar AEsa hE nhÄ. sMyG¹iÚ to jEsa ityÅchE AEsa hI isâ sMyG¹iÚ hE. Aahahahaha¦

wgvan ƒ` loknae na= AHdr ßyaH ¹iÚmaH Aaya, Aaha... vtRman pyaRymeHpU aRnHdka na=, lÙmeH pyaRymeH ãVyka sam+yR Aaya sam+yR Aaya ãVy nhÄ. Aahahaha..._skI ¹iÚvan gme te khe Ae y=a=R isâaHt Ýma e khete hE. (]ota:- gme te khe?) hEH?gme te khe¦ gme te khe Ae!le te y=a=R j khe, Ae j khe, gme te khe, _sko Ôe gmte hE y=a=RAe khe. Aahaha¦ Ae AaHhI kha deqo.

xuâ inüynyko sTya=R kr AalHbn idya vStuSv$pkI Ýaiº honeke bad ãVySv$pkaAa]y AalHbn ilya jb lg pU R nhÄ hE TyaH lg, Ane pU R ho gya pIKe AalHbnrheta nhÄ, pIKe Aa]y lena rheta nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ JI`I vat wa{¦ vItragno margAe dxRnxuiâka marg smjna bhu AlaEikk hE wa{¦ Aaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦Are AemaH Aiwman kre =oDa F`aH Ô~ya, Ame Ô~ya bapu¦ Ae vatuHnI vatHu ko[ AlaEikkhE. jena &anno map n Aave gu Ino, _ska map krle pyaRy bapu Ae sMyGdxRn cIjkEsI hE. Aahaha¦ ãVymeH gu ka map nhÄ, AHt nhÄ ke Aa Aaiqrka hE, _ska sMyG&anpyaRy AHt le le, Aahaha... Ae sMyG&ankI pyaRykI iktnI mihma hE, pyaRykI hÇ,Aahaha¦ [ska nam wav]ut&an khenemeH Aata hE.

(]ota:- pyaRyno mihma cale Ke.) pyaRyno mihma Aa rIte, k[ rIte? pyaRynomihma ãVyse kH[ v\ Ôte nhÄ, p` pyaRymeH ãVyka mahaTMy Qyal Aa gya to Ae saraãVyka, sara gu ka, sara lokalokka, ApnI pyaRymeH _ska &an nam map Aa gya.Aahaha¦ Aek j pyaRymeH sara lokalokka ne Ae pyaRymeH AnHtI pyaRyka, Ae pyaRymeHAnHt gu ka Ae pyaRymeH AnHt ãVyka. (map Aa gya)

Òv ãVy iktna? ke Aaid ibnaka kaz hE, Anaid saHt AwI tkka kaz, _sseAnHtgu a Òv hE, iƒkazse AnHtmeH wage hE, ÒvãVykI sHQya iƒkaz smyse AnHtmeHwage hE p` wUtkaz Anaidse AHt tkka kazse ÒvãVy AnHtgu a hE, Aahahaha¦ xuHKe Aa? Aahahaha¦ Are ijskI Aaid nhÄ kazkI, [ska Anaid AnHt kaz _sse

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192 smysar isiâ wag-2AnHtgu a ÒvkI sHQya, Ýwu ãVy iktna? Aahaha¦ Ane _sse AnHtgu a prma u,AaEr _sse AnHtgu a iƒkazka smy, AaEr _sse AnHtgu a Aek Aakaxka Ýdex, AaEr_sse AnHtgu a Aek ãVyka \mR, gu . wa{ sa\ar` vat n=I Aa. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? &ancHdÒ¦ Aa to =oDa Fà &an ho Ôy \aràka TyaH to Ô e ke, Aaehohoho...hmare to bhot ho gya. hve jgtne btavo, jgt Ô e Are wEya, tum kya? Aahaha¦

Ae kha deqo¦ [s k=nse nhÄ smj lena caihAe ke xuânyko sTya=R kha [silyeAxuâny svR=a AsTya=R hE. pyaRy Axuâ ãVyai=Rk pyaRy, Axuâ ãVyai=Rk Vyvharnyiblkul jU@a hE, hE hI nhÄ AEsa nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ AEsa mannese vedaHtmtvale sHsarko svR=a AvStu mante hE. maya Ae khete hE ke yama Ae pyaRy ne wed AemaHn=I. AEsa ho Ôyega. Ae maya khete hE ne maya hE sb maya hE p` maya hE ke nhÄ?smjmeH Aaya? vedaHtI sa=e ccaR bhot hotI =I. motIlalÒ, prmhHs Aaya =a, pheleVyaQyanmeH Aate =e, pIKe prmhHs ho gye =e, pIKe Aaya tum vedaHt vedaHt krte hE Ae sblog to du:q hE ke nhÄ AHdr pyaRymeH? du:q hE ke nhÄ du:qse mu› hona to du:q hE ke nhÄ?du:q hE to AaTma ne du:q do cIj ho g[, hEH? äEt ho gya, AaEr du:qka Awav hokr suqAata hE. Ae wI pyaRymeH Aaya, to ãVy ne pyaRy do ho gya. AEse n cle kI\uH yhaH. AhÄyato vStuko, jEsI cIj hE AEsI smjna caihAe, AoKa Ai\k ne ivprIt, sb im+yaTvwav hE, smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

sHsarko svR=a AvStu mante hE, AEsa svR=a AekaHt pÙ Aa Ôyega _sseim+yaTv Aa Ôyega. pyaRy hE hI nhÄ. pyaRynyko AsTya=R kha, Axuâtako AsTya=Rkha. wedko AsTya=R kha, to wed ne pyaRy hE hI nhÄ, AEsa hE nhÄ. wed wI hE ne pyaRywI hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AavI JIÌ vatuH p` hve.

[s Ýkar Ae xuânyka AalHbn wI vedaHtIAokI waHit im+ya¹iÚTv Aa Ôyega. topyaRy n j mane Axuâta pyaRymeH hE Ae nhÄ mane, to vedaHtIAonI pe@e im+ya¹iÚ hoÔyega. Aahaha¦ Ôevo hve qUbI.

[silye svRnyoHkI k=HictŸ sTya=Rta ]âan krnese, waØa deqo, kya khete hE?[silye svRnyÇkI k=HictŸ sTya=Rta, pyaRynykI wI sTya=Rta, ãVynykI wI sTya=RtaAahaha¦ hE? pyaRymeH Axuâta Ae sTya=R hE, pyaRy Ae sTya=R hE, iƒkaz wI sTya=R hE.hE? (]ota:- p‡ma`ka iv*ay Ae to ho gya) nhÄ, Ae Ýma`na ivØynI vat AhÄ nhÄhE. AhÄ to pyaRymeH AsTya=Rta kha, to Ae pyaRy AsTya=R nhÄ AEsa khena hE. pyaRyhE, Ae to iƒkaznI ApeÙase Aek smyka pyaRyko lÙ KoDaneko AsTya=R, gaE krkeAsTya=R kha. pyaRy Awav krke AsTya=R kha AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

AigyarmI ga=ameH kha ne VyvharoDwUyT=o AigyarmI ga=a mUz, jEn dxRnnoÝa`, Vyvharo½wUta=È Vyvhar xBde pyaRy, pyaRyAwUta=R, k[ rIte AwUta=R? _skalÙ KoDaneko gaE krke AwUta=R kha hE. pyaRy nhÄ hE ne AEsa khekr AsTya=R kha hE


193AEsa nhÄ. Aare AavuH b\uH. hEH? wa{ tarI lIla to deq. Aahahaha... tera gu nI pa! pDIhE AHdrmaH mhaÝwu, KteH pyaRymeH ivk<t AvS=a ne du:q hE, Ae nhÄ hE AEse mano, AekaHtho Ôyega.

k=HictŸ, deqa? svRnyaeHkI pyaRyny, ãVyai=Rkny, Vyvharny, Axuâny, AxuâãVyai=Rkny, xuâ ãVyai=Rkny Ae k=HictŸ sTya=R, sbko k=HictŸ sTya=R manna caihAe.Aahahahaha¦ k=HictŸ sTya=Rpàka ]âan krnese, deqo phele to AEsa kha =a ke ãVykaiƒkazIka ]âan krna vo sMyGdxRn hE, ne AahÄ to Ae kha ke pyaRymeH Axuâta hE. pyaRyhE _ska wI &an rqkr iƒkazka Aa]y lena. _ska &an KoD dena ke ye hE hI nhÄ Aneiƒkazka Aa]y lena AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? =oDa sU"m hE. devcHdÒ¦

kya khete hE? (]ota:- sHSk<t Vyakr` valaka to kam nhÄ) sHSk<t Vyakr`naAaHhI kam kya hE, AaHhI to AHtrkI bat hE bapa. AaHhI AHtrna sHSkarkI bat hE,sHSk<tkI bat yhaH nhÄ. Aahaha¦ hE? svRnyoHke ko[ Ýkare sTya=R, Vyvharny AxuâãVyai=Rkny, pyaRyny p` hE, k=HictŸ pyaRykI ApeÙaAe pyaRy hE, ãVykI ApeÙaAe ãVyhE. Aahaha¦ j¡Aone ke!la qulasa ikya? Aahaha¦ phela AEsa kha kI Vyvhar AwUta=RhE. to AaHhI khete hE kI Vyvhar wI hE, k=HictŸ ye hE, pyaRy ApeÙase hE, AEsa &an krke,iƒkazka Aa]y lena, _ska &an KoD de ke pyaRy hE hI nhÄ to iƒkazka Aa]y nhÄhoga, jU@I ¹iÚ hogI _skI. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? goidkaÒ¦ Aa b\uH Ô`p uH krvuHpDxe TyaH mIlmaH \UzmaH ÉãHy n=I NyaH. hÒ xrIrne @Ik nhÄ hoy toy rqDe Ke bhar.hÒ Aem loko khe Ke. hE ne kya khete hE ha!R _pr kaH[ hE ne Asr Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦Ýwu tum kya hE? mEH to iƒkazI huH. p` iƒkazIka AvlHbn lenemeH pyaRy iblkul nhÄj hE AEsa lÙ krke AvlHbn lene ÔAega (to) sMyGdxRn nhÄ hoga. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? AaTmameH ivkar hE, Ae sTya=R hE, kmRse nhÄ. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- Aapkoto AanHd Aa rha hoga hHsI AatI hE) Aa cIj bapa¦ Aahaha¦

AhÄya to Ýwu Aem khete hE. Aahahaha¦ yhaH sHtokI vaÌmeH Vyvhar AwUta=Rkha, to _ska qulasa pHiDtÒ krte hE. ke AwUta=R to Ae ApeÙase kha ke kaym rhenekIcIj nhÄ ne kaym rhenekI cIjka AvlHbn leneko pyaRyka lÙ KoDaneko gaE krkeAsTya=R kha. p` pyaRy nhÄ ne Axuâta nhÄ j hE AEsa lÙ krneko ãVyka AalHbnkrega nhÄ hoga kyuHik pyaRy hE [sko to manI hI nhÄ _sne ne, smjmeH Aaya? AxuâtasHsar hE pyaRymeH, smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ jycHdÒ pHiDt wI [tna qulasa krtehE, phelanaH pHiDto y ko[....

[silye svRnyo, svR nyomeH kya Aaya? Axuâ ãVyai=Rk, ivkarI pyaRy, im+yaTvpyaRy Aaid hE AEsa lÙ Ônna caihAe, hE j nihH pyaRymeH im+yaTv ne pyaRy hE hI nhÄ,Aahaha... to _sne sb nyko sTya=R maNya nhÄ. Aahahaha... AavI vat Ke. khobabuwa{¦ AavI vatuH Ke Aa.

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194 smysar isiâ wag-2[s Ýkar SyadŸvadko smjkr deqo, [s Ýkar SyadŸvadko smjkr ijnmtka

sevn krna caihye. pyaRy Axuâ hE, ivkar hE Ae nymaH lÙ rqkr, iƒkazka Aa]ylena, Ae SyadŸvadka xr` hE. AekaHt manna ke ãVy j hE ne, pyaRy nhÄ Axuâta nhÄ,sHsar nhÄ, ivkar AaTmameH nhÄ, smjmeH Aaya? to AekaHt hE Ae, Aahahaha¦ hE¦ AekaHtpÙ nhÄ pkDna caihAe, Aahaha¦ hE? muQy gaE ko k=n sUnkr, ãVy iƒkazIko muQykrke inüy kha Ane pyaRy Axuâ Aaidka wedko gaE krke AsTya=R kha, gaE krkeAsTya=R kha to svR=a AekaHt pÙ nhÄ pkDna caihye, pyaRy nhÄ j hE, Axuâta ÒvmeHpyaRymeH hE hI nhÄ, sHsar ivkarI pyaRy ÒvkI pyaRymeH hE hI nhÄ. AEsa AekaHt nhÄ lena.maya Ae khete hE A&anI AaEr vedaHtI AEsE nhÄ. yama Ae hE nhÄ, p` ya khete hI [skaAiStTv isâ ho gya. smjmeH Aaya? ya-ma Ae nhÄ, to Ae nhÄ to Ae hE _smeH Aagya, ivkar hE, rag hE, sHsar (hE) pHiDtÒ¦ ;Aa' hE nhÄ, to _smeH ;Aa' to Aa gya;hE' Aa gya, smjmeH Aaya? mEH AaTma huH nhÄ, to _smeH ;huH' AEsa Aa gya, in Ryijsne ikya vo AaTma hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? wgvanka loÒk- Nyay bhu sU"mhE. Aaha¦

[s ga=a sUƒka ivvecn krte huAe !Ikakar AacayRne wI kha hE ke AaTmaVyvharnykI ¹iÚse bâSp<Ú Aaid idqa[ deta hE. hE, kmRka sHbH\ hE, Ainytta hE,ivxeØta hE, ragäeØta hE, [sko wUta=R phele kheta Aaya hE, pyaRynyse wUta=R hE, Aemilqa hE. vh Ae ¹iÚse to sTya=R hI hE, pyaRy¹iÚse to Ae bâSp<Ú Vyvhar Aaid ragAaid hE to hE hI, Ae ¹iÚse to sTy hE. Aahahaha... mazuH Aavu hve nvrax n mze, \H\oÉ˜are krvo, Ae hsmuqwa{ \H\a AaDe nvrax É˜aH? prna pap Aaid krvana kazmaH,AaTmane bgaDvana rStana kazmaH Aa ke id' su\rvano rSto sUJe. Aahahaha¦

Ae xuânykI ¹iÚse bâSp<Úaid AsTya=R hE. pyaRy¹iÚAe to sTya=R hE. [s k=nmeH!Ikakar AacayeR SyadŸvad btaya hE. ApeÙase khena Ae btaya hE. iƒkazko sTya=R nepyaRyko AsTya=R Ae ApeÙase kha hE. AekaHt man le ke pyaRy ne Axuâta hE hI nhÄ,AEsa hE nhÄ. Ane Ae Axuâta kmRne l[ne hE AEsa hE hI nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? ApnIpyaRykI te Ù`nI yoGytake kar`se Axuâta hE. Aahahahaha... AavuH Sv$p hve AenesmajmaH, Aa smÔy nhÄ Ae!le pKI v‡t ne tp ne kro wi› ne Aa pUÔ ne Aahaha...wgvan Ae b\I to ragkI iÊya hE ne na=, p` Ae kaH[ AaTmaka Sv$p nhÄ iƒkazI,Aahaha... vo ko[ \mR nhÄ A\mR hE, A\mR hE, Ae wI hE qra, rag wav Ae A\mR hE, AehE qra pyaRymeH, Aahahaha... _ska lÙ KoDakr iƒkazIka AvlHbn le Ýwu, ßyaHwgvan pUr` prmaTma pDa hE, Aahaha... _ska Aa]y idya hE, pyaRyko gaE krke.Awav krke idya nhÄ.

yhaH Ae smjna caihAe ke Ae ny hE. Ae ]ut&an Ýma`ka AHx hE. ny Ae toÝma`ka AHx hE. ]ut&an Ae Ýma` hE. Ke to ]ut&an pyaRy, wav]ut&an Ae hE to


195pyaRy, p` Ae pyaRy Ýma` hE. kyuHik ãVy ne pyaRy Ae donÇkae Ônte hE to Ae Ýma` hE.Aahaha¦ Ae Ýma`ka AHx ny, Ae to Ýma`ka AHx hE.

]ut&an vStuko proÙ btlata hE, ]ut&ankI (pyaRy) ÝTyÙ AHdr nhÄ hE.AanHdka wle ÝTyÙ ho, p` ]ut&an ÝTyÙmeH ye nhÄ, proÙ hE. [silye Ae ny wI proÙhI btlata hE. deqo, xuâny, ]ut&anka AHx, ]ut&an proÙ hE AaEr _ska wed ny ]utAe wI proÙ hE.

xuâ ãVyai=Rknyka ivØywUt bâSp<Ú Aaid paHc wavÇse riht AaTma cEtNyxi› maƒ hE. wgvan cEtNy xi›, cEtNy sam+yR, Svwav$p hve kya kha deqo, yhxi› to AaTmameH proÙ hE. vStukI xi› hE Ae to proÙ hI hE, ãVy Svwav to proÙhI hE. Ae vStu Svwav je hE Ae pyaRymeH ÝTyÙ deqnemeH Aata nhÄ, to proÙ hI hE.Aahaha¦

(]ota:- Ae to AHtr AnHt AqHD p‡TyÙ p‡ma` Ke) Ae ÝTyÙ hu[ kyare Ae toAek ApeÙase ÝTyÙ hu[, Ae khega AanHdkI ApeÙaAe ÝTyÙ hE, ne ]ut&anmeH prkI ApeÙanhÄ Ae ApeÙaAe ÝTyÙ hE, bakI to hE to proÙ hI hE. (]ota:- p‡TyÙ p‡ma` k{ rIte?)ÝTyÙ to AHdr SvsHvedn namka gu hE, AEse _skI ¹iÚ krnese pyaRymeH SvsHvedn ÝTyÙAata hE. p` Ae SvsHvedn ÝTyÙ ragkI ApeÙa nhÄ Ae ApeÙaAe kha hE. bakI to Aep` proÙ hE. &an ÝTyÙ Aam deqte hE, kevz&an deqte AEse deqte hE ]ut&an? Aahaha¦Ae to Aaya hE ne TyaH Anuwvo pCckqo moÙmagRmeH Aaya hE ke tme Ôe proÙ kheta hoto AnuwvmeH ÝTyÙ kha TyaH }lokmeH TyaH }lok hE Anuwvo pCckqo- Anuwv ÝTyÙkha ne tum to ]ut&anko proÙ khete ho? moÙmagRmeH Aaya hE, ke wa{ sUn to shI k[ApeÙaAe hm proÙ khete hE, Ae nyka &an Ôe pU R Sv$p AsHQy ÝdexI hE AEsa nhÄdeqte hE. ye ]ut&anka AHx AsHQy Ýdex hE Ae nhÄ deqte hE, p` vednmaH AanHd AatahE. Ae ApeÙaAe _sko ÝTyÙ wI khenemeH Aata hE, AanHd ko[ dUsra vede hE ne ApnemeHvednmeH nhÄ hE, AEsa nhÄ, Ae ApeÙaAe ÝTyÙ kha. AaHhI proÙ j hE. ]ut&an proÙ jhE. Ae bIÒ vat kI\I'tI xi› Ae!le ãVySv$p Aem, ãVy pyaRymeH Aaya nhÄ ma!e xi›proÙ ho g[. Aem hÒ to clte hE vat, Ae kha =a phele kha =a ke, xi› je ãVyxi›$phE iƒkazI Ae to proÙ hI hE ÉyuHik ÝTyÙ pyaRymeH Aaya nhÄ Ae, Aek vat. dUsrI vat.yh xi› to AaTmameH proÙ hE hI, kya khete hE? cEtNy xi›, cEtNy sam+yR, cEtNySv$p, \‡uv Ae to pyaRymeH proÙ hE. pyaRymeH Aaya nhÄ. Ae pHiDtona lqa` p` AlaEikkhE. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ nhÄtr to Aa ga=a _paDet, p` Aa lqa`meH wI smjnekI cIj hE.

xi› to AaTmameH proÙ hE. AaEr _skI Vyi›, hve deqo, kmRsHyogse mit]utAaid&an$p hE. AHdr pyaRymeH mit]ut&an pyaRymeH hE, vo xi› to iwNn dUr rh g[. p`pyaRymeH mit]ut&an Ýg! pyaRymeH hE. vh k=HictŸ Anuwvgocr honese, deqo ÝTyÙ$phI khlatI hE. mit]ut&anko, mit]ut ÝTyÙ Ôe Ýg! hE _sko ÝTyÙ wI khenemeH Aata

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196 smysar isiâ wag-2hE, vStu to proÙ hI hE iƒkaz, Aahaha... Aare Aare AavI vatuH Ke.

p` Ae xi› Ôe iƒkaz &anSv$p, wgvan stŸ Ýwu _skI Vyi› Ôe pyaRymeHÝg! hotI hE Ae mit ne ]ut&an, to Ae mit]ut&anko k=HictŸ kH[ prnI ApeÙa rqeibna Svko Ônte hE to TyaH ÝTyÙ wI khenemeH Aata hE, Aa ApeÙase. Aahaha...pa!ÌÒ¦ vatHu to AevI Ke wgvan¦ xuH kre p‡wu? Aahaha¦ wgvan tuH [tna bDa hEke tera par pamna... Aahaha...

AaEr sHpU R &an kevz&an, Ae to KÍS=ko ÝTyÙ nhÄ, Ae wI proÙ hE. [silyexuâny AaTmake kevz&an$pko proÙ khelatI hE. AekluH kevz Sv$p AekluH. jbtk Òv[s nyko nhÄ Ônta tb lg AaTmake pU R Sv$pka &an, &an ]âan nhÄ hota,kevz&an xBde AolI pyaRy nhÄ AhÄya. Aek &an, Aek &an, svR& &an, kevz&anAEsa pU R Sv$p _skae jblg n Ône, Aahaha¦ hEH? tbtk nyko nhÄ Ônta tb lgAaTmaka pU R$pka &an ]âan nhÄ hota Ae pU RSv$p Ôe &an xi› \‡uv hE _skojblg n Ône TyaH su\I &an ne ]âan sCca hE nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ hE?

[silye ]I guÌne [s xuânyko Ýg! krke _pdex idya hE, Ae xuânyko Ýg! krke,Svka Aa]y idya hE. Aahahaha¦ Ýg! krke hÇ, Apne(meH) wI pyaRymeH xuâny Ýg!krke, prko Ýg! krneka btaya hE. Aahahaha¦ Arere¦ wgvannI pyaRy wI gHwIr, guwI gHwIr, ãVy wI gHwIr, Aahaha... AlaEikk vatuH hE wa{¦

Aa Aekla vaÌya to veparmaH FUs gya ne nvrax n mze papna \H\a Aaqo id'pu~yey nhÄ TyaH to. \UzmaH pEsa NyaH ÉãH hta Ae to pu~y hoy to Aata hE, p` ragmaHFUs gya. Aa kruH ne Aa kruH, ne Ae to ÔpanIAe Aem kæuH htuH ke jEn \mR AnuwUit hE p`vaÌyane ha= Aaya, vaÌya VyvsaymeH FUs gya hE. vaÌya Ae!le vheparI. cahe toqoÔ hoy te p` veparI khenemeH Aata hE ne kaH[ vaÌya nat hE Ae vaÌya AEsa khanhÄ, ;vepar kre te vaÌya' to qoÔ muslman wI vepar kre to te vaÌya khenemeH AatahE. vepar krte hE _smeH FUs gya. Aahaha¦ Arrr¦ svar=I raiƒ Ae Ae AEsa kLpna krtekrte so ÔAe to, kLpna to SvPnamaH wI Ae Aa Ôve.

Arere¦ AEsa AaTmako smjna, Ae ma!e to inv<i¿ FÌ Ôe[Ae Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦kemke Ae to ivkLpse wI inv<¿ Sv$p hE. hEH? to prkI inv<i¿ Sv$p to hE hI, p` prkIinv<i¿=I h@te nhÄ qste nhÄ Ýv<i¿meH pDã pDã pDã Aahaha... to khete hExuânyko Ýg! krke _pdex idya hE ke bâSp<Ú Aaid paHc wavose riht pU R&anFnSvwav AaTmako Ônkr, ]âan krna caihAe. pyaRybuiâ nhÄ rhena caihAe pyaRy hEnhÄ AEsa nhÄ p` pyaRybuiâ rhena caihAe nhÄ. Aahahahahaha¦

yhaH ko[ AEsa ÝÆ kre ke AEsa AaTma ÝTyÙ to idqa[ nhÄ deta, ivna deqe ]âankrna, As¿ ]âan hE. _ska _¿r:- deqe huAeka hI ]âan krna so naiStk mt hE.jEnmtmeH to ÝTyÙ ne proÙ donoH Ýma` mane gye hE. proÙ wI Ýma` hE, proÙ wI


197Ýma` hE, ÝTyÙ wI Ýma` hE. proÙ wI p‡ma` hE. Ýma`- map krnevala, proÙ wIy=a=R Ýma` hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Aa to hÒ wava=R clte hE. AemaH sU"mta lage, Aaha¦ hEH? deqe huAeka hI ]âankrna naiStk mt hE. jEnmtmeH ÝTyÙ Ane proÙ donoH Ýma` mane gye hE donoH Ýma`hE, _nmeeHse Aagm Ýma` proÙ hE. Aagm Ýma` Ae!le Aa &an hÇ. wav]ut&an AeAagm Ýma` Ae &an _ska A=R xuâny hE.

wav]ut&an AagmÝma` Ae Aagm hÇ, Aagm Ae!le xaÏ nhÄ, wav&an ÔehE ye proÙ hE. AaEr _ska wed xuâny hE, Ae xuânykI ¹iÚse xuâ AaTmaka ]âan krnacaihAe. Aahahaha¦ pyaRy hE [ska lÙ to rqna caihAe, p` vo buiâ KoDkr, ãVykIlÙbuiâ krna caihAe. Aahahahaha... Are¦ AavI vatuH hve. maƒ Vyvhar ÝTyÙka hIAekaHt nhÄ krna caihAe bs [tna, Vyvhar pyaRy hE gu -gu I wed hE p` maƒVyvharka hI pÙ nhÄ krna caihAe hE _ska &an krke iƒkazIka Aa]y krna vosMyGdxRn hE. Aahaha¦ hEH? hve Ae xuânyko muQy krke klx khete hE _ska klx hE voto !Ikaka wava=R Aaya. smjmeH Aaya? hve _ska kzx khega, ivxe*a.


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n ih ivd\it bâSp<Úwavadyo½mISf¡!mupir trNto½PyeTy yœa Ýit¤amŸ.Anuwvtu tmev >otmanH smNtatŸjgdpgtmohIwUy sMyÉSvwavmŸ.. 11..

AhÄ, Aa xuânyne muQy krI klx$p kaVy khe Ke:-}loka=R:- (jgtŸ tmŸ Ov sMyÉSvwavmŸ Anuwvtu) jgtna Ýa`IAo Ae

sMykŸ Svwavno Anuwv kro ke (yœa) ßyaH (AmI bâSp<Úwavady:) Aa bâSp<ÚAaid wavo (OTy Sf¡!mŸ _pir trNt: Aip) SpÚp e te Svwavna _pr tre Ketop` (Ýit¤amŸ n ih ivd\it) (temaH) Ýit¤a pamta n=I, kar` ke ãVySvwavto inTy Ke, Aek$p Ke Ane Aa wavo AinTy Ke, Anek$p Ke pyaRyo ãVySvwavmaHÝvex krta n=I, _pr j rhe Ke. (smNtatŸ >otmanH) Aa xuâ Svwav svRAvS=aAomaH Ýkaxman Ke. (ApgtmohIwUy) Aeva xuâ Svwavno, moh riht={ne jgt Anuwv kro¸ kar` ke mohkmRna _dy=I _Tpþ im+yaTv$p A&anßyaH su\I rhe Ke TyaH su\I Ae Anuwv y=a=R =to n=I.

wava=R:- xuânyna ivØy$p AaTmano Anuwv kro Aem _pdex Ke. 11.

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Ývcn nH. 71 }lok - 11-12 ta. r8-8-78 somvar, ]av` vd-10 sH. 2p04

]I smysar: - Ab kzx hE, 11.(mailnI)

n ih ivd\it bâSp<Úwavadyo½mISf¡!mupir trNto½PyeTy yœa Ýit¤amŸ .Anuwvtu tmev >otmanH smNtatŸjgdpgtmohIwUy sMyÉSvwavmŸ .. 11..

;jgt tmŸ Aev sMykŸSvwavmŸ Anuwvtu'- jgtka A=R jgtke Ýa`IAo,Aahaha... jgtke Ýa`IAo sb [s sMykŸ Svwavka Anuwv kro. Aahahaha¦ jeAaTma iƒkaz &an AanHd Sv$p hE, Aek smykI pyaRyse iwNn hE, sU"m bat hE wa{,\mR ko[ AlaEikk cIj hE, Aek smykI pyaRy Ôe hE, Ae Aayega. _sse AHtrmeH cIj &ayk,AanHd, xaHt, vItrag Sv$pse pU R wra pDa pda=R hE, _sko yhaH sMykŸ SvwavkaAnuwv kro Aem kha. Aahahaha¦ sMykŸ nam iƒkazI sTy vStu, tÀv vStu iƒkazI&ayk AanHdkHd Ýwu, _ska Anuwv kro, to kLya` hoga, nhÄ to pirw‡m` im!eganhÄ. 84 na Avtar krte krte du:qI hE.

Ae pEsavaza AbÔepit ne raÔne Ae b\a du:qI iwqara hE raHka hE, raHka- vrakakhete hE. Aahaha¦ kyÇik ApnI l"mI kya hE _skI qbr nhÄ, Ane bharnI \UznI l"mIjD ma!I, \Uz Aey hsmuqwa{¦ Ae Apna mante hE, Ae iwqarI hE xaÏ to Aem khetehE, raHka hE raHka. Aaha¦ Aey mheNãwa{¦ yhaH to khete hE ke terI l"mI AHdr, cEtNySvwavmaH AnHt AanHd, AnHt &an, AnHt Ýwuta, AnHt SvCKta Aaid AnHt l"mIpDI hE AHdr, wa{ tne qbr n=I. terI Aek smykI vtRman pyaRy Vy› je Ýg! hE _skIpaKz same, nÒkmeH sara tÀv pDa hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ae sMykŸ SvwavnIVyaQya Ae. iƒkazI sTy Svwav, &ayk AtIiNãy AanHd, AtIiNãy &an, AtIiNãyÝwuta, AEsa Ôe kaymI AslI iƒkazI Svwav, tere jnm mr`ka AHt lana ho to Ýwu,Aahahaha... Ae sMykŸ Svwavka Anuwv kro. Aahaha¦

Ae iƒkazI AanHdka na= Ýwu AaTma siCcdanHd Sv$p Ae AaTma pU aRnHd na=AaTma hE AHdr. AenI sNmuq hokr, prse ivmuq hokr, Ae khexe pKI Apna Svwav,wa{ AakrI vat Ke, ATyare to Aa vat gum =[ g[, AevI =[ g[ Ke. \mR Ae!le Aadya pazvI ne v‡t krva ne Apvas krva Ae \mR, \Uzey \mR nhÄ, sUn to shI. smjmeHAaya? Apna je AslI kaymI Svwav \‡uv Svwav, vtRman _Tpad VyykI pyaRyse wIiwNn Sv$p, Aahahaha... AwI khega ke _TpadŸ VyykI pyaRymeH paHc bol je kha(ga=a) caEdmeH _ska qulasa krega. sMykŸ Svwav Anuwv kro Ýwu tere Ôe kLya`


199krna ho to. Aahaha¦ mha Ýwu cEtNySv$p AHdr, pU R AanHd ne pU R &an AaidSvwavse wra pDa wgvan AHdr hE ne Ýwu. Aahaha¦ tum wgvan Sv$p hI hE AHdr.Aa tera Svwav prmaTm Sv$p hI hE, AaEr tera Svwav, Aahahaha... pU R vItragSvwavse wra pDa vStu hE AHdr wa{ tne qbr n=I. smjmeH Aaya?

duinyana Dhap` AaDe cEtNynI cIjne wUlI gyo Ke. duinyana gaHDana Dhap`b\a, xuH kI\uH? hsmuqwa{¦ Aa tmara kroDo $ipyana p=raH ne \Uzne AemaH Dhap` AaAa kyaR ne Aa kyaRne mUqaR[ hE b\I. Aahaha¦ je vStu hE AHdr icdanHd, AanHdkHd Ýwu¦svR& ijne¬rdeve p` AEsa kha, vo AaHhIya khenemeH Aata hE. p‡wu tne qbr n=I terIprmaTm xi› ne vItrag SvwavSv$p terI cIj, Aahaha... Ae tereko terI qbr nhÄAahaha... to khete hE, Aek var Aa to sar, Aekdm le ilya hE. Aaha... Ae sMykŸSvwavkaAnuwv kro.

jhaH, hve yhaH Aaya, _s ga=ameH Aaya =a ne? 14mI. bâSp<ÚAaid kya khete hEjrI sU"m bat hE wgvan, Ae ragka sHbH\ Ôe pyaRymeH idqte hE, Ae sHbH\ _pr (_pr)hE, AHtr cIjmeH nhÄ, bâSp<Ú je rag Ane ivss‡a prma uAo Ae kmR hone layk, jeprma u AHdr hE, _sse bâSp<Ú idqte hE, Ae vtRman smykI pyaRy idqtI hE p` AeAHtrmeH ÔtI nhÄ Ae cIj, Ae _pr _pr rhetI hE. Aahaha¦ Are Aavo _pdex hve, Arere¦pyaRy _pr rhetI hE, paÌka dzmeH jem telka !Ipa pDte hE telka Ae _pr rhete hE ÝvexAHdr nhÄ krte. (]ota:- cmDIke _pr hI sb rhete) cmDI nhÄ, AHdrmeH pyaRy saraAsHQy ÝdexnI _pr pyaRy rhetI hE.

vo to phele kha =a, (AaTmameH) AsHQy p‡dex hE Ýwu JIÌ vat wa{¦ (]ota:-_pr _pr kEse rhetI hE) to vo khete hE ne¦ AsHQy Ýdex Ôe hE AHdr \‡uv, Ane Ae AsHQyÝdex _pr Aek smykI pyaRy hE, ragka sHbH\vazI Ainyt, Anek Anek iwNn iwNnpyaRy hotI hE Ae, (AaTma) AbâSp<Ú, inyt, AnNy (hE), narkI git Aaid, nrkgit Aaid je ANy ANy Ae pyaRymeH _pr _pr hE. AaEr (AaTma) AsHyu› (hE) ragsesHyu› nhÄ. p` pyaRymeH AakUztake siht idqnemeH Aata hE, AaEr ivxeØ gu wed wI nhÄ_smeH, Aahaha¦ AaEr ivxeØ gu kI ivxeØta Ae wI _pr _pr itrtI hE, AHdr nih ÔtIhE, Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat wa{¦

\mR vItrag ijne¬rno marg ko[ AlaEikk hE, vtRmanmeH to baæmaH AaqI vatqova[ g[, Ô e ke¦ Aahaha... Aahaha¦ (]ota:- Aape xo\Ine ka#I) yhaH khete hE. AaquLlI vStu Ke Ýwu tne qbr nhÄne, wa{. Ae sa\u nam \rate hE _sko wI qbr nhÄkya cIj hE? nam \rave ne loko mane p` AHtr sa\n krna je AHtr ragse iwNn,Ae paHc bolse AbâSp<Ú, AnNy, AsHyu›, AivxeØ ne inytŸAe paHc Ýkare(ãVySvwav) pyaRyona wedse iwNn hE. Ae (pyaRy) _pr _pr hE AHdr ãVy SvwavmeHÔtI nhÄ Ae cIj. Aahahaha¦

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200 smysar isiâ wag-2xuH khe Ke Aa? Aaela to AekeiNãy, be[iNãy, ƒe[iNãy, caE[iNãy, pHceiNãy, [CKaim

piDkMma, imCKaim dukkDH Ôv Aey \UzmeHy nhÄ Ae, sUn to sih hve, Aahaha¦ AaHhI khetehE Ae bâSp<ÚAaid wav, kya kha Ae? ragka pyaRymeH Ôe sHbH\ hE AaEr pyaRymeHAinytta nam Anek ÝkarkI pyaRy iviv\ _TpNn hotI hE, AaEr ivxeØta Ôe gu I toiƒkazI hE, _smeH &an, dxRn cairƒ ivxeØta wI _pr _pr hE, pyaRymeH hE. Aahaha... AaErrag ne äeØnI AakUzta Ae dya, dan, v‡t, wi›na piràm, Ae AakUzta hE sb,Aahaha... Ae AakUzta _pr _pr rhetI hE. AanHdna na=maH AHdr Ae Ývex nhÄ krtI.Aahaha¦ (]ota:- AqHD pda=RmeH _pr Éã AaEr nIce kya?) Ae Aa kha ne? paÌkadzmeH jem telna !Ipa pDa hE Ae _pr rhete hE AHdr nhÄ Ôte, AEse (]ota:- pda=R toAqHD hE) AqHD hE, Ae ãVy trIke AqHD hE. pyaRy trIke qHD, wed hE. Aahahaha¦ JIÌvat Ke wa{.

prm sTy ko[ svR& ijne¬r prme¬re kha Ôe sU"m tÀv prm ko[ AlaEikk bathE. lokone to ATyare mztI n=I ibcarane, ibcara Ae!le? wle Ae AbÔepit hoy neraÔ hoy b\a, p` Ae ibcara iwqarI hE, ApnI cIjkI qbr nhÄ Ae clta mDda hE.AÚpahuDmeH kha hE ApnI AHdr cIj icdanHd AqHD AanHdka kHd \‡uv kya cIj hE, _skIqbr nhÄ, vo clta mDda hE. AÚpahuDmeH Aaya hE. AÚpahuD xaÏ hE _smeH Aaya hE.Aahahaha¦

bharmaH b\a xrIr ne pEsa ne mkan ne hÒra mo!a pcas pcas laqna hoy ne,sI¿er laqna _tyaR'ta ne Ame NyaH muHb[ Aamodna hE ne? Aamodna, Aamodnarmi`kwa{ Ae kHpnInuH nam xuH Ke, Ae wUlI gya, xuH Ke? ronk kHpnI, Aap`ne kH[ namAavDe nhÄ, Ae Aamodna Amare palej pase, palej AmarI dukan =I ne, hE ne, hÒ wIhE ne palej pase Aamod hE, Ae Aamodna TyaH Ke. paHc K kroD $ipya to Aek sI¿erlaqka to Aek bHgla ijsmeH Ame _tyaR'ta. jyHit =I ne vØRnI kH[k 87, 87, 87 jyHitbe@I ne xrIrne AwI to 89 huAa, Tyare Aena mkanmaH _tyaR'ta. pHdr idn rhe =e.(]ota:- bDI AanHdkI jgh hogI.) \UzmeHy nhÄ TyaH mEH to AEsa mEH to _sko AEse kha=a Ae vqte ke, Aa Aek smuã nÒk hE, tdŸn nÒk hE, smuãna kaH@e sI¿er laqka bHglahE. Aek bHglo sI¿er laqka deqa hE ke nhÄ¦ goidkaÒ¦ TyaH Aaye =e ne? b\a Aaya =ama`so TyaH.

to nÒkmaH smuã hE TyaH bgla _Dta =a bgla, Aa bgla nhÄ? kbutr (jEsa)to [tna _Dte =e, _Dte =e, mCKI qaneko, mEH (ne) pUKa _sko wa{ Aa bgla ÉãHlg Ôte hE? ke smuãmeH vIs ma[l su\I Ôte hE. vIs ma[l su\I mCKI leneko,Aahaha... Aâr, JaD nhÄ, kaH[ nhÄ, Aahahahaha... Ae Aâr=I vIs ma[l su\I ÔyßyaH su\I mCKI pUrI n imle Ane pIKe Ôna hE nrkmeH Ýwu, Arrr¦ Aaha¦ Ae to nrkmeHÔnevala hE.


201Ane Ae nrknI pIDa Ýwu teH AnHt bEr gye hE wa{ tne qbr n=I. Ae nrknI Aek

Ù`nI pIDa, du:q wgvan khete hE ke kroDo Òw Ane kroDo wvse n (kh ske) Ýwu,AEsa du:qkI vedna teH krI hE, p` terI cIj kya hE _smeH pIKa n ikya kwI. Aahaha¦duinyana Daæa =[ gya ne ds ds hÔr ne vIs vIs hÔrna pgar mihne ne paHc paHclaqnI pedax mihne ne AemaH \UzmeH Aaya kya? Aahaha¦ Ae rHgulalÒ¦ Aahaha¦

yhaH khete hE. Ae wavo tera ivkLp ho xuw Axuw rag, AaEr pyaRymeH Ainyttanam Aek$p dxa n ho, Ae Ane pyaRymeH rag ne AakUzta ho, Ae sb _pr _pr hE, pyaRymeHhE, AvS=ameH hE vStu je \‡uv hE _smeH vo hE nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ AavI vatuH wa{¦ phelIto saHwzvI mze nhÄ bapa, xuH krIAe? svR& iƒlokna=, ijne¬rdev prme¬rno Aahukm Ke. prme¬r ibrajte hE yhaH, (sImH\rna=) mhaivdehmeH wgvan to hE Aa _skIAa&aka marg hE Aa. Aahaha¦ ƒ` lokno na= sImH\r prmaTma, (]ota:- AwI toAap bta rhe hE) Aahaha¦ TyaH kuHdkuHdacayR gye =e. sHvt 49 Aa@ idvs rhe =e saÙatŸsmoxr`meH [Não sUnneko Aate hE, vaF Ane isHh jHglmeHse Aate hE AwI, TyaH kuHdkuHdacayRgye =e sHvt-49 do hÔr vØR phele. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Ae TyaHse Aakr Aa xaÏbnaya hE, wgvanka Aa sHdex hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- Aap wI vhÄH =e. SvamIÒ AapwI vhÄ =e) Tyare AmarI hajrI to htI smoxr`meH p` Ae sU"m AHgt bat hE, Aa totaiTvk bat khena hE, smjmeH Aaya? TyaH hmarI hajrI htI smoxr`meH, TyaHse AmeAaye AhÄya. smjmeH Aaya? Ae jrI AHgt bat hE, AHgt batka iv¬as Aana Ae jrIsU"m hE. Aa to taiTvk batnI Aap e ccaR hE, smjmeH Aaya? taiTvk bat AhÄya tokhete hE. vo AHgt batkI kaH[k _skI, kar` vo cIj dUsrI hE wEya Ae to AHtrkIcIj hE.

yhaH khete hE ik bâSp<Ú je paHc bol kha, bhot cla Apne Fà idnse clte hEAe paHc bol “AeTy Sku!mŸ _pir trNt: Aip” Aahaha¦ “SpÚtya” vo Svwavke _pritrte hE, kya khete hE? Aahaha¦ jem vo jzka dz hE pcIs m` pcas m`ka paÌkadz Aor vo _prmeH telka !Ipa naqe to Ae dzmeH Ývex nhÄ krte _pr _pr rhete hE. AecIkax paÌka dzka ipHDmeH p‡vex nhÄ krta. Aahaha¦ Aem wgvan AaTma¦ AtIiNãyAanHd ne xaHt rsno ipHD Ýwu AaTma, _skI _pr Aa ragäeØ Aaid paHc bol hE, Ae _pritrte hE, AHdrmeH nhÄ Ô skte. Aahaha¦ xuH khe Ke? Aavo te _pdex k[ Ôtno, hsmuqwa{¦NyaH tmara =anna Aola p+=r, =aàmaH xuH khevay tmare Ae ladI p+=rnI TyaHétyaR'ta ne Ame tmara mkanmaH, wa{ hta ne pop!wa{, \UzmaHy Ae kaH[ n=I NyaH,pHdr pHdr laqna vIs vIs laqna mkan Ane Aa pedaxo mo!I ne \Uz hE b\I, b\arqDvana rSta hE car gitmeH. Aahaha¦

AhÄya to prmaTma, xrIr, vaÌ, kmR, pEsa Ae to bhar dUr rhI g[ cIj, Ae to_skI pyaRymeH wI nhÄ, kya kha? Aa xrIr Aa to ma!I \UzkI \Uz hE. Ae to AaTmakI

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202 smysar isiâ wag-2pyaRymeH wI Ae nhÄ. pEsa bEsa, goidkaÒ¦ Aa tmara kroDo $ipya buipya Ae AaTmanIpyaRymeH nhÄ hE. ba[DI, Kokra, ku!uHb, \Uz ne mkan Ae b\aH terI pyaRymeH wI nhÄ, pyaRysmje? AvS=a, vtRman AvS=a _smeH wI nhÄ. Aahaha¦

hve Ôe AvS=a Ôe hE bâSp<ÚAaid paHc bolkI dxa Ae pyaRymeH hE, nhÄ hE AEsanhÄ. p` vo _pr _pr rhetI hE, ãVy iƒkazI AanHdno na= wgvan siCcdanHd ÝwusvR& prme¬re deqa ijne¬re te hÇ, ANymit khete hE Ae vStu nhÄ. Ae vStu ÉãHy Aeneha=ey nhÄ Aa[. Aa to ijne¬r, iƒlokna=, prme¬r vItrag Ae e je AHdr AaTma(deqa) kha, Aahahaha... AEsI cIj Ôe \‡uv AaTma, \‡uv AaTma, &ayk AaTma, wavSvwav xuâ Svwav$p AaTma, _smeH vo paHc ÝkarkI pyaRy khI Ae _pr _pr itrtI hE.deqo ;SpÚtya' ÝTyÙ AhÄya to khete hE. Aahahahahaha¦ _s Svwavke _pr itrte hE,Éã khete hE Aa? Aahaha¦ inTyanHd Ýwu AHdr kaymI prm sTy iƒkaz !IknevalIcIj, _smeH vtRman pyaRykI Aa dxa _pr rhetI hE, AHdr nhÄ Ô skte. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? pyaRy hE, Aa xrIr, vaÌ, mn to \Uz ne pr Ae to AenI bat to AhÄyahE nhÄ. Ae to _skI pyaRymeH wI nhÄ. p` _skI pyaRy-halt vtRman haltmeH paHc bolhE ragka sHbH\ Ainyt, Anek Anek pyaRyka iwNn iwNnpà, ivxeØpà, ANy ANygitpà Ane sHyu› nam ivkarnI dxakI AakUztaka sHyu›pà, Ae pyaRymeH hE,vtRman dxa _skI AvS=ameH hE. smjmeH Aaya?

jem suv R sona hE, Ae sona Ôe hE Ae to pIzax ne cIkax=I wrelo pda=R, Aekaym hE, AaEr _ska kuHDz ne kDaH ne vÄ!I hotI hE Ae AvS=a hE. Ae AvS=a sonekaiƒkazI SvwavmeH Ývex nhÄ krtI AvS=a. Aare Aare AavuH Ke. smjmeH Aaya?

wa{¦ \mR smjna ko[ ApUvR vat hE. bakI ko[ Aa pEsa imlna, AbÔepit neraÔ p` Ae to AnHtbEr imla, Ae ko[ nvI cIj nhÄ. Ae to rqDneka wav car gitmeHrulneka wav Ane vo cIj to AnHt bEr imlI. Aahaha¦

p` AhÄya prmaTma ijne¬rdev iƒlokna= khete hE, Ae sHto AaDtIya hokrjgtkI pase mal mUkte hE. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- wgvanmaH Aa go!ae wyÈ k[ rIte?)ÉãH? wyÈ n=I ne? ko e wyÈ Ke? pyaRymaH Ke, AenI dxamaH Ke, AHdrmaH wyÈ n=I Aeto vat cale Ke. go!o pyaRymaH éwo kyÈ Ke, [ Ke AenI dxamaH, vStumaH n=I. Aahahaha¦vStu xBde iƒkazI cIj. Aahahaha¦ iƒkazI to AtIiNãy AanHdnae kHd, Ýwu \‡uv Ae _pr_pr pyaRy hE, \‡uvmeH kEse Ô skte hE, Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AakrI vat Ke, Ýwu xuH=ay?

AwI to bhot ma`s Aayega to sbko Aa smjna pDega Ýwu, bharmeH \UzmeHkaH[ nhÄ hÇ, mrI jxe, Ae Aa vaÌya mo!a vheparI hoy Ke ne, Ae maHs ne da$ n qayp` veparna AatR|yan ne roã|yanna piràmmaH Ae mrIne pxu =vana Ke, #or, maKlInakuHqe ne bkrInI kuHqe ne kaH kUtrIne kuHqe jvana Ke. Aahaha¦ Aey, \nalalÒ¦ veparna


203\H\ana pap Ae!la to lIn, lIn ne AatR|yan ne roã|yan, hj¡ \mR ]v` krneka docar klak wI hE nhÄ, ne \mR to hE nhÄ, p` \mR ]v` s¿Ÿ ]v` kya hE _ske ma!e carklak idvsmaH inkalna to nhÄ Aek Aa\a FH!a Aek klak mZya ne te p` Aene kuguÌimla AEsI bat, AEse tmare v‡t kro ne tp kro ne kuguÌ lUH!I leta _smeH klak, smjmeHAaya?

Aey¦ (]ota:- kre kya sahb) Aa khete hE, kya kre? _skI ¹iÚ KoDkr AHdrãVymeH Ôna. Ae krna hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- ÔnekI ivi\ bta do Aap.) Aa khete hEne Aa.

hmara to wagIdar =a wa{, f[na idkra, _sko wI mEH (ne) kha =a 66 nI sal,kæuH ne 66 sal 66 ke!la vØR =ya? 1966 hEH? (]ota:- 68 vØR) 68 vØR phele kha=a, merI ëmr vIs vØRkI =I, ATyare 89 clte hE. Ae jnmna hÇ, gwRna to 89 pUraho gya, sva nv mihna yhaHse igntImeH Aata hE ne? te 90 clte hE. Ae vqte hmarawa{ =a ne mae!I dukan =I be dukan hE AwI dukan bDI hE. paHƒIs calIs laq $ipya hE,dukan hE AmarI iptaÒkI =I AaEr dUsrI hmara f[na lDkanI =I. paHƒIs calIs laq$ipya AwI hE. tIn car laqkI AamdnI hE. AwI palejmeH, w$c vDodra bIcmeH, mEHnewI TyaH paHc vØR dukan cla[ =I. 17 vØR=I 22 vØR ëmr sHvt 1963 se 1968, p`vo kha mEH to kha =a _smeH _sko wa{ko mEH to wgt phelese khelata Ko!I ëmrmeHse mEHto _sko kha =a mEH dukane =DameH bE@e =e kuHvrÒ. marase car vØR mo!a =e mereka 90 huAa_sko 94, mrIne ityÅc hone Ôyega Ae |yan rqe tuH. Aap e vaÌya KIAe Ae!le maHsne da$ ne èDa to qata n=I Ae!le nrkmaH to nhÄ Ôv Ae yad raqo kI\uH. Ae goidkaÒ¦Aa 66 sHvt 1966 (]ota:- Aapno AnuyayI to ÉãHy Ôy nhÄ) Aano AnuyayIÉãH Ke? Ae AaTmano AnuyayI =ay. Aey to jene be car klak sUnnmeH imla hE, sHSkarhE Ae ÝaÌ to SvgRmeH hI Ôyega. p` AaHhI to jene sHSkarey nhÄ kaH[ sUnnmeH Aaya nhÄ.stŸ Ane bharmeH AEsa ma=a foD FaÌmeH iplay Aem AaTma to ipl idya hE rag AneäeØmeH, Aahaha¦ Ae ÝaÌ to kI\uH mEHne _sko kha =a yad raqo kI\uH bole nhÄ marI same,huH to wgt khevato hto. Ko!I ëmrmeHse hmarI to dukan cltI =I mEH to vaHcta =a xaÏvaHcta =a, (mEHne kha) ityÅcmeH Ôyega, dev honekI mne to lgta nhÄ tereko, AaEr mnu*yhoneka mere lgta nhÄ tere tHu mnu*y ho, bole nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aek ityÅc git Ane huAaAEsa, mrta Aam bhu pEsa peda krvamaH be-be laqnI pedax ds-ds laq $ipya mUkInegyo'to. hve to ATyare v\I gyuH to. meH ikya, meH ikya (kha) AEsI dukankI cla[VyvS=a, \Uzey nhÄ hE saHwzne. teH Éã ikya? teH ikya A&an ne ragäeØ. Ae mheNãwa{¦

(]ota:- Aapko kEse pta cla ke vo #ormeH gya.) khane yhaH git nhÄ, AEsa_skI tera lÙ` nhÄ idqte kI\uH. hm vo vqte p` xaÏ vaHcte =e ne hm, dukan clate=e, wagIdar jb bE@e ho TyaH =De to hm AHdr vaHcte =e, wagIdar n ho to hmare dukane

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204 smysar isiâ wag-2=De be@na pDe. Aa to 63 se 68 kI bat hE. sHvt 1963 se 68 iktneka to _s (smy)jnmey nhÄ huAa hoga AwI. Aahaha¦ Aa to pUvRka sHSkar =a ne to AEse kI\uH Aap ema`s KIAe vaÌya KIAe ne maHs da$ n=I ne devmaH jvana lÙ` mne lagta n=I.kemke tera pu~yka piràm AEsa hE nhÄ, AaEr mun*y honekI laykat mere idqtI nhÄ keAEsa wI terI ivnypà, kØaykI mHdta Ae wI idqtI nhÄ, bole nhÄ. (]ota:- mo#ekæuH'tuH) mo#e kæuH ne be@e =e ne =De be@a =a ne kI\uH ne hmarI be dukan =I, be dukan tIsma`s =a hm, Aek rsoDe jmte =e to Aek dukanmeH rsoDe jmneko gye to TyaH merese AEsabola[ gya mera wa{ wI bE@a =a TyaH bDa vo to srz =a mara bDa wa{ ne Ae, AenabDa wa{ ne mEH be dukan =I, kya. Aaqo id' Aa AatR|yan, sUna hE ko[ \mR kya ko[cIj kya gammeH sa\u Aave (]ota:- Aena manela) to raƒe Aa@ vaGya pKI Ôy. idvsesamuH Ôeve nhÄ, gammaH sa\u AaVya hoy to. Ae manela sa\u Aena sHÝdayna Ôe ke sa\uhE nhÄ, smjmeH Aaya? p` AenI iS=it bhar AevI sa\u Aave toy Ôy nhÄ, rate Aa@vage Ôy.

xuH Aa maHDI Ke kI\uH Aaqo idvs te? duinya wle Daæa ne duinya b\a vqa` kregaHDa paglo, pagl vqa` kre, Ae=I terI rIpo!R Aa gya piràm, _ska xuH khevay AerIpo!R xuH khevay Ae? s!±fIke!. Aa paglo b\a s!±fIke! Aape tne ke, Aaehoho¦ waretme kyaÅ ne, Aahaha¦ pEsa peda kyaÅ ne AemaH=I tme paHc hÔr AaPya TyaH ne ds hÔrAaPya ne AemaHy man hoy paKuH TyaH, maÌH nam raqÔe mo#a Aagz, tktI, tktImaHtsdI le Ae!lI b\I ke tqtI pDave. Aa tara to pu~ynay @ekaàH n=I maza¦

AaHhI khete hE Ae cIj to kH[ dUsrI rhI p` AaHhI to pyaRymeH Ôe paHc bol hE ÝwuterI cIj vo AHtr AanHdno na= wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu _smeH ye hE hI nhÄ. Aahaha¦_skI ¹iÚ kr, _ska Anuwv kr to tere sMyGdxRn hoga ne jnm mr`ka tb AHtAayega, nhÄtr AHt nhÄ Aayega. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Ae khete hE. kya? Ae deqo¦ Aahaha¦ _pr itrte hE, itrte hE, hE ke nhÄ AHdr? ;Sku!m_pir trNtmŸ' Aahaha¦ kya khete hE Aa? xrIr, vaÌ, kmR, ba[DI, Kokra _pr trtehE Ae to bat hE hI nhÄ, Ae to dUr rhete hE, pyaRymeH rha Aahaha¦ goidkaÒ¦ Aahaha¦Aa AmeirkamaH Ôv Ko ne rzva, rzva, rzva, AatR|yan ne Aa pEsa Aave be car laqAave j[ne Aave TyaH, hve \UzmaH Aa ÉãH tara laq xuH kroD Aave to y kya cIj hE?AaHhI to khe Ae cIj to dUr rhI g[ Ae AaTmakI pyaRymeH wI l"mI, SƒI, ku!uHb, pirvarto hE nhÄ, p` terI pyaRymeH Ae vStu nhÄ, p` Ae pyaRymeH ragaid hE, AakUztaka wavhE, Ae iƒkazI AanHdkHdmeH _ske _pr _pr hE AHdrmeH nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? hEH?kya khete hE?

t=aip kya khete hE? hÒ to pyaRyna nam sUna n hoy, mjUrnI pe@e ijHdgI ka#Ib\I, mo!a mjUro Aola mjUr to hÒ svarmaH Aa@=I bar, car klak kam kre Ane


205bpore be =I K Aa mjUr svarno é@e Ke K vaGye te ratna Aa@ vaGya su\I. Are Aoloto car klakmaH to AD\o klak bIÔe ka#I naqe bIDI pIvI Ke ne pexab krva ÔvuH KeAne Aa to wa{ saheb be@o dukane te ratna Aa@, Aahahaha¦ mo!a mjUr, Ae hsmuqwa{¦AaHhI to Ae vat Ke bapa, ikya ne mo!a mjUr Ae!le Aa mjUrI nhÄ. smjte hE? bDamjUr Lyo, bDa mjUr, Aa sb veparI Aaid hE Ae bDa mjUr hE. svar=I saHj su\I kamkrte hE Aekla pap, pap, pap, pap AaHhI to khete hE ke Ae prkI iÊya kr skte nhÄ, pÀpnI pyaRymeH Ôe rag äeØ Aaid Aaya, Aahahaha... Ae wI pyaRy _pr rhetI hE, ãVySvwavmeH ÔtI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

;t=aip Ae Ýit¤a nhÄ pate hE' Aahahaha¦ Ae rag äeØ, pu~y ne pap, pyaRymeHAnektakI iviv\ta ne ivxeØta gu kI, Ae AHdrmeH xowa nhÄ pamta, AHdrmeH pe@ sktenhÄ, _sko AHdrmeH Aa\ar imlte nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavI cIj Ke (]ota:- mharaj, \‡uvSvwavka kya ibgDa?) Svwav to AEsa ne AEsa hE, pyaRymeH bgaD hE ne pyaRymeH du:qhE ne pyaRymeH sHsar hE, smjmeH Aaya? vStu to Svwav AEsa ne AEsa hI hE, AEsa bgaDho to Ae pyaRymeH hE, sHsar pyaRymeH hE, ragäeØ pyaRymeH hE, sHsar rqDna pyaRymeH, du:qpyaRymeH hE, vStu _sse iwNn hE, kaym gme [tna pyaRymeH du:q Aaya, vStu to AanHdkHdxuâ cEtNyFn rha hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke ne? Aahaha¦

wa{¦ tne qbr n=I tarI cIjnI. Ane ÉãH ÉãH tuH. vo m<gla hota hE ne ihr`,_skI naiwmeH kSturI hotI hE, naiwmeH, p` gH\ Aave to Ae Ô e ke bharse AatI hE,bhar wmte hE Aem AanHd to AHdrme hE p` bharse Ô e AanHd imlte hE pEsameHse,bayDImeHse, KokrameHse, ku!uHbmeHse. \UzmaHy nhÄ hE sUn to shI. Aahaha¦ rHgulalÒ¦Aahaha... AaHhI to wgvan ƒ`lokno na=, Ô~ya AEsa kha, AEsa sHto AnuwvInekhete hE. Aahahaha¦ Ýwu¦ wgvan trIke hI bolate hE, AacayR to, AaTma wgvanSv$p AHdr hE. Aahaha¦ tera wgvan Sv$p Ôe AHdr hE, AemaH Aa pyaRykI pamrtaAHdr Ývex nhÄ krtI. Ae pyaRykI xowa AHdrmeH nhÄ Ô sktI. AaTma xowa nhÄ deta_sko, Aahahahaha¦ hEH? Ýit¤a nhÄ pate, Ae!le xowa nhÄ hotI.

kyÇik ãVySvwav to inTy hE. vStu je hE ãVySvwav pda=R Ae to inTy kaym hEAahahaha¦ waØa to sadI hE p` vStu to AlaEikk hE bapu, Are ibcarane mztI n=IATyare to, Aaha... Aa Aaqo id' mjUrI krI krIne mrIne haLya, vya jvana. Aahaha...Ae iqskolI TyaH fre hE ne bhu fre Ae!le Aekdm ivcar AavI jto, iqskolI iqskolIkya khete hE? iqlehrI hE? Sva|yay mHidrmeH bhot ifrte hE bhot care baj¡ ifr Aa tekI\uH ko`. bhot ifrte hE TyaH kaym FàH mihna =ya, ko` Ô e ÉãHno Òv hxe, kI\uH Aa.iqlehrI bhot ifrtI TyaH hE. Aahaha¦ Arere Aeno AaTma ÉãH, ÉãHnI =[ dxa, ÉãreAe mnu*yp uH pame, Aahahaha... Ane Éãre Aa ivcar sUnnemeH Aave Ane sUnnemeH AayapIKe AHdr AmlmaH mUkna Éãre? Arrr¦ hEH?

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206 smysar isiâ wag-2wgvan AaTmaka iƒkazI to inTy Svwav hE, hE? Aek$p. be, Aek to iƒkazI

inTy hE Ane Aek$p hE, pyaRy AinTy hE ne Anek$p hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?wa{, Aa to wgvan ijne¬rdevnI \mRk=anI vat Ke bapu, Aa ko[ cklI lavIcoqano daòne cklo laVyo mgno daò, bnavI iqcDI ne Aa AevI k=aAo hale KeATyare to. v‡t kro ne Apvas kro ne Aa kro \Uzey n=I b\uH saHwzne.

AaHhI to prmaTma ijne¬rdev [NãonI smÙmaH Aem khete =e, [Não je AekavtarIjenI swamaH wgvan pase Aate hE. AwI mhaivdehmaH ibrajte hE, to _skI pas Aakhete =e, _ske kaH[ ko[ [Nã ho ne raHk ho te _smeH fer hE? sb Aek hE, Ae to bharkI pyaRy hE.

Aa ãVySvwav to inTy hE. kya khete hE? pyaRymeH AvS=ameH Anekta pyaRykI Aneragka sHbH\ Ae AinTy hE Ane Anek hE, Tyare vStuSvwav inTy hE Ane Aek hE.Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke. inTy Aek$p hE AaEr vh wav AinTy hE deqo, bey Aaya deqo,pyaRye Anek hE AaEr AinTy hE, ÔeyuH? vStu Svwav je iƒkazI inTy hE, AaEr Aek$p hEs¹x Svwav Aek$p hE, Tyare pyaRy Anek hE, AaEr AinTy hE Aa inTy hE Ane Aek hE,Aahahaha... pyaRy, ãVy SvwavmeH Ývex nhÄ krtI. Aahahahaha¦

xrIr, vaÌ, kmR Ane ba[DI, Kokra, ku!uHb to ÉãHy (dUr) rhI gya ÉãH AaTmameHhE ye nhÄ. prne mera mante hE mUrq hE mo!o, Aahaha... jgtkI cIj hE, Ae to jgtkIcIj hE. Aa marI ba[DI ne mara Kokra =ya ÉãH=I tne Aa? snepat laGyo Ke Aene,Aahaha... AevI vat Ke bapla AhÄ to, Aahaha¦ hEH snepatvazo daHt ka#e to xuH Ae suqIKe? du:qI Ke. Aa mÔ Ke Amare. xenI mÔ \UzmaH snepatIyo daHt ka#Ine quxI mane Ke,Ke du:qI, Aem Aa pEsa ne ba[DI Kokrana sHbH\maH be@o hoy Ô e Aahaha... sat Aa@Kokra hoy ne ba[DI be@I hoy ne KoDIAo be@I hoy ne jma[ be@a hoy, Ô e mo!o vatokrto hoy hÇx hÇx, Aohoho... b\uH Ame to ÔeyuH Ke ne b\uH, Aahaha... Ýwu terI AinTytaAe _pr _pr rhetI hE. Aahahaha¦

yh xuâ Svwav svR AvS=aAomeH Ýkaxman hE, kya khete hE Ae. ÝTyek AvS=awle ragvazI ho, AakUztavazI ho, ivxeØta ho drek AvS=ameH, Ae xuâSvwav toÝkaxman pDa hI hE AHdr. Aahahaha¦ TyaH ¹iÚ denese Anuwv hota hE, Aa vat hE. tosMyGdxRn hota hE. sTydxRn, bakI =o=a hE sb. smjmeH Aaya? Ae sMykŸ Svwav Ôeiƒkaz hE, xuâ Svwav svR AvS=aAomeH Aek$p iƒkaz Ýkaxman hE. Aahahaha¦ sara,hEH? (]ota:- Ae \‡uvne sMykŸSvwav kI\o.) iƒkaz sMykŸ Svwav Òvka, inTy inTyAHdr inTy Svwav _TpadŸ Vyy \‡uv yu›H stŸ hE ne? to je \‡uv je hE, Ae _TpadŸ VyymeHAata nhÄ, ne _TpadŸ Vyy TyaH Ôte nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ \‡uv hE Ae inTy hE ne Aek$p hE, pyaRyAinTy hE ne Anek$p hE, Ae Anek ne AinTyta, inTy Ane Aek$pmaH Ývex nhÄ krtI.Aahahaha¦

xuH ga=a¦ Aahaha¦ maq` hE, maq` nIkzte hE ne¦ AEsa rqte hE maq` KasmeHse


207to AEsa Kas nItrI Ôy Ke maq` _pr rhega. Aa ADIne n hoy hÇ bhu, maq` hotahE ne dhÄmeHse m` do m`, pIKe inkle AEsa krte hE ne nIce Kas nIkz ÔtI hE, maqìnkz (rh) Ôta hE, “Aem pyaRy buiâ inkz ÔtI hE ne ãVybuiâ AeklI rh ÔtI hE”Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. wa{ marg k@` pDe, p` marg to Aa hE. Aahaha¦ QyalmaHhÒ AavuH AavvuH muXkel pDe, ke Ae Éã khete hE Aa, Ane k[ rIte Aa pyaRy ne pyaRy _prtre ne AHdrmaH nhÄ, Ane AHdr inTy Aek, Ane AinTy Anek xuH khe Ke, Aa kya khete hEAa saHwZyuH n hoy ko[ id'. Aahahaha¦

Are Ae to vrtna AekDana mÄDa hÒ to AaHhI, AekDana mÄDa, Aekla mÄDa j¡dIÔtna hoy, p` AekDo hoy ne AekDo AekDanuH pheluH to mÄDuH kre ne Aam mÄDu pKI AekDohoy ne p` AekDamaH mÄDa hoy Ae bIÒ ÔtnuH hoy, AoluH goz cÉÉr hoy AekluH mÄDuAne Aa jrI Aam lHbgoz hoy. Aem Aa to ãVy ne pyaRy Ae to AekDana mÄDanI vathE, smÔy Ke kaH[? Aahahaha¦

pIKe pyaRy, wa{ AlaEikk vatHu na=¦ tarI Ýwutano par nhÄ, p` terI qbr nhÄtne, Aahaha... terI Ae Ýwuta [tnI hE ke terI vaÌmeH pUrI n Aa ske AEsI terI ÝwutapDI hE AHdr. wgvan prmaTma AnHt gu no \am, Aahaha... SvyH ßyoit suq \amSvyH Apnese hE, ko[ ktaR nhÄ _ska, Aahaha... suq\am Ae A¿IiNãy AanHdka S=z hE,iv]am krnekae Aa Aek iv]amFr hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? pyaRy ãVy SvwavmeHÝvex nhÄ krtI, _pr (_pr) rhetI hE.

svR AvS=aAomeH ãVy Ýkaxman hE, AEse xuâ Svwavka, Aahahaha... moh rihthokr im+ya w‡mà KoDkr, Aahaha... pyaRy buiâ rqkr hE Ae moh hE, Ae pyaRybuiâim+yaTv hE. Aahahaha¦ hE qrI Ae cIj pyaRymeH, p` _skI buiâ im+yaTv hE, te im+yaTvbuiâ, pyaRybuiâ KoDkr moh riht hokr ;jgt' jgt Ae!le jgtna Òvo, bhar=I toAem khevayne ke Aa kai@yavaD AaVyuH. kai@yavaD Aave Ke? kai@yavaDna ma`so AaveKe. diÙ`na ma`so Aave Ke, to khevay Ke ke Aa diÙ` AaVyuH. Aem Aa jgt kI\uH. p`jgtna ma`so khevay. Aahaha¦ he jgtna ÝaÌ, Anuwv kro, Aahahaha... ßyaHwgvan pU aRnHd inTy \‡uv ibrajte hE AHdr, _ska Anuwv kro, Anuwv hE pyaRy. p`ãVyka Anuwv kro, pyaRyka Anuwv Ôe hE Ae to A&an Anaidka hE Anaidka. Aahaha¦

vStu je iƒkazI inTyanHd Ýwu, ijsmeH pyaRyka Ývex nhÄ, Are iƒkazI ãVy&aykwav pyaRyko KUtey nhÄ, smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:- KUtey nhÄ, SpxR krte nhI. toÉya krte hE) nhÄ, SpxR krte nhÄ iwNn hE. (]ota:- |yan ikska kre?) p` |yan krepyaRy to iƒkazIka to Ae pyaRy KUtI nhÄ, p` |yan _ska krna. AnuwvkI pyaRyãVyko KUtI nhÄ, KtaH ãVyka lÙse je Anuwv huAa Ae AanHdka Anuwv hE. Aahahaha¦pyaRyka Anuwv Ae du:qka Anuwv =a. Ae kmRcetna ne kmR fzcetnaka Anuwv =a,Ane AaTmaka Anuwv Ae &an cetnaka Anuwv huAa. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

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208 smysar isiâ wag-2;jgt' Ae!le jgtna ÝaÌAo, Anuwv kre. kyÇik moh kmRke _dyse _TpNn im+yaTvkoim+ya ]âa$pI A&an jhaHtk rheta hE, pyaRybuiâ rag mEH huH, pyaRy ijtna mEH huH AEsaA&an rhete hE, vhaH tk Ae Anuwv y=a=R nhÄ hota. Aahahahahaha¦

xrIr, SƒI, kmR ku!uHb mera hE Ae to mhaw‡mà A&an hE, p` pyaRybuiâ hE yhA&an hE, khete hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- pyaRybuiâ smjmeH nhÄ Aa[.) Aek smykIAvS=akI buiâ nam pyaRybuiâ, Anaidka Ae cIj hE Ae to, Aahahaha¦ Aavo marg Ke.Aevo marg vItragno kæo swanI maHy sImH\r prmaTma, Aahaha¦ moh kmRnaédyse, Anuwv y=a=R nhÄ hota, Éã khete hE? jblg rag ne pu~y ne dya ne dan neAnek pyaRy je hE _skI Ìic rhetI hE, tblg AHtrka y=a=R Anuwv nhÄ hota. ijskIÌic hE TyaH vIyR kam krte hE, rag ne pyaRykI Ìic hE to vIyR TyaH kam krte hE. Ane AEsIÌicse AHtrka Anuwv nhÄ ho skta. Aahaha¦

wava=R: - yhaH Ae _pdex hE ke xuânyke ivØy$p AaTmaka Anuwv kro. bhu !UHku krInaQyuH. sMyG&an je xuâny hE ijska ivØy &ayk iƒkaz hE _ska Anuwv kro. Aa sarilya. smjmeH Aaya? AakrI vat hE p` Ae in Ry to kre &anmeH phele in Ry to kre kemagR Aa hE. Aahaha¦

Ab [sI A=Rka sUck kzx$p kaVy pun: khete hE, [smeH yh kha gya hE ke AEsaAnuwv krnepr AaTmdev Ýg! Ýitwasman hota hE. Aahahaha¦

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wUtH waNtmwUtmev rwsaiNniwR> bN\H su\I-yR>Nt: ikl ko½Pyho klyit VyahTy mohH h@atŸ .AaTmaTmanuwvEkgMymihma Vy›o½ymaSte \‡uvHinTyH kmRkl÷p÷ivklo dev: SvyH xa¬t:.. 12..

hve, Ae j A=RnuH klx$p kaVy frIne khe Ke jemaH Aem khe Ke ke Aavo AnuwvkyeR AaTmdev Ýg! Ýitwasman =ay Ke:-

}loka=R:- (yid) Ôe (k: Aip su\I:) ko{ subuiâ (sMyG¹iÚ) (wUtH waNtmŸAwUtmŸ Ov bN\H) wUt, vtRman Ane wavI Aeva ƒ e kaznaH kmÈna bH\ne potanaAa„a=I (rwsatŸ) tTkaz-xI\‡ (iniwR>) iwNn krIne t=a (mohH) te kmRna_dyna inim¿=I =yel im+yaTv (A&an) ne (h@atŸ) potana bz=I (puÌØa=R=I)(VyahTy) rokIne A=va nax krIne (ANt:) AHtrHgmaH (ikl Aho klyit)AWyas kre-deqe to (AymŸ AaTma) Aa Aa„a (AaTmAnuwv-Ok-gMy-mihma)potana Anuwv=I j jàvayoGy jeno Ýg! mihma Ke Aevo (Vy›:) Vy›


209(Anuwvgocr), (\‡uvH) inül, (xa¬t:) xa¬t, (inTyH kmR-kl÷-p÷-ivkl:) inTy kmRklHk-kdRm=I riht- (SvyH dev:) Aevo pote Stuit krva yoGy dev(AaSte) ivrajman Ke.

wava=R:- xuânynI ¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave to svR kmÈ=I riht cEtNymaƒ devAivnaxI AaTma AHtrHgmaH pote ivraÒ rìao Ke.Aa ÝaÌ-pyaRybuiâ bihraTma-tene bhar #UH#e Ke te mo!uH A&an Ke. 12.

(xadURlivkÊIiDt)wUtH waNtmwUtmev rwsaiNniwR> bN\H su\I-yR>Nt: ikl ko½Pyho klyit VyahTy mohH h@atŸ .AaTmaTmanuwvEkgMymihma Vy›o½ymaSte \‡uvHinTyH kmRkl÷p÷ivklo dev: SvyH xa¬t:..12..

rwsatŸ ÔeyuH rwsatŸ AaVyuH AhÄya vo Ý&aKIÌmeH rwsatŸ Aata hE TyaH Aeksmy lI\u'tuH, jem Ae e Aa rwsatŸ xIF‡. Aahaha¦ tuH wgvan dev xa¬t AHdr hE ÝwuterI idVyxi›ka par nhÄ, qbr kem pDe? Aahaha¦ be bIDI sIgare!nI srqI pIve towa{sabne kzxo étre Aava to Aplq`, hve Aene Aem khevuH ke Aa dev hE. hEH¦ Ane60 vØeR Kokro Aave vaHiJyame uH !ze Tyare Aena Kokrane Aam bCcI wre Aahaha¦Aaehoho¦ xuH Ke p` Aa, taruH paglp uH ÉãH Ke? Ane AemaH paHc -ds laqnI pedax =[hoy to kro Aaj lapsI. pedax mo!I =[ g[ Ke \UzmaHy n=I hve papnI pedax KesaHwzne hve. Aahaha¦

yid ko[ subuiâ, Aahaha¦ hE? subuiâ, &anI, sMyG¹iÚ, Aahahaha... “wUtH waNtHAnuwUtm Aev bN\H” Òv wgvan AaTma, wUtkaz gyokaz vtRman ne wiv*y tInoHkazmeH kmRke bH\ko Apne AaTmase, tInoH kazka ragka sHbH\ _sko Apne AaTmasetTkaz xIF‡ iwNn krke, Aahaha¦ Ae rag Ane pu~y dya dan Aaid ivkLp ne AakUztaAe b\I hE, _sse Aahaha... ;rwsatŸ” tInoH kazkI ivkarI pyaRyse, Aahaha... ApnekoxIF‡ iwNn krke, FëmeHse jEsa kaHkra inkal dete hE, Fë khete hE ne Fë, kaHkrI inkalte hEAem pu~y ne papkI pyaRy, mel kaHkrI hE _sse iwNn Fë hE, AEsa AanHdkHd Ýwu hE.Aahahaha... _skI ¹iÚ kro to tere sMyGdxRn hoga. \mRkI phelI sI#I x$Aat TyaHsehogI. Aahahaha¦

(]ota:- pu~y piràmko mel ÉyoH khete ho Aap mharaj) mel hE ke nhÄ, kya hE?miln hE ne, Axuic hE ne, jD hE ne? du:q hE ne? (]ota:- jD kho p` mel nhÄ) Ae jDkaA=R kya? cEtNy Ýkaxka nUrka _smeH Awav hE. rag, dya, dan Aaid wav hE _smeHcEtNyka AHxka Awav hE, ma!e jD he. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- mel nhÄ khena cahIye) melhE Axuic kha ne¦ Axuic kho ke mel kho ke ivwav kho, A\mR kho, Aahaha¦ AaHhI to

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210 smysar isiâ wag-2khete hE ke Ýwu iƒkazI &ayk mUitR Ýwu Aene Aa iƒkazI je ivkar hE _sse iwNn kr de,Aahahaha¦ iƒkazI cIjkI ¹iÚ krke, iƒkazmeH rhenevalI ivk<t AvS=ako dUr kr de.Aahaha¦ waØa to kEsI? Aahahaha... wUtkaz, vtRman ne wiv*ymeH rhenevala ivk<tAvS=a _sko iƒkazI &aykwavka Aa]y krke KoD de, iwNn kr de, Aahahaha... AepuruØa=Rse hota hE. smjmeH Aaya?

ko[ khete hE ke tum to Êmbâ mante hE ne AemaH Aa khaH Aaya? Aahaha... Are sUnto shI Ýwu, Êmbâ mannemeHy AktaRpà Aa rIte Aa gya, smjmeH Aaya? je smyehoga Ae hoga Êmbâ, p` Ae hoga Ae hoga iksko? ijsne &aykwavka in Ry ikyaAne ragka AktaRpà huAa _skae Êmbâka in Ry y=a=R hE. ragka ktaR huH Ane Êmbâmanna do cIj rhetI nhÄ. kya kha Ae? Aahahaha¦ ivkLpka ktaR ho Ane Êmbâ maneAe do cIj rhe sktI nhÄ. Ae Êmbâ mannevala ragka AktaR hokr &aykSvwavkI ¹iÚkrte hE. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatHu Ke. nvuH lage AÔ~ya ma`sne to. Aa k[ Ôtno te jEnprme¬rno marg hxe Aa? hve Ame to [CKaim [irya vIrIya tSy imCKaim dukkDH LyologSsmaH AevH mye Aiw+=uAa -kaH[ n mze bapa Aahaha¦ AaHhI to Ae to xBdo jD,waØa jD, ivkLp é@e Ae p` jD, Aena=I to wgvan iwNn, inTy Aek$p hE. Aahaha¦

hE? Aaha¦ Apne AaTmase xIF‡ iwNn krke _s kmÈdyke inim¿se honevala,inim¿se honevala hÇ, hE to Apnese hota hE moh, kmR to inim¿ hE. honevala im+yaTvkow‡mà Ôe hE rag mEH huH. pu~y mEH huH, pyaRy ijtna mEH huH AEsa Ôe im+yaTvwav hE _skoApne bzse h@av, j¡Ao Apna bzse Svwav sNmuq honeka Apna bzse rokkrpuruØa=Rse rokkr, nax krke AHtrHgmeH AWyas kr deqe, AHtrHgmeH ragse iwNn AWyaskrke deqe. to yh AaTma Apne AnuwvmeH Aa Ônne yoGy ijsko Ýg! mihma hE, Ýg!mihma hE AHdr pDI hE. Aahaha¦ Am<tka sagr _Kzte hE AHdr AtIiNãy Am<tka sagrwgvan AaTma, Aahaha¦ Ae Ýg! mihma hE. AEsa Vy›, AnuwvgMy, inül, Aaxa¬t, xa¬t vStu Ýwu hE AHdr, Ae inTy kmRklHkse riht SvyH AEsa Stuit krne yoGydev, Aahaha... Ae Stuit krnelayk Ae wgvan AaTma hE, Aahaha... _skI SvIkar krnasTkar krna Ae Stuit hE, Ae Stuit krna Ae devkI Stuit hE, ãVykI Stuit hE. Aahaha¦ivxeØ khega. (]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev.)

Ývcn nH. 7r }lok - 1r-13 ta. r9-8-78 mHgzvar, ]av vd-11 sH. 2p04

]I smysar 12 ma kzxno wava=R.wava=R: - 12 mo kzx =yo ne, xuânykI ¹iÚse deqa Ôy barma kzx hE _ska

wava=R hE¦ AaTmako xuâny nam inüy ¹iÚse iƒkazI &aykwavko deqnese svR kmÈseriht wgvan AaTma to hE, dxRnkI VyaQya hE, sMyGdxRn(kI). svR kmÈse riht, rag


211Aaid=I p` riht cEtNymaƒ dev Ae to dEvxi›, idVy xi›ka \rnar dev wgvan AaTmacEtNydev AivnaxI Ae kwI nax nhÄ hota, pyaRy pl!tI hE _smeH Ae Aata nhÄ. Aahaha¦

AaTma AHtrHgmeH SvyH ibrajman hE, AHtrmeH \‡uvmeH sara AsHQy Ýdex hE drek Ýdex_pr pyaRy hE. kya khete hE? Aa AsHQy Ýdex hE to _pr _pr pyaRy hE AEsa nhÄ, sbÝdex AHdrmeH Ýdex _pr pyaRy hE. Aa pe!maH AHdrmaH AsHQy Ýdex hE to drek Ýdex _prpyaRy hE. Aahaha¦ Ae pyaRyko tzmeH \‡uvmeH lgakr, Aahaha... patazmeH wgvan \‡uvpDa hE AHdr, SvyH ibrajman wgvan hE, _sko ÝaÌ pyaRybuiâ bihraTma _se bhar#uH#te hE, pyaRynI AHx buiâ rag bhar #uH#te hE. bharse ko[ imlega, ko[ iÊyakaHDse AEsevEse, Aahaha... p` vo wgvan to AHtrmeH ibrajte hE. Aahaha¦

siCcdanHd Sv$p stŸ xa¬t, icdanHd, &ananHd Svwav AEsI pirpU R cIj, _skoAHtrmeH ibrajman hE, pyaRybuiâ bharmeH #uH#te hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ô e ko[wgvannI wi› krnese wgvan AaTma iml Ôyega, ko[ dya, dan, ragkI mmtakrnese wgvan iml Ôyega AaTma, AEse vtRman AHxko hI mannevala AaEr AHxnIpIKe AHdr wgvan smIpmeH ibrajman hE Ae pyaRybuiâ _sko nhÄ xo\te, pyaRybuiâbhar xo\te hEH. Aahaha¦ hEH? Ô e smetixqrnI Ôƒa krIAe to wgvan iml Ôyega,nhÄ? AEsa Aaya ne? Aekvar vHde Ôe ko[, Aate hE ik nhÄ? Aek var vHde Ôe ko[ take nrkpxu nhÄ ho[, p` nrk pxu nhÄ hoy ne? p` car git n hoy AEsa to Aaya nhÄ.Aahaha¦ Ae to xuwwav hE, vo _smeH ko[ AaTma imlta hE AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Ae ÝaÌ pyaRybuiâ waØa bhu !UHkI hE, p` mmR bhot hE, wgvan AaTma AsHQyÝdexI suq\am AnHt AnHt idVy xi›ka dev, Ae _sko AHtrmeH hE TyaH xo\te nhÄ. AepyaRybuiâ bharmeH xo\te hE. AEsa kruH to AEsa ho Ôye. AEsa kruH to AEsa hoga, dev,guÌ, xaÏke bhot wi›, bhot ivny kruH to Ae Ýaº hoga, AEsI pyaRybuiâ bharÌkte hE, Aahahaha... K Ýkarka tp hE ne? vo AWyHtr, bar Ýkarka tpmeH K AWyHtrtp hE ne? Ýayiüt, ivny, vEyavCc, sßÔy, |yan, VyuTsgR vo wI sb ivkLpaTmkbaækI iÊyakI ApeÙa hE. Aahaha¦ _sse riht wgvan, jhaH hE TyaH njr nhÄ krte,Ane pyaRymeH hE nhÄ TyaH njr Anaidse pDI hE. pyaRymeH ãVy Aaya nhÄ, ãVy rhete nhÄ,ãVy hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

Are, Aavo vqt ÉãH mze? maHD mnu*ypàmaH Ae Ôtna Ùyopxm&an Ane_sko sUnneka imla p` AHtrmeH Ôna, Aahahaha... (]ota:- pyaRymeH ãVy rheta nhÄ ikpyaRymeH ãVy Aaya nhÄ.) pyaRymeH ãVy Aaya nhÄ. pyaRy ãVymeH g[ nhÄ. (]ota:- vahre vah) Aahaha¦ Ane TyaH pyaRymeH vtRman AHxmeH xo\te hE. yhaHse iml Ôyega? &ankaÙyopxm bhot huAa to _sse iml Ôyega? vo to pyaRy Ùyopxm pyaRy hE, _smeH,vo ko[ AqHD tÀv nhÄ. Aahahaha... ragkI mHd iÊya krte krte AHtrmeH Aem ke AaTmãVyiml Ôyega, vo to pyaRybuiâ hE. bihraTma hE, kha ne?

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212 smysar isiâ wag-2pyaRybuiâ, bihraTma, bihr AaTma, bhar xo\nevala, bihr nam Sv$pmeH nhÄ

AEsI cIjko xo\kr _sse imlega Ae bihraTma hE. Aahahaha... bhu JI uH bapu marg._se bhar #uH#ta hE vo mha A&an hE, Aahaha... AHtrmeH idVy xi› dev ibrajmanAHtrmeH Ôte nhÄ. Aahaha¦ tzmeH patazmeH jem pa`I wra hE AEse tzmeH pU aRnHd wrahE wgvan, pyaRyse iwNn. Ôe ke _ska Anuwv krtI hE pyaRy. Aahaha¦

je iƒkazI &aykwavka Anuwv hota hE pyaRymeH, p` pyaRyke Aa]yse ãVykaAnuwv nhÄ hota. Aahahaha¦ Ane pIKe wI AnuwvkI pyaRyke Aa]yse cairƒ nekevz&an nhÄ hoga. Aahaha¦ Ae to &ayk icdanHd Ýwu AnHt gu kI qa` _skeAa]yse cairƒ ne kevz&an hoga. Aahahaha¦ lok bharse #uH#te hE p` Ae A&an hE. AecaEd ga=akI bat ikya. hve 1p mI.

Ab xuânyke ivØywUt AaTmakI AnuwUit Ae 14 mImaH dxRn Ý\an krke iƒkazI&aykkI AnuwUit Ae sMyGdxRn hE AEsa kha. smjmeH Aaya? yhaH &ankI AnuwUit hE Ae&ankI AnuwUit hE. kya khete hE? Ôe &ayk Svwav xuâ cEtNy, _ska Anuwv vo hI&anka Anuwv hE. &anSv$p wgvan AaTma to &ankI Ý\antase &ankI AnuwUit hE.je AaTmakI AnuwUit hE. ye hI &ankI AnuwUit hE. pHdrmI ga=ameH &ankI AnuwUitkIÝ\antase k=n hE. Aahahahaha¦

&ankI AnuwUitka A=R kya? je iƒkazI &ayk &an Sv$p hE _sko g‡h` krkeAsa\ar` &an Svwav je iƒkaz hE _sko g‡h` krke Anuwv krna, ÝvcnsarmeHAaya hE, &an Ai\karmeH. Asa\ar` &anSvwavko g‡h` krke pyaRymeH Anuwv krna,Aahahahaha... Ývcnsar &an Ai\karmeH Aaya hE. &an Ai\kar hE ne phele, dUsra dxRnAi\kar hE, &ey Ai\kar kho ke dxRn Ai\kar, tIsra cr`anuyog Ai\kar hE. tIn.Aahaha... to TyaH AEsa ilya hE ke Asa\ar` &an Svwav, Aek gu dUsra gu meH, AEsIcIj hE nhÄ, Ae gu dUsremeH hE nhÄ, Aa gu dUsremeH hE nhÄ. AEse Asa\ar` gu kokar`p e g‡h` krke AEsa pa@ hE sHSk<t !IkamaH. smjmeH Aaya?

Ae &ayk hE Ae &anSvwave vStu hE. sakrka Anuwv kho ke gzp`ka, gzp`khete hE ne? (mI@ax) mI@axka Anuwv kho, Aem AaTmaka iƒkazka Anuwv kho ke_ska &anka Anuwv kho. Aahaha¦ Aa &an kya? xaÏ&an nhÄ, Ùyopxm&ankIpyaRy Ae p` Aa nhÄ. Ùaiyk&ankI pyaRy to hE nhÄ ATyare. Ae to bat nhÄ, Aa &anAe!le iƒkazI&an Sv$p je ipHD Ýwu _ska Anuwv hE &anka Ùyopxm&ankI pyaRykaAnuwv Ae AaHhI vat hE nhÄ. AaHhI to jEsa AaTma iƒkazI hE, _ska &anSvwaviƒkazI hE, Ae &anka Anuwv lena hE yhaH. Aahaha¦ pyaRyka Anuwv &ankI pyaRykaAnuwv Ae nhÄ iƒkazI &anka Anuwv, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Aa 14 mI ga=ameH dxRnÝ\an k=n =a, hve yhaH &anÝ\an k=n hE. to Ae khetehE ke xuânyke ivØy |yey \m±ka |yey, sMyG¹iÚka |yey \‡uv, sMyG¹iÚka |yey \‡uv,


213|yanka ivØy \‡uv, Aaha... AavI vat Ke. _sko ivØywUt bnakr AaTmakI AnuwUit hI&ankI AnuwUit hE. Ae to Ae j AaTmaka Anuwv kho ke &ankI AnuwUit kho, do AekhI bat hE. gu Ika Anuwv kho ke &an gu ka Anuwv kho. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:-mharaj hmko to moÙmagR sUnaAo.) Aa ikskI ga=a cltI hE? Aa moÙmagR Aa hE.je mu› Sv$p wgvan AaTma, _ska Anuwv krna Ae moÙmagR hE. AhÄ to sMyGdxRnkIbat clte hE sMyG&ankI, cairƒ to pIKe sozmeH lega.

caEdmemeH dxRn Ai\kar, pHdrmemeH &an muQy Ai\kar, sozmemeH dxRn, &an, cairƒtInÇka Ai\kar. caEd, pHdr ne soz. smjmeH Aaya? sozmeH vo lega cairƒ, AaHhI tohÒ &an dxRnka Ai\kar kha. AEse Ae AaTmaka Anuwv vo sMyGdxRn, to AEsa &ankaAnuwv wI sMyG&an Ane Ae sMyGdxRn. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke bhu AakrI. \Iraivna Ae vStu AHtrmaH pkDay AevI n=I bapu. Aahaha¦ F`I \Irj Ôe[Ae. ApnIpyaRyko ãVy trf JUkana Ae kaH[ sa\ar` vat nhÄ, smjmeH Aaya? vtRman pyaRykoAahahaha... _ska tz Ôe \‡uv vo trf JUkana Ae AlaEikk bat hE. hE (]ota:- vo hI ivi\btaAo mharaj.) Aaj vStu hE Ae khega.

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· AaTmane sday é|vR Ae!le muQy raqvo. gmete ÝsHg Aave p` ãVySvwavne muQy raqvo. xuwaxuwpir`am Aave wle, p` kaym ãVySvwavnuH |yeyraqvuH. AaTmane muQy raqtaH je dxa =ay te inmRzdxanesa\n khevay Ke ne tenuH sa|y kevz&an krvuH te Ke netenuH |yey pU R AaTma Ke. kØaynI mHdta ke &annaéFaDnI muQyta hxe tenI ¹iÚ sHyog _pr jxe.AaTmanI é|vRtanI ruic ne ij&asa hoy teno Ýyas=ya ivna rhe j nih. AaTmana Anuwv phelaH p`sacI ij&asa hoy tene AVyÉtp e AaTmanI é|vRtahoy. hj¡ AaTma Ô`vamaH AaVyo n=I p` AVyÉtp eé|vRta =ay Ane AnuwvmaH Aave Tyare VyÉt-Ýg!é|vRta =ay.




[s Ýkar AagekI ga=akI sUcnake A=R$p kaVy khete hE pHdrmI ga=anIsUcnana _podŸFat$p }lok khenemeH Aate hE ter. Aahahaha¦

(vsHtitlka)

AaTmanuwUitirit xuânyaiTmka ya&ananuwUitirymev ikleit buâÔ.AaTmanmaTmin inveXy suin*ÝkMp-meko½iSt inTymvbo\Fn: smNtatŸ.. 13..

hve, xuânyna ivØywUt AaTmanI AnuwUit Ke te j &annI AnuwUit Ke AemAagznI ga=anI sUcnana A=R$p kaVy khe Ke:-

}loka=R:- ([it) Ae rIte (ya xuânyaiTmka AaTm-AnuwUit:) je pUvR-ki=txuânySv$p Aa„anI AnuwUit Ke ([ymŸ Ov ikl &an-AnuwUit:) te j qreqr&annI AnuwUit Ke ([it buâÔa) Aem Ô`Ine t=a (AaTmin AaTmanmŸ suin*ÝkMpmŸinveXy) Aa„amaH Aa„ane inüz S=apIne, (inTymŸ smNtatŸ Ok: Avbo\-Fn:AiSt) ;sda svR trf Aek &anFn Aa„a Ke' Aem deqvuH.

wava=R:- phelaH sMyGdxRnne Ý\an krI kìauH htuH hve &anne muQy krI khe Keke Aa xuânyna ivØySv$p AaTmanI AnuwUit Ke te j sMyG&an Ke. 13.

AaTmanuwUitirit xuânyaiTmka ya &ananuwUitirymev ikleit buâÔ .AaTmanmaTmin inveXy suin*ÝkMpmeko½iSt inTymvbo\Fn: smNtatŸ .. 13..

kzx Ke kzx Ae to, mHidrmeH kzx c#avene AEsa kzx hE. Aahaha¦ Am<tcHãacayR¦_smeH nam Aata hE ne wa{ jgmohnlalÒ AwI !Ikaka nam AaPya ne? “Am<tkzx” Aa “Am<t kzx” Ae fulcHdÒ pHiDtka hE _smeH leq hE. AwI Aa kzx !IkakaA=R ikya ne jgmohnlalÒAe to _ska nam AaPya hE ;Am<t' (]ota:- saE potanoAiwp‡ay lqe.) Ae to QyalmeH hE, Ae to QyalmeH hE Ane tume AEsa ilqa hE AHdr =oDake AEsI ¹iÚ rq krke smjna, qbr hE, Aa qbr hE. tmara lqa` deQya hE, brabrilqa hE. Ane ko[ pUKte =e te=I Aa fulcHdÒ AEsa ÉyuH _smeH ilqa, Aahaha... mereku pUKte=e. kæuH wa{ _sne jEn tÀv immaHsameH jgmohnlalÒAe ilqa =a. to _sne ilqa p`KtaH KeLla AÙr AEsa hE _smeH pHiDtÒka hE, qbr hE, ke AEse iƒkazka &aykkI ¹iÚmeHlekr smje, Aahaha... _sko vaHco, Ae ¹iÚ krke AEse vaHcna, Vyvharse hoga ne, AEsehoga ne AEsI ¹iÚse nhÄ vaHcna, pHiDtÒAe ilqa hE. Aahaha¦ AaHhI to Am<tcHãacayRnaAm<tkzx. Aahaha¦ kya khete hE deqo.

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215[s Ýkar yh xuânyaiTmka AaTm-AnuwUit: je pUvRki=t xuânySv$p AaTmakI

AnuwUit ãVykI. AaTma &ayk iƒkazIka Anuwv, hE? vhI vaStvmeH &ankI AnuwUit hE.kya kha? iƒkazI &ayk Ôe Svwav wav \‡uv _ska Anuwv vohI _ska &anSv$pwgvan _ska ye AnuwUit hE. gu se lo to &ankI AnuwUit hE, ãVyse lo to AaTmakIAnuwUit hE, vStu to AeknI Aek hE. Aahahaha¦ Are wa{ AavuH ÉãH mze bapu? Are Aamnu*ypà ivHqa[ Ôy Ke, caLyo Ôy Ke smy. Aahaha¦ krnekI cIj to Aa hE, bakIb\uH Aaha... xuâny Sv$p ÔeyuH? wgvan kaym iƒkazI p` xuâny Ane AenI AnuwUitp` xuâny Sv$p. Aahahaha¦

vhI vaStvmeH &ankI AnuwUit hE, yh Ônkr, kya kha? smjmeH Aaya? vStu jeSvyH dev idVy \‡uv vStu &ayk AaTma _ska Anuwv kho ke _ska &an gu ko kar`bnakr Anuwv kho, do Aek bat hE. Aahaha¦ AnuwUit yh Ônkr ;suin*kMpmŸinveXy' AaTmameH, kya khete hE deqo hve, wgvan &ayk Sv$pmeH AaTmako inülS=aipt kr, prãVyna shara iblkul nhÄ Aem khete hE. ijsmeH ivkLp Aaid prãVykainim¿ka ke devguÌka p` shara nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Apna AaTmameH AaTmako S=aipt krke,smjmeH Aaya? hE? AaTmin AaTmanmŸ suin*ÝkMpmŸ inveXy, inveXy Aahaha... AaTmameHAaTmako, AaTmako kha nam Apna inmRz pirìtke äara, AHdr S=apn kro. _sko ko[rag ne inim¿ka shara ijsmeH nhÄ. Aahaha¦ bhu vat.

Aa x$AatnI vStu j Aa hE. \mRnI x$Aat AhÄyase hotI hE, cairƒ to pIKe,yhaH to dxRnka Ai\kar kha, Aa &anka Ai\kar, cairƒ to pIKe p` ßyaH dxRn ne &anj ßyaH sCca n=I TyaH cairƒ khaHse Aaya? Aaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

AaTmameH, AaTmin Ke ne? AaTmanmŸ, AaTmako, Apna AaTmameH Apna AaTmako,inmRz Svwav äara S=aipt kr, Aahaha... vo rag ne prse S=aipt nhÄ hota hE Aembtate hE. Apna Sv$pko Apna Sv$pse iS=rta AHdr kr. Aahaha¦ AaTmako AaTmameHAahahaha... wgvan icdanHd Ýwu AEsa AaTmako AaTmanmŸ nam ApnI xi›meH,S=apn kr, invex kr, invex kr, S=ap, TyaH vas le. Aahahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke JIÌ.

Ae ko[ paHc pcIs laq qc± Ôy ne AaHhI \mR =[ Ôy AEsa hE nhÄ. mHidr bHidrbnva[ idye be paHc ds, gjr= cla de, to \mR ho Ôye, tIn kalmeH hE nhÄ. prka sharaibna AaTmameH AaTmako, Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- AaTma ko qud Awed Ône inmRzpàSvwav hE ne) Aahahaha¦ Are marg to Ýwu Aa hE wa{. (]ota:- AEsa kheHge mharajifr mHidr ko[ nhÄ bnvayeHge) bne, bnavI xkte hI nhÄ. Ae hona to hoyega, hoyega,_sse bnte hI nhÄ. Ae prma u pudŸglkI pyaRy je smye ßyaH _TpNn honekI hE Ae _TpNnhogI hI, prse nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:- AaTmameH mtlb ãVy hE ikpyaRy?) AaTmameH AaTmakI pyaRy Svwav äara S=apn krna Aem khete hE, rag äaranhÄ, pr äara nhÄ, Apna inmRz pyaRy äara AaTmameH iS=r hona. Aahahaha¦

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216 smysar isiâ wag-2AaTmameH AaTmako, phele AaTmameH, AaTmako Ae!le inmRz pyaRy äara iS=rta kr

Ae inmRz pyaRy AnuwUit Ae AaTma hE. Ae phela caEdmImeH Aa gya hE, AaTma kho,xuâny kho, AnuwUit kho, tIn bol Aa gya hE caEdmImeH. sHSk<t !Ikaka pa@ hE. smjmeHAaya? Aahaha¦ Ae wgvan pU aRnHd ne pU R &anSv$p Ýwu _skI inmRz pirìt äaraTyaH Aagz S=apn kr, AaTmameH S=apn TyaH kr, rag Ane pu~y ne Vyvharse AHtrmeHS=apn kr Ae cIj hE hI nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? lo Aa vat, raD AE hE ne kee Vyvhar krtekrte inüy hoga, iblkul jU@ bat hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦

Ýwu terI cIj terI cIjkI xuâ pirìt äara TyaH Ô, _ska shara ragka neprãVyka iblkul hE nhÄ. AavI cIj hE. phelaH _ska &anmeH in\aRr to nÉkI kre ke ragseAaTmakI Ýaiº nhÄ hotI, ApnI inmRz pirìt äara Ýaiº hotI hE. Aahahaha¦ Are_skI kaym rhenevalI cIj k[, kya hE? Ae to &an AanHd Aaid kaym rhenekI cIj hE.rag Aaid ko[ cIj _skI nhÄ Ane Aek smykI pyaRy wI kaym rhenekI cIj nhÄ, toAe inmRz pyaRy Ýg! krke AaTmameH S=ap TyaH. Aahahaha¦ ¹iÚka dor TyaH rqkr inmRzpirìt Ýg! kr TyaH AaTmameH Ô. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

bIÒ rIte khIAe to je inmRz pirìt Ôe hE Ae Ø!Ÿkarkse pirìt _TpNn hotI hE.kya kha? je ãVy hE AemaH Ø!Ÿkark xi›$pe to pDa hE, p` Ôe pirìt hotI hE,sMyG&ankI, sMyGdxRnkI, AnuwUitkI Ae wI Ø!Ÿkarkke pir`mnse _TpNn hotI hE. kyakha? smjmeH Aaya? sMyGdxRnkI pyaRyne sMyG&ankI AnuwUitkI pyaRy, Ae pyaRypyaRykI ktaR, pyaRy _ska kayR, pyaRy _ska sa\n, pyaRy sa\n pyaRy _ska sHÝdan,pyaRyse pyaRy hu[, pyaRyke Aa\arse pyaRy hu[. Aahahahaha¦ (]ota:- sa\n to kar`smysar hE.) yhaH pyaRy sa\k hE, ragse iwNn pDke AaTmaka sa\n ikya vo pyaRysa\k hE. Aahaha¦ rag bag sa\k hE nhÄ. (]ota:- smysar Ae sa\k hE)

smysar Ae AaTma, Aa smysarkI waØa wI Aa\ar nhÄ TyaH, vo smysarvaHcke (p#kr) Ôe &an huAa vo [ska kar` nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ kyÇ? Are wgvanpase sUna, smysar Ae!le AaTma _ska lÙmeH Aaya ke wgvan Aam khete hE p` vo&anke Aa\arse AHdrmeH Ô skte hE AEsa nhÄ. Aahaha¦ kyÇ? vo pyaRy prlÙI hE. AneSvlÙI pyaRy äara AHtrmeH Ôna. Aahaha¦ pHiDtÒ¦ bhu JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦ Aremnu*yp uH Ôy Ke wa{¦ Ae AaHQyu vÄcIne ÉãH Ôxe? Aa Ôe p¿a n ilya, Aahahaha...(to) ÉãHy ko[ xr` n=I. Aahaha¦

Ae wgvan AaTmako, AaTmakI inmRz pirìt äara TyaH invex, S=ap. tdŸninralHbn, prka AalHbn iblkul nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Apna &aykwavkaAalHbn lekr Ôe pirìt _TpNn hu[ Ae AaTma hE, AEse _sko kha. AaTmako AaTmaseAe!le inmRz pirìt äara iS=r =a AHdr. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke wa{¦

S=aipt krke “inTymŸ smNtatŸ Aek: Avbo\ Fn: AiSt”. je Ýwu AaTma sda


217svR Aek &anFn AaTma hE, Aaha... [sÝkar deqna, [sÝkar Anuwvna, Aahaha¦Aavo marg, lokone AekaHt lage Ke ne? ke Aa p`, _ske ma!e ko[ sa\n hE ke nhÄ? Aemkhete =e, ]ImdŸmaH gye =e ne Agas Aa]m VyaQyan sUna Aek FH!a pIKe Aaye AekmarvaDI, ke tme khete hE Ae brabr p` _ska ko[ sa\n? sa\n Aa baæ kar`keAaTmisiâmeH p` AEsa Aata hE, ;inüy raqI lÙmaH sa\n krna so hI' Ae sa\n hEhI nhÄ. wa{¦ Aahaha¦ Ae Ý&aiKÌ ragse iwNn kr (ke) Ôe huAa vo hI sa\n hE.Ý&aiKÌ äara AaTmamaH wed krke prse wed krke AHtrmeH Ô. Aahaha¦ sU"m bat hEwa{¦ Aa to svR& iƒlokna= ijne¬rdevnuH Aa k=n hE Ýwu. Aa ko[ kiLpt A&anInak=n Aa nhÄ hE. sHto khete hE Ae svR&e kha Ae [ska AaDitya hokr khete hE. marg towgvan Aam khete hE, hm tumko khete hE. hme wI AEsa kha hE, AEsa n kheke, Aahaha¦ijnvr Aem khete hE, Aate hE ne? FÌ ga=ameH, ijnvr Aem khete hE, AEsa khete hE.prmaTmaka Aa]y lekr bolte hE. Aahaha¦ AhÄya khete hE sda svR AaEr, kya khete hE?sda nam iƒkaz, svR AaEr, care baj¡se Aek &anFn wgvan &ankI AnuwUit lena hEne? AaTmanI AnuwUitmaH ãVyka AnuwUit lena, Aek &anFn &anpUHj &anipHD AaTmahE [s Ýkar deqna caihAe. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- Fn ÉyuH kha) hEH¦ ipHD, &anka ipHD,jemke $ka ipHD hE ne \okza, kya \okza, \okza kya khete hE? gõa, $ka gõa nhÄ AatehE mo!a? $[ka, Aem Aa &anka gõa hE AHdr. Svwav-Svwav, &anSvwavka gõa hE.Aahaha¦

wgvan marg bhu AEsa hE, Are _sko krna pDega Ýwu xr` bIÔ nhÄ hE kH[.Aahaha¦ vItrag iƒlokna= [NãonI smÙmaH Aam khete =e, AekwvtarI [Nã ßyaresUnneko Aate hE, TyaH wI Aate hE AwI. wgvan mhavIr p‡wu =e TyaHy Aate =e. [Nã ne[NãaÌ do AekwvtarI hE AwI su\mR devlok AekwvtarI KeLla mun*ydeh hokr moÙÔnevale hE. _skI pas wgvan Aa khete =e. Aahaha¦ _skI to qbr hE _sko. sMyG¹iÚhE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

Ýwu tum AaTmakI AnuwUit. hm kha, hve to hm khete hE ke &ankI AnuwUit, Aegu Ika AnuwUit kha =a, hve gu ka Anuwv, p` gu Ae &anFn AqHD pU R hE. guiwNn gu AEsa nhÄ. Ae gu ka ipHD Ýwu AaTma, &anFn hE Aem kæa ne? Aek &an guiwNn AEsa nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae &anFn hE sda svR iƒkaz care baj¡se Aek &anFnAaTma hE Ýwu. Aahaha¦

[s Ýkar deqna, Ae Ýkare AHdrmaH deqna Anuwv krna. Aahahaha¦wava=R: - phele sMyGdxRnko Ý\an krke kha =a. Ab &anko muQy krke khete hE

ke xuânyke ivØySv$p AaTmakI AnuwUit hI sMyG&an hE.

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jo pSsid APpa H Abâpu‚H A`~`mivsesH.·ApdessHtmßJH pSsid ij`sas H sVvH.. 15..y: pXyit AaTmanmŸ AbâSp<ÚmnNymivxeØmŸ.ApdexsaNtm|yH pXyit ijnxasnH svRmŸ.. 15..

yeymbâSp<ÚSyanNySy inytSyaivxeØSyasHyu›Sy caTmno½nuwUit: saqLviqlSy ijnxasnSyanuwUit:, ]ut&anSy SvymaTmTvatŸ tto &ananuwUit-revaTmanuwUit:. ikNtu tdanÄ samaNyivxeØaivwaRvitrowavaWyamnuwUymanAip&anmbuâluB\anaH n Svdte. t=a ih-

y=a ivicœaVy‰nsHyogopjatsamaNy- ivxeØitrowavaivwaRvaWyamnuwUymanHlv H lokanambuâanaH Vy‰nluB\anaH Svdte, n punrNysHyogxUNytopjatsamaNy-ivxeØaivwaRvitrowavaWyamŸ A= c ydev ivxeØaivwaRvenanuwUymanH lv H tdevsamaNyaivwaRvenaip. t=a ivicœa&eyakar kriMbtTvopjatsamaNyivxeØitrowava-ivwaRvaWyamnuwUymanH &anmbuâanaH &eyluB\anaH Svdte, n punrNysHyog-xUNytopjatsamaNyivxeØaivwaRvitro- wavaWyamŸ A= c ydev ivxeØaivwaRvenanu-wUymanH &an tdev samaNyaivwaRvenaip. AluB\buâanaH tu y=a sEN\viqLyo-½NyãVysHyogVyvCKeden kevl OvanuwUyman: svRto½Pyeklv`rsTvaÐv`TvenSvdte, t=aTmaip prãVysHyogVyvCKeden kevl OvanuwUyman: svRto½Pyek-iv&anFnTvatŸ &anTven Svdte.

hve, Aa A=R$p ga=a khe Ke:-AbâSp<Ú, AnNy, je AivxeØ deqe AaTmne,te ãVy tem j wav ijnxasn skl deqe qre. 1p.

ga=a=R:- (y:) je puÌØ (AaTmanmŸ) Aa„ane (AbâSp<ÚmŸ) AbâSp<Ú,(AnNymŸ) AnNy, (AivxeØmŸ) AivxeØ (t=a _plÙ`=I inyt Ane AsHyu›)(pXyit) deqe Ke te (svRmŸ ijnxasnH) svR ijnxasnne (pXyit) deqe Ke,-keje ijnxasn (1ApdexsaNtm|yH) baæ ãVy]ut tem j AWyHtr &an$pwav]utvazuH Ke.

!Ika:- je Aa AbâSp<Ú, AnNy, inyt, AivxeØ Ane AsHyu› Aeva paHcwavoSv$p Aa„anI AnuwUit Ke te inüy=I smSt ijnxasnnI AnuwUit Ke,kar` ke ]ut&an pote Aa„a j Ke. te=I &annI AnuwUit te j Aa„anI AnuwUit

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· pa@aNtr : Apdessu¿mßJH 1. Apdex µ ãVy]ut¸ saNt µ &an$pI wav]ut.


219Ke. prHtu hve TyaH, samaNy &anna AaivwaRv (Ýg!p uH) Ane ivxeØ (&eyakar)&anna itrowav (AaCKadn) =I ßyare &anmaƒno Anuwv krvamaH Aave Tyare&an Ýg! AnuwvmaH Aave Ke top` jeAo A&anI Ke, &eyomaH Aas› Ke temne teSvadmaH AavtuH n=I. te Ýg! ¹ÚaHt=I btavIAe KIAe.

jem-Anek trehnaH xak Aaid wojnona sHbH\=I épjel samaNy lv`naitrowav Ane ivxeØ lv`na AaivwaRv=I AnuwvmaH AavtuH je (samaNynaitrowav$p Ane xak Aaidna Svadwede wed$p-ivxeØ$p) lv` teno SvadA&anI, xakna lolup mnu*yone Aave Ke p` ANyna sHbH\rihtpà=I épjelsamaNyna AaivwaRv ne ivxeØna itrowav=I AnuwvmaH AavtuH je AekakarAwed$p lv` teno Svad Aavto n=I¸ vzI prma=R=I ÔevamaH Aave to to, jeivxeØna AaivwaRv=I AnuwvmaH AavtuH (Ùarrs$p) lv` Ke te j samaNynaAaivwaRv=I AnuwvmaH AavtuH (Ùarrs$p) lv` Ke. AevI rIte-Anek Ýkarna&eyona Aakaro sa=e im]$ppà=I épjel samaNyna itrowav Ane ivxeØnaAaivwaRv=I AnuwvmaH AavtuH je (ivxeØwav$p, wed$p, Anekakar$p) &an teA&anI, &ey-luB\ Òvone SvadmaH Aave Ke p` ANy &eyakarna sHyogrihtpà=Iépjel samaNyna AaivwaRv ne ivxeØna itrowav=I AnuwvmaH AavtuH je AekakarAwed$p &an te SvadmaH AavtuH n=I¸ vzI prma=R=I ivcarIAe to to, je &anivxeØna AaivwaRv=I AnuwvmaH Aave Ke te j &an samaNyna AaivwaRv=IAnuwvmaH Aave Ke. AluB\ &anIAone to, jem sEH\vnI gaHgDI, ANyãVynasHyogno VyvCKed krIne kevz sEH\vno j Anuwv krvamaH AavtaH, svRt: AekÙarrspàne lI\e Ùarp e SvadmaH Aave Ke tem Aa„a p`, prãVyna sHyognoVyvCKed krIne kevz Aa„ano j Anuwv krvamaH AavtaH, svRt: Aekiv&anFnpàne lI\e &anp e SvadmaH Aave Ke.

wava=R:- AhÄ AaTmanI AnuwUit te j &annI AnuwUit khevamaH AavI Ke.A&anIjn &eyomaH j-[iNãy&anna ivØyomaH j-luB\ ={ rìaa Ke¸ teAo[iNãy&anna ivØyo=I Anekakar =yel &anne j &eymaƒ AaSvade Ke prHtu &eyo=Iiwþ &anmaƒno AaSvad n=I leta. Ane jeAo &anI Ke, &eyomaH Aas› n=IteAo &eyo=I Ôuda Aekakar &anno j AaSvad le Ke,-jem xako=I ÔudI mI@anIkÌno Ùarmaƒ Svad Aave tevI rIte AaSvad le Ke, kar` ke &an Ke te AaTma KeAne AaTma Ke te &an Ke. Aa Ýma e gu I-gu nI Awed ¹iÚmaH AavtuH je svRprãVyo=I j¡duHH, potana pyaRyomaH Aek$p, inüz, potana guòmaH Aek$p,prinim¿=I _Tpþ =yel wavo=I iwþ potanuH Sv$p, tenuH Anuwvn te &annuHAnuwvn Ke, Ane Aa Anuwvn te wav]ut&an$p ijnxasnnuH Anuwvn Ke.xuâny=I AamaH kaH{ wed n=I.

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jo pSsid APpa H Abâpu‚H A`~`mivsesH .·ApdessHtmßJH pSsid ij`sas H sVvH .. 15..

hE? ApdesmaH ãVy lI\uH, mßJH xaHitsUƒ sMyGdxRn wav]ut ilya, Aa khete hE kenhÄ? ApdesmeH AqHD ãVy AqHD Ýdex lena, AEsa AhÄ bat hE nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?AwI Kpa hE, smysarmeH AEsa hE nhÄ, Aemke ãVy]utmaH p` Aa ãVy]ut xBd j ãVy]uthE. ãVy]utmaH Aem ke Am<tcHãacayeR ãVy]utka A=R, _smeHse Apdeska A=R inkala hInhÄ p` Ae Apdes kha vo hI ãVy]ut hE. Aahaha¦ Ane ãVy]utmeHse wav]ut khena =a,ãVy]utmeH wI, ke AHtr AanHdka Anuwv krna, wav]ut äara Ae (vo) wav]ut hE,ãVy]utmeH wI AEsa kha. Aaha¦

deqae kzx!Ika hE ne AanI kzx!Ika Aa 13 maH Aa phelaH 13 mo }lok gyo neAap e _skI kzx!IkamaH AEsa ilya hE. kzx!Ika hE ne? ke!lamuH =yuH ter, deqo AaTmanuwvAem khete hE, &ananuwv AEsa kæa nam wed hE, vStu wed nhÄ. gujratI hE AaTmanuwvmoÙmagR hE. Aa ÝsHge bIÔe p` sHxy _TpNn hota hE, rajmLlnI !Ika hE, ke ko[ Ô`xeke äadxaHg&an ko[ ApUvR liB\ hE. äadxaHg&an ko[ ApUvR liB\ ko[ khe to AEsa hE nhÄ,Ae to ivkLp hE. pHiDtÒ¦ Ae to äadxaHg&an p` ivkLp hE.

hve, Aap e to ApdesmaH=I inkalna hE, _smeH p` äadxaHg&anmeH p` AEsa khahE, ke SvanuwUit moÙmagR hE. smjmeH Aaya? bar AHgmeH wI ye kha hE, Ae ãVy]ut hE,ivkLpaTmk wav hE p` kha hE _smeH Ae, ke AaTmanI AnuwUit te moÙmagR hE, AEsa kha.to ãVy]utmeH wI Aa Aaya. Ae=I Am<tcHãacayeR Apdesno A=R n ikya, kyuHik ApnasUƒ j Ae hI hE, Ae sUƒ hI Apdes hE. Ae sUƒmeH wI AEsa kha, ãVy]utmeH Ane wav]utto, wav]ut to _sko to hE. AHtr Anuwv huAa to wav]ut&an äara, to wav]utmeHto AaTma hI ÔnnemeH Aaya =a. Aahaha¦ Aa kzxnI !Ika ikya hE, Aa gujratI Ke.ihNdI nhÄ hoy AhÄ ihNdImeHy AEsa hE. äadxaHg&an, Ae Apdex Aaya _smeH ãVy]ut Aagya.

_smeH Am<tcHãacayR bol ilya tIn p` paHcey lena, (ga=a) pHdrmeH tIn bolilya hE ne? paHcmeHse p` Ae to ga=a sHkI R hE vo kar e Ae ÝÆ huAa =a bhot, ds-dskI salmeH covIs vØR phele vo =a ne vo muqTyar idLhI, Ae kya muqTyar, haj¡glikxor. Aa j¡glÒ gya? Aa !Ika ikya ne _sne ikya =a, qbr hE Aem ke Aa tInbol hE. tIn bol lena paHcmeHse, p` tInmeH paHc Aata hE. Am<tcHãacayeR !IkameH ilyahE ne, p` Ae !Ika krte =e, qbr hE hmko, dsnI sal covIs vØR huAa Amare la@I gye=e TyaH Aaya =a vo lqa` ke pHdrmI ga=ameH tIn bol kha hE paHc bolmeH do - do bolkhaHse inkla? p` Am<tcHãacayR khete hE Ae to sHkI R krke bnaya hE deqo. Aahaha¦

!Ika:- !Ika hE ne¦ Ôe yh AbâSp<Ú, AnNy, inyt, AivxeØ ne AsHyu› paHceyinkala hE Am<tcHãacayeR inkala hE. Are ma`s ApnI kLpnase kre AEsa n cle wa{.


221sHtonI vaÌ idgHbr sHto Ae!le ko`? Aahaha¦ Ae kevz&anna !ukDa hE Ae. Are Aekvqte to AEsa kha ke kevz&anI Ane muinmaH ko[ fer n deqna inymsarmeH AEsa khahE. muin Ae!le ko`? prme¬r pd¦ Aahahaha... TyaH vItragI AanHd _KzI rha hE. ÝcurSvsHvedn ijska mhor Kap hE, paHcvI ga=ameH Aaya hE, Ae p#a hE ne? Ýcur SvsHvednijska mhorKap hE. muinpàkI wavilHgkI Kap kya? Ýcur, =oDa sHvedn AanHdka toco=e paHcmeH wI Aata hE, p` muinko to Ýcur SvsHvedn mhor Kap marI hE. poS! maStrmarte hE ke nhÄ pƒko?

Aem Aa wgvan khe ke Aahaha... sHtonI vatuH bapa Aene pkDvuH k@` Ke. Aem khetehE kuHdkuHdacayR. Ane !Ikakare kæuH ke muin Apna inj vEwvse khega, inj vEwv kya?Apna AanHdka Anuwv Ôe huAa vo. Ae inj vEwvkI kya cIj? Ae SvsHvedn Ýcur,bhot AtIiNãy AanHdka vedn Ae _skI mhor Kap hE. sa\uka wavilHgkI mhor KapTyaH=I sa\upà clta hE. smjmeH Aaya?

magR hI AEsa hE. Ae AaHhI khete hE deqo. pa@meH to tIn bol ilya. AbâSp<ÚAnNy, AivxeØ. AsHyu› Ae rhI gya Ae AemaH Aa gya. caEdmeH Aa gya _smeH le lena.to vo !Ika krte =e muqTyar, Aa gya y¡glÒ gye nhÄ, hEH? (]ota:- rajko! gye)rajko! gya. je AbâSp<Ú rag ne kmRka sHbH\ ibnakI AaTmcIj hE. ;AnNy' AnerIAnerI git Aaidse iwNn AnNy hE. nrk mnu*y Aaid AnerI AnerI gitse AnNy AneANy ANy nhÄ, ANy ANy nhÄ, AnNy hE. ANy ANy nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ;inyt' pyaRymeHAnekta, pyaRymeH AatI hE. AguÌlFu Aaid _sse riht inyt hE. Aaha¦ AaEr ;AivxeØ'gu wedse riht samaNy hE, AivxeØ kho ke samaNy kho, ivxeØ nhÄ. Aahahahahaha¦

AEse AaTmako paHc wavSv$p, Am<tcHãacayR to khete hE ke paHc wavSv$p Aaga=ameHse lena, loko ma`s ApnI !Ika krte hE, Ane Apdeska A=R Am<tcHãacayRnesmÔ uH nhÄ ma!e nhÄ ikya Aem khete hE. Aem Aaya =a KapameH. Are Ýwu Aem n khena.Am<tcHãacayR¦ Aahaha¦ Am<tcHãacayR sHt ko` =a? Aahaha¦ Ae calta isâ =a.wrtÙeƒmeH =a hÔr vØR phele. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- kazka doØ Aa gya ne?) kazkadoØ boØ hE nhÄ. wEya¦ Ae khete =e ke!lak, Aaha... Ae _ska SvCKHdka A&anIka doØhE. Aahaha¦

AaHhI khete hE ke Ae paHc bol Sv$p AnuwUit, hE? paHc wavSv$p AnuwUitAaTmake paHc wav AaHhI to bâSp<Úko inkalkr AbâSp<Ú ilya to Ae paHc wavSv$pilya AiStp e, bâSp<Ú nhÄ AEsa n lekr, AbâSp<Ú hE, inyt hE, AivxeØ hE AEsawavSv$p AEsa paHc wavna AiSt Sv$p, AaTmakI AnuwUit hE. Aahahahaha¦

Ae j¡Ao ãVy]ut Aa gya _smeH, ãVy]utka A=R ikya hI nhÄ, Aem nhÄ. AaãVy]ut hE Aa. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? bhu AakruH kam wa{¦ Ane sHtonI wUlinkalna, prme¬rnI wUl inkalna jEsa hE? (]ota:- sHtoAe to sHtonI wUl inkalI

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222 smysar isiâ wag-2ne) Ae sHt hta ÉãH? Are JIÌ vat. ko[ Vyi›nuH Aap e kam nhÄ. Aap e taiÀvkvatnI vat =ay, AHgt bat to smjnar smje. Aahaha¦ wa{¦ muin iksko khIAe?Aahaha¦ ijsko AaTmaka AanHdkI AnuwUit ho Ae _praHt ijsko AnuwUitkI _|vRtav\I g[ ho, Aahahaha... Ae AanHdna JUle JUlta ho, Ýcur AtIiNãy AanHdna vednmeHJUlte ho. Aaha¦ sPtmeH Aate hE to AtIiNãy AanHdmeH Kõe Aate to jrI ivkLp Aa ÔtahE, KtaH AHtrmeH AtIiNãy AanHdkI wUimka Ýma e to hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ wa{muinp uH wa{ bapu¦ AlaEikk cIj hE. Ae AaHhI khete hE.

AaHhI to hÒ sMyG&annI bat hE. AEsa AaTma Ôe AbâSp<Ú hE, mu› Sv$p hE,inüy hE, samaNy hE, [sko Anuwv krna Ae paHc wavSv$pka _ska nam AnuwUitAaha... Ae jEn xasnkI AnuwUit hE. Aa jEn xasn hE vItragI pyaRy- wav]ut&anAe jEnxasn hE. ãVy]utmeH to kha =a Aa, wav]utmeH vo AaTma AnuwvmeH Aaya vo jEnxasn hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

hEH? AavuH jEnxasn¦ jEnxasn ko[ pÙ n=I. vo to vStu AbâSp<Ú hE. _skaAnuwv vo jEnxasn, vo to vStuka Sv$p hE, iS=it hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦(]ota:- jEnxasn to äadxaHg hE.) jEnxasnmeH bar AHgmeH Aa kha hE. Ae kha nebtaya ne AwI, bar AHgmeH wI AnuwUit btaya hE. bar AHgka ivxeØ nhÄ, ivkLp hEAe ivxeØ &an, ivxeØ nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AHtrkI AnuwUit, Aahahaha... [smeH kha nenvmI ga=ameH Ae inüy ]utkevzI hE. Apna wgvan pU R AanHd Aaid idVy xi›kawHDar Ýwu _ska AbâSp<Ú Sv$p hE, inyt Sv$p hE, samaNy Sv$p hE Ane ragaidAakUztase riht Sv$p hE. Aahaha¦

(]ota:- vo inüy ]utkevzI hE?) Ae j inüy ]utkevzI hE, Anuwv hE wav]uthE ne TyaH? Aaha¦ nvmI ga=ameH kha hE, nvmI ga=ameH kha hE.

“jo ih sude ihgCKid APpaìm H tu kevlH suâH.tH sudkevilimisò w Hit loyPpdIvyra..”

nvmI ga=a hE. jo ih sude ihgCKid wav]ut&an äara AaTmako Anuwvte hE,Ae Aa jo ih sude ihgCKid wav]utäara AHdrmeH Anuwv krte hE sude ihgCKidAPpaìm H tu kevlH suâH Aaha¦ tH sudkevilimisò w Hit loyPpdIvyralokalokna deqnara svR kevzIAo A=va ]ut kevzIAo Aene ]utkevzI khete hE. Aahaha¦nv nv nvmI ga=a Ke, Aahahaha... dsmI VyvharnI hE, AigyarmI smiktnI hE.

AhÄya khete hE Aa ijnxasn Aa, wgvanne khena hE Ae Aa vItrag pyaRy, carAnuyogka taTpyR vItragwav hE, Ae 172 ga=ameH (pHcaiStkaymeH) kha. Ae sUƒtaTpyRka A=R Éya, xaÏ taTpyR? ke vItragta AEsa pa@ hE, 172 ga=a care AnuyogkataTpyR vItragta hE. vItragta pyaRymeH Aana Ae taTpyR hE, vo vItragta kb AayegI,kEse? ke Ôe iƒkazI &ayk AbâSp<Ú hE Ae vItrag Sv$p hE. _ske Aa]yse vItragI


223pyaRy AayegI, Ae carey AnuyogomeH AaTma vItragSv$pka Aa]y lena vo kha hE,smjmeH Aaya? JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦ Aaha¦

Aa to prmaTma ƒ` lokno na= svR&dev AenI pase gye =e kuHdkuHdacayR, hve Aeney _Dave Ke, ke mhaivdehmaH nhota gya. Are Ýwu xuH kre Ke tuH? jysen AacayRnI !IkahE pHcaiStkay _smeH ilqa hE, mhaivdehmeH Ôkr Aaye AaEr ixvrajkumarke ma!e bnayaAEsa pa@ hE. AaEr dxRnsar hE devsen AacayRka _smeH to AEsa ilqa hE, Are kuHdkuHdacayRmhaivdehmeH Ôkr Ôe Aa n laya hot to hmeH muinpà kEse Ýaº hota, AEsa ilqa hEdxRnsar. Aahaha¦ devsen AacayR. Aa to mhamuin khete hE, bakI to AÚpahuDnI !IkahE ne vo suqsagr wÎark jEsa hE vo to. _skI drek pahuDnI paKz Ae ilqa hEkuHdkuHdacayR mhaivdehse Aaya =a. p` Aa to dxRnsar-devsen AacayR, pHcaiStkay-jysen AacayR, AEsa pa@ hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- _sne kha Ao to @Ik song#meH ÉyuHkhete?) bs song#meH khete hE, _ska ivro\ krna. song#vaza khete hE ke kuHdkuHdacayRTyaH gye =e, to khe na. (]ota:- _smeH wI Ýyojn hE.) Ýyojn hE.

Aa to vat AEsI hE. AhÄya to Ýwu Aem khete hE, ijnxasn iksko khe? carAnuyogka sar iksko khe? ke Apna AbâSp<ÚkI AnuwUit kre, Ae wav]ut&an, Aexuâ _pyog wav]ut&an Ae jEnxasn hE. ãVy]utmeH wI Ae kha hE ne wav]ut Aa hE.Aahaha¦ Ae kha ne ke Aa terma kzxnI AHdr !IkameH ke äadxaHg ivkLp hE, p` kha hEAnuwUit, bare AHgmeH kheneka Aaxy to te Ýwu AaTma, _skI AnuwUitka Aa]y leãVyka to AnuwUit hogI, Ane Ae AnuwUit vItragI pyaRy hE, vItragI pyaRy kho kejEnxasn kho. Aahahaha¦ kho AamaH smÔy AevuH Ke, AamaH n smÔy AevI vat n=I.bhu srs, srz Ke sI\I vat. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke Ýwu. (]ota:- bhot qulasa ikyamharaj bhut qulasa)

AbâSp<Ú, AnNy, inyt, AivxeØ Ane AsHyu› AEse paHcwav Sv$p, deqoAEsa wgvan AEsa paHc wavSv$p hE. yUH AaTma AEse paHc wavSv$p hE yUH, smjmeHAaya? AEse paHc wavSv$p AaTma. deqo, hE? Aahaha¦ AbâSp<Ú, AnNy, ANyTvAe!le Anera Anera nhÄ, inyt, inüy samaNy AaEr AsHyu›, ragse sHyu› nhÄ AEsapaHc wavSv$p AaTma. Aahahahaha¦ AEse paHc wavSv$p wgvan AaTma iƒlokna=prme¬r Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ Ae kuHdkuHdacayR khete hE. Ae paHc wavSv$p wgvanAaTma hE AHdr, Abâ nam mu› Sv$p hE, inüy hE, ragse riht hE, AaEr samaNy Sv$phE. Aahaha... AaEr pyaRynI Anektase iwNn Aek$p hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke bapu.

AEsa paHc wavSv$p, AEsa hE ne? AEse paHc wavSv$p, AEse paHc wavSv$pAe!le? AbâSp<Ú, inyt, AnNy, AivxeØ, AsHyu› AEse paHc wavSv$p, Aahaha...AaTma _skI AnuwUit Ae pyaRy. Aa paHc wavSv$p to AaTm ãVy. Aahaha¦

smysar to vItragnI saÙatŸ vaÌ, Aahaha... jgtna waGy ke Aa xaÏ rhI

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224 smysar isiâ wag-2gya Ke. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- Aap p\are Amara waGy). Are Amne to qed =ay Ke. ArereAme ÉãH hta ne ÉãH AavI pDã KIAe? Arere ÉãH, Ame Ýwu pase hta ne AhÄya AavIpDã KIAe bapu. Aaha¦ (]ota:- hmko to h*aR hota hE ne) Aa vat to Ae j tI=ÅkrnaFrkI bat hE Ýwu. Aahaha¦ sar gjb vat hE waGy Ke jgtna ke AavI vaÌ Aene kanepDe Ke. Aaha¦

wgvan AaTma kEsa hE? ke AbâSp<Ú hE, ragse Ane ivss‡a prma uHse SpxRnhÄ, sHbH\ nhÄ, AaEr AnNy hE, AnNy hE, AnerI AnerI git Ae nhÄ, AnNy hE, AenaAe hE, AEsa ne AEsa. Aahaha¦ inyt hE, pyaRymeH Anekta ho AEsa nhÄ inyt hE inüyhE. Aahaha¦ AaEr gu ka ivxeØ wed _smeH nhÄ, AEsa Ae samaNy hE, AaEr AsHyu› namragkI AakUztase riht hE Ae AanHd Ýwu hE. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH[?

AEse paHc wavSv$p, Aahahahaha... AaTma _skI AnuwUit, AEsa paHc wavSv$pAaTma _skI AnuwUit, Aahaha... yh inüyse smSt ijnxasn, sara jEnxasnka Aesar hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? inüyse smSt ijnxasn, smSt jEnxasn, careyAnuyogna sUƒmeH Ane jEnxasn wav]utmeH Aa hE. Aaha... smjmeH Aaya? wav]utAbâSp<Úko Anuwve Ae jEnxasn hE, wav]ut AbâSp<Úko Anuwve Ae jEnxasn hE,A=aRtŸ Ae paHcwavSv$p vItrag Sv$p wgvan AaTma _skI AnuwUit pyaRy vItrag,Ae jEnxasn hE. Aahahaha¦ kyÇ ke? Ae ivxeØ Aayega. (]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev.)

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smysar 1p mI ga=a cltI hE. frIne !Ika.Ôe yh, ;je Aa' Aam ÝTyÙ btate hE Aam. je ;Aa' AbâSp<Ú Aa AaTma

AHtmuRq cIj Ae yh AbâSp<Ú rag Ane vIs§a prma use bâ Ane Sp<Ú nhÄ AEsIye cIj hE. “AnNy” hE. AnerI AnerI gitmeH hona ye nhÄ, Aek$p AnNy Sv$p hE,;inyt' hE, pyaRymeH ihnai\kta Anek Ýkare AguÌlFugu ke Aa]yse Aaid ivxeØta dxapyaRyka Svwav hE, to ihnai\kta hotI hE. p` _sse riht AaTma inyt hE, Aek$pinüy hE. ;AivxeØ' gu na ivxeØo wed riht iƒkazI Aek$p samaNy hE. Aahaha¦“AsHyu›” AakUztase riht, AakUztase siht Ae pyaRymeH hE, ãVymeH AakUztase rihtAEsa AanHdSv$p wgvan Ae paHc wavoSv$p, Aahaha... Ae paHc wavoSv$p AaTma,_skI AnuwUit. mu› Sv$p wgvan samaNy Sv$p AanHdSv$p AEsa paHc wavSv$p,AEsa AaTma, _skI AnuwUit, _ske Anusar Svwavke Anusar AanHdka Anuwv honaAe inüyse smSt ijnxaskI AnuwUit hE. Aahahaha¦ ga=a bhu srs AavI Ke. rs,srs, srs nam AanHdna rs sihtkI ga=a hE. Aahaha¦

ÉyÇik ]ut&an SvyH AaTma hI hE. kya khete hE Ôe wav]ut&an äara AbâSp<Úka


225Anuwv huAa Ae wav]ut&an, hE? AaTma hI hE, hE pyaRy, vItragI wav]ut&an pyaRy,p` _sko yhaH AaTma kha rag nhÄ, rag hE Ae AnaTma hE. Aahahaha¦ paHc wavSv$pwgvan AaTma AiSt, samaNy, Abâ-bâ ne Sp<Ú riht, mu›, inyt, Aek$prhenevalI cIj, samaNy nam ivxeØ gu ka wed riht, AaEr AakUztase riht, AEsawav paHcwavSv$p wgvan AaTma hE. Aahahaha¦ AEse AaTmakI _ske Anusar krkeAnuwUit hona, vItragI wav]ut&anka pir`mn hona. Aahahaha... Ae jEnxasnkIAnuwUit hE. Aahaha¦

(]ota:- AaTma pote jEnxasn Ke?) AaTma jEnxasn nhÄ, AaTmaka Anuwvkrna Ae jEnxasn hE. Aahaha¦ kya kha? AaHhI to AnuwUit pyaRyko jEnxasn kha,wav]ut&anko jEnxasn kha. dUsrI rIte khIAe to wgvan (AaTma) paHc wavSv$phE _ska Anuwv Ae xuâ _pyog hE. p` AaHhI wav]ut&an khekr xuâ _pyogna qulasaikya hE. Aahaha¦ je xuw Axuw je _pyog hE _sse riht wgvan AanHd Sv$p paHcwavSv$p hE. Aahahahaha¦ _ska sNmuq hokr Ôe Anuwv huAa Ae wav]ut&an hE, Aexuâ _pyog hE, Ae jEnxasn hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

carey AnuyaegmeH vItrag(ta) taTpyR khete hE, to vItrag(ta) taTpyR kEse hotahE ke paHc wavSv$p wgvan AaTma _skI AnuwUit kre to vItragta Ýg! hotI hE.sMyGdxRn Ý=m Ae phele 14 mI ga=ameH Aaya, p` Ae sMyGdxRn Ae vItragI pyaRyhE. srag smikt ne vItrag smikt Ae to cairƒ mohna doØnI ApeÙana wavnIApeÙaAe kha, vStu sMyGdxRn Ae to vItragI j pyaRy hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?Ae AaHhIya ]ut&an kha, dxRnnI ApeÙaAe sMyGdxRn kha, Ae vItragI pyaRy kha, AejEnxasnka Anuwv hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

hÒ sU"m Aayega =oDa Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ kyÇ ke ]ut&an SvyH AaTma, ]ut&an SvyHAaTma, wav]ut&an SvyH AaTma AEsa kha. Aahaha¦ vItragI wav]ut&an Ôe Ýg!huAa, ãVy]utmeH to Aa kha hE, Ae to ga=a khetI hE, Ae!le ko[ khe ke AamaH ãVy]utnIVyaQya to Aa[ nhÄ. Aa ãVy]ut Ae xBd hI ãVy]ut hE, smjmeH Aaya? Ane ãVy]utmeHAe kha hE, ke wav]ut&anse Apne AaTmaka Anuwv krna Ae jEnxasn, Ae jEn\mR,Ae Aatm\mR. Aahahaha¦ Ae ]ut&an SvyH AaTma hE. xaÏka &an ne Ae cIj nhÄ. Aeto AaTmaka AHdr AanHdkHd wavSv$p pHc wavSv$p hE, _ska _pr ¹iÚ lganese Ôewav]ut&an huAa Ae vItragI pyaRy hE, Aene jEnxasn khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

pa@meH tIn bol hE p` !Ikakarne paHc bol je (ga=a) 14 maH =a Ae le ilya hE,Ae to Ae tkrar krte hE iv$â, Ae dskI salmeH tkrar Aa[ =I, j¡glikxor trfse,idLhI-j¡gl ikxor =a ne, _tyaR =a ne _ska mkan hE. _ska mkanmeH étre =e hm, Aate=e sUnneko p` Aa cIj, pIKe 10 kI salmeH AEsa Aaya =a ke tIn j bol hE yhaH

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226 smysar isiâ wag-2AnNymŸ, AivxeØm, AbâSp<ÚmŸ ƒ` bol hE yhaH, paHc bol khaHse ka#˜a? p` wEyaAe tIn bol ga=ameH sMyG&ankI bat krna hE to Apdes]utmŸ Ae ãVy]ut wI khenahE to vo kar` tInmeH paHc sma Ôte hE, smjmeH Aaya? AaHhIya khete hE, Aahaha... Ae]ut&an SvyH AaTma hE.

[silye &ankI AnuwUit hI, &an kya? AaTma &aykSvwav je kaymI, iƒkazI&anSvwav _skI AnuwUit Ae vtRman wav]ut Ae AaTmakI AnuwUit hE. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

prHtu Ab yhaH, Ab vhaH, samaNy &anke AaivwaRv, kya khete hE Ae? je AaTma&anSvwav hE _ska Anuwv krna Ae AaivwaRv, &anSvwav samaNy Ôe iƒkaz hE_ska Anuwv AamaH krna Ae samaNy &anka Anuwv, Ae pyaRy samaNy &an hE. kyakhete hE jrI, samaNy&anke AaivwaRv, Ae samaNy &an Ae!le &aykSv$p Ôe hE _skIpyayRmeH [iNãyka &anka ivØyka Anekakar &an hota hE _sse riht, Aa pyaRykI bathE yhaH. Aa samaNy &an iƒkazkI AhÄya bat nhÄ hE. (]ota:- samaNy ikskokhena?) samaNy nam, [iNãyka ivØyka honese Anekakar &an, _sse riht, AekIlaAaTmaka &anSv$p wgvan, pyaRymeH AekIla &anka Anuwv hona, Ae... Ae... &anpyaRyka _sko samaNy&an khete hE. samaNy iƒkazkI bat yhaH nhÄ. Ae to phele kheidya ke paHc wavSv$p hE Ae to iƒkaz hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

samaNy&anka AaivwaRv Ae A=aRtŸ AekIla &ankI AaTmakI xuâ pyaRyka Ýg!hona, Aahahaha... Ae samaNy &anka AaivwaRv khenemeH Aata hE. samaNyka A=R ãVysamaNy _ska AaivwaRv AEsa nhÄ. samaNyka A=R? ivxeØ Ýkarna Ôe ragAaid hotahE ke [iNãyka ivØy$p Anekakar &anka wed hota hE. _sse riht, _ska nam samaNy&ankaAaivwaRv khenemeH Aata hE, pyaRy hE hÇ Aa. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- pyaRyko hI samaNykha) Ae samaNymeH kha ne, ke ivxeØ Ôe &eyakarse riht ma!e Aekla &anka Anuwv AesamaNy &anka Anuwv. samaNy nam ãVy AhÄ nhÄ lena hE, Ae &an j ApnaSvwavse Anuwv kre, ApnI pyaRymeH _ska nam samaNy &anka AaivwaRv. Aahaha¦

samaNy &an iƒkazI _ska AaivwaRv Ae ÝÆ AhÄya nhÄ. smÔe Ýwu¦ Aa tovat AlaEikk hE na=, jEn xasn ko[ AlaEikk vStu hE. Aahaha¦ Ae AbâSp<Ú AaidpaHc wavSv$p Ýwu Ae iƒkazI samaNy kha, hve _ska Anuwv pyaRymeH, [iNãykaivØyse Anekakar &eyakar Ôe pyaRy hotI hE, Ae ivxeØ hE, _sse riht-_sse rihtAekIla &aykSvwavkI pyaRy, Anekakar &an ivxeØse riht, Aekla &anSvwavkaAakar pyaRymeH pana Ae samaNy &anka AaivwaRv hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? hE,AHdr deqo.

Amare pHiDtÒ bE@e hE ne yhaH, Ae khe _smeH ilqa nhÄ, ke _smeH ilqa hE. Aaha¦&ancHdÒ¦ kya khete hE su o. AhÄya samaNy ne ivxeØ do Ýkar dete hE. to Ae samaNy


227Ôe iƒkaz hE _skI bat yhaH nhÄ, Aekla &ayk Svwav pyaRymeH AnuwvmeH AanaAnekakar ivØyse je Anekakar &anka wav hota hE Ae ivxeØ hE, _sse riht Aekla&anka pyaRymeH Anuwv Aana Ae samaNy &anka AaivwaRv. Aahaha¦

ifr, Aa to AlaEikk magR hE Ýwu¦ Aahahaha¦ to Ab vhaH samaNy &an, &ankIAaTmakI inmRz pyaRy Aekakar hona Ae samaNy &anno AaivwaRv. AaTmaka &aykwavmeHAekakar hokr Ôe &ankI pyaRy prka Aa]y ibna, wed riht, Awedse _TpNn huAa AesamaNy &an. smjmeH Aaya? Ae AekIla AaTmaka Anuwv pyaRymeH hona Ae samaNy&an. Ae pyaRyko samaNy &an khete hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ae jEnxasn, Aewav]ut. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? samaNy &anka AaivwaRv Ýg!p`a pyaRymeH ivxeØp eAek$p Svwavka pyaRymeH AekIla AaTmake Aa]yse je Anuwv ho _ska nam samaNy&an khete hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- tb vh &an huAa hI nhÄ.) Ae &an pyaRy Ýg! hu[Svke Aa]yse wedriht Ae pyaRyko samaNy &an Ýg! huAa, Aem khenemeH Aate hE.Aahaha¦ Aavo marg Ke. kho, ga=a bhu sarI AavI Ke. Aigyar, bar, ter, caEd, pHdr,Ýwu Aavo marg Ke. Aahaha¦

AhÄya jEnxasn Ae wav]ut&an A=va vItragI pyaRy AE jEnxasn, to AevItragI pyaRyko AhÄya samaNy &an kha hE, iƒkazIko nhÄ. iƒkazIka AvlHbnseAek$p prka Aa]y ibna je sMyG&ankI pyaRy hu[ _ska nam samaNy&an Ýg! huAaAem khenemeH Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? ga=a AFrI hE. Aaha... Aek vat.

AaEr ivxeØ &eyakar &anke itrowav deqo, [iNãyka ivØyse Ôe Anekakar ivxeØ&anpyaRy hE _sse riht, hE? &anke itrowav, _ska #Hka[ Ôna, Aahaha... [iNãyokaivØyse &an Ôe huAa, _ska Anekakar ivxe*a hE _sse riht, hE? AaCKadn - Ae ivxe*a&anse #Hk idya - ivxe*a &anko #aHk idya AaEr samaNy pyaRy, vItragI _TpNn hu[ _skanam samaNy &an khete hE. Aaha... smjmeH Aaya? ivxeØ &eyakar &anka itrowav,vtRman [iNãyka ivØy, [iNãy&anka ivxe*a ivØyse, [iNãy&anmeH ivØyka ivxeØse Ôe&an hota hE Ae ivxeØ hE, ivxeØka nam im+ya hE, Ae sTy nhÄ, Apna sMyG&an jejEnxasnkI AnuwUit te (Ae) &an nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aa to \Irana kambapu. Aaha¦

wgvan paHc wavSv$p phele kha, Ae to iƒkazI vat l[, p` _ska ÔeAnuwv Ae ãVy samaNyka Anuwv hona, Ae samaNy &an hE, Ae Anuwv hona AesamaNy &an hE. jemaH ivxeØ &eyakarka Awav hE Apna &anSvwavka Aekla AnuwvhuAa. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? pa!`IÒ¦ ijsmeH paHc wavSv$p wgvan Ae to ãVykha vStu, _ska Anuwv Ae samaNy&an, (]ota:- Aekakar &an?) Ae Aekla, prnIApeÙa ibna huAa ne? Aekakar Ae!le _sko samaNy &an kha, Éya kha? Aa to ivxeØSpÚ hoye ibna smje nhÄ Ae!le AemaH punrui› kaH{ lgtI nhÄ _smeH. Ae wgvan

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228 smysar isiâ wag-2AaTma je mu› Sv$p, samaNy Sv$p, inyt-inüy Sv$p, Aahaha... AakUztanawav riht AanHdSv$p Ýwu, AEsa paHc wavSv$p Ýwu pote AaTma hE, _sko &eyakarkaivxeØse KU!kr AekIla &aykSvwavka &anakar hona, wav]ut$pe hona, xuâ _pyog$pe hona Ae samaNy &an khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:-samaNy&anka nmUna Aaya) nmUna Aaya AHdr, samaNy Ae, Ae ÝÆ ATyare nhÄ.

AhÄya samaNy nam AekIla &ayk Svwavke AvlHbnse Ae [iNãyka ivØyseriht, [iNãyna ivØy=I Anekakar hota =a &an, Ae ivxeØ &an, Ae ivxeØ &anno A=R?Ae im+ya&an, Aahaha... AaEr wgvan AaTma paHc wavSv$p Ýwu vo to ãVy, Ae tosamaNy ãVy, hve Ae samaNy ãVymaH Ae ãVyke AvlHbnse wav]ut&an je huAavItragI pyaRy hu[, [sko yhaH samaNy &an khete hE, pyaRyko. Aahahaha¦ hE? deqoAHdr, hÒ Aavxe ivxeØ SpÚIkr`.

(]ota:- &eyakar &an im+ya hota hE?) pyaRyka Anekakar [iNãy&anka ivxeØ&an, Anekakar &an Ae vaStivk &an hE hI nhÄ. Ae!le ivxeØ &anka #Hk Ôna AneAekIla AaTmake AvlHbnse Ôe wav]ut&an huAa, vItragI pyaRy hu[, _sko samaNy&anka AaivwaRv khnemeH Aata hE. Aaha... Ane ivxeØ &anka #Hk Ôna, [iNãyka ivØy,[iNãyka &an Ôe prka ivØy krte hE, _smeH Anekakar hote hE Ae Anekakarka #Hk Ôna,Ane Ae &ayk Svwavka AekakarkI pyaRy _TpNn hona, _ska nam samaNy &an. hE kenhÄ AHdr? AemaH Aavxe hÒ ivxeØ SpÚIkr`. Aahaha¦

AaEr ivxeØ &eyakar &anke deqo, j¡Ao ivxeØ &eyakar &an, &eyakar je [iNãyonaivØyo. &eyakar &an, _ska #Hk Ôna AÌiNãy &anka AHdr _TpNn hona Ae &ankosamaNy khete hE. AaEr [iNãy&anse Ôe &an hota hE Aene ivxeØ khete hE, Ae &an im+yahE, #Hk Ôna. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke Ýwu, xuH =ay? Aahaha¦ smÔy AevuH Ke, waØajrI sadI Ke. waØa AevI k@` n=I ko[ sHSk<t ne wav to Ke Ae Ke wgvan, xuH =ay?

prka [iNãy&anna ivØy=I huAa Anekakar &an, _ska lÙ KoDkr, Aahaha...AekIla AaTmSv$p wgvan paHc wavSv$p _smeHse Ôe &an huAa Ae samaNy &ankhenemeH Aata hE. pyaRyko samaNy &an khenemeH Aata hE. vItragI pyaRyko wav]ut&ankosamaNy&an khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ hEH? (]ota:- kyÇ) kem Ae vStu prka [iNãyka&anke Aakarse riht Aekakar &anka Aakar hE. wgvan AaTm&an Sv$p je iƒkazpaHc wavSv$p kha _ske Aekakar huAa, _ske Aek ãVyke Aakar Okakar &an huAa,Aekakar &an huAa vo samaNy &an khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

kho, goidkaÒ? AemaH ÉãHy inlm iflmmaH mze AevuH n=I. NyaH ÉãHy, rqDa rqDkre Ke ßyaH TyaH te, AaHhI ÔvanuH Ke AHdrmaH Aem khe Ke Aey¦ Aa vzI v\are kroDpit Ke.\Uz \Uz, Aahaha¦

AhÄya to wgvan paHc Sv$pe Ýwu, Aahaha... AacayRnI xElI to ÔuAo Aek.


229Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma mu› Sv$p, samaNy Sv$p, inyt Sv$p, rag AakUztaseriht AanHd Sv$p, Ae paHc wavSv$p wgvan AaTma hE, _ska Aa]yse Aekakar &anÔe _TpNn hota hE, _sko yhaH samaNy &an khenemeH Aata hE. samaNyka &an huAa ma!esamaNy &an Aem nhÄ, Aene Aekakar Svwavka &an huAa, ma!e te &anko samaNy &ankhenemeH Aata hE. te &anko wav]ut khenemeH Aata hE, te &anko vItragI pyaRy khenemeHAata hE, te &anko jEnxasn khenemeH Aata hE, jEnxasn ãVy nhÄ, wav. (A=aRtŸpyaRy) Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? puStk hE ne same? Aahaha¦

samaNy&anke AaivwaRv, Aahaha¦ 11 mI ga=ameH Aek Aaya hE, TyaH AEsa AayahE, ke ßyaH &aykwav to &aykwav hI iƒkaz hE. p` _ska Anuwv huAa Tyare&aykwav AaivwaRv huAa, AEsa pa@ hE AigyarmImaH, Aa &aykwav AaivwaRv,&aykwav to &ayk hI hE, p` pyaRymeH wan huAa to &aykwav AaivwaRv huAa, AEsaQyalmeH Aaya ke Aa &aykwav, Aene AaivwaRv huAa Aem khenemeH Aata hE, &ayk to&ayk iƒkaz AaivwaRv itrowav &aykmeH hE hI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? 11mI ga=ameH hE, &aykwav AaivwaRv huAa, &aykwav itrowUt hota =a? &aykwav to&ayk hE iƒkaz hE, AemaH AaivwaRv ne itrowav &aykwavmeH hE hI nhÄ. p` vo&aykwav hE AEsa AnuwvmeH Aaya Tyare &aykwav AaivwaRv huAa Aem khenemeH Aaya.

¹iÚmeH _ska SvIkar huAa phele Aa &aykwav hE AEsa (¹i*!meH) nhÄ =a, to&aykwav \‡uv AEsa SvIkar Aaya to Ae pyaRymeH &aykwav AaivwaRv huAa, pyaRymeHÔnnemeH Aaya ma!e. smjmeH Aaya kH[? &ancHdÒ¦ Ae AigyarmI ga=ana, Aahaha...AaEr [iNãy&anka ivØymeH jb pDa hE, _sko &aykwav itrowUt ho gya hE, _skaQyalmeH Aaya nhÄ. Ae itrowav huAa. vStu to vStu hE &aykwav, AaivwaRv neitrowav &aykwav nhÄ hota. Ae to iƒkaz xuâ &aykwav hI hE, p` pyaRymeH QyalmeHn Aaya, Tyare Ae &aykwav _sko itrowUt ho gya, #Hk gya AenI ¹iÚmeH. smjmeHAaya? Aahahahaha¦ xuH marg p‡wuno¦

Ae Ýwu Sv$p, wgvan prme¬r Sv$p hI hE. prme¬r Sv$p Ae AaTma vItragSv$p kho, prme¬r Sv$p kho, Ýwu Sv$p kho, Ae to vStu, hve Ae vStune Aa]ye je&an Ýg! huAa Ae &anko pr Aa]yka Awav hE, [iNãyka ivØyna Anekakar &anivxeØna Awav hE, itrowUt hE, Ane Aa sMyG&an Ôe samaNy Aek$p pyaRy hu[, AeÝg! hE, Ae AaivwaRv huAa, itrowUt-&eyakarse Anek _skae itrowUt hE, _ske &an hEnhÄ _smeH AEsa. samaNy &anmeH, [iNãyse [iNãy&anka ivxeØse Anekakarka &an,samaNy &anmeH hE nhÄ. samaNy &an kya? AnuwvkI pyaRy hu[ vo samaNy&an.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

ga=a bhu êcI Ke ne AaquH jEnxasn btave Ke. Aahaha¦ jEnxasn ko[ sHÝdayn=I ko[ pÙ n=I, Ae vStu je vStu je paHc wavSv$p hE, vStu, _ska Anuwv Ae

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230 smysar isiâ wag-2wav]ut&an, Ae jEnxasn, Ae vStunuH Sv$p. Aahaha¦ pyaRymaH QyalmeH Aaya TyarevStu hE AEsI ÝtIt hu[, QyalmeH nhÄ =a to vStu to _sko hE hI nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?Ae ÝÆ huAa =a AwI do tIn vrs phele, Aek vIrÒ vkIl =a AhÄya kai@yavaDmeHidgHbrka AWyas phelaH ivrÒwa{ko 91, 92 vØeR gujr gye. Aaqa kai@yavaDmeHphela idgHbrka AWyasI, _ska lDka hE _sne ÝÆ ikya, ke mharaj¦ Aa AaTma kar`prmaTma hE to kayR kyuH nhÄ Aata hE, kar` hE to kayR Aana hI cahIye AEsa ÝÆ ikya.wgvan AaTma to Aa paHc wavSv$p hE Ae kar` prmaTma hE. smjmeH Aaya? Are¦Aa kar` prmaTma inymsarmeH Aata hE, to kar` prmaTma vStu he to to kayR toAana caihAe? meH kI\uH brabr hE p` kar` prmaTma hE AEsa ijsko SvIkar hE, SvIkarhE _sko kar` prmaTma hE to _sko kayR Aaya ivna rhe nhÄ sMyGdxRn. p` kar`prmaTma hE [sko SvIkarey nhÄ to Aene kar` prmaTma ÉãH Aaya? smjmeH Aaya?Ae to hE hI wgvan to p` hE _skI ÝtItmeH ne &ankI pyaRymeH &ey$pe Aaye to _skokar`prmaTma hE to kar`prmaTma hE. AEsI ÝtIit Aa[ to sMyGdxRn kayR huAe ibnarhe nhÄ. p` kar`prmaTma hE AEsa SvIkar kre ne kar`prmaTma hE AEsa _sko besetb kayR hota hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

bhot ÝÆ cla =a. AaHhI to sU"m bat cltI hE ne bhot, AWyas to bhot krtehE loko. kar`prmaTma hE Ae &aykwav iƒkaz hE, p` &aykwav hE iksko ijskoAiSt hE AEsa ]âa &anmeH SvIkar huAa _sko kar` prmaTma hE. ijsko ye ]âa &anmeHSvIkar nhÄ, _sko kar`prmaTma ¹i*!meH khaHse Aaya? smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Aavomarg vItragno bhu sU"m wa{, bhu sU"m wa{¦ (]ota:- SvIkar n kre to kar`prmaTmakH{ cla Ôta hE) Aene kyaH hE? Aene to rag ne pyaRy hE. to [sko kar`prmaTma ÉãHhE ]âameH? smjmeH Aaya? pyaRy¹i*!vanko ãVy AEsa hE AEsa Aaya ÉyaH? Aahaha¦Aek smykI pyaRy Vy› hE ne rag hE vo hI _sko ¹iÚmeH hE, to _smeH kar`prmaTmaAaya khaHse? AEse hE to, hE _sko Aaya khaHse yhaH?

(]ota:- parsmÌ lohaka SpxR kre to loha sona bn Ôta hE.) parsmÌ¦nhÄ nhÄ nhÄ nhÄ _s kar` lohase parsmÌka SpxRse loha sona hota hE AEsa hEnhÄ. _skI yoGytase hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? bhu AlaEikk vatuH hE bapa Aa to. Ae towaØa to AEsa hE ne “parsmi` AaEr sHtko bDo AaHtro Ô`, vohI lohako kHcn krevohI Apne sman” AEsa }lok Aata hE. kya kha? sb AaHhI to bhot deqa hE sbkroDo }lok deqa hE, ¬etaHbrka, idgHbrka, sarI ijHdgI 72 vØRse _smeH hE. [smeH kha hEne “parsmi` AaEr sHtko bDo AaHtro Ô`, parsmi` AaEr sHtko bDo AaHtro Ô`,vo parsmi` lohako kHcn kre Ane sHt Aap Aap sman” Aahaha¦ Ae sHtkasmagmse smje _sko Aap sman krte hE, AEsa khenemeH Aata hE. Ae }lok Aata hE ne?

qbr hE ne Amare Fà vrs=I Amare sHÝdaymaH calte =e. Aem khe parsmi`


231lohako (sona) parsmi` nhÄ kr skte hE, inim¿ trIke p` vo lohako sona trIkeho Ôta hE, parsmi` nhÄ hota, Ane sHt Ôe vItragI muin mha wgvan, Aahaha...pHcprmei¤ _ska AnuwvkI bat Ae khete hE ne Ôe sUne ne smje to ApnI dxa jEsI_sko ho ÔAe. smjmeH Aaya? (parsmi`se, parsmi` loha nhÄ krte Ae, saena krtehE bs [tna. Aahaha¦)

Ane ƒ`lokno na= wgvan vItrag ne vItragna sHto _ska smagm ne sevakre, seva nam Ae Aa&a khete hE, vItragta Ýg! kre, Aa&a _skI vItrag Ýg! krnekIhE. sHtokI vItragI xasnkI sarakI vItragI pyaRy Ýg! krnekI Aa&a hE, Ae Aa&akIseva krI to sHtkI seva kb khenemeH Aata hE? to Ae e je Aa&a ikya vItragI pyaRy,vItragI pyaRy Ýg! kre to sHtnI seva Ae e inim¿se ikya AEsa khenemeH Aata hEAahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

AaHhI to Aa xBdmeH jrI, samaNy &annuH Ýg!p uH A=aRtŸ Aekakar &anka Aekakarkahona, AaEr ivxeØ &an Anekakarka #Hk Ôna, Ae sb &anmaƒka Anuwv ikya Ae jbAekla AaTma &an Svwav _ska Anuwv &anka pyaRymeH ikya &anmaƒ, rag nhÄ, wednhÄ, &anmaƒka Anuwv ikya Ôta hE, tb &an Ýg! AnuwvmeH Aata hE, deqo. smjmeHAaya? Aahaha¦

jb &anmaƒka Anuwv pyaRymeH, Aekakar &anka Anuwv ikya Ôta hE, tb &anÝg! AnuwvmeH Aata hE, Tyare pyaRymeH samaNy &anka Anuwv hota hE. Aahaha¦t=aip Ôe A&anI hE deqo, &eyomeH Aas› hE, [iNãy&anna ivØyomaH Anekakar huAa&an _smeH Aas› hE. Aahahahaha¦ [iNãy&anka ivØyaemeH Anekakar huAa &an _smeHje Aas› hE. Aahahaha¦ &eyomeH Aas› hE, _NheH vo SvadmeH nhÄ Aata. deqo, Aahahaha¦

[iNãy&anna ivØyo=I huAa Anekakar &an, _smeH Ôe Aas› hE _sko AaTma&anSv$p hE AaEr _ska Svad &anakarka hE, AEsa Svad _skae Aata nhÄ. _sko to ragAne äeØka A&anka Svad Aata hE, Aahahaha¦ ivxeØ, ivxeØ yhaH É˜a khete hE? pheleto kha ke ivxeØ AaTmameH hE hI nhÄ. Ae to samaNy vStukI bat kha. samaNy- AivxeØkhete hE ne AivxeØ samaNy Ae vStu, hve AhÄya ivxeØ Ae!le kya? ke [iNãyka ivØymeHAnekakar huAa &an _sko #Hk idya, Ane _ska (&an) AnekakarmeH ruk gya Ae ivxeØ&an, ¹ÚaHt dega xakka.

xak, xak khete hE? kya khete hE? xak, xak, xak äara lv`ka Svad Aana AeivxeØ huAa. Ane lv`ka Svad lv` äara Aana Ae samaNy huAa. smjmeH Aaya? Ae¹ÚaHt dega SpÚ smÔneko ke xak, Aa xak qara hE Aem khete hE ne? xak bhot qarahE, xak qara hE? xak to xak hE, qara to nmk hE Ae nmkka Svad xak äara ijskoAaya Ae ivxeØ huAa, Ane nmÉka Svad nmk äara Aaya Ae _ska samaNy huAa. Aaha¦

Aem &anka Svad Apna AnuwvmeH samaNy nam &anka Aekakarp`aka Svad

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232 smysar isiâ wag-2Aaya Ae &anka Svad, AaEr &eyka Anekakarka Svad Ae rag ne äeØka Svad, Ae kmRcetna ne kmRfz cetnaka Svad. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AaEr samaNy &ankavedn Aaya vo &ancetna hu[. &an cetna Ane ivxeØ Ôe Ýkar hE _ska vedn Ae kmR nekmRfz cetna hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

(]ota:- &eyomeH Aas› hE.) [iNãyka &anka &eyomeH Aas› lÙ TyaH hI hE. vStuAhÄya hE Ae Qyaley nhÄ. bs [iNãy&anmeH luB\ [iNãy&anka ivØymeH AnekakarkahuAa &anmeH luB\. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

Aa [iNãyse Ôe &an sUnnemeH Aata hE ne, Ae wI &an [iNãy&an hE, Ae A`ÄHiãy&annhÄ. kya kha? wgvankI vaÌ sUnI Ane &ankI pyaRy hu[ Ae A`Äiãy&an nhÄ, 31ga=ameH kha hE. smysar 31 ;ÔeH èidye iji`ta à`shavai\AH mu id AadH¦' èidyHiji`tana A=R ƒ` Ýkare ilya. sHt Am<tcHãacayeR (1) Aek to ãVy [iNãy Aa jD(2) waveiNãy Aek Aek ivØyko Ônnevala wav [iNãy AaEr (3) [iNãyka ivØy caheto dev, guÌ, xaÏ, SƒI, ku!uHb, pirvar, dex sbko [iNãy khenemeH Aaya hE. jD [iNãy,wav [iNãy AaEr _ska ivØyoko wI [iNãy khenemeH Aaya hE. pa@meH !IkameH ilya hEAm<tcHãacayR. tInoHko Òte, Aahahahaha... Ae tInoHka lÙ KoDkr _sse ]ut Ôe huAa[iNãy&an huAa Ae to. wgvane kha ne sUna to vo &an, [iNãy&an huAa. kyÇik[iNãyka ivØy Ae hE, Ane _sse &an huAa to [iNãy&an hE. Aahahaha¦ kya kha Ae?(]ota:- vo [iNãy&an &ey hE?) wav[iNãymeH ãVy [iNãyka inim¿se ne wgvankIvaÌka inim¿se je &an huAa Ae [iNãy&an hE, Ae ivxeØ hE. Ae AaTmaka &an nhÄ.

JIÌ vat hE wa{, bhu AakruH kam Ke. vtRmanmeH to Ae!lo go!o _@õ Ke AaqotÀvno, AaqI vat fervI naqI bapa. Aa to vItrag marg ƒ` lokna na=. Aahahaha¦Aeno magR kevo hxe. Aahaha¦

Ae AaHhI khete hE ke wgvan ne wgvankI vaÌko [iNãy kha hE 31 mI ga=ameH.wgvan ne _skI vaÌko [iNãy kha hE. pr hE ne? to ãVy[iNãy, wav[iNãy ne _skaivØyko, tInoHkae [iNãy kha hE. Ae [iNãy&anmeH Ôe &an hota hE Ae ivxeØ Anekakar&anka, Anekakar$p Ae ivxeØ &an (hE) Ae samaNy &an nhÄ. Ae AaTmana AvlHbnseivxeØ Ôe &an hota hE Ae samaNy &an. AaTmaka iƒkazI Svwavna Aa]yse ivxeØ&anhuAa Ae ivxeØ&anko samaNy &an kha AaHhIya. Aaha¦ Are, smjmeH Aaya? Ane&eyomaH je Aas› hE, Aahaha¦ hE? Ae qreqr to ]ut xBdo wgvankI vaÌ newgvanka yhaH &an huAa, Ae sb &ey hE, Ae Apna &an nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ae &eyomeHje Aas› hE, [iNãyse &an huAa Ae &ey, pr&ey hE Ae Sv&ey nhÄ, AÌiNãy Sv&eynhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

wa{ Aa to vItragno marg Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ _sko smjnemeH bhot ÝyTncaihAe, Aahaha¦ AEsa ko[ xaÏ p# ilya Ane wÌ ilya ma!e &an ho gya AEse hE


233nhÄ. (]ota:- xaSƒ rcna hu{ kEse) kya khete hE ? xaÏ rcna jDse hu[ hE. (]ota:-xaÏ bnaya ko e?) ko e bnaya hE? ko[Ae bnaya nhÄ. jDse bna hE. Ae toAm<tcHãacayR AaiqrmeH khete hE ne tInaeHmeH smysar, Ývcnsar, pHcaiStkaymeH ke hmneH!Ika bnaya AEsa moh n kro. hm to &an Sv$pmeH guPt hE TyaH !IkameH pyaRymeH AayakhaHse? Aahaha¦

bapu margDa j¡da wa{. Ane !Ikase tuMhereko &an hota hE AEsa mohse naco nhÄ.!Ika prvStu hE ne _sse &an hota hE, Ae to pr&eyka &an huAa. Aahahahaha¦ Sv&eyka&an Ôe hota hE AHtrke Aa]ye Ae Sv&an Ae samaNy &an hE. Ae vItragI &an, Ae]ut&an wav]ut hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- samaNyse ivxeØ bzvan hota hE.) Ae AhÄyanhÄ Ae ivxeØka &an ho, samaNy &an huAa pIKe Ôe Anekakar, _ska &an ho to &anho, p` Apna hE AEsI cIj nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ &anIko Apna Svwavka Aekakarse Ôe&an huAa vo samaNy&an AaEr _ske pIKe ivxeØ Ôe [iNãyka &an hE, AEsa QyalmeHAata hE, QyalmeH Aata hE, p` Ae mera &an nhÄ. jem pr&ey QyalmeH Aata hE, KtaH yepr&ey mera nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahahaha¦

Aem, Anekakar [iNãyka ivØyka samaNy&an ßyaH Sv$pka wan huAa, to Ae&anmeH SvprÝkaxk &an huAa. to Svka &an honese samaNy&an Ýg! huAa Ae &ankosamaNy kha Ane Ae &an [iNãyka ivØy Aaidko Aa Ône, hE, p` Ae merI cIj nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. gjb vat bapa¦ Aahahahaha¦ ƒ` lokna na=nI va`Ikane saHwze Ae [iNãyka, Aa [iNãy, wav[iNãy p` [iNãy, ne Ae ƒ e [iNãy, AesamaNy&an nhÄ. Aekakar AaTmaka &anse &an huAa vo nhÄ, Ae to &eyse huAa Ae&eyakar &an Ae nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦

sU"m bat hE Ýwu¦ Aa to ga=a AavI Tyare, hEH? Aahaha¦ prs¿avlHbI&an,prma=R vcinkameH Aaya hE, prma=R vcinka hE ne bnarsIdas Aap e naQya hE moÙmagRmeHpIKe ilya hE tIn. Ae to _smeH AEsa ilya hE. ijtna prs¿avlHbI &an hE Ae moÙmagRhE, AEsa &anI mante nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦ hE _smeH, sb Qyal hE Ae to voAekvar p#te hE to sb QyalmeH hE ne mgjmeH, prs¿avlHbI &an inim¿se &an huAa,huAa to ApnemeH, p` _smeH inim¿kI sapeÙta Aa{ ne to Ae &an prs¿avlHbI _skosmiktI &anI moÙmagR n maneH, hE? AaHhI moÙmagR Ýkaxk Ke ke nhÄ? Aa kya hE? yehE. j¡Ao prma=R vcinkameH hE. AhÄya hE ma=e, Aene qbr hE, Aahahaha¦ Aaya deqo, ko[Ýkarka &an, ko[ Ýkarka AaTmaka &an, &an AevuH n hoy ke prs¿avlHbI &an bnImoÙmagR saÙatŸ khe, Ae nih. je pravlHbI &an huAa inim¿se huAa _padan Apnese,p` AemaH inim¿kI ApeÙa =I AEsI prs¿avlHbI &an _sko &anI moÙmagR nhÄ khe.yhaH hE moÙmagR ÝkaxkmeH tInoH iciõyaH naqI (KapI) hE, kemke hmko phelI je imlI =IbnarsIdaskI to Ae phele É˜aHy n®h imla =a bnarsIdaskI iciõ deqI phele 90 kI

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234 smysar isiâ wag-2sal, 91 kI sal Are AavI vat gupt rhI g[. moÙmagRmaH naqo (Kapo) _sko.“bnarsI ivlas” hE g‡H= deqa hE ne sb _smeH Aek prma=R vcinka hE, rhSypU R iciõ!oDrmlnI AaEr _padan inim¿ka doha, wEya wgvtIdasÒkI¦ Aahaha¦

wgvan paHc Sv$p Ae wavSv$p Ae Ýwu AaTma _ska Aek, Aekka Aekakar &anÔe huAa Aek AvlHbnse Svke AvlHbnse Ôe Aekakar &an huAa, Ae jEnxasn hE. AesamaNy &an hE, Ae ]ut&an hE, vo hI vItragI pyaRy hE. Aahaha¦

Ane ijtna pyaRy prka inim¿se AvlHbnse wle &an inim¿se nhÄ huAa,Apna _padanse huAa hE, p` Ae _padanmeH inim¿kI sapeÙtaka wed =a, to Ae inim¿seÔe &an huAa ApnI pyaRymeH Ae prs¿avlHbI &an hE. Svs¿avlHbI &an nhÄ.Aahahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aavo marg n bese ne Aene pKI Aem krIne ka#I naqeKe ke Aa to inüynI vato ne, Are Ýwu p` inüy Ae!le Aa sTy Aa hE. Aahaha¦

Ae kha deqo &eyaemeH Aas› hE _NheH vh SvadmeH nhÄ Aata, kya khete hE? [iNãy&ankeivØyaemeH Anekakar &an qHD qHD hota hE _smeH Aas› hE _sko &anSv$pI wgvaniƒkaz _ska pyaRymeH Svad Aana caihAe (ifr wI) _sko Svad nhÄ Aata, kya kha?smjmeH Aaya?

je [iNãy&anka ivØymeH Aas› hE, _sko AtIiNãy &ankI pyaRymeH Svad AanacaihAe Ae Svad _sko nhÄ Aata. (]ota:- Aene AtIiNãy&an =ay j nhÄ?) Ae ton=I Ae!le Svad Aavto n=I Aeno A=R xuH =yo. smjmeH Aaya? AaHhI to AnuwvnaSvadnI ApeÙaAe bat kI hE. samaNy&anmeH AaTmaka AanHdka Svad Aaya. ]ut&an hE,vItragI pyaRy hE, AtIiNãy AanHdka Svad Aaya. Ane [iNãyna Aas›maH je &an Ke_smeH rhete hE _sko AaTmaka Svad nhÄ Aata. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke, Aekdm AakruHlage ma`sne. &ancHdÒ¦ wgvan marg to Aa hE, Aahaha¦ _ska phele sCca &anto krna pDega ne? Ane &an ikya pIKe Svka Aa]y lena Ae &an hE. Aahahaha¦ _skoyhaH samaNy&an kha hE. Aahaha¦ samaNyka &an ma!e samaNy Aem nhÄ, Ae &anmaHAekakarp`a hE ma!e samaNy&an Ane &anmaH Anekakar ivØy hE, AenuH nam ivxeØ&an.smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Aek klak to _smeH cle Ôte hE.

Lyo, vh SvadmeH nhÄ Aata. Ae Ýg! ¹ÚaHtse btlate hE. ¹ÚaHt khete hE. lokoneQyalmaH Aave Ae ma!e ¹ÚaHt khete hE. jEse Anek Ýkarke xak Aaid xak, qIcDI, cavl,_smeH wI lv` qIcDImeH to lv` naqte =e, AwI to coqameH naqte hE, cavl (meH)mI@a (lv`) ro!lImeH naqte hE b\ameH naqte hE, hve ro!ImeH, ro!lameH to naqte =e.bajrIka ro!la hota hE ne p` hve to ro!ImaHy mI@a naqte hE, xakmeHy mI@a, ro!ImeHymI@a, ro!lamaH to mI@uH naqe Ke, AhÄya khe Ke Ae waØa ilya ne xak Aaid xBd ilya ne?

Aek vqt AEsa bna =a. ]ImdŸ rajcHã ra`prke pase Aek gam hE. hDmtaza hETyaH Aaye =e to ]ImdŸ rajcHã, to paHc pcIs pcas ma`s mumuÙuAo Aaya =a to Aam


235xak Aaya dU\Ika va!kameH, va!ka kya khete hE? k!orI-k!orImeH (to deqkr bole) wEya_smeH mI@a bhot hE. lv` bhot hE, saheb Aape caQya to nhÄ ne? deqo, AekIla xakdU\Ika pa`Ise bafte hE to _ska resa nhÄ tU!te resa, Aa mI@a pDa hE ivxeØ to dU\Ika!ukDaka resa tU! gya hE, qaya ibna hÇ, resa smjte hE? vo !ukDa du\Ika szHg hoy neszHg to mI@a ivxeØ pDnese resa tU! Ôta hE, bafe AekIlameH to resa nhÄ tU!e, p` ivxeØmI@a pD Ôye lv` to Aa Aek srqI cIj hE _smeH tU! pDta hE, tU! Ôta hE resa. AEsekyuH Ôna? caqo, kyÇik g<iâ nhÄ =a to _sko QyalmeH Aa gya ke mI@a ivxeØ hE, Aneg<iâvazako mI@aka ivxeØka Qyal nhÄ Aata, Ae xak mI@a hE, xak qara hE, xak qarahE. Aahaha¦ yhaH Ae ¹ÚaHt dekr ivxeØ smÔAega. lo vqt ho gya.


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1p mI ga=a. !Ika:- ifr =oDa ko[ khete =e frIne lena ko[Ae kæuH'tuH khetu'tuH.(]ota:- drbare kæu'tuH)H. Aa AaTma vStu kEsI hE? ke yh ;Aa' ;AbâSp<Ú' hE. ijskoyhaH AaTma khIAe, Ae to rag ne kmRna inim¿na SpxR=I bH\=I riht hE. A=aRtŸ Ae mu›Sv$p hE. iƒkazI Aeno Svwav mu› Sv$p hE. Aahaha¦ AbâSp<Ú “AnNy” AnerIAnerI git Ae nhÄ _smeH, Ae to AnNy Aek$p iƒkaz hE. ;inyt' inüy Aek$p, inüyiƒkaz hE, _smeH pyaRyka wed hE Ae vStumeH nhÄ. ;AivxeØ' Ae samaNy hE. gu ka wedivxeØ _smeH hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ je AaTma hE vo samaNy hE ijsmeH gu ne gu Ika wed wInhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae gu my kha =a ne? AnHt gu my AaTma. Ae ivxeØ wed nhÄ. AaEr“AsHyu›” AakUztaka sHyu›se riht hE A=aRtŸ AtIiNãy AanHd Sv$p hE. AEse-AEsepaHc wavSv$p, hE to Aek smymaH p` paHc wavSv$p Aek smymaH hE. Aahahhaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

ijsko yhaH AaTma khIAe Ae AaTma paHc wavSv$p yh, yh nam pyaRy¹iÚ nerag¹iÚ KoDkr, yh AaTma paHc wavSv$p hE, _skI AnuwUit AEsa AaTmakI AnuwUitAEsa paHc wavSv$p, mu›Sv$p, samaNySv$p, inytSv$p ANy ANy nhÄ AneraAnera nih AnNy Sv$p Ae hI hE. AEsa AaTmakI AnuwUit AaTmakI A=aRtŸ &ancetnameH Anuwv krke Ôe inmRz pyaRy hotI hE Ae AaTmakI AnuwUit. AaTma hE AeiƒkazI ãVy, paHc wavSv$p AaEr _skI AnuwUit hE Ae pyaRy hE. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? Aa to Aaqa jEnxasnno mmR hE. Aahaha¦

smysar xasn kruH wa{ Aave Ke ne, pHiDtÒ¦ phelaH, jycHd pHiDt¦ smysarxasn kruH, phelaHH Aave Ke ne x$AatmaH, x$AatmaH hE ne vo jycHd pHiDt hÇ, hE¦(]ota:- smysar xasn kruH) ha Ae, smysar xasn kruH (dex vcnmy wa{) hE. Aa

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236 smysar isiâ wag-2jEn xasn kho ke smysar kho. Aahahaha¦ Ae jycHd pHiDte phelaH ilya hE, smysarxasn kruH smysarka &an Svwav Ôe hE AanHd É˜a hE _se mEH btaëga. Aahaha¦ JI`Ivat Ke wa{¦ Aa to AHtr sMyGdxRn siht sMyG&anka Éya Anuwv hE _skI bathE. sMyGdxRnkI bat to caEdmeH calI hve _skI sa= sMyG&an to sMyGdxRnmeH toAaTmanI AnuwUit te sMyGdxRn. hve AhÄ &ananuwUit te sMyG&an. &ananuwUitkaA=R? hE ne phela hE. Aaha¦

wgvan AaTma prmanHd cEtNy AaTmrsdev, idVy xi›ka wHDar wgvanAek$p je hE Ae mu›Sv$p hE. rag Ane pu~y papkI AakUztase riht Sv$p hI hE _ska.Aek$p hE ne samaNy hE _ska ivxeØp e AnuwUitmeH ivxeØ lena Ae gu wed ivxeØ j¡dIcIj hE, Ae _smeH Ae to samaNy hE, p` vo samaNy &aykwavka &aykke AvlHbnseAekakar &ankI pyaRy Ôe _TpNn ho _sko yhaH AnuwUit khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦

bhu vatHu AakrI, lokone Aa pircy nhÄ ne? Ae!le vStu iS=it Aa hE. jEnxasnAe!le ke wgvan paHc wavSv$p Ýwu _skI AnuwUit ãVyke Anusare ApnI pyaRymeHAnuwv hona Ae AnuwUit, Ae wav]ut&an Ae &ayk SvwavkI Aekakar dxa, [skaejEnxasn khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦

Ae inüyse smSt jEnxasn, sara jEnxasn, Aahaha... carey AnuyogmeH Ôekhena hE vItragta _TpNn krna, Ae vItragta iƒkazI vItrag Svwav mu› Sv$pAaTma _ske Aa]yse AnuwUit kho, vItrag pyaRy kho, xaÏka taTpyR vItrag dxakho, Aene jEnxasn khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? smSt inüysesmSt jEnxasn, sara jEnxasn, Aahahaha¦ carey AnuyogmeH kha vo vItragiƒlokna=e to Aa kha hE. ijnnI Aa&a vItragta _TpNn krnekI hE, guÌnI Aa&a AnexaÏnI Aa&a p` tInÇkI, vItragta _TpNn krnekI hE to Ae vItragta kem kEse_TpNn ho? ke paHc wavSv$p vItrag Sv$p wgvan AaTma hE, _skI AnuwUit krnesevItrag pyayR _TpNn hotI hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae smSt jEnxankI AnuwUit.

kyÇ ke ]ut&an SvyH AaTma hI hE. Ae wav je &anSv$p wgvan iƒkaz _skaAnuwv huAa Ae wav]ut&an hE. ãVy]ut &anmeH wI AEsa kha =a, wav]ut&anmeH AEsaAaya. sarI cIj ¹iÚmeH AnuwvmeH Aa[. AnuwvmeH ãVy Aaya nhÄ, p` ãVykI AnuwUitAa[. Aahahahaha¦ AnuwUitkI pyaRymeH sara paHc wavSv$p AaTma hE Ae AnuwUitkIpyaRymeH nhÄ Aata, p` paHc wavSv$p Ôe AaTma hE _skI AnuwUit krna _skaAa]yse Ae AnuwUitmeH AanHdka Svad Aana, &ankI cetna Ýg! hona _ska nam yhaHwav]ut &an khenemeH Aata hE. Arere AavI vatuH Ke.

Ae ]ut&an SvyH AaTma, Ae AnuwUit Ôe sMyG&an huAa, iƒkazI &aykwavkeAvlHbnse Ôe AnuwUit wav]ut&an huAa Ae SvyH AaTma hI hE. wav]ut AnuwUit hEAe AaTma hE, ragka, rag wav Aaya Ae AnaTma hE. AnaTmaka Ônnevala AaTma hE.


237AnaTmameH _TpNn honevala AaTma nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ Vyvhar rTnƒymeH _TpNnhonevala AaTma nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae to inüy AaTma wgvan, Ae &aykSv$p, AaHhI&anÝ\an k=n hE ne? to &ayk je iƒkaz hE samaNy, _ska Anuwv samaNy, AnuwvsamaNy ivxeØka ragka Awav krke AnuwvkI pyaRy hona _sko yhaH samaNy&ankhete hE. Ae samaNy &anko wav]ut&an khete hE, wav]ut&anko smSt jEnxasnkIAa&a hE, smSt jEnxasn wav hE _smeH. Aahaha¦ je e wav]ut&an äara AaTmakoÔna Ae e lokalok, bH\, moÙ Éya cIj hE. sbko Ôn ilya _sne. Aahahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

[silye &ankI AnuwUit hI AaTmakI AnuwUit hE. phele Ôe dxRnmeH AaTmakIAnuwUit kha =a, yhaH &ankI AnuwUit Ae &ayk Ôe iƒkaz hE Ae &anÝ\anse k=n lekr &ankI AnuwUit Ae AaTma, hE? Ae &ankI AnuwUit Ae j AaTmakI AnuwUit hE.Aahahaha¦ AaTmameH Aek SvsHvedn namka gu hE, SvsHvedn, barma gu hE 47 meHp‡kax namka-Ýkax namka gu hE. Ae gu ka kayR kya? ke Sv sHvedn pyaRymeH hona Aegu ka kayR hE. ÝTyÙ ragka AvlHbn ibna, inim¿ka Aa]y ivna Ae Ýkax namnagu ka kayR gu ka pir`it SvsHvedn ÝTyÙ hona Ae gu ka kayR hE. Aa AnuwUit,Aahaha¦ ijsmeH AtIiNãy AanHdka Svad Aana. Aahahaha¦ ijsmeH &an-cetna Ýg!hona, &anSv$p wgvan _nmeH Aekakar hokr &ancetna je Ýg! hotI hE, _sko yhaHAnuwUit kha, wav]ut kha, Ae jEnxasn kha. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

prHtu Ab vhaH, vhaH samaNy &anke AaivwaRv, Aahaha... je samaNy iƒkazI&ayk kha _smeH ye &anka Aekakar hona, Ae samaNy &anka AaivwaRv samaNy yhaHpyaRymeH ivxeØka wed riht, pyaRymeH AekIla &aykka &anmeH &anakarkI pyaRy _TpNnhona _ska nam samaNy &an Ýg! huAa Aem khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦

samaNy&anke AaivwaRv, Aa samaNy Ae!le iƒkazI &aykwavka AaivwaRvAEsa nhÄ, &aykwav to &aykwav Aek$p iƒkaz hE, p` _ska AvlHbnse, Aa]yseÔe &an _TpNn huAa _sko samaNy&an, &anmeH Aekakar Aek Sv$pka Aekakar &anhona _ska nam samaNy &an khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? samaNy &an ke AaivwaRv AaErivxeØ &eyakar &anke deqo, ivxeØ &eyakar [iNãy&anse Ôe &eyakar &an hota =a, _skaAaCKadn, _skI guº ho gya. AekIla &anka Aakar, Aekakar _TpNn huAa, AemaHAnekakar [iNãy&anse ivØyka Anekakar =a vo #Hk gya. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Aa to gme te!lI vat kre te gme te!lI p` Ae vat to maq` Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aakrna hE ye \mR hE. kwI Aa ibna \mR kdI hota nhÄ Ane kwI AaTmaka AanHdka SvadAe ibna Aata nhÄ. Aahaha¦

jblg pu~y ne papna ragna kmRcetnana Svad hE, tblg Anaidse im+ya¹iÚhE, kya kha? xuw Axuwwav, rag jene yhaH AsHyu› kha =a, Ae ragAaid sHyu› hE

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238 smysar isiâ wag-2_sse riht hE, p` Ae sHyu› wavka Svad hE jblg, Aahahahaha¦ tblg AejEnxasn n imla _sko, tblg AaTmaka AanHdka Svad n Aaya. Aahahaha¦ samaNykaAaivwaRv, ivxeØ &eyakar Aa &anakar Aekakar Ae samaNy&an Ane ivxeØ &eyakar&anke itrowav #Hk gya.

jb &anmaƒka Anuwv ikya Ôta hE, Aeikla wgvan &anSv$pI Ýwu. &aniƒkazI &aykwav, &anwav _ska Anuwv krnese &an Ýg! AnuwvmeH Aata hE.Aahahaha¦ tb AaTmakI pyaRymeH vItragI &an wav]ut&an Ýg! hota hE. Aahahaha¦AavI xrtuH Ke. t=aip AEsa honepr wI, AEsa Sv$p &anakar &ey pyaRymeH &anakarka_TpNn hona Ane &eyakarka _TpNn n hona, AEsa vStuka Sv$p honepr wI, Ôe A&anIhE. Aahahahaha... vStu Sv$p wgvan &an ne samaNy Sv$p hE _ska A&anI hE, _ska&an nhÄ hE. Aahaha¦ &eyaemeH Aas› hE, Ae [iNãy&an Ôe hE Ae [iNãy&anmaH privØyka &an hota hE, Ae &eyomaH Aaskt hE. Ae prlÙI &an huAa _smeH Ôe Aas› hE.Aahahahaha¦ JI`I vat wa{¦ vItrag marg sU"m bhu. Aaha¦

AEsa vStuka paHc wavSv$p Ýwu, _skI AnuwUit wav]ut&an jEn xasn Ane&anka Aekakar Anuwv hona Ae vStukI iS=it hE, p` Ae vStu Sv$pka ijsko &annhÄ, cEtNy SvwavI wgvan samaNy vItragI Sv$pI Ýwu _ska &an nhÄ, A&anhE. Aahaha¦ &eyomeH Aaskt hE. Aahaha¦ [iNãy&an Ae &ey hE, SvSv$p nhÄ, pr&ey hE.Aahahahaha¦ Anaidse [iNãy&anp e pir`Mya hE, p` Ae pr&eyp e pir`Mya hE.Aahaha¦ Sv&eyp e Aaya nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

wa{ vItrag marg F`o gU# ne gHwIr hE Ýwu. Aahaha¦ Aene to phelaH smjnemeHwI AlaEikk bat hE, &anmeH lena Ae vat pIKe AnuwvmeH lena Ae to AlaEikk vat hE.Aahaha¦ nHdikxorÒ¦ Aahaha¦ hE? (]ota:- hmarI buiâ to kanUnmeH cltI hE, kanUnmeH,kaydameH) kanUnmeH tmara kanUnmeH b\a vkIlnI vat kre Ke, nHdikxorÒ vkIl hE ne?srkarna kayda to A&anna hE sb kayda, Aahaha¦ Ae kayda, wa{ Ae ramÒwa{krta'ta ne TyaH ko!RmaH ku&anka hE sb kayda. Aa tme vkIl Ko ne yad kyuÅ ramÒwa{,vkIlne yad kyaÅ, Aem ke vkIl je kayda ka#te hE, Ae to ku&an hE. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:-ku&an kho p` ÒtaDvano kaydo to qro ne).

kaydo Aa hE, &ayk Svwavka &eyakarka &anakar$p hona Ae &eyakarko ijtnahE. ijn hE ne, ijn? to ijtna ne? _sko ijn khete hE. ijtna to khete hE. ikskoijtna? ke [iNãy&anakare je &an hota hE _sko ijtna. Aahahaha¦

(]ota:- ko!RmaH kes hoy AemaH ÒtvuH Ae jEn nhÄ.) NyaH \UzmaH hE NyaH to pap hEAeikla. ko!RmaH brabr Aap e ramÒwa{ Aa kaydane brabr Aolane pas krave, xuHkhevay [ ko!RmaH Aem ke Aene law AaPyo ne Aam kyuÅ ne fla uH kyuÅ \Uze \Uz hE, papkalaw Aaya. goidkaÒ¦ Aahaha¦ (]ota:- pEsaka law huAa.) pEsa, \Uzmey law nhÄ


239huAa, mmtaka law huAa. ragka law huAa. AnuwUit vItragI pyaRyka law hE, Aavo ragka law hE, im+yaTvmeH, AavI vat Ke wa{¦ Aaha¦

ga=a AavI Ke ne brabr ixÙ` ixibrmaH Aa 17 ma idn hE Aaj 17 ma hE ne17 ma vIs idn, tIn bakI hE kl. Aa 17 hE 10 ne 7 vIs idn hE ne klas Aaj 17ma hE hmara 17 khete hE tuMhara kya stra Amare s¿r khete hE gujratImaH.

yhaH khete hE. Aahaha... A&anI hE A=aRtŸ &aykSv$p wgvanka wan nhÄ te&anmeH Aekakar nhÄ, Ae &eyomeH Aekakar hE. Aahahaha¦ [iNãy&anmeH [iNãyka ivØy[iNãy&anmeH [iNãyka &anka ivØy _smeH Aekakar A&anI hE. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:-Aekakarno A=R) vo trfkI Aekag‡ta hE. [iNãy&an Ôe huAa Are wgvanko sUnnese Ôe&an huAa ApnI pyaRymeH Ae [iNãy&an hE. vo to kl kha =a ne? ãVy[iNãy newav[iNãy ne ivØy wgvan vaÌ Aaid wgvannI, Aene [iNãy khete hE. 31 ga=ameHtInÇko [iNãy kha hE. !IkameH sHSk<t !Ika, ãVy [iNãy Aa jD, wav[iNãy Ôe ÙyopxmkIpyaRy Aek ivØyko Aek Aek [iNãy Ône Ae vo, do AaEr [iNãyka ivØy cahe to SƒI,ku!uHb, pirvar, dex, wgvan, wgvankI vaÌ, smoxr`, AaquH jgt [iNãy hE. Aahahaha¦(]ota:- wgvankI vaÌko to bcana =a) Ae vaÌ to jD hE, jDka Qyal Aata hE[smeH &an Aata hE Ae prlÙI &an hE, Ae [iNãy&an hE. [smeH Aekakar hona, voAasi› hona vo im+yaTv hE, hE ke nhÄ _smeH?

(]ota:- dev, xaÏ, guÌ [iNãy nhÄ hE.) dev xaÏ guÌ pr hE, pr&ey hE Anepr&eyka &an hona Ae pr&an hE, Anekakar &an hE, wgvan¦ Aahahaha¦ SvãVy&aykwavka &an hona vo Aekakar &an hE, Aahahahahaha¦ wgvan Aem khete hE keprdVvaAo duGg[, Aahahaha¦ Aek baj¡ Aem khe ke xaÏka AWyas krna, dUsrI baj¡Aem khe ke xaÏna AWyasmaH buiâ Ôte Ae VyiwcairÌ hE. (]ota:- Ae hI to smjmeHnhÄ Aata kya khena cahte ho) kya khete hE smjmeH Aate hE ne, xaÏ khe Ae [iNãykaivØy hE, prãVy hE ne? to prãVyna lÙse je &an hote hE Ae Anekakar, &ey namAnekakar &an hE, Ae AaTmaka &an nhÄ. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- nhÄ p#na xaÏ) vo khetehE ne ke p#na khete hE. p` vo SvlÙe p#o AEsa khete hE. Ývcnsar¦ ÝvcnsarmeH ;&anAi\kar' pUra huAa pIKe }lok ilya hE Am<tcHãacayeR, ke Aa &eyka AWyas kro, &eykaAi\kar hE ne dUsra? p` vo SvlÙ rqkr kro. AekIla prlÙe AWyas hE Ae &eyakarkaAnuwv ragka hE. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke Ýwu¦ Aa vat AevI Ke. Aahahahaha¦

bar AHgka ivkLp Ae terma }lokmeH kha hE, rajmLlÒAe. Ae ivkLp hE, Ane barAHgmeH wI khena Ae hE AnuwUit krna, hmara trfka lÙ KoDkr, Aahahaha... smjmeHAaya?

Ae ÝÆ hmare bhot vrs phele ho gya =a Aek kæa =a ne dsmI salmeH hmare voxIvlalwa{ hE ne? _ska ipta =a iptaÒ to vo ]ImdŸka mannevala TyaH to devguÌ

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240 smysar isiâ wag-2xaÏnI wi› krna, wi› krna Ae TyaH bhu cale AgasmeH pKI AEse p‡Æ cla tbma`so to hÔro =a, dskI sal cobIs brs huAa, to mharaj, dev guÌ ne xaSƒ pr?Ae to xuâ hE. xuâ hE ke prmaTma hE Ae pr hE. isâ hE ke AirhHt hE, pHcprmei¤ pr hE.SvãVy nhÄ. Ae prãVyka &an lÙmaH lena Ae rag hE Ae Anekakar &an pyaRybuiâkahE. Aahahahahaha¦ bhu vat AakrI wa{¦

Aek baj¡ khe ke AWyas Aagmka krna tera kLya` hoga, moÙmagR ÝkaxkmeHphela A|yaymeH Aata hE, phelaH A|yaymeH hE ne? Ke AhÄya moÙmagR? n=I AaVyuH, AayanhÄ, hE? phelaH A|yaymeH Aaya, ke Aagmka AWyas krna tera kLya` hoga. p` Aekya ApeÙase, SvvStu wgvan &anka lÙse Aagmka AWyas kro, Aekla prka lÙseAWyas nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke wa{¦ Ane pÍnHdImeH to AEsa kha hE pÍnHdIAacayeR, ke je xaÏmeH buiâ ÔtI hE Ae buiâ VyiwcairÌ hE AEsa pa@ hE, _smeH wImoÙmagR ÝkaxkmeH wI hE vo ¹ÚaHt, VyiwcairÌ kha hE ne ke vat sCcI hE p`, Ae SƒIApna Svwav FrmeHse inklkr sßjn Frke Ôy to _ske ko[ doØ nhÄ ivxeØ, AemxaÏka AWyas krnemeH Ôy SvlÙse to _sko ko[ doØ nhÄ, p` AekIla prkaAWyasmeH Ôy Ae dubuRiâ VyiwcairÌ hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vatHu ware AakrI pDe. (]ota:-Ae hI q!kta hE) Ae hI q!kta hE, pHiDtÒ sacI vat khe Ke. Aahaha¦

AaHhI Ae kha deqone, Aahaha¦ &eyomeH Aaskt hE A&anI. Ae &eyo nam ãVy gu ,AirhHt dev Aena gu ne pyaRy Ae sb pr, guÌna ãVy, gu ne pyaRy pr Ane xaÏnIpyaRy Ae to pr j Ke. Ae pr&eyomeH Aas› hE. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat hE. _NheH vhSvadmeH nhÄ Aata, _Nhe vo AanHdka Svad AnuwUit nhÄ hotI. Aahahaha¦ prlÙmeH&eyakarka &anmeH $k gya hE, _sko ragka Svad Aata hE, Jerka Svad Aata hE. _skowgvan Am<t Sv$p Ýwu _ska Svad _sko nhÄ Aata. Aahahaha¦ [iNãy trfna&anna ivØyomaH je Aas› hE _sko AnuwUitka AanHd nhÄ Aata, _sko to ragkadu:qka vedn Jerka Aata hE. Aahahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

“yh Ýg! ¹ÚaHtse btlate hE”. jEse Anek Ýkarke xak Aaid, xak ho, qIcDI ho,ro!I ho hve to sbmeH mI@uH lv` naqte hE ne? “wojnoke sHbH\se _TpNn samaNylv`no itrowav” je xakAaidmaH lv` naqte hE to Aekla xakka Svad hE samaNykaAe #Hk gya, Ane xak äara qaraka Svad Aaya, Ae ivxeØ lv`ke AaivwaRv (äara)ivxeØ lv`ka A=R Aa, xak äara qara lv`ka Svad Aana, ivxeØ lv`ka Svad.Aahahaha¦ xak qaruH, ro!I qarI, qIcDI qarI, Aa qIcDI hotI hE ne qIcDI hotI hE ne?to bayu be car hoy FrmaH, to AolI qIcDI cDtI hoy to Aek ba[Ae mI@u naQyHu hHoylv`, to dUsrI ba[ne qbr nhÄ ke lv` naQyuH hoy, Ae to dUsrI FrmaH car paHc vhu$hoy, bIÔe \obo naqe, Aam j¡Ae to qaruH kem Aa!luH? ba[ bIÒ smÒ g[ ke phelaHnaQyuH hxe ne mara=I nqa[ gyuH mI@uH. FrmaH be car bayu hoy ne ko[ne qbr n hoy ke


241Aa qIcDImaH mI@uH naQyuH Ke pKI ba[ pelI ba[ Ae qarI qarI kya khete hE? qarI boltehE ne? qarI qIcDI, qara xak, qarI ro!I, qara ro!la, qarI purI, qara xÄgka daà,xÄgdaà mI@amaH krte hE ne, Are bdamko wI mI@ameH naqkr qara bnate hE. bdam,bdam hE ne bdam, Aahahaha... p` vo A&anIko xak äara lv`ka Svad Aata hE, ivxeØäara lv`ka Svad Aata hE, samaNy äara lv`ka Svad nhÄ Aata. bs g<iâ hE nexakmeH? Aahahaha... bDa xak mI@a huAa, qara huAa Are xak qara hE? qara to mI@ahE, lv` hE, xak to iwNn cIj hE. iwNn cIjmeH kya lv` FUs Ôte hE AHdrmeH? Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

wojnke sHbH\se _TpNn samaNy lv`no itrowav Aekla lv`ka Svadka #HkÔna, Ane ivxeØ lv`ka AaivwaRv xak äara, ro!I äara, iqcDI äara lv`ka SvadAnuwvmeH Aanevala ke Ôe samaNyke itrowav$p xak Aaidke Svadwedse wed, Aeklalv`ka Svadka Svad n Aana Ane xak Aaid Svadwedse wed$p ivxeØ$p lv` hE.ivxeØ$p lv`ka A=R Ae, xak äara je lv`ka Svad Ae ivxeØ khenemeH Aata hE, AneAekla lv`ka Svad lv` äara Ae [sko samaNy khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ AaAavI vatuH hve.

Aa to smßya ivna pa\ruH kro Tyag, piDma l[ Lyo ne Aa kro ne Aa kro Arr¦im+ya Aiwman¦ pKI Aene im+ya Aiwman cDI Ôy ke Ame TyagI KIAe, Aa lokog<hS=I same smiktI hoy, smjmeH Aaya? p` g<hS=a]mmeH ho Ane Aa jrI lUgDaHferve Ae!le TyagI =[ gya? im+yaTvnuH Aiwman hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- lokmaH sTkar=ay.) duinya gaHDI pagl sTkar Aape AemaH _smeH kya law huAa _sko? smjmeHAaya? pagl piràm Aape rIpo!R, xuH khevay Ae? s!±fIke!¦ hEH? Ýma`pƒ, manpƒ,pagl manpƒ Aape AenI ikHmt kya? Aem [iNãy ivØyna Ô`naraAo bharnaTyagIne Tyag mankr man Aape, pagl hE. Aahahaha¦ xuH kæuH? (]ota:- paglnIswamaH to pagl j hoy ne) AavI vat bapa JIÌ bhu wa{¦ Aahahaha¦

AaHhI to khete hE ke lv`no Svad xak äara A&anIko Aata hE, Ae xak lolupmnu*yko Aata hE, xakka lolupIko Aata hE, g<iâ xakmeH hE, smjmeH Aaya? kl kha =ane vo ]ImdŸka nhÄ? mumuÙu pcIs pcas =a ne wojn bnaya =a gamDa gammeHhDmtaza game ra`pr pase, to xak ßyaH Aaya xak qaya ibna _ske xak deqkr, kyuHke Ae to &anI =a, g<iâ ibnaka =a ;xakmeH lv` bhot pD gya hE' kyuH saheb? Aapeto caQya nhÄ ne? deqo, Ae paÌse dU\Ika !ukDa bafe, bafmeH Aata hE _ska resa nhÄtU!te, resa _prna Aam fa!te nhÄ, resa tU! gya hE, lv` bhot hE. Aahaha¦ to caQyuHTyaH qaruH, Aahaha¦ ke Are tmne to caQya ivna qbr pDI g[ htI, p` phelaH deqte=e ke nhÄ? smjmeH Aaya?

AaHhI khete hE ke lv`ka Svad A&anI xak lolupIko Aata hE, ikNtu ANykI sHbH\

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242 smysar isiâ wag-2rihttase _TpNn Aa samaNyka AaivwaRv p` xakse _TpNn nhÄ ne Aekla lv`seqarase qara _TpNn hona _ska Ýg!p`a. lv`se lv`ka Svad sI\a Aana, AeAaivwaRv samaNyno AaEr ivxeØka itrowav Aahahaha... AnuwvmeH Aanevala ÔeAekakar Awed$p Ôe lv` hE. Aahaha... AekluH qaruH qara-qara lv` hE. AEsa AnuwvmeHAanevaleko, Aaha... Awed$p lv` hE, _ska Svad nhÄ Aata, A&anIko Awed$p SvadnhÄ Aata. xakka lolupIko lv` Awed$p Ôe hE samaNy _ska Svad nhÄ Aata.Aahaha¦ AaEr prma=Rse deqa Ôye to, hve kya khete hE, qreqr y=a=R ¹iÚse deqo toivxeØke AaivwaRvse AnuwvmeH Aanevala qarax Ôe xak äara lv` QyalmeH Aata =avo ih prma=eR lv` qara Apnese Aata hE, Ae to xak äara p` lv`ka Svad Aata=a, xakka Svad nhÄ =a TyaH. Aahaha¦ hE?

prma=Rse, Aahahaha... prma=Rse deqa Ôye to ivxeØke AaivwaRv, xak äara, ro!Iäara, AnuwvmeH Aanevala lv` Ae samaNyke AaivwaRv Ae xak äara je qarp idqtehE Ae lv`ka äara wI lv`ka Svad Ae _ska Aata hE. xak äara je lv`ka Svad AatahE Ae samaNy lv`, lv`ke lÙse lv`ka Svad Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? prma=RsexakmeH wI lv`ka Svad Aata hE, lv`ka Svadka Svad Aata hE. to Ae jem prma=Rsedeqa Ôye to Ae lv`ka Svad hE Ae. xakka nhÄ. AEse Aeikla lv`ka Svad deqe tolv`ka Svad hE. Aahahaha¦ Are AavI vatuH hve, ma`sne fursd n mze in Ry krnekavaStivk tÀvka, je Ý=m wUimkanI cIj hE Aa to sMyG&an p‡aº krnekI Aa cIj hE.sMyGdxRnpUvRk sMyG&ankI ÝaiºkI Aa cIj hE. Aahahaha¦

xaÏ&an ne Vyakr` ne Aa Nyay xaÏo ne mo!a pHiDto b\a fre, Aahaha... Aeto kl Aaya =a ne TyaH moÙmagR ÝkaxkmeH, Ae to pHiDta[ Ýg! krnekI cIj hE, AEsaAaya =a. moÙmagR p‡kaxkmeH (]ota:- AemaH AaTmana ihtnuH kar` n=I) AemaH AaTmanaihtnI vat hE hI nih - moÙmagR (p‡kaxk) n=I AhÄya. smjmeH Aaya? kl Aaya =a.kaH[ nhÄ. AE hE _smeH Qyal hE, kl Aaya =a. dophrko, Qyal hE ke nhÄ? Aahaha¦ kyakhete hE? ke Vyakr` ne Nyay ne AEsa meH AEsa ijHdgI guma de, vo _smeH ko[ ihtka pH=hE nhÄ, Tyare _sne kha ÝÆ, to kya hmare Ae Nyay Aaidka g‡H= AWyas nhÄ krna?ke wa{ Ôe mha mo!a g‡H= hE _sko Vyakr`, Nyay Aaidka w e ibna mo!a g‡H=kaAiwÝay smjmeH nhÄ Aata, AEsa hE, AEsa hE ne? hE qbr hE. kyÇik NyayxaÏmeH bDaxaÏ Vyakr` sihtka g‡H= bnaya hE to bDa xaÏ hE Ae =oDa AWyas ivna _skaQyalmeH AWyas nhÄ Aata. Aa Aaya deqo, QyalmeH nhÄ Aata t=a xaÏaWyasmeHiktne hI to Vyakr`, Nyay kayR Aaid xaÏoka bhot AWyas krte hE prHtu ve to lokmeHpHiDta{ Ýg! krneka kar` hE. moÙmagR Ýkaxk hE ne? _nmeH AaTmihtka in$p` to hEhI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

Tyare [nko Ýyojn [tna hI hE ke ApnI buiâ bhot ho to =oDa bhot [nka


243AWyas krke, püat AaTmihtke sa\k xaÏka AWyas krna. moÙmagR ÝkaxkmeHbhot ilya hE. hÔro bolka SpÚIkr` qulasa krte hE, smjmeH Aaya? phele jbhmare ha=meH Aaya to 82 kI sal 82 kI, bavn vrs huAa vo to hmko vaHcte vaHctekH[ qana, pIna, wojn lena Ôna, kaH[ ruce nhÄ, Aohoho¦ prm sTy vat hE kI\uH. 82kI sal sHvt 1982, bavn vrs huAa rajko!meH =e. swa mo!I TyaH rajko!meH to bDIswa TyaH, hm to sHÝdaymeH 74 se Aa VyaQyan krte hE. 60 vrs huAa to phelese hmarIÝisiâ bhot hE, to ma`so hÔro ma`s, to _smeH Aa ha=meH Aaya to n ruce VyaQyankrna, n ruce Aahar lene ka wojn (lene) Ôneka, AEse \Un cD ÔtI =I.

(]ota:- ha=ka ilqa huAa imla =a.) Kapela huAa =a. AEse hE ik AEsa Ôe puStkhE ne Ae phele nhÄ mere imla =a, AEsa-AEsa ye imla =a phele AEsa _smeH, _smeH AnepIKe kha =a ne? je jb AWyas to ikya pIKe Aekvar hm #sa gya. #sa yhaH Aaye,yhaHse #sa S!exn hE, AaHhI #sa jHkxn hE. TyaH hm gye S=ankvasI =a ne hm tosHÝdaymeH étre Apasre, to ApasremeH be@e Aam pa! _pr ma`so bhot Aate =e ne _s!a[m to, Aam njr ikya to AlmarI =I, AlmarI, AlmarI qolI, kH[ ko[ puStknhÄ. Aek moÙmagR Ýkaxk puStk hmare pas hE. Aek pDa =a, Aa kya? Aa S=ankvasImeHAa kya, S=ankvasI Aa mane nhÄ Ae puStk hE hmarI pas, Tyarse rqa, nhÄ to ko[kahm puStk nhÄ rqte =e. pa! =I TyaH AlmarI =I smje ne? Aam qola to ko[ panapuStk Aekey nhÄ. Aek j Aa moÙmagR Ýkaxk pDa =a Ae ko[ sa\u ba\u laya hoga.pKI _sko @Ik n pDã. S=ankvasI hE ne, KoD idya hoga. mEH pUKa ke Aa puStk khaHseAaya wa{, Aa Ae lokone S=ankvasIne, Aare mharaj hmko qbr nhÄ kuK, Aap leÔAo. sarI AlmarImeH Aek hI puStk moÙmagR Ýkaxk Aam _FaDã ne pDã =a, kI\uHAohoho¦ AaHhI puStk S=ankvasI _pa]ymeH Aa moÙmagR Ýkaxk khaHse Aaya? lokokopUKa Ae 86 kI salkI bat hE. sHvt 1986 to iktna vrs huAa hE? 48- Ae pDã hEpuStk btaya =a Aek ferI pDa hE, Tyarse hm rqte hE, nhÄtr puStk hm nhÄ rqte =e.bhu hme khete =e to Aekvar 86 meH Ae phele 84 meH Ae 82 maH ha= AaVyuH'tuH.

84 maH hm bgsre gye =e, to TyaH Aek kLya`Òwa{ krIne ]ImdŸna wgt =a,_ske pas moÙmagR Ýkaxk =a to Ae khe mharaj l[ Ôv ne, meH kI\uH wa{ Aeva puStkbuStk hm rqte hI nhÄ. to satma A|yay lIq ilya. satma A|yay hE ne ilq ilya,Òv`lalÒ =a ne Ae hmarI sa=e tbka hm to kH[ krte nhÄ. sa= =a _sne ilq ilya.Ae pDa hE marI pas. 84se pDa hE satma A|yay inüyawas ne Vyvharawas, sbkasara satma A|yay ilq ilya hm ko[ puStk buStk rqte nhÄ. AaHhI ko` rqe? Aesatma A|yay ilq ilya =a. Ae pDa hE.

Ae e to kæuH hmko to bhot log khete hE ne mharaj le ÔAo ne, Are ¬etaHbrg<hS=o Aate =e. g<hS= loko, mharaj kH[ Aa&a krone, Aa&a Ae!le kaH[ paHc pcIs

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244 smysar isiâ wag-2hÔr ke be paHc hÔr qcRvane kho ne. wa{ Ame ko[ko khete nhÄ. hm ko[ko khete nhÄke Aa l[ Aavo-Aa l[ Aavo. ra`purmeH Aek xei@ya =a bDa ¬etaHbr to hmarI batsUnte =e mharaj kH[ Aa&a kro hmko. hm ko[ko khete nhÄ ke pa[ idyo ke pEsa idyo Aehmara kam nhÄ hE. wa{ hta wa{ _jmxIwa{ hta. nagr puruØo¿mna wa{, g<hS=hta. kroDpit nagrwa{ Aena wa{ hta. hm to hmare pas xaÏ hE Ae rqte hE bakIko[ pEsa do ne, vecata done lo hm ko[ko khete nhÄ ne hm iksIka rqte nhÄ AEsa. Aa_smeHse ilqa deqae Aa. xaÏ AWyas nhÄ krna? AEsa hE to Vyakr` Aaidka AWyasnhÄ krna caihye? AEsa ix*yka ÝÆ hE, khetehE ke _nke AWyaske ibna mhan g‡H=okaA=R qulta nhÄ, mo!a mhag‡H= sHSk<tmaH [silye _nka wI AWyas to krna wI yoGyhE. =oDa AWyas krna AaEr pIKe AaTmihtka AWyas krna Aa bat khete he.

AhÄya vo Aaya deqo, ke ivxeØke AaivwaRvse AnuwvmeH Aanevala lv` AesamaNy wavke AaivwaRvse AnuwvmeH Aanevala lv` hE. [s Ýkar Anek Ýkaroke&eyoke Aakaroke sa=, Éya khete hE? hve je xak äara Ôe lv`ka Svad Aata =a ivxeØäara, vohI prma=Rse to lv`ka hI Svad hE. TyaH xakka Svad hE nhÄ. AEse hve AaTmameH_tarte hE, Anek Ýkarke &eyoke Aakaroke sa= [iNãy&anka ivØyomeH Ôe &anka &eyakar&an hota hE, vo &ankI pyaRy hE, Ae ko[ pr&eykI hE nhÄ. p` _ske lÙ &ankI pyaRy,Aa &ayk hE AEsa lÙ nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ jEse 17 meH kha ne? s¿rmI ga=a,strah hE, A&anIkI &ankI pyaRymeH wI ãVy hI &anmeH Aata hE. Aahahahaha¦ kya khaAe? 17/18 ga=a, smysar A&anIkI pyaRymeH, kyuHik &ankI pyaRy Ýg! hE Ae pyaRykaSvprÝkaxk Svwav hE, vo kar`se Ae &ankI pyaRymeH ãVyka hI &an hota hE. p`A&anIko Ae _pr lÙ nhÄ, Aena pyaRy ne rag _pr lÙ hE, to &ankI pyaRymeH &eyÔnnemeH Aata hE vo _sko ÔnnemeH Aata nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ AavI vat Keee.

kho, &ankI pyaRyno Svwav &anka SvprÝkaxk hE, cahe to A&anIka &an ho,p` &ankI pyaRyka Svwav to SvprÝkaxk hE ke nhÄ? to Ae &ankI pyaRymeH ãVy Ôe&ayk iƒkazI hE samaNy, _ska &an hota hE, Sv Ýkaxk hE, pr Ýkaxk wI hE, neSvÝkaxk wI hE. p` A&anIkI &an pyayRmeH SvÝkaxk &an hone pr wI _ska lÙ &ey_pr pr&ey _pr hE, Sv&ey _pr hE nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Aem AaHhIya xak äara lv` Aata hE Aem &ey äara &an hota hE, hE to &ankIpyaRy ApnI. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? qreqr to &eyakar Ôe &an hE, _smeH wI&ankI pyaRy hE to ApnI Ae pyaRy prko ÔntI hE, Ae ÔnnekI pyaRy, pyaRy hE toApnI, smjmeH Aaya? prka &aykp ese &an hote hE, Ae wI pyaRy to prÝkaxkkI &anpyaRy hE to ApnI. Aahahaha¦ JI uH bhu wa{¦ KteH Ae prÝkaxkkI pyaRy hE to ApnIp` Ae Sv trfka lÙ nhÄ to Ae &anka &eyakarp e Svad _sko Aata hE, AekIla &anka(&anakarka) Svad Aata nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦


245Anek Ýkarke &eyoke Aakaroke sa= wI im]$pse _TpNn samaNyke itrowav,

A&anIko samaNy Aekla &anka AanHdka Aana Ae #Hk gya AaEr ivxeØka AaivwaRvAaEr &eyakarse &anka Anuwv Aanevala ivxeØwav$p wed$p, Anekakar$p &an AeA&anI &eyluB\, Aahaha... AolamaH xak lolup =a Aa &eyluB\. Apna &aykwavkalÙ KoDkr &eyluB\, Aahahaha... prna lÙe huAa ApnI pyaRymeH &an Ae wI pr&ey hE-kyÇik Apna &an _smeH Aaya nhÄ. AhÄ pr&eymeH luB\ Ýa`I, Aahahaha... Ae phele tovat, ¹ÚaHt to idya xakka. A&anI &eyluB\ ÒvÇke SvadmeH Aata hE, kya? ivxeØkaAaivwaRv Ae AnuwvmeH Aata hE. ivxeØke AaivwaRvmeH AnuwvmeH Aata hE. samaNykaitrowav ho gya. (]ota:- AamaH n=I smÔtuH) hEH¦

no smÔy to frIne khIAe, ivxeØ khIAe. j¡Ao deqo im]$pse _TpNn samaNykaitrowav A&anIko. A&anI &eymeH luB\ hE to Aekakar &anka itrowav- #Hk gya.Aekakar&an &anke lÙse Ôe hona hE, Ae _sko hota nhÄ. AaEr ivxeØ AaivwaRvseAnuwvmeH Aanevala &ey äara &an, vh A&anI &eyluB\ Òvoko SvadmeH Aata hE, ragSvadmeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ pr&eyoke Aakare &an huAa Ae ragka &an NyaH to hE, torag Sv$p &an hE. Aahahaha¦ to _sko, hE? Aahaha¦ SvadmeH Aata hE, &eyluB\ ÒvoHkoAe ragka Svad Aata hE, AaTmaka &aykwavka Svad nhÄ. Aahaha¦

xuH khe Ke ware gjb. Aaha¦ !Ika te !Ika Ke. sHto, idgHbr sHto kevzIna keDaytoAohoho... kevz&anna ivrh wUlavI naQya Ke Ae e to. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Éya khete hE deqo, Aahahaha¦ ANy &eyakarka wed$p, hE? ivxeØke AaivwaRvAnuwvmeH Aanevala &an A&anI &eyluB\ Òvoke SvadmeH Aata hE. pr&eyakarka &anje huAa _ska Qyal ragka Svad Aata hE. Aahaha¦ pr&eyakarka &an huAa. A&anI_smeH luB\ hE. to _sko _ska ragka Svad Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ pr xaÏka &an huAap` Ae [iNãy&anke AHdr lÙse huAa, Ae pr&eyakar &an huAa _smeH je luB\ hE, _skoragka Svad Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- ¹iÚkI wUl hE) ¹iÚnI wUl hE. Aahaha¦ Aenema!e to btave Ke. Aahaha...

wa{¦ tum to samaNy&an Sv$p iƒkaz hE ne? to samaNy Ôe iƒkaz hE _skaSvadmeH tera samaNy Aana caihAe, _smeH Anek &eyakarka &an hona n caihAe. p`tera lÙ TyaH nhÄ Ane &eyomaH luB\ hE. Aahahahaha¦ &ayk Svwavwav wgvanAaTma _ska Anadr krke pr &eyakarka &an huAa, _smeH luB\ hokr. Aa ragIko, ragkaSvad Aata hE. Aahahaha¦

AekIla prka xaÏ&anmeH Ae wI ragka Svad Aata hE khete hE. Aahaha¦ hve Aavad ivvade É˜aHy p¿a cle nhÄ, Ýwu xuH kre? Aahaha¦ je &ankI pyaRy [iNãy äaraivØyka &an huAa, cahe to Ae xaÏ&an ho, to wI pr&eyakar je &an huAa, _smeH luB\rhekr pyaRybuiâvala &eymaH luB\vala _sko AaTmaka AanHdka Svad nhÄ Aata, ragka

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246 smysar isiâ wag-2Svad Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ Aakuzta _TpNn hotI hE wa{ tara SvãVyno Aa]y TyaHhuAa nhÄ. prãVyna Aa]ye je &an huAa to pr&eyakar &anmeH ragka Svad Aata hE.Aahahahahaha¦ ivxeØ khega. (]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev.)

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1p mI ga=a. AaiqrkI car lI!I hE pHi›. AluB\ &anIAoko TyaH se hE wava=R_pr car pHi›. sU"m bat hE wgvan. Aaha¦ AluB\ &anIAoko to A=aRtŸ [iNãyka&anse Ôe &an Anek Ýkare hota hE pr&eyakar &an. _ske wI Ìic KoDkr, Aahaha..._ska wI Aa]y AvlHbn KoDkr Apna iƒkazI &aykwavmeH Ôe ¹iÚ lgate hE AeAluB\ &anI hE. Aahaha¦ pyaRymeH [iNãy&anka ivØyse Anekakar &ankI pyaRy hotIhE, _smeH g<iâp`a KoDkr, Aahahaha... cahe to xaÏka &an ho, pr trfka lÙvaza,Ae [iNãy&anka ivØy huAa. _smeH wI ijsko luB\ nhÄ ke mEH &anI huH, mere &an huAa AEseluB\ nhÄ. Aahaha¦

“AluB\ &anIAoko to jEse sEH\vkI DlI”, lv`kI DlI “ANyãVyke sHyogkaVyvCKed krke” xak Aaid ANy ãVyka VyvCKed, Awav krke kevz sEH\vka Anuwv ikyeÔne pr Aeikla sEH\vka Anuwv Ùarp`aka Anuwv krne pr, Aaha... svRt: Aek ÙarrsSvadke kar` Aek Ùarrska sTvke kar`, Ùar rsTv, Ùar rs-sTv ke kar` AekIlaÙarrska Anuwv hota hE. Ae xak AaidmeH hE _sko VyvCKed kr, A=aRtŸ _ska lÙKoDkr Aeikla Ùarka rska Svad Aata hE.

_sI Ýkar, Ae to ¹ÚaHt huAa. AaTma wI prãVyke sHyogka VyvCKed krke,Aahahahaha... &ankI pyaRymeH [iNãy&anka ivØyse Ôe &an Anekakar hE, _sko yhaHprãVy kha. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? [iNãy&anse ÔnnemeH Aaya, xaÏ Aaid ÔnnemeHAaya, to khete hE ik ye wI prãVy hE. prãVyka, hE? prãVyke sHyogka Ae sHyogI (wavhE) Aahaha... gjb vat hE, rag Aaid to sHyogI ãVy prãVy hE hI p` prna lÙe[iNãyse &an huAa xaÏka. Aahahaha... vo wI Apna Sv$p nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ bhu\Irana kam Ke Ýwu Aa to, Ae &ankI pyaRymeH xaÏ&an sUnkr Ôe &an huAa Ae wI[iNãy&an hE. Ae pyaRyko AaHhI prãVy kha, k˜Çke Apna SvãVy &aykwav _smeHAaya nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. wa{¦

wgvan AaTma _ska &ayk Aek$p Svwav, _sko KoDkr [iNãy&anka ivØyseAnek Ýkare &eyakar &an huAa, _sko wI yhaH prãVy khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahahaha¦ xrIrAaid to prãVy hE hI, dya dan wi› Aaidka wav to prãVy hE hI. Aahaha... p`&ankI pyaRymeH prka lÙse &eyakar, Sv&eyko KoDkr pr&eyka AakarmeH Anekakar &anhuAa, Aahahahaha... _sko wI prãVyka sHyogka VyvCKed kr, Ae sHyogI&an Ae


247prãVyka sHyog hE. Aahahahaha¦ gjb vat krte hE ne. Ae AHtr Svwav je &aykSv$p_ska &an nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae sHyog, [iNãy sHyog Ane wav[iNãy sHyog Ane xBdAaid pr, Ae sHyog _sse _TpNn huAa je &ankI pyaRy, [sko yhaH prãVyka sHyogkhenemeH Aaya hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Aa to sMyGdxRn Ane sMyG&an paneka kazmeH kya hota hE Ae bat hE. smjmeHAaya? sMyGdxRnka kazmeH sMyG&an hota hE Ane sMyG&anke kazmeH kEsa hota hE Aebat cltI hE. Aahahahaha¦ inim¿ to pr hE hI, p` prka inm¿se Ôe &an huAa _skaeyhaH prãVyka sHyog kha. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

prãVyke sHyogka VyvCKed krke, Aahaha... kevz AaTma hI Anuwv ikye Ône prSvãVy ye Aa. Aahaha¦ icdanHd wgvan shÔTm Sv$p Ýwu, AEsa Ôe AaTma pU RAanHd ne pU R &anse wra, AEsa kevz AaTmaka hI, Aahaha... bhu sU"m bat, ApUvR bathE wa{¦ pyaRymeH Anekakar &anko yhaH prãVy khenemeH Aaya. Aahaha¦ sHyogI, sHyogse_TpNn huAa to sHyogI (&an) hE, jEse pu~y pap sHyogI wav hE, pu~y pap Ae sHyogse_TpNn huAa Ae sHyogI wav hE, AEse &ankI pyaRymeH sHyog l[ne prse _TpNn huAa AesHyogI &an hE. Aahahahaha¦

jEn xasn kya hE Ae btate hE, (]ota:- sHyogIwav ke sHyogI &an?) hEH? ÝwuAHdr &anka gaHgDa jem lv`ka DLlI hE AEse &ankI DLlI AaTmaka ipHD hE to _skatrfka lÙ krneke kar`, Aahaha... Aeikla &aykwavka Aa]y ne lÙ krneke kar`pyaRymaH prãVyka sHyogse Ôe &an huAa _sko wI KoDkr, Aahahahaha... prãVykesHyogka VyvCKed krke, Aahahahaha... prlÙI &an wI prãVyka sHyog khenemeH AayahE. gjb vat hE. Aahaha¦

wa{ AnHt kaz huAa 84 meH, _smeH xaÏ&an wI AnHt bEr ikya hE. Aaha¦ p`vo to prlÙse xaÏ&an huAa, vo kaH[ Sv&an huAa nhÄ. wgvan AaTma &anSv$pIÝwu _ska &an n huAa, Aahaha¦ AluB\ &anIko, sHyogImaH ijskI luB\ta nhÄ, AaErAsHyogI wgvan AaTma _ska kevz AaTmake hI Anuwv ikye Ônepr, Aahahahaha...

xuH vat? “svRt: Aek iv&anFnke kar`” wgvan to svRt: Aek, Aek iv&anFnkar`, prse to Anek &eyakar &an Ae Aekpà nhÄ huAa NyaH. Aahaha¦ Aavo margKe wa{¦ vaÌmeH to kH[ jDkI pyaRy hE, vaÌ Ôe hotI hE Ae to jDkI pyaRy hE, mEH khetahuH-Ae bat to jU@ hE. Aahahaha¦ AaEr prlÙI Ôe rag Aaya vo wI Apna nhÄ. Ae ragwI prãVy sHyogI cIj hE. Aahahaha¦ AEse Svawaivk cEtNyka &an ibna prkainim¿ ne sHyogse Ôe &an huAa, Aahahahaha... inim¿se huAa hE nhÄ, huAa to ApnIpyaRymeH inim¿se nhÄ, p` inim¿ka lÙse ApnemeH &eyakar &an je Anek Ýkare hotahE, _sko wI yhaH prãVy sHyog VyvCKed krke khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahahaha¦

;prãVyke sHyogka VyvCKed krke' Aahaha¦ Ôe ke inymsarmeH to inmRz sMyGdxRn

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248 smysar isiâ wag-2ne &ankI pyaRyko wI prãVy kha hE, kyÇ ke jem prãVyse ApnI inmRz pyaRy nvI nhÄ_TpNn hotI AEse inmRz pyaRymeHse nvI inmRz pyaRy nhÄ _TpNn hotI, Ae kar e inmRzpyaRyko wI prãVy kha, p` _skI yhaH bat nhÄ.

yhaH to vo sHkLp, ivkLpka A=R Aaya =a phele, Aahaha... ãVykmR, wavkmR nenokmRko Apna manna Ae sHkLp im+yaTv hE, phelaH Aa gya. smjmeH Aaya? jDkmR,nokmR ivkLp Aaid xuw Aaid Ane nokmR ãVykmR, nokmR sHyogI cIj wavp e, _skoApna manna Ae sHkLp im+yaTvwav hE, AaEr &eywede &anmaH wed malUm hona AeAnHtanubH\Ika low hE. (ivkLp hE) Aahahaha¦ AavI vat wa{ bhu AakrI. smjmeHAaya?

to yhaH to prãVy nam Aekla Sv&ey Sv$p _sse &an ho Ane Aekakar je &anhona caihAe _sko KoDkr Aekla prlÙmeHse [iNãyka ivyØke cahe to wgvanko sUne,wgvankI va`I sUne, Aahahahaha... _sse Ôe pr&ey$pI &ankI Anekakar pyaRy hu[.Aahahaha¦ _ska \m± Òv, _smeH luB\ nhÄ. Ae merI cIj hE ne mere &an huAa AEse nhÄ.Aahahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

AaTma prãVyke sHyogka VyvCKed krke, Aahaha¦ (]ota:- VyvCKed krnekI ivi\nhÄ iliq g[) Éya? Aahaha¦ Are¦ Fëmese kaHkra inkalnekI ivi\ nhÄ nÉÉI khI.FëmeH hE ne Fë hE ne Fë? kaHkrI hE ne? Ae FëmeHse kaHkra inkal dena Ao ivi\ hE, A=va_ske _prse lÙ KoDna Ae hI ivi\ hE. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

wa{ marg bhu sU"m hE. Aahaha¦ Aa gjb kam kyuÅ Ke ne? AacayÈAe p` !UHkIwaØamaH iktna gHwIr wav wra hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae idgHbr sHto isvay AavI Ýisiâko` kre? Aahaha... Aa AaTmQyait hE ne Aa !Ikaka nam AaTmQyait, AaTmÝisiâ.Aahaha¦

wa{¦ Aa to \IranaH kam Ke. Aahaha¦ _tavze AaHba n pake, Aem khete hE ne?_tavze AaHba to nhÄ pakte hE, nhÄ khete hE tumare? Aa AHb nhÄ, AHb, Aa vavte hEto trt pak Ôte hE? hEH? (]ota:- wÄDo trt =ay) wÄDo trt =ay p` K mihne paKosuka[ Ôy. wÄDaka JaD hota hE ne? Aata hE Aap e Ae }lok wI Aaya hE, “wÄDa, wadumaska vDku khe j$r, hm Aaye tum qs ÔAo.” hm K masmaH [tna huAa to barmihnemeH iktna ho Ôyega? vDko khe dUr ho Ôv tme [tna F`a vrse huAa hE. K masme[tna b# gya hE. vD khete hE ke hve K masmeH Aaya hE hve suka[ Ôyega hve b# nhÄÔyega. Aek }lok Aata hE. brobr b\a xBd yad rhe nhÄ. Ae Aate hE “wÄDa wadumaska, vDkuH khe j$r” hm Aaye Aem kaH[ Ke waØa hm Aaye Aem ke hm b# gye to tumdUr rh Ôv, vDne khe dUr ho Ôv, K mihnamaH [tna v|ya ne tum to [tna vrse [tnav|ya hE, to pIKe bar mihne iktna b# ÔAega. \Uzey nhÄ b#a sUn to shI.

AEse &ankI &ey pyaRymeH Anekakar &an huAa to Aene Ône ke. bhot mere &an


249huAa, Aohoho¦ Are sUn to shI Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ Ae wÄDa wadu maska jEsa hE. Aa wadumas smje ne? wadrva wadrvameH wÄDo Aekdm hota hE JaD. [tna [tna p` trtsuka[ Ôta hE. pIKe Aaso mihne. Aahaha¦ pr&eyakar &an huAa vo _smeH luB\ hE toAe im+ya¹iÚ Anaid hE, ingodmeH cle Ôyega. TyaH to Ae pr &eyakar &aney nhÄ rhega.Aahahahaha¦ kyÇik Svwavse _TpNn huAa nhÄ Ane prãVyka AvlHbn ne [iNãyse_TpNn huAa vo naxvHt ho Ôyega. Aahaha¦

wa{ marg j¡do bapu. Aaha¦ Aa ko[ne khIne smÔna hE ke AEsI bat (nhÄ),AHdrmeH hE Aa vStu. Aahaha¦ Ae Aa khete hE [tna tIn lI!ImeH to iktna wr idya hE.Aahaha¦ jEse lv`kI DlIka Svad leneke kar`, Anek xak AaidmeH Ôe lv` idqte hE AeprãVyka lÙ KoDkr Aeikla lv`ka Svad lenevala, lv`ka Svad lete hE. AEse ApnIpyaRymeH [iNãy, ãVy ne wav [iNãy Ane baæ vStu, Aena inim¿se Ôe &eyakar AnekÝkar &an huAa, _ska lÙ KoDkr _ska rs ne Ýem KoDkr, Aahahahaha... _smeH merIhEyatI hE, AEsI bat KoDkr, Aahahahaha... smjmeH Aaya? gjb kam, !Ika AEsI,Aahahahaha¦

SvãVy Ôe wgvan AaTma, Aahahaha... Ae prãVyka sHyogka VyvCKed krkeA=aRtŸ te trfka lÙ KoDke Aahahaha... kevz AaTmaka hI Anuwv ikye Ônepr, Aahahaha...gjb vat hE pHdrmI ga=a, Aa jEnxasn, Aeikla wgvan AaTma, AaTmaka hIAnuwv ikye Ône pr, &ayk Svwavse Ýwu wra pDa hE, vo trfka Anuwv krne prAahahaha... svRt: Aek iv&anFntake kar`, Aahahaha... Aek iv&anFn huAa. Aahahaha...Ôe &ankI pyaRymeH AnektakI \ara vhetI =I TyaH Fn nhÄ =a. smjmeH Aaya? xaÏ&an“sb xaÏnke ny\arI ihAe mt mHDn qHDn wed ilye, vh sa\n var AnHt ikyo tdipkKu ha= hj¡ n pD˜o, Ab kyÇ n ivcart hE mnse kKu AaEr ræa _n sa\nse, ibnsdŸguÌ ko[ n wed lhe muq Aagz hE kh bat khe” Aahaha¦ (kivt) ]ImdŸnuH Ke. ]ImdŸ=a gujratI p` Aene ihHdI bnaya, AaTm&an huAa pIKe Aa ihNdI bnaya =oDa.Aahaha¦

yhaH khete hE gjb do lI!ImeH to iktna wyaR. Aahahahaha¦ Ae sHtonI dxa to deqoAHdr, hEH? khete hE ke hmko guÌgmse va`I imlI Ane &an huAa _ska wI, mEH _smeH luB\nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ prãVyke sHyogka VyvCKed krke kevz AaTma, Aeikla wgvan AaTmakahI Anuwv ikye Ône pr, jem xak Aaidka lÙ KoDkr Aekla lv`ka Svad lete hE, AEse&eyakar Anek ÝkarkI, pyaRyoHka lÙ KoDkr, kevz Aekla AaTma wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu,Aahahaha... vStu AevI Ke, (]ota:- AdŸwut bat hE) AavI vat Ke Ýwu xuH =ay? lokoneAevuH lage ke Aa to b\uH Vyvhar _DavI de Ke. Vyvhar _De to inüy pame, ragkI Ìic KoDetb inüy pamte hE. Aem prlÙka &anka lÙ KoDe to Sv&an hota hE. Aahahahaha¦

kevz AaTma Aeikla wgvan AaTmaka Anuwv ikye Ône pr svRt: carebaj¡se

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250 smysar isiâ wag-2Aek iv&anFn bs, Anek &eyakarka &an =a _ska lÙ KoDkr Aa Aek$p iƒkazIwgvan _ska Aek iv&anFntake kar` &an$pse SvadmeH Aata hE. jem lv`ka Svadlenese, xak trfka lÙ KoDkr lv`ka Svad lenese, lv`ka Svad Aata hE, AEse &eyakarAnek ÝkarkI pyaRyka lÙ KoDkr, Aek kevz AaTmaka Anuwv krnepr &anka SvadAata hE. Aahahahaha¦

&ankI pyaRymeH Anekakar &an hE _ska ;rag' Svad hE. Aahaha¦ Ane Aa svRt:Aek iv&anFntake kar` AHtrmeH Anuwv krnepr &an$pse SvadmeH Aata hE, wgvanto &anmeH ;&an' Svwav SvadmeH Aata hE, &ankI sa= “AanHd” hE, Aahahaha¦sMyG&ankI sa= AanHd hE, te &an SvadmeH Aaya AEsa khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahahahahaha¦sMyG&an _TpNn huAa Aeikla kevz AaTmake Anuwvke kar` Aahaha... to Aeikla &ancetnaka AanHdka Svad TyaH Aata hE, Aahahaha¦ _ska nam sMyG&an khenemeH Aata hE.Aahaha¦ Ane TyaH wvka AHt hota hE wvka VyvCKed huAa. Aahaha¦ wv Ane wvkawavse iwNn Apna SvwavkI Aektaka Anuwv huAa, wvka AHt ho gya. Aahahaha¦Ae suqne moÙne pH=e pDa, suqne pH=e, vo du:qne pH=e =a. Aahahaha¦ AavI cIj Ke wa{¦vad ivvad kre to AamaH ÉãHy par pDe AevuH n=I. Aahaha¦

svRt: Aek iv&anFntake kar` Aahaha... Aeklo &anFn ipHD Ýwu AaTma, AenaAnuwv krne pr &anka Svad Aata hE. A&anIko &eyakar Anek Ýkare &anmeH ragkaSvad =a, Jerka Svad =a. Aahaha¦ Apna kevz&anka Anuwv, kevz AaTma Anuwvnepr Am<tka Svad Aata hE, smjmeH Aata hE? lalcHdÒ¦ Aa vat wopazmeH hE nhÄÉãHy TyaH. Aahahaha¦ AaTmameH hE Aem khete hE. Ae to wopazmeH nhÄ Aem kha. Aahaha¦(]ota:- [silye to song#meH Aaye hE) song#meHy nhÄ hE, AaTmameH hE AhÄya.Aahaha¦ gjb vat hE Ýwu¦

yhaHse sUnnemeH Ôe &an hota hE, Ae p` pr &eyakar &an hE wgvan, Arrr¦_smeHse wI luB\pà KoDkr, Aahahaha... phele Aa &an nhÄ =a ne hm to Fre =e ne,AhÄya huAa to [tna to nvIn huAa ne? nhÄ Ýwu, Ae nvIn nhÄ hE Ýwu. Aahaha¦ pr[iNãy&anse Ôe &an hota hE, wgvanne wgvankI vaÌko wI [iNãy khenemeH Aaya hE31 ga=ameH. Aahahaha¦ xuH vItrag marg¦ (]ota:- wgvanko [iNãy nhÄ kh skte¦)wgvanko [iNãy kha hE. ApnI AÌiNãy isvay, ãVy [iNãy, wav [iNãy ne prsbko [iNãy kha hE. 31 ga=a. “à`shavaidymu id AadH, mu id,” j¡da Ae ƒ eykosHSk<t !IkameH Am<tcHãacayRne [iNãy kha hE. jD[iNãy, wav[iNãy Aor _ska ivØySƒI, ku!uHb, pirvar, dex Ane wgvan ne wgvannI vaÌ sbko [iNãy khenemeH AayahE. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat hE. wa{¦ margDa Ýwu j¡da, wa{¦ AnHt wvka AHt lanaAe ko[ bat sa\ar` hE nhÄ wa{.

Ae &an$pse SvadmeH, jem Aola xak Aaidka VyvCKed krke, Ae!le lÙ KoD krke,


251AekIla lv`ka Svad Aanevaleko lv`ka Svad Aata hE. AEse prãVy nam pr&eyakarÔe &an Aaid hE _ska lÙ KoDkr Aeikla wgvan iv&anFnSv$p hE, yh AaTma _skaAnuwv krne pr &anka Svad, AanHdka Svad, xaHitka Svad, SvCKtaka Svad, ÝwutakaSvad (Awed Svad) TyaH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ &ancHdÒ¦ Aa &an¦ Aawgvan terI bilharI hE na=. terI kya cIj hE AHdr. Aahaha... Ae iv&anFn wgvanto hE AHdr, jemaH pyaRyka hona Ae wI _smeH nhÄ. Aahaha¦ p` iv&anFnka Anuwvkrne pr Ôe pyaRy hotI hE, _smeH &anka AanHdka Svad Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? wa{¦ Aa to vItrag marg Ke Ýwu¦ Aa vItrag marg Ae!le? Ae pyaRymeHvItragI &an _TpNn huAa, Ae pyaRymeH vItragI ¹iÚ _TpNn hu[ Ae pyaRymeH vItragIAanHd Aaya, Aola [iNãyka AanHd =a Ae rag =a, du:q =a. Aahaha¦ Arere¦ smjmeHAaya? kl kha =a, prma=R vcinkameH prs¿avlHbI &an wI moÙka marg nhÄ AEsakha =a. phelaHna to bnarsIdas, !oDrml... Aohoho¦

vo ccaR hu[ne qainyameH, to samavaza khe ke AacayRnuH k=n Ane Amare pHiDtÒkhe pHiDtoka p` k=n lena pDega. fulcHdÒ¦ p` Ae pHiDto Ae &anI hE to y=a=R batikya hE, Ae smikt ¹iÚ ho, gme te ho to vStuko to y=a=R hI kheta hE. iS=rtameH fer hE.fulcHdÒAe ilya =a. pHiDtÒ khe _sko wI lena pDega. Aahahaha¦ hE? (AacayRnuH levuHto inymsarnI !Ika to qo!I pDI Ôy) Ae nhÄ nhÄ, Ae ÉãH hE qbr Ke? AemaHy Aeqo!I paDe Ke Ae Aavilkano wag kyÈ Ke ne jrI AemaH Aek xBd hE, to _smeH qo!I Aeto Aek samaNy vat hE. Aavilkano wag Ke Ae kuK inymsarmeH hE, Qyal hE, AEsI wUlinkalte hE, rtncHdÒ, bapu wUl nhÄ sHtonI wUl n hoy. Aahaha¦ iS=rtamaH ko[ wUlhoy, p` ¹iÚ Ane &anna AnuwvmaH jrI p` wUl n hoy. pulak Ane bkux AaidmeHjrI doØ lgte hE iS=rtameH vStumeH, ¹iÚ ne &anmeH iblkul doØ nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? Aahaha¦

wgvan &ansUyR tpe Ke ne AHdrmaH. Aahahaha¦ &an ijncHã Ae AaTma hE,xItztana vItragI xItz Svwavse wra Ýwu, Aahahaha... iv&anFn, AanHdFn,xaHtFn, SvCKtaka Fn, Ýwutaka Fn Ae hE AaTma. Aahaha¦ Ae trfka Anuwv krnepr sHyogI &anka wI VyvCKed nam lÙ KoDkr, Aahahaha... &an$pse SvadmeH AatahE. Aahahahaha¦ waØa to sadI hE wav gHwIr hE wa{¦

Aek jò khe ke smysarna tme [tna vqa` krte hE Aek Aek pdmeH mal wyaRhE to mEH to pHdr idnmeH to sara smysar vaHc ilya, ACKa? AEsa ko[ Aaya pHiDtÒ¦AEsa Aaya meH kI\uH wa{ Ae smysarmeH Aek Aek pdmeH mha gHwIrta hE. AaqI ga=anIto vat kya krna? p` Aek xBd “vHidtu sVv isâe, Òvo cirtdHs`àì@yo” Aek AekpdmeH _skI gHwIrtaka par nhÄ Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ Tyare khe hm to pHdr idnmeH vaHc ilya.vaHce AÙr ilQya hE Ae vaHce AemaH xuH? (]ota:- be rat Ôge ne vaHce) ho, ÔgI Ôy ne

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252 smysar isiâ wag-2pKI vaHCya kre AemaH xuH AÙr? A, Aa, k, ka AemaH xuH? bapu¦ Ae smysar jgtnawrtÙeƒno cHã sUyR hE. AäEtcÙu hE. Ae Aaya ne¦ kzx hE KeLla Aaiqr smysarmeHAäEtcÙu, AäEtcÙu, AÔeDcÙu AaiqrmeH smysar, smysar Ae!le xBdo, Ane smysarAe!le AaTma. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

Aomkar Ke ne? bnarsIdase ilya hE. Aomkar xBde ivxd yake _wy$p bnarsIivlasmeH ilya hE. Aomkar xBde ivxd$p Aek AaiTmkwav, Aek pudŸglko, Aomna doxBd ilya hE. Aek Aom AaTmSv$p Ae Aom, Ane Aek ivkLp _@te hE ke ;Aom' Ae xBdhE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AaHhI AaVyuH n=I, bnarsIdasnuH? ha, p‡mey mahaTMymaHlI\uH Ke. bnarsI ivlas bhot vrs phele deqa =a ne te gupt bat =I to moÙmagRmeHpIKe Kpa idya hE tInoH. Aahaha¦ pKI &annI vat lI\I Ke, Ke ne Aa to F`a vrsphelaH, Aeka uHmaH ßyare deqa =a ne to Kpaya pIKe kI\uH AavI vatuH gupt rhI g[ Ke.Aahaha¦

yhaH khete hE, Aahaha¦ inim¿ka to lÙ KoD de, ragka to lÙ KoD de, p` &ankIpyaRymeH Anekakar Ôe pr lÙe huAa _ska wI tuH lÙ KoD de. Aahahahaha... AaEr Aeiklaiv&anFn wgvan AaTma _ska Anuwv krnese &anka Svad Aata hE, Aeikla SvwavkaSvad Aata hE, Aem khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? _ska nam sMyG&an hE, Aahahaha... _skanam wav]ut&an hE, _ska nam jEnxasn hE. Aahahaha... AavI vat Arere¦

wava=R: - yhaH AaTmakI AnuwUitko hI &ankI AnuwUit kha gya. hE ne? AaTmakaAnuwv Ae &anno Anuwv, ãVyka Anuwv Ae &anka Anuwv. 14 meH ãVyka Anuwvkha, AhÄya &anka Anuwv. A&anIjn &eyomeH hI-&eyomeH hI, [iNãy&anke ivØyomeH hI-&eyoka A=R ikya &eyomeH hI Ae!le? lI!I krke, &eyomeH hI Ae!le kya? A=aRtŸ-A=aRtŸ &eyomeHhI A=aRtŸ &ey [iNãy&anke ivØyomeH hI luB\ ho rha hE. Aahahaha... Ae [iNãy&ankeivØyoHse Anekakar huAe &anko hI &eymaƒ AaSvadn krte hE. Aahaha¦ !Ikakar AapHiDt p` iktna krte hE, smjmeH Aaya?

hve vo ccaRmeH khe pHiDtoka Aa\ar nhÄ lena, Amare pHiDtÒ khe pHiDtoka Aa\arlena, hEH? Aa vat ikskI hE? Aa pHiDtÒ to A=R krte hE. Aahaha¦ wa{¦ Aem Anadrn =ay, Ýwu¦ sMyG¹iÚka k=n Ae maNy hE, Anadr n =ay. Ae svR& jEsI sMyG¹iÚmeHÔe k=n Aata hE, AEse AnuwvI ÒvkI AEsI va`I idVy |vin jEsa hI wav Aata hE.wa{ tere qbr nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ Ae AaHhI kha.

[iNãy&anke ivØyoHse, [iNãy&anka ivØyoHse pr, Anekakar huAe &an, Ke? Ae&ankI pyaRymaH Anekakar prlÙse Ôe huAa &an, Aaha... _sko hI &eymaƒ, Ae Ô eApna &ey hE Aem mante hE, p` Ae pr&ey hE. Ae &anko hI &eymaƒ AaSvadn krte hE.Aahahaha¦ Apna &anko Aa pr&eyka Svad lete hE Aeikla khete hE. Apna &an KoDkr.ga=a to bhot ACKI Aa g[ hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- wavka SpÚIkr` bhot ACKa


253Aaya) Aahaha¦ Aa Anuwv ivna smje nhÄ, smje nhÄ k@` vat. [iNãy&ankeivØyÇse Ae [iNãy&an huAa, xaÏse sUna, wgvanko sUna, guÌko sUna, xaÏ vaHCyane &an huAa, Ae sb [iNãy&anke ivØyoHse Anekakar huAe, Aahahaha... &anko hIAnekakar huAe &anko hI, &eymaƒ AaSvadn-AaSvadn krte hE, Ae to pr&ey hE, _skoye AaSvadn krte hE. Sv&eyko to wUl gye. Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦ sU"m hE wa{ p` AavIvat mze ÉãH wa{¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Aa dulRw hE bapu, Ýwu, Aahaha¦ Aa &eymaƒ krke, prHtu &eyoHse iwNn deqo Ae&an Anekakar &eyse prke lÙse huAa _sko yhaH &anmaƒka, Ae &anmaƒka AaSvadnhÄ krte, &eymaƒ krte hE, prHtu &eyoHse iwNn, Ae &eyakar Anek &an _sse iwNn,&anmaƒka AaSvad nhÄ krte. Aahahahaha¦ iktnI SpÚta pHiDtÒAe ikya j¡Ao pHiDt hE.

“AaEr Ôe &anI hE” Aahahaha¦ “&eyomeH Aas› nhÄ hE.” Anekakar &ankI pyaRyhu[ Ae pr&ey hE, Ae Sv&ey nhÄ. hEH? Aahaha¦ xuH vaÌ sHtonI ramba` Ke, ramnuH ba`fre nhÄ, mayuÅ, naQyuH Ae to mrI Ôy same Aekdm. Aem vItragI sHtonI vaÌ ramba`hE, fre nhÄ TyaH. Aahahaha¦ &eyomeH Aas› nhÄ hE, &eyoHse iwNn, Ae pyaRymeH [iNãy&anseAnekakar huAa, _ska lÙ KoDkr Aekakar &anka hI AaSvad lete hE. Aahahaha¦ Aeiklawgvan AaTma &anSv$pIka Svad lete hE. Sv&anka Svad lete hE vo (A&anI)pr&eyakarka Svad lete hE Ae rag. Aahahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke wa{¦

jEse xakÇse iwNn nmkkI DLlIka Ùarmaƒ Svad Aata hE, xak Aaidse iwNnlv`ka DlIka Svad Aata hE, _sI Ýkar AaSvad lete hE. sMyG¹iÚ Ae!le sMyG&anIAahahahaha... pyaRymeH pr&eyakare &anka Svad KoDkr, Aahahahahaha... Apna wgvan&an Sv$pI Ýwu _ska AaSvad lete hE “jEse xakose” Aaya ne? “kyÇke Ôe &an hE soAaTma hE”. Aahahaha¦ &an Ae AaTma hE, “AaEr Ôe AaTma hE so &an hE”. &an AeAaTma hE ne AaTma vo &an hE.

[sÝkar gu Igu Iko Awed ¹iÚmeH, Awed ¹iÚmeH Aanevala gu gu I wed nhÄ. Ane“gu ne gu InI Awed ¹iÚmeH Aanevala svR prãVyose iwNn” AbâSp<Ú AayaneApnI pyaRyse Aek$p “AnNy” dUsra bol ilya, Apne gu omeH Aek$p “samaNy” prinim¿se _TpNn huAe wavoHse iwNn, Aaha¦ Apne Sv$pka Anuwv, &anka AnuwvhE. Aahahahaha¦

Ae Aaya =a AinytmeH, pyaRymeH Ôe Anek ÝkarnI AguÌlFune kar e Aaid pyaRymeHAnekta hotI hE, _ska wI lÙ KoDkr, smjmeH Aaya? inytko kæa =a ne? AbâSp<Ú,AnNy, inyt, AivxeØ ne AsHyu› AEsa wavSv$p AaTma AEsa wavSv$p wgvan,Aahahaha... _ska Anuwv krnepr Aahahaha... &anka Anuwv hE, AaEr vo Anuwvnwav]ut&an Sv$p yh Anuwv wav]ut &anSv$p$p ijnxasnka Anuwvn hE,Aahahahaha¦

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254 smysar isiâ wag-2ga=a AlaEikk hE, _ska wav ho, wa*aa to waØa hE, Ae wav]ut&an vo prka

lÙse &an Ae to ãVy]ut xBd&an, bH\ Ai\karmeH kha hE, ke ijtna prka lÙe &an hotehE Ae _sko xBd&an khete hE AaTm&an nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ smysar hE ne? AagzbH\meH hE, sb hE AhÄ to A#ar bar cl gya swameH, Aa to AogÌsmI bar cltehE, swameH hÇ, A#ar bar to ho gya. AÙre AÙrka A=R, Aa AogÌsmI var cltehE. Aahaha¦ Aaha¦

Ae ijnxasn Anuwvn hE. xuânyse [smeH ko[ wed nhÄ, Ae xuânyka Ôe ivØyhE Ane ivØymaH Anuwv hote hE ne inmRz pyaRy vo wI xuâny hE, xuânyka ivØypirpU R hE, Ae pyaRyka wed wI xuânyka ivØy nhÄ, Ae to Vyvharnyka ivØy huAa.to vo KoDkr xuânyka ivØy iƒkazI &aykwav _ska Anuwvko wI xuâny khenemeHAata hE. to xuânyse [smeH ko[ wed nhÄ. jEnxasn pyaRy ]ut&an jEn xuânykaAnuwv sb Aek hI pyaRyka vack hE, Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? lo Ae ho gya

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(p<+vI)Aqi~Dtmnak¡lH ßvldnNtmNtbRih-mRh: prmmStu n: shjmuiälasH sda .icduCKlninwRrH sklkalmalMbteydekrsmuÐsÐvìqLylIlaiytmŸ .. 14..

hve Aa j A=RnuH klx$p kaVy khe Ke:-}loka=R:- AacayR khe Ke ke (prmmŸ mh: n: AStu) te _Tk<Ú tej-Ýkax Amne

ho (ytŸ sklkalmŸ icdŸ-_CKln-inwRrH) ke je tej sdakaz cEtNyna pir`mn=IwreluH Ke, (_LlstŸ-lv`-iqLy-lIlaiytmŸ) jem mI@anI kaHkrI Aek ÙarrsnIlIlanuH AalHbn kre Ke tem je tej (Ok-rsmŸ AalMbte) Aek &anrs-Sv$pneAvlHbe Ke, (Aqi~DtmŸ) je tej AqHiDt Ke-&eyona Aakar$pe qHiDt =tuH n=I,(Anak¡lH) je Anakuz Ke-jemaH kmRna inim¿=I =ta ragaid=I _Tpþ Aakuztan=I, (AnNtmŸ ANt: bih: ßvltŸ) je AivnaxIp e AHtrHgmaH Ane bharmaHÝg! dedIPyman Ke-Ô`vamaH Aave Ke, (shjmŸ) je Svwav=I =yuH Ke- ko{Ae rCyuHn=I Ane (sda _iälasH) hmexaH jeno ivlas _dy$p Ke-je Aek$p Ýitwasman Ke.

wava=R:- AacayeR Ýa=Rna krI Ke ke Aa &ananHdmy Aekakar Sv$pßyoitAmne sda Ýaº rho. 14.

Aqi~Dtmnak¡lH ßvldnNtmNtbRih- mRh: prmmStu n: shjmuiälasH sda.icduCKlninwRrH sklkalmalMbte ydekrsmuÐsÐvìqLylIlaiytmŸ..14..


255Ab [s A=Rka kzx$p kaVy khete hE. Aahahaha¦ Am<tka Am<t kzx hE. AacayR

khete hE ;prmmŸ mh: n: AStu' n: name ;Ame' ;n:' xBd hE ne? Ae!le Ame, hmko ;yh'_Tk<Ú tej Ýkax Ýaº ho. Aahaha¦ Amuk Ýaº to hE hI, p` hve _Tk<Ú Ýaº ho.Aahahaha¦ kevz&an Ýaº ho hmko to, tejka ibHb Ýwu, Aahaha... hme yh ;mh:' Kene tej, AStu, vh _Tk<Ú tej Ýkax Ýaº ho. Aahahaha¦ hmara na= Ýwu¦ cEtNyÝkaxka ipHD Ae Amne pyaRymaH Ýaº ho. Aahaha¦ hme mhav‡tka ivkLp Aa ho ne Aaho Ae ko[ bat hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦

;ytŸ sklkalm icdŸ _CKln inwRrH' ytŸ nam ke Ôe tej wgvan AaTmaka tej,cEtNy tej sdakaz, cEtNyka pir`mnse, cEtNyka Svwavse pirpU R hE, pir`mnnoA=R cEtNyka Svwavse pirpU R hE. pir`mn pyaRy AHdr nhÄ hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? hE? icdŸ _CKln Ke ne _CKln? _CKlnka A=R pir`mn ikya. pir`mnSvwav AEsa iƒkaz Aek$p hE. Aem Ke ne? “ytŸ sklkalmŸ icdŸ _CKln inwRrH” yhpir`mnse inwRr, inwRr Ae!le pirpU R. inwRr, wgvan skl kalse &an=I pirpU RwyaR pDa hE. pir`mnka A=R pair`aimk Svwav. pair`aimk Svwav shj, AEseinwRrH pirpU R hE wgvan, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aare AavI vatuH Ke. Vyvharnarisyane to AevuH lage ke Aa b\uH VyvharnuH to kaH[ kheta j n=I. khe Ke ne? Vyvhar,VyvharnuH &an p` KoDne layk hE, tara Vyvhar dya danna ivkLp to KoDne layk hEhI, Aahahaha¦ Arere AnHta wv ikya Ýwu, jEn\mRmeH wI AnHtbEr jNMya hE, jEnkasa\u idgHbr wI AnHtbEr huAa hE Ýwu. Aahaha¦ ho nv pUvRkI liB\ bI AnHtbEr hu[hE. _smeH kya Aaya? Aahahaha¦

yhaH khete hE, je sdakaz cEtNyka wavse pirpU R hE. “_Llst lv` iqLylIlaiytmŸ” jEse nmkkI DlI, Aek Ùar rskI lIlako AalHbn krtI hE. Aahaha¦ AeklaÙarrsse wra hE yh. Aahaha¦ _sI Ýkar, Ôe tej Aek ;rsmŸ AalMbte' Aek &anSv$pka AalHbn krta hE, Ae!le &an Sv$p hI wgvan iƒkaz hE. ;AqHiDtmŸ' je tejAqHD hE. AalHbnka A=R yhaH pyaRy nhÄ, AalHbnka A=R &anSv$p j _ska AalHbniƒkaz hE yUH. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? &ansagr wgvan Ae &anka AalHbn nam&an Sv$p j Ke yUH. lIlaka AalHbn krtI hE, Aem &an Sv$pka AalHbn krta hE. tej AqHiDt Ke. je tej cEtNyka Svwavwavrs AqHD hE, pyaRymeH bI qHD nhÄ huAa.

“Ôe &eyoke Aakar$p qHiDt nhÄ hota” deqo. Aahahaha¦ pyaRymeH wI jb &anhota hE to &eyoka Aakarse wI &ankI pyaRy, &anka Svad lenemeH qHiDt nhÄ hotI,Aahahaha¦ Aavo magR. Ôe Anakuz hE, wgvan to Anakuz AanHd Sv$p Ýwu hE.Aahahaha¦ “ijsmeH kmÈke inim¿se honevala ragaidse _TpNn AakUzta nhÄ.” AnHtmANt: bih: jvltŸ Aahahaha¦ AivnaxI $pse AHtrHgmeH AaEr baæmeH Ýg! dedIPymanÔnnemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ AHtrHgmeH AekIla xaHtrsse wra hE AaEr baæmeH wI

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256 smysar isiâ wag-2xaHtrs idqnemeH Aata hE. xaHt, xaHt, xaHt, xaHt Aahaha¦ w›amrmeH Aata hE ke nhÄ?ijtna xaHtrska prma u hE, Ýwu Ae to xrIrmeH AEsa huAa, Aa to AHdr xaHitkI pyaRymeHxaHit [tnI hE ke xaHtrsse to wra hE, p` pyaRymeH xaHit idqtI hE. Aahahaha¦ xrIrmeHto xaHtrska prma u pir`Mya hE Ae to jD, p` AHtrmeH xaHtrs pUr` pDã hE, to_skI pyaRymeH wI xaHt, Aahaha¦ “_pxm rs vrse re Ýwu tara nynmaH _pxm rsvrse re Ýwu tara nynmaH” &an$pI nynmaH. Aahaha¦Aaha¦

AEsa AaTma wgvan ApnI pyaRymeH _pxmrsp e Aata hE. Aahaha¦ bharseeAne AHtrse to dedIPyman ÔnnemeH Aata hE, Ôe Svwavse huAa hE. _sko iksIne ko{ãVyko kyaR nhÄHH hE. Ae to Anaid AnHt hE. Aem ke Svwavse huAa hE Svwav hI AEsahE Anaid AnHt ko[ {¬r _ska ktaR hE ke ko[Ae bnaya hE AEsI Ae cIj nhÄ, Ae toÝwu AanHdkHd, &anFn, Ak<iƒm hE, A`krayel hE. Aahaha¦ ijse iksIne nhÄ rca. ;sda_iälasH' sda _iälasH, sda ijska ivlas _dy$p hE. Aahahaha¦ ijska A=aRtŸ jeAek$p Ýitwasman hE, iƒkaz Aek$p hE, AEsa pyaRymeH wasn hota hE, Aahaha¦ hE toqra p` hE Ae wasn iksko? hE to hE AEsa, p` pyaRymeH AEsa Ýitwas hota hE ke, AavStu AqHDanHd pirpU R hE. Aahaha... _sko Ýitwas Aaya. AavI vatuH Ke.

magR j AEsa hE wgvan, ijnxasn Aa AEsa hE. Aahaha¦ ijnSv$pI wgvan_ska Aa]yse Ôe Anuwv AanHd huAa Ae jEnxasn hE, jEnxasn ãVyko nhÄ kha,pyaRyko kha. Aahaha¦ rag xasn Ae ivkar dxa hE, ijnxasn Ae vItragI dxa hE,dxako yhaH xasn kha. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? “Aek$p Ýitwasman hE” Aahaha¦

wava=R:- AacayRdeve Ýa=Rna kI hE ke yh &ananHdmy Aekakar Sv$p ßyoit hmesda Ýaº rho. Aahahahaha¦ kha pHcm Aarana sHto, jgtne pHcm Aarana ÝaÌ ma!ep` Aa vat krte hE, hmko Ýaº ho AEsa tumko wI Ýaº ho Aem khete hE. ivxeØ khega.


· jem ma!Ina kora vas`maH paÌna !IpaH pDtaH paÌ cUsa{ ÔyKe, paÌ deqatuH n=I, p` v\u paÌ pDtaH paÌ bhar deqay Ke, tem AaprmaTmtÀvnI vat saHwztaH saHwztaH huH &ayk KuH... &ayk KuH... Aeva ¹#sHSkar AHdrmaH paDe to im+yaTvwavno rs mHd pDto Ôy Ke. hj¡ wUimkaim+yaTvnI Ke, p` im+yaTvno Awav =vana sHSkar pDtaH Ôy Ke.xuwwav=I im+yaTvno rs wvI-AwvIne AnHtIvar mHd pDõ Ke, p` Aa&aykna sHSkar=I im+yaTvwavno Awav =vana sHSkar pDe pKI AekdmSvwavno Aa]y letaH Svanuwv =taH im+yaTvno Awav =ay Ke.



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(AnuÚuwŸ)OØ &anFno inTymaTma isiâmwIPsuiw:.sa|ysa\kwaven iä\Ek: smupaSytamŸ.. 15..

hve, AagznI ga=anI sUcna$pe }lok khe Ke:-}loka=R:- (OØ: &anFn: AaTma) Aa (pUvRki=t) &anSv$p Aa„a Ke te,

(isiâmŸ AwIPsuiw:) Sv$pnI Ýaiºna {CKk puÌØoAe (sa|ysa\kwaven)sa|ysa\kwavna wed=I (iä\a) be Ýkare, (Ok:) Aek j (inTymŸ smupaSytamŸ)inTy sevvayoGy Ke tenuH sevn kro.

wava=R:- AaTma to &anSv$p Aek j Ke prHtu AenuH pU R$p sa|ywav Ke AneApU R$p sa\kwav Ke Aeva wavwed=I be Ýkare Aekne j sevvo. 1p.

dHs`à`cir¿ai` seivdVvai` sahuà i`CcH.tai` pu ja` iti~` iv APpa H cev i`CKydo..16..

dxRn&ancirœaai` seivtVyain sa\una inTymŸ.tain punjaRnIih œaI~yPyaTmanH cEv inüyt:.. 16..

yenEv ih wavenaTma sa|y: sa\nH c Sya¿enEvayH inTymupaSy [it SvymakUypreØaH Vyvhare sa\una dxRn&ancairœaai` inTymupaSyanIit Ýitpa>te. tainpunÏI~yip prma=eRnaTmEk Ov, vSTvNtrawavatŸ. y=a devd¿Sy kSyictŸ &anH]âanmnucr`H c devd¿SvwavanitkÊma¶ evd¿ Ov, n vSTvNtrmŸ¸t=aTmNyPyaTmno -&anH ]âanmnucr H caTmSvwavanitkÊmadaTmEv, n vSTvNtrmŸ.tt AaTma Ok OvopaSy [it Svymev Ý>otte. s ikl-

hve, dxRn-&an-cairƒ$p sa\kwav Ke Aem ga=amaH khe Ke:-

dxRn, vzI inTy &an ne cairƒ sa\u sevvaH¸p` Ae ƒè AaTma j kevz Ô` inüy¹iÚmaH. 16.

ga=a=R:- (sa\una) sa\u puÌØe (dxRn&ancirœaai`) dxRn, &an Ane cairƒ(inTymŸ) sda (seivtVyain) sevvayoGy Ke (pun:) vzI (tain œaIi` Aip) teƒ ene (inXcyt:) inüyny=I (AaTmanH c Ov) Aek Aa„a j (janIih) Ôò.

!Ika:- Aa Aa„a je wav=I sa|y t=a sa\n =ay te wav=I j inTysevvayoGy Ke Aem pote [rado raqIne bIÔAone Vyvhar=I Ýitpadn kre Ke ke

ga=a - 16, }lok - 1p-16-17


258 smysar isiâ wag-2;sa\u puÌØe dxRn, &an, cairƒ sda sevvayoGy Ke'. p` prma=R=I ÔevamaH Aaveto Ae ƒ ey Aek Aa„a j Ke kar` ke teAo ANy vStu n=I-Aa„ana j pyaRyo Ke.jem ko{ devd¿ namna puÌØnaH &an, ]âan Ane Aacr`, devd¿na Svwavne_LlHFta nih hova=I, (teAo) devd¿ j Ke-ANy vStu n=I, tem Aa„amaH pÀa„anaH &an, ]âan Ane Aacr`, Aa„ana Svwavne _ÐHFtaH nih hova=I,(teAo) Aa„a j Ke-ANy vStu n=I. ma!e Aem Svymev isâ =ay Ke ke Aek Aa„aj sevn krva yoGy Ke.

wava=R:- dxRn, &an, cairƒ-ƒ e AaTmana j pyaRyo Ke, ko{ ÔudI vStun=I¸ te=I sa\u puÌØoAe Aek AaTmanuH j sevn krvuH Ae inüy Ke Ane Vyvhar=IANyne p` Ae j _pdex krvo.

(AnuÚuwŸ)

dxRn&ancairƒEiÏTvadekTvt: SvymŸ.mecko½mecküaip smmaTma Ýma`t:.. 16..

hve, Ae j A=Rno klx$p }lok khe Ke:-}loka=R:- (Ýma`t:) Ýma`¹iÚ=I Ôe{Ae to (AaTma) Aa Aa„a (smmŸ

meck: Ameck: c Aip) AekIsa=e Anek AvS=a$p (;meck') p` Ke Ane AekAvS=a$p (;Ameck') p` Ke, (dxRn-&an-cairƒE: iœaTvatŸ) kar` ke AenedxRn-&an-cairƒ=I to ƒ`pùH Ke Ane (SvymŸ OkTvt:) pota=I potaneAekp uH Ke.

wava=R:- Ýma`¹iÚmaH iƒkazSv$p vStu ãVypyaRy$p ÔevamaH Aave Ke, te=IAaTma p` AekIsa=e AekanekSv$p deqvo. 16.

(AnuÚuwŸ)dxRn&ancairƒEiÏiw: pir`tTvt:.Oko½ip iœaSvwavTvaä˜vhare meck:.. 17..

}loka=R:- (Ok: Aip) Aa„a Aek Ke top` (Vyvhare ) Vyvhar-¹iÚ=IÔe{Ae to (iœaSvwavTvatŸ) ƒ`-Svwavpàne lI\e (meck:) Anekakar$p(;meck') Ke, (dxRn-&an-cairƒE: iœaiw: pir`tTvt:) kar` ke dxRn, &an Anecairƒ-Ae ƒ` wave pir`me Ke.

wava=R:- xuâãVyai=Rk nye AaTma Aek Ke Aa nyne Ý\an krI khevamaH AaveTyare pyaRyai=Rk ny gaE =yo te=I Aekne ƒ`$p pir`mto khevo te Vyvhar=yo, AsTya=R p` =yo. Aem Vyvharnye AaTmane dxRn, &an, cairƒ$ppiràmone lI\e ;meck' kìao Ke. 17.


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smysar kzx 1p hE 1p kzx.OØ &anFno inTymaTma isiâmwIPsuiw:.sa|ysa\kwaven iä\Ek: smupaSytamŸ.. 15..

k˜a khete hE. “AeØ &anFn AaTma” Aa wgvan AaTma to &an Sv$pI iƒkaz,Ae Sv$pnI Ýaiºna {CKk puruØoAe, Sv$pnI ÝaiºnaH AiwlaØI puruØoAe sa|y sa\kwavke wedse, Ae AaTma pU R Sv$p xuâ te sa|y Ane ApU R Sv$p te sa\k.

AaTma je &ayk iƒkaz &an Sv$p vo ¹iÚka Ôe ivØy Ae AaTmako sa|y sa\kwavse sevna _ska A=R? sa|y nam pU R moÙnI pyaRy, kevz&annI pyaRy Ae sa|yhE, Ae AaTmanI pU R inmRz dxa te sa|y Ane ApU R inmRz dxa te sa\k. ragaid sa\kne pU R sa|y AEsa nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? AaTma &ananHd Sv$p Ýwu vo vStu SvwavAek$p iƒkaz {sko do Ýkarse sevna, Aek to sa|y je pU R AanHd ne pU R kevz&an Aesa|y Ae p` AaTmanI pU R dxa Ane AaTmanI ]âa &an ne cairƒ je inüy Ae sa\kdxa Ae AaTmanI xuâtanI ApU R dxa Ae sa\k Ane AaTmanI pU R dxa te sa|y. smjmeHAaya?

Sv$pkI Ýaiºke [CKk puruØoAe sa|y sa\k wavke wedse Aek hI inTy sevn krneyoGy hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae AaTma je pU R Sv$p xuâ _skI inüy sMyGdxRn &an ne cairƒje inivRkLp AanHd je ApU R sa\k dxa te pU R sa|ynuH kar` Ke. pU R sa|y je prmaTmdxa {ska vo sa\k hE. Vyvhar rTnƒy sa\k hE AaEr inüy sa|y hE AEsa hI nhÄ.tem vtRmanmeH Vyvhar sa\k hE Ane inüy je sa\kwav hE sa|yka kar` _skaVyvhar kar` ne inüy sa\k kayR AEsa hI nhÄ. Aarere¦ smjmeH Aaya? pHiDtÒ n=I?gya? @Ik.

AaTma Ae!le pu~y ne papke ivkLpse riht pU R&anFn, _skI ApeÙa lekr, Aa]ylekr Ôe xuâ sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ inüy Svke Aa]yse Ýg! huAa Ae sa\k dxaApU R hE, Ane pU R kevz&ankI Ýaiº Ae sa|y dxa pU R hE. to pU R ne ApU R doy AaTmaäara sa\n krna AaTma ApU R xuâta se pir`mn krna Ae sa\k hE, Ane AaTma pU RinmRzp e sa|y Ýg! kre Ae sa|y hE. smjmeH Aaya? Vyvhar rTnƒy sa\k hE Aneinüy sa\k pyaRy Ae sa|y hE AEsa nhÄ. tem Vyvhar rTnƒy sa\k hE Ane sa|ykevz&an hE AEsa wI nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha... vat AevI wa{¦

caEd ga=ameH dxRn ka Ai\kar cla. pHdrmeH &anka Ai\kar, hve solmImeH dxRn&an ne cairƒ tInka Ai\kar sa=meH. Aahaha... Apna AanHd Sv$p wgvan pU R

ga=a - 16, }lok - 1p-16-17


260 smysar isiâ wag-2siCcdanHd _ska Ae AaTma hI ApU R sa\k xuâtap e pir`mn kre Ae _skI sa\k dxa,Ane vohI AaTma pU R sa|ykI dxa Ýg! kre Ae _ska |yey, vo sa\k p` AaTmanI xuâdxa Ae sa\k hE Ane AaTmanI pU R xuâ dxa te |yey nam sa|y hE. Aahaha... smjmeHAaya? (]ota:- Vyvhar ny sa\k to khevayne?) Vyvharny sa\k to inim¿sek=n hE. ye hE nhÄ, hE nhÄ _sko khena nam Vyvhar hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- dxako |yeykha) pU R dxako |yey kha. ApU R dxa ko sa\k kha. smjmeH nhÄ Aaya?

pu~y papka ivkLp se riht wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu, _ska pU R dxa xuâtanI pU Rdxa Ae sa|y Ane xuâtanI ApU R dxa te sa\k. Aahahaha... AevI vat Ke. AaVyvharna risyane Aa k@` pDe AevuH Ke Vyvhar krtaH krtaH sa\k dxa Ýg! =xe AaErVyvhar krtaH krtaH sa|y kevz&an Ýg! =xe. Ae sb bat jU@ hE. Aahaha... smjmeHAaya? Aahaha¦

yhaH to do Ýkarse Aek hI AaTma, Aem Ke ne? do Ýkarse Aek hI AaTma, to AaTmato pu~y papse riht Ae AaTma xuâ AanHdFn Ae Aek hI do Ýkarse sevn krna.Aahaha... Ae AaTmakI ApU R sa\k inmRz _pyog dxa, xuâ _pyog dxa, Ae sa\k AnepU R sa|y kevz&an dxa Ae sa|y, ibcmeH Vyvhar ko{ kar` hE ke far` hE Ae {smeH hEhI nhÄ. (]ota:- k=HictŸ hota hE) k=HictŸ hota he sa\k xuâ Ae - ãVy nhÄ Ae k=HictŸkya kha Ae? ãVy je iƒkazI hE Ae k=HictŸ sa\k hE AEsa nhÄ, Ae inmRz pyaRy Ae sa\khE. inmRz pyaRyka |yey to (iƒkazI ãVy) yh hE p` AihHya Ae lena nhÄ hE. AhÄyato iƒkazI AanHdkHd Ýwu _ska AvlHbnse xuâta- xuâ _pyog dxRn &an cairƒ AeÝg! hu{ _sko (dxako) AhÄya sa\k kar` khenemeH Aata hE, AaEr _skI pU R sa|y dxaxuâ kayR sa|ydxa khenemeH AatI hE.

waØa to F`I sadI p` hve Aene, smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦ AÔ~ya ma`sne toAevuH lage Aa xuH Ke? kar` ko[ id' Aa \mR xuH cIj Ke, ATyare to sHÝdaymaHy Ae caltIn=I ÉaH{. Aa v‡t kro ne tpSya kro ne wi› kro ne pUÔ kro ne Ae to b\I ragnI iÊyahe wa{, Ae ko{ sa\k n=I. Aahaha...

sa\k to {sko AhÄya khenemeH Aata hE, gu S=an, co=e=I 1rme tk sa\k khetehE 13 meH sa|y khete hE, to Ae co=agu S=ankI je dxa Ae paHcmaHnI KõanI dxa SvaTmaka|yeyse, Aa]yse Ôe sMyGdxRn &an, Axuâtako KoDkr xuâ dxa ApU R Ýg! hu{ {skoyhaH sa\k khenemeH Aata hE. sa\k kho ke kar` kho. smjmeH Aaya? Ane Ae AaTmakIpU R inmRz dxa sa|y kho ke kayR kho, pa!`IÒ¦ pote j kar` ne pote j kayR. Aaha¦AhÄya Ae j isâ krna hE. wgvan AanHdno na= p‡wu ApU R xuâtap e pir`me tekar` Ane te sa\k te wgvan pU R sa|y inmRzp e pir`me te kayR ne te sa|y.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

(]ota:- kayR to ãVyne Aa]ye =ay Ke.) nhÄ, ATyare AhÄya |yeykI AhÄ bat


261nhÄ hE sHSk<t !IkamaH |yey ilya hE kzx !Ikakare, p` AhÄya Aa lena Aa, |yey bnakrãVy Svwavko |yey bnakr je pyaRymeH sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ huAa, _sko AhÄyaAaTma sa\kp e pir`Mya Aem khenemeH Aata hE. wle |yey ¹iÚ TyaH hE Ae AhÄya batnhÄ. ãVyka iƒkaz |yeyka AvlHbnse sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ huAa p` AhÄya sMyGdxRncairƒ je huAa xuâ, _sko kar`$p sa\k$p khIne, pU R dxako kayR$p khIne sa|ydxakhenemeH Aaya hE. Aek hI Aa„a ApU Rp e Axuâp e pir`mna ye hI Aa„a pU Rp epir`mna Ae kar` ne kayR hE. Aaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

AakrI vat wa{¦ lokone AHtr Aa wgvan AHdr, Aahaha¦ Ae pUr` pUr` pUr`Svwav ijska Svwav hE, Ae ApU R Ane ivprIt kEse ho? Aahaha¦ wgvan Aa„apU R AanHd Aaid, &an Aaid, xaHit Aaid, SvCKta Aaid, Ýwuta Aaid, pU R Svwavka,wr-wr wrpUr, ;wr' xBd Aek Amare AhÄ ka@IyavaDmaH cale Ke. gaDamaH Aavene gaDamal wrte hE ne? wr wyaR khevay. pCcIs m` pcas m` wr, wr wyaR khevay. AEsexaÏmeH wr Aata hE, wgvan pU aRnHdka wr hE. Aahahaha¦

pU R &an, pU R xaHit, pU R Ýwuta, _sko |yey bnakr sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ Ôeinüy huAa _sko xuâtakI ApU Rta hE, vo kar` _sko sa\k kha Ane kar` kha.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ane Ae ãVy hI pU Rp e-xuâp e pir`me Aahaha... ãVy hIAxuâp e ApU Rp e pir`me, Aem ãVy hI xuâp e pirpU Rp e pir`me Ae sa\k sa|y AehI hE. Aahaha¦ Aa cairƒ Ai\kar ilya ne sa=meH, Aaha... dxRn &anka Ai\kar to Aagya hE bey. (ga=a) 14 meH sMyGdxRn, 1p meH sMyG&an. Aahaha¦

Ae ]otanI VyaQya j¡dI Ae ]otanI VyaQya Ke. Ae jEn \mRnI ]âa hÇ, Ae hÒsmikt n=I TyaH, smikt to pKInaH AnuwvIne lexe TyaH, ]ota AEsa hona caihye ke jenejEn \mRnI y=a=R ]âa ho smikt nhÄ, Anuwv nhÄ hÒ. Aata hE ne vo? Ane pIKe]ota pIKe ilya hE ke AnuwvI Aa„aka AnuwvI ]ota ho to vo to brabr hE, ÉõHik_sko kya khete hE _ska Qyal _sko brabr Aata hE, smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ hE kenhÄ _smeH? moÙmagR Ýkaxk hE ne Ae, g‡H=nI Ýma`ta pKI ]otanI (vat) Aave Ke,“]otanuH Sv$p” deqo, vzI je jEn \mRka ã# ]âazu, yhaH hÒ Anuwv n lena,AnuwvnI pIKe vat Aayega, Anuwv Aayega, p` pIKe. AhÄya to Anuwv ibnaÝaÌ jEn \mRkI ]âa brabr hE, ANykI nhÄ iblkul. AEsa ]âazu Òv nana ÝkarnaxaÏo saHwzvane jenI buiâ inmRz ={ Ke. AaEr Vyvhar inüynynuH Sv$p y=a=Rp eÔÌ saHwzela A=Rne y=a=R rIte inüy ÔÌ Av\are Ke, Ae ]otanI VyaQya Ke.smjmeH Aaya? Ane pIKe ]otameH Aata hE. Aahaha¦

ijsko Aa„&an n ho to _pdexka mmR smÒ skte nhÄ. Aahaha¦ hE? ma!eAa„&an vDe je Sv$pno AaSvadI huAa hE. Aahaha¦ Aa„&an äara Aa„anaH AaSvadIhuAa hE, te jEn \mRno rhSymy ]ota hE, Ae jEn \mRka mmRka ]ota hE. smjmeH Aaya?

ga=a - 16, }lok - 1p-16-17


262 smysar isiâ wag-2Aahaha¦ (]ota:- ye AnuwvI hE?) kya khete hE? Ae TyaH AnuwvI hE. phele hÒ ]otahE {tna bs, jEn\mRnI ]âa hE, ANy \mRnI nhÄ. Ae ]âazu Òv ]otane layk Ke{tna. p` Ôe AnuwvI Òv ho Ae to rhSyko Ônnevala hE. smjmeH Aaya? magRbapa bhu JIò wa{¦ ApUvR Ane sU"m. Aahahaha... Aa phela A|yaymaH hE ne.

AihHya khete hE. Aahaha.. ijs, (Ôe) pU R Ýaiºka AiwlaØI hE, isiâ pU R ÝaiºkaAwIlaØI hE, AEsa Òvko je Apna pU aRnHd Ýwu AHtr Aa„a, _ska AHtr Aa„akeAa]ye je xuâ sMyGdxRn, xuâ sMyG&an Ane xuâ cairƒnI rm`ta Ae tInoH hu[ hE Aesa\k khenemeH Aata hE. kyuH ik xuiâkI pirpU Rta nhÄ, xui|\nI ApU Rta hE, Ae kar` _skosa\k khenemeH Aata hE, AaEr xuiâkI pU Rta ijsko Ýaº hu{ _sko AhÄya sa|y nam Ýaiºkrneke layk Ae sa|y khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. Aa b\uH g‡Ik le!In jevHulage AÔ~yane to, Ke Ae qbr Ke, kaH{ qbr nhÄ \mR xuH Ke Aa kya cIj hE. Aahaha...

svR& iƒlokna= ijne¬rdeve je \mR kha, Ae sa\kpà pir`mnko \mR kha.smjmeH Aaya? \m± AEsa Ôe wgvan Aa„a _smeH Ôe AnHt &anaid \mR pDa hE, \m±AEsa wgvan Ýwu _smeH AnHt AanHd &anaid \mR pDa hE. _ska lÙse, _ska Aa]yse, pyaRymeH Ôe xuâta Ýg! hu{ Ae pyaRyka \mR. vo ãVy Svwav _ska gu ãVyka \mRAne ãVyne Aa]ye je Ýg! dxa hu{ Ae pyaRy\mR, AavI vatuH Ke. Ae ApU R xuâ pyaRy \mR_sko AhÄya sa\k kha, Ane pU R sa|y dxa xuâ _sko AhÄya sa|y kha.

wava=R: Aa„a to &an Sv$p Aek hI hE, j¡Ao Lyo Ae to Aek j Ýkare wgvanxuâ cEtNy hE, prHtu _ska pU R$p sa|ywav hE, deqo AaEr ApU R$p sa\k wav hE, AEsewav wedse do Ýkarse Aek ka hI sevn krna do Ýkarse p` Aek hI Aa„a ka sevnkrna.

hve, dxRn-&an-cairƒ$p sa\kwav Ke Aem ga=amaH khe Ke :-(ga=a) Lyo soz soz -

dHs`à`cir¿ai` seivdVvai` sahu a i`CcH .tai` pu ja` iti~` iv APpa H cev i`CKydo .. 16..dxRn, vzI inTy &an ne cairƒ sa\u sevvaH¸p` Ae ƒ e AaTma j kevz Ô` inüy¹iÚmaH. 16.

!Ika: yh Aa„a, yh Aa„a kEsa? ijs wavse pyaRyse sa|yne sa\n ho ;yenEvih wavena„a sa|y:' Aa Aa„a Aem pU R AanHdFn AEsa Aa„a ijs wavse sa|y nesa\n ho _s wavse inTy sevn krne yoGy hE. Aahahaha... ijs wavse sa\n namsa\kpà ho, ijs wavse sa|y ho, Ae rIte Aa„ako sevn krna. Aahaha... Are sevnkrneka A=R, |yankI pyaRymeH |yey bnakr Aa„ameH Aekag‡ta hona. Aahaha...

“{s Ýkar SvyH ivcar krke dUsroHko Vyvharse Ýitpadn krte hE” dUsroHkoVyvharse Ýitpadn krte hE, dUsroHko Vyvharse p‡itpadn krte hE, tIn bol Aaya ne?


263dxRn &an cairƒ Vyvhar huAa. pyaRy inmRz hE ye Vyvhar huAa. Aahaha... inüy&aykwav iƒkazI inüy huAa, AaEr _ske Aa]yse Ôe pyaRy inmRz sMyGdxRn &anhuAa Ae pyaRy hu{ to Vyvhar huAa. Aahahaha...

Ae sa\u puruØoko dxRn-&an-cairƒka sevn krne yoGy hE, Vyvharnyse k=n hEAe. loko pyaRyse smjte hE, Ae kar` pyaRyse k=n krnemeH Aaya, ke Aa„ako dxRn &ancairƒse sevn krna, vo to pyaRy hu{ p` pyaRyse smjte hE to Ae ApeÙaAe smÔya.bakI sevn krna hE to Aa„aka, Aahaha... AavI vatuH JI`I bhu pDe. Are ko{ id'AWyas nhÄ. ßyaH wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu TyaH Jukav nhÄ, Ae cmTkarIk cIjka QyalnhÄ. Aahaha... _sko AhÄya sa\k sa|y kya hE Ae QyalmaH, rhSy QyalmeH AanamuiXkl hE, te=I khane ]otamaH ke smiktI &anI Ôe ]ota ho to _sko sUnnemeH, rhSysmjnemeH Aata hE. Aahaha... Aahaha¦

sa\n _s wavse inTy inTy sevna krne yoGy hE, inTy yh Aa„a je wavsesa|y sa\k ho _s wavse hI Aa„a inTy sevn krne yoGy hE. Aahaha¦ {s Ýkarse(SvyH) ivcar krke dUsroH ko Vyvharse Ýitpadn krte hE, tIn Aayane? sa\u puruØkodxRn &an cairƒ sda sevn krne yoGy hE. Aahaha¦

Vyvhar rTnƒykI to AhÄya vatey nhÄ. kar`ke Ae to rag hE ne Ae to bH\kakar` he. Aahaha.. AevI vatuH Ke. ;ikNtu prma=Rse deqa Ôye to Ae tInoH Aek Aa„a hIhE' kya khete hE? sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ Ae tIn hE Ae to wed$p huAa to Vyvhar huAa,kya? je Aa„a pU aRnHd Ýwu _skI AHtr inüy sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ, inüy dxRn(&an) cairƒ Ae ãVynI ApeÙaAe pyaRyka wed Vyvhar huAa. Aahaha... smjmeHAaya? sa\u puruØoko dxRn &an cairƒ yu›, ikNtu prma=Rse, Vyvharse Ae bat ikya,dxRn &an cairƒka sevna yh prma=Rse? Aahahaha... pu~yne dya dan v‡t VyvharseAe AhÄ ilya hI nhÄ, ne Ae Vyvharey nhÄ, Ae to AsdwUt Vyvhar. Aahaha... j¡õaVyvhar Ane Aa Aa„a &ayk Sv$pkI ]âa &an ne cairƒ je inmRz Ae tInoH khena AeVyvhar hE, Aahahaha¦ tInkI seva krna Ae Vyvhar hE.

prma=Rse AEsa deqa Ôye to tInoH Aek Aa„a hI hE, tInoH wed hE ne Ae Aa„a hIhE, Aa„akI pyaRy to Ae Aa„a hI hE, tIn wed hE nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ AavI VyaQya hve.&ancHdÒ¦ wgvan Aa„ako dxRn &an cairƒse sevna, Aahaha... to khete hE ke kayRinüy je sMyGdxRn &an p` pyaRy hE ne wed hE to Vyvhar kha, prma=Re to Aek hIAa„aka sevn krna. Aahaha... smjmeH Aaya? Aa to (]ota:- rhSyka _dŸFa!n hE)ha, Aa vStu AEsI hE. Aahaha...

sa\u puruØko, sa\u {sko khIAe, Aahaha... ke je sa\e, sa\Ÿe {it sa\u, dxRn &ancairƒko sa\e Vyvharse, Ao Vyvhar rTnƒy ivkLp Ae nhÄ, AhÄ to ƒ` wedko sa\eAe Vyvharse khenemeH Aata hE, pyaRy hE ne? wed huAa ne? Aahaha... (]ota:- Ae hI Aa„

ga=a - 16, }lok - 1p-16-17


264 smysar isiâ wag-2Vyvhar) Ae Aatm Vyvhar, ragaid mnu*y Vyvhar. TyaH kha hE Ývcnsar 94 ga=a,Aatm Vyvhar, Aahaha... dya dan v‡taid je ivkLp Ae mnu*y Vyvhar, gitka Vyvhar,git Ýaº krneka wv, Ane wgvan Aa„a pU R Sv$pkI inüy ¹iÚ &an ne rm`ta teAa„ Vyvhar. 94 meH ilya hE, Ývcnsar Aatm Vyvhar (]ota:- Aivcilt cetnaivlas) Ae Aivcilt cetna ivlas Ae Aa„ Vyvhar, ApnI xuâ pirìt sMyGdxRn&an cairƒ Ae Aivcilt ivlas cetna Ae Aa„ Vyvhar. Aahahahaha¦

prma=R vcinkameH AEsa ilya hE vcinkameH ke loko A|ya„ka Vyvhar bI ÔntenhÄ. Aagm ka Vyvhar Ôe hE Ae sa\te hE ne, mante hE ke Ame kaH{ sa\k huAa. Vyvharje AagmmaH kha AEsa sa\te hE, ne p` A|ya„ka Vyvhar wI Ônte nhÄ AemaH ilqahE. A|ya„ka Vyvhar xuâ wgvanka AvlHbnse je inüy sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ, AeA|ya„ka Vyvhar hE. Aahahaha¦ ware wa{ vatuH. smjmeH Aaya?

prma=Rse deqa Ôye to ye tInoH, tIn pyaRy hu{ ne? Aek Aa„a hI hE, kyÇik yeANy vStu nhÄ, Ae pyaRy ko{ AnerI vStu nhÄ, Aa„akI hE, ikNtu Aa„akI hI pyaRy hE.Aahaha¦... sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ inüy Ae Aa„akI pyaRy hE, ma!e Aa„a hE Aem khetehE. (]ota:- pyaRyko Aa„a ÉyuH khaH?) kha, Vyvhar hE ne, Ae pyaRy Vyvhare Ae Aa„ahI hE. Vyvhar Ae pyaRy. inüymeH Aek$p hE.

ye Éã deqo, jEse iksI devd¿ namk puruØke, devdt name puruØke &an ]âan AaErAacr` devd¿ke Svwavka _LlHFn nhÄ krnese, devd¿ke Svwavka _ska &an ]âanAacr` _LlHFn nhÄ krte, devd¿ hI hE devd¿kI ]âa &an ne cairƒ Ae devd¿ hI hEAahahaha... ANy vStu nhÄ. _sI Ýkar Aa„ameH wI Aa„ake &an ]âan Aacr`, AhÄ&an phele ilya deqo. smjmeH Aaya? AolamaH kha sa\u puruØko dxRn &an cairƒ sdasevn krne yoGy hE. AhÄ ilya Aa„ameH wI, Aahaha... Aa„ake &an ]âan AacrÀa„a ke Svwavka _LlHFn n krnese, Ae Aa„aka Svwav _LlHFn nhÄ, SvwavkIpirìt hE, Aahaha... Ae ivwav pirìt nhÄ. Vyvhar ragkI pirìt Aa nhÄ.Aahahaha... Aavo magR Ke.

Ae Aa„aka &an, Aa„aka ]âan, Aa„aka Aacr` AHdr rm`ta hÇ xuâta AeAa„ake Svwavka _LlHFn nhÄ krnese Aahahaha... Aa„a hI hE, Ae ApeÙaAe Aa„aiƒkazI Svwav hE _ska pir`mn SvwavmaH huAa ye Aa„a hI hE, Svwavka _LlHFnnhÄ krte ivwavmeH nhÄ Ôte. Aahahaha¦

Aa„a hI hE ANy vStu nhÄ. jem devd¿nI ApeÙaAe, {silye Svymev Ae isâhota hE, Svym Aev hE, Sv=I isâ hota hE Aek Aa„a hI sevn krne yoGy hE deqo, AolatIn sevn krne yoGy kha =a. Aahaha... prma=eR to Aek AaTma hI sevn krne yoGy hE.Aahahaha¦ pHiDtÒ¦ tInoH je sevn krneka kha O Vyvhar pyaRy, p` pyaRy _skI hEto Vyvhar kha, xuâ, inüyse to Ok AaTma hI sevn krne yoGy hE Ok AaTma tIn


265wedey nhÄ. Aahaha¦ wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu _skI Aek hI sevna krna bs _smeH se dxRn&an cairƒ Ýaº hota hE wed, Aahaha... hE ke nhÄ same pa@ hE.

wava=R:- dxRn &an cairƒ tInoH Aa„akI pyaRy hE, deqo. sMykŸinüy sMyGdxRnkIbat hE hoH AhÄya. Vyvhar smikt ne Ae to k=nmaƒ Ae ko{ vStu nhÄ. Aahaha... Vyvharto Aek k=nmaƒ kI cIj &an kraneko hE, ko{ Ae cIj vStu magR nhÄ Ae. Aahaha... dev guÌ\mRnI ]âa, pHc mhav‡tna piràm, xaÏ trfna xaÏ&an Ae ko{ sa\k nhÄ.Aahahaha¦.. Ae to k=nmaƒ Vyvhar khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahaha¦

hve AamaH nvra ke id' =avuH. Oy mheNãwa[¦ \H\a AaDe nvrax n mze Aola bapmrI gya to vzI pote FUsI gya AHdr, Kokra ne wa[Ao sa=e.

Aa to daqlo Aeno hÇ b\anI vat Ke ne? Aahahaha¦ Ýwu tare krneka kam bhotiwþ hE. Aahaha... Ae Ýv<i¿ka piràm to ragäeØ ne A&an hE. Aahaha... (]ota:pHiDtÒ khete hE Aapne gujratImeH khe idya) Éã kha? Ae to ¹ÚaHt idya vo veparmeH FUsÔte hE ne? Aem Ke wa{. Aa Amare wa{ hE ne FUs Ôte hE ne AmerIka ne rqDte hE,hsmuqwa{ AaVya Ke? n=I AaVya nhÄ? wavngr=I. kal AaVya htaH. bpore Aavxe.Aaje xinvar Ke ne? kale AaVya hta bpore ko{ khetuH'tuH inv<i¿ l{ lI\I, paHc laq$ipya bs qlas¦ (]ota:- p` AmarI pase p` paHc laq =va to >o) paHc laqexuH, kroDo pDã Ke AenI pase \Uz Aahaha... godIkaÒ¦ paHc laq =va >o khe Ke. paHclaq xuH? paHc kroD =va >o Aem. Aahaha... p` paHc kroD =ay toy ÉãH hve Aa„ameHÉã? Aahaha... Ae to pr cIj hE, pr cIj _skI pas AatI hE? prko to KUte hI nhÄkwI tIn kazmeH, l"mIko KUte hI nhÄ tIn kazmeH, xrIrko KUte hI nhÄ tIn kazmeH SƒIkaxrIrko Kute hI nhÄ tIn kazmeH. ha=maH Aa pEsa hE to _sko KUte hI nhÄ AaTma tInkazmeH. Aahahaha...

ƒIÒ ga=ameH Aaya hE ne, ƒIÒ? smysar, ke drek pda=R Apna Apna gu nepyaRy$pI \mRko cUHbte hE, p` ANy ãVykI pyaRyko kwI tIn kazmeH cUHbte nhÄ.Aahahaha... ƒIÒ ga=a Ke. (]ota:- inüy se) Vyvhar to k=nmaƒ, hE nhÄ, hE.inüyse cUHbte nhI, Vyvharse cUHbte hE. hE? Ae inüyse cUHbte nhÄ AEse prma=Rse wIcUHbte nhI, Vyvharsey cUHbte nhÄ. Aahaha... Aahaha¦ khnemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha...wgvaney Aem Vyvharse khe, xrIr ne Aa„a Aek hE Aem Vyvharnyse khenemeH AatahE, Apne n Aaya phele smysarmeH? p` Vyvhar hE ne inim¿$pe hE to btate hE [tna,p` Ae sCca nhÄ hE. Aahahaha...

AhÄ to dxRn &an ne cairƒ je Apna wgvanka AvlHbnse _Tpþ honvalIpyaRy, _sko Vyvhar kha, wed hE ne? Aahahaha... hÒ to Aagz lega Ae dxRn &ancairƒ in]yka Ôe hE pyaRy Ae wedko meck kha hE. kzxmaH Aayega, meck Ae miln hE.

ga=a - 16, }lok - 1p-16-17


266 smysar isiâ wag-2Aahahahaha... milnka A=R? ke tIn wed hE, to Ae miln khenemeH Aata (hE) wedko AaErAwedko inmRz khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦

Aek ÔnIAe deqIAe, rmI rhIAe Aek @or,smz ivmz n ivcarIye AehI isâI nhÄ AaEr

Aek ÔÌAe deqIAe, wgvan Aa„ane Ô`na deqna ne rmna bs, AehI isi|\,nhÄ Aor, ;smz' Vyvharka wed Ae smz khenemeH Aata hE. inüyko Awedko inmRzkhenemeH Aata hE. smz inmRz, wed n ivcarIye, AehI Ae isi|\ nhÄ AaEr, }lok hEga=ano kzx Aavxe _ska }lok smysar na!kmeH, Amare ivrÒwa{ bhu kheta, ivrÒvikl-kai@yavaDmeH idgHbr xaÏka AWyas phele _sko, bhot vØR huAa nevHu Aeka uvØRe gujrI gya Ae to, Aa varHvar kheta, Aek deqIAe ÔÌAe, Aek wgvan iƒloknana= Aene deqIAe, ÔÌAe, rmIAe bs, smz ivmz n ivcarIAe, wed Ane Awedkaivcar nhÄ krna. Aahaha¦ AehI isi|\, AehI mui›ka _pay hE. nih AaEr ANy _payhE ih nhÄ. Aahaha.. AakrI vatuH lage ma`sne, isâaHt j AEsa hE, vStukI iS=it AEsIhE. lokone mzI n=I saHwzvane grbD kre Ae!le kaH{ sTy ={ Ôy? Ane bhu ma`smane ma!e sTy ho ÔAe? sTy to sTy ih hE, mannevala =oDa FàH _ske kar`se AesTy nhÄ hE, ke bhot ma`s mante hE _ske kar`se Ae sTy hE Ane =oDa mante hE ma!eAsTy hE AEsI ko{ cIj nhÄ. Aaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

wgvan Aa„a¦ Aahaha¦ kale Aek ihNdI be jà hta, gya ke nhÄ. ihHdI be jÀaVya'ta ko{, bhot quxI hota =a, Aap`ne AÔ~ya hta. Aahaha... Aa vat sfzÒvn. (]ota:- malamal kr idya Aem khete =e¦) hEH¦ kal do khete =e. Aaya =a, xamkoAaya =a. Aa ÉãHna Ke kaH{ qbr nhÄ p`, Aohoho... Aa vStu iS=it ijHdgIne sfzkrnekI cIj hE. Ae to ibcara quxI =ya ke sfz huAa Aa Amara Avtar, Aahaha¦ AreAa ÝwunI vat, Aahaha¦ wgvanna smIpe Ôna, AaEr dUrse h@na, Aahaha...¦ ragaidivkLpse h@na Ane iƒkazI AanHdka na=nI smIpmeH Ôna Ae magR hE.

wava=R:- Aa„a dxRn &an cairƒ tInoH Aa„akI pyaRy hE, ko{ iwþ vStu nhÄ.{silye sa\u puruØoko Aek Aa„ako hI sevn krna hI inüy hE. deqo ƒ`ka (wedka)sevn KoDkr Aekka sevn, Aahaha... AaEr Vyvharse dUsroHko wI yhI _pdex krnacahIye. Aahaha¦

{sI A=Rka kzx$p kaVy. (AnuÚuwŸ)dxRn&ancairƒEiÏTvadekTvt: SvymŸ.mecko½mecküaip smmaTma Ýma`t:.. 16..

Aahahaha¦ deqo, Ýma` ¹iÚse deqa Ôye, Awedne wed doko deqnese Ýma`sedeqna. Ýma` nam Awedko deqna ne wedko deqna Ae Ýma` ¹iÚ hE, Ýma` ¹iÚse deqaÔye to yh Aek ih Aa„a AekI sa= Anek AvS=a$p meck wI hE. Aahahahaha...


267sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ je Aa„ake AvlHbe je inüy huAa. _sko AihHya pyaRy

hE, wed hE ma!e meck kha. Vyvhar hE, mel hE. Aahahaha¦ wed _pr lÙ krega to rag_Tpþ hoga. meck hE, Vyvhar hE, Aahaha¦ kya kha? Aek hI sa= Anek AvS=a$pAe!le sMyGdxRn &an-cairƒ$p AaEr Aek AvS=a$p Awed wI hE, Anek AvS=a$p wIhE Ane Aek$p wI hE, Aek$p hE Ae inüy, Anek AvS=a$p hE Ae Vyvhar, doko Aek sa=Ônna Ae Ýma`. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AavuH dxRn &an cairƒne to iƒtTv hE AaErApnese Apneko AekTv hE. deqo¦ vo meck hE Ae dxRn &an cairƒse iƒtTv hE Ae meckhE, tInpàH hE Vyvhar hE AaEr Apnese Aekpneka wav inüy hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAate hE¦ ga=a AlaEikk =I sb. 13, 14, 1p, 16, 13 se clI hE ixÙ` ixibrmaH.Aahaha¦

wgvan Aa„a AHdr Aek$p hE to _skI sevna Ae inüy hE AaEr _skI pyaRy wedesevna khena Ae meck nam Vyvhar hE. rag ne Vyvhar rTnƒyka sevnkI bat AhÄyahE nhÄ. AhÄ to inüy rTnƒykI sevna vo pyaRy hE ma!e Vyvhar hE, ma!e meck hE, AneAek ka sevna Ae Awed ne Ameck hE. Aek ko sevna Ae Awed hE, inüy hE, Ameck hE,pyaRy wedko sevna Ae meck hE, Vyvhar hE, Anek hE. Aahaha¦ Ae Anek AvS=ako wIÔnna Ane Aek$p cIjko Ôe Ônna Ae Ýma`&an khenemeH Aata hE. AavI waØa, k{ÔtnI Aa? g‡Ik le!In jevuH lage AÔ~ya maàne to xuH Ke Aa? AolI vat AevI shelIhoy ke Aa kro, Aa kro ne Aa kro ne Aa kro, ={ ræuH Ôv. wgvannuH |yan kro.wgvannuH Smr` kro. Aahaha¦ \UzmaHy nih hE Ae to sb ivkLp rag hE wgvan toAa„a hE _ska Smr` krna dxRn &an cairƒmeH Ae wI wed hE. Aahahahaha¦ Ane Aek$peAHdrmaH rm` krna Ae Awed Aek hE Ae inüy hE. Aahahaha¦

wava=R:- Ýma` ¹iÚmeH tInkaz Sv$p vStu ãVy pyaRy Sv$p deqI ÔtI hE, deqo¦Ýma` ¹iÚse, Ýma` nam ãVy ne pyaRy doka &an krnese, Ýma` ¹iÚmeH tIn kaz Sv$pvStu, ãVy ne pyaRy doih deqI ÔtI hE. ãVy wI deqa Ôta hE ne pyaRy wI deqI ÔtI hE,[sIilye Aa„ako wI AekI sa= Aek Anek$p deqna caihAe, vStu trIke Aek, pyaRytrIke Anek. doko Aek sa= deqna Ae Ýma` &an hE. Ý-ma` nam ãVy ne pyaRynuH mapkrnevaluH &an. Aahaha¦ Ý-ma` ÝkÚe map krnevala Anek pyaRyko map kre te VyvharhE, Aek$pka Ýma` kre te inüy, Ae do imlkr Ýma` hE. Aaha... Are AavI vatuH Ke.bapa¦ Aa smysar Aolo khe ke pHdr idvsmaH vaHcI gyo. @Ik bapa (]ota:- hÇixyarhoy to vaHcI de) hÇixyar \UzmeH hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- vaHcvamaH bhu hÇixyar hxe)vaHce toy xuH kre. kI\uH nhotuH wa{Ae ramÒwa{Ae kæuH n htuH ramÒwa{Ae kale, beratmaH vaHcI naQyuH htuH. AemaH xuH? Aahaha¦ Aena wav-“vaHce p` nhÄ kre ivcar, Aesmje nihH sFzo sar” Amare copDImeH Aata =a ye. poòso vØR phele, p#nemeH Aata=a vaHce p` nhÄ kre ivcar dlptram =a kiv, Ae vaHce p` nhÄ kre ivcar, kya hE? Aa

ga=a - 16, }lok - 1p-16-17


268 smysar isiâ wag-2kya khete hE, wavka qbr nih Ae smje nih sFzo sar, kaH{ smje nih sar \Uz-\a`I, smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ Ae=I moÙmagR ÝkaxkmeH khane, smiktI AnuwvI]ota hE, p` rhSyko Ônnevala hE k{ ApeÙase kha vo Ônnevala hE inüy VyvharkoÔnnevala hE, AnuwvI hÇ. Aahahaha¦

ny, Ab ny ivvÙa khte hE phele Ýma` ikya ãVy ne pyaRy doka &an Aek sa=krna Ae Ýma` hE, doka Aek sa= &an krna Ae Ýma` hE, hve Aek ka, Aek ka &an krnaAe inüy hE.

dxRn&ancairƒEiÏiw: pir`tTvt:.Oko½ip iœaSvwavTvaä˜vhare meck:.. 17 ..

Aahahaha¦ Aa„a Aek hE t=aip Vyvhar¹iÚse deqa Ôy to tIn Svwav$ptakekar`, ƒ` Svwav hoH, Aa &an dxRn cairƒ inüy Svwav, Aahahaha¦ tInSvwav$ptake kar`, tIn Ae!le ƒ` Ýkarna. smjmeH Aaya? Anekakar Ae meck Ae!leAnekakar$p, Ae meck hE, ƒ` dxRn &an ne cairƒ Ae meck hE, wed hE, Vyvhar hE.Aahaha¦ kzx !IkameH to AEsa kha hE, ke meck nam miln kheneka Vyvhar hE. smjmeHAaya? kzx!Ika hE ne? 17 mo Ke ne, 17 mo kzx kzx 17 meH Aaya, deqo¦ Vyvhare Hgu gu I$p wed ¹iÚse miln hE, meckno A=R j miln ilya hE. kya kha? smjmeHAaya? Aahaha¦ pyaRy¹iÚ, pyaRyko deqo, wedko to khete hE miln hE, milnka A=R?wedse lÙ krnese ivkLp _Tpþ hota hE, pyaRyka lÙ krnese ivkLp _Tpþ hota hE.meckno A=R Ae ikya, 17 kzxmeH “Aek: Aip Vyvhare , meck:” ãVy ¹iÚse Ôe ke ÒvãVy xuâ hE, top` gu gu I ke wedkI ¹iÚse miln hE, te p` konI ApeÙase? dxRn &ancairƒ ƒ` hE, shj gu o jena, te p` kevuH hova=I? jem ke dxRn &an cairƒ Ae ƒ`gu o$pe pir`me Ke, te=I wedbuiâ p` F!e Ke. hE, pyaRy hE, p` miln khe Ke. Aahaha¦(]ota:- Ae Vyvhar A|ya„ka) A|ya„ka Vyvhar hE, Aa kzx!Ika hE rajmLlÒ.Aahahaha¦

Aa„a Aek hE t=aip VyvharnI ¹iÚAe deqa Ôye to tIn Svwavke kar` Anekakarmeckka A=R Anekakar, TyaH _sko meckka A=R miln, Aahahaha... AaEr vh dxRn &ancairƒ tIn wavose pir`mn krta hE. Aahaha¦ meck, Ke ne? kyÇik dxRn &an cairƒtIn Svwavse pir`mn krte hE, ne tIn tIn$pe sMyk (dxRn) inüy &ayk &an nesMykŸ cairƒ, p` tIn$pe pir`mn krte hE to meck nam Vyvhar khenemeH Aata hE.Aahahaha¦ Ae milnno A=R {. wed kho, meck kho, Vyvhar kho, miln kho, wgvaniƒkazIko Awed kho, inüy kho, Ameck kho, inmRz kho Aam Ke wa{¦ AakrI vatwa{¦ A|ya„no Vyvhar Aa. Aahaha¦ v‡t dya dan Aaidno ivkLp Ae to AsdŸwUtVyvhar, Aagmno Vyvhar. Aahaha¦ Aa A|ya„ka Vyvhar¦ inüy sMyGdxRn&ancairƒ {sko Vyvhar kho Anekakar kho, miln kho, meck kho. Aahahaha¦ hE?


269wava=R: “xuâ ãVyai=Rknyse Aa„a Aek hE, jb _s nyko Ý\an krke kha Ôta

hE tb pyaRyai=Rk ny gaE ho ÔtI hE” dxRn &an cairƒ tInoH hE, gaE ho Ôta he.{silye Aek ko tIn$p pir`mn hona khena Vyvhar huAa AsTya=R wI huAa. Aahahaha¦inüy sMyGdxRn &an cairƒp`e tInp`e khena Vyvhar huAa, AsTya=R huAa.Aahahahaha¦ (]ota:- meck =yo Ae!le rag =yo miln =yo) na, Aem nhÄ. Aenekheneka Vyvhar AEsa hE bs. smjmeH Aaya? wed hE _sko miln kheneka Vyvhar,Aahaha¦ hE to inmRz pyaRy tInoH. p` tIn p‡karka wed khena Ae Vyvhar miln khenemeHAaya. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:- SvKHdtanI jevuH to n=I lagtuH Aem khe Ke)konI jevuH? (]ota:- SvCKHdta jevuH to n=I lagtuH) Aa cale AemaH |yan raqo to b\HuAavI Ôxe. Ae pUKneka ÝsHg rhete hI nhÄ, AEsI bat SpÚ AatI hE. Aahaha¦ AhÄyato Sv$p Ôe Aek$p cEtNy hE, ãVyai=Rkse, _sko tIn wed$pe khena pyaRyai=Rknyseinüy sMyGdxRn &an cairƒko pyaRy$pse khena Ae Vyvhar hE, Ane vo miln khenemeHAata hE, wednI ApeÙase, ivxeØ khega Lyo. (]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev.)

}lok - 18 - 19

(AnuÚuwŸ)prma=eRn tu Vy›&at<TvßyoitØEkk:.svRwavaNtr|vHisSvwavTvadmeck:..18..

hve prma=Rny=I khe Ke:-

}loka=R:- (prma=eRn tu) xuâ inüyny=I ÔevamaH Aave to (Vy›&at<Tv-ßyoitØa) Ýg! &ay›aßyoitmaƒ=I (Okk:) Aa„a AekSv$p Ke (svR-wavaNtr-|vHis-SvwavTvatŸ) kar` ke xuâãVyai=Rk ny=I svR ANyãVyna Svwavot=a ANyna inim¿=I =ta ivwavone dUr krva$p teno Svwav Ke, (Ameck:)te=I te ;Ameck' Ke-xuâ Aekakar Ke.

wava=R:- wed¹iÚne gaE krI Awed¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave to AaTma Aekakarj Ke, te j Ameck Ke. 18.

(AnuÚuwŸ)AaTmniüNtyEvalH meckameckTvyo:.dxRn&ancairƒE: sa|yisiânR caNy=a .. 19..

AaTmane Ýma`-ny=I meck, Ameck kìao, te icHtane m!aDI jem sa|ynIisiâ =ay tem krvuH Aem hve khe Ke:-

}loka=R:- (AaTmn:) Aa Aa„a (meck-AmeckTvyo:) meck Ke-wed$p

}lok - 18 - 19


270 smysar isiâ wag-2Anekakar Ke t=a Ameck Ke-Awed$p Aekakar Ke (icNtya Ov AlH) AevI icHta=Ito bs =aAo. (sa|yisiâ:) sa|y Aa„anI isiâ to (dxRn-&an-cairƒE:) dxRn,&an ne cairƒ-Ae ƒ` wavo=I j Ke, (n c ANy=a) bIÒ rIte n=I (Ae inym Ke).

wava=R:- AaTmana xuâ SvwavnI saÙatŸ Ýaiº A=va svR=a moÙ te sa|yKe. AaTma meck Ke ke Ameck Ke Aeva ivcaro j maƒ kyaR krva=I te sa|y isâ =tuHn=I¸ prHtu dxRn A=aRtŸ xuâ SvwavnuH Avlokn, &an A=aRtŸ xuâ SvwavnuH ÝTyÙÔ`p uH Ane cairƒ A=aRtŸ xuâ SvwavmaH iS=rta-temna=I j sa|ynI isiâ =ayKe. Aa j moÙmagR Ke, te isvay bIÔe ko{ moÙmagR n=I.

VyvharI loko pyaRymaH-wedmaH smje Ke te=I AhÄ &an, dxRn, cairƒnawed=I smÔVyuH Ke. 19.

Ývcn nH. 77 ga=a - 16 }lok - 18-19 wadrva sud-1 ta. 3-9-78 sH. 2504

(AnuÚuwŸ)prma=eRn tu Vy›&at<TvßyoitØEkk:.svRwavaNtr|vHisSvwavTvadmeck: ..18..

kya khete hE? xuâ inüynyse deqa Ôy to Ýg! Vy› nam Ýg! &ayk Svwavßyoit maƒse Aa„a Aek Sv$p hE. Aahaha¦ AHtr ¹iÚse xuânyse deqne pr &aykVyÉt Ýg! &ayk Svwav Aek njrmeH, ¹iÚmeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ xuâ inüyse deqa Ôyto ;Vy› &at<Tv ßyoit' Vy› nam Ýg! &at<Tv ßyoit wav, Aeklo &aykmaƒ.Aahahaha... Ae &ankI Ý\antase k=n hE, p` hE AnHt AnHt AnHt gu Ae AnHtgu ka AHt nhÄ {tna &ayk Svwav maƒ Aa„a, AHtmuRq deqnese Aek$p &aykmaƒÝg! deqnemeH nam ]âameH Aata hE. Aahaha... _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE. Aek Aa„a AekSv$p hE. Aahaha¦

“svRwavaNtr |vHisSvwavTvatŸ” Éya xuâ ãVyai=Rknyse AHtmuRq SvwavkI¹iÚse deqnese, Aaha... Amap Amap gu ka wHDar wgvan _skI xuâ ãVynI ¹iÚse,AHtrmeH Aek$p, Ôe ke gu ka AHt nih TyaH, {tna gu hE _smeH ke gu ka AHt nihH, ke AaAnHt AnHtmeH ke Aa AaqIrka AnHtna Aa AHt hE AEsa nhÄ, Ane AaqIrka AnHtmeHAa Aaiqrka AHx hE, AEsa wI nhÄ, Aahahahaha¦ Ýg!, Vy› nam Ýg!, AHtr &aykßyoit, AHtmuRq Aek$p deqnese ANy ãVyka Svwav Ane ANy ãVyke inim¿se honevalaivwavse dUr krne$p _ska Svwav hE, Aahahaha¦

kya khete hE? “svRwav ¼vHisÀvat” wgvan pU aRnHdka na= SvwavkI, Aa]yse¹iÚ honese, Ae _ska Svwav ragaid ivwavka nax krneka Svwav hE, ragaidkaVyvhar rTnƒyko _Tpþ krna Ae _ska Svwav nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? p`


271vo Vyvhar ragaid hE Ae wgvan &anSv$p, Aga\-Aga\ xi›ka Ýwu wHDar AeAahahaha.... Vy› Ýg! &at< hE, _ska Svwav ivwavka nax krneka Svwav hE.Vyvhar rTnƒyka rag _Tpþ krneka to Svwav nih p` _ska nax krneka SvwavhE. Aahahahaha¦

bhu vat, ATyare to Ae cale ke Vyvhar kro v‡t tp wi› pUÔ Ae inüynepmaDxe, Are Ýwu, Aahaha¦ (ßyaH) inüy vStu hE TyaH ragka SpxR nhÄ. Aahahaha¦AHtr vStu Aek smymaH pirpU R AnHt \mR nam gu ka smuday$p Aek$p. Aahaha¦ ƒ`dxRn &an cairƒkI pyaRyp e pir`mna AEse deqna vo to Vyvhar hE Ane _sko milnkheneka Vyvhar hE. Aahahaha¦ kyÇ? ke ny Ai\karmaH AaVyuH Ke ne nymaH KeLle nihAxuâ-xuâ, Aahahaha... ma!ImeH _ska Anek vas`kI pyaRyse deqo to Ae Axuânyse hE.Aahahaha¦ Ane ma!Ika Aek$p deqo to xuânyse hE, Aahahaha¦ Aem wgvan Aa„a_skI dxRn &an cairƒkI pyaRy inmRz, Aahahaha¦ pyaRyse deqo to Ae Axuâny hE.Aahahaha¦ TyaH meck kha =a ne dxRn &an cairƒka? wa{ margDa j¡da bhu p‡wubharna hoHxe ne hrqe caLyuH Ôy jgt Anaidse. Ae Vyvhar rTnƒyna hoHxmaH p`Vyvhar to hE nhÄ _sko inüy ibna, p` Ae mante hE ke hmare Vyvhar hE, ke v‡t ne tpne, wi›ne, kØay-xuwwav Ôerdar {tna cle. Aahaha... Ýwu¦ Ae to AhÄya khete hEke Ae to rag hE AxuâtakI _Tpi¿ hE _skI to AhÄya bat hE hI nhÄ, p` Aek$pwgvan Aa„a prma=Rse Ôe deqa Ôy to Ae Svwav _ska Aesa hE ke wedka Axuâkanax krneka Svwav hE. Aahahahaha¦

dUsrI ¹iÚse khIAe to Ae pyaRy dxRn &an cairƒkI pyaRyse deqo to Ae AxuânyhE, Aahahaha¦ ragkI bat AhÄya nhÄ, fkt wgvan Aek$pe AnHtgu no Vy›Ýg!$p Sv$p _skI ¹iÚse deqo to Aek$p hE Ae, Ane Ae ApeÙaAe inmRz hE, Awed hE.Aahaha¦ Ae xuâ ãVyai=Rknyka ivØy hE, ßyare Ae dxRn &an ne cairƒp e pir`me AeVyvharnyka ivØy hE, Ae Axuânyka ivØy hE, Ae wed$pny hE, vo to milnta khenemeHAaya hE. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat hE. (]ota:- p‡yojnwUt vat Ke.) hEH? Aahaha¦ Anewgvan Aek$pe iƒkaz hE Ae _pr AHtrnI ¹iÚ lganese ãVyai=Rkny ãVy nam AqHDpU R vStu Awedno A=R, AhÄya AqHD Aek vStu _skI ¹iÚse deqo to Aek$p Sv$p hE,AemaH ƒ` wed je dxRn &an cairƒna pir`mn Ae wed Ae wed wI _smeH Aata nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ ßyaH gaE ho Ôta hE - ApnI inmRz sMyGdxRn &an cairƒkI pyaRy wIiƒkazIko deqnese, Ae inmRz pyaRy wI Vyvhar, gaE ho Ôta hE. Aahahaha¦ AavuHSv$p Ke wa{ Ae rIte n bese, Sv$p j AEsa hE. Aahaha¦ Axuâp e pir`mna _skIto bat khaH rhI? Aahaha... v‡t ne tp ne wi› ne pUÔ Ae to pir`am Axuâ hE.Aahaha¦ yhaH to xuâ Sv$p wgvan Aa„a ApnI pyaRymeH dxRn &an cairƒp epir`me to Aene p` Axuânyka ivØy khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

}lok - 18-19


272 smysar isiâ wag-2_sko meck kha hE, _sko Vyvhar kha hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae ÝvcnsarkI 46 ne 47

ny hE, car ne K ne carne sat, Axuâ phelI hE vo. Aahaha¦ Aa„ako Aek$p deqna voxuâny nam y=a=R ¹iÚ hE, Ane pyaRy wedse sMyGdxRn &an cairƒna pyaRy wedsedeqna Ae Axuâny hE, _sko AhÄya meck kha hE. Aare AavI vatuH Ke bapa. lokonItkrar to hÒ bharnI Ke. Vyvhar dya dan v‡t wi› tp Aa!luH shn kre pirØh AneAa b\uH Aena=I pamxe. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- b\I bharnI vatuH Ke AHdrnuH kaH{ n Aave)bharnI vato, AHtrno na=, Svwavno sagr Aek$pne deqnese Ae sMyGdxRn hota hE,Aahaha¦ Ae iƒkazI xuâko deqnese, Awed kho ke xuâ kho, ãVy kho, Awed kho, xuâ kho,ãVyai=Rknyna ivØy kho, Aahahaha... _skI ¹iÚse wgvan Aek$p hE, Ae vStu Svwavivwavka nax krneka Svwav hE, ivwav kI _Tpi¿ krneka _ska Svwav nhÄ. Aahaha¦gjb vat hE. smjmeH Aaya? AqHD Aek SvwavkI ¹iÚmeH Aek Svwav Ae ivwavkanax krneka _ska Svwav hE. hE deqo¦

svRwavaNtrmŸ, wavaNtr nam Apna wav isvay Alava Anera wav wedwav,Axuâwav, rag wavaid, Aahahahaha... Are dxRn &an cairƒkI pyaRy wedwav,Aahaha¦ hE? svR wavaNtr Apna &ayk wavse AHtr, Anera, Aahahaha... Apna&aykSvwav Sv$p Aek$pse Anera, rag ke wedwav, Aahahahaha... “wavaNtr|vHisSvwavTvatŸ” _ska to nax krneka Svwav hE. Aahaha¦ Ýwu¦ to Vyvharseinüy hota hE Ae vatto bDI im+yaTvwav hE. smjmeH Aaya? }lok bhu ACKa AayahE. Aahaha¦ bhu wyuÅ Ke. Aohoho¦

AHtmuRq ¹iÚse deqnese Aek$p deqnemeH Aata hE, Ane Ae Aek$p ¹iÚ ho _ska namsMyGdxRn Ane Ae Svwav Aek$p je idqte hE _ska Svwav AEsa hE ke wedko AneAxuâtako nax krneka Svwav hE. Aahahahaha¦ Ae AqHD ne Awed ne xuâ Ôe SvwavhE Ae wedko ne ragko _Tpþ kre AEsa to _ska Svwav nhÄ. Aahaha¦ gjb vat krte hE.

pu~y ne pu~yna pir`am Vyvhar rTnƒy v‡t ne tp ne wi› ne pUÔ ne gjr=Aaha... AEsa xuwwav, _ska Svwav wgvanka Aek$p hE, Ae wed-Axuâtaka naxkrneka Svwav hE. vo to @Ik, p` vo Aek$p SvwavkI ¹iÚse, Aek$p Svwav dxRn &ancairƒ Ôe wed hE _ska wI Awav krneka Svwav hE. Aahahahaha¦ wedka wI naxkrneka Svwav hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. Arere¦ bhu ga=a AlaEikk Ke.

prma=eRn, prma=eR Ae!le Aa prno prma=R krvo Ae? Aahaha¦ (]ota:- iƒkazSvwavno SvIkar krvo) prma=R nam prm pda=RnI ¹iÚse Aem, prmpda=R wgvanpU aRnHd AnHt AanHdka kHd Ae, Aahahaha... prm pda=RnI ¹iÚse deqne pr, Aahaha... AeÝg! &ayk ßyoitmaƒ Aa„a Aek Sv$p hE. Aahahaha... xuâko deqnese-Awedko deqnese,Aahaha... Ae Aek$p Svwav hE, Aek$p kho, xuâ kho, Awed kho. Aahaha... AaEr Ae xuâSvwav, Aek$p Svwavka Axuâtaka pyaRy wedka wI Awav krneka Svwav hE. Aavo


273magR Aakro pDe ma`sne xuH =ay wa{? mo!a JFDa AamaH _wa =yaH Ke ne? wa{margDa Ýwuna. Aahaha¦

vItrag Svwav$pe xuâ pDa hE ne Ýwu AqHD Vy› Ýg!. Aahaha¦ _sko deqneseAek$p hI hE Ane Aek$p ãVyka Svwav Anek$p Axuâta ne wedka nax krneka SvwavhE. Aahahaha¦ kyÇik AwedkI AekkI ¹iÚmeH wed deqnemeH Aata nhÄ, vo kar e wedka wIAwav krneka Svwav hE. Aahahaha¦ Aey¦ kya wed? sMyGdxRn &an cairƒkI pyaRyinmRz Ae wed. Aahaha¦ Ae Axuânyka ivØy hE, Axuâny kho, Vyvhar kho, meck kho,Aene miln kheneka Vyvhar kho. Aahahahahaha¦

wgvan Aek$p Svwav je iƒkaz, _sko xuâ kho, inmRz kho, Aek kho,ãVyai=Rknyka ivØy kho. Aahaha¦ Ae xuâny Sv$p kho, Ae Svwav _ska, Aahaha..._skI ¹iÚ krnese AEsa pU R Svwavka Aa]y lenese, pU R Svwavka AvlHbn lenese,pU R Svwavka Aek$pka SvIkar krnese, Aahahaha... AavI cIj Ke AakrI. Ae wedsvRwavaNtr hE ne? svRwavaNtr, Apna Awed Svwav isvay- Alava, Aahahaha...svRwavaNtr Apna &ayk Aek$pwavse Anera wav Axuâ ne pyaRy wed sbka naxkrneka Svwav hE. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AlaEikk bat hE Ýwu¦ Ae cEtNynIlIla AlaEikk AHdr hE. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

ijskI pyaRy AHtmuRq honese AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHtgu ka ipHD Ýwu jegu ka KeLla AaqIrka Aa, AEse nhÄ (AsIm) _ska sMyG&an p¿a le lete hE. kya khaAe? bapu &an Ae!le Aa xaÏka w`tr ne Ae kaH{ &an nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AHtr jeSv$p je AqHD Awed (_ska) &an huAa, Ae &ankI pyaRy AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHtAEsa gu ka Ýkar ijska AHt nhÄ gu kI sHQyaka AEsa AnHtka, pyaRy &ankI AHt leletI hE, AHt nam _ska &an kr le letI hE. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

marg wa{¦ ATyare to F`I grbD ={ g{ne, ATyare to Aa cor ko!valne dHDeAevuH ={ gyuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ýwu sTy to Aa Ke ne na=¦ Aahaha¦ taro sahebo AHdrAnHt AanHdna gu aid=I wrelo Ýwu Ke ne na=¦ Aahaha¦ Ae tara sahebanI sHpda xuHkhevI, kya khenI? Ýwu terI sHpda ne tera gu kI sHQya kya khenI? Aahaha¦ AEse Aek$pAnHtgu honepr wI wedkI ¹iÚ n krnese, Aahahahaha... Aek$p AwedkI ¹iÚ krnese,Ae xuâ kho, _sko Awed kho, _sko Aek kho, Ae Awed ne Aek ne xuâ ¹iÚ A=va Awedxuâ ne Aek Svwav, Axuâta ne Anek wavka nax krneka _ska Svwav hE. Aahahaha¦wle pyaRy hE, p` _sko gaE kr deneka _ska Svwav hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?xxIwa{¦ AavuH Ke Sv$p wa{¦ Aahahaha¦

bhu }lok AlaEikk hE, AamaH ivxeØ kya Aaya? svRwavaHtriCKde. Aahahahaha¦wgvan AHdr gu gu Ika wedse wI riht Awed, Aek xuâ ãVy ijska Ýyojn hE AEsanyse deqo to, Aahahaha... Ae Svwav Aek$p hE AEsI ¹iÚ hu{ to sMyGdxRn huAa.

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274 smysar isiâ wag-2Aahaha¦ sMykŸ nam sTy dxRn huAa, kyÇik Awed vStu hE hI, Ae xuâ hE, Aek hE, AEsI¹iÚ hu{ to Ae sMykŸ, sTy ¹iÚ hu{. Aahahaha¦ AaEr ragkI ¹iÚ hE Ae to im+ya¹iÚ_sse law mannevala p` _ska &an dxRn cairƒka inmRz pyaRyka wedka lÙ hE, AeAxuâta ne Vyvhar khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke wa{¦ wgvan pU aRnHdkana= Aek$p Sv$p. Aahaha¦ cEtNy rTnakr, cEtNyna AnHt rTnoka Aakar nam smuã,vo Vy› nam Ýg! hE vStu, Ae _pr ¹iÚ denese Aek$pta ¹iÚmeH Aata hE, Ane AeAek$pka Svwav, Awedka Svwav, xuâka Svwav, Ae Apna Awedwav SvwavAlava, Anera wavka Awav krneka Svwav hE. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke.

bhu }lok, Aohoho¦ sHtoAe =oDa xBdomeH sara dirya wr idya hE, gagrmeH sagrwr idya hE. Aahaha¦ sagrnuH icƒ bnavIne gagrmaH naqe Ae kaH{ sagr nhÄ.Aahaha¦ =oDa xBdomeH sara sagr wr idya hE AHdr. Ýwu terI par nhÄ Ýwu tuH AEsa hEne na=, tara gu no par nhÄ {tna gu KtaH to hm AEse Vy› Aek$p khenemeH AatahE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ dxRn, 14 mI ga=amaH dxRnka Ai\kar huAa. 15 meH &anka16 meH dxRn &an siht Aa iS=rtaka Ai\kar hE. Aahaha¦ ßyaH wgvan Aek$p hE AEsI¹iÚ hu{, TyaH iS=rta krna hE Ae Aek$p SvwavmeH iS=rta ne rm`ta krna hE, to hÒAek$p Svwav ¹iÚmeH Aaya nhÄ _sko iS=rta khaH krna? Aahaha¦ to _sko cairƒto khaHse Aata hE? AhÄ Aem khete hE. smjmeH Aaya?

AnHt AnHt \mR Sv$p wgvan Aek$p, Aek$p ¹iÚmeH Aaya nhÄ, vednmeH AayanhÄ, AnuwvmeH Aaya nhÄ, to _smeH rmna Ae cIj to ¹iÚmeH AayI nhÄ to rmna khaHsehoga? Aahaha¦ KteH... Ae Sv$pkI ]âa &an ne rm`ta tIn wedka lÙ krna AeAxuânyka ivØy hE. Aahahahaha... Ae Axuânyka ivØyko Awav krna Aek$p SvwavkaSvwav hE. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

ANy ãVyke Svwav AaEr ANy ãVyke inim¿se honevale ivwavko dUr krne$p_ska Svwav hE, {silye Ae Ameck hE, ko`? iƒkazI &aykwav Ae Ameck hE, Aek hE,xuâ hE, Aahahaha¦ Ane pyaRynaH wedo Anek hE, Axuâ hE, Vyvhar hE, miln khenemeH AatahE. Aahaha¦ Aa vaÌ ÉãH Ke wa{? idgHbr sHto Ae to kevz&annaH keDayto, kevz&anneqDa raQya Ke. Aahahaha¦ ƒ` bol ilya, Ameck hE, xuâ hE, Aekakar hE, Aem. pyaRywed Ae Axuâ hE, Anek hE, Anekakar hE, Aahaha... kya Anek? dxRn &an cairƒkIpyaRy$pe ƒ`$pe hona Ae Axuâ hE Anekakar hE. Aahahaha¦ Aek nhÄ, Anek hE, VyvharhE, gjb vat hE p‡wu. Aahaha¦ rajmLlkI !IkameH to meck, miln kheneka Vyvhar hEAEsa kha hE. Aahahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ bhu }lok êco Ke, waGyxazIne to Aena A=oR kanepDe AevI vat Ke. Aahahaha¦ AamaH tkrar ne vad-ivvade ÉãH par pDe? (]ota:-AHdrmaH to sma{ jvanI vat Ke) Aahaha¦ ßyaH AihHya Sv$p je Aek$p Ke, _sko AeAek$p xuâ ne Awed kha, Ae &an dxRn cairƒnI inmRz pyaRy$pe pir`me, _sko wI


275Axuâ Vyvhar meck miln (kha). Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya¦

wava=R:- wed ¹iÚko gaE krke Aem kha, nax krkeno A=R gaE krke yUH. smjmeHAaya? dxRn &an ne cairƒkI pyaRy _sko wed hE to _sko gaE kr idya, AqHD&aykwavkI ¹iÚmeH _skI ko{ ikHmt nhÄ, gaE kr idya. Aahahaha... naxvan kæo ne?Svwav AEsa hE ke wedko Ane Anerako nax krneka, _ska A=R ikya hE, ke nax krnekaA=R kya? smjmeH Aaya? ke wed ¹iÚ ko gaE krke yUH. Aahaha¦ inmRz pyaRy &an dxRncairƒkI hE, p` vo _sko gaE krke, Aahaha... _sko iƒkazI Svwav nax krnekaSvwav AEsa khenemeH Aaya hE. gaE krkeno A=R? _skI ko{ g`trI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦g`trImaH lenekI cIj to Ae AqHD AanHd xuâ Ae Aek hI hE. Aahaha... Aahahaha...

Aavo magR, vStunuH Sv$p AEsa hE, pyaRyko gaE kre ibna ¹iÚ ãVykI hogI hInhÄ Ane ãVykI ¹iÚ hu{ TyaH sMyGdxRn Aaid pyaRy p` gaE ho ÔtI hE kyÇik AwedmeHwed idqte nhÄ. Ae satmI ga=a, wed¹iÚko gaE krke Awed ¹iÚse deqa ÔAe to Aa„aAekakar hI hE, xuâ hE, Aek hE, Awed hE, inüy hE, vhI Ameck hE, Ae inmRz hE, ware kam wa{¦

Aa„ako Ýma` nyse meck Ameck kha, kya khete hE? iƒkazIkI ¹iÚse AmeckhE, pyaRy ¹iÚse meck hE, dohI Ýma`se meck Ameck dohI kha, Ýma` Ae!le dohIkoÔnnevala Ýma`se meck Ameck kha, _s icHtako im!akr, Aahaha... Ae p` ivkLp hE,pÙ hE. Aahaha¦ vEse, jEse sa|ykI isiâ ho, Aaha... moÙ, sa|ykI isiâ ho AEsaSv$pkI Aekag‡ta krna, Aaha... AEsa krna caihye Ae Aageke }lokmeH khete hE.

(AnuÚuwŸ)

AaTmniüNtyEvalH meckameckTvyo:.dxRn&ancairƒE: sa|yisiânR caNy=a.. 19..

“Aek ÔÌAe deqIAe, rmI rhIAe Aek @or” Aaha¦ Ae }lok phele kha =a. AekÔÌAe deqIAe rmI rhIAe Aek @or. Aahaha... “smz ivmz n ivcarIAe Ae ih isiânhÄ Aaer” Aa }lokno A=R. Aa }lok hE ne _ska A=R. j¡Ao Ae AaVyuH r0 mo Ke ne pÀamaH r0 maH lI\uH Ke, pKI AamaH Aave Ke ne Ae!le...

“Aek deqIAe ÔÌAe rmI rihAe Aek @or” smz ivmz n ivcarIAe, smz namwed, inmRz nam Awed. Aahaha¦ smz ivmz n ivcarIAe Aaha... ye hI isiâ nhÄ AaErAa isvay ANy=a ko{ isiâ mui› hotI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha..

yh Aa„a, meck Ameck kæo. meck Ae!le wed$p meck kho, wed kho, pyaRy kho,Axuâta kho, Anekakar kho AaEr Ameck hE, Awed kho, Aekakar kho, xuâ kho, Aek$pkho Ae icHtase ;AlmŸ' AEsI icHtase bs =aAo. Aahahaha¦ AEsa ivkLpkI wedkIAwedkI icHtase bs =aAo. AlmŸ¦ Ýwu _sse ko{ law nhÄ hE. Aaha... Aahaha¦ hE?Awed$p Aekakar icNtya AEsI icHtase bs ho, sa|y Aa„akI isiâ to dxRn &ancairƒ tIn wavose hI hotI hE, pir`mnse Aem khete hE, Vyvhar btayane, paKa Ae

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276 smysar isiâ wag-2dxRn &an cairƒna pir`mn, pir`mnka ivcar, Aa Awed hE ne xuâ hE, Aa wed hE neAxuâ hE. AEsa ivkLpse bs =aAo. Aahahaha¦

Aavo _pdex hve, nvrax ma`sne n mze, Aaqo idvs kam, hve AavuH AenesmjvuH Éãre smje Ae. Aahaha¦ nvrax kya khte hE, furst, furst nhÄ r0-rr klak\H\a ne vepar ne papmaH Aaqo idvs hÇx ne hrq, pEsamaH ne bayDImaH ne KokramaH\H\amaH. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ hÇxuH-hÇxuH hoHx Aam Ô e, Aahaha... ÉãHy Fat (ihHsa) ={Ôy Aa„aka qbr nhÄ. Aahaha¦ prnI hrquH hÇixHDa mt hÇx n ikÒAe, Aek sßÔyAatI hE, Ae sjÔy maza hE ne Ae car? _smeH Aata hE, prmeH hÇx n kr Ýwu, prmeH raÒn =a. Aahaha¦ tera AanHdka na= pDa hE TyaH Ône p‡wu Aaha... TyaH tere AanHdkI hÇxAayegI. AanHd ka Anuwv hoga. Aahaha¦

bharmaH w!ka w!k krte hE AhÄ=I Aa raÒ, Aa raÒ, pEsa imla ne Aab$ imlIne ikt± imlI ne, xrIr suHdr ne lDka imla Aa@-Aa@ ds-ds bar-bar lDka. Aahaha...be-be vØeR Aek =ay to covIs vØeR bar. bar idkra (]ota:- bar waya) barwaya Kene Amare vÄKIyamaH Ke vÄKIyamaH Ke barwaya bBbe vØeR idkro =ay to covIs vØeR bar=ay. vIs vØeR pr~yaH hoy TyaH to cuMmalIs-pIStalIs vØeR to bar Kokra ={ Ôy, \Uz\aÌ ne va paÌ hE. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- AnHt wv=I Aa kyuR hxene?) Aa j kyuR Ke.Aam jrakmaH pEsa =ay ne hÇx ne, Kokra rzene hÇxne hrqne (]ota:- Kokra rzene AneqetrmaH=I _pj Aavene idkrav kmay) \UzmaH hE nhÄ, xuH kmay? Aahaha¦ idkra kona?pEsa kona? qetr kona? Aahahaha¦ Aab$ guDvIl ne nak laHba Ke, kapI naHqvanaKe. Aahaha¦

AhÄ khete hE waØa kEsI vaprI hE meck te wed$p Ane Anekakar, pyaRynaH wedo tewed$p Anekakarne meck miln. Ameck Ae!le Awed$p Ane Aekakar inmRz Aem, AemlenaH, ;Ae icHtya Aev AlmŸ' AEsI icHtase bs ho. Aa sa|y Aa„akI isiâ to,Aahaha... Svwavke Aa]yse dxRn &an cairƒ$pe pir`mna Ae mui›ka _pay hE.Aaha¦ sMyGdxRn &an cairƒka |yey bnakr ãVyko, Aahahaha... Awedko Ameckko|yey bnakr, dxRn &an cairƒp e pir`mna inmRz sMykŸ hÇ inüy, VyvharnIAhÄya vat hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ inüy sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an AaEr cairƒ tIn wavoHse Aehota hE, ANy Ýkarse nhÄ Ae VyvharnI iÊyase Ane wedse ne ragaidse mui› nhÄ hotI.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Vyvhar rTnƒyka kæa ho{ ko{ @eka e, iwþ sa|y sa\n, p` Ae to sa\nka&an kraya hE. Aahahaha¦ TyaH pkDe ke deqo iwþ sa|y sa\n kha hE, Are Ýwu¦ saHwzto qro wa{, Ae to ragkI mHdtakI yoGyta =I to AEsa &an kraya, Ae to suztalIsnymeH wI AEsa Aaya hE, Vyvharnyse hota hE, iÊyanyse mui› hotI hE, &annysemui› hotI hE Aare Ýwu, Aahaha... Ae to Aek j smymeH AEsI yoGyta ignnemeH Aa{


277hE, ko{ko &anse hota hE ne ko{ko iÊyanyse hota hE AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? TyaH to kaznyse wI mui› hotI hE ne Akaznyse hotI hE, to ko{ko kaznysene ko{ko Akaznyse Aem hE TyaH? Ae to Aek Vyi›ko, Aahahaha... Apna SvkazsehotI hE ne Akaz nam Svwav ne puruØa=Rse hotI hE ye Akaz. Aahahaha... smjmeHAaya?

bhu magR sU"m wa{¦ Aahaha¦ ANy Ýkarse nhÄ yh inym hE, Apna xuâ ãVyko |yey bnakr Aek Ameck xuâko |yey bnakr, Ôe dxRn &an cairƒmeH pir`mna voihmoÙka magR hE. Ae pyaRyse smjte hE to pyaRyse smÔya hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aeilqega. Aahaha¦ Ae Aagz ilqega. VyvharIjn pyaRy ne wed$pse smjte hE {silyeyhaH &an dxRn cairƒ wedse smÔya hE, hE ne nIce? ha, KeLle ke Aa kyuH kha? vzI Aemkhe ke dxRn &an cairƒp e pir`mna Ae to wed kha ke loko wedse smj skte hE AeApeÙase kha hE. Aahahaha... bakI smÔna hE to Awed. Aahahaha... Aahaha¦

Aek ba{ kæuH htuH ne Aek ferI j¡van ba{ htI $pazI AemaH Aene xItza nIkZyaxItza, xItza smjte hE (]ota:- ceck) ha Ae, te da e-da e {yz kIDa la@ImeH _ska\`IkI bIÒ =I phelI mrI g{=I Aa bIÒ pr~yoto. be vØRna lG™ AemaH Ae {yzu pDI.Aahaha¦ Ae tza{ne, tza{ kya khete hE? gdŸI gdŸI AEse fre to hÔro kIDa, Aam freto hÔro kIDa Ane pIDa-pIDa-pIDa AenI mane khe ke ba meH Aa wvmaH Aava pap n=IkyaÅ. mara=I shn =tuH n=I, sUyuH ÔtuH n=I, be@a ÔtuH n=I. Aahahaha¦ deh KU!I gyo.Amuk vqt ræo vqt pIDa-pIDa-pIDa.

Are Ýwu teH AnHtvar AEsa shn ikya hE, sMyGdxRn ibna, Aahahaha¦ AevaAnHta wv Ýwu, kale nhotuH gayuH wa{Ae, tara du:qne deqIne &anIAone p` $dn AaVyaKe. Aahaha¦ wa{¦ tne Ae!la du:q =ya. Aahaha¦ nrkmaH ingodmaH Ae du:qne deqI&anIAone AaHsu Aave Ke, Arrr Aa xuH? k$`a Aave Ke khe, Aahaha¦ wa{¦ tarebcvano _pay to Aa Aek Kee. Aahaha¦ wgvan pU aRnHdka na= {ska Aa]y le, terIisiâ hogI, du:qka nax hoga. Aahaha¦ dUsra ko{ _pay hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya?

wava=R:- “Aa„ake xuâ SvwavkI saÙatŸ Ýaiº A=va svR=a moÙ sa|y hE” deqosa|y Aa VyaQya krI AahÄ, ãVy |yey te AhÄ n=I levuH ATyare. Aa„anI xuâ SvwavkIsaÙatŸ Ýaiº, Ae!le kya? xuâ Svwav to hE, xuâ Svwav to hE, pyaRymaH saÙatŸ ÝaiºhonI. Aahaha... smjmeH Aaya? xuâ SvwavnI saÙatŸ kyÇ kha? pyaRymaH btana hE.Aahahaha... Ae wgvan xuâ Svwavka wHDar prma„a ƒ` lokka na= Ae to hE hI, p`_skI pyaRymeH xuâ SvwavkI Ýaiº hona, Ae saÙatŸ Ýaiº khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦AavI vatuH bapu¦ Aa„ake xuâ SvwavkI saÙatŸ Ýaiº A=va svR=a moÙ sa|y, kyakhete hE? vStu to moÙ Sv$p hE hI, saÙatŸ Ýg! Svwav vStu to hE hI, p` pyaRymeH

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278 smysar isiâ wag-2saÙatŸ Ýaº krna, mu› Sv$p to hE hI. smjmeH Aaya? Aekla xuâ Svwav Sv$p tohE hI, p` pyaRymeH saÙatŸ Ýaiº krna A=va pyaRymeH moÙ krna Aa sa|y hE. |yey wlemoÙ SvwavSv$p wgvan Aa„a, p` pyaRymeH moÙ Ýaº krna ye sa|y hE. Aahahaha¦Svwav to hE hI, p` pyaRymeH xuâ Ýaº krna yh sa|y hE. mu› to hE hI, p` pyaRymeHmui› Ýaº krna ye sa|y hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AavI vat Ke.

prm sTy ƒ` loknaH na=, tI=ÅkronaH Aa Avaj Ke, idVy |vin Ke, Ae sHtojgtnI pase AaDitya bnkr btate hE, magR to Aa hE Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ Aa„ake xuâSvwav to hE hI iƒkaz, Aa„a moÙ Sv$p to iƒkaz hE hI, saÙatŸ Ýaiº, vtRmanmaHÝaiº Ane vtRmanmaH moÙnI dxa, Aahaha... Ae sa|y hE, Aa„a meck ya Ameck,Vyvhar Ane inüy, wed Ane Awed, AEse ivcar hI maƒ krte rhenese sa|y isiâ nhÄhotI. AEse sa|y nam mui›kI pyaRy xuâ SvwavkI pU R Ýaiº AEsa ivcar krnese nhÄhotI. Aahahaha... Aa„a meck Ameck AEse ivcar maƒ krnese sa|y isâ nhÄ hota.

prHtu dxRn, xuâ Aa„aka Avlokn p` dxRnka A=R Ae ke iƒkazIka Avlokn,ÝtIt, iƒkazI SvwavkI, Avlokn nam ÝtIt, Avlokn nam Ô`na ÝtIt. Aaha¦Avlokn nam &an, xuâ Svwavka ÝTyÙ Ônna Ae &an, xuâ Svwavka &anmeH ÝTyÙvedn hona Ae &an, AaEr cairƒ, Aahahaha... xuâ Svwavka Avlokn Aek, &an xuâSvwavka ÝTyÙ Ônna. Aahaha¦ rag ne inim¿ka AvlHbn ibna wgvanka &ansI\a &an hona. Aahahahaha¦

[iNãyse Ôe &an huAa hE Ônkr Ae &an nhÄ, Aahahahaha... xaÏ p#kr, xaÏw`kr je &an huAa Ae to xBd&an hE, Aa„&an nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?AihHya to jrIk xaÏka &an ho Ane k=n krenemeH Ôer de Ôer vrsave p` kya hE Ôer,Ýwu tera lÙ to tum cUk Ôte hE. Aahaha¦ duinya raÒ =ay. raÒ krneko to Ae khete hE,Arere¦ Ae to ivprIt ¹iÚka wav hE. Aahaha¦

AhÄya khete hE ke xuâ Svwavka ÝTyÙ Ônna Ae &an. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ AaErcairƒ, xuâ SvwavmeH iS=rta Ae sa|ykI isiâ hE. wgvan Aa„amaH iS=rta Ae cairƒhE, Aahaha¦ xuâ SvwavkI ]âa, Aahaha... Avlokn, AvlokvuH Ae!le deqvuH Ae!le]âvuH. Ane xu|\a„aka &an, Aahahahaha... te p` ÝTyÙ ÔnnaH. Aahahaha¦ wgvanprmanHd Sv$p Ýwu _sko &an ÝTyÙ ÔnnaH, ÝTyÙ ÔnnaH, ko{ ApeÙa ragkI nhÄ,Are Ýwu Aa te kaH{ vat Ke? AaEr Ae Sv$pmeH iS=rta krna. Aahahaha¦ Aa dxRn, &anne cairƒ, sa|ykI isiâ hotI hE, Ae rIte hotI hE vhI moÙmagR hE ANy nhÄ. dUsra ko{moÙmagR hE nhÄ. Aahahaha...

Aa to khe moÙmagR be Ke, Ae to in$p` k=nnI ApeÙaAe kha hE, vaStivk toAek hI moÙmagR hE. Aahaha¦ Arere be pDqana moÙmagR? Aek to rag to moÙmagR hEAe to bH\ka magR hE, bH\ka magRko Aaropse moÙka magR kha. Aahaha...


279VyvharIjn, AhÄ hve kya khete hE, ke tme bhu phele to AEsa khete =e ke dxRn &an

cairƒ Ae pyaRy Ae meck Vyvhar, Axuâ, AEsa khete =e. vzI tuMhe dxRn &an cairƒkopir`mna AEsa kha. smjmeH Aaya? vzI Aek$pe nhÄ tIn$pe pir`mna AEsa kha.phele to khete =e ke Ae to Axuâ hE, Vyvhar hE, meck he. VyvharIjn pyaRymeH smjte hEAe smÔnekI rIt bIÒ kya khe bakI. Aahahaha¦ wedmeH smjte hE yUH _sko wed krkebtave to smjte hE. Aahahaha¦ ke {silye yhaH &an dxRn cairƒka wedse smÔya hEdeqo, inüy sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ Ae wedse smÔya hE, Ae wedse smjte hE, Ae kar ebakI vStu to Awed hE. Aahahaha¦

Aa@mI ga=amaH kha ne? ke dxRn &an cairƒ ko Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a, Ae to Vyvharkha. smjmeH Aaya? Vyvhar khekr AacayeR AEsa kha Aa@mI ga=a, ke Vyvhar khete hEne Vyvhar ivkLpmeH Aaya hE p` Amare wI Vyvhar Anusrva layk nhÄ. AaEr tere wIVyvhar Anusrva layk nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AnayR Aave Ke ne? Aaha¦ (]ota:- Anusrvalayk n=I Aeva wav=I \mR =ay?) Aevo ivkLp Aave smÔVya ivna, AaVya ivnarheto n=I, p` Aena=I \mR =ay Ae nhÄ. Aene Anusrva layk n=I. wed=I smÔVyawgvan Aa„a dxRn &an cairƒko Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a, p` vo wedko AadrÌyAnusr` krne layk n=I. Ae to tere smjneko mEH kha mere wI ivkLp Aaya hE to wedsekha, mere wI Vyvharko Anusr` krne layk nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH hve wareAakruH pDe. Aahaha¦ Aaqo id' \H\amaH rokay AemaH kok id' saHwzva Ôy AemaH Aamma=e be@o hoy Ae pHiDt Ae khe Ae manvuH. Ae Aek jò Aem khe Ke Are bIj¡ ÉãH p` Aeneqbrey n mze Aene ibcara, papmaH po!la pDã Aaqo idvs bayDI Kokra ne AemaHAavIne nvro hoy to saHwze to Aolo ma=e pHiDt kheto hoy je naray`, (Aene Aem=ay ke) Ae p` smÒne kheta hxe ne? Aahaha...

AhÄ khete hE ke Aa Ôe dxRn &an cairƒka pir`mn kha, to hm to phelese meckne wed ikya =a, p` vo rIte smjte hE to smÔya hE, bakI to ¹iÚka ivØy to AwedhE vo trf hI le Ôna hE. hEH¦ yhaH &an-dxRn-wedse smÔya hE. hve ivxeØ khega.(]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev...)

}lok - 18-19

· ke!lakne Aem =ay ke Aa gÔ _praHtnI vat Ke¦ Are¦gÔ _praHtnI xuH? Aek smymaH kevz&an Lye Ae!luH AenuH gÔuHKe. Aa to ha=I _pr fUl mUkva jevI hzvI vat Ke.




jh am ko iv puirso raya H jai`é` s¶hid.to tH A ucrid pu o AT=T=IAo py¿e .. 17..

OvH ih jIvraya àdVvo th y s¶hedVvo.A ucirdVvo y pu o so cev du moÉqkame .. 18..

y=a nam ko½ip puÌØo rajanH &aTva ]¶\ait.ttStmnucrit punr=aRi=Rk: ÝyTnen.. 17..OvH ih jIvrajo &atVySt=Ev ]âatVy:.AnucirtVyü pun: s cEv tu moÙkamen.. 18..

y=a ih kiüTpuÌØo½=aR=± ÝyTnen Ý=mmev rajanH janIte, ttStmev ]â¿e,ttStmevanucrit, t=aTmna moÙai=Rna Ý=mmevaTma &atVy:, tt: s Ov ]âatVy:,tt: s OvanucirtVyü, sa|yisâeSt=aNy=oppÀynuppi¿WyamŸ.

tœa ydaTmno½nuwUymananekwavs÷re½ip prmivvekkaExlenaymhmnuwUit-irTyaTm&anen sùCKmanmev t=eitÝTyylÙ H ]âanmuTPlvte tda smStwavaNt-rivveken in:x÷mvS=atuH xÉyTvadaTmanucr`muTóvmanmaTmanH sa\ytIitsa|yisâeSt=oppi¿:.

hve, Aa j Ýyojnne be ga=aAomaH ¹ÚaHt=I khe Ke:-ßym puÌØ ko{ n<pitne Ôè, pKI ]âa kre,pKI yTn=I \n-A=± Ae Anucr` n<pitnuH kre¸ 17.Òvraj Aem j Ô`vo, vzI ]âvo p` Ae rIte,AenuH j krvuH Anucr` pKI yTn=I moÙa=±Ae. 18.

ga=a=R:- (y=a nam) jem (k: Aip) ko{ (A=aRi=Rk: puÌØ:) \nno A=±puÌØ (rajanH) raÔne (&aTva) ÔÌne (]¶\ait) ]âa kre Ke, (tt: pun:)Tyar bad (tH ÝyTnen Anucrit) tenuH ÝyTnpUvRk Anucr` kre Ke A=aRtŸ tenIsuHdr rIte seva kre Ke, (OvH ih) AevI j rIte (moÙkamen) moÙnI {CKavazaAe(jIvraj:) Òv$pI raÔne (&atVy:) Ô`vo, (pun: c) pKI (t=a Ov) AerIte j (]âatVy:) tenuH ]âan krvuH (tu c) Ane Tyar bad (s Ov AnucirtVy:)tenuH j Anucr` krvuH A=aRtŸ Anuwv vDe tNmy ={ jvuH.

!Ika:- inüy=I jem ko{ \n-A=± puÌØ bhu _>m=I Ý=m to raÔne Ô e ke

ga=a - 17-18


281Aa raÔ Ke, pKI tenuH j ]âan kre ke ;Aa AvXy raÔ j Ke, tenuH sevn krva=IAvXy \nnI ÝaiPt =xe' Ane Tyar pKI tenuH j Anucr` kre, sevn kre, Aa&amaHrhe, tene Ýsþ kre tevI rIte moÙa=± puÌØe Ý=m to AaTmane Ô`vo, pKI tenuH j]âan krvuH ke ;Aa j AaTma Ke, tenuH Aacr` krva=I AvXy kmÈ=I KU!I xkaxe'Ane Tyar pKI tenuH j Aacr` krvuH-Anuwv vDe temaH lIn =vuH kar` ke sa|y jein*kmR AvS=a$p Awed xuâSv$p tenI isiânI Ae rIte _ppi¿ Ke, ANy=aAnuppi¿ Ke (A=aRtŸ sa|ynI isiâ Ae rIte =ay Ke, bIÒ rIte =tI n=I).

(te vat ivxeØ smÔve Ke:-) ßyare AaTmane, AnuwvmaH Aavta je AnekpyaRy$p wedwavo temnI sa=e imi]tp uH hova KtaH p` svR Ýkare wed&anmaHÝvI`pà=I ;Aa AnuwUit Ke te j huH KuH' Aeva AaTm&an=I Ýaº =tuH, Aa AaTmajevo Ô~yo tevo j Ke AevI ÝtIit jenuH lÙ` Ke AevuH, ]âan _dy =ay Ke TyaresmSt ANywavono wed =va=I in:xHk @rvane sm=R =vane lI\e AaTmanuH Aacr`_dy =tuH AaTmane sa\e Ke. Aam sa|y AaTmanI isiânI Ae rIte _ppi¿ Ke.

prHtu ßyare Aavo AnuwUitSv$p wgvan AaTma Aabazgopaz saEne sdakazpote j AnuwvmaH Aavto hova KtaH p` Anaid bH\na vxe pr (ãVyo) sa=eAekpàna inüy=I mUH# je A&anI tene ;Aa AnuwUit Ke te j huH KuH' AevuH AaTm&an_dy =tuH n=I Ane tena Awavne lI\e, nih Ô elanuH ]âan g\eDanaH ixHgDaHna]âan sman hova=I, ]âan p` _dy =tuH n=I Tyare smSt ANywavona wed vDeAaTmamaH in:xHk @rvana Asm=Rpàne lI\e AaTmanuH Aacr` _dy nih =va=IAaTmane sa\tuH n=I. Aam sa|y AaTmanI isiânI ANy=a Anuppi¿ Ke.

wava=R:- sa|y AaTmanI isiâ dxRn-&an-cairƒ=I j Ke, bIÒ rIte n=I.kar` ke:-phelaH to AaTmane Ô e ke Aa Ô`naro AnuwvmaH Aave Ke te huH KuH.Tyar bad tenI ÝtIit$p ]âan =ay¸ ivna Ô~ye ]âan kaenuH? pKI smStANywavo=I wed krIne potamaH iS=r =ay-Ae Ýma e isiâ Ke. p` Ôe Ô e j nih,to ]âan p` n ={ xke to iS=rta xamaH kre? te=I bIÒ rIte isiâ n=I Aevoinüy Ke.

Ývcn nH. 78 ga=a- 17 -18 ta. 5-9-78 mHgzvar wadrva sud-3 sH. 2p04

jh am ko iv puirso raya H jai`é` s¶hid.to tH A ucrid pu o AT=T=IAo py¿e .. 17..OvH ih jIvraya àdVvo th y s¶hedVvo.A ucirdVvo y pu o so cev du moÉqkame .. 18..

ga=a - 17-18



(hirgIt)ßym puÌØ ko{ n<pitne Ô`e, pKI ]âa kre,pKI yTn=I \n-A=± Ae Anucr` n<pitnuH kre 17.Òvraj Aem j Ô`vo, vzI ]âvo p` Ae rIte,AenuH j krvuH Anucr` pKI yTn=I moÙa=±Ae. 18.

!Ika:- jEse inüyse jEse ko{ \nno A=± ¹ÚaHt idya. \nno A=± hoy Ae raÔneÔ e. je \nna A=± n=I tene xuH kam raÔnuH? \nnuH l"mInuH A=± Ýyojn jene Ke ijskohE, Ae \nka A=± puruØ bhot _>mse phele to raÔko Ône. phele raÔ _ska camr, KƒAaid icîse Aa raÔ hE, AEse Ône. \nno A=± Ae ¹ÚaHt hE. AaEr Ae ifr {sIka ]âankre. raÔ Ô~ya ifr ]âa kre Aem, Ô~ya pKI ]âa kre. Ô~ya ivna ]âa ikskI? AaErAvXy raÔ hI hE, Ae j$r raÔ hI hE, _skI seva krnese j$r \nkI Ýaiº hogI, AEsain Ry kre, Ae to pu~yse Aate hE Aa to ¹ÚaHt hE ne? ¹ÚaHt ke raÔ hE, camr Kƒ Aaidkaicî hE, bDa Kƒ, camr Aaid icî Ae _sko Ônnese Ôna. AaEr _skI seva krnese _sko\n imlega, AaEr _sIka ]âan kre. j$r raÔ hI Aa hE, {skI seva krnese ]âameH kyaAaya? ke {skI seva krnese AvXy \nkI Ýaiº hogI. Aaha¦

_ska Anusr` krnese, Aa]y krnese, Aara\na krnese, Aaha... Aahaha... \nkIÝaiº hogI. _sIka Anucr` kre AaEr _skI Aa&amaH rhe, seva kre, Anucr` kre, sevakre Aa&amaH rhe, AEse Ýsþ kre raÔko {sI Ýkar, Ae to ¹ÚaHt huAa. ({s p‡kar)moÙa=± puruØko ijsmeH prmanHd$pI pyaRy moÙ, sa|y je moÙ prmanHdnI Ýaiº$pI moÙ{ska Ôe A=± hE, Aolo \nka A=± hE Aa moÙka A=± hE.

pU R, AtIiNãy AanHd, AtIiNãy &annI pU Rta AEsa Ôe moÙ, _ska Ôe A=± hE,ijsko moÙka Ýyojn hE, dUsra ko{ Ýyojn nhÄ. Aahaha¦ moÙka ijsko Ýyojn hE,AEsa puruØko, phele to AaTmako Ônna caihye. AhÄ=I vat _paDI hE. phele nv tÀvka&an krna ke fla`a krna ke dev, guÌ, xaÏkI seva Ae vat nhÄ ilya. AaHhI to Aekdmwgvan AaTma, ÒvraÔ ApnI sHpdase xowte hE, raßyte xowte {it raÔ hE. AEsewgvan AaTma AnHt &an AanHd Aaid ApnI l"mIse xowte hE AEse ÒvraÔ,Aahaha... _sko phele to Ônna, phele to Ônna. Aem xBd AEsa hE. Aahaha¦ phelakya krna? to khete hE ne? phelaH kya krna? sMyGdxRn &an huAe phele kya krna? kephele Aa krna. Aahahaha¦

Aekdm wgvan AaTma moÙka Ýyojn ho {sko, ijsko l"mI ne pu~y AaidkaÝyojn hE _skI to bat hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ moÙa=±ko phele to, phelamaH pheleAaTmako Ônna caihAe. Aahaha¦ phele xaÏ w`na ke p#na Ae bat ilya hI nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? phele wgvan AaTma AnHt AnHt gu ka ipHDÝwu AnHtSvwavkI sHpdase pirpU R wyaR hE. Aahaha¦ SvwavnI sHpda=I pirpU R hE Ýwu to _sko


283Ý=m Ônna. Aaha¦ SvsHvedn inivRkLp &anse Ý=m Ônna. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?Ý=m Ônnaka A=R Aa, SvsHvedn &an Apna Apnese AnuwvmeH Aanevala &an AEsaSvsHvedn, Apna vedn, AanHdka vedn, &anka vedn, AEsa SvsHvedn &anse ÔnnaAaTmako SvsHvedn &anse Ônna. moÙa=±ko, Aahaha... prmanHdkI Ýaiºka moÙka A=±(Ôe) hE, ijsko _ska moÙ krna hE, _sko phele (AaTmako) Ônna. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

wgvan AaTma pirpU R AanHd Aaid sHpdase Òvraj wyaR hE. jem vo raÔ Kƒ,camr Aaid icîose idqte hE Aem wgvan AaTma Apirimt &an ne Apirimt AanHdApirimt xaHit Aaid Svwavse xowte hE. AEsa raÔ nam xowte, raßyte xowte {itraÔ. Aahahaha¦ Ae rag=I xowe Ke ne inim¿=I xowe AEsa nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aavomarg Ke. _sIko AaTmako phele AaTmako Ônna caihAe. phele AaTmako Ônna caihAe.Aahahaha¦

p` pa\ra, sI\a ko{ kar` far` hE ke nhÄ? ke guÌkI seva krna, Are guÌ toApna AaTma hI guÌ hE, AaEr inmRz pyaRy _skI ix*y hE. Aahahaha¦ bhu vatuH AakrI¦jgtne AHdr wgvan prmaTm Sv$p ibrajman _sko Ý=mmaH Ý=m Ônna. moÙa=±kophelamaH phela Ýyojn Aa hE. Aahaha¦ xaÏ Ônna ne guÌ pase phela sUnna ne Aebat phele ilya hI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AevI vat Ke.

jem \nno A=±, Ý=m j raÔne Ô e Aem moÙa=±, Aahaha... prm AtIiNãynopU R law AenuH nam moÙ. pU R AtIiNãy AanHdna law Ae AaTmlaw Ae moÙ. Aaha¦Aeva AaTmlawna moÙa=±Ae Ý=mmaH Ý=m AaTmane SvsHvedn &an=I, Aahahaha...inivRkLp &an=I Ônna Aem kha. AakrI vat Ke bapu¦ Aahaha¦

puruØoko, puruØ xBde AaTma. phele to AaTmako Ônna caihAe. puruØ xBde cetna -cetnamaH je Aekakar hE Ae puruØ, ;puruØa=R isiâ _pay' AemaH hE ne puruØ - cetnamaHAekakar hE Ae puruØ. cetnamaH Aekakar hE Ae puruØ. AEsa puruØ Ôe AaTma. Aahahaha...Aekdm Ý=mmaH Ý=m ktRVy hoy to, moÙa=±ko SvsHvednse AaTmako Ônna. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

AaTmako lÙmeH lekr pyaRymeH Sv Apna vedn ÝTyÙ, SvsHvedn Sv Apna smÝTyÙ ragkI Ane inim¿kI ApeÙa ibna Ane Vyvhar rTnƒykI wI ApeÙa ibna,AhÄya to dxRn &an cairƒ Ae Vyvhar khenemeH Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? kya? Apna&an ne ApnI ]âa ne Apna cairƒ Anucr` Ae wed rTnƒy hE. smjmeH Aaya?Aahahaha¦ to ijsko Apna AanHdka pU R law AEsa moÙ (kI) ijsko cahna hE,{sko wgvan AaTma, Aahahaha... phelemeH phele Ônna caihAe Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

AhÄya phelaH nv tÀvka in Ry krna ke ny inÙep Ýma`se, termI ga=ameH Aaya

ga=a - 17-18


284 smysar isiâ wag-2hE, ye ke ny inÙep Ýma`se phelaH AaTma dUsra (dxRnse iwNn) wgvan khete hE Aeisvay dUsrase iwNn Éya wgvan khete hE, wgvan iƒlokka na= je AaTmaka Sv$pje e btaya Ae dUsra A&anIse kyuH iwþ hE, AEsa ny, inÙep, Ýma`se phelaH Anuwvkrna, Ônna. pIKe yh wI Anuwv krnemeH Ae AwUta=R hE. to AaHhI to sI\I vat ilyahE. Aahahaha¦ inüynye ãVy hE ne pyaRy Vyvharny hE, ne Ýma`maH doka &an hE neinÙepmaH &ey wedna wedomeH, Vyvharnyse Ônna ne, Ae sb bat phelI lena, Ae batyhaH ikya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

ijsko AHtr pU aRnHd AEsa AaTmlaw$pI moÙ, pU aRnHd$pI AaTmlawka moÙ,{ska ijsko Ýyojn hE {sko, Aahahaha... to _sko to phele Aa wgvan AaTma,SvsHvedn &anse Ý=m Ônna, Aeikla Ônna, \arà (krna) Aem nhÄ Aem khete hE.Aahaha¦ AaTma AEsa hE ne AEsa hE ne AEsa &anmeH \ar` krna AeklI \arà Ae nhÄ,Ae cIj nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ mUz rkm je AaTma AanHdka na= Ýwu, _sko Apna SvseÝTyÙ vednse Ônna. Ae Ô~ya ke Aa AaTma pirpU R xuâ AanHd hE. Aahaha¦ hE? AaErifr _sIka ]âan krna. phelI AaHhI ]âa n ilya kemke Ôe cIj _ske &anmeH- ÔnnemeHn Aa{ _skI ]âa kEsI. Aahaha¦ &ankI pyaRymeH Aa vStu AqHD &ey AqHD hE, AEsa&eyka pyaRymeH &an huAe ibna ikskI ]âa, ikskI krna? je &anmeH wasn wav, wasnhuAa nhÄ, vStuka &anmeH Ae cIj Aa{ nhÄ Ane &ey bnakr &an huAa nhÄ, to _sko]âa kEsI? ikskI ]âa? Aahahaha¦

moÙmagRmeH sMyGdxRn &an cairƒai` moÙmagR, TyaH AEsa kha, Aem dxRn kar`ne &an kayR, AaHhIya Aekdm wgvan AaTmaka &an krna, Aahaha... AaEr ifr _sIka]âan, ifr _sIka ]âan krna. Ôna huAakI ]âa &anmeH was huva, Aa icdanHd p‡wuxuâ pU R hE AEsa &anmeH was huAa to Aa AenI ]âa. Aa hE AEsI ]âa. kemke ]âakaÝtItwav to Apneko wI Ônte nhÄ Ane &ankI pyaRymeH pU R vStuko, Ae Ônte nhÄ.ÔnnevalI pyaRy to &ankI hE, Ane Ae &ankI pyaRy ÔnnemeH Aaya TyaH ÝtIt TyaH ={ke Aa AaTma pU R xuâ hE, AEsI ÝtIt Aa{. Aahahaha¦ ware kam wa{¦

Aa AEsa phelaH xaÏ ]v` krna, guÌkI seva krna phelaH Aaya =a, co=Iga=amaH AnaTm&anI pote hE Ane AaTm&anIkI seva ikya nhÄ TyaH to inim¿=I Aebtaya, p` AaHhI to Aekdm wgvan AaTma, inim¿se xo\e ne saHwze ne \are Ae wIAaTm&an nhÄ. Aahaha¦ xaÏse &an ho, ]v`se ho, guÌse ho, wgvankI vaÌse ho,p` Ae &an, &an nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ae prlÙI &an hE. Ae [iNãy&an, qHD qHD &an,Aahahahaha... AEsa Qyal KoDkr [iNãyse &an huAa Ae [iNãy&an, ]v`se huAa,deqnese huAa, vaHcnese huAa, Aahaha... Aahahaha... Ae sb [iNãy&an hE. kyuHik wav-[iNãy Ôe qHD qHD hE _smeH ãVy [iNãy jD inim¿ hE AaEr bharkI cIj wI inim¿ hE.Aahaha¦ bharkI cIjko wI [iNãy kha, jD [iNãyko [iNãy kha, wav[iNãyko [iNãy


285kha, tInoH [iNãyka &an Ôe hE, Aahahaha... Ae qHD qHD &an hE, Ae pravlHbI hE,prs¿avlHbI hE. AEsa &an AnHtbEr ikya, to Ae bH\ka kar` hE. AnHt var ikya neko{ Ae KU!neka kar` n huAa. Aigyar AHgka &an nvpUvRkI liB\ wI AnHt bEr ikya.Ôe Ae &an moÙka AHxe wI kar` ho to ALpkazmeH Ku!na hona caihAe. Ae nvliB\pUvRnI ne Aigyar AHgka Ô`pà, Aahahaha... Ae qHD qHD &an [iNãy&an. Aahaha¦wgvan AÌiNãy &an _smeH n Aaya. Aahaha¦

AÌiNãy wgvan AaTma _ska Ý=m SvsHvednse &an krna. Aahahaha¦ gjbvat hE wa{¦ Aa to ijsko sHsarka, du:qka nax krna ho, Ane pU R AanHdkI Ýaiº,moÙ xBd he ne? moÙ Ae!le mukana, iksse ke du:qse, iks cIjkI Ýaiº krna ke AtIiNãyAanHdka lawkI Ýaiº, moÙ hE ne moÙ Ae!le mukana, mukana iksse? ƒ` [iNãyse Anelaw ikska ke AnHt AanHdka. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- ke!la vqtmeH) Aek AHtmURhutRse hoÔta hE. _Tk<*! to Aek AHtmURhutRmeH ho Ôta hE. ivxeØ K mas btaya kæa ne. Aahaha¦Ane ijskI j$iryat jày TyaH puruØa=R hoAe ibna rhe nhÄ. ijskI Ìic Ane j$iryatjày _ska ÝyTn hoAe ibna rhe nhÄ. sHsarna kammaH ÝyojnmeH hE Ìic, j$iryatto puruØa=R TyaH kamy krte hE papna. Aahaha¦

wgvan AaTma xuâ AqHD AanHd AaHhI wedse k=n hE hÇ, &an dxRn cairƒ Aewedse k=n hE, wed rTnƒy Aa, Ane AqHD AanHd wgvanmaH Ae sAev AaEr AeklaAaTmakI seva krna Ae Awed. Aahahaha¦ wedawednI vat hE _smeH. caEdmI ga=ameH AayahE ne, p‡yojn {s batka hE.

“Aage {is Ýyojnko do ga=ameH ¹ÚaHtpUvRk khete hE”. _pr m=aze hE ne? Aahahaha¦Aa to \Irjna kam hE wa{. ga=a _pr hE Am<tcHãacayRna Ae xBd n=I p` pHiDtÒjycHd pHiDt hE Ae e xBd mukya hE. kyuHik ga=a ikyane 19 kzx to pIKe Aa ilya ke Aema!e kha Ae to ivxeØ SpÚ krte hE. Aahaha¦

\Irj \rne Are A\Ira, TyaH _tavzna kam nhÄ TyaH. Aahahaha¦ \Irj \rne AreA\Ira. wgvan AHdr mha AanHdna #azaAe #zIne Ýwu, \Irjse Ýwu ;\I' nam buiâ&ankI pyaRy Ane ;r' \Ir p‡eirt, vtRman &ankI pyaRy Svtrf Ýere _ska &an, AenuHnam AhÄ \Ir khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ je ;\I' ;r' ;\I' (Ae!le) &ankI buiâpyaRy _sko ;r' -Ýerit Sv trf, Sv sHvedn trf Ôte hE. Aahahaha¦ _sko \Ir khetehE, _sko vIr khete hE vIr. ivxeØe vIyR nam ÝyTn. puruØa=R Ôe ;r'-Ýerit. AHtmuRqmeHpuruØa=R Ýere _sko yhaH vIr khenemeH Aata hE. bakI b\a kayr ne Aahahaha... npuHsk.Aahaha¦ pu~y papmaH je ÔeDa{ Ôy Ane _skI rcna kre Ae to npuHsk hE. Aahahaha¦ijsmeH car git fze rJzvana wav kre ne rJzvana kayR =ay, Aahaha... Ae tokayrna kam hE wa{. Aahaha¦

“vcnam<t vItragna Ane prm xaHt rsmUz, p` AaEØ\ je wvrogna p`

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286 smysar isiâ wag-2kayrne ÝitkUz” Aahahaha¦ Ý=mj, Aaha... ware ga=a wa{ AavI Ke. hve kalepÔeØ` Ke Aapà, ds lÙ` pvR. Aahaha¦ Aaj mHgzvar Ke, mHgizk x$ hota hE Aa.Aahaha¦ mHg nam pivƒta ;l' nam lait, Ýaiº, wgvan pU aRnHdka na= _ska vednkrna _sko Ýaº krna, Aahaha¦ pyaRyka vednmeH wgvanko p‡aº krna. Aahahaha..._ska nam SvsHvedn &anse AaTma Ôna Aem khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ pIKe _sIka]âan krna caihAe, je Ôna _sIka ]âan krna caihAe Aem xBd hE ne? ÔnnemeH Aaya_sIka ]âan krna caihAe. Aahaha¦

&ayk wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu, pU RmŸ {dmŸ Ôe sMykŸ vednse ÔnnemeH Aaya, _sIka]âan krna caihAe. ÔnnemeH je cIj Aa{ _skI ]âan krna caihAe. hve AavI vatuHbapu AakruH bhu jgtne. Aahaha¦ Are jnm mr`na AHt lana bapu¦ Aahaha¦ Ae to\Ir vIrna kam Ke. Aahaha¦

_sIka, ifr _sIka ]âan Aem xBd hE ne? Aahaha¦ ;ÔnIte ttStmev ]âte' AemxBd hE ne? sHSk<tmaH ;ÔnIte &atVy: tt: s Aev ]âatVy: Ý=m Aev AaTma &atVy:tt: s Aev ]âatVy:, s Aev ]âatVy:' Aahaha¦ sHSk<t lI\uH Ke. bIÒ lI!I Ke.Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma ApnI mit&an Aaid \aràmeH Aaya Ae nhÄ, Ae mit A&anhE. Aahaha¦ je &ankI pyaRymaH Sv sHvedn Aaya, Ae &anmeH jàya AaTma pU aRnHd Ýwu,ÝTyÙ ÔnnemeH Aaya ifr _skI ]âa, hE? ifr _sIkI ]âa, ifr nam pIKe Ae!le Ô~yameH]âan krna yUH-Ô~ya ivna ]âa ikskI? je cIj j &anmeH Aa{ nhÄ, wav wasn huAanhÄ, ]âa kro, ikskI ]âa? Aahaha¦ pyaRy$pI wavmeH wasn huAa (Sv) &eyka.Aahahahaha¦

Aavo marg Aakro pDe lokone, Aola to khe ke inüyse Ae ne Vyvhare Aa,smajnuH rÙ` krvuH ne vSƒ KoDva ne Ae Vyvhar krna. Are Ýwu xuH kre Ke wa{. AhÄto hÒ wed rTnƒyp e pir`mna Ae wI Vyvhar hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ane Aek$pAaTmameH Aekakar ={ Ôna Ae Awed ne inüy hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ôe ÔnnemeH Aaya,Apna Svwavka ijtna sam+yR hE, AaEr ijtnI xiÉtyaH hEH, sbko pU R$pse pyaRymeHÔnnemeH Aaya, Ae ÔnnemeH Aaya Ôe cIj _ska ]âan krna. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?ÔnnemeH pyaRymeH Aaya _skI ]âa, pyaRykI ]âa krna AEsa nhÄ. Aahaha¦ SvsHvednseÔnnemeH Aaya to SvsHvednkI ]âa krna AEsa nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? SvsHvednmeH Ôe&an vStu wgvan pU aRnHd Aaya _skI ]âa krna. Aahahahaha¦

AavI vat¦ idVy cÙu hE, ;smysar' ;wav' idVycÙu ne ;vaÌ' idVycÙu bey.Aahaha¦ AHdrna neƒ qul gya, je ragnI AektameH Anaidse pDa =a. Aahahaha¦ tosara in\anmeH taza idya =a. Aahaha¦ taza smjte hE ne taza-tala idya =a AaEr jbSvsHvednse ÔnnemeH Aaya Ae ragkI Aektaka tala qol idya, sara in\an wgvan.Aahahahaha¦ AtIiNãy AanHd ne AtIiNãy &an ne AtIiNãy Ýwuta AEsa pU R Sv$p


287Ôe AqHD AanHd Ýwu _ska Ôe SvsHvednmeH &an huAa, _skI hI ]âa krna. Aahaha¦SvsHvednkI pyaRykI ]âa krna AEsa n ilya, Ae to pyaRy hE, p` vo pyaRymeH ÔeSvsHvednmeH Ôe ÔnnemeH Aaya ke Aa AaTma, Aahahaha¦ (_skI ]|\a krna).

AavI vat Ýwu ÉãH Ke. Aahaha¦ Are Aa vat jb tk sUnnemeH n imle Ae ÉãHÒvn gaze? ÉãH Ôy? Aahaha¦

“ifr _sIka ]âan krna caihAe ke yhI AaTma hE.” deqo, Ae pU aRnHdno na=wgvan AaTma yhI AaTma hE. Aahaha¦ _ska Aacr` krnese, hve ]âameH Éya Aayaivxe*a jycHd pHiDte qulasa ikya hE, pa@maH to {tna hE, “s Ov AnucirtVy]ys Ov ]âatVy: tt: s Ov AnucirtVy” p` _ska A=R Ae ilya _sne inkala kewa{ Aa AaTma Ôe &ayk iƒkazI AanHdka na= Ýwu wgvtŸ Sv$p wgvan Sv$p,prmaTm Sv$p _ska Sv sHvednmeH &an Aaya, vo Aaya ijska &an _skI ]âa krnaAne Ae ]âameH AEsa Aaya ke _ska mEH Anucr` kruHga, _smeH lIn hoëga, {sse kmRkanax ne Axuâtaka nax hoga. Aahaha¦ ko{ v‡t paznese ne wiÉt krnese (nhÄ).Aahaha¦

AEsI ]âameH AEsa Aaya, ke wgvan pU aRnHdka na= Ýwu Aena vedn huAa SvsHvedn{skI ]âa ke Aa AaTma j pU aRnHd Ýwu hE, AaEr Ae pU aRnHdmeH rmte, _smeH lIn hoga.{tna Axuâta ne rag nax hoga, AEsI ]âameH Aaya. Aahahaha¦ AaHhI to hÒ ]âan mze, vedney n mze Ane Aa bhar v‡t ne tp ne wiÉt krta kLya` ={ jxe Are Ýwubhu fer Ke wa{, tne AakruH lage Ke. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Vyvhar iÊya kre brabr,to inüy pamI xke Ae bat hE hI nhÄ Ýwu. smjmeH Aaya? Vyvhar to sb ragkIiÊya hE ne? wgvan to vItrag mUitR Ýwu hE ne AHdr. Aahahaha¦ Ae ragse kEse Ýaºho?

to ]âameH wI phele Ae Aaya, kã Aaya? Aaha¦ {ska Aacr` krnese, {skaAacr` krnese, SvsHvednmeH Ôe AaTma &anmeH jàya, _skI ]âa ikya Ane ]âameHAEsa Aaya ke wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu _smeH seva krnese Anucr` krnese, _smeH rmnese,hE? Aaha¦ AvXy kmÈse Ku!a Ô skega. j$r kmRse KU!na hoga. AEsa sMyGdxRnmeH AeAaya ke Aa vStu Sv$p hE, wgvan tuH _smeH lIn hoga, tb ragka Ane kmRka naxhoga. Aahaha¦ ko{ v‡t ne tp ne wiÉt, tp krna, Apvas krna, mihna mihnanaApvas ne K mihnana Apvas ne Ae b\a Apvas hE, _pvas nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ _pnam iƒkazI &aykwav Ôe vednmeH Aaya, _skI ]âa ikya, ne Ae wgvan AaTmameH mEHlIn hoga, _smeH mEH rm`ta kruHga {sse hI Axuâta ne kmR nax hoga, dUsrI ko{ rIthE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

]âameH AEsa Aaya, to je &anka vednmeH jàya, Ýwu _skI ]âa ikya Ane Ae]âameH AEsa Aaya ke Aa vStumeH mEH Ôe pU aRnHd Ýwu hE _smeH lIn hoga to kmRse Ku!ega.

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288 smysar isiâ wag-2ko{ dUsrI iÊyakaHDse kmR KU!ega AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- vat to sacI wa{)Ae waGyxazI Ke. Aa vat Aa g{ ne Ìic ho g{, ke Aa vat to AEsa hE wgvan.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Amare babulalÒne b\ay bese Ke!e bese Ke hmàH xaHitwa{ne AaVya Ke ne? Aa marg bapu xuH khIAe. Aahahaha¦ vaÌno ivØy nhÄ, ivkLpnoivØy nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ]âamaH kya Aaya? ke {ska Aacr` krnese, Ae icdanHd wgvanpU`R AanHdka na= _ska Aacr`, _smeH rmnese AHdr rmnese Ae Aacr`, ko{pHcmhav‡tna ivkLp ne Ae ko{ Aacr` AaTmaka nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

waØa to sadI Ke Ýwu tuH tarI cIj j sadI hE. Aahaha¦ Ae _pai\ ivnanI cIjhE AaTma. Aahaha¦ sada x`garse xoiwt wgvan hE. Aaha¦ &an, AanHd, xaHit,vItragtaka Svwavse xoiwt Ýwu hE, Ae {ska x`gar hE. Aahahaha¦ pHcsHg‡hmeHilya hE. pHcsHg‡hmeH dIpcHdÒ hE ne idpcHdÒ hE, pHcsHg‡hmeH AEsa ilya hE, x<Hgar rsc#aya Aek AekmeH AdŸwUt rs x<Hgar rs, vIr rs bhu VyaQya ikya hE idpcHdÒAe, AEsIVyaQya ko{(ne) nhÄ ikya hE. vo wI Aem khete =e Ae vqte ke Arere meH bharse deqtahuH smajko, sHÝdayko to ko{ Aagm Anusar ]âa idqtI nhÄ. doso vØR phele, Anemuqse kheta huH to mante nhÄ, to mEH ilq Ôta huH ke marg Aa hE. AEsa wav idpIkameHilqa hE. wav idpIka namka g‡H= hE. Aahahaha¦ hve Ae to bharmeH Aekdm Aaya hE, hEH?laqo ma`s hve {tna to sUnte hE. Aahaha¦

“{ska Aacr` krnese” {ska Ae!le wgvan pU R xuâ ãVy je pyaRymeH jàya_skI ]âa hu{ Ane _smeH Aacr` krnese Aahahaha... pyaRymeH rmna p` ãVymeH rmnayUH. Aekla pyaRymeH rmna Aem nhÄ, ãVymeH rmna. Aahaha¦ hE to pyaRymeH rmna Ae, pìƒkazI wgvan AÌiNãy, pU aRnHd ne pU R vItragta Svwav wrpur Ýwu _smeH mEHAacr` kruHga. AaTm Aacr` kruHga, Aahahaha¦ AEsa AaTmaka Aacr` kruHga tbAvXy kmÈse Ku!a Ô skega. j$r kmRse Ku!ega. mere moÙ honemeH iblkul j$rI bat AahE. Aahaha¦ gme te!la inkacIt ne in|\t kmR ho, Aahahaha... p` merI AaTm wgvancIj hE, _smeH mEH rmnese _ska Aacr`, AaTm Aacr`, dya, dan, v‡t Aaid to AàTmAacr` hE, ragka. Aahaha¦ ware vatuH wa{¦

Aavo to isâaHt bolte hE Aagm hE, yuiÉt hE, Anuwv ne Aagm sb Aek hI cIjhE. loko khe Aey song#na AekaHt hE, AekaHt hE, mhavIrse wI iv$â hE, ne Aem khete hE.Are wgvan¦ wa{¦ tne qbr n=I Ýwu¦ Aaha¦ vStu to ãVye sa\m± Òv hE Ae,pyaRymeH wUl hoy toy wgvan hE ye. Aahaha¦ wgvan tere qbr nhÄ Ýwu Ane tumAEsa Aarop krte hE Ýwu. Aaha¦ AaHhI to prmaTma sHto khete hE Ae prmaTma khete hE,Ae sHto AaDitya hokr vat krte hE Apna AnuwvmeH rhekr vat krte hE. Aahahahaha¦ye khete hE, Ýwu Aekvar sUn to shI na=¦ Ae AtIiNãy AanHdno na= wgvan _smeHAacr` krnese, Aa sdacr` khete hE ne? laEikk sdacr`, Ae sdacr` nhÄ. stŸ


289Aacr`, stŸ Sv$p wgvan pU aRnHd stŸ, _smeH Aacr` krna Ae sdacr` hE.Aahahahaha¦

AaHhI to Aa dya, dan ne v‡t kre TyaH ={ ræuH. Aacr` krte hE. Ae sdacr` nhÄ,Ae to AsdŸ Aacr` hE Ae to Arere. wgvan tuH pirpU R Ýwu hE ne na=. Aahaha¦ teremeHÉãH _`p ne kcax ne A\urax hE. Aahahaha¦ wgvan to AnHt AnHt gu =I pirpU RÝwu pirpU R wra hE. Aahahaha¦ _ska vednmeH Ôna AaEr _skI ]âa ikya ke Aa AaTmaAaEr ye AaTmameH Aacr` kruHga to kmRse KU!ega, AEsI sMyGdxRn ne ÝtItmeH AEsa Aaya.Aahaha¦

mEH wiv*ymeH v‡t leëga ne tp kruHga ne AEsa baæka kmR KU!ega AEse ]âameH (=a)Ae KU! gya. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? [ska Aacr` krnese j$r kmÈse Ku!a Ôskta hE, in:sHdeh wgvan AaTmana AanHdmeH rmte j$r kmoRse KU!ega. Aahaha¦ AEsIin:sHdeh ]âa hu{. smjmeH Aaya? ijska p¿a imla wgvanka _smeH rmnese kmRseKu!ega j$r Ku!ega. Aahaha¦ Vyvhar \mR p` [sko khIAe ke Aava inüyka ]âa &anAacr` huAa _smeH ivkLp _@te hE {sko Vyvhar khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ p` AeVyvhar ye bH\ka kar` hE. Aahaha¦ [iNãy Aa\In [iNãyse &an huAa Ae bH\ka kar`,pHc mhav‡tka ivkLp Aey bH\ka kar`, Aahahaha... Ane nvtÀvnI wed ]âa Aeim+yaTv bH\ka kar`. Aahahahaha¦ wed hÇ, nvna wed. Aek$p hoy to AHtrmaH AaÔta hE. Aahaha¦

kzx!IkameH ilya hE, Anaid nvtÀvnI ]âa to im+yaTv hE. Aahahahaha¦ AesHvr, injRra, moÙ sCca nhÄ, nv tÀvmeH, ãVy sHvr, ãVy injRra. Aahahaha¦ xuH }lokAaVyo? Aahaha¦ =oDa Vyvharka Aacr` kruHga to mEH Ku!uHga, Ae ¹iÚ Ku! g{. smjmeHAaya? =oDa VyvharkI dya, \mR, b‡ïcyR sevn xrIrka AEsa Aacr` kruHga to Ku!uHgaAe ¹iÚ Ku! g{. Aahahaha¦ vo im+ya¹iÚ =a, AavI vatuH bhu AakrI wa{ Ke, Aa topHiDtone p` Aa pcavvuH AakruH pDe. Aahaha¦ hE.

vStu j stŸ srz Ýwu hE ne¦ hE ne wgvan¦ hE _sko Ýaº krna hE¦ Ae to n hoyne Ýaº krna ho Ae to vat dUsrI hE. hE, Aahaha¦ stŸ Ýwu, siCcdanHd na=, hE _ska&an krna ne hE _skI ]âa krna hE _smeH rmna, Ae wed=I k=n ƒ` bol Aate hE neAe!la wed Aaya ne? sozmI ga=ameH AaVyuH Ke ne “dHs`à`cirtaÌ seivhVvai`sahu aiÀH tai` pu Ô` itgu iv APpa H cevi`CKyho” Aahahaha¦ to Ae Vyvhareƒ` bat ikya hE, p` Vyvhar Aa hÇ. Aek$p wgvankI ]âa, Aek$pka &an, neAek$pkI iS=rta, Ae tIn wed Aaya, Ae Vyvhar huAa. Ae Vyvhar huAa, miln huAa,meck huAa, Anekta huAa. Aahahaha¦ Ae Axuâta khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦

pyaRyka Ae khane ny 47 nymeH hE. Axuâny ne xuâny 46, 47 Aek ma!Ika AnekipHD vas` Aaid Anekpà hE. JarI Aaid AEse deqna Ae Axuâta hE, AaEr ma!Iko Aek$p

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290 smysar isiâ wag-2deqna Ae xuâta hE. Aem wgvan AaTma _skI pyaRy inmRz pyaRy wedse deqna AeAxuâny hE. Aahahaha¦ nyna VyaQyan Aa gya hE sb, Ane wgvan Aek hI Sv$pAqHDanHd Ýwu _smeH AHdrmeH rmna Aekakar krna Ae xuâ hE, Ae xuâny hE. Aahaha¦ ArereÉãH Aene, ifr _sIka Anucr` krna caihAe. hE? ;ifr' phele to ]âameH ilya, Ae ãVySvwavmeH lIn hoga {tna kmR Ku!ega, ifr _sIka Anucr` krna, AHdrmeH rmna.Aahaha¦ _sIka Anucr`, _ska Anucr` krke cr` rmna. wgvan pU aRnHd TyaH keDekeDe rmna, Aene AnusrIne rmna. Aahaha¦ AenuH nam, _ska nam cairƒ. Aahaha¦nG™pà ne pHcmhav‡tna piràm ne Ae ko{ cairƒ n=I. Ae to Acairƒ hE. Aahaha¦nG™pà Ae AÒv (kI) dxa hE, pHcmhav‡tna piràm Ae to rag hE. Aahaha¦ Ae torag Aacr` hE, Ae Òvna Aacr` nhÄ. AavI SpÚ vat sHtoAe khI Ane lokoAeivro\ kyÈ. Are Ýwu Ae ivro\ to tera AaTma sa=e hE. hE? (]ota:- A&anIno w‡m Ke)Aeno ivro\ Aena AaTma sa=e hE.

AtIiNãy AanHdno na= wgvan inivRkLp Awed vStu, Aahahahaha... AEsa¹iÚmeH ilya nhÄ. &anmeH vedn ikya nhÄ, Ane bharnI iÊyakaHD ne AEsa ne AEsa,Aahaha... lokrHjn, moÙ pahuDmaH Aate hE. AÚ pahuDmeH. lokrHjn-lokrHjn AÚpahuDmeH Aata hE. lok quxI =ay, raÒ (raÒ) Aahahaha¦ Vyvharse Aata hE AEsI iÊyahE AEsa hota hE lokrHjn A&an hE. Aahaha¦ tera AaTma rHgaya nhÄ {smeH. Aahahaha¦

Anuwvke äara _smeH lIn hona caihAe. wgvan pU aRnHdka na= Ýwu _ska &anikya, ]âa ikya, Ab _smeH lIn hona caihAe. Aahahaha¦ AanHd Sv$p wgvanmeHrmna, AtIiNãy AanHdka wojn krna, Aahahahaha... AtIiNãy AanHd Aahaha... AaveKe ne, nhÄ? AolamaH inTy woÒ kzxmaH Aave Ke, bH\ Ai\karmeH. Aahaha... AtIiNãyAanHdno inTy woÒ wgvan.

Aola khe... qavuH ne Aa qavanI iÊya p` bapu Ae to jDnI Ke wa{, tne Aena_pr lÙ Ke Ae p` ivkarwav Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa to AtIiNãy AanHdSv$p wgvan_ska &an ]âa ikya ne pIKe rmna, Ae AtIiNãyka wojn krna, Aahahahaha...AtIiNãyka Svad lena, AavI vatuH AakrI pDe maàne, (ma`sone) AWyas n mze neAaqo id' sHsarna papna po!lamaH pDã. Arr¦ rHgulalÒ¦ Are wgvan wa{¦Aahaha¦

Anuwvke äara _smeH lIn hona caihAe, iksmeH? _smeH. Aa je &aykSvwav jeÔnnemeH ne ]âameH Aaya hE _smeH lIn hona. smjmeH Aaya? kyÇke sa|y Ôe in*kmRAvS=a-moÙ, sa|y Ôe in*kmR AvS=a$p Ae AvS=a pyaRy hE, moÙ p`, sa|y Ôein*kmR AvS=a$p Awed xuâ Sv$p _skI isiâkI, Aahahaha... in*kmR dxa pU aRnHdnImoÙdxa Awed xuâ Sv$p _skI isiâkI {sI Ýkar _Tpi¿ hE, Aa Ýkare _skI Ýaiº hE,dUsra ko{ Ýkare Ýaiº nhÄ. ivxeØ khega. (]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev.)


291

Ývcn nH. 79 ga=a - 17-18ta. 6-9-78 bu\var, wadrva sud-4 sH. 2p04 _¿m Ùma \mR

Aa dslÙÌ pvR:- _ska phela idn hE ne _¿m Ùma, Ae _¿m Ùma Aaid ds bolhE Ae cairƒka wed hE. cairƒ qas moÙka kar` hE. Ae=I cairƒmaH ds Ýkarna \mRAaTmano Anuwv xuâ cEtNynI ¹iÚ Ane Anuwv huAa ho AaEr _smeH pKI cairƒlInta hu[ ho, _sko Aa ds Ýkarka \mR hota hE Ae ds Ýkarka \mRmeH [sse suq hotahE, AanHd hota hE. Aahahaha¦ ds Ýkarka \mR {sko khIAe ke ijsmeH AtIiNãy AanHdAata ho. Aahahahaha¦ AaEr {smeH AtIiNãy AanHd hE {sse AtIiNãy AanHd hE AeAtIiNãy AanHd suqSv$pI hE. ds Ýkarka \mR AavI vat Ke wa{. Aahaha¦

AEse Aam _¿m Ùma, _¿m Ùma kha ne to smikt sihtnI, smikt ivna je kH{hE Ae kaH{ Ùma nihH Ae to kØay hE ruH\ayelo hoy. Aahaha¦ ma=e AaVyuH Ke wa{ 393}lok 393 _pr.

muin \mR ÙmaAaid wavoHse ds Ýkarka hE suqke sa=, suq {sse hota hE.Aahaha¦ Are Aa cairƒ-\mR, ijsse AtIiNãy AanHd Aata ho. Aahaha... _ska namds Ýkarka muinka \mR khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke bapa AakrI bhu. Aaha¦Ke {smeH? suqke sa= suq {sse hota hE. AaEr suq {smeH hE A=va suqse sar hE Aeds Ýkarka \mR suqno sar, AanHdno sar _smeH hE. Aahahaha¦ AtIiNãy AanHdnuH vednivxeØ ho _ska nam yhaH ds Ýkarka \mR hE. Aahaha¦ AavI VyaQya hve, AavI 393maH Ke phelaH, ipKe 394, Ae dseymaH ho dsey Ýkarno \mR, Aahahaha... Aa dslÙÌ pvRAe ds Ýkarka \mR Ae cairƒka wed hE, sMyGdxRn siht Anuwv Ane cairƒ huAa ho_smeH ivxeØ AanHd Aata hE _sko AhÄya ds Ýkarka \mR khenemeH Aata hE. Aaha¦ AavIvat. sMyGdxRnmeH Sv$pkI ¹iÚ honeHse AanHdka Svad Aata hE p` =oDa hE. Aahaha...AaEr cairƒmeH Ýcur AanHd hE, AaEr _smeH Ùma Aaid ho. Aahaha... Ae ÙmameH to mhaAanHd-AanHd Aata hE, khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? AavI vat Ke. Ae dsmaH phelo _¿m(Ùma) hE. (]ota:- vItragwav Ae j \mR Ke) Ae vItrag wav Ae j Aa vItragkads Ýkarka \mR hE. Ae to Aena wed btaya, bakI vItragwav Ae \mR ne Ae cairƒneAe ds Ýkarka \mR, vItragwav. Aahahaha... AavI vat Ke. Ae ds Ýkarka \mR vItragwav hE. Aahaha¦ Fò j ragno Awav kH{k kre, AtIiNãy AanHdna _g‡ AnuwvmeHAanHd Aata hE _sko yhaH ds Ýkarka \mR khenemeH Aata hE. Aa to Ùma krIne #Äk u kyuÅAEsI bat nhÄ. Aa to _¿m Ùma ne _¿m madRv, AHtrmeH AaTma AanHd Ýwu _ska AHtrAnuwvmeH AtIiNãy Svadka Aana _ska nam to sMyGdxRn hE. Aahahahaha¦ AaErcairƒ ivxeØ AanHdka Aana nam cairƒ hE Ane _smeH ds Ýkarka \mR, Aahaha Ae

ga=a - 17-18


292 smysar isiâ wag-2suqna SvadmaH v<iâ ho, Aahahaha... _ska nam, vat AevI Ke 393 maH phelaH ikya =apIKe 394

(dslÙ` \mRna }lok pU. guÌdev]IAe “SvamI kaitRkeyAnuÝeÙa” maH=I lI\a Ke.)kohe jo tPpid sur`ritirOihH kIrma e iv ._vsGge iv r_¶e tSs qma i`Mmla hoid .. 394..

je ko{ sHt-muin, mnu*y ityÅc AcetnAaid _psgRmeH hote KteH p` tPtaymannihH ho, Êo\se tPtayman n ho, p` AanHdse _g‡ AanHdka SvadmeH Aa Ôy. Aahahaha¦_sko yhaH _¿m Ùma ds lÙÌ pvRmeH Ý=m \mR khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? ]avkko wI dxRn &an cairƒ tInÇ, pHcm gu S=anmeH p` tIn hota hE,inymsarmaH Aate hE ne? wi›, dxRn-sMyGdxRn &an cairƒkI wi› kre ]avk, wi›piràm Ae pir`mn krte hE. Aahahaha... hE {ske wI Aa ds Ýkarka \mRmeH AHx hE,muinko ivxeØ hE Aane AHx hE p` Ae AHxmeH AanHdka Svad Aata hE ivxeØ suqsar.Aahahaha¦ je xIsmkI lkDI hotI hE ne xIsm - xIsm _sko sar hoy, AHdr cIkòk@` (sar) Aem Aa suqsar. Aahahaha¦ _¿m ÙmameH AtIiNãy AanHdka sar AatahE. Aahahaha¦ _ska nam _¿m \mR khete hE. nihH pta? _s muinke inmRz Ùma hotI hEpKI ¹ÚaHt AaPya Ke. AmukmeH muin AEse AEse muin ho gya ne xaHt xaHt... FaÌmeH ipla,Aahaha¦ Aa paHDvaene lohana dagInamaH JevrmaH, Aahahaha¦ AtIiNãy AanHdkI ba#AatI =I khete hE. Aahaha¦ Ae _psgRmeH pirØh shnmeH, shn {sko khenemeH Aata hE ke&ata-¹Úa rhekr AanHdka ivxeØpà p‡g! ho, _ska nam pirØh shn ikya khenemeHAata hE. Aahahahaha¦ AavI cIj Ke wa{¦ vItragna margnI ko{ la{n AaqI ferKe. Ae vStunuH Sv$p j AevuH AEsa hE. Ae Aa kæuH deqo _¿m Ùma.

hve calto Ai\kar. (ga=a 17-18) yhaH su\I Aaya hE, sa|y Ôe in*kmR dxa,moÙnI dxa Ae sa|y hE, Ae Awed xuâ Sv$p _skI isiâkI _sI Ýkar _ppi¿ hE. Aaha¦Apna wgvanka dxRn krna ÝtIt krna &an krna ne rm`ta Ae in*kmR AvS=amoÙnI Ýaiºka _pay hE. Aahaha... ANy=a Anuppi¿ hE. Aa AnekaHt hE Aaela AnekaHtAem khete hE ne ke inüyse wI ho Ane Vyvharse wI ho Ae AnekaHt, (Aesa nhÄ).Aahahaha... TyaH to wgvan AaTma, Aahaha... Apna inüy dxRn &an ne cairƒ _skein*kmR AvS=a _sse sa|y hota hE, ANy=a nhÄ, _ska nam AnekaHt hE. Vyvharse keragse ke inim¿se nhÄ _ska nam AnekaHt, Svse ho ne prse nhÄ _ska nam AnekaHthE. ATyare AnekaHt AEsa fudDIvad kr dete hE. Aahaha¦ inüyse wI ho, Vyvharse wI ho,_padanse ho, inim¿se wI ho, Ae to fudDIvad hE, AekaHt im+ya hE, JIÌ vatuH bhu bapa,marg Aa.

hE? [sI Ýkar _ppi¿ hE, ANy=a Anuppi¿ hE, dUsrI rIte mui›nI AvS=anI_ppi¿ hotI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Apna wgvan AaTma AtIiNãy AanHdnI ¹iÚ &an ne


293rm`ta krte hE, Ae Aek in*kmR AvS=a(moÙ) Ýaiºka _pay hE, Aahaha... dUsra ko[_pay hE nhÄ. be moÙka magR khete hE Ae to k=nkI xElI hE, moÙmagR to Aa Aek hI hE.Aahahaha¦ Aa to jene wa{ wvna =ak laGya hoy, wvnI bIk ÉãH j[xuH, ÉãHy?Aahaha¦ Aek xrIrmaH pIDa Aave to shn n =ay. Aahahaha¦

Aene xrIrmaH rhIne Ýwu tera kam krna hE AHdr. mEH to AanHdkHd Ýwu, xuâcEtNyFn, _skI ÝtIitmeH AanHd Aana, _ska &an krnemeH AanHd Aana, _skI iS=rtakrnemeH AanHd Aana, Aahahahaha... Aavo marg Ke te ANy=a nhÄ, Ke ne? [sI Ýkarsesa|ykI isiâ hotI hE. ANy Ýkarse nhÄ. hE? Aahaha¦ (]otane) Ae barà pase=IqsI Ôv Aam kH[, Ae Kek paKz=I Aave Ke ne te mo#a Aagz bese Ke. qsI Ôv kebhar, paKz=I Aave Ane mo#a Aagz besvuH kaH[, Aahaha¦

hve, Ae vatne ivxeØ smÔte hE, Ke ne? jb AaTmako AnuwvmeH Aane pr, kya?Anek pyaRymeH rag Ane äeØ ne ivkLpo, Aahahaha... Ae Apne AaTmako Anuwv (meH)Aane pr Anek pyaRy$p wedwav, Anuwv name AanHdka AnuwvnI Aa bat nhÄ hE,rag ne pu~y ne pap Ae Anek Ýkarna je vednmeH Aata hE AnuwvmeH, Anek pyaRy$pwedwavoHke sa= imi]tpà hone pr wI, Aahahaha... wgvan AaTma AtIiNãy AanHdnIsa=meH, Ae pu~y ne papna AsHQy Ýkar ne [skI sa= imi]tpà ho gya Anaidse,maNya hE. Aahahaha¦ imi]tpà hE, honepr wI, svR Ýkarse wed&anmeH ÝvI` Aahaha...AHtrmeH ragse iwNn krneka ÝvI`, rag Ae bH\ka lÙ` hE, wgvanka lÙ` &an hE.Ae &anse ragko iwNn krke Aahahaha... AavI vat. pyaRymaH pu~y ne papna Anekivkar, AnuwvmeH Aane pr wI, imi]tpà hone pr wI, vStu to vStu trIke hE, ragnuHimi]tp uH maNyuH Ke, maNya hE. (huAa nhÄ) smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

AEse rag Ane AaTmakI Aek imi]t dxa, AEsa honepr wI, Aahahaha... svRÝkarsewed&an, deqo¦ svRÝkarse, Aek AHx ragka wI ApnemeH nhÄ AEse svRÝkarse wed&an,Aahaha... AHtrmeH JUknese ragse iwNn ho Ôta hE. Aare AavI vatuH hve. wed&anmeHÝvI`tase, svR Ýkarse, AHx wI rag _ska (Apna) nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ôe yh AnuwUithE so ih mEH huH, Ae Ônneka Anuwv hota hE. Ae mEH huH. rag Ae mEH nhÄ, cahe to devguÌxaÏnI wi›ka rag ho, gu gu Ika wedka rag ho, p` ragse AaTma imi]t manilya hE, to _sko wed&an krke, Aahahaha... ragna wavse wgvan AaTmako wed&ankrnese j¡da paDnese svR Ýkarse j¡da paDnese Aahaha... Aa ik‡ya. smjmeH Aaya?

“yh AnuwUit hE so ih” (mEH huH) wed&an krnese je &anka Anuwv rha Ae mEH huH,hE? AnuwUit hE so ih mEH huH. AEsa AaTm&anse Ýaº huAa, AaTm&anse Ýaº huAa,Aahahaha¦ wgvan AaTma ragse imi]t AvS=ameH honepr wI, j¡da paDnekI wed&ankIkzase svR Ýkar wed&an krnese, Ae &an$p rha Ae mEH huH. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. jenekLya` krvuH hoy Aene Aa rSta hE wa{, bakI b\I vatuH Ke. Aahaha¦ AaTm&an AEse

ga=a - 17-18


294 smysar isiâ wag-2AnuwUit so mEH huH, Ae Ônnevala AaTma te AnuwUit Ae mEH, ragnuH imi]tp uH Ane svRÝkare wed&anse iwNn krke Ae Aatm&an Ae &an yh mEH huH AnuwUit Ae Aatm&an.Aahahaha¦ hve AavI vatHu Ke.

“Ýaº hota huAa [s AaTmako jEsa Ôna hE, vEsa hI [s ÝkarkI ÝtIit” ÔnnemeHAaya to Aa &anSv$pI wgvan hE, AanHdSv$pI Ýwu hE, AEsa &anmeH wed&anseAnuwUit &ankI AnuwUit yh mEH huH, AEsa Ôna, vEsa hI [s ÝkarkI ÝtIit, Ae ÝkarkIÝtIit huAa, Aahaha¦ ÝtIit ijska lÙ` hE AEsa ]âan _idt hota hE. Aahaha..._sko sMyGdxRn Ýg! hota hE. Are ragna wagse iwNn wgvanko (inÔTmako) krkeAHdrmeH je &anka Anuwv rha Ae mEH huH Ane Ae AaTm&an hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae &anmeH AEsaAaTma jàya, AEsa hI ÝtItmeH Aaya. AaTmaka &an huAa AEsa hI ÝtItmeH Aaya keAa AaTma. Aahaha¦ AavI vatHu. wa{¦ tb ]âan _idt hota hE. tb smSt ANywavoHka wed honese, jb ragse, pu~yke ivkLpse &anSv$pI wgvan iwNn honeseiwNnka &an huAa Ane iwNnkI ÝtIit hu[. Aa ÔnnemeH Aaya vo hI AaTma AEsIp‡tIit hu{.

pIKe, ANy wavoHka wed honese, smSt ANy wavoH, Aahahaha¦ gu gu IkaivkLp _@te hE wed, _sse wI wed krke, Aahahahaha¦ smSt ANy wavoHka wed honesein:xHk iS=r honemeH sm=R hota hE. Aahaha¦ Sv$pmeH in:xHkp e iS=r honese cairƒ hotahE. Aa ragse iwNn &anSv$p AEsa AnuwUit hu[ Ae AaTm&an, Ane Ae AaTm&anmeHje jàya AaTma AEsI ÝtIit hu[ AaEr ÝtIit hu[ pIKe ANy wavse iwNn hokr, ragAaidse, hE? in:xHk iS=r honese, Sv$pmaH inxHkp e iS=r honese, Aahaha... AaTmakaAacr` _dy hota hE. Ae AaTmaka Aacr`. ragse iwNn ]âa &an ikya AaEr _ssepKI ragse iwNn Sv$pmeH @rna, (Aekag‡ hona) in:xHkp e ke mEH Aa huH, rag ne dya,danna ivkLp je hE Ae to mEH nhÄ. Aahahahahaha¦

bhu kam¦ xaÏka &an je prlÙI hE Ae wI mEH nhÄ, kyuH ke AemaH AaTm&an nhÄhuAa. Aahahaha¦ AaTm&an Ae!le je AaTma hE _ska &an, ragse iwNn hokr AaTm&an,AaEr AEsI ÝtIit ke Aa AaTma. &anmeH Aaya, Ae Aa AaTma, to AEsI ÝtIit, AaEr yeANy wavoHse “smSt ANywavoHse iwNn hokr in:xHkp e @rneka sm=R huAa” Aahaha¦rag Aaid mEH nhÄ AaEr merI cIjmeH in:xHkp e @rnese, Aahaha... “AaTmaka Aacr` _dyhota hE” Tyare AaTmaka Aacr`, wgvan AaTmameH lIn hota hE. Aacr` namSv$pka Aacr` hota hE. Ae Aacr`ka _dy nam cairƒ huAa. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

AaTmako sa\ta hE Ae rIte AnuwUit &an te huH Ane te &anmeH AaTma jàya AEsIÝtIit hu[, smSt ANy wavoHse iwNn hokr in:xHkp e Sv$pmeH @rneka Aacr` huAa,AaTm Aacr` Ae rIte AaTmakI isiâ hE, Ae rIte AaTmako sa\ta hE. Aahahaha¦

“AEse sa|y AaTmakI isiâkI [s Ýkar _Tpi¿ hE.” Aa Ýkare sa|y je in*kmR dxa


295moÙ kevl [skI isiâ Aa Ýkare hE, dUsra Ýkare hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ =oDamaH p` iktna wridya hE. rag, ivkLp Ane wgvan vItrag Sv$p _ska imi]tpà Ô e ho gya ho,AEse imi]tpàmeHse ragse iwNn hokr AnuwUit (A=aRtŸ) Aa Ônnevala, ÔnnevalaAe mEH, AEsa &an huAa Ae AaTm&an huAa. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Lyo, Aa dslÙÌ pvRno phelo id' Aahaha¦ (]ota:- suqno phelo id' suqp‡aPt krvano idvs). Aa suq, suq, suq kæuH'tuH wa{ ne kale, TyaH Aene TyaH surtvazaAaVyane. Aahaha¦ wgvan suqno wHDar hE ne Ýwu. AtIiNãy AanHdno sagr hE ne_sko ragse iwNn krke, &anmeH AtIiNãy sagrka &an huAa, AaTm&an. Aahaha¦AaEr jEsa ÔnnemeH Aaya AEsI ÝtIit ikya, AaEr smSt ragse iwNn hokr in:xHkp eAaTma Aacr` krneka puruØa=R huAa, Aahahaha¦ Aa cairƒ. JIÌ vat bapu Ae e jrI.Arere¦ AnHtkaz=I wgvanne wUlI w‡màmaH pDõ Ke Anaid=I du:qne pH=e Ke. Aahahaha¦Ae Aa rIte _ppi¿ isâ dxanI hE, sa|y isâ.

AEsa hone pr wI, Aahahaha¦ hve Aaya, Aa xrIr ne pEsa ne Aabru ne Aemsa`na haDkano fosfrs Ke. Aahahaha¦ AenI jene ivSmyta lage, Aene AaTmanIivSmyta nhÄ lage. jene AaTma isvay baæ pda=RnI Aitxyta-ivxeØta wase AeneAaTmanI iwNnta nhÄ wase. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AEsa hone pr wI prHtu jbAEsa AnuwUit Sv$p wgvan AaTma, Aahahahaha... &anmaH AnuwvSv$p wgvanAaTma, Aahahaha... Aa bazgopaz, Aa baz nam bazk=I maHDIne v<â gopaz namv<â, bazkse maHDIne v<âko sbko, Aahahahaha... AnuwvmeH sda, SvyH hI Aane pr wIAahahaha... AenI pyaRymeH &ankI pyaRy hE _ska SvprÝkaxk Svwav hE, vo kar epyaRymeH SvSv$p ÔnnemeH Aata hE. pyaRymeH ãVySv$p wgvan ÔnnemeH Aata hE. KtaHA&anIko pr trfna bH\nuH lÙ hova=I, ragna Ýem=I Ae AHtrmaH Ôe[ xkto n=I. mEHcIj AaTma merI pyaRymeH ÔnnemeH Aata hE AEsa deq skte nhÄ.

frIne, Aahaha¦ &ankI Ôe pyaRy hE vtRman, Ae pyaRyka Svwav j SvprÝkaxkhE. cahe to A&an ho ke &an ho, to Ae pyaRymeH AaTma hI ÔnnemeH Aata hE. ÉyUH keSvprÝkaxk Svwav honese &ankI pyaRymeH Sv vStu hE vo hI ÔnnemeH ne AnuwvmeHAata hE. pyaRymeH ãVy j ÔnnemeH Aata hE. Aahahahaha¦ hEH? (]ota:- Éãre?) ATyare,sday kI\uH ne? kæuH ne Aa AnuwvmeH sda Ane SvyH, sda Ane SvyH Aahahahaha... Ae&ankI pyaRymeH sda SvyH Aahahaha... Aane pr wI, SvyH Aane pr wI, Aahahaha...khete hE ke &ankI vtRman dxameH sda SvyH ÔnnemeH Aata hE, AEsa hone pr wI AnaidbH\ke vx, Aahahaha... p` Anaid ragne vx, rag Ae qreqr prãVy hE, Ae SvãVy nhÄ.&ankI pyaRymeH SvãVy ÔnnemeH Aane pr wI, rag Ôe prãVy hE _ske sa=kI ¹iÚsepyaRymeH Ônnevala AaTma _sko jàte nhÄ. _sko Ônte nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ ware wa{¦

frIne, prHtu jb AEsa AnuwUit Sv$p wgvan, &anSvwavI wgvan AaTma

ga=a - 17-18


296 smysar isiâ wag-2deqo, wgvan AaTma &anSv$pI Anuwv, Aabaz gopaz sbne, bazkse v<â,Aahahahaha... sbko AnuwvmeH, sbko AnuwvmeH sbko sda Ane sbko SvyH,Aahahaha... wa{ Aa to kaH[ vataR k=a n=I. Aa to wgvt, Aahahahaha... Aabazgopaz svRne Ane sda, svRne Ane sda Ane SvyH, AaTma j &ankI pyaRymeH ÔnnemeHAata hE. Aahahahaha¦ Are¦ AEsa honepr wI Anaid bH\ke vx, p` ¹iÚ rag AneivkLp _pr hE, Aahahaha¦ Aene vx ho Ônese pyaRymeH ÔnnemeH Aata hE ãVy, KtaH AeÔn skte nhÄ, Aahahaha¦ ragnI AektakI AH\ buiâmeH, pyaRymeH Ônnevala wgvanÔnI xke, KtaH te Ônte nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. hE ke nhÄ AHdr? Aahaha¦

AEsa AnuwUit &anSv$p wgvan AaTma, Aabaz gopazko &ankI pyaRymeHÔnnemeH Aata hE sbko-sda Ane SvyH, Ae AaTma j sda SvyH ApnI pyaRymeH ÔnnemeHAata hE. Aahahahaha¦ p` Apna Svwav trf ¹iÚ idya nhÄ, Ane ragne vx hokr,AbH\ Sv$p je pyaRymeH ÔnnemeH Aata hE, Ae ragke bH\ke, rag$p bH\ke vx hokr vxhokr AbH\ Sv$p je pyaRymeH ÔnnemeH Aata hE _sko Ôn skte nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Éyakha? Aa to \Irjna kam Ke bapu. Aahaha¦

bazk=I maHDIne v<â, sb AaTmameH pyaRy Ôe &ankI hE, _smeH Ae AnuwUit (Sv$p)wgvan AaTma hI ÔnnemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ p` AEsa honepr wI Anaid ragkasHbH\meH, Ae bH\ kho ke ragka sHbH\ kho. Aahahaha¦ ragka sHbH\meH rokanese, AbH\Sv$ppyaRymeH ÔnnemeH Aata hE Ae bH\meH rokanese AbH\ ÔnnemeH Aata hE, Ae nhÄ Ônta.Aahahahaha¦

ifr, AaTma AanHd&an Sv$p Ae pyaRymeH A&anIkae wI bazkse v<â, sda SvyHAaTma, Ae AaTma j pyaRymeH AnuwvmeH Aata hE. Aahahaha... AEsa hone pr wI,A&anI ragka sHbH\meH ruknese, ragka bH\wavmeH ruknese, pyaRymeH AbH\ Sv$pI wgvanÔnnemeH Aane pr wI ragke, sHbH\meH pDa vo ÔnnemeH nhÄ Aata. kho hE ke nhÄ AHdr?Aahaha¦ njr tze cIj Aam deqatI ho, p` njrnuH lÙ bIje hota hE to Ae idqatanhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ Are Ýwu tuH tarI pyaRymeH, &ankI Aek smykI pyaRymeH Ýwu, sdabazgopazne ne SvyH wgvan AaTma j ÔnnemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae !Ika¦wrtÙeƒmaH, hE¦ Aahahaha... (]ota:- AÔeD AÔeD) hE¦ pote j pote ne pr be nhÄ(]ota:- pote j, pote ne pr be nhÄ) ragmeH vx hokr pyaRymeH AbH\ Sv$p &anmeH Aanepr wI, ragke sHbH\meH ruknese, AbH\ Sv$p ÔnnemeH nhÄ Aata.

ifr, Aahahahaha¦ wgvan AaTma _skI &ankI pyaRy wle A&an ho, p` AepyaRymeH pyaRyka Svwav, &an hE ne? to _ska SvprÝkaxk Svwav hE, to pyaRymeH SvyHAabaz gopazne sda SvyH AaTma hI ÔnnemeH Aata hE, Aahahaha¦ AEsa hone pr wIragka sHbH\na bH\ne vxe, Ae pyaRymeH ÔnnemeH AbH\ Aata hE _sko Ônte nhÄ. ragkoÔnte hE. Aahahaha¦


297Are Aa vat É˜aH saHwzva mze Ke bapa, idgHbr sHto hxe. Aahahaha¦ kevz&anna

ivrh wulave AevI vat Ke. Aahahaha¦ bIÔne du:q lage ke Aa tmaro Aek j \mR? bapu,tmaro Amaro n=I, Aa to vStunuH Sv$p j AavuH Ke. Aahaha¦

kya kha? ke AaTma pyaRymeH AbH\ Sv$p hE Ae pyaRymeH pyaRyka SvprÝkaxkSvwav honese, A&anIkI pyaRymeH wI Ae ãVy j ÔnnemeH Aata hE, p` A&anI ragkasHbH\meH ruknese, ragko Ônte hE, je _smeH hE nhÄ _sko Ônte hE, Ane je hE pyaRymeHÔnnevalI cIj [sko Ônte nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ kho sumnwa{¦ NyaH É˜aHy mze AevuH n=IAavuH. Aahahaha¦ rqDvana rSta Ke bapa. Aahaha¦

Are Aene kane n pDe sTy, s¿ne k{ rIte xo\e? Aahaha¦wgvan tera Sv$p je pU R AbâSv$p hE, Aahahaha... Ae terI pyaRymeH Abâ j

SvyH sda sbko ÔnnemeH Aata hE, AEsa honepr wI ragka sHbH\meH bH\meH TyaH ruknesepyaRymeH ÔnnemeH Aata hE AbH\ vo nhÄ Ôn skte. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. cahe towgvankI wi›ka rag ho, cahe to xaÏkI wi›ka rag ho. Aahahaha... p` Aeragka bH\, rag Ae bH\ hE, wgvan AbH\Sv$p hE, to pyaRymeH AbH\ Sv$p ÔnnemeHAata hE, Svwav j AEsa hE. pyaRyka Svwav j AEsa hE. Aahahaha¦ &ankI pyaRymeHAvS=ameH iƒkazI AvS=ayI Ýwu SvyH ÔnnemeH Aata hE AEsa pyaRyka \mR hE, Aaha¦Svwav hE, AEsa honepr wI ragka sHbH\meH ruknese AaEr ragko Ônnese, rag ivnanIcIj pyaRymeH ÔnnemeH AatI hE, _sko Ônte nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦

kho AavI vat Ke bapu, AakrI vat wa{¦ vItrag marg, ragnI pyaRymeH ruknesevItrag wgvan AaTma ijnSv$pI, Aahahahaha... ijnSv$pI wgvan AaTma AepyaRymeH Ae ijnSv$p j ÔnnemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ AEsa honepr wI ijnSv$pseiv$â je rag cahe to dya, dan, wi›, v‡t Aaid ko[ p` ivkLp ho, Aahahaha... _skodeqnese bH\ne vxe hokr, pyaRymeH AbH\ Sv$p hI ÔnnemeH Aata hE, KtaH Ae Ônte nhÄ.Aahaha¦

AavI vat Ke wa{¦ ke!lakne to nvI lage. Aa smysar kH[ nvuH Ke? hEH? be hÔrvØR=I to kreluH Ke, Aahahaha... vStunuH Sv$p j AEsa hE p‡wu¦

ßyaH SvyH-sda, pyaRymeH &ankI dxameH ÔnnemeH Aate (AEsa) honepr wI lÙ bH\_pr hE, ragno ivkLp cahe to dya, dan, v‡t wi›, ragmeH Aekakar huAa hE, ragko deqtehE, to ragko deqte hE, to pyaRymeH AragI AbH\ Sv$p ÔnnemeH Aata hE, _sko nhÄÔnte. Aahahaha¦ Are¦ Aahaha¦ bhu j wyuÅ Ke. Aohohohoho¦¦ sHtoAe to kru a krInejgtne AaTmanI Ôherat krI Ke. wa{¦ wgvannI Ôherat terI pyaRymeH hotI hE, p`terI njruH rag ne pyaRymeH ruknese Ae pyaRymeH ÔnnevalI xi›ne Ônte honepr wI nhÄÔnte. Aahahahaha... AeklI &annI iÊyanI vat Ke AaHhIya to.

jb AEsa AnuwUit Sv$p Aa wgvan AaTma, deqo¦ wgvan AaTma¦ Aahahaha¦

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298 smysar isiâ wag-2AnHt AnHt AanHd ne &annI l"mIka wHDar wgvan¦ Ae Aa baz gopaz, bazksev<â sbko Aahahaha... Ae Aa@ vrsno bazk hoy Aaha... Ýwu, _skI &ankI pyaRymeHAe wgvan AaTma hI ÔnnemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha... sbko sda SvyH pyaRymeH wgvanÔnnemeH Aata hE. (AEsa) hone pr wI Anaid ragke vx hokr ragka &anmeH ruknese,AbâSv$pka &an honepr wI [ska &an nhÄ krta hE. Aahahaha¦ Aavo _pdex¦Aolo to v‡t kro ne tp kro ne, Aahaha... piDma l[ Lyo Ôv. Aahaha¦ wa{¦ tarona= AHdr mo!o Ýwu Ke ne? wgvan AaTma kI\uH ne? wgvan AaTma¦ Aahaha...A&anInoy AaTma, wgvan AaTma Aem kæo. Aahahahaha... wa{ tne tarI qbrn=I. jenI qbruH =ay Ke tenI tne qbr n=I, qbr hE nhÄ tere, Ane ragnI qbrumaHruknese wgvan ruka[ gya. Aahaha¦ kho, y¡glÒ¦ AavI vatHu Ke. Aahahaha¦

smÔy AevuH Ke hÇ Aa kH[ AevI waØa AakrI n=I, waØa to sadI Ke, Aahaha¦xuH sHtoAe kam kyaÅ Ke. Aahaha¦ AaTmanI Ýisiâ Aa !IkanuH nam ;AaTmQyait' Ke. AeAaTmQyaitnI Ýisiâ krtaH, pyaRymaH AaTma jàta honepr wI Aaha... Aahahaha...kyÇik pyaRyka Svwav SvprÝkaxk hone se, wle terI njr TyaH n ho p` Ae Svprp‡kaxkhonese saEne SvyH ÔnnemeH Aata hE. SvyH wgvan ÔnnemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ pÀnaid bH\ke vx, deqo Ae ragna AHxna bH\ne vxe pDõ. wgvan AaTma pyaRymeHÔnnemeH Aata hone pr p` ragna AHxna vxmaH pDõ. Aaha¦

“prãVyÇke sa= AekTvke inüyse” qreqr to Ae ivkLp rag hE, Ae wI prãVy hE.Aahahaha... Ae SvãVy nhÄ. wgvan AaTma¦ Aahahaha¦ Vyvharna risyane to AevuHlage Aa ke Aa xuH khe Ke, Aa te, wa{¦ Aa tara FrnI vat Ke Ýwu, ne taruH Fr tne j ayKe. Ô`vamaH Aavta KtaH, tarI njr TyaH n=I. Aahahaha... kho hIrawa{¦ AavuH Ke.

Aavo kevo _pdex Aavo, ke krvuH xuH AamaH kaH[ ha= AavtuH n=I khe Ke. Aahaha¦wa{ krvanuH Ae Ke prna bH\ _prnuH lÙ KoDI AbH\ Sv$pI wgvan jày Ke TyaHnjr naq, Aa krvanuH Aa Ke bakI to b\aH =o=aH Ke. Aahahahaha¦

prãVyna vxe AekTvke inüyse AaHhI Ae kya kha? rag ne SvwavnI Aekta hE,AEsa mannese, Aahahaha... ivwavka A|yas ho gya hE. Ae ma!e Aahahaha... AekTvkeinüyse mUH# A&anIjnko Aaha... Aekkor wgvan AaTma kha, Aahahaha.. wa{ Aato Am<tna rel Ke. Aahaha¦ Am<tno sagr wgvan terI pyaRymeH wgvan AaTma sdaSvyH jày Ke Ýwu, Ae terI pyaRyka Svwav hE, p` teH Anaid rag cahe to xuw ho,Aahahaha... gu gu Ika wedka ivkLp, _smeH ruknese Aahahaha... mUH# A&anIko Ôe yhAnuwUit hE vhI mEH huH. Ae Ônnevala &an mEH huH. AEsa AaTm&an _idt nhÄ hota. AEseAaTmaka &an, AaTm&an Ýg! nhÄ hota. Aahahaha... AavI vatuH Ke.

vItrag Sv$pI wgvan pyaRymeH ÔnnemeH Aate haenepr wI, ragke vx honeseragka &an krnese, Svka &an ruk gya. Aahahaha¦ ragka ivkLpka &an, TyaH &an


299ikya Are xaÏna &an Ke TyaH ruk gya, merI pyaRymeH bhot xaÏka &an huAa.Aahahahaha... wa{¦ Ae xaÏ&an Ae kaH[ tarI cIj nhÄ, p` _smeH ruknese Aahahaha...Ae bH\ wav hE. Aahaha... &anko TyaH ruknese &anmaH wgvan ÔnnemeH Aata hE. so to_sko Ônte nhÄ mHU#. Aahahaha¦

A&anIjnko yh AnuwUit hE vhI mEH huH, ÔnnevalI cIj ye mEH huH AEsa AaTm&an_idt nhÄ hota. _sko AEsa AaTm&an Ýg! nhÄ hota, ragka &an Ýg! hota hE.Aahahahaha¦ AavI gHwIr vatuH. sa\ar` smajne Aem khe p` smaj pase sTy hoyAe smajnI pase mUkna ke AstŸ j mukna? Ane smaj AaTma hE ke nhÄ Ýwu? Are¦Aahaha, wgvan AaTma hE wa{, AEsa wgvan AaTma pyaRymeH ÔnnemeH Aata hone prwI, pyaRymeH ragmeH ruknese, Aahaha... Ae ÔnnemeH Aata hE, _sko Ôna nhÄ mUH#.Aahahaha... AEsa AaTm&an _idt nhÄ hota. ragka &an huAa _sko to, Aahahaha...

wgvan &anSv$pI Ýwu Aeikla Ônnevala Ae AaHhI _ska &an nhÄ huAa,ijsmeH Ae cIj nhÄ AEsa ragka &an huAa. Aahaha¦ AaTm&an _idt n huAa.Aahahaha... wgvan¦ AaEr _ske Awavse A&anka ]âan g|\eke sÄgke ]âan smanhE. A&an je cIj ÔnnemeH n Aa[ _skI ]âa kya? Aahahaha¦ ivxeØ khega.


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madRv \mR._¿mà`phaò _¿mtvyr`kr`sIlo iv .APpa H jo hIlid m¶vry H wve tSs .. 395..

Aahaha¦ Aa ds Ýkarka \mR, cairƒ \mRna pe!awede hE cairƒ Ae moÙka saÙatŸkar` hE sMyGdxRn ne &an ijsko cairƒka kar` hE ne cairƒ moÙka kar` hE. AecairƒmeH Aa ds wed hE. [smeH _¿m madRv-nrmax, nrmax, nrmax... _¿m &an hoÔnneka pHiDt ho AaEr &an tpSyameH mha Ý\an tpSya krta ho, K- K- mihnanaApvas Aaid, KtaH APpa` ihldI. Aahahaha¦ Aa AaTmako Anadr krte hE. Aahahaha¦Are terI pyaRy khaH AaEr svR&kI pyaRy khaH. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? muin hE, tInkØayka Awav hE, cairƒ hE, inmaRnta {tnI Ýg! hu{ hE ke ijsmeH Aagz kevz&ankIpyaRy deqneHse, mEH to tr`tuLy huH. Aahaha¦ AhÄya to =oDa FàH Ô`pà hoy TyaH Ô eAme bhot kr idya ne Ô~ya ne, Aaha... Arere AaHhI to _¿m &an ho xaÏka mhaxaÏoka Ônnevala pHiDt ho, &an md nih kre. Aahaha¦ tem puƒ klƒ AaidmeH smiktIho Ae wI _smeH mera hE AEsa Aiwman n kre. Aahaha¦ sMy¹iÚ hE (_sko) puƒ klƒ

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300 smysar isiâ wag-2Aaid l"mI AbÔepit Aaid Ae AHdr Aasikt hotI hE, p` vo mohka ivlas hE merI cIjnhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? AEsa AaTmameH inmaRnp`a rqte hE. Aa vzI Aa to ƒIÔe hE ne(bIÔe) _¿m madRv.

hve, AajRv \mR.jo icHte[ vHkH ku id vHkH jHpO vHkH .` y govid i`ydosH Aßjv\Mmo hve tSs .. 396..

Ôe muin mnmeH vÊtaka icHtvn nihH kre. Aahaha¦ sU"m bat hE Aek var ÝÆ bhothuAa =a, 82 =a, sHvt 82 meH Ômngr gye p` TyaH to sb iÊyakaHD bhot clte =e.taracHdwa{ hta ivrÒwa{na iptaÒ to Ae bhar=I Vyvhar b\uH kravta AemaH Aavat inkzI ke wa{ Ôe mn vcn ne kaya _skI vÊta riht ne srzta ho, to _sse topu~ybH\ hota hE Aa srzta j¡dI hE vo srzta j¡dI. smjmeH Aaya? car bol hE, xuwnam kmR bH\nmaH car bol hE, mnnI vÊta riht, vcnnI vÊta riht, kayanI vÊtariht, ivsHvad, JFDo nih ko{ sa=, KtaH Ae to sMyGdxRn riht ho, to wI AEsaxuwwav to hota hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? ijsse xuw namkmR bH\ pDe Aa waØato AenI Ae j AahÄya hE. mnmaH vÊta nih vcnmaH, Ae vÊtaka A=R AanHd Sv$pwgvanka Anuwv krnemeH, Aahaha... ijsmeH {tnI srzta hE ke AtIiNãy AanHdkI _g‡xaHit AatI hE. Aahahaha¦ _ska nam AajRv\mR khenemeH Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aepa@ to AEsa hE. p` “n guv{ inj doØmŸ” Apna doØ Ôe Aasiktka =oDa hE vo wIgopve nihH w{ ke meremeH to hE. smjmeH Aaya? meremeH jrI AiS=rtaka doØ Aata hE, merIkmÔerI hE, AEsa srz muin ApnI &andxameH AanHdmeH suqna Svad lete hE, _sko Aasrzta hotI hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? hE?

vcnse vÊ n®h bole Apne doØÇko n®h gopve, (vo) muinke _¿m AajRv hotahE Lyo. Aaha¦ Apna doØo ho Ae guÌ pase srzp e Ôher kre, Ôe ke Ae hE to ivkLp.smjmeH Aaya? nIce hE, jEse bazkkI trh guÌAÇke pas khe, AEsa AEsa ivkLp Ae toivkLp hE, p` AHdrmeH {tnI srzta hE. Aahahaha¦ ke khenemeH jrI p` gopvva, {tnIpdvI\r tum ne AEsa rag Aaya, AEsa srzta krke bole, Aaya mere. Aahaha¦ mEH sHthuH, muin huH, xaHitka data huH, KteH merI pir`itmeH jrI rag AEsa Aaya, AEsa srzp evItragwave Ôher kre. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ {sko yhaH _¿m AajRv \mR - ƒIÔkhenemeH Aata hE. Aa AajRv \mRmeH xuwwav nihH. AHdr xuâka _pyogmeH rm`ta Ae Aads Ýkarka \mR hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae tIn bol Aaya.

Aap e smysar wava=R Aaya ne? wava=R-wava=R:- (]otane) Aa b\Hu AavIgyuH Ke. tmne qbr rhetI n=I, (Éya kha) qbr rhetI n=I. AaTmako nhÄ sa\teANy=a sa|y AaTmakI isiâkI Anuppi¿ hE, TyaH b\uH AavI gyuH Ke. “ANy=a Anuppi¿


301hE” AavI gyuH Ke. hr vqte Aam =ay Ke hÇ, yad n=I rhetuH Ae vat krI gya'ta AHdr.

wava=R: - sa|y AaTmakI isiâ dxRn &an cairƒse hE, pyaRyse vat ikya hE.Aahaha¦ Ae pyaRy dxRn &an cairƒse isiâ hE, AEsI pyaRyse bat ikya hE Vyvharse.Aahaha¦ Are ivkLpno Vyvhar to ÉyaHy(dUr) rhI gyo p` AHtr AaTmakI inivRkLp¹iÚinivRkLp sMykŸ AaTmaka &an AaEr Sv$pnI rm`ta, Aahahaha... Ae tIn wIpyaRy¹iÚse Vyvharnyse khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahahaha¦ tIsra xBd l[Ae to Ae AxuânysekhenemeH Aaya hE, pyaRy hE ne? wed¦ Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke Aa. wgvan AaTma, Apnaxuâ, AHqD, Aek$p Svwav _smeHse tIn Ýkar pyaRyp e pir`me, Aahahaha... Aavo marg.

sMykŸ inivRkLp Anuwv AaEr AaTmaka, AaTmaka &an, xaÏka &an Ae to batyhaH hE hI nhÄ, AaEr AaTmameH rm`ta$p cairƒ, crna, rmna Ae tIn ÝkarkI pyaRysekhenemeH Aaya hE, Vyvharnyse khenemeH Aaya hE. tIsra xBd khIAe to Axuânyse khenemeHAaya hE. pyaRyka khena Ae Axuâny hE, xuâse khena Awedse Ae xuâ inüyny hE.Aahaha¦AenymeH Aaya hE, kha =a. Axuâ-xuâny hE ne? 46 ne 47 Ývcnsar, ma!ImeHse FDa, JarIAaid vas` ho Ae pyaRy hE, to Ae Axuânyka ivØy hE. AaEr ma!I Aeikla, Ae xuânykaivØy hE. ¹ÚaHt.

isâaHt. Aahahaha¦ wgvan AaTma¦ sMyGdxRn &an inüycairƒ ne pyaRy$pepir`me Ae Axuânyka ivØy hE. Aahahaha¦ AaEr Aek$p ãVy Svwav, Ae xuânykaivØy hE. Aavo marg Ke, Aaha¦ vo khete hE, ANy Ýkarse nhÄ. Ae sMyGdxRn &aninüy _sse moÙka magR sa|ykI isiâ hE. moÙ Ae!le sa|y-isiâ, ANy Ýkarse nhÄ.inØe\ kr idya. Vyvhar rTnƒyse, inim¿se hota hE, Ae tIn kalmeH nhÄ. Aahaha¦

k˜Çik phele to AaTmako Ône, ke Ônnevala AnuwvmeH Aata hE. Aa ÔnnevalaÔe hE Ae AnuwvmeH Aata hE. rag hE Ae ÔnnemeH Aata hE Aem nhÄ. Ônnevala ragko,Svko, prko wI Ônnevala hE. Ae Ônnevala AnuwvmeH Aata hE, so mEH huH¦ AavI JI`Ivat hE. wwUtml ÝÆ krta'ta ne raƒe, sMyGdxRn kEse ho? Aaha¦ bapu¦ Ae vatAahaha¦ Aa Ônnevala, Ae AnuwvmeH Aata hE, rag-dya, dan, wiÉtka rag nhÄ.Aahahaha... cahe to devguÌ ne xaÏkI wiÉt, Ae wI Aek xuw rag hE. smjmeH Aaya?Ae AnuwvmeH Aata nhÄ. AnuwvmeH to &anSv$p wgvan AaTma AnuwvmeH Aata hEke Aa &an, Ônnevala AaTma Ae AnuwvmeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ rIt bhu, AWyas nhÄAne vtRmanmaH to Ae _pdexey ferfar ho gya. Aahaha¦

AaHhI to khete hE, bIÒ rIte khIAe to Ônnevala Ôe svR& SvwavI AaTma,Aahahaha... Ônnevala svR& SvwavI Ae mEH huH. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ ;so mEH huH'_ska nam sMyG&an, AaHhI &anÝ\an=I k=n hE ne? ÝtIit pIKe lete hE, Aa ÔnnevalaÔe hE, Ae Ônnevala svR& SvwavI hE, Ônnevala hE, Ae Ônn SvwavI hE. ÔnnevalahE, svR& SvwavI hE, Ônnevala hE-pU R&an SvwavI hE, Aa vat hE, Ae AnuwvmeH Aata

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302 smysar isiâ wag-2hE, Ae mEH huH AEsa &an hona _ska nam sMyG&an hE. Aahaha¦

“{ske bad _skI ÝtIit$p ]âan hona” ÔnnemeH Aata hE Ae mEH huH, AEsa Ôe &anhuAa sMykŸ hoH. xaÏko Ônnevala, ragko Ônnevala Ae nhÄ, mEH to Ônnevala bs.Aahaha¦ AEsI &andxa hu{ _smeH ÝtIit ke Aa AaTma, Ae pU R &an SvwavI Ýwu, pU RAanHd AtIiNãy suq Sv$p AEsa &anmaH Ônkr, &anmeH Ônte (hI) ÝtIit hu{.Aahahaha¦

“kyÇik Ône ibna ikska ]âan krega?” Aahaha¦ Ônn SvwavmeH ÔnnwavmeH Ônnevala mEH huH, AEsa AHtmuRq lÙse Ôe &an huAa, Aahahaha¦ Ae &anmeH ÝtIitAa{ ke Aa AaTma vo ÔnnemeH Aaya Ae AaTma _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE. Aahahaha¦

“ttŸ püatŸ smSt ANy wavose wed krke ApnemeH iS=r ho”. Aahaha¦ ÔnnevalaAe mEH huH, AEsa &an, wan, Anuwv Aaya _smeH ÝtIit Aa{ ke Aa AaTma, AaEr _smeHrag Aaidse wedse iwþ hokr, Aahaha... Ae &an SvwavI AaTma Aata hE ne? hukmcHdÒnuHnhÄ? mEH &ananHd SvwavI huH, “Ae rHg-ragse iwþ, wedwavse iwþ inrala huH” AekpHikt hE _smeH. rHg, ragse iwþ, rHg nam AÒv, ijtna AÒv hE _sse iwþ hE. rag,ijtna ivkar hE dya, dan, ivkLp Aaid _sse iwþ rHg, ragse iwþ, wedwavse iwþinrala huH. AaEr _smeH Ôe pyaRyka wed hE, Aahahaha... rHg, ragse iwþ, wedse iwþinrala huH, Aa hukmcHdÒAe go@VyuH Ke ne? pUnmcHd bolta =a. Aahaha¦

AÒvna smSt Ýkar _sse mEH iwþ, ivk<tnI AvS=ana Anek Ýkar xuw-AxuwAaid, _sse iwþ AaEr pyaRyka Ýkar AnHtgu ka wed pDte (hE) AvS=a, Aahaha...rHg, ragse iwþ, wedse iwþ inrala huH, Aaha... AEsI AHtrmeH &andxa hokr ÝtIithona, Ane ANywavse wed krke deqo, Aahaha... ApnemeH iS=r ho. Sv$p AqHDanHd Ýwu_smeH iS=r ho. Aahaha... {s Ýkar isiâ hotI hE. hE ne? ikNtu yid Ône hI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ijsne &ankI pyaRymeH AaTma kEsa hE AEsa Ôna hI nhÄ, Ae ÝtIit ikskI kre, &anmeHcIj ÔNya ibna ÝtIit ikskI kre? Aahaha¦ Aavo magR Ke.

yid, Aahaha... Ône hI nhÄ, to ]âan wI nhÄ ho skta. Aahaha¦ hE? AaEr AEsIiS=itmeH iS=rta khaH krega? jb vStu AqHD Awed &anmeH Aaya nhÄ to ÝtIit ikskI,Ane ÝtIit ibna iS=rta iksmeH lega? Aahaha¦ iS=rta khaH krega? je cIj j AqHD&ayk AqHD AanHd Ýwu &anmeH ne ÝtIitmeH Aaya nhÄ, to iS=rta khaHse krega?Aahahaha¦ Aavo marg Ke.

“{silye yh inüy hE ik ANy Ýkarse isiâ nhÄ hotI” Aahaha¦ Lyo Aeno sarAavI gyo _prno. ANy Ýkarse isiâ nhÄ.

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k=mip smupa¿iœaTvmPyektayaApittimdmaTmßyoitÌ†CKdCKmŸ.sttmnuwvamo½nNtcEtNyicîHn qlu n qlu ySmadNy=a sa|yisiâ:..20..

hve Aa j A=RnuH kzx$p kaVy khe Ke:-}loka=R:- AacayR khe Ke ke: (AnNtcEtNyicîH) AnHt (Aivn¬r) cEtNy

jenuH icî Ke AevI ([dmŸ AaTmßyoit:) Aa Aa„ßyoitne (sttmŸ Anuwvam:)Ame inrHtr AnuwvIAe KIAe (ySmatŸ) kar` ke (ANy=a sa|y-isiâ: n qlu nqlu) tena Anuwv ivna ANy rIte sa|y Aa„anI isiâ n=I. kevI Ke Aa„ßyoit?(k=mŸ Aip smupa¿iœaTvmŸ Aip Oktaya: ApittmŸ) je e ko{ Ýkare ƒ`p uHAHgIkar kyuÅ Ke top` je Aekpà=I Cyut ={ n=I Ane (ACKmŸ _dŸgCKtŸ) jeinmRzp e _dy pamI rhI Ke.

wava=R:- AacayR khe Ke ke jene ko{ Ýkare pyaRy¹iÚ=I ƒ`p uH Ýaº Ke top`xuâãVy¹iÚ=I je Aekpà=I riht n=I ={ t=a je AnHt cEtNySv$p inmRz_dyne Ýaº ={ rhI Ke AevI AaTmßyoitno Ame inrHtr Anuwv krIAe KIAe.Aam kheva=I Aevo Aaxy p` Ô`vo ke je sMyG¹iÚ puÌØ Ke te, jevo Ame AnuwvkrIAe KIAe tevo Anuwv kre. 20.

!Ika:- hve, ko{ tkR kre ke AaTma to &an sa=e tadaTMySv$pe Ke, Ôudo n=I,te=I &anne inTy seve j Ke to pKI tene &annI _pasna krvanI ixÙa kem AapvamaHAave Ke? tenuH sma\an: te Aem n=I. Ôeke AaTma &an sa=e tadaTMySv$p Ke topÀek Ù`maƒ p` &anne sevto n=I¸ kar` ke SvyHbuâTv (pote potanI mezeÔ`vuH te) A=va boi\tbuâTv (bIÔna jàvva=I Ô`vuH te) -Ae kar`pUvRk&annI _Tpi¿ =ay Ke. (kaH to kazliB\ Aave Tyare pote j ÔÌ le A=va to ko{_pdex denar mze Tyare Ô e-jem sUtelo puÌØ kaH to pote j Ôge A=va to ko{jgaDe Tyare Ôge.) AhÄ frI pUKe Ke ke Ôe Aem Ke to Ô`vana kar` phelaH xuHAaTma A&anI j Ke kem ke tene sday AÝitbuâp uH Ke? teno _¿r: Ae vat Aem jKe, te A&anI j Ke.

Ae A=RnuH kzx kaVy khe Ke Lyo.k=mip smupa¿iœaTvmPyektaya ApittimdmaTmßyoitÌ†CKdCKmŸ.sttmnuwvamo½nNtcEtNyicîH n qlu n qlu ySmadNy=a sa|yisiâ:.. 20..


304 smysar isiâ wag-2 Aahaha¦ sHto khete hE. Aahaha¦ mEH to wgvan AaTmaka inrHtr Anuwv krta

huH. Aahaha¦ AnHt cEtNy icî¦ Aahaha¦}loka=R:- AacayR khete hE, Aahahaha... ke AnHt Aivn¬r cEtNy ijska icî,

Aaiqrka xBd phele ilya _s ƒIÔ pdmeH hE ne Aaiqr, cEtNy ijska icî Aivn¬r,iƒkaz inTyanHd ijska icî Aivn¬r ijska lÙ` kwI ivn¬r hota nhÄ, kwIpyaRymeH Aata nhÄ, ragmeH to khaHse Aave, Aahahaha¦ AEse wgvan AaTma, Aahahaha...svR& SvwavI Aivn¬r Svwav, Aahahaha... Ae cEtNy ijska Aivn¬r, AnHtnoA=R Aivn¬r ikya, AnHt kaz rhena Ae krtaH AnHt rhena Aivn¬r rhena. Aahahaha¦

]ImdŸmaH Aem Aave Ke, K bol Aave Ke ne. “paHcey _¿r=I ={ AaTma ivØe ÝtIt=axe moÙ _paynI shj ÝtIt Ae rIt”. jene AaTma Ke, inTy Ke, Aivn¬r AaVyuH ne?Aaha¦ Ke... inTy Ke, pir`me Ke, ktaR trIke Ane vo pir`itka woÉta ye hE. moÙ hE, vStuSvwav hE, Ae pU Rp e xuâp e pir`me AEsa moÙ hE, moÙ hE, AEsa K (bol), hE inTypir`mn ktaR woÉtaka Ane moÙ. ApU R pyaRyka ktaR woÉta-xuâtaka, ApU R xuâta,Aahaha... Ane pU R xuâtaka moÙ hE, AEsI AHtrmeH ijsko ÝtIit hu{, Aahahaha... =axemoÙ _paynI, shj ÝtIt Ae rIt. Aahaha¦

yhaH Ae khete hE AnHt cEtNy ijska icî, hE to qra p` Aivn¬r hE, cEtNy,Aahaha... wa{¦ Aa xBdo A|yaTmna hE. Aahaha¦ AEsI va`I dUsre nhÄ imle, AEsavaCy. Aahaha... Aa hE. Ae Aivn¬r hE, Ae Aivn¬r cEtNy ijska icî hE, lÙ` hE,Aahahaha... =oDuH p` Ýwu sTy hona caihye Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦

AEsI, AEsI ;{dmŸ AaTm ßyoit' Aahaha... Aa ÝTyÙ AaTmßyoit. Aohoho¦;sttmŸ AnuwvamŸ' hm inrHtr Anuwv krte hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae inTy Aivn¬r cEtNySv$p wgvan _sko inrHtr AaSvadte hE. Aahaha¦ Aa moÙka marg hE. Aaha¦smjmeH Aaya? wav sU"m hE, vat to y=a=R hE. Aahaha¦ sttm inrHtr vednmeH hm Aaye,Aahaha... te {dmŸ ÝTyÙ &ata Amne vednmeH hE. Aahaha¦

;Aa' inTy AivnaxI wgvan ;Aa' _ska inrHtr ApnI pyaRymeH AaSvadnmeHAata hE, AnuwvmeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ ÉyoH ke, ;ySmatŸ ANy=a sa|y isiâ: n qlu nqlu' _ske Anuwvke ibna, _ske nam wgvan Aivn¬r cEtNy SvwavI wgvankaAnuwv ibna, Aahaha... ANy Ýkarse sa|y AaTmakI isiâ nhÄ hotI. Aahaha¦ ko{wgvankI qUb wiÉt kre, xaÏkI ko{ wiÉt qUb kre, dan qUb kroDo AbÔena kre,Aahaha¦ xaÏonI rcna kroDonI kre, kroDo mHidr bnave, Aahaha¦ vo ANy ÝkaremuiÉt nhÄ hotI. “n qlu n qlu” be var kæuH, Aaha¦ Aa sa|y AaTmakI isiâ nhÄhotI, nhÄ hotI, Aem lena. Aahaha... AavuH kam Ke. Aeno phelo &anmaH in\aRr to kre.marg to Aa hE. ANy=a sa|y isiâ n qlu n qlu. Aahaha¦ Are AekaHt nhÄ ho ÔtahE? Vyvharse wI wiÉtse wgvan, xaÏkI mihmase ko{ law hoga ke nhÄ AaTmameH?


305n qlu, n qlu, n=I, n=I, qlu nam inüyse n=I, qreqr n=I, qreqr n=I. Aahahaha¦

yh AaTmßyoit AEsI hE ke ;k=mŸ Aip smupat iƒTvm Aip Aektaya: Apittm'Aahahaha¦ ijsne iksI Ýkarse iƒTv AHgIkar ikya hE ye AaTm vStu Ôe hE Aek$piƒkaz _sne ƒ` ÝkarkI pyaRy g‡h` ikya hE. Aahahaha... Aa moÙmarg inüy hÇ,Aahahaha... ijsne iksI Ýkarse Vyvharse, iƒTv AHgIkar ikya hE. Vyvharse, pyaRyse,wedse, Aahahahaha... iksI Ýkarse, Axuânyse, Aahahaha... Aavo marg Ke Aakroware. inüy AaTmaka sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ je inivRkLp vItragI pyaRy, p` tInÝkarka pir`mn, Ae pyaRy, Ae Vyvharnyno ivØy, Axuânyka ivØy. Aahahahaha...pyaRyny kho, Vyvharny kho ke Axuâny kho. Aahahaha... iksI Ýkarse iƒTv AHgIkarikya hE t=aip AekTvse Cyut n hu{. Aahahaha... ãVy Svwav Ôe Aek$pe hE _sse CyutnhÄ hu{. Aahaha¦ ãVy Svwav pyaRymeH Aaya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ gjb vat hE.

pyaRynyse tIn Ýkar AHgIkar ikya hE, marg te marg Ke. kho, wwUtmlÒ¦ AeNyaH Ýv<i¿ KoDIne inv<i¿ le to smÔy AevuH Ke, Aem ne Aem FuHsaFuHs. Aahahaha... Aamarg ATyare to bhu ko{Ae kH{k krI naHQyuH ne ko{Ae kH{k krI naHQyuH. ko{ khe dya, danne v‡t=I =xe, ko{ khe wiÉt=I =xe, ÝitmanI wiÉt=I, ko{ khe wgvannI wiÉt=I,ko{ khe xaÏnI wiÉt, sb Aek Ýkar hE A&an. Aahahahaha¦

AaHhIya to wgvan AaTma hE, inTy hE, Aek$p hE, Aahahahaha¦ _ska Aa]ysetIn Ýkarka pir`mn hona sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ vo wI pyaRy hE, Vyvhar hE neAxuâny hE. Aahahahahaha¦ (]ota:- ifr kya krna?) Aa krna, kya? hE? AHdrÔna, ãVy SvwavmeH AekTv krna, ãVy Svwav _pr ¹iÚ dena, pyaRyka wed, lÙ KoDdena Aem khena hE. wgvan &aykwav Aivn¬r Aaya ne? Aek$p rhenevala TyaH ¹iÚde, p` Ae ¹iÚnI ApeÙase k=n kre to ƒ` pyaRy ho g{, dxRn, &an ne cairƒ.Aahaha¦ _ska ivØy hE Ae Awed hE, p` Awedka ivØy honese Ôe pyaRy Ôe hu{, hE?(]ota:- AemaH kaH{ smj` AavtI n=I. FDIkmaH wed kho Ko FDIkmaH Awed kho Ko?AemaH kaH{ smÔtuH n=I.) SpÚ krave Ke. Aem hE, ke vStu Ôe Aek$p iƒkaz hE, _ska AHdr¹iÚ dena vo cIj hE. KteH _ska lÙse ãVy Ôe hE Ae sMyGdxRn &an$pe pir`mte hE, AepyaRy Ae Vyvhar hE, iƒkazI vStu inüy hE. iƒkazI vStu Ae Awed hE, tIn Ýkarkapir`mn krna Ae wed hE, Vyvhar hE, Axuâ hE, meck hE, miln hE, AEsa khenemeH VyvharhE. Aahaha¦ Ae sozmI ga=amaH Aa gya hE meck Ameck. AavI vat Ke Ýwu xuH =ay?wgvanna ivrh pD˜a, l"mI F!I g{ &annI, lokoAe ApnI kLpnase marg claya,AEsa margmeH hE nhÄ wa{. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

mnohrlalÒ hta ne v`± mnohrlalÒ, v`±Òna ix*y Aene ibcarane koke marInaQya, Aem saHwZyuH Ke. gze baH\Ine p` Ae e ÝÆ ikya TyaH Aekvar jypur AaVya'ta.ke Aa _dŸeixkno qulaso =ay, meH kI\uH _dŸeixk kya khIAe Ýwu? Aem ke g<hS=o Aena ma!e

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306 smysar isiâ wag-2krte hE to lenarne AemaH xuH doØ hto? Ae e ÉãH kraVya hE? Are Ýwuno ivrh pDõ neÝwu, wgvannI gerhajrImaH _ska ma!e ikya Ae kaH{ doØ nih Aane? Ae n ho{ xke,mEH to TyaH lg kha, mEH to Ýwu xaHitse kha =a, _s smymeH to ãVyilHgI ÙuLlk wI AwIhE manta nhÄ... nhÄ Ae ÙuLlk =a twI to sUnte =e, pIKe jrI ivro\ ho gya bhot.

AemaH ibcara gujrI gya. koke... puStk bnate =e ne bhot, se! bnate =e ne pKIvecte =e, g<hS=ne, pEsa bhot Aek@a huAa =a, paHc laq hE Aem khete =e ko{, AemaH Aekg<hS= pase A#I laq maHgte =e mer@meH, to AEsa sUna hE ke lokoAe ivnHtI krI ke sahebhve TyaH Aavo {srImeH rho jem kanÒ SvamI Aek S=anmeH rhete hE Ane pircy kre ne,xuH khevay Aane Ýwavna? na, (]ota:- Ýcar-Ýcar) Ýcar Ane Ýsar krte hE. Aemke Aene kæuH tme hve TyaH {srImaH Aavo Tyare Aene Aola Ae pEsa magta hxe jenI paseAene maGya A#I laq magta hta, to khe A#I laq Aapo. Ae e kæuH, (xuH Aa hE) saDacar bßya su\I ibcara kaH{ nhÄ =a hÇ, bE@e =e, Òw nIkzI g{. ha!R fe{l hoy to Òwn nIkze. AEsa sUna hE. ha!Rfe{l ho Ôye p` Aam Òw Arr AavHu ko{ p` ÝaÌ ma!e,Aahaha... paHc imin!maH deh Ku!I gyo. Aa bIÔ ÔeDe Aave TyaH mrI gya. mDda, saDacar vaGya TyaH su\I kaH{ nhÄ, Aam xuH =yuH Aa Aene mEH kha =a wa{ g<hS=o, ÙuLlk Anesa\u ma!e (Aahar) bnate hE, Ae lete hE Ae Vyvhar wI sCca nhÄ _ska. Aahaha¦_ska ãVyilHg wI sCca nih. Aahaha¦ wgvanna ivrh pDã to tmare bcav krvoKe wa{¦ Aahahaha¦

AaHhI khete hE ke Ýwu Aekvar sUn to shI Ae sdoØ Aahar lena Ae to cIjmeH ÉãHyrhI g{, p` AaHhI to indÈØ vStu &ayk Aek$p Awed, _skI pirìtmeH tIn pyaRy hu{,sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ _sko hm khete hE to, iƒTvmŸ Aip Aektaya¸ iƒTvmŸ hE p` AeAektako KoDte nih, ãVy Svwav Aek$p KoDõ nhÄ Ae pir`mnmeH Aaya tIn p‡karvo Vyvhar hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae pyaRy hE, xuâ hE p` pyaRy hE, pyaRy hE Ae VyvharnykaivØy hE, ãVy Ae iƒkazI inüyka ivØy hE, pyaRymaƒ Vyvharka ivØy hE. kevz&an hoto wI Vyvharka ivØy. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

to khete hEH, iksI Ýkarse iƒTvmŸ AHgIkar pirìtmeH pyaRy tIn p‡kar hu{ =I tInhu{ hE Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ iksI Ýkarse ;iƒ' Ae!le pyaRy ¹iÚse, Vyvharnyse tInÝkar huAa hE, Aahahaha... t=aip AekTvse Cyut nhÄ hu{. &ayk$p inüy Aek$p hE_sse CyUt nhÄ, pyaRymeH nhÄ Aa{ Ae cIj. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? tIn ÝkarsMyGdxRn &an cairƒ muiÉtka sCca _pay, sa|yka isiâ _Tpi¿ [sse hotI hE KteH AetIn Ýkarka pyaRyko Axuâ ne Vyvharnyka ivØy pyaRyko khekr, wgvan iƒkazI&ayk hE, Ae Aek$pse kwI Cyut huAa hI nhÄ. ãVy hE Ao pyaRymeH kwI Aaya nhÄ.Aahahaha... inüy vStu hE Ae ko{ pyaRymeH ne VyvharmeH Aaya nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ AavI


307vStu Ke.

Aahaha... Aek }lokmeH to iktna wyaR hE. Aek$p iƒkazI wgvan &ayk, &ayk,&ayk, &ayk, &ayk... \‡uv, \‡uv, \‡uv, \‡uv, \‡uv... \‡uv... inTy inTy inTy... s¹x s¹xs¹x... Ae cIj Ôe inüy hE Ae Apna Sv$pse Cyut nhÄ hu{. Aahahahaha¦ Ae inüyvStu hE Ae pyaRyp e tIn Ýkar hu{, p` pyaRymeH inüy vStu Aa{ nhÄ. Aahahaha¦wgvan AanHd gozo, iƒkaz AanHd gozo, Ae \‡uv Aek$p AanHd ipHD Ýwu, Ae tInÝkarkI pyaRymeH Aaya nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AavI vat Ke Ýwu. Aahaha¦Aene &anmaH to phelaH lena pDega, marg Aa hE, dUsrI rIte hE nhÄ. Aaha¦

t=aip AekTvse Cyut nhÄ hu{ “ACKm _dŸgCKtmŸ”. Aahaha¦ Ae inmRztase_dyko Ýaº ho rhI hE, Aahaha¦ iƒkaz inmRzp e hE, Aahahaha... “ACKm _dŸgCKtmŸ”inmRzp e iƒkaz hE. Ae inmRztase _dyko nam Ýg! AHdr Ýaº hu{ hE iƒkaz. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? AamaH kya A=R ikya hE? xuH Ke Aa, vIsmo Ke ne? pir`me Ke Aem kI\uHKe AemaH. AaTmßyoit Ýkax$p pir`me Ke Aem lI\uH. Aam Aek A=R AEsa ilya hE.ACKm inmRz iƒkaz hE inüy je vStu hE Ae to inmRz iƒkaz hE. pIKe pyaRymeH pirìthotI hE, jEsa _ska inmRz &ayk Svwav hE ACKm Ae pyaRyp e pir`mit hE, pyaRy¹iÚse. Aahahaha¦

}lok Fò gHwIr Ke. Aahahaha¦ drek }lok Aaqo jEn \mR, bs sacI vat bapu.Aeno Aek }lok, Aeno Aek kzx, sara jEnxasn, Aek AekmeH wr idya hE. Aahahaha¦

wava=R:- AacayR khete hE ke ijse iksI Ýkar, ijse Ae!le AaTmaAe ko{ Ýkar Ae!lepyaRy ¹iÚse j¡Ao. iƒTvmŸ Ýaº hE. Aahahaha... ãVy Ôe hE Ae pyaRyp e iƒp e pir`mtahE. Aahaha¦ Alg nhÄ hE.

t=aip xuâ ãVy ¹iÚse AekTvse riht nhÄ hu{. Aahahahaha¦ wgvan AaTmaAek$p iƒkaz Ôe vStu hE, Ae kwI _sse Cyut nhÄ hu{. Aahaha¦ pyaRy ¹iÚse to iƒTvÝaº hE top` xuâ ¹iÚse AekTvse riht nhÄ hu{. Aahahahaha¦ Ae ãVy pir`Mya hEpyaRyp e Aem khenemeH Aaya, KtaHy Ae ãVy, pyaRymeH Aaya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ “ãvit {itgCKit {it ãVymŸ” Aave Ke ne? ãVy Ke Ae “ãvit gCKit {it ãVymŸ”. ãVy je Ke AeãVyit, pyaRymeH ãve, ãve paÌnuH dz hE, Ae paÌna trHgp e é@e Aem wgvan AaTmaAek$p iƒkaz hE. Ae pyaRyp e ãvte hE. Ae ãVyit hE Ae pyaRy hE. ãVy ãVyit hE Aem khenaAe Vyvhar hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha...

Are AavI cIj hE, smjmeH n Aave, sUnnemeH n Aave, Ae kya kre? ivro\ kre ivro\,ikska ivro\ krte hE Ae qbr nhÄ, hEH? Aeno ivro\ kre Ke. wa{¦ bapu¦ ë\I ¹iÚse du:qhoga wa{ Ane du:qmaH rhena Ae ko` {CKe Ýwu. Aahaha¦ Ae ivprIt ¹iÚse to mhadu:qhoga, AhÄya to ivprIt ¹iÚ nhÄ p` pyaRy ¹iÚse wI Aa]y krne ÔAega to raghoga. Aahaha¦ tIn Ýkarka sMyGdxRn, &an, cairƒ, _ska lÙ krega wedse to wI

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308 smysar isiâ wag-2rag hoga. Aahahahaha... iksI Ýkar pyaRy ¹iÚse ijse Aem khane? Aahaha. je e... Aato wa{ je e ijse iksI Ýkar, ijse Ae!le AaTmaAe iƒkazI, iksI Ýkar Ae!le pyaRy¹iÚse,Aem? ƒ`pà AHgIkar ikya. Aahahaha¦ inüy sMyGdxRn inivRkLp, inüy sMyG&an,AaTm&an inüy cairƒ Sv$pnI rm`ta, Ae ijse Ae!le AaTmaAe pyaRy¹iÚse ƒ`Ýkar huAa hE. Aahahaha¦ xuâãVy¹iÚse je AekTvse riht nhÄ hu{. Aek$p &aykwav,Ae pyaRymeH kdI Aaye nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ wgvan Aek$p cEtNydz svR&, svRdx±, AnHtAanHd Aek$p inüy, Ae kwI pyaRymeH AekTvko KoDkr, Anek$p Ae cIj n hu{.Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦ AavI vat ÉãH Ke? AakrI pDe Ae!le rSto l{ lI\o bIÔe, ê\o.Aahaha¦

t=a AnHt cEtNySv$p inmRz _dyko Ýaº ho rhI hE iƒkazp e AEsa hE, hE? AaHhIto Ae ilya AnHt cEtNy inmRz _dyko Ýaº, kaym iƒkaz inmRz ßyoit pDI hE. ÔeAEsa A=R ikya AhÄya. Aahaha... mUz to TyaH btana ke vStu to inmRzßyoit Aek$piƒkaz hE, AEsI AaTmßyoitko deqo. ÔeyuH? pHiDtÒ¦ AEsa AaTmßyoit ilya hE. AolamaHjrI pir`mn lI\a, p` AnHt cEtNySv$p AivnaxI cEtNy icî NyaH AaVyuH ne?AaVyuH'tuH ne? Ke ne AHdr? AnHt cEtNy icî Ae phelo Ae. Aahahahaha¦ Aa ƒ` loknana= wgvannI Aa vaÌ hE, sHtonI vaÌ Ae wgvannI vaÌ hE, Aahahahaha... Aek AekxBdmeH bhot gU# hE.

wgvan AaTma AnHt cEtNySv$p inmRz _dyko nam kaym rhena Ae Ýaº horhI hE. Aahahahaha¦ AEsI AaTmßyoit deqo, AEsI wgvan AaTmßyoit, hm inrHtrAnuwv krte hE, Ae pyaRy. AaTmßyoitka hm inrHtr Anuwv krte hE, pyaRymeH Anuwvkrte hE. Aahaha¦ Ae AaTmaka hm Anuwv krte hE Aem khete hE. pyaRy hE ne Anuwv to.Aahahaha... AaTmßyoit wgvan, cEtNyßyoit, SvyHßyoit, inmRzßyoit, Aek$pwgvan cEtNyßyot, _ska Anuwv Aahahahaha... inrHtr Anuwv krte hE, kyÇik Aeisvay ko{ muiÉtkI sa|ykI isiâ hE nhÄ, moÙ$pI sa|y Ae isvay isiâ hE nhÄ.Aahahahaha¦

kheneka Aaxy Ae hE ke ye wI Ônna caihye ke Ôe sMyG¹iÚ puruØ hE. Aahahaha¦pote muin to khete hE Ame wgvan AaTmßyoit inmRz Jzhz ßyoit, Avin¬r _skaAnuwv krte hE, Ae moÙka magR hE. Aahahahaha¦ hve Ôe sMyG¹iÚ puruØ hE ve jEsa hmAnuwv krte hE vEsa Anuwv kre. Aahaha¦ ijsne Apna pU aRnHd &aykSvwav ÝtItmeHilya hE, AEsa smiktI Òvo, tuMhe inrHtr Anuwv kro. ragkI iÊyameH Aate hE, to (_se)KoDkr Anuwv kro Aem khete hE. Aahahaha¦ Axuw ragse bcneko xuw rag Aata hE,p` _sse bcneko (_se) KoDkr, Aahahaha... sMyG¹iÚ p` Aa Anuwv kro. AeAnuwv AaTmaka moÙka kar` hE. “Anuwv rTn icHtamÌ Anuwv hE rskUHp Anuwvmarg moÙko Anuwv moÙ Sv$p.” Aa vat hE wa{. JIÌ vat hE. Aa to Aola


309pEsavazane pEsa qceR Ae!le pd AapI de ke Ôv \m± ={ gya. wwUtmlÒ¦ Aa@ laqqCyaR TyaH Ae e mHidrmeH beHGlor Aa@ laq. car laq wa{Ae p` kI\uH wa{ tum Aa@laq xuH ds laq naqo Aa be kroDmaH Aa@ laq AaPya to calIs laq to peda =yabIÔ to AemaH xuwwav hoy Ae to kI\uH. \rm brm n=I. AaHhI Ae Aa@ laq ne ds laqAape j xena Aa!la b\a, Ae!la b\a p` kroD qc± naqe toy Ae to jD hE. jDkIpyaRy jD hotI hE, tere wav xuw hE, vo \rm brm nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

AaTmaka dxRn-&an ne cairƒ Anuwv krna vo \mR hE. ivxeØ khega.(]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev.)

Ývcn nH. 81 }lok - r0nI !Ikata. 9-9-78 xinvar wadrva sud-7 pyUR*a` idvs-4=o. _¿m xaEc \mR sH. rp04

co=a _¿m xaEc-xaEc ƒ` Aa gya ne phele Êo\se iv$â _¿m Ùma manse iv$âmadRv - mayase iv$â srzta - lowse ivruâ xaEcta inlÈwta Ae Aaj co=a idn hE.

smsHtosjle y jo \ovid itÿlohmlpuHjH .woyìgiâivhIò tSs s_CcH hve ivmlH .. 397..

muinnI VyaQya Ke ne muQy to Ae e Ô`vuH to Ôe{Ae ne? muinka cairƒ \mRmeH dsÝkarka \mR Ôe AanHddata suqSv$p suqka ijsko Anuwv hota hE _sko Aa _¿m \mRhota hE. Aahahaha¦ Ôe muin smwav kHcn Ane t< bey _pr ijsko smwav hE. kyÇikAe to &ey hE - kHcn ho ke t< ho - tInka, _NheH Aa @Ik hE ne Aa A@Ik _smeH hE nhÄ ko{Ae to &ey hE to sbmeH smwav AaEr sHtoØ AaEr AaTmameH AanHdkI Ýaiº krna Ae sHtoØ.Aahahahaha¦ Aa hE. sHtoØ Ae!le Aa rag F!aDIne sHtoØ Ae @Ik p` mUz to AtIiNãyAanHdka Ýg! krna _sse sHtoØ manna mEH suq$p huH, mEH AtIiNãy AanHd Sv$p huH,_ska nam xaEc\mR inlÈw\mR khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦

itNh low mz puHjm - t<*à ne low wiv*ynI ko{ pda=RnI [CKa Ae t<*à,low vtRman Ýaº pda=RmaH [CKa Ae low, smjmeH Aaya? wiv*ymeH pda=R imlnekI[CKa Ae t<*à AaEr vtRman Ýaº pda=RmeH low - _ska nam AhÄ low khete hE. dokomzkae \ove Aek bat, wojnkI g<iâ dUsrI to hE nhÄ muinko, Aek Aahar hE. Aahahaha¦_skI g<iâ Aitcar riht ho _sko, _s muinko ic¿ inmRz hota hE, AanHd hota hE,_sko _¿m xaEc \mR hota hE. Lyo smwavnI VyaQya Aa g{. kevz Aaharka g‡h` hEmuinko _smeH wI tIv‡ta nhÄ law - Alaw srs inrsmeH smbuiâ rheta hE, tb _¿mxaEc \mR hota hE. vtRman lowka car Ýkar ÒvItka low, AaroGy rheneka low,Aahaha¦ [iNãy bnI rheneka low, [iNãy AnukUz rheneka low AaEr _pwogka low.Ae caro Apne AaEr Apne sHbH\I Svjn imƒ Aaid ke dono ke cahnese Aa@ wed hotahE. Aahahaha¦ {silye jhaH sb hI ka low nhÄ hota. AanHd AanHd AanHd AanHd ne

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310 smysar isiâ wag-2AanHd _ska nam AhÄya xaEc, nam pivƒ \mR khete hE. Aahaha... AavI vat Ke. smjmeHAaya? Ae co=a bolkI bat hu{ sHtoØkI.

calto Ai\kar !Ika Aaya AihHya Aaya hE ne Ab ko{ tkR kre ke Aa„ako &anke sa= tadaTMySv$p hE. É˜a khete hE? wgvan sHtoAe ßyare AEsa kha ke tum &anSv$pI wgvan hE, _skI seva kro, _pasna kro. Aahahaha¦ jem dev ne devInI _pasnakrte hE. im+ya w‡m A&anI, AEse tum &an Sv$p wgvan Aa„a, &anmUitR Ýwu, idVywgvan Aa„a AenI seva kro. Aahaha... A=aRtŸ _smeH Aekag‡ ho. Aahaha¦ AEsa ix*yesUna, guÌAe kha. to ix*y ÝÆ krte hE Aa„a to &anke sa= tdŸ$p hE hI, Aa„a ne &anto Aek$p hE, _skI seva krna (AEsa) nya kya khete hE tum? Aa„a AaEr &an Ae!leSvwav, &an Svwav Ane AaTma to tadaTMy hE. jem AiG™ Ane _*`ta tadaTMy hE, tdŸSv$p hE, Aem wgvan Aa„a, Aahahaha... Ane &an Ônn Ônn Svwav _sseAa„a tdŸ$p to hE hI, Aahaha... Alg nih, Ae Aa„a Apna &an Svwav kaymI&aykwav “_sse Alg nih, {silye vh &anka inTy sevn krta hE.” Aahahahaha¦Ae kar e &an ne Aa„a Aek$p hE. tdŸ$p hE vo kar e Aa„a &ankI seva to krte hI hE.Aahaha¦ “tb ifr _se &ankI _pasna krnekI ixÙa kyoH dI ÔtI hE”? Aahaha¦wgvan Aa„a ãVy Sv$p _ska Ônn &an Svwav Ae to tdŸ$p hE, tadaTMy hE, topIKe &ankI seva krneka _pask, _pasna kro. seva kro. Aahaha¦ “sAev” te mEH huHAEsI ¹iÚ krke Aekag‡ ho. Aahaha¦ “AEsa kyoH khete hE”?

_ska sma\an ye hE. “AEsa nhÄ he” sUn, wgvan Aa„a Ane &an iƒkazISvwav _skI sa= tadaTMy ãVy gu se hE p` pyaRye _skI seva ikya nhÄ, pyaRy ragne pu~y ne papna ivkLpnI seva krtI hE. Aahahahaha... prnI sevanI AhÄ vat hE hInhÄ. Ae &ankI pyaRy vtRmanmeH xuwaxuw rag je {smeH hE nhÄ, hE, &an ne Aa„a AekhE. p` rag to _smeH hE nhÄ. KtaH Ae pu~y ne papna ragnI seva Anaidse krte hE.Aahahahahaha¦ kyÇik AEsa nhÄ, y>ip Aa„a &anke sa=e tadaTMy Sv$pse hE. wgvanAa„a &an$pI SvCKtano ArIso _sse to Aiwþ hE hI, Aahahaha¦ t=aip yh, AekÙ`maƒ wI &anka sevn nhÄ krtaH. Aahahaha...

&an Svwav Ane Aa„a SvwavI _sko Aek$p hE, KtaH Aek Ù`maƒ wI AnHtkazmeH kwI &ankI _pasna ikya nhÄ. Aahahahaha... sU"m vat hE. Aek Ù`maƒ wI&anka sevn nhÄ ikya, xaÏka &an ikya, _skI seva ikya, p` Apna &an Sv$pwgvan Aa„a hE, vo trfka Aa]y krke Aekag‡ hona Aek Ù`maƒ wI ikya nhÄ Ýwu.Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ae pyaRymeH ragaid hota hE, xaÏka &an hota hE, dyadanka wi›ka wav hota hE, _skI pyaRy (meH) seva nam Aekag‡ta hota hE. AenI sevakrte hE Anaidse, Aahahahaha... p` &ankI pyaRye Apna &an ne Aa„a Aek hE, AesNmuq hokr Aa„aka &ankI seva kwI ikya nhÄ.


311Aa bayDI KokranI seva krte hE. Ae to AhÄ bat hE hI nhÄ, Ae to mftno mane

Ke, Ae rag kre, p` Ae krI xkto n=I, sacve ke Kokrane Aa rog =yo ma!e Aap e |yanraqIAe ne ma!e Aam =yuH ne (]ota:- Kokrane l!kto mUkvo?) ÉãH Kokro hto, AenoAa„a Ke ne xrIr Ke Ae to pr ãVy Ke. Aahahaha¦ AihHya to TyaH lg khete hE ke prtrfna lÙvazo je xuw Axuwwav pu~y Aaid hota hE, _smeH je Aekag‡ hokr seva krtehE, to Ae im+yaTvwav hE. Aahahahaha¦ pr vStu Ke.

Apna icdanHd Sv$p &an SvwavI Ýwu, vo trfkI _pasnaka Jukav nhÄ, Anerag ne pu~yna ivkLpmaH Jukav hE, Ae Ù` maƒ wI Aa„akI seva nhÄ krte hE.Aahahaha¦ Ae kuseva krte hE kI\ane phele, Aahahaha¦ Ae papka wav AaEr pu~yka wav_smeH Aekag‡ta hE, Ae seva krte hE kuseva, kuseva hE Ae to. Aahahaha¦ prkI sevanI toAihHya batey nhÄ, dexnI seva kro, Aane Aa kro, Ae krI xkto y n=I pKI ÝÆ ÉãH?Aahahaha¦ AhÄya to Apna Svwavko wUlkr pu~y ne papna wav Aaha... Ane Ùi`kvtRman pyaRy _smeH Aekag‡takI seva Anaidse hE. Aahaha¦ AihHya khe to pyaRy buiâAem khena hE, bIÒ waØa hE, iwþ-iwþ rIte smÔna hE ne? bakI to AnaidkI wgvantera vStu Svwav &anÝwu cEtNymUitR, Ý&ab‡ï. Aahaha¦ Ae trfkI Ù`maƒ p` teH_ska Aadr krke, SvIkar krke, sTkar krke, _smeH Aekag‡ huAa nhÄ kwI. Aahahaha¦ AekÙ`maƒ wI &ankI seva nhÄ krta. Aahahaha... to &an ne Aa„a to Aekmek hE ne? pÀekmek hE p` pyaRymaH ÉãH Aekmek maNya? Ae to ãVy-gu meH Aekmek hE. smjmeH Aaya?tInoH bol le ilya. ãVy nam vStu, &an nam gu , Ae to Aek$p hE, p` pyaRy _smeHAek$p nhÄ hu{. tblg &ankI seva _sne ikya nhÄ. Aahahahaha... dya-danka rag nexaÏka &an ikya, AenI seva ikya. Aaha... gjb vat kre Ke ne? Ae to pyaRybuiâ,A&anbuiâ hE. Aahahahaha¦ hE? ix*yka ÝÆ =a, _ska _¿r hE. ix*yka ye ÝÆ =a kewgvan Aa„a jem AiG™ Ane _*`ta to Aek$p hI hE, ko{ j¡dI hE nhÄ, Aem wgvanAa„a Ane &an Svwav Aek$p, tdŸ$p hE Ae j¡da to hE nhÄ Ane tum khete ho ke Aa„a&ankI seva krte nhÄ, hm to khe ke Ae to sday seva krte hE, ke sUn to shI. Aahahaha...

&an Svwav Aa„a AEsI ¹iÚ krke _smeH Aekag‡ huAa nhÄ, to Ù`maƒ wIAaTmakI seva ikya nhÄ _sne. Aahahahaha¦ AhÄ &annI seva khena hE. Aahahaha¦&an Svwav wgvan Aa„a _skI pyaRymeH vo trf Jukakr, Aahahaha... vtRmanmeH dyadan v‡t wi›ka piràm AaEr xaÏka &an vo trfka Jukav Anaidse hE. Aahahaha...p` tuMhara &an ne AaTma Aek hE AEsI seva Aekag‡ta kwI ikya nhÄ Ýwu. Aahahaha¦Aavo magR hve AhÄ to khe Ke, hÒ prnI seva kro, dex seva kro, \mR =axe. Aey¦ b\aHj¡vainya Aola khe halo hoha hoha dexnI seva krIAe, ko` kre Ýwu, sUn to shI sevakrte ho to A&anse pu~y ne papnI seva ikya hE. Aahahaha¦ p` vo pu~y papse ne pu~ypap ijsmeH nhÄ, ijsmeH &an Svwav hI hE. Aahahahaha... Ae baj¡ka &ankI Aekag‡ta,

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312 smysar isiâ wag-2SvwavnI Aekag‡ta, Svwav sNmuqnI _pasna Aek Ù` maƒ wI ikya nhÄ. Aahahaha¦Aa to Aek Ù` huAa vo to qlas jnm-mr`ka AHt Aa gya. Aahahaha¦

cEtNy SvwavI wgvan Aa„a inTyanHd Ýwu, Aahaha... Ae trfka baæ je &anne ragaid kI mh¿a KoDkr, Aahahahaha... Apna &aykwavse wra pDa Ýwu vo trfka¹iÚ krke, _smeH Aekag‡ta hona _ska nam &ankI seva ikya khenemeH Aata hE. Aa xaÏbaÏ p#na Ae &ankI seva nhÄ hE, Aem AhÄ khe Ke. Aahaha¦ xBd &an kæuH'tuH bH\Ai\karmaH ijtna xaÏka &an hE Ae to xBdka jDka &an hE, cEtNyka nhÄ. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? xaÏ hE, puStk panaH, _skI wi› krna, Are _ska &an krna Ae wI,Aahahahaha... Ae prka &ankI xBd &ankI seva hE. AaHkruH kam wa{¦ vItrag magR ko{AlaEikk hE. Aahaha¦ Ae xaÏ cahe to smysar ho, Ývcnsaraid Ae xaÏka &an kre,Aa xaÏ Aam khete hE, Aam khete hE, to Ae to xBd&an huAa Ane xBd&an huAa AeAa„&an nhÄ. Aahahaha... xaiBdk &anmeH ijska Ýem hE, Ae xBdkI seva krte hE.Aahahahaha... Aavo magR Ke. wUptwa{¦ NyaH tmara veparmaH \mRivlas saHwzvamaHNyaH ÉãHy n=I. AevuH ATyare gjb pD u wa{. Aahaha¦ vat bhu fervI naqI lokoAe,(]ota:- lokoAe b\uH ivprIt krI naQyuH) ivprIt krI naQyuH. Aahaha... wa{ tuH ÉãHKo? Ae to &an SvwavmaH wgvan to rhe Ke. Aahaha¦ kya Ae ragna wavmeH AaTmahE? Are¦ kya nvtÀvkI wedvazI ]âameH Aa„a hE? kya pHcmhav‡tka ivkLpmeH Aa„ahE? Aahahaha¦ kya Ae AgIyar AHgka &an ikya, nv pUvRka &an, Aahahaha¦ ÝwuAemaH Aa„&an n Aaya. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke. yuglÒ¦ lokone AekaHt lage pKIsong#nuH wa{ prm sTy to Aa Ke Ýwu. Aahaha¦ duinya Apne Sva=Rna SvCKHdexaÏka A=R kre, Ane mane ke Ame &an ikya wa{ Ae cIj ko{ dUsrI hE. Aahaha¦

ßyaH wgvan &anka wHDar wgvan, vo trfka Jukavse Aekag‡ta hota hE, _sne&ankI seva ikya AaEr ijskI pu~y ne pap ne xaiBdk &an, Aahahaha... Arere Ýwu xuH kheKe? xaÏ&an Ae xaiBdk &an, Ae Aa„&an nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ae sevameH rukav krteAnHtkazse Ù`maƒ wI wgvan Aa„a, icdanHd wgvan Ýwu _skI seva ikya nhÄteH, Aahaha... vo trfka Jukav Aekag‡ta tera kwI nhÄ huAa. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?bhu mmRnI vat hE. Aahahaha¦

ÉõHik? sevn kyuH n ikya? “SvyH buâTv, SvyH Svt: Ônna” Apnese AHdr&ankI pyaRyse Aa„ako Ônna, Aahaha... “AaEr (boi\t) buâTv dUsre btanevaleseÔnna” {s kar`pUvRk Ae do kar`pUvRk &ankI _Tpi¿ hotI hE, wgvan &an Sv$pIto hE, p` pyaRymeH &ankI _Tpi¿ Aa kar`se hotI hE. kaH SvyH AHtr Aa„a &an kre kaHboi\t guÌ smÔve ke Aa &an te Aa„a, to pIKe p` krna to {sko hI hE. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? AavI JIÌ vatuH Ae!le lokone, AevuH AekaHt lage Ane pKI ha ho, ha hobharmaH mo!a waØ` kre ne laqo ma`sonuH rHjn ={ Ôyne j¡Ao. Aahaha¦ jvahrlal


313AhÄ AaVya htaH jvahrlal (pHiDt nhe$) wavngr be laq ma`s, laEikk vato kre.Aahaha... Are Aa vat ÉãH? Are AhÄ khe huH prnI seva kruH KuH, prnI sgvDta AapIxkuH KuH, prne AgvDta d{ xkuH KuH, Ae maNyta w‡m A&an Ke p` AhÄ to rag ne xaiBdk&an AenI seva kruH KuH, Aekag‡ KuH, Ae p` im+yaTvwav Ke. Aahahaha¦ bIÒ waØaAekhIAe to Ae pyaRybuiâmaH pDõ Ke. “pyaRy mUH#a pr smya” Aahahaha... Ae pr smymaHKe. Aahahaha¦ wgvan Aa„a ApnI &ankI sevaka ;SvyH buâTv' Apnese AHtrmeHÔkr krte hE kaH ko{ guÌ smÔve bs Ae!lI vat p` krna to _sko AHtrse hE, Ae toinim¿se k=n hE, “boi\t buâTv Ônna” Ae kar`pUvRk &ankI _Tpi¿ deqo pyaRymeH Aa&an hE ne Aa Aa„a hE, AEsa sNmuq hokr seva kre Tyare &ankI _Tpi¿ hotI hE, TyareAene &an ne Aa„a Aek hE, AEsa tb _sne maNya. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?smysar Ae!le gjb vat Ke. saÙatŸ svR& prma„a sImH\r wgvannI vaÌ,kuHdkuHdacayR gye =e sUnne, Aahaha¦ Ae Aa vaÌ hE. Aahahaha¦ jemaH Aek Aek pdmaH neAek Aek }lokmaH wrpUr dirya wyaR hE, Aahahaha... Aaha¦ bhu !UHku ne !c Ae, ke Ýwu je&an SvwavI Aa„a hE, _ska Aa]y, lÙ KoDkr pyaRymeH ijtna (prka) &an ne raghE pr sHbH\I, _smeH Aekag‡ honese Ae im+yabuiâ, pyaRybuiâ, A&anbuiâ hE. Aahaha¦_sne Aa„akI seva nhÄ ikya. Aahaha¦

“sAev” wgvan, seva Ae!le sAev wgvan, &an Sv$pI te huH, AEsI Aekag‡ta&an SvwavmaH sMyGdxRn ne sMyG&an=I Aekag‡ta krna. Aahaha¦ Aavo Ke magR.lokoAe n saHwZyo hoy Aene AevuH lage Aa xuH khe Ke. Aa ÉyaH=I nvuH ka# uH? nvuH n=Iwa{¦ Anaidno Ae magR Ke bapu¦ pivƒ &an Svwav=I wrelo wgvan Ke ne? Ae &ankaH{ bhar=I Aata nih hE. Aahaha¦ xaiBdk &anse vo Aa„&an nhÄ hota hE, Aem khetehE. Aahahaha¦ Ae jDka &anse Aa„aka &an nhÄ hota Aem khete hE. Aahahahaha¦

Ae Aa„a trfka Jukavse Aa„aka &ankI _Tpi¿ hotI hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Kewa{¦ AhÄ to FàH vqt=I hale Ke. Ae!le hve to =oDuH =oDuH (smÔy) nhÄtr to AÒ Rlage, kho mohnlalÒ¦ AavI vat Ke wgvan. Aahahaha¦ Ýwu AHdr mo!o pDõ Kene na=, prme¬r Sv$p j tuH Ko, &anno prm {¬r, AanHdno prm {¬r, Aahahaha...xaHitno prm {¬r, Ae trf tera Jukav, SvIkar kwI ikya nhÄ teH na=¦ je cIj pirpU RAanHd ne &anse wrI hE, _ska tere SvIkar n huAa, to teH tera &ankI seva nhÄ ikya.Aahaha¦ AakruH kam ware¦

ya to kazliB\, SvkazkI Ýaiº, Ae smymeH Ýaiº kazliB\, Aaye tb SvyH &anseSvyH hI Ôn le A=va ko{ _pdex denevala imle tb Ône, jEse soya huAa puruØ, soyahuAa, sota huva puru*a ya to SvyH hI Ôg ÔAe A=va ko{ jgave tb Ôge. Aahaha¦ Ôgeto Ae pote. Aahaha¦ yhaH pun: p‡}n hota hE ke yid AEsa ho to Ônneke kar`se pUvR,Aahahaha¦ &an Svwav wgvan AEsa &an n ikya Ae pUveR kya Ae A&anI =a? Aahahaha¦

}lok - 20


314 smysar isiâ wag-2smjmeH Aaya? &an Sv$pI wgvan A&anI =a? Aahaha¦ wgvan &an Sv$pI Ýwu,_ska &an n kre to Ae &an SvwavI Ýwu A&anI =a, pyaRymeH. Aahahaha¦ hE? Aesa hEto Ônneke kar`se pUvR kya Aa„a A&anI hI hE? Aa„a A&anI hE. Aahaha¦

vedaHtvazane to Aa ware (pDe¦). Aahaha¦ Aek Aaya =a ne TyaH nVva uHnIsalmaH Aek vedaHtI AaVya, ke Aa jEnmaH AavI A|ya„nI vat, AavI jEnmaH ÉãH=IAavI? ko` khe Ke Aa? Aem ke jEnmaH to Aa v‡t pazva ne wi› krvI Aa b\uH Aem?Ae!le khe lavne saHwzva Ôë. Aem krIne AaVyo. vat krtaH-krtaH AevI vat nIkzI,prmhHs hto kok vedaHit, ke j¡Ao wa{ Aa„a inTy to hE, p` AinTy wI hE, waGyo¦ke hay hay AinTy? Are wa{¦ Aa„a hE AEsa in Ry ko` \‡uv krte hE ke pyaRy krtIhE? AinTy in Ry krtI hE ke inTy in Ry krte hE? Aene p` Ae vat (n ruic) ATyareb\e grbD calI rhI Ke. Aahaha... Aavo Aem ke jEnmaH vzI Aa|ya„nI vat neAa„anI vat Ae ÉãH=I AavI? Aem ke jEnmaH to Ô e iÊyakaHD ne v‡t ne Ae j. AevuHlokoAe maNyuH Ke, bharnuH jEn \mRnuH. (]ota:- jEnmaH hoy Ae!le kmRnI vat hoy) kmRnIvat ne iÊyanI vat. (]ota:- Aa„anI vat iblkul Ke nhÄ.) Aahahaha¦ Tyare Aenekhete hE ke bapu wgvan to siCcdanHd Ýwu hE, p` _ska in Ry krnekI pyaRy AinTyhE. Are¦ Aa„a AinTy? waGyo¦ Aahaha¦

Ae xaÏ&an wI AinTy hE, Ae to Ùi`k pr, vaStivk Ae &an nhÄ, p` Aa„aka&an huAa, Aahahaha... Ae wI pyaRy Ùi`k hE, \‡uvka &an huAa p` pyaRy Ùi`k hE.Aahaha¦ Arere be vStu j AEsI hE. ApiràmI-pir`mn pir`mnmeH ApiràmIpairàimk wavka &an hota hE, kya kha? pir`mnmeH, pir`mn AinTy hE, pir`mnmeHApiràmI pairàimkwavka &an hota hE. Aahaha¦ Ae ApiràmIno A=R pyaRy hotInhÄ _smeH, p` hE _ska nam pairàimk wav. Aahahaha¦ pairàimk wavka A=Rpir`me te=I pairàimk Aem nhÄ. shj Svwavko ApiràmIko pairàimkwav khetehE. Aahahaha¦ Are ko{ id' AavuH tÀv, vItrag svR& prma„ana pH=maH jNMya AeneyqbruH n mze. Arere¦ Aahaha¦

kya Ônneke kar`se pUveR SvyH Aa„aka &an hota nhÄ Ane pUveR guÌse wI huAanhÄ, to vo phele kya A&anI =a? Aahaha¦ kya A&anI hI hE? Aa„a A&anI hE?Aahaha¦ &an Svwavno wHDar Ýwu Ae A&anI hE? Aahaha¦ kyÇ ik _se sda AÝitbuâTvhE. Aahaha¦ kyÇik Svwavka Apna &an hE nhÄ. AÝitbuâ, deqo¦ Aa smysarmaHAÝitbuâko smÔte hE, ke!lak khete hE ke Aa smysar to muinke ma!e hE, AhÄya to(]ota:- Ae =va ma!e) Ae =vano =ay pKI p` Aa to AÝitbuâko smÔte hE,smysar. Aahahaha¦

AÝitbuâ j hE? _ska _¿r AEsa hI hE, Ae A&anI hI hE, Apna &an SvwavkIAekag‡ta hu{ nhÄ, Ae sNmuq SvIkar huAa nhÄ, mEH to AanHd ne &an Sv$p huH AEsI ¹iÚ


315}lok - r0hu{ nhÄ. tb lg Ae A&anI hE, Aahahahaha... pyaRymeH A&anI hE, vStu wle &an neAanHd hE. Aahahaha¦ ãVy gu ne pyaRy tInoH le ilya. ãVy Svwavvan, gu Svwav,AaEr _ska wan huAa Ae pyaRy. Ane wan n huAa Ae A&an$pI pyaRy. Aahahaha¦AavI vat bapa¦ ãVy gu ne pyaRynI ÉãH qbr Ke? Aahahaha... bapa hÒ to ãVygu ne pyaRyna namey AavDe nhÄ. pyaRy Ae!le xuH khe Aek jò pHiDt AaVyo hto,diÙ`no pHiDt AaVyo hto. nrm ma`s hto, (khe) pyaRy Ae!le? Are p` tme mo!apHiDt Ko. AhÄ AaVyo hto Aolo vIspH=I pUÔ kre wgvannI kexr=I ne flaà=I, wa{AhÄ Ae irvaj n=I bapu, p` nrm ma`s hto pHiDt pKI to, Ae khe-pyaRy? Are p`xuH tme, ãVy iƒkazI vStu, gu iƒkazI Svwav Ane vtRman pl!tI AvS=a Ae pyaRy.Aahahaha¦ Ae pyaRymeH pyaRyvan ka &an hota hE. Aahaha¦ AakrI vat bapu bhu ferfar={ gyo Ke. Aahaha¦

Ae pyaRy &ayk trf JuktI hE, Aahaha... tb &ankI pyaRyka pir`mn inmRzhota hE, Ae sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy kho, &ankI pyaRy kho, Sv$p Aacr`kI kho, AanHdkIkho, xaHitkI kho, SvCKtakI kho, ÝwutakI, {¬rtakI kho, Ae sb &ankI pyaRy Ke.Aahahaha¦ Aa Aavo magR hve, Aola to _pvas kro, Kõ kro, sHF kro, v‡t kro, rsKoDo sheluHs! htuH, rqDvana rSta hE Ae to b\aH. dan Aapo tme. paHc pCcIs laqnaAe!la b\aH to xena Aape, paHc-pCcIs pcas laq =oDa Aape vzI. Aahaha¦ Aape,ÉyaH Ae cIj ÉyaH AenI htI. AemaH wav kre kdac rag mHdno Ae p` pu~y Ke. Ane pu~ymaHAekag‡ta Ae im+yaTv Ke. Aahaha¦ pu~ykI seva ikya. Aahahaha... Aavo magR Ke bapa¦Arere¦ Aahahaha... (]ota:- sHS=anI seva krvI ke n krvI?) ko`-konI seva kre Ke?rag ne pu~yna wavnI seva kre, A&anwav=I. Aahahaha... Arere xaiBdk &annI sevaAahahaha... Aene mh¿a lagI Ôy Ô e ke meH ke!luH Ô~yuH? Are wgvan saHwzne wa{tne AhH pd AavI gya Ke im+yaTvna. Aahaha... Ane jvab deta AavDe ne wDak-wDak-wDak Ae!le Ô e ke, Aahaha... wa{ xuH Ke Ae to Svawaivk hE. Aahaha¦

AhÄ to prma„a, sHto khete hE yh prma„a khete hE, prmaTma khete hE Ae sHtokhete hE- Ýwu teH SvyH Apna &an Sv$pI wgvan Aa„a, _skI tere mihma kwI Aek ÙÀa{ nhÄ ne pu~y ne pap ne vtRman xaÏ&ankI mihma kwI teH KoDI nhÄ Ýwu. Aahaha¦Aevo AhÄya wgvan Aa„a, cEtNy Sv$pI dxRn kre Ýwu tuH. Aahaha¦ Ae AÝitbuâ hE,Aem ix*y khe Ke hoH hÒ ke ha ha AEsa hI hE, AÝitbuâ hE. Apne Sv$pke AHdr &an hE,AanHd hE Ane Ae AÝitbuâ hE? ha, AÝitbuâ hE. Sv$pka AanHdkHd &an Sv$p wgvan,_ska &an huAa nhÄ, Ane AekIla rag ne xBd&anmeH to Aekag‡ ho gya. Aahahaha¦Aey¦ surexwa{¦ xuH hxe AavuH te wa{, Aavo magR ÉãH=I? Ae JaHJrIÒ, Ae AHtirÙnIseva krvI, ne seva-beva krI xkto n=I Aem khe Ke. wav Aave xuw, ivkLp Aahahaha...AenI p` Aekag‡ta =ay to im+yaTv hE. Aahahaha... gjb vat hE bapa. vItrag


316 smysar isiâ wag-2vItrag vItrag, ƒ` lokno na= svR& Sv$pI Ýwu Aa Aa„a hÇ, Aa svR& Sv$pIprma„a &anSv$pI kæuH ne? Ae &an Svwav Aene kæuH ne? Ae svR& Svwav Aem,Aahaha¦ vo trfkI Aekag‡ta Aek Ù` p`, smy maƒ p` kwI ikya nhÄ, Ane Aeksmy maƒ p` seva kre to jNm mr`ka AHt Aa ÔAe _ska. Aahahaha¦ wvna AHtTyaH hE, suqna pH= thaH hE, wvna AHt thaH hE. Aahaha¦ AakruH pDe lokone AevuH song#nename Arere Aa ko` khete hE? Aa xaÏ khete hE ke nhÄ? Aahahaha¦

· svR Òvo sa\mIR Ke. ko{ ivro\I n=I. svR

Òvo pU aRnHdne ÝaPt =av¦ ko{ Òvo ApU R n rho,

ko{ Òvo ALp& n rho, ko{ Òvo ivro\I n rho,

ko{ Òvo ivprIt ¹iÚvHt n rho. b\a Òvo sTyna

mageR AavI Ôv ne suqI =av¦ ko{ ÒvmaH ivØmta

n rho. b\a Òvo pU aRnHd$p Ýwu ={ Ôv. smysar

ga=a-38na }lokmaH Am<tcHãacayR khe Ke ke svR Òvo

AaTmamaH mGn =av¦ Aahaha¦ juAo &anInI wavna¦

pote pU aRnHd Sv$p AaTmamaH mGn =ay Ke Ae!le

svR Òvo p` pU aRnHd Sv$pmaH mGn ={ suqanuwv

kro Aem khe Ke.



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Ab AhÄya pun: pUKte hE Ae Aa„a iktne smy tk Aahaha¦ ÝwuTyare hve AEsa A&anI AÝitbuâ iktna kaz tk rhega? smjmeH Aaya..?Ae pUKte hE ke yh Aa„a, yh Aa„a iktne smy iktne kaz tk AÝitbuârheta hE? Ae kho, Ýwu to Ae btavone AÝitbuâ kEse khaH su\I, Aahaha..._ske _¿r$p ga=asUƒ khete hE.tihR ikyNtH kalmymÝitbuâo wvtITyiw\IytamŸ-vzI frI pUKe Ke ke Aa AaTma ke!la vqt su\I (ÉãH su\I) AÝitbuâ Ke te

kho. tena _¿r$p ga=asUƒ khe Ke:-

kMme okMmiMh y Ahimid AhkH c kMm okMmH.ja Osa qlu buâI APpiDbuâo hvid tav.. 19..

kmRi` nokmRi` cahimTyhkH c kmR nokmR.yavdeØa qlu buiâAÝitbuâo wvit tavtŸ.. 19..

y=a SpxRrsgN\vàRidwaveØu p<=ubu|nodra>akarpir`tpu†l-SkN\eØuF!o½yimit, F!e c SpxRrsgN\vàRidwava: p<=ubu|nodra>akarpir`t-pu†lSkN\aüamI [it vSTvwedenanuwUitSt=a kmRi` mohaid*vNtrùeØu nokmRi`xrIraidØu bihrùeØu caTmitrSkairØu pu†lpiràme*vhimTyaTmin c kmRmohadyo½Ntrùa nokmR xrIradyo bihrùaüaTmitrSkair`: pudŸglpiràma AmI[it vSTvweden yavNtH kalmnuwUitStavNtH kalmaTma wvTyÝitbuâ:. ydakdaic>=a $ipò dpR Sy SvprakaravwaisnI SvCKtEv vîeraE*~yH ßvala ct=a nI$pSyaTmn: SvprakaravwaisnI &at<tEv pudŸglanaH kmR nokmR ceit Svt:prto va wediv&anmUlanuwUitÌTpTSyte tdEv Ýitbuâo wiv*yit.

nokmR-kme R ;hu H', hu Hma H vzI ;kmR ne nokmR Ke',Ae buiâ ßyaH lgI ÒvnI, A&anI TyaH lgI te rhe. 19.

ga=a=R:- (yavtŸ) ßyaH su\I Aa Aa„ane (kmRi`) &anavràid ãVykmR,wavkmR (c) Ane (nokmRi`) xrIr Aaid nokmRmaH (AhH) ;Aa huH KuH' (c) Ane(AhkH kmR nokmR [it) huHmaH (-Aa„amaH) ;Aa kmR-nokmR Ke'- (OØa qlu buiâ:)AevI buiâ Ke, (tavtŸ) TyaH su\I (AÝitbuâ:) Aa Aa„a AÝitbuâ (wvit) Ke.

!Ika:- jevI rIte SpxR, rs, gH\, v R Aaid wavomaH t=a phozuH tizyuH, pe!azAaidna Aakare pir`t =yel pudŸglna SkH\omaH ;Aa FDo Ke' Aem, Ane FDamaH

ga=a - 19


318 smysar isiâ wag-2;Aa SpxR, rs, gH\, v R Aaid wavo t=a phozuH tizyuH, pe!az Aaidna Aakarepir`t pudŸgl-SkH\o Ke' Aem vStuna Awed=I AnuwUit =ay Ke, tevI rIte kmR-mohAaid AHtrHg piràmo t=a nokmR-xrIr Aaid baìa vStuAo-ke jeAo (b\aH)pudŸglna piràm Ke Ane AaTmano itrSkar krnara Ke-temnamaH ;Aa huH KuH' AemAne AaTmamaH ;Aa kmR-moh Aaid AHtrHg t=a nokmR-xrIr Aaid bihrHg, AaTm-itrSkarI (AaTmano itrSkar krnara) pudŸgl-piràmo Ke' Aem vStuna Awed=IßyaH su\I AnuwUit Ke TyaH su\I AaTma AÝitbuâ Ke Ane ßyare ko{ vqte, jem$pI dpR nI Sv-prna Aakarno Ýitwas krnarI SvCKta j Ke Ane _*`ta t=aßvaza AiG™nI Ke tevI rIte A$pI AaTmanI to potane ne prne Ô`narI &at<ta(&atap uH) j Ke Ane kmR t=a nokmR pudŸglnaH Ke Aem pota=I j A=va prna_pdex=I jenuH mUz wediv&an Ke AevI AnuwUit _Tpþ =xe Tyare j (AaTma) Ýitbuâ=xe.

wava=R:- jem SpxaRidmaH pudŸglno Ane pudŸglmaH SpxaRidno Anuwv =ay KeA=aRtŸ bNne Aek$p Anuwvay Ke, tem ßyaH su\I AaTmane, kmR-nokmRmaH AaTmanIAne AaTmamaH kmR-nokmRnI w‡aHit =ay Ke A=aRtŸ bNne Aek$p wase Ke, TyaH su\I tote AÝitbuâ Ke Ane ßyare te Aem Ô e ke AaTma to &ata j Ke Ane kmR-nokmRpudŸglnaH j Ke Tyare j te Ýitbuâ =ay Ke. jem ArIsamaH AiG™nI ßvaza deqay TyaHAem jày Ke ke “ßvaza to AiG™maH j Ke, ArIsamaH n=I pe@I, ArIsamaH deqa{rhI Ke te ArIsanI SvCKta j Ke”¸ te Ýma e “kmR-nokmR potana AaTmamaH n=Ipe@aH AaTmanI &an-SvCKta AevI j Ke ke jemaH &eynuH ÝitibHb deqay¸ Ae rIte kmR-nokmR &ey Ke te Ýitwase Ke”-Aevo wed&an$p Anuwv AaTmane kaH to Svymev=ay A=va _pdex=I =ay Tyare j te Ýitbuâ =ay Ke.

kMme okMmiMh y Ahimid AhkH c kMm okMmH.ja Osa qlu buâI APpiDbuâo hvid tav.. 19..

nokmR-kmeR ;huH', huHmaH vzI ;kmR ne nokmR Ke',Ae buiâ ßyaH lgI ÒvnI, A&anI TyaH lgI te rhe. 19.

!Ika:- jEse SpxR rs gH\ rHg Aaid wavomeH Ane coDa ghra Avgah$p _draidkeAakar$p pir`t huAe pudŸglke SkH\omeH ;yh F! hE' deqo kya khete hE? SpxR, rs, gH\ne rHg, Aaid wavomeH Ane coDa ghra Avgah$p Aakar, _draid Aakar pir`t huAepudŸglke SkH\omeH yh F! hE, {s Ýkar, AaEr FDemeH yh SpxR gH\ rs v R Aakar pir`tpudŸglke SkH\ Aaid wav coDe ghre _dr Aakar Aaid pir`t pudŸgl SkH\ hE. kya kha?v R, gH\, rHg, SpxRmeH F! hE ne. F!meH v R rHg gH\ SpxR he. Aahaha... Arsprs.Aahaha¦ {s Ýkar vStuke Awedse AnuwUit hotI hE. F! ne F!no wav v R, gH\, rs,


319ga=a - 19SpxR Ae F! hE Ane F! Ae v R, rHg, gH\, SpxR$p hE, Awed hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ae vStukeAwedse AnuwUit hotI hE, &an hota hE. {sI Ýkar Aahahaha... kmR moh Aaid AHtrHgpiràm, Aahahaha... wav kmRne Aa b\uH, Aahaha... kmR mohaid AHtrHg piràm AaErrag äeØ im+yaTv piràm. Aahahaha... pudŸgl SkH\ hE. Aahaha... AHtrHg piràm t=anokmR xrIraid baæ vStu, Aa xrIr vaÌ mn Ae baæ vStu, Ae nokmR, Aem Ae sbpudŸglke piràm hE. Ae to pudŸglna piràm hE. Aahahahaha... xuw-Axuw rag, AnexrIraid Ae to sb pudŸglka piràm hE. Aahaha¦ “AaEr AaTmake itrSkar krnevalehE”. Aahahahaha... kya khete hE? Ae xuwAxuwwav Ae AaTmako itrSkar krnevala hE.Aahaha¦ mEH huH, tum nhÄ. pu~y papka wav mEH huH, Ae pu~y papka wav AaTmaka itrSkarkrte hE. wgvan pu aRnHdka na= pDa hE. Aahahahaha...

AakrI vatuH bhu, xuH ga=a ne xuH !Ika. Aahahaha... gjb ko{, ATyare wrtÙeƒmaHsmysar, Aahaha... svÈTk<Ú g‡H= vItragna kha huva ho to Aa Aek hE, jemaH svaÅgIpU R vat b\I, Aahahaha... _ske lgta Ývcnsar, inymsar sb hE. Aahaha¦

Ae itrSkar krnevala hE, Aa ko`, kya khete hE? ke xrIr vaÌ, mn ye mEH hHu AEsaAate hE to wgvan AaTma AqHDanHdka itrSkar hote hE. pu~y ne papka wav _pr ¹iÚhE, tblg wgvanka to itrSkar huAa wgvan ƒ` lokno na= ibraje Ke AHdr.Aahaha... Aa... Aa huH, Aa nhÄ Aem kya khete hE Ae? Ae xuwAxuwwav Aahahaha¦ ArexaÏka &an Ae mEH huH, Ae wgvanka Anadr itrSkar krte hE. gjb vat hE. Aahaha¦hE? (]ota:- gjb vat hE ke prm sTy) prm sTy, prm sTy, prm sTy sahebo,wUta=R wgvan, sTya=R Ýwu, prm sTy Ýwu hE. Aahahaha¦ Aek smymeH p` wUta=Rwgvan sTya=R Ýwu hE, _ska Anadr krke, rag ne xrIr mEH huH Ae Sv$pka itrSkar krtehE Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ waØa to sadI hE wav to hE yh hE. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦gjb vat krte hE !Ika te !Ika, Aahaha¦

xrIraid vaÌ mn pu~y ne papka AHtrHg piràm Ae baævStu hE, deqo¦ Ae tobaævStu hE, AHtr vStu nhÄ Ae. Aahahaha¦ baævStumeH sb pudŸglke piràm hE, AaErAaTmake itrSkar krnevala hE. Aahaha¦ _ska ßyaH SvIkar krne Ôte hE, wgvankaAnadr ho Ôta hE. AanHdno na= Ýwu AHdr pDa hE. _ska itrSkar hota hE wa{¦Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

_nmeH ;yh mEH huH' _nmeH yh mEH huH, Aahahaha “{s Ýkar AaEr AaTmameH ye kmR nokmRAHtrHg, bihrHg, AaTm itrSkarI” AaTmake itrSkar krnevala pudŸgl piràm hE. Aerag ne xrIr ne vaÌmeH mEH huH Ane rag ne xrIraid meremeH hE. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat hvekho, AhÄ to pu~y=I \mR =ay ne, Are Ýwu xuH kre Ke tuH? Aa pu~y AHtrHg piràm _smeHmE huH, AaEr meremeH Ae hE. im+yaTv itrSkar tere Aahahaha... Ýwu, smjmeH Aaya? Aohoho...¦=oDa xBdmeH gagrmHe sagr wr idya hE. {smeH, _nmeH yh mEH huH, Aa mEH huH, rag pu~y dya


320 smysar isiâ wag-2dan ivkLp rag, Aahahaha... dev guÌ xaÏkI wi›ka rag, xaÏkI wi›ka rag,Aahahahaha... yh mEH huH, {s Ýkar, AaEr AaTmameH Ae kmR-nokmR ragaid AHtrHg piràmAne xrIr-vaÌ Aaid bihrHg (piràm), itrSkarI, Aahaha... AaTmake itrSkarkrnevale pudŸgl piràm hE, meremeH ye hE, itrSkar krnevalI cIj meremeH hE. Aahahahaha¦gjb hE.

“{s Ýkar vStuke Awedse” kya? Ae pu~y ne papna piràm AHtrHg, bihrHgxrIr vaÌ mn Ae mEH huH Ane Ae meremeH hE. AEsI (maNyta) jblg jem F! ne v R gH\rs SpxR Awed hE F! v R gH\ rs SpxR hE. v R gH\ rHg SpxR sb F!$p hE, AEse AaAaTma pu~y ne pap xrIr vaÌ mn mEH huH. Ae AHtrHg piràm Aaid meremeH hE, AEse Awedsejb tk AnuwUit hE. Awedse jbtk Anuwv hE. Ae!le ke &an hE, Aahahahaha... AavomagR Ke. tbtk AaTma AÝitbuâ hE. Aahahaha... kya kha? ke jblg wgvan AaTma_smeH pu~y ne pap ne xrIr ne vaÌ ne kmRmaH Ae mEH huH Ane Ae cIj meremeH hE, tblg voA&anI AÝitbuâ hE. Aahaha¦ _sko &an Sv$pmeH Aa ragaid nhÄ ne ragmeH AaTmanih, {skI qbr nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH ware AakrI¦ dev guÌ xaÏnI wi›norag, Ae ragmeH mEH huH Ane rag meremeH hE. Aahahahaha... Aa to ragse mere kLya` hoga,to _ska A=R Ae huAa ke rag meremeH hE. Aahaha¦ tblg Ae AÝitbuâ A&anI, hE ne?Aahaha¦ pIKe hve ivxeØ vat hE.

(]ota:- Ýma`vcn guÌdev)

Ývcn nH. 8r ga=a - 19ta. 10-9-78 rivvar wadrva sud-8 sH. 2p04 _¿m sTy \mR

ij`vy`mev wasid tH paleduH AsÉkmaò iv .vvhare iv AilyH ` vdid jo sŠva{ so .. 398..

je muin, muinna cairƒna wed Ke ne Aa cairƒka wed hE Aa ds Ýkar. muin¦ijnsuƒ hI ke vcnko khe, ijnsuƒ ko hI vcnko khe. _smeH Ôe Aacaraid kha gya hE,_ska paln krne meH Asm=R ho to wI ANy=a n khe. Aaha¦ ke Ae meH brabr paz xktanihH. mere doØ lgta hE Aese ijnvaÌ je khe te Ýma e khe Apna SvCKHd n khe,Aahaha... paln krnemeH Asm=R ho to wI Ôu@a n khe. Aahaha¦ AaEr Ôe Vyvharse wIAlg nih khe. Aahaha¦ Vyvhar bol hE _smeH wI AsTy n khe. bolcal g<hS=I sa=ecltI ho bat VyvharmeH wI Ôu@a n khe. Ae muin sTyvadI hE. dsÝkar lI\a Ke _smeHdsÝkare nam sTy ãVy sTy wav sTy, ivgere _smeH Apna vat to Ae hE ke sTy Sv$pwgvan ÔnnemeH Aate hE Ôe cIj _sse Ônnevalako Ônna, Ae sTy hE. Aahaha¦ Éãkha?


321je cIj ÔnnemeH AatI hE. _sko Ônte hE ne mante hE ke meH _sko Ôna, p`

Ônnevala Ôuda hE Ônnevaleko Ôna nihH. Aaha¦ Aa sTy hE. Ônnevalekae Ônna,Ônne laykko Ônna Ae KoDkr, Aahaha¦ (]ota:- Ô`vavazane Ô`vo Ae to xuâ_pyog =yo) hE¦ Ô`vamaH Ôe cIj AatI hE &ey, vo wI to dUsrI cIj hE. p`Ônnevala kaEn hE? Aahahaha¦ Ae to AHtr lÙ kre to Ônnevalako Ôn ske, pr lÙmeHto Ônne layk cIj ÔnnemeH AatI hE vo to pr hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AEsevednmeH Aane laykko vedte hE Ônte hE vednmeH Aana p` vedn krnevala Ôe cIj hE,Aahaha¦ prm sTy to Ae hE. smjmeH Aaya? wgvan prm sTya=R je wUta=R vStu hE_sko n Ôna Ane prko ÔnnemeH ruk gya. Aahahaha¦ AaEr prka vedn hota hE wleragka p` prka lÙse xrIrka Aesa Aesa vedn Aem idqte hE ne rag rag, p` vednkrne laykko vedya, Ô~ya. Aahaha¦ p` wgvan vedn krnevalI cIj kon hE?Aahahaha¦ _sko Ônna Ae sTy vStu hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? ivxeØ Ai\kar hE.AHdr dx bolmeH.

calto Ai\kar. smysar¦ Aahahaha¦ prm sTy Ýwu¦ Ae bIÒ rIte vat ikyahE, bakI to sTya=R Ôe wUta=R vStu hE. Aahaha¦ _sko Ônna Ae sTy hE. Aahahaha¦bakI prko ÔnnemeH rukta hE to prko Ôna p` Ônnevala ko` hE _sko Ôna nhÄ teAsTy hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

yhaH 19 ga=a. jem FDo Ane v R gH\ rs SpxR Awed hE Ane FDame v R gH\ rsSpxR hE Ane v R gH\ rs SpxR FDa hE. FDa smßyane F! AEse, {sIÝkar kmR mohaidAHtrHg piràm Aahahaha... xuwaxuw rag Ane nokmR xrIraid baæ vStu sb pudŸglkepiràm hE. qreqr to pu~y ne papka wav Ae pudŸglka piràm hE. inim¿ka Aa]ysehuAa to inim¿ka hE Aem khete hE. Apna wgvan AaTma Aahahaha... xuâ cEtNywgvan _ske AvlHbnse nhÄ huAa, vo inim¿ka Aa]y ne AvlHbnse huAa toinim¿ pudŸgl hE, _ske Aa]yse huAa ApnemeH, p` KtaHy ApnemeH huAa vo Svwav nhÄ,vo kar` pu~y ne dya ne dan v‡t wiÉtka wav Aahahahaha... [iNãy je Aa jD newaveiNãy _sse Ôe ÔnnemeH Aaya xaÏ Aaid &an, Aahahaha... gjb vat Ýwu¦{sko wI AhÄya pudŸgl piràm kha. Ô`vana wav prka, pr trfse Ôna xaÏ&anAaid pudŸglka piràm hE. ÉyÇik _sse AbH\ piràm nhÄ huAa. Ae bH\ piràm hE.to AbH\ Sv$pI wgvan Aahahaha... _sse iwþ bH\wav vo pudŸglka wav hE.Aahahaha¦ gjb vat hE.

]ImdŸmaH, raƒe kæuH htuH ne idgHbrna tIv‡ vcnone l{ne rhSy smÒ xkay Ke.Aahahaha... sHtonI, idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ jene Aem khe ke xaÏ&an wI huAa, Aaha...Ýwu dya xaÏ trfka ivkLp huAa. dya, dan, v‡t Aaidka vo to pudŸgl kha, p`xaÏ&anka Aahahaha... Ýwu-Ýwu, je &anmeH AbH\pà nhÄ te &an pudŸgl hE, Aahaha¦

ga=a - 19


322 smysar isiâ wag-2Ae prãVy hE. Aahahaha... AhÄya to bayDI, Kokra, ku!uHb b\uH prãVy hE, AEsa pu~y nepapka wav prãVy hE, AEsa prka Ônna wI wav prãVy hE. Arere¦ vat AavI ÝwuKe, xuH =ay? Arere¦ sHtoAe to jgtne Ôher krIne Nyal krI naQya. Aahaha¦ wa{¦tuH prko Ônne, wgvanko Ônne gye. tI=ÅkrkI saÙatŸ smoxr`meH, to wI prkoÔnna Ôe huva Aahahahahaha... khete hE ke Ae to pudŸglka, pudŸgl hE. AemaH wgvanAaTmaka piràm AanHd n Aaya. Aahahaha¦ Ýwu tuH ko` Ke? Aahaha¦ ApnekoÔnnemeH to AanHd Aata hE. Ae AanHd n Aata hE ne Ae prka Ônna huAa, Aahahaha...gjb vat hE Ýwu, sHtonI vaÌ to vaÌ, ramba` hE. Aahaha¦ AmoF-AmoF sfz,moF Ae!le in*fz, AmoF Ae!le sfz, Aa moh hto ne moF, moFno A=R in*fz =ayKe, AmoF(no A=R) sfz =ay Ke. Aahaha¦

AhÄya to dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉt, xaÏkI wiÉt, guÌkI wiÉt, devkI wiÉt,Aahahaha¦ Ae piràm pudŸglka hE. Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ ÉyoHik Apna &ayk Sv$pwgvan _ska piràm to inmRz Ane pivƒ hona cahIye. Aahaha¦ Aa miln neApivƒ piràm Aahahahaha¦ Ae kha, AHtrHg xrIr Aaid, ragaid, mohaid bihrHgAaTm itrSkarI, Aahahaha... wgvan Anakuz AanHd Ýwu cEtNyno DuHgr wgvan,Aahahaha... _ska vo dya dan wiÉt Aaidka piràm, Svwavka itrSkar krnevala hE.Aahaha¦ _ska ÝemmeH Svwavka itrSkar Anadr hota hE. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat ÉãHysaHwzva mze nhÄ. Aahaha¦ hEH? itrSkarI (wav) Aahaha... wgvan &an ne AanHdnogHj Ýwu, _sse iv$â piràm, Ae AaTmaka nhÄ, pudŸglka kha. Aahaha¦ ÉyÇik Aepiràm hE Ae ApnI cIj nhÄ. Aaha¦ ApnI cIj hoy to j¡dI pDe nhÄ, dUr ho(ve)nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

Ae pu~yna piràm dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉt, xaÏkI wiÉt, Aaha... gjb vat hEÝwu. Ae Sv$pka itrSkar krnevala hE. Aahahaha¦ TyaH Aagz AeklI ¹iÚ hE, ijsneragko iwþ Ô~ya, vo ragmeH hE nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? ragse iwþ Ô~ya AaTmako tovo to &ayk Sv$p hE, Ae &anI to &ayk Sv$pmeH hE. rag Aata hE p` _sko Ônte hE,merI cIj hE AaEr _sse mere law hoga. (AEse mante nhÄ). Aahahaha... ƒ` loknona= Aem khe, AmarI wiÉtno wav Ýwu tne rag Ke. Aahahaha... tuH Ýwu inragI,AanHdkHd hE ne? terI cIj kya hE teH ÔnI nhÄ na=. Aahaha¦ prka vednmeH ve>a Ae toÔ~ya, p` vedn krnara je pyaRymeH Aa Ôe wgvan iƒkazI hE. _sse Aa ragaid iwNnhE. Aahaha¦ to yh iwNnko yhaH pudŸgl piràm kha. Aahahaha¦ bapu Aa to \IranamagR Ke. Aahahaha¦

{sÝkar vStuke Awedse jbtk AnuwUit hE, Lyo hE ne? Aahaha¦ Ae piràm bevar itrSkar Aaya. hEH? itrSkarI Ae p` AaTmake itrSkar krnevala pudŸgl piràm,;{sÝkar vStuke Awedse' kya kha Ae? Ae xuw ragaid dya wiÉtka Aaya Ae pudŸgl


323to hE. AaEr AaTma _sse Awed jblg maNya, ragse AaTma Awed jbtk AnuwUithE, Aahahaha... wgvan AaTmakI sa= ragkI Awed buiâse Anuwv hE. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? Òv Ai\kar hE ne? Aahaha¦ to Ae ragaid AÒv hE, pudŸgl hE.Aahaha¦ Vyvhar rTnƒyka rag hE, Ae wI xuwrag pudŸgl hE, AenI sa= AwedAnuwUit jblg hE, Aahaha... “Ae Awedse jblg AnuwUit hE &an, tbtk AaTmaAÝitbuâ hE,” tbtk AaTma A&anI hE, Ýitbuâ nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ waØa nIkztI hE,Ae to jD hE, kH@ \‡ujte hE Ae jD hE, to ijsko AEse lge AHdrmeH ke mEH brabr bolta huH,vo to vaÌ ne AaTmase Awedbuiâ hu{. Aahahaha¦ Ae to vaÌ, p` _smeH ivkLp Aaya,Ae ivkLpkI sa= Awedbuiâ jbtk hE. Aahahaha... tblg AÝitbuâ hE, A&anI hE,bihrŸAaTma hE. Aahahaha¦

jEse “AaEr jb kwI” hve sMykŸ btate hE. “jEse $pI dpR kI” $pI dpR ArIsaSvCKta hI-SvCKta hI ArIsakI SvCKta hI Svprke Aakarka Ýitwas krnevalI hE.Ae ArIso Svno Aakar Sv$p ne prno Ýitwas krnevalI hE. Aahahaha¦ AaEr _*`tane ßvala AiG™ kI hE. Aahahaha... _smeH Ôe AiG™ idqte hE AaEr _*`ta hE Ae to AiG™kIhE, ArIsakI nhÄ. Aahahaha... AhÄya to AiG™ to AiG™meH rhI, p` ArIsameH, AiG™ jEsIpyaRy hE ne? hE to SvCKtakI ArIsakI pyaRy, p` vo vaStivk _skI nhÄ. smjmeHAaya? to Ae AiG™kI hE Aem khete hE. AHdr je ßvala idqtI hE ArIsameH Ae AiG™kI hE.wgvan AaTma &ayk ArIso wgvan _smeH rag Ôe idqte hE Ae to Apna inmRz&ankI Ý\antase rag Aa hE AEsa idqte hE. mEH huH AEsa nhÄ, Aahahaha¦ Are¦ khaHÔna?

Ae dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉt, tp, Apvas Aaidka ivkLp _@ã, Aahahaha... vo AaErmEH, Sv ne prka Ônnevala huH, vo Sv ne pr ragaidka Awedbuiâ A&an hE, p` Sv AaErragaid pudŸglka piràm pr, _sko ApnemeH rhekr SvprÝkaxk Ônnevala huH. Aahaha¦Apneko ne prko ÔnnevalI &at<ta hI hE, ApnI to Apneko ne ragko ÔnnevalI&at<ta Ae ApnI hE. ragaid Apna nhÄ. Aahahaha... to hÒ Kokra ne bayDI ne maramara ne Aa mara ne mrI gyo, marI naQyo tne. Aahaha¦

@eka e paDva Ôe{Ae ne kI\uH'tuH ne fulcHdÒAe xuH? Kokra bokrane @eka e paDvaÔe{Ae ne? rqDvamaH pote @eka e pDe AemaH rqDvamaH (]ota:- @eka e pDta Ôy to AhÄAavI xkay) \UzmaHy pDta n=I, kone kheva @eka e? @eka e to S=an AanHd\ammaH pDeAene @eka e khevay. Aahaha¦ Aa to Kokrane sare @eka e vraVya ne be-paHc pcas hÔrl{ne ko{ AavI kNya ne Aahohohohoho. AenI pase Aek hÔr tola sona AaPya KeAena bape. Aohoho¦ Ae xuH sonanuH qbr n=I Aap`ne kaH{. Aekla raÒ raÒ ={ Ôy.Aahaha. Aek laq tola sona, Aek laq tola AaPyuH sona saDlo, paHc paHc hÔrnoAek saDlo, Aeva ds to saDla, saDla kya saDI, saDI, wwUtwa{ Aa wwUit

ga=a - 19


324 smysar isiâ wag-2A&annI (]ota:- pEsa hoy Aene) Aahaha¦ Ýwu tuH ÉãH gyo? wa{ (]ota:- qova{gyo) qova{ gyo wa{ tuH.

Ô`narnI SvCKta Ae tarI hE. Sv ne prne Ô`narI &at<ta Ae tarI hE. xrIr,ku!uHb, pirvar to tera nhÄ. dex mera dex, mera dex. hmcI muHb{, xuH khe Ke ne kH{ muHb{hmcI, hmcI muHb{ \Uzey n=I saHwzne wa{. mrI gya, marI naQya Aa b\a kai@yavaDIAaVya Ke ne nIkzI Ôv yhaHse hmcI muHb{ hE diÙ`nI. Aahaha¦ marI naQya. Aahaha...AaiËkamaHy rHg wed Ke ne? bharna maza AaVya ne pEsavaza ={ gya. Ane Ame AhÄgrIb ke!lak KIAe. tme AavIne AhÄ mo!a kroDpit ho gya. mhajn loko bhotkroDpit TyaH AaiËkamaH. Aahaha¦ AhÄ bzdnaH pUHKDa Aola krtaH hoy qetImaH, TyaHpEsavaza ={ gya kroDpit ne Aola gamna ma`so ibcara ke!lak sa\ar` ={gya. bhar nIkzo, nhÄ to AhÄne AhÄ rhexe Aene ma!e Aa Ke. tmara=I pEso bhardevaxe nhÄ, bhar l{ jvaxe nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

AhÄya to khe Ke, ke Svdex wgvan AaTma, _sse prdexmaH ragaid(meH) Ôna.Aahaha¦ Ae to prdex hE, Sv\am nhÄ. Aahaha¦ wgvan AtIiNãy AanHdka, AanHd\amAm<tka sagr _smeH AenI SvCKta Ae _skI hE, rag sHbH\I ApnI &ankI pyaRy, AaErApnI pyaRy Ae SvCKta _skI hE. rag ne pr Ae _ska hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Arere¦ hÒAEsI ¹iÚka @ekaàH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ {sIÝkar A$pI AaTmakI to Aolo $pI ArIso,Apneko ne prko ÔnnevalI &at<ta bs. Aahahaha¦ Ae to ApnI SvCKtameH ragÔnnemeH Aata hE, p` rag Apna hE AEsa hota hI nhÄ AHdrmeH. Aahahaha¦ Aavo magRbhu, lokone Aakro pDe Ke Ae!le ibcara bIje rSte, Ae Vyvhar=I =ay, Aana=I =ay,AhÄ khe Ke, ke Vyvhar taro du:q$p Ke, Ae tarI cIj j n=I, Ae to pudŸgl Ke, gjbvat Ke na=. Aahaha¦ Ane Ae pudŸgl=I tera sMyGdxRn, tera AaTmaka &an huAa? xuH=ay? jgt, hE? (]ota:- &ata ¹Úa rhevuH...) Aahaha¦ AhÄya to Sv ne pr, Apnekone prko ÔnnevalI &at<ta hI hE, Ae ApnI hE. Aahahaha¦ ragaid ne xrIr ne SƒI ku!uHbpirvar to ÉãHy rhI gya. Aahaha¦ ApnI pyaRymeH rag ho Ae wI pr hE, ApnISvCKtameH Ônne layk hE, to SƒI ku!uHb ne pirvar ÉãHy ÉãHy =o=aH rhI gya bhar.Aahaha¦

Ae b\a pudŸgl Ke kI\a Ke, Ae pudŸgl Ke. pr Ke ne? Aa cEtNy nhÄ ma!e pudŸgl.Aahaha¦ bayDI Kokrana AaTma pudŸgl¦ Aa ãVy nhÄ ma!e AãVy. Aa AaTma nhÄ ma!eAàTma, Aa AaTma nhÄ ma!e pudŸgl. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat ÉãH? Arere¦ sTynesaHwzva mze nhÄ, sUnnemeH Aave nhÄ Ae kwI kre? Aahaha¦ AekaHt hE, AekaHt hE, AekaHthE, Aem krIne itrSkar itrSkar p` AekaHt j Ke, sMykŸ AekaHt, inüyno ivØy sMykŸAekaHt hE, ny hE ne? Ýma`maH doka ivØy hE. Aa inüynyno ivØy AekaHt, sMykŸcEtNymUitRSv ne prne Ô`vanI pirìt pyaRy _skI bs Ae hE iƒkazI, p` vtRmanmeH Svko


325ÔnnekI pyaRy AaEr ragko ÔnnekI pyaRy Ae pyaRy ApnI bs {tnI ignI. smjmeHAaya?

Aahaha¦ Ane Ae SvSvamI sHbH\ Ae ãVy gu ne pyaRy inmRz Ae Sv Ane _skaSvamI Òv. bs, ragka SvamI Ane piTnno pit SvamI ne nrno nreNã SvamI nenrpit ne n<pit mnu*yno pit \Uzey n=I. Aa _>ogpit, marI naQya. (]ota:-boDIÅgno g<hpit) phelaH pEsa nhota Aena bape, kaH{ nhotuH AaPyuH, Aa ATyarebahubze ds kroD $ipya, pcIs kroD $ipya Aek@a kyaÅ Ke. Aohoho¦ xuH Ke p` Aa tne?Aahaha¦ snepat vzGyo Ke. Aahaha¦ AhÄ to Ýwu Aem khIAe, jeva pu~y ne papnepudŸgl kæa, Aeva xrIr vaÌ, kmR, SƒI, ku!uHb pirvar sbne pudŸgl kæa, Aa AaTmanhÄ ma!e pudŸgl Aem. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ ÉãH wrqa{ gyo Ke Ae? Aahaha¦wrma{ gyo prmaH, wrqa{ Gyo wgvanne wUlI Gyo tuH, Ýwu. Aahaha¦

terI to Ônne, Apneko AaEr prko ÔnnevalI AaTmakI to Aem, AaTmakI to AemKe ne? Apneko ne prko ÔnnevalI hve vtRman AhÄ pyaRynI bat krte hE. AaTma toiƒkazI ãVy. smjmeH Aaya? hEH? A$pI AaTmakI to? AhÄ pyaRy lena hE ne? ãVy guto kha Ae khete hE Apneko ne prko ÔnnevalI &at<ta. Aahaha¦ Ae pyaRy ilya.Apneko je pyaRy ÔntI hE AaEr Ae pyaRy ragko ÔntI hE Ae &at<Tv pyaRy Ae AaTmakIhE. smjmeH Aaya? waØa to sadI p` wa{ wav to Aakra Ke wa{. Aahaha¦ waØaAavDI Ôy ma!e AHdr AavD uH Aemey n=I Aa to, j¡dI bIÒ cIj Ke. Aahahaha¦

xrIrne pudŸgl kha, bihrHg b\a SƒI puƒ Aaid b\ane pudŸgl kha Lyo. Aahaha¦Aaid Ke ne? xrIraid xBd Ke ne? Aahaha¦ Are¦ dev guÌ ne xaÏ Ae pudŸgl hE, Aem khetehE. AekƒIs (ga=a) meH kæa ke devguÌ ne xaÏ, [iNãy hE. Ae AÌiNãy AaTma nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ loko ÉãH ÉãH qeHca{ne AekaHtmaH caLya Ôy Ke qbr n=I. Aahahaha...shÔnHdI re AaTma¦ suto khÄ iniüHt¦ ÉãH Ýwu tuH suto? tera po#àH ÉãH gya wa{¦rag Ane pu~ymaH tera po#àH so gya¦ Ýwu tuH to AanHdno sagr hE ne¦ terI pyaRymeHÔe ÔnnekI dxa hu{ Ae terI hE. Aahahaha¦ AaEr kmR nokmR pudŸglke hE. pu~y ne papkawav xrIr Aaid baæ vStu Ae sb pudŸglke hE. Aahahaha¦

{sÝkar Svt: A=va propdexse be Ýkar bs. kaH Apnese Ôn le, kaH guÌ_pdexse Ôn le. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ Ônna to _ske hE. Aahaha¦ AavuH mÇFu pDekam, sHsarnaH kam krva, bayDI Kokra sacvva, Aabru hoy Ae Ýma e rhevuH, hve Aakhe, Aavo AaTma, Aavo AaTma. Aahaha¦ wa{ teH vEHtra mjUrI bhu krI Ýwu teH.Aahahaha¦ rag, rag, xuw Axuwwav, Aa to Axuwwav Ke. Aa to xuwwavko wI,Aahahaha... pudŸgl kha. (]ota:- AaTmana itrSkar krnara Ae wav Ke) je wavetI=Åkr goƒ bH\ay te wav pudŸgl. Aahaha¦ Apneko Ônna ne xuwwavko Ônna, Ae&at<Tv pyaRy ApnI Ane Ae ragaid pudŸglka, Aahaha¦ cEtNyka nhÄ ma!e pudŸgl Aem.

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326 smysar isiâ wag-2Aahahaha¦ AavuH hÒ smjvuH k@` pDe. hEH¦ xuH =ay wa{? Aa to jNm mr` m!aDvanIkza Ke (]ota:- kolej) kolej Ke bapa. xuH khIAe? Amuk ÔtnuH Ô`p uH hoy to Aato kolej Ke wgvannI. Aahaha¦ sImH\r wgvan ibrajte hE. Aahaha¦ _skI AavaÌ AavI Ke AhÄya.

Aa rIte AaTma Apneko Ône Ae &an pyaRy ne ragko Ône Ae pyaRy Ae ApnI hE.AEse kEse Ône? ke kaH Sv=I Apnese Ôn le. Aahaha¦ kaH pr _pdex guÌka imle ne Ône,p` Ônna to Aene _ske hE. Aahaha¦ Aek Svt: ne pr_pdexse ijska mUz, Aahahaha...jenuH mUz, Aola Awed ikya =a ne, to hve jenuH mUz wed iv&an. Aahahaha... jem FDone v R gH\ rs SpxR, be Awed hE. FDamaH v R gH\ rs SpxR hE ne, v R gH\ rs SpxRmaHFDa hE, Awed hE. Aem wgvan AaTmamaH ragaid hE, Ae Awed hE Ae im+yabuiâ hE.

hve wed, Aahaha... Are wa{ krva layk Aa Ke, bakI to papna po!la baH\Inewa{, ÉãH j{x wa{? ko{ n mze kaH{, coraxI Avtar, Aohoho... xr` to Aekwgvan Ke AHdr. Aahaha¦ Ae Apnese Ône. huH Svt: &ata ¹Úa KuH, kaH guÌgmse Ôneke guÌ khe ke terI cIj Aa hE. Aaha¦ ijska mUz wed iv&an hE. Aahaha¦ ÔnnemeH Aayakya? ke jenuH mUz wed iv&an, ragse iwþ, Svwavse Aiwþ ApnI Ônn xiÉtSvprÝkaxk _sse Aiwþ, ragse dya dan v‡taidse iwþ. Aahaha¦ AavuH SpÚ neAa!luH KtaH Are ibcara xuH kre Ke wa{¦

Are¦ wgvanna ivrh pDã prmaTma rhI gya TyaH. Aahaha¦ kevz&annIxiÉt rhI nhÄ. devona Aavagmn F!I gya. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? AemaH AavI vatuH,bhar mUkvI ware k@` khe Ke. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- devo ATyare kem n=I Aavta? dev.)Ae kæuH ne? devnuH Aavagmn F!I gyuH. F!I gyuH. ÉyaHk ko{ Ýdexe Shej Aavta hxe. laEikkma!e, p` \mRne ma!e to, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

kuHdkuHdacayRne wgvanno ivrh laGyo. Aahaha... Tyare Aene jvano wav huAa.kudrte dev AaVyo, smjmeH Aaya? Ane potanI liB\ p` htI. bey vat Aave Ke. calowgvan pase vEmanmaH. Aahaha¦ ÔuAone, dev l{ gya wgvan pase. liB\ p` =Icar tsu êce (calvanI). Aahaha¦ Ae dev wI rha nhÄ AwI to. Aahahaha¦ hE? devpote ræo Aek. Aahaha¦ dev xiÉtno na= wgvan Ae devnI hajra hj¡rI Ke. (]ota:-brabr) smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Aa ko{ VyiÉt ÝTyenuH Aap e AhÄ kam n=I. Aato tTvnI iS=it AavI Ke wa{. ijnvaÌmaH vStunI iS=it AEsI khI hE. Aahaha¦

TyaH to AEse ilya hE. “raÔ iwÙa A=eR wme AevI jnne !ev.” ÝitmaÒ pase Ôy,AenI pase Ôy, xaÏ pase, mne kaH{k Aapo. Are¦ iwqarI xuH maHge Ke? terI pas kyanhI hE to hme tum dega. xaÏne khe p` he xaÏ... kaH{k tme ÝsNn =av. wgvannImUitR pase ßyaH wgvan ßyaH bese. wgvan hoy ma=e p` wgvan terI pas hE ne?Aahaha¦ iwÙa ma!e ÉãH nIkZyo tuH iwqarI. Aahaha¦ Aek to baæ l"mIna iwqarI


327ne Aahaha... AHtrnI cIj pamva ma!e bharmaH go=a qay. AhÄ Ôƒa krIAe AhÄxeƒuHjy ma=e xuH khevay Ae Aa ma=e xuH khevay Aola besvanI (DozI) DozI DozIDozImaH besIne Ôy, halI n xke v<â hoy Ae, jy wgvan, ixvpd Amne deÔe remharaj. Ae khe ke ixvpd to tarI pase j Ke. iwqarI maHgva ÉãH AaVyo AmarI pase?Aahahaha¦

&anIko wI xuwwav Aata hE, p` Ae Ô`te hE ke merI kmÔerIse Aaya to _skowI hey trIke Ô`te hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae Svno ne prno _pdex ijska mUz, Aahaha¦ prep` Ae kha =a ke ragse iwþ kr. Are¦ Apnese wI ikya, ragse iwþ. Aahahaha¦ j¡AoAa Aacr` ne Aa iÊya. Aahaha¦

ijska mUz wediv&an hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉtka piràmse wISvt: ko wed krke Ôna. Aahaha¦ Aene guÌAe p` Ae kha =a ke tera ragse terI iwþ cIjpDI hE Ýwu, vItragI ibMb tuH to hE, prmaTma hE tuH. Aahaha¦ Ae ragse iwþ wed&anijska mUz AEsI AnuwUit, AEsa Anuwv, ragse iwþ AEsa AaTmaka Anuwv, Aahahaha¦_Tpþ hoga. AEsI AnuwUit _Tpþ hogI, deqo tb hI Ýitbuâ hoga. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? Tyare Ae sMyG¹iÚ hoga. Aahaha¦ &an Ý\an k=n hE ne to AnuwUit. Aahaha¦AhÄ to TyaH lg kha ragse iwþ, Ane xaÏ &an huAa _sse wI iwþ Aahahaha...AEsI AnuwUit ho, tb Ae Ýitbuâ huAa. Tyare _sko sMyG&an huAa. Aahahaha...AhÄya to Ap‡itbuâ =a vo p‡itbuâ huAa Aem khete hE, A&anI &anI huAa, A&an !azke_skI to bat cltI hE yhaH. Aahaha¦ smysarmeH Aem ke muinkI VyaQya hE. Are sUn toshI Ae to muQyp e k=n hE gaE p e Ýitbuâ honekI AÝitbuâ ko hI ixÙa hE. Aahahaha¦

wava=R:- jEse SpxR v R gH\ rHg Ae pudŸglka AaEr pudŸglmeH SpxaRid Anuwv hotahE. pudŸglmeH SpxR-rs-gH\ Aaid ne SpxR gH\meH pudŸgl, AEsa Anuwv hota hE &an. donoAek$p AnuwvmeH Aata hE. v R gH\ rs SpxR Ane F! donoH Aek$p deqnemeH Aata hE. _sIÝkar jblg AaTmako kmR ragaid, nokmR xrIr Aaid ku!uHb pirvar, dex Aaid, dev, guÌne \mR pr vStu, Ae AaTmakI AaEr AaTmameH kmR nokmRkI w‡aHit hotI hE. Aahahaha¦ devwgvan mara hE, Aahahaha... donoH Aek$p AnuwvmeH Aate hE, _sI Ýkar jb AaTmakokmRmeH AaTmakI, AaTmameH w‡aHit hotI hE. ragmeH AaEr xrIr Aaid dexmaH ne prmaH Aahahaha...donoH Aek$p waist hote hE. rag, xrIr Ane AaTma, rag xrIr AekmaH g~ya AhÄAaTma, do Aek$p waste hE. Aahahaha... tbtk to Ae AÝitbuâ hE. Aahahaha¦

cahe to Ae xaÏ p#ã hoy 11 AHg ne 9 pUvR. Aahahaha¦ {sse wI merI cIjiwþ hE. wed prs¿aAvlHbI &an khane prma=R vcinkameH. prs¿aAvlHbI &an _skomoÙmagR kwI n khe &anI. Aahahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ prs¿aAvlHbI nam, prkI ApeÙahokr je &an huAa Ae prkI s¿aAvlHbI _sko \m± moÙmagR n khe. Aahahaha¦ ApnISvs¿aka AvlHbnse Ôe &an dxRn huAa _sko moÙmagR khe. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH.

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328 smysar isiâ wag-2AakrI pDe hÇ, pKI loko b\a ivro\ kre ibcara, xuH kre? ko!amaH y¡glikxor same ivro\AaVyo ke nhÄ TyaH? hve AavI vatuH, Aa marg wa{. Aaha¦ Are¦ l"mI caHdlo krvaAavI, to khe na na mo#uH \ovuH. p` v{ jxe pKI !aàH AaVya to khe Ae nih-nih-nihAekaHt hE, wa{ bapu¦ (]ota:- l"mIke $pmeH Aapno _dy Ke) hEH? (]ota:- l"mIna$pmaH Aapno _dy Ke. l"mIna $pmaH, l"mI b\ane caHdlo krva AavI) Aa to Aa cIjKe wgvan xuH khIAe. Aahaha¦ donoH Aek$p waist ho tbtk to vh AÝitbuâ hE.Aahahaha...

AaEr jb vh yh Ônta hE, ke AaTma to &ata hI hE. Aahaha¦ Ae to &an SvwavIsvR& SvwavI &ata hE, Ae svRne Ône, p` svR=I ApnemeH Ônna ho AEsa hota nhÄ.ApnI isvay prcIjse Apne Ônna hota hE AEsa nhÄ. mEH to Svprko Ônnevala huH.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ dx lÙÌpvR \mR, bapu Aa ko{ AlaEikk Ke\mR, cairƒ Aara\naka \mR hE. Aahahaha¦ dxlÙÌno A=R Ae hE ke cairƒ Aara\naka\mR. Aahahaha¦ sMyGdxRnpUvRk cairƒkI Aara\na kr. Aahaha¦ ¬etaMbrmeH Aa@g~ya Aene Aek paHcm gÌ. Ane phelaH sat idn, jem laEikkmaH lG™ krte hE ne lG™. lG™kIiti= ho _sse phele car-paHc idvs Aa baj¡ mHDp naqe, laEikk, AEse paHcm rqkr satid' Aa baj¡ rqa, b\I laEikk la{n, Aa to dxÝkar Aaqa pUr`, Aahahaha¦idgHbrnI rIt j ko{ VyvharnI p` ko{ AlaEikk hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Anete p` dxey Ýkarka \mR AanHddayk hE, Ae AanHddayk Ýwu Ae kLpnaka ivkLp nhÄ,Aahahaha¦ ko{ S=anmeH AEsa ilqa hE, dx Ýkarka \mRmeH ivkLp _@ta hE ne Ae ihsabexuwwav wI igna hE, p` Ae AaHhI n lena AhÄya. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

wgvan AaTmaka sMyGdxRn &anpUvRk cairƒkI Aara\na Ane AanHd suq$pkI_Tpi¿ Aahahaha... _ska nam dxlÙÌ pvR hEe. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? tb Ýitbuâhota hE jEse AaTma to &ata hI hE Ane kmR nokmR pudŸglke hI hE, mera nhÄ, ragaid jDkahE. Aahaha¦ twI vh Ýitbuâ hota hE. “&anI hota hE” jEse dpR meH AiG™kI ßvalaidqa{ detI hE vhaH Ae &at hota hE ke ßvala to AiG™meH hI hE. “vh dpR meH ÝivÚ nhÄ.”ßvala dpR meH pe@I nhÄ AHdr, Aem dpR meH idqa{ de rhI hE, (vo) dpR kI SvCKta hIhE, Ae to dpR kI SvCKta hE. {sIÝkar kmR nokmR Apne AaTmameH Ývex nhÄ. rag ne pu~yne dya-danka ivkLp wgvan AaTmamaH Ývex nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

Are¦ care AnuyogmaH Ame khIAe KIAe, TyaH to Aeklo ãVyanuyog Ke. Are ÝwusUn to shI, carey AnuyogmaH, vStu to Aa ãVyanuyogmaH khI Ae vStu hE. Aahahaha¦kaH{ iv$â dUsra muinAoAe kæuH Ae iv$â hE? Ae to Vyvharnyse k=n krke btaya hE,ke Aa gu S=anmeH AEsa v‡t hota hE. AEsa AhÄ btaya hE. smjmeH Aaya? kuHdkuHdacayRnebIÔ muinAono ivro\ hE? (]ota:- jray nhÄ.) Aahaha¦ ßvaza to AiG™meH hI hE.dpR meH Ývex nhÄ. dpR meH idqa{ de rhI hE, nokmR Ývex nhÄ wgvan AaTmameH. AaTmakI


329to &an SvCKta hI AEsI hE ke ijsmeH &eyka ÝitibHb idqa{ deta hE. ÔnnekI cIj ÔeÔnte hE _ska ÝitibHb &anmeH Aata hE, Ae cIj nhÄ AatI. Aahahaha¦ AavuH AakruH pDeAe!le ma`sne Ane Aem paKa khe ke Aola song#no Aa \mR Ke. Are wgvan¦ Aa tovItrag prmaTmanaH frman Ke. AenuH to Aa SpÚIkr` A=R clte hE. Aahaha¦

“{sIÝkar kmR nokmR &ey hE”. rag Ae &anka pr&ey hE, Sv&ey nhÄ. dya dan, v‡twiÉt Aaidka ivkLp _@te hE, Ae &ey hE, pr&ey hE. hE? {silye Ae Ýitwaist hote hE,&anka Svwav hE SvprÝkaxk to Ýitwaist ho. AEsa wed&an$p Anuwv AaTmakoya to Svymev ho A=va _pdexse ho, twI vh Ýitbuâ hota hE. tb _sko sMyG&anhota hE. tb moÙka magR xuru hota hE.


Ývcn nH. 83 }lok - 21 t=a ga=a 20 =I 22ta. 11-9-78 somvar wadrva sud-9 sH. 2054 _¿m sHym \mR pyUR*a` pvR idvs-6

phele cairƒka wed hE. cairƒ iksko hote hE? ke jene AaTma ragna ivkLpseiwNn, cahe to dya-dan v‡t wi›ka rag ho, Ae rag hE, Ae kaH{ \mR nihH. _sse iwNnApna AaTma AanHdSv$p &aykSv$p prmb‡ï AanHd svR& prme¬re je xuâ AaTmaprmAanHd deqa, AEsa je Anuwv kre _ska nam sMyG¹iÚ \m± phelaH drjÔna khenemeHAata hE. pIKe Sv$pmeH Ae Anuwv huAe, pIKe AHtrka rs c#ya AanHdka rsmeH mxgUlhote hE, _sko cairƒdxa, vItragdxa _TpNn hotI hE _ska dx Ýkar hE. JIÌ vat Ke.xuH =ay? Kõo bol Ke. Kõo idvs hE ne Aaj “_¿m sHym” “_¿m sHym” yUH ÉyuH kha?ke Apna AanHd Sv$p wgvan _ska AnuwvpUvRk smŸ smŸ sMyk AnuwvpUvRk, ymAHtr Sv$pmeH ivxeØ rm`ta lInta _sko sHym khete hE. Aahaha¦ AemaH Aa Kõo bol.

jo jIvrÉq`pro gmàgmàidsVvkßjesu .t`KedH ip ` [CKid sHjm\Mmo hve tSs .. 399..

muinnI muQytaAe bat hE ne Aa sb? dxlÙÌ pvR muinkI muQytase hE. cairƒhE moÙka kar` hE. Ae cairƒ ko[ Aa iÊyakaHD nGn ho Ôna ke pHcmhav‡t pazna voko{ cairƒ nihH. Aahaha¦ cairƒ to AtIiNãyAanHdmeH FUs Ôna AHdr, gufameH pesnaAem AtIiNãyAanHdmeH lIn ho Ôna. Aahahahaha... _ska nam sHym ne cairƒ khete hE.to sHymka wed nihH Aaya ÒvÇkI rÙa tPtr Ae inim¿se k=n hE. muinne ÒvnI rÙakahetu nihH hE. smjmeH Aaya? pr Òvkae du:q n ho Aesa AÝmadwavse rhekr ko[ ivkLpAaya prkae du:q n dena, Ae ÒvkI dya shj pD ÔtI hE. ÒvkI rÙa krna Ae to AaTmakr skte nih. waØa to inim¿se k=n hE. smjmeH Aaya?

moÙmagR ÝkaxkmeH hE sHvr Ai\karmeH moÙmagR Ýkaxk, ke simitmaH ÒvkI rÙaka

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330 smysar isiâ wag-2hetu nihH. Aahaha¦ Ôe[ne deqna, clna _smeH ÒvkI rÙaka Ýyojn nihH. kyÇik ÒvkIrÙa kr skte ih nihH AaTma, Aahaha¦ Tyare ke tIv‡ ragkI Aasikt KoDkr, gmnagmnmeH |yan rqna, sav\anI rqna _ska nam ÒvkI rÙa ikya Aem khenemeH (AatahE) ÒvkI dya pazI, paze ko` prkI. Aahaha¦ yhaH Ae wa*aa AEsa ilya hE moÙmagRmeHAe na paDI hE. sHvr Ai\karmeH ke prkI rÙaka hetu muin AaTm&anI |yanI clte hE toÒvkI rÙaka Ýyojn simitmeH nhÄ. {yaRsimitmeH ye Ýyojn nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:-muinmaH bcavvanI yoGyta n=I?) bcave ko`. ApnemeH tIv‡ rag n hone dena AneAanHdmeH rhena _ska nam simit hE. Aahaha¦ magR bhu j¡dI Ôtno wa{. Aahaha...yuglÒ¦ Ae moÙmagRmeH Aate hE. sHvr Ai\kar, paHc simit ƒ` guiPt ne to ko{ AEseman le ke ÒvkI rÙa krnemeH |yan rqna, ye simit hE hI nhÄ. (]ota:- {yaRsimitmaHKe) ha Ae Aave Ke ne qbr hE ne hE AaHhI to Òv rÙ` xBd pDa hE Ae to Vyvharka k=nhE. p` pr Òvko jra pr du:q n dena pIDa n dena AEsa AÝmad wav _ska nam yhaHsHym khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahahaha¦ ware AakruH¦

vzI gmnagmn Aaid sb kayoRmeH muin iksko khIAe bapu muin p uH to ATyare,Aahahaha¦ jene AaTm&an Anuwv AaTmaka huAa ho AaEr pIKe AaTmamaH lInta hog{ ho Ane ijskI dxa baæmeH nGn ho Ôy. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- kpDa KoDna pDe kenhÄ, kpDa to KoDna pDene) kpDa KoDe ko` KU!I Ôy. Aahahaha¦ kpDa to jD hE AenIce _tarna Ae AaTmakI iÊya nhÄ, AaTma kr skte nhÄ. JIÌ vat hE wa{¦ vItragmagR ATyare bhu ferfar krI naQyo Ke. kæuH'tuHne Aek fere caHdmlÒ sa=e ccaR ={ te kheke kpDa to _tare ne? kpDa kya Ae to jD hE. jDka _tarna Ae AaTma iÊya kr sktehE? AaEr kpDa Ao#na Ae AaTma kr skte hE? Ae to jDkI iÊya hE. kya? Aahaha¦

AhÄ kha gmnagmn kayRmeH t< ka Ked maƒ n cahta. Aahahaha¦ Aek tInkatrà _ska do !ukDa ho Ae wI ÒvkI {CKa nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ kyoHik t< ka !ukDa ho AeAaTma kr skte nhÄ. Aek tInka hE ne t`qla _ska do !ukDa AaTma kr skte nhÄ. Aeto jDkI iÊya hE. (]ota:- ro!lana b!kay n kre to to?) ro!lana b!kay kr sktenhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ (]ota:- ro!lana b!ka n kre to cave xI rIte?) cave ko`? daHt_ska nhÄ. daHt hlte hE ye AaTma hlate hI nhÄ. Ae to jDke kar` hlta hE. bapumargDa Ôuda wa{¦ Arere¦ smjmeH Aaya? t< no Ked p` n kre.

]ImdŸ to AEse khete hE Aekvar ke Aek t< na be !ukDa krnekI hmarI xiÉt nhÄ.]ImdŸ rajcHã Aek tInkaka be !ukDa Ae AmarI takat nhÄ. kyÇik Ae !ukDa hona Ae tojDkI pyaRy hE. Aahahahaha¦ (]ota:- AaqI duinya kpDaH phere Ke ne _tare Ke ne) ko`_tare Ke ne phere rag krte hE ke me kpDa pheruH ne kpDa _taruH rag hE, JIÌ vat wa{.smjmeH Aaya? Aa !opI meH pherta huH Ao#ta huH, mUqaR{ hE. !opI jDka rjk` hE Ae meHpherta huH Ao#ta huH Ae jDkI iÊya AaTma kr skte hE? (]ota:- AaqI duinya=I ë\u).


331AaqI duinyase ê\a hE. vItrag magR prme¬r iƒlokna= ijne¬rdev prme¬r _skamagR AaqI duinyase iv$â hE. Ae AihH khe Ke t< ka wI Ked n kre. _s muinko sHym hotahE. Lyo Ae!lI vat =oDI ilya. 21 kzx 21meH hE ne?

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(mailnI)k=mip ih lwNte wediv&anmUla-mciltmnuwUitH ye Svto vaNyto va.ÝitflninmG™anNtwavSvwavE-muRk¡rvdivkara: sNttH SyuSt Ov..21..

hve, Aa j A=RnuH kzx$p kaVy khe Ke:-}loka=R:- (ye) je puÌØo (Svt: va ANyt: va) pota=I j A=va prna

_pdex=I (k=mŸ Aip ih) ko{ p` Ýkare (wediv&anmUlamŸ) wediv&an jenuH mUz_Tpi¿kar` Ke AevI (AciltmŸ) Aivcz (inüz) (AnuwUitmŸ) potanaAa„anI AnuwUitne (lwNte) pame Ke, (te Ov) te j puÌØo (muk¡rvtŸ) dpR nIjem (Ýitfln-inmGn-AnNt-wav-SvwavE:) potamaH ÝitibHibt =yela AnHtwavona Svwavo=I (sNttH) inrHtr (Aivkara:) ivkarriht (Syu:) hoy Ke, -&anmaH je &eyona Aakar Ýitwase Ke temna=I ragaid ivkarne Ýaº =ta n=I. r1.

k=mip ih lwNte wediv&anmUlamciltmnuwUitH ye Svto vaNyto va.ÝitflninmG™anNtwavSvwavEmuRk¡rvdivkara: sNttH SyuSt Ov.. 21..je ko{ AaTma Apne hI A=va prke _pdexse kIsI wI Ýkarse wediv&an ijska

mUz, Aahahaha¦ mEH to AanHdSv$p AaTma Ae xuwAxuw ivkLp Ôe rag, dya-dan-v‡t-wiÉtka ivkLp je rag _sse wI mEH to iwþ huH. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? wediv&anijska mUz _Tpi¿ kar` AEsI AaTmakI Aivcz AnuwUit, Aahahaha... Aa AaTmapU aRnHd AtIiNãy AanHdkHd Ýwu hE, _sko xrIr va`Ise to iwþ hE. p` AHdrmeH xuwraghota hE. papka rag Axuwrag _sse to iwþ hE. p` pu~yka rag dya dan v‡t tp wiÉtpUÔ Ôƒa Ae xuw rag hE. _sse wI AaTma iwþ hE. Aahahahaha¦ AEsa wediv&anijska mUz _Tpi¿ kar`, AnuwUitka _Tpi¿ka kar` Éya? AnuwUitka A=R? mEH xuâAanHd Sv$p _ska Anuwv hona, sMyGdxRn ne sMyG&anmeH. Aahahaha¦ mEH xuâ cEtNy,vItrag mUitR Ýwu AaTma hE AHdr, _ska Anuwv, AnuwUit AanHdka Svad Aana,AtIiNãy AanHdka vedn Aana. _ska mUQy hetu ko`? wediv&an ijska mUz _Tpi¿kar` hE Ae ivkLp Ôe dya danka ivkLp, ihHsa, corI, ÔU@uH, wog, iv*ay, vasna Ae to

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332 smysar isiâ wag-2pap rag hE AekIla, Aahahaha¦ p` pu~y ragka ivkLpse wI wediv&an ijskI mUl_Tpi¿ AnuwUitkI, AaTmaka Anuwv sMyGdxRn &ankI _Tpi¿, Aahahaha... ijskawediv&an mUz _Tpi¿ kar` hE. ragse iwþ krna ye AnuwUitkI _Tpi¿ka kar` hE. AareAavI vat. hve, AavI vatuH Ke bapu¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Ae ivna to rag Ane mEH AaTma do Aek huH, Ae mha paqHD A&an im+yaTvcoraxIna AvtarmeH rqDneka kar` hE. Aahahaha¦ p` vo wgvan cEtNytÀv Ýwu AeivkLp nam ragse iwþ ijskI _Tpi¿ hE AEse AnuwUitkI _Tpi¿ ho, Aahaha... _skanam sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an, AaTmana Sv$p Aacr` AnuwUit, Aahahaha¦ Aey,wwUtmlÒ¦ $ipya \UzmaH to kaH{ sHwzatuH n=I, TyaH paKa (]ota:- \Uz (pEsa) ivnamHidr =ay) mHidr mHidrse huAa hE, É˜a \Uzse huAa hE? Aey Ame to Ae vqte kæa htaTyaH, bar laqka mHidr huAa, beHGlor, _sne Aa@ laq naQya'ta Aa e Aa@ laq, toAa@ laq naQya to kya \mR hE? iblkul nhÄ. Aey (]ota:- _darta ivna Aa@ laq)_darta iksko khena Ae _darta rag riht AnuwUit kre Ae _darta he. rag ko{ mHd kreAne Ae p` paKa AemaH marI Aabru nIkzegI ne mEH(ne) mHidr bnaya, merI Ýisiâ hogIto Ae(wav) to pap hE AekIla, pu~yey nhÄ. Aahaha¦ \mR to hE hI nhÄ _smeH. laqkroD mHidr bnavo Ane kroDo AbÔe $pIya qcoR \mR hE nhÄ. Ae to ragkI mHdta ho topu~y xuwwav hoga. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- Aapna p‡tape Aa b\a) ko` kre Ae?ramÒwa{ Ýmuq hta to Aa b\uH kyuÅ htuH. (]ota:- ÉyaH=I kyuÅ'tuH ramÒwa{Ae, Ae Aenakar e =yuH) ko` kre Aene? Aa to Aene kar e prma unI pudŸglnI pyaRy je Ùeƒe je ÝkarehonI =I vo hu{, kre ko`? Aahaha¦ kdaictŸ wav ho to xuwwav ho Ae pu~y hE, \mR nhÄ.Aahaha¦ Aey, Aa KVvIs laqka mkan hE. p` bhar pUKta'ta ne, bhar pUKta'ta.NyaH bhar pUKta'ta p` Ae=I Aa bnI gyuH Ke, AEsa nhÄ. Aahaha... AavI vatuH bhuAaqI duinya=I bhu ferfar wa{. Aahaha¦

Aivcz AnuwUitko Ýaº krte hE, je puruØ AHdr wgvan AaTma, AaTmtÀvprmaTmSv$pe ibrajman hE. Aahaha¦ _sko xuwAxuw ragna pu~ypapna wavsewed&an krke, j¡da paD krke ApnI AnuwUit ho. Aahahaha... _smeH AanHdka Anuwv ho,_ska nam \mRnI x$Aat phelI, Aahaha¦ phelI AenI sI#I, phelI AenI sI#I Aa. AareAavuH AakruH kam jgtne É˜aH pDI Ke? Are rqDa_ rqDa_ car gitmaH rqDI rqDIne mrIgyo Ke, AnHt kaz=I (]ota:- AapnuH VyaQyan saHwZyuH hoy Ae rqDe Aem bne kem?)saHwZyuH to wgvan pase AnHtvar saHwZyuH'tuH. Aahahaha¦

AhÄ khe Ke Acilt AnuwUitko Ýaº krte hE. Aahahaha¦ &ananHd Ýwu &an$pIArIso SvCK Ae ragse iwþ hokr Anuwv ho Ae AnuwvmeH dpR kI trh hE. “ve puruØdpR kI waHit” Aahaha... ApnemeH ÝitibHibt huAe AnHt wavoke SvwavmeH, AnHtinrHtr ivkar riht rhete hE. Aahaha¦ kya khete hE? \m± Òv Apna Sv$p ragna


333ivkLpse iwþ Anuwv ikya Ae AnuwvmeH pr&eyo ÔnnemeH Aata hE. pr&eyo Are ragAata hE Ae wI ÔnnemeH Aata hE, p` ÔnnemeH honese &an ivkarI nhÄ hota. Aahaha¦

AavI vatuH hve ÉãHy, duinyana sHÝdaymaH to Aa vat hE hI nhÄ. sHÝdaymaH togo!e go!a ê\a haLya Ke. b\a S=ankvasImaH khe samaiyk kro ne po*aa kro nepiDÞmà kro. hta ÉãH hve? hÒ wan n mze sMykŸnuH ne ÉãH=I samaiyk AavI?¬etaHbrmaH pUÔ kro, Ôƒa kro, wiÉt kro, isâcÊnI kro, mrI Ône laq krIne, Ae tosb ragkI iÊya hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- TyaH p` moÙ to Ke, dya danmaH) moÙ Ke?AaTmano moÙ Ke? AaTma=I Ku!o pDI gyo, ragna ÝemmaH grI gyo. Aahahaha¦

je e Ae xuwragne _padey nam AadrÌy maNya hE, _sne Aa wgvan AaTma hey,itrSkar kr idya hE Aene. AaTmaka itrSkar kr idya Ae Aa gya Aap e 19 maH. pu~yne papka wavka Aadr krnevala, Ae pu~y papse AaTmaka itrSkar krne (vala) hogya. pu~y pap AaTmaka itrSkar krte hE. Aahahahaha¦ Ae dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉt, pUÔ,Ôƒaka wav Ae xuwrag AaTmaka itrSkar krte hE. bapu¦ margDa j¡da wa{¦ Aahaha¦AavI gyuH ne Aap e 19 maH ;itrSkarÌy', Ae xuwwav wI AaTmaka itrSkar krtahE. mEH @Ik huH to wgvan iƒlokna= AaTma &ata¹Úa hE, Ae @Ik nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ \Uzto ÉyaHy rhI g{ pEsa, p` AHdrmeH xuwrag pu~y Ôƒano ne wiÉtno ne wgvannadxRnno Aahaha... Ae xuw rag hE. \mR nhÄ, Ae ragko ijsne AadrÌy maNya Ae ewgvan AaTmako hey maNya. Aahahahaha¦ AavI vat¦

Ae AhÄ kha ApnemeH to pIKe AaTmaka wan huAa. mEH to ivkLpse ne pr sHyogseto tdŸn iwNn AEsa Anuwv honese dpR nI SvCKtameH Anek pr ÝitibHb idqte hE. p`dpR ivkarI nhÄ hota. AEse Apna &an Sv$pmeH &atapàka wan huAa. smiktIko\m±ko pIKe rag Aaid xrIr Aaid deqnemeH Aata hE. p` Ae &an krte hE, Ae &an _skakrnese &anmeH ivkar nhÄ hota hE. Are Are AavI vatu ÉãHnI, p` Aa xuH Ke Aa? ÉyaHno_pdex Aa? wgvanno _pdex Aavo hxe? (]ota:- wgvanno _pdex to Aevo j hoyne) Are bapu tne qbr n=I wa{¦ Aahaha¦ vItrag svR& prme¬r wa{. Aahaha¦

AaTmaka &an AaTm&an huAa. ragse iwþ hokr, Aahaha¦ Tyarse jgtkI cIj_sko &atameH ÔnnemeH AatI hE, p` ÔnnemeH AatI hE KteH &an ivkarI nhÄ hota.Aahaha¦ &ata¹Úa rhete hE, Arere¦ hve AavI vat Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

inrHtr ivkar riht hote hE. &anmeH Ôe &eyoHke Aakar ÝitibHibt hote hE _sseragaid ivkarko Ýaº nhÄ hota.

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ga=a - r0 =I rr

Ab ix*y ÝÆ krta hE. AÝitbuâ kEse,, Aa A&anI hE, mUH# hE, A\m±hE Ae kEse phecana Ôta hE? _skI phecan kya? smjmeH Aaya? hE? ix*yÝÆ krta hE Ýwu¦ Aa A&anI hE, Aa AÝitbuâ hE, mUH# hE, A\m± hE,Aahaha... kEse phecana Ô skta hE? _ska icî bta{Ae, _ska ko{ lÙ`bta{Ae.

nnu k=mymp‡itbuâo l"yet-

AhmedH OdmhH AdmedSs iMh AiT= mm OdH.A~ H jH prdVvH siŠ¿aic¿imSsH va..20..

Aais mm puVvmedH OdSs AhH ip Aais puVvH ih.hoihid pu o mmedH OdSs AhH ip hoSsaim.. 21..

OyH tu AsBwUdH AadivyPpH kreid sHmU#o.wUdT=H ja Hto ` kreid du tH AsHmU#o.. 22..

AhmetdetdhH AhmetSyaiSm AiSt mmEttŸ.ANy>TprãVyH sic¿aic¿im]H va..20..

AasINmm pUvRmetdetSyahmPyasH pUvRmŸ.wiv*yit punmRmEtdetSyahmip wiv*yaim..21..

OtÀvs…UtmaTmivkLpH kroit sMmU#:.wUta=R janþ kroit tu tmsMmU#:..22..

y=aiG™irN\nmStIN\nmiG™rSTyG™eirN\nmStIN\nSyaiG™riSt, AG™eirN\nHpUvRmasIidN\nSyaiG™: pUvRmasItŸ, AG™eirN\nH punwRiv*ytIN\nSyaiG™:punwRiv*ytItIN\n Ovas…UtaiG™ivkLpTvenaÝitbuâ: kiüÐ"yet, t=ahmetd-SMyetdhmiSt mmEtdSTyetSyahmiSm, mmEtTpUvRmasIdetSyahH pUvRmasH,mmEtTpunwRiv*yTyetSyahH punwRiv*yamIit prãVy Ovas…UtaTmivkLpTvenaÝitbuâol"yetaTma.

naiG™irN\nmiSt neN\nmiG™rSTyiG™riG™rStIN\nimN\nmiSt naG™eirN\nmiStneN\nSyaiG™rSTyGneriG™rStIN\nSyeN\nmiSt, naGneirN\nH pUvRmasINneN\nSyaiG™:


335pUvRmasIdGneriG™: pUvRmasIidN\nSyeN\nH pUvRmasItŸ, naGneirN\nH punwRiv*yitneN\nSyaiG™: punwRiv*yTyG™eriG™: punwRiv*ytIN\nSyeN\nH punwRiv*ytIitkSyicdGnavev s…UtaiGnivkLpvþahmetdiSm nEtdhmSTyhmhmSMyetdetdiStn mmEtdiSt nEtSyahmiSm mmahmSMyetSyEtdiSt, n mmEtTpUvRmasIþEtSyahHpUvRmasH mmahH pUvRmasmetSyEtTpUvRmasItŸ, n mmEtTpunwRiv*yit nEtSyahHpunwRiv*yaim mmahH punwRiv*yaMyetSyEtTpunwRiv*ytIit SvãVy Ovs…UtaTmivkLpSy ÝitbuâlÙ`Sy wavatŸ.

hve ix*y ÝÆ kre Ke ke Ae AÝitbuâ k{ rIte AozqI xkay AenuH icîbtavo¸ tena _¿r$p ga=a khe Ke:-

huH Aa Ane Aa huH, huH KuH Aano Ane Ke maÌH Aa,je ANy ko prãVy im], sic¿ Agr Aic¿ va¸ 20.

htuH maÌH Aa pUveR, huH p` Aano hto gtkazmaH,vzI Aa =xe maÌH Ane Aano huH ={x wiv*ymaH¸ 21.Ay=a=R AaTmivkLp Aavo, Òv sHmU# Aacre¸wUta=Rn e Ô`el &anI Ae ivkLp nhÄ kre . 22.

ga=a=R:- (ANytŸ ytŸ prãVyH) je puÌØ pota=I ANy je prãVy-(sic¿aic¿im]H va) sic¿ ÏIpuƒaidk, Aic¿ \n\aNyaidk A=va im]g‡amngraidk-tene Aem smje ke (AhH OttŸ) huH Aa KuH, (OttŸ AhmŸ) Aa ãVy muj-Sv$p Ke, (AhmŸ OtSy AiSm) huH Aano KuH, (OttŸ mm AiSt) Aa maruH Ke, (OttŸmm pUveRmŸ AasItŸ) Aa maruH pUveR htuH, (OtSy AhmŸ Aip pUvRmŸ AasmŸ) Aano huH p`pUveR hto, (OttŸ mm pun: wiv*yit) Aa maruH wiv*ymaH =xe, (AhmŸ Aip OtSywiv*yaim) huH p` Aano wiv*ymaH ={x, - (OttŸ tu AsdŸwUtmŸ) Aavo ÔU@o(AaTmivkLpH) Aa„ivkLp (kroit) kre Ke te (sMmU#:) mU# Ke, mohI Ke, A&anIKe (tu) Ane je puÌØ (wUta=R) prma=R vStuSv$pne (jannŸ) Ô`to =ko (tmŸ)Aevo jU@o ivkLp (n kroit) n=I krto te (AsMmU#:) mU# n=I, &anI Ke.

!Ika:- (¹ÚaHt=I smÔve Ke:) jem ko{ puÌØ {H\n Ane AiG™ne mzelaH deqIAevo ÔU@o ivkLp kre ke “AiG™ Ke te ç\n Ke, ç\n Ke te AiG™ Ke AiG™nuH ç\n Ke,ç\nno AiG™ Ke AiG™nuH ç\n phelaH htuH, ç\nno AiG™ phelaH hto¸ AiG™nuH ç\nwiv*ymaH =xe, ç\nno AiG™ wiv*ymaH =xe”¸-Aavo ç\nmaH j AiG™no ivkLp krete jU@o Ke, tena=I AÝitbuâ ko{ Aozqay Ke, tevI rIte ko{ AaTma prãVymaH jAsTya=R AaTmivkLp (AaTmano ivkLp) kre ke “huH Aa prãVy KuH, Aa prãVymujSv$p Ke maruH Aa prãVy Ke, Aa prãVyno huH KuH maruH Aa phelaH htuH, huH Aano

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336 smysar isiâ wag-2phelaH hto¸ maruH Aa wiv*ymaH =xe, huH Aano wiv*ymaH ={x”¸-Aava jU@a ivkLp=IAÝitbuâ Aozqay Ke.

vzI AiG™ Ke te è\n n=I, è\n Ke te AiG™ n=I, -AiG™ Ke te AiG™ j Ke. è\nKe te è\n j Ke AiG™nuH è\n n=I, è\nno AiG™ n=I, -AiG™no j AiG™ Ke, è\nnuHè\n Ke AiG™nuH è\n phelaH htuH nih, è\nno AiG™ phelaH hto nih, -AiG™no AiG™phelaH hto, è\nnuH è\n phelaH htuH AiG™nuH è\n wiv*ymaH =xe nih, è\nnoAiG™ wiv*ymaH =xe nih, -AiG™no AiG™ j wiv*ymaH =xe, è\nnuH è\n j wiv*ymaH=xe ”-Aa Ýma e jem ko[ne AiGnmaH j sTya=R AiGnno ivkLp =ay te ÝitbuânuHlÙ` Ke, tevI j rIte “huH Aa prãVy n=I, Aa prãVy mujSv$p n=I, -huH to huH jKuH, prãVy Ke te prãVy j Ke maruH Aa prãVy n=I, Aa prãVyno huH n=I, -maro jhuH KuH, prãVynuH prãVy Ke Aa prãVy maruH phelaH htuH nih, Aa prãVyno huH phelaHhto nih, -maro huH j phelaH hto, prãVynuH prãVy phelaH htuH Aa prãVy maruHwiv*ymaH =xe nih, Aeno huH wiv*ymaH ={x nih, -huH maro j wiv*ymaH ={x, Aa(prãVy) nuH Aa (prãVy) wiv*ymaH =xe.”-Aavo je SvãVymaH j sTya=RAaTmivkLp =ay Ke te j ÝitbuânuH lÙ` Ke, tena=I te Aozqay Ke.

wava=R:- je prãVymaH AaTmano ivkLp kre Ke te to A&anI Ke Ane jepotana AaTmane j potano mane Ke te &anI Ke-Aem AiGn-[N\nna ¹ÚaHt äara ¹#kyuÅ Ke.

Ývcn nH. 83 ga=a 20 =I 22!Ika:- hE !Ika? ¹ÚaHtse smÔte hE. jEse ko{ puruØ ç\n ne AiG™ko imla huAa

deqkr lkDI, lkDI ç\n Ane AiG™ imlakr deqta huAa imla huva deqkr AEsa jU@aivkLp kre ke Ôe AiG™ hE so ç\n hE AiG™ hE so lkDI hE, jU@I bat hE AaEr ç\n hE soAiG™ hE. Ane lkDI hE yh AiG™ hE. Ae samaNy vat phele ikya. AiG™ka ç\n hE, AiG™nuHç\n vtRman, ç\nkI AiG™ hE Ae vtRman, AiG™ka ç\n phele =a. yh AiG™nuH lakDuHlkDI phele =a wUtkaz, ç\`kI AiG™ phele =I wUtkaz. AiG™ka ç\` wiv*ymeH hoga,wiv*ykaz. Aahahaha¦ ç\`kI AiG™ wiv*ymeH hogI. AEsa ç\`meH AiG™ka ivkLpkrta hE vo jU@a hE, mUH# hE, laEikk mUH# hE. hve AaTma pr _tarte hE.

AEse AÝitbuâ ko{ phecana Ôta hE, A&anI laEikk mUH#, {sIÝkar ko{ AaTmaprãVymeH AsTya=R AaTm ivkLp krte hE. Aahahaha¦ rag pu~y AaEr pu~yka fz AapEsa, \Uz Aaid bharke xrIrke SƒI, ku!uHb, pirvar Ae AsTya=R prãVymeH, Aahahaha...AsTya=R jU@a AaTm ivkLp krte hE, ke yh mera hE. SƒI merI, ku!uHb mera, dIkra mera, pEsamera, mkan mera, mUH# hE. Aahaha¦ terI cIj khaHAe Aa{ Ae to pr cIj hE. Aahahaha¦


337AaTma prãVymeH, prvStumeH, AsTy, jU@a AaTmwav krte hE ke mEH ye prãVy huH, mEH

ye rag huH, mEH xrIr huH, mEH ye SƒI merI hE, ye mera lDka hE, merI kNya hE, mera KokranI vhuhE. mUH# hE. AEsa AaTm ivkLp krte hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- to to b\ayne gaHDanIhoSpI!lmaH mUkva pDee.) gaHDa j pagl. Aahaha.

Aavo wgvan ƒ` lokno na=, pokare Ke jgtne, Are Òv Aa mUH# kem ÔnnemeHAata hE? ke Aem ÔnnemeH Aata hE ke yh mera prãVy hE Ane prãVyka mEH huH. Aahaha¦Ae vtRman, phelaH samaNy kha =a kya? mEH yh prãVy huH, mEH pu~y huH, mEH rag, yh xrIrkmR, l"mI, dIkra, dIkrI, lDka, dex, mkan Ae mEH huH AaEr prãVy muj$p hE, Ane rag xrIr,SƒI, ku!uHb, pirvar yh mera $p hE. Aahahaha... (]ota:- Ae maro pirvar Ke.) \UzmaHypirvar n=I. Aahahaha¦

benmaH to AavI gyuH n=I? vcnam<tmaH, Aahahaha¦ Are¦ dya, dan ne v‡tnaivkLpmeH Aata hE, &anI Are¦ Ame prdexmaH É˜aH Aa gya? Aahahaha¦ vcnam<tmaHAate hE ne? Aahahaha¦ Ke. AhÄ n=I? puStk AhÄya n=I AaVya lagta. ha, Ke. Ke, Kene? 149 panuH, ke!la? 401 bol. Aahaha¦ Are Lyo yh ivwavwav hmara dex nhÄAa vcnam<t, Ae pu~y ne papna dya, dan, v‡tna wav Ae mera dex nhÄ na=. Aahahahaha¦AavI vat AakrI. hE? Ae prdexmeH hm khaH Aa gya? Aa phÇce? Arere¦ Amaro dex toAanHd ne &an Sv$pI wgvan _smeHse Axuw ragmeH Aa gya, prdexmeH khaH Aa gya?Aahahaha¦ Aey¦ AaPyuH Ke ne? tmare AaVyuH Ke. Aahahaha...yhaH hmara ko{ nhÄ.Aahaha¦ hme yhaH ACKa nhÄ lgta. \m±ko to ragmeH ACKa nhÄ lgta, (rag) AatahE. Aahahaha¦ jhaH &an, ]âa, xaHit, cairƒ, AanHd, vIyR AnHt gu hmara pirvarvsta hE AHdr, hmara pirvar to AHdrmeH &an AanHd Ae pirvar hE. Aahaha¦ SƒI ku!uHbpirvar to \Uz, terI nhÄ, terI cIj j nhÄ. p` rag tera pirvar nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ke!lIicHta ={ g{'tI. Aola Kokrane ={ gyuH'tuH te? qbr Ke ne? ÙynI Asr htI? sUna=a. Aahahaha¦ Aa sHsar Aevo bapa. Arere¦ Ame to AanHd Sv$pI AaTma KIAe ne Ýwu.Aahahaha¦ Arere¦ Ae dya, dan ne v‡tno ivkLp é@e rag Ae Amara dex nhÄ. Ae Amaropirvar nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ j¡Ao \m±nI ¹iÚ. Aahahaha¦ mUH#nI ¹iÚ to Aa xrIr nebayDI Kokra ne Aahaha¦ AmarI Aa FrvazI Ke. Are¦ Fr taruH ÉyaH=I AaVyuH? Fr toAhÄ =yuH. taruH Fr to AanHdno na= sagr Ae tera Fr hE. Ae FrvazI ÉyaH=I AavIg{ terI? Aahahaha¦ hmara Svdex, Ab hm _s Sv$p dexkI AaEr Ô rhe hE. hme TvraseApne mUz vtnmeH Ôkr Aaramse vsna hE. jhaH sb hmara hE. -401 (bol)Aahaha¦

AaHhI khete hE A&anI, mEH prãVy huH, yh prãVy muj Sv$p hE, Aahahaha... AesamaNy vat ikya. yh mera prãVy hE vtRman, Ae rag mera. bayDI merI hE, ku!uHb merahE, mkan mera hE, {s prãVyka mEH huH, ye rag ne SƒI ku!uHbka mEH pit huH, pTnIka mEH pit

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338 smysar isiâ wag-2huH, Ae mUH# mante hE. Aahahahaha¦

ix*ye ÝÆ ikya ke yh A\m±ka lÙ` kya? icî kya? Aahahaha¦ AakrI vatuHbapa¦ Arere¦ jEn \mRmaH jNMya Aeney qbruH n mze to ANymaH to Ke ÉãH? Aahahaha¦Ae wUtkazkI bat ikya. mere phele =a Ae wUtkaz. Are Ae to SƒI, ku!uHb, pirvar, pEsahmara hta. hmara. Ane Amara wa{Ao, Ae kaH{ paÌmaH DaHg mare paÌ j¡da pDe kaH{?lakDI marene paÌmaH Aem ke Amara wa{AoAe Amara ku!uHb kaH{ Aem Amara j¡da pDe?saHwzne hve mUqR, jgt=I j¡duH bhu bapu, hEH? (]ota:- AaqI duinya=I j¡duH) AaqIduinya Aa Ýma e gaHDI, pagl hE. Aahahahaha¦

mera yh wiv*ymeH hoga, Aahaha... Are wa{ Ae pEsa, Aab$, kIitR wiv*ymeH merImdd krega. Ae lDka lDka, Aa SƒI, pcas vØeR pr e pHcavne, wa{ naga wUQya Aeraqxe #aHkya, Are mUH# kya hE? Aahaha... pHcavn vØeR pr e xuH krva p`? ke bayDI hoyto naga wUQya #aHke. ko` nago wUQyo saHwzne hve mUqR. Aa b\uH pogz qole Ke.Aaha¦ ke kemke _FaDuH xrIr hoy to idkrI idkro k{ rIte AavI xke ibcara #aHkva? nG™hoy AHg to AoluH ={ gyuH hoy to bayDI hoy to jrI (@Ik) rhe. Aahahaha¦ Are ko`Ýwu terI. Ae Amara hta, Ae Ame Aena hta. wiv*ymeH AEsa hoga, AEse jU@-jU@eivkLpose A&anI Ôna (phecana) Ôta hE, Lyo. Aa mUH# hE. kem ÔnnemeH Ôta hE, AavaÔU@a ragko krte hE Ae A&anI ÔnnemeH Aata hE. Aa mUH# hE, A\m± hE, papI hE.Aahahaha¦ AakruH kam bhu.

AiG™ hE vh {H\n nhI¸ hve svza daqla-AiG™ hE yh lakDuH nhÄ. lakDu ne AiG™iwNn hE. {H\n hE yh AiG™ nhÄ. samaNy vat ikya - hve vtRman AiG™ hE vh AiG™ hIhE. ç\` hE vh ç\` hI hE. AiG™ka ç\` nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ ç\`kI AiG™ nhÄ. AiG™kIAiG™ ne ç\`ka ç\` hE. Ae vtRman vat krI. AiG™ka ç\` phele nhÄ =a. AiG™kI lkDIphele nhÄ =I. lkDI to lkDI kI hI hE ne, AiG™ to AiG™kI hE. Aahahaha¦ AiG™kI lkDIphele nhÄ =a, ç\`kI AiG™ phele nhÄ =I. lkDInI AiG™ phele htI j nhÄ. AiG™ toAiG™kI =I, AiG™kI AiG™ phele =I. ç\`ka ç\` phele =a, AiG™ka ç\` wiv*ymeH nhÄhoga. ç\`kI AiG™ wiv*ymeH nhÄ hogI. AiG™ hI AiG™ hE. wiv*ymeH hogI. ç\`ka ç\`hI wiv*ymeH hoga.

{s Ýkar jEse kIisko AiG™meH hI sCca AiG™ka ivkLp hota hE Ae Ýitbuâ hE. AElaEikk Daæo khevay. AiG™ne AiG™ mane ne AiG™ko lkDI n mane ne lkDIko AiG™ n maneAe laEikk Daæo khevay.

{s Ýkar, Aahaha¦ meH yh prãVy nhÄ. Aahahaha... jEse AiG™ lkDIkI nhÄ, AEsemEH wgvan cEtNy Sv$p mEH xrIrka SƒI, ku!uHb, pirvar dexka nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aa\m±kI phecan, Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ hE? mEH Ae prãVy nhÄ. yh prãVy muj Sv$p nhÄ.rag ne pTnI-SƒI, ku!uHb, pirvar mera Sv$p hE hI nhÄ. ye mera Sv$p hE hI nhÄ.


339Aahahaha¦ AavuH b\uH wed&an krvuH, nvra ÉyaH Aaqo id' papna \H\a. Aahaha¦ AekAaqo id' bavIs klak Aa qa\a ne Aa pI\a ne Aa rZya ne Aa dIkra ne papna po!la.klak saHwzva mze te TyaH Ôy to ê\u mze Aene b\uH. Aa dya pazo, v‡t kro, \mR =xeAe ê\a lakDa. Aahaha¦ Aeno klak Aek lUH!I lI\o bcarano ]ImdŸ khe Ke kuguÌ Aenoklak lUH!I le Ke. wgvannI Ôƒa kro. palItaà xeƒuHjy _pr cDo nVva uH var cDo.\UzmeH laq var cD ne hve (]ota:- palItaàmaH mHidr bH\ave) mHidr bH\ave to Ae b\oxuwrag hE, smjmeH Aaya?

pHdr laqka mHidr hota hE ne. AaiËka nErobI yhaHka Fr hE saH{@ ¬etaMbr =a, sbidgHbr ho gye. saH{@ Fr hE. Aa@ to kroDpit hE. vh dUsra ko{ pHdr laq, vIs laq,pcIs laq, calIs laq, pcas laq, b\a pEsavaza Ke. AaiËkamaH mHidr nhÄ =a.phele to hta nhÄ. Aahahaha... AwI Aa mihne phele pHdr laqka mHidrka muhUtR ikyahE. ye loko ivnHtI krva Aavxe. g<hS= loko hE. sb ¬etaMbr (=a) saH{@ Fr, sbidgHbr ho gya. kar`ke ƒIs vØRse vaHcn clte hE TyaH AaiËkamaH, ƒIs vØRse Sva|yaymHidr bDa A#I laqka hE. Sva|yay clte hE. p` ¬etaMbr =e, ¬etaMbr hta Aa b\ay.pHdr laqnuH mHidr muhUtR ikya. je@ sud 11, wIm Aigyars, AaiËka nErobI, ivnHtI krvaAavxe. p` hve to xrIrne wa{ 89 vØR =ya. komz xrIr, qorak bH\, ivnHtI kre Kene Aeno Aavvano wav Ke wa{. Aahaha¦

AaHhI to khete hE ke ikska pEsa ne ikska mHidr? Aahahaha¦ mera yh =a ne meraye rhega, wiv*ymeH wI mera rhega. mUH# hE. Aahahaha¦ hE? mEH ye prãVy nhÄ huH. \m± toAEse mante hE, deqo, mEH to Ae rag ne xrIr, vaÌ, SƒI, ku!uHb, pirvar, dex mera nhÄ. AeprãVy muj Sv$p nhÄ. mEH to mEH hI huH. mEH to AanHd ne &an Sv$pI Ýwu mEH huH, Ae \m±kalÙ` hE. Aahahaha¦ Aa to Ôƒa ikya to \mR ikya. palItaànI Ôƒa ikya punmnI,\Uzey nhÄ \rm saHwzne¦ AemaH rag mHd ikya hoy to puNy hoga. smjmeH Aaya?Aahahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

prãVyka prãVy hE. prãVy phele mera nhÄ =a. Ae rag xrIr, SƒI, ku!uHb, pirvar,mkan, mhel, phelese hI mere nhÄ =a. Aahaha¦ yh prãVy mEH phele nhÄ huH. mEH wIprãVymaH phelese hI nhÄ huH. Ae mere nhÄ hE. mEH _ska nhÄ huH. phelese hI AEsa huH. Aahaha...Aa \m±. Aahaha¦ AanuH nam sMyG¹iÚ Òv¦ hÒ \mRnI x$Aatvaza ho. Aahaha¦ mEHmerameH hI phelese =a. mEH to Anaidse AanHd Sv$p mEH phelese Apna =a, prãVyka prãVyphele =a. Ae prãVy mera wiv*ymeH nhÄ hoga. Aahahaha¦ Ae dIkra ne bayDI ne Kokrane vtRmanmeH mera nhÄ, wUtkazmeH mera nhÄ =a, wiv*ymaH mera nhÄ rhega. Aahahahaha¦nhÄ hoga. {ska mEH wiv*ymeH nhÄ hoga. mEH Apna hI wiv*ymeH rhuHga. Aahahaha¦ mEHto AanHd ne &an Sv$p meremeH wiv*ymeH mEH hI rhega. mEH rag$p ne pr$pe kwI hoga nhÄ,Aahahaha¦ Aa sMyG¹iÚna lÙ`. Aahahaha... Aane to waney n mze ke AaHhI Aa xuH

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340 smysar isiâ wag-2Ke? ke saHwzvamaH mZyuH n=I bcarane. Aahaha¦ mHE Apna hI wiv*ymaH huHga. AeprãVyka yh prãVy wiv*ymaH rhega Ae to prãVy hE. prãVy _smeH rhega. Aahahaha¦

AEsa Ôe SvãVymeH sTya=R AaTmivkLp hota hE. wgvan &ayk Sv$p Ýwu,Aàkuz AanHdkI mUitR Ýwu AaTma, _smeH Ôe AaTma in Ry krte hE, Ae SvãVymeH sTya=RAaTmaka in Ry krte hE, vhI &anI hE, Ae \m± hE, Ae \m±na lÙ` hE. Aahahaha¦ bhuAakruH kam lI\uH. dya danna ivkLp wI mera nhÄ =a, meremeH hE hI nih. SƒI, ku!uHb, pirvarmeremeH hE nhI, meH _smeH nih huH, wUtkazmeH nih =a, wiv*ymeH nih hoga. Aahahaha¦

AhÄ to kH{k xrIrne @Ik hoy to p` Kokrane khe Aa mrI Ôy Tyare Ôyne Snankrneko Snan-Snan Ô ne tuH Ône tuH { huH j KuH ne, Ône tuH? maza murq to tuH Ô. tuH ÔsnanmeH wego Ôy mha`maH Ôy TyaH hare? tuH Ke Ae huH j KuH ne? p` ke id' tuH { huH.Aahahaha¦ A&anInI w‡mà cargitmaH rqDneka lÙ` hE Ae b\a. Aahahaha¦ jvabdarIbhu hE AamaH to, Aahaha... Ae AÝitbuâ A&anIka lÙ` hE¦ Aahahaha¦ {sse A&anIphecana Ôta hE. A&anIkI phecan ragaid prãVyko mera manna Ane Ae mera Sv$phE AEse manna, phelaH mera =a mEH _ska =a, wiv*ymeH mera rhega, mEH wI _ska rhega,_ska A&anIka lÙ` hE.

\m±ka, sMyG¹iÚ g<hS=a]mmeH ho, K qHDka rajmeH cÊvt± smiktI =a. xaHitna=-kuH=una=-Arna=, p` Aek ragka AHx ne KNnuH kroD paydz, KNnuH hÔr SƒI, merI nhÄ,Ae to pr hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? mEH _smeH nhÄ, Ae meremeH nhÄ. Ane mere kar`seAaya Ae nhÄ Ane mEH _ska SvamI huH AEsa hE nhÄ, [Nã hE su\mR devlok, bƒIs laqvEman Aek Aek vEmanmaH AsHQy dev, su\mR devlok. smiktI hE, &anI hE kroDo ApsrahE p` AHtrmeH Aek $Hva!e wI, Ae SƒI merI nih mEH _ska nih. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?Ae çãaÌ merI nih. mere çãaÌ nhÄ, mEH çãaÌmaH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

AEsa prse wed&an vtRman wUt Ane wiv*ymeH tInoH kazmeH AEsa wed&an vtRtehE¦ Aahaha¦ A&anIko tInoHkazmeH mera (sb) AEsa vtRte hE. Aahaha¦ lDkako smÔna,kezvÌ dena, j¡van lDkI Aave vIs-pCcIs pCcIs vØRnI j¡van be-be vØRnI ëmre AektevIs-pCcIs ne sTyavIs ne Aog`ƒIs Aene @eka e paDva ke nih, hve AhÄ, ko` hEp` terI, Ae htI j nih ne? Aahahaha¦

pEsa bhot hoy to Ae kam krI xke nih pote pKI Aek g<hS=ne dukan sa!u goteke j¡Ao pCcIs laq tne (tuJe) dega, Aek !kanuH Vyaj l{x AaEr mhIne tpas krvaAavIx copDa, Ane Aa\a wag pedaxmeH, AavI xrtuH kre Aa xe@IyaAo. (]ota:- AapneÉyaH=I qbr, khe Ke). tmare duinya, AaqI duinyanI qbr Ke. Aahahahaha¦

Are Ýwu xuH tuH kre Ke Aa? wgvan to Aene mUH# khe Ke, Ae jEn j n=I. Aahahaha¦jEn to _sko kihAe, Aahaha... F!-F! AHtr ijn vse ne F!-F! AHtr jEn, wgvanvItrag mUitR Ýwu ibraje Ke AaTma, wa{ tne n bese wa{. Aaha¦ Ae AaTma huH Ane


341rag huH nih, AevI (rIte) ijsne ragko Òt ilya, je e ragne Òt ilya, Ane jene rageÒt ilya Ae A&anI. je e ragne Òt ilya Ae jEn. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? jgt=Ij¡dI vat Ke bapu¦

Ame duinyane bhu ÔÌAe KIAe ne AhÄ to nevaxI vØR =ya. Ane 7r vØR=I to AaxaÏ AWyas Ke. dukanmaHy huH to xaÏ AWyas krto palej, b\a Ôeya Ke ne? AnekÔeya Ke. vedaHtI Ôeya Ke. vedaHtIna guÌ Aek hta mo!a. Ae to Amaro g‡ahk hto TyaH. b\apge lage ne Amaro grag AsIl hto. xuH khevay? Aene grag hto. xuH khevay \Irta\ar-\Ir krta Aavto hÇ. _FraÌ jto huH TyaH Aemne mehrajsI gam htuH, TyaH _FraÌv\are htI AmarI. p` Ae b\I AogÌs-vIs-AekvIs vØRnI ëmre. b\I w‡màAokrI. Aahahahaha¦

Are Ýwu tuH ko` Ke ÉãH Ko? Aahaha¦ tuH to AaTma Ke ne na=¦ iksmeH tum hE? tumhE to &anmeH, AanHdmeH, xaHitmeH hE ne tum to, tum rag Ane prmeH to hE hI nih ne?Aahahaha¦ Ane rag ne pr tere mHe Aaya hI nih kwI. Aahaha¦ AEsa AaTmaka AHtrmeH,ragse iwþ hokr wan AnuwUit hona, _ska nam wgvan sMyG¹iÚ, \mRnI phelIx$Aatvaza, phelI x$Aat hÒ hÇ¦ Aahahaha¦ Aavo magR Arere¦ duinya halI ÔyKe. lUH!a{ Ôy Ke. bcara ÉãH Ôxe? Aahaha¦ FàH to Aa AaTmanuH jene ]v` n=I,pu~yey n=I ne pap Aekla kyaÅ Ke, \mR to Ke nih. rag=I iwNn sMyGdxRn to Ke nhÄ.Aahaha... Ane pap bavIs-tevIs klak Aekad klak saHwzva Ôy ko{ xuwwav hoy,xuw, Ôƒa Aaid xuwwav p`, Aer`nI corI ne soyna dan. Aahahaha¦ Aer` smjtehE ne? sonI, sonuH FDvanI, Aahaha... Éya khete hE (AeraÌ) AeraÌ. Aer`kI corI nesoyna dan. \mR to Ke nih AaTm&an, p` pu~ynay @ekaàH n mze. Aekad klaksaHwzva Ôy Ae te=I xuwwav hoy te, AemaH bavIs klak to pap Aekla. bayDI-Kokra ne \H\a ne marI naQya. Aahaha¦

AhÄ to khete he Ýwu Aek Ù` p` prkI cIj ApnI hEH ne mEH _ska huH, Aemannevala mUH#, im+ya¹iÚ, A\m± hE ne Aek Ù`meH jem iwþ paDkr Apna wan huAamEH to AaTma &anSv$p, AanHdSv$p, meremeH Ae cIj ÔnnemeH AatI hEH, KteH merekuH ivkarnih hota, mEH to Ônnevala huH. Aahahaha¦ _ska nam \mRkI phelI sI#I. Aahahaha...ke!lI jvabdarI? Ae hI Ýitbuâka lÙ` hE. hE? {sse &anI phecana Ôta hE¦

wava=R: Ôe prãVymeH AaTmaka ivkLp rag Aekta krta hE, vh A&anI hE. Ane ÔeApne AaTmako hI Apna manta hE ye &anI hE. AiG™ ç\nke ¹ÚaHtse ¹# ikya, vat tobhu sadI htI waØa. AiG™ lkDIkI hotI nhÄ, lkDI AiG™kI hotI nhÄ. prãVy Apnahota nhÄ, Apna ãVy prãVymeH hota nih. AiG™ xBde AaTma, AanHdkHd Ýwu Ae rag neAe sb lkDI hE. pEsa bEsa _ska hota nhÄ Ane lkDI ApnI hotI nhÄ kwI. Aahaha¦ivxeØ khega.


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Ývcn nH. 84 }lok nH. 22, ga=a 23 =I 25ta. 12-9-78 mHgzvar wadrva sud-10 sH. 2504 _¿m tp \mR

satmo idvs hE. Aaj _¿m tp-tp, tp \mR khete hE.[hprloysuha H i`rveÉqo jo kreid smwavo .ivivhH kayiklesH tv\Mmo i`Mmlo tSs.. 400..

Aahaha¦ je ko{ muin AahÄ cairƒnI vat Ke sMyGdxRn ne Anuwv siht ijskocairƒ AHtr rm`ta Ýg! hu{. jEse cairƒmeH _g‡ puruØa=R krna, Sv$pmeH rm`taka _g‡puruØa=R krna _ska nam tp hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ae khete hE deqo suq du:q xƒu imƒ t<kHcn sman ragäeØ riht smwav.

AHtrmeH AanHd Sv$pkI AnuwUitpUvRk, Sv$pmeH rm`tameH _g‡ puruØa=R krke vItragtab#ana AaEr AtIiNãy AanHdka suq Svad ivxeØ lena _ska nam tp khenemeH Aata hE.Aa VyaQya. smjmeH Aaya? tp muinko inmRz xBd, wava=RmaH hE, cairƒke ilye Ôe_>mne _pyog krta hE vh tp kha hE. Aahahaha¦ AHtrmeH AaTma pU aRnHdSv$p _skaAnuwvpUvRk cairƒ nam Sv$pmeH rm`ta, _smeH _g‡ puruØa=R krte hE cairƒke ilye, AHtrrm`take ilye, Aahaha... _>m ne _pyog krtaH hE. hE? _>m AHtrmeH _>m krte hE. AanHdSv$pmeH rm`tameH, Aahaha... so tp kha hE. Aene wgvan tp khete hE. Aahahaha¦ AaAnxn Apvas krI naQya ne Aa krI naQya ne Ae tp AEsa nhÄ Aem khete hE. AHtrmeHAaTma cairƒmeH rm` krte krte _g‡ puruØa=Rse AHtrmeH Ôer krna Sv$pmeH rm`takI Ae dxakotp\mR _¿m smikt sihtko khete hEH. Aahahaha¦ yh AHxe (cairƒ) wI siht hota hE.

AaTmakI ivwav pirìtke sHSkarko im!aneke ilye muinko wI jrI ragaid bakI hene, p` Ae ivwav sHSkarko im!aneke ilye Aahahaha... _>m krta hE. Apne xuâaTmSv$pke _pyogko cairƒmeH rokta hE. deqo, Aahahaha¦ Are ko[ id' ÉãH bharnI mane,ne mEH Aa ikya ne Aa ikya. Aahaha¦ xuâ Sv$p _pyog, Apna xuâ cEtNy Sv$pka xuâ_pyog, _smeH _pyogko cairƒko rokta hE. _pyogmeH AHtr rm`tameH rokta hE. hÒ xuâ_pyog Éã? AHtrmeH ivkLpka riht inivRkLp xuâ _pyog, Aahahaha... Ae cairƒmeHrokta hE, bDe bzpUvRk rokta hE AEsa bz krna Ae tp hE. Aa b\I VyaQya ÔudI tmarIkrta A=R hE ho AEsa bz krna Ae tp hE. Aahahahaha¦ to bharno Tyag kyoR ne kaH{paHc mhav‡tna ivkLp, ivkLp vStu to ÉyaH hE. Aa Aaya Apvas ikyane ={ gyuH cairƒne tp. Are wa{ vItragmagR ko{ AlaEikk hE. smwav xBd pDa hE ne AHdr. smwavxBd pDa hE mUz }lokmeH smwavo Aem AaVyane. “smwavo” Aesa xBd pDa hE.vItrag, xuâ-_pyog, _sse cairƒmeH rokna xuâ _pyogmeH TyaH lga dena. Aahahaha...Sv$pkI ¹iÚpUvRk cairƒ to hE. p` AwI rag =oDa sm bakI hE. _sko nax krneke kar`


343Apna xuâ _pyog krke Sv$pkI rm`tameH _pyogko rokna, ijsko _¿m tp khete hE.AavI VyaQya clte hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aena wed pKI baæAHtrnaH vStuiS=it Aa hE.

Aa 22 kzx AaVyo Ke ne? bavIsmo kzx.

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(mailnI)Tyjtu jgiddanÄ mohmajNmlI#Hrsytu riskanaH rocnH &anmu>tŸ.[h k=mip naTmanaTmna sakmek:ikl klyit kale kaip tadaTMyv<i¿mŸ..22..

hve Aa A=RnuH klx$p kaVy khe Ke:-}loka=R:- (jgtŸ) jgt A=aRtŸ jgtna Òvo (AajNmlI#H mohmŸ) Anaid

sHsar=I maHDIne Aaj su\I Anuwv krela mohne ([danÄ Tyjtu) hve to KoDoAne (riskanaH rocnH) risk jnone Ìickr, (_>tŸ &anmŸ) _dy ={ rheluH je&an tene (rsytu) AaSvado¸ kar` ke ([h) Aa lokmaH (AaTma) Aa„a Ke te(ikl) qreqr (k=mŸ Aip) ko{ Ýkare (AnaTmna sakmŸ) Ana„a (prãVy)sa=e (Ò Aip kale) ko{ kaze p` (tadaTMyv<i¿mŸ klyit n) tadaTMyv<i¿(Aekp uH) pamto n=I, kem ke (Ok:) Aa„a Aek Ke te ANy ãVy sa=e Ae›a$p=to n=I.

wava=R:- AaTma prãVy sa=e ko{ Ýkare ko{ kaze Aektana wavne pamton=I. Ae rIte AacayeR, Anaid=I prãVy ÝTye lagelo je moh Ke tenuH wediv&anbtaVyuH Ke Ane Ýerà krI Ke ke Ae Aekpà$p mohne hve KoDo Ane &anne AaSvado¸moh Ke te v<=a Ke, jU@o Ke, du:qnuH kar` Ke. 22.

Tyjtu jgiddanÄ mohmajNmlI#H rsytu riskanaH rocnH &anmu>tŸ.[h k=mip naTmanaTmna sakmek: ikl klyit kale kaip tadaTMyv<i¿mŸ..22..

Aaha¦ Are¦ jgt. jgtna Òvo. jgtno A=R, jgtna Òvo, sHsarI ÝaÌAo.AajNmlInmŸ. AajNmlInmŸ, Aahahaha... Anaid sHsarse lekr Aajtk Anuwv ikyemohko Aahaha... Anaid kazse rag Ane äeØka kmRcetna kmRfzcetnaka Anuwv krte,AnHt kazse huAa hE. Aahaha¦ “AajNmlInmŸ” Anaidkazse, Aahaha... pu~y ne papragaid wavmeH lInta _ska Aajtk Anuwv kIAe Ae mohko, Aahaha... “{danÄTyjtu”. Ab KoD de Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ Aajtk Anuwv ikya ragka Anaidkazsepu~ypap im+yawavka “{danÄ Tyjtu” Ýwu AbItk ATyare j KoD de. Aahaha¦

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344 smysar isiâ wag-2Anaidka ragka ivkarka vedn ikya hE Anuwv ikya hE, Ae Anaidse ikya hE, to hEjgtna ÝaÌAo¦ sHto khte hE jgtne, Aahaha... “{danÄ Tyjtu” Ab KoD de.Aahahaha¦ AaEr Ae ragka Anuwv Aakuztaka Anuwv, du:qka Anuwv, Aahaha...Ýwu KoD de. Ane AaTma AanHd Sv$p wgvan _ska AanHdka Anuwv kr. Aahahaha¦AavI vat Ke. lokone AevuH lage ke AavuH to b\uH? Ae prm sTy j AEsa hE¦

hE? ;riskanaH rocnmŸ'. Aahaha... riskjnoHko Ìickr ijsko AanHd Sv$pwgvan, &an Sv$p Ýwu ijsko riskanaH ijsko ruic ho g{ hE¦ AanHdka riskka ruicho g{ hE _sko, Aahahaha... AaTma AanHd ne &an Sv$p Ýwu vo trfka ijsko rscDya hE. Aahaha¦ ragka rs KoD de Ane AanHd &anka rsko g‡h` kr. Aahahaha...AavI waØa Ke. AavHu Sv$p Ke, xuH =ay? Ae riskjnoHko ruickr, _dy huAa &an.Aahaha¦ Éã khte hE? ragko KoDkr, Svwav sNmuqmaH ßyaH Aekag‡ huAa, to &anmeHAaTma Ýg! huAa, _dy huAa, ragka ASt huAa Ane Apna AanHd ne &ankI dxaka _dyhuAa. Aahahaha¦

Òv Ai\kar hE ne? xuw-Axuwwav, rag Ae to AÒv hE. {ska to Anuwv ÝwuteH AnHtkazse ikya hE. sa\u huAa to p` pHcmhav‡tka piràmka Anuwv Ae ragkaAnuwv hE. Aahahaha¦ AnHt bEr muinv‡t \ar` ikya Aahaha... hve to, Aahaha...“riskanaH rocnm rsytu” Aahahaha... “riskanaH rocnm _>tŸ &anmŸ” ijsko AaTmaAanHd Sv$p wgvan &an Sv$p, AHtrka Anuwv krke Ýg! huAa hE. Aahahaha...AavI vatuH Ke. ;_>tŸ &anmŸ' Ýg! huAa hE AaTma. &an Ae!le AaTma. ragse iwþwgvan &an, Ae &an Sv$pI Ývah AaTma, AHtrmeH ¹iÚ krnese Ae _dy huAa hE, p‡g!huAa hE sUyR jem Ýkaxe Aem wgvan ÝkaXya. Aahahahaha¦ &an ne AanHdna ÝkaxseÝg! huAa hE, Aare AavI VyaQya. hE? AaSvad kro.

Ae ivkLpka ragka Anuwv to Ýwu teH AnHt kazse ikya hE, hve to KoD de, AaErApna AanHd Sv$p wgvan &an Sv$p risk ruickrko risk AEsa &an ne AanHd_Tpþ huAa, to _ska AaSvad kro. Aahahaha¦ jEsa ragka pu~y papka ivkLpkaivkarka mohka Anuwv ikya AEse wgvan AaTmaka Anuwv kro. =oDamaH p` bhotwr idya hE. Aahaha¦ &an Ae!le AaTma hÇ, wgvan pU aRnHd vItrag mUitR Ýwu¦ _skIÝTyÙ dxa Ýg! hu{. Aahahaha¦ ragko KoDkr Svwavka Aa]y ilya, TyaH Ae &anne AanHd ne AaTma Ýg! huAa pyaRymeH. Aahahaha... Ae AanHdka AaSvad kro Ýwu¦Aahahaha¦ _ska nam Òvka Anuwv, Òv Ai\kar hE ne?

rag ivkLp Ôe hE ne cahe to dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉtka ho, Ôe _sko KoDkr Aahaha...Apna AaTma &an AanHd Sv$p, _ska Aa]y krte =e to pyaRymeH AanHd ne &an Ýg!huAa, _ska AaSvad kro. je ragka AaSvad krte =e Ae AaTmaka AaSvad kro Are AavIvato Ke, hE? smjmeH Aaya? ragka AaSvad krte =e Ae AÒvka AaSvad =a, Ane


345wgvan AaTma AanHd ne &an Sv$p hE AEsa Aa]y krke Ôe pyaRy AanHdkI Ýg!I voÒv hE, Ae Òvka wav hE, Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH hve.

AhÄ dUsrI bat AEsa khete hE ke xrIr SƒIka, pEsa l"mI Aabru _sko to kwIAaTmaAe woGya hI nihH. kya kha? xrIr xrIr jD Ae to ma!I \Uz hE, ma!I Ae to ma!IpudŸgl hE, pEsa pudŸgl hE, l»u daz wat xak jD pudŸgl hE, _ska to Anuwv kwI ikyahI nih. Anuwv ikya to Ae e rag äeØka Apna AaTmameH Anuwv ikya, smjmeH Aaya?Aahaha¦ phelaH Ae xBd ilyane? AEsa nih ilya ke tme SƒI woGya, pEsa woGya Ae KoDde, p` Ae woGya hE hI nih. Ae trfka rag krke, ivkar krke, ivkarko wogte =e.Aahahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke. Ae du:qka wokta =a Ýwu, kmRcetna, kmRfzcetna, rag neragka fz du:q. Aahahaha¦

Ýwu hve AragI wgvan AHdr, pU aRnHdka na= vItrag mUitR Ýwu, _ska Aa]yle TyaH rs(meH) Ôm, _sse terI pyaRymeH AanHd ne xaHit AayegI, _sko AaSvad kr.Aahaha¦ _ska nam \mR hE, AavI vat Ke. Aahaha¦ AaSvadn Anuwv kro. Aahaha¦

wgvan AanHd ne &an ne xaHitka sagr Ýwu _ska Anuwv krne Aahahaha¦Anuwv to pyaRymeH hota hE, ãVymaH kaH{ Anuwv hota nhÄ. ãVy to \‡uv AnHt AanHdkHd Ýwu hE, p` _ska trfka lÙse, Aa]yse Ôe Ýg! dxa AanHdkI hu{ _sko AaSvado,Aahahaha¦ Aavo magR hve, Aa sa\ar` ma`so bcaraAe saHwZyuHye n hoy, Aene Aa,Aa kaH{ nvo magR ka#˜o khe Ke p` Aa ke id'nuH Ke Aa? Ane hÔr vØR phelaHno kzxKe ne, AemaH be hÔr v*aR phelano }lok Ke, Ane Anaidkazno Ae AiwÝay Ke. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦

AaSvadn kro, kyoH ke Aa lokmaH AaTma vaStvmeH iksI Ýkar wI AnaTmake sa=,Aahahaha... wgvan AaTma &an ne AanHd Sv$p Ae kwI rag sa=e AekTv huAa hInih. smjmeH Aaya? iksI Ýkar wI AnaTmake sa= kdaip AaTma tadaTMy v<i¿ko ÝaºnhÄ hota. Aahahahaha¦ rag dya dan v‡taidka ivkLp hE, _skI sa= wgvan &anSv$p,AanHdSv$p, pivƒSv$p Ae ragke sa= tadaTMy kwI huAa hI nih. Aahahahaha¦ AavomagR Ae!le pKI xuH =ay? Aaha¦ Aola khe sHym \ro, vÏ KoDo. to TyaH satmuHgu S=an Aavxe, ne TyaH inivRkLp smikt, smikt TyaH =axe. kho Are wgvan¦ AihHyato Ý=m je Anaidka pu~y ne papna ivkarno Anuwv du:qno krte Aaye hE, Ýwu hveAekvar _sko KoD de ¹iÚmeHse, kyÇ? ke Ae AaTma rag sa=e tadaTMy huAa hI nhÄ ma!eKU! skte hE Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ yuglÒ¦ AavI vatuH Ke. Aaha¦

Ae pu~y ne papka wav _skI sa= wgvan AanHd Sv$p tadaTMy Aek$p kwIhuAa hI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ to Aek$p nhÄ huAa to ¹iÚ KoD de vo _prse, ijsmeH Aek$pnhÄ huAa _skI ¹iÚ KoD de Ane AanHd ne &an sa=e Aekmek he TyaH ¹iÚ lga de.Aahahaha¦ Aavo magR Aey ko{ id' saHwZyuHy no hoy Aena bap dadaAe. Aena bapdada

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346 smysar isiâ wag-2to ÉãH htaH? p`, Aahahaha... Aa idgHbr \mR ÉãHy hE nhÄ. Aahaha... Ae vStunoSvwav hE, idgHbr \mR ko{ pÙ n=I.

Ae to vat krte hE, ke AaTma ivkLp Ôe ragaid hE vo kpDase iwþ hE. Aahahaha¦Ae ragaid kpDase AaTma Awed kwI huAa hI nih. Aahahahaha¦ {sse KoDkr ATyHt&anSv$pI wgvan AaTma prmb‡ï Ýwu _ska Aa]y lekr, _ska SvIkar krke, _skasTkar krke, _sko _padeymaH Ônkr, pyaRymeH Ôe AanHd Aaya, _ska Svad le Ýwu.Aahaha¦ gjb bat krte hE ne. Svad lena Ae sHvr injRra hE, AaEr Òv iƒkazI hE AeÒv ãVy hE \‡uv-&ayk. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? ragka Svad lena Ae AÒv hE, AaErÒv to &ayk iƒkaz hE. Aahaha¦ _sko KoDkr xuw Axuw ragka Svad lena Ae Aekim+yaTvwav du:q$p wav pirw‡m`ka kar` hE. Aahahaha... smjmeH Aaya? Aa vatAevI lage ma`sne to. Aahahaha¦

“tadaTMyv<i¿mŸ klyit n” AekTvko Ýaº nhÄ hota. Aahaha¦ Ýwu inraza AHdrrha hE. rag Ôe dya, dan, v‡t, xuw Axuwwav, AaEr wgvan ibcmeH sH\I hE, saH\ hE,AekTv nihH huAa. Aahahahaha¦ ibcmeH ƒD hE, ƒD smje? iwþta hE. Aahahaha... AavIvat Ke. xrIr ne vaÌ ne mn ne SƒI ne pEsa ne Ae cIj to ÉãHy (dUr) rhI g{.Aahaha¦ _ska to Anuwv hE nihH, p` vo trfka lÙ krke rag ne äeØ _Tpþ krte hE,_ska Anuwv hE p` vo rag ne äeØ wgvankI sa=e tadaTMy Aek$p kwI huAa hI nih.Aahaha¦ be ibcmeH saH\ hE, ƒD hE wed hE. Aahahaha¦ to _sko wed hE to _sko KoDkrwgvan AanHd Sv$p Ýwu AHdr, Aahahahahaha... Ý=m sMyGdxRnkI vqtnI vat hE,muinpà to bapu Ae ko{ j¡dI cIj ko{ hE. Aahaha¦ Aeno Svad le, kyÇik AaTma AekhE vh ANy ãVyke sa= Aekta$p nhÄ hota. kya khte hEH? wgvan &ayk Sv$pprmbï wgvHt Aek$p hE. Ae ivkLpaid Anek$pmaH Aekta nhÄ Ýaº hota kwI.Aahahaha¦ Aek$p Ae Anek$p kwI nihH hota Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ xuH xBdo?Aahaha¦ sHtonI vaÌ ramba` Ke. Are¦ saHwzva mze nhÄ, Ae Éãre ivcarmaH Aavene, Ae Éãre Ôy êDe? Aahaha¦

ÉyÇik AaTma to Aek hE, Aek$p Sv$p AanHdkHd &aykwav Aek hE. Ane AaivkLpaid Anek hE. Ae Aek AnekkI sa= tadaTMy$p kwI huAa hI nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ Aekar e, Aa Òv Ai\kar hE ne? Ae Òv Sv$p wgvan, Ae ragaid AÒvkI sa= Aek$pkwI huAa hI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ to Aekka Anek n huAa, to Anekka lÙ KoDkrke AekkaAnuwv kr. Aahahaha¦ Aavo magR Lyo. Aavo magR Ke wa{¦ Aa ko{ pHiDta{nI cIjn=I. Aahahahaha¦

KtaH &anIko wI xuwrag Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? p` Ae du:q$p Aata hE.Aahahaha... to kyÇ Aata? p` Aaye ibna rhe nhÄ. jblg vItrag n ho tblgAEsa xuwwav wgvankI wiÉt Aaid AEsa Aaya ibna rhe nhÄ. hE du:q$p, KtaH Ae


347du:q$pmeH tadaTMy AaTma huAa hI nih. Aahahahaha... Ae du:qke kazmeH wI Apna AaTmaiwNn rha hE AHdr. Aahahahaha¦ gjb vat kI\I, Aek }lok p`, Aohohoho¦ Aek hE.Aahaha¦ Ae Aek ANy ãVyke sa= Aekta$p kEse ho? Aahahaha... &ayk AanHd Sv$pÝwu Aek$p samaNy Svwav Aahahaha... Ae ragaid Anekp e AÒv Aaid kEse ho?Aahahaha¦ Ae Òv &aykSv$pI Ýwu Aek$p Ae ragaid Anek AÒv {skI sa= AeAnek kyÇ? Aahahaha¦ smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH wa{¦ magR to, Aahaha... vItragsvR& prme¬rka Aa pH= hE. sHto khete hE Ae to AaDtIya hokr khete hE. svR& wgvankhete hE Ae Aa hE. Aahaha... Aahahaha... waØa to j¡Ao, “kvaip kale tadaTMyv<i¿m n\rta Aek hE” Aahahaha¦ ko{ kazmeH wgvan AaTma &aykrsSv$p, A&ayk AEsaragke sa= tadaTMyv<i¿, Aek AnekmeH nhÄ Aata, Aahahaha... smjmeH Aaya? AEsaAek$p Svwav _ska Anuwv kro Ae pyaRymeH, vStu Aek$p iƒkaz hE. Aahaha¦ Ae ragsa= Aek$p huAa nhÄ, to Aek$pka Anuwv kro. Aahahaha... xuH vat? ÉãHy n mze. Aahaha¦

wava=R: “AaTma prãVyke sa= iksIÝkar, ko{p` Ýkare, ko{p` kaze, Aektakewavko Ýaº nhI hotaH” Aahahahaha¦

“jem inmRzta re Sfi!k tÌ, temj Òv Svwav re” wgvan to inmRz Sfi!kjEsI cIj Anaid AnHt iwþ hE. Aaha¦ Aahahaha¦ ijsko Òv khIAe, AaTma khIAeAahahaha... Ae to &aykwav Sv$pe Anaid AnHt iwþ hE, hE? AaTma wgvan ãVySv$p cEtNymUitR Ýwu, prãVy nam rag ne pu~y papke sa= xrIr vaÌ mnke sa= tosHbH\ kya hE, Ae to prka vedn to hE hI nih. iksIÝkar, ko{ Ýkare Vyvharse wI AekhE AEsa nih Aem khete hE AhÄ to, Aahaha¦ inüyse iwþ hE, to Vyvharse Aek hE? Ae k=n-maƒ Aata hE, p` hE nih. Aahahaha¦ iksIÝkar, iksI smy Aektake wavko Ýaº nhÄ hota.

“{sÝkar AacayRdevne wgvan kuHdkuHdacayR Aemne Anaidkazse prãVyke Ýitlga huva moh, _ska wed iv&an btaya hE”. Aahaha. AaEr Ýerà kI hE {s Aek Sv$pmohko Ab KoD do. Aahaha¦ waØa to shelI hE p` wav ko{ AlaEikk hE. Aahaha¦Ae ragka Svwavke sa= sHbH\ nih, vo kar e KoD de. Aahahaha¦ AaEr SvwavkaAnuwv kr to Ae Òvka Anuwv huAa. ragka Anuwv hE Ae Òvka Anuwvse AÒvkaAnuwv hE iwþ, Aahahaha¦ _ska wediv&an btaya, AaEr AekTv mohko KoD do AaEr&anka AaSvadn kro AaTma &ananHdSv$p wgvan, &anSv$p, Ô`kSv$p,Ô`kSvwav _ska Anuwv kro, moh v<=a hE. mohnI VyaQya, moh Ae!le v<=a, Aahahaha...jU@a hE. du:qka kar` hE, Ae xuwAxuwwav AaTmameH hE nhÄ ma!e jU@a hE, mohno A=R jv<=a hE, Amohno A=R sfz hE ne mohno A=R in*fz hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH. hvesmajmaH AavI vat mUkvI. (]ota:- hoy AevI j mUkay ne) magR to Aa Ke. wa{, gmete pHiDt ho ke gme te nam \ravo, magR to Aa Ke AEsa &anmeH hÒ in Ry n kre _sko AnuwvkhaHse Aata hE? Aahaha... smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦ moh v<=a hE, jU@a hE, du:qka kar` hE.

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jid so poGgldVvIwUdo jIv¿magdH [drH.to sÞo v¿uH je mßJim H poGglH dVvH.. 25..

A&anmoihtmitmRmedH wìt pu†lH ãVymŸ.bâmbâH c t=a jIvo bhuwavsHyu›:.. 23..svR&&an¹Úo jIv _pyoglÙò inTymŸ.k=H s pu†lãVyIwUto y…ìs mmedmŸ.. 24..yid s pu†lãVvIwUto jIvTvmagtimtrtŸ.tCK›o v›uH yNmmedH pu†lH ãVymŸ..25..

yugpdnekiv\Sy bN\nopa\e: siþ\anen Ý\aivtanamSvwavwavanaHsHyogvxaiäicœaopa]yopr›: Sfi!kopl [vaTyNtitroihtSvwavwavtyaAStimtsmStivvekßyoitmRhta Svym&anen ivmoihtìdyo wedmkËTvatanevaSvwavwavanŸ SvIk¡vaR : pu†lãVyH mmedimTynuwvit iklaÝitbuâo jIv:. A=aymevÝitbo|yte-re duraTmnŸ, AaTmpHsnŸ jhIih jhIih prmaivvekFSmrst< aWyvhairTvmŸ.dUrinrStsmStsNdehivpyaRsan|yvsayen iv¬EkßyoitØa svR&&anen Sf¡!IkËtH iklinTyopyoglÙ H jIvãVyH tTk=H pu†lãVyIwUtH yen pu†lãVyH mdmeimTynuwvis, ytoyid k=ˆnaip jIvãVyH pu†lãVyIwUtH SyatŸ pu†lãVyH c jIvãVyIwUtH SyatŸ tdEvlv`Syodkimv mmedH pu†lãVyimTynuwUit: ikl F!et, t¿u n k=ˆnaip SyatŸ. t=aih-y=a ÙarTvlÙ`H lv`mudkIwvtŸ ãvTvlÙ`mudkH c lvÌwvtŸÙarTvãvTvshv<Àyivro\adnuwUyte, n t=a inTyopyoglÙ H jIvãVyH pu†lãVyIwvtŸinTyanupyoglÙ H pu†lãVyH c jIvãVyIwvtŸ _pyoganupyogyo: Ýkaxtmsoirvshv<i¿ivro\adnuwUyte. tTsvR=a ÝsId, ivbu|ySv, SvãVyH mmedimTynuwv.

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349hve AÝitbuâne smÔvva ma!e ÝyTn kre Ke:-

A&an=I moihtmit bhuwavsHyut Òv je,“Aa bâ tem Abâ pudŸglãVy maÌH” te khe. 23.svR&&anivØe sda _pyoglÙ` Òv je,te kem pudŸgl =[ xke ke ;maÌH Aa' tuH khe Are¦ 24.

Ôe Òv pudŸgl =ay, pame pudŸglo ÒvTvne,tuH to j Aem khI xke ;Aa maÌH pudŸglãVy Ke'. 2p.

ga=a=R:- (A&anmoihtmit:) jenI mit A&an=I moiht Ke (bhuwav-sHyu›:)Ane je moh, rag, äeØ Aaid Fà wavo=I siht Ke Aevo (jIv:) Òv (wìt)Aem khe Ke ke ([dH) Aa (bâmŸ t=a c AbâH) xrIraid bâ tem j \n\aNyaidAbâ (pudŸglH ãVymŸ) pudŸglãVy (mm) maruH Ke. AacayR khe Ke: (svR&&an¹Ú:)svR&na &an vDe deqvamaH Aavelo je (inTymŸ) sda (_pyoglÙ`:)_pyoglÙ`vazo (jIv:) Òv Ke (s:) te (pudŸglãVyowUt:) pudŸglãVy$p(k=H) kem ={ xke (ytŸ) ke (wìs) tuH khe Ke ke ([dH mm) Aa pudŸglãVy maruHKe? (yid) Ôe (s:) ÒvãVy (pudŸglãVyIwUt:) pudŸglãVy$p ={ Ôy Ane([trtŸ) pudŸglãVy (jIvTvmŸ) Òvpàne (AagtmŸ) pame (ttŸ) to (v›uHx›:) tuH khI xke (ytŸ) ke ([dH pudŸglH ãVymŸ) Aa pudŸglãVy (mm) maruH Ke.(p` AevuH to =tuH n=I.)

!Ika:- AekIsa=e Anek ÝkarnI bH\nnI _pai\na Ait ink!pà=I vegpUvRkvheta ASvwavwavona sHyogvxe je (AÝitbuâ Òv) Anek Ýkarna v Rvaza·Aa]ynI ink!ta=I rHgayela Sfi!kpaØa` jevo Ke, ATyHt itrowUt (#Hkayela)potana Svwavwavpà=I je jenI smSt wed&an$p ßyoit ASt ={ g{ KeAevo Ke, Ane mha A&an=I jenuH ñdy pote pota=I j ivmoiht Ke-Aevo AÝitbuâÒv Svprno wed nih krIne, pela ASvwavwavone j (potana Svwav n=IAeva ivwavone j) potana krto, pudŸglãVyne ;Aa maruH Ke' Aem Anuwve Ke.(jem Sfi!kpaØa`maH Anek Ýkarna v RnI ink!ta=I Anekv R$pp uH deqay Ke,Sfi!kno inj ¬et-inmRzwav deqato n=I tevI rIte AÝitbuâne kmRnI _pai\=IAaTmano xuâ Svwav AaCKaidt ={ rìao Ke-deqato n=I te=I pudŸglãVyne potanuHmane Ke.) Aeva AÝitbuâne hve smÔvvamaH Aave Ke ke :- re duraTmnŸ¦ AaTmanoFat krnar¦ jem prm Aivvek=I qanara hStI Aaid pxuAo suHdr Aaharne t<siht qa{ Ôy Ke AevI rIte qavana Svwavne tuH KoD, KoD. je e smSt sHdeh,

· Aa]y µ jemaH Sfi!kmi` mUkelo hoy te vStu.

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350 smysar isiâ wag-2ivpyRy, An|yvsay dUr krI dI\a Ke Ane je iv¬ne (smSt vStuAone) ÝkaxvaneAek AiätIy ßyoit Ke Aeva svR&-&an=I Sfu! (Ýg!) krvamaH Aavel je inTy_pyogSvwav$p ÒvãVy te kevI rIte pudŸglãVy$p ={ gyuH ke je=I tuH ;AapudŸglãVy maruH Ke' Aem Anuwve Ke? kar` ke Ôe ko{ p` Ýkare ÒvãVypudŸglãVy$p =ay Ane pudŸglãVy ÒvãVy$p =ay to j ;mI@anuH paÌ' AevaAnuwvnI jem ;maruH Aa pudŸglãVy' AevI AnuwUit qreqr VyajbI Ke p` Aemto ko{ rIte bntuH n=I. Ae, ¹ÚaHt=I SpÚ krvamaH Aave Ke: jem qarap uH jenuHlÙ` Ke AevuH lv` paÌ$p =tuH deqay Ke Ane ãvTv (ÝvahIp uH) jenuH lÙ` KeAevuH paÌ lv`$p =tuH deqay Ke kar` ke qarap uH Ane ãvpàne sa=e rhevamaHAivro\ Ke A=aRtŸ temaH ko{ ba\a n=I, tevI rIte inTy _pyog lÙ`vazuH ÒvãVypudŸglãVy =tuH ÔevamaH AavtuH n=I Ane inTy Anupyog (jD) lÙ`vazuHpudŸglãVy ÒvãVy =tuH ÔevamaH AavtuH n=I kar` ke Ýkax Ane AH\karnI mafk_pyog Ane Anupyogne sa=e rhevamaH ivro\ Ke jD-cetn kdI p` Aek ={ xkenih. te=I tuH svR Ýkare Ýsþ =a, taruH ic¿ _ßßvz krI sav\an =a Ane SvãVynej ;Aa maruH Ke' Aem Anuwv. (Aem ]I guÌAono _pdex Ke.)

wava=R:- Aa A&anI Òv pudŸglãVyne potanuH mane Ke tene _pdex krI sav\ankyÈ Ke ke jD Ane cetnãVy-Ae bNne svR=a j¡daH j¡daH Ke, kdaictŸ ko{ p` rIteAek$p n=I =taH Aem svR&e dI@uH Ke ma!e he A&anI¦ tuH prãVyne Aekp e manvuHKoDI de v<=a maNyta=I bs =aAo.

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Ab AÝitbuâko smÔneke ilye ÝyTn, deqo. kya khete hE. Aa smysar AÝitbuâkosmÔneke ilye khete hE. muinko ma!e khte hE ne im+ya¹iÚ ma!e nih, AEsa nih hE.Aahahaha¦ ke!lak khete hE ke smysar to muinke ma!e hE p` AhÄ to khete hE ke AÝitbuâA&anIko smÔne ma!e ÝyTn krte hE waØameH. Aahahahaha¦ Are¦ tIn ga=a hE.

A~à`moihdmdI mßJim H wìd poGglH dVvH.bâmbâH c tha jIvo bhuwavsHju¿o.. 23..

sVv~hu aìd‚o jIvo _vAoglÉqò i`CcH.kh so poGgldVvIwUdo jH wìs mßJim H.. 24..

jid so poGgldVvIwUdo jIv¿magdH [drH.to sÞo v¿uH je mßJim H poGglH dVvH.. 25..


351A&an=I moihtmit bhuwavsHyut Òv je,“Aa bâ tem Abâ pudŸglãVy maÌH” te khe. 23.svR&&anivØe sda _pyoglÙ` Òv je,te kem pudŸgl =[ xke ke ;maÌH Aa' tuH khe Are¦ 24.Ôe Òv pudŸgl =ay, pame pudŸglo ÒvTvne,tuH to j Aem khI xke ;Aa maÌH pudŸglãVy Ke'. 2p.

!Ika: Aek hI sa= Anek ÝkarkI bH\nkI _pai\kI Ait ink!tase vegpUvRk bhetehuAe, Aahaha¦ AaEr ASvwavwavoke sHyogvx Ôe AÝitbuâ A&anI Òv Anek Ýkarkev Rvaze Aa]ykI ink!tase rHge huAe Sfi!k-paØa` jEsa hE, kya khte hEH? frIne, Aek hIsa= Anek ÝkarkI bH\nkI _pai\kI Ait ink!take vegpUvRk ragaid vhete huAe ASvwavwavoHke sHyogvx ivkarwav, ASvwavwav Aene sHyogvx, Aahahahaha... ƒ`loknona= Sfi!kmÌ jEsa cEtNymUitR, p` ASvwaivk Ôe wav hE _ske sa= sHyogvx AnekÝkarke rHgvaze Aa]ykI ink!tase rHge Sfi!knI jem, Sfi!k p+=r hE Ae to sbinmRzanHd hE inmRz hE, p` sHyog lal-pIza fUlne kar e _smeH lal-pIza rHg idqtehE, Ae _pai\ hE. Aahahaha¦ Sfi!kmeH lal-pIza fUlke kar e AemaH Kaya idqtI hE, AeApnI (Sfi!kkI) yoGytase hu{ hE, smjmeH Aaya? lkDImeH ho to lal pIza fUl ho toKaya nih pDe ÉyoH ik _skI yoGyta nih. p` vo yoGyta wI _ska Svwav nih Aembtana hE.

Aaha¦ Sfi!kmeH je lal-pIza je idqte hE vh _ska Svwav nhÄ. Aem wgvanAaTmameH ASvawaivk je ivkar Aaidka sHyogmeH Ôe idqte hE Ae _ska Svwav nhÄ.Aahahahaha¦ qreqr to &anke Aa wavmeH Ae &ey trIke ÔnnemeH Aata hE, p` AEsan mankr Ae cIj merI hE AEsa mante hE Ae im+yaTv w‡mko sevte hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? yhaH to Sfi!kmÌna ¹ÚaHt idya ne? ke Sfi!kmÌmeH- AaTmameH Anek ÝkarnIbH\nnI _pai\, Ait ink!-nÒk, Aahaha... Ae svR ivxuâmaH Aave Ke ne? (cetk-ceTywav) Aem ke Ait ink! Ke ma!e, Ke to &ey pr, p` Ait ink!tane l{ne Aek hEAEsa A&anIko malUm pDte hE. Aahaha¦ svR ivxuâmaH Aave Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?Aahahaha¦

Anek ÝkarnI bH\nnI inim¿nI _pai\nI Ait nÒktane kar e, vegpUvRk vhetaAahahahaha... ragaidwav vegpUvRk Ý`mta A=va ASvwavwavoH ke sHyogvx yhASvwavwavna sHyogne tabe Ke. Aahahaha¦ AÝitbuâ A&anI Òv Anek ÝkarkerHgvaze Aa]ykI ink!tase Sfi!k, rHge huAe Sfi!kpaØa` jEsa hE. Aahaha¦ Sfi!kpaØa`meHrHgka sHbH\se Ô e sHyog Ô e lal-pIza Aaid ho gya, Sfi!k AEse sHyogvxe mantehE loko, AEse wgvan AaTma, Aahahaha... Ait ink! ivkarna wavna sHbH\se Ô emEH ivkar ($p) ho gya AEse A&anI mante hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke.

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352 smysar isiâ wag-2jEn \mR sU"m hE wa{¦ jEn \mR Ae!le vStu \mR, vStuka Sv$p, sU"m hE. Aahaha¦

hÒ to phelaH sMyGdxRnkI bat yhaH cltI hE, wed&an. Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTmaSfi!kmÌne lal-pIza Anek rHgka _pai\ke inim¿se AEse lal-pIzI idqnemeH AatI hE,AEse wgvan AaTmameH pu~y ne pap Aaid ivkarI wavka ink!pà honese, hE to pr&ey,Sv&anka hE to pr&ey, p` Aitink!tase ¹iÚ TyaH honese ragaidwav mera hE AEsaA&anIko AnuwvmeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦

“ATyHt itrowUt Apne SvwavwavTvse ijsko smSt wed&an ßyoit ASt hog{ hE”. Aahahaha¦ Ae Sfi!kmÌmeH lal-pIza sHyogke kar` lal-pIza waØ hotahE Ae Ô e Sfi!kkI dxa hE Aem mante hE, AEse A&anI Apna cEtNy &ayk SvwavnIsmIpmeH ragaid Ait ink!tase deqnemeH Aata hE ke Ae merI cIj hE AEsa mankr A&anImUH# ragka vedn krte hE. Aaha... AÒvka vedn krte hE Òv nihH Aem khe Ke. Aahahaha¦Aek-Aek }lok sU"m wra hE wa{. Aahaha¦ hE?

ATyHt itrowUt Apne SvwavwavTvse ijskI smSt wed&an ßyoit ASt hog{, Ae ragse iwþ, wed&an Aa=mI gya A&anIko, ASt ho gya. AekTvbuiâ manilya. Aahaha¦ cahe to sU"m gu gu Ika wedka rag _Tpþ ho, to ragkI sa= AektakwI hu{ nihH wgvanko, p` A&anI Ae _pr ¹iÚ honese ragse iwþ wed&an AStho gya, Ane ragmeH AekTv hE AEsa man ilya. Aahahaha¦ Aavo _pdex Ke Lyo, AStho g{, AEsa hE A&anI. wgvan AanHd Sv$p Ýwu, _skI ivkar dxakI ink!tasewed&an ßyoit ASt ho g{ kar e, rag mEH huH AEsa A&anI Anuwv krte hE, Ae AÒvkaAnuwv hE. Aahahaha¦ AakruH kam.

mha A&anse, Aahaha¦ ijska ñdy SvyH mhaA&anse Apne Svwavwavkaijska ñdy SvyH Svt: Apnese hI, kmRke kar`se nihH, smjmeH Aaya? wa{ kmR AEsahE to, AEse nih khte hE, Aahahaha... kmR to prãVy hE, prãVyko to pyaRy KUtI hI nih,prãVykI pyaRy ApnemeH KUtI nih, Aahahaha¦ mha A&anse, Aahahaha... ragASvwavwav sHyogne vxe, {sko AEsa ho gya hE ke mEH Aa huH. AaEr _sse wed&anßyoit ASt ho g{. AEsa mha A&anse ijska ñdy SvyH Apnese Svt: ivmoiht hE,kmRke kar`se nhÄ. Aahahahaha... AemaHy vaH\a, Ae to dxRnmohno _dy hoy Tyare, AEsahota hE khe Ae to inim¿ka k=n hE. smjmeH Aaya? Apna Sv$p cEtNy Svwav AeASvwaivk wav ragaidkI sa= AekTvbuiâ krke wed&an ASt ho gya, _sko prmeHivmoiht ho gya, Ae SvyH Apnese ivmoiht huAa hE. ApnI wUlse ivmoiht ho gya hE.kmRke kar`se nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? “kmR ibcare ko` wUl merI Ai\ka{” Aate hEwiÉtmeH. Aahaha¦

AemaHy vaH\a lokone kmRne l{ne ivkar n =ay? hEH? (]ota:- kmRne l{ne n =ayto ivkar Svwav ={ jxe.) ivkar Svwav ={ Ôy, mo!I ccaR ={ htI v`±Ò sa=e,


35313 nI sal, AekvIs vØR phelaH, mo!I ccaR ivkar hE Ae kmRka inim¿se hota hE. kI\uHiblkul nhÄ. ivkar Apnese (hota hE) kmRkI ApeÙa hE hI nhÄ. p` Ae b\uH sarasHÝdaymaH Ae vat htI. ¬etaMbrmeH to AenI Ae j muQyta hE AaqI, smjmeH Aaya?ramivjy hE _smeH Aek, Ae ramivjyke sa= Aek Aapà hE. qeDavaza je@awa{ ¬etaMbrpaka Ane pKI Aena wgt hta ne AemaH AhÄnuH Aap uH vaHcn AavI gyuH saHwzva, TyareAemne Aem =yuH ke wa{ pcas ÝÆo ka#ã Ae e ke Aana ko{ jvab Aapo. ÔeAapàmaH=I mze ¬etaMbrmaH=I to mare frvuH m!e. pcas ÝÆo ka#ã ko{Ae jvabAaPya nhÄ. Aek j e jvab AaPya p` b\a qo!a. pKI ramivjy sa=e ccaR krIAe,ramivjynI sa=e be@a. ramivjye phele kæa ke Ôe wa{ Aa kmRse ivkar hote hE Ae maNyhE phele tmare? to pKI ccaR krIAe. Aa khe ke Ae Amare maNy nhÄ hE, p` ¬etaMbrnIAaqI xElI j kmRne l{ne =ay ne prne l{ne =ay. AaqI ê\I xElI Ke AaqI.Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- AaqI sHsarnI xElI Ke.) Aaqo sHsar xElI hE. xuH khIAe wa{?Aa to idgHbr to ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke. ÉãHy hE nhÄ, ÉãHy.

Aa vat bDI ccaR hu{ =I je@alal ne, je@awa{ Ke Amdavad, muHb{ rhe Ke.ramivjy hare ccaR hu{, Ae Ô e ke Aam e song#nuH b\uH saHwZyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Aap eccaR krIAe, p` phele Aa maNy Ke tmne Aem kæuH ramivjye ke kmR=I ivkar =ay. AemaNy Ke? to ccaR krIAe. Aa khe Ae mare maNy n=I. Aa Aena mo!a AacayR ramivjy¦AenI vStu xuH? AaqI ¹iÚ j ivprIt Ke. ¬etaMbrnI xElI j AaqI ¹iÚ ivprIt Ke.Aahaha¦ Ane lokone qbr n=I. Aa ¬etaMbrna sa\u hta. j¡Ao, cetnÒ¦ ÉãH htuHkaH{? Aahahaha¦

AhÄya to khete hE ke SvyH, hE? Svt: hI, be xBdo to pDã hE. Ae Apna SvwavkowUlkr SvyH Svt: hI Apnese ivmoiht hE. ragmeH Apnapà Ae ivmoiht SvyH isâApnese hE. ko{ prke kar`se hE nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ p` vo xaÏmeH AEsa Aave ne?&anavrÌ kmR, &anavrÌ kmR &anne roke, Are¦ AEsa hE nhÄ sUn to shI Ae toinim¿ka k=n hE. &an pyaRy Apnese hIÌ pir`mte hE. to &anavrÌ kmRko inim¿khenemeH Aaya hE. inim¿se AhÄya &anavrÌ AaTmako roke Ae bat hE nhÄ. prãVyAaTmako roke AEsI bat hE nhÄ. Aey Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke wa{. magR Aa Ke wa{¦Aahaha¦ sHto khete hE ne AacayR mharaj, Aahaha... AEse khete hE ke ;j¡Ao' Éã?

ijska ñdy SvyH Svt: hI ivmoiht huAa hE, AEsa AÝitbuâ A&anI Òv Svprkawed n krke, Aahaha... Ae rag Ôe dya, dan, v‡t Aaidka ivkLp hE Ae rag hE. Aahahaha¦_sse iwþ n krke, Aahaha... Svprka wed n krke, mEH &ananHd huH ne Aa rag pr hE.Aahahaha¦ _n ASvwavwavoHko hI Ae pu~y ne papka ragaid ASvwavwav hE. ApneSvwav nhÄ hE AEse ivwavoHko hI Apna krta huAa. Aahahaha¦ Ae Vyvharka ragaidAaya. _sko Apna krta huAa, hE ASvwavwav Apna Svwav nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

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354 smysar isiâ wag-2AamaH ÉãH nvrax Aaid \H\o inv<i¿ nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Apna krta huAa, Aahahaha... pudŸgl ãVyko yh mera hE, Ae ragaid pudŸglãVyhI hE. qreqr, ÒvãVy nhÄ. Aahahaha... dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉt, pUÔ ivkLp hE, Ae pudŸglhE, Òv nhÄ ma!e pudŸgl yUH Òvka Awav Ae ma!e, Aahaha... yh pudŸglko hI yh merahE. {sÝkar Anuwv krta hE. Aahaha¦ A&anI ragko mera hE, Ae ASvwavwav hE. AeSvwavwav &aykse iwþ hE, AEsa iwþko Apna mante hE, AaEr _ska ktaR hota hE,AaEr _ska Anuwv krte hE. Aahahahahaha¦ hve AamaH Aekek pd ne Aekek }lok smjnak@`. Aolo smysar pHdr id'maH vaHcI gyo Aek jò khe. bhu tme smysarna vqa`kro bapu, AÙr vaHcI gyo, Aena Aekek pd ne Aekek xBdo sHtonI idgHbr muinAonI vaÌKe. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

Ae Apna &ayk Svwav Òv vStu AaEr ragaid cahe to dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉtkaivkLp ho, p` Ae rag ASvwavwav hE, Ae ASvwavwav Apnese iwþ hE, AaTmaASvwavwavse tadaTMyv<i¿ Aek$p kdI huAa nhÄ, KtaH A&anI Apna Svwavko nÔnkr, ASvwavwavko Apna mankr ktaR hota hE. Aahahaha¦ qreqr ASvwavwavAe &anIko pr&ey trIke ÔnnemeH Aata hE. AavI vatuH Ke. Aa tmara Jverat krtaH Aab\I bIÒ Ôt Ke NyaH, Aahaha¦ bapu margDa Ae b\I \UznI Jverat Ke. b\I rqDvanI(]ota:- AolI jD Jverat Ke Aa cetn Jverat Ke) Aahaha¦ Ýwu tuH cEtNy JverI AHdrKo ne Ýwu, Aahahaha... AnHt AnHt gu na rtnna AorDa pDã Ke ne AHdr Ýwu,Aahahaha... kmra kæa'ta kale, gujratImaH AorDa. Aahahaha... _smeH Aa ivkar ifkarhE hI nhÄ, je wave tI=Åkr goƒ bH\ay Ae wav wI AaTmameH nhÄ. Ae AaTmaka nhÄ.Aahaha¦ A&anI Svwav wavkI sa= ivwavwavka Aek$p nhÄ hone pr wI vo ragaidmEH huH AEsa ktaR hokr Svwavko wUl Ôte hE¦ AaEr ktaR hokr ragka ktaR hota hE. (AEsa)Anuwv hota hE. Aahaha¦ ivxeØ Aayega Lyo.


Ývcn nH. 8p ga=a 23 =I 25ta. 13-9-78 bu\var wadrva sud-12 pyURØ` pvR idvs-8 _¿m Tyag \mR sH. 2504

Aa@ma idn hE Tyag-Tyag.jo cyid im‚woßjH _vyr H raydossHj`yH .vs®d mm¿heduH caygu o so hve tSs.. 401..

muinnI VyaQya hE. ijsko Apna AaTma &anSv$pI AanHd _ska AHtr AnuwvhuAa ho Ao _praHt Sv$pmeH AtIiNãy Ýcur AanHdka Svad Aaya ho ye muinkI bat hEAe muinne Tyag \mR hE. TyagkI VyaQya? muinne sHsaraid wokt<Tv mmTvka Tyag to


355hE hI, hve je vStunI sa=e vtRman kam pDte hE, Ae wojn, to wojnmeH [Ú wojnkoKoDta hE. Aahaha¦ AaTmana AanHdna Svad Aagz [Ú wojn wI KoD dete hE.AtIiNãy AanHdna, Aahaha... Anuwv ne vedn Aagz muin iÝy wojn [Ú wojnKoD dete hE, _ska nam Tyag. AaEr _pkr`na sHbH\ hE _smeH ragäeØka Tyag. _pkr`Ôe hE imla _smeH ragäeØ AnukUz AEsa n rqe ijsmeH rag ho. AEsa _pkr` sa=...

AaEr mmTvmeH yoh vStI. tIn-Aahar, _pkr` ne vStI - tIn sa=e sHbH\ - totIno meH ragka Tyag kre. Aahahaha¦ mmTv yoh vStI mmTvno hetu mo!I vStI mkanAaid hoy, AanHdka Svad Aagz _skI ikHmt kaH{ nhÄ. Ae KoD de vStI _ska nam AaTyag \mR khenemeH (Aata) hEH. Tyag nam Aa baæ ÏI ku!uHb pirvar Tyag Ae to hE hI.sHsar wog dehka Tyag mmTvka to hE hI. {skI bat hE. Aahaha...

vStI, wojn Ane _pkr` ƒ`kI sa= sHbH\ hE. tIn to Ae ÝTyeka mmTv v<i¿kaAanHdka Svad lekr AtIiNãy AanHdka, Aahahaha... Svad AnuwvmeH ivxeØ suqka SvadAate hE Ae vStu KoDI dete hE. Aahaha... AanuH nam Tyag hE. ye Aa@ma-Aa@ma idn hE Aajbu\var - bu\var Aa ga=a AhÄya Aaya.

AEsa AÝitbuâ SvyH ijska ñdy SvyH Svt: ivmoiht huAa hE AEsa AÝitbuâ,hE? paHcmI lI!I hE kya khte hE? ke jEse Sfi!kmeH, Sfi!k inmRz hone pr wI sHyog AaidmeHA=va ijs cIjmeH Sfi!k mUkyuH hoy, _skI AHdr KaHy pDe, ip¿znuH vas` tenI KaHy pDeAe _pai\ hE AEse wgvan AaTma AanHd ne &an Sv$p Sfi!k jEsa hE, _smeH rag pu~ypapka wavkI Kaya idqtI hE _pai\, Aahahaha... Ae ASvwavwav hE, xuwAxuwwav,Aahahaha... Ae ASvwavwav hE, Ae ASvwavwav hE Svwavwav riht _sko Apnamankr A&anI ASvwavwavko Apna mante hE ne, vedte hE. Aahaha... p` ApnaAaTma Éã hE _sko rag hE p` ragko Ônnevala AaTma iwþ hE AEsa &anIko &anhE, A&anIko qbr nih, Aahahaha... rag hE, JIÌ vat bhu bapu. rag p` Aa rag hE,cahe to dya-dan v‡t-wiÉtka ho p` Ae xuwrag Ae ASvwavwav hE p` _skaÔnnevala Aa hE AEse Ônte hE kaEn? ikskI s¿ameH Aa rag hE AEse ÔnnemeH Aata hE?smjmeH Aaya? Ae &ankI s¿ameH Aa rag hE Ae ÔnnemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha...

Ae Svwavwav mEH huH AEsa A&anI n mankr, Ae dya-danna ivkLp rag AayaAe _pai\ hE, Ae ASvwavwav hE, Ae ivwavwav hE. Aahahaha... _sko Apna mantehE A&anI _sko Apna mante hE. hHE? “ñdy SvyH Svt: ivmoiht ho gya hE, AÝitbuâA&anI Òv Svprka wed n krke” Aahaha... Ae rag AaEr Svwav iwþ AEsa dokawed&an n krke A&anI, Aahahaha... JIÌ vat bhu bapu.

Aahaha¦ _n ASvwavwavÇko hI, Ae pu~y ne papna rag ivkLp rag _smeH Svne prka wed n krke, Ae Sv-pr Svwavwavko hI, hE? Aahaha... Apna Svwav nihAEsa ivwavoko hI Apna krta huAa, Aahahaha... Ônna-deqna wgvan, Ae

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356 smysar isiâ wag-2Svwavwavse rag iwþ hE, Ane rag ASvwavwavse, Svwavwav iwþ hE. Aahaha¦AEsa AnHt bEr muinpà ilya ãVyilHgI sa\u huAa p` vo rag Ane AaTma dohI Aekmankr ASvwavwavoHko Apna law mankr im+ya¹iÚ huAa. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? ware kam wa{ AavuH. pudŸgl ãVyko yh mera hE, Ae ragaid pudŸgl ãVy hE qreqrAaTmãVy nih. Aahaha¦ cahe to xuwrag ho p` Ae rag pudŸgl hE jD, cEtNy nih,kyÇik Ae rag Ônte nih, rag Ônte nih, rag &an äara ÔnnemeH Aata hE, Ae kar`vo rag pudŸgl Ane Acetn hE. wgvan _sse iwþ hE. Aahaha... p` _sko _skI qbrnih. Sv ne prkI j¡da{ka wan nih, te=I prko Apnawav mante hE. hE¦ Aaha¦ yh merahI to hE AEsa Anuwv krta hE¦

jEse Sfi!k paØa`meH Anek Ýkarke rHgokI ink!ta v R, Anek rHg $p AvS=aidqa{ dete hE, Sfi!kmaH deqay Ke. Sfi!kka inj }vet inmRzwav idqa{ nih deta.Aahahaha¦ Sfi!k(ko) vas`meH mUkya ho _skI KaHy idqe, {sko Ae Apna mante hESfi!k(kI) A&anI AEse Aene to kyaH mane? {sI Ýkar A&anIko kmRkI _pai\seAaTmaka xuâ Svwav AaCKaidt ho rha hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae pu~y ne papna ivkLpno ragcahe to dyaka rag ho cahe to wiÉtka rag, Aahahaha... p` Ae rag ne ASvwavwav(ko)Apna mankr, Aahaha... xuâ Svwav AaCKaidt ho rha hE, ragko Apna mannese,ragko Ônnevala wgvan, &an Sv$p AaCKaidt #Hka{ gya hE. Aahahaha¦ ragkIÝIitke ÝemmeH &an Sv$pI wgvan #Hk gya hE. Aare¦ hve AavI vatuH Ke.

Aahaha¦ jem Sfi!kmeH lal pIza Aaid vas` ho _smeH muknese AEsI _pai\idqtI hE, AHdrmeH to _sko inmRz Svwav nihH idqta. AEse A&anI Apna cEtNy &anSvwav Ýwu, _sko ragkI _pai\se Apna mankr SvCKtaka &an _sko hota nhÄ.Aahaha¦ Aa ÉãH AamaH “kmRkI _pai\se Ae!le ragaid AaTmaka xuâ Svwav AaCKaidtho rha hE” idqa{ nihH deta. ragko deqnevala, Aahaha... ragko Ônnevala #Hk gyaTyaH, rag hI rhe gya _sko... Aahaha... mEH to rag huH, AEsa A&anIko ragkI _pai\se&an Svwav #Hk gya, itrowUt ho gya, ¹ÚImeH rha nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ {silye pudŸglãVyko Apna manta hE, Aahahaha¦ wgvan &an cEtNy cmTkar AanHdkHdÝwu Aeragka ÝemmeH ASvwavwavka AekTvbuiâmeH Svwavwav #Hk gya to Ae Svwavwavidqte nihH, rag dIqte hE AekIla. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH hve.

Aa sMyGdxRn honekI phelI rIt Aa hE. Aahaha¦ AEse A&anIko Ab smÔya Ôrha hE deqo, Aa A&anIko smÔya Ô rha hE sb smysar, AÝitbuâko smÔnemeHAaya hE Aa. he dUraTmnŸ¦ Aahahaha¦ sHtonI k$à hE k$à hÇ. Aahaha¦ Ýwu tuH ragne pu~yna piràm Ôe hE Ae pudŸgl hE, _sko Apna mante hE, to he dUraTmnmŸ¦ he duÚAaTma. Aahahaha¦ k$à sHtokI Are¦ tum kya mante hE wa{¦ Aahaha¦ terI cIj Aeragka ivkLpse mha cEtNycmTkar iwþ pDI hE ne? Aahahaha¦ {sko to tum mante


357nih Ônte nih Ane Ôe terI cIjmeH nhÄ AEsa ragaid pudŸglko Apna mante hE, dUr-AaTmnŸ terI ¹ÚI mUH# hE. Aahaha¦

ragmeH suqbuiâ hotI hE, to AanHdkHdka na= TyaH #Hk gya. Aahahaha¦ ijsmeHAanHd hE Ae ragna ivkLpmaH @Ik hE, suq hE, mÔ hE, AEse mannevaleko ragko pudŸglhE _sko Apna maNya, p` ragse AanHd Sv$p wgvan AanHd meH AanHd hE, AaTma AeAanHd Sv$p hE AEsa he dUraTmnŸ teH n maNya, Aahahaha¦ JIÌ vatuH bhu AavI. hÒ tosMyGdxRn ne im+yadxRn AenI vat cltI hE muinp uH bapu Ae to ko{ AlaEikk vatuH, xuHkhIAe AhÄya to wgvan AtIiNãy &an ne AanHdnI cmTkairk vStu _sko ragkI_pai\meH ragko hI Apna mankr, cEtNycmTkar ragse iwþ _sko Ae KoD dete hE, AeSvwavwav hE _sko mante nihH ne ASvwavwav hE, _sko mante hE. Aahahaha¦

dUsrI rIte khIAe to Ae rag hE Ae pudŸgl hE AÒv hE to AÒvwavmeH AaTmarokakr iƒkazI &an Òv Svwav _sko #Hk gya. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH hve, Aola todya te suqnI velDI dya te suqnI qa` AnHta Òv muÉte gya dya te suqnI qa` haHkegaDaH, krte tne kaH{ qbr? konI dya? Aahaha¦ prnI dyaka wav Ae to rag hE Aneragko deqnevala pudŸglko deqte hE. Aahahaha¦ wgvankI wiÉt hE vo wI rag hE,xaÏkI wiÉt hE vo wI rag hE, Ane ragko tum deqte hE to pudŸglko hI deqte ho tum,Ae AÒv hE _sko tum deqte hE AaEr ASvwavwav hE voih hmara hE Aem mante hE tum.Aahahaha¦ AakrI vat. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- ragmaH v R gH\ rs SpxR Ke AemaH) ragmaHAe v R gH\ rHg n=I p` Acetn hE. cEtNycmTkar &anSv$p wgvan _ska _smeHikr` nih ragmeH. Ae kar e ragko Acetn Ane pudŸgl khnemeH Aaya hE. Aahahahaha¦cahe to pHcmhav‡tka rag ho ivkLp, Ae Acetn hE. cEtNy ÝkaxnI mUitR wgvan AesUyRka ikr` nhÄ Ae cEtNy$pI sUyRka ragmeH ikr` nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ao kar eragko Acetn khekr pudŸgl kæa hE.

Aahahahaha¦ Aa ]v`meH wI Ôe rag _Tpþ hota hE, Ae rag hE Ae pudŸgl hE.Aahahaha... ÉyÇik cEtNy Svwavka ijsmeH Awav hE, Aahahaha... AEsa pudŸglkoApna mankr, A&anI Apna Sv$p rag hE AEsa mante hE. Aey dUraTmnŸ¦ Aahahahaha¦sHtonI kDk waØa nhÄ k$à hE. Aahahaha¦ Are wgvan, Ae dya-dan v‡t wiÉtka ragAe to pudŸgl hE. Arrr¦ Aa vat¦ pHcmhav‡tka ivkLp Ae rag hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae pudŸglhE, he dUraTmnŸ¦ tuH pudŸglko Apna ÉõH mante ho? Aahaha¦ pEsa-bEsanI to ÉãHy vatrhI g{. Ae to \Uz ÉãHy Aene potanI mane Ae to mha mUH# mo!o, mo!o mUH#. Aahaha¦

AhÄ to prmaTma iƒlokna= ijne¬rdev khete hE Ae sHto AaDitya hokr jgtkoÔher krte hE. vItragI idgHbr sHt hE. Aahaha¦ AanHd ne AanHdnI vItrag dxamaH JUlteJUlte sHtonI k$àse ivkLp Aaya. Aahahaha¦ Aam Aek baj¡ wgvan AaTma AEsekhe, Ane AhÄ he dUraTmnŸ AEsa kha, boHter ga=amaH AEsa kha- ke Aa pu~y ne papwav

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358 smysar isiâ wag-2Ýwu Ae Axuic hE, mel hE, nakno guHgo hE mel. Ae mel hE to Ae Acetn hE, jD hE,wgvan¦ Aem ilya hE xBd, wgvnŸ tum to AanHd inmRz &anSv$p hE ne p‡wu.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

AhÄya Ae ragne pudŸgl trIke gÌ Ane Apna AaTmaka hE AEse A&anI mantehE. gÌ ko e? Aa A&anIAe gÌ. Aaha¦ Ae ragko Apna mante hE, Ane Ae rag krte-krte kLya` hoga. Aahahahaha¦ Ae pHcmhav‡t pazte Vyvhar rTnƒy krte, pudŸglkrte krte pudŸglse cEtNy Ôg<t hoga? Aahaha¦ yh, du:raTmnmŸ¦ Aahaha¦ kyÇikragko Apna mante hE Ae terI AaTma dUraTma hE. Aahahaha¦ AaTmFat krnevale,AaTmFat krnevale Aahahahaha... Ae ragka k` _Tpþ huAa ivkLp v<i¿yaÅ, dya, dan,v‡t, wiÉt Aahahahaha... Ae ragkI v<i¿ko Aahaha... Apna mannevala AaTmFatI hE,AaTmaka Fat krnevala hE Ýwu tuH. Aahahaha¦ AavI to idgHbr sHto kÌàse vat krtehE. Aaha¦ jHglvasI sHto isânI sa=e vato krnara, Ae jgt pase Ôher kre Ke.Aahahaha¦

kuHdkudacayR wgvan pase gye =e sHvt 49, r000 vØR phele, wgvan to ibrajtehE AwI paHcse FnUØka deh hE, Aahaha¦ TyaH Aa@ idn rhe, AaEr TyaH ]utkevzI pase wIccaRmeH iktna sma\an huAa, vo AihHya Aaya Aa xaÏ bnaya. Aahahahaha¦ ƒ`loknona= sImH\r wgvan, ;sImmŸ' ApnI myaRdameH rhenevala AanHdmeH, vItrag SvwavmeH,Ae sImH\r wgvan paHcse \nUØ deh kroD pUvRnuH Aayu*y hE. }vetaMbrmaH Aene coraxIlaq pUvRnuH Aayu*y khe Ke. (AEsa nihH) kroD pUvRnuH Aayu*y hE. }vetaMbre b\I kiLptvato bhu krI naqI. xuH krIAe? kem? Arere¦ (]ota:- Aene !eko denara mZya) Ae to b\aHA&anIAo hoy to mze ne wega. Aahaha¦ ÊoDpUvRnuH ÝwunuH Aayu*y Ke. ibrajmansmoxr`maH Ke. Aahaha. TyaH Aa@ idn rhe =e. TyaHse Aakr Aa bnaya, pIKe hÔr vØRpKI Am<tcHãacayR huAa, Aa _skI !Ika hE. Aahaha¦

he AaTmFatI¦ Aahahaha... wgvan AaTma &an ne AanHd Sv$pI p‡wu AevaSvwavwavne nihH mannevala Ane ASvwav rag pudŸgl hE _sko mannevala AaTmFatIhE¦ te AaTmaka xuâ Svwavka Anadr ikya Ae teH AaTmaka Fat ikya. yuglÒ¦ AavIvat Ke. Aahahaha¦ cahe to rag xaÏ ]v`no ho. Aahahaha¦ xaÏ kheneka ivkLpho, p` Ae rag pudŸgl hE, Aahahaha¦ Ýwu AemaH cEtNyna nUrna tejno Ývah n AaVyo_smeH. Aahahaha¦ AemaH sMyGdxRn&an cairƒmeH xuâ cEtNyna Ývah Aata hE. Aahahaha¦rag ne dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉt, pUÔ Aaid wav ke ihHsa-jU@Hu corI ivØy wog vasna AewavmeH wgvan cEtNyka rs AHxey n Aaya. Aahaha¦ jemaH Acetnpà pudŸglpàÝwu teH {sko Apna maNya, tuH AaTmFatI hE Ýwu¦ Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- Svwav AneASvwavnI Sp*!ta sarI Aave Ke) vat sacI, AavI vatuH Ke wa{ bapu xuH =ay?Aahaha¦


359inmRzanHd cEtNy Sv$p SvprÝkaxk Svwavka sagr Ýwu, AEsa Apne Sv$pko

n mankr _sse ivprIt ragaid je pudŸgl Acetn jD hE Ae Apna mankr TyaH $k gya,AaTmFatI huAa. Aahahahaha¦ wgvan cEtNymUitR inmRzanHd Ýwu Ae rh gya ]âameH,ragaid mEH huH Ae NyaH ikya, iÊyakaHD hE ne. samaiyk ne paEØ\ ne piDkkmà rag hE Ae raghE, samaiyk smikt¹iÚ ivna samaiyk kEsa? Aaha¦ AakruH kam bhu. Ae samaiyk kruHne ivkLp kruH ne paEØ\ kruH piDkmà kruH Ae sb to ivkLp rag hE, Ae pudŸgl hE, AepudŸglko Apna mannevala, cEtNy AanHdna na=ne Fat krI naqe Ke. Ae nihH, mEH AahuH. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. Aahahaha¦ sHtonI k$à to j¡Ao. (khte hEH) Aaha¦ AedUraTmn¦ Ae ragnI v<i¿ _@I &ananHd SvwavmeH rag hE nih, Ae rag Aaya ke dya pazone Ae kro Aa kro ne Ae v<i¿ _pai\ hE. Aahahaha... Ae pudŸgl hE, Acetn hE, AÒv hE,jD hE, mel hE, du:q hE. Aahahaha¦ {sko tum Apna mante ho AaEr wgvan AanHdkHdp‡wu cEtNyka Anadr krte ho, to KtI cIjko teH AKtI kr idya, Ane AKtI cIjko teHKtI kr idya, ragaid AKtI cIj hE, AslmeH hE nihH AHdr. smjmeH Aaya? _skastŸpà teH (ragka) kbUl ikya, wgvan stŸ Sv$p iƒkazka teH Anadr kr idya.Aahaha¦

ware kam AakruH duinyane ATyare Aa mzvuH k@` bhu. bs hve Aa@-ds idvs =ayAa@ Apvas kre AemaH coivyara kre, Aohohoho¦ ware kyuÅ, mihnana Apvas mihna-mihnana, Apvas, hta ke id' Apvas maza laHF uH Ke tarI. Ae to iÊya-kaHDno kdaictŸrag mHd kyÈ hoy to, man sa!u kre ne Aa Apvas krIAe to kaH{k xuH khevay Ae _jv uHkre, Aaha... paKz paHc-pCcIs hÔr qceR to Aap uH nam rhe, tpSyaAo krI htI bhu,vhuAe bhu sarI, Ae to pap Ke. p` rag mHd ikya hoy kdaictŸ to Ae pu~y Ke, pudŸgl Ke,rag Ke, Ae \mR nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ he dUraTmnŸ¦ AaTmFat krnevale. Aahahaha¦ mhaÝwucEtNy &ata¹Úa cEtNy cmTkar AEsa AiStTvka teH to Fat kr idya Ýwu, Aahaha...Ane ragko teH Òivt raqkr _s$p tera Òvn ho gya. pudŸglmeH tera Òvn ho gya.

“jEse prm AivvekpUvRk” waØa deqo. “jEse prm AivvekpUvRk” qanevale ha=I.ha=I Aaid pxu. ha=Iko cUrma Aam dete hE ne? ne sa=meH Fas hoy Fas, cUrma ne sa=eFas hoy, Ae ha=I Aaid suHdr Aaharko t< siht qa Ôte hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae suHdrAahar sa=e cUrma hoy to sa=e Fas sa=e qa Ôte hE p` Fas ne cUrmuH iwþ hE AEsaqbr nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ pDKa hote hE ne Amare kai@yavaDI waØameH, pDKa smje?phoza pDKa hote hE {tna {tna phoza hote hE. car-car tsu xerDIna pDKa temaHnaqI cUrmuH temaH ro!lI laDu naqI qay. Aahahaha¦

prm AivvekpUvRk qanevale ha=I Aaid pxu suHdr Aaharko t< siht qa le ÔtehE. Aahahaha¦ Ae tInka _ska siht cUrmako qa Ôte hE. {sIÝkar Aa(rag) qanekeSvwavko tuH KoD. Aahaha¦ AEsa rag mera hE AEsa Anuwv KoD. Aahaha... Òv

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360 smysar isiâ wag-2Ai\kar hE ne? rag Ae AÒvmeH pudŸglmeH naq idya hE. Aahahaha... AhÄ to hÒ VyvharrTnƒy kre sara to inüy pame, Ae phÇcI xke, Are Ýwu xuH kre Ke tuH Aa? wgvannaivrhmaH tHe xuH kyuÅ Ýwu? lokne raÒ raqI ne teH xuH kyuÅ te Aa? loko raÒ =axe ke, Aahaha...ÔeyuH? Vyvhar=I p` inüy pmay Ke. Aekla inüy=I j pmay inüy Aem nihH, AolasaHwznara, ha¦ ha¦ kaH{ qbr n mze saHwznarne ne khenarne. Aahaha¦ (]ota:-kaH{k daqlo Aapo ) daqlo kI\o ne Aa. ke bIÔne Aem khe ke tHu Aa dya dan v‡tpir`am kre Ke to tera kLya` hoga. AemaH=I tere sMyGdxRn hoga. Aahahahaha¦ pudŸglqate qate tere AaTmaka AanHd hoga. Jer qate-qate tere Am<tka AoDkar Dkar Aayega.Aahaha¦ wa{¦ margDa bhu AlaEikk Ke. siCcdanHd Ýwu¦ ijsmeH AtIiNãy AanHd@so@s wyaR hE ÝwumaH, AaTmamaH wa{ tne qbr n=I. AtIiNãy AanHd=I wyaR Ýwusagr AaTma¦ {sko tuH n mankr ragka SvadmeH terI mI@ax Aa g{. Aahaha¦ Ae ha=IAaid AivvekI Fas sa=e cUrma qate hE, AEsa rag sa=e AaTmaka tum Anuwv krte hE.p` AaTma AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahahaha... AavI vatuH Ke, pKI loko khe ne ke song#nuH Ke.to xaÏ wgvannuH, song#nuH AekaHt Ke. inüyawas Ke, (Aem khe) kho Ýwu. Aahahaha...bapu taro pH= ko{ j¡dI Ôtno na=. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

AhÄya AacayR khete hE {sIÝkar qaneke Svwavko tuH KoD, KoD. Aahahaha... Aerag mera hE, AEsa Anuwv KoD, Aahaha... cahe to dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉt, pUÔka xaÏkarag Aaya ho, xaÏka vHdn krneka wav rag, Ane ragka Anuwv Ae pudŸglkaAnuwv hE, Aahahaha... Ae AaTma, Ae tuH KoD. Aahaha... be var kha. KoD-KoD. Aeragka Anuwv ha=I jem cUrma sa=e Fas qate hE, Ae KoD. Aem wgvanne (AaTmane)Aa rag sa=e Anuwv krte hE KoD rag, Ae rag terI cIj nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ rag konekhevo hÒ AenI qbr n mze. Ae Ô e ke bayDI-Kokra pr rag krvo ne fla uH rag, dyapazva ne pHcmhav‡tno wav Ae rag. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- wgvanna dxRn krvaAe?) wgvanna dxRn krva Ae rag (]ota:- AapnuH p‡vcn saHwzvuH Ae?) ]v`krvuH Ae rag kæuHne ]v`nuH. Aahahaha¦ Aa puStknuH vaHcn krvuH Ae ivkLp rag.Aahahaha... wa{ (Ae) hoy p` Ae tuH nhÄ, Ae terI cIj nhÄ Ýwu. Aahaha¦Are¦ “AnHtkazse Aa=Dyo ivna wan wgvan, seVya nhÄ guÌ sHtne-mUkya nihHAiwman”.

kone kheva sHt ne kone kheva &anI bapu¦ Arere¦ vn vgDamaH Aeklo r`(maH) jemfre roj Aem ATyare Aekla ={ gya Ke. wgvan prmaTma Aem frmave Ke ke Ýwu Aekvar sUn marI vat khe Ke. Aaha... jene tuH \mR mane Ke rag dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉt Aenakar`, Ae rag hE, pudŸgl hE, Acetn hE, jD hE, AÒv hE. _ska Anuwv Ae AaTmaka hEAEsI ¹iÚ KoD de. Aahaha¦ ware wa{ kam AamaH.

“ijsne smSt sHdeh” hve ÉyuH khete hE Éya khete hE wa{¦ Ýwu wgvan AaTma to


361svR&deve {sko kha hE ke rag Ae kaH{ AaTma nihH. Aahahaha¦ ijs wavse tI=Åkr gaEƒbH\e Ae wav rag, Ae AaTma nihH. Aahahaha¦ ØoDØ kar` wavna waye tI=Åkrpd pay,n=I AavtuH? raÒ raÒ ={ Ôy AHdr, Ae hoy smiktIne p` KtaHy Ae rag Ke Ae pudŸglne jD hE. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ _sse tI=Åkr p‡k<itka prma u jDka bH\ hota hE. Aahaha¦Ae AbH\wav nhÄ, Aahaha... tum wgvan AaTma cEtNyibHb cHã ixtz Sv$p,vItrag mUitR, ixtz xaHtSv$p, _smeH AxaHit Aeva ivkLp ne ragko Apna AnuwvtehE KoD de Ýwu, suqI hona ho AaEr \mR pH=me Ôna ho to KoD de. Aahahaha¦

kyÇ KoD de? ke ijsne smSt sHdeh ivpyRy, An|yvsay ivpyRy dUr kr idya hEwgvan. svR& prmaTmaAe smSt sHdeh, ivprIt Ane AcoÞswav, Ae dUr kr idya hEAEse iv¬ko smSt vStuAoHke _pyog Ýkaixt krneke ilye, Aahahaha... svR& prme¬rijne¬rdev, kEsa hE? ke jene b\a sHdeh ivprIt ne AcoÞspà Ae sb dUr kr idya hEAaEr Ôe iv¬ko smSt vStuAoHko iv¬ nam smSt vStu lok-Alok Ýkaixt krnekeilye Aek AiätIy ßyoit hE. AÔeD ßyoit cEtNy wgvan svR& hE. Aahahaha¦ svR&AirhHt prme¬r AäEt ßyoit AÔeD ßyoit Aena jevI ko{ ßyoit hE nihH jgtmaH. AEsesvR& &anse Ýg! ikye gye, Ae iƒlokna= svR& prme¬r, Aahaha... sara lok AneAlokne Ýkax krnevala AEsa svR& wgvane ikye gye, “inTy _pyog Sv$p ÒvãVy”Aene to p‡wu AaTmane _pyog Sv$p kha hE. Ônn deqn _pyog Sv$p wgvan AaTmahE, Ae rag$p kEse ho gya? Aahaha¦ svR& “sVv~hu na` idõo” svR& iƒlokna= svR&prme¬r ijne¬r AirhHtdeve svR& SvwavmeH Òvko to _pyog(Sv$p Òv) id@a hE,Ônn-deqn _pyog Ae AaTma. rag Ae AaTma wgvane kha nihH. Aahaha¦ Aa te vate-vate fer lage xuH =ay wa{? Aahaha...

ƒ`loknaH na= svR& prme}vr Aem frmave Ke Ae Aa muin khe Ke wa{ svR&prme}vr lokalokna Ýkaxk _sne to, Aahahaha... _pyog Svwav$p ÒvãVy kha,ÒvãVy nam wgvan AaTma Aene AnHt gu vaza nhÄ kha p` “_pyog Sv$pAaTma” kha, kyÇik AnHt-AnHt gu hE to, AnHt-AnHt gu na ke!la wed Aenebtavva, Aa Aek cIj mhaÝwu _pyog jenuH lÙ`, Aahaha... _pyog Sv$p wgvanAaTma, Ae Òv ãVy, _pyog Svwav$p ÒvãVy. Aahahaha... AnHtgu Sv$p ÒvãVyn ilya, muQy lÙ` btaneko Òv wgvan, Ae to _pyog Sv$p Svwav hE ne _ska?Aahahaha... Ônna-deqna _pyog Sv$p wgvan hE ne¦ Aahahaha... Ae, Aahahaha...ÒvãVy to AEsa kha, “sVv~hu na` idõo” pa@ Ke ne AemaH ga=a Ke j¡Aone AemaH bIÒ“sVv~hu na` idõo Òvo évAog lQqò inCcH.” Aahahahaha...

Aene AnHt gu vazo Ke Aem n kha. Aahaha¦ p` Ônn deqn je _pyog je qascIj hE je qas lÙ` hE, te=I kæa ne, “_pyog lQqò inCcH” Aem kæuH, Ae wgvanto Ônn-deqn _pyog lÙ` Sv$p hE, Ae tere ragmeH kEse Aa gya? Aahahaha¦ smjmeH

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362 smysar isiâ wag-2Aaya? cEtNyna AnHt gu Sv$p AaTma AEsa n lekr, mhaÝwu “_pyog lÙìnCcH” Aem svR& wgvane AaTmane kha ne? Aahahahahaha... Ane “lQqò” lI\uH Ke,“_pyogo lQqò inCcH svNhu na` idõo” Aahahaha... wgvan AaTmako,(svR&)wgvan AaTmaAe, _pyog lÙ` id@a hE. Aahaha¦ AemaH rag lÙ` ne ragwav AayakhaHse? Aem khete he. Ônn-deqn _pyog hE ne? dUsra gu meH AEsa Ônn-deqn hE nih,AnHtgu meH. Aahahaha... &anÝkax ne dxRn Ýkax AEsa je _pyog, _pyogSv$pwgvan AaTma, wgvane to AEsa kha hE Ane re dUraTmnmŸ¦ tuH dya danka ragko Apnamane ne Apne sman mane pudŸglko, Aa khaHse Aaya? AavI vatuH Ke.

jena Ýkaxna tejmaH Svpr jày AEsa _pyogSv$p wgvan (AaTma) to hEAe prSv$p nihH. Aahahaha¦ ragse A`_pyog to rag hE. rag dya-dan-v‡t AaidkaivkLp Ae tera hE Ae mane Ae to A`_pyog hE. Aahahaha... wgvan to Ônn-deqn_pyog to wgvane deqa kheta hE. wgvane to AEsa kha hE, jene ƒ`kaz ƒ`loknuH &aniv¬Ýkaxk, iv¬ nam smSt nam Ýkaxk, ƒ`kaz-ƒ`lok Aek smymeH jene ÝkaXya.Aahahaha¦ AEsI cEtNy ßyoit wgvan, _sne to AEsa kha ke Òv to “inCcH _pyoglÙ` hE” AemaH tera rag Aaya khaHse? Aahaha¦ NyaH ÉãHy mze AevuH n=I NyaHbeHGlormaH, \Uz Aave \Uz AolI, pEsa. Aahahaha... inTy _pyog Svwav$p AEsa xBdpDa hE, iƒkaz &an _pyog dxRn _pyog Sv$p Ae to hE. Aahahaha... Ae rag$p kwIhuAa nih, rag$p kwI hota nhÄ. Aahaha¦ _pyog Sv$p Òv cEtNy Ae AÒv rag$pekEse ho, ÒsmeH A`_pyog hE _pyog hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? vat khevIsU"m ne smjmeH Aaya paKuH khena. smÔy Ke vzI khe bapu Aa Ke wa{. Aahaha¦

Aek svRne iv¬ne Ýkax krnar wgvan svR&dev, svR&anse Ýg! ikye gyesvR&anse Ýg! ikye gAe inTy _pyog Svwav$p ÒvãVy deqo inTy _pyog$pÒvãVy AEsa n kha inTySvwav hE AEsa n kha, “inTy _pyog Svwav$p ãVy”Aahahaha¦ Ônn-deqn _pyog Svwav$p. Aahaha... ÒvãVy yh pudŸgl ãVy kEse hogya? Ae rag$pe kEse ho gya? Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke. yuglÒ¦ wgvanno magR AaKe wa{¦ Aaha... duinya pKI gme te kho¦ AekaHt hE, inüyawas hE Aem khe Ýwu. wa{tne ragna ÝemmaH tne vStu iwþ Ke tenuH wan n=I. Aahaha¦ Aene Aem hoy ke Aa AavIiÊya krIAe, mhav‡t pazIAe, [iNãy dmn krIAe, ÔvjÒv b‡ïcyR pazIAe to p`kLya` n =ay? Ae b\I iÊya ragnI hE sUn to shI. Ae to ragnI v<i¿nuH _T=an hE.wgvan AanHdkHdmeH ye _T=an hE hI nhÄ. Aahahahahaha... kevI ga=a Ke j¡Aone. Aahaha¦

Ae pudŸgl ãVy kEse ho gya? ke “ijsse tuH yh Anuwv krta hE ke pudŸgl ãVy merahE” rag mera hE Aaha... Éã huAa tere? Aahahaha¦ Fas inkalnekI cIj hE, _sko cUrmasa=e Fas qate ho, rag pudŸgl hE _ske sa= AaTma mera hE AEse tum Anuwv krte ho.Aahahaha¦ gjb hE ne? qreqr to Aa Òv-AÒv Ai\kar hE Ae!le rag Ôe hE, cahe


363to dyano, v‡tno, wiÉtno, pUÔno Ae sb AÒv hE Ae pudŸgl hE, Ae jD hE, Acetn hE.Arr AavuH saHwzvanuH. Aahaha¦ svR& wgvane to AEsa kha ke, Aahaha... tuH ÉãH=IvzI AEsa nva nIkZya ke Aa ragkI iÊya krte-krte, A`_pyog krte-krte _pyog hoÔyega. heH? Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

“kyÇik yid iksI wI Ýkarse ÒvãVy pudŸglãVy $p ho” ko{ p` rIte wgvanAanHd ne &an _pyog Ae rag$p hÇ, hE? “AaEr pudŸglãVy ÒvãVy$p ho” Ane ragpudŸglãVy Ae ÒvãVy$p ho, ¹ÚaHt Aapxe. twI nmkke panI. Aahaha¦ mI@anuH paÌmI@a hota hE ne paÌ ho Ôta hE ne grmImeH, grmIne l{ne, mI@anuH paÌ pheluH levuH Ke.paÌnuH mI@u =ay Ae pKI levuH Ke. paÌnuH mI@u =ay Ae pKI, phele AihH to levuH nmkkapanI, mI@aka panI, {sÝkar ke AnuwvkI waHit Aahahaha... smjmeH Aaya? ivxeØAayega pKI hÇ ¹ÚaHt, pudŸgl ãVy ÒvSv$p twI nmkke panI {sÝkarke Anuwv kIwaHit, AEsI AnuwUit vaStvmeH @Ik ho sktI hE? yh pudŸglãVy mera hE ikHtu AEsa toiksI Ýkarse nih. Aahaha¦ jem nmk hE panI ho Ôta hE AEse wgvan cEtNy hE ragho Ôta hE, AEsa kwI hota nih. ivxeØ khega.


Ývcn nH. 86 ga=a 23 =I 25ta. 14-9-78 gu$var wadrva sud-13 sH. 2504 _¿m AaikHcNy \mR pyUR*a` pvR idvs-9

AaikHcNy, ds lÙÌ pvRmeH yhaH sMyGdxRnmeH wI Aek ragka k` wI mera nhÄ.AEsI ¹iÚ hotI hE, Ai\kar clega AhÄya to muinpàkI bat hE. sMyG¹iÚko ragka k`ne rjk` Ae mera nhÄ, mEH to &ayk AanHd Sv$p huH. AEsI ¹iÚ _sko AhÄya sMyG¹iÚkhete hE. _sko dUsra rag hota hE Aasiktka, p` mera hE AEse hota nhÄ. yhaH to muinkoAasiktka rag wI nhÄ Ae btate hE. Aahaha... AaikHcNy hE ne.

itivhe jo ivvßjid ceyìmyrH c sVvha sHgH .loyvvharivrdo i`GgH=¿H hve tSs .. 402..

je muin lok Vyvharse to ivrkt hokr “cey H {\mR Svwav sHgm” cetnmaHix*y Ane sHg _ska wI mmTv KoD de. Aahaha... Aa mera ix*y hE ke Aa mera sHg hEAe wI KoD de. “cey H {\mR” puStk- pIKI kmHDz _smeH wI mmTvka je AHx hE Ae KoDde. Aahaha... AaEr AcetnmeH Aahar, vStI Ane deh. muinko Aahar, rheneka S=an KoDde. _smeHse wI mmTv KoD de. cairƒvHt to hE, Apna Sv$pmeH AanHdmeH rmnevala to hE,p` =oDa ragka AHx ko{ ix*yse mera sHg hE, mera ix*y hE. Aa mera \mR _pkr` pÄKI,kmHDz, puStk {skI wI v<i¿ mmTv Svwavka Aa]yse AanHdka Svad lenese Ae KoDde. ivxeØ AaTmaka AanHdka Anuwv leneko Ae Aasiktka rag Ae bI KoD de. “itivhe ”

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364 smysar isiâ wag-2mn vcn ne kaya, kr` - kravna ne Anumodn, Aavo magR Ke. muinp uH kevuH hoy Aejàve Ke. smjmeH Aaya? muin ne vSƒ ke paƒ to hota n=I - p` ix*yne sHg hoyKe, ke pÄKI kmHDz ne puStk hoy Ke. Aahahaha... Ae ÝTye p` mmTvka AHx KoD de -AaikHcn Ae merI ko{ cIj hE nhÄ. Aahahaha... meH to AtIiNãy AanHdmeH rmnevalaAahahaha... [sko AaikHcNy \mR khete hE ds lÙÌ pvRmeH.

vSƒ ne paƒ to muinko hota hI nhÄ. (vSƒ paƒvala) Ae to muin hE nih.smjmeH Aaya? Aa vÏ paƒ rqkr muin mante hE Ae to muin hE hI nhÄ, Ae toim+ya¹iÚ hE. Aahahaha... p` je e vSƒ ne paƒ KoD idya hE p` AHtrmeH AtIiNãyAanHdka _g‡ cairƒka Svad ilya hE, Aahaha... ijskI nGn dxa hE AaEr ijsko Acetnmor pÄKI kmHDz puStk Aaid hota hE Ae ÝTye wI Ae mEH nhÄ. mEH nhÄ Ae ¹iÚ to ho g{hE. Aa to AiS=rtaka rag Ae mEH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aeklo vItragI wav Ae vItragIwavmeHrmt krte hE, AanHdmeH JUlte hE. _sko AaikHcNy wav khete hE, Ae nvma huAa.

calto Ai\kar. ¹ÚaHt AaVyo Ke ne? ¹ÚaHt-;¹ÚaHt dekr {sI batko SpÚ krtehE' Éã? ke Aa AaTma Ôe &ayk cEtNy Sv$p hE Ae kwI rag$p hota nhÄ Ane raghE Ae cEtNy Sv$p hota nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aa sMyGdxRnkI bat hE. jEse qarapà ijskalÙ` nmk qarapà ijska lÙ` nmk Ae paÌ$p hota huAa idqa{ deta hE, Ae nmkhE yh paÌ$p hota huAa idqa{ deta hE, nmkka paÌ ho Ôta hE. Aahaha¦ ¹ÚaHt tokevo j¡Aone. -nmk hE mI@uH mI@a Ae paÌ ho Ôta hE Aek vat, AaEr ÝvahI p` ijskalÙ` hE AEsa paÌ qara paÌ hota hE ne lv`ka, Ae paÌ nmk$p hota hE, Ôe qarapaÌ hE ne lv`ka Ao mI@a ho Ôta hE, lv` ho Ôta hE. Éã kha? smjmeH Aaya?ke lv` Ôe hE vo paÌp e qara paÌp e ho Ôta hE _ska Svwav hE AaEr paÌ Ôe qarahE Ae mI@ap e ho Ôta hE, lv`p e ho Ôta hE. maze ¹ÚaHt to j¡Ao. Aahaha¦

kyÇ ke qarapà AaEr ãVyTvka Aek sa= rhenemeH Aivro\ hE. qarapà AneãVyTv paÌ hona, Ae to _ska Svwav hE, Ae to Aivro\ hE, nmk hE Ae paÌ ho ÔnaAe to Aivro\ hE, ko{ ivro\ nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ A=aRtŸ _smeH ko{ ba\anhÄ AatI yh to ¹ÚaHt huAa. {sIÝkar lv`kI gaHgDI hE vh qara paÌp e ho Ôy,AaEr qara paÌ hE vo lv`p e ho Ôy, to _smeH ko{ ivro\ nhÄ. Aahaha¦

hve Ae ¹ÚaHtka isâaHt. “inTy _pyog lÙ`vaza ÒvãVy” Aahaha¦ jEselv`kI DlI Ae paÌ$p ho, qara paÌ$p ho p` AaTma inTy _pyog lÙ`vazaÒvãVy pudŸgl ãVy hota huAa idqa{ nihH deta. Ae rag$p hota hE AEsa idqa{ nhÄdeta. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? lv`kI DlI, paÌp e qara paÌp e hotI idqtI hE,AEsa wgvan _pyoglÙ`- &an dxRn _pyog AEsa _pyog Sv$p wgvan kwIdya-danka rag, kwI rag$p ho Ôy, AEsa kwI hota nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

¹ÚaHt=I to smÔy AevI Ke sI\I vat Ke, wgvan inTy _pyog ijska lÙ`


365“sVvNhu naìdõo Òvo _pyog lQqò inCcH” Ae to Ô`n deqn _pyog Sv$pwgvan iƒkaz hE. je _pyog Sv$p wgvan (AaTma) Ae kya A upyog$p rag$pkwI hota hE? mI@aka, lv`ka panI hota hE Ae to Aivro\ hE. p` _pyog lÙ` Sv$pAe A`_pyog rag$p kdI hota hE? ivro\ hE Ae to Aahaha xrIr ne vaÌ$p hota nhÄAe ÝÆ yhaH hE nhÄ. yhaH to wgvan cEtNydz, _pyog lÙ` inTy iƒkaz Ae kwI ragdya dan v‡taidka xuw Axuw rag Ae rag pudŸgl hE. to wgvan, jem lv` Aogz krkepanI hota hE, Aogze Ke ne Aogz khete hE ne? lv`nuH panI ho Ôta hE Aogz krke(ipglkr) AEse wgvan. Aahahaha... xuH ¹ÚaHt¦ cEtNymUitR wgvan, _pyogSv$pwgvan Ae rag A`_pyog hE Ae $pe kdI hota hE? Aahahahaha... cahe to dya dan v‡twi›ka wav ho. p` Ae rag$p wgvan kdI hota hE? Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?Aahaha¦ _pyog Sv$p wgvan Ae ipglkr Éã rag$p hota hE? Aahaha¦ lv` toAogzkr- ipglkr paÌ ho, AEse wgvan &an dxRn _pyog Sv$p Ýwu, Aahaha...Ae kaH{ ipglkrke rag$p hota hE? dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉt, pUÔka ivkLp Ôe hE Ae rag$pÝwu hota hE? Aahahaha¦ to Vyvhar rTnƒyka Ôe rag hE. Aahahahaha¦ devguÌxaÏkI]âa, nv tÀvkI wed$p ]âa, xaÏka baælÙI xBdka &an AaEr pHcmhav‡tka piràmAe rag hE. to wgvan AaTma vItragI xuâ _pyog Sv$p Ýwu AaTma, Aahahaha...kya kwI rag$p hota huAa idqa{ dete hE? Aem khete hE. Aahahaha... taiTvk bat hE,A|yaTm bat hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

qarapà ijska lÙ` hE, AEsa nmk paÌ$p hota huAa idqa{ deta hE? ke ha.AEse inTy _pyog lÙ`vaza ÒvãVy pudŸgl ãVy$p hota huAa idqa{ nhÄ deta.Aahaha¦ cahe to tI=Åkr goƒ baH\e AEsa wav, Ae wav$p kya wgvan &an Sv$p_pyog hota hE? Ae rag to A`_pyog hE, _smeH &ayk Sv$pka _pyog ye to hE hI nhÄAHdrme. Aahahahaha¦ inTy _pyog lÙ`vala, AEsa ilya hE ne? ÒvãVy. wgvan toinTy _pyog lÙ`vala ÒvãVy hE Ae pudŸglãVy$p hota huAa idqa{ nihH deta.Aahaha¦ Ae Vyvhar rTnƒyka rag Ae $pe hota idqa{ nhÄ deta. Aahahaha¦ smjmHeAaya?

cEtNyna nUrna tejna pUr Ýwu, Ae kyaH rag AH\kar Acetn AùpyogASvwavwav Ae $pe wgvan hota idqa{ deta hE? nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ijsko rag A`_pyogApna hE, idqe-Ae ¹iÚ im+yaTv hE. Aahahaha... smjmeH Aaya? ijskI ¹iÚmeH wgvanAanHd ne &an _pyog Sv$p Ýwu, rag$p mEH huH, AEsa wase, Ae pudŸgl$p huAa AemwaSya Ae to im+ya¹iÚ hE. Aahahaha... Ae jEn nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ ijn Sv$pI, _pyogSv$p Ae rag$p hE Ae jEn nhÄ. Aahaha¦ _pyog Sv$p khetaH Ae vStu pote ijn Sv$phI hE. wgvan ijn Sv$pI Ae &an dxRn _pyog Sv$p kho, ke vItragI _pyog Sv$pkho ke vItragwav kho, Ae kya rag$p hota, Vyvhar rTnƒy$p hota dIqta hE? (nhÄ)

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366 smysar isiâ wag-2Aahaha¦ &anIko Apna xuâ _pyog Sv$p wgvan rag$p hota idqte nhÄ, p` raghE _ska Ônna _pyog$pe idqte hE. Aahaha¦ _ska Ane Apna Ônn _pyog Ae $pidqte hE. smjmeH Aaya?

lokoAe AaqI mUz cIj, mUz cIj j Aa hE, Ane mUz cIj ibna b\a v‡t ne tpne inym, pUÔ ne wiÉt ne Aa mHidro ne b\a =o=aH hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae deqnemeH nhÄAata, hE? AaEr inTy A`_pyog lÙ`vala, Aahahaha... same ilya hE. rag Ôe hE,dev-guÌ xaÏkI wiÉtka rag, Ae rag to jD hE. Aahaha¦ inTy A`_pyoglÙ`, ragka to inTy A`_pyog lÙ`, Ane wgvanka to inTy _pyog lÙ`.Aahahaha¦ Ae AaTma, Aa to \Irana kam Ke wa{. Aahaha... AHdr Ônn deqn inTy_pyog lÙ`vazo Ýwu, Ae A`_pyog lÙ` rag, Aa Vyvhar rTnƒyka ivkLp rag,A`_pyog $pe kya AaTma hota hE kwI?(na) Aahahaha¦ AhÄ to khete hE ke ragVyvhar hE _sse inüy hota hE, Are Ýwu xuH kre Ke tuH Aa? pudŸglse AaTma hota hE?smjmeH Aaya?

Ae rag Vyvhar dya, dan, v‡t, wiÉt, dev, guÌ, xaÏkI wi› xaÏka &an, pHcmhav‡tka piràm Ae sb A`_pyog, jD rag hE. Ae A`_pyog jD ragse _pyogSv$p wgvan AaTmaka p¿a iml Ôta hE? AakruH kam wa{. Aahaha... AhÄya khetehE ke wgvan AaTma, A`_pyog je lÙ`vaza pudŸglãVy rag Ae pudŸglãVy hE.Aahaha¦ devguÌ xaÏkI wiÉtka rag, Aahahaha¦ gjb kam kre Ke ne? wa{ tarIcIjnI, tere qbr n=I. Aahaha¦ taro na=, &an Ane dxRn _pyogvazo Ýwu Ae jDrag A`_pyog$p kya idqa{ deta hE? Ane idqa{ deta hE to tum im+ya¹iÚ ho.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

xuH !Ika¦ xuH sarno sar¦ smysar¦ Ae ãVykmR, wavkmR Ane nokmR Ae A`_pyogIcIj hE. Aahaha¦ ãVykmR, wavkmR Ane nokmR, xrIr vaÌ Aaid. dev, guÌ ne xaÏ p`nokmR, Aahaha... Ae Aa Sv$p wgvan _pyog Sv$p hE, Ae A`_pyog Ae!le Aa_pyog ijsmeH nhÄ, AEsa A`_pyog je Aa pr vStu Ae $pe kwI hota hE? Aahaha...

AhÄya to Aem khete hE, ke iƒlokna= wgvanno ix*y AaTma hota hE? Aahahaha...prãVyka AaTma ix*y hota hE? (na). Aahahaha¦ AakruH pDe Aa ma`sne, dev guÌxaÏne p` [iNãy kha hE. Aa AaTma AÌiNãy hE, Tyare Aa xrIr, Aa [iNãyaH,waveiNãy AaEr devguÌ xaÏ Ane SƒI ku!uHb pirvar, Ae sb [iNãy hE, Ae!le ke Ae jDhE, AanI ApeÙaAe hoH AenI ApeÙaAe nhÄ. jEse Apna SvãVykI ApeÙase wgvankaãVy wI AãVy hE. Aahaha¦ _skI ApeÙase ãVy wgvan pUr` hE p` Aa AaTma ãVyhE Ae ApeÙase pr AãVy hE. wgvan AaTmaka Ùeƒ Sv-Ùeƒ hE to prka Ùeƒ te AaAaTmanI ApeÙaAe AÙeƒ hE, SvkazkI ApeÙaAe Apna AaTma iƒkaz hE, to ApnIApeÙaAe prkazka _smeH Akaz hE. pr Akaz hE, AaEr mera wgvan pU aRnHd wav,


367wavSv$p mEH huH, to Ae wavkI ApeÙase, sb tI=Åkroka wav wI Aa wavkI ApeÙaAeAwav Sv$p hE- yuglÒ¦ AavI vatuH Ke. Are magR te magR¦ Aahahaha¦

waØa to sadI Ke, wav to wa{ je Ke Ae Ke. Aahaha¦ inTy _pyog lÙ`vazaÒvãVy wgvan ÒvãVy to inTy &an dxRnna lÙ`na _pyogvaza Òv hE. Aahaha¦Ae pudŸglãVy$p hota huAa nhÄ idqa{ deta. Ae rag$pe hota hE AEsa idqa{ nhÄ deta,to rag Aata hE ne? p` rag$pe ho AEsa idqa{ nhÄ deta. Ae ragse p<=k Apna_pyog hE, Ae $pe idqa{ deta hE, ragka je &an pr ÝkaxkkI ApeÙase Ane ApnaAaTma Sv-Ýkax Ae SvprÝkaxk _pyogp e AaTma idqa{ deta hE. Aahaha¦ \m±koVyvhar rTnƒyka &an Ôe yhaH hota hE, SvprÝkaxk Ae _pyog$p idqa{ deta hE,rag$p AaTma hE AEsa idqa{ deta nhÄ. Aahaha¦

v<i¿ ijtnI _@tI hE yh sb A`_pyog hE. Ae _pyog Sv$p wgvan AaTma,Ae A`_pyog$pe kwI idqte hE? Ane idqe tere to tuH im+ya¹iÚ hE. Aahaha¦ AaTma&ayk AanHd Ýwu _pyog Sv$pI (hE) rag _pyog Sv$pI idqa{ de tereko, to AaTmajD huAa. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ae _pyogSv$p wgvan iwþ n rha. AavI vatHuhve AakrI pDe ma`sne. xuH =ay?

Are wa{ kal j¡Aone ibcara j¡van Kokra be wa{Ao bey muHga ne bhera, AenImane kevuH =atHu hxe? Aek Kokro Aavo =yo TyaH bIÔe paKo Aevo =yo, hve ibcara pazInemo!a kyaR Ke hoHixyar bey paKa hÇ. Aahaha¦ Ae ÉãH saHwzte nhÄ, bol skte nhÄAEsa wav hE, to Ae wav$p Éã ho gya Ae AaTma? AaTma to inTy _pyog Sv$phE AHdr. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

xuH !UHkI vatmaH wgvan AaTma, Ônn deqn inTy _pyog Sv$p Ýwu Ae AÔÀne Anupyog AEsa rag ne dya, dan, v‡t Aaidka ivkLp Ae $p kwI idqa{ deta hEÝwu? Aahahahaha¦ cEtNy to Apna xuâ _pyogp e idqa{ deta hE, ragp e idqa{nhÄ deta. Aahahaha¦ hE ke nhÄ, pa!ÌÒ¦ Aa AHdr hE, AHdr hoH. Aahaha¦ wgvan pasepDã hE ne AHdr. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ Ae AÙr$pe kwI AaTma huAa hI nhÄ, xaÏkIrcna AaTma(ne) kwI ikya hI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ xaÏ to jD prma u hE, _skI rcnaÉã kre AaTma, p` Ao trfka Ôe rag hE Ae $pe wI AaTma hota nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

kyÇik nvtÀvmeH Ae xuw Axuw rag Ae pu~y papka tÀv hE. smjmeH Aaya? AeAaTmtÀv nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ÉõHik nvmeH &ayk tÀv to iwNn hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae Ô`n-deqn _pyog Sv$p wgvan, to Ae ragse to iwNn hE, AEsa wgvan AaTma rag$pkEse ho. iwNn$p hE yh AiwNn$p kEse ho? Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? JIÌ vat bhuwa{¦ Aahaha¦

AaEr inTy A`_pyog lÙ`vaza pudŸglãVy, Ae rag hE yh inTy Anupyog hE.Aahaha¦ Ae dev guÌ xaÏkI wiÉtka rag, Aa AartI _tarna ne jy naray`, jy

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368 smysar isiâ wag-2naray`, smosr`maH wgvan pase gye jy naray`. Aahaha¦ hIrana =az, mÌrtnna dIva kLpv<Ùna fUl smosr`meH saÙatŸ jy ho. p` Ao rag hE, Ae iÊya to(AaTma) kr skte nhÄ, p` rag$p hota nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ Aey¦ AavuH saHwZyuH n=Iko{ id' NyaH. (]ota:- ÉãHy Ke nhÄ) Ae to Ae khe Ke ne Amare pa!ÌÒ khe Ke ne? keAavuH SpÚIkr`... (]ota:- rag hoy to boÔe lage) boÔe lage. kæuHne kale kha =a ne(]ota:- boÔe j lage) _pyog Sv$p wgvan _smeH ragka boÔ war Aata hE Aaya=a ne kl. Aahahaha¦ boÔka A=R Ae iwNn cIj hE to Ae ApnemeH Aa sktI nhÄ.Aahaha¦ du:q$p lgtI hE. Aahaha¦

inTy A`_pyog lÙ`vala pudŸgl ãVy, Aahahaha... Ae Vyvhar rTnƒyka ragAe inTy A upyog lÙ`vaza jD ãVy hE Ae to. Aahaha¦ Arere¦ ivØymeH rag hotahE Ae rag to A upyog jD hE Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ sMyG¹iÚ Òv, xaHitna=, kuH=una=,Arna= 96 hÔr SƒIAo, Aahaha... Ae to mEH nhÄ, p` Ao trfka rag huAa yh wImEH nhÄ. Aahaha¦ mera wgvan [iNãyka ivØy Ane ragmeH Aaya hI nhÄ ne. Aahahahaha¦mEH ßyaH huH TyaH A upyog rag te hE hI nhÄ nee. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Aa to 19 mI var vHcay Ke smysar swameH, 18 var Aekek var gò toAogÌsmI var to v\are SpiÚkr` hota hE ke nhÄ? Aahaha¦

Ae ragse AaTmako law hota hE AEsI _pdex xElI p` im+yaTv hE. Aahahaha¦kyÇik rag hE A upyog Sv$p jD, kya _pyog Sv$pI AaTma jD ho Ôta hE?Aahahaha¦ rag Vyvharka ho p` _skI ruic KoDkr wgvan &ayk Sv$pkI ¹iÚmeHAaya, TyaH kya rag wavse _pyog wav Ýg! huAa? A upyogwavse kya _pyogSv$p wgvan ÔnnemeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ to Vyvharse AaTma inüy Ýaº kr sktehE? Ýwu Ae kya hE bat. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? inTy A`_pyog lÙ`vazapudŸglãVy, ÒvãVy hota huAa deqnemeH nhÄ Aata. Aahaha¦ Ae Vyvhar rTnƒyka raginTy _pyog lÙ`vaza idqnemeH nhÄ deta, Aahahaha... _sse inTy _pyog lÙ`kawan hota hE AEsa idqnemeH nhÄ Aata. Aahaha¦ yuglÒ¦ ko!amaHy grbD hale Ke b\I,FÌ yuglÒ Ke toy. (]ota:- sara ihNduStanmeH grbD hE, A&an hoy TyaH grbD jhoy ne) wgvan Aa to be ne be car jevI vat Ke. Aahahaha¦ AhÄ Ýwu Aem khete hEsHto. Aahaha¦ kuHdkuHdacayRnI ga=amaH Ae wav wyaR hE, Ae Am<tcHãacayeR tkRse !Ika krkewav inkala hE. wgvan, rag Ôe hE, cahe to devguÌxaÏkI wiÉt Aaidka rag ho,mhav‡tka rag, Ae A`_pyog rag kya _pyogSv$p wgvan(AaTma) ho skta hE?Aahahaha¦ _ska A=R to Ae huAa ne ke Vyvhar je A upyog rag hE _sse _pyogSv$pkI ¹iÚ hotI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

wgvanna ]Imuqe ßyare Ae VyaQya nIkztI hoy sHtone, Aahahaha... !Ika p`!Ika, Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦ wrtÙeƒmaH Aa smysar jEsa ko{ xaÏ nhÄ, jena Aek


369Aek pdmaH iktnI gHwIrta. Aahaha¦ qoltaH qoltaH par n Aave AevI vat Ke AHdr.

_pyog Sv$p wgvan kya Anu_pyog Sv$p idqa{ deta hE? Aa An_pyogSv$p rag(meH) kya _pyog Sv$p AaTma idqa{ deta hE? Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?Aahaha¦ sMyGdxRn wan hota hE, Aahahaha... Tyare kya _pyog Sv$p wgvan Aorag mHd huAa hE, to _sse _pyog Sv$pkI ¹iÚ hu{? Ane pKI Aahaha... _pyog Sv$pwgvan AaTma AnuwvmeH Aaya? AaEr AHtrmeH Ôneka iS=r honeka wav Aaya?Aahaha¦ Ae dIiÙt hote hE. Aahahaha... Ae xrIrne rmaDnarI tuH SƒI, mEH to merI AnuwUitAanHdka na= maro wgvan AenI pase Ôna cahta huH, KoD de. Aahahahaha... rÔ mageVyvhare, n KoDe toy caLyo Ôy Ae to. smjmeH Aaya? p` Vyvhar AEsa ilya hEH.Aahahaha... marI AanHd$pI AnuwUit merI pas hE. Aahaha¦ _pyogSv$p kho keAanHdSv$p wgvan AaTma merI rmtomaH rmnevala mEH, hve Aa xrIrne rmaDnarI SƒIAe merI nhÄ, KoD de merekuH. n KoDe to mEH cla Ôta huH. Aahaha¦ mara wgvan pase huHjva maguH KuH. xuâ _pyog, inTy _pyog AEsa mEH wgvan AaTma. Aahahaha¦ Ae_pyogkI iS=rta krneko mEH Ôta huH. dehkI iÊya krneko ke mhav‡t krneko Aem nhÄ, Ôe_pyog Sv$p hE _smeH iS=rta krneko mEH Ôta huH. Aahaha.¦

vnmaH Akela isHh ne vaFnI ƒaDuH hoy TyaH Aa Aeklo caLyo Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae_pyog Sv$p AanHdka Svad Aaya hE, Ane An_pyog Sv$p ragka Svad KU! gya hE.smjmeH Aaya? AavI VyaQya hve, be lI!ImaH to, Aahahaha... inTy Anupyog AemragmeH inTy An_pyog hE, Aahaha... Vyvhar rTnƒyka ragmeH kwI kaH{ _pyogkaAHx Aata hE? inTy Anupyog lÙ`vala pudŸglãVy, ÒvãVy hota huAa deqnemeH nhÄAata. Aahahahaha¦ Ae _pyog Sv$p wgvan AaTma rag$p ho Ôy AEsa idqnemeHnhÄ Aata. Vyvhar _ska ragse mEH _pyog Sv$p AaTmameH Aa Ôë AEsa idqnemeH nhÄAata. Aahaha¦ pr FrmeH mEH rhuH to SvFrmeH mEH Aa Ôë AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Are AavIvat. xuH !Ika, xuH !Ika¦

konI pe@e? Ýkax AaEr AH\kar Aek sa= idqa{ nhÄ dete, ÉyoHik Ýkax AaErAH\karkI waHit, hve j¡Ao phele kha ke lv` Ôe qara hE Ae pa`I$p hota hE. AaEr qarapa`I nmk$p hota hE, AEse rag hE Ae AaTma$p ho Ôy AaEr AaTma rag$p ho ÔyAEsa kwI bnte nhÄ.

hve AiStka ¹ÚaHt idya Ýkax AaEr AH\karkI waHit, Aahahaha... _pyog wgvanAe to Ýkax hE, Ane rag Vyvhar Ae AH\kar hE. Aahahahaha... ware vat wa{. wgvanAem khe Amara _pr taruH lÙ hE ye _pyog AH\kar hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?prãVy trf tera lÙ rhete hE Ae _pyog rag hE, Aahahaha... Ae AH\kar hE Ane wgvanto _pyog Sv$p Ýkax hE, kya Ýkax AH\kar$p hota hE? (]ota:- kwI nhÄ hota)AH\kar Ýkax$p hota hE? Aahaha¦ Aa to pkDay AevuH Ke. Aa kaH{, Aahaha...

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370 smysar isiâ wag-2Ýkax AaEr AH\karkI pe@e. _pyog Anupyogka, _pyog Ae Ýkax hE Ane A upyog

rag Ae AH\kar hE, AekI sa= rhenemeH ivro\ hE. AekI sa= rhenemeH ivro\ka A=R hE ÝkaxAne AH\kar bey Aek cIj hE, AEse rhenemeH ivro\ hE. dUsrI vat xuâ _pyogka wanmeHrag Aaya, p` rag sa=meH hE ye iwþ trIke hE, Ae Ýkax trIke sa=meH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? Ýkax Ane AH\kar Aek sa= nhÄ rh skte, _ska A=R? ke cEtNy_pyog Ýkax Ane rag _pyog AH\kar do Aek nhÄ ho Ôta. smjmeH Aaya? Aek sa=rheneka A=R? ke rag$pe AaTma ho Ôy Ane xuâ$pe p`,(rhe) AEsa nhÄ hota. Apnaxuâ _pyog Sv$p wgvan AaTma AEsa wan huva to kmÔerIse rag Vyvhar AatahE. p` vo A`_pyog iwþ rhete hE. _pyogmeH Aek sa= Aa Ôta hE. sa=ka A=R?_pyog ne A`_pyog Aek ho Ôta hE AEsa nhÄH. p` &an _pyog huAa TyaH A`_pyogragaid bakI Aata hE. ho¦ p` Ae AH\kar Ane ÝkaxnI pe@e iwNn cIj hE. Aahahaha¦Are Aekvar m|yS==I saHwze ne to qbr pDe, Ae ivro\ kre Ke xuH kre Ke Ýwu. Aekdminüyawas, qo!uH, jUõa, wgvanne p` jUõu @rave Ke ne AevuH lqe Ke Lyo¦ Are Ýwu xuHkre Ke tuH Aa? Aahaha¦ Aene Aem ke Aa Vyvhar=I kaH{k law =ay Aem mane to toAnekaHt khevay. Aahaha¦ p` AhÄya to AH\kar Ane Ýkax bey iwþ cIj g`vamaHAavI Ke. Vyvhar AH\karse Ýkax cEtNy Ýkax Ônta hE? Aahahaha¦

lv`no daqlo, to lv` to paÌp e hota hE AEse Ýkax AH\kar$p hota hE?qarapaÌ mI@a$p hota hE AEse AH\kar Ýkax$p hota hE? Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?Ýkax AaEr AH\karnI pe@e _pyog ne Anupyogka Aek hI sa= rhenemeH ivro\ hE. Aek hIsa=ka A=R? _pyogka wan hE TyaH Aa rag AH\kar ho p` bey Aek hE AEse Aek sa=nhÄ rhete. Aahaha... _pyog wI hE Ane AH\kar wI _pyogmeH hE, AEsa nhÄ. rag AH\karVyvhar Aata hE p` vh iwþ hokr rhete hE Aek$p nhÄ hota. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? Aahahaha¦ xuH xElI¦

&anIko Vyvhar AH\kar Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ jblg vItrag n ho tblgdevguÌ xaÏka ivkLp Aata hE p` hE AH\kar, Aahahahaha... KteH Ae ÝkaxnI pase yerhe skte hEH, mgr Ýkax$p hokr rhe skte nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:- AakruH ÉãHKe?) AakruH n=I. p` lokone ÉãH bese Ke, mo!a pHiDto ivro\ kre Ke ne. Aahaha... xuH kre,v`±Òno daqlo b\a Aape Ke. j¡Ao v`±ÒAe kæuH Ke ke song#nuH saihTy DubanevalahE. AevuH lqe Ke. Ae e kæuH'tuH kar`ke inim¿se wI kwI hota hE AEse mante =e, Êmbâ nhÄ.to ye iv$â krte =e vat sacI.

AbI to _sne kbul ikya hE, kElascHdÒ. Ae vqte k‡mbâ nhÄ mante =e. hve kbUlikya hE Êmbâ hE, AaEr inim¿ mante hE song#vala, p` inim¿se hota hE Aem nhÄmante Ae!lHu khe Ke. Aeva be bol AaVya Ke. Ae be ccaR mo!I ={ htI, terkI salv`±ÒkI sa= mo!I ccaR. Aahahaha... Ýwu Aa marg Aam Ke wa{. (]ota:- \Ire \Ire


371kbUl kre) \Ire \Ire kbUl kre. bat to AEsI hE. Amara yuglÒ !a#a ma`s hE ne Ae!le\Ire \Ire. Aahahaha... magR j Aa Ke ne Ýwu. Ane te p` be ne be car jEsI bat hEVyvhar hota hE {skI iksne na paDI, p` Ae Vyvhar AH\kar hE. Aahaha¦ Ae Ýkaxne AH\kar Aek sa=e rhete nam Aek$p ho Ôte hE, AEse nhÄ. Ae to wa{ Ý&aKIÌ AaVyuHKe ne? Ý&aKIÌ, rag Ane Svwavka wan Aek sa= rhe skte hE. (]ota:- sHi\ Ke) KtaHsHi\ Ke Ae vzI j¡dI raqI Ke Aa to Aek sa= rheta hE Ae ÝÆ Ke. kzx!IkamaH lI\uH KeVyvharka rag Ane wgvankI pirìt xuâ cEtNy Aek sa= rhe skte hE. Aek sa= Ae!leAek smymeH rhe skte hE, mgr Aek hokr nhÄ rhe skte, iwþ hokr rhe skte, _smeH ko{ivro\ nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ kho, smÔy Ke ke nhÄ kaH{? Aene Aola natmaH wzva sa!u,AektalIs hÔr wyaR paKa, song#Iya ={ gya Ko te ka#I mUko, ka#I mUko, pKI natmaHwzva AektalIs hÔr wyaR pKI hve ko{ bole nhÄ Aem.

Are wgvan Aa magR tara cEtNynI Ôtno Ýwu Aa magR hE. wa{ Aa ko{ pÙne vaDo n=I. Aahaha¦ tuH kEsa AHdr xuâ _pyog, inTy _pyog Sv$p Ýwu, Aahahaha...Ae rag A`_pyogse kEse Ýaº ho? AH\karse Ýkax kEse Ýaº ho? Aahaha¦ Ane ÝkaxmeHAH\kar Aekmek khaHse ho? Aem xuâ_pyogmeH, _pyog Sv$p lÙ`ka wan huAa, pIKerag to Aata hE Vyvhar, p` Aek$pe kEse ho? iwþ$pe Aek sa= rhe skte hE, Aek$phokr sa= nhÄ rhe skte. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aa nvmo idvs Ke Aaj, heH? Afrid' Ke, nvno AaHk. Aahaha¦ &aney Afr Ke wa{, Aa vStu AevI Ke.

kho, JaHJrIÒ¦ Ae b\a Ag‡esr Ke TyaH. Aahaha¦ AHtrIÙ, Aola tofan kre Aam,xuH kre bapu, wa{¦ Aahaha¦ Aa idgHbr \mR to Anaid snatn hE, Ae ko{ n{ cIjnhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? ¬etaHbr to be hÔr vØR phele nya inkla, _smeH Aa cIj hE nhÄAEsI. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha... sUrjnI pe@e Ýkax _pyog Sv$p Ýkax AaTma Ane AH\arasman rag Aek sa= kyuH rhe? Aek$p Aeksa= kyuH rhe? Aek$p hokr Aeksa= kyuH rhe?iwþ$p hokr Aek smymeH Aek sa= rhe skte hE. Aahaha¦ Ae jD AaEr cEtNy kwI wIAek nhÄ ho skte. rag jD Ane wgvan cEtNyÝwu Ae kwI Aek nhÄ ho skte.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? {silye tuH svR Ýkarse ÝsNn ho, Aahahaha... Ae ÝsNnho ÝsNn Ýwu¦ terI cIj rag$p kwI hu{ nhÄ, rag teremeH kwI Aaya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ÝsNn ={ Ô Aekvar. Aahaha¦ A=aRtŸ ragse iwþ hokr AanHdka Anuwv kr.Aahahaha¦ Ae p‡sNn, Aahaha... Ae p‡sNnkumarÒ Aa Ýsþ Aaya deqo. Aahahaha¦tera Sv$p Ýwu ragse iwþ hE, Ae rag$p huAa nhÄ. AaEr tum rag$p huAa nhÄ. bs.Aahahaha¦ wed&an krke Ýsþ ho Ô. Aahaha¦ Apne ic¿ko _ßjvl krke sav\anho. SvãVyko hI yh mera hE {s Ýkar Anuwv kr mEH to xuâ Sv$pI wgvan huH AEsaAnuwv kr. Aahaha¦ ivxeØ khega.


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Ývcn nH. 87 ga=a r3 =I rp t=a 26 t=a }lok - 23-24ta. 1p-9-78 xuÊvar, wadrva sud-caEdx sH. 2p04 _¿m b‡ïcyR idn

ds lÙÌ pvR, dsma idvs hE b‡ïcyR, dsma cairƒka wed hE ye phele to b‡ïnam AaTma ragse iwNn _skI ¹iÚ Anuwv hona. _ska nam Ý=m sMyGdxRn hE. b‡ïnam AtIiNãy AanHd Ýwu _ska Anuwv ragse iwþ hokr hona Ae to Ý=m sMyGdxRnwUimka hE. Ae _praHt Sv$pmeH AanHdme ivxeØ rmte rmte cairƒ dxa Ýg! hu{ _smeHdsma bol _¿m b‡ïcyR hE. to vo wI, b‡ï nam wgvan AaTma AemaH cyaR rmna,lIn hona _ska nam b‡ïcyR ds lÙÌpvRmeH KeLla khenemeH Aata hE.

jo pirhreid sHgH mihla H ev pSsde $vH .kamkhaidi`y¿o `vha bHwH hve tSs.. 403..

Ôe muin SƒIAokI sHgit nihH krta, Aahaha... Apna Sv$pka sHgmeH SƒIka sHgnhÄ krta, AaEr “nev pSs{ $`s' _skae $p nhÄ deqte kem ke ivØyomaH muQy cIj toSƒI hE, to _ska sHg KoDna ne _ska $p nhÄ deqna. Aahaha... AaEr “kam khaidinyto” kamkI k=a, ivØykI k=a, Smr` Aaid AaEr ivØy huAa vo phele, _ska SmrÀaid KoDna. Aahaha¦ AanHd Sv$p wgvanka Smr` kre ke kamwogkI k=aka Smr`kre. Aahaha¦ ijsko jEsa Ýem hE _ska Smr` kre. Aahaha¦

\m±ko to Apna b‡ïcyR AaTma ÝTye Ýem Ane pir`mn hE. Aahaha¦ to _skasHgmeH rhe prka sHg KoD de. AEsa nv Ýkar mn, vcn, kaya, k<t, kairt, AnumodnsektaR hE Aahahaha¦ mnse b‡ïcyR pazta hE vaÌse kheta hE AaEr kayase _sse dUr rhetahE. kr`, kravvuH Ane Anumodn Ae A=RmeH ilya hE. b‡ï nam AaTma _smeH lIn hona Aeb‡ïcyR hE pr ãVymeH AaTma lIn ho _smeH SƒImeH lIn hona muQy hE. prãVymeH lIn honemeH_smeH SƒImeH lIn hona muQy hE. Aahaha... to _ska to sHg hona nhÄ. nv vaDe b‡ïcyRhota hE. smjmeH Aaya?

b‡ïcarIka muinkI bat hE ne, to SƒIka sHgmeH, SƒIko xIqana _skI pas besnaAe bat hotI nhÄ hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ae p` Aek Ýem ne rag hE Ae KoD dete hE. Aahaha..

Apna AanHdka na= wgvan, b‡ïanHd Ýwu Am<tka sagr, _smeH sHgmeH Ône...Aahaha... Ae AsHgka sHg krne, Aa prka sHgmeH kya hE tere? Aahaha... AavI vat Ke.Aena pKI ivxeØ wed lI\a Ke. sHgit krna, $p inrqna, k=a krna Ae sb KoDna.

yhaH Aaya hE, deqo ga=a cltI hE ne rp kya khete hE, Aa Òv Ai\kar hE, towgvan AaTma _pyog Sv$p cEtNy Òv AaEr ragaid pudŸglaid sb A upyog jD,to doko iwþ krke, Aaha... do Aek nhÄ huAa kwI. “jD AaEr cEtNy kwI wI Aek nhÄho skte” AaiqrkI do lI!I hE, wgvan &anSv$p AaTma Ane ragaid Acetn A upyog,


373Ae _pyog Ane A upyog kwI Aek ho skte nhÄ. Aahaha¦ {silye tuH svR ÝkarseÝsþ ho. Aahahaha... kya khete hE? wgvan pU aRnHd &anSv$p Ýwu Ane rag do Aekhote nhÄ kwI. Aahaha¦ to Ýsþ ho hve. Aahaha¦ ragse iwNn hokr Apna Anuwvkr hve. ÉyoHik do Aek hE nhÄ, do Aek hota nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ýsþ =a, Ýwu khe Ke,Aahahaha... Ae ÝsþÒ¦ Aahahaha... Ýwu terI cIj AHdr ragna ivkLpse iwþ pDI hEne? Ae kwI AekTv hu{ nhÄ ne? Aahahaha¦ AekTv hu{ nhÄ to iwNnka Anuwv krnemeHÝsþ =a. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. smjmeH Aaya? AanHd Sv$p Ýwu, Ae rag Sv$pdu:q, A` _pyog, Ae AanHd Ane A`_pyog kwI Aek huAa hI nhÄ. Aahaha.

cahe to Aa dya danno rag ho ke Aa sHsarna kmana AEsa b\a pap rag ho.Aahahaha¦ Ae sb A`_pyog jD hE, wgvan terI cIj(AaTma) _smeH Aek hu{ nhÄkwI. Aek hu{ nhÄ to Ýsþ =a ne. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke. {silye tuH svR p‡karseÝsþ =a. Aahaha¦ iwþ hE yh kwI Aek hu{ nhÄ. Aahaha... to ragse iwþ terI cIjpDI hE, Aek hu{ hI nhÄ to {skI _pr ¹iÚ krke AanHdka Anuwv kr. Aahahaha¦ JIÌvat bhu. Aahaha¦ Aek hu{ ho to tere j¡dI paDnemeH muXkel pDe. p` Aek hu{ nhÄne khete(hE). Aahahaha¦

cahe to Ae xuw Axuw rag ho, xrIr vaÌ kmR to iwþ hI hE, p` xuw Axuwrag hE yh wgvan vItrag Sv$p _pyog Sv$p Ae A`_pyog ragmeH AekTv kwIhuAa hI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ae Anek te Anek$pe rha hE, Anek rag Ane AaTma Aek AeAek$p kwI huAa hI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ýsþ =a. guÌna AaxIvaRd j¡Ao. tuH quxIne Ôherkr, Aem khete hE quxImeH Ôher kr, Aohoho¦ mEH ragse to iwþ rha huH, AEsa iwþkaAnuwv kr, Ýsþ =a, p‡sþ =a. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. svR Ýkarse Ýsþ ho, ko{rIte p` qed n kr. terI cIj iwþ pDI hE Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ pDI hE iwþ _ska Anuwvkrna to Ýsþ ho Ône. Aahahaha¦

Ae ragse iwþ Ýwu AHdr A`Äiã, A`Äiãy p` AnHt AanHd Sv$p Ýwu, [iNãyaH_smeH hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae cIj ßyare ragse ivkLpse cahe to AnHtkaz huAa p` Aeragna ivkLp ne inivRkLp Ýwu, (AaTma) Aek huAa nih hE, to Ýsþ =a ne Ýwu.Aahahaha¦ terI j¡dI cIj hE TyaH njr krne, Aare AavI vatuH Ke. smjmeH Aaya?

“Apne ic¿ko _jjvz krke sav\an ho” Aahaha¦ inmRz ic¿, inmRz pyaRyÝg! krke, Aaha¦ sav\an, Sv$p trf ho Ô. rag ne pu~y trf Anaidse Aek nhÄ =aKtaH Ae trfkI Aektabuiâ manI'tI teH. Aahahaha... AavI cIj AakrI bhu. \H\a AaidnIiÊya Ane _>ogne Ae to b\I jDnI iÊya. Aahahaha¦ _sse to Ýwu iwþ hE hI. pÀpnemeH kmÔerIse rag ne äeØna piràm du:q$p hota hE, Ae Ýwu AanHd Sv$p du:q$pkwI huAa hI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ huAa nhÄ to pIKe AanHd krne, Ýsþ krne Sv$pmeHsav\an ho Ône. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH AakrI pDe ma`sne. Aem ke smiktnI _Tpi¿na

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374 smysar isiâ wag-2karò to b\a Aava hoy ne Aava hoy, p` Aa kar` hE wiÉt krvI ne pUÔ krvI neb\uH krvuH Aena=I smiktnI _Tpi¿ =ay Aava b\a ixÙ` Aape. Aahaha¦

mHidr bnavva ne mHidrka dxRn krva ne Ae b\a sMykŸka kar` hE, AEsa xIqve,Are Ýwu xuH kre Ke vat wa{ mHidr to @Ik, mHidr trfka wav hE rag Ae bI @Ik, Ae wIiwþ, p` AHdrmeH ivkLp é@e ke mEH AaTma AaEr AnHt gu $p, Aahahaha... AEse ivkLpé@e _sse wI to Ýwu tum AekTv to kwI huAa nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ rag, rag$pe rha,wgvan xuâ$pe rha yhaH to. Aahaha¦ sav\an =a¦ Aahaha¦ gjb bat hE¦ sHtonIidgHbr sHtonI vaÌ to j¡Ao. Aahaha¦ smy vteR sav\an¦ n=I kheta? lG™ AaveTyare, lG™no ÝsHg hoy kNyano ÝsHg, saDa Aa@ bj gya, !a{m ho gya laAo, smyvteR sav\an, kNyane lavo. AhÄ smy vteR sav\an¦ tera smy smysar AaTmaragse iwþ hE, sav\an ho Ô. Aahaha... AavuH k@` pDe lokone. Vyvhar sa\n=I =tuHhoy ne? Vyvhar sa\n Ae hE hI nhÄ. Aahaha... smjmeH Aaya?

{s Ýkar Anuwv kr, AaEr SvãVyko hI yh mera hE, mEH to AanHd ne &an Sv$pSvãVy hI mera hE. rag Aaid Ae b\a prãVy hE AaEr SvãVy ne prãVy Aek kwI huAanhÄ. sav\an hokr yh SvãVy mera hE AEsa Anuwv kr. Aahaha¦ Ae be lI!ImaH toAavI vat Ke. _padan-inim¿na JFDa inim¿ hoy to =ay, inüy Vyvharna JFDa,Vyvhar=I inüy =ay, Arere p‡wu xuH kre Ke tuH? inim¿ Ae prãVy, _padan SvãVynIpyaRy hotI hE Tyare inim¿ ho, p` prãVyse _smeH hota hE kaH{ AEsa nhÄ, Aem Vyvharho, rag$p Vyvhar ho p<=k, p` _sse wgvan AaTma iwþ hE, ragse to AaTmakokaH{ law hota hE, AEsa hE nhÄ. ragse to nuksan hota hE. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya?

puruØa=R isiâ _paymeH to TyaH lg kha. ke tI=Åkr goƒ baH\e je wave AaEr AaharkxrIr je wave baH\e Ae wav Apra\ hE. Aahahahaha¦ Ae AaTma nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AeAaTma Ýwu AHdr xuâ cEtNyFn hE ne, Aaha¦ _smeH sav\an ho Ô. Ane Ae SvãVy merahE AEsa Anuwv kr. ragko KoD de. Aaha... AavI vat Ke. (]ota:- smikt Ýaiºno_pay Ke) ha. Aa _pay Aa. bakI { b\uH bIj¡ krvanuH khe Ke. smikt _Tpi¿na kar`,Vyvhar naqxe. pHcm Aarana KeDa su\I sa\u-bapu sa\u p` kya sa\u bapu gMy ÙeƒmeHto idqte nhÄ. moÙmagR ÝkaxkmeH ilqte hE. Are Ýwu xenI tkrar kre Ke wa{¦ hÒ tosMyGdxRnka @ekaàH nhÄ. Aahaha¦ sa\upà bapu, Ýwu tera ihtnI vat hE na= AihtnapH=e tuH iht man lega, du:q hoga wa{. Aahaha¦ Aene Apman lage ke Ame AavuH krIAene muinp uH nih? bapu tne du:q xenuH? Ae ragnI iÊya Ae du:q$p hE Aena=I AaTmanoAanHd Ýaº =ay Aem bne nhÄ tIn kazmeH. Aahahaha... {s Ýkar yh ãVy mera hE, rageynhÄ, dya dan v‡t ivkLp Ae mEH nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ Ae SƒI ku!uHb pirvar to ko{ merahE nhÄ. hE¦ Ae to prcIj hE Aena kar e Aa{ hE ne !kI rhI hE p` meremeH mera Apra\se


375Ôe ivkLp hota hE, yh wI merI cIj nhÄ. Aahaha¦

wava=R: yh A&anI Òv pudŸgl ãVyko Apna mante hE. Ae ragaid pu~y Aaidwav Ae pudŸglãVy hE qreqr. Aahaha¦ _se _pdex dekr sav\an ikya hE, jD-cetn ãVydono svR=a iwþ iwþ hE, rag ne xrIr ne Ýwu AaTma tdŸn iwþ hE. Aahaha¦Aahahaha... \Irana kam Ke wa{. cetn ãVy svR=a iwþ hE. kwI wI iksI wI Ýkar ko{kaze ne ko{ Ýkare Aek$p nhÄ hote. Aahaha¦ ragno ivkLp Ane Ýwu AaTma, ko{ kaze,ko{ Ýkare Aek nhÄ hota. inüyse nhÄ p` Vyvharse to hE ke nhÄ? Aey nhÄ Aem kheKe. Aahaha¦ AEsa svR& wgvane deqa hE, “sVvNhu na` idõo” wgvane to _pyog$pIAaTma svR&e Aene deqa hE Ae A`_pyog rag ($p) kEse ho Ôy? wgvane to teraAaTmako ragse iwþ deqa hE. Aahaha¦ wgvane deqa hE AEsa tuH deq. Aahaha¦ mEH &andxRn _pyog ragse iwþ huH, _pyog merI cIj hE. Aahahaha¦ AEsa wgvane deqa hE{silye he A&anI tuH prãVyko Aek$p manna KoD de. Aahaha... Ae Vyvharno rag_sse mere law hoga (Ae bat) KoD de. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? prãVyko Aek$pmanna KoD de, Vy=RkI maNytase bs kr. Aahaha... jUõI maNyta=I AlmŸ. Aahaha¦}lok khexe hve.

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(mailnI)

Aiy k=mip m<Tva tÀvkaEtUhlI snŸAnuwv wv mUteR: pa¬Rvt± muhUtRmŸ.p<=g= ivlsNtH SvH smaloÉy yenTyjis Jigit mUTyaR sakmekTvmohmŸ.. 23..

hve Aa j A=RnuH kzx$p kaVy khe Ke:-}loka=R:- (Aiy) ;Aiy' Ae komz sHbo\nna A=RvazuH AVyy Ke. AacayR

komz sHbo\n=I khe Ke ke he wa{¦ tuH (k=mŸ Aip) ko{ p` rIte mha kÚe A=va(m<Tva) mrIne p` (tÀvkaEtUhlI snŸ) tÀvono kaEtUhlI ={ (mUteR: muhUtRmŸ pa¬Rvt±wv) Aa xrIraid mUtR ãVyno Aek muhUtR (be FDI) paDoxI ={ (Anuwv) Aa„anoAnuwv kr (A= yen) ke je=I (SvH ivlsNtH) potana Aa„ane ivlas$p, (p<=kŸ)svR prãVyo=I j¡do (smaloÉy) deqI (mUTyaR sakmŸ) Aa xrIraidk mUitRk pudŸglãVysa=e (OkTvmohmŸ) Aekp`ana mohne (Jigit Tyjis) tuH turt j KoDxe.

wava=R:- Ôe Aa AaTma be FDI pudŸglãVy=I iwNn potana xuâ Sv$pnoAnuwv kre (temaH lIn =ay), pirØh AaVye p` Dge nih, to FatIkmRno nax

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376 smysar isiâ wag-2krI, kevz&an _TpNn krI, moÙne Ýaº =ay. AaTmanuwvnuH AevuH mahaTMy Ke toim+yaTvno nax krI sMyGdxRnnI Ýaiº =vI to sugm Ke ma!e ]I guÌAoAe Ae j_pdex Ý\anta=I kyÈ Ke. 23.

Aiy k=mip m<Tva tÀvkaEtUhlI snŸ Anuwv wv mUteR: pa¬Rvt± muhUtRmŸ.p<=g= ivlsNtH SvH smaloÉy yen Tyjis Jigit mUTyaR sakmekTvmohmŸ.. 23..

Aiy Ae komz sHbo\nne sUck AVyy Ke AymŸ he wgvan, he AaTma Aem he wVyÒv !IkamaH to Aem lI\uH Ke ke he imƒ, Aiyno A=R A|yaTmmaH he, imƒ. Aahaha¦ hewgvan AaTma¦ he imƒ¦ Aem krIne kæuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ AacayRdev komz sHbo\nmeHkhete hE, he wa{¦ k=mip- iksI Ýkar, mhakÚse gme te!lI ÝitkUzta hoy to p` AeneKoDkr Svwavka Anuwv kr. Aahahaha¦ mha puruØa=Rse, mr kr wI¦ Aahahaha¦mayane marI naqIne, Aahaha¦ rag ne _dywav Ae maya hE. Ae maya hE Ae AaTmakI cIjnhÄ, kaym !IktI nhÄ Ae to AiS=r hE. Aahahaha¦ _sko markr wgvan AanHdSv$pse Òvn kr, Aahahaha... AavuH kam Ke, tÀvoka kaEtuhlI hokr, Aahaha... tÀvokIivSmytako Ônkr, Aahahaha... ragnI pase AHdr Ýwu, cEtNy icHtamÌ rtn wgvanpDa hE, Aahahaha... kam\enu, icHtamÌ kLpv<Ù, sUr t$, devnaH v<Ù Aem wgvan AaTmasUrt$, dev Sv$p v<Ù hE. Aahahaha¦ AEsa wgvanko kaEtuhlI hokr, kutUhl to kr kheKe bharmaH tne kutUhlta lage Ke, xrIr jrI suHdr deqay Ane pEsa jrI mze ne SƒI jrI$pazI hoy TyaH Aene kutUhl lage ke, Aahaha¦ Aa xuH Ke? p‡wu Ae to haDkaHnI fasfusKe. msa`maH haDkaH hoy Ke ne. ne AemaH cmk =ay ne AiGn foSfrs Kokra Aem khe keTyaH VyHtr hE VyHtr, TyaH nhÄ Ôna. VyHtr ÉãH hoy? haDkaH Aam pDã hoy AemaHfoSfrs hoy Ke, Aem Aa jgtnI foSfrs bharnI Ke. msa`na haDkaHnI foSfrs AemAa xrIr vaÌ pEsa mkan bhar, Aahaha... Ýwu khe Ke AenI kutUhlta p‡wu Aekvar KoDAne AHdrnI kutUhlta kr. Aahaha¦

Aa kone pDI hE Aa ragne pDde Éã cIj hE Aa? Aahaha¦ Ae!la Ae!la Ýwuvqa` krte hE, ƒ`lokna na= AaTmana vqa` kre, tuH devai\dev, tuH isâ$p, prmAm<tka ipHD. Aahahaha... AnHt gu ka \am, xiÉtka sHg‡h, Aahaha... kya hE Aa te.AEse Aekvar kutUhl to kr. Ae!le? AHtr Avlokn krne ma!e ÝyTn to kr Aem khe Ke.smjmeH Aaya? kutUhlno A=R Ae kyÈ. Aahahaha... tera &ankI pyaRy prko deqtI hE toAe pyaRyko Aek var kutUhl to kr ke Aa AaTma kya hE AEsa Avlokn to kr.Aahahahaha... ApnI &anpyaRymeH Sv$pka Avlokn kutUhl to kr ke Aa kya hE?Avlokn to kr Aekvar. Aahahaha... AavI vatuH Ke.

“wvmUteR: muhUtRmŸ pa¬Rvt± wve” Ae xrIraid mUtR ãVyka Aek muhUtR, do FDI paDoxIho Ô, jem paDoxI hE to _ska mkan dUsra, tera mkan dUsra. Aahaha¦ Aekvar do FDI


377mUtR ragaid pda=Rse, Aahahaha... paDoxIkI cIj deqkr AEse mane ke Aa merI cIj hE?Aahaha... Ae paDoxI hokr Anuwv kr. Aahaha¦ ragka, pu~yka, xrIrka paDoxI hokr,wgvan _sse iwþ hE AEsa AHtr Anuwv kr. Aahaha... ke ;ijsmeH Sv ivlsNtH'Apne AaTmake ivlas$p Aahahaha... wgvan AaTmaka Sv ivlas, Aahaha... bagpD˜a hE. AHdr bDa, TyaH Ô AaEr _skI sugH\ le. Ao trf Ôkr AaTmaka ivlaskr,Aahahaha... Apne AaTmake ivlas$p p<=k, svR prãVyse iwþ. Aahahaha¦

smaloky-deqkr “muhUtRmŸ mUTyaR sakmŸ” Aek xrIraid mUitRk pudŸglãVyoHke sa=Aahaha... ragaid mUitRk pudŸglãVyka sa=e AekTvmohmŸ AekTvke mohko Jigit Tyjis.Ýwu tuH tTkal KoD dega. Aahahaha¦ ware vat. Aa rIt hE wa{. Aaha¦ yh phelI tosaHwzva mze nhÄ Aene smjva n mze. Are Aaha... dIn hokr m<Tyu krIne caLya Ôy,Aahaha. coyaRsIna AvtarmaH É˜aH Aekvar Ýwu Aam krne, ke... Aahaha¦

wa{ terI cIj ragse iwþ pDI hE ne Ýwu? iwþ hE _ska sav\an hokr Anuwvkr. Aahaha¦ Jigit Tyjis ragkI Aektaka moh tTkal KU! Ôyega. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? te Ù e j KU! Ôyega, Aahahaha... wgvan &ayk Sv$p Ýwu _ska ragse iwþAnuwv kr to terI ragkI Aekta$pI moh Jigit, te Ù e KU! Ôyega. Aahaha¦ AaErvStuka Sv$p g‡h` ho Ôyega. AavI vatuH Ke. Aahaha¦

“AekTv mohmŸ Jigit Tyjis” wgvan AanHdSv$p Ýwu, _pyog Sv$p, ragaidA` _pyogse iwNn pDa hE Ane Ae do Aek huAa hI nhÄ kwI to _skI ¹iÚ kr Ao trfsav\an ho. _ska Avlokn krnekI kutUhlta to kr. Aahaha¦ to Ae Ù e AekTvmohmŸragka AekTv$pI im+yaTvwav ijnibHbka dxRnse(tj dega) AEsa hota hE Lyo, pa@AEsa hE pa@ hE Ae ijnibHb Aa, kevzInI Stuit khane? Aa kevzInI Stuit kre, sacIStuit, kevzInI Stuit Ae!le Aa AaTmanI Stuit, AnHt AanHdkHd Ýwu AaTma, Aenagu g‡amno sTkar Svwavno =ay, iƒkaz Svwavno sTkar, SvIkar =ay Ae kevzInIStuit. Aahahaha¦

Ae Aave Ke, \vlmaH ijnibHbna dxRn=I inâtŸ Ane inkacItŸ kmRno nax =ay Ke.Aevo pa@ Aave wa{ p` kone ijnibHbna dxRn to AnHtvar kyaÅ. Aahahaha¦ AneSvgRmaH to ijnibHb AsHQy ibraje Ke. SvgRmaH wvnpit, VyHtr, ßyoitØI AnevEmaink (meH) AsHQy p‡itmaAo ijn ÝitmaAo xa¬t Ke, TyaH AnHtvar _pjyo Ke.Aahahaha¦ Ane _pjtaH(veHt) Ý=m j Ae ijnibHbna dxRn krva Ôy Ke Aevo xaÏmaHleq Ke p` Ae to xuwwav Ke. Ae ijnibHb nhÄ, Aa ijnibHb Ýwu, vItrag Svwav=I@so@s wrel ijnibHb Ke Aa. _ska Anuwv kr, _ska Avlokn kr, _ska dxRn kr,_skI ÝtIit kr, _ska &an krke iv¬as kr. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH AakrI. “xIF‡ hI KoDdega” Jigitno A=R xIF‡ kyÈ Ane Tyjisno A=R KoD dega kyÈ. Aahaha¦

wava=R:- yid Aa AaTma do FDI pudŸgl ãVyse iwþ Apne xuâ Sv$pka Anuwv

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378 smysar isiâ wag-2kre, Aa sMyGdxRn panekI kza, Aa vat hE wa{. Aahaha¦ xaÏmaH Aave dev dxRn-devnI%iâ mo!I hoy tene deqvuH-Aena=I smikt pame Ae to inim¿na k=n Ke. Aahaha¦ AevuHto AnHtvar =yuH KtaH =yuH kre Tyare Aene inim¿ trIke khevay. Aahahaha¦ nHdI¬r äIpwgvan bavn ijnaly 108-108 Ýitma Ke rtnnI xa¬t, devo mhoTsv krva TyaHkaym Ôy Ke. kartk sud 8 =I 1p. cEƒsud 8 =I 1p. AØaD sud 8 =I 1p ƒ` var, AevuHto AnHtvar kyuÅ Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae to xuwwav Ke pu~ybH\nuH kar` Ke. Aahahaha¦

Aa wgvan ijnibHb Ýwu, (inÔTma) Aahaha¦ Aena dxRn Ane Avloknkrnese im+yaTvka Ù`meH nax ho Ôyega. Aahaha¦ Ýkax huAa TyaH AH\ara rhe xke nhÄ.Aahahaha... terI w‡aHit nax ho ÔyegI wgvanka dxRn krnese w‡aHitka nax ho Ôyega,Aa(inj) wgvan hoH. Aa vaH\a _@ave Aa loko bharna b\a xaÏmaH AevuH Aave devnI%iâ deqva=I, Aahahaha vedna=I Aave Ke Lyone? narkInI mha tIv‡ vedna=I smiktpame p` vedna to AnHtvar ={ Ke kem paMyo nhÄ? Ae to jene Ae pamvamaH AHdr ÔyKe, tenHu lÙ Aam AHdr Ôy Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aa? Arere Aa du:q Aa? AenuH lÙ =ay Ke,Ae lÙ fervI naqe Ke. Tyare vedna=I =yuH Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha¦ AenI pIDa bapu,nrknI pIDa bapu ds hÔr vØRnI iS=it phelI nrke, jFNy iS=it ds hÔr, _Tk<ÚiS=it Aek sagr phelI nrke Aem Ôv satmI nrke 33 sagr. Aahaha¦ hÔro vÄKI@akrIya kDk vÄKI hota hE ne, Ae krDave Aam, Ae=I p` pIDa AnHt gu I hE TyaH. wa{tuH TyaH AnHtvar ræo Ko Ýwu. Aahaha¦ Ae!le xaÏmaH Aem Aave ke vedna=I p` pame,p` ko`? Ae vednanuH lÙ kyuÅ ke Arere Aa? huH ko` KuH? Aem je AaTmamaH gyo Ae vedna=Igyo Aem inim¿=I =yuH Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ AevI vedna to Ýwu AnHtvarshn krI wa{. Aahaha¦ mnu*yp e p` vednano par nhÄ. Aahaha¦ {yzuH pDe hoH.Aahaha¦

kæuH'tuH ne Aek ferI la@InI Aek KoDI, la@InI lDkI =I 18 vØRnI nanI ëmre bevØRnuH pr etr AemaH xItza nIkZya. xItza xuH khevay Aa? (]ota:- ceck) ceck Aekekda e Aekek {yz. kIDa tza{maH sUve p`, Aahaha... rove rove rove... 18 vØRnI j¡vanKoDI, (bole) maH meH Aava pap Aa wvmaH kyaÅ n=I. mara=I shya Ôta n=I- rhIxkatuH n=I, xuH kruH? Aaha... Ae Aemne Aem mrI g{. la@I. Aahaha... Aeva to ÝwuAnHtvar... Ae to sa\ar` hE, p` Òvta rajkumarna lG™ hoy Aajna, jemaH kroDo-AbÔe $pIya qCyaR hoy Ae j¡van rp vØRno j¡van Aene tatanI AiG™maH naqe Òvto,tatanI AiG™ Ke ne? jmxedpur ÔeyuH Ke ne, Aahaha... Ame TyaH gya hta. jmxedpur-wa{TyaH hta ne nrweramwa{ Ôeva gya'ta TyaH mo!u bne Ke lo#anuH TyaH AiG™ AiG™ wD wDwD, Ae j¡van rajkumarna lG™ Aajna ne AbÔe $pIyana qceR, Aene Òvto naqeAiG™maH, Ae pIDa=I AnHt gu I pIDa narkInI AHdr Ke Ýwu. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ AevIpIDa Ýwu teH AnHtvar shn krI Ke. Aekvar hve tara AanHdne Ôene hve. Aahaha...


379hE? Apne xuâ Sv$pka Anuwv kre, _smeH lIn ho pirØhke Aane pr wI iDge nhÄ.

Aahahaha¦ FatIya kmRka nax krke kevz&an _Tpþ krke, moÙko Ýaº ho. Aahahaha...AEsI iS=itmeH to AHtmuRhUtRŸmeH kevz&an hota hE khete hE, AEsI terI takat hE. Aahahaha¦to AaTmanuwvkI AEsI mihma hE to im+yaTvka nax krke, Aahaha¦... AtIiNãyAanHdmeH lIn lIn lIn lIn lIn hote hote ßyaH kevz&an Ýaº krte hE TyaH im+yaTvkanax krna Ae to sa\ar` bat hE Aem khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ hE? tbim+yaTvka nax krke sMyGdxRnkI Ýaiº hona to sugm hE. Aahahaha¦ AanHdna na=maHsMyGdxRnpUvRk ßyaH rmte hE AHdrmeH, jmv! AHdr ÔtI hE, Aahahaha... ÔmI Ôy ßyaHAanHdmaH kevz&an ho Ôta hE to Aek Ù`meH Sv$p trfka Anuwv krke im+yaTvka naxkrna Ae to sugm hE, Aem khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? hE? im+yaTvka nax krke sMyGdxRnkIÝaiº hona Ae to sugm hE. “{silye ]IguÌAe Ý\antase yh _pdex idya hE” muQye Ae_pdex idya. (]ota:- AhÄ sugm kæuH- ÉãHk k@` kæuH) Aahaha¦ Ae to k@` ApeÙaAekæuH Ke boi\dulRw wavna, bIj¡ AnHtvar mZyuH ne Aa mZyuH nih Ae ApeÙaAe dulRw khe(]ota:- bemaH=I kyuH sacuH) bey sacHu Ke. (]ota:- sulwey sacuH ne dulRwey sacuH) Aeto kha =a ne hm to khete =e ne sHÝdaymeH hÔro ma`s te id' wega =ta =ane. AeHsInIsal ke!la vØR =ya? p4 vØR. bo!admaH comasa hÔro ma`s Aave saDa ƒ`so Fr,VyaQyan cale Tyare kanÒ SvamI vaHcva be@a Ke Ae!le hÔro ma`s par nhÄ pp vØRphele, Aekvar AEsa kha =a _smeHse ¬etaHbrmeH é¿ra|yyn hE, _smeH Aek b‡aï`ka KlDkakI k=a hE. pKI Ae lDka vEraGy pamte hE, pKI mata pase rÔ magte hE matane khetehE lDka, Ae ga=a ßyare cltI =I VyaQyanmeH Tyare loko Aam, pp vØR phelaH “Ajev\MmmŸ pirvjjyamo jhÄ pvn nam pun: wvamo” hE mata¦ mEH AaTmana AanHdnI _g‡idÙa leva ma!e Aaj j AHgIkar krxuH. Ajev \MmmŸ pirvjjyamo-mata AanHdnana=ne Ýg! krva Ame vnmaH caLya j{xHu. Amne AhÄya kyaHy cen pDtHu n=I. Ajev\MmmŸ pirvjjyamo jhÄ pvnam pun: wvamo, mata jneta kol krar krIAe KIAe bafrIne hve Ame mata nhÄ krIAe. maH, frIne Avtar nhÄ krIAe hve. Aahaha¦

Ae vqte swa bhu mo!I bo!admaH xe@IyaAo be@a hoy p0-p0 hÔrnI pedaxvazasaHwze, phele=I AavI xElI Ke ne AhÄ to. Aahahaha... Ajev \MmmŸ pirvjjyamo Ame,Aaje j AanHdna Sv$pne cairƒ AHgIkar krva magIAe KIAe, jhI pvnam pun:wvamo,mata jene AHgIkar krta bIÒ mata ne bIÔ wv n krvanI Amare Ýit&a Ke. AnagyHAevAitikHcI ƒIj¡pd mata AàgHy Aev Ait ikHcI AnHtkazmaH k{ cIj A`pamIrhI g{ Ke. AàgyH inrAit ikHcI, mata gya kazmaH wUtkazmaH k{ cIj bakI rhIKe ke je Ýaº n ={ hoy, AnHtkazmaH, AnHtvar SvgR imla, AnHtvar xe@a{ imlI.Aàgymev AitihHcI, ]âakMm me. mata ]âa kro, ;ivny tu ragmŸ' Amara ÝTye maHrag KoDI de hve. Aahaha¦

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380 smysar isiâ wag-2Ame vnmaH Aekla caLya j{xuH. Aahaha¦ ßyaH AmaruH ko{ n=I. Aahahaha...

bharmaH, Aahaha... Ae vnmaH vaFnI ƒaDu pDtI hoy isHhnI, Ame to AanHdmaH JUlxuH TyaHAahahaha... AekakI ivcrto vzI SmxanmaH, Aahahaha... Aa to Ae dxa pamvI shelIto pKI smikt pamvuH kem muXkel Ke tne? Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Ae AhÄ kha. ]IguÌAe muQy=I Ae _pdex idya. Aahaha¦ smikt pamvano,Aahahaha... Aa loko Ae rIte khe bhar=I Aam =ay ne Aam =ay guÌno ivny kre neguÌnI wiÉt kre ne, ho p` Ae rag hE Ae to Aave, rag hota hE p` _sse ko{ AaTmakasMyGdxRn pate hE, Ae cIj nhÄ Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ Aam to AEsa khe ivny Ae moÙnuH äarKe. ivny Ae moÙno äar, p` Éõ ivny? Aahaha... Apna AnHt AanHdno na= Aenoivny, Aeno sTkar SvIkar krvo Ae ivny wgvanno ivny to Aave Ýwu p` Aexuwrag Ke. Aaha¦ dsmo idvs Ke Aaje, dslÙÌ pvR Ke ne? Aahaha¦ Aeva ds lÙÌpvR p` AnHtvar gya Ýwu tare ma=e. Aahaha¦ AnHt AnHt wvmaH, Aahaha... jEnsHÝdaymaH, idgHbr sHÝdaymaH p` jNm AnHt bEr huAa AaEr AnHt AEsa huva pÀaTma AHdrmaH kya cIj hE Ae Ônneka kutUhl nhÄ ikya. Aahahaha¦

Ab AÝitbuâ Òv kheta hE _skI ga=a. bhu ßyare Ôer idya ke rag ne xrIrAaTmaka hE hI nih, Tyare AÝitbuâ pUKe Ke. Aahahaha¦ mharaj tum {tna b\a Ôer deteho to hm khete hE xaÏkI bat sU o.

· huH layk n=I... layk n=I-Aem Aena nkare vat

A!kI Ke. p` Aene AHdr=I Aem AavvuH Ôe{Ae ke huH Aa

Ù e j prmaTma =vane layk KuH.-Aevo AHdr=I iv}vas

Aavvo Ôe{Ae. Aa vatnI je ha paDe Ke, AHdr=I hkar

Aave Ke, te Òvne rag=I KU!o pDvanI x$Aat ={ g{

Ke, KU!o pDto Ôy Ke Ae!le nEgmnye KU!o pDI gyo tem

xaÏmaH kæuH Ke.



381

A=ahaÝitbuâ:-

jid jIvo ` srIrH itT=yrayirysH=udI cev.sVva iv hvid imCKa te du Aada hvid deho.. 26..

yid jIvo n xrIrH tI=RkracayRsHStuitüEv.svaRip wvit im+ya ten tu AaTma wvit deh:..26..

hve AÝitbuâ Òv khe Ke tenI ga=a khe Ke:-

Ôe Òv hoy n deh to AacayR-tI=ÅkrtÌStuit saE @re im+ya j, te=I Aekta Òv-dehnI¦ 26.

ga=a=R:- AÝitbuâ khe Ke ke: (yid) Ôe (jIv:) Òv Ke te (xrIrH n) xrIrn=I to (tI=RkracayRsHStuit:) tI=Åkr Ane AacayÈnI Stuit krI Ke te (svaRAip) b\Iye (im+ya wvit) im+ya (ÔU@I) =ay Ke (ten tu) te=I Ame smÒAeKIAe ke (AaTma) Aa„a te (deh: c Ov) deh j (wvit) Ke.

!Ika:- je AaTma Ke te j pudŸglãVySv$p Aa xrIr Ke. Ôe Aem n hoy totI=Åkr-AacayÈnI je Stuit krvamaH AavI Ke te b\I im+ya =ay. te Stuit AaÝma e Ke :-

yid y OvaTma tdev xrIrH pu†lãVyH n wve¿da-

(xadURlivkÊIiDt)kaNTyEv S™pyiNt ye dxidxo \aMna inÌN\iNt ye\amo¶ammhiSvnaH jnmno mu*ìNt $pe ye.idVyen |vinna suqH ]v`yo: saÙaTÙrNto½m<tHvN>aSte½Úshs‡lÙ`\raStI=eR¬ra: sUry:..24..

}loka=R:- (te tI=eR¬ra: sUry: vN>a:) te tI=Åkr-AacayÈ vaHdvayoGy Ke. kevaKe te? (ye kaNTya Ov dxidx: SnpyiNt) potana dehnI kaiNt=I dxe idxaAone\uAe Ke-inmRz kre Ke, (ye \aMna _¶am-mhiSvnaH \am inÌN\iNt) potana tej vDe_Tk<Ú tejvaza sUyaRidkna tejne #aHkI de Ke, (ye $pe jnmn: mu*ìNt) potana$p=I lokonaH mn hrI le Ke, (idVyen |vinna ]v`yo: saÙatŸ suqH Am<tH ÙrNt:)idVy|vin-vaÌ=I (wVyona) kanomaH saÙatŸ suqAm<t vrsave Ke Ane(AÚshs‡lÙ`\ra:) Aek hÔrne Aa@ lÙòne \ar` kre Ke, -Aeva Ke. 24.

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382 smysar isiâ wag-2{Tyaid tI=Åkr-AacayoRnI Stuit Ke te b\Iye im+ya @re Ke. te=I Amaro to

AekaHt Ae j inüy Ke ke AaTma Ke te j xrIr Ke, pudŸgl ãVy Ke. Aa Ýma eAÝitbuâe kæuH Ke.

Aahaha©ha¦ ix*ye ÝÆ _@aVyo xaÏmeHse, ke tum wgvanka dehkI to Stuit krteho, to deh Ane AaTma Aek n hoy to AEsI Stuit kyuH krte ho? AEsa A&anIka ÝÆ hE.Aahaha¦

!Ika:- Ôe AaTma hE vhI pudŸglãVy Sv$p xrIr hE. yid AEsa n ho Ae pudŸglãVySv$p xrIr hE, AaTma hE. vhI pudŸgl ãVy Sv$p xrIr hE, Aem khete hE. AaTma Ôe hE yhpudŸgl ãVy xrIr hE vhI AaTma hE. yid AEsa n ho, to hm ÝÆ krte hE, tI=Åkr AaErAacayRkI Stuit kI g{ hE. tI=Åkrka xrIrkI Stuit kI g{ hE. to Ae sb jU@I ho ÔyegI,smjmeH Aaya? sb im+ya isâ hogI. Aahahaha... ix*y ÝÆ krte hE ke tum to xrIrseAaTma j¡da j¡da, Ane AaTma Ae xrIr nhÄ to hm to khete hE- xaÏmeH to tI=ÅkrkaxrIrkI Stuit clI hE. xrIrkI Stuit ikya to Ae AaTmakI Stuit hu{. (]ota:- nhÄtr kroKo xuH kam) nhÄtr kro Ko xuH kam? Aahaha¦

“je tI=eR¬ra sUry: vN>a:” Ae tI=Åkr Ane AacayR vHdnIy hE. kese hE ;ye kaNTyaAev dxidx: SnpyiNt' Apne dehkI kaHitse dxe idxaAoko \ote hE. Aahaha¦ Ae tI=ÅkrnuHxrIr kaHitman dxe idxane \ote hE Aam-Ýkax Ýkax Ýkax pDe AH\ara Aam _lcI Ôy.Aahaha¦ Aam, Ýwu Aa kona vqa` kro Ko tme? Ae xrIrna vqa` Ke¦ AaTma xrIrhE to Aap vqa` krte hE ne AEsa? xrIrkI kaHitse dxo idxa \ote hE, inmRz krte hE.wgvanna xrIrnI kaHit prmAaEdairk hE. AEsI kaHit ke sUyRna tej Aagz jena tejKva{ Ôy Ke, kya tum vqa` krte hE? xrIrka ke AaTmaka? tI=Åkrka xrIrkI Stuit hu{Ao tI=ÅkrkI Stuit hu{. AEsa hE nih sUn to shI. Aahaha¦

“kaNyEv dxidx: SnpyiNt” Apne xrIrkI kaHitse dxo idxaAo \ote hE, “ye \aMna_dŸam mhiSvnaH \am inÌN\iNt” Apne tejse _Tk<Ú tejvaze sUyaRidk ke tejko, Aahahaha¦jena xrIrnI kaHitna tej Aagz sUyRna tej JaHqa pDI Ôy Ke. smjmeH Aaya? “Ae$pe jnmn: mu*ìNt”. Apne $pse logoHke mnko hr lete hE. wgvanka {tna $p hExrIrka. Aahaha. Apne $pse logoHke mnko hr lete hE. “idVyen |vinna ]v`yo saÙatŸsuqH Am<tH ÙreNt: idVy|vin” Lyo AaVyuH idVy|vin to jD hE. hm Stuit to krte hE.smjmeH Aaya? idVye |vinnaH wVyoke kanomeH saÙatŸ suqam<t vrsate hE. Aahahaha¦wgvannI idVy|vin [Não ne nreNão be@a hoy saÙatŸ Ô e Am<t Jrta hoy Aem lageKe. Aahaha¦ jemaH isHh Ane iblaDI imHdDI ne ëdr sa=e be@a hoy imHdDIne ver n éKze,Ae vaÌna to tum {tna vqa` krte ho, vaÌ to jD hE, jDna vqa` krte ho totI=ÅkrkI Stuit ho g{, xrIrkI Stuitse Are¦ saHwz to qro wa{. kanomeH saÙatŸ


383suqam<t vrsate hE AaEr Aek hÔr Aa@ lÙ`ose \ark hE Lyo wgvanna xrIrmaH AekhÔr ne Aa@ lÙ` xrIrmaH hoy Ke, pgmaH, ha=maH, ha=InuH kLpv<ÙnuH Aeva icîo hoyAe to b\a xrIrna vqa` kyaÅ tme, AemaH AaTmana vqa` ÉyaH hE? AaTma Ae xrIrKe ma!e tme xrIrna vqa` kyaÅ Ke Ae to AaTmana. [Tyaid $pse Ôe tI=Åkr AacayÈnIStuit hE yh sb im+ya isâ hotI hE. Ôe tme AEsI Stuit krte ho Ane khete ho ke Ae xrIrte AaTma nhÄ, to Ae im+ya Stuit hogI. ix*yka ÝÆ hE. {silye hmara to yh AekaHtinüy hE, ke AaTma hE vo ih xrIr hE. Aahaha... yh pudŸgl ãVy hE - {s ÝkarAÝitbuâne kha. _ska jvab dega.


ga=a - 26 }lok - 24

· Ae &annI idVyta Ke¦ Ae &anSvwavnI AicHTyta

Ke¦ ke je pyaRyo iv>man n=I KtaH &an tene iv>manp e

Ô e Ke to cEtNy mhaÝwu to iv>man j Ke, wUta=R j Ke

tene &an iv>man$pe kem n Ô`e? vStu stŸ Ke ne¦

iv>man Ke ne¦ to Ae mhaÝwune tuH iv>man$pe Ô` ne¦

Aahaha¦ jenI hEyatI n=I tene hEyat Ô`¦ to pU aRnHdno

na= Ýwu vtRman iv>man j Ke, hEyat j Ke, tene Ô`

ne¦ wa{¦ tarI njrnI Aazse iv>man Ýwune deqvo

rhI gyo. jemaH &an AanHd Aaid gu onI AnHttano AHt

n=I Aevo siCcdanHd Ýwu iv>man j Ke tene Ô`.


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nEvH, nyivwaganiw&o½is-

vvharÀo wasid jIvo deho y hvid qlu OÞo.` du i`CKySs jIvo deho y kda iv OÞ‚o..27..

Vyvharnyo waØte jIvo dehü wvit qLvek:.n tu inüySy jIvo dehü kdaPyeka=R:.. 27..

[h qlu prSpravga#avS=ayamaTmxrIryo: smavitRtavS=ayaHknkkl\aEtyorekSkN\Vyvharvä˜vharmaƒe EvEkTvH, n puninRüyt:, inüyto æaTm-xrIryoÌpyoganupyogSvwavyo: knkkl\aEtyo: pItpa~DurTvaidSvwavyoirva-TyNtVyitir›TvenEka=RTvanupp¿e: nanaTvmeveit. OvH ih ikl nyivwag:. ttoVyvharnyenEv xrIrStvnenaTmStvnmUppþmŸ.

TyaH AacayR khe Ke ke Aem n=I¸ tuH nyivwagne Ô`to n=I. te nyivwagAa Ýma e Ke Aem ga=amaH khe Ke:-

Òv-deh bNne Aek Ke-VyvharnynuH vcn Aa¸p` inüye to Òv-deh kdaip Aek pda=R na. 27.

ga=a=R:- (Vyvharny:) Vyvharny to (waØte) Aem khe Ke ke (jIv: deh:c) Òv Ane deh (Ok: qlu) Aek j (wvit) Ke (tu) p` (inüySy) inüynynuHkhevuH Ke ke (jIv: deh: c) Òv Ane deh (kda Aip) kdI p` (Oka=R:) Aek pda=R(n) n=I.

!Ika:- jem Aa lokmaH suv R Ane caHdIne gazI Aek krva=I AekipHDno Vyvhar=ay Ke tem AaTmane Ane xrIrne prSpr Aek Ùeƒe rhevanI AvS=a hova=IAekpàno Vyvhar Ke. Aam Vyvharmaƒ=I j AaTma Ane xrIrnuH Aekp uH Ke,prHtu inüy=I Aekp uH n=I¸ kar` ke inüy=I ivcarvamaH Aave to, jem pIzap uHAaid Ane sfedp uH Aaid jemno Svwav Ke AevaH suv R Ane caHdIne ATyHt iwþp uHhova=I Aekpda=RpànI Aisiâ Ke te=I Anekp uH j Ke, tevI rIte _pyog AneAnupyog jemno Svwav Ke AevaH AaTma Ane xrIrne ATyHt iwþp uH hova=IAekpda=RpànI Ýaiº n=I te=I Anekp uH j Ke. Aavo Aa Ýg! nyivwag Ke.

ma!e Vyvharnye j xrIrna Stvn=I AaTmanuH Stvn bne Ke.wava=R:- Vyvharny to AaTma Ane xrIrne Aek khe Ane inüyny iwNn

khe Ke. te=I Vyvharnye xrIrnuH Stvn krva=I AaTmanuH Stvn manvamaH Aave Ke.

ga=a - r7 =I 30 }lok - rp-r6


385t=a ih-

[`m~ H jIvado dehH poGglmyH =ui`¿u mu I.m~ìd hu sH=udo vHiddo mO kevlI wyvH..28..[dmNytŸ jIva¶ehH pu†lmyH StuTva muin:.mNyte qlu sHStuto viNdto mya kevlI wgvanŸ..28..

y=a kl\aEtgu Sy pa~DurTvSy Vypdexen prma=Rto½tTSvwavSyaipkatRSvrSy Vyvharmaƒe Ev pa~DurH katRSvrimTyiSt Vypdex:, t=a xrIrgu SyxuòloihtTvade: Stvnen prma=Rto½tTSvwavSyaip tI=RkrkevilpuÌØSyVyvharmaƒe Ev xuòloihtStI=RkrkevilpuÌØ [TyiSt StvnmŸ. inüynyen tuxrIrStvnenaTmStvnmnuppþmev.

Aa j vat hvenI ga=amaH khe Ke:-Òv=I Ôuda pudŸglmyI Aa dehne StvIne muinmane Ýwu kevzItùH vHdn =yuH, Stvna ={. 28.

ga=a=R:- (jIvatŸ ANytŸ) Òv=I iwNn ([dmŸ pudŸglmyH dehH) Aa pudŸglmydehnI (StuTva) Stuit krIne (muin:) sa\u (mNyte qlu) Aem mane Ke ke (mya) meH(kevlI wgvanŸ) kevzI wgvannI (Stut:) Stuit krI, (viNdt:) vHdna krI.

!Ika:- jem, prma=R=I ¬etp uH suv Rno Svwav nih hova KtaH p`, caHdInogu je ¬etp uH, tena nam=I suv RnuH ;¬et suv R' AevuH nam khevamaH Aave Ke teVyvharmaƒ=I j khevamaH Aave Ke tevI rIte, prma=R=I xukl-rktp uH tI=Åkr-kevzIpuÌØno Svwav nih hova KtaH p`, xrIrna gu o je xukl-rktp uH vgere,temna Stvn=I tI=Åkr-kevzIpuÌØnuH ;xukl-rkt tI=Åkr-kevzIpuÌØ' AevuH StvnkrvamaH Aave Ke te Vyvharmaƒ=I j krvamaH Aave Ke. prHtu inüynye xrIrnuHStvn krva=I AaTmanuH Stvn bntuH j n=I.

wava=R:- AhÄ ko{ ÝÆ kre ke Vyvharny to AsTya=R kìao Ke Ane xrIr jDKe to Vyvharna Aa]ye jDnI StuitnuH xuH fz Ke? teno _¿r:-Vyvharny svR=aAsTya=R n=I, inüyne Ý\an krI AsTya=R kìao Ke. vzI KÍS=ne potano,prno AaTma saÙatŸ deqato n=I, xrIr deqay Ke, tenI xaHt$p muãane deqI potanep` xaNt wav =ay Ke. Aavo _pkar ÔÌ xrIrna Aa]ye p` Stuit kre Ke t=axaNt muãa deqI AHtrHgmaH vItrag wavno inüy =ay Ke Ae p` _pkar Ke.

t=a ih-tH i`CKye jußjid srIrgu a ih hÇit kevilò.kevilgu e =u id jo so tŠH kevilH =u id..29..

ga=a - 27 =I 30 }lok - 25-26


386 smysar isiâ wag-2tiNnüye n yußyte n xrIrgu a ih wviNt keviln:.kevilgu anŸ StaEit y: s tÀvH kevilnH StaEit..29..

y=a katRSvrSy kl\aEtgu Sy pa~DurTvSyawavaþ inüytStä˜pdexenVypdex:,katRSvrgu Sy VypdexenEv katRSvrSy VypdexatŸ t=a tI=RkrkevilpuÌØSy xrIrgu SyxuòloihtTvaderwavaNn inüytStTStvnen StvnH, tI=Rkrkevil- puÌØgu SyStvnenEv tI=RkrkevilpuÌØSy StvnatŸ.

_prnI vatne ga=a=I khe Ke:-p` inüye n=I yoGy Ae, nih dehgu kevzItà¸je kevzIgu`ne Stve prma=R kevzI te Stve. 29.

ga=a=R:- (ttŸ) te Stvn (inüye) inüymaH (n yußyte) yoGy n=I (ih)kar` ke (xrIrgu a:) xrIrna gu o (keviln:) kevzIna (n wviNt) n=I¸(y:) je (kevilgu anŸ) kevzIna gu onI (StaEit) Stuit kre Ke (s:) te (tÀvH)prma=R=I (kevilnH) kevzInI (StaEit) Stuit kre Ke.

!Ika:- jem caHdIno gu je sfedp uH, teno suv RmaH Awav Ke ma!e inüy=Isfedpàna nam=I sonanuH nam n=I bntuH, suv Rna gu je pIza-p uH Aaid Ketemna nam=I j suv RnuH nam =ay Ke tevI rIte xrIrna gu o je xukl-rktp uHvgere, temno tI=Åkr-kevzIpuÌØmaH Awav Ke ma!e inüy=I xrIrna xukl-rktp uHvgere guònuH Stvn krva=I tI=Åkr-kevzIpuÌØnuH Stvn n=I =tuH, tI=Åkr-kevzIpuÌØna gu onuH Stvn krva=I j tI=Åkr-kevzIpuÌØnuH Stvn =ay Ke.

k=H xrIrStvnen tdi\¤at<TvadaTmno inüyen StvnH n yußyt [it cetŸ-

`yriMm vi~`de jh iv r~ò v~`à kda hoid.dehgu e =uVvHte ` kevilgu a =uda hÇit.. 30..

ngre vi Rte y=a naip ra&o v Rna kËta wvit.dehgu e StUymane n kevilgu a: Stuta wviNt.. 30..

hve ix*yno ÝÆ Ke ke AaTma to xrIrno Ai\¤ata Ke te=I xrIrna Stvn=IAaTmanuH Stvn inüye kem yu› n=I? Aeva ÝÆna _¿r$pe ¹ÚaHt siht ga=a khe Ke:-

v Rn kyeR ngrI t uH nihH =ay v Rn wUpnuH,kI\e xrIrgu nI Stuit nih Stvn kevzIgu nuH. 30.

ga=a=R:- (y=a) jem (ngre) ngrnuH (vi Rte Aip) v Rn krtaH KtaH (ra&:v Rna) raÔnuH v Rn (n kËta wvit) kratuH (=tuH) n=I, tem (dehgu e StUymane)dehna gu nuH Stvn krtaH (kevilgu a:) kevzIna gu onuH (Stuta: n wviNt)Stvn =tuH n=I.


387!Ika:- _prna A=RnuH (!IkamaH) kaVy khe Ke:-t=a ih-

(AayaR)ÝakarkviltaMbrmupvnrajIingI`RwUimtlmŸ.ipbtIv ih ngrimdH pirqavlyen patalmŸ.. 25..

[it ngre vi Rte½ip ra&: tdi\¤at<Tve½ip p‡akaropvnpirqaidmÀvawavaä RnHn SyatŸ .

}loka=R:- ([dH ngrmŸ ih) Aa ngr AevuH Ke ke je e (Ýakar-kvilt-AMbrmŸ)ko! vDe Aakaxne g‡SyuH Ke (A=aRtŸ teno g# bhu êco Ke), (_pvn-rajI-ingI R-wUimtlmŸ) bgIcaAonI pHi›Ao=I je wUimtzne gzI gyuH Ke (A=aRtŸ care trfbgIcaAo=I p<+vI #Hka{ g{ Ke) Ane (pirqavlyen patalmŸ ipbit [v) ko!nIcare trf qa{naH Fera=I Ô e ke patazne pI ræuH Ke (A=aRtŸ qa{ bhu êDI Ke). rp.

Aam ngrnuH v Rn krva KtaH tena=I raÔnuH v Rn =tuH n=I kar` ke, ÔekeraÔ teno Ai\¤ata Ke top`, ko!-bag-qa{-Aaidvazo raÔ n=I.

tevI rIte xrIrnuH Svtn kyeR tI=ÅkrnuH Stvn =tuH n=I teno p` }lok khe Ke:-t=Ev-

(AayaR)inTymivkarsuiS=tsvaRùmpUvRshjlav~ymŸ.AÙowimv smuãH ijneNã$pH prH jyit..26..

[it xrIr e StUymane½ip tI=ÅkrkevilpuÌØSy tdi\¤at<Tv e½ipsuiS=tsvaRùTvlav~yaidgu awavaTStvnH n SyatŸ.

A= inüyStuitmah. tƒ &ey&ayks÷rdoØpirhare tavtŸ.

tevI rIte xrIrnuH Stvn kyeR tI=ÅkrnuH Stvn =tuH n=I teno p` }lok khe Ke:-}loka=R:- (ijneNã$pH prH jyit) ijneNãnuH $p _Tk<Úp e jyvHt vteR Ke. kevuH

Ke te? (inTymŸ-Aivkar-suiS=t-svaRùmŸ) jemaH svR AHg hHmexaH Aivkar AnesuiS=t (sarI rIte suq$p iS=t) Ke, (ApUvR-shj-lav~ymŸ) jemaH (jNm=I j)ApUvR Ane Svawaivk lav~y Ke (A=aRtŸ je svRne iÝy lage Ke) Ane (smuãH [vAÙowmŸ) je smuãnI jem Ùowriht Ke, czacz n=I. r6.

Aam xrIrnuH Stvn krva KtaH tena=I tI=Åkr-kevzIpuÌØnuH Stvn =tuH n=Ikar` ke, Ôeke tI=Åkr-kevzIpuru*ane xrIrnuH Ai\¤atap`uH Ke to p`, suiS=tsvaÅgp uH, lav~y Aaid AaTmana gu nih hova=I tI=Åkr-kevzIpuÌØne te gu onoAwav Ke.

ga=a - 27 =I 30 }lok - 25-26



Ývcn nH. 88 ga=a - r7 =I 30 }lok rp - r6ta. r1-9-78 gu$var, wadrva vd-p sH. 2p04

Aem kæuH ke xrIr ne AaTma to Aek Ke kemke tme Stuit to wgvannI ne AacayRnIkro Ko Ae b\a pu~yna fz Ane xrIrnI Stuit kro Ko. ma!e huH to Aem manuH KuH ke xrIrne AaTma Aek Ke. jrI JIÌ vat Aavxe. TyaH AÝitbuâe Aem kæuH. AekaHt Vyvhar j hoyAne inüynI qbr n=I Ae Aekla Vyvharne mane Ke, Ae qo!uH Ke, Ae jU@uH Ke Aem khevuHKe. AacayR khe Ke Aem n=I. tuH ny ivwagne Ô`to n=I. Vyvharnyne raqI Ke qrI,Ke qrI p` Aena=I iwþ inüynyne te Ô`to n=I. Aahaha¦ te ny ivwag Aa Ýma e Ke.

vvharÀo wasid jIvo deho y hvid qlu OÞo .` du i`CKySs jIvo deho y kda iv OÞ‚o .. 27..

(hirgIt)Òv-deh bNne Aek Ke-VyvharnynuH vcn Aa¸p` inüye to Òv-deh kdaip Aek pda=R na. 27.

jrI sU"m rIte vat krI Ke.!Ika:- jem Aa lokmaH suv R Ane caHdIne gazI, sonuH Ane $puH caHdI Aek krva=I,

Aek ipHDno Vyvhar =ay Ke, Aek ipHDno Vyvhar =ay Ke, tem AaTmane Ane xrIrneprSpr Aek Ùeƒe rhevanI jGyo Ke. (]ota:- AakaxnuH Ùeƒ) Aene AemaH to jrI AevuH khevuHKe ke Ae ivkLp=I Stuit Ke, Ae ivkLp pote Vyvhar Stuit Ke Ane ivkLp prnI Stuit kreKe, pr _pr Aam lÙ Ôy Ke ne AenuH Ae!le qreqr to Ae ivkLpnI Stuit Ke Ae xrIrnIStuit Ke Aem kI\uH Ke, ivkLp=I Stuit Ke. Ae qreqr ivkLp pote pudŸgl Ke inüyny=I.Ane Aena=I xrIrnI Stuit krI, kar`ke AenuH lÙ TyaH pr _pr Ke. Ae vaStivk Stuit n=Ip` Ae vStu iS=it n=I j Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ khexe \Ime=I hÇ mo!o Vyvharno- nynoJgDo Ke ne.

AaTmane Ane xrIrne prSpr Aek Ùeƒe rhevanI AvS=a hova=I, Aahahaha... Aekpàno Vyvhar Ke. Aahahaha... Aam Aa Vyvhar maƒ=I j AaTmane xrIrnuH Aekp uHKe. prHtu inüy=I Aekp uH n=I. Aahaha¦ kar` ke inüy=I ivcarvamaH Aave to jempIzaxp uH Aaid sfedp uH Aaid, pIzaxp uH sonano gu Ke Ane sfedp uH caHdIno. Aesuv R (Ane) caHdIne ATyHt iwþp uH Ke. wle Aek ipHD trIke kæuH, sonuH Ane caHdI weguHKe te=I Aa sonuH \ozuH Ke Aem kæuH, p` \ozuH to $puH Ke, sonuH to pIzuH Ke. Aaha... k{ xElInaqI Aek pda=RpànI Aisiâ Ke te=I Anekp uH j Ke. sonuH sonuH Ke Ane caHdI caHdI Ke.wle Aek ipHD trIke khevamaH AaVyuH hoy. tevI rIte Aahahaha... _pyog Ane Anupyogjemno Svwav Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ô`vuH deqvuH Aevo _pyog jeno Svwav AaTmano Ke.


389Aahaha¦ Ane Vyvhar Stuit ragaid xrIraid Ae A`_pyog jeno Svwav Ke. Aahahaha...Aeva AaTmane Ane xrIrne ATyHt iwþp uH hova=I, Aevo AaTmane Ane ragne ATyHtiwþp uH hova=I, smÔ uH kaH{? Aek pda=RpànI Ýaiº n=I. rag Ane AaTma Aekp en=I. Aem xrIr Ane AaTma Aekp e n=I. Aahahaha¦ te=I Anekp uH j Ke Aavo Ýg!ny ivwag Ke. Aahahaha¦

Vyvharny to AaTmane Ane xrIrne Aek khe Ke, Aagz khexe. Vyvharny=I pÀa fz Ke Aem khexe, Aeno A=R? Ae Vyvhar j¡õo kæo Ae=I wgvannI Stuit ne Ae ho{xke j nhÄ, Aem nhÄ. Ae prma=R vStu n=I te=I Aene AsTya=R kI\I. jem pyaRyneAigyarmI ga=amaH AsTya=R kI\I, Ae to iƒkaznI ApeÙaAe AsTya=R kI\I Ke, p`pyaRynI ApeÙaAe pyaRy Ke, Aem ivkLp=I Stuit wgvannI, kar` ke ivkLp Ke Ae prmaHlÙ Ôy Ke. AenuH xrIr ne Aena... Ae, Ae ivkLp=I Stuit Ke Ae prma=eR Stuit n=I. p`prma=R Stuit Ke, Aene ivkLp wav Aave Ke, AevI Vyvhar Stuit hoy Ke. Aaha... AavIvatuH Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

jysenacayRnI !IkamaH to sa|y sa\k lI\uH Ke. Vyvhar sa\n Ke, inim¿=I kæuHne ivkLp Vyvhar, Ke Aem isâ kre Ke Ae!luH. AavuH krIne Aek AaÔR AevI Ke ke j¡AowgvannI mUitR ne ÝitmanI Stuit ne Ae b\u jU@uH Ke, ma!e Ame S=ankvasI manIAe KIAeAe sacuH Ke Aem khe Ke. k{ ApeÙaAe kæuH Ke? Ae to Aeklo ivkLp=I Stuit kre Ke Anepr trfnuH AenuH lÙ Ke Ae ApeÙaAe jU@uH Ke. p` inivRkLp¹iÚ ={, rag=I iwþ AaTmanIStuit ={ Aene je ivkLp Aave Ke Ae ivkLp Vyvhar Stuit Ke. Ke wle Ae ragnI AnepudŸglnI Ke Ae. ivkLp Ke Ae pote j pudŸgl Ke ne rag¦ Aahahahaha... AavuH A!p!u lage.Vyvhar Stuit n=I, Aem nhÄ p` Vyvhar Stuit Ae prma=R Stuit n=I Aem. Aahaha¦

prma=R Stuit to wgvan AaTma AnHtgu no ipHD Ke Aena trfnI Aekag‡tanaAa]ymaH Aeno sTkar SvIkar, Aahaha... Ae inüy, sTy, AbH\ piràmI inüy Stuit.smÔ uH kaH{?

Aahaha¦ Ane Aeklo Vyvhar Ke Ae jU@o Ke Ae!luH isâ krvuH Ke. p` Vyvhar inüyStuitvazane, Aevo ivkLp Aave Ane wgvanna gu gay, Ae wgvanna gu gay Aeto prna ne xrIrna Ke qreqr, AaTmana nhÄ Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?Aahahaha¦

Ae=I AhÄ kæuH Aa j vat hvenI ga=amaH khe Ke. ÔuAo r8 ga=a AevI qUbI=I mUkyuHKe ke Vyvhar jU@o Ke Aem kæuH KtaH p` AenI Stuit krva=I A=va AemnI wgvannIÝitma ke mUitR deqva=I xaHt wav Ae!le xuwwav =ay Ke, Ane tene deqva=I xaHit AavIKe, AevuH &anmaH lÙ Aave, Ke to xuwwav. p` Ae xuwwav tdŸn n=I j, Ane n j hoyAem n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? Ae xuwwav hoy Ke, inüyna AnuwvnI ApeÙa raqIne, kemke]ut&an =taH AaTmane Aa]ye sMyGdxRn =taH, wav]ut&an je =yuH, Aena be wed inüy

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390 smysar isiâ wag-2(ny) Ane Vyvharny pDI Ôy Ke. Ae!le &anIne p` Vyvharny hoy Ke. p` AekloVyvharny Ae ihtkr Ke Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Ae Vyvharny Aave&anIne, AemaH xuwwav hoy Ke Ane te=I rag äara wgvanna, prãVyna, AaTma isvayprãVy Ae AãVy ={ gyuH, Ae!le Aa AaTma nhÄ, Ae!le xrIr ={ gyuH. xuH kI\uH smÔ uH?

Aa AaTma isvay ivkLp _@yo Ae p` xrIr Ke Aek Nyaye, Ane jenI StuitkrvamaH Aave Ke Ae p` Aa AaTma n=I Ae!le Ae xrIr j Ke. Vyvhar Stuit Ke ne?Aaha¦ cahe to wle wgvannaH, svR&na ivkLp=I Aeno Ae kre, to p` Ae to rag Ke.Ane te rag Ke Ae kaH{ SvwavnI Stuit n=I. Aena AaTmano je Svwav Ke AenI Stuitn=I. Aahahaha¦ Ae Vyvhar iblkul jU@o Ke Aem khevuH Ke { Aem n=I TyaH. Vyvhar Keqro, p` Vyvhar inüynuH kar` Ke Aem n=I. KtaH inim¿ k=n=I Aem khevay,inim¿ne sa\k trIke _pcar=I, Vyvhar=I, AwUta=Rny=I khevay. Aa.. re Aa!lab\a... smÔ uH kaH{?

Aa StuitmaH mo!o go!o Ke. Ae AolI AaÔR khe Ke, j¡Ao smysar khe Ke, ke mUitRAne mUitRnI pUÔ ne Stuit jU@I Ke. Aahahaha... Ane AaTmisiâmaH kaH{ mUitR AavI n=IÉ˜aHy. ]ImdŸmaH Ke ne Qyal Ke. p` Ae=I krIne wgvannI Ýitma Ane AenI StuitnoivkLp Ae &anIne n j hoy, Aem nhÄ... (]ota:- ivkLp AavI Ôy Ke.) AavI Ôy Ke.Aahaha¦ inüy Stuit to potana Sv$pmaH Aekag‡ta Ae inüy, Aene ]ut&annoVyvharny Aave Ae Vyvharny Ae!le ivkLp. Vyvharnyno ivØy ivkLp Ane AenoivØy pKI pr. Aahahaha... Aene AhÄya xrIrnI Stuit te AaTmanI Stuit nhÄ ivkLp=IStuit te AaTmanI Stuit nhÄ Ae!lI vat. KtaH inivRkLp Stuit je Ke Aene pU R vItragn=I Tyare Aene ivkLpnI Stuit AaVya ivna rhe j nhÄ. hoy Ke, sa\k Ke ne? Ae!le Aemne Aem inØe\ j krI naqe, Vyvhar Stuitno ivkLp Ke, Ae n j hoy, to Ae jU@o Ke. temAe Vyvhar Stuit Ke Ae moÙnuH kar` Ke Aem n=I. Aaha... Aava fer bhu AakruH kam bhu.pkDa{ gya hoy Ke ne AemaH pKI potanI ¹iÚAe Aena A=R krva. Aem n hoy wa{.Aahaha¦

AhÄya to Ae khe Ke j¡Ao A@yavIs.[`m~ H jIvado dehH poGglmyH =ui`¿u mu I .m~`id hu sH=udo vHiddo mO kevlI wyvH .. 28..

(hirgIt)Òv=I Ôuda pudŸglmyI Aa dehne StvIne muinmane Ýwu kevzIt uH vHdn =yuH, Stvna ={. 28.

!Ika:- jem prma=R=I ¬etp uH suv Rno Svwav nhÄ hova KtaH p` caHdIno guje ¬etp uH, tena nam=I suv RnuH ;¬et suv R' \ozuH sonuH Aem khe ne \ozuH sonuH AevuH namkhevamaH Aave Ke, te Vyvhar maƒ=I j khevamaH Aave Ke. tevI rIte prma=R=I xuÉl


391rÉtp uH tI=Åkr kevzI puruØno Svwav nhÄ hova KtaH p`, sona v eR wgvan Ke AemAave Ke ne? soz tI=Åkr sona v eR, xrIrnaH gu o je xuÉl rÉtp uH vgere temnaStvn=I tI=Åkr kevzI puruØnuH xuÉl rÉt tI=Åkr kevzI puruØ, AevuH Stvn krvamaH AaveKe te Vyvhar maƒ=I j krvamaH Aave Ke. ÔeyuH? Vyvhar isâ kyÈ.

wgvan prmaTma pr vStu Ke, AenI Stuit Ke Ae ivkLp Ke, qreqr to Ae pudŸglKe. Ane te pote pudŸgl Ae!le Aa AaTma isvay prnI Stuitno ivkLp &anIne p` AaveKe. p` Ae vaStivk moÙnuH kar` n=I. Aahahaha¦ Ae!luH (isâ krvuH Ke.) Aahahaha¦AaFuH paKuH krIne maze fervI naHQyuH. (]ota:- sMyGdxRnne inüy Stuit khI Ke) Ae StuitKe. p` KtaH Ae Stuit KtaH Aavo ivkLpno Vyvhar Stuitno wav Aave. KtaHy Ae sacIStuit n=I. KtaH Ae Vyvhar vCce AaVya ivna rheto n=I. AavuH A!p!uH bhu kam.Aahaha¦

qreqr to je ivkLp é@e Ke Ae j qreqr to pr xrIr Ke, Ane AenI Stuit je Aamkre Ke prnI Aa AaTma isvayna prno, pr Ke te AàTma Ke, Aa ihsabe to AaãVynI ApeÙaAe to wgvanna ãVyne p` AãVy khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ AavuHKe wa{¦ Aem wgvan AaTmanI ApeÙaAe, wgvanno AaTma p` Aa ApeÙaAeAàTma khevay Ke. AenI ApeÙaAe AaTma Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aeva AàTmanI Ae!le kexrIrnI, Aahaha... Ae Stuit Vyvhar=I krvamaH Aave Ke. prHtu inüyse AenuH Stvnkrva=I AaTmanuH Stvn bntuH n=I. p` ivkLp=I prna Stvn=I SvnuH inüy StvnbntuH n=I. smÔ uH kaH{?

Aahaha¦ Aahaha... Ae kzxmaH Aave Ke ne wa{. phelaH AaTma ne AnaTmax$AatmaH Aave Ke. kzxmaH Aave Ke. Aa AaTma isvay bIÔ b\a AàTma khevay. AaApeÙaAe hÇ. Aa ãVy Ke Ae SvãVy Ke, Ane SvãVynI ApeÙaAe wgvannuH ãVy AãVykhevay. Aahaha¦ AemnI ApeÙaAe AemnuH ãVy, AanI ApeÙaAe AãVy. Aahahaha.AemnI ApeÙaAe Aemno AaTma AaTma, p` AanI ApeÙaAe Aeno AaTma AàTma.Aare AavI b\I AakrI vatuH. Aohoho... Ae!le ko{ Vyvhar Stuit Ke Ae jU@I kI\I ma!ehoy j nhÄ Aem nhÄ. jU@Ino A=R Ae bH\nuH kar` Ke Vyvharnyno ivØy rag Ane StuitAe b\o bH\nuH kar` Ke Ae ApeÙaAe Aene jU@uH kæuH, p` Ae vStu n=I j Aem n=I,Aahaha... Aevo xuwwav hoy Ke p` Aena=I wgvannI Stuit tI=ÅkrnI Stuit...

j¡Ao xrIrnuH Stvn krva=I AaTmanuH Stvn bntuH n=I Ae!lI vat. ivkLp äarapotana AaTmana AnHtgu na ipHDnI Stuit isvay je!lI prnI Stuit Ke Ae vaStivky=a=R Stuit n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? Ae=I Ay=a=R Stuit hova=I Ae Stuitno wav Ane prtrfnuH je StuitnuH lÙ Ae vStu j n=I, Aem n=I. Aa... re Aa!la b\a...(pDqaHsmjva¦)

te=I khe Ke j¡Ao-

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392 smysar isiâ wag-2wava=R:- te=I AhÄ ko{ ÝÆ kre ke Vyvharny to AsTya=R kæo Ke. Ke? Ane xrIr

jD Ke, to Vyvharna Aa]ye jDnI StuitnuH xuH fz? Aahaha... teno _¿r:- “VyvharnysvR=a AsTya=R n=I.” Ke j nhÄ Aem n=I. Aahahaha... ;inüyne Ý\an krIne sTya=Rkæo Ke' ÔeyuH? AHdr wgvan AaTmana AanHdnI Aekag‡tanI Stuit, Ae inüynIÝ\antanI ApeÙaAe ivkLpnI Stuitne jU@I kI\I Ke. Aahahaha¦ vzI KÍS=ne, hvej¡Ao, Aolo ivkLp Ke ne Ae!le ivkLpmaH kaH{ wgvanno AaTma jàto n=I. “KÍS=nepotano ne prno AaTma saÙatŸ deqato n=I.” Ke? Vyvhar=I xrIr deqay Ke. potanop` AHdr ivkLp deqay Vyvhar=I, Ane samanuH p` AenuH baæ xrIrne Ae deqay A=vawle Aena gu hoy p` Aa gu nI ApeÙaAe Ae AnaTma Ke. Aahahahaha¦ AhÄ paKuHkhexe ke wa{ wgvannI Stuit Ae nhÄ, to inüy Stuit kone khevI? Tyare wgvannIinüy Stuit Aem n lI\I. Aa AaTma AHtrmaH AnHt AanHdno kHd Ýwu, AenI sNmuq={ne Aekag‡ =vuH te inüy kevzInI Stuit Ke. kho hve Stuit AhÄya khevI AanI ne inüyStuit, Aahahaha¦ Are Aa magR to Ýwu SyadŸvad=I k{ ApeÙaAe kæuH Ke, Ae n smjtaHqeHcataÌ kre Ane Vyvhar Stuit=I kLya` ={ Ôy Aem mane Ae qo!uH Ke, Ane VyvharStuit n j Aave, smiktIne-&anIne p`, Aey qo!uH Ke. hEH? Ae AhÄ khe Ke, j¡Ao, tenIxaHt$p muãane deqIne j¡Ao, Ke to pr p` xuwwav AaVyo Ke Ae!le wgvannI mUitR,Ýitma ke wgvan saÙatŸ hoy. Aahaha¦ xaHt$p muãa deqIne potane p` xaHt wav =ayxuwwav. smÔ uH kaH{? muãa deqIne Ae inim¿=I k=n Ke p` potane Aevo xuwwavhoy Ke Tyare Aam deqta xaHt Ke Aem Aene lage, Aena &annI pyaRymaH, Aahaha...xuH xElI¦

Aavo _pkar ÔÌ, ÔeyuH? xrIrna Aa]ye p` Stuit kre Ke, Ae!le ke ivkLpno wavAave Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ane inivRkLp Ýwu AaTmanI Stuit isvay Aavo ivkLpno wavhoy Ke. Aahaha¦ bhu ferfar. m|yS==I vat n smje ne qeHcata` kre, AhÄ to kæuH KepaKuH qulaso kyÈ Ke ke Aena=I xaHt wav =ay Ke, Ae!le ke xuwwav =ay Ke to pota=I,p` AenuH lÙ NyaH Ôy Ke. Aahahaha¦ VyvharnynuH lÙ j pr _pr Ôy Ke, AneinüynuH lÙ Sv _pr Ke. Aahaha¦ p` Ae Vyvharnyno ivØy Stuit, Ae moÙno magRnhÄ. smÔ uH kaH{? KtaH bH\no magR ivkLpno vCce AaVya ivna rhe nhÄ, Ae p`&anIne, A&anIne to inüy n=I to Vyvharey n=I. Aahahaha... AavuH b\uH F uH kyaHferfar?

ÔeyuH? xaHtmuãa deqI AHtrHgmaH vItragwavno inüy =ay Ke. ÔeyuH? lÙ Ke ne pr_pr ke, Aahaha... xaHt Ýitma muãa, vItrag muãa deqI kevz&an yad Aave, Aave Ke ne?smysar na!kmaH Aave Ke. caEd gu S=anna Ai\karmaH muãa deqIne ke, Aahaha... Ke toxuwwav p` Aena lÙmaH, Aahaha... p` Aevo wav Aave, te=I Vyvhar Stuitne pÀvkax Ke, Ae!lI vat. p` Ae Vyvhar Stuit Ke ma!e inüy StuitnuH kar` Ke Aem n=I.


393bhu Aakro ferfar. Vyvharne n=I j Aem _=ape Ke Ae jU@a Ke, tem Vyvhar=I inüynolaw =ay Ke Aem mane Ke Aey jU@a Ke. hve AavI vat ÉãH.

vItragwavno inüy =ay Ke, ÔeyuH? pote Ô e ke, Aahaha... Aava vItrag,Aava vItrag. Ae kone? ke jene inüy Stuitno Svwav Ýg!õ Ke Aene xuwwavmaHAam jày Ke. Aahahaha¦ j¡Ao, wava=R ktaRAe Aavo qulaso kyÈ. Vyvhar StuitneS=apI Ke, p` Ae bH\nuH kar` Ke, Ae=I Aene inüy Stuit khevamaH AavtI n=I. pìnüy Stuit khevamaH n=I AavtI ma!e Vyvhar Stuitno wav n j hoy, Aem n=I. AareAavI vatuH FDIkmaH ;ha' Ane FDIkmaH ;na' k{ ApeÙa Ke, Ae Ô`vuH Ôe{Ae ne?Aahahaha¦ Aa AaTmanI ApeÙaAe bIÔ b\a AaTmaAo p` AàTma Ane AãVy Ke.Aahahaha¦

Ae!le qreqr to Ae AÒv Ke, Ae Òv n=I, Aa ÒvnI ApeÙaAe. Aahahaha...AavI vat Ke. Ae!le AÒvnI Stuit Ke Ae xuw ivkLp Ke Ae AÒv Ke. Ane samanI StuitKe Ae p` Aa Òv nhÄ ma!e AÒv Ke. Ae ma!e Stuit jU@I kI\I. p` Ae wav AaVya ivnarheto n=I. wav]ut&an Ke ne? to be wed nyna Aena pDe Ke. inüy Ane Vyvhar Aene,smiktIne j Vyvharny hoy Ke, A&anIne Vyvharny hoto n=I. ny j n=I ßyaH(wav) ]ut&an n=I TyaH ny kevo. Aahaha¦ hve AavI tkrarmaH. AaHhI to xaHtmuãadeqI, Ke to pr, qreqr to Aa ÒvnI ApeÙaAe Ae b\a AÒv Ke. qreqr to Ae xrIrKe. Aahahaha¦ kem ke ivkLp _@õ Ae j pote xrIr-pudŸgl Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa ga=a wareA!p!I hE.

_prnI vatne hve ga=a=I isâ kre Ke, hve kem Aane Vyvhar kæo Ane kem Aaneinüy n kæo AenuH v Rn kre Ke.

tH i`CKye jußjid srIrgu a ih hÇit kevilò .kevilgu e =u id jo so tŠH kevilH =u id .. 29..

(hirgIt)p` inüye n=I yoGy Ae, nih dehgu kevzItà¸je kevzIgu`ne Stve prma=R kevzI te Stve. 29.

!Ika:- jem caHdIno gu sfedp uH teno suv RmaH Awav Ke, ÔeyuH? ma!e inüy=Isfedpàna nam=I sonanuH nam n=I bntuH. Ke? sfedpàna nam=I sonanuH nam.. kemkesonamaH sfedpàno Awav Ke. Aahahaha¦ suv Rna gu je pIzaxp uH Aaid Ke temnanam=I j suv RnuH nam =ay Ke. tevI rIte, Aohohoho... k{ rIte? xrIrnaH gu o je xuÉlrÉtp uH ivgere, kemke ivkLp je Ke Ae pr trfno Ke (hova=I) Ae AaTmane deqto n=I.Aahaha¦ Ae to same AenuH xrIr ne Aena gu wle AhÄ gu levana KtaH Ae prne deqeKe Ae. Aohoho¦ xuH xElI? xrIrna je rÉtp uH, xuÉlp uH temno tI=Åkr kevzI puruØmaH

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394 smysar isiâ wag-2Awav Ke. Aahaha... tI=Åkr Ane Aeno je AaTma, Aena AaTmamaH Aano Awav Ke.Aahaha... ma!e inüy=I xrIrna xuÉl rÉtp uH gu onuH Stvn krva=I tI=Åkr kevzIpuruØnuH Stvn =tuH n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aahahaha... tI=Åkr kevzI puruØna gu onuH Stvnkrva=I j, ÔeyuH paKuH. tI=Åkr kevzI puruØna gu onuH Stvn krva=I, p` Aeno A=R? AaAaTmana gu onuH Stvn krva=I. Aahahaha¦ wgvan &ayk Sv$p, pU RAanHd Sv$p teAaTma tenI inivRkLp ¹iÚ=I Stvn krva=I, Aahahaha... Ae kevzInI Stuit =ay Ke.smÔ uH kaH{? (]ota:- FÌ coqv! krI) babuwa{¦ Aavo b\o ferfar Ke Aavo xuH=ay qeHcata` kre.

AhÄ to Ae khe Ke, tI=Åkr puruØnuH Stvn =ay Ke p` Ae kevz tI=Åkr (kevzIpuruØnuH) Stvn puruØnuH =ay Ke, Aeno A=R? Aa AaTmana gu onuH Stvn =ay Ae,Aahaha... AoluH Aave Ke ne? ;&atarH moÙmagR netarH &atarH bhu p‡tap vHde tdŸgu l\ye'Aeno A=R Ae loko Aevo kre Ke ;he Ýwu AapnI Stuit=I tmara gu mne Ýaº =aAo.'tdŸgu lB\ye Aem Ke ne? p` Aeno A=R Aem n=I. Aaha... AenI Stuitna kazmaH maratrfnuH je Ôer Ke SvwavmaH, Aeno mne law Ýaº =aAo. Aeno law =aAo Aem Ke vat.xuH =ay? Aam wgvannI Stuit krva=I law =ay? Aahaha... wa{¦ Ae kæuHne,Am<tcHãacayR kLmaiØtaH mara piràm hÒ kluiØt vteR Ke. pyaRymaH muin KuH, AacayR KuH,Aahaha¦ p` huH xuâ cEtNy ãVy KuH, AevuH mne wan Ke, KtaH pyaRymaH AnaidnI kLmaiØtapirìt éwI Ke, tenI Aa !Ika krtaH krtaH teno nax ={ jÔe. hve !Ika krtaH to, !IkakrtaH to krvano to ivkLp Ke, p` maruH Ôer te vqte AHdrmaH Ke, Aena ÔernI v<iâ ={jÔe. Ae kazmaH Aena=I nhÄ. Aavo b\o ferfar bhu. (]ota:- tena=I Ae!le Aenainim¿e, _padan maruH) AavuH Ke. hÒ sTy smjvamaHy potano Aag‡h raqe Ane sTynen smje to hve Aene AoluH sTy AHdr ha= ÉãH=I Aave? Aahahaha¦

hve ix*yno ÝÆ Ke ke AaTma to xrIrno Ai\¤ata Ke. Ke? xrIrno SvamI Ke, \ÌKe, Aahahaha... te=I xrIrna Stvn=I AaTmanuH Stvn inüye kem yuÉt n=I? Aahaha...Ae TyaHy kæuH Ke ne ;Ývcnsar' Vyvhar inüy Ae b\a je!la ivkLpo Ke AenoAi\¤ata AaTma Ke. Aahahaha... Vyvhar=I moÙ =ay, iÊya=I =ay, AevuH Aave Ke neik‡ya=I =ay &an=I =ay, inüy=I =ay Ae b\a \mÈ Aek smymaH g`vamaH AaVya Ke.Ane Aeno Ai\¤ata AaTma Ke TyaH Aem kI\uH Ke, kar`ke AenamaH =ay Ke. Aahahaha¦

AhÄ khe Ke xrIrne ne AaTmane, Ai\¤ata Aeno SvamI Ke Ae, ke ;na' Ae SvamIAem n=I. NyaH je kI\uH AevuH AhÄ n=I. Aahahaha¦ te=I xrIrna Stvn=I kem yuÉt n=IAaTmanuH Aena _¿r$pe ¹ÚaHt siht ga=a khe Ke.

`yriMm vi~`de jh iv r~ò v~`à kda hoid .dehgu e =uVvHte ` kevilgu a =uda hÇit .. 30..


395(hirgIt)

v`Rn kyeR ngrI tùH nih =ay v`Rn wUpnuH,kI\e xrIrgu nI Stuit nih Stvn kevzIgu nuH. 30.

Aahaha¦ Aa ngr AevuH Ke ke, Aahahaha... Ae ivkLpnI Stuit Ane b\a wgvanneAe b\uH ngrnuH v Rn Ke, AaTmanuH nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aa ngr AevuH Ke ke je e ko! vDeAakaxne g‡sI naQyuH Ke Ae!lo ko! êco Ke. g# ke Aaqo Aakaxne gzI Ôy Ae!lo g#êco Ke Aem. Aa ngrno ko! Ae!lo êco Ke ke Aakaxne gzI gyo Ke Aem.

(]otaAone _dŸexIne) AhÄ to hve FÌ jGya Ke nIce. _pr bese Ke to AhÄya FÌjGya Ke _pr be@a Ke kok, nIce besvuH Ôe{Ae. Ae!le b\e êce bese, saHwzva Aave te AhÄêce bese Aeno A=R xuH? Ke Ke jgtnI Ae!lI SvCKHdta, kaH{ VyvharnI qbr n mze.AhÄ vHcay Ke Aena=I êcu besvuH. Ae to te id' ma`s nhota smata - Aek hare besaynhÄ saEnI hare Ae!le. AaqI jgtnI rIt AevI. Aahahaha...

xuH kæuH Aa? Ae ngrna ko!e Aakaxne gZyuH Ae!lo mo!o êco Ke p` Ae to ngrnuHv Rn Ke. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- raÔnuH n=I) Aem wgvanna gu onuH ke wgvannaxrIrnuH, Ae b\uH ngrnuH v Rn Ke, prnuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? _pvn raÒingI R-wUimtlmŸ bgIcaAonI pHiktAo=I wUimtzne gzI gyuH Ke Ae!la b\a bgIcaAoKe ke Ô e bgIcaAo AaqI wUimne gzI gya Ke p` Ae to v Rn ngrnuH =yuH, AenaraÔnuH n =yuH. Aahahaha¦ care trf bgIca=I p<+vI #Hka{ g{ Ke. Ane “pirqavlymŸpatalmŸ ipbit |y” ko!nI care trf qa{na Fera=I Ô e ke patazne pI ræuH Ke, g# Ô eAakaxnuH ={ gyuH. vtRmanmaH bgIca p<+vI(ne) gzI g{. patazmaH qa{. Aahahaha¦Aahahaha...

Aam ngrnuH v Rn krva KtaH tena=I raÔnuH v Rn =tuH n=I. kar` ke Ôe ke raÔteno Ai\¤ata Ke, inim¿ trIke, top` ko!, bag, qa{ Aaidvazo raÔ n=I.Aahahahaha... Ae ngrna v Rnno inim¿ trIke raÔ Ai\¤ata khevay, KtaH Ae raÔnuHv Rn n=I.

Aem ivkLp=I v Rn =ay, Aahahaha... Ae AaTmanuH v Rn n=I. Ae to AàTmaAaid pudŸglnuH xrIrnuH v Rn Ke. Aahahahaha...AavuH Ke. ko! bag qa{ Aaidvazo raÔn=I, Ke? Aaha¦ Ae ivkLp=I Stuit kre p` Ae ivkLpvazo AaTma n=I. Aahaha¦ AemivkLp=I Aa wgvannI Stuit kre p` Aa AaTma TyaH n=I. Aahahaha¦ FÌ gHwIrtainüy Ane Vyvhar, AlaEikk gHwIrta. tevI rIte xrIrnuH Stvn kre tI=ÅkrnuH Stvnn=I, Aeno A=R ke ivkLp=I cahe to prmaTma tI=ÅkrdevnuH Stvn kro, to p` Ae qreqrAaTmanuH Stvn n=I, Ae xrIrnuH Stvn Ke, pudŸglnuH Ke. Aahahaha¦

wgvan Ane wgvannI vaÌne [iNãy kI\I Ke ne? Aavxe ne hve. AekƒIsmaHAavxe. [iNãy kho ke pudŸgl kho ke pr kho. Aahahahaha... SvAaTmana AnHt AanHdna

ga=a - 27 =I 30


396 smysar isiâ wag-2kHd Aagz Ýwu, Ae wgvannI vaÌ Ane wgvan pote [iNãy Ke. Aahahaha... Ae!leke Ae pudŸgl Ke, Ae!le ke Ae pr Ke. Aahahaha... Ae xrIr Ke. AenuH ngrnuH v Rn AeAaTmanuH v Rn n=I. ivkLp=I je v Rn =ay wgvanna gu nuH wle, p` Ae AaTmanuHv Rn n=I. Aahahaha¦ gjb xElI¦ idgHbr sHtonI, gjb vat, gjb vat ÉyaHy KenhÄ AevI vat. Aahahahaha¦

}lok mUÉõ-r6 kzx.inTymivkarsuiS=tsvaRùmpUvRshjlav~ymŸ .AÙowimv smuãH ijneNã$pH prH jyit .. 26..

}loka=R:- ijneNãnuH $p _Tk<¤p e jyvHt vteR Ke. “inTymŸ Aivkar-suiS=tmŸsvaR½gmŸ” jemaH svR AHg hHmexaH AivkarI @rI gyel xaHt xaHt xaHt xaHt, Aahaha..sarI rIte suq$p suiS=t Ke. p` Ae to prnI xrIrnI vat Ke. ApUvR shj lav~ymŸ,jemaH jNm=I j ApUvR Ane Svwaivk lav~y Ke. svRne iÝy lage AevI lav~yta Ke.Aahaha... xrIrnI Ae!lI suHdrta Ane nmà{ Ane lav~yta deqnarne iÝy lage pÀe to b\u ngrnuH v Rn, xrIrnuH v Rn =yuH. Are Aena gu nuH v Rn kre to p` ivkLpKe ne? prãVy Ke ne? Aahahaha... AemaH Aa AaTmanuH v Rn n AaVyuH. Aahaha¦ smuã {vAÙowmŸ- je smuãnI jem Ùowriht Ke, czacz riht Ke. xaHt xaHt Aek Kokrane Ôeyoto 80 nI salmaH, bo!ad ko` Ô e kevo sat Aa@ vØRno Kokro p` j¡Ao to AamgHwIr gHwIr gHwIr, Aam be@o hoy to Ô e kaH{ cpza{ nhÄ kaH{ nhÄ- samaiykl{ne be@o to Aena bap hare AaVyo to 80 nI vat Ke bo!ad. p` Aena xrIrnI ko`Ô e Ae!lI gHwIrta ke bazkp uH j n deqay. Aa to Aek sa\ar` pu~y ihn ÝaÌ,Aahaha... Aena bapne kI\uH'tuH ke Aa Kokro Aam gHwIr muãa, ko{ id' kaH{ hsvu kekaH{ ivSmy lage kaH{ nhÄ khe. Aa@ vØRno bazk hto 80 nI vat Ke 20 ne 34 copnvØR =ya.

Aa to ƒ` lokno na= Aena xrIrnI lav~ytanuH xuH khevuH, KtaHy Ae to prãVynagu Ke. Aahahaha.... wgvanna gu gava. wgvanna gu gava Ae p` xrIrna neprna Ke, AaTmana nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AavuH AakruH kam wa{ kar` ke wgvanna gu o gavaAe gu o kaH{ tara n=I. Ae to tarI ApeÙaAe to Ae b\a gu o j n=I. Aahaha... AawavnI ApeÙaAe wgvanno wav te Awav Ke. Aahahahaha¦ AavuH Ke. vItrag magRbhu gHwIr wa{. Aahaha¦ Aga\ gHwIr wa{. Aaha... Aeno inüy Ane Aeno Vyvharne Ae kH{ vat Ke¦ Aahaha¦ Aam xrIrnuH Stvn krva KtaH tena=I tI=Åkr kevzI puruØnuHStvn =tuH n=I. Aahahaha... xuwrag=I ivkLp=I wgvanna gu gan gava Ae p`xrIrna Ke, AaTmana nhÄ, Aahahaha... tara AaTmana nhÄ. Ôe ke tI=Åkr kevzI puruØnexrIrnuH Ai\¤atap uH Ke inim¿nuH, to p` suiS=t svaÅgp uH Ane lav~y Aaid AaTmanagu nhÄ hova=I, tI=Åkr kevzI puruØne te gu ono Awav Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae!le ke Aa


397AaTmamaH Aena je gu o gavo, Ae gu ono AamaH Awav Ke. Aahahaha¦ wgvanna gugavo p` Ae gu na wavno Aa AaTmamaH to Awav Ke. Ae to prmaH ræa. Aahahaha...AavuH nvrax ÉãH fursd-sTyne k{ rIte sTy _wuH rhe. Aahaha¦ Aem ne Aem haLye Ôy.Aahahaha¦ ÝÆ:- ATyar su\I xuH AaVyuH Aa b\I ga=aAomaH? ke kevzIna gu o je Ke,Ae to Aa AaTmana gu o te kevzIna gu o Ke. prna gu o je Ke Ae kevzIna gu o nhÄ.Ae prna gu o Ke Ae pr AaTma trIke gÌne, Aa AaTmano AemaH Awav Ke, Ae!leqreqr to Ae AàTmana gu Ke. Aahahaha... kem ke ivkLp Ke Ae rag Ke ne AemaH Aaj Aave. Aahaha¦ Ane inivRkLpp e je AaTmana gu o te kevzIna gu o Ke. Aahahaha¦

ivØy Aaje jrI inüy Vyvharno hto ne. Aahaha¦ te=I hve qulaso krxe, kewgvan Ane wgvannI vaÌ Ae b\a [iNãy Ke, pudŸgl Ke, Aa AaTma nhÄ. Aahahaha...Aahahaha... jevI Aa jD [iNãy Ke, waveiNãy Ke, AevI j Aa wgvannI vaÌ Anewgvan pote [iNãy Ke kevzI prmaTma p` Aa AaTmane ihsabe [iNãy Ke. Aahahahaha...wgvan AaTma A`ÄiNãy Ýwu, Aahahaha... AenI ApeÙaAe to wgvan saÙatŸ(ÝTyÙ)ibraje Ke, te p` [iNãy Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aem saÙatŸ wgvanna gu kre to p` AepudŸglna gu Ke. j¡Ao- ivkLp _@yo Ke Ane pr trf Aa]y Ke ne? Aahaha...inivRkLpp e AHtrmaH ¹iÚmaH Ôy te kevzIna Stvn kevzI Ae!le kevz tuH pote. Aahahaha¦AavuH Sv$p Ke. A!p!uH htu babuwa{ Aaje. Aahaha... AamaH kaH{ ferfar krva Ôy to=ay tevuH n=I. Aahahaha¦ kar`ke Nyay v RvI v RvIne wgvanna gu gan kre toy kheKe xrIrna gu gan Ke, tara nhÄ. Ae ngr je baænI cIj Ke AenuH v Rn ngrnuH v Rn.ivxeØ lexe.


}lok - 25-26

· isângrmaH AnHta isâo ibraje Ke. teAoAe phelaH

bhar=I njr sHkelIne AHdrno ivStar kyoR hto tuH p`

bhar=I sHkelo krI naq. huH to pUr` Awed prmaTma j

KuH, mare ne prmaTmane kaH{ fer n=I - Aem fer ka#I

naqnarne fer KU!I jxe. Aahaha¦ idgHbr sHtonI k=n-

xElI AlaEikk Ke.




ga=a - 31

A= inüyStuitmah. tœa &ey&ayks÷rdoØpirhare tavtŸ-

jo èidye iji`¿a a`shavai\yH mu id AadH.tH qlu ijidHidyH te w Hit je iìCKda sahU.. 31..y [iNãyai` ijTva &anSvwavai\kH janaTyaTmanmŸ.tH qlu ijteiNãyH te wìNt ye iniüta: sa\v:.. 31..

y: qlu inrvi\bN\pyaRyvxen ÝTyStimtsmStSvprivwagain inmRlwedaWya-skaExloplB\aNt:Sf¡!aitsU"micTSvwavavÚMwblen xrIrpir amapþainãVyeiNãyai ,ÝitivixÚSvSvivØyVyvsaiytya q~Dx: AakØRiNt ÝtIymanaq~DEkicCKi›tyawaveiNãyai`, g‡aæg‡ahklÙ`sMbN\ÝTyasi¿vxen sh sHivda prSprmekIwUtainvicCK›e: SvymevanuwUymanasùtya waveiNãyavg<æmaànŸ SpxaRdIiniNãya=aÅü svR=aSvt: p<=Þr en ivijTyoprtsmSt&ey&ayks÷rdoØTvenEkTve !÷oTkI R iv¬SyaPy-Syopir trta ÝTyÙo>ottya inTymevaNt:Ýkaxmanenanpaiyna Svt:isâen prma=Rstawgvta &anSvwaven sveRWyo ãVyaNtreWy: prma=Rto½itir›maTmanH s etyte s qluijteiNãyo ijn [Tyeka inüyStuit:.

hve, (tI=Åkr-kevzInI) inüyStuit khe Ke. temaH phelaH &ey-&ayknasHkrdoØno pirhar krI Stuit khe Ke :-

ÒtI [iNãyo &anSvwave Ai\k Ô e AaTmne,inüy ivØe iS=t sa\uAo waqe ijteiNãy tehne. 31.

ga=a=R:- (y:) je ([iNãyai`) [iNãyone (ijTva) ÒtIne (&anSvwavai\kH)&anSvwav vDe ANyãVy=I Ai\k (AaTmanmŸ) Aa„ane (janait) Ô e Ke (tH)tene, (ye iniüta: sa\v:) je inüynymaH iS=t sa\uAo Ke (te) teAo, (qlu)qreqr (ijteiNãyH) ijteHiãy (wìNt) khe Ke.

!Ika:- (je muin ãVyeiNãyo, waveiNãyo t=a [iNãyona ivØywUt pda=È-Aeƒ eyne potana=I j¡daH krIne svR ANyãVyo=I iwþ potana AaTmane Anuwve Kete muin inüy=I ijteiNãy Ke.) Anaid AmyaRd$p bH\pyaRyna vxe jemaH smStSvprno ivwag ASt ={ gyo Ke (A=aRtŸ jeAo AaTmanI sa=e AevI Aek ={ rhIKe ke wed deqato n=I) AevI xrIrpiràmne Ýaº je ãVyeiNãyo temne to inmRz wed-AWyasnI ÝvI`ta=I Ýaº je AHtrHgmaH Ýg! AitsU"m cEtNySvwav tenaAvlHbnna bz vDe svR=a pota=I ÔudI krI¸ Ae, ãVyeiNãyonuH ÒtvuH =yuH. Ôuda Ôudapotpotana ivØyomaH Vyaparpà=I jeAo ivØyone qHDqHD g‡h` kre Ke (A=aRtŸ


399&anne qHDqHD$p jàve Ke) AevI waveiNãyone, ÝtIitmaH Aavta AqHD AekcEtNyxi›pà vDe svR=a pota=I ÔudI ÔÌ¸ Ae, waveiNãyonuH ÒtvuH =yuH.g‡aæg‡ahklÙ`vaza sHbH\nI ink!tane lI\e jeAo potana sHvedn (Anuwv)sa=e prSpr Aek jeva ={ gyela deqay Ke Aeva, waveiNãyo vDe g‡hvamaH Aavtaje [iNãyona ivØywUt SpxaRid pda=È temne, potanI cEtNyxi›nuH SvymevAnuwvmaH AavtuH je AsHgp uH te vDe svR=a pota=I Ôuda kyaR Ae, [iNãyonaivØywUt pda=ÈnuH ÒtvuH =yuH. Aam je (muin) ãVyeiNãyo, waveiNãyo t=a [iNãyonaivØywUt pda=È-Ae ƒ ene ÒtIne, &ey-&ayk-sHkr namno doØ Aavto hto tesFzo dUr =va=I AekTvmaH ·!HkoTkI R Ane &anSvwav vDe svR ANyãVyo=I prma=eRÔuda Aeva potana AaTmane Anuwve Ke te inüy=I ;ijteiNãy ijn' Ke.(&anSvwav ANy Acetn ãVyomaH n=I te=I te vDe AaTma svR=I Ai\k, Ôudo jKe.) kevo Ke te &anSvwav? Aa iv¬nI (smSt pda=ÈnI) _pr trto (A=aRtŸtemne Ô`taH KtaH te-$p nih =to), ÝTyÙ _\otpà=I s¹ay AHtrHgmaH Ýkaxman,Aivn¬r, Svt:isâ Ane prma=RstŸ-Aevo wgvan &anSvwav Ke.

Aa rIte Aek inüyStuit to Aa ={.(&ey to ãVyeiNãyo, waveiNãyo t=a [iNãyona ivØywUt pda=È Ane &ayk

pote AaTma-Ae bNnenuH Anuwvn, ivØyonI Aas›ta=I, Aek jevuH =tuH htuH¸wed&an=I iwþp uH Ô~yuH Tyare te &ey&ayk-sHkrdoØ dUr =yo Aem AhÄ Ô`vuH.)

Ývcn nH. 89 ga=a - 31 ta. rr-9-78 xuk‡var ]av` vd-6 sH. 2p04

Ab tI=Åkr kevzIkI inüy Stuit khete hE. ihHdI hE Aa loko AaVya Ke ne kya khetehE? ke ngrka v Rn krnese raÔka v Rn nih hota AEse xrIrka v Rn, Aitxyka v Rn{ska v Rnse AaTmaka v Rn nih hota. Are yhaH to TyaH lg kha ke Apnese iwNnwgvan tI=Åkr ho ke svR& ho ke pHcprmei¤ ho Ae Apna AaTmakI ApeÙaAe AnaTma,prãVy hE. Aahahahaha¦ _skI Stuit Ae Vyvhar Stuit hE, pu~ybH\ka kar` hE. smjmeHAaya? Aahahaha...

to vaStivk tI=Åkr Ane kevzIkI Stuit iksko khe to, _ske _¿rmaH AEsa kha, hE?_smeH &ey &aykka sHkr doØka pirhar krke Stuit krte hE. kya khete hE? Aahahaha...wgvan AaTma &ayk hE AaEr Aa [iNãyaH Ôe hE jD Ae &ey hE, pr hE. Aem AHdr waveiNãyÔe hE Aae wI &ey hE, pr hE. AEse dev guÌ ne xaÏ ke _skI vaÌ Ae wI pr&ey hE Ae wI[iNãy hE. jEse Aa jD [iNãyaH hE. AEse AHdr waveiNãy Aekek ivØyko &anko

·!HkoTkI R µ p+=rmaH !aHkà=I korelI mUitRnI jem Aekakar jevo ne tevo iS=t.

ga=a - 31


400 smysar isiâ wag-2qHD qHD btanevalI AaEr [iNãyka ivØy cahe to SƒI, ku!uHb, pirvar ho, cahe to dev,guÌ, xaÏ ho, ye sb prãVy hE, [iNãy hE. Ae [iNãy prãVy hE. [iNãy kho ke prãVykho, jD [iNãy, waveiNãy AaEr [iNãyka ivØy, Aahahahaha... cahe to ƒ` lokno na=wgvan smosr`maH ibrajman ho Ae p` [iNãyka ivØy honese [iNãy hE. AavI vatKe Ýwu. Aahaha¦

ye sb &ey hE AaEr tum &ayk hE. dokI Aekta sHkrdoØ hE. ãVyeiNãy mEH huH, waveiNãymEH huH, AaEr wgvankI vaÌ Ane wgvan ye mEH huH. Aahahaha¦ to _smeH Aaha... &ey Ane&aykko sHkr bnaya. sHkrka A=R qIcDo bnaya. smjmeH Aaya? AavI vat Ke bapu¦JIÌ sU"m vatuH FÌ.

ye &ey jDeiNãy, waveiNãy AaEr [iNãyka ivØy, cahe to ƒ` lokna na=nI vaÌAne wgvan {sko to AhÄ [iNãy khenemeH Aaya hE. pa@maH to {tna hE ke [iNãyiji`ta Tyare Aola ke!laHk iväano ATyare khe maza iväanoAe duruh krI naqI !Ika, xuHke Aa [iNãyne ÒtvuH Ae!luH htuH. Are Ýwu, p` [iNãyne Òtvano A=R j Aa Ke. (]ota:-[iNãyone Òtay kevI rIte) Ae loko Aem khe ke Aa waØamaH sadI vat htI [iNãyne ÒtvuHAne Aa A=Rkare, !Ikakare duruh krI naHQyu ke [iNãyo jD, waveiNãy AaEr wgvankI vaÌAaEr wgvan Ae p` [iNãy AhÄ lg le gya maza !Ikakar. Aa to gHwIrp e pa@pDã hE. _skI AHdr wav kya hE _skI !Ika SpÚ ikya hE. to Ae lokone Ae duruh lagtehE. Aahaha¦ [iNãy? vItragkI vaÌ saHwze, wgvan saÙatŸ, ibrajte hE Aem deqe, Ae[iNãy? [iNãyka ivØy [iNãy. AakrI vatuH bapu bhu wa{¦ Aahaha...¦

Ae &ey ne &ayk dokI AektapàkI buiâ, sHyogbuiâ, sHkrbuiâ, prnI hare sbH\buiâAe im+yaTv hE. Aahaha... JIÌ vat Ýwu¦ bhu magR Aevo sUÙm Ke. Aahaha¦ Aewgvan AaTma &ayk Sv$p Ýwu Ane Ae Alava Aa ãVyeiNãy Aaid Ane wgvanAaid p` {sko [iNãy kha, &ey$pe [iNãy kha. Aahaha...¦ wgvan AaTma A`[iNãy&ayk Ýwu AHdr, Aahahaha... Ae A`[iNãynI ApeÙaAe wgvan Ane wgvannIvaÌne p` [iNãy khI dI\uH. Aahaha¦ balcHdÒ (AhÄ to) AavI vatuH Ke, xuH =ay? AelokoAe Aem kæuH Ke hmàH AaVyuH'tuH ke !Ikakare duruh krI naHQyuH. Aola iv>anHdÒAesmysar kyuÅ Ke. sadI Am=I waØamaH kyuÅ Ke sa\ar`. Are bapu Aa ko{ ivätanI cIjn=I. Aahaha... AhÄya to prmaTma Apna &ayk Svwav Ae ApeÙaAe _ske AlavaijtnI cIj hE, sbko [iNãy khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahahaha¦ dUsrI rIte khIAe to wgvanAaTma &ayk Sv$p _ske Alava dUsrI sb cIj AÒv hE. Aa Òv nihH ma!e AÒv hE.Aahahaha...

wgvanno AaTma ƒ`lokna na=no to Aa Òv &ayknI ApeÙaAe Ae AÒv hE,Òv nhÄ. Aa Òv nhÄ ma!e, sumerucHdÒ¦ AakrI vatuH. nanawa{ne laVya Aaje hare.Aahaha¦ wa{ AnHtkazmaH Ae e vaStivk tÀv ¹iÚmaH lI\uH n=I. Aahaha... Ae &ey Ane


401&ayk AaVyuH? sHkrdoØ, sHkrdoØno A=R benuH Aekp uH, bena sHbH\nuH Aekp uH, sHyogsHbH\, sHkrsHbH\, Aahaha... benI AektanI maNyta Aena doØnuH inrakr` kre Ke AhÄya.Aahaha... Ke? Aem krIne Stuit krte hE, tI=Åkr kevzInI Stuit, waØa AEsI hE, p` AetI=Åkr kevzInI Stuitno A=R, Apna AaTma Ôe &ayk Sv$p pU aRnHd hE. _smeH Aekag‡hona ye tI=Åkr ne kevzInI Stuit Ke. Aahahaha... AavI vat. jgt smajne k@` pDexuH =ay? Aaha... sHkrdoØka pirhar kr tI=Åkr kevzInI sacI Stuit Aem Ke ne wa{babuwa{? to tI=Åkr kevzI to pr Ke ne, vat krxe, AhÄya AaTmanI. wgvan AaTmapU aRnHdno na= Ýwu. Aahaha... AenI sNmuq ={ne AemaH Aekag‡ta krvI Ae tI=Åkr nekevzInI Stuit khevay Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? Ae vat AhÄya khega, hE?sHkrdoØka pirhar krke, kenI Stuit? tI=Åkr kevzInI, tI=Åkr kevzInI A=aRtŸ AaTmanI.Aahaha¦

jo èidye iji`¿a a`shavai\yH mu id AadH .

tH qlu ijidHidyH te w Hit je iìCKda sahU .. 31..

(hirgIt)ÒtI [iNãyo &anSvwave Ai\k Ô e AaTmne,inüy ivØe iS=t sa\uAo waqe ijteiNãy tehne. 31.

xBda=R: ga=a=R l{Ae, Aa to 19 mI var vHcay Ke. 18 var to AaqHu smysarswamaH vHca{ gyuH Ke. (]ota:- AogÌsmI var ÔudI rIte vHcay Ke) 19 maH 9 AaVyone (]ota:- n fre Aevo AekDo ne pKI nvDo AaTma ko{ id' n fre Aevo) ha, Aevo.Aahahaha¦ ga=a=R: sU"m Ke wa{, Aa ga=a j brabr AaVya Ke brabr AnukUzmaH.Aahaha¦ AevI Ke. je [iNãyaeHko Òtkr _ska A=R tIn [iNãyka, A=R tIn, ãVyeiNãy,waveiNãy Ane wgvan dev guÌ xaÏ SƒI ku!uHb pirvar sb [iNãy. Aahaha... _skoÒtkr A=va Ae trfka Aa]y Ane lÙ KoDkr. Aahahaha¦ &an Svwave Ai\kmŸ &anSvwavI wgvan AaTma Ae prse j¡do-j¡do Ai\k iwNn pirpU R. Aahahaha¦ kyakha? {iãyÇko Òtkr bhu !uHkamaH p` F uH gHwIr khexe. !Ika Aavxe. Aa jD [iNãy,waveiNãy je Aek Aek ivØyko qHD qHD &an btave AaEr dex, ku!uHb, SƒI, pirvar, Aabru,pEsa, dev guÌ ne xaSƒ sbko AhÄya to [iNãy kha hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahahaha¦

_sko Òtkr A=aRtŸ _sse wed krke, Aahaha... &an Svwav Ai\kH, wgvanAaTma, &an Svwav=I pr&ey=I iwNn, Ai\k, j¡da, pirpU R. Aahaha... &an Svwavkeäara ANy ãVyse Ai\k, Aahahaha... ANy ãVyse j¡da, wgvan Ane wgvannIvaÌ=I p` Ýwu j¡do, Aahaha... AaTmako Ônte hE. Apna wgvanko ANy ãVyseiwNn, Ai\k, j¡do, Apna pirpU R AaTmako Ônte hE, Anuwvte hE, vedte hE, mnute-mante hE, Ônte hE, vedte hE. Aahaha¦...

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402 smysar isiâ wag-2smysar to AlaEikk cIj hE. bapu. Aa to saÙatŸ ƒ`lokna na= svR&nI vaÌ

hE. Aahaha.. (]ota:- jgtnI ƒIÒ AaHq) AiätIy cÙu, AÔeD cÙu. Aahaha¦ wgvanAiäity cÙu, Aa to xBd hE. Aa to [iNãy hE. Aa [iNãy hE, Aa AaTma nih. Aahahaha¦Aena=I p` j¡do, Aahaha... &ayk Svwav, Ai\k Ae!le &ey=I iwNn Ane Aekla &anSvwave pirpU R Aene je AHtrmeH Anuwvte hE, mante hE, Ô`te hE, {sko ijteiNãy khenemeHAaya hE. Ae e {iãyne ÒtI. Aam [iNãyne ÒtvI ke kan bH\ raqva. AaHQyuH Aam bH\krI Ke. (Ae kaH{ ÒtvuH n=I) Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

AaTmako Ônte hE, _Nhe inüynymeH iS=t sa\uAo inüynymaH je iS=t sa\uAoKe, vh vaStvmeH ijteiNãy khete hE. Ae Òvkae ijteiNãy, \m±, smiktI khete hE. Aahaha...inüymaH iS=t sHto je ko{ &eyko Apna &aykse iwNn &eyse bnakr, Apna AaTmakaAnuwv krte hE. _sko inüymeH iS=t sHto _sko ijteiNãy khete hE. Aahaha... AavIwaØay k@` pDe. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

!Ika: ãVyeiNãy Aa xrIr piràmne Ýaº jD Aa paHc [iNãyaH hE. xrIrnI piràm-pyaRy, xrIrna piràmne Ýaº Aa jD [iNãyo, Aahaha... Aavxe !IkamaH. waveiNãy jeAek Aek &anno ivØy Aek Aek [iNãy Aek Aek ivØyne qHD-qHD jàve, Ae waveiNãyAaEr [iNãyÇke ivØywUt, [iNãyoHke ivØywUt, Aahahaha... SƒI ku!uHb, pirvar, dex, devguÌ ne xaÏ Ae b\a [iNãyona ivØy Ke. Aahaha¦ tene, Aahaha... pda=Èko tInÇko,tIn Aayane ãVyeiNãy, waveiNãy Ane Aeno ivØy. ivØy xBde pda=R. Aahahaha...tInoHko Apnese Alg krke, Ae tIno &eyko Apna &aykwav, prse iwNn krke,Aahahaha... smSt ANy ãVyose iwNn smSt ANy ãVyose iwNn. ãVyeiNãy waveiNãyAne wgvannI vaÌ Aaid ANy ãVy, AEse iwNn, _sse iwNn, Aahahaha... ApneAaTmaka Anuwv krte hE. Apne AaTmaka, wgvanka AaTma nih. Aahahahaha...Apne AaTmaka Anuwv krte hE ye muin inüyse ijteiNãy hE. Aane ijteiNãy khenemeHAata hE. Aahaha¦

hve qulasa. Anaid Aeno A=R AmyaRd kyÈ, be xBd n=I, !IkamaH Aek j xBd Ke.inrvi\-inrvi\ Anaid myaRda ivnana kazne, Aaha... bH\ pyaRyke vx, rag ne kmR neinim¿ne vx, inim¿se nih, p` inim¿ne vx. smjmeH Aaya? Anaid AmyaRidt, AeAnaidno A=R kyÈ. myaRda ivnano kaz. Anaid, bH\ pyaRyne vx, Aahaha.... ragaid prvStu je bH\ Aene vx =yelo Òv, ijsmeH smSt Svprka ivwag ASt ho gya hE.ijsmeH Apna Sv$p Ane rag Ane prãVy do Aek mankr Svprka iwNnpà ASt hogya hE. SvprkI Aekta krke SvprkI iwNnta Aa=mI g{, ASt ho g{. Aahaha...Aa=mI g{ Ae!le benI j¡da{ rhI nih. &ayk &aykp e Ane [iNãyaH pr Ae je iwNnhE AEsa n rha, dokI Aektake vx ASt ho g{ iwNnta, iwNnta ASt ho g{.Aahahaha... Aa to AlaEikk Ke wa{. Aahahaha... Aa to idgHbr sHto ne jEndxRn


403svR&nuH kheluH Ae Aa tÀv Ke, bapu. Aahaha¦

ivwag ASt ho gya hE, kya kha? Aek kor &ayk wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu cEtNyivlasI AanHdno na= Ýwu Ane Aek baj¡ xrIr, vaÌ, mn, [iNãy, SƒI, ku!uHb, pirvar,dev, guÌ be Svpr iwNn hE, Ae Anaid ragke vx hokr iwNnta ASt ho g{ hE, iwNntaASt ho g{. Aekta Ýg! ho g{. Aahaha...

Ae dev p` mara Ke, guÌ mara Ke. (]ota:- benI Aekta ={ g{) Aekta hE. AakruHkam Ke Ýwu¦ xuH =ay? Ae &eymaH Ôy Ke. dev svR& iƒlokna= Ane guÌ ing‡Å=muin sHtidgHbr Ane xaÏ wgvane khelaH Ae prmagm. Aahaha¦ Ae prvStu Ane SvAaTmaAenI iwNnta, ragne vx hokr dokI iwNnta Aa=mI g{ hE. ASt ho g{ hE. iwNnta_skI pas rhI nih. JI uH Ke. balcHdÒ¦ Aahaha¦ hE? Svprka ivwag, Svprkaivwag, Sv &ayk Ane pr ragaid, dev, guÌ Aaid. Svprka ivwag, SvprkI j¡da{ASt ho g{ hE. A=aRtŸ Ôe AaTmake sa= AEsI Aekmek ho rhI hE, ke wed idqa{ nhÄ deta.Aahaha.... smÔ uH? AaelamaH lexe ink!ta, g‡aæ g‡ahkmaH Ke ne wa{? TyaH ink!taTyaHy ink!ta lI\I Ke ne wa{. 294 (ga=amaH) cETy cetknI ATyHt ink!ta Ae pa@Ke TyaH, wgvan AaTma cetk Ô`nar Ane rag ne dev, guÌ, xaÏ Aaid Ae cETy Ke.Ô`va layk, Ônnevala wgvan Ane Ae Ônne layk. Aahaha¦ dokI Ait ink!tanekar e, Ô e jàva layk vStu merI hE AEse A&anIko ho g{. Aahaha.. mI@alalÒ¦JIÌ vatuH bhu bapu. Aahaha¦

Ane wan huAe pIKe p`, sMyG¹iÚko, &anIko [iNãyka prna Aa]ye rag hotahE, &anIko wI rag hota hE, p` Ae rag ApnI &an\arameH n go@vtaH, &an\ara Anerag\ara iwNn raqte hE. kmR\ara Aata hE ne 110 kzx, 110 kzx. Aahaha....smiktIko wI AnuwvIko wI Are saca sHtoko wI, Aahaha... pr [iNãyna lÙvazorag Aata hE. Aahaha¦ Ae du:q hE AanHdse ivprIt hE. Aahaha¦ AEsa &anIko Aata hEp` prko pr trIke Ônte hE. smjmeH Aaya? vednmeH wI du:q Aata hE, kmR\ara khI TyaH.Aahahaha¦ Ùaiyk smikt ho, prse iwNn krke Aekla &aykka Anuwv ho, AÝithtÙaiyk =yuH hoy, _sko wI rag Aata hE. ye kmR\ara sa=meH hotI hE. Ane kmR\araka vednwI hE. Aahaha¦ AakruH kam wa{¦ Ae AaTmaka, &anka vedn wI hE AaEr ApU R dxa hE,ne pU R nih, Ae=I rag Aaya Ae &ey trIke hÇ.

KtaH du:qna vedn hE. Aa vat k@` pDe jgtne. smjmeH Aaya? iwNn paDyuH,iwNn paDva KtaH, rag bakI AHdr Aata hE, vItrag nihH Ae!le rag Aata hE, sa\khuva, Anuwv huva, &eyse &ayk iwNn merI cIj AEsa AnuwvmeH Aaya. KteH jblgvItragta n ho tblg &anIko wI rag, rag kho ke du:q kho, Aahaha... Aata hE. TyaHto khane wa{ 110 kzxmaH rag, du:q Ane AaTmaka wanno AanHd Aek sa= rhenemeHivro\ nih. TyaH ilya hE 110 kzxmeH im+ya]âa Ane sMykŸ]âa doko Aek sa= rhenemeH

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404 smysar isiâ wag-2ivro\ hE. hE AHdr? Ke kzx? 110 hoH. j¡Ao Ae j AaVyuH hoH, gujratI Ke hoH. Aek ÒvmaHAek j kaze &an Ane iÊya Aaha... bHne k{ rIte hoy? Aek j kaze &an iÊya bNne Aekkor &annuH pir`mn Ane Aekkor ragnuH pir`mn AevuH Aek kaze kem hoy? hE? kzx!IkamaHKe. 110 kzx. &an Ane iÊya bNne Aek sa=e k{ rIte hoy? Ýwu Aekkor AaTmanuH &anAne Anuwv =yo Ane te &anna AanHdnI dxa rhe AaEr sa=meH ragkI iÊyaka du:qkI dxarhe Aek sa= kEse rh skte hE? Ae kha. sma\an: ivro\ to kaH{ n=I. Aahahaha¦ hE?ke!lak kaz su\I bNne hoy Ke. sa\k hE ne? sa\k hE TyaH =oDuH ba\kp uH Ke. rag du:qhE. &anIko wI du:q vedte hE. AanHdkI sa= doyka vedn hE. Aahaha¦ hE? ke!lak kaz su\IbNne sa=meH rheta hE, AEsa vStuka piràm hE. prHtu ivro\I jEsa idqte hE. prse iwNn&anno Anuwv AaEr sa=meH ragna du:qnae Anuwv, Ae ivro\ jEsa idqte hE. Aahahaha¦p` Apna Apna Sv$pe hE. ivro\ to krte nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ke!la kaz su\I rhexe? ke ßyaHsu\I AaTma im+yaTv$pI ivwav piràm m!ya Ane AaTmãVy xuâ huva p` iÊyanoTyag brobr pirpkvtane paMyae n=I. Ae ragnI iÊyano Tyag hÒ pU R =yo n=I.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ iÊyano mUz=I ivnax =yo n=I, ßyaH su\I Axuâpir`mn hE TyaH su\I Òvno ivwav pir`mn hE. Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦

vatHu bapa, margDa ko{ j¡da Ke. duinyane ha= AaVyo n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{? Aekkor ASt ho gya Aem kæuH Ane wan huAa, Ae khexe. Aahaha¦

mEH to &ayk Sv$p pr&eykI Aektase iwNn, sHkr sHbH\se sHyog sHbH\se iwNn.Aahaha¦ merI cIjne prnI sa=e ko{ sHbH\ hE nhÄ, AEsa AHtrmeH Anuwv sMyGdxRnhuva. smjmeH Aaya? AEsa hone pr wI pU R jblg vItrag n ho, tblg sa=meH ragA=aRtŸ du:qnI pyaRy sa=meH AatI hE, Ane &anIko wI, AanHdka wI vedn Ane pU R AanHdnhÄ, to =oDa du:qka vedn p` hE sa=meH, JIÌ vat bapu.... margDa j¡da ko{ Ke. ATyareto ware go!o é@yo Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aa inmRzanHd na=¦ Aahahaha... AemaH pU R inmRzdxa n ho, tblg milnta to AatI hE. Vyvhar Aata hE ne? Vyvhar Aata hE Ae tosb rag hE, du:q hE. Aahaha¦ devguÌ xaÏnI ]âano rag, pHcmhav‡tna piràmnorag, Are xaÏna w`trno rag, Ae rag hota hE, p` hE du:q$p. Aahahaha¦

AavI vat AakrI pDe jgtne, p` xuH =ay? wa{¦ marg to Ae hE. Aaha¦ Aajnm mr` riht bapu, coraxIna Avtar krI krI ne kUtrana, kagDana, kH=vana,Aahahaha... Ae nrkna wvo, Ýwu Aem khe Ae nrknI vedna na= Aek Ù` teH vedI kroDovØRnI to xuH vat krIAe? Aek Ù`nI vedna, kroDo wve Ane kroDo Òwe n khevay. p‡wuAe!lI vedna tuH wUlI gyo Ýwu¦ nrknI AHdr na= teƒIs teƒIs sagrnI iS=itAeAnHtvar gyo Ýwu¦ AemaH prmaTma Aem khe Ýwu terI Aek Ù`nI vedna, Aahahaha...Ae du:qnI VyaQya krta kroDo wve ne kroDo Òwe n khevay Ýwu AevuH teH du:q ve@yuH Ke.smÔy Ke kaH{? Aahaha¦ Are Ôg re na= Ôg, AolamaH Aave Ke rmexmaH, du:qDa shya


405n Ôy Ane hve ÔgIne Ôe tuH Òv Aave Ke. rmexnuH, (wjn) Aahahaha... AhÄ Ae kheKe, ijtnI prnI sa=e AekTvbuiâ Ae du:q Ane AekTvbuiâ gya pKI p` ijtnIAiS=rta Ae bI du:q. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

jene AemaH &an\ara Ane iÊya\ara, kmR\ara khI Ke Ae kmRnI Ae!le ragnIpirpU Rtano Tyag ßyaH su\I n =ay, ragnI pirìtno pirpU R Tyag n =ay, tblgrag Ane &an iÊya Aek sa=meH rhenemeH ivro\ nih. hE donoH iv$â, AanHdnI dxa AneragnI du:q dxa, hE to do iv$â, p` Aek sa= rhenemeH ivro\ nih. Aahahaha... AavI vatuHKe. (]ota :- du:q Ke Aene &annuH &ey manIAe to), maƒ du:q Ke, Aem n mane to im+yaw‡mà A&an Ke. du:q hE ne? &annuH inüy=I &ey Ke, p` vednnI ApeÙaAe vedte hE,Aahaha... &annI ApeÙaAe &ey, ]âanI ApeÙaAe hey, cairƒnI ApeÙaAe vedn. AavuH Kebapu¦ marg wa{¦ Aahahaha... Ae AhÄ khe Ke. Aaha¦

je AaTmake sa=e Aekmek ho rhI hE, wed nih idqta hE, ãVyeiNãy, waveiNãy AneAena ivØy pr, Ae be Ô e Aek hoy. Aahaha... AEsa wed iwNn nhÄ idqte, Aekp edeqte hE A&anI Anaidse. Aahaha...

hve _ska qulasa, [iNãynI VyaQya hve, Anaid bH\ pyaRyke vx ijsmeH smStAavI gyuH ne? wed nhÄ idqa{ dete-

AEse xrIr piràmne Ýaº, kya? Aa. Aa. Aa xrIrna piràm pyaRy Ke ho. jD[iNãy xrIrnI pyaRy hE. xrIrna piràmne Ýaº ãVy [iNãy hE. waØa to sadI Ke. pkDayAevuH Ke. Aahahaha... Aa xrIr piràmne Ýaº jD ãVyeiNãy pKI waveiNãy lexe. xrIrpiràm, xrIrnI pyaRy. Aahaha¦ Aa jD [iNãy xrIrnI pyaRy Ke, Ae AaTmanI pyaRynhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? p‡aPt ãVyeiNãyÇko - xrIr piràmne Ýaº, xrIrnIpyaRyne Ýaº, Ae paHcey [iNãy, jD [iNãy xrIrnI pyaRy Ke. Aahahaha...

Aene to inmRz wed AWyasnI ÝvI`tase, kya khete hE. hve inmRz wed AWyas.Aahahaha... Ae jD xrIrnI pyaRyne Ýaº Aena=I wed AWyas, inmRz wed AWyas,jrI xuH khe Ke? xaÏ AWyas nihH, wed AWyas Ane te p` inmRz wed AWyas,Ae!le? ke \aràmaH AavI Ôy Aene vat, ke Aa [iNãy pr Ke, Aa pr Ae wed AWyasnihH. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha... Aena QyalmaH Aave, ke Aa xaÏ ke Aa ãVy [iNãy prKe AaTma=I, p` Ae wed AWyas nhÄ, Aahahaha¦ Ae to xaÏ AWyas. Aahaha... AnexaÏnuH &an Ae p` xBdnuH &an huAa. Aahahaha¦ Ae=I inmRz wed AWyas, Aa xBdpDõ Ke. xrIr pyaRyne Ýaº Aena=I iwNn AHdrmaH, inmRz wed AWyas, prnuH lÙ KoDId{ Ane AHtrna lÙmaH ÔvuH, Aahaha¦ Aaha¦ inmRz wed AWyas, inmRz xaÏAWyas, Aem nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aek vat, inmRz wed AWyaskI ÝvI`ta AemaH ctura{,kaExLy, kaExLy xBd pDõ Ke ne wa{, sHSk<tmaH. Aahahaha... ctur ma`s, Aem kaExLyAe [iNãy=I iwNn AWyasmaH, inmRz wedna AWyasmaH ÝvI`. Aahahaha...

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406 smysar isiâ wag-2ãVyeiNãy=I xrIr piràmne Ýaº pyaRyne, xrIrnI pyaRy Ke. Aa ãVyeiNãy Aena=I

inmRz wed AWyas=I ÝvI`ta, cturp e, Aahahaha... Ane dehnI pyaRy=I iwNn krvuHAaTmane, Aahaha... Aa to hÒ S=UzKe, waveiNãynuH JI uH Ke. Aaha.. inmRz wed AWyasnIÝvI`ta, xrIr piràmne Ýaº Ôe [iNãyaH Aene inmRz wed AWyas, Aa AWyas krvoAem khe Ke. inmRz wed&anno AWyas. Aahahaha.. wed AWyasnI ÝvI`ta, ctura{,kaExLy=I Ýaº - wed&annI kaExLyta=I Ýaº. wgvan AHdr AaTma. Aahaha¦ AavuH kam bhu.

AHtrHgmeH xuH Ýaº? inmRz wed AWyasnI ÝvI`ta=I Ýaº, xuH? kya? AHtrHgmeHÝg!, Aa xrIr piràm Ke Ae to baæ ræa, hve Aena=I iwNn paDvano AWyas krtaH,Aahaha... AHtrHgme Ýg! Ait sU"m, Aahahaha... AHtrHgmeH Ýg! Vy› prmaTmSv$pwgvan AaTma. Aahaha... Ait sU"m, ivkLp=I p` par, Aahahaha... ga=a JIÌ sarIAavI g{ Ke, tmo AaVya ne brobr mHgizk Ke. waGy hoy to AavuH mZya ivna rhenhÄ. Aahaha... AavI vat... (]ota:- Ae to pUvRnuH yad kyuÅ vtRmanmaH xuH krvuH?)vtRmanmaH Aene j¡duHH paDvuH Ae. wed AWyas krvo. AekpànI buiâ Ke. AemaH wednoAWyas krvo. Aahaha¦

Aa to pudŸglnI, jDnI pyaRy Ke. piràm kæa ne? xrIr piràmne Ýaº,pudŸglnI pyaRyne Ýaº, Aene inmRz wed&anna AWyas=I, AWyasnI ÝvI`ta=I Ýaº,hve AHdr, xrIr piràmne Ýaº, Aene inmRz wed AWyasnI ÝvI`ta=I Ýaº. Aahahaha...kem mze AenI ivi\ kI\I. Aahahaha... AHtrHgmeH Ýg! Ait sU"m cEtNy Svwav,Aahaha¦ wgvan &ayk Svwav, cEtNy &ayk AanHd, &anrs Svwav, iƒkazI \‡uvSvwav. Aahaha¦ Ait sU"m AHdrmaH Ýg! Ke. Aahaha¦ jem xrIrna piràmne Ýaºbaæ Ýg! Ke. Aahaha... Aem wgvan AaTma AHtrHgmaH Ýg! Ke. Aahahaha¦ inmRzwed AWyas, bapu Aa to mHƒo Ke Aa kaH{ k=a n=I. Aahaha¦ Aa to Jer étarvana,spRna Jer krDe Ke ne? mHƒ _tare Ke. vÄKIna Aa im+yaTvna Jer étarvana mHƒo Ke. AekaH{ xBde par pDe AevuH n=I AenuH. Aahaha¦ xrIr piràmne Ýaº, Aene inmRz wedAWyasnI ÝvI`ta=I Ýaº, Aahaha¦ AHtrHgmeH Ýg!, Aola xrIrna piràm Ae bharhta, Ae to jD. hve AHtrHgmaH wgvan inmRz wed AWyasnI ctura{=I, ke Aa to Aa[iNãy nhÄ Aa to AaTma AanHd Ke, &an Sv$p Ke AEsI ctura{se, Aahaha... AHtrHgmeHÝg! AitsU"m, je dya danno ivkLp ke Ae to S=Uz hE Aena=I to Ýwu iwNn AHdr Ke.AitsU"m, cEtNy Svwav, Ô`gSvwav, AHtrHgmeH Ýg! AitsU"m, Aahahaha... !Ikate p` !Ika Ke ne¦ Aahahaha... inmRz wed AWyas Ae!le ke AeklI \arà krI raqI hoyAem nih, Ae Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ &anmaH \arI raQyuH hoy ke jD [iNãy pr Ke ne AaTmapr Ke, Ae inmRz wed&an nihH, Ae to \arànI vat ={. Aahahaha.. inmRz wedAWyaskI ÝvI`tase Ýaº, Aahaha¦ AHtrHgmeH Ýg!, AitsU"m cEtNy SvwavkaAvlHbnke bzse, cEtNy Svwav Aena AvlHbnna bz=I, ãVyeiNãyne j¡dI krI.


407Aahahaha...

vat Ême khexe. ãVyeiNãy Ane waveiNãy p` =ay Ke to Aek hare, smÔvvamaH toÊm pDe Ke. Aahaha¦ ãVyeiNãy Ane waveiNãy=I iwNn =vano smy to Aek j Ke. pheloãVyeiNãy=I j¡do pDe Ke Ane pKI waveiNãy=I Aem kaH{ n=I, smÔvvanI xElI, to xuHkre? Aahaha¦

AvlHbnke bzse ;Ait' AHtrHgmeH AiStp e, Vy›p e Ýg!, AitsU"m cEtNySvwavke Aa\arse, AvlHbnke bzse, svR=a Apnese Alg ikya. Aahahaha¦ AlgkrvanI rIt Aa hE. cEtNy, Ýg! sU"m Svwav=I Aena AvlHbnna bzseH Aahaha...ãVyeiNãy j¡dI ho g{. ãVyeiNãy j¡dI krI Aem khevay. Aene kruH KuH Aem TyaH n=I. p`smÔvvuH xI rIte Aene? AHtrHgmaH wed AWyasna bz=I, Ýaº je AHtrHgmaH AitsU"mcEtNy Svwav Aena AvlHbnna bz=I, Ýaº ={ gyo AaTma. Ae e ãVyeiNãy ÒtIlI\I, Aene ãVyeiNãyne ÒtI Aem khevamaH Aave. Aahahaha... AavuH Sv$p hve ma`sneAevuH lage, maza songi#ya inüyawas Ke. Aem khe Ke. kho bapu kho. p‡wu Aem AeklIinüynI vatuH, VyvharnI vatuH n=I AavtI? (]ota:- moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH kæuH Ke inüyAe!le qrI.) inüy Ae!le sTy Ane Vyvhar Ae to _pcairk Ke. Aahaha¦ KtaH VyvharAave Ke Ae to khIAe KIAe kæuH ne. Aahaha¦ ßyaH lgI pU R vItrag n ho, ßyaH lgIy=aQyat cairƒ n ho, tblg &anIko smiktIko AnuwvIko bI rag\ara, duq:\araAahaha... du:q\ara Aek sa=meH rhetI hE. Aahahaha¦ p` AekTv hoy TyaH be \ara ÉãHrhI? TyaH to AeklI A&an\ara, rag\ara rhI heH. Aa to iwNn pDõ Ke. iwNn paDI,AitsU"m cEtNyna AvlHbnna bz vDe ãVyeiNãy j¡dI paDI, j¡dI krI khevay. tb to&an\ara _TpNn hu{ Ane jb ApU Rta hE, rag Aata hE, Vyvhar Aata hE, _skoVyvhar kho, rag kho, du:q kho. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya?

barmI ga=amaH kæuH Ke ne, Vyvhare Ô elo Ýyojnvan 11mI ga=amaH kæuH Aeklowgvan wUta=R, sTya=R Ýwu AitsU"m vStu Aeno Aa]y l{ne sMyGdxRn =ay, pKI_skI pyaRymeH kaH{ hE ke nhÄ kaH{ ke pyaRymeH kmÔerI hE, {tna rag hE AaEr xuâta ApU RhE Ae xuâta ApU R Ane kmÔerIno rag Ke, Aene te kaze Ô elo Ýyojnvan Ke. hE.smjmeH Aaya? Ane 110 kzxmaH Aem kæuH, tene ragnI \ara vednmeH Ane AanHdnI \arabey Aek sa=e hoy Ke. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AavuH Ke. vad ivvade to kH{ par pDe AevuHn=I Aa.

Apnese svR=a AekaHt to n=I ={ jtuH ne. svR=amaH? Aahaha¦ xrIr piràmneÝaº Ane wgvan AitsU"m Ae wedna AWyas=I Ýaº, Ae iwNn pDI gyuH. Aahaha¦ soyh ãVyeiNãyÇko ijtna huva. to Ae ãVyeiNãyne ÒtI Aem khevamaH AaVyuH. Aa Ýkare hÇAa rIte {iãyne kapvI Ane Aam Aola sUrdasmaH Aave Ke ke vEXyane ÔevanuH nhÄ AaHqo

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408 smysar isiâ wag-2foDI naqvI. sUna =a Amne vhaH palejmaH Ae nihH. yhaH to jDse iwNn AHtrHgmeHAekag‡ta krke AHtrgmaH AnuwvmaH Aana _sne ãVyeiNãy ÒtI Aem khenemeH Aata hE.

(]ota:- p‡ma` vcn guÌdev).

Ývcn nH. 90 ga=a - 31 rivvar wadrva vd Aa@m ta. r4-9-78 sH. 2p04

31mI ga=a cltI hE. kya khete hE ke Ôe ko{ ÝaÌ Aa ãVy [iNãy je Aa jD,waveiNãy je AHdr qHD qHD &anko Ônte hE, AaEr _ska ivØy baæpda=R, sbko yhaH[iNãy khenemeH Aaya hE. wgvan AaTma, [iNãyna ivØy A=va [iNãy AenI sa=e sHkrsHyog sHbH\, mEH Aek huH, Ae sHkr sHyog sHbH\ Ae im+yaTv hE. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:-xrIrnI sa=e Aekp uH hoy Ae im+yaTv) xrIrp uH Aekp uH te p` waveiNãy Ke, AeksmynI Ùyopxm dxa AenI sa=e Aekta Ae im+yaTv Ke. JIÌ vat Ke bapu¦ yhaH totInoko &ey bnaya hE. Apna wgvan &aykSv$p _skI sa= ãVyeiNãyaH xrIr piràmkoÝaº Ae pr&ey hE. Aem AHdr waveiNãy je &anmaH Ùyopxm AvS=a vtRman ivØykoAek Aekko ÔntI hE AaEr Apna &anmeH qHD qHD &an jàtI hE. AEsI waveiNãy Ae wIpr hE AaEr [iNãyka ivØy SƒI ku!uHb pirvar devguÌ ne xaÏ sb [iNãyka ivØy hE tovo wI [iNãy hE. Aahahaha¦ JI uH bhu wa{¦ AemaH xrIrka piràmko Ýaº [iNãyaH AeAa gya hE. inmRz wed AWyaskI Ýiv`tase, Aahaha.... Ae mEH ãVyeiNãykI pyaRy mEH nih,meremeH nih mEH _smeH nih. AEse jD Aa xrIrna piràmne Ýaº [iNãyaH, wed - inmRzwedAWyasna bz=I, Aahaha... iwNn paDvana &anna bz vDe Aahaha... Ýaº AHtrHgmeHÝg! AitsU"m, AHtrHgmeH Ýg! vStu wgvan AitsU"m AitsU"m Aek smykI pyaRysewI iwNn. Aahaha... AitsU"m cEtNy Svwavke AvlHbnke bzse, AitsU"m cEtNySvwav _ska Aa]y lekr, _ska AvlHbnke bzse, Aahaha... svR=a Apnese Algikya, Ae ãVy [iNãy ÒtI Aem khenemeH Aata hE.

xrIr piràmne, pyaRyne Ýaº Aa jD, _sko Apna Sv$p, _sse iwNn, AEsaÝiv`tana wed AWyasse AitsU"m cEtNy Sv$p wgvan _ska AvlHbnka bzseãVyeiNãyaH iwNn kr idya, Aahaha¦ _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE. JIÌ vat Ke. Ýwu¦ Ae vatto ho g{. Aek vat to ho g{.

Aa dUsrI-iwNn iwNn Apne Apne ivØyomeH, waveiNãy hE Ôe paHc. ]ot, cÙuAaid _FaD AHdr ho, Aa jD nihH, AHdr ivkas hE, &anka ivkas hE. Aek smymeH Ôe qHDqHD &anko jàtI hE AEse iwNn iwNn Apne Apne ivØyomeH Vyaparwavse Ôe ivØyokoqHD qHD g‡h` krtI hE. Aek Aek qHD qHD ivØyko g‡h` krtI hE. _ska A=R ke qHD qHD&anko btatI hE. Aahaha¦ qHD qHD &an Ae Apna Sv$p nihH. Aahaha¦ (]ota:-AqHD&an Sv$p Ke) AqHD. JIÌ vatuH wa{¦ Aek to ãVy [iNãy hE yh isâ ikya, xrIr


409piràmne Ýaº ãVyeiNãyaH hE, ye isâ ikya Ane waveiNãy hE, Aek Aek ivØyko ÔnnekIqHD qHD &anke Ônneka ivØy hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? p` _sse wI iwNn,Aahaha... ivØyoko qHD qHD g‡h` krtI hE, &anko qHD qHD btlatI hE. waveiNãyaH AEsIwaveiNãyoH Aahahaha... vat Êmsr khete hE, hota hE Aek smymeH sb, smÔnemeH ÊmpaDte hE, ãVyeiNãy, pKI waveiNãy pKI ivØyo, TyaH khete hE je &ankI pyaRy vtRman qHDqHD A=va Apna Apna ivØymeH Vyapar krnevalI Ôe qHD qHD &an jàtI hE. Aepr&ey hE, Ae Apna Sv&ey nih. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke. waØa to sadI p` vStu toje Ke te Ke. Aahaha...

AEse waveiNãyoHko, kEsI? ke je ApnI pyaRymeH qHD qHD &an btatI hE AEsIwaveiNãyo, Aahaha.... vo wI &aykwavse iwNn cIj hE. Apna wgvan AaTma cEtNySvwav AanHdFn Ýwu siCcdanHd AaTma, Aahahaha... _sse Ae waveiNãy iwNn hE.waveiNãy &aykka pr&ey hE, Sv&ey &ayk, Aahahaha... AavI vatuH. Sv&ey &ayk p`waveiNãy qHD qHD &an btatI hE. Ae pr&ey, pr&ey Apna &aykwavse iwNn hE.Aahaha¦ svR& prme¬r vItrag kevz&an huva AaEr tIn kal, tIn lok Aek smymeHÔnnemeH Aaya, _skI vaÌ idVy|vin inkzI vo Aa idVy|vin hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? wgvan AaTma, Ae ãVyeiNãy _sse to iwNn, sHyog sbH\se riht p`waveiNãy Ae wI sHyog sHbH\ hE. Aahahaha¦ qHD qHD &an jàtI hE, AEsI [iNãyaH yewI sHyog sHbH\ hE. Svwav sHbH\ nih. sumerumlÒ¦ AavuH Ke wgvan¦ Aevo jewgvan AaTma, Ae qHD qHD &an xrIr to Aekkor rhI gyuH hve, Aahaha... p` qHD qHD&an pyaRymeH Ôe ÔnnemeH Aata hE, vo wI &ayk wgvan AaTmase iwNn cIj hE. Ae to&aykko pr&ey hE. Aahahaha¦

{sko kEse Òtna? Ane kEse Òtna khnemeH Aata hE? Aahahaha¦ ÝtIitmeH AatIhu{. j¡Ao, hve AqHD &annuH levuH Ke ne ma!e ÝtIit ilya. qHD qHD &annI same AqHD&ayk wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu, Aahaha... AemaH to xrIr piràmne Ýaº, _sse AitsU"mcEtNy Svwavna AvlHbne ilya =a. Aahahaha¦ yhaH qHD qHD &annI pyaRy Ôe ÔntIhE, Aahaha... _sko AHdrmeH ÝtIitmeH Aanevala wgvan AaTma, Aahaha... AqHD AekcEtNy xi›, AolI qHD qHD Anek =a, same wgvan AaTma, AqHD Aek, Aahaha...cEtNy xi›. Aahaha¦ AqHD Aek cEtNy xi›, cEtNy Svwav. JIÌ vat Ke Ýwu ga=aAevI AavI Ke brobr. sumerumlÒ Aayane ga=a bDI ACKI Aa{ hE waGyxazI, AaAEsI cIj hE, bapa. Aahahaha¦

AHtrmeH qHD qHD &an jàtI hE AEsI, [iNãy wav hE to &ankI pyaRy hÇ, p` vowI &aykka iwNn pr&ey trIke ignnemeH Aaya hE, Aaha... kyÇ ke AqHD Aek cEtNy xi›Ôe AHdr iƒkaz hE, p‡wu Aahaha... ijsmeH pyaRyka wed, wed wI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ÝtIitmeHAatI hu{. ko` AatI hu{? AqHD Aek cEtNy xi›, Aahahaha... &ayk xi›, &ayk

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410 smysar isiâ wag-2xi›, cEtNy xi›, \‡uv xi› jem paÌnuH pUr clte hE, AEsa cEtNy xi› Aam \‡uv,\‡uv, \‡uv, \‡uv, \‡uv, smjmeH Aaya? Ae cEtNyka, nUrka pUrka \‡uv, Aahahaha... AavI vatuHhve, sa\ar` ma`sne pkDay nihH Ae!le... Aahaha¦

Ae xrIr piràm Ýaº to Aekkor dUr rho, p` ApnI pyaRymeH je &anka qHD qHDidqte hE. Aahaha. Ae wI qreqr to Sv&ey &aykkI ApeÙase to Ae pr&ey hE. Ane Aepr&eykI Sv&eymaH naiSt hE. Ýwu taro magR to j¡Ao wa{. Aahaha... balcHdÒ¦ buiâkezvvI pDe AevuH Ke. Aahaha¦ qHD qHD &ankI pyaRy Ôe hE Ao inüyse, prma=Rse &aykSv$p wgvan Ôe ÝtIitmeH Aanevala, AqHD Aek cEtNy Svwav _sse vo iwNn cIjhE. iwNn hE to _se wed krna. Aahahaha... iwNn hE to iwNn krke Ait sU"mkaAvlHbn lena. AavI vat bapa ÉãHy hE nhÄ, svR& prme¬r isvay. Aahahaha¦

te xrIr piràmne Ýaº [iNãyaH jD Ae isâ ikya. nhÄ hE Aem nhÄ, Ane waveiNãynhÄ hE Aem nhÄ. Aahahaha.. Ae qHD qHD &an jàtI hE. AEsI cIj hE. p` wgvanAaTma _sse iwNn hE. Aahahaha¦ waØa to sadI hE na=, wav to wgvan. Aa terIcIj wgvan kaEn hE tera. Aaha¦ hve rag Ane pu~ypapka ivkLpkI bat to khaH rhg{. p` yhaH to &ankI pyaRymaH vtRmanmaH Ùyopxm AHx Ôe Ýg! hE, Ae qreqr towaveiNãy Apna &aykwavse iwNn hE, to ye waveiNãyko - ÝtIitmeH Aanevala AHtrwgvan, AqHD Aek cEtNy xi› äara, Aahaha... svR=a Apnese iwNn Ôna, Aahahaha...Aekla mHƒo hE wed&anna mHƒo Ke. rtnlalÒ¦ AavuH Ke bapa¦ Aaha¦

Aahaha¦ gjb vat kre Ke ne? ApnI &ankI pyaRy wI &aykmeH pr&ey trIke hE.Aahahaha¦ Ao kar e kyÇik Aek smykI qHD qHD hE ne? wgvan to AqHD AnHt AanHd.qHD hE AEsa isâ wI ikya. Aahaha... xuH xElI¦ ãVyeiNãy hE AEsa isâ ikya, AiSt hE,svR=a AaTma Aek hI hE AEsa nhÄ. Aahahaha... AaEr waveiNãy (hE) AaTma AekIlaAaTma Aek hI hE Ane qHDqHD &an waveiNãy hE nhÄ AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Vyvharnyka ivØy isâ krte hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae Aek smykI pyaRyse iwNnwgvan. kEsa? ke ÝtIitmeH Aanevala iv¬asmeH Aanevala - wrosameH Aanevala AqHDAek cEtNy xi›, smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Ae Ýwu tarI vat ko{ j¡dI Ke. mUz vat rhInhÄ. bharna kDa kU!a, Aa v‡t kro ne tp krone, Ýwu AemaH AaTma nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aev‡t ne tpno ivkLp Ke, Ae to rag _smeH AaTma to nhÄ Ane AaTmameH Ae nhÄ. p` yhaHto qHD qHD &annI pyaRy, je rag Aaya _sko ÔntI hE, &ankI pyaRy, Ae qHD qHD &an_sse wI Ýwu iwNn hE AHdr. (]ota:- svR=a iwNn ke k=HictŸ) svR=a iwNn. Amarexe@ khete hE, k=HictŸ nhÄ? AavI vat Ke wgvan¦ Are mzvuH muXkel xe@ pote khe Ke.ATyare AavuH SpÚIkr` mztuH n=I. Are wgvan Aa to magR wa{¦ Aaha¦ Ae qHD qHD&annI pyaRy je Ke ApnI hÇ, Ùyopxm. Aahaha¦

xrIrne Ýaº [iNãyaH Ae to jD, prnI jD htI. Aahahaha¦ AhÄya &annI


411pyaRyno vtRman Ùyopxmno AHx je qHD qHD &an jày, Aaha... Ýwu Ae tarI cIjnhÄ, Ae teremeH nhÄ, tuH _smeH nhÄ. Aahaha... Tyare kya hE? mEH to ÝtIitmeH AatI hu{ AqHDAek cEtNy xi›, cEtNy Svwav AqHD Aek$p cEtNy Svwavke äara, AqHD Aek cEtNySvwavke äara, svR=a Apnese iwNn Ôna. Aahahaha¦ waveiNãyno Ùyopxm je&annI pyaRy _sko svR=a Apnese iwNn Ôna, Aahaha... kho smÔy Ke ke nhÄ?Aahahaha¦

ƒ`lokno na= AHdr AqHD AanHdkHd Ýwu, Aahaha... Aena AvlHbn äara qHDqHD &anse iwNn paD svR=a Apnese, Aahahaha¦ Apnese nam &ayk je ÝtIitmeHAanevala AqHD Aek cEtNy Svwav _ske äara Apnese svR=a iwNn Ôna. Aahaha¦cEtNy jyot \‡uv \‡uv Ývah, paÌnuH pUr Aam cle, Aa to cEtNyna nUrnuH pUr. \‡uv, \‡uv.smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha... AavuH Ke wgvan xuH khIAe? kho xxIwa{¦

wgvan Ke ne AHdr bapa. deh devalymaH wgvan ibraje Ke. Ae wgvan qHD qHD&anse wI iwNn hE. Aahahaha... ragse iwNn hE, xrIrse iwNn hE, qHD qHD &anseiwNn hE.

AqHD Aek cEtNy Svwavna Aa]yke äara _sko j¡dI ikya. svR=a j¡dI ikya.k=HictŸ j¡dI ikya ne kH=ictŸ Aek, AEsa nhÄ. wgvanka magR to AnekaHt hE ne kH=ictŸj¡da Ane k=HictŸ Aek, AEsa hE nihH. Aahaha¦ yh waveiNãyÇka Òtna huAa, Aa ÒtnahuAa, AaHQyuH bH\ krI de Ane AaHQyuH foDI naqe, Ae [iNãyka Òtna Ae hE nhÄ. Aahaha....

p` vo Aek smykI qHD qHD dxa _sse ÝtIitmeH Aanevala AqHD Aek cEtNySvwav, _ske äara qHD qHD &ankI pyaRyko iwNn Ôna. Aahaha.... _ska nam sMyGdxRn.smjmeH Aaya? be bol huAa. be bol huAane? ãVyeiNãy Ane waveiNãy.

hve g‡aæg‡ahklÙ`vale, kya khete hE. g‡aæ nam &ey, Ônne layk je &ey Aneg‡ahk Ônnevala &ayk, g‡aæg‡ahk, g‡aæ jàvalayk je prpda=R &ey, Ônnevalag‡ahk AaTma. g‡aæg‡ahk xBd ilya hE ne? nhÄ to Ke to &ey&ayk, p` kyuH ilya keAnaidse, Aahaha... Ae pr&ey g‡aæ je Ônne layk hE. Ao mera hE AEsa maNya hE.Aahahaha¦ Are SƒI ku!uHb pirvar xrIr vo to pr hE, p` AhÄ to dev, guÌ ne xaÏ jepr&ey hE. Aahaha¦ Ae Ônne layk Ane AaTma Ônnevala. Ae isvay Ae dev, guÌ,xaÏ mera Ane mEH _ska Ae pr&eykI sa= Aektabuiâ hE. smjme Aaya? ware JIÌ vatbapu¦ Aahaha¦ g‡aæ, g‡hva layk, g‡aæ Ae!le g‡hva layk. dUsrI waØaAe khIAe toÔ`va layk prpda=R, Ô`va layk Ane g‡ahk, Ônnevala wgvan(AaTma) Aeg‡aæ g‡ahk, &ey &ayk lÙ`vale sHbH\kI ink!take kar`, Aahaha.... ink! Aave Ke neTyaH svRivxuâ Ai\karmaH. Aahaha¦ Aa dev, guÌ ne xaÏ, mHidr Ane Ýitma Ae sbpr&ey hE. Aahahaha¦ p` &ayk Ônnevala Ane &ey pr, _skI ATyHt ink!take kar`,vo ÔnnemeH Aaya AE mEH huH, pr&ey hE yh mE huH. Aahaha¦ devse meremeH law huva, guÌse

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412 smysar isiâ wag-2meremeH law huva, ke ye pU R mere krna. Aahaha... smjmeH Aaya? mHidr ho wgvan tI=ÅkrAaid ho to _sko wI KoDkr jHglmeH cle Ôte hE. Aahaha¦ AhÄ kya khena hE ye pr&eyhE Ane AaTma &ayk, vo pr&ey trIke Ônnelayk hE. vo isvay Aagz b#kr prse merelaw hoga. Aahahaha¦ yh w‡m hE.

g‡aæg‡ahklÙ`vaza Ae lÙ` sHbH\, sHkr sHyog AenI ink!take kar` Ô e keApnemeH sHvednke sa= Apna &anmeH _ska &an {s trf (AaTmameH) Aa gya. _skekar e _ska &an meremeH Aa gya. AEsa A&anIko ink!tase was hota hE. Aa xaÏ &ankane pDã to merI pyaRymeH xaÏ &anse &an huva AEsI Aekta manta hE, vh im+yaTvhE. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. wgvankI vaÌ Ae g‡ahy hE, Ônne layk hE. bs pr&eytrIke, wgvan p` pr&ey trIke g‡aæ Ônne layk hE. Ae isvay Ait (ink!) sHbH\Ane sHyogna ink!take kar` _sse meremeH law huva ye w‡m hE. AavI vatuH. ware AakruHkam. Aahaha... dev, guÌ ne xaÏ éDI Ôy Ke. Ae to pr hE ne, Aahaha... bapu Aa tovItrag magR hE. Aahaha... dev-guÌ ne xaSƒ Ae pr&ey, &anmeH ink!tase ÔnnemeH AatahE. Ae=I AEse lge ke _sse meremeH &an huva, vaÌ sUnnese meremeH &an huva, wgvankodeqnese mereko &an wgvanka &an huva. ye &ey &aykkI Ait ink!tase w‡m _TpNnhota hE. AavI vatuH Ke bapu¦ balcHdÒ¦ NyaH kyaHy srdar xhermaH mze AevuH n=I NyaH.Aahahaha¦ Am<t vrse Ke wgvan. Aahaha¦

g‡aæg‡ahklÙ`vaza, Aahaha¦ Ae g‡aæg‡ahk lÙ` hE. sHbH\ ivnanI Ae cIjnhÄ. prnI sa=e to g‡aæg‡ahklÙ`, Aahahaha¦ Ait ink!take kar` Apna sHvednAnuwvke sa= prSpr Aek jEsI hu{ idqa{ detI hE. Aahahaha¦ xaÏka xBd kane pDãto mere &an _sse huva AEsI Aekta wastI hE A&anIko. ware kam Aa to AakruH kam.pircy n hoy, stŸ smagm (nhÄ) ware AakruH kam Ke wa{¦ Aam khe ke xaÏ vaHcnaSvlÙe, (]ota:- SvlÙe j &anne lÙe ke prne lÙe) p` Ae SvlÙ cUkIne xaÏ kanepDe vaHce to Aene AevuH ={ Ôy ke Aana=I Aa &an =yuH. &ankI pyaRy to Apnese hotIhE. wle Ae prlÙI ho. Ae Apnese hotI hE. p` xaÏse huva, xBdse huva. Aahahaha¦Ae xBd&an huva, xaSƒka &an Ae xBd&an hE. Ao xBd &anse meremeH &an pyaRy huAa,w‡m hE. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat hE. smysar Aek Aek pd Aek Aek ga=a. Aahahaha¦\Irana kam Ke wa{ Aa kaH{ _tavze AaHba pakI Ôy AevuH n=I. Aaha¦

ink!take kar` &ey &ayk, jevuH &ey Ke AEsa AhÄya &an hota hE. to AEsIink!take kar` vo &eyse meremeH &an huva, AEsI w‡mà KoD de. Aahaha¦ Aavae marg.Apna Anuwvke sa= prSpr, prSpr deqa, kya kha? ye &ey Ane Ônnevala (&ayk)be prSpr Aek ho gya ho, &ey AhÄya Aa gya Ane &ankI pyaRy _smeH FUs g{?Aahaha¦

kuHdkuHdacayR saÙatŸ wgvan pase gye =e. tI=Åkr wgvan ibrajte hE, TyaH gye =e,


413Aa@ idn rhe. vhaHse Aakr Aa xaÏ bnaya. Aahahaha... Ae vaÌnuH xuH khevuH¦ KtaH AhÄto Aem khete hE ke vaÌse tere &an ho, (AEsa nhÄ). Aahahaha¦ to &eyse &an huva,&anse &an n huva. bhu kam, bapa¦ stŸne phÇcI vzvuH Ae AlaEikk vat Ke. wa{¦Aahaha¦ Aek jEsI idqa{ detI hE, prSpr hÇ. wgvan, wgvankI vaÌ Ane &ayk,&ey&ayk lÙ`ke kar`, Ait ink!tase Ô e _sse meremeH (&an) huva Ane mera &an TyaHcla gya _skI pas ma!e &an huAa? Aahahaha¦ Aavo _pdex hve AÔ~ya ma`sneto AevuH lage Aa xuH khe Ke. bapu tara margDaH Ae AlaEikk Ke wa{. Aahaha¦

Aayane? waveiNãyÇ äara g‡h` ikye huve, kya khete hE? waveiNãyÇke äara g‡h` ikyehuve. Aahahaha¦ &anna ÙyopxmnI pyaRy äara g‡h` ikya, vaÌ, wgvan mHidr keÝitma, Aahaha... waveiNãy äara, &ayk äara nhÄ. Aahaha... g‡h` ikye huve [iNãyÇkeivØywut [iNãyona ivØy rHg, gH\ rsne SpxR wgvannI vaÌ ne wgvan Ae sb[iNãyka ivØy hE.. Arere AavI vatuH, waveiNãyÇke äara, Aahaha... g‡h` ikye huve g‡hÀe!le ÔnnemeH Aaya. [iNãyÇke ivØywut SpxR Aaid pda=R. Aahahaha¦ waveiNãy äaraSpxR ÔnnemeH Aaya. rHg ÔnnemeH Aaya, gH\ ÔnnemeH Aaya, xBd ÔnnemeH Aaya.Aahahaha¦ ApnI cEtNy xi›kI, Aahahaha... ApnI cEtNy xi›se - SvwavnoSvymev AnuwvmeH Aanevala Ae waveiNãy äara ÔnnemeH Aaya Ae nihH. &anna ÙyopxmnapyaRymaH, Aahahaha¦ xaÏ ÔnnemeH Aaya Ae nih, Aahahaha¦ Apna cEtNy SvwavSvymev AnuwvmeH Aaya. Ae to ko{ inim¿ hE, to ÔnnemeH Aaya AEsI cIj hE nihH.wgvan Apna Svymev cEtNy Sv$p. Aahaha¦ Svymev AnuwvmeH AanevalI, ko`?AsHgtake kar`, &eyna sHg ibna &eyna sHgna sHbH\ ivna. Aahahaha¦ dev, guÌ nexaÏ je &ey, Aena sHbH\ ivna wgvan AsHg Ýwu AHdr hE.

Aahahaha¦ xuH !Ika? Aahaha... ApnI cEtNy xi›ka Svymev AnuwvmeH Aanevala,Aahahaha¦ [iNãyoHse sUnnese nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ cEtNy p‡vah wgvan \‡uv, \‡uv, \‡uv,\‡uv, \‡uv, \‡uv inTyanHd p‡wu. Aahaha¦ AEsa cEtNy Svwavka Svymev AnuwvmeHAanevala, waveiNãy Ane inim¿ Ôna Aena äara nhÄ. Aahaha.... AavI vatuH Ke.(]ota:-Svymev kazliB\ Aa g{) pote &aykwav Svymev Ônnevala inim¿kI ApeÙasenih. waveiNãykI ApeÙase nih. (]ota:- kaz liB\nI ApeÙa Aave) kazliB\ nih Aeto puruØa=R=I, Ae Tyare kazliB\ khete hE Apna puruØa=Rse jb iwNn wan ikya,kazliB\ pakI g{.

Ae to ÝÆ hmare 72 kI salmeH Aaya. 7r-7r kItna vØR huva, bas@-saH{@ ne do.ÝÆ sHÝdaymeH qDa =a. 70 maH idÙa 62 vØR =ya. to pIKe boHtermeH p‡}n Aek qDa huAavo AEse khene lge, hmara guÌ to wiãk =a. p` hmara guÌwa{ jra AEse khe “kevzIAedI@a AEsa hoga, Apne kya kre” ? pa!ÌÒ 7r-72maH Ae!le 6r v*aR phele bhot ÝÆcla. svR& wgvane jEsa deqa AEsa hoga, Aap e kya krIAe ? sUno¦ svR& jgtmeH

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414 smysar isiâ wag-2hE? Ae &ankI Aek smykI pyaRy tIn kal, tIn lokko deqtI hE. AEsI svR&kI pyaRyjgtmeH s¿a$p hE, _ska SvIkar hE? pIKe deqa (AEsa) hoga. Aa to AHdrse Aaya =a.tb to kaH{ nih =a. Aahaha¦ 80 ga=a Ke ne ÝvcnsarnI Ôe Ô`id ArhHtH dVy¿gu ¿pjjy ¿eihH “yh AHdrse Aaya =a. vaHCyu nhotuH. Aahaha.... wa{ tme AEse kho,mEH to AEsa kheta huH ke svR&e dI@a AEsa hoga to svR&kI s¿aka SvIkar hE? ALp&pyaRymeH svR&ka SvIkar hE? Ae svR&ka SvIkar ALp&meH kEse Aayega? Aahaha¦

Ae Apna svR& Svwav sNmuq hoga. svR& Svwav wgvan AaTmaka hE, _skasNmuq hoga, svR& Ae vqte {tna nhÄ =a, &an AHdr hoga Aesa kha (sHvt) 7rkI bat. &anmeH AHdr gye FUs gya. svR&kI pyaRyka in Ry krnemeH Aaya to sMyGdxRnhuva. ApnI pyaRymeH svR& Svwav Aaya nih, p` svR& Svwav jgtmeH Ýg! hE, toAe svR& Svwav Aaya khaHse? svR& SvwavI wgvan hE. _smeHse Aata hE. Ae svR&Svwavka ijsmeH in Ry huAa Ae puruØa=R hE- Aa vat hE wa{. Aahaha¦ Aem n cale kI\uHAahaha... wa{ mEH _smeH Aa gya huH ma!e AEsa manuH AEse hE nih. mEH to stŸ kya hE,Aahaha.. inüykI bat manuH. VyvharkI bat wI AEsI =I. _smeH muhptImeH =a ne hm to,tb xe@Iya ds laq ($ipyavala) =a. 60 vØR phele vo S=ankvasI =a. mUitRko n mane.to AEse khete =e, ke mUitRkI pUÔ tblg ho jblg im+ya¹iÚ ho tblg Aem khete =e.sUno to mEH (ne) kha ke ijn ÝitmakI pUÔka wav, wav]ut&anIko hI Aata hE. kyÇikjb AaTmaka &an huAa. sMyG&an huAa, wav]ut&an huAa to wav]ut &anka wedinüy Ane Vyvhar be ny hE to Vyvharny _sko AatI hE. Ane Vyvharnyka ivØy,wgvankI Ýitma Vyvhar hE. hE to Vyvhar. p` Vyvhar _sko Aata hE. smjmeHAaya?

inüy=I Apna Sv$pka in Ry kre Tyare svR&ka in Ry hota hE. AaEr mUitRkI pUÔwI svR& Svwavka Anuwv in Ry huAa. sMyG&an huAa to ]ut&an huAa. wav,wav]utka wed ny, inüy Ane Vyvhar, to Vyvharny _sko hE, Ane inÙep Ae &eykawed hE. Aa nyka wed hE. ny hE ivØyI. Ane Ao ivØy, to smiktIko hI inüyseVyvharka ivkLp wi›ka Aata hE. Nyay smjmeH Aaya? hE to Vyvhar, wav]ut&anIko hI Ae AEsa ivkLp Aata hE, ny Vyvharnyka ivØy, AaEr {ska ivØy &ey,wgvan hE Vyvhar hE xuwwav, inüy Ane Vyvhar Aa rIte isâ hota hE. smjmeHAaya? Aahaha¦

cEtNy xi›kI Svymev AnuwvmeH AanevalI AsHgtake äara, Aahahaha¦ ijsko&eyka sHg nih, waveiNãyka sHg nih, Aahahaha... AEse AsHg Ýwu Aena Aa]y äarasvR=a Apnese Alg ikya. Ae &ey, cahe to dev ne guÌ ne xaÏ ho, p` AsHg AEsaApna AaTmaka wanse iwNn hE. kho.... ixvlalwa{¦ Aemna bapno ÝÆ hto. dsnIsal ixvlalwa{ bo!advaza Ae khe bo!ad VyaQyan krte =e dsnI sal covIs v*aR


415huAa, bo!admeH VyaQyan krte =e. hÔro ma`s to _sne kha ke dev guÌ ne xaSƒ pr?xuâ hE ye pr? laq var pr, prãVy hE¦ SvãVy nih¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦prãVyka lÙ krnese xuwrag hI hoga. vItragta nhÄ hogI TyaHse. Aahahaha¦

vItragta to iƒkazI na= Ýwu vItrag Sv$pI ibHb AHdr _ske Aa]yse vItragtahogI... hIrawa{¦ AavuH Ke. Aahaha¦

“AsHgta ke äara” Aahahaha- cEtNy wgvan- cEtNy Svwav Ae AsHg hE.ijsko Aek smykI pyaRyka hI sHg nih. Aahahaha¦ to devguÌ ne xaÏ pr&ey _skawI sHg nih. AEse AsHgtake äara svR=a Apnese Alg ikya, &eyko iwNn ikya. Ae &eyApnemeH nhÄ. &eyse ApnemeH law nih. Ane &eymeH mEH nih. Aahaha¦ AavI vat¦saHwzva mzvI muXkel pDe. =oDuH F uH Ô~yuH ne pKI manI le ke Aap e Aa Ô~yuH. bapa AemargDa ko{ AlaEikk Ke.

so [iNãyÇke ivØywUt, [iNãyona ivØy lI\a pda=Rka Òtna huAa. ƒ` bol hogya. ãVyeiNãy, waveiNãy Ane pda=R... Aahaha... ivxe*a khega.

(]ota:- p‡ma` vcn guÌdev)

Ývcn nH. 91 ga=a - 31 wadrva vd-10 somvar ta. rp-9-78 sH. 2p04

smysar 31 ga=a. khaH Aaya hE? {s Ýkar khaH Aaya hE? Ôe ãVyeiNãyo Aa jDpyaRy, waveiNãy, je qHD qHD &an jàte hE vo, AaEr pHceiNãyÇka ivØywUt paHce[iNãyna ivØywUt pr pda=R, tInÇko Òtkr A=aRtŸ tInÇse iwNn hokr, Aahaha¦&ayk cEtNy Svwav AslI iƒkazI Asl Sv$p _ska AvlHbnse vo prse iwNnkrna vo [iNãy Òt khenemeH Aaya hE.

&ey &ayk sHkr namka doØ Aata =a. kya khete hE. wgvan Sv$p cEtNy Ae tosiCcdanHd &ayk Sv$p _smeH Aa ãVyeiNãy pr&ey hE, waveiNãy p` pr&ey hE. Aahaha...Ane SƒI, ku!uHb, pirvar, dev, guÌ ne xaÏ dex ye sb prãVy hE, ye tInÇka lÙ KoDkrApna cEtNy Svwavko pkDkr _skI Aekag‡ta hona, Ae AaTmanI vaStivk inüyStuit hE. Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke, hE? &ey&ayk sHkr(doØ) kya khete hE? wgvan cEtNySv$p _smeH ãVyeiNãy, waveiNãy Ae pr&ey hE. Aahaha¦ Apna Sv&ey &ayk cEtNy Ýwu_sse ãVyeiNãy waveiNãy ye pr&ey hE. Aahahaha¦ AaEr dev, guÌ, xaÏ, ke SƒI, ku!uHb,pirvar ye sb prãVy hE. Ae &ayk cEtNy Ýwu ye ÙyopxmnI AvS=a ye wI prãVypr&ey, Aahahaha¦ dev, guÌ, ne xaÏ ye pr&ey hE, Sv&eymeH pr ãVyka sHbH\-sHyogmanna Ae bDa im+yaTvka doØ hE. Aahaha¦ Aavo Ýwu AHdr siCcdanHd Ýwu ijskaSvwav AekIla &an ne AanHd AEsI cIjse Aa pyaRy, xrIr piràmne Ýaº pyaRy[iNãyaH, ye pr&ey hE. waveiNãy je &ankI pyaRy qHD qHD jàtI hE, ye wI iƒkazI

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416 smysar isiâ wag-2&aykkI ¹iÚse ye prãVy hE. Aahahaha¦

to dev, guÌ ne xaÏ Ae to ÉãHy rhI gya. yxpalwa{¦ Aahaha¦ Ae tInÇkoÒtkr nam &ey&ayk sHkr namka doØ Aata =a. Aahaha¦ &ayk wgvan siCcdanHdÝwu AaEr &ey vo tInoH cIj, AektapànI maNytana doØ im+yaTv Aata =a. Aaha...sHkr namka doØ Aata =a. sHkr nam doka AekTv sHbH\ hE. AEsa Ôe doØ Aata =a. sosb dUr honese, Aahaha... Apna wgvan &ayk cEtNy jyot \‡uv \‡uv Ývah AnaidseAahahaha... _sko pkD krke Sv&eyko pkD krke pr&eyko iwNn kr idya. AavI vat KeÝwu¦ xuH =ay? marg Aa to hÒ Ý=m sMyGdxRn Ane sMykŸ AnuwvkI bat hE. pIKerag &anIko wI Aata hE. ye dUsrI tIsrI ga=ameH khega. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? yhaHto Ý=m waveiNãy, ãVyeiNãy Ane pr ye &ayknI sa= sHbH\ nam AekTvbuiâ =I {tnanax ikya. Svwavka AvlHbnse prkI sa= AekTvbuiâ =I, ye Svwavke Aa]yse doØkonax ikya. ye doØ nax ikya ye Aek AaTmakI Stuit hu{. AHtr vaStivk tÀv hE, _skIÝxHsa ikya, Stuit ikya. smjmeH Aaya? waveiNãy ne ãVyeiNãy Ane sHyogI cIj _skIÔe ÝxHsa Ae to [iNãykI ÝxHsa hE. Aahahaha¦ wgvankI Stuit p` [iNãykI ÝxHsa hE.Aahaha¦ AhÄya khete hE ke ye doØ Aata =a yh sb dUr honese. Aaha¦

“AekTvmeH !HkoTkI R” wgvan AaTma Aek$p Svwav !HkoTkI R, !aHkàse jemqo>a huva AHdrmeHse Ýitma inkztI hE. AEsa wgvan !HkoTkI R ragse iwNn hokrcEtNy dz iwNn kr idya. Aahaha¦ balcHdÒ¦ AamaH AavuH Ke. saHwzvuH k@` pDe AevuHKe. marg Aevo bapa. Aahahaha... AnHtkazno AÔ~yo marg. Aaha¦

yhaH khete hE ke _sko ÔnnemeH ilya, Aahaha¦ pr _prka AekTv buiâkI ¹i*! KoDkr,AekTv SvwavmeH AekTv hona. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ ye prkI sa= AekTvbuiâ =I Aeim+yaTvka sHyogka sHbH\ka doØ =a. AsHg wgvanmeH prka sHg manna, Aahaha...gjb vat hE wa{. Aahaha¦ Ae sb dUr kr idya, cEtNy &ayk AtIiNãy AanHdka kHdÝwu, AtIiNãy AanHdka dz, Aahaha... _ska Aa]y lekr prkI AekTvta KoD idya.AavI vat Ke. hÒ rag hE p` ragkI Aekta toD idya. smjmeH Aaya? waveiNãy hE,ãVyeiNãy hE, p` _skI Aekta tU! g{.

Ae Ý=m drjÔkI kevz&anIkI Stuit kho, ke kevz AekluH &an Ýwu _skI Stuitkho, AavI vat Ke Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ “AnHtkaz=I Aa=Dyo ivna wan wgvan, seVyanih guÌ sHtne” seVya name kaH{ pg dabva Ke? Aahaha¦ Aem e khelI Aa&a n manI.Aahaha¦ sHtonI Aa&a, xaÏnI Aa&a, vItragta Ýg! krna Ae Aa&a hE vItragtaÝg! kb ho, ke prse iwNn hokr SvmeH AekTvta krnese vItragta Ýg! hogI. Aahahaha¦Ae guÌnI Aa&a Aa hE. Aaha... smjmeH Aaya?

sHkr namka doØ Aata =a. sHkr nam AekTv, sHyog, sHbH\ so sb dUr honeseAekTvmeH !HkoTkI R, p` Ae cIj kya? Ae &an Svwavke äara, Aahaha.... Ý&ab‡ï Ýwu


417Ae Ý&a &anSvwavke äara, Aahahaha... svR ANy ãVyÇse prma=Rse iwNn AEse ApneAaTmaka Anuwv krteH hE. Aahaha¦ AEse Apna AaTmaka Anuwv krte hE. ve inüyseijteiNãy ijn hE. Aahaha¦ “F! F! AHtr ijn vse ne F! F! AHtr jEn” Ae ijn Sv$pIwgvan AaTma _ska Aa]y lekr prkI AekTvta toDI Ae pyaRymeH ijn huva, ãVymeH toijn =a. Aahahaha¦ “F! F! AHtr ijn vse” drek F!maH wgvan ijn Sv$pI wgvanibrajte hE. Ane “F! F! AHtr jEn” Ae ijnka AvlHbn lekr prkI Aekta toD idya,vo jEn. jEn ko{ pÙ ke sHÝday nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Ae vStuka Sv$p AEsa hE.Aahaha¦ bharse Aem khevrave ke hm S=ankvasI hE ne deravasI hE Ae jEn nihH. F! F!AHtr ijn vse, Aa &an SvwavI ijn SvwavI. Aahaha¦ Ae ijn Svwavka AHtrmeHÝtIt krke prkI Aekta toD idya Ae vtRman pyaRymeH ijn huva. ijteiNãy ijn huva. pU Rijn nih hÒ pyaRymeH. smjmeH Aaya? AavI vatuH hve ma`sne, ƒ` lokno na= AHdribraje Ke ne Ýwu. Aahaha¦ “tarI njrne Aazse re Ýwu teH n inrQya nyne hir” AeStuit AavI iv* umaH “marI njrne Aazse re meH inrQya n nyne hir” hir Ae!leAahaha... A&an Ane rag äeØko hre Ae hir. Aahaha¦ pHca|yaymaH hirno A=R kyÈ Ke.Aahaha... vItragI &an SvwavI wgvan &an Svwav khane, äara Aahaha... AevItrag Svwav vDe, &an Svwav vDe, ijn Svwav vDe. Aahaha... ANy ãVyne p<=kkr idya. Aahaha... sU"m bat hE wa{. Aaha¦

AEse AaTmaka Anuwv krte inüyse ijteiNãy ijn hE. &an Svwav wgvanAanHd &an, &an Ae!le Ô`g svR& Svwav Sv$pnuH, svR& Sv$p. Aahaha... Aekla&an Svwav, ANy Acetn ãVyaemeH nhÄ. A=aRtŸ Aa &an Svwav dUsra ko{ pda=RmeHnhÄ. wgvanna pda=RmeH wI Aa &an Svwav nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ane vo &an SvwavwaveiNãy, ãVyeiNãy Ane pr wgvan Ae b\aH Acetn Ae!le Aa cetn nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

Ae AdŸwUt ivSmykarI tÀv tera wgvan AHdr, Aahaha... Ae tÀvna AvlHbe,Aahaha.. Acetn ãVyomeH nhÄ. Ae vStu Svwav AanHd ne &an Ý&ab‡ï Ýwu. Ý&a nam&an ne b‡ï nam AanHd, Ae to Aate hE ke nhÄ? iv* umeH Aate hE. Ý&abï p` _skIpyaRy kya ne gu kya _skI to qbr nhÄ. Aa to svR&=I isâ huva hE. Aahaha... kyÇikÔe &an Svwav ANy cetn nih. {silye _ske äara AaTma sbse Ai\k, Aahaha¦waveiNãy, Are svR& iƒlokna= _sse wI Aa &an Svwav Ai\k iwNn hE. smjmeHAata hE? Aahaha¦ _ske äara AaTma sbse Ai\k, iwNn, pirpU R, Aahaha... muje teÔnnemeH Aata hE, AnuwvmeH Aata hE. vo cIj prse tdŸn iwNn. ƒ` lokna na= tI=ÅkrkevzI _sse wI Aa cIj iwNn hE. ixvlalwa{¦ Aa to Aa AaVyuH xuâ=I iwNn hE. AneAana=I Ae iwNn Ane Aena=I Ae iwNn.

wi›, wi›, wi› AemaH pote potane wulI gya. Ame wi› krIAe dev guÌnIAe!le kLya` hoga. prãVynI wi› to rag hE. JI`I vat Ke wa{¦ SvãVykI wi› Ae

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418 smysar isiâ wag-2vItragta hE. wjn nam pU aRnHdna na=nuH ¹iÚmaH wjn krna. Aahaha¦ Ae vItragIStuit hE. Ae vaStivk kevz&anInI Stuit hE. kevz&anI Aem khete hE, wgvan svR&prme¬r Aem khete hE ke hm terese iwNn hE. Ane hmarase terI cIj iwNn hE. AEsI iwNncIjkI Stuit kre, _sne vaStivk kevz&ankI Stuit ikya. Aahaha¦ hmarI samuH deqkrhmarI Stuit kre ye to rag hE, Ae AaTma nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aata hE, \m±ko wI rag AatahE. p` Ae bH\nna kar` hE. Vyvhar Aata hE, jblg vItrag n ho, pyaRymeH.vItragta, svR&ta n ho tblg sa\k Òvko wI Apna wgvan AaTmakI Aekag‡takIStuit hone pr wI pU R Aekag‡ta nhÄ, Ae=I wgvanno dev, guÌno ivny Aaidno wavAata hE. p` Ae wav pu~ybH\ka kar` hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AavuH lage AakruHma`sne, Aavo É˜aH=I ka#˜o \mR Aem khe Ke ke!lak, wa{ marg j Aa Ke bapu¦Aahaha¦

Are jnm mr` krI krIne sae=a nIkzI gya Ke, Aaha... bapa tne qbr n=IwUlI gyo. wUlI gyo Ae!le nhotuH Aem Ýwu ko` khe? Aahaha¦ jnm pIKe K masmeH,bar masmeH kya huAa, Ae qbr hE? mata iptaAe kEsa ikya kEsa jHgl besayaR kEsa Aeqbr hE? jHgl besarte hE ne bazkko be pg laHba krI Ane pgmaH besare Aam. Aeqbr hE? (tne) qbr n=I ma!e nhotuH? Aahaha¦ kaHqmaH besare ne ha=maH. Ae KmhInanI bar mihnanI iÊya QyalmaH hE nihH. QyalmaH nhÄ hE to nhÄ =I? AEseAnHtkaz Ýwu car gitna du:qo AnHtvar ve@ya Ke. Ýwu, Ae qbr n=I ma!e nhÄ =a,AEsa hE nhÄ. heH? loÒkse, Nyayse. Aahaha¦

AhÄ khete hE Ae AaTmaka Svwavke äara sbse Ai\k iwNn, kEsa hE &an Svwav,wgvan Aa &an Svwav, cEtNy hIrlo, Aahahaha... Aatm hIrlo. kEsa hE? ke iv¬kI_pr itrta huAa. kya khete hE? rag dev, guÌ, xaÏ, SƒI, ku!uHb, prIvar _sko &an Ône.Ône KtaH te $p hota nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? _pr itrta hE.

_Nhe Ônta huAa wI, _n$p nhÄ hota huAa, Aahahaha¦ prko Ônta huAa wIÔnnemeH rhenevala hE. pr$p hota nhÄ. Aaha¦ AiGnkae &an Ône to Ae &anmeH AiGnAa{ nhÄ Ane AiGn$p &an huAa nhÄ. p` AiGn sHbH\Ika &an ApnemeH &an AatahE. Aahaha¦ to &an huAa AiGn sHbH\I to Ae &an AiGn$p huAa AEsa hE nih.Aahaha¦ AEse &an Ýwu (AaTma) prko Ône p` pr$p hokr Ônte nih. Aahaha¦ApnemeH rhekr Ônte hE. prka Ônna huAa, p` prka Ônnese pr$p huAa? Ae prkaÔnna Ae to Apna Ônna hE. Aahaha¦ Aa vat.

Ônta huAa wI _n$p nhÄ hota. ÝTyÙ _>otp ese sda AHtrHgmeH Ýkaxman,Aahaha... ÝTyÙ hE. Aahaha.. ijsko ÔnnemeH rag ne inim¿kI ApeÙa nhÄ, to sI\aApna mit-]ut&anse ÝTyÙ ÔnnemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ nIcla drjÔkI bat hE hÒto hÇ, mit]ut &an. Ae sMyk huAa Ae ÝTyÙ Ônte hE. Aa wgvan pU aRnHd Sv$p Ae


419ÝTyÙ _>otman, sda AHtrHgmeH Ýkaxman, Aahaha... sda AHtrHgmeH Ýkaxman cEtNyßyoit Jzhz ßyoit ibrajman Ýwu, Aahaha... Aivn¬r, kwI nax nhÄ hota AecIj hE vh kwI pl!tI wI nhÄ. pyaRy pl!e, vStu to vStu hE. Aahaha¦

Svt:isâ Apnese hE ko{ ktaR ftaR _ska hE nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? ktaR hE {¬r.ko{ ktaR khe, to prme¬re to (kha) {¬r ktaR nhÄ (to) AEsa AaTma bnaya, toAEsako _sko jNm kyuH idya? Ôe {¬r ktaR ho, to {¬r ktaR nhÄ hE, AEsa mannevalekojnm kyuH idya? ben to Fre=I tmare Ke Aek ferI ivcar AaVyo' to, ba Ke ne Fre Ae jrIivcar AaVyo to, Aahaha¦ AoluH Aave Ke ne vedaHtnuH pƒ nhÄ? kLya`. Aek ferI sUna=a, kLya` Aave Ke ne Fre Aek ferI vaHcta hxe. wgvan tero kLya` Sv$p to AHdriwNn hE. Aeno ko{ ktaR hE? Are ãVy Ôe hE yh to pyaRyka ktaR nhÄ. Aahaha¦

wgvan AaTma &ayk \‡uvSv$p Ae ApnI inmRz pyaRyka wI Ae ktaR nhÄ.Aahaha¦ pyaRyka ktaR pyaRy hE. Aahaha¦ Aavo magR¦ Are jnm mr`na AHt lavvana!a`aH mZyaH Ýwu, Aahahaha... Ae !a e nhÄ smjega to kbI smjega? Aaha¦

Svt: isâ AaEr prma=R$p, prmpda=R, prm pda=R, prmA=R, prma=R, prm A=R,prm pda=R, AEsa wgvan &anSvwav hE. Aa &anSvwav to wgvan &an. Aahaha¦wgŸ nam AanHd ne &annI l"mI. van nam l"mIvan AaTma, wgvan hE. &an$pIl"mI. wgŸ Ae!le &an$pI l"mI, _ska van Ae l"mIvan hE. Aa \Uzvaza nihH Aey....

saEwaGycHdÒ gujrI gya nhÄ? gujrI gya Aena FrmaH=I Ae Aek Aavta' ta.Aahaha¦ waGy ivna Aa É˜aH mze bapa. Aahaha¦ AEsa wgvan (AaTma) &anSvwav hE. Aahaha¦ {s Ýkar Aek inüy Stuit to ye hu{. Aek Ýkar Aa huAa. Stuitnaƒ` Ýkar hE AemaH Aa Aek Ýkar huAa. prse iwNn hokr rag rha, p` ragse iwNnhokr AekTv huAa Ae phelI Stuit khenemeH Aa{. hÒ rag bakI hE. smiktIko AnuwvhuAa KteH ragkI Aekta tU!I, p` ragkI AiS=rta bakI rhI g{. smjmeH Aaya? ragkho ke du:q kho, Aahaha... du:qka, AanHd Sv$pmeH AekTvka to nax ikya, p` AiS=rtakarag Ane du:q hE, Ae bakI hE. smjmeH Aaya?

{s Ýkar Aek inüy Stuit to ye hu{. qulasa kyaÅ. &ey to ãVyeiNãy, Ôe &ey pr,waveiNãy &ey pr, [iNãyÇka ivØy &ey pr, Ae pda=Èka AaEr &ayk Sv$p SvyHAaTmaka, donÇka Anuwv ivØyÇkI Aasiktse Aeksa hota =a Anaidse, jb wed&anseiwNnTv &at ikya. Aahaha... waveiNãy Ane prpda=Rse p` iwNnTv wgvan hE, _ska&an ikya. ware vatuH wa{¦ tb vh &ey&ayk sHkr doØ dUr huAa. do Aek =a AEsImaNytaka nax huAa. prãVy Ane prãVy$p rag Ane waveiNãy, Ae AekTv =a _skanax huAa. p` (rag) hÒ bakI rhI gya qra. hÒ waveiNãy, ãVyeiNãynuH inim¿p uHdev guÌnuH p` inim¿p uH, Aaha... AekTv=I j¡do =yo p` AiS=rta=I j¡do hÒ n=I=yo. Aa bIÔ ÝkarnI Stuit êcI, phelI Stuit to prse iwNn kr idya Ane AaTmase

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420 smysar isiâ wag-2AekTv huAa Ae Aek Stuit.

hve prse iwNn ikya to p` AHdrmeH hÒ rag bakI rha. Ôe rag n rhe tovItragdxa ho Ôy. smjmeH Aaya? to sMyG¹iÚko wI ijteiNãy huAa, to p` wIijnSv$pka Anuwv huAa to p` wI, rag bakI hE. Aahahaha¦ to Ae ragka ijtnak{ rIte hota hE, Ae bat krte hE. smjmeH Aaya? doka AekTvko KoD idya p` domeH raghÒ bakI hE. _se AiS=rta nih KU!I. Aahaha... smjmeH Aaya?

\m±ko wI sMyG¹iÚko, &anIko Ùaiyk smiktIko wgvanka vHdn Stuitka ragAata hE, hE rag, hE du:q, hE Aakuzta, hE kØay, smjmeH Aaya? to hve waVy wavk sHkrdoØ dUr krte hE. vo phelemeH &ey &ayk AekTv, pr&ey Ane Sv&ayk AekTv mana =a. yhdoØ dUr ikya. hve AhÄya Ae _praHt Aagz Ôte hE hve, waVy AaTma rag$p honeke laykhE, wavk kmRka _dy hE, Ae _dyke Anusar ApnI yoGytase rag Ôe =a _sko waVy khetehE. smiktIko wI vo waVy khete hE. Aahaha¦ waVy, kmR je jD hE vh wavk hE pÀpnI pyaRymeH _ske Anusr` krke Ôe ivkar wav hota hE ye waVy hE, smiktIkae -&anIko, muinko wI rag Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha... gjb vat hE.

hve Aem j manI levuH ke &anIko du:q hE hI nhÄ. ivprIt ¹iÚ hE. &an ivprIt huva,NyaH ¹iÚ ivprIt hu{, Aahaha... AhÄya to AekTv toD idya, wgvan &an Svwav¹iÚmeH AnuwvmeH Aaya to ragkI, prãVykI, waveiNãykI Aekta tU! g{ p` hÒAiS=rtanI Aekta rh g{. smjmeH Aaya? Ae kmRka wavk, wavk kyuH kha? ke ivkarAaTmaka Svwav nhÄ, Ae!le wavk kmRka _dy wav, wavke krnevala Ane AeneAnusrIne rag ApnemeH hota hE. Ae waVy, Ae prka Anusrna Ae je waVy hE, AEsa nhone dena Ae dUsrI Stuit hE. smjmeH Aaya? AavI vatuH, hve Aa to kolj hE, =oDa toAWyas hoy to QyalmaH Aave. Aahaha¦

(]ota:- AekTv buiâ tU!ya pKI to shj Ke ne Aa). nhÄ AiS=rta AatI hE ne?doØ hE {tna, doØ hE _sko Ônte hE, p` merI pyaRymeH _dyke Anusar merI waVy dxa yemeremeH hotI hE, AEsa wan krte hE. JIÌ vat Ke. Ae=I to ga=a ilya hE. AaTm&an huva,&anSvwav wgvan prse iwNn huva p` prse AiS=rtase iwNn nhÄ huva hÒ, ÔeAiS=rtase iwNn ho Ôye to (pU R) vItrag ho Ôye. Aahaha... sumeÌmlÒ¦ brabrAaya hE brabr waGyvan hE ne twI brabr Aa cIjmaH Aaye. Aahaha¦ Ae vaÌ ÉãHKe Ýwu? Aaha¦ yhaH Ýwu khete hE, ke Aek jFNy Stuit to rag ne waveiNãy pr&ey hE.mera &ayk iwNn hE AEsa wan huva. sMyGdxRn huva, sMyG&an huva, Sv$pmaH Aacr`p` =oDa huva p` hÒ Sv$pmeH pU R iS=r hona Ae nihH, kyÇ ke wavk Ôe kmR hE _nkeAnusare ApnI ivkarI pyaRy waVy honemeH layk Òv hE. wavk kmRse waVy ivkar hotahE AEsa nhÄ, tem ivkar wav hota hI nhÄ AEsa wI nihH. p` vh ivkarIwav Ae wavkÔe kmR hE _ske pyaRy smiktI &anIko wI _ska Anusr` ho krke Ôe ivkar hota =a,


421_ska nam waVy. Aene Anusr` prka KoDna Ane Apna xuâka Anusr` ivxeØ krna,Ae dUsra ÝkarkI Stuit hE.

AhÄya to _pxm ]e InI vat krte hE. AHdr _pxm ]e I Ae!le ke kmRka _dykeAnusar Ôe rag =a, _sko SvwavkI Anusare _pxm krke KoD idya. Ae dUsrI Stuit hE.Aahahaha¦ _pxmwav huva. hÒ s¿ameH ragaid hE, p` _sse iwNn hokr ApnemeHwaVy Ôe wavk kmRka inim¿se hota nihH, inim¿ prãVy hE _sse kya, p` _skeAnusare ApnI pyaRymeH smiktIko wI, muinko wI Ôe rag Aaid Aata =a. Ae ragkowaVy khete hE, Ane kmRka _dyko wavk khete hE. Aahaha¦ Are wgvan¦ Aa to svR&prmaTmano magR wa{, AemaH kaH[ AaDuHADzuH Aek p` ferfar =ay (to) ¹iÚ ivprIt Ke.

waVywavk sHkr, Aa sHkr nam AekTv nhÄ. AekTvbuiâ nhÄ p` Ae rag sa=AiS=rta hotI hE, {tna sHkr hE, {tna doØ hE. Aahaha... smiktIko &anIko ÙaiyksmiktIko, Aahaha... je ApnI pyaRymeH, ApnI laykat yoGytase kmRka wavkneAnusrIne Ôe ivk<twav hota =a, {tna Svka Anusr` nhÄ =a. smjmeH Aaya?Aahaha¦ &anIko wI, smiktIko wI, Are muinko wI, Aaha... sCca muin haeH. wavilHgI,_sko wI rag jrI paHc mhav‡tka (rag) Aaid Aata hE. Ae kmR wavkka AnusrInehota hE. Svwavne AnusarI ivkar nihH hota. smjmeH Aaya? Ýwu magR Aa to AHdrsTy hE, AemaH kae{ pÙ krIne besI Ôy Ae vStunI iS=it n=I. Aahaha... . Ýwu AaTmakIStuitna ƒ` Ýkar, &aykwav _skI Stuit nam ragse p<=k hokr AHdr Aekag‡ hona AeÝ=m Stuit hE. AaEr dUsrI Stuit Aagz b#kr wavk Ôe kmR hE _ske Anusar ApnemeHApnI kmÔerIse rag du:qkI pyaRy hotI =I Ae waVy, _sko Apna Svwavka Anusr`krke waVy hone dena nhÄ Ae dUsrI Stuit hE. sumerumlÒ¦ wgvan deqo to, Aahahaha...

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· ivkLp siht phelaH pako in Ry kre ke rag=I nhÄ, inim¿=InhÄ, qHDqHD &an=I nhÄ, gu -gu Ina wed=I p` AaTma j`aton=I-Aem phelaH in Ryno pako S=Hw to naqe¦ Ae!le pr trfnuHvIyR to TyaH j A!kI Ôy Ke. wle SvsNmuq vzvuH hÒ bakI Kee...ivkLpvaza in RymaH p` huH ivkLpvazo nhÄ Aem to phelaH ¹# kre¦in Ry pako =taH rag lHgDo ={ Ôy Ke, ragnuH Ôer tU!I Ôy Ke,ivkLp sihtna in RymaH S=Uz ivprItta Ane S=Uz kt<RTv KU!IÔy Ke Ane pKI AHdr SvanuwvmaH jtaH in Ry sMykŸ$pe =ay Ke.




A= waVywavks÷rdoØpirhare -

jo mohH tu iji`¿a a`shavai\yH mu id AadH.tH ijdmohH sahuH prm‚ivya`ya beHit.. 32..yo mohH tu ijTva &anSvwavai\kH janaTyaTmanmŸ.tH ijtmohH sa\uH prma=Riv&ayka b‡uviNt.. 32..

yo ih nam fldansm=Rtya ÝaduwURy wavkTven wvNtmip dUrt Ov tdnuv<¿eraTmnowaVySy VyavtRnen h@aNmohH NyÉkËTyoprtsmStwaVywavks÷rdoØTvenEkTve !÷oTkI Åiv¬SyaPySyopir trta ÝTyÙo>ottya inTymevaNt:Ýkaxmanenanpaiyna Svt:isâenprma=Rsta wgvta &anSvwaven ãVyaNtrSvwavwaivWy: sveRWyo wavaNtreWy:prma=Rto½itir›maTmanH s etyte s qlu ijtmoho ijn [it iätIya inüyStuit:.

Ovmev c mohpdpirvtRnen ragäeØkÊo\manmayalowkmRnokmRmnovcnkay-sUœaa~yekadx pânaH ]oœacÙu\‡aR rsnSpxRnsUƒaàimiNãysUƒe p<=GVyaQya-tTvaäãQyeyain. Anya idxaNyaNyPyUæain.

hve waVywavk-sHkrdoØ dUr krI Stuit khe Ke:-ÒtI moh &anSvwav=I je Ai\k Ô e AaTmne,prma=Rna iv&ayko te sa\u ijtmohI khe. 32.

ga=a=R:- (y: tu) je muin (mohH) mohne (ijTva) ÒtIne (AaTmanmŸ) potanaAa„ane (&anSvwavai\kH) &anSvwav vDe ANyãVywavo=I Ai\k (janait)Ô e Ke (tH sa\uH) te muinne (prma=Riv&ayka:) prma=Rna Ô`naraAo (ijtmohH)ijtmoh (b‡uviNt) khe Ke.

!Ika:- mohkmR fz devana sam+yR vDe Ýg! _dy$p ={ne wavkp e Ýg!=ay Ke top` tena Anusare jenI Ýv<i¿ Ke Aevo je potano AaTma waVy, tenewed&anna bz vDe dUr=I j paKo vazva=I Ae rIte bzpUvRk mohno itrSkarkrIne, smSt waVywavk-sHkrdoØ dUr =va=I AekTvmaH !HkoTkI R (inül) Ane&anSvwav vDe ANyãVyona Svwavo=I =ta svR ANywavo=I prma=eR Ôuda Aevapotana AaTmane je (muin) Anuwve Ke te inüy=I ;ijtmoh ijn' (je e mohneÒTyo Ke Aeva ijn) Ke. kevo Ke te &anSvwav? Aa smSt lokna _pr trto,ÝTyÙ _\otpà=I sday AHtrHgmaH Ýkaxman, AivnaxI, pota=I j isâ Ane

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423prma=RstŸ Aevo wgvan &anSvwav Ke.

Aa rIte waVywavk wavna sHkrdoØne dUr krI bIÒ inüyStuit Ke.Aa ga=asUƒmaH Aek mohnuH j nam lI\uH Ke temaH ;moh' pdne bdlIne tenI

jGyaAe rag, äeØ, Êo\, man, maya, low, kmR, nokmR, mn, vcn, kay mUkIneAigyar sUƒo VyaQyan$p krvaH Ane ]oƒ, cÙu, F‡a`, rsn, SpxRn- Ae paHcnaHsUƒo [iNãysUƒäara ÔudaH VyaQyan$p krvaH Aem soz sUƒo ÔudaH j¡daH VyaQyan$pkrvaH Ane Aa _pdex=I bIÔH p` ivcarvaH.

wava=R:- wavk je moh tena Anusar Ýv<it=I potano AaTma waVy$p =ayKe tene wed&anna bz=I Ôudo Anuwve te ijtmoh ijn Ke. AhÄ Aevo Aaxy Ke ke]e I cDtaH mohno _dy jene AnuwvmaH n rhe Ane je potana bz=I _pxmaidkrI AaTmane Anuwve Ke tene ijtmoh kæo Ke AhÄ mohne ÒTyo Ke teno nax=yo n=I.

Ývcn nH. 91 ga=a - 3r ta. rp-9-78 sH. 2p04

A= waVywavks÷rdoØpirhare -

jo mohH tu iji`¿a a`shavai\yH mu id AadH .tH ijdmohH sahuH prm‚ivya`ya beHit .. 32..

(hirgIt)ÒtI moh &anSvwav=I je Ai\k Ô e AaTmne,prma=Rna iv&ayko te sa\u ijtmohI khe. 32.

mohno nax krIne nhÄ _pxm krIne... ;Ai\k' nam rag Ôe =a smiktIko wI_sse Ai\k nam iwþ AHdr Anuwv kre. AiS=rtase wI iwþ hokr. Aahaha¦ co=egu S=ane wI tIn kØay bakI hE. paHcme gu S=ane do kØay bakI hE, Kõe Aek kØay bakIhE, rag hE yh du:q hE. Ae du:q Apna Svwavko Anusrnese nhÄ hota p` Ae du:q kmRka_dyke Anusrnese (hota hE) AhÄya Anusrna KoDkr {tna Anusr` ikya to {tnawaVy ne rag ne du:q huAa. Aahahaha¦

qUbI to yh hE ke rag huAa Ae prse nhÄ, prka Anusr` ikya _sse huAa hE. SvkaAnusr` krke AekTvbuiâ hu{. sMyGdxRn sMyG&an huAa p` hÒ rag hE to ijtnaApne Anusr` krna cahIAe {tna Anusr` nhÄ, Ane kmRka inim¿ke AnusrnemeHrag dya dan v‡t wiÉt kam Êo\ AEsa rag Aata hE. Ae ragko waVy khete hE. Ane kmRkowavk khete hE. doka sHbH\ =a Ae toD idya, Svwavka Aa]y lekr Ae AiS=rtaka naxkr idya nax nhÄ _pxm ikya, nax pIKe Aayega. Aahaha¦ AavuH Sv$p ÝTyÙ Ke.Aahaha¦

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424 smysar isiâ wag-2ga=a=R:- je muin Ae!le AhÄ muinnI Ý\anta=I k=n Ke. wavilHg to Ýg! huAa,

muin dxa Ýg! hu{ p` hÒ AiS=rtaka rag bakI rha kmRke Anusare hE. je muin mohkoÒtkr, Ae je AiS=rtaka wav =a Ao Svwavke Anusar krke, AiS=rtako dab idya,#aHk idya. smjmeH Aaya? Aare Aa AavI vatuH hve. “moh” kya kha? moh Aa im+yaTvnhÄ, Aa moh im+yaTv nhÄ, Aa moh AiS=rtaka wav, &anIko je rag Aata hE yh mohhE. moh kyUH kha? ke pr trfkI {tnI sav\anI rhI. Apna trfkI sav\anI {tnI nrhI. Aahahaha¦ je muin, hve muin to kha, smiktIne moh Ke, p` Ae moh im+yaTvnonhÄ, cairƒmohka doØ hE. smjmeH Aaya? Òtkr, _pxm krkr dabI idya hE, ApnaSv$pmaH _pxmwav Ýg! ikya {tna, Aahaha¦ Apne AaTmako &an Svwavke äara,ANy ãVywavoHse Ai\k Ae waVy Ôe ivkarI dxa _sse iwþ hve AhÄ lena.

phelI AekTvbuiâka to nax phele kr idya, sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an huAa. hveAiS=rtaka Ôe rag Aaya _sse Ai\k nam merI cIj iwþ hE AEse hokr, ragko dabidya, _pxm kr idya. Aahaha¦ Aare AavI vatuH¦ Aa to Ýwuno marg Ke, wa{¦ Aaha...svR& prme¬r iƒlokna= Ae Aem khete hE, kuHdkuHdacayR to wgvan pase gye =e, Aa@ idnrhe =e, vhaHse Aakr Aa khete hE. wa{ wgvan to Aem khete hE ke phelI to Stuit &ey,waveiNãyaid pr _sse iwþ krke ApnemeH Aekag‡ hona AaEr AanHdka vedn hona,SvsHvedn hona, Ae AaTmakI, kevzIkI phelI Stuit ÝxHsa khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ ÔeprãVykI ÝxHsa krte =e, Aahaha... xuwrag, wgvan Aam ne wgvan Aam Ae StuitKoDkr Apna wgvan &an SvwavmeH Aekag‡ huAa Stuit Ae ÝxHsa, ApnI ikya. pIKebakI ræa hÒ AiS=rta, AekTvbuiâse Stuit nhÄ hve, p` AiS=rtase je Stuit =I.Aahahaha¦ smiktIko, Ùaiyk smiktIko Are muinko, Aahahaha¦ muin khete hE neAm<tcHãacayR ƒIÔ }lokmeH Are mEH to pivƒ wgvan ãVySv$p xuâ huH. p` merIpyaRymeH Anaidse je milnta hE vo hÒ qDI hE. milntaka Awav pyaRymeH (svR=a)nhÄ huAa. Aahahaha¦ ;kLmai*atayaH' Aem pa@ hE. merI pyaRymeH, nhÄtr Ae to muin hE,xuwwav Aata hE to khete hE merI pyaRymeH yh kluiØtta hE. Aahahaha¦ mEH to prmanHdkana= huH, p` merI pyaRymeH Anaidse hÒ wle Anuwv huAa, sMyGdxRn huAa,muinpà huAa, p` pyaRymeH je Axuâta hE. Ae hÒ g{ n=I. wa{¦ Aahahaha¦ ƒIÒga=ameH hE.

hE ne? ƒIÔ kzxmeH hE. ƒIÔe kzx hoH¦ Am<tcHãacayRdev khete hE Ae co=uH panuH. Aesmysar xuâaTma g‡H=kI VyaQyase hI merI AnuwUit Anuwv$p pirìtkI prm ivxuiâho. kEsI hE merI pirìt? Aahahaha... pr pirìtka kar` moh namka kmR, _skeAnuwaVy$p _dy ke ivpakse, meremeH je AnuwaVy ragaid$p piràm hota hE. Aahaha¦wavmuin, smiktI to hE, p` sHt hE, nmo loAe sVv Aayirya H AacayRpdmeH hE, p`mEH KÍS= huH. merI pyaRymeH xuwwavnI kluiØt¿a _Tpþ hotI hE. Aahaha¦ hE¦ ragaidkI


425Vyaiº hE. hE AHdr? merI pyaRymeH rag äeØka AHx, _skI Vyaiº hE, merI pyaRymeH hE.Aahahaha¦ mEH Sv$pe to prmanHd xuâ cEtNy huH. p` merI pyaRymeH hÒ Axuâta bakIhE. Aahaha¦ Ae wavk Ae kmRke AnusrIne ApnemeH jrI pyaRy hE waVy hotI hE, to mEHkheta huH, {sse inrHtr kLpaiØt melI hE, hE¦ Aahaha¦ Are muinne Axuwwav to hE nhÄ,Aa !Ika krneka ivkLp _@ya Ae mel hE Aem khete hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

AaEr mEH ãVy ¹iÚse xuâ cEtNymaƒ mUitR huH. Aahahaha¦ hE? _ska wava=R AacayRdevkhete hE xuâ ãVyai=Rknyka ¹iÚse to mEH xuâ cEtNymaƒ mUitR huH. xuâ cEtNymaƒ mUitR vStuhuH. ikHtu merI pirìt moh kmRka _dyka inim¿-inim¿ pakrke mElI hE, merI pyaRymeH raghE, du:q hE, Aakuzta hE. Aaha¦ n hoy to mere prm AanHd hona cahIye. Aahahaha¦ Arejgtne sTy imlna bhu ki@n ho gya. Aahahaha¦ merI (pyaRy) ragaid Sv$p ho rhIhE, S=apn krte hE ke AEsa {tna nhÄ to ragka AHx, äeØka AHx hE. sTy AEsa hE. AEsawI S=apn krna vh ragka AHx hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae Aaya (kzx) 143 meH.

{silye xuâaTmakI k=nI$p smysar g‡H=kI !Ika krneka fz merI pirìt ragaidriht hokr, merI pirìtmeH rag hE. rag kho, du:q kho, Aakuzta kho, kØay kho,Aahahaha¦ waØa to AEsI hE ke mere xuâ Sv$pkI Ýaiº ho merI pirìt ragaid riht hE,Ae !Ika krneka fz p` _ska A=R yh hE. !Ika krneka Ôe ivkLp hE _ska fz, Axuâtakanax AEsa nhÄ. p` !Ikake kazmeH merI ¹iÚka Ôer TyaH Ôyega. AHdr Ao !Ikake kazmeH merIAxuâtaka nax hoga. Aahahaha¦ Aa to Am<tvaÌ hE. Am<tcHãacayRna Am<t kzx.Aahahaha... merI pirìt ragaid riht hokr xuâ ho. muin khete hE ke merI pyaRymeH raghE. rag du:q kho, Aakuzta kho. Aaha¦ to meH !Ikake kazmeH, !Ikase nhÄ p` pa@ ;!Ikase'xBd hE. !Ikano ivkLp hE p` mera Ôer AHdrmeH hE. Aahaha¦ Ae Ôerna ne Ôerna kar eAxuâtaka nax ho Ôyega, wEya. Aahahaha¦ muinraj Aem khete hE AacayR pd nmoloAe sVv Aayirya H. Aahahaha¦ Ae AhÄya khete hE. ivxeØ A=R Aayega- Lyo vqt={ gyo. (]ota:- p‡ma` vcn guÌdev)

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smysar ga=a-3r ga=ano A=R caLyo ne? (ha) ={ gyo.!Ika:- sU"m Ai\kar hE, yhaH AaTma &ananHd shÔTm cEtNy Sv$p _ska Anuwv

hone pr wI _ska AanHdka Svad Aane pr wI, sMyGdxRn Ane sMyG&an hone pr wIApnI pyaRymeH kmRka inim¿ka lÙse ivkarwav hota hE, _sko yhaH waVy khete hE. kmRwavk Ae wavko krnevala _pcarse, Ao waVy ApnI pyaRymeH \m±ko wI &anIko wImuinko wI, Aahaha... ApnI pyaRymeH moh-moh xBde AhÄ im+yaTv nhÄ, AHdr cairƒmohÔe AHdr hE _ska _dymeH ApnI yoGytase Ôe waVy. Ae trf Anusrte hE to ivkarI pyaRy

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426 smysar isiâ wag-2hotI hE. Aahaha¦ \m±ko, &anIko Aahahaha... _sko Òtna...

!Ika:- “mohkmR fz deneka sam+yRse” kmR jD hE- ye s¿amaH pDã hE, hve _dymeHAaya, deneka sam+yRse Ýg! _dy$p hokr wavkpnese Ýg! hota hE. yhaH ivkarI pyaRymeHwavkpà inim¿pà hokr p‡g! hota hE. “t=aip AEse hone pr wI tdŸ Anusar ijskIÝv<i¿ hE”. Aahahaha¦ \m± ÒvkI wI &anIkI, smiktIkI, AnuwvIkI wI ye kmR Ôewavk Aaya, _ske Anusar ijskI Ýv<i¿ hE, hE? ApnI pyaRymeH ivkar honekI yoGytahE. Aahahaha¦ malcHdÒ¦ Aa to dUsra ÝkarnI Stuit hE ne? phelI Stuit to AanHdSv$pwgvan ragse, pr ãVyse, waveiNãyse iwþ, AEsa wan huAa to yh Ý=m kevzIkIA=aRtŸ kevz&an Sv$p wgvankI Stuit khenemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦

hve _sse dUsrI Stuit _sse ivxeØ, ke wavk hE kmRka _dy Aaya, cairƒmoh hE,wavkp ese Ýg! hota hE kmRmeH, kmRmeH _dy Aaya jDmeH hve, “t=aip, top` tdŸAnusarijskI Ýv<i¿ hE, Ae kmRna _dyne Anusar hokr je waVy kmRkI Ýv<i¿ hE” Aahahaha¦AEsa Ôe Apna AaTma, Aahaha¦ qUbI to yh kha (hE) ke kmRka _dy Aaya p` Ao kaH{ivkar krate hE AEsa nhÄ. smiktIko ne &anIko, ApnI pyaRy tdŸAnusar Ýv<i¿ krneseÔe ivkarwav ragäeØ Aaid FàH bol lega. phelaH AhÄya mohka ilya pIKe soz bollega. Aahahaha... Ae kmRna _dyne Anusar, yhaH Anusar Aa]y ALp hE, p` ivxeØ,pr _pr gye lÙ, Aaha... Ae “tdŸ Anusare ijskI AaTmakI Ýv<i¿ AEsa Apna AaTma”Aahahaha... “waVy _sko wed&anke bz äara” Aahaha¦ Ae ivkarI pyaRy Ôe ApnemeHsMyGdxRn &an AanHd hone pr wI, puruØa=RkI kmIse, Aahaha¦ wavk Ôe kmR _dy Aaya_ske Anusar Ôe Ýv<i¿ =I, _sko KoD dete hE. Aahaha¦ Apna _l!a puruØa=Rse kmRka_dyne Anusar Ôe ivkar hota =a ;waVy', ;waVy' Ae!le ivkarI dxa honeke layk-_sko wed&anke bz äara, AekTvbuiâ to KU!I g{ hE, Ane sMyGdxRn &an hE. p` _skIsa= sHbH\ Ôe hE Ae wed&anke bzse Ae sHbH\ KoD dete hE. Aahaha¦ Ane Svwavke sa=ivxe*a sHbH\ krte hE, AavI vatuH ware wa{¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Apna AaTma AanHd Sv$p wgvan, Ae cEtNyjyoit _skI ¹iÚ ne Anuwv ho,KteH hÒ kcax puruØa=RkI kmI hE. Aahaha¦ &anIko wI co=e gu S=an, paHcme gu S=anmeHraEã|yan hota hE, kya kha? Aahahaha¦ smiktI &anI AnuwvI, _sko wI kmÔerIseAatR|yan ne raEã|yan do hI hota hE co=e-paHcme Aahahaha... AaEr Kõe gu S=ane muinkoAatR|yan hota hE, raEã|yan nhÄ. kyÇik AHtrmeH Ae!lI Aekag‡taka Awav to pr trfkIAekag‡taka raEã|yan, AatR|yan moh wav _Tpþ hota hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?Ae kmRka inim¿ka Anusr` krke Ôe waVy nam ivkar dxa hu{ moh, _ska Anusr`KoDkr, Svwavka ivxeØ Anusr` krnese waVykmRka _pxm ikya. smjmeH Aaya? bhuJI uH bapa¦ magR JIò bhu¦ Ae svR& wgvan isvay Aahahaha... (ÉãHy hE nhÄ).smy smyka leqa hE yhaH to. sumeÌmlÒ¦ ga=a bDI ACKI Aa g{. Aahaha¦


427wgvan iƒlokna= svR&dev Aem khete hE ke Aahaha... ijsko &ata ¹Úa wgvanAaTma, _ske AnusrIne wan ho gya, sMyGdxRn ho gya., sMyG&an huAa AaErSv$pmeH ALp iS=rta Aacr` wI ho gya. Aahahaha¦

Ae Òvko AbI tk kmRka _dyke Anusar moh nam waVy ivkar dxa hotI hE, AesHbH\ toD dete hE, Ae _dykI sa= sHbH\ krte hE, to waVy hota hE. phelemeH sHkrdoØ =a,sHkrka A=R rag ne mEH Aek huH AEsI maNyta im+yaTvka sHkrdoØ =a. Aahahaha¦ AosHkr(ANymtna) nhÄ hoH. Aahahaha¦ wgvan AaTma &an ne AanHd Ýwu _smeH xuwrag ke Axuw rag, Ae ragkI AekTvbuiâ hE. TyaH lg to im+yaTv hE. vo AekTv buiâ$psHkrdoØ _Tpþ hota hE. Aahaha... Ae wgvan AaTma ApnI ÔtkI sHwazmeH Ôte hE,Tyare ragkI Aekta$pI sHkrdoØ nax hota hE. Aahaha¦

dUsrI rIte khIAe to sHkr Sv$p, wgvan ixv Sv$p p‡wu to hE. wgvan AaTmaixvxHkr, xHkr Ae!le ixv-ixv Ae!le mhadev, Aa mhadevSv$p Ke. Aene ragkI sa=Aekta Ae sHkr namka doØ hE, xHkr namka Svwav wgvanka ixv Sv$p in$pãvAanHdkHd na= _smeH, Aahaha... Ae suq Sv$p hE. Ae xHkr Sv$p hE- xHkrSv$p hE. sHkrAe!le Aa xHkr nhÄ. ixv Sv$p hE, wgvan Ae ixv Sv$pmeH ragkI Aekta manna AesHkr nam iv$â dxa, je suq$p dxa sHkr Svwav _sse iv$â sHkrdoØ, Aahahaha...Are re¦ Ae doØ inkal idya. sMyGdxRn huAa to Ae {tnI AaTmakI Stuit ikya. je ragkIStuit krte =e, Ae KoDkr wgvan pU aRnHdkI Stuit AHdr Aekakar huAa to Ae inüy Stuithu{.

Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke bapa¦ AamaH jrI mgj kezvvuH pDe AevuH Ke. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? Aa!a bnate hE ne bEra Aa!a, to _sko wI kezvte hE to ro!I hotI hE.AEse ne AEse ro!I nhÄ hotI. Aahaha¦ Aa!ameH paÌ naqkr pIKe kezvte hE to ro!I hotIhE. kezVya ivna ro!I nhÄ hotI. Aahaha¦ AEse wgvanko &anmeH kezvÌ dena cahIye.Aahaha¦ AEsa kevz&an Ýwu wgvan AEsa kevz&an Stuit ikya, Anuwv huAa, pÀbI tk hÒ kmRka _dy trfka Anusr` Ôe rag hona moh Ae nhÄ gye. Aahaha¦ toAe kmRke Anusare honevala ivkar, Ae Apna Anusr` krke ivkarko _pxm, dab dena,Ae dUsra ÝkarkI Stuit hE. smjmeH Aaya? AavI vatuH hve. vaÌAane \H\a AaDe nvraxn mze. vepar, kem rtnlalÒ, Aa \H\o. Aahahaha¦

Ae waVy-_sko wed&anke bz A=aRtŸ Ao trfka Anusr`ko KoDkr, prka sHbH\KoDkr, Apna sHbH\ kr lena ivxeØ Ae waVyka nax nih ikya, mgr dab idya, _pxmkr idya. Aa _pxm ]e InI vat Ke, wed&anke bzäara Ae!le prka sHbH\ko KoDkrApna sHbH\meH ivxeØ lekr Ae wed&an huAa. wed&an - sMyGdxRn to hE, p` ragkasHbH\ =a, kmRka inim¿ka Aam sHbH\ =a, _sko wed&an, Apna Anusr` krke ragseiwþ krke ragko dab idya. Aahaha¦ AamaH ke!luH yad raqvuH. Aavo magR, duinya ÉãHynuH

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428 smysar isiâ wag-2ÉãHy mane, Are Aahaha... xuH xElI¦ smysar¦

be vat ke kmRka _dy Aaya to ivkar krna pDe AEsa hE nhÄ, _dy trfka Jukavho, to ivkar hota hE. Aahaha¦ Ae prka Jukavka sHbH\ Ao sHkrmeH AekTvbuiâka sHbH\=a. AamaH AiS=rtaka sHbH\ hE. Ae AiS=rtaka kmRka inim¿ka sHbH\ Ôe =a _skoKoDkr Svwav trfmeH Aaya to Ae dUsrI Stuit xuâtakI v<iâ hu{. yh dUsrI Stuit hE.Aahahaha¦ Ko!uwa{ gya ke Ke? (Ke) Ke. Aavo magR Ke. klk¿a nih? Ko!uwa{ nexaHitwa{ ne Ko!uwa{¦ Aahaha¦ bhu Aene ruce Ke. Aahaha¦ Ýwu AamaH ko{ka pÙ nhÄ.Aahaha¦ Apna Svwavka Anusr` Ôe ivxeØ hona cahIAe Ae n krke, kmRka inim¿kaAnusr`kI dxa kre to Ae doØ hE. ;rag' FàH bol lega, phelaHH ;moh' ilya hE AhÄyaAiS=rtaka _sko Apna (puruØa=Rse) iwþ krke. mEH Apna Svwavka Anusr` ivxe*akrke, ragka wav _Tpþ huAa nhÄ, dab idya ye dUsra ÝkarkI Stuit hE. smiktIko dUsraÝkarkI Stuit khenemeH Aaya hE. Are magR bapa Aevo Ke AlaEikk.

“wed&anke bz äara dUrse hI Alg ikya” ye kya kha? dUrse nam? kmRka _dykasHbH\ ikya ibna dUrse Aa KU! gya. kmRka _dy trfka sHbH\ ikya ibna KU! gya.Aahaha¦ AHdrmeH JUk gya. smiktI &anI sHto AaTm&anI \maRTma, Aahaha... {tnaAbI kmRka _dyka inim¿meH Anusr` ApnI yoGytase krte hE Ae Anusr`ko dab idya,Apna Anusr`meH ivxeØ Aa gya. smjmeH Aaya? Aam waØa gme AevI sadI p` wavto je hoy Ae khevayne? Aahaha¦ dUrse hI Alm ikya, Ae!le? ke _Tpþ huAa ne pIKerag dab idya AEsa nhÄ. _Tpþ huAa hI nih. Aahaha¦ Apna Svwav xuâka wansMyGdxRn &an to hE p` ivxeØ Svwavka Aa]y lekr (Aekag‡tase) Ae _dyka ragkodab idya. _pxm kr idya. smÔy Ke kaH{? Aavo magR Ke bapu¦ vItrag prme¬rijne¬rdevno pH= ye hE. hE¦ Ae to vStuka pH= hE. Aa jEn ko{ pÙ nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ijnSv$pI wgvan _ska Anusr` krke ragkI Aekta phelI toD idya. Ane wgvanAaTmakI ÝxHsa Ae!le Stuit A=aRtŸ SvIkar ne sTkar huAa, Ae j wgvankI Stuit hE.Aahaha¦ rag @Ik hE yh Stuit ivkarkI hE, wgvan AaTma @Ik AanHdkHd hE, AEsI ¹iÚkaivØy pkDya to phelI Stuit hu{-

dUsrI Stuit ApnI pyaRymeH kmÔerIse inim¿ka Anusr` krtI ragkI pyaRy,Aahaha... vo to dUrse h!kr. inim¿ka Anusr` KoDkr, wgvanka AaTmaka AnusrìvxeØ krke rag dab idya, hÒ Ùy nhÄ huAa. paÌmeH jem mel, mel hota hE ne, db ÔtehE ne, bhar inkal n idya. Aaha... AevI xElI lI\I.

{sÝkar bzpUvRk Apna Svwavke Anusr` krnevala bzpUvRk, Aahaha...Ôerdar AaTma trfka bzpUvRk puruØa=R krke, smiktIko-AnuwvIko, &anIko, Aahaha...{s Ýkar bzpUvRk mohka itrSkar krke pr trfkI sav\anIka wavko _Tpþ hone denanhÄ, yh mohka itrSkar ikya, wgvanka SvIkar ikya, ivxe*a ragka itrSkar ikya.


429Aahahaha¦

“mohka itrSkar krke smSt waVy-wavk sHkrdoØ dUr ho Ônese” kya? wavkÔe kmRka _dy, _ske Anusr` honevala ivkarI mohwav, Ae doka sHbH\ dUr ho Ônese-doka sHbH\ dUr ho Ônese, Aahaha... Ane Svwav wgvan AaTma Ae trfka ÔerseAa]y krke, Aahahaha... Are¦ bapu taro magR ko{ AlaEikk hE. Ýwu tuH wgvan Sv$phE ne. Aahahaha¦? wgvan trIke wgvanko Ôna KtaH p` pyaRymaH hÒ kmÔerI hE.&anI (ko wI) pHcm gu S=an (meH) raEã|yan hota hE. AatR|yan, raEã|yan, \mR|yan,xuÉl|yan Ae |yanna car Ýkar. _smeH smiktko wI, Aahahaha...

]Ei`k raÔ, _ska lDkaAe raßy Apna krneko kedmaH Dal idya, Ùaiyk smiktI,tI=Åkr goƒ baH\te hE, wiv*ymaH tI=Åkr honevala hE, AagamI covIxImaH p` jyaH Aebazk, Aena lDka, _sko kedmaH Dalkr _skI mata pase gye, pge lagneko mata AajmEneH AEsa ikya- Arere dIkra tera jnm vqte mere phele spna Aata =a, ke mEH ]ei`kkakazÔ qaë. dIkra mere AHdr AEsa Aata =a Ao kar e tera jnm huAa, to mEne feHk idyabazkko (tuje) _krDe Dal idya- (]ota:- kcreka #er) kcreka #er AaEr tera iptaÒAaya. kya huAa? bazk ÉãH gya. mEHneH to naq idya hE, kcraka #ermeH, Aahaha... AeAekdm gye ]ei`k AaEr kcreka #ermaH kUkDa hoyne kUkDa caHc marIne Ane pIDa. ]ei`kraÔ gye _paD ilya AaEr cUs ilya AaEr Aakr raÌko soHp idya. Are wa{ teraiptaÒAe AEsa ikya, tumne Ae kya ikya? mata, mEHne Apra\ bhot ikya mEH KoDanekoÔê jelmaH, ha=maH h=Iyar Ke- raÔne Aem Ô e ke mne marneko Aate hE. Aahaha¦ hEsmiktI, Ùaiyk smiktI, Aekdm hIra cUSya AaEr deh KU! gya. Aahaha¦ pIKe-Areremara iptako Ae kya huAa. Éã kruH, mEH xuH kruH. AEse &anIko wI AEsa AaTmFat krnekawav Aaya. KtaH Ae smiktko doØ nhÄ, Ae cairƒka doØ hE. smjmeH Aaya- Aahahaha¦smikt to inmRzanHd, Ae smikt kevz&an lega.

AavI cIj Ke Ýwu¦ Aene p` Ae mrneka wav Aa gya KtaH Ae doØ cairƒka hE.Ae kmRka inim¿ke Anusr` wav ho gya, Apna Apra\ Apnese ho gya. smjmeHAaya? KtaH sMyG&an Ane sMyGdxRnmeH ikHictŸ doØ nhÄ. Aahaha¦ balcHdÒ¦ sUna hEke nhÄ ]ei`k mharaÔka? Aem yhaH khete hE ke yh wgvan AaTma AnHt gu rTnakrkI(qa`), Aahaha... maza, _ska AHtrmeH, wan sMyGdxRn &an huAa, KteH pyaRymeHkmÔerIse kmRka _dyke Anusar ivkar waVy nam honekI ApnI pyaRymeH laykat hE. Aelaykatko KoD de. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH hve. AamaH AekeiNãynI dya pazo ne \mR =ayhve Aane ÉãH? dya te suqnI velDI, dya te suqnI qa`, AnHta Òv mu›e gya. dya...dya { Aa dya nhÄ. bapa¦ Aahahaha¦

prkI dyaka wav rag hE, _smeH Sv$pkI ihHsa hotI hE. smjmeH Aaya? \m±ko wIrag to Aata hE to {tnI Sv$pkI ihHsa hE. Aahahaha¦ Sv$pka &an wan hE, KtaH

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430 smysar isiâ wag-2Sv$pka AaFat lgata hE ragka Ae doØko sHkrdoØ dUr ho Ônese “AekTvmeH !HkoTkI R”ragka yoGytase _Tpþ =a Ao trfka sHbH\ KoDkr, Svwavka sHbH\meH AekTv huAa. äEthota =a Ôe ragka ye KoDkr SvwavmeH AekTv huAa. smjmeH Aaya? waØa to shelI Kep` wav to wa{ bhu JIàH Ke. Aaha... wgvan sU"m A$pI AanHdkHdno na=.Aahaha... Ae xuwrag dya dan v‡tno Ae p` S=Uz rag wgvan to Aena=I iwþ Ke.Aahaha¦ KtaH jblg (pU R) vItragta &anIko n ho, tblg kmRka inim¿ke Anusareivkar hota hE, ivkar kho, du:q kho. Ae ivkarka waVy, Svwavka {tna sHbH\ ivxeØkrke prka sHbH\ KU! gya.

Ae SvwavmeH Aekag‡ {tna huAa Ae dUsrI Stuit hu{. Aahaha¦ Aavo magR hve Aasa\ar` ÝaÌne, stŸ hxe to xr` rhexe nhÄtr nhÄ rhe Ýwu. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

AekTvmeH !HkoTkI R. kya khete hE Ôe ragkI yoGyta ApnemeH Apne puruØa=RkI kmIseinim¿ke Anusare hotI =I ivkar dxa, _sko KoDkr äEtpà Ôe ragka _Tpþ hona,SvwavkI ¹iÚ hone prwI, äEtpà ragka äEt _Tpþ hote =e _sko KoDkr AekTv huAa.Aahahaha¦ Aavo magR Ke Ýwu. loko song#ne name ivro\ kre ibcara qbr nhÄ. xuHkre? Aahaha¦ AekTvmeH !HkoTkI R Aa to mHƒo Ke Ýwu, Aa to Jer étarneka mHƒ Ke.im+yaTvka Jer AaEr AiS=rtaka Jer, Aahahaha¦ &anIko wI xuwwav muinko wI AatahE pHcmhav‡tka p` hE Jer, hE ivØkuHw. Aahahaha¦ to kyÇ rag Aate hE? _se kmÔerIserag Aaya ibna rhe nhÄ, jblg vItrag n ho, Aata hE. p` _sko hve ivxeØ sHbH\prka =a, AhÄya sHbH\ to ikya hE, p` ivxeØ sHbH\ ikya Ao sHbH\ KoD idya, AamaHmgj kezvna pDta hE. wgvan ƒ` lokno na= kevz&anno ipHD Ýwu AenuH wan hoveKteH, pyaRymaH kmÔerIne kar e inim¿ne AnusrIne ivkar moh hota =a Ae ;waVy' AesHbH\ KoD idya {tna Svwavka sHbH\ krke ragko dab idya, _pxm kr idya. smjmeHAaya?

(;smSt waVy wavk sHkrdoØ dUr ho Ônese), Aek &anSvwavke äara, deqowgvan cEtNy Svwav, svR& Svwav Ae svR& Svwavke äara. “ANy ãVyoke Svwavosehonevala svR ANywavose prma=Rt:” hE ne? iwþ Apne AaTmako je muin Anuwvkrte hE, sMyGdxRn _praHt ragko KoDkr Svwavka sHbH\ krke Anuwv krte hE. Aahaha¦Ae inüyse ;ijtmoh' hE moh ÒTya, mohka nax nhÄ ikya AbI. _pxm ]e I ilya hE,mohko ÒTya. ga=a to bhot ACKI Aa g{ hE. Aahaha¦

Aekvar m|yS==I sUne to qra, bapu Aa vStu AaTmaka Anuwv Ane sMyG&anhuAa. KteH jb vItragta pU R pyaRymeH nhÄ hE, tblg rag Aaya ibna rhe nhÄ. prkoAnusrke ivkar waVy-wavk wav hota hE. p` hve AhÄya to khete hE ke ivxeØSvwavka sHbH\ krke prka sHbH\ko dab idya. Aahahaha¦ Aavo magR hve. hve Aasa\ar` ma`sne pkDvo? (]ota:- ko{var Aap kho Ko rSto sugm Ke ko{var Aap


431kho sa\ar` ma`s n pkDI xke) sugm Ke p` Aeno ÝyTn nhÄ ne ÝyTn kre to sugmhE. hE {skI Ýaiº hE. ÝaºkI Ýaiº hE. p` AWyas nhÄ ne, Ane lakDa bIÔ ê\a grIgya hoy AHdr, Ae!le Aene dulRw khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha....

xaÏmaH to AEsa kha l"mI Aaid imlna Ae dulRw kha, kyÇ? ke AemaH kmR hoyto imle Ane AaTmaka \mR sulw hE, kyÇik _smeH prnI ko{ ApeÙa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦Aek baj¡ dulRw boi\ kha Ane Aek baj¡ AEsa kha. Ýwu Aa l"mI AnukUzta mzvI AedulRw kyuH ik tera puruØa=Rse nhÄ imltI, Ae to pUvRka ÝarB\ ho to _ske Aa]yse imltIhE. to Ae vStu tera puruØa=Rse nihH imle ma!e dulRw hE, Ane terI cIj hE to tera puruØa=RseimltI hE ma!e sulw hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AevuH p` xaÏmaH lqa` Ke.smjmeH Aaya?

te \maRTma muin AhÄ Aagz l{ gya ne, sMyGdxRn _praHt iS=rta AHdr ivxeØhu{ hE, te inüy=I ijtmoh ijsne mohko ÒTya, ijn hE. ijn to ¹iÚmeH to Anuwv huAato ijn huAa, pyaRymeH p` Aa ivxeØ ragka Awav krke iS=r huAa to ;ijtmoh ijn'huAa. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? kEsa hE yh &anSvwav? wgvan &anSvwav, smStlok ke _pr itrta huAa. ragaid sbko Ônte hone pr wI, rag$p n hote ragse iwþitrte hE. Aahahaha¦ kEsa hE wgvan AaTmaka Svwav, ke smSt lok ke _pr itrtahuAa. sara jgtka ragaid sb ko{ vStu _sse Apna AaTma &ayk Svwav itrtahuAa iwþ rheta huAa. Aahahaha¦

ÝTyÙ _>ot$pse wgvan to ÝTyÙ hE AHdr. Aahahaha¦ phele ÝTyÙ to mit-]ut&anmeH =a. p` AhÄya pr ragka sHbH\ KoDkr ivxeØ iS=rta Aaya to ivxeØ ÝTyÙhuAa. Aahahaha¦ Aavo _pdex hve, hve Aa Aek ga=amaH (]ota:- ke!la wavo JI`aH)margDa bapu JI`aH bhu wa{. Aahaha¦ xaÏka &an ho gya ma!e &an huAa AEsI cIjnhÄ. wgvan &an Svwav Ýwu _ska &an, _skI ¹iÚ ne AemaH lInta Ýg! hu{, AephelI Stuit, AaEr ivxeØ rag pyaRymeH ApnI yoGytase =a, _sko dab idya, {tna sHbH\KoD idya, ye dUsrI Stuit, Aa vaHctay k@` pDe AevuH Ke. sumeÌmlÒ¦ Aahaha¦ wgvan&anSvwav ragkI yoGytase waVy ivkar hota =a, _ska inim¿ trfka sHbH\ KoDkr,AHtr SvwavkI ¹iÚ to hE, p` SvwavmeH ivxeØ Aekta hu{, to prse itrta iwþ rhetaAaTma rheta hE. Aahahaha¦

sda AHtrHgmeH Ýkaxman, cetNy ßyoit, Jzhz ßyoit cEtNy Ýkaxka nUr,cEtNyka nUrka pUrna tej. Aahaha¦ Are vat saHwzva mzvI k@` pDe. Aahaha... xuHStuitnI iS=it, Aahaha¦ AHtrHgmaH sda Ýkaxman wgvan to ibrajman hE. Aahahaha¦cEtNy Svwavka Ýkaxka pUr vhete hE AHdr Aa \‡uv. Aahaha¦ ;AivnaxI Apnese hIisâ' SvyH isâ Aaya =a ne phele, Apnese hI isâ hE, ko{ prke kar`se hE nhÄ AeAaTma Ane AaTmaka Anuwv Apnese isâ huva hE. ko{ kmRka Awav huAa ne Aa isâ

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432 smysar isiâ wag-2huAa AEsa hI nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

Ane “prma=R$p AEsa wgvan &an Svwav Ke”. cEtNy sUyR, cEtNy cHã,xItzta=I wyaR wgvan Aevo &an Svwav wgvan hE. Aahahaha¦ xaHit=I saHwzeto smÔy AevuH Ke, Aena QyalmaH to AavI vat AavvI Ôe{Ae ne? Aaha¦ Aena FrnIvat Ke ne p‡wu. (]ota:- potanI Ke.) Aena FrnuH kem n smÔy? Aena QyalmaH tophelaH Aana cahIAe. Aahaha¦

{sÝkar waVy-wavk wavke, kya kha? waVy wavk wav, wavk Ôe kmR _sseAnusare honevala ivkarIwav AEsa wav, waVy wavk wav. Aahahaha... waVy wavkwavke sHkrdoØ ko doka sHbH\ko, AekTvko nhÄ. Aaha... dUr krke dUsrI inüy Stuit hu{.Aahahaha¦

{s ga=asUƒmaH mohka nam ilya. _smeH ;moh' pdko bdlkr rag lena {skeS=an pr. kmRka _dy ke Anusar &anIko wI Ôe rag =a waVy, _sko Svwavka sHbH\krke, ragka sHbH\ prkI sa= KoD idya. Aahaha¦ rag =a, kmRka wavkke Anusar ApnIpyaRymeH rag =a. Aahaha¦ Ae rag prka sHbH\se =a, Ae KoD idya Ane Apna SvwavmeHAa gya {tna, Aahaha... AiS=rtaka rag wI KU! gya Ane AHdr {tna iS=r ho gya.Aahaha¦ Are¦ Aa vaÌ kyaH Ýwu, ƒ`lokna na=nI Am<t vaÌ hE¦

;rag' ;äeØ' lena. äeØ wI &anIko _Tpþ hota hE kmRka _dy wavk, äeØ waVy.Aahaha¦ Ae äeØ waVy _sko p` KoDkr rag-äeØ Aata hE. Are stŸka S=apn krna AewI Aek KÍS=ko ivkLp hE. AsTyko jU@a @rana yh wI Aek äeØka ivkLp. wgvan to&an Sv$p hE ne AemaH Aa S=apn krna ivkLp ÉãH hE _smeH. Aahaha¦ svR&nI vatdUsrI p` KïS=ko Ae Aate hE, paKz ktaR-kmRmeH paKz (hE) ke Aa S=apn krna ke AaAEsa hE TyaH ivkLp hE, rag hE. AaEr Aa nhÄ Ae {tna äeØka AHx hE. äeØka AHx inim¿keAnusr` krke hota =a. &anIko- smiktIko, Aahahaha... Ae sHbH\ KoDkr SvwavkaAnusr` ivxeØ krna. Ae dUsrI Stuit hu{. Aaha¦

“Êo\” hve Ae äeØna be wag Êo\ Ane man, Êo\ bI jrI Aa Ôta hE. kmRka wavkvStu inim¿ jD _nse Anusrne layk Ôe wav ApnI waVy Ae Êo\ dxa _Tpþ hu{.Aahahaha¦ _sko wI Apna Svwavka sHbH\ ivxeØ krke, inim¿ka sHbH\meH Ôe Êo\_Tpþ =a _sko dab idya, Aahahaha... to Aa b\a wav =a, smikt Ane AaTm&anhone pr wI, Aahaha¦ Ae wav =a Ae wav trfka Anusr` KoDkrke Aa baj¡naAnusr` krke Êo\ko dab idya. Aa dUsrI Stuitna wed hE. Aahaha¦ svR& prme¬r Aeisvay Aa ÉãHy hE nih, smy smyna doØnI VyaQya btave Ke. smjmeH Aaya?

;man' man wI jrI Aa Ôta hE. ¹iÚno ivØy inmRz hE _smeH... p` AiS=rtanojrI (wav Aa Ôta hE.) nemna= wgvan swameH ibrajte =e. yadvna b\a yoâaAobe@e =e swameH, to loko vqa` krte, krte, krte ko{ khe wImka Ôer ne ko{ khe Aj¡Rnka


433Ôer, Aem vat krte krte wgvan to be@e =e g<hS=a]mmeH =a ne. to ko{ AEse kha wa{Aa wgvan hE {ska Ôer iktna. xrIrka iktna Ôer, _ska AaTmaka... TyaH wgvanepg nIce mUÉõ, k<*` Ae pgne hlavva mHDya, pg hle nih. Aahaha... tI=Åkr- (]ota:-=oDuH man AaVyu) jrI man Aaya, AiS=rtaka Aaya, ƒ` &anna \Ì Ae wvmeH moÙÔnevala. Aahahaha... AEsa ivkLp Aata hE. to _sko Svwavke Anusar krke dab dena,Ýg! hone n dena.

“maya” Ae Êo\ ne man äeØna be wag hE. maya ne low Ae ragna be wag Ke.maya nam kp!, low nam {CKa, Ae mayako wI. Aahahaha... &anI smiktIko, ÙaiyksmiktIko wI, jrI kmR _dyka Anusar maya wav, waVy ho Ôta hE. Ae do*a cairƒkahE. Aahaha... {sko Apna Svwavka ivxeØ sHbH\ krke mayako dab dena Ae dUsraÝkarkI Stuitka wag hE. AavuH saHwZyuH n=I ko{ id' (]ota:- ÉãHy Ke nhÄ pKI kyaH=IsaHwze) AavI vat. waGyxazI ke AhÄ AavI gya paKa. Aa bapu margDa Aeva Ke.

;low' - smiktIko wI jrI low Aa Ôta hE, kmRka Anusr` krke waVy low_sko Apna sHbH\ krke Ao sHbH\ toD dena, Ae dUsrI Stuit hE. Aahahaha¦

;kmR' Aa@ey kmR. sHbH\meH hE ne? to yh kmR hE _ska lÙ KoD dena. Ae kmRko ÒTyaAem khenemeH Aata hE. kmRko dab idya. Aahahaha¦ Aem ;nokmR', mn, vaÌ, deh, SƒI,ku!uHb pirvar Aa sb cIj nokmR, dev guÌ xaÏ Ae nokmR. Aahaha¦ Ao trfka lÙ Ôte=e, {tnI Stuit km =I, Ae trfka lÙ KoDkr SvwavmaH ivxeØ lÙ krna Ae wgvankI,AaTmakI bIÔ nHbrkI Stuit hE. nHbr bIÔe p` êcI Ke. phelaH nHbr krtaH, Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? Arere¦ Aahaha¦ Aeklo AaVyo. Aeklo Ke, Aeklo caLyo jxe. Aaha¦ Aelaq ma`s ku!uHb weguH =yuH hoy Ane Ae pIDa. Aahaha¦ Aam kre to raD nIkzI Ôy. bapadeh KoDIne Aekla ÔvuH AevuH wan Ôe n kyuÅ to wÄsa{ j{x bapa-Aahaha¦ nokmR su\IAaVyuH ivxeØ Aavxe.


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smysar ga=a 3r. nIce cale Ke ne?{sÝkar frIne-Kene wava=R _pr “waVy-wavk wavke sHkrdoØko dUr krke dUsrI

inüy Stuit”. dUsrI Ae!le ke bIÔ nHbrnI Aem nhÄ. phela nHbrnI Stuit=I bIÔnHbrnI Stuit êcI Ke. smjmeH Aaya? phelemeH to wgvan AaTma ragse iwþ, [iNãyoje jD, waveiNãy jD [iNãy Ane [iNãyna ivØyo dev guÌ ne xaÏ sbse lÙ KoDkrApna Sv-sHvedn &anka bzse _skI AekTvta toD idya Ae Ý=m sHkrdoØka nax ikya.sHkrka A=R? prkI sa= sHyog sHbH\ sHkr sHyog sHbH\ Ae nax ikya. Aahahaha¦

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434 smysar isiâ wag-2AekTvbuiâ Ôe pr [iNãyka dev guÌ xaÏ ho ke jD [iNãy, qreqr to Ýwu AaTmakIApeÙase jD [iNãy, waveiNãy Ane wgvan Ae b\a AàTma hE, prãVy hE, AnaTmahE. Aahaha¦ AàTmaka sHbH\ Ôe lÙ hE, Ae KoDkr wgvan &ayk Svwav cEtNyprmaTm Sv$p siCcdanHd Svwav _ska SvsHvedn krna, Ae Ý=m-do pda=RkI AektakadoØka nax ikya. smjmeH Aaya? JIÌ vat bhu bapu.

hve AEsa hone pr wI \m±ko, &anIko, sMyG¹iÚko, Aahaha... kmRka _dy Ôe mohAaid hota hE _ske AnusrIne honevala ivkarI waVy, Ae kmR Ae wavk hE, AaEr _skeAnusrke honevalI sMyG¹iÚ &anIko wI, waVy nam ivkarI pyaRy Ôe hE. Ae bol cltehE ne rag äeØ, Aaha¦ Ae pyaRyka sHbH\, Svwavka inivRkLp smai\ka Anusr` ivxeØkrke, Ae sHbH\ toDna Ae AaTmakI, prmaTm Sv$pkI Stuitka dUsra Ýkar hE. smjmeHAaya? Aahahaha¦

muin ho, wavilHgI _sko wI, jblg kmRka wavk wav krnevala inim¿, p`hE ApnI pyaRymeH Apnese, muinko wI ragaid pHc mhav‡tka ivkLp Ae rag hE. Aahaha¦Ae wavkka waVy ApnI pyaRymeH honevalI dxa Ae smye ivk<t AvS=aka _Tpþ honamuinko wI smiktIko wI, Aahaha... hota =a, _ska waVy trfka Ôe ivk<t AvS=a hE_ska lÙ KoDkr AHtr inivRkLp SvsHvedn &anka bzse Ae waVy _Tpþ huAa nhÄ. AedUsra ÝkarkI Stuit khenemeH Aa{ hE. Aaha... Aavo marg Ke wa{. smjmeH Aaya? yhaHlg Aaya hE-waVy wavk wav. hE?

waVy - wavk wav ApnI pyaRymeH ivk<t honekI laykat Ae waVy, wavk kmRkainim¿, waVywavkka wav, Aare¦ ApnI pyaRymeH smiktIko, &anIko, \maRTmako,Aahaha... jblg vItragta n ho tblg ApnI pyaRymeH waVy nam ivkarI yoGytadxa wavk nam inim¿ kmR Ae waVy-wavk je wav Ae sHkrdoØ,Ae sHkr nam sHbH\doØ-phelemeH AekTvka sHkrdoØ =a. AamaH sHbH\ka doØ hE, xuH kæuH smÔ uH? sHkr, sHyog,sHbH\ tInoH Aek A=Rka hE. phelemeH to jD [iNãy, waveiNãy Ane [iNãyna ivØy, Ae b\apr&ey hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ane Sv&ey &ayk hE. Sv&ey &ayk _skI sa= Aa waveiNãyãVyeiNãy ne Aa pda=R wgvan ƒ` lokno na= Ane AenI vaÌ, Aahaha... je pr&eyhE. Ae pr&eyka sHbH\se AekTvbuiâse Ôe im+yaTv _Tpþ =a, vo prka lÙ KoDkr, mEH &anSvwave Ai\km j¡da pU Rm Anuwvit, Ônait, vedyit, sHcetyit Ae Ý=m ijteiNãyStuit khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

je rag Ane ivkarkI ÝxHsa krte =e, AaEr prãVykI ÝxHsa krte =e tblg to AeivkarI dxa hE. Aahaha¦ Apna Svwav icdanHd wgvan prãVyka sHbH\se iwþ, AEsISvwavmeH AekTvbuiâ hona AaEr prse AekTvbuiâka Vyy hona, Aahahaha... SvkIAekTvbuiâka _Tpad hona, _Tpad-Vyy Ane \‡uv tIn hE ne? Aahaha¦ prkI AekTvbuiâkawgvanse vaÌse mereko law hoga, Ae to prãVy hE. prãVyse SvãVymeH law kwI nhÄ


435hoga. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- pr ãVy _pkar to kre Ke ne) _pkarno A=R inim¿ bs._pkarno A=R _pkar kre AEsa hE nhÄ. svaR=Risâ vcinkameH AEsa A=R ilya hE _pkarkaA=R inim¿ hE, p` inim¿ hE _ska sHbH\ke lÙ krnese rag hota hE. Aahaha¦ AavIvat.

smiktIko wI prka lÙ KoDkr SvsHvedn, prse iwþ prse Ai\k, prse j¡da,prse j¡da pirpU R Ýwu, Aahahaha... _ska Anuwv huAa Ae pyaRy hE Ae to Anuwv huAavo pyaRy hE. p` Ae Anuwv pyaRy kb hotI hE? prka lÙ KoDkr Apna wgvanpU aRnHdka na=ka |yey bnakr, AavI xrtuH bhu AakrI. ApnI pyaRymeH SvsHvedn, Ae&ankI vedn dxa Ýg! krna, vStu to vStu hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aa to Aga\ vStu hEwa{¦ Aahaha... ApnI cIj Ôe prãVyka sHbH\se iwþ, Ai\k, pU R Aena AEsaSvsHvednse Anuwv krna Ae Ý=m sMyGdxRn &an Ane cairƒno AHx hE, Ae Ý=mStuit khenemeH Aaya. kyuH ik Ôe _skI ÝxHsa nih krte =e Ane inim¿kI ÝxHsa krte =etblg AaTmakI AStuit =I. AavI vat hE. pa!`IÒ¦ AavuH É˜aHy Ke nihH ATyare to Aeto pote khe Ke. wa{ Ae to.

bapu magR Aa Ke wa{, n=I n=I bhar xuH krIAe. loko Aem khe Aa AekaHt Ke. Ýwukho. magR Ýwu Aa hE. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ prãVy Ane prãVyna lÙe honevala ivk<tAvS=a _sse wgvan AHdr iwþ hE. Ane iwþ hE yh pirpU R hE Ane iwþ hE yh prsetdŸn j¡da hE. k=HictŸ j¡da Ane k=HictŸ AekTv AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aa magR to j¡Ao¦Ae AaTm&an sMyGdxRn huAa KteH p` pyaRymeH kmRka wavk inim¿ Ane te trfkavl`vaza waVy nam ivkar AvS=a ;moh' phelaH moh ilya hE. Aa ;moh' im+yaTvnhÄ. ;moh' pd ilya hE ne? im+yaTv nhÄ. pr trfkI sav\anI. moh nam pr trfkIsav\anI, ivkarI-AvS=a, Aahaha... {sko \m± Òv prka lÙse je _Tpþ =a _skoSvwavka Aa]y krke, _sko _pxm kr dete hE.

Aa phelI _pxmnI Stuit hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ _pxm ]e I, Aa@magu S=ane=I x$ hotI hE ne? Ae \ara ilya hE &anIko wI Aahaha... sMyG¹iÚko wI,jblg _pxm ]e I n Ôy, tblg kmRka inim¿ka lÙse waVy nam ivkarI moh dxa=I, cairƒka doØ. Aahaha... _sko dUrse h!akr AEsa Aaya hE, dUrse h!akrka A=R keinim¿ trfka vl` hI KU! gya pKI ikya ne KoDna AEsa nhÄ. wavk-wavk-wavkkyUH kha? ke inüyse ivkarka ktaR inim¿ trIke ye khenemeH Aaya hE. Aa waVy hE.Aahahaha¦ Ae waVyko dUrse _Tpþ hone n dena, _Tpþ j hone n dena, AEse hE ne? dUrseh!akr hE ne? Aahahaha¦

AhÄ AavI gyuH Ke pheluH {. “bzpUvRk mohka itrSkar krke” Aahaha¦ yhaH topyaRymeH, ãVymeH nhÄ, ãVy to pU R AqHDanHd hE. pyaRymeH kmÔerIse wavkka lÙse ivkarIwav muinko, smiktIko &anIko hota hE, Ao trfka vl` KoDkr, KoDkr to Aek ApeÙa

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436 smysar isiâ wag-2khena hE bakI to Aa baj¡ Anusr` krke, Svwavka Anusr` krke inim¿ka Anusr`Ôe =a Ae _pxm ho gya. cHduwa{¦ AavI vatuH Ke bapu. Aahahaha¦ Are ko{ Aem kheke &anI he _sko rag Ane du:q hota hI nhÄ, to {skI ¹iÚ jU@I hE. smjmeH Aaya?_ska &an jU@ hE. Aahahaha¦ sMyG&an huAa, prkI sa= AekTvbuiâ kho, sHkrdoØ khoAekTvbuiâ kho, phelemeH hÇ¦ dUsrameH AekTv nhÄ. sHkrmaH dUsrame sHbH\ dUsrI StuitmeHsHbH\, phelI StuitmeH AekTvka sHkr. (]ota:- sHkr xBd to Aek j ræo ne ferfar xuH Ke?)ferfar hE. Ke ne? sHyog je =a, sHyog mere hE AEsI buiâ im+yaTv hE, Ane Ae KU!ya pIKesHyogmeH AiS=rta ={ Ae cairƒ doØ hE, (]ota:- sHkr xBde to im+yaTv) nhÄ. nhÄ.AhÄ to sHkr xBde sHyog Ane sHbH\. hve phelo sHyog Ane sHbH\ prnI sa=e AekTvbuiâka,dUsrameH prkI sa= sHbH\ ApnI kmÔerIse inim¿ka sHbH\ krte =e. bhu JIÌ vat Kebapu¦ ga=a bhu sarI AavI Ke wa{, hoH sumerumlÒ¦ AevI cIj Ke. Aa to ƒ` loknana= ijneNãdevnuH Aa frman Ke. Ae sHto AaDtIya hokr vat krte hE. Aahaha¦ Are Ýwu¦tere pU R Sv$pkI Stuit kre ma!e Ý=m to Apna xuâ SvwavkI Stuit nam sTkar neSvIkar krna pDega. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ wgvan AaTma AnHt gu rTnakr,diryo. AnHt gu no rTnno Aakr diryo, wgvan Aeno SvIkar sTkar Ae sMyGdxRnAe wgvan AaTmakI phelI Stuit hE. smjmeH Aaya? AavI vatuH Ke wa{¦ AhÄya toAap e bIÒ Stuit clte hE.

waVy-wavk wavka sHkrdoØ. sHbH\, Aa sHbH\ AhÄya lena. sHkr xBde sHbH\.smjmeH Aaya? phelemeH ãVyeiNãy waveiNãy Ane wgvan Ae pr&ey =a. Sv&eykI sa=pr&eyka sHbH\ AekTvbuiâ im+yaTv =a. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ae waveiNãyãVyeiNãy xrIr piràmne Ýaº, waveiNãy qHD qHD &anko jàtI hE vo AaEr [iNãykaivØy sb pr&ey hE, Ae Sv&ey nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Ae Sv&eyko pyaRymeH &eybnakr, pr&eyka lÙ KoDkr. Aahahaha¦ AavI xrtuH bhu bapu¦

je prãVynI ne ragnI Stuit krte =e, TyaH to ÝwukI AStuit =I SvnI. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu AnHtgu no sagr jena Ýdexe Ýdexe AnHt gurtnna kmra AorDa wyaR hE. Aahaha¦ Ae Aene pyaRymaH pr&ey bnakr je Anaidse$lte =e, Aahahaha... to pyaRyka Svwav to SvprÝkaxk hE. to Ae pyaRy &ankI,A&anIkI wI pyaRy hoy to bI pyaRyka Svwav to SvprÝkaxk hE. to AekIla prÝkaxk pr&eyko ÔnnemeH A!k gya to im+yaTv hE. Aahahahaha¦ p` Ao pyaRymeH prka&an hone pr wI Svtrfka &an hota hE jb, Aahaha... Tyare Ae pr&ey trIke ÔnnemeHAata hE, p` pr&eyse merI cIj sHbH\vazI hE AEsa nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aavo _pdex hvema`sne xuH =ay bapu.

Ae mohka nam ilya hE. _smeH ;moh' pd bdlkr _ske S=an pr ;rag' lena.\m±ko wI, smiktIko wI, &anIko wI, kmRka wavkka Anusr` krke Ôe rag =a Ae rag


437Svwavka Anusr` krke ragko _pxm kr idya. Ùpk pIKe Aayega. AevI xElI lI\I Ke.Aahaha¦ AEsa ;äeØ'ka le lena. smiktIko wI äeØka AHx Aata hE. Aahaha... muinko wIäeØka AHx Aata hE. Aa nhÄ, Aa hE, Aa hE AEsa ivkLp rag hE, Ane Aa nhÄ hE AEsaivkLp äeØ hE. (]ota:- sTy in$p` kre Ke äeØ xano?) ivkLp hE, S=apn kre Ke ne. &ata&an$p khaH ræa TyaH? AEsa AHx Aata hE. Aekso tetalIsmaH ilya hE paKz ktaRkmRmaHAe S=ape TyaH su\I hÒ äeØ AHx hE, Aekso tetalIs ktaR kmR, hE sb smysarmeH to bhotwyaR hE, sara dirya hE. Aekek pHikt ne Aekek ga=a, AÔeD cÙu. wgvanna ]ImuqenIkzelI idVy|vin Ae sHto, Ae äara vat krte hE. Aahaha¦

khete hE ke äeØ, Aem ;Êo\'-Êo\ wI Aata hE smiktIko, Aektabuiâ tU! g{ hE, pÀiS=rtaka Êo\ Aata hE, Ae waVy khenemeH Aata hE, Êo\ka _dy hE Ae wavk Ane _skelayk Aa ApnI pyaRy Anusrke hota hE Ae Êo\, _sko _pxm krke SvwavkI AektaivxeØ krke, Svwavka Anusr` ivxeØ krke dab dena Ae dUsrI Stuit hE. Ae wgvanAaTmakI StuitkI Ai\k dxa Ae dUsrI Stuit hE. dUsra nHbrkI Aem nhÄ, Ai\k hE.Aahahaha¦ Are Aa ÉãH bapa.

Aem ;man' ;man' p` Aata hE jrI. smjmeH Aaya? kal to ¹ÚaHt idya =a nenemna= wgvanka, wgvan hE tIn &anka \Ì hE, Ùaiyk smiktI hE. swa wrI htIyoâaAonI _smeH ccaR hote hote hote ko{ khe paHDv Ôeâa hE. ko{ khe wIm AEsa hE, ko{khe Aj¡Rn AEsa hE. ko{ khe flaà AEsa hE, ko{ AEse-boLya sb hE mgr deqo wgvanibrajte hE vhaH g<hS=a]mmeH _ska bz dUsrI trhka hE, AEsa bz ko{ka nhÄ. towgvane swamaH pg nIce mUÉõ ke hlavo, k<*` Aaya, hle ÉãH=I? Ae!luH ;man'Aahaha... !Äga{ gya pg _pr, p` hle nhÄ- AaTmana bznI to kya vat krna?Aahaha¦ to AEsa ko{ ;man' Aate hE. ;man' ka _dy wavk-ne _ske Anusare hote hE._sko Svwavka ivxeØ Anusr` krke dab dena. smjmeH Aaya? kho, ritwa{¦ AavuHKe Aa.

Aem ;maya' kp!, mayaka _dy ho TyaH wavk, Aa baj¡ Anusr` krke jrI mayaAa ÔtI hE smiktIko &anIko wI, maya xLy nhÄ. maya kI AiS=rta, smiktIko,&anIko, Aahahaha... _sko prka Anusr`meH Ôe =a Ae AhÄya Svwav trf Anusr`b#a dena _sse Ao db ÔtI hE. maya _pxm ho ÔtI hE- (]ota:- muin dxamaH maya kyaÝkarnI hxe?) AiS=rtanI. (]ota:- p` kya p‡karnI) AiS=rtanI Aem khenemeHAaya dUsra kya khe? xLy nhÄ. im+yadxRn indan xLy, maya xLy Ae xLy nhÄ- p`mayaka wav jrI Aate hE, Ae waVy hE. _sko inim¿ke Anusr` krneka wav meH Ôe =awaVy maya, Ae n hone dena Ane Apna &ayk Svwav trfka ivxeØ, Ai\k Anusr`krna, Ae dUsra ÝkarkI Stuit hE. Aa to waØameH je Aate hE Ae brobr tozI tozInesmjna cahIye. ferfar kaH{ hote nhÄ. Aahaha... Aavo magR Ke. Aa TyaH le Ôna hE ne

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438 smysar isiâ wag-2!eprekoDÜg AEsa sUna hE. Ae log. Aahahaha¦

Aem ;low' Ae kl to Aa gya. hE¦ low wI =oDa hE Aasiktka, to Ae waVyje hE, low kmRka wavk kmR _ske AnusrIne {tna sHbH\meH Ôe lowka waVy =a Ae nhone dena, Ao trfka Anusr` KoD dena Ane Svwav trfka Anusr` Ai\k krna_sse lowka _pxm ho Ôta hE, db Ôta hE. smjmeH Aaya?

Aem ;kmR' Aa@ey kmR-kmRka sHbH\meH Aa@ kmRka sHbH\meH je kaH{ dxa waVy hotI=I. Aahaha¦ hÒ to hEne &anIko kmR Aa@ inim¿ hE ne? inim¿ke Anusrke ApnIpyaRymeH ivk<t AvS=a hE, iblkul n ho to to vItrag ho Ôy. Aahahaha¦ kmRse nhÄp` kmRka inim¿pàka lÙse Ôe ivk<t AvS=a =I. Aaha... Ae kmRka sHbH\ KoD idya,ijtne AHxe kmR mera hE Ae to ¹iÚ KU! g{ phele, p` Aa kmRka sHbH\meH Ôe kaH{ Aasikt=I, Aahaha... Ae bI AHtr Svwavka Anusr` krke Ae kmRka sHbH\kI Aasiktko dbadete hE. Aaha.. AavI vatuH Ke. Aahahaha... waØa to sadI Ke Ýwu smÔy AevI Ke.Aahahaha¦

;nokmR' dev, guÌ, xaÏ, xrIr, vaÌ, mn Ae b\a samaNyp e nokmR, _skasHbH\meH, sHbH\ svR=a KU! gya ho to to vItrag ho Ôy p` kH{ Aam sHbH\meH wavhota hE, to Ae nokmRko Òt ilya, Ae nokmR trfka wav _Tpþ hone n dena AneSvwavka Anusr` krke Ae wavko dab dena. Aahahaha¦ ke!lI gHwIrta, ga=amaH ke!lIgHwIrta. Aahaha¦

;mn' mnka sHbH\ hE ne? mnkI AekTvta tU! g{, p` ragaid _Tpþ hota hE tomnka sHbH\ hE. mnka sHbH\ trfka Ôe wav _Tpþ hota =a, Ae AHtr Svwavka ivxeØAnusr` _Tpþ krke Ae sHbH\ka wav dab dena, _pxm kr dena. smjmeH Aaya?

Aa to \Irana kam hE wa{¦ Aa kaH{... Aahahaha...;vcn' vaÌkI sa= {tna sHbH\ hE ne? rag hE. Ae waVy huAa. vcnka sHbH\meH

Ae waVyko Svwavka Anusr` krke dab dena. AavI vatuH Ke. ;smai\xtk' meH to thaHlg kha, ke _pdexka ivkLp Aata hE, hm muin hE, AanHd hE, &an hE, xaHit hE p` AoivkLp Aata hE {tna _Nmad hE. im+yaTvka _Nmad nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AavIvatuH Ke.. vItragI ibHb Ýwu¦ ijnibHb¦ wgvan to ijnibHb AaTma hE _smeHse ivkLp_@na, Aahaha... Ae doØ hE. smjmeH Aaya? vcnke sHbH\meH Apne Ôe ivkLp _@te hE AesHbH\ KoD dena. Aahahaha... {tna Anusr` Ôe vcnka wavmeH krte =e, ye Anusr`wgvan, Aa to bIÔ nHbrnI êcI Stuit hE ne, _pxm \aranI Stuit hE ne¦ Aahahaha...

“kay” Aa kayaka sHbH\meH Ôe Aam lÙ Ôte hE {tna rag hE, _sko SvwavkaAanHdka na=. Aena AHtr Anusr` krke kaya sHbH\Ika waVyko dab dena, AiS=rtaka.(]ota:- AiStna Aek k=n krvane bdle Aa naiStna pcas k=n krva=I...) nhÄnhÄ b\ano ivStar hE. iwþ iwþ wav hota hE ne Aek Ýkar nhÄ hota. iwþ iwþ wav


439hota hE. iwþ iwþ wav hÒ to Aagz lexe, ivxeØ lexe. AsHQy Ýkarka ivwav legahÒ to. samaNy ma!e to vat ikya, Ae to injRra Ai\karmeH nhÄ Aata, samaNy ma!eto pirg‡hka Tyag ikya hve ivxeØ ma!e Aek Aekka Tyag krate hE. Aate hE? rag, äeØ.Aahaha¦ paÌ. Ae to AlaEikk vatuH hE. Aahaha¦

Ae Gyarh sUƒ rqkr Gyarh $p VyaQyan krna. hE ne? dreknI VyaQya krnI Aasmjne ma!e pIKe.

“]ot” ]ot [iNãy Ao trfka lÙ honese je ivk<t waVy hota =a. Aahahaha¦Ae AaTmaka ivxeØ Anusr` krke dab dena, _pxm krna Ae dUsra ÝkarkI Stuit hE.Aahahaha¦ saHwzvamaH p` Ôe sUnnemeH Ôe rag Aata hE, Ae ragkI Aekta to phele toDidya hE. p` sUnneka wavmeH vaÌka rag Aata hE, _sko Apna Svwavka _g‡ Aa]ylekr, dab dena. AavI vatuH Ke. ƒ` lokno na= ijne¬rdev AenI idVy |vinmaH Aa AayahE. Ae sHto jgtnI pase AaDtIya trIke Ôher krte hE. Aahaha¦ AamaH vad ne ivvadnekre. Aem ;cÙu' AaHq ke sHbH\meH pr trfka lÙ Ôte hE. Aahahaha¦ {tna SvwavkaAa]y ivxeØ krke Ae wavko _Tpþ n hone dena Ae Stuit hE.

AEse ;F‡a`' F‡a`meH je sugH\ka wavka lÙ Ôte hE, AiS=rtaka wav _Tpþ n honedena _pxm kr dena Ae dUsrI Stuit hE.

Aem ;rs' rseiNãy &anIko wI rseiNãy trfkI v<i¿meH AiS=rta hotI hE. smjmeHAaya? Aahahaha¦ raiƒko kha =a, Aek tI=Åkr ho, cÊvt± ho, kamdev-soz, s¿r,A#ar (xaHitna=, kuH=uHna=, Arna=) _ska bƒIs kvzka Aahar hE. kvz, to AekekkvzkI to ikHmt to hIranI wSm hoy _smeH FImeH _na(grm) krke Fë hoy ne Fë Ae\ImeH wSm naqkr Fë naqkr Ae wSm pI Ôy Fë. smjmeH Aata hE? hE. kroDo$pIyanI ikHmtkI Ae FëkI ro!I bnate hE. ÉãH AamaH tuMharI wSm bSm Aa{?Aahaha... to ijska bƒIs kvzmeH Aek kvz 96 kroD paydzko pacn krnekI xiÉtnhÄ. 96 kroD paydz _ska Aek kvz pca skte nhÄ - raƒe tuH hto ke nhÄ Aey, AesmiktI, Ùaiyk smiktI tIn &anka FÌ, Ae bƒIs kvzka qaneka ivkLp Aata hE.Ae Aakuzta hE. Ae kvzko qate nhÄ. Ae rag Aaya Ao _sko vedte hE. Ao to jDkI iÊyahE. malcHdÒ¦ Aa mal malka bat clte hE yhaH. Ýwu tuH kaEn hE. Aahahaha¦ AtIiNãyAanHdka na=se wra hE ne tum, Aahaha... mha AnHt gu ka godam tum hE ne na=¦Aaha... _ska Anusr` krke AekTvbuiâ toDna Ane _ska Anusr` krke AiS=rtakIpyaRy _Tpþ n hone dena. Aahahaha... AavI vatuH Ke. phelI to pkkDmeH k@` pDe. heH¦Aahaha¦ wa{ vItrag svR& prmaTma AaTma _ska Svwav Ônna, Ane Ône huAepIKe wI rag Aata hE. Aaha... to rag kho ke du:q kho. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

;rsn' Aa to rsn AaVyuH ne? smiktI, Ùaiyk smiktI, tI=Åkr bIÔAo cÊvt±nep` hoy Ke. p` AhÄya to tI=Åkr ko to AEsa Aahar hota hE, KtaH inhar nhÄ hota.

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440 smysar isiâ wag-2dUsra cÊvt±ko AEsa bƒIs kvzka Aahar hota hE, inhar hota hE. Aahahaha... AhÄto v\are jrI Aek ro!I pD Ôy to dSt ho Ôy, Ae bƒIs kvz hIranI wSmo, AekekdaàmeH kroDo ihrakI wSmo cDI g{ daàmeH _skI bna{ ro!I. te p` rsoyo, Amldarhota hE. Ae pote bnate nhÄ, bar mhInamaH _skI tEyarI krte hE. Aek idnkI cÊvt±kIrso{ ma!e, wgvanne ma!e tI=ÅkrkI. Aahahaha¦ tEyarI krte hE ke Aa krna, Aa krnaAa krna... bar mas su\I Tyare Aek var hukm Aate hE Amldar rsoyane ke Aaje Aarso{ bnavo. Aey cHduwa{¦ (]ota:- pu~yna Ýtap Ke b\a) Aahaha¦ Ae bƒIskvzna AaharnI iÊya to _sse hotI hE. ivkLp Aata hE. muinne p` ;sHymna hetuAeyog ÝvtRna' Aaharaid leneka wav Aata hE p` Ae wav jrI xuw hE. Ane Aa jesHsarne ma!e ÝaÌAo Aahar krte hE Ae wav Axuw hE. Aahahaha¦ smiktIko wIwogka wav Aata hE, Aahahaha... {tna du:q hE. smiktIko wI pHcm gu S=an tkraEã|yan hota hE. Aahaha... {tna \m± Òvko wI du:q hE. AanHdSv$p se wgvan iv$âraEã |yanmeH gye, Aahaha... pHcm gu S=anvaza hoH, co=e gu S=ane &anI to @Ik,pHcmvaza su\I raEã |yan hE Ane Kõe tk AatR|yan hE. Ae AatR|yan du:q$p hE ke suq$phE? Aahahaha¦

yhaH khete hE ;rsn' Aahahaha... Ae bƒIs kvzka Aahar lenekI v<i¿ _@tI hE yhrsnka sHbH\ hE {tna, yh sHbH\ wgvan AtIiNãy AanHdka na=, AtIiNãy AanHdkaqorak lekr, Ae ragko dba dete hE. siCcdanHd Ýwu. Aahaha... stŸ xa¬t &an neAanHdka na= wHDar Ýwu, Ae Apna Anusr` krke, AekTvbuiâ to toD idya hE, Ae tophelI Stuit hE. p` dUsrI AiS=rtakI v<i¿ _Tpþ n hone dena, Aahaha... {tnaSvwavkI Stuit sTkar SvIkar ivxeØ ho gya. smjmeH Aaya? AavI vatuH Ke Ýwu¦ xuH=ay? Aahahaha... ATyare to bhu ferfar ={ gyo Ke. ATyare to cor ko!vazne dHDe AevuH={ gyuH Ke. JaJa cor wega =ay ne¦ Are Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ “rsn” Aa to rsnno _Tk<Údaqlo lI\o. tI=Åkr Ùaiyk smiktI ƒ` &anna \Ì matana pe!maH AaVya Ke Ane pIKejNmte hE to Aaharka wav to Aata hE. p` Ae wav rag hE. Ae ragko Svwavka ivxeØAnusr` krke dUrse h!ana nam _Tpþ hone n dena. Aahaha... JIÌ vat Ke wa{. ga=aAevI AavI g{ Ke. sumerumlÒ¦ brabr waGyvanko pDe kane AEsI bat hE. Aahaha¦Aahaha¦

pKI, ;SpxRn' SpxRn-SpxRnna sHbH\meH wI &anIko wI wogka rag Aata hE.Aahaha¦ Ùaiyk smiktI ƒ` &anna FÌ, tI=Åkr. 96 hÔr cÊvt± SƒI pr`te hE-wrteØ vEwvmeH k=a hE Aekek idnmeH seHkDo rajkuHvrIAone pr e, lgn kre. Aahaha... hEsmiktI Ae rag hE {tna. smjmeH Aaya? Ae ragkI AekTvbuiâ to toD dI hE, p` ragkIAiS=rtako Svwavke Aa]ye. _pxm ]e I Aagz lete hE ne, AHdr Ôte SvsHvden bzmeHÔte Ae _pxm ho Ôta hE. wogka wav, SpxRka wav, _pxm ho Ôta hE. Lyo Aa,


441cHduwa{... Ae!le sq nhÄ Aave AhÄya. !UHkuH kyuÅ hot to p` Aa to... laHbu laHbu kre Ke.hÒ. hEH?

{n paHco sUƒoko [iNãy sUƒke äara Alg Alg VyaQyan$p krna. {s Ýkar,hve hÒ Ae!le=I nhÄ. soz sUƒoke iwþ iwþ VyaQyan krna. drekka iwNn iwNnVyaQyan. AaEr {s _pdexse ANy wI ivcar lena. Aahaha... AsHQy Ýkarka ivwavhE, Aahahaha... Anek Ýkar hE. AsHQy Ýkarka ivwav smiktIko hE. Aahahaha... toAEse VyaQyan krna. Ae waVy hE _sko Apna Svwavka Anusr` krke _Tpþ hone ndena Ae ApnI Stuit hE. ApnI ÝxHsa wgvankI hE. AavuH TyaH saHwZyuH n=I srdarxhermaH ÉyaHy nhÄ. Ýwuno marg bapa¦ Ae “hirno re marg Ke xUrano Ae kayrna nhÄkam Ôene re” Aem Aave Ke ne? tmare “Ae hirno re marg Ke xUrano, kayrna nhÄ kamÔene” Ý=m phelaH mStk mUkI vzta levuH hirnuH nam Ôene re. hir Ae!le Aa wgvan,Aaha... Ae lokomaH Aevu StuitmaH wiÉtmaH Aave Ke. Amare to Ae baj¡na palejmaH b\ayFrak hta Aeva b\a. Aek b‡aï` hto Amaro Frak te id' ho. p` vedaHtno mo!o Aneb\ano guÌ hto p` Amaro Frak hto. Aena gamnuH nam wUlI gya. mehraj ne itlodbe gammaH AmarI _Fra`I htI Ae be gammaH v\are AemaH Aa mehrajno b‡aï` hto Aemal leva Aave. Aena wÉto hoy ne Ae pge lage Aam. Ame Aene Fre pEsa leva j{Aeto qa!lo #azI de. mehraj gam palej=I ƒ` ga_ Ke. Aa to 17, 18, 19 vØRnI vatuHKe xrIrnI. Aahaha¦ b\uH Ae vqte ÔeyeluH Ô eluH, p` Aa nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Aek to bava AaVya hta be. Ae vqtnI vat Ke. 6p, 66 ke 67 nI vat Ke. Aekhto vedaHtI Ane Aek hto kbIr (pH=I) Ane Aek hto {¬r ktaR mannevalo be sa\umo!a AaVya. TyaH \mRxaza Ke Amare TyaH _trela Ane Amne qbr pDI jEnone ke Ae lokoccaR krvana Ke Ame b\a gya AemaH Aek sa\u hto {¬r ktaR mannaro. Aa jgtna{¬r ktaR hE, Ame jEn loko gyela saHwzva to Aolo samo khe ke ktaR hoy to ÉyaHéwa rhIne ikya {¬re? {¬rko ko e ikya? Ane {¬re khaH qDa hokr jgt bnaya,to qDe hokr bnaya to ko{ cIj to rhI. smjmeH Aaya? Aolo kbIr (pH=I) AmarIsame Ôeve jEn same kem wa{Ao Aene qbrne ke Aa jEno Ke ne¦ Aa to 70, 7r vØRphelaHnI vat Ke. brabr hE.. {¬r ho to khaH qDa rha AaEr Aa b\I samg‡I khaHselaya. khaHse bnaya Aa? nhÄ hE {smeHse bna{? nhÄ ho _se bna skte hE¦ hE {skobnana ne n ho _sko bnana iblkul jU@ hE. balcHdÒ¦ Aa to 7p vØR phelaHnI vat.Aahaha... Aek hto kbIrno sa\u Ane Aolo hto l@ jevo ne AiwmanI-mera ix*y hoto smÔvuH. Aolane Aem kI\uH kbIrne Ae khe ix*y p` phelo tuH smÔv to qro ke {¬rtera hE, ne {¬re Aa bnaya. to {¬r khaH rha =a, ko{ S=an =a ke nhÄ, ko{ S=an _snebnaya? AEse Aa bat to AlaEikk hE bapa. AsHQy ÝkarkI vat. (]ota:- p‡ma` vcnguÌdev)

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Ývcn nH. 94 ga=a - 32-33 wadrva vd-1r gu$var ta. r8-9-78 sH. 2p04

ga=ano wava=R Ke. kya kha _smeH vo khte hE. Ý=m to Apna xuâ Sv$p prãVyseiwþ ragse iwþ pyaRyse wI iwþ, AEsa AaTmaka Anuwv ho _ska nam ijteiNãyijn khnemeH Aaya hE. je Ùyopxm &ankI pyaRy hE, rag hE ke inim¿ hE Ae sb prãVyignnemeH Aaya hE pr&ey, &ayk Svwav Sv&ey, Ae Sv&eyka l"a krke Aa]y krke prseApnI cIjko j¡dI Ônna, pirpU R Ônna, Ai\k Ônna _ska nam sMyGdxRn &ancairƒhE. Aa phela drßÔkI Stuit hE. AavuH Ke. bIÔ drßÔnI Aa (ga=a) 3r meH.

wava=R:- “wavk moh ke Anusar” kya khete hE? &anIko wI smiktIko wI muinkowI AaTm&an _praHt cairƒdxa hu{ hE, _sko wI hÒ wavk Ôe kmR jD _ske Anusarehonevala ivkarI ragäe*a Aaid wav Ae waVy hE. wavk mohke Anusar. hE? SvwavkeAnusar nhÄ, kmRka inim¿ Ôe _dymeH Aaya Ae Svwav trfka {tna Aa]y nhÄ Aneprka Aa]y krte hE, to _smeH ragäeØ ivkarI pyaRy smiktIko wI &anIko wI _TpþhotI hE. Aahahaha¦ _sko Òtna A=aRHtŸ “Ýv<i¿ krnese Apna AaTma waVy$p hotahE” Aahaha¦ JIÌ vatuH bhu “_se wed&anke blse” A=aRtŸ inim¿ke Anusare Ôe Ýv<i¿={ Ae Anusar KoDkr, Svwavke Anusare ivxeØ _g‡ Aa]y ilya, Aahaha... iwþAnuwv krnevala ijtmoh ijn hE. ijtmoh ÙI`moh nhÄ, ÙI`mohno pa@ hE ne pa@hE teƒIsmo. “ijtŸmohSs du j{Aa qIò moho” Ae!le ko{ khe Aa ijtmohno A=Rkya? to AhÄya teƒIsmaH ilya ÙI`moh, phele Ôe ragka ivkarka Svwavko Anusrke_pxaHt krte =e _sko ijtmoh khnemeH Aaya, _pxm ]e I hÇ Aa@me gu S=ane, Aahaha...satma tk AbuiâpUvRk kmRka wavkke Anusar ragaid hota =a. smjmeH Aaya? Ae kmRkawavkke Anusar Ôe ragäeØ pu~y pap Aaid ivkLp, moh wav, Ae pap wav hE. _skoÔe inim¿ke Anusare waVy =a Ae n hone dena. Aahaha... Ane &ayk Sv$p wgvanka_g‡ Aa]y lekr Ae ivkarko dbana, _pxm krna Ae bIÔ ÝkarkI Stuit êca ÝkarkIStuit, Aahaha... AavI vatuH hve AamaH ÉãH ma`sne (Qyal Aave) bapu margDaAEsa hE.

Ae wavk mohke Anusar muinko wI sºmŸgu S=anmeH mohkmRka inim¿ke AnusarAbuiâpUvRk rag Ôe =a AHdr ivkar, _sko Svwavka Anusar krke, Ae ivkarko dabke_pxm krna, _pxm ]e I, ]e InI ApeÙaAe _pxm, Ae lega wava=RmeH _pxm Aaidkrke, xBd hE jra sU"m pIKe A=R krega.

“AaTma waVy$p hota hE _se wed&anke blse iwþ Anuwv krnevala ijtmohijn hE.” Aahaha¦ Ae to ATyare (Aa Ùeƒe) ho skte nhÄ mgr vStu iS=it btate hE.smjmeH Aaya?


443vhaH AEsa Aaxy hE ke ]e I cDte huAe deqo Aa@me Aahahaha... ijse mohka _dy

AnuwvmeH n rhe, Aahaha... Aa vStuka Qyal to Ae kre ke _pxm ]e I Aa@meH gu S=anecltI hE TyaH mohka _dy AnuwvmeH n rhe, Aahaha... wgvan AanHdka na= AHtrmeH JukÔye ivxeØ, sMyGdxRn &an-cairƒ to hE, p` mohke Anusar Ôe ragaid =a satmegu S=an tk, Aahaha... Kõe gu S=ane to buiâpUvRk rag =a, AbuiâpUvRk do hI =a.satme buiâpUvRk rag nhÄ =a, p` wavk kmRke Anusar ragäeØ AEsa piràm, waVyhota =a. Aahaha¦ satmeH Ae AHtrmeH sI\a Svwavke Anusr krke je rag AaTmameH =apyaRymeH, _sko dba dena _pxm krna Ae bIÔ ÝkarkI phelase êcI Stuit hE. smjmeHAaya?

yhaH AEsa hE ke ]e I cDte mohka Ae AnuwvmeH n rhe. Aahaha... AaEr Apne bzse,Apne bzse Svwavke AnusarmeH puruØa=R krnese, Aahaha... _pxm Aaid krke, ]e I to_pxm hE, p` ragka Ùyopxm TyaH hota hE =oDa A=va &anavrÌka wI Ùyopxmhota hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ _pxm Aaid xBd pDa hE ne? hE, ragka _pxm krtehE Ane dUsra Ôe &anavrÌ Aaid hE _ska ivxeØ Ùyopxm hota hE. Ae _pxm Aaid krke,hE to _pxm ]e I, p` _pxm Aaid krke, Aahaha... &anavrÌ Aaidka _dy hE, to _skeAnusar jrI-&ankI hIÌ dxa hotI =I. Aahahaha¦ Ae Svwavke Anusare &ankaÙyopxm huAa TyaH &anka _pxm nhÄ hota, _pxm to mohka hota hE, JIÌ vat wa{bhu Aa to. Aahaha¦

Ae Apna Svwavka wan hE Anuwv huAa, sMyG&an huAa, sMyGdxRn huAa,AaEr Sv$pka cairƒ Aacr` wI =oDa huAa, pU R Aacr` ho to to y=aQyat cairƒho Ôy, to wavkke Anusar waVy krneka rhete nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? =oDo =oDoAWyas phelaH hona cahIye. Aa to kolej hE vItrag wgvannI kolej hE. Aaha¦wgvan AaTma AtIiNãy AanHdka na= siCcdanHd Ýwu, _sko pyaRyka Ýemse h@krragka Ýemse h@kr, inim¿ka Ýemse h@kr Apna &aykmeH Ýem lga idya Aekag‡ta krke,Ýemka A=R Aekag‡ta, _ska nam Ý=m ijteiNãy Stuit phela ÝkarnI phela nHbrnInhÄ, phela ÝkarnI (Stuit) khnemeH Aata hE.

hve dUsra ÝkarkI êcI Stuit dUsra Ýkar hE, p` phela nHbrse êcI hE. Aahaha¦&anIko wI sºmŸ gu S=an tk wavk mohkmRke Anusar smiktI hE, AÝm¿dxameH wIrag AbuiâpUvRk hota hE waVy. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH hE. _sko prke Anusarka Ôe wavhE puruØa=R KoDkr AHtrmeH lgana to Ae ragäeØ puNypapka wav Ae ivkLp hE vo dbadeta hE, dab deta hE, AaEr _pxmwav Ýg! hota hE, Ane &anavrÌ dxRnavrÌ AaidkaAHtray Aaidka Ùyopxm wav hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? ]e I _pxm hE, p` _pxm tomohka AekIlaka hota hE. to sa=meH xuâta b#tI hE &ankI, AanHdkI, vIyRkI Ae b\Ixuâta b#tI hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ae _pxm ]e ImeH Ae Ùyopxmwav hE, AavI ÉãH vat

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444 smysar isiâ wag-2hve _dy ne _pxm ne Ùyopxm.

wgvan prm pairàimk Svwav Ýwu prmSvwavwav _ska Aa]y lekr ÔesMyGdxRn &an cairƒ _Tpþ huAa Ae phelI Stuit hE. pIKe AiS=rtameH pyaRy AbuiâpUvRk=I, Kõe tk buiâpUvRk rag =a, buiâpUvRk Ane AbuiâpUvRk do hI. smjmeH Aaya? yedevkInHdn Aek pHiDt =a bDa {Ndorvaza Ae Aaye =e, _sne pHca|yayIna A=R _sne ikya=a ke Kõe gu S=ane buiâpUvRk rag hE Ane satmeH gu S=ane AbuiâpUvRk hE. to _sko kha,(Ae bat @Ik nhÄ) Ae to khe Ame to pHiDt hE AEsa hE nhÄ, ma`s srz =a pHiDt =a.devkInHdn, su\ravo pHca|yayIka A=R ke Kõe gu S=ane p` QyalmeH Aanevala Ae buiâpUvRkrag hE, Ane vo hI smy QyalmeH Aata nhÄ Ae AbuiâpUvRk hE. AavI vatuH hve... Anesºm gu S=anmeH buiâpUvRk QyalmeH Aate hE AEsI bat nhÄ hE p` AbuiâpUvRk hE, kar`_pyog TyaH lagu nhÄ hota p` hota hE rag, Ae ragko wavkke Anusare hota =a AeApna wgvan trfka Anusar hokr Ae Stuit hu{. Aahaha¦ Are AavI vatuH hve. Aeragko _pxm krna AaEr dUsrI pyaRyko ÙyopxmkI v<iâ krna. (]ota:- Aekla mohmaHj Ae ÙyopxmnuH _pxmnuH kayR hoy Ke?) mohno _pxm Ùyopxm hoy Ke, p` mohno_pxm levo Ke AhÄ _pxm ]e I levI Ke ne hE to Ùyopxm dxma gu S=an tk p` AhÄdbaVyuH Ke Ae!le _pxm ]e I lena hE, Ùyopxm to hE. p` (]ota:- Aekla mohno j_pxm kem bIÔ kmRno kem nhÄ) AHdr bIÔ kmRno _pxm hota nhÄ. iblkul _pxmnhÄ, _pxm Aek mohka-

Ùaiyk Aa@ka, _pxm Aekka, _dy Aa@ka, Ùyopxm carka, &anavrÌ, dxRnavrÌmohnIy Ane AHtray. JIÌ vat wa{¦ Aa@ kmR hE to _dy Aa@ka, hve _pxm Aekkamohka, Ùyopxm carka, &anavrÌ dxRnavrÌ mohnIy ne AHtray. _pxm ]e ImeHmohka _pxm hE, Ae dbana ApeÙaAe, bakI hE Ùyopxm (]ota:- &anno Ùyopxm)Aenoy Ùyopxm hE dxma gu S=an su\I _dy hE ne, {tna Ùyopxm hE p` AhÄya AaApeÙa lena hE. AavI vatuH hve. mohka wI Ùyopxm hota hE, mohka _pxm hota hE, Anemohka Ùy hota hE. &anavrÌka _dy hota hE, Ùyopxm hota hE, Ùaiyk hota hE, _pxmnhÄ. dxRnavrÌyka _dy hota hE Ùyopxm hota hE Ùaiyk hota hE, _pxm nhÄ,AHtrayka _dy hota hE Ùmopxm hota hE Ùaiyk hota hE, _pxm nhÄ. AavI vatuH hveÉãH? Aahaha¦ AhÄ to smy-smyna ihsab hE. Aahaha¦

jblg _pxm ]e I tk n Aave tblg smiktI muinko sºm gu S=an tk,Aahahaha... wavk kmRke Anusar jrI rag AbuiâpUvRk hE, Aaha... _sko Aagz puruØa=Rkob#akrke Svwavka ivxeØ Anusr` krke Ae wavkke Anusare rag =a _sko dba idya,_pxm kr idya. AEse rag äeØ Aaid ivxeØ lena, vo soz bol hE na. Am<tcHãacayeR sozbol. paHc [iNãyaH AEsa ilya hE, AaEr ANy ivcar lena AEsa ilya hE- jysenAacayRkI !IkameH AEsa bol lekr ANy AsHQy ivwavka VyaQyan kr lena. (AEsa


445ilya hE) Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke. ivkLpka Anek Ýkar hE. Anek Ýkar maHyla AsHQyÝkarka ivwav hE. Aahaha¦ to je Òvko je Ýkarka ivkLp hE _sko Svwavke Anusardab dena. Aahaha¦ _pxm Aaid krke, xBdmaH _pxm Aaid krke, Aeklo _pxm krke nilya, ]e I _pxm hE p` Ùyopxm hE sa=meH. Aahaha¦ Are Ýwu tuH ko` hE kyaH hE? terIdxameH kya hota hE? Aahaha¦ AaTmanuwv krta hE _se ijtmoh kha hE, to yhaH mohkoijta hE nax nhÄ ikya, Ùy nhÄ ikya dba idya. AEsI Aek Stuitka Ýkar ilya to sbko_pxm ]e I AatI hE AEsa kaH{ hE nhÄ. kya kha? ke AaTmaka Anuwv huAa Ane Aagzb#kr sbko _pxm ]e I hI hotI hEH. AEsa hE nhÄ, p` _pxm ]e I hotI hE _sko dUsraÝkarkI Stuit ignnemeH Aaya hE {tna... kya kha? ko{ to AaTmaka Anuwv krke Aa@meHgu S=anse Ùpk]e I c#te hE, ragka nax krke Svwavka Anuwv krte hE AHdr cleÔte hE.

to _pxm sbko hota hE AEsa nhÄ. p` yhaH to Stuitka Ýkarna v Rn krna hEto ƒ` ÝkarkI StuitmeH dUsrI StuitmeH ragko _pxm krna AEsI Aek Stuit ilya, p`sbko hota hI hE AEsa AEse nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- sMyGdxRnmaH Ý=m _pxm =ayj, Aevo cairƒmaH inym nhÄ.) Ae ÝÆ ATyare AhÄ n=I. AhÄ to ]e InI vat Ke- ÉãH_pxm =ay Ae vat n=I. AhÄ to ]e InI vat Ke. smiktno _pxm =ay phelo AeAhÄya ÝÆ n=I, Ae to phela _pxm ho gya, _pxmmaH=I Ùyopxm ={ne Ùaiyk huAaAenI kH{ bat nhI AhÄya. AhÄ to cairƒ mohka je _pxm hE _skI bat hE, moh xBdilya hE. Ae cairƒmoh, moh xBd to hE pa@meH Ae cairƒmohka moh hE, dxRnka moh tohEH nhÄ, Ae to phelI ]e ImaH nax kr idya he. Aahahaha¦ Are Aava b\a Ô`pàraqva. (]ota:- phele Ô`pà to hona cahIye ne?) Aa cIj AHdrnI vat. =oDa vqtlena pDe Ýwu, terI cIjmeH kya hE Ane kEsa dxRn hota hE, Ane kEsa _pxm cairƒ hotahE AaEr kEse Ùpk cairƒ hota hE Ae kEsI pâi¿ hE yh Ônna cahIAe. Aahahaha¦qImcHdwa{ n=I AaVya? (]ota:- bpore Aavxe) @Ik bpore Aavxe.

AhÄ Apne bzse xBd pDa hE, Ae kmRka _dy F! ÔAe ma!e puruØa=R hoga AEsanhÄ. kyÇik AaTmameH Aek Awav namka gu hE, suDtalIs gu hE ne? AemaH Awavnamno Aek gu hE, Ae kmRka Awav ho to Awav gu hE AEsa nhÄ. Apna SvwavhI AEsa hE ke prka Awavse pir`mna AEsa Awav gu hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?wa{ Aa to svR& vItrag AenI xElI hE b\I Aa to. Aahahaha¦ Apne bzse _pxmAaid krke Ae khenemeH Ae Aaxy hE ke kmRka _dy TyaH mHd ho gya, ma!e AhÄya AaTma trfJuka AEsa hE nhÄ. AaTma trf Jukneka bzse JUkya hE. Aahahaha¦ Apne bzse _pxmAaid krke AaTm Anuwv krna, AaTma Anuwv krta hE _se ijtmoh kha Ôta hE. yhaHmohko Òta hE, nax nhÄ huAa.

to ko{ AEse khe ke _pxmaid inkala khaHse ke ÙI`moh khte hE ne teƒIsmeH to Ae

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446 smysar isiâ wag-2ijtmoh hE, to ijtmoh nam mohka nax ho gya ho to ÙI`moh kEse ilya to NyaHijtmohka A=R mohko dba idya he. smjmeH Aaya? Are AavI vatuH Ke. yhaH tosMyGdxRn &an cairƒ Svwavke Aa]ye huAa to _sko rag hota hI nhÄ AEsa nhÄ.rag kho ke du:q kho ke Aakuzta kho, Aahahaha¦ sºm gu S=anmeH wI AbuiâpUvRkAakuzta hE, rag hE ne? Aahahaha¦ AaEr Kõe gu S=anmeH AaTm&an _praHt Sv$pnIrm`tamaH jm gya ho, _sko wI ragka VyÉt AVyÉt be Ýkarka hE goMm!sarmeH yhxBd hE, VyÉt, AVyÉt Kõe gu S=ane ijtna QyalmeH rag Aata hE Ae VyÉt _smeH_pyog S=Uz hE to QyalmeH n Aave Ae ragko AVyÉt khte hE. smjmeH Aaya? to VyÉtAVyÉt rag do Ýkarka Kõe gu S=ane wI hota hE. satmeH buiâpUvRk rag nhÄ, AbuiâpUvRk.Aahahaha¦ Ae p` {tna du:q hE. smjmeH Aaya? {tna rag, Aagdah dhE sda. Ae ragp` Aakuzta kØay hE. AiG™ hE. Aahahaha¦ xaHt xaHt Ýwu AanHdka na= _smeH rag hotahE ye du:q AxaHit Aakuzta hE. Aahaha¦

moÙ Ai\karmeH to AEsa kha, smysar na!k Kõe gu S=ane AaTm&an _praHtAanHdkI \ara cairƒkI vhetI rhE, _sko wI Ôe ivkLp _@te hE pHc mhav‡taidka AejgpH= hE. rag _dywav hE vo jgpH= hE sHsar hE, Aahahaha¦ smysar na!kmeH hE nebtaya =a smysar moÙ Ai\kar calIsmo bol hE, Aahahaha¦ moÙ- coƒIs AaVyuHsame Aa calIs “ta kar` jgpH= Aev, _tŸ ixv marg Ôe” Aahahaha¦ AaTm&anIAnuwvI Ùaiyk smiktI ho Ane muindxa wavilHg AHdr p‡g! huAa _sko wI ÔepHcmhav‡taid, ]v`ka kheneka ivkLp _@te hE Ae jgpH= hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae sHsarmagR{tna hE¦ calIsmo bol hE moÙAi\kar “ta karn jgpH= Aev Ane _¿ ixvmargÔe” Ane Svwav sNmuqmeH ijtnI iS=rta ho g{, Ae ixvmarg Ap‡mt dxa hE. Aeixvmarg hE. Aahahaha¦ prmaid jgko \uke-Kõe gu S=ane muin tI=Åkr ho, KÍS= _skoje ivkLp Aata hE ye p‡madI jgt trf #ukte hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aavo margKe bapa. “Ap‡madI ixv AaEr” Sv$pmeH Ap‡mad hokr iS=r ho Ôta hE ye ixvmargmeHhE. Ane jblb p‡madka ivkLp hE muinko ho, Aahahaha¦ tI=Åkr KÍS= hE tblg,Aahahaha¦ Kõe satmeH JUlte ho p‡wu Aene Kõe ivkLp Aata hE p‡mad hE. Aahahaha¦ do*ahE, du:q hE, Aakuzta hE. Aahahaha¦

Kõe VyÉt AVyÉt Aakuzta hE, satmeH AVyÉt Aakuzta hE QyalmeH nhÄ AatI hEp` AbuiâpUvRk Aakuzta hE AHdr. Aahaha¦ _sko mohkmRka wavkmR TyaH Anusr`krna =a je AHdr sºmeH wI. Aahaha¦ Ae Aagz b#kr puruØa=Rka AHdr bz krke Aeragka wav Ôe _Tpþ hota =a, Ae dba dega. Aahahaha¦ Aavo magR Ke. malcHdÒ¦pircy ivna smÔy AevuH n=I. bapu¦ Aahahaha¦ Aevo marg Ke bapa xuH khIAe?Aahahaha¦ Are¦ Aa bƒIs ga=a hu{.


447

A= waVywavkwavawaven-

ijdmohSs du j[ya qIò moho hveßj sahuSs.t[ya hu qI`moho w~ìd so i`CKyivdUihH.. 33..

ijtmohSy tu yda ÙIò moho wveTsa\o:.tda qlu ÙI`moho w~yte s inüyivi…:..33..

[h qlu pUvRÝkÊaNten iv\anenaTmno mohH NyÉkËTy y=oidt&anSvwava-itir›aTms etnen ijtmohSy sto yda SvwavwavwavnasaE¤vavÚMwa¿TsNtanaTyNt-ivnaxen punrÝaduwaRvay wavk: ÙIò moh: Sya¿da s Ov waVywavkwavawavenEkTve!÷oTkI R prmaTmanmvaº: ÙI`moho ijn [it t<tIya inüyStuit:.

Ovmev c mohpdpirvtRnen ragäeØkÊo\manmayalowkmRnokmRmnovcnkay-]oœacÙuF‡aR rsnSpxRnsUœaai` ØoDx VyaQyeyain. Anya idxaNyaNyPyUæain.

hve, waVywavk wavna Awav=I inüyStuit khe Ke:-

ijtmoh sa\utò vzI Ùy moh ßyare =ay Ke,inüyivdo =kI tehne ÙI`moh nam k=ay Ke. 33.

ga=a=R:- (ijtmohSy tu sa\o:) je e mohne ÒTyo Ke Aeva sa\une (yda)ßyare (ÙI`: moh:) moh ÙI` ={ s¿amaH=I nax (wvetŸ) =ay (tda) Tyare(inüyivi…:) inüyna Ô`nara (qlu) inüy=I (s:) te sa\une (ÙI`moh:);ÙI`moh' Aeva nam=I (w~yte) khe Ke.

!Ika:- Aa inüyStuitmaH pUvÈ› iv\an=I AaTmamaH=I mohno itrSkar krI,jevo (pUveR) kæo teva &anSvwav vDe ANyãVy=I Ai\k AaTmano Anuwv krva=Ije ijtmoh =yo, tene ßyare potana SvwavwavnI wavnanuH sarI rIte AvlHbnkrva=I mohnI sHtitno ATyHt ivnax Aevo =ay ke frI teno _dy n =ay-Aemwavk$p moh ÙI` =ay, Tyare (wavk mohno Ùy =va=I AaTmana ivwav$pwaVywavno p` Awav =ay Ke Ane Ae rIte) waVywavk wavno Awav =vanelI\e Aekp uH =va=I !HkoTkI R (inül) prmaTmane Ýaº =yelo te ;ÙI`moh ijn'khevay Ke. Aa ƒIÒ inüyStuit Ke.

AhÄ p` pUveR kæuH htuH tem ;moh' pdne bdlI rag, äeØ, Êo\, man, maya,

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448 smysar isiâ wag-2low, kmR, nokmR, mn, vcn, kay, ]oƒ, cÙu, F‡a`, rsn, SpxRn-Ae pdo mUkIsoz sUƒo (w`vaH Ane) VyaQyan krvaH Ane Aa Ýkarna _pdex=I bIÔH p`ivcarvaH.

wava=R:-sa\u phelaH potana bz=I _pxm wav vDe mohne ÒtI, pKI ßyarepotana mha sam+yR=I mohno s¿amaH=I nax krI &anSv$p prmaTmane Ýaº =ayTyare te ÙI`moh ijn khevay Ke.

Ývcn nH. 94 ga=a - 33teƒIs Aa ƒIÔ ÝkarkI Stuit, nHbr ƒIÔe p` êcI Stuit. Aahaha¦ kl to bol

Aa gya =a sb. hve waVywavk wavke Awav(se inüynyStuit khete hE) car xBdhE, (Aaya) deqo waVy, wavk, wavke Awav. kya khte hE? Aa to |yan raqIne smjeto smÔy AevuH Ke. Aa kaH{ k=a vataR n=I Aa to ÝwunI wagvt k=a hE. Aahaha¦inymsarmaH Aave Ke ne wa{ KeLle Aave Ke inymsar wagvt k=a. wagvt k=a lokokhe Ae nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Aa to wgvan pU aRnHdna na=nI k=a Ke. khte hE waVywavk, Ae wavk je kmRka_dy sºmeH hE, _sko wavkka waVy, Ôe AHdr rag =a Ae waVy, wavk kmRka waVy Aewav. car bolno A=R. sºmgu S=anmeH p` Ôe mohkmR wavk =a _ske AHdr AbuiâpUvRkwaVy nam rag =a. Ae wavkka waVy vo wav. smjmeH Aaya? waVywavk wavAwav, (ga=a) bƒIsmeH Awav nhÄ =a, sHbH\ka nax _pxm krke, Aa to Awav kridya. bƒIsmeH to _pxm dba idya =a. AaHhI to waVywavk, AHdr sºmgu S=anmeH wIwavk kmRke _sse Anusar waVy nam rag =a, Ae waVywavk wav _ska Awav.Aahaha¦ Aa ÙI`mohnI hve Stuit Ke. Aahaha¦ Ke hÒ Stuit, kevz =yuH n=I hÒ, kevzto _ska fz hE. TyaH pKI Stuit nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? wgvan AanHdka na=, Ae trfkI¹iÚ Anuwv to hE, p` AiS=rtameH wavk kmRne Anusare je waVy =a, Ae wavkwaVyka wav _sko Svwavka _g‡ puruØa=R krke AHdr _g‡ AalHbnse Awav kr dena,_ska nam ƒIÒ Stuit hE. AamaH to xBdo yad rhe nhÄ TyaH xuH kheta'ta, p` kheta'tawaVy Ane wavk ne, Fre bEra pUKe xuH tme saHwzIne AaVya Ko, p` wa{ kH{k kheta'tawaVy Ane wavk AevuH kH{k kheta'ta waVy wavk wavno Awav. Aahaha¦ wa{ Aato wgvannI Am<t\ara, Aahaha... Aahaha... waVy (A=aRtŸ) sºmgu S=anmeH honevalIivkarI dxa, wavk kmRka inim¿ka _ske Aa]yse {tna Aa]y yhaH nhÄ, {tna Aa]yNyaH hE, AEsa Ôe wav _ska Awav, phlemeH Ae =a. waVywavk sHkrdoØ =a. waVywavkwavka Awav nhÄ =a, sHbH\ka _pxm wav kr idya =a, AhÄ to Awav kr idya.Aahahaha¦


449ijdmohSs du j[ya qIò moho hveßj sahuSs.t[ya hu qI`moho w~ìd so i`CKyivdUihH..33..ijtmoh sa\utò vzI Ùy moh ßyare =ay Ke,inüyivdo =kI tehne ÙI`moh nam k=ay Ke. 33.

ga=a=R:- ijsne mohko Òt ilya hE. _pxm AEse sa\uke deqo, jb moh ÙI` hokrs¿ameHse nÚ ho Ôy, Aahahaha... phlemeH to _pxm kr idya =a, (Ae!le) paÌmaH melhE _sko dba idya, yhaH to melka nax kr idya. wgvan AaTma Apna _g‡ Aa]y lekr,Aahaha... sMyGdxRn &anmeH _ska Aa]y ãVyka to hE p` ivxeØ Aa]y lekr, Aahaha¦moh ÙI` hokr s¿ameHse nÚ ho, tb inüyke Ônnevala sHto muinAo inüynaÔ`vavala muinAo Ae inüyse vo sa\uko ÙI`moh namse khte hE. inüyna Ô`narasHto Ae ragka wavkwaVy Ôe wav =a vo Svwavke Anusare _g‡ puruØa=R krke nax kridya, {sko ÙI`moh khnemeH Aata hE, Ae Òvko ÙI`moh khnemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦AavI vatuH hve AamaH, Aolo to ke dya pazo, AekeiNãy (nI dya) kro Aa kro Aa kroLyo. v‡t pazone Apvas kro xuH htuH AemaH? saHwzne? Aahaha... Ae to rag hE. AhÄyato rag smiktIko muinko Ôe hota hE, Aahaha... {tnI Stuit km hE jb rag hota hEtbtk. to Ae ragko Svwavke bzke Ôerse ijtmohmeH Ôe bz =a _tna to _pxm kridya =a, Aa to _g‡ puruØa=Rse, Aahahaha... AHtr AanHdna na=maH _g‡ puruØa=Rse jmÔte hE. Aahahaha¦ tb _s sa\uko ÙI` moh, moh nax ho Ôta hE, _sko &anI,ÙI`moh khnemeH Aata hE. AavI vatuH Ke.

!Ika:- Aa inüy StuitmeH Aa Ke ne? “{h” Aa inüyStuitmeH wgvanka AanHdkana=ka Aa]y lekr je Stuit nam ÝxHsa wgvankI hu{, Apna Sv$pkI, Aahaha...“pUvÈkt iv\anse AaTmameHse mohka itrSkar krke” itrSkar ikya =a ijt ikya =a,Aaya ne? Awav nhÄ ikya =a. Aahaha¦ AaTmameHse mohka itrSkar krke pUvÈkt &anSvwavke äara pUveR kha ke &anSvwav, wgvan &anSvwav, Ý&a b‡ïSv$p Ýwu, Ae&an Svwavke äara ANy ãVyse Ai\k AaTmaka Anuwv krnese, ANy ãVyse iwþApna AaTmaka Anuwv krnese ijtmoh huAa. Aa to bƒIsnI sa=meH vat lekrteƒIsmaH leta hE Aa ijtmoh huAa. _se jb, _se jb, Ae Òvko Apne SvwavwavkIwavnaka wlIwaHit AalHbn krke, deqo. Aahaha... ragka nax krna hE ne? to naxkb ho, Òt =a _smeH to _pxm bhot =a, nax to _smeH ivxeØ bz ho tb nax hotahE. smjmeH Aaya? muinko wI rag äeØ, Êo\ man Aaid Svwavke Anusrke puruØa=Rse dabidya =a, _sse Aa ivxeØ puruØa=R hE, mohmeHse nax honeka wgvan AanHd trfka _g‡puruØa=Rse, hE? SvwavwavkI wavnaka wlIwaHit AvlHbn, wlIwaHit y=a=R AvlHbnlekr, Aahaha¦ _pxm wavmeH AEsa AvlHbn nhÄ =a. Aa to _g‡ AvlHbn ilya AHdr,Aahaha... Apne &an SvwavkI deqo, (tI=Åkr) wgvanka &anSvwav Ae nhÄ,

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450 smysar isiâ wag-2Apna Ôe wgvan (inÔTmaka) &anSvwav Ôe iƒkazI hE, Aahaha¦ wavnakawilwaHit AalHbn krnese, _pxmmeH Ôe bz =a _sse AamaH ivxeØ bz hE. Aahaha¦Apna Svwav sNmuqkI {tnI _g‡ dxa hE ik AvlHbn kr, mohkI sHtitka-mohkIsHtit _Tpi¿ka AEsa AaTyiNtk ivnax hoke ifr _ska _dy n ho. Aahaha¦ AaHhI toAevI vat lI\I Ke.

je ragaid =a muinko Ae Aakuzta =I, du:q =a. _sko phle _pxm puruØa=RseSvwavna mHd puruØa=Rse dab idya =a, rag Aaidko. Ae AhÄya iƒkazI &anSvwavkawilwaHit _g‡ AalHbnse Ae Êo\, man ne rag Aaidka pyaRy _dymeH Aata nhÄ, to_sko nax kr idya. (]ota :- AigyarmamaH=I barmamaH phoHcI gyo?) AaHhI to_pxm ]e I Aa@maH=I vat Ke. _pxmmaH=I Ùpk =ay Ke AEsa nhÄ. Aa to Stuitna dUsraÝkar v Rvte hE. ke Òvne jb Apna AaTmaka _g‡ AvlHbn lete hE smikt hE, &an hE,cairƒ hE, AanHd hE, p` hÒ =oDa du:q hE ragka. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ sºmgu`S=anmeHrag hE Ae wavk trfka waVy ivkarI wav hE, Ae Svwav trfkI dxa nhÄ hE. smjmeHAaya? AavI vat. Aahaha¦ (]ot:- ApUvR vat Ke)

wgvan AanHd Ýwu, Aahaha... Am<tna AanHdno sagr na= Aene prse iwþkrke AnuwVya, AEsa Anuwv hone pr wI, pyaRymeH kmRka _dy trfka Jukav hE, ÔeDa`hE, n hoy to to vItrag ho Ôy. Aahaha¦ kevI ga=a AavI Ke. Aahaha¦ teƒIs Ke ne?be tgDa, nv, nv vItragwav nvno AaHk Afr hote hE, nv Aeku nv, nv du A#ar Aekne Aa@ nv. nv trI sTyavIs satne be nv. nv cok KƒIs K ne ƒ` nv. nv pHcaipStalIs paHcne car nv. nv Kk coPpn paHcne car nv. nv sta ƒes@ K ne ƒ`nv. @eH@ nv nv. Aahahaha... Ùaiyk wav lena hE ne AhÄya. Aahaha¦ wgvanpU aRnHdka na=ka _g‡ AvlHbn lekr, wlIwaHit AvlHbn lekr, wlIwaHit brabrrItse AvlHbn lekr Aem. Aahahaha... Ae ragka Ôe wav waVy$p =a _sko nax kridya. _dymeH Aaya hI nhÄ pyaRymeH. pyaRymeH rag Aaya hI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aa iS=ithE AEsa phle &an to kre. smjmeH Aaya?

&an SvwavkI wavnaka, wavna xBde Aekag‡ta AHdr, wlIwaHit AvlHbnkrnese, Aahahaha... mohkI sHtit deqo, hÒ satmeH wI mohkI sHtit _Tpþ hotI hE, AemAaVyuHne wa{, moh sHtit, Aa moh sHtit Ae!le dxRnmohnI bat hE nhÄ, moh xBd kyuHlaya gya ke pr trfkI {tnI sav\anI hE, ke rag Aaya rag to Ae to pr trfkIsav\anI hE Ae ApeÙaAe moh kha. pr trfkI AekTvka moh Ae to tU! gya hE phle.smjmeH Aaya? Are wgvan¦ Aahaha¦ tera pUr` Svwav sm=R-xiÉt AEsa wanAnuwv huAa, sMyGdxRn &anmeH KteH pUr` pyaRy, pyaRymeH Ýg! n hu{, tblg ApnIpyaRymeH kmÔerIse wavk ke Anusar rag Aaid hota hE. Aahahaha... kmRse nhÄ, kmRka{tna Anusr` hE, Anusrna Aene kaH{ qbr n=I ke Aa rag Ke, p` Aa baj¡ka


451(Svwav trfka) Anusr` ApU R hE to Aa baj¡ka Anusr` hE AEsa khnemeH Aata hE.Aahaha¦ mohkI sHtit, mohno pirvar, sHtit hE ne? rag, äeØ, Êo\, man, maya, lowAahaha... Ae b\I mohnI sHtit hE. Aaha... [CKa _Tpþ hona sUnneka kheneka Ae wImohnI sHtit hE. Aahaha¦ AEsa AaTyiNtk ivnax ho, (Éya kha?) AEsa AaTyiNtkivnax ho, ke ifr _ska _dy n ho. Aahaha¦ Ùy\ara SvwavkI _g‡taka puruØa=RseÙy\ara Ýg! hu{, Ae ragko Ùy kr detI hE. Ùy kruH AEsa hE nhÄ, p` Svwavka _g‡puruØa=R ikya to rag _Tpþ n huAa to Ae ragka Ùy ikya, Aem khnemeH Aata hE.Aahaha...Ôe waVy hota =a, Ae n huAa Svwavka _g‡ puruØa=Rse to ragka Ùy ikya, Êo\ka Ùyikya, manka Ùy ikya, je je Ýkarka ivwavka ivkLp =a _ska Ùy ikya. Aahaha¦

ifr _ska _dy n ho, [sÝkar wavk$p moh ÙI` ho, Aahaha... wavk$p mohÙI` ho, _dy nax ho Ôta hE, Aahaha... tb wavk mohka Ùy honese, AaTmakeivwav$p waVywavk wavka Awav hota hE. Aahaha¦ tb AaTmake ivwav$p waVywav_ska Awav hota hE. Aahaha¦ iƒkazI AanHdka na= Ýwu Ae trfka Jukav to =a, pÀLp Jukav =a vo kar e prka Anusr`se Ôe rag Aaid waVy =a Ae _g‡ puruØa=Rse AHdrAvlHbnse ragka nax kr idya, Ùy kr idya, mohkI sHtitka nax kr idya. Aahaha¦hve kevz&an ilye (lI\e) KU!ko. Aahaha... AEsI bat ilya hE hÇ. smjmeH Aaya?muinraj ApnI p` bat krte hE _smeH. wiv*ymeH hmeH AwI to pHcmAaraka sHt hE tohmeH rag to hE pyaRymeH, vItragta wI hE, AaEr =oDa rag wI hE, pUr` vItragta nhÄ.Ae ragke kar` pu~ybH\ ho Ôta hE AaEr SvgRmeH cle Ôyega. Aahaha... p` vo ragdu:qdayk hE, Ae vtRmanmeH to hm _ska Ùy nhÄ kr skte, p` wiv*ymeH (hoga) ATyareto SvgRmeH gye kuHdkuHdacayR sHt Aahahaha... ivkLp rha inivRkLp huAa nhÄ vItrag dxa,pu~ybH\ ho gya SvgRka bH\ ho gya, SvgRmeH gye, to ye rag =a Ae du:q hE AaEr du:qkafz SvgR hE. pu~y hE ne ye? Ab to hm wiv*ymeH, Aahahaha... kdaictŸ _pxm \ara wIkre nhÄ to Ùaiyk\ara to krega hI. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? ApnI bat naqkr jrIpuruØa=RkI (kmIse) hmara pHcmAaramaH jNm ho gya. muinpà Aaya AanHdka na=ka,p` kmÔerI hE. to Ae kmÔerIka nax AwI nhÄ kr ske. p` hm SvgRmeH Ôte hE TyaHsemnu*y hokr hm jb muin hoga tb ragka Ôe waVy =a Ae Svwavke bzse nax krega.Aahahaha... AaEr vohI wvmeH hm kevz lega. KeLla xrIr hoga, crm xrIr, AaiqrkaxrIr KU! Ôyega AxrIrI wgvan Aekla prmaTm dxa rh ÔyegI. smjmeH Aaya?

said AnHt AnHt smai\ suqmaH AnHt AanHdkI said _TpNn to Aaid hu{,AnaidkI xiÉt =I p` pyaRymeH nhÄ =a, Ae pyaRymeH AnHt AnHt AanHd pyaRymeH _TpþhuAa. hve said AnHt AnHt smai\ suqmaH, AnHt dxRn &an AnHt siht Ôe, ApUvRAvsr AEsa kb Aayega, ApUvR Avsr Aave Ke ne ]ImdŸmaH. ;ApUvR Avsr Aevo Éãre

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452 smysar isiâ wag-2Aavxe' AenuH ihHdI Ke ihHdI hE wopalmeH bnaya. ApUvR Avsr AEsa kb p‡wu Aayega- AeTyaH lekr AaiqrmaH bnaya hE.

“said AnHt hoH, TyaH he, Ae kaH{ xBd hE AHdr- ilya hE AnHt AnHt Anuwv gocrmaƒ ræuH te &an. ihHdI bnaya hE. ApUvR Avsr Ae Ùy AEsa hoke ifr _dymeH n ho AewaVywavk wavka Awav, AekTv honese !HkoTkI R Aek$p dxa ho g{ AHdr. äEt _Tpþ=a Ôe ragka jrI AiS=rtaka KU!kr AekTv ho gye. inül prmaTmako Ýaº huAa, yhÙI`moh ijn khlata hE. yh tIsrI Stuit hE. -ivxe*a Aayega (]ota :- p‡ma` vcnguÌdev)

Ývcn nH. 9p ga=a - 33 wadrva vd-13 xuÊvar ta. r9-9-78 sH. 2p04

smysar¦ teƒIs ga=anuH KeLluH Ke ne? teƒIs ga=a pUrI ={. sU"m ivØy hE.Aahaha¦ yhaH wI pUvR k=n Anusar kya? ke Ôe Ý=m AaTma &ananHd shÔTm Sv$pvo ¹iÚmeH ilya, ApnI pyaRy Ôe &ankI hE _smeH &ayk Svwav AtIiNãy AaTmdz&anmeH ilya to &anSvwav sa=e AekTv huAa to Ae Ý=m SvwavnI Stuit khenemeH AatahE. kevzIkI Stuit kho ke kevz&anmy wgvan AaTma, kevz dxRn, AnHt AanHd, AnHt{¬rta Aaid AnHt gu ka ipHD$pI Ýwu, vo trfkI ¹iÚ krke ragkI Aekta toDna, TyaHSvwavkI Stuit hu[.

iƒkaz &aykka sTkar huAa, Aadr huAa, _padey huAa, to Ae sMyGdxRnmeH iƒkazIwgvanka Aadr huAa. to Ae prmaTm Sv$pkI, kevzI prmaTma Apna Sv$p _skIStuit phele nHbrmeH krnemeH Aaya. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. pIKe AEsa Anuwv huva KteHhÒ pyaRymeH ragäeØ moh Aaidka wav AiS=rtaka rhte hE &anIko wI. Aahahaha¦ AeAiS=rtaka wav Ae kmRka wavk waVyke Anusare hota =a, _sko Apna Svwavka _g‡Aa]y lekr, Ae ragäEØ Aaid piràm smiktIko &anIko wI hota hE. Aahaha¦ smiktI&anIko wI rag du:qwav hota hE. jblg AanHd pU R nhÄ hE, Aahaha¦ Aa vat tblg\m± AanHdka AnuwvI p` ALp AanHdka Anuwv hE to sa=meH ragäeØ, cairƒka doØhoH, dxRnka do*a nhÄ.

Ae pu~y ne papka wav _TpNn hota hE, Ae du:q$p hE &anIko wI, kyÇik pU R AanHdto Ýaº huAa nhÄ, Aahaha... to Ae ragäeØ Ae du:q$p dxa, kmR wavkke Anusar hotI=I. Apna {tna Aa]y km =a, sU"m vat hE wgvan, magR ko{ sU"m hE. Ae ApnacEtNy Svwavka Aa]yse sMyGdxRn &an to huAa. p` iv*ay AaEr ivxeØ Aa]yseragäeØka piràm =a waVy, _sko dba dena, _pxm krna. Ae dUsra ÝkarkI Stuit, dUsraÝkarkI nam dUsra nHbrkI nhÄ, nHbr to _ska êca hE. Aahahaha¦

AaTma¦ Aaha¦ mara na= more AaHgÌAe p\ayaR. pyaRymeH wgvan p\ayaR.


453sumerumlÒ¦ Aahaha¦ ijskI ÝÔmeH ÝÔvHt badxah p\ayaR. Aahaha... AEsa hone prwI \m±ko badxahka Anuwv huAa, KteH pyaRymeH hÒ kmÔerI se ragäeØ, Êo\, man,maya, low Aaid wav du:q$p wav &anIko wI hota hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae AtIiNãy AanHdwgvan _ska _g‡ Aa]y lekr Ae _Tpþ =a _sko dba idya. (]ota:- _Tpþ =yo AenedbaVyo ke pKI) Ae _Tpþ =yano A=R, _Tpþ htae phelo, TyaH _Tpþ =ya hI nhÄ, _Tpþ=a, Ae AhÄya AaTmaka Aa]y ilya to _Tpþ hone idya hI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ kya kre?Are va`I wgvankI iktna khe. Aahaha¦ Ae dba idyano A=R? =a phele p` vo =a_ska trfka Aa]y prka lÙ KoDkr, Aahahaha¦ \m± smiktI AnuwvI &anI Aahaha...Ae p` (_skowI) prka Aa]yse pyaRymeH ragäeØ du:q dxa _Tpþ =I. Aahaha¦ Ae =vaphelaH dUrse h!akr AEsa Aaya ke nhÄ? Aahaha¦ wgvan AanHd p‡wu Sv$p _ska, _g‡Aa]y lekr vo rag _TpNn =a waVy$p, _sko _TpNn hone idya nhÄ, hone idya nhÄ_sko _pxm khte hE. AavI vatuH Ke. Arere¦ wa{ tara magR ko{. (AicHTy¦) Aahahaha¦Ae dUsrI Stuit. phelemeH waveiNãy ÙyopxmkI pyaRy rag AaEr inim¿ pr, _skIAektabuiâ =I Ae sHkrdoØ, im+yaTv doØ =a, Ae sHkrdoØ SvwavkI Aekag‡tase prkIiwþta krke im+yaTv$pI sHkrdoØka nax ikya, AEse hone pr wI hÒ AiS=rtakasHbH\$pI sHkrdoØ hE. Aahaha¦ pHiDtÒne @Ik n=I hÒ? Aahaha¦

Ae AaTma(ka) Anuwv huAa &anI huAa sMyG¹iÚ huAa Are muin huAa wavilHgIsHt _sko wI wavkkmRke Anusare ragäeØ Êo\ mankI pyaRy du:q$p hotI =I. smjmeHAaya? _sne Svwavka Aa]y lekr puruØa=RkI itv‡ta ÙymaH Ôe{Ae nhÄ p` phele jepuruØa=R =a _sse _g‡ puruØa=R krke Svwav trf Juknese Ae ragäeØkI du:qkI pyaRy dbÔtI hE. Ae dUsra ÝkarkI Stuit (hE).

tIsra ÝkarkI, waVywavk wavka Awav. Aare AavI vatHu Ke. Ae wavk je kmRjD Aene Anusare ApnI pyaRy je waVy$p ivkar hotI =I, AEsa je wav _ska Awav,Aahaha¦ Ae ÙI` =yuH. Aahaha¦ Apna AaTmameH Ôe sMyGdxRnka puruØa=R =a Ae _praHtiS=rtaka puruØa=R =a _pxmka, Ae _praHt _g‡ puruØa=Rse, Aahaha... bhu vatuH AakrIwa{, Ae kwI AnHtkazmeH ikya nhÄ, sUna nhÄ. Aaha¦ to Ae smiktIko wI, &anIkowI, Are muinko wI, wavAHtr ijsko Ýcur SvsHvedn AanHdka vedn hE muinko, _sko wIhÒ Ýmadwav hE. Aahahaha... Kõe gu S=ane mhav‡tka wav, devguÌ xaÏkI wi›kI]âa, wi›ka wav, Ae Aata hE. p` hE ye du:q$p. smjmeH Aaya? _sko Apnawgvan AanHdno na= Ýwu. siCcdanHd Svwav Anakuz xaHit rsno wHDar Ýwu, _ska_g‡ Aa]y lekr wlIwaHit puruØa=R krke, Aahahaha... Ae waVywavk wavka Awav kridya, Ae tIsra ÝkarkI, tIsra nHbrkI, p` êca ÝkarkI ;Stuit'. Aare Aare AavI vatuHhve. smjmeH Aaya?

ko{ Aem j manI le ke sMyGdxRn ne Anuwv huAa to hve _sko du:qkI dxa hE hI

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454 smysar isiâ wag-2nhÄ, to _sko sMyGdxRnkI qbr nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha... to _sko hÒAaTma kya ne dxRn kya, &an kya _skI qbr nhÄ iblkul. Aahaha¦ ApnI pyaRymeHjblg ]e Ika puruØa=R n ho Ùpk ]e Ika KeLlI Aa bat hE ne? tblg pyaRymeH waVynam wavk kmRke Anusar ApnI puruØa=RkI kmÔerIse Ôe waVy nam ragäeØ$pI du:q dxa_Tpþ hotI =I, Aahahaha... _sko AtIiNãy AanHdka na=meH _g‡ puruØa=R krke ivxeØJuknese Ae ragkI du:qkI pyaRyka Ùy hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? AavI vatuH Ke bapu¦ AremagR ko{ AlaEikk Ke wa{. Ae ko{ pHiDta{se smjmeH Aate hE AEsI cIj nhÄ, xaÏkaw`trse wI Aa vat smjmeH nhÄ Aave. Aahaha¦

Ae khega StuitmeH, Stuitno Aevo A=R kyÈ Ke wa{, Aa }lok Aavxe ne 27“icTStuTyEvsEvH” ƒIÔ pdmaH Ke AemaH A=R kyÈ Ke A=Rkare Ae Aavxe hve pKI, kewgvan pU aRnHdka na=ka k=n krna, Smr` krna AaEr _ska Anuwv krna Ae _skIStuit hE. smjmeH Aaya? ƒ` bol lI\a Ke. k=n, Smr`, Anuwv. Aahaha... Aaic¿Stuit xBd hE ne Aena A=RmaH wa{ kzx !Ikakar rajmLl pHiDt. Aahaha¦ ƒIÔnoKeLlo Ae sTyavIsmaH ƒIÔ pdno KeLlo bol, ƒIÒ lI!Ino “icTStu TyEv sEvH wvet”Ke ne? Aa to AekAek xBdnI ikHmt hE ne? Aa to mHƒ hE Ýwu. Aahaha¦ hE Aa ko{ vataRk=a nhÄ hE Aa to wgvtŸ Sv$p, wagvtŸ k=a hE, Aahaha¦ inymsarmaH =a Aaiqrga=amaH. Aahaha¦

Ae AaHhI khte hE ke pUveR k=n Anusar ;moh' pdko bdlkr, jEse moh xBde prtrfkI smiktIko wI &anIko wI AnuwvIyoHko wI pr trfka moh nam sav\anp`aAata =a, vItragwav nhÄ to kmÔerImeH pr trfka moh, moh xBde im+yaTv nhÄ p`AiS=rtaka wav moh vo du:qka wav Aata =a. _sko Svwav sNmuqkI _g‡tase Ùykr idya, to AEsa moh pd ßyaH ilya =a, TyaH ;rag' le lena, hE? Aahaha¦ phelo bol,wgvan AaTma vItrag AanHdkHd Ýwu AtIiNãy AanHdno ijnibMb vItragI AanHdka_g‡ Aa]y ilya to rag _Tpþ hota nhÄ to _sko nax ikya AEsa khneHmeH Aata hE¦Aahahaha¦ AavI vatHu. smjmeH Aaya?

ragäeØ smiktI &anI \maRTma AnuwvI _sko wI äeØka AHx to Aata hE.Aahaha... AaEr äeØka vedn wI hE, p` hve ivxeØ &ayk Svwav trf ivxeØ Juknese AeäeØka vednka nax kr dete hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH hve. bapu wgvan AHdr iƒlokna=cEtNy Ýwu prme¬r ibrajte hE prme¬r hE ye. Aahaha¦ Ae Ýwu trfka puruØa=R Ae Apnepaneka puruØa=R hE. Ae Ýwu trfka ivxeØ puruØa=R, ivxeØ AanHdkI Ýaiºka _pay hE, Ae Ùykhe Ke. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AavI vat AakrI pDe Ae!le loko bIje rSte cDI gya.v‡t krva, Apvas krva, Aa krvuH, te krvuH. (]ota:- guÌ khe Aem kre Ke.) guÌne wann mze Ane guÌ khe. balcHdÒ? ma=e kha AEsa mana v‡t kro, Apvas kro, wgvanAe to Apvas hE, ye Apvas nam ragka mHdwav hE Ae AaTmameH Ap, vas ma@a vas


455hE, Ae _pvas nhÄ, _pvas nhÄ, _pvas {sko khte hE wgvan AanHdka na= _p namsmIpmeH j{ne AHdr @rna vsna. malcHdÒ¦ AanuH nam _pvas. bakI to laHF` hE.(]ota:- guÌ _sko lH\n khete hE) lHFn hE, kØay hE ivØy hE “Aaharo Tyago tivjyte”.

AemaH rag Ane ivØy vasnaka Tyag, Ane AanHdkI _Tpi¿ ivxeØ, _sko _pvaskhete hE. “xeØm lHFnm ivdu” bakIko lHFn khte hE. Aahahaha¦ wgvan ƒ` lokno na=pU aRnHd Ýwu, AenI isâ pyaRy=I p` AnHta AnHta xi›no sagr wgvan pDã hE.Aahaha¦ AenI smIpmaH j{ne _smaH vsna, iv]am lena, _ska nam tp Ane _pvaskhte hE. smjmeH Aaya? suv R jem ge$ lganese ge$ hota hE ne ge$, suv R xoiwtAoipt hota hE, AEse wgvan AaTma pU aRnHdna na= _skI sNmuq AHdr hokr _g‡AanHdkI dxa Ýg! krna _ska nam tp Ane _ska nam sHvr Ane injRra khte hE.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

(]ota:- Aas‡vka inro\ to wed&anse hota hE nE?) Ae wed&an kha ne, ragseiwNn hokr Apna Anuwv huAa to Ae phela Ýkarka wed&an, pIKe AiS=rtaka Ôerag hE _sko j¡da paDke iS=r hona Ae dUsra p‡karka wed&an. smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:-AEsa SpÚ ivvecn kwI sUna hI nhÄ) nhÄ sUna hE, bat AEsI hE wgvan. Are xuH khe?Ýwuna ivrh pDã Ane wrtÙeƒ sa\ar` hzvo marg AHdr. Aahaha¦ kuHdkuHdAacayRkoto ivrh =a vo to gye. Aahaha... AHdr gye ne wgvan pase wI gye. Aahaha¦ AaHhIkhte hE ke vtRman wgvan pase ÔnekI to yoGyta nhÄ, p` AHdr ÔnekI laykat tohE terI na=.

Aahaha¦ AHtmuRq wgvan ibrajte hE AHtrmeH, Ae pyaRyko AHtmuRq krna, sNmuqkrna, stŸ stŸ stŸ Ýwu _skI sNmuq krna. Aaha... Ane rag Ane inim¿kI pyaRyseivmuq krna, Aahaha... Ae vtRman pHcmkazmeH wI ho skta hE. smjmeH Aaya? AavomagR, lokoAe kH{k kH{k krIne, ivHqI naQyo. sTy magRne p` AsTy @ravva maHDya.Aahaha... (]ota:- bzvanno to ivro\ =ay j) =ay Ae vStu Ke. (]ota:- ivro\ n=ay to bzvan n khevay) AemaH Aena AaTmanI AHdr ivro\ta =ay Ke, AenuH Aene du:qKe, p` AenI Aene qbr n=I. Ae tÀvno ivro\, sTyno ivro\ kre Aene potanI pyaRymaHdu:q =ay Ke, Ane Aena fz trIke ingod Aaidna du:qmaH jxe Ýwu. Aeva Òvno itrSkarkem kray? Aena ÝTye äeØ kem kray? Aahahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ _l!I pyaRyse AenapiràmmaH wa{ kudrtna inymmaH to Aahaha... ;ingodm gCK{' wgvan to Aemkhte hE kuHdkuHdAacayR, vSƒka Aek !ukDa rqkr hm muin hE AEse mane, mnave, mantaneAnumode ;ingodm gCK{' Ae ingodmaH Ýwu Aek ¬asmaH A#ar wv Ae iktna du:q hxewa{? Ae e ko{ id' ivcarmaH ilya nhÄ. &an _pr Ae vatne ilya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ivprIt maNytaka fz, ingod khte hE Ýwu to, Aahahaha... Ane AivprIt ¹iÚka fz

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456 smysar isiâ wag-2moÙ khte hE. ibcmeH git imle xuwaxuwwavse Ae dUsrI cIj. Aahahaha¦ marg bhuAakro wa{. Aahaha... Ae rag, äeØ, Êo\, Êo\kI pyaRy wI _TpNn hotI hE smiktIko,muinko wI hÇ =oDa, Aahaha... &anIko AnuwvIyoHko, Aahaha... pU R vItragwav nhÄTyaH jrI Êo\ka wav, jUõI Ý$pà krte hE _sko smÔte hE Are Aa nhÄ wa{, to AebI AEsa Aek ivkLp äeØ hE, AEsa wav Aata hE, _sko SvwavkI _g‡taka Aa]y lekrnax kr dena. Aahahaha¦

;man' man wI Aata hE =oDa smiktIko, AnuwvIko, bahublI Ane wrt bey&anI smiktI AnuwvI hta lDa{maH cDya, Aahahaha.. he AnuwvI smiktI p` AeäeØka AHx Aaya Ae du:q$p Aaya, Aahahaha¦ smiktIko wI du:qka Anuwv Aata hE.Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- Aava mhapuruØo kem lDya) lDya¦ Aaya cairƒ doØ AEsa ko{hE, AHdrmeH wan hE ke Aa doØ hE, Ane _sse to merI cIj iwNn hE.

hE, p` mEH doØka pir`mnmeH Aa gya huH. (]ota:- mhapuru*ao lDe to bIÔnuH xuH)AevuH kaH{ hoy mhapuru*a, Aa to AEsa ¹ÚaHt idya ke AEsa AekavtarI Ae wvmeH moÙÔnevala hE donoH, wgvane kha ke Aa donoH crmxrIrI hE AaEr smiktI AaTm&anI huAaAne do wa{ shodr Aene iptaÒAe rajyka wag to paD idya =a, ipKe wrt cÊvt±jyare _sko jb tabe lene gye to bahublIAe kha, wgvane to do wag kr idya hE Abtum lene ko kyÇ Aaya? j¡Ao Aa smiktI AnuwvI &anI, Aahaha... rag hE ne Êo\man{tna man hE man jrI Ae Aate hE ne bahublIÒ |yanmeH =e. velDI vÄ!a{ g{. p` jrIAEsa man ræa ke Aa jmIn wrtkI hE AEsa jrI man rhI gya. ¬etaHbrmeH Aem khtehE ke _skI bheno Aa[ TyaH bahublI qDe =e ne |yanmeH Ane manmeH =a =oDa, muin hEwavilHgI sHt hE, AnuwvI Kõe gu S=ane AaTm&anI _praHt xaHit, p` _sko wI jrImanka AHx rh gya. Aahaha...

to bheno Aem khe Ke. “ivra mora gj =kI étro” Ae gj Ae!le ha=I, mannaha=I Aa b\I sßÔy bhot deqI =I. hmne to dukan pr sßÔymaza car AatI hE neAekek sßÔymazamaH bso A#Iso }lok Aave Aek sßÔymeH paHc- ds pHdr kDI AatIhE, sb deqa =a dukan pr A#ar AogÌs vIs vrsnI ëmre sI¿er vØR phelaHnI vatKe, to _smeH Aa Aate hE. hm to phele ¬etaMbr =e ne, Ane Ae vaHCya, to _smeH Ae Aaya=a “ivra mora gj =kI étro re” muin hE AaTm&anI AnuwvI p` jrI - sHjvlnno manrhI gyo q!k AHdr “gj =kI kevz n hoy re, ivra mora gj =kI étro” Aap e AemAave Ke ke Ae |yanmeH hE AemaH Aap e prmagm mHidrmeH hE, wrt Aate hE, wrt nmn krtehE Ane ßyaH Aam deQya, Aohoho¦ wrtko to kaH{ hE nhÄ, ßyaH wrt nmn krta =a TyaH_ska man gz gya. Aahahaha¦ AaEr Aekdm Ùpk Ùe I cDkr kevz&an. Aa ÙI`moh.Aahahaha¦

(Aa ÙI`moh ¹iÚ) - wgvane sara paÌse tzav wra ho AaEr bhar inkalna


457ho to jrI {tna kre pa`Ika \o\ inklte, Aahaha... Aem wgvan AanHdno na= Ýwu,kevz&anno kHd, AemaH ßyaH Aekag‡ huAa, Ae!la manka AHx =a, _sse h!kr, AHdrmeH gyekevz&an(ho gya). Aahaha... Jzhz ßyoit cEtNy pyaRymeH, wgvan pyaRymeH pU Rp eAa gya. Aahahaha¦ Aap e idgMbrmeH AEsa hE. wrt nmn krte hE Aam deqte hE AeneAem =ay ke Aa wrtko kH{k du:q huAa hoga ke mene Anadr ikya. cÊ mayuÅ'tuH ne, Aahaha...wrte cÊ mayuÅ'tuH p` Ae cÊ paKuH fyuÅ ke crmxrIrI Ane shku!uHbIne ko{ cÊ mar nhÄske. Aahahaha¦ kho smiktIko wa{ko cÊ marneka wav Aaya rag. Ae smiktI hE&anI AnuwvI, KtaHy Ae du:qka Anuwv huAa &anIko wI, Aahahaha¦ Ae ApnaSvwavmeH Ôte hE, tzmaH wgvan mhaibraje Ýwu, Ao ¹iÚka ivØymeH to Aa gya =a,hve AHdr iS=rtameH gye AHdr, Aahaha... to manka nax ho gya. AavI vat Ke wa{.

hve, Ane “maya” =oDa kp! wI hota hE smiktIko wI, Aahaha... AnuwvIko&anIko wI, =oDa kp! to hE kp! kho ke du:q kho. kØay hE ne? kØ Ae!le sHsar Ane AayAe!le du:qno law. Aahahaha¦ maya, low {CKa hotI hE ne v<i¿meH Anuwv hone prwI sMyGdxRn hone pr wI AnuwvIko ragkI {CKa lowkI {CKa hotI hE, {skoSvwavka, ing‡Å= Svwav Ôe wgvan AaTma _ska Aa]y lekr, Aaha¦ lowko naxkr dena. Ae tIsra ÝkarkI êcI Stuit hE. Are AavuH hve É˜aH yad rhe AamaH? Aaha¦ ;kmR'Aa@ kmR hÒ smiktIko wI Aa@ kmR hE ik nhÄ? hEH? inim¿p e kmR hE AaEr Ae trfkaJukavse jrI kmÔerIse ivkar wI hota hE, kmRse nhÄ kmR trfka Jukavse, Ae Apnatrfka Jukav krke Ae Jukavka nax kr dena. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

;nokmR' mn vcn ne kaya, devguÌ xaÏ Ae b\a nokmR hE. Aahaha¦ AnuwvI,smiktIko wI, nokmRka sHbH\meH Ôte to Ae waVy ivkar dxa hotI hE, du:q hota hE, AeApna Svwavko Anusr` krke du:qkI _Tpi¿ nhÄ hona du:qka nax krna Ae AaTmakIƒIÔ ÝkarkI Stuit hE. AavI Stuit. Aa to wgvanne Aam khe he wgvan ixvpH= AmnedeÔe re, ixvmarg. wgvan khe ixvmarg terI pas hE. mere pas tera magR nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ Aata hE ivkLp &anI ko wI smiktIko wI AnuwvIyÇko wI wgvankIwi›ka rag Aata hE p` hE du:q. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? to kyuH Aata hE? kekmÔerIse Aata hE, p` Ônte hE ke Aa du:q hE merI AanHdkI cIjse ivprIt hE. Aahahaha¦Aavo \mR.

-Aem “mn vcn ne kaya” mn vcn ne kaya trfno jrI sHbH\ hE, iblkul sHbH\Ku! gya hoy to isâ ho Ôye. Aahahaha¦ mn vcn kaya je jD hE _ska hÒ sHbH\AwI =oDa hE, Ae Svwavka Anusr` krke {tna sHbH\ toD dena, nax kr dena, AetIsrI Stuit hE. Aahahaha¦

“]ot [iNãy” _ska wI sHbH\ hE AwI ]v` krneka {tna sHbH\ hE, {tna doØhE AwI. Aahahaha¦ Ae AHtrna wgvanna waveiNãyse riht ãVyeiNãyse riht, pr

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[iNãyse riht pr Ae!le devguÌxaÏ ne ku!uHb pirvar AEsa wgvanka, wgvanSv$pmeH Ôkr _ska it"` cEtNy Svwavka AvlHbn lekr, _ska nax krna, dUsra ko{_pay hE nhÄ. malcHdÒ... 77 vØRmaH NyaH ÉãHy saHwZyuH n hoy. Ke nhÄne TyaH? AakruHkam bapa, bhu kam wa{.

Anuwv hove pIKe wI du:q hota hE, Aem khte hE du:q n ho to AanHd pUr` honacahIAe. Aahahaha¦ smiktI &anI AnuwvI Ô`te hE ke merI pyaRymeH du:q hE, meH du:qvedta huH Ane Ae du:qka wokta mEH huH. Aahahaha¦ p` Apna AanHdka _g‡ wokta hokr,Ae du:qka woktaka nax kr dete hE, smjmeH Aaya? hve AavI vatuH hoy Ke, Fre=I bErasaHwzva n Aave ne pUKe te, xuH kheta'ta ko` Ô e Aam kheta'ta, tme Ae to saHwzoto qbr pDe. Aavo marg Ýwu xuH krIAe, AlaEikk vatuH bapa. Aahaha¦ loko¿r¦ AaAavxe AhÄya xrIr ne AaTma Aek Ae to lokmargse khenemeH Aata hE. Aa }lok AaveKe ne pKI Ae laEikkse khenemeH Aata hE. Ae Aavxe pKI.

AhÄya to paHc [iNãy ]oƒ, cÙu hve ;cÙu', cÙu [iNãyna sHbH\maH p` ßyaH su\IhE {tna Ae waVy doØ hE. Aahahaha... Ao doØko du:qko wgvanka dxRn krnemeH cÙu[iNãyka inim¿ hE ne bIcmeH? {tna sHbH\ huAa ne rag Aaya to du:q hE, “rag Aagdah dhe sda, tateH smam<t sevIAe” Aahaha... AHtr AanHdka na= smwavI Am<t pDahE, Aahahaha... paÌmeH DubkI marke jem Snan krte hE, Aahaha¦ Aem AanHdka na=meHAHdr DubkI marte hE. Aahaha¦ DubkI khte hE n? (]ota:- DubkI) ihHdI-ihHdI Amare_mrazameH, _mraza jnm gam hE ne? ndI mo!I hE, kazuwar bDI to Aek kuva =a ndImeH,hm to bazk =e Ko!I ëmr dsbar vØR deqneko Ôte =e, to j¡van AadmI pDte =e AHdr,éwo koxIAo khte hE _sko, jem kox hoy ne lo#anI, Aem paÌmeH sI\a pDte =e AHdr,paÌmeH, kuvameH AaEr Ôkr nIcese tizyase vezu, vezu, vezu lekr hÒ bhar nIkzI n xkep` ha= bhar ka#e ke j¡Ao mEH tzIyase retI le Aaya. kuvamaH tze j{ne ha= êco kredeqa hE sb njre hoH ATyare deqay Ke.

Aem AhÄya wgvan AaTma cEtNy diryo AanHdno na= sagr Aena tzmaHj{ne AanHdkI dxaka nmuna bhar lana. AavI vatuH Ke.

Ae “F‡a`” F‡a` [iNãyka sHbH\ hE ne {tna jrI, tdŸn AÌiNãy n ho tblgF‡a` [iNãyka sbH\ hE {tna waVy do*a _TpNn hota hE vo Apna Svwavke Anusarkrke nax krna.

Aem “rsn” Aahaha¦ Ae rsnmaH £ÚaHt idya =a. nhÄ prso? Aahaha¦wgvan ƒ` lokna na= tI=Åkrdev sHsarmeH jbtk hE, xaHitna=, kuH=una=, Arna=

K qHD, KNnuH hÔr SƒI, ya KNnuH kroD paydz, ADtalIs hÔr ngr, bÇter hÔr...ADtalIs hÔr pa!`. Ane qorak _ska bƒIs kvzka Aek kvz - AbÔenI ikHmt.ijska Aek kvz KNnuH kroD paydz pcavI n xke. Ae smiktI &anI Ùaiyk smiktI


459tIn &anka \Ì, mit ]ut Avi\ Ae qaneka wav Aata hE, wav hE Ae du:q he rag hE,smjmeH Aaya? tI=Åkrko, Aahaha... duinyane to Aem lage AavuH hoy, wa{ sUn to shIp` Ae pu~yvHt ÝaÌ hE, AeklI ihranI wSmu, pNnanI wSmu, pNna Aata hE ne pNnalIla Aap e punmcHdÒ hE ne Aek pNna saf krneka Aek mhInaka (K hÔr) Aekmuslman ho AEsa to bhot Ae pNnakI wSm krte hE. AaHhI to hÒ v\are qIr qva{Ôy to pce nhÄ, mesub mesub Aek ser càka lo! car xer FI mEsub hota hE n.(]ota:- mesub pak) Aek !ukDa paxer do# paxerka pce nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae Aa bƒIskvz, Aahahaha... ivkLp Aate hE. Aahaha... smiktI Ùaiyk smiktI tI=Åkr wgvankowI {tna du:q hE. Aahahaha¦ AnuwvIko wI du:q hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- Aeno Awav=ay Éãre) Ae AHdrmaH SvwavnuH sa\n ={ne Ôy Tyare vo to cltI hE bat.AÀaharIpd Ýg! huAa AHdr, tb Aahar leneka ivkLp nax ho gya. wgvanko pIKeAahar nhÄ, kevzIko Aahar nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? ¬etaHbrmeH khete hE Aahar lete hE, sbjU@ bat hE. svR& prmaTma ßyaH AaTma AÀaharI Sv$p hE AEsI AÀaharI dxaÝg! ho g{, Aahar nhÄ, paÌ nhÄ, dva nhÄ, AosD nhÄ, rog nhÄ xrIrmeH, Aahaha...p` jblg (pU R) vItragta ne AÀaharI pd p‡g! nhÄ =a tblg muinpdmeH wIwgvan tI=Åkrko wI muinpdmeH AaharkI v<i¿ _@tI =I, Aahaha¦ Ae du:q =a, Aahaha¦to _sko Òtte hE, _sko Apna Svwavka Aa]y krke nax kr dete hE. AavI vat Ke. {spdÇko rqkr soz sUƒoHka VyaQyan krna. Am<tcHãacayRno Aa!lo xBd Ke. Ane {sp‡kar _pdexse ANy wI ivcar lena Ane jysen AacayRnI !IkamaH, {sse AsHQyivwavka ivcar krna, AsHQy Ýkarka, ivwav sHSk<tmaH Ke smiktIko wI AnuwvIyÇkowI, AsHQy Ýkarka ivwav$pI du:qdxa _Tpþ hotI hE, Aahahaha... to _sko SvwavkaAa]y lekr, _ska nax krna AEsa VyaQyan krna. Aaha¦

wava=R:- sa\u AhÄya sa\ukI bat phle ilya hE ijn ijteiNãy ilya ne Kõegu S=ane sa\u phele Apne bzse-Apne bzse _pxm wavke äara smikt dxRn hE &anhE cairƒ wI hE p` hÒ AiS=rtaka wav hE, muinko wI Ýmadwav Ôe pHc mhav‡tkaivkLp Ôe hE Ae wI jgpH= sHsarpH= _dypH= hE, _dywav hE du:q$p wav hE. Aahaha¦_sko Apne bzse _pxm wavke äara mohko Òtkr dabkr ifr jb ApnI mhasam+yRkebzse mohko s¿ameHse n*! krke, Aahahaha¦ mhasam+yR puruØa=RnI _g‡ta (se) AHdrmeHÔte. Aahaha... s¿ameHse ragAaid Aa je soz pd kæa ke AsHQy Ýkarka ivwav, _skos¿ameHse nÚ krke, &an Sv$p prmaTmako Ýaº hote hE. wgvan AekIla &anSv$p hE.Jzhzßyoit kevz&an wgvan Ýg! hota hE. Aahaha¦ AirhHt dxa, nmo AirhHta Hkhe Ke. Aahaha¦ jene Air nam rag Ane äeØ$pI verI AirhHta nmo AirhHta H je eAirne h~ya. (]ota:- AirhHtna \mRmaH vzI h`vanuH Aave). prne ÉãH h`vuH Ke NyaH?Ae to _pdexna vaÉ˜ hE, h`na wI nhÄ qreqr to Svwav sNmuq Ôte hE to(rag äeØ)

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460 smysar isiâ wag-2_Tpþ nhÄ hote to h~ya AEsa khnemeH Aata hE. AavI vatuH Ke. Aane h`vuH to to hÒ ¹iÚpyaRy pr rhI Ke. Aavo marg bhu bapu vItrag svR& prme¬r, _ska moÙka pH=AlaEikk hE, É˜aHy dUinya sa=e mez ho ske nhI. Aahaha.

Lyo Ab Aa inüy vhevar$p Stuitna A=RnuH kzx$p kaVy khe Ke-

}lok - r7

(xadURlivkÊIiDt)OkTvH Vyvharto n tu pun: kayaTmnoinRüya-þu: Stoœa Vyvharto½iSt vpuØ: StuTya n t¿Àvt:.StoœaH inüytiüto wvit icTStuTyEv sEvH wve-þatStI=RkrStvo¿rbladekTvmaTmaùyo:.. 27..

}loka=R:- (kayaTmno: Vyvhart: OkTvH) xrIrne Ane Aa„ane Vyvharny=IAekp uH Ke (tu pun:) p` (inXcyatŸ n) inüyny=I Aekp uH n=I¸ (vpuØ: StuTyanu: StoƒH Vyvhart: AiSt) ma!e xrIrna Stvn=I Aa„apuÌØnuH StvnVyvharny=I =yuH khevay Ke, Ane (tÀvt: ttŸ n) inüyny=I nih¸ (inXcyt:)inüy=I to (icTStuTya Ov) cEtNyna Stvn=I j (ict: StoœaH wvit) cEtNynuHStvn =ay Ke. (sa OvH wvetŸ) te cEtNynuH Stvn AhÄ ijteiNãy, ijtmoh, ÙI`moh-Aem (_pr) kæuH tem Ke. (At: tI=RkrStvo¿rblatŸ) A&anIAe tI=ÅkrnaStvnno je ÝÆ kyÈ hto teno Aam nyivwag=I _¿r dI\o¸ te _¿rna bz=IAem isâ =yuH ke (AaTm-Aùyo: OkTvH n) Aa„ane Ane xrIrne Aekp uH inüy=In=I. 27.

OkTvH Vyvharto n tu pun: kayaTmnoinRüya-þu: Stoœa Vyvharto½iSt vpuØ: StuTya n t¿Àvt:.StoœaH inüytiüto wvit icTStuTyEv sEvH wve-þatStI=RkrStvo¿rbladekTvmaTmaùyo:.. 27..

Aaha¦ “kayaTmno Vyvhart: AekTvH” wgvan AaTma Ane xrIr bene vhevarnam lok xBdse laEikk, ãVysHg‡hmaH AaVyuH tuH ne wa{¦ ãVy sHg‡hmaH, Vyvharny Ae!lelaEikk Ae j Aa e naQyuH Ke AhÄya. Vyvhar Ae!le laEikk k=n. Ýwu ãVysHg‡hmaH naQyuH Kemaze.

xrIr Ane wgvan Ýwu iwNn AHdr A$pI AanHdFn Ane Aa xrIr ma!I ipHD\Uz, do ko Vyvharnyse AekTv k=nmaƒse hE. lok $#Ise khnemeH Aata hE. smjmeH


461}lok - r7Aaya? ikNtu inüynyse nhÄ, y=a=R SvwavkI ¹iÚse Ae be Aek nhÄ tdŸn iwNn. ragAne AaTma iwþ hE to dehkI to kya bat krna. smjmeH Aaya? “vpuØ: StuTya nu:StoƒH Vyvhart: AiSt” vpu ma!e xrIrna Stvn=I AaTma puruØnuH Stvn Vyvharny=I=yuH khevay Ke Ae to k=nmaƒ hE vStu iS=it AEsI hE nhÄ. “tÀvt: ttŸ n” inüysenhÄ. “tÀv=I te nhÄ” xrIr ne AaTmanI Stuit Aek Ae tÀvse Aek nhÄ. k=nmaƒseVyvharse khenemeH Aata hE. Aa gam mera, xrIr mera, rajko! mera Ae to k=nmaƒ hE.É˜aH rajko! taruH Ke? Aaha¦ Aem xrIr Ane AaTma Aek hE Ae to k=nmaƒ Ke. VyvharlaEikk $i#ka k=n hE. “tÀvt: ttŸ n” inüynyse te nhÄ. inüyse to “icTStuTya Aev”cEtNyna Stvnse hI Aa A=RmaH rajmLle lI\uH Ke wa{ cEtNyna StvnmaH varHvarkhna ke wgvan pU aRnHd xuâaTma cEtNy hE AEsa khna AEsa Smr` krna {skaAnuwv krna Ae Stuit, ƒ` bol lI\a Ke. Aahaha¦ cEtNyka SvamI, Aa smjeic¿StuTya Stvnna ƒ` wed kæane- ivxe*a Aayega (]ota:- p‡ma` vcn guÌdev)

Ývcn nH. 96 }lok - r7-r8 ta. 30-9-78 wadrva vd 13 xinvar

smysar sTyavIsmo kzx Ke ne? frIne “kayaTmno: Vyvhart: AekTvH” kayaxBde xrIr, kmR, ragäeØ Aaid pir`am Ae sb kaya xrIrmeH Ôte hE. smjmeH Aaya? pIKexBd hE. “AaTm AHgyo”. KeLla xBd hE ne “AaTm AHgyo” AHg xBde kmRnI _pai\ ilyahE _smeH kzx!IkameH, Aek baj¡ wgvan AaTma Ane Aek baj¡ xrIr, kmR-kmRnI _pai\nam pu~y Ane papna wav, kmR AHg kaya xrIrmeH cle Ôte hE, AhÄ AHdrmeH hE.“kayaTmno: Vyvhart: AekTvH” Ae xrIr ne AaTmako Vyvharnyse AekTv k=nmaƒselok $#Ise, lokmeH khte hE Ae ApeÙaAe khnemeH Aata hE. “inüyat n” inüynyse nhÄhE wgvan AanHd Sv$p &ayk ijska xrIr hE. &ayk j ijska xrIr hE. Aahaha¦ AeAaEr pu~y Ane papna wav Ae sb b\a kaya xrIrmeH Ôte hE. Aek baj¡ AaTmram AneAek baj¡ rag Aaid g‡am. Aahaha¦ xrIr (Ane) AaTmako Vyvharnyse AekTv hE,mgr inüynyse nhÄ, “vpu*a: StuTya-nu: Stoƒm Vyvhart:” AiSt {silye xrIrkeStvnse AaTma puruØka Stvn, AaTma puruØ wgvan _ska Stvn Vyvharnyse huAakhete hE Vyvharse “tÀvt: tt n” tÀvse te nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ inüynyse nhÄ, inüyseAe to ;ictStuTya Aev' cEtNyke Stvnse cEtNyka Stvnka A=R cEtNyka ƒ` bolilya, lete hE, cEtNyke Stvnse hI ãVyeiNãy ict: Stoƒm wvit cEtNyka Stvn hotahE Ae cEtNyka Stvn AhÄya ijteiNãy Aaya deqo. Aahaha¦ cEtNy wgvan _skaStvn ijteiNãy, rag ãVyeiNãy, waveiNãy Ane xrIraidmaH devguÌ xaÏaid b\a, Aahaha...Aekkor wgvan AaTma Ane Aekkor ragse (le kr) sarI cIj b\I, Aahaha... _skoiwNn krna. &an lÙ`se AaTmako Anuwv krna Ae ijteiNãy cEtNykI Ý=m Stuit


462 smysar isiâ wag-2khneHmeH Aata hE. Aaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

dUsrI ijtmoh, hE? Aa gya hE Aapè, AEsa ijteiNãy huAe KteH, sMyG¹iÚ huAamuinpà huAa AanHdkI \ara Ýg! hu{, KteH hÒ kmRka je _dy hE, vo trfka vl` waVyivkar dxa hotI hE &anIko wI, Aahahaha... rag äeØ Aaid, &anIko smiktIko AnuwvIkoAe ragAaid wav, kmRke Anusr`, pU R Anusr` nhÄ ikya, tem wgvanka pU RAnusr` nhÄ ikya. kya kha? Ôe kmRka pU R Anusr` ho to to AekTvbuiâ prmeH clIÔy ne AaTmameH pU R Anusr` ho to pU R vItrag ho ÔAe. Aahaha¦

to jblg AaTmaAe Apna Sv$p ragäeØ, pu~y, pap Ane xrIr vaÌse devguÌseiwþ &anSv$pI Ýwuu ragse iwNnka Anuwv ho to Ae cEtNykI SvIkar Ane Stuitikya, sTkar ikya, Ae phela nHbrkI, phela ÝkarkI Stuit hE. Aahaha¦ pIKe wI smiktIAnuwvIko wI kmRka _dyka Anusr` svR=a gya nhÄ, svR=a gye ho to svR=aAaTmaka Aa]y le ilya ho. svR=a gye nhÄ te ma!e kmRka inim¿ka lÙmeH ragäeØdu:qAaidkI dxa &anIko wI smiktIko wI AnuwvIyÇko wI muinko wI hotI hE. _skoApna Svwavka _g‡ Anusr` krke Ae ragaid Êo\aidko dab dena Ae dUsra ÝkarkI Stuit hE.

Ae cEtNy Stuit Aaya ne deqo. hE? “ictStuTya AevH” AenI VyaQya hE. Aahaha¦Ae ijtmoh, pIKe ÙI`moh hÒ ragaidko _pxm kr idya. AnuwvI Òv SvwavkaAa]y lekr p` hÒ _ska Ùy nhÄ ikya, to s¿ameH Ôe hE ragaid _sko Svwavka _g‡Aa]y lekr, ragkI \araka nax krna, Ane Svwavka _g‡ Aa]y lena Ae ƒIÔ ÝkarkIêcI Stuit hE. smjmeH Aaya? AavI vatuH AakrI. Ae kha ne? “sa Aev wvet” sa namte Stuit cEtNyka Stvn yhaH AevH wvet ijteiNãy, ijtmoh, ÙI`moh [Tyaid $pse khaAEsa hE, [Tyaid nam pIKe wI Anek Ýkarka ivkLp Aaid hE yhaH \m±ko AsHQy Ýkarka,vo Apna Svwavka Anusr` krke _sko nax krna, Ae AaTmaka SvwavkI ÝxHsakho, Stuit kho, AHtrmeH _g‡ Aekag‡ta kho, AavI vat Ke. [Tyaid kæuH ne paKuH?

!IkamaH AaVyu'tuH ne sozsUƒ paHc [iNãy mn ne vcn, kaya vgerenuH Ane Ae isvayp` Anera AsHQy Ýkarka ivwav jysen AacayRmaH hE, Am<tcHãacayRmaH _pdexseANy wI ivcar lena Ae!la. Aahaha¦

=oDamaH iktna sma idya hE. Aahaha¦ wgvan pU aRnHdka na=, _ska ¹iÚmeHSvIkar krna, Anuwv krna Ae AaTmakI Stuit khnemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ Ae StuitkatIn Ýkar ilya ne? ijteiNãy, ijtmoh Ane ÙI`moh [Tyaid $pse kha AEsa hE. “At:tI=Åkr Sv _¿r blat” A&anIAe tI=Åkrka Stvnka Ôe ÝÆ ikya =a ke tI=Åkrka Stvnkrte ho to xrIrka Stvn krte ho _ska Aitxyka krte hE vo to AaTma hE AEsa hmmante hE. hm wI, tI=Åkrka xrIr vaÌ AEsa hE, tuMharI vaÌ AEsI hE, tum AEsa hE.A&anIAe tI=Åkrka Stvnka Ôe ÝÆ ikya =a _ska _¿r ny ivwagse {sÝkar idya,ny ivwag Ôe kha =a vo Vyvharnyse kha =a. prma=Rnyse nhÄ. AEsa nykI


463}lok - 28vheHcÌse ivwagse kha =a yhaH, Aaha... Are Aaha¦ AavuH¦ _¿r idya, hE? ijske bzseyh isâ huAa ke “AaTma AHgyo AekTvH n” phele AEsa ilya =a, “kayaTmno: Vyvhart:AekTvH” Ae to k=nmaƒse kha =a. smjmeH Aaya? AhÄya “AaTma AHgyo AekTvH n:”wgvan AaTma AanHd &ayk Sv$p AaEr AHgyo nam kmR xrIr Ane kmRkI _pai\se_Tpþ huAa ivkar ApnemeH, vo iwNn: inüyse do(ka) AekTv nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?AaTma AaTma hE ne? “AaTma AHgyo”: AHgyo: Ae!le xrIr, Aaid Ae!le kmRnI _pai\,kmR xrIr AaEr _ska inim¿ka AvlHbn Aa]yse Ôe ivkar hota hE ve sb AHgmaH ÔtehE. xrIr, xrIr Aahahaha¦ hE. AaTmase iwþ AHgmeH Ôte hE, xrIr, xrIr. Aahahaha¦ivkarI wav hE ye wI kamR xrIr hE qreqr, iwNn paDna hE ne? kmR AaEr inim¿keAnusrke huAa huya ivkar Ae sbko xrIr Ane kmRnI _pai\ khnemeH Aaya hE. wgvan_sse iwNn hE. Aahaha¦ AEsa AekTv nhÄ hE. Aahaha¦

Ab ifr {s A=Rko Ônnese wed&ankI isi|\ hotI hE. Aa ÔnneseH AaTmakaAnuwv hota hE, Aahahaha... Ae A=Rka sUck kaVy khte hE.

}lok - r8

(mailnI)[it piricttÀvEraTmkayEktayaHnyivwjnyuÉTyaTyNtmuCKaidtayamŸ.Avtrit n bo\o bo\meva> kSySvrsrwskËÚ: ÝSf¡!þek Ov..28..

[TyÝitbuâoi›inras:.OvmymnaidmohsNtanin$iptaTmxrIrEkTvsHSkartyaTyNtmÝitbuâo½ip

Ýswoßj<iMwttÀv&anßyoitneRœaivkarIv Ýk!oâai!tp!lÚisitÝitbuâ: (?) saÙatŸãÚarH SvH Svymev ih iv&ay ]âay c tH cEvanucirtukam: SvaTmaramSyaSyaNyãVyaàHÝTyaQyanH ikH Syaidit p<CKiNnT=H vaCy:-

hve vzI, Aa A=Rne Ô`va=I wed&annI isiâ =ay Ke Aeva A=RvazuH kaVykhe Ke:-

}loka=R:- (pirict-tÀvE:) jem e vStuna y=a=R Sv$pne pircy$p kyuÅ KeAeva muinAoAe (AaTm-kay-OktayaH) ßyare Aa„a Ane xrIrna Aekpàne ([itny-ivwjn-yuÉTya) Aam nyna ivwagnI yui› vDe (ATyNtmŸ _CKaidtayamŸ)jDmUz=I _qeDI naQyuH Ke-ATyHt inØe|yuH Ke, Tyare (kSy) kya puÌØne (bo\:)&an (A> Ov) tTkaz (bo\H) y=a=Rpàne (n Avtrit) n pame? AvXy pame


464 smysar isiâ wag-2j. kevuH ={ne? (Sv-rs-rws-kËÚ: ÝSf¡!nŸ Ok: Ov) potana injrsna veg=IqeHca{ Ýg! =tuH AekSv$p ={ne.

wava=R:- inüy-Vyvharnyna ivwag vDe AaTmano Ane prno ATyHt wedbtaVyo Ke tene ÔÌne, Aevo ko` puÌØ Ke ke jene wed&an n =ay? =ay j¸ kar`ke ßyare &an potana Svrs=I pote potanuH Sv$p Ô e Tyare AvXy te &an potanaAaTmane pr=I iwþ j jàve Ke. AhÄ ko{ dIFRsHsarI j hoy to tenI kaH{ vatn=I. 28.

Aa p‡ma e, Ap‡itbuâe je Aem kæuH htuH ke “Amaro to Ae inüy Ke ke deh Ke tej AaTma Ke”, tenuH inrakr` kyuRH.

Aa rIte Aa A&anI Òv Anaid mohna sHtan=I in$p` krvamaH AaveluH jeAaTma ne xrIrnuH AekpùH tena sHSkarpà=I ATyHt AÝitbuâ hto te hvetÀv&anSv$p ßyoitno Ýg! _dy =va=I Ane neƒna ivkarInI mafk (jem ko[puÌØnaH neƒmaH ivkar hto Tyare vàRidk ANy=a deqataH htaH Ane ßyare ivkarm!yo Tyare jevaH htaH tevaH j deqva laGyo tem) pDz sman Aavr`kmR sarI rIteéFDI jva=I Ýitbuâ =yo Ane saÙatŸ ãÚa (deqnar) Aeva potane pota=I jÔÌ, ]âan krI, tenuH j Aacr` krvano [CKk =yo =ko pUKe Ke ke ;AaSvaTmaramne ANy ãVyonuH ÝTyaQyan (TyagvuH) te xuH Ke?' tene AacayR Aa Ýma ekhe Ke:-

Ývcn nH. 96 }lok - 28 ta. 30-9-78 wadrva vd 13 xinvar

[it piricttÀvEraTmkayEktayaH nyivwjnyuÉTyaTyNtmuCKaidtayamŸ.Avtrit n bo\o bo\meva> kSy SvrsrwskËÚ: ÝSf¡!þek Ov..28..

A@yavIs¦ sHtonI vaÌ kuHdkuHdacayR Am<tcHãacayR AhÄ khete hE. Aahaha¦ “piricttÀvE” jem e vStuka y=a=R Sv$pka pircy ikya hE, AEsa muinyo A=va svR&o,;pirict' je e tÀvka pircy bhot ikya hE svR&pà Ýg! huAa hE A=va muinAowavilHgI sHt jene tÀv AanHdno na= wgvanka pircy ikya bhot. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? “pirict tÀvE:” ijNhone vStuke tÀv Ae!le vStu pirict Ae!le sbkopircy ikya. AaTma vStu xuâ cEtNyFn AanHdkHd _ska ijsne pirict smSt Ýkarepircy ikya to svR& huAa. p` _skI nIclI dxameH wI pircy ikya, Aahaha... to muinhuAa, AavI vatuH Ke. wgvan AaTma pU aRnHd Ýwu _ska Aekdm pU R pircy ikya tosvR& huAa Ane _ska svR& isvay ApnI yoGytase je Apna pU R pircy ikya tomuindxa hu{. Aahahaha¦ kmRka {tna pircy KU! gya. smjmeH Aaya? Aavo margAakro, Aa bapu.


465}lok - r8Are¦ AnHtkaz=I du:qmaH daJI gyo Ke du:q=I dJa{ gyo Ke kØaynI AiGn=I Ae

xaHit AenI bzI g{ Ke pyaRymaH hoH, vStu to Ke { Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae kØay AiGn=I jLyahuAa Aagz khexe AamaH “nyivwjn yukTya AaTm AekTyo” Aahaha... AaelamaH AemlQyuH Ke wa{ kzx!IkamaH ke wgvan AaTma Ane rag Ane pu~y ne xrIraidka AekTvsemr`ko Ýaº ho rha hE. Aahahahaha¦ kzx!IkameH _ska A=R AEsa ilya hE kzx !Ika hEne rajmlÒkI ke!lameH hE? A@yavIsmo kzx.

deqo “_CKaidtayam” Ke ne AaVyuH ne, j¡Ao “nyivwjnyukTya” jDmUzse _qaDfeHka, hE, Ke. hE ne? jzmUzse _qaD feHka hE, _ska A=R yhaH ikya, jem #Hka huAa ini\ Ýg!krnemeH Aata hE Aem Òv ãVy Ýg! hE, AHdr wgvan Ýg! cEtNy Jzhz ßyoit, prHtukmR sHyogse #HkayeluH honese rag Ane pu~y Ane papna wavmaH #Hka{ gya. Aahaha¦mr`ne Ýaº ={ ræuH htuH. Ô e hE hI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ô e ke xrIr ne pu~y Ane pap newav ye hI hE. Aahaha¦ AEsa AiStTvmeH wgvanka pUr` AiStTv mr`tuLy ho gya.balcHdÒ¦ Aahaha¦ ]ImdŸmaHy Aave Ke ne 16 vØeR “Ù` Ù` wyHkr wav mr e kaH AhoracI rho” ]ImdŸ rajcHã soz vrsnI ëmre, smikt to pIKe paya, Ae phela dehnasozvrs, dehnane? AaTma to AnaidAnHt hE Ae Aem khte hE. “bhu pu~y kera pUHj=Ixuwdeh manvno mZyo. to Ae Are wvcÊno AaH!o nhÄ Aeke !Zyo”. Aahaha¦ coyaRsInaAvtar kyaÅ Ýwu p` te wv mnu*yno paMyo Ane fero na !aZyo.

“suq Ýaº krtaH suq !ze Ke” pu~ymaH suq Ke, bayDImaH suq Ke, Aab$maH suq Ke,\UzmaH suq Ke, bharmaH suq Ke, suq Ýaº krtaH suq !ze Ke. wgvan AanHdno nax=ay Ke TyaH “Ù` Ù` wyHkr wav mr e kaH Aho racI rho” pKI to ivxe*a kæa heH.“l"mI Ane Ai\kar v\taH xuH v|yuH te to kho, xuH ku!uHb ke pirvar=I v\vap uH Ae ny g‡ho,v\vap uH sHsarnuH nrdehne harI jvo, Aeno ivcar nhÄ Aho ho Aek pz p` tmne Aho¦”Aaha... soz vrse, malcHdÒ¦ Aa lqeluH, bhot Ùyopxm lekr pUvR wvmeHse Aaye =e,Aaha... Ae khete hE ke Ù` Ù` wyHkr wavmr`, Ýwu Ae pu~y Ane pap Ane tena fzne Apna mankr Ù e Ù e tera wyHkr wavmr` ho rha hE, ãVymr` to jb xrIrKU!ega tb hoga. Aahaha... ÒvtI ßyot Ýwu AHdr cEtNy Sv$p wgvan, _skaAiStTvkI (maNyta nhÄ) Svwavka SvIkar nhÄ, Ane Aa ragaid pu~yaidka fz Aaya,Aa pEsa \Uz SƒI ku!uHb pirvar, _ska tere mhatm, Aahahaha... tera Sv$pka wavmr`huAa hE. Ù` Ù`meH m<Tyu hota hE Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ Ù` Ù` wyHkr wavmr e kaH AhoracI rho. Ae rag Ane ragna pu~ybH\n ne Aena fz sHyog Aena ÝemmaH Ýwu tuH É˜aHracI ræo wa{. Aahahaha¦ terI ÒvtI ßyot cEtNyka teH Anadr krke AaEr mr` tuLykr idya. sumeÌmlÒ¦ Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. Aahahaha¦

yhaH Ae khte hE, “ATyNtm _CKaidtayam” jD mUzse _qaD feHka _ska A=RmeHilya hE, yhaH smje ATyHt inØe\ ikya =a. ikya hE. É˜a? rag ne xrIr ne pu~yna fz


466 smysar isiâ wag-2mera hE AesI terI maNytameH tera mr` huAa =a. Ýwu¦ terI ÒvtI ßyotka teH itrSkarikya =a. Aa meH huH pu~yvHt huH, papI huH ne xrIrvaza huH, SƒIku!uHbvaza huH, bDa Aab$vazahuH, l"mI Ai\kar b#ya pcas pcas hÔrna pgar mhIne maisk iktna v|ya, kyav|ya Ýwu veparmeH Aekdm paHc paHc laqkI pedax maisk b# gya bDa kya b# gyaÝwu Ae to sHsar v|ya tera. yhaH khete hE, “ATyHt _CKaidtayam” wgvan AanHdSv$pÝwu &anl"mIka wHDar, AanHd l"mIka wHDar, _sko rag Ane xrIr Aaidse iwþinüynyse kr idya. “_CKaidtayam” jD mUzse _qaD idya terI sa= ragne iblkulsHbH\ hE nhÄ.. Ae mr`tuLy Ôe huAa =a. Aahahaha...

wgvan AaTma cEtNymUitR mhaÝwu Apna cEtNy Svwavse Òvtr ßyoitseÒvte =e AHdr, Òvtr xi› AatI hE ne phelI? &an-dxRn AanHd Aaid s¿ase ÒvtrAe Òvn hE _ska Òvn. Ae Òvnko n SvIkar kr, bharka pu~y Ane papka wav Anetena fz bH\ ne tena fz sHyog. tena mhatmmaH Ýwu terI cIj to mr` tuLy ho g{.Aahaha... Ae “_CKaidtayam” Ked kr idya _sko Ae cIj terI nhÄ. tuH Òsko ApnaÒvn mante hE pu~yse ne papse ne xrIrse ne Ae tera Òvn nhÄ na=¦ Ýwu tum iwNnhE ne na=¦ Aahaha... Ae ragaidka wavko to jDmUzse _qaD idya, mUzmeHse _qaD idya.ifr _TpNn n ho AEsa _qaD idya AEsa khete hE. Aahahaha... smjmeH Aaya?

yhaH to khte hE ke, _ska ATyHt inØe\ ikya, Aahaha... tb,tb Apne “Svrsrwsk<Ú: ÝSku!nEk Aev” injrske vegse Aahaha... ragna rsna vegmeH je tum cle Ôte =etb terI cIj m<Tyuko Ýaº hotI =I, to tumko bta idya Ýwu, Ae terI cIj nhÄ, teremeH nhÄ,tuH _sse iwþ. to AEsa AHtrrs injrske vegse Apna AanHdrska vegse AakiØRthokr p‡g! honevala Aek Sv$p hokr, wgvan AaTma¦ Anekpàko Apna mante =e_sko KoDkr, Apna wed bta idya ke tum ye nhÄ to Aek rsse Ýg! honevala AaTma,Aahahaha... AhÄ to @pko dete hE, AacayR jrI - iks puruØko yh &an tTkaz y=a=Rpàkop‡aPt n hove, Are kya AaTmako AEsI Ýaº n ho? Aahaha¦

wgvan tereko bta idya terI cIj, rag dya, dan, v‡t, wi›, xrIr, kmR Aaid_sse iwNn Ýwu¦ tera Òvtr Òvn hE ne AHdr iƒkazI, Ae iwNn bta idya Ýwu tereko,hve tereko kyuH AaTm&an n ho. Aahaha¦ ritwa{¦ Aavo marg Ke sHtonI vaÌ toj¡Ao. Aek to Ae ke prse AekTv to jDmUzse _qaD idya, jDmeHse inkal idya. Aahaha¦hve kwI AekTv hota nhÄ. Aahaha... j¡Ao Ôer to j¡Ao. ke wa{ smikt paya ne pIKepD Ôyega ye cIj hE hI nhÄ yhaH, Aahaha... rag ne AenuH fz bH\n Ane AenuH fz sHyogsarI rag samg‡I, ragg‡am khane wa{, Aek @eka e khe Ke, ragg‡am, Ae ragg‡am Ae!lerag Ane ragno smUh Ane AenuH fz ne b\o ragg‡am, Aekkor AaTmgam Ane Aekkorragg‡am. Aahahaha¦

_sko jD mUlse inkal idya ne na= tereko bta idya ne, terI cIj iwNn hE ne AHdr.


467}lok - r8Aahaha... ko{ sHbH\(nhÄ) rag Ane prkI sa= Ýwu tera ãVy Svwav, ÒvtI ßyotibrajte hEH, !kta tÀv \‡uvtÀv. Aahaha... tereko iwNn btaya ne na=, tereko kyuH &ann ho? Aahahaha... Aek to kyuH &an n ho Ane jDmUlse inkal idya to Ae &an ho, AepIKe AekTvbuiâmeH nhÄ Aayega, AEsa &an Ýwu khete hE yhaH. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha...sHtoAe to Am<t Jr`a vhevraVya Ke. Aahaha¦

Aane nvrax n mze, fUrsd n mze, ba{DI Kokra ne ku!uHbmaH \H\amaH mrI gyoAaqo id' Aahaha... n hoy to kokna l{ne vzI paKo _pai\ vhore, paKo, qoze Lye,Aahaha¦ xuH krvuH Ke Ýwu tare? Aahaha¦ (]ota:- qoze Lye) AaHhI khe Ke sUn to shIÝwu terI cIj to sbse iwNn hE ne? iwNnko tere AekTv krna hE? Aahaha¦ Ýwu kyaHÔna hE tere? AacayR mharaj to bhot @pka dete hE. @pka ko kya khte hE AozHwaAozHwa khte hE ne? AozHwa, Ýwu terI mhas¿a cEtNy wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu, ragaidsemUzse Ked krke ivCKed krke tereko btaya ne Ýwu. Aahaha¦ to, kya AaTmako AaTm&annhÄ hoga? hoga hI. Aem khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aa to hÒ phela nHbrnI StuitnoÝÆ clte hEH. smjmeH Aaya? pIKe \m±ko &anIko AnuwvIko rag to rhete hE p` Aeragko Svwav sNmuq hokr ko` nax nhÄ krega? Aahahaha... “Aek Aev tSy bo\mA> Aev” Ke? Aaj j. Aahaha... Ýwu tuH AtIiNãy AanHdna maq`nuH dz pDa hE neAEsa, Aahaha... AaEr ragaid Aakuzta Ae sb cIj to iwNn hE. iwNn hE to iwNn krkeAekTv Svwavko kon nhÄ Ýg! krega? Aahaha... smjmeH Aaya? tTkaz y=a=Rp ekoÝaº nhÄ hoga? AvXy hoga. Aahahaha... ke!lI vat krte hE. Aahahaha¦

Aek to AEsa khte hE, ke vo ivkLpse hE Aaid (se lekr) maHDIne (sb) cIj, AeterI cIjmeH nhÄ, AaEr tuH _smeH nhÄ, AEse tereko prka wavko mUzmeHse _CKed kr idya, _qeDkr inkal Dala. Aahaha¦ gâa hota hE n gâa Fas qay to mUzmeHse _qeD kr qay, gayhE Fas qay to _pr _prse qay, mUz n ka#e, Ae=I gocrI khane muinne, Fas hE _prseqate hE mUz saÔ rqe. fer paKa _gI xke.

Aem AhÄya gâa xBde pHiDt &anI \maRTma vo gâa, yhaH \maRTma mUzmeHse ragka_CKed krke Apna Anuwv ko` nhÄ kre? AavI vat Ke Ýwu. Aahaha¦ pIKe rag rhega.Aa to iwNn btaya {tna p` rag AiS=rtaka rhega, AiS=rtaka rag TyaH Aayega.&anIko AnuwvIko wI du:q hoga, vo wI _sko iwNn krke, AHdrmeH Aekag‡ hokr ko`_ska nax nhÄ krega? Aahahaha... p` Ae wiv*ymaH nax krega ne kevz&an payegaAEse khete hE. Aahahaha¦ raiƒko kha =a ne nhÄ? smiktI, &anI, \m±, AnuwvI ÒvkowI, muinko wI ÝitÊm` pirhar AEsa xuwwav Aata hE, svar saHj ÝitÊm` Vyvharse,wgvankI Ýitmaka dxRn ragse h!neka wav Ae sb xuw, Ae &anIko smiktIko wIAata hE, moÙ Ai\karmeH, ÝitÊm` pirhar, pirxr`, inHda, ghaR Ae xuwwav, hE to Jer.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? smiktI &anI, AnuwvIyÇko wI Ae wav Aata hE, jblg


468 smysar isiâ wag-2vItrag n ho tb ye wav saHj svar ÝitÊm`ka ivkLp, hE to xuw, hE to Jer, hE todu:q, AxuwwavmeH tIv‡ du:q hE, xuwwavmeH mHd p` du:q hE, to _sko raiƒko kha =a ke_smeH ilqa hE, ke kyuH _sko Jer kha du:q? ke TyaH to kt<RTvbuiâ hE A=aÅt krnelayk buiâAEsI TyaH n lena, p` TyaH ragka pir`mn hE, hÒ muinko &anIko smiktIko wI ragkapir`mn hE, AekTvbuiâ g{ Anuwv huAa, smikt =ya. sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an huAa,p` sMykŸ cairƒmeH kmI hE ke muinAoko wI saHj svar xaÏka AEsa Vyvhar ÝitÊm`ka wav Aata hE, hE p` hE Ae Jerka Pyala ivØkuHw hE rag hE, Aakuzta hE, du:q hE.Aahaha¦ Arerere¦ to _sko KoDkr Sv$pmeH AanHdmeH ko` nhÄ rhega khete hE? muinko wIkhte hE. AanHdno na= wgvan AHdr siCcdanHd Ýwu Anakuz AanHdka suq \am,“SvyHjyoit suq\am” AanHdka Ùeƒ hE to _smeH to AtIiNãy AanHd pakte hE AEsIcIj hE.

Aahaha... AacayeR Aem kæuH “Svrsrws _g‡ k<*!” Aak<Ú hokr p‡g! honevalaAek Sv$p hokr, Aahaha¦ iks AaTmako &an tTkaz AaTm&an tTkaz Ae y=a=RpàkoÝaº n hoga? j$r hoga. Aahaha¦ “y> Aev bo\m” hE xBd? “y> Aev bo\m” Aajj, tTkaz j, Aahaha¦ j¡Ao, Aa }lok to j¡Ao }lok, Aahaha... jD mUzse _qeDkrcEtNykI iwþtaka Anuwv iksko nhÄ hoga? AaEr pIKe wI ragka waVy wav &anIkohota hE, _sko wI KoDkr Svwavka Anuwv krke _sko nax ko` nhÄ krega? Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? muin ApnI wI bat krte hE, Aahaha... ke hmare p` hÒ jrI rag hEivkLp Aata hE, p` vo iwþ hmko Anuwv huAa AaEr hve _sko iwNn krke nax kyuHnhÄ krega? Aahahaha... wiv*ykazmaH meH _sko nax kruHga, mgr yhaH to tTkaz naxkruHga AEsa ilya hE. smjmeH Aaya? idgHbrnI tIv‡ vaÌne l{ne, ]ImdŸmaH Aave Ke“idgHbrnI tIv‡ vaÌne l{ne rhSy smÒ xkay Ke ¬etaHbrnI mozaxne l{ne rs @HDopDI Ôy Ke”. ¬etaHbrnI la{n ivprIt ]ImdŸmaH Aave Ke. ]ImdŸ rajcHã AavI vaÌ KesHtonI. Aahaha¦

“pirict tÀvE” je muinAoAe Apna AanHd Sv$p wgvan tÀvka pircy ikyahE, Aahaha¦ ragka pircy KoD idya hE, =oDa pircy AiS=rtaka hE _sko n ignkr,Apna pircy bhot ikya hE, Ae sHto jgtko Ôher krte hE, ke hm ßyare rag AneivkLpse, wgvan inivRkLp AanHdkHd Ýwu iwþ hE, AaEr mUzse _qeD krke _CKed kr idyaragka, terI cIjmeH hE hI nhÄ, terI cIj _sse iwNn hE to AEsa sUnkr, kaEn p‡aÌ AEsahoga? ke Apna AaTm&an n hoga? Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? JaHJrIÒ¦ j¡Ao AaidgHbr vaÌ, Aahahaha... ÉãHy hE nhÄ ¬etaHbrmeH p` Ae cIj hE nhÄ, to ANymitmeHto kya khena? Aahahaha¦ ƒ` bat ilya. Aek to Ame ßyare terI cIjko kayane AHgAHgyo: AaTma, AaTmane AHg AHg nam rag Aaid sb cIj _sse jb wed krke vStuiS=it AEsI hE AEsa btaya Ane te p` ragaidko mUzmeHse _CKedkr nax kr btaya, Aek


469}lok - r8vat to _sko AHtrmeH ragse iwNn AaTm&anka AaTmbo\ kyÇ n hoga? hoga hI.Aahahaha¦ A=Rkare ilqa hE.

nIce hE ne ko{ dI\R sHsarI hoy Ao bat yhaH n lena. wava=RmeH ilqa hE.Aahahaha¦ tTkaz hI y=a=Rp eko bo\m Ae!le AaTm&an, AaTmaka Anuwv, Aahahaha...doka iwNnpà btaya ne iwNn hE, to terI AekTvbuiâ prse kyÇ nhÄ KU!egI, AneSv$pnI AekTvbuiâ kyuH nhÄ hogI? tTkaz hogI. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH. JIÌ bhubapu. smysar wrtÙeƒmeH AäEtcÙu, AÔeDcÙu, AEsa xaÏ. svR& iƒlokna= prmaTmanamuqe=I nIkzelI te vaÌ Aa hE. Aahaha¦ tera malkI mojUdgI ivkar ne ivkarna fzkImojUdgIse iwþ tereko btaya ne Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ to Ae tTkaz hI, Aaj j. Aahahaha¦

wava=R:- “inüyVyvharnyka ivwagse AaTma Ane prka ATyHt wed btaya hE._se Ônkr AEsa ko` puruØ hE ijse wed&an n ho?” Aahaha¦ hota hI hE, pHcmkaz hE,AEsa hE ne fEsa hE Ae ko[ nDte nhÄ tereko Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ kyÇik &anjb ApneSvrsse SvyH Apne Sv$pko Ônta hE deqo- Ae Aaya. “Svrsrws k<Ú:” AaTma.Apna Svrsse &an Ae!le AaTma Apna, Apne Svrsse Apna AanHdke rsse SvyHApne Sv$pko Ônta hE, ragke rsse nhÄ, Apna AanHdka rsse Apneko Ônte hE.

siCcdanHd p‡wu Apna, Aahaha... ragse iwNn AanHd rsse Apna ÔnnemeH kyuHAate nhÄ? Aahaha¦ Apne Sv$pkae Ônta hE. Aahaha¦ &an AaTma Apne Svrsse,Svrsse SvyH, prkI ApeÙa ibna, Aahahaha... ragkI mHdta =I to yhaH Sv$pkaAnuwv huAa Ae ApeÙa hE nhÄ. Aahahaha... jb &an Apne Svrsse ragka rsse ÝwuterI cIj iwNn hE ne AHdr, AEsa kha to Apne AanHdrsse Apneko kyuH nhÄ Ônte?Aahahaha... AEsa khkr Apna AnuwvmeH AanHd Aata hE, AanHdse AaTmaka &an huAa.Aahahaha... SvyH Apne Sv$pko Ônta hE AvXy &an Apne AaTmako prse iwNn hIbtlaya hE. Aahahaha... ko{ dI\R sHsarIke, Ae kaH{ nhÄ AaHhI Ae vat nhÄ AaHhI Ae nhÄ.Aahaha¦

ÔuAo to Aa kzx to, j¡Ao jem mHidr _pr kzx sonano cDave jem Aem Aa!Ika _pr kzx cDaVyo. Ýwu terI cIj to hE ne na= ÒvtI ßyot Apna &an ne AanHdSv$pe ÒvtI ßyot cEtNy hE Ae ragse Òte hE ne prse Òte hE AEsa nhÄ hE. Apna Sv$pÒvn AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt AanHd, AnHt vIyR, xaHit, SvCKta, Ýwuta _ssetera Òvn hE ne¦ Aahahaha... AEsa Òvnko ko` nhÄ pkDe, Aem khte hE, Are AamaH vadne ivvad ne JFDane Avkax ÉãH Ke? smjmeH Aaya?

{sÝkar AÝitbuâe, A&anIAe yh kha =a ke hmara to yh inüy hE ik xrIr yehI ragaid xrIr ye hI AaTma hE hmne to yh ragaid xrIr AaTma(hE) _ska inrakr`kr idya, (Éya kha) _ska inrakr` kr idya. Aahaha¦ {s Ýkar yh A&anI ÒvAnaid kailn mohke sHtanse mohkI sHtan puNy pap rag äeØ Aaid (siht) inruipt


470 smysar isiâ wag-2AaTma, AaEr xrIrke AekTvke sHSkarse ATyHt AÝitbâ =a, deqo ko{ khete hE Aasmysar to muinke ilye hE, yhaH to ATyHt AÝitbuâ =a. Aahaha¦ Are, AekTvkesHSkarse rag ne xrIr, kyuHik deqnevalaAe deqnevaleko deqa nhÄ, Ônnevaleko ÔnnevalaÔna nhÄ, Aane (prne) Ô e Ke to Ae sHSkar rhI gya _sko. ragko Ôna, xrIrkoÔna, yh mEH huH. smjmeH Aaya? p` Ônnevala(ne) Ônnevaleko Ôna nhÄ, Ô`narneÔ~ya nhÄ, deqnarne deQya nhÄ. Aahaha¦

vh tÀv&an Sv$p ßyoitka Ýg! _dy honese, vh jb tÀv&an Sv$p ßyoit,wgvan AanHdnI cEtNy ßyoit, Ýg! _dy honese neƒke ivkarkI waHit, jEse iksIpuruØkI AaHqomeH ivkar =a tb _se v`aRidk ANy=a idqte =e, ivkar =a AaHqmeH tbv`aRidk Anek Ýkar idqte hE, kmzo hota hE n kmzo, pIilya vo sb cIj pIlI idqtIhE, AaEr jb neƒ (ka) ivkar dUr ho gya, tb ye ßyÇ ke TyÇ y=a=R idqa{ dene lge.Aahahaha... {sI Ýkar p!l sman Aavr` kmRke wilwaHit _qD Ônese ragaidkIAektabuiâka nax krke, Aahahaha... Ýitbuâ ho gya¦ im+ya]âameH, im+ya&anmeH prvStu ApnI hE AEse idqte =e, jem kmzavazako pIza idqte hE sb, p!l smanAavr`, Aahaha... hE¦ ivkarkI waHit, p!l sman Aavr` ke kmoRke wlIwaHit _qDÔnese, Ýitbuâ ho gya AaEr saÙatŸ ¹Úa Apnese hI Apnekae Ônkr, Apnese ApnekoÔnkr Aa AanHd ne &an ne dxRn pyaRyse Apneko Ônkr, Aahaha... t=a ]âan krkeAnuwv huAa, sMyGdxRn huAa, Anuwv, _sIka Aacr` krneka {CKuk, Aahaha... hÒAiS=rta bakI hE. sMyG¹iÚko AnuwvI ko wI hÒ ragwag bakI hE, doØ hE, du:q hE,AiS=rta hE, Aahaha... Aahaha... ]âan krke _sIka Aacr` krneka, hÒ sMyGdxRnhuAe p` AHdr rag hE hÒ, Av‡tka rag hE, xuwka rag hE, Axuwrag hE, \m±koAnuwvIko wI wogkI vasnaka rag hE, Aahahaha... Ae KoDkr Sv$pka Aacr`krneka {CKuk, smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha... _sIka Aacr` krneka A=aRtŸ jEsa &anSv$pwgvan prse iwþ deqa _ska Aacr` krneka AiwlaØI, hÒ _ska wan huAa p`hÒ Aacr`meH rag puNy papka wav Aacr`meH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ AnuwvI smiktI&anIko, Ùaiyk smiktIko wI. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha... &anI Ô`te hE ke AwI merIpyaRymeH rag hE, du:q hE, mere yh du:qka Aacr` KoDkr AanHdka Aacr` krna hE mereko.Aahaha... xuH SpÚta, Ae sMyGdxRn huAa, Anuwv huAa, to p` (pU Rta nhÄ) _sIkaAacr` krneka to hÒ Aacr` huAa nhÄ AHdr, cairƒ huAa nhÄ, ÝTyaQyan lena hE.ÝTyaQyan nam ragka Awav hokr &an Sv$p &anmeH rmeH AEsI dxa hÒ hu{ nhÄ,Aahahaha... Aohoho¦ sHtoAe to Am<t reDya Ke. Aahaha¦ kya kha? rag xrIraidseiwNn wgvan AaTma AnuwvmeH Aaya ke &ananHd mEH huH, AEsa smikt dxRn huAa, KtHeragka hÒ Aacr` pyaRymeH hE, Ae du:q$p Aacr` hE, Ae Apna Sv$pka Aacr`ka{CKuk puruØ pUKta hE. Aahahaha...


471}lok - r8smiktI &anI, AnuwvI Ae wI Apna Sv$pka Aacr` Ae!le iS=rta krna

ÝTyaQyan krna cairƒ nhÄ hE. pyaRymeH rag hE, du:q hE, AÝTyaQyan hE, Av‡twav hE,Aahaha... Aahahaha... Aapko Apnese Ônkr &an ne ]âa dohI huAa, sMyG&an wIhuAa sMyGdxRn wI huAa. hve _sIka Aacr` krneka hÒ _smeH cairƒ nhÄ, AcairƒwavhE, AÝTyaQyanwav hE, ÝTyaQyan nhÄ. Sv$pmeH @rna ragko tjkr KoDkr inrakr`krke Apne Sv$pmeH rmna Ae nhÄ. Aahaha... to Ae pUKta hE smiktI pUKta hE \m±Òvse AnuwvI hE ye pUKte hE. Aahaha... _g‡ puruØa=R krna hE ne? {s AaTmaramko ANyãVyoka ÝTyaQyan Tyagna Ae kya hE p‡wu? Aekta to tU! g{ hE, hmko AaTmaka &anhuAa p` ragka Tyag hmeH nhÄ to ragka Tyag iks trhse hota hE?

- ivxeØ khega. (]ota:- p‡ma` vcn guÌdev)

Ývcn nH. 97 }lok - 28 ga=a - 34wadrva vd-14 ta. 1-10-78 sH.2p04

smysar, teƒIs ga=anuH Aaiqr Ke ne? vHca{ gyuH Ke p` frIne, “{s Ýkar AeA&anI Òv TyaH=I hE ne? A&anI Òv AnaidkalIn mohke sHtanse” im+ya]âa AneragäeØ mohna sHtanse inruipt AaTma A=va te$pe mannevala AaTma A=va A&anI.“Ae AaTma ne xrIrna AekTv sHSkar” wgvan &ayk cEtNy SvwavI &ayk svR&Sv$pI Ýwu, _skI sa= xrIr kmR ne kmRna inim¿nI _pai\, xuwAxuwwav Aaid,“_ska AekTv sHSkarse ATyHt AÝitbuâ =a” ATyHt A&anI =a. Apna Sv$p kya hE,gu kya hE, pyaRy kya hE, rag kya hE, pr kya hE, yh iblkul Ônte nhÄ. Aaha¦

(]ota:- b\ay Òvo Aeva Ke) b\ay Òvo Ae rIte j Ke Anaidse. Aahahaha¦svR& SvwavI &ayknuH AiStTv, mojUdgI cIj hE _sko n Ônkr puNy ne papna ragaidwav Ane kmR ne xrIraid ye mera hE AEsa sHSkar, mera AanHd ne &an hE Ae sHSkar nhÄ,Aahahaha¦ rag ne pu~y ne papna ivkLp Ae mera hE AEsa AekTv sHSkar, Ae kar eATyHt AÝitbuâ =a. Aahahaha¦

Ae Ab tÀv&anSv$p ßyoitke Ýg!$p _dy honese, Ýwu tuH to rag Ane xrIrseiwNn hE ne na=¦ Aahaha... terI cIjmeH to AnHt &an, AnHt AanHd, AnHt xaHit pUr`pDI hE ne Ýwu¦ tuH ragse Ane xrIrse iwNn hE Aem sHtoAe Ôher kyÈ. Aahahaha¦ _skoTyare _sko AHtrmeH Ôkr AaTma &ayk Sv$p cEtNyibHb rag ne pu~yna ivkLpnIdu:qdxase iwNn, AanHdSv$p Ýwu. Aahahaha... AEsa tÀv&an wan huAa, sMyGdxRnhuAa. tÀv &anSv$p ßyoit, cEtNy ßyoit Ýg! hu{. Aahahaha¦ je pu~y ne pap neragaidna sHSkar mera hE, AEsa Ýg! =a, _ske S=anmeH wgvan ragse iwNn merI cIjhE, AEsa tÀv&anka Sv$p Ýg! huAa. Aahaha¦


472 smysar isiâ wag-2neƒke ivkarkI waHit, AaHqmaH jem xuH khevay Ke? (pIilya) pIzIya Amare kmzo

khe Ke kmzane kar e Ôe sfed cIj wI pIzI idqtI =I, Ae ivkar nax honese, tb veßyÇka TyÇ y=a=R idqa{ dene lge, jEsI cIj =I vEsI deqne lge, AaHqka ivkar naxhonese, AEse Ae to ¹ÚaHt “Ýg! samaNy Aavr` kmR wlI waHit _FD Ônese”.Aahaha¦ Ae _FDI Ôy Ke Ane nax =ay Ke. kmÈke wlIwaHit _FD Ônese Ýitbuâ hogya, AekTvbuiâka nax huAa Ae kmRka =a. Aahaha... AEsa AaTma Ýg! tÀv&anseÝg! huAa, meH to AanHd ne &an huH, meremeH ALp&ta hI nhÄ AaEr ragaid mEH nhÄ AEsaAnuwv ¹iÚmeH Aaya. hE? Ýitbuâ ho gya, &anI ho gya. sMyG¹iÚ huAa. Aahaha¦AaEr saÙatŸ ãÚa Aapko Apnese Ônkr saÙatŸ Ýwu to deqnevala ãÚa hE, ragaid prcIj to ¹Xy hE, meH to ãÚa huH. ragaid xrIraid pr cIj to &ey hE, mEH to &ata huH. Aahaha¦Aapko Apnese hI Ônkr, deqo waØa, wgvan &anSv$p AanHdSv$p Ýwu, AapApneko Apnese, Apneko Apnese ApnI &an AanHdnI pyaRyse Apneko Ôna. Aahahaha¦ragse AaTma ÔnnemeH Aata hE AEsa AaTma hE hI nhÄ Aem khte hE. Ae Apnese wgvan&an Ývah \‡uv Ae _pr ¹iÚ krnese Ôe &ankI pyaRy inmRz hu{ Ae äara Apneko ApneseÔna. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- [iNãy&an Ane mn:pyRy&annuH xuH?) Ae bhar gyuH dUr.[iNãy&an Ane xaÏ&an Ae b\a dUr rhI gya. AavI vat Ke Ýwu.

Aapko Apnese hI Ônkr, Apna Sv$p Ôna, &ankI sa=meH Ôe rag wI bakIhE du:q, vo wI &ane Ôna. phele to _sko wI nhÄ Ônte =e AaEr Apneko wI nhÄ Ônte=e. Aahahaha¦ Aapko Apnese Ônkr Apna &ananHd Svwav mEH huH AEsa Ôna AaEr_smeH ragaid bakI hE. du:q$p hE iwNn ho gya p` AiS=rta bakI rhI g{. Aahahaha¦to sMyG&anI Òv, sMyG¹iÚÒv, Apneko Apne$pe Ôna, &ankI pyaRy AanHdkI pyaRyhu{ _sko Ae pyaRy$pe Ôna AaEr rag bakI rha Ae du:q$p hE _sko wI Ôna. Aahaha¦meremeH hÒ du:qka Tyag nhÄ, (]ota:- vedn qruH ke nhÄ) vedn hE ne Ýwu Ae ma!e to khtehE. sMyG¹iÚko du:qka vedn hE Aem Ôna, mEH AaTma huH AEsa AanHdka wI vedn Aaya, AaErsa=meH ragäeØ piràm hE Av‡twav, ATyagwav, du:qwav _sko vednmeH mere Aaya, AewI Ôna. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

mne svarmaH ]Ik<*`kI bat Aaje Aa{ =I bhot. tI=Åkrna AaTma hE vo to]Ik<*` tI=Åkrno Òv Ke. Aahahaha¦ wgvanke vqtmeH _sko AaTm&an huAa =a,sMyGdxRn huAa =a. nemna= wgvanna vqtmaH, Aahaha... wan huAa =a mEH to AaTmahuH Ane Ae to wiv*yme tI=Åkr honevala hE, terma tI=Åkr AagamI covIsImaH, wgvanhonevala hE. p` phele (injka) wan huAa. Aahahaha... Ane jb, ßyare äarkangrIszge Ke sonana g# ne rtnna kaHgra devtaAe bnaVya. Ae laqo rajk¡maro laqoraÌAo Ae äarka szgI AemaH sDsDsD sDsD bzdev, vasudev mhapuruØo, _¿m puruØoAe paÌna ihloza naqe Ke @arva Ae paÌ Gyastel bn Ôte hE. (]ota:- te id' to


473GyastelnI xo\ nhotI ={) xo\ nhÄ =I p`. GyastelnI (jem) baze AEsI takathotI hE panImeH, jb panI Gyastel AHdrmeH hota hE n kUvameH paÌna @eka e Gyastel hoyKe Aem paÌna Gyastel ho gya. Aahahaha¦

Ae laqo raÌAo Ane laqo rajkumaro bze, Are mne bcavo re bcavo wa{iptaÒ mne bcavo, ko` bcave? Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- guÌ bcave) Ae to AHtrmaHxr`maH Ôy to AaTma bcave, bakI ko{ nhÄ. Aahaha. Ae wa{ szge Ke. Aahaha¦(äarka), mabapne r=maH besaDI bhar ka#te hE mabapne to inkazIAe. Aahaha...bzdev ne vasudev bzdnI pe@e r=ne haHke (Ke) iptaÒ mataÒ be@e hE, ßyaH äarkana KeLlaäar Aaya drvaÔ _prse hukm Aaya SvgRse devka, KoD do inkalna. tera ma bap nhÄbce, KoD do, Ae wa{ Ae rag KoD dete hE mata iptaka Aam szgte hE, bzte hE.Aahahaha¦ Ae &anI \maRTma hE. Aahahaha¦ p` rag Aata hE, rag hE ne? AiS=rtakarag hÒ du:q hE Aa matane deqIne. Arrr¦

Ae bzdevne k<*` khe Ke, wa{ jenI Aa@ hÔr dev seva krte =e. Aahahaha... Aedev ÉãH gya? jene raÔAo hÔro camr #azte =e, Aahahaha¦ wa{ Aap e ÉãH j{xuH]I k<*` khe Ke. bzdev khe Ke wa{ Aap e paHDv pase j{Ae. wa{ Aap e paHDvnedexinkal ikya hE ne? wle dexinkal ikya (p`) Ae sßjn Ke Aap e TyaH j{Ae.Aahaha... Aa to svR&=I isâ =yelI vStu Ke. rStamaH Ôy Ke TyaH t<Øa lage Ke.tI=Åkrno Òv Ane AaTm&anI. Aahahaha¦ Ae t<Øa lage Ke, wa{ Ae kaEsHbI vnmaH pgwrI xkto n=I wa{ huH, mne t<*aa bhu lagI Ke hve huH pgno Dg nhÄ wrI xkuH. Aahaha¦wa{ tme AhÄ rho, huH paÌ lavuH bzdev khe Ke. TyaH lo!a-lo!a ÉãH hta TyaH? vDnapanne wegaH krI szI naqIne lo!a jEsa bnaya, boH¿er kzana Ô`nar bzdev paÌleva gye, k<*` AhÄ sote =e mha _¿mpuruØ hE pgmaH pÍmÌ hE pgmaH, _ska wa{ barvrsse vnmaH rhete =e jrtkumar, wgvane kha =a ik Aa jrtkumarke kar` k<*`ka xrIrpD Ôyega, bar vrs su\I bhar rhe Ae Ô e ke Aa hr` hE, Aam nÒk Aave TyaH ÝwuAap yhaH khaHse, meH bar bar vrsse jHglmaH rhte =e. Aa kya? Aahahaha¦ rove Ke,wa{ tuH caLyo Ô AhÄ=I bapu bzdev hmàH Aavxe to tne marxe. wa{, huH khaH Ôë,kaEStuwmi` Ke bhu ikHmtI AbÔe AbÔe AbÔe $pIyanI ikHmtna AbÔemeH n imleAEsI, vasudev Ke ne _¿m puruØ Ke ne Aa l{ne paHDvo pase Ô, btavje tne raqxe.Aahahaha¦ Ae Ôy Ke ne ßyaH bzdev Aave Ke Ae TyaH, TyaH deh KU!I Ôy Ke. Aahahaha¦

Ae trse trfDe iƒkmo nhÄ ko{ paÌno panar Ae sßÔy AavtI Amare dukanevaHcta ne ßyare trse trfDe iƒkmo, smiktI &anI AanHdmeH rhnevala p` hÒ ragnoTyag n=I AiS=rtano, Ae!le... Aahahaha... nhÄ ko{ paÌno panar re, shÔnHdI reAaTma, sUto khÄ iniüHt re, moh tà re rÌya wme, Ôg Ôg mitvHt re, Aa sßÔyAavtI Amare car sßÔymaza hE ¬etaMbrmaH to AekAekmaH bso A#Iso }lok Aave.

}lok - r8


474 smysar isiâ wag-2hme inv<it =I, iptaÒnI dukan =I, Ko!I ëmrmeH sb A#ar AogÌs vrse hm to Aaj krta hta. vepar wI krte =e. Aahahaha¦ Aahaha. “Ôg Ôg mtIvHt luH!e jgtnajHt” Aa lUH!ara \ute Ke tne Aa marI bayDI ne Aa maro Kokro ne huH taro bap.Aahahaha¦ “naHqI vaHk AnHt” pr~ya'ta xuH kam Tyare j¡van AvS=amaH mne pr~yato FrDane pr`vI'tI ne wogno Tyag kro Ko to. Aahahaha¦ “naqI vaHk AnHt ivrlako{ _grHt”. Aahaha¦

Ae xaHitna= wgvan ßyare dIiÙt =ay Ke cÊvt±, kamdev, tI=Åkr KNnuHye hÔrÏIAo AekAek ÏInI hÔr dev seva kre TyaH Aene vEraGy =ay Ke, hve AhÄ ÝTyaQyannIvat cale Kee ne? AaTm&an to hE, sMyGdxRn to hE, Aahahaha¦ hve ragna TyagnI vat,rag hE, hÒ du:q hE QyalmeH Aaya hE sb &anIko, hve Ae ragka Tyag krneka wav Aaya.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? jHglmeH Ôte hE to raÌyÇ AatI hE AaEr JH!Iya ta`tI hE(vaz), he SƒIAomeH rha =a, vo tuMhare kar e nhÄ rha =a. mEH ragke kar` mEH rha =a,mEH smiktI huH, &anI huH p` meremeH rag =a meremeH du:q =a, mere qbr hE wa{. Aahaha... hEraÌAo Ae mera rag mr gya hve, hve tum mereko llca nhÄ sktI, KoD de, clI Ô mEHto AaTmake AanHdmeH Ôta huH. Aahaha... sMyGdxRn to hE, tIn &an hE, Aahahaha... pÀHdr ragka wav pu~y papka wav du:q$p =a, Ae ÔnnmeH =a ke mere du:q hE mere AanHd{tna nhÄ Aaya, jEsa pU aRnHdka na= wgvan _ska AvlHbnse pU aRnHd hona cahIAeAe mEHremeH nhÄ hE, Aahahaha... mEremeH to ALp AanHd Aaya AaEr sa=meH du:q wI mere idqtehE vednmeH, Aahaha... AEsa Òv Ae to tI=Åkr =a AenI to vat kyaH krvI, p` AEsa ÒvApneko Ônkr AaEr ]âan krke, Aahahaha¦ _sIka Aacr` krneka {CKuk vo ÔntehE ke meremeH hÒ ragäeØ pu~y papka du:q$pka Aacr` mEremeH he, to hve Ae SvwavkaAacr` krneka kamI smiktI, Aahahaha... b\uH xUNy lage pKI Aene, maro na=wgvan AanHd=I wrelo TyaH meH Ôë. Aa ragaid pu~y papka wogka wav Ae du:q$pmere vednmeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae _sIka Aacr`, ragka, pu~ywavka Aacr` =aAwI, &anI smiktIko wI, Aahahaha... {tna xuwAxuwwavka Aacr`, du:q$pmyvednmeH Aata hE, to hve Ae khte hE, smiktI &anI, Aahahaha... Aacr` krneka {CKuk,mera AanHdka na=meH mEH rmuH Ae Aacr` krneka kamI. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?sMyG¹iÚ hE, sMyG&an huAa hE, Anuwv huAa Ae {CKa krte hE guÌ pase Ôkr.Aahahaha... AnuwvI hE, &anI hE, ragka AaEr AanHdka vednvala hE, Ae Apna Sv$pkaAacr` krneka {CKuk, Aaha¦ pa@meH hE ne “cEvanucirtkuma:” sHSk<tmaH hE kam. maroÝwu AanHd Sv$pmeH mere wan huAa hE meH mera AanHdmeH rmneka Aacr`ka AiwlaØI huAahuH. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? inj pd rmeH so ram khIAe, Aahaha... AanHdka na=meHrmnekI {CKa Ýwu mere hu{ hE. Aahaha... Aatmram¦ AanHdna ihLloze Julto to,Aahahaha... meremeH ye rag ne äeØka du:q hE Ae mere Aacr`meH hE Av‡tka wav, hve meH to


475mera Sv$pka Aacr` krneka AiwlaØI huH p‡wu. Aa sMyG¹iÚ &anI tIn &anka F`IwI AEsI (wavna wate hE.) Aahahaha...

Aa _sIka Aacr` meH AanHd Ýwu, svR& Sv$pI AnHt AanHdna na= Sv$pI mEH,AEsa mere &an huAa, Anuwv huAa, wan huAa, p` mera hÒ Aacr`meH rag Ane äeØkaAacr` hE ye du:qka Aacr` hE mere Ýwu, to mere hve mera AanHdka Aacr` krneka mEHAiwlaØI, Ae du:qka Aacr`ka du:qko KoDneka Tyagneka mEH AiwlaØI hota huAapUKta hE, Aahahaha... hE? sMykŸ¹iÚ, &anI \maRTmakae pUKte hE, Aohoho¦ Ae!lo toivny Ke. kamI to hE {CKa to hE. {CKa _Tpþ hu{, ivkLp to hE, Aahaha¦ AaEr guÌkoivny krte hE vo wI ivkLp hE, rag hE, du:q hE, Aahahaha... Ae Apna Aacr` krneka{CKuk hota huAa, _sIka nam ijnkI ]âa &an AaTmaka huAa, _ska Aacr` krnekaAiwlaØI, hve A=aRtŸ ApnI pyaRymeH rag ne äe*aka Aacr` xuwAxuwka hE. Av‡twavhE, ATyagwav hE, ATyagwavka vedn hE, Aahaha¦ Ae mera Sv$pka Aacr` krnekamEH AiwlaØI guÌko pUKte hE. Aahaha... Aela sMyGdxRn huAa, sMyG&an huAa to tereto sb qbr hEH, haE. s¿r A#ar ga=amaH Aate hE ne? sMyGdxRn huAa mEH AaTma AanHdhuH to Ae ]âameH AEsa Aaya ik mEH _smeH Aacr` kruHga to kmRka nax hoga, AEsI ]âameHAaya hE, 17-18 ga=amaH smysar _smeH AEsa Aaya hE.

wgvan AaTma AanHd ne &anSv$pka wan huAa. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? hveAe AHdrmeH Ôneka AiwlaØI Sv$pmeH rm` krneka, Aaha... to Ae \m± smiktI Òvmuinko pUKte hE, ]âameH to Aaya hE, ik mEH ijtna Sv$pmeH rmuHga AHdrmeH {tna AxuâtakakmRka nax hoga. AEsI to sMyGdxRnmeH ]âameH Aa gya hE, Ae 17-18 ga=amaH hE.smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

marg to j¡Ao, Aahahaha... merI cIj, mEH xuâ cEtNy huH, AtIiNãy ApirimtsvR& SvwavI, &ayk SvwavI kho, svR& SvwavI kho, “&” SvwavI kho, &anSvwavI Akela AaTma, AEsa mereko wan huAa hE, p` Ýwu mere Aacr`meH rag ne pu~ypapka Aacr` hÒ pyaRymeH hE, Av‡twav, ATyagwav hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha...Ae mere Sv$pka Aacr` krneka mEH AiwlaØI huH Ane Aa ragaidka du:qka Aacr`KoDneka mEH AiwlaØI p‡wu huH. Aahaha¦ Ae pUKta hE to ivkLp hE ne? balcHdÒ¦ ga=abhot ACKI Aa g{ hE. Aahahaha... AanHdno na= ÔgIne é@e Ke AHdr=I, Aahaha...Tyare Aem khe Ke, ke Ýwu mare to hve mera Sv$pka Aacr` krneka mEH kamI huH, merI pyaRymeHATyagwav wogwav-ragwav, papwav, pu~ywav _ska merI pyaRymeH Av‡tka Aacr`hE. du:qka Aacr e hE ye mera &anmeH Aaya hE, merI ÝtItmeH Aaya hE, &anmeH Aaya hE, p`hve mEH to mera Sv$pmeH Aacr` krneka kamI huH. Aahahaha¦

kho Ùaiyk smiktI hoy, Aahahaha... ]ei`k raÔ Ùaiyk smiktI Aahaha... p`m<Tyukaze deh KoDneka rag Aa gya, AapFat ikya, KtaH smiktmaH doØ nhÄ, AaEr Ae

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476 smysar isiâ wag-2smye tI=Åkr goƒ baH\e AemaH fer nhÄ, Aahahaha... Aeva ]ei`k raÔ AhÄya tI=Åkr=vana wiv*ymaH, Are re¦ tI=Åkrna Òvne p` Aa dxa? Aahaha¦ sMyGdxRn hE,sMyG&an hE, Aohohoho¦ lDka bcaneko Aata hE iptaÒko, mEHne jelmeH naQya merI bDIwUl hu{, mataÒAe mne cetaVyo, wa{ tera jNm huAa tb mEHne kcreke #ermeH tereko naqidya =a, TyaH iptaÒ AaVya mereko pUKya bazk É˜aH gya? mEHne naq idya hE, Arere¦naq kyuH idya Ae mere pe!meH Aaya =a tb mere spna Aata =a ke Aapka kazÔ qaë Aekar` mEHne bazkko KoD idya. Are¦ Aahahaha¦ Ae _krDe=I bazkne l{ Aave Kerajkumar (ko). Aahahaha¦ kukDa-kukDa hota hE ne kukDa caHc mare Ke xrIr ku u rajkumarnuH,pIDa pIDa pIDa TyaH ]e Ik Ôy Ke Ane _paDI le Ke. wa{¦ tera bape Ae ikya =a ne _skoteH jelmeH naQya raj krnekae? Are mata merI bDI wUl hu{, mere qbr nhÄ, huH iptaÒkojelmeHse inkalneko Ôta huH, ha=maH brKI leke gye Ane vo (]ei`k) Ône ke Aa mnemarne Aaya, hE smiktI &anI, Ùaiyk smiktI, tI=Åkrka Òv, tI=Åkr honevala,Aahahaha... Aene deh KU!neka (smye) hIra cUs ilya mrneko. Ae wav kEsa hE pap hEke nhÄ? pap to Aaya hE, vednmeH pap hE, Aahahaha... p` sMyGdxRnmeH doØ nhÄ.Aahahaha¦

Ae AhÄya khete hE. Aahahaha... xuH Ýwuno marg? xuH vItragno pH=? mEH to meravItrag Sv$p wgvan mereko _ska &an huAa hE, vtRman pyaRy inmRz hu{ hE _ska&an huAa hE AaEr vtRman sa=meH du:qkI dxa Av‡t ATyagka wav hE, Ae du:qka &anwI mere huAa hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? marg bapu¦ AlaEikk hE ko{, Aahaha... Ae{CKuk hota huAa pUKta hE ÔeyuH, hve ragka du:qka Tyag nhÄ ikya, yhaH to Sv$pkaAacr` krneka {CKuk hota hE AEsa xBd ilya hE wa{, ragka ATyag hE _ska mEH TyagkruH AEsa xBd n ilya mEH to mera Sv$p, Aahahaha... kya kha? smßmeH Aaya? meH ragkaTyag krneka {CKuk AEsa n ilya, (]ota:- AiSt=I Ke) AiStse ilqa hE. p` meH toSv$pka Aacr` krneka {CKuk huH. sMyG¹iÚ hE, sMyG&anI hE, Svno Anuwv hE, sb&an huAa hE, Aahaha... to mere Ýwu, mera AanHdka na=ka Aacr`, ALp Aacr` huAahE, p` ivxeØ Aacr` nhÄ, ATyagwav hÒ meremeH hE, to mEH mera Sv$pmeH Aacr`krneka {CKuk, Aahahaha... Ae pUKta hE, j¡Ao to xElI to j¡Ao. Aahahaha¦

Are jgtneH sTy mze nhÄ saHwzva Ae É˜are smje Ýwu Ane Aa wv AekAeksmy caLyo Ôy Ke jeno kaEStuwmi`nI ikHmt=I p` Aek smynI ikHmt ikHmtI Ke.mnu*ywv _smeH Aa Ôe n ikya to _sne kaH{ nhÄ ikya, Aahaha... yhaH to sMyGdxRnhuAa AaEr sMykŸ&an huAa AaEr wvka nax huAa AnHtka, AnHtka huAa, p` hÒ =oDaragka ATyagwav hE, ragka Aacr` hE to Ýwu guÌ pase Ôte hE. Ýwu p` Aapne tosb &an hE ne smikt hE AaEr pUKte hE hmko? ivnyse pUKte hE. (guÌ bole) tumko tosMyGdxRn hE to Qyal hE ke Sv$pmaH @ruHga tb ragka Tyag hoga, Ae to tmne qbr


477hE. hE, p` mEH to Ýwu... Aahaha... Aahaha... Aeva Aacr` krneka {CKuk, _sIka Aacr`krneka {CKuk, ragka Tyag krneka {CKuk AEsa n ilya. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

maro AanHdno na= AtIiNãy Ýwu sagr {ska mere &an huAa hE ÝtIt hu{Anuwv huAa hE p` mere Aacr`meH kmI hE to mera Sv$pmeH Aacr` krneka mEH kamIAiwlaØI huH. Aahaha... hE to ivkLp, Aahaha... guÌ pase mha sHt muin pase khte hEÝwu. Aap smiktI hE &anI hE sb Ônte hE, meH Ônta huH Ýwu p` merI wavna hve AHtrSv$pmeH rmnekI hu{ hE, merI pyaRymeH Aacr`ka ragäeØ du:q hE. mereH QyalmeH Aa gya hEp` mEH hve to mera Sv$pmeH Aacr` krneka AiwlaØI huH. Aahahaha¦

{s AaTmaramko hE, pUKta hE ik, {s AaTmaramko, Aatmram Ýwu cEtNynabagmaH rmte hE AaTma, Aaha... Aevo AaTma. Aatmram jem bagmaH fUl hoy, fUlJaDmeH sugH\ dete hE, Aem wgvanmaH AnHt gu hE Ae AatmbagmeH AaTma &anI AHtrrmte hE Aatmram Aahaha... Ae AaTmaramko ANy ãVyoHka Tyagna kya hE Ýwu? mEH meraAacr` krneka AiwlaØI, p` hve ragka mEH Tyag kruH? hE? ãVyoka ÝTyaQyan Tyagkya hE? Aahahaha... AavI vatuH Ke bapa¦ Aa to mha wgvan ƒ` lokno na=tI=ÅkrnI vaÌ Ane Ae [Não sUne, AekavtarI [Não, AekwvtarI [Não, xÊeNã hE, dev hETyaH=I mnu*y hokr moÙ Ônevala hE, Ae smiktI hE. xÊeNã hE su\mR devlok Ae {Nã ßyareswameH Aate hE Ane wgvan Aa vat krte hEH. Ae kevI vat hxe? (]ota:- AlaEikk)Aahahaha... wVyna waGyna yoge wgvannI vaÌ nIkztI hE. Aate hE ne, wiv wagnÔeg.

wa{ AaHhI to AHtrnI vatuH Ke na=. Aahaha¦ sMyGdxRn huAa, sMyG&an huAa,Anuwv huAa, to wI _sko hve Sv$pka Aacr` krneka AiwlaØI, yhaH merI pyaRymeHragäeØka du:qka Aacr` hE Ýwu, to hve to mEH AanHdka Aacr` krneka {CKuk, Ae ragAne du:qka Tyag kEse hota hE? &an to hE p` iS=rta ma!e ÝÆ krta hE. Aahahaha...{s AaTmaramko ANy ãVyoka ÝTyaQyan, ragAaidka Tyag, rag Ae to ANy ãVy hEne? du:qkI dxa ApnemeH hE p` hE to prvStu Ae ApnI cIj nhÄ. Aahahaha... Aa lokosMyGdxRn ivna p‡TyaQyan kre Ae to ÝTyaQyan hE hI nhÄ Ae to A&an hE sb. AejeNtIwa{¦ Aa xuH tmara b\aye kyuÅ ATyar su\I? hmàH Aemna wƒIÔAe kyaR'taneAa@ _pvas, muHgaAe AaVya'tane AhÄya tme xuH kyuÅ'tuH Aa@ _pvas ke ds? Aa@ -jmaDyuH' tuH ne. p` AaHhI Ae nhÄ bapu. Aahaha¦ Ae AaTm&an ivnano Tyag Ae TyaghE nhÄ. Ae to im+yaTv wav AHdr hE. (]ota:- Ae \mRno Tyag n =yo) Svwavka TyaghuAa. ragkI iÊya krte hE Ane mEH \mR krta huH Ae to Svwavka Tyag huAa.

Aahaha... kho Ko!awa{¦ AavI vat Ke Aa. klk¿amaH ÉãHy mze AevuH n=I b\eyrqDvana rSta, Aa lokone te=I AekaHt lage Ke Ae!le ibcara ivro\ kre Ke. to p`hmàH bhu =yuH klk¿a=I kagz AaVyo wa{ gya'tane &ancHdÒ, pa!ÌÒ¦ &ancHdÒ

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478 smysar isiâ wag-2gya'ta, to kagz AaVyo loko (VyaQyanmaH) bhu Aavta'ta Ane ivro\IAone p`jrI'k Ùmano wav, AmarI wUl htI wa{ b\aAe Ùma krI klk¿amaH Ane AjmermaH,AjmermaH to kwI pcas vrsmeH AEsa nhÄ huAa =a. hukmIcHdÒ gye hukmIcHdÒ ATyarebhu Ùyopxm bhot. loko khe AEsI bat hmeH pcas vrsmeH nhÄ sUnI {tnI ma`skIwID Ajmer nhÄ to TyaH to wagcHdÒ SvamI jrI muinwgt tÀvka ivro\ kre, p` Aeemane ke AmarI ¹iÚ brabr Ke, p` vo wI sb ma`s smate nhÄ, _sne wI kha AEsIbat hmeH sUnI nhÄ, pcas vØRmeH AjmermeH AEsI bat hmne nhÄ sUnI, pƒ Aaya hE kl.Aahaha¦ htI É˜aH vStu É˜aH htI? Aa to AhÄyase nIkZya pKI bat hE. Aahaha... p`{tna nrm ={ne AEsa nhÄ to Ajmer to AaquH gam lgwg Amuk wjnmHDzI keAeva ko{ ko{ ÝemI punmcHd phaiDya Kokra Ke, be wa{ bhu Ae ÝemI Ke Aeva hxe =oDa,bakI ATyare to Ae!lo rs ÔgI gyo ke ixÙ` ixibr kro AhÄya pcIs hÔr $pIyainkala ixÙ` ixibr Aa Ôtka ixÙ`, Aahaha¦ jgtna waGy hE ne? AevI Aa vStuÝwu¦ Aa ixÙ` ixibr Ae dUsrI ÔtkI hE. Aahahaha... AaTm&an ivna sMyGdxRn ivnaje Aa Apvas ne Tyag ne Aem mane ke Ame Apvas kyÈ Ae to b\o im+yaTv h@wavhE. (]ota:- guÌ tene lHFn khe Ke) Aene lHFn j khe Ke. ivØy kØay Aaharo Tyago,“jtn ivjyte Tyage jt ivjyte _vases &eym” ragno Tyag, {CKano Tyag Aaid,Aahaha... Ae Tyag hoy TyaH _pvas hoy TyaH AaTma sHg vse _pvase, xeØm lHFnm,xe*a laHF` hE. Aahahaha¦ vStu Sv$p AEsa hE. Aahaha¦ ke!lI vat mUkI Ke wa{¦Sv$pnuH &an huAa, Anuwv huAa, &an huAa, Ae ÝÆ krte hE mere Sv$pmeH Aacr` krnekameH kamI huH. Aahaha... merI pyaRymeH rag ne äEØka ATyag$pI du:qka vedn hE. Aahaha...sMyG¹iÚ &anI Ae Ýwu Ae vednka Tyag mera Sv$pmeH Aacr` krneka AiwlaØI Aedu:qka vednka Tyag kya hE? Ônte hE p` guÌ pas ivnyse. Aahahaha¦ nm‡ta hE ne?Aahahaha..

· vEraGy to tene khIye ke pr trf=I qsIne je AHdrnImhas¿a trf #Zyo Ke, pu~y-pap=I Ane pyaRy=I p` qsIneAHdrmaH jvuH te vEraGy Ke. jene ragmaH rhevuH go@tuH n=I, prãVymaHA!kvuH gmtuH n=I Ane je pyaRy Ýg!I Ae!lamaH j rhevuH p`jene go@tuH n=I, \‡uv pa! pDI Ke AHdrmaH, AemaH jene jvuH Ke. Aeneto pyaRymaH rhevuH p` go@tuH n=I.


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ga=a - 34

sVve wave jMha pŠÉqa{ pre i¿ àdU H.tMha pŠÉqa H à H i`yma mu edVvH.. 34..

svaRnŸ wavanŸ ySmaTÝTyaQyait prainit &aTva.tSmaTÝTyaQyanH &anH inymatŸ &atVymŸ.. 34..

yto ih ãVyaNtrSvwavwaivno½Nyaniqlanip wavanŸ wgvß&at<ãVyHSvSvwavwavaVyaPytya prTven &aTva ÝTyacÚe, tto y Ov pUvÅ janait s OvpXcaTÝTyacÚe, n punrNy [TyaTmin iniüTy ÝTyaQyansmye ÝTyaQyeyopai\maœaÝvitRt-ktR<TvVypdexTve½ip prma=eRnaVypdeXy&anSvwavadÝCyvnatŸ ÝTyaQyanH &anmeveTynuwv-nIymŸ.

saE wavne pr ÔÌne pcqa` wavonuH kre,te=I inym=I Ô`vuH ke &an ÝTyaQyan Ke. 34.

ga=a=R:- (ySmatŸ) je=I (svaRnŸ wavanŸ) ;potana isvay svR pda=È(pranŸ) pr Ke' ([it &aTva) Aem ÔÌne (ÝTyaQyait) ÝTyaQyan kre Ke-Tyage Ke, (tSmatŸ) te=I, (ÝTyaQyanH) ÝTyaQyan (&anH) &an j Ke (inymatŸ)Aem inym=I (&atVymŸ) Ô`vuH. potana &anmaH Tyag$p AvS=a te j ÝTyaQyanKe, bIj¡H kaH{ n=I.

!Ika:-Aa wgvan &ata-ãVy (AaTma) Ke te ANyãVyna Svwav=I =taANy smSt prwavone, teAo potana Svwavwav vDe nih Vyaº hova=I prp eÔÌne, Tyage Ke te=I je phelaH Ô e Ke te j pKI Tyage Ke, bIÔe to ko{ Tyagnarn=I-Aem AaTmamaH inüy krIne, ÝTyaQyanna (Tyagna) smye ÝTyaQyankrvayoGy je prwav tenI _pai\maƒ=I ÝvteRluH Tyagna ktaRpànuH nam (AaTmane)hova KtaH p`, prma=R=I ÔevamaH Aave to prwavna TyagktaRpànuH nam potanen=I, pote to Ae nam=I riht Ke kar` ke &anSvwav=I pote KU!yo n=I, ma!eÝTyaQyan &an j Ke-Aem Anuwv krvo.

wava=R:-AaTmane prwavna TyagnuH ktaRp uH Ke te nammaƒ Ke. pote to&anSvwav Ke. prãVyne pr Ô~yuH, pKI prwavnuH g‡h` nih te j Tyag Ke. AerIte, iS=r =yeluH &an te j ÝTyaQyan Ke, &an isvay ko{ bIÔe wav n=I.



Ývcn nH. 97 ga=a - 34{s AaTmaramko ANy ãVyÇka ÝTyaQyan kya hE _sko AacayR {s Ýkar khte hE-

sVve wave jMha pŠÉqa{ pre i¿ àdU H.tMha pŠÉqa H à H i`yma mu edVvH.. 34..

(hirgIt)saE wavne pr ÔÌne pcqa` wavonuH kre,te=I inym=I Ô`vuH ke &an ÝTyaQyan Ke. 34.

Aahaha¦ ga=a=R =oDa l{Ae. ijsse Apnese Aitirkt svR pda=Èka, pr hE AEsaÔnkr rag dya danka, rag wi›ka ivnyka rag Aata hE p` Ônte hE ik Ae pr hE.merI cIj nhÄ, merI pyaRymeH hota hE p` merI cIj nhÄ. Aahahaha... AEsa ÔnkrÝTyaQyan krta hE Tyag krta hE, _sse ÝTyaQyan &an hI hE, A=aRtŸ Ôna ke Aa raghE AEsa Ônkr &anmeH iS=r ho gya vo ÝTyaQyan hE. &an Sv$pI wgvan &anmeH lInho gya Ae ÝTyaQyan hE. Aahaha¦

vat te vat, ƒ` lokna na=nI vaÌ sHto, Ae jgtne Ôher kre Ke, AaDitya={ne Ôher kre Ke. Aaha... Aahahaha¦ Ýwu to Aam khte =e, Ýwuno marg to Aa hE.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? kena gvR krna, kena Aiwman krna, Aaha... yx lena,Aab$ lena ne wa{ kya hE tere? khaH tere Ôna hE na=? Aahaha¦ tera Sv$pka Aacr`krna ye tera yx hE. Aahahaha... Aaha¦ AEsa inymse Ônna.

Apne &anmeH Tyag$p AvS=a hI ÝTyaQyan hE. kya khte hE? wgvan AaTma&anSv$pIka ¹iÚ &an to huAa Anuwv, hve &an &anmeH rhte hE &an &anmeH @rte hE_ska nam ÝTyaQyan hE. Aahaha¦ Aa kaH{ bharna Tyag ikya Ae pcqa` Ae pcqa`nhÄ bapa¦ Ae to A&anwav hE sUn to shI. smjmeH Aaya? ßyaH AaTma &anSv$pIÝwu, AtIiNãy AanHdka na= Ýwu siCcdanHd Ýwu Ae stŸ xa¬t AanHd ne &ankasagr Ýwu Ae ßyaH wanmeH Aaya &an huAa ke mEH to pU aRnHd ne pU R&an Sv$p huH,AEsa Òv Svwav &anmeH iS=r ho Ôta hE, AE ÝTyaQyan hE. Aahahaha¦ Aahahaha...Ae AanHdkI \ara vhI TyaH ivxeØ &an &anmeH iS=r huAa, je &anSv$pka wan =aAHxe Aacr` =a, AHx Aek ]âa =I smikt =a, &an =a Ane AHxe Aacr` wI =a,p` Aa to ivxeØ &anSv$p wgvan AaTmamaH ßyaH lIn huAa AaTmano Aa]ykrke, to Ae &anSv$pI pir`mn AanHd$pI huAa, vo hI ÝTyaQyan hE. Aahahaha... AavuHAa ÝTyaQyan Ke, kho - naEtmwa{ tme to AavuH, saHwZyuH y n hoy, S=ankvasImaH toAa kro ne te kro.(]ota:- saca S=ank vas AHdrmaH hoy ne) Aola to bnav!I AaS=ank AHdr hE wgvan, kale AaVyuH tuH ne S=ayI. S=ayI {it wgvan \‡uvS=an hE, S=an


481hE TyaH vsne, Ae S=ankvasI hE. (]ota:- AoluH to bharnuH) Ae to A&an hE. Aahaha¦Aahaha¦

Apne &anmeH Tyag$p AvS=a A=va Apne &anmeH ragka Awav$p AvS=a,A=aRtŸ AanHdkI _g‡ AvS=a Ae ÝTyaQyan hE. Aahahaha... AhÄ to sMyG¹iÚ &anInep` vedn hE ragka du:qka. Aahaha... ko{ khe ke &anIko du:qka vedn hI nhÄ, Ae ¹iÚim+yaTv hE, Ae kaH{ vStune smßto n=I. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha... Ane du:qka vednkrna Ae tIv‡ kØay hE, Aem khte hE, Ae A&an hE, mUH# hE. Are Kõa gu S=an su\Idu:qka vedn hE, satme wI AbuiâpUvRk du:qka vedn hE, Are dsma tk wI AbuiâpUvRkdu:qka vedn hE. wa{ tne qbr n=I. pU aRnHd ßyaH lg Ýg!e nhÄ TyaH su\I du:qka AHxhE AHdr. Aahaha...Aahahaha... marg bhu (sU"m) - (]ota:- bhu SpÚ coQqo).Aahahaha...

!Ika: - Aa wgvan &ata, waØa deqo, wgvan &ata ¹Úa, &ata ãVy, Aahaha¦Ae Ýwu AaTma to &ayk ãVy hE, svR&, svR& SvwavI ãVy hE Aem n kheta &ayk kha,Aem kheta &an SvwavI &ata kha, Aahahaha... p` wgvan AaTma waØa Aem ilya.Aahaha¦ Aek @eka e bhar vat g{ AaTmako wgvan khte hE ke nhÄ, nhÄ ATyarewgvan n hoy, Are saHwzne Ýwu. bharse Aaya =a ko{, ATyare wgvan n hoy.Are wgvan ƒ ey kaze AaTma to wgvan hI hE. Svwav to _ska wgvan hI hE,pyaRymeH wUl hE, Aahaha... wgvanpà n ho to pyaRymeH wgvanpà Aayega khaHse?kaH{ bharse Aata hE ko{ cIj? ÝaºkI Ýaiº hE, wgvan wg nam AanHd ne &annIl"mI, van nam Aena Sv$p. wgvan &an Ane AanHd l"mIvan Ae AaTma hE.

(]ota:- be p‡karnI l"mI lage Ke) \UznI l"mI Ae to rqDvanI hE marInaqvanI pEsa \Uz, AÒv \Uz ma!I \Uz mEH l"mIvan huH mEH l"mIpit huH- jDpit huH.Aahaha¦ AhÄya to dUsrI vat hE. bapa Ae l"mI to ÉãHy rhI g{ AÒv p` AHdrmeHrag hE _ska mEH SvamI huH Ae wI im+ya¹iÚ hE. vedn hE &anIko, p` Ae merI cIj nhÄ meravednmeH Aata hE, Ae ApeÙa meremEH hE, p` vo merI iƒkazI cIjmeH nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? hve Aek ApeÙaAe AEsa wI kha, dUsrI ApeÙaAe ÝvcnsarmeH ny Ai\karmeHAEsa wI kha ke &anIko AaTm&an huAa, sMykdxRn huAa, _sko wI Ôe rag Aata hE,du:q hota hE, _ska vo SvamI hE. 47 nymeH ilya hE. smjmeH Aaya? kyoHik _skI pyaRymeHhota hE, ko{ prse hota hE ne prmeH hota hE AEsa nhÄ. Aahahaha... smiktI &anI pÀpnI pyaRymeH je du:qkI pyaRy hotI hE, Aa ATyagwavnI _ska wI SvamI to mEH huH.Aahahaha¦ p` _ska hve mEH _ska Aacr` krneka AiwlaØI, Ae SvamIpà merIpyaRymeH ragka hE du:qka, _ska Tyag ÝTyaQyan kEse ho _skI bat ivxeØ khega.


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smysar ga=a-34. ix*y, Apna Sv$p guÌmuqse sUnkr Apna AaTma ragseiwþ hE AEsa AaTmaka Anuwv sMyGdxRn huAa, &ata vStu Ae mEH huH AevI ¹iÚmeH &ata-p`akI ÝtIt ikya, AaTmameH AanHdka AHxka vedn wI Aaya. vo ix*y Aem pUKte hE hve,sMyG¹iÚ hE AnuwvI hE, Aahaha... Ýwu, mere Sv$pka Aacr` iks Ýkar ho, meraSv$pmeH Aacr` sMyGdxRn hE, Anuwv hE, p` hÒ Aacr`meH xuwAxuw rag Aacr`meHpDa hE. smjmeH Aaya? xuwAxuw du:q rag Ae Aacr`meH (hE) ix*y (ko) sMyGdxRnAnuwv hone pr wI ragaid Aacr`meH hE, pyaRymeH ragka pu~yka papka Aacr` hE, AeAem khte hE ke Ýwu mera Sv$p mEHne Ôna _ska Aacr` krneka mEH {CKuk huH, to ÝwuAapko mEH pUKta huH, Aahahaha... sMyG¹iÚ, sMyG&anI wan hE sb to wI Ýwu wgvHtAem khte hE Ýwu mera AaTmaka Aacr` iks Ýkar ho AEse mEH pUKta huH. Aahahaha...

_ska A=R, ke sMyGdxRn Anuwv AanHdka huAa, hone pr wI Sv$pka Aacr`AwI nhÄ hE iS=rta Ôe honI cahIAe Ae nhÄ, Ae kar` ix*yko ÝÆ _@ya Ýwu mne meraAanHdka na= &ata vStu, _smeH Aacr` krneka mEH AiwlaØI huH. Aahahaha... to Aeragaid Aacr`ka Tyag kEse ho? Aahaha... Aam Ke, sMyG¹iÚ hE, AnuwvI hE. Aahaha...Ae p` ApnI pyaRymeH Av‡tka rag-äeØka Aacr` deqkr, Aahaha... merI pyaRymeH p‡wudu:qka Aacr` hE. Aahahaha... Aem sMyG¹iÚ, &anI guÌne khte hE. Aahaha¦ p‡wu¦ toAe mera Sv$pmeH Aacr` hve kEse ho? Ae ragäeØ ne du:qka Aacr` hE _ska TyagAwav kEse ho? Ae mEH pUKta huH Ýwu. Aahaha¦ yhaH to Aem khe ke sMyGdxRn ne &an huAato _sko du:q hE hI nhÄ Ae &an nhÄ, im+ya&an hE. ¹iÚ im+yaTv hE. AavI vatuH AakrIbhu bapu. smjmeH Aaya? kyÇik wgvan AaTma &ataka nmUna sMyGdxRnmeH huAa.Aahaha... smjmeH Aaya? mEH AanHd huH, &an huH, vItrag mUitR mEH Ýwu huH, AEsI pyaRymeHwI vItragI sMyGdxRn, vItragI sMyG&an, xaÏ&an nhÄ vItragI Sv$p Aacr`kaAHx Ýg! huAa hE, Ae hve Apna xuâ Sv$pmeH ivxeØ Aacr` krneka kamI, Aahaha...AaEr rag Ane du:qkI pyaRyka Tyag krneka kamI, prvStuka Tyag- g‡h` AhÄya to hEhI nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? marg bhu wa{. Aahaha¦

ix*yko _¿r dete hE. “yto ih” xBd hE ne wa{? “yto ih” no A=R yh kyÈ Ke ne?yh ;Aa' Aeno A=R Kene? gujratImaH ;Aa' Ke. AamaH Ae A=R to ;ih' no brabr Ke.

“yto ih” sHSk<t Ke ne? “yto ih” sHSk<t hE. yh Ke ne yh-yh sHSk<tmaH “yto ih”34 ga=a !Ika, kya ix*y khte hE, _ska _¿r guÌ kya khte hE. Aahaha¦ yh wgvanAaTma, Aahahaha... Aa wgvan AaTma yh “Aa” AEsI ¹iÚmeH AnuwvmeH to Aaya hE,ÝTyÙ. Aahaha... mit ]ut&an ÝTyÙ hokr, Aa AaTma ÔnnemeH (ix*yko) Aaya hE.


483smjmeH Aaya? yh wgvan AaTma &ata, Aahahaha... guÌ khte hE ke yh wgvanAaTma, Aahaha¦ Aene wgvHt kæuH “wgvHtŸ &at< ãVymŸ” sHSk<t, sHSk<tmeH “yto ih”wgvHtŸ &at< ãVyH, wgvHtŸ &at< ãVyH phelaH xBd “yto ih” ilya sHSk<tmeHse “yh”- pKIAaiqrmeH wgvHtŸ &at<ãVyH sHSk<tmeH hE. Aahaha¦ Aa sHSk<t hE _skI !Ika hE. wgvankuHdkuHdacayRka }lok hE, _skI Am<tcHãacayR !Ika krte hE, _ska Aa ihNdI Anuvad =a, AeAnuvad pIKe gujratI huAa, ihHdI Aap e clte hE AwI. Aahaha... ;yh' Aa &atawgvan &ataãVy, Aahahaha... cahe to SƒI, bazk ho, cahe to puruØ rajkumar ho, AeApna AaTmamaH Aacr` krneka AiwlaØI, Aahaha¦ mera ãVy ;Aa' &ata wgvHtŸ,&ataãVy, njrmeH Aaya. wgvHtŸ &ataãVy, inim¿meH nhÄ ragäeØmeH nhÄ, pyaRymeH nhÄ,Aa to &ata Aa &ata. Aahaha¦ &ataãVy Ae!le AaTma hE yh wgvan &ataãVy ÝwuhE, AavI vatuH Ke. yh-yh wgvan &ata ãVy. yh-yh ANy ãVyke Svwavse honevaleANy smSt prwavoHko, Aahaha... kmRka inim¿se, ApnemeH pyaRymeH honevala ANysmSt prwav xuwAxuwwav Aas‡v ivkarI wav, Aahaha... sMyG¹iÚko wI ivkarIwav Aa pyaRymeH hE Aem btana hE, Ane _sko vedn wI ivkarIka hE, Aaha... to khtehE ke ye ANy ãVyke Svwavse honevale, Ae pu~y ne pap, kam ne Êo\ ivkLpo je hE, AeSvãVyka Svwav nhÄ, pyaRymeH ivwav$p ANy ãVyka inim¿se _Tpþ honevalaivwav hE. smjmeH Aaya?

yh ANy ;Aa' Ae p` ikya hÕ, ;Aa' hE Aem jem Aa hE yh &ata wgvHt ãVyhE, ;yh' ANy ãVyke Svwavse honevala, “hE” Aem khte hE. pyaRymeH, AvS=ameH rag äeØ;Aa' ANy ãVyka inim¿se honevala wav merI pyaRymeH hE. Aahahaha... AavI vatuHAakrI. Are¦ yh ANy ãVyke Svwavse honevale ANy smSt prwavoHko, Aahaha...cahe to tI=Åkrgoƒ baH\e AEsa xuwwav ho, Aaha... p` Ae to ANywav ivwavwavhE. Aahaha... Ae ANy ãVyke Svwavse honevala, ivwavwav AhÄya ãVy Svwav nhÄAem btana hE, pyaRymeH hote hE p` ANyka inim¿ke kar e hota hE, hE ApnI pyaRymeHApne kar`se to Apna Svwav hE. yh ivwav$p pir`mnka kar` hE hÄ nhÄ, yhaH;ih' lena hE ne? vo Svwav je wgvHt &ata ãVy Ôe hE, Ae to hE, {skI pyaRymeH ãVySvwavse pir`mn Ae nhÄ. ANy ãVyka Svwavse ivkarI ivwavwav du:qwav merIpyaRymeH hE. (]ota:- ko` khte hE?) smiktI khte hE. Ae guÌ Aene khete hE. smjmeHAaya?

Ae prwavoHko pu~y ne pap, je wavse SvgR imle, je wavse tI=Åkr Ýk<it bH\e, jewavse Aahark xrIr Aaidka bH\ ho, Ae sb wav, prwav ivwavwav du:qwavAakuzta$p wav hE. Aahahaha... smjmeH Aaya? smSt prwav, AemaH ko{ ba\ nhÄ,ivkLp maƒ cahe to tI=Åkrgoƒka wav ho Ae wI ivkar hE, ivwav hE, du:q hE, Apra\hE, je wavse tI=Åkrgoƒ bH\te hE, ye wav Apra\ hE. ØoDx kar`wavna Ae Aate hE ne,

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484 smysar isiâ wag-2puruØa=R isiâ _paymeH ilya hE, Ae Apra\ hE. Aahahaha¦ Apna yh Svwav nhÄ.Apra\ _Tpþ hota (hE) pyaRymeH Aahaha... Ane Apra\ka bH\ hota hE ne, Apra\sewavbH\ hota hE ne? Apra\ne kar e (bH\ hota hE) inrprai\ Svwavse bH\ (nhÄ)hota hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae ANy smSt ANy smSt cahe ijtna ivkLp xuwAaid ho.Aahahaha¦ ye smSt prwavoHko _nke Apne Svwavwavse Vyaº n honese, waØa deqo,Aem ke Apne Svwavwav Ôe &ata ¹Úa AanHd hE AEsa Svwavse Vyaº n honese, AeApna Svwavwavse ivwavwav Vyaº nhÄ honese, smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha... Aavomarg wa{ sa\ar` ÝaÌne ÉãH ÔvuH bapu? te ivna jNm mr` nhÄ m!e wa{.

(]ota:- ApnI pyaRymeH hota KtaH VyaPy-Vyapk nhÄ?) potanI pyaRymeH honevala,prse nhÄ, prke kar`se nhÄ, p` ApnI pyaRymeH honevala hE _sko Tyagna hE ne?_sko KoDna hE ne? pr (cIj) Ku!I hE _sko KoDna kya? ApnI pyaRymeH ragäeØAakuztaka wav pyaRymeH hE, p` AaTma Apna Svwavse prwav$pe Vyaº n honese,Svwavse ivwav$p nhÄ hota. Aahahaha¦

j¡Ao Aa Aaso sud Aekm hE Aaj, mHgz idvs hE. ramcHãÒ ßyare rav`ne mareKe Aa dxera, dxhra khe Ke ne? ma=uH to Aek j htuH, p` har bhu êco bhu AbÔe$ipyanI ikHmtno harne l{ne deqay Aam ma=a deqay dx. Aahaha... Ae sItaÒne l{gya, sItaÒ p` &anI smiktI, ramcHãÒ \maRTma smiktI Ae sItaÒko leneko gye,TyaH rav e l"m`ko iv>a naqI. rav e iv>a, Aahahaha... Av‡t hE ne hÒ, rag wav hEne, ramcHãÒ Ae wve moÙ Ônevala hE. galIca Aam pDya hE r=maH, kroDo mnu*yo xuHkhevay Ae? lXkr, mo!o pHDal kroDo mnu*yo, Ae e iv>a naqI Ke. Aahaha... j¡AosMyG¹iÚ &anI AnuwvI, l"m`ko khte hE. Aa to hm dukan _pr sb clte =e dukan_pr Aa gate =e 64-6p-66 nI salmaH “AaVya'ta Tyare ƒ` jàH ne ÔxuH AekaAek”ramcHãÒ khe Ke l"m`ne &anI hE, gujratÄ wa*aamaH Ke.

AaVya'ta Tyare ƒ` jà ne ÔxuH AekaAek Ae mataÒ qbruH pUKxe bH\v xuH xuHjvab d{x l"m` Ôgne Ao Òv bH\v bol de Aekvar re. sumerumlÒ¦ Aa ramcHãÒ&anI AnuwvI, Aahaha... p` hÒ g<hS=a]mmaH Ke, rag hE ne ragka vedn hE ne?Aahaha... he l"m`¦ Ýwu Aap e ƒ` jà AaVya'ta ne vnmaH. Aa sIta gya ne tuHAa pDõ (mUCKaRmaH) wa{, huH Aeklo j{x (to) mata pUKxe wa{ tme ƒ` gyane tuHAekakI AaVyo paKo. he¦ bH\v Aekvar bol Aekvar bol. kho balcHdÒ, j¡Ao AasmiktI AnuwvI, Aahaha... ÝTyaQyan n=I ne? Sv$pnuH cairƒ hÒ n=I. Aahaha...

Ane KtaH l"m` Ôge Ke, AolI ba{ne kar e Aek ba{ Ke ne? xaÏmaH mo!o leqKe. ivxLya namnI rajkumarI Ke. Ae pUveR cÊvt±nI dIkrI htI pKI iv>a\r Aene l{ gyoto jHglmaH Ajgr jHglmaH _sko gzI gyo hto Aj Ae!le bkro gze Ae!le gze AeAjgr, bkra Aj nam bkra, Ajgr khete hE ne _sko Aj nam bkra-bkrako gze


485Ae Ajgr laHbo pcIs ha=no laHbo hto Ae kNyane iv>a\re jHglmaH mUkI'tI. AeAjgr gzI gyo, =oDuH bakI ræuH tuH mo#uH AemaH Aeno bap AaVyo cÊvt± xo\ta, xo\ta,xo\ta. Are Aa ÉãH? ba` _paDyuH Ajgrne marva. kNya khe Ke iptaÒ n maro mEHneto Aaharka Tyag kr idya hE. Ajgrna muqmaH hE, =oDa bhar hE =oDa AHdr. Aahahaha...iptaÒ n maro huH nIkzIne Aahar nhÄ l{ xkuH. mere to Aaharka Tyag hE, Aahahaha¦Ae deh Ku! gya. raÔnI kuHvrI trIke ivxLya namnI hu{ p` AEsI rhI liB\ _sko hu{,l"m`Ò iv>ane vx Ke ko{ khe ivxLyane lavo Ae Aayega ivxLya to Ôg‡t ho ÔAegakho. Ae ivxLya Aave Ke ßyaH, ßyaH pHDalmaH pese Ke TyaH laqo Fayl Òv hta FaylsaÔ ={ Ôy Ke. saÔ smjte hE ne? (]ota:- ha, tEyar¦) Ane Aa l"m` pase ßyaHAave Ke, Aam l"m` ÔgI Ôy Ke Ane boLyo ÉãH gyo rav`? rav`ne marvanoivkLp, ÉãH gyo rav` _@Ine lDa{ kre Ke, rav`ne KedI naqe Ke. Aahaha¦ KtaHy AeramcHãÒ ne l"m` mhapuruØ Ke ne¦ Aahaha¦

Ae mHdodrI rav`nI SƒI pase Ôy Ke marIne, ba bhen mata Ame AavI vasudevne bzdevnI pdvI l{ne AaVya KIAe Ae kar e Aa huAa hE. mera ko{ ivro\I nhÄ =a. pÀa pdvIne yoGy Aa kam ikya hE. j¡Ao smiktI &anI. Aahahaha... Ae mHdodrI raHDe KeAe!le TyaH Ôy Ke. mata, bhen Ame Aa pdvI\r KIAe Ae kar e Aa kam huAa, bhenAahaha... maf krÔe. Aahahaha¦ Ae wa{ rav`ne bazva l{ Ôy Ke, Ýwu ramcHãÒne l"m` sa=e Ôy Ke, Ae sumerumlÒ, j¡Ao to qra {ithas smiktI &anI Aavo raghto ragno Ane ßyare rav`ne baze Ke tzavnI paz _pr mo!I Ke, pote bese KeramcHãÒ ne l"m`, kho marI naQya Aena ÝTye p` paKo Aa wav, smiktI KeAnuwvI Ke. rag Aa gya jrI pdvIne yoGy, rag vedn du:qna huAa. Aahaha...

Ae AhÄ ix*y pUKe Ke, Ýwu maro na= AaTma &ataãVy Ýwu, merI ¹iÚmeH Aaya hE,mera wgvan AaTma mera AnuwvmeH, Anuwv je vStu AnHt gu ka ipHD hE _skeAnusrIne Anuwv huAa hE, Ýwu mere p` mera Sv$pmeH Aacr` krneka AiwlaØI huH mEH.Aahahaha... merI pyaRymeH ragäeØka Aacr` hE ma!e Ýwu to _ska Tyag Ane Sv$pkaAacr` kEse ho? to guÌ khte hE, Aahaha... sItaÒne ßyare l{ Ôy Ke, rav` Aave KenÒk, Ke!o rheje. K mas marI samuH Ôe{x nhÄ, smiktI. Aey sumerumlÒ¦ sItaÒ&anI, AaTm&anI, Aahahaha... pitv‡ta, ramcHãÒ isvay ivkLp nhÄ ko{ pitka gmete ho rav` Aave Ke Aam, maro na= K mihnamaH marI sHwaz leva n Aave pKI tareivcarvuH. Aavxe. Ôe Aa smiktIna p` AHdr Aacr`. Aahahaha...

AemaH hnumanÒ, hnuman Ke ne rajkumar, rajkumar Ke { hÇ vaHdro n=I hÇ.vaHdranuH to AenI |vÔmaH icî htHu vaHdra nhota. ƒ` qHDmaH to Aena jevuH ko{nuH $pnhotuH Aeva hnuman kamdev hta. Aahaha... Ae ramcHãÒnI AHgu@I Ke ne Ae lekr Ôy KesItaÒ pase j¡Ao Aa smiktIna Aacr`na ragna wav. Aahaha... AHgu@I Aam deqe

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486 smysar isiâ wag-2Ke sItaÒ “vncr ivra re v\amÌ, he ivra ÉãH =kI laVyo, Ae AHgu@DI mara na=nI”Ae smiktI ramcHãÒnI htI ne Ane Aena jeva to ko{ puruØ nhta ne te vqte to bzdevpuÌØ hta “Ae AHgu@DI mara na=nI Ae ivra ÉãH =kI laVyo, vncr ivra re v\amÌ”.Aa v\amÌ Aa AHgu@I l{ne AaVyo mne v\amÌ AavI, hve wgvan Aavxe. hveramcHãÒ Aavxe. Aahaha... j¡Ao Aa ivkLpo ragna. Aahahaha... pKI to ramcHãÒTyaH Ôy Ke ne (rav`ne) mare Ke. Aahaha¦

smiktIna p` Aacr`maH p` ragna Aacr` hoy Ke. Aahaha¦ Av‡twav Kene? Acairƒ wav Ke ne? Aahaha¦ to Ýwu hve to mere mera Aacr` krna hE ne na=.Aaha¦ merI pyaRymeH prwavka Aacr` to hE mera Svwav, prwav$pe ho AEsa nhÄ,p` pyaRymeH ivwav$p prãVyka inim¿se merI pyaRymeH hE. Aahahaha... to khete hE Ýwu,ix*yne guÌ khete hE ke tera ãVy Svwav to _smeH Vyaº n honese, p` ãVy Svwav ÔehE _sse to ivwav$p pir`mn nhÄ hota. wgvan AaTma, Aahahaha... &an ne AanHdne xaHt rsno diryo Ýwu, AkØay Svwavno sagr na=, Ae AkØay Svwav Sv$pApna Svwavse kØaymaH pir`mn nhÄ hota. ãVy Svwavse nhÄ hota. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? Aa vatHu bapa Aa to AHtrnI vatuH Ke wa{¦ xuH =ay? ATyare to bhu(magR) guº ={ gyo, ferfar Ae!le lokone sTy vat p` qo!I lage Ke, Aa to AekaHtKe Are Ýwu sUn to shI na=, Ae tara cEtNyna cmTkarnI ko{ AlaEikk vatuH Ke.Aahaha¦

wa{¦ ix*yne guÌ khe Ke. Ane _nke Svwavse Vyaº n honese pr$p Ônkr,smikt¹iÚ &anI AnuwvI rag ne dya dan Ane Av‡t Aaidna wav hE Ae ivwav hE.Ae ANy ãVyna inim¿se Svwav$p pyaRymeH huAa hE, mera Svwavse nhÄ. smjmeHAaya? Aahaha... Apne Svwavwavse Apne Svwav &an dxRn AanHd AEsaSvwavwavse Vyaº n honese, Aahaha... Ae ivkarI wavp e Apna SvwavwavseVyaº nhÄ hota, ãVy Svwavse Ae Vyaº nhÄ hota. Aahaha¦ pr$p Ônkr sMyG¹iÚ&anI \maRTma Ae rag pu~ypapka wav mEH pr$p Ônkr mera ãVy Svwavse mEH Vyaº nhÄhonevala AaTma huH. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ae ivkarI prãVyka Svwavse pir`mnhE, Ae pr$p Ônkr \maRTma, Aahahaha... j¡Ao Aa &anI pr$p Ônkr vednmeH ragaidAata hE p` ye mera Svwav nhÄ. merI pyaRymeH hE p` mera Svwav nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦pr$p Ônkr Tyag deta hE.

Aa rag ne ivkar mera Svwav nhÄ. mera Svwavse mEH ivwav$p nhÄ huAa Aeprwav hE merI pyaRymeH, pyaRykI kmÔerIse, p` mera ãVy Svwavse mera ivwav$pe nhÄpir`mn honevala, Aahahaha... AEsa pr$p Ônkr Tyag deta hE, A=aRtŸ te$pe pir`mtenhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aava marg bapa. Aahahaha¦ j¡Ao Aa ÝTyaQyan, Aa p‡TyaqanAanuH nam Ke. wa{ ÝTyaQyan ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke na= ÝTyaQyan Ae cairƒkI dxa


487hE. Ae AcairƒkI dxaka wav &anI &anp emeH pr$p Ônkr Aa pr hE, mEH Ae $pe nhÄpir`muH, Ae rIte ragka Tyag krte hE AHdrmeH. Aahaha¦ je Ô`ta hE, ye pr hE Ae _skoTyag deta hE, pr hE to pr$pe mEH nhÄ honevala, Aahahaha... Are, AavI vat ÉãH?Am<tno sagr _Kze Ke AHdr. AemaH=I Aene v\are Am<tna sagrna Aacr`maH ÔvuH Kene, Ôna hE ne, te ix*yne Aa khe Ke. Aahaha.

AamaH deh ÉãH, vaÌ ÉãH, mn ÉãH, ÉãHy Ae to pr rhI gya. SƒI ku!uHb pirvarto ÉãHy pr rhI gya. yhaH to pyaRymeH ãVy Svwavse nhÄ Vyaº honevala mEH, pyaRymeHprãVyka inim¿se ivwav$p pir`mn hota hE Ae mEH Ônta huH, ke Aa rag hE, kyÇik AeragkI idxa prtrf hE, pr trfka lÙse rag hota hE, Apna lÙse rag hota nhÄ. toAa rag hE ye prlÙmeH _Tpþ honevala ivwav Ae prwav hE, AEse Ônkr &anmeH Aekag‡ho Ôta hE, rag KU! Ôta hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

wgvan AaTmameH @rte hE, Aaha¦ Ae ragka Aacr`meH =a, Ae &anSv$p wgvanAaTma Ae e Ô~ya ke Aa to ivwav prwav hE, du:q$p dxa merI dxa nhÄ, mera ãVySvwavkI dxa nhÄ, Aahahaha... p` pyaRymeH meremeH, Aahaha... Aakuztaka vedn hE, p`{ pr hE mera AanHdka na=kI ye cIj nhÄ ãVy SvwavkI. Aahahaha... _sko Ônkrprko pr Ô~ya Ae smye &an (prse) KU! gya ¹iÚmeHse pyaRymeHse AaEr &an Sv$pIwgvan &anmeH lIn ho gya, je ragmeH jrI AiS=rta =I, Ae ragko KoDkr iS=r hogya, Aa _ska nam ÝTyaQyan hE. AavI vat.

bhar=I ha= ÔeDIne pcqa` krone Aa kro bapu Ae b\I vato j¡dI Ke. wa{ teramarg ko{ j¡da hE. Aahahaha¦ baæ=I Apvas ÉõR ne Aa kyaÅ, Tyag kyÈ ne Ae AmaroTyag Ke, Are Ýwu sUn to shI. Ae bharka Tyag to AHdrmeH hE hI nhÄ, “Tyag _padanxUNyTv xiÉt” Éya khete hE? wgvan AaTmameH AEsa Aek gu hE Anaidse prka g‡hÀne Tyag to _smeH hE hI nhÄ. rjk`, kmR prpda=Rka g‡h` Ane prka Tyag _sse toxUNy hE Ýwu (AaTma). smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ Ýwu tera Aek gu AEsa hE “Tyag_padan xUNyTv.” Ae AaharpaÌka Tyag Ane AaharpaÌka g‡h` Ae terI cIjmeH hE hInhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ JaHJrIÒ¦ Aavo marg Ke wgvan. Aahahaha¦prmsTy hE Ýwu hE. Are Aene lokoAe grbD krI Ane Aa to inüynI vatuH p` bapusTy j Aa hE. inüy nam sTy Ane Vyvhar to Aaroipt k=n hE. Aa KoDyuH ne AaTyagI =yo Ae to Vyvharna AsdŸwUt Vyvharna k=n, p` qreqr to Tyag {skokhIAe. Aahahaha¦ AtIiNãy AanHdna na=maH ¹iÚ AapI Ke TyaH, TyaH Aagz AHdr @rtaragne Ô`ta ke Aa rag to pr hE Ae $pe nhÄ pir`mn krnevala mera ãVySvwav hE.Aahahaha¦ ye Apna SvwavmeH _g‡p e pir`mn krte hE, SvsHvednbz, SvsHvedn&anka vedn inivRkLp smai\meH hota hE _ska nam pcqa` khte hE. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

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488 smysar isiâ wag-2hve pcqa` kone khevay Ae p` saHwZyuH n hoy Ýwu¦ Aa to Aa kyuÅ. Aa kyuÅ

wgvan, Aahahaha¦ wgvan trIke j bolave Ke ne, wgvan &ataãVy kha ne? pheloxBd !Ikano, ijsko phele Ôna Ae Tyag deta hE. Tyag deta hE AEsa khena Ae p`inim¿ka k=n ktaRp`a hE nhÄ {smeH, Ae Aagz khega. smjmeH Aaya? ragka Tyagkrta hE Ae wI AaTmameH nammaƒ hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ae rag$p huAa nhÄ Ane AanHd$phuAa _sne ragka Tyag ikya Ae to k=nmaƒ hE, vStumeH hE nhÄ. Ae ragka Tyag kyakrna? ragko Ônkr &anmeH iS=r huAa, to rag _Tpþ n huAa, _sko rag TyaGya Aeminim¿se k=n hE. Aahaha¦

Ae khega, AhÄya {silye Ôe phle Ônta hE, (Aaha¦) Aek-be lI!ImaH iktnaA=R wra hE, Ane Aek ma`s khe tme smysarna bhu vqa` kro Ko, meH to pHdr idvsmaHvaHcI ka# uH. huH to vaHcI Gyo'to ne, smjyo to kyaH? tme bhu vqa` kro bapu AenI AekAek pHikt¦ (AicHTy) Aahaha... Ae smjnemeH bhot k@` lge wa{. AWyas prkaAne AnAWyas Svka Anaidka, Ae kl Aaya =a Anaidka prka AWyas, Ae moDnapaKa vzna guHla! qana. Aahaha¦

sMyG¹iÚ huAa pIKe ÝTyaQyan kEse hota hE _skI bat hE. Ae!le sMyG¹iÚ huAama!e svRdoØka Tyag ho gya, AEsa hE nhÄ. ¹iÚmeH svRdoØka Tyag hE pyaRymeH svRdoØkaTyag nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ae svRdoØka Tyag, Ae sMyG¹iÚ &anI Ùaiyk smiktI ho,Aahaha¦ wgvan tI=Åkr ho, g<hS=a]mmeH Ae wI jb nmo isâa H khIne cairƒAHgIkar kre Ke. paHc nvkar nhÄ g e Ae, tI=Åkr g<hS=a]mmeH hE ßyaH lgI TyaH lgI ragpu~y-papka Aacr`, wogka Aacr`, ragka du:qka Aacr` hE. Aahahaha... Ae wgvanßyare cairƒ AHgIkar kre Ke, xaÏmeH AEsa leq hE nmo isâa H bs, nmo isâa H krkeSv$pmeH AHdr étr Ôte hE. Aahahaha... Tyare _sko ÝTyaQyan nam cairƒdxa hotI hE.tI=Rkrne p`. Aahahaha¦

{silye Ôe phele Ônta =a, phle Ônta =a ke Aa rag pr hE, Ae Ônnevala Ôneke Aa rag pr hE, phele Ônta =a, vhI badmeH Tyag krta hE. Aahaha¦ _smeH ÔeData nhÄhE, Sv$pmeH lIn hote hE. Aahahaha¦ jem wgvan Ao ivjzI _pr=I pDtI hE ne taHbanavayr hoy Ke ne ivjzI étrI Ôy Ke. Aahaha... Aem wgvan AaTma Apna Anuwvne &an to hE, guÌ khete hE p` ragko teH pr ÔNya, pr hE to Svp e pir`mna Ane pr$penhÄ AEsa hokr &an &anmeH pir`mte hE, to rag KU! Ôta hE, (_Tpþ nhÄ hota) Anerag KoDta hE AEsa khena Ae wI tere ma!e to nam k=n hE. Aahahaha¦

j¡Ao to ga=a¦ Aa nortano phelo idvs Ke. nv rta khevayne? nv rta nortanhÄ nv rat. Aaha¦ Aa wgvan same lDa{ halI rag same. Aaha¦ rav`nuH jem ma=uHkapI naQyuH l"m e, mUz to l"m e, vasudev Ke ne Aa to bzdev hE ramcHãÒ to bzdevKe, pdvI AamnI êcI Ke vasudevnI sHsarnI ApeÙaAe. Aahahaha¦ yhaH khte hE Aatmram


489wgvan ßyaH Apna Sv$pka Anuwv huAa, Ae Aatmram ApnI rmtmaH cDte hE.ragkI _Tpi¿ nhÄ hotI _ska nam ÝTyaQyan hE. Aahaha¦ AHtr AanHdmeH rmte hEwgvan AaTma Ae (phle) =oDa AanHd =a _smeH rmte =e, (Ab) ivxeØ AanHd Ýg!krke rmte =e, Aahaha¦ rmeH Tyare ragka du:qka wavka Tyag ho gya, Awav ho gyaAene Tyag ikya Aem khnemeH Aata hE. Aahahaha¦

bakI to wgvan AaTmameH Aek Awavwavka Svwav hE. Arere¦ Aahahaha¦ kyakhte hE suDtalIs xiÉt hE ne? _smeH AaTmameH Aek Awav namka gu Anaid AnHt hE.Ae Awav Svwavke kar` ragka Awav$pe pir`mn ho gya he. smjmeH Aaya?Aahahaha¦ Awav ragka Awav Svwav$p Awav ApnemeH hE. rag$pe n pir`mnaAEsa Awav Svwav ApnemeH hE. Aahaha¦ Are AavI vatuH hve ke!lI yad raqvI AamaH?ramÒwa{ nhota kheta Aek id' p‡wu¦ tara margnI rIt to Aa Ke wa{. Aahaha¦ Aejnmmr`na du:qDana nax krva Ýwu. Aahaha¦ wvwy=I DrI ic¿ ={ne.

wa{ k@`, p` krna pDega na=. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha... je Ô e Ke,Ô`nare Ô~yuH wgvane ke Aa rag pr hE, Ô`nar Ô e Ane Ô`nar pr$pe n ho, Aneprka Awav$p Svwav$p pir`me Aa {ska nam Tyag ne pcqa` khnemeH Aata hE.AavI vatuH Ke Ýwu¦ xuH =ay? Aahaha¦ prm sTy prmaTmaAe Aa rIte kæuH Ke. bakI b\IpKI _l!I ¹iÚ=I vato kre Ae nhÄ. gme te hve Aek j` to Aem kheto'to [NãlalÒ htojypurmaH, idgMbrmaH jNMya Ae b\a wed&anI to Ke j, jNMya Ae to b\a wed&anI KeAene hve ragka ÝTyaQyan krna Ane cairƒ lena bs Ae krna hE. Are wa{ wgvanteH xuH kyuÅ, teH Aa wa{¦ Aahahaha¦

idgHbrmaH (jNMyo) xuH p` idgHbr sa\u AnHtbEr huAa, ;muinv‡t \ar AnHtbErg‡Eveyk _pÔyo' p` Ae to ragnI iÊya, AevI iÊya to ATyare hE hI nhÄ, AevI ragnIiÊya xuw muinv‡t\ar AnHtbEr g‡Eveyk _pÔyo p` Ýwu AaTm&an ivna (lex suq npayo). wgvan AanHdno na= Ýwu _skI sNmuq tum n huAa _sse ivmuq hokr ragkIiÊya teH ikya. smjmeH Aaya? idgHbrmeH jNm to xuH idgHbr sa\u hoy to y im+ya¹iÚhE rag kI iÊya ApnI mante hE to. pa!`IÒ¦ AavI vat Ke. p‡wu¦ Aahaha¦

wgvan &ata ãVy, Aahaha... AacayÈnI waØa to j¡Ao. wgvan &ataãVyphelo xBd Ae _paDyo Ke ne? yhI “wgvHtŸ &at< ãVy”, Aahahaha... pamrne wgvanmanvo k@` pDe Ke. Ae wgvan Sv$p Ôna huAa KteH, pyaRymeH jb tk prka ivkarkapir`mn hE tblg vo Sv$pka Aacr` nhÄ, Sv$p Aacr` AHxe huAa hE sMyG¹iÚkop` ijsko cairƒ khIAe AEsa Aacr` nhÄ. to cairƒ xBd Ôe khe, Ae to Sv$p ÔeAanHdka na= hE _sko Ôe Ô~ya ne ma~ya, _smeH (_g‡pne) crna AanHdmeH rmna.Aahaha¦ SvsHvednmeH AtIiNãy AanHdka kvz lena, AtIiNãy AanHdka g‡as lena.smjmeH Aaya?

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490 smysar isiâ wag-2wa{Ae daqlo AaPyo Ke ne? soganIAe gNnaka rs, F!k F!k F!k, pIte hE ne?

AEse \maRTma Sv$pkI ¹iÚ _praHt Sv$pmeH iS=rta krneko F!k F!k AanHdko pIte hE.Arere¦ Aa xuH vat¦ Aahaha¦ Ae khte hE, Ôe Ônte hE vohI ragka Tyag krte hE, ANyto ko{ Tyag krnevala nhÄ, {sÝkar hÒ to Aa Ýkare AaTmameH inüy krke, deqo-Aahaha... kya kha {? hÒ to ÝTyaQyan hve hoga, p` Aa Ýma e phle inüy krtehE mEH &ataãVy Svwav Ae ivwavp e Svwavse pir`mnevala nhÄ, pyaRymeH ivwav hEto Ae to prna inim¿ka AvlHbnse hE, Ae du:qdayk hE, mere to Aacr` krna hE mera,to ijsko pr Ô~ya, prse p<=k rhkr Ôna Ae prko p<=k kr deta hE. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

hve AavI vat Are wa{ du:qI-du:qI Ae ÝaÌ du:qI Ke wa{. Aahaha¦ jena du:qdeqI, xaÏmeH to AEsI bat hE, Aaha¦ tera mr` huAa AaEr terI matakI AaHqmeHse AaHsuAaya, Ae AaHsu {tna hE ke smuã wray, bapa tara du:q deQya n Ôy wa{. Aahahaha¦Ae kæuH nhotuH Aek ferI hmàH la@ImaH Aek ba{ htI, kNya A#ar vrsnI ëmr la@I,sara xrIrmeH xItza, xItza kya khete hE? ceck be vØRna lG™ Aena \Ìne bIÒ Aeno\Ì phelI pr~yo to Ae mrI g{. Aene xItza =ya Ane tza{maH pDI'tI Ane dane dane{yz, kIDa, dane dane {yz kIDa, Aam pDquH fre Tyare hÔr kIDa Aam qre, bIÒ baj¡fre to Aam pDe, mrI Ôy nva _Tpþ =ay. AenI mane khe Ke ba, meH Aava pap Aa wvmaHkyaÅ n=I, xuH AaVyuH Aa? Aahaha¦ sæuH Ôy nhÄ tza{maH bztra bztra da e da e{yz p` Ae pIDa p` nrknI pase to AnHtmaH wagnI Ke. lokone ÉãH qbr Ke wa{nrknI pIDa je phlI nrke _sse AnHtme wage hE deh KU! gya rota rota ne. Aahaha¦Ane hDkayuH krDe Ke ne hDkayuH kUtruH xuH khe Ke tmare(]ota:- pagl ku¿a) pagl ku¿akrDte hE. Aek kNyako krDya =a bar vØRnI j¡van kNya, AemaH pagl ku¿a, ÝemcHdwa{Ke Aap e la@I ra`purvaza Aena imƒnI dIkrI htI imƒ gujrI gyela wa{bH\nIdIkrI-kaka, mara=I shn =tuH n=I. pvn naqo to shn =tuH n=I - sUta shn =tuH n=I.paÌ pIvatHu n=I. xuH p‡wu vedna? ku¿a pagl ku¿a hDkaya bar v*aRnI j¡van KoDI AnepIDa pIDa pIDa deh KU! gya. bapu Ae pIDa=I AnHt gu I pIDa tne nkRmaH ={ Ke. AepIDana prma une KoDna ho to na=¦ Aa _pay tera krna pDega. hEH? Aahahaha¦ ivxe*akhega. (]ota:- p‡ma` vcn guÌdev).

Ývcn nH. 99 ga=a - 34 ta. 4-10-78 bu\var Aaso sud-r sH. 2p04

smysar 34 ga=a !Ika ifr. yh wgvan &ata AaTma, wgvan &ata AaTmaAe to Ô`n-deqn Svwav Sv$p Ýwu hE. Ae &ata Ô`n-deqn AEsa cHã sUyR jEsaÝkax$p, Ae jD Ýkax Ke Aa cEtNy Ýkax Ke. AEsa AaTma yh ANy ãVyoHke Svwavse


491honevala kmRna inim¿na sHbH\maH honevala xuwAxuw rag ivwavwav Ae ANysmSt prwavÇko, Ae prwav ivkarIwav _nse Apne Svwavwavse Vyaº n honeseApna &ananHd Svwav Ae Svwavse ivwavmaH Vyaº nam pir`mn n honese Aahaha...Ae ivwav smiktIko &anIko pr$p Ônkr, AenI bat hE. Ae pu~y ne papnuH Aacr`,Av‡tka Aacr` hE Ae smiktIko &anIko, to vo Ônkr ke Aa to rag hE ivkar hE, meraSvwavse meH pir`mn kruH AEsI cIj nhÄ. Svwav to Svwav$pe pir`me AEsI cIj hE.to mera cEtNy AanHd &an Svwav Ae ANywavka pir`mneke layk nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

Vyaº n honese pr$p Ônkr sMyG¹iÚ Òv, \m± Òv Apna Svwavse ivwav$pen hone layk mEH to huH, AEsa Ônkr Tyag deta hE. Aahaha... rag$p Ôe Aacr` Av‡tka=a, ye mEH to &ata huH, ¹Úa huH, ye mera Svwavse ivwav$p pir`mnka Vyaº honeko mEHlayk nhÄ. mEra Svwav AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦

j¡Ao Aa ÝTyaQyan, Ae Tyag deta hE {silye Ôe phele Ônta hE &anSvwavmeHphle Ônte hE ke Aa ragaid ivkar Ae pr hE, Aahaha... vhI badmeH Tyag krta hE. ÔntahE ve hI ApnemeH @r Ôta hE. ANy to ko{ Tyag krnevala nhÄ, Ôna ke Aa rag hE.Aahahaha¦ AiS=rta meremeH hE mera Svwav rag$pe pir`mneka layk to nhÄ, KtaHpir`mn hE, to vo ragaid, ÝTyaQyannI Aa bat hE ne? Tyag krnevala dUsra to ko{nhÄ, Ôna ke Aa rag hE, ivkar hE, ivwav hE, bs Ôna to ApnemeH @r Ôte hE. AEsa tohÒ inüy krte hE. Aem khete hE.

{sÝkar AaTmameH inüy krke, Aa rIte AaTmamaH Ý=m inüy krke, ÝTyaQyankesmy Apna Sv$pmeH lIn SvsHvedn honeke kazmeH, Aahaha... ÝTyaQyan krne yoGy,ragka Tyag krne yoGy, Aare AavI vatuH, prwavkI _pai\ maƒse, je ivkarwav hE Aeto prwavkI _pai\ hE, Aena ÝvtRman Tyagke kt<RTvka nam, Ae ivkarka Tyag mEH krtahuH, Ae to nammaƒ (k=n maƒ) hE. Apna Sv$pmeH @rte hE, TyaH ragka Tyag ho ÔtahE, _sko (ragka) Tyag ikya AEsa k=nmaƒ hE. Aahaha¦ AavI VyaQya lokone k@`pDe Ke. Aem ke pa@maH to {tna hE “sVve wave jMha pCcqa{” prwavna pCcqa`kyaÅ Ae!le Aa bhar=I kre Ke ne, Ae!le Ae loko Aem khe Ke ke, Aa !Ikakare Ane iväanoAevStune ghrI, gHwIr bna idya, p` Aa !Ika ikya p` Aa pa@maH Ke ne? “pCcqa`na`m inyma mu e-dVvH” co=uH pd Ke ke nhÄ? na`m Ae!le AaTma, &an xBde AhÄyaAaTma. pa@ Ke ne?

“na`m inyma mu e” !Ikano krnar Ae to Aem khe Ke, Aa vat to tdŸn srz htIAekso pHcavn ga=ano ÝÆ =yo hto TyaH idLhI, Ke ne Aekso pHcavn? “Òvaid sdh H”Aem ke TyaH to “Òvaid sdh H” {tna hE, p` _ska A=R kya huAa _smeH? ke ÒvaidkI]âa Ae!le ke ÝtIt maƒ ivkLpse AEse nhÄ, Ae ÒvaidkI ]âa (Ae!le) Ae $pe AaTma&an$pe nam AaTma$pe pir`mn hona _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE, Tyare Ae lokone Aem

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492 smysar isiâ wag-2=yuH, ke Aa xaÏnI VyaQya ghrI krI naqI, sI\I vat htI ke “sVve wave pCcqa{,Òvaid sdŸh H” smikt, p` “Òvaid sdh H” smikt khena iksko? smjmeH Aaya?

Ae to ¬etaHbrmeH Aem khte hE “wave H sd: AHt:tÀv” nv tÀvne wav=I ]âeAHt:kr`=I te smikt. p` Ae wav Éã? A@yavIsmo A|yyn hE moÙmagR _¿ra|yyn¬etaHbr Amare to sb calI gyane VyaQyanmaH sHp‡daymeH bo!admeH hÔro ma`s Aate=e. swameH TyaH Aa ikya AHt:kr`se, p` AHt:kr` Ae!le kya? Aahaha¦ AHtrAaTmSvwavka pir`mn krke, ]âa krna smikt krna _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE.Aahaha¦ yhaH wI Aekso pHcavnmeH ye kha “Òvaid sdh H” &an$p Ae!le AaTma AeSv$p xuâ cEtNy hE Ae $pe _ska ]âa$pe pir`mn ho Ôna, inivRkLp xaHit$pe pir`mnhona AHxe _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE. Aahaha...

AhÄya ye kha pCcqa`meH Aem ke pa@ to {tna =a. “sVve wave jmhapCcqa{”p` Aeno A=R Éã? A=R to pa@meH ilya hE ne, “na`m inyma muindVvH” AaTmainüy=I Ô`vo. ÝTyaQyane Ae AaTma inüy=I Ô`vo Aem Ke ke nhÄ to _ska A=Rkrna pDe ke nhÄ? smjmeH Aaya? ke AaTma Apna Sv$pka Anuwv huAa, sMyGdxRnhuAa, AaTmaka AanHd$pe, &an$pe pir`mn huAa, Ae to sMyGdxRn. hve Ae sMyGdxRnmeH&an to hE sa=meH to Ae Ô`te hE ke mEHremeH hÒ Av‡tka, ATyagka, rag wavka pir`mnmeremeH hE, hve Ae ragka Tyag krna hE. to kya? je &an SvwavI wgvan, Aa rag hEAEsa Ôna, Ônkr &anmeH rh gya, iS=r ho gya, Ae ÝTyaQyan Ke. Aahaha¦ Aane toAem ke ÝTyaQyan Ae!le svR wavna pCcqa` AemaH AavI pCcqa`nI VyaQya?!Ikakare iväanoAe duruh krI naQyo (A=R) Are bapu Aem n=I- AenuH SpÚIkr` kyuÅ Ke.ke pCcqa` {sko khIAe, pCcqa` kho ke cairƒ kho, ÝTyaQyan- ragka Tyag khoke cairƒ kho, Aekso pHcavnmaH Aave Ke ne wa{? “Òvaid sdh H sMm¿e Òvaid&anmŸ” Òvaid pda=Rno ÒvnuH &an Sv$pnuH &an Ae &an$pe pir`mna vo &an Anecairƒ ragaid vjRn &anmeH, ragaid vjRn &anmeH, Ae cairƒ to _ska Ae A=R yhaH huAake je rag hE, vo Ôna ke Aa rag hE, hE wega, pr trfka pir`mn KU! gya, Ane &an&an$pe pir`mn huAa, _ska nam ÝTyaQyan hE.

Ae!le lokone Aem ke pa@ Aeva shela Ke, AemaH p` !Ikakare Aene Aam krI naQyuH.hmàH A=R AaVyo Ke ne smysarno bs ga=ano A=R, sa\ar` xBda=R. Are wa{, Aega=ameH je wav hE _ska hI SpÚIkr` ikya hE. gay AaEr weHske Aa_meH Ôe dU\ hE, Aa_meHdU\ to _smeHse inkalte hE, vo Ôe hE {smeHse inkalte hE, AEse ga=ameH (Ôe) wav hE, AetkRse !Ikakare _ska SpÚIkr` ikya hE. smjmeH Aaya? lokone bharna Aacr`nI ]âaAne &an xaÏka &an Ane Aa v‡t Aaid inym bs, vo hI moÙka magR hE. Ae to bH\kamarg hE. Aahahaha¦

yhaH to wgvan AaTma &anSv$pI muÉtSv$p Ýwu, _sko ragse p<=k hokr


493Apna AaTmakI ÝtIt inmRz sMyGdxRn vItragI pyaRyse ÝtIt krna, ragka Awav$pvItragI sMyGdxRn pyaRyse ÝtIt krna, _ska nam sMyGdxRn. Aahahaha...

AaEr ragka Tyag$pe AaTmaka &an$p pir`mn hona Ae &an hE. AaEr AaTmaka,ragka Ônna huAa, Ônkr _smeH pir`mn n huAa, AaEr ApnemeH (&anmeH) @yaR, _skanam ÝTyaQyan, &an ÝTyaQyan hE. Ae Aayane? co=uH pd !IkamaH hE pa@maH Ae j Ke &anÝTyaQyan ;&an' xBde AaTma.

wgvan AaTma Apna xuâ Sv$pka wan hE, AaEr pIKe ragaidka Aacr`pyaRymeH hE, Ae &an Ônte hE, merI pyaRymeH du:q Aakuzta rag hE, ATyag hE, Ae Ôna AneÔnkr &an &anmeH rh gya. &an(ka) ragmeH pir`mn n huAa, Ae &anSv$pI AaTma&anmeH rhe gya _ska nam ÝTyaQyan hE. ;na`m inyma' Aem Aaya ne “na`m inymamU e AevH” Ae AaTma inüy=I Ae cairƒne ÝTyaQyan Ke, AavuH AakruH pDe Ae!le lokoneAem ke Aeva sI\a sada A=R hta AemaH Aava gHwIr A=R ka#˜a. Ae A=R j gHwIr Ke.hEH¦ Ae to SpÚIkr` hE, wa{ tere ÝTyaQyan kb hoga, kEse hoga, _ska SpÚIkr` hE.wle Aene ÝTyaQyan AwI n ho, p` ÝTyaQyan ho tb kEse hoga. Aahahaha¦

wgvan (inÔTma) &an Ane AanHdSv$p Ýwu, Ae Apna &an SvwavI wgvanÝTye, &annI ÝtIit sMyGdxRnnI ÝtIit Ae Aaqa Sv$pkI ÝtIit inivRkLp Ae AaTmakIpir`mn dxa hE, _ska nam sMyGdxRn. AaEr ye AaTmaka &an, &anSv$pI wgvanka&an, xaÏ&an Ae &an nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ wgvan &anSv$pI &anÝ\an AnHtgu kaipHD, p` &anÝ\an k=n hale Ke ne? kl Aaya =a. &anÝ\an AnHtgu ka ipHDdophrko Aaya =a. Aahaha... AEse wgvan &an Ý&ab‡ïSv$p p‡wu Ae ApnemeHÔnnemeH Aaya ke Aa rag hE ye Ôna Ane ragmy Ônkr, AHxmeH pir`mn n huAa Ane&an(ka) &an$pe pir`mn huAa _ska nam ÝTyaQyan cairƒ hE. Aahahaha¦ AaSvsNmuqmaH @yÈ, SvsNmuq ¹iÚ &an to hE, p` hve SvsNmuq AHtrmeH (Aekag‡ta)krke @r gya, jm gya¦ &an &anmeH jm gya, AaTmaram AaTmameH rm gya. Aahahaha¦

AavI vatuH Ae!le lokone A=R bIÔ kyaÅ ne AavuH kyuÅ Aem khe, Are wgvan tne nbese vat ma!e bIÔe A=R kyoR Aem khevay? (]ota:- AacayeR bIÔ A=R kyaÅ Aem khevuHkaH{ VyajbI Ke?) ha Aem { khe Ke. waØa AevI Ke. Aave Ke ne iv>anHdÒ AemaH bzwãpHiDte Ae lQyuH Ke, p` AenuH khevuH Ke ma!e lQyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Aem ke “Òvaid sdh HsMmtH” Ae!le ÒvaidnI ]âa Ae smikt, p` AenI VyaQya paKI khe, AaTma &anSv$peAe $pe pir`me khevo Ae smikt ne Aa b\uH laHbu kyuR, (]ota:- &an &an$pe pir`me)AaTma AaTma$pe pir`me Aem AenuH khevuH Ke ne Tyare sMyGdxRn hE ne? rag$pe pir`mte=e AekTvbuiâmeH tblg to im+yaTv =a. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ rag ne ivkar neSvwav be iwþ hE, KtaH Ae rag$p mEH huH AEsI AekTvbuiâ =I tb to im+yaTv hE, hve Aeim+yaTvka Tyag, &an &an$pe pir`me Ane rag$pe n =ay wle rag ho, p` ragnI

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494 smysar isiâ wag-2Aekta$pe n =ay, n ho Ane AaTma AaTma$pe ho _ska nam sMyGdxRn. wgvan tarIvat to AavI Ke p‡wu hve p` lokoAe xuH krI naQyuH, Aa bhu ferfar krI naQyo. Aahaha¦

Ae AaHhI (khte hEH) {sÝkar AaTmameH inüy krke, deqo ÝTyaQyanke smy ßyareÝTyaQyan Sv$pnuH xuâ$pe pir`mn honeke kazmeH, Aahahaha... ÝTyaQyan krne yoGyrag-prwavkI _pai\, Ae ragaid hE Ae prkI _pai\ hE, _ska Tyag Ae to nammaƒ k=nhE. Ae &an wgvan &anmeH jm gya, Aatmram AaTmameH rm gya, bs vo ÝTyaQyanhE. Aahahaha¦ lokone Aem ke bhar=I ÝTyaQyan kyuÅ Ae!le ÝTyaQyan ={ Ôy AemmnavvuH Ke. Aem n hoy. (]ota:- sTy smjvano p‡yTn n=I krvo.) Aahahaha¦wa{, ÝTyaQyan Ae!le pCcqa`, pCcqa` A=aRtŸ ragaidnI AiS=rtano Tyag, AeTyag khena, khete hE Ae wI nammaƒ hE. yhaH to wgvan AaTma &anSv$pI AanHdsiCcdanHd Ýwu Ae AaTma AaTmana AanHdmeH rm gye (jm gye) &an Ae!le AaTma,AaTma AaTmameH lIn ho gye, Ae ragmeH je lIn =a Ae KoDkr ke Aa to pr hE merI cIjmeHye nhÄ, AEse Ônkr &anSv$p &anmeH rm gye, Ae kazmeH ÝTyaQyan khnemeH Aata hE.Aahahaha¦ AavI VyaQya cairƒnI.

hve AhÄ to pHcmhav‡tna piràm Ae cairƒ Ke. (Aaha¦) Ane Ae cairƒ,Vyvhar cairƒ Aena=I inüy cairƒ =xe. (Aeem n=I.) Are wgvan¦ Arere wa{lUH!a{ gyo Ýwu tuH. tuH AevI maNyta=I lUH!a{ gyo KuH. wgvan to Aem khete hE Ýwu, terIcIj to AHdr Ae xuw-Axuw ragka ivwavse, terI cIj Svwav iwþ hE, Ae Svwavkaijsko &an sMykŸ huAa Anuwv huAa _sko wI ragwav rhte hE, hote hE, p` meraSvwavse mEH rag$pe pir`muH AEsI cIj nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

mera Ýwu &an Ane AanHd Sv$pI Ýwu Ae rag$pe ho AEsa (hE) nhÄ. AEsa Ônkrragka Awav hokr SvwavkI xuâtaka pir`mn pCcqa` ho, _ska nam cairƒ AneÝTyaQyan khte hE. Arere¦ xuH =ay? Aahaha¦ sMyGdxRn huAa ne sMyG&an huAa, tocairƒ kyuH lete nhÄ? Aem khete hE, (vo log) ke wa{ cairƒ Aem kaH{, Aahaha...cairƒ to wa{ wgvan pU aRnHdka na= (]ota:- cairƒ levuH Ae!le wgvan ={ gya)Are¦ Ae to wgvan ho gya, cairƒ Ae!le Aahaha... pHcprme*@I AacayR, _pa|yay,sa\u. Aahaha... Ae ko{ bharnI cIj nhÄ, Ae to AHtr AanHd Sv$pmaH AanHdnI_g‡ta$pe pir`mna AenuH nam sa\u, AacayR ne _pa|yay hE. bharna nG™pà ne Ae ko{cIj nhÄ. Aaha¦ AilHgg‡h`meH to AEsa kha hE, yitnI baæ iÊyano ijsmeH Awav hEAa pHcmhav‡tka ivkLp Aaid ke nG™dxa Ae SvwavmeH to _ska Awav hE. AilHgg‡h`maHAave Ke ne wa{, yitnI baæ iÊya. Aahahaha... xuH p` vat yitnI Aa pHcmhav‡t AaidiÊyana ivkLpo, nG™pà, vÏrihtpà Ae SvwavmeH to _ska Awav hE. Aahahaha...AEsa wgvan AaTma AilHgg‡h` ragse ne prse pkDmeH nhÄ Aata, kyUH ik Ae mhav‡taidkarag ne nG™pà _ska to SvwavmeH Awav hE, to SvwavmeH Awav hE to _sse pkDneHme


495Aate hE? AilHgg‡h`. ilHg nam ragaidse g‡h`meH nhI Aata.

AavuH AakruH pDe ma`sne bapu marg to Ae Ke wa{. (]ota:- AnWyase Aak$HpDe) AWyas nhÄ Ane Ae ÔtnuH saHwzva mztuH n=I. bharnuH saHwzva mze Aa krone Aa kro krvuH Ae kheta (hE) to Ae ivkLp ne rag hE- ragka krna Ae (AaTm)Svwavko sÇpna Ae to im+yaTv hE.. Aahaha¦ mharaÔ cÊvt±ko Aem khena ke AamhelmeHse kcra inkal do. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aa wgvan AaTma &ananHdSvwav _sko ivwavka krna sÇpna(Ae) im+yawav hE. (rag) hota hE p` mEH kruH,krne layk hE, AEsI cIj nhÄ Ae. Aahaha¦ AnHt AanHdno badxah Ýwu, AnHt gu nobadxah, SvamI Ae Apna gu p e pir`me, smjmeH Aaya? Ae rag$pe pir`mna,(pyaRymeH) pir`me wle Ae &an Ône, p` pir`mna ye merI cIj hE, mere pir`mne laykmEH huH AEsa nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ware AavI vatuH.

“prwavkI _pai\maƒse ÝvtRman Tyagke kt<RTvka nam AaTmako hone pr wI”kya khete hE? wgvan AaTma AanHd Ane &an Sv$pI Ýwu ApnemeH Ôna ke Aa ragaidhE, meremeH smikt to hE, &an hE, Sv$pka Aacr` wI AHxe hE. p` cairƒ nam \rave AEsaAacr` nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

to vo ßyare AHtrmeH AHtr Svwavse rag pr hE AEsa Ôna to sMyGdxRnmeH AayahE phele. p` Ôna vo hI smye _s$p n hona, Ane &an ne AanHd$p hona _ska namcairƒ Ane ÝTyaQyan hE. Are¦ AenI ivi\nI qbr n mze. Aahahaha¦

xIra hlva hota hE to Aa!a FI phelaH pI Ôte hE, Aa!a FI pIKe guD skkrka panInaqte hE ne? to Aa (Aa!a FI) pI Ôy Ke to mÇFa pDte hE hmare, to kya krna hE?ke phele guDka panImeH Aa!a xeko. pIKe naqo FI, Ae xIra to nhÄ bnega mgr loprI nhÄbnegI. hE¦ Aahaha? mÇFu pDe p` Ae kyeR j KU!ka hE.

Aem ke AEsa ÝTyaQyan? ha, ke AEsa ÝTyaQyan. smjmeH Aaya? wgvanAaTma xuâ Svwavka pir`mn ]âa &anka hE, AHxe iS=rta wI hE, p` ivxe*a AiS=rtabhot hE. Aahahaha... to AahÄ ßyare ÝTyaQyanke smy _sko Ôna ke Aa hE, AaErÔnkr vhaHse h@kr &anmeH iS=r huAa, _ska nam ÝTyaQyan hE. AavI VyaQya hve.Aaha... waØa to sadI p` p‡wu wav to hE Ae hE. Aahaha¦

Aaha¦ prwavkI _pai\ maƒse ÝvtRman Tyagke kt<RTvka nam k=n hone pr wI,nam maƒ hE. prma=Rse deqa Ôy to prwavke Tyagka kt<RTvka nam Apneko (hE) nhÄ.Ae ragka Tyag AaTma krte hE AEsa hE hI nhÄ kyÇik vStu vStu$pe ßyaH hE TyaH @yaR TyaHrag KU! gya to ragka Tyag ikya Ae to nammaƒ k=n hE. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH hve.Aane pCcqa` khevuH. _sko Tyag cairƒ khena, _sko inüy v‡t khena, inüyv‡tSv$p, Sv$pmeH vÄ!a{ gya Ane AanHdno na= wgvan Ae AanHdmeH vÄ!a{ gya, lInho gya. Aahahaha¦ AavI VyaQya. (]ota:- AavI j VyaQya hoy, bIÒ hoy j nhÄ.)

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496 smysar isiâ wag-2vStu Sv$p j AevuH Ke ne wa{. mÇFu pDe p` rIt to Aa Ke, Aa!ane xekta FI pIva{ Ôyma!e Aa!ako phele paÌmeH xekna pKI FI naqo. ƒ ey tara jxe Aa!a, FI AaEr skkrƒ ey nax =xe. xIra- flva nhÄ hoga Aem wgvan AaTmako phele sMyGdxRn &anmeHÝtItmeH AHtr sNmuq hokr lena pDega. mÇFa pDe p` vStu to Ae hE.

AaEr pIKe ragka Tyag ma!e vStuna SvwavmaH rag pr hE AEsa Ôna, AEsaÔnkr &an &anmeH jm gya. AaTma AaTmameH jm gya, Ae ;na H mu eyVya' Ae &anAe!le AaTma te pcqa` Ke. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH hve saHwzva mze nhÄ, Ýwu xuH kre?Aava Avsr mZya, mnu*ypàna bIje ÉãHy saHwzvanuH mze nhÄ. (]ota:- Ane mzeTyaH ivprIt mze) ivprIt mze. Aahaha... magR mÇFo pDe, dulRw lage, p` magR to AahE. Aahahaha... Aek hoy ƒ` kazmaH prma=Rno pH=. Aohoho¦ sHtoAe xuH k$à krIne !IkakrI Ke. Aahaha¦

wgvHt¦ kale AaVyuH ;tuH nhÄ? wgvtŸ Sv$p &an, wgvan &ata-ãVy sHSk<tmaHwgvtŸ &at< ãVy. Aahaha... Ae Apna ßyare &an Sv &eyko bnakr, pr&eyka Ôe &ankrte =e Ae pyaRye Sv&eyka &an ikya Tyare _sko sMyGdxRn Ane sMyG&an huAa. Tyarehve cairƒ kb hota hE? Ae &an Sv$pka &an huAa. &an Sv$pkI ÝtIt hu{, AnuwvAe &an ne AaTma ragko Apna Svwavse rag$pe hona Ae merI cIj nhÄ, Svwav meranhÄ, AEsa Svwav Ônkr SvwavmeH iS=r ho Ôna, iS=r ho Ôna, ÔmI Ôna jem panIhE yh brf$p ÔmI Ôta hE, brf. Aem wgvan AaTma &anSv$pI Ýwu AanHdSv$pIwgvnŸ Ae AanHdmeH jm Ôna, rm Ôna, lIn ho Ôna. Aahaha... _ska nam ragkaTyag nammaƒ hE. vStu to vStumeH @r g{ hE. pa!ÌÒ¦ AavI vatuH Ke, wa{ lokone nbese Ae!le pKI ivro\ kre, xuH kre bapa? wa{ tne tarI pâitnI qbr n=I. Aaha¦

sMyGdxRn &an Ane cairƒ AenI pirìtnI pâitnI Ýwu tne qbr n=I. Ae=ItuH ivro\ kr ke Aa v‡t hE ne Aa iÊya, Ae cairƒ nhÄ, Are Ýwu sUn to shI¦ v‡taidnowav Ae to rag hE. Aahaha... Ae &ane Ô~yuH ke Aa rag hE, AevuH &an &anmeH Aa pr hEAEsa Ônkr, &an SvFrmeH jm gya, prFrmeH pirìt n g{, Aahahaha... Aa phelaH &anto kre ke Aa cIj AEsI hE. Aahahaha¦

AhÄ to wgvnŸ Aem khete hE sHto ke prwavke Tyagka kt<RTv nam Apneko (hE)nhÄ. hEH? ragka Tyag Ae AaTmameH hE hI nhÄ. kyÇik AaTma AanHd$pe ræa TyaH Tyag hogya. ragka Tyag ikya AEsa to hE hI nhÄ. Aahahaha... hve AavI vatuH smjvI.

Are Aa@ vØRna bazko p` cairƒ g‡h` kre Ke. Aahaha... rajkumaro jena sonajevaH xrIr, Aahaha... wrt cÊvt±na puƒ, Aekso Aa@ mÌrTnnI geDI Ane dDe rmte=e, AemaH jykumarka sUna, jykumar Aaqa (sENyka) senapitna nayk, Aek ma`snIkZyo' to, Ae khe jykumare dIÙa ilya hE. Aoho¦ senapit KNnuH kroD paydzno nayk,Aem e cairƒ g‡h` ikya, Sv$pmeH rm`ta Ýg! ikya. Aahaha... Ae bazko Ko!I


497ëmrna pHdr, soz, A#ar, A#ar vØRnI ëmrna Aekso ne Aa@ bazko rmte =e m`Irtnna dDa=I Are. Aahaha¦ AenI mataAe ispa{ne mokLyo ma`sne (bazkonuH) |yanraqÔe.

hve Aane xuH krvuH? Ôe Aem khe ke Amare wgvan pase dIÙa leva ÔvuH Ke to Aolasa=e ispa{ hta Ae Aem khe wa{ calo Aap e wgvanna dxRn krxuH, Aem krtawgvan pase gye. Aahahaha¦ A#ar A#ar vØRna rajkumaro sonana pUtza jeva¦rtnm`Ina kaHitna par nhÄ AEsa puƒo. Ýwune khe Ýwu Amne cairƒ g‡h` kravo.Aahahaha¦ Ae khete hE ke Ýwu ßyaH Aate hE, TyaH AHdr Sv$pmaH iS=r ho Ôta hE. Aahaha¦cairƒ Ae!le rag=I riht Sv$pmeH rm`ta, crna, jmna, AanHdka wojn krna.Aahaha... pxu caro crte hE ne to ko{ vStu hoy _ska cara crte hE ne? Fas hoy lIluH,Aem wgvan AanHdno na= Apna AanHdka cara crte hE AHdr. AanHdka wojn krtehE, AanHdka kvz lete hE AHdr, Aa _ska nam cairƒ hE. Aahaha¦ \Ny Avtar Ane AekyaÅ ivna muiÉt nhÄ hE. smjmeH Aaya?

Aekla sMyGdxRn &an=I kaH{ muiÉt nhÄ hotI hE, sa=meH cairƒ Aayega tb muiÉthogI. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- sMyGdxRn =ay Ae!le cairƒ AaVya vgr rhe j nhÄ.) rhej nhÄ, p` Aa to cairƒ hxe tb AEsI iS=it hogI Aem. sMyGdxRn &an hone pr wIAcairƒka je pir`mn hE ivwavka _sko &an Ônte hE, ÝtIt krte hE ke Aa merI cIjnhÄ, mera wav nhÄ, prwav hE, _pai\wav hE. AEsa Ônkr in$pai\$p Apna SvwavmeHjm Ôna. Aahahaha... AanHdka _g‡ Anuwv hona _ska nam cairƒ hE. crna AHdrcrna, cre Ke ne gay, Aem AaTmamaH AanHd Sv$p Ôe qetr (SvÙeƒ) pDa hE, _skaAnuwv ¹iÚ to hE hve _sko Anuwv crte hE- Aahahaha... AanHdmeH ihloze c#te hE AHdrmeH_ska nam ÝTyaQyan Ane cairƒ hE Ýwu. Aahahaha¦

prwavke Tyag kt<RTvka nam Apneko nhÄ, SvyH to Ae namse riht hE. AanHdSv$p wgvan _ska ÝtIit ne &an huAa. p` ivxeØ AanHd jb AHtrmeH rmte hE tbivxeØ AanHd Aaya to AanHdmeH (rmte hEH to) ragka Awav ho gya, Ae ragka Tyagikya Ae nam maƒ hE. Ae vStu (AaTmcIj) &an$pe hu{, ye rag$pe hu{ hI nhÄ, hu{ nhÄpIKe Tyag kya khena? Aahahaha¦ (Tyag ikya vo k=nmaƒ hE)

Aavo marg¦ kayrna to kazÔH kHpI Ôy AevuH Ke. magR Aavo Ke Aevo phelaH&anmaH Aavo in\aRr to kr. Aahaha¦ pIKe Tyagke smymeH &anSv$pI wgvan jeAanHddz, &andz, Svwav dz, vItrag dz, Ae vItragwav$pe jm Ôy, Ae ragkaTyag ikya Ae to nammaƒ hE. Ae jm gya AHdr rag rha nhÄ to Ae Tyag ikya Aenammaƒ khenemeH Aata hE. prka TyagkI to bat hE hI nhÄ yhaH, xrIr ÏI ku!uHb pirvarAe to prka Tyag Ane g‡h` to AaTmameH hE hI nhÄ p` Aa ragka Tyag Ae (wI)nammaƒ hE. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat hE- malcHdÒ¦ Aa to AamaH buiâ Ôe{Ae =oDI AHdr.

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498 smysar isiâ wag-2Aahaha...

Ae wgvan AaTma, AanHdno sagr Ýwu AEsa wan ne &an huAa. KteH ßyaHAanHdnI dxanI rm`tamaH kmÔerIne kar e ragka du:qka vedn hE. Ae du:qka vedn hE voAanHd smye ÔNya ke AanHdkI sa= &ane Ô~ya ke Aa du:qka vedn hE. Ae prwav hE merIcIj nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Apne AanHdmeH jm Ôte hE rm Ôte hE Tyare rag Aaya nhÄ to ragka Tyag ikyaAEsa k=nmaƒ hE. Ae to rag$pe huAa Ke j É˜aH? Ae to AanHd$pe huAa hE. rag$pe huAaSvwav Ane pKI KoDe Ke Ae batey nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aavo margAe!le lokone Ae AekaHt Ke, AekaHt Ke Aem Ýwu kre Ke ho. (]ota:- qbr nhÄ yh batkI)bapu marg to Aa hE wa{¦ AekaHt Ke. Aem ke Aa Vyvhar dya dan v‡t wiÉt krte hE_sse wI inüy ho, AEse mante hE Are Ýwu Ae AekaHt to im+ya AekaHt hE- im+ya AnekaHthE. Aahahaha¦ sMykŸ AekaHt to Aa hE. rag$pe n hona Ane Svwav, Svwav$pepir`mn kr Ôna. Aahaha¦ Ae sMyGdxRn &an cairƒkI pir`it moÙmagR hE. bakIb\I vatHu hE. Aahaha¦ ko{ xaÏmeH, g‡H=meH AEsa Aaya ho, ke dya Ae \mR hE, p` { toVyvharnI vat hE bakI prkI dyaka wav Ae to AenI !Ika krta hE “puruØa=R isiâ_pay”meH ilya hE ke prkI dyaka wav Ae rag hE, Ane rag hE yh Sv$pkI ihHsa hE.(sUnkr) raD naqte hE loko.

wgvan &an Sv$pmaH rag Aaya to rag to Sv$pkI ihHsa hu{, {tnI AiS=rtahu{. Aahaha¦ hve Ae khe dya to \mR kha hE Ane tum khete hE rag hE Ae ihHsa hE. Arere¦ ÝwutuH xuH kre Ke?

“AihHsa prmo \mR” Ae to ragkI _Tpi¿ n hona Ane vItrag SvwavkI _Tpi¿hona Ae “AihHsa prmo \mR” hE. Aahahaha¦ prma=Rse deqa Ôy to prwavke Tyagkrneka nam Apneko nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ Ae rag$p huAa hI nhÄne pIKe? phele =a, AoÔna, Ônkr Sv$pmeH @r gye AaEr rag$p huAa hÄ nhÄ to ragka Tyag ikya Ae namk=n hE. Aahaha¦ Arere Aa ivi\ to cairƒnI Aa hE, ÝTyaQyan kho, pcqa` kho,ragka Awav Svwav $p kho, cairƒ kho, moÙka magRmaH cairƒ kho Ae Aa hE. AreAavI cairƒnI qbrey n mze. Aahaha¦

SvyH to Ae namse riht hE. wgvan to AanHd ne &an Sv$p hE to &an Sv$pho gya, AemaH ragka Tyagka nammaƒ, _smeH hE nhÄ. Aahaha... jEse Ý&ab‡ï Ýwu-Ý&anam &an ne b‡ï nam AanHd Sv$p jEsa hE AEsa ho gya iS=rta, {sne ragka Tyagikya Ae to k=nmaƒ hE. Aahahahaha¦ sumerumlÒ¦ ga=a bhot ACKI Aa{ hE AekƒIs,bƒIs, teƒIs, coƒIs tum Aayane AekƒIs ga=a xU$ hu{ bDI ACKI Aa{ hE. wgvan¦Aahaha¦ rag Ane xrIrse iwþ wgvan AanHdka na= ibrajte hE ne¦ Aahaha¦

“khe ivicÙ` puruØ sda meH Aek huH Apne rsse wyÈ Anaid !ek huH”


499mera &an ne AanHdna vItragI Svwavse wra (pDa) huH Anaidse, Aahaha¦

“mohkmR mm nahÄ. kmR nhÄ rag, rag moh mm nahÄ, nahÄ w‡mkUp hE” p` Ae ivkarp` w‡mno kUvo Ke. mEH “xuâcetna isH\u hmaro $p hE” Aahaha... bhenmaH nhotuH AaVyuH,rag myaRidt hE. myaRidt hE ma!e TyaHse KU!na hoga, AmyaRidt wgvan AaTmakoSv$pko AHdr pkDega to vhaHse (Sv$pse) KU!na nhÄ hoga. Aahaha¦ Arere¦ SvyH to{s namse riht hE. Aa!lI lI!ImeH iktna wyaR hE. Aahaha¦ Aek ;jgt' xBd hoy toAe jgt xBdmeH iktna wyaR hE? sara lok¦ AÙr ƒ` j-g-t AekaÙrI kaH{ kano maƒmÄDu kaH{ nhÄ - ;j-g-t' Aem khenemeH kya Aaya? sara lok Aa gya. Aahahaha...AEsa Aa ;AaTma' AÙrmeH sara wav Aa gya AHdrmeH, dxRn &an cairƒka kya Sv$phE vh Aa gya _smeH. Aahaha¦ =oDuH p` sTy hona cahIAe. ivxeØ mo!a mo!a pUHKDalHba-lHba lgaDI de Ô`pàna ne \aràna, Aahaha... AEse to Aigyar AHg AnHtbErkH@S= ikya _smeH kya Aaya? Aahaha... wgvan &anka pataz kUva AnHt Svwavkawra &anse, _ska &an krna _skI ÝtIit krna Ane _smeH rmna _ska nam dxRn &ancairƒ hE. Aahahaha¦ kho, JaHJrIÒ¦ AavI vat Ke wa{. Aaha¦ ivmzcHdÒ hE ke nhÄ?ha, Ke. AavuH Ke.

kyÇik &an Svwavse tum KU!ya nhÄ ne ßyaH pir`mn huAa TyaH ragmeH to AayahI nhÄ ne. Aahahaha¦ &an Sv$p wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu _smeH ¹iÚ Ane &an to =a. pÀHdrmeH rm gya AHdr Sv$pmeH FrmeH, prFrmeH Aaya hI nhÄ ne inj FrmeH rm gya toprwavka Tyag to nammaƒ- k=nmaƒ hE. pr FrmeH gya ÉyaH hE. Aahaha¦ khonvrHgwa{¦ AanuH nam pcqa`. Aahaha¦ \Nykaz \Ny Avsr. Aahaha... je smyeÝTyaQyankI dxa. _sko phele ÝtItmeH to le ke marg to Aa hE. smjmeH Aaya? krI xkenhÄ wle p` krne layk to Aa hE. Aahaha...

&an Svwavse SvyH to KU!a nhÄ. {silye ÝTyaQyan &an hI hE. Aaya co=uH pd,Ke ne co=uH pd “na H inyma mu edVvH” co=uH pd, ma!e ÝTyaQyan &an Ke. &an Ae!leAaTma. AhÄya &an xBde AaTma ilya hE. wgvan sara inmRzanHd vItrag mUitR Ýwu,ijnibHb Ae AaTma hI ÝTyaQyan hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

{silye ÝTyaQyan nam cairƒ A=va ÝTyaQyan(nam) ragka Awav Svwav$pÝTyaQyan Ae &an Ae AaTma hI hE. ;&an' xBd pDa hE ne? Aahaha... Ane AeksopHcavnmaH p` Ae j ilya hE¦ “Òvaid sdŸh H” AaTma je &an Sv$p hE, _ska pir`mnhona, _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE. Tyare Ae loko khe Aa!luH b\uH mÇFuH krI naQyuH. Are mÇFuHnhÄ, jevuH AenuH Sv$p Ke AevuH j kæuH Ke wa{. Aahaha¦ pu~yko ivÚa kha TyaH raD naqIÔy Ke- p` wgvane to pu~yko Jer kha hE, ivÚa to hÒ wUHDey qa ske, Jer to marInaqe¦ Aahahaha¦

v‡tna piràm xuwwav Ae Jer hE. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- ko{ Aene \mR khe Ane

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500 smysar isiâ wag-2Aap Jer kho) Are xuH =ay wa{. Ae v‡t krte krte sºma (gu S=an) ho Ôyega? Arev‡t Ae Vyvhar hE. Kõa gu S=an tk Vyvhar hE Ane sºme Vyvhar KU! Ôy. Are wa{tne qbr n=I bapu. phele to sMyGdxRn &an ho, pIKe muinp`a AanemeH phele to sºmgu S=an Aata hE, phele Kõa nhÄ Aata. Aahahaha... sºme Aata hE to pIKe ivkLpAata hE to Kõe Aa Ôta hE. to Ae to ivkLp Aas‡v hE, rag hE Ane sºme Aaya toAbuiâpUvRk rag hE. p` buiâpUvRk KU! gya to {tna inras‡v ho gya. Aahahaha...cairƒ hE tIn kØayka Awav hE, KteH muinko wI rag Aata hE. (yh) kluiØt hE.Am<tcHãacayeR kha ne ƒIÔ }lokmaH, Aoho¦ AaTm&an sMyGdxRn _praHt Kõa gu S=anneyoGy je cairƒ dxa wI hE, p` Aa rag Aaya, Ae du:q$p hE. “kLmaiØtayaH” kluiØtwav hE. Aahaha... to mEH mera xuâ cEtNyka |yey rqkr !Ika kruHga Ane |yeyna Ôere AekLmaiØt je Axuâ pir`mn Ae KU! ÔAo. Aahaha¦ AaEr mEH xuâ$p pir`mn huH yh merIwavna hE. muin, Aem khete hE AacayR. Aahaha¦

AEsa Anuwv krna cahIAe, ÔeyuH? {silye ÝTyaQyan AaTma hI hE. &an xBdeAaTma ilya. AEsa Anuwv krna caihye, AEsa Anuwv krna caihye. Aahahaha¦wgvan pU aRnHdke Anusare iS=rtaka Anuwv krna cahIAe. inivRkLp SvsHvedn &ankaAnuwv krna caihye _ska nam cairƒ hE. Aahahahaha¦ Are \Ny waGy¦ Ae ÝTyaQyanAne cairƒ bapa. Aahaha¦ Ae moÙne AaHg e AavI gya. AHgnmeH Aa gya hve AHdrÝvex krega tb moÙ hoga. Aahaha¦ wava=R:- ivxeØ Aayega.


Ývcn nH. 100 ga=a - 34-35 ta. p-10-78 gu$var Aaso sud-3 sH. 2p04

coƒIs ga=ano wava=R hE ne? AaTmameH prwavna TyagnuH ktaRp uH je Ke te nammaƒ Ke. kemke &an Sv$p Ke Aene ragno Tyag kre Ae to nammaƒ Ke. rag$pe &an Sv$phota hI nhÄ, =a hI nhÄ. Ae &an Sv$p Aene ragna TyagnuH ktaRp uH nammaƒ Ke. poteto &anSvwav Ke. &an SvwavmaH je ragnuH pir`mn htuH, te $pe pir`mn n huAa Ane&an$pe ræa AenuH nam pcqa`. Aahahaha¦ prãVyne pr Ô~yuH. ragaid prãVyne&anmaH pr Ô~yuH, pKI prwavnuH g‡h` nhÄ, Ae rag$pe pir`mn nhÄ, g‡h` nhÄ namrag$pe pir`mn nhÄ te Tyag Ke. Aahahaha¦ bharna TyagnI to vat xuH krvI (na)khe Ke, Aahahaha... p` wgvan &anSv$p Ýwu Ae pr rag$pe =a, rag$pe pyaRy htIAe &anSvwav$pe rhI Ane rag$pe n ={, AenuH nam pcqa`. Aahaha... AavI vat Ke.pKI prwavnuH pir`mn n =yuH te Tyag Ke. Aahaha¦

iS=r =yeluH &an te j ÝTyaQyan Ke, Aa qulaso. &an Sv$p wgvan je ragmaHAiS=rp e pir`mn htuH, te Svwav pote prp e pir`mne layk nhÄ, KtaH pyaRymeH =a,


501ãVy Svwav nhÄ, (Éya kha?) ãVy Svwav nhÄ, Aahaha... p` pyaRymaH ragnuHpir`mn htuH, Ae &anSv$p KuH Aem ÔÌne @yÈ AHdr Ae pr Ke Ae pr Ke, huH to&anSv$p KuH Aem ÔÌne AHdr iS=r =yo Ae pcqa`. Aahaha... Aava pcqa`nIVyaQya AavI Ke, Aa cairƒnI Aa VyaQya. Aaha¦ Aa &an isvay ko{ bIÔe wavn=I. &anSvwav &anSvwav$pe iS=r =yo Ae ÝTyaQyan Ke, Ae cairƒ Ke. Ae vItragpyaRy Ke. Aahaha... je rag Svwav Sv$p, rag$pe Svwav Vyaº n honelayk =e, rag=IVyaº hovavazo n=I, Aem ÔÌne &anSvwav, rag$pe je pir`mn htuH, te pir`mnn kyuÅ Ane &an$pe ræuH AenuH nam ÝTyaQyan Ane cairƒ Ke. AakrI vat bapu. Aahaha...saHwZyuH hoy gme te!lI var p` Aa vat, j¡dI ÔtnI Ke wa{. Aahaha... Aaha¦

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· inrpeÙ Svwavna wan ivna inim¿nuH y=a=R

&an =ay nih, Sv-prÝkaxk Svwav Ke, temaH Svna

&an ivna prnu H &an =ay nih. _padannI

SvtHƒtana &an vgr inim¿nuH &an =ay nih, inüy

ivna VyvharnuH &an =ay nih. jem iƒkazI ãVy

SvtHƒ inrpeÙ Ke, tem tenI smy smynI pyaRy

p` inrpeÙ SvtHƒ Ke. smy smynI pyaRy potana

kar e j =ay Ke.

(prmagmsar - 765)�



A= &atu: ÝTyaQyane ko ¹ÚaNt [Tyt Aah-

jh am ko iv puirso prdVvim H it jai`duH cyid.th sVve prwave àé` ivmuHcde àÌ.. 35..

y=a nam ko½ip puÌØ: prãVyimdimit &aTva Tyjit.t=a svaRnŸ prwavanŸ &aTva ivmu it &anI.. 35..

y=a ih kiüTpuÌØ: sMw‡aNTya rjkaTprkIyH cIvrmadayaTmIy- ÝitpÀyapir\ay xyan: Svym&anI sþNyen tdˆlmalMBy blaþG™IikÊymaò mHÙuÝitbu|ySvapRy pirvitRtmetäÏH mamkimTyskËäaÉyH x<~vþiqlEiüîE: su¤u prI"yiniütmetTprkIyimit &aTva &anI snŸ mu it tŠIvrmicratŸ, t=a &ataipsMw‡aNTya prkIyaNwavanadayaTmIyÝitpÀyaTmNy|yaSy xyan: Svym&anI snŸguÌà prwavivvekH kËTvEkIikÊymaò mHÙu Ýitbu|ySvEk: qLvymaTmeTyskËCKaEtHvaÉyH x<~vNniqlEiüîE : su¤u prI"y iniütmete prwava [it &aTva &anI snŸmu it svaRNprwavanicratŸ.

hve pUKe Ke ke &atanuH ÝTyaQyan &an j kæuH tenuH ¹ÚaHt xuH Ke? tena _¿r$p¹ÚaHt-daÚaÅtnI ga=a khe Ke:-

Aa parkuH Aem ÔÌne prãVyne ko nr tje,Tym parka saE ÔÌne prwav &anI pirTyje. 3p.

ga=a=R:- (y=a nam) jem lokmaH (k: Aip puÌØ:) ko{ puÌØ (prãVymŸ[dmŸ [it &aTva) prvStune ;Aa prvStu Ke' Aem Ô e Tyare AevuH ÔÌne (Tyjit)prvStune Tyage Ke, (t=a) tevI rIte (&anI) &anI (svaRnŸ) svR (prwavanŸ)prãVyona wavone (&aTva) ;Aa prwav Ke' Aem ÔÌne (ivmu cit) temneKoDe Ke.

!Ika:-jem-ko[ puÌØ \obIna Fre=I w‡m=I bIÔnuH vÏ lavI, potanuH ÔÌAo#Ine sUto Ke ne potanI meze A&anI (-Aa vÏ bIÔnuH Ke Aeva &an ivnano)={ ræo Ke ßyare bIÔe te vÏno qU o pkDI, qeHcI tene nG™ kre Ke Ane khe Ke ke ;tuHxIF‡ Ôg, sav\an =a, Aa maruH vÏ bdlamaH AavI gyuH Ke te maruH mne de', TyarevarHvar kheluH Ae vaÉ˜ saHwzto te, (Ae vÏnaH) svR icîo=I sarI rIte prIÙakrIne, ;j$r Aa vÏ parkuH j Ke' Aem ÔÌne, &anI =yo =ko, te (prna) vÏnejldI Tyage Ke. tevI rIte-&ata p` w‡m=I prãVyona wavone g‡h` krI, potana

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503ÔÌ, potamaH Aek$p krIne sUto Ke ne potanI meze A&anI ={ ræo Ke ßyare ]IguÌ prwavno ivvek (wed&an) krI tene Aek AaTmwav$p kre Ane khe ke ;tuHxIF‡ Ôg, sav\an =a, Aa taro AaTma qreqr Aek (&anmaƒ) j Ke, (ANy svRprãVyna wavo Ke), ' Tyare varHvar kheluH Ae AagmnuH vaÉ˜ saHwzto te, smSt(Sv-prnaH) icîo=I sarI rIte prIÙa krIne, ;j$r Aa prwavo j Ke' (huH Aek&anmaƒ j KuH) Aem ÔÌne, &anI =yo =ko, svR prwavone tTkaz KoDe Ke.

wava=R:-ßyaH su\I prvStune wUl=I potanI Ô e TyaH su\I j mmTv rhe Aneßyare y=a=R &an =va=I prvStune parkI Ô e Tyare bIÔnI vStumaH mmTv xanuHrhe? A=aRtŸ n rhe Ae Ýisâ Ke.

Ývcn nH. 100 ga=a - 3p ta. p-10-78

hve pUKe Ke ke, &atanuH ÝTyaQyan &an j kæuH, wgvan AaTma Ô`nar deqnarSvwav AenuH ÝTyaQyan Ae!le cairƒ &an j kæuH AenuH ¹ÚaHt xuH Ke. Aena _¿r$p ¹ÚaHt-¹aÚaÅtnI ga=a khe Ke.

jh am ko iv puirso prdVvim H it jai`duH cyid .th sVve prwave àé` ivmuHcde àÌ .. 35..

(hirgIt)Aa parkuH Aem ÔÌne prãVyne ko nr tje,Tym parka saE ÔÌne prwav &anI pirTyje. 3p.

!Ika:- jem ko{ puruØ \obIna Fre=I w‡m=I bIÔ ko{nuH vSƒ lavI potanuH ÔÌAo#Ine sUto Ke. ¹ÚaHt Ke hoH. ne potanI meze A&anI, potanI meze A&anI, Aahaha... ={ræo Ke, Aa vSƒ bIÔnuH Ke Aeva &an ivnano ={ ræo Ke. Tyare, ßyare bIÔe te vSƒnoqU o pkDI qeHcI tene nG™ _FaDo kre Ke, Aahaha... Ane khe Ke ke tuH xIF‡ Ôg, sav\an=a, Aa maruH vSƒ bdlamaH AavI gyuH Ke, maruH vSƒ Ke taruH n=I. Aahahaha¦ tara vSƒnebdle maruH vSƒ tne A&anp e AÔ`p e AavI gyuH Ke, te maruH mne de. Aahaha¦ TyarevarHvar kheluH, Aek var kheluH nhÄ, Aahaha... varHvar kheluH Ae vaÉ˜ saHwzto, te sveRicîo=I sarI rIte prIÙa krI, vSƒna icîonI prIÙa krI. ke Aa vSƒ maruH nhÄ, Aaha...j$r Aa vSƒ parkuH Ke. Aem Ao#eluH KtaH, Aahaha... Aena lÙò Ôeya ke mara vSƒmaHto ma=e AhÄya nam htuH maruH AHg‡eÒ nam AamaH to Ke nhÄ AamaH to bIÔnuH nam Ke.Aahaha¦ naqe Ke ne ko! paKz nam raqe, Aahaha... jldI Tyage Ke, sarI rIte prIÙakrI j$r Aa vSƒ maruH n=I Aem ÔÌne, parkuH ÔÌne &anI =yo =ko, Ae vSƒnoÔ`nar Ae!lo j &anI.

varHvar kheluH vaÉ˜ saHwzto sarI rIte prIÙa krI, j$r Aa vSƒ maruH n=I Aem

ga=a - 3p


504 smysar isiâ wag-2&anI =yo =ko vSƒne jLdI Tyage Ke. Ae!le Ao#eluH KtaH Ae vSƒ maruH n=I Aem ={ gyuHhve, Aahaha... &anSv$pe Ô~yuH ke Aa to vSƒna icîo mara n=I, Ae!le AHdr Ao#eluHKtaH te parkuH ={ne ræuH hve. Aahahaha¦

tevI rIte Ae ¹ÚaHt =yo. &ata p`, Ô`naro wgvan &anSv$pI Ýwu, w‡m=IprãVyona wavone g‡h` krI, ragaid pu~y papna wav Ae prãVyna wav Ke, AeSvãVyna wav nhÄ. ãVyna wav nhÄ. pyaRymaH wle ho p` Ae prãVyna wav Ke, Aemkhe Ke. Aahahaha¦ pu~y ne papna wav, ragäeØna wav parka potana ÔÌne prãVyonawavone ÔÌne g‡h` krIne, potana ÔÌ, kemke TyaH j ¹iÚ htI, &aykSv$p _pr ¹iÚnhotI. Aahaha¦ rag ne äeØ ne ivkLpna piràm Ae _pr ¹iÚ TyaH htI, Aene hve(potanuH) Ô~yuH. Aa Ke ne? Aahaha¦

potana ÔÌ potamaH Aek krI sUto Ke. ragäeØ ivkLp, potanuH &anSv$p iwþ KeAem Ô~yuH n=I Ane Ae ragaid mara Ke Aem krIne A&anp e sUto Ke. te potanI mezaAeA&anI ={ ræo Ke, kmRne l{ne nhÄ. Aahahaha... Ae ragäeØne l{ne nhÄ. potanImezaAe ragäeØna wav mara n=I Aem n Ô`to, mara Ke Aem Ô`to A&anI ={ ræoKe. Aahaha¦ Tyare ]I guÌ prwavnuH wed&an krI, Aahaha... Aene rag=I iwþ btavIÝwu Ae ragna lÙ` Ae tara nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae to TyaH Aem kæuH ke AenI mezaAe n=IAene guÌ mZya wed&an btavnara Ae!lI vat AenI mezaAe n=I ÔGyo, Aam ÔGyo Ke,Aem khe Ke. (]ota:- guÌAe _pdex AaPyone) Ae _pdex Ae e lI\one, g‡h` kyÈ ne?rag=I iwþ krvanuH Ae e &an kyuÅne? Tyare guÌAe _pdex dI\o Aem inim¿ khevamaH AaveKe. AavI vat Ke. Aahahaha¦

AaTma &an Ýma e, raƒe nhotuH kæuH? wgvan AaTma &an Ýma e Ke. Ane &an&ey Ýma e Ke Ane &ey lokalok Ke. Aam ßyaH &anmaH Ýma`maH &an AaTma Ýma e Ke,ne Ae &annI pyaRy wle ]ut&annI ho, (p`) Ae ragaid Ke Ae &ey Ke Ane Ae &annIvtRman pyaRy AaTmamaH Vyapk Ke Ane te &annI pyaRy &ey Ýma e Ke, Ae!le ragaid jevStu Ke tenuH &an krvane layk Ae Ke. Aahaha... Aene potanuH manvane layk Ae n=I.Aahahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? Ae &annI Aek smynI pyaRy AaTmamaH Vyapk Ke, AepyaRy, ãVyne Ô e Ke, Ae pyaRy gu ne Ô e Ke, Ae pyaRy AnHtI bIÒ pyaRyne Ô e Ke,Ae pyaRy pyaRyne Ô e Ke, Ae pyaRy &ey je rag Aaid AnHt, Aahahahahaha... Ae AnHt&eyo te &annI pyaRy &ey Ýma e Ke Ae!le ke &eyo je AnHt Ke tene krvane layk n=I,Ô`vane layk Ke, Aahaha... &ey Ýma e honelayk n=I. Ô`va layk Ke. Aahaha.smÔy Ke kaH{?

AevI je &annI pyaRy, Ae e potana lÙ`=I Sv$pne Ô~yuH, tene ragaidna lÙòte pr&eyna Ke, (Ae Ô~yuH). Ae mara &annI pyaRymaH Ae $pe =vuH Ae maro ãVy Svwavj n=I. Aahaha¦ pyaRymaH Ke, p` maro ãVy Svwav Ae $pe =vano n=I. Aahahahaha...


505Aem ÔÌne Ae &annI pyaRye ragna lÙò pr Ke Aem ÔÌne, Aahahaha... Ae &eytrIke Ke, ceTy cetknI nÒktane kar e Aem lage Ke ke Aa &eynuH &an Ke. qreqr to Ae&an &annuH Ke. &eynuH &an n=I, &ey to pr Ke. Aave Ke ne? ceTycetk (ga=a-r94)Aahaha... wgvan &an Sv$pe cetnar Ke Ane ragaid te &ey cETy jàva layk Ke bs,Apna honelayk hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ raƒe to F uH kæuH'tuHne Ae to Aave Tyare Aave ne.......smÔ uH kaH{?

Ae &an pyaRye Apna potana lÙ`=I Ô~yuH ke huH to AaTma &anSv$p KuH. Aneragna lÙ`=I Ô~yuH ke Ae to pr Ke. ÔÌne &an &an$pe ræuH Ane &ey$pe pir`mnpyaRymaH n =yuH AenuH nam ÝTyaQyan khevamaH Aave Ke. AavI vat Ke. AhÄ to ATyareÝTyaQyan baæ Tyag kyÈ- pcqa` l{ lI\a, bapu Ae to b\I ivkLpnI vatuH bharnIKe. Aahaha¦ AhÄya to &annI Aek smynI pyaRy Aem pote ragna lÙ`ne prãVynawav trIke Ane SvãVyno Svwav nhÄ, Aem (lÙ` wed) ÔÌne Ae &annI pyaRynItakat, Aekek pyaRynI takatmaH AnHtI sºwHgI é@e. Aahahaha¦

Ae &annI Aek smynI pyaRy pyaRyp e Ke, Ae rag-&eyp e n=I. Ae pyaRypyaRyp e Ke Ane bIÒ pyaRyp e Ae n=I. Aahahaha... Aavo diryo gHwIr hE, wgvanSvwav. (]ota:- be bol =ya) be bol =ya. Aeva AnHta bol l{ leva.

Aekek pyaRy, Aahaha... Tyare &annI Aek smynI pyaRy SvãVyne Ô e, AnHtgu ne Ô e, Ae isvay AnHtI pyaRyo jeno par nhÄ, par nhÄ, Aahahaha... Ae pyaRyonep` te pyaRy Ô e, AnHtI AnHtI pyaRy je pyaRymaH Aa KeLlI Ke, Aevo ko{ KeDo j n=I.Aahahaha... AevI AnHtI sHQyaAe je pyaRy Aene p` Ae pyaRy Ô e. Aahahaha... AevIj pyaRy ]âanI, AevI AnHtI AnHtI Sv&ey Ane pr&ey Aene Ae ]âe, Aahahaha... maratrIke nhÄ p` ]âe ke Aa pr Ke ne Aa huH KuH. Aaha¦ Ae ]âamaH p` AnHtI takat Ke.Aahahaha¦

rag$pe n =vuH, Ane Aene bIÒ pyaRyp e p` n =vuH. Aahahaha... AevI AnHtISv&an Ane &eynuH &an Ke tene Ae ÝtIt kre Ke. Aahahaha... Ae ÝtItnI p` pyaRy AnHtAnHt mahaTMyvazI Ke. kemke &annI pyaRy Sv&an Ane pr&ey isâo AnHt isâo,AnHt ingodna Òvo, ALp& pyaRyvaza AnHt Òvo gu e pUr`, Aem svR& pyaRyvazaAnHt Òvo, Aene p` Ae &annI pyaRy, potamaH rhIne (Ô e) prnuH AiStTv Ke ma!enhÄ, potanI takat=I Svprne Ô`vanI takatvazuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ kho, nvrHgwa{¦AavI vatuH Ke. rate hta ne, Tyare F uH nIkZyuH'tuH wa{ Ae to AenI mezaAe nIkze Ke. nIkzeTyare =ay ne. Aaha¦

AhÄya to xuH khevuH Ke ke &an Sv$pI wgvan AaTma Ae ragne pr trIke, prne &eytrIke Ô`vano Svwav Ke. AevuH je e Ô~yuH, Ae Ô~yuH ke rag$pe n =yo Ane &an$pe ræo,AenuH nam ragno Tyag nammaƒ k=n Ke. Aahaha¦ bakI &anSvwav wgvan rag $pe

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506 smysar isiâ wag-2=yo j n=I Svwav, pyaRyp e =yo Ke to Aene Ô~yuH ke Aa to pr Ke. Aahahaha¦ huH toteno, mara=I tena AiStTv ivna Ô`vuH maro Svwav Ke. Aahaha¦ AenuH ragaid AiStTvKe, ma!e tene huH Ô`vana Svwavvazo =aë KuH, Aem n=I. Aahahaha¦ AavI vStu Ke.

AevI Aekek pyaRy AnHta sam+yRvazI, iS=rnI pyaRy Sv$pnI p` AnHtIsam+yRvazI. Aahaha¦ rag$pe n =taH iS=r$pe =ay te p` pyaRynI takat AnHtI.Aahaha¦ Aek j pyaRymaH p` iS=rnI pyaRymaH AnHtI sºwHgI. Aahahaha¦ AevuH jewgvan AaTmanuH &anpyaRy Sv$p, ]âa pyaRySv$p, AanHd pyaRySv$p AemaH=I Ô~yuHke ragaid mara ãVyna Svwav=I pU R Vyaº hovuH Ae vStu (Sv$p) n=I. pyaRymaHinim¿ne lÙe pir`mn =yuH, p` maro ãVySvwav tep e Vyape AevuH n=I. Aem ãVySvwavneÔ`narI &annI pyaRy, Aahahaha... ragne pr trIke Ô`vana SvwavvazI pyaRyrag$pe n =taH, &anp e, &anp e, iS=r rhI Ae AenuH nam AhÄya prno Tyag kyÈ Aenammaƒ Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aa!lI xrtuH ne Aa!lI jvabdarI. kho, nvrHgwa{¦

raƒe to F uH kæuH' tuH Ae to b\uH, AhÄ to Aa AaVyuH ne AhÄya- ke guÌAe prm ivvekkrI Aene btaVyo to Ae e kyuÅ. Aahaha¦ wa{¦ ragaid tarI cIj nhÄ. pir`mnmaH wleho, p` tara ãVySvwavnI Ae cIj nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? rag cahe to dya-dan wiÉt Aaidno ho, cahe to sU"m ragno ivkLp ho Ae p` prwav Ke, huH to tenomaramaH rhIne Ô`naro, tene ADya ivna tena AiStTvne kar e huH AenuH &an kruH KuH AemeynhÄ. (prHtu) mara &anno pyaRyno j Ae!lo Svwav Ke, ke prne Ane Svne Ô`vamaHrhevuH, Ae j marI iS=it Ke. Aahahaha¦ kho, hIrawa{¦ AavuH AaVyuH Ke.

Aem ÔÌne Ô~yuH, Ô~yuH ke Aa pr Ke, huH nhÄ AevuH je &an Sv$p &anmaH @yuÅ,&anmaH iS=r =yuH. Ae Ae e ragno Tyag kyÈ Ae nammaƒ k=n @yuÅ Ae pcqa` Ke. hveAa pcqa` Ane cairƒnI Aa VyaQya. ragna Awavna Svwav$p =vuH Ae Aa. ragnaSvwav$p n =vuH Ane ãVyna Svwav$pe =vuH, AenuH nam AhÄya ÝTyaQyan Ane cairƒKe. Aahaha¦ AhÄ to bharna kaH{k v‡t lI\a ne Amuk kyuÅ ={ gyuH cairƒ, Ae ãVycairƒ. Aaha¦ wa{ mo!I wUl Ke Ýwu, Ae pyaRyna fz Aakra pDxe p‡wu tne, Aahaha...ragnI iÊya manvI Ae AakruH pDxe p‡wu tne du:q. Aahaha¦ AhÄya to rag$pe n =vuH.Aahaha¦ Ane rag Ke ma!e &anmaH iS=r =yo Aem n=I. rag Ke ma!e ragnuH AhÄ &an=yuH Aem n=I. rag Ke ma!e AhÄ &anmaH tenI ]âa ={ Aem n=I. ]âanI pyaRySvtHƒp e &ey Ane &anne ]âe ÝtIt kre Aevo Aeno Svwav Ke. AavuH Sv$p hvema`sne. Ae cairƒnI Aa VyaQya Ke. Ae kale ibcara quxI =ya hta bpore AaVya hta.

Aoho¦ ware ÝTyaQyan meH kI\uH Ae bpore r9p maH AavvanuH Ke. Aem ke &anIne p`du:qnuH vedn Ke, AanHdnuH vedn Ke, bso pHca uHmaH (vcnam<tmaH) AavvanuH Ke. Ae du:qnaragna piràm mara ãVy Svwave =ay Aem to huH n=I. p` AhÄya to cairƒnI VyaQyalevI Ke ne? Aahaha¦ Ae ragna piràmne mara ãVyna SvwavnuH Ae pir`mn nhÄ.


507Ae=I te ragna piràm prwav Ke, Aem je e AHdr &an SvwavmaH Aena miln Anedu:qna Svwav=I ÔÌ, maro wgvan to &an ne AanHd Svwav Ke. Aeva ragne du:qnawav$p ÔÌ Ane Ae &anna SvwavmaH du:qna wavno (Awav Ke), TyaH Ae du:qnowav Ke ma!e =yuH Aemey n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae &annI pyaRyno Svwav j Sv ne prne Svt:prnI ApeÙa ivna Ô`vuH Ae Aeno Svwav Ke. Aahaha¦ hve AavuH ÉãH pkDvuH, nvraxn mze, fursd n mze AavI vat Ke Ýwu Aa to ÝTyaQyan AaVyuH ne. Aahahaha¦

paKuH AemaH kæuH ne ke ragne ragna lÙ`=I ÔÌ Ane tene te $pe n pir`mtaH &anÔ`naro Ke, Aem &an &an$pe @yuÅ sMyGdxRn &an to Ke, Ae _praHt ßyare ragnIAvS=ane prwav trIke &anmaH p<=k trIke, wed=I ÔÌ Ane Ô`naro Ô`narmaH @yÈ,Aahahaha... AenuH nam ÝTyaQyan ne cairƒ Ke. ÝTyaQyanno A=R Tyag Ke. p` Aeragno Tyag p` nammaƒ Ke.

AhÄ to khe Ke, Aahahaha¦ xuH xElI¦ SvprÝkaxk xiÉt hmarI tatEvcn wed w‡mwarI, Sv-xiÉt Sv&ey ÝkaxI, pr xiÉt pr&ey. Aahaha¦ wgvanno &an pyaRynoSvwav, Aa to sMyGdxRn &an sihtnI vat Ke ne, Ae &anno SvprÝkaxk Sv&eynoSvwav. Aahahaha... Ane pr&eyne pr&ey trIke, hEyatI hova KtaH &annI pyaRy, tenIApeÙa ivna tene Ane Svne Ô`taH AHdr @re Ane rag$pe n =ay Aene ragno Tyag khevoAe nammaƒ Ke. Ae p` &an$pe &an @yuÅ. Aahaha¦ ÔMyuH AHdr wa{ khe Ke ne, nhÄ?cHduwa{ tmara, ÔMyuH khe Ke ne. cHduwa{ daktr¦ Aahaha¦

AenI Ý=m pIKan to Aa kre ke Aa vStunuH Sv$p Aavu Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Aahaha¦wgvan &anSv$p Ýwu, potana lÙ`ne Ô`to'to &anI =yo. p` hve cairƒ, ix*yeAem pUKyuH Ke ne, ke mne ]âa &an to =yuH Ýwu, p` hve mara Aacr`ne ma!e mare AacrvuHKe. kar`ke mara Aacr`maH hÒ ragnuH Aacr` Ke, wle mara ¹iÚna ivØymaH n=I p`mara pir`mnmaH =ay Ke. to mare maruH Aacr` krvuH Ke to te ragna TyagnI ivi\ xuH?ragna Tyag$pI pcqa` xI rIte =ay? Aahaha¦ to guÌAe kæuH ke jem \obIne Fer=IvSƒ prnuH lavI Ane maruH ÔÌne sUto, Aene bIÔAe jgaDyo (ke) wa{ Aa vSƒnalÙ` to j¡Ao, Ae taro ko! nhÄ. Ae ko! laHbo taro nhÄ tena lÙò Ôe to qro.Aahaha... Aem ÔÌne Ao#yuH KtaH pr$pe ¹iÚmaH ={ gyuH, Ane iS=rtamaH p` Ae maruHn=I Aem ={ gyuH. Aahaha¦

Aem wgvan AaTma ragna ivkLpne potana manIne sUto hto, Ae to ÔGyo Kehve, p` AiS=rtamaH je hto Aem khe Ke, smÔy Ke. AhÄ to Aek sa=e b\I vat le Ke,im+yaTv=I maHDIne b\I, AiS=rtamaH p` im+yaTv Ane ragno Tyag krIne pcqaÀem btave Ke. wa{¦ jysenacayRnI !IkamaH to im+yaTv ne ragaid Av‡t Aaid b\uH Ke.b\I vat AenI x$Aat=I j _paDe Ke pa\rI. Aahaha¦

rag Aag dah dhe sda. Aeva ragna lÙò prwavna ÔÌ Ane &an SvwavmaH

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508 smysar isiâ wag-2&an @re Ke, Ane prwavp e Ae &anSvwav Ae pr&ey trIke pir`mtuH n=I, Sv&eyna&annI iS=rtap e pir`me Ke, tene ragna Tyag$pI cairƒ khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦Ae ragvjRn Ae AaVyuH ne wa{ Aekso pHcavn “Òvaid sdŸh H” Aahahaha¦ ßyare teguÌ prwavno ivvek krI tene Aek AaTmwav$p kre, ¹iÚ to htI p` Ae _praHt paKuHivxeØ kraVyuH Ke. rag taro nhÄ, taro Svwav Aa Ke Aem weguH l{ne hare-iS=rta kraveKe. Aatmwav$p kre Ane khe ke tuH xIF‡ Ôg, xIF‡ Ôg, hzve hzve ÔgIx Aem nhÄ.Aahaha¦ sav\an =a. wgvan tuH sav\an =a. ragmaH sav\an Ke, Aene Ô`naro tuHsav\an =a hve. Aahahaha¦ hve AavI vatuH AakrI pDene smjvamaH Ae!le loko Aeneinüy krIne ka#I naqe Ke. Aa Vyvhar kro wa{ Ae Vyvhar to A&an Ke wa{.Aahaha¦

Aek Aatmwav$p kre Ane khe ke tuH xIF‡ Ôg, wa{ tuH Ôgne. Ae ragna lÙòiwþ Ke Ane taruH lÙ` iwþ Ke. Aem Ôg¦ wle sMyG¹iÚ pUKe Ke Aene p` Aa rIte paKuHkæuH. Aahaha¦ sMyG¹iÚ pUKe Ke ne? ke mne ]âa &an =yuH Ke p` hve mare maruH Aacr`krvuH Ke, Aene prno Tyag krvo Ke Ae xI rIte =ay? Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ prno TyagAe!le xuH p` hve, pote prp e n =yo Ae!le Aene prno Tyag nammaƒ Ke. =yo Ke pote&an, &an$pe ræuH. Ô`nar Ô`narmaH ræo, Ô`nar &eyna ragp e =yo nhÄ. Aaha...tena &anp e =yo Ane ={ne (&an) iS=r =yuH. Aahahaha¦ Ae &an ÔMyuH. AHdrmaHAanHdnI dxa letuH ÔMyuH. Aahaha¦ Aene AhÄya cairƒ Ane ÝTyaQyan khe Ke. Aeneragno Tyag kyÈ Aem nammaƒ k=n krvamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ prna TyagnI to vatAhÄ Ke j nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aa bayDI, Kokra KoDya Ane g<hS=a]m KoDõ ne Ae cIjto g‡hI (ke) KoDI Ke j ÉãH? Ae g‡hIye n=I Ane KoDIye n=I, Ae g‡h` Tyag ivnanoto AaTma Anaid AnHt Ke. Aaha¦ fkt ragne g‡æo to potana Sv$pna wan ivna,Ae mara trIke g‡h` kyÈ to kho ke pir`mn kyuÅ'tuH kho. Aahaha¦ hve Aeno Tyag krvoKe, Ae!le ke Aahaha¦ wgvan tuH ÔgtI ßyot KuH ne? sav\an =a. Aahahaha¦

“ÔgIne Ôeë to jgt dIse nhÄ”- Aahahaha... cEtNyna Svwavne ßyaH ÔgIneÔeyo Tyare ragna wavne pr trIke Ô~yo, Aahahaha... Ae to mara &annI pyaRynuH &eyKe, pr Ke Ae. Aahahaha¦ mara Sv$pmaH Ae pr&ey n=I. mara ãVyno Svwav prp e =vuHAe huH n=I. Aahaha¦ pyaRyp e je AiS=rta htI Aene ãVy Svwavp e AaTmane ÔÌAne Ae rag$pe =yo nhÄ, p` Aa Ô~yuH Ke, ke Aa Ke pr Aem ÔÌne TyaH=I lÙ KoDIdI\uH, Ane Sv$pna lÙmaH @yÈ. Aahaha¦ wgvHt¦ tarI VyaQya to j¡Ao, Aa cairƒ.Aahaha¦ wgvtŸ Sv$p to phele=I kæuH'tuH ne. wgvan &ataãVy, wgvHtŸ &ata ãVyH,sHSk<t !IkamaH wgvHtŸ &at<ãVyH, Ae ßyaH ÔgIne ragne pr trIke lÙ`=I ÔeyuH Ô~yuHAahaha... AekTv to KU!I gyuH'tu, p` AhÄ frIne ivxeØ vat levamaH AavI Ke. smÔyKe kaH{? AiS=rp e je htuH. Aahaha¦ Aene pr trIkena lÙòne &ane Ô~yuH Ane Ae &an


509pr$pe n =yuH Ane te kaze te &an iS=rp e =yuH, tene AhÄya ÝTyaQyan cairƒ khe Ke.Aahahaha¦

loko kH{na kH{ mane Ýwu¦ wa{¦ Ae ë\I maNytana fz bapa Ae vtRman du:qKe wa{ tne AenI qbr n=I, Ane Aena du:qna fz, tÀvnI ivra\na AenuH fz to ingodKe. Aahaha¦ tÀvnI Aara\na AenuH fz to moÙ Ke. Aahaha¦ vcmaH xuwaxuwwav Aecar gitnuH kar` Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

taro Aa AaTma qreqr Aek j Ke. Aek &anmaƒ j Ke Aem guÌAe kæuH Ke. jeAnekp e deqay Ae tuH nhÄ, ragna ivkarna pir`mnp e deqay Ke, Ae tuH nhÄ, Ae tuH nhÄ,AenI to qbr htI, p` ivxeØ kraVyuH paKuH. Aahaha¦ Ae qreqr to Aek j Ke. wgvanto &an Sv$pI Aek j Ke. AemaH je Aa rag äeØaid dya dan Aaidna wavo Anek _Tpþ=ay Ae Aek Sv$pnI cIj nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AavI gHwIr cIj Aekek }lokmaH. Aahahaha¦diryo wyÈ Ke Aaqo.

AhÄya Ae kæuH ke Aek-Aek j Ko, tuH Aek j Ko. &an AanHdaid Sv$p tuH Aek j Ko,Anekp e je &an rag Ane pu~y ne dya danna ivkLpp e deqay Ke te Anekp e tuH nhÄ.Aahaha¦ Ae Anekp e je pyaRymaH =to hto te tuH nhÄ, Aem krIne &anne rag=I paKuHvaZyuH Ane &an &anmaH @re Ke. Aahaha... ANy prãVyna wavo Ae svR ANy Ke. ragAaidno wav cahe to mhav‡tno ho Ae b\o pr Ke. Aahahaha¦ hve AhÄya Aem khe Keke mhav‡tna pir`am krtaH krtaH Ae ãVy cairƒ Ke, Ae wav cairƒ =xe. Are wgvanÝwu tHu xuH kre Ke wa{. (]ota:- tTva=R sUƒmaH to Aas‡v kI\uH Ke) Aas‡v Ke Ae wle kæuHTyaH, p` TyaH Aene law kæo Ke paKo Aem kæuH Ke, bIÔ g‡H=maH kæuH Ke ke Ae \mR Ke. pu~yAe \mR Ke, Ae to Vyvhar \mRnI VyaQya Ke. jene AaTma AaTmamaH Anuwv=I @yÈ Aeinüy \mR Aa Ke, Aene je ragAaid Aave Tyare Aene (rag) Vyvhar \mRno AaropAaPyo Ke, inüy=I to A\mR j Ke. Acairƒ Ke cairƒno doØ Ke. Aahahaha¦ qreqrAaTma Aek j Ke, &anmaƒ j Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae rag$pe Ae AaTma nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

ANy svR prwavo Ke. Tyare varHvar kheluH AagmnuH vaÉ˜, AhÄ j¡Ao. Aahaha...pHcmkaz Ae!le Òvone Aa vat lI\I Ke, Aene varHvar saHwzvamaH mZyuH. sara (co=a)kazmaH to Aekvar saHwze ne f! étrI Ôy Aem khe Ke. Aaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? AhÄto pHcmAaro Ke ne¦ Tyare varHvar kheluH, varHvar kheluH Ae!le? guÌAe to Aekvar kæuHhtuH. p` ix*ye varHvar yad kyuÅ AaDƒIs ga=amaH Aave Ke ne varHvar, Aene rag=I iwþ(smÔVyo) rag=I iwþ Aem Ô`vamaH ivvek kyÈ, Aahahaha... maro Ýwu &ayk KeAne rag=I iwþ Ke, Aem varHvar AHdr ivvek kyÈ, Ae=I Aene varHvar guÌAe kæuH AemsaHwzvamaH ivvek kyÈ. Aahahaha... hve AavI vatne mXkrI krIne ka#I naqe Ke. Ae Ô ekaH{ cIj j n=I.

¹iÚmaH im+yaTvno Tyag =yo Aem khevuH Ae p` khe Ke nammaƒ Ke. Aahaha¦

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510 smysar isiâ wag-2wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu Aeno ßyaH ¹iÚmaH SvIkar ={ Ane s<iÚ ={ sMyGdxRnnIAahahaha... AemaH b\I AaqI cIj pUr` Ke Ae ÝtItmaH AavI g{. Ane temaH huH rag$pen=I Ae p` AemaH AavI gyuH. Ane te ]âamaH Aem p` AaVyuH ke hve huH AamaH je!lo @rIxte!lI Axuâta (ne) kmRno nax =xe. Aahahaha¦ ]âamaH p` Aem AaVyuH. Aahahaha¦wgvan AanHd Sv$p p‡wu AemaH huH @rIx. Aahaha... AevuH ]âamaH AaVyuH ke AamaH huH je!lo@rIx Ae!lo AiS=rtano ne kmRno nax =xe. Ae AhÄya @rvanI vat hve lI\I. Aahaha¦smÔ uH kaH{? TyaHy Aem Aave Ke ne, ]âamaH Aam =yuH ne pKI Aacr` kre Ke. s¿r-A#ar ga=a Aola raÔne AozqIne pKI ]âa krIne ne Aacr` krIne Aem AaTmaneAozqIne ne ]âa krI ne pKI AenuH j Aacr` krIne, Aahaha... carekor=I j¡Ao tovStune Aek rIte j isâ kre Ke. Aahaha¦ iwþ-iwþ pDqaH=I, AnHta ãVy Ane ragnIm|ymaH Ýwu p` tuH Aeklo &anSv$p iwþ Ko. AevuH Aene varHvar guÌAe kæuH Ae!le kevarHvar kheluH yad kyuÅ. Smr`maH lI\uH, Aahaha... ke pr trfna lÙvazo ivkar Ae maruHSv$p nhÄ. AevuH wan to =yuH'tuH p` wanmaH hve ivxeØ @yÈ hve. Aahaha¦ Ae p e =vuHAe maro ãVy Svwav nhÄ, Aem AaVyuH ne? phelaH AavI gyuH, ãVySvwavp e ragp eVyaº =vuH Ae maruH Sv$p n=I. Aahahaha¦

maro Ýwu &an ne AanHd ne xaHitno Svwav ãVyno Ae ãVySvwavp e Ke ivwavp e=vuH Ae maruH Sv$p n=I. Aahaha¦ ãVySvwavp e ivwavnuH VyaPy Ane Svwav Vyapk(Aem n=I.) Aahahaha... phelaH AavI gyuH htuH kale AaVyuH' tuH. Aahaha... AlaEikk vatuHKe, bapa¦ Aahaha¦ Ýwu tarI Ýwutano par n=I Ane pamrtamaH roka{ gyo Ýwu,Aaha¦ Ae pamrta KoDva ma!e p` khe Ke ke Aeno Tyag krvo Ae p` Aek nammaƒ Ke.Aahaha¦ Ýwu tuH Ýwup e=I KU!yo n=I. Aahaha¦ Ýwu Ýwup e ræo Ke, Ae j AenuH nampcqa` Ane cairƒ Ke. Aahahaha¦

hve AavI VyaQyay saHwzva mze nhÄ. hve Ae smje ke id' bapu¦ Aahahaha¦(]ota:- Anaidno sHsar xaHt ={ Ôy AevI vat Ke) AevI vat Ke bapa. wgvHt taruHSv$p j AevuH ÝwunuH. Aahaha¦ &anSv$p wgvan AaTma Ae ãVy Svwav=I Ae dyadanna ragp e =vuH Ae Aeno Svwav n=I. Aahahaha¦ Ae Vyapk wgvannHu VyaPyivkar Ae Aeno Svwav n=I. Aahahaha¦ wgvan AaTma siCcdanHd Ýwu Aeno SvwavinmRz pyaRyp e VyaPy Ane Vyapk =vuH Ae Aeno Svwav Ke. Aahahaha¦ Are É˜aH AeÔeva nvro n=I AHdr Ýwu¦ Aahaha... jenI xiÉtno par n=I, AevI xiÉtno na=wgvan AaTma, Aahahaha... Aene prp e =vuH ragp e Ae ãVyno vStuno Svwav n=I.

Aem sMyGdxRn Ýg! krI Ane pKI ßyare cairƒ le Ke, ÝTyaQyan kre Ke Tyare AeAiS=rtana ragp e huH n =aë Aevo maro Svwav Ane maro Svwav to iS=rp e&annI xaHitp e =vuH Aevo maro Svwav Aem ={ne @re Ke AanHdmaH Ýwu Ane rag$pe =ton=I Ae dxane ÝTyaQyan Ane cairƒ khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- Am<t


511vaÌ Ke) vaÌ AavI Ke bapa. Aaha¦

varHvar kheluH AagmnuH vaÉ˜, AagmnuH vaÉ˜ ÔeyuH Ae xuH khe Ke. pheluH guÌAe kæuH tuHte Aagm Aam khe Ke, guÌ vaÉ˜=I p` Aagm Aam khe Ke, guÌna vaÉõ Aava hoy Ke.ke rag=I tarI cIj iwþ Ke. Ae dya dan ne v‡t wiÉtna piràm je rag Aena=I p` tuHiwþ Ko. Aem Aagmna vaÉ˜ Ane guÌna vaÉ˜ Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? be vatmUkI'tI. Aek to guÌAe wed kraVyo Ane Ae AagmnuH vaky Ke Aem kæuH paKuH. Aahahaha¦k{ xElI¦ gjb xElI¦ Aahahaha¦ wgvan AHdr tuH siCcdanHd Ýwu Ko ne wa{ tne qbrn=I. Aa tarI ÝwutamaH to AnHtAanHd ne AnHt&an ne AnHt xaHit pDI Ke na=¦Aahaha¦ AenuH jene wan =yuH Ane ßyare ragaid dya danna ivkLpo Ke Ae ivkar Ane du:q$pKe. AenuH mara Svwavp e =vuH AevuH maruH Sv$p n=I. Aem AHdr ÔÌne, Aahaha¦ Ae AaTmaAaTmap e rhe Ke, &an &anp e Ae!le { AaTma AaTmap e rhe Ke, @re Ke Ane ragp e =ton=I, AenuH nam AhÄya wgvane ÝTyaQyan ne wgvane cairƒ khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Arere¦Aa VyaQya hve AavI vat AavuH Sv$p Ke wa{¦ Aene AnHt AnHt kazmaH Ae coyaRxInaAvtarmaH rqDI myÈ Ke wa{-Ae du:qI Ke du:qI Aene wan n=I. huH du:qI KuH Aemey wan n=IAene, Aahaha... AbÔepit Ane vIs-vIs, pcIs-pcIs hÔrna mhInana pgardar Aeb\a ÝaÌAo ibcara du:qI Ke. Aene wgvan AanHdno na= Svwav AenI Aene qbruH n=I.Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

AaHhI to smiktI p` Aahahaha... potanuH Aacr` krvano kamI Ae du:qna Aacr`nedu:q$p Ô e Ke. Ae Av‡tna wavne rag wavne du:q$p Ô e Ke, maro na= to AanHd Sv$peÝwu ibraje Ke. Aahaha¦ Arere¦ Ae AanHdno na= wgvan siCcdanHd Ýwu Ae ragnalÙ`ne pr trIke du:q trIke ÔÌ Ane AanHdno na= du:q$pe pir`me Ae maro Svwav n=I.Aahaha¦ Ae to pyaRymaH kmÔerIne l{ne smiktIne p` ragaid du:qnI pyaRy =ay Ke.Aahaha¦ p` mare hve to Sv$pnuH Aacr` krvuH Ke, Ae Sv$pna Aacr` ma!e maroSvwav AanHd ne AtIiNãy &anno mihmavazo Ýwu Ae du:qnI pyaRyp e n =ay Aevo tomaro Svwav Ke, Aem Svwavne ÔÌ Ane Ae ragna du:qna piràmp e n =vuH Aa AenuHnam AHtrmaH @yÈ Ane AenuH nam cairƒ Ane pcqa` Ke. -ivxeØ VyaQyan ho gya Lyonv ={ gya nv. (]ota:- p‡ma` vcn guÌdev)

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smysar¦ 3p ga=a frIne, vSƒnuH ¹ÚaHt dI\uH Ke “tevI rIte” TyaH=I &ata p` Aeto vCce waØa AavI. Ô`nar p`, ÝÆ to ix*yka yh =a, sMyGdxRn ne &an to merehuAa hE. mEHne Ôna hE ragaid pr hE. p` mere Aacr` AHdr kEse krna? mera Sv$pmeH

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512 smysar isiâ wag-2Aacr` kEsa krna? Ao Aacr` Ôe ragka hE. _sse meremeH Sv$pka Aacr` kEse krnaAe ÝÆ =a. to guÌAe mUzse phelese bat ikya. Aahahaha¦

;&ata p` w‡m=I' TyaH=I _paDyuH Ke. ;pr ãVyona wavone' Ae kmRna inim¿=I=ta xuwAxuw rag Ae prwavone potana ÔÌ g‡h` krI, potana ÔÌ, potamaH AekkrIne sUto Ke, Ae rIte lI\uH Ke. Ae rag Ane pu~y papna wav potamaH manIne pote sUtoKe. Aeva Òvne AhÄ to lI\o Ke. Aahaha¦ bIÒ ¹i*!Ae khIAe to pyaRy¹iÚmaH Ae pDõKe. xuwAxuw rag Ae mara Ke, Aem manI A&anI sUto Ke, Ae!le A&anmaH pDõ Ke.Aahaha¦ Ane potanI mezaAe A&anI ={ ræo Ke.

ix*ye ÝÆ Aem kyÈ hto ke mara Sv$pmaH Aacr` kem krvuH? AhÄ phele=I _paDyuHKe. Aahaha¦ vStu ãVySvwav, xuâ vItrag Svwav AenI sa=e rag dya dan kamÊo\aidna wav Ae prwav Ke. Ae iƒkazI vItrag Svwav Sv$p Ae n=I. Ae=I Aenepotana krIne sUto A&anI, ßyare ]IguÌ prwavono ivvek kravI, krIno A=R Ae wedkrave Ke Ae!le wed&an krave Ke. xrIr vaÌ mn Ae to pr AenI to vat AhÄya n=I,hE nhÄ. Ke nhÄ. xuw Axuwwav Aena=I Aene wed&an krave Ke. wa{ xuw AxuwwavAe terI cIj nhÄ.

“Aek AaTmwav$p kre” Aene Aem khe ke tuH AaTma &anSvwav Sv$p Ke, te tuH,ragaid wav=I prwav=I Aene ivvek krave Ke. j¡Ao Aa ÝTyaQyan Ane cairƒnI Aadxa. Aahaha¦ ßyare ]I guÌ tene prwavno ivvek krI Aene Aek AaTmwav kre Ae!leke Aene btave, ke wa{, tarI ¹iÚ je rag Ane pu~y-pap _pr Ke Ae wav tara n=IAena=I tarI cIj iwþ Aek &anSvwav$p Ke. Anek pu~y ne papna ivk<t wav=IAek$p terI &an Svwav cIj iwþ Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane khe ke, xIF‡ Ôg tne Aa kæuH p`hve Ôg xIF‡¦ Aahaha¦ rag Ane Svwav be iwþ Ke Aem xIF‡ Ôg. bhu \IranI vatuHKe bapu¦ Aahahaha¦ sav\an =a.

Ae xElI=I, Ae rIte _paDI Ke ne vat. Aahaha¦ Aa ¹iÚ sihtnI iS=rta _paDI Ke.Aahaha¦ w‡aHitna Tyag sihtnI ragna TyagnI dxa _paDI Ke. Aahahaha¦ JIÌ vatbapu¦ Aa to smysar Ke. Aa to wvna AwavnI vatuH Ke p‡wu¦ Aahahaha¦ wgvanAaTma Aeno Aek &anSvwav Aek AanHdSvwav, Aek xaHtSvwav, Aek ÝwuTv Svwav,Ae b\o Aek$p Svwav Ke. AemaH Aa pu~y ne papna wavo Anek$pe je deqay Ke Aeprwav Ke. SvwavmaH Aek$ptamaH Ae vStu n=I. Aahahaha¦ xuH !Ika¦ gjb vat kreKe ne.

qreqr Aa &anmaƒ Ke ne, taro AaTma qreqr &anmaƒ, AanHdmaƒ, &an Ae!leÔ`nar &aykmaƒ AanHdmaƒ xaHt xaHt xaHt AkØay Svwavmaƒ taro AaTma Ke Ýwu.Aahahaha¦ Aek Svwavmaƒ j Ke, &anmaƒ Ae!le &anSvwav, Aeklo &an AanHdxaHit Aaid Svwavmaƒ Aek$p tuH Ko, ANy svR prãVyna wavo Ke. Aahaha¦ =ay Ke


513potanI pyaRymaH p` te ãVyna SvwavnI kaymI cIj Ke Ae n=I. Aahaha¦ wgvan&an ne AanHd Svwav AemaH Ae wav n=I, Ae ãVyna Svwavwav Ae n=I. Aahaha¦j¡Ao cairƒ Ýg! krvanI rIt to j¡Ao. Aahahaha¦

wgvan tuH to Aek &anAanHd Sv$p Aek$p Ko ne. &aykwav AanHdwavvItragwav xaHtSvwav Aek$p wav, Aa ANy wavo b\a prwav Ke. Aahahaha¦Tyare varHvar kheluH Ae AagmnuH vaÉ˜ Ae!le guÌAe kæuH'tuH Ae AagmnuH vaÉ˜ Ke Aem kheKe. Aahaha¦ Ae Aagmne khe Ke. Ae FrnI vat nhÄ, Aahahaha... Aagm Aem khe Ke, guÌkhe Ke Ae AagmnuH vaÉ˜ Ke. Aahaha¦ wa{¦ Aagm=I Ae e saHwZyuH ke je Aa Sv$p taruHKe, Ae Aek$p Ke, AemaH Anekpàna ivkLpo je é@e Ke, Ae ANyna prãVyna wav Ke,wa{ tarI cIj nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

Aola cairƒ Ai\karmaH Aave Ke ne wa{ TyaH Aem Aave Ke wed AWyas krtaHcairƒ Ýg!e Ke. paKz-paKz wa{ kzxmaH Aave Ke. AhÄya Aa rIte ivi\ Ke. Aahahaha¦AaTma &anAanHd Aek$p vItrag Svwav Sv$p Aek$p Ke, Aene AaTma$p kre ne btaveKe. Ane AenI pyaRymaH je ivkar pu~y-papna ragaid. Aahaha.. AhÄya to mhav‡tnaivkLp é@e Ae p` prwav Ke, rag prwav Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke.

Aene AagmnuH vaÉ˜ Aem khe Ke Aene Aagm Aam khe Ke. Ae!le ko{ khe guÌAeAam kæuH to isâaHtnuH Ae Ýma e vaÉ˜ Ke. ke Ae isâaHtnuH j vaÉ˜ Ke. guÌAe Aem kæuHAne isâaHt p` Aem j khe Ke. Aahaha.......Ane devnI Ane svR&nI vaÌmaH p` Ae jAaVyuH Ke. Aahahaha¦

Ýwu tuH AanHd Ane &an Sv$p Ko ne Aekdm. Aahahaha¦ tne je Aa pu~y ne papnawav, prwav AenI tne mI@ax lagI Ke marap e manIne Ae w‡m Ke Ýwu. Aahahaha¦AhÄya to wvna AwavnI vatuH Ke. Amare pa!ÌÒ khe Ke ne ke AhÄ wvna AwavnIvatuH Ke p‡wu¦ Aahahaha¦ wgvan AaTma &an AanHd vItrag Svwav=I Aek$p vStuKe. AenI pyaRymaH inim¿ne vx =yela je pu~y papna wavo wgvHt Ae prwav Ke, AetaruH Sv$p nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

Ae AagmnuH vaÉ˜ saHwz to guÌAe kæuH p` weguH Aagmey p` Aam kæuH Ke Aeisâ krvuH Ke. Aem ke isâaHt je svR&na Aagm Ke Ae Aam j khe Ke Aem khe Ke wa{¦svR&e khela je Aagm Ke. Ae!le svR&e kæuH Ae AaVyuH, AenI vaÌmaH p` AaVyuH ne guÌAep` Aem kæuH. Aahaha¦ Ýwu Aa to marg AHtrnI vatuH Ke p‡wu. (]ota:- marg toAHtrmaH j hoy ne) Aene pheluH &an to krvuH pDxene Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦

ix*ye to Aem kæuH'tuH ke mara pDz KU!I gya Ke im+yaTvna, AaHqmaH jem ivkarhoy to vStune bIÒ rIte deqe \ozI ne pIzI deqe kmzavazo, Aem marI ¹iÚmaH ivprIttahtI, huH ragne maro manto hto Ae ivprItta hve !zI g{ Ke. Aahaha¦ (p`) hve Ýwumare AaTmanuH Aacr` kem =ay? Aahaha... ke!luH ivny=I pUKe Ke. sMyG¹iÚ Ke. &anI Ke

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514 smysar isiâ wag-2AnuwvI Ke. guÌ pase, ing‡R= sHt pase, Aahaha... Are svR& pase p` Aem Aave Ke.cairƒ AHgIkar kre Ke sa\u, svR& pase Ôy to j cairƒ AHgIkar kre. Aahaha¦ to AesaHwZyuH, AagmnuH vaÉ˜ to Aeno A=R Ae =yo ke svR&e p` Ae j kæuH Ke, Ane Aagmp` Ae j khe Ke. svR&nI vaÌ te Aagm Ke, Ane guÌ te AagmnuH vaÉ˜ Aene khe Ke.(]ota:- ƒ ey Aekj p‡ma e khe Ke) ƒ ey Aem khe Ke. Ýwu tne ƒ ey Aem khe Ke.Aahaha¦ dev guÌ ne xaSƒ. Aahaha... ke taro wgvan Aek Sv$pe Ke ne Ýwu, AemaHAnekpàna ivkLpo rago, Aahaha... Ae b\a prwav Ke ne Ýwu, tera wav hoy tokaym rhe. Aa to Ùi`k naxvan. Aahaha¦ Ae prwavo Aena=I iwþ krIne btave Ke,Ô eluH to Ke Aene, p` Aa to ivxeØ SpÚ krtaH phele=I j x$Aat krI. Aahaha¦ÝvI`wa{¦ Aa b\I bIÒ ÔtnI Ke tmare =aàHnI ladI krtaH, Aa to vato bIÒwgvan. Aaha¦ duinyano Aaqo rs _DaDI devanI vato Ke. AhÄya to One wgvanAaTmano rs cDavI devo. smÔ uH kaH{? Aahaha¦ ÝTyaQyan Ae!le ke cairƒ Ae!le keragna Awav Sv$p pir`mn Aa iS=it=I btave Ke ÔuAo. Aahahaha¦

hve AavI iS=it pDI Ke ne p‡wu kH{knuH kH{k kre Ke AHdr=I. Aahaha¦ Aa tosMyG¹iÚ siht Ke Aene p` Aa rIte khe Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

AagmnuH vaÉ˜ saHwzto, p` Ae varHvar kheluH hÇ Ae!luH Ae!le ke Ae e varHvarivcarmaH lI\uH Aem guÌAe to wle Aek var kæuH- Ae to AaDƒIs ga=amaH Aave Ke ne,guÌAe varHvar kæuH Aem KeLle Aave Ke. Aeno (A=R) varHvar guÌ ÉãH nvra hta. Aenepotane j varHvar Aena ivcarnuH mH=n cale Ke. Ke ne Aap e AaDƒIsmaH AavI gyuH Ke.AaDƒIsmaH Aave Ke AaDƒIs-AaDƒIs ivrkt guÌ=I inrHtr smÔvvamaH Aavta.Aam wa*aa Ke inrHtr, inrHtr nvra Ke guÌ? Aeno A=R j Ae. mha ing‡Å= vItragI muinsHt AanHdmaH JUlnevala, Aahahaha... \mR ipta, \mR guÌ. Ae Aene inrHtr ivrkt guÌ,ivrkt guÌno A=R ing‡Å= guÌ. (]ota:- rag riht) rag=I riht ={ gya Ke AneSv$pmaH rkt, rkt ={ gya Ke. rag=I ivrkt Ke ne Sv$pmaH rkt Ke. Aahaha... AevaguÌ=I inrHtr smÔvvamaH Aavta. inrHtrno A=R ke Aene guÌnuH vaÉ˜ Aem ne AemFolnmaH \Un lagI g{. AagmnuH vaÉ˜ saHwzta \Un lagI g{ \Un. Aahaha¦ rag=Iiwþ rag=I iwþ, rag=I iwþ rag=I iwþ, Aahaha.... Aem inrHtr iwþnI \Un lagIAHdrmeH, Aare AavI vatuH hve.

Aem AhÄya, AagmnuH vaÉ˜ varHvar kheluH Aem levuH. Aeno A=R Ae. Aahaha¦ ßyarekhe Tyare Aa j khe Aem Aeno A=R Ke. bIÒ rIte khIAe to, smÔy Ke kaH{? varHvarnoA=R ßyare guÌ khe AagmnuH vaÉ˜ Tyare Aa j khe. ko{ vqte kH{k Ane ko{k vqtekH{k Aem n=I. Aahahahaha¦ Tyare varHvar kheluH AagmnuH vaÉ˜, xuH p` gHwIr !Ika¦gjb vat¦ ATyare wrtqHDmaH AavI !Ika ko{ Ke nhÄ. saÙatŸ svR& wgvannI vaÌsI\I mUkI Ke. Aahahaha... je e svR&na ivrha wUlavI naQya Ke. Aahahaha¦


515khe Ke “varHvar kheluH AagmnuH vaÉ˜ saHwztaH smSt icîo=I sarI rIte prIÙa

krI”. Sv-prna icîo=I, maruH lÙ` to &an(Svwav) Ke, ragnuH lÙ` to bH\ SvwavKe. maruH Sv$p to AbH\ Sv$p Ke, Ane Aa rag Ke Ae bH\ Sv$p Ke. maruH Sv$p toAihHsk vItragI dxa Ke, Aa Sv$p to rag ihHsk dxa Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aem benI varHvarprIÙa krI. Aohoho¦ “Sv-prna icîo=I” icî nam lÙ`, maro wgvan &an lÙ`,AanHd lÙ`. Aaha... &an lÙ` kem kæuH? muQyp e ke &annI pyaRy Ýg! Ke ne, AeApeÙaAe &an AaquH Sv$p Ke Aem TyaH=I kæuH. AanHdnI pyaRy Ýg! n=I A&anIneAahaha... Ae!le &an lÙ e Ane AenI sa=e AanHdnI pyaRy=I lÙ e AaTmane pkDyo Ke.Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

Aene sarI rIte prIÙa krIne Aemne Aem manIne nhÄ Aem khe Ke. guÌAe kæuH ma!eAemne Aem manI lI\uH Aemey nhÄ. pote Ôte prIÙa krI Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?guÌAe kæuH ke Ýwu taro AaTma to AHdr vItragmUitR Aek Sv$pI Ke ne iƒkaz Aek Sv$pIÝwu Ke, Aek SvwavI Ke. AemaH Aa Anekpàna ivkLpo ne ivkar Ae to prãVyna wavKe. Aene wed&an kravI Ane AaTma &anSv$p Ke tem Aene btaVyuH. smÔ uH kaH{?Aahahaha¦ Are¦ Svprna icîo=I wgvan AaTmana lÙ` Ane ragaidna lÙò benesarI rIte prIÙa krIne. Aahaha... wgvan Anakuz AanHd Sv$p Ane Aa rag Aakuztadu:q Sv$p, Aem bena iwþ lÙònI prIÙa krI. Aahahaha... Aavo marg vItragno,j$r Aa prwavo Ke. j$r maruH lÙ` &an Ane AanHd ne vItrag Sv$pI Ýwu huH KuH.Aahahaha¦ to j$r mara Svwavna lÙ`=I Aa ragna lÙò ne icîo tdŸn iwþ Ke.Ae to Aakuzta _pÔvnara Ke, wgvan to Anakuz AanHd Sv$p Ke Aem bene brabrprwavne brabr ÔÌne &an ne AanHd SvwavmaH Aa ragaid Svwav te iwþ Ke,prwav Ke. Aem bena iwþ lÙò ÔÌ-j$r Aa prwav (Ke) rag Aaid prwav Ke.Aahahaha¦

Aek huH &anmaƒ j KuH. Aahaha¦ mUz to &an xBde Aaqo AaTma pU aRnHdno na=vItrag Sv$pI Ýwu huH to Aek Sv$pe KuH. Aahahaha¦ Aem ÔÌne &anI =yo =ko Ae!leke prwav Ane prwavno Ô`nar =yo =ko- Svwav ne Svwavno Ô`nar =yo =ko.Aahahaha¦ xuH !Ika? xuH !Ika¦ gjb vat wa{¦ Aeno Aekek }lok sHtonI vaÌ-idgHbrsHtonI Aa vaÌ Ke wa{. Aahaha... Ae Aem khe Ke ke ÝTyaQyan Éãre =ay? ragnoAwav Éãre =ay ke SvwavmaH rag n=I Ae rag prwav Sv$p Ke Aem ÔÌne, potanoSvwav &an Aek$p Ke, Aem icî=I ÔÌne Ae &an$pmaH @re Ke, NyaH=I h@Ine SvwavmaH@re Ke, Aene cairƒ Ane ÝTyaQyan =ay Ke. Aahahaha... Aa ko{ ivätanI cIj n=I, kebhu wÌ gyo ne bhu vaHcI gyo ma!e Aane Aa (SvanuwUit) ={ Ôy, Aahaha... khoAanuH nam cairƒ Ane ÝTyaQyan Ke. Aahahaha¦

Aem ÔÌne &anI =yo =ko, &anI to hto, sMyG¹iÚ trIke, p` AhÄya hve &anI

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516 smysar isiâ wag-2=yo =ko Ae!le &an SvwavmaH iS=r =yo =ko. Aahahaha... svR prwavone tTkaz KoDeKe, Aahahaha... \Ny kaz¦ Aahaha¦ Ae prwavone prwav trIke ÔÌ potana AanHd&an Svwavne Svwav trIke ÔÌ Ane &anI Ae!le Sv$pmaH @rto =ko. &anI Ae!le&an SvwavmaH @rto =ko. Aahaha¦ Ae svR prwavone tTkaz KoDe Ke, Aem inim¿=Ik=n Ke, bakI KoDe Ke Aem nhÄ, KU!I Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ Sv$pmaH &anI iS=rta krto =ko,Aene ragna piràm je pyaRymaH hta, Ae _Tpþ n =ya Ae Sv$pmaH @yÈ, Ae e prwavnoTyag kyÈ Aem Vyvhar=I khevay Ke. Aahahaha¦

Are AavI vat Ýwu mI@I m\urI AanHddayk vat Ke Ýwu. Aahaha¦ wle krI xkenhÄ p` vStu AavI Ke Aem AenuH pheluH sMyGdxRn to kre. (]ota:- ]âa to kre.) ]âato kre. (]ota:- AavuH Ke Aem ]âa to kre) -Arere Aene kyaH ÔvuH wa{. prwavne potanamanI Ýwu Aene ÉãH ÔvuH. Aene Acairƒ ne A&anwav=I cargitmaH rqDvuH. Aahahaha¦AÔ~ya Ùeƒe, AÔ~ya ãVymaH j{ne rqDvuH Aene, ÔÌto wgvan Aene KoDI dI\o.Aahaha¦

Aene Aa to ÔÌto wgvan Aene ÔÌ lI\o. ÔÌ lI\o _praHt ragne prÔÌne pote &anI =yo Ae!le iS=r =yo Aa cairƒ. kho, Ko!awa{¦ AavI vatuH Ke wa{¦Aahahaha¦ xuH !Ika¦ xuH Aena khela vaÉõ¦ Ae Aem ÔÌ &anI =yo =ko Ae!le &anSv$pmaH @rto =ko, je AiS=rtamaH hto Aene pr ÔÌne potamaH @rto =ko. Aahaha...Ae cairƒne Ýaº kre Ke. Ae ÝTyaQyanne Ýaº kre Ke. Aa ivi\ kho.. goivHdramÒ.Aahaha¦ Are Aava Sv$pne ivk<t krI naqvuH Ane jgtne btavvuH ke Aa p` cairƒKe. wa{¦ AaTmane du:q =xe wa{. Aaha.. Ane tena du:qna piràmmaH wiv*ymaH p`kaH{k git =xe. Aahaha¦ Aeno ivcar kr Ýwu, Aahaha... Ane w‡mà KoDI AneSv$pmaH iS=r =a Aene AhÄya ÝTyaQyan khe Ke. Aahaha... waØa !Ika to Aam sadIKe wav FàH gHwIr Ke. Aahahaha...

&anI =yo =ko Ae!le? huH &an Sv$p KuH Ae to Ô~yuH'tuH, p` hve &an Sv$pmaH @yÈ=ko, &anI =yo =ko, Aolo ragI =yo =ko je wav hto AiS=rtano, Aahahaha¦ AeneKoDIne, &anI, Sv$pmaH &anSv$pmaH @rto =ko, Aahaha¦ prne KoDe Ke Aem khevamaHAave Ke. Aahahaha¦ AanuH nam ÝTyaQyan. Aa pcqa` ne pcqa` ne v‡t ne inym kreKe ne, v‡tna pcqa` Aapo. p` bapu Ae v‡t Ae!le xuH? Ae pcqa` Ae!le xuH? wa{¦smÔ uH kaH{? Aahahaha¦

Aa baæ=I Ke Ae to ivkLp Ke xuwrag Ke, Ae kaH{ ÝTyaQyan n=I. Aahaha¦ÝTyaQyan to wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu Aek Sv$pI AevI ¹iÚ ={ Ane temaH prwavnIAnekta pr$pe Ke Aem ÔÌ Ane NyaH=I qsI gyo Ane Aa xuâaTmamaH lIn =yo AeneAhÄya ÝTyaQyan, pcqa`, ragna TyagnI dxa, Aahaha... Aem khevamaH Aave Ke.Aahaha¦ bhu vat. Aahaha¦


517wava=R:- “ßyaH su\I pr vStune wUl=I potanI Ô e” phele=I _paDyuH Ke ne, TyaH

su\I mmTv rhe. potanI Ô e Ae!le mmTv j rhe Ae marI Ke Aem. Aahaha... Ane ßyarey=a=R &an =va=I pr vStune parkI Ô e, Aahahaha¦ Ae ko!ne p` parko Ô e AenalÙ`=I KoDI de. Aem wgvan AaTma xuwAxuwwavna prwavne Ô e Ane potanoSvwav vItragI &anAanHd Sv$p Ô e, Tyare bIÔnI vStunuH mmTv xanuH rhe? Ae pu~yne papmaH AiS=rta kem rhe Aem khe Ke, A=va n rhe Ae Ýisâ Ke. Aahaha¦ hve Aa jA=RnuH kzx$p kaVy khe Ke.

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(mailnI)Avtrit n yavdŸ v<i¿mTyNtvega-dnvmprwavTyag¹ÚaNt¹iÚ:.Ji!it sklwavErNydIyEivRmu›aSvyimymnuwUitStavdaivbRwUv..29..

}loka=R:- (Apr-wav-Tyag-¹ÚaNt-¹iÚ:) Aa prwavna Tyagna ¹ÚaNtnI¹iÚ, (AnvmŸ ATyNt-vegatŸ yavtŸ v<i¿mŸ n Avtrit) ÔUnI n =ay Ae rIteATyHt veg=I ßyaH su\I Ýv<i¿ne pame nih, (tavtŸ) te phelaH j (Ji!it) tTkaz(skl-wavE: ANydIyE: ivmu›a) skl ANywavo=I riht (SvymŸ [ymŸ AnuwUit:)pote j Aa AnuwUit to (AaivbRwUv) Ýg! ={ g{.

wava=R:-Aa prwavna TyagnuH ¹ÚaHt kæuH te pr ¹iÚ pDe te phelaH smStANywavo=I riht potana Sv$pnuH Anuwvn to tTkaz ={ gyuH kar` ke AeÝisâ Ke ke vStune prnI Ô~ya pKI mmTv rhetuH n=I. 29.

(mailnI)Avtrit n yavdŸ v<i¿mTyNtvegadnvmprwavTyag¹ÚaNt¹iÚ:.Ji!it sklwavErNydIyEivRmu›a SvyimymnuwUitStavdaivbRwUv.. 29..

Aahaha¦ “Aprwav-Tyag-¹ÚaHt-¹iÚ” Aa prwavna Tyagna ¹ÚaHtnI ¹iÚ Ae“AnvmŸ ATyNt vegatŸ yavtŸ v<i¿mŸ n Avtrit” Ae prwavnI ¹iÚ ßyaH Ke khe Ke kep‡g! ={ TyaH Ae jUnI n =ay. Ae rIte ATyHt veg=I tTkaz Ýv<i¿ne pame nhÄ. Aare¦ragne pame j nhÄ. Aahaha..... saHwZyuH ke ragaid pr Ke, Ae vSƒna ¹ÚaHt Aaid, Ae¹ÚaHt ßyaH saHwZyuH TyaH trt j ragnI Ýv<i¿maH n rhe. Aene AhÄ to khe Ke ke Ae saHwZyuHAne ATyHt veg=I Ýv<i¿ne pame j nhÄ. te phelaHH j tTkaz ragnI Ýv<i¿ne pame nhÄ-¹ÚaHt AaPyo ke wa{ ragaid pr Ke, Aevo je ¹ÚaHt kæo te ¹iÚne pame nhÄ, Ae!le ke

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518 smysar isiâ wag-2Ýv<i¿ne pame nhÄ TyaH Aekdm iS=r ={ gyo AHdr. Aahahaha¦

“prwavna Tyagna ¹ÚaHtnI ¹iÚ jUnI n =ay” Ae!le Aam taÒ rhe. saHwZyaweguH Aene fDak AHdr @rI gyo. Aahahaha... Aene var lage saHwzvanI cIjne Ane KU!opDvane var lage Aem n=I, Aem khe Ke. Aahahaha¦ xuH sHtonI vaÌ to j¡Ao. khe Ke ke,Aene Aem ßyaH ¹ÚaHt AaPyo ke wa{ Ae vSƒ je prnuH Ke Aena icîo Ô~yaH Ane Ae esaHwZyuH TyaH Ae vat KU!I g{ Aena=I, trt j KU!I g{. Aem wgvan AaTmamaHxuwaxuw wavo ¹ÚaHtnI ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe vat krI, Ae vat jUnI n =ay, Ae!le Ae vatnevar n lage. Aahahaha¦

paHcmI ga=amaH kæuH Ke ne ke huH AekTv-ivwÉt tne khIx Ýwu, p` Ôe deqaDuH to p‡wuÝma` krje hÇ. Aahaha¦ ;jid daAeßj' Ôe huH deqaDuH rag=I ivwÉt, Svwav=I AekTvto Ae vat deqaDuH to p‡wu ha paDje Ae!luHy n=I kæuH. Aahahaha¦ Aam Ke ke nhÄ, khe KeAe Ýma e Ke ke nhÄ, AenuH Ýma` Anuwv=I krje. AhÄya Ae kæuH ke Ae ¹ÚaHtnI ¹iÚ ßyaHjUnI ne var n lage. ma`s n=I kheta ke tara AaVya phelaH j Aa kam ={ gyuH. Aeto AaVyo, Ae kam htuH Ae tuH AaVyo Ae phelaH j ={ gyuH. phelaHH nhÄ, p` Ae AaVyo Tyare=yuH- p` AaVyo Ae phelaH ={ gyuH Aem khevay Ke ne. Aahaha¦ tmaruH kam htuH wa{,p` tme AaVya phelaH tme AaVya weguH ={ gyuH to AaVya phelaH ={ gyuH, Aem =yuH Keto Tyare (]ota:- smy wed n=I) smy wed n=I.

Aem ßyaH wgvan sHtoAe Aagm=I, svR&na Aagm=I Ane sHtoAe pote khInekæuH Aene Aa, Aahahaha... ke prwav=I Ýwu terI cIj to iwþ hE Ane tarI cIj=Iprwav iwþ hE. Aahahaha... Aem ßyaH saHwzvamaH AaVyuH Ane Ae vat jUnI n rhe,Ae!le var n lage. Aahaha¦ xuH vaÌ¦ idgHbr sHtonI xElI to j¡Ao, Aahaha¦ Ýwu TyaHto tuH suqna \ammaH po#I gyo AHdr khe Ke, AanHdna na=maH AHdr grI gyo khe Ke. tnekæuH ke rag iwþ rag prwav Ke, Ae vat jUnI n =ay TyaH to tuH pr=I iwþ pDI gyo.Aahahaha¦ (yTÙ H ¹Xyte xuâ tTÙ H gtivw‡m:).

Aa ƒ`lokna na= k=a krta hxe, idVy |vin äara Ae kevI hxe? ßyaH ƒ` &anna\Ì {Não AekavtarI p` Dole jenI vat saHwzIne. Aahaha¦ saÙatŸ p‡wu to ibrajeKe TyaH AevI Aa !Ika gjb Ke !Ika saÙatŸ Aagm vaÌ svR&nI vaÌ, guÌnI vaÌ.Aahaha¦ Ae Aagmne name je rag=I tne law =ay Aem khe Ae Aagm j nhÄ, te guÌnhÄ Ane te deve Aem kæuH n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aagm, guÌ Ane deve Aem kæuH: p‡wu ke jeprwav Ke tena=I tuH iwþ pD to tne law =xe, to Aekpàno law =xe. Aam AagmnavaÉ˜, guÌna vaÉ˜, vItragna vaÉ˜ Aa Ke. Aahahahaha¦ kem ke vItragnI vaÌ AneguÌnI vaÌmaH vItragta Ýg! krvanI vat Ke. Aahaha¦ to vItragta p‡g! kem=ay? ke ragne pr trIke ÔÌne Sv$pmaH @re Tyare vItragta p‡g! =ay. Ae vatvItrage khI Ke ne Aagme Ae khI Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae!le ko{ Aem khe ke pcqa`nI ivi\


519}lok - r9Aa Ke, to Ae AagmnuH vaÉ˜ Ke, guÌnuH vaÉ˜ Ke ne vItragnuH k=n Ke? ke Aa k=nvItragnuH Ke. Aahaha¦ bIÔ ko{ Aem khe ke Aa pcqa` Aam kyaÅne rag Aam kyaÅne rag Ke, ivkLp Ke Ae Tyag Ke to Ae vItrag vaÌ nhÄ, guÌnI vaÌ nhÄ, svR&nuHk=n nhÄ Ae. Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

sa\ar` ÝaÌne AakruH lage p` marg to Aa Ke bapa. Aahaha¦ wgvHt taruHSv$p j AavuH Ke, Ae to AaVyuH'tuH ne pheluH “wgvHt &at<ãVy” wgvan &ataãVy Ô`kãVy- &ata ãVy. Aahaha¦ Ae &ata ne &ata trIke ÔÌ, ragna ivkLpnI v<i¿Aoneprwav trIke ÔÌ temaH ÝvtRto n=I Ane Aene KoDIne Sv$pmaH ÝvteR Ke tene ÝTyaQyanAne ragna Tyag$p wav khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahahaha¦ ke!lI xrtuH.(]ota:- Aek jxrt).

tuH bIÒ rIte mane Ke ke Ame Aa v‡t lI\a ne tp ÉãR ne ma!e te sHvr injRra Ke tecairƒ Ke. wgvan Aem n=I wa{. Aahaha¦ wgvane Aem kæuH n=I Ane AagmnuH AevaÉ˜ n=I, guÌAe Aem _pdex dI\o n=I. Aahahaha¦

jUnI n =ay ¹iÚ TyaH to ATyHt veg=I Ýv<i¿ne pame nhÄ, rag$pe pir`me nhÄ.Ae phelaH Aave Ke ne AoluH dUr=I KoDIne, StuitmaH AaVyuH'tuH _dy trfnuH Anusr` Ke AeneAam dUr=I KoDIne Ae!le Aam Anusr` krtuH n=I Ane Aam Anusr` kre Ke, SvnaAa]ynuH Anusr` kre Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aa AenI hÒ &an ne ]âa to kre ke Aa magR AaKe. Aemne Aem manIne besI Ôy, bapa¦ Ýwu tne law nhÄ =ay. tuH man Ane duinyamane Ae!le loko si!RfIke! Aape ke tme ware muin, wa{ Aem nhÄ mze. Aahaha...

“AnvmŸ ATyHt vegatŸ” Ae kane xBdone ¹iÚ pDI, Ae jUnI n =ay, trt j AHdrrag=I iwþ wgvan AHdr ÔgI é@yo. Aaha... w`kar vaGya AHdrmaH &ata ãVycEtNy isH\u, Ae cEtNy isH\u hmaro $p hE, ragaid Amara $p nhÄ. Aahahaha... te phelaH“tTkazJi!tI” hE ne? “skzwave ANydIyE: ivmuÉta” skz wavo=I riht, khe Ke keragaid prwavo Ke Aena lÙò iwþ Ke, tara Svwavna lÙò iwþ Ke, AevI ßyaH ¹iÚßyaH kane pDI Ae ¹ÚaHt kane pD uH-kane pDyuH Ane jUnI n =ay TyaH to trt j rag=Iiwþ pDI gyo wgvan. Aahahaha¦

skz ANywavo=I riht. ÔeyuH¦ xuwaxuw wavo ivkar Ke. Aahaha¦ ANywavoKe. skz ANywavo=I riht, tTkaz pote j AnuwUit to Ýg! ={ g{. Aahaha...sMyGdxRnnI AnuwUit to htI j p` Aa cairƒnI AnuwUit Ýg! krI. wgvan xuâcEtNy mUitR Aene AnusrIne AnuwUit ={. je inim¿ne AnusrIne je rag hto, Aene AemkæuH ke Aa rag lÙ` to pr Ke Ane taruH Sv$p pr Ke, Ae vat ßyaH kane pDI Ane jUnIn =ay ;AnvmŸ' jUnI n =ay taÒ rhe TyaH Ae KU!o pDI gyo. Aahahaha¦

khe Ke TyaH pote j AnuwUit to Ýg! ={ g{ Ke. “SvyH AymŸ AnuwUit” A=aRtŸrag$pe n =yo ma!e Aam =yuH Aem Ke? Ae to SvyH AnuwUit Ýg! ={ g{ Ke. rag$pe


520 smysar isiâ wag-2n =vuH Ae to pKI ApeÙa ={ g{. Aahahaha... Aahaha... wgvan AanHdna na=nIvIà vagI AHdr. Ae AnuwUit SvSvwavne AnusrIne pr SvwavnI Ýv<i¿=I pir`MyaphelaH, Ae!le Ae pir`Myo n=I Ae phelaH Aa (AnuwUit) ={ g{ Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aa smysar to wrtÙeƒmaH saÙatŸ kevz&anno sUyR Ke, AÔeDcÙu Ke. Aahahaha...wa{ Aene smjvuH, AlaEikk vat Ke. Aahaha¦

ANy wavo=I riht, ¹ÚaHt saHwze Ane jUnuH n =ay TyaH j, phelaH paKuH Aem,phelaHno A=R tTkaz. Aahaha... AanHdno na= wgvan Aevo huH prwavp e n =aë,maro Svwav Svwavp e =ay. prwavp e n =ay, Aem AHtr ÔÌne ßyaH Svwavp e@yÈ, Tyare AnuwUit trt j Ýg! ={ g{. AanHdno Anuwv ÝTyaQyan Ae!le cairƒ,AtIiNãy AanHdno Anuwv Ýg! =yo Aene AhÄya ÝTyaQyan Ane cairƒ khe Ke.Aahahaha¦

Arere¦ AakruH pDe lokone, Ae loko Aem khe Ke ke Aa pa@maH to Aa!luH wyuÅ Ke AneAava A=R ÉãH=I? Aem khe Ke ke!lak, Are Ýwu Aem ke AhÄya to Aa!luH kæuH Ke “jhnam Êoiv puirso prãVy im Hit Ôi`duH cyid, th sVve prwave na_` ivmuHcde naÌ”.sveR prwav KoDya Ke AemaH Aa!lI vatmaH laHbI laHbI vatuH. bapu¦ AemaH khela wavonIgHwIrtano A=R Ke Aa. loko Aem !Ika kre Ke ne ke!lak, waØa to srz Ke AemaH Aa!lIb\I gHwIrta ka#I !Ikakare iväanoAe Are wgvan Aem rheva de Ýwu tuH krvuH. Aahaha¦AemaH j Aa AaVyuH “jh nam Êo iv puirso prdVvim H it Ôi` du” prãVy Ke Aem Ô~yuHcyid to AavI gyuH ne AHdrmaH, Ae to AenuH SpÚIkr` Ke. Aaha... pu~y-pap wav ivkarwav Ae b\a prãVy Ke. prwav Ke, Aem Ô~yaH TyaH maro Svwav nhÄ to TyaH pir`mIÔy Ke to ragne Aam KoDe Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

bapu¦ Aa to vItrag pH= Ke na=. AamaH kaH{ ragna rs AamaH Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦Aahaha¦ Ae khe Ke ke Aa xBdo =oDa Ke Ane sa\ar` AemaH mo!I mo!I laHbI vato keprwavne prwav Ô~ya ragaidne, potane-potane Ô~yo Ane Ae rag$pe n =yo AnevItrag$pe =yo ne, Ae to Aeno qulaso Ke Ýwu. tuH Aem n kr, wa{ AenuH SpÚIkr` kyuÅto khe ghru krI naQyuH. gU# krI naQyuH. Are wgvan Aene je htuH tene qolIne SpÚ kyuÅKe. Aahaha¦

Am<tcHãacayR wgvt Sv$p (pHc) prmei¤maH AacayRpd Ke. Aahaha¦ wa{ Aega=ana wavmaH FÌ gHwIrta htI Aene SpÚ krI naqI !Ika krIne, !Ika Ae!le n=Ikheta marI !Ika kre Ke AemaH je htuH AenI !Ika krI Ke, ivStar kyÈ Ke, SpÚ kyuÅ. Aaha¦smÔ uH kaH{? p` AamaH AavuH ÝTyaQyan mÇFuH lage ne Ae!le Aem khe AavI !Ika krtaHÝTyaQyan AavuH krI naQyuH. kre xuH wa{¦ wgvHtŸ tarI cairƒ dxa AevI =xe Tyare muiÉt=xe. tuH Aem Ô e ke qa{ pIne lher krIAe ne =ay. sMyGdxRn AekluH =ay Ane &an =ay


521}lok - r9toy muiÉt nhÄ =ay. Aahahaha¦ Aene Aa rIte cairƒnI pirìt Ýg! krxe, Aahaha...Tyare te muiÉtnuH kar` =xe. smÔy Ke kaH{? Aahaha¦ Ae ma!e kI\uH ne KeLluH KeLlo xBdhtone coƒIsmaH “ma!e ÝTyaQyan &an j Ke”. !Ika coƒIsmaH htuH ne Aem Anuwv Aemkrvo, Ke ne? coƒIsnI KeLlI lI!I ma!e ÝTyaQyan &an Ke Aem Anuwv krvo.paHƒIsmaH Aa lI\uH ke “pote j AnuwUit to Ýg! ={ g{” Ke ne KeLlo xBd coƒIsnoAe AaHhI AnuwUit krIne kæuH. Aahahaha¦

AakruH lage wa{ Aa to ApUvR vatuH Ke p‡wu¦ AakruH xBd n krta Aa ApUvR Ke. ko{id' kyuÅ n=I AevI vat ApUvR Ke. wa{¦ Aahahaha¦ Ae=I tne mÇFI lage p` Ke ApUvRneÝwu. pUveR AnHtkazmaH Aek sekND maƒ p` kyuÅ n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae to ¹ÚaHt krIne kæuHke Ae ¹ÚaHt kæuH TyaH to saHwZya phelaH to j¡do pDI gyo, Aem kæuH Ke. Aem krI naQyuHAe!le Aeno A=R ke ¹ÚaHt saHwZyuH ma!e j¡do pDõ Aem n=I. Aahahaha¦

-Aeno wava=R Aavxe. (]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev)

Ývcn nH. 10r }lok - 29 ga=a - 36ta. 7-10-78 xinvar Aaso sud-6 sH. 2p04

smysar 3p ga=a prno kzx Ke ne r9 kzx _ska wava=R. yh prwavkeTyagka ¹ÚaHt hE, kha kya ke \obIne TyaH ko{ vSƒ Apna nhÄ p` prka lekr so gye=e to ijska vSƒ =a vo Aaya _sko jgaya ke Aa vSƒ mera hE tera nhÄ, to _sne vSƒKoD idya ¹iÚse, yh vSƒ mera nhÄ hE. AEse \maRTma sHtoAe &anIAoAe, xuH khe Ke?smjmeH Aaya? Ae vSƒke ¹ÚaHtse vSƒ mera hE tera nhÄ AEsa kha to _sne vSƒko KoDidya ¹iÚmeHse mera nhÄ. AEse &anI \maRTmaAe AEsa kha ke terI cIj Ôe AaTma AanHdSv$p hE _smeH tum pu~y ne papka wav mera hokr manke sote =e A&anI Ae terI cIjnhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Apna AaTma, sHtoAe muinAoAe idgHbroAe A=va kevzIAoAe, AhÄ to sHtoKÍS= pHcmAaranI vat Ke ne wavilHgI sHt idgHbr muin _sko AEsa kha ke teremeH ÔeAa xuwAxuw rag _Tpþ hota hE, dya dan v‡t wiÉt Aaidka rag, ihHsa j¡@ corIkarag Ae cIj terI nhÄ. Ae to kmRka wavkse _Tpþ hu{ waVy ivkardxa hE. terI cIj to_sse iwþ hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AEsa sUnkr yhaH to Ae khte hE ke prwavkeTyagka ¹ÚaHt kha AaEr _s pr ¹iÚ pDe _sse pUvR, A=aRtŸ &anIAe kha wgvan terIcIj AHdr pu~y ne papka ragse iwþ hE AEsa kha to khte hE _sko sUnkr ke wed&anhuAa ke nhÄ? Ae vaÌ Aa{ Ae phelaH tTkaz wed&an ho gya _ska A=R Ae. Aahaha¦Ae vaÌ sUnI Ae phele Aa wed&an huAa _ska A=R ye. Aahaha¦ vaÌ sUnI _ssewed&an nhÄ huAa _ska A=R ye. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? JIÌ vat hE wa{¦ Ae


522 smysar isiâ wag-2marg bhu JIò Ke, sU"m Ke. AnHt kaz=I kwI _skI drkar ikya hI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦Ae sHtoAe AEsa kha ke terI cIj AHdr Ôe hE _smeH Ôe xuwAxuw rag _Tpþ hota hE yeterI cIj nhÄ. Ae to kmRka wavkkI _pai\wav hE. AEsa kha to AhÄ to khete hE ik khaphele wed&an ho gya. _ska A=R? ke sUnnese nhÄ huAa Aem khete hEH wa{. Aahahaha...AHtrmeH wgvan AaTma rag Ane pu~ypapka wav Ae ivk<t pr hE. mEH to &andxRnÔnnevala AaTma huH, AEsa ßyaH AHtrmeH wed&an huAa to vo sUnnese phle ho gyaAEsa kha. _ska A=R Ae ke sUnnese huAa nhÄ Aem. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AHdrwgvan AaTma &an ne AanHd Sv$p Ýwu hE _sko Ôna to sHtoAe to AEsa kha, keragaid dya dan v‡t wiÉtka rag wI ivkar hE ye merI cIjmeH nhÄ. Ae kmR inim¿ wavkhE _ska vo waVy hE, Aahaha¦ merI waVy cIj nhÄ, mera to &andxRn _pyog Svwavvop e mEH pir`muH vo mera waVy Ane mera wavk mEH huH. Aahaha¦ AakrI vatuH bhu bapu.kho, nvrHgwa{¦

Aa pCcqa`-pCcqa`, AanuH nam pCcqa`, pCcqa`ka A=R? AHdr je ragwav=a Ae merI cIj nhÄ. mEH to &andxRn _pyog Sv$p huH AEsa ragse p<=k Apna xuâSv$pka pir`mn SvsHvedn huAa, _ska nam ÝTyaQyan khenemeH Aata hE. _ska namcairƒ khenemeH Aata hE, _ska nam ragka Tyag khenemeH Aata hE, inim¿se. Aahaha¦ hE?

prwavke Tyagka ¹ÚaHt kha _s pr ¹iÚ pDe _sse pUvR, _ska A=R ye AhÄ ¹iÚpDI te phelaH, pUvR nam ye huAa to _sse AHdr wed&an nhÄ huAa, Aem kha. Aahahaha¦JIÌ vat bhu wa{. sMyGdxRnpUvRk ÝTyaQyan, pCcqa`. ÝTyaQyan _sko khe ßyaHAe vaÌ sUnI _sse AHdr gye nhÄ. Aahahaha... mera Svwav AaTma AanHd &anSv$pdxRn _pyog Sv$p AaEr ragmeH Ôe _pyog Ôte hE Ae _pai\wav hE, Ae _pai\wav prkahE AEsa Ônkr Apna &anSvwav &anmeH rha, AaEr ragmeH ÔeDa` n huAa, Ae ragkaTyag huAa, Ae Sv$p iS=r huAa, _sko ÝTyaQyan cairƒ sHvr Ane injRra \mR khtehE. AavI vatuH Ke wa{¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Are Ae to AnHt var sUna hE p` AHtr ¹iÚ ikya nhÄ, Aem khete hE. smjmeHAaya? AhÄ to sUna to qra, p` sUnnese nhÄ huAa Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ mEH to AanHd&anSv$p Ýwu AaTma huH. Ae ragaid pyaRymeH Ôe hota hE yh merI cIj nhÄ, AEsa ßyaHsMyGdxRnmeH wan huAa vohI tTkaz ragmeH n ÔeData Sv$pmeH iS=r huAa Aem khete hE.JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦ bapu margDa ko{ j¡dI Ôt Ke. smjmeH Aaya? Ae tTkaz ho gya.kyÇ? ke ye Ýisâ hE. vStuko prkI Ôn ilya badmeH mmTv nhÄ rhta, mEH to AaTma&anAanHd Sv$p huH, AEsa ragse wed krke sMyGdxRn huAa, AaEr ragse p<=kpàkapir`mn krke, ragse p<=kp e pir`mn krke, AHtrmeH ÝTyaQyan nam cairƒ huAa.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

yhaH to AEsI bat hE wa{, loko te=I Aa tkrar krte hE ne, ke dya dan v‡t wiÉtka


523}lok - r9piràm ho _sse sMyGdxRn ne &an hota hE, _sse cairƒ hota hE, to AhÄya to ye khetehE ke v‡taidka ivkLp Ôe rag hE vo p<=k hE, merI cIj nhÄ AaEr _s$p mEH pir`muH nhÄtb _ska nam cairƒ Ane ÝTyaQyan khenemeH Aata hE. AavI vat Ke wa{¦ xuH =ay?jgt Anaidse heran ho gya hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Ae Ýisâ hE ik vStuko prkI Ône ye xBdo wle ho. p` _ska wav kya hE? Aaha...sHtoAe to kha Ýwu tuH AaTma to &an dxRn ne AanHd Sv$p hE ne Ýwu. Ae ragna piràmAaid je v‡t xuwAxuw hota hE ye to ãVy Svwavka wav nhÄ, Ae vStuka Svwavkawav nhÄ, Ae wavk hoke wav huAa ye nhÄ, ye to kmR inim¿ wavk hokr wav huAahE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AavI vat Ke. te=I k@` pDe Ke ne ma`sne Ae!leVyvharse hota hE, Vyvharse hota hE AEsa clata hE, Ane lokone (kaH{) qbr n mzeibcarane. AhÄ to Vyvharka rag _sse mEH p<=k huH AEsa wed&an phele ikya pIKe ragmeHpir`mn n ikya Ane Sv$pmeH iS=r huAa Tyare _sko cairƒ nam ÝTyaQyan ragkaTyag$p pir`mn _sko khete hE. Aahaha¦ vStuko prkI Ôn leneke bad mmTv nhÄ rhta.Aaha...

lDkaka lgn ho AaEr _sko vrFoDa clte hE ne, kya khete hE? vrFoDe to ko{g<hS=ka dagIna lave, Ane phere p` vo Ônte hE ik ye mera nhÄ, do idn tk rqa hElgnke ma!e. ko{ g<hS= ho ko{ ku!uHbI kroDpit ho paHc hÔr ds hÔrka har ilya ho,to har phrte hE p` _ske QyalmeH hE Aa cIj merI nhÄ, merI l"mImeH _skI g`trIignnemeH AatI nhÄ, merI l"mI hE _smeH Aa ignnemeH nhÄ Aata. Aahahaha¦ AEsewgvan AaTmaka AanHd ne &anSv$pka wan huAa TyaH rag hE Ae pr hE AEsa wanhuAa to rag rha =oDa top` ye mEra hE AEsa nhÄ. pIKe iS=rta jb hu{, Aahaha...AaTma AaTmameH iS=r ho gya, ragmeH pir`mnka wed&an to phele =a, Ae _praHt _smeHÔeDa` n huAa Ane AaTmaka _g‡ Aa]y lekr AaTmameH iS=rta xaHit AanHdaid _TpþhuAa _ska nam ÝTyaQyan cairƒ \mR khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?muXkel bapu AenI Aek kDI p` smjvI Aa to isâaHt vItragnI vaÌ hE. Aa kaH{sa\ar` n=I. [Não p` jene sUnneko Aave, isHh p` sUnte =e wgvankI vaÌko,Aaha... Ae vaÌ ko{ AlaEikk hE Ae vaÌmaH Aa kha hE. kl kha =a ne wa{Ae.

Aagm, dev ne guÌ, guÌAe AEsa kha sHt muin wavilHgI AanHdka vedn wavilHgmeH_Tk<Ú wavka bhot vedn hE, sHpU R _Tk<Ú nhÄ, p` _skI dxameH Ýcur SvsHvedn hEAanHdka vedn hE yh muin. Ae guÌAe _sko sHwzaya, varHvar kha, Ýwu Ae rag ne pu~ywav tera nhÄ, teremeH nhÄ Ae to _pai\wav du:q$pwav Ane tum AanHd$p wav na=,Ae AanHd$pI wav du:q$pe pir`me ye terI cIj nhÄ. Aahahaha... guÌAe kha to pIKeAEsa ilya ke Aagm vaÉ˜ sUnkr _ska A=R ye ke vaÌ hE Aagm hE prmagm hE, yesvR& wgvankI vaÌ Ane guÌkI vaÌ hE Ae svR&kI vaÌ hE Ae!le devkI vaÌ Aa{


524 smysar isiâ wag-2guÌkI vaÌ Aa{ Ane xaÏ Aaya, Aahahaha... tInÇkI yh Aa&a hE ke wgvHt teraSv$p pu~ypapna wav rag ne ivkar hE _sse terI cIj iwþ hE, to _smeH Ô AaEr ragmeHn ruk. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AavI vatuH Ke.

lokone mÇFI pDe Ae!le lokone ibcarane bIje rSte cDavI dI\a, A&anne rSte Aakro, Aa kro-Aa kro, wiÉt kro, pUÔ kro, dan kro, v‡t kro, Ae to b\a rag hE.Aahaha¦ AEsa krte krte kLya` ho Ôyega rag krte krte Ae!le Jhr pIte pIte, ls`qate qate kSturIka (Am<¿ka) Dkar Aayega, Aahaha.... AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha... AnekÝkar Ke wa{ jgtmaH

vStuko prkI Ôn leneke bad Ae pu~y ne papka wav mera nhÄ, nv tÀv hE ne? tonv tÀvmeH Ôe xrIr vaÌ mn Aaid Ae to AÒv tÀv hE, Ane dya, dan, v‡tna piràmAe pu~y tÀv hE, AaEr ihHsa, jU@uHH, corI Ae pap tÀv hE, do imlkr Aas‡v tÀv hE, meraAaTma to &ayk iwþ tÀv hE. Aahaha¦ nhÄtr nv tÀv, nv nhÄ hoga. Aahaha¦ AEseÔnkr rag$p pir`mnkI mmta =I vo mmta KU! g{. Aahahaha... Ane AaTmaAanHdmeH &anmeH iS=r jm gya Aa _ska nam ÝTyaQyan Aa _ska nam cairƒ Ae“cirtm qlu \Mmo” Aa \mR hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ab Ae pEHtIs ga=aka kzxkIbat hu{.

· Aa vStu ÝyogmaH lavva ma!e AHdr mUzmaH=I

puÌØa=Rno _paD Aavvo Ôe{Ae ke huH Aavo mhan pda=R¦

Aem inravlHbnp e ko{na Aa\ar ivna Aâr=I ivcarnI

\Un caltaH caltaH Aevo rs Aave ke bharmaH AavvuH go@e

nih. hÔu Ke to ivkLp, p` Aem j lage ke Aa... huH Aa.....

huH Aem FolnnuH Ôer caltaH caltaH Ae ivkLpo p` KU!Ine

AHdrmaH _trI Ôy Ke.


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525

Ab {s AnuwUitse, AaTma &ayk Sv$p cEtNy Ýwu, _skI AnuwUit hu{,sMyGdxRn huAa, AnuwUit AaTma AanHdSv$p AEse AanHdke AnusrIne, ApnIdxameH AnuwUit AanHdkI hu{, &ankI hu{, xuâ Svwav AHxe cairƒkI dxa hu{ yeAnuwUit Ae vItragI pyaRy hE. Aahaha¦ Ae ÝTyaQyan Ae vItragI pyaRy hE AEseyhaH AnuwUit vItragI pyaRy hE _skI bat ivxeØ krte hE. Aahaha... Aahaha... AeAnuwUitse prwavka wed&an kEse huAa hE AHdr !Ika meH. “k=mnuwUte: prwavivvekowUt {TyaxHky”-

A= k=mnuwUte: prwavivveko wUt [Tyax÷˜ wavkwavivvekÝkarmah-

ìT= mm ko iv moho bußJid _vAog Ov AhmeÞo.tH mohi`Mmm¿H smySs ivya`ya beHit.. 36..

naiSt mm ko½ip moho bu|yte _pyog Ovahmek:.tH mohinmRmTvH smySy iv&ayka b‡uviNt.. 36..

[h qlu fldansm=Rtya ÝaduwURy wavken sta pu†lãVye aiwinvRTyRmanÚ÷oTkI ERk&aykSvwavwavSy prma=Rt: prwaven waviytumxÉyTvaTktmo½ip nnam mm moho½iSt. ik etTSvymev c iv¬ÝkaxcHcurivkSvranvrtÝtapsMpdaicCKi›maƒe Svwavwaven wgvanaTmEvavbu|yte yiTklahH qLvek: tt: smStãVyaàHprSprsa\aràvgahSy invariytumxÉyTvatŸ mißjtavS=ayamipdi\q~DavS=ayaimv pirSf¡!SvdmanSvadwedtya mohH Ýit inmmTvo½iSm,svRdEvaTmEkTvgtTven smySyEvmev iS=tTvatŸ. [tIT=H wavkwavivveko wUt:.

hve, ;Aa AnuwUit=I prwavnuH wed&an keva Ýkare =yuH?' AevI AaxHka krIne,Ý=m to je wavkwav-mohkmRna _dy$p wav, tena wed&anno Ýkar khe Ke:-

n=I moh te maro kH{, _pyog kevz Aek huH,-Ae &anne, &ayk smyna mohinmRmta khe. 36.

· ga=a=R:- (bu|yte) Aem Ô e ke (moh: mm k: Aip naiSt) ;moh maro kaH{p` sHbH\I n=I, (Ok: _pyog: Ov AhmŸ) Aek _pyog Ke te j huH KuH'- (tH) AevuH jeÔ`vuH tene (smySy) isâaHtna A=va Svprna Sv$pna (iv&ayka:) Ô`nara

· Aa ga=ano A=R Aam p` =ay Ke :- ;jray moh maro n=I, huH Aek KuH' AevuH _pyog j

(-AaTma j) Ô e te _pyogne (-AaTmane) smyna Ô`nara moh p‡Tye inmRm (mmta ivnano)

khe Ke.

ga=a - 36


526 smysar isiâ wag-2(mohinmRmTvH) moh=I inmRmTv (b‡uviNt) khe Ke.

!Ika:-inüy=I, (Aa mara AnuwvmaH) fz devana sam+yR=I Ýg! ={newavk$p =tuH je pudŸglãVy tena vDe rcayelo je moh te maro kaH[ p` lagtovzgton=I, kar` ke !HkoTkI R Aek &aykSvwavwavnuH prma=eR prna wav vDe ·wavvuHAxÉ˜ Ke. vzI AhÄ Svymev, iv¬ne (smSt vStuAone) ÝkaxvamaH ctur Aneivkas$p AevI jenI inrHtr xa¬tI ÝtapsHpda Ke Aeva cEtNyxi›maƒSvwavwav vDe, wgvan AaTma j Ô e Ke ke-prma=eR huH Aek KuH te=I, Ôeke smStãVyona prSpr sa\ar` AvgahnuH (-AekÙeƒavgahnuH) invar` krvuH AxÉ˜hova=I maro AaTma ne jD, ixqHDnI jem, Aekmek ={ ræaH Ke top`, ixqHDnImafk, SpÚ AnuwvmaH Aavta Svadna wedne lI\e, huH moh Ýit inmRm j KuH kar`ke sday potana AekpàmaH Ýaº hova=I smy (AaTmpda=R A=va drek pda=R)Aevo ne Aevo j iS=t rhe Ke. (dhÄ ne qaHD mezvva=I ixqHD =ay Ke temaH dhÄ neqaHD Aek jevaH malUm pDe Ke top` Ýg!$p qa!a-mI@a Svadna wed=I ÔudaH ÔudaHjày Ke tevI rIte ãVyona lÙ`wed=I jD-cetnna Ôuda Ôuda Svadne lI\e jàyKe ke mohkmRna _dyno Svad ragaidk Ke te cEtNyna injSvwavna Svad=I Ôudo jKe.) Aa rIte wavkwav je mohno _dy tena=I wed&an =yuH.

wava=R:-Aa mohkmR Ke te jD pudŸglãVy Ke teno _dy kluØ (miln) wav$pKe te wav p`, mohkmRno wav hova=I, pudŸglno j ivkar Ke. Aa wavkno wavKe te ßyare Aa cEtNyna _pyogna AnuwvmaH Aave Ke Tyare _pyog p` ivkarI={ ragaid$p miln deqay Ke. ßyare tenuH wed&an =ay ke ;cEtNynI xiÉtnIVyiÉt to &andxRnopyogmaƒ Ke Ane Aa kluØta rag-äeØmoh$p Ke te ãVykmR$pjD pudŸglãVynI Ke', Tyare wavkwav je ãVykmR$p mohno wav tena=I AvXywed&an =ay Ke Ane AaTma AvXy potana cEtNyna Anuwv$p iS=t =ay Ke.

ga=a - 36 _pr pU. guÌdev]InuH ÝvcnAaxHka hoH xHka nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae AnuwUitse prwavka wed&an kEse huAa? pu~y

ne papka wav ivkar AaEr _sse wgvan iwþ AEsI AnuwUit kEse hu{? Aahaha...btaya to hE, ivxeØ SpÚ ivxe*a krna hE, ÝTyaQyan _praHt AHdr iS=rta ivxeØ b#anahE. Aahaha... AEsI AaxHka krke, AaxHka nam smjnekI AiwlaØa, xHka nhÄ tum khetehE ye jU@ hE AEsa nhÄ, p` tum khte hE ye merI smjmeH Aaya nhÄ, kya khte hE tum? Aepu~y papka wavse wgvan iwþ (AEsa) wed&an huAa Ane AnuwUit hu{, kya khetehE Aap? mere smjmeH Aaya nhÄ Ýwu. Aahaha¦ xHka nhÄ krte hE, xHkaka A=R tum khte ho

· wavvuH µ bnavvuH waVy$p krvuH.


527ye jU@ hE AEse nhÄ, p` tum khete ho vo merI smjmeH Aaya nhÄ _ska nam AaxHka khetehE. Aahahaha... ix*ykI myaRda iktnI ilya deqo. Aahaha... AEsI AaxHka krke phele toÔe ye wavkwav mohkmRke _dy$p wav, wavkka A=R smje, wavk nam kmR Ôe hE nemoh Ae wavk _ska lÙse _ska inim¿ke vxse Ôe ivkar pu~y papka wav hota hE yewavkka wav hE, &aykka wav nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavuH JI uH¦ Ýiv`wa{¦ TyaH =anbanmaH mze nhÄ ladImaH mze tevuH n=I. AavI vat Ke bapu, jene jnmmr`na AHt lanaho, Aahahaha¦ to khete hE Ýwu merI AaxHka hE ke ye Anuwuitse prwavka wed&an kEsehuAa? AaTma AanHd Sv$p Ýwu _ska Anuwv huAa ye AnuwUitse ragka wed&an kEsehuAa, _smeH rag j¡da kEse pD gya. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? wavkwav mohkmRke_dy$p wav _ske wed&anka Ýkar khete hE.

`iT= mm ko iv moho bußJid _vAog Ov AhmeÞo .tH mohi`Mmm¿H smySs ivya`ya beHit .. 36..

(hirgIt)n=I moh te maro kH{, _pyog kevz Aek huH,-Ae &anne, &ayk smyna mohinmRmta khe. 36.

phele ga=a=R l{Ae, Ôe Ône Ôe AaTma AEsa Ô e ke moh mEra ko{ wI nhÄ,Aahaha¦ moh xBde prtrfka sav\anIka ivkar wav Ae mera nhÄ. Aahaha¦ mera trfkasav\an wav xuâta AanHd Aaid Ae mera wav hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ôe ye Ôneke moh mera ko{ wI nhÄ, ko{ wI nhÄ, ragka ivkLp cahe to dyana danna Are wiÉtnake tI=Åkrgoƒ baH\e AEsa wav p` Ae mera nhÄ, Aahaha¦ kyÇik ye to rag hE. bH\kawav Ae kaH{ \mR nhÄ. bH\ka kar`$p wav Ae to ivkar hE, Aahaha¦ Ae wavkka wavhE, mera nhÄ. Aahaha¦ mEH wav &ayk Sv$p, wavk hokr pyaRy hotI hE ye nhÄ ye tokmRka wavk hokr wav huAa ye merI cIj nhÄ. Are Aa!luH b\uH wyuÅ Ke.

AaHhI to hÒ sMyGdxRn &anmeH AEsa wed&an hota hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? yh Ône ke moh mera ko{ wI nhÄ. Aek _pyog hI mEH huH. mEH to Ô`n deqn &ata¹Úa Ae _pyog yh mEH huH. Aahahaha¦ \m±ne AEsa wed&an hota hE. sMyG¹iÚ &anIkoAEsa wed&an hota hE, to mEH to Ô`n deqn _pyog Sv$p huH. Ae pr trfka ijtnawav hota hE (prkI) sav\anImeH ye mera nhÄ. mera SvwavkI sav\anIse Ôe wav huAavh mEH huH. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Aek _pyog hI mEH huH waØa deqo, “_pyog Aev” Ke ne? “_pyog Aev” inüysMyG¹iÚ Apna AaTmameH meH Ô`n deqn huH ye hI mEH huH, Ae rag Ane äeØka ivkLp Ôe _@tehE ye mEH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Vyvhar rTnƒyka rag je _Tpþ hota hE devguÌ \mRkI ]âa,xaÏka &anka ivkLp Ae trfka AaEr K kayka dyaka wavka ivkLp. Aaha... Ae sbmerI cIj nhÄ. mEH to &andxRn _pyog ;hI' mEH huH Ae &an dxRn _pyog ;hI' mEH huH. k=HictŸ

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528 smysar isiâ wag-2Aa huH Ane k=HictŸ Aa huH AEsa nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? _pyog hI mEH huH. Aahaha¦

sMyG¹iÚ \mRkI phelI x$Aatvaza, \mRkI phelI sI#I Ýg! krnevala, AEseÔnte hE Aa Ô`n deqn _pyog ye mEH huH, ye hI mEH huH, rag wI mEH huH Ane Aa wI mEH huH AEsanhÄ, Aa AnekaHt hE. Aahahaha¦ Aa huH. Aaha¦ AaEr AEse Ônneko isâaHtke A=va SvprSv$pke Ônnevale mohse inmRmTv Ônte hE. AEsa Òvko mohse mmTvriht Ônte hE.iksko? ke je ko{ AHtrmeH Apna &andxRn _pyog Sv$p mEH huH, AEse je Ônkr AHdrrhte hE _sko muinAo, sHto _sko mohse inmRmTv khte hE. ye &anIAo _sko mohseinmRmTv khte hE. AavI vat Ke. Aa bapu AakrI vat wa{ Aigyar AHg to AnHtvarw`I gyo p` AemaH kaH{ vZyuH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

AhÄya khe Ke, Aahahaha¦ AEse Ônneka isâaHtka ya Svpr Sv$pka smySyKene? smySy smy nam isâaHt A=va smy nam Svpr Sv$pka Ônnevala. sHtomohse inmRmTv Ônte hE, khte hE. Aahaha¦ ijsne Apna Svwav Ô`n deqn xuâ_pyog mEH huH, AEsa Aaya pKI rag mera nhÄ ye to AHdr Aa gya, AEsa je huAa _skomohse inmRmTv sHto khete hE. Aahahaha¦ ye to {tna yhaH Aaya ik mEH Aek _pyog hIhuH mEH Aa nhÄ huH AEsa phle nhÄ Aaya.

p` AEse Ônneko AEse Ônnevale Òvko, isâaHt Svprko Ônnevala sHto idgHbrmuinAo Aahaha... wavilHgI sHto Aem khete hE ke Ôe ko{ AaTma, mEH Ônn deqn hI huH,AEsa _pyogmeH rha _sko &anI sHto mohse inmmRTv _sko khete hE. smjmeH Aaya?Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke. ware AekAek ga=a p` loko jrI xaHit=I saHwze to AeneAavo marg Ke wa{. Aaha... hÒ to Ý=m sMyGdxRn Ane &an Ýg! krva ma!e AneAenI sa=e pKI ÝTyaQyan Ýg! =ay AenI ivxeØta Aa AnuwUitnuH v Rn ivxeØ kre Ke.KƒIs, saDƒIs, AaDƒIs maH pUruH krI dexe. Aahahaha¦

!Ika:- “inüyse yh mere AnuwvmeH fzdanke sam+yRse Ýg! hokr” pa@meH toAEsa {tna ilya hE mEH to &an _pyog huH, hve !Ikakar ivxeØ SpÚ krte hE. (]ota:-moh maro n=I) ha, Aeno j A=R ivxeØ kyÈ Ke. pa@maH to {tna ilya, smje nhÄ?“niT= mm ko iv moho buJJIid _vAog Ahmeko” _pyog j mEH huH AEsa Aaya. “n=Imm ko iv moho” Ae ivxeØ SpÚIkr` !IkamaH krte hE. Ae to phele Aa gya ne ke mera ko{sHbH\I nhÄ vo to Aa gya. ragaid mere ko{ sHbH\I nhÄ Ae to @Ik ga=a=RmeH Aa gya.mEH to &andxRn _pyog Sv$p hI huH. mEH Aa nhÄ Ae phele Aa gya. Aahaha¦ pr trfkaivkLp je é@tI hE lag`I ye mEH nhÄ, cahe to xuw ho ke Axuw ho ye mEH nhÄ. bs {tnaTyaH. hve mEH huH kya? mEH to &andxRn _pyog hI mEH huH. Aahahaha¦ Ônna deqna _pyoghI mEH huH. Aahahaha... AEse Òvko moh inmRmTv khete hE.

hve !Ika: mere AnuwvmeH fzdanke sam+yRse Ýg! hokr wavk$p honevalapudŸglãVyse rict moh mera kuK wI nhÄ. Aahahaha... moh kmR jD hE _sse rict


529ivkarwav Ane te mere AnuwvmeH fzdankI sam+yRse Ýg! hokr, Aahahaha.. merIpyaRymeH wI wavk kmRse ivkarwav fzdan merI pyaRymeH Aata hE, Aahaha... Ae pudŸglãVyse rict moh mera kuK wI nhÄ, Aahahaha¦ Ae to kmRse rict he, AaTmase rictnhÄ. Aahahaha¦ wgvan AaTma &ayk cEtNy AanHdSv$p _skI rcnase ivkar nhÄ,kmRna Ane wavkse _Tpþ huAa merI pyaRymeH(_Tpþ huAa) fzdan xiÉt ivkar moh Ae_ska wavkka wav hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AavuH Ke wa{ Aam to sa\ar`vaHcI Ôy ne b\I vatuH kre p` xuH AHdr go@vvuH k@` wa{. Aahahaha¦

\m± &anI sMyG¹iÚ wed&anIko Aem AnuwvmeH Aate hE ik je Aa pyaRymeH fzdansam+yRse Ýg! hokr wavk$p pudŸglse rict moh hE Ae mera kuK wI nhÄ lgta ragkIsa= mera ko{ sHbH\ nhÄ, mera sHbH\ to &aykwav sa= sHbH\ hE. Aahahaha... ye caheto dyadan v‡taidka rag, Ae rag hE Ae ragkI sa= mere kuK sHbH\ nhÄ.

ihNdI p` sadI waØa Ke gujratIvazane smÔy tevuH Ke. Aahaha¦ wavkwavhonevala pudŸgl ãVyse rict, Ae jDse rict, Aahahaha¦ Svwavse rict nhÄ,wgvan AanHdSv$p Ýwu, _ske rict to AanHd Aata hE, to Aa to jDkmRse rictivkar ivk<twav, Aahaha¦ moh mera kuK wI nhÄ lgta. moh sa= mera kuK kaH{p`sHbH\ nhÄ Aem, kaH{p` nhÄ sHbH\. Aahahaha¦

pudŸgl ãVyse rict moh mera kuK wI nhÄ lgta, kyÇik mEH to !HkoTkI R A`FDyaFDtr cEtNy jyoit wgvan. !HkoTkI R, !aHk`a=I jem qodkr inkale cIj AEsI cIjmEH huH AHdr. xa¬t &ayk cEtNy mUitR mEH huH, Aem \m± Apna Svwavko, Aek &aykSvwavwav. deqo, Aek &ayk Svwav ivkarwav =a Ae wavkka Anek$pe _pai\wav=a. Aahahaha¦ !HkoTkI R Aek &ayk Svwavwav &ayk Svwavwav &ayk Svwavwav,vo wavkka ivkarI wav, pu~ypapka wav wavkka ivkarI wav p` mera Svwav &aykSvwavwavka prma=Rse prke wavo äara wana AxÉ˜ hE, waVy$p krna bnana. ÔeyuH,hE? Ae mera pyaRymeH waVy$p bnana AxÉ˜ hE. Aahaha¦

kmR wavk hE _ske(inim¿se) _Tpþ hota ivkarI puNy papka wav hota hE. AewaVy, to mera ye waVy$p hona AxÉ˜ hE. Aahahaha¦ AavuH JI uH pDe Ae!le xuH kre. Aek&ayk Svwavwavka prma=Rse prke wavo äara Ae prka wav hE Ae. Aahahaha¦ Aewana Aek &ayk Svwavwavke äara prka wav äara wana, waVy$p hona AxÉ˜ hE.

ifr, \m± Òvko sMyGdxRn &anke kazmeH AHtrmeH Aek Svwav &ayk Svwavwav$pmEH ye wavkka Ôe ivkarIwavp e waVy mereHmEH ho, (ye) AxÉ˜ hE. Aahahaha¦ hE? Aato A|yaTm xBd hE bapa Aa kaH{ vataR k=a n=I. Aa to prmaTm Sv$pnI k=a.Aahahaha... \m±, wed&anke kazmeH Aa to smÔve Tyare to AEse smÔve ne Ae kaH{ mEHAEsa huH AEsa huH. Ae to ivkLp hE AEsa hota hE AHdr Aem Aek &ayk Svwavwavkaprma=Rse prke wav äara wana AxÉ˜ hE. Ae p` ivkLp Ke AHdr hota hE, wav mera

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530 smysar isiâ wag-2Svwavwav hE, Ae prka kar`se waVy hote hE Ae waVy mera nhÄ, {tna &anmeHAnuwvmeH Aata hE bs, Aa vat krte hE to wedne ivkLpse krte hE. Aahahaha¦ wed&ankekazmeH Aa mEH Ane Aa mera nhÄ, Aa mEH Aa mEra nhÄ Ae wI Aek ivkLp hE, Aata hE newed&anmeH Aata hE kzxmeH wed&an p` ivkLp hE kevz&annI pe@e n=I. kzxmaH Aate hE,p` AaHhI smÔvvamaH xuH smÔve? xI rIte smÔve? p` Aene AHtrmaH &aykwavwgvan AaTma trfka Jukav Ae mEH huH AEsa AnuwvmeH Aaya bs, hve Aa ivxeØsmÔya, ke ye kazmeH wavkmRka wavkse waVy honemEH merI xiÉt AxÉ˜ hE, mera SvwavAsm=R hE, ivkar$pe hona ye mera Svwav AxÉ˜ hE, mera SvwavmeH AEsa sam+yR hEnhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? AavuH Ke. Are....

prma=Rse prke wav äara wana AxÉ˜ hE. Aahahaha... mEH to smiktI &anIwed&anI AHtrmeH wav$p pir`mte hE to AEse khete hE ik mEH to Aek Svwavwav&aykwavse ragka wavp e pir`mna Ae AxÉ˜ hE. mEH to mera &aykwav Svwavwavp e pir`muH Ae mera xÉ˜ hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- AxÉ˜ Ke ke AsHwv Ke) nhÄ.pir`mte hI nhÄ. sMyG¹iÚ Ae cairƒkI bat lena hE ne? sMykŸdxRnmeH pir`mte =e jbsMyGdxRn =a tb pyaRymeH, p` vo pyaRy hE ye wavkka waVy hE, hve AhÄya AagzÔna hE ne. Aahahaha¦ AhÄ to ÝTyaQyan Ane wed&an btana hE ne, prãVyse “nT=Imm ko iv moho” Aem btana hE ne “moho inMmmtH” btana hE ne? Aahahaha... \Ime=IsmjvuH wa{, Aa AHtrkI cIj hE Aa to, ko{ bharse imle AEsI cIj nhÄ, bharmaHhE hI nhÄ, ßyaH AHdrmeH hE TyaH bharmaH ÉãH hE? yhaH to rag Ane pu~yka piràmp e p`mera wav pir`me Ae AxÉ˜ hE. Aahahaha¦ AEsa hokr moh ÝTye inmRmTv hokrSvwav ÝTye sav\an hokr iS=r hota hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? JIÌ vat Ke.sa\ar` ma`sne to pkDay nhÄ ke Aa xuH khe Ke. AoluH to smÔy, Lyo v‡t kro, wiÉtkro, Ôƒa kro, AevuH smÔy to qruH. xuH smjvuH temaH, Ae to rag hE rag kro, rag krokro kro AemaH xuH Ke? AemaH to mro Ke. Aahahaha¦

waØa kevI j¡Ao “pudŸgl ãVyse rict moh” pyaRymeH ragaid hE pudŸglãVysejDãVyse rict moh, Aahahaha... kyÇ ke mohwav Ae jD hE, cEtNy nhÄ. ivkarI mohwav Ae jD hE, jD kmRse rict mohwav, Aahaha... mera kuK wI nhÄ lgta. Aahahaha...kyÇke !HkoTkI R Aek &ayk Svwavwavka prma=Rse qreqr prma=Rse, ãVy Svwavse,prke wav äara wana AxÉ˜ hE. Aahaha... nIce jrI A=R kyÈ Ke ne bIÔe jrI {sga=aka dUsra A=R ye wI hE, xBda=R hE ne ikHcItŸ maƒ moh mera nhÄ hE, mEH Aek huH, AEsa_pyog hI AaTma hI Ône, AaTma hI Ône ke AaTmako smyke Ônnevale AEsa AaTmakoAaTmake Ônnevala mohko inmRmTv khte hE. AEse ga=ano A=R Aa rIte p` hota hE.Aahahaha¦

Aek &ayk Svwavwavka prma=Rse prke wav äara wana AxÉ˜ hE. (]ota:-


531AxÉ˜ ke AsHwv) AxÉ˜ kho ke AsHwv kho. nhÄ hE Ae kho to AeknI Aek bat hEAe to xBd fer pD˜o. mera &ayk Svwavwav ivkarp e honemeH AsHwv hE AxÉ˜ hE,Alayk hE, AyoGy hE. (Aeka=R hE.) smjmeH Aaya? Aa to iS=rtanI bat krna hE ne?ÝTyaQyanka wed&anka ivxe*a SpÚIkr` krte hE, AnuwUitka ivxe*a wed&anka Sp*!Ikr`krte hE. Aahaha¦ ye Aayane phle Aaya ne {s AnuwUitse Aayane? prwavka wed&ankEse huAa? Aem ÝÆ huAa hE ne? Aahahaha...

yhaH SvyH-Aev iv¬ko smSt vStuAÇko Ýkaixt krnemeH ctur, Aahahaha... mEH, mEHmerI cIj iv¬ko Ýkaixt krnemeH ctur AaEr ivkas$p ho AEsI inrHtr xa¬t ÝtapSv$p sHpi¿yu› hE AEsa cEtNyxiÉtmaƒ Svwavwavke äara ApnI bat krte hE ne.wgvan AaTma to smStko Ônne deqnevala hE, svR& huAa Ae AhÄya nhÄ, AhÄyato AaTma svRko Ônne deqnevala hE bs {tna.

Svymev Apnese yUH, iv¬ hE ma!e Aem nhÄ. iv¬ko Ýkaixt krnemeH ctur AaErivkas$p AEsI Aahahaha... inrHtr xa¬t Ýtap sHpi¿ yuÉt hE. ivkas$p AEsI inrHtrxa¬t Ýtap sHpi¿yuÉt hE. AEsa cEtNyxiÉt maƒ¦ Aaha... AEsa mera cEtNyxiÉtmaƒ¦ Aahahaha... kEsI cEtNyxiÉt hE? ke Svymev iv¬ko Ýkaixt krnemeH ctur, ivkas$pAEsI inrHtr xa¬t Ýtap sHpi¿yuÉt AEsa cEtNyxiÉtmaƒ Svwavwavke äara, AEsaSvwavwav cEtNyxiÉtmaƒ, cEtNy Svwavka Svwav äara, cEtNy xiÉtka Svwaväara,wgvan AaTma hI Ônta hE. Aahaha¦ deqo, wgvan AaTma hI Ônta hE, ke prma=RsemEH Aek huH. AhÄ svR&nI vat nhÄ hE Aa AaTma svR iv¬ne Ônne deqnekI xiÉtvala hE.

AEse cEtNyxiÉtmaƒ, AEse cEtNyxiÉtmaƒ, ragaid _smeH kuK nhÄ, AEsaSvwavwavke äara, wgvan AaTma hI Ônta hE, Aahahaha... ke prma=Rse mEH Aek huH.Aam smÔy huH prma=R=I huH Aek KuH Aevo ivkLp p` TyaH n=I, p` smÔve Tyare xuH kre,smÔvvuH xI rIte, Ae AHtrmeH prma=R Aek$p &ayk cEtNyxiÉt AEsa Svwav to iv¬sarI cIj lokalok, sbko Ônne deqnevala mEH AEsI merI xiÉt. Aahaha¦

AEsa cEtNyxiÉtmaƒ Svwavwavke äara, wgvan AaTma hI Ônta hE, AEsacEtNyxiÉtmaƒ Svwavwavke äara wgvan AaTma hI Ônta hE. Aahahaha¦ [iNãyÇseAne mnse Ônte hE ye nhÄ, Aem khe Ke AhÄ. cEtNyxiÉtmaƒ Svwavwavke äarawgvan AaTma hI Ônta hE. Aahahaha... cEtNyxiÉt Svwavwav Ôe svR smSt vStuiv¬ka Ônne deqnevala AEsa mera cEtNyxiÉtmaƒ Svwavke äara, wgvan AaTma hIÔnta hE, ke prma=Rse mEH ;Aek' huH. mEH to Aek Sv$pI &ata ¹Úa Aek hI huH. dUsreka ko{sHbH\ mEremeH hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦

{silye y>ip smSt ãVyÇke prSpr sa\ar` Avgah, Aek ÙeƒmeH rhte hE, AekÙeƒmeH ßyaH wgvan AaTma hE, vhaH \maRiSt, A\maRiSt, Aakax, kaz, pudŸgl wle hoAek j ÙeƒmeH K ãVy ræa hE. =oDa, AaquH ãVy wle nhÄ \maRiSt. ßyaH cEtNyxiÉt

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532 smysar isiâ wag-2Svwavwav TyaH bIÔ dUsra ãVy Aek Ùeƒe hE, AnHta prma uH hE. \maRiStkayka AsHQyp‡dex, A\maRiStkayka AsHQy p‡dex, AsHQy kaza u, Aakax Aaqa lokna AsHQywagmeH... Aek prSpr sa\ar` Avgah, AekÙeƒavgah sa\ar` Avgah. invar`krvuH AxÉ˜ hova=I Ae invar` krna AxÉ˜ hE. Aek j ÙeƒmeH ßyaH wgvancEtNyxiÉtmaƒ wgvan AaTma Ônna deqna wavvala hE, Ae j ÙeƒmeH dUsra pda=RwI hE to _ska Awav krna AxÉ˜ hE. invar` krna AxÉ˜ hE.

deqo, _smeH AEHsa kha =a ik ivkarp e pir`mna meremeH AxÉ˜ hE Ane AekÙeƒedUsrI cIj hE _sko h@a dena AxÉ˜ hE. ho. Aahahaha... !Ika te !Ika Ke ne¦ Aek ÙeƒmeHhone pr wI mEH to &ayk Svwav Aek$p huH cEtNyvala huH. Ae TyaH hE _sko wI mEH Ônnedeqnevala huH Ane Aek Ùeƒe hE to _se dUr krna AEsa AxÉ˜ hE, swI hE ho. Aahahaha...paKa xBd kya ilya hE. smSt ãVyoHke prSpr sa\ar` Avgah, AaTma hE TyaH pr hE,ne pr hE TyaH AaTma hE. hE ne? prSpr Avgah ho Aek ÙeƒmaH. Aahahaha... j¡Ao¦ Aavat Ae svR& isvay Aa É˜aHy AEsI bat hE nhÄ. Ônnevala deqnevala Aek Sv$pTyaHy dUsra ãVy hE, Aek Ùeƒe, Aahahaha... smSt ãVyoke AnHt ãVyo. Aahaha... ßyaHwgvan AaTma hE TyaH AnHt AnHt prma una SkH\, AEsa AnHt SkH\ hE. Aek Aek ÝdexmeHAnHt prma una SkH\, AEsa AnHt SkH\ hE. AEsa AsHQy ÝdexI wgvan hE TyaH AnHtAnHt prma uka SkH\ Aeva AnHtaSkH\ Aek Ùeƒavgah hE. Aek Ùeƒka AvgahnameH hE.Are AavI vatuH Ke. KtaH teno Awav krvo Ae AxÉ˜ Ke p` tene potamaH rhIne potaneÔ`vuH Ae Ô`vamaH Ae Ô`vuH AavI Ôy Ane rag$pe n =vuH Ae AxÉ˜ Ke, p` teÔ`nar potane Ô`ta AekÙeƒavgahmaH Ke tene Ô e Ae to maro Svwav Ke. smStiv¬ne Ô`vuH Ae to maro Svwav Ke. Aahaha¦ Avgah invar` krna AxÉ˜ honesemera AaTma hve mera AaTma kya hE, Ae ivxeØ vat Aavxe.


Ývcn nH. 103 ga=a - 36 ta. 8-10-78 rivvar Aaso vd-7 sH. 2p04

36 mI ga=a AhÄ su\I AaVyuH Ke. wgvan AaTma j Ô e Ke ke, TyaH=I levuH JI`Ivat Ke wa{ caltI vat=I j¡dI Ôt Ke. Aaha... (]ota:- sTy vat Ke) Aa AaTma&ayk Sv$p icdŸFn &an ne AanHdno Fn Ýwu Ae AaTma, bakI pu~y ne papna ivkLporag é@e Ae b\a kmRna inim¿=I =yela Ae kmRna Ke, maro Svwav nhÄ, Aem Aa ÒvAi\kar cale Ke ne, \m± Òv Aene khIAe Aahaha... ke Aa AaTma Ke Ae AanHd ne &anSv$p Ke. Ae AaTma Aem Ô e Ke. Ke? ke prma=eR huH Aek KuH. Aahaha... Aa pyaRymaH jeivkar dya-dan v‡t wiÉt kam Êo\ je =ay Ke Ae huH nhÄ. Ae to wavkkmR Aeno Ae wav,maro wav nhÄ. Aahaha... Ôe ke smSt ãVyona prSpr sa\ar` Avgah “Ôe ke


533wgvan AaTma ßyaH Ke TyaH bIÔH ãVyo p` Ke Aek jGyoAe rhevamaH invar` n krIxkay. kmRna rjkò \maRiStkayaidna Ýdexo ke je Òv paƒ Ke Aene &anIAe Aem jàVyuHke wgvHt taruH Sv$p, xrIr Ane vaÌnI iÊya=I to iwþ Ke, p` AHdr je pu~y papnaxuwAxuwwav =ay, Aena=I taruH Sv$p iwþ Ke. Aahaha... Aem Ae e saHwZyuH Ô~yuHAne AHdrmaH ivvek kyÈ, ke huH to AaTma, Aek$p Sv$p KuH. xuâ cEtNy AanHdkHd ÝwuAahahaha... sMyGdxRnnI cIj Ke bapu JIÌ bhu. Aahaha¦ huH to svR ãVyo je Ke“prSpr sa\ar` AekÙeƒe rhe Ke tenuH invar` krvuH AxÉ˜ Ke” maro AaTma Ane jD,huH wgvan AaTma Ane jD, ixqHDnI jem Aekmek ={ne ræa Ke, Aekmek ={ ræa KeixqHDmaH dhÄ Ane qaHD Aekmek ={ne Ô e ræa Ke. Aem Aa AaTma wgvan AaTma AnekmRna Aaid prma uAo Ane pu~y-papna wav, AhÄ qreqr to pu~y-papna wav levaKe. Ae be Aek jeva jày Ke Anaid=I, Are Aa te ÉãH Ôeva nvro =ay?

AhÄya khe Ke ke jem ixqHDmaH dhÄ Ane qaHDna Svad iwþ Ke, KtaHy Aek S=ane,Aekwavvaza hoy Aem Aene deqay Ke Anaid=I. Aem wgvan AaTma Anakuz AanHdSv$p Ýwu AemaH xuw Ane Axuwwav Ae Aekmek hoy Aem Aene deqay Ke Anaid=I Ô eAek ={ ræa hoy, top` ixqHDnI mafk SpÚ AnuwvmaH Aavta Svadna wedne lI\eAahahaha... p` huH AaTma cEtNy Sv$p Aeno Svad pivƒ Ane AanHdno Svad Ke, te huH.Ke? SpÚ AnuwvmaH Aavta, Aahahaha... Svadna wedne lI\e, huH moh ÝTye inmRm KuH.kemke kmRna inim¿na sHge =yela xuw-Axuw dya-dan v‡t wiÉt ke kamÊo\na wav,Aeno Svad ragno kluiØt (Aakuizt) Ke. Aahahaha¦ maro cEtNy Svwavno SvadAena=I j¡do Ke. Aem \m± Òv Ý=m \mR pamtaH, Ý=m \mR pamtaH, Aene ragno Svadiwþ deqay Ke. Aahahaha... Ane AaTmano Svad iwþ jày Ke- jem ixqHDmaH SvaddhÄno ne qaHDno iwþ Ke, Aem maro Svad, huH AanHd Sv$p Ýwu Aeno Svad cEtNynoSvad Ane dya dan v‡t wiÉt Aaidna piràm je rag Ke, Aeno Svad dhÄnI pe@e qa!oKe, Ae!le kluiØt Ke, maro Svad AanHdno iwþ Ke. Aahahaha¦

Are ke id' kre? wvna AHt lavva hoy AenI vatuH Ke bapu. wv krI krIne mrI gyoKe AnHtkaz=I nrkna, SvgRna, mnu*yna AnHt AnHt wv kyaR Ke, p` Ae e AaTm&ann kyuÅ.. Aena ivna AenuH pirw‡m` n m!yuH. Aahahaha¦ jene Ae pirw‡m` m!aDvuH Ke AeneAaTmana ne ragna Svadne iwþ Ô`xe to m!xe. ÔuAo Aa vaÌ. Aahahaha... Are Aavat.. xrIr vaÌ mn, jD Ane SƒIku!uHb pirvar Ae to pr Ke, Aene to AaTmanI sa=ekaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Aem jDkmRna inim¿=I =ta xuwaxuwwav je ragaidno Svad, AejDno Svad Ke. cEtNy &ayk maruH Sv$p Aeno Svad cEtNyno AanHd Ke. Are Aa vzI,Aa Svad kevo hxe? Aa du\pakna Svad ne mosHbIna Svad ne Aem loko to mane Ke.\UzmaHy Svad n=I saHwzne hve. Ae to jD Ke jDno Svad tne Aave? jDno Svad tojD $pI Ke, Ae qata tne Aeno Svad n=I Aavto, Aena ÝTyeno rag =ay Ke, Ae ragno Svad

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534 smysar isiâ wag-2Aene Aave Ke.

Arere¦ Aene ÉãH qbr Ke. beqbro Anaid=I A&anI mUrq. Aahaha... potanIÔtne ÔÌ nhÄ Ane ragaid pr Ôt Ke tene miln trIke Ô~yuH nhÄ. knuwa{ AavI vatuHKe AaHhI to kroDopit ma`s hoy to, te kroDpit ma`s Ke, Aahaha¦ ne Ô e Ame suqIKIAe, \UzmaHy n=I suqI. Aahahaha¦

Ke? Svadna wedne lI\e ixqHDnI mafk, dhÄ Ane qaHDna Svadna wednI mafk,SpÚ AnuwvmaH Aavta Svadna wedne lI\e, Aahaha¦ huH moh ÝTye inmRm KuH. Ae ragaidwav Ke Ae mara nhÄ, huH Aena ÝTye inmRm KuH. Aahaha¦ xrIr vaÌ mn Ae to kãHy rhIgya bhar \Uz, Aahaha¦ p` AHdrnI pyaRymaH kmRna inim¿=I =taH ivkarI wav tenoSvad iwþ Ke ma!e Aena ÝTye huH inmRm KuH. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

vItrag ijne¬rdev iƒlokna= prmaTma Aam frmave Ke. ijne¬r vItragiƒlokna= tI=Åkr prme¬r Aem frmave Ke, (ke) Ýwu taruH Sv$p AHdr cEtNynI ÔtnaAanHdnuH Ke ne, Aahahaha¦ Ae AanHdno Svad te taro Ane vcmaH je ragaidno Svad tne_pyogmaH jày Ae miln _pyog ={ne jày Ae Svad taro nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ ragnaSvadne Ane cEtNyna Svadne iwþ paDva Ae kaH{ sa\ar` vat Ke? AnHtkaz=I kyuÅn=I Aek sekHD p`. Aahaha... \mRne name p` dya dan v‡t wiÉt ne pUÔne Ae ragnawavne krIne mrI gyo Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae ragno Svad to jDno Ke. Aahahaha¦ SƒInaxrIrna wog vqte xrIrno Aene Anuwv n=I, Ýwu tne qbr n=I, Ae to ma!I Ke Aato \Uz Ke (AaTma) A$pI Aeno Aene Anuwv n=I. p` Aena ÝTye rag =ay Ke ke Aa@Ik Ke, Aeva ragno A&anIne Anuwv Ke. mane Ke ke Aa xrIrne huH wogvuH KuH. Aahahahaha...AhÄya khe Ke, ke Aa ragno Svad Ae jDno Ke, taruH Sv$p nhÄ Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ Aemiƒlokna= ijne¬rdevno pokar Ke, Ae Òve ko{ id' saHwZyo n=I. Aahaha¦

Ae SvadmaH Aavta wedne lI\e moh ÝTye inmRm j KuH. Aahahaha¦ maro wgvanAaTma cEtNy Sv$pI, Aeno je AtIiNãy AanHd Svad Ane mohkmRna inim¿=I =yeloivk<twav Aeno Svad te tdŸn iwþ Ke, ma!e tena ÝTye \m± sMyG¹iÚ \mRnI phelIx$Aatvazo Aem khe Ke, mane Ke, ke rag ÝTye huH inmRm KuH. Aahaha¦

AavuH saHwzvuH muXkel pDe AevuH Ke. p‡vI`wa{? Aa tmara pEsa Ane ladIne\Uz\aÌne paHc-dx laqnI pedax hoy Ae!le Ô e, Aohoho¦ ÉãHy v\I gya Ame be-paHc dx kroD $ipya =ay, Ae!le huH phozo Ane xerI saHkDI ={ Ôy Aene, smÔ uH kaH{?AaHhI to Aa vat Ke Ýwu, ƒ` lokna na=no pokar vItragno Aa Ke, Ae vat toATyare sHÝdaymaH Ke j nhÄ. sHÝdaymaH to Aa kro ne Aa kro ne Aa kro Ae ragnI iÊyaAene \mR mane.

AaHhI to khe Ke ke \m± Òv Aene khIAe ke ragna Svadna ÝTye je inmRm Ke Anepotana Svwav ÝTye AhmŸp uH mmŸ Ke, Ae maro Ke. Aahahaha... bIÒ rIte AaVyuH ke


535ragna Svad ÝTye \m± inmRm Ke Ane inj Svad ÝTye mmŸ Ke, mmŸ Aa mmŸ n=I Kokraqata. Aahahaha... Are¦ Are¦ AavI vatuH Ke. \m± mmŸ kre Ke mmŸ, mmŸ qay Ke. mmŸ Ae!lepotanI cIj je AanHd Ke tene Anuwve Ke, Aa inmRm Ke Aa mmŸ Ke. Aahaha¦

coyaRsIna Avtar krI krIne mrI gyo Ke, Ane hÒ ßyaH su\I Ae rag Ae huH AevImaNyta pDI Ke Ae im+yaTvnI AemaH AnHtawv krvanI takat Ke. nrk ne ingodna wvkrvanI takat Ke AemaH. Aahaha¦ Ae b\a AbÔepit ne kroDopit Ae mrIne NyaH=I#ormaH jvana. Aahaha¦ kemke TyaH rag je tIrKo Svwav Ke, je Sv$p potanuH n=I, AenaSvadmaH pote mane Ke ke te huH KuH, te im+ya¹iÚ Òvne AaDoDa{ krI naqI ÒvmaH Ae e,Òvno je ragriht Svwav Ke Aem n Ô`taH, Ae dya dan ragna piràmno Svad Aemaro Ke, AevI je e AHtrmaH AaDoDa{ krI Ke, Ae mrIne ityÅc AaDa, Aam xrIr AaDaKe Aem =axe, Aa ma`s éwa Ke, AavI vat Ke bapu AaHhI to. Aahahaha¦

ityÅc Ke ne? Ae ityÅc khe Ke ne Ýwu, Aene ityÅc khene, Aam tIrKa, ma`s Aaméwa Ke Ane gay weHs bkra qIskolI Aena xrIr Aam AaDa Ke, tIrKa Ke. Ae tIrKakem =ya? ke pUveR Ae e AaDoDa{ tIrKa{ bhu krI htI. da$ maHsna qorak hoy to tomrIne nrke Ôy, p` Ae n hoy, p` Aava ragna tIv‡ wavne potana Svad trIke ÔÌ,wgvanne AaDo krI naQyo, Avzo krI naQyo, Aahahaha... wgvan Aem khe Ke, AeÒvo mrIne tIrKa, ityÅc =xe. gay weHs ne bkra =xe. Aahahaha¦ AnHt var =yo KeAe rIte. Aahahaha¦

AaHhI khe Ke ke, Aekvar je e potana AanHdna Svadne l{ SvsNmuq ={, wgvanAanHd Sv$p, je Aena=I ivmuq hto, je xuwAxuwwavne manIne Svad l{ne maro KeAem manto, Ae Svwav=I ivmuq hto. Ae SvwavnI sNmuq =yelo Ýwu, Aahahaha...maruH Sv$p to cEtNy Sv$p cEtNyno Svad te huH, Aem je e mm kyuÅ, AanHdno Svad lI\o,Aahaha¦ Aene Ae SvadnI Aagz cahe to dya dan v‡tno rag hoy p` Ae rag kluiØtjDno Svad Ke. Are Aa kem bese? Aahaha... ÉãH rqDto rqDto rJzto Aene ÉãH(Aa) vat bese? saHwzva mze nhÄ ibcarane. Aahahaha¦

AavI vatuH Ke Ýwu. xuH krIAe? wgvanno pokar Ke sImH\r wgvan pase=I Aab\I vat AavI Ke. Ýwu ibraje Ke. mhaivdehmaH Ýwu ibraje Ke, sImH\r wgvan,Aahahaha¦ NyaH=I AavelI Aa vat Ke. Aahaha¦

khe Ke ke Svadna wedne lI\e, maro Ýwu to cEtNy SvwavI Svai¹Ú Ke, Aahaha...Anakuz AanHdna Svadvazo te huH Ane Aa ragno Svad je mohno Svad te kluiØt, AenaÝTye huH inmRm KuH. Ae mara nhÄ, Òv Ai\kar Ke ne, Ae ragne AÒv ne jD khIne Òv=Ij¡do btaVyo Ke. Ae inmRm KuH. Ae inmRm j KuH. ragno k` p` je AHdr hoy, Aahaha¦Aave p` huH inmRm j KuH. xrIr vaÌ mn ba{DI KokraH to ÉyaHy (dUr) rhI gya \UzAe to ÉyaHy rhI gya Aena hta j ÉãH? Aahaha¦ p` \m± Òv to Ae mara Ke Ae to

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536 smysar isiâ wag-2vat g{, p` rag maro Ke Ae vat(g{) Ôy Ke, Tyare \m± =ay Ke. Tyare te sMyG¹iÚ,\mRnI x$Aatvazo Ý=m drßÔno, Aahahaha... Arere AavI vatuH Aa xuH Ke Aa? AavovItragno magR hxe Aa? vItrag magRmaH to dya pazvI, v‡t pazva, kHdmUz qavanhÄ, raƒe coivhar krvo, KprbI Aahar krvo AevuH to Ame saHwzIAe KIAe wa{, magRAe n=I Ýwu Ae jEn magR n=I, Ae to rag magR Ke.

wgvan AaTma j Ô e Ke. AaTma j Ôè Ke, ke huH ßyaH KuH TyaH bIÔH ãVyo,wgvane to K ãVyo ÔeyaH Ke ne? svR& prme¬r ijne¬re K ãVyo ÔeyaH Ke, to huH ßyaH KuHTyaH bIÔH ãVyo Ke, bIÔ AaTmaAo TyaH Ke AhÄ AaTmana Ýdex pase, AnHt prma uAopDã Ke, \maRÂStkayna Ýdex Ke, A\maRÂStkayna Ýdex Ke, Aakaxna Ke, kazna Ke, pÀek Ùeƒe rhevamaH invar` krvuH AxÉ˜ Ke. Aene Ùeƒ=I j¡da paDI xkay Aem nhÄ, p`ragna wavnI milntane wav=I wed krIne wav=I j¡da krI xkay. Aahahaha¦

AavI vatuH Ke. Ýwu pKI song#na name gme te khe loko khe, bcara Aene qbrn=I ne, song# inüynI vatuH kre ne vItragnI vatuH kre. AmarI dya ne v‡t (Ame)pazIAe Aene \mR n khe, Aem khe ibcara xuH kre? qbr n=I Ae. (]ota:- &ayknaSvad=I AÔ~ya Ke) AÔ~ya Ke. AHdr Ô`k-Sv$p wgvan, Ae cEtNySvwavI Ýwu Ke.Aena SvadmaH to cEtNyno AanHd Svad hoy wa{. Aene \m± Òvne tena SvadmaHpotap uH wase Ke. AHdr rag Aave Ke tene kmRna trfna jDno ivkar Ae kmRno Ke, AenoSvad kluiØt, Jer jevo du:q$p Svad Ke. Aahaha... Arere¦ cEtNy Svwav vStu wgvaniƒkazI AivnaxI vStu Ke. AaTma ko{ sa\ar` cIj n=I. Aahaha¦ AenI pyaRymaHvtRman AvS=amaH AenI rmtuH (ivkarmaH) AnaidnI Ke p` Ae pyaRynI smIpe AaquHtTv mhaÝwu, cEtNy tÀv Ke AenI qbr n=I Aene. Aahahaha¦ Ae ßyaH Aene qbruH pDeKe, Aahaha... ke huH to AaTma j Aek KuH, AemaH je Anekp uH ivk<t AvS=a deqay Ke, AeSvad maro nhÄ, te ÝTye huH inmRm KuH. Aahahaha¦ Ane maro cEtNyno Svad rag rihtSvad, xaHit Ane AanHdno Ýwu Svwav Aeno Svad, Are, Aa... Aavo AaTma Ane xuH kheKe Aa? pagl jevuH lage AevuH Ke Aa. bapu¦ Ae e saHwZyuH n=I wa{, teH pcas vØR saH{@vØR ka#ã b\ay A&anmaH, mUH#tamaH. Aaha¦ Aa vat saHwzI n=I wa{, Aa pagln=I (hota?) tuH pagl Ko ma!e tne wastuH n=I. Aahaha¦ vItragnI vaÌ AaEØ\ Ke.ragno rec kravvanI, (dva Ke) Aahaha... ragno rec ={ Ôy, Ane cEtNynI inrogtacEtNynI ¹iÚmaH Aave. Aahaha... Aa vItrag vaÌ khe Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

kar` ke, sday potana AekpàmaH Ýaº hova=I, huH ke b\a pda=È, AekpàmaH Ýaºhova=I smy nam AaTm pda=R A=va drek pda=R Aevo ne Aevo j iS=t rhe Ke, prma uLyo to p` prma u Aa jD Aa AaHgzI to AnHt rjk`no ipHD Ke Aeno KeLlo po{N!Ke !UkDo Ae p` pote potamaH iS=t Ke. prma u prma umaH iS=t Ke prma une AaTma sa=ekaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aa ma!I Ke j¡Ao Aa, (xrIr) loko p` Aem khe Ke p`


537Aene wan n=I bole qra AaHhI cUHk vage ne to khe marI ma!I pakÌ Ke, paÌ ADva dexonhÄ, bole qra wan ivnana, bole qra marI ma!I pakÌ Ke, ma!I to jD \UznI Ke AaÉãH ma!I tarI htI, Aa to pudŸgl Ke. qIlI vagI hoy to paÌ ADaDxo nhÄ, paÌnopa!o baH\xo nhÄ, marI ma!I pakÌ Ke. ma!I khe ne vzI paKI marI khe¦ gaHDana kaH{lq` bIÔ hxe? smÔ uH kaH{? Aahaha¦

Ae ma!I AenI cIj n=I, Ae to iwþ Ke Aek jGyoAe rheva KtaH, p` AHdrmaH rag=ay Ke xuwAxuw rag Ae p` ivk<t-kluiØt Svwav, Ae mara cEtNyno Svad nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ Arere ke id' kre Ane ke id' Aena wvna AHt Aave? Aa (smjya) ivnaAena wvna AHt Aave AevuH n=I. mrI Ôyne, iÊya krI krIne. Aahaha¦ Ae to b\IragnI iÊya Ke, Ane rag to kluiØt melo jDno Svwav Ke. Arere gjb vatuH Aa.

“sday potana AekpàmaH Ýaº hova=I AaTmpda=R Aevo ne Aevo j iS=t rhe Ke”kÕsmaH btave Ke dhÄ Ane qaHD mezvva=I ixqHD =ay Ke. dhÄ Ane qaHD, AemaH dhÄ AneqaHD Aek jeva malUm pDe Ke ixqHDmaH, top` Ýg!$p qa!amI@a Svadna wed=I, dhÄ teqa!uH Ke Ane qaHD te mI@I Ke. beyna Svadna wed=I j¡da j¡da jày Ke. Aahahaha¦

xaÏmaH to Aevo Aek leq Ke ke da$ pI\o hoy to Aene xIqHD qvravo to gaynadU\ jevuH lage Aene, je e da$ pI\o Ke Aene Ôe xIqHD Aapo to gaynuH dU\ pIë KuH AevuH lage,Aene SvadnI qbr n=I Aem je e im+yaTvna da$ pI\a Ke, ê\I ]âana da$ pI\a Ke,Aahahaha¦ Aene ragna Svad mara Ke Aem wase Ke. AavI vat Ke, ÝwunuH Sv$p AavuHKe wa{. Aahaha¦

tevI rIte ãVyona lÙ`wed=I jD cetnna j¡da j¡da Svadne lI\e, Ae ragaid jDnoSvad Ke kemke rag pote Ô`to n=I ke huH ko` KuH, cahe to dya dan v‡t wiÉtno ivkLprag ho Ae ragmaH Ô`vanI takat n=I. Ae to Acetn Ke. Aahahaha¦ rag pote Ô`ton=I ke huH ko` KuH, tem rag ÔeDe cEtNy wgvan Ke tene (rag) Ô`to n=I. tem te ragcEtNy vDe jày Ke, ma!e te jD Ke. Aahahaha¦

Arere Ae jem ixqHDmaH qaHD Ane dhÄno Svad iwþ Ke, Aek jeva deqava KtaH, Aemwgvan AaTmano Svad cEtNyno Ane ragno (Svad) jD Ae lÙ`wed=I benalÙ`wed Ke, bena lÙò j¡da Ke. jem dhÄno Svad qa!o Ane qaHDno Svad mI@o, AemlÙ`wed Ke. Aem ragno Svad jD kluiØt, wgvanno Svad cEtNy Ane AanHd, beynalÙ`=I beyna wed Ke. Aahaha... smÔ uH kaH{? kaH{ smÔ uH xuH kI\uH Ke Ae? smÔyÔy to j¡dI vat Ke, p` k{ pâit=I khevay Ke, Ae xElI pkDay Ke Aem.

Arere Aavo marg hxe ijndevno AhÄ to wa{ AevuH saHwZyuH'tuH, khe dya pazo,v‡t kro, Òvne n maro, K kaynI dya pazo, paHjrapozmaH mdd kro, Fe!aHne qD naqo,Aahaha... poha kro, p‡itÊmà kro. samaiyk kro, xena poha? tare wan n=I ne AaTmako` Ke AenuH wan n=Ine poha xena? A&anna poha Ke im+yaTvna. im+yaTvne pose Ke

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538 smysar isiâ wag-2Ae to. Aahahaha¦

wgvan AaTma cEtNy SvwavI AanHd Ýwu. Ae AanHdno Svad Ae cEtNyno SvadKe Ane Ae rag je rag ivkLp hÇ, Aahahaha¦ cahe to pHcmhav‡tna piràm ho, Ae ragKe wa{ tne qbr n=I, Ae to v<i¿nuH _T=an Ke Ae ragno Svad kluiØt Ke tne qbrn=I. Aahaha¦ { jD ne cEtNyna SvadnI iwþtane l{ne, j¡da j¡da SvadnelI\e (j¡da) jày Ke. Aahahaha... ke!lI \Irj Ôe{Ae AamaH. Aahahaha¦ ke mohkmRna_dyno Svad ragaid Ke. rag äeØ hrq xok Ae b\a wav mohkmRna _dyno Svad AeKe. Aahahaha¦

raÒpo ={ Ôy Aam pEsa paHc pcIs laq mze, ne be laqnI pedax mihne hoyto Ô e. Aohoho¦ ko` Ô e xuH v\I gyo? Aeno raÒpo Ae ragna Jerno Svad Ke.Aahaha¦ Ke? (]ota:- xIro ne lapsI bnave Ane Aap Aene Jerno Svad kho Ko) belaq peda =ay to khe lapsI kro Aaj, \UzmaHy n=I hve saHwzne¦ Aa b\a pEsavazabe@a, kroDopit (]ota:- Aap na paDo Ko) khe Ke, Aa ræa Aa FIya kroDpit Ke AaAmare Ýiv`wa{ Ae to vzI Fà kroD Ke, Aem khe Ke. Aek jò Amne kheto'to Ameto saHwzelI vat Ke hÇ. Aek j` Aem kheto to K(Ae) Kokra pase Aek Aek kroD Ke,Aem kheto'to kok Daæo ma`s. nam n Apay Ane Aena bap pase j¡da pcas saH{@laq, mrI gya Tyare varsamaH bavIs laq to srkarne deva pDã, Aena bapna pEsama!e bavIs laq deva pDã. kho Ae to sacI vat Ke ne? kar` Aena bapnuH j¡duHH htuHne. K Blok j¡da j¡da paHc paHc laqna TyaH K Kokrana, bapno j¡do Blok satmo paHcpaHc laqna Ane AanI mUDI j¡dI kar`ke srkarna xuH khevay {. (]ota:- {Nkm!eÙ){Nkm!eÙ ma!e Aene l{ne wag vai`ya paDe. Ae e bap mrI gya ne j¡da hta, bavIslaq wrva pDã bavIs laq to Aekla Aena bapna pEsana wrva pDya Aena pEsaj¡da, Ae suqI hxe ne?

Ae raÒpo je mane Ke te du:q Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae ragno Svad Ke Ýwu, tne qbr n=I.Aahaha¦ ƒ` lokna na= ijne¬rdevno pokar Ke, jgt pase. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:-jgt bhe$H bhu) Aahahaha¦ saHwzva mze nhÄ sTy vat ibcara ÉãH Ôy? isâaHtmaHto Aene iwqarI kæa Ke, vraka. Aahahaha¦ AaHhI to Aapè drbar AaVya hta neAap e wavngr, kroDno taluko wavngr drbar AaVya'ta. AaHhI to FàH Aavemo!a xe@IyaAo raÔAo Aave, AaVya'ta be ƒ` var AaVya'ta, mHidr vqte AaVya'ta,man StHw vqte AaVya'ta, to Aene kæuH tuH. Amare to xuH raÔ hoy ke raHk hoy, kI\uH raÔ,drbar Aek mhIne laq mage { nano mag` paHc laq mage { mo!o mag` Ane kroD$ipya mage te mag`no mag` mo!o iwqarI Ke kI\uH, iwqaraAo¦ AaTma AHdr AnHtAanHdnI l"mIno wHDar Aene Ôeto n=I, Aene manto n=I Ane Aa bharnI \Uz AeAÒtwa{¦


539Aa b\a pEsavaza Ke saH{@ sI¿er laq $ipya, \Uz \Uz hÇ b\I. (]ota:- AhÄ

to \Uz kho Ko, TyaH $ipya khe Ke) nErobImaH to b\a FàH pEsavaza Ke, Aapà saH{@Fr Ke ne? ¬etaHbr hta idgHbr ={ gya hmàH b\a pcIs ƒIs vØR=I nErobI TyaH wa{je@ sudI Aigyarse pHdr laqna mHidrnuH qat muhUtR kyuÅ Ae lokoAe wega ={ne. (]ota:-hve Aapne ÔvanI tEyarI TyaH) Ae to hve maHge Tyare hve xrIrne neVyasI vØR =yaxrIrne neVyasI v*aR =ya hve Aa deqay @Ik p` AHdr hve AHdr 89 vØR =ya, qorakna@ekaàH n mze, ëFna @ekaàH n mze, deqav saro lage Ke. maHgÌ to Aavxe, kemAÒtwa{? pHdr laqnuH mHidr krxe nErobI, TyaH saH{@ Fr Ke, ¬etaHbr b\a idgHbr ={gya, Ane sat Aa@ Fr to kroDpit Ke. bakI b\a Fr ko{ saH{@ laq ko{ sI¿erlaq ko{ calIs laq, ko{ pcas laq vIs laq ds laq Aeva b\ay Ke. \Uz \Uzb\I hoH.

Aey¦ jene vaStu xuH khevay Ae? qatmuhUtR kyuÅ je@ sud Aigyarse Aa ramÒwa{be@a temna wa ej Ke, Ae e be laq be hÔr AaPya. Aa ramÒwa{ be@a. mnsuqwa{nIpaKz, be laqne be hÔr, fÉt qatmuhUtRna AaPya mHidrna p` AhÄ to phele=I khIAeKIAe tara be laq xuH pHdr laq ke kroD qrcne AemaH rag mHd kre to pu~y Ke, p` \mRnhÄ. (]ota:- KtaH loko bnave Ke). je iÊya bnvanI hoy te Aene kar e bne Ke, te xuHAana=I bne Ke mHidr? Aa mHidr xuH ramÒwa{Ae bnaVyuH Ke Aa? Ýmuq to Ae hta.(]ota:- Aapna pu~y=I =yuH) bapu Aa to p+=r prma uAo AÒv Ke. wa{ tne qbrn=I Ae AÒvnI pyaRy je Ù e =vanI te tena=I =ay Ke, bIÔe khe ke mara=I bNyuH mUH#Kee. Aahaha... AavI vatuH Ke bapa.

beHGlormaH bar laqnuH mHidr =yuH Ke mumuÙuAoAe kyuÅ Ke, beHGlor bar laq, pHdr laqATyare pHdr laq ={ gya, j¡Ao to, ={ gyuH Ke Ane Aa to =vanuH Ke. Aek j e Aa@laq AaPya wwUtml ¬etaHbr deravasI Aa@ laq Ane Aek j¡grajÒ S=ankvasIkroDpit, Aolo be kroDvazo Aa kroDvazo S=ankvasI muHb{maH mhavIr makeR! Ae ecar laq AaPya. bar laqnuH mHidr, kæuH bapuH tuH bar laq qceR ma!e \mR =ay Ae vatmaHmal n=I. Ae ragnI mHdta xuwwav krxe (to) pu~y =ay. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke.

Aa lokoAe hmàH A#I laq ƒ` laq AaPyane AhÄ, AhÄya pop!wa{AeAemna bap trf=I iv]amg<h paHc laqnuH =vanuH Ke ne nvuH. AaHhI ma`s Ae!luH AaveKe ke jGyo matI n=I. be sosay!I to ={ hve ƒIÒ sosay!I =vanI Ke Aemna trf=I.paHc laq, A#I laq Aemna ne A#I laq, je Plo! le Aene paHc hÔr Aapva pDe dshÔrno Plo! krxe, paHc paHc hÔr Aapvana, ƒ` mihna rhexe, ƒ` mihna rhevanuHAene. bhu ma`s AaHhI F uH ma`s Aave Ke hve maHy nhÄ jGyo Ae!luH Aave Ke. ƒ` ƒ`hÔr paHc paHc hÔr ma`s hmàH benna AolamaH(jNmidne) ƒ` hÔr ma`s,]av` vd bIj ÉãHy maHy nhÄ, p` Ae p` Ae b\I vStu bnvanI Ke Aene l{ne bne

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540 smysar isiâ wag-2Ke. (]ota:- Aapna _pdex=I bne Ke) Ae iblkul hram vat Ke. Ae vatuH Ke b\Iinim¿nI. Aahaha¦

AaHhI to bnavnarno wav bnavI xkuH KuH Ae to n hoy p` wav je Ke Ae xuwKe, pu~y Ke. AemaH \mR Ke Ae nhÄ. Ae pu~y Ke Ae ragno, melno ragno Svad Ke. Aahaha¦gjb vat Ke Ýwu. Ke?

“jD cEtNyna j¡da j¡da Svadne lI\e jày Ke” jày Ke ke mohkmRna _dynoSvad ragäeØ, hrq-xok Aaid Ke. Aahahaha¦ ragaid Ke ne? Aaid Ke ne? rag äeØA`gmo, Aahaha... vÄKI krDe, Ae vÄKI krDe Aeno n=I, Aena trf A`gmo Ke Aenoäe*ano Svad Ke Aene. Aahahaha¦ Ae ragaid äeØaid hrqaid. Aahaha¦

Aa hrq jm` kre Ke ne Aap e vaÌyamaH dxa ]ImazI, hrq jm` kre sat !HkhtuH, hve to b\uH ={ gyuH fer, phelaH sat !Hk htuH ne hrq jm` kre Ae!le nv!Hk =ta'tahve Aa to saH{@ sI¿er vØR phelaHnI vat _mrazanI. AaHhI to jNmS=znI vatoÔ`vamaH AavI hoy ne Ae ÔÌAe hrq jm` kre Tyare, Aahaha... Ônvazo Aek id'jmaDe pKI b\a jme, Ae hrq jm`, hrq jm` Ae!le ragnuH jm`. hrq Ae!le rag,hrq Ae!le du:q, Ae du:q Ae kmRna _dyna Svadno wav Ke. khe Ke Arere Aa!luH b\uHvheHcvuH hve to nvro ÉãH ibcaro. Aahaha¦

te cEtNyna inj Svwavna Svad=I j¡do j Ke. Ke? Aahahaha¦ je rag xuwrag,Axuwrag A`gmo äeØ, raÒpo rag, raÒpo rit, AraÒpo Ari¿ xok, Ae b\a wav,kmRna inim¿na =taH ivkarI wav Aeno Svad Ke. Are Aa!luH b\uH l{ jvuH hve AHdr. hÒto xrIr maruH n=I Aem manvamaH prseva étre, Aa xrIr maruH nhÄ to konuH Ke Aa? Aato ma!I jD Ke Aene AHdrmaH pu~y papna wav=I iwþ Ô`vo, Aahahaha... AevuH Ke Ýwu.Aaha¦

Ae ragaid Ke, mohkmRna _dyno Svad to ragäeØ pu~y pap raÒpo rit Arit xokAaid Ke, te cEtNyna inj Svwavna Svad=I j¡do j Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦ ragnoSvad Ke. Aakuzta du:q$p Ke. Aahahaha... Ane wgvan AaTmano Svad te AnakuzAanHd$p Ke, Aem je (Svad) wed kre tene sMyGdxRn =ay, Aahahaha... cairƒ to ÉãHyrhI gyuH bapa¦ kone khe Ae to hÒ lokoAe saHwZyuH n=I. Aa to hÒ sMyGdxRnnI vatphela AekDanI vat Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

Ae inj Svwavna Svad=I, inj nam wgvan AaTma potano Aeno Svwav Sv-wav, potano je &an AanHd xaHt vItragta Aevo je wav, Aahahaha... Aeno Svad j¡doKe, Aena Svad=I ragno Svad, (j¡do Ke) maze Aa!lu b\uH... Aahahaha¦

Aa rIte wavkwav je mohno _dy, xuH kI\uH? wavk Ae!le kmR jD Ke, mohnIy kmRAaid Aa@ kmR Ke ne, jD-jD Aene AhÄya wavk kæaH Ke, wavk wav Aena wavk=I=yelo pu~y papno ragaid wav, Ae wavkno wav Ke Aem kæuH Ke. Ae wgvan AaTmano


541wav nhÄ. Aahaha¦

nanI ëmrmaH w`tane Tyare Aek wavsar hto Amare inxazmaH wego, jNm to_mraze hto ne ter vØR TyaH ræa, nv vØR palej dukan Ke ne TyaH nv vØR, TyaH paHc vØRdukan clavI'tI. ATyare dukan calu Ke mo!I dukan Ke. paHƒIs-calIs laq $ipya Ke. Aedukan Ke ƒ` car laqnI pedax Ke palej. tmare ic¿zmaH pr~yo Ke ne Amare mnhrmnhr xuH? nhÄ mnsuq-mnsuq lalcHdwa{nI idkrI, Ke ne TyaH? huH hto Tyare sgp`kreluH huH TyaH AmrelInuH comasu krIne ic¿z AaVyo, Tyare Aa HdÒ hto marI hareAa HdÒ Aena kakano idkro, Ae khe ke Amare sgp` krvuH Ke. lalcHdwa{nI idkrI AaihHmtwa{nI bhen, te id' huH TyaH hto _pa]ye VyaQyan caltuH ne Tyare pKI Aene ÝÆkrelo, Amare Aa HdÒ hto ne mrI gyo Ae sgp` krva TyaH Aavela, mharaj¦ AaKoDI ÉãHnI Aa ma`s ÉãHna Aa xuH =tuH hxe, Aa kaH{k pUvRno ko{ sHbH\ hxe Aa? AemÝÆ kyÈ Ae AmrelInuH comasuH htuH ne 86 nuH 87 nI vat Ke Aa. 87 na kartk vd Aekm,ictzna Apasre Ae e ÝÆ kyÈ, kar`ke AenuH sgp` krva Aavela Kokro n laVya ho{KoDI AaHhInI ihHmtwa{nI bhen. meH kI\uH pUvRna sHbH\o hoy AevuH kaH{ nhÄ, Aek hoybavzmaH, Aek hoy =ormaH Ae be ={ne wegaH =ya hoy. te id' kæuH'tuH hÇ, bavz smÔyKe? bbul, Aek Òv bbulmaH hoy AavIne idkrI ={ hoy Ane Aek =ormaH hoy te AavIneidkro =yo hoy Aene ÉãH sHbH\, rqDta Òv Aene Aa sHbH\ ={ Ôy Aek bIÔne mezhoy kmRno yoGy Aa te id' vat krI'tI hÇ. ictzmaH ApasramaH, Amare Aa HdÒ htoAmare kuHvrÒna kakano idkro wagIdar hta gujrI gya b\a FàH gujrI gya KokravKe hve ƒ`. Aahaha¦

Ae loko vaHcn kre drroj hÇ mHidr bnaVyuH Ke palejmaH, ipStalIs hÔrnuH, wiÉt,vHdn, vaHcn, pKI Ôy dukane. wa{ Aa to bapu \Uz to =ya j kre Aa xuH Ke, AenuH tokro hve mrI gya AemaH ne AemaH maza.

AhÄ Ae khe Ke wavkwav, Ae xuH kI\uH? je kmR jD Ke Aene AhÄ wavk kæo Ke,wavk (Ae!le) wavno krnaro wavk, kona, kya wav Ae pu~y ne pap, dya dan ne v‡twiÉtnaH je wav Ke Ae wav rag Ke, Ae wavne (krnaro) wavkwav, wavk namkmRno wav Ke Ae AaTmana Svwavno wav n=I. Aahaha¦ waØa to sadI Ke Ýwu, wavwle gme te!la ho, waØa to sadI ={ Ke. (]ota:- wav to êDa Ke) wav êDa p`vStu to Aa Ke. ßyare Aene krvuH hxe Tyare Aa rIte j krvuH pDxe to wvna AHt Aavxe,mrI jxe toy nhÄ Aave. rqDI mrxe corasIna AvtarmaH. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?Aahaha¦

xuH kI\uH Aa? ma=e AaVyuHne, Ae Aevo ne Aevo iS=t rhe Ke. Aena pKI Aa Ke wa{AoluH to kÕsmaH htuH “AekpàmaH Ýaº hova=I smy Aevo ne Aevo j iS=t rhe Ke” AenapKI Aa Ke, AoluH to kÕsmaH htuH. Aevo ne Aevo iS=t rhe Ke, Aa rIte wavkwav je kmR

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542 smysar isiâ wag-2jD Ke ma!I, Aa@ kmR rjk` Ke ma!I \Uz Ke, Aa jevI \Uz Ke xrIrnI Aena jevI JIÌ\Uz Ke. Aena wavkno wav Ae rag Ane pu~y papna wav, Aahahaha... Ae dyano wavAe prnI dyano wav Ae rag Ae wavkno wav, Òvno wav nhÄ, Aahahaha... raD naqebcara ivro\ bhu kre Ke. kro kro p‡wu tne qbr n=I. Aahaha¦

Are Ae to prnI dyane rag khe Ke, ihHsa khe Ke. (]ota:- saHwzva Aavto n=Inebe@o be@o lqe?) AaqI duinya Ae p e pDI Ke ibcara xuH kre? mUH#p e pDã Ae Ýma ekhe “Ôme ÒtnI buiâ {tno idyo btay, vaHko bUro n manIAe AaEr khaHse lay”Aahahaha¦

AhÄ khe Ke, Aa ma=e (m=aze) AaVyu'tuH ne “sday potana AekpàmaH Ýaºhova=I smy Aevo ne Aevo j iS=t rhe Ke” Aa rIte, AoluH to kÕsmaH htuH. wavkwavje mohno _dy (tena=I wed &an =yuH). Lyo mohkmR jD Ke teno _dy pu~y-papna ragaidwav, Aahaha¦ Aa loko khe ke, dya pazo dya pazo, dya te suqnI velDI, dya te suqnIqa`, AnHta Òv muÉte gya. dya=I? Are saHwzne hve k{ dya? Ae prnI dya to ragKe, SvnI dya ragna wav=I iwþ, marI Òvn ßyoit iwþ Ke Ae e cEtNyne cEtNy trIkeraqvo AnuwvmaH levo Ae j potanI dya Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Ae AaHhI khe Ke.

Aa rIte wavkwav Ae!le ke mohno _dy Aem tena=I wed&an =yuH. Aahaha¦tena=I j¡do paDyo, btaVyo wed &an. smÔ uH kaH{? kho \I$wa{ AavI vatuH Ke. nvama`sne to AevuH lage ke Aa te xuH Ke Aa te jEn \mRnI vat hxe ke Aa nvo faH!o, nvomagR ka#õ hxe? Are wa{ tne qbr n=I Ýwu. Aahaha¦ iƒlokna= ijne¬r prme¬rAe e Aa kæuH, ke \m± Òv =taH Aene kmRna inim¿=I =taH ivkarI wavkwav Aeno Svadj¡do ÔÌ Aahaha... Ane potano Svad j¡do Ô e Ke. Aahaha¦ Tyare tene sMyGdxRn&an, \mRnI x$Aat =ay Ke. (_dy) tena=I wed&an =yuH Aa !IkanI vat krI. wava=Rkhevaxe. (]ota:- p‡ma` vcn guÌdev.)

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wava=R Ke jrI JIÌ vat Ke =oDI. Aa mohkmR, Aek jD moh kmR Ke AaTmanaÙeƒmaH, ßyaH AaTma Ke TyaH Aek ÙeƒavgahI mohkmR jD Ke. te jD pudŸgl ãVy Ke, AemohkmR, AaTma Ke TyaH Aek Ùeƒe rheluH mohkmR jD Ke teno _dy kluiØt wav$p Ke. Ae!leke moh kmRno _dy Ke Ae to jDnI pyaRy wle, p` AaTmamaH Aeno deqav =ay Ke_pyogmaH Ae miln piràm Ke. Aahahaha¦ cahe to xuwAxuwwav ho, devguÌ xaÏnIwi›no wav ho ke dya danno wav ho, p` Ae wav, mohkmRna fz$p miln wav Ke.AavI vat Ke. Aahahaha¦


543Ke? Ae milnwav Ke. te wav p` mohkmRno wav hova=I jD kmRna inim¿nasHbH\e

Ae xuwAxuwwav je milnwav Ae jD kmRno wav hova=I te jDno Ke, AaTmano nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ AakruH kam F uH. ivkar te wavkno wav Ke. jDkmR Ke Ae wavk, wav krnarAne xuwAxuwwav Ae wav milnwav Ae wavkno wav Ke. kmRno wav Ke, jDno wavKe, cEtNyno Svwav nhÄ. Aahaha... AavuH JI uH Ke bapa¦

Ae mohkmRno wav pudŸglno j ivkar Ke, wavkno wav, te ßyare Aa cEtNyna_pyogna AnuwvmaH Aave Ke, cEtNy je xikt Ke Ae to \‡uv iƒkaz Ke. p` AenI Vyiktje p‡g! &an, jem kmRna inim¿nuH Vyktp uH milnta Ke Aem wgvan cEtNy xiktnuHp‡g!p uH Ô`n deqn pyaRy Ke. JIò iv*ay Ke wa{¦ jem Ae jDkmRnuH fz milnwavKe Ae jDno Vykt wav Ke Aem wgvan AaTma cEtNy Sv$p AenI Vyikt (A=aRtŸ)Ô`va deqvanI mit]utno pyaRy Vykt pyaRy Ke, Aena _pyogna AnuwvmaH Aave Keßyare AhÄ cEtNyna _pyogna AnuwvmaH Aave Ke, Aahahaha... Ae!le ke Ô`ndeqn je xi›nI Vyi› Ýg! dxa tena _pyogmaH ßyare milnwav Aave Ke, AavuH JI uHKe tTv¦

sa\ar` ma`sne to qbrey n pDe¦ wi› kro ne v‡t kro pUÔ kro ={ jxe \mR¦\UzmaHy n=I NyaH. Aahaha¦ dev guÌxaÏnI wi› kro bs Ae to rag Ke, rag to kmRnainim¿no wavkno wav Ke, Ae taro wav nhÄ. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- rag to ÒvnI pyaRyKe) Ae pyaRy Ke p` Ae ãVyno Svwav n=I.. cEtNyno Ae Svwav n=I. cEtNy xi›nuHVy›p uH to Ô`n deqn Ae AenuH Vy›p uH Ke. AenuH Vy›p uH ragnuH Vy›p uH =ay AevuHAenuH Sv$p n=I. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- Sv$p n hoy to =ay kem) =ay, te kI\uH ne {pyaRymaH =ay Ke, Ae prna kar e =ay Ke, prnuH lÙ le Ke Ô`vana _pyogmaH Ae ivkarkmRno wavkno wav p` _pyog TyaH Ke te=I TyaH miln _pyog deqay Ke. (]ota:-deqay Ke ke =ay Ke?) deqay Ke, qreqr vStu ÉãH =ay Ke? (]ota:- ãVy to n=I =atuH)pyaRymaH deqay Ke p` pyaRymaH deqay Ke { jDno wav deqay Ke, Ae cEtNy Svwavnowav n=I. JIÌ vat Ke bapu. (]ota:- deqay Ke ne Aeno wav n=I?) na. Aeno n=I.jem cEtNy Ô`k Svwav deqn Svwav AenuH Vy›p uH to Ô`va deqvanuH AenuH Vy›p uHKe. AenuH Vy›p uH ivkarnuH Vy›p uH(n hoy), JIÌ vat wa{ marg JIò bapu¦Aahahaha¦

vItrag marg bhu JIÌ vat Ke, AaHhI be Ýkar kæaH. khe Ke ÔuAo. _pyog pìvkarI =[ ragaid$p miln deqay Ke, ÔeyuH? wgvan AaTma wa{ Aa to jEn\mR AevStuno Svwav Aene smjva ma!e to AnHt puruØa=R Ôe{Ae. Aahahaha... Ae kH{sa\ar` rIte mzI Ôy? Aahaha¦ Ae xuH khe Ke? cetnna _pyogna AnuwvmaH Aave KeTyare _pyog p` ivkarI ={, ÔeyuH pyaRy ivkarI ={, ragaid$p miln deqay Ke.pyaRymaH milnta Ke Aem deqay Ke. qreqr Ae cEtNy xi›nI Vy›tano Ae wav n=I.

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544 smysar isiâ wag-2Ae kmRna _dynI Vy›tano Ae wav miln Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI vat kyaH? nvrax ÉãHma`sone ko` Ke ne xuH Ke.

Aek baj¡ wgvan AaTma siCcdanHd Ýwu &an Ane dxRnna Svwav=I wrelowHDar AenI Vy›ta, Ae khe Ke j¡Ao, Ae cEtNynI xi›nI Vyi› (Ýg!ta) ivkarIdeqay, ßyare tenuH wed&an =ay, ÔeyuH? xuH wed&an =ay Ae!le? cEtNy Ae &an dxRnSvwavvHt pirpU R Ýwu, AenI Vy›ta to Ô`vuH deqvuH AevI AenI Vy›ta- Ýg!tahoy, Tyare te pyaRymaH kmRna inim¿na sHge je milnta =ay wav Ae wavkno wav Ke,Ae cEtNyna Svwavno wav n=I. Aahahaha¦ hve AavuH ÉãH smjvuH? AevuH Ke Ýwu¦

(]ota:- ApUvR Ke.) ApUvR Ke wa{ Ae e ko{ id' kyuÅ n=I. AnHtkaz AnHtkazvItI gyo wa{. Aaha... p` Aekkor wgvan, kzxmaH khexe, “xuâcetna isH\u hmaro$p hE”. AaTma to xuâ cEtNy &anisH\u diryo wyÈ Ke. AenI Vy›ta Ae khe Ke, j¡Ao,cEtNynI xi›nI Vyi›, cEtNy &an Ane dxRn Ane &ata¹Úa Svwav=I wrelowgvan Ae cEtNynI xi› AenI Vyi›, AenI ivxeØ Ýg! dxa to &an-dxRn _pyogmaƒ Ke. \Ime=I smjvuH wa{¦ Aa to AnHt kaze nhÄ krelI vat Ke, Aa to vItragsvR& prme¬re khelo marg bhu sU"m Ke. Aahaha¦ FÌ \Irj=I Ae smÔy AevI cIjKe. Aahahaha¦

xuH kæuH? (]ota:- smÔy Ôy AevuH Ke) ha, smÔy AevI j cIj Ke, brobrAhÄya be Ýkar v RVya. Aekkor wgvan cEtNy Sv$p prmaTmanuH Sv$p ibrajmanKe. cEtNy xi› kho prmaTm Sv$p kho &an Ane dxRnna Svwav=I wrelo wgvanAaTma AenI Vyi› Ae!le Ýg!ta pyaRymaH Ô`va deqvanI _pyognI pyaRy te AenIVy›ta Ke. Ane kmR je Ke jD wavk AenI Vy›ta Ae!le ke pu~y - papna miln wav,Aahaha¦ gjbvatuH Ke wa{¦ Ae kmRna wavkno wav. Aa cEtNynI xi›no Ô`vuHdeqvuH _pyog Ae Aeno wav, p` Anaid=I Aa Ô`n deqn _pyogmaH Ae milnta,mnno wav AHdr je _pyog$pe deqay Ke Ae AenuH n=I. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- =ay Ke AenIpyaRymaH) pyaRymaH =ay KtaH Ae Aena SvwavmaH=I =yelo n=I. AenI xi›na sÀvmaH=I=yelo (wav) n=I. AavuH Ke wgvan JIÌ vatuH bhu bapa marg Aevo JIò. Aahaha.ga=a AevI AavI g{ Ke ne. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- waGyxazI ne to saHwzvanuH mze) mzeAem. vat to AevI Ke bapa, xuH krIAe? Aohoho¦

wgvan AaTma to cEtNy SvwavI &an dxRn AanHd SvwavI Ýwu, AenI Vy›taÝg!ta to Ô`n deqn _pyog ne AanHd pyaRy Ae AenI Ýg!ta hoy, Aahahaha... Aenebdle kmR je wavk jD kmR tenuH Vy›p uH je pu~y papne miln wavkno wav Ae(AaTm) ãVy Svwavno wav nhÄ. Aahaha¦ pa!ÌÒ¦ smÔy AevuH to Ke bapa. AaÝwu tara FrnI vat Ke ne na=. Aahahaha¦ Ae Ô`k Svwav wgvan tenuH Ýg!p uH toÔ`va deqvano _pyog Ke, AemaH Ae kmRna wavkno wav, _pyog TyaH ÔeDava=I miln


545deqay Ke. Aahahahaha¦

Aavo _pdex hve Aa te É˜aH Aem khe ke wgvannI wi› kro, guÌnI wi› kroto to smÔy, hve wi› wi› kre Ae to b\o rag Ke, saHwzne hve. (]ota:-kuHdkuHdacayR khe Ke { b\o rag Ke) Ae rag Ke, Ae kmRna wavkno wav Ke. wa{ tne qbrn=I. Aahahaha¦ ware kam AakruH bapu¦ Aaha¦ bhu ga=a srs¦ cEtNynI xi›nIVyi› wgvan sam+yR to AenuH cEtNy sam+yR &andxRn sam+yR Ke AaTmanuH. AenIVyi›, Ýg!ta &an dxRn _pyogmaƒ Ke. AenI Ýg!ta to Ô`vuH deqvuH _pyogmaƒAenI Ýg!ta Ke. Aahahaha... Aena _pyognI Ýg!tamaH rag$pe _pyog =ay Aevo Aeno_pyog j n=I. Aahahaha¦ Ae cEtNy Sv$p wgvan &anno sagr Ý&ab‡ï Ýwu,AenI Ýg!ta to Ô`va deqvana _pyognI Ýg!ta Ke, AenI Ýg!ta xuwAxuwwav AeAenI Ýg!ta n=I. Aahahaha¦ kar`ke AenI (AaTmanI) qa`maH Ae ivkar wyÈ n=I,ke jenuH ivkarp uH wavk waVy =ay Ae wavk Òvno wav =ay. Aahahaha... AakrI vatbapa¦ Are \mR xuH cIj Ke.

“Ane Aa kluØta to ragäe*a moh$p Ke” Ke? Aahaha... wgvan cEtNyxi›Ae!le Ô`va deqvana sam+yRvazuH Ae tÀv Ke. wgvan AaTma to Ô`va deqvanaSvwavna sam+yRvazuH Ae tTv Ke Aena sam+yRmaH=I Ýg! =ay to Ô`va deqvanIVy› pyaRy _pyog Ýg! =ay. AemaH=I miln pyaRy _pyogmaH Ýg! =ay AevuH Ke nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ p` te _pyogmaH kmRna inim¿=I =yelo wavkno wav, pu~y, pap, dya danv‡t wi› Aaidno wav. Aahahaha... Ae Aena _pyogmaH milnp e deqay Ke. AenI vStugu ne pyaRy, gu ko[ miln n=I, pu~y papna milnwav pyaRymaH Aene deqay Ke.Aahaha.. Ae prno wav Ke, prna sHge =yelo Ke, prnI xi›nI Vy›ta Ýg! =taH temilnwav =yo Ke, wgvannI (AaTmanI) xikt=I p‡g! =taH te milnwav =yo n=I.AenI p‡g!tamaH to Ô`va deqvano pyaRy te tenI Ýg!ta Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae Ô`vadeqvana Ýg! pyaRy _pyogmaH kmRna wavkno wav milnp e deqay Ke. Aahahaha¦Ke? te ãVykmRno jD pudŸgl ãVyno wav Ke. kluiØtta kI\I ne? te jDkmRnI pudŸglãVynI Ke. Aahahaha... AavuH Ke. kem ke xuwAxuwwav je Ke. Ae Acetn Ke- jD Ke, AemaHcEtNyna ÝkaxnuH ko{ pyaRy (ikr`) n=I AemaH. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke. sHÝdaymaHpDelane Aa AakrI vat lage, Aavo marg JI`o.

bapu marg to Aa Ke wa{, Aahaha¦ khe Ke ke, Aa kluØta to ragäeØ moh, pu~yne pap ne im+yaTv$pI wav te ãVykmR$p jD pudŸgl ãVynI (pyaRy) Ke. Aahahaha...

ke!lo \Iro =ay Tyare tena _pyogmaH milnta Ke Aem deqay, Ae milnta marIcIj nhÄ. wgvannI wi› kre devguÌnI wi› kre Ae b\o rag wav. Aahaha... gjbvat Ke Ae wavk kmRno wav Ke. Òvxi›no Ae wav n=I. tena SvwavmaH Ae wyuÅ n=I,SvwavmaH to Ô`vuH deqvuH ne AanHd wyoR Ke. AenI Ýg! dxa =ay to Ô`vuH deqvuH Ane

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546 smysar isiâ wag-2AanHd dxa =ay. Aahahaha... AavuH Ke.

to y vzI loko ibcara ke!lak Aek wVysagr Ke. bhu Ýsþta deqaDI. Aahaha..bhen]Ina vcnam<t Amne, idgHbr sa\u Ke, 20 vØRnI idÙa Aaha... Ame ko[ id' AavIvat saHwzI n=I. Amne qbr n=I Aem, Ame muin n=I, bapa muin kone khevay?Aahaha¦

kale be kagz AaVya hta, te phelaHH AaVya'ta, loko Aem ke magÌ bhu kre Kebhenna puStknI, S=ankvasI loko Aave Ke Aey magÌ kre Ke, p` AenI mezaye pkDavuHk@`. Aahahaha¦

wgvan AaTma Ae to cEtNy Ae!le Ô`vuH deqvuH jeno iƒkazI Svwav, Ae AenuHsam+yR Ke. AemaH rag krvo AevuH sam+yR AenamaH n=I. Ae pu~y pap dya danna wavkrva Ae kaH{ Òvna SvwavnuH sam+yR n=I. Aahahaha¦ Ae wav to jDkmR wavk jeKe jD Ae kmR isâ kyuÅ, Aekkor wgvan isâ kyÈ be. wavkno wav tenI pyaRy milnKe Aem p` isâ kyuÅ, Aa wav je &aykwav Ke Aeno wav Ô`vuH deqvuH _pyog Ae isâkyuÅ. Aahahaha¦ hve { _pyogmaH je AolI milnta deqay Ke khe Ke, Aahaha... Ae pudŸglãVynI Ke. Aahaha¦ AamaH=I ka#e ke { pyaRy Ke Ae jDne l{ne =ay Ke, Ae AaTmanI n=I.k{ ApeÙa? ATyare ãVy SvwavnI vat cale Ke. ãVy Svwav je Ke vStunowgvan AaTmano, Ae SvwavmaH=I Vy›ta (Ýg!ta) kaH{ ragnI =ay? AenaSvwavna wHDarmaH ko{ ivkar wyÈ Ke? Aena Svwavna wHDarmaH to inivRkarI xi›AowrI Ke. Aahahaha¦

AavI vat Ke kho xaHitwa{, AavuH klk¿amaH ÉãHy mze AevuH n=I kyaHy. (]ota:-klk¿amaH mze Ae AhÄ mztu n=I) klk¿amaH pEsa mze Ke khe Ke Aem je AaHhI mze Ke.\UzmaH xuH? Aa Amare ræa AÒtwa{ NyaH pEsa mze Ke bhu nErobImaH. Aahahaha¦ {khe Ke pEsa AaHhI mze nhÄ, NyaH pEsa mze Aem khe Ke wa{. Aa pEsa kone mze Ke? ÉãHmze Ke? (]ota:- ko{ne mzta n=I) kone mze Ýwu¦ pEsa to pEsamaH ræa. kone mze?Aahahaha... AaTma wgvan AaTma Ke TyaH pEsae Aave Ke AHdr TyaH grI gyo Ke? pEsoAe jDnI dxa jDmaH rhe Ke. wgvan AaTmanI dxamaH p` Ae Aavta n=I to AenaãVygu maH to ÉãH=I hoy? Aahaha¦

AhÄya to pyaRymaH Aave Ke Ae cIj xuH Ke? Ae vStu to AavtI ye n=I. AaHhI topyaRymaH xi›nI Vy›ta je _pyog Ke Aena _pyogmaH je jDkmRna wavkno wavmilnp e deqay Ke, AenuH wed&an krvuH. Aahahaha... wa{ wgvan svR& ijne¬rdevprmaTma Aeno marg bhu sU"m Ke wa{. Ae kluiØtta je ragäeØ moh$p Ke te ãVykmR$pjD pudŸgl ãVynI Ke. AhÄ ãVyna SvwavnI ApeÙaAe vat cale Ke. ãVyno Svwav KeAe to &an cEtNyxi› cEtNyxikt &anisH\u, &an dxRnno isH\u diryo sagr wgvanKe, AemaH=I Kozo _Kazo Aave Ae _Kazo Aave to xuH Aave AemaH=I? Ae Ô`va deqvanI


547pyaRyno _Kazo Aave. Aahahaha¦ AemaH=I Aena _pyogmaH je Aa kmRno wavkna pu~ypapna wav miln je Ke pudŸglno wav, Aena Svwavno Ae wav Ke, Òvna SvwavnoAe wav n=I. Ae pudŸgl ãVyno Ke.

ßyare wavkwav je ãVykmR$p mohno wav, wavkmR Aeno wav xuwAxuw ragte ãVykmR$p mohno wav, tena=I AvXy wedwav =ay Ke. kemkee Ae prno Ke ma!ewedwav =ay Ke. Aem kæuH Ke. Ae Svno n=I ma!e wedwav =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uHkaH{? Aavo marg ne Aavo _pdex xuH khe Ke, hÒ Ae pkDvuH k@` pDe. Aahaha... ArerqDtaH AnHtkaz gyo Aene sTy mZyuH n=I. sTy mze Tyare Ae e (smjvanI) drkarkrI n=I. Aaha... Aahaha... Ae wavkwav je ãVykmR$p mohno wav, tena=I j$rwedwav =ay Ke. kem? ke Aena SvwavmaH Ane Aena SvwavnI Vy›tamaH Ae ivkarn=I. Aahahahaha¦

wgvan AaTma cEtNy Svwavno sagr, AenamaH Vy›ta hoy to tena SvwavnIxi›nI Vy›ta hoy p` pu~y ne papna miln wavnI Vyktta Ae (AaTm) xiktnIVyktta n=I, Ae ãVyna SvwavnI Vy›ta n=I. Aahahaha... Ae kmRna wavknawavno wav ma!e, Ke? tena=I j$r wedwav =ay Ke. Aa kar e Aena=I wedwav =ayKe Aem khe Ke. xuH kæuH {? wgvan AaTma cEtNy, cEtNy, cEtNy, isH\u diryo qaro Aadiryo hoy AenI Kozo qarI hoy, mI@o diryo hoy AenI Kozo mI@I hoy. Aem wgvanto AanHd ne &an sagrno sagr wyÈ Ke, AenI KozuH Ôe Vy›ta hoy to _pyog &andxRnna _pyognI AenI Vy›ta hoy. Ae _pyogmaH je kmRna wavkno wav deqay Ke,Ae jDkmRno wav Ke, ma!e tena=I j¡do =[ xke Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. Aoho¦ xuHAacayÈAe kam kyaÅ Ke. idgHbr sHtoAe, Ame to Aena das KIAe¦ ne, Aa to kaH[ vatke, xuH kre Ýwu. tuH ko` Ko? ÉãH Ko? huH to &andxRn Svwav=I wrelo tÀv TyaH huH KuH.Ane TyaH huH KuH Aem je e maNyuH AenI xi›maH=I Vy›ta to Ô`va deqva Ane AanHdnI=ay. Aahaha¦ Aeva Ô`va deqvana wav AemaH je milnta deqay Ke Ae jD kmRnawavkno wav Ke, Ae tara Svwavno wav(n=I). Aahahaha... (]ota:- Ae jD kmRnIdoStIno wav) doStI pote krI Ke, te trfna vl`maH _pyogmaH milnta =ay Ke, AecEtNyno _pyog n=I. Aahaha¦ { jDkmRna wavno was AHdr =ay Ke Ae miln wavKe. je=I te jDkmRna wavkno wav jày te cEtNyna SvwavwavmaH=I n=I AaVyoma!e cEtNyna SvwavnI Vy›tane lÙmaH letaH A=va ãVyne kaym lÙmaH letaH Aemiln wav j¡do pDI Ôy Ke. AavuH Ke. Aahahaha¦

sHÝdaymaH Ae hale ke Aa samaiyk kro, piDkmà kro, Aa kro ne Aa kro, wi›vazane Ae Aave ke wi› kro devguÌnI, bapu margDa j¡da wa{. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- b\aHprsNmuqtana wav Ke. devguÌxaÏnI wi›na wav prsNmuqtana wav Ke) rag Ke{ prsNmuq Ke, Ae qreqr wavkno wav Ke, Ae cEtNy ãVyna Svwavno Ae wav n=I.

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548 smysar isiâ wag-2Aahahaha¦ wgvan isH\u cEtNy, cEtNy isH\u Ae Aavxe Aa kzxmaH. Aahaha¦ cEtNynoisH\u AenI wrtI pyaRymaH Aave to to &an dxRn ne AanHdnI Aave wa{. Aahahaha¦ AnewavkkmR Ke teno wav to miln wav te tenI wrtI Ke, p` AhÄya &anna _pyogmaHjàta, lÙ TyaH Ke te=I milnp uH deqay Ke. Aahaha¦ p` lÙne fervI naq, wgvan&anisH\u Ke tena _pr lÙ kr. to Ae ragnI iwNntano tne was =xe, tne AHdr. Aahaha¦kho AavuH Ke. (]ota:- qUb mal ka#yo Aape) AavI vStu Ke. Aahaha¦

Aene pheluH smj`maH to Lye vatne phelI. &anmaH Aeno in Ry to kre, ke maro Ýwuxuâ cEtNy xi›na Svwav=I wrelo wgvan AemaH=I milntana piràm ÉãH=IAave? Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ sakrna piràm patza pDe p` kaH[ rag$pe =ay?kazIÒrI$pe =ay? Ae sakrna paÌ patza pDe top` mI@a rhe, hE? Aahaha¦ Aemwgvan AaTma cEtNy Sv$p Ô`k deqn AanHd Aaid xi›na sam+yRvazo Ýwu, AenIpyaRymaH Kozo Aave to inmRz &an dxRn AanHdnI Aave wa{. Aaha... Ae ãVynuH jenelÙ =ay tene pyaRymaH AanHd Ane &annI pyaRynI Vy›ta Koz Aave. Aaha... p` jeneãVy SvwavnuH lÙ n=I te=I ãVynI Vy›ta je Ke, &an dxRn _pyognI(tenI) teneqbr n=I. te=I tena Ô`va deqvana _pyogmaH wavkno wav wase te huH KuH, AemmanIne TyaH A!kI gyo Ke. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦

bennI copDInI magÌ bhu Aave Ke. hve jgtna waGy, Aaha... !a e AaVyuH,Aahaha¦ !a e AaVyuH. bapa¦ wa{ p` smjvuH mha puruØa=R Ke. Ae kae{ wgvannIwi› krI de ke devguÌ xaÏnI qbqbIya Aahaha Aam kyaR Aahaha ma!e Ae smÔyÔy AevI Ae cIj n=I. Aahahaha¦ mo!a gjr= ka#e paHc paHc laqna qrc krIne,vrFoDa ka#e pcIs pcIs pcas pcas FoDa Aam AekvIs AekvIs ha=I. Amare =yuH'tuHne, jypur vrFoDo ßyare nIkZyo to wgvanno, huH TyaH hto ne wgvanna r=maH be@ohto. AekvIs ha=I, calIs hÔr ma`s sa=e Ane calIs hÔr ma`so sa=e Anegamna to ma`s laqo _pr=I deqe, xuH Ke Aa te kaH{? raÔ AaVya Ke kaH{? jypur,AekvIs AekvIs ha=I mo#a Aagz x`garela Ane hÔr hÔr ma`s pKI AekekbeNDvaÔ, mo!uH lXkr, Ôeva nIkZyuH loko gam idgHbr sa\u Ôeva nIkZya p` Aa xuH KeÝwu NyaH Ae to b\I bharnI cIj Ke. Ae to jDnI iÊya bharnI Ke. Ane temaH wav hoyto kdaictŸ ragnI mHdta hoy to Ae xuw Ke, Ane Ae xuw p` milnwav Ke. Aahaha¦AavuH¦ Ae p` wavkno wav Ke, &aykno wav nhÄ. &aykno wav nhÄ. wavkno wavKe. Aahaha¦

Tyare wavkwav je ãVykmR$p mohno wav tena=I j$r wedwav =ay Ke. kemkewavkno wav Ke, Ae ãVy Svwav &aykno wav n=I. Aahahaha... xuH xElI¦ gjb KexElI¦ AavI !Ika ATyare wrtÙeƒmaH ÉãHy n=I. idgHbr \mR isvay AavI vat ÉãHyn=I. Aahahaha¦ Ane Aeno AaTma jrIk m|yS= ={ Ôy to tene kbulat Aave ke vat


549to Aa j Ke. wavkwav je ãVykmR$p mohno wav tena=I j$r wedwav =ay Ke AneAaTma j$r potana cEtNyna Anuwv$p iS=t =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae milnwav Aewavkno wav p` &aykno nhÄ, Aem wed krtaH &aykwavnI pirìt xuâ ={ Ôy Ke.Aahahaha¦ Ae rag=I iwNn pDtaH ãVySvwavnI xi› pr ¹iÚ pDtaH pyaRymaH &anIna&anno Anuwv =ay Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke. Are¦ hve AavI VyaQya. smÔ uH kaH{? khobabuwa{, AavuH saHwZyuH n=I ÉãHy TyaH maHgrozmaH AevI vato bapa Ke, Aahaha... mI@Im\urI vIà vage Ke. Aahahaha¦

Ae &aykwav, AamaH punrui› lage AevuH n=I. Aahaha.. Ae &aykwav wgvan,Aeno Vy›wav Ýg!wav to &ayknI pirìt$p wav hoy, Aa Ô`vuH deqvuH AanHdAaid, Ane Aa wavkno wav ivkar Ke, Ae pyaRymaH Aam deqay Ke te iwNn Ke, Aem je ewed&an kyuÅ. Aahahaha... Ae e &anmaH SvwavnI AnuwUit rhI. je ragno Anuwv htomilntano, tena=I wed kyÈ Ae!le Aragno Anuwv =yo. AnuwUit xuâ cEtNynI ={.Aahahaha¦

Are loko ibcara ivro\ kre bapu maf krÔe wa{ marg to Aa Ke. tmne du:q lageto xuH krIAe wa{. Aahaha¦ vStu to Aa Ke, ƒ` kaz, ƒ` lokmaH Aa j vStunI iS=itKe. Aene ¹i*!maH n letaH je miln piràm je wavkno wav Aene ¹iÚmaH levo, Ae toim+yaTvwav, sHsarwav Ke. Aahaha¦ p` Aena=I iwNn pDI kem ke Ae prno wav Kema!e Svno wav n=I ma!e iwNn ={ xke Ke, Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae Jzk deqay Ke_pyogmaH Ae to xuâ _pyog, _pyognI cIj AevI Ke,(miln) p` deqay Ke p` { Keprwav Aene iwNn paDIne Ýwu cEtNyna Svwav sNmuq =vuH tene AnuwUit &annI nexaHitnI =ay tene prmaTma AhÄ \mR khe Ke. AavI \mRnI xrtuH Ke bapa. Aahahaha¦ Aewava=R =yo.

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(Svagta)svRt: SvrsinwRrwavHcetye SvymhH SvimhEkmŸ.naiSt naiSt mm kün moh:x uâicânmhoini\riSm.. 30..

hve Aa A=RnuH kzx$p kaVy khe Ke:-}loka=R:- ([h) Aa lokmaH (AhH) huH (SvyH) pota=I j (OkH SvH) potana

Aek Aa„Sv$pne (cetye) AnuwvuH KuH (svRt: Sv-rs-inwRr-wavH) ke je Sv$psvRt: potana injrs$p cEtNyna pir`mn=I pU R wrela wavvazuH Ke ma!e

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550 smysar isiâ wag-2(moh:) Aa moh (mm) maro (kün naiSt naiSt) kaH{ p` lagtovzgton=I A=aRtŸ Aene Ane mare kaH{ p` nato n=I. (xuâ-icdŸ-Fn-mh:-ini\: AiSm)huH to xuâ cEtNyna smUh$p tej:pUHjno ini\ KuH. (wavkwavna wed vDe AavuHAnuwv kre.) 30.

AevI j rIte, ga=amaH ;moh' pd Ke tene bdlI, rag, äeØ, Êo\, man, maya,low, kmR, nokmR, mn, vcn, kay, ]oƒ, cÙu, \‡a`, rsn, SpxRn-Ae soz pdnaHÔudaH ÔudaH soz ga=asUƒo VyaQyan$p krvaH Ane Aa _pdex=I bIÔH p` ivcarvaH.

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AenuH ihNdI bnaVyuH Ke ne Aa kzxmaH bnarsIdase,khE ivcCKn puÌØ sda mEH Ok hÕ . Apne rssÕ wrŸyaE AapnI !ek hÕ ..mohkmR mm naHih naHih w‡mkUp hE . suâ cetna isH\u hmaraE $p hE .. 33..

Ae milntana piràm to w‡màno kUvo Ke, ßyare huH “xuâcetna isH\u hmaro $phE” “xuä cetna isH\u hmaro $p hE.”

waØa kevI krI Ke, moh kmR nahÄ nahÄ w‡m kUp hE, Ae w‡mà p` myaRidt kUva jevIKe. Aahaha... Aahahaha... p` xuâcetna isH\u hmaro $p hE. Aahaha¦ Ae Ke deqo, AalokmaH huH Aa }loknuH (hirgIt) bnaVyuH bnarsIdase. Aa jgtnI AHdr Ae!le jgtisâ kyuÅ, huH SvyH pota=I j Ae!le ko{ _pdex mZyo ma!e =aë KuH Aem nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦wgvan Ane guÌnae _pdex mZyo ma!e huH SvyH Anuwv$pe =aë KuH Aem nhÄ. Aam Ke.dexnaliB\ mzI ma!e huH Aam =aë KuH? ke na. Aahahaha¦ pota=I j, SvyH Ke ne, huH tomara Sv$p=I j ÝkaxuH KuH “Aek SvH” (]ota:- Ae pota=I to brabr Ke p` ;j' kyaH=Ika#yuH?) { ;j' ka#yuH Ae pota=I ;j' pr=I nhÄ Aem isâ krva ka# uH. (kæuH) “SvyHAekH SvH” Aem AaVyuH ne j¡Ao ne “AekH SvH” potana Aek Sv$pne iwNn ragaidne nhÄ,iwNn wavne nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

maro Ýwu Aek AaTmSv$p Ýwu Ke. Aahahaha... cEtNyibHb prmaTm Sv$p mEHAaTmSv$p mEH Aek$p huH. iwNn iwNn Ýkar je Ke Ae $pe huH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavuH AakruHlage wa{. Aahahaha¦ Are saHwzva mze nhÄ, Ae ibcara ke id' ivcare Ane kyaH ÔyAre AenI rqDp! kem m!e? “Aa lokmaH huH” Ae!le xuH? jgtnuH AiStTv Ke AemaH maruHAiStTv pota=I potana AekAaTmSv$pne AnuwvuH KuH. Aahaha... huH maro AanHdnosagr na= cEtNy SvwavI wgvan Aene prna AalHbn Ane ApeÙa ivna maraSvwavne Aek$pe huH AnuwvuH KuH. huH AanHd KuH, &an KuH, xaHit KuH, SvCK KuH, Ýwu KuH. Aahaha¦Aa Òv Ai\kar Ke ne Ae!le ÒvnuH Sv$p j¡duH paDIne Òvp uH Aa Ke Aem btaVyuH.Aahahaha¦ te=I ragne AÒv kæo, jD kæo, cEtNy Sv$p nhÄ ma!e jD, Aahahaha...


551kemke rag Ke te cahe to wgvannI wi› ho ke guÌnI wi› ho, p` rag Ke te AcetnKe. ragmaH potane Ô`vanI takat n=I, (xuH kæuH?) ragmaH potane Ô`vanI takatn=I, rag pr äara, AaTma äara jày ma!e te rag Acetn ne jD Ke. Aahahaha...

kho {¬rlalÒ, AavI {¬rta Ke. Aahaha... hve loko ibcara xuH kre? ivro\ kre.wgvan tÀvno ivro\ kre Ke Ýwu, taruH tÀv j AevuH Ke. wa{, tne AekaHt lage ke Aato v‡t ne inym ne tp ne wi›na wavne rag khIne _DavI de Ke. Aahaha¦ wa{ tneqbr n=I, taro cEtNy wgvan Aekla &an, dxRn, AanHdna Svwav=I wrelo ÝwuAena _pyogmaH rag kyaH=I Aave? (n Aave.)

iƒkazI _pyog Sv$p, _pyogmaH _pyog Ke. sHvrmaH AaVyuH ne wa{. Aahaha¦Ae!le? inmRz _pyog pirìtmaH AaTma Ke, ragmaH AaTma n=I. Aahahaha... gjbxElI¦ idgHbr sHtonI vatuH prmaTmane Ôher Ýisâ krIne pokar mare Ke. daHDI pI!Inepokare Ke. duinya mano n mano smajmaH smtol rho n rho¦ Ae naga badxah=IAaFa. Aahaha... Aaha... idgHbr sHto pokar kre Ke Aam. Aahaha¦

Ae pota=I j ;Aek' ne SvH' Aek Aek $pmeH wedey nhÄ, rag to nhÄ p` pyaRynowedey nhÄ AevuH Aek SvH, Aek SvH, Aek SvH, Aek huH, Aek pote, Aek pote, Aaha... Ke ne? Aekpotano Aek Ane SvHno A=R AaTmSv$p, Aek $p SvH. Aek Ae!le potano Aek, Ane SvHAe!le potanuH Sv$p ;AaTm Sv$p'. Aahaha¦ waGyxazIne kane pDe AevI vatuH Ke bapuramÒwa{ khe Ke ne. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke, wa{ (]ota:- waGy l{ne AaVya KIAehve) Ae to Aene krvanuH Ke ne? (]ota:- Ae to krvanuH to potane j hoyne) Ae to kæuH'tuHAhÄya SvyH AekmAev kre Ke, btaVyuH ma!e kre Ke Aem Ke nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- guÌto btavIne Azga rhe Ke) bIj¡ xuH kre? vStu to Aa Ke. git to Ae e krvI Ke ne? calvuHto Aene Ke ne? bIÔe marg btave, ke Ôe Aa marg Ke AaHhI=I Ô, Ae be vaD vCce=I, p`halvuH to Aene Ke ne? ko{ hare Aave? Ane hare Aave to p` halvuH to potane Ke ne.Aahahaha¦

huH, khe ivicÙ` puruØ, ivicÙ` Ae!le &anI tene ivicÙ` khIAe, jgtna Daæa Aeb\a pagl jeva Ke, (]ota:- pagl j Ke pagl jeva Aem nhÄ.) jgtna b\a vkIlone Aa mo!a vkIl hta ƒIs vrs phelaHH bso $pIya leta, pagl mo!a Ael. Ael.bI.vaza mo!a pUHKDaH vzgaDya hoy, vkIlatna hÔr hÔrnuH dinyuH leta hoy, mo!apagl Ke. Aahaha¦

AhÄya to ivicÙ` Aene khIAe ke jene rag=I iwNn pDI maruH cEtNy Sv$p xuâKe, Aevo Anuwv =yo Aene ivicÙ` Ane Daæo khIAe, bakI b\a pagl Ke. Aahahaha...jena fzmaH car git mze rqDvuH Ae xuH cIj Ke bapu. Aahaha¦ Are re wvw‡m` krtaeÉãH wv Ôy... Are re Aek svarmaH AolI idxaAe j{Ae KIAe ne TyaH mUke Ke xuH khevayÝkax, be!rI mUke Ke TyaH Aekdm fuda Aeva Aave fuda jHglmaH ibcara caEreiNãy lage Ke,

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552 smysar isiâ wag-2Aam xrIr nanuH Aam =ay, Aam =ay, Aene kaH{ qbr n=I TyaH kyaH xuH krIAe KIAe, ko`Ke Ae, Are ma`s ke id' =ay? Aene AavuH saHwzvuH ke id' mze? Ane saHwZya pKI p`wed kre É˜are? bhu dulRw vStu wa{. Aahahaha¦

Aa lokmaH huH sMyG¹iÚ Òv, \m± Òv Aem potane mane Ke, ke huH pota=I j Aek;SvH' Aek ;SvH' AaTmSv$pne AnuwvuH KuH. prne l{ne nhÄ, _pdexne l{ne nhÄ, ragnel{ne nhÄ, Aem khe Ke. maro na= wgvan cEtNy Sv$pI Aene huH Aek$p KuH, tene huHAnuwvuH KuH. Aahahaha¦ AanuH nam ivicÙ` Ane sMyG¹iÚ¦ Aahahaha¦

“svRt: Sv-rs inwRr-wavH” ke je Sv$p maruH svRt: care baj¡=I potana injrs$p cEtNyna pir`mn=I pU R wrelo, Aahahaha... maro Ýwu to xuâ cEtNy isH\udiryo mo!o sagr, Aahahaha... &anaid gu ono to godam, maro na= to &anaid gu nogodam. xi›no sHg‡haly, Ane Svwavno sagr, Aahahaha... Aevo je Sv$p svRt:potana injrs$p cEtNyna injrs cEtNyna pir`mn=I Ae!le Svwav=I AhÄ vatKe. Svwav pU R wrelaH wavvazuH Ke. pir`mn xBd Ae!le pair`aimk Svwav=I wrelopirpU R Ke. pir`mn Ae!le pyaRy n levI. smÔ uH kaH[? Aahahaha¦

Are smy caLya Ôy Ke. vIjzIna Jbkare Aayu*y pUruH ={ jxe wa{, Ae JbkarocaLyo jxe. Aaha... AemaH Aa porvI le motI. Aahaha¦ ivjzIne Jbkare motI provIlo, soy provI lo. Aahaha¦ maro na= cEtNy Sv$p Aek Sv$pe ibraje Ke. injrs$pcEtNyna wav=I pU R wrelo wavvazo KuH. &an dxRn AanHdna wav=I pU R wrelo KuH,ivkar to nhÄ p` ALp&p uH p` nhÄ. Aahaha¦

ma!e Aa moh maro “kün naiSt naiSt” kaH{ p` lagto vzgto n=I. Aahahaha¦Ae xuwAxuw ragaidwav, Ae mohwav kem ke Ae pr trfna sav\anIvazo wav, maraSv$pna sav\anIna wav=I Ae iwNn wav Ke. mare ne Aene kaH{ lage vzge nhÄ.Aahahaha... cEtNyna Svwav=I wrelo huH, Aene Aa rag je pr trfno moh wav Aemare kaH{ naiSt naiSt, k¬n Ae!le kaH{p` lagto vzgto n=I, Ane Aene Ane marekaH{p` nato n=I. naiSt naiSt be var Ke ne? kaH{ n=I, kaH{ n=I mare ne Aene.Aahahaha... Aaha...

Tyare AiSt xuH Ke hve? maruH hovap uH maruH p‡wu, AenuH hovap uH xuH Ke? AanI tomaramaH naiSt Ke, AiStp e marI mojUdgI cIj p‡wu Ke Ae xuH Ke? “xuâicdŸFn mh: ini\:AiSm” Aahaha¦ huH to xuâ cEtNyna smUh$p, Ke? xuâ icdŸ Fn smUh mh: ini\: tej:pUHjno ini\ KuH. mh: Ae!le tej, Aahaha... huH to xuâ icdŸFn cEtNyno smUh, cEtNynosmUh wgvan to KuH huH, Aahahaha¦ Aek vat, tej: pUHjno ini\ mh: ini\, mh: namtej, ini\ nam diryo AiSm Ae!le huH KuH. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. wavkwavna wed vDeAavuH Anuwvn kre Tyare tene sMyG¹iÚ Ane \m± khevamaH Aave Ke bapa. Aahahaha¦smÔ uH kaH{? -ivxe*a khevaxe (]ota:- p‡ma` vcn guÌdev)


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smysar 30 kzxno ivStar Ke ne, 30 maH Aem AaVyuH ke Aa jgtmaH huH AekAaTma potana svRSv Svwavna $p=I wrelo pda=R KuH. ÒvnuH Sv$p Ke ne Ai\kar Kene KeLlo, Aa lokmaH huH pota=I j potana Aek AaTmane AnuwvuH KuH mara Anuwv ma!emne ko{ _pdexnI j$r n=I tem potana Anuwv ma!e ko{ ragnI mHdtana ivkLpnIp` j$r n=I. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- to xenI j$r Ke) j$r, potana Svwav sNmuq ={neAnuwvvuH te, Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke. jnm mr` riht =vano _pay Aa Ke bakI to jnmmr` krIne AnHt kaz=I du:qI Ke. loko khe Ke ne ke Aa dya dan v‡t wi› Aaidnapiràm hoy to AHdr AaTmanuH kLya` =ay Ae vat tdŸn im+yavat Ke. Aahahaha¦

pota=I AnuwvuH KuH. Sv$p svRt: injrs$p cEtNyna wav=I pU R wrelo KuH, huHcEtNylok KuH. (]ota:- AemaH pir`mn Ke Ae!le) Svwavwav kæuH'tuH kale pairàimkSvwavwav, pir`mn pyaRy nhÄ. cEtNyna Aa Svwavwav=I wrelo wgvan KuH huH.Aahahaha... cEtNylok bpore AaVyuH'tuH ne kale cEtNylok jemaH AnHtagu o ;lokyNte'Ae!le jày Aevo Ae cEtNylok Ke. Aahaha. Ae cEtNylokmaH AnuwvmaH jtaH marokaH{p` rag moh lagto vzgto n=I. mohmaH AaVyuH Kene kale, pr trfnI sav\anInoje ivkLp Ke, Aene ne mara Svwavne kaH{ lagtuH vzgtuH n=I. Aahahaha¦ huH to xuâcEtNyna smUhno ini\ KuH, cEtNylok Aena Svwavno huH to sagr ini\ isH\u KuH.

(]ota:- { to iƒkazI Sv$pnI vat AavI). vStu Ae j Ke p` Anuwve Ke AepyaRy, p` Ko Aavo, Aahahaha. cEtNylok prmaTmSv$p maruH, tene huH prna sHbH\ivna, mohna sHbH\ ivna mara Sv$pne huH AnuwvuH KuH, AenuH nam AaTmanuH &an AneAaTmdxRn khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahahaha... AavI vat Ke. Ôe Aaje dxhra Ke ne? raml"m e rame rav`na ma=a toDya'ta Ane ivßya dxmI Ke, wrt cÊvt±Ae Aaje ivjy-ivjy kyÈ hto. Aaha¦ bharno, K qHDno Aa ivjya Ke ne Aaso mihno ivjy maskhevay Ke. ivßya dxmI Aek to rav`ne mayÈ Aaje mhapuruØ hta Ae, KtaH mayÈ.(]ota:- mayoR Ae piràm keva?) Ae du:qdayk piràm hta, p` bIÔe ko[ _pay nhÄ.Ae wUimka vasudevne bzdevnI wUimka qed AHdr =yo Ke wavmaH, Aahaha¦ rav`ne mayÈdeh KU!I gyo rav`no, Ae Aa idvs Ke. KtaH AenI (raÌ) mHdodrI pase gya bey(]ota:- mayaR pKI gya ne) mayaR pKI gya p` Ae to marI pdvIne yoGy htuH te =yuH.ba, mata, huH ko{no verI n=I, Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ j¡Ao to _¿m puruØo, sMyG¹iÚ Ke,huH tae AaTma &anSv$p KuH. AHdr Aa rag AaVyo Aene ne mare kaH{ sHbH\ n=I p` AaVyo.Aaha¦ Ane äeØ AaVyo Ke. Aene Ane mara Sv$pne kaH{ sHbH\ n=I p` AiS=rta=I Aa

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554 smysar isiâ wag-2kayR ={ gyuH mata, Aahaha... rav`nI SƒIne khe Ke, ba¦ maf krÔe mara=I Amara=IAa =yuH Ae Ame pdvI\r Ae!le Aa =yuH, bIÔu xuH =ay? Aahaha¦ Aena SmxanmaH haregya. Aahahaha¦ { kaH{ #Çg kyÈ hxe? Ae e pdvI Ýma e äeØ Ae AavI gyo Ane AeiS=it bnI g{, pdvI Ke Aemne vasudev bzdevnI. Aahaha... hare gya baze Ke AamtzavnI paze ram Ane l"m` bese Ke, Aahahaha... Ae puruØo¿m puruØ ram, Aene Aa deqeKe ke Aahaha... Aa iS=it AHdr je AaVyo to äeØ Aene Ane mare kaH{ sHbH\ n=I, p` AeAaVyo AiS=rta=I Aaha... Ae Aa idvs Ke, Aahaha... Ae lHkamaH ramcHãÒ Aam be@ahxe paze tzavnI.... Aahahaha...

Aem wrt cÊvt±ne Aaje KeLlo idvs K qHDne sa\vano hto. K qHD sa\IneAaje pU R =yuH, p` Ae sMyG¹iÚ hta. Aahaha... K qHDne sa\vano ivkLp p` AaVyoKe, p` mara Sv$pne Ane Aene kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Aahaha... Aaha... Aem ÔÌne rag=IiwNn ={, moh=I iwNn ={, wgvan AaTmana Sv$pne cEtNylok mhaÝwu AenaSv$pne Anuwve. Aahaha¦ Aa rIte ga=amaH ;moh' pd Ke tene bdlI ;rag' xBd levo;moh' Ke ne Aene bdle ;rag' ragne Ane mare kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. ragne Ane mare kaH{nato n=I. marI natna n=I. Aahaha¦ huH cEtNylok AanHd Svwav=I wrelo lok AeneAne ragne mare kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. marI natno n=I ma!e mare nato n=I. Aahaha... marIÔtno n=I ma!e mare Aeno sHbH\ n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aena sHbH\=I riht marI cIjpirpU R wgvan Ke. Òv Sv$p cEtNylok huH, Aahaha... Aene AnuwvuH KuH. Ae &anSv$pIwgvan Aene Ane ragne kaH{ sHbH\ n=I, te=I wgvan AaTma ragna rs ivnano necEtNyna rsvazo Ýwu, Aahahaha... Aene huH AnuwvuH KuH Aem sMyG¹iÚne Aavo Anuwvhoy Ke. Aahahaha¦ marg bhu JIò Aakro bapu.

Aa to loko khe loknI seva kro, wi› kro, pUÔ kro, v‡t pazo { to b\I ragnIiÊya Ýwu, ragna kar e AaTmane Anuwv =ay { ƒ` kazmaH nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Ae ;äeØ' AaVyo jrI rav`ne marvano, wrt cÊvt±ne K qHD sa\vano, pÀahahaha... Ae äeØne Ane mare kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. maro wgvan AaTmanI Ôt isâSv$pInI nat Aene Ane Aa äeØna AHxne kaH{ p` sHbH\ n=I. Aahaha¦ huH to maraSvwav=I wrelo wgvan Aene Ô uH Ane AnuwvuH. Aahahahaha... AanuH nam AaTm&anAne AaTmdxRn khevay Ke. Aahaha...

pKI Aeno wed “Êo\” pr ÝTye jrI A`gmo AavI Ôy, Aene Ane mara cEtNyxuâ Sv$pne kaH{ sHbH\ n=I, Ae marI Ôtno nhÄ Ae kÔtno Êo\ Ke. Aahaha¦ marI Ôtto AanHd Ane &an=I wrelo Ýwu, AenI Ôtne Ane Êo\ne kaH{ sHbH\ n=I, Aem khInepotana cEtNy Sv$p=I wrelo wgvan tene pyaRymaH sNmuq ={ne AnuwvuH Ae huH KuH,Ae huH AaTma KuH. Aahahaha¦

Aem “man” jrI manno wav Aave khe Ke ke marI Ôt=I iwNn Ôt kÔt Ke.


555Aahaha... Ae cHDazÌna puƒ Ke, Ae ivwavna puƒ Ke, maro Svwav Ae nhÄ. marawgvanne to man ivnano sHbH\vazo huH Ô uH KuH Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ kho hIrawa{¦AavI vat Ke. Aahahaha¦ man.

“maya” Aahaha¦ maya, jrI kp!nI pyaRy, Ae mara SvwavnI Ôt nhÄ Ýwu. huHto wgvannI natno, wgvannI Ôtno, Aahaha... maruH kuz to wgvannI natnuH Ke.Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? maruH kuz to wgvannI nat te ÔtnuH Ke, AemaH Ae maya Ae marInhÄ. mare Ane Aene kaH{ sHbH\ nhÄ. Aahaha... huH to maya riht cEtNy Svwav=I wrelowgvan Aene AnuwvuH KuH. Aahaha¦ kho, Ko!awa{¦ Aa mo!awa{nI vat Ke Aa, xaHit,xaHit, xaHit, AaTma, Aahaha... maro na= to xaHitno sagr Ke. AkØay Svwav=IxaHit, xaHit, xaHit Ane Ae maro Svwav Ke. Aa maya Ae to AxaHit. Aahaha... marIxaHitnI ÔtnuH Ae nhÄ. bapu Aa to \Irana kam Ke b\ay.

\mR ko{ bharnI Ýv<i¿ kre, v‡t paze ne wi›yuH kre Ane paHc mhav‡tna piràmAe ko{ \mR n=I. Aahaha¦ AaHhI to Ae Ôtno “low” {CKa AavI mhav‡taidnI ke AreAahahaha... AevI {CKane Ane mhav‡tna piràmne ne mara Svwavne kaH{ sHbH\ n=I.Aahahaha¦

kal to AaVyuH nhotuH bpore cEtNylok jemaH AnHta AnHta badxah wgvan AemaHAnHta gu nI ÝÔ pDI Ke AHdr, Aahahaha... Aevo maro cEtNylok AsHQy ÝdexI maroSvdex, Aahaha... AemaH mara AnHta &anAaid vItragI Svwav=I wrelo huH KuH. Aahaha¦Ane te marI sHpdamaH Nyunta n=I. Aahahaha... tem ÝwumaH sHpdamaH rmÌyta wrI Kemara ÝwumaH to rmÌyta wrI Ke. AanHd ne xaHitmaH rm` =ay AevI rm`ta pDI Ke.Aahaha¦ AemaH=I nIkzvuH kem go@e mne khe Ke. Aahaha¦ xxIwa{¦ Aaha... maro na=AanHdno Ane xaHit=I wrelo Ýwu AemaH marI rm`ta Ae lownI rm`ta marI nhÄ.Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Ae rm`maH=I nIkzvuH go@tuH n=I, p` puruØa=RnI mHdta=I jrIrag AavI Ôy Ke low, mare Ane Aene sHbH\ n=I kaH{. Aahahaha¦

Aem kmR Aa@ kmRne Ane mare ko{ sHbH\ n=I. Aahahaha¦ Òvne kmR n hoy Tyarekone jDne hoy? Are saHwzne wa{, Aa@ kmR Ke Ae to AÒv tÀv, jD tÀv Ke Ýwu¦Ae to jDlok Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aek Aek prma umaH AnHt AnHt gu ono Ae jDlok Ke.Aahaha¦ Aeva AnHta prma uno ipHD je Aa@ kmR Ae jDlok te maro nhÄ, maro tocEtNylok Ke. Aaha¦ Aahaha¦ mara wgvanmaH to AanHd Aaid xaHit Aaid Svwavnasagr wyaR Ke. Aahahaha¦ AavuH vItrag Sv$p prmaTma, Aahaha¦ Ae dya,dan, v‡tnoivkLp é@e, Ae p` kmRnI Ôt Ke marI Ôt nhÄ, Aem khe Ke. Aahahaha¦

wa{¦ AaTm\mR svR& vItrag iƒlokna= prmaTmaAe kæo Ae bapu ko{ AlaEikkKe Ýwu. Aahaha¦ AemaH Aaj ivjy dxmIno idvs Ke. Aahaha¦ AaTmano ivjy kr ÝwuAaj. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- Aapna AaxIvaRd Ôe{Ae) Aahahaha¦ Aene kaz Ane rag kmR

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556 smysar isiâ wag-2ko{ nDtuH n=I Ýwu. Aahaha¦ Ae kmR Ae marI nat nhÄ, Ôt nhÄ, Ae to AÒv Ke. huHto cEtNylok wgvan KuH Aem Anuwv kr Ýwu tne AaTmamaH AanHd Aavxe, Aahahaha¦tne isânI vangI mzxe AemaH=I. Aahahaha¦ wgvan AaTma isâ Sv$pI Ýwu, Ae huHKuH Aem Ô`ta Anuwvta isânI vangI, AanHdnI vangI mzxe. Aahahaha¦

wa{ Svwav sNmuqno puruØa=R AnHt AnHt puruØa=R Ke wa{, kem ke AnHt gu oneSvIkarva Ane ragnI ivkLpdxa kmRnI, sHbH\ KtaH n SvIkarvo, Aa@ kmRno sHbH\ KeKtaH n SvIkarvo, Ane Svwav AnHtgu Ke tene SvIkarvo Ae bapu. Aahahaha... AevohuH AaTma mare ne kmRne kaH{ sHbH\ n=I.

“mn” Aa mn Ke AhÄya Aa@ paHqDIAe AnHt prma u=I bneluH Ae jD Ke AeneAne mare kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Are AHdr manisk wavmn je sHkLp ivkLp Aene Ane mareko{ sHbH\ n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aem \m± sMyG¹iÚne Aavo Anuwv hoy Ke. Aahaha¦smÔ uH kaH[? “mn” mn je Ke Aene Ane mare kaH[ sHbH\ n=I, maro Svwavno sHbH\Ke AenI hare Aeno kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Aem \m± &anI Òv potana AaTmSvwavne sHpU Rvrelo prna sHbH\ ivnano Aa AaTmane Anuwve te AaTma tene AaTma khevay, tene ÒvtÀv khevay. Aahahaha¦

Aem ;vcn' Aa vcn Ke Aene Ane mare kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Ae to jD Ke. Aahaha¦Aa vaÌ Ke Ae huH bolI xkuH KuH, Ýwu Ae taramaH n=I wa{. Aahahaha... Ae waØavgR amaH=I é@e Ke vcn waØa, Aene ne mare kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Aaha¦ huH boluH KuH Aem Kej nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ ko` bole Ýwu? bole te bIÔe, Ae wgvan (AaTma) nhÄ.Aahaha¦ _pdexmaH ivkLp Aave p` mare Ane Aene kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Aahahaha¦ sMyG¹iÚÒv tÀvne Aa rIte Ô e Ane Anuwve Ke. Aahahaha¦ vaÌno Ýyog =ay te maro nhÄ,hve Aa loko khe Ke to pKI _pdex xuH kam Aapo Ko, Aahaha¦ ko` kre saHwz wa{¦(]ota:- Ae mo!o p‡Æ Ke) tme kho ke prãVynuH krI xke nhÄ to pKI Aa mHidro Ane Aa_pdex xuH kro Ko? Ýwu saHwz wa{, Ae vaÌne ko` kre na=, tne qbr n=I. &anSv$p, vaÌ=I iwNn guPt Ke. Aahahaha¦

Am<tcHãacayeR n kæuH? ke vaÌ=I to maruH cEtNy Sv$p iwþ Ke, guº Ke. Ae!le meHAa !Ika krI Aem n manxo na=. Aahahaha... Aahaha... Ane marI !Ika=I tmne smÔyAem n manxo Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- !Ika pudŸgle krI Ke) !Ika pudŸgle krI Ke wa{.Aahahaha¦ Ae vqte je xBdnI pyaRyno prma una _Tpþno kaz hto wa{. Ae vcnmaHprma u jD waØamaH te vqte vcnp e pir`mvanI jNmÙ` htI. te=I te waØa Ke Ýwu.Aene Ane AaTmane kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Aahahaha¦ gze étrvuH (k@`) bharna VyvharnIÝv<i¿maH pDã Ane mnave \mR. Aahahaha¦ AakrI vatuH Ke wa{. Aahahaha¦

Aa mihno j ivßya dxmI Ke, ivßya mas Ke Aaso masnuH nam. ivjy mas KexaÏwaØaAe. Aahahaha¦ khe Ke ke kmRne Ane mare kaH{ sHbH\ n=I, Tyare jDnI sa=e


557sHbH\ Ke kmR ne? Ae jDnuH j Sv$p Ke kmR, Aahaha... ATyarnI Ýv<i¿ jgtnI Ae!lIb\I ferfar Ke. Aahaha... sa\uAo Ane pHiDto mo!a AevI j vato kyaÅ kre, Aam kro Aamkro, v‡t kro, Apvas kro, wi› kro. Aahaha¦ sa\une dan Aapo, Ae to b\I ÝwuragnI iÊya Ke wa{. Aahahaha... Aene Ane mare kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Ae!le kmRno wavkAena=I =yelo wav, Ae mare Ane Aene kaH{ sbH\ n=I. svR& wgvan iƒlokna=prme¬r Aam frmave Ke Ae sHto jgtne AaDtIya ={ne, Aaha... jgtne Ôher kre KeÝwu. Aekvar saHwzne Ýwu, Aahaha... tarI Ýwuta¦ vcnnI bolay Aene kmR (sa=e)sHbH\ Ke Ae tarI Ýwuta nhÄ, tarI Ýwuta to kmRna sHbH\ ivnano KuH Ae tarI ÝwutaKe. Aahahaha... kmRna sHbH\maH KuH Ae to pamrta Ke, Aahahaha¦ Ae kmRna sHbH\ ivnanuHtaruH tÀv Ke, Ae ÝwuTv tÀv Ke. Aahahaha¦ ATyare (Ý$p`amaH) ferfar bhu ={ gyo.xuH =ay? Aahahaha¦

;kaya' Aa kayane Ane mare kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Aa to jDnI dxa Ae hale kre rhe Aeb\I jDnI iÊya Ke. Ae Aane huH hlavuH Ae maruH Sv$p n=I. Aahahaha... “kayanI ivsarImaya Sv$pe smaya Aeva ing‡Å=no pH= wv AHtno _pay Ke.” Aahaha¦ kaya prma uHma!I \Uz Aene suHdr lage Ke. lage ke Aa suHdr te ma!I Ýwu. Aahaha... Ae jD Ke, AÒvKe, Ae AÒv tÀv Ke. Aene Ane mara Òv tÀvne kaH[ sHbH\ n=I. Aahaha¦ xaÏmaH toAem Aave ke Òvne paHc xrIr Ke. AaEdairk, tejs, kamR ƒ` xrIr Ke. rStamaH kamRAne tejs be Ke, Ane ƒ` Ke narkIne tejs kamR vEiÊiyk ƒ` Ke. ko{ muin Aaid ko{neto vzI Aahark Ane-Ae hoy Aahark xrIr hoy. AaTmane Aa xrIr hoy Ke ke jDne?ke Ae xrIr j AaTmane n=I. Aahaha...

AavI vat Ke wa{. ferfar lage ma`sne vStu iS=it Aa Ke, xrIrnI iÊya je Ù eÙ e Aa hale cale Aa ho@ hle Ae to b\I jDnI pyaRy Ke, AaTma Aene kre nhÄ AneAaTmane Ane Aene kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Aahahaha... Ae deh je Aam hale Ke, khe Ke ke, AeAaTmane Ane halvanI iÊyane kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aem dehno pg je Aam freKe Aene Ane jmInne p` kaH{ sHbH\ n=I, jmIn prãVy Ke, Aa xrIr prvStu Ke. je Aapg nIce ADe Ke jmInne xrIr? na. Aahaha... AavI vat kre khe.

(]ota:- paHc hÔr \nu*y êca rhe Ke.) Ae vzI j¡duH AenI hare xuH sHbH\ Ke AaHhIto halva KtaH ADtuH n=I te vat krvI Ke, AenI vat Ke. Ae vat kaH{ Ane Aa vat kaH{Ke. Ke? Aahahaha... smÔ uH kaH{? paHcse \nu*y êce Ke KtaH TyaH Aakaxne ADta n=I.AaHhI sHbH\ Ke. êce Ke ma!e ADta n=I. Aem isâ =ay tem Ke? nhÄ, nhÄ. Ke, Ke. b\uHferfar F`o Ke QyalmaH Ke b\o. Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? Aahahaha¦ xrIr Aam caleKe pg Aene jmInne ADto n=I, Aem khevuH Ke. jmInne ADIne pg hale Ke Aem n=I, Aepg potana kar`na kr`na sHbH\=I Aam cale Ke. potane Aa\are cale Ke. Ae xrIrneAne AaTmane kaH{ sHbH\ n=I Aem khe Ke. ßyare AolanI hare sHbH\ n=I, Aaha... Aem

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558 smysar isiâ wag-2khevuH Ke. AhÄya to wgvan AaTma cEtNyrs AanHd Svwav=I wrelo huH mare AnexrIrne kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Tyare ke!lak loko Aem khe, @Ik¦ xrIrnI iÊya gme te Ýma eAap e krIAe Ane Ae xrIrnI Ke, Aem manIAe, krI xkto j n=I pKI ÝÆ ÉãH Ke?Aahahaha... xrIr jD Ke, AÒv Ke, pudŸglnI pyaRyvazuH tÀv Ke, Aene ÒvnI pyaRy sa=ep` kaH{ sHbH\ n=I, ãVygu nI sa=e to Ke nhÄ, Aahahaha... Ke wa{ vStu AevI Ke.Aahaha... xrIrne kaH{ sHbH\ n=I.

“]oƒ” Aa ]oƒ [iNãyne Ane mare kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Aa to jDnI pyaRy Ke.Aahaha... kan, AHdr Aa to jDnI pyaRy Ke. ma!I \UznI Ke Aa to Aene Ane mare kaH{sHbH\ n=I. Aahaha¦ ]oƒeiNãy=I saHwze Ke ne Ô e Ke ne? na, Ae to &an=I Ô e Ke]oƒ [iNãy=I nhÄ, Ane te p` xBd AaVya ma!e xBd=I Ô e Ke, Aem nhÄ. xBdne AneAaTmane kaH{ sHbH\ n=I pKI xBd AaVya ma!e Ô~yuH Kee Aem Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke_=lpa=l, jgt=I j¡dI Ôt Ke wa{, vItrag prme¬r ijne¬rdevno pH= to ko{AlaEikk Ke.

]oƒ Aa khe Ke ke, Aa saHwzvanuH mZyuH ne ma!e Ae!la êca AaVya ne, inim¿ Kene AekeiNãymaH=I, p` Ae xBd saHwzvanI iÊya (=ay) p` Ae kan j Òvne n=I, pKImZyuH ÉãH=I teH kI\uH? AekeiNãymaH nhotuH Ane AhÄ mZyuH Ae!luH sa\n to êcuH AaVyuH ne?sa\n n=I wa{, Aahaha¦ AakruH kam Ke. Ae [iNãy j AaTma n=I.

“cÙu” “AaHq” Aene Ane AaTmane kaH{ j sHbH\ n=I. Ae to ma!I \Uz AÒvAaHq AÒvnI pyaRy ma!InI Ke Ýwu to AaTma A$pI Aena=I iwNn Ke. Aene AneAaHqne kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. AaHq vDe jày Ke ne? na, Ô`naro to &an äara Ô e Ke.Aahahaha¦ Ae cÙu AaTmanI n=I, Aene Ane AaTmane kaH[ sHbH\ n=I, jD Ke Aa toma!I pudŸgl.

“SpxR” xrIrno Aa SpxR Aene Ane AaTmane kaH[ sHbH\ n=I. Ae 16 pdna j¡daj¡da 16 ga=a sUƒo VyaQyan$p krva, VyaQyan krva Ae!le SpÚ krva Aem khe Ke AneAa _pdex=I bIÔ p` ivcarva, !IkamaH to jysen AacayRmaH to Aem lI\uH Ke ke Aa=IAsHQy Ýkar Ke, AsHQy Ýkarna ivwavo je ivkLp Ke Anek Ýkarna Aene Ane AaTmanekaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Ae cEtNy=I wrelo wgvan Aeva jDna ko{p` sHbH\maH kaH{ pÀavto n=I. Aahahaha¦

· Aekla xaÏ-AWyasmaH j je lagI ræo Ke tene SvwavmaHAavva xaÏaWyasno inØe\ kyoR Ke. p` te saHwzIne ko{ Ap#,SvwavmaH to j{ xkto n=I Ane xaÏaWyasmaH ÝvtRto n=I tote to inüyawasI Ke.



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Ovmev c mohpdpirvtRnen ragäeØkÊo\manmayalowkmRnokmRmnovcnkay]oœacÙuF‡aR rsnSpxRnsUœaai` ØoDx VyaQyeyain. AnyaidxaNyaNyPyUæain.

A= &eywavivvekÝkarmah-

`iT= mm \MmAadI bußJid _vAog Ov AhmeÞo.tH \Mmi`Mmm¿H smySs ivya`ya beHit.. 37..

naiSt mm \maRidbuR|yte _pyog Ovahmek:.tH \mRinmRmTvH smySy iv&ayka b‡uviNt.. 37..

AmUin ih \maR\maRkaxkalpu†ljIvaNtrai` Svrsivj<iMwtainvairtÝsr-iv¬FSmrÝc~DicNmaœaxi›kvilttyaTyNtmNtmRG™anIvaTmin Ýkaxmanain!÷oTkI EHk&aykSvwavTven tÀvto½NtStÀvSy tditir›Svwavtya tÀvtobihStÀv$ptaH pirTy›umxÉyTvaþ nam mm siNt. ik¨cEtTSvymev cinTymevopyu›StÀvt OvEkmnak¡lmaTmanH klynŸ wgvanaTmEvavbu|yte yiTklahH qLvek:tt: sHve>sHvedkwavmaœaopjatetretrsHvlne½ip pirSf¡!SvdmanSvawav- wedtya\maR\maRkaxkalpu†ljIvaNtrai Ýit inmRmTvo½iSm, svRdEvaTmEkTvgtTven smySyEvmeviS=tTvatŸ. [tIT=H &eywavivveko wUt:.

hve &eywavna wed&anno Ýkar khe Ke:-\maRid te maraH n=I, _pyog kevz Aek huH,-Ae &anne, &ayk smyna \mRinmRmta khe. 37.

· ga=a=R:- (bu|yte) Aem Ô e ke (\maRid:) ;Aa \mR Aaid ãVyo (mm naiSt)maraH kaH{ p` lagtaHvzgtaH n=I, (Ok: _pyog: Ov) Aek _pyog Ke te j(AhmŸ) huH KuH'- (tH) AevuH je Ô`vuH tene (smySy iv&ayka:) isâaHtna A=vaSvprna Sv$p$p smyna Ô`nara (\mRinmRmTvH) \mRãVy ÝTye inmRmTv (b‡uviNt) khe Ke.

!Ika:-potana injrs=I je Ýg! =yel Ke, invar` n krI xkay Aevo jenofelav Ke t=a smSt pda=Ène g‡svano (gzI jvano) jeno Svwav Ke AevI ÝcHDicNmaƒxi› vDe g‡asIwUt krvamaH AaVyaH hova=I, Ô e ATyHt AHtmRG™ =[ ræaHhoy-&anmaH tdakar =[ DUbI ræaH hoy AevI rIte AaTmamaH Ýkaxman Ke AevaH Aa

· Aa ga=ano A=R Aam p` =ay Ke:-;\mR Aaid ãVyo maraH n=I, huH Aek KuH' AevuH _pyogj Ô e, te _pyogne smyna Ô`nara \mR ÝTye inmRm khe Ke.

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560 smysar isiâ wag-2 \mR, A\mR, Aakax, kaz, pudŸgl, ANy Òv-Ae svR prãVyo maraH sHbH\I

n=I¸ kar` ke !HkoTkI R Aek &aykSvwavpà=I prma=eR AHtrHgtÀv to huH KuH Anete prãVyo mara Svwav=I iwþ SvwavvazaH hova=I prma=eR baætÀvpàneKoDva Asm=R Ke (kem ke potana Svwavno Awav krI &anmaH pestaH n=I.)vzI AhÄ Svymev, (cEtNymaH) inTy _pyu› Aevo Ane prma=eR Aek, AnakuzAaTmane Anuwvto Aevo wgvan AaTma j Ô e Ke ke-huH Ýg! inüy=I Aek j KuHma!e, &ey&aykwavmaƒ=I épjeluH prãVyo sa=e prSpr mzvuH (imln) hovaKtaH p`, Ýg! SvadmaH Aavta Svwavna wedne lI\e \mR, A\mR, Aakax, kaz,pudŸgl Ane ANy Òvo ÝTye huH inmRm KuH kar` ke sday potana AekpàmaH Ýaºhova=I smy (AaTmpda=R A=va drek pda=R) Aevo ne Aevo j iS=t rhe Ke(potana Svwavne ko{ KoDtuH n=I). Aa Ýkare &eywavo=I wed&an =yuH.

Ývcn nH. 10p ga=a - 37hve &eywavna wed&anno Ýkar khe Ke 37. Aa wavkwavnI vat krI, kmR Ke Ae

wavk Ke Aena=I Aa waVywav Aa b\I dxaAo, Aena=I iwNn btaVyo. hve &ey,AaTma Ô`nar Ke Ane Aa devguÌxaÏ, SƒIku!uHb pirvar, K ãVy Ae b\a &ey Ô`valayk Ke. Aahaha... Aene, Ane AaTmane kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. &ey &ayk sHbH\ Vyvhar Ke,bakI Ae cIj AenI n=I. Aagz khexe.

ìT= mm \MmAadI bußJid _vAog Ov AhmeÞo.tH \Mmi`Mmm¿H smySs ivya`ya beHit.. 37..

(hirgIt)\maRiStykay Ke kay Ke hÇ \mR Ae!le \mR nhÄ p` \maRiStkay namnuH wgvane

Aek ãVy ÔeyuH Ke, K ãVy wgvane \maRiSt, A\maRiSt, Aakax, kaz, Òv Ane pudŸglK ãVyo wgvane Ôeya Ke. to \mR Aaid, Aaid Ae!le Kye ãVyo,

\maRid te mara H n=I, _pyog kevz Aek hu H ,-Ae &anne, &ayk smyna \mRinmRmta khe. 37.

Ae ga=a=R. Lyo Aem Ô e Ke \m± ke Aa \maRiStkay Aaid K ãVyo, AemaH devguÌAne xaÏ p` AavI gya, Ae pr ãVy Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae mara kaH{p` lagta vzgtan=I. Aahahaha... Ae pr Òv je Ke, Aene Ane mare kaH{ lagtuH vzgtuH n=I. Aahaha¦prme¬r svR&dev Ke, guÌ ing‡Å= Aaid Ke, Aene Ane mare kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Aahahaha...kaH{ sHbH\ n=I, Aahaha... mare Ane Aene kaH{ lagtuH vzgtuH n=I. Aek _pyog Ke Aek_pyog Ke te j huH KuH. Aahaha... Ô`va deqvano _pyog te huH KuH. AevuH je Ô`vuH teneisâaHtna, Svprna Sv$p$p smyna Ô`nara \maRTmaAo muinAo, \mR ãVy ÝTye


561inmRmTv khe Ke, \mR A\mR Aaid KAe ãVy ÝTye, pr Òv ÝTye, isâ ÝTye, Aahahaha...pHcprmei¤ ÝTye, Ae pr Òv Ke mare Ane Aene xuH sHbH\? Aahahaha¦

!Ika:- SvyH, potana injrs=I je Ýg! =yel Ke. wgvan AaTma xuâ cEtNySvwav tena Anuwv=I Ýg! =yel Ke, “invar` n krI xkay Aevo jeno felav Ke”cEtNy rsvazo Ýwu AenI xi›nI Vy›ta je Ýg! ={, Aahahaha... Ae Ýg! =yel Ke.prne kar e nhÄ Ae potana inj rs=I j je Ýg! =yel Ke. Aahaha... pyaRymaHsMyGdxRn &an =yuH Ae inj rs=I Ýg! =yuH Ke. ko{ inim¿na sHbH\na kar e Ýg! =yuHKe Aem nhÄ. Aahahaha... guÌna _pdex=I Ýg! =yuH Ke Aem nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH.maro Ýwu injrs=I wrelo Ke Ane injrs=I Ýg! =ay Ke, potana Svwavna sam+yR=IpyaRymaH Ýg! sMyGdxRn &an Aaid =ay Ke. Aahahaha...

invar` n krI xkay Aevo felav Ke. jenI injrsnI xi›nI Ýg!ta wgvanAaTmanI Aene ko{ rokI xke nhÄ jgtmaH, Aevo jeno ivStar Ke. wgvan cEtNySvwav diryo Ke, smuã Ke, Ae pyaRymaH SvyH rs=I éKze Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae cEtNy srovrwgvan smuã AenI vtRman pyaRymaH je sMyGdxRn &an cairƒnI pyaRy Ae injrs=Ifelay Ke. Aahahaha... prne kar e nhÄ Vyvhar hto ma!e felay Ke injrs=I Ae nhÄ,Aare re... AavI vat Ke. ATyare to Ae j raDo Ke lokonI, bs Vyvhar kro to inüy=xe, Vyvhar kro to inüy =xe AevI Ý$pà, im+yaÝ$pà Ke Ae. Aahahaha... smÔyKe kaH{?

injrs=I Ýg! =yel Ke wgvan AaTma. Aahaha¦ xuH kæuH smÔ uH? AaTma AanHdne &an Sv$pno sagr, Aahaha... tenI sNmuq =taH Aa]y l{ne injrs=I pyaRy Ýg!=ay Ke. sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ je AanHdSv$p Ae injrs=I Ýg! =ay Ke. ko{ Vyvhar=I=ay Ke, Ane inim¿=I =ay Ke, Aem vStuna Sv$pmaH n=I. Aahahaha¦ AavuH Ke.

nIce kæuH Ke jrI, je \maRid ãVyo maraH n=I, huH Aek KuH AevuH _pyog j Ô e Ke, Ae_pyogne smyna Ô`nara \mR ÝTye inmRm khe Ke. Ae bIÔe A=R jrI btaVyo p`qreqr to AaTma j AaTmane Ô e Ke bs. Aahaha... AaTma _pyog=I Ô e Ke. Aemeywed Ke. Ae to AaTmaram, AaTmaram AaTmamaH rmto Ô e Ke. Aahahaha...

“smSt pda=Ène g‡svano” khe Ke, potana &an Svwavno je rs pyaRymaH Ýg!=ay Aene svR pda=Ène gzI jvano, Ô`vano Aeno Svwav Ke. Aahahaha¦ jem kozIyogzI Ôy Ke AHdr, Om K pda=È je pr Ke AnHt tI=Åkro, AnHt isâo, pHcprmei¤ AnHtprma u, AnHt prãVy, Ae b\ane Ô`vano Ae!le gzI jvano Svwav Ke. Aahahaha.jeno Svwav Ke, wgvan AaTmano &anSvwavmaH=I Ýg!elI pyaRy, Ae pyaRyne b\aAnHt ãVyone gzI jvuH- ÔÌ levuH Aevo Aeno Svwav Ke. Aahaha¦

“AevI ÝcHD icNmaƒ xi› vDe” ÔeyuH? AevI ÝcHD tIv‡ icNmaƒ xi› vDe g‡asIwUtkrvamaH AaVya hova=I AevI cEtNymaƒnI xi› vDe Ae kozIyo krI gya K ãVyone to¦

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562 smysar isiâ wag-2Aahaha¦ g‡asIwUt Ke ne? g‡as, g‡as- cEtNyxi› wgvan AaTma Aena SvwavnoivStar =taH Ae svR jgtne gzI Ôy g‡asI, kozIyo krI Ôy, Aahahaha... Aene ÔÌlI\uH (b\uH) AavI waØa hve AavuH saHwzva mze nhÄ Ane bharnI vatuH b\I kre v‡tkro ne tpSya kro, Aa kro te kro, dan kro, dexnI seva kro, Are wgvannI seva kroÝitmanI Ae b\o rag Ke. Aahahaha¦

“icNmaƒ xi› vDe kozIyo g‡asIwUt krvamaH AaVya hova=I Ô e ke ATyHtAHtmRGn ={ ræa hoy” wgvan &anSvwavI Ýwu AemaH=I Ýg!elI &andxa, Aene KãVyo to Ô e AHtmRGn ={ gya hoy, K ãVyo AHdr grI gya hoy, ÝvcnsarmaH AaveKene Aahahaha... AenI pyaRyno Ae!lo Svwav wgvanno Ke AaTmano, ke AnHt isâone AnHt ingodna Òvo, ke AnHt prma uAo Ane AnHt SkH\o, Aene Aek smymaH AekÙ`maH Ô`vano, kozIyo krI jvano g‡asIwUt krvano jeno Svwav Ke. Aahahaha¦Ô e ke K ãVyo &anmaH pesI gya hoy¦¦ AenuH &an =yuH ne Aem. Aahahaha¦

Arere¦ AavI cIj AakrI pDe jgtne, kuHdkuHdacayR to Aa frmave Ke Aa, AenI !IkaAm<tcHãacayR kre Ke Ae p` Aam frmave Ke. Aaha¦ idgHbr sHtonI to Aa vat Ke. te=IAaFuH paKuH kre Ae b\I ivprIt ¹iÚ Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane Vyvhar kro, v‡t pazo, Apvaskro, wi› kro, mHidr bnavo. Aahaha¦ dexnI seva kro, du:qIna AaHsu luAo, Aena=Itmne law =xe, Ae to im+ya¹iÚnI Ý$pà Ke. Aahahaha¦ AakruH lage tevuH Ke xuH =ay,wa{? Ýwu, tara ihtnI vat Ke ne na=. tuH prna sHbH\ ivnano Ane tuH prna kayRne tuHkre ne krave Aem man p‡wu, AemaH taruH xuH iht AaVyuH? Aahaha¦

“&anmaH tdakar ={ DUbI ræa hoy” Aahahaha... xuH? K ãVyo, potana isvayAnHta ingodna Òv, AnHta isâna Òv, pHcprmei¤ Ane xaÏna xaÏona xaSƒo jebar AHg lqela pDã hoy, Aahahaha... Ae &annI pyaRymaH g‡asIwUt ={ gya hoyAHdr, Aaha... DUbI gya, &anmaH DUbI gya AHdr K ãVyo, Ae!le AenuH &an ={ gyuH Aem.Aahahaha¦ AavuH Ke Ae.

AekAek ga=a smysar Ae!le gjb vat Ke. wa{. saÙatŸ prmaTmanI idVy|vin ƒ`lokna na=nI idVy|vin Ke Aa. Aahahaha¦

khe Ke, Ýwu tuH ko` Ko? ke huH to cEtNylok KuH ne na=¦ temaH cEtNylokmaH tocEtNyxi› wrelI Ke ne¦ Ane cEtNyxi›nI wrelI pyaRymaH { cEtNyxi› Ýg!pota=I Ýg!e Ke ne¦ Aahahaha¦ Ae Ýg!e Ke AemaH K ãVyo Ô e DUbI gya hoy, g‡asIwUtkozIyo krI gya hoy, Aahahaha... AevuH Ke. gzI gya hoy gzI-gzI gyo Ô e. Ae!le?kozIyo to nano Ane Aam mo#uH to mo!uH Ke Aem &annI pyaRy to mhamo!I Ke AemaH KãVyono to ÉãHy kozIyo krI gyo, Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦

wgvan cEtNy rsno sagr Ae cEtNynI pyaRymaH éKze Ke, Ýg! =ay Ke, te tenaãVy gu ne pyaRy ƒ` ={ gya, Ae pyaRymaH K ãVyo Ô e gzI jvay Ke, ÔÌ le Ke,


563DUbI gya Ke, kozIyo krI gyo Ke, AevuH AenuH pyaRynuH Sv$p Ke, wa{ AakruH pDe.

AevI rIte AaTmamaH Ýkaxman Ke. ko`? Aeva \mR, \maRiStkay Aek ãVy Ke, jDcEtNyne git krtaH tene inim¿$p =ay tevuH Aek tÀv Ke, tena=I git =ay Ke tem nhÄ.Aahaha¦ Aem inim¿ne \maRiStkayvtŸ kI\uH Ke. AhÄ Òv Ane jD (prma uH) git kreAemaH \maRiStkay inim¿ Ke. Aem drek pyaRy pota=I pir`me Tyare tene inim¿ bIÒcIjne kho, p` pir`me Ke Ae inim¿=I pir`me Ke Aem n=I. Aa inim¿ Ane Vyvharnamo!a JFDa Ke. Aa _padan ne inim¿, inüy Ane Vyvhar AemaH Êmbâ Aek n=I naQyuHmaze. car kar` b\e v Rve Ke. p` Ae Êmbâ weguH naqvuH Ôe[Ae ne? AhÄya=I ivruâcar ke car le Ke p` Êmbâ nhÄ ne Êmbâno Ôe in Ry krva Ôy to b\o ferfar éDIÔy. Aahaha¦

ãVynI je smye je pyaRy Apnese =va yoGy hoy te =ay Ke, te tenI jNmÙ` Ke,bIÔ inim¿ne kar e Ae =ay Ke Aem ƒ`kaz, ƒ`lokmaH n=I. ho inim¿, p` Ae=I =ayKe temaH, ={ smynI te te ãVynI Ae &eynae Aevo Svwav, AevuH v RVyuH Ke ÝvcnsarmaH,je!la &eyo Ke, Aeno Aevo Svwav Ke ke je smye je pyaRy _Tpþ =ay te teno jNmnoÙ` Ke. _Tpi¿no Ae kaz Ke. Ae _Tpi¿na kazmaH wle inim¿ ho, p` inim¿=I _Tpi¿kaz =yo Ke Aem n=I. Aaha... Aa mo!a JFDa ixÙ` ixibr hiStnapurmaH hm`aHclavxe AhÄnI ivruâmaH. _padanmaH inim¿ hoy to =ay, inüy p` Vyvhar hoy to=ay. Are¦ wgvan saHwzne wa{ AevI tarI vato sa\ar`. Aahaha¦

AaHhI to khe Ke, Ae K ãVyo Ae Ô`vana SvwavmaH tdakar ={ gya hoy, &an$petdakar hÇ, vStu kaH{ AavtI n=I AhÄya, Aeva ko`? \maRiStkay, A\maRiStkay AeãVy Ke Aek jgtmaH, wgvane ÔeyeluH git krta (pda=R) iS=r =ay Tyare A\maRiStkayKe A$pI Ae inim¿ Ke. Aakax, (AqHD-Aek) kaz AsHQy Ke, pudŸgl AnHt Ke, AneANy Òv, ANy ÒvmaH SƒI ku!uHbne pirvar p` AaVya Ane devguÌ ne xaSƒey AaVya.xaÏ AÒvmaH Ôy, devguÌ ÒvmaH Ôy. Aahahaha¦ devguÌ \mR=I p` law n =ayAem khe Ke AaHhI to. Aahaha¦

taro wgvan Òv Svwav éKze Ke AHdr TyaH prnuH xuH kam Ke tare Aem khe Ke AesvR prãVyo mara sHbH\I n=I, Ae b\a prãVy Ke, AnHt isâ prãVy Ke, pHcprmei¤prãVy Ke, mara wgvanne (inÔTmane) Ane Aene kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Aahahaha...smÔ u kaH{? Ae prãVyo, svR prãVyo, mara sHbH\I n=I kem n=I? Ae ivxeØ khexe.(]ota:- p‡ma` vcn guÌdev)

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Ývcn nH. 106 ga=a - 37 Aaso sud-11 gu$var ta. 1r-10-78 sH. 2p04

smysar 37 ga=a !Ika: Apne injrsse Ôe Ýg! hu{ kya khte hE ke Aa AaTmaÔe cEtNy xi› cEtNylok _smEHse ApnI yoGytase inj rsse sMyG&ankI pyaRy Ýg!hu{ 37 ga=a Ke ne KeLlI, Apne injrsse Ôe Ýg! hu[, ko`? “ÝcHD icNmaƒ xi›”Aahaha... wgvan AaTma cEtNyßyot Aena Aa]y=I pyaRymaH AvS=amaH cEtNyxi›nI Vy›ta Ýg! ={, Aene cEtNyxi› khnemeH Aaya hE. cEtNySv$p wgvanAemaH=I Apna rsse ApnI xi›se, Apna AvlHbnse, Apnese, sMyG&an ßyoitÝg! hu{. “ijska ivStar AinvayR hE” je &ankI pyaRy p‡g! hu{ _ska ivStarAinvayR hE ivxaz hE. Ae &ankI dxa ivxaz hE. Aahahaha... “t=a smSt pda=Èkog‡ist krneka ijska Svwav hE” Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma Apna &an &ayk Sv$p_skI ¹iÚ krke Ôe pyaRymeH sMyG&ankI \ara Ýg! hu{, _skI xi› iktnI hE? smStpda=Èko g‡ist krneka Svwav hE. Aahahaha¦ Apne Alava svR pda=R AnHt isâo,AnHt ingodka Òv, AnHt prma u, AsHQy kala uH, Aek \mR, A\mR ne Aakax Ae sbpda=Rko ÔnnekI- g‡ist krnekI xi› hE. g‡h` krnekI xi› hE, _ska &an g‡h` krnekIxi› hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke. smSt pda=Rko g‡ist krneka, g‡ist kozIyo krI ÔtehE AHdr Ô e kvz, Aahaha... g‡as.

AhÄ (Òv Ai\karmeH) AaiqrkI ga=a hE ne 37-38. je waveiNãy hE Aek AekivØyko Ônta hE, Ae to qHDqHD &an hE, Ae to A&an hE, Ae vaStivk &an nhÄ.Aahahaha... wgvan AaTma cEtNy Svwavna Ývahno \o\, \‡uvsagr, _ska Aa]yse,¹iÚse _sko Apna Ôna, to ApnI pyaRymeH &an kI \ara xuâ pyaRy {tnI Ýg! hu{ke sara lokalokko g‡ist, kvz krI Ôy, AEsI xi› Ýg! hu{. Aare AavI vatuH Ke. svR&eyko, &ankI Ýg! pyaRy sMyk&an sbko kvz krI Ôy, g‡aist krI Ôy, AEsI xi›hE. Aahaha¦

“AEsI ÝcHD icNmaƒ xi›” AEsI ÝcHD _g‡ icNmaƒxi› pyaRymeH hoH Aaha...rag nhÄ. Ae cEtNymaƒ xi›kI Ýg!ta. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke Ýwu. Òv AaTma {sneÔna ke ijsmeH AaTma &ayk Sv$p hE Ae _pr ¹iÚ lgakr AaTmaka Anuwv ikya topyaRymeH, AvS=ameH {tnI xi› &ankI Ýg! hu{ ke sara AnHt pda=Rko g‡ist krI naqe,ÔÌ le, AEsI xi› hE. Aaha. Aa xrIr vaÌ mn Aaid pr pda=R, Aahahaha...devguÌxaÏ p` pr pda=R, lokalok ApnI &ankI pyaRy isvay ijtnI cIj hE Ae sb,_sko to &ey (Ôna) yhaH &an ÔnnekI xi› hE &eyko, Ae &ey mera hE AEsa to _smeHnhÄ hE. Aahaha... Are devguÌ ne xaÏ p` mera hE AEsI &an pyaRymeH AEsa hE nhÄ. voto wgvan AaTma AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt &anka sagr Ýwu, ye jb Apna Sv$pka


565Anuwv huAa AaTmaka, to pyaRymeH &andxa AEsI Ýg! hu{, {sko AaTmakI ye pyaRymeHsmSt pda=Rko ÔnnekI, g‡ist krnekI, kvilt krnekI xi› hE. Aahahaha¦

JI`I vat bhu wa{. jgtne inv<i¿ nhÄ Ane Aa AaquH tÀv inv<i¿my tÀv hE.Aahaha¦ “kIye Ônese mano ATyHt AHtmRGn ho rhe ho” kya khte hE. Ae KÍS=ka &ankIpyaRy sMyG¹iÚkI &an kI pyaRy, Aahahaha... \m± sMyG¹iÚ huAa cEtNySv$p pU aRnHdmEH huH, AEsa wan hokr, pyaRymeH Ôe sMyG&an huAa {skI AEsI takat hE, ik ATyHtAHtmRGn huAa, Ô e sb pda=R AHtr FUs gya ho. AHtmRGn ho rha ApnI pyaRymeH AEsaÔnnemeH Aaya ke Ô e Ae cIj ApnemeH Aa g{ ho. Ae cIj AatI nhÄ, p` vo cIjsHbH\I Apna &an ApnemeH huAa, _smeH ÔnnemeH Aata hE. Are AavI AakrI vatuH Ke.

ATyHt AHtmRGn ho rha hE, deqo waØa¦ mano ke ATyHt AHtmRGn(ho rha hE),wgvan &anSv$p jem ArIsameH samI cIj ho, to _ska ÝitibHb pDte hE ne? yep‡itibHb ye cIjka, cIj nhÄ, Ae to ArIsakI SvCKta hE, Ae SvCKta hE, p` AeSvCKtameH Ô e prcIj pe@I hoy AEse idqte hE. AEse wgvan AaTma, Aahahaha...Aekkor ram Ane Aekkor gam. Aekkor wgvan AaTmaka sMyG&an ßyaH huAa to AepyaRymeH sara lokalok AnHt kevzIAo Ane AnHt isâo ijsmeH AHtmRGn _ska &an hogya, AHtmRGn ho gya ho AEse idqte hE. khete hE. \Irana kam hE wa{. Aahaha¦

Ae cEtNylok ijsmeH AnHt AnHt gu xi› pDI hE _smeHse Aek &an Ae &aykka&an Sv$pka &an, AEsa pyaRymeH Ýg! huAa, ke ijsmeH lokalok ANy pda=R Ô einmGn ho gya ho. _ska &an huAa hE, Ae Ô e AHdr inmGn huAa ho, Aahaha¦ “&anmeHtdakar hokr DUb rhe ho.” Aahahaha... ArIsameH jem AiGnne same spR ho Ane idqtehE Ae Ô e AHdr Ae cIj AHdr hE AEse lge, hE nhÄ. hE to ye ArIsakI SvCKta, AEsewgvan AaTma Apne &ankI sMyk pyaRykI SvCKtameH lokalok AnHt ãVyo Ô e keAHtmRGn ho gya ho _ska &an huAa to Ô e AHtmRGn huAa. AavI vat Ke.

Ae &ankI sMykŸpyaRy Svko Ô e, gu ko Ô e, lokalokko Ô e, AnHt pyaRykoÔ e, Ô e Aek smykI pyaRy j svRSv ho. Aahahaha... smjmeH Aaya? Ae Aek smykIpyaRy &ankI sMykŸ Ô e Ae svRSv ho, lokalokko Ô e, ãVyko Ô e, gu ko Ô e, AnHtpyaRyko Ô e, Aahahaha... Aek smykI pyaRymeH, Aena _pyogmeH lokalok Ô e AHtmRGnho gya ho, Ô e kvz ho gya ho, kozIya kr ilya. Aahahaha... bakI p` bhot rha.Ae sbko Ôna p` kvzmeH kvz Ko!a ne mo#a mo!a AEsI &ankI pyaRykI {tnI takatke lokalok Ô e { to kvz-kvz ho gya. (]ota:- ke!la lokalok) Ae=I AnHt gu aho to p` Ô`I xke AEsI takat hE. kvz ikya ne? Aahahaha¦

Ýwu tera ãVygu kI to bat kya krna. Aahahaha... wgvan &ayk Svwav Aa_ska gu &an Aaid, _skI to kya bat krna Ýwu? p` _ska &an huAa, Ae &ankIpyaRymeH {tnI takat hE, ke sara AaTma to ÔnnemeH Aaya, p` Ae pyaRy, iwNn je pda=R

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566 smysar isiâ wag-2AnHt hE, Aahahaha¦ AnHt isâo, AnHt ingodka Òv, ijskI sHQyano par nhÄ,Aahahaha¦ Ae sHQya ne Aena gu nI sHQyano par nhÄ, ye sb &ankI Aek smyka_pyogmeH, Aahaha... Ae sb ÔnnemeH Aa gya hE. kvz ho gya. Ô e lokalok &anmeHAHtmRGn ho gya. AavI vat Ke. sMyG¹iÚka &an Sv$pkI ÝtIit AqHD AanHd p‡wuAenI Aagz Aa sb pda=È tuCK hE, Ae sb pda=R Apna &ankI pyaRymeH AEse ÔnnemeHAata hE, ke Ô e kvz ho gya ho, Ô e sb AHtmRGn ho gya hE, Ane mEH yehI Aek j huH,Aahahaha¦ ;AhmŸ Aeko' Ke ne? Aagz Aavxe KeLlI AaDƒIsmaH Aavxe ne. Aahahaha¦

&anmeH tdakar hokr DUb rhe ho, {s Ýkar AaTmameH Ýkaxman deqo TyaH ici¿xi›kI\I'tI ne p` Ae AhÄya Ýkaxman pyaRy le lena, AaTmameH Ýkaxman yh \maRiSt,\maRiStkay hE ne caEd b‡ïaHDmeH Aek \maRiSt ãVy tÀv hE ke jD cEtNy git kre to _smeHinim¿ khnemeH Aata hE. Ae \maRiStkay AhÄya FUs gya AhÄ _ska &an Aa gya. &eyhE ne¦ to Apna &ankI pyaRymeH \maRiStkayka &an ho gya. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? \maRiSt namka pda=R hE to yhaH AaTma &ayk Sv$pka ßyaH &an huAa te Ae&ankI pyaRymeH \maRiStkay &ey hE _ska &an huAa to \maRiStkay pda=R Ô e AHdr Aagya, AHtmRGn ho gya, _ska &an hE. Aahaha... Aahahaha¦ Ane Ae \maRiStkaymeH p`AnHt gu , Aahaha¦ AnHt AnHt gu , AnHt AnHt gu Ae sb Ô e &ankI pyaRymeH&ey hokr Aa gya. Aahahaha¦

Aem A\maRiStkay, A\mR Aek ãVy hE, Òv ne jD git krtaH iS=r rhe, to iS=rmeHinim¿ Aek A\maRiStkay namka Aek tÀv hE. Ae tÀv p` sMykŸ &ayk Svwavka &anhuAa to Ae &ayk pyaRymeH A\mR tÀv Ô e AHdr FUs gya ho, _ska &an huAa. &aykne &eyka sHbH\meH &eyka &an huAa. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke.

Aakax¦ Aohoho¦ Aakax-Aakax ijska AHt nhÄ Ane ijska gu ka wI AHtnhÄ, Aahahaha... AEsa Aakax namka ãVy, &ayk Svwavka &an honemeH ye pyaRymeH yeAakaxka &an ho gya. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aek AakaxmeH AnHt AnHt AnHtAnHt Ýdex, ijska AHt nhÄ, AaEr Aek AakaxmeH AnHt gu , ijska AHt nhÄ, AeAakax namka pda=R. Aahaha¦ wgvan &ayk Svwavka &an huAa, _smeH ye Aakaxka&an ho gya, kyÇik pyaRyka Svwav SvprÝkaxk hE Apne se, Ae prka Ýkaxk ApnesehE, Ae pr hE to Ôna AEsa hI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

Apna &ayk wgvan cEtNy Sv$p Ýwu Aeklo cEtNylok, Aahaha¦ _ska ßyaHlokNte &an huAa Ae &anmeH {tnI takat hE ke Aakax pda=Rka Ùeƒka AHt nhÄ gu kanhÄ _ska wI &an ho gya. Aahahaha¦ Ae Aa to hÒ mit]ut &ankI pyaRykI batcltI hE. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- mit]utmaH to proÙ j`ay) proÙ wle ho p` Ô`vanIxi› _smeH Apnese ho g{ hE proÙ ne ÝTyÙ meH {tna fer hE p` hE brabr jevuH kevzIÔ e Ke tevuH j ]ut&anI Ô e Ke. Aahahaha¦


567jena ãVygu no to par nhÄ xi›Aono wgvan AaTma, ijska &an huAa Ae

&ey &ey &ey bnakr Svko &ey bnakr &an huAa sMykŸ, _smeH pr&eyka &an AEsa Aagya, Ô e AHtmRGn ho gya ho. Aahahaha¦ Aavo magR Ke. ;Aakax' AaVyuH ne?

“kaz” AsHQy kala uH Ke Aek Aek kala uHmeH AnHt AnHt gu Ke Ae AsHQykala uHAo sHQyaAe AsHQy Ke p` Aena gu nI sHQyaAe Apar Ke. AEsa kaz pda=RkawI, Aohoho¦ Ýwu terI &an pyaRy, Svko ÔnnemeH Aaya to SvprÝkaxk pyaRy hu{,_smeH kazka &an Aa gya. (]ota:- kaz to _pcairk ãVy hE) vaStivk &an hE kazhE ye. _pcairk ¬etaHbr khete hE. jU@ hE. Aahaha¦ kaz namna pda=R AsHQy inTyainTyhE, pyaRyse AinTy hE, vStuse inTy hE kaz. Ae kazmaH AnHt AnHt gu hE ijtna guwgvan AaTmameH hE, ijtna AakaxmeH hE gu {tna hI Aek kala uHmeH gu hE. AreAahahaha¦ Ae AsHQy kala uHAo Apna Sv$pka &an huAa SvprÝkaxk pyaRymeH Svkoto Ônte hE tb to prÝkaxkka &an y=a=R huAa. Aahahaha¦

;pudŸgl' AaTmakI AnHt sHQyase pudŸglka prma u AnHtgu a hE, Ae AnHtgu aprma uAo Ane Aek Aek prma umeH AaTmameH ijtna gu hE {tna gu {smeH jDmEH hEAekAek prma u AEsa AnHt prma u je AaTmakI sHQya AnHtse AnHt gu a hE, AEsapudŸglka &ankI pyaRy ho p‡wu tne terI xi›ka ßyaH &an huAa, Ae &aykka &an huAa,SvãVyka &an huAa, to Ae pyaRymeH AEsa AnHt AnHt pudŸglna prma u Ane Aeprma umeH AnHt gu sbka &an ho gya. AakrI vat Ke Ýwu. Aahaha¦ tara ãVygu nIto xuH khena p` Ae ãVygu ka &an huAa, Ae pyaRymeH {tnI takat hE, Ô e ke Ae pyaRyAek j vStu ho bs. AemaH Svwavka &an Aa gya.

AEsI sMyG&an, Sv&aykka &an honese prka &eyka &an AHdr Aa gya. Aahahaha¦smÔy Ke kaH{? vatuH bapa¦ Aa wgvHt tarI vatuH j¡dI Ke wa{. Aa bharnI cIÔewpka lage Ae to b\a jD Ke \Uz Ke. Ae b\a pda=R jD Ke, AenuH AhÄya &an Aa gyaAem khete hE. (]ota:- AenuH &an ke Ae sbH\I potanuH &an) Ae sHbH\InuH potanuH &anpotamaH AavI gyuH AenuH b\anuH, Ae=I kæuH ne Ô e Ae pda=È b\a AhÄya FUs gya ho,pda=È AaVya nhÄ p` pda=R sHbH\I je Apna &an hE _smeH ÔnnemeH Aa gya. Are AavIvatuH hve.

waveiNãy to qHDqHD &an Ae A&an Ke. Aahaha¦ AemaH Ae &anmaH Svne ÔnnekItakat nhÄ fkt pr Ôna, qHDqHD &anmeH, Aahahaha... Ae qHDqHD &an prvx hE, du:q$phE, Aahaha... AaEr wgvan AaTma &aykka &an, pU R hE, Svvx hE, suq$p hE. Aahahaha...

cEtNy &ayk Svwav wgvan AaTma _ska &an honese Ae ãVy Svwavka &anhonese Ae &ankI pyaRymeH, Aahahaha... AnHt AnHt AnHt xrIro, AnHt ingodna ÒvAne Aek Aek Aek ingodne be-be xrIr, tejs ne kamR , AHguzna AsHQy wagmaH AnHtAaTmaAo Aek Aek AaTmamaH tejs kamR xrIr Aek Aek tejs kamR xrIrmaH AnHta

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568 smysar isiâ wag-2SkH\o, Aek Aek SkH\maH AnHt prma uAo, Ane AekAek prma umaH AnHt gu a gu .Aahahaha... Ae svR& isvay Aa ko` khe? Ane Ae (Ônna) tera Svwav AEsa hE kheKe. Aahahaha¦

wgvan tuH &ata¹Úa hE ne? terI cIj to &ata ãÚa Ýwu hE ne? Ae &ataãÚaka &anhuAa SvSv$pka &an huAa, Ae &ankI pyaRymeH pr ijtna &eyo ne gu hE, sbka &anAa Ôta hE. Aahahaha... JIÌ ga=a bhu Ke bapa. Aahahaha... vStu iS=it Aa Ke.Aahaha¦

Ae prma una to AnHta laDva, AnHta mesub, AnHta rsguLla Aaid prma unaipHD hE. Aahahaha¦ Aa AnHta rjk`no ipHD xrIr hE. AnHta rjk`no ipHD kamR netejs xrIr hE, Aek Aek $pIyane pa[meH AnHt prma u hE, no! AnHt prma una SkH\ Ke.{smeH AnHt prma u hE AekAek prma umeH AnHt gu hE Ae sb pudŸglka &an, Aahahaha...wgvan AaTma _ska &an honese, SvlÙmeHse &an Aaya, Aahahaha... to ye &ankIpyaRymeH AnHta SkH\o Aa xrIraidka &an (swI ka) &an ho Ôta hE, mera hE AEsa _smeHhE nhÄ. Aahahaha... AavuH Ke Ýwu.

tera ãVynuH to xuH khevuH, gu nuH to xuH khevuH, p` AenI Aek &annI Aek pyaRynI vatAavI Ke. Aahahaha... wle _pyog AsHQy smye lagu pDe, p` AenI Aek pyaRymaH jAa b\uH hoy Ke. AavuH &an =ay, TyaH wego AanHd hoy Ke. Aahaha... Ae &an =taH Sv-vxta hoy Ke Ae &an hota inralHbI pirìt Ýg! =taH, Aahahaha... AnHta AnHtaprma u, Aaqo lok prma u=I @aHsIne wyÈ Ke. AhÄya AHguzna AsHQy wagmaH AnHtaSkH\ Ke, Aek Aek SkH\maH AnHta prma u Ke, Aek Aek prma umaH AnHta gu Ke. AnHtagu nI AnHtI pyaRy Ke. Aahahaha... Ae sbka &an Ýwu tera &an honese (hota hE)iktnI takat hE deq to qro, prka &an to AnHt bEr ikya khe Ke, Aahaha¦ Ae vaStivk&an hI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

pudŸgl, pudŸglmeH kya bakI rha? Aa finRcr ne mkano ne mhelne AnHt AnHtpEsa Ane $pIya Ae to &ankI pyaRy Ýg! hu{ to AemaH ÔnnemeH Aa gya bs.Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- &an n =ay TyaH su\I to mailkIno ÝÆ n=I) mailk \Uzey n=I.mailk mailk mane A&anI mUH# hE. pr&eyno mailk huH Aem mane mUH# hE. Aahahaha¦Sv&eyka mailk huAa Apna cEtNy ßyot &anka pirpU R wHDar AEsa to AnHt guÝwumeH, AEsa &ayk cEtNy Aena Aa]ye, Aahaha... Aene lÙe, je &andxa ={, hu{ Ae&anmeH AnHta pudŸglone ADya ivna SpXyaR ivna, Aahaha... Ae AnHta pudŸglmeH,vtRman &ankI pyaRy Ývex kyaÅ ivna, (ÔÌ le).

Ae Aolo wavsar yad AaVyo Are wgvan vedaHtI 84maH pUK uH'tuH ra`pur Arewgvan Aem n=I. kI\uH wa{, AnHtne Aek manvuH Ke ne Ae!le pKI &an pese Tyare Aek=[ Ôy. Are Aem n=I, wa{ vedaHte pyaRy manI n=I. inüyawasI im+ya¹iÚ hE. wle


569Ae AaTmanI vatuH kre. Aahahaha¦

yhaH to wgvan &aykno ipHD Ýwu Aena SvlÙe je &an =yuH, te &annI pyaRymaHAa!lI takat ke AnHta AnHta AnHta AnHta AnHta ãVyo Ane Aek Aek ãVyomaH AnHtaAnHta AnHta AnHta AHt na Aave Ae!la gu o Aene AemaH pe@a ivna, Aene ADya ivna,A=va AenuH AiStTv Ke ma!e AhÄya &an =ay Ke Aem p` nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ &annI AeksmynI pyaRy j {tnI takatvazI Ke, ApnI pyaRyka AiStTv {tna hE. Aahaha¦ AreAavI tÀvnI vat mUkI d{ne bharmaH v‡t kyaÅne Apvas kyaÅ ne AemaH \mR maNyoA&anIAe, rqDI mrxe. Aahahaha¦

Ae AnHta pudŸgl pravtRn kyaÅ AenuH p` pyaRymaH &an =ay khe Ke, Aem khe Ke.Aahaha... AnHt pudŸglmaHy Ke ne? AnHta pudŸgl pravtRn kyaÅ. Aahaha... AenuH AhÄyaAnHt pudŸgl pravtRnno jemaH Awav Ke, jemaH ragno Ane xrIrno Awav Ke, jemaHAek smynI pyaRyno p` jemaH Awav Ke, Aeva ãVynuH &an Ane ]âa =taH, Aahahaha...Ae pyaRymaH AnHta pudŸgl pravtRn kyaÅ AenuH &an =ay. Aahahaha... AavI vatuH Ke.

Ae khexe AHtrHgtÀv to huH Aa KuH. Aahaha¦ JI uH pDe Ýwu p` sTy to Aa hE.Aahahaha¦ ANy “Òv” hve AnHta isâo, Aahaha... AirhHto AacayR _pa|yay sa\uje kevzI Ke AnHt isâ laqo kevzI hE Ae sb Òv ANy AenuH Sv&eynuH &an =taHwgvan AaTma SvprÝkaxkno ipHD Ýwu, AenuH &an =taH Ae &annI pyaRymaH AnHtapHcprmei¤Ao, Aahaha... nmo loAe sVv iƒkazvt± AirhHta H Ae ƒ ey kaznaAirhHto, Aahaha... ƒ ey kazna isâo, ƒ ey kazna AacayÈ, _pa|yayo, sa\uAo,Ae=I AnHt gu a bIÔ ingodna Òvo, Aahahaha... Ae b\uH “ANy Òv” Ae &annIpyaRymaH j`ay Ke. khe Ke Aahahaha¦ Ae wUt ne wiv*yna kazna ={ gya Ane =axetI=Åkro, Aahahaha¦ Ae cEtNyna mhaÝwu, AenuH &an =taH Ae ƒ`kazna AirhHto, isâo,AacayÈ, Aahaha... kaz AavI gyo ne Ae!le kazmaH rhela p` b\a AavI gya, Ae&annI pyaRymaH tenuH &an =ay.

AnHt tI=Åkro, sHto muinAo =xe, AnHt ={ gya Ane AnHt isâp e hE, bakIb\a sHQyat hE, _ska &an wgvan terI &ankI pyaRy Svka ÔnnemeH {tnI takat hEke Ae sbko Aek smymeH Ôn letI hE. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH hve. smjmeH Aaya? AaxuH hxe Aa ne \mRmaH AavI vat hxe? wgvan taro \mR &anSvwav Ane Ae &anSvwavIwgvan AenuH &an =taH, Aahahaha... Ae &annI pyaRymaH AnHta Òvo, je ANy, SvÒv=I ANy, AenuH &an Aek smynI pyaRymaH AavI Ôy Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? Aahahaha¦

ANy Òvo, hve AamaH devguÌy AaVya, AirhHt isâey AaVya, Aena=I AaTmanelaw =ay Ae vat rhetI n=I Aem khe Ke. Aahahaha¦ A to AavI gyuH'tuH nhÄ? SvymevprnI ApeÙa ivna Svymev &an pota=I =ay Ke, Aahahaha¦ _pdex ivna. _pdex mZyoma!e =ay Ke Aem nhÄ, AaVyuH'tuH? Aahaha¦ jene Sv&an =vamaH _pdexnI p` ApeÙa

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570 smysar isiâ wag-2n=I. Aahahaha... KtaH dexnaliB\ hoy Ke, p` Ae hova KtaH Svna &an =vamaH tenIApeÙa n=I. Aahaha¦ AavuH Sv$p Ke.

Are, tuH kevDo mo!o? tarI pyaRymaH mo!pno to par n=I Ýwu, ãVygu nI to xuHvat krvI? Ae to mhaÝwu AanHdno wHDar, &anno wHDar, ]âano wHDar, {¬rtanowHDar AnHt AnHt xi›no te wHDar Ýwu, p` Aeva AnHt xi›na wHDarvazuH tÀv,AenuH &an =taH, Aahahaha... waveiNãy=I Aigyar AHgnuH &an =yuH Ae A&an Ane Svna&aykna Aa]ye je &an =yuH te AnHta Òvne Ô e AevuH &an, Aahahaha... kane vat pDvImuXkel pDe AevI Ke, bapu tarI mo!pnI xI vat krvI tne Ae vat bestI n=I, pamr trIkemaNyo Ke ne. Aahaha¦

AhÄya to wgvan AaTma &ayk Sv$pI Ýwu Aeklo &ayk Svwav \‡uv cEtNy_ska &an honese prkI bat yhaH nhÄ, AhÄ to Svka &an honese Ae pyaRymeH prka &anshj ho Ôta hE. JIÌ Ke wa{ vat, Òv Ai\kar Ke ne¦ Òv Ai\karnI &annIpyaRyno Ai\kar, \mR smjyo, sMyGdxRn paMyo, wgvan pU aRnHdna na=ne ÝtItmaHilya. Aahaha¦ pU aRnHdno na= {ska &an huAa, Ae &ankI pyaRykI Aa bat cltI hE.Aahaha¦ Ô e ke AnHta Òvo isâo Ke, Aene Ô e kozIyo krI gyo Ýwu, Aahahahahaha¦Aena &anno pyaRy Ae Svna &anna lÙe vStuna tÀvna jemaH &aykp uH wyuÅ Ke, Aaha...Aene Aa]ye lÙe je &an sMykŸ =ay te pyaRymaH AnHta isâo jà{ Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦Aene Ô`va ma!e _pyog j¡do mUkvo pDto n=I. Svne Ô`vano _pyog =yo AemaH AeneÔ`va ma!e _pyog j¡do mUkvo pDto n=I. Aahahaha¦ j¡Ao Aa wgvan AaTmana&annI pyaRy, Aene sMyG&an khIAe. Aahahaha¦

wa{ marg to AlaEikk Ke, Aahaha... tarI cIj j AlaEikk Ke, loko¿r, loko¿rAahaha... AnHt Òv, Aaya? Ae smSt prãVy, Ae smSt prãVy, AirhHt prãVy,isâ prãVy, sa\u AacayR pr ãVy, Ae merI cIj nhÄ. Aahahaha... to Aa vzI dIkradIkrI ba[DI Kokra mara mUH# hE, mo!o mUrq hE. (]ota:- ANy ÒvmaH b\a AavI gya)b\a AavI gya, Aaha¦ (]ota:- ko` bakI ræuH) Ae SƒIno AaTma, puƒno AaTma, AeSvnuH &an =taH Ae &anmaH tenuH &an =yuH te &annI pyaRymaH te jà[ gya. te potanIpyaRymaH=I jà{ gya, Aene l{ne nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:-AavuH Ô`va jevuH Ke) Aa vStu Ke bapu. duinya ÉãHy A=Da{ne pDI Ke, Aek to sHsarnapap Aaqo id'ba{DI Kokra \H\a pap papne pap, hve AemaH klak mze ne saHwzva ÔyTyaH tÀvnI vato n mze Ane ivprIt vato, Aahahaha¦ Apvas kro, dxRn wgvannakro, mUitR kro, mUitR Aek Aa!lI p` S=ape to Aena pu~yno par nhÄ, p` Ae=I xuH =yuH?Ae \mR kyaH AaVyo AemaH? Aahaha... Ae jgtnI mUitRAo je AnHt mHidro, Are¦ cEtNynIxa¬t ÝitmaAo, AenuH AhÄ &an, SvnuH &an =taH te pyaRymaH AenuH &an AavI Ôy Ke.Aahaha¦ Ae AenuH Ae!le? Aena sHbH\InuH potanuH &an Aene Ae jà{ Ôy Ke. Are AavI


571vatuH hve. smÔ uH kaH{? JIÌ Ke. AamaH xaHitwa{¦ TyaH klk¿amaH kyaHy mze AevuH n=I.TyaH rqDvanuH Ke TyaH b\uH, pEsa mze Ae!le Ô e, Aoho¦ AemaH paHc pcIs laq (]ota:-Ae pEsa jene mZya Aene) \Uzey pEsa mZya n=I Aene. AenI pase ÉãH AaVya Ke? AhÄto pEsanuH, sMyG&an =taH, pEsanuH &an AhÄ =ay Ke.. pEsa mZya AEsI maNyta im+ya¹iÚ,paqHDIkI hE, A&anInI Ke,(]ota:- &an n =ay TyaH su\I to mZya khevay ne?) Ae mUrqmane Ke.

&anI ;ßyaH' AaTma Sv$pe wgvan &anlok Aene lokNte Ôeyo Ýwune, Aahaha¦Ane je &an pyaRy Ýg! ={, temaH Ae AnHta prma u no!o Ane pEsa ne hIra ne ma ekAenuH AhÄya &an =ay Ke, Ae pr Ke AenuH AhÄ &an pota=I =ay Ke. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:-AemaH=I Aave ke!lak AmarI pase) \Uzey n=I Aavta AenI pase, ko` AenI pase ÉãHAave Ke. AenI pase to pEsa mne AaVya AevI mmta AenI pase AavI. \Uz ÉãH AavI?\Uz to \Uz Ke, Ae ÉãH AaTmamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke bapu¦ vItrag marg,svR& ƒ` lokna na= ijne¬rdevno pH= ko[ j¡dI Ôtno Ke, duinya hare kaH{ mez qayAevuH n=I. ATyare to sHÝday hare mez qay AevuH n=I, Aaha... AakrI vat Ke Ýwu¦bIÔne du:q lage ma!e Aa vat n=I. wa{ taro su\aro Aa rIte maNyuH Ke te rIte nhÄsu\rI xke wa{, v‡t paZya Ke ne xaÏna &an kyaÅ Ke ne? Ae &an v‡t paZya Ae cairƒ,Aahaha... Ane Ame AaTmanI ]âa krIAe qHDqHD &annI, AqHD &an Ke AenI to ÉãHqbr Ke, qHDqHD &annI ]âa Ke, te im+yaTv Ke wa{, Ae im+yaTv Ke, Ae A&an Ke, Aeim+ya Aacr` Ke. Aene tare \mR mnavvo Ke tare? Ane bIÔne \mR mnavvo Ke Ae rIte?Ýwu bhu jvabdarI AakrI Ke na=. Aahaha¦ Ae Aakra du:q nhÄ sæa Ôy wa{.Aahahaha¦

AaHhI to Ýwu kuHdkuHdacayR iƒlokna= svR&devnI vaÌ Aene Ývcn potanI vaÌäara vat krte hE, Aahahaha¦ Ae Aem khete hE ke, Aa vaÌ marI nhÄ, vaÌka merI pyaRymeHmera &an huAa TyaH vaÌka &an huAa, bs [tna. Aahahaha¦ Are rag Aaya, to ragmera nhÄ p` ragka &an wI rag hE to huAa AEsa nhÄ, merI &ankI pyaRykI takat[tnI hE, ke Svko Ônnevala &an rag Aaid AnHt AnHt pda=Èko Ô e Ae mEH huH.Aahahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ dya danna ivkLp Ae rag hE Ae p` mera nhÄ, AaEr merI &ankIpyaRymeH _ska &an, Ae hE to hota hE AEsa hI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

wgvan AaTma &ayk cEtNy ßyot, Jzhz ßyoit Ýwu, _ska &an &ey bnakrßyaH huAa to Sv pyaRymeH pr&ey to shj ÔnnemeH Aata hE AEsa pyaRyka Svwav hE.Aahahaha... Ae prãVy ke smIpmeH Ôna nhÄ (pDta) prka &an AirhHt AnHta isâo=ya _ska &an _skI pas gye ibna, AaEr vo &ey yhaH Aaye ibna, nÒk &ey hE to &anhota hE, AaEr dUr &ey hE to nhÄ hota hE, AEsa hE nhÄ. AhÄ to nÒkmeH ho kmRna rjkòAne dUr ho AnHt Aakaxna Ýdex. Aahahaha... Ane Aek Aek ÝdexmeH AnHt gu na AHx

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572 smysar isiâ wag-2hE, Aahaha... AnHt AnHt ÝdexmeH sara AnHt gu hE Aakax. _ske wI Aa SvwgvanAaTma Svka &an huAa, Ae &ankI pyaRymeH Ae pr&ey ÔnnemeH Aa Ôta hE, bs.Aahahaha¦ AavuH Ke.

ƒ`lokna na= tI=Åkrdev, jEn prme¬r Aem frmate hE. smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:-jEn prme¬r Ke bIÔ AjEn prme¬r Ke) AjEn loko mane Ke ne bIÔ Ame prme¬rKIAe ne Ame, Aahaha... b‡ïa, iv* u ne mhex ne Ame ktaR KIAe, \Uzey n=I. Aahahaha¦Aaha¦ pote j b‡ïa, iv* u ne mhex wgvan AaTma, Aahahaha¦ jenI pyaRynI _Tpi¿Ae b‡ïa, Vyyno nax te xHkr, \‡uv ræa te iv* u. Aevo je Aa cEtNy wgvan jene ƒ`kaz Ane ƒ`lokne Aek smymaH g‡asI Ôy AevI pyaRynI takat Ke wgvannIAahaha... Aene AaTma Ô~yo khevay, Aahahaha... Aene sMyG¹iÚ Ane sMyG&anIkhevay Ýwu AavI vatuH Ke wa{. Aahahaha¦ hsmuqwa{ n=I AaVya ne? n=I AaVya.kale AaVya'ta Aene rs Ke p` wavngr rhI Ôy Ke ne. Aahahaha¦

prãVy mere sHbH\I nhÄ, hE? Ae isâone ne mare kaH{ sHbH\ nhÄ khe Ke. Aahaha¦AirhHt wgvan =ya Aene ne mare ko{ sHbH\ n=I Ae to prãVy Ke, guÌne Ane mare kaH{sHbH\ nhÄ te to prãVy hE. Aahaha... AakrI vat Ke wa{¦

vItrag prme¬r ijne¬rnuH &an Aem e khelo marg, ko{ AlaEikk hE. wa{¦ AreAene Ô~ya ivna coyaRsIna Avtar krI ræo Ke. Aahaha¦ j¡Ao ne Aa xrIrmaH vay=ay, Aahahaha... Aahaha... jD, jD Ke Aa to, rog Ke Ae jD Ke, Aa AaTmane AekvarAenI _pr ¹iÚ hoy Ke ne, hlavI naqe. Aahaha¦ Are re mne Aa =yuH, Are re mne Aa =yuH,p` bapu mne Ae!le xuH¦ tuH to AaTma Ko, AemaH Aa =yuH Ae tne É˜aH =yuH? tere kya huAahE, Aahahaha... Aavo _pdex Ýwu ƒ`lokna na=nuH ijne}vrdevnuH Aa k=n Ke wa{.jEnmaH jNMya Aene AenI qbruH n mze. vaDamaH jNMya Ame jEn, p` jEnp uH xuH Ke _skIqbr nhÄ. Aahaha...

jEn to {sko khIAe, Aahaha... ke ijnSv$pI wgvan AaTma pUr` Sv$p _skalÙ krke, ¹iÚ krke, Ôe sMyGdxRn huAa, _sko jEn khte hE, Ae jEnnI pyaRymaH {tnItakat hE. Aahaha¦ AnHta Òvo AHdr Ô e pesI gya hoy KtaH mera nhÄ. TyaH su\I tokale AaVyuH'tuH hve kale vat.


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smysar saDƒIsmI ga=a cale Ke. AhÄ su\I AaVyuH Ke. Aa jgtmaH, AevI rIteAaTmamaH Ýkaxman Ke, AaTmamaH AnHt prãVyo Ýkaxman Ke, Ô`vamaH Aave Ke Aeva


573Aa \mR, A\mR, Aakax, kaz, pdŸgl, ANy Òvo Ae svR prãVyo mara sHbH\I n=I. mara&anmaH Ae AnHt AnHt prma uAo, AnHt Òvo Ô`vamaH Aave, KtaH Ae mare ne Aene kaH{sHbH\ n=I. (]ota:- Ô`vamaH Aave Ae!lo sHbH\ to =yo ne?) Ô`vamaH AaVyuH Ke AepotanuH Sv$p. p` Aene Ô`vamaH AaVyuH Ae Vyvhar kæo. (]ota:- Aey Vyvhar Ke)&ey &ayk sHbH\ Ae Vyvhar Ke. (]ota:- Vyvhar sHbH\ to qro ne?) Vyvhar Ae!le?inim¿ Ke same Ae!luH. Vyvhar Ae!le xuH? Ô`vamaH pota=I Ô~yuH Ke. &anna SvwavmaHSvprÝkaxna sam+yR=I Ýkaxman b\a ãVyo Ô~yaH. p` Ae potanI Sv-xi›=I Ô eKe. Aene prne Ô~yaH Aem khevuH Aem Vyvhar Ke. inim¿-inim¿ sHbH\ Ae!lo btaVyo.

KtaH Aahahaha... maro wgvan AaTma &ayk Svwav AenI sa=e Aene kaH{ sHbH\n=I. “kar`” TyaH su\I to AaVyuH'tuH kale. JIÌ vat Ke p‡wu. Aohohoho¦ Aekek prma umaHAnHt AnHt gu jenuH map nhÄ, Aeva AnHt AnHt prma uAo, Aekek AaTmamaH AnHtAnHt gu jeno AHt nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aeva AnHt AaTmaAo Ane AnHt prma uAomara &anmaH jày Ke, jày Ke. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- Ae jày Ke ke Ae sHbH\InuHpotanuH &an jày Ke.) Ae Ô e Ke Aem khevuH Ke ne ATyare to¦ Ô e Ke potanI pyaRyp` { Ae jày Ke jày Ke Aem. Aahahaha¦ ke!la p` pda=R Aem, wa{ JIÌ vatKe waØaAe par pDe AevuH n=I. AevI vStu AevI Ke. Aaha¦

wgvan AaTma AenI &annI pyaRymaH AnHt, AnHt AhÄya AHguzna AsHQywag AhÄ Lyo to AemaH AnHt AaTma Ke Ane AnHta SkH\o Ke. AnHta tejs ne kamRxrIr Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aevo Aaqo lok wyÈ Ke. KtaH mara &anmaH Ae Ýkaxman jàyKe. Aa Ke Aem jày Ke Ae!luH. bakI mare ne Aene kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Aahaha¦ SƒI ku!uHbne pirvar &anI Aem Ô e Ke ke mara &anmaH Ae Ke Aem jày Ke, maraH Ke Aem nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ dev guÌ ne xaÏ, dev AnHt isâo, laqo AirhHto, kroDo Aaid AacayR,_pa|yay, sa\uAo Ae b\a prãVymaH AnHt AnHt gu siht Aeva AnHta AaTmaAoAne AnHt rjkò, mara ÝkaxmanmaH Ýkaxe Ke. bakI mare Ane Aene kaH[ sHbH\ Ke nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ AaiqrnI ga=a Ke ne?

(]ota:- \maRiStkay ne A\maRiStkay Aene phela kem lI\a) car nam AaPya.K ãVyne b\e @eka e Aem Aave Ke ne? \maRiSt=I Aaid=I K nam Aave Tyare Aa Ýma ej xaÏmaH Aave. gitmaH inim¿, iS=rtamaH inim¿ A\maRiSt, kaz, Aakax, AakaxnaAek ÝdexmaH AnHta AaTmaAo Ane AnHta rjkò Ke, Ae sU"m =[ne Aave to AekÝdexmaH sma{ Ôy. Ae!lI to Aakaxna Aek ÝdexnI Avgahn xi› Ke. Aahahaha...JIÌ vatHu bapu¦ vItrag magR bhu JIò Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek Aakaxna ÝdexmaH Aa AhÄ=Ije AHgUl AhÄ AsHQy AnHt AaTmaAo Ane AnHt rjkò Ke Aevo Aaqo lok wyÈ Ke,Ae Ôe sU"m ={ne Aek ÝdexmaH Aave to sma{ Ôy AevI Aek ÝdexnI Avgahn xi› Ke.

Aem Aek kaza uHnI Ae!lI xi› Ke ke AnHt pudŸglo Ôe Ae S=anmaH Aave Òvo to

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574 smysar isiâ wag-2b\ane pir`mnmaH inim¿ =ay AevI takat Ke. \maRiStkayna Aekek ÝdexmaH Ae!lItakat Ke ke AnHta AaTma Ane prma u Ae smye git =ay to AemaH inim¿p uH =ay AevIAenI takat Ke. A\maRiStkayna Aekek ÝdexmaH AevI takat Ke ke AnHt AaTmaAo AneAnHt prma u te S=ane git krIne iS=r =ay to temaH inim¿nI xi› AnHtnI Ke.\maRiSt, A\maRiSt, Aakax Ane kaz, Aek prma umaH AevI takat Ke ke AnHta AnHtagu o jemaH par n=I, map n=I ke Aa gu Aa v R gH\ rs SpxR krta krta krta krtaAa Aa Aa KeLlo gu , Ae Aa!luH j ãVy Ke Aem n ÔuAo, Ae jD SvwavI vStu Ke. kejena AHtrmaH AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHtna AnHt gu a gu o top`par n Aave Aek prma umaH Ae!la gu ono Svwav Ke ne Ae!lI AenI pyaRy Ke.Aahahaha¦ Aeva AnHta AaTmaAo Ane AnHt rjkò Aena AnHt gu o AenI AnHtIpyaRyo, wgvan AaTma Aem Ô e Ke, pyaRymaH hÇ, Ô e Ke to pyaRymaH ne? ke Aa b\IcIÔe maramaH Ýkaxman =ay, jày. huH to Ô`naro KuH. Ke? Aaha¦ mare kaH{ sHbH\ n=IAenI sa=e. Aahahaha¦ ke!lI ghrI ghrI xi› jgtnI. Aahahaha¦ Aene AaTma AemÔ e, ke marI &annI pyaRymaH Aek gu nI Aek pyaRymaH, Aahahahahaha... Ae b\aAnHtaAo Ýkaxman =ay Ke Aevo maro Svwav Ke. Aahahaha¦

AevI Aek smynI &annI pyaRynI Aa!lI takat¦ AevI AevI AnHtI pyaRymaHAe!lI j b\I takat¦¦ Aahaha... AevI b\I pyaRyno Ô`nar marI pyaRy, Ae Aem Ô eKe ke, “!HkoTkI R Aek &aykSvwavpà=I prma=eR AHtrHgtÀv to huH KuH”. Ô e Ke vtRmanpyaRy, Ae pyaRy Aem Ô e Ke ke, Ýg! pyaRy ke !HkoTkI R Aevo ne Aevo cEtNy SvwavAek &ayk Svwav, Aek &ayk Svwav, pyaRyo wle Anek ho, gu Anek ho, p` vStuKe Ae to Aek$p &aykwav, Aek &ayk Svwavwav, Svwavpà=I prma=eR AHtrHgtÀv to huH KuH. Aahahaha... Ae pyaRy Aem Ô e Ke ke huH AHtrHg tTv to Aa pyaRymaH jeb\uH jày Ke AenI Ô`narnI marI pyaRymaH p‡kaxman Ke. AevI pyaRy Aem Ô e Ke kehuH to !HkoTkI R &aykwav AHtrHg tTv KuH. Aahaha¦ Ae b\a jày Ke Aek prnI(prlÙI) pyaRymaH Ae!loy huH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ wa{ vItrag magR bhu sU"m Ke.Aahahaha¦

Ae &an pyaRy Aava AnHta ãVyone Aek smymaH Aena gu one ÝkaxvamaH, pota=Ip‡kaxvamaH sm=R Ke, Ae pyaRy Aem khe Ke, Aahaha... ke huH to Aek &ayk Svwavpà=I,maro to iƒkazI &ayk Svwav wrelo Ke, Aek smynI pyaRy je!lo nhÄ. Aahahaha¦(]ota:- Aeklo &ayk Svwav khe ke AnHt gu wega AavI Ôy Ke.) Aek &ayk SvwavkhetaH j AnHta gu o, p` AhÄ &annI Ý\anta=I v Rn levuH Ke ne? kem ke &an pyaRyÔ e Ke ne Ae!le &aykwav &anSvwav Ke Aem levuH Ke, bakI to AnHta Svwav Ke. pÀnHt Svwavne Ô`naruH &an Ke ne? Ane &annI Ý\anta Ke ne? bIÔ Ke AenI Aeneqbr n=I. bIÔ AnHt gu o Ke Ae gu ne gu nI qbr n=I. (]ota:- Ae ÉyaH j$r Ke


575gu ne potane gu khevo {) Aahaha. Ae &ayk Svwav Ke te &anne Aena SvwavnIqbr Ke. Aahahaha¦

Aek &ayk Svwavpà=I prma=eR, qreqr AHtrHg tÀv Ae!le ke AolI pyaRymaHb\uH Ýkaxe Ke, Ae!loy huH nhÄ, huH to prma=eR AHtrHg tÀv AaquH. Aahahahaha... (]ota:-F uH coQquH) JIÌ vat Ke wa{, Aahaha¦ sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ae AqHD &aykwaviƒkaz. Aahaha¦ Aek &ayk Svwavp uH, &ayk Svwav Ke, Ae Aena=I qreqr AHtrHgtÀv to huH KuH. Aem &annI vtRman pyaRy Aem Ô e ne in Ry kre Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔyKe kaH{? JI uH pDe p` p‡wu Aa Ô~ye j KU!ko wa{. wv w‡m`na AaH!a krI krIne mrIgyo Ke. NyaH ko{nI sfarx kam krtI n=I. Aahahaha... Aevo je Aa wgvan, AeksmymaH AnHta AnHta ãVyo Ane Aekek ãVyna AnHta gu o, jeno par nhÄ, Ae b\amarI pyaRymaH Ýkaxman =ay Ke. marI pyaRy Aene brabr Ô e Ke, Aem khe Ke. KtaHpyaRy Aem khe Ke, ke qreqr to huH AHtrHg tÀv &ayk Svwavp e huH Aek KuH. Aahaha...smÔ uH kaH{? Aahahaha¦

(]ota:- pyaRy AHtrHg tÀv=I j¡dI nhÄ?) pyaRy in Ry kre Ke AHtrHg tÀv&aykwav Aaqo, AaquH, Aa pyaRy Aem in Ry kre Ke ke huH AHtrHg prmaTm tÀv&aykwav te huH KuH. &ayk tÀv je &ayk \‡uv Ke Ae ÉãH in Ry kre Ke? in Ry krvo Ke Aeto pyaRymaH Ke. Aa to qUbI to Ae Ke ke, Aa ga=aAo to b\I AlaEikk ga=aAo Ke.Aahaha¦

AhÄya to AnHt AnHt AnHt ãVyo ne Aena AnHt AnHt AnHt gu o, marI Ýg!pyaRymaH Ýkaxman Ke. p` mare ne Aene kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. AevI je pyaRy Aek smynI&annI, AevI AevI AnHtI pyaRyo xi›vazI Ke, kemke Aek smymaH &annI Ke, AevI]âanI, iS=rtanI, AevI Aaid vIyRnI AevI AnHtI takatvazI (pyaRyo) Ke. p` Aa&annI pyaRy, Aene Ô`vuH Ke ne, Aahahaha¦ maro Ýwu to AHdr AHtrHg tÀv te huH AekKuH. Aava b\a pyaRyona AnHt wedo ke gu wedo Ae nhÄ, huH to Aek KuH. Aahahaha... JI uHKe Ýwu, ATyare Aa caltuH n=I Ae!le lokone bIÔuH lage, Aa mUz cIj Ke Aa, Ane AamUz cIj Ô~ya ivna Aene sMyGdxRn =ay nhÄ Ane AenuH Aagz v\vanuH cairƒ Aaidho[ xke nhÄ. Aaha¦

kemke !HkoTkI R Aevo ne Aevo Ô e AHdr wgvan Aam, Adbdna= Ke ne AhÄpalIta e mUzmaH=I !aHk e=I qodI qodIne AHdr=I ka# uH Ke Aa Aem Aa huH to AHdrmaH!HkoTkI R, Ae!le Aaqo AqHDanHd Ýwu, &ayk Svwavpàne lI\e, Aane kar e huH prma=eRAHtrHg tÀv te huH KuH. Aahahaha¦ prma=eR AHtrHgtÀv to huH KuH.

Ane te prãVyo, AnHt isâo, AnHt Òvo ingodna, AnHt prma uAo, Aakax,\maRiSt, A\maRiSt, kaza u mara Svwav=I iwþ, mara Svwav=I iwþ, Ae isâo p`mara Svwav=I iwNn. Aahahaha... maro Svwav Ke Aena=I isâo AnHt, p` mara

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576 smysar isiâ wag-2Svwav=I te iwþ Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae prãVyo mara Svwav=I iwNn, Ôuda Svwavvazahova=I, mara Svwav=I iwþ p` Svwavvaza hova=I, Aaha... mara Svwav=I iwþSvwavvaza Ke, Ae Ke to iwþ Svwavvaza, p` mara Svwav=I iwþ SvwavvazaKe. prma uAo, isâo, AirhHto, AnHt ingodna Òvo, AnHt prma una SkH\o Acetmha-SkH\ Aaqo Aek Ke te, mara Svwav=I iwþ Svwavvaza Ke. Aahahahaha¦

prma=eR jem AHtrHgtÀv huH KuH. Aem prma=eR baæ tÀvpàne KoDva Asm=R Ke.Aahahahaha¦ jem huH &aykwav Aek$p prma=eR AHtrHg tÀv KuH. Aahahaha... jenI¹iÚno ivØy je &ayk iƒkaz te huH KuH. Ane mara Svwav=I Aa b\a iwþ Svwavvaza,Ae p` prma=eR baæpàne KoDvane Asm=R Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? Aahahaha...Am<t reDya Ke sHtoAe, idgHbr muinAoAe to, Aahaha... Am<tna \o\na \o\ vhevraVyaKe. Aahahaha¦ wgvan¦ tarI Aek smynI &annI Aek gu nI Aek pyaRymaH Aa!laHAa!laH, AnHta iwNn Svwavvaza, tara Svwav=I iwNn Svwavvaza Ýkaxe, KtaHytuH Aem khe ke huH to Ae!loy nhÄ, huH to AHtrHg &aykwav iƒkaz &aykwav te huH prma=eRtÀv KuH. Aahahaha¦ smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH Ýwu Aa to par n mze wa{. Aahaha¦

Ae prãVyo mara Svwav=I iwNn Svwavvaza. Aahahaha¦ Ae isâo p` maraSvwav=I iwþ Svwavvaza, Aa Svwav TyaH n=I ne, Aahahaha... hova=I prma=eR,prma=eR AaelamaHy AaVyuH;tuH, prma=eR AHtrHgtÀv te &aykwav te huH KuH. prma=eR baætÀvpàne KoDva Asm=R Ke Ae!le ke mare &an pyaRymaH Ae iwNn Svwavvaza Ýkaxep` KtaH Ae &eyp uH KoDtaH n=I Ane &eyp uH KoDIne marI pyaRymaH AavI jta n=I.Aahahaha¦ kemke potana Svwavno Awav krIne &anmaH pesta n=I. Ae!le xuH? kemkæuH, Aa? ke mara ÝwunI pyaRymaH &an ÝkaxmaH Aa b\a Ýkaxe, KtaH te p‡kaxmaH &eyomarI &annI pyaRymaH Aavta n=I. Aaha¦ AenamaH rhIne mara &annI pyaRymaH ÝkaxeKe. maramaH AavIne Ýkaxe Ke Aem n=I. Aahahaha¦ Ae mara Svwav=I iwNn Svwavvazaho, prma=eR te baæpàne marI pyaRymaH tenuH Ô`vuH =ay Ke, te=I te baæp uH KoDInemaramaH Aave Ke, Aem. n=I. baæp e baæp e rhIne marI pyaRy tene Ýkaxe Ke. Aahahahaha¦“kemke potana Svwavno Awav krIne &anmaH pesta n=I”. Aahahaha¦

mara pyaRymaH p‡kaxe Ke Ae=I Ae Svwav KoDIne AhÄya AavI Ôy Ke (Aem n=I)Aahahaha¦ xuH !Ika te !Ika¦ gjb vat¦ AavI !Ika wrtÙeƒmaH Ke nhÄ bIje bapu.Aahaha.

prma=eR Aek, Aahaha¦ AoluH AhÄya kI\uH'tuH Asm=R Ke. “vzI AhÄ Svymev inTy_pyu› Aevo” Svymev inTy _pyog, potana kar e Svymev inTy _pyog. Ae cIÔejày Ke ma!e Aene kar e AhÄ xuâ _pyog =yo Ke, Aem n=I. Aahahahaha¦ Aaha...waGyvanne kane pDe AevI vatuH Ke Aa. Aahaha p‡wu¦ Aahaha¦ AhÄ Svymev cEtNymaHinTy _pyog Aevo, Ae Ô`vano inTy _pyog, kaymI _pyog Ane pyaRymaH p`,


577&anmaH pesta n=I. mara _pyogmaH Ae Aavta n=I. AavI jtaH n=I. Aena sHbH\InuHmaruH &an maramaH Aave Ke. p` Ae cIj AavtI n=I. Ae cIj to AenI s¿amaH rheluH AenuHAiStTv TyaH rhe Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Arere¦ Aahaha¦ AavuH tÀv hve sa\ar`ßyaH ÔÌne Aiwman =[ Ôy Aene, Aahaha... mne AavDe Ke bapu. Ae vatuH bhu AakrIKe wa{. xaÏna kH{ Ô`pà =ay Ane AavDtna AHdr Aiwman =[ Ôy. Aahaha...(]ota:- A!kI jvay Ke) A!kI gyo, A!kI gyo A!kI Ôy Ke wa{ - Aahaha... Aeto xaÏnuH &an Ae qHDqHD &an, Aa to wgvan AqHD vStu, jena trf=I =yeluH &ante &anmaH b\a jày, KtaH te AhÄ Aave nhÄ, Ane Ae pyaRy prma=eR AHtrHgtÀv=IiwNn KuH, Ane prma=eR baæ tÀv=I te tena Svwavne KoDya ivna te iwNn Ke.Aahahahaha¦ ÉãH gya Ko!awa{¦ AavI vatHu Ke Aa b\I - klk¿amaH pEsana dreDa=ay papna. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- p‡=m papno _dy Ke AekluH pap j Ke) Aahaha¦ AampEsa mze TyaH raÒ raÒ =[ Ôy Are wgvan ƒ`kazno na= tuH Aa!lamaH raÒ =yoxuH =yuH tne Ýwu¦

tarI pyaRymaH AnHta jày, Ane te pyaRy Aem khe ke huH to AHtrHgtÀv AqHDAanHd KuH tene @eka e NyaH raÒ n =taH, AhÄ raÒ =a Ko. Aahahahaha¦

;vzI Svymev inTy _pyogyu›' kaym _pyog maro iƒkazI Svwav Ke.Aahahaha¦ Ane ;prma=eR Aek, Aahahaha... Anakuz AaTmane Anuwvto wgvan'Aahahaha¦ AolHu to ÝkaxTv AHtrHgtÀv Aek KuH. p` hve huH to marI pyaRymaH AnakuzAanHdne Anuwvto Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ prma=eR, Aek Anakuz AaTmane Anuwvto,Aahahahaha... AanHd Sv$pI AaTmane huH vedto Anuwvto, Aahahahaha... Aevo wgvanAaTma Ô e Ke ke, Aahaha... pa@maH _pyog Ke. “_pyog Aev AhmeÞo” Ae!le Aek A=RkyÈ'to ne nIce, _pyog Ô e Ke - !IkamaH Aam ãVy lI\Hu Ae!le bIÔe A=R krvo pDõ.\m± Aem khe Ke, ke marI pyaRymaH AnHta AnHta Ýkaxe Ke, KtaH teno Svwav te KoDtan=I Ane huH te Ýkaxe Ke te!lI pyaRyvazo n=I. Aahahaha¦ huH to AHtrHgtÀv &aykwavSvwavvazo KuH Ane te marI pyaRymaH Ýkaxe Ke, AenI sa=e huH Anakuz AanHdna AnuwvneAnuwvuH KuH. Aahahaha¦ Ae b\a Ýkaxe Ke ma!e TyaH Aakuzta =ay (Aem n=I.) Aahahaha¦&anno Svwav v RVyo, wego AanHdno v Rve Ke hare ßyaH hoy TyaH &an ne AanHd be mUke.ke maro Ýwu marI pyaRymaH AnHta ãVyna Svwavne Aene ADya ivna Ô e Ke, AenaSvwavne KoDta n=I. KtaH huH Ae pyaRy je!lo n=I, huH to AHtrHg pU aRnHd &aykwav KuH,Aene l[ne jem ÝkaxmaH AnHtane ÝkaxuH KuH marI pyaRyna bz=I, Aem mara AanHdnIpyaRy=I huH mara AaTmane Anakuz AnuwvuH KuH. Aahahaha¦

Svymev inTy _pyog Aevo Aa prma=eR Aek Anakuz AaTmane Anuwvto =ko,Aahahaha... Aevo wgvan AaTma j Ôè Ke. Aahaha... Ae!le ke Ae Ôè Ke AeAnakuzta AanHdne Anuwvto Ô e Ke, Ô`taH Aene du:q =ay Ke ke Aakuzta Ke ke ivkLp

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578 smysar isiâ wag-2Ke. Aahahahaha... AevuH n=I.

Ae &aykwav AHtrHgtÀv te huH KuH Ane pyaRymaH Aa b\uH Ýkaxe Ke te pyaRy je!lohuH n=I. Ae!lo to ÝkaxuH KuH p` AenI sa=e maro wgvan Anakuz AanHdSv$p Ke te=IvtRmanmaH p` huH Anakuz AanHdne AnuwvuH KuH. Aevo je wgvan AaTma, Aahahaha...Ae Ô e Ke ke, Anakuz AaTmane Anuwvto Aevo wgvan AaTma j Ô e Ke ke, Aahahaha...smÔùH kaH{? Aahahaha¦

\Ny waGy AavI vStu rhI g[, prma=R ne kevzIna ivrh pDã, p` ivrh wUlaveAevI vatuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ huH AaTma, marI pyaRymaH, Aek pyaRy &annI AemaH, AnHtaAnHta ãVy Svwavo je Ke, Ae maro Svwav KoDya ivna mne Ýkaxe Ke. AenI sa=e marowgvan Aek$p AaTma, Aene Anakuz AaTmane Anuwvto, Aahahahaha... AnHtaneTyare Ô~yuH khevay ke jenI sa=e AanHdno Anuwv hoy Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ xuH xElI¦gjb na=¦ Ae AnHtane Ô`vano Ýkaxno pyaRy Aene Tyare khIAe Aahaha... ke Aek$pAnakuz wgvan AaTmano Anuwv (&anne AanHd) to sa=e, Aahaha... wgvanAaTma j Ôè Ke ke, Aaha... Anakuz AaTmana AanHdne Aahahaha... Anuwvtowgvan AaTma Ô e Ke ke Aa cIj Ke. Aahaha¦ “huH Ýg! inüy=I Aek j KuH.”Aahahahahaha¦

“huH Ýg! Vy› Ýg! inüy=I Aek j KuH.” Aahahaha... Ae AnHtne Ô`va KtaHhuH Anek =[ jto n=I, Ane pyaRymaH Anekp uH hova KtaH ãVy Anek =[ jtuH n=I. ãVyto Aek$pe rhe Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Aahahaha¦ huH Ýg! qreqr Aek j KuH,“ma!e, &ey&aykwavmaƒ=I épjeluH prãVyo sa=e prSpr imln” mare Ane &eyne&aykwav maƒ=I, mare &aykwavmaƒ=I Ane &eynI sa=e Ô`vanuH épjeluH “KtaH p`Ýg! SvadmaH Aavta Svwavna wedne lI\e” Aahahahaha... mare Aene &eyne Ô`vanomaro Svwav hova KtaH, maro Svad Anakuz AanHd Ane AenI cIjno Svad Ôudo,Aahahahaha... p` Ýg! SvadmaH Aavta Svwavna wedne lI\e, Ae K ãVyono SvwavAre AnHt isâono Svwav, Aeno Svadno wav AenI pase, AnHta ingodna SvadnoAakuztano wav AenI pase, huH Aene Ýkaxva KtaH, Aaha... “mara Svadna wedne lI\e,\mR, A\mR, Aakax, kaz, pudŸgl Ane ANy Òv ÝTye inmRm KuH” Aahahaha¦ Ae maraKe Aem nhÄ huH to inmRm KuH. Aahahaha¦ isâo mara Ke, AirhHto mara Ke, guÌ mara KeAem nhÄ khe Ke. Aahahaha... bayDI Kokra ku!uHb to ÉãHy rhI gya, Aahaha... AnHtaisâo marI pyaRymaH Ýkaxe KtaH &ey-&aykwavpàna wavne lI\e mara Svad=I Ae cIjiwNn Ke, Aahaha... ma!e tena ÝTye inmRm KuH. Aahahaha¦

b\ane ÝkaxvanI pyaRymaH Aa!lI takat hova KtaH AHtrHgtÀv te Aek huH KuH Anete tÀv Anakuz AanHdne vtRmanmaH huH AnuwvuH KuH. AekluH Ô`vuH =yuH Ke Aem nhÄ Aem kheKe. Aahaha¦ maro Svad p` frI gyo. Aahahaha¦ ÝkaxvamaH AaVya Ane maro Anakuz


579AanHdno Svad p` sa=e AaVyo. Aahahaha¦ Aeva Anakuz AanHdna Svad=I bIÔnaSvadna tÀvo iwNn Ke tem huH Ô uH KuH. Aahahaha¦ xuH !Ika te gjb vat Ke ne¦ Are Aekek}lok Aa vat ÉãHy idgHbr sHto isvay ÉãHy Ke nhÄ lage du:q lage bIÔne ke, TyareAa sHÝday qo!o? bapu wa{ Ke { Ke bapa. Aahahaha¦ Ýg! SvadmaH Aavta Svwavnawedne lI\e, Ae!le ke Anakuz AanHd to huH KuH, p` teno pyaRymaH p` Svad Aave Ke Ýg!,Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? Ýg! SvadmaH Svwavna wedne lI\e, SvadmaH Aavta Svwavnawedne lI\e, Aahahaha... \mR, A\mR, Aakax, kaz, pudŸgl Ane ANy Òv Ae ÝTye huHinmRm KuH. Aahaha... Ae mara n=I. mara SvadmaH Aavto maro Ýwu, Aahaha... Ae bIÔAe maraH n=I. Aahahaha... &an Ane AanHdnI muQyta be v RvI, Ke to AnHt gu o p`Ýkax Asa\ar` &anSvwav Ane AenI sa=e AanHdSvwav, Aene Aahahaha¦ bep ev RVya wa{, AnHt to wegaH Ke.

“kar`ke sday potana AekpàmaH Ýaº hova=I” maro p‡wu sday potana AekpàmaHÝaº hova=I AekpàmaH Ýaº Ke. äEtp uH AemaH =tuH j n=I. Aahahaha¦ sday potanaAekpàmaH Ýaº hova=I “smy nam AaTma A=va drek pda=R Aevo ne Aevo iS=t rheKe.” Aahahaha... huH b\ane ÝkaxuH KtaH mara Anakuz Svwavna Svad=I bIÔne Ô uHKtaH tena ÝTye inmRm KuH. Ane te maro AaTma Aevo ne Aevo iS=t rhe Ke. Aahahahaha...ãVyp e, gu p e Ane pyaRyp e AanHdne ÝkaxtuH AevuH ne AevuH j iS=t Ke. Aahaha... Aenene mare kaH[ sHbH\ bIÔne Ke nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ kho ramÒ, goivHdramÒ nhÄ. Aap eramÒ khIxuH, ram Ke ne AaTma. (]ota:- goivHdne ram bey Aek jhoy) goivHdne ramAahaha... Aaha... xuH waØamaH wav wyaR Ke. Aahahaha¦

hve Ae sHto ßyare !Ika krta hxe. Aahahaha... AemnI dxamaH wle ivkLp é@yo¦KtaH tene Ane b\ane Ô`to p‡kaxman Aevo maro AHtrHgtÀv, Aahaha... te bIÔnaSvwav=I iwþ Ke Ane mara Svwav=I bIÔ Svwavvaza iwþ Ke. Aahaha¦

Aevo maro Ýg! Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ Ke? sday potana AekpàmaH Ýaº hova=IAnek AnHtne Ô`va KtaH huH AekpàmaH KuH. AnHtne Ô`ta KtaH huH AekpàmaH KuH.Anekne Ô`taH huH Anekp e =[ gyo n=I. Aahahaha... ke!lI \Irj Ôe[Ae bapu, Aahaha...maro AaTma Ane bIÔAo to Aeva ne Aeva iS=t rhe Ke. Aahaha¦ potana Svwavne ko[pda=R KoDto n=I. - “Aa Ýkare &eywavo=I wed&an =yuH” Aahahaha... &eyo p` tenaSvwavmaH iS=t Aek$p rhe Ke. huH p` mara SvwavmaH Aek KuH. Aahahaha... Aa Ýkare&eywavo=I wed&an =yuH. Aahahahaha... &eyo=I maro &aykwav iwNn Ke Aem AhÄyawed&an kyuÅ. Aahahaha...

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}lok - 31

(mailnI)[it sit sh svERrNywavEivRvekeSvymymupyogo ibw‡daTmanmekmŸ .Ýki!tprma=ERdRxRn&anv<¿E:kËtpirìtraTmaram Ov Ýv<¿:.. 31..

AhÄ Aa A=RnuH kzx$p kaVy khe Ke:-}loka=R:- ([it) Aam pUvÈ› Ýkare wavkwav Ane &eywavo=I wed&an

=taH (svER: ANywavE: sh ivveke sit) svR ANywavo=I ßyare iwþta ={ Tyare(AyH _pyog:) Aa _pyog Ke te (SvyH) pote j (OkH AaTmanmŸ) potana AekAa„ane j (ibw‡tŸ) \arto, (Ýki!tprma=eR: dxRn&anv<¿E: kËtpirìt:) jemnoprma=R Ýg! =yo Ke AevaH dxRn&ancairƒ=I je e pirìt krI Ke Aevo, (AaTm-Aarame Ov Ýv<¿:) potana Aa„a$pI bag (ÊIDavn) maH j Ýv<i¿ kre Ke, ANyjGyaAe jto n=I.

wava=R:-svR prãVyo=I t=a temna=I _Tpþ =yela wavo=I ßyare wed Ô~yoTyare _pyogne rmvane ma!e potano AaTma j ræo, ANy @eka uH n ræuH. Aa rItedxRn&ancairƒ sa=e Aek$p =yelo te AaTmamaH j rm` kre Ke Aem Ô`vuH. 31.

}lok - 31 _pr pU. guÌdev]InuH Ývcn

“Aam pUvÈkt Ýkare wavkwav Ane &eywavo=I wed&an =taH phelaH KƒIsga=amaH wavkwavnuH kæuH htuH, kmR je wavk Ke tena=I pyaRymaH wav, waVy ivkar =ayte wavkwav Aena=I wed Ke, wavkkmR Aena inim¿e =tI ivkarI waVy (AvS=a) AewaVy ne wavk=I wgvan iwNn Ke, Aem btaVyuH. Aahahaha... Ae ivkarI pyaRy=I p`wgvan iwNn Ke, Ae ivkarI pyaRy to wavkno wav Ke. Aena=I wgvan AaTma iwNnKe Aem btaVyuH. Aahahahahaha...

AhÄya &eywavo=I wed Ke Aem btaVyuH. saDƒIsmImaH AnHt isâo Ke, AirhHto KeAena=I p` Aa Ýwu to iwNn Ke. Aahahaha¦ “svRe: ANy wave: sh ivveke sit” “svRANywavo=I ßyare iwNnta” ivvek, ivvek Ae!le iwNn, iwNnta shE sa=e ivvek ivvekAe!le wed, wed&an =yuH. “svR ANywavo=I ßyare iwNnta =[ Tyare Aa _pyog Ke tepote potana Aek AaTmane j \arto” wed=I vat krI Ke. _pyog Ke te pote potana AekAaTmane j \arto.


581“Ýki!tprma=eR: dxRn&anv<tE: k<tpirìt:” “jemno prma=R Ýg! =yo Ke Aeva

dxRn cairƒ=I je e pirìt krI Ke” Aahaha... jene Aevo AHtrHgtÀv Aevo wgvan¹iÚmaH l[ne pir`Myo Aene dxRn &an Ane cairƒ ƒ ey pir`Mya Ke khe Ke. Aahahaha..._pyog xBd pKI TyaH lI\o ne, pa@maH ;AaTma' lI\o. _pyog Ke te j huH KuH. pKI !IkamaHAaTma lI\o ne wa{, AhÄ ;_pyog' lI\o, ;AaTma' lI\o p` Ae _pyog, AaTma Aewed Aemey nhÄ. Ae to AaTma j Aaqo. _pyog te AaTma Aem wed paDvo Ae krtaH_pyog Sv$p j wgvan AaTma Awed Ke. Aaha¦ Aahaha¦

\arto, wgvan AaTma potana Svwavne \arto, &an dxRn ne cairƒ$p pir`mto,Aahahaha... wavkwav=I iwþ =yo, &eywav=I iwNn =yo. hve pote potana Svwavne\arto, Aahaha... hve AavI vatuH, Aa to mHƒo Ke. Aahaha¦ jemno prma=R Ýg! =yoKe. prma=R nam wgvan AaTmamaH dxRn &an cairƒ Ýg! =ya Ke. Aahaha¦ AHtrHgtÀvte huH AevI ÝtIit te sMyGdxRn, AHtrHgtÀv te huH AenuH &an te sMykŸ&an, AHtrHgtÀvmaHrm`ta te cairƒ. Aahaha¦ Aeva je SvwavmaH dxRn &an cairƒ htaH, Ae pyaRymaHÝg! =[ gya Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Ýg! kI\uH ne? Aaha... “Ýki!t prma=eR?”Aem Ke ne pa@? prma=R- prm dxRn &anne cairƒ, huH &aykwav te huH KuH Aem ÝtIit =[te sMyGdxRn Ýg!, &aykwav te j huH KuH tevuH &an te p‡g! te pyaRy &an Ane te &anAne dxRnmaH iS=rta =[ te Ýg! dxRn, &an ne cairƒ. Aahaha¦ xiÉt$pe to hta dxRn,&an ne cairƒ. smÔy Ke kaH{? Aola be paDya &an Ýkax, AanHd ne Anuwv AneAa ƒIÔe hve AhÄHya cairƒ Ae AanHdne hare lI\uH. &an Ýkax hto ne? &anna be wedpaDya, hve AhÄ dxRn ne &an be, ÝtIt Ane &an, cairƒmaH AanHd AaVyo. Aahahaha¦“Ýki!t prma=eR dxRn&anv<te:” ÔuAo Aa v<tE: xBd pDõ Ke Ae v‡t nhÄ. Ae!lecairƒna Sv$pnI rm`ta Ae v<te. (]ota:- pir`mn) pir`mn, iS=r. Aahaha¦

jemne prma=R Ýg! =yo Ke, prma=R p‡g! =yo Ke prm prma=R AHtrHgtÀv to Ke,Aene hve prma=R Ýg! =yo Ke. Aahahaha¦ dxRn &an Ane cairƒ jene p‡g! =yaH Ke. je epirìt krI Ke Aevo potana AaTma$pI bagmaH Ýv<i¿ kre Ke. Aahahaha... AaTma$pIbagmaH Ke ne? AaTm Aarame: - Ýv<i¿ kre Ke. AaTma potana Sv$pmaH Ýv<i¿ kre Ke.Aahahaha... AaTma$pI Aaram¦ AaramS=z¦ iv]am S=zmaH AarammaH rme Ke.Aahahaha... ;ANy jGyaAe jto n=I'. Ae ragmaH Ane prmaH jto n=I. Aahahaha¦ teneAhÄya AaTmane Òv khevamaH Aave Ke. Òv Ai\kar Ke ne? Aahahahaha... ma`sneAaela VyvharnI iÊyana rsvazane Aa AevuH lage ke Aa xuH Ke ? AavuH Aa? bapu margAa Ke wa{. Ae iÊyano rag Ke Ae to wavkno wav Ke. iÊyano je rag Ke ne dya ne danne v‡t ne te to wavkno wav Ke. Ae Svwavwav nhÄ, Aena=I p` AhÄya to wedbtavIne, Aahaha... Ae Ô`naro wgvan Ýkaxe Ke, Ane Anakuz AanHdna SvadmaH ræo=ko Ýg! =yo Ke. Aahahaha¦

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582 smysar isiâ wag-2Aa mha maHgilk Ke. Aahahaha... potana AaTma$pI ÊIDavnmaH, AaTmamaH Ýv<i¿

kre Ke. !IkamaH naQyuH Ke. !Ika krIne AemaH khe AaTma, _pyog Ke. Aem be wag n paDo.AaTma AaTmamaH Ke inüy=I Awed raqo, wed paDIne k=n n kro Aem lQyuH Ke. kzx!IkamaH AolI kzx!IkamaH hoH A|yaTm trHgIi`maH.

wava=R: “svR prãVyo=I Ane temna=I _Tpþ =Aela wavo=I” temna=I _TpNn=yela wavo ivkar Aaid “ßyare wed Ô~yo” svR prãVyo=I Ane temna=I _TpNn =yelawavo, Ae!le prãVyo te &ey ne Aa wavkwav épjela wavo Ae!le, ßyare wed Ô~yoTyare _pyogne rmvane ma!e potano AaTma ræo. Aahahaha¦

ßyare rag Ane pr&ey=I wgvanne iwNn Ô~yo Tyare Aene rhevanuH S=an,rmvanuH to AaTma ræo. Aahaha... prmaH je rmto htae Aena=I wed kyÈ, Ae!le AaTmamaHrhevanuH ræuH. Aene hve. Aahahaha¦ _pyogne rmvane ma!e potano AaTma ræo. “ANy@eka uH n ræuH” Aahaha... “Aa rIte dxRn &an cairƒ sa=e Aek$pe =yelo” KeLlI ga=akrvI Ke Òv Ai\karnI AaDƒIsmI dxRn &an cairƒ sa=e Aek$p =yelo. pyaRymaH teAaTma j rm` kre Ke. =yelo te AaTmamaH j rm` kre Ke, Aem Ô`vuH. Aahahaha

hve Ae 38 nI _paedŸFat Ke.hve, Ae rIte dxRn&an cairƒSv$p pir`t =yela AaTmane Sv$pnuH sHcetn kevuH

hoy, - Aene vedn kevuH hoy Om khetaH AacayR Aa k=nne sHkoce Ke - AaDƒIs ga=a khIneÒvno Ai\kar pUro kre Ke.

- ivxeØ khexe(]ota:- p‡ma` vcn guÌdev)

· &anmaH jem jem smj` äara wavwasn v\tuH

Ôy Ke, tem tem &annuH sam+yR v\tuH Ôy Ke Ane Ae v\taH,

&ansam+yR vDe moh ixi=l =to Ôy Ke. &an ßyaH sMykŸp e

pir`me Ke TyaH moh smUz nax pame Ke, ma!e &an=I j

AaTmanI isiâ Ke. &an isvay bIÔuH ko{ AaTmisiânuH

sa\n n=I.



583

A=EvH dxRn&ancairœapir`tSyaSyaTmn: kI¹kŸ Sv$ps¨cetnHwvtITyavedyþupsHhrit-

AhmeÞo qlu suâo dHs`à`m[Ao sda$vI.` iv AiT= mßJ ikHic iv A~ H prma ume¿H ip.. 38..

Ahmek: qlu xuâo dxRn&anmy: sda½$pI.naPyiSt mm ikiˆdPyNyTprma umaœamip.. 38..

yo ih namanaidmohoNm¿tyaTyNtmÝitbuâ: snŸ inivR~ en guÌànvrtHÝitbo|yman: k=ˆnaip Ýitbu|y injkrtlivNyStivSm<tcamIkravloknNyayenprme¬rmaTmanH &aTva ]âayanucyR c sMygekaTmaramo wUt: s qLvhmaTmaTmÝTyÙH icNmaœaHßyoit:, smStkÊmakÊmÝvtRmanVyavhairkwavEiüNmaœaakare aiw>manTvadek:,narkaidjIvivxeØajIvpu~ypapas‡vsHvrinjRrabN\moÙlÙ`Vyavhairknv-tÀveWyÚ÷oTkI ERk&aykSvwavwavenaTyNtiviv›TvaCKuâ:, icNmaœatya samaNyivxeØo-pyogaTmktanitkÊmà¶xRn&anmy:, SpxRrsgN\v Rinim¿sHvednpir`tTve½ipSpxaRd$pe Svympir`mnaTprma=Rt: sdEva$pI, [it ÝTygyH Sv$pH s¨cetyman:Ýtpaim. OvH Ýtptü mm bihivRicœaSv$psMpda iv¬e pirSf¡rTyip nikˆnaPyNyTprma umaœamPyaTmIyTven Ýitwait y…avkTven &eyTven cEkIwUy wUyomohmu…avyit, Svrst Ovapun:ÝaduwaRvay smUlH mohmuNmULy mhto &ano>otSyÝSf¡irtTvatŸ.

hve, Ae rIte dxRn&ancairƒSv$p pir`t =yela Aa AaTmane Sv$pnuHsHcetn kevuH hoy Ke Aem khetaH AacayR Aa k=nne sHkoce Ke, sme!e Ke:-

huH Aek, xuâ, sda A$pI, &andxRnmy qrekH[ ANy te maÌH jrI prma umaƒ n=I Are¦ 38.

ga=a=R:-dxRn&ancairƒ$p pir`melo Aa„a Aem Ô e Ke ke: (qlu) inüy=I(AhmŸ) huH (Ok:) Aek KuH, (xuâ:) xuâ KuH, (dxRn&anmy:) dxRn&anmy KuH,(sda A$pI) sda A$pI KuH¸ (ikiˆtŸ Aip ANytŸ) kaH{ p` ANy prãVy(prma umaœamŸ Aip) prma umaƒ p` (mm n Aip AiSt) maruH n=I Ae inüy Ke.

!Ika:-je, Anaid moh$p A&an=I _Nm¿pàne lI\e ATyHt AÝitbuâ htoAne ivr› guÌ=I inrHtr smÔvvamaH AavtaH je ko{ Ýkare (mha waGy=I)smÒ, sav\an ={, jem ko{ mU@ImaH raqeluH suv R wUlI gyo hoy te frI yad krIne

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584 smysar isiâ wag-2te suv Rne deqe te Nyaye, potana prme¬r (svR sam+yRna \rnar) AaTmane wUlIgyo hto tene ÔÌne, tenuH ]âan krIne t=a tenuH Aacr` krIne (-temaH tNmy={ne) je sMykŸ Ýkare Aek AaTmaram =yo, te huH Aevo Anuwv kruH KuH ke : huHcEtNymaƒ ßyoit$p AaTma KuH ke je mara j Anuwv=I ÝTyÙ jày Ke icNmaƒAakarne lI\e huH smSt Êm$p t=a AÊm$p ÝvtRta Vyavhairk wavo=I wed$p=to n=I ma!e huH Aek KuH nr, nark Aaid Òvna ivxeØo, AÒv, pu~y, pap,Aas‡v, sHvr, injRra, bH\ Ane moÙSv$p je Vyavhairk nv tÀvo temna=I,!HkoTkI R Aek &aykSvwav$p wav vDe, ATyHt j¡do KuH ma!e huH xuâ KuH icNmaƒhova=I samaNy-ivxeØ _pyogaTmkpàne _LlHFto n=I ma!e huH dxRn&anmy KuHSpxR, rs, gH\, v R jenuH inim¿ Ke Aeva sHvedn$pe pir`Myo hova KtaH p`SpxaRid$pe pote pir`Myo n=I ma!e prma=eR huH sday A$pI KuH. Aam svR=I ÔudaAeva Sv$pne Anuwvto Aa huH ÝtapvHt ræo. Aem ÝtapvHt vtRta Aeva mne, Ôeke(marI) bhar Anek ÝkarnI Sv$pnI sHpda vDe smSt prãVyo Sfurayman Ketop`, ko{ p` prãVy prma umaƒ p` marap e wastuH n=I ke je mne wavkp et=a &eyp e marI sa=e Aek ={ne frI moh _Tpþ kre kar` ke injrs=I j mohnemUz=I _qaDIne-frI AHkur n épje Aevo nax krIne, mhan &anÝkax mne Ýg!=yo Ke.

wava=R:-AaTma Anaid kaz=I mohna _dy=I A&anI hto, te ]I guÌAona_pdex=I Ane potanI kazliB\=I &anI =yo Ane potana Sv$pne prma=R=IÔ~yuH ke huH Aek KuH, xuâ KuH, A$pI KuH, dxRn&anmy KuH. AavuH Ô`va=I mohno smUznax =yo, wavkwav ne &eywav=I wed&an =yuH, potanI Sv$psHpda AnuwvmaHAavI¸ hve frI moh kem _Tpþ =ay? n =ay.

Ývcn nH. 108 ga=a - 38 ta. 14-10-78 xinvar Aaso sud-13 sH. 2p04

smysar ga=a-38 Ke _ska }lok,AhmeÞo qlu suâo dHs`à`m[Ao sda$vI.` iv AiT= mßJ ikHic iv A~ H prma ume¿H ip..38..

(hirgIt)huH Aek, xuâ, sda A$pI, &andxRnmy qre¸kH[ ANy te maÌH jrI prmaùmaƒ n=I Are¦ 38.

!Ika:- je Aa AaTma Anaid, moh$p A&anse Anaid kalka AaTma hE Ae AnaidseragäeØ Aaid ivkar piràm _ska mohmeH, _skI AektabuiâmeH A&an =a AnaidseApna Sv$p icdanHd Ýwu _sko wUlkr, Aahaha... moh$p A&anse, mohoNmt mUz to


585mohno A&an A=R kyÈ, mohno. Aahaha¦ Apna Sv$p kya hE _sko wUlkr AnaidseAe xuwAxuw rag, xrIr Ae mera hE. AEsa mUH#, im+ya¹iÚ Anaidse pirw‡m` AEsawavse krte hE. Aahahahaha... A&anse _Nm¿ke kar` Fela huAa hE, pagl. Aahahaha¦

Apna wgvan cIj svR& prme¬r, ijne¬re Ôe AaTma kha Ae AaTma tosiCcdanHd, xuâ AanHdkHd Ýwu xuâ cEtNy hE¦ _sko n Ônkr Anaidse ragaid prcIjmeHmohse Fela pagl hokr, Aahahahaha... ATyHt AÝitbuâ =a. ATyHt A&anI =a,AÝitbuâ =a vStuka kH[ wan nhÄ =a. Aahaha¦ coyaRxI laq yoinmeH pirw‡m` krtekrte ApnI cIjko wUlkr pagl ho gya. Aaha¦ xrIr Ae jD, ma!I, \Uz hE, Ae ApnIcIj hE AEsa mana. AHdr je xuwAxuw rag Aata hE, ihHsa, jU@Hu, corI, ivØy wog,vasna Ae rag hE, du:q hE AaEr AHdrmeH dya, dan, v‡t wiÉt Aaidka wav Aata hE. Aexuwrag hE, du:q hE, Aak¡lta hE. p` Ae cIjko ApnI mankr, Aahaha... je ApnemeH hEnhÄ AaEr prvStu hE _sko ApnI mankr, sU"m bat hE wa{¦ Aahaha¦ AÝitbuâ,ATyHt AÝitbuâ =a. ko{ khete hE ke Aa smysar to muinko smÔna hE. to AaHhI tokhe ATyHt AÝitbuâ =a _sko Aa smysar smÔte hE, A&anI tdŸn hE _sko smÔtehE. Aahahaha¦

AHdr siCcdanHd Ýwu. Aàk¡l AanHdka na= AaTma AHdr pDa hE, _sko wUlkrxrIr ke ragAaidna ÝemmeH pagl ho gya hE, mUH# ho gya hE khe Ke. Aahahaha¦ AÝitbuâhE. kH{ wan nhÄ, kH{ &an nhÄ, A&anmeH pagl ho gya. Aahahahaha¦ l"mI, jD,ma!I, \Uz to khe merI hE. SƒIka xrIr ne AaTma pr to khe merI hE. pEsa Aabru pr tokhe merI hE. AHdrmeH papka piràm hota hE Ae ivkar hE du:q hE to khe mera hE. pu~y piràmÔe dya, dan, v‡t Aaidka ivkLp _@te hE Ae rag hE du:q hE to A&anI [sko Apna mantehE. Aahaha¦ AEsa ATyHt AÝitbuâ =a. ATyHt mUH# =a. Aahahaha¦

Anaidkalse Apna Sv$p wUlkr Apna prme¬r Apna prme¬r icdanHd ÝwuAaTma, Apna prme¬r, _sko wUlkr prmeH {¬rta mo!pkI mihma ilya. rag pu~ykawav ne _ska fl, _skI mihma Aa g{ Ae AÝitbuâ A&anI mUH# hE. _sko ivrktguÌAe hve kya khete hE _sko sHto, guÌ je _sko smÔya, kEsa guÌ? ivrkt guÌ ijskorag ne prmeHse rktpà éD gya hE, Ane Apna AanHdkHdmeH ijskI rktta _Tpþ hu{hE. Aahaha¦

guÌ kEsa hota hE? ke ijsko xuw, Axuw rag _smeH lInta, rktta, KU! gya hE.ivrkt ho gye hE. Aahahaha¦ AaEr Apna AanHdSv$p Ýwu, Aàk¡z xaHit ne AanHdkakHd Ýwu AaTma _smeH ijskI rktta lInta hE, ragse prse ivrktta hE, Apna SvwavmeHrktta hE. Aahahahaha¦ AEsa guÌ ing‡Å= muin sHt, Aahahaha... _sne _sko smÔya.A&anIko smÔya wa{ Ýwu tuH kya hE? Aaha... Are tuH kya krte hE, Anaidse hE?

ivrkt guÌAe inrHtr smÔAe Ône pr, _ska guÌAe kha Ýwu tum ragse, xrIrse

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586 smysar isiâ wag-2iwþ hE Ýwu, terI cIjmeH to AtIiNãy AanHd wra hE na=. tuH suqka sagr hE, AaEr Aaragaid du:qka bIjDa b\a sHsarka bIj hE, Aaha... _sse terI cIj iwþ hE ne Ýwu Aemivrkt guÌAe inrHtr smÔyaka A=R? ing‡Å= guÌ sHt AaTm&anI AnuwvI ijskoAtIiNãy AanHdka Ýcur sHvedn vtRte hE, Ae kH{ inrHtr smÔneko nvra, fursd nhÄ_sko, p` guÌAe Ôe _sko kha Ýwu wgvHt AaTma, Aahahaha... terI cIj Ôe ragmeHmUtR ho g{ hE, Ae tuH cIj nhÄ. Aahaha¦ teremeH to AanHd ne xaHit pDI hE Ýwu. _skI, _skI¹iÚ krne, Aa kya ikya tune, pu~y ne papne _ska fzmeH moiht huAa, pagl ho gya hEÝwu tuH. Aahahahahaha... to Aek var kha p` vo smjnevala _sne inrHtr ivcar ikya,to inrHtr smÔne pr AEse khenemeH Aaya. smjmeH Aaya? Aek var _sne kha, ko{ varivxeØ wI varHvar wI Aate hE, p` Ae varHvar smÔAe, khene pr _sne varHvar AHdrinrHtr _sko ivcarmeH ilya. Aoho¦ mEH to AaTma siCcdanHd Ýwu Aa rag Aaid ivkLpne xrIr Aaid to pr hE, meremeH hE nhÄ. meremeH hE _sko meH mera maNya nhÄ. meremeH nhI hE_sko meremeH maNya. AEsI ivcar \ara ]otaAe varHvar ivcar \ara cla{ AHdrmeH.Aahahaha... fursd É˜aH p` Aa. Aahaha¦

inrHtr smÔAe ÔneH pr _ska A=R ye hE. Aekvar p` Ame kanmeH naQya, Dalidya Ýwu, tum &ayk Svwav hE ne na=, tuH xuâ hE, \‡uv hE, pivƒtaka ipHD hE, Ae AaragAaid ne xrIrAaid ye terI cIj nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AEse smÔAe Ône pr, varHvar _skaivcar krne pr, Aahahaha... r!n lgaya, Aoho¦ mEH AanHd Sv$p, rag nhÄ, pu~y nhÄ,pap nhÄ, xrIr nhÄ, kmR nhÄ, AEse AHdrmeH lgn lgaya. Aahaha¦ ko e? ]otaAe,A&anI =a _sko guÌAe smÔya to Ae smÔne pr Aene je kha =a _ska varHvar Folnikya, Aoho¦ mEH to &aykwav huH. Ô`k, Ô`k, Ô`k, Ô`k, &ata ãÚa Svwav Sv$pmEH huH, rag Aaid ivkLp Ôe hE Ae mEH nhÄ Ae du:q$p dxa hE, mEH to AanHd$p huH. Aahaha¦xrIr Aaid ma!I Aa jD \Uz hE Ae mEH nhÄ, mEH to xrIr riht AxrIrI cEtNy Sv$p huH.Aahahaha¦ AEsa varHvar guÌAe smÔyaka A=R varHvar _sne ivcarka Foln ikya.Aahahaha¦

“iksI Ýkarse smjkr” SvyHbo\se kaH _pdexse smjkr, Aahaha... ko{ Ýkareilyane. Aahaha¦ AHtr AaTma “isâ sman sda pd mero” Aa AaTmaka Sv$p Ae isâsman AHdr hE, AEsa varHvar ivcarka FolnmeH ilya.

“cetn$p AnUp AmUrit, isâsman sda pd meraE1.moh mhatm Aatm AHg, ikyaE prsHg mha tm FeraE2..”

Aahaha “&an kza _pÒ Ab maEku” Ae rag ne ivkLp je hE xuwaxuw rag Ae mEHnhÄ. Aahaha¦ AEsI ApnI &ankI kza ÔgI, “&ankza _pÒ Ab maEku, khuH gu na!kAagm kero, tasu Ýsad ]âe ixv marg vege im!e Aa F! vas vsero” haDkana camDanamaHsna locamaH rhevuH. Ae vege m!I jxe. Ôe Aa rIte mEH wed&anmeH rm` ikya to F!maH


587rheneka KU! ÔAega, mEH isâ ho Ôëga. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aa AavI vat Ke wa{,Aahaha¦ iksI Ýkarse smjkr sav\an hokr, sav\an¦ sav\an¦ sav\an¦ mEH merIcIj AHdr AaTmtÀv isâ sman Sv$p _smeH sav\an huAa. je Aam (prmeH) sav\an=a, rag ne ragna fz pr Aaid xrIr Aaid mEH suHdr Aaid deqkr AakiØRt hota =a. Arere,\UzmeH Aa to ma!I hE wa{ maHs ne haDka hE. Ae AakiØRt AaTmaka AanHdmeH AakiØRt hogya. sav\an huAane? Aahahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦

AaTm&an hota hE to kEse hota hE Ae bat khete hE. Ane Aatm\mR sMyGdxRn &ancairƒka pir`mn iksko iks Ýkar hota hE Ae bat cltI hE. Aahahaha¦ to guÌAeAene kha ke terI cIj to AHdr AanHdkHd Ýwu tuH siCcdanHd Sv$p hE, stŸ nam xa¬tŸ &anAne AanHdka ipHD Ýwu tum hE. Aahahaha¦ Aa pu~y ne pap, dya ne dan, kam ne Êo\naivkLp é@te hE, Ýwu Ae tuH nhÄ Ae to du:q hE Aakuzta hE. Aahahahaha¦ xrIrAaidkmRAaid to iwþ AÒv tÀv hE, Ae to terI pyaRymeH wI nhÄ. terI pyaRymeH je pu~y nepapna xuwaxuw ivkLp rag é@te =e, Ae wI tuH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦

sMyGdxRn Ae ko{ AlaEikk cIj hE Ane Ae cIj ibna Aa v‡t ne tp ne wiÉtAaid kre Ae sb inr=Rk hE. sHsarke qate rqDna hE. Aahahaha¦ AaHhI khete hE, Ýwu tumAekvar sUn sav\an ho Ô khete hE deqo Aayane smjkr sav\an ho gya, Are mEH cIjkya huH Are Aa rag ne pu~y papnI ivkLpnI v<i¿Ao hE Ae to du:q$p pr hE, merI cIjnhÄ. mEH to &ata, &aykSvwav, xuâSvwav, \‡uvSvwav, prm pairàimkSvwav,shj Svwavwav Ae mEH huH. AEse sav\an ho gya. Aare AavI vat Ke. AÝitbuâ htoAe sav\an ho gya Aem khete hE. hEH? Aahahaha¦ ATyHt AÝitbuâ hto. Aahahahaha¦kH{ cEtNykI cIj kya hE _skI qbr jrI nhÄ. Ane ivkar ne pu~y papna fzmeH Aekakar,Aahaha... prmeH suqbuiâ, xrIrmeH suqbuiâ, pu~y papna wavmeH suqbuiâ, pEsa, Aab$,kIitR ÏI ku!uHbmeH suqbuiâ mUH# hE. suq to wgvan AaTmameH AHdr hE. _skI to qbr nhÄ,ne prmeH suqkI mUH#ta AEsa AÝitbuâ hta. _sko guÌAe smÔya. Aahahaha... smÔnepr inrHtr mnnmeH le ilya sav\an huAa. Aahahaha¦ Are mEH kaEn huH ye khete hE deqo.

“jEse ko{ puruØ muõImeH rqe huAe” muõI, vo dat`, bat` krte hE ne to sonano daHthoy ke AEsa kaH{ nIkalkr rq idya, (daHt) wUl gya. muõImeH sona =a Ae wUl gya.ÉãH kyaH hE Ae AolI vÄ!I ka#I naqene. jEse ko{ puruØ muõImeH rqe huAe soneHko wUl gya,soneko wUl gya. sona-sona muõImeH =a. Aahaha¦ AaEr ifr Smr` krke, ifr yad Aayake Are¦ Aa ræa sona. =a to qra muõImeH p` wUl gya. ÉãH mUkya? Aa to dat` krteHsonanI vÄ!I hoy jrI goqlo hoy ne jra lakDano barànI _pr mUÉõ hoy jrIwUlI gyo ÉãH mUkI? pKI yad Aave. Aoho¦ AaHhIya mUkI. Aahaha¦ Aem ifr Smr` krke_s soneHko deqe soneHko _s Nyayse. Aa Nyay Aa ¹ÚaHt wgvane AaPya. Aahaha¦AavI vatHu wa{ AakrI ware. Aaha¦ AHtr vStu wgvan &aykwavse wrI pDI Ýwu

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588 smysar isiâ wag-2hE. Aahaha¦ _smeH rag ne äeØka ivkLpkI gH\ nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Are pyaRymeH ApU Rta hE AewI _smeH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ &ata ãÚa wgvan Sv$p Ýwu mEH huH, mEH Aa nhÄ AEse guÌsesmÔne pr, Apna ivcarkI \arameH smj gye. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AavI vat Kewa{¦ Aaha¦

Aa xrIr, kæuH'tuH ne Aekvar, Aek ba{ KoDI htI A#ar vrsnI lDkI htI, Aenapitne bIÒ htI. Aeno pit phelI pr~yo to AemaH gujrI g{ htI lgn =ya, ne AeneAhÄya xItza nIkZya xItza kya khete hE. (]ota:- ceck) {tna daà nIkZya ke da eda e {yz, Ae Òv Òv kya khete hE? (]ota:- kIDa) kIDa, $pazuH xrIr htuH. \ozuH AmeÔeyuH htHu Aene. pKI {yzuH pDI gadlamaH suvaDe, gdŸdI Aam fre to hÔro {yzuH pDegadlamaH suvaDe, gdŸdI Aam fre to hÔro {yzuH Aa baj¡ pDe Aam fre to Aa baj¡ Aekhe ba mata mEH Aava pap Aa wvmaH kyaÅ n=I. marI to ëmr hÒ A#ar vØRnI Ke, hj¡be vØRna lG™ Ke Aa ÉãH=I AaVya, xuH =yuH Aa. Aahaha¦ Ae ka e kaà kaà pDã hoyneiKã ne _smeH Aa kIDa, Aahaha... b!ka wre, ba meH Aava pap kyaÅ n=I Aa to, Aahaha...rove Ae gdŸdImaH @Ik pDe nhÄ kyaHy suta Aam suta ke Aam suta. @Ik pDe nhÄ. kar`kesDI gya b\ane AemaH {yz, kIDaH Aa Ae Aa xrIr. Ae ma!Ika xrIr ;szIye pD Hiv|vHs H' Aa jevo ma!Ino ipHD. Aahaha¦ Aaha¦ AaHhI khete hE ke mEH xrIr huH, AEse mana=a. Aahaha... Ýwu xrIr to ma!I, \Uz pudŸglkI hE cIj ne Aa to jD hE. Aaha... AreAHdrmeH tere pu~y ne papka wav hota hE ne Ýwu, Ae to ivwav hE, du:q hE, vStu hE toivwavse muÉt hE. Aahahaha¦ Aem guÌAe sUnaya. Aahahaha¦ AakruH kam wa{, \mRko{ AevI cIj hE, ke sa\ar` Aa dya pazI ne v‡t ikya ne Ôƒa ikyane wiÉt ikya ne\mR ho gya? hram \mR hoy to TyaH Ae to sb ragkI iÊya hE. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya?

Apna cEtNyÝwu AanHdka dz, Aahahahaha... Ae trfka sav\an hokr Apneprme¬r, Apne jem muõImeH sona =a wUl gya. AEse Apne prme¬r AaTma, Aahaha...AnHt AnHt {¬r xiÉtseH wra pDa Ýwu wgvan teremeH to &an, dxRn, AanHd, AnHtxiÉt Ae AnHt xiÉt, gu kho ke xiÉt kho, _smeH drekmeH {¬rta wrI hE. Aahahaha...AEsa AnHt gu ka prme¬r tum hE. Aahaha¦ Are kem bese? kdI AWyas nhÄ, inv<i¿nhÄ, fursd nhÄ. Aahaha¦ teremeH to AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt xaHit, AnHtSvCKta, AnHt Ýwuta AEse AnHt gu meH, drek gu meH Ýwuta wrI hE, AEsa AnHt AnHt{¬rka \Ì tum prme¬r hE ne na=. Aahaha¦ _skI tum rÙa krne. Aaha¦ smjmeHAaya? AavuH AavI vat Ke wa{. vItrag marg AlaEikk hE.

lokoAe AnHt kazmeH ikya to nhÄ p` y=a=Rp e sUna hI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AaHhI tojNm-mr` riht honeHkI cIjkI bat hE, jnmmr` krega Aekad wv to vo wvmeHsedUsra wv nrkne ingodka hoga. Aahaha¦ AhÄya to AacayR-mharaj kuHdkuHdacayRdev


589idgHbr sHt, sHvt 49meH huAa, wgvan pase gye =e, sImH\r prmaTma ibrajte hE,panxe \nu*yka deh, kroD pUvRka Aayu*y hE, ibrajte hE TyaH gye =e, do hÔr vØR phelesHvt-49, TyaH Aa@ idn rhe =e, sdehe gye =e, kuHdkuHdacayR idgHbr sHt sHvt-49 do hÔrvØR huAa TyaHse Aakr Aa xaÏ bnaya. TyaHse Aakr Aa xaÏ bnaya hE. Aahaha¦ AexaÏmeH wgvanne AEsa kha Are tum “AhH Aeko” Aa iä\a, iä\a rag ne xrIrnI iä\ateremeH khaH Aa gya? Aahaha¦ phelo xBd hE ne “AhH Aeko” Aeno AavI gyo. A=R AajeAavxe. Aahaha¦ Aa to \IrjnI vatuH Ke bapu, \mR ko{ AevI cIj n=I ke pEsa dI\e ={Ôy, mHidr bnave ={ Ôy gjr= bnave ne Ôƒa krI dye ne smetixqrnI AneigrnarnI Ôƒa ={ Ôy ma!e \mR ={ Ôy, Ae \mR AEsI cIj hE hI nhÄ. _smeH rag hoto pu~y ho Ôy. pu~y Ae sHsar hE. Aahahahaha¦

AhÄya khete hE ke sav\an hokr jEse Apne prme¬r AaTmako wUl gya =a, jemAe sonuH muõImeH =a Ae wUl gya =a, yad Aaya ke Are Aa ræa, AEse prme¬r AHdr =a_sko wUl gya =a, mEH khaH huH? khaH huH? mEH khaH huH? mEH ragmaH huH? pu~ymaH huH? xrIrmeH huH?l"mImeH huH? Aahaha¦ mEH bapka be!a huH? Aahaha¦ mEH dIkraka bap huH? Are khaH gya Ýwu.smjmeH Aaya? Apna prme¬r iwþ hE _sko wUl gya =a, Aa b\I yadgIrI ho g{.Aa marI ba{DI Ke ne Aa mara Kokra Ke ne Aa mara pEsa Ke ne Aa mara mkan hE, mhel,mkan hE, paHc pCcIs laqka Are Ýwu Ae to pr cIj hE ne na=. hE.

(]ota:- muHb{ sI¿er laqna mkanmaH Aap _tyaR'ta ne?) ha, te _tyaR'ta ne.Aapà AaHhI idgHbr hE, Aamod, Aamod gujratmeH hE ne, Amara palej rhete =e ne, hmto w$c ne vDodra ibcmeH palej, hE ne dukan TyaH hm nv vrs rhe, dukan clavI'tI paHcvrs, Ko!I ëmrkI bat hE. s¿r vØRse bavIs. paHc vrs yhaH to neHvasI vØR huAa.dukan cltI hE bDI, to TyaH Aagz Aamod hE nÒk. to Ame Aamod pase nIkze =e toAmare kuHvrÒwa{ hta ne wagIdar =e dxRn krva AaVya'ta. KeLla j NyaH hta pKIgujrI gya. to Ae Aamodna g<hS= Ke Aapà paHc, K kroD $ipya, idgHbr gujratIto TyaH étre =ene muHb{ diryane kaH@e, is¿er laqnuH to Aek mkan hE. sI¿r laqka Aekmkan, bhu nrm ma`s hE. xuH nam AenuH? (]ota:- rmi`kwa{) rmi`kwa{ AenI maHKe DoxI beyne Ýem bhu wa{ ibcarane Fò. p` Aek mkan is¿er laqka. Aeva tomkan bhot. idgHbr jEn hE. gujratI Ae Amare palej, w$c vDodranI vCce nÒk hEAamod to TyaH Ame _tyaR'ta kH{k vrs htuH ne 87muH, 87 vØR Ane xrIr ëmr 87 vØRnIjNmjyHit =I, to _ska mkanmeH étre =e. mEH to _sko kha, wEya Aa kya hE Aa. AasmuãmaH kya bgla _Dte hE bgla smjte hE, bgla khete hE ne? Are Aa to mCKI martehE, to Aa bgla ÉãH su\I jte wEya. mereko khe mharaj vIs vIs ma{l su\I bglaAam _pr cle Ôy. p` mCKIAone l{ne Aaharne JaD nhÄ pan nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ ArereAa bgla Aa mCKI qayne mrIne nkRmaH Ôy. mrIne nkRmaH Ôna. Aava AnHt AnHt

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590 smysar isiâ wag-2wv ikya wa{ tere AaTmaka wan ibna, Aahaha... Ae guÌAe smÔya, Aahaha... tois¿er laqka mkan Ae \Uzna mkan =a. Aahaha¦ Aa KVvIs laqka hE Aa ræuH nej¡Aone, wgvanka mHidr Aa. mhavIr wgvan, Aa KVvIs laqka hE. Aekla Aars-pha` sHgemrmr p` Ae to jD hE. Aahaha¦ AaTmaka mkan je AHdr hE Ae to cEtNySv$p prme¬r Sv$p hE. Aahahaha¦ Aahahaha¦

AnHt AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt AanHd, AnHt Ýwuta, AnHt SvCKta, ÝwuterI tne qbr n=I. wa{ terI {¬rta, prme¬rtanI tne qbr n=I. Aaha¦ Ae AaHhIsav\an hokr Ô~ya. Apna prme¬rko wUl gya =a. Aahaha... _sko Ônkr muõImeHjem sona =a ne wUl gya =a ne yad Aa gya Are Aa ræa. AEse wgvan to AhÄ =a.prmaTm Sv$p hI hE AaTma. Aahahaha¦

Aa gya ne vh 3r0 ga=ameH nhÄ, 3r0 ga=a sHSk<t !Ika jysen AacayR idgHbrsHt, wgvan AHdr vStu AaTma Ôe ãVy hE pda=R Ae skz inravr`, skz sHpU Rinravr` wgvan AaTmtÀv hE. ijsko ÒvtÀv, AaTmtÀv khIAe ãVy, ãVy Ae!levStu Ae to skz inravr` hE _smeH Aavr` kuK hE nhÄ. AaEr AqHD Aek hE, Ae to.Aahahaha¦ wed pyaRyka wI nhÄ hE. Ae to AqHD Aek hE. Aahahaha¦ ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy,merI &ankI pyaRymeH ÝTyÙ was hota hE, AEsa mEH huH. Aahahaha¦ ragse nhÄ. p`mit]ut &ankI inmRz ÝTyÙ pyaRyse ÝTyÙ honevala mEH huH. Aivn¬r huH, kid mera naxhuAa nhÄ. mEH to AEsa ne AEsa \‡uv sda !Ik rha huH. Aahaha¦ Aivn¬r xuâ pairàimkwav lÙ` xuâ pairàimk prm wavlÙ` shj Svwavwav prmwavlÙ` injprmaTm ãVy mEH huH. inj prmaTm ãVy mEH huH. Aa prme¬r kæa ne. Aahaha¦ sMyG¹iÚÒv Apna AaTmako AEsa mante hE. Aahahaha¦ mEH to inj prmaTma huH. ApnaprmaTm Sv$p wgvan AHdr, Aahaha... deh devzmeH ibrajman AaTma iwþ hE. Ae mEHhuH, mEH xrIr nhÄ, mEH rag nhÄ, mEH pu~y nhÄ, mEH pap nhÄ, mEH pu~yka fz pEsa Aaid mEH nhÄ,Aahahaha¦ AEsa jb AaTmaka sMyGdxRn, &an hota hE, tb \mRkI dxa _sko hu{,_smeH AEsa wan huAa, smjkr sav\an hokr wUl gya =a _sko Ônkr, Ô~ya AreAa to &ayk Sv$p Ônn Svwavka ipHD Ýwu, Aekla &ata ãÚa &an Svwavka sagrAEsa Aa mEH Aem \m± Òv sMyG¹iÚ Òv, AEsa smjkr Ônkr, hE? “_ska ]âan kr”Ônkr ]âan kr, Ae cIj &ankI vtRman pyaRy dxameH Ae Ôna ke Aa vStu AqHD&aykSv$p cEtNy hE. AEsa Ôna to ÝtIt hu{, ]âa hu{. Ô~ya ibna Ae cIjkI ÝtItxuH? je cIj pyaRymeH ÔnnemeH n Aaya, Ae cIjkI ÝtIt krna khaHse AatI hE? Aahahahaha¦

mEH to wgvan, Aa@ vØRnI bailka ho, p` Ôe sMyGdxRn patI hE to AEsa patIhE. Aahaha¦ sItaÒ j¡Ao, Aaha... sMyG¹iÚ &anI =I. wle rav` TyaH l{ gyo. pÀHdrmaH to mEH AanHdkHd huH. merI ¹iÚ mere ko{ _paD ske ke le ske hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ jrIrag =a =oDa AiS=rtaka, cairƒ nhÄ =a ne sMyGdxRn &an =a. Aahaha¦ to rame ßyaH


591hnumanne mokLya. hnuman Aaya hnuman =a ne. AHgu@I lekr, AHgu@I. Are vIra. Aahaha...rag Aayane AiS=rta. sMyGdxRn hE, Ônte hE ke Aa ivkLp merI cIj nhÄ. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦ “vIra mora v\amÌ khaHse laya” Aa v\amÌ ÉãH=I vIrlaVyo Ýwu, Aa AHgu@I mara na=nI, maro Ýwu ramcHã maro Aek pit, dUsra ko{ pithE nhÄ “Aare AHgu@I mara na=nI, Ae vIra ÉãH =kI laVyo. vIra re vIr v\amÌ”Aahaha¦ rag hE, wan hE AHdr hoH Ae rag Ae merI cIj nhÄ. pit merI cIj nhÄ.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ AavI cIj hE wa{¦

Ae vncr kheta'ta ne, Ae loko Aem khe Ke ne Ae to vncr khe Ke Aene, Ae vncrnhota. hnuman to kamdev, rajkumar hta. Ae loko Aene pUKDuH btave Ke ne jU@I vat Ke.hnuman to Aek rajkumar kamdev puruØ K qHDmeH Aena jEsa $p nhÄ suHdr AEsa =a toAola pUKDuH lgaDIne “vncr vIra re v\amÌ” AenamaH (ANymitmaH) AevuH Aave Ke.vnmaH crnara hE bHdr Aa v\amÌ khaHse Aaya. Ae to rajkumar hta, kamdev puruØ =a.Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦

sItaÒ AHdrmeH AaTmaka wan hE sMyGdxRn &an hE. mEH to AaTma AanHdSv$p huH,mereko ko{ le Ôy ke mere wazIne (deqkr) ko{ ragmeH Aa Ôy Ae mEH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦Ae AaHhI khete hE ke sav\an hokr Ônkr Apna Ýwu, “iriâ, isiâ, v<iâ idse F!meH Ýg!sda” ApnI ApnI iriâ isiâ wgvan AaTmameH pDI hE iriâ, isiâ v<iâ dIse F!meH Ýg!sda, AHtrkI l"mI to AÔity lÙpit hE. AHtrkI l"mIse AÔity lÙpit hE, AHtrAanHdnI l"mIna wanvaza \m± AÔity lÙpit hE ko{ Ôt, pat nhÄ hE l"mI AHdrhE AHdr. Aahaha¦ bharnI l"mIkI {CKa \m±ko hotI nhÄ. AiS=rta hotI hE p` Ae¹iÚmeH nhÄ hotI hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ae AaHhI khete hE. sMyG¹iÚ Òv, \mRnIphelI sI#Ivaza \mRna phela pgi=yavaza, pgi=ya khete hE ne, ihNdI bhot nhÄ AatIwaØa to merI gujratI hE ne. Aa =oDa =oDa ihNdI. Aa to wopalvaza AaVya Ke ne?smjmeH Aaya? Aahahahaha¦

wgvan AHdr AtIiNãy AanHd ne AtIiNãy &anse Aoipt, xoiwt jem suv RnegeÌ lganeHse suv R Aoipt ne xoiwt cmk, cmk, cmk hotI hE, AEse wgvan AaTmameHAanHd ne &annI cmk hotI hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ae cEtNy cmTkar wgvaniƒlokna= sMyk¹iÚAe Ôn ilya. Aahahaha¦ wle g<hS=a]mmaH ho, p` Ôna ke mEHto prme¬r Sv$p icdanHd prmaTm Sv$p huH. Aahaha¦ meremeH ivkar to nhÄ. mera xrIrto nhÄ p` meremeH ALpta ne ApU Rta nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke Ýwu. Aa idgHbrsHtonI Aa vaÌ Ke. AevI bIje ÉãHy hE nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ Aa vStu wgvan iƒlokna=ekhI Ae sHto khete hE. sHto AaDitya hokr mal Aapte hE, ke mara wgvan Aa khete hE.Aahaha¦

to Ônkr _skI ]âan kr, Ôna ke wgvan &ayk, &ayk Ônnevala pirpU R Ýwu

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592 smysar isiâ wag-2AEsa Ônkr ]âa ikya Ônkr ]âa ikya. Ôna ke Aa AaTma AEsa pU R Aaqa hE, AEsa&an krke ]âan smikt ikya. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

pIKe AaEr _ska Aacr` krke, tInÇ bol lena hE ne Sv$p AHtr AanHdSv$pka&ayk Sv$pka wan huAa, &an huAa AaEr &an hokr ]âa hu{, AaEr ]âan hokr _skaAacr` krke, Ae Sv$p je AaTma AanHdkHdka &an huAa, ]âa hu{, smikt pIKe, _smeHAacr`, AanHdkHd ÝwumeH rmna, AanHdka na=meH rmna, Aacr` krna. Aahahaha... Aecairƒ. cairƒ ko{ dehkI iÊya ne pHcmhav‡tka piràm vo kH{ cairƒ nhÄ. wgvanAtIiNãy AanHdka na=kI ]âa ne &an krke Ae AHtrmeH AanHdmeH rmna. Aahahaha¦Aare¦ Aare¦ VyaQya Aek Aek fer smiktnI fer, &annI fer, Ae Aacr`kI fer Aa to v‡tb‡t kre ne ={ gya cairƒ, \Uzey nhÄ hE Ae. smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦

Ae Aacr` krke _ska Aacr` krke Ke ne? Ae!le _smeH tNmy hokr, jEse Ae dya,danke ivkLpmeH tNmy =a A&anmeH AEse Aa vStu ÔnI ne ]âa hu{ to _smeH tNmy hokrAanHd AtIiNãy AandmeH lIn hokr Ae cairƒ Ae Aacr` Ae AaTmaka Aacr`.Aahahahaha¦ xuwaxuwwav Ae AaTmaka Aacr` nhÄ. Aaha¦ Ae to ivkarka Aacr` hE.

wgvan AaTma Apna &ayk Sv$p, &ayk AEsa Ônkr _smeH ÝtIit ikya, ]âaikya smikt AaEr pIKe &aykSv$p icdanHdmeH Aacr` ikya. Aohoho¦ Sv$p AanHdmeHrm` ikya _ska nam Aacr` AaTmaka, _ska nam cairƒ AaTmaka. Aahaha¦ Aacr`krke, Ôe sMykŸ Ýkarse, sacI rIte Aek AaTmaram huAa. sMykŸ Ýkare Ae!le &an-dxRnnecairƒ$p hokr sMykŸ p‡kare \aràmaH Aekla &an ilya ke AaTma AEsa hE ne AEsa AemnhÄ. Aahahahaha¦

shÔnHd Ýwu, _sko Ônkr, ÝtIit kr _smeH Aacr` krke _smeH Aacr` ikya.Aaha¦ AEse sMykŸ Ýkarse sTy¹iÚse, sTy&anse, sTyAacr`se Aek AaTmaram huAa.AaTmram “inj pd rmeH so ram khIAe”. Aahahaha¦ wgvan AanHd Sv$pmeH rmeH voAaTmaram hE. ragmaH rme Ae hram hE. Aahahaha... Ae AaTma nhÄ, Aahaha... AavI vatHuKe. hÒ Aene &aney n mze saca, Aene ÉãH ÔvuH wa{. Aahaha¦ khe Ke sacI rIte AekAaTmaram huAa j¡Ao Aek AaTmaram huAa. vo rag Ane pu~y$p =a Ae Anekp e AenhÄ. KU! gya. Aahahaha¦

&ayk, \‡uv, xuâ, _ska &an kr, _skI ÝtIit kr, _smeH rm`ta ikya tInÇ ilyaneAEsa AaDƒIs ga=a hE ne AaiqrkI ga=a hE ye. Ae AaTmanI tInoH dxa Ýg! hu{.Aahahaha¦ _ska Aacr` krke sMykŸ Ýkarse Aek AaTmaram huAa. yh mEH AEsaAnuwv krta huH. Aahahahaha¦ sMyG¹iÚ Òv Aem khete hE ke \m± \mRka pir`mnkrnevala Aem Ônte, Aem khete hE Ônte hE, mEH AEsa Anuwv krta huH ke mEH AEsa Anuwvkrta huH, Aahahahaha... cEtNySvwav diryo jem éKze, smuãmeH jem ba# AatI hE. AEsewgvan AaTma icdanHdkI ÝtIt ne &an huAa iS=r huAa. pyaRymeH ba# Aa{. xaHitkI,


593AanHdkI, SvCKtakI, Aahahaha... AavI vat ÉãH? muXkel Ke bapu, marg vItragno AeidgHbr \mR Ae jEn \mR Ae ko{ AlaEikk cIj hE. Ae Aa naga =ay ne lUgDaH KoDIne ={gya idgHbr, AEsa idgHbr hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ hEH¦ (]ota:- ga=a AlaEikk Ke) ga=aAlaEikk Ke. Aey inrHjn¦ tmara icrHÒvIne p` Ýem Ke AamaH. Aahaha¦ bapu krva jevuHAa. smje to qro, smj` to kre phelI. Aahahaha¦

soymaH doro prove jem sutrno to Ae n qovay. qovay khete hE ne? qovay nhÄ,Aem wgvan AaTmaka sMyG&an$pI doro prove to Aagz Ôkr cairƒko hokr muiÉtpayega, p` sMyG&an nhÄ hE _sko to ko{ cairƒ nhÄ Aayega Ane car gitmeHrqDega. Aahaha¦ sutr ivnanI soy, \aga ivnanI soy Ae to qova{ ÔyegI, p`\aga provayega, provaya hoy to cklI mazameH le Ôy to Ae Aa marI soy hE AemsMyG&an$pI doro Ôe proya hoga to car gitmeH nhÄ rqDega. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya?

to Aa sMyG&an mEH icdanHd &aykSv$p huH, meremeH rag ne pu~y nhÄ, merI ALptameHALpta wI meH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AEsa pU aRnHdka na=ka &an krke ÝtIit ikya Ane vo_praHt to AhÄya to Aacr` wI ilya. Aaha... cairƒ, to Ae cairƒvHt, dxRn, &anne cairƒvHt Aem khete hE. mEH AEsa Anuwv krta huH. sMyG¹iÚ Òv, Apna Sv$pkoÔnkr, ÝtIt kr Aacr` ikya. Ae Òv Aem Ônte hE ke mEH AEsa Anuwv krta huH, mEHcEtNymaƒ ßyoit$p AaTma huH. Aohohoho¦ ga=a AlaEikk hE¦ mEH to cEtNymaƒ ßyoithuH. “SvyH ßyoit suq\am” ]ImdŸmaH Aave Ke ne “xuâ, buâ, cEtNyFn, SvyHßyoit, suq\am” xuâ kho ke pairàimk Svwav kho, ke &ayk kho ke \‡uv kho, xuâ buâ &anka ipHDmEH to &anka ipHD &an Aekla &anka rska ipHD mEH huH. xuâ, buâ, cEtNyFn AsHQy ÝdexIcEtNyFn huH. SvyH ßyoit, ApneHse cEtNy Ýkaxmy ßyoit huH. ko{ kar`se nhÄ.suq\am¦ mera AaTma AanHdka S=an hE, AtIiNãy AanHdka \am hE. Aahahahaha¦ AEseAaTma huAa mEH, AEsa Anuwv krta huH, mEH to cEtNymaƒ ßyoit$p AaTma huH. cEtNyÔnn, deqnmaƒ ßyoit, cEtNy ßyoit cEtNymaƒ ßyoit, rag Aaid to iblkul nhÄ.Aahahahaha¦ cEtNymaƒ ßyoit Ô`k, deqn Svwavmaƒ ßyoit, Aaha¦ AEsa ÔeAaTma, Ae mEH huH. Aahaha¦ sMyG¹iÚ Òv Apneko AEsa mante hE. \m± Ôe sMyG¹iÚ huAaAe, jene wan nhÄ Ae to Anek Ýkar hE, rag ne pu~ykI iÊyase \mR hoga ne AEse mantehE Ae to im+ya¹iÚ hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

mEH cEtNymaƒ ßyoit$p AaTma huH. cEtNymaƒ ßyoit$p AaTma huH. mEH rag$p,xrIr$p, vaÌ$p mEH kmR$p, AEsa nhÄ. Aahahaha... mEH to cEtNymaƒ cEtNy ÝkaxkapUHj Ýwu, jem sUyRna Ýkaxno pUHj sUyR hE, Aa jDka Ýkax, Aa cEtNyÝkaxka nUrkapUrna tej mEH AaTma huH. Aahahaha¦ Aa te AavI vat, ÉãH nvrax ma`sne rqDva AaDenvro n=I. Aaqo id' pap Ane pKI kaH{ =oDak pu~y =oDuH kre TyaH AolI, Aahaha...

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594 smysar isiâ wag-2soynuH dan ne xuH kI\uH? Aer`nI corI. Aer` hoy ne sonanI, sonInI AenI corI kre nesoynuH dan, hve Aaqo id' pap Aa pap pap kyaÅ kre ne AemaH kok id' Ôƒa, wiÉt kev‡t Aaid pUÔna wav xuw hoy Ae soynuH dan Ke. Aahaha¦ hve AavI vatuH Ke.

AaHhI khe Ke, \m± ApneHko AEse Ônte hE ke mEH to cEtNymaƒ ßyoit$p AaTma,ßyoit$p AaTma, ßyoitvaza Aemey nhÄ, cEtNymaƒ ßyoit$p AaTma, Aahahaha...ßyoitSv$p AaTma, ßyoitvazo AaTma AEse nhÄ, Ae to wed. Aa, cEtNymaƒ ßyoit$pAaTma. Aaha... Aa nIkze Ke ne xuH Ýkax nhÄ? bahubilÒ nhÄ, bahubilmaH hEH?(]ota:- scRla{!) scRla{! Ke!e=I Aam, (Ýkax-Ýkax-Ýkax) Aem AacEtNyßyoitnI scRla{! hE AaTma. Aahaha¦ bahubilmaH Ke, ne bahubilÒmaH Ke nhÄbe scRla{! samIne be scRla{! same, Aem wgvan AaTma cEtNyßyoitnI scRla{!hE AHdr, Ýkaxka pUHj cEtNyka Ýkaxka pUHj AaTma hE.

Aam kem bese? bIDI ivna hale nhÄ ne tmaku ivna hale nhÄ, hve Aa!la toAplq` be srqI bIDI pIve sIgare! Tyare wa{ne payqane dSt Aave, étre payqanedSt étre Aa!la to Aplq` hve Aene Aavo (AaTma) khevo, Aavo AaTma kem bese?Aahahaha¦ Aa to jene be@o (smÔyo) AenI vat hE. Aahaha¦ mEH cEtNymaƒ ßyoitSv$pAaTma huH, ke Ôe mere ye AnuwvmeH ÝTyÙ &at hota hE. Aahahahaha¦ mere AnuwvmeH ÝTyÙÔnnemeH Aata hE Aem khe Ke Aa to, Aahaha¦ &ankI pyaRymeH ÝTyÙ ÔnnemeH Aata hE,proÙ nhÄ. Ae ]ut&anko proÙ kæa Ae to ÝTyÙ pUr` svR& nhÄ Ae ApeÙaAe, bakIAaHhI to ÝTyÙ kha hE. smjmeH Aaya? mere Ae AnuwvmeH ÝTyÙ &at hota hE. Aahahaha¦AaEr “xuâo”, “xuâo” Ke ne? “Ahm Aekko” TyaH su\Ika A=R huAa. xBd hE ne “AhmAekko” Ke ne mUz ga=amaH. hve “xuâo” nuH (Sp*!Ikr`)

icNmaƒ Aakarke kar` mEH to &anSv$pI wgvan &atakI ßyotSv$p AaTmakekar`, smSt Êm$p-nkRgit, mnu*y git Aaid Ae Ême imltI hE, te nhÄ. mnu*y git,ityÅc git, devgit, pyaRº, ApyaRº Ême hotI hE Ae nhÄ. AÊm$p Aeksa= Ôeg, leXya,kØay Aeksa= hote hE Ae AÊm, Aeksa= hota hE Ae wI mEH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AamaHy go!ovaze ke!lak ÔeyuH Ae Êm AÊm khe p` kH{ ÊmAÊm kya kha hE? Ae to Êm nam AekpKI Aek git imltI hE _sko gitke Êm khete hE Ane Aek sa= Ôeg, leXya, kØay Aeksa= hE Aene AÊm khete hE. to Êm$p AÊm$p vtRman, vtRman-vtRman vtRta nkRgitAaid ne ragAaid vtRta Vyavhairk wavose wed$p nhÄ hota. Aeva Vyvharwavse mEHwed ($p) nhÄ huH. Aahahaha¦ JI`I vat Ke Aa. merI cIj to &aykSv$p wgvan \m±Òv sMyG¹iÚ Ý=m \mRnI x$Aatvaza Apneko AEse Ônte hE, mEH to &aykmaƒßyoitSv$p, Ae Ême honevalI git Aaid Ae meremeH nhÄ. hE? wed$p nhÄ hota. AaVyvhairkse Êmse git AaidmeH AÊmse Ôeg, kØay Aaid wed$p nhÄ hota. {silye mEH;Aek' huH. hve AaHhI Aek Aaya. Aahaha¦ “AhH Aekko” Aahahaha¦ AaHhI Aek AaVyuH hve.


595“AhH Aekko”nI VyaQya ={. Aek AÙrnI VyaQya. hve ;xuâo'nI VyaQya lexe.

(]ota:- Ýma`vcn guÌdev.)

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AaDƒIsmI ga=a, !Ika, frIne, kal to ihNdI haLyuH'tuH ne¦Aa AaDƒIs ga=a, Òvna Ai\karnI pU RnI ga=a Ke Ae Òv Ai\kar AaHhI pU R

=ay Ke. Ae!le? ke ÒvnuH k=n je svR&e sHtoAe kæuH, AevuH je e AHdr Ô~yuH, AnuwVyuH AnedxRn&ancairƒ$p pir`mn =yuH, Ae Òv kevo Ke AenuH AaHhI v Rn Ke.

hve AemaH pa@maH to Aa Ke “AhH” p` “AhH” phelaHH Ae je “AhH” nhoto smßyoAe kevo hto “AhH” xBd Ke ne to “AhH” to pote in Ry kre Ke ke huH Aa KuH. p` Ae ko`?ke phelo to A&anI hto AenI AaHhI vat krI Ke Ae AemaH=I ;huH' maH=I ka# uH Ke.

(!Ika :-) je, Anaid moh, moh=I kho ke A&an=I Ae be Aek j Ke, moh$pA&an=I Aem, _Nm¿pàne lI\e, pagl hto, pagl. Aahahaha¦ je Aa xrIr Ke Ae huHKuH, papna piràm Ke te huH KuH, xuwrag je dya-danno ivkLp je xuwrag Ae huH KuH, Aemmoh=I pagl ={ gyelo hto. moh xBde A&an=I, Sv$pnuH wan n mze, Ae=I Ae ivkarIpiràmne potana manto, xrIr maruH manto, Aene l{ne Ae ATyHt AÝitbuâ hto,ATyHt mHU# hto A&anI. Aahahaha¦ j¡Ao, Aene AaHhI smÔve Ke.

jene AaTma AHdr xuâ cEtNymUitR ko` Ke? AenI (mudŸl) qbr n=I, Ane Ae pu~yne papna wav ne xrIrne, prmaH mohne l{ne - potanuH manIne pagl _Nm¿ =yae Ke,Aahaha... Ae ATyHt AÝitbuâ hto, ATyHt A&anI hto Om khe Ke.

Aene, ivr› guÌ=I, ing‡Å= A=va rag=I r› riht, SvwavmaH r›vaza sHto=IAahahaha... pu~y ne papna wav, rag Aena=I ivr› Ke Ane Sv$p AanHdmUitR ÝwuAemaH je r› Ke, Aeva sHto, muinAo Aeva guÌ Ae e Aene smÔVyuH. wa{¦ Ýwu, tuH ko`Ko? inrHtr smÔvvamaH AavtaH Aeno A=R Ae ke smÔVyuH to wle Aekvar ke bevar pÀe e varHvar (tenuH j) Foln kyuÅ ke Aoho¦ Aa guÌ to Om khe Ke ke bihmuRqnI jev<i¿Ao pu~y papnI Ke Ae tuH nhÄ. tarI cIj AHdr=I j¡dI Ke wa{¦ Aaha¦

Aene varHvar smÔvtaH A=va varHvar smj`na rag=I wed krvana AWyas=IAahahaha... je ko{ Ýkare smÒ, Ke? sav\an ={ smßyo. sav\an =yo. je prmaHragne pu~yaid wavmaH sav\an hto, Ae gulaH! qa{ne Sv$pmaH sav\an =yo. Aahaha¦NyaH moh kI\o hto ne, moh Ae!le prmaH sav\an hto. Aahahaha¦ Ae Òv, “AhH” huHko` KuH AenI pKI VyaQya lexe.

Ae ko{p` rIte smßyo, sav\an =yo, jem ko{ mUõImaH raqeluH suv R wUlI gyohoy ha=maH sonuH hoy ne wUlI Ôy, frI yad kre ke sonuH to Ke khe Ke ha=maH ÉyaHy bIje

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596 smysar isiâ wag-2mUÉyuH hoy, AaHhI to mUõImaH lI\uH Ke. te frI yad krIne te suv Rne deqe, ke suv R to Aa ræuH,mara ha=maH sonuH Ke, Ae Nyaye, potana prme¬r, Aahahaha... prm {¬r, prme¬r,&ane¬r, dxRne¬r, cairƒ {¬r, vIyeR¬r, xaHit{¬r, ßyoit¬r, ktaR, kmR, kràid¬rAevI AevI AnHt {¬rnI xi›vazo wgvan (inÔTma) Aahaha... potana prme¬rAe!le potano prme¬r Aem ke bIÔ wgvanno prme¬r nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

potana prme¬rne wUlI gyo hto. Aahaha¦ temne ÔÌne, jene wULyo hto teneÔÌne, Aahaha... rag Aaid potana manIne wgvanne (inÔTmane) wUlI gyo'topotanuH Sv$p prme¬rne wUlI gyo hto, Aene ÔÌne, tenuH ]âan krIne, &annI pyaRymaHte &ayk prme¬rne Ô~yo ke Aa to prmanHdmUitR, p‡wu pUr` Ýwu Ke, Aem je e smiktIAe,&annI pyaRymaH Ô~yo, AenuH Ae e ]âan kyuÅ. Aahaha¦ Ô elanuH ]âan hoy, Ô~yaivnanI ]âa Ae ÔÌ n=I. (Ô~ya ivna) AenI ]âa xuH? Ô`vamaH AaVyo ke wgvanAaTma, xuâprme¬r AanHdSv$p KuH huH, Aene ÔÌne ]âan krIne tenuH Aacr` krIne,ƒ ey pUruH krvuH Ke ne AaHhI to¦ AaHhI to, tene ÔÌne, tenuH ]âan krIne ne Ae wgvanAaTmanuH Aacr` krIne, Aahaha... AanHdna sagrnuH Aacr` krIne, AanHdmaH rmtuHmaHDI AHdr=I, Aahahaha¦ je e AtIiNãy AanHdna na=ne Ô~yo, AtIiNãy AanHdnana=ne ÔÌne, ÝtIt krI, je ragmaH rqDto Ane rmto hto Ae hve AanHdmaH rmvalaGyo. Aahahaha¦ Aa cairƒ. Are re¦ loko kaH{nuH kaH{ kre Ke, xuwÔeg j hoy b\uHsHym ne cairƒ, Ýwu... Ýwu... Ýwu¦ wa{¦ Aa AaTma AanHdSv$p Ke AtIiNãy. AenuH&an =ay xuâ_pyogmaH, AenI ]âa =ay smiktmaH, tenuH Aacr` =ay AanHdnI rm`tamaH.Aahaha¦ AtIiNãy AanHdSv$p KuH tenuH &an =ay, &an ={ne tenI ÝtIt =ay, ÝtIt ={ne te &anmaH AanHdmaH rme. Aaha¦ Ae vat Ke. Ae AaTmanuH Aacr`, Aene cairƒ khevamaHAave Ke. Aahahahaha¦ AtIiNãy AanHdmaH rme Aene AaHhI AaTmanuH Aacr`, AanHdnuHAacr`, cairƒnuH Aacr` khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

temaH tNmy ={ne, Aacr` krIne teno A=R Ae kyÈ sMykŸÝkare Aek AaTmaram=yo. sMykŸÝkare, saca Ýkare, jevo hto tevo sMyGdxRn&ancairƒmaH AaTmaram =yo,Aahahahahaha... AaTma AaTmaram =yo, AaTma je ragmaH hramp e rmto'to AeAaTma AaTmamaH rmva laGyo. Aahahaha¦ Aa hÒ “AhH” AhH nI VyaQya Ke. Ke ne“AhH” ;AeÉko' pKI AhH - huH kevo KuH. AenI phelI VyaQya. Ae to AolamaHy Aave Ke newa{ (smysar ga=a) tÇtermaHy Aave Ke. ;AhmeÉko qlu suâo' Tya Ae lI\uH KeAnaid AnHt cEtNymUitR wgvan ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy te huH KuH, tÇter (ga=amaH) TyaHy;AhmŸAeÉko' TyaH p` AeÞo Ke Aek KuH Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mn riht KuH, pyaRymaH. Aahahaha¦

maruH “AhH”nuH AiStTv, xuâcEtNyFn tenuH &an, tenuH ]âan, tenuH Aacr` AevoAaTmaram KuH. Aahahaha¦ sMykŸ Ýkare Aek AaTmaram =yo. xaÏnI vat saHwzI'tI\arI'tI ke AaTma Aavo Ke Ae=I kaH{ Ae sMykŸÝkare AaTmaram n =yo, Ae xaÏna


597w`trmaH to Aene AavI gyuH htuH, Aigyar AHg w~yo Ke AemaH to Aa AaVyuH'tuH kewgvan AaTma prmanHdnI mUitR Ýwu, p` Ae \aràmaH htuH Ae!le Ae kaH{ vStu nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ Aa to sMykŸ Ýkare AaTmaram =yo. saca Ýkare AaTmanuH &an ne AaTmanuH]âan ne AaTmanI rm`ta ={. Aahahaha¦

(]ota: saco Ýkar Éõ ne qo!o Ýkar Éõ?) qo!o to kI\uH ne pheluH Aa xaÏmaHsaHwzIne \arà htI te AaTmaram qo!o hto. Aahahahaha¦ Ae vat to krI, xaÏ&an=IsaHwzIne Ô~yuH ke AaTma Aavo Ke ne wgvan Aavo Ke, Ae to \arànuH &an Ae kaH{saca Ýkare AaTmaram n=I =yo. Aahahahaha¦ Aa to sMykŸÝkare AaTmaram =yo.

jevo wgvan pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu Ke, tene &anmaH &ey bnavI, Ane tenI ÝtItkrI Ane temaH rmva laGyo, Ae saca p‡kare AaTmaram =yo. Aahaha¦ ;injpd rme soram khIAe' Aahaha... Aevo je wgvan AaTma AaDƒIs ga=a Ke ne¦ Òv Ai\karnIKeLlI, pUr`nI ga=a. Aahahaha¦

AaTmaram =yo te huH Aevo Anuwv kruH KuH, Ke ne? ;AhH' teno A=R Ke, ;AhH' nIvat Ke, Aekla ;AhH' no A=R Ke. Aahaha¦ ;AhH' huH Aevo Anuwv kruH KuH ke, huH cEtNymaƒßyoit$p AaTma KuH. Aahahahaha¦ huH Aek cEtNymaƒ wgvan, cEtNyßyoitJzhzßyoit, cEtNyna tejnuH nUrnuH pUr, AevI ßyoit huH AaTma KuH. Aahahaha¦ huH to AekÔ`n deqn ¹Úa &ata, AevI je cEtNyßyoit te huH KuH, huH ragey nhÄ, pu~yey nhÄ, pyaRyje!loy nhÄ. Aahaha¦

;huH' ;AhH' huH Aek, huH cEtNymaƒ, cEtNymaƒ, jemaH ragnI gH\ n=I, xuwragAaidnI jemaH Asr n=I. Aahaha... Aevo wgvan cEtNymaƒ ßyoit$p AaTma KuH.cEtNymaƒ ßyoit, AiGnnI ßyoit Ke Ae to _*` ßyoit Ke. Aa cEtNymaƒ ßyoit,Ô`k, deqn cEtNyßyoit Sv$p. Aahaha¦ Ae ÝkaxnI cEtNy ÝkaxnI JzhzßyoitSv$pAe huH, Ae AaTma, Ke? Aaha¦ cEtNymaƒ ßyoit AaTma KuH. Ae huH AaTma KuH, AevuHsMyG¹iÚne AHtrmaH Aa rIte waSyuH. je A&anp e AÝitbuâ hto, Aene smÔvvamaHAaVyo, Tyare Aa rIte Ae smßyo¦ Aahahaha¦

Arere¦ Ae Aa AaTmane Ô~yo, Ae xuwwav=I jàto hxe? Aare wgvan xuH kreKe p‡wu xuH kre Ke wa{? Aahaha¦ xuwrag to ivkar ne Aas‡v Ke. TyaH Aem kæuH Ke ne tÇterga=amaH ;AhmeÉko' Aas‡vo=I kem invteR? Aem xBd Ke ne? toHtermaH NyaH m=azuH Aem Keke Aas‡vo=I kem invteR? ke Aa rIte, ke huH Anaid-AnHt cEtNymaƒ ßyoit KuH, marIpyaRymaH ragnuH to pir`mn nhÄ, p` Ø!Ÿkark (nuH) inmRz pir`mn Ke, Aena=I marIAnuwUit, tÀv iwNn Ke, Ae huH KuH tÇter. Ae ga=a to wa{Ae lI\I Ke AolaAe devcHãÒAe,¬etaHbr Ke ne devcHãÒ Ae e tÇtermI ga=a lI\I Ke, Aek Aagm Ke ne AenuH, phelaHH vaHceluHsI¿er, Aeko¿ermaH AenuH xuH khevay? ;Aagmsar' Ke AaHhI Ke, temaH Aa lI\I Ke ga=a,ÉyaH=I lI\I Aem n=I mUÉyuH Ae e, Ke smysarnI, NyaH ÉyaH htuH AemaH? Aahaha¦

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598 smysar isiâ wag-2AaHhI khe Ke, Aahaha... ke je mara j Anuwv=I ÝTyÙ jày Ke. huH Ýwu cEtNymaƒ

Jzhz ßyoit Ýkaxno, cEtNyßyoitna nUrna tejnuH pUr Aevo huH AaTma, Ae maraAnuwv=I jày Ke. Aaha¦ Ke? ke je mara j Anuwv=I ÝTyÙ jày Ke. Ae rag=InhÄ, huH Aavo je cEtNymaƒ ßyoit KuH Ae cEtNymaƒ ßyoitnI pirìt=I huH jàë KuH.mara j Anuwv=I ÝTyÙ jày Ke. Aahaha... AhÄyaH to mit ne ]ut&anne p` ÝTyÙgÌ naHQyuH Ke. Aahahahaha¦ jene AaTmane Ô`va ma!e mit ]ut&annI ApeÙa Ke, pÀe isvay rag Ane mnnI p` jene ApeÙa n=I. Aahahaha¦ Arere¦

mara j Anuwv=I, Ae xBd pDõ Ke ;j' pDõ Ke. mara j, Ae!le cEtNymaƒßyoitAena SvwavnI pirìt=I j mne maro Anuwv Ke. Aaha¦ mara j, Ke? Anuwv=IÝTyÙ jày Ke. Aahahahaha¦ Aa to \Irana kam Ke bapa¦

huH cEtNymaƒ ßyoit AaTma KuH ke je mara j Anuwv=I ÝTyÙ jày Ke. Aahahaha¦mara AaTmana xaHt ne vItragI pyaRy$p Anuwv=I ÝTyÙ jày Ke. AavI vat Kewa{¦ Aahahahaha¦

Aa kal to leva uH'tuH frI=I leva uH, Aa ;AhH' nI VyaQya Ke ;AhH' nI Aa VyaQyaKe. ;AeÞo' nI pKI Aavxe. Aahahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? NyaHy “AhH” nI VyaQya krIKe tÇtermaH “AhH” huH Aa ÝTyÙ Anaid AnHt cEtNy p‡TyÙ ßyoitmaƒ KuH. Aahaha¦TyaH Aem lI\uH Ke.

Am<tcHãAacayRnI !Ika gjb Ke, sHtoAe gjb kam kyaÅ Ke. Aahaha¦ idgHbrsHt hoH¦ Aaha¦ (]ota: bIÔ ko` sHt Ke?) bIÔ ko{ Ke j nhÄ. Aahaha¦ sadI waØa,sado wgvan rag ivnano. Aene smÔVyo Ke Ýwu, tuH ko` Ko wa{? Aahahaha¦ bazkho ke SƒI ke puruØ ho, Ae to dehnaH nam - cazaH Ke b\a. wgvan, AHdr je wgvan KeAe bazk ÉyaH ne v<â ÉyaH yuvan ÉyaH ne SƒI ÉãH puÌØ ÉãH? Ae to cEtNymaƒ ßyoitte AaTma, huH KuH Ae mara Anuwv=I ÝTyÙ jày Ke, Aem khe Ke. Aahahahaha¦ Ae marIvItragI Anuwv dxa, Aena=I huH ÝTyÙ jàë KuH. Aahahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke Ýwu,Aavo marg Ke. Aene saHwzva mze nhÄ wa{¦ Aene Éyare ivcare? xuH kre? Aahaha¦AevI dulRw cIj ={ pDI ATyare, ATyare to Aa xuwÔeg Ke, Ae j b\uH Ke, ATyare Aaxuâ_pyog ne AevuH Ke j nhÄ. Are wgvan, Aa pHcmkazna sHto, pHcmkazno ]ota,Aene khe Ke ne pHcmkazno ]ota, Aa rIte smje Ke. pHcmkazno ]ota Ke ne Aa.Aahahaha...

huH, mara j Anuwv=I ÝTyÙ jày Ke. Ae huH cEtNymaƒ ßyoit$p AaTma -ßyoitSv$p AaTma, ßyoitvazoy nhÄ. cEtNyma‡ƒ ßyoitSv$p AaTma KuH. Aahahahaha...ke je mara j Anuwv=I ÝTyÙ jày Ke. Aahahaha¦ marI inmRz pyaRy=I maraSvwavnI inmRz pyaRy=I mne ÝTyÙ jày Ke. Aaha¦ huH je KuH inmRzpyaRyvazo AeinmRzpyaRy=I huH jàë KuH rag ne inim¿=I ne ivkLp=I nhÄ. Aahaha¦ nhÄ, n kæuH,


599AiSt=I vat krI Ke, Aahahaha¦

bapu, Aa to wgvan svR& iƒlokna=. ijne¬rdevna Aa k=no Ke, Ae sHto,jgtne Ae Ôher kre Ke. Aahaha¦ wa{¦ prme¬r iƒlokna= Aem khe Ke, ke jene AaTmajàyo te potana Sv$p=I jày Ke. Aaha... AenuH Sv$p Ae rag ne pu~y Ae AenuH Sv$pn=I. AenuH Sv$p to cEtNymaƒ ßyoitSv$p, to Ae cEtNyßyoitnI pirìt je Ke,tena=I Aa jày Ke. Aahahahahaha¦

Am<t reDãH Ke. heH¦ Aahaha¦ Are lokone AakruH lage, bapu xuH =ay wa{? margj Aa Ke TyaH, Aene phelo ]âamaH to nÉkI kre, wle bihlRÙI ]âa, AemaH nkkI to kreke AaTma to potana Sv$p=I j jày AevI cIj Ke. Ae guÌ=I nih, dev=I nih, xaÏ=Inih, rag=I nih, mn=I nih. Aahahaha¦

mara j, mara ;j' AekaHt krI naHQyuH Ke. AnekaHt Aam nhÄ, ke rag=I p` jày,mn=I p` jày, ivkLp=I p` jày, dev=I p` jày Aana=I jày ne Aena=I(p`) jày, AenuH nam AnekaHt? Ae AnekaHt n=I Ýwu. Aahaha¦ huH to maro Svwav,cEtNyßyoit, jzhzßyoit jzhzßyoit AevI cEtNynI pirìt inmRz vItragI,AevI pirìt=I huH jàë Aevo AaTma huH KuH, Aena=I huH AnuwvuH KuH Aem khe Ke. Aahahahaha¦Ko!awa{¦ AavI vatuH Ke. ÉyaH gyaH xaHitwa{? AavI vatuH Ke, Aa klk¿amaH ÉyaHy mzeAevuH n=I ÉyaHy. pEsa NyaH mze \Uz¦ Aahaha¦

Are, Aa tÀvnI vat p` wa{, Aaha¦ vStu Ke ne, vStu Ýwu Ke ne¦ Ae &ayk Kene¦ Ae ini*Êy. pyaRy=I p` riht, ini*Êy Ke ne¦ Ae \‡uv Ke ne¦ Ae samaNy Ke ne¦ tevStune ¹iÚmaH ßyaH Lye Ke, Aahaha¦ te marI AnuwvnI pyaRy=I huH jàë Aevo KuH.Aahaha¦ bIÒ rIte nihH Aem AemaH AavI gyuH. Aahaha¦

mara j Anuwv=I ÝTyÙ jày Ke, Aa vcn Ke, ÝTyÙ Lyo hÒ to kevz =yuHn=I ne toy khe Ke ÝTyÙ jày Ke. Aahaha¦ maro wgvan cEtNyßyoit Sv$p tenemarI xuâ pirìt=I huH Ô uH KuH, Ae ÝTyÙ jày Ke Aem khe Ke. Aahaha... marI njruHmaHdUr rhe Ke, Aem nhÄ, marI njrmaH Ae ÝTyÙ jày Ke. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke.xaÏ=I jàë KuH Aemey nhÄ, Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ xaÏnuH &an =yuH, Aigyar AHgnuHma!e huH jàë KuH, Aemey nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

huH to mara j Anuwv=I ÝTyÙ jàë KuH Aevo huH KuH. Aahahaha¦ TyaH su\I “AhH”nuHAaVyuH. xuH? TyaH su\I ;AhH' ;AhH'nI Aa VyaQya ={. Aa huH, Aa huH, Aa huH, Aahahahaha¦

hve ;AeÉko' AekanI VyaQya hve. Aahaha¦ Aa AeÞa n=I hota, Aene Aek bzdhoy Ke. xuH smÔ uH? gaDane be bzd hoy, AeÞa smÔy Ke? AemaH Aek bzd hoy,Amare AeÞa FÌ var _mraze=I gairya\ar jvuH hoy ne, bar ga_ te id' to ÉyaH htuHrel ne kaH{, mo!r ne rel FoDagaDI, te id' Pleg hto te bey wayuH Ôta te AeÞa l{neÔ{Ae, gairya\ar bar ga_ svar=I saHje phÇce, svar=I hale to saHje phÇce bar

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600 smysar isiâ wag-2ga_, bar Aana mze Aene Aape. wa{, AeÞa khevay Aene, AeÞa kheta ne? (]ota:- Aekbzd ÔeDe) Aek bzd hoy AeÞane, Aa to F`Ivar jta ne AeÞamaH, _mraze=I gairya\arjta ne Amara bhen TyaH hta, Tyare Pleg hto Aa to KeLla TyaH gya hta, KeLluH yadKe brabr. Aahaha¦

AeÞamaH be@a, AH\aruH svarmaH marI baAe kæuH wa{ knu, bhenne saHy kheje - saHykheje, saHy kheje AevuH Aave Ke. xuH khevay saHy kheje Aem kæuH sata Aa Aem saH{ khejebhenne saHy kheje bs Aa KeLla xBd. { paKz=I gujrI gya. Pleg hto. Aahaha¦saHje NyaH phÇCya bar ga_, Amuk idvs pKI saHwZyuH ke (ba) gujrI gya, TyaH htaAme gairya\ar.... Aa Aog`saH{@nI salnI vat Ke, tmara jnm phelaHH, Aog`saH{@(]ota: pHcoter vØR =yaH) pHcoter vØR phelaHH, Ae!laH vrs =yaH, po`oso vrs =yaH, p`taj¡H j Aam deqay Ke hoH. Aahaha¦

ba Aem kheta wa{, bhenne saHy kheje Ane TyaH, Aahaha¦ mo!awa{ AaHhI htaquxalwa{, Aekla Ae p` gujrI gya. Arere¦ Aahaha¦ Aa AeÞo¦ Aeklo wgvan,Aek bzd=I hale jem Aem Aeklo Aek=I hale Aevo AaTma¦ Aahaha¦

huH icNmaƒ Aakarne lI\e, icNmaƒ Sv$p, Aakar Ae!le Sv$p. &anmaƒ Sv$pnelI\e, &anmaƒ Ae!le ke AemaH je Êm ke AÊmna je wedo Ke Ae AemaH n=I. huH icNmaƒAakar Sv$pne lI\e, huH Aa pKI AaVyo p` icNmaƒ Aakarne lI\e huH, &anSvwav,&anmaƒ. Aahahahaha¦ Aa... Aa... waGy, waGy bapa AavI cIj rhI g{ hE. jgtnawaGy wa{¦

huH to &anmaƒ Aakarne lI\e, icnŸ Ae!le &anmaƒ AemaH dxRn AavI gyuH. huHsmSt Êm$p, Aa ÊmbânI AaHhI ATyare VyaQya n=I. AaHhI to Ême Ême nkRgitmnu*ygit, devgit Ême Ême hoy Ke, Aeva Êm$p=I p` huH inrazo KuH Ane AÊm Ae!lepyaRy AÊme Ke Ae vat AaHhI n=I, pyaRy AÊm Ke j nhÄ, Aahaha... AaHhI to AÊmAe!le Êm Ae!le mnu*ygit, devgit Aek pKI Aek, Aeva Êm$p Ane AÊm$p Aek sa=eje Ôeg, leXya, kØay Aek sa=e hoy Ke, Ae AÊm Ke. k‡m git Aaid Ane Ak‡m Ôeg leXyaAaid Aeva wav=I, Aahaha... ÝvtRta Aeva Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRta Vyavhairkwavo, Aaha¦ (]ota:- pyaRy wavo) Aaha... pyaRymaH Ae git Aaidna Aek Anek.Aaha¦ Aeva Vyavhairk wavo Vyvhairk to nvtTvmaHy Aavxe. p` Aa Vyvhairkwavo xBd Ke AolamaH Vyvhairk nvtTvo Aavxe xuâmaH. Aahahaha¦ AavuH Ke.

smSt Êm$p, AamaH=I ke!la'k ka#e Ke j¡Ao¦ Êm AÊm bey Ke, p` konI vat KeAa? (]ota: pyaRynI vat Ke) AaHhI to pyaRymaH git Aaid =ay Ae AekpKI Aek ÊmmaHAne Aeksa=e =ay Ôeg, kØay, leXya Ae AÊm$p, AenI vat Ke. pyaRymaH Aa hoy Ke.smÔy Ke kaH{? Aahaha¦ dIva jevuH to lQyuH Ke AHdr. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- dIva jevuH tolQyuH Ke p` AaHq _FaDe to ne)


601;huH' Aek levo Ke ne hve ;AhH' Aagz lI\uH Ae ={ gyuH, hve “Aek” levo Ke.

Aahaha¦ &anmaƒ, Ýkaxmaƒ, cEtNycHã - cEtNy xItzcHã maƒ, Aahaha¦ Sv$pnelI\e Aakar Ae!le Sv$p. huH smSt Êm$p git mnu*ynI Aek pKI Aek devgit AaidAena=I p` inrazo, Ak‡m Aeksa=e Ôeg - leXya-kØay AÊm$p ÝvtRta Vyavhairkwavo, Ae wed$p wavo, Aahahaha... Ae Vyavhairk wavo=I wed$p =to n=I. Aahahaha...ma!e huH Aek KuH. Aa AeknI VyaQya. Aahaha... smÔ uH kaH{? bapu, Aa to \IranI vatuHKe wa{¦ Aa kaH{ kae{ waØò mo!a ne AevuH n=I Aa, Aa to tÀvnI vat Ke wa{¦Aahaha¦ Ae \Ira ={ne, m|yS=I ={ne saHwze. to Ae vat bese(smÔy) AevI Ke.Aahaha¦

smSt Êm$p smSt Êm$p, Aek pKI Aek =tI dxaAo b\I Ane AÊm Aeksa=e=tI dxaAo b\I, Aahaha... Aeva wavo=I wed$p =to n=I, ma!e huH Aek KuH. vStu AwedAahaha¦ Aava Anek Êm$p ke AÊm$p wavo=I wed$p =to n=I ma!e huH Aek Awed KuH.Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ Aam AaTmanuH &an =yuH Ae Aam potane Anuwve Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?Aaha¦

huH Aek KuH. hve “xuâo” ƒIÔe bol AhH, AeÞo, xuâo hve ƒIÔ bolnI VyaQya Ke.Aaha¦ nr-mnu*y, narkI Aaid Òvna ivxeØo ÔuAo¦ Aa Òvna Aa ivxeØo, ÒvnIpyaRy.... nv tÀvmaH ßyare levuH hoy wed$p, Tyare tenI pyaRy je ivxeØ Ke ne, tene Òvlevo, Òv ãVy n levuH. smÔ uH kaH{? Aaha... nark Aaid Òvna ivxeØo ÒvnI ivxeØpyaRyo, { Aek bol. ÒvnI pyaRyno Aek bol. ;AÒv' AÒvnuH &an =ay pyaRymaH teAÒv, AÒv kaH{ =to n=I Òv. ;pu~y' dya, dan-Aaidna xuwwav, Lyo, AaHhI toxuwwav, Aahahahaha¦ Are wgvan¦ ;pap' Axuwwav, be ={ne ;Aas‡v' nvaHAavr`nuH kar`. ;sHvr'- pyaRynI sHvr dxa. Aahahahaha¦ pyaRynI inmRz sHvr dxa,;injRra', xuiânI v<iâ ne ;bH\' ragmaH A!kvuH Ane ;moÙ' - xuiânI pU Rta, Ae VyavhairknvtÀvo, Aahahahaha... Ae pyaRyna Vyavhairk nv wavo. Vyavhairk nvtÀvo, Ke ne?AolamaH Vyavhairk wavo=I htuH, phelaHmaH Aa Vyavhairk nvtÀvo temna=I, Aahahahaha...Ae pyaRyo=I, Aahahaha !HkoTkI R Aek$p Sv$p !HkoTkI R Ae!le !aHkà=I jem ka# uHhoyne Aekakar AevuH xa¬t Aek &aykSvwav, Aek &aykSvwav$p AaVyuH hve AhÄyaH,Aahahaha... AaelamaH cEtNyßyoit lI\uH AaHhI &ayk Svwav lI\uH. Aek &aykSvwav$pwav vDe, Aek &aykSvwav$p wav vDe Ae Vyavhairk pyaRyo, Òvna pyaRyo Aneragaid b\a wedo Aena=I j¡do KuH. Aahahahaha¦ AavI gHwIr vatuH¦ Ae Aem ne Aem vaHcIÔy ne manI le. Aahaha¦ Are re¦ AaHhI su\I vat, kal to AavI'tI Lyo¦

]utsagre lQyuH Ke ke ATyare to xuwÔeg j hoy, xuw_pyog j hoy. xuâ - xuâhoy nhÄ, Are Are Ýwu, Ýwu¦ wa{? ATyare AaTma n jày Aem Aeno A=R +yo.(]ota:- Aa b\uH Aa kaznuH lqeluH Ke ne¦) pHcmkazna ÝaÌne khe Ke ne pHcmkazno

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602 smysar isiâ wag-2ÝaÌ Anuwve Ke, Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Are Ýwu¦ ;ko[ Aem khe Ke' ke Aem krIne lQyuHKe, raƒe no vaHCyuH?

Ae mumuÙu Aem khe Ke, Aem Ae lqe Ke ke xuâ_pyog phelo hoy ne pKI smikt =ay,wa{ Aem ko e kæuH? AavuH lQyuH¦ p` Ae xuâ_pyog=I smikt =ay, xuw=I (=tuH hoyto) xuw to Aas‡v Ke. Aahaha¦ Are Ýwu xuH kre Ke? lokomaH bharna Tyagno mihmanGnp uH ne AemaH hve, Aaha... loko JUkI Ôy AemaH... p` Ýwu¦ p‡wu marg tara j¡da Kewa{¦ (]ota:- lokop` veØmaH JUke Ke) veØmaH JUke Ke. Arere¦ Aaha.. ha¦ p` veØ totaro Aek &aykveØ Ke ne Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ (]ota:- Ae to inüye, Aa to Vyvhare) AenItne qbruH n=I wa{, Aa b\a pyaRyna wav moÙaid b\a veØ kI\a Ke ne, to Aeno &aykweq Ke Aeklo, cEtNyßyoit Jzhz ßyoit Ýwu &aykwav, Ae taro weq Ke. AapyaRyno weqey (taro) nhÄ. Aem khe Ke. Aahahahaha¦

Ýwu¦ Aa to sTynI vat Ke Ýwu. Ae lokone AevuH lage Ke ke Amne hve sa\u mantan=I, Ae=I Aa rIte claVyuH hve, Are wa{, Aem rheva de bapu¦ (]ota:- sa\u bIÔ maneke n mane AemaH Aene xuH?) AemaH vStu xuH Ke, Aem bapu smjne wa{¦ Aahaha¦ AaHhI toprmaTmaAe khelI tÀvnI vat ]otaAe potana Svwavne Ô~yo Ke te AaHhI khe Ke.pHcmkazno ÝaÌ Aem khe Ke. pHcmkazna sHtoAe, pHcmkazna ]otane kæuH'tuH Ae ]otaAa rIte Anuwve Ke. Aahaha¦ AaHhI co=a AaranI vatuH Ke j ÉyaH? Aaha¦

Ke¦ !HkoTkI R, Aola nv pyaRyna wed Ke ne? ÒvnI ivxeØ dxaAo AÒv, pu~y,pap, Aas‡v, sHvr, injRra, bH\ Ane moÙ pyaRyo Ke. Aahaha... Aena wedwavo=IVyavhairk nvtÀvo temna=I, !HkoTkI R Aek &aykSvwav, { to Aevo ne Aevo wgvanAdbdna= &aykSvwav=I wrelo Ýwu Aeklo, Aaha... Ae vDe, ATyHt j¡do KuH, - {pyaRy=I ATyHt j¡do KuH. Aahahaha¦ narkI Aaid ne sHvr injRranI pyaRy=I p` ATyHtj¡do KuH. Aahahaha¦ Aaha... moÙnI pyaRy=I y j¡do, mu›Sv$p KuH, Sv$p j maruH mu›Ke. pyaRy=I mui› Ae p` nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ smÔ uH? bâ=I to riht KuH, Aas‡vnarag=I to riht KuH p` moÙnI pyaRy, je inmRz Aek smynI AemaH huH n=I Aavto, huHto Aena=I j¡do KuH. Aahahaha¦

huH Aek &aykSvwav$p wav vDe, Aek&aykSvwav$p wav vDe, ATyHt j¡do KuH,ATyHt j¡do KuH. Aahahahahaha¦ Ae Aas‡v pu~y papnI pyaRy ne sHvr, injRra ne moÙnIinmRz pyaRy, Aahaha... maro wgvan ãVySvwav to Aena=I tdŸn j¡do Ke. Aahahaha¦Ae sa\knI pyaRy ne isânI pyaRy=I p` j¡do KuH Aem khe Ke. sHvr -injRra Ae sa\knIpyaRy, Aas‡v pu~y pap ba\knI pyaRy, moÙ sa|y pyaRy. Aaha... Aahaha¦ Ae=I pÀTyHt j¡do KuH. Aahahaha¦ Aaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke.

Tyare Ae e AaTma Ô~yo Aem khevay, Aem khe Ke. pyaRyna nvna wedo=I pÀTyHt j¡do KuH, te huH xuâ KuH. Ke? ma!e huH xuâ KuH. xuânI VyaQya Aa krI. AolamaH xuânI


603VyaQya Ae krI tÇter (ga=a). ke pyaRymaH je Ø!ŸkarknuH pir`mn Ke, Aa je sHvr injRraAaid kI\a Ae Ø!ŸkarknuH pir`mn xuâ Ke, AenaH pir`mn=I p` marI AnuwUit Ae!levStu Ke te tdŸn iwNn Ke. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke. { Aem Ô e Ke, Anuwve Ke pyaRy.Aahahaha¦ p` khe Ke ke Ae AnuwvnI pyaRy=I huH KuH te j¡do KuH. Aahaha¦ Ae pyaRymaHAaqI cIj AavtI n=I. AaqI cIjnuH &an Aave, p` Ae cIj je Ke pyaRy=I iwNn, AepyaRy-in Ry krnarI pyaRymaH Ae cIj AavtI n=I. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ xuH xaÏ? Aasmysar¦

Aava nvtÀvna pyaRyna wedo Ae!le Vyavhairk nv tÀvo, { pyaRyo Vyvhar={ nv =yane nv Vyvhar tTvo temna=I, Aahahaha... sHvr-injRra ne moÙ p` pyaRyKe te Vyvhar ={ gyo Ae. Aahahaha... Aaj rivvar Ke ne? AaVya Ke ne, Amare ke' Kene cImnwa{ ke rivvare saruH Aave Ke b\uH, Aavo marg Ke Aa. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

AolamaH Aem kæuH htuH Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRta Vyavhairk wavo=I wed$p=to n=I, AaHhI Aem kæuH ke pyaRyo Aaidna Vyavhairk nv tTvo temnaH=I Aek Svwav$pwav maro ATyHt j¡do Ke. Aahaha. (]ota:- Ae j¡do j Ke¦) AolamaH AaVyuH Ke ne wa{ma!InuH suDtalIs nymaH ma!InaH vas`nI pyaRy=I j¡Ao to Ae Axuâta Ke khe Ke,ma!ImaH ma!I$pe j¡Ao to Ae xuâ Ke. Aem wgvan AaTmane, Aahahaha... AenI pyaRy=IÔuAo to Ae Axuâ khevay Ke, Aahaha... sozmImaH AavI gyuH Ke, meck. Aahaha... kevIxElI to j¡Ao¦

Ae &an dxRn cairƒnI pyaRy=I j¡Ao to miln khevay- Vyvhar khevay. Aahahaha¦wed$p pyaRyne Vyvhar ne milnta khevano Vyvhar Ke, khe Ke. Aahaha¦ ko' sozmImaHAe kæuH Aa nymaHy Ae kæuH care kor=I j¡Ao to vStu, pUvaRpr ivro\ riht isâ kre Ke.AavI xElI ÉyaHy bIje Ke nhÄ idgMbr sHto isvay. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Aaha¦

;AhmeÞo qlu suâo' Ae ;xuâ'nI VyaQya ={, xuâ Aene khIAe ke pyaRyna wedo=IiwNn tene ;xuâ' khIAe. pyaRy siht Ôe Aene kho to to Ae Axuâta Ke Aem khe Ke.Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

hve ;dHs`na` smGgo' TyaHy (tÇterga=amaH) Aem Ke ;dHs`na` smGgo'tÇtermaH Ke, AamaH ;dHs`na`m{Ao' Ke kemke NyaH Aas‡vne nax krvano _pay btavvoKe Aene Ae!le huH Aavo KuH. Aem ÔÌne, Aas‡vne Ùy kruH KuH Aem Ke TyaH tÇter (ga=amaH)AaHhI to Aavo KuH. Aem ÔÌne pyaRyna wedo maramaH n=I. Aahaha¦

hve TyaH tÇtermaH ;dHs`na` smGgo' htuH AahI ;dHs`na`m{Ao' Ke.icNmaƒ hova=I, wgvan &ayk Sv$p, &aykSv$p, icNmaƒßyoit cEtNy \‡uv

ßyoit, Aeva AnHta AnHta gu ono wHDar wgvan Aevo icNmaƒ ßyoitne l{ne,samaNy ivxeØ _pyogaTmkpàne _LlHFto n=I. samaNy nam dxRn, ivxeØ nam &an,Ke ne? pa@maHy Ke ne ;dHs` à H' dHs` Ae!le samaNy ne &an Ae!le ivxeØ be Ke ne?

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604 smysar isiâ wag-2Ae!le pheluH samaNy ivxeØ lI\uH.

Aek cEtNymaƒ wgvan AaTma ÝkaxnI mUitR, cEtNycHã, xItztano ipHD ÝwuAne ;&anmUitR Aeklo' Ýwu¦ Aahahaha¦ Aene l{ne samaNy ivxeØ Aeva je _pyogpàneAozHgto n=I, maro Svwav dxRn ne &an Ke, Aene AozHgto n=I. Aahaha¦ ragaidAeno Svwav n=I ne Aena Sv$pmaHy n=I. Aahaha¦ AaHhI to sHvr-injRra ne pyaRynowed p` jena Sv$pmaH n=I. Aahahahaha¦ Are, Ýwu¦ Aahaha... Aeno A=R { ke sHvr-injRrane lÙe moÙ n =ay, ãVyne lÙe =ay. Aaha¦ Aahahahaha¦

icNmaƒ hova=I Aa co=o bol. samaNy ivxeØ _pyogaTmkpàne lI\e, samaNyivxeØno Ô`va deqvana veparpàne lI\e AozHgto n=I, Aene l{ne AozHgto n=I.ma!e huH dxRn&anmy KuH. Aahahaha¦ Aem pyaRynI Anuwvdxa Aem khe Ke. Aahahaha¦smÔ uH kaH{? samaNy ivxeØ icNmaƒ hova=I, mara deqva Ô`vana _pyogpàneKoDto n=I, AozHgto n=I. ma!e huH dxRn&anmy KuH, huH dxRn&anvazo KuH Aemey nhÄ,dxRn&anmy KuH. Aahahahaha¦

AavI !Ika to hÔro vØR=I Ke, Ae kaH{ nvI Ke? Am<tcHãacayRno Aa }lok nega=a be hÔr vØR phelaHnI Ane !Ika, hÔr vØR phelaHnI (Ke.)

cEtNysUyRne ÝkaxvamaH !Ika AenI SpÚta krI Ke !IkaAe. Aahahaha¦;sdaDÌvI' SpxR, rs, gH\, v R jenuH inim¿ Ke Aeva sHvedn$pe pir`Myo hova

KtaH - xuH khe Ke? maÌH &an SpxR, rs, gH\ne Ô`va$pe pir`meluH hova KtaH, Aahaha¦SpxR, v R, gH\, rs, SpxR Aaid Aeva Ae jemaH inim¿ Ke jD. SpxR, rs, gH\ Aaid Ke,Aeva sHvedn$pe pir`mvuH Ae maruH _padan. AenaH Ô`pà$pe - vedn$pe pir`Myo AevohuH, Aevo (hova) KtaH p`, Aahaha¦ SpxaRid$pe pote pir`Myo n=I. Ae SpxR, gH\,rsp e AaTma =to n=I. Aahahaha¦ Ae SpxR, gH\, $p, rs, SpxR AemaH jemaH mara&anna vednmaH Ae inim¿ Ke. Ane te inim¿nuH jemne vedn Ke Ae inim¿nuH n=I. vedn maruHKe, AemaH Ae inim¿ Ke KtaH te, te $pe pir`Myo n=I. Aahahaha¦

$pI pda=Rna &anp e pir`melo huH, te $pIp e huH =to n=I, ma!e huH A$pI KuH.Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? $pI pda=Rne Ô`va KtaH vednp e pir`Myo KtaH te $pImaHpote pir`Myo n=I $pIp e pir`Myo n=I. $pIna potana &an$pe pir`Myo Ke. Aahahaha¦ma!e prma=eR huH sday A$pI KuH. prma=eR huH iƒkaz sday A$pI KuH. Aahahaha¦ ivxeØkhevaxe. (]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev¦)

Ývcn nH. 110 ga=a - 38 ta. 17-10-78 mHgzvar Aaso vd-1 sH. 2p04

AaDƒIs ga=a. AhÄ su\I AaVyuH Ke. prma=eR huH sday A$pI KuH, TyaH AaVyuH Ke ne?huH Aek KuH AenI VyaQya AavI g{, xuâ KuH AenI AavI g{, &andxRnmy KuH AavI g{,


605sday A$pI KuH hve Ae khe Ke.

Anaidno AÝitbuâ A&anI hto, jene AaTmanuH &anSv$p xuH Ke AenI iblkulqbr nhotI Ane ivro\ A&an htuH, Aahaha... Aene p` guÌäara Ae smÔvtaH, AevarHvar AenuH r!` krtaH Ae smÒ gyo AHdr=I. Are¦ huH to prme¬rSv$p KuH. muõImaHjem sonuH hoy ne wUlI Ôy Aem wgvan AHdr Ke Aene huH wUlI gyo hto. Aaha¦ Ae meHyad kyuÅ hve ke, Aoho¦ cEtNySv$p prmaTmSv$p wgvan prme¬r AaTma Ae huH. AemAek Ane xuâ.

Aam svR=I j¡da v R, gH\, rs, S5xRnuH &an =va KtaH tena=I te j¡do Ae cIj AaHhIAavtI n=I, tem tenuH &an cIjmaH jtuH n=I. Ae $pI, v R, gH\, rs, SpxRne potanIsHvedn xi›=I Ô`va KtaH AaTma te $pe =to n=I Ane te &ey &anmaH AavtuH n=I.Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. Aavo \m± Òv pota ma!e, Aem in Ry krIne Anuwve Ke Aemkhe Ke. Aaha¦ Aene- AaHhI to ƒ ey wegaH lI\aH Ke ne dxRn &an ne cairƒ. Aaha¦ AaTmaxuâ cEtNy, prme¬r$p, AenuH &an, AenI ÝtIit, Ane AemaH Aacr`$p rm`ta Ae ƒ`=yaH, Ae ÒvnI pUr`tane paMyae. Aaha¦ jevuH AenuH pUr`Sv$p Ke AevuH j p‡tIt &anmaHrm`tamaH AaVyuH. Aahaha¦

Aam svR=I j¡da Aeva Sv$pne Anuwvto, pr=I iblkul j¡do Aevo huH AaTma, xuâcEtNyFn, Aahaha... Aene Sv$pne Anuwvto pyaRymaH ÝkaxmaH tene Anuwvto, Aahaha...maro je pyaRy Ke, AemaH Ae Sv$pne Anuwvto. Aahahaha¦ AanuH nam AaTma Ô~yomaNyo ne AnuwVyo, AavI vat Ke.

Ôe ke Anuwvto Aa huH, mara Sv$pne xuâ cEtNy, rag=I iwNn, $pI cIjne, $pIneÔ`taH KtaH iwNn, Ane ragne Ô`taH KtaH p` rag=I iwNn, Aevo je wgvan maroSvwav, Aene AnusrIne Anuwvto, sNmuq ={ne Aem xBd Ke ne wa{¦ AiwgCKitAiwgCKit AiwgCKit xBd Ke phelaHH.

xuâ cEtNy ãVy vStu Aene huH marI pyaRymaH, prsNmuqtanI je \ara htI Aeim+yaTv htuH, Ae &annI vtRman pyaRyne AiwgCKit - Sv$pnI sNmuq krI. Ke ÉyaHAe xBd? ÉyaH'k AaVyuH'tuH hve { to phelaH AaVyuH'tuH AiwgCKit, (]ota:- nvmamaH)nvmamaH ne AiwgCKit (]ota:- jo ih sude ihgCKid APàìm H tuH kevlH suâH)ha, bs {, ga=a- nvmaHnuH pheluH pd j¡Ao¦ nvmI ga=a jo ih sude ihgCKidAPàìm H tuH kevlH suâH -Ke? xuH kæuH mara wav]ut&an äara AiwgCKit - vStunIsNmuq ={ne... Aahahaha... APàìm HtuH Aa AaTma kevl xuâ Ke Om huH ÔùH KuH.Aahaha¦ AiwgCKit xBd Ke ne?

KõI ga=amaH Ým¿ AÝm¿ n=I tevo huH &ayk KuH, AigyarmImaH wUta=R &aykwUta=R-sTya=R te huH KuH teno Aa]y, AaHhI Aem kæuH ke mara wav]ut&an äara wgvannIsNmuq ={ne huH AnuwvuH KuH. Aahaha¦ AhÄyaH Ae khe Ke, Sv$pne Anuwvto, Aa to Aena

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606 smysar isiâ wag-2_pr jrI, (vjn dena) vStu je Ke pr=I j¡dI rag=I, $pI=I AevI pUr`Sv$p AanHdÝwu, Aene huH mara Sv$pne Anuwvto, ;Aa' ;Aa' ÝTyÙ Ke khe Ke. &annI pyayRmaH;Aa' ;huH' ÝtapvHt ræo. Aahaha¦

AolI xi› ka#I (khI Ke) Ke ne ÝwuTv, ;ÝwuTvxi›' te AamaH=I TyaH Aem Kejeno Ýtap AqHiDt Ke. Aevo SvtHƒta=I xowayman maro Ýwu, jeno Ýtap AqHD Ke.jene ko{ qHD krI xke AevI takat ko{maH n=I. Aahaha¦

ÔuAo jeno Ýtap Ýwuno, AenamaH ÝwuTv namno gu Ke, wgvan AaTmamaH{¬r, Ýwuta namno gu Ke, Ae gu na \rnarne wgvan AaTmane Ô~yo Ae khe Ke, kemaro Ýtap AqHiDt Ke. Ae mara Ýtapne, SvtHƒta=I xowaymanp uH Ke. Aahahahaha¦Aevo huH AaTma ÝtapvHt ræo Aem khe Ke. ÔeyuH¦ Aahaha¦ Anuwvto Aa huH ÝtapvHtræo. Aahaha¦ AlaEikk vatuH Ke bapu, smysare to kevzIna ivrh wUlaVya Ke. Aahahaha¦\Ime=I xaHit=I saHwze smje to Aene qbr pDe. Aahaha¦

Aa Ýkare huH ;dHs`na`m{Ao' sda A$pI, huH, Aek, xuâ, Aevo pr=I svR=a j¡doAeva Sv$pne Anuwvto svR=I j¡da Aeva Sv$pne Anuwvto, Aahaha¦ Aa “huH” Aa&ayk cEtNy ßyoitÝwu. Aahaha¦ jenI &annI pyaRymaH ÝTyÙ =yo. Aahahaha¦smÔ uH kaH{?

Aa huH AaTma Aa huH ÝtapvHt ræo. ;Aa' ;huH' mara AqHD Ýtap=I SvtHƒp exowayman ræo. Aahaha¦ ;j¡Ao Aa AaTmanuH &an.' Aahaha¦ Aa huH wgvan AaTma,Ae svR=I j¡do, AenaH Sv$pne Anuwvto Aa huH ÝtapvHt ræo, maro (Svwav) ÝtapvHthuH KuH. Aahahaha¦ mara Ýtapne ko{ qHDn krI xktHu n=I, Aevo huH SvtHƒta=I xowayman,Aahaha¦ Aem huH ÝtapvHt Aa ræo, Ae!luH lI\uH. hve Aem ÝtapvHt vtRta Aeva mne,Aahahahaha¦

Aa pHcmAarana muin¦ Ae potanI dxa v RvtaH jgtne _pdex Aa Ôtno AapeKe. Aahaha¦ idgMbr muin Ke, AHtrŸAnuwvmaH dxRn, &an, cairƒne Anuwve Ke. maraSv$pne huH AnuwvuH KuH. Ae xuwÔeg hxe? Ýwu, Ýwu, Ýwu, xuH kre Ke na=?

xuwÔeg=I p` svR=a huH j¡do. Aahahaha¦ Êm$p ne AÊm$pmaH nhotuH AaVyuH?Ane nv wedo tÀvna, Aena=I p` j¡do. heH? Aahahaha¦ maro Ýwu, pr=I j¡do Aeva maraSv$pne, \m± Aem Ô e Ke, Anuwve Ke. Aahahaha¦ ke Aa huH ÝtapvHt ræo, Aa huHÝtapvHt ræo. Aahahahaha¦ mara Ýtapne ko[ qHD krI xke, AevI ko{nI takat n=IjgtmaH. Aaha... mara ÝtapnI SvtHƒtanI xowayman, AenI SvtHƒtanI Axowako{ krI xke? Aahahaha¦ gjb Ke !Ika¦ Aaha¦ vStune SpÚ Vy› krvanI isiâ.Aahahahaha¦

Aem Aa huH ÝtapvHt ræo, Ae!le AiStnI vat krI. hve ÝtapvHt vtRta Aeva mneAa rIte huH ÝtapvHt vtuÅ KuH Aeva mne, Aahahaha¦ Ôe ke marI bhar Anek ÝkarnI, phelaHH


607kæuH'tuH ne ke sday j¡da, svR=I j¡da Aeva Sv$pne Anuwvto mara hve mara Sv$p=Ibhar, Ke ne? Anek ÝkarnI Sv$pnI sHpda, Ae p` Anek ÝkarnI Sv$pnI sHpdavazajgt Ke. AnHt AaTmaAo, AnHt rjkò ho jgtmaH khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Anek ÝkarnISv$pnI sHpda vDe, smSt prãVyo Sfurayman Ke, b\a AnHta ãVyo Ke, AiSt \rave Ke,Sfurayman Ke, Ýg! Ke. Aahaha¦

AnHt AaTmaAo, AnHt rjkò, AsHQy kaza uAo, \maRiSt, A\maRiStkay neAakax Ae mara Sv$p=I, j¡da Sv$pnI sHpdane \ravta, Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦ Ae pÀiStp e baæ pda=È potanI sHpda vDe xowaymanp e rhelaH Ke. Aahaha¦ Aene kaH{marI j$r n=I, AenI mne j$r n=I. Aahahaha¦

Aevo maro wgvan ÝtapvHt ræo =ko, ÝtapvHt vtRto =ko, Aahahahaha¦ mne,Ôe ke bhar Anek ÝkarnI Sv$pnI sHpda- AenaH Sv$pnI l"mI prma unI Sv$pnIl"mI, AaTmana Sv$pnI l"mI, isâonI Sv$pnI l"mI, AnHta ingodna ÒvonaSv$pnI l"mI, Aena (vDe) smSt prãVyo Sfurayman Ke. AenI sHpda vDe te SfuraymanKe. Aahaha¦

mara vDe Ae nhÄ, tem {¬r ktaR Ke ma!e te xowayman Ke Aem nhÄ Aem khe Ke.Aahahaha¦ Ae p` potana Sv$pnI sHpda vDe krIne, Aahahahaha¦ prãVyo smStSfurayman Ke, to p` ko{p` prãVy prma umaƒ p` marap e wastuH n=I mne kheKe. Aahaha¦ \m± Òvne, sMyG¹iÚ Òvne, Aahaha¦ mara Sv$pna ÝtapvHtp e ræo,Ane Ýtapp e vtRta Aeva mne, bharna smSt prãVyo OnI sHpda=I Sfurayman Ke,AiSt Ke, jem huH pote AiSt KuH Aeva Ae p` AiSt Ke. KtaH Aahaha... ko{p` prãVyko{p` prãVy isâ ho ke ingod ho ke rjk` ho ke Acet SkH\ ho, Aahahaha... SƒI hoke AenuH xrIr ho ke pHcprmei¤ ho. Aahahahaha¦ Ae AenaH Sv$pnI sHpda=I SfuraymanKe. Aahaha¦

mne huH Aek AaTma wgvan AanHdSv$p Ýwu, Aahaha.. marI Sv$pnI sHpdaneAnuwvtaH, b\I sHpda=I Sfurayman Ae tÀvo Ke, AemaH ko{p` prãVy, prma umaƒp`, Aek ragno k` ne rjk`no pda=R, marap e wastuH n=I. Aahahaha...

j¡Ao¦ Aa sMyG¹iÚ \maRTmana AaTmana Anuwvna lq`. Aahaha¦ AaHhIyawle ƒ ey weguH lI\uH Ke, ƒ ey weguH sMyGdxRnmaHy dxRn&an cairƒmaH ƒ ey weguH Ke.AhÄ pUr` lI\uH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Aahahaha¦

\m± Òv A&anI Ý=m hto. Aahaha¦ Aene guÌAe smÔvtaH Ae potana r!`maHgyo, AaVyo, Ane temaH Sv$pnI sHpdane AnuwvI. Aahaha¦ Are, huH to mara prme¬rnewUlI gyo hto. Aahaha¦ maro Ýwu to pU aRnHd=I ibrajman Ke AHdr. Aahahaha¦ AenemeH yad krIne, Sv$pnI Sm<it krIne Aahahaha... yad kyÈ Éyare =ay? ke Aeno Avg‡h,{ha, Avay Ane \arà ={ hoy Tyare yad kyuR =ay. Aahahaha¦ Aevo je huH Aene (Aeva

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608 smysar isiâ wag-2mne) Ôe ke marI bhar prma u Aaid Anek ÝkarnI Sv$pnI sHpda vDe Ýkaxe Ke p`marap e (mne) wastuH n=I. ko{p` prãVy prma umaƒ p` marap e wastuH n=I.Aahahaha¦ AaDƒIs ga=a¦ gjb kam Ke.

marap e wastuH n=I ke je mne wavkp e, kmR wavk, Ane AenaH inim¿e =to ivkarwaVy, Ae maraH Ke Ae hve mne wastuH n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦ j¡Ao Aa sMyG¹iÚ nesMyG&anIna Aacr`vaza. Aahahaha¦ Ae Aa pHcmAarana sHtoAe, pHcmAarana]otane khIne, ]ota ÔgI é@˜o, AenI vat Ke. heH¦ Aahahaha¦ ivxeØ to hve Aave Ke.

marap e wastuH n=I ke je mne wavkp e t=a &eyp e marI sa=e Aek ={ne, Aewavkp e nhÄ ne &eyp e nhÄ, &ey Ke p` marap e wase Ae wgvan Ke { maraH Ke AevuHwase, Aem Ke nhÄ hve Om khe Ke. Aahahaha¦

Am<t vrSya re pHcmkazmaH¦ Aaha... AavI vat ÉyaH Ke Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦Am<tcHãacayR Ke ne¦ Aahaha¦ hÒ to v\are Aave Ke AlaEikk vatuH¦ Aahaha¦ mnewavkp e, jene AaTma sMyGdxRnmaH waSyo, sMyG&anmaH AaTma waSyo... AaTmapU aRnHdno na=¦ Aahaha... Ae smiktI Aem khe Ke ke mara Sv$pne Anuwvto, AaÝtapvHt ræo huH, mara ÝtapvHt vtRta Aeva mne, smSt prãVyomaH ko{p` cIj marIKe Aem mne wastuH n=I. Aahahahaha¦ pHcprmei¤ hoy toy p` Ae maraH Ke Aem mnewastuH n=I, khe Ke. Aahahahaha¦ Ae to @Ik, hÒ Aave Ke.

{ wavkp e Ane &eyp e marI sa=e Aek ={ne frI moh _TpNn kre, Aahahaha...mne je mohno nax =yo Ke, im+yaTvno Ae frIne hve moh Aave, Ae mne n=I ræuH hve.Aahahaha¦

Aa pHcmkazna sHto ne ]ota Aava hoy Aem khe Ke, gjb vat kre Ke Ýwu¦Aahahaha¦ pHcmkazna sHt Ke, idgMbr sHt khe Ke. Ame je Aa mohno nax kyÈ AefrIne _TpNn nhÄ =ay, p` Ýwu tmo kevzI Ko? tmne kevz&an Ke? tme, kevzI pasegyay n=I, hÒ kuHdkuHdacayR to gya hta. Aahahaha¦

maro na= AHdr prme¬r ibraje Ke ne huH TyaH gyo hto, Aahahahaha¦ Ane maropokar Ke. jg Ôher pokar Ke ke mne je Aa im+yaTvno mohno nax =yo, wle cairƒ=IAiS=r ={x, dxRn &an cairƒe pir`Myo Ke, Ae=I SvgRmaH jxe te=I cairƒ=I AiS=r=xe, p` je mohno nax =yo Ke Ae frIne =xe Ae nhÄ, Aem khe Ke. Aahahahaha¦

(]ota:- AÝitht wav Ke.) AÝitht wav Ke bapa¦ Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦(]ota:- hve pDvanI vat n=I.) ãVy xuH pDe? Ane jenI ¹iÚ ãVynI ={ Ae xuH pDe? Aemkhe Ke. Aahaha¦ Ame to je kH{ im+yaTvno, mohno nax kyÈ Ane je sMyGdxRn&an_TpNn kyuÅ, Ae moh frIne _TpNn =ay? Ame pHcmAarana sHt khIAe KIAe, Ane sHtna]otaAone Anuwv =yo Ae Aem khe Ke, AenI vat lI\I Ke ne, Anaid (A&anI hto te)smßyo AenI vat Ke ne. Aahahaha¦


609Ýwu¦ p` kevz&aney tmne n=I ne Aa!luH b\uH Ôer? ke Ame hve AaTm&an paMya

KIAe, Anuwv =yo Ke ne im+yaTvno nax kyÈ Ke, Ae im+yaTv hve Amne =vanuH n=I.Aahahaha¦

hve Ame sadI AnHt sMyGdxRnmaH rhevana KIAe. Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦ gjb kamkyaÅ Ke, muin pote to khe Ke p` jene smÔVyuH Ae (]ota) Aam khe Ke. Aem Ke ne wa{¦Aahahahaha¦ Ae pHcmkazno ]ota, Aahahahaha¦ jene Aa guÌgme Aa vaÌ mzI...Aahaha... Ane Ae smßyo, Aahaha... Ae Aem khe Ke ke Ame to Aa ÝtapvHt ræa AneÝtapvHt vtRta mne ko{ mara Ýtapne moh _TpNn krIne qHD kre AevuH Ke nhÄ hve. frInemoh _TpNn =ay Ae mare Ke j nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aohoho¦ Amne je ¹iÚ ne ¹iÚno ivØymZyo, Ae ¹iÚ hve pDe, ƒ`kazmaH n=I, khe Ke. Aahahaha¦ AÝitht¦ Aahahaha... Aaloko khe, paHcmo Aaro Aavo Ke ne AemaH xuwÔeg j hoy, Are Ýwu¦ xuH kre Ke wa{¦

(]ota:- ATyare xuâ _pyog n hoy, paHcmaH AaramaH xuwwav=I \mR =ay.xuw=I j =ay.) Aene qbr n=I ne qbr n=I Aemne. Aahaha¦ wa{, tarI Sv$pnIsHpdane Ýwu. Aahaha¦ qbr n=I, Ae=I pHcm AaramaH xuwÔeg j hoy... p‡wu Aa xuH kheKe Aa muin? Are muin to @Ik, p` Aene saHwznara Aava =ay Aem khe Ke. Aahahaha...¦Aaha¦ (]ota:- ]otay Aeva Ke ne¦) Aevay ]ota hta. Ane AmarI vaÌ ;Aa Ke 'ne jene kane pDe... ne je smje Ae p` AÝithtvazo Òv Ke le Aem khe Ke. Aahahaha¦p‡wu¦ Aahaha¦

AavI vatuH Ke bapa¦ jgtnI hare mez qavo k@` bhu wa{¦ (]ota:- idvazInaidvsomaH to AavuH j hoy ne¦) AavuH j hoy bapa sacI vat Ke. Aahaha... ßyaH AHdr=IJbkaro ÔGyo Ýwu. Aahahaha... (]ota:- Ýkax... Ýkax... Ýkax) p‡kaxno pUHj ßyaHÔGyo AHdr Ýkax. hve Ame paKa pDIAe ne Amne im+yaTv frI _TpNn =ay AevuH AmareræuH n=I, Ame pHcmAarana ]ota Ane pHcmAarana guÌ. pHiDtÒ? Aahahaha¦ Aa tosmßyo { Aem khe Ke ne? “AhH AeÞo qlu suâo” Aahaha¦

p‡wu¦ Aahaha¦ Ane paHcmI ga=amaH Aem kæuHne p‡wuAe kuHdkuHdacayeR “tH Aey¿ivhtHdaAehH APpò sivhve jid daAeßj pma H” Aahahaha¦ AHtrna Anuwv=I p‡ma`krje p‡wu. Aahahahahaha¦ wgvan wgvan wgvan b\a ibraje Ke ne khe. Aahaha¦

wgvanne AozqIne kbUl krje, Aahaha¦ pa!ÌÒ¦ j¡Ao Aa vat saHwzI n=IÉyaHy. { to potey khe Ke ne wa{ bapu, AavI vat Ke wa{. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ AmaruHje im+yaTv -AnHt sHsar, Aahahaha... Ae gyo Ae gyo hve ho, khe Ke hve. (]ota:-bzI gyuH { paKuH Aave?) Aaha..¦ Ae ritwa{? Aa rit _TpNn ={ AHdrmaH khe Ke. {hve jvanI n=I, Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Ýwu, p‡wu. Aaha... ha¦

Ae moh Aa gjb kyÈ Ke ne? marI sa=e &ey ={, &ey pr Ke ne te mara ={ wavkwave mara ={ne Aek ={ne frI moh _TpNn kre, { mare ræuH n=I. Aahahahaha¦

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610 smysar isiâ wag-2kar`ke injrs=I j, Aahaha... im+yaTv, mohne kem _TpNn n kre? ke mara inj

rs=I AaTmana AanHdna rs=I, Aahahaha¦ marI inj xi›na sam+yR=I, maro wgvaninjrsna sam+yR=I, Aahahaha... mohne mUz=I _qaDI, mohne daByo Ke _pxm kyÈAemey nhÄ. AhÄya to mohne mUz=I _qaDI, Aahaha... g\eDa jem mUz=I qay _qeDIneAem &anI mUz=I _qaDI naqe Ke ragne - im+yaTvne, Aahaha¦ Aaha¦ gjb ga=a Ke.Aem meH mara AaTmana rs=I Svwavna rsna sam+yR=I mohne, injrs=I j, Om kæuHÔeyuH? ko{ kmR mHd pD uH ne fla uH =yuH ne Aem nhÄ p` meH mara injrs=I j. Aahahaha...maro wgvan AaTma, injrs, AanHdna rs=I mara sam+yR=I Aem khe Ke. injrs=I;j' bIÔe ko{ AHdr Aaxy rag nhÄ. Aaha¦ Aahaha¦ mohne mUz=I _qaDI, mUzmaH=IqodI ka#Ine, Aahahaha¦ mUizyuH toDI naQyuH Ke khe Ke. Aa frIne _TpNn n =ay. Aahahahaha¦

Aohoho¦ xuH smysarna ktaR, xuH Aena !Ikakar. xuH Aena ]otaAo¦¦ Aahahaha¦AaHhI AenI VyaQya Ke ne wa{¦ jene sHwzaVyuH Ke, Ae smßyo Ke. Ae Aem khe Ke ke,Aahahahaha¦ mara injrs=I j maro vItrag Svwavrs, Aahahaha¦ pUr`SvwavmaHsav\anIna rs=I j-mohne mUz=I _qeDI naQyo. Aahaha¦ mohne daByo, _pxm kyÈAemey nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aohohoho¦ Are kuHdkuHdacayR¦ Am<tcHãacayR¦ calta isâ¦ Ane Aewave isâ =vana. Aahahaha¦

mohne mUz=I _qaDIne, frI AHkur n épje. Aahahahaha... im+yaTvno AHkur népje AHkur jrIAe n épje. Aaha¦ fUl to nhÄ, Aahahaha... p` im+yaTvno AHkur p`n épje jrIye, Aahaha¦ Aevo nax krIne, Aaha¦ gjb kyuÅ Ke ne? wgvanne wgvannawe!a =ya AHtrma { khe Ke, hve Ôy nhÄ. Aahaha¦ maro na= pU aRnHdno Ýwu Aena ßyaHwe!a =ya, hve ivyog n =ay khe Ke. Aahahahaha¦ Aahaha¦

frI AHkur n épje ÔeyuH? ;Svrst Ovapun: p‡aduwaRvay smUlH mohmuNmULyH' - AemKe ne mUzsiht mohne _NmULyH - mUz=I _qeDI naQyo. mhto ;&ano>otSy ÝSf¡irtÀvatŸ'

frI AHkur n épje Ovo nax krIne, mhan &anÝkax - mhan &anÝkax,cEtNyßyoit Jzhz ßyoit, Jzhz ßyoit. xItzcHã Ýkaxno. Ovo maro Ýwu cHã,Aahahaha... Aeno &anÝkax, mhan &anÝkax mne Ýg! =yo Ke. Aahahaha¦ j¡Ao¦ AaidgMbr sHtonI va`I¦ Aahaha¦

]ImdŸ khe Ke: ;idgMbrna tIv‡ vcnone l{ne rhSy smÒ xkay Ke'{ kheva mageKe. Aahaha¦ ;¬etaHbrnI mozaxne l{ne rs @HDato gyo', bhu AakruH kam du:q lagebIÔne xuH =ay? Are, Aa Aek kDI Ke, Ova bƒIs sUƒomaH Aa vat mze AevI n=I.Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- bƒIs ne ter pIstalIsmaHy n mze¦) pIstazIs to nanaesa\ar`, Aa bƒIs ne b\ay ÔeyaH Ke. KÇternI salmaH Ae pIstazIs sUƒ Aek paHcmihnamaH Ôeya hta. KÇter, KÇter. (]ota:- Aõavn vrs =yaH) Aõavn vrs phelaH,bƒIs sUƒ ne AenaH ter sUƒ, pIstalIs sUƒ ne AenI !IkaAo, paHc mihnamaH, comasu


611htuH damngr, paHc mihnamaH pIstalIs sUƒ vaHCyaH'ta. AaHhI to \H\o Aek j kyÈ Kene. Aõavn vrs phelaHH....gjr= p~ìt - sUyR p~ìt b\uH vaHCyuH'tuH.

Aa vat. Aahahaha¦ A@õtermaH smysar ha=maH AaVyuH, AaVyuH ne kæuH AHdr=I,Aahahaha¦ xei@ya hta Aag‡hI sHÝdayna, p` Ae vqte to (Ame S=ankvasI sHÝdaymaH)hta ne¦ kI\uH xe@, Aa puStk AxrIrI Ke, isâ =vane ne AxrIrI =vane xrIr riht =vaneAa puStk Ke kI\uH. pa!ÌÒ? A@õter, damngr, damodr xe@ hta ne ATyare pEsa n=Ip` te id' to saH{@ vrs phelaHH dslaq, dslaq $ipya ne calIs hÔrnI épj ne¹iÚ ivprIt FÌ htI. p` Ae vqte to AamaH hto Ae!le n AoluH lage¦ Aahahaha¦

AanI Aek kDI, AaDƒIsmI ga=anI, Aahaha.... bar AHgmaH je khevuH Ke ;AnuwUit'Aa AenI vat Ke AaHhI. Aahahaha¦

mohno ;AHkur' xBd Ke. Ke ne? Aaha¦ Ke ne¦ Aaha¦ ;Svrst' Ovapun: ÝaduwaRvaysmUlH mohmuNmULy' - Aem mUzmaH=I mohno _NmUlmŸ, Aahaha¦ feHkI dI\o Ke ke nax krInaQyo Ke. Aaha¦ maro Ýwu, &anSv$pI cEtNyßyoit Jzhz ßyoit Aeno Ýkax mne=yo Ke khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Are, tme pHcmAarana Òv, wgvan to n=I AaHhI ne, wgvanibraje Ke TyaH mhaivdehmaH ibraje Ke Ýwu wgvan¦ sImH\r wgvan¦ bapu, Amarawgvan AmarI pase Ke Ae Amaro pokar Ke, khe Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦ Aevo naxkrIne, mhan &anÝkax. Aahaha... mhan &anÝkax¦ ãVySvwavno je &anSvwav&aykSvwav mhan &anÝkax, mne Ýg! =yo Ke. vah Ýwu¦ AaDƒIs ga=aAe to hdvazI naqI Ke¦

(]ota:- Òv Ai\kar pUro =yo Ke.) ha, pUro kyÈ ne... Òv Ai\kar pUro ={ Gyo,Òvno Ai\kar AavI gyo. Aeno je Ai\kar hto Ae!lo AavI gyo. Aahahaha¦(]ota:- AaTmano Anuwv =ay Tyare Ai\kar pUro =ay ne¦) Are, loko ÉyaH cÇ!ã Ke,bharnI iÊya, Aa v‡t kro ne Apvas krone tp krone... Are¦ { to ragnI iÊya Ke,Aas‡v Ke NyaH ÉyaH \rm hto? Are¦ wgvan, ßyaH wgvan (inÔTma) pDõ Ke TyaHtuH Ôene Aekvar¦ Aahahaha¦ \m± Aevo wgvan AemaH AnHt AnHt \mR Svwav Ke. tevaSvwavnI samuH Ôene¦ Aahaha... tne \rm Ýg!xe. Ae \rm Aevo Ýg!xe ke frIneim+yaTv Aave nhÄ Aevo Ýg!xe. Aahahahaha¦

_NmUln nhÄ Ae!le AHkur xBd ka#yo AHdr=I AHkur xBd n=I AamaH AHdr. (]ota:-ÝaduwaRv kæuH) ÝaduwaRv bs Ae!luH, pKI Aeno A=R kyÈ. Aahahaha¦ ko' Aa. AamsvR=I j¡da Aam paHc lI!ImaH Aa!luH b\uH wyuÅ Ke. Aahahaha¦

AacayÈ, muinAo pote Aem khe Ke. kuHdkuHdacayR to wgvan pase gya hta. kuHdkuHdacayRidgMbr sHt, sHvt Aog`pcas wgvan iƒlokna= sImH\r Ýwu ibraje Ke. mhaivdehTyaH gya hta, Aa@ idn ræa hta. Ae to khe, p` Aa to AenaH !Ikakar pokar kre Ke,Aaha... Are !Ikakar khe Ke ke, Ame jene kI\uH, Aeno pokar ;Aa' Ke. wle { wgvan pase

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612 smysar isiâ wag-2n gya hoy. Aahahaha¦ p` Aeno wgvan pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu, AenI pase gya Ke ne{. Aahahaha¦

kae' AÒtwa{? Aa pEsa bEsamaH n=I Aa kaH{, \UzmaH=I n=I NyaH, Aa Ke mal¦(]ota: ma!e to Ae AaHhI AaVya Ke) Aahaha¦ AakruH lage lokone bhar Ýv<i¿maH cDavIdI\a Ke ne? Apvas krone v‡t krone tp krone Apvas Ae hve ragnI iÊyaAomaH cDavIdI\a, \rm Aekkor rhI gyo. Aaha¦ (]ota: AjEnne jEn mnavI dI\a) AjEnp`amaHjEn(p uH) maNyuH Ke. Aahaha¦

Aa to vItrag svR& iƒlokna=¦ Ae prme¬r Aevo j - AaTmanuH pUr` vItragSv$p prme¬r, Aene pyaRymaH ßyaH AenuH wan =ay Ke Tyare khe Ke ke Aa je marI pyaRyje Ýg!I inmRz, hve mne im+yaTvno _dy =ay ne miln =ay, mare AevuH ræuH n=I.pDvana, pDe OvuH xaÏmaH lQyuH Ke, Aave Ke ke nhÄ? ;xuâny pirCyUta' Ae to Ô`vama!e Ke, mare ma!e n=I Ae. Aahahaha¦ Aas‡vmaH Aave Ke xuâny (pirCyUta) - nypirCyUta Ke? nyno A=R: xuâny kar` ny Ae j ny Ke Vyvhar (ny) to k=nmaƒny Ke. Aahahaha¦ ny Ke, Aeno ivØy Ke p` { to sa\ar`, k=nmaƒ¦ ;nypirCyUta' no A=R j Aevo kyÈ pa@ to ny Ke fkt Aeno A=R Aevo kyÈ ke ;xuânypirCyUta' ny j Aene khIAe. Aahahaha¦

je xuâ wgvan pU aRnHdno Aa]y lI\o Ke, AevI je xuâny, Aena=I je CyUt =ayKe Ae to &an jgtne kraVyuH, AaHhI to khe Ke ke je, Aahahaha... je e xuânyno AHtrŸAa]y lI\o Ane jene sMyGdxRn &an cairƒ Aaid Ýg! =yaH, Ae hve im+yaTvne pameke pDe AevuH ræuH n=I. Aahahahaha¦ gjb vat Ke.

mhan &an Ýkax Ae!le? Aahahaha... xaÏ&an to AnHtvar =yuH'tuH AigyarAHg ne nv (pUvRnuH) xaÏnuH, Ae nhÄ, Aa to mhan&an, &anno wHDar diryae ÝwuAemaH=I &an Ýg! =yuH Ke. Aahaha¦ marI pyaRymaH mhan &anprmaTmSv$p je Ýg!AavI gyo Ke. Aahahaha¦

hve, AamaH vadivvad kre { ÉyaH par pDe AevuH Ke wa{¦ (]ota: ma!e to kuHdkuHdacayeRvadivvadnI na paDI Ke.) na paDI Ke. Aola kye tme na paDo Ko te tmne AavDtuH n=I,tme paKa pDI gya ma!e tme na paDo Ko Aem khe Ke. khe ibcara khe AenI.... Ane tmeccaR krva Aavo, w{ ccaR to ={ g{ Ke AaHhI qainyamaH te TyaH A\UrI rhI Ke KeLluHAmare pUKvuH Ôe{Ae Ae bakI raqI dI\uH Ke, tme pUK uH ne teno jvab Amaro KeLlo noAaVyo, Are Ýwu Ae kyeR par n pDe bapa¦

Aa cIj te ÉyaH wa{? Ae xaÏna w`trey te mze AevuH n=I. Aahaha¦ xuH =ay?mne mhan&anÝkax srvazo KeLlo. Òv Ai\karno, ÒvnuH jevuH Ai\karp uH htuH

tevuH Ýg! uH Ae Òv Ai\kar pUro =yo. Aahahaha¦wava=R: - AaTma Anaidkaz=I, mohna _dy=I A&anI hto im+ya¹iÚ. dxRnmohno


613_dy ne temaH ÔeDa`. Aa Svwav trf ÔeDa` =vuH Ôe{Ae Ae KoDI d{ne, Ae e wavk jemoh, tena trf ÔeDa` krIne, waVy je im+yaTvwav te Aene l{ne A&anI hto.Aahahahahaha¦

te ]I guÌAona _pdex=I, Aahaha... Ae to AolamaH AaVyuH Ke ne? Òv mr`tuLy={ ræo Ke. TyaH Aem AaVyuH Ke. Òvne mr`tuLy krI naQyo Ke khe Ke. dya dan v‡tnapiràm, rag=I mne law =ay Ae Òvne marI naQyo Ke khe Ke. mr`tuLy kyÈ Ke, AemaHKe. OmaH paKuH Aem kæuH Ke tI=Åkrna _pdex=I te smÔVyuH Ke Aem Ke. smÔ uH? (]ota:-AõavIs) A@ãvIs, A@ãvIs (kzx) x$Aat, x$Aat. Aa ræuH j¡Ao A@ãvIs;prHtu kmR sHyog=I #HkayeluH hova=I mr`ne Ýaº ={ ræuH htuH'. wgvan ÒvtI ßyotAHdr &an ne AanHdna nUrna Ýkaxna pUHjvazo, p` Aene mohmaH rag maro ne pu~y maruHne Aeva wav=I Aene marI naQyo Ae!le Ô e huH KuH j nhÄ AÒv j Ke mare to bIj¡HkhevuH'tuH AaHhI guÌno _pdex Ke ne¦

te w‡aiNt prm guÌ ]I tI=Åkrno _pdex saHwztaH m!e Ke. AhÄ to Aa. Aahaha¦guÌ p` tI=Åkrno _pdex Ke Ae j khe Ke. Aahahaha¦ wgvan ÒvtI ßyot cEtNyÔg‡t AvS=a=I wrelo wgvan Aene meH rag ne dya-danna ivkLp=I ne inim¿=I mnelaw =ay, Aem krIne potana ÒvtrnI ßyotne Ae e hÌ naqI. Aahaha¦ AevI jeim+yaTvdxa, Ae w‡aiNt im+yaTv Ae!le w‡aHit prmguÌ ]I tI=Åkr iƒlokna= tI=Åkrno_pdex saHwztaH m!e Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH?

Ae AaHhI kæuH, guÌAona _pdex=I, Ane potanI kazliB\=I &anI =yo Ae=IpuruØa=R krtaH kazliB\ pakI g{. Aahaha¦ Ane potana Sv$pne prma=R=I Ô~yuH,potana Sv$pne prma=R=I Ô~yuH, Aam to Sv$pne xaÏna w`trmaH AaVyuH'tuH Aene,AnHtvar p` Ae prma=eR Ô~yuH nhotuH. Aahahahaha¦ sMyGdxRn xuH cIj Ke AenImh¿anI qbr n=I lokone... Ae e to sa\ar` krI naQyuH ke ={ ræuH devguÌnI ]âa kro,v‡t kro, tp kro, Apvas kro mrI gya krI krIne Ae to¦ (]ota:- vzI khe Droma,Droma) ha, Ae to vzI wiãkp e khe. bharmaH v‡t l{ Lyo ne lUgDaHH KoDI >o ne...

(potana Sv$pne) prma=R=I Ô~yuH ke huH Aek KuH, mUzpa@ Ke ne? xuâ KuH, A$pI KuHAe ƒ ey l{ lI\a, Ane dxRn&anmy KuH. ga=ano wav lI\o, AavuH Ô`va=I - AavuHÔ`va=I (]ota:- SvsNmuq ={ne Ô`va=I) mohno smUz nax =yo - mohno;smUz' nax =yo, mUzmaH=I im+yaTvno nax =yo. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- nax =yo te=yuH xuH) wavkwav ne &eywav=I wed&an =yuH. wavkwav Ae!le kmR wavk ne Aenainim¿=I =tI ivkarI pyaRyo rag-äeØnI im+yaTv Aaid Aevo wavkwav Ane &eywavAe!le pr &eyo, Aena=I wed&an =yuH. rag=I Ane &ey=I j¡do pDõ. Aahahahaha¦potanI Sv$p sHpda, potanI Sv$p sHpda Aana=I j¡do pDõ, Tyare =yuH xuH? potanISv$p sHpda AnuwvmaH AavI. Aahahaha¦ wgvan AnHt AanHdnI l"mI,

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614 smysar isiâ wag-2AtIiNãyAanHdnuH &an, AtIiNãy ]âa, AtIiNãy xaHit vgere AHtrŸ AenaH AnuwvmaHAavI. Aahaha... Ae potanI l"mInI sHpda AnuwvmaH AavI. Aahahaha¦ Ae dya dannIv<i¿ Ae to rag Ae potanI sHpda htI Ae to ivkar ivwav Ke. Aahahahaha¦ AakruH kam.(]ota:- coQqu kam.) Ae=I Ae loko ibcara AevuH khe Ke Aey song#vazaAe toVyvhar _DavI dI\o. Vyvhar=I =ay Ae n raQyuH. wgvan Vyvhar to rag Ke bapu¦Aahaha¦ rag=I to AaHhI j¡do pDõ Tyare law =yo. jena=I j¡duH pDvuH Aena=I law =ay?

bhu AakruH kam¦ ATyare Ý$pà frI g{ bhu, _pdex fyÈ. vai`yane nvrax nmze vai`ya nvra (n =ay) \H\o Aaqo id' Aey Ko!awa{¦ Aaqo id' bayDI KokraHne \H\o AemaH vqt n mze klak mze Tyare saHwzva Ôy, mgj n mze, je ma=e khe;jynaray`' (]ota:- huixyar khevay Ke ne vai`ya) smjva jeva huixyar b\aHy.Aahaha¦ sHsarna Daæa hoy mo!I vatuH krnara, \H\ana ne Aam mo!a _>ogpit ne Aamne Aam mUqaR{maH mo!a Ke Ae b\ay. Aahahahaha¦ kho, cHãkaHtwa{¦

Lyo, Aa b\a vai`ya A#I A#I hÔrna pgarne Aeso... Aeso AesomaH Ke ne Ae?Ae kHpnI frI g{ Aes. pI. srkarnI frI g{.

AaHhI potanI Sv$p sHpda AnuwvmaH AavI, hve frI moh kem _TpNn =ay? n=ay. Aa b\uH !Ikane wava=R pUruH =yuH.

={ Gyo vqt Lyo¦ (]ota:- Ýma` vcn guÌdev¦)

· sMyG&annuH AawUØ` AevuH Aa prmaTmtÀv smSt

ivkLp smUh=I svRt: muÉt Ke. Anek Ýkarna ivkLpno smUh

te sMykŸ&anna AawUØ` Aeva prmaTmtÀvmaH-iƒkazI tÀvmaH

n=I. svRny sHbH\I Anek Ýkarna ivcaro Ae p` ÝpHc Ke. Ae

p` iƒkazI prmaTmtÀvne ivØe n=I. Ae ivkLpo n=I Ae to

@Ik p` xuâ pyaRyonI ]e I-inmRz pyaRynI \ara$p |yanavlI

Ae p` prmaTmtÀvmaH n=I. |yanavlInuH je |yey Ke Aeva

prmaTmtÀvmaH |yannI pirìt$p pyaRyo-|yanavlI n=I.

wa{¦ tuH to sday Aavo prmaTmSv$pe j Ko.

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615

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(vsNtitlka)mßjNtu inwRrmmI smmev lokaAalokmuCKlit xaNtrse smSta:.AaóaVy ivw‡mitrSkir`Ä wreÝoNmG™ OØ wgvanvbo\isN\u:.. 32..

hve, Aevo AaTmano Anuwv =yo teno mihma khI Ýerà$p kaVy AacayR kheKe ke Aava &anSv$p AaTmamaH smSt lok inmGn =aAo:-

}loka=R:- (OØ: wgvanŸ Avbo\isN\u:) Aa &ansmuã wgvan Aa„a (ivw‡m-itrSkir`Ä wre AaPlaVy) ivw‡m$p AaDI cadrne smUzgI DubaDI d{ne (dUrkrIne) (ÝoNmGn:) pote svaÅg Ýg! =yo Ke (AmI smSta: loka:) te=I hve AasmSt lok (xaNtrse) tena xaHt rsmaH (smmŸ Ov) AekIsa=e j (inwRrmŸ)ATyNt (mßjNtu) mGn =aAo. kevo Ke xaHt rs? (AalokmŸ _CKlit) smStlok pyÅt éKzI ræo Ke.

wava=R:-jem smuãnI AaDuH kaH{ AavI Ôy Tyare jz n=I deqatuH Ane ßyareAaD dUr =ay Tyare jz Ýg! =ay¸ Ýg! =taH, lokne ÝeràyoGy =ay ke ;Aa jzmaHsvR lok Snan kro'¸ tevI rIte Aa AaTma ivw‡m=I AaCKaidt hto Tyare tenuHSv$p nhotuH deqatuH hve ivw‡m dUr =yo Tyare y=aSv$p (jevuH Ke tevuH Sv$p) Ýg!=yuH te=I ;hve tena vItrag iv&an$p xaHtrsmaH AekIvqte svR lok mGn =aAo'Aem AacayeR Ýerà krI Ke. A=va Aevo p` A=R Ke ke ßyare AaTmanuH A&an dUr=ay Tyare kevz&an Ýg! =ay Ane kevz&an Ýg! =taH smSt lokmaH rhelapda=È AekIvqte j &anmaH AavI Jzke Ke tene svR lok deqo. 32.

Ývcn nH. 111 ga=a 38no }lok - 3rta. 18-10-78 bu\var Aaso vd-2 sH. 2p04

mßjNtu inwRrmmI smmev loka AalokmuCKlit xaNtrse smSta: .AaóaVy ivw‡mitrSkir`Ä wre ÝoNmG™ OØ wgvanvbo\isN\u: .. 32..Aa Òv Ai\karno KeLlo kzx Ke ne? “AeØ wgvan Avbo\ isN\u:” AeØ Aa

cEtNy p‡TyÙ wgvan AaTma, ;AeØ' Aa, cEtNyÝTyÙ, cEtNylok AEsa wgvanAvbo\ isH\u wgvan Ae!le AaTma, Ke ne wgvan AaTma, &an smuã Avbo\ isH\u:Ae to &anisH\u Ke, &annuH paƒ Ke. &an Sv$p j Ke. AeØ ÝTyÙ Ýwu, cEtNy wgvan


616 smysar isiâ wag-2AaTma &ansmuã hE, &ansmuã Ke. Aahahaha¦ “ivw‡m itrSkirÌ wre AaPlaVy” Aeivw‡m$pI AaDI cadr htI, jem mo!a smuãmaH kaH@e Aek cadr hoy car ha=nI, to ma`sAe smuãne n Ôe{ xke, kem ke pote car ha=no êco hoy Ane car ha=nI cadr AaDIhoy, Aem wgvan AaTma ivw‡m$pI AaDI cadr htI. rag ne pu~y Aaid mara Ke Aevaim+yaTv$pI pir`mnnI AaD htI Aene, Aahaha¦ ivw‡m$pI AaDI cadr, w‡m hto Aene Ae.

bihlRÙI je ragaid wav Ae mara Ke ne Ae j maruH AiStTv Ke, Aem je ivw‡mim+yaTvnuH pir`mn htuH, kmRnI AhÄ vat n=I, Sv$p=I ivprIt ¹iÚ je rag ne pu~yAaidna ivkLpo Aek smynI pyaRy je!lI buiâ htI, te ivw‡m hto, im+yaTv$pI AaDIcadr htI. te=I wgvan &ansmuã deqato nhoto. Aahahaha¦

Ae ivw‡m, AaDI cadrne ;wre AaplaVy' “smUzgI DubaDI d[ne, Aahaha...nax krI naQyo Aene. ivw‡m Ae im+yaTv$pI piràm Aeno Vyy krIne, ÝoNmGn: Ý.-_NmGn, Ý.-_NmGn-ÝkÚe _NmGn: jevuH Sv$p Ke tevuH _NmGn, pyaRymaH bhar éKZyo,Aahaha¦ xuH khe Ke? wgvan AanHd Sv$p &anisH\u Ae ivw‡mnI AaDI cadrne l{nejàto nhoto Ae ivw‡mnI cadrne w‡mne DubaDI dI\uH, Vyy krI dI\o, je Aam _TpadŸ htoAahaha... Aeno Vyy krI naQyo. Aahaha¦ pote j _Tpad =yo hto Aem hve khevuH Ke,ÝoNmGn: pote svaÅg Ýg! =yo. Aahaha¦ xuH xElI¦

Sv$pna= icdanHd wgvan prm prme¬r Sv$p j AaTma Aene ivw‡m, rag pu~ydya-dan ivkLp Aaid maraH Ke Aevo je ivw‡m im+yaTv$p pir`mn, Aahaha... Aene VyykrI nax krI, Ane Avbo\ isH\u: &anno diryo Ýwu Ae pyaRymaH, Ý._NmGn pyaRymaH,ÝkÚe _NmGn bhar AaVyo. Aahaha¦ jevo Aeno Svwav wgvan AaTmano hto.Aahahaha... AtIiNãyAanHd, AtIiNãy&an ne AtIiNãyxaHit Aena Aa]ynuH xr` letaH,ivw‡mnI cadr nax ={ g{, Ane pote pyaRymaH Ý._NmGn, Ý.-ivxeØ _NmGn, _TpadŸéKZyo, Aahahahaha... xaHit Ane AanHdnI dxa Ý.-ivxeØe _NmGn:, Ýg! ={, vStu tovStu htI \‡uv, Ae \‡uvnI ¹iÚAe ivw‡mno nax =yo Ane jevuH Sv$p AenuH htuH, AevuHpyaRymaH Ý. _Tk<Ú _NmGn AaVyuH, AolI ndI n=I AavtI _NmGn inmGn, vExaqpvRtmaH, Aek ndI AevI Ke inmGn AemaH je ko{ cIj pDe Aene he@e l[ Ôy Ane Aek ndIAevI Ke je ko{ cIj pDe Aene _pr lave. Aahaha¦

Aem wgvan AaTma pU aRnHdno na= AenI ßyaH ¹iÚ ={, Tyare Ae ivw‡mno nax=yo, Ane pyaRymaH Ýk<Úe _NmGn éKZyo, _Tk<Úp e pir`Myo Aem éKZyo Ae!leÝoNmGn: Aahaha... _KlHtI pKI Aavxe, p` AhÄ Ýg!õ, AtIiNãy AanHd ne cEtNyisH\u, Ý.- _NmGn, Aeklo _NmGn: nhÄ, ivxeØe _NmGn. Aahaha¦ Aam pyaRymaH im+yaTvnIpyaRynae Vyy ={ Ane sMyGdxRn &an cairƒnI pyaRy Ýg!I Ae éKZyo AaTmaAHdr=I. Aahaha... AavI vatuH. Ai\kar pUro =ay Ke ne¦ te jevuH Sv$p Ke tevI pUr` Ýaiº,teno Ai\kar pU R =ay Ke, Aahaha¦ lqa`maH Aa pUro =ay Ke, ne wavmaH Aa pUro =ay


617Ke. Aahahaha...

svaÅg Ýg! =yo, AsHQy Ýdexe pU R Sv$p je htuH. Aahaha¦ Ae Sv$pna pU aRnHdnana=nI ¹iÚ krta Ae svaÅg pyaRymaH pU R Ýg! ={ gyo. Aaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke. AaHhIv‡t pazta ne dya dan krta ne tp krta ne Apvas krta Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I kæuH,Ae to b\I ragnI iÊya Ke. Aahahaha¦ wgvan AaTma pU R Avbo\ isH\u:, Avbo\isH\u: &anno diryo, “xuâcetna isH\u hmaro $p hE” Aahaha¦ Aevo je xuâ cEtNy smuãAe pyaRymaH wrtI AavI ne éKZyo, _Tpad =yo, Aahaha... ivw‡mno Vyy =yo, AhÄ toivw‡mne j jUduH paDyuH Ke, nhÄ to ƒ`nI TyaH pU Rta krI Ke.

xuH kæuH Ae? TyaH to dxRn &an pamelo hto, Ae e pUKyuH ke hve Aacr` kem =ay AenIpU Rta Ýg! kem =ay Ae htuH. p` paKo AaHhI _paDyuH Ke TyaH=I phele=I, Aahaha¦ cEtNyisH\u A=va cEtNynuH paƒ Ae!le jemaH cEtNyp uH j ræuH Ke. Aahaha... wgvan AaTmamaHcEtNyp uH j Ke, cEtNynuH Ae paƒ Ke, ragnuH Ae paƒ n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aevo cEtNyisH\u,ivw‡mne nax krI Ane Svna tIv‡ Aa]y=I, Aahahaha... pyaRymaH éKZyo Ýg! =yo,Aahaha... Vyy =yo, Ýg! =yo¸ \‡uv to Ke. cEtNypaƒ, &anna Svwavne \rnaro cEtNyto Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aavo _pdex JIò pDe jgtne xuH =ay? marg vItragno magR FòsU"m Ke. Aahaha... Ae AhÄya svaÅg Ýg! =yo.

;AmI smSt: loka:' Are Aa smSt wVy Òvo, A|yaTm trHigÌmaH wVy ÒvlI\a Ke, nhÄtr AhÄ AmI Ae!le b\a, p` b\ay Ae!le AwvI Òvo kH{ pamI xktan=I, Aahahaha... AmI Aa wVylok he wVy Òvo¦ Aahahaha... smSt wVy Òvo,sagm!e nÇtruH Ke. Aahaha... ;AmI' Aa ÝTyÙ Òvo je wVy Ke, te ;smSt: loka:'smSt lok AaquH, wgvan cEtNy isH\u &annuH paƒ Ane &anSv$p j jemaH Ke, AemaHAavIne Aavo, b\a Aavo wgvan. Aahahahaha... b\a wVy Òvo Aavo, sagm!enotruH smÔe Ko. pa!ÌÒ¦ tmarI waØamaH kH{ hxe, (]ota:- isgrI nÇtruH Ae!le b\anenotruH.) sagm!e Ae b\anuH Amare { waØa Ke Aaqa Frne ko{ maHdo hoy ne n AavI xkete j¡dI vat Ke, p` b\ane jmvanuH, Aem ko[ AwvI hoy to wle n Aave. Aahaha¦ xuHsHtono \aravahI _pdex¦ Aahaha...

TyaH to kæuH'tuH ne AaDƒIsmaH Abu\ je AÝitbuâ hto, Anaid A&anI hto, AeneguÌAe _pdex=I smÔVyo, Ane Ae smj`na r!`maH laGyo, &ayk, &ayk, &ayk,&ayk, Aahaha... Ane te smßyo, Aahaha... sMyG&an =yuH, sMyGdxRn =yuH. AaHhI topU R Ai\kar Ke ne? Aeno je Ai\karno Svwav jevDo hto Aevo j AenI pyaRymaHAacr`$p =[ gyo. Aahahahaha¦ ]otane kæuH te ]ota Aam ={ gya Aem khe Ke,Aahahaha... pHcmkazna sHto, pHcmkazna ]otane, Aahahaha... wVy ÒvonIlaykatvaza Òvone khe Ke ke Ýwu tme pir`mI Ôv, hoH. Aahahaha... Aahaha¦ cEtNynaesmuã isH\u, cEtNy Sv$p j jena paƒ Ae!le Aena S=anmaH cEtNy Sv$p j Ke. pu~y Ane

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618 smysar isiâ wag-2papna ivkLpo Aaid tenaH S=anmaH n=I. Aahaha¦ Vyvhar je khevay Ke, Ae cEtNypaƒmaH Aena Sv$pna Aena S=anmaH n=I. Aeva cEtNy Sv$pne, je e &an dxRn Anecairƒ=I Ýaº kyÈ Ke, Aene [ khe Ke. Aaha... AhÄ muin lI\a Ke, Are “smSt loka” AreÝwu, qbr n=I Aene? ke wVy Òv Ke tena AnHtme wage j moÙ =ay Ke, p` AhÄ Aevat n=I. AhÄ to Ýwu Aavo ne (]ota:- AamHƒ` to b\ane Ke) Aahaha¦ AamHƒÀaqane Ke, wVy Òvne, Aahahaha... Ýwu AHdr AanHd Ke ne tara S=anmaH, tuH AanHdnopaƒ Ko du:qnuH, ragnuH paƒ nhÄ. Aahahaha... Ýwu tuH xaHitnuH paƒ Ko ne? taramaH xaHitvselI Ke. Ýwu tuH pUr` Ýwutano paƒ Ko ne? Aahahaha¦ Ýwu taramaH pUr`ta ÝwutavsI Ke. Aaha¦ AenuH Ae paƒ Ae!le S=an j Ae tuH Ko. Aahaha¦ TyaH njr krIne TyaH @rneÝwu. Aahahaha... Aavo Ai\kar Ke.

loko ibcara bharmaH pDIne Aemne Aem ijHdgI ka#e Ke A&anmaH Aa v‡t krva netp krva Ane Apvas krva Are Ýwu saHwzne wa{, ivkLp Ke Ae to tara Sv$pmaH,S=anmaH n=I. tuH &anpaƒ Ko, AanHdpaƒ Ko, xaHitnuHpaƒ Ko AemaH rheluH Ae Ke Aem kheKe. jgtne man mUkI... AhÄya phelo Ýwu Ko TyaH AavI Ô ne. Aahahaha¦ ßyaH taruHS=an Ke, paƒ Ko. Aahaha¦ TyaH AavI Ô. rag ne pu~y papna S=anmaH=I Ku!I Ô. Aahaha¦

smSt loka: Aa AmI Aa, wVy Òvo. Aahahahaha... Aa ;AmI' Ae!le ;Aa'smSt wVy Òvo, Aahaha... xaHtrsmaH AtIiNãy AanHd giwRt xaHtrs Ke. jemaH,Aahahaha... AtIiNãy AanHd giwRt xaHtSv$p ßyaH Ke, Aahaha... xaHt rsmaH AekIsa=e, AekI sa=e, Aek pKI Aek Aem nhÄ, tem =oDa nhÄ, b\a, Aahahaha... pote ={ gyone Ae!le b\aH Aam j krone Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ hve Aa bharnI tkraromaH AamneAamroka{ne ijHdgI... Are Ýwu cEtNydev Ko ne na=¦ tuH to cEtNynuH paƒ, paƒ Ae!le S=anKo ne, cEtNy j jeno Svwav Ke ne? Aahaha¦ AtIiNãy AanHdno paƒ nam S=an Kone¦ AtIiNãy AkØay xaHt Svwavno paƒ Ko ne¦

;AmI' Aa smSt loka:, Ae xaHt rsmaH vItragI pirìt xaHt rs, Aahaha¦AekI sa=e inwRrm ATyHt mGn =av. Aahahaha... jemaH=I nIkzvuH j n=I Aevo ATyHtmGn =av. Aahahaha¦ AavI vaÌ Ke j¡Ao to qra, ramba` Ke. Aahaha¦ idgHbr sHto,prmaTmane @eka e vat kre Ke. Aahaha¦ nhÄ pamI xke ne =oDa pamxe Ae AaHhI ÝÆ jAhÄ n=I. huH paMyo to b\a pamone Ýwu. Aahahaha¦

;mßjNtu” Ke ne? heH? mGn =aAo mßjNtu Snan kro AHdr mGn ={ ÔAo.wgvan pU aRnHdno na= ijnibHb, vItrag Sv$p temaH mGn =aAo. Aahahahahaha...xuH xElI¦ xuH mI@I m\urI¦ AanHdnI \ara Ýg! kr khe Ke. Aaha¦ AavI vat Ke. AakruH lagebapu AWyas n=I ne, vStu to Sv$p j AavuH Ke.

wgvan iƒlokna= ijneNãdeve pUr` dxa Ýg! krI Ane lokalokne Ô~yo. AneAe e Aa _pdex kyÈ ijnvaÌmaH ;rmNte' Aave Ke ne? Ae!le Aola loko khe Ke


619ijnvaÌmaH rmNte Ae!le inüy Ane VyvharmaH rmvuH Are wa{ beymaH n rmay wa{,ijnvaÌmaH to Ke ne kzx !IkamaH? (]ota:- ha Ke ne 4 =o kzx) wgvane xuâ AaTmapU aRnHd Ýwu tene Òv ãVyne _padey kæo Ke, Aek j Aadrva layk kæo Ke. Aaha...VyvharnI pyaRy ne rag ne AenI TyaH vat krI j n=I. Ae to Ô`va layk kI\uH Ke.

wgvan AaTma Aek smymaH pUr` pUr` pUr` gu onuH paƒ Ae!le pUr` gu jemaHræa Ke, Aevo je ÒvãVy AnHt gu =I wrpUr wrelo wgvan, Aene wgvane vaÌmaHAem kæuH ke Ae _padey Ke, Ae AadrÌy Ke, Ae SvIkar krva layk Ke, Aeno sTkar krvalayk Ke, AenI pUÔ krva layk Ke, AenI AartI _tar. Aahahaha... inmRz \ara=I AenIAartI _tar. Aahahahaha...

smSt loka: ATyHt mGn, paKo mGn =av Ae!lo j xBd n=I. AevI rIte mGn=aAo ke bhar AavvuH j pDe nhÄ. Aahaha... KeLlI ga=a, Aahahaha... xrIrne n ÔevuH,xrIr Ke to ma!I haDkaHna ipHjra, Aahahaha... AHdr rag Ke Aene n Ôevo, kar`ke ragAe paƒ n=I AaTmana S=anmaH. Aahahaha... (]ota:- n j¡Ao to ÔevuH xuH) ÔevuH Ae kepyaRy inmRz Ke Aena=I AaTma Ôevo. je cEtNyisH\u paƒ Ke, Aahaha... Aene Ôevo. AavIvat Ke. (]ota:- bIÔ Apaƒ) ragaid Apaƒ Ke. Vyvhar rTnƒyno ivkLp Ke te&annuH S=an n=I, AanHdnuH S=an n=I, xaHitnuH paƒ n=I. Aahahaha... Aavo marg Ke.

prmaTma ijne¬rdev idVy|vinmaH prmaTma Aam kheta hta. Ae sHto AaDitya=[ne jgtne Ôher kre Ke. Aahaha... AavI vat Ýwu ÉãHy bIje n=I. Aahaha... Aarelage xuH =ay? (]ota:- Ae to pote potanuH Sv$p nkkI kyaÅ pKI ÔÌ xke ke bIje ÉãHyn=I) Ae pote j Ke Aene krvanuH, Aene krvanuH pote j Ke ne, Aene krvanuH potanuH, bIj¡HKe xuH? Aahahaha... Aene ko{ krva Aave Ke Ane krI de AevuH Ke? pote j mGn =ay Ke AemkæuH Ke. svaÅg p‡g! =ay Ke. TyaH kaH{ dev, guÌ, xaÏ mdd krta n=I. kem ke pote jeSvwav Ýg! krvo Ke Ae Svwavno to pote paƒ S=an Ke. Aahahaha... Aevo Svwavnosmuã Ýwu Aene Ýg! kr pyaRymaH, ÝoNmGn \‡uv pUruH (pU R) raQyuH, Aeno Aa]y l[nep‡oNmGn pyaRy _TpNn krI, ivw‡mno nax kyÈ. Aa _TpadŸ, Vyy Ane \‡uv is|\ kyaÅ.Aahahaha¦ Aa ;_TpadŸ, Vyy Ane \‡uvyu›m stŸ' Aahahahaha... Arere AavI vato Ke,Ane JFDo kre Ýwu¦ Are wa{ tare ÉãH ÔvuH Ke? vhevar=I =ay ne inim¿=I =ay ne,Aahaha... (]ota:- ko[k var =ay) ko{var (nhÄ) ƒ` kazmaH n =ay. Aahaha¦Aahaha¦

qreqr to Aeno jNmÙ` Ke Aa. Svwavno isH\u wgvan AenI ¹iÚ krI &ankrIne cairƒ Ýg! kyuÅ, Ae pyaRyno _Tpi¿no kaz Ke. (]ota:- jNmÙ` Ke) AenIjNmÙ` Ke Ýwu. Aene bIÔnI j$r n=I. Aahahaha¦Aohohoho¦ Ae ÊmbâmaH p` AeAavI gyuH. pyaRyno ßyare Aavo Êm Ke te kaze AktaRp uH Ýg! kyuÅ, Ae!le ke dxRn &anne cairƒne Ýg! kyuÅ. Aahaha... Êmbâ p` AavI gyuH Ane Vyvhar=I inüy =ay Ae

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620 smysar isiâ wag-2p` éDI gyuH. kar` ke Vyvhar ragmaH Aa Svwav n=I. Aaha... Aa to Svwav Ke Aeto wgvan paƒmaH potamaH Ke, Aahaha... Ae!le rag=I =ay Ae vat rhI nhÄ. inim¿=I=ay Ae ræuH nhÄ kar`ke Aeno _Tpi¿no kaz Ke OmaH inim¿e kyuÅ, AavIne xuH kyuÅ? ho¦Aahahaha¦ Aa paHc bolno ivro\ Ke. Êmbâno, _padan inim¿maH inim¿=I =ayAeno, Vyvhar inüymaH Vyvhar=I =ay Aeno. Are Ýwu mo!I (ccaR) ATyare cale KeTyaH hiStnapurmaH ixÙ` ixibr AhÄna ivruâmaH, Are wgvan¦ wgvan tuH Aa xuH kreKe wa{¦ loko p` ibcara sa\ar` ÝaÌ Ke. Aene mze nhÄ saHwzva sacI vat, xemaHmH=n krvuH ne xemaH=I Ýaº =ay, qbruH no mze. Aahaha... mGn =aAo, xaHtrsmaH mGn=av. AtIiNãy AanHd giwRt xaHt rsnI pyaRy AemaH TyaH lIn =aAo. Aahaha¦

kevo Ke xaHtrs? AalokmŸ _CKlHtI, smSt _CKlHtI _Tk<Úp e vteR Ke. Ae xaHtrs_Tk<Úp e _CKlHtI _tŸ, _Tk<Úp e éKze Ke AHdr pyaRymaH. Aahahaha... smÔ uH kaH{?Ae SvnI ApeÙaAe vat krI. “Aalokm _CKlHtI” smSt lokpyÅt éKzI ræo Ke,_Tk<Úp e pyaRymaH éKzI ræo Ke. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- _Tk<Ú xeno A=R kyoR?) Ae_CKlHtIno A=R kyÈ Ke. _CKlHtI _Tk<Úp e éKZyo. AalokmŸ _CKlHtI, pUr` Sv$pp e_Tk<Úp e p‡g! ={ gyo. Aahahaha... Ane bIÔe sa\ar` A=R Aam Ke, ke lok éKzIræo Ke. A=va Ae dxa AevI =[ Ke Ae _|vRpyÅt calI jxe. A=va pUr` lokalokne Ô eAe rIte éKzI ræo Ke. Fà Ýkar AHdr. smÔ uH kaH{?

pU aÅnHdno na= Avbo\ isH\u wgvan, Aem xBd Ke ne? “wgvan Avbo\isH\u:” AaTma Ae &anAaid AnHt xaHtrs Ane AnHt gu ono paƒ, jemaH ræaH Ke, AemaHrag ne ivkLp ne sHsar Ane inim¿ ræaH n=I. Aahaha... Aeva wgvanne tuH ¹iÚmaH le,Aeno Aadr kr, Aeno sTkar kr, ragaidno sTkar Ke Anaid=I, Aene KoDI de. Aahaha.Ae to Aa sTkar =yo Ae!le Aolo sTkar KU!I gyo. Aahaha... Ae tne AaTma AanHdSv$p wgvan AtIiNãy AanHd giwRt xaHtrs Ýg! =xe. xaHtrsne AHtrmaH AnHtAanHd AtIiNãyxaHtp uH te cairƒnI dxa Ane AemaH AnHt AanHd te suqnI dxa.Aahahaha... Aevo wgvan AaTma _Tk<Úp e pir`mI jxe Ane _Tk<Úp e =xe Ane_Tk<Úp e lokalokne Ô`xe. _CKlHtI nam Aeno Svwav pUr` =yo Ke, Ane Ae _|vRcaLyo jxe. Aahahaha... smÔ uH kaH{? AavI vatuH Ke wa{¦ bhu JI uH bapu¦ lokonesTy mZyuH n=I, mZyuH n=I ATyare to AavI Ý$pà AavI kre, mUz mUkIne, v‡t kro, tpkro, Apvas kro ne mHidr kro ne pUÔ wgvan Ôƒa kro ne... (]ota:- { to Aem kheKe ke sHym Lyo Dro mt) Ae xuH bapa Aene bcarane xuH qbr ma`s wiãk hta Aene qbrnhÄ ne, Aa v‡t l{ lo, sHym lo, nGn ={ Ôv mt Dro, Aem kheta'ta, xaHitsagrma`s bcaro jrI nrm hto ne xuH =ay? AhÄ AaVya ta. covIs klak ræa 97 maHsa\upànI x$Aat TyaH=I ={. Are bapu sa\up uH to ÉãH htuH? Aa xuH =ay? pote jkheta ne ibcara AavI Ý$pà krtane p` loko n smÒ xke ke Ame vSƒ KoDIne be@a


621KIAe, p` kmR qse Tyare =ay ne? Aem khetaH'ta, AaHhI kheta'ta p` ko` mane Ae Aamkheta'ta Ae ko` mane? xuH =ay wa{¦ ¹iÚ raqvI sHÝdaynIne... Aahahaha...

Ýwu AhÄ to sTynI vat Ke. Aahahaha... maro na= siCcdanHd Ýwu Ae s¿ neAanHd ne &annuH paƒ Ke Ae to AemaH to Ae ræaH Ke. Aahaha... Ane temaH to rag to ræon=I p` ALp&p uH iƒkaz SvwavmaH Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- AHdr rag=I nGnp uHKe) AHdr rag=I riht, ivkLp=I riht nGn dxa Ke AHdr AenI. Ae Sv$pne tuH sTkar,_padey Ô`, je=I tne ivw‡mno nax =xe, Ane tenI xi›no je sHg‡h Ke, Ae xi›nosHg‡h je ko@ImaH Ke Ae !a e jem bhar Aave Ke, Aahahaha... Aem pyaRymaH bhar Aavxe.Aahahaha¦ Aene AhÄya ÝonmGn: kæuH, ivw‡mno Vyy kæo, Ane pyaRymaH éKzI gyoje wav “_CKlHtI” diryo jem wrtImaH éKze KeLle punmne id', punmne id' puro éKze,Aem Aa pU R pU R éKze Ke. Aahahaha... Aa lokmŸ smSt lok Aa Ke ne Aa, Aa Ae!lesmSt lokm, Aa lok Aem xBd Ke ne ? Aalok Ae!le smSt lok, Aa Ae!le smStlok smSt wVy Òvo _CKlHtI, éKzI Ôy Ke, khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ xuH vaÌ? xuHsmysar? Aeno Aek }lok AenuH Aek pd. Aahaha¦

(]ota:- vaÉ˜ A\uruH rhI gyuH) ={ gyuH Ae AHdr. AHdr=I AavtuH hoy Ae Aave.Aaha... Ae vStu Ke, jemaH AnHta gu o rhela Ke vsela Ke tene AhÄya isH\u Avbo\naepaƒ khe Ke. Ae &anpaƒ kæuH AevuH Ae AnHta gu onuH Ae paƒ Ke hve. Aahaha... Aevasmuãne AHtr Ôeva njr kr khe Ke. Aahaha... je=I tne AHtr ÔetaH pyaRymaH xaHtrsAtIiNãy AanHd giwRt, AnHt gu nI Vy›ta pyaRymaH Ýg! =xe, ivw‡mnI ne im+yaTvAaidnI pyaRyno Vyy =xe. Aahahaha... DubaDI d[ne Vyy ={ gyo p` paKo gyo ÉãH?(]ota:- ãVymaH, pairàimk wave ={ gyo) ãVymaH gyo. Aahahaha¦ gyo AHdrim+yaTv gyuH n=I. AenI AevI yoGyta Aek AHdrmaH rhI g{. Aaha..(]ota:- im+yaTvn Ôy AHdrmaH im+yaTv kyaH=I Ôy?) AevI Aek yoGyta g{ AHdr Ane inmRz moÙnomagR A=va kevz&an Aaid dxa bhar AavI. Aahahaha. AanuH nam Òvno pU R Ai\karÝaº =yo. Aaha... Aavo Ke AaTma. (]ota:- xuâ$pe pir`me Aene j Òv khe Ke) Ae jÒv Ke, Axuâp e pir`me Ae to rag Ke ivkar, sHsar Ke, te Òv ÉãH Ke? vStu to ÒvKe p` (xuâ$pe) pir`me Tyare Aene Òv khevamaH Aave Ke ne? Tyare Aene QyalmaH AaveKe ne? Òv to iƒkaz kar` prmaTma xuâ j Ke. p` SvIkar kre ke Aa Ke Tyare topyaRymaH xuâta ={. xuH kæu {? Aene Ke, Aeno SvIkar =ay to to { pyaRy xuâ ={ g{,Ae e SvIkar kyÈ. Aahaha... Ke Ae Aene be@uH Ke ÉãH? Ke to Ke iƒkazI xuâ AanHdno na=j Ke. xuâ prmaTm Sv$p j ibraje Ke pote. ingodnI pyaRy kaze p` Ae Ke nekevz&annI pyaRyna kaze p` pU aRnHdno na= ibraje Ke AHdr ãVy Svwave Aek$p.Aahahaha... p` kone? jene Ae ãVy Svwav pyaRymaH be@o Aene. smÔ uH kaH{? jene Ae epUH@ d{ne Ane rag Ane ivkLpne potana manI SvIkayaR Ke. Aene to Ae Ke j nhÄ. KtI

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622 smysar isiâ wag-2cIj p` tene to AKtI Ke. Aahaha¦ AKtI ragaid cIj tene A&anIne KtI deqay Ke.Aahahaha... AavuH Ke JI uH Ýwu. sMykŸdxRn ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke. Aaha¦

wava=R:- jem smuãnI AaDuH kae{ AavI Ôy Tyare jz n=I deqatuH. smuã to mo!owõR Ke AHdr p` Aam cadr AaDI AavI Ôy to AenuH jz n=I deqatuH, ßyare AaD dUr=ay, toDI naqe Aene, Tyare jz Ýg! =ay, jz to jz Ke j, p` tenI pyaRymaH QyalAave ke, Aohoho, Aahaha... Ýg! =taH lokne ÝeràyoGy =ay ke “Aa jzmaH svRlokSnan kro” Aa jzmaH svR Snan kro, mI@uH jz hoH Aa, qa$H jz nhÄ. [Ùursno AaveKe ne? xerDIna rs jevuH paÌ wgvanne je Snan krave. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- ÙIrsmuãmaH=I dev paÌ lave Ke ne) lave Ke ne TyaH=I, TyaH=I FDa wrIne lave Ke. {Não [Ùurs,ÙIrsmuã, wgvanne ßyare l{ Ôy Ke me$ pvRt _pr Tyare [NãonI har (pHikt) ÔmeKe. Aam devonI @e@ su\I, he@e mUke nhÄ paÌ, TyaH=I {Ùursna FDa wrI Aa Aane AapeAa Aane Aape, Aahaha... wgvanne Snan krave. {Ùurs=I paKa hÇ, lv` smuãnapaÌ=I nhÄ. Aahaha...

Aem wgvan AaTma AanHdrs=I wrelo wgvan AemaH Snan kr, Ô. Aahaha¦AanHdrs=I tne nvrav Ane ragne \o{ naq, Aahahaha... AavI vatuH Ke. VyvharnariskmaH Aaqo sHÝday j Vyvharno risk Ke. ATyare, bs tp kro Apvas kro Aakro Aa kro Ane _pdex p` Aevo Aape, ke Aana=I law =xe, Are Are p‡wu p‡wu p‡wuxuH =ay? Ae=I ibcara ÝaÌne sTy mztuH n=I, sTynI JaHqI p` =vano ÝsHg Aene n=I.

AaHhI khe Ke ke, jem Ae smuãnuH paÌ bhar deqay Ane Snan kre AevI rIte AaAaTma ivw‡m=I AaCKaidt hto, te rag dya dan v‡t wi›na piràm rag Aena=Imne law =xe Aem im+yaTvmaH hto. Aahaha¦ ragnI ruicmaH j roka{ gyo'to Ae=Iwgvan AaCKaidt #Hka{ gyo hto. Tyare tenuH Sv$p nhotuH deqatuH, ragnI ruicnaÝemmaH, wgvan Aaqo AanHd jz=I wrelo nhoto deqatae. baæ trfna lÙvazIv<i¿Ao, Aena ÝemmaH rokata wgvan AanHd Sv$p srovr jz=I wrelo deqato nhÄhto. Aahahaha¦

hve ivw‡m dUr =yo, Ae rag dya danno cahe to wgvannI, Aahahaha... wi›noho, p` Ae rag Ke Ae kaH{ \mR n=I, Ae AaTmana Sv$pmaH Ae n=I. AavuH AakruH kam¦lokone khe Ke ke!laHk Ae song# to inüyawasI, AeklI inüynI vato kre Ke Aem kheKe. ke!lak ibcara. (]ota:- inüynI Ae!le qrI moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH Ke.) Aahahaha¦Aej p` sTy Ke Aolo Vyvhar to rag hoy Ke Ae &an krva ma!e Ke Ane Aena=I ko{inüy =ay Ke, (Aem n=I). Aahahaha¦ \m±ne p` AaTmanuH &an dxRn =taH iS=rtapU R n hoy to rag Aave, wi› Aaidno pUÔno p` Ae to bH\nuH kar` Ke, hey Ke Aexr` n=I. Aahahaha... AavI vatuH AakrI bhu. Aahaha¦

ivw‡m dUr =yo Tyare y=a=R Sv$p jevuH Ke tevuH Ýg! =yuH. AanHdno na= AanHdSv$p


623AtIiNãy giwRt Ae AanHd Ýg!õ, sMyGdxRn &an =yuH Tyare AanHd Ýg!õ. Aahahaha¦te=I hve tena vItrag iv&an$p xaHtrsmaH, Aahaha... vItrag iv&an n=I AavtuH?vItrag iv&an hukmcHdÒnuH pa@xazanI Ke ne puiStka. vItrag iv&an$p xaHtrs,AekI vqte, Aek j kazmaH svRlok mGn =aAo, Aahahaha... pUr` AanHd Sv$p wgvan,Aeno ßyaH Aa]y lI\o, Tyare pyaRymaH pU R AanHddxa Ýg! ={, Aaha... Tyare Ae kheKe ke AamaH b\a Òvo Aek sa=e AavIne Snan kro p‡wu. Aahahaha¦ Ae sHsarno mel\o{ naqo. Aahahaha¦ AavuH Ke AamaH kaH{ mo!uH ivä¿a ne mo!a waØò kre Aam Ke temKe ne fla uH Ke ne bapu Ae margDa j¡da na=, vItrag svR& prme¬r Aena margDa j¡daKe wa{. Aahahaha¦ Ae v‡t ne tp ne wi› ne pUÔ=I \mR mnavvo Ae to rag=I \mRmnavo Ko, Ae jEn\mR j n=I. Ae to AjEnne jEn maNyuH Ke Ae e. Aahaha¦ (]ota:-jEnna Ag‡esro Aem j mane Ke ne Ý$pe Ke) xuH =ay wa{, b\ane ATyare, Aene mZyuH n=I,saHwzva mZyuH n=I, xuH marg Ke, Amare guÌ hta sHÝdaymaH Ae ibcara bhu wiãk hta,sßjn hta iÊya AevI ke ATyare idgHbr sa\u to Aene ma!e bnavel Aahar le Ke. Aato Ýa` Ôy top` Aene ma!e paÌnuH ibHdu bnaVyuH hoy to n le Aeva hta sHÝdaynaH.gamDamaH j{Ae sat Aa@ Fr vaÌyanaH hoy, Ô{Ae ke trt Ae loko ibcara paÌbnave mharaj AaVya Ke ne énuH paÌ mze nhÄ gamDamaH j{Ae TyaH bhen Aa paÌkem Aam? ma'raj Ame Snan krta v\ayuÅ, Aa!luH b\uH paÌ Snan krta v\ayuÅ? n le.idvsna idvs paÌ ivna ka#ã'ta Ame p` Ae j kyuR'tuH AemaH hta Tyare bhu iÊyaAakrI htI AmarI b\I. Kax l{ AavIAe pKI Kax smjene m@a ka@I lokomaH bhu mzeka@I hoy ne graisya bhu Kax mze te l[ AavIAe, paÌ nhÄ paÌnuH ibHdu AaqaidvsmaH n pI\uH hoy ke!lay idvs Aeva Ôy, AaHhI to drroj Aena ma!e paÌna Aaharkre dx xer paÌne, - Arrr¦

Aene p` bcarane tÀvnI vat kane nhotI pDI. Arere¦ ke Aa prnI dyano wavAe rag Ke ne Ae ihHsa Ke Ae \mR nhÄ Ae vat (Aene) kane pDI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ibcarakaz krI gya, Aare DcUro cDyo rStamaH, Aahaha¦ keva hta sßjn AenI mI@ax, AenIlaEikk ¹iÚ, Aahahaha... nEitk AenuH Òvn p` Aa vat kane nhotI pDI, ke Aa prnI dyapazvI Ae rag Ke Ane rag Ke te ihHsa (Sv) ÒvnI Ke. Arrr¦ ATyare mXkrI kre Ke,Are Ae prnI dyana wavne rag khe Ke. p` hve puruØa=R isiâ _paymaH khe Ke Am<tcHãacayR,Ane TyaH ihHsa khe Ke AaTmanI. saHwzne Ýwu? teH saHwZyuH n=I wa{, Aaha... dyano\mR to AaTmanI dya, pU aRnHdno na= Ke jevI ÒvtI ßyot Ke tene tevI rIte manvI tetenI dya Ke. Aahaha... Aene éò AoKo Ai\ko manvo Ae (inj) AaTmanI ihHsa Ke.Aahaha¦ xuH Òv Ai\kar AaDƒIs ga=a Aeno Aa kzx. Aahaha¦ Aiwman étrIÔy AevuH Ke. Aahahaha¦

vItrag iv&an xaHtrsmaH, Aek to vItragI iv&an xaHtrs pyaRymaH AaVyo Aene

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624 smysar isiâ wag-2AekI kaze svRlok mGn =aAo, Aem AacayeR Ýerà krI Ke. Aahahaha¦ kuHdkuHdcayRAm<tcHãacayR mhasHto prmei¤, Aahaha... pHcprmei¤maH prmei¤maH hta, AacayR prmei¤Ýerà kre Ke Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ vItrag xaHtrsmaH mGn =yela, jgtne vItrag xaHtrsmaHAekI vqte svR Òvo, Aaha... Ame krI xÉã KIAe to Ýwu tme kem n krI xko? tme p`Ýwu AaTma Ko ne? Aaha... Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ duinyana man Apmanne KoD.Aahahaha... wgvan inmaRn AanHdno na= AenuH je man AaVyuH pyaRymaH, vItragIiv&an dxa, Aahaha¦ AemaH mGn =av AacayeR Ýerà krI Ke. A=va Aevo p` A=R Keke ßyare AaTmanuH A&an dUr =ay Tyare kevz&an Ýg! =ay Lyo AhÄ to Aekdm,(]ota:- pU R pame¦) ivw‡m kI\o'to ne? A&an dUr =ay kar`ke hÒ barmaH su\I hÒA&an Ae!le ivprIt nhÄ p` AoKuH &an Ke ne Ae!le A&an kI\uH Ke, Aahaha... A&andUr =ay Tyare kevz&an Ýg! =ay A=va Ae im+yaTv Ôy te A&an Ôy Ae!lekevz&an =ya ivna rhe j nhÄ Aene. Aahahaha...

smSt lokmaH rhela pda=È Aa lokmŸ _KlNtI kæuH'tuH ne Aeno bIÔe A=R kyÈ KesmSt, lokmaH rhela pda=È AekI vqte j &anmaH AavIne Jzke Ke. (]ota:- pda=ÈAemaH AavIne Jzke Ke) Aek smymaH &an b\uH =ay ƒ`kaz ƒ`lok Aek smymaH JzkeKe Ae p` Vyvhar Ke, Ae!le ke pyaRymaH Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. waØa to waØa xuH kre?Aahaha¦ tene svR lok deqo. Lyo Ae pUruH =yuH.


Aa rIte Aa smyÝaw<tg‡H=nI Aa„Qyait namnI !IkamaH !Ikakare pUvRrHgS=zkæuH.

AhÄ !Ikakarno Aevo Aaxy Ke ke Aa g‡H=ne AlHkar=I na!k$pe v RVyo Ke.na!kmaH phelaHH rHgwUim rcvamaH Aave Ke. TyaH Ôenara nayk t=a swa hoy Ke Ane n<Ty(na!˜, na!k) krnara hoy Ke ke jeAo Anek SvaHg \are Ke t=a x<Hgaraidk Aa@ rsnuH$p btave Ke. TyaH x<Hgar, haSy, raEã, kÌà, vIr, wyank, bIwTs Ane AdŸwut-Ae Aa@rs Ke te laEikk rs Ke na!kmaH temno j Ai\kar Ke. nvmo xaHtrs Ke te AlaEikk Ken<TymaH teno Ai\kar n=I. Aa rsona S=ayI wav, saiÀvk wav, AnuwavI wav,VyiwcarI wav Ane temnI ¹iÚ AaidnuH v Rn rsg‡H=omaH Ke TyaH=I Ô`vuH. Ane samaNyp ersnuH Ae Sv$p Ke ke &anmaH je &ey AaVyuH temaH &an tdakar =yuH, temaH puruØno wav lIn={ Ôy Ane ANy &eynI {CKa n rhe te rs Ke. te Aa@ rsnuH $p n<TymaH n<Ty krnarabtave Ke Ane temnuH v Rn krtaH kvI¬r ßyare ANy rsne ANy rsnI sman krIne p`v Rn kre Ke Tyare ANy rsno ANy rs AHgwUt =va=I t=a ANywav rsonuH AHghova=I, rsvtŸ Aaid AlHkar=I tene n<Tyna $pe v RvvamaH Aave Ke.

AhÄ Ý=m rHgwUimS=z kæuH. TyaH Ôenara to sMyG¹iÚ puruØ Ke temj bIÔ


625im+ya¹iÚ puruØonI swa Ke, temne btave Ke. n<Ty krnara Òv-AÒv pda=R Ke AnebNnenuH Aekp uH, ktaRkmRp uH Aaid temna SvaHg Ke. temaH teAo prSpr Anek$p =ay Ke,Aa@ rs$p ={ pir`me Ke, te n<Ty Ke. TyaH sMyG¹iÚ Ôenar Òv-AÒvna iwþ Sv$pneÔ e Ke te to Aa svR SvaHgone kmRk<t ÔÌ xaHt rsmaH j mG™ Ke Ane im+ya¹iÚ Òv-AÒvno wed n=I Ô`ta te=I Aa SvaHgone j saca ÔÌ AemaH lIn ={ Ôy Ke. temnesMyG¹iÚ y=a=R Sv$p btavI, temno w‡m m!aDI, xaHt rsmaH temne lIn krI sMyG¹iÚbnave Ke. tenI sUcna$pe rHgwUimna AHtmaH AacayeR ;mßjNtu' [Tyaid Aa }lok rCyoKe. te, hve Òv-AÒvno SvaHg v Rvxe tenI sUcna$pe Ke Aevo Aaxy sUict =ay Ke. AarIte AhÄ su\I to rHgwUimnuH v Rn kyuÅ.

n<TykutUhl tÀvko, miryiv deqo \ay¸inÔnHd rsmeH Kko, Aan sbE iK!kay.

Aa Ýma e (]ImdŸwgvTkuHdkuHdacayR devÝÌt) ]I smysar xaÏnI (]ImdŸAm<tcHãacayRdev ivrict) Aa„Qyait namnI !IkamaH pUvRrHg smaº =yo.

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· jem Sfi!k \ozuH Ke, KtaH kaza Ane lal fUlna

sHbH\e kazI Ane lal JaHy AemaH deqay Ke, Ae JaHy AenI Ke,

AenamaH Ke. pela fUlne l{ne nhÄ. kaza Ane lal fUl to

inim¿ Ke. p` Sfi!kmaH potanI laykat=I TyaH kazI, lal

JaHy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Aahaha... Aa lakDa pase AhÄ

Aam lal fUl mUkxo to AemaH JaHy nih deqay. kar` ke

AenI potanI yoGyta n=I. Ane kaza Ane lal fUlna sHge

Sfi!knI pyaRymaH lal Ane kazuH =vuH Ae potanI yoGyta=I

potamaH =ay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

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