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7/31/2019 Shadows Behind A Rising Sun

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Jt wbs tld i bgodst fn ajclts bam b nfrdslbmfwjac fn ba dtdrab strjnd wjtlja tld brcd wffmdalb s fn tld !bsdcbwb slfcuabtd" #j $dr gf furdm n bcs wjtl b cf m pdbr d%i d% luac ljclf$dr b prfum slfcua bs ld f$drsbw b gfatdatjfus %ddtjac idtwdda twf jan udatjb nb%j jds jatld Crdbt &%pjrd fn 'unnua" (ad %ba stffm nrf% ljs sdbt bam s b%%dm tld tbi d bacrj y" )]ljsjs b trb$dsty* +d lb$d ad$dr cfttda b nbjr slbrd nrf% tljs slfcuabtd* +lda wj wd cdt tld bamtlbt wd rjcltnu y fwa,)

-J mfat jod tld j%p jgbtjfas fn wlbt yfu .ust sbjm/ Afi d%ba ;ftf" / gb%d tld rdspfasd nrf%baftldr bt tld fppfsjtd dam fn tld tbi d" -9fu mbrd mjsrdspdgt %d/ #ljrf/ tld %drgj dss, ]ld]badcbwb nb%j y wj aft dt tljs s jmd*

Hbsbljrf ;ftf stffm uajatj%jmbtdm iy ljs f m nfd mdspjtd ljs tlja nrb%d" ]ld rj$b ry idtwddatld ;ftf bam tld ]badcbwb nb%j jds lbm sur$j$dm %bay cdadrbtjfas/ sf %ugl sf tlbt tldijttdradss lbm idgf%d b rdcu br fggurrdagd ja cbtldrjacs" Jt wbs b pfjsfa tlbt iftl sjmdsc ddnu y ndm bam aurturdm" (ad lbm tf wfamdr jn bayfad stj rd%d%idrdm lfw tld gfan jgt d$dastbrtdm" ]lbt lfwd$dr wbs ad$dr d$dr irfuclt up ja tld nbgds fn twf fn tld %fst pfwdrnunb%j jds ja tld gfuatry"

-J/ Hbsbljrf ;ftf ndbr af fad* / tld afi d%ba mdg brdm bs ljs br%dm swfrms%da %brgldm jatftld lb "

Aft tf id futmfad iy ljs ad%dsjs/ #ljrf gb dm ja ljs fwa %da" -]ld prdsdagd fn yfur %da js bsjca fn wbr ja tld dyds fn tld slfcuabtd bam tld ]badcbwb nb%j y* +jtlmrbw yfur %da bamyfur rd7udst* / #ljrf wbradm" #wfrms wdrd 7ujgo y mrbwa bam tdasjfas dsgb btdm tf tld pfjattlbt sf%dfad lbm tf stdp ja bam put frmdr ibgo"

-&afucl* / tld prfum slfcuas $fjgd iff%dm/ ldbrjac dafucl ijgodrjac nfr tld mby" -J/ #lfcua]bodyb !bsdcbwb/ mdg brd tlbt tld pjdgd fn bam ja 7udstjfa wj id rdfpdadm nfr ja$dstjcbtjfa"Iftl sjmds wj lb$d tldjr sby fa tld %bttdr" ]ldrd wj id af i ffmsldm ja %y lb s*

]ld frmdrs fn tld slfcua gb dm nfr tljs btdst pui jg spbt tf dam/ iut Hbsbljrf ;ftf wbs aftp dbsdm" -!fw b% J tf id jd$d tlbt tljs ja7ujsjtjfa wj id nbjr, ]ld bst fad wbs pbjm fnn iy tld]badcbwbs*

-9fu mfc* / #ljrf fpda y jasu tdm tld ldbm fn tld ;ftf nb%j y" -J slfu m %f$d tf lb$d tld gbsdfn stf da jtd%s rdfpdadm nfr rdd=b%jabtjfa*

-]lbt gbsd wbs rjcltnu y mdgjmdm* / Hbsbljrf mdg brdm" -Hy glj mrda mjm aft stdb nrf% yfur lf%d" 9fu fa y bssu%d tlbt tf id tld gbsd*

-J sbjm sj dagd* / #lfcua !bsdcbwb fagd %frd slfutdm bt tld tfp fn ljs $fjgd"

-+jtl b mud rdspdgt/ J/ Hbsbljrf ;ftf/ lb$d ldbrm yfu lb$d b g fsd nrjdamsljp wjtl Afi d%ba]badcbwb/ yfur %b.dsty" J lfpd tlbt yfu wj aft id i jamdm iy yfur nd fwsljp wjtl tld $j dabturd fn tld ]badcbwbs"

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(agd %frd/ swfrms gb%d tf p by wjtl iftl nb%j jds tlrdbtdajac tld ftldr" Bay $jf dagd tlbtwfu m lb$d lbppdadm lfwd$dr wbs b$drtdm iy ba jagjmdat af fad sbw gf%jac"

-]ld lfafrbi d prjagd fn tld d%pjrd lbs brrj$dm*

]lfsd %drd wfrms jastbat y mjssjpbtdm tld tdasjfa tlbt tffo af dss tlba b sdgfam tf rjsd"&$dry br%dm %ba ja tld lb lurrjdm tf put bwby tldjr wdbpfas" Afifmy d=pdgtdm b $jsjtbtjfanrf% tld pb bgd" &$da wfrsd/ jt rdn dgtdm pffr y fa #lfcua ]bodyb !bsdcbwb fa .ust lfw jtt dgfatrf ld lbm ja ljs slfcuabtd"

]ld brcd mffrs fn tld lb / n uac fpda wjtl %bay %da ja i bgo bam cf m rfids surrfuamjacd$dryfad ja tld rff%" &bgl %ba ifrd tld cf m ftus n fwdr d%i d%/ b sjca fn tldjr b dcjbagd tftld d%pdrfr" ]ldrd wbs jastbat sj dagd wlda tld yfuac prjagd stdppdm ja" >rjagd ]bodslj]sucb%j sur$dydm tld slfgodm ffo b brfuam lj% bs ljs bttdambats strbjcltdadm ljs rjgl bamd=7ujsjtd cbri"

Afifmy ldsjtbtdm tf ifw ja rdspdgt tf tld prjagd" ]ld slfcua lj%sd n spfod lu%i y bt tld nbgdfn rfyb ty" -+d gf%d/ Crdbt >rjagd ]bodslj" > dbsd bggdpt %y bpf fcjds nfr aft prdpbrjac jabm$bagd nfr yfur summda $jsjt"

-#j dagd* J oadw jn J lbm gf%d uabaafuagdm J wfu m njab y sdd wly fur pdfp d gfatjaud tfsunndr* / ]bodslj sabppdm ibgo wjtl bacdr" ]ld njdry fptj%js% ja ljs yfutlnu dyds iuradmirjclt y/ uatbjatdm iy tld stdagl fn pf jtjgs" -]ld %ystdrjfus p bcud lbs tboda tlfusbams fn fur pdfp d bam af gurd js ja sjclt" 9dt b yfu mf ldrd js ijgodr bifut wlf fwas wlbt bam, +jyfu wbjt tj tld p bcud ljts yfu b idnfrd bgtjac fa jt, +ldrd js yfur sdasd fn muty,

]ld yfuac prjagd fn tld d%pjrd tffo tld% b tf tbso nfr uttdr nbj urd" +jtl %frd bam %frd mdbmifmjds pj jac d$dry %fatl/ sf%dtljac %ust id mfad" ]ljs wbs tld njrst tj%d ld lbm wjtadssdmtld $dry gbusd fn tld pbrb ysjs wjtlja tld wb s fn tld slfcuabtd"

&$dryfad rdspdgtnu y jstdadm tf tld prjagd/ iut tldy b sbw lj% bs ba futsjmdr ja tld cb%d fn pf jtjgs tlbt tldy wdrd b sf datrdagldm ja" Hbsbljrf ;ftf bam #ljrf ]badcbwb uamdrstffmwlbt wbs idjac sbjm/ iut iftl fn tld% oadw tld %f%dat fad fn tld% stfppdm njcltjac/ tld ftldr wfa" ]ldy tlfuclt fagd tljs jtt d $jsjt wbs mfad/ tljacs wfu m id iusjadss bs usub " +lbt tldprjagd rd$db dm lfwd$dr put tlbt tlfuclt tf rdst"

-#lfcua !bsdcbwb/ J b% stbyjac ldrd nfr b prf facdm pdrjfm fn tj%d tf dasurd tlbt fur pdfp dcdt tld bttdatjfa tldy mdsdr$d"

]ldrd wbs aftljac bayifmy gfu m mf iut ifw tf tld wlj%s fn tld lfafrbi d prjagd" Bggf%%fmbtjfas wdrd swjnt y %bmd nfr tld prjagds stby ja tld slfcuabtd" Jt mjma3t tbod fac nfr ]bodslj tf id dm tf tld brcd cudst rff% tlbt d$dajac" (agd b fad/ ld stbrtdm tf pfamdr fa

%bay tljacs tlbt wdjcldm lj% mfwa"

]ld prjagd gfu m aft gf%prdldam lfw #ljrf bam Hbsbljrf rfsd tf pfwdr" Jt mjma3t %bod sdasdtlbt tldy ru dm tld ojacmf%/ iut tljs wbs lfw tld systd% wfrodm" ]ldsd %da wdrd ja pfwdr idgbusd fn tld rdsfurgds tldy pfssdssdm" ]ldy gfatrf dm tld slfcuabtd bam cb$d jt tldpfwdr tf cf$dra"


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]bodslj put b s%b stbtud fa tld brcd tbi d tlbt sdr$dm bs tld gdatdrpjdgd fn tld rff% bamifwdm idnfrd jt" )Cujmd %d/ %y irftldr/ Jgljrf sba" Cj$d %d strdactl tf nbgd b tld prdssurd")

]ld prjagd %jssdm ljs f mdr irftldr/ Jgljrf" Jt lbm idda ydbrs sjagd ld lbm d%ibrodm jatf b .furady sj%p y idgbusd fn tljacs tlbt ld mrdb%t" &$dryfad tlfuclt sugl ba bm$daturd wbssj%p y %bmadss/ iut Jgljrf nd t strfac y bifut tld mbacdrs ja ljs $jsjfas bs jn ljs mrdb%s wdrd bc j%psd fn b mbro nuturd" Jgljrf dnt twf ydbrs bcf/ bam ld ad$dr gb%d ibgo"

?ust tlda/ b %ba stdppdm ja/ aft rdb j0jac tlbt tld prjagd wbs prdfggupjdm" J%%dmjbtd y ldoad t bam ifwdm/ bsojac nfrcj$dadss nfr ljs drrfr"

-9fu lb$d wrfacdm af fad/ !jrf sba" / ]bodslj spfod wjtl af ljat fn bacdr" !jrf Hbsbljtf wbsljs pdrsfab bjmd nrf% tld d%pdrfrs pb bgd" &$dr sjagd Jgljrf lbm mjsbppdbrdm/ !jrf lbmidgf%d ljs g fsd nrjdam bam gfanjmbat"

-!fafrbi d prjagd ]bodslj sb%b/ yfur rd7udstdm trb$d brrbacd%dats lb$d idda %bmd nfr tf%frrfw"

-]lbao yfu/ !jrf sba" J wbat tf sdd nfr %ysd n lfw tld pdfp d brd mfjac ja tld $j bcd"

Jt wbs bifut tj%d tlbt tldy slfwdm tlbt tld pb bgd gbrdm nfr tldjr pdfp d jastdbm fn tld pdttyijgodrjac tlbt mf%jabtdm tld lb s fn tld slfcuabtd" ]bodslj lfpdm tlbt iy $jsjtjac tld p bcudstrjgoda p bgds/ ld wfu m cdt b idttdr pu sd fn tld pdfp ds p jclt"

-Jgljrf sba wfu m id prfum fn yfu" / !jrf rdp jdm sf d%a y tf tld prjagd"

-Hy irftldr sbgrjnjgdm tld jnd fn gf%nfrt tf mf tld rjclt tljac" / ]bodslj spfod/ ljs d%ftjfascj$jac dbgl wfrm wdjclt" -J gba fa y lfpd tf j$d up tf ljs prjagjp ds"

-9fu %ust rdst %y jdcd" ]f%frrfw wj id b $dry iusy mby"

!jrf Hbsbljtfs wfrms gfu m aft lb$d idda %frd trud" +jtl trb$d prdpbrbtjfas %bmd ja lbstd/fad gba fa y wfamdr wlbt surprjsds wbjt nfr tld prjagd fn tld d%pjrd"

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< bcs idbrjac tld cf m pdbr d%i d% n uttdrdm wjtl tld wjams tlbt gf m bam %jsty %fra" 1brcdg fums cbtldrdm ja tld sojds/ sluttjac fut tld sua jclt bam jts wbr%tl" ]ld sdasd fn mdbtl wbsja tld bjr/ mb%pdajac tld ldbrt fn tld yfuac prjagd" ]bodslj stdppdm fut fn tld slfcuabtd tfnbgd b brcd gfatjacdat fn %da tlbt wbjtdm futsjmd"

#lfcua !bsdcbwb ifwdm fw idnfrd bmmrdssjac tld prjagd" -Crddtjacs %y jdcd" >rdpbrbtjfas

brd mfad nfr yfur .furady"

-]bodyb sba""" wd brd aft ja b stbtd fn wbr" J mf aft addm b fn tldsd %da"

-J idc tf mjnndr/ ]bodslj sb%b" 9fu brd tld sfa fn tld crdbt &%pdrfr" Jt js fur ldbms fa tld jadslfu m baytljac lbppda tf yfu"

Jt wbs d$jmdat tf ]bodslj tlbt tld slfcua wbs tryjac tf %bod b cffm j%prdssjfa bntdr idjacgbuclt ja sugl ba bwowbrm sjtubtjfa" Ad$drtld dss/ ld bggdptdm tld brrbacd%dats %bmd bam

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rfmd ljs lfrsd/ ldbmjac tfwbrms tld p bcud strjgoda $j bcd fn 'yftf" !jrf Hbsbljtfbggf%pbajdm lj% bs b wbys" Aftljac wfu m prdpbrd tld% nfr tld sgdad tlbt crddtdm tld%"

]ldrd wbs iurajac pyrd nj dm wjtl mdbm ifmjds .ust futsjmd tld $j bcd prd%jsd" ]ld stdagl fn tld mdbm rd%jamdm d$dryfad tld lfrrfrs fn tld p bcud" Idyfam tld lb s bam sj y ijgodrjacs fn %da ja pfwdr/ pdfp d wdrd myjac"

Bs tld %da bpprfbgldm tld $j bcd/ cubrms wdrd cujmjac b jad fn %da/ wf%da bam glj mrda tf bbrcd lfusd/ jod sdamjac %dbt tf tld crjamdr" ]ld sgdad wbs uaidbrbi y pbjanu nfr tld yfuacprjagd"

-Crdbt prjagd* J lb$d idda aftjnjdm fn yfur $jsjt" / b 'unnuajba %ba ifwdm idnfrd tld prjagd" -Jb% Hbydmb/ tld stdwbrm fn 'yftf fa idlb n fn Afi d%ba #ljrf ]badcbwb"

?ust tlda/ fad fn tld wf%da ja tld jad sbw tld prjagd bam mdgjmdm tf %bod b rua nfr jt" Cubrmsj%%dmjbtd y ld m ldr mfwa bam mrbccdm ldr ibgo ja jad" ]bodslj j%%dmjbtd y gb dm upfa tldbttdatjfa fn Hbydmb f$dr tld %b trdbt%dat"

-#jrd""" p dbsd" +d brd b gfagdradm f$dr yfur sdgurjty" Jts fur ldbms slfu m baytljac lbppdatf yfu"

]ljs wbs tld sdgfam tj%d tld prjagd lbm ldbrm fn tlbt rdspfasd" !d gfu m i btbat y sdd wjtl ljs$dry fwa dyds tld sunndrjac bam %b trdbt%dat fn tld pdfp d/ iut tlda/ b fn jt wbs nfr ljs fwasbndty bcbjast tld p bcud" #lfu m baytljac lbppda tf tld prjagd/ b fn tld% wfu m id ld mrdspfasji d bam tld gfasd7udagds wfu m surd y id nbtb " ]lrustdm jatf tljs %frb gfan jgt/]bodslj nd t fst wjtl af g dbr glfjgd tf tbod" K dbr y/ ld wbs aft tld pf jtjgb irddm tlbt ljsirftldr wbs"

>rjagd ]bodslj mjs%fuatdm bam mdgjmdm tf spdbo wjtl Hbydmb bifut tld sjtubtjfa" +jtl !jrfidsjmd lj%/ ld lfpdm tf dbra %frd fa tld p bcud/ pdrlbps d$da b ljat fn b gurd"

-]ldrds af glbagd" +d mfat uamdrstbam tld j adss tlbt sprdbms/ yfur %b.dsty" / b tjrdmHbydmb spfod fagd tld tlrdd wdrd ja ljs 7ubrtdrs" -J% idjac lfadst""" iut tldrds aftljacbayfad gba mf bifut jt"""

]bodsljs irfws twjstdm tjclt y wlj d jstdajac tf Hbydmb spdbo" ]ld wfrms spfoda wdrd fadsfn lfpd dssadss/ iut wjtlja tld% wbs b strbacd sdasd fn bpbtly" Hbyid jt wbs idgbusd ld wbswfrojac nfr Afi d%ba #ljrf" >drlbps Hbydmb wbs tff jacrbjadm jatf tlbt pfjsfafus systd% tfgbrd nfr ljs fwa pdfp d"

-]ld pdfp d bpprdgjbtd yfur $jsjt/ ]bodslj sb%b" Iut jt glbacds aftljac""" jt js fur nbtd"

-Bs gj$j sdr$bats/ wd %ust wfro tf b d$jbtd tld sunndrjac fn fur pdfp d""" d$da jn jt %dbas fur j$ds* Hy irftldr Jgljrf $daturdm nbr nfr tld idadnjt fn fur pdfp d""" wd %ust strj$d tf lb$d tlbtmd$ftjfa*

Afad fn ]bodsljs wfrms %bmd ba j%prdssjfa fa Hbydmb/ dspdgjb y wlda tld prjagd %datjfadmljs f mdr irftldr" ]bodslj gfu m aft ld p iut ndd tldrd wbs sf%dtljac wrfac bifut tld %basdatjrd md%dbafr" Bs jt turas fut/ ld wbs aft tld fa y fad wlf nd t tlbt wby"


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)J lb$d tf sdd nfr %ysd n wlbt ld3s mfjac")/ tld prjagd jasjstdm" +fu m ld id jandgtdm iy tldp bcud, Jt wbs b rjso ld wbs wj jac tf tbod"

)Hy bpf fcjds/ lfafrbi d prjagd" J gba fa y prf$jmd jtt d nfr yfu" J gba bssurd yfu lfwd$dr/tlbt yfu wj aft gfatrbgt tld j adss nrf% tld sdbts" > dbsd %bod yfursd $ds ndd wd gf%d" Jb% jbf 1fac/ nrf% tld &bstdra bams fn #uac ;u" +lbt mf yfu wjsl tf oafw/ crdbt prjagd,)

)#uac ;u""" sf yfu3rd b nfrdjcadr/ tlda,)/ tld prjagd bsodm bs ld bam ljs bjmd tffo tldjr sdbts"

jbf 1fac ifwdm fw bs ld gfanjr%dm tlbt nbgt" )Hy .furady lbs irfuclt %d tf 'unnua/ jn yfu%ust oafw/ lfafrbi d prjagd")

-J lb$d ldbrm tb ds fn b cffm %fao ld pjac %y pdfp d" +j yfu dt %d sdd yfu wfro fa tld j ,)

)Bs yfu wjsl/ lfafrbi d prjagd")

jbf 1fac ruac b id nrf% tld tbi d/ b sjcab tf irjac ja baftldr pbtjdat" !d tlda iuradmjagdasd/ njamjac af trfui d fgbtjac jt bt b / bam idcba prbyjac fa sf%d stbtudttd" Bs jbf 1facwfrodm fa tld j / ]bodslj stbrtdm tf suspdgt tlbt tljs %fao sdd%dm tf pfssdss sf%dd=trbfrmjabry pdrgdptjfa" Jt wbs g dbr tlbt tld %fao j$dm b fad bam tldrd wbs afifmy tf ffobntdr lj%"


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-J mf aft addm dyds tf sdd/ lfafrbi d prjagd" / jbf 1fac s%j dm" -Hy trbjajac dts %d nddd$dry jnd nfrgd brfuam %d" Hy dbrs dts %d ldbr d$dry jtt d tljac brfuam us" Jt js b cjnt" Jt js bgursd" J usd iftl tf ld p tlfsd wlf sddo jt"

)]lda ld p %d/ wjsd %fao" J wjsl tf oafw bifut tld p bcud" > dbsd dmugbtd %d fn wlbt yfuoafw fn tljs"

jbf 1fac crjppdm ljs stbnn tjclt y bam sbt idnfrd tld prjagd bam ljs bjmd/ iftl jagrdmji yj%prdssdm iy tld soj mjsp bydm" -J gb%d tf 'yftb idgbusd fn tld p bcud/ crdbt prjagd" Jt wbstld rjclt p bgd tf stumy jts abturd" +lbt J gba td yfu js tlbt jts aft nrf% %ftldr abturd" Jt jsgfagfgtdm wjtl %b jgd" ]ljs wbs b pfjsfa irdwdm iy sf%dfad wjtl d$j jatdat bam J ndbr tljs jsfa y tld idcjaajac"-

->fjsfa, / ]bodslj pfamdrdm" Jn tlbt wdrd tru y tld gbsd/ tlda wlfd$dr mjm tljs lbm %ugl %frdsjajstdr sgld%ds p baadm" &$da wfrsd/ jt wfu m jod y id p baadm iy tld d%pdrfrs dad%jds"Iut wlf wfu m tlbt id, +bs jt Hbsbljrf ;ftf, +bs jt #ljrf ]badcbwb, -9fu sbjm tljs gfu mid .ust tld stbrt/ iut wlbt js jt, Mf yfu tljao jts pf jtjgb y ja$f $dm, +lf gfu m pfssdss suglpftdat gf%pfadats tf grdbtd sugl b pfwdrnu pfjsfa,

jbf 1fac lbm b i bao stbrd fa ljs nbgd/ iut tld prjagd bam ljs bjmd gfu m td b strbacd sdasdfn dadrcy d%babtdm nrf% tld %fao" Jt wbs bs jn tld %fao wbs glbaad jac jatf b pfwdr %uglcrdbtdr tlba baytljac tldy lbm d$dr sdda" ]ld %fao sffa sabppdm nrf% ljs trbagd/ bam tldaidcba tf spdbo"

-!fafrbi d prjagd/ J gbaaft spdbo fn tld jatdat fn b pdrsfa" Iut J gba td tlbt ja frmdr tf %bodsugl b mdbm y pfjsfa rd7ujrds d=trbfrmjabry %dbas ja tld nfr% fn mbro %bcjg"

-Mbro %bcjg, / !jrf Hbsbljtf rd%brodm"

jbf 1facs nbgd turadm crj% bs ld bsodm tld prjagd b 7udstjfa" -!fafrbi d prjagd/ mf yfu

oafw tld >rfpldgy fn tld #ua bam tld Hffa,

]ld prjagd bam ljs bjmd turadm tf dbgl ftldr mu%infuamdm iy tld 7udry" Iftl fn tld% oadwlfwd$dr tlbt tljs wfu m sj%p y %bro tld idcjaajac fn b .furady nfr tld twf/ fad tlbt wfu m tbodtld% tf tld mddpdst bam mbrodst gfradrs fn tld d%pjrd tf uarb$d jts sdgrdts"

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]ld sua rjsds ydt idbrs af `jclt,i`bgodr stj`` tlba bay ajclt.

Wwfrms mdsgdam nrfh tld mbroadss ja tld soy jts glbfs gfasuhds wjtl dvdry gry.

]ld i`bgo hffa stbams idtwdda lfpd bam mdspbjr,oddpjac hda bwby nrfh tld irjclt n`brd.

Hbmadss rdjcas ja tld ldbrts fn b``,`dbvjac hda tf wljhpdr bam grbw`.

]ld ld``spbwa ifra nrfh tld sua bam tld hffawj`` rjsd tf hddt tld slbmfws sffa.

]ld futgbst fn hda wj`` idbr tld tfrgl, pdrjsljac tld ajclt, jts sbgrjnjgd wj`` sgfrgl.

]ld pfd% jbf 1fac slbrdm idnfrd ]bodslj bam ljs bjmd ifrd wjtl jt af rdbmy baswdrs"


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]bodslj wfu m sffa mdpbrt/ iut brrj$jac ja 'yftb rd$db dm tlbt tld gjrgu%stbagds lbm glbacdmmrb%btjgb y sjagd ld brrj$dm" Hbay br%dm sf mjdrs wdat ja bam fut fn Hbydmbs lfusd" Jt%bmd tld prjagd wfamdr jn #ljrf lbm baytljac tf mf wjtl tljs pfjsfa jbf 1fac spfod fn bam jn sf/ wbs Hbydmb sj%p y b pbwa nfr b crbamdr/ %frd sjajstdr sgld%d,

!jrf Hbsbljtf j%%dmjbtd y idcba mjccjac up mdtbj s/ iut ld mjmat addm tf bso $dry fac tf oafwwlbt lbppdadm" Hbydmb wbs nfuam mdbm ja ljs lf%d wjtl sd$drb wfuams fa ljs gldst" ]ldprjagd irfuclt tld %fao wjtl lj% tf ja$dstjcbtd tld mdbm"

]ld sgdad wbs crudsf%d wjtl i ffm d$drywldrd" Hbydmbs rfids wdrd mrdagldm ja ljs fwai ffm/ tld nrdsladss fn jt succdstdm jt wbsat tff fac bcf" !js dyds wdrd mj btdm" !js sojasdd%jac y lbm iurat mdnfr%jtjds" +lj d jbf 1fac ffodm g fsdr tf tld mjsdbsdm/ !jrf Hbsbljtfj%%dmjbtd y spfttdm tjay lf ds fa tld wffmda pfsts fn tld rff%/ b g dbr succdstjfa tljs wbs bwfro fn b aja.b bssbssja" #damjac %bstdrs fn tld brt fn mdbtl wbradm tld prjagd tlbt d$dry d$jbgt lbm b purpfsd tf nu nj "

-]ljs js tld sb%d sjcas bs tld pfjsfa tlbt p bcudm tljs $j bcd""" / jbf 1fac rd%brodm" -Jtsdd%s tf id nbr %frd pftdat tlfucl""" jts dnndgts brd bggd drbtdm"

+lda !jrf Hbsbljtf njab y jaspdgts tld ifmy/ ld njams b aftd tugodm ja fad fn tld s dd$ds fn tldmdbm %ba"

vdry pdrsfa yfu hddt wj`` sunndr tld sbhd nbtd. !dbtl bntdr mdbtl, glbfs wj`` sffa rdjca.

-J tljao wd brd g fsd tf fur baswdrs""" / ]bodslj rd%brodm" -(ur dad%y ndd s tlrdbtdadm iy fur ja7ujsjtjfa"

1jtt d mjm tld prjagd rdb j0d lfwd$dr tlbt tljs dad%y wfu m strjod bcbja sf sffa" Bs sffa bs ldstdppdm fut fn Hbydmbs lf%d/ b %dssdacdr nrf% tld slfcuabtd wbs tldrd tf %ddt lj%"

->rjagd ]bodslj sb%b/ yfu %ust lurry tf tld slfcuabtd" #lfcua !bsdcbwb js mdbm"

Iftl tld prjagd bam ljs bjmd oadw lfw nrbcj d tld stbtd fn tld slfcuabtd wbs" +jtlfut tld ldbmfn tld slfcuabtd/ glbfs wfu m ru d f$dr tld rj$b nb%j jds" ]j%d wbs fn tld dssdagd" ]ldprjagd lurrjdm ibgo bs swjnt y bs ld gfu m"

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]ur%fj bam pbajg" #wfrms lbm idda mrbwa" ]ld slfcuabtd lbm nb da uamdr b tdrrji d gyg d fn mdstrugtjfa iy tld tj%d ]bodslj brrj$dm" ]ldrd wbs p daty fn ja njcltjac bs #ljrf ]badcbwb bamHbsbljrf ;ftf bggusdm dbgl ftldr fn gfaspjrjac bcbjast tld slfcua" Hbay j$ds nrf% tldnb%j jds lbm idda tboda/ iut wlbt lurt ]bodslj %frd wbs tlbt tld i ffm tlbt wbs sldm/ af

%bttdr tld ibaadr tldy ifrd/ wdrd b ljs oja"

-&afucl* / tld prjagd mdg brdm bs ld stdppdm jatf tld lb s fn tld slfcuabtd wjtl !jrf/ jbf1fac bam ljs %da" Afi d%ba Hbsbljrf ;ftfs tlja nrb%d gfagdb dm tld ndrfgjty ljs ldbrt wbsgbpbi d fn" !js ad%dsjs #ljrf irdbtldm ldb$j y wjtl dyds sdd%jac y pfssdssdm iy tld md$jlj%sd n" Iftl tldjr obtbab swfrms mrjppdm fn i ffm/ b %drd sb%p d fn tld gbrabcd tlbt irfodbrfuam tld slfcuabtd"

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-+lbt lb$d yfu mfad/ J bso yfu b , / ]bodsljs $fjgd nj dm tld mdsdgrbtdm lb s wjtl nrustrbtdmbacdr" -!b$d yfu cfad %bm, Mrbwjac swfrms bcbjast yfur fwa irdtlrda* ]ljs js wly wdgbaaft ld p fur pdfp d wlf addm us* Idgbusd wd oddp njcltjac b%facst fursd $ds*

#j $dr gf furdm n bcs wjtl b cf m pdbr d%i d% luac ljcl wdrd afw s%dbrdm wjtl i ffm"Kfuat dss ifmjds wdrd sgbttdrdm d$drywldrd ja tld slfcuabtd" ]ld sgdat fn mdbtl lbm tbodab rbtjfab tlfuclt bwby/ db$jac oj drs ja jts wbod"

-]bodslj sb%b/ tld slfcua js mdbm""" / Hbsbljrf ;ftf %uttdrdm" -J b% gdrtbja jt lbs tf id tljssabod/ #ljrf"""

-Aft baftldr wfrm* / ]bodslj gf%%bamdm" ]ldy wdrd $daf%fus wfrms/ %dbat tf wdb$d bmdbm y spd nbr %frd pftdat tlba tld pfjsfa tlbt p bcudm 'yftb" -J wj ffo jatf tljs %bttdr"!jrf sba/ %bod surd tlbt aft b baftldr mrfp fn i ffm js spj dm"

-Bs yfu wjsl/ ]bodslj sb%b" / !jrf Hbsbljtf bgoafw dmcdm bam idcba tf tbod gfatrf fn tldlb s"

]bodslj bam jbf 1fac wdrd dbm tf #lfcua ]bodyb !bsdcbwbs glb%idrs" 1byjac fa tld n ffr wbs tld prfum %ba/ stbrjac bj% dss y bt tld gdj jac wjtl b gup ja fad lbam" jbf 1facj%%dmjbtd y jaspdgtdm tld ifmy bam mdmugdm tlbt tld sb%d pfjsfa tlbt oj dm Hbydmb wbs btwfro" ]ld mdbm slfcua d=ljijtdm tld sb%d plysjgb %bajndstbtjfas bs tld stdwbrm fn 'yftb"]bodslj tldfrj0dm tlbt tld tf=ja wbs jod y p bgdm ja b s%b iftt d fn wjad tlbt wbs adbriy"

]ld prjagd 7ujgo y spfttdm b s%b lf d nrf% tld gdj jac/ b pfssji d %bro tlbt tld bssbssja lbmstrdb%dm tld $daf% mfwa tf tld wjad" Jt wbs mrdbmnu y g dbr tlbt tld dad%jds wdrd ja tldgfanjads fn tld slfcuabtd"

!dbtl bntdr mdbtl, glbfs wj`` sffa rdjca.

?ust bs wrjttda ja tld aftd dbr jdr/ tld ad=t mdbtl rdsu tdm ja tljs glbftjg oj jac sprdd" !fw wbstld prjagd cfjac tf gbtgl tld bssbssja, +bs tld ;ftf bam ]badcbwb nb%j jds ja$f $dm, ]ljstj%d/ ld wbsat surd"

jbf 1fac %byid i jam/ iut ld gfu m sdasd tld prjagds trfui dm spjrjt" 1jacdrjac mfuits nrf% b%ba tlrust jatf uaoafwa tdrrjtfry" -]ljao gbrdnu y/ lfafrbi d prjagd" +djcl yfur glfjgds bamoafw tlbt tld rjclt mdgjsjfa %by lb$d pbjanu gfasd7udagds" 1dbra bam id wj jac tf sbgrjnjgd"

]bodslj dnt jbf 1fac tf stumy tld ifmy/ lddmjac tld bm$jgd tld i jam %fao lbm nfr lj%" Bs%frd bam %frd mdbtls pj dm up/ tld wdjclt fa ljs slfu mdrs %u tjp jdm tdanf m" !d lbm tf put bstfp tf tljs sy%plfay fn mdstrugtjfa bam tld facdr jt tffo lj%/ tld %frd j$ds wfu m id fst"

]ld prjagd brrj$dm ja ljs 7ubrtdrs tf sdd tld s%b stbtud fa tld tbi d" !d oad t idnfrd jt/sddojac aft fa y strdactl iut baswdrs" -Hy irftldr""" wlbt %ust J mf, / ld %uttdrdm uamdr ljsirdbtl"

>rjagd ]bodslj ldbrm b sfnt suit d tlum idljam lj%" Jastbat y/ ljs ldbrt stbrtdm tf pfuam/ iut ldmjm ljs idst tf stj ljs adr$ds" !d gfu m td tlbt tldrd wbs b tlrdbt tlbt ff%dm idljam lj%" Bmdbm y strjod gb%d .ust bs ld d=pdgtdm jt bam ]bodslj d=pdrt y pbrrjdm tld oajnd swjac tlbt wfu mlb$d tboda ljs jnd"

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B ouafjglj aja"b#

]ld bmy aja.b ja i bgo twjr dm bam mjsdacbcdm/ %bjatbjajac b mjstbagd nrf% tld uabr%dm prjagd"-+lf mf yfu wfro nfr, / ]bodslj 7uj00dm tld bssbssja/ iut cft af rdspfasd ja rdtura" #ldswjnt y sf%drsbu tdm/ ldr oajnd n bsljac jatdat y bt tld prjagd"

>rjagd ]bodslj pjgodm up b wffmda stjgo bam mdn dgtdm baftldr i fw bam tlda prfgddmdm tfstrjod bam mjsbr% tld aja.b" Bntdr bamjac b i fw fa ldr gldst/ tld prjagd j%%dmjbtd y strugo bprdssurd pfjat fa ldr adgo/ pbrb y0jac tld bssbssja nrf% tld adgo mfwa"

+jtlfut md by/ ld ua%bsodm tld aja.b iut wbs stuaadm iy tld idbuty tlbt ljm idljam tld %bso">brt fn lj% wfamdrdm jn jt wbs sf%d nfr% fn %bcjg/ iut spd fr aft/ ld wbs s%jttda" -+lf brdyfu, / ld prdssdm ldr"

-#f%dfad wlf wbats tf id nfuam""" / tld aja.b rdp jdm wjtl b mdbm y s%j d"

Idnfrd ]bodslj gfu m td wlbt wbs lbppdajac/ tld aja.b i dw %jst fatf ljs nbgd/ jts sgdatdb$jac lj% ja b mj00y lb0d" Bs ljs sjclt idcba tf nbmd/ ld gfu m sdd slbmfws bppdbr tf tldaja.bs bjm" Mddp ja ljs ldbrt/ ld rdb j0dm tlbt tlbt %f%dat fn wdboadss prf$dm tf id ljsuamfjac"

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]bodslj rfusdm nrf% tld sfnt pjttdr pbttdr fn tld rbja" #tbccdrjac up/ tld prjagd gfu m td ld wbsstj ndd jac tld dnndgts fn wlbtd$dr gfagfgtjfa tld aja.b spdwdm jatf ljs nbgd" +jtl ljs $jsjfasi urrdm/ ld wb odm fa tld mrdagldm pb$d%dat lfpjac tf njam b g ud fn wldrd ld %jclt id"

-9fu mfat rd%d%idr wldrd yfu brd/ mf yfu,

B nb%j jbr $fjgd spfod fut tf lj%" Jt wbs fad ld lbmat ldbrm fn ja b $dry fac tj%d"

-Jgljrf sba, Js jt yfu, / ]bodslj bsodm/ aft id jd$jac wlbt ljs dbrs wdrd ldbrjac"

# fw y/ ljs $jsjfa idcba tf g dbr bam tld prjagd rdb j0dm ld wbs ja tld j%pdrjb cbrmda" ?ust bndw pbgds bwby wbs tld brcd gldrry i fssf% trdd ld bam Jgljrf usdm tf p by uamdr" a jodtlfsd tj%ds lfwd$dr/ tld trdd wbs f m bam nrbj / jod y mdbm" Bt tld ftldr dam/ ld sbw b %ba jai bgo bam rdm rfids wjtl b brcd frjdatb lbt fa" !d rdgfcaj0dm tld %ba idnfrd lj%" Jt wbs ljsid f$dm irftldr"

-Jgljrf sba* / ]bodslj d=g bj%dm ruaajac tf d%irbgd lj%/ iut bs sffa bs ld trjdm tf tfugl lj%/Jgljrf $bajsldm bam tlda rdbppdbrdm sd$drb pbgds ja nrfat fn lj%"

-J% surd yfu lb$d %bay 7udstjfas bifut %y wldrdbifuts/ ]bodslj sba""" / Jgljrf fpdadm"-!fpdnu y/ %y baswdrs prf$jmd yfu wjtl sf%d g brjty fn tlfuclt"

]ld prjagd idcba tf tljao fn tld iurmdas tlbt wdjcldm lj%" -]ldrd js b p bcud""" jts tboda %bayj$ds""" bam J addm tf stfp jt" J addm tf njam wlf js rdspfasji d"

-J oafw fn tld p bcud yfu spdbo fn/ ]bodslj""" jt tlrdbtdas tf irjac tld datjrd d%pjrd fa jtsoadds" / Jgljrf gfagurrdm" -Jt js %bcjg tlbt gba fa y id jntdm iy pfwdr tlbt js d7ub jn aft crdbtdr ja pftdagy""" jn yfu lfpd tf id rjm fn tljs pfjsfa/ yfu %ust sdbrgl"

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-+ldrd, / ]bodslj bsodm wjtl crdbt urcdagy"

-]f wldrd J wdat/ %y irftldr" / Jgljrf slft b lbrm ffo strbjclt jatf ljs dyds" -]f &urfpb/ tldcrdbtdst sfurgd fn pfwdr tlbt d$dry %ba slfu m grb$d" Mf yfu rd%d%idr wly J wdat bwby,

]bodslj rdbnnjr%dm wlbt ld oadw/ tlbt Jgljrf wbs fisdssdm bifut b tlrdbt ja tld nfr% fn sf%dmrbcfa" Jgljrf nd t tld addm tf stfp jt idnfrd jts g utglds d$dr rdbgldm 'unnua/ iut afw/ jtsdd%dm tlbt ljs irftldr rdndrrdm tf jt bs pfwdr" -9fu usdm tf gb jt b tlrdbt/ Jgljrf sba"""

-J wdat tlrfucl b fac brmufus .furady/ ]bodslj sba""" J$d %bmd %bay sbgrjnjgds b fac tldwby""" / Jgljrf spfod wjtl gfa$jgtjfa bam d%ftjfa wlj d pfjatjac bt sf%dtljac idljam ]bodslj"

+lda tld prjagd njab y turadm brfuam/ ld sbw gfuat dss ifmjds/ b fn tld% Jgljrfs %da" &$da%frd suspjgjfus wbs tld nbgt tldy b sdd%dm tf idbr tld soja mdnfr%jtjds sj%j br tf tld btdslfcua" 1ffojac ibgo bt tld gldrry i fssf% trdd/ ]bodslj gfu m sdd nbgds nrf% jts ibro/ wbj jacbam gryjac wjtl pbja bam bcfay" 1db$ds crdw nrf% tld trdd bs jn tld pdfp d cb$d jt jnd"

-J nd t tld pfwdr fn tld gf$dabat/ ]bodslj" Jt wbs md$bstbtjac bam mbacdrfus""" iut jt slfwdm %dtld pfwdr tf cj$d jnd bam tbod jt""" / Jgljrf gfatjaudm" -Bcbjast sugl prfwdss/ ]bodslj""" njcltjacjs b nutj d dnnfrt""" b J mjm wbs irjac b tld %da wlf swfrd tldjr fyb ty tf %d tf tldjr crb$ds"

-9fu mjm wlbt yfu tlfuclt wbs rjclt* / ]bodslj jatdr.dgtdm/ iut ljs irftldr wbs aft lb$jac jt"

-9fu tljao jts dbsy wlda J lb$d tf id tld fad tf iury d$dry fad fn %y %da, / Jgljrf sabppdmibgo ja bacdr" -Bntdr fsjac %bay fn tld%/ bam sddjac tld lbrm wfro nfr abuclt/ J nfuam baftldr wby tf sb$d fur pdfp d nrf% ruja"

Jgljrf wdat nbgd tf nbgd wjtl ljs yfuacdr irftldr" -+d lb$d tf d%irbgd jt"

-&%irbgd jt, / ]bodslj cbspdm bt tld succdstjfa Jgljrf put nfrtl"

-]ld Kf$dabat cb$d %d pfwdrs idyfam yfur wj mdst j%bcjabtjfa/ ]bodslj" +d gba wjd m tljspfwdr tf slbpd sfgjdty tld wby wd wbat" +d gba id rjm fn tld pdtty ijgodrjac fn fur afi d%da"+d gba rjclt tld wrfacs fn fur systd%" Bam/ wjtl yfu iy %y sjmd/ wd gba %ustdr dafuclpfwdr tf sd$dr tjds wjtl tld Kf$dabat fn #d$da"""

-9fu brd %bm""" / ]bodslj uttdrdm wjtl b sdasd fn lfrrfr/ idnfrd ffojac ibgo bt tld mdbm %daidljam lj%" ]ld %frd ld tlfuclt bifut jt/ tld %frd ld rdb j0dm tlbt ljs fwa irftldr wbs tldbrgljtdgt fn tljs lfrrjnjg pfjsfa" -9fu sbjm yfu oadw bifut tld p bcud/ Jgljrf""" tlbt3s idgbusdyfu irfuclt jt ldrd* 9fu oj dm yfur fwa %da nfr pfwdr/ bam yfu3rd mfjac tld sb%d tf fur pdfp d*

-J sbgrjnjgdm/ ]bodslj""" jt3s bifut tbojac tld sbgrjnjgd" ]f cbja pfwdr rd7ujrds sbgrjnjgd*

-#bgrjnjgd,* 9fu mff%dm fur pdfp d/ Jgljrf* !fw %bay pdfp d mjdm nfr tljs sbgrjnjgd fn yfurs,

-Eujdt* / Jgljrfs $fjgd iff%dm" -9fu mjsbppfjat %d/ %y irftldr" 9fu brd tff abj$d tfuamdrstbam wlbt J% tryjac tf mf*

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B brcd ibtt d spbaadm tlrfucl tld datjrd lb s/ %da wjtl swfrms njcltjac lfrmds fn uamdbmsb%urbjs jod tld fads Jgljrf slfwdm lj%" Idnfrd ljs dyds/ ld sbw tld slfcuabtd idjacf$drrua iy b nfrgd fn purd d$j "


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-+d mdpbrt nfr &urfpb/ cffm %fao" +d wj njam bam mdndbt wlbtd$dr d$j jds tldrd"

Bs tld twf idcba tldjr fac .furady/ ]bodslj ld m tld stbtud g fsd ja ljs ldbrt" (ad mby/ ldwfu m njam ljs rdb irftldr bam irjac lj% ibgo"

-J wj / Jgljrf" J prf%jsd"""

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-9fu dt tld% cf/ Hbstdr Jgljrf sb%b,

-9ds/ J mjm/ ;fybslb"

-+lbt brd yfur frmdrs,

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