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A SNAPSHOT AT 7 AM Raw A jewel in the rough So many R’s in her energy Not a single R in her name Sleeping with you is like sleeping with a wild stallion I caught a cold And I guessed you haven’t been properly caressed in ages It’s so funny with you: You are and you are not Most convenient most heartbreaking When I look at myself in the mirror I see the usual runaway And the gorilla mentioned by Pema I close my eyes ‘cause I can’t stand the picture Therefore I touch my eagerness Will I let it be? I see the child I see the middle aged woman With space no space Sleeping with you is/was tough: A wild stallion being chased on a bed

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  • 1. A SNAPSHOT AT 7 AM Raw A jewel in the rough So many Rs in her energy Not a single R in her name Sleeping with you is like sleeping with a wild stallionI caught a cold And I guessed you havent been properly caressed in ages Its so funny with you: You are and you are notMost convenient most heartbreaking When I look at myself in the mirrorI see the usual runaway And the gorilla mentioned by Pema I close my eyes cause I cant stand the picture Therefore I touch my eagerness Will I let it be? I see the child I see the middle aged woman With space no space Sleeping with you is/was tough: A wild stallion being chased on a bed

2. A SNAPSHOT AT 4:35 PMyellow lust red fear green eagernessorange sadness white joy black mixture of all a self-created vibrant and oh so attractive rainbow pounding like a dying heart not slowlya radioactive magnet an exploding oxygen atoman exploding hydrogen atom an exploding sodium atom a cadmium atom 3. A SNAPSHOT AT 9:30 PMJumping on a bed just for the sake of it is not fun. It doesnt show any kindness to the world or to your self It only makes you jumpy.The opposite not necessarily means being fettered to someone -the one you jump on the bed with or someone else for that matter. It is softer to have you asking how I am.Otherwise it is disheartening disheartening disheartening 4. A SNAPSHOT BEFORE LUNCH I make love to you all naked Take off my rings, my watch, my earrings I only leave on my protection cords Not to be protected against youBut against my own little self 5. SNAPSHOT AFTERTALKING TO YOUWords come to me uninvited A little magical A little too exciting A little mystifying A little much too deep Somewhat happy & uncertain Somewhat far out & ordinary Somewhat promising & defeating Somewhat baffling & clear I lay at the Sche Tes Larmes Cafe And it is like I have a crush on youAnd infatuation for youReal love with you A something that slips along my cunt A dripping affairAn unfathomable subject matterAnd at the Sche Tes Larmes Caf They play a song that says: Dont let me go, babe. Dont make me stay, honey. 6. A SNAPSHOT AT ALMOST 10 PMI spin round my celuphone I wonder if it is proper to call you up Mum is not here to give me good adviceAnd though I cry for Guru from afar I get no clear answer. So I ring some other girls All of them with pretty names Wonderful smiles & beautiful tits: Unable to prompt a pretext to contact you I naturally let myself be entertainedby someone else. 7. A SNAPSHOT WITH ELECTRICITYThe egotistic monster eats like Pattis cannibals I let her devour my left legWhile I play at being Alices nice girlStars stars high up in the sky. It didnt really run smoothly. It was not slow only despairing I always knew I had to leave Like Roberts rambling babe. 8. A SNAPSHOT WITHOUT ELECTRICITYIt is like falling from my eagerness into an abyss Like acknowledging my best friend is a she-dogThe abyss is quite sad not tender though. When that girl told us she had been abused A crystal drop wetted my arm. 9. A SNAPSHOT AT 7:50Im making a real effort Not to conceptualize that relationship I walk on harsh carpets Sleep in noisy bedroomsKnit a carpet of broken promises to myself Read about the gigantic NOAnd I can hardly understand its meaningLet alone put it into practice. Maybe it is just another concept If I take it like that Like that relationshipIm trying real hard not to conceptualize.NO 10. A SNAPSHOT AFTER A SHOWERI laugh loudly at my romantic stand towards life I deem it funnyI feel so old-fashionedAnd way too seriousThen Im struck by a lightning of certainty: I can eat popcorn seasoned with tears. I would, But you, Claudia Scissorhands Say I want to name it all, To trap it all inside a framework of words Even if it is true It doesnt really change who I am: A romantic slotA tear-eater A quick quark coming for you today