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Mvlkl Jfem

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pasef`kdmi avazfiledscmi `feai, rl lkdfi fkscao, uvrf`mel kdu em ka.

âra`medl df asf lel clca dad elolka mstm f crv, l sl kdai m vrfif cadf dad df prfastlea.

Jae pakava pa f `l dad cm`l utraju m akl zldf l. Xvm paoef`m paeftff prfil kdad. Klsifdl sf tad pasef`kdad mziliedfkad plkdm m mz svf prfastlef, mzilelcslef sklof pa f `l sf klpmkdf. Wrfif sf zlustlvm, svf u kdad sf uprf u fedm `l

`ruoa `ftf, ia`l iuca, uoef`l svfteast `lkl. Tlcif l kavm mvat. Xvm sf sdltmf `l vm`f tl df ra`mel

olz`l-Xtadlkavl fkl. Xvfcrvl sf aìl f cla aplrfkl, efclr rlàska pa`mf z`rlvu m efpu fkscu jfju, àc fkf paoef`mil rlzifkdmvlf imsem... Cadu em f olz`l Xtadlk uzftm `l iu ra`m iuca pasef fkmkf sirtm1

avfc stldlf kfi m svf vrfif oef`lf u fku. âoef` iu sf sdf`mkma sl kdfkmi àjrmi, efpmi, prfcemkdu mi a mil. Xf`f parf` kdf m kf paoef`l `ftf. Vzf df zl rucu m pa f `l da d imeudf mziu fka emhf. Akl iu jadledmva uzvrltm paoef` m rf f4

- Astlvmb tf dl sliao sl `fhai, Xtadlkf - df`vl mshf`m mz sfjf slirtkmhl.

- Kfiad tlca, Klta, scara svlcl fkl cl` rl l imsem

`l sf kf f mzvu m - mzrf f avfc kf jl tlca jeloa clca df btfa, il`l iu df paoef` mzoavlrla jfzjrad kdfiu kfpazkltmb rf m l rucl rmtim ka m kfka imeavlel fkmka ef`fka fea.

Kmdf zkla tl jm dad rfcla. Tkla df `l sfdf, `l lkdf, `l tfrl vaeavf, klrf udf kl`km lrmil, lem kmdf zkla tl `l clf fkm cadl uimrf m cadl iu df svf kl svftu.


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Xvm zvuhm kfstlàf àc su vmf kdfkf a m kfoa selj, vfkf udkm oels, pastlvedlem pasef`kdf pmtlkdf4

- Df em iuca1 - upmtl tmba slirtkmhl km fiu sf kf kl`ldu m.

- Dfstf, Klta, iuca df - rlàska m pakasmta mzoavarm Xtadlk.

fkf ol prfkfrlfka paoef`lf. Ildcl btf`f kfta `l mzustm lem df avfc paoefài prmc avl zl `ruom crld sajf.

Jrf -jaedf jfjl jm prfpavmdfkl m paeafkl ildhm kl oru`m. Xlirtkmhl a` imemkf mspustm kfcm kfrlzoavftkm lem jelfkm zvuc pl upmtl iul4

- Xtadlkf, `l em df mstmkl, cukf em sf jaoai1

Kmdf milel sklof l km vrfifkl `l mtl pravfrlvl.

- Cukfi sf m jaoai m sajai - rf f m uprlvm u kdu vrst, stlifk paoef`.

Kfta klemc kl jelfku dfzu pra f fkmkmi tfeai. Xvl avazfiledscl pmtlkdl paelca su m fzlvlel sl uimru fo emhl. ûstm `ftf mz klru dl m uprlvm `lefc, simrfk paoef` u kfta slia kdad vmèdmva.

Em mel df kl uiarkao putkmcl cadm sl zlàvaedstvai aìfrlvl caemca iu df ilem `fa putl da prfastla. âoef` cadm vmf kmtl kf vm`m zlcavl sf zl tlvlkmhu m tu sf mzoujm.

âelca sf aèf`mf m klkava zl uf zvuhm sajf. êljfjl, tmbm lplt fkl cadf paseudu, kfzlàvaedka, prfju ka, svfcrvmka `mslkdf.


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- T`rlvf su ta `fvadcf, Xtadlkf. Lca kfta zltrfjl, patrlm if. tftl zl Kltu, tlcvf fkf su rftcf, sltclkf a`

ikaoa ùf m ilea ifsl. Ajm ka `ldu `mvku `fhu m kfstlku cla pfkl. Kfoa, `l mi dl ju`fi cui, kfcl sf zavu Imemkl m Imemhl, tlca sf zvlbu ifkm `vf kld`rlf, `mvkf fkf. Dlvm zl crtfkdf mzrf f àctar pl a`f.

Xtadlk kf stmf km `l iu sf zlbvlem kl uclzlkad lstm l ak vf urka crftf `ledf.

Tleupmf sf vrltl m rlzjmf oustu, tfcu tmmku sajf. Kmca kmcao u a m `l paoef`l. avfc stldlf jfz rf m,cla ucaplk. Ildcl ol, uvrf fkl àctaravmi rf mil m z`rlvmi `fvad mhlil, jfska, lem sl strlbai, imiam f m crftf klpaedf, àc fkf jadledmva pa ff `l srf udu pacadkmhu. Cl`l iu ildcl jm crld vrltl, Xtadlk df rf mil zlustlvm m vrltm.

-Pm! Kfiad `l sli vmà `l tm df kfca aca `fhf

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kdmb aìfkm, kmcl`l av`f pasel kf f miltm. Lca kf f pa` stlrf `lkf `l sf patuhl pa tu mi cu lil, ta tm df iadl zl`kdl. Tl svf astlea ta sm zlseumel vf f sf tvadl zeajl pastlrltm.

- @ajra, smkf - sef fkl mzustm m vrltm sf `fhm.


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Tljarlvma sli caemca df dfsfk utl. Wlzùb df imrmslakl struefea emf. Xukhf df pasef`kdai skloai mzvelmea mvatmz paeuzlsplef zfiedf. Cl`l jm vftlr ùkua, svf aca ifkf jmzlutlea m zlimrmslea kl brmzlktfif m `ftmkdstva.

âorfjkl pavarcl df vf paprmemka aìlcel m kmdf

jmea svrbf `l mb sustmfi. Mz `lefcl su im emmem kl ircm caklhseuldka pla pa utazeltkad tclkmkm. Kmdf im sf urmea. A`lvkakmcao kmsli vm`fa, ikaof km pazklvla, il`l sli smourlk `ljm if vfmkl sfedlcl prfpazklel mstao trfkl mi jm ifuoef`lel. Pld gfkaifk sli prmpmsmvla kfcai arolkscaicaù cadm mildu edu`m mz mstao crldl, l cadm im mz orl`l, slsvadai usca aorlkmfkai svfu m atupfemi uemil, vmfkmsia u stlkdu `l prfpazklia. Cl`l jm iad atlh mem kdfoavl

caimkmhl Xtlkl paselem kfcaol klfo zfiedlcl ca` ifkf ujaekmhu, stldlem jm zjukdfkm m ruifkm u ba`kmcu, mziflkm slrlvkaùkmi, jef`mi orl`scmi emhmil svf àc kf jm uoef`lemifkf. Zftca ca if df pazklvla, das rff u scarmdf vrfifvmla. Vprcas taif, kfpaorfmva jm crfkuem cl ifkm m zklem `lsli jl dl tld efclr caol trlf.


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^raju`ma sli sf usrf` kam slv ajemvfk zkadfi. V

prvm ilb kmsli iaola `l rlzlzkli o`f sf klelzmi. Irlc imdf puesmrla u sefpaakmhlil. Jma df ta vf vmf putl paklvedlkmslk cadm km sl mi kmsli iaola `l pavfzfi. Xvf ff sfvrlla.

@fsftmkl uurjlkmb edu`m, kfajmka m stlrmkscmajufkmb, uelzf m mzelzf mz df`kf a` kfcaemca vfemcmb cul, ucruo klkmzlkmb, àkasf mstf lrlgf, mzkasf crvlvf. Efefc

fkl. Kmtl im kmdf jmea jemsca, lem pasef avao skl kmclca vmfkf jmb iaola `l zlspmi. Vstla sli m mzlla msprf` cuf.V`lbkua sli ùjaca m pustma `l if stu`fk hfeao ajlvmdf.Zlzvf`rmea sf. Xl kfjl su if oef`lem imemakm zvfz`lrlvkaùka msmdlvldum svadf vf a`lvka uolfkf vltrf. Vzfasli gelu rlcmdf m mspma trfmku u huou. Tlpfcel if df à akmbùpedm.

@ajlr huo, àctarf prfsff if oels mz tlif.^rfpazklb avfcl sl orajedl.

Hrkm Imel`mkf, clca if slia upelm, tl rl`m tu uava àjl kam1

Zfcem stf `l ftf svrltmtm l kmstf, oaspl Ilrl vls dffclel ilea a`sfkmdf aòavarm m crftf cl ifkm kmsli sifa


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`l àpustmi `l im cemskftf kau c'a juedmkl, u`km stf vmvlralkm, rf vli m kmdf jl dlcl. ^rfca kam vli sf kfta

prfacrfkf pl praifkmtf m klifrf m u`.

Xfàb kl jlslilc, `rfm jahu rlcmdf u ruhm. Ak sf`faìlb à ifkf. Df`ka vrfif kmsia kmtl oavarmem. Zlcmdl ifdf jelfka orfdlel, paku`mb iu df pacrftai l ak df prmbvltm.

@ala jmb, Imel`mkf, àla jmb smourka. ^mtlu sutrliadu Xtlku o`f stf. A` fol jaeudf tvadl olz`lrmhl1

Km a` fol aòavarm l m `l jaeudf slil jm sfjfmzvm`lel. Lca dad mil vfcl klel jm sfjm m efcl.

^l zlta ak`l baf `l àfi1 mscrfka sf zlu`mb.

Kf zkli tm dl kmtl zlsmourka. Wled`l sf sfl `l dftvad atlh mzvl`m mz vmrl akail` `lvka, pl m crstm pasef, vledleasf mspm outedld rlcmdf pl if paoef`l svf sm zljarlvma1

Xftmb sf kfcf prmf mz `ftmkdstvl cla craz iloeu. Klbarmzaktu sf zljfef tlkcl pruol. Kfo`f zlpfvl pfvlh. utlemsia ajadmhl, svlcm u svadmi imsemil. Xlia jm rlcmdlzlpeduskuel a zmàvf gelf àc jm prfelzmel mz rucf u rucu.Mspmsia df à `kl.

Kl tfjm astl cril, àctarf, pl àm klsifm sf

crldmcai jrcl pl paf.@ac df aèlzma prltma sli kdfoav kfdlslk ajrms,

svlkdmvlea df. Vab u cuu. Akl if pasef bel`kf dfsfkdf kamprmim ildmkscm u zloredld. Tlbvlemb sf u sfjm Imel`mku m efoabu crfvft jfz mdf`kf imsem.


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Wrltl su zlcrmplel. Tldf`ka sl skapai sukfvmb

zrlcl uf m iadl caimkmhl Xtlkl. Jlhm jrz paoef` kl prlzkugelu, kljrl kas asftmvm vakd rlcmdf pl rff4

Wlel arf, kmsli zklel `l tm Imemslv jm taeca `rlo.Pm ol jl patfka alem.

Xtlkl, iad df`mkm kfrafkm ra` kl svftu. Xl oa`mklilsf svf vmf tru`mel `l pakllkdfi pa`sfl kl iao ahl. fefel

df `l ol kl tld klmk zljarlv kf padf`f. Jmel df vmf klemciuclrhu kfoa fkm. Jrcavm su dad trlem svf `a uoeavlilrlif l vmsmkai m orlai pa`sflel df kl stlsmtmdfo vadkmcl.Kl kaolil df uvfc milel prfvfemcf, mzkafkf, iucf hmpfef mstruolel jm kdmil cla cl` jm kfca vucla pa pltasu `lcpfscl. Zl`mel df u paedu cla dlm kl`kmlr.

Df`kai cl`l df sl caplmil papmel cadm outedld rlcmdf

vmf, sf`fm pasef zlvrfkao rl`l u kdmvm, zlimsem sf m rff4 Xvlca mil svad `ltui sirtm mspmslk kl efmil.

O`f, paclm im paf df zlmclvltm df`lk a` capll.

^l tm kl svadmi l dl kl iadmi. Xlia ta dl svadl eflkf iaou vm`ftm l km tm tvadl, lem vfrud im `l pmf. A`tlipl tmsf mstao lsl cl` sf ra`m. Pa im rff df`lk vrea pliftlk


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avfc df`lrf`, l m jaedf df `l tf `lkf m kf zklia, ca zkl clcvfjm sf oeupastm mz taol mzra`mef.

Cl`l rlcmdl mz kdf msplrm, a`f sl kdai m svl iu`rast.Wmf sf kmdf sflel tl df prmlel, lem clca mklf jff utedmvl,paff `l df uvllvldu m cla iu`ru fku.

@rlel df afvu cuu uvfc mstai, `l svf ju`f clcatrfjl lca seuldka klvrltmi.

Xfli sf semcf mz `ftmkdstvl. Xtlkl m iad atlh mzvelfcael mz jeltl, akl sf svl zlkfel `l kdfk crld kf zlastlkf pl sfa` klparl zlhrvfkfel. Imsemi `l iu sf tlca, kl kfcm svadklmk ilea m u`vlrlel, m kf zkldum `l ta mkm. Kmcl` df kmca clafku kmdf km paoef`la pl sf m asflel cla iuclrlh. Clca dadseuldka prmplàb, aòldm if uz ahl clca df zklel m uifel.

Waefel df `l sf bvlem ikaif pa sfeu. Kmdf jma rf`lcseuld `l kfcaol uputm u jaekmhu sl rfmil4

M`m seaja`ka, slia rfhm `l tf df Xtlkl paselel.

Tl sfjf kmcl` kmdf kmtl trlmel.

Cae ca astldf1 upmtl if cla usput.

@vl, trm `lkl zlu`mb sli sfjf aòavarai.

Kmcl` sf u sfeu kmsli zl`rlvla ùf a` df`kaopapa`kfvl, pasef`kdm put sli slia df`ku ka prfsplvla zlJam prf `vlklfstlc oa`mkl.

Kf vfrudfi, zvlem tf a` uilrl, clu `l sf aìldlvm kfcai fgu.


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^rva ta im pl`f kl plift df `l kfu stmm `l a`fi`a akf sefpf fkf m jm im crmva ta kf iaou `l a`rmi rf.

M ta df Imel`mk jma u prlvu.


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Ia`l kl prvm paoef` mzoef`l msuvmf df`kastlvka lem

plhmdfktf rlzvrstlvli u trm orupf mem tlkmdf, u trm stlkdl ucadmil sf klelzf.

^rvm if mzdf`kllvldu sl uàtvarhfi m vfrudu `l dfsvlcl iadl rf `fa psmbmdltrmdscao dfvlkfedl. Ava stlkdf trldfvfail crltca cla m svlca `ruoa uà caif df rac aca trm`lkl.

Tltmi sef`f rlzalrlkdf m caktrl stlkdf. Kf vfrudu imkmtl m imsef `l su zluvfc mzoujedfkm, `l df avl orlkl if`mhmkfmzimedfkl mscedumva `l zlieludf edu`f.

M kl crldu, trfu orupu mkf akm sl cadmil, lca miliasrff, cla arlvf cacf ja`fia zrka pa zrka mstmkf zl cadf sfzlclmia, klcak fol sef`m iucatrpka mzvelfkdf tlklkmbveltm spazkldf vfta zlcaplkmb ùjaca u kdmbavmi slvrfka

ajfzjffkmi ukutrlkdmi svftavmil. Pl`l efj`mia mzifufugarmdf mzeffkdl m trlof`mdf jfzkll.

@actar Jlrlh vaem `l clf plhmdfktmil `l sf asfldujaefskmi zlta ta kmsu stlvmem mzaelhmdu aca iazol, pl clòef`ldu aca sfjf mvat iarl `l mb zljaem.

Pm ifkm `rlom edu`m sbvltldu `l iarlia zldf`ka,uparka, kfprfstlka, smtkmi carlhmil `l imemia pa vlredmvai


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efù sflkdl m mstmkf, kf jm em stmoem à lutfktmkmb trloavlslcrmvfkmb u kdmbavad pa`svfstm. Avm rftcm edu`m su im vfail

`rlom, rl` sl kdmil apefifkdudf m ifkdl m plhmdfktl m ifkf.Oatava mstavrfifka atcrmdfia `l sia praklem kfcu kmt zlcadu sifia `l sf ubvltmia, m `l tfc tl`l iafia `l zldf`kapaeftmia craz zlpftedlkf elvmrmktf edu`scao uil. Cl`l sf `fsm`l atcrmdfia kfcu prlvu stlzu, strpedmva m elolka m`fiakdaif m atcedulvlia, à tl`l zlcedulkl, df`kl pa df`klvrltl, paiau cedul mstmkf cadm zldf`ka vrsta `rmia uruclil. Xvfskm sia `l f kli df`mka tlclv rl` pa`lrmtmmzeffkdf. ta jm rfcel iadl oelvkl sfstrl Kl`l, zl avld paslapatrfjka df miltm aca `ftftl m iu`rast stlrhl.

Wff sf efkda sputlea kl` vf zliarfkmi orlài.uvlr Imef im prmf elolka s efl m klcledl sf4

@mrfctarf, àvfzem su Imhu sliaujmhu.

Apft1 vmf sli cakstltavla sli zl sfjf kfoa tasli pmtla.

Wf df scraz prm svfstm, imsemi `l avaol putl kmtlazjmedka kmdf km uzfel, slia df btfel `l sf vrltm.

Imelkcl ldm, kll ilscatl, uàvmhl vf `vl`fsftlcoa`mkl, jfz `fhf, vmf elk klfo caefctmvl kfoa plhmdfkt.Xvlcm put cl`l jm dad sf uclzlel prmemcl scrftlel jm kl avldkfajmlk klmk, prmemka jfzuspfka, plkdu svadfikaoajradkf lem prfzluzftf ra`jmkf.

â iadad orujad fvm`fkhmdm, aca `vl`fsftlc paculdlsliaujmstvl zl ftrklfst oa`mkl. Ca` kls, zl pft oa`mkl rl`ljaekmhf, jmel df a`sutkl df`vl trm ifsfhl. Klputlel jm kls slsuzlil u amil, l cl`l jm df paeusvfsku àvazmem kltrlo,oef`lel jm kls jelfka, cla `l sf vrll cum. Tklel df tlka tl


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trfjl `l papmdf m cl`l trfjl `l kls pazavf. Xlia sf df`kai,a` cl`l df prfel u klf rucf, prfvlrmel pl df, zlvrmvm u

Vrofktkai hfktru, `moel tlcvu oleliu `l su df mstf vffrmprfjlhmem ca` kls.

Vla sli u Imelkcmku saju. Oef`lel if df mscasl,ilea pastmfka, cla `ftf cadf df rlzjmea scupu vlzku, lempauz`lka zkl `l ol ra`mtfed zjao taol kff oruja clzkmtm.Iarla sli `l mz`fceliudfi vf taemca putl pakavedfkm tfcst4

Imelkcl, tl sl` pakava jm1 @actarf, vm zkltf iadu sfstru Xelvmhu, aku sl Zumkf

strlkf zlpaf Imelkcl svadu ùou prmu cadl kmdf milelkmclcvf `mrfctkf vfzf km sl kdai km sl kdfkmi mvatai. Df`mkasia iarlem straoa `l va`mia rlukl `l kf klseutm `l zklia`l df jfzkl`fka usliedfkl, astlea dad kmdf jmea jmtka.

@ac sli df pavrka seula, dfr sli svf ilkdf vmf akdad vf zkla, pasiltrla sli tu mzvlkrf`ku ofstmcuelhmdu m paca zkl cadm put cakstltavla `l df vfemcl tftl ta sf kmdf jlvmelkfcmi crfltmvkmi paseai m ta dad kmdf jmea sufka `l mil`fhu m ukul`. Milel df vmf iltf, `lrl m edujlvm a` ikaomb.Xl`l im df `feavlel scara zlàvaedka, lem zlimedla slitrfkutlc u caif tl rucl cadl sl`l apmsudf mracf cruoavf uvlzùbu, uzmil df`lk pa df`lk efc m smstfiltscm mb zlemvl

vaài u kl`m `l f stmm u jaekmhu, df`mku ustlkavu u cadadkfca ajrll ilclr m ilea plkdf kl kdu.

M cl` sli ta svf slzklel, kmsli kmclca iaoel `l sfsimrmi, uzfel sli df`lk efc, pl da df`lk, lem kmtl m u df`kaiiaifktu vmf...

@ajra, Imelkcl, zkli vf prfcmkub df.


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Xl`l df vf jmel smourkl `l df svf u rfù, parlvkllrlv kl crfvftu m vf vfail simrfkmi oelsai upmtl4

@l em iaou sutrl u iadu saju1

Wm`ffia rfcab dad m astlvmb df srfku mzlàvaedku, caemca df oa` ta uaptf jmea iaouf u kdfkaiileai, tatleka siufkai svftu.

^rf`làb sifku, atpaz`rlvmb Imeftu m crfkub elolkapfmhf prfil svai stlku cadm sf klelzma kf`lefca a` jaekmhf.@ujaca sli u`msla vffrkdm imrms orl`l. Xvm plhmdfktm jm sfpavelmem u kfcm zljlfkm `fa iadmb imsem m tlia va`mem svadsliastlekm mvat, àc jmb dl zl ta vrfif scupedla utmscf mzsliazvlkao karilekao, z`rlvao svftl, `l jmb caemcataemcajma u stlkdu `l pavufi orlkmhu mzifu ajl.


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Kll ilel jaekmhl. uà cadf df df`mka iaola `l

umkm iaoumi kfca mz kldvmmb paemtmcmb cruoavl, ia`frkmjao `lklkdmhf. Asimsema m prftvarma u stvlrkast paeu`rlvkumkstmtuhmdu sl svmi iaoumi paoa`kastmil, jfkfgmhmdlil,imkm bmtkai paiam, `mrfctkai vfzai sl `ruomi jaekmhlil,a`fedfkdmil zl svf ajemcf ùfvkmb parfiffkastm. Xvf taamkscm uajemma m spravfa craz zlirfkf lìmkmstrltmvkfelvmrmktf `l jm kl crldu, cl`l df trfjlea `l kl "patfka"rlspmslkai cakcursu kdfoav smk df`mklh àjmdf ifsta`mrfctarl jaekmhf, klla mstao prfàzmrlkao u cupltmeu svaolstlkl.

Dl sli cakcurmsla zl ta ifsta zldf`ka sl `fsft`ruomb klmvmkl cadm kmsu zklem a fiu sf zlprlva rl`m. Wfst sfpramrmel cla vltrl. Pfc sia akao `lkl cl`l df jma zlclzlkprftpasef`kdm cruo sfefchmdf, sbvltmem zl caemca àjra ifsta sfzlprlva jarmia. Kmca kmdf km afcmvla àelzlc klfopatfkhmdlekao àjratvarl. Imsemem sia `l df tl prml zl kdfolzlvrfkl.

Ifutmi, supratka klmi afcmvlkdmil, àla df klfeu caimsmdf avfc caol sia aèmka zklem sl tfefvmzmdf, slhrkai trlcai kl rfvfru m hf`ma svlcao a` kls àmzkfiaoeastm. Imsemi `l iu df`mka kmsia msprmlem aka ta asfjm kmsia km slim zklem. V um mzjar uem sia, vlk svmb


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afcmvlkdl, df`lk ielm caefol sl àstl àjrai rfputlhmdai mdl.

Xutrl`lk sf pakavmea scara msta. fg, clca sia olprazvlem, df kls `vadmhu pazvla u msta vrfif, àla si mpastlvedla kli pmtlkdl klmzifkmka. Cla `l df slil Xgmkoluel u kdfol m `lvlel iu m`fdf. Jlrfi df klil strucl `lzklia tl df u oelvlil `ruomb edu`m. @avmdlem sia sf mpaculvlem `l àcumia tl jm iu aòavlrlea `l udf.Ajadmhl sia fefem `l pastlkfia `mrfctarm avao jaekmcao

Feàrl`l. Cl`l df àzkla tl df btfa prfcmkua df rlzoavarkloea, clca ol df m zlpafa.

Vstla df m slaptma kli `l fia jmtm pmsifkaajlvftfkm a aèuhm a`jarl. âta kmclcvao a`jarl amoef`kakmdf km jmea, klpustmem sia ol ajadmhl pa`df`klca zjukdfkm.

Pa msta vff kfca df zlzvakma kl iadmi vrltmil.

^rapmska uplrlfk agfr if df zliaema `l pafi sl kdmi.Il`l sli vf prftpastlvedla tl jm ta iaoea `l zklm, praelif df jelfkl dfzl. Iad àjratvar if df slfcla u rl`kad sajmmipazlktkao orlfvmkscao z`lkdl.

Xf`m, arf ajrltm im sf amkscm.

Bvlel siftfka aòavarmb.

Oef`la if df plr imkutl m jeloa sf klsifdla.

@ajra sli a`ljrla, dlc sm tm, z`rlvl sfedlcl crv. @lem su tvadm `lefca1

Kf, oaspa`mkf, atlh im df uira prf `fsftlc oa`mkl lildcu m kf plitmi rfcab il`l sli zkla `l ak ta svf vfaèmka zkl.


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@ajra, àjra rff vmf zl sfjf pl klprlvm ùupluzu btfa sli `l zkl, tm cadm f sf`ftm kl ifstu iaol

smkl, `l kmdf jma ea iailc, slia kmdf mila sklof, seaimemsia ol, ilea mvat, l vmf dl. Im ra`mtfedm sia kfcl` kldvfm`feltm svadf `fhf. Kf vm`mia mb aklcvf clcvl dfsu, kfoauifsta kdmb ajfsmia semcu svadmb kl`lkdl m kfcl` mb taisemcai m ujmdfia. Cl` sbvltf `l kf emf kl tf ajffkf semcf lakm sf ajfsf slim pa`mf paoef` imsemi gmourltmvka.

@mf sf sl gatfedf m paclzl im rucai `l crfkfi zl

kdmi. Vasia u vfail ucuska kliftfk sleak u caif df klprfvfemcad gatfedm sf`fel slvrfkl, smtkl oaspal zloef`lkl ulru svao pfrsmdscao tfpmbl. Xl iucai pa`mf am cl klil msl svao iul elolka prfjlhm paoef` kl ifkf.

Xlra, àvfa sli tm àctarl a caif sli tm prmhla tmba rff iad va`m.

Oaspal ustl`f sl gatfedf, prmf im jadledmva m rff4 Btfel sli slia `l Wls upazkli m `l Wls pmtli `l em

jm Wli prfvmf siftlea lca jmb Wls s vrfifkl kl vrfifpasftmel u jaekmhm1 scara sf zl`lvm avai svadai pasef`kdairfdu pl spustm paoef` pakava kl svadu lru kl tfpmbu zkltfdl iaou `l Wli paiaokfi, l sl`l... il`l... zlustlvm sf cl`l vmf... tu pakava stl`f ia`l iaou Wlil `l sf

klfi zlvrm scara lpltai.â`mf am m paoef`l if iaefmva upelfkl `l jm

prftba`kai rffkmhai iaoel `l srusm sef`fu stfpfkmhu,df`mku cadl du df va`mel klprf` u mvat. Kl ifkm df jmea `l dad,slia df`vl prmiftka kfaòavlrlduai prmif`jai, seaimiastltcf mvatl cadm su sf df`vl `rlem zldf`ka, sprfikm `l sfrlsprsku kl prvu kfsiatrfku rflchmdu sl iadf strlkf.


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Klrlvka, jmea jm im zlàvaedstva aòavarma slita sli effrkmdf iaola, patpuka zltffk smtulhmdai.

Oaspal a`f à susf`kf sajf m àkfsf im efpazlplcavlka hfea tuhf urf`ka seafkmb m sl edujlvedumspfoelkmb àctarscmb ilktmel. Prfk, `vl mb df da zl`rlel uruclil, akld oarkdm paimeavl l ak`l mb ifkm prf`l`f.

Kf sfli sf tlka clca sia sf rlstlem, slia zkli `lsf svf `fsmea vfail jrza. Xvf sli afcmvla slia kf ava. Cl`

df praea prva zlprfplfkdf zlpmtla sli sf kl cai `feu putlsu avm `mvkm edu`m klprlvmem svadu cajku orfcu, lca df orfcluaptf jmel kdmbavl. Vifsta rlàstm ta sli àjma aèmkarl`ka ifsta m iakf zltmtkmcf, asfla sli sf cla `l sliprfuzfa kfca tfca, tuf jrfif, dl cadm scara `l kmsli milapraeastm m kmsli zkla `l em sli cl`lr `l ol kasmi. @ac sliatcedulvla vrltl svao stlkl mila sli utmslc `l sli uzfakfmdm tum zmvat m `l if tld kfca... pasiltrl.


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WMM

Jmea df tfc kfta pasef df`lk. Tlvrma sli sl

pasef`kdmi plhmdfktai. ^ftlc df m mklf jma `lk cl`l jm sfjaefskmhm simrmvlem. Wmcfk` df mila u`fslk fgfclt kl kdmb.^rfmvfem jm jaefskmcu rl`ku kf`fedu m tl`l jm iaoem sfjm `lprmutf aìar. Efpa jm sf `rumem, ifusajka mspailolem l upakf`fedlc svlca svadu jaefst pa` rucu pl klkava.

Crfkua sli u ajmelzlc. Milia aèmka asajedf, lemcastur mtlvf cakstruchmdf mkmia Imef uvlr, sfstrl Kl`l,

àctar Jlrlh m dl. Kfca a` kls df uvfc iarla `l ju`f tu sfstrl Kl`l cadl sl mstai edujlvedu lilrl kfuratmkf m tfmpsmbatmkf3 Imef, kl lkfa uvlr, sl uajmldfkmi elcmizl`lbai kl a`kfcu` àkftu àjru rlcmdu3 àctar Jlrlh, mvlfkhmceapf`mdl klf strucf m kldtlklkmdl ùl cadad tfea seumslia `l uzmil brlku m a`rm df u mvatu3 m kl crldu dl, arfPaàravm, sfedlcm smk, uzfiedfkdf clca su if zvlem plhmdfktm,àjlr seulelh m seaja`lk avfc jfz praeastm, asmi akfzlpmslkf u ofkmil.

Xutak df vf imefa cl kam. Xvff scuvlkl clgl dfzlimrmslel mz sfstrmkscf sajf. Pf trfkutcf sli kldvmf vaefa.Xfstrl Kl`l jm à tao vrfifkl stmoel m jaekmhl jm a`lbkuel ildcl df tu. Wf u praelzu jm skmimel smtulhmdu, vm`fel ca dfjaedf l tl kmdf u rfù m sl vrltl prfuzmilel caktraeu. Ajmkajmb astldla `l sl zlàvaedstvai pralscli sl kdai, lem sli


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tao `lkl mila slstlklc sl fgai, clca sia ol svm mz jaekmhfzvlem.

Ajmka jmsia sf svmb avmb pft oa`mkl slstldlempftcai u kdfoavad cum, o`f jm oaspal Xlrl j`mel kl` klilsl pledmva prmprfiedfkmi rucai zl ifkf. Kmcl` u jaekmhukmdf cramel. Vprcas iai strlbavlkdu `l f `aelzmtm maptfrfmvltm if sajai m svadai praeau, ta sf kmdf `fsmea.Milem sia klf ilef pftcavkf rmtulef kl cadmil jm lsclem asvfiu m svlfiu. fg sf tl`l aputla, ilea pa ilea scm`la

ilscu cadu df sl klparai lem stamcm kasma hfef kf`fedf, `ac dfoaspal Xlrl tfca iaoel `l slcrmdf `l df zl tmb plr sltmkf`fedka df`mka m mvfel.

Xlil mkdfkmhl `l sf kf slstldfia ca` kdmb jmel dfprf`zklc `l df kl paiaeu prvl useuol cadu df trfjlea `l iuumkmi. Kmsli sifa km `l paimsemi kl oaspau Xlru, sliuavao pftcl u aoraikad trpfzlrmdm, zloef`lku u lru svao

pfrsmdscao tfpmbl.


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WMMM

âstadf `vl rlzeaol mz cadmb sli mzljrla stlk u caif

mvmi. ^rvm df tld ta sf klelzm jemzu jaekmhf u cadad rl`mi, l`ruom ta sf u prmzfiedu zorl`f klelzm rfstarlk Ca` vfsfeaouil`mkhl.

Olz`l clglkf, Xfrofd @f Wmtt, jma df svf slia kfuil`mklh. Ildcl Zuscmkdl, atlh Baelklkmk, zl vrfif MMXvftscao rltl seuldka z`rufkm u klsuimkmi fvrapscmieutlkdmil, klprlvmf avao kldvffo Duoaseavfkl svmb vrfifkl

m astlvmf ol u Xrjmdm sl jljai Zuscmkdai, àc su kdmb `vadfa`vadfka, klstlvmem putfvf fvrapscmb rltkmb eutlemhl. Kmcl`lmb vmf kmdf vm`fa.

Avl zfiedl u cadad df astla, cadl ol df atbrlkmel m cadldf jmel df`mka zl tl sf iaola ubvltmtm, hfeao ol df ajuzfel.Zfstarlk df zl `fcar mila gaecearkf iatmvf mz rlzemmtmbcrldfvl a` Prmoelvl à ^rfsplkscao dfzfrl, pl m mrf.

@aimkmrlel df âiarlvscl lrl, àc df kl vrltmil svfo taoftkacuemklrscao hlrstvl stldla Xfrofd, uvfc klsifdlk,paz`rlvedldum svadf straoa jmrlkf oastf. Xvlca ca df mila tulst `l ju`f ajfrucf prmiedfk u avld brli gaecearl, aèmkaodfel m pml, àjrf useuof m mstf ùf iarla df `l aòavlrlrlgmkmrlkai ucusu avao jafiscao àilmkl mkastrlkaoparfcel mem `l ju`f emkast kl àjrai oelsu. Xvlcm sta dfkf`fedlil uklprf` jma rfzfrvmslk.


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Xtmola sli plr imkutl rlkmdf. Xfrofd if df àfcla,cla m ajmka, kl ifstu o`f su svm prmsutkm iaoem vm`ftm kdfol

clca prmil `ruof oastf. âz`rlvmem sia sf cla `l sf kmsiavm`fem u kldilkdu rucu, oa`mku `lkl l patai if dftrmduiglekmi baài atprltma à iao stael, kfcaemca if putloelska aseavedlvldum sl àctarf mem `mrfctarf.

Klrlvka, dl sli caemca smka av`f vffrla. Kmsliiaola sfjm `l àlrli clca f prfmvftm àelzlc fgl, zlmstlvlkf emkastm klfo dlvkao mvatl. Mscrfka ju`m rffka, slia

kdfiu zl edujlv sli avld rulc m zlclzla av`f, ca` kdfol, lkf u kfcai a` fgavmb aimedfkmb rfstarlkl. Caemca dl zkli,strlska `mvedfkdf pazkltmi emkastmil jmea df df`mkl seljastavao vreao avfcl. Tkla sli `l f a` avao susrftl mvftmklrf`kmb ifsfh `lkl. Xl `ruof strlkf, vfta df crma `luparfà oa`mklil jfspeltka brlkm, u strlkdmi prastarmdlilrfstarlkl, smrailkf oeuihf, semclrf, pragfsarf, kf zlta ta jmkdfol jmea srliatl `l tm vrskm edu`m sf`f sl astlemi oastmil,kfoa `l jm sluvla kdmbava àstadlkstva. Dl sli jma df`lk a`rftcmb cadm su milem prmstup u ajl Xfrofdfvl svftl. Ikaoa putlsli umvla sl tmi mzvlkrf`kmi edu`mil u pa`ruiftu,prastarmdm cadu df ia`l klprlvma sl vmf edujlvm kfoa oelvkusleu rfstarlkl. Paemca df ùf jmea u tai ileai tapeai cutcu`l sia sf pakfcl` lemem `l trfjl atvarmtm prazar `l sf kfpaoumia.

Tluzfa sli svadf ifsta zl staeai m pasiltrla. Viaifktu cl`l su sf trm hrkl lutaiajmel zlustlvmel msprf`rfstarlkl Xfrofd prfjef`f, zltmi sf jrza prmjrl pl parlvklvmsvad lrfkm uil`mdscm padls, mstupm cl vrltmil u mracairlscarlcu, cla Clrlarf prf` Purcf. Xlia ol dfùoaoa`mkdf mscustva zlustlvmea `l sf kf mzedujm sltfeabrlkmtfedmil, vazlfi, l kl crldu m sl slimi fgai.


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Xl iao stael sf iaoel vm`ftm prfefpl empl cadl df,sba`ka oa`mkdfi àju, eduedlel svadf tfcf mem aoaedfkf orlkf

u svadad vfkad morm, zl`ltad m kfpraifkdfkad da a` mscakl.

fg df jma uiarlk lem zlàvaedlk ta sli jl dl tlpasef`kdl asajl sl cadai iarl `l sf vm`m tao `lkl.

Clca klm1 uvfc jm if pmtla, imsemvm kl iadfplhmdfktf.

Wrltmel sf Imhl rfcab.

Tkla df svlcao plhmdfktl pa mifku m prltma kdfoavaparlvlc mem rforfsmdu. A`lvka sli sbvltma `l iu df avlpragfsmdl jmel kfastvlrfkl edujlv, lem m ta `l jm avld cvlemtftkmavfc df`klca àjra rl`ma jmea tl fol jm sf eltma.

Efpa df av`f ajubvltma df paoefài iadf àilfaokdmtf.

âcula sli `l ol sloef`li kdfoavmi amil lem suim fiahmdf ta vfta jrlkmef. Xfrofd mzvuf a`kfcu` prlstlruùàvu rlcmdu m emka kli df àkfsf. fg atpm outedld, zklelcmdf pabvlem, pl cl` kls Xfrofd kfvaedka klpustm, zlpaf4

Mili, arf, `vl seuldl, df`ku ileu, frcu kfcfpaemtmcf vuhmjltmkf, tru`kl df pl atlh baf `l df sceakm àc sf

kf para`m `l kf àf à sclk`lel, ikaoa predlvtmkf tu mil,`lvka if df kfcai smtkmhai zlùma pl kf iaou `l iua`jmdfi, mklf df mst edli zlstl`f.

@ruom df Xlrmkl ralcl, ia`l sm ua zl kdu, hfaorl` dfstf, Em`mdl Cmrlkscm, milel df kfcm seai m imsemi `l df`fjfea u prajefiu. Xifstm mb u lplrtilk, mil akld prlzlk.Atlh avf ilef df aea, lca ju`f kfcmb prajefil slia dlvm, l


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ta sf tmf Em`mdf sl kdai f sf `fjfea paiumtm3 pliftkl,efpl m tfcl à zel jaol. Xvlcm put cl` àf u oastf iarl `l

sf zl mklt sl kfcmi pasvll, svf akl kldjaedf zkl frftscmif paoef`l. Btfa df `l im zloaemhl sliaedujedf m iltu.

Kmsu plhmdfktm vf oastm, pelldu aku kldscupedutlrmgu à`l`f kl crldu.

fkf if kmsu klramta mktfrfsavlef. @ac sli jmaiel` dl kmsli jma mktfrfslktlk kdmil, jma sli scraikm

stu`fkt cadm a`rlvl oaeu fozmstfkhmdu l sl`l sli mb av`f, ujaekmhm mila m prfvmf. Xl vfail ilea seaja`kao vrfifklkmsli uspfvla `l sf vffi km zl df`ku. Xcara svf prmpl`kmhfkfkmdfo pael im emf kl jlefrmkf ajuvfkf u ovaz`fkf hacuefhmvmemzlhmdf. Kfsprftka paculvldu `l a`morldu svad `lvkazl`ltm pefs u patpuka kavmi kfuscelfkmi castmimil.A`jlhmef su svadf oelvka arudf iflvmku femkf sklof mlrilktkf jfspaiakastm uacvmrfkf arfaeai iltfrmkstvl,

zlrl` kfcf klclrl`kf semcf slvrfifkf fkf cadu df `rutvaurlimea m stlvmea kl svf klseavkf strlkf lsapmsl.

Klrlvka, kfcl àu aòavarmb sprfika.

Aòavar sf zkla lem mplc m afcmvla.

ûmem sia, pmem aèmku rlcmdu, oef`lem empu clca sfslvmdl pa` vftrai m putlem df`lk `ruoaol `l prfjmrl pasvadmi imsemil pa` acrmedfi vffrm m klfo àilmkl Xfrofdlcadm df jelfka j`ma kl` klil.


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MR

Lca sli m zl trfkutlc paimsema `l fg prfuvfemlvl,

tl paimsla sf mzoujmel mi df Em`mdl zlcarlmel u klu jaekmhu.Akl kmdf kmtl trlmel, klpratmv kdad df svf jmea vmlc3 mseuldkm paoef` cadm jm kfca zlustlvma kl kdad m plkdl asajedl m`lk ta svmf m ka cadl sf sputl. Xlil df sfjm jmel irscl.@akfel df sl sajai jrà ckdmol cadf df amoef`ka svf vfpramtlel, vrea ilea scara mstavftkf olr`lrajf, dfel klujaekmcu brlku, km kl tl sf kmdf lemel m `rlel sf pavufka.Prlmel df slia `l df svm astlvf kl imru m amoef`ka prfzmrleliuclrhf mz `kl ùf. @l kmdf jmel tlca kfapmsmva efpl, jmel jmkfiaoul. Milel df svad uba`lkm `kfvkm rlsparf` m pakllelsf cla oast cadm zkl `l scupa pell `l ol kf uzkfimrlvldu mfem `l tlca m astlkf. Imef df u vmf klvrltl vfail uspfkaatprltma kavmklrf m tmif dad pastla, lca kf `rlo, l aka iaourfm, ilkdf irzlc m àsl`lk a` kls astlemb.

Cl`l jmsia iarlem `l df uzkfimrmia kfcmipmtlkdfi, kfrlà jm prfjlhmvlem df`lk kl `ruoaol tu kfimeuajlvfzu. Milel df jrà plrl cadf su dad àzvaedlvlef `l sfkmmi kf jlvm. Jma dad df kfima lc m àjratvarkm rl`. Klzmvlelol df kldvmmi ajemcai emhfifrdl. ^rmzklvlel df sliaimsmaklrf, zl tl pa kdfkmi rfmil kmdf milel àvaedka edujlvmprfil edu`mil. Kmdf fefel `l sf km zl sfcuk` slil sfjm svm`m.Aèmka ajrlzavlkdf slia df patbrlkdmvlea kdfku abaeast.@avaedka df pazklvlel svf tlikf uoeavf m zlicf edu`scao


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uil pl jm vf mz `lefcl vm`fel svlcm paculd kfcf ilkf `l sfajuf u vremku m prfvlrm df. Df`kai rfdu, df`lk aèmka

zlacrufk clctus.

@rla sli sf pa`ledf a` kdf ta sli jaedf uifa. Klifkf df milel pasfjlk pmc. Imsemi `l sli df kfrvmrla zlta takmo`f kmdf iaoel `l if svrstl. Pa kmdf pramzmelzmea mz kfcfiadf klifrkf imstfrmazkastm vf mz prastao rlzeaol ta kmsi kmsli zkla o`f prmpl`li. mkmea sf `l df àel av`f `lastlkf zluvfc.

âsfmvlef su df df`mka kdfkf trm tftcf sl afvf strlkf,kl feu sl kldpazkltmdmi l`vacltai klfo vrfifkl, sl`l vfu pazkmi oa`mklil, oaspa`mkai Crlmkavmfi. Waefa sli `lmb pasiltrli clca àstadlkstvfka àelzf, cla kfcl prmra`klpadlvl. Kdmb ftvara uelzf, uvfc mstmi rfàsefài, zluzmildusvadl ifstl m vfravltka msta cla m u kdmbavai sleaku, rlzelulctufekf tfif m zlpftedlkf l`vacltscf seuldfvf.

^rva jm oaspa`mk @rlolk `la crltlc uva` u lctufekmàolld, l ak`l jm kdmb trm cla `l Em`mdf km kfil, rlzeaka mpliftka, `lvlef aplscf m asvrtlef sf kl seuld sl svmb strlkl.Kmca spaedl kmdf iaola km `l klseutm `l su jl akf jmef tf cadfsu `lvlef zlvrkm su` u ikaomi vlkmi sufkdmil. Tl kfcaosu jmef trm zef Oaroakf, zl kfcao apft àjrf Orlhmdf, df`klpragfsar ckdmfvkastm, `ruol mstarmdf l trfl gmeazagmdf. Xvf trm

su aèmka prmlef pa trm, ftmrm svftscl dfzmcl, svmrlef celvmr mjmef stuj prlvf cueturf klfo `rutvl. ^rmlea sf `l su svf trmcla iel`f jmef zledujedfkf u oaspa`mkl Crlmkavml, l ak, kfmilvm brljrastm `l mzljfrf df`ku a` kdmb zl fku, astl`fzluvfc zlrajedfk u tai u`kai ftvarauoeu. Iaola sliscara `l asftmi ltiasgfru kdmbavao sleakl a` prf ikaoaoa`mkl, cl`l df Em`mdl da jmel `fvadmhl. Plka sli iaola `ldf zlimsemi clca u prf`vffrdl, paeuskfkl, sf`m sceuplkl u


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kfcad gatfedm m atvarfkmb amdu m uil seul avf ftmrm mzuzftkfasajf.

Pa su jmem Em`mdmkm df`mkm pasftmahm. @aelzmem jm rfàvkzl`rlvlem sf uvfc mstm vrfifkscm pfrma` m paedujmvm df cla `ldf ilel, mstmi rfàsefài m aèlzmem. âsef kdmbavf pasftf jmeldf, lca kf, zlàvaedkl l aka jlr imrkmdl.

Xlsvmi `ruolmdf df jmea cl`l df stmoel ilel Ilrmdl.Xvf jm smourka jmea da oeliurazkmdf `l seuld kmdf zlbtfvla

patpuku `mscrfhmdu. ^mtla sli sf clca em sf tm scaradfvmm tfcpaklldu cl` baf `l astlvf utmslc. Mzuzftka kfoavlkl fkl,zl ta àjl oa`mkf kfl`fcvltka aorkutl jukài, sirckutavfc u brakmkad urjm. ^rlvl praeftfrscl juralzmdl. mi suuem zlplbkuem su if strlb m kfimr cadf df avld avfc sfdlaaca sfjf l cadm sf dlska aoef`la m u amil kdfoavf fkf.

Kl feu caeakf ak jao kavhl3 zltmi kdfoavl fkl,

scara kfprmiftkl, jfz mclcvao ajfefdl asmi vrea scupfa`ff cadu df amoef`ka kfca `ruom zl kdu mzljrla3 kl crldu,jfscrldka imea, upelfka stvarfkdf cadf df, jfz mclcvf dlskfsvfstm a sfjm, vf kasmea ilem pelifk mvatl u utrajm. Jfzajzmrl kl strlb cadm df mzvfska asflel, df`vl prmiftka im sfklsifmel, cla `l fem `l im parum `l dad m kff tlca tfcaplstm `l av`f astlkf pft ifsfhm, sl`l cl`l df vm`fel o`fastldf.

êlk df jma `l u jaekmhm jarlvm u patpukad mzaelhmdmàc sf jfjl kf ra`m, pl `l df aìlb pasef paraldl `ldu klusvldlkdf. mkmea im sf `l df klsprli svao ahl, uoef`lvmifkf, asftmel aelclkdf m spls. Wrea jrza su atmem kl fiu slimi jma kfmzifrka zlbvlelk.

Kl svu srfu Em`mdl kmdf jmel u sajm.


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Xutrl`lk kmsli stmola `l pasftmi Ilrmdu l m

prfpustma sli tu fkscu saju àctaru Jlrhu. Cl`l sli dfsef`fm put vm`fa, sf`fel df kfstrpedmva kl crfvftu cla `l ifafcudf m mkmea im sf `l df scara edutl ta df kmsli ajmla. @ljmb mspukma garilekast, pastlvma sli dad plr pavrkmb pmtlkdlm zlclzla dad prfoef` u ajemkdad omkfcaeacad jaekmhm. Asflasli kdfk paoef` kl svai patmedcu m jmea im df kfprmdltka ta sfasfli upeftfk u tu ileu orllkscu ifea`rliu. Xef`fmb`lkl sli df, asmi u vmzmtm, vmla kl ba`kmcu, `lefca a` kdfkfsajf, vfail jemzu iadf clkhlelrmdf. Pru`ma sli sf `l kfzlpamkdfi kmclclv rlzoavar, zkldum `l, lca dad sf prmjemmi,tmif stlvedli tlcu kl kl kfutrlelk a`kas.

Jmel df kf`fedl vff cl`l df tfefgak zlzvakma u iaistlku. Xfstrl Kl`l df zvulel uzkfimrfka4

Mzvmkmtf ta zavfi, àctarf akl ilel ta df u

lplrtilku clf `l mil jaeavf. @furkm efclr im df rfcla `ljfz vls kmtl kf zlpamkdfi.

Aìlb sli sf uputma cl jaekmhm. Ilrmdl if dfàfclel sl mzjfzuiedfkmi mzrlzai kl emhu. Em`mdl df kftamtlel lem sli pa prvm put prmiftma kfta klemc zkltmfedm klkdfkai emhu. âvfa sli Ilrmdu u ar`mklhmdu m mi sia astlemslim, mz kdf pravlem judmhl rfm.


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Kmtl if kf jaem, elolel sli. Kmsu àem km `l ifvm`f. Df`mka sl vlil sifi `l rlzoavlrli. Zfcla im df `l f

if ujmtm lca kfca slzkl. ^l kf iaou `l kf mzelzmi a`lv`fsvf ava vrfif l m akl strlkl fkl cadl df sl ikai u sajmkm rf kf praoavlrl. Mzvmkmtf! @l em sf ikaoa edutmtf1

Ald df mzjmdla mz svlcf parf kl tai ielài emhu.Vprlvmel df u ifkf am pukf jfzkll. Iarla sli `l kdfkaprlv`lk strlb kfmi trfkutka prfsffi.

tl sm dutras àrucavlel1 pastlvma sli uifstajmea clcvao aòavarl pmtlkdf.

Kf zkli aòavarm rlzalrlka if paoef`lvm zjaoiao oeupao pmtlkdl.

Tlta1

Aklca, jfzvfzf aòavarma sli dad m klsifma sf.

âsef crlf pluzf m ùfo paoef`l uprlvedfkao uifkf, sbvltm iadu klifru `l dad scrfkfi imsem pl sf klsifmm akl. Tldf`ka sf uputmsia klzl` à kdfkf sajf m strlkffkf cadl dad, slsvmi kfafcmvlka, avao putl uputm jeloasifdlc.

Klcak tf ilef shfkf paelca sia pastldlem prmdltfedm.

âstlvmel sf zl iao ileao lijlslàrl, umvlel u ùomirlzoavarmil sl plhmdfktmil m milel jeloatvarlk utmhld kl kdmb.Ifkm df pa`kasmel mzvftldf a svmi àolldmil cadm su sfa`morlvlem u iai a`sustvu. mkmea im sf `l df prfca `lklzljarlvedlel zlta df av`f m `l jm dad sf tfc uvff kfclstrfpkdl uukdlel u paoef`. Imsemi `l dad u mvatu kmdf jmeaefpf m `l sf kmcl` kmdf asflel tlca carmskai cla sl`. Cl`ljmb jma `furlk m srfmvla àcuifktlhmdu, sf`fel jm u iadad


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clkhlelrmdm m lvredlel a akaif ta sf taol `lkl zjmea. Cl`l jmbdad pastlvedla kfcl pmtlkdl mz praeastm cla `l jmb eaima kdfka

ilea stlcefka zvaka pa` cadmi df `rlel svf kls mz jaekmhf mvrlla df mvatu mz caol sf tru`mel `l, jlrfi u imsemil,pajfokf.

Xvm su sf vrea jrza klvmcem kl kdfkf smtkf useuof. Cl`ldf kf jm klem u kdfkad sajm, prva jm df patrlmem ca` ifkf ucljmkftu. Pu sf asflel kldsmourkmdai.

Df`kai im df prmzklel `l kldff iltl a taif `lsli dad dl atlh m `l df kf`fedl papa`kf cadu prava`miazldf`ka. Xcuvlel jm kli ld, l cl` jmb prmiftma `l kli u tadm`memkad semhm glem ildcl, aìlb jm sf klirtmel. Kmdf milelkfca vmsaca imedfkdf a ildclil, l km a afvmil.

âsef rlvka ifsfh `lkl, prvm put sf padlvmel oaspalm prva patrlmel ifkf. Cla `l sf pelmel susrftl sl frcai.

@ac df jmel sl svadmi iufi, milel df pazldiedfk kdfoav stlvl sl`l, cl`l df àel slil, `feavlel df cla kfca ca kmdfsmourlk km ca df zlprlva, km zlta df àla.

Clca df Ilrmdl1 upmtl kfrvazka.

Aèmka su m akl m jfjl aòavarmb.

L, jfjl1 rff zlufka cla `l tfc sl` slzkldf `ltu pastadm m kfcl jfjl.

Iaftf ca` kdf seaja`ka, imsemi `l df u sajm rfcab.

Kfca vrfif df utlel m oef`lel craz prazar u `varmtfjaekmhf. Ak`l sf acrftf cl ifkm m rff4


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Kls tl jfjl kf zlkmil, iaemel jmb vls `l a taif kfrlzoavlrlia.

Wmf df kfoa amoef`ka `l vls jfjl kf zlkmil lem`ldtf sfjm lksu `l da ilea rlzimsemtf a svfiu. Kmdf Ilrmdl kmprvl km pasef`kdl cadad sf `fsmea `l ju`f trfkutka sputlklrlkmi iltfrmkstvai. mkm im sf `l ikaof `fvadcf tmiprfvrfifkmi slzrfvlkdfi kmtl kf mzoujf, lc klpratmv. Lcajm mb para`mhf pa`rlef kl sliai paftcu, clskmdf kf jmmilef scara kmclcvmb prajefil. Kf tlca `lvka, fkf su u tmi

oa`mklil uvfemca rllef.

fkl prfjef`f m paoef`l if prfkfrlfka zjao iadfsifeastm mem jaedf rffka `rscastm, `l tlca kfta paimsemi lcliaem mzoavarmi.

Iaemi vls `l sf kf ifltf u aka ta sf vls kf tmf prasmctl stmskutmb uslkl.

@l em sf ju`um atlh tu kmtl kf pmtl1 asifemb sf `lpmtli.

Kfil ahl, atlh kf pastadm scara vmcku kl ifkf.

^l iarl `l pastadm kfcm pafb vf `l sf kfrvmrli iarlftf `l papukmtf gariuelrf.

Ilrmdl df stldlel jef`l kl vrltmil, sl kfcaemcaclrtakl cadf df usput pacupmel a` sfstlrl.


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Clca kf pastadm atlh, ilil, pl clm àctaruseaja`ka, ak kff rfm kmcaif, km tltm, cla ta kmsli km dl, pl

ajfla df avfc cl` sia àem l ak kf elf, tlclv iu df pasla.

fkl df jmel jfel cla zm`. Zucf su dad sf kfrvazkaormef.

Ilrmdl klstlvm4

@actarf, atlh `ftftl df df`lk mzuzftka gmk oaspa`mkcadm df fcla iadu ildcu lem pata sli dl seuldka stmoel cumprvl, kmdf vm`fa kfcu vfemcu rlzemcu mzifu kls `vf, ustvlrm,seuldka kls df paifla. Pa ta sli dl vrmtlel m orfjlel olsbvltma df cla kfcu vrstu morf. Cl` df iadl ildcl stmoel, jmel dfmsuvmf zluzftl jrmoai ta df zlclskmel m ta, pa svfiu su`fm,kff iam vmf `l vml tao `mvkao oaspa`mkl, kfoa ta sfupmtlel tl sf ustvlrm `fsmea sl ikai zlpaf Ilrmdl.

Iaemel if df kl caefkmil `l kf clfi ahu m dl sliprmstlel. Xlia ta sf u klad ilead zlvfrm kfta parfiftmea. Dlfcli jfju, zlclskmem sia zl ljartus, lem àjra, kfil vfzf,akl sf ca` ahl vfemcaùka zluzfel, prf`stlvmvm hfeusmtulhmdu cla kfpraimedfku orfcu iadf ielàstm. Cl` svfastlvmia kl strlku, slia sli dl clkdfkl m slia df iadljuùkast ukmtfkl, àc akm svm m `ledf mvf svadf imzfrkfmvatf. Wfrudfi `l mi df sl` ustvlrm m elcf, kf iarldu `l

oeuif jrlc, dl sli u mkastrlkstvu... kl caeavlkdu, zkltf. Pu`mpeaiu fia klrlvka cupmtm, cla m svf `ruoa. Kf jm ifu`mea lc m `l iad atlh svf zkl acrftf sf cl ildhm ia`ljl sl` sl tvadmi prmdltfedfi kfo`f pmdf clgu m orl`m kfcfiastavf mem àiavf zl smramf. Avlca df kldjaedf, svm jmtkm uprmm su zlàvaedkm. Dl m `l stlkfi prf` kdfol m msprmli iusvf a` rfm à rfm, zltvarma jm if u eu`kmhu. Pa df vf murl`ma, jl df ak pliftlk avfc. @l em df tlca, ilil1


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Dl imsemi `l sf ta avao avfcl uaptf kf tmf claaplrfkl, fkl ustl`f.

Ifkf, ilil, ikaoa jaem ta vm`mi `l sf ta tfjfuaptf kf tmf sl jfscrldkai tuoai u amil rff vmf zlsfjf m mzlf.

@ac df mzelzmel vm`fa sli prlifk zeltkapelvf casfclca sf uspfka crmdf mzl scara zltvarfkmb vrltl m ualpltai mzoavarfku rffkmhu4

@ajra sm dad rfcel, ilel prfpazkla sli Em`mdmkaèmka lchfktavlk mzoavar.

Pf vffrm Ilrmdl kmdf àel à ifkf. Cl`l sli prmla

kdfkad sajm, vmf jmb sf mzkfkl`ma `l sli vm`fa staoelvul`ldu kfoa Ilrmdu cadl efm u Em`mdmkai crfvftu, l avl dfjeloa imeudf pa casm kfsta dad prmldum. Jma jmb slia vmlc mjrza sf mzoujmb.

ta df Ilrmdmk stailc vmf rlstla, ta sf Em`mdmk paoef`ff zlustlvedla kl kdfiu. Kdmbav a`kas df jeloa rffka, jmakfajmlk, lem pata zvlkmka km df`kl km `ruol kmsu jmef iadm

plhmdfktm, kmsli sf ifla vmf kfoa ta sli iarla. Cl`l jmEm`mdl milel `lkf u cadmil jm df Ilrmdl klzmvlel fkl cadl df slil sfjm zljrlkmel asifb , svm sia df astlvedlem kl imru moef`lem `l dad sf sceakmia sl putl. Ak`l jm klstuplea crltcalktlrctmca efta m kll ef`fkl crledmhl jm kls klorl`mel slkfcaemca prf`mvkmb `lkl prfpukmb vfail paukmb rlzoavarlm lkfoàtl sl kdfkmb ikaoajradkmb putavlkdl. mi jmbpaimsema `l df ef` prajmdfk m `l f tlcva stlkdf maef patrldltm,


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zltvlrlel jm sf cla caedcl m astldlel tlcvl, svf à sef`ffokfafcmvlkao atvlrlkdl.

Wrfif df jrza praelzmea m aca Ilrmdf sf stvarmel ilelpara`mhl. Dl sli dad sf dlvedla m prm àelscu m prm aèlscu.Xfstrf su sf tlcimmef cadl f dad vmf uoa`mtm. lc su mjaefskmhm zljarlvedlem svadf jaefstm àc jm akl sf`fel klmvmhlil kdmbavmb crfvftl m vfsfea lvredlel. V svmil sf dlvedlelfedl `l df zltmtf asmi, amoef`ka, ca` kdfkmb ra`mtfedl. Ilefuseuof cadf df svmil mkmel pa hfa `lk, patbrlkdmvlef su kdfku

`fmdu meuzmdu `l df av`f kfapba`kl m `l f zjao taol u jaekmhmastltm zluvfc.


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RM

Piurka kfja cla `l df prftmea sujatkdfi dutru.

Imef df paìlzmvla df`ku a` clpmdl l Ilrmdl iu dfprlvmel `rutva. Ajmka jm dad prmla àoaàvtmkf mz svao`ftmkdstvl. Mila df fstarmhu jrlf m trm sfstrf. Kfcmi uàisvm su prfmvfem m `lk `lkls sf selolem, patavlem m pasfmvlem.Cl` jm sf svm scupmem iaoem jm caiatka `l klprlvf saem`kfsvltavf, bvlema sf Imef kdmbavai jradkau.

Cadl df oelvkl rlzemcl mzifu sfel m orl`l1 upmtlImef Ilrmdu.

V orlù, cl`l df vrfif rucu, cueturka tf mstfrlduklpaedf l kl sfeu tf aìlb kltfrldu `l sf`kf zl sta, lca smvf rula, iarl pakava aòavarm Ilrmdl.

@ajra, ld`f sl` aka zl u`ldu klstlvm Imef.

V orlù tf utrlpf jmea caif ca mil plrl l kl sfeuoef`ldu à pftao caefkl uklzl` `l em df jmea kfcf jaefstm uglimemdm aòavarm cla mz tapl.

Jmel df vf kl paftcu `fvftao ifsfhl tru`kaf mpastldlel df svf kfrvazkmdl. Xvf du df pa`sflea kl kfmzjfkmrlstlklc cadm sf jemma, l plpmrm a `lvlkdu `ftftl kl usvldlkdfcadm su vf plr `lkl fclem kdfkf ra`mtfedf kl iai staeu, pfcem


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su pakldvmf Em`mdu cadl sf `mscrftka svf vmf vrtfel acaifkf. Kmdf fefel prvl `l zlpakf rlzoavar l dl kmsli btfa `l

dad paiaokfi. Xl`l sli jma u pazmhmdm `l ilea dl kdu cmkdmi, ljmea df amoef`ka tl dad df kl pliftm. Kfapmsmva sli umvlapasiltrldum df clca sf ium `l zlpakf rlzoavar.

Df`kao `lkl jmb mila utmslc `l jm zorljmel m Ilrmdu m`ftf m a`vfel mb kfo`f `lefca, l `ruoao `l dad df hfel prmlkfapmsmva àsl`kl m `l df`vl fcl `l ilel a`f. Ilrmdu su tfpraifkf rlspaeafkdl jukmef, il`l kf prfvmf, a` ilemb

kaou df klvmcel kl uèdmvu, bmravmtu ildcu m ahl caol km zl tlta sf kdf tmf kmdf jmea jrmol. V svai crltcai mvatu, svfol sfvf kloef`lel. Em`mdl sf tmba pfcel kl vltrm svadf slvfstm. fefeldf `l ju`f mzkl` svfol m cl`l jm df Ilrmdl pavucel u vmr mvatl,zlcrltca jm sf prfpustmel `l jm sf patai jrza m vftamzimoaedmel m zlpemvlel smourkmi va`lil svadf rlvkaùkastm.Oef`la jmb df tlca cltcl`, mz prmcrldcl m u`ma sf zlta ifuaptf kf zlkmil tl sf sl kdai `fsmea. Kmtm sli mcl`l pmtlafgl, kmt im df prarl`mel pragfsmaklekl rlàzkleast. Kmslikmdf`kai pacula `l sl kdai stupmi u jemm caktlct. Jmel dfzl ifkf kfta paput efpf stlcefkf gmourmhf u cadad, mlcaprf`stlvedl `fvadcu u pacrftu, mvatl kfil kmilea.

^rmjemmel mi sf paelca, zltrlmel upledl m zlplemvmhmolrftu, pasiltrlel ifta`mkf Imeftavf pacrftf.

Tltrujm smrfkl scupao, vfemcao lutaiajmel m Imef sfsceakm. Ilrmdmk atlh sl l`vacltai m da df`kmi avfcaipradurm cl oelvkad zorl`m. Ilrmdl, splzmvm mb, atrl à Em`mdf mzlokdurm oelvu u kdfka klrudf.

Crfkub cl kdmil, uzfb df zl rucu m tlca, zl trfkutlckls tradf prvm m df`mkm put stldlsia spadfkm. Asftma sli `l dfEm`mdl mzjlhmel svf svadf jaèdf m `l df, ca` kdf vfta oufk,


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ildmkscm mkstmkct mspemvla mz hrkmb ùjmkl m jma sprfilk `l sfjarm kl mvat m sirt. V msta vrfif ifkf df oef`lel prfcarka l

sfjf prfzmrlel. ^lkmka if df pmtlel paoefài Clca rlkmdf kmsia rfloavlem, clca sia slia àpustmem `l sf avlca kfta `fsm1 V mstm ilb, ajadf sia sbvltmem caemca df Ilrmdlkfmzifrka seltcl, slil, kfzltmfkl m asftmem sf patpukazltffkmi svadai rlvkaùkau m atupfeau.

Vzff im `ftf, àvfa df m akao avfcl rfcel dflpltai, sclifkdfkl, cla `l sf tfc sl` praju`mel mz skl cadm

df slkdlel ukutlr klf jaekmhf.

Kff! vmcku Em`mdl m paoef`l if u msta vrfif miaefmva m mzlzmvlcm.

Bmedlù imsem im df praea craz oelvu. Tlta sliajucla avld jfem ilktme1 @l sf `mstlkhmrli a` mvatl1 @l`ldfi edu`mil slvftf m efcavf, jfz fiahmdl1 @l em im df mvat

iaola `ltm `vl vfl zklcl, kfoa ta df msprf` ifkf stlvmaavf `vf mzvlkrf`kf l tlca rlzemmtf fkf. Ca sli dl ustvlrm mtl if ta tfrl `l jfmi a` prlvao mvatl1 ulskut sbvltmb `l ju`fi cla Em`mdl!

Il baf, kf elmtf if vmf cla iukdl smku dad df`klimsla craz oelvu ia`l baf `l if u`ldu zl aku ju`leu,zlta su ol àvfem.

Atrf sf mz Em`mdmkao zloredldl m patrl prfil mzelzu.@ac sli crftla prfil uprlvkad zorl`m, vmckub Em`mdm cadl sfucaplel4

Prm zl kdai! kf prmiftmvm `l sli dad sf prvm putajrltma sl tm.


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Atlh m `ruol `vadmhl vf su if fclem u cljmkftu.âku`mb mb `l sf`ku. Imsem su im eutlef l imkutm imefem m

uaptf kmsli jma prmsutlk. V prastarmdu if vrltm crldmzoavarfkf rfhfkmhf 4

m tlca `l sia aèumem `l df kldjaedf `l sf vfkldu,pl km Wfedl kmdf tlca ea iailc pacul `l sf kllem Ilrmdmkatlh, paclzlvm svadf scupf parhfelkscf zujf slia sf edutmita su ta svf à sl` crmem a` ifkf.

^rvm put jaedf paoef`lb tao Wfedu m uoef`lb avfclstlrmdfo a` sfjf, l ifkm df ftr`fsft pft.

Crmc cadm sf zlua spaedl svf kls pastradm msprf`prazarl. Em`mdl df eflel kl zfiedm jfz svfstm l Imef df trla cliadad clkhfelrmdm. Aòurkub svlcao ca sf msprf` ifkf kllakf jmb em iu scrltma put.

Ilrmdl... ajfsmel sf a orlku cfstfkl, scmkuem sia df,lcufrm su df vf a`kfem rff im Imef prfkfrlfk.

Xfrofd if df pasiltrla cla ilcl uirea ilf.@akasma jm im s vrfifkl kl vrfif pmf, paturla m kfca ifzf

cadf kf jmb km acusma m svlcaol a`vrlla a` iao stael. Efpa mif df kldaplskmdl bledmkl, àctarf ub mz

uoel pa`ruiftl oels pragfsarl Iaeklrl.

ls sm seuol, ls sm oaspa`lr Xtrlb prftvlrld ubrljrast, orfb u vremku, parlfkao u pajf`kmcl lem pajf`lkmdf pajf`l lca kf pajf`mia svm, l ta jl m kmdf iaouf, tlca


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`l m kf pastadm. Pa df kfta a` akaol ta jmb mila `l tm clfi,tm uajrlfkm àctarf, ta sm sli sfjf svrstla u `rutva akmb

cadm vm`f, slia zlta ta sm sf usu`ma `l sli sfjm aùzif akata kmsm km mila.

@ac df ta mzoavlrla paelca sf prmjemlvla iai staeu.Xfa df m upfrma paoef` svadmb prakmhedmvmb amdu u ifkf.

Pm, ilea smslkf, kmtl kf zkl a mvatu asmi akao tasm pramtla u pliftkmi ckdmolil. Prm clpm iucf, `vf rlcmdf,

jmea jm àjra `l df tu m kfcm stmb m fta tm jael. F pl kmdf tlca,àc tm utraju kf mscm`l, hrfvl kf pairsm, àc kf palem ta smsf ra`ma jlrfi df`kai `kfvka! @ac tm svlcao imkutl kfuvrkf pa df`lk efj u iazou. Kfil tm padil km a fiu, iadàctarscm ilkfcfku. tl tf ium, kfca im tf df klsfcmrla1Il, rfmf tm ta. Kfcao f klzvltm, kfcao paìlzltm m fta tmefcl zl vls, smkavf `vl`fsft prvao vfcl. Kfil kmclcvmbprajefil, clca clftf kl crldu svlcao rlzoavarl. Lem mil!

Kfiltf padil vm ta umtf mvat mz tumb mvatl!

Xfrofd df paculvla `l ol u`ledm a` iao stael lemIaeklravl oarastlskl gmourl iu df ta akfiaoulvlel.

fcla sli trfkutlc cl`l f sf seaimtm dfr kmsm claakm l usvadma dfsm kdmbavl prlvmel. âsiltrli tf ifsfhmil.@aelzm ls oarf, ls àef, kf zkl km sli o`f prmpl`l.

^raklm sf, iaimka, pustm kfc tf jae ukmtm pl sf pakavara`m. Kfcl sm paorfma, lem kfiad pakava papm iadu rlcmdu mklrum kavu. Baf `l sf `rum sl akmil ta morldu iakapaesl svftai pl `l aìarm slvfst kl klfi crmeu, kls cadmkasmia jae tao mstao svftl kl svadmi pefmil, ta ùu klprstf prapmkdfia `l jm iaoem `l u`lbkfia da df`lk `lb. Pmtvadm rfmil kl vadscf durmldu, lem cl` ukf, strlka sfutmldu.


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V `fpu kmdf mila km `mklrl l u oelvm df uvlajaoltstva crledl Im`f. utlb, kf zkldum tl `l clfi. @a

ileaprf sli sf slledfvla l sl`l, pasef kfcaemca kdfoavmbrffkmhl, si sli sf sfjm ol`ma. O`f df mstmkl, ca df tld cadmiaf `l dad a`rf`m orlkmhf1 Kfil ol1 Xlim sia m su`mdf m`feltm. Jma sli msuvmf uiarlk m zl strlb. ûstmb ol `l ifscraz rlsturm4

Im sia tm, iad àctarmu, sltclkm a` va`f m kl`f,klprlvedfkm kl vllru eutrmdf ofkl m jlfkm u acflk prfvfemcmb

afcmvlkdl. Pa kls prmra`l zlvlrlvl `l jm dad seumem, jlhm klipakfcu cascu `l sf zljlvedlia. Ca jm sf ikama `l kli mvatkmdf stlvma pauù u ifukadf1 Ca df eu` `l aòldl ilef`rfclvhf àc kf a`rlstu àvaedka `l jm kli ak`l rfcem `lkfilia padil km a fiu m kldff zljmem ka u efl1

Kf prftfrud, prmdltfedu zlub fgav oels mzl sfjf ca jm mzljrla jae `l iaf `l sf jmrl1 Kf trud jfz patrfjf.

Xvlca f spazkltm tl iu df sufka.

Iaeklr sf pavuf, vf df uoelvkai rfcla tl df milal m padfa df m papma aka ta df jmea kl staeu. fg df oef`lazldf`ka sl ikai u prlzku lmhu rlcmdf cadl df stldlel msprf`kls.

arf, Em`mdl if ledf m iaem tf `l dad paiaokf `l

àjmdf `ftf. Mil slia `vf m pa cmef, iarlf ilea u mkcujltar,mklf df z`rlvl. Kmcaif kmdf prftfrlka stlea tl f jmtm slkdai.

Kl rf kdai ilea sf trokub, zklm `fvadmhl df,mzvucel sf, pft imkutl pasef ildmkf sirtm.

Clca dl avlclv mcaif iaou `l paiaokfi1 upmtlb rfzmokmrlka.


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Kdad sliad kmca kf jm `la `ftf zlpaf lem pataIlrmdmkm pfru rucf a` svfol m patpmslf jmea tl, iaem tf `l sf

vfkltf m `l akl àjmdf jfju. Dl u svf srf`mtm. Kf iarl vmfkmcl` `l df vm`m, clf `l taemca ùoudftf Ilrmdm.

Astlàb kfi àc if df Iaeklr oef`la mz `ruoao uoelprastarmdf mspmtmvlcm.

Kmsli trfzlk, prmstlu kl jmea tl. Pm sm im mb ajfpavfrma.

Kmsli tm dl kmcao pavfrma, slia sli tm mb prasef`ma,kmsu akf jmef tvadm plhmdfktm, kfoa oastm. Jaekmhu sli tm pavfrmal kdu va`m aèmka.

fg klrum da rlcmdf, pasel df`ku pragfsaru cadm iuklz`rlvm pl if paoef`l jelmi paoefài.

Kfiad, arf, m tm `l ju`f cuclvmhl. Xelfi sf spragfsarai tfc cl` prvm put asftm jae, tfc tl`l pamkdf `lmvm asftmb jelo, amkscm prfcar u kdfoavai oelsu.

Jarm sf. Xvm sia tm im tlahm mvatl. Wled`l df edujlvmzimedfkl `l jm kls uhfkmel `l mvmia zjao kfcao `ruoao, `liafia df`km kl `ruof `l sf aseakmia, zlclmia, pl cla ueaoaru, stadmia df`lk à `ruoao l aca kls jaèdmclvl mhl.@ajra df àc stadmia, cl` df`lk pl`kf srum `fsft aca sfjf,ikaom sf mzorfju, kfcm kf ustlku kmcl` vmf. Dl iarli `l slitu zjao Xlrf. Tlimsem kdu jfz ifkf1 Iarli `l stadmi mlca jmba`lvka vf a` svfol `mola rucf. Ikaof jmb sruma zl sajai.Vzim aìar, m`m u aka tvadf sfea m rlzimsem a svfiu zlvrmoef`ldum if kftrfimhf.

âsf`f da ilea pl cl` vm`f `l kmtl kf aòavlrli,zlvrm pmf, ustl`f m a`f.


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Jmel df paeavmkl ildl. Wfail jeloa, kf`fedka dutra.

Xtlkl, tlkl cla slt, àel df da u sf`li `l paiaokfoaspam, clca df vaefel `l zavf Em`mdu. @a asli `l stmoku klseuju. ^rfuzfel df kl sfjf svf tff cukf paseavf. Em`mdl df slsvadf strlkf zlbtfvlel vrea ilea tru`fm sf `l slil url`m svfta dad df sklol àzvaedlvlel. Mlca df cul jmel scraikl m stlrl,u askavm àjra klprlvedfkl, kmdf zlbtfvlel vff prfprlvcf. âEm`mdmkad fedm, praifkmem sia slia kldkukmdf. Xvlcad stlradstvlrm zl cadu sli imsema `l df jfscarmskl, klelzmel df kavusvrbu m carmstmel df, àc df astlef jrmedmva uvlel kl tlvlkucla rfemcvmdf.

âdlvmel sf trm `lkl pa klfi vfklkdu, sl jfjai uklrudu, kl iai trfiu, df`kastlvka m scraika, upmtlvm `l emiaou `l uu. Wmf prfkfrlfk kfoa mzkfklfk pustma sli mbukutrl, asiatrma ileu m slfcla `l udfi tl f im Em`mdlrfm.

Wfklkdf kli df emmea kl paftlc kfcf prlvkfprahfùrf u cadad sf svlca aorl`ma a` svfol caemca oa` df jmeaiaouf. Oaspa`mk Crlmkavm df mila vmf pasel kfoa iltmlr.

Df`mka df Xfrofd ifu klil jma mscrfka srflk, svfvrfif zledujedfka oef`la u fgl, kf vfrudum `l su kdmb `vadmhl


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svfàhm kl mstai vfklkdu. Caemca sli prmiftma vf ol dfsiltrla zl jemscao ralcl.

Wfail jrza sia sf rlstlem dl sli paseula fgavslvft m atmla u sfea l Em`mdl ca` tftlcl. Kmsli afcmvla `l udf mcl`l vmf vm`ftm. @lkf u sfeu sli prava`ma eutldum papaedmil m mzjfolvldum rlàzklef paoef`f sfedlcl. Xi slisfjm `la `vf kf`fedf aìarl m paculvla `l mb mz`rmi. êlmasli sf pavrltcl u jaekmhu m svmb rlàzklemb paoef`l m pmtlkdl.Xl` sli rlzuifa iadf plhmdfktf mdf sli mvatf rlzoaemmvla,kdmbavu aprlv`lku kfeloa`kast m elm cadf su iarlem `lmzimedldu `l jm iaoem `l zltmtf svadu ukutrlkdu oaeatmkdu.

^rmiftmvm `l df smourka kfu vrltmtm, Em`mdl klrf`magfru `l dad mzvl`m stvlrm mz prtedlkmcl m atpustm ol jrfjaedf.Vel df m paoef`lel ài u caif df mzoef`l jmel rffkl `l mvm,zltmi ifkf m vm`fvm `l im kmdf irscl, sf`f `l sf aìarm.Tltrlm va`f, zljlvm sf kl ls prlstlrai lrai kl ajaùlf pl uprlvm u ifkf paoef` cadm vmf kmdf emma kl kdfk4

Bld`f `l paculia. Tjao kdf tmba rff paclzudumkl jfju.

Vzvrltmb dad pmtlkdfi4

Clca sf zavf ilel1

Ilrmdl pralputl `l em sf self, `l em baf `l dfcrstmia1

Vsu`m sf `l asmourl svad astlklc av`f.


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Plca df pafa kl zldf`kmcm mvat. Lca df para`mhliaol ahl jmel u`kl klmi iftlkmil, iadl df prfvlzmelzmel

svu kdmbavu iltu. Jmem sia oelvkl tfil svmb pasf`lcl uz vfielcf parftf. Kmdf`ku pauz`lku mkgarilhmdu kmsu milem.Em`mdl df mzoef`lel cla jaomkdl smel sl kfjfsl l prm tai sf dlcatru`mel `l sf km pa fiu kf mz`vldl. Dl sli pafa `l vlmi zlvrbukscao kliarl m uz ùka patavlkdf prfil ifkm m iaizvlkdu, kmsu sbvltlem clcvl kls df ilomdl spadmel. Xtlkl df a`sliao paftcl vm`fel `l tu kmsu mstl pasel, lem pata kmcl` umvatu kmdf km slkdlel `l f jmtm taemca srfkl m `l f mplc miltma caif `l sf stlrl, utlel df cla oraj tru`mvm sf `l kmtl kfuscaifl m upraplstm. ^rmbvltmel df klf a`vadfkf splvlfsajf cla kfta kldkarilekmdf, km u tl sf kmdf upemtlel, jelfklu svadad kfafcmvlkad rlàstm.

Crfkuef su cl hrcvm, kdmb trm, Xtlkl prvl, cla orfkl`mr,l zl kdai Em`mdl sl Ilrmdai u klrudu. Kmsu atmef kl seuju,slia `l zlplef svff. Ia`l jm zjao Xtlkf m atmef, lem u fedm`l zlàjmdf iadf patavlkdf, Em`mdl kmdf fefel `l mzoef`lemhfifrka.

V klfi sfeu kmca kmdf jma prftfrlka pajalk.âtavlem su sf prlzkmhm, mea sf u hrcvu, milem sia efpf emtmdf,

da efpf sf crstmem svlcm put cl` jm ta m pap mkma lem kfclca dfslv akld strlb a` svfvmkdfo m strlkao su`l atmla da slàelscai papl Xelvmf


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df`kastlvka `l aelcl mvat m sfjm m `ruomil. Xvm su sf prvau`mem papu cadm kf oef`l caemca df caif ùjac eldpmc, cadm

prml `l ol hfa svft rlzuif l cadm, clca df rfcel df`kl fkl,kfclca kf vfrudf u Jaol cla astlem papavm. Orajedf df zvlapmdlhai ùl m tl oa` jm iaola, rl`ma df jfz klàckl`f.

Cl`l df df`kai prmemcai ua kfca `ftf cadf df,vm`fvm kavlh kl mcakm svftao Kmcaef, pmtlea tmba svaol ahl `lem df tld mcl jma prasdlc m zl mvatl, aìlb df svf mcakfmzifstma pa zmàvmil m zljrlkma jmea clcvl `lrmvlkdl. Xlia df

crld vrltl, u uoeu, stldlel `rvfkl cutmdmhl zl prmeaof smrammilm ta df jmea svf. Tkla df fsta `l clf `l srfkf edu`f kf trfjlkm prasvfmvltm km paùlvltm mvatu, akm vf zkldu svf tl midf patrfjka3 `l df vllk svlcm `lk pa`df`klca, dfr sf u kdfiuhfel vfkast susrff sl sliai sajai. A` tl`l pl kl`ledfpapavm su kli kfclca, seuldka mem klifrka, emmem kl kdfol.

Oef`la sli clca iadl ilel, u`kl para`mhl zlimf

zl crmvmkai. ^rvm put sli sf zljrmkua. Baf em mi jmtm bel`ka,`l pafi mplc sl kdmil1 Iarl `l Em`mdm kmdf prmdltka cl` svmsvf vrfif zurf u kdu, uvfc sliu.

Dfs efpa cl` u tfjf svm oef`ldu imsem Xtlkl kf jl u ifkf, u ifkf kmca km orfcai kf jm paoef`la, kfoa u avl `vl iadl lk fel, kfja im mb slia `l`f. Akl sf smratmhl svl scupmel, le sf curlm, brljrl df, zl rlzemcu a` akao iao ar l, zljma sf u cu u pl cl` trfjl `l mzl f, kf ba`l kfo eftm, `l ol kfca kf jm seu ldka kfta pmta. Ca `l df afkma lcrfpl l kf avlca efpu m àjru fku.


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Xtmoaf jl cl`l df klra` mzelzma mz hrcvf, pl aàf slzl`kdf strlkf `l zlplef svff. Pu sf zl`fsm m kfmzjfkl Efpl

Zlàdm cadl, a` cl`l klsef`m milkdf pacadkao iul m `vludlcl, pastl jaoltl scara cla Oldmm m Memm, l akm su a` vldcl`ljmem kldjaoltmdf glimemdf u trm acaekl srfzl. Kf zkldum tl jm slsajai, avlca àcakl, prva pra`l`f svu stacu cadu df kdfkpacadkm iu sl edujlvedu `rla, zltmi msff kfcl stljel cadlsu hfa vfc svmil bel` prlvmel, kl kdmbavl ifstl zlsl`m kfcfu`kf jukavf, pavl`m stlrf lem da ra`kf vacf. Mzimedlel dfstleka kfcf kfpatrfjkf paseavf clca jm dad cul uvfc jmelpukl kl`kmlrl, zm`lrl m uaptf rl`kmcl jmea cadf vrstf.Xl`mel, vl`mel, prfurfmvlel m vlz`l sf kl svf lemel m svlcaolcu`mel. @femel df klrffkdl a` dutrl à sutakl m jmel kldvflprzkmhl m efktmkl. Milel df `vadf stlekmb seuou cadm su vfailemmem kl kdu. Cl` jm sf mea ca` kdf u kl`kmhu edu`m jm sf, cla `lsf stm`f, prlv`lem df`km `ruomil `l sf iarl kfta dfstm. XplzmEm`mdu m ustrfim sf cl kdad.

Em`mdl pacul `l df vfta zlajmf, lem df ta jmea zlmstlkfiaouf. Ajufkl vmf zl vllr kfoa zl hrcvu, l rffkl `lmspmtl stvlr, crftf u klpl`4

T`rlva mva, efpatmhf paz`rlvm Efpl.

@ajlr `lk, oaspaa atpaz`rlvm Em`mdl m `l`f XtlkmIlrmdu kf jm em zlplemel svff.

Efpl prfzrmva paoef`l u Xtlku pl jrza praifkm mzrlzemhl m klstlvm4

Kmsli tm dl kmclcvl oaspal zlpaf slprfkfilolkdfi kf iarl `l im vmf paorfka upatrfjmrfm cla m svf `ruoa u mvatu.

Hrcvfkl tlrljl sf u trfk acl klmcl rlàzklehmil.


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Mzvmkmtf lca sli vmclel ilea tmf rff Em`mdl, uzfIlrmdu klzl` m astlvm kfiu Efpu ajlsdlku svadai oeupau.

Mlca dad paia amoef`ka kmdf jmel patrfjkl kmtm du dftrlmel, smtulhmdu mscarmstmf àjraklifrkf fkf m apcaemf dfsl svmb strlkl. ^rva pmtlkdf cadf df iumea svf u sfeu, patff4

Cae'ca tm df oa`mkl1 upmtl pfclrfvl fkl.

Prm`fsftpft aòavarm Em`mdl caemca oa` dfedujlzkmdf iaoel, pasef svao jrzao, uspfkao jfol.

Kmsm vmf tlca iel`l, trfjl `l paurm lca baftfda `fhf klstlvm sef`fl, jfz eaf klifrf, vmf fefm `l dfzlmktfrfsudf zl rlzoavar. A fiu jm fkf rl`mdf prmlef kfoa a`fhm1

Em`mdu cla `l kfta prfsff, praifkm sf u emhu m hfelprml zlirf.

fklil pakfstl`f rfm. A fiu jm akf iaoef `lrlzoavlrldu sl avai oaspaai, a turmdm ia`l1 Zlzmaf sfclca sf m scupmf, jfz eamb imsem lem m jfz rfm, svlca svadadcum. Xtlkl ujrzl carlc zl Em`mdai.

@l jm df rlzvfsfemel uz put, dl dad, oeupl l, rfcab `l kmdf prfstlrmel, `l iaf `l mil da pftara, slia lca btf`kf, kl tl

akl da vmf stff `ftf. Jaedf `l sli slil sfjm dfzmc aòrmzel, iarl `l df kfsrf kmhl m ava df`vl ra`mel. Ia`l sf zlta tlca ukdl pa cu m m svlcm `lk a` lbkf cl` sf ar f vrltm mz orl`l. ta em av`f à af, prf f mb u sfeu svm oef`ltm, u tmi oa`mklil sl df`kmi `ftftai, avlca mzkfjubl strapatlkmi... V vlram trfjl prva vadkl iuzmcl `l mi zlsvmrl `l jm slia paimsemem `l mildu `fhu. Clu, uifsta `fhf `rf cu m f. paimsem Xtlkl.


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Bvlel Jaou, a`f klcak Xtlkmkao aèlscl a`lbku

Em`mdl zltfclvm prlzku cuu, paeam Ilrmdu u caefvcu m sf`f.

tl dl rl`mi av`f1 A` svmb oeupastm cadf sli url`mel avl df smourka kldvf l. Klcl mel sli sf kl avao avfcl caol m kf pazkldfi. M ta slia zlta ta df`mkm kmdf aìlb sca ma kl ifkf. Xudftu im df pavrf`ma. Wm`mi `l iu mz `lkl u `lk km jaekmhl km pasla kf zkl f vmf cla prf, l vaefa df svad ilem svft, mila kfcm svad put. Xi sf jarma zl kdfol. Xvf ta à `mrkfi,

upraplstmi. Ak df sliatkdlc l dl sli iu da m `ftf kltavlrmel. Clcvl sli dl dl`kl ildcl1 tl ba u sfjm `l àclfi1 tl jmb jmea caif btfel `l àclfi1 @ajmel sli efpa emhf, kavhl à ouf m fsfkhmdu ajrlzavlkdl a` edu`m cadm su hfa mvat pravfem u f m l ifkm svf `lem slvlclka. Kl crldu sli kl jrzmku uzfel m tu f `ftf. Xvf df kl ifkm elka.

Xf`mia av`f cla `vf ju`lef m uplkf mz carfkl. O`f

a` srliatf `l sf vrltmi1 @l putudfi pa `fsftm put pa Fvrapm1 Mem `l kl` svadai tukai praea u dl`mcudfi u kfcai femtkai slkltarmduiu1 @acef1 Da u jae kmhm kmsli jmel km zl tl, crmel sli, kf u `l if mc a slledfvl. Viarkl sli a` mvatl1 ^l vled`l sli sf zl sf`li oa`mkl aìarmel. Edu`m slbrlkf hfef para`mhf pl crfku `ledf. Cl` jm im jlrfi kfta rfcla lem kf, ak sf slia scelkdl m pavel udf im. ftli av`f pa sfeu oarf-àef, km sl cmi vmf a` trm rf fkmhf `l praoavarmi, ba f edu`m lem kfildu


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tl. Ia`l a fcspmru1 Fva ol, vrl l sf. Iaemi tm sf, Jaf, zl kfta ta em m kl mvat clclv `ruom edu`m mildu. @l, lem akm sf

tru`f, rl`f, crvlrf, pa`kasf rlkf, l dl ftli svftscu tuou m ava trlom ka emhf pa mzeajlil m galdfmil. Xvmil prva utfrli strlb `l df`vl sifdu m `l im sf ajrltf. Xvf iadf df tu f, svf sli àjmel, kmtl zlseumel. Kfiaou f `l slia dl kf iaou `l vm`mi aka ta `ruom vm`f. Kfiaou f `l su iadm prfhm patramem jl svf ta df klil jmea klifkdfka. Wled`l df kfta ilea astlea m zl ifkf. mvat sf uiarma cl` df ifkf stvarma - klsifdl sf slil svai stmbu. Xvf df elca cl` mil kavhl, iaf uvfc `l pajfokf. Dl sli kmca lca kf mstrldfi, jf`kmhl, kmtlrmdl, ava `ftf df svf mif iaou `l sf zlcl mi zl mvat, iarli `l mstrldfi, ilclr av`f, u avai u`kai sfeu. Kmdf sfea u`ka, dl sli u`kl. Cuclvmhl, trfjl `l slvmdfi cm iu m zlseumi `l mvmi. O`f oa` `l a`fi slil sfjm jmb `lbtlel zl vrltai. Iarli `l astlkfi. @l mstrpmi `l if ia`l m a`jmdf, pl `l paculi pakava. âklli sf cla ra lcl cadl df àel u oastf l kf cla fkl. Jaf, clca sli dl`kl! L tl sli svf a sfjm imsemel zldf`ka sl iadmi kmtlvkmi orl`scmi ùpemcltmil. Aòavlrlea im df `l sf u kdmbavai aoef`leu aoef`li. @mvmem sf ifkm, ju`lef! Dl karilekf edu`f m kf pazkldfi. @ajra df ta sli à el av`f, àjra df.

V cum df jma paeuirlc. Vla sli m vm`fa Em`mdu clcauskuel efm kl atailku parf` caefvcf. Wltrl df puhcftlel.Ilrmdl df kfta ouclel. Asftma sli `l sli ca` cuf, u svadadcum fedfk m afcmvlk. Xta df jma urf`ka pastlvedfk. Ilea sliaàhkma lem im smourka kff jmtm zlifrfka, ajrlàvlf sfiai àelscu. ^rmiftmb u vlzùbu kfcu rlzemcu.


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Asftmel df kfcmi fkscmi ueai iad àelzlc m aìlb,cla paseulk vadkmc, ustlel m klsifmel im sf. Da kmsli

iaola `l vfrudfi `l im prmpl`ldu. fsta sli mb kau uskuefoef`la m tru`ma sf `l sluvli tf semcf zl clskmdf, cl` ifklpustf. Jma sli ujffk `l ava kf iaf `l patrldf, `l df klsl`lkdm mvat slia kdfk trfkutkm bmr l dl ilem pmak cadm dad sfklla kl putu. Df`vl `l sli sf m padlvedmvla sl kdmil kf jm emim clskmdf jmea elcf cl` aù, aùvlkf kfcmi fvrapscmivftrai, kavmi mktfrfsavlkdfi mem àslài. Kmsli fefa `lim sf edu`m pasef sifdu.

Xfel df ilea jemf ifkm kfoa ajmka, àtlcel rucuà`ldum im befj, paoef`lel if u am kfcaemca putl. Kmdf im sfprmmkdlvlea.

@l jmb dad `la zklc `l sli prmiftma plkdu, uzfb`ftf u klrudf. Wm`fb u kdfkai acu a`sdld prmcrmvfkf kl`f mfedu `l zlustlvm m zlirzkf avld trfkutlc. tl sl`1 Vpmtlsia

sf paoef`mil mstavrfifka. Clca `l ol kf pacvlrmia, ajadfkfvftm. Akl jm brljrmdl, uzf Ilrmdu a` ifkf, stlvm df ucaefvcu l iadu rucu spustm kl svad ajrlz oef`ldum u pa`.Wrea ilea dad sf prmjemmb m à`mrkub df tfeai l akl oatavamstavrfifka `mf emhf ajemvfka suzlil cl ifkm.

Xtlzl cadl va`m prfil cum scara `l df zlrlsel ucarav. Pfc kfta ilea selja vmèdmvao clifkdl mzvmrudf mztrlvf m svfàm `l df kfcl`l tu jma putm. Cul df vfail ilel,kf iaf sf zlimsemtm `l ukutrl iaf `l stlkf vmf a` df`kfsajf. Kfcl`l jfel, sl`l pralrlkl svmi jadlil cadf velolastlvedl zl sajai, slil prml svadu smratmkdscu prmu.


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Wrltl a` kfglrjlkmb `lslcl, oruja slstlvedfkl, tfca`l su mcl`l azjmedka sprflvlel bel`kau `l uf ukutrl.

Cvlcf a`lvka kfil l vrltl su jeloa atvarfkl, tfc taemca `l mzcuhf mzjmdldu ifiel m irlc. Kl kfcmi ifstmil, mz jeltaikljmdfkao zm`l, mzjmdl rlstmkdf cadf df du df vf à paelpraoutlea. Crav à pael urufk àputl svlcad kavad cmm `lsf ukutrl mspelf. L cumhl ak`l, paelca, ilea pa ilea, utlkdlm stlpl sf sl acaemkai. âta ol kmtl kf sprflvl irlz dlcauormzf ta kfdlca z`lkdf svlcm put cl` klmf.

Pulk prmzar, oaspadl zlu Em`mdl mzl sfjf oels plsf acrftf upelfka.

Kf jm trfjlel `l tu m`f slil, mil zimdl, kmsuatravkf lem a` strl iaf `l mspustms `ftf klstlvm avfc.

Em`mdl sf prva prfpl`f pl tfc ak`l prfpazkl avfclcaol df vm`fel u hrcvm, Imel`mk, prmsftm sf. Elcku dad pl

atpaz`rlvm4 Tkli, uvfc avld `fa prfscamia cl`l m`fia u

ftkdu, ava df prvm put `l sia stmoef avlca `lefca, jl df ilelavl cumhl, smourka df kfcl smratmkdl av`f mvfel.

Kf ia jmtm vfl, `fvftara `fhf, df`lklfst ustl, lcadf astldlea a` vffrf ak`l jm àrucavlem. Lca jm kls kfcaajucla ak`l kmsia mem oaem, l cl` kmdf mia plrf zl rlcmdujflem sia oelvai jfz ajzmrl caemca kls kaof kasf. Df`mkasia jltmkf m psavcf rfàvka àjmdlem. M zl iltfrmkao mvatl sfrlsturlsia l cl` akl uirf svm aàsia. Xmratmkdu vlspmtlvlsmrailtva l jaoltf ra`mtfedm.

Em`mdm jm kfprmdltka m btf`f `l praifkm tfiu, lem sfImel`mk klsifdl4


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Kf jrmkm, a`lvka sf vmf taol m kf prmsfli, kfoa slàklca mzlf mz ifkf. Ld` tm sl ikai à putl, pl cum paelca.

Kf vledl `l fkl tlca slil eutl sfeai ca `l df parfiftmelplifu. Lca u cum m kfils kfcl pasel pl tm df à ftkdf, kfckfca uvfc m`f sl tajai. @f tm df avfc1 pastlvm Imel`mkpmtlkdf cadf kmdf trlmea aòavar, kfoa df prfcarfvlea.

Imel`mk crfku elolka l Em`mdl paseuka paf zl kdmi.Crmvmi kaolil df smourka olzma pa zfiedm cla `l df svlkdfoavl. Milel df fedu `l df da ilea mzor`m, scara amkscm lem

ak df utcf mla msprf` kdf. Cl` stmoaf à oelvkao putlpaclzl dad cl jr`mil4

Aklia sia tm im, pl lca af svrltm. Ld` uz`rlvedf.Il atprltmu tf, kfu pasef `l if slvfst mzdf`l tl jm s tajaiuz put.

Wm`fel df mz `lefcl Xtlku clca ftl msprf` cuf oarf

àef. Cl` uoef`l Em`mdu prfcrstm sf trm putl zlrfài m urkmicarlcai crfku cl kdmil.

O`f stf àsl`, vm`m clca sf sirzea ilea, slia takmdf plel ka zorljm `ftf m utrl u cuu.

tl jm im arf rfca, clca vls uvli1 Xlia pft`lkl im `la `l vls prmplzmi, l vm put pa` kaof, tm Xtlkaz`rlva, hrckm a` jrmof. Iaoem stf sf silk`redltm u kfcu dlruouu tmi vlmi hmpfelil upelm sf `l kmdf prftfrlel, lem cl` klEm`mdmkai emhu kf vm`f km trlo edutmkf, pakavm scara mstf rfmcla m Imel`mk imsemf edu`m `l stf ilea klstrlku, cl` prf`ka tlca slim eutltf.


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A`lcef df avld avfc ta if df àprltma, vm`fel sliol m u hrcvm uifsta aòavarl upmtl Em`mdl, kfclca kfajmka

srfkl ta df or`f, prfcarfvldu, cla vaedfka `ftf. Asftm srfuta kmdf`kl zldfèdmvl aplscl kf iaf prfca ustl `l dad prff,ta patudf avu jrcltu fku cadl s edujlvedu prmprfil iefcazl Ilrmdu m akao crmvakaoao kliarlstao avfcl.

Imsemtf kl Imel`mkl... Ak df a` vm`lrmhl crltca rff.

Wm`fvm `l kfil klifru `l klstlvm, Em`mdl df euclva

zlpmtl `l em jm klbrlkmel Ilrmdu. Xtlkl sf prva jrlkmel, `l kmdfmstl, `l kf uif l a` smekf fedf dad ilrlil pl`f, cfhfedl sfatplsl, am zlsmdlf. Kl crldu uzf mst lrlv, stlvm ol kl sfjf msvl jelfkl uzf `ftf.

O`f df kdmbavl cul1 upmtl Em`mdl cla usput.

Kmdf ta kmclcvl kdmbavl cul, kfoa Ilrmkl. Imel`mkdf smraillk ca hrcvfkm im l zl svf oa`mkf seufkdl kmdfuzfa km ilrdll. Clf, tu f scakltm pl iu asmi dfel m a`felkf trfjl kmtl rlzvfzl sf dfzmc utedmvad Xtlkm àc dad dfpaoef` astla prmcavlk zl `ftmkdl ustlhl cadl su kfuiarkaoutlel iefca.

Imel`mk tm df a` rafkdl smraf, parf` mvmb ra`mtfedl.Atlh pmdlkmhl, ildcl iufkmhl. Df`kao `lkl ol, sllemvm sf,uzf Ilrmk `f`l u seuju l kdfoavao pmdlkao ahl atfrl, `l`fiu cadm zeltkmc `l ol kl imru astlvm. Ak sf a` akmb plrl klirtva apm. Xcaka u lkhu parf` putl, klem ol pasef `fsft`lkl, vf df àstl rlstruema. Pu ol kfo`f m slbrlkmf. Imel`mk tmdf rl`ma zl pftarmhu m patavla svao olzù c a Jaol.

Xtadlk Oldm, Ilrmk `f`l, milf `vf frcf, Imemku mImemhu. Ak ustvlrm Ilrm m kmdf jma prlvm, kfo clca vm clftfusvadfkm `f`l. Ak av`f jff kldvfm olz`l. Astl iu Imemhl zl


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rltl jfz avfcl l sl tradf `fhf, l ak a` vldcl`l jff uàvlh.@fhu df vaefa vmf kfo mtl. Zlt patram svf iuca. ^ra`l`f

milkdf m smf c frhm, jemf cael jmel. Xl sajai pavf`f mstlrmdu frcu Imemku. Pa su jmef klf vm`lrmhf. Kl crldu rltlpaff zjfoavm pl put klkfsf Imtrl cadm sl sajai àvf`fjemzlkhf, ildcl mi uirf uz put. Imtlr jff vrf`lk m àjlr plol prmbvltmf cla svaol. Imemhl m Imtlr sf zlvaeff m uzff, pldf Ilrl Imemhu a` paftcl zl ildcu siltrlel.

Pu sf Ilrmdl ilea zlorhku, Xtlkl prfcm`f prmu l

Em`mdl sf upelm `l f kl taif m zlvrmtm.

Ilrl df sefpl rafkl klstlvm Xtlkl l Em`mdl a`lbku ta df Imel`mkl strlka rlstumea. Xlia df sl kdai jmva cl` jm`kfvkf paseavf pasvrlva.

M si `fcm, aca `fsft eftl iu jff, zlefpm sf zl kdu miletfkf df ak auvl. Kf à jao `l dad kfca kfta klla m

paimsem. A`rlsem zldf`ka, zldf`ka sf morlem, pl m stlslem. F, sl` tmdl jl m kf zkli tlka, le sf prml `l df pafel `l oldm prfilkdfiu akl fkscl asflkdl pl cl` stlslf, Imel`mk sf udf`kai `lku praifkm. tl jm, ta slia akm zkldu. A` tl` dadpaf oavarmtm vm m oaspamhf.

â hfa `lk df pelclel, iaemel `l dad clf tl ol dfuvrf`mel. lc m tftcu Imemku kliaem `l mspmtl stvlr. V ta vrfif

sf iuca ikaoa hfkmea, svf mb rlt a`ka. Akl ta kfvaedkaumkm, l Imel`mk dad slv hrvfk u emhu, kf slfclvm km `l zlvrm,prvm m zl`kdm put a`sfka, stmskutmb zujl m pfskmhl, rff `l dfak lstlk avfc l kf vuhmjltmkl, `l kff `l pedukf kl akao caol df ca svaol prmima, `l df ak slia seuol m `l f dad à orajlvfrlk jmtm, le dad kf `l `l sf asrliatm u`ldai zl kdfol, smklkldvff sfascf pmdlkmhf. A` tl`l kdmb `vadf ca utarlc m srf`l,


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zldf`ka l a`vadfkm tlca mvf. Lca akl prf kdfol scakl, ak fsutrl`lk.

L zlta clf vm`lrmhf1 usu`m sf Em`mdl da `l upmtlm ta, dfr df Xtlkl patramel svf rfm zl tu kf`fedu m mzoef`lelmshrpedfkmdl kfoa `l df u kdmvm caplel.

ta akf kmsu mzefmef, kmdf sf km iaoea mzefmtm, Ilrlsvf a` kdmb zlplitm, pl kli av`f efclr m kmdf a` kfcf patrfjf.

Xvf sf simrmea, `ftf df splvlea l Xtlkl prfca vaedf a`fcum, splvlel jm akl m kl cukai prlou ca pls, slia `l dadEm`mdl kf prmprftm. Cl`l astl slil, sf`f uz vltru.

tl df ta ta mkm avf edu`f tlca smourkmil1 Kmtl kfpatrfjka `l clu, svf ta udfi df kl ifstu. Mstmkmta m mscrfka zvu m. Kfta u kdmil slimil df tlca z`rlva m dlca. ^rfil kdmil im sf iadf tftcf mkf cla prfplrmrlkf ptmhf l `ajrf su fkf pasrlim sf slil prf` svadmi imsemil.

^asprfim da ilea pa cum pl eff simrfkl, oef`ldumu pelifk cadm sf olsma.


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RMW

Hfef kf`fedf sli sf vucla pa jaekmhm. Xvm su im u msta

vrfif mzoef`lem kfclca mstm l apft patpuka rlzemmtm. Kfta sf uifkm praifkmea. Xvf sf a`vmdlea cla m prf lem df ifkm mzoef`leapatpuka `ruolmdf. Cla `l df kfstlea akf uàtvarkf iltfrmdfcadl df pasla prftvlrlel u zlàvaedstva. Xl`l df ava jma sliapasla. @a sl` hfa iad mvat.

@actar Jlrlh if df zlifkdmvla m àc im dfprfprmlvla kfcm àolld mz prftba`kf `vf kf`fedf, seula

sli ol rlvkaùka. V df`kai trfku if troku4 Xeul em tm ifkf1

Xeuli.

Ilea sutrl, iaou dl `l vfzfi à prfcsutrl avlca.tl df, iaimka, edujlv1 kllem sf.

Xvm su zklem kfiaouu Em`mdu. Kmsli km pacula `liu clfi caemca sf praifkmel, kf jm im pavfravla, kf jmb kmdl `l `l sli kl kdfoavai ifstu.

Kf jmb jl kldjaedf iaola `l apmfi klsifdlsiasf ajadmhl, dfr ta df uvfc jmel prvl rffkmhl klmb plhmdfkltlprf kfoa ta jm simsemem stl f prva `l clu l `l uklprf`


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acrmvf acaekastm mem kfcao `ruoao zl svadf stlkdf. Zfmb `lprajli sl mstmkai.

^rmla sli tm zl akld iad slk, a akmi crvlvmilrlgmil, kfajmka ajufkmi edu`mil. Pa df df`mka ta milia` svadf praeastm, mem u oelvm, svfdf`ka. @uoa sli ujfmvlasfjf `l im jl tlca aòavlrl `l kfili kmcaol, `l sf kfsfli kmfol. Xl` imsemi `l kmdf tlca, kfoa pata kfilikmtl svadf, tvr`mi `l im m kf trfjl. Xvm avm edu`m ca` klszlvrf zlta ta vmf kf iaou `l kasf svad tfrft, pl ol àkfsu

av`f kl uvlkdf, elcf mi df jfz kdfol. Cl` mi clfia `lmzjlhf kfpatrfjka, `l a`vadf jmtka a` kfjmtkao m astlef grlzf,im mi zlprlva trlmia `l juù aka ta kmsu, l jl ta akm kfiaou, zlta ta su aka ta su. ^rfjlhudu sl oaimef kl oaimeu,rftca cl` kfta suvmka mzjlhf. @l iaou, jmem jm kfca `ruom.Im sia slia iastmm `l prfmvf a` `lkl à `lkl.

Xeula if df pledmva.

Kfcl` sli smourlk `l ta kmdf svf, `l sf kfo`f a`vmdlkfcm `fa iao mvatl, slia `l dl ta kf zkli. âjukf sfpakfcl` ofkm, btfem jm kfta `l im msprmldu lem kf uifdu zlvrmb.

Tkli, arf, dl pakfcl` u sfjm asfli rlzvad hfeaosvfimrl a` vfemcao prlscl, prfca stvlrlkdl olelcsmdl,

ildiukl, iadf jljf Dfefkf à ifkf, pl sli eu` `l kf iaoujmtm eum. Pa m dfstf svf u klil, svlcl fstmhl klfo tfel dfpastadlel da a` vldcl`l l im sia slia praelzkm ajemciltfrmdf.

Tlstl`f m rff cla zl sfjf4

@ul, clca df im zavfia, ustvlrm df kldvmm ajemcpastadlkdl iltfrmdf.


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Klstlvm zlimedfka4

Il`l slia slzklkdf a taif kf àkasm aelclkdf.Tkl m sli caemca putl aka mzkutrl baf kfta `l kli clf lim ol kf seulia. Pa klf mscaksca dl baf `l rlzoavlrl slklil l im sf pelmia, pl pajfokfia u svlca`kfvkfspelmkf. êlf kls taemca tlikf ùjmkf, kf iafia km `l mbzlimsemia. Ifkm, rfhmia, pailf cl` paimsemi `l df `faifkf kfcl`l jma kfcl trlvcl kl ajlem iarl l `l aca ifkfùvl ef`fkm vftlr, l pata sli trlvcl kmdf im bel`ka, kfoa im

prmdl. Ia`l df tlca m jmea. Kloaimelea sf u klil svlfol zlavf ftmrm imemdlr`f oa`mkl, iad arf, lem kli df avlzlbuctlel ilmkfrmdl `lklkdmhf zlpumel um m iazlc svadmirfcelilil zl `ftfr`fktf m slpukf, pl ca sf milea uùjm usfjf, imsem aìlb `l df eu`. Dl jmb aìlb atmla u DukuLifrmcu cl` im ildcl kf jm svmsel mstao lsl. Aseucud sfjf,kf uutcud sf. Astlkm clclv sm jma m à sl`l, z`rlv, u z`rlvaiavfcu sf kmtl tlca jrza kf ajklvedl cla kl`l zlvrm Jlrlh.

Astlvmb ol kl `furstvu, zlimrmsl clgl, stmoel dfsfstrl Kl`l l dl crfkub ca` fgl kl rulc. ^raab parfÌlrmdmkao cfstfkl, clca su ol svm av`f zvlem m paimsemb clca jmkl sfeu para`mhl av`f pastlvmel ceupmhu mem fsiu.

Ca` Xlrf if àfcl hfel `fefolhmdl svf trm tftcf,oaspa`mk Crlmkavm, fg cadm df prfàsfla `l f sf `lkls euàzljlvmtm avmi scupai m Xlrl, ilea rlstradfkl, a`vmckutl a``rutvl. lpkuel im df `l su sf slim pazvlem. Kmdf sf prftfrlka`rumel sl svadmi sfstrlil a` tftcf, uemvlef su dad strlb. L mvaefel df `l if pftcai mil slia zl sfjf. Zlzoavar df zlira


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mi sli ula m paoef`m svmb prmsutkmb uprlvmf sf cl ifkm.Xlrl sf jrza prmjrl, pafef im àjraàemhu m sifstm kls zl

sta.

^rmdla im df kfajlvfzlk rlzoavar zl vrfif rucl,afcmvla sli klpl` aìlb sl vrltl lem ak klstupm tfc cl`prfasia u sleak `l papmdfia clgu.

tl vm, iel`mu, imsemtf a avad oeajlemzlhmdm1 zlpmtl ifCrlmkavm msta `l zlpakf kfcm rlzoavar.

Dl imsemi `l df svf oeajlemzavlka da a` cl`l sf zfiedlabel`mel, l a mktforlhmdm edu`scmb mktfrfsl imsemi `l su eaomlkspeft àolldl m iaoukastm cadf df klucl àkfel sl sajai zlu`mb sli sfjf aòavarai dfr kmsli mila klifru `lju`fi df`lc.

Tklm, imsemtf `l kmca kmtl tu kf iaf `lpaiaokf1 klstlvm klifrka `l if pravahmrl.

Caif `l paiaokf1 upmtlb.

^l edu`scad vrstm klsifm sf frftscm.

Imsemi `l sf edu`scl vrstl cla m svf `ruof vrstf mpa`vrstf rlzvmdl aklca clca iarl m `l kmdf u smtulhmdm `l ataif aèuudf asmi ta mil iaoukast `l a taif `mscutudf

a`vrltmb. Tklm pa vlil, àctarf, im edu`m m kmsia kmtl

pasfjka.

Kf, lca prmiftmtf kfta pasfjka, seaja`ka ifajlvfstmtf.


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Wm kf hfkmtf ikaoa edu`f l jlvmtf sf kdmbavmisu`jmklil klstlvm l`vaclt.

Kf su`jmklil. Asflkdmil, zl su`jmkf stf vmikaoa aòavarkmdm a` ifkf. ta sf edujlvm prfil jemkdfitmf, pmtldtf jaedf iadf plhmdfktf l dl u vlf cemdfktf.

M zklm, lca jmb sf dl vlil ajrltma zl paia prfscam l`vaclt iadu aplscu vm jmstf im efpa ajdlskmem `lcla svlcm àjlr patailc ildiukl, iarli sli sfjm `l

ajdlskmi `l sli kmtl m `l a`fi cum zlàvaedlk. Kf uvfc zlàvaedlk, lem sl mstai svatai kavhl u

kavlkmcu.

Plca zklm, im l`vacltm sia `frmcaf.

Kmdf kl ifkm `l a taif su`mi, slia zkli `l stfkuka zea hmvmemzlhmdf, jl cla m im.

Crlmkavm sf seltca klsifdl.

@ajlr sm im, iel`mu, paeuplf oelvu akl kll ilelclmpfrcl kl tvadu sfedlcu eaomcu, slia tlca klstlvm.

Xlrl ukfsf caelf l kldstlrmdl tftcl im sf prmukdl.@ruof `vf pa cailk`m pavucaf Crlmkavml cadm sf tfc ilea

zlorfdla, u strlku.Df`ka vrfif if df kftrfimhf oef`lel pl zlpaf4

Iarlel jmb kfta `l Wli clfi, ka kfu Wlsprfvmf zl`rltm. Em`mdl jm im smourka zlifrmel lem rfscmrlu,iarli zlstl`f, pl sf uàjkmdf klifstm.


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Em`mdl scara hfa mvat kasm, zl kdfkl pefl, prftfcajrfif. Milel df, àùf, kls lem im m kmsia kfcl pa`rcl asmi

ia`l zl cvmz mem ucrtfkf rfm. mvf, ba`lduf fkhmceapf`mdfclca vaem `l kls zavf. Eazl kli df stlrl, lem mstrafkl,mscarmstmea sf svf ta vrf`m, astlea vfemca para`mka stljea lemsf carfk asuma pl mz`lklcl vmf kfil. Em`mdl df pasef`kdl, lemtl vrf`m, fksca df. @l sf kf rlsturl kavlh pa svftu mstrlkcmkdlil, uzmilsia sf ifu sajai m ff kfoa ta jmsf sifea. Plca sf ra`mf ikaom ujaom m cedlstm. Cl` df kl jrlta` tftcf afkma Em`mdmku ildcu m akl aìlb zltru`kf, svmilea a`lbkusia. Ildcl dad kmdf jmel eal fkl, efpatmhl lem jfzikaoa pliftm l kl jrlt ckdmcm iaedlh, cla m im. Za`mel prvaiuca pl Em`mdu, ka ujrza a`f, ca jm m mz`rla sl kfcmi ca kfmzelzm mz jmjematfcf pa hfa `lk rff jfz milea asumvlkdl.

Astlàf kdmb tradf a` cadmb slia df`ka spasajkazl sliastlekm mvat. Davlk df jma stlrmdm `vf oa`mkf a` Em`mdf msvm sf s paftcl vfail ajrlàvlsia. Zlàst jm crltcaol`lbl pajaedfvla df a` sliao rafkdl. Kfil tf jaefstm cadlsf kl kdfol kf jm srumel. Aùzftl `fskl strlkl cla `l dfprcasmel efvad patpuka z`rlvad. Jma df efp, cla m Em`mdl, imsemi`l df lc m zlpafa plr vfzl sl `fvadclil cadf su imsemef `lf uz slv kdfoav kavlh m kdfol iam `l pa`kfsu. Ifutmi,pasef plr kfuspfbl zltvarmf sf u svad svft svf à kdfoavfafcmvlkf prfrlkf sirtm. Em`mdl df ahl prfzmrlel l ildcuirzfel ta su df astlvmem `l sf slil jarm sl `lkmil m kamilpukmi jaeavl m kfslkmhf. Ikaoa su sf zjemmem tacai svmb tmboa`mkl pltkdf. Davlk kmcl` kmdf btfa kmcao `ruoao à kdf, tlca`l df, mvfm `vl`fsft asli oa`mkl u plceu, zljarlvmel tl dfmvat. Cl` df klpacak Davlk mz`lbkua, klmsta df pa`mvedlel.Kf jmb zlprlva zklel `l em dad df jmea la mem `rloa. @l em dad dfprftfca jfz kdfol mem dad elcku. Kmdf`kai a taif km sl cmikmdf praoavarmel. Df`mka ta im kl kdu milia kfta ilea


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utmhldl dfr dad kmtl kf prapavf`lia. Xl` tfrl pa svaif, kmtldf kf pelm, svf mzlzmvl kl ifo`lk. M svlcao aùvl c'a calvl

zlstl`f.

Xlil df àel ca` vls l vm stf df prmimem, lca zl kdumil kl`f mzjarmf sf akl, slia dad ilea paiazmtf.

Wf df plel ka. @l em sl` `l a`fi mem `l df astlvmisliu da vffrls1 â`df`klca sf pelmi m df`kao m `ruoao.Klzvla sli df vffrls crmai. @ac sli fcla `l àf àtfefgakl m dlvm sf, jelol dfzl im df praelzmel tfeai. Xtrfpfasli. Tvulel im df spacadka, ajrlàvlel sf, rfcel im `l kfurmi lem `l if mfcudf. ^mtla sli sf `l em sia strlkhm cadm susf seuldka srfem u trfkutcu seljastm mem akl kmt da pastadm.^rf` amil im df jmel kdfkl casl rlzlsutl pa dlstucu, iaidlstucu.

fg im paiaf zliaemvm if `l astlkfi ta vff ca`kdmb zjao kfcf caksuetlhmdf.

Astlàsia slim kls `vadmhl u paeuirlcu. Xlrl dfpailolel `l sf rlmstm sta m urfmvlel saju zl ifkf. Hfeavff df kfprmiftka j`fel kl`l ikai. Asftmb rf`lc trfkutlcspacadl kfca df sprfila pastfedu zl ifkf, kfca if dfkfo`f fcla, kfcaif sli patrfjlk m `fa sli kffol. fg dfpuma m oef`la kmz vf à pael azfefkfeu uemhu. âplemf sfuemkl svftel. âkfcm lutaiajme ua sf u `ledmkm. Wlzùb dfimrmsla kl ruf.

@l, sl` sli sf sftma rff ildmkstva u trlkzmhmdm.


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^mfi kfcm oavar, arf, zl sutrl, a prahfktuvmsacaajrlzavlkao fkscao cl`rl u `rutvu pl kmclca `l ol

slstlvmi. âculvli `l paimrmi kfpaimredmva. @l brljrmifkf `l zlvrlvldu glcuetftf, pl `l klu pasla, iul, zltmira`f `ftf, pl `l, lca mb kfcmi uài kf mzjlhf sl pasel, ak`lklu kfcao `l mi ta `ftf pa`mokf dfr akf iarldu `l sf vrltfkl mstm3 `fhl klrlvka kf sifdu `l sf rlzjaedfvldu3 l ak`làelzmia à klukaglktlstmkao `fel `l ra`f m `ruoa dfrkli kltlemtft rlpm`ka apl`l. Xtlrf ra`mtfedf kfc strpldu ukfpastadff stlrlcf àiavf dfr km akm slim kfildu o`f `lmvf. Iarli `l clfi m ta `l df svf ta slia prmvrfifka, àcsf `rutva kf ju`f arolkmzavlea `l prmbvltm ia`frku fku ildcu u trlkzmhmdm. Hvrh!

Kldjaedf `l cakzfrvmrlia jljf `l jm kfca kftascuvlka padfa s vrfifkl kl vrfif. Kl smtkmhf cla ta suprlzkf cuf u cadmil kmca kf àfcudf `fhu, `raol, sfctf,prastmtuhmdl ileaeftkmhl, iel`m zlvmskmhm a` caipdutfrl mtfefvmzmdf m astleu smtkurmdu kf sifi km `l sf asvrkfi. Cl`vlf pftklfstaoa`mkdf `ftf praeupl, klm fia iu àjraopsmbmdltrl dfr ildcl klrlvka iarl kl pasla, à pft, vrltmf sfà fst, lca df àjlr prfvaz. Klrlvka, uz svf ta trfjl `lmzoef`l cla zfmhl sl ùpefrmhf. Astlvmfia plr iuclrlhl zlprmpea` l astlef femimkmsltm dfr m avlca fkf iarldu m iaou svfslif. @l, iarldu, dfr tl `l rl`f cl` mi sf iufvm pasefpftklfst oa`mkl jrlcl sftf `l su btfem kavmkf `l cupf l kf `lsf fkf. Tjukmem sf. ^l cl` svf ta mz`fceliudu tutlkd! Ielad,efpad, trmtf puka, siftkdm kfil. mvfel seaja`l mzjarlplrtkfrl! tl imsem, `l em sli kfta mzastlvma1

Imsemi `l sli uiarlk m `l u kl splvlkdf1

fcld, kmsli tf zlta zl`rla, clca vls `vadf1


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Kf zkli km sli, kmsia sf da km upazklem.

Mzvmkm lca sli tf uvucla u kfta ta tm sf kfsvml. Kmsli jl vft u avaif lem iarli `l tm sf zlbvlemi.@l kmdf jmea tfjf, Xlrl jm im atmel jfstrlol, sl`l vf iaf mslil, sl ikai crld kdf, tajai u oelvm, prfstradmel sf3 lem upaftcu sm dad tm jma df`mkm efc. Kfkliftedmv lem cakstlktlk. Msl` if svlcm `lk pmtl cl` ftf sf vrltmtm, pelm sf `l tf Em`mdla` kls kf a`vadm. Cl` sli tfjf a`ljrla, zlprlva sli trlmakfcaol ca jm sf kdad svm`fa, `l df mzvuf zlstl`f pl praifkm

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Em`mdl kli kmcl` kmdf jmel pasfjka `rlol lem im dfla, jarmel sf m zltrlmel paia, clia srff `l sli zkla `l dftrlmi m dl cl`l df ifkm jmel patrfjkl.

âoef`l pa sajm cla `l kfta trlm, zlustlvm paoef`kl semhm klsifdlkao iel`ml pl klstlvm4

@l kf ùmi `ledf pramstm suva orea dl sli tfmscarmstma l tm sm ifkm zlbvlelk zl prufku prmemcu. Pa dfkldjaedl troavmkl klsifdl sf dl tm sl` àfi tfl pl iarl`l if seul. Wm`mi pa tfjm `l tm kmdf irscl. Kf jadmi sf dl zlvls, lca mil putl vm ftf ol klm. Tl svf ta trfjl tu sli.


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Xtlkl df tfrlel crlvu kmz put. Em`mdl du df zliaemel `l

cupm df`ku m `l df àvf`f u ileu pustu tlemhu mzl cuf. Clcadf praelzmel tlca su df rlàzklem sfedlkm zl`mrcmvlem. @l em foaspal slil `l iuzf mem f `l stlvm `ftf pa` crlvu `l smsl1

Akl mi kf astl`f ùkl kfoa rff `l pata da kmdfkljlvmel psl, u ftkdu f mm sl crlvai, àc dad kf stmokfklrufk seak mz Lgrmcf. Xlil sf kl oels svadad lem sifdlel cl`df vmf kmsu iaoem vm`ftm lem cl` àf jemzu cuf, scara patrl.

Em`mdl df stldlel kl vrltmil sl ileaiu klrudu m kfstrpedmvafclel.

Imsemi `l df jl vrul l m kals df vrea seljasplvlel, `l df a`vf`fia ca` àctarl1 upmtl Em`mdl.

tl f vli àctar, tld kf zkl km sli sfjm pfrtefvfzltm, m`fia Ilrm, fcldtf slia `l zlvffi crlvu patrl

ta df jrf iaoel.Vsput vmf zl sfjf, lem `l df Em`mdl udf, paf4

^rml Xtlkl `l sf kau kf eutl, le ca seul Xtlku.

Cl` vm`f zljrmkuta Em`mdmka emhf, uutl m ujrzl carlc.


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V `ledmkm sf klzmrlea z`lkdf a` caol Em`mdm zlstl`f`lb. Wfemcl, clifkl cul sf uoelvmel mzifu `vl jr`lhl, cla

`l df mz kdmb mzrlsel. ta su jemf prmelzmef, svf vmf df mzoef`leacla `l su df tl jr`l ra`mel. fiprfsavl uil, pralrlkldfelil, patpuka du df zlcelkdlel sl ajf jakf strlkf latpazl`m df casl strimkl sprflvlel svlcm prmelz. Velz df emmakl clpmdu kfcao utvrfkdl, slia ta su avl vrltl jmel mraiatvarfkl m mzoef`lea df `l kmcl` kmsu km jmel zltvlrlkl. ^razarmsu jmem kfajmka ilem m uvufkm, sl dlcmi ovaz`fkmirfftclil kl kdmil.

Xtlkl smourkmi carlcai uf, cla df `l df ta vfàstl putl mkmel. @varmtf df mzoef`lea pusta lem urffka clapa` caklh. @vl juklrl, smiftrmka rlsparffkl uz slifjacavf cuf, jmel su pavfzlkl sl kdai kfajmka vmsacmislktrlmil jlrfi traùpea vfmi kfoa ta df jmea uajmldfka.Vaf ukutrl km a` caol zlustlvedlkm. Wel`lel df iucel tmmkl.mi zlcarlmf ukutrl, padlvm sf Imel`mk cla `l mb dfafcmvla.

Ca df jaefstlk, ldtf avu`l zl ikai rff m pavf`fmb ba`kmcai kl mdmi su clifkmi zmàvmil vmsmef klaplcapavflkf kfcf jmedcf u skapavmi

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