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LoisMcMasterBujold
TheCurseof
Chalion
Contents
1Cazarilheardthemountedhorsemenontheroadbeforehe…
2Asheclimbedthelastslopetothemaincastle…3Thesoundsofthehouseholdstirring—callsfromthecourtyard,…4SoitwasCazarilfoundhimself,thenextmorning,introduced…
5TheRoyesseIselle'ssixteenthbirthdayfellatthemidpointof…6AttheTemplepageantcelebratingtheadventofsummer,Iselle…
7Theroyseandroyesse'scaravanapproachedCardegossfromthesouth…8Thefirstnight'swelcomingbanquetwasfollowedalltoosoon…9Cazarilspentthefollowingdayinsmilinganticipationofthe…10
Cazarilsatinhisbedchamberwithaprofligacyofcandles…11Cazarilwasjustexitinghisbedchamberonthewayto…
12Cazaril'seyespulledopenagainstthegluethatrimmedtheir…13TheroyessewassodrainedbytheordealofLord…14CazarilhadtoallowUmegat'swinethismuchmerit—it…15Aftersometimecastingaboutthe
ZangretheyranOrico…16Twoafternoonslater,Cazarilwassittingunguardedlyathisworktable…
17Itwasbychance,latethefollowingmorning,thatCazaril…18Asheturnedontotheendstairs,Cazarilhearda…19CazarilfoundtheZangreeerilyquietthefollowingday.After…20Iselle'seyes,thoughreddenedwithfatigueandgrief,weredry.
21TheycametoValendaatduskonthefollowingday.22CazarilregretfullygaveupuseoftheChancellery'scourierremounts…
23Atthelastmoment,withprinciplesagreedupon,treatieswritten…24TheyretracedCazaril'soutboundrouteacrosswesternChalion,changinghorses…25Inapalacefranticwithpreparations,Cazarilfoundhimselfthe…
26Distraught,Cazarilkepttohischamberallmorning.Inthe…27Cazarilputahandtothepavement,shovinghimselfto…
28Atappingandlowvoicesathischamberdoordrew…29PallihadsentFerdagallopingaheadwhileCazarillingeredby…
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Cazarilheardthemountedhorsemenontheroadbeforehesawthem.Heglancedoverhisshoulder.Thewell-worntrackbehindhimcurleduparoundarollingrise,whatpassedforahillonthesehighwindyplains,beforedipping
againintothelate-wintermuckofBaocia’sbonysoil.Athisfeetalittlerill,toosmallandintermittenttorateaculvertorabridge,trickledgreenlyacrossthetrackfromthesheep-croppedpasturesabove.Thethumpofhooves,jangleofharness,clinkofbells,creakofgearandcarelessechoofvoicescameonattooquickarhythmtobesomecarefulfarmerwithateam,orparsimoniouspack-
mendrivingtheirmules.
Thecavalcadetrottedaroundthesideoftheriseridingtwobytwo,infullpanoplyoftheirorder,somedozenmen.Notbandits—Cazarilletouthisbreath,andswallowedhisunsettledstomachbackdown.Notthathehadanythingtoofferbanditsbutsport.Hetrudgedalittlewayoffthetrackandturnedtowatchthempass.
Thehorsemen’schainshirtsweresilvered,glintinginthewaterymorningsunlight,forshow,notforuse.Theirtabardsofblue,dyesalmostmatchingonewithanother,wereworkedwithwhiteinthesigiloftheLadyofSpring.Theirgraycloakswerethrownbacklikebannersinthebreezeoftheirpassing,pinnedattheirshoulderswithsilverbadgesthathadallthetarnish
polishedofftoday.Soldier-brothersofceremony,notofwar;theywouldhavenodesiretogetCazaril’sstubbornbloodstainsonthoseclothes.
ToCazaril’ssurprise,theircaptainheldupahandastheycamenear.Thecolumncrashedraggedlytoahalt,thesquelchandsuckofthehoovestrailingoffinawaythatwouldhavehadCazaril’s
father’soldhorse-masterbellowinggrievousandentertaininginsultsatsuchabandofboysasthis.Well,nomatter.
“Youthere,oldfellow,”theleadercalledacrossthesaddlebowofhisbanner-carrieratCazaril.
Cazaril,aloneontheroad,barelykepthisheadfromswivelingaroundtoseewho
wasbeingsoaddressed.Theytookhimforsomelocalfarmlout,trundlingtomarketoronsomeerrand,andhesupposedhelookedthepart:wornbootsmud-weighted,athickjumbleofmismatchedcharityclotheskeepingthechillsoutheastwindfromfreezinghisbones.Hewasgratefultoallthegodsoftheyear’sturningforeverygrubbystitchofthatfabric,eh.Twoweeksofbeard
itchinghischin.Fellowindeed.Thecaptainmightwithjusticehavechosenmorescornfulappellations.But…old?
Thecaptainpointeddowntheroadtowhereanothertrackcrossedit.“IsthattheroadtoValenda?”
Ithadbeen…Cazarilhadtostopandcountitinhishead,andthesumdismayedhim.
Seventeenyearssincehehadriddenlastdownthisroad,goingoffnottoceremonybuttorealwarintheprovincarofBaocia’strain.Althoughbittertoberidingageldingandnotafinerwarhorse,he’dbeenjustasglossy-hairedandyoungandarrogantandvainofhisdressasthefineyounganimalsuptherestaringdownathim.Today,Ishouldbehappyforadonkey,thoughIhadtobendmykneestokeep
fromtrailingmytoesinthemud.Cazarilsmiledbackupatthesoldier-brothers,fullyawareofwhathollowed-outpurseslaygapinganddisemboweledbehindmostofthoserichfacades.
Theystareddowntheirnosesathimasthoughtheycouldsmellhimfromthere.Hewasnotapersontheywishedtoimpress,nolordorladywhomighthanddownlargesseto
themastheymighttohim;still,hewoulddoforthemtopracticetheiraristocraticairsupon.Theymistookhisreturningstareforadmiration,perhaps,ormaybejustforhalf-wittedness.
Hebitbackthetemptationtosteerthemwrong,upintosomesheepbyreorwhereverthatdeceptivelybroad-lookingcrossroadpeteredout.Notricktopullonthe
Daughter’sownguardsmenontheeveoftheDaughter’sDay.Andbesides,themenwhojoinedtheholymilitaryorderswerenotespeciallynotedfortheirsensesofhumor,andhemightpassthemagain,beingboundforthesametownhimself.Cazarilclearedhisthroat,whichhadn’tspokentoamansinceyesterday.“No,Captain.TheroadtoValendahasaroya’smilestone.”Orit
had,once.“Amileorthreefartheron.Youcan’tmistakeit.”Hepulledahandoutofthewarmthofthefoldsofhiscoat,andwavedonward.Hisfingersdidn’treallystraightenright,andhefoundhimselfwavingaclaw.Thechillairbithisswollenjoints,andhetuckedhishandhastilybackintoitsburrowofcloth.
Thecaptainnoddedathisbanner-carrier,athick-
shouldered…fellow,whocradledhisbannerpoleinthecrookofhiselbowandfumbledouthispurse.Hefishedinit,lookingnodoubtforacoinofsufficientlysmalldenomination.Hehadacouplebroughtuptothelight,betweenhisfingers,whenhishorsejinked.Acoin—agoldroyal,notacoppervaida—spurtedoutofhisgripandspundownintothemud.Hestaredafterit,aghast,but
thencontrolledhisfeatures.Hewouldnotdismountinfrontofhisfellowstogrubinthemuckandretrieveit.NotlikethepeasantheexpectedCazariltobe:forconsolation,heraisedhischinandsmiledsourly,waitingforCazariltodivefranticallyandamusinglyafterthisunexpectedwindfall.
Instead,Cazarilbowedandintoned,“Maytheblessings
oftheLadyofSpringfalluponyourhead,youngsir,inthesamespiritasyourbountytoaroadsidevagabond,andaslittlebegrudged.”
Iftheyoungsoldier-brotherhadhadmorewitsabouthim,hemightwellhaveunraveledthismockery,andCazariltheseeming-peasantdrawnawell-earnedhorsewhipacrosshisface.Littleenoughchanceofthat,judgingbythe
brother’sbull-likestare,thoughthecaptain’slipstwistedinexasperation.Butthecaptainjustshookhisheadandgesturedhiscolumnonward.
Ifthebanner-bearerwastooproudtoscrambleinthemud,Cazarilwasmuchtootiredto.Hewaitedtillthebaggagetrain,agaggleofservantsandmulesbringinguptherear,hadpassedbeforecrouching
painfullydownandretrievingthelittlesparkfromthecoldwaterseepingintoahorse’sprint.Theadhesionsinhisbackpulledcruelly.Gods.Idomovelikeanoldman.Hecaughthisbreathandheavedtohisfeet,feelingacenturyold,feelinglikeroaddungstucktothebootheeloftheFatherofWinterashemadehiswayoutoftheworld.
Hepolishedthemudoffthe
coin—littleenoughevenifgold—andpulledouthisownpurse.Nowtherewasanemptybladder.Hedroppedthethindiskofmetalintotheleathermouthandstareddownatitslonelyglint.Hesighedandtuckedthepouchaway.Nowhehadahopeforbanditstostealagain.Nowhehadareasontofear.Hereflectedonhisnewburden,sogreatforitsweight,ashestumpeduptheroadinthe
wakeofthesoldier-brothers.Almostnotworthit.Almost.Gold.Temptationtotheweak,wearinesstothewise…whatwasittoadull-eyedbullofasoldier,embarrassedbyhisaccidentallargesse?
Cazarilgazedaroundthebarrenlandscape.Notmuchinthewayoftreesorcoverts,exceptinthatdistantwatercourseoverthere,the
barebranchesandbramblesliningitcharcoal-grayinthehazylight.Theonlyshelteranywhereinsightwasanabandonedwindmillontheheighttohisleft,itsrooffalleninanditsvanesbrokendownandrotting.Still…justincase…
Cazarilswungofftheroadandbegantrudgingupthehill.Hillock,comparedtothemountainpasseshe’d
traversedaweekago.Theclimbstillstolehiswind;almost,heturnedback.Thegustsupherewerestronger,flowingovertheground,rifflingthesilver-goldtuftsofwinter’sdrygrasses.Henippedoutoftherawairintothemill’sshadoweddarknessandmountedadubiousandshakingstaircasewindingpartwayuptheinnerwall.Hepeeredouttheshutterlesswindow.
Ontheroadbelow,amanbelaboredabrownhorsebackalongthetrack.Nosoldier-brother:oneoftheservants,withhisreinsinonehandandastoutcudgelintheother.Sentbackbyhismastertosecretlyshaketheaccidentalcoinbackoutofthehideoftheroadsidevagabond?Herodeuparoundthecurve,then,inafewminutes,backagain.Hepausedatthemuddyrill,turnedbackand
forthinhissaddletopeeraroundtheemptyslopes,shookhisheadindisgust,andspurredontojoinhisfellowsagain.
Cazarilrealizedhewaslaughing.Itfeltodd,unfamiliar,ashudderthroughhisshouldersthatwasn’tcoldorshockorgut-wringingfear.Andthestrangehollowabsenceof…what?Corrosiveenvy?Ardentdesire?He
didn’twanttofollowthesoldier-brothers,didn’tevenwanttoleadthemanymore.Didn’twanttobethem.He’dwatchedtheirparadeasidlyasamanwatchingadumb-showinthemarketplace.Gods.Imustbetired.Hungry,too.Itwasstillaquarter-day’swalktoValenda,wherehemightfindamoneylenderwhocouldchangehisroyalformoreusefulcoppervaidas.
Tonight,bytheblessingoftheLady,hemightsleepinaninnandnotacowbyre.Hecouldbuyahotmeal.Hecouldbuyashave,abath…
Heturned,hiseyesadjustednowtothehalfshadowsinthemill.Thenhesawthebodysplayedoutontherubble-strewnfloor.
Hefrozeinpanic,butthenbreathedagainwhenhesaw
thebodydidn’t.Nolivemancouldlieunmovinginthatstrangeback-bentposition.Cazarilfeltnofearofdeadmen.Whateverhadmadethemdead,now…
Despitethecorpse’sstillness,Cazarilscoopedupaloosecobblefromthefloorbeforeapproachingit.Aman,plump,middle-aged,judgingfromthegrayinhisneatlytrimmedbeard.Theface
underthebeardwasswollenandempurpled.Strangled?Therewerenomarksshowingonhisthroat.Hisclothingwassoberbutveryfine,yetillfitting,tightandpulledabout.Thebrownwoolgownandblacksleevelessvest-cloakedgedwithsilver-embroideredcordmightbethegarbofarichmerchantorminorlordwithausteretastes,orofascholarwithambition.Notafarmerorartisan,inany
case.Norsoldier.Thehands,mottledpurple-yellowandswollenalso,lackedcalluses,lacked—Cazarilglancedathisownlefthand,wherethetwomissingfingerendstestifiedtotheill-advisednessofarguingwithagrapplingrope—lackeddamage.Themanborenoornamentsatall,nochainsorringsorsealstomatchhisrichdress.HadsomescavengerbeenherebeforeCazaril?
Cazarilgrittedhisteeth,bendingforacloserlook,amotionpunishedbythepullsandachesinhisownbody.Notillfitted,andnotfat—thebodywasunnaturallyswollen,too,likethefaceandhands.Butanyonethatfargoneindecayoughttohavefilledthisdrearyshelterwithhisstench,enoughtohavechokedCazarilwhenhe’dfirstduckedthroughthebrokendoor.Noscentshere
butsomemuskyperfumeorincense,tallowsmoke,andclay-coldsweat.
Cazarildiscardedhisfirstthought,thatthepoorfellowhadbeenrobbedandmurderedontheroadanddraggeduphereoutofsight,ashelookedovertheclearedpatchofhard-packeddirtflooraroundtheman.Fivecandlestumps,burnedtopuddles,blue,red,green,
black,white.Littlepilesofherbsandash,allkickedaboutnow.Adarkandbrokenpileoffeathersthatresolveditselfintheshadowsasadeadcrow,itsnecktwisted.Amoment’sfurthersearchturnedupthedeadratthatwentwithit,itslittlethroatcut.RatandCrow,sacredtotheBastard,godofalldisastersoutofseason:tornadoes,earthquakes,droughts,floods,
miscarriages,andmurders…Wantedtocompelthegods,didyou?Thefoolhadtriedtoworkdeathmagic,bythelookofit,andpaiddeathmagic’scustomaryprice.Alone?
Touchingnothing,Cazarilleveredhimselftohisfeetandtookaturnaroundboththeinsideandtheoutsideofthesaggingmill.Nopacks,nocloaksorpossessionsdumped
inacorner.Ahorseorhorseshadbeentieduponthesideoppositetheroad,recentlybydampnessoftheirdroppings,buttheyweregonenow.
Cazarilsighed.Thiswasnobusinessofhis,butitwasimpioustoleaveamandeadandabandoned,torotwithoutceremony.Thegodsaloneknewhowlongitwouldbetillsomeoneelsefoundhim.Hewasclearlyawell-to-do
man,though—someonewouldbelooking.Notthesorttodisappeartracelesslyandunmissedlikearaggedvagabond.Cazarilsetasidethetemptationtoslidebackdowntotheroadandgooffpretendinghe’dneverseentheman.
Cazarilsetoffdownthetrackleadingfromthebacksideofthemill.Thereoughttobeafarmhouseattheendofit,
people,something.Buthe’dnotwalkedmorethanafewminutesbeforehemetamanleadingadonkey,loadedhighwithbrushandwood,climbinguparoundthecurve.Themanstoppedandeyedhimsuspiciously.
“TheLadyofSpringgiveyougoodmorning,sir,”saidCazarilpolitely.Whatharmwasinit,forCazariltoSirafarmer?He’dkissedthescaly
feetoflessermenbyfar,intheabjectterrifiedslaveryofthegalleys.
Theman,afteranappraisinglook,gavehimahalfsaluteandamumbled,“B’yer’Lady.”
“Doyoulivehereabouts?”
“Aye,”themansaid.Hewasmiddle-aged,wellfed,hishoodedcoat,likeCazaril’s
shabbierone,plainbutserviceable.Hewalkedasthoughheownedthelandhestoodon,thoughprobablynotmuchmore.
“I,ah,”Cazarilpointedbackupthetrack.“I’dsteppedofftheroadamoment,totakeshelterinthatmillupthere”—noneedtogointodetailsofwhathe’dbeenshelteringfrom—“andIfoundadeadman.”
“Aye,”themansaid.
Cazarilhesitated,wishinghehadn’tdroppedhiscobble.“Youknowabouthim?”
“Sawhishorsetiedupthere,thismorning.”
“Oh.”Hemighthavegoneondowntheroadafterall,withnoharmdone.“Haveyouanyideawhothepoorfellowwas?”
Thefarmershrugged,andspat.“He’snotfromaroundhere,isallIcansay.IhadourdivineoftheTempleup,soonasIrealizedwhatsortofbaddoingshadbeengoingontherelastnight.Shetookawayallthefellow’sgoodsthatwouldcomeloose,toholdtillcalledfor.Hishorseisinmybarn.Afairtrade,aye,forthewoodandoiltospeedhimout.Thedivinesaidhedaren’tbelefttill
nightfall.”Hegesturedtothehigh-piledloadofburnableshitchedtothedonkey’sback,gavethehalterropeatug,andstartedupthetrackagain.Cazarilfellintostepbesidehim.
“Doyouhaveanyideawhatthefellowwasdoing?”askedCazaril.
“Plainenoughwhathewasdoing.”Thefarmersnorted.
“Andgotwhathedeservedforit.”
“Um…orwhohewasdoingitto?”
“Noidea.I’llleaveittotheTemple.Idowishhehadn’tdoneitonmyland.Droppinghisbadluckallover…liketohaunttheplacehereafter.I’llpurgehimwithfireandburndownthatcursedwreckofamillatthesametime,aye.No
goodtoleaveitstanding,it’stooclosetotheroad.Attracts”—heeyedCazaril—“trouble.”
Cazarilpacedalongforanothermoment.Finally,heasked,“Youplantoburnhimwithhisclotheson?”
Thefarmerstudiedhimsideways,summingupthepovertyofhisgarb.“I’mnottouchinganythingofhis.I
wouldn’thavetakenthehorse,exceptit’snocharitytoturnthepoorbeastloosetostarve.”
Cazarilsaidmorehesitantly,“WouldyoumindifItooktheclothes,then?”
“I’mnottheoneasyouneedtoask,aye?Dealwithhim.Ifyoudare.Iwon’tstopyou.”
“I’ll…helpyoulayhimout.”
Thefarmerblinked.“Now,thatwouldbewelcome.”
Cazariljudgedthefarmerwassecretlymorethanpleasedtoleavethecorpsehandlingtohim.Perforce,Cazarilhadtoleavethefarmertopileupthebiggerlogsforthepyre,builtinsidethemill,thoughheofferedafewmildsuggestionshowtoplacethemtogainthebestdraftandbemostsureoftaking
downwhatremainedofthebuilding.Hehelpedcarryinthelighterbrush.
ThefarmerwatchedfromasafedistanceasCazarilundressedthecorpse,tuggingthelayeredgarmentsoffoverthestiffenedlimbs.Themanwasswollenfurthereventhanhe’dappearedatfirst,hisabdomenpuffingoutobscenelywhenCazarilfinallypulledhisfine
embroideredcottonundershirtfromhim.Itwasratherfrightening.Butitcouldn’tbecontagionafterall,notwiththisuncannylackofsmell.Cazarilwondered,ifthebodyweren’tburnedbynightfall,ifitwaslikelytoexplodeorrupture,andifitdid,whatwouldcomeoutofit…orenterintoit.Hebundleduptheclothing,onlyalittlestained,asquicklyashecould.Theshoesweretoo
small,andheleftthem.Heandthefarmertogetherheavedthecorpseontothepyre.
Whenallwasreadied,Cazarilfelltohisknees,shuthiseyes,andchantedouttheprayerforthedead.Notknowingwhichgodhadtakenuptheman’ssoul,thoughhecouldmakeashrewdguess,headdressedallfiveoftheHolyFamilyinturn,speaking
clearlyandplainly.Allofferingsmustbeone’sbest,evenifallonehadtoofferwaswords.“MercyfromtheFatherandtheMother,mercyfromtheSisterandtheBrother,MercyfromtheBastard,fivetimesmercy,HighOnes,webeseechyou.”Whateversinsthestrangerhadcommitted,hehadsurelypaid.Mercy,HighOnes.Notjustice,please,notjustice.Wewouldallbefoolstoprayfor
justice.
Whenhe’dfinished,heclimbedstifflybacktohisfeetandlookedaround.Thoughtfully,hecollectedtheratandthecrow,andaddedtheirlittlecorpsestotheman’s,athisheadandfeet.
ItwasCazaril’sdayforthegods’ownluck,itseemed.Hewonderedwhichkinditwouldprovetobethistime.
ACOLUMNOFOILYSMOKEROSEFROMTHEBURNINGmillasCazarilstarteduptheroadtoValendaoncemore,thedeadman’sclothestiedintoatightbundleonhisback.Thoughtheywerelessfilthythantheclotheshewore,hewould,hethought,findalaundressandhavethemthoroughlycleanedbeforedonningthem.Hiscoppervaidasweredwindlingsadlyinhismind’saccounting,but
theservicesofalaundresswouldbeworththem.
He’dsleptlastnightinabarn,shiveringinthestraw,hismealahalfaloafofstalebread.Theremaininghalfhadbeenhisbreakfast.ItwasnearlythreehundredmilesfromtheportcityofZagosur,onIbra’smildcoast,tothemiddleofBaocia,centralmostprovinceofChalion.Hehadn’tbeenabletowalkthe
distancenearlyasquicklyashe’dcalculated.InZagosur,theTempleHospitaloftheMother’sMercywasdedicatedtothesuccorofmencastup,inallthevariouswaystheycouldbecastup,bythesea.Thecharitypursetheacolytestherehadgivenhimhadrunthin,thenoutaltogether,beforehe’dreachedhisgoal.Butonlyjustbefore.Onemoreday,he’dfigured,lessthanaday.
Ifhecouldjustputonefootinfrontoftheotherforonemoreday,hemightreachhisrefugeandcrawlintoit.
Whenhe’dstartedfromIbra,hisheadhadbeenfullofplansforhowtoasktheDowagerProvincaraforaplace,foroldtimes’sake,inherhousehold.Atthefootofhertable.Something,anythingatallsolongasitwasnottoohard.His
ambitionhaddwindledashe’dsloggedeastoverthemountainpassesintothecoolerheightsofthecentralplateau.Maybehercastlewarderorherhorse-masterwouldgranthimaplaceinherstables,oraplaceinherkitchen,andheneednotintrudeuponthegreatladyatall.Ifhecouldbegaplaceasascullion,hewouldn’tevenhavetogivehisrealname.Hedoubtedanyonewasleft
inherhouseholdbynowwho’dknowhimfromthecharmeddayswhenhe’dservedthelateProvincardyBaociaasapage.
Thedreamofasilent,abashedplacebythekitchenfire,nameless,notbellowedatbyanycreaturemorealarmingthanacook,foranytaskmoredreadfulthandrawingwaterorcarryingfirewood,haddrawnhim
onwardintothelastofthewinterwinds.Thevisionofrestdrovehimasanobsession,thatandtheknowledgethateverystrideputanotheryardbetweenhimselfandthenightmareofthesea.He’dbemusedhimselfforhoursonthelonelyroad,revolvingsuitablenewservilenamesforhisnew,anonymousself.Butnow,itseemed,heneednotappearbeforetheshocked
eyesofhercourtdressedinpoormen’scastoffsafterall.Instead,Cazarilbegsapeasantfortheclothesoffacorpse,andisgratefulforboththeirfavors.Is.Is.Mosthumblygrateful.Mosthumbly.
THETOWNOFVALENDATUMBLEDDOWNOVERITSlowhilllikearichquiltworkedin
redandgold,redforthetileroofs,goldforthenativestone,bothglowinginthesun.Cazarilblinkedatthedazzleofcolorinhisblurringeyes,thefamiliarhuesofhishomeland.ThehousesofIbrawereallwhitewashed,toobrightintheirhotnorthernnoons,bleachedandblinding.Thisochresandstonewastheperfectshadeforahouse,atown,acountry—acaressupontheeyes.Atthetopof
thehill,likeagoldencrownintruth,theProvincara’scastlesprawled,itscurtainwallsseemingtowaverinhisvision.Hestaredatit,daunted,foralittle,thensloggedonward,hisstepssomehowgoingfasterthanhe’dbeenabletopushthemallthislongjourney,despitetheshaking,achingwearinessofhislegs.
Itwaspastthehourforthe
markets,sothestreetswerequietandsereneashethreadedthroughthemtothemainsquare.Atthetemplegate,heapproachedanelderlywomanwholookedunlikelytotrytofollowandrobhim,andaskedhiswaytoamoneylender.Themoneylenderfilledhishandwithasatisfyingweightofcoppervaidasinexchangeforhistinyroyal,anddirectedhimtothelaundressandthe
publicbath.Hepausedonthewayonlylongenoughtobuyanoilcakefromalonestreetvendor,anddevourit.
Hepouredoutvaidasonthelaundress’scounterandnegotiatedtheloanofapairoflinendrawstringtrousersandatunic,togetherwithapairofstrawsandalsinwhichhemighttrotdownthestreetthroughthenow-mildafternoontothebaths.In
competentlyredhandsshecarriedoffallhisvileclothingandhisfilthyboots.Thebath’sbarbertrimmedhishairandbeardwhilehesat,still,inarealchair,ohwonderful.Thebathboyservedhimtea.Andthenitwasbacktothebathcourtyarditself,tostandontheflagstonesandscrubhimselfalloverwithscentedsoapandwaitforthebathboytosluicehimdownwith
abucketofwarmwater.Injoyousanticipation,Cazarileyedthehugecopper-bottomedwoodentankthatwassizedforsixmen,orwomeneveryotherday,butwhichbythehappychanceofthehourhelookedtohavealltohimself.Thebrazierunderneathkeptthewatersteaming.Hecouldsoakthereallafternoon,whilethelaundressboiledhisclothing.
Thebathboyclimbedthestoolandpouredthewateroverhishead,whileCazarilturnedandsputteredunderthestream.Heopenedhiseyestofindtheboystaringathim,mouthagape.
“Wereyou…wereyouadeserter?”theboychokedout.
Oh.Hisback,theropyredmessofscarspiledoneacross
anothersothicklyastoleavenountouchedskinbetween,legacyofthelastfloggingtheRoknarigalley-mastershadgivenhim.HereintheroyacyofChalion,armydeserterswereamongthefewcriminalspunishedsosavagelybythatparticularmeans.“No,”saidCazarilfirmly.“I’mnotadeserter.”Cast-off,certainly;betrayed,perhaps.Buthe’dneverdesertedapost,notevenhis
mostdisastrousones.
Theboysnappedhismouthshut,droppedhiswoodenbucketwithaclunk,andscamperedout.Cazarilsighed,andmadeforthetank.
He’djustloweredhisachingbodytothechinintheheavenlyheatwhenthebathownerstompedintothetinytiledcourtyard.
“Out!”theownerroared.“Outofthere,you—!”
Cazarilrecoiledinterrorasthebathmanseizedhimbythehairanddraggedhimbodilyupoutofthewater.“What?”Themanshovedhistunicandtrousersandsandalsathim,allinawad,anddraggedhimfiercelybythearmoutofthecourtyardandintothefrontoftheshop.“Here,wait,whatareyou
doing?Ican’tgonakedintothestreet!”
Thebathmanwheeledhimaround,andreleasedhimmomentarily.“Getdressed,andgetout.Irunarespectableplacehere!Notforthelikesofyou!Godowntothewhorehouse.Orbetterstill,drownyourselfintheriver!”
Dazedanddripping,Cazaril
fumbledthetunicoverhishead,yankedupthetrousers,andtriedtocramhisfeetbackintothestrawsandalswhileholdingupthepants’drawstringandbeingshovedagaintowardthedoor.Itslammedinhisfaceasheturned,realizationdawninguponhim.TheothercrimepunishedbyfloggingneartodeathintheroyacyofChalionwastherapeofavirginoraboy.Hisface
flushedhot.“Butitwasn’t—butIdidn’t—IwassoldtothecorsairsofRoknar—”
Hestoodtrembling.Heconsideredbeatingonthedoor,andinsistingthosewithinlistentohisexplanations.Oh,mypoorhonor.Thebathmanwasthebathboy’sfather,Cazarilratherguessed.
Hewaslaughing.Andcrying.
Teeteringontheraggededgeof…somethingthatfrightenedhimmorethantheoutragedbathman.Hegulpedforbreath.Hehadnotthestaminaforanargument,andevenifhecouldgetthemtolisten,whyshouldtheybelievehim?Herubbedhiseyeswiththesoftlinenofhissleeve.Ithadthatsharp,pleasantscentleftonlybythetrackofagoodhotiron.Ittumbledhimbackto
memoriesoflifeinhouses,notinditches.Itseemedathousandyearsago.
Defeated,heturnedandshuffledbackupthestreettothelaundress’sgreen-painteddooragain.Itsbellrangashepushedtimidlybackinside.
“HaveyouacornerwhereImightsit,ma’am?”heaskedher,whenshepoppedbackoutatthebell’ssummons.
“I…finishedearlierthan…”hisvoicediedinmuffledshame.
Sheshruggedsturdyshoulders.“Ah,aye.Comebackwithme.Wait.”Shedivedbelowhercounterandcameupwithasmallbook,thespanofCazaril’shandandboundinplainundyedleather.“Here’syourbook.You’reluckyIcheckedyourpockets,oritwouldbea
muckymessbynow,believeyoume.”
Startled,Cazarilpickeditup.Itmusthavelainconcealedinthethickclothofthedeadman’soutercloak;hehadn’tfeltitwhenhe’dbundledthegarmentupsohastilybackinthemill.ThisoughttogotothatdivineoftheTemple,withtherestofthedeadman’spossessions.Well,I’mnotwalkingitbackthere
tonight,that’scertain.Hewouldreturnitassoonashewasable.
Fornow,hemerelysaid,“Thankyou,ma’am,”tothelaundress,andfollowedherintoacentralcourtwithadeepwell,similartoherneighbor’softhebathhouse,whereafirekeptacauldronontheboil,andaquartetofyoungwomenscrubbedandsplashedatthelaundrytubs.
Shegesturedhimtoabenchbythewallandhesatdownoutofrangeofthesplashes,staringawhileinakindofdisembodiedblissatthepeaceful,busyscene.Timewashewouldhavescornedtoeyeatroupeofred-facedpeasantgirls,savinghisglancesforthefineladies.Howhadheneverrealizedhowbeautifullaundresseswere?Strongandlaughing,movinglikeadance,and
kind,sokind,sokind…
Finally,hishandmovedinreawakenedcuriositytolookinthebook.Itmightbearthedeadman’sname,solvingamystery.Heflippeditopentodiscoveritspagescoveredinathicketofhandwriting,withoccasionallittlescratchydiagrams.Entirelyinacipher.
Heblinked,andbentmore
closely,hiseyebeginningtotakethecipherapartalmostdespitehisownvolition.Itwasmirror-writing.Andwithasubstitution-of-letterssystem—thosecouldbetedioustobreakdown.Butthechanceofashortword,threetimesrepeatedonthepage,handedhimhiskey.Themerchanthadchosenthemostchildishofciphers,merelyshiftingeachletteronepositionandnottroubling
toshufflehispatternthereafter.Exceptthat…thiswasn’tintheIbranlanguagespoken,initsvariousdialects,intheroyaciesofIbra,Chalion,andBrajar.ItwasinDarthacan,spokeninthesouthernmostprovincesofIbraandgreatDarthacabeyondthemountains.Andtheman’shandwritingwasdreadful,hisspellingworse,andhiscommandofDarthacangrammar
apparentlyalmostnonexistent.ThiswasgoingtobeharderthanCazarilhadthought.Hewouldneedpaperandpen,aquietplace,time,andagoodlight,ifhewastomakeheadortailofthismess.Well,itmighthavebeenworse.ItmighthavebeencipheredinbadRoknari.
Itwasalmostcertainlytheman’snotesonhismagicexperiments,however.That
muchCazarilcouldtell.Enoughtoconvictandhanghim,ifhehadn’tbeendeadalready.Thepunishmentsforpracticing—no,forattempting—deathmagicwereferocious.Punishmentforsucceedingwasgenerallyconsideredredundant,astherewasnocaseCazarilknewofamagicalassassinationthathadnotcostthelifeofitscaster.Whateverthelinkwasbywhichthe
practitionerforcedtheBastardtoletoneofhisdemonsintotheworld,italwaysreturnedwithtwosoulsornone.
Thatbeingso,thereshouldhavebeenanothercorpsemadesomewhereinBaocialastnight….Byitsnature,deathmagicwasn’tverypopular.Itdidnotallowsubstitutionsorproxiesinitsdouble-edgedscything.To
killwastobekilled.Knife,sword,poison,cudgel,almostanyothermeanswasabetterchoiceifonewantedtosurviveone’sownmurderouseffort.But,indelusionordesperation,menstillattempteditfromtimetotime.Thisbookmustdefinitelybetakenbacktothatruraldivine,forhertopassalongtowhateversuperiorofthegods’Templeendedupinvestigatingthe
casefortheroyacy.Cazaril’sbrowwrinkled,andhesatup,closingthefrustratingvolume.
Thewarmsteam,therhythmofthewomen’sworkandvoices,andCazaril’sexhaustiontemptedhimtolieonhisside,curleduponthebenchwiththebookpillowedunderhischeek.Hewouldjustclosehiseyesforamoment…
Hewokewithastartandacrickinhisneck,hisfingersclosingaroundanunexpectedweightofwool…oneofthelaundresseshadthrownablanketoverhim.Aninvoluntarysighofgratitudeescapedhisthroatatthiscarelessgrace.Hescrambledupright,checkingthelayofthelight.Thecourtyardwasnearlyallinshadownow.Hemusthavesleptformostoftheafternoon.Thesound
wakinghimhadbeenthethumpofhiscleanedand,tothelimittheywouldtakeit,polishedboots,droppedfromthelaundress’shand.ShesetthepileofCazaril’sfoldedclothing,fineanddisreputableboth,onthebenchnexttohim.
Rememberingthebathboy’sreaction,Cazarilaskedtimorously,“HaveyouaroomwhereImightdress,
ma’am?”Privately.
Shenoddedcordiallyandledhimtoamodestbedroomatthebackofthehouse,andlefthim.Westernlightpouredthroughthelittlewindow.Cazarilsortedhiscleanlaundry,andeyedwithaversiontheshabbyclotheshe’dbeenwearingforweeks.Anovalmirroronastandinthecorner,theroom’srichestornament,decidedhim.
Tentatively,withanotherprayerofthankstothespiritofthedepartedmanwhoseunexpectedheirhehadbecome,hedonnedcleancottontrews,thefineembroideredshirt,thebrownwoolrobe—warmfromtheiron,thoughtheseamswerestillatrifledamp—andfinallytheblackvest-cloakthatfellinarichprofusionofclothandglintofsilvertohisankles.Thedeadman’s
clotheswerelongenough,iflooseonCazaril’sgauntframe.Hesatonthebedandpulledonhisboots,theirheelslopsidedandtheirsolesworntoscarcelymorethanthethicknessofparchment.Hehadnotseenhimselfinanymirrorlargerorbetterthanapieceofpolishedsteelfor…threeyears?Thisonewasglass,andtiltedtoshowhimselfquitehalfatatime,fromheadtofoot.
Astrangerstaredbackathim.Fivegods,whendidmybeardgopart-gray?Hetoucheditsshort-trimmedneatnesswithatremblinghand.Atleasthisnewlyscissoredhairhadnotbeguntoretreatfromhisforehead,much.IfCazarilhadtoguesshimselfmerchant,lord,orscholarinthisdress,hewouldhavetosayscholar;oneofthemorefanaticsort,hollow-eyedandalittlecrazed.Thegarments
wantedchainsofgoldorsilver,seals,afinebeltwithstudsorjewels,thickringswithgleamingstones,toproclaimhimanyrankhigher.Andyettheflowinglinessuitedhim,hefancied.Hestoodalittlestraighter.
Inanycase,theroadsidevagabondhadvanished.Inanycase…herewasnotamantobegascullion’splacefromacastlecook.
He’dplannedtobuyanight’sbedinaninnwiththelastofhisvaidasandpresenthimselftotheProvincarainthemorning.Uneasily,hewonderedifgossipfromthebathmanhadgottenroundtownveryfaryet.Andifhewouldbedeniedentrytoanysafeandrespectablehouse….
Now,tonight.Go.Hewouldclimbtothecastleandfindoutifhemightclaimrefuge
ornot.Icannotbearanothernightofnotknowing.Beforethelightfailed.Beforemyheartfails.
Hetuckedthenotebookbackintotheinsidepocketoftheblackvest-cloakthathadapparentlyconcealeditbefore.Leavingthevagabond’sclothinginapileonthebed,heturnedandstrodefromtheroom.
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Asheclimbedthelastslopetothemaincastlegate,Cazarilregrettedhe’dhadnowaytoprovisionhimselfwithasword.Thetwoguardsinthegreen-and-blackliveryoftheprovincarofBaociawatchedhisunarmed
approachwithoutalarm,butalsowithoutanyofthealertinterestthatmightpresagerespect.Cazarilsalutedtheonewearingthesergeant’sbadgeinhishatwithonlyanaustere,calculatednod.Theservilityhe’dpracticedinhismindwasforsomebackgate,notthisone,notifheexpectedtogetanyfarther.Atleast,bythecourtesyofhislaundress,he’dbeenabletoprovisionhimselfwiththe
rightnames.
“Goodevening,Sergeant.Iamheretoseethecastlewarder,theSerdyFerrej.IamLupedyCazaril.”Leavingthesergeanttoguess,preferablywrongly,ifhe’dbeensummoned.
“Onwhatbusiness,sir?”thesergeantasked,politebutunimpressed.
Cazaril’sshouldersstraightened;hedidn’tknowfromwhatunusedlumberroominthebackofhissoulthevoicecame,butitcameoutclippedandcommandingnonetheless:“Onhisbusiness,Sergeant.”
Automatically,thesergeantsaluted.“Yes,sir.”Hisnodtoldoffhisfellowtostaysharp,andhegesturedCazariltofollowhimthroughthe
opengate.“Thisway,sir.I’llaskifthewarderwillseeyou.”
Cazaril’sheartwrungashestaredaroundthebroadcobbledcourtyardinsidethecastlegates.He’dwornouthowmuchshoeleather,scamperingacrossthesestonesonerrandsforthehighhousehold?Themasterofthepageshadcomplainedofbankruptcyinbuskins,tillthe
Provincara,laughing,hadinquiredifhewouldtrulypreferalazypagewhowouldwearouttheseatofhistrousersinstead,forifso,shecouldfindafewtoplaguehimwith.
Shestillranherhouseholdwithakeeneyeandafirmhand,itappeared.Theliveriesoftheguardswereinexcellentcondition,thecobblesofthisyardwere
sweptclean,andthesmallbaretreesintubs,flankingthemajordoorways,hadflowersforcedfrombulbsgracingtheirfeet,bloomingbrightandfairandperfectlytimedfortheDaughter’sDaycelebrationtomorrow.
TheguardgesturedCazariltowaituponabenchagainstawallstillblessedlywarmfromtheday’ssun,whilehewenttothesidedoorleading
totheofficequarters,andspoketoahouseservanttherewhomight,ormightnot,turnoutthewarderforthisstranger.He’dnotpacedhalfwaybacktohispostbeforehiscomradestuckhisheadaroundthegatetocall,“Theroysereturns!”
Thesergeantturnedhisheadtowardtheservants’quarterstotakeupthebellow,“Theroysereturns!Looksharp,
there!”andquickenedhismarch.
Groomsandservantstumbledfromvariousdoorsaroundthecourtyardasaclatterofhoovesandhalloingvoicessoundedfromoutsidethegates.Firstthroughthestonearches,withaself-suppliedfanfareofunladylikebuttriumphantwhoops,rodeapairofyoungwomenonblowinghorsesbelly-
splashedwithmud.
“Wewin,Teidez!”thefirstcalledoverhershoulder.Shewasdressedinaridingjacketofbluevelvet,withamatchingbluewoolsplitskirt.Herhairescapedfromunderagirl’slacecap,somewhataskew,inringletsneitherblondnorredbutasortofglowingamberintheshaftofsettingsunlight.Shehadagenerousmouth,pale
skin,andcuriouslyheavy-liddedeyes,squeezednowwithlaughter.Hertallercompanion,apantingbrunetteinred,grinnedandtwistedinhersaddleastherestofthecavalcadefollowed.
Anevenyoungergentleman,inashortscarletjacketworkedwithbeastsinsilverthread,followedonanevenmoreimpressivehorse,
glossyblackwithsilkentailbannering.Hewasflankedbytwowooden-facedgrooms,andfollowedbyafrowninggentleman.Hesharedhis—sister’s?yes,surely—curlyhair,ashaderedder,andwidemouth,morepouting.“Theracewasoveratthebottomofthehill,Iselle.Youcheated.”
ShemadeanOh,poohfaceatherroyalbrother.Beforethe
scramblingservantcouldpositiontheladies’mountingbenchhewastryingtobringtoher,sheslidfromhersaddle,bouncingonherbootedtoes.
Herdark-hairedcompanionalsoprecededhergroomtothedismountandhandedoffherreinstohim,saying,“Givethesepoorbeastsanextrawalk,tilltheyarequitecool,Deni.Wehavemisused
themterribly.”Somewhatbelyingherwords,shegaveherhorseakissonthemiddleofitswhiteblaze,and,asitnudgedherwithpracticedassurance,slippeditsometreatfromherpocket.
Lastthroughthegate,acoupleofminutesbehind,cameared-facedolderwoman.“Iselle,Betriz,slowdown!MotherandDaughter,yougirlscannotgallopover
halfthehinterlandofValendalikeapairoflunatics!”
“Wearesloweddown.Indeed,we’restopped,”thedark-hairedgirlpointedoutlogically.“Wecannotoutrunyourtongue,goodheart,nomatterhowwetry.ItistoofastforthespeediesthorseinBaocia.”
Theolderwomanmadeamoueofexasperationand
waitedforhergroomtopositionhermountingbench.“Yourgrandmotherboughtyouthatlovelywhitemule,Royesse,whydon’tyoueverridehim?Itwouldbesomuchmoresuitable.”
“Andsomuchmoresloooow,”theamber-hairedgirl,laughing,shotback.“Andanyway,poorSnowflakeisallwashedandbraidedfortheprocession
tomorrow.ThegroomswouldhavebeenheartbrokenifI’dtakenhimoutandrunhimthroughthemud.Theyplantokeephimwrappedinsheetsallnight.”
Wheezing,theolderwomanallowedhergroomtohelpherdismount.Afootagain,sheshookoutherskirtedlegsandstretchedherapparentlyachingback.Theboydepartedinaclusterof
anxiousservants,andthetwoyoungwomen,uncrushedbytheirwaitingwoman’scontinuingmurmurofcomplaint,racedeachothertothedoortothemainkeep.Shefollowed,shakingherhead.
Astheyapproachedthedoor,astoutishmiddle-agedmaninsevereblackwoolexited,andremarkedtotheminpassing,inavoicewithoutrancorbut
perfectlyfirm,“Betriz,ifeveryougallopyourhorsehomeuphilllikethatagain,Iwilltakehimfromyou.Andyoucanuseupyourexcessiveenergyrunningaftertheroyesseonfoot.”
Shedroppedhimaswiftcurtsey,andadauntedmurmurof,“Yes,Papa.”
Theamber-hairedgirlcameinstantlytoattention.“Please
excuseBetriz,SerdyFerrej.Thefaultwasmine.WhereIled,shehadnochoicebuttofollow.”
Hisbrowtwitched,andhegaveheralittlebow.“Thenyoumightmeditate,Royesse,onwhathonoracaptaincanclaim,whodragshisfollowersintoanerrorwhenheknowshewillhimselfescapethepunishment.”
Theamber-hairedgirl’swidelipstwistedatthis.Afteralongglanceupunderherlashes,she,too,droppedhimafractionofacurtsey,beforebothgirlsescapedfurtherchastisementbydodgingindoors.Themaninblackheavedasigh.Thewaitingwoman,laboringafterthem,casthimanodofthanks.
Evenwithoutthesecues,Cazarilcouldhaveidentified
themanasthecastlewarderbytheclinkofkeysathissilver-studdedbelt,andthechainofofficearoundhisneck.Heroseatonceasthemanapproachedhim,andessayedacursedlyawkwardbow,pulledshortbyhisadhesions.“SerdyFerrej?MynameisLupedyCazaril.IbeganaudienceoftheDowagerProvincara,if…ifitisherpleasure.”Hisvoicefalteredunderthewarder’s
frown.
“Idonotknowyou,sir,”saidthewarder.
“Bythegods’grace,theProvincaramayrememberme.Iwasonceapage,here”—hegesturedaroundratherblindly—“inthishousehold.Whentheoldprovincarwasalive.”Theclosestthingtoahomehehadleft,hesupposed.Cazaril
wasunutterablywearyofbeingastrangereverywhere.
Thegraybrowsrose.“IwillinquireiftheProvincarawillseeyou.”
“That’sallIask.”Allhedaredask.Hesankbacktohisbench,andwoundhisfingerstogether,asthewarderstumpedbackintothemainkeep.
Afterseveralmiserableminutesofsuspense,staredatsidelongbypassingservants,Cazarillookedupatthewarder’sreturn.DyFerrejeyedhimwithbemusement.
“HerGracetheProvincaragrantsyouaninterview.Followme.”
Hisbodyhadstiffened,sittinginthegatheringchill;Cazarilstumbledalittle,andcursed
hisstumble,ashefollowedthewarderindoors.Hescarcelyneededaguide.Theplanoftheplacecamebacktohim,tumblingthroughhismemorywitheveryturning.Throughthishall,acrossthoseblue-and-yellow-patternedtiles,upthisstairandthatone,throughawhitewashedinnerchamber,andthentheroomonthewesternwallshe’dalwaysfavoredforsittinginthistime
ofday,withthebestlightforherseamstresses,orforreading.Hehadtoduckhisheadalittlethroughitslowdoor,ashe’dneverhadtobefore;itseemedtheonlychange.Butnotachangeinthedoor.
“Hereisthemanasyoubade,yourgrace,”thewarderannouncedCazarilneutrally,decliningtoeitherendorseordenyhisclaimedidentity.
TheDowagerProvincarawasseatedinawidewoodenchair,madesoftforheragingboneswithcushions.Sheworeasoberdarkgreengownsuitabletoherhigh-rankedwidowhood,butdeclinedawidow’scap,choosinginsteadtohavehergrayinghairbraideduparoundherheadintwoknotsandtwinedwithgreenribbons,lockedwithjeweledclasps.Shehadaladycompanionalmostas
oldasherselfseatedbyherside,awidowalso,judgingbythegarbofalaydedicatoftheTemplethatshewore.ThecompanionclutchedherneedleworkandregardedCazarilwithanuntrustingfrown.
Prayinghisbodywouldnotbetrayhimnowwithsometwitchorstumble,Cazarilleveredhimselfdownontoonekneebeforeherchairand
bowedhisheadinrespectfulgreeting.Herclotheswerescentedwithlavender,andadryold-womansmell.Helookedup,searchingherfaceforsomesignofrecognition.Ifshedidnotknowhimnow,thennoonehewouldbecomeintruth,andswiftly.
Shegazedback,andbitherlipinwonder.“Fivegods,”shemurmuredsoftly.“Itreallyisyou.Mylorddy
Cazaril.Ibidyouwelcometomyhouse.”Sheheldoutherhandforhimtokiss.
Heswallowed,almostgasping,andbenthisheadoverit.Once,ithadbeenfineandwhite,thenailsperfectandpearl-rubbed.Nowtheknucklesstoodout,andthethinskinwasbrown-spotted,thoughthenailswerestillaswellkeptaswhenshe’dbeenamatroninherprime.She
didnot,bythesmallestjerk,reacttothecoupleoftearshedroppedhelplesslyuponitsback,butherlipscurvedupalittle.Herhanddriftedfromhislightgrasptotouchhisbeardandtraceoneofthegraystreaks.“Dearme,Cazaril,haveIgrownthatold?”
Heblinkedrapidlyupather.Hewouldnot,hewouldnotbreakdownweepinglikean
overwroughtchild…“Ithasbeenalongtime,YourGrace.”
“Tsk.”Herhandturned,andthedryfingerstappedhimonthecheek.“ThatwasyourcuetosayIhaven’tchangedabit.Didn’tIteachyouhowtolietoaladybetterthanthat?IhadnoideaIwassoremiss.”Withperfectcomposure,sheretrievedherhandandnoddedtoher
companion.
“MayImakeyouknowntomycousin,theLadydyHueltar.Tessa,mayIpresentmylordtheCastillardyCazaril.”
FromthecornerofhiseyeCazarilsawthewarder,withabreathofrelief,relaxhisguard,foldinghisarmsandleaningagainstthedoorframe.Stillonhisknee,
Cazarilmadeaclumsybowinthededicat’sdirection.
“Youareallkindness,YourGrace,butasInolongerholdCazaril,noritskeep,noranyofmyfather’slands,Idonotclaimhistitleeither.”
“Don’tbefoolish,Castillar.”Beneathherbanteringtone,hervoicesharpened.“MydearProvincarisdeadthesetenyears,butI’llseethe
Bastard’sdemonseatthefirstmanwhodarestocallmeanythinglessthanProvincara.Wehavewhatwecanhold,dearboy,andneverletthemseeyouflinchorfalter.”
Besideher,thededicatstiffenedindisapprovalofthesebluntwords,ifnot,perhaps,ofthesentimentbehindthem.Cazariljudgeditimprudenttopointoutthatthetitlebyrightnow
belongedtotheProvincara’sdaughter-in-law.Hersonthepresentprovincarandhiswifelikelyjudgeditimprudent,too.
“Youwillalwaysbethegreatladytome,YourGrace,whomweworshippedfromafar,”Cazariloffered.
“Better,”sheapprovedjudiciously.“Muchbetter.Idolikeamanwhocanpull
hiswitsabouthim.”Shewavedatherwarder.“DyFerrej,fetchthecastillarachair.Oneforyourself,too;youloomlikeacrowthere.”
Thewarder,apparentlyaccustomedtosuchaddresses,smiledandmurmured,“Certainly,YourGrace.”HepulledupacarvedchairforCazaril,withagratifyingmurmurofWillmylordbeseated?,and
retrievedanotherforhimselffromthenextchamber,placingitalittleapartfromhisladyandherguest.
Cazarilscrambledupandsankdownagaininblessedcomfort.Heventuredtentatively,“WasthattheroyseandroyesseIsawcomeinfromridingasIarrived,YourGrace?Ishouldnothavetroubledyouwithmyintrusion,hadIknownyou
hadsuchvisitors.”Hewouldnothavedared.
“Notvisiting,Castillar.Theyarelivingherewithmefornow.Valendaisaquiet,cleantown,and…mydaughterisnotentirelywell.Itsuitshertoretirehere,afterthetoo-hecticcourt.”Awearylookflickeredinhereyes.
Fivegods,theLadyIstawashereaswell?TheDowager
RoyinaIsta,Cazarilhastilycorrectedthisthought.WhenhehadfirstcometoserveBaocia,asunformedalarvaasanyboyoflikedegree,theProvincara’syoungestdaughterIstahadseemedalreadyagrownwoman,thoughonlyafewyearsolderthanhimself.Fortunately,evenatthatfoolishage,he’dnotbeensofoolishastoconfidehishopelessinfatuationofhertoanyone
else.HerhighmarriagesoonaftertoRoyaIashimself—herfirst,hissecond—-hadseemedherbeauty’sproperdestiny,despitetheroyalcouple’sdisparityofage.CazarilsupposedIsta’searlywidowhoodmighthavebeenexpected,thoughnotasearlyasithadproved.
TheProvincarabrushedasideherfatiguewithanimpatientflashofherfingers,and
followedwitha,“Andwhatofyourself?ThelastIheardofyou,youwereridingcourierfortheprovincarofGuarida.”
“Thatwas…someyearsago,YourGrace.”
“Howdidyoucomehere?”Shelookedhimover,herbrowsdrawingdown.“Whereisyoursword?”
“Oh,that.”Hishandvaguelytouchedhisside,whereneitherbeltnorswordhung.“Ilostitat…WhentheMarchdyJironalledRoyaOrico’sforcesuptothenorthcoastforthewintercampaignthese…three?yes,threeyearsago,hemademecastlewarderofthefortressatGotorget.ThendyJironalhadthatunfortunatereversal…weheldthekeepninemonthsagainsttheRoknariforces.
Theusual,youknow.IsweartherewasnotaratleftunroastedinGotorgetwhenthewordcamethroughthatdyJironalhadmadetreatyagain,andwewereorderedtolaydownourarmsandmarchout,andturnthefortressovertoourfoes.”Heofferedupabrief,unfeltsmile;hislefthandcurledinhislap.“Formyconsolation,IwasinformedourfortresscosttheRoknariprinceanextrathree
hundredthousandroyals,inthetreatytent.Plusconsiderablymoreinthefieldthatnine-month,Icalculate.”Poorconsolation,fortheliveswespent.“TheRoknarigeneralclaimedmyfather’ssword;hesaidhewasgoingtohangitinhistent,toremembermeby.SothatwasthelastIsawofmyblade.Afterthat…”Cazaril’svoice,growingstrongerthroughthisreminiscence,faltered.He
clearedhisthroat,andbeganagain.“Therewasanerror,somemix-up.Whenthelistofmentoberansomedarrived,togetherwiththechestsofroyals,mynamehadbeenleftoffitsomehow.TheRoknariquartermastersworetherewasnomistake,becausetheamountscountedoutevenlywiththenames,but…therewassomemistake.Allmyofficerswererescued…Iwasputinwith
theunransomedmen,andwewereallmarchedtoVisping,tobesoldtotheRoknaricorsairmastersasgalleyslaves.”
TheProvincaradrewinherbreath.Thewarder,whohadbeenleaningfartherandfartherforwardinhisseatduringthisrecital,burstout,“Youprotested,surely!”
“Oh,fivegods,yes.I
protestedallthewaytoVisping.Iwasstillprotestingastheydraggedmeupthegangplankandchainedmetomyoar.Ikeptprotestingtillweputtosea,andthenI…learnednotto.”Hesmiledagain.Itfeltlikeaclown’smask.Happily,nooneseizedonthatweakerror.
“Iwasononeshiporanotherfor…foralongtime.”Nineteenmonths,eightdays,
hehadcounteditoutlater.Atthetime,hecouldnothavetoldonedayfromthenext.“AndthenIhadthegreatestpieceofgoodfortune,formycorsairranafoulofafleetoftheroyaofIbra,outonmaneuvers.IassureyouIbra’svolunteersrowedbetterthanwedid,andtheysoonranusdown.”
Twomenhadbeenbeheadedintheirchainsbythe
increasinglydesperateRoknari,fordeliberately—oraccidentally—foulingtheiroars.OneofthemhadbeensittingnearCazaril,hisbenchmateformonths.Someofthespurtingbloodhadgotinhismouth;hecouldstillhalftasteit,whenhemadethemistakeofthinkingofit.Hecouldtasteitnow.Whenthecorsairwastaken,theIbranshadtrailedtheRoknari,somestillhalf-alive,
behindtheshiponropesmadeoftheirownguts,tillthegreatfisheshadeatenthem.Someofthefreedgalleyslaveshadhelpedrow,withawill.Cazarilcouldnot.ThatlastflayinghadbroughthimwithinhoursofbeingcastoverboardbytheRoknarigalleymasterasbrokenanduseless.He’dsatonthedeck,musclestwitchinguncontrollably,andwept.
“ThegoodIbransputmeashoreinZagosur,whereIfellillforafewmonths.Youknowhowitiswithmenwhenalongstrainisremovedofasudden.Theycangrow…ratherchildish.”Hesmiledapologeticallyaroundtheroom.Forhim,ithadbeencollapseandfever,tillhisbackhalfhealed;thendysentery;thenanague.And,throughoutitall,theboutsofinconsolableweeping.He’d
weptwhenanacolyteofferedhimdinner.Whenthesuncameout.Whenthesunwentin.Whenacatstartledhim.Whenhewasledtobed.Oratanytime,fornocause.“TheTempleHospitaloftheMother’sMercytookmein.WhenIfeltalittlebetter”—whentheweepinghadtailedmostlyoff,andtheacolyteshaddecidedhewasnotmad,merelynervous—“theygavemealittlemoney,andI
walkedhere.Iwasthreeweeksontheroad.”
Theroomwasdeadsilent.
Helookedup,toseethattheProvincara’slipshadgonetightwithanger.Terrorwrenchedhisemptystomach.“ItwastheonlyplaceIcouldthinkof!”heexcusedhimselfhastily.“I’msorry.I’msorry.”
Thewarderblewouthisbreathandsatback,staringatCazaril.Theladycompanion’seyeswerewide.
Inavibratingvoice,theProvincaradeclared,“YouaretheCastillardyCazaril.Theyshouldhavegivenyouahorse.Theyshouldhavegivenyouanescort.”
Cazaril’shandsflappedinfrighteneddenial.“No,no,
mylady!Itwas…itwasenough.”Well,almost.Herealized,afteranunsteadyblink,thatherangerwasn’tathim.Oh.Histhroattightened,andtheroomblurred.No,notagain,nothere…Hehurriedon.“Iwishedtoplacemyselfinyourservice,lady,ifyoucanfindanyuseforme.IadmitI…can’tdomuch.Justnow.”
TheProvincarasatback,her
chinrestinglightlyonherhand,andstudiedhim.Afteramoment,shesaid,“Youusedtoplaytheluteverypleasantly,whenyouwereapage.”
“Uh…”Cazaril’scrooked,callusedhandstriedtohidethemselvesineachotherforaspasmodicinstant.Hesmiledinrenewedapology,anddisplayedthembrieflyonhisknees.“Ithinknotnow,my
lady.”
Sheleanedforward;hergazerestedforamomentonhishalf-mangledleft.“Isee.”Shesatbackagain,pursingherlips.“Irememberyoureadallthebooksinmyhusband’slibrary.Themasterofthepageswasalwayscomplainingofyouforthat.Itoldhimtoleaveyoualone.Youaspiredtobeapoet,asIrecall.”
Cazarilwasnotsurehisrighthandcouldclosearoundapen,atpresent.“IbelieveChalionwassavedfromadealofbadpoetry,whenIwentofftowar.”
Sheshruggedhershoulders.“Come,come,Castillar,youquitedauntmewithyourofferofservice.I’mnotsurepoorValendahaspostsenoughtooccupyyou.You’vebeenacourtier—a
captain—acastlewarder—acourier—”
“Ihaven’tbeenacourtiersincebeforeRoyaIasdied,mylady.Asacaptain…IhelpedlosethebattleofDalus.”AndrottedfornearlyayearinthedungeonsoftheroyacyofBrajar,thereafter.“Asacastlewarder,well,welostthesiege.Asacourier,Iwasnearlyhangedasaspy.Twice.”Hebrooded.And
threetimesputtothetortureinviolationofparley.“Now…now,well,Iknowhowtorowboats.Andfivewaysofpreparingadishofrats.”
Icouldrelishamightydishofratrightnow,infact.
Hedidnotknowwhatshereadinhisface,forallthathersharpoldeyesprobedhim.Perhapsitwas
exhaustion,buthehopeditwashunger.Hewasfairlysureitwashunger,forsheatlastsmiledcrookedly.
“Thencometosupperwithus,Castillar,thoughI’mafraidmycookcannotofferyourat.Theyarenotinseason,inpeacefulValenda.Ishallthinkonyourpetition.”
Henoddedmutethanks,nottrustinghisvoicetonot
break.
ITBEINGSTILLWINTER,THEMAINMEALOFTHEhousehold’sdayhadbeentakenatnoon,formally,inthegreathall.Theeveningsupperwasalighterrepast,featuring,bytheProvincara’seconomy,theleftoverbreadsandmeatsfromnoon,butbyherpride,theverybestofthem,supplementedbyagenerouslibationofher
excellentwines.Intheshimmeringheatofthehighplainssummer,theprocedurewouldbereversed;nuncheonwouldbelightfare,andthemainmealtakenafternightfall,whenBaociansofalldegreestooktotheircoolercourtyardstoeatbylanternlight.
Theysatdownonlyeight,inanintimatechamberinanewbuildingquitenearthe
kitchens.TheProvincaratookthecenterofthetable,andplacedCazarilonherhonoredright.CazarilwasdauntedtofindtheRoyesseIselleonhisotherside,andtheRoyseTeidezacrossfromher.Hetookheartagainwhentheroysechosetowhileawaythewaitforalltobeseatedbyflickingbread-ballsathisoldersister,amaneuversternlysuppressedbyhisgrandmother.Aretaliatory
gleamintheroyesse’seyewasonlysidetracked,Cazariljudged,bysometimelydistractionfromhercompanionBetriz,seatedacrossandalittledownfromhim.
LadyBetrizsmiledacrosstheboardatCazarilinfriendlycuriosity,revealinganelusivedimple,andseemedabouttospeak,butthentheservantpassedamongthemwitha
basinforhand-washing.Thewarmwaterwasscentedwithverbena.Cazaril’shandsshookashedippedandwipedthemonthefinelinentowel,aweaknessheconcealedassoonashemightbyhidingtheminhislap.Thechairdirectlyacrossfromhimremainedempty.
Cazarilnoddedtoit,andaskedtheProvincaradiffidently,“Willthe
dowagerroyinabejoiningus,YourGrace?”
Herlipspressedclosed.“Istaisnotwellenoughtonight,unfortunately.She…takesmostofhermealsinherchamber.”
Cazarilquelledamomentofunease,andresolvedtoasksomeoneelse,later,exactlywhattroubledtheroyseandroyesse’smother.Thatbrief
compressionsuggestedsomethingchronic,orlingering,ortoopainfultobediscussed.HerlongwidowhoodhadsparedIstathefurtherdangersofchildbirththatwerethebaneofyoungwomen,butthentherewereallthosefrighteningfemaledisordersthatovertookmatrons…AsRoyaIas’ssecondwife,Istahadbeenwedinhismiddleagewhenhissonandheir
Oricowasalreadyfull-grown.InthelittletimeCazarilhadbeenatthecourtofChalion,yearsago,hehadwatchedheronlyfromadiscreetdistance;she’dseemedhappy,thelightoftheroya’seyewhenthemarriagewasnew.IashaddotedupontoddlerIselleanduponTeidez,ababeinthenurse’sarms.
Theirhappinesshadbeendarkenedduringthe
unfortunatetragedyofLorddyLutez’streason,which,mostobserversagreed,hadhastenedtheagingroya’sdeathbygrief.Cazarilcouldn’thelpwonderingiftheillnessthathadevidentlydrivenRoyinaIstafromherstepson’scourthadanyunfortunatepoliticalelements.ButthenewroyaOricohadbeenrespectfulofhisstepmother,andkindtohishalfsiblings,byall
reports.
Cazarilclearedhisthroattocoverthegrowlingofhisstomachandgaveattentiontotheroyse’ssuperiorgentleman-tutor,onthefarendofthetablebeyondLadyBetriz.TheProvincara,witharegalnodofherhead,desiredhimtoleadtheprayertotheHolyFamilyblessingtheapproachingmeal.Cazarilhopeditwasapproaching
rapidly.ThemysteryoftheemptychairwassolvedwhenthecastlewarderSerdyFerrejhurriedinlate,andmadebriefapologiesallroundbeforeseatinghimself.
“IwascaughtbythedivineoftheOrderoftheBastard,”heexplainedasbread,meat,anddriedfruitwerepassed.
Cazaril,hard-pressednottofallonhisfoodlikeastarving
dog,madeapolitelyinquiringnoise,andtookhisfirstbite.
“Themostearnestlylong-windedyoungman,”dyFerrajexpanded.
“Whatdoeshewantnow?”askedtheProvincara.“Moredonationsforthefoundlinghospital?Wesentdownaloadlastweek.Thecastleservantsarerefusingtogiveupanymoreoftheirold
clothes.”
“Wetnurses,”saiddyFerrej,chewing.
TheProvincarasnorted.“Notfrommyhousehold!”
“No,buthewantedmetopassthewordthattheTemplewaslooking.Hewashopingsomeonemighthaveafemalerelativewhowouldbemovedtopiouscharity.Theyhad
anotherbabeleftattheposternlastweek,andhe’sexpectingmore.It’sthetimeofyear,apparently.”
TheOrderoftheBastard,bythelogicofitstheology,classifiedunwantedbirthsamongthethings-out-of-seasonthatwerethegod’smandate:includingbastards—naturally—andchildrenbereftofparentsuntimelyyoung.TheTemple’s
foundlinghospitalsandorphanageswereoneoftheorder’smainconcerns.Inall,Cazarilthoughtthatagodwhowassupposedtocommandalegionofdemonsoughttohaveaneasiertimeshakingoutdonationsforhisgoodworks.
Cautiously,Cazarilwateredhiswine;acrimetotreatthisvintageso,butonhisemptystomachitwassuretogo
straighttohishead.TheProvincaranoddedapprovinglyathim,butthenenteredintoanargumentwithherladycousinonthesamesubject,emergingpartiallytriumphantwithhalfaglassofwineundiluted.
SerdyFerrejcontinued,“Thedivinehadagoodstory,though;guesswhodiedlastnight?”
“Who,Papa?”saidLadyBetrizhelpfully.
“SerdyNaoza,thecelebratedduelist.”
ItwasnotanameCazarilrecognized,buttheProvincarasniffed.“Abouttime.Ghastlyman.Ididnotreceivehim,thoughIsupposetherewerefoolsenoughwhodid.Didhefinallyunderestimateavictim—I
mean,opponent?”
“That’swherethestorygetsinteresting.Hewasapparentlyassassinatedbydeathmagic.”Nobadraconteur,dyFerrejquaffedwinewhiletheshockedmurmurranaroundthetable.Cazarilfrozeinmid-chew.
“IstheTemplegoingtotrytosolvethemystery?”askedRoyesseIselle.
“Nomysterytoit,thoughIgatheritwasratheratragedy.Aboutayearago,dyNaozawasjostledinthestreetbytheonlysonofaprovincialwoolmerchant,withtheusualresult.Well,dyNaozaclaimeditforaduel,ofcourse,buttherewerethoseonthescenewhosaiditwasbloodymurder.Somehow,noneofthemcouldbefoundtotestifywhentheboy’sfathertriedtotakedyNaoza
tojustice.Therewassomequestionabouttheprobityofthejudge,too,itwasrumored.”
TheProvincaratsked.Cazarildaredtoswallow,andsay,“Dogoon.”
Encouraged,thecastlewardercontinued,“Themerchantwasawidower,andtheboynotjustanonlyson,butanonlychild.Justabouttobe
married,too,toturntheknife.Deathmagicisanuglybusiness,true,butIcan’thelphavingaspotofsympathyforthepoormerchant.Well,richmerchant,Isuppose,butinanycase,fartoooldtotrainuptothedegreeofswordsmanshiprequiredtoremovesomeonelikedyNaoza.Sohefellbackonwhathethoughtwashisonlyrecourse.Spentthenextyearstudyingtheblackarts—
wherehefoundallhisloreisagoodpuzzlefortheTemple,mindyou—lettinghisbusinessgo,Iwastold—andthen,lastnight,tookhimselfofftoanabandonedmillaboutsevenmilesfromValenda,andtriedtocallupademon.And,bytheBastard,succeeded!Hisbodywasfoundtherethismorning.”
TheFatherofWinterwasthegodofalldeathsingood
season,andofjustice;butinadditiontoalltheotherdisastersinhisgifttheBastardwasthegodofexecutioners.And,indeed,godofawholepursefulofotherdirtyjobs.Itseemsthemerchantwenttotherightstoreforhismiracle.ThenotebookinCazaril’svestsuddenlyseemedtoweightenpounds;butitwasonlyinhisimaginationthatitfeltasthoughitmightscorch
throughtheclothandburstintoflame.
“Well,Idon’thaveanysympathyforhim,”saidRoyseTeidez.“Thatwascowardly!”
“Yes,butwhatcanyouexpectofamerchant?”observedhistutor,fromdownthetable.“Menofthatclassarenottrainedupinthekindofcodeofhonoratrue
gentlemanlearns.”
“Butit’ssosad,”protestedIselle.“Imean,aboutthesonabouttobewed.”
Teidezsnorted.“Girls.Allyoucanthinkaboutisgettingmarried.Butwhichisthegreaterlosstotheroyacy?Somemoneygrubbingwool-man,oraswordsman?Anyduelistthatskilledmustbeagoodsoldierfortheroya!”
“Notinmyexperience,”Cazarilsaiddryly.
“Whatdoyoumean?”Teidezpromptlychallengedhim.
Abashed,Cazarilmumbled,“Excuseme.Ispokeoutofturn.”
“What’sthedifference?”Teidezpressed.
TheProvincaratappeda
fingeronthetableclothandshothimanindecipherablelook.“Doexpand,Castillar.”
Cazarilshrugged,andofferedaslight,apologeticbowintheboy’sdirection.“Thedifference,Royse,isthataskilledsoldierkillsyourenemies,butaskilledduelistkillsyourallies.Ileaveyoutoguesswhichawisecommanderpreferstohaveinhiscamp.”
“Oh,”saidTeidez.Hefellsilent,lookingthoughtful.
Therewas,apparently,norushtoreturnthemerchant’snotebooktotheproperauthorities,andalsonodifficulty.CazarilmightsearchoutthedivineattheTempleoftheHolyFamilyhereinValendatomorrowathisleisure,andturnitovertobepassedalong.Itwouldhavetobedecoded;some
menfoundthatsortofpuzzledifficultortedious,butCazarilhadalwaysfounditrestful.Hewonderedifheought,asacourtesy,tooffertodecipherit.Hetouchedhissoftwoolrobe,andwasgladhe’dprayedforthemanathishurriedburning.
Betriz,herdarkbrowscrimping,asked,“Whowasthejudge,Papa?”
DyFerrejhesitatedamoment,thenshrugged.“TheHonorableVrese.”
“Ah,”saidtheProvincara.“Him.”Hernosetwitched,asthoughshe’dsniffedabadsmell.
“Didtheduelistthreatenhim,then?”askedRoyesseIselle.“Shouldn’the—couldn’thehavecalledforhelp,orhaddyNaozaarrested?”
“IdoubtthatevendyNaozawasfoolishenoughtothreatenajusticiaroftheprovince,”saiddyFerrej.“Thoughitwasprobableheintimidatedthewitnesses.Vresewas,hm,likelyhandledbymorepeacefulmeans.”Hepoppedafragmentofbreadintohismouthandrubbedhisthumbandforefingertogether,mimingamanwarmingacoin.
“Ifthejudgehaddonehisjobhonestlyandbravely,themerchantwouldneverhavebeendriventousedeathmagic,”saidIselleslowly.“Twomenaredeadanddamned,whereitmighthaveonlybeenone…andevenifhe’dbeenexecuted,dyNaozamighthavehadtimetocleanhissoulbeforefacingthegods.Ifthisisknown,whyisthemanstillajudge?Grandmama,can’tyoudo
somethingaboutit?”
TheProvincarapressedherlipstogether.“Theappointmentofprovincialjusticiarsisnotwithinmygift,dearone.Northeirremoval.Ortheirdepartmentwouldberathermoreorderlyrun,Iassureyou.”Shetookasipofherwineandaddedtohergranddaughter’sfrowninglook,“IhavegreatprivilegeinBaocia,child.Idonothave
greatpowers.”
IselleglancedatTeidez,andatCazaril,beforeechoingherbrother’squestion,inavoicegoneserious:“What’sthedifference?”
“Oneistherighttorule—andthedutytoprotect!T’otheristherighttoreceiveprotection,”repliedtheProvincara.“Thereisalasmoredifferencebetweena
provincarandaprovincarathanjusttheoneletter.”
Teidezsmirked.“Oh,likethedifferencebetweenaroyseandaroyesse?”
Iselleturnedonhimandraisedherbrows.“Oh?Andhowdoyouproposetoremovethecorruptjudge—privilegedboy?”
“That’senough,youtwo,”
saidtheProvincarasternly,inavoicethatwaspuregrandmother.Cazarilhidasmile.Withinthesewalls,sheruled,rightenough,byanoldercodethanChalion’s.Herswasasufficientlittlestate.
Theconversationturnedtolessluridmattersastheservantsbroughtcakes,cheese,andawinefromBrajar.Cazarilhad,
surreptitiouslyhehoped,stuffedhimself.Ifhedidn’tstopsoon,hewouldmakehimselfsick.Butthegoldendessertwinealmostsenthimintotearsatthetable;thatone,hedrankunwatered,thoughhemanagedtolimithimselftooneglass.
Attheendofthemealprayerswereofferedagain,andRoyseTeidezwasdraggedoffbyhistutorfor
studies.IselleandBetrizweresenttodoneedlework.Theydepartedatagallop,followedatamoresedatepacebydyFerrej.
“Willtheyactuallysitstillforneedlework?”CazarilaskedtheProvincara,watchingthedepartingflurryofskirts.
“TheygossipandgiggletillIcan’tbearit,butyes,they’reveryhandy,”saidthe
Provincara,thedisapprovingpurseofherlipsbeliedbythewarmthofhereyes.
“Yourgranddaughterisadelightfulyounglady.”
“Toamanofacertainage,Cazaril,allyoungladiesstarttolookdelightful.It’sthefirstsymptomofsenility.”
“True,mylady.”Hislipstwitchedup.
“She’swornouttwogovernessesandlookstobebentondestroyingathird,bythewaythewomancomplainsofher.Andyet…”theProvincara’startvoicegrewslower,“sheneedstobestrong.Someday,inevitably,shewillbesentfarfromme.AndIwillnolongerbeabletohelpher…protecther…”
Anattractive,freshyoungroyessewasapawn,nota
player,inthepoliticsofChalion.Herbride-pricewouldcomehigh,butapoliticallyandfinanciallyfavorablemarriagemightnotnecessarilyproveagoodoneinmoreintimatesenses.TheDowagerProvincarahadbeenfortunateinherpersonallife,butinherlongyearshaddoubtlesshadopportunitytoobservethewholerangeofmaritalfatesawaitinghighbornwomen.Would
IsellebesenttofarDarthaca?Marriedofftosomecousininthetoo-close-relatedroyacyofBrajar?GodsforbidsheshouldbebarteredawaytotheRoknaritosealsometemporarypeace,exiledtotheArchipelago.
Shestudiedhimsidelong,inthelightfromthelavishbranchesofcandlesshehadalwaysfavored.“Howoldareyounow,Castillar?Ithought
youwereaboutthirteenwhenyourfathersentyoutoservemydearProvincar.”
“Aboutthat,yes,YourGrace.I’mthirty-five.”
“Ha.Youshouldshaveoffthatnastymessgrowingoutofyourface,then.Itmakesyoulookfifteenyearsolderthanyouare.”
Cazarilconsideredsomequip
aboutaturnintheRoknarigalleysbeingveryagingtoaman,buthewasn’tquiteuptoit.Insteadhesaid,“IhopeIdidnotannoytheroysewithmymaunderings,mylady.”
“IbelieveyouactuallymadeyoungTeidezstopandthink.Arareevent.Iwishhistutorcouldmanageitmoreoften.”Shedrummedherthinfingersbrieflyontheclothanddrainedthelastofhertiny
glassofwine.Shesetitdown,andadded,“Idon’tknowwhatflea-riddeninnyou’veputupatdownintown,Castillar,butI’lldispatchapageforyourthings.You’lllodgeheretonight.”
“Thankyou,YourGrace.Iacceptwithgratitude.”Andalacrity.Thankthegods,oh,fivetimesfive,hewasgatheredin,atleast
temporarily.Hehesitated,embarrassed.“But,ah…itwon’tbenecessarytotroubleyourpage.”
Sheraisedabrowathim.“That’swhattheyexistfor.Asyoumayrecall.”
“Yes,but”—hesmiledbriefly,andgestureddownhimself—“thesearemythings.”
Atherpainedlook,headdedweakly,“Ihadless,whenIfellofftheIbrangalleyinZagosur.”He’dbeendressedinabreechcloutofsurpassingfilthiness,andscabs.Theacolyteshadburnedtheragattheirfirstopportunity.
“Thenmypage,”saidtheProvincarainaprecisevoice,stillregardinghimlevelly,“willescortyoutoyourchamber.MylordCastillar.”
Sheadded,asshemadetorise,andhercousin-companionhastenedtoassisther,“We’llspeakagaintomorrow.”
THECHAMBERWASONEINTHEOLDKEEPRESERVEDforhonoredguests,moreonaccountofhavingbeensleptinbyseveralhistoricalroyasthanforitsabsolutecomfort;Cazarilhadserveditsguestshimselfahundredtimes.The
bedhadthreemattresses,straw,feather,anddown,andwasdressedinthesoftestwashedlinenandacoverletworkedbyladiesofthehousehold.Beforethepagehadlefthim,twomaidsarrived,bearingwashwater,drinkingwater,towels,soap,atooth-stick,andanembroiderednightgown,cap,andslippers.Cazarilhadbeenplanningtosleepinthedeadman’sshirt.
Itwasabruptlyalltoomuch.Cazarilsatdownontheedgeofthebedwiththenightgowninhishandsandburstintowrackingsobs.Gulping,hegesturedtheunnerved-lookingservitorstoleavehim.
“What’sthematterwithhim?”heheardthemaid’svoice,astheirfootstepstrailedoffdownthecorridor,andthetearstraileddownthe
insideofhisnose.
Thepageanswereddisgustedly,“Amadman,Isuppose.”
Afterashortpause,themaid’svoicefloatedbackfaintly,“Well,he’llfitrightinhere,then,won’the…”
3
Thesoundsofthehouseholdstirring—callsfromthecourtyard,thedistantclankofpots—wokeCazarilinthepredawngray.Heopenedhiseyestoamomentofpanickeddisorientation,butthereassuringembraceofthe
featherbeddrewhimdownagainintodrowsyrepose.Notahardbench.Notmovingupanddown.Notmovingatall,ohfivegods,thatwasveryheaven.Sowarm,onhisknottedback.
TheDaughter’sDaycelebrationswouldrunfromdawntilldark.Perhapshewouldlieslugabedtillthehouseholdhaddepartedfortheprocession,thengetup
late.Creeparoundunobtrusively,lieinthesunwiththecastlecats.Whenhegrewhungry,dredgeupoldmemoriesfromhisdaysasapage—he’dusedtoknowhowtocharmthecookforanextratidbit…
Acrispknockonthedoorinterruptedthesepleasantmeditations.Cazariljerked,thenrelaxedagainasLadyBetriz’svoicefollowed:“My
lorddyCazaril?Areyouawake?Castillar?”
“Amoment,mylady,”Cazarilcalledback.Hewallowedtothebed’sedgeandtorehimselffromthelovingclutchofthemattress.Awovenrushmatonthefloorkeptthemorningcoldofthestonefromnippinghisbarefeet.Heshookthegenerouslinenofthenightgowndownoverhis
legs,shuffledtothedoor,andopeneditacrack.“Yes?”
Shestoodinthecorridorwithacandleshieldedbyablown-glasslanterninonehandandapileofcloth,leatherstraps,andsomethingthatclankedwedgedawkwardlyunderherotherarm.Shewasfullydressedforthedayinabluegownwithawhitevest-cloakthatfellfromshouldertoankle.Herdarkhairwas
braideduponherheadwithflowersandleaves.Hervelvetbrowneyesweremerry,glintinginthecandle’sglow.Cazarilcouldnothelpbutsmileback.
“HerGracetheProvincarabidsyouablessedDaughter’sDay,”sheannounced,andstartledCazarilintojumpingbackwardbyfirmlykickingthedooropen.Sherockedherloadedhipsthrough,handed
offthecandleholdertohimwithaHere,takethis,anddumpedherburdenontheedgeofthebed:pilesofblueandwhitecloth,andaswordwithabelt.Cazarilsetthecandledownonthechestatthefootofthebed.“Shesendsyouthesetowear,andifitpleaseyoubidsyoujointhehouseholdintheancestors’hallforthedawnprayers.Afterwhichwewillbreakourfast,which,she
says,youknowwellwheretofind.”
“Indeed,mylady.”
“Actually,IaskedPapaforthesword.It’shissecond-bestone.Hesaiditwouldbeanhonortoloanittoyou.”Sheturnedahighlyinterestedgazeuponhim.“Isittrueyouwereinthelatewar?”
“Uh…whichone?”
“You’vebeeninmorethanone?”Hereyeswidened,thennarrowed.
Allofthemforthelastseventeenyears,Ithink.Well,no.He’dsatoutthemostrecentabortivecampaignagainstIbrainthedungeonsofBrajar,andmissedthatfoolishexpeditiontheroyahadsentinsupportofDarthacabecausehe’dbeenbusybeinginventively
tormentedbytheRoknarigeneralwithwhomtheprovincarofGuaridawasbargainingsoineptly.Besidesthosetwo,hedidn’tthinktherehadbeenadefeatinthelastdecadehe’dmissed.“Hereandthere,overtheyears,”heansweredvaguely.Hewassuddenlyhorridlyconsciousthattherewasnothingbetweenhisnakednessandhermaideneyesbutathinlayeroflinen.
Hetwitchedinward,clutchinghisarmsacrosshisbelly,andsmiledweakly.
“Oh,”shesaid,followinghisgesture.“HaveIembarrassedyou?ButPapasayssoldiershavenomodesty,onaccountofhavingtolivealltogetherinthefield.”
Shereturnedhereyestohisface,whichwasheating.Cazarilgotout,“Iwas
thinkingofyourmodesty,mylady.”
“That’sallright,”shesaidcheerfully.
Shedidn’tgoaway.
Henoddedtowardthepileofclothes.“Ididn’twishtointrudeuponthefamilyduringcelebration.Areyousure…?”
Sheclaspedherhandstogetherearnestlyandintensifiedhergaze.“Butyoumustcometotheprocession,andyoumust,youmust,youmustcometotheDaughter’sDayquarter-giftingatthetemple.TheRoyesseIselleisgoingtoplaythepartoftheLadyofSpringthisyear.”Shebouncedonhertoesinherimportunity.
Cazarilsmiledsheepishly.
“Verywell,ifitpleaseyou.”Howcouldheresistallthisurgentdelight?RoyesseIsellemustberisingsixteen;hewonderedhowoldLadyBetrizwas.Tooyoungforyou,oldfellow.Butsurelyhemightwatchherwithapurelyaestheticappreciation,andthankthegoddessesforhergiftsofyouth,beauty,andvervehowsoevertheywerescattered.Brighteningtheworldlikeflowers.
“Andbesides,”LadyBetrizcinchedit,“theProvincarabidsyou.”
Cazarilseizedtheopportunitytolighthiscandlefromhersand,bywayofahintthatitwastimeforhertogoawayandlethimdress,handedtheglass-globedflamebacktoher.Thedoubledlightthatmadehermorelovelydoubtlessmadehimlessso.She’djustturnedtogowhen
hebethoughthimofhisprudentquestion,unansweredlastnight.
“Wait,lady—”
Sheturnedbackwithalookofbrightinquiry.
“Ididn’twanttotroubletheProvincara,oraskinfrontoftheroyseorroyesse,butwhatgrievestheRoyinaIsta?Idon’twanttosayordo
somethingwrong,outofignorance…”
Thelightinhereyesdiedalittle.Sheshrugged.“She’s…weary.Andnervous.Nothingmore.Wehopeshewillfeelbetter,withthecomingofthesun.Shealwaysseemstodobetter,inthesummertime.”
“Howlonghasshebeenlivingherewithhermother?”
“Thesesixyears,sir.”Shegavehimalittlehalfcurtsey.“NowIhavetogotoRoyesseIselle.Don’tbelate,Castillar!”Hersmiledimpledathimagain,andshedartedout.
Hecouldnotimaginethatyoungladybeinglateanywhere.Herenergywasappalling.Shakinghishead,thoughthesmileshe’dlefthimstilllingeredonhislips,
heturnedtoexaminethenewlargesse.
Hewascertainlymovinguptoabettergradeofcastoffs.Thetunicwasbluesilkbrocade,thetrousersheavydarkbluelinen,andtheknee-lengthvest-cloakwhitewool,allclean,thelittlemendsandstainsquiteunobtrusive;dyFerrej’sfestivalgearoutgrown,perhaps,orpossiblyevensomething
packedawayfromthelateprovincar.Theloosefitwasforgivingofthischangeinownership.Withtheswordhungathislefthip,familiar/unfamiliarweight,Cazarilhurrieddownoutofthekeepandacrossthegraycourtyardtothehousehold’sancestors’hall.
Theairofthecourtyardwaschillanddamp,thecobblesslipperyunderhisthinboot
soles.Overhead,afewstarsstilllingered.Cazarileasedopenthebigplankdoortothehallandpeeredinside.Candles,figures;washelate?Heslippedwithin,hiseyesadjusting.
Notlatebutearly.Thetiersoflittlefamilymemoriboardsatthefrontoftheroomhadhalfadozenoldcandlestubsburningbeforethem.Twowomen,huddledintoshawls,
satonthefrontbenchwatchingoverathird.
TheDowagerRoyinaIstalaybeforethealtarintheattitudeofdeepestsupplication,proneuponthefloor,herarmsoutflung.Herfingerscurledanduncurled;thenailswerebittendowntothered.Amuddleofnightgownsandshawlspuddledaroundher.Hermassesofcrinklyhair,oncegold,nowdarkenedby
agetoadulldun,spreadoutaroundherheadlikeafan.Foramoment,Cazarilwonderedifshehadfallenasleep,sostilldidshelie.Butinherpaleface,turnedsidewayswithhersoftcheekrestingdirectlyonthefloor,hereyeswereopen,grayandunblinking,filledwithunshedtears.
Itwasafaceofthemostprofoundgrief;Cazarilwas
putinmindofmen’slooksthathehadseen,brokeninnotjustbodybutsoulbythedungeonorthehorrorsofthegalleys.Orofhisown,seendimlyinapolishedsteelmirrorintheMother’shouseinIbra,whentheacolyteshadshavedhisnervelessfaceandencouragedhimtolook,see,wasn’tthatbetter?Yethewasquitecertaintheroyinahadneverbeenwithinsmellingdistanceofadungeoninher
life,neverfeltthebiteofthelash,never,perhaps,evenfeltaman’shandraisedagainstherinanger.What,then?Hestoodstill,lipsparted,afraidtospeak.
Atacreakandabustlebehindhim,heglancedroundtoseetheDowagerProvincara,attendedbyhercousin,slipinside.Sheflickedaneyebrowathiminpassing;hejerkedalittle
bow.Thewaitingwomenattendingupontheroyinastarted,androse,offeringghostlycurtseys.
TheProvincarastrodeuptheaislebetweenthebenchesandstudiedherdaughterexpressionlessly.“Oh,dear.Howlonghasshebeenhere?”
Oneofthewaitingwomenhalfcurtseyedagain.“She
roseinthenight,YourGrace.Wethoughtitbettertolethercomedownthantofighther.Asyouinstructed…”
“Yes,yes.”TheProvincarawavedawaythisnervousexcuse.“Didshegetanysleepatall?”
“Oneortwohours,Ithink,mylady.”
TheProvincarasighed,and
kneltbyherdaughter.Hervoicewentgentle,allthetartnessdrainedout;forthefirsttime,Cazarilheardtheageinit.
“Ista,heart.Riseandgobacktobed.Otherswilltakeovertheprayingtoday.”
Thepronewoman’slipsmoved,twice,beforewordswhisperedout.“Ifthegodshear.Iftheyhear,theydonot
speak.Theirfacesareturnedfromme,Mother.”
Almostawkwardly,theoldwomanstrokedherhair.“Otherswillpraytoday.We’lllightallthecandlesnew,andtryagain.Letyourladiesputyoubacktobed.Up,now.”
Theroyinasniffed,blinked,and,reluctantly,rose.AtajerkoftheProvincara’shead,
thewaitingladieshurriedforwardtoguidetheroyinaoutofthehall,gatheringupherdroppingshawlsbehindher.Cazarilsearchedherfaceanxiouslyasshepassed,butfoundnosignsofwastingillness,noyellowtingetoherskinoreyes,noemaciation.ShescarcelyseemedtoseeCazaril;norecognitionflickeredinhereyesforthebeardedstranger.Well,therewasnoreasonsheshould
rememberhim,merelyoneofdozensofpagesinandoutofdyBaocia’shouseholdovertheyears.
TheProvincara’sheadturnedbackasthedoorclosedbehindherdaughter.Cazarilwascloseenoughtoseeherquietsigh.
Hemadeheradeeperbow.“Ithankyouforthesefestivalgarments,YourGrace.If…”
hehesitated.“Ifthere’sanythingIcandotoeaseyourburdens,lady,orthoseoftheroyina,justask.”
Shesmiled,andtookhishandandpatteditratherabsently,butdidn’tanswer.Shewenttoopenthewindowshuttersontheroom’seastside,toletinthepeach-coloreddawnglow.
Aroundthealtar,Ladydy
Hueltarblewoutthecandlesandgatheredupallthestubbyendsinabasketbroughtforthatpurpose.TheProvincaraandCazarilwenttohelpherreplacethesadlumpsineachholderwithafresh,newbeeswaxcandle.Whenthedozensofcandleswerestandinguplikeyoungsoldierseachinfrontoftheirrespectivetablets,theProvincarasteppedbackandgaveasatisfiednod.
Therestofthehouseholdbeganarrivingthen,andCazariltookaseatoutofthewayonabackbench.Cooks,servants,stableboys,pages,thehuntsmanandthefalconer,theupperhousekeeper,thecastlewarder,allintheirbestclothes,withasmuchblueandwhiteascouldbemanaged,filedinandsat.ThenLadyBetrizledinRoyesseIselle,fullydressed
andatriflestiffintheelaborate,multilayeredandbrilliantlyembroideredrobesoftheLadyofSpring,whosepartshewasselectedtoplaytoday.Theytookanattentiveseatonafrontbenchandmanagednottogiggletogether.TheywerefollowedbyadivineoftheHolyFamilyfromthetempleintown,hisvestmentstoochangedfromyesterday’sblack-and-grayrobesofthe
Fathertotheblue-and-whiteoftheDaughter.Thedivineledtheassemblyinashortserviceforthesuccessionoftheseasonandthepeaceofthedeadhererepresented,and,asthefirstraysofsunfingeredthroughtheeastwindow,ceremoniallyextinguishedthelastcandleleftburning,thelastflameanywhereinthehousehold.
Allthenadjournedforacold
breakfastsetupontrestlesinthecourtyard.Cold,butnotsparing;Cazarilremindedhimselfthatheneedn’ttrytomakeupforthreeyearsofprivationinaday,andthathehadsomeup-anddownhillwalkingcomingupsoon.Still,hewashappilyrepletewhentheroyesse’swhitemulewasledin.
It,too,wasdecoratedwithribbonsofblueandfresh
earlyflowersbraidedintoitsmaneandtail.ItshangingsweregloriouslyelaboratedwithallthesymbolsoftheLadyofSpring.IselleinherTemplegarments,herhairarrangedtorippledownlikeanamberwaterfalloverhershouldersfromunderhercrownofleavesandflowers,wasloadedcarefullyintohersaddle,andherdrapesandpanelsarranged.Thistime,sheusedamountingblock
andtheassistanceofacoupleofheftyyoungpages.Thedivinetookthemule’sbluesilkropetoleadheroutthegate.TheProvincarawashoistedaboardasedatechestnutmarewithshowywhitesocks,alsobraidedwithribbonsandflowers,ledbyhercastlewarder.Cazarilmuffledabelch,andatdyFerrej’sbeckoninghastenedtopositionhimselfafterthemountedladies,courteously
offeringhisarmtotheLadydyHueltar.Therestofthehousehold,thosewhoweregoing,alsofellinbehindonfoot.
Thewholemerrymobwounddownthroughthestreetsoftowntotheoldeastgate,wheretheprocessionwastoformallybegin.Somecoupleofhundredpeoplewaitedthere,includingfiftyorsomountedhorsemenfromthe
Daughter’sguardsmen’sassociationsdrawnfromallaroundthehinterlandsofValenda.Cazarilwalkedrightunderthenoseoftheburlysoldierwho’ddroppedhimthatmistakencoininthemudyesterday,butthemangazedbackathimwithoutrecognition,merelyacourteousnodforhissilksandhissword.Andhistrimandhisbath,Cazarilsupposed.Howstrangelywe
areblindedbythesurfacesofthings.Thegods,presumably,sawstraightthrough.Hewonderedifthegodsfoundthisasuncomfortableashesometimesdid,thesedays.
Heputhisoddthoughtsasideastheprocessionformedup.ThedivineturnedIselle’sleadlineovertotheelderlygentlemanwho’dbeenselectedtoplaythepartoftheFatherofWinter.Inthe
winterprocessionayoungnewfatherwouldhavetakenthegod’splace,hisdarkgarbneatasajudge’s,andhe’dhaveriddenafineblackhorsethattheoutgoingandraggedSonofAutumnled.Today’sgrandfatherworeacollectionofgrayragsthatmadeCazaril’slatewearlookpositivelylikeaburgher’s,hisbeardandhairandbarecalvesstreakedwithashes.Hesmiledandmadesome
jokeupatIselle;shelaughed.Theguardsmenformedupbehindthepair,andthewholeparadebeganitscircuitoftheoldtownwalls,orasnearlyasitcouldcometothemwiththenewbuildingallaround.SomeTempleacolytesfollowedbetweentheguardsmenandtherest,toleadthesinging,andencourageeveryonetousetheproperwordsandnottherudeversions.
Anytownspeoplenotintheprocessionplayedtheaudience,andthrew,mostly,flowersandherbs.Inthevan,CazarilcouldseetheusualfewyoungunmarriedwomendartintotouchtheDaughter’sgarmentsforluckinfindingahusbandthisseason,andflurryoffagain,giggling.Afteragoodlymorningwalk—thankheavensforthemildlovelyweather,onememorable
springthey’ddonethisinasleetstorm—thewholestragglingtrainsnakedroundtotheeastgateoncemore,andfiledthroughtothetempleinthetown’sheart.
Thetemplestoodontheonesideofthetownsquare,surroundedbyabitofgardenandalowstonewall.Itwasbuiltintheusualfour-lobedpattern,likeafour-leafedcloverarounditscentral
court.ItswallswerethegoldennativestonethatsoeasedCazaril’sheart,cappedwiththelocalredtile.Onedomedlobeheldthealtarforthegodofeachseason;theBastard’sseparateroundtowerdirectlybackofhisMother’sgateheldhis.
TheLadydyHueltarruthlesslydraggedCazariltothefrontastheroyessewasunloadedfromhermuleand
ledbeneaththeportico.HefoundLadyBetrizhadtakenupstationonhisotherside.ShecranedhernecktofollowIselle.BeneathCazaril’snosethefreshodorfromtheflowersandfoliagetwinedaroundherheadmingledwiththewarmscentofherhair,surelyspring’sownexhalation.Thecrowdpressedthemonwardthroughthewide-flungdoors.
Inside,withtheslantedshadowsofmorningstilldimmingthepavedmaincourtyard,theFatherofWintercleanedthelastoftheashfromtheraisedhearthofthecentralholyfireandsprinkleditabouthisperson.Theacolyteshurriedforwardtolaythenewtinderandwood,whichthedivineblessed.Theashygraybeardwasthendrivenfromthechamberwithhoots,catcalls,
littlestickswithbells,andmissilesofsoftwoolrepresentingsnowballs.Itwasconsideredanunluckyyear,atleastbythegod’savatar,whenthecrowdcoulduserealsnowballs.
TheLadyofSpringinthepersonofIsellewasthenledforwardtolightthenewfirefromflintandsteel.Shekneltonthecushionsprovided,andbitherlipcharminglyinher
concentrationasshemoundedupthedryshavingsandsacredherbs.Allheldtheirbreaths;adozensuperstitionssurroundedthematterofhowmanytriesittooktheascendinggod’savatartolightthenewfireeachseason.
Threequickstrikes,ashowerofsparks,apuffofyoungbreath;thetinyflamecaught.Quickly,thedivinebentto
lightthenewtaperbeforeanyunfortunatefailurecouldoccur.Nonedid.Amurmurofrelievedapprovalroseallround.Thelittleflamewastransferredtotheholyhearth,andIselle,lookingsmugandatriflerelieved,washelpedtoherfeet.Hergrayeyesseemedtoburnasbrightlyandcheerfullyasthenewflame.
Shewasthenledtothethrone
ofthereigninggod,andtherealbusinessofthemorningbegan:collectingthequarterlygiftstothetemplethatwouldkeepitrunningforthenextthreemonths.EachheadofahouseholdsteppedforwardtolaytheirlittlepurseofcoinsorotherofferingintheLady’shands,beblessed,andhavetheamountrecordedbythetemple’ssecretaryatthetabletoIselle’sright.Theywere
thenledofftoreceiveinreturntheirtaperwiththenewfire,toreturntotheirhouse.TheProvincara’shouseholdwasthefirst,byorderofrank;thepursethatthecastlewarderlaidinIselle’shandswasheavywithgold.Othermenofworthsteppedforward.Isellesmiledandreceivedandblessed;thechiefdivinesmiledandtransferredandthanked;thesecretarysmiledandrecorded
andpiled.
BesideCazaril,Betrizstiffenedwith…excitement?ShegrippedCazaril’sleftarmbriefly.“Thenextoneisthatvilejudge,Vrese,”shehissedinhisear.“Watch!”
Adour-lookingfellowofmiddleyears,richlydressedindarkbluevelvetsandgoldchains,steppeduptotheLady’sthronewithhispurse
inhishand.Withatightsmile,hehelditout.“TheHouseofVresepresentsitsofferingtothegoddess,”heintonednasally.“Blessusinthecomingseason,mylady.”
Isellefoldedherhandsinherlap.Sheraisedherchin,lookedacrossatVresewithanabsolutelylevel,unsmilingstare,andsaidinaclear,carryingvoice,“TheDaughterofSpringreceives
honesthearts’offerings.Shedoesnotacceptbribes.HonorableVrese.Yourgoldmeansmoretoyouthananything.Youmaykeepit.”
Vresesteppedbackahalfpace;hismouthopenedinshock,andhungthere.Thestunnedsilencespreadoutinwavestothebackofthecrowd,toreturninarisingmutterofWhat?Whatdidshesay?Ididn’thear…What?
Thechiefdivine’sfacedrained.Therecordingsecretarylookedupwithanexpressionofjoltedhorror.
Awell-attiredmanwaitingtowardthefrontofthelineventedasharpcrackofgleefullaughter;hislipsdrewbackinanexpressionthathadlittletodowithhumor,butmuchwithappreciationofcosmicjustice.BesideCazaril,LadyBetrizbounced
onhertoesandhissedthroughherteeth.Atrailofchokedsnickersfollowedthewhispersofexplanationtricklingbackthroughthemoboftownspeoplelikeasmallspringfreshet.
Thejudgeswitchedhisglaretothechiefdivine,andmadeanoddlittleabortivejerkofhishand,thebaggedofferinginit,towardhiminstead.Thedivine’shandsopenedand
clenchedagain,athissides.Hestaredacrossbeseechinglyattheenthronedavatarofthegoddess.“LadyIselle,”hewhisperedoutofthecornerofhismouth,notquitelowlyenough,“youcan’t…wecan’t…doesthegoddessspeaktoyou,inthis?”
Isellereturned,notnearlysolowly,“Shespeaksinmyheart.Doesn’tsheinyours?Andbesides,Iaskedherto
signmeapprovalbygivingmethefirstflame,andshedid.”Perfectlycomposed,sheleanedaroundthefrozenjudge,smiledbrightlyatthenexttownsmaninline,andinvited,“You,sir?”
Perforce,thejudgesteppedaside,especiallyasthenextmaninline,grinning,hadnohesitationatallinsteppingupandshoulderingpast.
Anacolyte,jerkedintomotionbyaglarefromhissuperior,hurriedforwardtoinvitethejudgetostepoutsomewhereanddiscussthiscontretemps.Hisslightreachtowardtheofferingpursewasknifedrightthroughbyanicyfrowntossedathimbytheroyesse;heclappedhishandsbehindhisbackandbowedthefumingjudgeaway.Acrossthecourtyard,theProvincara,seated,pinched
thebridgeofhernosebetweenthumbandforefinger,wipedherhandoverhermouth,andstaredinexasperationathergranddaughter.Isellemerelyraisedherchinandcontinuedblandlyexchangingthegoddess’sblessingsforthegiftsofthequarter-daywithalineofsuddenlynolongerborednorperfunctorytownsmen.
Assheworkedherwaydownthroughthetown’shouseholds,suchgiftsinkindaschickens,eggs,andabull-calfwerecollectedoutside,theirbearersaloneenteringthesacredprecinctstocollecttheirblessingandtheirnewfire.LadydyHueltarandBetrizwenttojointheProvincaraonhercourtesybench,andCazariltookupstationbehinditwiththecastlewarder,whofavored
hisdemuredaughterwithasuspiciousparentalfrown.Mostofthecrowddriftedaway;theroyessecontinuedcheerfullyinhersacreddutydowntothelastandleast,thankingawood-gatherer,acharcoalburner,andabeggar—whoforhisgiftsangahymn—inthesameeventonesasshe’dblessedthefirstmenofValenda.
THESTORMINTHE
PROVINCARA’SFACEDIDN’TBREAKtillthewholefamilypartyhadreturnedtothecastlefortheafternoonfeast.
Cazarilfoundhimselfleadingherhorse,ashercastlewarderdyFerrejhadtakenafirmandprudentgripontheleadlineofIselle’swhitemule.Cazaril’splantoquietlyabsenthimselfwasthwartedwhen,helpeddownoffherchestnutmarebyher
servants,theProvincarademandedshortly,“Castillar,givemeyourarm.”Hergriparounditwastightandtrembling.Throughthinnedlips,sheadded,“Iselle,Betriz,dyFerrej,inhere.”Shejerkedherheadtowardtheplankdoorsoftheancestors’hall,justoffthecastlecourtyard.
Isellehadleftherfestalgarmentsatthetemplewhen
theceremonieshadconcluded,andwasmerelyayoungwomaninprettyblueandwhiteoncemore.No,Cazarildecided,watchingherdecidedchincomeupagain;merelyaroyesseoncemore.Beneaththatapprehensivesurfaceglowedanalarmingdetermination.Cazarilheldthedoorastheyallfiledpast,includingLadydyHueltar.Whenhe’dbeenayoungpage,Cazarilthought
ruefully,hisinstinctfordangerspillingdownfromonhighwouldhavespedhimoffatthispoint.ButdyFerrejstoppedandwaitedforhim,andhefollowed.
Thehallwasquiet,emptynow,thoughwarmlylitbytheranksofcandlesonthealtarthatwouldbeallowedtoburnalldaytodayuntilentirelyconsumed.Thewoodenbencheswere
polishedtoasubduedgleaminthecandlelightbymanypious—orrestive—prioroccupants.TheProvincarasteppedtothefrontoftheroom,andturnedonthetwogirls,whodrewtogetherunderhersterneye.
“Allright.Whichofyouhadthatidea?”
Iselletookahalfstepforward,andgaveatiny
curtsey.“Itwasmine,Grandmama,”shesaidinalmost,butnotquite,asclearavoiceasinthetemplecourtyard.Sheofferedafteranothermomentunderthatdourgaze,“ThoughBetrizthoughtofaskingthefirstflameforconfirmation.”
DyFerrejwheeledonhisdaughter.“Youknewthiswascomingup?Andyoudidn’ttellme?”
BetrizgavehimacurtseythatwasanechoofIselle’s,rightdowntotheunbentbackbone.“IhadunderstoodIwasassignedtobetheroyesse’shandmaiden,Papa.Notanybody’sspy.IfmyfirstloyaltywastobetoanyonebutIselle,nooneevertoldme.Guardherhonorwithyourlife,yousaid.”Afteramomentsheaddedmorecautiously,undercuttingthisfinespeechatrifle,“Besides,
Icouldn’tknowitwasgoingtohappentillaftershehadstruckthefirstflame.”
DyFerrejabandonedtheyoungsophistandmadeahelplessgesturetotheProvincara.
“Youareolder,Betriz,”saidtheProvincaratoher.“Wethoughtyou’dbeacalminginfluence.TeachIsellethedutiesofapiousmaiden.”
Herlipstwisted.“AswhenBeetimthehuntsmancouplestheyounghoundstotheolderones.AlasthatIdidnotgiveyourupbringingovertohim,insteadoftotheseuselessgovernesses.”
Betrizblinked,andofferedanothercurtsey.“Yes,mylady.”
TheProvincaraeyedher,suspiciousofconcealed
humor.Cazarilbithislip.
Iselletookadeepbreath.“Iftoleratinginjusticeandturningablindeyetomen’stragicandunnecessarydamnationsareamongthefirstdutiesofapiousmaiden,thenthedivinesnevertaughtittome!”
“No,ofcoursenot,”theProvincarasnapped.Forthefirsttime,herharshvoice
softenedwithashadeofpersuasion.“Butjusticeisnotyourtask,heart.”
“Themenwhosetaskitwasappeartohaveneglectedit.Iamnotamilkmaid.IfIhaveagreaterprivilegeinChalion,surelyIhaveagreaterdutytoChalionaswell.Thedivineandthegooddedicathavebothtoldmeso!”SheshotadefyinglookatthehoveringLadydyHueltar.
“Iwastalkingaboutyouattendingtoyourstudies,Iselle,”LadydyHueltarprotested.
“Whenthedivinestalkedofyourpiousduties,Iselle,”dyFerrejadded,“theydidn’tmean…theydidn’tmean…”
“Theydidn’tmeanmetotakethemseriously?”sheinquiredsweetly.
DyFerrejsputtered.Cazarilsympathized.Aninnocentwiththemoraladvantage,andasfecklessandignorantofherdangersasthenewpuptheProvincarahadcomparedherto—Cazarilwasprofoundlythankfulthathehadnopartinthis.
TheProvincara’snostrilsflared.“Fornow,youmaybothgotoyourchambersandstaythere.I’dsetyoubothto
readscripturesforapenance,but…!Iwilldecidelaterifyouwillbepermittedtocometothefeast.GoodDedicat,followafterandmakesuretheyarrive.Go!”Shegesturedimperiously.AsCazarilmadetofollow,hersweepingarmstoppedinmidair,andshepointedfirmlydownward.“Castillar,dyFerrej,attendamoment.”LadyBetrizshotacuriousglanceoverhershoulderas
shewasusheredout.Isellemarchedheadhigh,anddidn’tlookback.
“Well,”saiddyFerrejwearilyafteramoment,“wedidhopetheywouldbecomefriends.”
Heryoungaudienceremoved,theProvincarapermittedherselfaruefulsmile.“Alas,yes.”
“HowoldistheLady
Betriz?”Cazarilaskedcuriously,staringaftertheclosingdoor.
“Nineteen,”answeredherfatherwithasigh.
Well,heragewasnotquitesodisparatefromhisasCazarilhadthought,thoughherexperiencesurelywas.
“IreallydidthinkBetrizwouldbeagoodinfluence,”
dyFerrejadded.“Itseemstohaveworkedtheotherwayaround.”
“Areyouaccusingmygranddaughterofcorruptingyourdaughter?”theProvincarainquiredwryly.
“Say,inspiring,rather,”dyFerrejsaid,withaglumshrug.“Terrifying,that.Iwonder…Iwonderifweshouldpartthem?”
“Therewouldfollowmuchhowling.”Wearily,theProvincaraseatedherselfonabench,gesturingthementodolikewise:“Don’twantacrickinmyneck.”Cazarilclaspedhishandsbetweenhiskneesandwaitedherpleasure,whateveritwastobe.Shemusthavedraggedhimalonginhereforsomething.Shestaredthoughtfullyathimforalongmoment.
“Youhaveafresheye,Cazaril,”shesaidatlast.“Doyouhaveanysuggestions?”
Cazaril’sbrowsclimbed.“I’vehadthetrainingofyoungsoldiers,lady.Neverofyoungmaidens.I’mquiteoutofmydepth,here.”Hehesitated,thenspokealmostdespitehimself.“ItlookstometobeatrifletoolatetoteachIselletobeacoward.Butyoumightdrawher
attentiontohowlittlefirsthandevidenceshejumpedfrom.Howcouldshebesosurethejudgewasasguiltyasrumorwouldhavehim?Hearsay,gossip?Evensomeapparentevidencecanlie.”Cazarilthoughtruefullyofthebathman’sassumptionsaboutthewitnessofhisback.“Itwon’thelpfortoday’sincident,butitmightslowherdowninfuture.”Headdedinadrier
voice,“Andyoumightlooktobemorecarefulwhatgossipyoudiscussinfrontofher.”
DyFerrejwinced.
“Infrontofeitheroneofthem,”saidtheProvincara.“Fourears,onemind—oroneconspiracy.”Shepursedherlipsandnarrowedhereyesathim.“Cazaril…youspeakandwriteDarthacan,doyou
not?”
Cazarilblinkedatthissidewisejinkintheconversation.“Yes,mylady…?”
“AndRoknari?”
“My,ah,courtRoknariisalittlerustyatpresent.Granted,myvileRoknariisquitefluent.”
“Andgeography?YouknowthegeographyofChalion,ofIbra,oftheRoknariprincedoms?”
“Fivegods,thatIdo,mylady.WhatIhaven’triddenover,I’vewalked,whatIhaven’twalked,I’vebeendraggedacross.Orthrough.I’vehadgeographygroundintomyskin.AndI’verowedroundhalftheArchipelagoatleast.”
“Andyouwrite,youcipher,youkeepbooks—you’vedoneletters,reports,treaties,logisticalorders…”
“Myhandmaybeatrifleshakyatpresent,butyes,I’vedoneallthat,”headmittedwithbelatedlyrisingwariness.Wherewasshegoingwiththisinterrogation?
“Yes,yes!”Sheclappedherhandstogether;Cazaril
flinchedatthesharpnoise.“Thegodshavesurelylandedyouuponmywrist.Bastard’sdemonstakemeifIhaven’tthewittojessyou.”
Cazarilsmiledbewilderedinquiry.
“Cazaril,yousaidyousoughtapost.Ihaveoneforyou.”Shesatbacktriumphantly.“Secretary-tutortotheRoyesseIselle!”
Cazarilfelthisjawunhinge.Heblinkedstupidlyather.“What?”
“Teidezalreadyhashisownsecretary,whokeepsthebooksofhischambers,writeshisletters,suchastheyare…it’stimeIsellepossessedherownwarder,atthegatebetweenherwomen’sworldandthegreateroneshe’llhavetodealwith.Andbesides,noneofthosestupid
governesseshaveeverbeenabletohandleher.Sheneedsaman’sauthority,that’swhat.Youhavetherank,youhavetheexperience…”TheProvincara…grinned,wasallonecouldcallthathorrifyinggleefulexpression.“Whatdoyouthink,mylordCastillar?”
Cazarilswallowed.“Ithink…Ithinkifyoulentmearazornow,formetocutmythroatwith,itwouldsaveeverso
manysteps.PleaseYourGrace.”
TheProvincarasnorted.“Good,Cazaril,good.Idosolikeamanwhodoesn’tunderestimatehissituation.”
DyFerrej,who’datfirstlookedstartledandalarmed,eyedCazarilwithnewinterest.
“I’llwageryoucoulddirect
hermindtoherDarthacandeclensions.You’vebeenthere,afterall,whichnoneofthesefoolwomenhave,”theProvincarawenton,gainingenthusiasm.“Roknari,too,thoughweallprayshe’llneverneedthat.ReadBrajaranpoetrytoher,youusedtolikethat,Iremember.Deportment—you’veservedattheroya’scourt,thegodsknow.Come,come,Cazaril,don’tlookatmelikealost
calf.Itwouldbeeasyworkforyou,inyourconvalescence.Eh,don’timagineIcan’tseehowsickyou’vebeen,”sheaddedathislittlenegatinggesture.“Youwouldn’thavetoanswerbuttwolettersaweekatmost.Less.Andyou’veriddencourier—whenyourodeoutwiththegirls,Iwouldn’thavetolistentoalotofwheezingandwhiningafterwardaboutsaddlegalls
fromthosewomenwiththighslikedough.Asforkeepingthebooksofherchamber—why,afterrunningafortress,itshouldbechild’splayforyou.Whatsayyou,dearCazaril?”
Thevisionwasatonceenticingandappalling.“Couldn’tyougivemeafortressundersiege,instead?”
Thehumorfadedinherface.
Sheleanedforward,andtappedhimontheknee;hervoicedropped,andshebreathed,“Shewillbe,soonenough.”Shepaused,andstudiedhim.“Youaskediftherewasanythingyoucoulddotoeasemyburdens.Forthemostpart,theanswerisno.Youcan’tmakemeyoung,youcan’tmake…manythingsbetter.”Cazarilwonderedanewhowthestrangefragilehealthofher
daughterweigheduponher.“Butcan’tyougivemethisonelittleyes?”
Shebeggedhim.Shebeggedhim.Thatwasallwrong.“Iamyourstocommand,ofcourse,lady,ofcourse.It’sjust…it’sjustthat…areyousure?”
“Youarenotastrangerhere,Cazaril.AndIaminthemostdesperateneedofamanIcan
trust.”
Hisheartmelted.Ormaybeitwashiswits.Hebowedhishead.“ThenIamyours.”
“Iselle’s.”
Cazaril,hiselbowsonhisknees,glancedupandacrossather,atthethoughtfullyfrowningdyFerrej,andbackattheoldwoman’sintentface.“I…see.”
“Ibelieveyoudo.Andthat,Cazaril,iswhyIshallhaveyouforher.”
4
SoitwasCazarilfoundhimself,thenextmorning,introducedintotheyoungladies’schoolroombytheProvincaraherself.Thissunnylittlechamberwasontheeastsideofthekeep,onthetopflooroccupiedby
RoyesseIselle,LadyBetriz,theirwaitingwoman,andamaid.RoyseTeidezhadchambersforhissimilarsubhouseholdinthenewbuildingacrossthecourtyard,rathermoregenerouslyproportioned,Cazarilsuspected,andwithbetterfireplaces.Iselle’sschoolroomwassimplyfurnishedwithapairofsmalltables,chairs,asinglebookcasehalf-empty,anda
coupleofchests.WiththeadditionofCazaril,feelingovertallandawkwardunderthelow-beamedceiling,andthetwoyoungwomen,itwasasfullasitwouldhold.Theperpetualwaitingwomanhadtotakehersewingintothenextchamber,thoughthedoorswereleftproppedopenbetweenthem.
ItseemedCazarilwastohaveaclass,notjustapupil.A
maidenofIselle’srankwouldalmostneverbeleftalone,andcertainlynotwithaman,evenaprematurelyagedandconvalescentoneofherownhousehold.Cazarildidn’tknowhowthetwoladiesfeltaboutthistacitarrangement,buthewassecretlyrelieved.Neverhadhefeltmorerepulsivelymale—uncouth,clumsy,anddegraded.Inall,thischeerful,peacefulfeminineatmospherewas
aboutasfarfromaRoknarigalleyrower’sbenchasitwaspossibleforCazariltoimagine,andhehadtoswallowalumpofdeliriousjoyatthecontrastasheduckedhisheadunderthelintelandsteppedinside.
TheProvincaraannouncedhimbrisklyasIselle’snewsecretary-tutor,“Justasyourbrotherhas,”aclearlyunexpectedgiftthatIselle,
afterablinkofsurprise,acceptedwithouttheleastdemur.Byhercalculatinglook,thenoveltyandincreasedstatusofbeinginstructedbyamanwasquitepleasingtoher.LadyBetriz,too,Cazarilwasheartenedtonote,lookedalertandinterestedratherthanwaryorhostile.
Cazariltrustedheappearedscholarlyenoughtofoolthe
youngladies,thewoolmerchant’sneatbrowngownsecuredtodaybythecastlewarder’ssilver-studdedbeltwithoutthesword.He’dhadtheforethoughttosupplyhimselfwithallthebooksinDarthacanthatafastrummagethroughtheremainsofthelateprovincar’slibrarycouldsupply,somehalfdozenrandomvolumes.Hedroppedthemwithanimpressivethumpuponone
ofthelittletablesandfavoredbothnewpupilswithadeliberatelysinistersmile.Ifthiswastobeanythingliketrainingyoungsoldiers,younghorses,oryounghawks,thekeywastotaketheinitiativefromthefirstmoment,andkeepitthereafter.Hecouldbeashollowasadrum,solongashewasasloud.
TheProvincaradepartedas
brisklyasshe’darrived.Intheinterestofpretendinghehadaplanwhiledevisingone,Cazarilstartedrightinbytestingtheroyesse’scommandofDarthacan.Hehadherreadarandompagefromoneofthevolumes,asitchancedonatopicthatCazarilknewwell:miningandsappingfortifiedlinesduringsieges.Withmuchhelpandprompting,Isellestumbledthroughthree
laboriousparagraphs.TwoorthreequestionsCazarilputtoherinDarthacanchallenginghertoexplicatethecontentsofwhatshe’djustreadlefthersputteringandfloundering.
“Youraccentisterrible,”hetoldherfrankly.“ADarthacanwouldfindyounearlyunintelligible.”
Herheadcameup,andshe
glaredathim.“MygovernesssaidIwasquitegood.ShesaidthatIhadaverymelodicintonation.”
“Yes;youspeaklikeaSouthIbranfishwomanhawkingherwares.Theyareverymelodic,too.ButanyDarthacanlordling,andtheyareallarrogantaswaspsabouttheirdreadfultongue,wouldlaughinyourface.”Atleast,theyhadinCazaril’s,
once.“Yourgovernessflatteredyou,Royesse.”
Shefrownedacrossathim.“Itakeityoudonotfancyyourselfaflatterer,Castillar?”
Hertoneandtermswereabitmoredouble-leveledthanhe’dexpected.Hisironicreturnbow,fromhisseatonachestdrawnuptohertable’sotherside,waspulledshorter
andalittlelessapologeticthanhe’dintendedbytheyankofhisadhesions.“ItrustIamnotacompletelout.Butifyoudesireamantotellyoucomfortableliesaboutyourprowess,andsofetteranyhopeoftrueexcellence,I’msureyoumayfindoneanywhere.Notallprisonsaremadeofironbars.Somearemadeoffeatherbeds.Royesse.”
Hernostrilsflared;herlipsthinned.Belatedly,itoccurredtoCazarilthatperhapsthiswasthewrongapproach.Shewasatenderyoungthing,barelymorethanagirl—perhapsheoughttosoften—andifshecomplainedofhimtotheProvincara,hemightlose—
Sheturnedthepage.“Letus,”shesaidinanicyvoice,“goon.”
Fivegods,he’dseenexactlythatsamelookoffrustratedfuryintheeyesoftheyoungmenwho’dpickedthemselvesup,spatthedirtfromtheirmouths,andgoneontobecomehisbestlieutenants.Maybethiswasn’tgoingtobesodifficultafterall.Withgreateffort,hecrankedabroadgrindownwardintoagravefrownandnoddedaugusttutorlypermission.“Continue.”
Anhourflewbyinthispleasant,easyemployment.Well,easyforhim.Whenhenoticedtheroyesserubbinghertemples,andlinesdeepeningbetweenherbrowsthathadnothingtodowithmereoffense,hedesistedandtookthebookbackfromher.
LadyBetrizhadfollowedalongatIselle’sside,herlipsmovingsilently.Cazarilhadherrepeattheexercise.With
Iselle’sexamplebeforeher,shewasquicker,butalasshesufferedfromthesamebroadSouthIbranaccent,probablyfromthesameSouthIbranpriorinstructress,asIselle.Isellelistenedintentlyastheywadedthroughcorrections.
Theyhadallearnedtheirnoondinnerbythattime,Cazarilfelt;buthehadonemoredispleasingtasktoaccomplish,strictlycharged
tohimbytheProvincara.Heleanedback,asthegirlsstirredandmadetorise,andclearedhisthroat.
“Thatwasquiteaspectaculargestureyoubroughtoffyesterdayatthetemple,Royesse.”
Herwidemouthcurvedup;hercuriouslythickeyelidsnarrowedinpleasure.“Thankyou,Castillar.”
Helethisownsmilegrowastringent.“Amostshowyinsult,toputuponamanconstrainedtostandandnotanswerback.Atleasttheidlerswerevastlyamused,judgingbytheirlaughter.”
Herlipsconstrictedintoanuneasypurse.“ThereismuchilldoneinChalionthatIcandonothingabout.Itwaslittleenough.”
“Ifitwaswell,itwaswell-done,”heconcededwithadeceptivelycordialnod.“Tellme,Royesse,whatstepsdidyoutakebeforehand,toassureyourselfoftheman’sguilt?”
Herchinstoppedinmid-rise.“SerdyFerrej…saiditofhim.AndIknowhimtobehonest.”
“SerdyFerrejsaid,andI
recallhiswordsprecisely,forheuseshiswordsso,thathe’dhearditsaidthejudgehadtakentheduelist’sbribe.Hedidnotclaimfirsthandknowledgeofthedeed.Didyoucheckwithhim,afterdinner,tofindouthowhecamebyhisbelief?”
“No…IfI’dtoldanyonewhatIwasplanning,theywouldhaveforbiddenme.”
“You,ah,toldLadyBetriz,though.”Cazarilfavoredthedark-eyedwomanwithanod.
Stiffening,Betrizrepliedwarily,“It’swhyIsuggestedaskingthefirstflame.”
Cazarilshrugged.“Thefirstflame,ah.Butyourhandisyoungandstrongandsteady,LadyIselle.Areyousurethatfirstflamewasn’tallyourdoing?”
Herfrowndeepened.“Thetownsmenapplauded…”
“Indeed.Onaverage,one-halfofallsupplicantstocomebeforeajudge’sbenchmustdepartangryanddisappointed.Butnot,bythat,necessarilywronged.”
Thatonehitthetarget,bythechangeinherface.Theshiftfromdefianttostrickenwasnotespeciallypleasurableto
watch.“But…but…”
Cazarilsighed.“I’mnotsayingyouwerewrong,Royesse.Thistime.I’msayingyouwererunningblindfolded.Andifitwasn’theadlongintoatree,itwasonlybythemercyofthegods,andnotbyanycareofyours.”
“Oh.”
“Youmayhaveslanderedanhonestman.Oryoumayhavestruckablowforjustice.Idon’tknow.Thepointis…neitherdoyou.”
Herohthistimewassorepressedastobeunvoiced.
ThehorriblypracticalpartofCazaril’smindthathadeasedhimthroughsomanyscrapescouldn’thelpadding,“Andrightorwrong,whatIalso
sawwasthatyoumadeanenemy,andlefthimalivebehindyou.Greatcharity.Badtactics.”Damn,butthatwasnoremarktomaketoagentlemaiden…withaneffort,hekeptfromclappinghishandsoverhismouth,agesturethatwoulddonothingtopropuphisposeasahigh-mindedandearnestcorrector.
Iselle’sbrowswentupandstayedup,foramoment,this
time.SodidLadyBetriz’s.
Afteranunnervinglylongandthoughtfulsilence,Isellesaidquietly,“Ithankyouforyourgoodcounsel,Castillar.”
Hereturnedheranapprovingnod.Good.Ifhe’dgotthroughthatstickyoneallright,hewashalfwayhomewithher.Andnow,thankthegods,ontotheProvincara’sgeneroustable…
Isellesatbackandfoldedherhandsinherlap.“Youaretobemysecretary,aswellasmytutor,Cazaril,yes?”
Cazarilsankback.“Yes,mylady?Youwishsomeassistancewithaletter?”Healmostaddedsuggestively,Afterdinner?
“Assistance.Yes.Butnotwithaletter.SerdyFerrejsaidyouwereonceacourier,
isthatright?”
“IoncerodefortheprovincarofGuarida,mylady.WhenIwasyounger.”
“Acourierisaspy.”Herregardhadgrowndisquietinglycalculating.
“Notnecessarily,thoughitwassometimeshardto…convincepeopleotherwise.Weweretrustedmessengers,
firstandforemost.Notthatweweren’tsupposedtokeepoureyesopenandreportourobservations.”
“Goodenough.”Thechincameup.“Thenmyfirsttaskforyou,asmysecretary,isoneofobservation.IwantyoutofindoutifImadeamistakeornot.Ican’tverywellgodownintotown,oraskaround—Ihavetostayupontopofthishillinmy”—
shegrimaced—“featherbed.Butyou—youcandoit.”Shegazedacrossathimwithanexpressionofthemostdisturbingfaith.
Hisstomachfeltsuddenlyashollowasadrum,andithadnothingtodowiththelackoffood.Apparently,hehadjustputonslightlytoogoodashow.“I…I…immediately?”
Sheshifteduncomfortably.
“Discreetly.Asopportunitypresents.”
Cazarilswallowed.“I’lltrywhatIcando,mylady.”
ONHISWAYDOWNTHESTAIRSTOHISOWNCHAMBER,onefloorbelow,avisionsurfacedinCazaril’sthoughtsfromhisdaysasapageinthisverycastle.He’dfanciedhimselfabitofaswordsman,onaccountofbeingashade
betterthanthehalfdozenotheryounghighbornloutswho’dsharedhisdutiesandhistrainingintheprovincar’shousehold.Onedayanewyoungpagehadarrived,ashort,surlyfellow;theprovincar’sswordmasterhadinvitedCazariltostepupagainsthimatthenexttrainingsession.Cazarilhaddevelopedhimselfaprettythrustortwo,includingaflourishthat,withareal
blade,wouldhaveneatlynippedtheearsoffmostofhiscomrades.He’dtriedhisspecialpassonthenewfellow,comingtoahappyhaltwiththedullededgeflatagainstthenewcomer’shead—onlytolookdownandseehisopponent’slightpracticebladebentnearlydoubleagainsthisgutpadding.
Thatpagehadgoneon,Cazarilhadheard,tobecome
theswordmasterfortheroyaofBrajar.Intime,Cazarilhadtoownhimselfanindifferentswordsman—hisinterestshadalwaysbeentoobroad-scatteredforhimtomaintainthenecessaryobsession.Buthe’dneverforgottenthatmoment,lookingdowninsurpriseathismock-death.
ItbemusedhimthathisfirstlessonwiththedelicateIsellehadchurnedupthatold
memory.Oddlittleflickersofintensity,toburninsuchdisparateeyes…whathadthatshortpage’snamebeen…?
Cazarilfoundthatacouplemoretunicsandtrousershadarrivedonhisbedwhilehewasout,relicsofthecastlewarder’syoungerandthinnerdays,unlesshemissedhisguess.Hewenttoputthemawayinthechestatthefootofhisbedandwasreminded
ofthedeadwoolmerchant’sbook,foldedinsidetheblackvest-cloakthere.Hepickeditup,thinkingtowalkitdowntothetemplethisafternoon,butthensetitback.Possibly,withinitscipheredpages,mightlurksomeofthatmoralcertaintytheroyessesoughtofhim—thathehadprickedhertoseekofhim—someclearerevidencefororagainsttheshamedjudge.Hewouldexamineithimself,first.
PerhapsitwouldprovidesomeguidancetothesecretsofValenda’slocalscene.
AFTERDINNER,CAZARILLAYDOWNFORAMARVELOUSlittlenap.HewasjustcomingtoluxuriantwakefulnessagainwhenSerdyFerrejknockedonhisdoor,anddeliveredtohimthebooksandrecordsoftheroyesse’schambers.Betrizfollowedshortlywithaboxoflettersforhimtoputin
order.Cazarilspenttheremainderoftheafternoonstartingtoorganizetherandomlypiledlot,andfamiliarizehimselfwiththematterstherein.
Thefinancialrecordswerefairlysimple—thepurchaseofthisorthattrivialtoyorbitoftrumperyjewelry;listsofpresentsgivenandreceived;asomewhatmoremeticulouslistingofjewelsofgenuine
value,inheritances,orgifts.Clothing.Iselle’sridinghorse,themuleSnowflake,andtheirassortedtrappings.Itemssuchaslinensorfurnitureweresubsumed,presumably,intheProvincara’saccounts,butwouldinfuturebeCazaril’scharge.Aladyofrankwasnormallysentofftomarriagewithcartloads—Cazarilhopednotboatloads—offinegoods,andIsellewassurely
duetobegintheyearsofaccumulationagainstthatfuturejourney.ShouldhelisthimselfasItemOneinthatbridalinventory?
Hepicturedtheentry:Sec’t’y-tutor,Oneea.GiftfromGrandmama.Agedthirty-five.Badlydamagedinshipping.Value…?
Thebridalprocessionwasaone-wayjourney,normally,
althoughIselle’smotherthedowagerroyinahadreturned…broken,Cazariltriednottothink.TheLadyIstapuzzledanddisturbedhim.Itwassaidthatmadnessraninsomenoblefamilies.NotCazaril’s—hisfamilyhadruntofinancialfecklessnessandunluckypoliticalalliancesinstead,justasdevastatinginthelongrun.WasIselleatrisk…?Surelynot.
Iselle’scorrespondencewasscantbutinteresting.Someearly,kindlylittlelettersfromhergrandmother,frombeforethewidowedroyinahadmovedherfamilybackhomefromcourt,fullofadviceonthegeneralorderofbegood,obeyyourmother,sayyourprayers,helptakecareofyourlittlebrother.Oneortwonotesfromunclesoraunts,theProvincara’sotherchildren—Isellehadnoother
relativesonherfatherthelateRoyaIas’sside,Iashavingbeentheonlysurvivingchildofhisownill-fatedfather.Aregularseriesofbirthdayandholydaylettersfromhermucholderhalfbrother,thepresentroya,Orico.
Thosewereintheroya’sownhand,Cazarilnotedwithapproval,oratleast,hetrustedtheroyadidnotemployanysecretarywith
suchacrabbedanddifficultfist.Theywereforthemostpartstifflittlemissives,theeffortofamanfull-grownattemptingtobekindlytoachild,exceptwhentheybrokeintodescriptionsofOrico’sbelovedmenagerie.Thentheybecamespontaneousandflowingforthespaceofaparagraphortwo,inenthusiasmand,perhaps,trustthathereatleastwasaninterestthetwohalfsiblings
mightshareonthesamelevel.
Thispleasanttaskwasinterruptedinturnlateintheafternoonwiththeword,broughtbyapage,thatCazaril’spresencewasnowrequiredtorideoutwiththeroyesseandLadyBetriz.Hehastilydonnedtheborrowedswordandfoundthehorsessaddledandwaitinginthecourtyard.Cazarilhadn’thad
alegacrossahorsefornearlythreeyears;thepageeyedhimwithsurpriseanddisfavorwhenCazarilaskedforamountingblock,toeasehimselfgingerlyaboard.Theygavehimanicemild-manneredbeast,thesamebaygeldinghe’dseentheroyesse’swaitingwomanridingthatfirstafternoon.Astheyformedup,thewaitingwomanleanedfromawindowinthekeepand
wavedthemoutwithapieceoflinenandevidentgoodwill.Buttherideprovedmuchmilderandmoreplacidthanhe’danticipated,amerejauntdowntotheriverandback.SincehedeclaredattheoutsetoftheexcursionthatallconversationbythepartymustbeconductedinDarthacan,itwasalsolargelysilent,addingtothegeneralrestfulness.
Andthensupper,andthentohischamber,wherehepotteredabouttryingonhisnewoldclothing,andfoldingitaway,andattemptingthefirstfewpagesofdecipheringthepoordeadfoolofawoolmerchant’sbook.ButCazaril’seyesgrewheavyoverthistask,andhesleptlikeablocktillmorning.
ASITHADBEGUN,SOITWENTON.INTHEMORNING,lessons
withthetwolovelyyoungladiesinDarthacanorRoknariorgeographyorarithmeticorgeometry.Forgeography,hefilchedawaythegoodmapsfromTeidez’stutorandentertainedtheroyessewithsuitablyeditedaccountsofsomeofhismoreexoticpastjourneysaroundChalion,Ibra,Brajar,greatDarthaca,orthefiveperpetuallyquarrelingRoknariprincedomsalongthe
northcoast.
Hismorerecentslave’s-eyeviewsoftheRoknarArchipelago,heeditedmuchmoreseverely.Iselle’sandBetriz’sopenboredomwithcourtRoknari,hediscovered,wassusceptibletoexactlythesamecureashe’dusedonthecoupleofyoungpagesfromtheprovincarofGuarida’shouseholdhe’doncebeendetailedtoteachthe
language.HetradedtheladiesonewordofrudeRoknari(albeitnotthemostrude)foreverytwentyofcourtRoknaritheydemonstratedthemselvestohavememorized.Notthattheywouldevergettousethatvocabulary,butitmightbewellforthemtobeabletorecognizethingssaidintheirhearing.Andtheygiggledcharmingly.
Cazarilapproachedhisfirst
assignedduty,quietlyinvestigatingtheprobityoftheprovincialjusticiar,withtrepidation.ObliqueinquiriesoftheProvincaraanddyFerrejfilledinbackgroundwithoutsupplyingcertainty,asneitherhadcrossedthemaninhisprofessionalcapacity,merelyinunexceptionablesocialcontacts.Afewexcursionsdownintotowntotrytofindanyonewho’dknownCazaril
seventeenyearsagoandwouldspeaktohimfranklyprovedalittledisheartening.Theonlymanwhorecognizedhimwithcertaintyatsightwasanelderlybakerwho’dmaintainedalongandlucrativecareersellingsweetstoallthecastle’sparadeofpages,buthewasanamiablefellownotinclinedtolawsuits.
Cazarilstartedworking
throughthewoolmerchant’snotebookleafbyleaf,asquicklyashisotherdutiespermittedhim.SometrulydisgustingearlyexperimentsincallingdowntheBastard’sdemonshadbeenentirelyineffective,Cazarilwasrelievedtoobserve.Thedeadduelist’snameneverappearedbutwithsomeexcoriatingadjectivesattached,orsometimesjusttheadjectivesalone;thelive
judge’snamedidnotturnupexplicitly.ButbeforeCazarilhadthetangleevenhalf-unraveled,thequestionwastakenoutofhisinexperthands.
AnOfficerofInquiryfromtheProvincarofBaocia’scourtarrived,fromthebusytownofTaryoon,towhichtheDowager’ssonhadmovedhiscapitaluponinheritinghisfather’sgift.It
hadtaken,Cazarilcountedoffinhisheadlater,justaboutasmanydaysasonecouldexpectforaletterfromtheProvincaratohersontobewritten,dispatched,andread,fororderstobepasseddowntoBaocia’sChancelleryofJustice,andfortheInquirertoreadyhimselfandhisstafffortravel.Privilegeindeed.CazarilwasunsureoftheProvincara’sallegiancetotheprocessesoflaw,buthe
wageredthebusinessofleavinglooseenemiesuntidilyabouthadpluckedsome,ah,housewifelynerveofhers.
ThenextdaythejudgeVresewasdiscoveredtohaveriddenoffinthenightwithtwoservantsandsomehastilypackedbagsandchests,leavingadisruptedhouseholdandafireplacefullofashesfromburnedpapers.
CazariltriedtodiscourageIsellefromtakingthisasproofeither,butthatwasabitofastretchevenforhisslowjudgment.Thealternative—thatIsellehadbeentouchedbythegoddessthatday—disturbedhimtocontemplate.Thegods,thelearnedtheologiansoftheHolyFamilyassuredmen,workedinwayssubtle,secret,andaboveall,parsimonious:throughtheworld,notinit.
Evenforthebright,exceptionalmiraclesofhealing—ordarkmiraclesofdisasterordeath—men’sfreewillmustopenachannelforgoodoreviltoenterwakinglife.Cazarilhadmet,inhistime,sometwoorthreepersonswhohesuspectedmightbetrulygod-touched,andafewmorewho’dplainlythoughttheywere.Theyhadnotanyofthembeencomfortabletobearound.
CazariltrusteddevoutlythattheDaughterofSpringhadgoneawaysatisfiedwithheravatar’saction.Orjustgoneaway…
Isellehadlittlecontactwithherbrother’shouseholdacrossthecourtyard,excepttomeetatmeals,orwhentheymadeupapartyforarideoutintothecountryside.Cazarilgatheredthetwochildrenhadbeencloser,
beforetheonsetofpubertyhadbeguntodrivethemintotheseparateworldsofmenandwomen.
Theroyse’ssternsecretary-tutor,SerdySanda,seemedunnecessarilyunnervedbyCazaril’semptyrankofcastillar.Helaidclaimtoahigherplaceattableorinprocessionabovethemereladies’tutorwithaninsincerelyapologeticsmile
thatserved—everymeal—todrawmoreattentionthanitpurportedtosoothe.Cazarilconsideredtryingtoexplaintothemanjusthowmuchhedidn’tcare,butdoubtedhe’dgetthrough,socontentedhimselfwithmerelysmilingback,aresponsewhichconfuseddySandaterriblyashekepttryingtoplaceitassomesortofsubtletactic.WhendySandashowedupinIselle’sschoolroomoneday
todemandhismapsbereturned,heseemedtoexpectCazariltodefendthemasthoughtheyweresecretstatepapers.Cazarilproducedthempromptly,withgentlethanks.DySandawasforcedtodepartwithhishuffbarelyhalf-vented.
LadyBetriz’steethwereset.“Thatfellow!Heactslike,like…”
“Likeoneofthecastlecats,”Isellesupplied,“whenastrangecatcomesaround.Whathaveyoudonetomakehimhissatyouso,Cazaril?”
“Ipromiseyou,Ihaven’tpissedoutsidehiswindow,”Cazarilofferedearnestly,aremarkthatmadeBetrizchokeonagiggle—ah,thatwasbetter—andlookaroundguiltilytobesurethewaitingwomanwastoofaroffto
hear.Hadthatbeentoocrude?Hewassurehedidn’tquitehavethehangofyoungladiesyet,buttheyhadnotcomplainedofhim,despitetheDarthacan.“IsupposeheimaginesIwouldpreferhisjob.Hecan’thavethoughtitthrough.”
Orperhapshehad,Cazarilrealizedabruptly.WhenTeidezhadbeenborn,hisheirshiptohisnew-wedhalf
brotherOricohadbeenmuchlessapparent.Butasyearhadfollowedyear,andOrico’sroyinastillfailedtoconceiveachild,interest—possiblyunhealthyinterest—inTeidezmustsurelyhavebeguntogrowinthecourtofChalion.PerhapsthatwaswhyIstahadleftthecapital,takingherchildrenoutofthatfervidatmospheretothisquiet,cleancountrytown.Awisemove,withal.
“Oh,no,Cazaril,”saidIselle.“Stayupherewithus.It’smuchnicer.”
“Indeed,yes,”heassuredher.
“It’snotjust.You’vetwiceSerdySanda’swits,andtentimeshistravels!Whydoyouendurehimso,so…”Betrizseemedatalossforwords.“Quietly,”shefinallyfinished.Shestaredawayforamoment,asifafraidhe
wouldconstrueshe’dswallowedatermlessflattering.
Cazarilsmiledcrookedlyathisunexpectedpartisan.“DoyouthinkitwouldmakehimhappierifIpresentedmyselfasatargetforhisfoolishness?”
“Clearly,yes!”
“Well,then.Yourquestion
answersitself.”
Sheopenedhermouth,andclosedit.Isellenearlychokedonashortlaugh.
Cazaril’ssympathyfordySandaincreased,however,onemorningwhenheturnedup,hisfacesodrainedofbloodastobealmostgreen,withthealarmingnewsthathisroyalchargehadvanishedaway,nottobefoundin
houseorkitchen,kennelorstable.Cazarilbuckledonhisswordandreadiedhimselftorideoutwiththesearchers,hismindalreadyquarteringthecountrysideandthetown,weighingtheoptionsofinjuries,bandits,theriver…taverns?WasTeidezoldenoughyettoattemptawhore?Reasonenoughtoscrapeoffhisclingingattendants.
BeforeCazarilwasmovedtopointouttherangeofpossibilitiestodySanda,whosemindwasutterlyfixatedonbandits,Teidezhimselfrodeintothecourtyard,muddyanddamp,acrossbowslungoverhisshoulder,aboygroomfollowingbehind,andadeadfoxhungoverhissaddlebow.Teidezstaredatthehalf-assembledcavalcadewithsurlyhorror.
Cazarilabandonedhisattempttoclimbonhishorsewithoutpullingsomethingthathurt,loweredhimselftoaseatonhismountingblockwiththebaygelding’sreinsinhishand,andwatchedinfascinationasfourgrownmenbegantobelabortheboyandtheobvious.
Wherehaveyoubeen?scarcelyneededasked,Whydidyoudothat?likewise,
Whydidn’tyoutellanyone?grewmoreapparentbytheminute.Teidezendureditwithhisteethclosed,forthemostpart.
WhendySandapausedforbreath,TeidezthrusthislimpandruddypreyatBeetimthehuntsman.“Here.Skinthisforme.Iwantthepelt.”
“Pelt’snogoodatthisseason,younglord,”saidBeetim
severely.“Thehair’sallthin,andfallsout.”Heshookhisfingeratthevixen’sdarkdugs,heavywithmilk.“Andit’sbadlucktotakeamotheranimalintheDaughter’sseason.I’llhavetoburnitswhiskers,oritsghost’llbeback,stirringupmydogsallnightlong.Andwherearethecubs,eh?Youshould’veslainthemaswell,whileyouwereatit,it’srightcrueltoleavethemtostarve.Orhaveyou
twogoneandhiddenthemsomewhere,eh?”Hisglowertookintheshrinkingboygroom.
Teidezthrewhiscrossbowtothecobbles,andsnarledinexasperation,“Welookedfortheden.Wecouldn’tfindit.”
“Yes,andyou—!”dySandaturnedontheunluckygroom.“Youknowyoushouldhavecometome—!”Heabused
thegroominmuchbluntertermsthanhe’ddaredtoventupontheroyse,endingwiththecommand,“Beetim,gobeattheboyforhisstupidityandinsolence!”
“Withawill,m’lord,”saidBeetimgrimly,andstalkedawaytowardthestables,thefox’sscruffinonehandandthecoweringgroom’sintheother.
Thetwoseniorgroomsledthehorsesbacktotheirstalls.Cazarilgaveuphismountgladlyandconsideredhisbreakfast—now,itappeared,nottobeindefinitelydelayed.DySanda,angersucceedinghisterror,confiscatedthecrossbowanddrovethesullenTeidezindoors.Teidez’svoicefloatedbackinalastcounterargumentbeforethedoorbangedcloseduponthepair,“ButI’msobored
…!”
Cazarilpuffedalaugh.Fivegods,butwhatahorribleagethatwastobeforanyboy.Allfullofimpulsesandenergy,plaguedwithincomprehensiblearbitraryadultswithstupidideasthatdidnotinvolveskippingmorningprayerstogofoxhuntingonafairspringmorning—heglancedupattheskyoverhead,brightening
toawashedceruleanasthedawnmistsburnedaway.ThequietudeoftheProvincara’shousehold,balmtoCazaril’ssoul,wasdoubtlessacidtopoorconstrictedTeidez.
AnywordofadvicefromthenewlyemployedCazarilwasnotlikelytobewellreceivedbydySanda,asmattersstoodbetweenthematpresent.ButitseemedtoCazarilthatifdySandawaslookingtoguard
hisfutureinfluenceovertheroysewhenhecametoaman’sestatewithitsfullpowerandprivilegeofahighlord—attheveryleast—ofChalion,hewasgoingaboutitexactlybackward.Teidezwasmorelikelytoshedhimatthefirstopportunity.
Still,dySandawasaconscientiousman,Cazarilhadtogrant.Avilermanoflikeambitionmightwellbe
panderingtoTeidez’sappetitesinsteadofattemptingtocontrolthem,winningnotloyaltybutaddiction.Cazarilhadmetanoblescionortwosocorruptedbyhisattendants…butnotindyBaocia’shousehold.WhiletheProvincarawasincharge,Teidezwasunlikelytoencountersuchparasites.Onthatcomfortingreflection,Cazarilpushedofftheblock
andclimbedtohisfeet.
5
TheRoyesseIselle’ssixteenthbirthdayfellatthemidpointofspring,somesixweeksafterCazarilhadcometoValenda.ThebirthdaypresentsentdownthisyearfromthecapitalatCardegossbyherbrotherOricowasa
finedappledgraymare,aninspirationeitherwellcalculatedorverylucky,forIselleflewintotransportsovertheshimmeringbeast.Cazarilhadtoconcedeitwasaroyalgift.Andhewasabletoavoidtheproblemofhisdamagedhandwritingalittlelonger,asitwasnotroubleatalltopersuadeIselletomakeherthank-youinherownhand,tosendwiththeroyalcourier’sreturn.
ButCazarilfoundhimselfsubjectedinthedaysfollowingtothemostminuteandcareful,nottosayembarrassing,inquiriesfromIselleandBetrizafterhishealth.Littlegiftsofthebestfruitorviandsweresentdownthetabletotempthisappetite;hewasencouragedtogoearlytobed,anddrinkalittlewine,butnottoomuch;bothladiespersuadedhimouttofrequentshortwalksinthe
garden.Itwasn’ttilldyFerrejletfallacasualjoketotheProvincarainhishearingthatCazarilcaughtonthatIselleandherhandmaidenhadbeenconstrainedtotempertheirgallopsoutofconsiderationforthenewsecretary’ssupposedlyfrailhealth.Cazaril’switsovertookhisindignationjustbarelyintimetoconfirmthiscanardwithastraightfaceandaconvincinglystiffgait.Their
feminineattentions,howeverblatantlyself-interested,weretoolovelytoscorn.And…itwasn’tthatmuchofanact.
Boththeimprovingweatherand,truthtotell,hisimprovingconditionbaitedhimintorelenting.Afterall,soonenoughthesummerheatwouldbeuponthem,andslowlifedownagain.Afterwatchingbothgirlssticktotheirhorsesoverlogsand
downthetwistingtrailsbytheriver,flashingalonginripplesofgoldandgreenfromthehalfshadeofthenewleavesoverhead,hisconcernfortheirsafetyeased.Itwashishorse,shyingsidewaysafterstartlingadoeoutofathicket,thatdumpedhimviolentlyintoamessofrocksandtreeroots,knockinghiswindoutandpoppinganadhesioninhisback.Helaywheezing,thewoodsblurred
withtearsofpain,tilltwofrightenedfemalefaceswaveredintohisviewagainstthelaceofleavesandsky.
Ittookthepairofthemandthehelpofafallentreetogethimloadedbackuponhisrecapturedhorse.Thereturntripupthehilltothecastlewasasdemureandladylike,nottomentionguilty,awalkaseverthegovernessescouldhavewished.Theworldhad
stoppedtwistingaroundhisheadinoddlittlejerksbythetimetheyrodethroughthearchedgate,butthetornadhesionwasaburningagonymarkedbyalumpthesizeofaneggbeneathhistunic.Itwouldlikelydarkentoblackandtakeweekstosubside.Arrivingsafeatlastinthecourtyard,hehadnoattentionforanythingbutthemountingblock,thegroom,andagaingettingoffthe
damnedhorsealive.Secureonthegroundhestoodforamoment,headbentagainstthesaddlebow,grimacingwithpain.
“Caz!”
Thefamiliarvoicesmotehisearsoutofnowhere.Hisheadcameup;heblinkedaround.Stridingtowardhim,hisarmsheldout,wasatall,athleticmanwithdarkhair,dressed
inanelegantredbrocadetunicandhighridingboots.“Fivegods,”whisperedCazaril,andthen,“Palli?”
“Caz,Caz!Ikissyourhands!Ikissyourfeet!”Thetallmanseizedhim,nearlyknockinghimover,madethefirsthalfofhisgreetingliteral,buttradedthesecondforanembraceinstead.“Caz,man!I’dthoughtyouweredead!”
“No,no…Palli…”Hispainthree-fourthsforgotten,hegrabbedthedark-hairedman’shandsinturn,andturnedtoIselleandBetriz,who’dabandonedtheirhorsestothegroomsanddriftedupinopencuriosity.“RoyesseIselle,LadyBetriz,permitmetointroducetheSerdyPalliar—hewasmygoodrightarmatGotorget—fivegods,Palli,whatareyoudoinghere?”
“Icouldaskyouthesame,withmorereason!”Pallireplied,andmadehisbowtotheladies,whoeyedhimwithincreasingapproval.ThetwoyearsandmoresinceGotorgethaddonemuchtoimprovehisalready-pleasantlooks,notthattheyhadn’talllookedlikedepravedscarecrowsattheendofthesiege.“Royesse,mylady,anhonor—butit’stheMarchdyPalliarnow,Caz.”
“Oh,”saidCazaril,andgavehimanimmediate,apologeticnod.“Mycondolences.Isitarecentloss?”
Pallireturnedanunderstandingduckofhischin.“Almosttwoyearsgone,now.TheoldmanhadsufferedanapoplecticstrokewhilewewerestillclosedupinGotorget,buthehungontilljustafterImadeithome,thanksbetotheFatherof
Winter.Heknewme,Iwasabletoseehimatthelast,tellhimofthecampaign—heofferedupablessingforyou,youknow,onhislastday,thoughweboththoughtwewereprayingforthelostdead.Caz,man,wheredidyougo?”
“I…wasn’transomed.”
“Notransomed?How,notransomed?Howcouldyou
notberansomed?”
“Itwasanerror.Mynamewasleftoffthelist.”
“DyJironalsaidtheRoknarireportedyoudiedofasuddenfever.”
Cazaril’ssmilegrewtight.“No.Iwassoldtothegalleys.”
Palli’sheadjerkedback.
“Someerror!No,wait,thatmakesnosense—”
Cazaril’sgrimace,andhishandpressedpalmdownbeforehischest,stoppedPalli’sprotestonhislips,thoughitdidn’tquenchthestartledlookinhiseyes.Pallialwayscouldtakeahint,ifyoucloutedhimwithithardenough.Thetwistofhismouthsaid,Verywell,butIwillhavethisoutofyoulater
—!BythetimeheturnedtoSerdyFerrej,cominguptoobservethisreunionwithaninterestedexpression,hischeerfulsmilewasbackinplace.
“MylorddyPalliaristakingwinewiththeProvincarainthegarden,”thecastlewarderexplained.“Dojoinus,Cazaril.”
“Thankyou.”
Pallitookhisarm,andtheyturnedtofollowdyFerrejoutofthecourtyardandhalf-aroundthekeep,tothelittleplotwheretheProvincara’sgardenergrewflowers.Ingoodweathershemadeitherfavoritebowerforsittingoutdoors.Threestrides,andCazarilwastrailing;PallishortenedhisstepabruptlyatCazaril’sstumble,andeyedhimsidelong.TheProvincarawaitedtheirreturnwitha
patientsmile,enthronedunderanarchingtrellisofclimbingrosesnotyetinbloom.Shewavedthemtothechairstheservantshadbroughtout.Cazarilloweredhimselfontoacushionwithawinceandanawkwardgrunt.
“Bastard’sdemons,”saidPalliunderhisbreath,“didtheRoknaricrippleyou?”
“Onlyhalf.LadyIselle—oof!
—seemsbentoncompletingthetask.”Gingerly,heeasedhimselfback.“Andthatfoolhorse.”
TheProvincarafrownedatthetwoyoungladies,whohadtaggedalonguninvited.“Iselle,wereyougalloping?”sheinquireddangerously.
Cazarilwavedadivertinghand.“Itwasallthefaultofmynoblesteed,mylady—
attacked,itthought,byahorse-eatingdeer.Itwentsidewise,Ididn’t.Thankyou.”Heacceptedaglassofwinefromtheservantwithdeepappreciationandsippedquickly,tryingnottoletitslosh.Theunpleasantshakyfeelinginhisgutwaspassingoff,now.
Isellecasthimagratefulglance,whichhergrandmotherdidnotmiss.
TheProvincarasniffedfaintdisbelief.Bywayofpunishment,shesaid,“Iselle,Betriz,goandchangeoutofthoseridingclothesandintosomethingsuitableforsupper.Wemaybecountryfolkhere;weneednotbesavages.”Theydraggedoff,withacoupleofbackwardglancesatthefascinatingvisitor.
“Buthowcameyouhere,
Palli?”Cazarilasked,whenthedoubledistractionhadpassedaroundthecornerofthekeep.Palli,too,staredafterthem,andseemedtohavetoshakehimselfbackawake.Closeyourmouth,man,Cazarilthoughtinamusement.Ihaveto.
“Oh!I’mridinguptoCardegoss,todanceattendanceatcourt.M’fatheralwaysusedtobreakhis
journeyshere,beingthickwiththeoldProvincar—whenwepassednearValenda,Imadetopresume,andsentamessenger.Andm’lady”—henoddedtotheProvincara—“waskindenoughtobidmebide.”
“I’dhavecuffedyouifyou’dfailedtomakeyourdutytome,”saidtheProvincaraamiably,withadmirableillogic.“I’dnotseenyour
fathernoryouforfartoomanyyears.Iwassorrytohearofhispassing.”
Pallinodded.HecontinuedtoCazaril,“Weplantorestthehorsesovernightandgoontomorrowataleisurelypace—theweather’stoofinetobeinarush.Therearepilgrimsontheroadstoeveryshrineandtemple—andthosewhopreyon’em,alas—therewerebanditsreportedinthehill
passes,butwedidn’tfind’em.”
“Youlooked?”saidCazaril,bemused.Notfindingbanditshadbeenallhisdesire,ontheroad.
“Hey!IamthelorddedicatoftheDaughter’sOrderatPalliarnow,I’llhaveyouknow—inmyfather’sshoes.Ihaveduties.”
“Youridewiththesoldier-brothers?”
“Morelikewiththebaggagetrain.It’sallkeepingthebooks,andcollectingrents,andchasingthedamnedequipment,andlogistics.Thejoysofcommand—well,youknow.Youtaughtthemtome.Onepartglorytotenpartsshovelingmanure.”
Cazarilgrinned.“Thatgooda
ratio?You’reblessed.”
Palligrinnedbackandacceptedcheeseandcakesfromtheservant.“Ilodgedmytroopdownintown.Butyou,Caz!AssoonasIsaid,Gotorget,theyaskedmeifwe’dmet—youcouldhaveknockedmeoverwithastrawwhenm’ladysaidyou’dturneduphere,havingwalked—walked!—fromIbra,andlookinglike
somethingthecathawkedup.”
TheProvincaragaveasmall,unrepentantshrugatCazaril’sfaintlyreproachfulglanceherway.
“I’vebeentellingthemwarstoriesforthepasthalfhour,”Palliwenton.“How’syourhand?”
Cazarilcurleditinhislap.
“Muchrecovered.”Hehastenedtochangethesubject.“What’sforwardatcourt,foryou?”
“Well,I’dnothadthechancetomakeformaloathtoOricosincem’fatherdied,andalso,I’mtorepresenttheDaughter’sOrderofPalliarattheinvestiture.”
“Investiture?”saidCazarilblankly.
“Ah,hasOricofinallygivenoutthegeneralshipoftheDaughter’sOrder?”askeddyFerrej.“Sincetheoldgeneraldied,IheareveryhighfamilyinChalionhasbeenbadgeringhimforthegift.”
“Ishouldimagine,”saidtheProvincara.“Lucrativeandpowerfulenough,evenifitissmallerthantheSon’s.”
“Oh,aye,”saidPalli.“It’snot
beenannouncedyet,butit’sknown—it’stobeDondodyJironal,theyoungerbrotheroftheChancellor.”
Cazarilstiffened,andsippedwinetohidehisdismay.
Afteraratherlongpause,theProvincarasaid,“Whatanoddchoice.Oneusuallyexpectsthegeneralofaholymilitaryordertobemore…personallyaustere.”
“But,but,”saiddyFerrej,“ChancellorMartoudyJironalholdsthegeneralshipoftheOrderoftheSon!Two,inonefamily?It’sadangerousconcentrationofpower.”
TheProvincaramurmured,“MartouisalsotobecometheProvincardyJironal,ifrumoristrue.AssoonasolddyIldarstopslingering.”
“Ihadn’theardthat,”saidPalli,soundingstartled.
“Yes,”saidtheProvincaradryly.“TheIldarfamilyisnottoohappy.Ibelievethey’dbeencountingontheprovincarshipforoneofthenephews.”
Pallishrugged.“ThebrothersJironalcertainlyridehighinChalion,byOrico’sfavor.IsupposeifIwereclever,I
wouldfindsomewayofgrabbingontotheircloak-hems,andridingalong.”
Cazarilfrownedintohiswineandgropedforawaytodivertthetopic.“Whatothernewsdoyouhear?”
“Well,thesetwoweeksgone,theHeirofIbrahasraisedhisbannerinSouthIbra—again—againsttheoldfox,hisfather.Everyonehadthought
lastsummer’streatywouldhold,butitseemstheyhadsomesecretfalling-out,lastautumn,andtheroyarepudiatedit.Again.”
“TheHeir,”saidtheProvincara,“presumes.Ibradoeshaveanotherson,afterall.”
“OricosupportedtheHeirthelasttime,”observedPalli.
“ToChalion’scost,”murmuredCazaril.
“ItseemedtomeOricowastakingthelongview.Intheend,”saidPalli,“surelytheHeirmustwin.Onewayoranother.”
“Itwillbeajoylessvictoryfortheoldmanifhissonloses,”saiddyFerrejinatoneofslowconsideration.“No,Iwagerthey’llspend
moremen’slives,andthenmakeitupagainbetweenthemoverthebodies.”
“Asadbusiness,”saidtheProvincara,tighteningherlips.“Nogoodcancomeofit.Eh,dyPalliar.Tellmesomegoodnews.TellmeOrico’sroyinaiswithchild.”
Pallishookhisheadruefully.“NotasI’veheard,lady.”
“Well,then,letusgotooursupperandtalknomorepolitics.Itmakesmyoldheadache.”
Hismuscleshadseizedupwhilehewassitting,despitethewine;Cazarilalmostfellover,tryingtorisefromhischair.Pallicaughthimbytheelbowandsteadiedhim,andfrowneddeeply.Cazarilgavehimatinyshakeofhisheadandwentofftowashand
change.Andexaminehisbruisesinprivate.
SUPPERWASACHEERFULMEAL,ATTENDEDBYMOSTofthehousehold.DyPalliar,noslouchattablewhenitcametoeitherfoodortalk,heldtheattentionofeveryone,fromtheLordTeidezandLadyIselledowntotheyoungestpage,withhistales.Despitethewinehekepthisheadinthehighcompany,andtold
onlythemerrystories,withhimselfmoreasbuttthanhero.Theaccountofhowhe’dfollowedCazarilonanightsortieagainsttheRoknarisappers,andsodiscouragedthemforamonththereafter,drewwide-eyedstaresuponCazarilaswellashimself.Theyclearlyhadahardtimepicturingtheroyesse’stimid,soft-spokensecretarygrinninginthedirtandthesoot,scrambling
throughtheburningrubblewithadirkinhishand.Cazarilrealizedhedislikedthestares.Hewantedtobe…invisible,here.TwicePallitriedtotosstheconversationalballtohim,totakeaturnattheentertaining,andtwicehefieldeditbacktoPalliortodyFerrej.Afterthesecondattemptfellflat,Pallidesistedfromtryingtodrawhimout.
Themealranverylate,butatlastcamethehourCazarilhadbeenbothlongingforanddreading,whenallpartedforthenight,andPalliknockedonhischamberdoor.Cazarilbadehimenter,pushedthetrunktothewall,tossedacushionuponitforhisguest,andsettledhimselfuponhisbed;bothheanditcreakedaudibly.Pallisatandstaredacrossathiminthedimdoublecandlelight,andbegan
withadirectnessthatrevealedthetrendofhismindalltooclearly.
“Error,Caz?Haveyouthoughtaboutthat?”
Cazarilsighed.“Ihadnineteenmonthstothinkofit,Palli.Irubbedeverypossibilityasthinasanoldcoininmybrain.IthoughtofittillIwassicktodeathofthethinking,andcalledit
done.It’sdone.”
Thistime,Pallibrushedthehintfirmlyaside.“DoyouthinkitwastheRoknaritakingrevengeuponyou,byhidingyoufromusandsayingyoudied?”
“That’sone.”ExceptthatIsawthelist.
“Ordidsomeoneleaveyouoffthelistonpurpose?”Palli
persisted.
ThelistwasinMartoudyJironal’sownhand.“Thatwasmyfinalconclusion.”
Palli’sbreathblewout.“Vile!Avilebetrayal,afterwhatwesuffered—dammit,Caz!WhenIgetuptocourt,IamgoingtotellMarchdyJironalofthis.He’sthemostpowerfullordinChalion,thegodsknow.Together,Iwager
wecangettothebottomof—”
“No!”Cazarillurcheduprightfromhiscushions,terrified.“Don’t,Palli!Don’teventelldyJironalIexist!Don’tdiscussit,don’tmentionme—iftheworldthinksI’mdead,somuchthebetter.IfI’drealizedthatwasso,IwouldhavestayedinIbra.Just…dropit.”
Pallistared.“But…Valendaishardlytheendoftheworld.Ofcoursepeoplewilllearnyou’realive.”
“It’saquiet,peacefulplace.I’mnotbotheringanyonehere.”
Othermenwereasbrave,somewerestronger;itwasPalli’switsthathadmadehimCazaril’sfavoritelieutenantatGotorget.Itonly
neededtheonethreadtostarthimunraveling…hiseyesnarrowed,glintinginthesoftcandlelight.“DyJironal?Himself?Fivegods,whatdidyoueverdotohim?”
Cazarilshifteduncomfortably.“Ithinkitwasnotpersonal.Ithinkitwasjustalittle…favor,forsomeone.Alittle,easyfavor.”
“Thentwomenmustknowthetruth.Gods,Caz,whichtwo?”
Palliwouldgonosingin—Cazarilmusteithertellhimnothing—toolatealready—orelseenoughtostophim.Nothinghalfway,Palli’sbrainwouldkeeppluckingatthepuzzle—itwasdoingsoevennow.
“Whowouldhateyouso?
Youwerealwaysthemostagreeableman—youweredownrightfamousforrefusingduels,andleavingthebullroarerstolooklikethefoolstheywere—formakingpeace,forwheedlingoutthemostamazingtreatyterms,foravoidingfaction—Bastard’shell,youdidn’tevenmakebetsongames!Little,easyfavor!Whatcouldpossiblydrivesuchanimplacablecruelhatredof
you?”
Cazarilrubbedhisbrow,whichwasbeginningtoache,andnotfromtonight’swine.“Fear.Ithink.”
Palli’slipsscrewedupinastonishment.
“Andifitbecomesknownyouknow,they’llfearyoutoo.It’snotsomethingIwishtoseefallonyou,Palli.I
wantyoutosteerclear.”
“Ifit’sthatdegreeoffear,thefactthatwe’veeventalkedtogetherwillmakemesuspect.Theirfear,plusmyignorance—gods,Caz!Don’tsendmeblindfoldedintobattle!”
“Iwantnevertosendanymanintobattleagain!”ThefiercenessinhisownvoicetookevenCazarilbysurprise.
Palli’seyeswidened.Butthesolution,thewaytousePalli’sownravenouscuriosityagainsthim,cametoCazarilinthatmoment.“IfItellyouwhatIknow,andhowIknowit,willyougivemeyourword—yourword!—todropit?Don’tpursueit,don’tmentionit,don’tmentionme—nodarkhints,nodancingabouttheissue—”
“What,asyouaredoing
now?”saidPallidryly.
Cazarilgrunted,halfinamusement,halfinpain.“Justso.”
Pallisatbackagainstthewall,andrubbedhislips.“Merchant,”hesaidamiably.“Tomakemebuyapiginabag,withouteverseeingtheanimal.”
“Oink,”murmuredCazaril.
“Ionlywanttobuythesqueal,y’know—damn,allright.Ineverknewyoutoleadusoverwetgroundunknowing,norintoambush.I’lltrustyourjudgment—totheexactextentyoutrustmydiscretion.Mywordonthat.”
Aneatcounterthrust.Cazarilcouldnotbutadmireit.Hesighed.“Verywell.”Hesatsilentforamomentafterthis—welcome—dualsurrender,
marshalinghisthoughts.Wheretobegin?Well,itwasn’tasthoughhehadn’tgoneoverit,andoverit,andoveritinhismind.Amostpolishedtale,forallithadnevercrossedhislipsbefore.
“It’squicklyenoughtold.IfirstmetDondodyJironaltospeaktofour,no,it’sfivenow,fiveyearsago.IwasinGuarida’straininthatlittleborderwaragainstthemad
RoknariprinceOlus—youknow,thefellowwhomadeahabitofburyinghisenemiesuptothewaistinexcrementandburningthemalive?—theonewhowasmurderedaboutayearlaterbyhisownbodyguards?”
“Oh,yes.I’dheardofhim.Endedheaddownintheexcrement,theysay.”
“Thereareseveralversions.
Buthewasstillincontrolatthattime.LorddyGuaridahadcorneredOlus’sarmy—well,rabble—upinthehillsattheedgeofhisprincedom.LordDondoandIweresentastheenvoys,undertheflagofparley,todeliveranultimatumtoOlusandarrangethetermsandransoms.Thingswent…badly,intheconference,andOlusdecidedheonlyrequiredonemessengertoreturnhis
defiancetotheassembledlordsofChalion.Sohestoodusup,Dondoandme,inhistentsurroundedbyfourofhismonsterguardswithswordsandgaveusachoice.Whicheverofuswouldcutofftheother’sheadwouldbepermittedtoridewithitbacktoourlines.Ifwebothrefused,webothwoulddie,andhe’dreturnbothourheadsbycatapult.”
Palliopenedhismouth,buttheonlycommenthemanagedwas,“Ah.”
Cazariltookabreath.“Iwasgiventhefirstchance.Irefusedthesword.Oluswhisperedtome,inthisweirdoilyvoice,‘Youcannotwinthisgame,LordCazaril.’Isaid,‘Iknow,m’hendi.ButIcanmakeyouloseit.’Hewasquietforalittle,butthenhejustlaughed.Thenhe
turnedroundandgavethechancetoDondo,whowasgreenasacorpsebythen…”
Pallistirred,butdidn’tinterrupt;hesignaledCazarilmutelytogoon.
“Oneoftheguardsknockedmetomykneesandstretchedmyhead,bythehair,overafootstool.Dondo—tookhiscut.”
“Ontheguard’sarm?”saidPallieagerly.
Cazarilhesitated.“No,”hesaidatlast.“ButOlus,atthelastmoment,thrusthisswordbetweenus,andDondo’sswordcamedownonitsflat,andslid—”Cazarilcouldstillhearthesharpscrapingskreeofmetalonmetal,inhismemory’sear.“Iendedupwithabruiseacrossthebackofmyneckthatwasblackfor
amonth.TwooftheotherguardswrestledtheswordbackfromDondo.AndthenwewerebothmounteduponourhorsesandsentbacktodyGuarida’scamp.Asmyhandswerebeingtiedtomysaddle,Oluscameuptomeagain,andwhispered,‘Nowweshallseewholoses.’
“Itwasaverysilentrideback.Untilwewereinsightofcamp.AndDondoturned
andlookedatmeforthefirsttime,andsaid,‘Ifyouevertellthistale,Iwillkillyou.’AndIsaid,“Don’tworry,LordDondo.Ionlytellamusingtalesattable.’Ishouldhavejustswornsilence.Iknowbetternow,andyet…maybeeventhatwouldnothavebeenenough.”
“Heowesyouhislife!”
Cazarilshookhishead,andlookedaway.“I’veseenhissoulstrippednaked.Idoubthecaneverforgivemeforthat.Well,Ididn’tspeakofit,ofcourse,andheletitlie.Ithoughtthatwastheendofit.ButthencameGotorget,andthencame…well.WhatcameafterGotorget.AndnowIamdoublydamned.IfDondoeverlearns,ifheeverrealizesthatIknowexactlyhowIcametobesoldtothegalleys,
whatdoyouthinkmylifewillbeworththen?ButifIsaynothing,donothing,nothingtoremindhim…perhapshehasforgotten,bynow.Ijustwanttobeleftalone,inthisquietplace.Hesurelyhasmorepressingenemiesthesedays.”HeturnedhisfacebacktoPalli,andsaidtensely,“Don’tyouevermentionmetoeitheroftheJironals.Ever.Youneverheardthisstory.Youscarcely
knowme.Ifyoueverlovedme,Palli,leaveitbe.”
Palli’slipswerepressedtogether;hisoathwouldholdhim,Cazarilthought.Buthemadealittleunhappygesturenonetheless.“Asyouwill,but,but…damn.Damn.”HestaredforlongacrossthedimchamberatCazaril,asifsearchingforwho-knew-whatinhisface.“It’snotjustthatdreadfulexcuseforabeard.
Youaremuchchanged.”
“AmI?Well,so.”
“How…”Pallilookedaway,lookedback.“Howbadwasit?Really?Inthegalleys.”
Cazarilshrugged.“Iwasfortunateinmymisfortunes.Isurvived.Somedidnot.”
“Onehearsallsortsofhorrificstories,howthe
slavesareterrorized,or…misused…”
Cazarilscratchedhisslanderedbeard.Itwastoofillingin,abit,hefancied.“Thestoriesarenotsomuchuntrueastwisted,exaggerated—exceptionaleventsmistakenasdailybread.Thebestcaptainstreatedusasagoodfarmertreatshisanimals,withasortofimpersonalkindness.Food,
water—heh—exercise—enoughcleanlinesstokeepusfreeofdiseaseandingoodcondition.Beatingamansenselessmakeshimunfittopullhisoar,youknow.Anyway,thatsortofphysical…disciplinewasonlyrequiredinport.Onceatsea,theseasuppliedall.”
“Idon’tunderstand.”
Cazaril’sbrowsflickedup.
“Whybreakaman’sskin,orhishead,whenyoucanbreakhisheartsimplybyputtinghimoverboard,inthewaterwithhislegsdanglingdownlikewormsforthegreatfishes?TheRoknarionlyhadtowaitaverylittletohaveusswimafterandbegandpleadandweepforourslaveryagain.”
“Youwerealwaysastrongswimmer.Surelythathelped
youbearitbetterthanmost?”Palli’svoicewashopeful.
“Theopposite,I’mafraid.Themenwhosanklikestoneswentmercifullyquickly.Thinkaboutit,Palli.Idid.”Hestilldid,sittingupboltuprightinthedarkinthisbedfromsomenightmareofthewater,closingoverhishead.Orworse…not.Once,thewindhadcomeupunexpectedlywhiletheoar-
masterhadbeenplayingthislittlegamewithacertainrecalcitrantIbran,andthecaptain,anxiousforportbeforethestorm,hadrefusedtocircleback.TheIbran’sfadingscreamshadechoedoverthewaterastheshipdrewaway,growingfainterandfainter….Thecaptainhaddockedtheoar-masterthecostoftheslave’sreplacement,aspunishmentforhismisjudgment,which
hadmadehimsurlyforweeks.
AfteramomentPallisaid,“Oh.”
Ohindeed.“Grantyou,mypride—andmymouth—didwinmeonebeatingwhenIfirstwentaboard,butIstillfanciedmyselfalordofChalionthen.Iwasbrokenofthat…later.”
“But…youweren’t…theydidn’tmakeyouanobjectof…Imean,useyouafteradegrading…um.”
ThelightwastoodimtotellifPallireddened,butitfinallydawnedonCazarilthathewastryingtoinquireinthisworriedandtongue-tumbledfashionifCazarilhadbeenraped.Cazaril’slipstwistedinsympathy.“YouareconfusingtheRoknarifleets
withthoseofDarthaca,Ithink.I’mafraidthoselegendsrepresentwishfulthinkingonsomeone’spart.TheRoknariheresyofthefourgodsmakesacrimeofthesortofoddlovestheBastardrules,here.TheRoknaritheologianssaytheBastardisademon,likehisfather,andnotagod,afterhisholymother,andsocallusalldevilworshippers—whichisadeepoffensetotheLadyof
Summer,Ithink,aswellastothepoorBastardhimself,fordidheasktobeborn?Theytortureandhangmencaughtinsodomy,andthebetterRoknarishipmastersdonottolerateitaboardineithermenorslaves.”
“Ah.”Pallisettledinrelief.Butthen,beingPalli,thoughttoask,“AndtheworseRoknarishipmasters?”
“Theirdiscretioncouldbecomedeadly.Itdidn’thappentome—IfancyIwastoobony—butafewoftheyoungmen,thesofterboys…Weslavesknewtheywereoursacrifice,andwetriedtobekindtothemwhentheywerereturnedtothebenches.Somecried.Somelearnedtousethemischanceforfavors…fewofusbegrudgedthemtheextrarationsortrivialtreatssodearlybought.
Itwasadangerousgame,fortheRoknariinclinedtotheminsecretwereliketoturnonthematanymoment,andslaythemasiftheycouldsoslaytheirownsin.”
“Youmakemyhairstandonend.IthoughtIknewmywayaroundtheworld,but…eh.Butatleastyouweresparedtheworst.”
“Idon’tknowwhatisthe
worst,”saidCazarilthoughtfully.“Iwasonceusedafteravilehumorforthespaceofonehellishafternoonthatmadewhathappenedtosomeoftheboyslooklikeafriendlygesture,butnoRoknaririskedhangingforit.”Cazarilrealizedhe’dnevertoldanyoneoftheincident,notthekindacolytesofthetemplehospital,not,certainly,anyoneinthe
Provincara’shousehold.He’dhadnoonehecouldtalkto,tillnow.Hecontinuedalmosteagerly.“MycorsairmadethemistakeoftacklingalumberingBrajaranmerchanter,andspotteditsescortinggalleystoolate.Aswewerebeingchasedoff,Ifailedatmyoar,faintedintheheat.Tomakesomeuseofmedespiteall,theoar-masterhauledmeoutofmychains,strippedme,andhungme
overthesternrailwithmyhandstiedtomyankles,tomockourpursuers.Icouldn’ttellifthecrossbowboltsthatthumpedintotherailorthesternaroundmeweregoodorbadaimontheBrajaranarchers’parts,norbywhatgod’smercyIdidn’tendmylifewithafewinmyass.MaybetheythoughtIwasRoknari.Maybetheyweretryingtoendmymisery.”ForthesakeofPalli’swidening
eyes,Cazarilskippedcertainofthemoregrotesquedetails.“Youknow,welivedwithfearformonthsonendatGotorget,tillwewereusedtoit,asortofnaggingacheinthegutthatwelearnedtoignore,butthatneverquitewentaway.”
Pallinodded.
“ButIfoundoutthat…thisisodd.Idon’tquiteknowhow
tosayit.”He’dneverhadachancetotrytoputitintowords,outwherehecouldseeit,tillnow.“Ifoundthereisaplacebeyondfear.Whenthebodyandthemindjustcan’tsustainitanymore.Theworld,time…reorderthemselves.Myheartbeatsloweddown,Istoppedsweatingandsalivating…itwasalmostlikesomeholytrance.WhentheRoknarihungmeup,I’dbeen
weepinginfearandshame,inagonyforthedisgustofitall.WhentheBrajaransfinallyveeredoff,andtheoar-mastertookmedown,allblisteredfromthesun…Iwaslaughing.TheRoknarithoughtIhadgonemad,andsowithaldidmypoorbenchmates,butIdidn’tthinkso.Thewholeworldwasall…new.
“Ofcourse,thewholeworld
wasonlyafewdozenpaceslong,andmadeofwood,androckedonthewater…alltimewastheturningofaglass.Iplannedmylifebythehourascloselyasoneplansayear,andnofurtherthananhour.Allmenwerekindandbeautiful,eachinhisway,Roknariandslavealike,lordlyorvileblood,andIwasafriendtoall,andsmiled.Iwasn’tafraidanymore.Ididtakecarenevertofaintatmy
oaragain,though.”
Hisvoiceslowed,thoughtfully.“Sowheneverfearcomesbackintomyheart,Iammorepleasedthananything,forItakeitasasignthatIamnotmadafterall.Ormaybe,atleast,gettingbetter.Fearismyfriend.”Helookedup,withaquick,apologeticsmile.
Palliwassittingplastered
backagainstthewall,hislegstense,hisdarkeyesroundassaucers,smilingfixedly.Cazarillaughedoutloud.
“Fivegods,Palli,forgiveme.Ididnotmeantomakeyouadonkeyformyconfidences,tocarrythemsafelyaway.”Orperhapshehad,forPalliwouldbegoingawaytomorrow,afterall.“Theymakeamotleymenagerietoburdenyouwith.I’msorry.”
Palliwavedawayhisapologyasifbattingastingingfly.Hislipsmoved;heswallowed,andmanaged,“Areyousureitwasn’tjustsunstroke?”
Cazarilchuckled.“Oh,Ihadthesunstroke,too,ofcourse.Butifitdoesn’tkillyou,sunstrokepassesoffinadayortwo.Thislasted…months.”UntilthelastincidentwiththatterrifieddefiantIbran
boy,andCazaril’sresultantfinalflogging.“Weslaves—”
“Stopthat!”criedPalli,runninghishandsthroughhishair.
“Stopwhat?”askedCazarilinpuzzlement.
“Stopsayingthat.Weslaves.YouarealordofChalion!”
Cazaril’ssmiletwisted.He
saidgently,“Welords,atouroars,then?Wesweating,pissing,swearing,gruntinggentlemen?Ithinknot,Palli.Onthegalleyswewerenotlordsormen.Weweremenoranimals,andwhichprovedwhichhadnorelationIeversawtobirthorblood.ThegreatestsoulIevermettherehadbeenatanner,andIwouldkisshisfeetrightnowwithjoytolearnheyetlived.Weslaves,welords,we
fools,wemenandwomen,wemortals,wetoysofthegods—allthesamething,Palli.Theyareallthesametomenow.”
Afteralong,indrawnbreath,PallichangedthesubjectabruptlytothelittlemattersofmanaginghisescortfromtheDaughter’smilitaryorder.Cazarilfoundhimselfcomparingusefultricksfortreatingleatherrotandthrush
infectionsinhorses’hooves.SoonthereafterPalliretired—orfled—forthenight.Anorderlyretreat,butCazarilrecognizeditsnatureallthesame.
Cazarillaydownwithhispainsandhismemories.Despitethefeastandthewine,sleepwasalongtimecoming.Fearmightbehisfriend,ifthatwasn’tjustbluffandblusterforPalli’ssake,
butitwasclearthedyJironalbrotherswerenot.TheRoknarireportedyou’ddiedofafeverwasalieoutright,and,cleverly,quiteuncheckablebynow.Well,hewassurelyshelteredhereinquietValenda.
Hehopedhe’dcautionedPallisufficientlytowalkwarilyatthecourtinCardegossandnotputafootinapileofoldmanure
unawares.CazarilrolledoverinthedarknessandsentupawhisperedprayertotheLadyofSpringforPalli’ssafety.AndtoallthegodsandtheBastard,too,forthedeliveranceofallupontheseatonight.
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AttheTemplepageantcelebratingtheadventofsummer,IsellewasnotinvitedtorepriseherroleoftheLadyofSpringbecausethatpartwastraditionallytakenbyawomannew-wed.Averyshyanddemureyoung
bridehandedoffthethroneofthereigninggod’savatartoanequallywell-behavedmatronheavywithchild.CazarilsawoutofthecornerofhiseyethedivineoftheHolyFamilyheaveasighofreliefastheceremonyconcluded,thistime,withoutanyspiritualsurprises.
Lifeslowed.Cazaril’spupilssighedandyawnedinthestuffyschoolroomasthe
afternoonsunbakedthestonesofthekeep,andsodidtheirteacher;onesweatyhourheabruptlysurrenderedandcanceledfortheseasonallclassesafterthenoonnuncheon.AsBetrizhadsaid,theRoyinaIstadidseemtodobetterasthedayslengthenedandsoftened.Shecamemoreoftentothefamily’smealsandsatalmosteveryafternoonwithherladyattendantsintheshadeofthe
gnarledfruittreesattheendoftheProvincara’sflowergarden.Shewasnot,however,permittedbyherguardianstoclimbtothedizzy,breezyperchesuponthebattlementsfavoredbyIselleandBetriztoescapeboththeheatandthedisapprovalofvariousagingpersonsdisinclinedtomountstairs.
Drivenfromhisown
bedchamberbyitsdog-breathclosenessonahazyhotdayfollowinganunusuallyheavynight’srain,Cazarilventuredintothegardenseekingamorecomfortableperchhimself.Thebookunderhisarmwasoneofthefewinthecastle’smeagerlibraryhehadnotpreviouslyread,notthatOrdol’sTheFivefoldPathwayoftheSoul:OntheTrueMethodsofQuintarianTheologywasexactlyoneof
hispassions.Perhapsitsleaves,flutteringlooselyinhislap,wouldmakehisprobablenaplookmorescholarlytopassersby.Heroundedtherosearborandhaltedashediscoveredtheroyina,accompaniedbyoneofherladieswithanembroideryframe,occupyinghisintendedbench.Asthewomenlookeduphedodgedacoupleofdeliriousbeesandmadeanapologeticbowto
themforhisunintendedintrusion.
“Stay,Castillardy…Cazaril,isit?”murmuredIsta,asheturnedtowithdraw.“Howdoesmydaughtergooninhernewstudies?”
“Verywell,mylady,”saidCazaril,turningbackandduckinghishead.“Sheisveryquickatherarithmeticandgeometry,andvery,um,
persistentinherDarthacan.”
“Good,”saidIsta.“That’sgood.”Shestaredawaybrieflyacrossthesun-bleachedgarden.
Thecompanionbentoverherframetotieoffathread.LadyIstadidnotembroider.Cazarilhadhearditwhisperedbyamaidservantthatsheandherladieshadworkedforhalfayearupon
anelaboratealtarclothfortheTemple.Justasthelaststitcheswereset,theroyinahadsuddenlyseizeditandburneditinthefireplaceofherchamberwhenherwomenhadleftheraloneforamoment.Truetaleornot,herhandsheldnoneedletoday,butonlyarose.
Cazarilsearchedherfacefordeeperrecognition.“Iwondered…Ihavemeantto
askyou,mylady,ifyourememberedmefromthedaysIservedyournoblefatherasapagehere.Ascoreofyearsago,now,soitwouldbenowonderifyouhadforgottenme.”Heventuredasmile.“Ihadnobeardthen.”Helpfully,hepressedhishandoverthelowerhalfofhisface.
Istasmiledback,butherbrowsdrewdowninaneffort
ofrecognitionthatwasclearlyfutile.“I’msorry.Mylatefatherhadmanypages,overtheyears.”
“Indeed,hewasagreatlord.Well,nomatter.”Cazarilshiftedhisbookfromhandtohandtohidehisdisappointment,andsmiledmoreapologetically.Hefearedhernonrecallhadnothingtodowithhernervousstate.Hehadmore
likelysimplyneverregistereduponherinthefirstplace,aneageryoungwomanlookingforwardandupward,notdownorback.
Theroyina’scompanion,huntinginhercolorbox,murmured,“Drat,”andglancedupinappraisalatCazaril.“MylorddyCazaril,”shesaid,smilinginvitingly.“Ifitwouldbenotroubletoyou,mightyoustay
andkeepmyladygoodcompanywhileIrunuptomyroomandfindmydarkgreensilk?”
“Notroubleatall,lady,”saidCazarilautomatically.“Thatis,um…”HeglancedatIsta,whogazedbackathimlevelly,withanunsettlingtingeofirony.Well,itwasn’tasthoughIstaweregiventoshriekingandraving.Eventhetearshehadsometimes
seeninhereyeswelledsilently.Hegavethecompanionalittlehalfbowassherose;sheseizedhimbythearmandtookhimalittlewayaroundthearbor.
Shestoodontiptoetowhisperinhisear.“Allwillbewell.Justdon’tmentionLorddyLutez.Andstaybyher,tillIreturn.IfshestartsgoingonagainaboutolddyLutez,just…don’tleaveher.”
Shedartedoff.
Cazarilconsideredthishazard.
ThebrilliantLorddyLutezhadbeenforthirtyyearsthelateRoyaIas’sclosestadvisor:boyhoodfriend,brotherinarms,booncompanion.OvertimeIashadloadedhimwitheveryhonorthatwashistocommand,makinghimprovincaroftwo
districts,chancellorofChalion,marshalofhishouseholdtroops,andmasteroftherichmilitaryorderoftheSon—allthebettertocontrolandcompeltherest,menmurmured.IthadbeenwhisperedbyenemiesandadmirersalikethatdyLutezwasroyainChalioninallbutname.AndIashisroyina…
Cazarilsometimeswonderedifithadbeenweaknessor
clevernessonIas’spart,toletdyLutezdothedirtyworkandtaketheheatofthehighlords’grumbling,leavinghismasterwiththenameonlyofIastheGood.Thoughnot,Cazarilconceded,IastheStrong,norIastheWise,nor,thegodsknew,everIastheLucky.ItwasdyLutezwhohadarrangedIas’ssecondmarriagetotheLadyIsta,surelygivinglietothepersistentrumoramongthe
highbornofCardegossofanunnaturallovebetweentheroyaandhislifelongfriend.Andyet…
Fiveyearsafterthemarriage,dyLutezhadfallenfromtheroya’sgrace,andallhishonors,abruptlyandlethally.Accusedoftreason,he’ddiedundertortureinthedungeonsoftheZangre,thegreatroyalkeepatCardegoss.OutsideofthecourtofChalion,itwas
whisperedthathisrealtreasonhadbeentolovetheyoungRoyinaIsta.Inmoreintimatecircles,aconsiderablymorehushedwhisperhaditthatIstahadatlastpersuadedherhusbandtodestroyherhatedrivalforhislove.
Howeverthetrianglewasarranged,intheshrinkinggeometryofdeathithadcollapsedfromthreepointsto
two,andthen,asIasturnedhisfacetothewallanddiednotayearafterdyLutez,onealone.AndIstahadtakenherchildrenandfledtheZangre,orwasexiledtherefrom.
DyLutez.Don’tmentiondyLutez.Don’tmention,therefore,mostofthehistoryofChalionforthepastgenerationandahalf.Right.
CazarilreturnedtoIstaand,
somewhatwarily,satinthedepartedcompanion’schair.Istahadtakentoshreddingherrose,notwildly,butverygentlyandsystematically,pluckingthepetalsandlayingthemuponthebenchbesideherinapatternmimickingtheiroriginalform,circlewithincircleinaninwardspiral.
“Thelostdeadvisitedmeinmydreamslastnight,”Ista
continuedconversationally.“Thoughtheywereonlyfalsedreams.Doyoursevervisityouso,Cazaril?”
Cazarilblinked,anddecidedshewastooawareforthistobedementia,evenifshewasatrifleelliptical.Andbesides,hehadnotroublecatchinghermeaning,whichwouldsurelynotbethecaseifsheweremad.“SometimesIdreamofmyfatherand
mother.Foralittletime,theywalkandtalkasinlife…soIregrettowakeagain,andlosethemanew.”
Istanodded.“Falsedreamsaresadthatway.Buttruedreamsarecruel.Thegodsspareyoufromeverdreamingtheirtruedreams,Cazaril.”
Cazarilfrowned,andcockedhishead.“Allmydreamsarebutconfusedthrongs,and
disperselikesmokeandvaporsuponmywaking.”
Istabentherheadtoherdenudedrose;shenowwasspreadingthegoldenpowderystamens,fineassnipsofsilkthread,inatinyfanwithinthecircleofpetals.“Truedreamssitlikeleadupontheheartandstomach.Weightenoughto…drownoursoulsinsorrow.Truedreamswalkinthewakingday.Andyet
betrayusstill,ascertainlyasanymanoffleshmightswallowbackhisvomitedpromises,likeadogitscast-updinner.Don’tputyourtrustindreams,Castillar.Orinthepromisesofmen.”Sheraisedherfacefromherarrayofpetals,hereyessuddenlyintent.
Cazarilclearedhisthroatuncomfortably.“Nay,lady,thatwouldbefoolish.Butit’s
pleasanttoseemyfather,fromtimetotime.ForIshallnotmeethimanyotherwayagain.”
Shegavehimanodd,tiltedsmile.“Youdon’tfearyourdead?”
“No,mylady.Notindreams.”
“Perhapsyourdeadarenotveryfearsomefolk.”
“Forthemostpart,no,ma’am,”heagreed.
Highinthewallofthekeep,acasementwindowswungwide,andIsta’scompanionleanedoutandstareddownintothegarden.Apparentlyreassuredbythesightofherladyingentleconversationwithhershabbycourtier,shewavedanddisappearedagain.
CazarilwonderedhowIsta
passedthetime.Shedidnotsew,apparently,nordidsheseemmuchofareader,nordidshekeepmusiciansofherown.Cazarilhadseenhersporadicallyatprayers,someweeksspendinghoursintheancestors’hall,oratthelittleportablealtarkeptinherchambers,or,farmorerarely,escortedbyherladiesanddyFerrejdowntothetempleintown,thoughneveratitscrowdedmoments.Other
timesweekswouldpasswhensheseemedtokeepnoobservancestothegodsatall.“Haveyoumuchconsolationinprayers,lady?”heaskedcuriously.
Sheglancedup,andhersmileflattenedatrifle.“I?Ihavenotmuchconsolationanywhere.Thegodshavesurelymadeamockofme.Iwouldreturnthefavor,buttheyholdmyheartandmy
breathhostagetotheirwhims.Mychildrenareprisonersoffortune.Andfortuneisgonemad,inChalion.”
Heofferedhesitantly,“Ithinkthereareworseprisonsthanthissunnykeep,lady.”
Herbrowsrose,andshesatback.“Oh,aye.WereyouevertotheZangre,inCardegoss?”
“Yes,whenIwasayoungerman.Notlately.Itwasavastwarren.Ispenthalfmytimelostinit.”
“Strange.Iwaslostinit,too…itishaunted,youknow.”
Cazarilconsideredthismatter-of-factcomment.“Ishouldn’tbesurprised.Itisthenatureofagreatfortressthatasmanydieinitasbuild
it,winit,loseit…menofChalion,therenownedRoknarimasonsbeforeus,thefirstkings,andmenbeforethemI’msurewhocreptintoitscaves,onbackintothemistsoftime.Itisthatsortofprominence.”Highhomeofroyasandnoblesforgenerations—rankonrankofmenandwomenhadendedtheirlivesintheZangre,somequitespectacularly…somequite
secretly.“TheZangreisolderthanChalionitself.Itsurely…accumulates.”
Istabegangentlypressingthethornsfromherrosestem,andliningthemupinarowliketheteethofasaw.“Yes.Itaccumulates.That’stheword,precisely.Itcollectscalamitylikeacistern,asitsslatesandgutterscollectrainwater.YouwilldowelltoavoidtheZangre,Cazaril.”
“I’venodesiretoattendcourt,mylady.”
“Idesiredto,once.Withallmyheart.Thegods’mostsavagecursescomeuponusasanswerstoourownprayers,youknow.Prayerisadangerousbusiness.Ithinkitshouldbeoutlawed.”Shebegantopeelherrosestem,thingreenstripspullingawaytorevealfinewhitelinesofpith.
Cazarilhadnoideawhattosaytothis,somerelysmiledhesitantly.
Istabegantopullthewhipofpithapartlengthwise.“AprophecywastoldoftheLorddyLutez,thatheshouldnotdrownexceptuponamountaintop.Andthatheneverfearedtoswimthereafter,nomatterhowviolentthewaves,foreveryoneknowsthereisno
wateruponamountaintop;itallrunsawaytothevalleys.”
Cazarilswallowedpanic,andlookedaroundsurreptitiouslyforthereturningattendant.Shewasnotyetinsight.LorddyLutez,itwassaid,haddiedunderthewatertortureinthedungeonsoftheZangre.Beneaththecastlestones,butstillhighenoughabovethetownofCardegoss.Helickedslightlynumblips,
andtried,“Youknow,Ineverheardthatwhilethemanwasalive.Itismyopinionthatsometale-spinnermadeituplater,tosoundshivery.Justifications…tendtoaccrueposthumouslytosospectacularafallashiswas.”
Herlipspartedinthestrangestsmileyet.Shedrewthelastthreadsofthestempithapart,alignedthemuponherknee,andstrokedthem
flat.“PoorCazaril!Howdidyougrowsowise?”
CazarilwassavedfromtryingtothinkofananswerforthisbyIsta’sattendant,whoemergedagainfromthedoorofthekeepwithahankofcoloredsilkinherhands.Cazarilleapttohisfeetandnoddedtotheroyina.“Yourgoodladyreturns…”
Hegavealittlebowin
passingtotheattendant,whowhisperedurgentlytohim,“Wasshesensible,mylord?”
“Yes,perfectly.”Inherway…
“NothingofdyLutez?”
“Nothing…remarkable.”Nothinghecaredtoremarkupon,certainly.
Theattendantbreathedrelief
andpassedon,fixingasmileonherface.Istaregardedherwithboredtoleranceasshebeganchatteringaboutalltheitemsthatshe’dhadtooverturnandhuntthroughtofindherstrayedthread.ItcrossedCazaril’smindthatnodaughteroftheProvincara’s,normotherofIselle’s,couldpossiblybeshortofwit.
IfIstaspoketoverymanyof
herdullercompanywiththecrypticleapsofthoughtshe’dsprungonhim,itwaslittlewonderrumorscirculatedofmadness,andyet…heroccasionalopacityofdiscoursefeltmorelikecipherthanbabbletohim.Ofanelusiveinternalconsistency,ifonlyoneheldthekeytoit.Which,granted,hedidnot.Notthatthatwasn’talsotrueofsomesortsofmadnesshehadseen…
Cazarilclutchedhisbookandwentofftoseeksomelessdisturbingshade.
SUMMERADVANCEDATALAZYPACETHATEASEDCazaril’smindandbodyboth.OnlypoorTeidezchafedattheinactivity,huntingbeingcurtailedbytheheat,theseason,andhistutor.Hedidpotrabbitswithacrossbowinthedawnmistsaroundthecastle,totheearnestapplause
andapprovalofallthecastle’sgardeners.Theboywassoout-of-season—hotandrestlessandplump—ifevertherewasaborndedicattotheSonofAutumn,godofthehunt,war,andcoolerweather,CazariljudgeditwassurelyTeidez.
CazarilwasalittlesurprisedtobeaccostedonthewaytonuncheononewarmnoonbyTeidezandhistutor.Judging
byboththeirreddenedfaces,theywereinthemiddleofanotheroftheirtearingarguments.
“LordCaz!”Teidezhailedhimbreathlessly.“Didn’ttheoldprovincar’sswordmastertootakethepagestotheabattoir,toslaytheyoungbulls—toteachthemcourage,inarealfight,notthis,this,dancingaboutintheduelingring!”
“Well,yes…”
“See,whatdidItellyou!”TeidezcriedtodySanda.
“Wepracticedinthering,too,”Cazariladdedimmediately,forthesakeofsolidarity,shoulddySandaneedit.
Thetutorgrimaced.“Bull-baitingisanoldcountrypractice,Royse.Notbefitting
trainingforthehighborn.Youaredestinedtobeagentleman—attheleast!—notabutcher’sapprentice.”
TheProvincarakeptnoswordmasterinherhouseholdthesedays,soshe’dmadesuretheroyse’stutorwasatrainedman.Cazaril,whohadoccasionallywatchedhispracticesessionswithTeidez,respecteddySanda’sprecision.DySanda’s
swordsmanshipwasprettyenough,ifnotquitebrilliant.Sporting.Honorable.ButifdySandaalsoknewthedesperatebrutaltricksthatkeptmenaliveonthefield,hehadnotshownthemtoTeidez.
Cazarilgrinnedwryly.“Theswordmasterwasn’ttrainingustobegentlemen.Hewastrainingustobesoldiers.I’llgivehisoldmethodthis
credit—anybattlefieldIwaseveronwasalotmorelikeabutcher’syardthanitwaslikeaduelingring.Itwasugly,butittaughtusourbusiness.Andtherewasnowastetoit.Ican’tthinkitmatteredattheendofthedaytothebullswhethertheydiedafterbeingchasedaroundforanhourbyafoolwithasword,orweresimplystalledandthwackedontheheadwithamallet.”ThoughCazarilhadnotcared
tostretchthebusinessout,assomeoftheyoungmenhad,makingmacabreanddangerousplaywiththemaddenedanimals.Withalittlepracticehehadlearnedtodispatchhisbeastwithaswordthrustnearlyasquicklyasthebutchermight.“Grantyou,onthebattlefieldwedidn’teatwhatwekilled,exceptsometimesthehorses.”
DySandasniffeddisapprovalathiswit.HeofferedplacatinglytoTeidez,“Wemighttakethehawksouttomorrowmorning,mylord,iftheweatherholdsfine.Andifyoufinishyourcartographyproblems.”
“Aladies’sport—withhawksandpigeons—pigeons!WhatdoIcareforpigeons!”InavoiceoflongingTeidezadded,“Attheroya’scourtat
Cardegoss,theyhuntwildboarintheoakforestsinthefall.That’sarealsport,aman’ssport.Theysaythosepigsaredangerous!”
“Verytrue,”saidCazaril.“Thebigtuskerscandisemboweladog—orahorse.Oraman.They’remuchfasterthanyouexpect.”
“DidyoueverhuntatCardegoss?”Teidezasked
himeagerly.
“IfollowedmylorddyGuaridaafewtimesthere.”
“Valendahasnoboars.”Teidezsighed.“Butwedohavebulls!Atleastit’ssomething.Betterthanpigeons—orrabbits!”
“Oh,pottingrabbitsisausefulsoldier’straining,too,”Cazarilofferedconsolingly.
“Incaseyoueverhavetohuntratsfortable.It’smuchthesameskill.”
DySandaglaredathim.Cazarilsmiledandbowedoutoftheargument,leavingTeideztohisbadgering.
Overnuncheon,Iselletookupadescantversionofasimilarsong,thoughtheauthoritysheassailedwashergrandmotherandnothertutor.
“Grandmama,it’ssohot.Can’twegoswimmingintheriverasTeidezdoes?”
Asthesummersimmeredon,theroyse’safternoonrideswithhisgentleman-tutorandhisgroomsandthepageshadbeenexchangedforafternoonswimsatashelteredpoolintheriverupstreamofValenda—thesamespotoverheateddenizensofthecastlehadfrequentedwhenCazarilhad
beenapage.Theladieswere,ofcourse,excludedfromtheseexcursions.Cazarilhadpolitelydeclinedinvitationstojointheparty,pleadinghisdutiestoIselle.Thetruereasonwasthatstrippingnakedtoswimwoulddisplayalltheolddisasterswritteninhisflesh,ahistoryhedidnotcaretoexpoundupon.Themisunderstandingwiththebathmanstillmortifiedhim,inmemory.
“Certainlynot!”saidtheProvincara.“Thatwouldbeentirelyimmodest.”
“Notwithhim,”saidIselle.“Makeupourownparty,aladies’party.”SheturnedtoCazaril.“Yousaidtheladiesofthecastleswamwhenyouwereapage!”
“Servants,Iselle,”saidhergrandmotherwearily.“Lesserfolk.It’snotapastimefor
you.”
Iselleslumped,hotandredandpouting.Betriz,sparedtheunbecomingflush,droopedatherplace,lookingpaleandwiltedinstead.Soupwasserved.Everyonesateyeingtheirsteamingbowlswithrevulsion.Maintainingthestandards—asalways—theProvincarapickedupherspoonandtookadeterminedsip.
Cazarilsaidsuddenly,“ButtheLadyIsellecanswim,canshenot,yourgrace?Imean,shepresumablywastaught,whenshewasyounger?”
“Certainlynot,”saidtheProvincara.
“Oh,”saidCazaril.“Oh,dear.”Heglancedaroundthetable.RoyinaIstawasnotwiththem,thismeal;relievedofconcernforacertain
obsessivesubject,hedecidedthathedared.“Thatputsmeinmindofamosthorribletragedy.”
TheProvincara’seyesnarrowed;shedidnottakethebait.Betriz,however,did.“Oh,what?”
“ItwaswhenIwasridingfortheprovincarofGuarida,duringaskirmishwiththeRoknariprinceOlus.Olus’s
troopscameraidingovertheborderunderthecoverofnight,andastorm.IwastoldofftoevacuatetheladiesofdyGuarida’shouseholdbeforethetownwasencircled.Neardawn,afterridinghalfthenight,wecrossedahighfreshet.Oneofhisprovincara’sladies-in-waitingwassweptoffwhenherhorsefell,andwascarriedawaybytheforceofthewaters,togetherwiththepage
whowentafterher.BythetimeI’dgotmyhorseturnedaround,theywereoutofsight…Wefoundthebodiesdownstreamnextmorning.Theriverwasnotthatdeep,butshepanicked,nothavinganyideahowtoswim.Alittletrainingmighthaveturnedafatalaccidentintomerelyafrighteningone,andthreelivessaved.”
“Threelives?”saidIselle.
“Thelady,thepage…”
“Shehadbeenwithchild.”
“Oh.”
Averydauntedsilencefell.
TheProvincararubbedherchin,andeyedCazaril.“Atruestory,Castillar?”
“Yes,”Cazarilsighed.Herfleshhadbeenbruisedand
battered,cold,blue-tinged,inertasclaybeneathhisclutchingfingers,hersoddenclothesheavy,butnotasheavyashisheart.“Ihadtotellherhusband.”
“Huh,”grunteddyFerrej.Thetable’smostreliableraconteur,hedidnottrytotopthistale.
“It’snotanexperienceIeverwishtorepeat,”added
Cazaril.
TheProvincarasnortedandlookedaway.Afteramoment,shesaid,“Mygranddaughtercannotgosportingaboutnakedintheriverlikeaneel.”
Isellesatup.“Butsupposewewore,oh,linenshifts.”
“It’strue,ifoneneededtoswiminanemergency,one
wouldmostlikelyhaveclothesstillon,”Cazarilsaidhelpfully.
Betrizaddedwistfullyunderherbreath,“Andwecouldcoolofftwice.Oncewhenweswam,andoncewhenwesataboutdryingout.”
“Cannotsomeladyofthehouseholdinstructher?”Cazarilcoaxed.
“Theydonotswimeither,”saidtheProvincarafirmly.
Betriznoddedconfirmation.“Theyjustwade.”Sheglancedup.“Couldyouteachushowtoswim,LordCaz?”
Iselleclappedherhands.“Oh,yes!”
“I…uh…”Cazarilstammered.Ontheotherhand…inthatcompany,he
mightkeephisshirtonwithoutcomment.“Isupposeso…ifyourladieswentalong.”HeglancedacrossattheProvincara.“Andifyourgrandmotherwouldpermitme.”
Afteralongsilence,theProvincaragrowledgrudgingly,“Mindyoudon’tallcatchchills.”
IselleandBetriz,prudently,
suppressedhootsoftriumph,buttheycastCazarilsparklingglancesofgratitude.Hewonderediftheythoughthehadmadeupthestoryofthenight-ridedrowning.
THELESSONSBEGANTHATAFTERNOON,WITHCAZARILstandinginthemiddleoftherivertryingtopersuadetworatherstiffyoungwomenthattheywouldnotdrown
instantlyiftheygottheirhairwet.Hisfearthathehadoverdonethediresafetywarningsgraduallypassedasthewomenatlengthrelaxedandlearnedtoletthewatersbuoythemup.TheywerenaturallymorebuoyantthanCazaril,thoughhismonthsattheProvincara’stablehaddrivenadealofthewolf-gauntnessfromhisbeardedface.
Hispatienceprovedjustified.Bytheendofthesummer,theyweresplashinganddivinglikeottersinthedrought-shrunkenstream.Cazarilhadmerelytositintheshallowsinwateruptohiswaistandcalloccasionalsuggestions.
Hischoiceofvantagehadonlypartlytodowithstayingcool.TheProvincarawasright,hehadtoallow—
swimmingwaslewd.Andlooselinenshifts,thoroughlywetteddownandclingingtolitheyoungbodies,madefairmockeryofthemodestytheyattemptedtopreserve,astunningeffecthecarefullydidnotpointouttohistwoblithecharges.Worse,theeffectcuttwoways.Wetlinentrewsclingingtohisloinsrevealedastateofmind—um,body—um,recoveringhealth—thatheearnestly
prayedtheywouldnotnotice.Iselledidn’tseemto,anyway.HewasnotentirelysureaboutBetriz.Theirmiddle-agedlady-in-waitingNandyVrit,whodeclinedthelessonsbutwadedaboutintheshallowsfullydressedwithherskirtshoistedtohercalves,missednothingintheplay,andwasclearlyhard-pressedtocontrolhersnickers.Charitably,sheseemedtogranthimhisgood
faith,anddidnotlaughathimoutloud,nortattleonhimtotheProvincara.Atleast…hedidn’tthinkshedid.
CazarilwasuncomfortablyconsciousthathisawarenessofBetrizwasincreasingdaybyday.Notyettothepointofslippinganonymousbadpoetryunderherdoor,thankthegodsfortheshredsofhissanity.Playingtheluteunderherwindowwas,perhaps
fortunately,nolongerwithinhisgift.Andyet…inthelongsummerquietofValenda,hehadbeguntodaretothinkofalifebeyondtheturningofanhourglass.
Betrizdidsmileathim—thatwastrue,hedidnotdeludehimself.Andshewaskind.Butshesmiledatandwaskindtoherhorse,too.Herhonestfriendlycourtesywashardlygroundenoughto
buildadreammansionupon,letalonebringbedandlinensandtrytomovein.Still…shedidsmileathim.
Hestifledtheidearepeatedly,butitkeptpoppingup—alongwithotherthings,alas,especiallyduringswimminglessons.Buthe’dswornoffambition—hedidn’thavetomakeafoolofhimselfanymore,dammit.Hisembarrassingarousalmight
beasignofreturningstrength,butwhatgooddiditdohim?Hewasaslandlessandpennilessasinhisdayshereasapage,andwithfarfewerhopes.Hewasmadtoentertainfantasiesofeitherlustorlove,andyet…Betriz’sfatherwasalandlessmanofgoodblood,livingalifeofservice.Surelyhecouldnotdespisealikesojourner.
NotdespiseCazaril,no—dy
Ferrejwastoowiseforthat.Buthewasalsowiseenoughtoknowhisdaughter’sbeautyandconnectionwiththeroyessewasadowrythatcouldbringhersomethingratherbetterinthewayofahusbandthanfortunelessCazaril,oreventhelocalpettygentry’ssonswhoservedtheProvincara’shouseholdaspagesnow.Betrizclearlyconsideredtheboystobeannoyingpuppies
anyway.Butsomeofthemhadelderbrothers,heirsoftheirmodestestates…
TodayhesankdowninthewatertohischinandpretendednottowatchthroughhiseyelashesasBetrizscrambledupontoarock,translucentlinendripping,blackhairstreamingdownoverhertremblingcurves.Shestretchedherarmstothesunbeforebelly-
floppingforwardtosplashIselle,whoduckedandshriekedandsplashedherback.Thedayswereshorteningnow,thenightswerecooling,andlikewisetheafternoons.ThefestivaloftheascentoftheSonofAutumnwasathand.Ithadbeentoocooltoswimalllastweek—onlyafewdayswerelikelyleftwarmenoughtomaketheseprivatewetriverexcursionstolerable.Fast
gallops,andthehunt,wouldsoonenticehisladiestodrierdelights.Andhisgoodsensewouldreturntohimlikeastrayeddog.Wouldn’tit?
THESLANTINGLIGHTANDCHILLINGAIRDROVETHElingeringswimmingpartyfromthewatertodryawhileonthestonybanks.Cazarilwassodrenchedinmelloweasethathedidn’tevenmakethemconducttheiridle
chitchatinDarthacanorRoknari.Atlasthepulledonhisheavyridingtrousersandboots—goodnewboots,agiftfromtheProvincara—andhisswordbelt.Hetightenedthebrowsinghorses’girthsandremovedtheirhobbles,andhelpedtheladiesmount.Reluctantly,withmanybackwardglancesatthesylvanrivergladefallingbehind,thelittlecavalcadewoundupthehilltothe
castle.
Inaspurtofrecklessness,CazarilpressedhishorseforwardtomatchpacewithBetriz’s.Sheglancedacrossathim,quickfugitivedimplewinking.Wasitwantofcourage,orwantofwitsthatturnedhistonguetowoodinhismouth?Both,hedecided.HeandtheLadyBetrizattendedIselletogetherdaily.Ifsomeponderousattemptof
hisatdallianceshouldproveunwelcome,mightitdamagethepreciouseasethathadgrownbetweenthemintheroyesse’sservice?No—hemust,hewouldsaysomething—butherhorsebrokeintoatrotatthesightofthecastlegate,andthemomentwaslost.
Astheyenteredthecourtyard,thescrapeoftheirhorses’hoovesechoinghollowlyon
thecobbles,Teidezburstfromasidedoor,crying“Iselle!Iselle!”
Cazaril’shandleapttohisswordhiltinshock—theboy’stunicandtrouserswerebespatteredwithblood—thenfellawayagainatthesightofthedustyandgrimydySandatrudgingalongbehindhischarge.Teidez’sgoryappearancewasmerelytheresultofanafternoontraining
sessionatValenda’sbutcher’syard.Itwasn’thorrorthatdrovehisexcitedcries,butrapture.Theroundfaceheturneduptohissisterwasshiningwithjoy.
“Iselle,themostwonderfulthinghashappened!Guess,guess!”
“HowamItoguess—”shebegan,laughing.
Impatientlyhewavedthisaway;hisnewstumbledfromhislips.“AcourierfromRoyaOricojustarrived.YouandIareorderedtoattenduponhimthisfallatcourtinCardegoss!AndMotherandGrandmamaarenotinvited!Iselle,we’regoingtoescapefromValenda!”
“We’regoingtotheZangre?”Isellewhooped,andslidfromhersaddletograbher
brother’sreekinghandsandwhirlwithhimaroundthecourtyard.Betrizleanedonhersaddlebowandwatched,herlipspartedinthrilleddelight.
Theirlady-in-waitingpursedherlipsinmuchlessdelight.CazarilcaughtSerdySanda’seye.Theroyse’stutor’smouthwassetinagrimfrown.
Cazaril’sstomachlurched,asthecoinsofconclusiondropped.TheRoyesseIsellewasorderedtocourt;thereforeherlittlehouseholdwouldaccompanyhertoCardegoss.IncludingherhandmaidenLadyBetriz.
Andhersecretary.
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Theroyseandroyesse’scaravanapproachedCardegossfromthesouthroad.Theystruggleduparisetofindthewholeoftheplainbetweenthecradlingmountainsrollingoutbelowtheirfeet.
Cazaril’snostrilsflaredashedrewinthesharpwind.Coldrainlastnighthadscouredtheairclean.Tumblingbanksofslate-bluecloudsshreddedawaytotheeast,echoingthelinesofthewrinkledblue-grayrangeshuggingthehorizon.Lightfromthewestthrustacrosstheplainslikeaswordstroke.Risinguponitsgreatrockjuttingoutabovetheanglewheretwostreamsmet,dominatingtherivers,
theplains,themountainpasses,andtheeyesofallbeholders,theZangrecaughtthelightandblazedlikemoltengoldagainstthedarkretreatingcloudbanks.Itsochrestonetowerswerecrownedandcappedwithslateroofsthecolorofthescuddingclouds,likeanarrayofironhelmetsuponavaliantbandofsoldiers.FavoredseatoftheroyasofChalionforgenerations,theZangre
appearedfromthisvantageallfortress,nopalace,asdedicatedtothebusinessofwarasanysoldier-brothersworntotheholyordersofthegods.
RoyseTeidezurgedhisblackhorseforwardnexttoCazaril’sbayandstaredeagerlyattheirgoal,hisfacelitwithakindofawedavarice.Hungerforthepromiseofalargerlife,free
ofthecarefulconstraintsofmothersandgrandmothers,Cazarilsupposed,certainly.ButTeidezwouldhavetobemuchdullerthanheappearednottobewonderingrightnowifthisluminousmiracleofstonecouldbehis,someday.Why,indeed,hadtheboybeencalledtocourt,ifOrico,despairingatlastofevergettingheirsofhisownbody,wasnotmeaningtogroomhimashissuccessor?
IsellehaltedherdappledgrayandstarednearlyaseagerlyasTeidez.“Strange.Iremembereditaslarger,somehow.”
“Waittillwegetcloser,”Cazariladviseddryly.
SerdySanda,inthevan,motionedthemforward,andthewholetrainofridersandpackmulesstarteddownthemuddyroadoncemore:the
tworoyalyouths,theirsecretary-guardians,LadyBetriz,servants,grooms,armedoutridersinthegreen-and-blackliveryofBaocia,extrahorses,Snowflake—whomightatthispointmoreaptlybenamedMudpot—andalltheirveryconsiderablebaggage.Cazaril,veteranofanumberofhair-tearinglyaggravatingnobleladies’processions,regardedtheprogressoftheconvoyasa
wonderofdispatch.IthadtakenonlyfivedaystoridefromValenda,fourandahalf,really.RoyesseIselle,ablybackedbyBetriz,haddrivenhersubhouseholdwithverveandefficiency.Notoneofthejourney’sinevitabledelayscouldbelaidtoherfemininecaprice.
InfactbothTeidezandIsellehadpushedtheirentouragetoitsbestspeedfromthe
momentthey’driddenoutofValendaandgallopedaheadtooutdistanceIsta’sheart-wrenchingwails,audibleevenoverthebattlements.Isellehadclappedherhandsoverherearsandsteeredherhorsewithherkneestillshe’descapedtheechoofhermother’sextravagantgrief.
Thenewsthatherchildrenwereorderedfromherhadthrownthedowagerroyina,if
notintomadnessoutright,intodeepdistractionanddespair.Shehadwept,andprayed,andargued,and,atlength,gonesilent,areliefofsorts.DySandahadconfidedtoCazarilhowshe’dcorneredhimandtriedtobribehimintoflyingwithTeidez,whereandhowbeingunclear.Hedescribedherasgibbering,clutching,barelyshortoffoam-flecked.
ShehadcorneredCazaril,too,inhischamberpackinghissaddlebagsthenightbeforethedeparture.Theirconversationwentratherdifferently;oratleast,whateverithadbeen,itwasn’tgibbering.
Shehadregardedhimforalong,silent,andunnervingmomentbeforesayingabruptly,“Areyouafraid,Cazaril?”
Cazarilconsideredhisreply,andfinallyansweredsimplyandtruthfully,“Yes,mylady.”
“DySandaisafool.You,atleast,arenot.”
Notknowingwhattosaytothis,Cazarilinclinedhisheadpolitely.
Sheinhaled,hereyesgonehuge,andsaid,“Protect
Iselle.Ifeveryoulovedme,oryourhonor,protectIselle.Swearit,Cazaril!”
“Iswear.”
Hereyessearchedhim,butrathertohissurpriseshedidnotdemandmoreelaborateprotestations,orreassuringrepetitions.
“FromwhatshallIprotecther?”Cazarilasked
cautiously.“Whatdoyoufear,LadyIsta?”
Shestoodsilentinthecandlelight.
CazarilrecalledPalli’seffectiveentreaty.“Lady,pleasedonotsendmeblindfoldedintobattle!”
Herlipspuffed,asfromablowtothestomach;butthensheshookherheadindespair,
whirledaway,andrushedfromtheroom.Herattendant,obviouslyworriedtothepointofexasperation,hadblownoutherbreathandfollowedher.
DespitethememoryofIsta’sinfectiousagitation,Cazarilfoundhisspiritsliftedfromtheirmireofdreadbytheyoungpeople’sexcitementastheirgoalneared.Theroadmettheriverthatflowedout
ofCardegoss,andranalongsideitastheydescendedintoawoodedarea.Atlength,Cardegoss’ssecondstreamjoinedthemain.Achilldraftcoursedthroughtheshadedvalley.Onthesideoftheriveroppositetheroad,threehundredfeetofclifffaceeruptedfromthegroundandsoaredaloft.Hereandthere,littletreesclungdesperatelytocrevices,andfernsspilleddownoverthe
rocks.
Isellepausedtostareup,andup.Cazarilreinedhishorseinbesidehers.Fromhere,onecouldnotevenseethebeginningsofthehumanmasons’punydefensiveadditionsdecoratingthetopofthisnaturalfortresswall.
“Oh,”saidIselle.
“My,”addedBetriz,joining
themcraningintheirnecks.
“TheZangre,”saidCazaril,“hasneverinitshistorybeentakenbyassault.”
“Isee,”breathedBetriz.
Afewfloatingyellowleaves,promiseofautumntocome,whirledawaydownthedarkstream.Thepartypressedtheirhorsesforward,climbingupoutofthevalley
towhereagreatstonearch,leadingtooneofthesevengatesofthecity,spannedthestream.Cardegosssharedthestream-carvedplateauwiththefortress.ThetownrampartsflaredbackalongthetopsoftheravinesliketheshapeofaboatwiththeZangreatitsprow,thenturnedinwardinalongwallformingthestern.
Intheclearlightofthiscrisp
afternoon,thecityfailedsignallytolooksinister.Markets,glimpseddownsidestreets,werebrightwithfoodandflowers,throngedwithmenandwomen.Bakersandbankers,weaversandtailorsandjewelersandsaddlers,togetherwithsuchtradesandcraftsthatwerenotrequiredbytheirneedforrunningwatertobedownbytheriversides,offeredtheirwares.Theroyalcompany
rodethroughthemisnamedTempleSquare,whichhadfivesides,oneforeachofthebigregionalmother-housesofthegods’holyorders.Divines,acolytes,anddedicatsstrodealong,lookingmoreharriedandbureaucraticthanascetic.Inthesquare’svastpavedcenter,thefamiliarcloverleaf-and-towershapeofCardegoss’sTempleoftheHolyFamilybulked,impressivelymoreextensive
thanthehomeylittleversioninValenda.
ToTeidez’sill-concealedimpatience,Iselledemandedastophere,andsentCazarilscurryingintothetemple’sechoinginnercourtyardtolayanofferingofcoinsuponthealtaroftheLadyofSpringingratitudefortheirsafejourney.AnacolytetookchargeofitwiththanksandstaredcuriouslyatCazaril;
Cazarilmumbledabriefdistractedprayerandhurriedbackouttomountagain.
ClimbingthelongshallowslopetowardtheZangre,theypassedthroughstreetswherehousesofthenobility,builtofdressedstoneandwithelaborateirongrillesprotectingwindowsandgates,loomedshouldertoshoulder,highandsquare.Thedowagerroyinahadlived
inonesuch,foratimeinherearlywidowhood.Iselleexcitedlyidentifiedthreepossiblecandidatesforherchildhoodhome,until,overcomewithconfusion,shemadeCazarilpromisetodeterminelaterwhichhadbeenhers.
AtlasttheyrodeuptothegreatgateoftheZangreitself.Anaturalcleftacrosstheplateauopenedjustbeforeit
intoasharpshadowedcrevice,moredauntingthananymoat.Onthefarside,hugebouldersformedthelowestcourseofstonesinthewalls;irregular,butfittingsotightlyaknifebladecouldnothaveslidbetweenthem.Atopthem,fineRoknariwork,itsdelicatetraceriesofgeometricdecorationseemingsugarratherthanstone.Atopthat,yetmorecrisp-cutstone,toweringhigherandhigheras
ifmencompetedwiththegodswhohadthrownupthegreatrockthewholeedificestoodupon.TheZangrewastheonlycastleCazarilhadeverbeeninwherehesufferedwhirlingvertigostandingatthebottomlookingup.
Ahornsoundedfromabove,andsoldiersintheliveryofRoyaOricosalutedastheyrodeacrossthedrawbridge
andthroughthenarrowarchwayintothecourtyard.LadyBetrizclutchedherreinsandstaredaroundwithherlipsparted.Thecourtyardwasdominatedbyahugehighrectangulartower,newestandcrispest,theadditionofthereignofRoyaIasandLorddyLutez.Cazarilhadalwayswonderedifitsgreatsizewasameasureofthemen’sstrength…ortheirfears.Alittlebeyondit,
almostashigh,aroundtowerloomedatonecornerofthemainblock.Itsslateroofwastumbledin,anditstalltopraggedandbroken.
“Deargods,”saidBetriz,staringatthehalfruin,“whathappenedthere?Whydon’ttheyrepairit?”
“Ah,”saidCazaril,thrownintotutorialmode,considerablymoreforhis
ownreassurancethanBetriz’s.“That’sthetowerofRoyaFonsatheWise.”Knownmorecommonly,afterhisdeath,asFonsatheFairly-Wise.“Theysayheusedtowalkuponitallnight,tryingtoreadthewillofthegodsandthefateofChalioninthestars.OnthenightheworkedhismiracleofdeathmagicupontheGoldenGeneral,agreatstormandgoutsoflightningthrew
downtheroof,andsetafirethatdidn’tburnoutuntilmorningdespitethetorrentsofrain.”
WhentheRoknarihadfirstinvadedfromthesea,theyhadoverrunmostofChalion,Ibra,andBrajarintheirfirstviolentburst,evenpastCardegoss,totheveryfeetofthesouthernmountainranges.Darthacaitselfhadbeenthreatenedbytheiradvance
parties.ButfromtheashesoftheweakOldKingdomsandtheharshcradleofthehillsnewmenhademerged,fightingforgenerationstoregainwhathadbeenlostinthosefirstfewyears.Warrior-thieves,theymadeaneconomyofraiding;noblefortuneswerenotmade,butstolen.Turnabout,fortheRoknariideaoftaxcollectionwasacolumnofsoldierstakingallintheirwinding
pathatsword’spoint,likelocustsinarms.Bribeandcounterbribeturnedthecolumnsback,untilChalionwasbecomeanoddinterlockingdanceofcountingarmiesandarmedaccountants.Butovertime,theRoknariwerepushedbacknorthtowardtheseaagain,leavingbehindaslegacyaresidueofcastlesandbrutality.Atlengththeinvaderswerereducedtothe
fivesquabblingprincedomshuggingthenorthcoast.
TheGoldenGeneral,theLionofRoknar,hadlookedtoreversetheebbofhishistory.Bywar,guile,andmarriagehehadintenblazingyearsunitedallfiveprincedomsforalmostthefirsttimesincetheRoknarihadlanded.Barelythirty,he’dgatheredagreattideofmenintohishands,preparingtosweepsouth
oncemore,declaringhewouldwipetheQuintarianhereticsandtheworshipoftheBastardfromthefaceofthelandwithfireandsword.Desperateanddisunited,Chalion,Ibra,andBrajarwerelosingagainsthimoneveryfront.
Moreordinaryformsofassassinationfailing,deathmagicwastrieduponthegoldengeniusadozentimes
andmore,withoutresult.FonsatheWise,fromdeepstudy,reasonedthattheGoldenGeneralmustbethechosenofoneofthegods;nosacrificelessthanthatofakingcouldbalancehisthunderingdestiny.Fonsahadlostfivesonsandheirsoneafteranotherinthewarstothenorth.Ias,hislastandyoungest,waslockedinbitterstrugglewiththeRoknariforthefinalmountainpasses
blockingtheirinvasionroutes.Onestormynight,takingonlyadivineoftheBastardwhowasinhisconfidenceandaloyalyoungpage,Fonsahadmountedhistower,lockingitsdoorbehindhim…
ThecourtiersofChalionhadpulledthreecharredbodiesfromtherubblethefollowingmorning;onlythedifferingheightsallowedthemtotell
divinefrompagefromroya.Shockedandterrified,thetremblingcourthadawaiteditsfate.ThecourierfromCardegoss,gallopingnorthwiththenewsoflossandwoe,metthecouriergallopingsouthfromIaswithnewsofvictory.FuneralandcoronationwerecelebratedsimultaneouslywithintheZangre’swalls.
Cazarilstaredaroundatthose
wallsnow.“WhenRoyse—nowRoya—Iasreturnedfromthewar,”hewentontoBetriz,“heorderedthelowerwindowsanddoorsofhisdeadfather’stowerbrickedup,andproclaimedthatnooneshouldenteritagain.”
Adark,flappingshapelauncheditselffromthetower’stop,andBetrizsqueakedandducked.
“Crowshavenestediniteversince,”Cazarilnoted,tiltinghisheadbacktowatchtheblacksilhouettewheelagainsttheintensebluesky.“Ibelieveit’sthesameflockofsacredcrowsthedivinesoftheBastardfeedinthetempleyard.Intelligentbirds.Theacolytesmakepetsofthemandteachthemtospeak.”
Iselle,whohaddrawncloserasCazarilhaddiscoursed
uponherroyalgrandfather’sfate,asked,“Whatdotheysay?”
“Notmuch,”Cazariladmitted,withaquickgrinather.“Ineversawonethathadavocabularyofmorethanthreesquawks.Althoughsomeoftheacolytesinsistedtheyweresayingmore.”
WarnedbytheoutriderdySandahadsentonahead,a
swarmofgroomsandservantsrushedouttoassistthearrivingguests.TheZangre’scastlewarder,withhisownhands,positionedamountingbenchforRoyesseIselle.Perhapsthrownintoconsciousnessofherdignitybythisgentleman’sbendinggrayhead,sheusedthestepforachange,partingfromherhorsewithladylikegrace.Teideztossedhisreinstoabowinggroomandstared
aboutwithshiningeyes.ThewardermaderapidconferencewithdySandaandCazarilofadozenpracticaldetails,fromstablingthehorsesandgroomsto—Cazarilgrinnedbriefly—stablingtheroyseandroyesse.
Thewarderescortedtheroyalchildrentotheirroomsintheleftwingofthemainblock,followedbyaparadeof
servantsluggingthebaggage.Teidezandhisentourageweregivenhalfafloor;Iselleandherladies,thefloorabovethem.Cazarilwasassignedasmallroomonthegentlemen’sfloor,butattheveryend.Hewonderedifhewasexpectedtoguardthestaircase.
“Restandrefreshyourselves,”thewardersaid.“Theroyaandroyinawill
receiveyouatacelebratorybanquetthisevening,attendedbyallthecourt.”Arushofservantsbringingwashwater,cleanlinens,bread,fruit,pastries,cheese,andwineassuredthevisitorsfromValendathattheywerenotabandonedtostarvebetweennowandthen.
“Wherearemyroyalbrotherandsister-in-law?”Iselleaskedthewarder.
Thewardermadeheralittlebow.“Theroyinaisresting.Theroyaisvisitinghismenagerie,whichisagreatconsolationtohim.”
“I’dliketoseeit,”shesaid,alittlewistfully.“Hehasoftenwrittenmeofit.”
“Tellhimso.He’llliketoshowittoyou,”thewarderassuredherwithasmile.
Theladies’partywassoondeeplyinvolvedinafranticturningoutofluggagetoselectgarmentsforthebanquet,anexercisethatquiteclearlydidnotrequireCazaril’sinexpertassistance.Hedirectedtheservanttoplacehistrunkinhisnarrowroomanddepart,droppedhissaddlebagsonhisbed,androotedthroughthemtofindthelettertoOricotheProvincarahadstrictly
chargedhimtodeliver,intotheroya’shandandnoother,athisearliestpossiblemomentuponarrival.Hepausedonlytowashtheroaddirtfromhishandsandspareaquickglanceouthiswindow.Thedeepravineonthissideofthecastleseemedtoplungestraightdownbelowhissill.Adizzyingglintofwaterfromthestreamwasjustvisiblethroughthetreetopsfarbelow.
Cazarilonlylosthiswayonceonthewaytothemenagerie,whichwasoutsidethewallsandacrossthegardens,anadjunctofthestables.Ifnothingelsehecouldidentifyitbythesharp,acridsmellofstrangemanuresneitherhumannorequine.Cazarilstaredintoanarchedaisleofthestonebuilding,hiseyesadjustingtoitscoolshade,anddiffidentlyentered.
Acoupleofformerstallswereconvertedtocagesforapairofwonderfullyglossyblackbears.Onewasasleeponapileofcleangoldenstraw;theotherstaredupathim,liftingitsmuzzleandsniffinghopefullyasCazarilpassed.OntheothersideoftheaislestallshousedsomeverystrangebeaststhatCazarilcouldnotevenputanameto,liketallleggygoats,butwithlongcurvingnecks,
mildandliquideyes,andthicksoftfur.Inaroomtooneside,adozenlarge,brilliantlycoloredbirdsonperchespreenedandmuttered,andothertiny,equallybrightonestwitteredandflittedincagesliningthewall.Acrossfromtheaviary,inanopenbay,hefoundhumanoccupantsatlast:aneatgroomintheroya’slivery,andafatmansittingcross-leggedonatable,
holdingaleopardbyitsjeweledcollar.Cazarilgaspedandfrozeasthemanduckedhisheadrightnexttothegreatcat’sopenjaws.
Themanwascurryingthebeastvigorously.AcloudofyellowandblackhairsrosefromthepairastheleopardwrithedonthetableinwhatCazarilrecognized,afterablink,asfelineecstasy.Cazaril’seyewassolocked
bytheleopard,ittookhimanothermomenttorecognizethemanasRoyaOrico.
ThedozenyearssinceCazarilhadlastglimpsedhimhadnotbeenkind.Oricohadneverbeenahandsomeman,eveninthevigorofhisyouth.Hewasalittlebelowaverageinheight,withashortnoseunfortunatelybrokeninaridingaccidentinhisteensandnowlookingratherlikea
squashedmushroominthemiddleofhisface.Hishairhadbeenauburnandcurly.Itwasnowroan,stillcurlybutmuchthinner.Hishairwastheonlythingabouthimthatwasthinner;hisbodywasgrosslybroadened.Hisfacewaspaleandpuffy,withbaggyeyelids.Hechirpedathisspottedcat,whorubbeditsheadagainsttheroya’stunic,sheddingmorehairs,thenlickedthebrocade
vigorouslywithatonguethesizeofawashcloth,evidentlypursuingalargegravystainthathadtraileddownovertheroya’simpressivepaunch.Theroya’ssleeveswererolledup,andhalfadozenscabbedscratchesscoredhisarms.Thegreatcatcaughtabarearm,andhelditinitsyellowteethbriefly,butdidnotcloseitsjaws.Cazarilunwoundhisclutchingfingersfromhisswordhilt,
andclearedhisthroat.
Astheroyaturnedhishead,Cazarilfelltooneknee.“Sire,IbearyourespectfulgreetingsfromtheDowagerProvincaraofBaocia,andthisherletter.”Heheldoutthepaper,andadded,justincasenoonehadmentionedittohimyet,“RoyseTeidezandRoyesseIsellearearrivedsafely,sire.”
“Oh,yes.”Theroyajerkedhisheadattheelderlygroom,whowenttorelieveCazariloftheletterwithagracefulbow.
“HerGracetheDowagerinstructedmetodeliveritintoyourhand,”Cazariladdeduncertainly.
“Yes,yes—justamoment—”Withsomeeffort,Oricobentoverhisbellytogivethecat
onequickhug,thenclippedasilverchaintoitscollar.Chirpingsomemore,heurgedittoleaplightlyfromthetable.Hedismountedmoreheavily,andsaid,“Here,Umegat.”
Thiswasevidentlythegroom’sname,notthecat’s,forthemansteppedforwardandtookthesilverleashinexchangefortheletter.Heledthebeasttoitscagealittle
waydowntheaisle,unceremoniouslyshovingitinwithakneetoitsrumpwhenitpausedtorubonthebars.Cazarilbreathedalittleeasierwhenthegroomlockedthecage.
Oricobroketheseal,scatteringwaxontheswepttiledfloor.Absently,hemotionedCazariltohisfeetandreadslowlydowntheProvincara’sspidery
handwriting,pausingtomovethepapercloserorfartherandsquintingnowandthen.Cazaril,fallingeasilybackintohisoldcouriermode,foldedhishandsbehindhisbackandwaitedpatientlytobequestionedordismissedatOrico’swill.
Cazarileyedthegroom—headgroom?—ashewaited.Evenwithouttheclueofthename,themanwasobviously
ofRoknaridescent.Umegathadbeentallish,butwasnowalittlestooped.Hisskin,whichmusthavebeenburnishedgoldinhisyouth,wasleathery,itscolorfadedtoivory.Finewrinkleswreathedhiseyesandmouth.Hiscurlybronzehair,goinggray,wastightlyboundtohisheadintwobraidsthatranfromhistemplesoverhiscrowntomeetinthebackinaneatqueue,anoldRoknari
style.ItmadehimlookpureRoknari,thoughhalf-breedsaboundedinChalion;RoyaOricohimselfhadacoupleofRoknariprincessesuphisfamilytreeonboththeChalioneseandBrajaransides,thesourceofthefamilyhair.ThegroomworetheserviceliveryoftheZangre,tunicandleggingsandaknee-lengthtabardwiththesymbolofChalion,aroyalleopardrampantupona
stylizedcastle,stitcheduponit.Helookedconsiderablytidierandmorefastidiousthanhismaster.
Oricofinishedtheletter,andsighed.“RoyinaIstaupset,wasshe?”hesaidtoCazaril.
“Shewasnaturallydisturbedtobepartedfromherchildren,”saidCazarilcautiously.
“Iwasafraidofthat.Can’tbehelped.AslongassheisdisturbedinValenda,andnotinCardegoss.I’llnothaveherhere,she’stoo…difficult.”Herubbedhisnoseonthebackofhishand,andsniffed.“TellHerGracetheProvincarashehasallmyesteem,andassureherthatIhaveconcernedmyselfwithhergrandchildren’sgoodfates.Theyhavetheirbrother’sprotection.”
“Iplantowritetohertonight,sire,toassureherofoursafearrival.Iwillconveyyourwords.”
Oriconoddedshortly,rubbedhisnoseagain,andsquintedatCazaril.“DoIknowyou?”
“I…shouldn’tthinkso,sire.IamlatelyappointedbytheDowagerProvincaratobesecretarytotheRoyesseIselle.Ihadservedthelate
provincarofBaociaasapage,inmyyouth,”headded,bywayofrecommendation.HedidnotmentionhisserviceindyGuarida’strain,whichmightwelltriggertheroya’smorerecentmemory,notthathehadeverbeenmorethanoneofthecrowdofdyGuarida’smen.Alittleunplanneddisguisewassurelylenthimbyhisrecentbeard,hisgray-fleckedhair,hisgeneraldebilitation—if
Oricodidn’trecognizehim,wasthereachancethatothersalsomightnot?HewonderedhowlonghecouldgohereatCardegosswithoutgivinghisownname.Toolatetochangeit,alas.
Hecouldremainanonymousalittlewhilelonger,itappeared,forOriconoddedinapparentsatisfactionandwavedhishandindismissal.“You’llbeatthebanquet,
then.TellmyfairsisterIlookforwardtoseeingherthere.”
Cazarilbowedobedientlyandwithdrew.
HechewedworriedlyuponhislowerlipashemadehiswaybacktothegateoftheZangre.Ifallthecourtwastoattendtonight’swelcomingbanquet,ChancellortheMarchdyJironal,Orico’schiefstaffandsupport,would
notbeabsent;andwherethemarchwent,hisbrotherLordDondousuallyattendeduponhim.
Maybetheywon’tremembermeeither.Ithadbeenwellovertwoyearssincethefall—shamefulsale—ofGotorget,andlongerthanthatsincetheunpleasantincidentinmadPrinceOlus’stent.Cazaril’sexistencecouldneverhavebeenmorethana
pettyirritationtothesepowerfullords.Theycouldnotknowthathehadrealizedhissaletothegalleyshadbeencalculatedbetrayalandnotmischance.Ifhedidnothingtodrawattentiontohimself,theywouldnotberemindedofwhattheyhadforgotten,andhewouldbesafe.
Afool’shope.
Cazaril’sshouldershunched,andhisstridelengthened.
BACKINHISHIGHCHAMBER,CAZARILFINGEREDHISSOBERbrownwoolrobeandblackvest-cloaklongingly.But,obedienttotheorderssentdownfromtheflooraboveviaabreathlessmaidservant,hedonnedmuchgaudiergarb,aneggshell-bluetunicwithturquoisebrocadevestmentsanddarkblue
trousersfromtheoldprovincar’sstore,stillsmellingfaintlyofthespicesthey’dbeenpackedwithasproofagainstmoths.Bootsandswordcompletedacourtier’sattire,evenifitlackedthewealthofringsandchains.
AtTeidez’surgentbehestCazarilstumpedupstairstocheckifhisladieswerereadyyet,theretodiscoverthathe
waspartofanensemble.Isellewasarrayedinherfinestfavoredblue-and-whitegownandrobes,andBetrizandthelady-in-waitingworelayersfeaturingturquoiseandnight-bluerespectively.Someoneinthepartyhadcomedownonthesideofrestraint,andIsellewasdeckedinjewelsbefittingamaiden,merediamondsparksinherears,abroochathercleavage,oneenameledbelt,
andonlytworings.Betrizdisplayedsomeoftherestoftheinventory,onloan.Cazarilstoodstraighterandregrettedhisresplendencyless,determinedtoholduphispartforIselle.
Afteronlysomesevenoreightdelaysforlast-minuteexchangesandadjustmentsofclothingordecoration,CazarilherdedthemalldownstairstojoinTeidezand
hislittleentourageofrank,consistingofdySanda,theBaociancaptainwhohadguardedtheirjourney,andhischiefsergeantatarms,thelatterpairintheirbestlivery,allwithjewel-hiltedswords.Swishingandclinking,theyfollowedtheroyalpagewhowassenttoguidethemtoOrico’sthroneroom.
Theypausedbrieflyintheantechamber,wherethey
formedupinproperorderunderthewhisperedinstructionsfromthecastlewarder.Doorsswungwide,sweethornssounded,andthewarderannouncedinstentorianbreaths,“TheRoyseTeidezdyChalion!TheRoyesseIselledyChalion!SerdySanda—”andondownthepackinstrictorderofrank,endingwith“LadyBetrizdyFerrej,CastillarLupedyCazaril,
SeraNandyVrit!”
BetrizglancedupsidewaysatCazaril,herbrowneyessuddenlymerry,andmurmuredunderherbreath,“Lupe?YourfirstnameisLupe?”
Cazarilconsideredhimselfexcusedfromattemptingtoreplybytheirsituation—justaswell,asitwoulddoubtlesshavecomeoutthoroughly
garbled.Theroomwasthrongedwithcourtiersandladies,glitteringandrustling,theairthickwithperfume,incense,andexcitement.Inthiscrowd,herealized,hisgarmentsweremodestandunobtrusive—inhisausterebrownandblack,he’dhavelookedacrowamongpeacocks.Eventhewallsweredressedinredbrocade.
Onaraiseddaisattheendof
theroom,shelteredbyaredbrocadecanopyfringedwithgoldbraid,RoyaOricoandhisroyinawereseatedongildedchairs,sidebyside.Oricowaslookingmuchbetterthisevening,washedupandincleanclothes,evenwithadashofcolorinhispuffycheeks;verynearlykinglybeneathhisgoldcircletcrown,afterastodgymiddle-agedfashion.RoyinaSarawaselegantlydressedin
matchingscarletrobesandsatveryupright,almostprim,inherseat.Nowinhermid-thirties,herearlierprettinesswasfadingandworn.Herexpressionwasalittlewooden,andCazarilwonderedhowmixedherfeelingsmustbeatthisroyalreception.Inherlonginfertility,shehadfailedherchiefdutytotheroyacyofChalion—ifthefailurewashers.EvenwhenCazarilhad
beenonthefringesofcourtyearsago,itwaswhisperedthatOricohadnevergotabastard,thoughatthetimethislackwasattributedtoanexcessiveloyaltytohismarriagebed.Teidez’selevationwasalsotheroyalcouple’spublicacknowledgmentofamostprivatedespair.
TeidezandIselleadvancedtothedaisinturn.They
exchangedfraternalkissesofwelcomeuponthehandswiththeroyaandroyina,thoughthefullformalkissesofsubmissionuponforehead,hands,andfeetwerenotrequiredofthemtonight.Eachmemberoftheirentouragewasalsograntedtheboonofkneelingandkissingtheroyalhands.Sara’swaschillaswax,beneathCazaril’srespectfullips.
CazarilstoodbehindIselleandbracedhisbacktoendure,astheroyalsiblingspreparedtoreceivealonglineofcourtiers,noneofwhomcouldbeinsultedbybeingleftoutordeniedapersonalintroductionortouch.Cazaril’sbreathstoppedinhisthroatasherecognizedthefirstandforemostpairofmentoadvance.
TheMarchdyJironalwasdressedinthefullcourtrobesofthegeneraloftheholymilitaryorderoftheSon,inlayersofbrown,orange,andyellow.DyJironalwasnotmuchchangedfromwhenCazarilhadlastseenhimthreeyearsago,whenCazarilhadacceptedthekeysofGotorgetandthetrustofitscommandfromhishandinhisfieldtent.Hewasstillspare,graying,coolofeye,
tensewithenergy,likelytoforgettosmile.ThebroadswordbeltthatcrossedhischestwasthickwithenamelandjewelsinthesymbolsoftheSon,weaponsandanimalsandwinecasks.TheheavygoldchainoftheofficeofthechancellorofChalioncircledhisneck.
Threelargeseal-ringsdecoratedhishands,thatofhisownrichhouse,of
Chalion,andoftheSon’sOrder.Noothersclutteredhisfingers—awealthofjewelscouldnotpossiblyhaveaddedmoreimpacttothatcasualdisplayofpower.
LordDondodyJironalalsoworetherobesofaholygeneral,intheblueandwhiteoftheDaughter’sOrder.Stockierthanhisbrother,withanunfortunatetendencytoprofusesweat,atfortyhe
stillradiatedthefamilydynamism.Exceptforhisnewhonorsheappearedunchanged,unaged,fromwhenCazarilhadlastseenhiminhisbrother’scamp.Cazarilrealizedhe’dbeenhopingDondowouldatleasthaveruntofatlikeOrico,givenhisinfamousindulgencesattable,inbed,andineveryotherpossiblepleasure,buthewasonlyalittlepaunchy.Theglitteron
hishands,nottomentionhisears,neck,arms,andgold-spurredbootheels,madeupforwhateverdisplayoffamilywealthhisbrotherdisdained.
DyJironal’sgazepassedoverCazarilwithoutpauseorrecognition,butDondo’sblackeyebrowsdrewdownashewaitedhisturn,andhefrownedatCazaril’sblanklyaffablefeatures.Hisfrown
deepenedabruptly.ButDondo’ssearchinglookwastornfromCazarilashisbrothermotionedaservanttobringforwardthegiftshewaspresentingtoRoyseTeidez:asilver-mountedsaddleandbridle,afinehuntingcrossbow,andanashboarspearwithawickedlygleaming,chasedsteelpoint.Teidez’sexcitedthankswereentirelygenuine.
LordDondo,afterhisformalintroductions,snappedhisfingers,andaservantholdingasmallcasketsteppedforwardandopenedit.Withagestureworthyoftheater,hedrewfromitanenormouslylongstringofpearlswhichheheldhighforalltosee.“Royesse,IwelcomeyoutoCardegossinthenameofmyholyorder,mygloriousfamily,andmynobleperson!MayIpresentyouwith
doubleyourlengthinpearls”—hebrandishedthestring,whichwasindeedaslongasthesurprisedIsellewashigh—“andgivethankstothegodsthatyouarenotatallerlady,orIshouldbebankrupted!”Achuckleranthroughthecourtiersathisjoke.Hesmiledengaginglyather,andmurmured,“MayI?”Withoutwaitingforreply,hebentforwardandlaidtheropeoverherhead;sheflincheda
littleashishandbrieflytouchedhercheek,butfingeredthegleamingspheresandsmiledbackinastonishment.Shestammeredoutprettythanks,andDondobowed—toolow,Cazarilthoughtsourly;thegestureseemedtingedwithsubtlemockery,tohiseye.
OnlythendidDondotakeamomenttomurmurinhisbrother’sear.Cazarilcould
notmakeoutthelowwords,buthethoughthesawDondo’sbeardedlipsshapethewordGotorget.DyJironal’sglanceatCazarilgrewstartledandsharp,foraninstant,butthenbothmenhadtomakewayforthenextnoblelordinline.
Adauntingnumberofrichorcleverwelcominggiftswerepressedupontheroyseandroyesse.Cazarilfound
himselftakingchargeofIselle’slot,andwithBetriz’shelpmakingdetailednotesastotheirgivers,toaddtothehouseholdinventorylater.Courtiersswarmedaroundtheyouths,Cazarilthoughtdryly,likefliesaroundspilledhoney.Teidezwaselatedtothepointofgiggling;dySandawasalittlestiff,bothgratifiedandstrained.Iselle,thoughalsoclearlyelated,conductedherselfwithfair
dignity.Shetookalarmonlyonce,whenaRoknarienvoyfromoneofthenorthernprincedoms,tallandgolden-skinnedwithhistawnyhairdressedinelaboratebraids,wasintroducedtoher.Hisfineembroideredlinenrobesflutteredlikebannerswithhissweepingbow.Shecurtseyedbackwithunsmilingbutcontrolledcourtesy,andthankedhimforabeautifulbeltofcarvedcorals,jade,
andgoldlinks.
Teidez’sgiftsweremorevaried,thoughrunningheavilytoweapons.Iselle’sweremostlyjewelry,althoughtheyincludednolessthanthreefinemusicboxes.Atlengthallthegiftsnotimmediatelywornwereplacedonatablefordisplayundertheguardofacoupleofpages—displayofthegivers’wealth,wit,orgenerosity,
afterall,beingbetterthanhalftheirpurpose—andthecrowdofCardegoss’selitefiledintothebanquetinghall.
TheroyseandroyessewereconductedtothehightableandseatedoneithersideofOricoandhisroyina.TheywereflankedinturnbytheJironalbrothers,ChancellordyJironalsmilingabittightlyatthefourteen-year-oldTeidez,Dondoevidently
tryingtomakehimselfpleasanttoIselle,thoughitcouldbeseenthathelaughedlouderathiswitthanshedid.Cazarilwasseatedatoneofthelongtablesperpendiculartotheroom’sfront,abovethesaltandnottoofarfromhischarge.Hediscoveredthemiddle-agedmanonhisrighttobeanIbranenvoy.
“TheIbranstreatedmewellduringmylastsojournin
yourcountry,”Cazarilventuredpolitelyaftertheirmutualintroductions,decidingtoavoidmentioningthedetails.“HowcameyoutoCardegoss,mylord?”
TheIbransmiledinafriendlymanner.“YouaretheRoyesseIselle’sman,eh?Well,besidestheundoubtedattractionsofthehuntinginCardegossinthefall,theroyaofIbradispatchedmeto
persuadeRoyaOriconottosupporttheHeir’snewrebellioninSouthIbra.TheHeiracceptsaidfromDarthaca;Ibelievehewillfinditagiftthatturnstobitehim,intime.”
“HisHeir’srebellionisapainfulcontretempsfortheroyaofIbra,”Cazarilsaid,truthfully,butwithstudiedneutrality.TheoldFoxofIbrahaddouble-dealtwith
Chalionenoughtimesinthelastthirtyyearstobeconsideredadubiousfriendandadangerousenemy—thoughifthisghastlystop-and-startwarwithhissonwastheretributionofthegodsforhisslyness,thegodsweresurelytobefeared.“IdonotknowRoyaOrico’smind,butitseemstomethattobackyouthagainstageistobetonasurety.Theymustmakeupagain,ortimewill
decide.Fortheoldmantodefeathissonisliketodefeatinghimself.”
“Notthistime.Ibrahasanotherson.”TheenvoyglancedaroundandleanedclosertoCazaril,loweringhisvoice.“AfactthatdidnotescapetheattentionoftheHeir.Tosecurehimself,hestrucklastfallathisyoungerbrother,afoulandsecretattack—althoughheclaims
nowitwasnotorderedbyhimbutwasthewildworkofminionswhomisunderstoodsomecarelesswords.Understoodthemalltoowell,I’dsay.TheattempttomakeawaywithyoungRoyseBergonwasthwarted,thankthegods,andBergonrescued.ButtheHeirhasfinallypushedhisfather’smercyovertheline.TherewillbenopeacebetweenthemthistimeshortofSouthIbra’sabject
surrender.”
“Asadbusiness,”Cazarilsaid.“Ihopetheymayallcometotheirsenses.”
“Aye,”agreedtheenvoy.Hesmiledindryappreciation,perhaps,ofCazaril’sneatavoidanceofdeclaringapreference,andlethispatentpersuasionrest.
TheZangre’sfoodwas
wondrous,andleftCazarilclosetocross-eyedwithrepletion.Thecourtremovedtothechamberwherethedancingwastobeheld,whereRoyaOricopromptlyfellasleepinhischair,toCazaril’senvy.Thecourtmusicianswereexcellentasever.RoyinaSaradidn’tdanceeither,buthercoldfacesoftenedinapparentenjoymentofthemusic,andherhandkepttimeonher
chairarm.Cazariltookhisburdeneddigestiontoasidewall,proppedhisshoulderscomfortably,andwatchedyoungerandmorevigorous,orless-stuffed-full,folkpromenade,turn,andswaygracefullytothedelicatestrains.NeitherIsellenorBetriznorevenNandyVritlackedforpartners.
CazarilfrownedasBetriztookherplaceinthefigure
withherthird,no,fifthyounglord.RoyinaIstahadn’tbeentheonlyconcernedparenttocornerhimbeforehe’dleftValenda;sohadSerdyFerrej.WatchoutformyBetriz,hehadpleaded.Sheoughttohavehermother,orsomeolderladywhoknowsthewayoftheworld,butalas…DyFerrejhadbeentornbetweenfearofdisasterandhopeforopportunity.Helpherbewareofunworthy
men,roisterers,landlesshangers-on,youknowthetype.Likehimself?Cazarilcouldn’thelpwondering.Ontheotherhand,shouldshemeetsomeonesolid,honorable,I’dnotbeaversetoherchoosingwithherheart…youknow,anicefellow,like,oh,say,yourfriendtheMarchdyPalliar…Thatairyexampledidnotsoundquiterandomenough,toCazaril’sear.HadBetriz
alreadyformedasecretfondness?Palli,alas,wasnotpresentheretonight,havingreturnedtohisdistrictaftertheinstallmentofLordDondoinhisholygeneralship.Cazarilcouldhavewelcomedafriendlyandfamiliarfaceinallthiscrowd.
Heglancedasideatamovement,tofindafacefamiliarandcoollysmiling,butnotonehewelcomed.
ChancellordyJironalgavehimaslightbowofgreeting;hepushedoffthewallandreturnedit.Hiswitsfoughttheirwaythroughafogoffoodandwinetofullalertness.
“DyCazaril.Itisyou.Wehadthoughtyouweredead.”
I’dwagerso.“No,mylord.Iescaped.”
“Someofyourfriendsfearedyouhaddeserted—”
Noneofmyfriendswouldfearanysuchthing.
“ButtheRoknarireportedyouhaddied.”
“Afoullie,sir.”Cazarildidn’tsaywhoselie,hisonlydaring.“Theysoldmetothegalleyswiththeunransomedmen.”
“Vile!”
“Ithoughtso.”
“It’samiracleyousurvivedtheordeal.”
“Yes.Itwas.”Cazarilblinked,andsmiledsweetly.“Didyouatleastrecoveryourransommoney,asthepriceofthatlie?Ordidsomethiefpocketit?I’dliketothinkthatsomeonepaidforthe
deception.”
“Idon’trecall.Itwouldhavebeenthequartermaster’sbusiness.”
“Well,itwasalladreadfulmischance,butithascomerightintheend.”
“Indeed.Ishallhavetohearmoreofyouradventures,sometime.”
“Whenyouwill,mylord.”
DyJironalnoddedausterely,smiling,andmovedon,evidentlyreassured.
Cazarilsmiledback,pleasedwithhisself-control—ifitwasn’tjusthissickfear.Hecould,itseemed,smile,andsmile,andnotlaunchhimselfatthelyingvillain’sthroat—I’llmakeacourtieryet,eh?
Hisworstfearsassuaged,Cazarilabandonedhisfutileattemptatinvisibility,andnervedhimselftoaskLadyBetrizforoneroundel.Heknewhimselftallandganglingandnotgraceful,butatleasthewasnotfalling-downdrunk,whichputhimaheadofhalftheyoungmenherebynow.NottomentionLordDondodyJironal,whoaftermonopolizingIselleinthedanceforatimehad
movedoffwithhisroisteringhangers-ontofindeitherrougherpleasuresoraquietcorridortovomitin.Cazarilhopedthelatter.Betriz’seyessparkledwithexhilarationassheswungwithhimintothefigures.
Atlength,Oricowokeup,themusiciansflagged,andtheeveningdrewtoaclose.Cazarilmobilizedpages,LadyBetriz,andSeradyVrit
tohelpcarryoffIselle’sbootyandstoreitsafeaway.Teidez,scorningthedancing,hadindulgedinthespectaculararrayofsweetsmorethanindrink,thoughdySandamightstillhavetodealwithaboutofviolentillnessbeforedawnasaresult.Butitwascleartheboywasmoredrunkonattentionthanonwine.
“LordDondotoldmethat
anyonewouldhavetakenmeforeighteen!”hetoldIselletriumphantly.Hisgrowthspurtthispastsummerthathadshothimupabovehisoldersisterhadbeenoccasionformuchcrowingonhispart,andsnortingonIselle’s.Hetrodofftowardhisbedchamberwithfeetbarelytouchingthefloor.
Betriz,herhandsfullofjewelry,askedCazarilasthey
placedthegaudsintoIselle’slockableboxesinherantechamber,“Sowhydon’tyouuseyourname,LordCaz?What’ssowrongwithLupe?It’sreallyquitea,astrongman’sname,withal.”
“Earlyaversion,”hesighed.“Myolderbrotherandhisfriendsusedtotormentmebyyippingandhowlinguntilthey’ddrivenmetotearsofrage,whichmadememadder
still—alas,bythetimeI’dgrowntallenoughtobeathim,he’doutgrownthegame.Ithoughtthatwasmostunfairofhim.”
Betrizlaughed.“Isee!”
Cazarilreeledofftothequietofhisownbedchamber,torealizehehadfailedtopenhisfaithfullypromisednoteofreassurancetotheProvincara.Tornbetweenbed
andduty,hesighedandpulledouthispensandpaperandwax,buthisaccountwasmuchshorterthantheentertainingreporthehadplanned,afewterselinesending,AlliswellinCardegoss.
Hesealedit,foundasleepypagetodeliverittowhatevermorningcourierrodeoutoftheZangre,andfellintobed.
8
Thefirstnight’swelcomingbanquetwasfollowedalltoosoonbythenextday’sbreakfast,dinner,andaneveningfêtethatincludedamasque.Moresumptuousmealscascadeddowntheensuingdays,tillCazaril,
insteadofthinkingRoyaOricosadlyruntofat,begantomarvelthatthemancouldstillwalk.Atleasttheinitialbombardmentofgiftsupontheroyalsiblingsslowed.Cazarilcaughtuponhisinventoryandbegantothinkaboutwhereanduponwhatoccasionssomeofthislargesseshouldeventuallyberebestowed.Aroyessewasexpectedtobeopenhanded.
HewokeonthefourthmorningfromaconfuseddreamofrunningabouttheZangrewithhishandsfullofjewelrythathecouldnotgetdeliveredtotherightpersonsattherighttimes,andwhichhadsomehowincludedalargetalkingratthatgavehimimpossibledirections.Herubbedawaythesandofsleepfromhiseyes,andconsideredswearingoffeitherOrico’sfortifiedwines,orsweetsthat
includedtoomuchalmondpaste,hewasn’tsurewhich.Hewonderedwhatmealshe’dhavetofacetoday.Andthenlaughedoutloudathimself,rememberingsiegerations.Stillgrinning,herolledoutofbed.
Heshookoutthetuniche’dwornyesterdayafternoon,andunlacedthecufftorescuethedryinghalfloafofbreadthatBetrizhadbadehimtuck
initswidesleevewhentheroyalpicnicdownbytheriverhadbeencutshortbyseasonablebutunwelcomeafternoonrainshowers.Hewonderedbemusedlyifharboringprovisionswaswhatthesecourtiers’sleeveshadbeendesignedfor,backwhenthisgarmentwasnew.Hepeeledoffhisnightshirt,pulledonhistrousersandtiedtheirstrings,andwenttowashathisbasin.
Aconfusedflappingsoundedathisopenwindow.Cazarilglancedaside,startledbythenoise,toseeoneofthecastlecrowslanduponthewidestonesillandcockitsheadathim.Itcawedtwice,thenmadesomeoddlittlemutteringnoises.Amused,hewipedhisfaceonhistowel,and,pickingupthebread,advancedslowlyuponthebirdtoseeifitwasoneofthetameonesthatmighttake
foodfromhishand.
Itseemedtospythebread,foritdidn’tlaunchitselfagainasheapproached.Heheldoutafragment.Theglossybirdregardedhimintentlyforamoment,thenpeckedthecrumbrapidlyfrombetweenhisfingers.Cazarilcontrolledhisflinchasthesharpblackbeakpoked,butdidnotpierce,hishand.Thebirdshiftedand
shookitswings,spreadingatailthatwasmissingtwofeathers.Itmutteredsomemore,thencawedagain,ashrillharshnoiseechoinginthelittlechamber.
“Youshouldn’tsaycaw,caw,”Cazariltoldit.“Youshouldsay,Caz,Caz!”Heentertainedhimselfand,apparently,thebird,forseveralminutesattemptingtoinstructitinitsnewlanguage,
evenmeetingithalfwaybytrillingCazaril!Cazaril!inwhathefanciedabirdishaccent,butdespitelavishbribesofbreaditseemedevenmoreresistantthanIselletoDarthacan.
Aknockathischamberdoorinterruptedthelesson,andhecalledabsently,“Yes?”
Thedoorpoppedopen;thecrowflappedbackwardand
fellawaythroughthewindow.Cazarilleanedoutamomenttowatchitsflight.Itplummeted,thenspreaditswingswithasnapandsoaredagain,wheelingawayuponsomemorningupdraftrisingalongtheravine’ssteepface.
“MylorddyCazaril,th—”Thevoicefrozeabruptly.Cazarilpushedupfromthewindowsillandturnedtofindashocked-lookingpage
standinginhisdoorway.Cazarilrealizedwithacoldflushofembarrassmentthathehadnotyetdonnedhisshirt.
“Yes,boy?”Withoutappearingtohurry,hereachedcasuallyforthetunic,shookitoutagain,andpullediton.“Whatisit?”Hisdrawldidnotinvitecommentorqueryupontheyear-oldmessonhisback.
Thepageswallowedandfoundhisvoiceagain.“MylorddyCazaril,theRoyesseIsellebidsyouattenduponherinthegreenchamberimmediatelyfollowingbreakfast.”
“Thankyou,”saidCazarilcoolly.Henoddedinsoberdismissal.Thepagescamperedoff.
Themorningexcursionfor
whichIselledemandedCazaril’sescortturnedouttobenothingfartherafieldthanthepromisedtourofOrico’smenagerie.Theroyahimselfwastoconducthissister;enteringthegreenchamber,Cazarilfoundhimdozinginachairinhispostbreakfastnap.Oricosnortedawakeandrubbedhisforeheadasifitached.Hebrushedstickycrumbsfromhisbroadtunic,gatheredupasquareoflinen
wrappingsomepacket,andledhissister,Betriz,andCazariloutthecastlegateandoffacrossthegardens.
Inthestableyard,theyencounteredTeidez’smorninghuntingpartyformingup.Teidezhadbeenbeggingforthistreatpracticallysincehe’darrivedattheZangre.LordDondo,itappeared,hadorganizedtheboy’swish,andnowledthe
group,whichincludedhalfadozenothercourtiers,groomsandbeaters,threebracesofdogs,andSerdySanda.Teidez,atophisblackhorse,salutedhissisterandroyalbrothercheerfully.
“LordDondosaysit’slikelytooearlytospotboar,”hetoldthem,“astheleavesarenotyetfallendown.Butwemightgetlucky.”Teidez’sgroom,followingonhisown
horse,wasloadeddownwithaveritablearsenalofweaponryjustincase,includingthenewcrossbowandboarspear.Iselle,whoevidentlyhadn’tbeeninvited,lookedonwithsomeenvy.
DySandasmiledincontentment,asmuchasheeversmiled,withthisnoblesport,asLordDondowhoopedandguidedthecavalcadeoutoftheyardata
smarttrot.Cazarilwatchedthemrideoffandtriedtofigureoutwhataboutthefineautumnpicturetheypresentedmadehimuneasy.ItcametohimthatnotoneofthemensurroundingTeidezwasunderthirty.Nonefollowedtheboyforfriendship,orevenanticipatedfriendship;allwerethereforself-interest.Ifanyofthesecourtiershadtheirwitsaboutthem,Cazarildecided,theyoughttobring
theirsonstocourtnowandturnthemlooseandletnaturetakeitscourse.Avisionnotwithoutitsownperils,but…
Oricolumberedonaroundthestableblock,theladiesandCazarilfollowing.TheyfoundtheheadgroomUmegat,evidentlyforewarned,waitingdecorouslybythemenageriedoors,openwidetothemorningsunandbreeze.He
bowedhisneatlybraidedheadtohismasterandhisguests.
“‘SUmegat,”saidOricotohissister,bywayofintroduction.“Runsthisplaceforme.Roknari,butagoodmananyway.”
Isellecontrolledavisibletwingeofalarmandinclinedherheadgraciously.InpassablecourtRoknari,albeit
improperlyinthegrammaticalmodeofmastertowarriorratherthanmastertoservant,shesaid,~BlessingsoftheHolyOnesbeuponyouthisday,Umegat.~
Umegat’seyeswidened,andhisbowdeepened.Hereturneda~BlessingsoftheHighOnesuponyoutoo,m’hendi,~inthepurestaccentoftheArchipelago,in
thepolitegrammaticalformofslavetomaster.
Cazaril’sbrowsrose.UmegatwasnoChalionesehalf-breedafterall,itseemed.Cazarilwonderedbywhatconvolutedlife’schanceshe’dendeduphere.Interestroused,heventured,~Youarealongwayfromhome,Umegat,~inthemodeofservanttolesserservant.
Alittlesmileturnedthegroom’slips.~Youhaveanear,m’hendi.Thatisrare,inChalion.~
~LorddyCazarilinstructsme,~Isellesupplied.
~Thenyouarewellserved,lady.But,~turningtoCazaril,heshiftedmodes,nowtothatofslavetoscholar,evenmoreexquisitelypolitethanthatofslavetomaster,~Chalionis
myhomenow,Wisdom.~
“Letusshowmysistermycreatures,”putinOrico,evidentlygrowingboredwiththebilingualamenities.Hehelduphislinennapkinandgrinnedconspiratorially.“Istoleahoneycombformybearsfromthebreakfasttable,anditwillsoakthroughsoonifIdon’tridmyselfofit.”
Umegatsmiledbackandconductedthemintothecoolstonebuilding.
Theplacewasevenmoreimmaculatethismorningthantheotherday,tidierbyfarthanOrico’sbanquetinghalls.Oricoexcusedhimselfanddodgedasideatonceintooneofhisbears’cages.Thebearwokeupandsatuponhishaunches;Oricoloweredhimselftohishauncheson
thegleamingstraw,andthetworegardedoneanother.Oricowasverynearlythesameshapeasthebear,withal.Heunwrappedhisnapkinandbrokeoffachunkofhoneycomb,andthebearsnuffledoverandbeganlickinghisfingerswithalongpinktongue.IselleandBetrizexclaimedatthebear’sthickandbeautifulfur,butmadenomovetojointheroyainthecage.
Umegatdirectedthemtothemoreobviouslyherbivorousgoat-creatures,andthistimetheladiesdidgointothestalls,tostrokethebeastsandcomplimentthemenviouslyontheirbigbrowneyesandsweepingeyelashes.Umegatexplainedthattheywerecalledvellas,importedfromsomewherebeyondtheArchipelago,andsuppliedcarrots,whichtheladiesfedtothevellaswithmuch
gigglingandmutualsatisfaction.Isellewipedthelastcarrotbitsmixedwithvellaslimeonherskirt,andtheyallfollowedUmegattowardtheaviary.Orico,lingeringwithhisbear,languidlywavedthemonwithouthim.
Adarkshapeswoopedfromthesunlightintothestone-archedaisleandfetchedupwithaflapandagrumbleon
Cazaril’sshoulder;henearlyjumpedoutofhisboots.Hecranedhisnecktofinditwashiscrowfromhiswindowthismorning,judgingbytheraggedslotinitstailfeathers.Itflexeditsclawedfeetinhisshoulderandcried,“Caz,Caz!”
Cazarilburstintolaughter.“Abouttime,youfoolishbird!Butitwilldoyounogoodnow—I’malloutof
bread.”Heshruggedhisshoulder,butthebirdclungstubbornly,andcried,“Caz,Caz!”again,rightinhisear,painfullyloudly.
Betrizlaughed,lipspartedinamazement.“Who’syourfriend,LordCaz?”
“Itcametomywindowthismorning,andIattemptedtoteachit,um,afewwords.Ididn’tthinkI’dsucceeded—”
“Caz,Caz!”thecrowinsisted.
“YoushouldbesoattentivetoyourDarthacan,mylady!”Cazarilfinished.“Come,SerdyBird,awaywithyou.Ihavenomorebread.Gofindyourselfastunnedfishbelowthefalls,oranicesmellydeadsheep,orsomething…shoo!”Hedippedhisshoulder,butthebirdclungstubbornly.“Theyaremost
greedybirds,thesecastlecrows.Countrycrowshavetoflyaboutandfindtheirowndinners.Theselazycreaturesexpectyoutoputitintheirmouths.”
“Indeed,”saidUmegat,withaslysmile,“thebirdsoftheZangreareveritablecourtiersamongcrows.”
Cazarilswallowedabarkoflaughterslightlytoolateand
sneakedanotherlookattheimpeccableRoknari—ex-Roknari—groom.Well,ifUmegathadworkedherelong,he’dhadplentyoftimetostudycourtiers.“Thisworshipwouldbemoreflatteringifyouwereamoresavorybird.Shoo!”Hepushedthecrowfromhisshoulder,butitonlyflappedtothetopofhisheadanddugitsclawsintohisscalp.“Ow!”
“Cazaril!”thecrowcriedshrillyfromthisnewperch.
“Youmustbeamasterteacheroftonguesindeed,mylorddyCazaril.”Umegatsmiledmorebroadly.“Ihearyou,”heassuredthecrow.“Ifyouwillduckyourhead,mylord,Iwillendeavortoremoveyourpassenger.”
Cazarildidso.MurmuringsomethinginRoknari,
Umegatpersuadedthebirdontohisarm,carriedittothedoors,andflungitintotheair.Itflappedaway,cawing,toCazaril’srelief,moreordinarycaws.
Theyproceededtotheaviary,whereIsellefoundherselfaspopularamongthebrilliantlittlebirdsfromthecagesasCazarilwaswiththeraggedcrow;theyhoppeduponhersleeve,andUmegatshowed
herhowtocoaxthemtotakegrainsfrombetweenherteeth.
Theyturnednexttotheperchbirds.Betrizadmiredalargebrightgreenonewithyellowbreastfeathersandarubythroat.Itclickeditsthickyellowbeak,wobbledfromsidetoside,andstuckoutanarrowblacktongue.
“Thisisafairlyrecent
arrival,”Umegattoldthem.“Ibelieveithashadadifficultandwanderinglife.Tameenough,butit’stakentimeandpatiencetocalmitdown.”
“Doesitspeak?”askedBetriz.
“Yes,”saidUmegat,“butonlyrudewords.InRoknari,perhapsfortunately.Ithinkitmusthaveoncebeena
sailor’sbird.MarchdyJironalbroughtitbackfromthenorththisspring,aswarbooty.”
ReportsandrumorsofthatinconclusivecampaignhadcometoValenda.CazarilwonderedifUmegathadeverbeenwarbooty—ashehadbeen—andifthatwashowhe’dfirstbeenbroughttoChalion.Hesaiddryly,“Prettybird,butitseemsa
poortradeforthreetownsandcontrolofapass.”
“IbelieveLorddyJironalgainedrathermoremovablesthanthat,”Umegatsaid.“Hisbaggagetrain,returningtoCardegoss,tookanhourtofilethroughthegates.”
“I’vehadtodealwithslowmuleslikethat,too,”murmuredCazaril,unimpressed.“Chalionlost
morethandyJironalgainedonthatill-conceivedventure.”
Iselle’seyebrowsbent.“Wasitnotavictory?”
“Bywhatdefinition?WeandtheRoknariprincedomshavebeenpushingandshovingoverthatborderareafordecades.Itusedtobegoodland—it’snowawaste.Orchardsandolivegroves
andvineyardsburned,farmsabandoned,animalsturnedloosetogowildorstarve—it’speace,notwar,thatmakeswealthforacountry.Warjusttransferspossessionoftheresiduefromtheweakertothestronger.Worse,whatisboughtwithbloodissoldforcoin,andthenstolenbackagain.”Hebrooded,andaddedbitterly,“YourgrandfatherRoyaFonsaboughtGotorgetwith
thelivesofhissons.ItwassoldbyMarchdyJironalforthreehundredthousandroyals.It’sawondroustransmutation,wherethebloodofonemanisturnedintothemoneyofanother.Leadintogoldisnothingtoit.”
“Canthereneverbepeaceinthenorth?”askedBetriz,startledbyhisunusualvehemence.
Cazarilshrugged.“Notwhilethereissomuchprofitinwar.TheRoknariprincesplaythesamegame.Itisauniversalcorruption.”
“Winningthewarwouldendit,”saidIsellethoughtfully.
“Nowthere’sadream,”sighedCazaril.“Iftheroyacouldsneakitpasthisnobleswithouttheirnoticingtheywerelosingtheirfuture
livelihoods.Butno.It’sjustnotpossible.Chalionalonecouldnotdefeatallfiveprincedoms,andevenifbysomemiracleitdid,ithasnonavalexpertisetoholdthecoaststhereafter.IfalltheQuintarianroyaciesweretocombine,andfighthardforageneration,someimmenselystronganddeterminedroyamightpushitthroughandunitethewholeland.Butthecostinmenandnerveand
moneywouldbevast.”
Isellesaidslowly,“Greaterthanthecostofthisendlesssuckingdrainofbloodandvirtuetothenorth?Doneonce—donerightonce—wouldbedoneforalltime.”
“Butthereisnonetodoit.Nomanwiththenerveandvisionandwill.TheroyaofBrajarisanagingdrunkardwhosportswithhiscourtladies,theFox
ofIbraistieddownwithcivilstrife,Chalion…”Cazarilhesitated,realizinghisstirredemotionswereluringhimintoimpoliticfrankness.
“Teidez,”Isellebegan,andtookabreath.“MaybeitwillbeTeidez’sgift,whenhecomestofullmanhood.”
NotagiftCazarilwouldwishonanyman,andyettheboydidseemtohavesome
nascenttalentsinthatdirection,ifonlyhiseducationinthenextfewyearscouldbringthemintosharpanddirectedfocus.
“Conquestisn’ttheonlywaytounitepeoples,”Betrizpointedout.“There’smarriage.”
“Yes,butnoonecanmarrythreeroyaciesandfiveprincedoms,”Isellesaid,
wrinklinghernose.“Notallatonce,anyway.”
Thegreenbird,perhapsirritatedatlosingtheattentionofitsaudience,chosethismomenttoventaremarkablylewdphraseinrudeRoknari.Sailor’sbird,indeed—agalley-man’sbird,Cazariljudged.UmegatsmileddrylyatCazaril’sinvoluntarysnortbutraisedhisbrowsslightlyasBetrizandIselleclamped
theirlipsshutandturnedasuffusedpink,caughteachother’sgazes,andnearlylosttheirgravity.Smoothly,hereachedforahoodandpoppeditoverthebird’shead.“Goodnight,mygreenfriend,”hetoldit.“Ithinkyouarenotquitereadyforpolitesociety,here.PerhapsLorddyCazarilshouldstopinandteachyoucourtRoknaritoo,eh?”
Cazaril’sthoughtthatUmegatseemedperfectlycapableofteachingcourtRoknariallbyhimselfwasinterruptedwhenasurprisinglybriskstepatthedooroftheaviaryprovedtobeOrico,wipingbearspittleonhistrousersandsmiling.Cazarildecidedthecastlewarder’scommentthatfirstdaywasright:hismenageriedidseemtobeaconsolationtotheroya.Hiseyewasclear,andcolorbrightenedhisface
again,visiblyimprovedfromthesoggyexhaustionhe’devidencedimmediatelyafterbreakfast.
“Youmustcomeseemycats,”hetoldtheladies.Theyallfollowedhimintothestoneaisle,whereheproudlyshowedoffcagescontainingapairoffinegoldencatswithtuftedearsfromthemountainsofsouthChalion,andarareblue-eyedalbino
mountaincatofthesamebreedwithstrikingblackeartufts.ThisendoftheaislealsoheldacagecontainingapairofwhatUmegatnamedArchipelagosandfoxes,lookinglikeskinny,half-sizedwolves,butwithenormoustriangularearsandcynicalexpressions.
Withaflourish,Oricoturnedfinallytohisobviousfavorite,theleopard.Letoutonits
silverchain,itrubbeditselfaroundtheroya’slegsandmadeoddlittlegrowlynoises.Cazarilheldhisbreathas,encouragedbyherbrother,Iselleknelttopetit,herfacerightnexttothosepowerfuljaws.Thoseround,pellucidambereyeslookedanythingbutfriendlytohim,buttheirlidsdidhalfcloseinevidentenjoyment,andthebroadbrick-colorednosequiveredasIsellescratchedthebeast
vigorouslyunderthechin,andranherspreadfingersthroughitsfabulousspottedcoat.WhenCazarilknelt,however,itsgrowltookwhatseemedtohisearadecidedlyhostileedge,anditsdistantamberstareencouragednosuchliberties.Cazarilprudentlykepthishandstohimself.
Theroyachoosingtolingertoconsultwithhisheadgroom,
CazarilwalkedhisladiesbacktotheZangre,astheyarguedamiablyoverwhichhadbeenthemostinterestingbeastinthemenagerie.
“Whatdidyouthinkthemostcuriouscreaturethere?”Betrizchargedhim.
Cazariltookamomentbeforereplying,butintheenddecidedonthetruth.“Umegat.”
Hermouthopenedtoobjecttothissupposedlevity,butthenclosedagainasIsellecasthimasharplook.Athoughtfulsilencedescended,whichreignedallthewaytothecastledoors.
THESHORTENINGOFTHEDAYLIGHTRUNNINGONINTOautumnwasfelttobenolossbytheinhabitantsoftheZangre,forthelengtheningnightscontinuedtobemade
brilliantbycandlelight,feasting,andfêtes.Thecourtierstookturnsoutdoingoneanotherprovidingtheentertainments,freelyspendingmoneyandwit.TeidezandIselleweredazzled,Iselle,fortunately,nottotally;withtheaidofCazaril’sundervoicedrunningcommentary,shebegantolookforhiddenmeaningsandmessages,watchforintents,calculate
expendituresandexpectations.
Teidez,asnearlyasCazarilcouldtell,swalloweditalldownwhole.Signsofindigestionshowedthemselves.TeidezanddySandabegantoclashmoreandmoreopenly,asdySandafoughtalosingbattletomaintainthedisciplineshe’dimposedontheboyintheProvincara’scareful
household.EvenIsellebegantoworryabouttheheighteningtensionsbetweenherbrotherandhistutor,asCazarilquicklydeducedwhenBetrizcorneredhimonemorning,apparentlycasually,inawindownookoverlookingtheconfluenceoftheriversandhalfthehinterlandofCardegoss.
Afterafewremarksupontheweather,whichwas
seasonable,andthehunting,whichwastoo,sheswervedabruptlytothematterthatbroughthertohim,loweringhervoiceandasking,“WhatwasthatdreadfulrowbetweenTeidezandpoordySandainyourcorridorlastnight?Wecouldheartheuproarthroughthewindowsandthroughthefloor.”
“Um…”Fivegods,howwashetohandlethisone?
Maidens.HehalfwishedIsellehadsentNandyVrit.Well,surelythatsensiblewidowwasinonwhateverdistaffdiscussionswentonoverhead.Yes,andbettertobebluntthanmisunderstood.AndfarbettertobebluntwithBetrizthanwithIselleherself.Betriz,nochild,andmostofallnotTeidez’sonlysister,coulddecidewhatwasfittopassontoIselle’searsbetterthanhecould.“Dondo
dyJironalbroughtTeidezadrabforhisbedlastnight.DySandathrewherbackout.Teidezwasinfuriated.”Infuriated,embarrassed,possiblysecretlyrelieved,and,laterintheevening,sickonwine.Ah,thegloriouscourtlylife.
“Oh,”saidBetriz.He’dshockedheralittle,butnotexcessively,hewasrelievedtosee.“Oh.”Shefellintoa
thoughtfulsilenceforafewmoments,staringoutovertherollinggoldenplainsbeyondtheriveranditswideningvalley.Theharvestwasalmostallin.Shebitherlowerlipandlookedbackathiminnarrow-eyedconcern.“It’snot…it’ssurelynot…thereissomethingveryoddinthespectacleofaforty-year-oldmanlikeLordDondohangingonafourteen-year-oldboy’ssleeve.”
“Tohangonaboy?Oddindeed.Tohangonaroyse,hisfutureroya,futuredispenserofposition,wealth,preferment,militaryopportunity—well,thereyouhaveit.Grantyou,ifDondoweretoletgohisspaceonthatsleeveitwouldinstantlybeseizedbythreeothermen.It’sthe…themannerthat’sthematter.”
Herlipstwistedindisgust.
“Indeed.Adrab,ugh.AndLordDondo…that’swhatiscalledaprocurer,isitnot?”
“Mm,andrudernames.Notthat…notthatTeidezisnotonthebrinkoffullmanhood,andeverymanmustlearnsometime—”
“Theirweddingnightisn’tgoodenough?Wemustlearnitallthen.”
“Men…usuallymarrylater,”heattempted,decidingthiswasanargumenthe’dbeststayawayfromand,besides,embarrassedbythememoryofhowlatehisownapprenticeshiphadbeen.“Yetnormally,amanwillhaveafriend,abrother,oratleastafatheroranuncle,tointroducehimto,um.Howtogoon.Withladies.ButDondodyJironalisnoneofthesethingstoTeidez.”
Betrizfrowned.“Teidezhasnoneofthose.Well,except…exceptRoyaOrico,whoisbothfatherandbrother,inaway.”
Theireyesmet,andCazarilrealizedhedidn’thavetoaddaloud,Butnotinaveryusefulway.
Sheadded,afteranevenmorethoughtfulmoment,“AndIcan’timagineSerdy
Sanda…”
Cazarilmuffledasnort.“Oh,poorTeidez.NorcanI.”Hehesitated,thenadded,“It’sanawkwardage.IfTeidezhadbeenatcourtallalong,hewouldbeusedtothisatmosphere,notbeso…impressed.Orifhe’dbeenbroughtherewhenhewasolder,hemighthaveamoresettledcharacter,afirmermind.Notthatcourtisn’t
dazzlingatanyage,especiallyifyou’resuddenlyploppeddowninthecenterofthewholewheel.Andyet,ifTeidezistobeOrico’sheir,it’stimehebegantraininguptoit.Howtohandlepleasuresaswellasdutieswithproperbalance.”
“Ishebeingsotrained?Idonotseeit.DySandatries,desperately,but…”
“He’soutnumbered,”Cazarilfinishedforherglumly.“Thatistherootofthetrouble.”Hisbrowwrinkled,ashethoughtitthrough.“IntheProvincara’shousehold,dySandahadherbacking,herauthoritytocompletehisown.HereinCardegossRoyaOricoshouldtakethatpart,buttakesnointerest.DySandahasbeenlefttostruggleonhisownagainstimpossibleodds.”
“Doesthiscourt…”Betrizfrowned,clearlytryingtoframeunfamiliarthoughts.“Doesthiscourthaveacenter?”
Cazarilventedawarysigh.“Awell-conductedcourtalwayshassomeoneinmoralauthority.Ifnottheroya,perhapshisroyina,someoneliketheProvincaratosetthetone,keepthestandards.Oricois…”hecouldnotsay
weak,darednotsayill,“notdoingso,andRoyinaSara…”RoyinaSaraseemedaghosttoCazaril,paleanddrifting,nearlyinvisible.“Doesn’teither.ThatbringsustoChancellordyJironal.Whoismuchabsorbedbytheaffairsofstate,anddoesnottakeituponhimselftocurbhisbrother.”
Betriz’seyesnarrowed.“AreyousayinghesetsDondo
on?”
Cazariltouchedhisfingerwarninglytohislips.“DoyourememberUmegat’slittlejokeabouttheZangre’scourtlycrows?Tryitinreverse.Haveyoueverwatchedamobofcrowscombinetorobanotherbird’snest?Onewilldrawofftheparentbirds,whileanotherdartsintotaketheeggsorchicks…”Hisvoicewentdry.
“Fortunately,mostofthecourtiersofCardegossdon’tworktogetherascleverlyasaflockofcrows.”
Betrizsighed.“I’mnotevensureTeidezrealizesit’snotallforhisownsake.”
“I’mafraiddySanda,forallhisveryrealconcern,hasnotlaiditalloutinbluntenoughterms.Grantyouhe’dneedtobeprettyblunttogetthrough
thefogofflatteryTeidezfloatsinrightnow.”
“ButyoudoitforIselle,allthetime,”Betrizobjected.“Yousay,watchthisman,seewhathedoesnext,seewhyhemovesso—theseventhoreighthtimeyouturnouttobedeadonthetarget,wecannothelpbutlisten—andthetenthortwelfthtime,tobegintoseeit,too.Can’tdySandadothatforRoyseTeidez?”
“It’seasiertoseethesmudgeonanother’sfacethanonone’sown.ThisflockofcourtiersisnotpressingIsellenearlysohardastheyareTeidez.Thankthegods.Theyallknowshemustbesoldoutofcourt,probablyoutofChalionaltogether,andisnotmeatforthem.Teidezwillbetheirfuturelivelihood.”
Onthatinconclusiveandunsatisfactorynote,theywere
forcedtoleaveitforatime,butCazarilwasgladtoknowBetrizandIselleweregrowingalivetothesubtlerhazardsofcourtlife.Thegaietywasdazzling,seductive,afeasttotheeyethatcouldleavethereasonasdrunkandreelingasthebody.Forsomecourtiersandladies,Cazarilsupposed,itactuallywasthecheerful,innocent—albeitexpensive—gameitseemed.Forothers,it
wasadanceofdisplay,cipheredmessage,thrustandcounterthrustasserious,ifnotsoinstantlydeadly,asaduel.Tostayafoot,onehadtodistinguishtheplayersfromtheplayed.DondodyJironalwasamajorplayerinhisownright,andyet…ifnoteverymovehemadewasdirectedbyhisolderbrother,itwassurelysafetosayhiseverymovewaspermittedbyhim.
No.Notsafetosay.Merelytruetothink.
HOWEVERDIMHISVIEWOFTHEMORALSOFCOURT,hehadtograntthatOrico’smusicianswereverygood,Cazarilreflected,openinghiseargreedilytothematthenexteveningdance.IfRoyinaSarahadaconsolationtomatchOrico’smenagerie,itwas
surelytheZangre’sminstrelsandsingers.Sheneverdanced,sherarelysmiled,butshenevermissedafêtewheremusicwasplayed,eithersittingnexttohersoddenandsleepyspouse,or,ifOricostaggeredofftobedearly,lingeringbehindacarvedscreenwithherladiesonthegalleryoppositethemusicians.Cazarilthoughtheunderstoodherhungerforthissolace,asheleaned
againstthechamberwallinwhatwasbecominghisusualspot,tappinghisfootandbenignlywatchinghisladiestwirlaboutonthepolishedwoodenfloor.
Musiciansanddancersstoppedforbreathafterabriskroundel,andCazariljoinedthesmatteringofapplauseledbytheroyinafrombehindherscreen.Acompletelyunexpectedvoice
spokenexttohisear.
“Well,Castillar.You’relookingmoreyouroldself!”
“Palli!”Cazarilcontrolledhissurgeforward,turningitintoasweepingbowinstead.Palli,formallydressedinthebluetrousersandtunicandwhitetabardoftheDaughter’smilitaryorder,bootspolishedandswordglitteringathiswaist,laughed
andreturnedanequallyceremoniousbow,thoughhefolloweditupwithafirm,ifbrief,gripofCazaril’shands.“WhatbringsyoutoCardegoss?”Cazarilaskedeagerly.
“Justice,bythegoddess!Andagoodjobofit,too,ayearinthemaking.IrodeupinsupportofthelorddedicattheprovincardyYarrin,onalittleholyquestofhis.I’lltell
youmore,but,ah”—Palliglancedaroundthecrowdedchamber,wherethedancerswereformingupagain—“maybenothere.Youseemtohavesurvivedyourtriptocourt—you’reoverthatlittleburstofnervesnow,Itrust?”
Cazaril’slipstwisted.“Sofar.I’lltellyoumore,but—nothere.”AglancearoundassuredhimneitherLord
Dondonorhiselderbrotherwerepresentatthemoment,thoughsomehalfdozenmenheknewtobetheircreatureswerejustascertaintoreportthismeetingandgreeting.Sobeit.“Letusfindacoolerspot,then.”
Theystrolledoutcasuallytogetherintothenextchamber,andCazarilledPallitoawindowembrasurethatoverlookedamoonlit
courtyard.Onthecourtyard’sfarside,acouplesatcloselytogether,butCazariljudgedthemoutofbothearshotandcaring.
“SowhatisolddyYarrinaboutthatbringshimhottocourt?”askedCazarilcuriously.TheprovincarofYarrinwasthehighest-rankinglordofChaliontohavechosenallegiancetotheholymilitaryorderofthe
Daughter.MostyoungmenwithmilitaryleaningsdedicatedthemselvestothefarmoreglamorousOrderoftheSon,withitsglorioustraditionofbattleagainsttheRoknariinvaders.EvenCazarilhadswornhimselfalaydedicattotheSon,inhisyouth—andunswornhimself,when…letitgo.ThefarsmallerholymilitaryorderoftheDaughterconcerneditselfwithmoredomestic
challenges,guardingthetemples,patrollingtheroadstothepilgrimageshrines;byextension,controllingbanditry,pursuinghorseandcattlethieves,assistinginthecaptureofmurderers.Granted,whatthegoddess’ssoldierslackedinnumberstheyfrequentlymadeupinromanticdedicationtoher.Palliwasanatural,Cazarilthoughtwithagrin,andhadsurelyfoundhiscallingat
last.
“Springcleaning.”PallismiledlikeoneofUmegat’ssandfoxesforamoment.“Asmellylittlemessinsidethetemplewallsisgoingtogetwashedoutatlast.DyYarrinhadsuspectedforsometimethat,withtheoldgeneralsickanddyingforsolong,theorder’scomptrollerhereinCardegosswasfilteringtheorder’sfundsastheyflowed
throughhisfingers.”Palliwiggledhis,inillustration.“Intohispersonalpurse.”
Cazarilgrunted.“Unfortunate.”
Pallicockedaneyebrowathim.“Thisdoesn’ttakeyoubysurprise?”
Cazarilshrugged.“Notinthemain.Suchthingshappennowandthen,whenmenare
temptedbeyondtheirstrength.I’dnotheardanythingspecificsaidagainsttheDaughter’scomptrollerthough,no,beyondtheusualslandersagainsteveryofficialinCardegoss,behehonestornot,thateveryfoolrepeats.”
Pallinodded.“DyYarrin’sbeenoverayear,quietlycollectingtheevidenceandthewitnesses.Wetookthecomptroller—andhisbooks
—bysurpriseabouttwohoursago.He’slockeddownnowintheDaughter’shouse’sowncellar,underguard.DyYarrinwillpresentthewholecasetotheorder’scounciltomorrowmorning.ThecomptrollerwillbestrippedofhispostandrankbytomorrowafternoonanddeliveredtotheChancelleryofCardegossforpunishmentbytomorrownight.Ha!”Hisfistclosedinanticipated
triumph.
“Welldone!Willyoustayon,afterthat?”
“Ihopetostayaweekortwo,forthehunting.”
“Oh,excellent!”Timetotalk,andamanofwitandcertainhonortotalkwith—doubleluxury.
“I’mlodgingintownat
YarrinPalace—Ican’tlingerlongheretonight,though.IjustcameuptotheZangrewithdyYarrinwhilehemadehisbow—andhisreport—toRoyaOricoandGeneralLordDondodyJironal.”Pallipaused.“ItakeitbyyourveryhealthyappearancethatyourworriesabouttheJironalsturnedouttobegroundless?”
Cazarilfellsilent.Thebreeze
throughtheembrasurewasgrowingchill.Eventheloversacrossthecourtyardhadgonein.Hefinallysaid,“ItakecarenottocrosseitheroftheJironals.Inanyway.”
Pallifrowned,andseemedtoholdsomespeechjostlingjustbehindhislips.
Apairofservantswheeledacartholdingacrockofhotmulledwine,redolentof
spicesandsugar,throughtheantechambertowardthedancingchamber.Agigglingyoungladyexited,closelypursuedbyalaughingyoungcourtier;theybothvanishedouttheotherside,thoughtheirblendedlaughterlingeredintheair.Strainsofmusicsoundedagain,floatingdownfromthegallerylikeflowers.
Palli’sfrownquirkedaway.
“DidLadyBetrizdyFerrejalsoaccompanyRoyesseIsellefromValenda?”
“Didn’tyouseeher,amongthedancers?”
“No—Isawyoufirst,longstickthatyouare,proppingupthewalls.WhenI’dheardtheroyessewashere,Icamelookinginthechanceyouwouldbe,too,thoughfromthewayyoutalkedwhenlast
wemetIcouldn’tbesureI’dfindyou.DoyouthinkImightseizeadancebeforedyYarrinisdoneclosetinghimselfwithOrico?”
“Ifyouthinkyouhavethestrengthtofightyourwaythroughthemobthatsurroundsher,perhaps,”saidCazarildryly,wavinghimon.“Theyusuallydefeatme.”
Pallimanagedthiswithout
apparenteffort,andsoonwashandingasurprisedandlaughingBetrizinandoutofthefigureswithcheerypanache.HetookaturnwithRoyesseIselleaswell.Bothladiesseemeddelightedtomeethimagain.Drawingbreathafterward,hewasgreetedbysomefourorfiveotherlordsheapparentlyknew,untilapageapproachedandtouchedhimontheelbow,andmurmured
somemessageinhisear.Pallimadehisbowsandleft,presumablytojoinhisfellowlorddedicatdyYarrinandescorthimbacktohismansion.
CazarilhopedtheDaughter’snewholygeneral,LordDondodyJironal,wouldbegladandgratefultohavehishousecleanedforhimtomorrow.Hehopeditfervently.
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CazarilspentthefollowingdayinsmilinganticipationofthedelightPalli’svisittocourtwouldbringtohisroutine.BetrizandIsellealsospokeinpraiseoftheyoungmarch,whichgaveCazarilbriefpause.Palliwouldshow
tohisbestinthissplendidsetting.
Andwhatofit?Palliwasalandedman,withmoney,looks,charm,honorableresponsibilities.SupposeheandtheLadyBetrizweretohititoff.Waseitherofthemlessthanwhattheotherdeserved?Nevertheless,Cazarilfoundhismind,unwilled,revolvingplansforpleasureswithPallithat
somehowdidnotincludehisladies.
Buttohisdisappointment,Pallididnotappearatcourtthatevening—nordidtheprovincarofYarrin.CazarilsupposedtheirwearingdayofpresentingevidenceattheDaughter’shousetowhatevercommitteeofjusticehadassembledtherehadrunintocomplexities,andstretchedpastdinner.Ifthecasetook
longerthanPalli’sfirstoptimisticestimate,well,itwouldatleastextendhisvisittoCardegoss.
HedidnotseePalliagainuntilthenextmorning,whenthemarchappearedabruptlyattheopendoorofCazaril’soffice,whichwasanantechambertothesuccessionofroomsoccupiedbyRoyesseIselleandherladies.Cazarilstaredupfrom
hiswritingdeskinsurprise.Pallihaddiscardedhiscourtattire,andwasdressedfortheroadinwell-worntallboots,thicktunic,andashortcloakforriding.
“Palli!Sitdown—”Cazarilgesturedtoastool.
Pallipulleditupacrossfromhimandloweredhimselfwithatiredgrunt.“Onlyforamoment,oldfriend.Icould
notleavewithoutbiddingyoufarewell.I,dyYarrin,andourtroopsarecommandedtobequitofCardegossbeforenoontoday,underpainofexpulsionfromtheDaughter’sholyorder.”Hissmilewastightasastretchedhawser.
“What?Whathashappened?”Cazarillaiddownhisquill,andpushedasidethebookofIselle’sincreasinglycomplex
householdaccounts.
Palliranahandthroughhisdarkhairandshookhisheadasifindisbelief.“I’mnotsureIcanspeakofitwithoutbursting.ItwasallIcoulddolastnightnottopulloutmyswordandrunthesmirkingsonofabitchthroughhissoftgutsonthespot.Caz,theythrewoutdyYarrin’scase!Confiscatedallhisevidence,dismissedallhiswitnesses—
uncalled!unheard!—letthatlying,thievingwormofacomptrolleroutofthecellar—”
“Whohas?”
“Ourholygeneral,DondodyJironal,andhis,his,hiscreaturesontheDaughter’scouncil,hiscoweddogs—goddessblindmeifI’veeverbeforeseensuchasetofcringingcurs—adisgraceto
herpurecolors!”Palliclenchedhisfistuponhisknees,sputtering.“Weallknewtheorder’shouseinCardegosshasbeenindisarrayforsometime.Isupposeweshouldhavepetitionedtheroyatodismisstheoldgeneralwhenhefirstgrewtooilltokeepitallinhand,butnoonehadthehearttokickhimso—weallthoughtanew,younger,vigorousmanwouldturnit
alloutagainandstartfresh.Butthis,this,thisisworsethanneglect.It’sactivemalfeasance!Caz,theyclearedthecomptrolleranddismisseddyYarrin—theyscarcelyglancedathislettersandledgers,deargoddessthepapersfilledtwotrunks—Iswearthedecisionwasmadebeforethemeetingwascalled!”
CazarilhadnotheardPalli
stammerwithragelikethissincethedaythenewsofthesaleofGotorgethadbeendeliveredtothestarving,batteredgarrisonbytheroya’sstoutcourier,passedthroughtheRoknarilines.Hesatbackandpulledhisbeard.
“Isuspect—no,I’mcertaininmyheart—LordDondowaspaidoffforhisjudgment.Ifheisnotsimplythecomptroller’snewmaster—
andtwotrunksofevidencenowbeingusedtofeedthefiresontheLady’saltar—Caz,ournewholygeneralisrunningtheDaughter’sOrderashispersonalmilchcow.Iwastoldbyanacolyteyesterday—onthestairs,andthemanshookashewhisperedittome—he’splacedoutsixtroopsoftheDaughter’smentotheHeirofIbrainSouthIbra—asplainpaidmercenaries.That’snot
theirmandate,that’snotthegoddess’swork—it’sworsethanstealingmoney,it’sstealingblood!”
Arustle,andanindrawnbreath,drewbothmen’sglancestotheinnerdoorway.LadyBetrizstoodtherewithherhandupontheframe,andtheRoyesseIsellepeekedoverhershoulder.Bothladies’eyeswereround.
Palliopenedandshuthismouth,swallowed,thenjumpedtohisfeetandbowedtothem.“Royesse.LadyBetriz.AlasthatImusttakemyleaveofyou.IreturntoPalliarthismorning.”
“Weshallregretthelossofyourcompany,March,”saidtheroyessefaintly.
PalliwheeledtoCazaril.“Caz—”Hegaveanapologetic
littlenod.“I’msorryIdisbelievedyouabouttheJironals.Youweren’tcrazedafterall.Youwererightoneverypoint.”
Cazarilblinked,nonplussed.“Ithoughtyouhadbelievedme…”
“OlddyYarrinwasascannyasyou.Hesuspectedthistroublefromthefirst.I’daskedhimwhyhethoughtwe
neededtobringsolargeatrooptoenterCardegoss—hemurmured,‘Noboy—itistoleaveCardegoss.’Ididn’tunderstandhisjoke.Tillnow.”Palliventedabitterlaugh.
“Willyoube—willyounotbereturninghere?”askedBetrizinaratherbreathyvoice.Herhandwenttoherlips.
“Iswearbeforethegoddess—”Pallitouchedhishandtoforehead,lip,navel,andgroin,andthenspreaditflatoverhisheartinthefivefoldsacredgesture,“IwillnotreturntoCardegossexceptitbetoDondodyJironal’sfuneral.Ladies—”Hestoodatattentionandgavethemabow.“Caz—”HegraspedCazaril’shandsacrossthetableandbenttokissthem;hastily,Cazarilreturnedthe
honor.“Farewell.”Palliturnedandstrodefromtheroom.
Thespacehehadvacatedseemedtocollapsearoundhisabsence,asiffourmenhadjustleft.BetrizandIselleweredrawnintoit;Betriztiptoedtotheouterdoorandpeeredaroundit,tospythelastofhisclompingretreatdownthecorridor.
Cazarilpickeduphisquillanddrewthefeatherendnervouslythroughhisfingers.“Howmuchofthatdidyouhear?”heaskedtheladies.
BetrizglancedbackatIselle,andreplied,“Allofit,Ithink.Hisvoicewasnotpitchedlow.”Shereturnedslowlyacrosstheantechamber,herfacetroubled.
Cazarilgropedforsomeway
tocautiontheseunintendedauditors.“Itwasthebusinessofaclosedcouncilofaholymilitaryorder.PallishouldnothavespokenofitoutsidetheDaughter’shouse.”
Isellesaid,“Butisn’thealorddedicat,amemberofthatcouncil—doesn’thehaveasmuchright—duty!—tospeakasanyofthem?”
“Yes,but…intheheatofhis
temper,hehasmadeseriousaccusationsagainsthisownholygeneralthathehasnotthe…powertoprove.”
Isellegavehimasharplook.“Doyoubelievehim?”
“Mybeliefisnottheissue.”
“But—ifit’strue—it’sacrime,andworsethanacrime.Aninsultingimpiety,andaviolationofthetrustnot
onlyoftheroyaandthegoddessabove,butofallwhoaresworntoobeyintheirnamesbelow.”
Sheseestheconsequencesinbothdirections!Good!No,wait,no.“Wehaven’tseentheevidence.Maybethecouncilwasjustifiedindiscardingit.Wecannotknow.”
“Ifwecan’tseetheevidence
asMarchdyPalliarhas,canwejudgethemenandreasonbackwardtoit?”
“No,”saidCazarilfirmly.“Evenahabitualliarmaytellthetruthfromtimetotime,oranhonestmanbetemptedtoliebysomeextraordinaryneed.”
Betriz,startled,said,“Doyouthinkyourfriendwaslying?”
“Asheismyfriend,no,ofcoursenot,but…buthemightbemistaken.”
“Thisisalltoomurky,”saidIselledecisively.“Ishallpraytothegoddessforguidance.”
Cazaril,rememberingthelasttimeshe’ddonethat,saidhastily,“Youneednotreachthathighforguidance,Royesse.Youinadvertentlyoverheardaconfidence.You
haveaplaindutynottorepeatit.Inwordordeed.”
“Butifit’strue,itmatters.Itmattersgreatly,LordCaz!”
“Nevertheless,likinganddislikingdonotconstituteproofanymorethanhearsaydoes.”
Isellefrownedthoughtfully.“It’strueIdonotlikeLordDondo.Hesmellsodd,and
hishandsarealwayshotandsweaty.”
Betrizadded,withagrimaceofdistaste,“Yes,andhe’salwaystouchingonewiththem.Ugh!”
ThequillsnappedinCazaril’shand,sprayingasmallspatterofinkdropsonhissleeve.Hesetthepiecesaside.“Oh?”hesaid,inwhathetrustedwasaneutraltone.“Whenwas
this?”
“Oh,everywhere,atthedances,atdinner,inthehalls.Imean,manygentlemenhereflirt,somequiteagreeably,butLordDondo…presses.Thereareenoughfineladieshereatcourtnearerhisownage.Idon’tknowwhyhedoesn’tgotrytocharmthem.”
Cazarilalmostaskedherif
thirty-fiveseemedasancienttoherasforty,butbititshort,andsaidinstead,“HedesiresinfluenceoverRoyseTeidez,ofcourse.AndthereforedesireswhatevergoodgracehecanobtainfromTeidez’ssister,directlyorthroughherattendants.”
Betriz’sbreathpuffedoutinrelief.“Oh,doyouthinkthat’sso?Itmademequiteilltothinkhemightreallybein
lovewithme.Butifhe’sonlyflatteringmeforhisadvantage,that’sallright.”
CazarilwasstilllaboringtoworkthisthroughwhenIsellesaid,“Hehasaveryoddideaofmycharacterifhethinksseducingmyattendantswillgainmygoodgraces!AndIdonotthinkheneedsanymoreinfluenceoverTeidez,ifwhatI’veseensofarisasample.Imean—ifitwere
goodinfluence,shouldn’tweseegoodresults?WeoughttoseeTeidezgrowingfirmerinhisstudies,clearerinhealth,openinghismindtoawiderworldofsomekind.”
CazarilalsobitbacktheobservationthatTeidezwascertainlygettingthatlastfromLordDondo,inaway.
Isellewentonwithgrowingpassion,“Shouldn’tTeidezbe
apprenticingstatecraft?AtleastseeingtheChancellerywork,sittinginoncouncils,listeningtoenvoys?Orifnotstatecraft,realwarcraft?Huntingisfine,butshouldn’thebelearningmilitarydrillwithmen?Hisspiritualdietseemsallcandyandnomeat.Whatkindofroyadotheymeantotrainhimtobe?”
Possibly,onejustlikeOrico—soddenandsickly—who
willnotcompetewithChancellordyJironalforpowerinChalion.ButwhatCazarilsaidaloudwas,“Idonotknow,Royesse.”
“HowcanIknow?HowcanIknowanything?”Shesteppedbackandforthacrossthechamber,herspinetensewithfrustration,herskirtsswishing.“MamaandGrandmamawouldwishmetowatchoutforhim.Cazaril,
canyouatleastfindoutifit’strueaboutsellingtheDaughter’smentotheHeirofIbra?Thatatleastcan’tbeanykindofsubtlesecret!”
Shewasrightaboutthat.Cazarilswallowed.“I’lltry,mylady.But—thenwhat?”Hemadehisvoicestern,foremphasis.“DondodyJironalisapoweryoudarenottreatwithanythingbutstrictestcourtesy.”
Iselleswirledround,andstaredintentlyathim.“Nomatterhowcorruptthatpoweris?”
“Themorecorrupt,thelesssafe.”
Iselleraisedherchin.“So,Castillar,tellme—howsafe,inyourjudgment,isDondodyJironal?”
Hewascaughtout,hismouth
athalfcock.Sosayit—DondodyJironalisthesecond-most-dangerousmaninChalion,afterhisbrother.Instead,hepickedupanewquillfromtheclayjarandbeganshapingitstipwiththepenknife.Afteramomentortwohegotout,“Idonotlikehissweatyhandseither.”
Isellesnorted.ButCazarilwassavedfromfurthercross-examinationbyacallfrom
NandyVrit,somevitallittlematterofscarvesandstrayingseedpearls,andthetwoladieswentbackintotheirchambers.
ONCOOLAFTERNOONSWHENNOMORE-EXCITINGhuntingpartywentout,RoyesseIselleventedherrestlessenergybygatheringupherlittlehouseholdandgoingforridesintheoakwoodsnearCardegoss.Cazaril,along
withLadyBetrizandacoupleofwheezinggrooms,wascanteringinthewakeofherdappledmaredownagreenride,thecrispairspangledwithgoldenfallingleaves,whenhisearpickedupathunderofnewhoovesgaininggroundbehindthem.Heglancedoverhisshoulder,andhisstomachlurched;acavalcadeofmaskedmenwaspeltingdownthetrack.Theyellingcrewovertook
them.Hehadhisswordhalf-outbeforeherecognizedthehorsesandequipageasbelongingtosomeoftheZangre’syoungercourtiers.Themenweredressedinanamazingarrayofrags,barearmsandlegssmearedwithadirtsuspiciouslyreminiscentofbootblacking.
Cazarildrewalongbreath,andbentbrieflyoverhissaddlebow,willinghisheart
toslow,asthegrinningmob“captured”theroyesseandLadyBetriz,andtiedtheirprisoners,includingCazaril,withsilkribands.Hewishedferventlysomeonewouldwarnhim,atleast,aboutthesepranksinadvance.ThelaughingLorddyRinalhadcome,thoughheapparentlydidnotrealizeit,towithinafractionofareflexofreceivingalengthofrazorsteelacrosshisthroat.His
sturdypage,gallopinguponCazaril’sotherside,mighthavediedonthebackstroke,andCazaril’sswordsheatheditselfinathirdman’sbellybefore,hadtheybeenrealbandits,theycouldhavecombinedtotakehimdown.AndallbeforeCazaril’sbrainhadformulatedhisfirstclearthought,orhismouthopenedtoscreamwarning.Theyalllaughedheartilyatthelookofterrorthey’dsurprisedonhis
face,andteasedhimaboutdrawingsteel;hesmiledsheepishly,anddecidednottoexplainjustwhataspectofitallhaddrainedthebloodfromhisface.
Theyrodetotheir“banditcamp,”alargeclearingintheforestwhereanumberofservantsfromtheZangre,alsodressedinartisticrags,roasteddeerandlessergameonspitsoveropenfires.
Banditladies,shepherdesses,andsomeratherstatelybeggargirlshailedthekidnappers’return.IsellesqueakedinlaughingoutragewhenthebanditkingdyRinalclippedalockofhercurlinghairandhelditupforransom.Themasquewasnotyetfinished,foruponthiscueatroopof“rescuers”inblueandwhite,ledbyLordDondodyJironal,gallopedintothecamp.Vigorousmock
swordplayensued,includingsomealarmingandmessymomentsinvolvingpig’sbladdersfilledwithblood,beforeallthebanditswereslain—somestillcomplainingabouttheunfairnessofit—andthelockofhairrescuedbyDondo.AmockdivineoftheBrotherthenwentaboutmiraculouslyraisingthebanditsbacktolifewithaskinofwine,andtheentirecompanysettleddownupon
clothsspreadonthegroundforsomeseriousfeastinganddrinking.
CazarilfoundhimselfsharingaclothwithIselle,Betriz,andLordDondo.Hesatcross-leggedtowardtheedge,nibbledvenisonandbread,andwatchedandlistenedasDondoentertainedtheroyessewithwhatwas,tohisear,heavy-handedwit.DondobeggedIselletoawardhim
hershornlockashisprizeforherdaringrescue,andofferedupinreturn,withasnapofhisfingerstohishoveringpage,atooledleathercasecontainingtwobeautifuljeweledtortoiseshellcombs.
“Atreasureforatreasure,andallisquits,”Dondotoldher,andostentatiouslytuckedthecurlofhairawayinaninnerpocketofhisvest-cloak,overhisheart.
“It’sacruelgift,though,”Iselleparried,“togivemecombsbutleavemenohairtoholdwiththem.”Sheheldacombupandturnedit,glitteringandtranslucent,inthesunlight.
“Butyoumaygrownewhair,Royesse.”
“Butcanyougrownewtreasure?”
“Aseasilyasyoucangrownewhair,Iassureyou.”Heleanedonhiselbowbyherside,andgrinnedupather,hisheadnearlyinherlap.
Iselle’samusedsmilefaded.“Doyoufindyournewpostsoprofitable,then,HolyGeneral?”
“Indeed.”
“Youaremiscast,then.
Perhapsyoushouldhaveplayedthebanditkingtoday.”
Dondo’ssmilethinned.“Iftheworldwerenotso,howcouldIeverbuyenoughpearlstopleasetheprettyladies?”
SpotsofcolorflaredinIselle’scheeks,andsheloweredhereyes.Dondo’ssmilegrewsatisfied.Cazaril,histongueclampedbetween
histeeth,reachedforasilverflagonofwine,withaneyetoaccidentallyinthisemergencyspillingitdownthebackofIselle’sneck.Alas,theflagonwasempty.Buttohisintenserelief,Iselletookabiteofbreadandmeatnext,andchewedinsteadonit.Itwasnotable,though,thatshedrewherskirtsasidefromLordDondowhennextsheshiftedposition.
ThechilloftheautumneveningwasrisingwiththeshadowsfromthelowplaceswhentherepletecompanyrodeslowlybacktotheZangreafterthebandits’picnic.IsellereinedinherdappledmareandfellbackbesideCazarilforamoment.
“Castillar.DidyoueverdiscoverformethetruthoftherumoroftheDaughter’stroopsbeingsoldfor
mercenaries?”
“Oneortwoothermenhavesaidso,butitisnotwhatIwouldcallconfirmednews.”Itwas,infact,quitethoroughlyconfirmed,butCazariljudgeditimprudenttosaysotoIsellejustatthismoment.
Shefrownedsilently,thenspurredherhorseforwardtocatchupwithLadyBetriz
again.
THATNIGHTTHESPARER-THAN-USUALEVENINGBANQUETbrokeupwithoutdancing,andtiredcourtiersandladieswentofftoanearlybedorprivatepleasures.CazarilfoundDondodyJironalfallingintostepbesidehiminanantechamber.
“Walkwithmealittle,Castillar.Ithinkweneedto
talk.”
Cazarilshruggedobligingly,andfollowedDondo,feigningnottonoticethetwochoiceyoungbravos,acoupleofDondo’sriperfriends,whopaddedalongafewpacesbehindthem.Theyexitedthetowerblockatthenarrowendofthefortress,ontoanirregularlittlequadrangleofacourtyardoverlookingtheconfluenceoftherivers.Ata
handsignalfromDondo,histwofriendswaitedbythedoor,leaningagainstthestonewalllikeboredandtiredsentries.
Cazarilcalculatedtheodds.HehadreachonDondo,anddespitehissubsequentillness,hismonthspullingtheoaronthegalleyshadlefthiswiryarmsmuchstrongerthantheylooked.Dondowasdoubtlessbettertrained.Thebravos
wereyoung.Alittledrunk,butyoung.Atthree-to-one,swordplaymightnotevenberequired.Anunagilesecretary,toofullofwineaftersupper,takingawalkonthebattlements,couldslipandfallinthedark,bouncingofftherockfacethreehundredfeetdowntothewaterbelow;hisbrokenbodymightbefoundnextdaywithoutasingletelltalestabwoundinit.
Afewlanternsinwallbracketscastflickeringorangelightacrossthepavingstones.Dondogesturedinvitinglytoacarvedgranitebenchagainsttheouterwall.ThestonewasgrittyandchillagainstCazaril’slegsashesat,thenightbreezedankonhisneck.Withalittlegrunt,Dondoseatedhimself,too,automaticallyflippinghisvest-cloakasidetofreehisswordhilt.
“So,Cazaril,”Dondobegan.“IseeyouarequitecloseintheconfidenceoftheRoyesseIselle,thesedays.”
“Thepostofhersecretaryisoneofgreatresponsibility.Ofhertutor,evenmoreso.Itakeitquiteseriously.”
“Nosurprisethere—youalwaystookeverythingtooseriously.Toomuchofagoodthingcanbeafaultina
man,youknow.”
Cazarilshrugged.
Dondosatbackandcrossedhislegsattheankles,asifmakinghimselfcomfortableforachatwithsomeintimate.“Forexample”—hewavedahandtowardthetowerblocknowrisingbeforethem—“agirlofherageandstyleshouldbejuststartingtowarmtomen,andyetIfind
herstrangelychill.Amarelikethatismadeforbreeding—shehasgoodwidehips,tocradleaman.”Hegavehisownalittledoublejerk,forillustration.“Onehopesshehasescapedthatunfortunatetaintintheblood,andit’snotanearlysignofthesortof,ah,difficultiesofmindthatoversetherpoormother.”
Cazarildecidednottotouchthisone.“Mm,”hesaid.
“Onehopes.Andyet,ifthatisnotthecase,oneisalmostledtowonderifsome…overseriouspersonhastakentopoisoninghermindagainstme.”
“Thiscourtisfullofgossip.Andgossipers.”
“Indeed.And,ah…justhowdoyouspeakofmetoher,Cazaril?”
“Carefully.”
Dondosatback,andfoldedhisarms.“Good.That’sgood.”Hepausedforatime.“Andyet,withal,IthinkthatIshouldpreferwarmly.Warmlywouldbebetter.”
Cazarilmoistenedhislips.“Iselleisaverycleverandsensitivegirl.I’msureshecouldsenseifIwerelying.Bettertoleaveitasitis.”
Dondosnorted.“Ah,herewecometoit.IsuspectedyoumightstillbeholdingagrudgeagainstmeforthatevillittlegameofmadOlus’s.”
Cazarilmadealittlenegatinggesture.“No.Itisforgotten,mylord.”TheproximityofDondo,ascloseasinOlus’stent,hisslightlypeculiarscent,broughtitbackinintensedetail,blaringthrough
Cazaril’smemory,thepantingdespair,theskree,theheavyblow…“Itwasalongtimeago.”
“Huh.Idolikeamanwithamalleablememory,andyet…Istillfeelyouneedmoreheat.Isupposeyou’restillapoorman,asever.Somefellowsnevercatchthetricksofgettingonintheworld.”Dondounfoldedhisarms,and,withsomelittle
difficulty,twistedaringoffoneofhisthick,dampfingers.Itsgoldwasthin,butalargebevel-cutflatgreenstonegleamedinitssetting.HehelditouttoCazaril.“Letthiswarmyourhearttome.Andyourtongue.”
Cazarildidn’tmove.“IhaveallIneedfromtheroyesse,mylord.”
“Indeed.”Dondo’sblack
browsknotted;hisdarkeyesglitteredinthelanternlightbetweenhisnarrowedlids.“Yourpositiondoesgiveyouconsiderableopportunitytofillyourpockets,Isuppose.”
Cazarilclosedhisteeth,hidinghistrembleofoutrage.“Ifyoudeclinetobelieveinmyprobity,mylord,youmightatleastreflectuponRoyesseIselle’sfuture,andbelieveIstillpossessthewits
thegodsgaveme.Todayshehasahousehold.Anotherday,itmaybesomeroyacy,oraprincedom.”
“Indeed,thinkyouso?”Dondosatbackwithastrangegrin,thenlaughedaloud.“Ah,poorCazaril.Ifamanneglectshisbirdinthehandfortheflockheseesinthetree,he’sveryliketoendwithnobirdatall.Howcleveristhat?”Hesetthe
ringcoylydownonthestonebetweenthem.
Cazarilopenedbothhishandsandheldthemoutpalmupinfrontofhischestinagestureofrelease.Hereturnedthemfirmlytohisknees,andsaidwithundeceptivemildness,“Saveyourtreasure,mylord,tobuyyourselfamanwithalowerprice.I’msureyoucanfindone.”
DondoscoopedhisringbackupandfrownedfiercelyatCazaril.“Youhaven’tchanged.Stillthesamesanctimoniousprig.YouandthatfooldySandaaremuchalike.Nowonder,Isuppose,consideringthatoldwomaninValendawhochoseyouboth.”Heroseandstalkedindoors,shovingtheringbackonhisfinger.ThetwomenwaitingglancedacrosscuriouslyatCazariland
turnedtofollow.
Cazarilsighed,andwonderedifhismomentoffurioussatisfactionhadbeenboughtattoohighaprice.ItmighthavebeenwisertotakethebribeandleaveLordDondocalm,happyinthebeliefthathe’dboughtanotherman,onejustlikehimself,easytounderstand,certainofcontrol.Feelingverytired,hepushedhimselftohisfeetandwent
backinsidetomountthestairstohisbedchamber.
HewasjustputtinghiskeyinhislockwhendySandapassedhiminthecorridor,yawning.Theyexchangedcordial-enoughmurmursofgreeting.
“Stayamoment,dySanda.”
DySandaglancedbackoverhisshoulder.“Castillar?”
“Areyoucarefultokeepyourdoorlockedthesedays,andyourkeyaboutyourperson?”
DySanda’sbrowsrose,andheturned.“Ihaveatrunkwithagood,stoutlock,thatservesforallIhavetoguard.”
“That’snotenough.Youneedtoblockyourwholeroom.”
“Sothatnothingcanbe
stolen?Ihavelittleenoughthat—”
“No.Sothatnothingstolencanbeplacedtherein.”
DySanda’slipsparted;hestoodamoment,asthissankin,andraisedhiseyestomeetCazaril’s.“Oh,”hesaidatlast.HegaveCazarilaslownod,almostabow.“Thankyou,Castillar.Ihadn’tthoughtofthat.”
Cazarilreturnedthenod,andwentinside.
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CazarilsatinhisbedchamberwithaprofligacyofcandlesandtheclassicBrajaranverseromanceTheLegendoftheGreenTree,andsighedincontentment.TheZangre’slibraryhadbeenfamousinthedaysofFonsatheWise
butneglectedeversince—thisvolume,judgingbythedust,hadn’tbeenpulledofftheshelvessincetheendofFonsa’sreign.Butitwastheluxuryofenoughcandlestomakereadinglateatnightapleasureandnotastrain,asmuchasBehar’sversifying,thatgavehisheartjoy.Andalittleguilt—thechargesforgoodwaxcandlesuponIselle’shouseholdaccountsweregoingtoaddupaftera
time,andlookatrifleodd.Behar’sthunderingcadencesechoinginhishead,hemoistenedhisfingerandturnedapage.
Behar’sstanzasweren’ttheonlythingsaroundherethunderingandechoing.Heglancedupward,asrapidthumpsandscrapesandthemuffledsoundsoflaughterandcallingvoicespenetratedfromtheceiling.Well,
enforcingreasonablebedtimesinIselle’shouseholdwasNandyVrit’sjob,nothis,thankthegods.Hereturnedhiseyetothepoet’stheologicallysymbolicvisions,andignoredtheclatter,tillthepigsquealedshrilly.
EventhegreatBeharcouldnotcompetewiththatmystery.Hislipsdrawingbackinagrin,Cazarilsetthe
volumedownonhiscoverletandswunghisstill-trouseredlegsoutofbed,fastenedhistunic,wriggledhisfeetintohisshoes,andpickedupthecandlewiththeglasschimneytolighthiswayupthebackstairs.
HemetDondodyJironalcomingdown.Dondowasdressedinhisusualcourtier’sattire,bluebrocadetunicandlinen-woolentrousers,though
hiswhitevest-cloakswungfromhishand,alongwithhisswordinitsscabbardandswordbelt.Hisfacewassetandflushed.Cazaril’smouthopenedtogivesomepolitegreeting,buthiswordsdiedonhislipsatDondo’smurderousglare.Dondostormedonpasthimwithoutaword.
Cazarilswungintotheupstairscorridortofindallits
wallsconceslitandaninexplicablearrayofpeoplegathered.NotonlyBetriz,Iselle,andNandyVrit,butLorddyRinal,oneofhisfriendsandanotherlady,andSerdySandawereallcrowdedaroundlaughing.TheyscatteredtothewallsasTeidezandapageblastedthroughtheirmidst,inhotpursuitofascrubbedandberibbonedyoungpigtrailingalengthofscarf.Thepage
tackledtheanimalatCazaril’sfeet,andTeidezhootedtriumph.
“Inthebag,inthebag!”dySandacalled.
HeandLadyBetrizcameupasTeidezandthepagecollaboratedoninsertingthesquealingcreatureintoalargecanvassack,whereitclearlydidn’twanttogo.Betrizbenttogivethestrugglinganimal
aquickscratchbehinditsflappingears.“Mythanks,LadyPig!Youplayedyourpartsuperbly.Butit’stimetogobacktoyourhomenow.”
Thepagehoistedtheheavysackupoverhisshoulder,salutedtheassembledcompany,andstaggeredoff,grinning.
“Whatisgoingonuphere?”demandedCazaril,torn
betweenlaughterandalarm.
“Oh,itwasthegreatestjest!”criedTeidez.“YoushouldhaveseenthelookonLordDondo’sface!”
Cazariljusthad,andithadn’tinspiredhimwithmirth.Hisstomachsank.“Whathaveyoudone?”
Iselletossedherhead.“NeithermyhintsnotLady
Betriz’splainwordshavingservedtodiscourageLordDondo’sattentions,ortoconvincehimtheywereunwelcome,weconspiredtomakehimtheassignationoflovehedesired.Teidezundertooktosecureourplayerfromthestable.So,insteadofthevirginLordDondowasconfidentlyexpectingtofindwaitingwhenhewenttiptoeinguptoBetriz’sbedinthedark,he
found—LadyPig!”
“Oh,youtraducethepoorpig,Royesse!”criedLorddyRinal.“Shemayhavebeenavirgin,too,afterall!”
“I’msureshewas,orshewouldnothavesquealedso,”thelaughingladyonhisarmputin.
“It’sonlytoobad,”saiddySandaacidly,“shewasnotto
LordDondo’staste.IconfessI’msurprised.Fromallreportsoftheman,I’dhavethoughthe’dliedownwithanything.”Hiseyesflickedsideways,tochecktheeffectofthesewordsonthegrinningTeidez.
“Andafterwe’ddousedherwithmybestDarthacanperfume,too,”sighedBetrizhugely.Themerrimentinhereyeswasunderscoredbya
glitteringrageandsharpsatisfaction.
“Youshouldhavetoldme,”Cazarilbegan.Toldhimwhat?Ofthisprank?Itwasclearenoughtheyknewhewouldhavesuppressedit.OfDondo’scontinuedpressings?Justhowvilehadtheybeen?Hisfingernailsbitintohispalm.Andwhatcouldhehavedoneaboutthem,eh?GonetoOrico,or
RoyinaSara?Futile…
LorddyRinalsaid,“ItwillbethebesttaleoftheweekinallofCardegoss—andthebesttail,too,ifacurlyone.LordDondohasn’tplayedthebuttforyears,andIdothinkitwaspasthisturn.Icanheartheoinkingalready.Themanwon’tsittoaporkdinnerformonthswithouthearingit.Royesse,LadyBetriz”—hesweptthemabow—“Ithank
youfromthebottomofmyheart.”
Thetwocourtiersandtheladytookthemselvesoff,presumablytospreadthejesttowhateveroftheirfriendswerestillawake.
Cazaril,suppressingthefirstseveralremarkstryingtoripfromhislips,finallygroundout,“Royesse,thatwasnotwise.”
Isellefrownedback,undaunted.“ThemanwearstherobesofaholygeneraloftheLadyofSpringyetundertakestorobwomenoftheirvirginity,sacredtoHer,justasherobs…well,soyousaywehavenoproofofwhatelseherobs.Wehadproofenoughofthis,bythegoddess!Atleastthismayteachhimtheunwisdomofattemptingtostealfrommyhousehold.TheZangreis
supposedtobearoyalcourt,notabarnyard!”
“Cheerup,Cazaril,”dySandaadvisedhim.“Themancannotrevengehisoutragedvanityupontheroyseandroyesse,afterall.”Heglancedaround;Teidezhadgoneoffupthecorridortocollectthetrampledribbonsthepighadshedinitsattemptedflight.Heloweredhisvoice,andadded,“Anditwaswell
worththetroubleforTeideztoseehis,ah,heroinalessflatteringlight.WhentheamorousLordDondostumbledoutofBetriz’sbedchamberwiththestringsofhistrousersinhishands,hefoundallourwitnesseslinedupwaiting.LadyPignearlyknockedhimdown,escapingbetweenhislegs.Helookedanutterfool.It’sthebestlessonI’vebeenabletobringoffallthismonthwe’ve
beenhere.Maybewecanstarttoregainsomelostgroundinthatdirection,eh?”
“Iprayyoumayberight,”saidCazarilcarefully.HedidnotsayaloudhisreflectionthattheroyseandtheroyesseweretheonlypeopleDondocouldnotrevengehimselfupon.
Nevertheless,therewasnosignofretaliationinthenext
severaldays.LordDondotooktherailleryofdyRinalandhisfriendswithathinsmile,butasmilenonetheless.Cazarilsattoeverymealintheexpectationof,attheveryleast,acertainpigserveduproastedwithribbonsrounditsnecktotheroyesse’stable,butthedishdidnotappear.Betriz,atfirstinfectedbyCazaril’snerves,wasreassured.Cazarilwasnot.Forallhishottemper,
Dondohadamplydemonstratedjusthowlonghecouldwaitforhisopportunitieswithoutforgettinghiswounds.
ToCazaril’srelief,theoinkingaboutthecastlecorridorsdieddowninlessthanafortnightasnewfêtesandpranksandgossiptookitsplace.CazarilbegantohopeLordDondowasgoingtoswallowhissopublicly
administeredmedicinewithoutspitting.Perhapshiselderbrother,withlargerhorizonsinviewthanthelittlesocietyinsidetheZangre’swalls,hadundertakentosuppressanyinappropriateresponse.Therewasnewsenoughfromtheoutsideworldtoabsorbgrownmen’sattention:sharpeningofthecivilwarinSouthIbra,banditryintheprovinces,badweather
closingdownthehighpassesunseasonablyearly.
Inlightoftheselastreports,Cazarilgaveaneyetothelogisticsoftransportingtheroyesse’shousehold,shouldthecourtdecidetoleavetheZangreearlyandremovetoitstraditionalwinterquartersbeforetheFather’sDay.HewassittinginhisofficetottinguphorsesandmuleswhenoneofOrico’spages
appearedattheantechamberdoor.
“MylorddyCazaril,theroyabidsyouattenduponhiminIas’sTower.”
Cazarilraisedhiseyebrows,setdownhisquill,andfollowedtheboy,wonderingwhatservicetheroyadesiredofhim.Orico’ssuddenfanciescouldbeatrifleeccentric.Twicehehad
orderedCazariltoaccompanyhimonexpeditionstohismenagerie,theretoperformnoofficesmorecomplexthanwhatapageorgroommightwellhavedone,holdinghisanimals’chainsorfetchingbrushesorfeed.Well,no—theroyahadalsoaskedleadingquestionsabouthissisterIselle’sdoings,inanapparentlydesultoryfashion.CazarilhadseizedtheopportunitytoconveyIselle’s
horrorofbeingbarteredtotheArchipelago,ortoanyotherRoknariprince,andhadhopedtheroya’searwasmoreopenthanhissleepydemeanorwouldindicate.
ThepageguidedhimtothelongroomonthesecondfloorofIas’sTowerthatdyJironalusedforhisChancellerywhenthecourtwasresidentintheZangre.Itwaslinedwithshelvescrammedwith
books,parchments,files,andarowoftheseal-lockedsaddlebagsusedbytheroyalcouriers.Thetwoliveriedguardsstandingatattentionfollowedthemwithinandtookuptheirpostsinsidethedoor.Cazarilfelttheireyesfollowhim.
RoyaOricowasseatedwiththechancellorbehindalargetablescatteredaboutwithpapers.Oricolookedweary.
DyJironalwasspareandintense,dressedtodayinordinarycourtgarb,butwithhischainofofficearoundhisneck.Acourtier,whomCazarilrecognizedasSerdyMaroc,masteroftheroya’sarmorandwardrobe,stoodatoneendofthetable.OneofOrico’spages,lookingveryworried,stoodattheother.
Cazaril’sescortannounced,“TheCastillardyCazaril,
sire,”andthen,afteraglanceathisfellowpage,backedawaytomakehimselfinvisiblebythefarwall.
Cazarilbowed.“Sire,mylordChancellor?”
DyJironalstrokedhissteel-streakedbeard,glancedatOrico,whoshrugged,andsaidquietly,“Castillar,youwillobligeHisMajesty,please,byremovingyour
tunic,andturningaround.”
Colduneaseknottedthewordsinhisthroat.Cazarilclosedhislips,gaveasinglenod,andundidthefrogsofhistunic.Tunicandvest-cloakheslippedofftogetherandfoldedneatlyoverhisarm.Faceset,hemadeamilitaryabout-face,andstoodstill.Behindhim,heheardtwomenstiflegasps,andayoungvoicemutter,“Itwas
so.Ididsee.”Oh.Thatpage.Yes.
Someoneclearedhisthroat;Cazarilwaitedforthehotflushtodiefromhischeeks,thenwheeledaroundagain.Hesaidsteadily,“Wasthatall,sire?”
Oricofidgeted,andsaid,“Castillar,itiswhispered…youareaccused…anaccusationhasbeenmade…
thatyouwereconvictedofthecrimeofrapeinIbra,andfloggedinthestocks.”
“Thatisalie,sire.Whohassaidit?”HeglancedatSerdyMaroc,whohadgrownatriflepalewhileCazaril’sbackwasturned.DyMarocwasnotineitheroftheJironalbrothers’directemploy,andhewasnot,sofarasCazarilknew,oneofDondo’sripercreatures…
mighthehavebeenbribed?Orwasheanhonestgull?
Aclearvoicerangfromthecorridor.“Iwilltooseemybrother,andatonce!Ihavetheright!”
Orico’sguardssurgedforward,thenhastilybackagain,asRoyesseIselle,trailedbyaverypaleLadyBetrizandSerdySanda,burstintothechamber.
Iselle’squickglancetookinthetableauofmen.Sheraisedherchin,andcried,“Whatisthis,Orico?DySandatellsmeyouhavearrestedmysecretary!Withoutevenwarningme!”
BythepeevedrippleofChancellordyJironal’smouth,thisintrusionhadnotbeeninhisplans.Oricowavedhisthickhands.“No,no,notarrested.Noonehas
arrestedanyone.Wearegatheredtoinvestigateanaccusation.”
“Whataccusation?”
“Averyseriousone,Royesse,andnotforyourears,”saiddyJironal.“Youshouldwithdraw.”
Pointedlyignoringhim,shepulledupachairandplunkeddownintoit,foldingher
arms.“Ifit’saseriousaccusationagainstthemosttrustedservantofmyhousehold,itisverymuchformyears.Cazaril,whatisthisabout?”
Cazarilgaveheraslightbow.“Aslanderhasapparentlybeencirculated,bypersonsnotyetnamed,thatthescarsonmybackwerepunishmentforacrime.”
“Lastfall,”dyMarocputinnervously.“InIbra.”
ByBetriz’swideningstareandcaughtbreath,shehadobtainedagoodcloseviewoftheropymessasshe’dfollowedIsellearoundCazaril.SerdySanda’slipstoopursedinawince.
“MayIputmytunicbackon,sire?”Cazariladdedstiffly.
“Yes,yes.”Oricowavedahastyassent.
“Thenatureofthecrime,Royesse,”dyJironalputinsmoothly,“issuchastocastveryseriousdoubtsonwhetherthemanshouldbeatrustedservantofyour,orindeed,anylady’shousehold.”
“What,rape?”saidIsellescornfully.“Cazaril?Thatis
themostabsurdlieIhaveeverheard.”
“Andyet,”saiddyJironal,“therearethefloggingscars.”
“Thegift,”saidCazarilthroughhisteeth,“ofaRoknarioar-master,inreturnforacertainill-considereddefiance.Lastfall,andoffthecoastofIbra,thatmuchistrue.”
“Plausible,andyet…odd,”saiddyJironalinajudicioustone.“Thecrueltiesofthegalleysarelegendary,butonewouldnotthinkacompetentoar-masterwoulddamageaslavepastuse.”
Cazarilhalfsmiled.“Iprovokedhim.”
“Howso,Cazaril?”askedOrico,leaningbackandsqueezingthefatofhischin
withonehand.
“Wrappedmyoar-chainaroundhisthroatanddidmybesttostranglehim.Ialmostsucceeded,too.Buttheypulledmeoffhimatrifletoosoon.”
“Deargods,”saidtheroya.“Wereyoutryingtocommitsuicide?”
“I…amnotquitesure.I’d
thoughtIwaspastfury,but…Ihadbeengivenanewbenchmate,anIbranboy,maybefifteenyearsold.Kidnapped,hesaid,andIbelievedhim.Youcouldtellhewasofgoodfamily,soft,well-spoken,notusedtoroughplaces—heblistereddreadfullyinthesun,andhishandsbledontheoars.Scared,defiant,ashamed…hesaidhisnamewasDanni,buthenevertoldmehissurname.
Theoar-mastermadetousehimafteramannerforbiddentoRoknari,andDannistruckoutathim.BeforeIcouldstophim.Itwasinsanelyfoolish,buttheboydidn’trealize….Ithought—well,Iwasn’tthinkingveryclearly,butIthoughtifIstruckharderIcoulddistracttheoar-masterfromretaliatinguponhim.”
“Byretaliatingagainstyou
instead?”saidBetrizwonderingly.
Cazarilshrugged.He’dkneedtheoar-masterhardenoughinthegroin,beforewrappingthechainaroundhisneck,toassurehewouldn’tbeamorousagainforaweek,butaweekwouldhavepassedsoonenough,andthenwhat?“Itwasafutilegesture.Wouldhavebeenfutile,butforthechanceoftheIbran
navalflotillacrossingourbowsthenextmorning,andrescuingusall.”
DySandasaidencouragingly,“Youhavewitnesses,then.Quitealargenumberofthem,itsoundslike.Theboy,thegalleyslaves,theIbransailors…whatbecameoftheboy,after?”
“Idon’tknow.IlayillintheTempleHospitalofthe
Mother’sMercyinZagosurfor,forawhile,andeveryonewasscatteredandgonebythetimeI,um,left.”
“Averyheroictale,”saiddyJironal,inadrytonewellcalculatedtoremindhislistenersthatthiswasCazaril’sversion.Hefrownedjudiciouslyandglancedaroundtheassembledcompany,hisgazelingeringforamomentupondySanda,
andtheoutragedIselle.“Still…Isupposeyoumightasktheroyessetogiveyouamonth’sleavetoridetoIbra,andlocatesomeofthese,ah,convenientlyscatteredwitnesses.Ifyoucan.”
Leavehisladiesunguardedforamonth,here?Andwouldhesurvivethetrip?Orbeslainandburiedinashallowgraveinthewoodstwohours’rideoutof
Cardegoss,leavingthecourttoconstruehisguiltfromhissupposedflight?Betrizpressedherhandtowhitenedlips,butherglarewaswhollyfordyJironal.Here,atleast,wasonewhobelievedCazaril’swordandnothisback.Hestoodalittlestraighter.
“No,”hesaidatlast.“Iamslandered.Myswornwordstandsagainsthearsay.
Unlessyouhavesomebettersupportthancastlegossip,Idefythelie.Or—wheredidyouhavethetale?Haveyoutracedittoitssource?Whoaccusesme—isityou,dyMaroc?”Hefrownedatthecourtier.
“Explainit,dyMaroc,”dyJironalinvited,withacarelesswave.
DeMaroctookabreath.“I
haditfromanIbransilkmerchantthatIdealtwithfortheroya’swardrobe—herecognizedthecastillar,hesaid,fromthefloggingblockinZagosur,andwasveryshockedtoseehimhere.Hesaiditwasanuglycase—thatthecastillarhadravishedthedaughterofamanwhotookhiminandgavehimshelter,andheremembereditverywell,therefore,becauseitwassovile.”
Cazarilscratchedhisbeard.“Areyousurehedidn’tsimplymistakemeforanotherman?”
DyMarocrepliedstiffly,“No,forhehadyourname.”
Cazaril’seyesnarrowed.Nomistakehere—itwasalieoutright,boughtandpaidfor.Butwhosetonguehadbeenbought?Thecourtier’s,orthemerchant’s?
“Whereisthismerchantnow?”dySandabrokein.
“LedhispacktrainbacktoIbra,beforethesnows.”
Cazarilsaid,inamildvoice,“Justexactlywhendidyouhavethistale?”
DyMarochesitated,apparentlycastingback,forhisfingerstwitcheddownbyhissideasifcounting.“Three
weeksgone,herodeout.Itwasjustbeforeheleftthatwetalked.”
Iknowwho’slyingnow,yes.Cazaril’slipturnedup,withouthumor.Thattherewasarealsilkmerchant,whohadreallyriddenoutofCardegossonthatdate,hehadnodoubt.ButtheIbranhaddepartedwellbeforeDondo’semeraldbribe,andDondowouldnothave
troubledtoinventthisindirectrouteforgettingridofCazariluntilafterhe’dfailedtopurchasehimdirect.Unfortunately,thiswasnotalineofreasoningCazarilcouldadduceinhisdefense.
“Thesilkmerchant,”dyMarocadded,“couldhavehadnoreasontolie.”
Butyoudo.Iwonderwhatitis?“You’veknownofthis
seriouschargeforoverthreeweeks,yetonlynowhavebroughtittoyourlord’sattention?Howveryoddofyou,dyMaroc.”
DyMarocgloweredathim.
“IftheIbran’sgone,”saidOricoquerulously,“it’simpossibletofindoutwhoistellingthetruth.”
“ThenmylorddyCazaril
shouldsurelybegiventhebenefitofthedoubt,”saiddySanda,standingsternlyupright.“Youmaynotknowhim,buttheProvincaradyBaocia,whogavehimthistrust,did;he’dservedherlatehusbandsomesixorsevenyears,inall.”
“Inhisyouth,”saiddyJironal.“Mendochange,youknow.Especiallyinthebrutalityofwar.Ifthereis
anydoubtoftheman,heshouldnotbetrustedinsuchacriticaland,dareIsayit”—heglancedpointedlyatBetriz—“temptingpost.”
Betriz’slong,incensedinhalationwas,perhapsfortunately,cutacrossbyIselle,whocried,“Oh,rubbish!Inthemidstofthebrutalityofwar,youyourselfgavethismanthekeystothefortressofGotorget,which
wastheanchorofChalion’swholebattlelineinthenorth.Youclearlytrustedhimenoughthen,March!Nordidhebetraythattrust.”
DyJironal’sjawtightened,andhesmiledthinly.“Why,howmilitantChalionisgrown,thatourverymaidensseektogiveusbetteradviceuponourstrategies.”
“Theycouldhardlygiveus
worse,”growledOricounderhisbreath.OnlyaslightsidewaysflickoftheeyesbetrayedthatdyJironalhadheardhim.
DySandasaid,inapuzzledvoice,“Yes,andwhywasn’tthecastillarransomedwiththerestofhisofficerswhenyousurrenderedGotorget,dyJironal?”
Cazarilclenchedhisteeth.
Shutup,dySanda.
“TheRoknarireportedhe’ddied,”repliedthechancellorshortly.“They’dhidhimforrevenge,I’dassumed,whenIlearnedheyetlived.Thoughifthesilkmerchantspoketruth,maybeitwasforembarrassment.Hemusthaveescapedthem,andknockedaboutIbraforatime,untilhis,um,unhappyarrest.”HeglancedatCazaril,andaway.
Youknowyoulie.Iknowyoulie.ButdyJironaldidnot,evennow,knowforcertainifCazarilknewhelied.Itdidn’tseemmuchofanadvantage.Thiswasaweakmomentforacountercharge.Thisslanderalreadyhalfcutthegroundfromunderhisfeet,regardlessoftheoutcomeofOrico’sinquiry.
“Well,Idonotunderstandhowhislosswasallowedto
passwithoutinvestigation,”saiddySanda,staringnarrowlyatdyJironal.“Hewasthefortress’scommander.”
Iselleputinthoughtfully,“Ifyouassumedrevenge,youmusthavejudgedhe’dcosttheRoknaridearlyinthefield,forthemtousehimsothereafter.”
DyJironalgrimaced,clearly
mislikingwherethislineoflogicwasleading.Hesatbackandwavedawaythedigression.“Wearecometoanimpasse,then.Aman’swordagainstaman’sword,andnothingtodecideit.Sire,Iearnestlyadviseprudence.LetmylorddyCazarilbegivensomelesserpostorsentbacktotheDowagerofBaocia.”
Isellenearlysputtered.“And
lettheslandergounchallenged?No!Iwillnotstandforit.”
Oricorubbedhishead,asifitached,andshotsideglancesathischillychiefadvisorandhisfurioushalfsister.Heventedasmallgroan.“Oh,gods,Ihatethissortofthing…”Hisexpressionchanged,andhesatuprightagain.“Ah!Butofcourse.Thereisjustthesolution…
justthejustsolution,heh,heh…”HebeckonedtothepagewhohadsummonedCazaril,andmurmuredinhisear.DyJironalwatched,frowning,butapparentlycouldnotmakeoutwhathadbeensaideither.Thepagescamperedout.
“Whatisyoursolution,sire?”askeddyJironalapprehensively.
“Notmysolution.Thegods.Wewillletthegodsdecidewhoisinnocent,andwholies.”
“You’renotthinkingofputtingthistotrialbycombat,areyou?”askeddyJironalinavoiceofrealhorror.
Cazarilcouldonlysharethathorror—andsodidSerdyMaroc,judgingbytheway
theblooddrainedfromhisface.
Oricoblinked.“Well,now,there’sanotherthought.”HeglancedatdyMarocandatCazaril.“Theyappearevenlymatched,withal.DyMarocisyounger,ofcourse,anddoesverywellonthesandofmypracticering,butexperiencecountsforsomething.”
LadyBetrizglancedatdy
Marocandfrownedinsuddenworry.SodidCazaril,fortheoppositereason,hesuspected.DyMarocwasindeedaveryprettyduellodancer.Againstthebrutalityofthebattlefield,hewouldlast,Cazarilcalculated,maybefiveminutes.DyJironalmetCazaril’seyesdirectlyforalmostthefirsttimeinthisinquiry,andCazarilknewhewasmakingtheidenticalcalculation.Cazaril’sstomach
heavedatthethoughtofbeingforcedtobutchertheboy,evenifhewasatoolandaliar.
“IdonotknowiftheIbranliedornot,”putindyMarocwarily.“IonlyknowwhatIheard.”
“Yes,yes.”Oricowavedthisaway.“Ithinkmyplanwillbebetter.”Hesniffed,rubbedhisnoseonhissleeve,and
waited.Alengthyandunnervingsilencefell.
Itwasbrokenwhenthepagereturned,announcing,“Umegat,sire.”
ThedapperRoknarigroomenteredandglancedinfaintsurpriseatthepeopleassembled,buttroddirectlytohismasterandmadehisbow.“HowmayIserveyou,mylord?”
“Umegat,”saidOrico.“Iwantyoutogooutsideandcatchthefirstsacredcrowyousee,andbringitbackinhere.You”—hegesturedatthepage—“gowithhimforwitness.Hurry,now,quickquick.”Oricoclappedhishandsinhisurgency.
Withoutevincingtheleastsurpriseorquestion,Umegatbowedagainandpaddedbackout.CazarilcaughtdyMaroc
givingthechancellorapiteousNowwhat?look;dyJironalsethisteethandignoredit.
“Now,”saidOrico,“howshallwearrangethis?Iknow—Cazaril,yougostandinoneendoftheroom.DyMaroc,yougostandintheother.”
DyJironal’seyesshiftedinuncertaincalculation.He
gavedyMarocaslightnod,towardtheendoftheroomwiththeopenwindow.Cazarilfoundhimselfrelegatedtothedimmer,closedend.
“Youall”—OricogesturedtoIselleandhercohort—“standtotheside,forwitness.Youandyouandyoutoo,”thistotheguardsandtheremainingpage.Oricoheavedtohisfeetandwentaboutthetableto
arrangehishumantableautohisclosesatisfaction.DyJironalstayedseatedwherehewas,playingwithaquillandscowling.
InmuchlesstimethanCazarilwouldhaveexpected,Umegatreturned,withacranky-lookingcrowtuckedunderhisarmandtheexcitedpagebouncingaroundhim.
“Wasthatthefirstcrowyou
saw?”Oricoaskedtheboy.
“Yes,mylord,”thepagerepliedbreathlessly.“Well,thewholeflockwascirclingaboveFonsa’sTower,soIsupposewesawsixoreightatonce.SoUmegatjuststoodinthecourtyardwithhisarmoutandhiseyesclosed,quitestill.Andthisonecamedowntohimandlandedrightonhissleeve!”
Cazaril’seyesstrained,tryingtoseeifthemutteringbirdmight,justpossibly,bemissingtwotailfeathers.
“Verygood,”saidOricohappily.“Now,Umegat,Iwantyoutostandintheexactcenteroftheroom,andwhenIgivethesignal,releasethesacredcrow.We’llseewhichmanhefliesto,andthenwe’llknow!Wait—everyoneshouldsayaprayerintheir
heartsfirsttothegodsforguidance.”
Isellecomposedherself,butBetrizlookedup.“Butsire.Whatshallweknow?Isthecrowtoflytotheliar,orthehonestman?”ShestaredhardatUmegat.
“Oh,”saidOrico.“Hm.”
“Andwhatifitjustfliesaroundincircles?”saiddy
Jironal,anexasperatededgeleakingintohisvoice.
Thenwe’llknowthegodsareasconfusedasalloftherestofus,Cazarildidnotsayoutloud.
Umegat,strokingthebirdtocalmit,gaveaslightbow.“Asthetruthissacredtothegods,letthecrowflytothehonestman,sire.”HedidnotglanceatCazaril.
“Oh,verygood.Carryon,then.”
Umegat,withwhatCazarilwasbeginningtosuspectwasafinesenseoftheater,positionedhimselfpreciselybetweenthetwoaccusedmen,andheldthebirdoutonhisarm,slowlyremovinghiscontrollinghand.Hestoodamomentwithalookofpiousquietudeonhisface.Cazarilwonderedwhatthegods
madeofthecacophonyofconflictingprayersnodoubtarisingfromthisroomatthisinstant.ThenUmegattossedthecrowintotheair,andlethisarmshangdown.Itsquawkedandspreaditswings,andfannedatailmissingtwofeathers.
DyMarocheldhisarmswidespread,hopefully,lookingasifhewonderedifhewasallowedtotacklethe
creatureoutoftheairasitswoopedbyhim.Cazaril,abouttocryCaz,Caztobesafe,wassuddenlyovercomewiththeologicalcuriosity.Healreadyknewthetruth—whatelsemightthistestreveal?Hestoodstillandstraight,lipsparted,andwatchedindisturbedfascinationasthecrowignoredtheopenwindowandflappedstraighttohisshoulder.
“Well,”hesaidquietlytoit,asitduginitsclawsandshiftedfromsidetoside.“Well.”Ittilteditsblackbeak,regardinghimwithexpressionless,beadyeyes.
IselleandBetrizjumpedupanddownandwhooped,huggingeachotherandnearlyfrighteningthebirdoffagain.DySandasmiledgrimly.DyJironalgrittedhisteeth;dyMaroclooked
faintlyappalled.
Oricodustedhisplumphands.“Good.Thatsettlesthat.Now,bythegods,Iwantmydinner.”
ISELLE,BETRIZ,ANDDYSANDASURROUNDEDCAZARILlikeanhonorguardandmarchedhimoutofIas’sTowertothecourtyard.
“Howdidyouknowtocome
tomyrescue?”Cazarilaskedthem.Surreptitiously,heglancedup;nocrowswerecircling,justnow.
“Ihaditfromapagethatyouweretobearrestedthismorning,”saiddySanda,“andIwentatoncetotheroyesse.”
CazarilwonderedifdySanda,likehimself,keptaprivatebudgettopayfor
earlynewsfromvariousobserversaroundtheZangre.Andwhyhisownarrangementshadn’tworkedatriflebetterinthiscase.“Ithankyou,forcoveringmy”—heswallowedtheword,back—“blindside.Ishouldhavebeendismissedbynow,ifyouallhadn’tcometostandupforme.”
“Nothanksneeded,”saiddySanda.“Ibelieveyou’dhave
doneasmuchforme.”
“Mybrotherneededsomeonetoprophim,”saidIselleatriflebitterly.“Elsehebowstowhateverforceblowsmostproximately.”
Cazarilwastornbetweencommendinghershrewdnessandsuppressingherfrankness.HeglancedatdySanda.“Howlong—doyouknow—hasthisstoryabout
mebeencirculatinginthecourt?”
Heshrugged.“Somefourorfivedays,Ithink.”
“Thiswasthefirstweheardofit!”saidBetrizindignantly.
DySandaopenedhishandsinapology.“Likelyitseemedtoorawathingtopourinyourmaidenears,mylady.”
Isellescowled.DySandaacceptedreiteratedthanksfromCazarilandtookhisleavetocheckonTeidez.
Betriz,whohadgrownsuddenlyquiet,saidinastifledvoice,“Thiswasallmyfault,wasn’tit?Dondostruckatyoutoavengehimselfforthepig.Oh,LordCaz,I’msorry!”
“No,mylady,”saidCazaril
firmly.“ThereissomeoldbusinessbetweenDondoandmethatgoesbacktobefore…beforeGotorget.”Herfacelightened,tohisrelief;nevertheless,heseizedthechancetoaddprudently,“Grantyou,theprankwiththepigdidn’thelp,andyoushouldnotdoanythinglikethatagain.”
Betrizsighed,butthensmiledjustalittlebit.“Well,hedid
stoppressinghimselfuponme.Soithelpedthatmuch.”
“Ican’tdenythat’sabenefit,but…Dondoremainsapowerfulman.Ibegyou—both—totakecaretowalkwidearoundhim.”
Iselle’seyesflickedtowardhim.Shesaidquietly,“We’reundersiegehere,aren’twe.Me,Teidez,allourhouseholds.”
“Itrust,”sighedCazaril,“itisnotquitesodire.Justgomorecarefullyfromnowon,eh?”
Heescortedthembacktotheirchambersinthemainblock,butdidnottakeuphiscalculationsagain.Instead,hestrodebackdownthestairsandoutpastthestablestothemenagerie.HefoundUmegatintheaviary,persuadingthesmallbirdstotakedustbathsinabasinofashesasproof
againstlice.TheneatRoknari,histabardprotectedbyanapron,lookedupathimandsmiled.
Cazarildidnotsmileback.“Umegat,”hebeganwithoutpreamble,“Ihavetoknow.Didyoupickthecrow,ordidthecrowpickyou?”
“Doesitmattertoyou,mylord?”
“Yes!”
“Why?”
Cazaril’smouthopened,andshut.Hefinallybeganagain,almostpleadingly.“Itwasatrick,yes?Youtrickedthem,bybringingthecrowIfeedatmywindow.Thegodsdidn’treallyreachintothatroom,right?”
Umegat’sbrowsrose.“The
Bastardisthemostsubtleofthegods,mylord.Merelybecausesomethingisatrick,isnoguaranteeyouarenotgod-touched.”Headdedapologetically,“I’mafraidthat’sjustthewayitworks.”Hechirpedatthebrightbird,apparentlynowdonewithitsflutterintheashes,coaxeditontohishandwithaseeddrawnfromhisapronpocket,andpoppeditbackintoitsnearbycage.
Cazarilfollowed,arguing,“ItwasthecrowthatIfed.Ofcourseitflewtome.Youfeedittoo,eh?”
“IfeedallthesacredcrowsofFonsa’sTower.Sodothepagesandladies,thevisitorstotheZangre,andtheacolytesanddivinesofalltheTemplehousesintown.Themiracleofthosecrowsisthatthey’renotallgrowntoofattofly.”Withaneattwistof
hiswrist,Umegatsecuredanotherbirdandtippeditintotheashbath.
Cazarilstoodbackfromhimasashespuffed,andfrowned.“You’reRoknari.Aren’tyouoftheQuadrenefaith?”
“No,mylord,”saidUmegatserenely.“I’vebeenadevoutQuintariansincemylateyouth.”
“DidyouconvertwhenyoucametoChalion?”
“No,whenIwasstillintheArchipelago.”
“How…cameitaboutthatyouwerenothangedforheresy?”
“ImadeittotheshiptoBrajarbeforetheycaughtme.”Umegat’ssmilecrimped.
Indeed,hestillhadhisthumbs.Cazaril’sbrowsdrewdown,ashestudiedtheman’sfine-drawnfeatures.“Whatwasyourfather,intheArchipelago?”
“Narrow-minded.Verypious,though,inhisfoursquareway.”
“ThatisnotwhatImeant.”
“Iknow,mylord.Buthe’s
beendeadthesetwentyyears.Itdoesn’tmatteranymore.IamcontentwithwhatIamnow.”
Cazarilscratchedhisbeard,asUmegattradedforanotherbrightbird.“Howlonghaveyoubeenheadgroomofthismenagerie,then?”
“Fromitsbeginning.Aboutsixyears.Icamewiththeleopard,andthefirstbirds.
Wewereagift.”
“Whofrom?”
“Oh,fromthearchdivineofCardegoss,andtheOrderoftheBastard.Upontheoccasionoftheroya’sbirthday,yousee.Manyfineanimalshavebeenadded,sincethen.”
Cazarildigestedthat,foralittle.“Thisisaveryunusual
collection.”
“Yes,mylord.”
“Howunusual?”
“Veryunusual.”
“Canyoutellmemore?”
“Ibegyouwillnotaskmemore,mylord.”
“Whynot?”
“BecauseIdonotwishtolietoyou.”
“Whynot?”Everyoneelsedoes.
Umegatdrewinhisbreathandsmiledcrookedly,watchingCazaril.“Because,mylord,thecrowpickedme.”
Cazaril’sreturnsmilegrewatriflestrained.Hegave
Umegatasmallbowandwithdrew.
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Cazarilwasjustexitinghisbedchamberonthewaytobreakfast,somethreemorningslater,whenabreathlesspageaccostedhim,grabbinghimbythesleeve.
“M’lorddyCazaril!The
castlewarderbegsyou‘tendonhimatonce,inthecourtyard!”
“Why?What’sthematter?”Obedienttothisurgency,Cazarilswungintomotionbesidetheboy.
“It’sSerdySanda.Hewassetuponlastnightbyfootpads,androbbedandstabbed!”
Cazaril’sstridelengthened.“Howbadlywasheinjured?Wheredoeshelie?”
“Notinjured,m’lord.Slain!”
Oh,gods,no.Cazarilleftthepagebehindasheclattereddownthestaircase.HehurriedintotheZangre’sfrontcourtyardintimetoseeamaninthetabardoftheconstableofCardegoss,andanothermandressedasa
farmer,lowerastiffformfromthebackofamuleandlayitoutonthecobbles.TheZangre’scastlewarder,frowning,squatteddownbythebody.Acoupleoftheroya’sguardswatchedfromafewpacesback,warily,asifknifewoundsmightprovecontagious.
“Whathashappened?”demandedCazaril.
Thefarmer,inhiscourtier’sgarbtaking,pulledoffhiswoolhatinasortofsalute.“Ifoundhimbytheriversidethismorning,sir,whenItookmycattledowntodrink.Therivercurves—Ioftenfindthingshungupupontheshoal.‘Twasawagonwheel,lastweek.Ialwayscheck.Notbodiestoooften,thanktheMotherofMercy.Notsincethatpoorladywhodrownedherself,twoyears
back—”Heandtheconstable’smanexchangednodsofreminiscence.“Thisonehasnotadrownedlook.”
DySanda’strouserswerestillsodden,buthishairwasdonedripping.Histunichadbeenremovedbyhisfinders—Cazarilsawthebrocadefoldedupoverthemule’swithers.Themouthsofhiswoundshadbeencleanedofbloodbytheriverwater,and
showednowasdarkpuckeredslitsinhispaleskin,inhisback,belly,neck.Cazarilcountedoveradozenstrikes,deepandhard.
Thecastlewarder,sittingonhisheels,pointedtoabitoffrayedcordknottedarounddySanda’sbelt.“Hispursewascutoff.Inahurry,theywere.”
“Butitwasn’tjustarobbery,”
saidCazaril.“Oneortwooftheseblowswouldhaveputhimontheground,stoppedresistance.Theydidn’tneedto…theyweremakingsureofhisdeath.”Theyorhe?Norealwaytoknow,butdySandacouldnothavebeeneithereasyorsafetobringdown.Heratherthoughtthey.“Isupposehisswordwastaken.”Hadheeverhadtimetodrawit?Orhadthefirstblowfallenonhimby
surprise,fromamanhewalkedbesideintrust?
“Takenorlostintheriver,”saidthefarmer.“Hewouldnothavefloateddowntomesosoonifithadstillbeendragginghimdown.”
“Didhehaveringsorjewelry?”askedtheconstable’sman.
Thecastlewardernodded.
“Several,andagoldearloop.”Theywereallgonenow.
“I’llwantadescriptionofthemall,mylord,”theconstable’smansaid,andthewardernoddedunderstanding.
“Youknowwherehewasfound,”saidCazariltotheconstable’sman.“Doyouknowwherehewas
attacked?”
Themanshookhishead.“Hardtosay.Somewhereinthebottoms,maybe.”ThelowerendofCardegoss,bothsociallyandtopographically,huddledonbothsidesofthewallthatranbetweenthetworivers.“Thereareonlyhalfadozenplacessomeonemightpitchabodyoverthetownwallsandbesurethestreamwouldtakeitoff.Someare
morelonelythanothers.Whendidanyonehereseehimlast?”
“Isawhimatsupper,”saidCazaril.“Hesaidnothingtomeaboutgoingintotown.”TherewereacoupleofplacesrighthereintheZangrewhereabodymightalsobepitchedintotheriversbelow….“Hashebrokenbones?”
“NotasIfelt,sir,”saidtheconstable’sman.Indeed,thepalecorpsedidnotshowgreatbruises.
InquiryofthecastleguardsdisclosedthatdySandahadlefttheZangre,aloneandonfoot,aboutthemid-watchlastnight.Cazarilgaveupabuddingplantocheckeveryfootofthecastle’sgreatlengthsofcorridorsandnichesfornewbloodstains.
Laterintheafternoontheconstable’smenfoundthreepeoplewho’dsaidthey’dseentheroyse’ssecretarydrinkinginataverninthebottoms,anddepartalone;onesworehe’dleftstaggeringdrunk.Thatwitness,CazarilwouldhavelikedtohavehadaloneforatimeinoneoftheZangre’sstony,scream-absorbingcellsofftheold,oldtunnelsgoingdowntotherivers.Some
betterkindoftruthmighthavebeenpoundedoutofhimthere.CazarilhadneverseendySandadrinktodrunkenness,ever.
ItfelltoCazariltoinventoryandpackdySanda’smeagerpileofworldlygoods,tobesentoffbycartertotheman’ssurvivingolderbrothersomewhereintheprovincesofChalion.Whilethecityconstable’smensearchedthe
bottoms,futilely,Cazarilwassure,forthesupposedfootpads,CazarilturnedouteveryscrapofpaperindySanda’sroom.Butwhateverlyingassignationhadluredhimtothebottoms,he’deitherreceivedverballyortakenwithhim.
DySandahavingnorelativesnearenoughtowaitupon,thefuneralwasheldthenextday.Theservicesweresomberly
gracedbyboththeroyseandroyesseandtheirhouseholds,soafewcourtiersanxiousfortheirfavorlikewiseattended.Theceremonyofdeparture,heldintheSon’schamberoffthemaincourtyardofthetemple,wasbrief.ItwasborneinuponCazarilwhatalonelymandySandahadbeen.Nofriendsthrongedtotheheadofhisbiertospeaklongeulogiesforeachother’scomfort.OnlyCazarilspokea
fewformalwordsofregretonbehalfoftheroyesse,managingtogetthroughthemwithouttheembarrassmentofreferringtothepaper,uponwhichhehadsohastilycomposedthemthatmorning,tuckedinhissleeve.
Cazarilstooddownfromthebiertomakewayfortheblessingoftheanimals,goingtostandwiththelittlecrowdofmournersbeforethealtar.
Acolytes,dressedeachinthecolorsoftheirchosengods,broughtintheircreaturesandstoodroundthebieratfiveevenlyspacedpoints.Incountrytemples,themostmotleyassortmentofanimalswasusedforthisrite;Cazarilhadonceseenitcarriedthrough—successfully—forthedeaddaughterofapoormanbyasingleoverworkedacolytewithabasketoffivekittenswithcoloredribbons
tiedroundtheirnecks.TheRoknarioftenusedfish,thoughinthenumberoffour,notfive;theQuadrenedivinesmarkedthemwithdyeandinterpretedthewillofthegodsbythepatternstheymadeswimmingaboutinatub.Whateverthemeansused,theomenwastheonetinymiraclethegodsgrantedeveryperson,nomatterhowhumble,attheirlastpassing.
ThetempleofCardegosshadtheresourcestocommandthemostbeautifulofsacredanimals,selectedforappropriatecolorandgender.TheDaughter’sacolyteinherbluerobeshadafinefemalecrestedbluejay,new-hatchedlastspring.TheMother’swomaningreenheldonherarmagreatgreenbird,closerelative,Cazarilthought,toUmegat’sprizeintheroya’smenagerie.Theacolyteofthe
Soninhisred-orangerobesledagloriousyoungdog-fox,whoseburnishedcoatseemedtoglowlikefireinthesombershadowsoftheechoing,vaultedchamber.TheFather’sacolyte,ingray,wasledinbyastout,elderly,andimmenselydignifiedgraywolf.CazarilexpectedtheBastard’sacolyteinherwhiterobestobearoneofFonsa’ssacredcrows,butinsteadshecradledapairofplump,
inquisitive-lookingwhiteratsinherarms.
Thedivineprostratedhimselfforthegodstomaketheirsign,thenstoodbackatdySanda’shead.Thebrightlyrobedacolyteseachinturnurgedtheircreaturesforward.Atajerkoftheacolyte’swristthebluejayflutteredup,butthenbackdowntohershoulder,asdidtheMother’sgreenbird.Thedog-fox,
releasedfromitscopperchain,sniffed,trottedtothebier,whined,hoppedup,andcurleditselfatdySanda’sside.Itresteditsmuzzleoverthedeadman’sheart,andsigheddeeply.
Thewolf,obviouslyveryexperiencedinthesematters,evincednointerest.TheBastard’sacolytereleasedherratsuponthepavingstones,buttheymerelyranbackup
hersleeve,nuzzledherears,andcaughttheirclawsinherhairandhadtobegentlydisengaged.
Nosurprisestoday.Unlesspersonshaddedicatedthemselvesespeciallytoanothergod,thechildlesssoulnormallywenttotheDaughterortheSon,deceasedparentstotheMotherortheFather.DySandawasachildlessman
andhadriddenaslaydedicatoftheSon’smilitaryorderhimselfinhisyouth.ItwasthenaturalorderofthingsthathissoulwouldbetakenupbytheSon.Althoughitwasnotunknownforthismomentofafuneraltobethefirstnoticesurvivingfamilyhadthatthemembertheyburiedhadanunexpectedchildsomewhere.TheBastardtookupallofHisownorder—andallthose
soulsdisdainedbythegreatergods.TheBastardwasthegodoflastresort,ultimate,ifambiguous,refugeforthosewhohadmadedisastersoftheirlives.
ObedienttotheclearchoiceofAutumn’selegantfox,theacolyteoftheSonsteppedforwardtoclosetheceremonies,callingdownhisgod’sspecialblessingupondySanda’ssunderedsoul.
ThemournersfiledpastthebierandplacedsmallofferingsontheSon’saltarforthedeadman’ssake.
Cazarilnearlydrovehisfingernailsthroughhispalms,watchingDondodyJironalgothroughthemotionsofpiousgrief.Teidezwasshockedandquiet,regretting,Cazarilhoped,allthehotcomplaintshe’dheapedonhisrigidbutloyalsecretary-
tutor’sheadwhilehelived;hisofferingwasanotableheapofgold.
IselleandBetriz,too,werequiet,boththenandlater.Theypassedlittlecommentuponthebuzzingcourtgossipthatsurroundedthemurder,exceptforrefusinginvitationstogointotownandfindingexcusestocheckonCazaril’scontinuedexistencefourorfivetimesofanevening.
Thecourtmurmuredoverthemystery.Newandmoredraconianpunishmentsweremootedforsuchdangerous,lowlifescumascutpursesandfootpads.Cazarilsaidnothing.TherewasnomysteryindySanda’sdeathtohim,excepthowtobringhomeitsprooftotheJironals.Heturneditoverandoverinhismind,butthewaydefeatedhim.Hedarednotstarttheprocessuntilhehad
everysteplaidcleartotheend,orhemightaswellslithisownthroatandbedonewithit.
Unless,hedecided,somelucklessfootpadorcutpursewasfalselyaccused.Thenhewould…what?Whatwashiswordworthnow,afterthemisfiredslanderabouthisfloggingscars?Mostofthecourthadbeenimpressedbythetestimonyofthecrow—
somehadnot.Easyenoughtotellwhichwaswhich,bythewaysomegentlemendrewasidetheircloaksfromCazaril,orladiesrecoiledfromhistouch.Butnosacrificialpeasantswerebroughtforthbytheconstable’soffice,andtherevivedgaietyofthecourtclosedovertheunpleasantincidentlikeascaboverawound.
Teidezwasassignedanewsecretary,hand-selectedfromtheroya’sownChancellerybytheseniordyJironalhimself.Hewasanarrow-facedfellow,altogetherthechancellor’screature,andhemadenomovetomakefriendswithCazaril.DondodyJironalpubliclyundertooktodistracttheyoungroysefromhissorrowbyprovidinghimwiththemostdelectableentertainments.Justhow
delectable,Cazarilhadalltoogoodaviewof,watchingthedrabsandripecomradespassinandoutofTeidez’schamberlateatnight.Once,TeidezstumbledintoCazaril’sroom,apparentlynotabletotellonedoorfromanother,andvomitedaboutaquartofredwineathisfeet.Cazarilguidedhim,sickandblind,backtohisservantsforcleanup.
Cazaril’smosttroubledmoment,however,wastheeveninghiseyecaughtagreenglintonthehandofTeidez’sguardcaptain,themanwhohadriddenwiththemfromBaocia.Whobeforeridingouthadsworntomotherandgrandmother,formallyandononeknee,toguardbothyoungpeoplewithhislife…Cazaril’shandsnakedouttograbthecaptain’shandinpassing,
bringinghimupshort.Hegazeddownatthefamiliarflat-cutstone.
“Nicering,”hesaidafteramoment.
Thecaptainpulledhishandback,frowning.“Ithoughtso.”
“Ihopeyoudidn’tpaytoomuchforit.Ibelievethestoneisfalse.”
“Itisatrueemerald,mylord!”
“IfIwereyou,I’dhaveittoagem-cutter,andcheck.It’sacontinuingsourceofamazementtome,theliesthatmenwilltellthesedaysfortheirprofit.”
Thecaptaincoveredonehandwiththeother.“Itisagoodring.”
“Comparedtowhatyoutradedforit,I’dsayitistrash.”
Thecaptain’slipspressedclosed.Heshruggedawayandstalkedoff.
Ifthisisasiege,thoughtCazaril,we’relosing.
THEWEATHERTURNEDCHILLANDRAINY,THERIVERSswelling,astheSon’sseason
rantowarditsclose.Atthemusicaleaftersupperonesoddenevening,Oricoleanedovertohissister,andmurmured,“Bringyourpeopletothethroneroomtomorrowatnoon,andattenddyJironal’sinvestiture.I’llhavesomehappyannouncementsafterwardtomaketothewholecourt.Andwearyourmostfestiveraiment.Oh,andyourpearls—LordDondowassaying
onlylastnight,heneverseesyouwearhispearls.”
“Idonotthinktheybecomeme,”Isellereplied.SheglancedsidewaysatCazaril,seatednearby,andthendownatherhandstighteninginherlap.
“Nonsense,howcanpearlsnotbecomeanymaiden?”Theroyasatbacktoapplaudthesprightlypiecejust
ending.
IsellekeptherlipscloseduponthissuggestionuntilCazarilhadescortedhisladiesasfarashisofficeantechamber.Hewasabouttobidthemtosleepwell,anddepart,yawning,tohisownbed,whensheburstout,“IamnotwearingthatthiefLordDondo’spearls.IwouldgivethembacktotheDaughter’sOrder,butIswear
theywouldbeaninsulttothegoddess.They’retainted.Cazaril,whatcanIdowiththem?”
“TheBastardisnotafussygod.Givethemtothedivineofhisfoundlinghospital,tosellfortheorphans,”hesuggested.
Herlipscurved.“Wouldn’tthatannoyLordDondo.Andhecouldn’tevenprotest!
Goodidea.Youshalltakethemtotheorphans,withmygoodwill.Andfortomorrow—I’llwearmyredvelvetvest-cloakovermywhitesilkgown,thatwillcertainlybefestive,andmygarnetsetMamagaveme.Nonecanchidemeforwearingmymother’sjewels.”
NandyVritsaid,“Butwhatdoyousupposeyourbrothermeantbyhappy
announcements?Youdon’tthinkhe’sdetermineduponyourbetrothalalready,doyou?”
Isellewentstill,blinking,butthensaiddecisively,“No.Itcan’tbe.Theremustbemonthsofnegotiationsfirst—ambassadors,letters,exchangesofpresents,treatiesforthedowry—andmyassentwon.Myportraittaken.AndIwillhavea
portraitoftheman,whoeverhemayturnouttobe.Atrueandhonestportrait,byanartistIsendmyself.Ifmyprinceisfat,orsquinty,orbald,orhasalipthathangsloose,sobeit,butIwillnotbeliedtoinpaint.”
Betrizmadeafaceattheimagethisconjured.“Idohopeyou’llwinahandsomelord,whenthetimedoescome.”
Isellesighed.“Itwouldbenice,butgivenmostofthegreatlordsI’veseen,notlikely.Ishouldsettleforhealthy,Ithink,andnotplaguethegodswithimpossibleprayers.Healthy,andaQuintarian.”
“Verysensible,”Cazarilputin,encouragingthispracticalframeofmindwithaneyetoeasinghislifeinthenearfuture.
Betrizsaiduneasily,“TherehavebeenagreatmanyenvoysfromtheRoknariprincedomsinandoutofcourtthisfall.”
Iselle’smouthtightened.“Mm.”
“TherearenotagreatmanyQuintarianchoices,amongstthehighestlords,”Cazarilconceded.
“TheroyaofBrajarisawidoweragain,”NandyVritputin,pursingherlipsindoubt.
Isellewavedthisaway.“Surelynot.He’sfifty-sevenyearsold,hasgout,andhealreadyhasanheirfull-grownandmarried.Where’sthepointofmyhavingasonfriendlytohisUncleOrico—orhisUncleTeidez,ifitshouldchanceso—ifhe’snot
rulinghisland?”
“There’sBrajar’sgrandson,”saidCazaril.
“Sevenyearsold!I’dhavetowaitsevenmoreyears—”
Not,Cazarilthought,altogetherabadthing.
“Nowistoosoon,butthatistoolong.Anythingcouldhappeninsevenyears.People
die,countriesgotowar…”
“It’strue,”saidNandyVrit,“yourfatherRoyaIasbetrothedyouattheageoftwotoaRoknariprince,butthepoorladtookafeveranddiedsoonafter,sothatnevercametoanything.Oryouwouldhavebeentakenofftohisprincedomthesetwoyearsago.”
Betrizsaid,alittleteasingly,
“TheFoxofIbra’sawidower,too.”
Isellechoked.“He’soverseventy!”
“Notfat,though.AndIsupposeyouwouldn’thavetoendurehimforverylong.”
“Ha.Hecouldliveanothertwentyyearsjustforspite,Ithink—he’sfullenoughofit.AndhisHeirismarried,too.I
thinkhissecondsonistheonlyroyseinthelandswho’sneartomyage,andhe’snottheheir.”
“Youwon’tbeofferedanIbranthisyear,Royesse,”saidCazaril.“TheFoxisexceedinglywrothwithOricoforhisclumsymeddlinginthewarinSouthIbra.”
“Yes,but…theysayalltheIbranhighlordsaretrainedas
navalofficers,”saidIselle,takingonanintrospectivelook.
“Well,andhowusefulisthatlikelytobetoOrico?”NandyVritsnorted.“Chalionhasnotoneyardofcoastline.”
“Toourcost,”Isellemurmured.
Cazarilsaidregretfully,“WhenwehadGotorget,and
heldthosepasses,wewerealmostinpositiontoswoopdownandtaketheportofVisping.We’velostthatleveragenow…well,anyway.Mybestguess,Royesse,isthatyouaredestinedforalordofDarthaca.Solet’sspendalittlemoretimeonthosedeclensionsthiscomingweek,eh?”
Isellemadeaface,butsighedassent.Cazarilsmiledand
bowedhimselfout.Ifshewasnottoespousearulingroya,hewouldn’taltogethermindaDarthacanborderlordforIselle,hethoughtashemadehiswaydownthestairs.Atleastalordofoneofitswarmernorthernprovinces.EitherpowerordistancewoulddotoprotectIsellefromthe…difficulties,ofthecourtofChalion.Andthesooner,thebetter.
Forher,orforyou?
Forbothofus.
FORALLTHATNANDYVRITPUTHERHANDOVERhereyesandwinced,CazarilthoughtIsellelookedverybrightandwarminhercarminerobes,withherambercurlscascadingdownherbacknearlytoherwaist.Giventhehint,heworearedbrocadetunicthathadbeentheold
provincar’sandhiswhitewoolvest-cloak.Betriz,too,woreherfavoritered;Nan,claimingeyestrain,hadchosenasoberblackandwhite.Theredsclashedatrifle,buttheycertainlydefiedtherain.
TheyallscurriedacrossthewetcobblestoIas’sgreattowerblock.ThecrowsfromFonsa’sTowerwereallgonetoroost—no,notquite.
Cazarilduckedasacertainfoolishbirdmissingtwofeathersfromitstailswoopeddownoutofthedrizzlingmistpasthim,cawing,Caz,Caz!Withaneyetodefendinghiswhitecloakfrombirdishdeposits,hefendeditoff.Itcircledbackuptotheruinedslates,screechingsadly.
Orico’sredbrocadethroneroomwasbrilliantlylitwithwallsconcesagainstthe
autumngray;twoorthreedozencourtiersandladieswarmeditthoroughly.Oricoworehisformalrobes,andhiscrown,butRoyinaSarawasnotathissidetoday.TeidezwasgivenaseatinalowerchairatOrico’srighthand.
Theroyesse’spartykissedhishandsandtooktheirplaces,IselleinasmallerchairtotheleftofSara’semptyone,the
reststanding.Orico,smiling,begantheday’slargessebyawardingTeideztherevenuesoffourmoreroyaltownsforthesupportofhishousehold,forwhichhisyoungerhalfbrotherthankedhimwithproperhand-kissesandabriefset-speech.Dondohadnotkepttheroyseuplastnight,sohewaslookingmuchlessgreenandseedythanusual.
Oricothenmotionedhis
chancellortohisroyalknee.Ashadbeenannounced,theroyaawardedthelettersandsword,andreceivedtheoath,thatmadetheseniordyJironalintotheprovincarofIldar.SeveralofIldar’sminorlordskneltandtookoathinturntodyJironal.ItwaslessexpectedwhenthetwoturnedroundatonceandtransferredthemarchshipofJironal,togetherwithitstownsandtaxrevenues,immediatelyto
Lord—nowMarch—Dondo.
Isellewassurprised,butobviouslypleased,whenherbrothernextawardedhertherevenuesofsixtownsforthesupportofherhousehold.Notbeforetime,tobesure—herallowancetillnowhadbeennotablyscantforaroyesse.Shethankedhimprettily,whileCazaril’sbrainlurchedintocalculation.MightIselleaffordherownguard
company,insteadoftheloanofmenfromBaociashe’dsharedtillnowwithTeidez?AndmightCazarilchoosethemhimself?Couldshetakeahouseofherownintown,protectedbyherownpeople?Isellereturnedtoherchaironthedaisandarrangedherskirts,acertaintensioneasingfromherfacethathadnotbeenapparenttillitsabsence.
Oricoclearedhisthroat.“I’m
pleasedtocometothehappiestofthisday’srewards,wellmerited,and,er,much-desired.Iselle,up—”Oricostood,andheldouthishandtohishalfsister;puzzledbutsmiling,sheroseandstoodwithhimbeforethedais.
“MarchdyJironal,comeforth,”Oricocontinued.LordDondo,inthefullrobesoftheDaughter’sholygeneralship
andwithapageindyJironalliveryathisheels,cameandstoodatOrico’sotherhand.TheskinonthebackofCazaril’sneckbegantocreep,ashewatchedfromthesideoftheroom.WhatisOricoabout…?
“Mymuch-belovedandloyalChancellorandProvincardyJironalhasbeggedaboonofbloodfrommyhouse,anduponmeditation,Ihave
concludeditgivesmyheartjoytocomply.”Hedidn’tlookjoyful.Helookednervous.“HehasaskedforthehandofmysisterIselleforhisbrother,thenewmarch.FreelydoIbetrothandbestowit.”HeturnedDondo’sthickhandpalmup,Iselle’sslimonepalmdown,pressedthemtogetherattheheightofhischest,andsteppedback.
Iselle’sfacedrainedofcolorandallexpression.Shestoodutterlystill,staringacrossatDondoasthoughshecouldnotbelievehersenses.ThebloodthuddedinCazaril’sears,almostroaring,andhecouldhardlydrawhisbreath.No,no,no…!
“Asabetrothalgift,mydearRoyesse,Ihaveguessedwhatyourheartmostdesiredtocompleteyourtrousseau,”
Dondotoldher,andmotionedhispageforward.
Iselle,regardinghimwiththatsamefrozenstare,said,“YouguessedIwantedacoastalcitywithanexcellentharbor?”
Dondo,momentarilytakenaback,chokedoutaheartylaugh,andturnedfromher.Thepageflippedopenthetooledleatherbox,revealing
adelicatepearl-and-silvertiara,andDondoreachedintoholditupbeforetheeyesofthecourt.Asmatteringofapplauseranthroughthecrowdfromhisfriends.Cazaril’shandclenchedonhisswordhilt.Ifhedrewandlunged…he’dbestruckdownbeforehemadeitacrossthethroneroom.
AsDondoraisedthetiarahightobringdownupon
Iselle’shead,sherecoiledlikeashyinghorse.“Orico…”
“Thisbetrothalismywillanddesire,dearsister,”saidOrico,inedgedtones.
Dondo,apparentlyunwillingtochaseherabouttheroomwiththetiara,paused,andshotameaningfulglanceattheroya.
Iselleswallowed.Itwasclear
hermindwasfranticallychurningoverresponses.She’dstifledherfirstscreamofoutrage,andhadnotthetrickoffallingdowninaconvincingdeadfaint.Shestoodtrappedandconscious.“Sire.AstheprovincarofLabransaidwhentheforcesoftheGoldenGeneralpouredoverhiswalls…thisisentirelyasurprise.”
Averyhesitanttitterran
throughthecourtiersatthiswitticism.
Hervoicelowered,andshemurmuredthroughherteeth,“Youdidn’ttellme.Youdidn’taskme.”
Oricoreturned,equallysottovoce,“We’lltalkofitafterthis.”
Afteranotherfrozenmoment,sheacceptedthiswithasmall
nod.Dondomanagedtocompletehisdivestitureofthepearltiara.Hebentandkissedherhand.Wisely,hedidnotdemandtheusualreturnkiss;fromthelookofastonishedloathingonIselle’sface,thereseemedagoodchanceshemighthavebittenhim.
Orico’scourtdivine,intheseasonalrobesoftheBrother,steppedforwardandcalled
downablessinguponthepairfromallthegods.
Oricoannounced,“Inthreedays’time,wewillallmeetagainhereandwitnessthisunionswornandcelebrated.Thankyouall.”
“Threedays!Threedays!”saidIselle,hervoicebreakingforthefirsttime.“Don’tyoumeanthreeyears,sire?”
“Threedays,”saidOrico.“Prepareyourself.”Hepreparedhimselftoduckoutofthethroneroom,motioninghisservantsabouthim.MostofthecourtiersdepartedwiththedyJironals,offeringcongratulations.Afewofthemoreboldlycuriouslingered,earsprickingfortheconversationbetweenbrotherandsister.
“What,inthreedays!Thereis
noteventimetosendacouriertoBaocia,letalonetohaveanyreplyfrommymotherorgrandmother—”
“Yourmother,asallknow,istooilltostandthestrainofatriptocourt,andyourgrandmothermuststayinValendatoattenduponher.”
“ButIdon’t—”Shefoundherselfaddressingthebroadroyalback,asOricoscurried
fromthethroneroom.
Sheplungedafterhimintothenextchamber,Betriz,Nan,andCazarilfollowinganxiously.“ButOrico,Idon’twishtomarryDondodyJironal!”
“Aladyofyourrankdoesnotmarrytopleaseherself,buttobringadvantagetoherhouse,”hetoldhersternly,whenshebroughthimtobay
onlybydintofrushingaroundinfrontofhimandplantingherselfinhispath.
“Isthatindeedso?ThenperhapsyoucanexplaintomewhatadvantageitbringstotheHouseofChaliontothrowme—towasteme—upontheyoungersonofaminorlord?Myhusbandshouldhavebroughtusaroyacyforhisdowry!”
“ThisbindsthedyJironalstome—andtoTeidez.”
“Sayrather,itbindsustothem!Theadvantageisatrifleone-sided,Ithink!”
“YousaidyoudidnotwishtomarryaRoknariprince,andIhavenotgivenyoutoone.Anditwasn’tforlackofoffers—I’verefusedtwothisseason.Thinkonthat,andbegrateful,dearsister!”
Cazarilwasn’tsureifOricowasthreateningorpleading.
Hewenton,“Youdidn’twishtoleaveChalion.Verywell,youshallnotleaveChalion.YouwantedtomarryaQuintarianlord—Ihavegivenyouone,aholygeneralatthat!Besides,”hewentonwithapetulantshrug,“ifIgaveyoutoapowertooclosetomyborders,theymightuseyouasanexcusetoclaim
someofmylands.Idowell,withthis,forthefuturepeaceofChalion.”
“LordDondoisfortyyearsold!He’sacorrupt,impiousthief!Anembezzler!Alibertine!Worse!Orico,youcannotdothistome!”Hervoicewasrising.
“I’llnothearyou,”saidOrico,andactuallyputhishandsoverhisears.“Three
days.Composeyourmindandseetoyourwardrobe.”Hefledherasifshewereaburningtower.“I’llnothearthis!”
Hemeantit.Fourtimesthatafternoonsheattemptedtoseekhiminhisquarterstofurtherherplea,andfourtimeshehadhisguardsrepulseher.Afterthat,herodeoutoftheZangrealtogether,totakeup
residenceinahuntinglodgedeepintheoakwoods,amoveofremarkablecowardice.Cazarilcouldonlyhopeitsroofleakedicyrainontheroyalhead.
Cazarilsleptbadlythatnight.Venturingupstairsinthemorning,hefoundthreefrayedwomenwhoappearedtohavenotsleptatall.
Iselle,heavy-eyed,drewhim
bythesleeveintohersittingchamber,sathimdownonthewindowseat,andloweredhervoicetoafiercewhisper.
“Cazaril.Canyougetfourhorses?Orthree?Ortwo,orevenone?I’vethoughtitthrough.Ispentallnightthinkingitthrough.Theonlyansweristofly.”
Hesighed.“Ithoughtitthrough,too.First,Iam
watched.WhenIwenttoleavetheZangrelastnight,twooftheroya’sguardsfollowedme.Toprotectme,theysaid.Imightbeabletokillorbribeone—Idoubttwo.”
“Wecouldrideoutasifwewerehunting,”arguedIselle.
“Intherain?”Cazarilgesturedtothesteadymizzlestillcomingdownoutsidethe
highwindow,foggingthevalleysothatonecouldnotevenseetheriverbelow,turningthebaretreebranchestoblackinkmarksinthegray.“Andeveniftheyletusrideout,they’dbesuretosendanarmedescort.”
“Ifwecouldgetanykindofaheadstart—”
“Andifwecould,whatthen?If—when!—theyovertookus
ontheroad,thefirstthingtheywoulddoispullmefrommyhorseandcutoffmyhead,andleavemybodyforthefoxesandcrows.Andthentheywouldtakeyouback.Andifbysomemiracletheydidn’tcatchus,wherewouldwego?”
“Aborder.Anyborder.”
“BrajarandSouthIbrawouldsendyourightback,toplease
Orico.ThefiveprincedomsortheFoxofIbrawouldtakeyouhostage.Darthaca…presupposeswecouldmakeitacrosshalfofChalionandallofSouthIbra.Ifearnot,Royesse.”
“WhatelsecanIdo?”Heryoungvoicewasedgedwithdesperation.
“Noonecanforceamarriage.Bothpartiesmustfreely
assentbeforethegods.IfyouhavethecouragetosimplystandthereandsayNo,itcannotgoforth.Canyounotfinditinyourselftodoso?”
Herlipstightened.“OfcourseIcould.Thenwhat?NowIthinkyouaretheonewhohasnotthoughtitthrough.DoyouthinkLordDondowouldjustgiveup,atthatpoint?”
Heshookhishead.“It’snot
validiftheyforceit,andeveryoneknowsit.Justholdontothatthought.”
Sheshookherheadinsomethingbetweengriefandexasperation.“Youdon’tunderstand.”
He’dhavetakenthatforthewailofyoutheverywhere,tillDondohimselfcamethatafternoontotheroyesse’schambertopersuadehis
betrothedtoamoreseemlycompliance.Thedoorswereleftopentotheroyesse’ssittingroom,butanarmedguardstoodateach,keepingbackbothCazarilononesideandNandyVritandBetrizontheother.Hedidnotcatchonewordinthreeofthefuriousundervoicedargumentthatragedbetweenthethicksetcourtierandthered-hairedmaiden.ButattheendofitDondostalkedoutwitha
lookofsavagesatisfactiononhisface,andIsellecollapsedonthewindowseatnearlyunabletobreathe,sotornwasshebetweenterrorandfury.
SheclutchedBetrizandchokedout,“Hesaid…ifIdidnotmaketheresponses,hewouldtakemeanyway.Isaid,Oricowouldneverletyourapehissister.Hesaid,whynot?Heletusrapehiswife.WhenRoyinaSara
wouldnotconceive,andcouldnotconceive,andOricowastooimpotenttogetabastardnomatterhowmanyladiesandmaidensandwhorestheybroughttohim,and,andevenmoredisgustingthings,theJironalsfinallypersuadedhimtolettheminuponher,andtry…Dondosaid,heandhisbrothertriedeverynightforayear,oneatatimeorbothtogether,tillshethreatenedto
killherself.Hesaidhewouldrogermetillhe’dplantedhisfruitinmywomb,andwhenIwasripetobursting,I’dhangonhimashusbandhardenough.”SheblinkedblurryeyesatCazaril,herlipsdrawnbackonclenchedteeth.“Hesaid,mybellywouldgrowverybigindeed,becauseIamshort.HowmuchcouragedoIneedforthatsimpleNo,Cazaril,doyouthink?Andwhathappens
whencouragemakesnodifferenceatall,atall?”
Ithoughttheonlyplacethatcouragedidn’tmatterwasonaRoknarislavegalley.Iwaswrong.Hewhisperedabjectly,“Idonotknow,Royesse.”
Trappedanddesperate,shefelltofastingandprayer;NanandBetrizhelpedtosetupaportablealtartothegodsin
herchambersandcollectedallthesymbolsoftheLadyofSpringtheycouldfindtodecorateit.Cazaril,trailedbyhistwoguards,walkeddownintoCardegossandfoundaflower-sellerwithforcedviolets,outofseason,andbroughtthembacktoputinaglassjarofwateronthealtar.Hefeltstupidandhelpless,thoughtheroyessedroppedatearonhishandwhenshethankedhim.Takingneither
foodnordrink,shelaybackdownonthefloorintheattitudeofdeepestsupplication,solikeRoyinaIstawhenCazarilhadfirstcaughtsightofherintheProvincara’sancestors’hallthathewasunnerved,andfledtheroom.Hespenthours,walkingabouttheZangre,tryingtothink,thinkingonlyofhorrors.
Latethatevening,theLady
Betrizcalledhimuptotheofficeantechamberthatwasrapidlybecomingaplaceofhecticnightmare.
“Ihavetheanswer!”shetoldhim.“Cazaril,teachmehowtokillamanwithaknife.”
“What?”
“Dondo’sguardsknowenoughnottoletyouclosetohim.ButIwillbestanding
besideIselleonherweddingmorning,tobeherwitness,andmaketheresponses.Noonewillexpectitofme.I’llhidetheknifeinmybodice.WhenDondocomesclose,andbendstokissherhand,Icanstrikeathim,two,threetimesbeforeanyonecanstopme.ButIdon’tknowjusthowandwheretocut,tobesure.Theneck,yes,butwhatpart?”Earnestly,shedrewaheavydirkoutfrombehind
herskirtsandhelditouttohim.“Showme.Wecanpractice,tillIhaveitverysmoothandfast.”
“Gods,no,LadyBetriz!Giveupthismadplan!Theywouldstrikeyoudown—they’dhangyou,afterward!”
“ProvidedonlyIwasabletokillDondofirst,I’dgogladlytothegallows.IsworetoguardIsellewithmylife.
Well,so.”Herbrowneyesburnedinherwhiteface.
“No,”hesaidfirmly,takingtheknifeandnotgivingitback.Wherehadsheobtainedit,anyway?“Thisisnoworkforawoman.”
“I’dsayit’sworkforwhoeverhasachanceatit.Mychanceisbest.Showme!”
“Look,no.Just…wait.I’ll,I’lltrysomething,findwhatIcando.”
“CanyoukillDondo?IselleisinthereprayingtotheLadytoslayeitherherorDondobeforethewedding,shedoesn’tcareanymorewhich.Well,Icarewhich.IthinkitshouldbeDondo.”
“Ientirelyagree.Look,LadyBetriz.Wait,justwait.I’llsee
whatIcando.”
Ifthegodswillnotansweryourprayers,LadyIselle,bythegodsIwilltryto.
Hespenthoursthefollowingday,thelastbeforethemarriage,tryingtostalkLordDondothroughtheZangrelikeaboarinaforestofstone.Henevergotwithinstrikingdistance.Inmidafternoon,Dondo
returnedtotheJironals’greatpalaceintown,andCazarilcouldnotgetpastitswallsorgates.ThesecondtimeDondo’sbravosthrewhimout,oneheldhimwhileanotherstruckhimenoughtimesinthechest,belly,andgrointomakehisreturntotheZangreaslowweave,supportinghimselflikeadrunkwithahandouttonearbywalls.Theroya’sguards,whomhehadscraped
offinadodgethroughCardegoss’salleys,arrivedintimetowatchboththebeatingandthecrawlhome.Theydidnotinterferewitheither.
Inaburstofinspiration,hebethoughthimselfofthesecretpassagethathadrunbetweentheZangreandtheJironals’greatpalacewhenithadbeenthepropertyofLorddyLutez.IasanddyLutez
hadbeenreputedtouseitdaily,forconference,ornightly,forassignationsoflove,dependingontheteller.Thetunnel,hediscovered,wasnowaboutassecretasCardegoss’smainstreet,andhadguardsonbothends,andlockeddoors.Hisattemptatbriberywonhimshovesandcurses,andthethreatofanotherbeating.
SomeassassinIam,he
thoughtbitterly,ashereeledintohisbedchamberasduskdescended,andfellgroaningintohisbed.Headpounding,bodyaching,helaystillforatime,thenatlastrousedhimselfenoughtolightacandle.Heoughttogoupstairs,andcheckonhisladies,buthedidn’tthinkhecouldbeartheweeping.OrthereportingofhisfailuretoBetriz,orwhatshewoulddemandofhimafterthat.If
hecouldnotkillDondo,whatrighthadhetotrytothwarthereffort?
Iwouldgladlydie,ifonlyIcouldstopthisabominationtomorrow…
Doyoumeanthat?
Hesatstiffly,wonderingifthatlastvoicewasquitehisown.Histonguehadmovedalittlebehindhislips,asusual
forwhenhewasbabblingtohimself.Yes.
Helurchedaroundtotheendofhisbed,felltohisknees,andflippedopenthelidofhistrunk.Hediveddownamongstthefoldedgarments,scentedwithclovesasproofagainstmoths,untilhecametoablackvelvetvest-cloakfoldedaroundabrownwoolrobe.Foldedaroundacipherednotebookthathehad
neverfinisheddecipheringwhenthecrookedjudgehadfledValenda,thatithadseemedtoolatetoreturntotheTemplewithoutembarrassingexplanations.Feverishly,hedrewitout,andlitmorecandles.There’snotmuchtimeleft.Aboutathirdofitwasleftuntranslated.Forgetallthefailedexperiments.Gotothelastpage,eh?
Eveninthebadcipher,thewoolmerchant’sdespaircamethrough,inakindofstrangeshiningsimplicity.Eschewingallhispreviousbizarreelaborations,hehadturnedatthelastnottomagic,buttoplainprayer.Ratandcrowonlytocarrytheplea,candlesonlytolighthisway,herbsonlytolifthisheartwiththeirscents,andcomposehismindtopurityofwill;awillthenputaside,
laidwholeheartedonthegod’saltar.Helpme.Helpme.Helpme.
Thosewerethelastwordsenteredinthenotebook.
Icandothat,thoughtCazarilinwonder.
Andifhefailed…therewouldstillbeBetrizandherknife.
Iwillnotfail.I’vefailed
practicallyeverythingelseinmylife.Iwillnotfaildeath.
Heslippedthebookunderhispillow,lockedhisdoorbehindhim,andwenttofindapage.
ThesleepyboyheselectedwaswaitinginthecorridoruponthepleasureofthelordsandladiesattheirdinnerinOrico’sbanquetinghall,whereIselle’snonappearance
wasdoubtlessthesubjectofmuchgossip,notevenkepttoawhispersincenoneoftheprincipalswerepresent.Dondoroisteredprivatelyinhispalacewithhishangers-on;Oricostillcoweredoutinthewoods.
Hefishedagoldroyalfromhispurseandhelditup,smilingthroughtheOofhisthumbandfinger.“Hey,boy.Wouldyouliketoearna
royal?”
TheZangrepageshadlearnedtobewary;aroyalwasenoughtobuysometrulyintimateservicesfromthosewhosoldsuch.Andenoughtobeacaution,tothosewhodidn’tcaretoplaythosegames.“Doingwhat,mylord?”
“Catchmearat.”
“Arat,mylord?Why?”
Ah.Why.Why,sothatIcanworkthecrimeofdeathmagicuponthesecondmostpowerfullordinChalion,ofcourse!No.
Cazarilleanedhisshouldersagainstthewall,andsmileddownconfidingly.“WhenIwasinthefortressofGotorget,duringthesiegethreeyearsago—didyou
knowIwasitscommander?untilmybravegeneralsolditoutfromunderus,thatis—welearnedtoeatrats.Tastylittlethings,ifyoucouldcatchenoughofthem.Ireallymisstheflavorofagood,candle-roastedrathaunch.Catchmeareallybig,fatone,andtherewillbeanothertomatchthis.”Cazarildroppedthecoininthepage’shand,andlickedhislips,wonderinghowcrazedhelookedright
now.Thepagewasedgingfartherfromhim.“Youknowwheremychamberis?”
“Yes,m’lord?”
“Bringitthere.Inabag.Quickasyoucan.I’mhungry.”Cazarillurchedoff,laughing.Reallylaughing,notfeigningit.Aweird,wildexhilarationfilledhisheart.
Itlasteduntilhereachedhis
bedchamberagainandsattoplantherestofhisploy,hisdarkprayer,hissuicide.Itwasnight;thecrowwouldnotflytohiswindowatnight,evenforthepieceofbreadhe’dsnatchedfromthebanquetinghallbeforereturningtothemainblock.Heturnedthebreadrolloverinhishands.ThecrowsroostedinFonsa’sTower.Iftheywouldn’tflytohim,hecouldcrawltothem,overthe
roofslates.Slidinginthedark?Andthenbacktohischamber,withasquawkingbundleunderhisarm?
No.Letthebundlebethebaggedrat.Ifhedidthedeedthere,intheshadowofthebrokenroofuponwhateverscorchedandshakingplatformstillstoodinside,he’donlyhavetomakethetriponeway.And…deathmagichadworkedthereonce
before,eh?Spectacularly,forIselle’sgrandfather.WouldFonsa’sspiritlendhisaidtohisgranddaughter’sunholysoldier?Histowerwasafraughtplace,sacredtotheBastardandhispets,especiallyatnight,midnightinthecoldrain.Cazaril’sbodyneedneverbefound,norburied.Thecrowscouldfeastuponhisremains,fairtradeforthedepredationheplannedupontheirpoor
comrade.Animalswereinnocent,eventhegrislycrows;thatinnocencesurelymadethemallalittlesacred.
ThedubiouspagearrivedmuchquickerthanCazarilhadthoughthemight,withawrigglingbag.Cazarilcheckeditscontents—thesnapping,hissingratmusthaveweighedapoundandahalf—andpaidup.Thepagepocketedhiscoinandwalked
off,staringoverhisshoulder.Cazarilfastenedthemouthofthebagtightandlockeditinhischesttopreventthecondemnedprisoner’sescape.
Heputoffhiscourtier’sgarbandputontherobeandvest-cloakthewoolmerchanthaddiedin,justforluck.Boots,shoes,barefoot?Whichwouldbemoresecure,upontheslipperystonesandslates?Barefoot,hedecided.Buthe
slippedonhisshoesforonelast,practicalexpedition.
“Betriz?”hewhisperedloudlythroughthedoorofhisofficeantechamber.“LadyBetriz?Iknowit’slate—canyoucomeouttome?”
Shewasstillfullydressedfortheday,stillpaleandexhausted.Shelethimgripherhands,andleanedherforeheadbrieflyagainsthis
chest.ThewarmscentofherhairtookhimbackforadizzyinstanttohisseconddayinValenda,standingbyherintheTemplecrowd.Theonlythingunchangedfromthathappyhourwasherloyalty.
“HowdoestheRoyesse?”Cazarilaskedher.
Shelookedup,inthedimcandlelight.“ShepraysunceasinglytotheDaughter.
Shehasnoteatenordrunksinceyesterday.Idon’tknowwherethegodsare,norwhytheyhaveabandonedus.”
“Icouldn’tkillDondotoday.Icouldn’tgetnearhim.”
“I’dguessedasmuch.Orwewouldhaveheardsomething.”
“Ihaveonemorethingtotry.Ifitdoesn’twork…I’llreturn
inthemorning,andwe’llseewhatwecandowithyourknife.ButIjustwantedyoutoknow…ifIdon’tcomebackinthemorning,I’mallright.Andnottoworryaboutme,orlookforme.”
“You’renotabandoningus?”Herhandsspasmedaroundhis.
“No,never.”
Sheblinked.“Idon’tunderstand.”
“That’sallright.TakecareofIselle.Don’ttrusttheChancellordyJironal,ever.”
“Idon’tneedyoutotellmethat.”
“There’smore.MyfriendPalli,theMarchdyPalliar,knowsthetruestoryofhowIwasbetrayedafterGotorget.
HowIcametobeenemieswithDondo…won’tmatter,butIselleshouldknow,hiselderbrotherdeliberatelystruckmefromthelistofmentoberansomed,tobetraymetothegalleysandmydeath.There’snodoubt.Isawthelist,inhisownhand,whichIknewwellfromhismilitaryorders.”
Shehissedthroughclenchedteeth.“Cannothingbedone?”
“Idoubtit.Ifitcouldbeproved,somehalfthelordsofChalionwouldlikelyrefusetorideunderhisbannerthereafter.Maybeitwouldbeenoughtotopplehim.Ornot.It’saquarrelIsellecanstoreupinherquiver;somedayshemaybeabletofireit.”Hestareddownatherface,turneduptohis,ivoryandcoralanddeep,deepebonyeyes,hugeinthedimlight.Awkwardly,hebentand
kissedher.
Herbreathstopped,thenshelaughedinstartlementandputherhandtohermouth.“I’msorry.Yourbeardscratches.”
“I…forgiveme.Palliwouldmakeyouamosthonorablehusband,ifyou’reinclinedtohim.He’sverytrue.Astrueasyou.TellhimIsaidso.”
“Cazaril,whatareyou—”
NandyVritcalledfromtheRoyesse’schambers,“Betriz?Comehere,please?”
Hemustpartwitheverythingnow,evenregret.Hekissedherhands,andfled.
THENIGHTSCRAMBLEOVERTHEROOFOFTHEZANGRE,frommainblocktoFonsa’sTower,waseverybitas
stomach-churningasCazarilhadanticipated.Itwasstillraining.Themoonshonefitfullybehindtheclouds,butitsgloomyradiancedidn’thelpmuch.Thefootingwaseithergrittyorbreath-catchinglyslipperyunderhisnakedsoles,andnumbinglycold.Theworstpartwasthefinallittlejumpacrossaboutsixfeettothetopoftheroundtower.Fortunately,theleapwasangleddownandnotup,
andhedidn’tendasimplesuicide,wasted,spatteredonthecobblesfarbelow.
Bagjerkinginhishand,breathwhistlingpasthiscoldlips,hehalfsquatted,trembling,afterthejump,leaningintoabankofroofslatesslickwithrainbeneathhishands.Hepicturedoneworkingloose,shatteringonthestonesbelow,drawingtheguards’attentionupward….
Slowly,heworkedhiswayarounduntilthedarkgapoftheopenroofyawnedbesidehim.Hesatontheedge,andfeltwithhisfeet.Hecouldtouchnosolidsurface.Hewaitedforalittlemoonlight;wasthatafloor,downthere?Orabitofrail?Acrowmuttered,inthedark.
Hespentthenexttenminutes,teetering,handsshaking,tryingtolightthe
candlestubfromhispocket,byfeel,withflintandtinderinhislap.Heburnedhimself,butwonalittleflameatlast.
Itwasarail,andabitofcrudeflooring.Someonehadbuiltupheavytimberinginsidethetowerafterthefire,toworkonsomereinforcementofthestonessotheydidn’tfalldownonpeople’sheads,presumably.Cazarilheldhisbreathand
droppedtoasolid,ifsmallandsplintery,platform.Hewedgedhiscandlestubinagapbetweentwoboardsandlitanotherfromit,gotouthisbreadandBetriz’srazor-edgeddirk,andstaredaround.Catchacrow.Right.Ithadsoundedsosimple,backinhisbedchamber.Hecouldn’tevenseethecrowsintheseflickeringshadows.
Aflapbyhishead,asacrow
landedontherailing,nearlystoppedhisheart.Shivering,heheldoutabitofbread.Itsnatchedthefragmentfromhishandandflewoffagain.Cazarilcursed,thendrewsomedeepbreathsandorganizedhimself.Bread.Knife.Candles.Wrigglingclothbag.Manonhisknees.Serenityinhisheart?Hardly.
Helpme.Helpme.Helpme.
Thecrow,oritstwinbrother,returned.“Caz,Caz!”itcried,notveryloudly.Butthesoundechoeddownthetowerandbackup,weirdlyresonant.
“Right,”huffedCazaril.“Right.”
Hewrestledtheratfromitsbag,laidtheknifeagainstitsthroat,andwhispered,“Runtoyourlordwithmyprayer.”
Sharpandquick,heletitslifebloodout;thewarmdarkliquidranoverhishand.Helaidthelittlecorpsedownathisknee.
Heheldouthisarmtohiscrow;ithoppedaboard,andbenttolaptheratbloodfromhishand.Itsblacktongue,dartingout,startledhimsomuchthatheflinched,andnearlylostthebirdagain.Hefoldeditsbodyunderhisarm,
andkisseditonthehead.“Forgiveme.Myneedisgreat.MaybetheBastardwillfeedyouthebreadofthegods,andyoucanrideonHisshoulder,whenyoureachHim.Flytoyourlordwithmyprayer.”Aquicktwistbrokethecrow’sneck.Itflutteredbriefly,quivering,thenwentstillinhishands.Helaiditdowninfrontofhisotherknee.
“LordBastard,godofjusticewhenjusticefails,ofbalance,ofallthingsoutofseason,ofmyneed.FordySanda.ForIselle.Forallwholoveher—LadyBetriz,RoyinaIsta,theoldProvincara.Forthemessonmyback.Fortruthagainstlies.Receivemyprayer.”Hehadnoideaifthoseweretherightwords,oriftherewereanyrightwords.Hisbreathwascomingshort;maybehewascrying.Surelyhewas
crying.Hefoundhimselfbendingoverthedeadanimals.Aterriblepainwasstartinginhisbelly,cramping,burninginhisgut.Oh.Hehadn’tknownthiswasgoingtohurt…
Anyway,it’sabetterdeaththanfromaflightofBrajarancrossbowboltsinmyassonthegalley,fornoreason.
Politely,herememberedto
say,“Foryourblessings,too,wethankyou,godoftheunseason,”justlikeinhisbedsideprayersasaboy.
Helpme,helpme,helpme.
Oh.
Thecandleflamesgutteredanddied.Thedarkworlddarkenedfurther,andwentout.
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Cazaril’seyespulledopenagainstthegluethatrimmedtheirlids.Hestaredupwithoutcomprehensionataraggedgrayriftinthesky,framedinblack.Helickedcrustedlips,andswallowed.Helayonhisbackonhard
boards—thebracingframeinsideFonsa’sTower.Recollectionofthenightcamerushingbacktohim.
Ilive.
Therefore,Ihavefailed.
Hisrighthand,reachingblindlyabouthim,encounteredaninertlittlemoundofcoldfeathers,andrecoiled.Helaypantingin
rememberedterror.Acrampgnawedhisgut,adullache.Hewasshivering,damp,chilledthrough,ascoldasanycorpse.Butnotacorpse.Hebreathed.Andso,likewise,mustDondodyJironal,on…wasthishisweddingmorning?
Ashiseyesslowlyadjusted,hesawhewasnotalone.Linedupalongthecruderailthatboundedtheworkmen’s
platform,adozenormorecrowsperchedintheshadows,utterlysilent,nearlystill.Theyallseemedtobestaringdownathim.
Cazariltouchedhisface,butnowoundsbledthere—nobirdhadtriedanexperimentalpeckyet.“No,”hewhisperedshakily.“Iamnotyourbreakfast.I’msorry.”Onerustleditswingsuneasily,butnoneofthemflappedawayat
thesoundofhisvoice.Evenwhenhesatup,theyshiftedaboutbutdidnottaketotheair.
Allwasnotdrownedblacknesssincethenightbefore—fragmentsofadreamcoursedthroughhismemory.HehaddreamedthathewasDondodyJironal,roisteringwithhisfriendsandtheirwhoresinsometorchlitandcandle-gildedhall,theboard
gleamingwithsilvergoblets,histhickhandsglitteringwithrings.Hehadtoastedtheblood-sacrificeofIselle’smaidenhoodwithobscenejests,anddrunkdeeply…thenhe’dbeentakenwithacough,ascratchinginhisthroatthatneedledrapidlytopain.Histhroathadswelled,closingshut,chokinghim,cuttingoffhisair,asifhewerebeingstrangledfromtheinsideout.Theflushedfacesofhis
companionshadwhirledabouthim,theirlaughterandderisionturningtopanicasitwasforceduponthembyhispurplinglividfeaturesthathewasnotclowning.Cries,winecupsknockedover,shockedfearfulhissesofPoison!Nolastwordssqueezedthroughthatinward-strangledthroat,pastthatthickeningtongue.Justsilentconvulsions,laboringheartracing,viselikepainin
thechestandhead,blackcloudsshotwithredboilingupinhisdarkeningvision…
Itwasonlyadream.IfIlive,sodoeshe.
Cazarillaybackdownuponthehardboards,curledaroundhisbellyache,forhalftheturningofaglass,exhausted,despairing.Therowofcrowskeptwatchoverhiminunnervingsilence.It
graduallycametohimthathewouldhavetogoback.Andhehadn’tplannedareturnroute.
Hemightclimbdownthebracingframes…butthatwouldleavehimstandinginthebottomofabricked-uptoweratopayears-longaccumulationofguanoanddetritus,cryingtobeletout.Couldanyoneevenhearhimthroughthethickstone?
Wouldtheytakehismuffledvoiceforanechoofthecrows’caws,orthehowlingofaghost?
Up,then?Backthewayhe’dcomein?
Hestoodatlast,pullinghimselfupbytherail—evennow,thecrowsdidnotflyaway—andstretchedhiscrampedandachingmuscles.Hehadtophysicallyshovea
coupleofcrowsfromtherailingtoclearaplacetostand;theyflappedoffindignantly,butstillwiththatuncannysilence.Heruckedupthebrowngown,tuckedheminbelt.Whenhebalancedontherail,itwasashortreachtothetower’srim.Hegrasped,heaved.Hisarmswerestrong,andhisbodywaslean.Onehideousmomentofconsciousnessoftheairbelowhisbarekicking
legs,andhewasupoverthestonesandoutontotheslates.Thefogwassothick,hecouldbarelyseedownintothecourtyardbelow.Dawn,orjustafterdawn,heguessed;thelesserdenizensofthecastlewouldalreadybeawake,thistag-end-of-autumnmorning.Thecrowsfollowedhimsolemnly,flappinguponebyonethroughthegapintherooftofindperchesonstoneorslate.
Theirheadsturnedtotrackhisprogress.
Hehadavisionofthem,mobbinghimtospoilhisnextleapfromthetoweruptothemainblock,revengingtheircomrade.Andthenanothervision,ashisfeetscrambledandhisarmsshook,oflettinggo,lettingitallgo,andfallingtohiswelcomedeathonthestonesbelow.Awrenchingcrampcoiledin
hisgut,drivingouthisbreathinagasp.
Hewouldhaveletgothen,exceptforthesuddenterrorthathemightsurvivethefall,leg-smashedandcrippled.Onlythatdrovehimupovertheeavestotheslatesofthemainblock’sroof.Hismusclescrackedasheliftedhimself.Hishandswerescrapedrawbytheirfranticgripping.
Hewasnotsure,inthispalingfog,whichofthedozendormerwindowseruptingoutoftheslateshe’demergedfromlastnight.Supposesomeonehadcomealongandclosedandlockedit,since?Heinchedslowlyalong,tryingeachone.Thecrowsfollowed,stalkingalongthegutters,flappingupinbriefhops,theirclawedfeetslippingontheslates,too,attimes.Themist
beaded,glistening,ontheirfeathers,andinhisbeardandhair,silversequinsonhisblackvest-cloak.Thefourthcasementwindowswungopentohisscrabblingfingers.Itwastheunusedlumberroom.Heslidthrough,andslammedituponhisblack-liveriedescortjustintimetostopacoupleofthebirdsfromflyinginafterhim.Onebouncedofftheglasswithathud.
Hecreptdownthestairstohisfloorwithoutencounteringanyearlyservants,stumbledintohischamber,andclosedthedoorbehindhim.Tight-bladderedandcramping,heusedhischamberpot;hisbowelsvoidedfrighteningbloodclots.Hishandstrembledashewashedtheminhisbasin.Whenhewenttoflingthebloodiedwashwateroutintotheravine,theopening
windowdislodgedtwosilent,sentinelcrowsfromthestonesill.Heclosedittightagainandlockedthelatch.
Heweavedtohisbedlikeamandrunkonhisfeet,fellintoit,andwrappedhiscoverletaroundhimself.Ashisshiveringcontinued,hecouldhearthesoundsofthecastle’sservantscarryingwaterorlinensorpots,feetploddingupstairsanddown
corridors,anoccasionallow-voicedcallororder.
WasIsellebeingwakednow,onthefloorabove,tobewashedandattired,boundinropesofpearls,chainedinjewels,forherdreadfulappointmentwithDondo?Hadsheevenslept?Orweptallnight,prayedtogodsgonedeaf?Heshouldgoup,toofferwhatcomforthecould.HadBetrizfoundanother
knife?Icannotbeartofacethem.Hecurledtighterandshuthiseyesinagony.
Hewasstilllyinginbed,gaspinginbreathsperilouslyclosetosobs,whenbootedstepssoundedinthecorridor,andhisdoorbangedopen.ChancellordyJironal’svoicesnarled,“Iknowit’shim.Ithastobehim!”
Thestepsstalkedacrosshis
floorboards,andhiscoverletwassnatchedfromhim.HerolledoverandstaredupinsurpriseatdyJironal’ssteel-bearded,pantingfaceglaringdownathiminastonishment.
“You’realive!”crieddyJironal.Hisvoicewasindignant.
Halfadozencourtiers,acoupleofwhomCazarilrecognizedasDondo’s
bravos,crowdeddyJironal’sshouldertogapeathim.Theyhadtheirhandsupontheirswords,asifpreparedtocorrectthismistakenanimationofCazaril’satdyJironal’sword.RoyaOrico,cladinanightgown,ashabbyoldcloakclutchedabouthisneckbyhisfatfingers,stoodatthebackofthemob.Oricolooked…strange.Cazarilblinked,andrubbedhiseyes.Akindofaurasurroundedthe
roya,notoflight,butofdarkness.Cazarilcouldseehimperfectlyclearly,sohecouldnotcallitacloudorafog,foritobscurednothing.Andyetitwasthere,movingasthemanmoved,likeatrailinggarment.
DyJironalbithislip,hiseyesboringintoCazaril’sface.“Ifnotyou—who,then?Ithastobesomeone…ithastobesomeonecloseto…thatgirl!
Thefoullittlemurderess!”Hespunaroundandstormedout,curtlymotioninghismentofollowhim.
“What’safoot?”CazarildemandedofOrico,whohadturnedtowaddleafterthem.
Oricolookedbackoverhisshoulder,andspreadhishandsinawide,bewilderedshrug.“Wedding’soff.DondodyJironalwas
murderedaroundmidnightlastnight—bydeathmagic.”
Cazaril’smouthopened;nothingcameoutbutaweak,“Oh.”Hesankback,dazed,asOricoshuffledoutafterhischancellor.
Idon’tunderstand.
IfDondoisslain,andyetIlive…Icannothavebeengrantedadeathmiracle.And
yetDondoisslain.How?
HowelsebutthatsomeonehadbeatenCazariltothedeed?
Belatedly,hiswitscaughtupwithdyJironal’s.
Betriz?
No,ohno…!
Hesurgedoutofbed,fell
heavilytothefloor,scrambledtohisfeet,andstaggeredafterthecrowdofenragedandbaffledcourtiers.
HearrivedathisinvadedofficeantechambertoheardyJironalbellowing,“Thenbringherout,thatImaysee!”toadisheveledandfrightened-lookingNandyVrit,whoneverthelessblockedthedoorwaytotheinnerroomswithherbodyas
thoughreadytodefendadrawbridge.CazarilnearlyfaintedwithreliefwhenBetriz,frowningfiercely,cameupbehindNan’sshoulder.Nanwasinhernightdress,butBetriz,rumpledandweary-looking,wasstillwearingthesamegreenwoolgownshe’dhadonlastnight.Hadsheslept?Butshelives,shelives!
“Whydoyoumakethis
uncouthroaringhere,mylord?”Betrizdemandedcoldly.“Itisunseemlyanduntimely.”
DyJironal’slipspartedinhisbeard;hewasclearlytakenaback.Afteramoment,histeethsnappedclosed.“Whereistheroyesse,then?Imustseetheroyesse.”
“Sheissleepingalittle,forthefirsttimeindays.I’llnot
haveherdisturbed.She’llhavetoexchangedreamsfornightmaresoonenough.”Betriz’snostrilsflaredwithopenhostility.
DyJironal’sbackstraightened;hisbreathhissedin.“Wakeher?Canyouwakeher?”
Deargods.MightIsellehave…?ButbeforethisnewpaniccloseddownCazaril’s
throat,Iselleherselfappeared,pushedbetweenherladies,andwalkedcoollyforwardintotheantechambertofacedyJironal.
“Idonotsleep.Whatdoyouwant,mylord?”HereyespassedoverherbrotherOrico,hoveringattheedgeofthemob,anddismissedhimwithcontempt,returningtodyJironal.Herbrowstensedinwariness.Noquestionbut
thatsheunderstoodwhosepowerforcedhertoherunwelcomewedding.
DyJironalstaredfromwomantowoman,allindisputablyalivebeforehim.HewheeledaroundandstaredagainatCazaril,whowasblinkingatIselle.Auraflaredaroundher,too,justlikeOrico,butherswasmoredisturbed,achurningofdeepdarknessandluminouspale
blue,liketheaurorahe’donceseeninthefarsouthernnightsky.
“Whoever,”grateddyJironal.“Wherever.I’llfindthefilthycoward’scorpseifIhavetosearchallofChalion.”
“Andthenwhat?”inquiredOrico,rubbinghisunshavenjowls.“Hangit?”Hereturnedaraised-browlookofironyfordyJironal’sdrivenglare;
dyJironalwhirledandstampedbackout.Cazarilsteppedasidetolettheentouragepass,hisgazeflickingcovertlyfromOricotoIselle,comparingthetwo…hallucinations?Nooneelseherepulsedlikethat.MaybeI’msick.MaybeI’mmad.
“Cazaril,”saidIselleinurgentbewildermentassoonasthemenhadclearedthe
outerdoor—Nanhurriedtoshutitbehindtheinvaders—“whathashappened?”
“SomeonekilledDondodyJironallastnight.Bydeathmagic.”
Herlipsparted,andherhandsclaspedtogetherlikeachildjustpromiseditsheart’sdesire.“Oh!Oh!Oh,thisiswelcomenews!Oh,thanktheLady,oh,thanktheBastard—
Iwillsendsuchgiftstohisaltar—oh,Cazaril,who—?”
AtBetriz’slookofwildsurmiseinhisdirection,Cazarilgrimaced.“Notme.Obviously.”Thoughnotforwantoftrying.
“Didyou—”Betrizbegan,thenpressedherlipsclosed.Cazaril’sgrimacetiltedinappreciationofherdelicacyinnotinquiring,outloud
beforetwowitnesses,ifhe’dplottedacapitalcrime.Hehardlyneededtospeak;hereyesblazedwithspeculation.
Isellepacedbackandforth,almostbouncingwithrelief.“IthinkIfeltit,”shesaidinavoiceofgreatwonder.“Inanycase,Ifeltsomething…midnight,aroundmidnight,yousaid?”Noonehadsaidsohere.“Aneasingofmyheart,asifsomethinginme
knewmyprayerswereheard.ButIneverexpectedthis.I’daskedtheLadyformydeath…”Shepaused,andtouchedherhandtoherbroadwhiteforehead.“OrwhatShewilled.”Hervoiceslowed.“Cazaril…didI…couldIhavedonethis?Didthegoddessanswermeso?”
“I…Idon’tseehow,Royesse.YouprayedtotheLadyofSpring,didyounot?”
“Yes,andtoHerMotherofSummer,both.ButmostlytoSpringherself.”
“TheGreatLadiesgrantmiraclesoflife,andhealing.Notdeath.”Normally.Andallmiracleswererareandcapricious.Gods.Whoknewtheirlimits,theirpurposes?
“Itdidn’tfeellikedeath,”Iselleconfessed.“AndyetIwaseased.Itookalittlefood
anddidn’tthrowitup,andIsleptforatime.”
NandyVritnoddedconfirmation.“AndgladIwasofit,mylady.”
Cazariltookadeepbreath.“Well,dyJironalwillsolvethemysteryforus,I’msure.He’llhuntdowneverypersontodielastnightinCardegoss—inallofChalion,Ihavenodoubt—-untilhefindsouthis
brother’smurderer.”
“Blessthepoorsoulwhoputhisvileplansinsuchdisarray.”Formally,Iselletouchedforehead,lip,navel,groin,andheart,spreadingherfingerswide.“Andatsuchacost.MaytheBastard’sdemonsgranthimwhatmercyevertheycan.”
“Amen,”saidCazaril.“Let’sjusthopedyJironalfindsno
closecomradesorfamilytowreakhisvengeanceupon.”Hewrappedhisarmsaroundhisbelly,whichwascrampingagain.
Betrizcamenearhimandstaredhimintheface,herhandgoingoutbutthenfallingbackhesitantly.“LordCaz,youlookdreadful.Yourskinisthecolorofcoldporridge.”
“I’m…ill.SomethingIate.”Hetookabreath.“Sowepreparetodaynotforgrievousweddingbutjoyousfuneral.Itrustyouladieswillcontainyourgleeinpublic?”
NandyVritsnorted.Isellemotionedhertosilence,andsaidfirmly,“Solemnpiety,Ipromiseyou.Andifitisthanksgivingandnotsorrowinmyheart,onlythegodsshallknow.”
Cazarilnodded,andrubbedhisachingneck.“Usually,avictimofdeathmagicisburnedbeforenightfall,todenythebody,thedivinessay,touncannythingsthatmightwanttomovein.Apparently,suchadeathinvitesthem.Itwillbeaterriblyhurriedfuneralforsuchahighlord.They’llhavetoassembleallbeforedark.”Iselle’scoruscatingaurawasmakinghimalmost
nauseated.Heswallowed,andlookedawayfromher.
“Then,Cazaril,”saidBetriz,“forpity’ssakegoliedowntillthen.We’resafe,allunexpectedly.Youneeddonomore.”Shetookhimbyhiscoldhands,claspedthembriefly,andsmiledinwryconcern.Hemanagedawanreturnsmile,andretreated.
HECRAWLEDBACKINTOHISBED.HEHADLAINTHEREperhapsanhour,bewilderedandstillshivering,whenhisdoorswungopenandBetriztiptoedintostaredownathim.Shelaidahandacrosshisclammyforehead.
“Iwasafraidyou’dtakenafever,”shesaid,“butyou’rechilled.”
“Iwas,um…chilled,yes.
Musthavethrownoffmyblanketsinthenight.”
Shetouchedhisshoulder.“Yourclothesaredampthrough.”Hereyesnarrowed.“Whenwasthelasttimeyouate?”
Hecouldnotremember.“Yesterdaymorning.Ithink.”
“Isee.”Shefrownedathimamomentlonger,thenwhirled
andwentout.
Tenminuteslater,amaidarrivedwithawarmingpanfullofhotcoalsandafeatherquilt;afewminutesafterthat,amanservantwithacanofhotwaterandfirminstructionstoseehimwashedandputbacktobedindrynightclothes.This,inacastlegonemadwiththedisruptionofeverycourtierandladyatoncetryingto
preparethemselvesforanunscheduledpublicappearanceofutmostformality.Cazarilquestionednothing.TheservanthadjustfinishedtuckinghimintothehotdryenvelopeofhissheetswhenBetrizreappearedwithacrockerybowlonatray.Sheproppedhisdooropenandseatedherselfontheedgeofhisbed.
“Eatthis.”
Itwasbreadsoakedinsteamingmilk,lacedwithhoney.Heacceptedthefirstspoonfulinbemusedsurprise,thenstruggleduponhispillows.“I’mnotthatsick.”Attemptingtoregainhisdignity,hetookthebowlfromher;shemadenoobjection,aslongashecontinuedtoeat.Hediscoveredhewasravenous.Bythetimehe’dfinished,he’dstoppedshivering.
Shesmiledinsatisfaction.“Yourcolor’smuchlessghastlynow.Good.”
“Howfarestheroyesse?”
“Vastlybetter.She’s…Iwanttosay,collapsed,butIdon’tmeanovercome.Theblessedreleasethatcomeswhenanunbearablepressureissuddenlyremoved.It’sajoytolookuponher.”
“Yes.Iunderstand.”
Betriznodded.“She’srestingnow,tilltimetodress.”Shetooktheemptybowlfromhim,setitaside,andloweredhervoice.“Cazaril,whatdidyoudolastnight?”
“Nothing.Evidently.”
Herlipsthinnedinexasperation.Butwhatusewasittolaytheburdenofhis
secretuponhernow?Confessionmightrelievehissoul,butitwouldputhersindangerinanysubsequentinvestigationthatdemandedoath-sworntestimonyfromher.
“LorddyRinalhaditthatyoupaidapagetocatchyouaratlastnight.ItwasthatnewsthatsentChancellordyJironalpeltinguptoyourbedchamber,dyRinaltold
me.Thepagesaidyou’dclaimedyouwantedittoeat.”
“Well,so.It’snocrimeforamantoeatarat.Itwasalittlememorialfeast,forthesiegeofGotorget.”
“Oh?Youjustsaidyou’deatennothingsinceyesterdaymorning.”Shehesitated,hereyesanxious.“Thechambermaidalsosaidtherewasbloodinyourpotthatshe
emptiedthismorning.”
“Bastard’sdemons!”Cazaril,whohadsliddownintohiscovers,struggledupagain.“Isnothingsacredtocastlegossip?Can’tamanevencallhischamberpothisownhere?”
Sheheldoutahand.“LordCaz,don’tjoke.Howsickareyou?”
“Ihadabellyache.It’seasedoffnow.Apassingthing.Sotospeak.”Hegrimaced,anddecidednottomentionthehallucinations.“Obviously,thebloodinthepotwasfrombutcheringtherat.AndthebellyachejustwhatIdeserved,foreatingsuchadisgustingcreature.Eh?”
Shesaidslowly,“It’sagoodstory.Itallhangstogether.”
“So,there.”
“ButCaz—peoplewillthinkyou’restrange.”
“IcanaddthemtothecollectionalongwiththeoneswhothinkIrapegirls.IsupposeIneedathirdperversion,tobalancemeproperly.”Well,therewasbeingsuspectedofattemptingdeathmagic.Thatcouldbalancehimoveragallows.
Shesatback,frowningdeeply.“Allright.Iwon’tpressyou.ButIwaswondering…”Shewrappedherarmsaroundherself,andregardedhimintently.“Iftwo—theoretical—personsweretoattemptdeathmagiconthesamevictimatthesametime,mighttheyeachendup…half-dead?”
Cazarilstaredback—no,shedidn’tlooksick—andshook
hishead.“Idon’tthinkso.Givenallthevariousvainattemptsthatpeoplehavemadetocompelthegodswithdeathmagic,ifitcouldhappenthatway,itsurelywouldhavebeforenow.TheBastard’sdeathdemonisalwaysportrayedintheTemplecarvingswithayokeoverhisshouldersandtwoidenticalbuckets,oneforeachsoul.Idon’tthinkthedemoncanchoose
differently.”Umegat’swordscamebacktohim,I’mafraidthat’sjustthewayitworks.“I’mnotevensurethegodcanchoosedifferently.”
Hereyesnarrowedfurther.“Yousaid,ifyouweren’tbackthismorning,nottoworryforyou,orlookforyou.Yousaidyou’dbeallright.Youalsosaid,ifthebodiesarenotburnedproperly,terribleuncanny
thingshappentothem.”
Heshifteduncomfortably.“Imadeprovision.”Ofsorts.
“Whatprovision?Yousneakedaway,leavingnonewhocaredforyoutoknowwheretolookorevenwhethertopray!”
Heclearedhisthroat.“Fonsa’scrows.IclimbedovertherooftoFonsa’s
Towerto,ah,saymyprayerslastnight.If,ifthingshad,ah,comeoutdifferently,Ifiguredthey’dclearupthemess,justastheirbrethrencleanupabattlefield,orastraysheeplostoveracliff.”
“Cazaril!”shecriedinindignation,thenhastilyloweredhervoicetoanearwhisper.“Caz,that’s,that’s…youmeantotellmeyoucrawledoffallalone,to
dieindespair,expectingtoleaveyourbodytobeeatenby…that’shorrid!”
Hewasstartledtoseetearswellinginhereyes.“Hey,now!It’snotsobad.Rightsoldierly,Ithought.”Hishandbegantoreachforthedropsonhercheeks,thenhesitatedandfellbacktohiscoverlet.
Herfistsclenchedinherlap.
“Ifyoueverdoanythinglikethatagainwithouttellingme—tellinganyone—I’ll,I’ll…slapyousilly!”Sheknuckledhereyes,rubbedherface,andsatup,herspinestern.Hervoicereturnedabruptlytoaconversationaltone.“Thefuneralhasbeensetforanhourbeforesunset,atthetemple.Doyoumeantogo,orwillyoustayinbed?”
“IfIcanwalkatall,I’m
going.Imeantoseeitthrough.EveryenemyofDondo’swillbethere,ifonlytoprovetheydidn’tdoit.It’sgoingtobearemarkableeventtobehold.”
THEFUNERALRITESATTHETEMPLEOFCARDEGOSSwerefarmoreheavilyattendedforDondodyJironalthantheyhadbeenforpoorlonelydySanda.RoyaOricohimself,soberlygarbed,ledthe
mournersfromtheZangrewalkinginlooseprocessiondownthehill.RoyinaSarawascarriedinasedanchair.Herfacewasasblankasthoughcarvedfromaniceblock,butherraimentwasashoutofcolor,festivalgearfromthreeholidaysjumbledtogether,drapedandspangledwithwhatlookedlikehalfthejewelsfromherjewelcase.Everyonepretendednottonotice.
Cazarileyedhercovertly,butnotforthesakeofherbizarrelychosenclothing.Itwastheothergarment,theshadow-cloak,visible-invisibletwintoOrico’s,thattuggedandtwistedathismind’seye.Teidezworeanothersuchdarkaura,blurringalongwithhisstepsdownthecobbledstreets.Whatevertheblackmiragewas,itseemedtoruninthefamily.Cazarilwondered
whathewouldseeifhecouldlookuponDowagerRoyinaIstarightnow.
ThearchdivineofCardegosshimself,inhisfive-coloredrobes,conductedtheceremony,socrowdeditwasheldinthetemple’smaincourtyard.TheprocessionfromtheJironals’palaceplacedthebierwithDondo’sbodydownafewpacesinfrontofthegods’hearth,a
roundstoneplatformwithapiercedcoppertentraisedoveritonfiveslimpillarstoprotecttheholyfirefromtheelements.Ashadowlessgraylightfilledthecourtasthecoldwetdaysanktowardfoggyevening.Theairwashazyvioletwithaclashingmélangeoftheincensesburnedintheprayersandritesofcleansing.
Dondo’sstiffbody,laidout
onthebierandbankedaroundwithflowersandherbsofgoodfortuneandsymbolicprotection—toolate,Cazarilthought—hadbeendressedintheblue-and-whiterobesofhisholygeneralshipoftheDaughter’smilitaryorder.Theswordofhisranklayunsheatheduponhischest,hishandsclaspedoverthehilt.Hisbodydidnotseemparticularlyswollenormisshapen—dyRinal
whisperedthegruesomerumorthatithadbeentightlywrappedwithlinenbandsbeforebeingdressed.Thecorpse’sfacewashardlymorepuffythanfromoneofDondo’smorninghangovers.Buthewouldhavetobeburnedwithhisringsstillon.They’dneverprythemfromthosesausagefingerswithouttheaidofabutcher’sknife.
Cazarilhadmanagedthe
walkdownfromtheZangrewithoutstumbling,buthisstomachwascrampingagainnow,unpleasantlydistendedagainsthisbelt.HetookwhathehopedwasanunobtrusiveplacestandingbehindBetrizandNaninthecrowdfromthecastle.IsellewaspulledawaytostandbetweenthechancellorandRoyaOricointhepositionofachiefmournerthatherbriefbetrothalbequeathedher.She
wasstillshimmeringlikeanaurorainCazaril’sachingeyes.Herfacewassternandpale.ThesightofDondo’sbodyhadapparentlydrainedherofanyimpulsetoanunseemlydisplayofjoy.
TwocourtierssteppedforthtodeliverseeminglyheartfelteulogiesuponDondothatCazarilentirelyfailedtorelatetotheerraticreallifeofthemancutdownhere.
ChancellordyJironalwastooovercometospeakverylong,thoughwhetherwithgrieforrageorbothitwashardtotellbeneaththatsteelysurface.Hedidannounceapurseofathousandroyalsrewardforinformationleadingtotheidentificationofhisbrother’smurderer,theonlyovertreferencemadethisdaytotheabruptmannerofDondo’sdeath.
Itwasclearthatalargepursehadbeenlaiddownonthetemplealtar.Whatseemedallthededicats,acolytes,anddivinesofCardegossweremassedinrobedblockstochanttheprayersandresponsesinbothunisonandharmony,asthoughextraholinessweretobeobtainedbyvolume.Oneofthesingers,inthegreen-robedsquadofaltos,caughtCazaril’sinnereye.Shewas
middle-agedanddumpy,andsheglowedlikeacandleseenthroughgreenglass.ShelookeduponcedirectlyatCazaril,thenaway,backtotheharrieddivinewhodirectedtheirorisons.
CazarilnudgedNanandwhispered,“WhoisthatwomanacolyteontheendofthesecondrowoftheMother’ssingers,doyouknow?”
Sheglancedover.“OneoftheMother’smidwives.Ibelieveshe’ssaidtobeverygood.”
“Oh.”
Whenthesacredanimalswereledforth,thecrowdgrewattentive.ItwasbynomeansclearwhichgodwouldtakeupthesoulofDondodyJironal.HispredecessorintheDaughter’sgeneralship,thoughafatherand
grandfather,hadbeenclaimedatoncebytheLadyofSpringinwhoselongservicehehaddied.DondohimselfhadservedintheSon’smilitaryorderasanofficerinhisyouth.Andhewasknowntohavesiredascatteringofbastards,aswellastwoscorneddaughtersbyhislatefirstwife,lefttoberaisedbycountrykin.And—unspokenthought—ashissoulhadbeencarriedoffby
theBastard’sdeathdemon,ithadsurelypassedthroughtheBastard’shands.Mightthosehandshavecloseduponit?
Theacolyte-groomcarryingtheDaughter’sjaysteppedforthatArchdivineMendenal’sgesture,andraisedherwrist.Thebirdbobbed,butclungstubbornlytohersleeve.Sheglancedupatthearchdivine,whofrownedandgaveheralittle
nodtowardthebier.Hernostrilsflaredinfaintprotest,butsheobedientlysteppedforward,wrappedbothhandsaroundthejay,andsetitfirmlydownuponthecorpse’schest.
Sheliftedherhands.Thejaylifteditstail,droppedablobofguano,andshotskyward,trailingitsembroideredsilkjesses,screechingpiercingly.Atleastthreemenin
Cazaril’shearingchokedandhissedbut,atthesightofthechancellor’ssetteeth,didnotlaughaloud.Iselle’seyesblazedlikeceruleanfires,andshecastherglancedemurelydownward;herauraroiled.Theacolytesteppedback,headtippedup,followingthebird’sflightanxiously.Thejaycametoroostontheornamentsatthetopofoneoftheringofporphyrypillarscirclingthecourt,and
screechedagain.Theacolyteglaredatthearchdivine;hewavedherhastilyaway,andshebowedandretreatedtogotrytocoaxthebirdbacktoherhand.
TheMother’sgreenbirdalsorefusedtoleaveitshandler’sarm.ArchdivineMendenaldidnotrepeatthepreviousdisastrousexperiment,butmerelynoddedherbacktoherplaceinthecircleof
creatures.
TheSon’sacolytedraggedthefoxbyitschaintotheedgeofthebier.Theanimalwhinedandsnapped,itsblackclawsscrabblingnoisilyonthetilesasitstruggledtogetaway.Thearchdivinewavedhimback.
Thestoutgraywolf,sittingonitshauncheswithitsgreatredtonguelollingoutofits
unmuzzledjaws,growleddeeplyasitsgray-robedhandlersuggestivelylifteditssilverchain.Thevibratoresonatedaroundthestonecourtyard.Thewolflowereditselftoitsbellyonthetiles,andstretchedoutitspaws.Gingerly,theacolyteloweredhishandsandstooddown;hisglanceatthearchdivineshoutedsilently,I’mnottouchingthis.Mendenaldidn’targue.
AlleyesturnedexpectantlytotheBastard’swhite-robedacolytewithherwhiterats.ChancellordyJironal’slipswerepressedflatandpalewithhisimpotentfury,buttherewasnothinghecoulddoorsay.Thewhiteladytookabreath,steppedforwardtothebier,andloweredhersacredcreaturestoDondo’schesttosignthegod’sacceptanceoftheunacceptable,disdained,discardedsoul.
Themomentherhandsreleasedthesilkywhitebodies,bothratssprangawaytoeithersideofthebierasthoughshotfromcatapults.Theacolytedodgedrightandleftasthoughunabletodecidewhichsacredchargetochaseafterfirst,andflungupherhands.Oneratscurriedforthesafetyofthepillars.Theotherscamperedintothecrowdofmourners,whichstirredarounditstrack;a
coupleofladiesyippednervously.Amurmurofastonishment,disbelief,anddismayranthroughthearrayofcourtiersandladies,andastreamofshockedwhispers.
Betriz’swasamongthem.“Cazaril,”shesaidanxiously,crowdingbackunderhisarmtohissinhisear,“whatdoesitmean?TheBastardalwaystakestheleftovers.Always.ItisHis,His…it’sHisjob.He
can’tnottakeaseveredsoul—IthoughtHealreadyhad.”
Cazarilwasstunned,too.“IfnogodhastakenupLordDondo’ssoul…thenit’sstillintheworld.Imean,ifit’snotthere,thenithastobehere.Somewhere…”Anunquietghost,arevenantspirit.Sunderedanddamned.
Theceremoniesstoppeddeadasthearchdivineand
ChancellordyJironalretreatedaroundthehearthforalow-voicedconversation,orpossiblyargument,fromtheriseandchopofswallowedwordsthatdriftedbacktothecuriouscrowdwaiting.ThearchdivinepoppedaroundthehearthtocallanacolyteoftheBastardtohim;afterawhisperedconference,thewhite-garbedyoungmandepartedatarun.Thegray
skyoverheadwasdarkening.Asubdivine,inaburstofinitiative,struckupanunscheduledhymnfromtherobedsingerstocoverthegap.Bythetimethey’dfinished,dyJironalandMendenalhadreturned.
Stilltheywaited.Thesingersembarkedonanotherhymn.Cazarilfoundhimselfwishinghe’dusedOrdol’sFivefoldPathwayfor
somethingotherthanaproptocoverhisnaps;alas,thebookwasstillbackinValenda.IfDondo’sspirithadnotbeentakenbytheservant-demonbacktoitsmaster,wherewasit?Andifthedemoncouldnotreturnexceptwithbothitssoul-bucketsfilled,wherewasthesunderedsoulofDondo’sunknownmurderernow?Forthatmatter,wherewasthedemon?Cazarilhadnever
readmuchtheology.Forsomereasonnowobscuretohim,he’dthoughtitanimpracticalstudy,suitedonlytounworldlydreamers.Tillhe’dwakedtothisnightmare.
Ascritchingnoisefromhisbootmadehimlookdown.Thesacredwhiteratwasstretchingitselfuphisleg,itspinknosequivering.ItrubbeditslittlepointedfacerapidlyagainstCazaril’sshin.He
bentandpickeditup,meaningtoreturnittoitshandler.Itwrithedecstaticallyinhiscuppedhands,andlickedhisthumb.
ToCazaril’ssurprise,thewheezingacolytereturnedtothetemplecourtyardleadingthegroomUmegat,dressedasusualinthetabardoftheZangre.ButitwasUmegatwhostunnedhim.
TheRoknarishonewithawhiteauralikeamanstandinginfrontofaclearglasswindowataseadawn.Cazarilshuthiseyes,thoughheknewhedidn’tseethiswithhiseyes.Thewhiteblazestillmovedbehindhislids.Overthere,adarknessthatwasn’tdarkness,andtwomore,andanunrestfulaurora,andofftotheside,afaintgreenspark.Hiseyessprangopen.Umegatstaredstraight
athimforthefractionofasecond,andCazarilfeltflensed.Theroya’sgroommovedon,topresenthimselfwithadiffidentbowtothearchdivine,andstepasideforsomewhisperedconference.
ThearchdivinecalledtheBastard’sacolytetohim,whohadrecapturedoneofhercharges;shegaveuptherattoUmegat,whocradleditinonearmandglancedtoward
Cazaril.TheRoknarigroomtrodovertohim,humblyexcusinghimselfthroughthecrowdofcourtiers,whobarelyglancedathim.Cazarilcouldnotunderstandwhytheydidnotopenbeforethatbowwaveofhiswhiteauraliketheseabeforeaspinnaker-drivenship.Umegatheldouthisopenhand.Cazarilblinkeddownstupidlyatit.
“Thesacredrat,mylord?”promptedUmegatgently.
“Oh.”Thecreaturewasstillsuckingonhisfingers,ticklingthem.UmegatpulledthereluctantanimaloffCazaril’ssleeveasthoughremovingaburrandjustpreventeditsmatefromspringingacrosstotakeitsplace.Jugglingrats,hewalkedquietlybacktothebier,wherethearchdivine
waited.WasCazarillosinghismind—don’tanswerthat—ordidMendenalbarelykeephimselffrombowingtothegroom?TheZangre’scourtiersseemedtoseenothingunreasonableinthearchdivinecallingintheroya’smostexpertanimal-handlerinthisawkwardcrisis.Alleyeswerelockedontherats,notontheRoknari.TheunreasonwasallCazaril’s.
Umegatheldthecreaturesinhisarmsandwhisperedtothem,andapproachedDondo’sbody.Alongmoment,whiletherats,thoughquiescent,madenomovetoclaimDondofortheirgod.AtlastUmegatbackedaway,andshookhisheadapologeticallytothearchdivine,andgaveuptheratstotheiranxiousyoungwoman.
Mendenalprostratedhimselfbetweenthehearthandthebierforamomentofabjectprayer,butroseagainsoon.Dedicatswerebringingouttaperstolightthewalllanternsaroundthedarkeningcourtyard.ThearchdivinecalledforththepallbearerstotakeupthebiertoDondo’swaitingpyre,andthesingersfiledoutinprocession.
IsellereturnedtoBetrizand
Cazaril.Sherubbedthebackofherhandacrosseyesrimmedwithdarkcircles.“Idon’tthinkIcanbearanymoreofthis.DyJironalcanseetohisbrother’sroasting.Takemehome,LordCaz.”
Theroyesse’slittlepartysplitofffromthemainbodyofmourners,nottheonlyweariedpersonstodoso,andexitedthroughthefrontporticointothedampduskof
theautumnday.
ThegroomUmegat,waitingwithhisshouldersproppedagainstapillar,shovedhimselfupright,cametowardthem,andbowed.“MylorddyCazaril.MightIhaveabriefword?”
ItalmostsurprisedCazarilthattheauradidnotreflectoffthewetpavementathisfeet.HegaveIsellean
apologeticsaluteandwentasidewiththeRoknari.Thethreewomenwaitedattheedgeoftheportico,IselleleaningonBetriz’sarm.
“Mylord,atyourearliestconvenience,IbegthatImighthavesomeprivateaudiencewithyou.”
“I’llcometoyouatthemenagerieassoonasIhaveIsellesettled.”Cazaril
hesitated.“Doyouknowthatyouarelitlikeaburningtorch?”
Thegroominclinedhishead.“SoIhavebeentold,mylord,bythefewwitheyestosee.Onecanneverseeoneself,alas.Nomundanemirrorreflectsthis.Onlytheeyesofasoul.”
“Therewasawomaninsidewhoglowedlikeagreen
candle.”
“MotherClara?Yes,shejustspoketomeofyou.Sheisamostexcellentmidwife.”
“Whatisthat,thatanti-light,then?”Cazarilglancedtowardwherethewomenlingered.
Umegattouchedhislips.“Nothere,ifyouplease,mylord.”
Cazaril’smouthformedasilentOh.Henodded.
TheRoknariswepthimalowerbow.Asheturnedtopadquietlyintothegatheringgloom,headdedoverhisshoulder,“Youarelitlikeaburningcity.”
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TheroyessewassodrainedbytheordealofLordDondo’soddfuneralthatshewasstumblingbythetimetheyhadclimbedtothecastleagain.CazarilleftNanandBetrizmakingsensibleplanstoputIsellestraighttobed
andhavetheservantsbringaplaindinnertotheirchambers.HemadehiswaybackoutofthemainblocktotheZangre’sgates.Pausing,heglancedoutoverthecitytoseeifacolumnofsmokewasstillrisingfromthetemple.Hefanciedhesawafaintorangereflectionontheloweringclouds,butitwastoodarkbynowtomakeoutanythingmore.
Hisheartleaptinshockatthesuddenflappingaroundhimashecrossedthestableyard,butitwasonlyFonsa’scrows,mobbinghimagain.Hefendedofftwothatattemptedtolandonhisshoulder,andtriedtowavethemaway,hissingandstamping.Theyhoppedbackoutofreach,butwouldnotleave,followinghim,conspicuously,allthewaytothemenagerie.
OneofUmegat’sundergroomswaswaitingbythewalllanternsbracketingtheaisledoor.Hewasalittle,elderly,thumblessman,whogaveCazarilawidesmilethatshowedatruncatedtongue,accountingforawelcomethatwasakindofmouthedhum,themeaningmadeclearbyhisfriendlygestures.HeslidthebroaddoorbackjustenoughtoadmitCazarilbeforehim,andshooedaway
thecrowswhotriedtofollow,scoopingthemostpersistentonebackoutthegapwithaflipofhisfootbeforeclosingit.
Thegroom’scandlestick,shieldedbyablown-glasstulip,hadathickhandlemadeforhimtowraphisfingersaround.BythislightheguidedCazarildownthemenagerie’saisle.Theanimalsintheirstallssnuffled
andthumpedasCazarilpassed,pressingtothebarstostareathimfromtheshadows.Theleopard’seyesshonelikegreensparks;itsratchetinggrowlechoedoffthewalls,notlowandhostile,butpulsinginaweirdlyinquiringsingsong.
Themenagerie’sgroomshadtheirsleepingquartersonhalfthebuilding’supperfloor,theotherhalfbeingdevotedto
thestorageoffodderandstraw.Adoorstoodopen,candlelightspillingfromitintothedarkcorridor.Theundergroomknockedontheframe;Umegat’svoiceresponded,“Good.Thankyou.”
Theundergroomgavewaywithabow.Cazarilduckedthroughthedoortoseeanarrowbutprivatechamberwithawindowlookingout
overthedarkstableyard.Umegatpulledthecurtainacrossthewindowandbustledaroundarudepinetablethatheldabrightlypatternedcloth,awinejugandclaycups,andaplatewithbreadandcheese.“Thankyouforcoming,LordCazaril.Enter,please,seatyourself.Thankyou,Daris,thatwillbeall.”Umegatclosedthedoor.Cazarilpausedonthewaytothe
chairUmegat’sgesturehadindicatedtostareatatallshelfcrammedwithbooks,includingtitlesinIbran,Darthacan,andRoknari.Abitofgoldletteringonafamiliar-lookingspineonthetopshelfcaughthiseye,TheFivefoldPathwayoftheSoul.Ordol.Theleatherbindingwaswornwithuse,thevolume,andmostofitscompany,freeofdust.Theology,mostly.WhyamI
notsurprised?
Cazarilloweredhimselfontotheplainwoodenchair.Umegatturnedupacupandpouredaheavyredwineintoit,smiledbriefly,andhelditouttohisguest.Cazarilclosedhisshakinghandsarounditwithvastgratitude.“Thankyou.Ineedthat.”
“Ishouldimagineso,mylord.”Umegatpouredacup
forhimselfandsatacrossthetablefromCazaril.Thetablemightbeplainandpoor,butthegenerousbracesofwaxcandlesuponitgavearich,clearlight.Areadingman’slight.
Cazarilraisedthecuptohislipsandgulped.Whenhesetitdown,Umegatimmediatelytoppeditupagain.Cazarilclosedhiseyesandopenedthem.Openorshut,Umegat
stillglowed.
“Youareanacolyte—no.You’readivine.Aren’tyou,”saidCazaril.
Umegatclearedhisthroatapologetically.“Yes.OftheBastard’sOrder.AlthoughthatisnotwhyIamhere.”
“Whyareyouhere?”
“We’llcometothat.”Umegat
bentforward,pickedupthewaitingknife,andbegantosawoffhunksofbreadandcheese.
“Ithought—Ihoped—Iwondered—ifyoumighthavebeensentbythegods.Toguideandguardme.”
Umegat’slipquirkedup.“Indeed?AndhereIwaswonderingifyouhadbeensentbythegodstoguideand
guardme.”
“Oh.That’s…notsogood,then.”Cazarilshrankalittleinhisseat,andtookanothergulpofwine.“Sincewhen?”
“SincethedayinthemenageriethatFonsa’scrowpracticallyjumpedupanddownonyourheadcryingThisone!Thisone!Mychosengodis,dareIsayit,fiendishlyambiguousat
times,butthatwasalittlehardtomiss.”
“WasIglowing,then?”
“No.”
“WhendidIstart,um,doingthat?”
“SometimebetweenthelasttimeIsawyou,whichwaslateyesterdayafternoonwhenyoucamebacktotheZangre
limpingasthoughyou’dbeenthrownfromahorse,andtodayatthetemple.IbelieveyoumayhaveabetterguessthanIdoastotheexacttime.Willyounottakealittlefood,mylord?Youdon’tlookwell.”
CazarilhadeatennothingsinceBetrizhadbroughthimthemilksopsatnoon.Umegatwaiteduntilhisguest’smouthwasfullof
cheeseandchewycrustbeforeremarking,“Oneofmyvariedtasksasayoungdivine,beforeIcametoCardegoss,wasasanassistantInquirerfortheTempleinvestigatingallegedchargesofdeathmagic.”Cazarilchoked;Umegatwentonserenely,“Ordeathmiracle,toputitwithmoretheologicalaccuracy.Weuncoveredquiteanumberofingeniousfakes—usually
poison,thoughthe,ah,dimmermurdererssometimestriedcrudermethods.IhadtoexplaintothemthattheBastarddoesnoteverexecuteunrepentantsinnerswithadirk,noralargehammer.Thetruemiraclesweremuchmorerarethantheirnotorietywouldsuggest.ButIneverencounteredanauthenticcasewherethevictimwasaninnocent.Toputitmorefinelystill,whattheBastard
grantedwasmiraclesofjustice.”Hisvoicehadgrowncrisper,moredecisive,theservilityevaporatingoutofitalongwithmostofhissoftRoknariaccent.
“Ah,”Cazarilmumbled,andtookanothergulpofwine.Thisisthemostwit-fullmanIhavemetinCardegoss,andI’vespentthelastthreemonthslookingpasthimbecausehewearsaservant’s
garb.Granted,Umegatapparentlydidnotwishtodrawattentiontohimself.“Thattabardisasgoodasacloakofinvisibility,youknow.”
Umegatsmiled,andtookasipofhiswine.“Yes.”
“So…areyouanInquirernow?”Wasitallover?Wouldhebecharged,convicted,executedforhis
murderous,ifvain,attemptonDondo?
“No.Notanymore.”
“Whatareyou,then?”
ToCazaril’sbewilderment,Umegat’seyescrinkledwithlaughter.“I’masaint.”
Cazarilstaredathimforalong,longmoment,thendrainedhiscup.Amiably,
Umegatrefilledit.Cazarilwascertainofverylittletonight,butsomehow,hedidn’tthinkUmegatwasmad.Orlying.
“Asaint.OftheBastard.”
Umegatnodded.
“That’s…anunusuallineofwork,foraRoknari.Howdiditcomeabout?”Thiswasinane,butwithtwocupsof
wineonanemptystomach,hewasgrowinglight-headed.
Umegat’ssmilegrewsadlyintrospective.“Foryou—thetruth.Isupposethenamesnolongermatter.Thiswasalifetimeago.WhenIwasayounglordintheArchipelago,Ifellinlove.”
“Younglordsandyoungloutsdothateverywhere.”
“Myloverwasaboutthirtythen.Amanofkeenmindandkindheart.”
“Oh.NotintheArchipelago,youdon’t.”
“Indeed.Ihadnointerestinreligionwhatsoever.Forobviousreasons,hewasasecretQuintarian.Wemadeplanstofleetogether.IreachedtheshiptoBrajar.Hedidnot.Ispentthevoyage
seasickanddesperate,learning—Ithought—topray.Hopinghe’dmadeittoanothervessel,andwe’dmeetintheportcitywe’dchosenforourdestination.ItwasoverayearbeforeIfoundouthowhe’dmethisend,fromaRoknarimerchanttradingtherewhomwehadoncebothknown.”
Cazariltookadrink.“Theusual?”
“Oh,yes.Genitals,thumbs—thathemightnotsignthefifthgod—”Umegattouchedforehead,navel,groin,andheart,foldinghisthumbbeneathhispalmintheQuadrenefashion,denyingthefifthfingerthatwastheBastard’s—“theysavedhistongueforlast,thathemightbetrayothers.Heneverdid.Hediedamartyr,hanged.”
Cazariltouchedforehead,lip,
navel,groin,andheart,fingersspreadwide.“I’msorry.”
Umegatnodded.“Ithoughtaboutitforatime.Atleast,thosetimeswhenIwasn’tdrunkorvomitingorbeingstupid,eh?Youth,eh.Itdidn’tcomeeasily.Finally,oneday,Iwalkedtothetempleandturnedmyselfin.”Hetookabreath.“AndtheBastard’sOrdertookmein.
Gaveahometothehomeless,friendstothefriendless,honortothedespised.Andtheygavemework.Iwas…charmed.”
ATempledivine.Umegatwasleavingoutafewdetails,Cazarilfelt.Fortyyearsorsoofthem.Buttherewasnothinginexplicableaboutanintelligent,energetic,dedicatedmanrisingthroughtheTemplehierarchytosuch
arank.Itwasthepartaboutshininglikeafullmoonoverasnowfallthatwasmakinghisheadreel.“Good.Wonderful.Greatworks.Foundlinghospitalsand,um,inquiries.Nowexplainwhyyouglowinthedark.”Hehadeitherdrunktoomuch,ornotnearlyenough,hedecidedglumly.
Umegatrubbedhisneckandpulledgentlyonhisqueue.
“Doyouunderstandwhatitmeanstobeasaint?”
Cazarilclearedhisthroatuncomfortably.“Youmustbeveryvirtuous,Isuppose.”
“No,infact.Oneneednotbegood.Orevennice.”Umegatlookedwryofasudden.“Grantyou,onceoneexperiences…whatoneexperiences,one’stasteschange.Materialambition
seemsimmaterial.Greed,pride,vanity,wrath,justgrowtoodulltobotherwith.”
“Lust?”
Umegatbrightened.“Lust,I’mhappytosay,seemslargelyunaffected.OrperhapsImightgrant,love.Forthecrueltyandselfishnessthatmakelustvilebecometedious.Butpersonally,Ithinkitisnotso
muchthegrowthofvirtue,assimplythereplacementofpriorviceswithanaddictiontoone’sgod.”Umegatemptiedhiscup.“Thegodslovetheirgreat-souledmenandwomenasanartistlovesfinemarble,buttheissueisn’tvirtue.Itiswill.Whichischiselandhammer.HasanyoneeverquotedyouOrdol’sclassicsermonofthecups?”
“Thatthingwherethedivinepourswaterallovereverything?IfirsthearditwhenIwasten.Ithoughtitwasprettyentertainingwhenhegothisshoeswet,butthen,Iwasten.I’mafraidourTempledivineatCazariltendedtodroneon.”
“Attendnow,andyoushallnotbebored.”Umegatinvertedhisclaycupuponthecloth.“Men’swillisfree.The
godsmaynotinvadeit,anymorethanImaypourwineintothiscupthroughitsbottom.”
“No,don’twastethewine!”Cazarilprotested,asUmegatreachedforthejug.“I’veseenitdemonstratedbefore.”
Umegatgrinned,anddesisted.“Buthaveyoureallyunderstoodhowpowerlessthegodsare,whenthelowest
slavemayexcludethemfromhisheart?Andiffromhisheart,thenfromtheworldaswell,forthegodsmaynotreachinexceptthroughlivingsouls.Ifthegodscouldseizepassagefromanyonetheywished,thenmenwouldbemerepuppets.Onlyiftheyborroworaregivenwillfromawillingcreature,dotheyhavealittlechannelthroughwhichtoact.Theycanseepinthroughthemindsof
animals,sometimes,witheffort.Plants…requiremuchforesight.Or”—Umegatturnedhiscupuprightagain,andliftedthejug—“sometimes,amanmayopenhimselftothem,andletthempourthroughhimintotheworld.”Hefilledhiscup.“Asaintisnotavirtuoussoul,butanemptyone.He—orshe—freelygivesthegiftoftheirwilltotheirgod.Andinrenouncingaction,makes
actionpossible.”Heliftedhiscuptohislips,stareddisquietinglyatCazarilovertherim,anddrank.Headded,“Yourdivineshouldnothaveusedwater.Itjustdoesn’tholdtheattentionproperly.Wine.Orblood,inapinch.Someliquidthatmatters.”
“Um,”managedCazaril.
Umegatsatbackandstudiedhimforatime.Cazarildidn’t
thinktheRoknariwaslookingathisflesh.So,tellme,what’sarenegadeRoknariTempledivinescholar-saintoftheBastarddoingdisguisedasagroomintheZangre’smenagerie?Outloud,hemanagedtoparethisdowntoaplaintive,“Whatareyoudoinghere?”
Umegatshrugged.“Whatthegodwills.”HetookpityonCazaril’sexasperatedlook,
andadded,“WhatHewills,itseems,istokeepRoyaOricoalive.”
Cazarilsatup,fightingtheslurrythatthewineseemedtobemakingofhisbrains.“Orico,sick?”
“Yes.Astatesecret,mindyou,althoughonethat’sgrownobviousenoughtoanyonewithwitsandeyes.Nevertheless—”Umegatlaid
hisfingertohislipsinacommandofdiscretion.
“Yes,but—IthoughthealingwastheprovinceoftheMotherandtheDaughter.”
“Weretheroya’sillnessofnaturalcauses,yes.”
“Unnaturalcauses?”Cazarilsquinted.“Thedarkcloak—canyouseeit,too?”
“Yes.”
“ButTeidezhastheshadow,too,andIselle—andRoyinaSaraistaintedaswell.Whatevilthingisit,thatyouwouldnotletmespeakofitinthestreet?”
Umegatputhiscupdown,tuggedonhisbronze-grayqueue,andsighed.“ItallgoesbacktoFonsatheFairly-WiseandtheGoldenGeneral.
Whichis,Isuppose,historyandtaletoyou.Ilivedthroughthosedesperatetimes.”Headdedconversationally,“Isawthegeneralonce,youknow.Iwasaspyinhisprincedomatthetime.Ihatedeverythinghestoodfor,andyet…hadhegivenmeaword,amereword,IthinkImighthavecrawledafterhimonmyknees.Hewasmorethanjustgod-touched.Hewasavatar
incarnate,stridingtowardthefulcrumoftheworldintheperfectedinstantoftime.Almost.HewasreachingforhismomentwhenFonsaandtheBastardcuthimdown.”Umegat’sculturedvoice,lightlyreminiscent,haddroppedtorememberedawe.Hestaredintothemiddledistanceofhismemory.
HisgazejumpedoutofthelostpastandbacktoCazaril.
Rememberingtosmile,heheldouthishand,thumbup,andwaggleditgentlyfromsidetoside.“TheBastard,thoughtheweakestofHisfamily,isthegodofbalance.Theoppositionthatgivesthehanditsclevergrip.Itissaidthatifeveronegodsubsumesalltheothers,truthwillbecomesingle,andsimple,andperfect,andtheworldwillendinaburstoflight.Sometidy-mindedmen
actuallyfindthisideaattractive.Personally,Ifinditahorror,butthenIalwaysdidhavelowtastes.Inthemeantime,theBastard,unfixedinanyseason,circlestopreserveusall.”Umegat’sfingerstappedonebyone,Daughter-Mother-Son-Father,againsttheballofhisthumb.
Hewenton,“TheGoldenGeneralwasatidalwaveofdestiny,gatheringtocrash
upontheworld.Fonsa’ssoulcouldmatchhissoul,butcouldnotbalancehisvastfate.Whenthedeathdemoncarriedtheirsoulsfromtheworld,thatfateoverflowedtosettleuponFonsa’sheirs,amiasmaofillluckandsubtlebitterness.TheblackshadowyouseeistheGoldenGeneral’sunfulfilleddestiny,curdlingaroundhisenemies’lives.Hisdeathcurse,ifyouwill.”
CazarilwonderedifthisexplainedwhyallofIas’sandOrico’smilitarycampaignsthathe’deverbeeninhadfaredsoill.“How…howmaythecursebelifted?”
Umegatsighed.“Insixyears,noanswerhasbeengivenme.PerhapsitwillrunoutinthedeathsofallwhoflowedfromFonsa’sloins.”
Butthat’s…theroya,Teidez
—Iselle!
“Orperhaps,”Umegatcontinued,“eventhen,itwillcontinuetotrickledownthroughtimelikeastreamofpoison.ItshouldhavekilledOricoyearsago.Contactwiththesacredcreaturescleansestheroyafromthecorrosionofthecurse,butonlyforalittletime.Themenageriedelayshisdestruction,butthegodhasnevertoldmewhy.”
Umegat’svoicewentglum.“Thegodsdon’twritelettersofinstruction,youknow.Noteventotheirsaints.I’vesuggestedit,inmyprayers.Satbythehourwiththeinkdryingonmyquill,entirelyatHisservice.AndwhatdoesHesendinstead?Anoverexcitedcrowwithaone-wordvocabulary.”
Cazarilwincedinguilt,thinkingofthatpoorcrow.In
truth,hefeltfarworseaboutthecrow’sdeaththanDondo’s.
“Sothat’swhatI’mdoinghere,”saidUmegat.HeglancedupkeenlyatCazaril.“Andso.Whatareyoudoinghere?”
Cazarilspreadhishandshelplessly.“Umegat,Idon’tknow.”Headdedplaintively,“Can’tyoutell?Yousaid…I
waslitup.DoIlooklikeyou?OrlikeIselle?OrOrico,even?”
“YoulooklikenothingI’veseensinceIwaslenttheinnereye.IfIselleisacandle,youareaconflagration.Youare…actuallyquitedisturbingtocontemplate.”
“Idon’tfeellikeaconflagration.”
“Whatdoyoufeellike?”
“Rightnow?Likeapileofdung.Sick.Drunk.”Heswirledtheredwineinthebottomofhiscup.“Ihavethisbellycrampthatcomesandgoes.”Itwasquiescentatthemoment,buthisstomachwasstillswollen.“Andtired.Ihaven’tfeltthistiredsinceIwassickintheMother’shouseinZagosur.”
“Ithink,”Umegatspokecarefully,“thatitisvery,veryimportantthatyoutellmethetruth.”
Hislipsstillsmiled,buthisgrayeyesseemedtoburn.ItoccurredtoCazarilthenthatagoodTempleInquirerwouldlikelybecharming,andadeptatwormingconfidencesfrompeopleinhisinvestigations.Smoothatgettingthemdrunk.
Youlaiddownyourlife.It’snotfairtowhineforitbacknow.
“IattempteddeathmagicuponDondodyJironallastnight.”
Umegatlookedneithershockednorsurprised,merelymoreintent.“Yes.Where?”
“InFonsa’sTower.Icrawledovertheroofslates.Ibrought
myownrat,butthecrow…itcametome.Itwasn’tafraid.I’dfedit,yousee.”
“Goon…”breathedUmegat.
“Islewtherat,andbrokethepoorcrow,andIprayedonmyknees.AndthenIhurt.Iwasn’texpectingthat.AndIcouldn’tbreathe.Thecandleswentout.AndIsaid,Thankyou,becauseIfelt…”Hecouldnotspeakofwhathe’d
felt,thatstrangepeace,asifhe’dlaindowninaplaceofsafetytorestforever.“AndthenIpassedout.IthoughtIwasdying.”
“Andthen?”
“Then…nothing.Iwokeupinthedawnfog,sickandcoldandfeelinganutterfool.No,wait—I’dhadanightmareaboutDondochokingtodeath.ButIknewI’dfailed.
SoIcrawledbacktobed.AndthendyJironalcameburstingin…”
Umegatdrummedhisfingersonthetableamoment,staringathimthroughslittedeyes.Andthenhestaredwithhiseyesclosed.Openagain.“Mylord,mayItouchyou?”
“Allright…”Briefly,astheRoknaribentoverhim,Cazarilfearedsome
unwelcomeattemptatintimacy,butUmegat’stouchwasasprofessionalasanyphysician’s;forehead,face,neck,spine,heart,belly…Cazariltensed,butUmegat’shanddescendednofarther.Whenhefinished,Umegat’sfacewasset.TheRoknariwenttofetchanotherjugofwinefromabasketbythedoorbeforereturningtohischair.
Cazarilattemptedtofendthejugfromhiscup.“I’vehadenough.I’llbestumblingifItakeanymore.”
“Mygroomscanwalkyoubacktoyourchambersinalittlewhile.No?”Umegatfilledhisowncupinstead,andsatagain.Heranhisfingeroverthetabletopinalittlepattern,repeatedthreetimes—Cazarilwasn’tsureifitwasacharmorjustnerves
—andfinallysaid,“Bythetestimonyofthesacredanimals,nogodacceptedthesoulofDondodyJironal.Normally,thatisasignthatanunquietspiritisabroadintheworld,andrelativesandfriends—andenemies—rushtobuyritesandprayersfromtheTemple.Someforthesakeofthedead—somefortheirownprotection.”
“Iamsure,”saidCazarila
littlebitterly,“Dondowillhavealltheprayersthatmoneycanbuy.”
“Ihopeso.”
“Why?What…?”Whatdoyousee?Whatdoyouknow?
Umegatglancedup,andinhaled.“Dondo’sspiritwastakenbythedeathdemon,butnotpassedtothegods.Thisweknow.Itismyconjecture
thatthedeathdemoncouldnotreturntoitsmasterbecauseitwaspreventedfromtakingthesecondandbalancingsoul.”
Cazarillickedhislips,andhuskedfearfully,“How,prevented?”
“Attheinstantofattemptingtodoso,Ibelievethedemonwascaptured—constrained—bound,ifyouwill—bya
secondandsimultaneousmiracle.Judgingbythedistinctivecolorsboilingoffyou,itwasfromtheholyandgracioushandoftheLadyofSpring.IfIamright,theacolytesoftheTemplecanallgobacktobed,forDondo’sspiritisnotabroad.Itisboundtothedeathdemon,whoisboundinturntothelocusofthesecondsoul.Whichispresentlyboundtoitsstill-livingbody.”
Umegat’sfingerrosetopointdirectlyatCazaril.“There.”
Cazaril’sjawfellopen.Hestareddownathisaching,swollenbelly,andbackupatthefascinated…saint.Briefly,hewasputinmindofFonsa’sentrancedcrows.Violentdenialboiledtohislips,andcaughtthere,stoppedbyhisinnersightofUmegat’sclearaura.“Ididn’tpraytotheDaughterlastnight!”
“Apparently,someonedid.”
Iselle.“Theroyessesaidsheprayed.DidyouseeherasIsawhertoday—”Cazarilmadeinarticulatemotionswithhishands,notknowingwhatwordstousetodescribethatroilingperturbation.“Isthatwhatyouseeinme?DoesIselleseemeasIdoher?”
“Didshesayanythingabout
it?”askedUmegat.
“No.ButneitherdidI.”
Umegatgavehimthatsidewisestareagain.“Didyoueversee,whenyouwereintheArchipelago,thenightswhentheseawasMother-touched?Thewaythewakeglowedgreeninthebreakingwavesofaship’spassage?”
“Yes…”
“WhatyousawaroundIsellewassuchawake.ThepassageoftheDaughter,likealingeringperfumeintheair.WhatIseeinyouisnotapassagebutaPresence.Ablessing.Farmoreintense.Yourcoronaisslowlydyingdown—thesacredanimalsshouldbelessenthralledbyyouinadayortwo—butatthecentertheresitsatightbluecoreofsapphire,intowhichIcannotsee.Ithinkit
isanencapsulation.”Hebroughthiscuppedhandstogetherlikeamanenclosingalivelizard.
Cazarilswallowed,andpanted,“Areyousayingthegoddesshasturnedmybellyintoaperfectlittleannexofhell?Onedemon,onelostsoul,sealedtogetherliketwosnakesinabottle?”Hisclawedhandswenttohisstomach,asifreadytoriphis
gutsapartonthespot.“Andyoucallitablessing?”
Umegat’seyesremainedserious,buthisbrowscrimpedinsympathy.“Well,whatisablessingbutacursefromanotherpointofview?Ifit’sanyconsolationtoyou,IimagineDondodyJironalisevenlesshappyaboutthisdevelopmentthanyouare.”Headdedafterathoughtfulmoment,“Ican’timaginethe
demonistoopleasedwithit,either.”
Cazarilnearlyconvulsedoutofhischair.“Fivegods!HowdoIridmyselfofthis—this—this—horror?”
Umegathelduparestraininghand.“I…suggest…thatyounotbeinagreatrushaboutthat.Theconsequencescouldbetangled.”
“How,tangled?Howcouldanythingbemoretangledthanthismonstrosity?”
“Well”—Umegatleanedbackandtentedhishandstogether—“themostobviouswaytobreakthe,ah,blessing,wouldbebyyourdeath.Withyoursoulfreedfromitsmateriallocus,thedemoncouldflyawaywithyouboth.”
AchillstoleoverCazaril,as
herememberedhowhisbellycramphadalmostbetrayedhimtoafallwhenjumpingtheroofgapatdawn.HetookrefugefromhisdrunkenterrorinadrynesstomatchUmegat’s.“Oh,wonderful.Haveyouanyothercurestosuggest,physician?”
Umegat’slipstwitched,andheacknowledgedthejibewithabriefwaveofhisfingers.“Likewise,shouldthe
miracleceasethatyoupresentlyhost—shouldtheLady’shandlift,”Umegatmimedsomeoneopeningtheirhandsasiftoreleaseabird,“Ithinkthedemonwouldimmediatelyattempttocompleteitsdestiny.Notthatithasachoice—theBastard’sdemonshavenofreewill.Youcan’targuewithorpersuadethem.Infact,there’snousetalkingtooneatall.”
“Soyou’resayingthatIcoulddieatanymoment!”
“Yes.Andthisisdifferentfromyourlifeyesterdayinwhatway?”Umegatcockedhisheadindryinquiry.
Cazarilsnorted.Itwascoldcomfort…butcomfortstill,inabackhandedsortofway.Umegatwasasensiblesaint,itseemed.WhichwasnotwhatCazarilwouldhave
expected…hadheevermetasaintbefore?HowwouldIknow?Iwalkedrightpastthisone.
Umegat’svoicetookonatingeofscholarlycuriosity.“Actually,thiscouldansweraquestionI’velonghad.DoestheBastardcommandatroopofdeathdemons,orjustone?Ifalldeathmiraclesintheworldceasewhilethedemonisboundinyou,itwouldbe
compellingevidenceforthesingularityofthatholypower.”
AghastlylaughpealedfromCazaril’slips.“MyservicetoQuintariantheology!Gods—Umegat—whatamItodo?Therehasneverbeenanyofthis,thisgod-touchedmadnessinmyfamily.I’mnotfitforthisbusiness.Iamnotasaint!”
Umegatopenedhislips,butthenclosedthemagain.Hefinallysaid,“Onegrowsmoreaccustomedwithuse.ThefirsttimeIhostedamiracleIwasn’ttoohappyeither,andI’minthetrade,sotospeak.Mypersonalrecommendationtoyou,tonight,istogetpie-eyeddrunkandgotosleep.”
“SoIcanwakeinthemorningbothdemon-riddenandwithahangover?”
Granted,hecouldn’timaginegettingtosleepunderanyothercircumstances,apartfromablowtothehead.
“Well,itworkedforme,once.Thehangoverisafairtradeforbeingsoimmobilizedonecannotdoanythingstupidforalittlewhile.”Umegatlookedawayforamoment.“Thegodsdonotgrantmiraclesforourpurposes,butfortheirs.If
youarebecometheirtool,itisforagreaterreason,anurgentreason.Butyouarethetool.Youarenotthework.Expecttobevaluedaccordingly.”
WhileCazarilwasstilltrying,unsuccessfully,tounravelthat,UmegatleanedforwardandpouredfreshwineintoCazaril’scup.Cazarilwasbeyondresistance.
Ittooktwoundergrooms,anhourorsolater,toguidehisslitheringstepsacrossthewetcobblesofthestableyard,pastthegates,andupthestairs,wheretheypouredhislimpformintohisbed.Cazarilwasn’tsurejustwhenhepartedfromhisbeleagueredconsciousness,butneverhadhebeenmoregladtodoso.
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CazarilhadtoallowUmegat’swinethismuchmerit—itdidmeanhespentthefirstfewhoursofthenextmorningwishingfordeathratherthandreadingit.Heknewhishangoverwaspassingoffwhenfearbegan
toregaintheupperhand.
Hefoundoddlylittleregretinhisheartforhisownlostlife.He’dseenmoreoftheworldthanmostmeneverdid,andhe’dhadhischances,thoughthegodsknewhe’dmadelittleenoughofthem.Marshalinghisthoughts,asheshelteredunderhiscovers,herealizedwithsomewonderthathisgreatestdismaywasfortheworkhe’dbeforcedto
leaveundone.
Fearshe’dhadnotimeforduringthedayhe’dstalkedDondonowcrowdedintohismind.Whowouldguardhisladies,ifheweretodienow?Howmuchtimewasgoingtobegrantedtohimtotrytofindsomebetterbastionforthem?Onwhomcouldtheybesafelybestowed?Betrizmightfindprotectionasthewife,say,ofastoutcountry
lordlikeMarchdyPalliar.ButIselle?Hergrandmotherandmotherweretooweakanddistant,Teideztooyoung,Orico,apparently,entirelythecreatureofhischancellor.TherecouldbenosecurityforIselleuntilshewasoutofthiscursedcourtaltogether.
Anothercramprivetedhisattentionagainonthelethallittlehellinhisbelly,andhe
peeredworriedlydownunderthetentofhissheetathisknottedstomach.Howmuchwasthisdyinggoingtohurt?Hehadnotpassedsomuchbloodthismorning.Heblinkedaroundhischamberintheearly-afternoonlight.Theoddhallucinations,paleblurredblobsatthecornersofhisvisionthathehadearlierblamedonlastnight’swine,werestillpresent.Maybetheywereanothersymptom?
Abriskknocksoundedathischamberdoor.Cazarilcrawledfromhiswarmrefugeand,walkingonlyalittlebentover,wenttounlockit.Umegat,bearingastopperedewer,badehimgoodafternoon,steppedwithin,andclosedthedoorbehindhim.Hewasstillfaintlyradiant:alas,yesterdayhadn’tbeenabizarrebaddreamafterall.
“Myword,”thegroomadded,staringaboutinastonishment.Hewavedhishand.“Shoo!Shoo!”
Thepaleblurredblobsswirledaboutthechamberandfledintothewalls.
“Whatarethosethings?”Cazarilasked,easingbackintohisbed.“Doyouseethem,too?”
“Ghosts.Here,drinkthis.”UmegatpouredfromtheewerintotheglazedcupfromCazaril’swashbasinset,andhandeditacross.“Itwillsettleyourstomachandclearyourhead.”
Abouttorejectitwithloathing,Cazarildiscoveredittobenotwinebutsomesortofcoldherbedtea.Hetasteditcautiously.Pleasantlybitter,itsastringencymadea
mostwelcomesluicinginhisstickymouth.Umegatpulledastoolovertohisbedsideandsettledcheerfully.Cazarilsqueezedhiseyesshut,andopenagain.“Ghosts?”
“I’veneverseensomanyoftheZangre’sghostscollectedinoneplace.Theymustbeattractedtoyoujustlikethesacredanimals.”
“Cananyoneelseseethem?”
“Anyonewiththeinnereye.That’sthreeinCardegoss,tomyknowledge.”
Andtwoofthemarehere.“Havetheybeenaroundallthistime?”
“Iglimpsethemnowandthen.They’reusuallymoreelusive.Youneedn’tbeafraidofthem.Theyarepowerlessandcannothurtyou.Oldlostsouls.”Inresponseto
Cazaril’sratherstunnedstare,Umegatadded,“When,ashappensfromtimetotime,nogodtakesupasunderedsoul,itislefttowandertheworld,slowlylosingitsmindfulnessofitselfandfadingintoair.Newghostsfirsttaketheformtheyhadinlife,butintheirdespairandlonelinesstheycannotmaintainit.”
Cazarilwrappedhisarmsaroundhisbelly.“Oh.”His
mindtriedtogallopinthreedirectionsatonce.Sowhatwasthefateofthosesoulsthegodsdidaccept?Andjustwhatexactlywashappeningtotheenragedspiritsomiraculouslyandhideouslylodgedinhim?And…theDowagerRoyinaIsta’swordscamebacktohim.TheZangreishaunted,youknow.Notmetaphorormadnessafterall,itappeared,butsimpleobservation.How
muchelse,then,oftheeeriethingsshe’dsaidmightbenotderangement,butplaintruth—seenwithalteredeyes?
HeglanceduptofindUmegatregardinghimthoughtfully.TheRoknariinquiredpolitely,“Andhowareyoufeelingtoday?”
“Betterthisafternoonthanthismorning.”Headdedalittlereluctantly,“Betterthan
yesterday.”
“Haveyoueaten?”
“Notyet.Later,perhaps.”Herubbedahandoverhisbeard.“What’shappeningoutthere?”
Umegatsatbackandshrugged.“ChancellordyJironal,findingnocandidatesinthecity,hasriddenoutofCardegossinsearchofthe
corpseofhisbrother’smurdererandanyconfederatesleftalive.”
“Itrusthewillnotseizesomeinnocentinerror.”
“AnexperiencedInquirerfromtheTemplerideswithhim,whichshouldsufficetopreventsuchmistakes.”
Cazarildigestedthis.Afteramoment,Umegatadded,
“Also,afactioninthemilitaryorderoftheDaughter’shousehassentcouriersridingouttoallitslorddedicats,callingthemtoageneralcouncil.TheymeannottoallowRoyaOricotofoistanothercommanderlikeLordDondoontothem.”
“Howshouldtheydefyhim?Revolt?”
Umegathastilywavedaway
thistreasonablesuggestion.“Certainlynot.Petition.Request.”
“Mm.ButIthoughttheyprotestedlasttime,tonoavail.DyJironalwillnotbewantingtoletcontrolofthatorderslipfromhishands.”
“Themilitaryorderisbackedbythewholeofitshouse,thistime.”
“And,ah…whathaveyoubeendoingtoday?”
“Prayingforguidance.”
“Anddidyougetananswer?”
Umegatsmiledambiguouslyathim.“Perhaps.”
Cazarilconsideredforamomenthowbesttophrasehisnextremark.“Interestinggossipyou’reprivyto.Itake
it,then,thatitwouldnowberedundantformetogodowntothetempleandconfesstoArchdivineMendenalforDondo’smurder?”
Umegat’sbrowswentup.“Isuppose,”hesaidafteramoment,“thatitshouldnotsurprisemethattheLadyofSpringhaschosenasharp-edgedtool.”
“Youareadivine,atrained
Inquirer.Ididn’timagineyoucould,orwould,evadeyouroathsanddisciplines.Youimmobilizedmetogiveyourselftimetoreport,andconfer.”Cazarilhesitated.“ThatIamnotpresentlyunderarrestshouldtellme…somethingaboutthatconference,butI’mnotatallsurewhat.”
Umegatstudiedhishands,spreadonhisknees.“Asa
divine,Idefertomysuperiors.Asasaint,Ianswertomygod.Alone.IfHetrustsmyjudgment,soperforcemustI.Andsomustmysuperiors.”Helookedup,andnowhisgazewasunsettlinglydirect.“Thatthegoddesshassetyourfeetonsomejourneyonherbehalf—courier—isabundantlyplainfromHerhour-by-hourpreservationofyourlife.TheTempleisat…notyourservice,butHers.I
thinkIcanpromiseyou,noneshallinterferewithyou.”
Cazarilwasstungintoawail.“ButwhatamIsupposedtobedoing?”
Umegat’svoicegrewalmostapologetic.“Speakingjustfrommyownexperience,Iwouldsurmise—yourdailydutiesastheycometoyou.”
“That’snotveryhelpful.”
“Yes.Iknow.”Umegat’slipstwitchedinadryhumor.“Sothegodshumblethewould-bewise,Ithink.”Headdedafteramoment,“Speakingofdailyduties,Imustreturnnowtomine.Oricoisunwelltoday.Feelfreetovisitthemenagerieanytimeyouaresomoved,mylorddyCazaril.”
“Wait—”CazarilheldoutahandasUmegatrose.“Canyoutellme—doesOrico
knowofthemiracleofthemenagerie?Doesheunderstand—doesheevenknowheisaccursed?I’llswearIselleknowsnaughtofit,norTeidez.”RoyinaIsta,ontheotherhand…“Ordoestheroyajustknowhefeelsbetterforcontactwithhisanimals?”
Umegatgavealittlenod.“Oricoknows.HisfatherIastoldhim,onhisdeathbed.
TheTemplehasmademanysecrettrialstobreakthiscurse.Themenagerieistheonlyonethathasseemedtodoanygood.”
“AndwhatoftheDowagerRoyinaIsta?IssheshadowedlikeSara?”
Umegattuggedhisqueueandfrownedthoughtfully.“IcouldbetterguessifI’devermetherface-to-face.Thedy
BaociafamilyremovedherfromCardegossshortlybeforeIwasbroughthere.”
“DoesChancellordyJironalknow?”
Thefrowndeepened.“Ifhedoes,itwasnotfrommylips.IhaveoftencautionedOriconottodiscusshismiracle,but…”
“IfOricohaskeptsomething
fromdyJironal,itwouldbeafirst.”
Umegatshruggedacknowledgment,butadded,“Giventheearlydisastersinhisreign,OricobelievesthatanyactionhedarestakewillredoundtothedetrimentofChalion.Thechancelloristhetongsbywhichtheroyaattemptstohandleallmattersofstatewithoutspillinghisbanethereupon.”
“SomemightwonderifdyJironalistheanswertothecurse,orpartofit.”
“Theproxyseemedtoworkatfirst.”
“Andlately?”
“Lately—we’veredoubledourpetitionstothegodsforaid.”
“Andhowhavethegods
answered?”
“Itwouldseem—bysendingyou.”
Cazarilsatupinrenewedterror,clutchinghisbedclothes.“Noonesentme!Icamebychance.”
“I’dlikeanaccountingofthosechances,somedaysoon.Whenyouwill,mylord.”Umegat,withadeeply
hopefulgazethatfrightenedCazarilquiteasmuchasanyofhissaintlyremarks,bowedhimselfout.
AFTERAFEWMOREHOURSSPENTCOWERINGUNDERhisquilts,Cazarildecidedthatunlessamancouldditherhimselftodeath,hewasn’tgoingtodiethisafternoon.Orifhewas,therewasnothinghecoulddoaboutit.Andhisstomachwas
growlinginadecidedlyunsupernaturalfashion.Asthechillautumnlightfadedhecreptoutofbed,stretchedhisachingmuscles,dressedhimself,andwentdowntodinner.
TheZangrewasextremelysubdued.Withthecourtplungedintodeepmourning,nofêtesormusicwereofferedtonight.Cazarilfoundthebanquetinghallthinof
company;neitherIselle’shouseholdnorTeidez’swerepresent,RoyinaSaraabsentedherself,andRoyaOrico,hisdarkshadowclingingabouthim,atehastilyanddepartedimmediatelythereafter.
ThereasonforTeidez’sabsence,Cazarilsoonlearned,wasthatChancellordyJironalhadtakentheroysewithhimwhenherodeoutonhismissionofinvestigation.
Cazarilblinkedandfellsilentatthisnews.SurelydyJironalcouldnotbeattemptingtocontinuetheseductionbycorruptionhisbrotherhadtakensowellinhand?DownrightausterebycomparisontoDondo,hehadnotthetasteorstyleforsuchpuerilepleasures.Itwasimpossibletoimaginehimroisteringwithajuvenile.Wasittoomuchtohopehemightbereversinghis
strategyforascendancyoverTeidez’smind,takingtheboyupafteratruefatherlymanner,apprenticinghimtostatecraft?Theyoungroysewashalf-sickwithidlenessaswellasdissolution;almostanyexposuretomen’sworkmustbemedicineforhim.Moreprobably,Cazarilthoughtwearily,thechancellorsimplydarednotlethisfuturehandleuponChalionoutofhisgripforan
instant.
LorddyRinal,seatedacrossfromCazaril,twistedhislipsatthehalf-emptyhallandremarked,“Everyone’sdeserting.Offtotheircountryestates,iftheyhave’em,beforethesnowflies.It’sgoingtobeagloomyFather’sDaycelebration,Iwarrant.Onlythetailorsandseamstressesarebusy,furbishingupmourning
garb.”
Cazarilreachedthroughtheghost-smudgethatwashoveringnexttohisplateandwasheddownthelastbiteofhisrepastwithagulpofwell-wateredwine.Fourorfiveoftherevenantshadtrailedafterhimtothehallandnowclusteredabouthimlikecoldchildrencrowdingahearth.Hehadchosensomberclothinghimselftonight,
automatically;hewonderedifheshouldtroublehimselftoobtainthefullcorrectlavendersandblackssuchasdyRinal,alwaysfashionable,nowsported.Wouldtheabominationlockedinhisbellytakeitashypocrisy,orasagestureofrespect?Woulditevenknow?New-rivenfromitsbody,howmuchofitsrepulsivenaturedidDondo’ssoulnowretain?Theseweatheredoldspirits
seemedtowatchhimfromtheoutside;wasDondowatchinghimfromtheinside?Hegrinnedbriefly,asanalternativetostartlingpoordyRinalwithafitofscreaming.Hemanagedapolitelyinquiring,“Doyoustayorgo?”
“Igo,Ithink.I’llridedownwithMarchessdyHeronasfarasHeronitself,andthencutoverthelowerpassesto
home.Theoldladymightbegladenoughofanotherswordinherpartythatshe’deveninvitemetostay.”Hetookaswallowofwineandloweredhisvoice.“IfnoteventheBastardwouldtakeLordDondooffourhands,yourealizehemuststillbeaboutsomewhere.Onetrustshe’lljusthauntJironal’spalacewherehedied,butreally,hecouldbeanywhereinCardegoss.Andhewas
viciousenoughbeforehewasmurdered;he’sboundtobevengefulnow.Slainthenightbeforehiswedding,gods!”
Cazarilmadeaneutralnoise.
“Thechancellorseemssetoncallingitdeathmagic,butIshouldn’twonderifitwaspoisonafterall.Nowayoftelling,nowthebody’sburned,Isuppose.Convenientforsomebody,
that.”
“Buthewassurroundedbyhisfriends.Surelynoonecouldhaveadministered—wereyouthere?”
DyRinalgrimaced.“AfterLadyPig?No.Thanksbetoallhersqueals,Iwasnotpresentatthatbutchering.”DyRinalglancedaround,asifafraidaghostwithagrudgemightbesneakinguponhim
evennow.Thattherewerehalfadozenwithinhisarm’sreachwasevidentlynotapparenttohim.Cazarilbrushedoneawayfromhisface,tryingnottolethiseyesfocusonwhat,tohiscompanion,mustseememptyair.
SerdyMaroc,theroya’swardrobe-master,strolleduptotheirtablesaying,“DyRinal!Haveyouheardthe
newsfromIbra?”Belatedly,heobservedCazarilleaningwithelbowsontheboardoppositeandhesitated,flushingslightly.
Cazarilsmiledsourly.“Onetrustsyou’regettingyourgossipfromIbrafrommorereliablesourcesthesedays,Maroc?”
DyMarocstiffened.“IftheChancellery’sowncourierbe
one,yes.Hecameinpell-mellwhilemyheadtailorwasrefittingOrico’smourninggarb,thathehadtoletoutbyfourfingerbreadths—anyway,it’sofficial.TheHeirofIbradiedlastweek,allsuddenly,ofthecoughingfeverinSouthIbra.Hisfactionhascollapsed,andrushestomaketreatywiththeoldFox,orsavetheirlivesbysacrificingeachother.ThewarinSouthIbraisended.”
“Well!”DyRinalsatupandstrokedhisbeard.“Dowecallthatgoodnews,orbad?GoodforpoorIbra,thegodsknow.ButourOricohaschosenthelosingsideagain.”
DyMarocnodded.“TheFoxisrumoredtobemostwrothwithChalion,forstirringthepotandkeepingitboiling,notthattheHeirneededhelpputtingwoodonthatfire.”
“Perhapstheoldroya’stasteforstrifeshallbeburiedwithhisfirstborn,”saidCazaril,nottoohopefully.
“SotheFoxhasanewHeir,thatchildofhisage—whatwastheboy’sname?”saiddyRinal.
“RoyseBergon,”Cazarilsupplied.
“Aye,”saiddyMaroc.“A
youngoneindeed.AndtheFoxcoulddropatanymoment,leavinganuntriedboyonthethrone.”
“Notsountriedasallthat,”saidCazaril.“He’sseentheprosecutionofonesiegeandthebreakingofanother,ridinginhislatemother’strain,andsurvivedacivilwar.AndonewouldthinkasonoftheFoxcouldnotbestupid.”
“Thefirstonewas,”saiddyRinal,unassailably.“Toleavehissupportersinsuchnakeddisarray.”
“Onecannotblamedeathofthecoughingfeveronalackofwit,”saidCazaril.
“Assumingitreallywasthecoughingfever,”saiddyRinal,pursinghislipsinnewsuspicion.
“What,d’youthinktheFoxwouldpoisonhisownson?”saiddyMaroc.
“Hisagents,man.”
“Well,then,hemighthavedoneitsooner,andsavedIbraaworldofwoe—”
Cazarilsmiledthinly,andpushedupfromthetable,leavingdyRinalanddyMaroctotheirtale-spinning.
Hiswine-sicknesswaspast,andhefeltbetterforhisdinner,buttheshakyexhaustionthatremainedwasnotanythinghewasaccustomedtocallingwell.Intheabsenceofanysummonsfromtheroyesse,hemadehiswaybacktohisbed.
Weariedbeyondfear,hefellasleepsoonenough.Butaroundmidnight,hewasbroughtawakewithagasp.A
man’sscreamsechoeddistantlyinhishead.Screams,andbrokenweeping,andchokedhowlsofrage—heboltedupright,heartpounding,turninghisheadtolocatethesound.Faintandstrange—mightitbecomingfromacrosstheravinefromtheZangre,ordownbytheriverbelowhiswindow?Noonefromthecastleseemedtorespond,nofootsteps,orcriesofinquiry
fromtheguards…Inanotherfewmoments,Cazarilrealizedhewasnothearingthetormentedhowlswithhisears,anymorethanhesawthepalesmudgesfloatingaroundhisbedwithhiseyes.Andherecognizedthevoice.
Helaybackdown,pantingandcurledaroundhimself,andenduredtheuproarforanothertenminutes.WasthedamnedsoulofDondo
preparingtobreakfreeoftheLady’smiracleandhaulhimofftohell?Hewasabouttoleavehisbedandruntothemenagerie,allinhisnightdress,poundonthedoorsandwakeupUmegatandbegthesaintforhelp—couldUmegatdoanythingaboutthis?—whenthecriesfadedagain.
ItwasaboutthehourofDondo’sdeath,herealized.
Perhapsthespirittookupsomespecialpowersatthistime?Hecouldn’ttellifithadorhadnotdonesolastnight,he’dbeensosoddendrunk.Oneuneasynightmarehadblendedinmadfragmentswithalltheothers.
Itmighthavebeenworse,hetoldhimselfashisheartgraduallyslowedagain.Dondomighthavebeengivenanarticulatevoice.The
thoughtofDondo’sghostmadenightlyfreetospeaktohim,whetherinrageorabuseorvilesuggestion,brokehiscourageastheplainhowlshadnot,andheweptforalittleinthesheerterroroftheimagining.
TrusttheLady.TrusttheLady.Hewhisperedsomeincoherentprayers,andslowlyregainedcontrolofhimself.IfShehadbrought
himthisfarforsomepurpose,surelyShewouldnotabandonhimnow.
Anewhorriblethoughtoccurredtohim,ashetoldUmegat’ssermonoverinhismind.IfthegoddessonlyenteredtheworldbyCazarilrenouncinghiswillonHerbehalf,couldwantingdesperatelytolive,anactofwillifevertherewasone,beenoughtoexcludeHer,and
Hermiracle?Herprotectiveencapsulationmightpoplikeasoapbubble,releasingaparadoxofdeathanddamnation…Followingthislogiclooparoundandaroundwasenoughtokeephimawakeforhours,asthenightslowlyworeitselfout.Thesquareofhischamber’swindowwasgrowingfaintlygraybeforehedroppedagainintoblessedunconsciousness.
SOITWASTHAT,FLANKEDBYHISGHOSTLYOUTRIDERS,heclimbedthestairslatethefollowingmorningtohisofficeantechamber.Hefeltstupidanderodedfromlackofsleep,andhelookedforwardwithoutenthusiasmtoaweek’sworthofneglectedcorrespondenceandbookkeeping,droppedindisorderedpilesonhisdeskfromthehourofIselle’sdisastrousbetrothal.
Hefoundhisladiesupbetimes.Inthesittingroomjustpastthefrontierofhisoffice,allhisgoodnewschoolroommapswerespreadoutonatable.Iselleleanedonherhands,staringdownatthem.Betriz,herarmsfoldedunderherbreasts,stoodwatchingoverhershoulderandfrowning.Bothyoungwomen,andNandyVrit,whosatsewing,woretheblacksandlavendersof
strictformalcourtmourning,aprudentdissimulationofwhichCazarilapproved.
Asheentered,hesawnexttoIselle’shandascatteringofpaperscrapswithscribbledlists,someitemsscratchedthrough,somecircledortickedwithchecks.Isellescowledandpointedtoaspotonthemapmarkedwithasturdyhatpin,andsaidoverhershouldertoher
handmaiden,“Butthat’snobetterthan—”ShebrokeoffwhenshesawCazaril.Thedark,invisiblecloakstillclungabouther;onlyanoccasionalfaintthreadofbluelightstillglintedinitssluggishfolds.Theghost-blobsveeredviolentlyawayfromitand,onlypartlytoCazaril’srelief,vanishedfromhissecondsight.
“Areyouallright,Lord
Caz?”Iselleinquired,lookingathimwithherbrowsdrawingdown.“Youdon’tlookwell.”
Cazarilbowedgreeting.“Myapologiesforabsentingmyselfyesterday,Royesse.Iwastakenwitha…acolic.Ithasmostlypassedoffnow.”
NandyVrit,fromherseatinthecorner,lookedupfromhersewingwithanunfriendly
staretoremark,“Thechamberwomanhaditthatyouweretakenwithabadheadfromdrinkingandcarousingwiththestablegrooms.ShesaidshesawyoucomeinsodrunkafterLordDondo’sfuneralyoucouldbarelystagger.”
ConsciousofBetriz’sunhappyscrutiny,hesaidapologetically,“Drinkingyes;carousing,no.Itwon’t
happenagain,milady.”Headdedalittledryly,“Itdidn’tansweranyway.”
“It’sascandaltotheroyesse,thathersecretarybeseensoinebriatedthathe—”
“Hush,Nan,”Iselleinterruptedthislectureimpatiently.“Leavebe.”
“What’sthis,Royesse?”Cazarilgesturedatthepin-
studdedmap.
Iselledrewalongbreath.“I’vethoughtitthrough.I’vebeenthinkingfordays.AslongasIremainunwed,plotswillswirlaboutme.Idon’tdoubtdyJironalwillproducesomeothercandidatetotrytobindmeandTeideztohisclan.Andotherfactions—nowit’srevealedthatOricowouldwillinglybestowmeonalesserlord,everylesser
lordinChalionwillbeginbadgeringhimformyhand.Myonlydefense,myonlycertainrefuge,isifIammarriedalready.Andnottoalesserlord.”
Cazaril’sbrowsrose.“Iconfess,Royesse,myownthoughtshavebeenrunningsomethingalongthoselines.”
“Andswiftly,swiftly,Cazaril.Beforetheycan
comeupwithsomeoneevenmoredisgustingthanDondo.”Hervoicewasedgedwithstress.
“Evenourdearchancellormustfindthatadauntingchallenge,”hemurmureddiffidently,andhadthesatisfactionofdrawingabriefbarkoflaughterfromher.Hepursedhislips.“Theneedisgreat,Igrantyou,butthedangerisnotsoinstantly
pressingasallthat.DyJironalhimselfwillblockthelesserlordsforyou,Iamsure.YourfirstlineofdefensemustbetoblockdyJironal’snextcandidate.Although,thinkingoverhisfamily,it’snotcleartomewhohecanofferup.Hissonsarebothmarried,orhemighthaveputforthoneoftheminplaceofDondo.Orofferedhimself,werehenotwed.”
“Wivesdie,”saidBetrizdarkly.“Sometimes,theyevendieconveniently.”
Cazarilshookhishead.“DyJironalhasplannedhisfamilyallianceswithcare.Hisdaughters-in-law—hiswife,too—arehislinkstosomeofthegreatestfamiliesinChalion,thedaughtersandsistersofpowerfulprovincars.Idon’tsayhewouldn’tseizeavacancy,but
hedarenotbeseenorevensuspectedofcreatingone.Andhisgrandsonsaretoddlers.No,dyJironalmustplayawaitinggame.”
“Whatabouthisnephews?”saidBetriz.
Cazaril,afterapauseforthought,shookhisheadagain.“Toolooseaconnection,notcontrolledenough.Hedesiresa
subordinate,notarival.”
“Idecline,”saidIsellethroughherteeth,“towaitadecadetobewedtoaboyfifteenyearsyoungerthanIam.”
CazarilglancedinvoluntarilyatLadyBetriz.Hehimselfwasfifteenyearsolderthan—hethrustthediscouragingthoughtfromhismind.Theevilbarrierbetweenthem
nowwaslesssurmountablethanmerelythatofyouthversusage.Lifedoesnotweddeath.
“We’veplacedapininthemapforeveryunwedrulerorheirwecanthinkofbetweenhereandDarthaca,”saidBetriz.
Cazariladvancedandlookedoverthemap.“What,eventheRoknariprincedoms?”
“Iwantedtobecomplete,”saidIselle.“Withoutthem,well…thereweren’tverymanychoices.Iadmit,Idon’tmuchliketheideaofaRoknariprince.Leavingasidetheirhorridsquared-offreligion,theircustomofchoosingasheiranysonatall,whetheroftruewifeorconcubine,makesitnearlyimpossibletotellifoneisweddingafuturerulerorafuturedrone.”
“Orafuturecorpse,”saidCazaril.“HalfthevictoriesChalionevergainedovertheRoknariweretheresultofsomeembitteredfailedcandidatestabbinghisprincelyhalfbrotherintheback.”
“ButthatleavesonlyfourtrueQuintariansofrank,”putinBetriz.“TheroyaofBrajar,BergonofIbra,andthetwinsonsofthehighmarchof
YissjustacrosstheDarthacanborder.Whoaretwelveyearsold.”
“Notimpossible,”saidIsellejudiciously,“butMarchdyYisswouldhavenonaturalreasontoallywithTeidez,later,againsttheRoknari.Hesharesnoborderswiththeprincedomsanddoesnotsufferfromtheirdepredations.AndhepaysfealtytoDarthaca,whohas
nointerestinseeingastrong,unitedallianceofIbranstatesarisetoputanendtotheperpetualwarinthenorth.”
Cazarilwaspleasedtohearhisownanalysiscomingbacktohimintheroyesse’smouth;she’dpaidmoreattentionduringhergeographylessonsthanhe’dthought.Hesmiledencouragingly.
“Andbesides,”Iselleaddedcrossly,“Yisshasnocoastlineeither.”Herhanddriftedunhappilyacrossthemaptotheeast.“MycousintheroyaofBrajarisquiteold,andtheysayisgrowntoosoddenwithdrinktoridetowar.Andhisgrandsonistooyoung.”
“Brajardoeshavegoodports,”saidBetriz.Sheaddedmoredubiously,althoughin
thetoneofonepointingoutanadvantage,“Isupposehewouldn’tliveverylong.”
“Yes,butwhathelpcouldIbetoTeidezasameredowagerroyina?It’snotasthoughImighttella,astepgrandsonhowtodeployhistroops!”Iselle’shandtrailedbacktotheoppositecoast.“AndtheFoxofIbra’seldestsonismarried,andhisyoungernottheheir,andthe
countryisconvulsedwithcivilstrife.”
“Notanymore,”saidCazarilabruptly.“DidnoonetellyouthenewsthatcameyesterdayfromIbra?TheHeirisdead.StruckdowninSouthIbra—thecoughingfever.NoonedoubtsthatyoungRoyseBergonwilltakehisplace.He’sbeenloyaltohisfatherthroughoutthewholemess.”
Iselleturnedherheadandstaredathim,hereyeswidening.“Really…!HowoldisBergon,again?Fifteen,washenot?”
“Hemustberisingsixteennow,Royesse.”
“Betterthanfifty-seven!”HerfingerswalkedlightlyupthecoastofIbraalongthestringofmaritimecitiestothegreatportofZagosur,wherethey
stopped,restinguponacertainpinwithacarvedmother-of-pearlhead.“WhatdoyouknowofRoyseBergon,Cazaril?Ishewell-favored?DidyoueverseehimwhenyouwereinIbra?”
“Notwithmyowneyes.Theysayhe’sahandsomeboy.”
Iselleshruggedimpatiently.“Allroysesarealwaysdescribedashandsome,
unlessthey’reabsolutelygrotesque.Thenit’ssaidtheyhavecharacter.”
“IbelieveBergontobereasonablyathletic,whicharguesforatleastapleasantlyhealthyappearance.Theysayhehasbeentrainedatseamanship.”Cazarilsawtheglowofyouthfulenthusiasmstartinginhereyes,andfeltconstrainedtoadd,“ButyourbrotherOricohasbeenatthis
halfwarwiththeroyaofIbraforthepastsevenyears.TheFoxhasnoloveforChalion.”
Isellepressedherhandstogether.“Butwhatbetterwaytoendawarthanwithamarriagetreaty?”
“ChancellordyJironalisboundtoopposeit.Quiteasidefromwantingyouforhisownfamilyconnection,hewantsTeideztohavenoally,
noworinthefuture,strongerthanhimself.”
“Bythatreasoning,hemustopposeanygoodmatchIcansuggest.”Iselleleanedoverthemapagain,herhandsweepinginalongarcencompassingChalionandIbraboth—two-thirdsofthelandsbetweentheseas.“ButifIcouldbringTeidezandBergontogether…”Herpalmpressedflatandslowlyslid
alongthenorthcoastacrossthefiveRoknariprincedoms;pinspoppedfromthepaperandscattered.“Yes,”shebreathed.Hereyesnarrowed,andherjawtightened.WhensheagainlookedupatCazaril,hereyeswereblazing.“IshallputittomybrotherOricoatonce,beforedyJironalreturns.IfIcangethiswordonit,publiclydeclared,surelyevendyJironalcannotmakehimtake
itback?”
“Thinkitthroughfirst,Royesse.Thinkofalltheissues.Onedrawbackissurelytheghastlyfather-in-law.”Cazaril’sbrowwrinkled.“ThoughIsupposetimewillremovehim.Andifanyoneiscapableofovercominghisemotionsinfavorofpolicy,it’stheoldFox.”
Sheturnedfromthetabletopacehastilybackandforthacrossthechamber,heavyskirtsswishing.Herdarkauraclungabouther.
RoyinaSarasharedthevilestdregsofOrico’scurse;shemustpresumablyhaveenteredintoituponhermarriagetotheroya.IfIsellemarriedoutofChalion,wouldsheshedhercursereciprocally,leavingit
behind?Wasthisawayforhertoescapethegeas?Hisrisingexcitementwascutbycaution.OrwouldtheGoldenGeneral’solddarkdestinyfollowheracrosstheborderstohernewcountry?HemustconsultwithUmegat,andsoon.
IsellestoppedandstaredoutthewindowembrasurewhereshehadsattoendureDondo’shideouswooing.Hereyes
narrowed.Atlastshesaiddecisively,“Imusttry.Icannot,willnot,leavemyfatetodriftdownstreamtoanotherdisastrousfallsandmakenopushtosteerit.Iwillpetitionmyroyalbrother,andatonce.”
Shewheeledforthedoorandbeckonedsharply,likeageneralurgingonhistroops.“Betriz,Cazaril,attenduponme!”
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AftersometimecastingabouttheZangretheyranOricotoearth,toCazaril’ssurprise,inRoyinaSara’schambersonthetopfloorofIas’sTower.Theroyaandroyinawereseatedatasmalltablebyawindow,playingatblocks-
and-dodgestogether.Thesimplegame,withitscarvedboardandcoloredmarbles,seemedapastimeforchildrenorconvalescents,notforthegreatestlordandladyintheland…notthatOricocouldbemistakenforawellmanbyanyexperiencedeye.Theroyalcouple’seerieshadowsseemedmerelyaredundantunderscoretotheirwearysadness.Theyplayednotforidleness,Cazarilrealized,but
fordistraction,diversionfromthefearandwoethathedgedthemallaround.
CazarilwastakenabackbySara’sgarb.Insteadoftheblack-and-lavendercourtmourningthatOricowore,shewasdressedallinwhite,thefestivalgarboftheBastard’sDay,thatintercalaryholidayinsertedeverytwoyearsafterMother’sMidsummerto
preventthecalendar’sprecessingfromitsproperseasons.Thebleachedlinenswerefartoolightforthisweather,andshehuddledintoalargepuffywhitewoolshawltocombatthechill.Shelookeddarkandthinandsallowinthepalewrappings.Withal,itwasanevenmoreedgedinsultthanthecolorfulgownsandrobesshe’dhastilydonnedforDondo’sfuneral.Cazarilwonderedifshe
meanttoweartheBastard’swhitesforthewholeperiodofmourning.AndifdyJironalwoulddareprotest.
Isellecurtseyedtoherroyalbrotherandsister-in-law,andstoodbeforeOricowitheyesbright,handsclaspedbeforeherinanattitudeofdemurefemininitybeliedbythesteelinherspine.CazarilandLadyBetriz,flankingher,alsomadetheircourtesies.Orico,
turningfromthegametable,acknowledgedhissister’sgreeting.Headjustedhispaunchinhislapandeyedheruneasily.Oncloserview,Cazarilcouldseewherehistailorhadaddedamatchedpaneloflavenderbrocadebeneaththearmstoenlargehistunic’sgirth,andtheslightdiscolorationwherethesleeveseamshadbeenpickedoutandresewn.RoyinaSaragatheredhershawland
withdrewalittleintothewindowseat.
Withthebarestpreamble,IsellelaunchedintoherpleafortheroyatoopenformalnegotiationswithIbraforthehandoftheRoyseBergon.Sheemphasizedtheopportunitytomakeabidforpeace,thusrepairingthebreachcreatedbyOrico’sill-fatedsupportofthelateHeir,forsurelyneitherChalionnor
exhaustedIbrawerepreparedtocontinuetheconflictnow.ShepointedouthowappropriateamatchinageandrankBergonwasforherownyearsandstation,andtheadvantagetoOrico—shediplomaticallydidnotaddandthenTeidez—infutureyearstohavearelativeandallyinIbra’scourt.Shepaintedavividword-pictureoftheharassmentfromlesserlordsofChalionvyingforher
handthatOricomightneatlysidestepbythisploy,abitofeloquencethatcausedtheroyatoventawistfulsigh.
Nonetheless,Oricobeganhisexpectedequivocationbyseizingonthislastpoint.“ButIselle,yourmourningprotectsyouforatime.NotevenMartou—Imean,Martouwon’tinsultthememoryofhisbrotherbymarryingoffDondo’s
bereavedfiancéeoverhishotashes.”
Isellesnortedatthebereaved.“Dondo’sasheswillchillsoonenough,andwhatthen?Orico,youwillneveragainforcemetoahusbandwithoutmyassent—mypriorassent,obtainedbeforehand.Iwon’tletyou.”
“No,no,”Oricoagreedhastily,wavinghishands.
“That…thatwasamistake,Iseeitnow.I’msorry.”
Now,there’sanunderstatement…
“Ididnotmeantoinsultyou,dearsister,or,orthegods.”Oricoglancedaroundalittlevaguely,asthoughafraidanoffendedgodmightpounceuponhimoutofsomeastralambuscadeatanymoment.“Imeantwell,foryouandfor
Chalion.”
Belatedly,itdawneduponCazarilthatwhilenooneatcourtbuthimselfandUmegatknewjustwhoseprayershadhurriedDondo…well,notoutoftheworld,butoutofhislife—allknewthattheroyessehadbeenprayingforrescue.None,Cazarilthought,suspectedoraccusedherofworkingdeathmagic—ofcourse,neitherdidthey
suspectoraccusehim—nevertheless,Isellewashere,andDondowasgone.EverythinkingcourtiermustbeunnervedbyDondo’smysteriousdeath,andsomemorethanalittle.
“Nomarriageshallbeofferedtoyouinfuturewithoutyourprioraccordance,”saidOrico,withuncharacteristicfirmness.“That,Ipromiseyouuponmyownheadand
crown.”
Itwasasolemnoath;Cazaril’sbrowsrose.Oricomeantit,apparently.Isellepursedherlips,thenacceptedthiswithaslight,warynod.
Afaintdrybreath,puffedthroughfemininenostrils—Cazaril’seyeswenttoRoyinaSara.Herfacewasshadowedbythewindowembrasure,buthermouthtwistedbriefly
insomesmallironyatherhusband’swords.CazarilconsideredwhatsolemnpromisesOricohadbrokentoher,andlookedaway,discomfited.
“Bythesametoken,”Oricoskippedtohisnextevasionlikeamancrossingstepping-stonesonasteam,“ourmourningmakesittoosoontoofferyoutoIbra.TheFoxmayconstrueaninsultinthis
haste.”
Isellemadeagestureofimpatience.“Butifwewait,Bergonislikelytobesnatchedup!TheroyseisnowtheHeir,he’sofmarriageableage,andhisfatherwantssafetyonhisborders.TheFoxisboundtobarterhimforanally—adaughterofthehighmarchofYiss,perhaps,orarichDarthacannoblewoman,and
Chalionwillhavelostitschance!”
“It’stoosoon.Toosoon.Idon’tdisagreethatyourargumentsaregood,andmayhavetheirday.Indeed,theFoxmadediplomaticinquiriesforyourhandsomeyearsago,Iforgetforwhichson,butallwasbrokenoffwhenthetroublesinSouthIbraerupted.Nothingisfixed.Why,mypoorBrajaran
motherwasbetrothedfivedifferenttimesbeforeshewasfinallywedtoRoyaIas.Takepatience,calmyourself,andawaitamoreseemlytime.”
“Ithinknowisanexcellenttime.Iwanttoseeyoumakeadecision,announceit,andstandbyit—beforeChancellordyJironalreturns.”
“Ah,um,yes.Andthat’s
anotherthing.Icannotpossiblytakeastepofthisgravenaturewithoutconsultationwithmychiefnobleandtheotherlordsincouncil.”Oriconoddedtohimself.
“Youdidn’tconsulttheotherlordsthelasttime.Ithinkyou’remoststrangelyafraidtodoanythingdyJironaldoesn’tapprove.WhoisroyainCardegoss,anyway,Orico
dyChalionorMartoudyJironal?”
“I—I—Iwillthinkonyourwords,dearsister.”Oricomadecravenlittlewaving-awaymotionswithhisfathands.
Iselle,afteramomentspentstaringathimwithaburningintensitythatmadehimwrithe,acceptedthiswithasmall,provisionalnod.“Yes,
dothinkonmypetition,mylord.I’llaskyouagaintomorrow.”
Withthispromise—orthreat—shemadecourtesyagaintoOricoandSaraandwithdrew,BetrizandCazariltrailing.
“Tomorrowandeverydaythereafter?”Cazarilinquiredinanundervoiceasshesaileddownthecorridorinasavagerustlingofskirts.
“EverydaytillOricoyields,”sherepliedthroughsetteeth.“Planonit,Cazaril.”
WINTRYYELLOWLIGHTSLANTEDTHROUGHGRAYcloudslaterthatafternoonasCazarilmadehiswayoutoftheZangretothestableblock.Hepulledhisfineembroideredwoolcoataroundhimanddrewinhisnecklikeaturtleagainstthedamp,coldwind.Whenhe
openedhismouthandexhaled,hecouldmakehisbreathmistinalittlecloudbeforehim.Heblewafewpuffsattheghoststhat,palealmosttoinvisibilityinthesunlight,bobbedperpetuallyafterhim.Adampfrostrimedthecobblesbeneathhisfeet.Hepushedthemenagerie’sheavydoorasidejustenoughtonipwithinandpulleditshutagainimmediatelythereafter.Hestooda
moment,lettinghiseyesadjusttothedarkerinterior,andsneezedfromthesweetdustofthehay.
Thethumblessgroomsetdownapail,hurrieduptohim,bowed,andmadewelcomingnoises.
“IhavecometoseeUmegat,”Cazariltoldhim.Thelittleoldmanbowedagainandbeckonedhimonward.Heled
Cazarildowntheaisle.Thebeautifulanimalsalllurchedtothefrontoftheirstallstosnortathim,andthesandfoxesjumpedupandyippedexcitedlyashepassed.
Astone-walledchamberatthefarendprovedtobeatackroomconvertedtoaworkandleisureroomforthemenagerie’sservants.Asmallfireburnedcheerfullyinafieldstonefireplace,taking
thechilloff.Thefaint,pleasantscentofwoodsmokecombinedwiththatofleather,metalpolish,andsoaps.Thewool-stuffedcushionsonthechairstowhichthegroomgesturedhimwerefadedandworn,andtheoldworktablewasstainedandscarred.Buttheroomwasswept,andtheglazedwindows,oneoneithersideofthefireplace,hadthelittleroundpanessetintheirleadspolishedclean.
Thegroommadenoisesandshuffledoutagain.
Inafewminutes,Umegatentered,wipinghishandsdryonaclothandstraighteninghistabard.“Welcome,mylord,”hesaidsoftly.Cazarilfeltsuddenlyuncertainofhisetiquette,whethertostandasforasuperiororsitasforaservant.TherewasnocourtRoknarigrammaticalmodeforsecretarytosaint.Hesat
upandhalfbowedfromthewaist,awkwardly,bywayofcompromise.“Umegat.”
Umegatclosedthedoor,assuringprivacy.Cazarilleanedforward,claspinghishandsuponthetabletop,andspokewiththeurgencyofpatienttophysician.“YouseetheghostsoftheZangre.Doyoueverhearthem?”
“Notnormally.Haveyou?”
UmegatpulledoutachairandseatedhimselfatrightanglestoCazaril.
“Notthese—”Hebattedawaythemostpersistentone,whichhadfollowedhiminside.Umegatpursedhislipsandflippedhisclothatit,anditflittedoff.“Dondo’s.”Cazarildescribedlastnight’sinternaluproar.“Ithoughthewastryingtobreakout.Canhesucceed?Ifthegoddess’s
gripfails?”
“Iamcertainnoghostcanoverpoweragod,”saidUmegat.
“That’s…notquiteananswer.”Cazarilbrooded.PerhapsDondoandthedemonmeanttokillhimfromsheerexhaustion.“Canyouatleastsuggestawaytoshuthimup?Puttingmyheadunderthepillowwasnohelp
atall.”
“Thereisakindofsymmetrytoit,”observedUmegatslowly.“Outerghoststhatyoumayseebutnothear,innerghoststhatyoumayhearbutnotsee…iftheBastardhasahandinit,itmayhavesomethingtodowithmaintainingbalance.Inanycase,Iamsureyourpreservationwasnoaccidentandwouldnotbeaccidentally
withdrawn.”
Cazarilabsorbedthisforamoment.Dailyduties,eh.Today’shadbroughtsomecuriousturns.Hespokenowascomradetocomrade.“Umegat,listen,I’vehadanidea.WeknowthecursehasfollowedtheHouseofChalion’smaleline,FonsatoIastoOrico.YetRoyinaSarawearsnearlyasdarkashadowasOricodoes,and
sheisnospawnofFonsa’sloins.Shemusthavemarriedintothecurse,yes?”
ThefinelinesofUmegat’sfacedeepenedwithhisfrown.“SaraalreadyboretheshadowwhenIfirstcame,yearsago,butIsuppose…yes,itmusthavebeenso.”
“Istalikewise,presumably?”
“Presumably.”
“So—couldIsellemarryoutofthecurse?Sheditwithhermarriagevows,whensheleavesherfamilyofbirthbehindandentersintothefamilyofherhusband?Orwouldthecursefollowhertotaintthemboth?”
Umegat’sbrowswentup.“Idon’tknow.”
“Butyoudon’tknowthatit’simpossible?Iwasthinking
thatitmightbeawaytosalvage…something.”
Umegatsatback.“Possibly.Idon’tknow.Itwasneveraploytoconsider,forOrico.”
“Ineedtoknow,Umegat.RoyesseIselleispushingOricotoopennegotiationsforhermarriageoutofChalion.”
“ChancellordyJironalwillsurelynotallowthat.”
“Iwouldnotunderestimateherpowersofpersuasion.SheisnotanotherSara.”
“NeitherwasSara,once.Butyouareright.Oh,mypoorOrico,tobepressedbetweentwosuchgrindingstones.”
Cazarilbithislip,andpausedalongtimebeforeventuringhisnextquery.“Umegat…you’vebeenobservingthiscourtformanyyears.Wasdy
Jironalalwayssopoisonousapeculator,orhasthecurseslowlybeencorruptinghim,too?Didthecursedrawsuchamantohispositionofpower,orwouldanymantryingtoservetheHouseofChalionbecomesocorroded,intime?”
“Youaskveryinterestingquestions,LordCazaril.”Umegat’sgrayingbrowsdrewdowninthought.“I
wishIhadbetteranswers.MartoudyJironalwasalwaysforcible,intelligent,able.Weshallleaveasideconsiderationofhisyoungerbrother,whomadehisreputationasastrongarminthefield,notastrongheadinthecourt.WhenhefirsttookupthepostofchancellorIwouldhavejudgedtheelderdyJironalnomoresusceptibletothetemptationsofprideandgreedthanany
otherhighlordofChalionwithaclantoprovidefor.”
Faintenoughpraise,that.Andyet…
“YetIthink…”UmegatseemedtocontinueCazaril’sverythought,hiseyesrisingtomeethisguest’s,“thecursehasdonehimnogoodeither.”
“So…gettingridofdyJironalisnotthesolutiontoOrico’s
woes?Anothersuchman,perhapsworse,wouldsimplyriseinhisplace?”
Umegatopenedhishands.“Thecursetakesahundredforms,twistingeachgoodthingthatshouldbeOrico’saccordingtotheweaknessesofitsnature.Awifegrownbarreninsteadoffertile.Achiefadvisorcorruptinsteadofloyal.Friendsfickleinsteadoftrue,foodthat
sickensinsteadofstrengthening,andonandon.”
Asecretary-tutorgrowncowardlyandfoolishinsteadofbraveandwise?Ormaybejustfeyandmad…Ifanymanwhocamewithinthecurse’sambitwasvulnerable,washedestinedtobecomeIselle’splague,asdyJironalwasOrico’s?“AndTeidez,andIselle—mustallherchoices
falloutasillasOrico’s,ordoeshebearaspecialburden,beingtheroya?”
“IthinkthecursehasgrownworseforOricoovertime.”TheRoknari’sgrayeyesnarrowed.“Youhaveaskedmeadozenquestions,LordCazaril.Allowmetoaskyouone.HowcameyouintotheserviceofRoyesseIselle?”
Cazarilopenedhismouthand
satback,hismindjumpingfirsttothedaytheProvincarahadambushedhimwithherofferofemployment.Butno,beforethatcame…andbeforethatcame…HefoundhimselfinsteadtellingUmegatofthedayasoldieroftheDaughterastrideanervyhorsehaddroppedagoldcoininthemud,andhowhehadarrivedinValenda.Umegatbrewedteaatthelittlefireandpushedasteamingmugin
frontofCazaril,whopausedonlytolubricatehisdryingthroat.CazarildescribedhowIsellehaddiscomfitedthecrookedjudgeontheDaughter’sDay,and,atlength,howtheyhadallcometoCardegoss.
Umegatpulledonhisqueue.“Doyouthinkyourstepswerefatedfromthatfarback?Disturbing.Butthegodsareparsimonious,andtaketheir
chanceswheretheycanfindthem.”
“Ifthegodsaremakingthispathforme,thenwhereismyfreewill?No,itcannotbe!”
“Ah.”Umegatbrightenedatthisthornytheologicalpoint.“Ihavehadanotherthoughtonsuchfates,thatdeniesneithergodsnormen.Perhaps,insteadofcontrollingeverystep,the
godshavestartedahundredorathousandCazarilsandUmegatsdownthisroad.Andonlythosearrivewhochooseto.”
“ButamIthefirsttoarrive,orthelast?”
“Well,”saidUmegatdryly,“Icanpromiseyouyou’renotthefirst.”
Cazarilgrunted
understanding.Afteralittletimespentdigestingthis,hesaidsuddenly,“ButifthegodshavegivenyoutoOrico,andmetoIselle—thoughIthinkSomeonehasmadeaholymistake—whoisgivenfortheprotectionofTeidez?Shouldn’ttherebethreeofus?AmanoftheBrother,surely,thoughwhethertoolorsaintorfoolIknownot—orhavealltheboy’shundreddestinedprotectorsfallenby
theroadside,onebyone?Maybethemanisjustnothereyet.”AnewthoughtrobbedCazarilofbreath.“MaybeitwassupposedtohavebeendySanda.”Heleanedforward,buryinghisfaceinhishands.“IfIstayheretalkingtheologywithyoumuchlonger,IswearI’llendupdrinkingmyselfblindagain,justtomakemybrainstopspinningroundandroundinsidemyskull.”
“Addictiontodrinkisactuallyafairlycommonhazard,amongdivines,”saidUmegat.
“Ibegintoseewhy.”Cazariltiltedbackhisheadtocatchthelasttrickleoftea,growncoldinhiscup,andsetitdown.“Umegat…ifImustaskofeveryactionnotonlyifitiswiseorgood,butalsoifit’stheoneI’msupposedtochoose,Ishallgomad.
Madder.I’llendupcurledinacornernotdoinganythingatall,exceptmaybemumblingandweeping.”
Umegatchuckled—cruelly,Cazarilthought—butthenshookhishead.“Youcannotoutguessthegods.Holdtovirtue—ifyoucanidentifyit—andtrustthatthedutysetbeforeyouisthedutydesiredofyou.Andthatthetalentsgiventoyouarethetalents
youshouldplaceinthegods’service.Believethatthegodsaskfornothingbackthattheyhavenotfirstlenttoyou.Notevenyourlife.”
Cazarilrubbedhisface,andinhaled.“ThenIshallbendallmyeffortstopromotingthismarriageofIselle’s,tobreaktheholdofthecurseuponher.Imusttrustmyreason,orwhyelsedidthegoddesschooseareasonable
manforIselle’sguardian?”Thoughheaddedunderhisbreath,“Atleast,Iusedtobeareasonableman…”Henodded,farmorefirmlythanhefelt,andpushedbackhischair.“Prayforme,Umegat.”
“Everyhour,mylord.”
ITWASGROWINGDARKWHENLADYBETRIZBROUGHTataperintoCazaril’sofficeanddriftedaboutforamoment
lightinghisreadingcandlesintheirglassvases.Hesmiledandnoddedthanks.Shesmiledbackandblewouthertaper,butthenpaused,notyetreturningtothewomen’schambers.Shestood,Cazarilobserved,inthesamespotwheretheyhadpartedthenightofDondo’sdeath.
“Thingsseemtobesettlingdownalittlenow,thankthegods,”sheremarked.
“Yes.Alittle.”Cazarillaiddownhisquill.
“Ibegintobelieveallwillbewell.”
“Yes.”Hisstomachcramped.No.
Alongpause.Hepickeduphisquillagain,anddippedit,althoughhehadnothingmoretowrite.
“Cazaril,mustyoubelieveyouareabouttodieinordertobringyourselftokissalady?”shedemandedabruptly.
Heduckedhishead,flushing,andclearedhisthroat.“Mydeepestapologies,LadyBetriz.Itwon’thappenagain.”
Hedarednotlookup,lestshetryanewtobreakthroughhis
fragilebarriers.Lestshesucceed.Oh,Betriz,donotsacrificeyourdignitytomyfutility!
Hervoicegrewstiff.“I’mverysorrytohearthat,Castillar.”
Hekepthiseyesonhisledgerasherfootstepsretreated.
SEVERALDAYSPASSED,ASISELLECONTINUEDHERcampaignuponOrico.Severalnightspassed,madeghastlyforCazarilbythehowlsofDondo’ssoulinitsprivatetorment.Thisintestinalvisitationdidindeedprovetobenightly,aquarterofanhourreprisingtheterrorofthatdeath.Cazarilcouldnotfalltosleepbeforethemidnightinterlude,insickapprehension,norforlong
afterit,inshakenresonance,andhisfacegrewgraywithfatigue.Theblurryoldphantasmsbegantoseempleasantpetsbycomparison.Therewasnowayhecoulddrinkenoughwine,nightly,tosleepthroughit,sohesethimselftoendure.
Oricoenduredhissister’svisitationswithlessfortitude.Hetooktoavoidingherinincreasinglybizarreways,but
shebrokeinuponhimanyway,inchamber,kitchen,andonce,toNandyVrit’sscandal,hissteambath.Thedayherodeouttohishuntinglodgeintheoakwoodsatdawn,Isellefollowedpromptlyafterbreakfast.CazarilwasrelievedtonotethathisownspectralretinuefellbehindastheyrodeoutoftheZangre,asthoughboundtotheirplaceofdeath.
ItwasclearthatthefastgallopwasaninexpressiblejoytoIselle,assheshookouttheknotsandstrainsofhertrammeledexistenceinthecastle.Adayinthesaddleinthecrispearly-winterair,goingandreturningfromanotherwisefutileinterview,brightenedhereyeandputcolorinhercheeks.LadyBetrizwasnolessinvigorated.ThefourBaocianguardstoldofftoridewith
themkeptup,butonlyjust,laboringalongwiththeirhorses;Cazarilconcealedagony.Hepassedbloodagainthatevening,whichhe’dnotdoneforsomedays,andDondo’snightlyserenadeprovedespeciallyshatteringbecause,forthefirsttime,Cazaril’sinwardearcouldmakeoutwordsinthecries.Theyweren’twordsthatmadeanysense,buttheyweredistinguishable.Would
morefollow?
Dreadinganothersuchride,CazarilwearilyclimbedthestairstoIselle’schamberslatethenextmorning.Hehadjusteasedhimselfstifflyintohischairathisdeskandtakenuphisaccountbook,whenRoyinaSaraappeared,accompaniedbytwoofherladies.ShewaftedpastCazarilinacloudofwhitewool.Hescrambledtohis
feetinsurpriseandboweddeeply;sheacknowledgedhisexistencewithafaint,farawaynod.
Aflurryoffemininevoicesintheforbiddenchambersbeyondannouncedhervisittohersister-in-law.Boththeroyina’sladies-in-waitingandNandyVritwereexiledtothesittingroom,wheretheysatsewingandquietlygossiping.Afterabouthalfan
hour,RoyinaSaracameoutagainandcrossedthroughCazaril’sofficeantechamberwiththesameunsmilingabstraction.
Betrizfollowedshortly.“Theroyessebidsyouattenduponherinhersittingchamber,”shetoldCazaril.Herblackeyebrowswerecrimpedtightwithworry.Cazarilroseatonceandfollowedherinside.
Isellesatinacarvedchair,herhandsclencheduponitsarms,paleandbreathingheavily.“Infamous!Mybrotherisinfamous,Cazaril!”shetoldhimashemadehisbowandpulledastooluptoherknee.
“Mylady?”heinquired,andlethimselfdownascarefullyashecould.Lastnight’sbellycrampstilllingered,andstabbedhimifhemovedtoo
quickly.
“Nomarriagewithoutmyconsent,aye,hespokethattrulyenough—butnonewithoutdyJironal’sconsent,either!Sarahaswhisperedittome.Afterhisbrother’sdeath,butbeforeherodeoutofCardegosstoseekthemurderer,thechancellorclosetedhimselfwithmybrotherandpersuadedhimtomakeacodiciltohiswill.In
theeventofOrico’sdeath,thechancellorismaderegentformybrotherTeidez—”
“Ibelievethatarrangementhasbeenknownforquitesometime,Royesse.Thereisaregencycouncilsetuptoadvisehim,aswell.TheprovincarsofChalionwouldnotletthatmuchpowerpasstooneoftheirnumberwithoutacheck.”
“Yes,yes,Iknewthat,but—”
“Thecodicildoesnotattempttoabolishthecouncil,doesit?”askedCazarilinalarm.“Thatwouldsetthelordsinanuproar.”
“No,thatpartisleftallasitwas.Butformerly,IwastobethewardofmygrandmotherandmyuncletheprovincarofBaocia.Now,Iamtobetransferredto
dyJironal’sownwardship.Thereisnocounciltocheckthat!Andlisten,Cazaril!ThetermofhisguardianshipissettobeuntilImarry,andpermissionformymarriageisleftentirelyinhishands!HecankeepmeunwedtillIdieofoldage,ifhechooses!”
Cazarilconcealedhisuneaseandheldupasoothinghand.“Surelynot.Hemustdieofoldagelongbeforeyou.And
wellbeforethat,whenTeidezcomestohisman’sestateandthefullpowersoftheroyacy,hecanfreeyouwitharoyaldecree.”
“Teidez’smajorityissetattwenty-fiveyears,Cazaril!”
Adecadeago,Cazarilwouldhavesharedheroutrageatthislengthyterm.Nowitsoundedmorelikeagoodidea.Butnot,granted,with
dyJironalinthesaddleinstead.
“Iwouldbealmosttwenty-eightyearsold!”
Twelvemoreyearsforthecursetoworkuponher,andwithinher…no,itwasnotgoodbyanymeasure.
“Hecoulddismissyoufrommyhouseholdinstantly!”
YouhaveanotherPatroness,whohasnotchosentodismissmeyet.“Igrantyouhavecauseforconcern,Royesse,butdon’tborrowtroublebeforeitstime.NoneofthismatterswhileOricolives.”
“Heisnotwell,Sarasays.”
“Heisnotveryfit,”Cazarilagreedcautiously.“Buthe’snotbyanymeansanoldman.He’sbarelymorethanforty.”
BytheexpressiononIselle’sface,shefoundthatquiteagedenough.“Heismore…not-wellthanheappears.Sarasays.”
Cazarilhesitated.“Isshethatintimatewithhim,toknowthis?Ihadthoughtthemestranged.”
“Idon’tunderstandthem.”Iselleknuckledhereyes.“Oh,Cazaril,itwastruewhat
Dondotoldme!Ithought,later,thatitmighthavebeenjustahorridlietofrightenme.Sarawassodesperateforachild,sheagreedtoletdyJironaltry,whenOrico…couldnot,anymore.Martouwasnotsobad,shesaid.Hewasatleastcourteous.Itwasonlywhenhecouldnotgetherwithchildeitherthathisbrothercajoledhimtolethimintotheventure.Dondowasdreadful,andtookpleasurein
herhumiliation.ButCazaril,Oricoknew.HehelpedpersuadeSaratothisoutrage.Idon’tunderstand,becauseOricosurelydoesnothateTeidezsomuchhe’dwishtosetdyJironal’sbastardinhisplace.”
“No.”Andyes.AsonofdyJironalandSarawouldnotbeadescendantofFonsatheFairly-wise.Oricomusthavereasonedthatsuchachild
mightgrowuptofreetheroyacyofChalionfromtheGoldenGeneral’sdeathcurse.Adesperatemeasure,butpossiblyaneffectiveone.
“RoyinaSara,”Iselleadded,hermouthcrooking,“saysifdyJironalfindsDondo’smurderer,sheplanstopayforhisfuneral,pensionhisfamily,andhaveperpetualprayerssungforhiminthetempleofCardegoss.”
“That’sgoodtoknow,”saidCazarilfaintly.Althoughhehadnofamilytopension.Hehunchedoveralittleandsmiledtohideagrimaceofpain.So,notevenSara,whohadfilledIselle’smaidenearswithdetailsofshockingintimacy,hadtoldherofthecurse.AndhewascertainnowthatSara,too,knewofit.Orico,Sara,dyJironal,Umegat,probablyIsta,possiblyeventheProvincara,
andnotonehadchosentoburdenthesechildrenwithknowledgeofthedarkcloudthathungoverthem.Whowashetobetraythatimplicitconspiracyofsilence?
Noonetoldme,either.DoIthankthemnowfortheirconsideration?When,then,didTeidez’sandIselle’sprotectorsplantoletthemknowofthegeasthatwrappedthemround?Did
Oricoexpecttotellthemonhisdeathbed,ashe’dbeentoldbyhisfatherIas?
HadCazariltherighttotellIsellesecretsthathernaturalguardianschosetoconceal?
Washepreparedtoexplaintoherjusthowhehadfounditallout?
HeglancedatLadyBetriz,seatednowonanotherstool
andanxiouslywatchingherdistressedroyalmistress.EvenBetriz,whoknewquitewellthathehadattempteddeathmagic,didnotknowthathehadsucceeded.
“Idon’tknowwhattotrynext,”moanedIselle.“Oricoisuseless.”
CouldIselleescapethiscursewithouteverhavingtoknowofit?Hetookadeepbreath,
forwhathewasabouttosayskirtedtreason.“Youcouldtakestepstoarrangeyourmarriageyourself.”
Betrizstirredandsatup,hereyeswideningathim.
“What,insecret?”saidIselle.“Frommyroyalbrother?”
“Certainlyinsecretfromhischancellor.”
“Isthatlegal?”
Cazarilblewouthisbreath.“Amarriage,contractedandconsummated,cannotreadilybesetasideevenbyaroya.IfasufficientlylargecampofChalionesewerepersuadedtosupportyouinit—andaconsiderablefactionofoppositiontodyJironalexistsready-made—settingitasidewouldberenderedstillharder.”Andifsheweregot
outofChalionandplacedundertheprotectionof,say,asshrewdafather-in-lawastheFoxofIbra,shemightleavecurseandfactionbothbehindaltogether.Arrangingthemattersothatshedidn’tsimplytradebeingapowerlesshostageinonecourtforbeingapowerlesshostageinanotherwasthehardpart.Butatleastanuncursedhostage,eh?
“Ah!”Iselle’seyeslitwithapproval.“Cazaril,canitbedone?”
“Therearepracticaldifficulties,”headmitted.“Allofwhichhavepracticalsolutions.Themostcriticalistodiscoveramanyoucantrusttobeyourambassador.HemusthavethewittogainyouthestrongestpossiblepositioninnegotiationwithIbra,thesupplenesstoavoid
offendingChalion,nervetopassindisguiseacrossuneasyborders,strengthfortravel,loyaltytoyouandyoualone,andcourageinyourcausethatmustnotbreak.Amistakeinthisselectionwouldbefatal.”Possiblyliterally.
Shepressedherhandstogether,andfrowned.“Canyoufindmesuchaman?”
“Iwillbendmythoughtstoit,andlookaboutme.”
“Doso,LordCazaril,”shebreathed.“Doso.”
LadyBetrizsaid,inanoddlydryvoice,“Surelyyouneednotlookfar.”
“Itcannotbeme.”Withaswallow,heconvertedIcouldfalldeadatyourfeetatanymomentto,“Idarenotleave
youherewithoutprotection.”
“Weshallallthinkonit,”saidIsellefirmly.
THEFATHER’SDAYFESTIVITIESPASSEDQUIETLY.CHILLraindampenedthecelebrationsinCardegoss,andkeptmanyfromtheZangrefromattendingthemunicipalprocession,thoughORICOwentasaroyaldutyandasa
resultcontractedaheadcold.Heturnedthistoaccountbytakingtohisbedandavoidingeveryonethereby.TheZangre’sdenizens,stillinblackandlavenderforLordDondo,keptasoberFather’sFeast,withsacredmusicbutnodancing.
Theicyraincontinuedthroughtheweek.Cazaril,onesoddenafternoon,wascombiningpractical
applicationwithtutorialbyteachingBetrizandIsellehowtokeepaccounts,whenacrispraponthechamberdooroverrodeapage’sdiffidentvoiceannouncing,“TheMarchdyPalliarbegstoseemylorddyCazaril.”
“Palli!”Cazarilturnedinhischair,andleveredhimselftohisfeetwithahandonthetable.Brightdelightfloodedbothhisladies’faceswith
suddenenergy,drivingouttheennui.“iwasn’texpectingyouinCardegosssosoon!”
“NorwasI.”PallibowedtothewomenandfavoredCazarilwithatwistedgrin.Hedroppedacoininthepage’shandandjerkedhishead;theboybentdouble,inagradationthatindicateddeepapprovaloftheamountofthelargesse,andscamperedoff.
Pallicontinued,“Itookonlytwoofficersandrodehard;mytroopfromPalliarfollowsatapacethatwillnotdestroyhorses.”Heglancedaroundthechamberandshruggedhisbroadshoulders.“Goddessforfend!Ididn’tthinkIwasspeakingprophecy,lasttimeIwashere.Givesmeaworsechillthanthismiserablerain.”Hecastoffawater-spottedwoolencloak,revealingtheblue-and-whitegarbofan
officerofthedaughter’sorder,andranaruefulhandthroughthebrightdropsbeadinginhisdarkhair.HeclaspedhandswithCazaril,andadded,“Bastard’sdemons,Caz,youlookterrible!”
Cazarilcouldnot,alas,respondtothiswithaverywellput.Heinsteadturnedofftheremarkwithamumbleof,“It’stheweather,I
suppose.Itmakeseveryonedullanddrab.”
Pallistoodbackandstaredhimupanddown.“Weather?WhenlastIsawyou,yourskinwasnotthecolorofmoldydough,youdidn’thaveblackringsaroundyoureyeslikeastripedrock-rat,and,and,youlookedprettyfit,not—pale,pinched,andpotbellied.”Cazarilstraightenedup,indignantly
suckinginhisachinggut,asPallijerkedathumbathimandadded,“Royesse,youshouldgetyoursecretarytoaphysician.”
IsellestaredatCazarilinsuddendoubt,herhandgoingtohermouth,asifreallylookinghimforthefirsttimeinweeks.Which,hesupposed,shewas;herattentionshadbeenthoroughlyabsorbedbyher
owntroublesthroughtheselatedisasters.Betrizlookedfromoneofthemtotheother,andsetherteethonherlowerlip.
“Idon’tneedtoseeaphysician,”saidCazarilfirmly,loudly,andquickly.Oranyothersuchinterrogator,deargods.
“Soallmensay,interrorofthelancetandthepurgative.”
Palliwavedawaythisstungprotest.“Thelastoneofmysergeantswhodevelopedsaddleboils,Ihadtomarchintotheoldleech-handleratsword’spoint.Don’tlistentohim,Royesse.Cazaril”—hisfacesobered,andhemadeanapologetichalfbowtoIselle—“MayIspeaktoyouprivatelyforamoment?IpromiseIshallnotkeephimfromyoulong,Royesse.Icannotlinger.”
Gravely,Isellegrantedherroyalpermission.Cazaril,quicktocatchtheundertoneinPalli’svoice,ledhimnottohisofficeantechamberbutallthewaydownthestairstohisownchamber.Thecorridorwasempty,happily.Heclosedhisheavydoorfirmlybehindthem,tothwarthumaneavesdroppers.Thesenilespiritsmudgeskepttheirconfidences.
Cazariltookthechair,thebettertoconcealhislackofgraceinmovement.Pallisatontheedgeofthebed,foldedhiscloakbesidehim,andclaspedhishandslooselybetweenhisknees.
“Thedaughter’scouriertoPalliarmusthavemadeexcellenttimedespitethewintermuds,”saidCazaril,countingdaysinhishead.
Palli’sdarkbrowsrose.“Youknowofthatalready?I’dthoughtita,ah,quiteprivatecalltoconclave.Thoughitwillbecomeobvioussoonenough,astheotherlorddedicatsarriveinCardegoss.”
Cazarilshrugged.“Ihavemysources.”
“Idon’tdoubtit.AndsohaveImine.”Pallishookhisfingerathim.“Youaretheonly
intelligencerinthezangrethatIwouldtrust,atpresent.What,undertheGods’eyes,hasbeenhappeninghereatcourt?ThemostluridandgarbledtalesarecirculatingregardingourlateHolyGeneral’ssuddendemise.Anddelightfulasthepictureis,somehowIdon’treallythinkhewascarriedoffbodilybyaflightofdemonswithblazingwingscalleddownbytheRoyesseIselle’s
prayers.”
“Ah…notexactly.Hejustchokedtodeathinthemiddleofadrinkingfest,thenightbeforehiswedding.”
“Onhispoisonous,lyingtongue,onewouldwish.”
“Verynearly.”
Pallisniffed.“ThelorddedicatswhomLordDondo
putinafury—whoarenotonlyalltheoneshefailedtobuyoutright,butalsothosewho’vegrownashamedoftheirpurchasesince—havetakenhistaking-offasasignthewheelhasturned.AssoonasourquorumarrivesinCardegoss,wemeantostealamarchonthechancellorandpresentourowncandidateforHolyGeneraltoOrico.Orperhapsaslateofthreeacceptablemen,fromwhich
theroyamightchoose.”
“Thatwouldlikelygodownbetter.It’sadelicatebalancebetween…”Cazarilcutoff,loyaltyandtreason.“Too,dyjironalhashisownpowersinthetemple,aswellasintheZangre.Youdon’twantthisinfightingtoturntoougly.”
“EvendyJironalwouldnotdaredisruptthetemplebysettingsoldiersoftheson
uponsoldiersofthedaughter,”saidPalliconfidently.
“Mm,”saidCazaril.
“Atthesametime,someofthelorddedicats—namingnonamesrightnow—wanttogofarther.maybeassembleandpresentevidenceofenoughofboththeJironals’bribes,threats,peculations,andmalfeasancestoOricothatit
wouldforcehimtodismissdyJironalaschancellor.maketheRoyatakeastand.”
Cazarilrubbedhisnose,andsaidwarningly,“ForcingOricotostandwouldbeliketryingtobuildatoweroutofcustard.Idon’trecommendit.NorwillhereadilybepartedfromdyJironal.TheRoyareliesonhim…moredeeplythanIcanexplain.Yourevidencewouldneedto
beutterlyoverwhelming.”
“Yes,whichispartofwhatbringsmetoyou.”Pallileanedforwardintently.“Wouldyoubewillingtorepeat,underoathbeforethedaughter’sconclave,thetaleyoutoldmeinValendaabouthowtheJironalssoldyoutothegalleys?”
Cazarilhesitated.“Ihaveonlymywordtoofferas
proof,Palli.tooweaktotoppledyJironal,Iassureyou.”
“Notalone,no.Butitmightbejustthecointotipthescale,thestrawtolightthefire.”
Justthestrawtostandoutfromalltheothers?Didhewanttobeknownasthepivotofthisplot?Cazaril’slipsscrewedupindismay.
“Andyou’reamanofreputation,”Palliwentonpersuasively.
Cazariljerked.“Nogoodone,surely…!”
“What,everyoneknowsofRoyesseIselle’scleversecretary,themanwhokeepshisowncounsel—andhers—theBastionofGotorget—utterlyindifferenttowealth—”
“No,I’mnot,”Cazarilassuredhimearnestly.“Ijustdressbadly.Iquitelikewealth.”
“AndpossessingtheRoyesse’stotalconfidence.Anddon’tpretendacourtier’sgreedtome—withmyowneyesIsawyouturndownthreerichroknaribribestobetraygotorget,thelastwhileyouwerestarvingneartodeath,andIcan
producelivingwitnessestobackme.”
“well,ofcourseIdidn’t—”
“yourvoicewouldbelistenedtoincouncil,Caz!”
Cazarilsighed.“I…I’llthinkaboutit.Ihavenearerduties.SaythatI’llspeakinthesealedsessionifandonlyifyouthinkmytestimonywouldbetrulyneeded.
Templeinternalpoliticsarenobusinessofmine.”Atwingeinhisgutmadehimregretthatwordchoice.IfearIamafflictedwiththegoddess’sowninternalpolitics,justnow.
Palli’shappynodclaimedthisasafirmerassentthanCazarilquitewished.Herose,thankedCazaril,andtookhisleave.
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Twoafternoonslater,CazarilwassittingunguardedlyathisworktablemendinghispenswhenapageoftheZangreenteredhisantechamberandannounced,“HereisDedicatRojeras,inobediencetotheorderoftheRoyesseIselle,
m’lord.”
Rojeraswasamanofaboutforty,withsandyredhairrecedingalittlefromhisforehead,freckles,andkeenblueeyes.Theman’stradewasrecognizablebythegreenrobesofalaydedicatofCardegoss’sTempleHospitaloftheMother’sMercythatswungathisbriskstep,andhisrankbythemaster’sbraidsewnoverhis
shoulder.Cazarilknewatoncethatnoneofhisladiescouldbethequarry,ortheMother’sOrderwouldhavesentawomanphysician.Hestiffenedinalarm,butnoddedpolitely.HeroseandturnedtoconveythemessagetotheinnerchambersonlytofindLadyBetrizandtheroyessealreadyatthedoor,smilingunsurprisedgreetingstotheman.
Betrizdroppedahalfcurtseyinexchangeforthededicat’sdeepbow,andsaid,“ThisisthemanItoldyouabout,Royesse.TheMother’sseniordivinesayshehasmadeaspecialstudyofwastingdiseases,andhasapprenticeswho’vetraveledfromalloverChaliontobetaughtbyhim!”
So,LadyBetriz’sexcursiontothetempleyesterdayhadincludedmorethanprayers
andcharityofferings.IsellehadlesstolearnaboutcourtconspiraciesthanCazarilhadthought.She’dcertainlysmuggledthispasthimsmoothlyenough.Hewasambushed,andbyhisownladies.Hesmiledtightly,swallowinghisfear.Themanhadnoneoftheluminoussignsofsecondsightabouthim;whatcouldhetellfromCazaril’smerebody?
Isellelookedthephysicianoverandnoddedsatisfaction.“DedicatRojeras,pleaseexaminemysecretaryandreportbacktome.”
“Royesse,Idon’tneedtoseeaphysician!”AndImostespeciallydon’tneedaphysiciantoseeme.
“Thenallweshallwasteisatrifleoftime,”Isellecountered,“whichthegods
giveuseachdayallthesame.Uponpainofmydispleasure,Iorderyoutogowithhim,Cazaril.”Therewasnomistakingthedeterminationinhervoice.
DamnPalli,fornotonlyputtingthisintoherhead,butteachingherhowtoblockhisescape.Isellewastooquickastudy.Still…thephysicianwouldeitherdiagnoseamiracle,orhewouldnot.If
hedid,CazarilcouldcallforUmegat,andletthesaint,withhisundoubtedhighconnectionstotheTemple,dealwithit.Andifnot,whatharmwasinit?
Cazarilbowedobedient,ifstifflyoffended,assent,andledhisunwelcomevisitordownstairstohisbedchamber.LadyBetrizfollowed,toseethatherroyalmistress’sorderswerecarried
out.Sheofferedhimaquickapologeticsmile,buthereyeswereapprehensiveasCazarilclosedhisdooruponher.
ShutinwithCazaril,thephysicianmadehimsitbythewindowwhilehefelthispulseandpeeredintohiseyes,ears,andthroat.HebadeCazarilmakewater,whichhesniffedandstudiedinaglasstubehelduptothelight.Heinquiredafter
Cazaril’sbowels,andCazarilreluctantlyadmittedtotheblood.ThenCazarilwasrequiredtoundressandliedown,andsuffertohavehisheartandbreathinglistenedtobytheman’searpressedtohischest,andbepokedandproddedalloverhisbodybythecool,quickfingers.Cazarilhadtoexplainhowhecamebyhisfloggingscars;Rojeras’scommentsuponthemwerelimitedtosome
hair-raisingsuggestionsofhowhemightridCazarilofhisremainingadhesions,shouldCazarildesireitandgatherthenerve.Withal,Cazarilthoughthewouldprefertowaitandfalloffanotherhorse,andsaidso,whichonlymadeRojeraschuckle.
Rojeras’ssmilefadedashereturnedtoamorecareful,anddeeper,probingof
Cazaril’sbelly,feelingandleaningthiswayandthat.“Painhere?”
Cazaril,determinedtopassthisoff,saidfirmly,“No.”
“HowaboutwhenIdothis?”
Cazarilyelped.
“Ah.Somepain,then.”Morepoking.Morewincing.Rojeraspausedforatime,his
fingertipsjustrestingonCazaril’sbelly,hisgazeabstracted.Thenheseemedtoshakehimselfawake.HeremindedCazarilofUmegat.
RojerasstillsmiledasCazarildressedhimselfagain,buthiseyeswereshadowedwiththought.
Cazarilofferedencouragingly,“Speak,Dedicat.Iamamanof
reason,andwillnotfalltopieces.”
“Isitso?Good.”Rojerastookabreathandsaidplainly,“Mylord,youhaveamostpalpabletumor.”
“Is…thatit,”saidCazaril,gingerlyseatinghimselfagaininhischair.
Rojeraslookedupswiftly.“Thisdoesnotsurpriseyou?”
Notasmuchasmylastdiagnosisdid.Cazarilthoughtlonginglyofwhatareliefitwouldbetolearnthathisrecurringbellycrampwassuchanatural,normallethality.Alas,hewasquitecertainthatmostpeople’stumorsdidn’tscreamobscenitiesattheminthemiddleofthenight.“Ihavehadreasonstothinksomethingwasnotright.Butwhatdoesthismean?What
doyouthinkwillhappen?”Hekepthisvoiceasneutralaspossible.
“Well…”RojerassatontheedgeofCazaril’svacatedbedandlacedhisfingerstogether.“Therearesomanykindsofthesegrowths.Somearediffuse,someknottedorencapsulated,somekillswiftly,somesitthereforyearsandhardlyseemtogivetroubleatall.Yoursseemsto
beencapsulated,whichishopeful.Thereisonecommonsort,akindofcystthatfillswithliquid,thatonewomanIcaredforheldforovertwelveyears.”
“Oh,”saidCazaril,andproducedaheartenedsmile.
“Itgrewtooverahundredpoundsbythetimeshedied,”thephysicianwenton.Cazarilrecoiled,butRojeras
continuedblithely,“Andthereisanother,amostinterestingonethatIhaveonlyseentwiceinmyyearsofstudy—aroundmassthat,whenopened,provedtocontainknotsoffleshwithhairandteethandbones.Onewasinawoman’sbelly,whichalmostmadesense,butanotherwasinaman’sleg.Itheorizethattheywereengenderedbyanescapeddemon,tryingtogrowto
humanform.Ifthedemonhadsucceeded,Ipositthatitmighthavecheweditswayoutandenteredtheworldinfleshlyform,whichwouldsurelyhavebeenanabomination.Ihaveforlongwishedtofindsuchanotheroneinapatientwhowasstillalive,thatImightstudyitandseeifmytheoryisso.”HeeyedCazarilinspeculation.
Withthegreatesteffort,
Cazarilkepthimselffromjoltingupandscreaming.Heglanceddownathisswollenbellyinterror,andcarefullyaway.Hehadthoughthisafflictionspiritual,notphysical.Ithadnotoccurredtohimthatitcouldbebothatonce.Thiswasanintrusionofthesupernaturalintothesolidthatseemedalltooplausible,givenhiscase.Hechokedout,“Dotheygrowtoahundredpounds,too?”
“ThetwoIexcisedweremuchsmaller,”Rojerasassuredhim.
Cazarillookedupinsuddenhope.“Youcancutthemout,then?”
“Oh—onlyfromdeadpersons,”saidthephysicianapologetically.
“But,but…mightitbedone?”Ifamanwerebraveenough
toliedownandofferhimselfincoldbloodtorazor-edgedsteel…iftheabominationcouldbecarvedoutwiththebrutalspeedofanamputation…Wasitpossibletophysicallyexciseamiracle,ifthatmiraclewereinfactmadeflesh?
Rojerasshookhishead.“Onanarmoraleg,maybe.Butthis…Youwereasoldier—you’vesurelyseenwhat
happenswithdirtybellywounds.Evenifyouchancedtosurvivetheshockandpainofthecutting,thefeverwouldkillyouwithinafewdays.”Hisvoicegrewmoreearnest.“Ihavetrieditthreetimes,andonlybecausemypatientsthreatenedtokillthemselvesifIwouldnottry.Theyalldied.Idon’tcaretokillanymoregoodpeoplethatway.Donotteaseandtormentyourselfwithsuch
desperateimpossibilities.Takewhatyoucanoflifemeantime,andpray.”
Itwasprayingthatgotmeintothis—orthisintome…“Donottelltheroyesse!”
“Mylord,”saidthephysiciangravely,“Imust.”
“ButImustnot—notnow—shemustnotdismissmetomybed!Icannotleaveher
side!”Cazaril’svoiceroseinpanic.
Rojeras’sbrowsrose.“Yourloyaltycommendsyou,LordCazaril.Calmyourself!Thereisnoneedforyoutotaketoyourbedbeforeyoufeeltheneed.Indeed,suchlightdutiesasmaycomeyourwayinherservicemayoccupyyourmindandhelpyoutocomposeyoursoul.”
Cazarilbreatheddeeply,anddecidednottodisabuseRojerasofhispleasantillusionsaboutservicetotheHouseofChalion.“AslongasyoumakeitclearthatIamnottobeexiledfrommypost.”
“Aslongasyougraspthatthisisnotalicensetoexertyourselfunduly,”Rojerasreturnedsternly.“Youareplainlyinneedofmorerest
thanyouhaveallowedyourself.”
Cazarilnoddedhastyagreement,tryingtolookatoncebiddableandenergetic.
“Thereisoneotherimportantthing,”Rojerasadded,stirringasiftotakehisleavebutnotyetrising.“Ionlyaskthisbecause,asyousay,youareamanofreason,andIthinkyoumightunderstand.”
“Yes?”saidCazarilwarily.
“Uponyourdeath—longdelayed,wemustpray—mayIhaveyournoteofhandsayingImightcutoutyourtumorformycollection?”
“Youcollectsuchhorrors?”Cazarilgrimaced.“Mostmencontentthemselveswithpaintings,oroldswords,orivorycarvings.”Offensestruggledwithcuriosity,and
lost.“Um…howdoyoukeepthem?”
“Injarsofwinespirits.”Rojerassmiled,afaintembarrassedflushcoloringhisfairskin.“Iknowitsoundsgruesome,butIkeephoping…ifonlyIlearnenough,somedayIwillunderstand,somedayIwillbeabletofindsomewaytokeepthesethingsfromkillingpeople.”
“Surelytheyarethegods’darkgifts,andwecannotinpietyresistthem?”
“Weresistgangrene,byamputation,sometimes.Weresisttheinfectionofthejaw,bydrawingoutthebadtooth.Weresistfevers,byapplicationsofheatandcold,andgoodcare.Foreverycure,theremusthavebeenafirsttime.”Rojerasfellsilent.Afteramomenthesaid,“Itis
clearthattheRoyesseIselleholdsyouinmuchaffectionandesteem.”
Cazaril,notknowingquitehowtorespondtothis,replied,“Ihaveservedhersincelastspring,inValenda.Ihadformerlyservedinhergrandmother’shousehold.”
“Sheisnotgiventohysterics,isshe?Highbornwomenaresometimes…”Rojerasgavea
littleshrug,inplaceofsayingsomethingrude.
“No,”Cazarilhadtoadmit.“Noneofherhouseholdare.Quitethereverse.”Headded,“Butsurelyyoudon’thavetotelltheladies,anddistressthem,so…sosoon?”
“OfcourseIdo,”saidthephysician,althoughinagentledtone.Herosetohisfeet.“Howcantheroyesse
choosegoodactionswithoutgoodknowledge?”
Analltoocogentpoint.Cazarilchewedonitinembarrassmentashefollowedthededicatbackupstairs.
Betrizleanedoutontothecorridoratthesoundoftheirapproachingsteps.“Ishegoingtobeallright?”shedemandedofRojeras.
Rojerasheldupahand.“Amoment,mylady.”
Theymadetheirwayintotheroyesse’ssittingchamber,whereIsellewaitedboltuprightonthecarvedchair,herhandstightinherlap.SheacceptedRojeras’sbowwithanod.Cazarildidn’twanttowatch,buthedidwanttoknowwhatwassaid,andsosankintothechairBetrizanxiouslydraggedupforhim,
andtowhichIsellepointed.Rojerasremainedstandinginthepresenceoftheroyesse.
“Mylady,”RojerassaidtoIselle,bowingagainasifinapologyforhisbluntness,“yoursecretaryisafflictedwithatumorinhisgut.”
Isellestaredathiminshock.Betriz’sfacedrainedofallexpression.Iselleswallowed,andsaid,“He’snot…not
dying,surely?”SheglancedfearfullyatCazaril.
Rojeras,losinghisgriponhisstatedprinciplesofforthrightnessinthefaceofthis,retreatedbrieflyintocourtlydissimulation.“Deathcomestoallmen,variously.ItisbeyondmyskillstosayhowlongLordCazarilmayyetlive.”HisglanceasidecaughtCazaril’shard,pleadingstare,andheadded
faithfully,“Thereisnoreasonhemaynotcontinueinhissecretarialdutiesaslongashefeelswellenough.Youshouldnotpermithimtoovertaxhimself,however.Byyourleave,Ishouldliketoreturneachweektoreexaminehim.”
“Ofcourse,”saidIsellefaintly.
Afterafewmorewordson
thesubjectofCazaril’sdietandduties,Rojerasmadeacourteousdeparture.
Betriz,tearsblurringhervelvetybrowneyes,choked,“Ididn’tthinkitwasgoingtobe—hadyouguessedthiswhen—Cazaril,Idon’twantyoutodie!”
Cazarilrepliedruefully,“Well,Idon’twantmetodieeither,sothatmakestwoof
us.”
“Three,”saidIselle.“Cazaril—whatcanwedoforyou?”
Cazaril,abouttoreply,nothing,seizedthisopportunityinsteadtorapoutfirmly,“Thisaboveall—kindlydonotdiscussthiswitheverycastlegossiper.Itismyearnestdesirethatthisstayprivateinformationfor—foraslongasmaybe.”For
onething,thenewsthatCazarilwasdyingmightgivedyJironalsomefreshideasabouthisbrother’sdeath.ThechancellorhadtoreturntoCardegosssoon,possiblyfrustratedenoughtostartrethinkinghismissingcorpseproblem.
Iselleacceptedthiswithaslownod,andCazarilwaspermittedtoreturntohisantechamber,wherehefailed
toconcentrateuponhisaccountbooks.AfterthethirdtimeLadyBetriztiptoedouttoinquireifhewantedanything,onceattheroyesse’sinstigationandtwiceonherown,Cazarilcounterattackedbydeclaringitwastimeforsomelong-neglectedgrammarlessons.Iftheyweren’tgoingtoleavehimalone,hemightaswellmakeuseoftheircompany.Histwopupilswerevery
subdued,ladylike,andsubmissivethisafternoon.Eventhoughthismeekstudiousvirtuewassomethinghe’dlongwishedfor,hefoundhimselfhopingitwouldn’tlast.
Still,theybrushedthroughthelessonsprettywell,eventhelongdrilloncourtRoknarigrammaticalmodes.Hispricklydemeanordidnotinviteconsolation.Theladies,
blesstheirsteadfastwits,didnotattempttoinflictanyonhim.Bytheendthetwoyoungwomenweretreatinghimalmostnormallyagain,asheplainlydesired,thougharoundBetriz’sgravemouthnodimplessolacedhim.
Isellerosetoshakeoutherknotsbypacingaboutthechamber;shestoppedtostareoutthewindowatthechillwintermistthatfilledthe
ravinebelowtheZangre’swalls.Sherubbedabsentlyathersleeve,andremarkedquerulously,“Lavenderisnotmycolor.It’slikewearingabruise.ThereistoomuchdeathinCardegoss.Iwishwe’dnevercomehere.”
Consideringitimpolitictoagree,Cazarilmerelybowed,andwithdrewtomakehimselfreadytogodowntodinner.
THEFIRSTFLAKESOFWINTERSNOWPOWDEREDTHEstreetsandwallsofCardegossthatweek,butmeltedoffintheafternoons.PallikeptCazarilinformedofthearrivalofhisfellowlorddedicats,filteringintothecapitalonebyone,andinturndecantedZangregossipfromhisfriend.Mutualaidandtrust,Cazarilreflected,butalsoadual
breachofthewallsthateachofthem,intheory,helpedtoman.YetifitevercamedowntochoosingsidesbetweentheTempleandtheZangre,Chalionwouldalreadyhavelost.
DyJironal,RoyseTeidezintow,returnedasifblowninbythecoldsoutheastwindthatalsodumpedanunwelcomegiftofsleetonthetowninpassing.To
Cazaril’srelief,thechancellorwasempty-handed,balkedofquarryinhisquestforjusticeandrevenge.NotellingfromdyJironal’ssetfaceifhehaddespairedofhishunt,orhadjustbeendrawnbackbyspies,ridinghardandfast,totellhimoftheforcesgatheringinCardegossthatwerenotofhisownsummoning.
Teidezdraggedbacktohis
quartersinthecastlelookingtired,sullen,andunhappy.Cazarilwasnotsurprised.ChasingdowneverydeathforthreeprovincesaroundthathadoccurredduringthenightofDondo’staking-offhadsurelybeengruesomeenoughevenwithoutthevileweather.
DuringhisbedazzlementbyDondo’spracticedsycophancy,Teidezhadneglectedhiseldersister’s
company.WhenhecametovisitIselle’schambersthatafternoon,hebothacceptedandreturnedasisterlyembrace,seemingmoreeagertotalktoherthanhehadforalongtime.Cazarilwithdrewdiscreetlytohisantechamberandsatwithhisaccountbooksopen,fiddlingwithhisdryingquill.SinceOricohadforabetrothalgiftassignedtherentsofsixtownstothesupportofhissister’s
household,andnottakenthembackwhenfuneralhadreplacedwedding,Cazaril’saccountsandcorrespondencehadgrownmorecomplex.
Helistenedmeditativelythroughtheopendoortotheriseandfalloftheyoungvoices.Teidezdetailedhistriptohissister’seagerears:themuddyroadsandflounderinghorses,thetenseandcrankymen,indifferent
foodandchillyquarters.Iselle,inavoicethatbetrayedmoreenvythansympathy,pointedouthowgoodapracticeitwasforhisfuturewintercampaigns.Thecauseofthejourneywasscarcelytoucheduponbetweenthem,Teidezstillbaffledandoffendedbyhissister’srejectionofhislatehero,andIselleapparentlyunwillingtoburdenhimwithknowledgeofthemoregrotesquecauses
ofherantipathy.
BesidesbeingshockedbythesuddenanddreadfulnatureofLordDondo’smurder,Teidezmustbeoneofthefewwho’dknownthemanwhogenuinelymournedhim.Andwhynot?DondohadflatteredandcajoledandmademuchofTeidez.He’dshoweredtheboywithgiftsandtreats,sometoxicallyinappropriateforhisage,andhowwas
Teideztograspthatgrownmen’sviceswerenotthesameasgrownmen’shonors?
TheelderdyJironalmustseemacoldandunresponsivecompanionbycomparison.TheexpeditionhadapparentlyleftatrailofdisruptionbehindasitsinquiriesgrewroughandreadyindyJironal’sfrustration.Worse,dyJironal,whoneededTeidez
desperately,wasinsufficientlyadeptatconcealinghowlittlehelikedhim,andhadlefthimtohishandlers—secretary-tutor,guards,andservants—treatinghimastailpieceratherthanlieutenant.Butif,ashissurlywordshinted,Teidezhadbeguntoreciprocatehischiefguardian’sdislike,itwassurelyforallthewrongreasons.Andifhisnew
secretarywastakingupanyoftheabandonedloadofhisnobleeducation,nothinginTeidez’stalegavehintofit.
Atlength,NandyVritbadetheyoungpeoplepreparefordinner,anddrewthevisittoaclose.TeidezwalkedslowlyoutthroughCazaril’santechamber,frowningathisboots.TheboywasgrownalmostastallashishalfbrotherOrico,hisroundface
hintingthatinfuturehemightgrowasbroadaswell,thoughfornowhekeptyouth’smuscularfitness.Cazarilturnedaleafinhisaccountbookatrandom,dippedhispenagain,andglancedupwithatentativesmile.“Howdoyoufare,mylord?”
Teidezshrugged,butthen,halfwayacrosstheroom,wheeledback,andcametoCazaril’stable.His
expressionwasnotmiffed—ornotmerelymiffed—buttiredandtroubledaswell.Hedrummedhisfingerbrieflyonthewood,andstareddownoverthepileofbooksandpapers.Cazarilfoldedhishandsandcasthimanencouraginglookofinquiry.
Teidezsaidabruptly,“There’ssomethingwronginCardegoss.Isn’tthere.”
ThereweresomanythingswronginCardegoss,CazarilscarcelyknewhowtotakeTeidez’swords.Hesaidcautiously,“Whatmakesyouthinkthat?”
Teidezmadealittlegesture,pulledshort.“Oricoissickly,anddoesnotruleasheshould.Hesleepssomuch,likeanoldman,buthe’snotthatold.Andeveryonesayshe’slosthis”—Teidez
coloredslightly,andhisgesturegrewvaguer—“youknow…cannotactasamanissupposedto,withawoman.Hasitneverstruckyouthatthereissomethinguncannyabouthisstrangeillness?”
Afteraslighthesitation,Cazariltemporized,“Yourobservationsareshrewd,Royse.”
“LordDondo’sdeathwas
uncanny,too.Ithinkit’sallofapiece!”
Theboywasthinking;good!“Youshouldtakeyourthoughtsto…”notdyJironal,“yourbrotherOrico.Heisthemostproperauthoritytoaddressthem.”CazariltriedtoimagineTeidezgettingastraightansweroutofOrico,andsighed.IfIsellecouldnotdrawsensefromtheman,withallherpassionate
persuasion,whathopehadthemuchlessarticulateTeidez?Oricowouldevadeanswerunlessstiffenedtoitinadvance.
ShouldCazariltakethistutelageintohisownhands?Notonlyhadhenotbeengivenauthoritytodisclosethestatesecret,hewasn’tevensupposedtoknowithimself.And…theknowledgeoftheGoldenGeneral’scurse
neededtocomestraighttoTeidezfromtheroya,notaroundhimordespitehim,lestittakeupasuspicioustingeofconspiracy.
He’dbeensilenttoolong.Teidezleanedforwardacrossthetable,eyesnarrowing,andhissed,“LordCazaril,whatdoyouknow?”
Iknowwedarenotleaveyouinignorancemuchlonger.
NorIselleeither.“Royse,Ishalltalktoyouofthislater.Icannotansweryoutonight.”
Teidez’slipstightened.Heswipedahandthroughhisdarkambercurlsinagestureofimpatience.Hiseyeswereuncertain,untrusting,and,Cazarilthought,strangelylonely.“Isee,”hesaidinableaktone,andturnedonhisheeltomarchout.Hislow-voicedmuttercarriedback
fromthecorridor,“Imustdoitmyself…”
Ifhemeant,talktoOrico,good.CazarilwouldgotoOricofirst,though,yes,andifthatprovedinsufficient,returnwithUmegattobackhimup.Hesethispensintheirjar,closedhisbooks,tookabreathtosteelhimselfagainstthetwingesthatstabbedhimwithsuddenmovement,andpushedtohis
feet.
ANINTERVIEWWITHORICOWASEASIERRESOLVEDuponthanaccomplished.TakinghimasstillanambassadorforIselle’sIbranproposal,theroyaduckedawayfromCazarilonsight,andsetthemasterofhischambertoofferupadozenexcusesforhisindisposition.Thematterwasmademoredifficultbytheneedforthisconversationto
takeplaceinprivate,justbetweenthetwoofthem,anduninterrupted.Cazarilwaswalkingdownthecorridorfromthebanquetinghallaftersupper,headdownandconsideringhowbesttocornerhisroyalquarry,whenathumponhisshoulderhalfspunhimaround.
Helookedup,andanapologyforhisclumsyabstractiondiedonhislips.Theman
he’drunintowasSerdyJoal,oneofDondo’snow-unemployedbravos—andwhatwereallthoseripesoulsdoingforpocketmoneythesedays?HadtheybeeninheritedbyDondo’sbrother?—flankedbyoneofhiscomrades,half-grinning,andSerdyMaroc,whofrowneduneasily.Themanwho’drunintohim,Cazarilcorrectedhimself.Thecandlelightfromthemirroredwallsconces
madebrightsparksintheyoungerman’salerteyes.
“Clumsyoaf!”roareddyJoal,soundingjustatriflerehearsed.“Howdareyoucrowdmefromthedoor?”
“Ibegyourpardon,SerdyJoal,”saidCazaril.“Mymindwaselsewhere.”Hemadeahalfbow,andbegantogoaround.
DyJoaldodgedsideways,blockinghim,andswungbackhisvest-cloaktorevealthehiltofhissword.“Isayyoucrowdedme.Doyougivemethelie,aswell?”
Thisisanambush.Ah.Cazarilstopped,hismouthtightening.Wearily,hesaid,“Whatdoyouwant,dyJoal?”
“Bearwitness!”DyJoalmotionedtohiscomradeand
dyMaroc.“Hecrowdedme.”
Hiscomradeobedientlyreplied,“Aye,Isaw,”thoughdyMaroclookedmuchlesscertain.
“Iseekatouchwithyouforthis,LordCazaril!”saiddyJoal.
“Iseethatyoudo,”saidCazarildryly.Butwasthisdrunkenstupidity,orthe
world’ssimplestformofassassination?Adueltofirstblood,approvedpracticeandoutletforhighspiritsamongyoungcourtlyhotheads,followedbyTheswordslipped,uponmyhonor!Heranuponit!andwhatevernumberofpaidwitnessesonecouldaffordtoconfirmit.
“IsayIwillhavethreedropsofyourblood,toclearthisslight.”Itwasthecustomary
challenge.
“Isayyoushouldgodipyourheadinabucketofwateruntilyousoberup,boy.Idonotduel.Eh?”Cazarilliftedhisarmsbriefly,handsout,flippinghisownvest-cloakopentoshowhe’dbornenoswordintodinner.“Letmepass.”
“Urrac,lendthecowardyoursword!Wehaveourtwo
witnesses.We’llhavethisoutside,now.”DyJoaljerkedhisheadtowardthedoorsatthecorridor’sendthatledoutintothemaincourtyard.
Thecomradeunbuckledhissword,grinned,andtossedittoCazaril.Cazarilliftedaneyebrow,butnothishand,andletthesheathedweaponclatter,uncaught,tohisfeet.Hekickeditbacktoitsowner.“Idonotduel.”
“ShallIcallyoucowarddirect?”demandedJoal.Hislipswereparted,andhisbreathalreadyrushinginhiselation,anticipatingbattle.Cazarilsawoutofthecornerofhiseyeacoupleofothermen,attractedbytheraisedvoices,advancecuriouslydownthecorridortowardthisknotofaltercation.
“Callmeanythingyouplease,dependingonhowmuchofa
foolyouwanttosound.Yourmouthingsarenaughttome,”sighedCazaril.Hedidhisbesttoprojectlanguidboredom,buthisbloodwaspulsingfasterinhisears.Fear?No.Fury…
“Youhavealord’sname.Haveyounolord’shonor?”
OnecornerofCazaril’smouthturnedup,notatallhumorously.“Theconfusion
ofmindyoudubhonorisadisease,forwhichtheRoknarigalley-mastershavethecure.”
“Somuchforyourhonor,then.Youshallnotrefusemethreedropsformine!”
“That’sright.”Cazaril’svoicewentoddlycalm;hisheart,whichhadsped,slowed.Hislipsdrewbackinastrangegrin.“That’sright,”he
breathedagain.
Cazarilhelduphislefthand,palmout,andwithhisrightjerkedouthisbeltknife,lastusedforcuttingbreadatsupper.DyJoal’shandspasmedonhisswordhilt,andhehalfdrew.
“Notwithintheroya’shall!”crieddyMarocanxiously.“Youknowyoumusttakeitoutside,dyJoal!Bythe
Brother,hehasnosword,youcannot!”
DyJoalhesitated;Cazaril,insteadofadvancingtowardhim,shookbackhisleftsleeve—anddrewhisknifebladeshallowlyacrosshisownwrist.Cazarilfeltnopain,none.Bloodwelled,gleamingdarkcarmineinthecandlelight,thoughnotspurtingdangerously.Akindofhazecloudedhisvision,
blockingouteveryonebuthimselfandthenowuncertainlygrinningyoungfoolwho’dhustledhimforatouch.I’llgiveyoutouch.Hespunhisknifebackintoitsbeltsheath.DyJoal,notyetwaryenough,lethisswordslidebackandliftedhishandfromit.Smiling,Cazarilhelduphishands,onearmbleeding,theotherbare.Thenhelunged.
HecaughtuptheshockeddyJoalandborehimbackwardtothewall,wherehelandedwithathumpthatreverberateddownthecorridor,onearmtrappedbehindhim.Cazaril’srighthandpressedunderdyJoal’schin,liftinghimfromhisfeetandpinninghimtothewallbyhisneck.Cazaril’srightkneegroundintodyJoal’sgroin.Hekeptupthepressure,todenydyJoalhis
trappedarm;theotherclawedathim,andhepinnedit,too,tothewall.DyJoal’swristtwistedintheslipperybloodofhisgrip,butcouldnotbreakfree.Thepurplingyoungmandidnot,ofcourse,cryout,thoughhiseyesrolledwhitely,andagruntinggarglebrokefromhislips.Hisheelshammeredthewall.ThebravosknewCazaril’scrookedhandshadheldapen;they’dforgottenhe’d
heldanoar.DyJoalwasn’tgoinganywherenow.
Cazarilsnarledinhisear,low-voicedbutaudibletoall,“Idon’tduel,boy.Ikillasasoldierkills,whichisasabutcherkills,asquickly,efficiently,andwithasleastrisktomyselfasIcanarrange.IfIdecideyoudie,youwilldiewhenIchoose,whereIchoose,bywhatmeansIchoose,andyouwill
neverseetheblowcoming.”HereleaseddyJoal’snow-enfeebledarmandbroughthisleftwristup,andpressedthebloodycuttohisterrifiedvictim’shalf-open,tremblingmouth.“Youwantthreedropsofmyblood,foryourhonor?Youshalldrinkthem.”BloodandspittlespurtedarounddyJoal’schatteringteeth,butthebravodidn’tevendaretrytobite,now.“Drink,damnyou!”
Cazarilpressedharder,smearingbloodalloverdyJoal’sface,fascinatedwiththevividnessofit,redstreaksonlividskin,thecatchofroughbeardstubbleagainsthiswrist,thebrightblurofthecandlelightreflectedinthewellingtearsspillingfromthestaringeyes.Hestaredintothem,watchingthemcloud.
“Cazaril,forthegods’sake
lethimbreathe.”DyMaroc’sdistressedcrybrokethroughCazaril’sredfog.
Cazarilreducedthepressureofhisgrip,anddyJoalinhaled,shuddering.Keepinghiskneeinplace,Cazarildrewbackhisbloodiedlefthandinafist,andplaced,veryprecisely,ahardblowtothebravo’sstomachthatshooktheairagain;dyJoal’skneesjerkedupwithit.Only
thendidCazarilstepbackandreleasetheman.
DyJoalfelltothefloorandbentoverhimself,gaspingandchoking,weeping,noteventryingtogetup.Afteramoment,hevomited.
CazarilsteppedacrossthemessoffoodandwineandbiletowardUrrac,wholurchedbackwarduntilstoppedbythefarwall.
Cazarilleanedintohisfaceandrepeatedsoftly,“Idon’tduel.Butifyouseektodielikeabludgeonedsteer,crossmeagain.”
Heturnedonhisheel;dyMaroc’sface,drainedwhite,waveredpasthisvision,hissing,“Cazaril,haveyougonemad?”
“Tryme.”Cazarilgrinnedfiercelyathim.DyMarocfell
back.Cazarilstrodedownthecorridorpastablurofmen,blooddropsstillspatteringoffhisfingersasheswunghisarms,andoutintothechillshockofthenight.Theclosingdoorcutoffarisingbabbleofvoices.
Healmostranacrosstheicycobblesofthecourtyardtowardthemainblockandrefuge,bothhisstepsandhisbreathgrowingfasterandless
evenassomething—sanity,delayedterror?—-seepedbackintohismind.Hisbellycrampedviolentlyashemountedthestonestairs.Hisfingersshooksobadlyashefumbledouthiskeytolethimselfintohisbedchamberthathedroppedittwiceandhadtousebothhands,bracedagainstthedoor,tofinallyguideitintothelock.Helockedthedooragainbehindhim,andfell,wheezingand
groaning,acrosshisbed.Hisattendantghostshadfledintohidingduringtheconfrontation,theirdesertionunnoticedbyhimatthetime.Herolledontohisside,andcurledaroundhisachingstomach.Now,atlast,hiscutwristbegantothrob.Sodidhishead.
He’dseenmengoberserkafewtimes,inthemadnessofbattle.He’djustnever
imaginedwhatitmustfeellikefromtheinside,before.Noonehadmentionedthefloatingexhilaration,intoxicatingaswineorsex.Anunusual,butnatural,resultofnerves,mortality,andfright,jammedtogetherintoosmallaspace,tooshortatime.Notunnatural.Not…thethinginhisbellyreachingouttotwistandtauntandtrickhimintodeath,anditsownrelease….
Oh.
YouknowwhatyoudidtoDondo.NowyouknowwhatDondoisdoingtoyou.
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Itwasbychance,latethefollowingmorning,thatCazarilspiedOricoamblingouttheZangregatestowardthemenageriewithonlyapageathisheels.Cazariltuckedthelettershe’dbeencarryingtotheChancellery
officeintotheinnerpocketofhisvest-cloak,turnedfromthedoorofIas’sTower,andfollowed.Theroya’smasterofthechamberhadearlierrefusedtodisturbhislord’safter-breakfastnap;clearly,Oricohadfinallyrousedhimselfandnowsoughtcomfortandsolaceamonghisanimals.Cazarilwonderediftheroyahadawokenwithasbadaheadacheashehad.
Ashestrodeacrossthecobbles,Cazarilmarshaledhisarguments.Iftheroyafearedaction,Cazarilwouldpointoutthatinactionwasequallylikelytobebenttoillbythecurse’smaligninfluence.Iftheroyainsistedthatthechildrenweretooyoung,hewouldnotethattheyshouldnotthenhavebeenorderedtoCardegossinthefirstplace.Butnowthattheywerehere,ifOricocould
notprotectthemthenhehadanobligationtobothChalionandthechildrentotellthemoftheirdanger.CazarilwouldcallonUmegattoconfirmthattheroyacouldnot,didnot,infact,holdthecursealltohimself.Donotsendthemblindfoldedintobattlehewouldplead,andhopePalli’scrywouldstrikeOricoasmuchtotheheartasithadhim.Andifitdidn’t…
Ifhetookthisintohisownhands,shouldhefirsttellTeidez,asHeirofChalion,andappealforhisaidinprotectinghissister?OrIselle,andenlistherhelpinmanagingthemoredifficultTeidez?Thesecondchoicewouldbetterallowhimtohidehiscomplicitybehindtheroyesse’sskirts,butonlyifthesecretofhisguiltsurvivedhershrewdcross-examination.
Ascrapingofhoovesbrokeintohisself-absorption.Helookedupjustintimetododgefromthepathofthecavalcadestartingoutfromthestables.RoyseTeidez,mountedonhisfineblackhorse,ledapartyofhisBaocianguards,theircaptainandtwomen.Theroyse’sblack-and-lavendermourninggarbmadehisroundfaceappeardrawnandpaleinthewintersunlight.Dondo’s
greenstoneglintedontheguardcaptain’shand,raisedtoreturnCazaril’spolitesalute.
“Whereaway,Royse?”Cazarilcalled.“Doyouhunt?”Thepartywasarmedforit,withspearsandcrossbows,swordsandcudgels.
Teidezdrewuphisfrettinghorseandstaredbrieflydown
atCazaril.“No,justagallopalongtheriver.TheZangreis…stuffy,thismorning.”
Indeed.Andiftheyjusthappenedtoflushadeerortwo,well,theywerepreparedtoacceptthegods’largesse.Butnotreallyhuntingwhileinmourning,no.“Iunderstand,”saidCazaril,andsuppressedasmile.“Itwillbegoodforthehorses.”Teidezliftedhisreinsagain.Cazaril
steppedback,butthenaddedsuddenly,“Iwouldspeaktoyoulater,Royse,onthematterthatconcernedyouyesterday.”
Teidezgavehimavaguewave,andafrown—notexactlyassent,butitwoulddo.Cazarilbowedfarewellastheyclatteredoutofthestableyard.
Andremainedbentover,as
theworstcrampyetkickedhiminthebellywiththepowerofahorse’shindhooves.Hisbreathingstopped.Wavesofpainseemedtosurgethroughhiswholebodyfromthiscentralsource,eventoburningspasmsinthepalmsofhishandsandthesolesofhisfeet.AhideousvisionshookhimofRojeras’spostulateddemon-monsterpreparingtobloodilyclawitswayoutof
himintothelight.Onecreature,ortwo?Withnobodiestokeeptheirspiritsapart,bottledunderthepressureoftheLady’smiracle,mightDondoandthedemonhavebeguntoblendtogetherintoonedreadfulbeing?Itwastruethathe’ddistinguishedonlyonevoice,notaduet,bayingathimfromhisbellyinthenight.Hiskneessankhelplesslytothecoldcobbles.Hedrewin
ashudderingbreath.Theworldseemedtochurnaroundhisheadinshort,dizzyjerks.
Afterafewminutes,ashadowtrailingapowerfularomaofhorsesloomedathisshoulder.Agruffvoicemutteredinhisear,“M’lord?Youallright?”
Cazarilblinkeduptoseeoneofthestablegrooms,a
middle-agedfellowwithbadteeth,bendingoverhim.“Not…really,”hemanagedtoreply.
“Oughtyougoindoors,sir?”
“Yes…Isuppose…”
Thegroomhelpedhimtohisfeetwithahandunderhiselbow,andsteadiedhimbackthroughthegatestothemainblock.Atthebottomofthe
stairsCazarilgasped,“Wait.Notyet,”andsatheavilyuponthesteps.
Afteranawkwardminutethegroomasked,“ShouldIgetsomeoneforyou,m’lord?Ishouldreturntomyduties.”
“It’s…justaspasm.Itwillpassoffinafewminutes.I’mallrightnow.Goon.”Thepainwasdwindling,leavinghimfeelingflushedand
strange.
Thegroomfrowneduncertainly,staringdownatCazaril,butthenduckedhisheadanddeparted.
Slowly,ashesatquietlyonthestair,hebegantoregainhisbreathandbalance,andwasabletostraightenhisbackagain.Theworldstoppedpulsing.Eventhecoupleofghost-blotchesthat
hadcreptoutofthewallstoclusterathisfeetgrewquiescent.Cazarileyedthemintheshadowsofthestairwell,consideringwhatacoldandlonelydamnationwastheirslowerosion,lossofallthathadmadethemindividualmenandwomen.Whatmustitbelike,tofeelone’sveryspiritslowlyrotawayaroundone,asfleshrottedfromdeadlimbs?Didtheghostssensetheirown
diminishment,ordidthatself-perception,too,mercifully,wearawayintime?TheBastard’slegendaryhell,withallitssupposedtorments,seemedasortofheavenbycomparison.
“Ah!Cazaril!”Asurprisedvoicemadehimlookup.Pallistoodwithonebootedfootonthefirststep,flankedbytwoyoungmenalsowearingtheblueandwhiteofthe
Daughter’sOrderbeneathgraywoolridingcloaks.“Iwasjustcomingtofindyou.”Palli’sdarkbrowsdrewdown.“Whatareyoudoingsittingonthestairs?”
“Justrestingamoment.”Cazarilproducedaquick,concealingsmile,andleveredhimselfup,thoughhekeptahandonthewall,asifcasually,forbalance.“What’safoot?”
“Ihopedyouwouldhavetimetotakeastrolldowntothetemplewithme.Andtalktosomemenaboutthat”—Pallimadeacirclinggesturewithhisfinger—“littlematterofGotorget.”
“Already?”
“DyYarrincameinlastnight.Wearenowasufficientassemblytomakebindingdecisions.Andwith
dyJironalalsoarrivedbackintown,it’saswellwechartourcoursewithoutfurtherdelay.”
Indeed.CazarilwouldsearchoutOricoimmediatelyuponhisreturn,then.HeglancedatthetwocompanionsandbackatPalli,asifseekingintroduction,butwiththehiddenquestioninhisglance,Arethesesafeears?
“Ah,”saidPallicheerfully.
“Permitmetomakeknowntoyoumycousins,FerdaandFoixdyGura.TheyrodewithmefromPalliar.Ferdaislieutenanttomymasterofhorse,andhisyoungerbrotherFoix—well,wekeephimfortheheavylifting.Makeyourbowtothecastillar,boys.”
Theshorter,stouterofthetwogrinnedsheepishly,andtheybothmanaged
reasonablygracefulcourtesies.TheyboreafaintfamilyresemblancetoPalliinthestronglinesofjawandthebrightbrowneyes.Ferdawasofmiddleheightandwiry,anobviousrider,hislegsalreadyalittlebowed,whilehisbrotherwasbroadandmuscular.Theyseemedapleasantenoughpairofcountrylordlings,healthy,cheerful,andunscarred.Andappallinglyyoung.ButPalli’s
faintemphasisonthewordcousinsansweredCazaril’ssilentquestion.
ThetwobrothersfellinbehindasCazarilandPalliwalkedoutthegatesanddownintoCardegoss.Youngtheymightbe,buttheireyeswerealert,lookingallaround,andtheycasuallykepttheirswordhiltsfreeofentanglementwithcloakandvest-cloak.Cazarilwasglad
toknowPallididnotgoaboutthestreetsofCardegossunattendedeveninthisbrightgraywinternoon.Cazariltensedastheypassedunderthedressed-stonewallsofJironalPalace,butnoarmedbravosissuedfromitsironbounddoorstomolestthem.TheyarrivedintheTempleSquarehavingencounterednoonemoredauntingthanatrioofmaidservants.Theysmiledat
themeninthecolorsoftheDaughter’sOrderandgiggledamongthemselvesafterpassing,whichslightlyalarmedthedyGurabrothers,oratleastmadethemstrideoutmorestiffly.
ThegreatcompoundoftheDaughter’shousemadeawallalongonewholesideofthetemple’sfive-sidedsquare.Themaingatewasdevotedtothewomenand
girlswhowerethehouse’smoreusualdedicats,acolytes,anddivines.Themenofitsholymilitaryorderhadtheirownseparateentrance,building,andstableforcouriers’horses.Thehallwaysofthemilitaryheadquarterswerechillydespiteasufficiencyoflitsconcesandtheabundanceofbeautifultapestriesandhangings,wovenandembroideredbypiousladies
alloverChalion,blanketingitswalls.Cazarilstartedtowardthemainhall,butPallidrewhimdownanothercorridorandupastaircase.
“YoudonotmeetintheHalloftheLordDedicats?”Cazarilinquired,lookingoverhisshoulder.
Pallishookhishead.“Toocold,toolarge,andtooempty.Wefeltexcessively
exposedthere.Forthesesealeddebatesanddepositions,we’vetakenachamberwherewecanfeelamajority,andnotfreezeourfeet.”
PallileftthedyGurabrothersinthecorridortocontemplateabrightlycoloredquiltedrenderingofthelegendofthevirginandthewaterjar,featuringanespeciallyvoluptuousvirginand
goddess.HeusheredCazarilpastapairofDaughter’sguardsmen,wholookedcloselyattheirfacesandreturnedPalli’ssalute,andthroughasetofdoubledoorscarvedwithinterlacedvines.Thechamberbeyondheldalongtrestletableandtwodozenmen,crowdedbutwarm—andaboveall,Cazarilnoted,private.Inadditiontothegoodwaxcandles,awindowofcoloredglass
depictingtheLady’sfavoritespringflowersfoughtthewintergloom.
Palli’sfellowlorddedicatssatatattention,youngmenandgraybeards,inblue-and-whitegarbbrightandexpensiveorfadedandshabby,butallalikeinthegrimseriousnessoftheirfaces.TheprovincarofYarrin,rankinglordofChalionpresent,helddown
theheadofthetablebeneaththewindow.Cazarilwonderedhowmanyherewerespies,oratleastcarelessmouths.Thegroupseemedalreadytoolargeanddiverseforsuccessfulconspiracy,despitetheiroutwardprecautionstosealtheirconclave.Lady,guidethemtowisdom.
Pallibowed,andsaid,“Mylords,hereistheCastillardy
Cazaril,whowasmycommanderatthesiegeofGotorget,totestifybeforeyou.”
PallitookanemptyseathalfwayaroundthetableandleftCazarilstandingatitsfoot.Anotherlorddedicathadhimswearanoathoftruthinthegoddess’sname.Cazarilhadnotroublerepeatingwithsincerityandfervorthepartabout,MayHerhandshold
me,andnotreleaseme.
DyYarrinledthequestioning.HewasshrewdandclearlywellprimedbyPalli,forhehadthewholetaleoftheaftermathofGotorgetoutofCazarilinaveryfewminutes.Cazariladdednocoloringdetails.Forsomehere,hedidn’tneedto;hecouldmarkbythetighteningoftheirlipshowmuchofwhatwasunspoken
theyunderstood.Inevitably,someonewantedtoknowhowhehadfirstcometosuchenmitywithLordDondo,andhewasreluctantlycompelledtorepeatthestoryofhisnearbeheadinginPrinceOlus’stent.Itwasnormallyconsideredbadmannerstodenigratethedead,onthetheorythattheycouldnotdefendthemselves.InDondo’scase,Cazarilwasn’tsosure.Buthekeptthat
account,too,asbriefandbaldaspossible.Despitehissuccinctness,bythetimehewasdonehewasleaningonhishandsonthetable,feelingdangerouslylight-headed.
Abriefdebatefollowedontheproblemofobtainingcorroboratingevidence,whichCazarilhadthoughtinsurmountable;dyYarrin,itseemed,didnotfinditso.Butthen,Cazarilhadnever
thoughttotrytoobtaintestimonyfromsurvivingRoknari,orviasisterchaptersoftheDaughter’sOrderacrossthebordersintheprincedoms.
“Butmylords,”Cazarilsaiddiffidentlyintooneofthefewbriefpausesintheflowofsuggestionandobjection,“evenifmywordswereprovedadozentimesover,mineisnogreatmatterby
whichtobringdownagreatman.NotlikethetreasonofLorddyLutez.”
“Thatwasneverwellproved,evenatthetime,”murmureddyYarrininadrytone.
Palliputin,“Whatisagreatmatter?Ithinkthegodsdonotcalculategreatnessasmendo.Iforonefindacasualdestructionofaman’slifeevenmorerepugnantthan
adeterminedone.”
Cazarilleanedmoreheavilyonthetable,intheinterestsofnotcollapsinginanillustrativewayatthisdramaticmoment.Pallihadinsistedhisvoicewouldbelistenedtoincouncil;verywell,letitbeavoiceofcaution.“Choosingyourownholygeneralissurelywithinyourmandate,lords.Oricomaywellevenaccedetoyour
selection,ifyoumakeiteasyforhim.ChallengingthechancellorofChalionandholygeneralofyourbrotherorderisreachingbeyond,anditismyconsideredopinionthatOricowillneverbepersuadedtosupportit.Irecommendagainstit.”
“Itisallornothing,”brokeinoneman,and“NeveragainwillweendureanotherDondo,”begananother.
DyYarrinhelduphishand,stemmingthetideofhotcomment.“Ithankyou,LordCazaril,forbothyourtestimonyandyouropinion.”Hischoiceofwordsinvitedhisfellowstonotewhichwaswhich.“Wemustcontinuethisdebateinprivateconclave.”
Itwasadismissal.Pallipushedbackhischairandrosetohisfeet.They
collectedthedyGurasfromthecorridor;CazarilwasalittlesurprisedwhenPalli’sescortdidnotstopatthehouse’sgates.“Shouldyounotreturntoyourcouncil?”heasked,astheyturnedintothestreet.
“DyYarrinwilltellmeofit,whenIgetback.ImeantoseeyousafetotheZangre’sgates.I’venotforgottenyourtaleofpoorSerdySanda.”
Cazarilglancedoverhisshoulderatthetwoyoungofficerspacingbehindastheycrossedovertothetempleplaza.Oh.Thearmedescortwasforhim.Hedecidednottocomplain,askingPalliinstead,“Wholookslikeyourprimecandidateforholygeneral,then,topresenttoOrico?DyYarrin?”
“Hewouldbemychoice,”saidPalli.
“Hedoesseemaforceinyourcouncil.Hashealittleself-interest,there?”
“Perhaps.ButhemeanstohandtheprovincarshipofYarrindowntohiseldestson,anddevotehiswholeattentiontotheorder,ifheischosen.”
“Ah.WouldthatMartoudyJironalhaddonelikewisefortheSon’sOrder.”
“Aye.Somanyposts,howisheservinganyofthemrightly?”
Theyclimbeduphill,threadingtheirwaythroughthestone-pavedtown,steppingcarefullyacrosscentralgutterswellrinsedbytherecentcoldrains.Narrowstreetsofshopsgavewaytowidersquaresoffinehouses.CazarilconsidereddyJironal,ashispalaceloomedonce
moreontheirroute.Ifthecurseworkedbydistortingandbetrayingvirtues,whatgoodthinghaditcorruptedinMartoudyJironal?Loveoffamily,perhaps,turningitintomistrustofallthatwasnotfamily?HisexcessiverelianceonhisbrotherDondowassurelyturningtoweaknessanddownfall.Maybe.“Well…Ihopethatlevelheadsprevail.”
Palligrimaced.“Courtlifeisturningyouintoadiplomat,Caz.”
Cazarilreturnedableaksmile.“Ican’tevenbegintotellyouwhatcourtlifeisturningme—ah!”HeduckedasoneofFonsa’scrowspoppedoveranearbyhousetopandcamehurtlingdownathishead,screaminghoarsely.Thebirdalmosttumbledoutoftheairathis
feet,andhoppedacrossthepavement,cawingandflapping.Itwasfollowedbytwomore.OnelandedonCazaril’soutflungarmandclungthere,shriekingandwhistling,itsclawsdiggingin.Afewblackfeathersspiraledwildlyintheair.“Blastthesebirds!”He’dthoughttheyhadlostinterestinhim,andheretheywereback,inalltheirembarrassingenthusiasm.
Palli,whohadjumpedbacklaughing,glancedupovertherooftilesandsaid,“Fivegods,somethinghasstirredthemup!ThewholeflockisintheairabovetheZangre.Lookatthemcircleabout!”
FerdadyGurashieldedhiseyesandstaredwherePallipointedatthedistantwhirlofdarkshapes,likeblackleavesinacyclone,dippingandswooping.HisbrotherFoix
pressedhishandstohisearsasthecrowscontinuedtoshriekaroundtheirfeet,andshoutedoverthedin,“Noisy,too!”
Thesebirdswerenotentranced,Cazarilrealized;theywerehysterical.Hisheartturnedcoldinhischest.“There’ssomethingverywrong.Comeon!”
Hewasnotinthebestshape
forrunninguphill.HehadhishandpressedhardtotheviolentstitchinhissideastheyapproachedthestableblockattheZangre’soutskirts.Hiscourierbirdsflappedabovehisheadinescort.Bythattime,men’sshoutscouldbeheardbeneaththecrows’continuedscreaming,andPalliandhiscousinsneedednourgingtokeeppacewithhim.
Agroomintheroyaltabardofthemenageriewasstaggeringincirclesbeforeitsopendoors,screamingandcrying,bloodrunningdownhisface.TwoofTeidez’sgreen-and-black-cladBaocianguardsstoodbeforethedoorswithswordsdrawn,holdingoffthreeZangreguardswhohoveredapprehensivelybeforethem,alsowithbladesout,seemingnottodaretostrike.Thecrowslackedno
suchcourage.TheystoopedawkwardlyattheBaocians,tryingtoclawwiththeirtalonsandstabwiththeirbeaks.TheBaocianscursedandbeatthemoff.Twobundlesofblackfeatherslayonthecobblesalready,onestill,onetwitching.
Cazarilstrodeuptothemenageriedoors,roaring,“WhatintheBastard’snameisgoingonhere?Howdare
youslaythesacredcrows?”
OneoftheBaocianspointedhisswordtowardhim.“Stayback,LordCazaril!Youmaynotpass!Wehavestrictordersfromtheroyse!”
Lipsdrawnbackinfury,Cazarilknockedtheswordasidewithhiscloakedarm,lungedforward,andwrencheditfromtheguardsman’sgrasp.“Giveme
that,youfool!”HeflungittothestonesinthegeneraldirectionoftheZangreguards,andPalli,whohaddrawninapanicwhentheunarmedCazarilhadwadedintothefray.Theswordclangedandspunacrossthecobbles,tillFoixstoppeditwithabootedfootstampeddownuponit,andhelditwithachallengingweightandstare.
CazarilturnedonthesecondBaocian,whosebladedroopedabruptly.RecoilingfromCazaril’sstep,theguardsmancriedhastily,“Castillar,wedothistopreservethelifeofRoyaOrico!”
“Dowhat?IsOricointhere?Whatareyouabout?”
Afelinesnarl,risingtoayowl,frominsidewhirled
Cazarilaround,andheleftthedauntedBaociantotheZangreguards,nowencouragedtoadvance.Hestrodeintotheshadowedaisleofthemenagerie.
Theoldtonguelessgroomwasonhiskneesonthetiles,bentover,makingchokedweepingsounds.Histhumblesshandswerepressedtohisface,andalittlebloodranbetweenhisfingers;he
lookedupatthesoundofCazaril’sstep,hisquaveringwetmouthravagedwithwoe.Asheranpastthebears’stalls,Cazarilglimpsedtwoinertblackheapsstuddedwithcrossbowbolts,furwetandmattedwithblood.Thevellas’stalldoorwasopen,andtheylayontheirsidesinthebrightstraw,eyesopenandfixed,throatsslashed.
Atthefarendoftheaisle,
RoyseTeidezwasrisingtohisfeetfromthelimpbodyofthespottedcat.Hepushedhimselfupwithhisbloodiedsword,andleaneduponit,panting,hisfacewildandexultant.Hisshadowroiledaroundhimlikethundercloudsatmidnight.HelookedupatCazarilandgrinnedfiercely.“Ha!”hecried.
TheBaocianguardcaptain,a
twistedlittlebirdstillinhishand,plungedoutoftheaviaryintoCazaril’spath.Bundlesofcoloredfeathers,deadanddyingbirdsofallsizes,litteredtheaviaryfloor,somestillflutteringhelplessly.“Hold,Castillar—”hebegan.HiswordswerewhippedawayasCazarilgraspedhimbythetunicandspunhimaround,throwinghimtothefloorintothepathofPalli,whowasfollowing
onhisheelsmutteringinastonisheddismay,“Bastardweeps.Bastardweeps…”ThathadbeenPalli’sbattle-mumbleatGotorget,whenhisswordhadrisenandfallenendlesslyonmencomingupovertheladders,andhe’dhadnobreathforcries.
“Holdhim,”Cazarilsnarledoverhisshoulder,andstrodeontowardTeidez.
TeidezthrewbackhisheadandmetCazaril’seyessquare-on.“Youcan’tstopme—I’vedoneit!Ihavesavedtheroya!”
“What—what—what—”Cazarilwassofrightenedandfurious,hislipsandmindcouldscarcelyformcoherentwords.“Foolboy!Whatdestructivemadnessisthis,this…?”Hishandsopened,shaking,andjerkedabout.
Teidezleanedtowardhim,histeethglintinginhisdrawn-backlips.“I’vebrokenthecurse,theblackmagicthathasbeenmakingOricosick.Itwascomingfromtheseevilanimals.TheywereasecretgiftfromtheRoknari,meanttoslowlypoisonhim.Andwe’veslaintheRoknarispy—Ithink…”Teidezglancedsomewhatdoubtfullyoverhisshoulder.
OnlythendidCazarilnoticethelastbodyontheflooratthefarendoftheaisle.Umegatlayonhissideinaheap,asunmovingasthebirdsorthevellas.Thecarcassesofthesandfoxeslaytumblednearby.Cazarilhadnotseenhimatfirst,becausehisclearwhiteglowwasextinguished.Dead?Cazarilmoaned,lurchedtowardhim,andfelltohisknees.Theleftsideof
Umegat’sheadwaslacerated,thegray-bronzebraiddisheveledandsoakedwithgore.Hisskinwasasgrayasanoldrag.Buthisscalpwasstillsluggishlybleeding,therefore…
“Doeshestillbreathe?”askedTeidez,advancingtopeeroverCazaril’sshoulder.“Thecaptainhithimwithhisswordpommel,whenhewouldnotgiveway…”
“Fool,fool,foolboy!”
“NofoolI!Hewasbehinditall.”TeideznoddedtowardUmegat.“ARoknariwizard,senttodrainandkillOrico.”
Cazarilgroundhisteeth.“UmegatisaTempledivine.SentbytheBastard’sOrdertocareforthesacredanimals,whoweregivenbythegodtopreserveOrico.Andifyouhavenotslainhim,itisthe
onlygoodluckhere.”Umegat’sbreathcameshallowandodd,hishandswerecoldasacorpse’s,buthedidbreathe.
“No…”Teidezshookhishead.“No,you’rewrong,thatcan’tbe…”Forthefirsttime,theheroicelationwobbledinhisface.
Cazariluncoiledandrosetohisfeet,andTeidezstepped
backatrifle.CazarilturnedtofindPalli,blessedly,athisback,andFerdaatPalli’sshoulder,staringaroundatitallinhorrifiedamazement.Palli,atleast,Cazarilcouldtrusttoknowfieldaid.
“Palli,”heraspedout,“takeoverhere.Seetothewoundedgrooms,thisoneespecially.Hisskullmaybebroken.”HepointeddowntoUmegat’sdarkenedbody.
“Ferda.”
“Mylord?”
Ferda’sbadgeandcolorswouldgainhimadmittanceanywhereinthesacredprecincts.“Runtothetemple.FindArchdivineMendenal.Letnooneandnothingkeepyoufromcominginstantlytohim.Tellhimwhathastranspiredhere,andhavehimsendTemplephysicians—tell
him,UmegatneedstheMother’smidwife,thespecialone.He’llknowwhatyoumean.Hurry!”
Palli,alreadykneelingbesideUmegat,added,“Givemeyourcloak.Andrun,boy!”
Ferdatossedhiscloakathiscommander,whirled,andwasgonebeforePallidrewasecondbreath.Pallibegantowrapthegraywoolaround
theunconsciousRoknari.
CazarilturnedbacktoTeidez,whoseeyesweredartingthiswayandthatingrowinguncertainty.Theroyseretreatedtothelife-emptiedhuskoftheleopard,sixfeetfromnosetotailtiplyinglimplyonthetiles.Itsbeautifulspottedfurhidthemouthsofitswounds,markedbymattedbloodonitssides.CazarilthoughtofdySanda’s
piercedcorpse.
“Islewitwithmysword,becauseitwasaroyalsymbolofmyHouseevenifitwasensorcelled,”Teidezoffered.“Andtotestmycourage.Itclawedmyleg.”Hebentandrubbedawkwardlyathisrightshin,wherehisblacktrouserswereindeedrippedandhanginginblood-wetribbons.
TeidezwastheHeirof
Chalion,andIselle’sbrother.Cazarilcouldnotwishthebeasthadbittenouthisthroat.Shouldnot,anyway.“Fivegods,howdidyoucomebythisblacknonsense?”
“Itisnotnonsense!YouknewOrico’sillnesswasuncanny!Isawitinyourface—Bastard’sdemons,anyonecouldseeit.LordDondotoldmethesecret,beforehedied.Wasmurdered—murderedto
keepthesecret,Ithink,butitwastoolate.”
“Didyoucomeupwiththis…planofattack,onyourown?”
Teidez’sheadcameup,proudly.“No,butwhenIwastheonlyoneleft,Icarrieditthroughallbymyself!Wehadbeengoingtodoittogether,afterDondomarriedIselle—destroythecurse,andfreetheHouseofChalion
fromitsevilinfluence.Butthenitwaslefttome.SoImademyselfhisbanner-carrier,hisarmtoreachfrombeyondthegraveandstrikeonelastblowforChalion!”
“Ah!Ah!”Cazarilwassoovercome,hestampedinacircle.ButhadDondobelievedhisownrubbish,orhadthisbeenacleverplantouseTeidez,obliquelyandunprovably,todisableor
assassinateOrico?Malice,orstupidity?WithDondo,whocouldtell?“No!”
“LordCazaril,whatshouldwedowiththeseBaocians?”Foix’svoiceinquireddiffidently.
CazarillookeduptofindthedisarmedBaocianguardcaptainheldbetweenFoixandoneoftheZangreguards.“Andyou!”snarledCazarilat
him.“Youtool,youfool,youlentyourselftothis,thisstupidsacrilege,andtoldnoone?OrareyouDondo’screaturestill?Ah!Takehimandhismenandlocktheminacell,until…”Cazarilhesitated.Dondowasbehindthis,ohyes,reachingouttowreakchaosanddisaster,itborehisstamp—butforonce,Cazarilsuspected,MartouwasnotbehindDondo.Quitetheopposite,unlesshemissed
hisguess.“Untilthechancellorisnotified,”Cazarilcontinued.“Youthere—”AdownwardsweepofhisarmcommandedanotherZangreguard’sattention.“RuntotheChancellery,orJironalPalaceorwhereverhemaybefound,andtellhimwhathashappenedhere.BeghimtowaituponmebeforehegoestoOrico.”
“LordCazaril,youcannot
ordermyguardsarrested!”criedTeidez.
Cazarilwastheonlyoneherewiththeair,ifnotthefact,ofauthorityneededtocarryoutthisnextstep.“Youaregoingstraighttoyourchamber,untilyourbrotherordersotherwise.Iwillescortyouthere.”
“Takeyourhandoffme!”Teidezyelped,asCazaril’s
irongripclosedaroundhisupperarm.ButhedidnotquitedaretostruggleagainstwhateverhewasseeinginCazaril’sface.
Cazarilsaidthroughhisteeth,inavoicedrippingfalsecordiality,“No,indeed.Youarewounded,younglord,andIhaveadutytohelpyoutoaphysician.”Headdedunderhisbreath,toTeidez’searalone,“AndIwillknockyou
flatanddragyou,ifIhaveto.”
Teidez,recoveringwhatdignityhecould,grumbledtohisguardcaptain,“Goquietlywiththem,then.I’llsendforyoulater,whenIhaveprovedLordCazaril’serror.”Sincehistwocaptorshadalreadyspunthecaptainaroundandweremarchinghimout,thisendedupaddressedtotheBaocian’sback,andfella
littleflat.TheinjuredgroomshadcreptuptoPalli’sside,andweretryingtohelphimwithUmegat.PalliglancedoverhisshoulderandgaveCazarilaquick,reassuringwave.
Cazarilnoddedback,and,undertheguiseoflendingsupport,strong-armedtheroyseoutofthenightmarishabattoirhehadmadeoftheroya’smenagerie.Toolate,
toolate,toolate…beatinhisbrainwitheverystride.Outside,thecrowswerenolongerwhirlingandscreamingintheair.Theyhoppedaboutinagitationuponthecobbles,seemingasbewilderedanddirectionlessasCazaril’sownthoughts.
StillkeepingagriponTeidez,CazarilmarchedhimthroughtheZangre’sgates,where,now,moreguardshad
appeared.Teidezclosedhislipsonfurtherprotest,thoughhissullen,angry,andinsultedexpressionbodednogoodforCazarillateron.Theroysescornedtofavorhiswoundedleg,thoughitleftatrailofbloodiedfootprintsacrossthecobblesofthemaincourtyard.
Cazaril’sattentionwasjerkedleftwardwhenoneofSara’swaitingwomenandapage
appearedinthedoorwaytoIas’sTower.“Hurry,hurry!”thewomanurgedtheboy,whodashedtowardthegates,white-faced.HenearlycaromedoffCazarilinhishaste.
“Whereaway,boy?”Cazarilcalledafterhim.
Heturnedanddancedbackwardforamoment.“Temple,lord.Darenotstay
—RoyinaSara—theroyahascollapsed!”Heturnedandsprintedinearnestthroughthegates;theguardsstaredathim,and,uneasily,backtowardIas’sTower.
Teidez’sarm,beneathCazaril’shand,lostitsstiffresistance.Beneathhisscowl,ascaredlookcreptintohiseyes,andheglancedasidewarilyathisself-appointeddetainer.
Afteramoment’sindecision,Cazaril,notlettinggoofTeidez,wheeledaroundandstartedforIas’sTowerinstead.Hehurriedtocatchupwiththewaitingwoman,whohadduckedbackinside,andcalledafterher,butsheseemednottohearhimasshescurrieduptheendstairs.Hewaswheezingashereachedthethirdfloor,whereOricokepthischambers.Hestaredinapprehensiondownits
centralcorridor.
RoyinaSara,herwhiteshawlbundledaboutherandawomanatherheels,washurryingupthehall.Cazarilbowedanxiouslyasshecametothestaircase.
“Mylady,whathashappened?CanIhelp?”
Shetouchedherhandtoherfrightenedface.“Iscarcely
knowyet,Castillar.Orico—hewasreadingaloudtomeinmychamberswhileIstitched,ashesometimesdoes,formysolace,whensuddenlyhestopped,andblinkedandrubbedhiseyes,andsaidhecouldnotseethewordsanymore,andthattheroomwasalldark.Butitwasn’t!Thenhefellfromhischair.Icriedformyladies,andweputhiminhisbed,andhavesentforaTemplephysician.”
“Wesawtheroya’spage,”Cazarilassuredher.“Hewasrunningasfastashecould.”
“Oh,good…”
“Wasitanapoplexy,doyouthink?”
“Idon’tthink…Idon’tknow.Hespeaksalittle,andhisbreathisnotverylabored…Whatwasallthatshouting,downbythestables,earlier?”
Distractedly,notwaitingforananswer,shepassedhimandmountedthestairs.
Teidez,hisfacegoneleaden,lickedhislipsbutsaidnomoreasCazarilturnedhimaroundandledhimdowntothecourtyard.
Theroysedidnotfindhisvoiceagaintilltheyweremountingthestairsinthemainblock,wherehe
repeatedbreathlessly,“Itcannotbe.Dondotoldmethemenageriewasblacksorcery,aRoknaricursetokeepOricosickandweak.AndIcouldseethatitwasso.”
“ARoknaricurse,theretrulyis,butthemenagerieisawhitemiraclethatkeepsOricoalivedespiteit.Was.Tillnow,”Cazariladdedbitterly.
“No…no…it’sallwrong.Dondotoldme—”
“Dondowasmistaken.”Cazarilhesitatedbriefly.“OrelseDondowishedtohurrythereplacementofaroyawhofavoredhiselderbrotherwithonewhofavoredhimself.”
Teidez’slipspartedinprotest,butnosoundcamefromthem.Cazarildidn’t
thinktheroysecouldbefeigningtheshockedlookinhiseyes.Theonlymercyinthisday,ifmercyitwas—DondomighthavemisledTeidez,butheseemednottohavecorruptedhim,nottothatextent.Teidezwastool,notco-conspirator,notawillingfratricide.Unfortunately,hewasatoolthathadkeptonfunctioningaftertheworkman’shandhadfallenaway.Andwhosefault
wasitthattheboyswalloweddownlies,whennoonewouldfeedhimthetruth?
Thesallowfellowwhowastheroyse’ssecretary-tutorlookedupinsurprisefromhiswritingdeskasCazarilswungtheboyintohischambers.
“Looktoyourmaster,”Cazariltoldhimshortly.“He’sinjured.Heisnottoquitthisbuildinguntil
ChancellordyJironalisinformedwhathasoccurred,andgiveshimleave.”Headded,withalittlesoursatisfaction,“Ifyouknewofthisoutrage,anddidnothingtopreventit,thechancellorwillbefuriouswithyou.”
Themanpaledinconfusion;Cazarilturnedhisbackonhim.NowtogoseewhatwashappeningwithUmegat…
“ButLordCazaril,”Teidez’svoicequavered.“WhatshouldIdo?”
Cazarilspatoverhisshoulder,ashestrodeoutagain,“Pray.”
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Asheturnedontotheendstairs,Cazarilheardawoman’sslippersscuffingrapidlyonthesteps.HelookeduptofindLadyBetriz,herlavenderskirtstrailing,hurryingdowntowardhim.
“LordCazaril!What’sgoingon?Weheardshouting—oneofthemaidscriedRoyseTeidezhasrunmad,andtriedtoslaytheroya’sanimals!”
“Notmad—misled.Ithink.Andnottried—succeeded.”Inafewbrief,bitterwords,Cazarildescribedthehorrorinthestableblock.
“Butwhy?”Hervoicewashuskywithshock.
Cazarilshookhishead.“AlieofLordDondo’s,nearlyasIcantell.HeconvincedtheroysethatUmegatwasaRoknariwizardusingtheanimalstosomehowpoisontheroya.Whichturnedthetruthexactlybackwards;theanimalssustainedOrico,andnowhehascollapsed.Fivegods,Icannotexplainitallhereuponthestairs.TellRoyesseIselleIwillattenduponhersoon,butfirstImust
seetotheinjuredgrooms.Stayaway—keepIselleawayfromthemenagerie.”Andifhedidn’tgiveIselleaction,she’dsurelytakeitforherself…“WaituponSara,bothofyou;she’shalf-distracted.”
Cazarilcontinuedondownthestairs,pasttheplacewherehehadbeen—deliberately?—decoyedawaybyhisownpain,earlier.
Dondo’sdemonicghostmadenomovetogriphimnow.
Backatthemenagerie,CazarilfoundthattheexcellentPalliandhismenhadalreadycarriedoffUmegatandthemoreseriouslyinjuredoftheundergroomstotheMother’shospital.Theremaininggroomwasstumblingaroundtryingtocatchahystericallittleblue-and-yellowbird
thathadsomehowescapedtheBaocianguardcaptainandtakenrefugeintheuppercornices.Someservantsfromthestablehadcomeoverandweremakingawkwardattemptstohelp;onehadtakenoffhistabardandwassweepingitup,tryingtoknockthebirdoutoftheair.
“Stop!”Cazarilchokedbackpanic.Forallheknew,thelittlefeatheredcreaturewas
thelastthreadbywhichOricoclungtolife.Hedirectedthewould-behelpersinsteadtothetaskofcollectingthebodiesoftheslainanimals,layingthemoutinthestablecourtyard,andcleaningupthebloodymessonthetilesinside.Hescoopedupahandfulofgrainsfromthevellas’stall,remainsoftheirlastinterrupteddinner,andcoaxedthelittlebirddowntohisownhand,chirpingas
he’dseenUmegatdo.Rathertohissurprise,thebirdcametohimandsuffereditselftobeputbackintoitscage.
“Guarditwithyourlife,”hetoldthegroom.Thenadded,scowlingforeffect,“Ifitdies,youdie.”Anemptythreat,thoughitmustdofornow;thegrooms,atleast,lookedimpressed.Ifitdies,Oricodies?Thatsuddenlyseemedfrighteninglyplausible.He
turnedtolendahandindraggingouttheheavybodiesofthebears.
“Shouldweskinthem,lord?”oneofthestablehandsinquired,staringattheresultsofTeidez’shellishhuntpiledupoutsideonthepavingstones.
“No!”saidCazaril.EventhefewofFonsa’scrowsstilllingeringaboutthestable
yard,thoughtheyregardedthebloodycarcasseswithwaryinterest,madenomovetowardthem.“Treatthem…asyouwouldtheroya’ssoldierswhohaddiedinbattle.Burnedorburied.Notskinned.Noreaten,forthegods’sakes.”Swallowing,Cazarilbentandaddedthebodiesofthetwodeadcrowstotherow.“Therehasbeensacrilegeenoughthisday.”AndthegodsforfendTeidez
hadnotslainaholysaintaswellasthesacredanimals.
AclatterofhoovesheraldedthearrivalofMartoudyJironal,fetched,presumably,fromJironalPalace;hewasfollowedupthehillbyfourretainersonfoot,gaspingforbreath.Thechancellorswungdownfromhissnorting,sidlinghorse,handeditofftoabowinggroom,andadvancedtostareattherow
ofdeadanimals.Thebears’darkfurriffledinthecoldwind,theonlymovement.DyJironal’slipsspasmedonunvoicedcurses.“Whatisthismadness?”HelookedupatCazaril,andhiseyesnarrowedinbewilderedsuspicion.“DidyousetTeidezontothis?”DyJironalwasnot,Cazariljudged,dissimulating;hewasasoff-balanceasCazarilhimself.
“I?No!IdonotcontrolTeidez.”Cazariladdedsourly,“Andneither,itappears,doyou.Hewasinyourconstantcompanyforthepasttwoweeks;hadyounohintofthis?”
DyJironalshookhishead.
“Inhisdefense,Teidezseemstohavehadsomegarblednotionthatthisactwouldsomehowhelptheroya.That
he’dnobettersenseisafaultofhisage;thathehadnobetterknowledge…well,youandOricobetweenyouhaveservedhimill.Ifhe’dbeenmorefilledwithtruth,he’dhavehadlessroomforlies.I’vehadhisBaocianguardlockedup,andtakenhimtohischambers,toawait…”theroya’sorderswouldnotbeforthcomingnow.Cazarilfinished,“yourorders.”
DyJironal’shandmadeaconstrictedgesture.“Wait.Theroyesse—hewasclosetedwithhissisteryesterday.Couldshehavesethimon?”
“Fivewitnesseswillsayno.IncludingTeidezhimself.Hegavenosignyesterdaythatthiswasinhismind.”Almostnosign.Shouldhave,shouldhave,shouldhave…
“YoucontroltheRoyesse
Isellecloselyenough,”snappeddyJironalbitterly.“DoyouthinkIdon’tknowwhoencouragedherinherdefiance?Ifailtoseethesecretofherperniciousattachmenttoyou,butImeantocutthatconnection.”
“Yes.”Cazarilbaredhisteeth.“DyJoaltriedtowieldyourknifelastnight.He’llknowtochargeyoumoreforhisservicesnexttime.Hazard
pay.”DyJironal’seyesglitteredwithunderstanding;Cazariltookabreath,forself-control.Thiswasbringingtheirhostilitiesmuchtooclosetothesurface.ThelastthinghedesiredwasdyJironal’sfullattention.“Inanycase,thereisnomystery.TeidezsaysyouramiablebrotherDondoplottedthiswithhim,beforehedied.”
DyJironalsteppedbacka
pace,eyeswidening,buthisteethclenchedonanyotherreaction.
Cazarilcontinued,“Now,whatIshoulddearlyliketoknowis—andyouareinabetterpositiontoguesstheanswerthanIam—didDondoknowwhatthismenageriereallydidforOrico?”
DyJironal’sgazeflewtohis
face.“Doyou?”
“AlltheZangreknowsbynow:Oricowasstrickenblind,andfellfromhischair,duringtheverymomentshiscreaturesweredying.Saraandherladiesbroughthimtohisbed,andhavesentfortheTemplephysicians.”ThisanswerbothevadedthequestionandabruptlyredirecteddyJironal’sattention;thechancellor
paled,whirledaway,andmadefortheZangregates.Hedidnot,Cazarilnoted,staytoinquireafterUmegat.Clearly,dyJironalknewwhatthemenageriedid;didheunderstandhow?
Doyou?
Cazarilshookhisheadandturnedtheotherway,foryetanotherwearymarchdownintotown.
Cardegoss’sTempleHospitaloftheMother’sMercywasaramblingoldconvertedmansion,bequeathedtotheorderbyapiouswidow,onthestreetbeyondtheMother’shousefromtheTempleSquare.CazariltrackedPalliandUmegatthroughitsmazetoasecond-floorgalleryaboveaninnercourtyard.HespottedthechamberreadilybythereuniteddyGurabrothers
standingguardoutsideitscloseddoor.Theysalutedandpassedhimthrough.
HeenteredtofindUmegatlaidoutunconsciousuponabed.Awhite-hairedwomaninaTemplephysician’sgreenrobesbentoverhimstitchingupthelaceratedflapofhisscalp.Shewasassistedbyafamiliar,dumpymiddle-agedwomanwhoseviridescenttingeowednothingtoher
greendress.Cazarilcouldstillseeherfainteffulgencewithhiseyesclosed.ThearchdivineofCardegosshimself,inhisfive-coloredvestment,hoveredanxiously.Pallileanedagainstawallwithhisarmscrossed;hisfacelightened,andhepushedtohisfeetwhenhesawCazaril.
“Howgoesit?”CazarilaskedPalliinalowvoice.
“Poorfellow’sstilloutcold,”Pallimurmuredback.“Ithinkhemusthavetakenamightywhack.Andyou?”
CazarilrepeatedthetaleofOrico’ssuddencollapse.ArchdivineMendenalsteppedclosertolisten,andthephysicianglancedoverhershoulder.“Hadtheytoldyouofthisturn,Archdivine?”Cazariladded.
“Oh,aye.IwillfollowOrico’sphysicianstotheZangreassoonasImay.”
Ifthewhite-hairedphysicianwonderedwhyaninjuredgroomshouldclaimmoreofthearchdivine’sattentionthanthestrickenroya,shegavenomoresignthanaslightliftingofhereyebrows.Shefinishedherlastneatstitchanddippedaclothinabasintowashthecrusting
gorefromtheshavedscalparoundthewound.Shedriedherhands,checkedtherolled-backeyesunderUmegat’slids,andstraightened.TheMother’smidwifegatheredupUmegat’scut-awayleftbraidandtherestofthemedicalmess,andmadealltidy.
ArchdivineMendenalclutchedhisfingerstogether,andaskedthephysician,
“Well?”
“Well,hisskullisnotbroken,thatIcanfeel.Ishallleavethewounduncoveredtobettermarkbleedingorswelling.Icantellnothingmoreuntilhewakes.There’snaughttodonowbutkeephimwarmandwatchhimtillhestirs.”
“Whenwillthatbe?”
Thephysicianstareddowndubiouslyatherpatient.Cazarildid,too.ThefastidiousUmegatwouldhavehatedhispresentcrumpled,half-shorn,desperatelylimpappearance.Umegat’sfleshwasstillthatdeathlygray,makinghisgoldenRoknariskinlooklikeadirtyrag.Hisbreathrasped.Notgood.Cazarilhadseenmenwholookedlikethatgoontorecover;he’dalsoseen
themsinkanddie.
“Icannotsay,”thephysicianrepliedatlast,echoingCazaril’sownmentaldiagnosis.
“Leaveus,then.Theacolytewillwatchhimfornow.”
“Yes,YourReverence.”Thephysicianbowed,andinstructedthemidwife,“Sendformeatonceifheeither
wakes,ortakesafever,orstartstoconvulse.”Shegatheredupherinstruments.
“LorddyPalliar,Ithankyouforyouraid,”thearchdivinesaid.Headded,“LordCazaril,pleasestay.”
Pallisaidmerely,“You’reentirelywelcome,YourReverence,”thenafteraheartbeat,asthehintpenetrated,“Oh.Ah.Ifyou’re
allright,Caz…?”
“Fornow.”
“ThenIshouldperhapsreturntotheDaughter’shouse.Ifyouneedanything,atanytime,sendformethere,oratYarrinPalace,andI’ll‘tenduponyouatonce.Youshouldnotgoaboutalone.”HegaveCazarilasternlook,tobesurethiswasunderstoodascommandandnotparting
pleasantry.He,too,thenbowed,and,openingthedoorforthephysician,followedinherwake.
Asthedoorclosed,MendenalturnedtoCazaril,hishandsoutstretchedinpleading.“LordCazaril,whatshouldwedo?”
Cazarilrecoiled.“Fivegods,you’reaskingme?”
Theman’slipstwistedruefully.“LordCazaril,I’veonlybeenthearchdivineofCardegossfortwoyears.IwaschosenbecauseIwasagoodadministrator,Ifancy,andtopleasemyfamily,becausemybrotherandmyfatherbeforehimwerepowerfulprovincars.IwasdedicatedtotheBastard’sOrderatagefourteen,withagooddowerfrommyfathertoassuremycareand
advancement.Ihaveservedthegodsfaithfullyallmylife,but…theydonotspeaktome.”HestaredatCazaril,andglancedasidetotheMother’smidwife,withanoddhopelessenvyinhiseyes,devoidofhostility.“Whenapiousordinarymanfindshimselfinaroomwiththreeworkingsaints—ifhehasanywitsleft—heseeksinstruction,hedoesnotfeigntoinstruct.”
“Iamnot…”Cazarilbitbackthedenial.Hehadmoreurgentconcernsthanarguingoverthetheologicaldefinitionofhiscurrentcondition,thoughifthiswassainthood,thegodsmustexceedthemselvesfordamnation.“HonorableAcolyte—I’msorry,Ihaveforgottenyourname?”
“IamClara,LordCazaril.”
Cazarilgaveheralittlebow.“AcolyteClara.Doyousee—doyounotsee—Umegat’sglow?I’veneverseenhimwhen—isitsupposedtogooutwhenamanisasleeporunconscious?”
Sheshookherhead.“Thegodsarewithuswakingandsleeping,LordCazaril.I’msureIdon’thavethestrengthofsightyoudo,butindeed,theBastardhaswithdrawnhis
presencefromLearnedUmegat.”
“Oh,no,”breathedMendenal.
“Areyousure?”saidCazaril.“Itcouldnotbeadefectinmy—inyoursecondsight?”
Sheglancedathim,wincingalittle.“No.ForIcanseeyouplainlyenough.Icouldseeyoubeforeyoucameinthedoor.Itisalmostpainfultobe
inthesameroomwithyou.”
“Doesthismeanthemiracleofthemenagerieisbroken?”askedMendenalanxiously,gesturingattheunconsciousgroom.“Wehavenodikenowagainstthetideofthisblackcurse?”
Shehesitated.“Umegatnolongerhoststhemiracle.IdonotknowiftheBastardhastransferredittoanother’s
will.”
MendenalwheeledtostarehopefullyatCazaril.“His,perhaps?”
ShefrownedatCazaril,absentlyholdingherhandtoherbrowasiftoshadehereyes.“IfIamasaint,asLearnedUmegathasnamedme,Iamonlyasmalldomesticone.IfUmegat’stutelagehadnotsharpened
myperceptionsovertheyears,Ishouldmerelyhavethoughtmyselfunusuallyluckyinmyprofession.”
Luck,Cazarilcouldn’thelpreflecting,hadnotbeenhismostsalientexperiencesincehe’dstumbledintothegods’maze.
“AndyettheMotheronlyreachesthroughmefromtimetotime,thenpasseson.Lord
Cazaril…blazes.FromthedayIfirstsawhimatLordDondo’sfuneral.ThewhitelightoftheBastardandtheblueclarityoftheLadyofSpring,bothatonce,theconstantlivingpresenceoftwogods,allmixedwithsomeotherdarkthingIcannotmakeout.Umegatcouldseemoreclearly.IftheBastardhasaddedmoretotheroilalreadythere,Icannottell.”
Thearchdivinetouchedbrow,lips,navel,groin,andheart,fingersspreadwide,andstaredhungrilyatCazaril.“Twogods,twogodsatonce,andinthisroom!”
Cazarilbentforward,handsclenching,hideouslyremindedbythepressureofhisbeltoftheterrifyingdistentionbeneathit.“DidUmegatnotmakeknowntoyouwhatIdidtoLord
Dondo?DidyounottalktoRojeras?”
“Yes,yes,andIspoketoRojerastoo,goodman,butofcoursehecouldnotunderstand—”
“Heunderstoodbetterthanyouseemto.Ibeardeathandmurderinmygut.Anabomination,forallIknowtakingphysicalandnotjustpsychicform,engenderedby
ademonandDondodyJironal’saccursedghost.Whichscreamsatmenightly,bytheway,inDondo’svoice,withallhisvilestvocabulary,andDondohadamouthliketheCardegossmainsewer.Withnowayoutbuttotearmeopen.Itisnotholy,itisdisgusting!”
Mendenalsteppedback,blinking.
Cazarilclutchedhishead.“Ihaveterribledreams.Andpainsinmybelly.Andrages.AndI’mafraidDondoisleaking.”
“Oh,dear,”saidMendenalfaintly.“Ihadnoidea,LordCazaril.Umegatsaidonlythatyouwereskittish,anditwasbesttoleaveyouinhishands.”
“Skittish,”Cazarilrepeated
hollowly.“Andoh,didImentiontheghosts?”Itwassurelyameasureof…something,thattheyseemedtheleastofhisworries.
“Ghosts?”
“AlltheghostsoftheZangrefollowmeaboutthecastleandclusteraroundmybedatnight.”
“Oh,”saidMendenal,looking
suddenlyworried.“Ah.”
“Ah?”
“DidUmegatwarnyouabouttheghosts?”
“No…hesaidtheycoulddomenoharm.”
“Well,yesandno.Theycandoyounoharmwhileyoulive.ButasUmegatexplainedittome,theLady’smiracle
hasdelayedtheworkingoutoftheBastard’smiracle,notreversedit.Itfollowsthat,hm,shouldHerhandopen,andthedemonflyawaywithyoursoul—andDondo’s,ofcourse—itwillleaveyourhuskwithacertain,um,dangeroustheologicalemptinesswhichisnotquitelikenaturaldeath.Andtheghostsoftheexcludeddamnedwillattemptto,er,movein.”
Afterashort,fraughtsilence,Cazarilinquired,“Dotheyeversucceed?”
“Sometimes.Isawacaseonce,whenIwasayoungdivine.Thedegradedspiritsareshamblingstupidthings,butit’ssoveryawkwardtogetthemoutagainoncetheytakepossession.Theymustbeburned…well,aliveisnotquitetherightterm.Veryuglyscene,especiallyifthe
relativesdon’tunderstand,because,ofcourse,beingyourbody,itscreamsinyourvoice….Itwouldnot,intheevent,beyourproblem,ofcourse,youwouldbe,um,elsewherebythen,butitmightsave,hm,otherssomepainfultroubles,ifyoumakesureyoualwayshavesomeonebyyouwhowouldunderstandthenecessityofburningyourbodybeforesunset…”Mendenaltrailed
offapologetically.
“Thankyou,YourReverence,”saidCazaril,withawfulpoliteness.“IshalladdthattoRojeras’stheoryofthedemongrowingitselfanewbodyinmytumorandgnawingitswayout,shouldIeveragainbeindangerofgettinganight’ssleep.AlthoughIsupposethere’snoreasonbothcouldnotoccur.Sequentially.”
Mendenalclearedhisthroat.“Sorry,mylord.Ithoughtyoushouldknow.”
Cazarilsighed.“Yes…IsupposeIshould.”Helookedup,rememberinglastnight’sscenewithdyJoal.“Isitpossible…supposetheLady’sgriploosenedjustalittle.IsitpossibleforDondo’ssoultoleakintomine?”
Mendenal’sbrowsrose.“I
don’t…Umegatwouldknow.Oh,howIwishhewouldwakeup!IsupposeitwouldbeafasterwayforDondo’sghosttogetabodythantogrowoneinatumor.Youwouldthinkitwouldbetoosmall.”Hemadeanuncertainmeasuringgesturewithhishands.
“NotaccordingtoRojeras,”saidCazarildryly.
Mendenalrubbedhisforehead.“Ah,poorRojeras.HethoughtIhadtakenasuddeninterestinhisspecialtywhenIaskedaboutyou,andofcourse,Ididnotcorrecthismisapprehension.Ithoughthewasgoingtotalkforhalfthenight.Ifinallyhadtopromisehimapurseforhisward,toescapethetourofhiscollection.”
“I’dpaymoneytoescape
that,too,”Cazarilallowed.Afteramomentheaskedcuriously,“YourReverence…whywasInotarrestedforDondo’smurder?HowdidUmegatfinessethat?”
“Murder?Therewasnomurder.”
“Excuseme,themanisdead,andbymyhand,bydeathmagic,whichisacapital
crime.”
“Oh.Yes,Isee.Theignorantarefulloferrorsaboutdeathmagic,well,eventhenameiswrong.It’sanicetheologicalpoint,d’yousee.Attemptingdeathmagicisacrimeofintent,ofconspiracy.Successfuldeathmagicisnotdeathmagicatall,butamiracleofjustice,andcannotbeacrime,becauseitisthehandofthegodthatcarries
offthevictim—victims—Imean,it’snotasiftheroyacansendhisofficerstoarresttheBastard,eh?”
“DoyouthinkthepresentchancellorofChalionwillappreciatethedistinction?”
“Ah…no.WhichiswhyUmegatadvisedthattheTemplepreferadiscreetapproachtothis…thisverycomplicatedissue.”Mendenal
scratchedhischeekinnewworry.“Notthatthesupplicantofsuchjusticehaseverlivedthroughit,before…thedistinctionwasclearerwhenitwasalltheoretical.Twomiracles.Ineverthoughtoftwomiracles.Unprecedented.TheLadyofSpringmustloveyoudearly.”
“Asateamsterloveshismulethatcarrieshisbaggage,”said
Cazarilbitterly,“whippingitoverthehighpasses.”
Thearchdivinelookedalittledistraught;onlyAcolyteClara’slipstwistedinappreciation.Umegatwouldhavesnorted,Cazarilthought.HebegantounderstandwhytheRoknarisainthadbeensofondoftalkingshopwithhim.Onlythesaintswouldjokesoaboutthegods,becauseitwaseitherjokeor
scream,andtheyaloneknewitwasallthesametothegods.
“Yes,but,”saidMendenal.“Umegatconcurred—soextraordinaryapreservationmustsurelybeforanextraordinarypurpose.Haveyou…haveyounoguessatall?”
“Archdivine,Iknownaught.”Cazaril’svoiceshook.“AndI
am…”hebrokeoff.
“Yes?”encouragedMendenal.
IfIsayitaloud,Iwillfalltopiecesrighthere.Helickedhislips,andswallowed.Whenheforcedthewordsfromhistongueatlast,theycameoutahoarsewhisper.“Iamveryfrightened.”
“Oh,”saidthearchdivine
afteralongmoment.“Ah.Yes,I…Iseethatitwouldbe…Oh,ifonlyUmegatwouldwakeup!”
TheMother’smidwifeclearedherthroat,diffidently.“MylorddyCazaril?”
“Yes,AcolyteClara?”
“IthinkIhaveamessageforyou.”
“What?”
“TheMotherspoketomeinadreamlastnight.Iwasnotaltogethersure,formysleepingbrainspinsfanciesoutofwhateveriscommoninmythoughts,andIthinkoftenofHer.SoIhadmeanttotakeittoUmegattoday,andbeguidedbyhisgoodadvice.ButShesaidtome,Shesaid”—Claratookabreath,andsteadiedher
voice,herexpressiongrowingcalmer—”‘TellmyDaughter’sfaithfulcouriertobewaredespairaboveall.’”
“Yes?”saidCazarilafteramoment.“And…?”Blastit,ifthegodsweregoingtotroubletosendhimmessagesinotherpeople’sdreams,he’dprefersomethinglesscryptic.Andmorepractical.
“Thatwasall.”
“Areyousure?”askedMendenal.
“Well…Shemighthavesaid,herDaughter’sfaithfulcourtier.Orcastle-warder.Orcaptain.Orallfourofthem—thatpart’sblurredinmymemory.”
“Ifitisso,whoaretheotherthreemen?”askedMendenal,puzzled.
TheunknowingechooftheProvincara’swordstohiminValendachilledCazariltothepitofhisachingbelly.“I…Iam,Archdivine.Iam.”Hebowedtotheacolyte,andsaidthroughstifflips,“Thankyou,Clara.PraytoyourLadyforme.”
Shegavehimasilent,understandingsmile,andalittlenod.
LeavingtheMother’sacolytetokeepclosewatchoverUmegat,thearchdivineexcusedhimselftogoattenduponRoyaOrico,andwithashydiffidenceinvitedCazariltoaccompanyhimtotheZangregates.Cazarilfoundhimselfgratefulfortheofferandfollowedhimout.Hisearliertoweringrageandterrorhadlongsincepassed,leavinghimlimpandweak.Hiskneesbuckledonthe
gallerystairs;butforcatchingtherailinghewouldhavetumbleddownhalfaflight.Tohisembarrassment,thesolicitousMendenalinsistedCazarilbecarriedupthehillinhisownsedanchair,hoistedbyfourstoutdedicats,withMendenalwalkingbeside.Cazarilfeltafool,andconspicuous.But,hehadtoadmit,vastlyobliged.
THEINTERVIEWCAZARILHAD
BEENDREADINGDIDnottakeplaceuntilaftersupper.Summonedbyapage,heclimbedreluctantlytotheroyesse’ssittingroom.Iselle,lookingstrained,awaitedhimattendedbyBetriz;theroyessewavedhimtoastool.Candlesburningbrightlyinallthemirroredwallsconcesdidnotdriveawaytheshadowthatclungabouther.
“HowdoesOricogoon?”he
askedtheladiesanxiously.Theyhadneitherofthemcometosupperinthebanquetinghall,insteadremainingwiththeroyinaandthestrickenroyaabovestairs.
Betrizanswered,“Heseemedcalmerthisevening,whenhefoundhewasnotcompletelyblind—hecanseeacandleflamewithhisrighteye.Butheisnotpassingwaterproperly,andhisphysician
thinksheisindangerofgrowingdropsical.Hedoeslookterriblyswollen.”Shebitherlipinworry.
Cazarilduckedhisheadattheroyesse.“AndwereyouabletoseeTeidez?”
Isellesighed.“Yes,rightafterChancellordyJironaldressedhimdown.Hewastoodistraughttobesensible.Ifhewereyounger,Iwouldname
itoneofhistantrums.I’msorryheisgrowntoobigtoslap.Hetakesnofood,andthrowsthingsathisservants,andnowhe’sfreedfromhischambers,isrefusingtocomeout.There’snothingtodowhenhegetslikethisbuttoleavehimalone.He’llbebettertomorrow.”HereyesnarrowedatCazaril,andherlipscompressed.“Andso,mylord.Justhowlonghaveyouknownofthisblackcursethat
hangsoverOrico?”
“Sarafinallytalkedtoyou…didshe?”
“Yes.”
“Whatexactlydidshesay?”
IsellegaveatolerablyaccuratesummationofthestoryofFonsaandtheGoldenGeneral,andthedescentofthelegacyofillfortune
throughIastoOrico.ShedidnotmentionherselforTeidez.
Cazarilchewedonaknuckle.“Youhaveabouthalfthefacts,then.”
“Idonotlikethishalfportion,Cazaril.TheworlddemandsImakegoodchoicesonnoinformation,andthenblamesmymaidenhoodformymistakes,asifmymaidenhoodwereresponsible
formyignorance.Ignoranceisnotstupidity,butitmightaswellbe.AndIdonotlikefeelingstupid.”Steelrangintheselastwords,unmistakably.
Hebowedhisheadinapology.Hewantedtoweepforwhathewasabouttolose.Itwasnottoshieldhermaideninnocence,norBetriz’s,thathehadkeptsilentfortoolong,noreven
dreadofarrest.Hehadfearedtolosetheparadiseoftheirregard,beensickenedwiththehorrorofbecominghideousintheireyes.Coward.Speak,andbedone.
“IfirstlearnedofthecursethenightafterDondo’sdeath,fromthegroomUmegat—whoisnogroom,bytheway,butadivineoftheBastard,andthesaintwhohostedthemiracleofthemenageriefor
Orico.”
Betriz’seyeswidened.“Oh.I…Ilikedhim.Howdoeshegoon?”
Cazarilmadealittlebalancinggesturewithonehand.“Badly.Stillunconscious.Andworse,he’s”—heswallowed,Herewego—“stoppedglowing.”
“Stoppedglowing?”said
Iselle.“Ididn’tknowhe’dstarted.”
“Yes.Iknow.Youcannotseeit.There’s…somethingIhaven’ttoldyouaboutDondo’smurder.”Hetookabreath.“Itwasmewhosacrificedcrowandrat,andprayedtotheBastardforDondo’sdeath.”
“Ah!I’dsuspectedasmuch,”saidBetriz,sittingstraighter.
“Yes,but—whatyoudon’tknowis,Iwasgrantedit.Ishouldhavediedthatnight,inFonsa’stower.Butanother’sprayersintervened.Iselle’s,Ithink.”Henoddedtotheroyesse.
Herlipsparted,andherhandwenttoherbreast.“IprayedthattheDaughtersparemefromDondo!”
“Youprayed—andthe
Daughtersparedme.”Headdedruefully,“Butnot,asitturnedout,fromDondo.Yousawhowathisfuneralallthegodsrefusedtosignthathissoulwastakenup?”
“Yes,andsohewasexcluded,damned,trappedinthisworld,”saidIselle.“HalfthecourtfearedhewaslooseinCardegoss,andfestoonedthemselveswithcharmsagainsthim.”
“InCardegoss,yes.Loose…no.Mostlostghostsareboundtotheplacewheretheydied.Dondo’sisboundtothepersonwhokilledhim.”Heshuthiseyes,unabletobearlookingattheirdrainingfaces.“Youknowmytumor?It’snotatumor.Ornotonlyatumor.Dondo’ssoulistrappedinsideofme.Alongwiththedeathdemon,apparently,butthedemon,atleast,isblessedlyquietabout
itall.It’sDondowhowon’tshutup.Hescreamsatme,atnight.Anyway.”Heopenedhiseyesagain,thoughhestilldidnotdarelookup.“Allthis…divineactivityhasgivenmeasortofsecondsight.Umegathasit—thereisalittlesaintoftheMotherintownwhohasit—andIhaveit.Umegathas—had—awhiteglow.TheMotherClarashinesafaintgreen.TheyhavebothtoldmeIam
mostlyblueandwhite,allroilingandblazing.”Atlast,heforcedhimselftolookupandmeetIselle’seyes.“AndIcanseeOrico’scurseasadarkshadow.Iselle,listen,thisisimportant.Idon’tthinkSaraknowsthis.It’snotjustashadowonOrico.It’sonyouandTeidez,too.AllthedescendantsofFonsaseemtobesmearedbythisblackthing.”
Afteralittlesilence,sittingstiffandstill,Isellesaidonly,“Thatmakesasortofsense.”
Betrizwaseyeinghimsideways.Bythetestimonyofhisbelt,histumorwasnotgrownmoregrossthanbefore,buthergazemadehimfeelmonstrous.Hebentalittleoverhisbellyandmanagedaweak,unfeltgrininherdirection.
“Buthowdoyougetridofthis…haunting?”Betrizaskedslowly.
“Um…asIunderstandit,ifIamkilled,mysoulwillloseitsanchorinmybody,andthedeathdemonwillbereleasedtofinishitsjob.Ithink.I’malittleafraidthedemonwilltrytotrickorbetraymetomydeath,ifitcan;itseemsatriflesingle-minded.Itwantstogohome.
Or,iftheLady’shandopens,thedemonwillbereleased,andwrenchmysoulfrommybody,andoffweallgotogetheragainthesame.”HedecidednottoburdenherwithRojeras’sothertheory.
“No,LordCaz,youdon’tunderstand.Iwanttoknowhowyoucangetridofitwithoutdying.”
“I’dliketoknowthat,too,”
Cazarilsighed.Withaneffort,hestraightenedhisspineandmanagedabettersmile.“Itdoesn’tmatter.ItradedmylifeforDondo’sdeathofmyownfreewill,andI’vereceivedmydue.Paymentofmydebtismerelydelayed,notrescinded.TheLadyapparentlykeepsmealiveforsomeserviceIhaveyettoperform.OrelseIwouldslaymyselfindisgustandendit.”
Iselle,eyesnarrowingatthis,satupandsaidsharply,“Well,Idonotreleaseyoufrommyservice!Doyouhearme,Cazaril?”
Hissmilegrewmoregenuine,foraninstant.“Ah.”
“Yes,”saidBetriz,“andyoucan’texpectustogetallsqueamishjustbecauseyou’re…inhabited.Imean…we’reexpectedtoshareour
bodiessomeday.Doesn’tmakeushorrible,doesit?”Shehesitatedatwherethismetaphorwastakingher.
Cazaril,whosemindhadbeenshyingfromjustthatparallelforsometime,saidmildly,“Yes,butwithDondo?YoubothdrewthelineatDondo.”Intruth,everymanhe’deverkilledhadtraveledbackuptheshockofhisswordarmintohismemory,androde
withhimstill,inasense.Andsowebearoursins.
Iselleputherhandtoherlipsinsuddenalarm.“Cazaril—hecan’tgetout,canhe?”
“IpraytotheLadyhemaynot.Theideaofhimseepingintomymindis…istheworstofall.Worseeventhan…nevermind.Oh.Thatremindsme,Ishouldwarnyouabouttheghosts.”Briefly,he
repeatedwhatthearchdivinehadtoldhimaboutmakingsurehisbodywasburned,andwhy.Itaffordedhimanoddrelief,tohavethatout.Theyweredismayed,butattentive;hethoughthemighttrustthemtohavethecourageforthetask.Andthenwasashamedtohavenottrustedtheircourageearlier.
“Butlisten,Royesse,”hewenton.“TheGolden
General’scursehasfollowedFonsa’sget,butSaraisshadowed,too.UmegatandIboththinkshemarriedintoit.”
“Herlifehascertainlybeenmademiserableenoughbyit,”agreedIselle.
“Itthereforefollowslogically,thatyoumightmarryoutofit.Itisahope,anyway,agreathope.Ithink
weshouldturnourmindstothematter—IwouldhaveyououtofCardegoss,outofthecurse,outofChalionaltogether,assoonasmaybearranged.”
“Withthecourtinthisuproar,marriagearrangementsareoutof—”Isellepausedabruptly.“But…whataboutTeidez?AndOrico?AndChalionitself?AmItoabandonthem,likeageneral
runningawayfromalosingbattle?”
“Thehighestcommandershavewiderresponsibilitiesthanasinglebattle.Ifabattlemaynotbewon—ifthegeneralcannotsavethatday,atleastsucharetreatsavesthegoodofanotherday.”
Shefrowneddoubtfully,takingthisin.Herbrowslowered.“Cazaril…doyou
thinkmymotherandgrandmotherknewofthisdarkthingthathangsoverus?”
“Yourgrandmother,Idon’tknow.Yourmother…”IfIstahadseentheghostsoftheZangreforherself,shemusthavebeenlentthesecondsightforatime.Whatdidthisimply?Cazaril’simaginationfoundered.“Yourmotherknewsomething,butIdon’t
knowhowmuch.EnoughtobeterrifiedwhenyouwerecalledtoCardegoss,anyway.”
“I’dthoughtheroverfussy.”Iselle’svoicelowered.“I’dthoughthermad,astheservantswhispered.”Herfrowndeepened.“Ihavealottothinkabout.”
Ashersilencelengthened,Cazarilrose,andbadeboth
ladiesapolitegoodnight.Theroyesseacknowledgedhimwithanabsentnod.Betrizclaspedherhandstogether,staringathiminagonizedsearching,anddippedahalfcurtsey.
“Wait!”Isellecalledsuddenlyashereachedthedoor.Hewheeledaround;shesprangfromherchair,strodeuptohim,andgrippedbothhishands.“Youaretootall.
Bendyourhead,”shecommanded.
Obligingly,heduckedhishead;shestoodontiptoe.Heblinkedinsurpriseasheryounglipsplantedafirmandformalkissuponhisbrow,andthenuponthebackofeachhand,liftedtohermouth.Andthenshesanktothefloorinarustleofperfumedsilk,andashismouthopenedininarticulate
protest,shekissedeachbootedfootwiththesameunhesitatingfirmness.
“There,”saidIselle,rising.Herchincameup.“Nowyoumaybedismissed.”
TearswererunningdownBetriz’sface.Tooshakenforwords,Cazarilboweddeeplyandfledtohisunquietbed.
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CazarilfoundtheZangreeerilyquietthefollowingday.AfterDondo’sdeaththecourthadbeenalarmed,yes,butexcitedandgivenovertogossipandwhispering.Noweventhewhisperingwasstilled.Allwhohadnodirect
dutiesstayedaway,andthosewhohadinescapabletaskswentabouttheminahurried,apprehensivesilence.
IselleandBetrizspentthedayinIas’stower,waitinguponSaraandOrico.Atdawn,Cazarilandthegrimcastlewarderoversawthecremationandburialoftheremainsoftheanimals.Fortherestoftheday,Cazarilalternatedfeebleattemptstoattendto
themessonhisdeskwithtrudgesdowntothetemplehospital.Umegatlayunchanged,grayandrasping.Afterhissecondvisit,Cazarilstoppedinatthetempleitselfandprayed,prostrateandwhispering,beforeallfivealtarsinturn.Ifhewasintruthinfectedwiththissaint-disease,dammit,shouldn’titbegoodforsomething?
Thegodsdonotgrant
miraclesforourpurposes,butfortheirs,Umegathadsaid.Yes?ItseemedtoCazarilthatthisbargainoughttoruntwoways.Ifpeoplestoppedlendingthegodstheirwillsbywhichtodomiracles,eh,whatwouldthegodsdoaboutitthen?Well,thefirstthingtohappenwouldbethatI’ddropdead.Therewasthat.CazarillayalongtimebeforethealtaroftheLadyofSpring,buthere
foundhimselfmute,notevenhislipsmoving.Abashed,ashamed,despairing?Butwordyorwordless,thegodsreturnedhimonlythesameblanksilence,fivetimesover.
HewasremindedofPalli’sinsistencethathenotgoaboutalonewhen,sloggingbackupthehill,hepasseddyJoalandanotherofdyJironal’sretainersenteringJironalPalace.DyJoal’shand
curledonhisswordhilt,buthedidnotdraw;withpolite,warynods,theywalkedwideabouteachother.
Backinhisoffice,CazarilrubbedhisachingbrowandturnedhisthoughtstoIselle’smarriage.RoyseBergonofIbra,eh.Theboywoulddoaswellasanyandbetterthanmost,Cazarilsupposed.ButthisturmoilinthecourtofChalionmadeopen
negotiationsimpossibletocarryout;itwouldhavetobeasecretenvoy,andsoon.RunningdownthelistinhismindofcourtierscapableofsuchadiplomaticmissionturnedupnoneCazarilwouldtrust.Runningdownthemuchshorterlistofmenhecouldtrustturnedupnoexperienceddiplomats.Umegatwaslaidlow.Thearchdivinecouldnotleaveinsecret.Palli?MarchdyPalliar
hadtherank,atleast,todemandIbra’srespect.HetriedtoimaginehonestPallinegotiatingthesubtletiesofIselle’smarriagecontractwiththeFoxofIbra,andgroaned.Maybe…maybeifPalliweresentwithanextremelydetailedandexplicitlistofinstructions…?
Needsmustdrive.HewouldbroachittoPallitomorrow.
CAZARILPRAYEDONHISKNEESBEFOREBEDTOBEsparedfromthenightmarethathadrecurredthreenightsrunning,whereDondogrewbacktolifesizewithinhisswellingstomachandthen,somehowdressedinhisfuneralrobesandarmedwithhissword,carvedhiswayout.PerhapstheLadyheardhisplea;atanyrate,hewokeatdawn,hisheadandheartpounding,fromanewnightmare.Inthis
one,DondosomehowsuckedCazaril’ssoulintohisownbellyinhisplace,andescapedtotakeoverCazaril’sbody.Andthenembarkedonacareerofrapineinthewomen’squarterswhileCazaril,helplesstostophim,watched.Tohisdismay,ashepantedinthegraylightandregainedhisgriponreality,Cazarilrealizedhisbodywaspainfullyaroused.
So,wasDondoplungedintoalightlessprison,sealedfromsound,deprivedofsensation?Ordidheridealongastheultimatespyandvoyeur?CazarilhadnotimaginedmakinglovetoBe—toanyladysincethisdamnedafflictionhadbeenvisiteduponhim;heimagineditnow,acrowdedquartetbetweenthesheets,andshuddered.
Briefly,Cazarilenvisionedescapingbythewindow.Hemightsqueezehisshouldersthrough,anddive;thedropwouldbestupendous,thecrunchattheend…quick.Orwithhisknife,takentowristsorthroatorbellyorallthree…Hesatup,blinking,tofindahalfadozenphantasmsgatheredavidlyaroundhim,crowdingeachotherlikevulturesaroundadeadhorse.Hehissed,lurched,and
swipedhisarmthroughtheairtoscatterthem.Couldabodywithitsheadsmashedinbeanimatedbyoneofthem?Thearchdivine’swordsimpliedso.Escapethroughsuicidewasblockedbythisghastlypatrol,itseemed.Dreadingsleep,hestumbledfrombedandwenttowashanddress.
Comingbackfromaperfunctorybreakfastinthe
banquetinghall,CazarilencounteredabreathlessNandyVrituponthestairs.
“Myladybegsyou‘tenduponheratonce,”Nantoldhim,andCazarilnoddedandpushedupthesteps.“Notinherchambers,”Nanadded,ashestartedpastthethirdfloor.“InRoyseTeidez’s.”
“Oh.”Cazaril’sbrowsrose,andheturnedinsteadtopass
hisownchamberandgodownthehalltoTeidez’s,Nanathisheels.
Asheenteredtheofficeantechamber,twintoIselle’sabove,heheardvoicesfromtheroomsopeningbeyond;Iselle’smurmur,andTeidez’s,raised:“Idon’twantanythingtoeat.Idon’twanttoseeanyone!Goaway!”
Thesittingroomwasclutteredwithweapons,clothes,andgifts,strewnabouthaphazardly.Cazarilpickedhiswayacrosstothebedchamber.
Teidezlaybackonhispillows,stillinhisnightgown.Theclose,moistairoftheroomsmelledofboysweat,andanothertang.Teidez’ssecretary-tutorhoveredanxiouslyonone
sideofthebed;Isellestoodwithherhandsonherhipsontheother.Teidezsaid,“Iwanttogobacktosleep.Getout.”HeglancedupatCazaril,cringed,andpointed.“Iespeciallydon’twanthiminhere!”
NandyVritsaid,inaverydomesticvoice,“Now,noneofthat,younglord.YouknowbetterthantotalktooldNanthatway.”
Teidez,cowedbysomeancienthabit,wentfromsurlytowhiney.“Ihaveaheadache.”
Isellesaidfirmly,“Nan,bringalight.Cazaril,IwantyoutolookatTeidez’sleg.Itlooksveryoddtome.”
Nanheldabraceofcandleshigh,supplementingthewangraydaylightfromthewindow.Teidezatfirst
clutchedhisblanketstohischest,butdidn’tquitedarefighthisoldersister’sglare;shetwitchedthemoutofhishandsandfoldedthemaside.
Threescabbed,parallelgroovesraninaspiralpartwayaroundtheboy’srightleg.Inthemselves,theydidnotappeardeepordangerous,buttheflesharoundthemwassoswollenthattheskinwasshinyand
silvery.Translucentpinkdrainageandyellowpusoozedfromtheiredges.Cazarilforcedhimselftokeephisexpressionevenashestudiedthehotredstreaksclimbingpasttheboy’skneeandwindinguptheinsideofhisthigh.Teidez’seyeswereglazed.HejerkedbackhisheadasCazarilreachedforhim.“Don’ttouchme!”
“Bestill!”Cazaril
commandedinalowvoice.Teidez’sforehead,beneathCazaril’swrist,wasscorching.
Heglancedupatthesallow-facedsecretary,watchingwithafrown.“Howlonghashebeenfeverish?”
“Justthismorning,Ibelieve.”
“Whendidhisphysicianlastseethis?”
“Hewouldnothaveaphysician,LordCazaril.HethrewachairatmewhenItriedtohelphim,andbandagedithimself.”
“Andyoulethim?”Cazaril’svoicemadethesecretaryjump.
Themanshruggeduneasily.“Hewouldhaveitso.”
Teidezgrumbled,“Some
peopleobeyme.I’llrememberwho,too,later.”HegloweredupatCazarilthroughhalf-loweredlashes,andstuckouthislowerlipathissister.
“He’stakenaninfection.I’llseethataTemplephysicianissentintohimatonce.”
Teidez,disgruntled,wriggledbackdownunderhiscovers.“CanIgobacktosleepnow?
Ifyoudon’tmind.Anddrawthecurtain,thelighthurtsmyeyes.”
“Yes,stayabed,”Cazariltoldhim,andwithdrew.
Isellefollowedhimintotheantechamber,loweringhervoice.“It’snotright,isit?”
“No.It’snot.Goodobservation,Royesse.Yourjudgmentwascorrect.”
Shegavehimasatisfiednod,andhebowedhimselfoutandmadefortheendstairs.ByNandyVrit’sshadowedface,sheatleastunderstoodjusthownot-rightitwas.AllCazarilcouldthinkof,ashehasteneddownthestairsandbackacrossthestonesofthecourtyardtowardIas’sTower,washowveryseldomhe’dseenanyman,nomatterhowyoungorstrong,surviveanamputationthathighupon
thethigh.Hisstridelengthened.
Bygoodluck,CazarilfounddyJironalatonce,intheChancellery.Hewasjustsealingasaddlebaganddispatchingacourierwithit.
“Howaretheroads?”dyJironalaskedthefellow,whowastypicallyleanandwiryandworetheChancellery’stabardoveranoddassortment
ofwinterwoolens.
“Muddy,m’lord.Itwillbedangeroustorideafterdark.”
“Well,doyourbest,”dyJironalsighed,andclappedhimontheshoulder.ThemansalutedandmadehiswayoutpastCazaril.
DyJironalscowledathisnewvisitor.“Cazaril.”
“Mylord.”Cazarilofferedafractionalbowandentered.
DyJironalseatedhimselfontheedgeofhisdesk,andfoldedhisarms.“YourattempttohidebehindtheDaughter’sOrderinitsplottounseatmeisdoomedtofail,youknow,”hesaidconversationally.“Iintendtoseethatitsfailurewillbemiserable.”
Impatiently,Cazarilwavedthisaside.He’dhavebeenmoresurprisedhaddyJironalnothadanearintheorder’scouncils.“YouhavemuchworsetroublesthismorningthananythingIcanofferyou,mylord.”
DyJironal’seyeswidenedinsurprise;hisheadtiltedinanattitudeofsuddenattention.“Oh?”
“WhatdidTeidez’swoundlooklikewhenyousawit?”
“Whatwound?Heshowedmenowound.”
“Onhisrightleg—hewasscratchedbyOrico’sleopard,apparently,whilehewaskillingthepoorbeast.Intruth,themarksdidn’tlookdeep,butthey’vetakenaninfection.Hisskinburns.Andyouknowhowapoisoned
woundsometimesthrowsoutfeverishmarksupontheskin?”
“Aye,”saiddyJironaluneasily.
“Teidez’srunfromankletogroin.Theylooklikeabloodyconflagration.”
DyJironalswore.
“Iadviseyoupullthattroop
ofuselessphysiciansoffofOricoforamomentandsendthemacrosstoTeidez’schambers.Oryoucouldlosetworoyalpuppetsinoneweek.”
DyJironal’sglaremetCazaril’slikeflintonsteel,butafteronefierceinhalationhenoddedandshiftedtohisfeet.Cazarilfollowedhimout.CorruptedwithgreedandfamilialpridedyJironal
mightbe,buthewasn’tincompetent.CazarilcouldseewhyOricomighthavechosentoenduremuch,inexchangeforthat.
AfterassuringhimselfthatdyJironalwasclimbingthestairstoOrico’schamberswithduehaste,Cazarilturnedbackdownthem.He’dhadnowordfromthetemplehospitalsincelastnight;hewantedtocheckagainon
Umegat.HemadehiswayouttheZangregatespasttheill-fatedstableblock.Alittletohissurprise,hespottedUmegat’stonguelessundergroomclimbingthehilltowardhim.ThemanwavedhisthumblesshandwhenhesawCazaril,andhurriedhisstep.
Hearrivedbreathlessandsmiling.Hisfacewasmarkedwithlividbruises,red-purple
aroundoneeye,fromthefutilefightinthemenagerie,andhisbrokennosewasstillswollen,itslaceratededgedarkandscabbed.Buthiseyeswereshiningintheirwreckedmatrix;healmostdanceduptoCazaril.
Cazaril’sbrowsrose.“Youlookhappy—what,man,isUmegatawake?”
Henoddedvigorously.
Cazarilgrinnedbackathim,faintwithrelief.
Hespokeamumbledsortofgargle,ofwhichCazarilmadeoutperhapsonewordinfour,butenoughtogatherhewasonsomeurgenterrand.HemotionedCazariltowaitoutsidethesilent,darkmenagerie,andreturnedinafewminuteswithasacktiedtohisbeltandclutchingabook,whichhebrandished
happily.BywhichCazarilunderstoodUmegatwasnotonlyawake,butwellenoughtowanthisfavoritebook—Ordol,Cazarilnotedwithbemusement.Gladofthestoutlittleman’scompany,Cazarilwalkedbesidehimdownintotown.
Cazarilreflectedonthefellow’sstigmataofmartyrdom,displayedwithsuchseemingindifference.It
wassilenttestimonyofhorrendoustorment,enduredinthenameofhisgod.Hadhisterrorlastedanhour,aday,months?Itwasnotquitepossibletobesurewhetherthesoftenedroundnessofhisappearancewastheresultofcastrationorjustoldage.Cazarilcouldn’tverywellaskhimhisstory.Justattemptingtolistentohisbadlymouthedordinaryexchangeswasapainfulstrainupontheears
andattention.Hedidn’tevenknowifthefellowwasChalioneseorIbran,BrajaranorRoknari,orhowhehadcometoCardegoss,orhowlonghehadservedwithUmegat.Doinghisdailydutiesastheycametohim.Hestumpedalongnowwiththebookunderhisarm,eyesbright.So,thiswaswhatafaithfulservantofthegods,heroicandbeloved,endeduplookinglike.
TheyarrivedatUmegat’schambertofindhimsittingupinbedagainstsomepillows.Hewaspaleandwashed-out,hispricklyscalppuckeredalongitsstitches,remaininghairatumbledrat’snest,lipscrusted,hisfaceunshaved.Thetonguelessgroomrummagedinhissack,pulledoutsomeshavinggear,andwavedittriumphantlyintheair;Umegatsmiledwanly.He
staredatCazaril,notliftinghisheadfromthepillow.Herubbedhiseyes,andsquinteduncertainly.
Cazarilswallowed.“Howdoyoufeel?”
“Headache,”Umegatmanaged.Hesnortedsoftly.Finally,hesaid,“Areallmybeautifulcreaturesdead?”Histonguewasthick,hisvoicelowandalittleslurred,buthe
seemedcoherentenough.
“Nearlyall.Therewasonelittleblue-and-yellowbirdgotaway.It’sbacksafelyinitscagenow.Iletnoonemaketrophiesofthem.Isawthemcrematedlikefallensoldiersyesterday.ArchdivineMendenalhasundertakentofindtheirashesaplaceofhonor.”
Umegatnodded,thenwinced.
Hiscrustedlipstightened.
Cazarilglancedattheundergroom—yes,thismanhadtobeoneofthosewhoknewthetruth—andbacktoUmegat,andsaidhesitantly,“Doyouknowyou’vestoppedglowing?”
Umegatblinkedrapidlyathim.“I…suspectedit.Atleastyouaremuchlessdisturbingtolookupon,this
way.”
“Yoursecondsightistakenfromyou?”
“Mm.Secondsightisredundanttoreasonanyway.Youlive,thereforeIknowperfectlywelltheLady’shandstillgripsyou.”Headdedafteramoment,“Ialwaysknewitwasonlylenttomeforatime.Well,itwasquitearidewhileitlasted.”
Hisvoicefelltoawhisper.“Quitearide.”Heturnedhisfaceaway.“Icouldhaveborneitbeingtakenback.Tohaveitknockedfrommyhands…Ishouldhaveseenitcoming.”
Thegodsshouldhavewarnedyou…
Thelittleelderlyundergroom,whosefacehaddroopedatthepaininUmegat’svoice,
pickedupthebookandhelditoutconsolingly.
Umegatsmiledweaklyandtookittenderlyfromhim.“AtleastIhavemyoldprofessiontofallbackon,eh?”Hishandssmoothedthepagesopentosomefamiliarspot,andheglanceddown.Hissmilefaded.Hisvoicesharpened.“Isthisajoke?”
“Iswhatajoke,Umegat?Itis
yourbook,Isawhimbringitfromthemenagerie.”
Umegatstruggledawkwardlytositupright.“Whatlanguageisthis?”
Cazariladvancedandglancedoverhisshoulder.“Ibran,ofcourse.”
Umegatpagedthroughthebook,fingersshaking,hiseyestwitchingoverthepages,
hisbreathcomingfasterthroughlipsopeninsomethingliketerror.“Itis…itisgibberish.It’sjust,just…littleblotchesofink.Cazaril!”
“ItisIbran,Umegat.It’sjustIbran.”
“Itismyeyes.Itissomethinginme…”Heclutchedhisface,rubbedhiseyes,andcriedsuddenly,“Oh,gods!”
andburstintotears.Thetearsbecamewrackingsobsonthethirdbreath.“Iampunished!”
“Getthephysician,fetchthephysician,”Cazarilcriedtothefrightened-lookingundergroom,andthemannoddedandspedaway.Umegat’sclutchingfingersweretearingthepagesinhisblindgrip.Awkwardly,Cazariltriedtohelphim,pattinghisshoulder,
straighteningthebookandthentakingitawayaltogether.Thecoollyresistedbreakdown,havingbreachedUmegat’swallsinthisunguardedspot,pouredthrough,andthemanwept—notlikeachild.Nochild’ssobswereeverthisterrifying.
Afteragonizingminutes,thewhite-hairedphysicianarrivedandsoothedthedistraughtdivine;heseized
uponherinhope,andwouldscarcelyletherhandsgofreetocarryoutherbusiness.Herexplanationthatmanymenandwomentakenwithapalsy-strokeimprovedinafewdays,peoplecarriedinbyanxiousrelativesevenwalkingoutontheirownafewdayslater,didthemosttohelphimregainhisshatteredself-control.Ittookallhisstrengthofmind,forherfurthertests,conductedafter
sendingapassingdedicatrunningtotheorder’slibrary,revealedhecouldnotreadRoknarinorDarthacaneither,andfurthermore,hishandshadlosttheabilitytowieldapentomakeanykindofletters.
Thequillfellfromhisawkwardgrip,trailinginkacrossthelinens,andheburiedhisfaceinhishands,groaningagain,“Iam
punished.Myjoyandmyrefuge,takenfromme…”
“Sometimes,peoplecanrelearnthingstheyhaveforgotten,”thephysiciansaidtentatively.“Andyourunderstandingofthewordsinyourearshasnotbeentaken,noryourrecognitionofthepeopleyouknow.Ihaveseenthathappen,withsomeafflictedpeople.Someonecouldstillreadbooksaloudto
you…”
Umegat’seyesmetthoseofthetonguelessgroom,whowasstandingtoonesidestillholdingtheOrdol.Theoldmanscrubbedhisfistacrosshismouthandmadeanoddnoisedowninhisthroat,awhimperofpuredespair.Tearswererunningfromthecornersofhiseyesdownhisseamedface.
Umegat’sbreathpuffedfromhislips,andheshookhishead;drawnfromhistroublebyitsreflectioninthatagedface,hereachedacrosstogriptheundergroom’shand.“Sh.Sh.Aren’tweapair,now.”Hesighed,andsankbackonhispillows.“NeversaytheBastardhasnosenseofhumor.”Afteramomenthiseyesclosed.Exhausted,orshuttingitallout,Cazarilwasnotsurewhich.
Hechokeddownhisownterrifieddemandof,Umegat,whatshouldwedonow?Umegatwasinnoconditiontodoanything,evengivedirection.Evenpray?CazarilhardlydaredaskhimtoprayforTeidez,underthecircumstances.
Umegat’sbreaththickened,andhedroppedintoanuneasydoze.Softly,carefultomakenosound,the
undergroomlaidouthisshavinggearonasidetableandsatpatientlytoawaithiswakeningagain.Thephysicianmadenotesandleftquietly.Cazarilfollowedherouttothegalleryoverlookingthecourtyard.Itscentralfountainwasnotplayinginthischill,andthewaterinitwasdarkandscummyinthegraywinterlight.
“Ishepunished?”heasked
her.
Sherubbedthebackofherneckinawearygesture.“HowdoIknow?Headinjuriesarethestrangestofall.Ioncesawawomanwhoseeyesappearedwhollyundamagedgoblindfromablowtothebackofherhead.I’veseenpeoplelosespeech,losecontrolofhalftheirbodybutnottheotherhalf.Aretheypunished?Ifso,thegods
areevil,andthatIdonotbelieve.Ithinkitischance.”
Ithinkthegodsloadthedice.HewantedtourgehertotakegoodcareofUmegat,butclearlyshealreadywasdoingso,andhedidn’twanttosoundfrantic,orasthoughhedoubtedherskillordedication.Hebadeherapolitegoodmorninginstead,andtookhimselfofftotrackdownthearchdivineand
apprisehimoftheuglyturnofTeidez’swound.
HefoundArchdivineMendenalinthetempleattheMother’saltar,celebratingaceremonyofblessinguponarichleathermerchant’swifeandnewborndaughter.Cazarilperforcewaiteduntilthefamilyhadlaidtheirthanksgivingofferingsandfiledoutagainbeforeapproachinghimand
murmuringhisnews.Mendenalturnedpale,andhurriedofftotheZangreatonce.
Cazarilhaddevelopedunsettlingnewviewsoftheefficacyandsafetyofprayer,butlaidhimselfdownonthecoldpavementbeforetheMother’saltaranyway,thinkingofIsta.IftherewaslittlehopeofmercyforTeidez’sownsake,luredinto
violentsacrilegeandlefttherebyDondo,surelytheMothermightsparesomepityforhismotherIsta?Thegoddess’smessagetohimviaHeracolyte’sdreamtheotherdayhadsoundedmerciful.Inaway.Thoughitmightprovetobemerelybrutallypractical.Proneonthepolishedpatternedslates,hecouldfeelthelethallumpinhisbelly,anuncomfortablemassseemingthesizeofhis
doubledfists.
HeroseatlengthandsoughtoutPalliatProvincardyYarrin’snarrowoldstonepalace.Cazarilwasconductedbyaservanttoaguestchamberatthebackofthehouse.Palliwasseatedatasmalltable,writinginaledger,butlaidhisquillasidewhenCazarilenteredandmotionedhisvisitortoachairacrossfromhim.
AssoonastheservanthadshutthedoorbehindhimCazarilleanedforwardandsaid,“Palli,couldyou,atneed,ridecouriertoIbrainsecretfortheRoyesseIselle?”
Palli’sbrowsclimbed.“When?”
“Soon.”
Heshookhishead.“Ifby
soonyoumeannow,Ithinknot.Iammuchtakenupwithmydutiesasalorddedicat—IhavepromiseddyYarrinmyvoiceandmyvoteintheCouncil.”
“YoucouldleaveaproxywithdyYarrin,orsomeothertrustedcomrade.”
Pallirubbedhisshavenchin,andventedadubious,“Hm.”
CazarilconsideredclaimingtobeasaintoftheDaughter,andpullingrankonPalli,dyYarrin,andtheirentiremilitaryorder.Itwouldrequirecomplicatedexplanations.ItwouldrequiredivulgingthesecretofFonsa’scurse.Itwouldentailnotmerelyadmitting,butasserting,his…peculiardisorder.God-touched.God-ravished.AndsoundingasmadormadderthanIstaever
had.Hecompromised.“IthinkthismaybetheDaughter’sbusiness.”
Palli’slipsscrewedup.“Howcanyoutell?”
“Ijustcan.”
“Well,Ican’t.”
“Wait,Iknow.Beforeyougotosleeptonight,prayforguidance.”
“Me?Whydon’tyou?”
“Mynightsare…full.”
“Andsincewhendidyoubelieveinpropheticdreams?Ithoughtyoualwaysclaimeditwasnonsense,peoplefoolingthemselves,orpretendingtoanimportancetheycouldotherwiseneverclaim.”
“It’sa…recentconversion.
Look,Palli.Justdoitfor,fortheexperiment.Topleaseme,ifyouwill.”
Pallimadeasurrenderinggesture.“Foryou,yes.Fortherestofit…”Hisblackbrowslowered.“Ibra…?JustwhowouldIberidinginsecretfrom?”
“DyJironal.Mostly.”
“Oh?DyYarrinmightbe
interestedinthat.Somethinginitforhim?”
“Notinanydirectway,Idon’tthink.”Cazariladdedreluctantly,“AndlikewisesecretfromOrico.”
Pallisatback,hisheadtilting.Hisvoicelowered.“Coy,Caz.Justwhatkindofnooseareyouofferingtoputroundmyneck,here?Isthistreason?”
“Worse,”Cazarilsighed.“Theology.”
“Eh?”
“Oh,thatremindsme.”Cazarilpinchedthebridgeofhisnose,tryingtodecideifhisheadachewasgettingworse.“TelldyYarrinhiscouncilsarebeingreportedbysomespytodyJironal.Thoughhemaybecannyenoughtorealizeitalready,I
don’tknow.”
“Worseandworse.Areyougettingenoughsleep,Caz?”
AbarkofbitterlaughterbrokefromCazaril’slips.“No.”
“Youalwaysdidgostrangelyfeywhenyouwereovertired,y’know.Well,I’mnotridinganywhereonthebasisofabunchofdarkhints.”
“Intheevent,you’dbegivenfullknowledge.”
“WhenIamgivenfullknowledge,thenI’lldecide.”
“Fairenough,”Cazarilsighed.“Iwilldiscussitwiththeroyesse.ButIdidn’twanttoproposetoheramanwhowouldfailher.”
“Hey!”saidPalliindignantly.“WhenhaveIfailed?”
“Never,Palli.That’swhyIthoughtofyou.”Cazarilgrinnedand,withalittlegruntofpain,pushedtohisfeet.“ImustreturntotheZangre.”Briefly,hedescribedtheunpleasantprogressionofTeidez’sclawmark.
Palli’sfacegrewverysoberindeed.“Justhowbadisit?”
“Idon’t…”Cautiontempered
Cazaril’sfrankness.“Teidezisyoung,strong,wellfed.Iseenoreasonwhyhecannotthrowoffthisinfection.”
“Fivegods,Caz,he’sthehopeofhisHouse.WhatwillChaliondoifhedoesn’t?AndOricolaidlowaswell!”
Cazarilhesitated.“Orico…hasn’tbeenwellforsometime,butI’msuredyJironalneverimaginedthemboth
becomingsosickatonce.YoumightnotetodyYarrinthatourdearchancellorisgoingtobefairlydistractedforthenextfewdays.IfthelorddedicatswanttogetpasthimtoOrico’sbedandgetanythingsigned,nowmightbetheirbestchance.”
HeextractedhimselffromPalli’scascadeofsecondthoughts,althoughnotfromPalli’sinsistencethathetake
thedyGurabrothersforescort.Climbingthehilloncemore,hiscirclingcalculationsofhowtoeffectIselle’sescapefromthewreckofhercursedHousespiraledinwardonamuchsimplergrimdeterminationnottofalldowninfrontoftheseearnestyoungmen,tobehauledhomestumblingwithhisarmsacrosstheirshoulders.
CAZARILFOUNDTHETHIRD-
FLOORCORRIDOROFTHEmainblockpromisinglycrowdeduponhisreturn.Green-robedphysiciansandtheiracolyteassistantsscurriedinandout.Servantshurriedwithwater,linens,blankets,strangedrinksinsilverewers.AsCazarillingered,wonderingwhatassistancehemightoffer,thearchdivineemergedfromtheantechamberandstarteddownthecorridor,hisfacesetandintrospective.
“YourReverence?”Cazariltouchedhisfive-coloredsleeveinpassing.“Howgoestheboy?”
“Ah,LordCazaril.”Mendenalturnedasidebriefly.“Thechancellorandtheroyessehavegivenmepursesforprayersonhisbehalf.Igotosettheminmotion.”
“Doyouthink…prayerswill
doanygood?”Doyouthinkanyprayerswilldogood?
“Prayerisalwaysgood.”
No,it’snot,Cazarilwantedtoreply,butheldhistongue.
Mendenaladdedsuggestively,loweringhisvoice,“Yoursmightbeespeciallyefficacious.Atthistime.”
NotsofarasCazarilhadnoticed.“YourReverence,Idonothateanymaninthisworldenoughtoinflicttheresultsofmyprayersuponhim.”
“Ah,”saidMendenaluneasily.Hemanagedasmile,andtookpoliteleave.
RoyesseIsellesteppedintothecorridorandglancedupanddownit.Shespied
Cazarilandmotionedhimtoher.
Hebowed.“Royesse?”
She,too,loweredhervoice;everyonehereseemedtospeakinhushedtones.“Thereistalkofanamputation.Canyou—wouldyoubewilling—tohelpholdhimdown,ifitchancesso?Ithinkyouarefamiliarwiththeprocedure?”
“Indeed,Royesse.”Cazarilswallowed.Nightmarememoriesofbadmomentsinfieldhospitalsflittedthroughhismind.Hehadneverbeenabletodecideifthemenwhotriedtotakeitbravelyorthemenwhosemindsbrokeinterrorwerethehardestfortheirhelperstoendure.Betterbyfarthemenwhowereunconscioustostartwith.“TellthephysiciansIamattheirservice,andLord
Teidez’s.”
CazarilcouldhearfromtheantechamberwhereheleanedagainstthewalltowaitjustwhentheproposalwasfloatedtoTeidez.Theboywasgoingtobeofthesecondcategory,itseemed.Hecried,andbellowedthathewouldnotbemadeacripplebytraitorsandidiots,andthrewthings.Hisrisinghysteriawasonlycalmedwhenasecond
physicianopinedthattheinfectionwasnotgangreneafterall—Cazaril’snoseagreed—butrather,bloodpoisoning,andthatamputationwoulddomoreharmthangoodnow.Treatmentwasreducedtoamerelancing,althoughfromTeidez’syellsandstrugglesitmightaswellhavebeenanamputation.Despitethedrainingofthewound,Teidez’sfeversoared;
servantsbroughtbucketsofcoldwatertomakehimabathinacoppertubinthesittingroom,thenthephysicianshadtowrestlehimintoit.
Betweenphysicians,acolytes,andservants,theyseemedtohaveenoughhandsforthesepracticaltasks,andCazarilwithdrewforatimetohisownofficeonthefloorabove.Therehedivertedhis
mindbywritingtartletterstothosetowncouncilslatewiththeirroyallymandatedpaymentstotheroyesse’shousehold,whichwasallofthem.Theyhadsentlettersofexcuseclaimingpoorcrops,banditry,plague,evilweather,andcheatingtaxgatherers.Sixtowns’worthoftroubles;CazarilwonderedifOricohadpulledafastonewithhisbetrothalgiftanddumpedthesixworsttowns
onhisrentrollsontohissisterandDondo,orwhetherallofChalionwasinsuchdisarray.
IselleandBetrizcamein,lookingwearyandstrained.
“MybrotherismoreillthanIhaveeverseenhim,”IselleconfidedtoCazaril.“Wearegoingtosetupmyprivatealtarandpraybeforedinner.I’mwonderingifweshouldperhapsfastaswell.”
“Ithinkwhatmaybeneededherearenotothers’prayers,butTeidez’shimself;andnotforhealth,butforforgiveness.”
Iselleshookherhead.“Herefusestoprayatall.Hesaysit’snothisfault,butDondo’s,whichiscertainlytrueuptoapoint….HecriesheneverintendedtohurtOrico,andtheyareslandererswhosayso.”
“Isanyonesayingso?”
Betrizputin,“Noonesaysittotheroyesse’sface.Buttherearestrangerumorsamongtheservants,Nansays.”
Iselle’sfrowndeepened.“Cazaril…coulditbe?”
Cazarilleanedhiselbowsonhistableandrubbedtheachebetweenhisbrows.“Ithink…
notonTeidez’spart.IbelievehimwhenhesaysitwasDondo’sidea.Dondo,now,ofhimIwouldbelieveanything.Thinkitthroughfromhispointofview.HemarriesTeidez’ssister,thenarrangesforTeideztoascendthethronewhilestillaminor.HeknewfromwatchinghisbrotherMartoujusthowmuchpoweramanmaywieldsittinginaroya’spocket.Grantyou,Idon’tknowhow
heintendedtoridhimselfofMartou,butIamcertainDondomeanttobethenextchancellor,perhapsregent,ofChalion.MaybeevenroyaofChalion,dependingonwhatevilchanceshecouldarrangeforTeidez.”
Isellecaughtherlowerlipinherteeth.“AndhereIthoughtyouhadonlysavedme.”ShetouchedCazarilbrieflyontheshoulderandpassedoninto
herchambers.
CazarilaccompaniedIselleandBetrizontheirpredinnervisittoOrico.Orico,thoughnobetter,wasnoworse.Theyfoundhimarrayedinfreshlinens,sittingupinbed,andbeingreadtobySara.Theroyaspokehopefullyofanimprovementinhisrighteye,forhethoughthecouldnowseeshapesmoving.Cazarilthoughtthephysician’s
diagnosisofdropsyalltoolikely,forOrico’sgrossfleshwasswollenevenmoregrossly;theroya’sthumbprint,placeduponthetightfatofhisface,stayedpaleandvisibleforalongtime.IselledownplayedthealarmingreportsofTeidez’sinfectiontoOrico,butintheantechamberonthewayoutspokefranklytoSara.Sara’slipstightened;shemadelittlecommenttoTeidez’ssister,
butCazarilthoughtthathereatleastwasonewhodidnotprayforthebewilderedbrutalboy.
Aftersupper,Teidez’sfeverroseevenhigher.Hestoppedfightingandcomplaining,andfellintolassitude.Acoupleofhoursbeforemidnight,heseemedtofalltosleep.IselleandBetrizatlastlefttheroyse’santechamberandclimbedtotheirownrooms
forsomerest.
Closetomidnight,unabletosleepforsakeofhisusualanticipations,CazarilagainwentdownthecorridortoTeidez’schambers.Thechiefphysician,goingtowaketheboytoadministersomefever-reducingsyrup,fresh-concoctedanddeliveredbyapantingacolyte,foundthatTeidezcouldnotberoused.
CazariltrudgedupthestairstoreportthistoasleepyNandyVrit.
“Well,there’snaughtIsellecandoaboutit,”opinedNan.“She’sjustdroppedoff,poorgirl.Canwenotlethersleep?”
Cazarilhesitated,thensaid,“No.”
Sothetwotired,worried
youngwomendressedthemselvesagainandtroopedbackdowntoTeidez’scrowdedsittingroom.ChancellordyJironalarrived,fetchedfromJironalPalace.
DyJironalfrownedatCazaril,andbowedtoIselle.“Royesse.Thissickroomisnoplaceforyou.”HissourglancebacktoCazarilsilentlyadded,Oryou.
Iselle’seyesnarrowed,butsherepliedinaquiet,dignifiedvoice,“Noneherehasabetterright.Oragreaterduty.”Afterabriefpause,sheadded,“AndImustbearwitnessonmymother’sbehalf.”
DyJironalinhaled,thenapparentlythoughtbetterofwhateverhe’dbeenabouttosay.Hemightprofitablysavetheclashofwillsforsome
othertimeandplace,Cazarilthought.Therewouldbeopportunitiesenough.
ColdcompressesfailedtolowerTeidez’sfever,andneedlepricksfailedtorousehim.Hisanxiousattendantswerethrownintoaflurrywhenhehadabriefseizure.HisbreathingbecameevenmoreraspingandlaboredthantheunconsciousUmegat’shadbeen.Outin
thecorridor,aquintetofcantors,onevoicefromeachofthefiveorders,sangprayers;theirvoicesblendedandechoed,aheartbreakinglybeautifulbackgroundofsoundtothesedreadfuldoings.
Theharmoniespaused.Inthatmoment,Cazarilrealizedthelaboredbreathingfromthebedchamberbeyondhadstopped.Everyonefellsilent
inthefaceofthatsilence.Oneoftheseveralattendantphysicians,hisfacedrainedandwetwithtears,cametotheantechamberandcalledindyJironalandIselleforwitnesses.Voicesroseandfell,verysoftandlow,fromTeidez’sbedchamberforamomentortwo.
Bothwerepalewhentheycameoutagain.DyJironalwaspaleandshocked;even
tothelast,Cazarilrealized,themanhadbeenexpectingTeideztopullthroughandrecover.Isellewaspaleandnearlyexpressionless.Theblackshadowboiledthicklyabouther.
Everyfaceintheantechamberturnedtowardher,likecompassneedlesswinging.TheroyacyofChalionhadanewHeiress.
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Iselle’seyes,thoughreddenedwithfatigueandgrief,weredry.Betriz,goingtosupporther,dashedtearsfromthecornersofhers.Itwasalittlehardtotellwhichyoungwomanleanedupontheother.
ChancellordyJironalclearedhisthroat.“IwilltakewordofthisbereavementtoOrico.”Belatedly,headded,“Allowmetoserveyouinthis,Royesse.”
“Yes…”Isellelookedaroundthechamberalittleblindly.“Letallthesegoodpeoplegoabouttheirtasks.”
DyJironal’sbrowsdrewdown,asthoughahundred
thoughtsflittedbehindhiseyes,andhescarcelyknewwhichtograspfirst.HeglancedatBetriz,andatCazaril.“Yourhousehold…yourhouseholdmustbeincreasedtomatchyournewdignity.Ishallseetoit.”
“Icannotthinkaboutallthesethingsnow.Tomorrowwillbesoonenough.Fortonight,mylordChancellor,pleaseleavemetomysorrow.”
“Ofcourse,Royesse.”DyJironalbowed,andmadetodepart.
“Oh,”Iselleadded,“praydonotdispatchanycouriertomymotheruntilIcanwritealettertoinclude.”
Inthedoorway,dyJironalpausedandgaveanotherhalfbowinacknowledgment.“Certainly.”
AsBetrizescortedIselleout,theroyessemurmuredtoCazarilinpassing,“Cazaril,‘tendonmeinhalfanhour.Imustthink.”
Cazarilbenthishead.
Thecrowdofcourtiersintheantechamberandsittingroomdispersed,butforTeidez’ssecretary,whostoodlookingbereftanduseless.Onlytheacolytesandservantswhose
taskitnowwastowashandpreparetheroyse’sbodyremained.Thestunnedanddistraughtchorusofcantorssangonelastprayer,thistimeathrenodyforthepassageofthedead,theirvoiceschokedandwavering,andthenthey,too,turnedtomaketheirwayout.
Cazarilwasnotsureifhisheadorhisbellyachedmore.Hefledintohisownchamber
attheendofthehallway,shutthedoorbehindhim,andbracedhimselfforDondo’snightlyonslaught,not,hisknottingstomachtoldhim,tobeanyfurtherdelayed.
Hisfamiliarcrampsdoubledhimoverasusual,buttohissurprise,Dondowassilenttonight.Washe,too,dauntedbyTeidez’sdeath?IfDondohadintendedtheboy’sdestructiontofollowfrom
Orico’s,hehaditnow—toolatetoserveanypurposehe’dpursuedinlife.
Cazarildidnotfindthesilencearespite.HisheightenedsensitivitytothatmalevolentpresenceassuredhimDondowasstilltrappedwithinhim.Hungry.Angry.Thinking?IntelligencehadnotbeenanotablecharacteristicofDondo’sspewingbeforenow.Perhaps
theshockofhisdeathwaspassingoff.Leaving…what?Awaiting.Astalking?Dondohadbeenacompetenthunter,once.
ItoccurredtoCazarilthatwhilethedemonmightseekonlytofillitstwosoul-bucketsandreturntoitsmaster,Dondolikelydidnotsharethatdesire.Thebellyofhisbestenemywasahatefulprisontohim,butneitherthe
Bastard’spurginghellnorthechilledforgetfulnessofagods-rejectedghostwasaverysatisfactoryalternativefate.ExactlywhatelsemightbepossibleCazarilcouldscarcelyimagine,buthewasintenselyawarethatifDondosoughtaphysicalformthroughwhichtoreentertheworld,hisownwasclosesttohand.Onewayoranother.Hishandskneadedhisbelly,andhetriedtodecide,forthe
hundredthtime,howfasthistumorwasreallygrowing.
Thecrampsandthewrackingquarterhourofterrorpassed.Iselle’srequestreturnedtohismind.ComposingthenecessarylettertoIstainformingherofherson’sdeathwouldbeexcruciating;littlewonderIselleshoulddesireassistance.UnequaltothetaskthoughCazarilfelthimselftobe,whatevershe
askedofhiminhergriefanddevastationhemustundertaketosupply.Heuncurledhimself,heavedoutofbed,andclimbedthestairs.
HefoundIsellealreadyseatedathisantechamberdesk,hisbestparchment,pens,andsealingwaxlaidoutbeforeher.Extracandleswerelitallaroundthechamber,drivingbackthedark.Uponasquareofsilk,
Betrizwasjustlayingoutandcountingoveranoddlittlepileofornaments:brooches,rings,andthepaleglowingheapofDondo’sropeofpearlsthatCazarilhadnotyethadopportunitytodelivertotheTemple.
Isellewasfrowningdownattheblankpageandturninghersealringroundandroundonherthumb.Sheglancedup,andsaidinalowvoice,
“Good,you’rehere.Closethedoor.”
Heshutitquietlybehindhim.“Atyourservice,Royesse.”
“Iprayso,Cazaril:Iprayso.”Hereyessearchedhim.
Betrizsaid,inaworriedvoice,“Heissosick,Iselle.Areyousure?”
“Iamsureofnothingbutthat
Ihavenotimeleft.Andnootherchoices.”Shedrewalongbreath.“Cazaril,tomorrowmorningIwantyoutoridetoIbraasmyenvoytoarrangemymarriagetoRoyseBergon.”
Cazarilblinked,laboringtocatchupwithabaggagetrainofthoughtevidentlyalreadyfardowntheroad.“ChancellordyJironalwillneverletmeleave.”
“Ofcourseitcan’tbeopenly.”Isellemadeanimpatientgesture.“SoyouwillridefirsttoValenda,whichisnearlyontheway,asmypersonalcouriertotakethenewsofmybrother’sdeathtomymother.DyJironalwillagree,delighted,he’llthink,toseethebackofyou—he’lldoubtlessevenlendyouacourier’sbatonbywhichtocommandeerhorsesfromtheChancellery’s
postinghouses.Youknowbynoontomorrowhe’llhavestuffedmyhouseholdwithhisspies.”
“Thatwasveryclear.”
“ButafteryoustopinValenda,you’llridenotbacktoCardegoss,butontoZagosur,orwhereverRoyseBergonistobefound.Inthemeantime,IwillinsistthatTeidezbeburiedinValenda,
hisbelovedhome.”
“Teidezcouldn’twaittogetoutofValenda,”Cazarilpointedout,beginningtofeeldizzy.
“Yes,well,dyJironaldoesn’tknowthat,doeshe?ThechancellorwouldnotletmeoutofCardegossandhiseyeforanyotherreason,buthecannotdenythedemandsoffamilypiety.Iwillenlist
Sara’ssupportintheproject,too,firstthingtomorrowmorning.”
“Youaredoublyinmourningnow,foryourbrotherandhis.Hecannotfoistanotherfiancéuponyouformonthsyet.”
Sheshookherhead.“Anhourago,IbecamethefutureofChalion.DyJironalmusttakeandkeepholdofmeifhemeanstocontrolthatfuture.
ThecriticalmomentisnotthebeginningofmymourningforTeidez,butofthebeginningofmymourningforOrico.Atwhichtime—andnotbefore—IpassintodyJironal’scontrolabsolutely.UnlessIammarriedfirst.
“OnceI’moutofCardegoss,Imeannottogoback.Inthisweather,Teidez’scortegecouldbeweeksontheroad.
Andiftheweatherdoesn’tcooperate,I’llfindotherdelays.BythetimeyoureturnwithRoyseBergon,IshouldstillbesafeinValenda.”
“Wait,what—returnwithRoyseBergon?”
“Yes,ofcourseyoumustbringhimtome.Thinkitthrough.IfIleaveChaliontobewedinIbra,dyJironalwill
declaremeinrebellion,forcingmetoreturnattheheadofacolumnofforeigntroops.ButifIseizemygroundfromtheveryfirstinstant,Iwillneverhavetowrestitback.Youtaughtmethat!”
Idid…?
Sheleanedforward,growingmoreintent.“IwillhaveRoyseBergon,yes,butIwill
notgiveupChaliontogethim,no,notoneyardofsoil.NottodyJironal,andnottotheFoxeither.Thesearemyterms.BergonandIwilleachofusinheritourrespectivecrownstoourselves.BergonwillholdauthorityinChalionasroya-consort,andIwillholdauthorityinIbraasroyina-consort,eachthroughtheother,reciprocallyandequally.Ourfutureson—theMotherandFatherwilling—
toinheritandjointhemintoonecrownthereafter.ButmyfutureauthorityinChalionistobemine,notmadeoverasdowrytomyspouse.IwillnotbeturnedintoaSara,amereanddisregardedwife,silencedinmyowncouncils!”
“TheFoxwillbegreedyformore.”
Herchincameup.“Thisis
whyImusthaveyouasmyenvoyandnoother.IfyoucannotgetmeRoyseBergonontermsthatdonotviolatemyfuturesovereignty,thenturnaroundandridehome.AnduponOrico’sdeath,IwillraisemybanneragainstdyJironalmyself.”Hermouthsetinagrimline;herblackshadowroiled.“Curseornocurse,IwillnotbeMartoudyJironal’sbridledmaretoridetohisspurring.”
Yes—Isellehadthenerve,thewill,andthewittoresistdyJironalasOricodidnot;asTeidezwouldneverhave.Cazarilcouldseeitinhereyes,couldseearmieswithpennonedlanceswrithingintheblackdarkhangingaroundherlikeapallofsmokefromaburningtown.ThiswastheformthatthecurseofherHousewouldtakeinthenextgeneration:notpersonalsorrow,butcivil
warbetweenroyalandnoblefaction,tearingthecountryapartfromendtoend.
UnlessshecouldshrugoffHouseandcurseboth,andpassintotheprotectionofBergon…
“Iwillrideforyou,Royesse.”
“Good.”Shesatbackandsweptherhandovertheblankparchments.“Nowwemust
makeseveralletters.ThefirstshallbeyourletterofauthoritytotheFox,andIthinkitshouldbeinmyownhand.You’vereadandwrittentreaties.Youmusttellmealltherightphrases,soIdonotsoundlikeanignorantgirl.”
“I’lldomybest,butamnolawyer,Iselle.”
Sheshrugged.“Ifwe
succeed,Iwillhaveswordstobackmywords.Andifwedonot,nolegalnicetieswillmakethemstand.Letthembeplainandclear.Begin…”
Agruelingthree-quartersofanhouroflip-bitingconcentrationresultedinacleandraft,whichIsellesignedwithaflourishandsealedwithhersealring.Betriz,meanwhile,hadfinishedcollectingand
inventoryingthelittlepileofcoinsandjewelry.
“Isthatallthecoinwehave?”askedIselle.
“Unfortunately,yes,”sighedBetriz.
“Well,he’lljusthavetopawnthejewelrywhenhegetstoValenda,orsomeothersafeplace.”Isellewrappedthesilkaroundthegaudsandshoved
themacrossthetabletoCazaril.“Yourpurse,mylord.Daughtergrantitisenoughtogetyouthereandback.”
“Morethanenough,ifIamnotcheated.”
“Mindyou,thisistospend,notsave.YouaretoputonagoodshowasmyrepresentativeinIbra.Remembertodress.And
RoyseBergonistotravelinastylebefittinghisrankandmine,andnoshametoChalion.”
“Thatcouldbetricky.Imean,withoutthearmy.Iwillbendmythoughtstoit.Muchwilldependon,well,anumberofunsettledthings.Whichremindsme.Wemusthaveasecuremeansofcommunication.DyJironalorhisspieswillsurelybe
makingalleffortstointerceptanylettersyoureceive.”
“Ah.”
“Thereisaverysimplecipherthatisnonethelessnearlyimpossibletobreak.Itdependsuponhavingtwocopiesofthesameprintingofsomebook.Onegoeswithme,onestayswithyoutwo.Three-numbersequencespickoutwords—pagenumber,
linenumber,andrankintheline—whichtherecipientthenworksbackwardtofindthewordagain.Youdonotalwaysusethesamenumberingsforthesamewords,butfindthemonanotherpage,ifyoucan.Therearebetterciphers,butthereisnotimetoteachthemtoyou.I,uh…havenottwoofanybook,though.”
“Iwillfindtwosuchbooks
beforeyouleavetomorrow,”saidBetrizsturdily.
“Thankyou.”Cazarilrubbedhisforehead.Itwasmadnesstoundertaketoride,sickandmaybebleeding,overthemountainsinmidwinter.Hewouldfalloffhishorseintothesnowsandfreeze,andheandhishorseandhislettersofauthorizationwouldallbeeatenbythewolves.
“Iselle.Myheartiswilling.Butmybodyisoccupiedterritory,halflaidwaste.IamafraidIwillfailinthejourney.MyfriendMarchdyPalliarisagoodriderandastrongswordarm.MayIofferhimasyourenvoyinstead?”
Isellefrownedinthought.“IthinkitwillbeaduelofwitswiththeFoxforthehandofBergon,notaduelofsteel.
BettertosendthewitstoIbraandkeeptheswordinChalion.”
Beguilingthought,toleaveIselleandBetriznotunguardedafterall,butwithastrongfriendtocallupon…afriendwithfriends,aye.“Ineithercase,mayIbringhimintoourcouncilstomorrow?”
IselleglancedacrossatBetriz;Cazarildidnotsee
anyclearsignalpassbetweenthem,butIsellenoddeddecisively.“Yes.Bringhimtomeattheearliestpossibleinstant.”
Theroyessepulledanotherpieceofpapertowardherandpickedupafreshquill.“NowIshallwriteapersonallettertotheRoyseBergon,whichyoushalltakesealedandpasstohimunopened.Andafterthat”—shesighed—“the
lettertomymother.Ithinkyoucannothelpmewitheitherofthese.Gogetsomesleep,whileyoucan.”
Dismissed,heroseandbowed.
Ashereachedthedoor,sheaddedsoftly,“I’mgladitshallbeyoutotellherthenews,Cazaril,andnotsomerandomChancellerycourier.Thoughitwillbehard.”She
drewadeepbreathandbenttothepaper.Thecandlelightmadeheramberhairglowinanaureoleaboutherabstractedface.Cazarilleftherinthepooloflight,andsteppedintothedarknessofthecoldcorridor.
CAZARILWASAWAKENEDATDAWNBYINSISTENTKNOCKINGathischamberdoor.Whenhestumbledoutofbedandwenttounlockithefoundnotthe
pagewithsomesummonsthathe’dexpected,butPalli.
ThenormallyneatPallilookedasthoughhehaddressedinthedark,byguess;hishairwasbentwithsleepandstickingoutinodddirections.Hiseyeswerewideanddark.TheyawningdyGurabrothers,lookingsleepybutcheerful,smiledatCazarilfromtheirstationinthecorridorasPalli
shoulderedwithin.Cazarilhandedouthisbedsidecandleforthetallerofthem,Ferda,tolightfromthewallsconce;hehandeditbacktohislordandcommanderPalli,whotookitwithhandsthatshookslightly.Pallididn’tspeaktillthedoorclosedbehindhimandCazaril.
“Bastard’sdemons,Caz!Whatisallthisabout?”
“Whichwhat?”askedCazarilinsomeconfusion.
PallilitanotherbraceofcandlesonCazaril’swashstandandwhirledabout.“Prayforguidance,yousaid.Inmysleep,ifyouplease.Iwaskilledfivetimesinmydreamslastnight,I’llhaveyouknow.Ridingsomewhere.Eachtimemorehorribly.Inthelastdream,myhorsesateme.Idon’t
wanttoputmylegacrossanything,horse,mule,orsawhorse,foraweekatleast!”
“Oh.”Cazarilblinked,takingthisin.Itseemedclearenough.“Inthatcase,Idon’twantyoutorideanywhere.”
“That’sarelief.”
“Imustgomyself.”
“Gowhere?Inthisweather?It’ssnowingnow,youknow.”
“Ah,itwantedonlythat.Hasn’tanyonetoldyouyet?RoyseTeidezdiedaboutmidnightlastnight,ofhisinfectedwound.”
Palli’sfaceabruptlysobered;hismouthformedasilent“O.”“ThatchangesthingsinChalion.”
“Indeed.Letmedress,andthencomeupstairswithme.”Hastily,Cazarilsplashedchillwateronhisfaceandshruggedintoyesterday’sclothes.
Inthechambersabove,CazarilfoundBetrizalsostilldressedinlastnight’sblack-and-lavendercourtmourning.Itwasplainshehadnotyetslept.CazarildrewthedyGurabrothersoutofsightof
thecorridorandclosedtheminhisofficeantechamber.HeandPallienteredthesittingroom.
Betriz’shandtouchedasealedpacketwaitingonasmalltable.“Allthelettersarereadytogoto”—sheglancedatPalliandhesitated—“Valenda.”
“IsIselleasleep?”Cazarilaskedquietly.
“Restingonly.She’llwanttoseeyou.Both.”Betrizdisappearedintothebedchambersforamoment,fromwhichfloatedlowmurmuring,thenreturnedwithapairofbooksunderherarm.
“Isneakeddowntotheroya’slibraryandfoundtwoidenticalvolumes.Thereweren’tmanytrueduplicates.IthoughtI’dbettertakethe
biggest,soastohavemorewordstochoosefrom.”
“Good,”saidCazaril,andtookonefromher.Heglancedatit,andchokedbackablacklaugh.Ordol,readthegoldlettersonthespine.TheFivefoldPathway.“Perfect.Ineedtobrushuponmytheology.”Helaiditdownwiththepacketofletters.
Iselleemerged,wrappedinaheavybluevelvetdressinggownfromwhichthewhitelaceofhernightgownpeeped.Heramberhaircascadeddownacrosshershoulders.HerfacewasaspaleandpuffywithlackofsleepasBetriz’s.ShenoddedtoCazarilandtoPalli.“MylorddyPalliar.Thankyouforcomingtomyaid.”
“I,uh…”saidPalli.Hecasta
ratherdesperateglanceatCazaril,WhatamIagreeingto?
“Willherideforyou?”BetrizaskedCazarilanxiously.“Youshouldnotattemptthis,youknowyoushouldnot.”
“Ah…no.Palli,insteadI’maskingyoutoswearserviceandprotectiontotheRoyesseIselle,personally,inthenamesofthegods,and
especiallytheLadyofSpring.Thereisnotreasoninthis;sheistherightfulHeiressofChalion.Andyouwillthushavethehonorofbeingthefirstofhercourtierstodoso.”
“I,I,I…IcanswearmyfealtyinadditiontowhatIhavesworntoyourbrotherOrico,lady.Icannotsweartoyouinsteadoftohim.”
“Idonotaskforyourservice
beforewhatyougivetoOrico.IonlyaskforyourservicebeforewhatyougivetoOrico’schancellor.”
“Now,thatIcando,”saidPalli,brightening.“Andwithawill.”HekissedIselle’sforehead,hands,andslippers,and,stillkneelingbeforeherskirts,sworetheoathsofalordofChalion,witnessedbyBetrizandCazaril.Headded,stillonhisknees,“What
wouldyouthink,Royesse,ofLorddyYarrinasthenextholygeneraloftheDaughter’sOrder?”
“Ithink…suchgreatpreferencesarenotyetminetogive.ButhewouldcertainlybemoreacceptabletomethananycandidatefromdyJironal’sclan.”
Pallinoddedslowapprovalofhermeasuredwordsandrose
tohisfeet.“I’lllethimknow.”
“Isellewillneedallthepracticalsupportyoucangiveher,allthroughthefuneralforTeidez,”saidCazariltoPalli.“HeistobeburiedinValenda.MightIsuggestsheselectyourtroopfromPalliartobepartoftheroyse’scortege?Itwillgiveyougoodexcusetoconferoften,andwillassurethatyouarebyher
sidewhensheridesoutofCardegoss.”
“Oh,quickthinking,”saidIselle.
Cazarildidn’tfeelquick.HefelthiswitswerelaboringalongafterIselle’sasthoughinbootscoatedwithtwentypoundsofmud.Each.Theauthoritythathadfallentoherlastnightseemedtohavereleasedsomecoiledenergy
withinher;sheburnedwithit,insidehercocoonofdarkness.Hewasafraidtoclosehiseyes,lestheseeitblazingintherestill.
“Butmustyouridealone,Cazaril?”askedBetrizunhappily.“Idon’tlikethat.”
Isellepursedherlips.“AsfarasValenda,Ithinkhemust.ThereisscarcelyanyoneinCardegossIwouldtrustto
dispatchwithhim.”ShestudiedCazarilindoubt.“InValenda,perhapsmygrandmothermaysupplymen.Intruth,youshouldnotarriveattheFox’scourtaloneandunattended.Idon’twantustoappeardesperatetohim.”Sheaddedatriflebitterly,“Althoughweare.”
Betrizpluckedatherblackvelvets.“Butwhatifyoufallillontheroad?Supposeyour
tumorgrowsworse?Andwhowouldknowtoburnyourbodyifyoudie?”
Palli’sheadswiveledround.“Tumor?Cazaril!Whatisthis,now?”
“Cazaril,didn’tyoutellhim?Ithoughthewasyourfriend!”BetrizturnedtoPalli.“Hemeanstojumponahorseandride—ride!—offtoIbrawithagreatuncanny
murderoustumorinhisgut,andnohelpontheroad.Idon’tthinkthat’sbrave,Ithinkit’sstupid.ToIbrahemustgo,forwantofanyotherequaltothedeed,butnotalonelikethis!”
Pallisatback,histhumbacrosshislips,andstudiedCazarilthroughnarrowingeyes.Hesaidatlast,“Ithoughtyoulookedsick.”
“Yes,well,there’snothingtobedoneaboutit.”
“Um…justhowbad…Imean,um,areyou…”
“AmIdying?Yes.Howsoon?Nooneknows.Whichmakesmylifedifferentfromyours,asLearnedUmegatpointsout,notatall.Well,whowantstodieinbed?”
“Youdid,youalwayssaid.
Ofextremeoldage,inbed,withsomebody’swife.”
“Mine,bypreference,”Cazarilsighed.“Ah,well.”HemanagednottolookatBetriz.“Mydeathisthegods’problem.Forme,Irideassoonasahorsecanbesaddled.”Hegruntedtohisfeet,andcollectedthebookandthepacket.
PalliglancedatBetriz,who
clenchedherhandstogetherandstaredbeseechinglyathim.Hemutteredanoathunderhisbreath,stood,andstrodeabruptlytothedoortotheantechamber,whichhejerkedopen.FoixdyGura,hiseartotheotherside,staggeredupright,andblinkedandsmiledathiscommander.HisbrotherFerda,leaningontheoppositewall,snorted.
“Hello,boys,”saidPallismoothly.“Ihavealittletaskforyou.”
CAZARIL,PALLIATHISHEELS,STRODEOUTTHEZANGREgatesdressedforwinterriding,thesaddlebagslungoverhisshoulderheavywithachangeofclothes,asmallfortune,theology,andarguabletreason.
HefoundthedyGura
brothersalreadyinthestableyardbeforehim.SpedbacktoYarrinPalacebyPalli’surgentorders,theyhadalsochangedoutoftheirblue-and-whitecourtdressintogarbmorepracticalforriding,withtallandwell-wornboots.
Betrizwaswiththem,wrappedinawhitewoolcloak.Theyhadtheirheadsclosetogether,andBetrizwasgesticulatingemphatically.
FoixglanceduptoseeCazarilapproaching;hisbroadfacesetinasoberandratherintimidatedexpression.Hemadeamotion,andsaidsomething;Betrizglancedoverhershoulder,andtheconversationabruptlyceased.ThebrothersturnedaroundandmadesmallbowstoCazaril.Betrizstaredathimsteadily,asifhisfaceweresomelessonhe’dsethertomemorize.
“Ferda!”saidPalli.Thehorse-mastercametoattentionbeforehim.Palliwithdrewtwolettersfromhisvest-cloak,onesealed,onemerelyfolded.“This”—hehandedthefoldedpapertoFerda—“isaletterofauthorizationfromme,asalorddedicatoftheDaughter’sOrder,entitlingyoutowhateverassistanceyoumayneedtodraftfromoursisterchaptersonyourjourney.
AnycoststobesettledupwithmeatPalliar.Thisother”—hehandedacrossthesealedletter—“isforyoutoopeninValenda.”
Ferdanodded,andtuckedthembothaway.ThesecondletterofhandputthedyGurabrothersunderCazaril’scommandinthenameoftheDaughter,withnootherdetails.TheirtriptoIbrawasgoingtomakeaninteresting
surpriseforthem.
Palliwalkedaboutthem,inspectingwithacommander’seye.“Youhaveenoughwarmclothes?Armedforbandits?”Theydisplayedpolishedswordsandreadiedcrossbows—bowstringsprotectedfromdampness,withasufficiencyofquarrels—gearallingoodcondition.Onlyafewflakesofsnownowspunthroughthemoist
airtolandonwoolandleatherandhair,theretomelttosmalldroplets.Thedawnsnowfallhadprovedameredusting,hereintown.Inthehillsitwouldlikelybeheavier.
Frombeneathhercloak,Betrizproducedafluffywhiteobject.CazarilblinkeditintofocusasafurhatinthestyleofChalion’shardysouthernmountaineers,with
flapsmeanttobefoldeddownovertheearswiththefurinwardandtiedunderthechin.Whilebothmenandwomenworesimilarstyles,thisonewasclearlymeantforalady,inwhiterabbitskinwithflowersbrocadedingoldthreadoverthecrown.“Cazaril,Ithoughtyoumightneedthisinthehighpasses.”
Foixraisedhisbrowsandgrinned,andFerdasnickered
behindhishand.“Fetching,”hesaid.
Betrizreddened.“ItwastheonlythingIcouldfindinthetimeIhad,”shesaiddefensively.“Betterthanhavingyourearsfreeze!”
“Indeed,”saidCazarilgravely.“Idonothavesogoodahat.Ishallbeverygrateful.”Ignoringthegrinningyouths,hetookit
fromherandknelttopackitcarefullyinhissaddlebag.Itwasn’tjustagesturetogratifyBetriz,thoughhesmiledinwardlyathersniffinFerda’sdirection;whenthebrothersmetthewinterwindinthebordermountains,thosegrinswouldvanishsoonenough.
Iselleappearedthroughthegates,inavelvetcloaksodarkapurpleastobealmost
black,attendedbyashiveringChancelleryclerkwhohandedoveranumberedcourier’sbatoninexchangeforCazaril’ssignatureinhisledger.Heclappedtheledgershutandscurriedbackoverthedrawbridgeandoutofthecold.
“YouwereabletogetdyJironal’sorder?”Cazarilinquired,tuckingthebatonintoasecureinnerpocketof
hiscoat.Thebatonwouldcommanditsbearerfreshhorses,food,andclean,ifhardandnarrow,bedsinanyChancellerypostinghouseonthemainroadsacrossChalion.
“NotdyJironal’s.Orico’s.OricoisstillroyainChalion,thougheventheChancelleryclerkhadtoberemindedofthefact.”Isellesnortedsoftly.“Thegodsgowithyou,
Cazaril.”
“Alas,yes,”hesighed,thenrealizedthathadbeennotanobservation,butafarewell.Hebowedhisheadtokissherchilledhands.Betrizeyedhimsideways.Hehesitated,thenclearedhisthroatandtookherhandsaswell.Herfingersspasmedaroundhisatthetouchofhislips,andherbreathdrewin,buthereyesstaredawayoverhishead.He
straightenedtoseethedyGurabrothersshrinkingunderherglower.
AZangregroomledoutthreesaddledcourierhorses.Palliclaspedhandswithhiscousins.FerdatookthereinsofwhatprovedtobeCazaril’shorse,arangyroanthatmatchedhisheight.ThemuscularFoixhastenedtogivehimalegup,andashesettledinthesaddlewitha
faintgruntinquiredanxiously,“Areyouallright,sir?”
Theyhadn’tevenstartedyet;whathadBetrizbeentellingthem?“Yes,it’sallfine,”Cazarilassuredhim.“Thankyou.”Ferdapresentedhimwithhisreins,andFoixassistedhimintyingonhisprecioussaddlebags.Ferdaleaptlightlyaboardhishorse,hisbrotherclimbedmore
heavilyontohis,andtheystartedoutofthestableyard.CazarilturnedinhissaddletowatchIselleandBetrizmakingtheirwaybackacrossthedrawbridgeandthroughtheZangre’sgreatgate.Betrizlookedback,andraisedherhandhigh;Cazarilreturnedthesalute.Thenthehorsesroundedthefirstcorner,andthebuildingsofCardegosshidthegatefromhisview.Asinglecrow
followedthem,swoopingfromguttertocornice.
Onthefirststreet,theymetChancellordyJironalridingslowlyupfromJironalPalace,flankedbytwoarmedretainersonfoot.He’dobviouslybeenhometowashandeatandchangehisclothes,andattendtohismoreurgentcorrespondence.Judgingfromhisgrayfaceandbloodshoteyes,he’dhad
nomoresleepthanIsellethenightpast.
DyJironalreinedin,andgaveCazarilanoddlittlesalute.“Whereaway,LordCazaril”—hiseyetookinthelightcouriersaddles,stampedwiththecastle-and-leopardofChalion—“uponmyChancellery’shorses?”
Cazarilreturnedahalfbowfromhissaddle.“Valenda,
mylord.TheRoyesseIselledecidedshedidnotwantsomestrangerbearingthebadnewstohermotherandgrandmother,andhasdispatchedmeashercourier.”
“MadIsta,eh?”DyJironal’slipsscrewedup.“Idonotenvyyouthattask.”
“Indeed.”Cazarillethisvoicegohopeful.“Ordermeback
toIselle’sside,andIshallobeyyouatonce.”
“No,no.”DyJironal’slipcurledjustslightlyinsatisfaction.“Icanthinkofnomanmorefittedforthissadduty.Rideon.Oh—whendoyoumeantoreturn?”
“I’mnotyetsure.IselledesiredmetobesurehermotherwasgoingtobeallrightbeforeIreturned.Ido
notexpectIstatotakethenewswell.”
“Truly.Well,we’llwatchforyou.”
Iwageryouwill.HeanddyJironalexchangedguardednods,andthetwopartiesrodeonintheiroppositedirections.CazarilglancedbacktocatchdyJironalglancingback,justbeforeheturnedthecornertowardthe
Zangre’sgates.DyJironalwouldknownoambushcouldnowcatchCazaril’sstartonthecourierhorses.Thereturnwasanotheropportunity.ExceptthatIwon’tbecomingbackonthisroad.
Oratall?He’dturnedoverinhismindallthedisastersthatmightfollowfailure;whatwouldbehisfateifhesucceeded?Whatdidthegodsdowithusedsaints?
He’dnevertohisknowledgemetone,saveperhaps,now,Umegat…athoughtthatwasnot,uponconsideration,veryreassuring.
Theyreachedthecitygateandcrossedoverthebridgetotheriverroad.Fonsa’scrowdidnotfollowfarther,butpercheduponthegate’shighcrenellationsandventedafewsadcaws,whichechoedastheydescendedintothe
ravine.TheZangre’scliffwall,nakedofverdureinthewinter,rosehighandstarkacrossthedark,rapidwateroftheriver.CazarilwonderedifBetrizwouldwatchfromoneofthecastle’shighwindowsastheypassedalongtheroad.Hewouldn’tbeabletoseeherupthere,sohighandshadowed.
Hisbleakthoughtswerescatteredbythethudand
splashofhooves.Aninboundcourierflashedpastthem,gallopinghorselatheredandblowing.He—no,she—wavedattheminpassing.FemalecouriersweremuchfavoredbysomeoftheChancellery’shorse-masters,atleastonthesaferroutes,fortheyclaimedtheirlightweightandlighthandssparedtheanimals.Foixwavedback,andturnedinhissaddletowatchherflyingblack
braids.Cazarildidn’tthinkhewasjustadmiringherhorsemanship.
FerdanudgedhismountupnexttoCazaril’s.“Maywegallopnow,mylord?”heaskedhopefully.“Daylightisdear,andthesebeastsarefresh.”
Butfivegods,I’mnot.Cazariltookabreathofgrimanticipation.“Yes.”
Heclappedhisbootedheelstotheroan’sside,andtheanimalboundedintoalong-stridedcanter.Theroadopenedbeforethemacrossthesnow-streakeddunlandscape,windingintograymistsheavywiththefaintsweetrotofwintervegetation.Vanishingintouncertainty.
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TheycametoValendaatduskonthefollowingday.Thetownbulkedblackagainstapewtersky,itsdeepeningshadowsrelievedhereandtherebytheorangeflareofsometorchorcandle,faintsparksoflightandlife.
They’dhadnoremountsonthebranchroadtoValenda,courierstationsbeingreservedfortheroutetotheBaocianprovincialseatofTaryoon,sothelastleghadbeenalongoneforthehorses.Cazarilwascontenttoletthetiredbeastswalk,headsdownonalongrein,theremainingstretchthroughthecityandupthehill.Hewishedhecouldstophere,stop,andsinkdownbythe
sideoftheroad,andnotmovefordays.Inminutes,itwouldbehistasktotellamotherthathersonwasdead.Ofallthetrialsheexpectedtofaceonthisjourney,thiswastheworst.
Toosoon,theyreachedtheProvincara’scastlegates.Theguardsrecognizedhimatonceandranshoutingfortheservants;thegroomDemiheldhishorse,andwasthe
firsttoask,Whyareyouhere,mylord?Thefirst,butnotthelast.
“IbearmessagestotheProvincaraandtheLadyIsta,”Cazarilrepliedshortly,bentoverhispommel.Foixpoppedupathishorse’sshoulder,staringupexpectantly;Cazarilheavedhisofflegupoverthehorse’shaunches,kickedfreeoftheotherstirrup,anddroppedto
hisfeet.Hiskneesbuckled,andhewouldhavefallenthen,butforthestronghandthatcaughthiselbow.They’dmadegoodtime.Hewondereddizzilyhowdearlyhewouldpayforit.Hestoodamoment,trembling,tillhisbalancereturnedtohim.“IsSerdyFerrejhere?”
“HehasescortedtheProvincaratoaweddingfeastintown,”Demitoldhim.“I
don’tknowwhentheymeantoreturn.”
“Oh,”saidCazaril.Hewasalmosttootiredtothink.He’dbeensoexhaustedlastnight,he’dfallenasleepintheposting-housebunkwithinminutesofbeingsteeredtoitbyhishelpers,andslepteventhroughDondo.WaitfortheProvincara?He’dmeanttoreporttoherfirst,andlether
determinehowtotellherdaughter.No.Thisisunbearable.Getitoverwith.“Inthatcase,IwillseetheLadyIstafirst.”
Headded,“Thehorsesneedtoberubbeddownandwateredandfed.TheseareFerdaandFoixdyGura,menofgoodfamilyinPalliar.Pleaseseethattheyaregiven…everything.We’venoteaten.”Norwashed,but
thatwasobvious;everyone’ssweat-soakedwoolensweresplashedwithwinterroadmud,handsgrimed,facesstreakedwithdirt.Theywereallthreeblinkingandwearyinthetorchlightofthecourtyard.Cazaril’sfingers,stifffromclutchinghisreinsinthecoldsincedawn,pluckedatthetiesofhissaddlebags.Foixtookthattaskfromhim,too,andpulledthebagsoffthehorse.Cazaril
ratherdeterminedlytookthembackfromhim,foldedthemoverhisarm,andturned.“TakemetoIstanow,please,”hesaidfaintly.“IhavelettersforherfromtheRoyesseIselle.”
Ahouseservantledhimwithin,andupthestairsinthenewbuilding.ThemanhadtowaitforCazariltoclimbslowlyafterhim.Hislegsfeltlikelead.Murmursroseand
fellbetweenthemanandtheroyina’sattendants,ashenegotiatedCazaril’sentrytoherchambers.Theairwithinwasperfumedwithbowlsofdriedflowerpetalsandaglowwithcandlelightandwarmthfromthecornerfireplace.Cazarilfelthugeandawkwardandfilthyinthisdaintysittingroom.
Istasatonacushionedbench,dressedinwarmwraps,her
dunhairboundinathickropedownherback.LikeSara,theinkyshadowofthecursehungabouther.So.Iwasrightinthatguess.
Istaturnedtowardhim;hereyeswidened,andherfacestiffened.Shesurelyknewsomethingwasterriblywrongjustbyhissuddenpresencehere.Thehundredwaystobreakthenewstohergentlythathe’drehearsedduringthe
longhoursofridingseemedtofallthroughhisfingers,underthepressureofthosedark,dilatedeyes.Anydelaynowwouldbecruelbeyondmeasure.Hefelltoonekneebeforeher,andclearedhisthroat.
“First.Iselleiswell.Holdtothat.”Heinhaled.“Second.Teidezdiedtwonightsago,fromaninfectedwound.”
ThetwowomenattendinguponIstacriedout,andclutchedeachother.Istabarelymoved,butforalittleflinch,asifaninvisiblearrowhadstruckher.Sheventedalong,wordlessexhalation.
“Youunderstandmywords,Royina?”Cazarilsaidhesitantly.
“Oh,yes,”shebreathed.Onecornerofhermouthturned
up;Cazarilcouldnotcallitasmile.Itwasnothinglikeasmile,thatblackirony.“Whenitistoo-long-anticipated,ablowfallsasarelief,yousee.Thewaitingisover.Icanstopfearing,now.Canyouunderstandthat?”
Cazarilnodded.
Afteramomentofsilence,brokenonlybythesobbingofoneofherwomen,sheadded
quietly,“Howcamehebythiswound?Hunting?Orsomething…else?”
“Not…huntingexactly.Inawayitwas…”Cazarillickedhislips,chappedwiththecold.“Lady,doyouseeanythingoddaboutme?”
“Iseeonlywithmyeyes,now.I’vebeenblindforyears,yousee.Yousee?”
Heremphasismadehermeaningveryplain,Cazarilthought.“Yes.”
Shenoddedandsatback.“Ithoughtso.Thereisalookaboutonewhoseeswiththoseeyes.”
AtremblingattendantcreptuptoIsta,andsaidinanoverlylightvoice,“Lady,perhapsyoushouldcomeawaytobed,now.Yourlady
motherwillsurelybebacksoon…”SheshotCazarilameaningfullookoverhershoulder;clearly,thewomanthoughtIstawasgoingintooneofhermadfugues.Intowhateveryonethoughtwasoneofherfugues.HadIstaeverbeenmad?
Cazarilsatbackonhisheels.“Pleaseleaveusnow.Imusthavesomeprivatespeechwiththeroyinaonmattersof
someurgency.”
“Sir,mylord…”Thewomanmanagedafalsesmile,andwhisperedinhisear,“Wedarenotleaveherinthisstrickenhour—shemightdoherselfsomeharm.”
Cazarilclimbedtohisfullheight,andtookbothladiesbythearms,andsteeredthemgentlybutinexorablyoutthedoor.“Iwillundertaketo
guardher.Here,youmaywaitinthischamberacrossthehall,andifIneedyou,Iwillcallout,allright?”Heshutbothdoorsupontheirprotests.
Istawaitedunmoving,butforherhands.Sheheldafinelacehandkerchief,whichshecommencedtofolding,overandover,intosmallerandsmallersquares.Cazarilgrunteddowntositcross-
leggedontheflooratherfeetandstareupintothatwide-eyed,chalkyface.
“IhaveseentheZangre’sghosts,”hesaid.
“Yes.”
“More.IhaveseenthedarkcloudthathangsoveryourHouse.TheGoldenGeneral’scurse,thebaneofFonsa’sheirs.”
“Yes.”
“Youknowofit,then?”
“Oh,yes.”
“Ithangsaboutyounow.”
“Yes.”
“IthungaboutOrico,andSara.Iselle—andTeidez.”
“Yes.”Shetiltedherhead
andstaredaway.
Cazarilthoughtaboutastateofshockhehadseensometimescomeuponmeninbattle,betweenthemomentablowfell,andthetimetheirbodiesfell;menwhoshouldhavebeenunconscious,shouldhavebeendead,staggeringaboutyetforatime,accomplishing,sometimes,extraordinaryacts.Wasthisquietcoherence
suchashock,soontomelt—shouldheseizeit?OrhadIstaeverreallybeenincoherent?Ordidwejustnotunderstandher?
“Oricohasbecomeveryill.HowIcamebymysecondsightisallofapiecewiththisblacktangle.Butplease,please,lady,tellmehowyoucametoknow.Whatdidyousee,andwhen,andhow?Imustunderstand.BecauseI
think—Ifear—ithasbeengiventome,ithasfallentome,toact.Yetnothinghastoldmewhatthatactionmustbe.Evensecondsightcannotpiercethisdark.”
Herbrowswentup.“Icantellyoutruths.Icannotgiveyouunderstanding.Forhowcanonegivewhatonedoesnotpossess?Ihavealwaystoldthetruth.”
“Yes.Iseethatnow.”Hetookadaringbreath.“Buthaveyouevertoldallofit?”
Shesuckedonherlowerlipamoment,studyinghim.Hertremblinghands,seemingtobelongtosomeotherIstathantheoneofthiscarvenface,beganunfoldingthetightknotofthehandkerchiefagainuponherknee.Slowly,shenodded.Hervoicewassolow,Cazarilhadtotilthis
headtobesureofcatchingallherwords.
“ItbeganwhenIbecamepregnantwithIselle.Thevisions.Thesecondsightcameandwent.Ithoughtitwasaneffectofmypregnancy—bearingturnssomewomen’sbrains.Thephysiciansconvincedmeofthat,foratime.Isawtheblindghostsdrifting.Isawthedarkcloudhangingupon
Ias,andyoungOrico.Iheardvoices.Idreamedofthegods,oftheGoldenGeneral,ofFonsaandhistwofaithfulcompanionsburninginhistower.OfChalionburninglikethetower.
“AfterIsellewasborn,thevisionsceased.IthoughtIhadbeenmad,andthengotwellagain.”
Theeyecouldnotseeitself,
noteventheinnereye.HehadbeengrantedUmegat,beengrantedknowledgeboughtatothers’costandhandedtohimasagift.Howfrightenedwouldhebebynow,ifhewerestillgropingforexplanationsoftheinexplicable?
“ThenIbecamepregnantagain,withTeidez.Andthevisionsbeganagain,twiceasbadasbefore.Itwas
unbearabletothinkmyselfmad.OnlywhenIthreatenedtokillmyselfdidIasconfesstomethatitwasthecurse,andthatheknewit.Hadalwaysknownofit.”
Andhowbetrayed,tofindthatthosewho’dknownthetruthhadn’ttoldhim,hadlefthimtostaggeraboutinisolatedterror?
“IwashorrifiedthatIhad
broughtmytwochildrenintothisdiredanger.Iprayedandprayedtothegodsthatitmightbelifted,orthattheywouldtellmehowitmightbelifted,thattheywouldsparetheinnocent.
“ThentheMotherofSummercametome,whenIwasroundtoburstingwithTeidez.Notinadream,notwhileIwassleeping,butwhenIwasawakeandsober,
inthebroadday.Shestoodasclosetomeasyouarenow,andIfelltomyknees.Icouldhavetouchedherrobe,ifI’ddared.Herbreathwasaperfume,likewildflowersinthesummergrasses.Herfacewastoobeautifulformyeyestocomprehend,itwaslikestaringintothesun.Hervoicewasmusic.”
Ista’slipssoftened;evennow,thepeaceofthatvision
echoedbrieflyinherface,aflashofbeautylikethereflectionofsunlightondarkwaters.Butherbrowstightenedagain,andshespokeon,bendingforward,growing,ifpossible,moreshadowed,moreintent.
“Shesaidthatthegodssoughttotakethecurseback,thatitdidnotbelonginthisworld,thatitwasagifttotheGoldenGeneralthathehad
spiltimproperly.ShesaidthatthegodsmightdrawthecursebacktothemonlythroughthewillofamanwhowouldlaydownhislifethreetimesfortheHouseofChalion.”
Cazarilhesitated.Thesoundofhisownbreathinhisnostrilsseemedenoughtodrownoutthatquietvoice.Butthequestionrosehelplesslytohislips,thoughhecursedhimselffor
soundingafool.“Um…Idon’tsupposethatthreemencouldlaydowntheirlivesonceeach,instead?”
“No.”Herlipscurvedinthatweirdironicnot-smile.“Youseetheproblem.”
“I…I…Idon’tseethesolution,though.Wasitatrick,this…prophecy?”
Herhandsopenedbriefly,
ambiguously,thenbeganfoldingthehandkerchiefagain.“ItoldIas.HetoldLorddyLutez,ofcourse;IaskeptnothingfromdyLutez,exceptforme.Exceptforme.”
HistoricalcuriosityovercameCazaril.Nowthattheywerecomradesin…sainthood,orsomethinglikeit,itseemedeasytotalktoIsta.Theeasewaslunatic,tilted,fragile,if
heblinkeditwouldbegonebeyondrecall,andyet…sainttosaintandsoultosoul,forthisfloatingmomentitwasanintimacystrangerandmoresoaringthanlovertolover.HebegantounderstandwhyUmegathadfallenuponhimwithsuchhunger.“Whatwastheirrelationship,really?”
Sheshrugged.“TheywereloverssincebeforeIwas
born.WhowasItojudgethem?DyLutezlovedIas;IlovedIas.Iaslovedusboth.Hetriedsohard,caredsomuch,tryingtobeartheweightofallhisdeadbrothersandhisfatherFonsa,too.He’dwornhimselfneartodeathwiththecaring,andyetitallwentwrong,andwrongagain.”
Shehesitatedforatime,andCazarilwasterrifiedforan
instantthathehadinadvertentlydonesomethingtobringthisflowofconfidencestoanend.Butapparentlyshewasmarshaling…notherthoughts,butherheart:forshewenton,evenmoreslowly.“Idon’tremembernowwhoseideaitfirstwas.Wesatinanightcouncil,thethreeofus,afterTeidezwasborn.Istillhadthesight.Weknewbothofourchildren
weredrawnintothisdarkthing,andpoorOrico,too.‘Savemychildren,’Iascried,layinghisforeheaddownuponthetable,weeping.‘Savemychildren.’AndLorddyLutezsaid,‘FortheloveIbearyou,Iwilltry;Iwilldarethissacrifice.’“
Hescarcelydaredwhisperit.“Butfivegods,how?”
Herheadjerked.“We
discussedahundredschemes;howmightonekillaman,andyetbringhimbacktodieagain?Impossible,andyetnotquite.Wefinallysettledondrowningasthebesttotry.Itwouldoccasiontheleastphysicalinjury,andthereweremanystoriesofpeoplewho’dbeenbroughtbackfromdrowning.DyLutezrodeouttoinvestigatesomeofthem,totrytodeterminethetrickofit.”
Cazaril’sbreathhuffedout.Drowning,oh,gods.Andinthecoldestofcoldblood…hishandswereshaking,too,now.Hervoicewenton,quietandrelentless.
“Wesworeaphysiciantosecrecy,anddescendedtothedungeonsoftheZangre.DyLutezlethimselfbestrippedandbound,armsandlegstighttohisbody,andhungupsidedownoverthetank.
Weloweredhimdownheadfirst.Andraisedhimagain,whenhestoppedstrugglingatlast…”
“Andhe’ddied?”saidCazarilsoftly.“Thenthetreasonchargewas…”
“Diedindeed,butnotforthelasttime.Werevivedhim,justbarely.”
“Oh.”
“Oh,itwasworking,though!”Herhandsclenched.“Icouldfeelit,Icouldseeit,thecrackinthecurse!ButdyLutez—hisnervebroke.Thenextnight,hewouldnotundertakethesecondimmersion.HecriedIwastryingtoassassinatehim,forjealousy’ssake.ThenIasandI…madeamistake.”
Cazarilcouldseewherethiswasgoing,now.Closinghis
eyeswouldnotsparehimfromseeing.Heforcedthemtostayopen,andonherface.
“Weseizedhim,andmadethesecondtrialbyforce.Hescreamedandwept…Iaswavered,Icried,‘Butwehaveto!Thinkofthechildren!’Butthistimewhenwedrewhimout,hewasdrowneddead,andnotallourtearsandprayersrevivedhimthen.
“Iaswasshattered.Iwasdistraught.Myinnervisionwasstrippedfrommyeyes.Thegodsturnedtheirfacesfromme…”
“Thenthetreasonchargewasfalse.”Profoundlyfalse.
“Yes.Alie,tohideoursins.Toexplainthebody.”Herbreathdrewin.“Buthisfamilywasallowedtoinherithisestate—nothingwas
attaindered.”
“Excepthisreputation.Hispublichonor.”AnhonorthathadbeenallinalltoprouddyLutez;whohadvaluedallhiswealthandglorybutasoutwardsignsofit.
“Itwasdoneinthepanicofthemoment,andthenwecouldnotdrawbackfromit.Ofallourregrets,IthinkthatonegnawedIasthemost,in
themonthsafter.
“Iaswouldnottryagain,wouldnottrytofindanothervolunteer.Ithadtobeawillingsacrifice,yousee;nostrugglingmurderwouldhavedoneit,butonlyamansteppingforthofhisownvolition,witheyeswide-open.Iasturnedhisfacetothewallanddiedofgriefandguilt”—herhandsstretchedthescrapoflacealmostto
tearing—“leavingmealonewithtwolittlechildrenandnowaytoprotectorsavethemfromthis…black…thing…”Shedrewbreath,herchestheaving.Butshedidnotspiralintohysteria,asCazaril,tensingtospringupandcallforherattendants,feared.Asherbreathingslowed,helethismusclesslackenagain.“Butyou,”shesaidatlast.“Thegodshavetouchedyou?”
“Yes.”
“Iamsorry.”
Anunsteadylaughlefthislips.“Aye.”Herubbedthebackofhisneck.Itwashisturnforconfession,now.Hemightshadethetruthwithothers,forexpediency’ssake.NotwithIsta.Heowedherweightforweightandvalueforvalue.Woundforwound.“Howmuchnewshadyou
fromCardegossofIselle’sbriefbetrothal,andLordDondodyJironal’sfate?”
“Onemessengerfollowedatopanotherbeforewecouldcelebrate—wecouldnottellwhattomakeofit.”
“Celebrate?Aforty-year-oldmatchedtoasixteen-year-old?”
Herchincameup,fora
momentsolikeIsellethatCazarilcaughthisbreath.“IasandIwerefurtherapartinagethanthat.”
Ah.Yes.Thatwouldtendtogiveheradifferentviewofsuchthings.“DondowasnoIas,mylady.Hewascorrupt—debauched—impious,anembezzler—andIamalmostcertainhehadSerdySandamurdered.Maybeevenbyhisownhand.Hewascolluding
withhisbrotherMartoutogaincompletecontroloftheHouseofChalion,throughOrico,Teidez—andIselle.”
Ista’shandtouchedherthroat.“ImetMartou,yearsago,atcourt.HealreadyaspiredthentobethenextLorddyLutez.DyLutez,thebrightest,nobleststarevertoshineinthecourtofChalion—Martoumighthavestudiedtocleanhisboots,barely.
Dondo,Inevermet.”
“Dondowasadisaster.Ifirstencounteredhimyearsago,andhehadnocharacterthen.Hegrewworsewithage.Isellewasdistraught,andfurioustohavehimforceduponher.Sheprayedtothegodstoreleaseherfromthisabominablematch,butthegods…didn’tanswer.SoIdid.
“Istalkedhimforaday,intendingtoassassinatehimforher,butIcouldn’tgetnearhim.SoIprayedtotheBastardforamiracleofdeathmagic.AndIwasgrantedit.”
Afteramoment,Ista’seyebrowswentup.“Whyaren’tyoudead?”
“IthoughtIwasdying.WhenIawoketofindDondodeadwithoutme,Ididn’tknow
whattothink.ButUmegatdeterminedIselle’sprayershadbroughtdownasecondmiracle,andtheLadyofSpringhadsparedmylifefromtheBastard’sdemon,butonlytemporarily.SaintUmegat—Ithoughthewasagroom—”Hisstorywasgrowinghopelesslytangled.Hetookadeepbreath,andbackedupandexplainedaboutUmegatandthemiracleofthemenagerie,andhowit
hadpreservedpoorOricointheteethofthecurse.
“ExceptthatDondo,beforehedied,whenhestillthoughthewasabouttobemarriedtoIselle,toldTeidezitwastheotherwayaround—thatthemenageriewasanevilRoknarisorcerysetuptosickenOrico.AndTeidezbelievedhim.Fivedaysago,hetookhisBaocianguardandslewnearlyeverysacred
animalinit,andonlybychancefailedtoslaythesaintaswell.HetookascratchfromOrico’sdyingleopard—Iswear,itwasonlyascratch!IfIhadrealized…Thewoundbecamepoisoned.Hisendwas…”Cazarilrememberedwhohewastalkingto.“…wasveryquick.”
“PoorTeidez,”whisperedIsta,staringaway.“MypoorTeidez.Youwereborntobe
betrayed,Ithink.”
“Anyway,”finishedCazaril,“becauseofthisstrangeconcatenationofmiracles,thedeathdemonandtheghostofDondowereboundinmybelly.Encapsulatedinsomekindoftumor,evidently.Whentheyarereleased,Iwilldie.”
Ista’sgrievingfacewentstill.Hereyesrosetosearch
Cazaril’sface.“Thatwouldbetwice,”shesaid.
“Ah…eh?”
Herhandsabandonedthetorturedhandkerchief,andwentouttogripCazaril’scollar.Hergazebecamescorching,almostpainfulinitsintensity.Herbreathcamefaster.“AreyouIselle’sdyLutez?”
“I,I,I,”stammeredCazaril;hisstomachsank.
“Twice.Twice.Buthowtoaccomplishthethird?Oh.Oh.Oh…”Hereyesweredilated,thepupilspulsing.Herlipsshiveredwithhope.“Whatareyou?”
“I,I,I’monlyCazaril,mylady!IamnodyLutez,Iamsure.Iamnotbrilliant,orrich,orstrong.Orbeautiful,
thegodsknow.Orbrave,thoughIfightwhenI’mtrapped,Isuppose.”
Shemadeanimpatientgesture.“Takeawayallthoseornaments—stripped,naked,upsidedown,themanstillshone.Faithful.Untodeath.Only…notuntotwodeaths.Orthree.”
“I—thisismadness,now.ThisisnotthewayIintendto
breakthecurse,Ipromiseyou.”Fivegods,notdrowning.“IhaveanotherplantorescueIsellefromit.”
Hereyesprobedhim,stillwiththatfrighteningwildness.“Havethegodsspokentoyou,then?”
“No.Igobymyreason.”
Shesatback,tohisreliefreleasinghim,andherbrows
crimpedinpuzzlement.“Reason?Inthis?”
“Sara—andyou—marriedintotheHouseandthecurseofChalion.IthinkIsellecanmarryoutofit.ThisescapecouldnothavebeenavailabletoTeidez,butnow…IamonmywaytoIbra,totrytoarrangeIselle’smarriagewithIbra’snewHeir,RoyseBergon.DyJironalwillseektopreventthis,becauseitwill
spelltheendofhispowerinChalion.IsellemeanstoslipawayfromhimbybringingTeidez’sbodybackheretoValendatobeburied.”CazarildetailedIselle’splantoridewiththecortege,thenrendezvouswithBergoninValenda.
“Maybe,”breathedIsta.“Maybe…”
Hewasunsurewhatshewas
referringto.Shewasstillgivinghimanextremelyunsettlinglook.
“Yourmother,”hesaid.“Doessheknowofallthis?Thecurse,thetruetaleofdyLutez?”
“Itriedtotellher,once.ShedecidedIwastrulymad.It’snotabadlife,beingmad,youknow.Ithasitsadvantages.Youdon’thavetomakeany
decisions.Whattoeat,whattowear,wheretogo…wholives,whodies…Youcantryityourself,ifyoulike.Justtellthetruth.Tellpeopleyouarepregnantwithademonandaghost,andyouhaveatumorthattalksvilelytoyou,andthegodsguardyoursteps,andseewhathappensnext.”HerthroatylaughdidnotinclineCazariltosmilealong.Herlipstwisted.“Don’tlooksoalarmed,Lord
Cazaril.IfIrepeatyourstory,youhaveonlytodenyme,andIwillbethoughtmad,notyou.”
“I…thinkyouhavebeendeniedenough.Lady.”
Shebitherlipandlookedaway;herbodytrembled.
Cazarilshifted,andwasremindedofhissaddlebag,leaningagainsthiship.“Iselle
wroteyoualetter,andonetohergrandmother,andchargedmetodeliverthemtoyou.”Heburrowedintothebag,foundhispacketofcorrespondence,andhandedIstaherletter.Hishandswereshakingfromfatigueandhunger.Amongotherthings.“Ishouldgogetridofthisdirtandeatsomething.BythetimetheProvincarareturns,perhapsIcanmakemyselffitforhercompany.”
Istaheldthelettertoherbreast.“Callmyladiestome,then.Ishallretirenow,Ithink.Noreasonmoretowake…”
Cazarilglancedupsharply.“Iselle.Iselleisareasontowake.”
“Ah.Yes.Onemorehostagetogo.ThenIcansleepforever.”Sheleanedforwardandpattedhisshoulderinan
oddreassurance.“ButfornowIwilljustsleeptonight.I’msotired.IthinkImusthavedoneallmymourningandwailinginadvance,andthereisnoneleftinmenow.Allemptiedout.”
“Iunderstand,lady.”
“Yes,youdo.Howstrange.”
Cazarilreachedgingerlyouttothebench,pushedhimself
up,andwenttolettheweepyattendantsbackin.Istasetherteethandsufferedthemtodescenduponher.Cazarilhoistedhissaddlebagsandbowedhimselfout.
AWASH,ACHANGEOFCLOTHES,ANDAHOTMEALdidmuchtorestoreCazarilphysically,thoughhismindstillreeledfromhisconversationwithIsta.Whentheservantssethimtoawait
theProvincara’sreturninherquietlittleparlorinthenewbuilding,hewasgratefulforthechancetomarshalhisthoughts.Acheerfulfirewassetforhiminthechamber’sexcellentfireplace.Achingineverybone,hesatinhercushionedchair,sippedwell-wateredwine,andtriednottonodoff.Theoldladywasnotlikelytostayoutverylate.
Indeed,shesoonappeared,
flankedbyhercousin-companionLadydyHueltarandthegraveSerdyFerrej.Shewasdressedingalasplendoringreensatinsandvelvets,glitteringwithjewels,butonelookatherashenfacetoldCazarilthatthebadnewshadalreadybeenblurtedtoherbysomeexcitedservant.Cazarillurchedtohisfeet,andbowed.
Shegrippedhishands,
searchinghisface.“Cazaril,isittrue?”
“Teidezhasdied,suddenly,ofaninfection.Iselleiswell”—hetookabreath—“andHeiressofChalion.”
“Poorboy!Poorboy!HaveyoutoldIstayet?”
“Yes.”
“Oh,dear.Howdidshetake
it?”
Welldidnotdescribeit.Cazarilchose,“Calmly,YourGrace.Atleast,shedidnotflyintoanysortofwildpelter,asI’dfeared.Ithinktheblowsherlifehasdealtherhavelefthernumb.Idon’tknowhowshe’llbetomorrow.Herattendantshaveputhertobed.”
TheProvincaraventedasigh
andblinkedbacktears.
Cazarilknelttohissaddlebags.“Iselleentrustedmewithaletterforyou.Andthereisanoteforyou,SerdyFerrej,fromBetriz.Shedidnothavetimetowritemuch.”Hehandedoutthetwosealedmissives.“Theywillbothbecominghere.IsellemeanstohaveTeidezburiedinValenda.”
“Oh,”saidtheProvincara,crackingthecoldwaxoftheletter’sseal,carelessofwherethesprinklesfell.“Oh,howIlongtoseeher.”Hereyesdevouredthepennedlines.“Short,”shecomplained.Hergrayeyebrowswentup.“Cazarilwillexplaineverythingtoyou,shesays.”
“Yes,YourGrace.Ihavemuchtotellyou,someofitinconfidence.”
Shewavedouthercompanions.“Go,Iwillcallyouback.”DyFerrejwasbreakingopenhisletterbythetimehereachedthedoor.
Shesatwitharustleoffabric,stillclutchingthepaper,andgesturedCazariltoanotherchair,whichhepulleduptoherknee.“ImustseetoIstabeforeshesleeps.”
“I’lltrytobesuccinct,Your
Grace.ThisiswhatIhavelearnedthisseasoninCardegoss.WhatIwentthroughtolearnit…”Thatcost,thecrackingopenofhisworld,Istahadunderstoodatonce;hewasnotsuretheProvincarawouldgraspit.“Doesn’tmatternow.ButArchdivineMendenalinCardegosscanconfirmthetruthofitall,ifyougetachanceathim.TellhimIsentyou,andhewilldenyyou
nothing.”
Herbrowswentup.“Howisityoubendanarchdivine?”
Cazarilsnortedsoftly.“Ipullrank.”
Shesatup,herlipsthinning.“Cazaril,don’tmakestupidjokeswithme.YougrowascrypticasIsta.”
Yes,Ista’sself-protective
senseof—nothumor,irony—likelywasirritating,atclosequarters.Ista.WhospokeforIsta?“Provincara…yourdaughterisheartbroken,ravagedinwill.Shelongsforthereleaseofdeath.Butsheisnotmad.Thegodsarenotsomerciful.”
Theoldwomanhunched,asthoughhiswordsgratedoverarawspot.“Hergriefisextravagant.Wasnowoman
everwidowedbefore?Hasnonelostachild?I’vesufferedboth,butIdidnotmoanandmopeandcarryonso,notforyears.Icriedmyhour,yes,butthenIcontinuedaboutmyduties.Ifsheisnotbrokeninreason,thensheisvastlyself-indulgent.”
CouldhemakeherunderstandIsta’sdifferenceswithoutviolatingIsta’stacit
confidences?Well,evenapartialtruthmighthelp.Hebenthisheadtohers.“ItallgoesbacktothegreatwarofFonsatheFairly-WisewiththeGoldenGeneral…”Intheplainestpossibleterms,hedetailedtheinnerworkingsofthecurseuponthehistoryoftheHouseofChalion.TherewereenoughotherdisastersinIas’sreignthathescarcelyneededtotouchonthefallofdyLutez.Orico’simpotence,
theslowcorruptionofhisadvisors,thefailureofbothhispoliciesandhishealthbroughtthetaletothepresent.
TheProvincarascowled.“IsallthisvileluckaworkofRoknariblackmagic,then?”
“Not…asIunderstandit.Itisaspillage,aperversionofsomeineffabledivinity,lostfromitsproperplace.”
Sheshrugged.“Closeenough.Ifitactslikeblackmagic,thenblackmagicitis.Thepracticalquestionis,howtocounterit?”
Cazarilwasn’tsureaboutthatcloseenough.Surelyonlycorrectunderstandingcouldleadtocorrectaction.IstaandIashadtriedtoforceasolution,asthoughthecurseweremagic,tobecounteredbymagic.Aritedonebyrote.
Sheadded,“AnddoesthislinktothiswildtaleweheardofDondodyJironalbeingmurderedbydeathmagic?”
That,atleast,hecouldanswer,nonebetter.Hehadalreadydecidedtostripoutasmuchoftheunnaturaldetailaspossiblefromherversionofevents.Hedidnotthinkherconfidenceinhimwouldbeaugmentedbyhisbabblingofdemons,ghosts,saints,
secondsight,andevenmoregrotesquethings.Morethanenoughremainedtoastoundher.HebeganwiththetaleofIselle’sdisastrousbetrothal,althoughhedidnotattributethesourceofDondo’sdeathmiracle,concealinghisactofmurderashe’dconcealedIsta’s.
TheProvincarawasnotsosqueamish.“IfLordDondowasasbadasyousay,”she
sniffed,“Ishallsayprayersforthatunknownbenefactor!”
“Indeed,YourGrace.Iprayforhimdaily.”
“AndDondoamereyoungerson—forIselle!WhatwasthatfoolOricothinking?”
Abandoningtheineffable,hepresentedthemenagerietoherasamarveldevisedby
theTempletopreserveOrico’sfailinghealth,trueenoughasfarasitwent.ShegraspedinstantlythesecretpoliticalpurposeofDondo’ssettingTeideztoits—andOrico’s—destruction,andgroundherteeth.ShemoanedforTeidez’sbetrayal.ButthenewsthatValendamustnowprepareforafuneral,awedding,andawar,possiblysimultaneously,revitalizedher.
“CanIsellecountonheruncledyBaocia’ssupport?”Cazarilaskedher.“HowmanyotherscanheandyoubringinagainstdyJironal’sfaction?”
TheProvincaramaderapidinventoryofthelordsshemightdrawintoValenda,ostensiblyforTeidez’sfuneral,infacttopryIsellefromdyJironal’shands.Thelistimpressedhim.Afterall
herdecadesofpoliticalobservationinChalion,theProvincaradidn’tevenneedtolookatamaptoplanhertactics.
“HavethemrideinforTeidez’sfuneralwitheverymantheycanmuster,”saidCazaril.“Especially,wemustcontroltheroadsbetweenhereandIbra,toguaranteethesafetyofRoyseBergon.”
“Difficult,”saidtheProvincara,sittingbackwithherlipspursing.“SomeofdyJironal’sownlands,andthoseofhisbrothers-in-law,liebetweenhereandtheborder.Youshouldhaveatrooptoridewithyou.IwillstripValendatogiveyouthemen.”
“No,”saidCazarilslowly.“You’llneedallyourmenwhenIsellearrives,which
maywellbebeforeIcanreturn.AndifItakeatrooptoIbra,ourspeedwillbelimited.Wecannothopetoobtainremountsontheroadforsolargeacompany,andmaintainingsecrecywouldbecomeimpossible.Betterweshouldtraveloutwardlightandfastandunmarked.Savethetrooptomeetuscomingback.Oh,andbeware,yourBaociancaptainyousentwithTeidezsoldhimselftoDondo
—hecannotbetrusted.You’llhavetofindsomewaytoreplacehimwhenhereturns.”
TheProvincaraswore.“Bastard’sdemons,I’llhavehisears.”
TheymadeplanstopasshiscipheredletterstoIselle,andherstohim,throughValenda,makingitappeartodyJironal’sspiesthatCazaril
stillwasinhergrandmother’scompany.TheProvincaraundertooktopawnsomeofIselle’sjewelryforhimonthemorrow,atthebestrate,toraisethecoinhe’dneedforthenextpartofhisjourney.Theysettledadozenotherpracticaldetailsinasmanyminutes.Herverydeterminationmadehergod-proof,Cazarilimagined;forallherattentiontopiousceremony,nogodwasgoing
toslipintothatironwillevenedgewise.Thegodshadgivenherlessperilousgifts,andhewasgratefulenoughforthem.
“Youunderstand,”hesaidatlast,“IthinkthismarriageschememayrescueIselle.Idon’tknowthatitwillalsosaveIsta.”NeitherIsta,driftingsadlyaboutthecastleofValenda,norOrico,lyingblindandbloatedintheZangre.Andnoexhortation
oftheProvincaratoIstatobestirherselfwouldbeofanyuse,whilethisblackthingstillchokedherlikeapoisonedfog.
“IfitonlyrescuesIsellefromtheclutchesofChancellordyJironal,itwillsatisfyme.Ican’tbelieveOricomadesuchvileprovisionsinhiswill.”Thatlegalnotehadexercisedheralmostmorethanthesupernaturalmatters.
“Takingmygranddaughterfrommewithoutevenconsultingme!”
Cazarilfingeredhisbeard.“Yourealize,ifallthissucceeds,yourgranddaughterwillbecomeyourliegelord.RoyinainherownrightofallChalion,androyina-consortofIbra.”
Herlipsscrewedup.“That’sthemaddestpartofall.She’s
justagirl!NotbutthatshealwayshadmorewitsthanpoorTeidez.WhatcanallthegodsofChalionbethinking,toplacesuchachildonthethroneatCardegoss!”
Cazarilsaidmildly,“PerhapsthattherestorationofChalionistheworkofaverylonglifetime,andthatnoonesooldasyouorIcouldlivetoseeitthrough.”
Shesnorted.“You’rebarelymorethanachildyourself.Childreninchargeofthewholeworldthesedays,nowonderit’sallgonemad.Well…well.Wemustbustleabouttomorrow.Fivegods,Cazaril,gosleep,thoughIdoubtIshall.Youlooklikedeathwarmedover,andyouhaven’tmyyearstoexcuseyou.”
Creakily,heclamberedtohis
feetandbowedhimselfout.TheProvincara’sburstsofirateenergywerefragile.Itwouldtakeallherretainers’aidtopreventherfromexhaustingherselfdangerously.HefoundtheanxiouslywaitingLadydyHueltarinthenextroom,andsentherintoattenduponherladycousin.
THEYGAVECAZARILBACKHISCHILLY,HONORABLE,
customarychamberinthemainkeep.Heslidgratefullybetweenheatedsheets.Itwasasmuchlikecominghomeasanythinghe’dexperiencedforyears.Yethisneweyesrenderedfamiliarplacesstrangeagain;theworldmadestrangeashewasremade,overandover,andnoplacetorestatlast.
Dondo,inallhismotleyghostlyglory,scarcelykept
Cazarilawakethatnight.Hehadbecomeadangeralmosttooroutinetobedreaded.FreshfearsassailedCazarilnow.
MemoryoftheterriblehopeinIsta’seyesunnervedhim.Andthereflectionthattomorrow,hewouldmountahorsewhoseeverystridewouldcarryhimclosertothesea.
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CazarilregretfullygaveupuseoftheChancellery’scourierremountswhentheyleftValenda,infavorofsecrecy.NomeritinhandingdyJironalasignedrecordoftheirrouteanddestination.ArmedwithPalli’sletterof
recommendation,theyinsteadarrangedexchangesforfreshhorsesatlocaltownchaptersoftheDaughter’sOrder.Atthefootofthemountainsonthewesternfrontier,theywereobligedtodealwithalocalhorsetraderforthesturdyandsurefootedmulestocarrythemovertheheights.
Themanhadclearlybeenmakingafinelivingforyears
skinningdesperatetravelers.Ferdalookedoverthebeastsofferedthem,andsaidindignantly,“Thisonehasheaves.Andifthatoneisn’tthrowingoutasplint,mylord,I’lleatyourhat!”Thehorsetraderandhefellatonceintoacrimoniousargument.
Cazaril,leaninginexhaustiononthecorralrailandthinkingonlyofhowmuchhedidn’t
wanttothrowalegoveranyanimal,spavinedornot,forthenextthousandyears,atlaststraightenedandlethimselfthroughthegate.Hewalkedoutintotheherdofmillinghorsesandmules,stirredupbytherough-and-readycaptureoftheirrejectedcomrades,spreadhishands,andclosedhiseyes.“Ifitpleaseyou,Lady,giveusthreegoodmules.”
Atanudgeathisside,heopenedthemagain.Acuriousmule,itsbrowneyeslimpid,staredathim.Twomoremuscledin,theirlongearswaggling;thetallestone,darkbrownwithacreamynose,resteditschinonhisshoulderandbreathedoutacontented-soundingsnort,sprayingtheenvirons.
“Thankyou,Lady,”mutteredCazaril.Andmoreloudly,
“Allright.Followme.”Heploddedbackthroughthehoof-pockedmucktothegate.Thethreemulesfellinbehind,snufflingwithinterest.
“We’lltakethesethree,”hetoldthehorsetrader,who,alongwithFerda,hadfallensilentandwasstaringopenmouthed.
Thehorsetraderfoundhis
voicefirst.“But—butthosearemythreebestanimals!”
“Yes.Iknow.”Helethimselfbackout,leavingthehorsetradertoholdthegateagainstthethreemuleswhostilltriedtofollowhim,shoulderingupheavilyagainsttheboardsandmakinganxiousmulishnoises.“Ferda,cometoaprice.I’mgoingtogoliedowninthatlovelystrawstack.Wakemewhenwe’re
saddledup…”
Hismuleprovedhealthy,steady,andbored.Therewasnothingbetter,inCazaril’sview,onthesetreacherousmountaintrailsthanaboredmule.ThefierysteedsFerdafavoredformakingtimeovertheflatscouldhaveclimbednofasteronthesebreath-stealingslopes,besidesmakingamenaceofthemselveswiththeirnervous
sidlingonthenarrowplaces.Andthemule’sgentleambledidn’tchurnhisguts.AlthoughifthegoddessgrantedHersaintmules,hedidn’tknowwhyShedidn’talsogivehimbetterweather.
ThedyGurabrothersstoppedlaughingatCazaril’shatabouthalfwayupthepassovertheBastard’sTeethrange.Hefoldedthefinefurflapsdownoverhisearsand
tiedtheirstringsunderhischinbeforethesleet,drivenbythetumblingupdrafts,startedstingingtheirfaces.Hesquintedintothewindbetweenthelaid-backearsofhislaboringmuleatthetrackwindingupthroughrocksandice,andmentallymeasuredoutthedaylightlefttothem.
Afteratime,Ferdareinedbackbesidehim.“Mylord,shouldwetakeshelterfrom
thisblizzard?”
“Blizzard?”Cazarilbrushedicespiculesfromhisbeard,andblinked.Oh.Palliar’swintersweremild,soddenratherthansnowy,andthebrothershadneverbeenoutoftheirprovincebefore.“Ifthiswereablizzard,youwouldn’tbeabletoseeyourmule’searsfromwhereyousit.Thisisn’tunsafe.Merelyunpleasant.”
Ferdamadeafaceofdismay,butpulledhishoodstringstighterandbentintothewind.Indeed,inafewmoreminutestheybrokeoutofthesquall,andvisibilityreturned;thehighvaleopenedoutbeforetheireyes.Afewfingersofpalesunlightpokeddownthroughsilverycloudstodapplethelongslopes—fallingawaydownward.
Cazarilpointed,andshouted
encouragingly,“Ibra!”
THEWEATHERMODERATEDASTHEYSTARTEDTHElongdescenttowardthecoast,thoughthegruntingmulesshufflednofaster.Theruggedbordermountainsgavewaytolessdauntinghills,humpedandbrown,withbroadvalleyswindingbetween.WhentheyleftthesnowbehindCazarilreluctantlypermittedFerdatotradein
theirexcellentmulesforswifterhorses.AsuccessionofimprovingroadsandincreasinglycivilizedinnsbroughttheminjusttwomoredaystotherivercoursethatrandowntoZagosur.Theypassedthroughoutlyingfarms,andoverbridgesacrossirrigationcanalsswollenwiththewinterrains.
Theydebouchedfromtherivervalleytofindthecity
risingupbeforethem:graywalls,ablockyjumbleofwhitewashedhouseswithroofsofthedistinctivegreentileofthisregion,thefortressatitscrown,thefamousharboratitsfeet.Theseastretchedoutbeyond,steelgray,theendlesslevelhorizonofitstreakedwithaqualight.Thesalt-and-sea-wracksmelloflowtide,waftinginlandonacoldbreeze,madeCazaril’shead
jerkback.Foixinhaleddeeply,hiseyesalightwithfascinationashedrankinhisfirstsightofthesea.
Palli’sletterandthedyGurabrothers’ranksecuredthemshelterattheDaughter’shouseoffZagosur’smainTempleplaza.Cazarilsenttheboystobuy,beg,orborrowformaldressoftheirorder,whilehetookhimselfofftoatailor.Thenewsthat
thetailormightnamehispricesolongasheproducedsomethingswiftlylaunchedaflurryofactivitythatresultedinCazarilemerging,littlemorethananhourlater,withatolerableversionofChalionesecourtmourninggarbunderhisarm.
Afterachillyspongebath,Cazarilquicklyslippedintoaheavylavender-graybrocadetunic,veryhigh-necked,thick
darkpurplewooltrousers,andhiscleanedandpolishedboots.HeadjustedtheswordbeltandswordSerdyFerrejhadlenthimsolongago,ratherwornbutlookingmorehonorablethereby,andswungthesatisfyingweightofablacksilk-velvetvest-cloakoverthewhole.OneofIselle’sremainingrings,asquare-cutamethyst,justfitoverCazaril’slittlefinger,itsisolatedheavygold
suggestingrestraintratherthanpoverty.Betweenthecourtmourningandthegraystreaksinhisbeard,hefanciedtheresultwasasgraveanddignifiedascouldbewished.Serious.Hepackageduphispreciousdiplomaticlettersandtuckedthemunderhisarm,collectedhisoutriders,whohadrefurbishedthemselvesinneatblueandwhite,andledthewaythroughthenarrow,
windingstreetsupthehilltotheGreatFox’slair.
Cazaril’sappearanceandbearingbroughthimbeforetheRoyaofIbra’scastlewarder.Showinghislettersandtheirsealstothisofficialspedhiminturntotheroya’sownsecretary,whometthemstandinginabarewhitewashedantechamber,chillywithZagosur’sperpetualwinterdamp.
Thesecretarywasspare,middle-aged,andharried.Cazarilfavoredhimwithahalfbow,equaltoequal.
“IamtheCastillardyCazaril,andIcomefromCardegossonadiplomaticmissionofsomeurgency.IbearlettersofintroductiontotheroyaandRoyseBergondyIbrafromtheRoyesseIselledyChalion.”Hedisplayedtheirseals,butfoldedthembackto
hischestwhenthesecretaryreachedforthem.“Ireceivedthesefromtheroyesse’sownhand.Shebademedeliverthemintotheroya’sownhand.”
Thesecretary’sheadtiltedjudiciously.“I’llseewhatIcandoforyou,mylord,buttheroyaisveryplaguedwithpetitioners,mostlyrelativesofformerrebelsattemptingtointercedefortheroya’s
mercy,whichisstretchedthinatpresent.”HelookedCazarilupanddown.“Ithinkperhapsnoonehaswarnedyou—theroyahasforbidthecourttowearmourningforthelateHeirofIbra,ashediedinastateofunreconciledrebellion.Onlythosewhowishtocasttheirdefianceintheroya’steetharewearingthatsadgarb,andmostofthemhavethepresenceofmindtodoitin,ah,absence.
Ifyoudonotintendtheinsult,Isuggestyougochangebeforeyoubeganaudience.”
Cazaril’sbrowswentup.“Isnooneherebeforemewiththenews?Werodefast,butIdidn’tthinkwehadoutdistancedit.IdonotwearthesebruisedcolorsfortheHeirofIbra,butfortheHeirofChalion.RoyseTeidezdiedbarelyaweekago,
suddenly,ofaninfection.”
“Oh,”saidthesecretary,startled.“Oh.”Heregainedhisbalancesmoothly.“MycondolencesindeedtotheHouseofChalion,tolosesobrightahope.”Hehesitated.“LettersfromtheRoyesseIselle,doyousay?”
“Aye.”Cazariladded,forgoodmeasure,“RoyaOricoliesgravelyill,anddoesnot
dobusiness,orsoitwaswhenweleftCardegossinhaste.”
Thesecretary’smouthopened,andclosed.Hefinallysaid,“Comewithme,”andledthemtoamorecomfortablechamber,withasmallfireinacornerfireplace.“I’llgoseewhatIcando.”
Cazarilloweredhimselfinto
acushionedchairnearthegentleglow.Foixtookabench,thoughFerdaprowledabout,frowninginanunfocusedfashionatthewallhangings.
“Willtheyseeus,sir?”askedFerda.“Tohaveriddenallthisway,onlytobekeptwaitingonthedoorsteplikesomepeddler…”
“Oh,yes.They’llseeus.”
Cazarilsmiledslightly,asabreathlessservantarrivedtoofferthetravelerswineandthelittlespicedshortbreadcakes,stampedwithanIbranseal,whichwereaZagosurspecialty.
“Whydoesthisdoghavenolegs?”Foixinquired,staringatriflecross-eyedattheindentedcreaturebeforebitingintohiscake.
“Itisaseadog.Ithaspaddlesinplaceofpaws,andchasesfish.Theymakecoloniesupontheshore,hereandtheredownthecoasttowardDarthaca.”Cazarilallowedtheservanttopourhimbutaswallowofwine,partlyforsobriety,partlytoavoidwaste;ashe’danticipated,he’dbarelywethislipsbeforethesecretaryreturned.
Themanbowedlowerthan
before.“Comethisway,ifitpleaseyou,mylord,gentlemen.”
FerdagulpeddownhisglassfulofdarkIbranwine,andFoixbrushedcrumbsfromhiswhitewoolvest-cloak.TheyhastilyfollowedCazarilandthesecretary,wholedthemupsomestairsandacrossalittlearchedstonebridgetoanewerpartofthefortress.Aftermore
turnings,theycametoapairofdoubledoorscarvedwithseacreaturesintheRoknaristyle.
Theseswungopentoemitawell-dressedlord,arminarmwithanothercourtier,complaining,“ButIwaitedfivedaysforthisaudience!Whatisthisfoolery—!”
“You’lljusthavetowaitalittlelonger,mylord,”said
thecourtier,guidinghimoffwithafirmhandunderhiselbow.
ThesecretarybowedCazarilandthedyGurabrothersinside,andannouncedtheirnamesandranks.
Itwasnotathroneroom,butalessformalreceivingchamber,setupforconference,notceremony.Abroadtable,roomyenoughto
spreadoutmapsanddocuments,occupiedoneend.Thelongfarwallwaspiercedwitharowofdoorswithsquarewindowpanessettoptobottom,givingontoabalcony-cum-battlementthatinturnoverlookedtheharborandshipyardthatweretheheartofZagosur’swealthandpower.Thesilverysealight,diffuseandpale,illuminatedthechamberthroughthegenerousglass,makingthe
candleflamesinthesconcesseemwan.
Halfadozenmenwerepresent,butCazaril’seyehadnotroublepickingouttheFoxandhisson.Atseventy-odd,theroyaofIbrawasstringy,balding,therussethairofhisyoungerdaysreducedtoawispyfringeofwhitearoundhispate.Butheremainedvigorous,notfragilewithhisyears,alert
andrelaxedinhiscushionedchair.ThetallyouthstandingathissidehadthestraightbrownDarthacanhairofhislatemother,thoughtingedwithreddishhighlights,wornjustlongenoughtocushionahelmet,cutbluntly.Helookshealthy,atleast.Good…Hissea-greenvest-cloakwassetwithhundredsofpearlsinpatternsofcurlingsurf,whichmadeitswinginelegant,weightyrippleswhenhe
turnedtowardthesenewvisitors.
ThemanstandingontheFox’sothersidewasproclaimedbyhischainofofficetobethechancellorofIbra.Awaryandintimidated-lookingfellow,hewasthe—fromallreports,overworked—servantoftheFox,notarivalforhispower.Anotherman’sbadgesmarkedhimasasealord,anadmiralof
Ibra’sfleet.
CazarilwenttoonekneebeforetheFox,nottooungracefullydespitehissaddle-stiffnessandaches,andbowedhishead.“Mylord,IbringsadnewsfromIbraofthedeathofRoyseTeidez,andurgentlettersfromhissistertheRoyesseIselle.”HeprofferedIselle’sletterofhisauthority.
TheFoxcrackedtheseal,andscannedrapidlydownthesimplepennedlines.Hisbrowsclimbed,andheglancedbackkeenlyatCazaril.“Mostinteresting.Rise,mylordAmbassador,”hemurmured.
Cazariltookabreath,andmanagedtosurgebacktohisfeetwithouthavingeithertopushoffthefloorwithhishandor,worse,catchhimself
ontheroya’schair.HelookeduptofindRoyseBergonstaringhardathim,hislipspartedinafrown.Cazarilblinked,andfavoredhimwithatentativenodandsmile.Hewasquiteawell-madeyoungman,withal,even-featured,perhapshandsomewhenhewasn’tscowlingso.Nosquint,nohanginglip—alittlestocky,butfit,notfat.Andnotforty.Young,clean-shaven,but
withavigorintheshadowonhischinthatpromisedhewasgrowntovirility.CazarilthoughtIselleshouldbepleased.
Bergon’sstareintensified.“Speakagain!”hesaid.
“Excuseme,mylord?”Cazarilsteppedback,startled,astheroysesteppedforwardandcircledhim,hiseyessearchinghimupanddown,
hisbreathcomingfaster.
“Takeoffyourshirt!”Bergondemandedsuddenly.
“What?”
“Takeoffyourshirt,takeoffyourshirt!”
“Mylord—RoyseBergon—”CazarilwasthrownbackinmemorytotheghastlysceneengineeredbydyJironalto
slanderhimtoOrico.ButtherewerenosacredcrowshereinZagosurtorescuehim.Heloweredhisvoice.“Ibegyou,mylord,donotshamemeinthiscompany.”
“Please,sir,ayearandmoreago,inthefall,wereyounotrescuedfromaRoknarigalleyoffthecoastofIbra?”
“Oh.Yes…?”
“Takeoffyourshirt!”Theroysewaspracticallydancing,circlingaroundhimagain;Cazarilfeltdizzy.HeglancedattheFox,wholookedasbaffledaseveryoneelse,butwavedhishandcuriously,endorsingtheroyse’speculiardemand.Confusedandfrightened,Cazarilcomplied,poppingthefrogsofhistunicandslippingitofftogetherwithhisvest-cloak,andfoldingthe
garmentsoverhisarm.Hesethisjaw,tryingtostandwithdignity,tobearwhateverhumiliationcamenext.
“You’reCaz!You’reCaz!”Bergoncried.Hisfrownhadchangedtoadementedgrin.Yegods,theroysewasmad,andafterallthispeltinggallopoverplainandmountain,unfitforIselleafterall—
“Why,yes,somyfriendscallme—”Cazaril’swordswerechokedoffastheroyseabruptlyflunghisarmsaroundhim,andnearlyliftedhimoffhisfeet.
“Father,”Bergoncriedjoyously,“thisistheman!Thisistheman!”
“What,”Cazarilbegan,andthen,bysometrickofangleandshiftofvoice,heknew.
Cazaril’sowngapeturnedtogrin.Theboyhasgrown!Rollhimbackayearintimeandfourinchesinheight,erasethebeard-shadow,shavethehead,addapeckofpuppyfatandablisteringsunburn…“Fivegods,”hebreathed.“Danni?Danni!”
Theroysegrabbedhishandsandkissedthem.“Wheredidyougo?IfellsickforaweekafterIwasbroughthome,and
whenIfinallysetmentolookforyou,you’ddisappeared.Ifoundothermenfromtheship,butnotyou,andnoneknewwhereyou’dgone.”
“Iwasillalso,intheMother’shospitalhereinZagosur.ThenI,um,walkedhometoChalion.”
“Here!Righthereallthetime!Ishallburst.Ah!ButIsentmentothehospitals—
oh,howdidtheymissyouthere?Ithoughtyoumusthavediedofyourinjuries,theyweresofearsome.”
“Iwassurehemusthavedied,”saidtheFoxslowly,watchingthisplaywithunreadableeyes.“NottohavecometocollecttheverygreatdebtmyHouseowedtohim.”
“Ididnotknow…whoyouwere,RoyseBergon.”
TheFox’sgrayeyebrowsshotup.“Truly?”
“No,Father,”Bergonconfirmedeagerly.“ItoldnoonewhoIwas.IusedthenicknameMamausedtocallmebywhenIwaslittle.Itseemedtomemoreunsafetoclaimmyrankthantopassanonymously.”HeaddedtoCazaril,“Whenmylatebrother’sbravoskidnappedme,theydidnottellthe
RoknaricaptainwhoIwas.Theymeantmetodieonthegalley,Ithink.”
“Thesecrecywasfoolish,Royse,”chidedCazaril.“TheRoknariwouldsurelyhavesetyouasideforransom.”
“Yes,agreatransom,andpoliticalconcessionswrungfrommyfather,too,nodoubt,ifI’dallowedmyselftobemadehostageinmy
ownname.”Bergon’sjawtightened.“No.Iwouldnothandmyselftothemtoplaythatgame.”
“So,”saidtheFoxinanoddvoice,staringupatCazaril,“youdidnotinterposeyourbodytosavetheroyseofIbrafromdefilement,butmerelytosavesomerandomboy.”
“Randomslaveboy.Mylord.”Cazaril’slipstwisted,
ashewatchedtheFoxtryingtoworkoutjustwhatthismadeCazaril,heroorfool.
“Iwonderatyourwits.”
“I’msureIwashalf-wittedbythen,”Cazarilconcededamiably.“I’dbeenonthegalleyssinceIwassoldasaprisonerofwarafterthefallofGotorget.”
TheFox’seyesnarrowed.
“Oh.Soyou’rethatCazaril,eh?”
Cazarilessayedhimasmallbow,wonderingwhathehadheardofthatfruitlesscampaign,andshookouthistunic.Bergonhastenedtohelphimdonitagain.Cazarilfoundhimselftheobjectofstunnedstaresfromeverymanintheroom,includingFerdaandFoix.Histiltedgrinbarelykeptback
bubblinglaughter,thoughunderneaththelaughterseethedanewterrorthathecouldscarcelyname.HowlonghaveIbeenwalkingdownthisroad?
Hepulledoutthelastletterinhispacket,andsweptadeeperbowtoRoyseBergon.“Asthedocumentyourrespectedfatherholdsattests,Icomeasspokesmanforaproudandbeautifullady,and
Icomenotjusttohim,buttoyou.TheHeiressofChalionbegsyourhandinmarriage.”HehandedthesealedmissivetothestartledBergon.“Inthis,IwilllettheRoyesseIsellespeakforherself,whichsheismostfittodobyvirtueofhersingularintellect,hernaturalright,andherholypurpose.Afterthat,Iwillhavemuchelsetotellyou,Royse.”
“I’meagertohearyou,LordCazaril.”Bergon,afteratautglancearoundthechamber,tookhimselfofftoawindow-door,wherehepoppedtheletter’ssealandreaditatonce,hislipssofteningwithwonder.
Amazement,too,touchedtheFox’slips,thoughitrenderedthemanythingbutsoft.Cazarilhadnodoubthe’dputtheman’switstothegallop.
Forhisownwitshenowprayedforwings.
CAZARILANDHISCOMPANIONSWERE,OFCOURSE,invitedtodinethatnightintheroya’shall.Nearsunset,CazarilandBergonwentwalkingtogetheralongtheseastrandbelowthefortress.Itwasasclosetoprivatespeechashewaslikelytoobtain,Cazarilthought,wavingthedyGurasbacktotrailalongthroughthe
sandoutofearshot.Thegrowlofthesurfcloakedthesoundoftheirvoices.Afewwhitegullsswoopedandcried,aspiercingasanycrow,orpeckedatthesmellyseawrackonthewetsand,andCazarilwasremindedthatthesescavengerswiththeircoldgoldeneyesweresacredtotheBastardinIbra.
Bergonbadehisownheavilyarmedguardwalkata
distance,too,thoughhedidnotseektodispensewiththem.ThesilentroutineofhisprecautionsremindedCazariloncemorethatcivilwarinthiscountrywasbutlatelyended,andBergonhadbeenbothpieceandplayerinthatviciousgamealready.Apiecethathadplayedhimself,itseemed.
“I’llneverforgetthefirsttimeImetyou,”saidBergon,
“whentheydroppedmedownbesideyouonthegalleybench.ForamomentyoufrightenedmemorethantheRoknaridid.”
Cazarilgrinned.“What,justbecauseIwasascaly,scabbed,burntscarecrow,hairyandstinking?”
Bergongrinnedback.“Somethinglikethat,”headmittedsheepishly.“But
thenyousmiled,andsaidGoodevening,youngsir,foralltheworldasifyouwereinvitingmetoshareatavernbenchandnotarowingbench.”
“Well,youwereanovelty,ofwhichwedidn’tgetmany.”
“Ithoughtaboutitalot,later.I’msureIwasn’tthinkingtooclearlyatthetime—”
“Naturallynot.Youarrivedwellroughed-up.”
“Truly.Kidnapped,frightened—I’djustcollectedmyfirstrealbeating—butyouhelpedme.Toldmehowtogoon,whattoexpect,taughtmehowtosurvive.Yougavemeextrawatertwicefromyourownportion—”
“Eh,onlywhenyoureally
neededit.Iwasalreadyusedtotheheat,asdesiccatedasIwasliketoget.Afteratimeonecantellthedifferencebetweenmerediscomfortandthefeverishlookofamanskirtingcollapse.Itwasveryimportantthatyounotfaintatyouroar,yousee.”
“Youwerekind.”
Cazarilshrugged.“Whynot?Whatcoulditcostme,after
all?”
Bergonshookhishead.“Anymancanbekindwhenheiscomfortable.I’dalwaysthoughtkindnessatrivialvirtue,therefore.Butwhenwewerehungry,thirsty,sick,frightened,withourdeathsshoutingatus,intheheartofhorror,youwerestillasunfailinglycourteousasagentlemanathiseasebeforehisownhearth.”
“Eventsmaybehorribleorinescapable.Menhavealwaysachoice—ifnotwhether,thenhow,theymayendure.”
“Yes,but…Ihadn’tknownthatbeforeIsawit.ThatwaswhenIbegantobelieveitwaspossibletosurvive.AndIdon’tmeanjustmybody.”
Cazarilsmiledwryly.“Iwastakenforhalf-crackedby
then,youknow.”
Bergonshookhisheadagain,andkickedupalittlesilversandwithhisbootastheypacedalong.ThewesteringsunpickedoutthefoxycopperhighlightsinhisdarkDarthacanhair.
Bergon’slatemotherhadbeenperceivedinChalionasavirago,aDarthacaninterlopersuspectedof
fomentingherhusband’sstrifewithhisHeironherson’sbehalf.ButBergonseemedtorememberherfondly;asachildhe’dbeenthroughtwosiegeswithher,cutofffromhisfather’sforcesintheintermittentwarwithhishalfbrother.Hewasclearlyaccustomedtostrong-mindedwomenwithavoiceinmen’scouncils.WhenheandCazarilhadsharedtheoarbenchhehadspokenof
hisdeadmother,althoughindisguisedterms,whenhe’dbeentryingtoencouragehimself.Notofhislivefather.Bergon’sprecociouswitandself-controlasdemonstratedinthediredaysonthegalleyweren’t,Cazarilreflected,entirelythelegacyoftheFox.
Cazaril’ssmilebroadened.“Soletmetellyou,”hebegan,“allabouttheRoyesseIselledyChalion…”
BergonhungonCazaril’swordsashedescribedIselle’swindingamberhairandherbrightgrayeyes,herwideandlaughingmouth,herhorsemanshipandherscholarship.Herundaunted,steadynerve,herrapidassessmentofemergencies.SellingIselletoBergonseemedapproximatelyasdifficultassellingfoodtostarvingmen,watertotheparched,orcloakstothe
nakedinablizzard,andhehadn’teventouchedyetonthepartaboutherbeingduetoinheritaroyacy.Theboyseemedhalfinlovealready.TheFoxwouldbeagreaterchallenge;theFoxwouldsuspectacatch.CazarilhadnointentionofconfidingthecatchtotheFox.Bergonwasanothermatter.Foryou,thetruth.
“Thereisadarkerurgencyto
RoyesseIselle’splea,”Cazarilcontinued,astheyreachedtheendofthecrescentofbeachandturnedaboutagain.“Thisisinthedeepestconfidence,asshepraystohavesafeconfidenceinyouasherhusband.Foryourearalone.”Hedrewinseaair,andallhiscourage.“ItallgoesbacktothewarofFonsatheFairly-WiseandtheGoldenGeneral…”
Theymadetwomoreturnsalongthestretchofsand,crossingbackovertheirowntracks,beforeCazaril’stalewastold.Thesun,goingdowninaredball,wasnearlytouchingtheflatseahorizon,andthebreakingwavesshimmeredindarkandwondrouscolors,gnawingtheirwayupthebeachasthetideturned.CazarilwasasfrankandfullwithBergonashe’dbeenwithIsta,keeping
nothingbacksaveIsta’sconfession,notevenhisownpersonalhauntingbyDondo.Bergon’sface,maderuddybythelight,wassetinprofoundthoughtwhenhefinished.
“LordCazaril,ifthiscamefromanyman’slipsbutyours,IdoubtIwouldbelieveit.I’dthinkhimmad.”
“Althoughmadnessmaybeaneffectoftheseevents,
Royse,itisnotthecause.It’sallreal.I’veseenit.IhalfthinkIamdrowninginit.”Anunfortunateturnofphrase,buttheseagrowlingsocloseathandwasmakingCazarilnervous.HewonderedifBergonhadnoticedCazarilalwaysturnedsoastoputtheroysebetweenhimandthesurf.
“Youwouldmakemeliketheheroofsomenursemaid’s
tale,rescuingthefairladyfromenchantmentwithakiss.”
Cazarilclearedhisthroat.“Well,rathermorethanakiss,Ithink.Amarriagemustbeconsummatedtobelegallybinding.Theologicallybinding,likewise,Iwouldassume.”
Theroysegavehimanindecipherableglance.He
didn’tspeakforafewmorepaces.Thenhesaid,“I’veseenyourintegrityinaction.It…widenedmyworld.I’dbeenraisedbymyfather,whoisaprudent,cautiousman,alwayslookingformen’shidden,selfishmotivations.Noonecancheathim.ButI’veseenhimcheathimself.IfyouunderstandwhatImean.”
“Yes.”
“Itwasveryfoolishofyou,toattackthatvileRoknarigalley-man.”
“Yes.”
“Andyet,Ithink,giventhesamecircumstances,youwoulddoitagain.”
“KnowingwhatIknownow…itwouldbeharder.ButIwouldhope…Iwouldpray,Royse,thatthegodswould
stilllendmesuchfoolishnessinmyneed.”
“Whatisthisastonishingfoolishness,thatshinesbrighterthanallmyfather’sgold?Canyouteachmetobesuchafooltoo,Caz?”
“Oh,”breathedCazaril,“I’msureofit.”
CAZARILMETWITHTHEFOXINTHECOOLOFTHEfollowing
morning.Hewasescortedagaintothehigh,brightchamberoverlookingthesea,butthistimeforamoreprivateconference,justhimself,theroya,andtheroya’ssecretary.Thesecretarysatattheendofthetable,alongwithapileofpaper,newquills,andareadysupplyofink.TheFoxsatonthelongside,fiddlingwithagameofcastlesandriders,itspiecesexquisitelycarvedof
coralandjade,theboardfashionedofpolishedmalachite,onyx,andwhitemarble.Cazarilbowed,and,attheroya’swaveofinvitation,seatedhimselfacrossfromhim.
“Doyouplay?”theFoxinquired.
“No,mylord,”saidCazarilregretfully.“Oronlyveryindifferently.”
“Ah.Pity.”TheFoxpushedtheboardalittletooneside.“BergonisverywarmedwithyourdescriptionofthisparagonofChalion.Youdoyourjobwell,Ambassador.”
“Thatisallmyhope.”
TheroyatouchedIselle’sletterofcredential,lyingontheglossywood.“Extraordinarydocument.Youknowitbindsthe
royessetowhateveryousigninhername.”
“Yes,sir.”
“Herauthoritytochargeyousoisquestionable,youknow.Thereisthematterofherage,foronething.”
“Well,sir,ifyoudonotrecognizeherrighttomakeherownmarriagetreaty,Isupposethere’snothingfor
metodobutmountmyhorseandridebacktoChalion.”
“No,no,Ididn’tsayIquestionedit!”Aslightpanictingedtheoldroya’svoice.
Cazarilsuppressedasmile.“Indeed,sir,totreatwithusispublicacknowledgmentofherauthority.”
“Hm.Indeed,indeed.Youngpeople,sotrusting.It’swhy
weoldpeoplemustguardtheirinterests.”HepickeduptheotherlistCazarilhadgivenhimlastnight.“I’vestudiedyoursuggestedclausesforthemarriagecontract.Wehavemuchtodiscuss.”
“Excuseme,sir.Thosearenotsuggested.Thosearerequired.Ifyouwishtoproposeadditionalitems,Iwillhearyou.”
Theroyaarchedhisbrowsathim.“Surelynot.Justtakingone—thismatterofinheritanceduringtheminorityoftheirheir,iftheyaresoblessed.Oneaccidentwithahorse,andtheroyinaofChalionbecomesregentofIbra!Itwon’tdo.Bergonbearstherisksofthebattlefield,whichhiswifewillnot.”
“Well,whichwehopeshe
willnot.OrelseIamcuriouslypoorlyinformedofthehistoryofIbra,mylord.Ithoughttheroyse’smotherwontwosieges?”
TheFoxclearedhisthroat.
“Inanycase,”Cazarilcontinued,“wemaintainthattheriskisreciprocal,andsomustbetheclause.Isellebearstherisksofchildbirth,whichBergonneverwill.One
breechbirth,andhecouldbecomeregentofChalion.Howmanyofyourwiveshaveoutlivedyou,sir?”
TheFoxtookabreath,paused,andwenton,“Andthenthere’sthisnamingclause!”
AfewminutesofgentleargumentdeterminedthatBergondyIbra-Chalionwasnomoreeuphoniousthan
BergondyChalion-Ibra,andthatclause,too,wasallowedtostand.
TheFoxpursedhislipsandfrownedthoughtfully.“Iunderstandyouarealandlessman,LordCazaril.Howisitthattheroyessedoesnotrewardyouasbefitsyourrank?”
“Sherewardsmeasbefitshers.Iselleisnotroyinaof
Chalion—yet.”
“Huh.I,ontheotherhand,amthepresentroyaofIbra,andhavethepowertodispense…much.”
Cazarilmerelysmiled.
Encouraged,theFoxspokeofanelegantvillaoverlookingthesea,andplacedacoralcastlepieceuponthetablebetweenthem.Fascinatedto
seewherethiswasgoing,Cazarilrefrainedfromobservinghowlittlehecaredforthesightofthesea.TheFoxspokeoffinehorses,andanestatetograzethemupon,andhowinappropriatehefoundClauseThree.Someriderswereadded.Cazarilmadeneutralnoises.TheFoxbreatheddelicatelyofthemoneywherebyamanmightdresshimselfasbefitanIbranrankratherhigherthan
castillar,andhowClauseSixmightprofitablyberewritten.Ajadecastlepiecejoinedthegrowingset.Thesecretarymadenotes.WitheachwordlessmurmurfromCazaril,bothrespectandcontemptgrewintheFox’seyes,thoughasthepilegrewheremarkedinatoneofsomepain,“YouplaybetterthanIexpected,Castillar.”
AtlasttheFoxsatbackand
wavedathislittlepileofofferingsymbols.“Howdoesitsuityou,Cazaril?WhatdoyouthinkthisgirlcangiveyouthatIcannotbetter,eh?”
Cazaril’ssmilebroadenedtoacheerfulgrin.“Why,sir.IbelieveshewillgivemeanestateinChalionthatwillsuitmeperfectly.Onepacewideandtwopaceslong,tobemineinperpetuity.”Gently,soasnottoimplyaninsult
eithergivenortaken,hestretchedouthishandandpushedthepiecesbacktowardtheFox.“Ishouldprobablyexplain,Ibearatumorinmygut,thatIexpecttokillmeshortly.Theseprizesareforlivingmen,Ithink.Notdyingones.”
TheFox’slipsmoved;astonishmentanddismayflickeredinhisface,andthefaintestflashof
unaccustomedshame,quicklysuppressed.Abriefbarkoflaughterescapedhim.“Fivegods!Thegirlhaswitandruthlessnessenoughtoteachmemytrade!Nowondershegaveyousuchpowers.BytheBastard’sballs,she’ssentmeanunbribeableambassador!”
ThreethoughtsmarchedacrossCazaril’smind:first,thatIsellehadnosuchcraftyplan,second,thatwereitto
bepointedouttoher,shewouldsayHm!andfilethenotionawayagainstsomefutureneed,andthird,thattheFoxdidnotneedtoknowaboutthefirst.
TheFoxsobered,staringmorecloselyatCazaril.“Iamsorryforyouraffliction,Castillar.Itisnolaughingmatter.Bergon’smotherdiedofatumorinherbreast,takenuntimelyyoung—justthirty-
six,shewas.Allthegriefshemarriedinmecouldnotdaunther,butattheend…ah,well.”
“I’mthirty-six,”Cazarilcouldn’thelpobservingrathersadly.
TheFoxblinked.“Youdon’tlookwell,then.”
“No,”Cazarilagreed.Hepickedupthelistofclauses.“Now,sir,aboutthis
marriagecontract…”
Intheend,Cazarilgaveawaynothingonhislist,andobtainedagreementtoitall.TheFox,ruefulandreeling,offeredsomeintelligentadditionstothecontingencyclausestowhichCazarilhappilyagreed.TheFoxwhinedalittle,forform’ssake,andmadefrequentreferencetothesubmissiondueahusbandfromawife—
alsonotaprominentfeatureofrecentIbranhistory,Cazarildiplomaticallydidnotpointout—andtotheunnaturalstrong-mindednessofwomenwhorodetoomuch.
“Takeheart,sir,”Cazarilconsoledhim.“Itisnotyourdestinytodaytowinaroyacyforyourson.Itistowinanempireforyourgrandson.”
TheFoxbrightened.Evenhissecretarysmiled.
Finally,theFoxofferedhimthecastlesandridersset,forapersonalmemento.
“Formyself,IthinkIshalldecline,”saidCazaril,eyeingtheelegantpiecesregretfully.Abetterthoughtstruckhim.“Butifyoucaretohavethempackagedup,Ishouldbepleasedtocarrythembackto
Chalionasyourpersonalbetrothalgifttoyourfuturedaughter-in-law.”
TheFoxlaughedandshookhishead.“WouldthatIhadacourtierwhoofferedmesomuchloyaltyforsolittlereward.Doyoutrulywantnothingforyourself,Cazaril?”
“Iwanttime.”
TheFoxsnortedregretfully.“Don’tweall.Forthat,youmustapplytothegods,nottheroyaofIbra.”
Cazarilletthisonepass,thoughhislipstwitched.“I’datleastliketolivetoseeIsellesafelywed.Thisisagiftyoucanindeedgiveme,sir,byhasteningthesemattersalong.”Headded,“AnditistrulyurgentthatBergonbecomeroyse-consortof
ChalionbeforeMartoudyJironalcanbecomeregentofChalion.”
EventheFoxwasforcedtonodjudiciouslyatthis.
THATNIGHTAFTERTHEROYA’SCUSTOMARYBANQUET,andafterhe’dshakenoffBergonwho,ifhecouldnotstuffhimwiththehonorsCazarilsteadfastlydeclined,seemedtowanttostuffhimatleast
withfood,Cazarilstoppedinatthetemple.Itshighroundhallswerequietandsomberatthishour,nearlyemptyofworshippers,thoughthewalllightsaswellasthecentralfireburnedsteadily,andacoupleofacolyteskeptnightwatch.Hereturnedtheircordialgoodevenings,andwalkedthroughthetile-decoratedarchwayintotheDaughter’scourt.
BeautifulprayerrugswerewovenbythemaidensandladiesofIbra,whodonatedthemtothetemplesasapiousact,savingthekneesandbodiesofpetitionersfromthemarblechillofthefloors.CazarilthoughtthatifthecustomwereimportedtoChalionalongwithBergon,itcouldwellimprovetherateofwinterworshipthere.Matsofallsizes,colors,anddesignswererangedaroundthe
Lady’saltar.Cazarilchoseabroadthickone,densewithwoolandslightlyblurryrepresentationsofspringflowers,andlaidhimselfdownuponit.Prayer,notdrunkensleep,heremindedhimself,washispurposehere…
OnthewaytoIbra,he’dseizedthechanceateveryruralrudimentaryDaughter’shouse,whileFerdasawtothe
horses,topray:forOrico’spreservation,forIselle’sandBetriz’ssafety,forIsta’ssolace.Aboveall,intimidatedbytheFox’sreputation,he’dbeggedforthesuccessofhismission.Thatprayer,itseemed,hadbeenansweredinadvance.Howfarinadvance?Hisoutflunghandstracedoverthethreadsofhisrug,passedloopbyloopthroughsomepatientwoman’shands.Ormaybe
shehadn’tbeenpatient.Maybeshe’dbeentired,orirritated,ordistracted,orhungry,orangry.Maybeshehadbeendying.Butherhandshadkeptmoving,allthesame.
HowlonghaveIbeenwalkingdownthisroad?
Once,hewouldhavetracedhisallegiancetotheLady’saffairstoacoindroppedin
theBaocianwintermudbyaclumsysoldier.Nowhewasbynomeanssosure,andbynomeanssurehelikedthenewanswer.
Thenightmareofthegalleyscamebeforethecoininthemud.Hadallhispainandfearandagonytherebeenmanipulatedbythegodstotheirends?Washenothingbutapuppetonastring?Orwasthat,amuleonarope,
balkyandstubborn,tobewhippedalong?Hescarcelyknewwhetherhefeltwonderorrage.HeconsideredUmegat’sinsistencethatgodscouldnotseizeaman’swill,butonlywaitforittobeoffered.Whenhadhesignedupforthat?
Oh.
Then.
Onestarving,cold,desperatenightatGotorget,he’dwalkedhiscommander’sroundsuponthebattlements.Onthehighesttower,he’ddismissedthefamished,faintingboyonguardtogobelowforatimeandgetwhatrefreshmenthecould,andstoodthewatchhimself.He’dstaredoutattheenemy’scampfires,glowingmockinglyintheruinedvillage,inthevalley,onthe
ridgesallaround,speakingofabundantwarmth,andcookingfood,andconfidence,andallthethingshiscompanylackedwithinthewalls.Andthoughtofhowhe’dschemed,andtemporized,andexhortedhismentofaithfulness,pluggedholesfoughtsortiesscrapedforuncleanfoodbloodiedhisswordatthescalingladdersandaboveall,prayed.Tillhe’dcometotheendof
prayers.
InhisyouthatCazaril,he’dfollowedthecommonpathofmosthighbornyoungmen,andbecomealaydedicatoftheBrother’sOrder,withitsmilitarypromisesandaspirations.He’dsentuphisprayers,whenhe’dbotheredtoprayatall,byrotetothegodassignedtohimbyhissex,hisage,andhisrank.Onthetowerinthedark,it
seemedtohimthatfollowingthatunquestionedpathhadbroughthim,stepbystep,intothisimpossiblesnare,abandonedbyhisownsideandhisgodboth.
He’dwornhisBrother’smedalinsidehisshirtsincetheceremonyofhisdedicationatagethirteen,justbeforehe’dleftCazariltobeapprenticedasapageintheoldprovincar’shousehold.
Thatnightonthetower,tearsoffatigueanddespair—andyes,rage—runningdownhisface,he’dtornitoffandflungitoverthebattlement,denyingthegodwho’ddeniedhim.Thespinningslipofgoldhaddisappearedintothedarknesswithoutasound.Andhe’dflunghimselfproneonthestones,ashelaynow,andswornthatanyothergodcouldpickhimupwhowilled,ornone,solongasthe
menwhohadtrustedhimwereletoutofthistrap.Asforhimself,hewasdone.Done.
Nothing,ofcourse,happened.
Well,eventuallyitstartedtorain.
Intime,he’dpickedhimselfbackupoffthepavement,ashamedofhistantrum,gratefulthatnoneofhismen
hadwitnessedtheperformance.Thenextwatchcameon,andhe’dgonedowninsilence.Wherenothingmorehappenedforsomeweeks,tillthearrivalofthatwell-fedcourierwiththenewsthatithadallbeeninvain,andalltheirbloodandsacrificewastobesoldforgoldtogointodyJironal’scoffers.
Andhismenweremarchedto
safety.
Andhisfeetalonewentdownanotherroad…
WhatwasitthatIstahadsaid?Thegods’mostsavagecursescometousasanswerstoourownprayers.Prayerisadangerousbusiness.
So,inchoosingtoshareone’swillwiththegods,wasitenoughtochooseonce,like
signinguptoamilitarycompanywithanoath?Ordidonehavetochooseandchooseandchooseagain,everyday?Orwasitboth?Couldhestepoffthisroadanytime,getonahorse,andrideto,say,Darthaca,toanewname,anewlife?JustlikeUmegat’spostulatedhundredotherCazarils,who’dnotevenshownupforduty.Abandoning,ofcourse,allwho’dtrustedhim,Iselle
andIstaandtheProvincara,PalliandBetriz…
Butnot,alas,Dondo.
Hesquirmedalittleonthemat,uncomfortablyawareofthepressureinhisbelly,tryingtoconvincehimselfitwasjusttheFox’sbanquet,andnothistumorcreepingtohideousnewgrowth.Racingtosomegrotesquecompletion,waitingonlyfor
theLady’shandtofalter.MaybethegodshadlearnedfromIsta’smistake,fromdyLutez’sfailureofnerve,aswell?Maybetheyweremakingsuretheirmulecouldn’tdesertinthemiddlelikedyLutezthistime…?
Exceptintodeath.Thatdoorwasalwaysajar.Whatwaitedhimontheotherside?TheBastard’shell?Ghostlydissolution?Peace?
Bah.
OntheothersideoftheTempleplaza,intheDaughter’shouse,whatwaitedhimwasanicesoftbed.Thathisbrainhadreachedthisfeverishspinwasagoodsignheoughttogogetinit.Thiswasn’tprayeranyway,itwasjustargumentwiththegods.
Prayer,hesuspectedashe
hoistedhimselfupandturnedforthedoor,wasputtingonefootinfrontoftheother.Movingallthesame.
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Atthelastmoment,withprinciplesagreedupon,treatieswrittenoutinmultiplecopiesinafaircourthand,signedbyallpartiesandtheirwitnesses,andsealed,practicalitiesnearlybroughtalltoahalt.TheFox,
notwithoutreasoninCazaril’sview,balkedatsendinghissonintoChalionwithsolittleguaranteeofhispersonalsafety.Buttheroyahadneitherthemennorthemoneyinhiswar-wearyroyacytoraisealargeforcetoguardBergon,andCazarilwasfearfuloftheeffectuponChalionoftakingarmsacrosstheborder,eveninsofairacause.Theirdebategrewheated;theFox,shamedby
thereminderthatheowedBergon’sverylifetoCazaril,tooktoavoidingCazaril’spetitionsinawaythatremindedCazarilforciblyofOrico.
CazarilreceivedIselle’sfirstcipheredletter,viatherelayofcouriersfromtheDaughter’sOrderthathehadsetupontheiroutboundroute.Ithadbeenpennedjustfourdaysafterhehadleft
Cardegoss,andwasbrief,simplyconfirmingthatTeidez’sfuneralriteshadtakenplacewithoutincident,andthatIsellewouldleavethecapitalthatafternoonwithhiscortegeforValendaandtheinterment.Shenoted,withobviousrelief,Ourprayerswereanswered—thesacredanimalsshowedtheSonofAutumnhastakenhimupafterall.Iprayhewillfindeaseinthegod’sgood
company.Sheadded,Myeldestbrotherlives,andhasbacksightinoneeye.Butheremainsveryswollen.Hestaysathome,abed.Morechillingly,shereported:Ourenemyhassettwoofhisniecesasladies-in-waitinginmyhousehold.Iwillnotbeabletowriteoften.TheLadyspeedyourembassy.
HelookedinvainforapostscriptfromBetriz,nearly
missingittillheturnedthepaperover.Minutenumbersinherdistinctivehandlayhalf-hiddenbeneaththecrackedwaxofthesealitself.Hescrapedattheresiduewithhisthumbnail.Thebriefnotationthusrevealedledhimtoapagetowardthebackofthebook,oneofOrdol’smostlyricalprayers:apassionatepleaforthesafetyofabelovedonewhotraveledfarfromhome.Howmany
years—decades—haditbeensincesomeonefarawayhadprayedjustforhim?Cazarilwasn’tevensureifthishadbeenmeantforhiseyes,oronlyforthoseofthegods,buthetouchedthetinyciphersecretlytothefivesacredpoints,lingeringalittleonhislips,beforeleavinghischambertoseekBergon.
Hesharedtheothersideoftheletterwiththeroyse,who
studiedit,andthecodesystem,withfascination.Cazarilcomposedabriefnotetellingofthesuccessofhismission,andBergon,histongueclampedbetweenhisteeth,laboriouslycipheredoutaletterinhisownhandtogotohisnewbetrothedalongwithit.
Cazarilcounteddaysinhishead.ItwasimpossiblethatdyJironalnothavespiesin
thecourtofIbra.Soonerorlater,Cazaril’sappearancetheremustbereportedbacktoCardegoss.Howsoon?WoulddyJironalguessthatCazaril’snegotiationsonIselle’sbehalfhadprosperedsostunningly?Wouldheseizetheroyesse’sperson,wouldhecalculateCazaril’snextmove,wouldhetrytointerceptBergoninChalion?
Afterseveraldaysofthe
deadlockovertheroyse’ssafety,Cazaril,inaburstofgenius,sentBergonintoarguehisowncase.ThiswasanenvoytheFoxcouldnotevade,noteveninhisprivatechambers.Bergonwasyoungandenergetic,hisimaginationpassionatelyengaged,andtheFoxwasoldandtired.Worse,orperhaps,fromCazaril’spointofview,better,atowninSouthIbraofthelateHeir’spartyroseinarms
aboutsomefailureoftreaty,andtheFoxwasforcedtomustermentorideouttopacifyitagain.Frenziedwiththedilemma,tornbetweenhisgreathopesandhisicyfearsforhissolesurvivingson,theFoxthrewtheresolutionbackuponBergonandhiscoterie.
Resolution,Cazarilwasdiscovering,wasonethingBergondidnotlack.Theroysequicklyendorsed
Cazaril’sschemetotravellightlyandindisguiseacrossthehostilecountrybetweentheIbranborderandValenda.ForescortBergonchose,besidesCazarilandthedyGuras,onlythreeclosecompanions:twoyoungIbranlords,dyTagilleanddyCembuer,andtheonlyslightlyolderMarchdySould.
TheenthusiasticdyTagille
proposedthattheytravelasapartyofIbranmerchantsboundforCardegoss.Cazarildidinsistthatallthemen,nobleorhumble,whorodewiththeroysebeexperiencedinarms.ThegroupassembledwithinadayofBergon’sdecision,inwhatCazarilprayedwassecrecy,atoneofdyTagille’smanorsoutsideZagosur.Itwasnot,Cazarildiscovered,sosmallacompanyasallthat;with
servants,itcametooveradozenmountedmenandabaggagetrainofhalfadozenmules.InadditiontheservantsledfourfinematchedwhiteIbranmountainponiesmeantasagiftforBergon’sbetrothed,inthemeantimedoublingassparemounts.
Theystartedoffinhighspirits;thecompanionsobviouslythoughtitahigh
andnobleadventure.Bergonwasmoresoberandthoughtful,whichpleasedCazaril,whofeltasthoughhewereleadingapartyofchildrenintocavernsofmadness.ButatleastinBergon’scase,notblindly.Whichwasbetterthanthegodshaddoneforhim,Cazarilreflecteddarkly.Hewonderedifthecursecouldbetrickinghim,leadingthemallintowarandnotoutofit.
DyJironalhadn’tstartedoutsocorrupt,either.
Beinglimitedtothespeedoftheslowestpackmule,thepacewasnotsopainfulastheracetoZagosurhadbeen.TheclimbupfromthecoasttothebaseoftheBastard’sTeethtookfourfulldays.AnotherletterfromIsellecaughtupwithCazarilthere,thisonewrittensomefourteendaysafterhe’d
departedCardegoss.ShereportedTeidezburiedwithdueceremonyinValenda,andhersuccessinherployofremainingthere,extendinghervisittoherbereavedmotherandgrandmother.DyJironalhadbeenforcedtoreturntoCardegossbyreportsofOrico’sworseningillhealth.Unfortunately,hehadleftbehindnotonlyhisfemalespies,butalsoseveralcompaniesofsoldiersto
guardChalion’snewHeiress.I’mtakingthoughtwhattodoaboutthem,Isellereported,aturnofphrasethatbroughtupthehairsonthebackofCazaril’sneck.ShealsoincludedaprivatelettertoBergon,whichCazarilpassedalongunopened.Bergondidn’tshareitscontents,buthesmiledfrequentlyoverOrdol’spagesashedecipheredit,headbentclosetothecandlesintheirstuffy
innchamber.
Moreencouragingly,theProvincarahadincludedaletterofherown,declaringthatIsellehadreceivedprivatepromisesofsupportfortheIbranmarriagenotonlyfromheruncletheprovincarofBaocia,butthreeotherprovincarsaswell.Bergonwouldhavedefenders,whenhearrived.
WhenCazarilshowedthisnotetoBergon,theroysenoddeddecisively.“Good.Wegoon.”
Theysufferedachecknonethelesshere,whendiscouragedtravelerscomingbackdowntheroadtotheirinnthatnightreportedthepassblockedwithnewsnow.Consultingthemapandhismemory,Cazarilledthecompanyinsteadaday’sride
tothenorth,toahigherandlessfrequentedpassstillreportedclear.Thereportsprovedcorrect,buttwohorsesstrainedtheirhocksontheclimb.Astheynearedthedivide,theMarchdySould,whoclaimedhimselfmorecomfortableonthedeckofashipthanthebackofahorse,andwhohadbeengrowingquieterandquieterallmorning,suddenlyleanedoverthesideofhissaddle
andvomited.
Thecompanybunchedtoawheezinghaltonthetrail,whileCazaril,Bergon,andFerdaconsulted,andtheusuallywittydySouldmumbledembarrassedanddisturbinglymuddledapologiesandprotests.
“Shouldwestopandbuildafire,andtrytowarmhim?”theroyseaskedinworry,
staringaroundthedesolateslopes.
Cazaril,himselfstandinghalf-bent-over,replied,“He’sdazedasamaninahighfever,buthe’snothot.He’sseacoast-bred.Ithinkthisisnotaninfection,butratherasicknessthatsometimesovercomeslowlandersintheheights.Ineithercase,itwillbebettertocareforhimdownoutofthismiserable
rockywilderness.”
Ferda,eyeinghimsideways,asked,“Howareyoudoing,mylord?”
Bergon,too,frownedathiminconcern.
“Nothingthatstoppingandsittingdownherewillimprove.Let’spushon.”
Theymountedagain,Bergon
ridingneartodySouldwhenthetrailpermitted.Thesickmanclungtohissaddlewithgrimdetermination.Withinhalfanhour,Foixgaveathinandbreathlesswhoop,andpointedtothecairnofrocksthatmarkedtheIbra-Chalionborder.Thecompanycheered,andpausedbrieflytoaddtheirstones.Theybeganthedescent,steepereventhantheclimb.DySouldgrewnoworse,reassuringCazarilof
hisdiagnosis.Cazarilgrewnobetter,butthen,hedidn’texpectto.
Intheafternoon,theycameoverthelowerlipofabarrenvaleanddroppedintoathickpinewood.Theairseemedricherhere,evenifonlywiththesharpdeliciousscentofthepines,andthebedofneedlesunderfootcushionedthehorses’sorefeet.Thesighingtreesshelteredthem
allfromthewind’spryingfingers.Astheyroundedacurve,Cazaril’searspickedupthemuffledthumpoftrottinghoovesfromthepathahead,thefirstfellowtravelertheyhadencounteredallday;justonerider,though,sonodangertotheirnumber.
Theriderwasagrizzledmanwithfiercebushyeyebrowsandbeard,dressedinstainedleathers.Hehailedthemand,
alittletoCazaril’ssurprise,pulleduphisshaggyhorseacrosstheirpath.
“IamcastlewardertotheCastillardyZavar.Wesawyourcompanycomingdownthevale,whenthecloudsbroke.Mylordsendsmetowarnyou,thereisastormblowingupthevalley.Heinvitesyoutoshelterwithhimtilltheworstispast.”
DyTagillegreetedthisofferofhospitalitywithdelight.BergondroppedbackandloweredhisvoicetoCazaril.“Doyouthinkweought,Caz?”
“I’mnotsure…”Hetriedtothinkifhe’deverheardofaCastillardyZavar.
BergonglancedathisfrienddySould,droopingoverhispommel.“I’dgivemuchto
gethimindoors.Wearemany,andarmed.”
Cazarilallowed,“We’dnotmakegoodspeedinablizzard,besidestheriskoflosingthetrail.”
Thegrizzledcastlewardercalledout,“Suityourselves,gentlemen,butsinceit’smyjobtocollectthebodiesfromtheditchesinthisdistrictcomespring,I’dtakeitasa
personalfavorifyou’daccept.Thestormwillblowthroughbeforemorning,I’dguess.”
“Well,I’mgladweatleastgotoverthepassbeforethisbroke.Yes,”decidedBergon.Heraisedhisvoice.“Wethankyou,sir,anddoacceptyourlord’skindoffer!”
Thegrizzledmansaluted,andnudgedhishorsebackdown
theroad.Amilefartheron,hewheeledtotheleftandledthemupafaintertrailthroughthetall,darkpines.Thepathdropped,thenrosesteeplyforatime,zigzagging.Thehorses’haunchesbunchedandsurged,pushingthemuphill.Awaythroughthetrees,Cazarilcouldhearthedistantsquabblingandcawingofaflockofcrows,andwascomfortedinmemory.
Theybrokeoutintothegraylightuponarockyspur.Perchedontheoutcroproseasmallandratherdilapidatedfortressbuiltofundressednativestone.Anencouragingcurlofsmokerosefromitschimney.
Theypassedunderafieldstonearchintoacourtyardpavedwithslates;astableopeneddirectlyontoit,aswellasabroadwooden
porticooverthedoorsleadingintothemainhall.Itsmarginswereclutteredwithtools,barrels,andoddtrash.Curingdeerhideswerenaileduptothestablewall.Sometough-lookingmen,servantsorgroomsorguardsorallthreeinthisroughruralhousehold,movedfromtheporticotohelpwiththeparty’shorsesandmules.Butitwasthenearlyhalfdozennewghosts,whirlingfranticallyaboutthe
courtyard,thatopenedCazaril’seyeswideandstoppedthebreathinhisthroat.
Thattheywerefresh,hecouldtellbytheircrispgrayoutlines,stillholdingtheformsthey’dhadinlife:threemen,awoman,andaweepingboy.Thewoman-shapepointedtothegrizzledman.Whitefirestreamedfromhermouth,silent
screams.
CazariljerkedhishorsebackbesideBergon’s,leanedover,andmuttered,“Thisisatrap.Looktoyourweapons.Passtheword.”BergonfellbackbesidedyTagille,whointurnbenttospeakquietlytoapairoftheparty’sgrooms.Cazarilsmiledindissimulation,andsidledhishorseovertoFoix’s,wherehehelduphishandbeforehismouthasif
sharingajest,andrepeatedthewarning.Foixsmiledblandlyandnodded.Hiseyesdartedaroundthecourtyard,countinguptheodds,asheleanedtowardhisbrother.
Theoddsdidnotseemill,butforthatrangyloutuponthewoodenperchbesidethegate,leaningagainsttheinnerwall,acrossbowdangling,asifcasually,fromhishand.Exceptthatitwascocked.
CazarilmaneuveredbackbyBergon,puttinghimselfandhishorsebetweentheroyseandthegate.“‘Warebowman,”hebreathed.“Duckunderamule.”
Theghostsweredartingfromplacetoplaceabouttheyard,pointingoutconcealedmenbehindthebarrelsandtools,shadowedinthestalls,and,apparently,waitingjustinsidethemaindoor.Cazarilrevised
hisopinionoftheodds.Thegrizzledmanmotionedtooneofhismen,andthegateswungshutbehindtheparty.Cazariltwistedinhissaddleanddughishandintohissaddlebag.Hisfingerstouchedsilk,thenthesmoothcoolnessofroundbeads;hehadnotpawnedDondo’spearlsinZagosurbecausethepricewasdisadvantageousthere,soclosetothesource.Heswepthishandup,
drawingouttheglisteningropeoftheminagrandgesture.Asheswungthestringaroundhishead,hepoppedthecordwithhisthumb.Pearlsspewedofftheendofthelineandbouncedabouttheslate-pavedcourt.Thestartledtoughslaughed,andbegantodiveforthem.
Cazarildroppedhisarm,andshouted,“Now!”
Thegrizzledcommander,whohadapparentlybeenjustabouttoshoutasimilarorder,wastakenaback.Cazaril’smendrewsteelfirst,fallinguponthedistractedenemy.Cazarilhalffelloutofhissaddlejustbeforeacrossbowboltthunkedintoit.Hishorserearedandbolted,andhescrambledtopullhisownswordoutofitsscabbard.
Foix,blesstheboy,had
managedtogethisowncrossbowquietlyunshippedbeforethechaosofshoutingmenandplunginghorsesstruck.OneofthemaleghostsstreakedpastCazaril’sinnereye,andpointedatanobscuredshapedodgingalongthetopoftheportico.CazariltappedFoix’sarm,andshouted,“Upthere!”Foixcockedandwhirledjustasasecondbowmanpoppedup;Cazarilcouldswearthe
franticghosttriedtoguidethequarrel.Itenteredthebowman’srighteyeanddroppedhiminstantly.Foixduckedandbeganrecocking;theratchetingmechanismwhirred.
Cazaril,turningtoseekanenemy,foundoneseekinghim.Fromthemaindoor,steeldrawn,bargedastartlinglyfamiliarform:SerdyJoal,dyJironal’sstirrup-
man,whomCazarilhadlastseeninCardegoss.CazarilraisedhisswordjustintimetodeflectdyJoal’sfirstfuriousblow.Hisbellytwinged,cramped,thenknottedagonizinglyastheycircledbrieflyforadvantage,andthendyJoalborein.
TheexcruciatingbellypaindrainedthestrengthfromCazaril’sarm,almostdoublinghimover;hebarely
beatoffthenextattack,andcounterattackwassuddenlyoutofthequestion.Outofthecornerofhiseye,hesawthefemaleghostcurltightlyinuponherself.She—orwasthatapearl?—orbothunited,somehowslidunderdyJoal’sboot.DyJoalskiddedviolentlyandunexpectedlyforward,flailingforbalance.Cazaril’spointrammedthroughhisthroatandlodgedbrieflyinthebonesofhis
neck.
AhideousshockranupCazaril’sarm.Notjusthisbellybuthiswholebodyseemedtocramp,andhisvisionblurredanddarkened.Withinhim,Dondoscreamedintriumph.Thedeathdemonsurgeduplikeawhirlingfirebehindhiseyes,eagerandimplacable.Cazarilconvulsed,vomiting.InCazaril’suncontrolledrecoil,
hisswordrippedoutsideways;vesselsspurted,anddyJoalcollapsedathisfeetinawelterofblood.
Cazarilfoundhimselfonhishandsandkneesontheicyslates,hissword,droppedfromhisnervelesshand,stillringingfaintly.Hewastremblingalloversobadlyhecouldnotstandupagain.Hespatbilefromhiswateringmouth.Onhissword’spoint,
asitlayonthestone,dyJoal’swetbloodsteamedandsmoked,blackening.Surgesofnauseasweptthroughhisswollenandpulsingabdomen.
Insidehim,Dondowailedandhowledinfrustratedrage,slowlysmotheredagaintosilence.Thedemonsettledbacklikeastalkingcatonitsbelly,watchfulandtense.Cazarilclenchedand
unclenchedhishand,justtobesurehewasstillinpossessionofhisownbody.
So.Thedeathdemonwasn’tfussywhosesoulsfilleditsbuckets,solongasthereweretwoofthem.Cazaril’sandDondo’s,Cazaril’sandsomeotherkiller’s—orvictim’s—hewasn’tjustsurewhich,orifitevenmattered,underthecircumstances.Dondoclearlyhadhopedtoclingtohis
body,andletCazaril’ssoulberippedaway.LeavingDondoin,sotospeak,possession.Dondo’sgoalsandthoseofthedemonwere,itseemed,slightlydivergent.ThedemonwouldbehappyifCazarildiedinanywayatall.Dondowantedamurder,oramurdering.
Sunkstrengthlesstothestones,tearsleakingbetweenhiseyelids,Cazarilbecame
awarethatthenoisehaddieddown.Ahandtouchedhiselbow,andheflinched.Foix’sdistressedvoicecametohisear,“Mylord?Mylord,areyouwounded?”
“Not…notstabbed,”Cazarilgotout.Heblinked,wheezing.Hereachedoutforhisblade,thenjerkedhishandback,fingertipsstinging.Thesteelwashottothetouch.Ferdaappearedon
hisotherside,andthetwobrothersdrewhimtohisfeet.Hestoodshiveringwithreaction.
“Areyousureyou’reallright?”saidFerda.“Thatdark-hairedladyinCardegosspromisedustheroyessewouldhaveourearsifwedidnotbringyoubacktoheralive.”
“Yes,”putinFoix,“andthat
shewouldhavetherestofourskinsforadrumhead,thereafter.”
“Yourskinsaresafe,fornow.”Cazarilrubbedhiswateringeyesandstraightenedalittle,staringaround.Asergeantly-lookinggroom,swordout,hadhalfadozenofthetoughslyingfacedownontheslatesinsurrender.Threemorebanditssatleaningagainstthestable
wall,moaningandbleeding.Anotherservantwasdraggingupthebodyofthedeadcrossbowman.
CazarilscowleddownatdyJoal,lyingsprawledbeforehim.Theyhadn’texchangedasinglewordintheirbriefencounter.Hewasdeeplysorryhe’dtornoutthebravo’slyingthroat.Hispresencehereimpliedmuch,butconfirmednothing.Was
hedyJironal’sagentoractingonhisown?
“Theleader—whereishe?Iwanttoputhimtothequestion.”
“Overthere,mylord”—Foixpointed—“butI’mafraidhewon’tbeanswering.”
Bergonwasjustrisingfromtheexaminationofanunmovingbody;thegrizzled
man,alas.
Ferdasaiduneasily,inatoneofapology,“Hefoughtfiercelyandwouldn’tsurrender.Hehadwoundedtwoofourgrooms,soFoixfinallydownedhimwithacrossbowbolt.”
“Doyouthinkhereallywasthecastlewarderhere,mylord?”Foixadded.
“No.”
Bergonpickedhiswayovertohim,swordinhand,andlookedhimupanddowninworry.“Whatdowedonow,Caz?”
Thefemaleghost,grownsomewhatlessagitated,wasbeckoninghimtowardthegate.Oneofthemaleghosts,equallyurgent,wasbeckoninghimtowardthe
maindoor.“I…Ifollow,momentarily.”
“What?”saidBergon.
Cazariltorehisgazeawayfromwhatonlyhisinnereyesaw.“Lockthem”—henoddedtowardtheirsurrenderedfoes—“upinastall,andsetaguard.Wholeandwoundedtogetherfornow.We’lltendtothemafterourown.Thensendabodyof
ablementosearchthepremises,seeifthereareanymorehiding.Or…oranybodyelse.Hiding.Or…whatever.”Hiseyereturnedtothegate,wherethestreamingwomanbeckonedagain.“Foix,bringyourbowandswordandcomewithme.”
“Shouldwenottakemoremen,lord?”
“No,Idon’tthinkso…”
LeavingBergonandFerdatodirectthemopping-up,Cazarilatlastheadedforthegate.Foixfollowed,staringasCazarilturnedwithouthesitationdownapathintothepines.Astheywalkedalongit,thecriesofthecrowsgrewlouder.Cazarilbracedhimself.Thepathopenedoutontotheedgeofasteepravine.
“Bastard’shell,”whispered
Foix.Heloweredhisbowandtouchedthefivetheologicalpoints,forehead-lip-navel-groin-heart,inawardinggesture.
They’dfoundthebodies.
Theywerethrownuponthemidden,tumbleddowntheedgeofthecrevasseatopyearsofkitchenandstableyardwaste.Oneyoungerman,twoolder;inthisrural
placeitwasnotpossibletodistinguishcertainlymasterfrommanbydress,asallworepracticalworkingleathersandwoolens.Thewoman,plumpandhomelyandmiddle-aged,wasstrippednaked,aswastheboy,whoappearedtohavebeenaboutfive.Bothmutilatedaccordingtoacruelhumor.Violated,too,probably.Deadaboutaday,Cazariljudgedbythe
progressthecrowshadmade.Thewoman-ghostwasweepingsilently,andthechild-ghostclungtoherandwailed.Theywerenotgod-rejectedsouls,then,justsundered,stilldizziedfromtheirdeathsandunabletofindtheirwaywithoutproperceremonies.
Cazarilfelltohisknees,andwhispered,“Lady.IfIamaliveinthisplace,youmust
be,too.Ifitpleaseyou,givethesepoorspiritsease.”
Theghostlyfaceschanged,ripplingfromwoetowonder;theinsubstantialbodiesblurredlikesundiffractionsinahigh,featheredcloud,thenvanished.
AfteraboutaminuteCazarilsaidmuzzily,“Helpmeup,please.”
ThebewilderedFoixleveredhimupwithahandunderhiselbow.Cazarilstaggeredaroundandstartedbackupthepath.
“Mylord,shouldwenotlookaroundforothers?”
“No,that’sall.”
Foixfollowedhimwithoutanotherword.
Intheslate-pavedcourtyard,theyfoundFerdaandanarmedgroomjustemergingagainfromthemaindoorway.
“Didyoufindanyoneelse?”Cazarilaskedhim.
“No,mylord.”
Besidethedoor,onlytheyoungmaleghoststilllingered,althoughitsluminescentbodyseemedto
beribboningawaylikesmokeinawind.Itwrithedinakindofagony,gesturingCazarilon.Whatdireurgencywasitthatturneditfromtheopenarmsofthegoddesstoclingtothiswoundedworld?“Yes,yes,I’mcoming,”Cazariltoldit.
Itslippedinside;CazarilmotionedFoixandFerda,lookinguneasilyathim,tofollowon.Theypassed
throughthemainhallandunderagallery,backthroughthekitchens,anddownsomewoodenstairstoadark,stone-walledstoreroom.
“Didyousearchinhere?”Cazarilcalledoverhisshoulder.
“Yes,mylord,”saidFerda.
“Getmorelight.”Hestaredintentlyattheghost,which
wasnowcirclingtheroominagitation,whirlinginatighteningspiral.Cazarilpointed.“Movethosebarrels.”
Foixrolledthemaside.Ferdaclatteredbackdownfromthekitchenwithabraceoftallowcandles,theirflamesyellowandsmokybutbrightinthegloom.Concealedbeneaththebarrelstheyfoundastoneslabinthefloorwithaniron
ringsetinit.CazarilmotionedtoFoixagain;theboygrabbedtheringandstrained,andshiftedtheslabupandaside,revealingnarrowstepsdescendingintoutterblackness.
Frombelow,afaintvoicecriedout.
TheghostbenttoCazaril,seemingtokisshisforehead,hands,andfeet,andthen
streamedawayintoeternity.Afaintbluesparkle,likeachordofmusicmadevisible,glitteredforamomentinCazaril’ssecondsight,andwasgone.Ferda,thecandlesinonehandandhisdrawnswordintheother,cautiouslydescendedthestonesteps.
Clamorandbabblewaftedbackupthroughthedankslot.Inafewmoments,Ferdaappearedagain,supportingup
thestairsadisheveledstoutoldman,hisfacebruisedandbattered,hislegsshaking.Followinginhiswake,weepingforgladness,adozenotherequallyshatteredpeopleclimbedonebyone.
ThefreedprisonersallfelluponFerdaandFoixwithquestionsandtalesatonce,inundatingthem;Cazarilleanedunobtrusivelyuponabarrelandpiecedtogetherthe
picture.ThestoutmanprovedtherealCastillardyZavar,adistraughtmiddle-agedwomanhiscastillara,andtwoyoungpeopleasonanda—inCazaril’sview,miraculouslyspared—daughter.Therestwereservantsanddependentsofthisruralhousehold.
DyJoalandhistroophaddescendeduponthemyesterday,atfirstseemingmerelyroughtravelers.Only
whenacoupleofthebravoshadmadetomolestthecastillar’scook,andherhusbandandtherealcastlewarderhadgonetoherdefenseandattemptedtoejecttheunwelcomevisitors,hadsteelbeendrawn.Ittrulywasthehouse’scustomtotakeinbenightedorstorm-threatenedwayfarersfromtheroadoverthepass.NooneherehadknownorrecognizeddyJoaloranyof
hismen.
TheoldcastillargrippedFerda’scloakanxiously.“Myelderson,doeshelive?Haveyouseenhim?Hewenttomycastlewarder’said…”
“Washeayoungmanofaboutthesemen’sage”—CazarilnoddedtothedyGurabrothers—“dressedinwoolandleatherslikeyourown?”
“Aye…”Theoldman’sfacedrainedinanticipation.
“Heisinthecareofthegods,andmuchcomfortedthere,”Cazarilreportedfactually.
Criesofgriefgreetedthisnews;wearily,Cazarilmountedthestairstothekitcheninthemob’swake,astheyspreadouttoregaintheirhouse,recovertheirdead,andcareforthewounded.
“Mylord,”Ferdamurmuredtohim,asCazarilpausedbrieflytowarmhimselfbythekitchenfire,“hadyoueverbeentothishousebefore?”
“No.”
“Thenhowdidyou—Iheardnothing,whenIlookedinthatcellar.Iwouldhaveleftthosepoorpeopletodieofthirstandhungerandmadnessin
thedark.”
“IthinkdyJoal’smenwouldhaveconfessedtothem,beforethenightwasdone.”Cazarilfrownedgrimly.“AmongthemanyotherthingsIintendtolearnfromthem.”
Thecapturedbravos,underaduressCazarilwashappytoallowandthefreedhousemeneagertosupply,toldtheirhalf
ofthetalesoonenough.Theywereamixedlot,includingsomelawlessandimpoverisheddischargedsoldierswhohadfollowedthegrizzledman,andafewlocalhirelings,oneofwhomhadledthemtodyZavar’sholdingforsakeofitsamazingvantageoftheroadfromitshighesttower.DyJoal,ridingtotheIbranborderaloneandinahurry,hadpickedthemallupfroma
townatthefootofthesemountains,wheretheyhadformerlyekedoutalivingalternatingbetweenguardingtravelersandrobbingthem.
ThebravosknewonlythatdyJoalhadcometherelookingtowaylayamanexpectedtoberidingoverthepassesfromIbra.Theydidnotknowwhotheirnewemployerreallywas,althoughthey’ddespisedhiscourtier’sclothesand
mannerisms.ItwasabundantlycleartoCazarilthatdyJoalhadnotbeenincontrolofthemenhe’dhastilyhired.Whenthealtercationaboutthecookhadtippedoverintoviolence,he’dnothadeitherthenerveorthemuscletostopit,administerdiscipline,orrestoreorderbeforeeventshadruntheiruglycourse.
Bergon,disturbed,drew
Cazarilasideintheflickeringtorchlightofthecourtyardwherethisrough-and-readyinterrogationwastakingplace.“Caz,didIbringthiswretchedchancedownuponpoordyZavar’sgoodpeople?”
“No,Royse.It’scleardyJoalwasexpectingonlyme,ridingbackasIselle’scourier.ChancellordyJironalhassoughttotearmefromher
serviceforsometime—secretlyassassinateme,ifthereprovednootherway.HowIwishIhadn’tkilledthatfool!I’dgivemyteethtoknowhowmuchdyJironalknowsbynow.”
“Areyousurethechancellorsetthistrap?”
Cazarilhesitated.“DyJoalhadapersonalgrudgeagainstme,but…theworldknew
merelythatI’driddentoValenda.DyJoalcouldonlyhavehadsurmiseofmytrueroutefromdyJironal.Therefore,wemaybecertaindyJironalhadsomereportofmefromhisspiesinIbra.Hisknowledgeofourrealaimlags—butnot,Ithink,bymuch.DyJoalwasastopgap,hurriedlydispatched.Andcertainlynottheonlysuchagent.Somethingelsemustfollow.”
“Howsoon?”
“Idon’tknow.DyJironalcommandstheOrderoftheSon;hecandrawonitsmenassoonashecanevolveaplausibleenoughliebywhichtomovethem.”
Bergontappedhissheathedswordagainsthisleather-cladthigh,andfrownedupatthesky,whichwasclearingaseveningfell.Themountain
spinestothewestwereblacksilhouettesagainstalingeringgreenglow,andthefirststarsshoneoverhead.Thegrizzledman’staleofanapproachingblizzardhadprovedameredecoy,althoughalightsnowsquallthathadblownthroughearliermighthavebeentheseedoftheidea.“Themoonisnearlyfull,andwillbewellupbymidnight.Ifweridebothnightandday,perchancewecanpushacrossthis
disturbedcountrybeforedyJironalcanbringupanymorereinforcements.”
Cazarilnodded.“Lethimrushhismentopatrolaborderthatwe’realreadyacross?Good.Ilikeit.”
Bergonstudiedhimindoubt.“But…willyoubeabletoride,Caz?”
“I’dratherridethanfight.”
Bergonsighedagreement.“Yes.”
THEGRATEFUL,GRIEVINGCASTILLARDYZAVARpressedalltherefreshmenthisdisruptedhouseholdcouldspareuponthem.Bergondecidedtoleavethemules,injuredgrooms,andlamedhorsesinhiscare,tofollowonwhentheycould,andlightenhisownpartythereby.Ferdaselectedthefastest,
soundesthorses,andmadesuretheywererubbeddownwellandfedandresteduntiltimetostart.MarchdySouldhadrecoveredafterafewhoursofrestinthismorenourishingair,andinsistedonaccompanyingtheroyse.DyCembuer,whohadsufferedabrokenarmandsomefreelybleedingcutsinthecourtyardfight,undertooktostaywiththegroomsandbaggageandassistdyZavaruntilallwere
readytotravel.
Theproblemofjusticeuponthebrigands,Cazarilwasrelievedtoleavetotheirvictims.Bergon’smidnightdeparturewouldsparethemhavingtowitnessthehangingsatdawn.HeleftthescatteredportionofDondo’spearlsforthestrickenhouseholdtocollect,andtuckedtheremainsoftheropebackinhissaddlebag.
Theroyse’scavalcadetooktotheroadagainwhenthemoonroseoverthehillsbeforethem,fillingthesnowyvaleswithliquidlight.TherewouldbenoturningasidenowbeforeValenda.
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TheyretracedCazaril’soutboundrouteacrosswesternChalion,changinghorsesatobscureruralpostsoftheDaughter’sOrder.AteverystopheinquiredanxiouslyforanyfurthercipheredmessagesfromIselle
ornewsfromValendathatmightrevealthetacticalsituationintowhichtheyrushed.Hegrewincreasinglyuneasyattheabsenceofletters.Intheoriginalplan,theyhadenvisionedIsellewaitingwithhergrandmotherandmother,guardedbyheruncledyBaocia’stroops.Cazarilfearedthisidealconditionnolongerheld.
Theycheckedatmidevening
twenty-fivemilesshortofValendaatthevillageofPalma.TheregionaroundPalmawasnotedforitsfinepasturage;apostoftheDaughter’sOrdertheredevoteditselftoraisingandtrainingremountsfortheTemple.CazarilwascertainofobtainingfreshhorsesinPalma.Heprayedforfreshintelligenceaswell.
Cazarildidnotsomuch
dismountfromhisblownhorseasfallslowly,allinapiece,asifhisbodywerecarvedfromasingleblockofwood.BothFerdaandFoixhadtosupporthimthroughtheorder’ssprawlingcompound.Theybroughthimintoashabbilycomfortablechamber,whereabrightfireburnedinafieldstonefireplace.Aplainpinetablehadbeenhastilyclearedofsomeone’scardgame.The
dedicat-commanderoftheposthurriedintowaituponthem.ThemanglanceduncertainlyfromdyTagilletodySould;hisgazepassedoverBergon,who’ddressedasagroomsincetheborderforcaution’ssake.Thecommanderfellintoapologeticconfusionwhentheroysewasintroduced,andsenthislieutenantscurryingforfoodanddrinktoofferhisdistinguishedcompany.
Cazarilsatbythetableinacushionedchair,wonderfullyunlikeasaddleeveniftheroomdidstillseemtoberockingaroundhim.Hewasbeginningtodislikehorsesalmostasmuchashedislikedboats.Hisheadfeltstuffedwithwool,andhisbodydidn’tbearthinkingabout.Hebrokeintotheexchangeofcourtlyamenitiestocroak,“WhatwordhaveyoufromValenda?Doyouholdany
newmessagesfromtheRoyesseIselle?”Ferdapressedaglassofwateredwineintohishand,andhegulpedhalfofitatonce.
Thededicat-commandergavehimalittleunderstandingheadshake,hislipstightening.“ChancellordyJironalmarchedathousandmoreofhismenintothetownlastweek.Hehasanotherthousandbivouackedalong
theriver.Theypatrolthecountryside,lookingforyou.Searchershavestoppedheretwice.HeholdsValendatightinhisgrip.”
“Didn’tProvincardyBaociahaveanymenthere?”
“Yes,twocompanies,buttheywerebadlyoutnumbered.NoonewouldstartthefightatRoyseTeidez’sinterment,andafter
thattheydarednot.”
“HaveyouheardfromMarchdyPalliar?”
“Heusedtobringtheletters.We’vehadnodirectwordfromtheroyesseforfivedays.It’srumoredthatsheisveryillandseesnoone.”
Bergon’seyeswidenedinalarm.Cazarilsquintedandrubbedhisachinghead.“Ill?
Iselle?Well…maybe.Orelseheldclose-confinedbydyJironal,andtheillnessataleputabout.”HadoneofCazaril’slettersfallenintothewronghands?HehadfearedtheymighthavetoeitherspirittheroyesseoutofValenda,orbreakherfreebyforceofarms,preferablytheformer.Hehadn’tplannedwhattodoifshehadfallen,perhaps,toosicktorideatthiscriticalmoment.
HismuzzybrainevolvedamadvisionofsomehowsneakingBergonintoher,overtherooftopsandbalconieslikealoverinapoem.No.Anightofsecretlovebetweenthemmightbreakthecurse,channelitbacksomehowtothegodswhohadspilledit,buthecouldn’tseehowitwouldmiraculouslymakeawaywithtwothousandorsoveryfleshlysoldiers.
“DoesOricostilllive?”heaskedatlast.
“Asfaraswe’veheard.”
“Wecandonothingmoretonight.”Hewouldn’ttrustanyplanthatcameoutofhistiredbraintonight.“Tomorrow,FoixandFerdaandIwillgointoValendaonfoot,indisguise,andreconnoiter.IpromiseyouIcanpassforaroadvagabond.
Ifwecan’tseeourwayclear,thenfallbacktoProvincardyBaocia’speopleinTaryoon,andplanagain.”
“Canyouwalk,mylord?”askedFoixinadubiousvoice.
Rightnow,hewasn’tsureifhecouldstandup.HegloweredhelplesslyatFoix,whowastiredbutresilient,pinkratherthangrayafter
daysinthesaddle.Youth.Eh.“Bytomorrow,Iwill.”Herubbedhisface.“DodyJironal’smenrealizetheyarenotguardiansbutprison-keepers?ThattheyarebeingledintopossibletreasonagainsttherightfulHeiress?”
Thededicat-commandersatback,andopenedhishands.“Suchchargesarebeingflungaboutlikesnowballsfrombothpartiesrightnow.
RumorsthattheroyessehassentagentsintoIbratocontractamarriagewiththenewHeirareflyingeverywhere.”HegaveRoyseBergonanapologeticnod.
Somuchforthesecrecyofhismission.HeconsideredthepitfallsofpotentialpartylinesinChalion.IselleandOricoversusdyJironal,allright.IselleversusOricoandDyJironal…hideously
dangerous.
“Thenewshashadamixedreception,”thecommandercontinued.“TheladieslookonBergonwithapprovalandwanttomakearomanceofitall,becauseit’ssaidthatheisbraveandwell-favored.SobererheadsworrythatIsellemaysellChaliontotheFox,becausesheis,ah,youngandinexperienced.”
Inotherwords,foolishandflighty.Soberheadshadmuchtolearn.Cazaril’slipsdrewbackonadrygrin.“No,”hemumbled.“Wehavenotdonethat.”Herealizedthathewasspeakingtohisknees,hisforeheadhavingunaccountablysunktothetableandanchoredthere.
AfteraboutaminuteBergon’svoicemurmuredgentlyinhisear,“Caz?Are
youawake?”
“Mm.”
“Wouldyouliketogotobed,mylord?”thededicat-commanderinquiredafteranotherpause.
“Mm.”
Hewhimperedalittleasstronghandsundereacharmforcedhimtohisfeet.Ferda
andFoix,leadinghimoffsomewhere,cruelly.Thetablehadbeensoftenough…Hedidn’tevenrememberfallingintothebed.
SOMEONEWASSHAKINGHISSHOULDER.
Ahideouslycheerfulvoicebellowedinhisear,“Riseandride,CaptainSunshine!”
Hespasmedandclawedathis
covers,triedtositup,andthoughtbetteroftheeffort.Hepulledopenhisglued-shuteyelids,blinkinginthecandlelight.Theidentityofthevoicefinallypenetrated.“Palli!You’realive!”Hemeanttoshoutjoyfully.Atleastitcameoutaudibly.“Whattimeisit?”Hestruggledagaintositup,makingitontooneelbow.Heseemedtobeinsomeevictedofficer-dedicat’splainly
furnishedbedchamber.
“Aboutanhourbeforedawn.We’vebeenridingallnight.Isellesentmetofindyou.”Heraisedhisbraceofcandleshigher.Bergonwasstandinganxiouslyathisshoulder,andFoixtoo.“Bastard’sdemons,Caz,youlooklikedeathonatrencher.”
“That…hasbeenobserved.”Helaybackdown.Palliwas
here.Palliwashere,andallwaswell.HecouldshoveBergonandallhisburdensoffontohim,liehere,andnotgetup.Diealoneandinpeace,takingDondooutoftheworldwithhim.“TakeRoyseBergonandhiscompanytoIselle.Leaveme—”
“What,fordyJironal’spatrolstofind?NotifIvaluemyfuturefortuneasa
courtier!IsellewantsyousafewithherinTaryoon.”
“Taryoon?NotValenda?”Heblinked.“Safe?”Thistimehedidstruggleup,andallthewaytohisfeet,wherehepassedout.
Theblackfoglifted,andhefoundBergon,round-eyed,holdinghimslumpedontheedgeofthebed.
“Sitaminutewithyourheaddown,”Palliadvised.
Cazarilobedientlybentoverhisachingbelly.IfDondohadvisitedhimlastnight,he’dnotbeenhome.Theghosthadkickedhimafewtimesinhissleep,though,itfeltlike.Fromtheinsideout.
Bergonsaidsoftly,“Heatenothingwhenwecameinlastnight.Hecollapsed
straightaway,andweputhimtobed.”
“Right,”saidPalli,andjerkedhisthumbatthehoveringFoix,whonoddedandslippedoutoftheroom.
“Taryoon?”Cazarilmumbledfromthevicinityofhisknees.
“Aye.ShegavealltwothousandofdyJironal’smentheslip,shedid.Well,firstof
all,beforethat,heruncledyBaociapulledhismenoutandwenthome.Thefoolslethimgo;thoughtitwasadangerremovedfromtheirmidst.Yes,andmadefreetomoveatwill!ThenIsellerodeoutfivedaysrunning,alwayswithatroopofdyJironal’scavalryforescort,andgavethemmoreexercisethantheycaredfor.Had’emabsolutelyconvincedshemeanttoescapewhileriding.Sowhen
sheandLadyBetrizwentwalkingoutonedaywitholdLadydyHueltar,theylethergoby.Iwaswaitingwithtwosaddledhorses,andtwowomentochangecloakswith’emandgobackwiththeoldlady.Weweregonedownthatravinesofast…TheoldProvincaraundertooktoconcealshe’dflownforaslongaspossible,passitoffthatshewasillinhermother’schambers.They’ve
doubtlesstumbledtoitbynow,butI’llwagershewassafewithheruncleinTaryoonbeforeValendaknewshewasgone.Fivegods,thosegirlscanride!Sixtymilescross-countrybetweenduskanddawnunderafullmoon,andonlyonechangeofhorses.”
“Girls?”saidCazaril.“IsLadyBetrizsafe,too?”
“Oh,aye.Bothof’emchipperassongbirds,whenIleft’em.Mademefeelold.”
CazarilsquintedupatPalli,fiveyearshisjunior,butletthispass.“SerdyFerrej…theProvincara,LadyIsta?”
Palli’sfacesobered.“StillhostagesinValenda.Theyalltoldthegirlstogoon,youknow.”
“Ah.”
Foixbroughthimabowlofbeanporridge,hotandaromatic,onatray,andBergonhimselfarrangedhispillowsandhelpedhimsituptoeatit.Cazarilhadthoughthewasravenous,yetfoundhimselfunabletoforcedownmorethanafewbites.Palliwaskeentogetawaywhilethedarknessstillcloakedtheirnumbers.Cazaril
struggledtooblige,lettingFoixhelphimbackintohisclothes.Hedreadedtheattempttorideagain.
Inthepost’sstableyard,hefoundthattheirescort,adozenmenoftheDaughter’sOrderwho’dfollowedPallifromTaryoon,waitedwithahorselitterslungbetweentwomounts.Indignantatfirst,heletBergonpersuadehimintoit,andthecavalcadeswung
awayintothegrayingdark.Theroughbackroadsandtrailstheytookmadethelitterjounceandswaynauseatingly.Afterhalfanhourofthis,hecriedformercy,andundertooktoclimbonahorse.Someonehadthoughttobringalongasmooth-pacedamblerforthisverypurpose,andheclungtothesaddleandendureditsripplinggaitwhiletheyswungwidearoundValenda
anditsoccupiers’patrols.
Intheafternoon,theydroppeddownfromsomewoodedslopesontoawiderroad,andPallirodealongsidehim.Pallieyedhimcuriously,alittlesideways.
“Ihearyoudomiracleswithmules.”
“Notme.Thegoddess.”Cazaril’ssmiletwisted.“She
hasawaywithmules,itseems.”
“I’malsotoldyou’restrangelyhardonbrigands.”
“Wewereastrongcompany,wellarmed.Ifthebrigandshadn’tbeensetontousbydyJoal,theywouldneverhaveattemptedus.”
“DyJoalwasoneofdyJironal’sbestswords.Foix
saysyoutookhimdowninseconds.”
“Thatwasamistake.Besides,hisfootslipped.”
Palli’slipstwitched.“Youdon’thavetogoaroundtellingpeoplethat,youknow.”Hestaredaheadbetweenhishorse’sbobbingearsforatime.“So,theboyyoudefendedontheRoknarigalleywasBergonhimself.”
“Yes.Kidnappedbyhisbrother’sbravos,itturnedout.NowIknowwhytheIbranfleetrowedsohardafterus.”
“Didyouneverguesswhohereallywas?Thenorlater?”
“No.Hehad…hehadadealmoreself-controlthanevenIrealizedatthetime.Thatonewillmakearoyaworthfollowing,whenhecomes
intohisown.”
PalliglancedaheadtowhereBergonrodewithdySould,andsignedhimselfinwonder.“Thegodsareonourside,rightenough.Canwefail?”
Cazarilsnortedbitterly.“Yes.”HethoughtofIsta,Umegat,thetonguelessgroom.Ofthedeathlystraitshewasin.“Andwhenwefail,thegodsdo,too.”He
didn’tthinkhe’deverquiterealizedthatbefore,notinthoseterms.
AtleastIsellewassafefornowbehindtheshieldofheruncle;asHeiress,shewouldattractotherambitiousmentoherside.Shewouldhavemany,notleastBergonhimself,toprotectherfromherenemies,althoughadvisorswiseenoughtoalsoprotectherfromherfriends
mightbeharderforhertocomeby….ButwhatprovisionagainsttheloominghazardscouldheeffectforBetriz?
“DidyougetthechancetoknowLadyBetrizbetterwhileyouescortedthecortegetoValenda,andafter?”heaskedPalli.
“Oh,aye.”
“Beautifulgirl,don’tyouthink?Didyougetmuchconversationwithherfather,SerdyFerrej?”
“Yes.Amosthonorableman.”
“SoIthought,too.”
“She’sveryworriedforhimrightnow,”Palliadded.
“Icanimagine.Andhimfor
her,bothnowandlater.If…ifallgoeswell,shewillbeafavoriteofthefutureroyina.Thatkindofpoliticalinfluencecouldbeworthfarmoretoashrewdmanthanamerematerialdowry.Ifthemanhadthewittoseeit.”
“Noquestionofit.”
“She’sintelligent,energetic…”
“Rideswell,too.”Palli’stonewasoddlydry.
Cazarilswallowed,andwithaneffortatacasualtonegotout,“Couldn’tyoujustseeherasthefutureMarchessdyPalliar?”
Palli’smouthturnedupononeside.“Ifearmysuitwouldbehopeless.Ibelieveshehasanothermaninhereye.Judgingfromallthe
questionsshe’saskedmeabouthim,anyway.”
“Oh?Who?”Hetried,brieflyandwithoutsuccess,toconvincehimselfBetrizdreamedof,say,dyRinal,oroneoftheothercourtiersofCardegoss…eh.Lightweights,thelotofthem.Fewoftheyoungermenhadthewealthorinfluence,andnonethewit,tomakeheragoodmatch.Infact,now
Cazarilcametoconsiderthematter,noneofthemwasgoodenoughforher.
“Itwasinconfidence.ButIdefinitelythinkyoushouldaskherallaboutit,whenwegettoTaryoon.”Pallismiled,andurgedhishorseforward.
CazarilconsideredtheimplicationsofPalli’ssmile,andofthewhitefurhatstilltuckedintohissaddlebags.
Thewomanyoulove,lovesyou?Hadheanyrealdoubtofit?Therewas,alas,morethanenoughimpedimenttotwistthisjoyoussuspicionintosorrow.Toolate,toolate,toolate.Forherfidelityhecouldreturnheronlygrief;hisbierwouldbetoohardandnarrowtoofferasaweddingbed.
Itwasagracenoteinthislethaltanglenonetheless,like
findingasurvivorinashipwreckoraflowerbloominginaburned-overfield.Well…well,shemustsimplygetoverherill-fatedattachmenttohim.Andhemustexerttheutmostself-controlnottoencourageitinher.HewonderedifhecouldpromotePallitoherifheputitasthelastrequestofadyingman.
Fifteenmilesoutfrom
Taryoon,theyweremetbyalargeBaocianguardcompany.Theyhadahandlitter,andrelaysofmentocarryitaloft;toofargonebynowtobeanythingbutgrateful,Cazarillethimselfbeloadedintoitwithoutprotest.Heevensleptforacoupleofhours,lumpingalongwrappedinafeatherquilt,hisachingheadcushionedbypillows.Hewokeatlengthandwatched
thedrearydarkeningwinterlandscapewobblepasthimlikeadream.
So,thiswasdying.Itdidn’tseemasbad,lyingdown.Butplease,justletmelivetoseethiscurseliftedfromIselle.Itwasagreatwork,oneanymanmightlookbackonandsay,Thatwasmylife;itwasenough.Heaskednothingmorenowbuttobepermittedtofinishwhathe’dstarted.
Iselle’swedding,andBetrizmadesafe—ifthegodswouldbutgivehimthosetwogifts,hethoughthecouldgoinquietcontent.I’mtired.
THEYENTEREDTHEGATESOFTHEBAOCIANPROVINCIALcapitalofTaryoonanhouraftersunset.Curiouscitizenscollectedinthepathoftheirlittleprocession,ormarchedbesideitwithtorchestolighttheway,orhurriedoutto
watchfrombalconiesastheypassed.Onthreeoccasions,womentosseddownflowers,whichaftertheirfirstuncertainflinch,Bergon’sIbrancompanionscaught;ithelpedthattheladieshadgoodaim.Theyounglordssenthopefulandenthusiastickissesthroughtheairinreturn.Theyleftinterestedmurmursintheirwake,especiallyuponthebalconies.Nearthecity
centerBergonandhisfriends,escortedbyPalli,weredivertedtothetownpalaceofthewealthyMarchdyHuesta,oneoftheprovincar’schiefsupportersand,notcoincidentally,hisbrother-in-law.TheBaocianguardcarriedCazaril’slitteronatasmartpacetotheprovincar’sownnewpalace,downthestreetfromthecrampedandloweringoldfortress.
Clutchinghisprecioussaddlebagscontainingthefutureoftwocountries,CazarilwasbroughtbydyBaocia’scastlewardertoafire-warmedbedchamber.Numerouswaxlightsrevealedtwowaitingman-servantswithahipbath,extrahotwater,soap,scissors,scents,andtowels.Athirdmanboreinatrayofmildwhitecheese,fruitcakes,andquantitiesofhotherbtea.
SomeonewastakingnochanceswithCazaril’swardrobe,andhadlaidoutachangeofclothingonthebed,courtmourningcompletefromfreshundergarmentsthroughbrocadesandvelvetsouttoasilverandamethystbelt.Thetransformationfromroadwreckagetocourtiertookbarelytwentyminutes.
FromhisfilthysaddlebagsCazarildrewhispacketof
documents,wrappedinoilclotharoundsilk,andcheckedthemfordirtandbloodstains.Nothinguntowardhadleakedin.Hediscardedthegrubbyoilclothandtuckedtheofferingsunderhisarm.ThecastlewarderguidedCazarilthroughacourtyardwhereworkmenlaboredbytorchlighttolaydownthelastpavingstones,andintoanadjoiningbuilding.They
passedthroughaseriesofroomstoaspacioustiledchambersoftenedwithrugsandwallhangings.Man-highironcandelabrasholdingfivelightseach,intricatelywrought,shedawarmingglow.Isellesatinalargecarvedchairbythefarwall,attendedbyBetrizandtheprovincar,alsoallincourtmourning.
Theylookedupasheentered,
thewomeneagerly,themiddle-ageddyBaocia’sexpressiontemperedwithcaution.Iselle’suncleboreonlyaslightresemblancetohisyoungersisterIsta,beingsolidratherthanfrail,thoughhewasnotovertalleither,andhesharedIsta’sdunhaircolor,gonegrizzled.DyBaociawasattendedinturnbyastoutmanCazariltookforhissecretary,andanelderlyfellowinthefive-
coloredrobesofthearchdivineofTaryoon.Cazarileyedhimhopefullyforanyflickerofgodlight,buthewasonlyaplaindevout.
ThedarkcloudstillhungthicklyaboutIselleinCazaril’ssecondsight,though,roilinginasluggishandsullenfashion.Butnotformuchlonger,bytheLady’sgrace.
“Welcomehome,Castillar,”saidIselle.Thewarmthofhervoicewaslikeacaressonhisbrow,heruseofhistitleacovertwarning.
Cazarilsignedhimself.“Fivegods,Royesse,alliswell.”
“Youhavethetreaties?”dyBaociaasked,hisgazefixingonthepacketsunderCazaril’sarm.Heheldoutananxioushand.“Therehas
beenmuchconcernovertheminourcouncils.”
CazarilsmiledslightlyandwalkedpasthimtokneelatIselle’sfeet,managingwithcarefuleffortnottogruntwithpain,orpitchoverinunseemlyclumsiness.Hebrushedhislipsacrossthebacksofthehandssheheldouttohim,andpressedthepacketofdocumentsinthem,andthemalone,asthey
turnedpalmup.“Allisasyoucommanded.”
Hereyeswerebrightwithappreciation.“Ithankyou,Cazaril.”Sheglancedupatheruncle’ssecretary.“Fetchachairformyambassador,please.Hehasriddenlongandhard,withlittlerest.”Shebeganfoldingbackthesilk.
Thesecretarybroughtupachairwithawool-stuffed
cushion.Cazarilsmiledratherfixedlyinthanksandconsideredtheproblemofgettingupagaingracefully.Rathertohisembarrassment,Betrizknelttohisside,andafterasecondmore,thearchdivinetohisother,andbothcontrivedtohoisthimup.Betriz’sdarkeyessearchedhim,lingeringbrieflyandfearfullyonhistumor-distendedmidsection,butshecoulddonomore
herethansmileinencouragement.
Isellewasreadingthemarriagecontract,thoughshesparedamomentasCazarilseatedhimselftocastasmallsmileinhisdirection.Cazarilwatchedandwaited.Asshefinishedeachpageshehandedtherectangleofcalligraphedandink-stampedparchmentuptoherhoveringuncle,whohadthemfairly
snatchedinturnbythearchdivine.Thesecretarywaslastinline,butnolessintentinhisperusal.Hecollectedthepagesreverentlybackintoorderastheycametohim.
DyBaociaclutchedhishandstogetherandwatchedasthearchdivine’seyesspeddownthelastpage.Heheldtheparchmentoutsilentlytothestoutsecretary.
“Well?”saidtheprovincar.
“Shehasn’tsoldChalion.”Thearchdivinesignedhimselfandopenedbothhandspalmoutinthankstothegods.“She’sboughtIbra!Mycongratulations,Royesse,toyourambassador—andtoyou.”
“Tousall,”saiddyBaocia.Allthreemenwerelookingvastlymorecheerful.
Cazarilclearedhisthroat.“Indeed,butItrustyouwillnotsayasmuchtoRoyseBergon.Thetreatiesarepotentiallyadvantageoustobothsides,afterall.”HeglancedatdyBaocia’ssecretary.“Thoughperhapsitwouldallaypeople’sfearstohavethearticlescopiedoutinalargefairhandandpostedonthewallbesideyourpalacedoors,foreveryonetoread.”
DyBaociafrowneduncertainly,butthearchdivinenodded,andsaid,“Averywisesuggestion,Castillar.”
“Itwouldpleasemeverymuch,”saidIselleinasoftvoice.“Iprayyou,Uncle,haveitseento.”
Abreathlesspageburstintothechamber,toskidtoastopbeforedyBaociaandblurt,
“YourladysaysRoyseBergon’sparty‘proachesatthegate,andyouareto‘tendonheratoncetowelcomehim.”
“I’monmyway.”Theprovincartookabreathandsmiledathisniece.“Andsowebringyourlovertoyou.Remembernow,youmustdemandallthekissesofsubmission,brow,hands,andfeet.Chalionmustbeseento
ruleIbra.GuardtheprideandhonorofyourHouse.Wemustnotlethimputhimselfaboveyou,orhewillquicklybecomeoverweening.Youmuststartasyoumeantogoon.”
Iselle’seyesnarrowed.Aroundher,theshadowdarkened,seemingtotightenitsgrip.
Cazarilsatup,andshothera
lookofalarmandatinyheadshake.“RoyseBergonhaspridealso,nolesshonorablethanyourown,Royesse.Andhewillstandbeforehisownlordshere,too.”
Shehesitated;thenherlipsfirmed.“IshallstartasImeantogoon.”Hervoicewassuddenlynotsoftatall,butsteel-edged.Shegesturedatthecontract.“The
substanceofourequalityisthere,Uncle.Mypridedemandsnogreatershow.Weshallexchangethekissesofwelcome,eachtoeach,uponourhandsalone.”Thedarknessuncurledalittle;Cazarilfeltanoddshiver,asthoughsomepredatoryshadowhadpassedoverhisheadandflownon,thwarted.
“Anadmirablediscretion,”Cazarilendorsedthisinrelief.
Thepage,dancingfromfoottofoot,heldopenthedoorfortheprovincar,whosweptoutinhaste.
“LordCazaril,howwasyourjourney?”Betriztaxedhiminthisinterlude.“Youlookso…tired.”
“Awearylotofriding,butitallwentwellenough.”Heshiftedinhisseatandsmiledupather.
Herdarkbrowsarched.“IthinkwemusthaveFerdaandFoixin,totellusmore.Surelyitwasnotsoplainanddullasthat.”
“Well,wehadalittletroublewithbrigandsinthemountains.DyJironal’sdoing,I’mfairlysure.Bergonacquittedhimselfverywell.TheFox…wenteasierthanIexpected,forareasonIdidn’t.”Heleanedforward,
andloweredhisvoicetothemboth.“YouremembermybenchmateonthegalleysItoldof,Danni,theboyofgoodfamily?”
Betriznodded,andIsellesaid,“Iamnotlikelytoforget.”
“Ididn’tguesshowgoodafamily.DanniwasanaliasBergongave,tokeephimselfsecretfromhiscaptors.It
seemshiskidnappingwasaployofIbra’slateHeir.BergonrecognizedmewhenIstoodbeforetheIbrancourt—hehadchangedandgrownalmostoutofreckoning.”
Iselle’slipspartedinastonishment.Afteramomentshebreathed,“Surelythegoddessgaveyoutome.”
“Yes,”headmittedreluctantly.“I’vecometothat
conclusionmyself.”
Hereyesturnedtowardthedoubledoorsontheoppositesideofthechamber.Herhandstwistedinherlapinasuddenflushofnerves.“HowshallIrecognizehim?Ishe—ishewell-favored?”
“Idon’tknowhowladiesjudgesuchthings—”
Thedoorsswungwide.A
greatmobofpersonssurgedthrough:pages,hangers-on,dyBaociaandhiswife,BergonanddySouldanddyTagille,andPallibringinguptherear.TheIbranshadbeentreatedtobathsaswell,andworethebestclothesthey’dmanagedtopackintheirmeagerbags,supplemented,Cazarilwasfairlysure,withsomejudiciousemergencyborrowings.Bergon’seyesflickedinasmilingpanic
fromBetriztoIselle,andsettledonIselle.IsellegazedfromfacetofaceamongthethreestrangeIbransinamomentaryterror.
TallPalli,standingbehindBergon,pointedattheroyseandmouthed,Thisone!Iselle’sgrayeyesbrightened,andherpalecheeksfloodedwithcolor.
Iselleheldoutherhands.
“MylordBergondyIbra,”shesaidinavoicethatonlyquaveredalittle.“WelcometoChalion.”
“MyladyIselledyChalion,”Bergon,stridinguptoher,returnedbreathlessly.“DyIbrathanksyou.”Heknelttooneknee,andkissedherhands.Shebentherhead,andkissedhis.
Bergonroseagainand
introducedhiscompanions,whobowedproperly.Withaslightscrape,theprovincarandthearchdivine,withtheirownhands,broughtupachairforBergonandsetitbyIselle’sontheothersidefromCazaril.FromaleatherpouchdyTagilleheldout,Bergonproducedhisroyalgreeting-gift,anecklaceoffineemeralds—oneofthelastofhismother’spiecesnotpawnedbytheFoxtobuy
arms.Thewhitehorsesunfortunatelywerestillbackontheroadsomewhere.BergonhadbeengoingtobringaropeofnewIbranpearls,buthadmadethesubstitutiononCazaril’smostearnestadvice.
DyBaociamadealittlespeechofwelcome,whichwouldhavebeenratherlongerifIselle’saunt,catchingherniece’seye,had
notseizedapauseinhisperiodstoinvitetheassembledcompanyintothenextroomtopartakeofrefreshments.Theyoungcouplewaslefttohavesomeprivatespeech,andbenttheirheadstogether,largelyinaudibletotheeagereavesdropperswholingeredbytheopendoorsandfrequentlypeekedintoseehowtheyweregettingalong.
Cazarilwasnotleastforwardamongthisnumber,craninghisneckanxiouslyfromhisrepositionedchairandalternatingbetweennibblingonlittlecakesandbitinghisknuckles.Theirvoicesgrewsometimeslouder,sometimessofter;Bergongestured,andIselletwicelaughedoutloud,andthreetimesdrewinherbreath,herhandsgoingtoherlips,eyeswidening.Iselleloweredhervoiceandspoke
earnestly;Bergontiltedhisheadandlistenedintently,andnevertookhiseyesfromherface,excepttwicetoglanceoutatCazaril,afterwhichtheyloweredtheirvoicesstillfurther.
LadyBetrizbroughthimaglassofwateredwine,noddingathisgratefulthanks.Cazarilfelthecouldguesswhohadtakenthethoughttohavethehotwater
andservantsandfoodandclotheswaitingreadyforhim.Herfreshskinglowedgoldeninthecandlelight,smoothandyouthful,buthersomberdressandpulled-backhairlentheranunexpectedlymatureelegance.Anardentenergy,onthevergeofmovingintopowerandwisdom…
“HowdidyouleavethingsinValenda,doyouthink?”
Cazarilaskedher.
Hersmilesobered.“Tense.ButwehopewithIselledrawnout,itwillgrowlessso.SurelydyJironalwillnotdareofferviolencetothewidowandmother-in-lawofRoyaIas?”
“Mm,notashisfirstmove.Indesperation,anythingbecomespossible.”
“That’strue.Oratleast,peoplestoparguingwithyouaboutwhat’spossibleandwhat’snot.”
Cazarilconsideredtheyoungwomen’swildnightridethathadflippedtheirtacticalsituationsoabruptlytopside-to.“Howdidyougetaway?”
“Well,dyJironalhadapparentlyexpectedusalltocowerinthecastle,
intimidatedbyhisshowofarms.YoucanimaginehowthatsatwiththeoldProvincara.HiswomenspieswatchedIselleallthetime,butnotme.ItookNanandwewentaboutthetown,doinglittledomesticerrandsforthehousehold,andobserving.Hismen’sdefensesallfacedoutward,preparedtorepelwould-berescuers.Andnoonecouldkeepusfromgoingtothe
temple,whereLorddyPalliarstayed,toprayforOrico’shealth.”Hersmiledimpled.“Webecameverypious,foratime.”Thedimplefaded.“ThentheProvincaragotword,Idon’tknowthroughwhatsource,thatthechancellorhaddispatchedhisyoungersonwithatroopofhisHousecavalrytosecureIselleandbringherinhastebacktoCardegoss,becauseOricowasdying.Whichmay
betrue,forallweknow,butallthebetterreasonnottoplaceherselfindyJironal’shands.Soescapebecameurgent,anditwasdone.”
Pallihaddriftedovertolisten;dyBaociastrolleduptojointhem.
CazarilgavedyBaociaanod.“Yourladymotherwrotemeofpromisesofsupportfromyourfellowprovincars.Have
yougainedanymoreassurances?”
DyBaociarattledoffalistofnamesofmenhehadwrittento,orheardfrom.ItwasnotaslongasCazarilwouldhaveliked.
“Thuswords.Whatoftroops?”
DyBaociashrugged.“Twoofmyneighborshavepromised
morematerialsupporttoIselle,atneed.Theydon’trelishthesightofthechancellor’spersonaltroopsoccupyingoneofmytownsanymorethanIdo.Thethird—well,he’smarriedtooneofdyJironal’sdaughters.Hesitstightforthemoment,sayingaslittleaspossibletoanyone.”
“Understandable.WhereisdyJironalnow,doesanyone
know?”
“InCardegoss,wethink,”saidPalli.“TheDaughter’smilitaryorderstillremainswithoutaholygeneral.DyJironalfearedtoabsenthimselfforlongfromOrico’ssidelestdyYarringetinandpersuadeOricotohisparty.Oricohimselfishangingbyathread,dyYarrinreportssecretlytome.Sick,butnot,Ithink,witless;theroyaseems
tobeusinghisownillnesstodelaydecision,tryingtooffendnoone.”
“Soundsverylikehim.”CazarilfingeredhisbeardandglancedupatdyBaocia.“SpeakingoftheTemple’ssoldiers,howlargeaforceoftheBrother’sOrderisstationedinTaryoon?”
“Justacompany,abouttwohundredmen,”theprovincar
answered.“WearenotgarrisonedheavilylikeGuaridaorotheroftheprovincesborderingtheRoknariprincedoms.”
ThatwastwohundredmeninsideTaryoon’swalls,Cazarilreflected.
DyBaociareadhislook.“Thearchdivinewillhavespeechwiththeircommanderlatertonight.Ithinkthe
marriagetreatywilldomuchtopersuadehimthatthenewHeiressisloyalto,ah,thefutureofChalion.”
“Still,theydohavetheiroathsofobedience,”murmuredPalli.“Itwouldbepreferablenottostrainthemtobreaking.”
Cazarilconsideredridingtimesanddistances.“WordofIselle’sflightfromValenda
willsurelyhavereachedCardegossbynow.NewsofBergon’sarrivalmustfollowonitsheels.AtthatpointdyJironalwillseetheregencyhecounteduponslippingthroughhisfingers.”
DyBaociasmiledinelation.“Atthatpoint,itwillbeover.Eventsaremovingmuchfasterthanhe—orindeed,anyone—couldhaveanticipated.”Thesidelong
lookhecastCazariltingedrespectwithawe.
“Betterthatway,”saidCazaril.“Hemustnotbeprickedintomakingmoveshecannotlaterbackawayfrom.”Iftwosides,bothcursed,struckagainsteachotherincivilwar,itwasperfectlypossibleforbothsidestolose.ItwouldbetheperfectculminationoftheGoldenGeneral’sdeathgift
forallofChaliontocollapseinuponitselfinsuchagony.Winningconsistedoffinessingthestrugglesoastoavertbloodshed.AlthoughwhenBergonmovedIselleoutoftheshadow,itwouldpresumablyleavepoorOricostillinit,anddyJironalsharinghisnominalmaster’sfate…AndwhatofIsta,then?“Bluntly,muchdependsuponwhentheroyadies.Hecouldlinger,youknow.”Thecurse
wouldsurelytwistOricotowardwhateverfatewasmostghastly.Thiswouldseemamorereliableguideiftherewerenotsoverymanywaysdisasterscouldplayout.Umegat’smenageriehadbeenaverting,Cazarilrealized,adealmoreevilthanjustillhealth.“Lookingahead,wemustconsiderwhatsopstooffertoChancellordyJironal’spride—bothbeforeIselle’sascenttotheroyacy,
andafter.”
“Idon’tthinkhe’llbecontentwithsops,Caz,”Palliobjected.“He’sbeenroyaofChalioninallbutnameforoveradecade.”
“Thensurelyhemustbegettingtired,”sighedCazaril.“Someplumstohissonswouldsoftenhim.Familyloyaltyishisweakness,hisblindside.”Orsothecurse
suggested,whichdeformedallvirtuetoanobversevice.“Easehimout,butshowfavortohisclan…pullhisteethslowlyandgently,andit’sdone.”HeglancedupatBetriz,listeningintently;yes,shecouldbecountedontoreportthisdebatetoIselle,later.
Intheotherchamber,IselleandBergonrose.Shelaidherhandonhisprofferedarm,
andtheybothstoleshyglancesattheirpartner;twopersonslookingmorepleasedwitheachother,Cazarilwashardputtoimagine.AlthoughwhenIselleenteredthereceptionroomwithherfiancéandglancedaroundtriumphantlyattheassembledcompany,shelookedquiteaspleasedwithherself.Bergon’spridehadaslightlymoredazzledair,thoughhesparedCazaril,scramblingup
fromhisseat,areassuringlydeterminednod.
“TheHeiressofChalion,”saidIselle,andpaused.
“AndtheHeirofIbra,”Bergonputin.
“Arepleasedtoannouncethatwewilltakeourmarriageoaths,”Isellecontinued,“beforethegods,ournobleIbranguests,andthepeople
ofthistown…”
“InthetempleofTaryoonatnoonuponthedayaftertomorrow,”Bergonfinished.
Thelittlecrowdbrokeintocheersandcongratulations.And,Cazarilhadnodoubt,calculationsofthespeedatwhichacolumnofenemytroopsmightride;towhichtheanswerworkedout,Notthatfast.Unitedandmutually
strengthened,thetwoyoungleaderscouldmoveatneedthereafterinclosecoordination.OnceIsellewasmarriedoutfromunderthecurse,timewasontheirside.Everydaywouldgainthemmoresupport.Unstrungbythemostprofoundrelief,Cazarilsankbackintohischair,grinningwiththepainoftheanguishedcrampinhisgut.
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Inapalacefranticwithpreparations,Cazarilfoundhimselfthenextdaytheonlymanwithnothingtodo.IsellehadarrivedinTaryoonwithlittlemorethantheclothessherodein;allofCazaril’scorrespondenceandbooksof
herchamberswerestillinCardegoss.Whenheattemptedtowaituponherandinquirewhatdutiesshedesiredofhim,hefoundherroomscrammedwithmildlyhystericaltire-womenbeingdirectedbyherAuntdyBaocia,allcharginginandoutwithpilesofgarmentsintheirarms.
Isellefoughtherheadoutthroughaswaddlingofsilks
togasp,“You’vejustriddenovereighthundredmilesonmybehalf.Gorest,Cazaril.”Sheheldherarmoutobedientlywhileawomantriedasleeveuponit.“No,better—composetwolettersformyuncle’sclerktocopyout,onetoalltheprovincarsofChalion,andonetoeveryTemplearchdivine,announcingmymarriage.Somethingtheycanreadouttothepeople.Thatshouldbe
anice,quiettask.Whenyouhaveallseventeen—no,sixteen—”
“Seventeen,”putinheraunt,fromthevicinityofherhem.“Yourunclewillwantoneforhischancelleryrecords.Standstraight.”
“Whenallaremadeready,setthemasideformeandBergontosigntomorrowafterthewedding,andthenseethat
theyaresentout.”Shenoddedfirmly,totheannoyanceofthetire-womantryingtoadjustherneckline.
Cazarilbowedhimselfoutbeforehewasstuckwithapin,andleanedamomentoverthegalleryrailing.
Thedaywasexquisitelyfair,promisingspring.Theskywasapale-washedblue,andmildsunlightfloodedthe
newlypavedcourtyard,wheregardenerswerecartinginorangetreesinfullflowerintubs,rollingthemouttostandaroundthenow-bubblingfountain.Hedivertedapassingservantandhadawritingtablebroughtoutandsetinthesunforhimself.Andachairwithathick,softcushion,becausewhilealotofthoseeighthundredmileswerenowablurinhismind,hisbackside
seemedtorememberthemall.Heleanedbackwiththewarmlightfallingonhisface,andhiseyesclosed,composinghisperiods,thenbentforwardtoscribble.DyBaocia’sclerkcarriedofftheresultsforcopyingoutinamuchfairerhandthanCazaril’ssoonenough,andthenhejustleanedbackwithhiseyesclosed,period.
Hedidn’tevenopenthemfor
theapproachingfootsteps,tillaclankonhistablesurprisedhim.Helookeduptofindaservant,directedbyLadyBetriz,settingdownatraywithtea,ajugofmilk,adishofdriedfruit,andbreadglazedwithnutsandhoney.Shedismissedtheservantandpouredtheteaherself,andpressedthebreaduponhim,sittingontheedgeofthefountaintowatchhimeatit.
“Yourfacelooksverygauntagain.Haven’tyoubeeneatingproperly?”sheinquiredseverely.
“Ihavenoidea.Whatlovelysunshinethisis!Ihopeitholdsthroughtomorrow.”
“LadydyBaociathinksitwill,thoughshesaidwemighthaverainagainbytheDaughter’sDay.”
Thescentoftheorangeblossomspooledintheshelterofthecourt,seemingtomixwiththehoneyinhismouth.Heswallowedteatochasethebreadandobservedinidlewonder,“Inthreedays’timeitwillbeexactlyayearsinceIwalkedintothecastleofValenda.Iwantedtobeascullion.”
Herdimpleflashed.“Iremember.Itwaslast
Daughter’sDayevethatwefirstmeteachother,attheProvincara’stable.”
“Oh,Isawyoubeforethat.RidingintothecourtyardwithIselleand…andTeidez.”AndpoordySanda.
Shelookedstricken.“Youdid?Wherewereyou?Ididn’tseeyou.”
“Sittingonthebenchbythe
wall.Youweretoobusybeingscoldedbyyourfatherforgallopingtonoticeme.”
“Oh.”Shesighed,andtrailedherhandthroughthefountain’slittlepool,thenshookoffthecolddropswithafrown.TheDaughterofSpringmighthavebreathedouttoday’sair,butitwasstillOldWinter’swater.“Itseemsahundredyearsago,notjustone.”
“Tome,itseemsaneyeblink.Time…outrunsmenow.WhichexplainswhyIwheezeso,nodoubt.”Headdedquietlyafteramoment,“HasIselleconfidedtoheruncleaboutthecurseweseektobreaktomorrow?”
“No,ofcoursenot.”Athisraisedbrows,sheadded,“IselleisIsta’sdaughter.Shecannotspeakofit,lestmensaysheismad,too.Anduse
itasanexcusetoseize…everything.DyJironalthoughtofit.AtTeidez’sinterment,henevermissedachancetopasssomelittlecommentonIselletoanylordorprovincarinearshot.Ifshewept,wasn’tittooextravagant;ifshelaughed,howoddthatsheshoulddosoatherbrother’sfuneral;ifshespoke,hewhisperedthatshewasfrenetic;ifshefellsilent,wasn’tshegrown
strangelygloomy?Andyoucouldjustwatchmenbegintoseewhathetoldthemtheywereseeing,whetheritwasthereornot.Towardtheendofhisvisitthere,heevensaidsuchthingsinherhearing,toseeifhecouldfrightenandenrageher,andthenaccuseherofbecominganunbalancedvirago.Andhecirculatedoutrightlies,aswell.ButIandNanandtheProvincarawereontohislittle
gamebythen,andwewarnedIselle,andshekepthertemperinhiscompany.”
“Ah.Excellentgirl.”
Shenodded.“Butassoonasweheardthechancellor’smenwerecomingtofetchherbacktoCardegoss,IsellewasfrantictoescapeValenda.Becauseoncehe’dgotherclose-confined,hecouldputaboutanystoryhepleasedof
herbehavior,andwhowouldtherebetodenyit?HemightgettheprovincarsofChaliontoapprovetheextensionofhisregencyforthepoormadgirlforaslongashepleased,withouteverhavingtoraiseasword.”Shetookabreath.“Andsoshedaresnotmentionthecurse.”
“Isee.Sheiswisetobewary.Well,thegodswillingitwillsoonbeover.”
“ThegodsandtheCastillardyCazaril.”
Hemadealittlewardinggestureandtookanothersipoftea.“WhendiddyJironallearnIwasgonetoIbra?”
“Idon’tthinkheguessedanythingtillafterthecortegereachedValenda,andyouweren’ttobefoundthere.TheoldProvincarasaidhereceivedsomereportsfrom
hisIbranspies—Ithinkthat’spartlywhy,anxiousashewastogetbackandblockdyYarrinfromOrico,hewouldnotleaveValendatillhehadhisownhouseholdtroopsinstalledthere.”
“Hesentassassinstointerceptmeattheborder.IwonderifhethoughtIwouldjustbereturningalone,withthenextroundofnegotiations?Idon’tthinkhe
expectedRoyseBergonsosoon.”
“Noonedid.ExceptIselle.”Sherubbedherfingersacrossthefineblackwoolofhervest-cloaklyingoverherknee.Hernextglanceupathimwasuncomfortablypenetrating.“WhileyouhavespentyourselftryingtosaveIselle…haveyoudiscoveredhowtosaveyourself?”
Hewassilentamoment,thensaidsimply,“No.”
“It’s…it’snotright.”
Heglancedvaguelyaroundthedeliciouslysunnycourt,avoidinghereyes.“Ilikethisnicenewbuilding.Ithasnoghostsinitatall,doyouknow?”
“You’rechangingthesubject.”Herfrown
deepened.“Youdothatalotwhenyoudon’twanttotalkaboutsomething.Ijustrealized.”
“Betriz…”Hesoftenedhisvoice.“OurfeetweresetondifferentpathsfromthenightIcalleddowndeathuponDondo.Ican’tgoback.Youaregoingtobeliving,andIamnot.Wecan’tgoontogether,evenif…well,wejustcan’t.”
“Youdon’tknowhowmuchtimeyou’regiven.Itcouldbeweeks.Months.Butifanhourisallthegiftthegodsgiveus,allthemoreinsulttothegodstoscornit.”
“It’snottheshortageoftime.”Heshiftedmiserably.“It’stheabundanceofcompany.Thinkofusalonetogether—you,me,Dondo,thedeathdemon…amInotahorrortoyou?”Histonegrew
almostpleading.“IassureyouI’mahorrortome!”
Sheglancedathisgut,thenstaredoffacrossthecourtyard,herjawsetmulishly.“Idonotbelievethatbeinghauntediscatching.DoyouthinkIlackthecourage?”
“Neverthat,”hebreathed.
Sheaddressedherfeetina
growl.“I’dstormheavenforyou,ifIknewwhereitwas.”
“What,didn’tyoureadoldOrdol’sbookwhileyouwerehelpingIsellecipherthoseletters?Heclaimsthatthegods,andwe,arebothrighthereallthetime,ashadow’sthicknessapart.We’venodistancetocrossatalltogettoeachother.”IcanseetheirworldfromwhereIsit,infact.SoOrdolwasright.“But
youcannotforcethegods.It’sonlyfair,Isuppose.Theycannotforceus,either.”
“You’redoingitagain.Twistingthetopic.”
“Whatareyouplanningtoweartomorrow?Shallitbepretty?You’renotallowedtooutshinethebride,youknow.”
Sheglaredathim.
Uponthegallery,LadydyBaociapoppedoutofIselle’schambersandcalleddowntoBetrizacomplicatedquestioninvolvingwhatseemedtoCazarilagreatmanydifferentfabrics.Betrizwavedbackandrosereluctantlytoherfeet.Sheflungrathersharplyoverhershoulder,asshemadeforthestaircase,“Well,thatmayallbeso,andyouasdoomedasyouplease,butifI’mthrownfromahorse
tomorrowandbreakmyneck,Ihopeyoufeelafool!”
“Moreofafool,”hemurmuredtotheswishofherretreatingskirts.Thebrightcourtyardwasablurinhisdisobedienteyes,andherubbedthemclearwithahard,surreptitiousswipeofhissleeve.
THEWEDDINGDAYDAWNEDASFAIRASHOPED.Theorange-
blossom-scentedcourtyardwascrowdedasitcouldholdwhenIselle,attendedbyherauntandBetriz,appearedatthetopofthegallerystairs.Cazariltiltedhisfaceupandsquintedhappily.Thetire-womenhadperformedheroicfeatswithsilksandsatins,garbingherinalltheshadesofblueproperforabride.Herbluevest-cloakwastrimmedwithasmanyIbranpearlsascouldbefoundinTaryoon,
patternedasafriezeofstylizedleopards.Asmatteringofapplausebrokeoutas,movingalittlestifflyinallherfinery,shesmiledanddescendedthesteps.Herhairgleamedlikeariveroftreasureinthesunlight.TwodyBaociagirl-cousinsmanagedhertrain,underthesporadicdirectionoftheirmother.Eventhecurseseemedtowrapaboutherlikesometrailingsablerobe.But
notformuchlonger…
CazarilobedientlyfellinbesideProvincardyBaocia,andsofoundhimselfhelpingtoleadtheparadeafootthroughtwistingstreetstoTaryoon’snearbytemple.Throughawonderofcoordination,Bergon’sprocessionfromMarchdyHuesta’spalacearrivedatthetempleporticosimultaneouslywithIselle’s.
Theroyseworetheredsandorangesofhisageandsex,andanexpressionofdeterminedbraverythatwouldnothavebeenoutofplaceonamanstormingabastion.Palliandhisdozensoldier-brothersincourtdressoftheirorderhadjoinedtheroyse’spartyalongwithFoixandFerda,soasnottolettheIbranslook,andperhapsfeel,sooutnumbered.Despitetheshortnotice,Cazaril
calculatedthatoverathousandpersonsofrankcrowdedintothetemple’sroundcentercourt;andwhatseemedtheentirecitizenryofTaryoonlinedtheroutesoftheroyesseandroyse.Afestivalmoodhadclearlyseizedthecity.
Thetwoprocessionscoalescedinaswirlofcolorandenteredthesacredprecincts.Taryoonhadgood
templesingers,andtheenthusiasticchoirmadethewallsfairlyringwiththeirsongs.Theyoungcouple,ledbythearchdivine,enteredeachofthetemple’slobesinturn.Theykneltandprayeduponnewcarpetsfortheblessingofeachgod:totheDaughterandtheSon,inthanksfortheirprotectioninlife’sjourneysofar;andtotheMotherandtheFather,inhopesofpassingintotheir
companyinduecourse.
Bytheologyandtradition,theBastardhadnoofficialplaceinaceremonyofmarriage,butallprudentcouplessentaplacatinggiftanyway.CazarilanddyTagillehadbeencommissionedtoplayholycourierstoday.TheyreceivedtheofferingsfromBergonandIselleand,alongwithasmallbutearnestlylouddetachmentofsinging
children,marchedaroundtheoutsideofthemainbuildingtotheBastard’stower.Asmiling,white-robeddivinestoodreadytoreceivetheminsideatthealtar.
Theroyalcouplehadbeenforcedtoborrowclothes,money,food,andhousingforthisday,butBergondidnotshortchangethegod;dyTagillelaiddownafatpurseofIbrangoldalongwithhis
prayers.Isellesentapromise,writteninherownhand,toundertakepaymentofroofrepairsupontheBastard’stowerinCardegosswhenshebecameroyinathere.Cazariladdedagiftofhisown—theblood-taintedropeofpearls,alltheresidueofDondo’sbrokenstringthathadnotfallentothebrigands.Suchadifficultandcurseditemwas,absolutelywithoutquestion,thegod’sjustaffair,and
Cazarilbreathedasighofreliefwhenitwasoffhishandsatlast.
ProceedingbackalongthewalkwayfromtheBastard’stowerbehindtheslightlywobblychoirofurchins,Cazarilglancedatthecrowdandcaughthisbreath.Aman,middle-aged—aroundhimhungasubduedgraylightlikeawinter’sday.WhenCazarilclosedhiseyes,the
faintlightstillglowedthere.Helookedagainwithhisfirstsight.Themanworetheblack-and-grayrobesandredshoulderbraidofanofficeroftheTaryoonMunicipalCourt—probablyapettyjudge.AndpettysaintoftheFather,asClarahadbeenoftheMotherinCardegoss…?
ThemanwasstaringbackatCazarilinopenmouthedastonishment,hisface
drained.Therewasnochanceforthemtoexchangeanywordhere,asCazarilwasdrawnbackintotheceremoniesinsidethehigh,echoingcourtofthetemple,butCazarilresolvedtoaskthearchdivineabouthimatthefirstopportunity.
Atthecentralfire,thenewlymarriedroyseandroyesseeachmadeashortspeech,thenthearchdivine,Cazaril,
andeveryoneelseparadedbackthroughthebanner-hungstreetstodyBaocia’snewpalace.There,agrandfeastwaslaidontofilltheafternoonandthecelebratorstohappyrepletion.Thefoodwasallthemoreamazingforhavingbeenassembledinjusttwodays;CazarilsuspectedsupplieshadbeenrobbedfromtheDaughter’sDayfestival,comingup.Buthedidn’tthinkthegoddess
wouldbegrudgethem.Asprincipalguests,bothCazarilandthearchdivinehadplacestohold,sohedidn’tgetachanceforprivatespeechuntiltheafter-dinnermusicanddancingdrewtheyoungerpeopleofftothecourtyards.Atthatpoint,thetwomenhesoughtfoundhim.
Thepettyjudgestoodatthearchdivine’sshoulderlooking
unnerved.Cazarilandheexchangedasidelonglookasthearchdivineperformedahastyintroduction.
“MylorddyCazaril—mayIpresenttoyoutheHonorablePaginine.HeservesthemunicipalityofTaryoon…”Thearchdivineloweredhisvoice.“Hesaysyouaregod-touched.Isthisso?”
“Alas,yes,”sighedCazaril.
PagininenoddedinanIthoughtsosortofway.Cazarilglancedaroundanddrewthepairaside.Itwashardtofindaprivatespot;theyendedupinatinyinnercourtoffoneofthepalace’ssideentrances.Musicandlaughtercarriedthroughthedarkeningair.Aservantlittorchesinwallbracketsandreturnedinside.Overhead,highcloudsmovedacrossthefirststars.
“YourcolleaguethearchdivineofCardegossknowsallaboutme,”CazariltoldthearchdivineofTaryoon.
“Oh.”Thearchdivineblinkedandlookedvastlyrelieved.Cazarilthoughtitwasamisplacedconfidence,butheelectednottorobitfromhim.“Mendenalisanexcellentfellow.”
“TheFatherofWinterhasgivenyousomegift,Isee,”Cazarilsaidtothepettyjudge.“Whatisit?”
Paginineduckedhisheadnervously.“Sometimes—noteverytime—Hepermitsmetoknowwhoislyinginmyjusticiar’schamber,andwhoistellingthetruth.”Pagininehesitated.“Itdoesn’talwaysdoasmuchgoodasyou’dthink.”
Cazarilventedashortlaugh.
PagininebrightenedvisiblytobothCazaril’sinnerandoutereye,andsmileddryly.“Ah,youunderstand.”
“Oh,yes.”
“Butyou,sir…”Paginineturnedtothearchdivinewithatroubledlook.“Isaidgod-touched,butthathardlydescribeswhatI’mseeing.
It…italmosthurtstolookathim.ThreetimessinceIwasgiventhesightIhavemetotherswhoarealsogod-afflicted,butI’veneverseenanythinglikehim.”
“SaintUmegatinCardegosssaidIlookedlikeaburningcity,”Cazariladmitted.
“That’s…”Paginineeyedhimsidewise.“That’swellput.”
“Hewasamanofwords.”Once.
“Whatisyourgift?”
“I,uh…IthinkIamthegift,actually.TotheRoyesseIselle.”
Thearchdivinetouchedhishandtohislips,thenhastilysignedhimself.“Sothatexplainsthestoriescirculatingaboutyou!”
“Whatstories?”saidCazarilinbewilderment.
“ButLordCazaril,”thejudgebrokein,“whatisthatterribleshadowhangingaboutRoyesseIselle?Thatisnogodlything!Doyouseeit,too?”
“I’m…workingonit.Gettingridofthatuglythingseemstobemygod-giventask.IthinkI’malmostdone.”
“Oh,that’sarelief.”Pagininelookedmuchhappier.
CazarilrealizedhewantednothingsomuchastotakePaginineasidetotalkshop.Howdoyoudealwiththesematters?Thearchdivinemightbepious,perhapsagoodadministrator,possiblyalearnedtheologian,butCazarilsuspectedhedidn’tunderstandthediscomfortsofthesainttrade.Paginine’s
bittersmiletoldall.Cazarilwantedtogogetdrunkwithhim,andcomparecomplaints.
ToCazaril’sembarrassment,thearchdivinebowedlowtohim,andsaidinanawed,hushedvoice,“BlessedSir,isthereanythingIcandoforyou?”
Betriz’squestionechoedinhismind,Haveyoudiscoveredhowtosave
yourself?Maybeyoucouldn’tsaveyourself.Maybeyouhadtotaketurnssavingeachother…“Tonight,no.Tomorrow…laterintheweek,thereisapersonalmatterIshouldliketowaituponyouabout.IfImay.”
“Certainly,BlessedSir.Iamatyourservice.”
Theyreturnedtotheparty.Cazarilwasexhausted,and
longedforbed,butthecourtyardbelowhischamberdoorwasfullofnoisyrevelers.AbreathlessBetrizaskedhimoncetodance,fromwhichexercisehesmilinglyexcusedhimself;shedidn’tlackforpartners.Hergazecheckedhimoften,ashesatwatchingfromthewallandnursinghiswateredwine.Hedidnotlackforcompany,asastringofmenandwomenstruckupfriendly
conversationswithhim,anglingforemploymentinthefutureroyina’scourt.Toallofthemhereturnedcourteousbutnoncommittalreplies.
TheIbranlordswerecollectingChalioneseladiesratherasspilledhoneycollectedants,andlookingveryhappyindeed.Halfwaythroughtheevening,LorddyCembuerarrived,completing
theircompanyandtheirdelight.TheIbransexchangedtalesoftheirrespectivejourneys,totheaweandfascinationoftheireagerChalioneselisteners.ToCazaril’sintensepoliticalpleasure,Bergonwascastastheheroofthisromanticadventure,withIsellenolessasheroineforhernightridefromValenda.Asappealingunifyingmythswent,thisonewasgoingtobeatdyJironal’s
feeblefableofPoorMadIselleallhollow,Cazarilratherthought.Andourtaleistrue!
AtlastcamethehourandtheceremonyCazarilhadbeenbreathlesslyawaiting,whereBergonandIsellewereconducteduptotheirbedchamber.Neither,Cazarilwaspleasedtonote,haddrunkenoughtobecomeinebriated.Sincehisown
winehadsomehowgrownlesswateredastheeveningprogressed,hefoundhimselfalittletongue-tiedwhentheroyseandroyessecalledhimuptothefootofthestaircasetogiveandreceiveceremonialkissesofthanksupontheirhands.Moved,hesignedhimselfandcalleddownhopefulblessingsontheirheads.Thesolemngratefulintensityoftheirreturngazesdiscomfitedhim.
LadydyBaociahadarrangedasmallchoirtosingprayerstowaftthecoupleontheirwayupstairs;thecrystalvoicesservedtosuppresstheribaldrytomanageableproportions.Isellewasnomorethanbeautifullyblushingandstarry-eyedwhensheandBergonleanedovertherailingtogivesmilingthankstoall,andthrowdownflowers.
Theydisappearedintothecandlelitglowoftheirsuite,andthedoorsswungshutbehindthem.TwoofdyBaocia’sofficerstookupstationonthegallerytoguardtheirrepose.Inalittlewhile,mostofthetire-womenandattendantsemerged,includingLadyBetriz.ShewasinstantlycarriedoffbyPallianddyTagilleformoredancing.
Therevelslookedtocontinuetilldawn,buttoCazaril’sreliefamistyrainbegantosiftdownoutofthechillingsky,drivingthemusiciansanddancersoutofhiscourtyardandindoorstotheadjoiningbuilding.Slowly,hishandheavyontherailing,Cazarilclimbedthestairstohisownchamber,aroundthegallerycornerfromtheroyseandroyesse’s.Mydutyisdone.Nowwhat?
Hescarcelyknew.Avastmoralterrorseemedliftedfromhisshoulders.Onlyhewouldliveanddiebyhischoices—andmistakes—now.Irefusetoregret.Iwillnotlookback.Amomentofbalance,onthecuspofpastandfuture.
Heratherthoughthewouldlookupthelittlejudgeagaintomorrow.Theman’scompanymightwellrelieve
hisloneliness.
ACTUALLY,I’MNOTNEARLYLONELYENOUGH,hethoughtnotmuchlaterasDondo’sincoherentobscenebellows,releasedbytheirhourofascendance,cameroaringuptohisinwardear.ThesunderedghostwasmorewildwithfurytonightthanCazarilhadeverexperiencedit,itslastvestigesofintelligenceandsanity
shreddingawayinitsrage.Cazarilcouldimaginewhy,andgrinnedthroughhisagonyasherolledonhisbed,curledaroundtheghastlypulsingpaininhisbelly.
Healmostblackedout,thenforcedhimselfup,andtoconsciousness,horrifiedbythepossibilitythatthefiendishlyarousedDondomighttrytotakeoverhisbodywhilehewasstillalive
initanduseitforsomevileassaultuponIselleandBergon.Hewrithedonthefloorinsomethingresemblingconvulsions,chokingbackthescreamsandfilththattriedtoflyfromhismouth,nolongersurewhosewordstheywere.
Whentheattackpassed,helaypantingonthecoldboards,hisnightgownruckeduparoundhimself,his
fingernailstornandbloody.Hehadvomited,andlayinit.Hetouchedhiswetbeardtofindspittleflayedtofoamhangingaroundhislips.Hisstomach—orhadthatgrotesqueout-bulgingbeenadream?—hadreturnedtoitsformermilddistension,thoughhiswholeabdominalsheetstillachedandquiveredliketornmusclesaftersomeovertorquedexertion.
Ican’tgoonlikethismuchlonger.Somethinghadtogiveway—hisbody,hissanity,hisbreath.Hisfaith.Something.
Herose,andcleanedupthefloor,andwashedhimselfathisbasinandfoundacleandryshirtforanightdress,thenstraightenedhissweat-stainedtwistedsheets,litallthecandlesintheroom,andcrawledbackintobed.Helay
eyeswide,devouringthelight.
ATLENGTH,THESOUNDSOFSERVANTS’MURMURSandquietfootstepsalongthegallerytoldhimthepalacewasawakening.Hemusthavedozed,forhiscandleswereburnedout,andhedidn’trememberthemguttering.Graylightseepedinunderhisdoorandthroughhisshutters.
Therewouldbemorningprayers.Morningprayersseemedagoodplan,eveniftheideaofattemptingtomovewasdaunting.Cazarilrose.Slowly.Well,hiswasn’tgoingtobetheonlyhangoverinTaryoonthismorning.Evenifhehadn’tbeendrunk.Thehouseholdhadputoffcourtmourningforthewedding;heselectedamongthegarmentsthathadbeenbestoweduponhim,
achievingwhathehopedwasasoberyetcheerfulresult.
Hewentdowntothecourtyardtoawaitthesunandtheyoungpeople.Nosunwastobehadyet;therainhadstopped,buttheskywascloudedandchill.Cazarilusedhishandkerchieftodrythestoneedgeofthefountainandseatedhimself.Heexchangedasmileandagoodmorningwithanold
servingwomanwhopassedbywithlinens.Acrowstalkedaboutonthefarendofthecourtyard,lookingfordroppedscrapsoffood.Cazarilexchangedatiltedstarewithit,butthebirdevincednospecialfascinationwithhim.Uponconsideration,hewasmorerelievedthanotherwiseatitsavianindifference.
Atlast,uponthegallery,the
doorsCazarilwaswaitingforswungopen.ThesleepyBaocianguardsbracketingthemstoodtoattention.Women’svoicessounded,andoneman’s,lowandcheerful.BergonandIselleappeared,dressedformorningprayers,herhandsetlightlyuponhisprofferedarm.Theyswungabouttodescendthestairssidebyside,andsteppedoutofthegallery’sshadow.
No…theshadowfollowedthem.
Cazarilsqueezedhiseyesshutandopenagain.Hisbreathstopped.
ThechokingcloudthatwrappedIselle,nowwrappedBergon,too.
Isellesmiledacrossatherhusband,andBergonsmiledbackather;lastnight,they
hadlookedexcitedandtiredandalittlescared.Thismorning,theylookedliketwopeopleinlove.Withblacknessboilinguparoundthembothlikethesmokefromaburningship.
Astheyapproached,Isellesanghimacheerful,“Goodmorning,LordCaz!”
Bergongrinned,andsaid,“Willyounotjoinus,sir?We
havemuchtogivethankstogetherforthismorning,dowenot?”
Cazaril’slipsdrewbackonthetravestyofasmile.“I…I…alittlelater.Ileftsomethinginmyroom.”
Heheavedhimselfupandrushedpastthemupthestairs.Heturnedandlookedagainfromthegalleryastheypassedoutofthecourtyard.
Stilltrailingshadows.
Heslammedthedoorofhischamberbehindhimselfandstoodgasping,almostweeping.Gods.Gods.WhathaveIdone?
Ihaven’tfreedIselle.I’vecursedBergon.
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Distraught,Cazarilkepttohischamberallmorning.Intheafternoonapageknocked,withtheunwelcomenewsthattheroyseandroyessedesiredhimtoattenduponthemintheirrooms.Cazarilconsideredfeigningillness,
thoughhehardlyneedfeign.No,forIsellewouldsurelybringphysiciansdownuponhim,probablyinpacks—herememberedthelasttime,withRojeras,andshuddered.Withaboundlessreluctance,hestraightenedhisgarments,makinghimselfpresentable,andwalkedoutaroundthegallerytotheroyalsuite.
Thesittingroom’shighcasementwindowswereopen
tothecoolspringlight.IselleandBergon,stillinfestivedressfromthenoonbanquetattheMarchdyHuesta’spalace,awaitedhim.Theysataroundthecornerfromeachotheratatablethatborepaper,parchment,andnewpens,withathirdchairpulledinvitinglytotheotherside.Theirheads,amberandbrown,werebenttogetherinlow-voicedconversation.Theshadowstillboiledslowly
aroundthem,viscousashottar.AtCazaril’sstep,theybothlookedupathimandsmiled.Hemoistenedhislipsandbowed,hisfacestiff.
Isellegesturedatthepapers.“OurnextmosturgenttaskistocomposealettertomybrotherOrico,toacquainthimofthestepswehavetaken,andassurehimofourmostloyalsubmission.Ithinkweshouldincludeextractsof
allthearticlesofourmarriagemostfavorabletoChalion,tohelpreconcilehimtoit,don’tyouthink?”
Cazarilclearedhisthroatandswallowed.
Bergon’sbrowsdrewinward.“Caz,youlookaspaleasa…um.Areyouallright?Please,sitdown!”
Cazarilmanagedatiny
headshake.Againhewastemptedtofleeintosomemalingeringlie—orhalf-truth,now,forhewasfeelingsickenough.“Nothingisallright,”hewhispered.Hesanktoonekneebeforetheroyse.“Ihavemadeavastmistake.I’msorry.I’msorry.”
Iselle’swary,startledfaceblurredinhisvision.“LordCaz…?”
“Yourmarriage”—heswallowedagain,andforcedhisnumblipstospeakon—“hasnotliftedthecursefromIselleasI’dhoped.Instead,ithasspreadittoyouboth.”
“What?”breathedBergon.
TearscloggedCazaril’svoice.“AndnowIknownotwhattodo…”
“Howdoyouknowthis?”Iselleaskedurgently.
“Icanseeit.Icanseeitonyoubothnow.Ifanything,it’sevendarkerandthicker.Moregrasping.”
Bergon’slipspartedindismay.“DidI…didwedosomethingwrong?Somehow?”
“No,no!ButbothSaraand
IstamarriedintotheHouseofChalion,andintothecurse.Ithoughtitwasbecausemenandwomenweredifferent,thatitsomehowfollowedthemalelineofFonsa’sheirsalongwiththename.”
“ButIamFonsa’sheir,too,”saidIselleslowly.“Andfleshandbloodaremorethanjustnames.Whentwobecomewed,itdoesn’tmeanthatonedisappearsandonlytheother
remains.Wearejoined,notsubsumed.Oh,istherenothingwecando?Theremustbesomething!”
“Istasaid,”Cazarilbegan,andstopped.HewasnotatallsurehewantedtotellthesetwodecisiveyoungpeoplewhatIstahadsaid.Isellemighttakethoughtagain…
Ignoranceisnotstupidity,butitmightaswellbe,Isellehad
cried.Itwasmuchtoolatetoshelterhernow.Bythewrathofthegods,shewastobethenextroyinaofChalion.Withtherighttorulecamethedutytoprotect—theprivilegeofreceivingprotectionhadtobeleftbehindwithchildhood’sothertoys.Evenprotectionfrombitterknowledge.Especiallyfromknowledge.
Cazarilswallowedtounlockhisthroat.“Istasaidtherewas
anotherway.”
Heclimbedintothechairandsatheavily.Inabrokenvoice,intermssoplainastobealmostbrutal,CazarilrepeatedthetaleIstahadtoldhimofLorddyLutez,RoyaIas,andhervisionofthegoddess.OfthetwodarkhellishnightsintheZangre’sdungeonswiththeboundmanandthevatoficywater.Whenhefinished,bothhis
listenerswerepaleandstaring.
“Ithought—Ifeared—Imightbetheone,”Cazarilsaid.“BecauseofthenightItriedtobartermylifeforDondo’sdeath.IwasterrifiedthatImightbetheone.Iselle’sdyLutez,asIstanamedme.ButIswearbeforeallthegods,ifIthoughtitwouldwork,I’dhaveyoutakemeoutsiderightnowanddrownmein
thecourtyardfountain.Twice.ButIcannotbecomethesacrificenow.Myseconddeathmustbemylast,forthedeathdemonwillflyawaywithmysoulandDondo’s,andIdon’tseehowtherecanbeanygettingitbackintomybodythen.”Herubbedhisweteyeswiththebackofhishand.
Bergongazedathisnewwifeasifhiseyescouldswallow
her.Hefinallysaidhuskily,“Whataboutme?”
“What?”saidIselle.
“Iundertooktocomeheretosaveyoufromthisthing.So,themethod’sjustgotalittleharder,that’sall.I’mnotafraidofthewater.Whatifyoudrownedme?”
Cazaril’sandIselle’sinstantproteststumbledouttogether;
Cazarilgavewaywithalittlewaveofhishand.Isellerepeated,“Itwastriedonce.Itwastried,anditdidn’twork.I’mnotabouttodrowneitheroneofyou,thankyouverymuch!No,norhangyoueither,noranyotherhorridthingyoucanthinkof.No!”
“Besides,”Cazarilputin,“thegoddess’swordswere,amanmustlaydownhislifethreetimesfortheHouseof
Chalion.NotoftheHouseofChalion.”Atleast,accordingtoIsta.Hadsherepeatedhervisionverbatim?Ordidherwordsembedsometreacherouserror?Nevermind,solongastheydeterredBergonfromhishorrifyingsuggestion.“Idon’tthinkyoucanbreakthecursefromtheinside,oritwouldhavebeenIas,notdyLutez,whoputhimselfintothebarrel.And,fivegodsforgiveme,Bergon,
youarenowinsidethisthing.”
“Itfeelswronganyway,”saidIselle,hereyesnarrowing.“Somekindofcheat.WhatwasthatthingyoutoldmeSaintUmegatsaid,whenyou’daskedhimwhatyoushoulddo?Aboutdailyduties?”
“HesaidIshoulddomydailydutiesastheycametome.”
“Well,andso.Surelythegodsarenotdonewithus.”Shedrummedherfingersonthetabletop.“Itoccurstome…mymotherlaydowntwiceinchildbedfortheHouseofChalion.Sheneverhadthechanceforathirdsuchtrial.Thatiscertainlyadutythatthegodsgivetoone.”
Cazarilconsideredthehavocthatthecursemightwreak,
intersectingwiththehazardsofpregnancyandchildbirthasithadintersectedwiththechancesofIas’sandOrico’sbattles,andshivered.BarrennesslikeSara’swastheleastofthepotentialdisasters.“Fivegods,Iselle,Ithinkwe’ddobettertoputmeintothebarrel.”
“Andbesides,”saidBergon,“thegoddesssaidaman.Shedidsayaman,didn’tShe,
Caz?”
“Uh…thatwasLadyIsta’saccountofthewords,yes.”
“Thedivinessay,whenthegodsinstructmenintheirpiousduties,theymeanwomen,too,”Isellegrowled.“Youcan’thaveitbothways.Anyway,Ilivedunderthecurseforsixteenyears,unknowing.Isurvivedsomehow.”
Butit’sgettingworsenow.Stronger.Teidez’sdeathseemedafairexampletoCazarilofitsworkingout—theboy’sspecialstrengthsandvirtues,fewastheyhadbeen,alltwistedtoadireill.IselleandBergonbetweenthemhadmanystrengthsandvirtues.Thescopeforthecurse’sdistortionswasimmense.
IselleandBergonwere
grippinghandsacrossthetabletop.Iselleknuckledhereyeswithherfreehand,pinchedthebridgeofhernose,andsniffeddeeply.
“Curseornocurse,”shesaid,“wemustmakedutifulsubmissiontoOrico,andatonce.SothatdyJironalcannotdeclaremetobeinrevolt.IfonlyIwerebyOrico,IknowIcouldpersuadehimofthebenefitof
thismarriagetoChalion!”
“Oricoisverypersuadable,”Cazariladmitteddryly.“It’smakinghimstaypersuadedthat’sthedifficultpart.”
“Yes,andIdon’tforgetforamomentthatdyJironaliswithOricoinCardegoss.Mygreatestfearisthatthechancellormay,uponhearingthisnews,somehowpersuadeOricotoagainchangethe
termsofhiswill.”
“AttachenoughoftheprovincarsofChaliontoyourparty,Royesse,andtheymaybewillingtohelpyouresistanysuchlatecodicils.”
Isellefrowneddeeply.“IwishwemightgouptoCardegoss.IshouldbebyOrico,ifthisprovestobehisdeathbed.Weshouldbeinthecapitalwheneventsunfold.”
Cazarilpaused,thensaid,“Difficult.YoumustnotputyourselfindyJironal’shands.”
“Ihadnotplannedtogounattended.”Hersmileflasheddarkly,likethemoononaknifeblade.“Butweshouldseizeeverylegalnicetyaswellaseverytacticaladvantage.ItwouldbewelltoremindthelordsofChalionthatallthe
chancellor’slegalpowerflowstohimthroughtheroya.Only.”
Bergonsaiduneasily,“YouknowthemanbetterthanIdo.DoyouthinkdyJironalwilljustsitstillatthisnews?”
“Thelongerhecanbeinducedtosit,thebetter.Wegainsupportdaily.”
“Haveyouheardanythingof
dyJironal’sresponse?”Cazarilasked.
“Notyet,”saidBergon.
Thetimelagranbothways,alas.“Letmeknowatonceifyoudo.”Cazarildrewalongbreath,flattenedoutacleansheetofpaper,andpickedupaquill.“Now.Howdoyoutwowishtostyleyourselves…?”
THEPROBLEMOFHOWTODELIVERTHISPOLITICALLYvitalmissivewasatrifledelicate,Cazarilreflected,crossingthecourtyardbelowtheroyalchamberswiththesignedandsealeddocumentinhishands.ItwouldnotdototossitintoacourierbagfordeliveryatthegalloptotheZangreChancellery.Thearticleneededadelegationofmenofranknotonlytogiveit,andIselleandBergon,the
properweight,butalsotoassurethatitwasdeliveredtoOricoandnotdyJironal.Trustworthymenmustreadtheletteroutaccuratelytothedyingroyainhisblindness,andgivepoliticanswerstoanyquestionsOricomighthaveabouthissister’sprecipitatenuptials.Lordsanddivines—someofeach,Cazarildecided.Iselle’sunclewasfittedtorecommendsuitablemenwhomightride
outfast,andtonight.Hisstridelengthened,ashestartedinsearchofapageorservanttotellhimdyBaocia’swhereabouts.
Underthetiledarchwayintothecourt,hemetPallianddyBaociahimself,hurryingin.They,too,bothstillworetheirbanquetgarb.
“Caz!”Pallihailedhim.“Wherewereyouatdinner?”
“Resting.I…hadabadnight.”
“What,andhereI’dhaveswornyouweretheonlyoneofuswhowenttobedsober.”
Cazarilletthisonepass.“What’sthis?”
Palliheldupasheafofopenedletters.“NewsfromdyYarrininCardegoss,sentinhastebyTemplecourier.I
thoughttheroyseandroyesseshouldknowatonce.DyJironalrodeoutoftheZangrebeforemidmorningyesterday,noneknowswhere.”
“Didhetaketroops—no,tellitonce.Comeon.”Cazarilturnedonhisheelandledthewaybackupthegallerystairstotheroyalchambers.OneofIselle’sservantsadmittedthem,andwenttobringtheyoungcoupleouttothe
sittingroomagain.WhiletheywerewaitingCazarilshowedthemthelettertoOricoandexplaineditscontents.Theprovincarnoddedjudiciously,andnamedsomelikelylordsforthetaskofcarryingittoCardegoss.
IselleandBergonentered,Isellestillpattingherbraidedhairintoplace,andthethreemenbowedtothem.Royse
Bergon,atoncealerttothepapersinPalli’shand,badethembeseatedaroundthetable.
PallirepeatedhisnewsofdyJironal.“Thechancellortookonlyalightforceofhishouseholdcavalry.ItseemedtodyYarrinthathemeanttorideeitherashortway,orveryfast.”
“Whatnewsofmybrother
Orico?”askedIselle.
“Well,here…”Pallipassedthelettertoherforexamination.“WithdyJironaloutoftheway,dyYarrintriedatoncetogetintoseetheroya,butRoyinaSarasaidhewasasleep,andrefusedtodisturbhisrestforanysupplication.SinceshehadundertakentosmuggleindyYarrinbeforedespitedyJironal,hefearstheroyamay
havetakenaturnfortheworse.”
“What’stheotherletter?”askedBergon.
“Oldnews,butinterestingallthesame,”saidPalli.“Cazaril,whatintheworldistheoldarchdivinesayingaboutyou?ThecommanderoftheTaryoontroopoftheOrderoftheSoncametome,alla-tremble—heseemsto
thinkyou’regod-touchedanddaresnotapproachyou.HewantedtotalktoamanwhoboreTempleoathslikehimself.He’dreceivedacopyofanorderthathadgoneoutfromtheChancellerytoallthemilitarypostsoftheOrderoftheSoninwesternChalion—foryourarrest,ifitpleaseyou,fortreason.Youareslandered—”
“Again?”murmuredCazaril,
takingtheletter.
“AndaccusedofsneakingintoIbratosellChaliontotheFox.Which,sincealltheworldnowknowstherealcase,fallsatrifleflat.”
Cazarilscanneddowntheorder.“Isee.Thiswashisnettocatchmeifhisassassinsfailedattheborder.Hesetitoutabittoolate,I’mafraid.Asyousay,oldnews.”
“Yes,butithasasequel.ThisobedientfoolofatroopcommandersentaletterinturntodyJironal,admittinghe’dseenyoubutexcusinghimselffromarrestingyou.Heprotestedthatthearrestorderwasclearlyamisapprehension.ThatyouhadactedundertheRoyesseIselle’sorders,andhaddonegreatgoodforChalion,andnotreason;thatthemarriagewasimmenselypopularwith
thepeopleofTaryoon.Andthateveryonethinkstheroyesseisextremelybeautiful,too.ThatthenewHeiresswasseenbyeveryoneaswiseandgood,andagreatreliefandhopeafterthedisastersofOrico’sreign.”
DyBaociasnorted.“Which,astheyareconcomitantlythedisastersofdyJironal’sreign,worksouttoanunintendedinsult.Orwasitunintended?”
“Iratherthinkso.Themanis,um,plain-mindedandplainspoken.HesayshemeantittohelppersuadedyJironaltoturntotheroyesse’ssupport.”
“It’smorelikelytoeffecttheopposite,”saidCazarilslowly.“ItwouldpersuadedyJironalthathisownsupportisfailingrapidlyandthathehadbettertakeactionatoncetoshoreitup.Whenwoulddy
Jironalhavereceivedthissageadvicefromhissubordinate?”
Palli’slipstwisted.“Earlyyesterdaymorning.”
“Well…there’snothinginitthathewouldnothavereceivedfromothersourcesbythen,Isuppose.”CazarilpassedtheorderovertoBergon,waitingwithkeeninterest.
“So,dyJironal’soutofCardegoss,”saidIsellethoughtfully.
“Yes,butgonewhere?”askedPalli.
DyBaociapulledhislip.“Ifheleftwithsofewmen,ithastobetosomewherethathisforcesaremustered.SomewherewithinstrikingdistanceofTaryoon.Thatmeanseithertohisson-in-law
theprovincarofThistan,tooureast,ortoValenda,toournorthwest.”
“Thistanisactuallyclosertous,”saidCazaril.
“ButinValenda,heholdsmymotherandsisterhostage,”saiddyBaociagrimly.
“Nomorenowthanbefore,”saidIselle,hervoicestiffwithsuppressedworry.“They
bademego,Uncle…”
Bergonwaslisteningwithcloseattention.TheIbranroysehadgrownupwithcivilwar,Cazarilwasreminded;hemightbedisturbed,butheshowednosignsofpanic.
“IthinkweshouldridestraightforCardegosswhiledyJironalisoutofit,andtakepossession,”saidIselle.
“Ifwearetomountsuchaforay,”heruncledemurred,“weshouldtakeValendafirst,freeourfamily,andsecureourbase.ButifdyJironalismusteringmentoattackTaryoon,Idonotwishtostripitofdefenses.”
Isellegesturedurgently.“ButifBergonandIareoutofTaryoon,dyJironalwillhavenoreasontoattackit.NorValendaeither.It’smehe
wants—musthave.”
“ThevisionofdyJironalambushingyourcolumnontheroad,whereyouareoutintheopenandvulnerable,doesn’tappealtomemucheither,”saidCazaril.
“HowmanymencouldyousparetoescortustoCardegoss,Uncle?”Iselleasked.“Mounted.Thefootsoldierstofollowattheirbest
speed.Andhowsooncouldtheybemustered?”
“Icouldhavefivehundredofhorsebytomorrownight,andathousandoffootthedayafter,”dyBaociaadmittedratherreluctantly.“Mytwogoodneighborscouldsendasmany,butnotassoon.”
DyBaociacouldpulloutdoublethatnumberfromhishat,Cazarilthought,ifhe
weren’thedging.Toogreatacarecouldbeasfatalastoogreatacarelessnesswhenthemomentcametohazardall.
Isellefoldedherhandsinherlapandfrownedfiercely.“Thenhavethemmakeready.WewillkeepthepredawnvigilofprayersfortheDaughter’sDayandattendtheprocessionaswehadplanned.Uncle,LorddyPalliar,ifitpleaseyousend
outwhatmenyoucanfindtorideinalldirectionsfornewsofdyJironal’smovements.Andthenwe’llseewhatnewinformationwehavebytomorrownight,andtakeafinaldecisionthen.”
Thetwomenbowed,andhurriedout;IsellebadeCazarilstayamoment.
“Ididnotwishtoarguewithmyuncle,”shesaidtohimin
atoneofdoubt,“butIthinkValendaisadistraction.Whatdoyouthink,Cazaril?”
“FromthepointofviewoftheroyaandroyinaofChalion-Ibra…itdoesnotcommandapositionofgeographicimportance.Whoevermayholdit.”
“ThenletitbeasinkfordyJironal’sforcesinsteadofourown.ButIsuspectmyuncle
willbedifficultaboutit.”
Bergonclearedhisthroat.“TheroadtoValendaandtheroadtoCardegossruntogetherforthefirststage.WecouldputitaboutthatweweremakingforValenda,butthenstrikeforCardegossinsteadatthefork.”
“Putitabouttowho?”
“Everyone.Prettynearly.
ThenwhateverspiesdyJironalhasamonguswillsendhimharingoffinthewrongdirection.”
Yes,actually,thiswasthesonoftheFoxofIbra…Cazaril’sbrowstwitchedupinapproval.
Isellethoughtitover,thenfrowned.“Itworksonlyifmyuncle’smenwillfollowus.”
“Ifwelead,they’llhavenochoicebuttofollowus,Ithink.”
“Myhopeistoavoidawar,notstartone,”saidIselle.
“Thennotmarchinguptoatownfullofthechancellor’sforcesmakessense,don’tyouthink?”saidBergon.
Isellesmiledmistily,leanedover,andkissedhimonthe
cheek;hetouchedthespotinmildwonder.“Weshallbothtakethoughtuntiltomorrow,”sheannounced.“Cazaril,startthatlettertowardmybrotherOricoallthesame,asifwemeanttosittighthereinTaryoon.Perchanceweshallovertakeitontheroadanddeliveritourselves.”
WITHDYBAOCIA’SANDTHEARCHDIVINE’SGUIDANCE,Cazarilfoundnolackof
eagervolunteersintownortempletotaketheroyesse’slettertoCardegoss.Menseemedtobeflockingtotheroyalcouple’sside.Thosewho’dmissedtheweddingitselfwerenowpouringintotownfortheDaughter’sDaycelebrationtomorrow.Allthatyouthandbeautyactedasapowerfultalismanuponmen’shearts;theLadyofSpring’sseasonofrenewalwasbeingstronglyidentified
withIselle’simpendingreign.ThetrickwouldbetogetthegovernanceofChaliononamoreevenfootingwhilethemoodheld,sothatitmightstillstandstronginlesshappyhours.SurelynowitnesshereinTaryoonwouldeverquiteforgetthistimeofhope;itwouldstilllingerintheireyeswhentheylookedatanolderIselleandBergon.
ThusCazariloversawaparty
ofadozengravemenclimbintotheirsaddlesatatimeofnightwhenmostmenwereclimbingintotheirbeds.Hegavetheofficialdocumentsintothehandsofaseniordivine,asoberlordwhohadrisenhighintheOrderoftheFather.TheMarchdySouldrodewiththem,asBergon’switnessandspokesman.Theearnestambassadorsclatteredoutofthetempleplaza,andPalliwalkedCazarilbackto
dyBaocia’spalaceandwishedhimgoodnight.
Thelittledistractingflurryofactionfadinginhismind,Cazaril’sstepsgrewheavyagainasheclimbedthestairsofhiscourtyardgallery.Theweightofthecursewasasecretburdendraggingdownallbrighthopes.AyoungerOricohadstartedouthisreignjustaseagerandwillingasIselle,adozenyearsago.
Asifhe’dbelievedthenthatifonlyheappliedenougheffort,goodwill,steadyvirtue,hecouldovercometheblackblight.Butithadallgonewrong….
TherewereworsefatesthanbecomingIselle’sdyLutez,Cazarilreflected.HemightbecomeIselle’sdyJironal.Howmuchfrustration,howmuchcorrosioncouldaloyalmanendurebeforegoing
mad,watchingsuchalongslowdrainofyouthandhopeintoageanddespair?Andyet,whateverOricohadbeen,hehadheldonlongenoughforthenextgenerationtogainitschance.Likesomedoomedlittleheroholdingbackadikeofwoe,anddrowningwhiletheothersescapedthetide.
Cazarilreadiedhimselfforbed,andhisnightlyattack,
butDondowassurprisinglyquiescent.Exhausted?Recoupinghisforces?Waiting…Despitethatmalevolentpresenceandpromise,Cazarilsleptatlast.
ASERVANTWOKEHIMANHOURBEFOREDAWNANDledhimbycandlelightdownintothecourtyard,wheretheroyalcouple’sinnerhouseholdwastohaveitsholyvigil.Theairwaschillandfoggy,butafew
faintstarsdirectlyoverheadpromisedafairdawningsoon.Ibran-styleprayermatshadbeenarrangedaroundthecentralfountain,andeachpersontooktheirstationuponthem,onkneesorproneastheyweresomoved;IselleandBergonkneltsidebyside.LadyBetrizplacedherselfbetweentheroyesseandCazaril.DyTagilleanddyCembuer,yawning,hurriedintojointhemonthe
outerringofrugs,withsomehalfadozenotherpersonsoflesserrank.Adivinefromthetempleledashortprayeraloud,theninvitedalltomeditateupontheblessingsoftheturningseason.AlloverTaryoon,winter’sfireswerebeingextinguished.Whenallwasinreadiness,thelastcandleswereblownout.Aprofounddarknessandsilencedescended.
Quietly,Cazarillaidhimselfproneuponhisrug,armsoutstretched.Hetoldoverthecoupleofspringprayersheknewthreetimeseach,butthengaveuptryingtofillhismindwithrotewordstokeephisthoughtsout.Ifhelethisthoughtsruntheircourse,perhapssomesilencewouldfollow.Andinithemighthear…what?
Hechangedthesubject,
Betrizhadcharged,whentheanswersweretoodifficultforhim.He’dtriedtodosotothegods.Hehadn’tfooledthemeither,apparently.
Istahadbeengivenherchancetoliftthecurse,andfailed;andhadfailed,itseemed,forhergeneration.Ifhefailed,hesuspectedhewouldnotbeallowedtogoaroundtotryagain.SowouldIselleorBergonorbothgetto
bethenewOrico,holdingbackthetideuntiltheyfoundered,tocreatethenextchance?
Theywillbevastlyunluckyintheirchildren.Heknewit,suddenly,withacoldclarity.Thewholeoftheirschemeforpeaceandorderrodeuponthehopeofastrong,brightheirtofollowthemboth.Theywouldpourthemselvesuntilemptyintochildren
miscarried,dead,mad,exiled,betrayed…
I’dstormheavenforyou,ifIknewwhereitwas.
Heknewwhereitwas.Itwasontheothersideofeverylivingperson,everylivingcreature,ascloseastheothersideofacoin,theothersideofadoor.Everysoulwasapotentialportaltothegods.Iwonderwhatwouldhappenif
weallopenedupatonce?Woulditfloodtheworldwithmiracle,drainheaven?Hehadasuddenvisionofsaintsasthegods’irrigationsystem,liketheonearoundZagosur;arationalandcarefulopeningandclosingofsluicegatestodelivereachlittlesoul-farmitsjustportionofbenison.Exceptthatthisfeltmorelikefloodwatersbackedupbehindacrackingdam.
Ghostswereexilesuponthewrongborder,peopleturnedinsideout.Whydidn’titworktheotherwayaround?Whatwoulditbeliketobeananti-ghostoffleshletlooseinaworldofspirit?Wouldonebefrustratinglyinvisibletomostspirits,impotentthere,asghostswereinvisibletomostmen?
AndifIcanseeghostssunderedfromtheirbodies,
whyIcan’tseethemwhenthey’restillintheirbodies?Hadheevertried?Howmanypeoplewererangedaroundhimrightnow?Heclosedhiseyesandtriedtoseetheminthedarkwithhisinnersight.Hissenseswerestillconfusedbymatter;somewhereintheouterrankofprayerrugs,someonestartedtosnore,andwasnudgedawakewithastartledgruntbyasnickeringcompanion.Ifonlyitworked
thatway,itwouldbelikeseeingthroughawindowintoheaven.
Ifthegodssawpeople’ssoulsbutnottheirbodies,inmirrortothewaypeoplesawbodiesbutnotsouls,itmightexplainwhythegodsweresocarelessofsuchthingsasappearance,orotherbodilyfunctions.Suchaspain?Waspainanillusion,fromthegods’pointofview?Perhapsheavenwas
notaplace,butmerelyanangleofview,avantage,aperspective.
Andatthemomentofdeath,weslidethroughaltogether.Losingouranchorinmatter,gaining…what?Deathrippedaholebetweentheworlds.
Andifonedeathrippedalittleholeintheworld,quicklyhealed,whatwouldittaketoripabiggerhole?Not
amereposterngatetoslipoutof,butawidebreach,minedandsapped,onethatholyarmiesmightpourinthrough?
Ifagoddied,whatkindofholewoulditripbetweenearthandheaven?WhatwastheGoldenGeneral’sblessing-curseanyway,thisexiledthingfromtheotherside?WhatkindofportalhadtheRoknarigeniusopened
forhimself,whatkindofchannelhadhebeen…?
Cazaril’sswollenbellycramped,andherolledalittlesidewaystogiveitease.Iamamostpeculiarlocusatpresent.Twoexilesfromtheworldofspiritweretrappedinsidehisflesh.Thedemon,whichdidnotbelonghereatall,andDondo,whoshouldhaveleftbutwasanchoredbyhisunrelinquishedsins.
Dondodidnotdesirethegods.Dondowasaclotofself-will,aleadenplug,diggingintohisbodywithclawslikegrapplinghooks.IfnotforDondo,hecouldrunaway.
CouldI?
Heimaginedit…supposethislethalanchorweresuddenlyand—ha—miraculouslyremoved.Hecouldrun
away…butthenhe’dneverknowhowitmighthaveworkedout.ThatCazaril.Ifonlyhe’dhungonanotherday,anothermile,hemighthavesavedtheworld.Buthequitjustanhourtoosoon…Now,therewasadamnationtomakethesunderedghostsseemafaintquaintamusement.Alifetime—aneternity?—ofsecond-guessinghimself.
Buttheonlywayevertoknowforcertainwastorideitoutallthewaytohisdestruction.
Fivegods,Iamsurelymad.IbelieveIwouldlimpallthewaytotheBastard’shellforthatfrightfulcuriosity’ssake.
Aroundhim,hecouldheartheothersbreathing,theoccasionallittlerustleoffabric.Thefountainburbled
gently.Thesoundscomfortedhim.Hefeltveryalone,butatleastitwasingoodcompany.
Welcometosainthood,Cazaril.Bythegods’blessings,yougettohostmiracles!Thecatchis,youdon’tgettochoosewhattheyare….
Betrizhaditexactlybackward.Itwasn’tacaseofstormingheaven.Itwasa
caseoflettingheavenstormyou.Couldanoldsiege-masterlearntosurrender,toopenhisgates?
Intoyourhands,Olordsoflight,Icommendmysoul.Dowhatyoumusttomendtheworld.Iamatyourservice.
Theskywasbrightening,turningfromFatherWinter’sgraytotheDaughter’sownfineblue.Intheshadowed
court,Cazarilcouldseetheshapesofhiscompanionsbegintoshadeandfillwiththelight’sgiftofcolor.Thescentoftheorangeblossomshungheavilyinthedawndamp,andmorefaintly,theperfumeofBetriz’shair.Cazarilpushedbackupontohisknees,stiffandcold.
Fromsomewhereinthepalace,aman’sbellowsplittheair,andwasabruptlycut
off.Awomanshrieked.
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Cazarilputahandtothepavement,shovinghimselftohisfeet,andpushedbackhisvest-cloakfromhisswordhilt.Allaroundhim,theotherswererisingandlookingaboutinalarm.
“DyTagille.”BergonmotionedtohisIbrancompanion.“Gosee.”
DyTagillenoddedanddepartedatarun.
DyCembuer,hisrightarmstillinasling,clenchedandunclenchedhislefthand,awkwardlyfreedhisswordhilt,andbeganstridingafterhim.“Weshouldbarthegate.”
Cazarilglancedaroundthecourtyard,andatthetiledarchway.Itsdecorativewrought-irongateswungwideafterdyTagille.Wasthereanotherentrance?“Royesse,Royse,Betriz,youmustnotgettrappedinhere.”HeranafterdyCembuer,hisheartalreadypounding.Ifhecouldgetthemoutbeforethe—
Afranticpagepeltedthrough
asdyCembuerreachedthearchway.“Mylords,help,armedmenhavebrokenintothepalace!”Helookedwildlyoverhisshoulder.
Andheretheyare.Twomen,swordsout,raninthepage’strack.DyCembuer,tryingtopushthegateshutwithhisswordinhislefthand,barelyduckedthefirstblow.ThenCazarilwasuponthem.Hisfirstswingwaswild,andhis
targetparrieditwithaclangthatechoedaroundthecourt.
“Getout!”hescreamedoverhisshoulder.“Overtheroofsifyouhaveto!”CouldIselleclimbinhercourtdress?Hecouldnotlooktoseeifhewasobeyed,forhisopponentrecoveredandboreinhard.Thebravos,soldiers,whatevertheywere,woreordinarystreetclothes,noidentifyingcolorsorbadges
—thebettertoinfiltratethecityinlittlegroups,mixedinwiththefestivalcrowd,nodoubt.
DyCembuerslashedhisman.Aheavyreturnblowlandedonhisbrokenarm,andhewhitenedandfellbackwithamuffledcry.Anothersoldierappearedaroundthecornerandrantowardthearchway,wearingtheBaociancolorsofgreenandblack,andfora
momentCazaril’sheartliftedinhope.UntilherecognizedhimasTeidez’ssubornedguardcaptain—growingevermoreexpertinbetrayal,apparently.
TheBaociancaptain’slipsdrewbackashesawCazaril,andhegrippedhisswordgrimly,movinginbesidehiscomrade.Cazarilhadneitherbreathingspacenorahandfreetotrytoclosethegateon
themagain,andbesides,dyCembuer’sopponenthadfalleninthepath.Cazarildidnotdarefallback.Thisnarrowchokepointforcedthemtocomeathimoneatatime,thebestoddshewaslikelytogettoday.Hishandwasgrowingnumbfromtheringingblowstransmitteduphisbladeintohishilt,andhisgutwascramping.Buthiseverygaspingbreathboughtanotherstrideofrunningtime
forBergonandIselleandBetriz.Onestep,twosteps,fivesteps…WherewasdyTagille?Ninesteps,eleven,fifteen…Howmanymenwerecomingupafterthese?Hisbladehackedapieceoutofhisfirstattacker’sjaw,andthemanreeledbackwithabloodycry,butitonlylefttheguardcaptainwithabetterangleforattack.ThemanstillworeDondo’sgreenring.Itflashedashissworddarted
andparried.Fortysteps.Fifty…
Cazarilfoughtinanexaltationofterror,sohard-pressedtodefendhimselfthatthesupernaturaldangersofasuccessfulthrustofhisown,ofthedeathdemontearinghissouloutofhisbodyalongwithhisdyingvictim’s,scarcelyseemedtoapply.Cazaril’sworldnarrowed;henolongersoughttowinthe
day,orthisfight,orhislife,butmerelyanotherstride.Eachstridealittlevictory.Sixty…something…hewaslosingcount.Beginagain.One.Two.Three…
Iamprobablygoingtodienow.Twicewasnocharm.Hehowledinsidewiththewasteofit,madwithregretthathecouldnotdieenough.Hisarmwasshakingwithfatigue.Thisgatewanteda
swordsman,notasecretary,buttheroyesse’sprivateholyvigilhadincludedonlythefewnobles.Wasnoonecomingupbehindhiminsupport?Surelyeventheoldservantscouldgrabsomethingandthrowit…Twenty-two…
Couldhefallbackacrossthecourtyardtothestairs?Wastheroyalpartygoneupthestairsyet?Hethrewafrantic
glancebackward,amistake,forhelosthisrhythm;withascreeofmetal,thecaptain’sswordsnakedhisfromhistinglinggrip.Hisbladeclatteredacrossthestone,spinning.TheBaocianboreCazarilviolentlybackwardthroughthearchwayandknockedhimtothepavement.Halfadozenattackerssurgedthroughthegateafterthecaptainandspreadoutacrossthecourtyard;acoupleof
them,prudentandexperienced,kickedhiminpassingtokeephimdown.Hestilldidn’tknowwhotheywere,buthehadnodoubtwhosetheywere.
Coughing,herolledonhissideintimetoseedyJironal,swearing,stridethroughthegateinthewakeofanotherhalfdozenmen.DyCembuerwasstilldown,bentinonhimself,teethclenchedin
agony.WereIselleandBergonsafeaway?Downaservants’stair,overtherooftiles?Praythegodstheyhadnotpanickedandbarricadedthemselvesintheirchambers…DyJironalheadedtowardthestairstothegallery,wherealittleknotofhismenwaitedtomakeaconcertedrush.
“Martou!”Cazarilbellowed,wrenchingoveranduponto
hisknees.
DyJironalswungroundasthoughspunontheendofarope.“You!”Athismotion,theBaocianguardcaptainandanothersoldiergraspedCazarilbythearms,bendingthemupbehindhim,anddraggedhimtohisfeet.
“Youaretoolate!”Cazarilcalled.“She’swedandbedded,andthere’snoway
youcanundoitnow.ChalionownsIbraatthefairestpriceeverpaid,andallthecountrycelebratesitsgoodfortune.SheistheChildofSpringandthedelightofthegods.Youcan’twinagainsther.Giveover!Saveyourlife,andthelivesofyourmen.”
“Wed?”snarleddyJironal.“Widowed,ifneedsbe.SheisamadtraitorandthewhoreofIbraandaccursed,andI’ll
nothaveit!”Hewhirledagaintowardthestairs.
“You’rethewhore,Martou!YousoldGotorgetforRoknarimoneythatIrefused,andyousoldmetothegalleystostopmymouth!”Cazarilglaredaroundfranticallyatthehesitatingtroop.Fifty-five,fifty-six,fifty-seven…“Thisliarsellshisownmen.Followhim,andyouriskbetrayalthefirst
momenthesmellsprofit!”
DyJironalturnedagain,drawinghissword.“I’llstopyourmouth,youmiserablefool!Holdhimup.”
Wait,no—
ThetwomenholdingCazariljerkedalittleapart,theireyeswidening,asdyJironalbegantostrideforward,twistingforamightytwo-handedswing.
“Mylord,it’smurder,”falteredthemanholdingCazaril’sleftarm.ThebeheadingarcwasblockedbyCazaril’scaptors,anddyJironalchangedinmid-careertoaviolentlowthrust,lungingforwardwithalltheweightofhisfurybehindhisarm.
ThesteelpiercedsilkbrocadeandskinandmuscleanddrovethroughCazaril’sgut,
andCazarilwasnearlyjerkedoffhisfeetwiththeforceofit.
Soundceased.Theswordwasslidingthroughhimasslowlyasapearldroppedinhoney,andaspainlessly.DyJironal’sredfacewasfrozeninarictusofrage.OneithersideofCazaril,hiscaptorsbentandleanedaway,mouthscreepingopenonstartledcriesthatneveremerged.
WithayowloftriumphthatonlyCazarilheard,thedeathdemoncourseduptheswordblade,leavingitred-hotinitswake,andintodyJironal’shand.Withascreamofanguish,ablacksyrupthatwasDondopouredafter.Cracklingblue-whitesparksgrewarounddyJironal’sswordarmlikeivytwining,andthenspiraledaroundhiswholebody.Slowly,dyJironal’sheadtiltedback,and
whitefirecamefromhismouthashissoulwasuprootedfromhim.Hishairstoodonend,andhiseyeswidenedandboiledwhite.Thedrivenswordstillmovedwithhisfallingweight,andCazaril’sfleshsizzledaroundit.Whiteandblackandredwhirledtogether,braidedroundeachother,andflowedawayinnodirection.Cazaril’sperceptionwasdrawnintothetwisting
cyclone’swake,upoutofhisbodylikearisingcolumnofsmoke.Threedeathsandademonallboundtogether.TheyflowedintoabluePresence…
Cazaril’smindexploded.
Heopenedoutward,andoutward,andoutwardstill,tillalltheworldlaybelowhimasifseenfromahighmountain.Butnottherealm
ofmatter.Thiswasalandscapeofsoul-stuff;colorshecouldnotname,ofashatteringbrilliance,borehimupuponagloriousturbulence.Hecouldhearallthemindsoftheworldwhispering,asighinglikewindinaforest—ifonecouldbutdistinguish,simultaneouslyandseparately,thesongofeachleaf.Andalltheworld’scriesofpainandwoe.Andshame
andjoy.Andhopeanddespairandaspiration…Athousandthousandmomentsfromathousandthousandlivespouredthroughhisdistendingspirit.
Fromthesurfacebelowhim,littlebubblesofsoul-colorwereboilinguponebyoneandfloatingintoaturningdance,hundreds,thousands,likegreatraindropsfallingupward…Itisthedying,
pouringinthroughtherentsoftheworldsintothisplace.Soulsgestatedbymatterintheworld,dyingintothisstrangenewbirth.Toomuch,toomuch,toomuch…Hismindcouldnotholditall,andthevisionsburstfromhimlikewaterfallingthroughhisfingers.
He’doncethoughtoftheLadyofSpringasasortofpleasant,gentleyoung
woman,inhisvagueandyouthfulconceptualizations.ThedivinesandOrdolhadhoneditscarcelyfurtherthantoamentalpictureofaniceimmortallady.ThisoverwhelmingMindlistenedtoeverycryorsongintheworldatonce.ShewatchedthesoulsspiralupinalltheirterriblecomplexbeautywiththedelightofagardenerinhalingthescentofHerflowers.AndnowthisMind
turnedHerattentionfullyuponCazaril.
Cazarilmelted,andwascuppedinHerhands.HethoughtShedrankhim,siphoninghimoutoftheviolentconcatenationofthedyJironalbrothersandthedemon,whoshotawayelsewhere.HewasblownfromHerlipsagain,backdowninatighteningspiralthroughthegreatslashinthe
worldthatwashisdeath,andonceagainintohisbody.DyJironal’sswordbladewasjustemergingfromhisback.Bloodbloomedaroundthemetalpointlikearose.
Andnowtowork,theLadywhispered.Opentome,sweetCazaril.
CanIwatch?heaskedtremulously.
Whateveryoucanbear,ispermitted.
Hesankbackinalanguidease,asthegoddessflowedthroughhimintotheworld.Hislipscurvedupinasmile,orstartedto;hisfleshlybodywasassluggishasthoseofthemenaroundhiminthecourtyard.Heseemedtobesinkingtohisknees.DyJironal’scorpsehadnotyetfinishedfallingtothe
pavement,althoughhisdeadhandhadspasmedfromhisswordhilt.DyCembuerwasliftinghimselfuponhisgoodarm,hismouthopeninguponacrythatwasgoingtoeventuallybecome,Cazaril!Somemenwerethrowingthemselvesprone.Somewerestartingtorun.
ThegoddessdrewthecurseofChalionlikethickblackwoolintoHerhands.Lifting
itfromIselleandBergon,somewhereinthestreetsofTaryoon.FromIstainValenda.FromSarainCardegoss.FromallthelandofChalion,mountaintomountain,rivertoplain.CazarilcouldnotsenseOricointhedarkfog.TheLadyspunitoutagainthroughCazaril.Asittwistedthroughhimintotheotherrealm,itsdarknessfellaway,andthenhewasn’tsureifitwasa
threadorastreamofbrightcleanwater,orwine,orsomethingevenmorewonderful.
AnotherPresence,solemnandgray,waitedthere,andtookitup.Andtookitin.Andsighedinsomethinglikerelief,orcompletion,orbalance.Ithinkitwasthebloodofagod.Spilled,soiled,drawnupagain,cleaned,andreturnedat
last…
Idon’tunderstand.WasIstamistaken?DidImiscountmydeaths?
Thegoddesslaughed.Thinkitthrough…
ThenthevastbluePresencepouredoutoftheworldthroughhimlikeariverthunderingoverawaterfall.Thebeautyofatriumphal
musicheknewhewouldneverquiteremember,tillhecametoHerrealmagain,crackedhisheart.Thegreatrentdrewclosed.Healed.Sealed.
And,abruptlyasthat,itallwasgone.
THECRACKOFTHESTONEPAVEMENTHITTINGHISkneeswashisfirstreturningsensation.Desperately,he
heldhimselfupright,sittingonhisheels,soasnottowrenchtheswordbladearoundinhisflesh.Thehiltandahandspanofbrightbladehungbelowhisdownward-turninggaze,drivenatacrookedupwardangleintohisstomachjustbelowandtotheleftofhisnavel.Thepointseemedtocomeoutsomewheretotherightofhisspine,andhigher.Nowcamethepain.Ashe
drewhisfirstshudderingbreath,theweaponbobbedatrifle.Thestinkofcauterizedfleshassailedhisnostrils,mixedwithacelestialperfumelikespringflowers.Hetrembledwithshockandcold.Hetriedtoholdverystill.
Hehadadistressingurgetogiggle.Thatwouldhurt.More…
Notallthescorched-meatsmellwasfromhim.DyJironallaybeforehim.Cazarilhadseencorpsesburnedfromtheoutsidein—neverbeforefromtheinsideout.Thechancellor’shairandclothessmokedalittle,butthenwentoutwithoutcatchingtoflame.
Cazaril’sattentionwasarrestedbyapebblethatlayonthepavementnearhis
knee.Itwassodense.Sopersistent.Thegodscouldnotliftsomuchasafeather,buthe,amerehuman,mightpickupthisancientunchangingobjectandplaceitwhereverhewished,evenintohispocket.Hewonderedwhyhehadneverappreciatedthestubbornfidelityofmatter.Adriedleaflaynearby,evenmorestunninginitscomplexity.Matterinventedsomanyforms,andthenwent
ontogeneratebeautybeyonditself,mindsandsoulsrisingupoutofitlikemelodyfromaninstrument…matterwasanamazementtothegods.Matterremembereditselfsoveryclearly.Hecouldnotthinkwhyhehadfailedtonoticeitbefore.Hisownshakinghandwasamiracle,aswasthefinemetalswordinhisbelly,andtheorangetreesinthetubs—onewastippedovernow,wonderfully
fracturedandspilling—andthetubs,andthebirdsongstartinginthemorning,andthewater—water!Fivegods,water!—inthefountain,andthemorninglightfilteringintothesky…
“LordCazaril?”cameafaintvoicefromhiselbow.
HeglancedasidetofindthatdyCembuerhadcreptuptohim.
“Whatwasthat?”DyCembuersoundedveryclosetotears.
“Somemiracles.”Toomanyinoneplaceatonetime.Hewasoverwhelmedwithmiracles.Theyfilledhiseyesineverydirection.
Speakingwasamistake,forthevibrationstirredthepaininhisgut.Thoughhecouldspeak;thesworddidnot
appeartohavepiercedhislung.Heimaginedhowmuchitwouldhurttocoughblood,justnow.Gutwound,then.Iwillbedeadagaininthreedays.Hecouldsmellafaintscentofshit,mixedwiththescorchedmeatandthegoddess’sperfume.Andsobbing…no,wait,thedeadlyfecalsmellwasnotcomingfromhim,yet.TheBaociancaptainwascurledupinatightballonhissidealittle
wayoff,hisarmslockedaroundhishead,weeping.Hedidnotseemtohaveanywound.Ah.Yes.Hehadbeenthenearestlivingwitness.Thegoddessmusthavebrushedagainsthim,inHerpassage.
Cazarilriskedanotherbreath.“Whatdidyousee?”heaskeddyCembuer.
“Thatman—wasthatdy
Jironal?”
Cazarilnodded,atinycarefulnod.
“Whenhestabbedyou,therewasahellishcrack,andheburstintobluefire.Heis…whatdid…didthegodsstrikehimdown?”
“Notexactly.Itwas…alittlemorecomplicatedthanthat…”Itseemedstrangely
quietinthecourtyard.Cazarilriskedturninghishead.Abouthalfofthebravos,andafewservantsofIselle’shousehold,werelaidflatontheground.Someweremumblingrapidlyundertheirbreaths;otherswerecryingliketheBaociancaptain.Theresthadvanished.
Cazarilthoughthecouldseenowwhyamanhadtolaydownhislifethreetimesto
dothis.Andherehe’dimaginedthegodswerebeingarbitraryanddifficultforthesakeofsomearcanepunishment.He’dneededthefirsttwodeathsjustforthepractice.Thefirst,tolearnhowtoacceptdeathinthebody—hisfloggingonthegalley,thathadbeen.Hehadnotmiscounted—thatdeathhadnotbeenfortheHouseofChalionatthetime.Butithadbecomeso,withIselle’s
marriagetoBergonanditsconsummation;thejoiningoftwointoone,thathadsharedthecursesohorrifyinglybetweenthem,hadapparentlyalsoportionedoutthissacrifice.Bergon’ssecretdowry,eh.Cazarilhopedhemightlivelongenoughtotellhim,andthattheroysewouldbepleased.Hissecondacceptance,ofdeathofthesoul,hadbeeninthelonelycompanyofcrowsinFonsa’s
tower.Sothatwhenhecameatlasttothisone,hecouldofferthegoddessasmoothandsteadypartnering…humblingparallelsinvolvingthetrainingofmulesofferedthemselvestohismind.
Footstepssounded.CazarilglanceduptoseedyTagille,windedanddisheveledbutwithhisswordsheathed,runningintothecourtyard.Hedasheduptothemand
stoppedabruptly.“Bastard’shell.”HeglancedasideathisIbrancomrade.“Areyouallright,dyCembuer?”
“Sonsofbitchesbrokemyarmagain.He’sthescaryone.What’shappeningoutthere?”
“DyBaociaralliedhismen,andhasdriventheinvadersoutofthepalace.It’sallveryconfusedrightnow,butthe
restofthemseemtoberunningthroughtowntryingtogettothetemple.”
“Toassailit?”dyCembueraskedinalarm.Hetriedtostruggletohisfeetagain.
“No.Tosurrendertoarmedmenwhowillnottrytotearthemlimbfromlimb.ItseemseverycitizenofTaryoonhastakentothestreetsafterthem.The
womenaretheworst.Bastard’shell,”herepeated,staringatdyJironal’ssmokingcorpse,“someChalionesesoldierwasscreamingandbabblingthathe’dseendyJironalstruckbylightningfromaclearblueskyforthesacrilegeofofferingbattleontheDaughter’sDay.AndIscarcelybelievedhim.”
“Isawit,too,”saiddy
Cembuer.“Therewasahorriblenoise.Hedidn’tevenhavetimetocryout.”
DyTagilledraggedthecorpsealittlewayoffandkneltinfrontofCazaril,staringfearfullyathisskeweredstomachandthenintohisface.“LordCazaril,wemusttrytodrawthisswordfromyou.Bestwedoitatonce.”
“No…wait…”Cazarilhadonceseenamanpluggedwithacrossbowboltliveforhalfanhour,untiltheboltwasdrawnout;hisbloodhadgushedforththen,andhe’ddied.“IwanttoseeLadyBetrizfirst.”
“Mylord,youcannotsittherewithaswordstuckthroughyou!”
“Well,”saidCazaril
reasonably,“Isurelycannotmove…”Tryingtotalkmadehimpant.Notgood.Hewasshiveringandverycold.Butthethrobbingpainwasnotasdevastatingashe’dexpected,probablybecausehe’dmanagedtoholdsostill.Aslongasheheldverystill,itwasn’tmuchworsethanDondo’sclawings.
Othermenarrivedinthecourtyard.Babbleandnoise
andcriesfromthewoundedwashedbetweenthewalls,andtalesrepeatedoverandoverinrisingvoices.Cazarilignoreditall,takenupwithhispebbleagain.Hewonderedwhereithadcomefrom,howithadarrivedthere.Whatithadbeenbeforeitwasapebble.Arock?Amountain?Where?Forhowmanyyears?Itfilledhismind.Andifapebblecouldfillhismind,what
mightamountaindo?Thegodsheldmountainsintheirminds,andallelsebesides,allatonce.Everything,withthesameattentionhegavetoonething.Hehadseenthat,throughtheLady’seyes.Ifithadenduredforlongerthanthatinfinitesimalblink,hethoughthissoulwouldhaveburst.Asitwashefeltstrangelystretched.Hadthatglimpsebeenagift,orjustacarelesschance?
“Cazaril?”
Atremblingvoice,thevoicehehadbeenwaitingfor.Helookedup.Ifthepebblewasamazing,Betriz’sfacewasastounding.Thestructureofhernosealonecouldhaveheldhimentrancedforhours.Heabandonedthepebbleatonceforthisbetterentertainment.Butwaterwelledup,shimmering,inherbrowneyes,andherfacewas
drainedofcolor.Thatwasn’tright.Worstofall,herdimpleshadgoneintohiding.
“Thereyouare,”hesaidhappily.Hisvoicewasamuzzycroak.“Kissmenow.”
Shegulped,knelt,shuffleduptohimonherknees,andstretchedherneck.Herlipswerewarm.Theperfumeofhermouthwasnothingatalllikeagoddess’s,butlikea
humanwoman’s,andverygoodwithal.Hislipswerecold,andhepressedthemtohersasmuchtoborrowherheatandyouthasanything.So.He’dbeenswimminginmiracleeverydayofhislife,andhadn’tevenknownit.
Heeasedhisheadback.“Allright.”Hedidnotadd,That’senough,becauseitwasn’t.“Youcandrawtheswordoutnow.”
Menmovedaroundhim,mostlyworried-lookingstrangers.Betrizrubbedherface,undidthefrogsofhistunic,andstoodandhovered.Someonegrippedhisshoulders.Apageprofferedafoldedpadtoclaptohiswound,andsomeoneelseheldlengthsofbandagesreadytowraphistorso.
Cazarilsquintedinuncertainty.Betrizwashere:
therefore,Isellemustbe,mustbe…“Iselle?Bergon?”
“I’mhere,LordCaz.”Iselle’svoicecameofftohisside.
Shemovedaroundinfrontofhim,staringathiminextremedismay.Shehadshedherheavilyembroideredouterrobesinherflight,andstillseemedatriflebreathless.Shehadalsoshedtheblackcloakofthecurse…hadshe
not?Yes,hedecided.Hisinnervisionwasdarkening,buthedidnotmistakethis.
“Bergoniswithmyuncle,”shecontinued,“helpingtocleardyJironal’sremainingmenfromthearea.”Hervoicewasfirminitsdisregardofthetearsrunningdownherface.
“Theblackshadowislifted,”hetoldher,“fromyouand
Bergon.Fromeveryone.”
“How?”
“I’lltellyouallaboutit,ifIlive.”
“Cazaril!”
Hegrinnedbrieflyatthefamiliar,exasperatedcadencesaroundhisname.
“Youlive,then!”Hervoice
wavered.“I—Icommandyou!”
DyTagillekneltinfrontofCazaril.
Cazarilgavehimashortnod.“Drawit.”
“Verystraightandsmoothly,LorddyTagille,”Iselleinstructedtensely,“soasnottocuthimanyworse.”
“Aye,mylady.”DyTagillelickedhislipsinapprehensionandgraspedthesword’shilt.
“Carefully,”gaspedCazaril,“butnotquitesoslowly,please…”
Thebladelefthim;awarmgushofliquidspurtedfromthemouthofhiswoundafterit.Cazarilhadhopedtopassout,butheonlyswayedas
padswereclappedtohimandheldhardforeandaft.Hestareddownexpectingtoseehislapawashinblood,butnofloodofredmethissight;itwasaclearliquid,merelytingedwithpink.Swordmusthavelancedmytumor.Whichwasnot,itappeared,andtheBastardfryRojerasforinflictingthatnightmareuponhim,stuffedwithsomegrotesquedemonfetusafterall.Hetriednottothink,At
leastnotanymore.Amurmurofastonishmentpassedamongtheringofwatchersasthescentofcelestialflowersfromthisexudationfilledtheair.
Helethimselffall,bonelessandunresisting,intohiseagerhelpers’arms.Hedidmanagetosurreptitiouslyscoopuphispebblebeforethewillinghandsborehimoffupthestairstohisbedchamber.
Theywereexcitedandfrightened,buthewasgrowingdelightfullyrelaxed.Itseemedhewastobefussedover,lovely.WhenBetrizheldhishand,ashewaseasedintohisbed,hegrippedhersanddidnotletgo.
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AtappingandlowvoicesathischamberdoordrewCazarilfromhisdoze.Theroomwasdim.Asinglecandleflamepushingbackadeepdarktoldhimnightwasfallen.Heheardthephysician,whohadbeen
sittingwithhim,murmuring,“Heissleeping,Roy—Royina…”
“No,I’mnot,”Cazarilcalledeagerly.“Comein.”Hetensedhisarmstopushhimselfupright,thenthoughtbetterofit.Headded,“Makemorelight.Adealmorelight.Iwanttoseeyou.”
Agreatpartyofpersonsshuffledintohischamber,
attemptingtomakethemselvesquietandgentle,likeaparadegonesuddenlyshy.IselleandBergon,withBetrizandPalliattendantuponthem;thearchdivineofTaryoon,withthelittlejudgeoftheFatherstaringaroundinhiswake.Theyquitefilledtheroom.Cazarilsmiledupamiablyatthemfromhishorizontalparadiseofcleanlinensandstillnessascandlewasheldtocandleandthe
flamesmultiplied.
Bergonlookeddownathiminapprehensionandwhisperedhoarselytothephysician,“Howishe?”
“Hepassedadealofbloodinhiswaterearlier,butlesstonight.Hehasnofeveryet.Idaren’tlethimhavemorethanafewsipsoftea,tillweknowhowhisgutwoundprogresses.Idon’tknowhow
muchpainhebears.”
Cazarildecidedhepreferredtospeakforhimself.“Ihurt,nodoubtofthat.”Hemadeanotherfeebleattempttorollup,andwinced.“Iwouldsitupalittle.Icannottalklookingupallyournoseslikethis.”PalliandBergonrushedtohelpgentlyraisehim,plumpingpillowsbehindhim.
“Thankyou,”saidIselleto
thephysician,whobowedand,takingtheroyalhint,steppedoutoftheway.
Cazarileasedbackwithasigh,andsaid,“Whathastranspired?IsTaryoonunderattack?Anddon’ttalkinthosefunerealwhispers,either.”
Isellesmiledfromthefootofhisbed.“Muchhashappened,”shetoldhim,her
voicerevertingtoitsnormalfirmtimbre.“DyJironalhadmenadvancingasfastastheycouldmarchfrombothhisson-in-lawinThistanandfromValenda,tofollowupinsupportofhisspiesandabductorsgotinatthefestival.LatelastnightthecolumncomingdowntheroadfromValendametthedelegationcarryingourlettertoOricoinCardegoss,andcapturedthem.”
“Alive,yes?”saidCazarilinalarm.
“Therewassomescuffle,butnonekilled,thankthegods.Muchdebatefollowedintheircamp.”
Well,hehadsentthemostsensible,persuasivemenofweightandworththatTaryooncouldmusterforthatembassy.
“Laterintheafternoon,wesentoutpartiesofparley.WeincludedsomeofdyJironal’smenwhohadwitnessedthefightinthecourtyard,and…andwhateverthatmiraculousbluefirewasthatkilledhim,toexplainandtotestify.Theycriedandgibberedalot,buttheywereveryconvincing.Cazaril,whatreally—oh,andtheysayOricoisdead.”
Cazarilsighed.Iknewthat.
“When?”
ThearchdivineofTaryoonreplied,“There’ssomeconfusionaboutthat.ATemplecourierrodethroughtousthisafternoonwiththenews.SheboremealetterfromArchdivineMendenalinCardegosssayingitwasthenightaftertheroyesse’s—theroyina’swedding.ButdyJironal’smenallsayhetoldthemOricohaddiedthenight
beforeit,andsohewasnowrightfulregentofChalion.Isupposehewaslying.I’mnotsureitmatters,now.”
Butitmighthavemattered,hadeventstakenadifferentpath…Cazarilfrownedincuriousspeculation.
“Inanycase,”putinBergon,“betweenthenewsofdyJironal’sstartlingtaking-off,andthefailureandcaptureof
theirinfiltrators,andtherealizationthattheymarchednotagainstarebelliousHeiress,buttheirrightfulroyina,thecolumnshavebrokenup.Themenarereturningtotheirhomes.I’mjustbackfromoverseeingthat.”Indeed,hewasmud-splashed,bright-eyedwiththeexuberanceofsuccess—andrelief.
“Doyouthinkthetrucewill
hold?”askedCazaril.“DyJironalheldthestringsofaveryconsiderablenetworkofpowerandrelations,allofwhomstillhavetheirinterestsatrisk.”
Palligrunted,andshookhishead.“TheyhavenotthebackingofforcesfromtheOrderoftheSon,nowit’sheadless—worse,they’vethenearcertaintythatcontroloftheorderwillpassoutoftheir
factionnow.IthinktheJironalclanwilllearncaution.”
“TheprovincarofThistanhasalreadysentusaletterofsubmission,”putinIselle,“justarrived.Itlookstohavebeenhastilypenned.Weplantowaitonemoredaytobesuretheroadsareclear,andtogivethankstothegodsinthetempleofTaryoon.ThenBergonandIwillridefor
Cardegosswithacontingentofmyuncle’scavalry,forOrico’sfuneralandmycoronation.”Hermouthturneddown.“Ifearwewillhavetoleaveyouhereforatime,LordCaz.”
HeglancedatBetriz,watchinghim,hereyesdarkwithconcern.WhereIsellerode,Betriz,herfirstcourtier,mustneedsfollow.
Isellewenton,“Don’tspeakifitpainsyoutoomuch,butCazaril…whathappenedinthecourtyard?DidtheDaughtertrulystrikedyJironaldeadwithaboltoflightning?”
“Hisbodylookedit,Imustsay,”saidBergon.“Allcooked.I’veneverseenanythinglikeit.”
“Thatisagoodstory,”said
Cazarilslowly,“andwilldoformostmen.Youhereshouldknowthetruth,but…Ithinkthistruthshouldgonofurther,eh?”
Isellequietlybadethephysicianexcusehimself.Sheglancedcuriouslyatthelittlejudge.“Andthisgentleman,Cazaril?”
“TheHonorablePaginineis…isinthewayofbeinga
colleagueofmine.Heshouldstay,andthearchdivineaswell.”
Cazarilfoundhisaudiencerangedaroundhisbed,staringathimratherbreathlessly.NeitherPagininenorthearchdivine,norPalli,knewthepreambleaboutDondoandthedeathdemon,Cazarilrealized,andsohefoundhimselfcompelledtoreverttothatbeginning,thoughinas
fewwordsashecouldmakecomeoutsensibly.Atleasthehopeditsoundedcoherent,andnotliketheravingsofamadman.
“ArchdivineMendenalinCardegossknowsallthistale,”heassuredtheshocked-lookingpairfromTaryoon.Palli’smouthwastwistedinsomethingbetweenastonishmentandindignation;Cazarilevadedhiseyeatrifle
guiltily.“ButwhendyJironalbadehismenholdmeunarmed,andranmethrough—whenhemurderedme,thedeathdemonboreusalloffinanunbalancedconfusionofkillersandvictims.Thatis,thedemonborethepairofthem,butsomehowmysoulwasattached,andfollowed…whatIsawthen…thegoddess…”hisvoicefaltered.“Idon’tknowhowtoopenmymouthandpushoutthe
universeinwords.Itwon’tfit.IfIhadallthewordsinallthelanguagesintheworldthateverwereorwillbe,andspoketilltheendoftime,itstillcouldn’t…”Hewasshivering,suddenly,hiseyesblurredwithtears.
“Butyouweren’treallydead,wereyou?”saidPalliuneasily.
“Oh,yes.Justforalittle
while…foranoddangleoflittlethatcameout,um,verylarge.IfIhadnotdiedintruth,Icouldnothaverippedopenthewallbetweentheworlds,andthegoddesscouldnothavereachedintotakebackthecurse.WhichwasadropoftheFather’sblood,asnearlyasIcouldtell,thoughhowtheGoldenGeneralcamebysuchagiftIknownot.That’sametaphor,bytheway.I’msorry.Ihavenot…I
havenotthewordsforwhatIsaw.Talkingaboutitisliketryingtoweaveaboxofshadowsinwhichtocarrywater.”Andoursoulsareparched.“TheLadyofSpringletmelookthroughHereyes,andthoughmysecondsightistakenback—Ithink—myeyesdonotseemtoworkquitethesameastheydid…”
Thearchdivinesignedhimself.Paginineclearedhis
throat,andsaiddiffidently,“Indeed,mylord,youdonotmakethatgreatroaringlightaboutyouanymore.”
“DoInot?Oh,good.”Cazariladdedeagerly,“ButtheblackcloakaboutIselleandBergon,itisgoneaswell,yes?”
“Yes,mylord.Royse,Royina,ifitpleaseyou.Theshadowseemstobelifted
altogether.”
“Soalliswell.Gods,demons,ghosts,thewholecompany,allgone.There’snothingoddleftaboutmenow,”saidCazarilhappily.
Pagininescreweduphisfaceinanexpressionthatwasnotquiteappalled,notquitealaugh.“Iwouldnotgosofarastosaythat,mylord,”hemurmured.
ThearchdivinenudgedPaginine,andwhispered,“Buthespeaksthetruth,yes?Wildasitseems…”
“Oh,yes,YourReverence.Ihavenodoubtofthat.”TheblandstarehetradedCazarilborerathermoreunderstandingthanthatofthearchdivine’s,whowaslookingastonishedandoverawed.
“Tomorrow,”Iselleannounced,“BergonandIshallmakeathanksgivingprocessiontothetemple,walkingbarefoottosignourgratitudetothegods.”
Cazarilsaidinmuzzyworry,“Oh.Oh,dobecareful,then.Don’tsteponanybrokenglassoroldnails,now.”
“Weshallwatchoutforeachother’sstepsthewholeway,”
Bergonpromisedhim.
CazariladdedasidetoBetriz,hishandcreepingacrossthecoverlettotouchhers,“Youknow,Iamnothauntedanymore.Quitealoadoffmymind,inmorewaysthanone.Veryliberatingtoaman,thatsortofthing…”Hisvoicewasdroppinginvolume,raspywithfatigue.Herhandturnedunderhis,andgaveasecretsqueeze.
“Weshouldwithdrawandletyourest,”saidIselle,frowninginrenewedworry.“Isthereanythingyoudesire,Cazaril?Anythingatall?”
AbouttoreplyNo,nothing,hesaidinstead,“Oh.Yes.Iwantmusic.”
“Music?”
“Perhapssomeveryquietmusic,”Betrizventured.“To
lullhimtosleep.”
Bergonsmiled.“Ifitpleaseyou,then,seetoit,LadyBetriz.”Themobwithdrew,tiptoeingloudly.Thephysicianreturned.HeletCazarildrinktea,intradeformakingmoreblood-tintedpissforhimtoexaminesuspiciouslybycandlelightandgrowlatinanunsettlingfashion.
Atlength,Betrizcamebackwithanervous-lookingyounglutenistwhoappearedtohavebeenwakenedoutofasoundsleepforthiscommandperformance.Butheworkedhisfingers,tunedup,andplayedsevenshortpieces.Noneofthemwastherightone;noneevokedtheLadyandHersoul-flowers,tillheplayedaneighth,aninterlacedcounterpointofsurpassingsweetness.That
onehadafaintechoofheaveninit.Cazarilhadhimplayitthroughtwicemore,andcriedalittle,uponwhichBetrizinsistedthathewastootiredandmustsleepnow,andboretheyoungmanoffagain.
AndCazarilstillhadn’thadachancetotellherabouthernose.Whenhetriedtoexplainthismiracletothephysician,themanrespondedbygivinghimalarge
spoonfulofsyrupofpoppies,afterwhichtheyceasedtoalarmeachotherfortherestofthenight.
INTHREEDAYS’TIMEHISWOUNDSSTOPPEDLEAKINGscentedfluid,closingcleanly,andthephysicianpermittedCazarilthingruelforbreakfast.Thisrevivedhimenoughtoinsistonbeingallowedouttositinthespringsunofthecourtyard.
Theexpeditionseemedtorequireaninordinatenumberofservantsandhelpers,butatlasthewasguidedcarefullydownthestairsandintoachairlinedwithwool-paddedandfeather-stuffedcushions,withhisfeetproppeduponanothercushionedchair.Heshooedawayhishelpersandgavehimselfovertoamostdeliciousidleness.Thefountainburbledsoothingly.Thetreesinthetubsunfurled
morefragrantflowers.Apairoflittleorange-and-blackbirdsstitchedtheair,bringingdrygrassandtwigstobuildanesttuckedupinthecarvingsononeofthegallery’ssupportingposts.AnambitiouslitterofpaperandpenslayforgottenonthesmalltableatCazaril’selbowashewatchedthemflitbackandforth.
DyBaocia’spalacewasvery
quiet,withitsroyalguestsanditslordandladyallgonetoCardegoss.Cazarilthereforesmiledwithlazydelightwhenthewrought-irongateundertheendarchwayswungasidetoadmitPalli.Themarchhadbeenassignedbyhisnewroyinathedulltaskofkeepingwatchoverherconvalescentsecretarywhileeveryoneelsewentofftothegrandeventsinthecapital,
whichseemedtoCazarilratheranunfairrewardforPalli’svaliantservice.Pallihadattendeduponhimsofaithfully,CazarilfeltquiteguiltyforwishingIsellemighthavesparedLadyBetrizinstead.
Palli,grinning,gavehimamocksaluteandseatedhimselfonthefountain’sedge.“Well,Castillar!Youlookbetter.Veryvertical
indeed.Butwhat’sthis”—hegesturedtothetable—“work?Beforetheyleftyesterdayyourladieschargedmetoenforceaverylonglistofthingsyouwerenottodo,mostofwhichyouwillbegladtoknowIhaveforgotten,butI’msureworkwashighonit.”
“Nosuchthing,”saidCazaril.“Iwasgoingtoattemptsomepoetryafterthemannerof
Behar,butthentherewerethesebirds…theregoesonenow.”Hepausedtomarktheorange-and-blackflash.“Peoplecomplimentbirdsforbeinggreatbuilders,butreally,thesetwoseemterriblyclumsy.Perhapstheyareyoungbirds,andthisistheirfirsttry.Persistent,though.AlthoughIsupposeifIwastoattempttobuildahutusingonlymymouth,Iwoulddonobetter.Ishouldwritea
poeminpraiseofbirds.Ifmatterthatgetsupandwalksabout,likeyou,ismiraculous,howmuchmoremarvelousismatterthatgetsupandflies!”
Palli’smouthquirkedinbemusement.“Isthispoetryorfever,Caz?”
“Oh,itisagreatinfectionofpoetry,acontagionofhymns.Thegodsdelightinpoets,youknow.Songsandpoetry,
beingofthesamestuffassouls,cancrossintotheirworldalmostunimpeded.Stonecarvers,now…eventhegodsareinaweofstonecarvers.”HesquintedinthesunandgrinnedbackatPalli.
“Nevertheless,”murmuredPallidryly,“onefeelsthatyourquatrainyesterdaymorningtoLadyBetriz’snosewasatacticalmistake.”
“Iwasnotmakingfunofher!”Cazarilprotestedindignantly.“Wasshestillangryatmewhensheleft?”
“No,no,shewasn’tangry!Shewaspersuadeditwasfever,andwasveryworriedwithal.IfIwereyou,I’dclaimitforfever.”
“Icouldnotwriteapoemtoallofherjustyet.Itried.Toooverwhelming.”
“Well,ifyoumustscribblepaeanstoherbodyparts,picklips.Lipsaremoreromanticthannoses.”
“Why?”askedCazaril.“Isn’teverypartofheranamazement?”
“Yes,butwekisslips.Wedon’tkissnoses.Normally.Menwritepoemstotheobjectsofourdesireinordertolurethemcloser.”
“Howpractical.Inthatcase,you’dthinkmenwouldwritemorepoemstoladies’privateparts.”
“Theladieswouldhitus.Lipsareasafecompromise,beingasitwereastand-inorstepping-stonetothegreatermysteries.”
“Hah.Anyway,Idesireallofher.Noseandlipsandfeetandallthepartsbetween,and
hersoul,withoutwhichhermerebodywouldbeallstillandcoldandclaylike,andstarttorot,andbenotanobjectofdesireatall.”
“Agh!”Palliranhishandthroughhishair.“Myfriend,youdonotunderstandromance.”
“Ipromiseyou,Idonotunderstandanythinganymore.Iamgloriously
bewildered.”Helaybackinhiscushionsandlaughedsoftly.
Pallisnorted,andbentforwardtopickupthepaperfromthetopofthepile,theonlyonesofarwithwritingonit.Heglanceddownit,andhisbrowsrose.“What’sthis?Thisisn’taboutladies’noses.”Hisfacesobered;hisgazetraveledbacktothetopofthepage,anddownonce
more.“Infact,I’mnotjustsurewhatit’sabout.Althoughitmakesthehairsstanduponthebacksofmyarms…”
“Oh,that.It’snothing,Ifear.Iwastrying—butitwasn’t”—Cazaril’shandswavedhelplessly,andcamebacktotouchhisbrow—“itwasn’twhatIsaw.”Headdedinexplanation,“Ithoughtinpoetrythewordsmightbear
morefreight,existonbothsidesofthewallbetweentheworlds,aspeopledo.SofarI’mjustcreatingwastepaper,fitonlyforlightingafire.”
“Hm,”saidPalli.Unobtrusively,hefoldedupthepaperandtuckeditinsidehisvest-cloak.
“I’lltryagain,”sighedCazaril.“MaybeIcangetitrightsomeday.Imustwrite
somehymnstomatter,too.Birds.Stones.ThatwouldpleasetheLady,Ithink.”
Palliblinked.“TolureHercloser?”
“Might.”
“Dangerousstuff,thispoetry.IthinkI’llsticktoaction,myself.”
Cazarilgrinnedathim.
“Watchout,mylordDedicat.Actioncanbeprayer,too.”
Whispersandmuffledgigglessoundedfromtheendofthegallery.Cazarillookeduptoseesomeservantwomenandboyscrouchedbehindthecarvedrailings,peekingthroughathim.Pallifollowedhisglance.Onegirlpoppedupboldlyandwavedatthem.Amiably,Cazarilwavedback.Thegigglesrosetoa
crescendo,andthewomenscurriedoff.PalliscratchedhisearandregardedCazarilwithwryinquiry.
Cazarilexplained,“PeoplehavebeensneakinginallmorningtoseethespotwherepoordyJironalwasstruckdown.Ifhe’snotcareful,LorddyBaociawilllosehisnicenewcourtyardtoashrine.”
Palliclearedhisthroat.“Actually,Caz,they’resneakingintopeekatyou.AcoupleofdyBaocia’sservantsarechargingadmissiontoconductthecuriousinandoutofthepalace.Iwasoftwomindswhethertoquashtheenterprise,butifthey’rebotheringyou,Iwill…”Heshifted,asiftorise.
“Oh.Oh,no,don’ttrouble
them.Ihavemadeagreatdealofextraworkforthepalaceservants.Letthemprofitabit.”
Pallisnorted,butshruggedacquiescence.“Andyoustillhavenofever?”
“Iwasn’tsureatfirst,butno.Thatphysicianfinallyletmeeat,althoughnotenough.Iamhealing,Ithink.”
“That’samiracleinitself,worthavaidatosee.”
“Yes.I’mnotquitesureifputtingmebackintotheworldthiswaywasapartinggiftoftheLady,orjustachancebenefitofHerneedtohavesomeoneonthissidetoholdopenthegateforHer.Ordolwasrightaboutthegodsbeingparsimonious.Well,it’sallrighteitherway.Weshallsurelymeetagain
someday.”Heleanedback,staringintothesky,theLady’sownblue.Hislipscurledup,unwilled.
“YouwerethesoberestfellowIevermet,andnowyougrinallthetime.Caz,areyousureShegotyoursoulbackinrightwayround?”
Cazarillaughedoutloud.“Maybenot!Youknowhowitiswhenyoutravel.You
packallyourthingsinyoursaddlebags,andbythejourney’send,theyseemtohavedoubledinvolumeandarehangingouteverywhichway,eventhoughyou’dswearyouaddednothing…”Hepattedhisthigh.“PerhapsIamjustnotpackedintothisbatteredoldcaseasneatlyasIusedtobe.”
Pallishookhisheadinwonder.“Andsonowyou
leakpoetry.Huh.”
TENMOREDAYSOFHEALINGLEFTCAZARILNOTATallboredwithresting,ifonlyhiseasewerenotsoemptyofthepeoplehedesired.Atlasthislongingforthemovercamehisrevulsionattheprospectofgettingonahorseagain,andhesetPallitoarrangingtheirjourney.Palli’sprotestsatthisprematureexercisewereperfunctory,easily
overborne,ashewasnolessanxiousthanCazariltoseehoweventsinCardegosswenton.
Cazarilandhisescort,includingtheever-faithfulFerdaandFoix,traveleduptheroadinthefineweatheringentle,easystages,aworldapartfromwinter’sdesperateride.EacheveningCazarilwashelpedfromhishorseswearingthattomorrowthey
wouldgomoreslowly,andeachmorninghefoundhimselfevenmoreeagertopushon.AtlengththedistantZangreagainrosebeforehiseyes.Againstthebackdropofpuffywhiteclouds,bluesky,andgreenfields,itseemedarichornamenttothelandscape.
AfewmilesoutofCardegosstheyencounteredanotherprocessionontheroad.Men
intheliveryoftheprovincarofLabranescortedthreecartsandatrailingtailofmulesandservants.Twoofthecartswerepiledwithbaggage.Thethirdcart’scanvastop,rolleduptoopenthesidestothespringscenery,shadedseveralladies.
Theladies’cartpulledtothesideoftheroadandaservingwomanleanedouttocalltooneoftheoutriders.
TheLabransergeantbenthisheadtoher,rodeupinturntoPalliandCazaril,andsaluted.
“Ifitpleaseyou,sirs,ifoneofyouistheCastillardyCazaril,myladytheDowagerRoyinaSarabid—begs,”hecorrectedhimself,“youtowaituponher.”
ThepresentprovincarofLabran,Cazarilwasreminded,wasRoyinaSara’s
nephew.Hegatheredthathewaswitnessingherremoval—orretreat—toherfamilyestatesthere.Hereturnedthesalute.“Iamentirelyattheroyina’sservice.”
FoixhelpedCazarilfromhishorse.Stepswereletdownfromthebackofthecart,andtheladiesandmaidservantsdescendedtostrolltogetheraboutthefallowfieldnearbyandexaminethespring
wildflowers.Sararemainedseatedintheshadowofthecanvas.“Pleaseyou,Castillar,”shecalledsoftly,“Iamgladforthischancecrossing.Canyoubidewithmeamoment?”
“Iamhonored,lady.”Heduckedhisheadandclimbedintothecart,seatinghimselfonthepaddedbenchoppositehers.Thebaggagemulesploddedonpastthem.A
peaceful,distantmurmurenvelopedthescene,ofbirdsong,lowvoices,thebridle-jingleandchampingofthehorseslettograzebytheroadside,andtheoccasionaltrilloflaugherfromthemaidservants.
Sarawasdressednowinasimplycutgownandvest-cloakoflavenderandblack,mourningforpoordoomedOrico,presumably.
“Myapologies,”saidCazaril,withanacknowledgingnodathergarb,“fornotattendingtheroya’sfuneral.Iwasnotyetrecoveredenoughtotravel.”
Shewavedthisaway.“FromwhatIselleandBergonandLadyBetrizhavetoldme,itisamiracleyousurvivedyourwounds.”
“Yes,well…precisely.”
Shegavehimanoddlysympatheticlook.
“Oricowastakenupsafely,then?”Cazarilasked.
“Yes,bytheBastard.Asgods-rejectedindeathashewasinlife.Itstirredabitofunpleasantspeculationabouthisparentage,alas.”
“Notso,lady.HewassurelyIas’schild.IthinktheBastard
hasbeenspecialguardianofhisHousesinceFonsa’sreign.Andsothistimethegodpickedfirst,notlast.”
Sheshruggedherthinshoulders.“Asorryguardianship,ifso.Onthedaybeforehedied,Oricosaidtomethathewishedhe’dbeenbornthesonofawoodcutter,andnotthesonoftheroyaofChalion.Ofalltheepitaphsonhisdeath,his
ownseemsthemostappositetome.”Hervoicegrewashademoresour.“MartoudyJironal,theysay,wastakenupbytheFather.”
“SoIhadheard.TheysenthisbodytohisdaughterinThistantotakechargeof.Well,he,too,hadhisparttoplay,andlittleenoughjoyitbroughthimintheend.”Heofferedafteramoment,“Icanpersonallyguaranteeyou,
though,hisbrotherDondowascarriedtotheBastard’shell.”
Asmall,grimsmilecurvedherlips.“Perchancehemaylearnbettermannersthere.”
Thereseemednothingtoaddtothis,asepitaphswent.
Cazarilwasremindedofacuriosity,anddiffidentlyclearedhisthroat.“Theday
beforeOricodied.Andwhichdaywouldthathavebeen,mylady?”
Hereyesflewtohis,andherdarkbrowswentup.Afteramomentshesaid,“Why,thedayafterIselle’swedding,ofcourse.”
“Notthedaybefore?MartoudyJironalseemedstrangelymisinformed,then.Nottomentionprematureincertain
ofhisactions.And…itseemstomeverylikeacertaincursedluck,todiejustadaybeforeone’srescue.”
“I,andOrico’sphysician,andArchdivineMendenal,whoallattendedonhimtogether,willallswearthatOricoyetlivedtospeaktousthatafternoonandevening,anddidnotbreathehissadlastuntilearlythenextmorning.”Shemethisgazeverydirectly
indeed,herlipsstillsetinthatsamegrimcurve.“AndsoIselle’smarriagetoRoyseBergonisunassailablyvalid.”
Andthusalegalquibblewasrenderedunavailabletodisaffectedlordsasapretextfordefiance.Cazarilimaginedit,herdaylongsecretdeathwatchbesidethegelidbloatedcorpseofherhusband.Whathadshethoughtabout,whathadshe
reflectedupon,asthehourscreptbyinthatsealedchamber?AndyetshehadmadeofthathorrorapragmaticgiftforIselleandBergon,fortheHouseofChalionthatshewasdeparting.Hepicturedhersuddenlyasatidyhousewife,sweepingoutheroldfamiliarroomsforthelasttime,andleavingavaseofflowersonthehearthforthenewowners.
“I…thinkIsee.”
“Ithinkyoudo.Youalwayshadveryseeingeyes,Castillar.”Sheaddedafteramoment,“Andadiscreettongue.”
“Aconditionofmyservice,Royina.”
“YouhaveservedtheHouseofChalionwell.Better,perhaps,thanitdeserved.”
“Butnothalfsowellasitneeded.”
Shesighedagreement.
Hemadepoliteinquiryafterherplans;shewasindeedreturningtoherhomeprovince,totakeresidenceatacountryestatehappilytobeentirelyunderherowndirection.SheseemednotjustresignedbuteagertoescapeCardegossandleaveittoher
successors.Cazaril,rising,wishedherwell,andasafejourney,withallhisheart.Hekissedherhands;sheinturnkissedhisand,briefly,touchedherfingertipstohisforeheadashebenttoher.
Hewatchedhertrainofcartsrumbleaway,wincinginsympathyastheyjouncedovertheruts.TheroadsofChalioncoulduseimprovement,Cazaril
decided,andhehadriddenoverenoughofthemtoknow.He’dseenroadsintheArchipelagomadewideandsmoothforallweathers—perhapsIselleandBergonneededtoimportsomeRoknarimasons.Betterroads,withfewerbanditsonthem,woulddoaworldofgoodforChalion.Chalion-Ibra,hecorrectedthisthought,andsmiledasFoixgavehimalegupontohishorse.
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PallihadsentFerdagallopingaheadwhileCazarillingeredbytheroadsidetospeakwithRoyinaSara.Asaresult,theZangre’scastlewarderandanarrayofservantswerewaitingtogreetthepartyfromTaryoonwhen
theyrodeatlastintothecastlecourtyard.ThecastlewarderbowedtoCazarilasthegroomshelpedhimdownfromhishorse.Cazarilstretched,carefully,andaskedinaneagervoice,“AreRoyinaIselleandRoyseBergonwithin?”
“No,mylord.Theyarejustthishourgonetothetemple,fortheceremoniesofinvestitureforLorddyYarrin
andRoyseBergon.”
Thenewroyinahad,asanticipated,selecteddyYarrinforthenewholygeneraloftheDaughter’sOrder.TheappointmentofBergontotheSon’sgeneralshipwas,inCazaril’sview,abrilliantstroketorecoverdirectcontrolofthatimportantmilitaryarmfortheroyacy,andremoveitasaboneofcontentionamongthe
highlordsofChalion.IthadbeenIselle’sownidea,too,whentheyhaddiscussedthematterbeforesheandBergonhadleftTaryoon.CazarilhadpointedoutthatwhileshecouldnotinhonorfailtorewarddyYarrin’sloyaltywiththeappointmenthe’dsoardentlydesired,dyYarrinwasnotayoungman;intime,thegeneralshipoftheDaughter,too,mustreverttotheroyacy.
“Ah!”criedPalli.“Today,isit?Istheceremonystillgoingforward,then?”
“Ibelieveso,March.”
“IfIhurry,perhapsIcanseesomeofit.Cazaril,mayIleaveyoutothegoodcareofthisgentleman?Mylordwarder,seethathetakeshisrest.Heisnotnearlysorecoveredfromhislatewoundsashewilltrytomake
youbelieve.”
PallireinedhishorsearoundandgaveCazarilacheerysalute.“Ishallreturnwithallthetaleforyouwhenit’sdone.”Followedbyhislittlecompany,hetrottedbackoutthegate.
Groomsandservantswhiskedawayhorsesandbaggage.Cazarilrefused,inwhathehopedwasadignified
manner,thesupportofthecastlewarder’sprofferedarm,atleastuntiltheyshouldhavereachedthestairs.Thecastlewardercalledhimbackashestartedtowardthemainblock.
“YourroomhasbeenmovedbyorderoftheroyinatoIas’sTower,”thecastlewarderexplained,“thatyoumaybenearherandtheroyse.”
“Oh.”Thathadapleasingsoundtoit.Agreeably,Cazarilfollowedthemanuptothethirdfloor,whereRoyseBergonandhisIbrancourtiershadtakentheirnewresidence,althoughBergonhadevidentlychosenanotherofficialbedchamberforhimselfthantheoneOricohadlatelydiedin.Not,Cazarilwasgiventounderstand,thattheroysesleptthere.Isellehadjust
movedintotheoldroyina’ssuite,above.ThecastlewardershowedCazariltotheroomnearBergon’sthatwastobehis.Someonehadmovedhistrunkandfewpossessionsoverfromhisoldchamber,andentirelynewclothingfortonight’sbanquetwasalreadylaidoutwaiting.Cazarillettheservantsbringhimwashwater,butthenshooedthemawayandlaydownobedientlytorest.
Thislastedabouttenminutes.Heroseagainandprowleduponeflighttoexaminehisnewofficearrangements.Amaidservant,recognizinghim,curtsiedhimpast.HepokedhisnoseintothechamberSarahadkeptforhersecretary.Asheexpected,itwasnowfilledwithhisrecords,books,andledgersfromtheroyesse’sformerhousehold,withagreatmanymoreadded.Unexpectedly,a
neatdark-hairedfellow,wholookedtobeaboutthirtyyearsold,mannedhisbroaddesk.HeworethegrayrobeandcarmineshoulderbraidofadivineoftheFather,andwasscratchingfiguresintooneofCazaril’sownaccountbooks.Openedcorrespondencelayfannedoutathislefthand,andalargerstackoffinishedlettersroseathisright.
HeglancedupatCazarilinpolitebutcoolinquiry.“MayIhelpyou,sir?”
“I—excuseme,Idonotbelievewehavemet.Whoareyou?”
“IamLearnedBonneret,RoyinaIselle’sprivatesecretary.”
Cazaril’smouthopened,andshut.ButI’mRoyinaIselle’s
privatesecretary!“Atemporaryappointment,isit?”
Bonneret’seyebrowswentup.“Well,Itrustitshallbepermanent.”
“Howcameyoubythepost?”
“ArchdivineMendenalwaskindenoughtorecommendmetotheroyina.”
“Lately?”
“Excuseme?”
“Youarelatelyappointed?”
“Thesetwoweekspast,sir.”Bonneretfrownedinfaintannoyance.“Ah—youhavetheadvantageofme,Ibelieve?”
Quitethereverse.“Theroyina…didn’ttellme,”said
Cazaril.Washediscarded,shuntedfromhispositionoftrust?Granted,theavalancheoftasksattendantuponIselle’sascensiontotheroyacywashardlygoingtohaltwhileCazarilslowlyrecovered;someonehadtoattendtothem.And,Cazarilnotedbytheoutgoinginscriptions,Bonnerethadbeautifulhandwriting.Thedivinewasfrowningmoredeeplyathim.Hesupplied,
“MynameisCazaril.”
Bonneret’sfrownevaporated,tobereplacedwithanevenmorealarmingawedsmile;hedroppedhisquill,spatteringink,andscrambledabruptlytohisfeet.“MylorddyCazaril!Iamhonored!”Hebowedlow.“WhatmayIdotohelpyou,mylord?”herepeated,inaverydifferenttone.
ThiseagercourtesydauntedCazarilfarmorethanBonneret’sformersuperciliousness.Hemumbledsomeincoherentexcuseforhisintrusion,pleadedwearinessfromtheroad,andfledbackdownstairs.
Hefilledalittletimeinventoryinghisclothingandtoo-fewbooksandarrangingtheminhisnewchamber.
Amazingly,nothingseemedtobemissingfromhispossessions.Hewanderedtohisnarrowwindow,whichlookeddownoverthetown.Heswunghiscasementwideandcranedhisneckout,butnosacredcrowsflewintovisithim.Withthecursebroken,themenageriegone,didtheystillroostinFonsa’sTower?Hestudiedthetempledomes,andmadeplanstoseekoutUmegatathisfirst
opportunity.Thenhesatinbewilderment.
Hewasshaken,andknewitpartlyforaneffectoffatigue.Hisenergywasstillfragile,spasmodic.Hishealinggutwoundachedfromthemorning’sriding,althoughnotasmuchaswhenDondohadusedtoclawhimfromtheinside.Hewasgloriouslyunoccupied,afactthatalonehadbeenenoughtokeephim
ecstaticallyhappyfordays.Itdidn’tseemtobeworkingthisafternoon,though.Allhisurgentpushtoarriveheremadethisquietrestthateverybodythoughtheoughttobehavingfeelratheraletdown.
Hismooddarkened.MaybetherewasnouseforhiminthisnewChalion-Ibra.Isellewouldneedmorelearned,smoothermennowtohelp
managehervastlyenlargedaffairsthanabatteredand,well,strangeex-soldierwithaweaknessforpoetry.Worse—tobeculledfromIselle’sservicewastobeexiledfromBetriz’sdailypresence.Noonewouldlighthisreadingcandlesatdusk,ormakehimwearwarmunfashionablehats,ornoticeifhefellillandbringhimfrighteningphysicians,orprayforhissafetywhenhewasfarfrom
home….
HeheardtheclatterandnoiseofwhathepresumedwasIselleandBergon’spartyreturningfromtheceremoniesatthetemple,butevenatananglehiswindowdidnotgiveaviewontothecourtyard.Heoughttorushouttogreetthem.No.I’mresting.Thatsoundedmulishandpetulanteventohisowninwardear.Don’tbeafool.
Butadrearyfatigueanchoredhiminhischair.
Beforehecouldovercomehiswashofmelancholy,Bergonhimselfbustledintohischamber,andthenitbecameimpossibletostaydown-at-the-mouth.Theroysewasstillwearingthebrown,orange,andyellowrobesoftheholygeneraloftheSon’sOrder,withitsbroadswordbeltornamentedwiththe
symbolsofautumn,alllookingalotbetteronhimthantheyeverhadonoldgraydyJironal.IfBergonwasnotajoytothegod,therewasnopleasingHimatall.Cazarilrose,andBergonembracedhim,inquiredafterhistripfromTaryoonandhishealing,barelywaitedfortheanswer,triedtotellhiminturnofeightthingsatonce,thenburstoutlaughingathimself.
“Therewillbetimeforallthisshortly.RightnowIamonamissionfrommywifetheroyinaofChalion.Buttellmefirstandprivately,LordCaz—doyoulovetheLadyBetriz?”
Cazarilblinked.“I…she…veryfond,Royse.”
“Good.Imean,Iwassureofit,butIselleinsistedIaskfirst.Now,andvery
important—areyouwillingtobeshaved?”
“I—what?”Cazaril’shandwenttohisbeard.Itwasnotatallasscragglyasithadstartedout,ithadfilledinnicely,hethought,andbesides,hekeptitneatlytrimmed.“Istheresomereasonyouaskmethis?Notthatitmattersgreatly,beardsgrowback,Isuppose…”
“Butyou’renotmadlyattachedtoitoranything,right?”
“Notmadly,no.Myhandwasshakyforatimeafterthegalleys,andIdidnotcaretocarvemyselfbloody,butIcouldnotaffordabarber.ThenIjustbecameusedtoit.”
“Good.”Bergonreturnedtothedoorway,andthrusthis
headthroughtothecorridor.“Allright,comein.”
Abarberandaservantholdingacanofhotwatertroopedinattheroyse’scommand.ThebarbermadeCazarilsit,andwhippedhisclotharoundhim.Cazarilfoundhimselfsoapedupbeforehecouldmakeremark.Theservantheldthebasinbeneathhischinasthebarber,hummingunderhis
breath,wenttoworkwithhissteel.Cazarilstareddowncross-eyedoverhisnoseasblobsofsoapygrayandblackhairsplattedintothetinbasin.Thebarbermadeunsettlinglittlechirpingnoises,butatlastsmiledinsatisfactionandgrandlygesturedthebasinaway.“There,mylord!”Someworkwithahottowelandacoldlavender-scentedtincturethatstungcompletedhisartistic
effort.Theroysedroppedacoinintothebarber’shandthatmadehimbowlowand,murmuringcompliments,retreatbackwardsthroughthedooragain.
Femininegigglessoundedfromthehallway.Avoice,notquitelowenough,whispered,“See,Iselle!Hedoestoohaveachin.Toldyou.”
“Yes,youwereright.Quiteaniceone.”
Isellestalkedinwithherbackstraight,tryingtobeveryroyalinherelaborategownfromtheinvestiture,butcouldn’tkeephergravity;shelookedatCazarilandburstintolaughter.AthershoulderBetriz,almostasfinelydressed,wasalldimplesandbrightbrowneyesandacomplexhairstylethat
seemedtoinvolvealotofblackringletsframingherface,bouncinginafascinatingmannerasshemoved.Iselle’shandwenttoherlips.“Fivegods,Cazaril!Onceyou’refetchedoutfrombehindthatgrayhedge,you’renotsooldafterall!”
“Notoldatall,”correctedBetrizsturdily.
Hehadrisenattheroyesse’s
entry,andsweptthemacourtlybow.Hishand,unwilled,wenttotouchhisunaccustomedlynakedandcoolchin.Noonehadofferedhimamirrorbywhichtoexaminethecauseofallthisfemalehilarity.
“Allready,”reportedBergonmysteriously.
Iselle,smiling,tookBetriz’shand.Bergongrasped
Cazaril’s.Isellestruckaposeandannounced,inavoicesuitedtoathroneroom,“Mybest-belovedandmostloyalladyBetrizdyFerrejhasbeggedaboonofme,whichIgrantwithallthegladnessofmyheart.Andasyouhavenofathernow,LordCazaril,BergonandIshalltakehisplaceasyourliegelords.Shehasaskedforyourhand.AsitpleasesUsgreatlythatOurtwomostbelovedservants
shouldalsoloveeachother,beyoubetrothedwithOurgoodwill.”
BergonturneduphishandwithCazaril’sinit;Betriz’sdescendeduponit,cappedbyIselle’s.Theroyseandroyinapressedtheirhandstogether,andstoodback,bothgrinning.
“But,but,but,”stammeredCazaril.“Butthisisvery
wrong,Iselle—Bergon—tosacrificethismaidentorewardmygrayhairsisarepugnantthing!”HedidnotletgoofBetriz’shand.
“Wejustgotridofyourgrayhairs,”pointedoutIselle.Shelookedhimoverjudiciously.“It’savastimprovement,Ihavetoagree.”
Bergonobserved,“AndImustsay,shedoesn’tlook
veryrepulsed.”
Betriz’sdimpleswereasdeepaseverCazarilhadseenthem,andhermerryeyesgleamedupathimthroughherdemurelysweepinglashes.
“But…but…”
“Andanyway,”Isellecontinuedbriskly,“I’mnotsacrificinghertoyouasa
rewardforyourloyalty.I’mbestowingyouonherasarewardforherloyalty.Sothere.”
“Oh.Oh,well,that’sbetter,then…”Cazarilsquinted,tryingtoreorienthisspinningmind.“But…surelytherearegreaterlords…richer…younger,handsomer…moreworthy…”
“Yes,well,shedidn’taskfor
them.Sheaskedforyou.Noaccountingfortaste,eh?”saidBergon,eyesalight.
“AndImustquibblewithatleastpartofyourestimate,Cazaril,”Betrizsaidbreathlessly.“TherearenomoreworthylordsthanyouinChalion.”Hergrip,inhis,tightened.
“Wait,”saidCazaril,feelinghewasslidingdownaslope
ofsnow,tractionless.Soft,warmsnow.“Ihavenolands,nomoney.HowcanIsupportawife?”
“Iplantomakethechancellorshipasalariedposition,”saidIselle.
“AstheFoxhasdoneinIbra?Verywise,Royina,tohaveyourprincipalservants’principalloyaltiesbetotheroyacy,andnotdivided
betweencrownandclanasdyJironal’swas.Whoshallyouappointtoreplacehim?Ihaveafewideas—”
“Cazaril!”Herfondexasperationmadefamiliarcadencewithhisname.“Ofcourseit’syou,whodidyouthinkIshouldappoint?Surelythatwentwithoutsaying!Thedutymustbeyours.”
Cazarilsatdownheavilyin
hislatebarberchair,stillnotreleasinghisclutchonBetriz’shand.“Rightnow?”hesaidfaintly.
Herchincameup.“No,no,ofcoursenot!Tonightwefeast.Tomorrowwilldo.”
“Ifyou’refeelinguptoitbythen,”Bergonputinhastily.
“It’savasttask.”Wishforbread,andbehandeda
banquet…betweenthosewhosoughttooverprotecthimandthosewhosacrificedhiscomfortmercilesslytotheiraimswithoutasecondthought,Cazarildecidedheratherpreferredthelatter.ChancellordyCazaril.MylordChancellor.Hislipsmoved,asheshapedthesyllables,andcrookedup.
“Weshalldotheseannouncementsalloveragain
publiclytonightafterdinner,”saidIselle,“sodressyourselfsuitably,Cazaril.BergonandIshallpresentthechainofofficetoyouthen,beforethecourt.Betriz,attenduponme”—herlipscurved—“inalittlewhile.”ShetuckedherhandthroughBergon’sarmanddrewtheroyseoutafterher.Thedoorswungshut.
CazarilsnakedhisarmaroundBetriz’swaistand
pulledher,ruthlesslyandnotatallshyly,downuponhislap.Shesqueakedinsurprise.
“Lips,eh?”hemurmured,andfastenedhistohers.
Pausingforbreathsometimelater,shepulledherheadbackandhappilyrubbedherchin,thenhis.“Andnowyourkissesdonotmakemeitch!”
ITWASLATETHEFOLLOWING
MORNINGBEFORECazarilwasatlastabletoseekoutUmegatattheBastard’shouse.Arespectfulacolyteusheredhimtoapairofroomsonthethirdfloor;thetonguelessgroom,Daris,answeredtheknockandbowedCazarilinside.Cazarilwasnotsurprisedtofindhimwearingthegarbofalaydedicatoftheorder,tidyandwhite.DarisrubbedhischinandgesturedatCazaril’sbare
face,utteringsomesmilingremarkthatCazarilwasjustasgladhecouldnotmakeout.Thethumblessmanbeckonedhimthroughthechamber,furnishedupasasittingroom,andouttoalittlewoodenbalcony,festoonedwithtwiningvinesandrosegeraniumsinpots,overlookingtheTempleSquare.
Umegat,alsodressedinclean
white,satatatinytableinthecoolshade,andCazarilwasthrilledtoseepaperandquillandinkbeforehim.Darishastilybroughtachair,thatCazarilmightsitbeforeUmegatcouldtrytorise.Darismouthedaninvitinghum;Umegatinterpretedanofferofhospitality,andCazarilagreedtotea,whichDarisbustledawaytofetch.
“What’sthis?”Cazarilwaved
eagerlyatthepapers.“Haveyouyourwritingback?”
Umegatgrimaced.“Sofar,Iseemtobebacktoagefive.Wouldthatsomeoftherestofmewassorejuvenated.”Hetiltedthepagetoshowalaboredexerciseofcrudelydrawnletters.“Ikeepputtingthembackinmymind,andtheykeepfallingoutagain.Myhandhaslostitsclevernessforthequill—and
yetIcanstillplaythelutenearlyasbadlyasever!ThephysicianinsiststhatIamimproving,andIsupposeitisso,forIcouldnotdosolittleasthisamonthago.Thewordsscuttleaboutonthepagelikecrabs,buteverysooftenIcatchone.”Heglancedup,andshruggedawayhisstruggles.“Butyou!GreatdoingsinTaryoon,weretheynot?Mendenalsaysyouhadaswordstuck
throughyou.”
“Puncturedfronttoback,”admittedCazaril.“ButitcarvedoutLordDondoandthedemon,whichmadeitaltogetherworththepain.TheLadysparedmefromthekillingfever,after.”
UmegatglancedafterDaris.“Thenyougotofflightly.”
“Miraculouslyso.”
Umegatleanedalittleforwardacrossthetableandgazedcloselyintohisface.“Hm.Hm.You’vebeenkeepinghighcompany,Isee.”
“Haveyouyoursecondsightback?”askedCazaril,startled.
“No.It’sjustalookamangets,thatonelearnstorecognize.”
Indeed.Umegathadit,too.Itseemedthatifamanwasgod-touched,andyetnotpushedaltogetheroff-balance,itlefthimmysteriouslycenteredthereafter.“Youhaveseenyourgod,too.”Itwasnotaquestion.
“Onceortwice,”Umegatadmitted.
“Howlongdoesittaketo
recover?”
“I’mnotsureyet.”Umegatrubbedhislipsthoughtfully,studyingCazaril.“Tellme—ifyoucan—whatyousaw…?”
Itwasnotjustthelearnedtheologiantalkingshop;Cazarilsawtheflashoffathomlessgod-hungerintheRoknari’sgrayeyes.DoIlooklikethat,whenIspeakof
Her?Nowondermenlookatmestrangely.
Cazariltoldthetale,startingfromhisprecipitatedeparturefromCardegossridingtotheroyesse’sordering.Teaarrived,wasconsumed,andthecupsrefilledbeforehecametotheendofit.Darishunkeredinthedoorway,listening;Cazarilsupposedheneednotaskaftertheex-groom’sdiscretion.Whenhe
triedtodescribehisgathering-inbytheLady,hebecametongue-tangled.Umegathungonhishaltingwords,lipsparted.
“Poetry—poetrymightdoit,”saidCazaril.“Ineedwordsthatmeanmorethantheymean,wordsnotjustwithheightandwidth,butdepthandweightand,andotherdimensionsthatIcannotevenname.”
“Hm,”saidUmegat.“Itriedtorecapturethegodwithmusic,foratime,aftermyfirst…experience.Ihadnotthegift,alas.”
Cazarilnodded.Heaskeddiffidently,“Isthereanythingyou—eitherofyou—need,thatIcancommand?IsellehasyesterdaymademechancellorofChalion,soIsupposeIcancommand,well,ratheralot.”
Umegat’sbrowsflickedup;hefavoredCazarilwithalittlecongratulatorybow,fromhisseat.“Thatwaswelldoneoftheyoungroyina.”
Cazarilgrimaced.“Ikeepthinkingaboutdeadmen’sboots,actually.”
Umegat’ssmileglimmered.“Iunderstand.Asforus,theTemplecaresforitsex-saintsreasonablywell,andsupplies
usallthatwecanpresentlyuse.Iliketheserooms,thiscity,thisspringair,mycompany.Ihopethegodwillyetgrantmeaninterestingtaskortwo,beforeI’mdone.Although,bypreference,notwithanimals.Orroyalty.”
Cazarilmadeamotionofsympathy.“IsupposeyouknewpoorOricoaswellasalmostanyone,exceptperhapsSara.”
“Isawhimnearlyeverydayforsixyears.Hespoketomemostfrankly,towardtheend.IhopeIwasaconsolationtohim.”
Cazarilhesitated.“Forwhatit’sworth,Icametotheconclusionthathewassomethingofahero.”
Umegatnoddedbriefly.“SodidI.Inafrustratingsortofway.Hewasasacrifice,
surely.”Hesighed.“Well,itisaparticularsintopermitgriefforwhatisgonetopoisonthepraiseforwhatblessingsremaintous.”
Thetonguelessmanrosefromhissilentspottotakeawaytheteathings.
“Thankyou,Daris,”saidUmegat,andpattedthehandthattouchedhimbrieflyontheshoulder;Darisgathered
upthecupsandplatesandpaddedoff.
Cazarilstaredcuriouslyafterhim.“Haveyouknownhimlong?”
“Abouttwentyyears.”
“Thenhewasnotjustyourassistantinthemenagerie…”Cazarilloweredhisvoice.“Washemartyredbackthen?”
“No.Notyet.”
“Oh.”
Umegatsmiled.“Don’tlooksoglum,LordCazaril.Wegetbetter.Thatwasyesterday.Thisistoday.Ishallaskhispermissiontotellyouthetaleofitsometime.”
“Ishouldbehonoredwithhisconfidence.”
“Alliswell,andifit’snot,thenatleasteachdaybringsusclosertoourgod.”
“Ihadnoticedthat.Ihadalittletroubletrackingtime,thefirstfewdaysafter…afterIsawtheLady.Time,andscale,bothalteredoutofreckoning.”
Alightknocksoundeduponthechamberdoor.Darisemergedfromtheotherroom
andwenttoadmitawhite-smockedyoungdedicatwhoheldabookinherhand.
“Ah.”Umegatbrightened.“Itismyreader.MakeyourbowtotheLordChancellor,Dedicat.”Headdedinexplanation,“Theysendadelinquentdedicattoreadtomeforanhouraday,asalightpunishmentforsmallinfractionsofthehouserules.Haveyoudecidedwhatrule
youmeantobreaktomorrow,girl?”
Thededicatgrinnedsheepishly.“I’mthinking,LearnedUmegat.”
“Wellifyourunoutofideas,IwillharkenbacktomyyouthandseeifIcan’trememberafewmore.”
ThededicattippedthebooktowardCazaril.“IthoughtI
wouldbesenttoreaddulltheologytothedivine,butinsteadhewantedthisbookoftales.”
Cazarilglancedoverthevolume,anIbranimportjudgingbytheprinter’smark,withinterest.
“It’safineconceit,“saidUmegat.“Theauthorfollowsagroupoftravelerstoapilgrimageshrine,andhas
eachonetellhisorhertaleinturn.Very,ah,holy.”
“Actually,mylord,”thededicatwhispered,“someofthemareverylewd.”
“IseeImustdustoffOrdol’ssermononthelessonsoftheflesh.IhavepromisedthededicattimeofffromtheBastard’spenancesforherblushes.Ifearshebelievesme.”Umegatsmiled.
“I,ah…shouldbeverypleasedtoborrowthatbook,whenyou’refinishedwithit,”Cazarilsaidhopefully.
“I’llhaveitsentuptoyou,mylord.”
Cazarilmadehisfarewells.Herecrossedthefive-sidedTempleSquareandheadeduphill,butturnedasidebeforetheZangrecameinsightandmadehiswaytoProvincardy
Baocia’stownpalace.TheblockyoldstonebuildingresembledJironalPalace,thoughmuchsmaller,withnowindowsonitslowerfloor,anditsnextfloor’scasementsprotectedbywrought-irongrilles.IthadbeenreopenednotonlyforitslordandladybutalsotheoldProvincaraandLadyIsta,whohadarrivedfromValenda.Fulltobursting,itsformersullenemptysilencewasturnedto
bustle.Cazarilstatedhisrankandbusinesstoabowingporter,andwaswhiskedinsidewithoutquestionordelay.
Theporterledhimtoahighsunnychamberatthebackofthehouse.HerehefoundDowagerRoyinaIstasittingoutonalittleiron-railedbalconyoverlookingthesmallherbgardenandstablemews.Shedismissedher
attendantwomanandgesturedCazariltothevacatedchair,almostkneetokneewithher.Ista’sdunhairwasneatlybraidedtoday,wreathingherhead;bothherfaceandherdressseemedsomehowcrisper,moreclearlydefinedthanCazarilhadeverseenthembefore.
“Thisisapleasantplace,”Cazarilobserved,easinghimselfdowninthechair.
“Yes,Ilikethisroom.ItistheoneIhadwhenIwasagirl,whenmyfatherbroughtusuptothecapitalwithhim,whichwasnotoften.Bestofall,IcannotseetheZangrefromit.”Shegazeddownintothedomesticsquareofgarden,embroideredwithgreen,protectedandcontained.
“Youcametothebanquettherelastnight.”Hehadonly
beenabletoexchangeafewformalwordswithherinthatcompany,Istamerelycongratulatinghimonhischancellorshipandhisbetrothal,anddepartingearly“Youlookedverywell,too,Imustsay.IcouldseeIsellewasgratified.”
Sheinclinedherhead.“Ieattheretopleaseher.Idonotcaretosleepthere.”
“Isupposetheghostsarestillabout.Icannotseethemnow,tomygreatrelief.”
“NorI,withsightorsecondsight,butIfeelthemasachillinthewalls.Orperhapsit’sjustthememoryofthemthatchillsme.”Sherubbedherarmsasiftowarmthem.“IabhortheZangre.”
“Iunderstandthepoorghostsmuchbetternowthanwhen
theyfirstterrifiedme,”saidCazarildiffidently.“Ithoughttheirexileanderosionwasarejectionbythegods,atfirst,adamnation,butnowIknowitforamercy.Whenthesoulsaretakenup,theyrememberthemselves…themindspossesstheirlivesallwhole,allatonce,asthegodsdo,withnearlytheterribleclaritythatmatterremembersitself.Forsome…forsomethatheavenwouldbeas
unbearableasanyhell,andsothegodsreleasethemtoforgetfulness.”
“Forgetfulness.Thatsmudgedoblivionseemsaveryheaventomenow.Ipraytobesuchaghost,Ithink.”
Ifearitisamercyyoushallbedenied.Cazarilclearedhisthroat.“YouknowthecurseisliftedoffofIselleandBergon,andall,andbanished
outofChalion?”
“Yes.Isellehastoldmeofit,tothelimitofherunderstanding,butIknewitwhenithappened.MyladiesweredressingmetogodowntotheDaughter’sDaymorningprayers.Therewasnothingtosee,nothingtohearorfeel,butitwasasthoughafoghadliftedfrommymind.Ididnotrealizehowcloselyithadcloaked
meround,likeaclammymistontheskinofmysoul,tillitwaslifted.Iwassorrythen,forIthoughtitmeantyouhaddied.”
“Diedindeed,buttheLadyputmebackintotheworld.Well,intomybody.MyfriendPalliwouldhaveitthatSheputmebackinupsidedown.”Hissmileflickered.
Istalookedaway.“The
curse’sliftingmademypainmoreclear,andyetmoredistant.Itfeltverystrange.”
Heclearedhisthroat.“Youwereright,LadyIsta,abouttheprophecy.Thethreedeaths.Iwaswrongwithmymarriagescheme,wronganddeterminedtobeso,becauseIwasafraid.Yourwayseemedtoohard.Andyetitcamerightdespitemyself,intheend,bytheLady’sgrace.”
Shenodded.“Iwouldhavedoneitmyself,ifIcouldhave.Mysacrificewasevidentlynotdeemedacceptable.”Bitternesstingedhervoice.
“Itwasnotamatterof—that’snotthereason,”protestedCazaril.“Well,itisbutitisn’t.Ithastodowiththeshapeofyoursoul,notitsworthiness.Youhavetomakeacupofyourself,to
receivethatpouringout.Youareasword.Youwerealwaysasword.Likeyourmotherandyourdaughter,too—steelspinesruninthewomenofyourfamily.IrealizenowwhyIneversawsaints,before.Theworlddoesnotcrashupontheirwillslikewavesuponarock,orpartaroundthemlikethewakeofaship.Insteadtheyaresupple,andswimthroughtheworldassilentlyasfishes.”
Herbrowsroseathim,thoughwhetherinagreement,disagreement,orsomepoliteironyhewasnotsure.
“Wherewillyougonow?”heaskedher.“Nowthatyouarebetter,thatis.”
Sheshrugged.“Mymothergrowsfrail.Isupposeweshallreversechairs,andIshallattenduponherinthecastleofValendaasshe
attendeduponme.IshouldprefertogosomewherethatIhaveneverbeenbefore.NotValenda,notCardegoss.Someplacewithnomemories.”
Hecouldnotarguewiththis.HethoughtonUmegat,notexactlyherspiritualsuperior,butsoexperiencedinlossandwoeastohaverecoverydowntonearlyaroutine.Istahadyetanothertwentyyears
tofindherwaytoabalancelikethat.AtabouttheageIstawasnow,retrievingthebrokenbodyofhisfriendfromwhateverepisodeofhorrorshadshatteredhim,perhapsUmegathadrailedandwailedasheart-rendinglyasshehad,orcursedthegodsascoldlyasherfrozensilences.“IshallhavetohaveyoumeetmyfriendUmegat,”hetoldIsta.“HewasthesaintgiventopreserveOrico.Ex-
saint,now,asyouandIare,too.Ithink…Ithinkyouandhecouldhavesomeinterestingconversations.”
Sheopenedherhand,warily,neitherencouragingthisideanordenyingitspossibility.Cazarilresolvedtopursuetheirintroduction,later.
Attemptingtoturnherthoughtstohappiermatters,heaskedafterIselle’s
coronation,whichIstaandtheproudandeagerProvincarahadarrivedinCardegossjustintimetoattend.He’dsofaraskedsomefourorfivepeopletodescribeittohim,buthehadn’tgrowntiredoftheaccountsyet.Shegrewanimatedforalittle,herdelightinherdaughter’svictorysofteningherfaceandilluminatinghereyes.ThefateofTeidezlaybetweenthemuntouched,asifby
mutualassent.Thiswasnotthedaytopressthosetenderwounds,lesttheybreakandbleedanew;somelater,strongerhourwouldbetimeenoughtospeakofthelostboy.
Atlength,hebowedhisheadandmadetobidhergoodday.Ista,suddenlyurgent,leanedforwardtotouchhim,forthefirsttime,uponhishand.
“Blessme,Cazaril,beforeyougo.”
Hewastakenaback.“Lady,Iamnomoresaintnowthanyouare,andsurelynotagod,tocalldownblessingsatmywill.”Andyet…hewasn’taroyesse,either,buthehadbornetheproxyforonetoIbra,andmadebindingcontractinhername.LadyofSpring,ifeverIservedYou,redeemYourdebttomenow.
Helickedhislips.“ButIwilltry.”
Heleanedforward,andplacedhishandonIsta’swhitebrow.Hedidnotknowwherethewordscamefrom,buttheyrosetohislipsnonetheless.
“Thisisatrueprophecy,astrueasyourseverwere.Whenthesoulsriseupinglory,yoursshallnotbe
shunnednorsundered,butshallbetheprizeofthegods’gardens.Evenyourdarknessshallbetreasuredthen,andallyourpainmadeholy.”
Hesatbackandshuthismouthabruptly,asasurgeofterrorranthroughhim.Isitwell,isitill,amIafool?
Ista’seyesfilledwithtearsthatdidnotfall.Herhand,cuppedupwarduponher
knee,grewstill.Sheduckedherheadinclumsyacceptance,asawkwardlyasachildtakingitsfirststep.Inashakenvoiceshesaid,“Youdothatverywell,Cazaril,foramanwhoclaimstobeanamateur.”
Heswallowed,noddedback,smiled,tookhisleave,andfledintothestreet.Asheturnedupthehill,hisstridelengtheneddespitetheslope.
Hisladieswouldbewaiting.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
TheAuthorwouldliketothankProfessorWilliamD.Phillips,Jr.,forHistory3714,themostusefulfourhundreddollarsandtenweeksIeverspentinschool;Pat“Oh,c’mon,it’llbefun”Wredeforthelettergamethatfirstdrew
theproto-Cazaril,blinkingandstumbling,frommyback-brainintothelightofday;and,Isuppose,theutilitycompaniesofMinneapolisforthathotshoweronecoldFebruary,wherethefirsttwoitemscollidedunexpectedlyinmyheadtocreateanewworldandallthepeopleinit.
AbouttheAuthor
Oneofthemostrespectedwritersinthefieldofspeculativefiction,LOISMcMASTERBUJOLDburstontothescenein1986withShardsofHonor,thefirstofhertremendouslypopularVorkosiganSaganovels.Shehasreceivednumerousaccoladesandprizes,
includingtheNebulaAward(forFallingFree),threeHugoAwardsforBestNovel(TheVorGame,Barrayar,andMirrorDance),aswellastheHugoandNebulaAwardsforhernovellaMountainsofMourning.Hershortstory,“Labyrinth,”wonfirstplaceinAnalogMagazine'sannualawards.Themotheroftwo,Ms.BujoldlivesinMinneapolis,Minnesota.
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OtherbooksbyLoisMcMasterBujold
THESPIRITRING
FALLINGFREE
SHARDSOFHONOR
BARRAYAR
THEWARRIOR’SAPPRENTICE
THEVORGAME
CETAGANDA
ETHANOFATHOS
BORDERSOFINFINITY
BROTHERSINARMS
MIRRORDANCE
MEMORY
KOMARR
ACIVILCAMPAIGN
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Copyright
Thisbookisaworkoffiction.Thecharacters,incidents,anddialoguearedrawnfromtheauthor’simaginationandarenottobeconstruedasreal.Anyresemblancetoactualeventsorpersons,livingordead,isentirelycoincidental.
THECURSEOFCHALION.Copyright©2001byLoisM.Bujold.AllrightsreservedunderInternationalandPan-AmericanCopyrightConventions.Bypaymentoftherequiredfees,youhavebeengrantedthenon-exclusive,non-transferablerighttoaccessandreadthetextofthise-bookon-screen.Nopartofthistextmaybereproduced,transmitted,down-loaded,decompiled,
reverseengineered,orstoredinorintroducedintoanyinformationstorageandretrievalsystem,inanyformorbyanymeans,whetherelectronicormechanical,nowknownorhereinafterinvented,withouttheexpresswrittenpermissionofHarperCollinse-books.
EPubEditionSEPTEMBER©2008ISBN:9780061793042
0607080910
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