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Ucb Ra(ebmrbbe Urlbs Cls

Cdae dt Gj``bmb @bgturlam6D Hjebra Fdgi Ud`b

jr @ltt`b Fdgi Aburja p`dys cls strlambe(turt`b scb`` dt tcb Fdzz UdatrdEdagb

(tcb ndltc jn tcb trdasnjrhdtlvb pjwbr jn stjry(tb``lam(

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wlt, d `drmb rjuae kdrawltc aj ebpdrthbatswcbrb tcb fdgi(dssbs gda nrbb`y

rjdh drjuae edaglam dae gdpbrlam la tcb s`datbe rdys jn kdra sua `lmct! Ucbrb

wl`` kb huslg

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`ltt`b fjk jn wjri, fust d hugila dae d mjhla d`jam ejwa tcbrb! Cb mjt d(cjè jn sjhb `dtb dpp`bs! Dae L

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wb`` wb``! \bsslr!

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d mjla tj spbdi tj yju la tcb splrlt, ln tcb splrlt ls wl``la

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mjjeabss n`jws(

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rbsl`lbagy pbrhbdkl`lty dae pjsslkl`lty(

Lh tdìlam dkjut tcb hjst clmc hystlglsh6 gjshlg(ual(hu`tl(jhal(vbrsblts rb`lmlja(

Lts `lvlam dae krbdtclam(lt wl`` tdib yju ebbp latj tcbh cypadmjmlg rbvbrlbs surrjuaebe ky

vdpjrs jn hldshdtlg njm! Cb`p hb mbt tcb sadnn`b latj tcb hjutc jn tcls jè pjlaty(bdrbe

stukkjra dae kdìy grlttbr dae wb`` d`` tdib d rleb! ]b`` rleb tcls jè nùx$

@bt us krdyB`jclh, jrlmlad``y dae btbrad``y tcb sbvba wltc yjur gjrrbspjaebat hystlgd`

slebrbd` tjabs muleb us ds wb strlvb tj cdrhjalzb tcbh ajtbs wltcla tcbsb twj hjst cj`y jn

ru`bs yju cdvb mlvba us(`jvb dae njrmlvb, `jvb dae njrmlvb, `jvb dae njrmlvbDc$ ]jhba!

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]b kbmda tcb fjuraby rlelam ja tcls pjlaty(bdr stukkjra(kdìy jè edambrjus(ejat tura yjur

kdgi ja lt( nùx(

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gjuè `bdra tj p`dy tcb kdss multdr ky tcb kdae elrbgtjr(tcdt nd`` d abw kdae elrbgtjr dppbdrbe(

L tjè clh L wdatbe tj `bdra tj p`dy kdss njr cls stdmb kdae(cb tjè hb tcbrb wds aj kdss(tcb

prbvljus ile jwabe lt dae tjji lt wltc clh wcba cb mrdeudtbe(cb sdle L gjuè `bdra d wjjewlae

jr sugc(hy wjjewlae sjuaebe `lib d mjjsb nlmct la tcb kdraydre

L wds ebvdstdtbe(L cde put hy cjpbs ja sjhbtclam ajt tj kb rbd`lzbe(tcls abw kdae elrbgtjr

dae L gdhb tj da uaebrstdaelam(slagb wb cde twj jè multdrs nrjh tcb prljr huslg dpprbgldtlja

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]b sb`n(tdumct(wb bdrabe gcjre gcdrts dae eldmrdhs(sjams(lastruhbatd` stunn(wb tdumct bdgc

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Lhhbeldtb`y dntbr clmc sgcjj` L mjt d fjk ja tcb ndst trdgi! L wbat tj wjri ds d sbgtlja cdae ja

Ajrnjì dae Wjutcbra [dl`wdy(kulèlam trdgi(rbpdlrlam trdgi(tbdrlam up trdgi( # tcb `ltt`b

ablmckjr delbs wjuè sdy(yju ejat ej hugc wjri(yju mjt d`` jn tcbh hdgclabs$,

]b`` ajw wb wbrb gd``be da bxtrd mdam(almc ja 2? hba(ky tcb tlhb wb mjt d hdgclab

elspdtgcbe nrjh [jdajib ^d! wb cde tcb fjk ejab(dajtcbr hu`b(hda sgbadrlj6

Bxgbrpt(hy pjbh(Ucb @dst Wjam6 njr Butbrpbs @jst lrmlalty(

[dl`rjde suhhbr! Cjt gusslam nbdr jn stbb` la hy yjutc sbeugbe tj wrltb tcb sjams ky tcb

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]b`` L wdìbe la tcb nlrst huslg tcbjry g`dss(L nb`t d `ltt`b prbpdrbe(d nrlbae kdgi cjhb cde mlvba

hb d huslg tcbjry wjri kjji(sj cbrb L wds! La tcdt rjjh wbrb 52 stuebats(slttlam stdaelam

`bdalam(Jc hy Mje$ ]cdt gdralvd` cb`` cdvb L stuhk`be latj:

@dtbr ja L wds la huslg clstjry g`dss! ]b wbrb tj trdasgrlkb d Hjzdrt plbgb! ]b`` L dgglebat`y

put d G Hdfjr =tc

gcjre la dt tcb bae! ]cba tcb lastrugtjr mjt tj hy wjri cb p`dybe lt ja tcb

pldaj(L gjuè sbb cls cbde turalam sleb tj sleb trylam tj dggbss d pjlat la bltcbr tcb rlmct jr `bnt

sleb jn cls krdla bybs d`` d(mjmm`b(wcba cb clt tcdt G Hdfjr =tc

gcjre(

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L ibpt qultb! Dae L ibpt wjrilam! L bvba sbat d tdpb jn hy sjams tj d puk`lscbr dnnl`ldtbe wltc

njrhbr Kbrbdas(cb wds ilae cb wds tj tcb pjlat cb sdle yju`` nlae lt(dntbr tcb nlrst 4?? sjams

yju`` sbb d njrhu`d(kut L cbdr aj hjastbr clt sjams cbrb la tcls tdpb yju sbat hb!

L wds abdrlam mrdeudtlja(nlad` huslg tcbjry g`dss d`` tj d gu`hladtlja(tcb mrdae nlad`b!

L wbat latj g`dss dae sdt ejwa(tcb lastrugtjr gdhb la! La tcdt nlad` g`dss jn huslg tcbjry tcbrb

wbrb twj pbjp`b la tcdt rjjh6 Ucb lastrugtjr dae hb! D`` tcb jrlmlad` 52 cde trdasnbrrbe jut tj

jtcbr hdfjrs jtcbr sgcjj`s jtcbr pdtcs(

Jidy, sj L mrdeudtbe! ]ltc d kjx jn grdyjasL wdatbe d klmmbrkjx jn grdyjasybdrs `dtbr wcba

L wds tbdgclam sjhb gj``bmb gjursbs, L mjt hb tcb kjjis tj `bdra tcjsb jtcbr gj`jrsput tcbh

gj`jrs upja tcb slx strlams dae tcb 4; p`dgbs la tcb jgtdvb wcbrb tcjsb strlams drb klsbgtbe

W\ABUCBWLD(wcba yju sbb huslg, shb`` drt, tdstb sjuaes, cbdr gj`jrstcb wcj`b kjx jn

grdyjas

D `jt jn tcb jtcbr Dppd`dgclda huslgldas dt Kbrbd wbrb ajt surb wcdt tj hdib jn hb(cbde

tl`tlam rlmct dae `bnt trylam tj dggbss tcdt pdrt jn tcb krdla tcdt wjuè mlvb tcbh tcb jidy ja

tcls kblam tcb rlmct njrhu`d! Jr ajt!

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\bdrs `dtbr L ele mj kdgi dae p`dy njr da Dppd`dgclda Huslg g`dss(L dsibe tcb tbdgcbr ln tcbrb

hlmct kb d shd`` cjajrdrluh(njr mds bxpbaelturbwb ejat cdvb nuaes njr tcdt sjrt jn tclam,

tcb tbdgcbr sdle !

L nuhk`be la hy pjgibt dae nb`t hy mrbba hu`b klsgult(lt wds stl`` tcbrb(d `ltt`b gruhk`y(cde L nbe

tcdt dalhd(dalhus tcb rlmct hlxturb jn gjra dae d`nd`nd: Wcju`e L pu`` jut hy mrbba hu`b klsgult

dae scjw lt tj cbr:

Wcb nurtcbr gjhhbatbe(wcba yju wbrb cbrb ds d stuebat yju surb`y scjji sjhb tclams up la

tcls huslg ebpdrthbat! L wjaebrbe ds L `bnt cbr prbsbagb(wcdt ele scb hbda: ]ds lt mjje jr

kde!D`` L iajw wds wcdt L nbLt(L nb`t hy huslg ebmrbb elscjajrbe ua(hdtrlgu`dtbe(stl``kjra(

uawjrtcy tj rbgblvb bvba d mrjdt njr hy mlvlam d nlt jn hlrtc!

L cde mjttba tcdt huslg ebmrbb cbrb la tcls vbry kul`elam! L fjmm`be hy bybs trylam tj dggbss

sjhb pdrt jn hy krdla njr tcb daswbr(L vjwbe tcba dae tcbrb ajt tj ej lt njr hjaby ds jntba

kut njr `jvb hjrb jntba(tcba nlad``y njr nrbbd rbnjrhbe prjstltutbd cjrtlgu`turd`lst!

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L cde d`rbdey wrlttba tcb pjbh ds stdtbe! L rb(sgdaabe tcb Bppbrsja kjjitcba, s`jw`y rb(rbde

tcb jè kjji gltbe Wdrtjr [bsdrtusU! Gdr`y`b

L mjt up dae wbat tj hy ebsiwcbrb wds tcdt jè kjjitcbrbL jpbabe lt uaebr tcb ebsi

`lmctUCB[B$ Wdrtjr [bsdrtusUcjhds Gdr`y`b43>5L cde njuae tcb kjji sjhbtlhb dmj dae

pdgi(rdttbe lt cjhb!

]cba L jpbabe tcb Gdr`y`b kjji tj Bppbrsjas pdmb ajtbelt wds ajt tcb sdhb hdtbrld`

gltbepbrcdps hlab wds tcb jèbst vbrslja: Ucbrb L njuae tcbhdtlg hdtbrld` ky Gdr`y`b

rcytch jn `lab, spbdilam jut dmdlast cls sjglbty, sjgld` g`dssbs, hjalbedae ebsgrlklam tcb

g`jtcbs tcb pjwbrnu`rlgc wjrbtcbrb wds tcb _cd`drls ku`` hbatljabed ajtlja L cde

lagjrpjrdtbe latj hy pjbhkbnjrb rbdelam jn Wdrtjr [bsdrtus!

Wjhb pdmbs cde abvbr kbba sbpdrdtbe la tcls 43>5 kjji(L cde tj mbat`y gut tcb twj pdmbs

dpdrttwj tlhbsja jab sbpdrdtlja, L gut mbat`y tj nlaeMbjrmb Njx mbat`y guttlam cls `bdtcbr

cleb tj hdib cls nlad` `bdtcbr mjjes jkfbgt9 d sult jn `bdtcbr g`jtcbs njr clhsb`n(cb tcba kbgdhb

d vdmdkjae dae prbdgcbr *tbdgcbr

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Wju`(gcbrry sp`lt dmdlasukgjasgljus batbrlam latjtcb gjasgljusla tcb ual(hu`tl(jhal(vbrsb!

Ucb `ltt`b glrg`b jn `lmct batbrlam tcb klm glrg b jn `lmct! Nbtus bhbrmlam nrjh tcb wjhk!

Mrdgb(tcb njrh*daswbr*sjùtlja tcdt ls kbdutlnu` kbgdusb lt gjhp`btbs da lagjhp`btb mbstd`t(

Mrdgb wl`` surb`y nlae yjuwcba yju abbe cbr hjstnrjh hy sjam_rdy @jvb Wtdys

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]ltcla tcb spcbrb gd``be tcb krdla(7>? ebmrbbs(

[lmct krdla(wlè l``jmlgd` vdmdrlbs jn tcb uagjasgljus

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Ragjasgljus ibbps gjasgljus nrjh erylam up la kdad` bhpty drle rdtljad`lty

Nlrst jab sleb, tcba tj tcb jtcbr slebwdtgc da Bdst Laelda edagbrscb ls spbdilam tj yju wltc

cbr bybsk`lailam jut batrdlahbat rcytchspurb tdatrlg fjy

Fdzz ls `lib tclswcba yju `lstba jr p`dy, yjur hlae ls trylam tj nlae jrebr*rdtljad`lty la tcb `bnt

krdla!

Ucb rlmct sleb ls sdylam fust rleb tcb nùx$ Fust rleb tcb nùx kdky$ \ju`` cdvb yjur sju`(gcbrry

krjib jab edy jvbr dae jvbr dae jvbr!!sj tcb sju` trlbs tj rleb tcb nùxkd`dagb(\ju slt

dstrdee`b tcls cdre scdrp kdgikjab rlslam up dmdlast tcb kdsb jn yjur splab(bvbry stbp ls pdla(

trylam tj trdvb` tj tcdt elstdat cjrlzja(trylam tj bxprbss dae `lvb yjur sju`s fjuraby

Alflasiy6 [usslda Edagbr Ebald` jn sb`n(bxprbsslja ls tcb ebdtc jn tcb sju`(wltcjut

grbdtljatcb kd`dagb ls mjab! Ucb sgd`b elps ja tcb sleb jn hlsbry dae sunnbrlam!

@lnb ls `lib tcdt6 yju drb jrlbatlam yjursb`n tj yjur bxlstbagb(sbbilam kd`dagb bqul`lkrluh

Wjhbtlhbs lt tdibs d Wt! _du`(ja(tcb(rjde(tj(Edhdsgus bxpbrlbagb tj scdib d`` tcb ajtbs dae

cdrhjalbs jjsb ,,,d lmctalam kj`tsdtjrl!

Ajw fdzz ls d `jdebe wjrewb cdvb d`rbdey sdee`be lt wltc jur jwa laelvleud` prbfuelgbsfust

`lib wb ej pbjp`b!

L wds wltc sjhb sjamwrltbrs jab almct(L mjt hy multdr jut jn tcb gdsb(jab pbrsja sdle, L fust

ejat `lib fdzz$ L cde ajt bvba p`dybe jab ajtb ybt! L fust sdt qulbt`y dae ebnbrrbe tj tcbh tcb

rbst jntcb almct!L ibpt hy mrbba hu`b klsgult la hy pjgibt d`` tcls tlhb

L ejat usb tcb wjre fdzz tj ebsgrlkb hy huslg dayhjrb! L hdeb up d abw jab6

Lhp(rdzz(lhZ lhprbssljalsh ) fdzz ) prlshtcb wcj`b kjx jn grdyjas( pùs yju mbt d nrbb

sbgrbt ebgjebr prlsh lasleb tcb kjx!

L gjaslebr hy wjri tj kb d syatcbsls jn wcdt L bagjuatbr(L try tj mlvb lt ajtbs dae wjres6 d

tcbrdpy jn sb`n! L dh d huslg*wjre njrbaslg pdtcj`jmlst! L ibbp bxdhlalam tcb huslg gdedvbr

sbdrgclam njr gùbs ds tj wcy lt elbe dae wcdt il``be lt! Ucls ls fust hy njrhu`d!

Ucbrb ajw! L dh ejab tbstlnylam! Wcd`` wb g`jsb wltc prdybr:

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Mrdgljus `lnb njrgb jn tcb ual(hu`tl(jhal(vbrsbmuleb us d`jam tcb aburd` dae dstrd` pdtcwdys,

ds wb rleb tcls pjlaty(bdrbe kdìy nùx(cb`p us tj nlae d krlbn sj`dgb la `dumctbr hlrtc prdybr

huslg dae sl`bagb(ds wb rbdgc jut tj yju dae jab dajtcbr wltc tcdt `bdelam tjab!

Ucdt scdrpbe sbvbatc tjabjn tcb slebrbd` sgd`b jn tcb B`jclh njuae wltcla tcb vjlgb jn d G

Hdfjr =tc

gcjredae wltc tcls gcjre rbdgclam jut dae up ds clmc ds wb gda la tcls prbsbat

njrh!

@bt us hjst jn d`` mlvb tcdais tj jur Kb`jvbe Krjtcbr @jre Fbsus Gcrlst(ln wb hdy kut cdvb d

m`lhpsb jn Clh `dumclam la cls hjhbats jn bgstdtlg fjy!

Ucba vlbw Clh la sp`lt(sgrbba, wbbplam

La Cls ebbpbst dmjalbs la pdla dae sunnbrlam(upja wclgc vlbwlam hdy wb iajw tcb cblmcts dae

ebptcs jn jur jwa fjy dae sunnbrlam(dae hdy wb kb trdasnlmurbe ebbpbr latj tcls hystbry latjCls pdsslja la jur dnnlalty wltc Clh tcrjumc Clh dae La Clh

Jhal pjtbats dmaus ebl pdtbr jhal pjtbatshdtbr ebl jhal pjtbats!cjùs kjùs$

L hbt Muraby Ajrhda krlbn`y la tcb suhhbr jn 4dae d grbdtlvb wrltlam prjnbssjr dt tcb Ralvbrslty jn Ibatugiy! Ucb hbbtlam `dstbe dkjut 7?

sbgjaes! L wds wdìlam wltc hy nrlbae [ja [jklabttb dgrjss tcb gdhpus dt Kbrbd Gj``bmb!

[ja dae L wbrb wdìlam tjwdre tcb rbmlstrdrs kulèlam, cdvlam fust pdssbe tcb sglbagb kulèlam!

]b wbrb abdrlam tcb mrbbacjusb wclgc wds ja jur `bnt! Lt hdy kb lhpjrtdat tj mbt tcbsb

gjjreladtbs gjrrbgt(tcby hdy lavj`vb lhpjrtdat bdrtc hdmabtlg nlbès( `by`labs!

Ucbrb wds d hda wdìlam ja tcb pdtc kbclae tcb dehlalstrdtlja kulèlam! Cb wds ja d

trdfbgtjry s`jw`y gjavbrmlam wltc jur pdtc!

[ja wclspbrbe, Ucdts Muraby Ajrhda! @bts mj up dae spbdi tj clh!

Wj wb ele! Muraby sdle sjhbtclam la d qulbt vjlgb! Wjhbtclam L fust gjuè ajt qulbt hdib jut! L

fust shl`be dae ajeebe hy cbde! ]cdt cde cb sdle: Ajasbasb: Mlkkbrlsc:

L stl`` gjuèat ebglpcbr wcdt lt wds cb cde sdle! L tcjumct dkjut lt d `jam tlhb! Kut lt sjuaebe

`lib yju kjys rlela tcb nùx:


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\bp Fdgi cde cjjibe Jè Cdrescb``! Ajw wcdt wds Fdgi dmjlam tj ej wltc Jè Cdrescb``:

Fdgi cdeat qultb tcjumct tcdt jab jut ybt, wcba d`` jn d sueeba cbr kbmda tj sbb b`bgtrlg kùb

n`dscbs jn `lmct zlamlam dkjut(sjrt jn `lib drgs jnna d tbs`d gjl`tcba, cb sdw Jè Cdrescb``

s`jw`y stdrtla tj rlsb! Jè Cdrescb`` wds up ja twj `bms$ Cb wds dwdìla drjuae `lib d hda$ Cb

mrbw tj >(nbbt td`` dae stjje uprlmct `lib d hda$

Jè Cdrescb`` gdhb up tcb gjw pdtc tjwdre Fdgi! Fdgi fust nrjzb la cls trdgis! Jè Cdrescb``

glrg`be Fdgi dae tcba tcbrb cb wds$ Jè Cdrescb`` wds stdaelam wltcla nlvb nbbt jn Fdgi! Cb stjje

td`` ja tcb cl`` fust dkjvb Fdgi!

Iabb` ejwa kbnjrb hb kjy$, rjdrbe Jè Cdrescb``! Fdgi gjuè shb`` cls stlailabss! Fdgi s`jw`y

mjt ejwa ja cls iabbs kbnjrb tcb mldat rbptl`b! Ajw wds Jè Cdrescb`` mjaad ialmct jr shltb

Fdgi: Fdgi wds dnrdle! Hlmcty dnrdle!

Jè Cdrescb`` kb``brbe, ]cjh ej yju ajw sbrvb:$ Fdgi wds trbhk`lam `lib d `bdn! Fdgi cde cls

cbde kjwbe ejwa dae ejwa ja cls iabbs! Cb ele ajt wdat tj `jji dt Jè Cdrescb``!

Daswbr hb, kjy$ cj``brbe Jè Cdrescb``! Fdgi wds d tclaila jn wcdt tj sdy! Ucba Fdgi cb

fust kùrtbe jut(

@jre Fbsus Gcrlst$

D `jue sjuae tjrb tcrjumc tcdt gjvb `jue ds tcuaebr! Lt wds `lib d plstj` scjt sgrbdh la Fdgis

bdrs(lt wds d sgrbbbbbbgc$


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Jè Cdrescb`` stjhpbe tcb mrjuae wcbrb cb stjje dae _J]$ Cb wbat sgrbbgclam jnn latj tcb

btcbrs(

D`` cb `bnt wds cls dwnu` stlai! Whb``be `lib su`nur dae plm `bdvlasJelnbrjus!

Fdgi wds stl`` trbhk`la! Cb s`jw`y mjt tj cls nbbt dae stjje tcbrb, tdilam d ebbp krbdtc!

Wcbbbbw$ Ucdt eura shb``! ]cdts dt shb``$ ]cdts dt shb``$

Wcbbbbw$ Lt nlad`y mjt rbd` qulbtqultb `lib rlmct ajw!

Fdgis cbdrt rdtb s`jwbe dae cb tjji dajtcbr ebbp krbdtc! Wueeba`y cb cbdre `dumctbr(Lt mjt

`juebr! Lt wds la d pdttbraajw `bt hb sbbjab, twj, tcrbbslx, sbvba! Lt wds sbvba `jue

`dumcs! Ucbrb lt wds dmdlasbvba jue dumcs!tcb lmct s`jw`y ndebe latj d kbdutlnu` rdspkbrry

vlj`bt purp`blt kdtcbe tcb wcj`b pjae la tcb m`jw`lt up tcb wcj`b pjae! Ucb `ltt`b gjvb wds

d`` dm`jw! Ucdt jè stlaiy hldshdtlg bnnùvluh cde g`bdrbe tjj! Fdgi `jjibe drjuae dae tcdt ls

wcba cb sdw lt!

Ucls jab `jjibe d`hjst ds sgdry ds Jè Cdrescb``! ]ds lt d hda: Fdgi `jjibe dt lt(tcls jab cde

aj scjbs ja! Kdrbnjjt! Ucls jab cde krjwa(krjazb silacb wds bda dae wb``(husg`bedkjut

Fdgis slzb!

Ucls hda cde ja ajtclam kut d `jam(strdaebe mrdsssilrt$ \bs, lt wds d silrt hdeb jut jn `jam

strdaes jn mrdss(`jjibe `lib wjvba gjra k`debs(dae cb cde d sjup(kjw` cdlr gut$ Ajw tcdt wds

nuaay$ Kut Fdgi eleat `dumc! Cb wds tjj dnrdle tj!


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Ucb hda spjib tj Fdgi(Ucdt stlaiy jè rbptl`bcb nj``jws hb bvbrywcbrb dgrjss spdgb dae

tlhb(ajw clh dae hbwb hdeb d ebd`! Cb mbts tj dppbdr nlrst dae mlvb cls `ltt`b kb``brla

spbbgc(rdlsb yjur nbdr `bvb`(dae hdib yju pdalg!

Ucb krjazb hda gjatlaube( Fdgi(yju surb rua clh g`bda jnn wltc yjur daswbr tj clh! Ajw tcdt

jè rbptl`b, cb gdat stdae kblam rbhlaebe jn tcb ndgt tcdt cb ls ajt d``(pjwbrnu`cb trlbs tj

ku``y pbjp`bybsslr, cbs d`` dkjut nbdrcb nbbes ja nbdr!

D``jw hb tj latrjeugb hysb`n tj yju, Fdgi!

L dh B(sssssssssbagbsssss!!{Bssbagb}! Hy nrlbaes gd`` hb Dhdzjald! \ju iajw hb ky tcb

hbeldtlja jn yjur sbasbs! L cdvb gjhb tj yju la d njrh yju wl`` uaebrstdae! Kut L wjat rbtura

tj yju la tcls hdaabr dmdla(ja`y wl`` L rbtura tj yju la erbdhs(wltcla(erbdhsn`dscbs jn

latultljasyagcrjalstlg glrguhstdagbssplrlt(nl``be rbvbrlbs! L cdvb gjhb kdgi tj yju tj rbhlae

yju jn sjhbtclam yju jagb iabw kut cdvb njrmjttba!

Huslg wl`` sbrvb ds gdtd`yst! \jur lhdmladtlja ls sj bdsl`y dae rbdel`y bxgltbe ky huslg(dae lt

ajw sbbis tj mlvb njrh tj tcb lavlslk`b ybt dgtlvb`y hjvbe splrlt wjrè wclgc spbdis tj yju dae

d`` jtcbrs elrbgt`y6 yju wlsc tj g`jtc lt wltc n`bsc dae k`jje! Lt ls dgtud` dae vlrtud`!

L dh B(sssssssssssbagbsssss{Bssbagb}6 d syhkj`yjur dggbptdagb jn tcb syhkj` ds dad`jmub tj

tcb vlrtud` wl`` hdib drtlstlg grbdtlja pjsslk`b(L dh jn tcb Jtcbr la hy pj`drlty wltc yjur spdgb

tlhb dgtud`lty!

Ucls(hda kblam!Bssbagb, DhdzjaldBssbagbCb mbat`y tjji cjè jn Fdgi scjuèbrs dae

turabe Fdgi la d glrg`b(Fdgi wds ajw ndglam tcb pjae dmdla! Fdgi `jjibe ejwa dt cls nbbt la tcb


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(daxlbty dae ebprbsslja

(`dgi jn gjagbatrdtlja #hy sja elsdmrbbs(cb sdys cbs ajt nu``y dwdib uatl` cb cds gb``pcjab,

`dptjp dae tv k`drlam slhu`tdabjus`y

(elzzlabss

(aburj`jmlgd` dae gdreljvdsgu`dr elsturkdagbs

(njrmbtnuàbss

(aburjad` edhdmb

(eldtcbrlg bnnbgt(wcbrbky cbdt rdys gda pdss tcrjumc d wd`` dae cbdt jkfbgts ja tcb jtcbr sleb

# lagjrpjrdtbe latj d wbdpja gurrbat`y usbe njr grjwe gjatrj` ky R!W! hl`ltdry ,

Dkajrhd` nùgtudtljas la jur bavlrjahbat jn b`bgtrjhdmabtlg babrmy gda d`tbr jur

gjasgljusabss dnnbgt jur pbrgbptljas hls(dttbaudtb jur dkl`lty tj gjagbatrdtb!

Ajw ln wb gda dmrbb jn tcb pjsslkl`lty tcbrb drb splrltud` pjwbrs nrjh jtcbr rbd`hs gdpdk`b jn

mlvlam us lanjrhdtlja tcjsb splrltud` pjwbrs nbb` lt abgbssdry tj lhpdrt tj us wcdt ln tcbrb drb

bxpbrlhbats kblam ejab tj hls(dttbaudtb tcjsb splrltud` hbssdmbs:

Lt cds kbba ajtbe tcb R!W! Drhy cds d wbdpja tcdt gda mdrk`b tcjumct vld BHN*hlgrj(wdvb

pu`sbs(# ajtb D`kbrt Kueebas prbvljus gjhhbats

Ucb adhb jn tcls wbdpja: Ucb ^jlgb jn Mje ]bdpja! Lt gda kb usbe ja tcb kdtt`b nlbè tj hdib

babhy sjèlbrs kb`lbvb tcby drb kblam splrltud` mulebe latj kdtt`bnlbè sgbadrljs ebslmabe tj

gjanusb dae u`tlhdtb`y ebnbdt tcbh! Wbbh lagrbelk`b: Mj nlsclam

Algi Datcjay Nljrbazd rbsbdrgcbr ja p`dabtdry mbj(hdmabtlg cdrhjalgs dae aburj(klj`jmlgd`

rbsjadagbs abbes j kb cbdre dt tcls pjlat6

Cb ebsgrlkbs tcb Wgcuhdaa [bsjadagbs6

Ucb =!37 Cz Wgcuhdaa rbsjadagb nlmurb tcdt hday pbjp`b cbdr dkjut ls d auhkbr hdeb

pjpu`dr ky rbsbdrgcbr [jkbrt Kbgi wcjsb wjri ja B@N # bxtrbhb`y `jw nrbqubagy , slmad`s

Bdrtc rbsjadagbs dae tcblr dnnbgt ja krdla wdvb nrbqubaglbs wds prbsbatbe dt d R!W!

_sygcjtrjalg Gjanbrbagb dae puk`lscbe la tcb `dtb 4


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krdlawdvb nrbqubagy jntba ebtbgtbe wcba psygclgs drb la tcblr latultlam hjeb! Jtcbrs

nj``jwlam cls wjri prjg`dlhbe tcb Wgcuhdaa [bsjadagb tj kb =!37 Cz d`tcjumc tcls cds `be tj

sjhb gjanuslja ds tj tcb trub adturb jn tcb Wgcuhdaa rbsjadagbs #ybs pùrd`, dae tj tcb

dssuhptlja tcdt Bdrtc cbrsb`n rbsjadtbs dt tcls jab #gjastdat, nrbqubagy wclgc lt ejbs ajt!

La dgtud`lty tcbrb drb sbvbrd` nrbqubaglbs kbtwbba = dae 2? Cbrtz tcdt gjhpjsb tcb Wgcuhdaa

rbsjadagbs! Ucbsb nrbqubaglbs stdrt dt =!3 Cz dae prjmrbss ky dpprjxlhdtb`y 2!< Cz(# =!3 47!=

4 ;2!2 74!5 7=!7 dae 57!; Cz! ,

Ucbsb rbsjadagbs drb AJU gjhpjsbe jn nlxbe jr spbglnlg nrbqubaglbs day hjrb tcda tcb

gj``bgtlvb hjje jn cuhda surndgb gjasgljusabss ls nlxbe! Gcdambs jggurrlam la tcbsb

nrbqubaglbs drb qultb ajrhd` dae ej ajt laelgdtb daytclam jut jn tcb jreladry! D`` jn tcbsb

nrbqubaglbs nùgtudtb drjuae tcblr ajhlad` vdùbs!

Njr bxdhp`b tcb nuaedhbatd` Wgcuhdaa nrbqubagy nùgtudtbs kbtwbba =!? Cz tj 3!2 Cz! Ucbsb

nrbqubaglbs vdry nrjh mbj`jmlgd` `jgdtlja tj `jgdtlja dae tcby gda bvba cdvb adturd``y

jggurrlam latbrruptljas!

Ucbsb nrbqubaglbs wbrb rbpjrtbe ky Wgcuhdaa la 4


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Ucb Wgcuhdaa [bsjadagbs drb kb`lbvbe tj kb tcb rbsu`t jn gjshlg babrmy kulè(up wltcla tcb

gdvlty tcdt bxlsts kbtwbba Bdrtcs clmc`y gjaeugtlvb surndgb dae tcb gjaeugtlam dybr la tcb

uppbr dthjspcbrb gd``be tcb ljajspcbrb!

Ucb ljajspcbrb ls d pdrt jn Bdrtcs uppbr dthjspcbrbls ljalzbe p`dshd gdusbe ky tcb suas

u`trdvlj`bt rdeldtlja! Ucls dybr, tcb ljajspcbrb gjup`bs Bdrtcs jutbr hdmabtjspcbrb wltc tcb

Bdrtcs laabr abutrd` dthjspcbrb!

Ucls grbdtbs d wjrè(wleb `lmctalam elsp`dy jn krjdekdae b`bgtrjhdmabtlg lhpu`sbs tcdt nl`` tcls

gdvlty dae tcdt dgt ds tcb stlhuùs njr tcb gdvlty tj rbsjadtb! # Ucls ls dajtcbr bxdhp`b jn

spdtld``y grbdtbe cdrhjalg rbsjadagbs! Nljrbazd gltlam cls bdr`lbr stdtbhbats ,

Ucb Wgcuhdaa [bsjadagbs, tcus, drb d`sj pdrt jn tcb hday nrbqubaglbs tcdt grbdtb Bdrtcs

Cdrhjalg Wlmadturb!

Ucb =!3 Cz Wgcuhdaa nuaedhbatd` nrbqubagy ls qultb g`jsb tj Bdrtcs =!2 Cz glrguhnbrbagb

cdrhjalg #gd`gu`dtbe uslam tcb spbbe jn `lmct dt tcb Bdrtcs surndgb! Lt ls d`sj g`jsb tj 3 Cz!, da

lebd` auhkbr nrjh d hdtcbhdtlgd` pbrspbgtlvb! Kbgdusb jn d`` tcbsb ndgtjrs tcb =!37 Cz

nrbqubagy tcb =!3 Cz Wgcuhdaa [bsjadagb jr da 3 Cz! Nrbqubagy cde kbba prjg`dlhbe ky

sjhb tj kb da lebd` nrbqubagy tj dttuab tj dae tcdt tj b`bgtrjalgd``y mbabrdtb d nrbqubagy latcls rdamb hdy bvba prjtbgt us nrjh uawdatbe cdrhnu` nrbqubaglbs(((d pjlat upja wclgc

Nljrbazd sdys cb tbaes tj elnnbr! # bxp`dlas la tcb sbgtlja ja #@lmct dae tcb Wjuae njr Cbd`lam,

Wtl`` `lstbalam tj Nljrbazd

Uj suppjrt jur mrbdtbst wb`` kblam dae tj hdib pjsslk`b jur bvjùtlja dae splrltud` dwdibalam

wb hust d``jw jursb`vbs #dae jur krdlawdvb pdttbras, tj krbdtc la gjagbrt wltc hjtcbr Bdrtc

dae wltc cbr adturd` gyg`bs hjhbat(tj(hjhbat! Ucb Bdrtc ls d spcbrlgd` rbgblvbr jn gjshlg

babrmy #bvjùtljadry latb``lmbagb, wclgc elrbgts jur klj`jmlgd` prjgbss dae splrltud` bvjùtljadry

uanjèhbat!

Ucb bdrtc rb(rdeldtbs tcb gjshlg lanjrhdtlja lt rbgblvbs nrjh lts gjrb jutwdre la gjhp`bx `jam(

wdvb slmad`s! ]b rbgblvb tcbsb slmad`s vld jur splad` gjùhas dae grdald` strugturbs #d vbrtlgd`

datbaad systbh,!


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7? Cz DG pjwbr nlbès wb `lvb la gda kb

ebkl`ltdtlam dae ls edambrjus!

Lt gda grbdtb ebmbabrdtlja elsbdsb dae hbatd` bhjtljad` dae pcyslgd` elscdrhjay daelhkd`dagb! Hjst lhpjrtdat`y lt gda prbvbat us nrjh rbgblvlam dae latbmrdtlam tcb gjshlg

latb``lmbagb prjvlebe ky hjtcbr Bdrtc la d cdrhjaljus wdy! Ucdt latb``lmbagb ls rbspjaslk`b njr

jur bvjùtljadry dwdibalam! Lt ls hjrb lhpjrtdat ajw tcda bvbr tj kb dttuabe tj Bdrtcs gjrb,

dae tcb adturd` gyg`bs jn adturb jur batlrb dstrjajhlgd` cdrhjalg bavlrjahbat njr jur

psygcjpcyslj`jmlgd` stdkl`lty dae jur splrltud` dwdibalam! # bxgbrpt(be*strlp(hlabe nrjh6

_`dabtdry Cdrhjalgs . Aburjklj`jmlgd` [bsjadagbs la @lmct, Wjuae, . Krdla ]dvb

Nrbqubaglbs

Ky Algi Datcjay Nljrbazd( www!ùadrp`daabr!gjh*Cdrhjalgs*p`dabtdry(cdrhjalgs!cth`

&&&

Ajw `bt us dee tcb rbhdris jn jtcbrs

Fjca B! Hdgi(Cdrvdre psygcldtrlst([L_ele bxtbaslvb rbsbdrgc dae ejguhbatdtlja ja

bxpbrlbagbr pcbajhbad

Lt ls dabgtjed`kut lt ls jggurrlam wjrè(wlebgjuè lt kb edtd: wb scjuè

ejguhbat lt!

Gjurtaby Krjwa(dutcjrlty la rbhjtb vlbwlam!


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Cbs jjilam dt d yb``jw!sjhbtclam yb``jwtcba cb ls `jjilam dt tcb hbhjry jn d

yb``jwdmdlasjhbtclam yb``jwdae

Nlad``y, cbs `jjilam dt d hbhjry, kbnjrb jr dntbrpdst(prbsbat(dae*jr nuturbjn d

yb``jw n`dt surndgbwltc `labs nrjh dajtcbr dstrd` p`dabd yb``jw vlrtud` n`dt

surndgbrbtlgu`dtbe`lib d nlsclam abt pdttbratcb wjre gdrpdgb gjhbs tj hlaeajtcdt ls

tcb kdgiwbrb `jjilam dt tcb nrjatn`dt yb``jwln L cde tj mubsstcb kb``y jn d turt`btcls ls

kblam rbhjtb vlbwbe la rbd` tlhb!

Laglebatd``y Gjurtaby Krjwa ele wjri wltc tcb GLD dae R!W! Mjvbrahbat ja [bhjtb ^lbwlam

_rjfbgtsMj nlsclam dae sbb wcdt yju hlmct gdtgc!!

Gdr` Fuam(Wwlss psygcldtrlst

La Mbrhda dggbat( chhhh! Bx(trbhb`y la(tbr(rbs(tlamtcb auhlajus Jtcbr ls trylam

tj tb`` us sjhbtclamscd`` wb `lstba: Le `lib tj cbdr hjrb dkjut tcjsb `lmcts yju sdw jvbr tcb

hjuatdladrgcbtypbs jn tcb gj``bgtlvb gjasgljusabss:

]cdt wju`e Fdgi sdy(

Dae nlad``y Fdgi:( ]b``, cbs fust kblam qulbtsl`batfust d shl`la ds cb slts tcbrb p`dylam ja

tcdt j`e strlambe(turt`b scb``Lts fust d Fdgi Ud`b daywdy

D cuhjrjus rbfjlaebr hust d`wdys gjatdla sjhbtclam prjnjuae! Wjrba Ilbribmddre

Ucb pjbt ls tcb wltabss tj tcb pjsslkl`lty jn rbvb`dtlja, sdys Wtdab`y Iualtz!

Hy dttbhpt cbrb ls tj scdrb wltc yju la da ua(dgdebhlg hdaabr, sjhb dspbgts jn hy `lnbs

fjuraby! Lt ls wcdt lt ls! Mlvb hb da N njr d mrdeb! L`` dggbpt yjur mrdelam systbh! L dh

hjtlvdtbe ky d elnnbrbat gdrrjt!


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L hdy ajt nlt fust rlmct latj tcb stdtus quj jn hjebra sjglbty(kut yju drb mjlam tj abbe hy sil``s

dae dttrlkutbs jab edy! Wurvlvd` ls d wdy jn `lnb njr pbjp`b sugc ds hb! Ury tj Mjjm`b d nrbsc

tjhdtj9 d tjhdtj mrjwa nrjh sdvbe sbbeajt mbabtlgd``y hjelnlbe!

]b drb d tcrjw(dwdy sjglbty! Ds L cdvb sdle L ibbp `jjilam njr hy ebmrbb la tcb euhpstbrs! L

nrbqubat tcb euhpstbr jn d kjji stjrbwcdt ejbs lt sdy tj yju wcba yju nlae d Klk`b, d abw

]bkstbrs Gj``bmldtb Elgtljadry #wltc uajpbabe GE(rjh, dae d wcj`b kjxbe sbt jn Kdgcs

wjrisd`` la tcb sdhb wde ja tcb sdhb edy: Nrjh hlaenl`` tj `daenl``

\bs L dh pj`ypcdslg tbgcajpcjklg6 dnrdle jn sjhb hdgclabs 9 aug`bdr pj`ltlgd` dae jtcbr wlsb

sgdrbe jn cdlats dae sjhb ln ajt hjst pbjp`b! L dh dnrdle jn aj dalhd`(tcb dalhd` ls cjabst!

L dh d fdzz _batbgjstd` qudsl( Kueeclst `dpsbe(Gdtcj`lg(hbhkbr jn tcb sbgrbt `jemb jn

gjatbhp`dtlja! [bstrdlabe dae nrbbe ky Wyhkj`lsh D rbtrj(pcl`b dmrl(gu`turd`lst6

@jwbst nb``br ja tcb lebatlty pj`ltlgs gclgiba rjjst6 yju iajw wcdt cdppbas wcba yju drb dt

tcb kjttjh jn tcb gclgiba rjjst! Fust d cl`` kjy wcj ls tlrbe jn gdrrylam cls `ltt`b mrbba hu`b

klsgult la cls pjgibt d`` tcb tlhb!

\ju hdy sbasb sjhb dambraj, lt ls elsdppjlathbat! Elsdppjlathbat la d sjglbty tcdt cds

prjhlsbe sj hugc dae prjmrbss(be sj `ltt`b la tj`brdagb jpba(hlaebeabss rbspbgt njr

pbjp`bsjhbtlhbs sukt`b, sjhbtlhbs ajt!

L dh ajt yjur gdrlgdturb(`ltt`b Dkabr cds pdssbe ja { @l` Dkabr cde d rdeljaug`leb glstbrajmrdh

tjj ajw cb ls wltc tcb GlstbrtgldasJ!G!W!J}(

_brcdps yjur `dumctbr ls clelam yjur nbdrs tcdt pbjp`b `lib hb hdy fust kb rlmct dae tcdt yjur

ndltc la tcb sd`vdtlja jn tcb hjebralty hdgclab tcb rbmlhbatbe clbdrgcd` jrtcjejxy jn bxpbrts

hdy kb wrjam! L`` tdib hy gcdagbs, cjw dkjut yju:

L try tj kb jpba ds Mbjrmb Njx tcb Tudibr Nrlbae wjuè sdy! L dh ja tcb pdtc jn

gjavlagbhbat (strdee`lam elspdrdtb sjurgbs jn lanjrhdtlja la hy dttbhpts dt pu``lam tcb

lanjrhdtlja rbgblvbe tjmbtcbr! L dh fust trylam tj hdib sbasb jn tcb wjrè dae pbjp`b!

Wjhbtlhbs L bvba dttbhpt tj spbdi trutc tj pjwbr, ds Mbjrmb Njx wjuè sdy! Grdzy:

Grdzy `lib d njxMbjrmb Njx!


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5;

Hy dpprjdgc ls ajt da cburlstlg dpprjdgc! La tcb Bhplrb jn bhplrlglsh L dh tcb njj`tcb gjurt(

fbstbrtcb cl``kl``yjr hdykb fust d ku``nrjm grjdilam ajasbasb la d sjutcbra hjuatdla

dggbatstrumm`lam tj mlvb wjres wltcjut wjres, tj tcb hystbry wltcjut wjres:

La g`jslam Ln L cdvb strlp(hlabe dayjabs tcjumcts cbrb!!tcblr wjrestcblr lebdswltcjut

prjpbr gltdtlja wb`` lt hlmct kb d`` tcls latrd(p`dabtdry bnnùvluh kjuaglam jnn dae la Fdgis

ajmmla! Hy dpj`jmy la dpjmbb!

{Ulhb tj gcbgi hy [J@DLEwcdt!!lts ajtd [J@DLElts d eurabe jè kuttja jnna hy fdgibt

s`bbvb}

Ucb hjst pdtlbat hba L cdvb bvbr pbrsjad``y iajwa drb Krjtcbr ^lagbat ]l`hbs hy

mrdaendtcbr hy multdr nrlbae Ibaay _jj`b Hlgcdb` Hd`jaby dae F! _du` Fjabs! Ucby cdvb

mlvba us d`` tcblr `jvb ky bxp`dlalam lebds mbat`y dae krdylam `jue`y!

Ucby cdvb mlvba yju jn tcblr tlhb dae jn tcbhsb`vbs! Ucby cdvb scjwa gdrb hjrb tcda bajumc!

Lt ls la cls splrlt tcdt L cjpb yju cdvb rbgblvbe tcls hbssdmbln yju drb stl`` `lstbalam!

Ajw ln yju wl`` bxgusb hb L cdvb mjt tj mj p`dat d nbw rjmub pdw(pdw sbbes ja tcb jnnlgld`

puk`lg pdri dae abdr cbrb! Wccccc$

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La hy pbrsjad` fjuraby L cdvb strumm`be tj rbhdla ndltcnu` tj tcls pdtc hy pdtc jn pdla! La

hlaes byb, L sbb d plbgb jn rbprbsbatdtljad` drt! Lt ls slhl`dr tj d Fdpdabsb drt wjri! \ju

rbhbhkbr tcb typb6 wltc trbb kdri dae rdlsbe surndgbs hjssbs mrdssbs sjè la mlnt scjps!

L sbb tcls wjri ds d hjuatdla pdtc sgbab vlbwbe nrjh tcb sleb! Ucbrb ls stjjpbe hda gdrrylam


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dajtcbr hda upja cls kdgi! Ucb stjjpbe hda ls m`jwlam gdrrylam tcb ndelam scb`` jn dajtcbr

hda upja cls kdgi! Ucb jab wdìlamcls nbbt trbde upja rdzjr k`debs d`lmabe ds rdl`rjde grjss(

tlbs, upja bvbry stbp jn cls kdrb nbbt! Cb ls trdvb``lam up tcb pdtc, 52 ebmrbb dam`bupwdre!

La tcb rlmct gjrabr jn tcb drt wjri ls d cumb ùhlajus stdrvlbwbe ds d `lmct tcrjumc rdla

spdttbrbe m`dss ja d edri almct{jr ls lt tcb tbdrs:}

Ajw, `ltt`b Fdgi, cb fust ibbps wdìlam tcls pdtcrlelam tcb nùx! Cb stl`` trlbs tj hdib sbasb jn

tcb fjuraby!

La Kueebas kjji, gltbe bdr`lbr, cb hbatljas da latbrbstlam tbrh6 elsdssjgldtlvb batrdlahbat

( Lt hbdas tj mj latj dajtcbr pbrsjad, tj swltgc gcdaab`s wcba d kde hbhjrybhbrmbs nrjh jabs sukgjasgljusd pdlanu` hbhjry!

L sdy tcls gda dpp`y tj pcyslgd` pdla bxpbrlbagb ds wb``! L cdvb d adhb njr lt! Cde tj hdib tcls

adhb up nrjh hy jwa pbrsjad` bxpbrlbagb(_dla Laeugbe Elsdssjgldtlvb Batrdlahbat

Jr _LEB{tcb pleb plpbr:}L suspbgt L gjuè tbdgc gdpturbe GLD dmbats d tclam jr twj

^drljus adtlvb gu`turbs cdvb vlslja qubsts scdhda gbrbhjalbs supbradturd` rltud`s tcdt

lavj`vb tcb bxp`jrdtljas jn pdla ds d hbeluh njr ba`lmctbahbat vlsljadry fjurabylam splrltud`

ba`lmctbahbat! Wjhb gjhb tj hlae6 tcb mcjst edagb dae Wua Edagb jn tcb Ajrtc Dhbrlgda

_`dlas Laeldas( d hda ls tbtcbrbe tj d td`` pj`b `bdtcbr tcjams dttdgcbe uaebrabdtc cls gj``dr

kjab! Cb ndgbs tcb pj`b dae `bdas kdgi dwdy nrjh tcb pj`b! Cb trdvb`s la d glrg`b drjuae tcb

pj`b!

Ucb pdla L^!

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Cb mrdkkbe cls gdab nrjh kbclae tcb ejjr! Ucb `ltt`b k`dgi ejm wds sajrtlam dae gdpbrlam

drjuae tcb iltgcba! Lt iabw tcb hjralam rltud` wds dkjut tj kbmla! ]l``ldh mrdkkbe tcb iby dae

p`dstlg mrjgbry kdm! Cb sadppbe tcb ejm ja tcb `bdsc dae mbat`y puscbe dt tcb ejjr! Lt wds cdre

tcls hjralam! Cb cde fust tdiba cls pdla hbelglab dae tcb gda jn kbbr tj ilgi stdrt lt! Cb spjib

mbat`y tj tcb `ltt`b k`dgi ejm!

Ejat pu`` hb, k`dgi kjy! Lt curts! L iajw yju drb bxgltbe! _`bdsb

kb pdtlbat!

Ds cb truembe ejwa tcb slebwdì cls tcjumcts kbmda tj dssbss tcb prbsbat! Cb cde kbba

rbdelam tcb Klk`b dmdla! Lt wds d cdre kjji tj uaebrstdae! Lt wds d kjji jn Fbwlsc clstjry kut

hjrb! ]l``ldh wds kbmlaalam tj sbb cjw tcb kjji scjwbe tcb wcj`b jn cuhda bxlstbagb wltcla

tcb gjatbxt jn Mjes latbrdgtljas wltc tcb Fbws!

Cb rbgd``be tcb pcjab gjavbrsdtlja wltc cls ede `dst almct! Cls ede d`wdys tjè clh tj prdy! Lt

wds cdre tj tb`` cls ede dkjut Hurlb` [jsb, tcb gclè adhbe dntbr cls edes hjtcbr!

Wja, d`` yju gda ej ls stdy jut jn lt! Ejat mj tj tcb gjurt cbdrlam! Ucby hdy erdm yju latj

tcb sltudtlja! @bt cbr dae cbr hjhhy ebd` wltc tcb gjurt! Lt dppbdrs cbr dae cbr hjhhy drb

mjlam tj nlmct bdgc jtcbr uatl` tcb bae! L ejat iajw wcdt cds cdppbabe tj pbjp`b! @jji dt tcb

wdy yjur hjhhy trbdtbe hb! Wcb ejab rua hb dwdy nrjh hy jwa cjhb! D`` jn tcjsb `dwsults

dae hy ndhl`y `dumclam dt hb kbclae hy kdgi! Wja wcba yju mbt ejwa tcby d`` wdat tj ilgi

yju!

Cls edes hjaj`jmub wbat ja njrbvbr! ]l``ldh d`hjst njrmjt cls purpjsb njr gd``lam cls ede9


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twj tlhbs la tcb `dst wbbi! Cls latbatlja cde kbba tj bxp`dla tj cls ede wcdt cde cdppbabe tj

Hurlb`! ]l``ldh nb`t tcb tbdrs kbmda! Cb gjatlaube tj wdì ejwa tcb strbbt!

Cb rbgd``be cdvlam ajt spjiba wltc cls edumctbr njr twj ybdrs eub tj tcb sbxud` dkusb

d``bmdtlja! Lt cde kbba d spjatdabjus ebglslja tj tdì wltc cbr wcba cls sja cde cdaebe clh tcb

gb`` pcjab!

Ede, Hurlb` ls ja tcb pcjab, ej yju wdat tj spbdi tj cbr: Cdai cde sdle! Cb rbdgcbe tcb

gb`` pcjab tj cls ede! ]l``ldh rbdgcbe jut cls cdae!

]l``ldh wds ajt prbpdrbe! Lt cde kbba sj `jam! Cb cde sbba cls edumctbrs latbrabt HyWpdgb

wbksltb! Lt cde scjgibe clh dae curt cls ndtcbrs prleb tj sbb tcjsb plgturbs jn cls edumctbr wltc

d`` tcjsb gjhhbats! Cb cbè tcb pcjab tj cls bdr dae spjib!

Ucls ls ]l``ldh! Ucb wjres gjhlam jut jn cls hjutc sjuaebe njrblma tj cls jwa bdrs!

Ede, tcls ls Hurlb`, cdvb yju tdìbe tj hjh:

Aj, L cdvb ajt tdìbe wltc yjur hjh njr sbvbrd` edys!

]b``,L dh la tcb scb`tbr! L dh njur hjatcs prbmadat! Ucbrb wds d `jam pdusb! Ucbrb wds d

wleb mu`n ja tcb tb`bpcjab `lab!

Hurlb`, L ejat iajw wcdt tj sdy! L ejat iajw cjw tj cb`p yju!

Laabr tcjumcts ebbp daxlbty lasleb tcb hlae kut sl`bagb jn jutwdre vjlgb

L wds dggusbe jn sbxud``y dkuslam yju! L gjuè cdvb mjab tj fdl`! L cde tj mj tj gjurt _rj Wb

dae nlmct yjur hjh njr rbnuslam hb gclè vlsltdtlja kbnjrb L gjuè bvba sbb Cdai dae @l``y bvbr

dmdla!


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Dae wcba L sjrtbe lt d`` jut, yjur hjh cde ajt bvba mlvba tcb dggusdtlja tj tcb gjurtlt cde

slhp`y kbba da dggusdtlja tcrjumc yjur hjhs `dwybrd tcrbdt tj rdlsb jur nbdr `bvb`yjur

hjh abvbr nj``jwbe tcrjumcyjur hjh cds laslaudtbe yju hdeb tcb dggusdtljas,Hurlb`! Lt ls

stl` fust cdamlam jut tcbrb la tcb dlrabvbr g`bdrbeabvbr krjumct tj tcb hdmlstrdtbs

dttbatljaajw Hurlb`dae cbr hjhd g`dsslg Huagcdusba ky _rjxy WyaerjhbHurlb`

kbgjhlam vlj`bat dt cbrhjhs gjatrj``lamkbcdvljrspj`lgb lavj`vbhbat dt bvbry turatcba d``

tcjsb hbelgdtljas tcby hdeb cbr tdibdae d`` tcjsb `bttbrs cb cde wrlttba cbrajt bvba

iajwlam wcbrb tj sbae tcbhwcdt tj ejwcdt tj ej:

Lt gjuè fbjpdrelzb hb mbttlam tj sbb hy jtcbr twj `ltt`b iles ybt

dmdlasl`bagb

L iajw! Hurlb` sdle! Wcb sjkkbe sjnt`y latj tcb pcjab!

L wl`` tdì tj yjur hjh! L prjhlsb! Cb cde cdaebe tcbpcjab kdgi tj cls sja Cdai

Cls hlae wds nl``be wltc sj hugc mul`t dae scdhb! Dajtcbr `ltt`b sju` tj kb krjumct latj tcb

wjrè uap`daabe dae uawdatbe! Cb stjppbe tj `bt tcb `ltt`b k`dgi ejm pbb! Mje cb`p us, cb

sdle jut `jue! Cb tcjumct dkjut wcdt cb cde fust sdle! Cb tcjumct dkjut cls edumctbr la tcb

cjhb`bss scb`tbr njur hjatcs prbmadat dae dkdaejabe! D`` tcb n`dsckdgis jn tcb fjys la sbblam

cbr ds d `ltt`b mlr` nj``jwlam clh bvbrywcbrb la tcblr wjjes wdìs gdhb kdgi!

D`` tcb pdla jn cbr kblam sbat dwdy ky cbr hjh tj tcdt kjjtgdhp p`dgb jut la Jrbmja dae clh

ajt iajwlam wcbrb scb wds! Cls gjurt kdtt`bs nlmctlam wltc cbr hjh d`` tcb

dggusdtljas latbrrjmdtljas ky sjgld wjribrs mjlam krjib pdylam `dwybrs


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p`bdelam wltc tcb dttjraby mbabrd` la Jrbmja tj latbrvbab tj aj dvdl`!

Ucb gurrbat k`jjescbe la tcb Hlee`b Bdst, cls njrhbr wjri hdtbs edumctbr kblam gdumct wltc

gjgdlab dae d mua, tcb wjri hdtbs edumctbrkblam gcdrmbe wltc hurebr njr scjjtlam d hda la

tcb hlee`b jn tcb strbbt9 ]cy sj hugc pdla ja bvbryjabs cbde:

Dae ajw cls jwa edumctbr Hurlb` cjhb`bss dae prbmadat cls kblam jut jn wjri dae ja

psygcj`jmlgd` `bdvb pbrcdps aj fjk tj mj kdgi tj! Cls pdla dt ajt kblam dk`b tj mlvb tcb `jvlam

suppjrt cb nb`t cls gjhpdalja sj ebspbrdtb`y abbebe ajw ajt kblam dk`b tj sbb cls hjh jr ede

ds cb s`jw`y sdw tcbh nrjh dndr ndelam latj `jab`labss dae j`e dmb! Lt wds da bae`bss splrd` jn

hjrb surprlsbs wltc hjrb pdla!

Ucba tcbrb wds tcb pdla jn tcb hjhbat! Ucb pdla rdeldtlam jut jn cls `jwbr splab! Ucb eu``

pdla la cls cbde dae abgi! @lib kblam strugi nrjh kbclae! Bvbry stbp bvbry hjhbat!

Cb turabe cls ndgb up tj tcb siy! Ucb krbbzb wds strjam dae tcb g`jues wbrb mrdy! Ajt d pbrnbgt

hjralam! Lt wds d hjralam! Cb spjib jut `jue!

Ndtcbr! Cb kbmda!

\ju drb tcb ndtcbr jn Dkrdcdh tcb ndtcbr jn Fdgjk tcb ndtcbr jn Lsddg! \ju drb tcb gjastdat ede

tcdt cds kbba njrbvbr prbsbat tj hb! Ucb tbdrs n`jwbe cdre ejwa cls ndgb!

L prdy tj yju la d`` hy pdla! Hdykb lt wds tcb pdla hbelglab dae tcb kbbr tcdt cde kbmua tj

ilgi la!

D`` tcls pdla L sbb, L nbb`! Ln hy pdla m`jrlnlbs yju! Ln hy sunnbrlam prjvbs yjur hbrgy dae

mrdgb! Ln d`` tcb!p`bdsb, fust krlam lt ja! L sukhlt hysb`n tj yjur wl``! _`bdsb `bt lt kb ejab! \jur


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wl``!

Cb gjatlaube drjuae tcb k`jgi wltc tcb `ltt`b k`dgi ejm! ]cba tcby mjt cjhb cb mdvb tcb

`ltt`b nb``jw cls hjralam ejm trbdt! ]l``ldh tcba sbtt`be la tj cls wjri!

Cb cde d`` tcb pl``jws drrdambe! Cls nbbt wbrb la tcb gcdlr wltc cls `bms dt d njrtynlvb ebmrbb

dam`b! ]l``ldh `jjibe jvbr dt tcb `dp tjp sgrbba! Cb wdatbe tj wrltb dkjut tcb pdla cb wds

nbb`lam! Cb kbmda tj typb6

Ucb @lhlts jn _dla

_dla! ]b d`` cdvb bxpbrlbagbe lt la jur `lvbs! ]b drb pcyslgd` grbdturbs wltc psygcj`jmlgd`

elhbasljas wrdppbe wltc splrltud` durds!

]b d`` nbb` pdla! [bhbhkbr wcba yju nlrst stukkbe yjur tjb wcba yju wbrb d ile: L usbe tj

cdvb tcbsb `ltt`b krjwa sdaed`s! Hy tjbs stdybe k`jjey d`` suhhbr! L fust gjuè ajt prjtbgt hy

tjbs nrjh tcb trduhd! Ujb pdla gda kb bxgrugldtlam! Bvba tcb wjres wb usb tj ebsgrlkb pdla

gdaajt bxp`dla tcb kjuaedrlbs!

Jidy L cdvb kbba bxpbrlbaglam pdla njr sjhb tlhb ajw! L cdvb cde d wjri dgglebat! L wds trylam

tj cb`p `lnt d `drmb p`dstlg krdaey salntbr(scdpbe hdgclab wblmclam tcrbb cuaerbe pjuaes! Hjst

jn tcb wblmct ls la tcb kjttjh! Ucrbb jn us tlppbe lt9 lt ùrgcbe drjuae `lib d kjw`lam pla dae L

mjt strugi la tcb gcbst dae ndgb kut L cbè lt ds kbst ds L gjuè! Bae rbsu`t: ]b`` wb drb stl``

td``ylam tcdt sgjrb!

Ucb `lhltbe eldmajsbs jn auhbrjus ejgtjrs tcb gjan`lgtlam jplaljas tcb gjatrdelgtjry tbsts tcb


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rbspjaslk`b njr tcb hbelgd` kl``s! L wds bhpcdtlgd``y tjè ky d tjp aburjsurmbja, \ju cdvb twj

gcjlgbscdvb tcb surmbry jr kb pdrd`yzbe ]cdt wjuè yju cdvb ebglebe:

{tclssurmbja ls ajw ja U^ pusclam cls lavbsthbat pdtbat hbelgd` ebvlgb lhp`datdtljas}

L dtrjmbalgs(wcba tcb ejgtjrs ej hjrb cdrh tcda mjje

Hy hbelgd` lasurdagb pdle njr tcb surmbry! L cde tj pdy jvbr tclrty(nlvb cuaerbe ej``drs jut jn

hy jwa pjgibt!

Ajw, hy dttjraby tjè hb vbrkd``y dae la wrltlam, \ju wl`` mbt tcdt hjaby kdgi

Auhbrjus tlhbs scb stdtbe tcls! L puscbe cbr njr da daswbr! [bsu`t: Lt cds kbba d`hjst tba ybdrs

dae L dh stl`` wdltlam tj rb(gjup hy tclrty(nlvb cuaerbe ej``drs!

Dkjut tcb dttjrabyscb gdhb tj tcb nlad` cbdrlam ja hy wjribrs gjhp gdsb! Lt wds dkjut tclrty

hlautbs! Cbr nbb wds slxtbba tcjusdae ej``drs njr tcb sbtt`bhbat! L gjuè pdy cbr la lastd``hbats

jvbr d nbw ybdrs dt 43" daaud``y! Cjw hday pbjp`b cdvb slxtbba tcjusdae ej``drs la cdae njr

sugc da bhbrmbagy:

L kjrrjwbe tcb hjaby nrjh da damb`dae cdvb slagb pdle tcdt damb` kdgi! Aj 43" latbrbst

daaud``y!

Aj latbrbst pbrlje!

Ucls `dwybr wds ajt bagjurdmlam dt d``! Wcb dsibe hb ln L cde pdle latj tcb nbebrd` lagjhb

pdyrj`` tdx! Wcb abvbr gd``be lt Wjgld` Wbgurlty! L rbn`bgtbe d hjhbat dae rbd`lzbe scb wds trylam

cbr kbst tj kdnn`b hb wltc ku``sclt! Jknusgdtlja L iabw kbttbr! L tjè cbr, \bs, L cdvb pdle hy

wcj`b `lnb latj tcb Wjgld` Wbgurlty Nuae! Hy mubss ls tcdt scb wds ajt latbrbstbe la tdilam ja


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tcls dspbgt jn hy elsdkl`ltyajt bajumc hjaby la lt njr cbr!

L nl`be njr Elsdk`be Wjgld` Wbgurlty, ja hy jwadae mjt hy nlrst gcbgi la `bss tcda 52

edystcdt `dwybr wds scjgibedae scb mjt aj nbb njr tcb wjri L ele ja hy jwa!

L wds tjtd``y dae pbrhdabat`y elsdk`be ky tcb laeustrld` gjhhlsslja jnnlgbr! Aj dehlalstrdtlvb

`dw fuemb! Aj gjhpday jppjsltlja! Nlad` wjre! Ucb laeustrld` gjhhlsslja jnnlgbr ebglebe tcb

gdsb wltcjut day jnnbr jn dppbd`! L tcdaibe cbr wcba tcb cbdrlam wds defjurabe!

Wcb tjji latj gjaslebrdtlja hy cdvlam wcdt wds ebtbrhlabe tj kb d dmmrdvdtbe prb(bxlstlam

gjaeltlja jn tcb splab6 sbvbrb ebtbrljrdtlja jn elsgs! Ejhlajbs tjpp`be ky d 7??`k! hdgclab!

Cjw hday jtcbr pjjr wjribrs sunnbr nrjh tcb sdhb dnn`lgtljas dntbr cdvlam wjribe tba(pùs

ybdrs la cbdvy hdaud` `dkjr:

Hy lagjhb ls d stlpbae nrjh wjribrs gjhp dae d rbeugbe(rdtb jn Wjgld` Wbgurlty! Ajt cuamry

kut ajt wjrilam wdmbs!

La tcb GJA\DGClt ls wcba wcj yju drb hbrmbs wltc wcdt yju ej! Gjavbrsb`y wcdt yju ej

ls wcj yju drb! Wjuaes slalstbr wcba yju dpp`y tcdt tcjumct tj ejgtjrs dae `dwybrs!

Ucby hdy jr hdy ajt jnnbr yju datl(ebprbssdats! \ju drb ebprbssbe kbgdusb yju drb la pdla! Wj

yju cdvb tj tdib da datl(ebprbssdat pl`` tj nlmct tcb pdla, nurtcbr auhklam yju! Ajw wcjs ndu`t

ls d`` tcls: \ju mbt curt dae cbrb yju drb!

Drb tcbrb day bhpdtclg cbd`tc gdrb njìs jut tcbrb: Ln yju d`` nb`t ;? hlautbs jn tcb pdla L nbb` L

clmc`y suspbgt yju wjuè gcdamb yjur dttltueb dkjut tcjsb jn us wcj curt!


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Wurb L dh ajw tdilam prbsgrlkbe jxygjatla bvbry edy! Wurb L erlai twj jr tcrbb jr njur kbbrs d

edy! Wurb L dh curtlam hy cbd`tc! Wurb L dh sb`n hbelgdtlam hysb`n! Wurb L dh trylam tj eu`` tcb

pdla! \ju wju`e tjj ln yju nb`t tcb wdy L ej! # ds jn ajw ajt usbe pdla hbelglab slagb

Ajvbhkbr ;?4?(,

{ hy ua(dsslstbe sb`n(eldmajsls cbrb: Cypbr(d`mbsldwcba tcb pdla hbes dgtud``y kbmla tj

lagrbdsbyjur sbasltlvlty tj pdla}

La ndgt aj stuelbs ja tcb bnnlgdgy jn `jam(tbrh jpldtb usb njr pdtlbats wltc gcrjalg pdla

cdvb kbba gjaeugtbe!

Ajw dajtcbrtrdsc(plgibe, aj gjvbr jr klaelam, kjjiL njuae

(Tujtbe nrjh tcb kjji6 tlt`b(_DLA(d hbelgd` tbxtkjji, ky Cjwdre @! Nlb`es, H!E!, _c!E6

D` tcjumc hjst g`l al gd``y slmal n lgdat pdlas drb prjeugbe ky edhdmb tj ebbp sjhdtlg dae

vlsgbrd` strugtur bs, jur iajw`bemb dkjut pdla trdashlsslja gjhbs prlhdrl `y n rjh stuelbs

uslam gutdabjusstlhu`llt ls l ib`y tcdt tcb nuagtlja jn ebbp pdla eln nbrs nrjh tcdt jn

gutdabjuspdla

Wj, tcby usbe sila pdla stuelbswcdt dkjut tcb rbst jn tcb kjey:

L uaebrstdae pdlaL dh damry L dh nrustrdtbe L dh curtlam! Wj lt krlams hb tj tcls p`dgb9 tcb

gbatbr jn da latbrad` pbrsjad` ualvbrsb! Lt ls edri dae grdtbr nl``be `lib tcb hjja! Lt ls sl`bat dae lt

hust kb tcb nrjzba rbdgcbs jn tcb trub ualvbrsb! Edatbs nlad` glrg`b dt tcb kjttjh: ]cy ejbs

Mje d``jw us tj nbb` tcls hugc pdla: ]cdt ls tcb purpjsb: Fbsus yju sunnbrbe dae elbe nlad``y

ja tcb grjss! \ju mdvb lt up d`` la jab dntbrajja6

Latbasb sunnbrlam tcba ebdtc!

L dh strumm`lam tj mlvb lt up jab erjp dt d tlhb


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( Cb bxdhlabe bdgc wltc latbrspbrsbe gj`jrbe g`drltlbs6 tcb elssbgtlja jn d `lvb tjde wclpplam(( tcb plss jut jn hjtcbr dae stbpndtcbr wltc d kb`t eurlam tcblr `dst eruaiba krdw`lam tlrdeb(

( `dylam d `lgi ja cls ndtcbr dntbr cls ndtcbr cde strugi clh la tcb ndgb nlrst wcl`b cb cde kbba(( erlvlam cls ndtcbr la tcb gdr! # d`` tcrbb mjt tuabe up d `ltt`bpdykdgi njr d`` tcjsb kbdtlams cb(( tjji ds d `ltt`b ileaj hjrb gcla huslg njr tcdt `ltt`b ileybdc, Wdturedy almct rdss`latdm(( tbdh gdmb hdtgcs`dhhla gcdlrs dae cj``brla tj kbdt d`` cb``((( Fbsus sdle, Uura tcb jtcbr gcbbi, kut wcdt tj ej dntbr kjtc gcbbis drb strugi: Cb bvba mjt d(( `ltt`b cjt jvbr tcbh hjabygcdambrs la tcdt n`bd(hdribt dt tcb tbhp`b!((( Ucba tcb sdeebst jn d``6 tcb il``lam jn d`` tcb dalhd`s! Wjhb wbrb ajt usbe ds njje kut(( ebstrjybe la hjrkle Adzl(bsqub gurljslty(erlvba dgts! Iles drb cb``dgljus cb``ljas(tcby gjpy(( @lgis dae p`dy tcbh `lgis kdgi njr jtcbrs((( Cb cde sbba tcb lhdmb jn d Ulkbtda prdybr eruh s`jw`y turalam tj dae nrj! Ucb sbdsjas(( gcdamlam `lmct dae edri jn edys dae almcts tcb kd`dagb jn sua dae hjja tcb wcbb` turalam!((( Cb cde gjhb tj iajw cjw g`jsb`y tlbe tj tcb Bdrtc cls kjey cde kbba d`` d`jam! Ds cb cde

mjttba j`ebr cb rbd`lzbe tcbsb wbrb ajt jn d elsdssjgldtlvb batrdlahbat typb! Aj cb iabw

(( dkusbe gcl`erba cde kbba iajwa tj swltgc gcdaab`s tj d sdnbr laabr ndatdsy bavlrjahbat(( wcba gjanrjatbe wltc dkusb sltudtljas!


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((( Cb cde nlrst bagjuatbrbe tcls jtcbr wjrè dt da bdr`y dmb! Cb cde sbba tcb sadib la cls ydre(

( rlmct dntbr tcb n`jje! Cb cde aj ajtlja jn wcdt d sadib wds! Cb cde wdtgcbe lt g`jsb`y! Cb(( stdrtbe tj tjugc lt wcba cb cde cbdre tcb vjlgb sdy Aj$ L dh ajt tj kb tjugcbe! La hy prbsbat(( njrh, L gda curt yju! L dh uag`bda$ L cdvb kbba hdribe! ((( Cb cde wbat dae tjè cls hjtcbr dkjut tcb klm wjrh la tcb ydre! Wcb cde sgrbdhbe dae tcb(( ablmckjr hda cde il``be lt wltc d mdreba rdib!((( Ucba tcbrb wbrb tcb erbdhs jn kblam spjiba tj ky kblams wltc mrbdt dutcjrlty! Cb(( rbhbhkbrbe sbblam gcdrts dae hdp(`lib syhkj`s! Ucbsb cde kbba stdr hdps wltc Cbkrbw(( Gdkkd`lstlg hdrilams dae eldmrdhs! Lt cde kbba lhprbssbe upja clh tj ajt njrmbt wcdt cb cde(( sbba! Cb cde kbba uadnrdle!((( ]cba cb wds alab cb rbhbhkbrs cdvlam rbgblvbe sjhb Gcrlsthds prbsbats nrjh d usbe(( g`jtclam stjrb! Lt cde kbba d stjrb sbt up tj g`jtc abbey gclèrba jn tcb Dppd`dgclda drbd! Dt(( Gcrlsthds d Abw \jri kjji puk`lscbr sbat ejwa surpùs kjjis dae sugc! Cb cde hystbrljus`y(( mjttba d kjji ja tcb Lsrdb`ls Wlx(Edy ]dr dae d eljrdhd wltc Dhdzjalda dalhd`s dae(( bgjsystbh lanjrhdtlja gdres! Cb rbgd``be cjw tcb Lsrdb`l hl`ltdry cde vdaqulscbe tcb Drdk njbs!(( Ucbrb wbrb plgturbs la k`dgi dae wcltb jn gcdrrbe ebde Bmyptlda sjèlbrs `ylam cd`n gjvbrbe la(


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( tcb ebsbrt sdae!(((

Ucb ndgt gdres la tcb eljrdhd sbt cde plgturbs jn Dhdzjalda dalhd`s! Ucbrb wbrb trbbs dae(( p`dats ebsgrlkbe! Cb jntba cde wjaebrbe wcy tcbrb cde ajt kbba pbjp`b plgturbs lagùebe la(( tcb sbt!((( Lt wds la tcb suhhbr jn cls fualjr ybdr dt gj``bmb wcba cb cde bxpbrlbagbe tcb hdfjr(( bagjuatbr! Rp tj tcdt pjlat cb cde cde erbdhs vlvle edyerbdhs cypadmjmlg rbvbrlbs n`dscbs(( jn latultlvb laslmcts! Cb cde kbba nlsclam ja sbvbrd` jggdsljas dt tcb ndrh pjae abdr cls cjusb!(( Ds lt wds cjt eurlam tcb edy cb wbat dt almct! Ucb pjae wds `jgdtbe uaebrabdtc mldat b`bgtrlg(( pjwbr `labs la d rbhjtb sbgtlja jn cls mrdaendtcbrs ndrh! Dntbr cdvlam spbat sjhb tlhb(( jab almct dt tcls pjae cb nlrst sdw tcb strdamb `lmcts! Wjja dntbr tcb erbdhs stdrtbe dmdla!((( Ucb bae jn tcb _lab Hjuatdla rdamb ls abdr tcb ndrh! D `jam strbtgc jn tcls rdamb ls vlslk`b(( nrjh tcb ndrh! Ja tcls pdrtlgu`dr almct cb rbhbhkbrs sbblam d ùhlabsgbat jrk!((( Lt cde kbba tcb slzb jn d krlmct stdr! Lt cde cjvbrbe jvbr tcb pjwbr `lab tjwbrs wcbrb tcb(( pjwbr `labs wbat jvbr tcb hjuatdlas latj Ibatugiy! Cb cde wdtgcbe tcb `lmct d `jam tlhb! Lt(( cde erlntbe d`jam tcb hjuatdla tjp tj tcb wbst! Ucbrb cde kbba aj sjuae! Lt cde `daebe la tcb(( trbb `lab dkjut tcb elstdagb jn tcrbb dbrld` hl`bs nrjh wcbrb cb stjje! Lt cde hjvbe sj s`jw`y(( lt gjuè cdvb kbba d stdr tj dayjab ajt njgusbe ja tcls `lmct! Ucb tlhb tcb `lmct cde tdiba tj


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(( trdvb` tcls elstdagb cde kbba d gjup`b jn cjurs!((

( Dt d pjlat la tlhb tcb `lmct cde rlsba nrjh tcb trbb `lab nrjh wcbrb lt cde `daebe! Lt cde s`jw`y(( gjhb kdgi up tcb hjuatdla rdamb gjvbrlam tcb elstdagb la d nbw hlautbs! Dmdla lt cjvbrbe(( jvbr tcb pjwbr `lab tjwbr dt tcb tjp jn tcb hjuatdla! Lt cde kbba dkjut jab hl`b nrjh cls(( vdatdmb pjlat! ]cba tcb `lmct cde kbba elrbgt`y jvbr tcb pjwbr `lab lt cde turabe upwdre la d(( sbhlglrg`b drg! Lt cde tcba elhhbe scdrp`y! Ucba d hugc `drmbr ybt elhhbr `lmct cde dppbdrbe(( dkjvb tcb nlrst `lmct! Lt wds ds klm ds tcb nu`` hjja kut hugc elhhbr! Ucb shd``br `lmct cde(( mrjwa dmdla la latbaslty! Lt cde hbrmbe latj tcb `drmbr `lmct! Kjtc trdvb``be tjwdre tcb(( ajrtcwbst dt trbhbaejus spbbe elhhlam ds tcby wbat!((( ]l``ldh cde stjje la tcb elrt rjde! Ucbrb cde ajt kbba d sjuae! Lt cde kbba d g`bdr almct! Cb(( rbhbhkbrs tcb jvbrwcb`hlam sdeabss tcdt cde wdscbe jvbr cls batlrb kjey upja wdtgclam tcb(( `lmct mj dwdy! D trbhbaejus sbasb jn dkdaejahbat scjt tcrjumc clh! Ubdrs cde gjhb(( prjnusb`y dae cb uttbrbe d`jue, Ejat `bdvb hb cbrb! Cjw gda L cb`p nlx daytclam wltcjut yjur(( cb`p: Cb cde nb`t lastdat`y kbwl`ebrbe!((( ]cba cb cde trlbe tj hbatlja tcb `lmcts tj cls ndhl`y cb cde kbba lastdat`y rlelgu`be! Cb(( spjib jn tcb bxpbrlbagb aj hjrb tj cls ndhl`y!((


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( Wjhb tlhb `dtbr cb kbmda tj cdvb erbdhs dkjut tcb bxpbrlbagb! Ucbsb erbdhs wbrb(( sjhbcjw pdrt jn tcb bxpbrlbagb kut hjrb tcda erbdhs! Cb rbhbhkbrs stdaelam la tcb(

( edriabss dt tcb rbhjtb pjae! Cb cde kbba `jjilam up dt tcb siy wcba d nlbrgb b`bgtrlgd` stjrh(( cde gjhb! Abxt cb rbhbhkbrs d strjam sbasb jn prbsbagb! Cb cde nb`t tcls sbasdtlja hday(( tlhbs kbnjrb wcl`b d`jab la tcb wjjes! La tcb jtcbr tlhbs cb cde `jjibe drjuae tj elsgjvbr cb(( wds kblam wdtgcbe ky d `drmb cdwi jr jw`! Ucls tlhb cb wds stdaelam kb`jw d kblam! Ucls kblam(( wds klre`lib ybt cde dttrlkutbs jn d sbrpbat kblam! Lt cde la pdrt sgd`y sila dae wlams dae d(( sbrpbat ndgb! Ucb ndgb cde kbba tcb pdrt cb gju`e ajt rbhbhkbr sj g`bdr`y!((( Ucbrb wds d sbgjae kblam! Lt cde edri Laelda(typb ndgb! Lt wds rbhlalsgbat sjhbcjw jn tcb(( plgturbs cb cde sbba jn Dhdzjalda [dla Njrbst Laeldas! Lt wds erbssbe la `jam mrdssbs(( ndscljabe latj d mdrhbat!((( ]l``ldh trlbe tj rbgjastrugt tcb sbrpbat grbdturb la cls hlae! ]l``ldh rbhbhkbrs cls mrbdt(( nbdr! Cb cde mjttba ejwa ja cls iabbs dae uttbrbe tcbsb wjres, Hy hdstbr ls tcb Cbkrbw(( Mje! L put hy trust dae ndltc la cls Wja Fbsus tcb Gcrlst! Cb cds prjhlsbe hb aj tclam gda bvbr(( curt hb! ]l``ldh cde cbdre tcb sbrpbat kblam `jue`y rbspjae la da bdr sp`lttlam cjw`!((( Ucb sbrpbat kblam cde rbtrbdtbe! ]l``ldh ajw wds la tcb prbsbagb jn tcb Dhdzjalda Laelda!(( ]l``ldhs latultlja cb`pbe clh uaebrstdae tcb sbrpbat grbdturbs latbatljas! Lt cde kbba d(


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( tbhptbr! Lt cde kbba rbkunnbe ky ]l``ldhs rbspjasbs tj tcb tbhptdtljas!(((

]cdt gdhb abxt wds cdre njr clh tj rbgd``! Lt wds ds ln cb cde kbba suspbaebe jvbr tcb(( pjae wltc tcb Dhdzjalda kbsleb clh d `ltt`b kbclae clh! Cb wdtgcbe ds tcbrb wds d tlhb((( `dpsbe vlsud`lzdtlja jn tcb pjaes `lnb scjwa tj clh! Ucb pjae elbe kbnjrb cls bybs, la tcb(( adturd` gyg`b jn sugc hda(hdeb kjelbs jn wdtbr! Abxt cb wds scjwa cjw tcb nrjms la tcb pjae(( wbrb hutdtlam eub tj sukt`b kut sbvbrb hda hdeb gcdambs tj tcb bavlrjahbat! ]l``ldh cde(( wbpt wcba tcb Dhdzjalda cb`e tcb tlay nrjms bmms la cls cdae dae scjwbe tcbh! Ucby wbrb(( eylam s`jw`y, tcblr mbabtlg latbmrlty gjhprjhlsbe ky hdas jvbrusb jn pbstlgleb dae cbrklgleb!((( Ucdt suhhbr tcb cl`` ndglam tcb pjae cde kbba sprdybe cbdvl`y wltc cbrklgleb tj il`` sjhb(( krusc! Cbrb wds tcb rbsu`t jn tcdt jab dgt! Ucb sdhb mrlh sgbadrlj wds jggurrlam d`` jvbr tcb(( p`dabt!((( Ucbrb wbrb lhdmbs jn da jhlajus jrdamb m`jw tj tcb siy! Lt wds ds ln tcb bdrtc wbrb(( gjvbrbe la gjan`dmrdtlja! Ucbsb lhdmbs gdusbe mrbdt nbdr la ]l``ldh! Wjhbcjw cb wds kblam(( rbdssurbe cjwbvbr!(

Wjhb Ndgts ja tcb Dhdzja

#aj, ajt tcb edha kjji gjhpdaytcby cdvb yju prjnl`be wltc tcb lr prjprlbtdry

d`mjrltchsdrb yju lstbalam:,

( Jidy6


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Dhdzja ls `jslam > slx njjtkd`` nlbè slzbe p`jts jn mrjuae d hlautb

Jab tclre jn tcb Dhdzja ls mjab njrbvbr

Ucb Dhdzja nl`tbrs mrbbacjusb mdsbs nrjh tcb bdrtcs dthjspcbrb, Dhdzja ls tcb ùams jn tcbp`dabt rbp`balsclam jxymba tj tcb p`dabt

Ebnjrbstdtlja6 trbbs drb kblam g`bdrbe dwdydae ndrh`dae prjeugbenjr sjyd(d nbbe njr

gclgibasl!b!, gclgiba hgAummbtsd`sj hdsslvb gdtt`b dae kbbn jpbrdtljas drb kblam kul`t dae

hdlatdlabe ja ebnjrbstbe `daes jn tcb Dhdzja!

L``bmd` cyerdu`lg hlalam njr mjè ls jggurrlam la tcb Dhdzja! Cdvb yju bvbr sbba tcb bnnbgts jn

cyerdu`lg hlalam: Lt ls hda(hdeb clmc(prbssurb wdtbr usbe tj g`bdr sbelhbat dae bxpjsb

mjèN`dsc(n`jjelam vld hdgclabs! Ucb gcbhlgd`s usbe tj bxtrdgt tcb mjè: Hbrgury dae

gydaleb dae wcdt b`sb: Ej tcbsb gcbhlgd`s nlae tcblr wdy latj tcb wdtbrwdys jn tcb mrbdtrlvbrs jn tcb Dhdzja: Ucjsb hytclgd` sjuaelam ybt rbd` rlvbrs wltc adhbs sugc ds6

(Hdeblrd

(Jrlajgj

([lj Abmrj

(_utuadyj

Btg!

Rp tj ;?" jn tcb nrbsc wdtbr batbrlam tcb jgbdas jn tcls p`dabt jrlmladtbs la tcb Dhdzja [lvbr

Kdsla!

(( ]l``ldh rbgd``s cjw tcb Dhdzjalda kbgdhb g`bdrbr la dppbdrdagb ds tcb bgj`jmy `bssja(( wjuae ejwa! Cb ajw wds ebnlaltb`y d edri Dhdzjalda! Cb cde d mbat`b kut bhpcdtlg tjab la(( cls wjres tj ]l``ldh! Cb sjhbcjw wds mlvlam ]l``ldh da urmbat rbspjaslkl`lty! Lt cde kbba(( strjam`y mlvba! Abxt ]l``ldh rbhbhkbrs sbblam d `drmb g`bdr kjx ja tcb scjrb jn tcb pjae! Ucls(( `jjibe `lib d gjnnla! ]l``ldh cde kbba p`dgbe lasleb tcls kjx! Ucbrb wds d trdasùgbat plai fb``y(


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(( `lib sukstdagb la tcb kjx! Lt cde gjvbrbe ]l``ldh d`` jvbr cls kjey ds cb `dy sl`bat`y la tcb kjx!((

]cba cb cde bhbrmbe cb cde rbgd``be da urmbat nbb`lam jn kblam rbdssurbe! Lt wds lhpdrtbe tj(( clh wltcjut wjres tj cdvb aj nbdr! Ucbrb wbrb rbhadat klts dae plbgbs jn tcls bxpbrlbagb cb(( gju`e ajt gjhp`btb`y rbgd``!((( Ucbsb erbdhs dae sbasdtljas ibpt gjhlam kdgi tj clh! La tcb `dtb nd`` jn 4


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((( Ucb hba cde sjhbtlhbs `be clh jut jn tcb kulèlam! Ucby wbrb d`wdys nlbrgb`y damry wltc(

( ]l``ldhs prbsbagb la tcb g`daebstlab rjjhs la tcls kulèlam!((( ]l``ldh cde uaebrstjje wcy tcb grdnt jn tcb Dhdzjalda cde trdvb`be uaebrabdtc tcb pjwbr(( `labs! Lt cde sjhbcjw gjhb latj tcls uaebrstdaelam! Ucb Dhdzjaldas grdnt cde ajt kbba bdsl`y(( ebtbgtbe ky rdedr ln lt trdvb`be g`jsb tj tcb pjwbr `labs! Ucbrb wds nbdr ja kblam scjt ejwa ky(( bdrtc lacdkltdats! Ucbrb wbrb pjwbrnu` pbjp`b wcj ele ajt wdat tcb Dhdzjalda tj gjatdgt(( pbjp`b ja bdrtc tj jnnbr cls hbssdmb jn sdvlam tcb p`dabt!((( ]l``ldh cde gjhb tj uaebrstdae cjw strjam wdvbs jn b`bgtrjhdmabtlg babrmy gjastdat`y(( wdscbe jvbr tcb p`dabt sjhb nrjh latbatljad` sjurgbs! Ucb CDD[_ prjfbgt la tcb drgtlg wds(( sugc da dttbhpt tj gjvbr tcb bdrtc la pjwbrnu` b`bgtrjhdmabtlg wdvbs! Cb cde `bdrabe tcbrb(( wbrb sglbatlsts wcj iabw dkjut tcls prjfbgt dae spjib jut dmdlast lt! Jab sugc sglbatlst cde(( gjatdgtbe ]l``ldh wcba cb cde wjribe wltc d pbdgb prjfbgt la Ajrtc Gdrj`lad! Ucls sglbatlst(( cde bxp`dlabe tj ]l``ldh cjw tcls CDD[_ prjfbgt wds vdst drrdy jn elscbs sbt up tj gjvbr tcb(( bdrtc la b`bgtrjhdmabtlg babrmy kbdhs! Lt wds ebslmabe tj elsrupt tb`bgjhhualgdtljas! Lt wds(( sj pjwbrnu` lt gjuè gdusb tcb bdrtc tj wjkk`b ja lts dxls! Lt wds la pdrt rbspjaslk`b njr tcb(( elsruptlja jn tcb adturd` gjshlg babrmlbs jr tb`bpdtclg gjhhualqus tj bdrtc nrjh spdgb!((


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2! Latultlja gda kb bacdagbe>! [bptl`lda krdla pdrt(lastlagtlvb dmmrbsslvb nlmct jr n`lmct rbspjasb drbd jn krdla=! Hday jn us d``jw JAB drbd jn jur krdlas tj ejhladtb jur `lvbs

Er! Udazl tcba usbs d abw drbd jn krdla usdmb cb ls stueylam! Cb gd``s tcls abw rbsbdrgc

GJAUBH_@DUL^B ABR[JWGLBAGB(lt ls hlaenuàbss ebvjle jn fuembhbat dae

suspbaelam lhhbeldtb latbrprbtdtlja dae dad`ysls(EBB_ @LWUBALAM cb sdys!

Cb nurtcbr dees tcbrb drb njur typbs jn hlaenuàbss6

4! Wbasjry dwdrbabss;! Kjey dwdrbabss7! Hbatd` dwdrbabss5! Wjgld` dwdrbabss

]cdt laput drb wb rbgblvlam cjw ls lt dnnbgtlam sbasbs kjey hlae dae cjw ej wb

utl`lzb tcls laput la jur latbrdgtljas la jur rb`dtljasclpsjab(ja(jabdt cjhb jur

latbrprbtdtljas jn jur bxpbrlbagbs njr tcb `drmbr wjrè tcb p`dabt:

Kblam hlaenu` Er! Udazl sdys ls kblam6

4!

@bss drmuhbatdtlvb;! @bss rbdgtlvb7! Hjrb grbdtlvblatultlvb

Ujj hday elstrdgtljas # wltcla dae jutsleb jn us , dnnbgt jur hlaenuàbss!

Aburjmbabsls(rbabwd` jn krdla gb``s bvba latj jè(dmb!

Ucb dutcjr jn tcls pdpbr yju cdvb fust rbde #dntbr cbdrlam Er! Udazl, dt tcls pjlat

cde dajtcbr Kùb Ajtb Bplpcday !!hdykb sglbagbaburjsglbagb lsfust ajwgdtgclam up tj wcdt us pj`ypcdslg cl`` njì cdvb WBAWBE d`` d`jamtcb ja`y elnnbrbagb

kblam, wb ejat cdvb tj kuy Er! Udazls kjji dae = sbvba EÊs dt tcb spbgld` `jw

prlgb ds devbrtlsbe, dt tcb gjhhbrgld` krbdiajw wb hlmct fust trdeb clh d cdaenu`

jn aja(mbabtlgd``y hjelnlbe pdw(pdw sbbes njr cls kjji dae = sbvba EÊs, kut

wbe cdvb tj cdvb Er! Udazl tcrjw la d `ltt`b kjjt


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Gjpyrlmct ;?4; ky ]!C!Cdrtsjgi(d`` rlmcts rbsbrvbecdtb tj put lt tcdt wdycde d kde bxpbrlbagb la

Iajxvl``b, Ubaa! Dt d sjamwrltbrs almctajtbkjjis dae tdpb rbgjrebrs(sjhbtlhb dntbrwdre L cbdre d

hlsc(hdsc dhd`mdhdtlja jn hy sjams turabe latj d hjastbr clt!

Ucba tcb drtlst stugi lt ja tcb p`dy(tcb eura sjam(lagbssdat`y rdelj stdtljasL cde kbba

pdrdpcrdsbebhlabat ejhdlabenrlg(nrdgibestrlp(hlabeUrust yjur ablmckjrs kut tlb yjur eura

hu`b sjhb huslgldas drb hbdabr tcda rdl`rjde wjribrs$


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^L!

_`dylam tcb Gcrjhdtlg Dkbrrdtljas

L dh tcb stukk`be stuhk`b(kuh plhp6 plt jrgcbstrd hda( p`dylam tcb huzdi sj`js

Uj tcb sl`bat nl`h la tcls ebgdylam tcbdtbr

Aj scbbt huslg(lhprjvlsb tcb laglebatd` strdlas njr bdgc n`lgibrlam nrdhb upja tcb sgrbba

Nrjh byb tj syadpsb tj cdae(strumm`lam tj ibbp pdgb(strumm`lam tj latbrprbt tcb stjry

Hy ja`y d`tbradtlvb ls sl`bagb(

Gjrpus gj``jsuh6 nlrlam pdrdkj`lg trdglam tcb drg ajw jshjtlg jchs kdgi dae njrtc tcrjumc aburd`

syadpsbs(Wyabstcbsld kbmla ajw

[(@([(@(@([(@([(bqul`lkrluh ebslrbe(aburj(gcbhlgd` splrd` gcdlas krjiba dae rb`bdsbe

Latrj6 L hust `lb ejwa ajw wcbrb d`` tcb `deebrs kbmla la tcb nju` rdm dae kjab scjp jn tcb muttbr

]!K!\bdts(#pdrdpcrdsbe hutdtbe syatcbslzbe(daabxbe(strlp hlabe(bhlabat ejhdla(stj`ba,

Kbmla tj p`dy ajw6

\ju s`lam !;;7 gjppbrs dae kuscb`s jn mj`e dt hlsjmyalstlg lanleb`s la rbe*wcltb pjppy `deba

^d``bys ja tcb jtcbr sleb jn tcb wjr`e(tj ebnbae tcb rlmcts jn rdpb(hjutcbe

_j`ltlgldas tj prdgtlgb tcblr wjhba kdsclam flamjlstlg prjpdmdaed cbrb nrjh

_urp`b hjuatdlas hdfbsty tj dhkbr wdvbs jn mrdla

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Wtruh ajw tcb gu`t jn pbrsjad`lty m`lttbr hdgclab! Gjhb ajw yju tuk(tcuhpbrs

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]b drb uaebr tcb pjwbr jn tcb babhy(cb wcj d`wdys puts tcb `bttbr kbnjrb tcb splrlt(gcbdpabss dae

trlvld`lty kbnjrb kbduty(Lt ls cb wcj hdibs tclams ja`y la jrebr tj sb`` tcbh9 wcj cds njrmjttba tcdt

tcbrb ls sugc d tclam ds trutc dae hbdsurbs tcb wjrè ky devbrtlsbhbat jr ky prjnlt9 wcj edl`y ebnl`bs

tcb kbduty tcdt surrjuaes clh dae hdibs vu`mdr tcb trdmbeytcb shdrt tcb g`bvbr tcb gjuatbrnbltbr jn

splrltud` vdùbs(cb ls d`` dkjut us, dae wjrsb, cb cds wjrhbe cls wdy lasleb sj hday jn uspbrsbgutlam

jur pbdgb, spjl`lam jur laslmct, gjanuslam jur clmcbst vdùbs

# Drt dae grbdtlja gjhb nlrst(tj grbdtb ls tj lhltdtb tcb grbdtlja jn d` (`lstba tj Hjzdrt(wrltb kdgiwdres

dae njrwdres slhu`tdabjus`y(jpba up tcb rlmct sleb jn tcb krdla dae scusc tcb grltlgd` `bnt krdla(slam

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Hdri tcb drg jn hda dae mjèba sua

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Cb tdibs6 Krlmct yb``jw sua`lmct

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Njr D`` tcb bdrtc dae nlb`es

Dae cls klm sjnt krjwa bybs

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kbgjhbs @LMCU wdvbs

Ejbs `lmct dnnbgt jur bhjtljas: Ej elnnbrbat gj`jrs jn `lmct gcdamb jur hjjes:


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Cbrb drb sjhb Vba tcjumcts ja pdla, sglbatlnlg laqulry, ja `jjilam dt tcb wjrè

Edltsu Gclscj(nrjh Ucb Mdtb`bss Mdtb wrlttba ky ]u(hba Cul(idl # 4437( 4;>? , d`sj iajwa ds Huhja

Bidl jr slhp`y Huhja d Vba hjai dae hdstbr jn tcb [lazdl sgcjj`!

Jagb d hjai sdle tj Hdtbr Wblfj jn Ijyj, Edltsu Gclscj Kueecd ele zdzba ja d kjeclsbdt njr tba

id`pds! Kueecd Ecdrhd wds ajt hdalnbstbe, ajr ele cb dttdla Kueecdcjje! ]cy wds lt: Fj sdle \jur

qubstlja ls sp`baele laebbe! Ucb hjai pbrslstbe, Cb ele prdgtlgb zdzba ja d kjeclsbdt! ]cy ele cb

ajt dttdla Kueecdcjje: Fj rbp`lbe, Kbgdusb cb ele ajt dttdla Kueecdcjje!

Huhjas gjhhbatdry

Ucb jè njrblmabr hdy iajw lt kut cb gdaajt rbd``y mrdsp lt! Da jreladry hda ln cb iajws lt ls d sdmb! D

sdmb ln cb mrdsps lt ls da jreladry hda!

Huhjas pjbh

[dtcbr tcda mlvb tcb kjey rb`lbn mlvb rb`lbn tj tcb hlae6

]cba tcb hlae ls dt pbdgb tcb kjey ls ajt elstrbssbe!

Ln hlae dae kjey drb kjtc sbt nrbb

]cy hust tcb cj`y sdlat kbgjhb d `jre:

Kb``(sjuae dae prlbsts rjkb

Rahja sdle, @jji$ Ucls wjrè ls vdst dae wleb! ]cy ej yju put ja yjur prlbsts rjkb dt tcb sjuae jn

tcb kb``:

Huhjas gjhhbatdry


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Ajw la stueylam Vba dae elsglp`lalam jabsb`n la Vba jab hust strlgt`y dvjle nj``jwlam sjuaes dae

g`lamlam tj njrhs! Bvba tcjumc jab hdy kb ba`lmctbabe ky cbdrlam d sjuaes, jr cdvlam jabs hlae

g`drlnlbe ky sbblam d njrh tcls ls fust d hdttbr jn gjursb! Lt ls ajtclam tj tdì dkjut bltcbr ln d Vba hda ls

dk`b tj hdstbr sjuaes dae gjatrj` njrhs dae tcus gda sbb tcb rbd`lty jn bvbrytclam dae ls wjaebrnu``y

nrbb la bvbrytclam cb ejbs! Ucjumc lt hdy kb sj yju tb`` hb ejbs tcb sjuae gjhb tj yjur bdr jr ejbs

yjur bdr mj tj tcb sjuae: Bvba ln yju drb dk`b tj trdasgbae kjtc sjuae dae sl`bagb cjw ej yju spbdi

jn tcdt ndgt! Ln yju `lstba wltc yjur bdr yju gdaajt tru`y mbt lt! ]cba yju cbdr wltc yjur byb tcba yju

gda rbd``y mbt lt!

Huhjas pjbh

Ln yju uaebrstdae lt, d`` tclams drb Jab,

Ln yju ej ajt tcby drb elnnbrbat dae sbpdrdtb!

Ln yju ej ajt uaebrstdae lt, d`` tclams drb Jab,

Ln yju ej tcby drb elnnbrbat dae sbpdrdtb!

Jreladry hlae ls Udj

Fjscu jagb dsibe Adasba, ]cdt ls Udj: Adasba daswbrbe, Jreladry hlae ls Udj!

Ucba scjuè wb elrbgt jursb`vbs tjwdre lt jr ajt: dsibe Fjscu!

Ln yju try tj elrbgt yjursb`n tjwdre lt, yju mj dwdy nrjh lt! Daswbrbe Adasba!

Fjscu gjatlaube, Ln wb ej ajt try, cjw gda wb iajw tcdt lt ls Udj:

Adasba rbp`lbe, Udj ejbs ajt kb`jam tj iajwlam jr ajt iajwlam! Iajwlam ls l`ùslja9

Ajt(iajwlam ls k`daiabss! Ln yju rbd``y dttdla tj Udj jn aj(ejukt lt ls `lib tcb mrbdt vjle

Wj vdst dae kjuae`bss! Cjw, tcba, gda tcbrb kb rlmct dae wrjam la tcb Udj:

Dt tcbsb wjres Fjscu wds sueeba`y ba`lmctbabe!

Huhjas gjhhbatdry


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gdre stdtbhbat

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la tcb trdsc! Hbeltdtb ja tcls jab d`wdysjr ajt!Wlhp`lglty ls uaspjiba

54!Ucb Udj jn _cyslgs(Nrltfjn Gdprd5;! _bdi Bxpbrlbagbs grbdtlvlty dae tcb Gj`jab` N`dstrus pcbajhbaja6 Krugb M! Gcdr`tja H!E!

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drrjmdat ejmhdtlg klds tjwdre sglbatlnlg prjgbss dae prjeugtljacbrb Gcdr`tja rbaebrs d

gdutljadry td`b wltcjut cls bvba iajwlam lt dae tcls kbms tcb uaspjiba qubstlja wltcjut cls

bvba iajwlam lt6

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hlaecb cb`pbe prjeugb tcb dtjhlg kjhktcba spbat tcb `dst ybdr jn cls `lnb trylam tj mbt tcb

dtjhlg kjhk kdaabe

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sube, L`` p`bde lhpdlrbe gbrbkrd` gdpdgltydaeL ejat jwa daytclam wjrtc tdilam daycjw$

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dacbejald(nlaelam aj p`bdsurb ja Wdturedy almctjr day jtcbr almct( sbb Duaty Dacbejald

Gdr` Fuam(Wwlss nrbb(tclaibr! Cb wds pj`ypcdslg

Gbrvlgjmbalg cbdedgcbs( wcba yjur gbrvlx(lgd` kjabs kbgjhb b``lptlgd``y hls(d`lmabe dae tcb

syadpsbs hlsnlrb tj yjur iuaed`lal9 lt gda dnnbgt wjhba tjj! L cde da jè ejm jagb dae cb cde lt!

gcdirds( pjlats la tcb splab wcbrb elnnbrbat babrmy gbatbrs drb `jgdtbe

gcrjhdtlg dkbrrdtljas( `jjilam tcrjumc tcb gjrabr jn d `bas yju sbb spjts jn elnnbrbat vdùbs jn

`lmct(gda kb d huslgd` tbrh d`sjclttla d sjur ajtbdrb tcbrb sjur ajtbs:

gjmaltlvb elssjadagb( wcba tcb klm wcbb` ejat nlt wltc tcb `ltt`b wcbb`, yju mbt d mrla(aaa(elam

ajlsb9 `lib hlsslam tclre mbdr la da dutj(hjkl`b

GJA\DGC(Wgjttlsc( wcba yju ej wcdt yju drb6 ej(kb(ej(kb(ej(kb, sgdt slamlam

bmjlg hbhkrdab( tcb tclgi cleb(kjuae sila drjuae yjur krdlas

cburlstlg(cb`plam tj elsgjvbr jr `bdra

cjùs kjùs( @dtla6 tcb wcj`b kd`` jnwb``, clt gjhbs juttd tcb sjutc bae jn d glvbt gdt9 wcj`b

kd`` jn wdx

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cjrhbsls(d `ltt`b pjlsja mjbs d `jam wdy9 hlmct bvba cb`p yju

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mjt tlrbe jn gj``bdmubs `dumclam dt clh sj cb kbgdhb da [ . K slambr(Fjaay Hdgicde d klm

hdsc( up clt wltc da j`e Flhl Cbaerlx tuab, Drb \ju Bxpbrlbagbe:

iuaed`lal( tcb splrltud` sadib dt tcb kdsb jn yjur splab9 hlab ls hjrb `lib d mruk wjrh la

clkbradtlja

hdalnbstj( wcbrb d kuagc jn muys mbt tjmbtcbr dae cdvb d hda(nbst9 kbbr dae sbrljus `dumctbr

[j``j Hdy( Abw \jri psygcldtrlst wcj ls d nrbb(tclaibr

Huagcdusba ky _rjxy Wyaerjhb(kbcdvljr pdttbra la wclgc d gdrbmlvbr eb`lkbrdtb`y

bxdmmbrdtbs ndkrlgdtbs laeugbs pcyslgd` psygcj`jmlgd` kbcdvljrs dae*jr hbatd` cbd`tc

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Alflasiy(d [usslda hda wcj edagbe drjuae la tlmcts9 cb sjuaebe ebprbssbe9 ele cb cdvb

mbaebr lebatlty lssubs:

Jajhdstlglda( d sglbatlst wcj p`dys wltc wjres dae cjw tcb wjres rb`dtb tj adhbs, wcba cbs

ajt latb``bgtud``y hdsturkdtlam9 bxdhp`b(d Wpdalsc ejgtjr wcj drrjmdat`y stlgis d abbe`b latj

yjur abgi*splab8 d Er! _lgdejr(cb plbrgbs tcb ku``s abgi wltc tcb `dagb

pdrdelmhs( twbaty gbats

_cd`drls( tcb nlrst cykrle gdr9 pdrt Krdchd ku`` dae pdrt lrja9 gdumct nlrb jntba

_cl`jsjpcy(d `jt jn gcbwlam kut aj swd``jwlam(`lib gcbwlam tjkdggj

pj`ypcdslg( adhbe njr d Ralvbrslty jn ^lrmlald prbgbptjr _j``y(scb cde abvbr kbba pcdsbe9

elbe wltcjut bvbr cdvlam kbba pcdsbehdykb scb abbebe tj kb pcdsbe6 gjuè cdvb gcdambe

cbr tuab(cbr M(strlam wds tuabe tjj tlmct`yscb cde lt dt Kk n`dt

prb(gbptjr( d gjurt`y hlalja kbnjrb scb mbts cbr sgbptbr9 dntbr scb mbts cbr sgbptbr cbr

sbptuh rdlsbs rbd` clmc

_rjgrustbda(hdilam d tcbjry nlt d purpjsb9 da jè td`b mjbs(tcb laa ibbpbrs kbes wbrb tjj

scjrt njr cls kjdrebrssj cb gut tcb drhs dae `bms jnna tcb kjdrebrs tj hdib tcbh nlt tcb

kbes(d prjgrustbda sjùtlja

prjprlbtdry d`mjrltchs(wcba yju `jji dt sjhbtclam ja tcb gjhputbr tcby kb `jjilam kdgi dt

yjusbblam wcdt yju hlmct `lib tj kuy6 dad`jmub vbrslja(Hjahjutc Wtrbbt la Abwpjrt I\ ja

d Wdturedy almct

sdgrb Gjbur( sdgrbe cbdrt

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Wtdab`y Iualtz(mjsslpbe dkjut pjbts

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sjuaes, cbdrlam gj`jrs

tcbjry(laeugbe k`laeabss( latb``bgtud` hdsturkdtlja9 hjst sglbatlsts wbdr tclgi m`dssbs9 sbb

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qult `dylam9 ajtb krjtcb` dgtlvlty gjhpdrlsja

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dae cb sdle Rag`b Mrjvbr wjuè mbt d elscjajrdk`b elsgcdrmb9 Dhbrlgda ejgtjr wrjtb jut d

eldmajsls dae wb gjuè ajt bvba rbde tcb wjres

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Mrjvbr wds ajt d prlvdtb cb wds d sbdhda nlrst g`dss! ]b tclai _J@@\ tcb Ralv! jn ^d!

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