the procrastination cure: 7 steps to stop putting life off
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ThePROCRASTINATIONCURE
ThePROCRASTINATIONCURE7StepstoStopPuttingLifeOff
JefferyCombs
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CONTENTS
Preface
Introduction
PartOne:WhatIsProcrastination?
ChapterOneAnOverviewofProcrastination
PartTwo:TheSixTypesofProcrastinators
ChapterTwoTheNeuroticPerfectionist
ChapterThreeTheBig-DealChaser
ChapterFourTheChronicWorrier
ChapterFiveTheRebelliousProcrastinator
ChapterSixTheDramaAddict
ChapterSevenTheAngryGiver
PartThree:ChangingYourLife
ChapterEightTheRecoveryProcess
ChapterNineTheSevenHabitsofRecoveringProcrastinators
AppendixTheProcrastinationQuiz
Index
AbouttheAuthor
PREFACE
Thisbookisdedicatedtoprocrastinatorseverywhere:thosewhosufferfrominfrequentprocrastinationaswellaschronicprocrastinators.Forthelast20-plusyears,Ihavewitnessedmanyquality,capablepeoplewithlotsoftalentsabotagethemselvesbyprocrastinating.Formorethan10yearsofmyentrepreneurialcareer,Idevelopedsalesteamsandsalesorganizations.Iwasamazedathowmanypeopleputoffand/oravoidedlearningthehabitsandskillsassociatedwithselling.Ibegantotakenoteofhowmanyofthemprocrastinatedaboutmasteringthesalesprocess,andevenquittoavoidtheperceivedpainassociatedwithselling.Thisbeganmyjourneyintounderstandingthereasonsandthesciencebehindwhysomuchofthepopulationprocrastinates.
Morethan13yearsago,Istartedpersonallymentoringandcoachingentrepreneurs,businessowners,athletes,entertainers,peoplewithaddictions,andindividualsfromallwalksoflife.Ihavesincecoachedmorethan6,000clientsanddevoted60,000hoursofmypersonaltimetocoaching.Ihavepersonallywitnessedhowmanypeopleprocrastinate.Ialsofoundthatthereisverylittlewrittenandunderstoodonthistopicthataffectssomuchofthepopulation.Thisbookisahandbookbasedonmypracticalexperience,myresearch,andmycommittedstudyonwhyweprocrastinate.Iofferspecificmethodstoassistyoutoreleasethecausesofprocrastinationsoyouwilllivelessfrequentlyintheeffectsofprocrastination.Iprovideinsightintothesixmainprocrastinatortypesandtheirsharedcommonalities,andIpresenttechniquesandskillstoassistyouinlettinggooftheevents,people,andsituationsthatkeepyouprocrastinating.
Inthefollowingpages,youwillgainunderstandingaboutwhyyouprocrastinateandyouwilllearndetailedstepsonhowtoletgo.Bepatientasyoubegintounderstandyourprocrastinatortype(s)andthereasonswhyyoudowhatyoudo.Persevere,becausetransformationfromoccasionalandchronicprocrastinationisnotanovernightprocess.Youmustbecommittedandseriousaboutlettinggoofthecausesthatcreateandperpetuateyourprocrastination.
Ifyouarereadingthisbook,youaretakingthefirststepstobecomearecoveringprocrastinator.Congratulations!Youdeservetoreceivethebenefitsofdroppingtheprocrastinatoridentity,andreinventingyourselftobecomethe
personyoudeservetobe.
Withgratitude,JefferyCombs
INTRODUCTION
Beforewebegin,Ihaveaconfessiontomakerightupfront:I,JefferyCombs,thepresidentandfounderofGoldenMastermindSeminars,Inc.,procrastinatedaboutwritingthisbook.IcameupwiththeideaforthisbookseveralyearsagowhenIrealizedthattherewasverylittlecontentavailableonthesubjectofprocrastination—payavisittoanybookstoreinAmerica,andyouwillbehard-pressedtofindbooksandCDsthatspecificallyfocusonprocrastination.Thereason?Procrastinationisaverymisunderstoodtopic—there’sverylittleunderstandingofhowtoletgoofprocrastination,howtorecognizeanddiffusethefeelingsthatleadtoprocrastination,and,mostimportantly,howtodeveloptheabilitytoproduce,aswellasrelax,withoutguilt.
ProcrastinationIsanEffect—NotaCauseWeallprocrastinateoccasionally.Procrastinationcanbedefinedasdelayinga
project,atask,oranintendedcourseofaction,despiteexpectingtofeeltheguiltorshameofthedelay.Fifteento20percentofadultsroutinelyputoffactivitiesthatwouldbestbeaccomplishedassoonaspossible.Inindependentsurveysconductedin2007,80to90percentofallcollegestudentsadmittedthattheyhadmajorissueswithprocrastination.
Procrastinationisaneffect,notacause.Youdon’tprocrastinatebecauseyou’reaprocrastinator.Youprocrastinatebecausetherearecausesthathavecreatedtheeffectofprocrastination.Tobegintoletgoofyourprocrastination,it’simportanttounderstandwhyyouprocrastinate.
Asyoucoverthematerialinthisbook,Iwouldliketointroduceyoutoanimportantdistinction:Ifyoucallyourselfaprocrastinator,thiswordbecomesyouridentity.Nooneisacut-and-driedprocrastinatorinallareasofone’slife.Instead,weprocrastinateinisolatedareaswhereweperceivepain,weprocrastinatetorebel,orweprocrastinatetocontrolasituation.Manypeoplewhoarerebelliousintheirprocrastinationoftenwinduprebellingagainsttheirownsuccess.Thisistakingprocrastinationtotheextreme.
Themostcommonformofprocrastinationoccurswhenyoucreateanexcuseinordertoeliminatetheperceptionofpain.Ifjustthinkingabouttomorrow’s
tasksandchoresbringsupfeelingsofanxiety,pain,ordiscomfort,thereisahighprobabilitythatyouwillcreatesomethingmoretrivialtodotoavoidthepain.Inotherwords,youwillmostlikelynotscheduleless-criticaltasksforlater.Thisistheprimaryreasonthatyougetsidetracked.It’sthereasonthatyouplantomakebusinesscallsandsuddenlyfindyourselfattherefrigerator.
ProcrastinationIsanEpidemicProcrastination,quitefrankly,isanepidemic,andanepidemiccanonlybe
curediftheunderlyingrootcauseisdiscovered.Mygoalforthisbookistoteachyouhowtoidentifywhatcausesprocrastinationandneutralizetheresultingfeelings.I’llshowyouhowtogofromprocrastinatortoproducer.Nomatterwhoyouare,thisbookwillhelpyoutoovercomeprocrastinationandachievethelifeofyourdreams.
PartOneWhatIsProcrastination?
CHAPTERONEAnOverviewofProcrastination
Earlyinmyentrepreneurialcareer,Ibecameawareofaprevalenttendencytowardprocrastinationthatwasbuiltintolargesalesteamsaroundthecountry.Peoplewouldattendmyrallies,events,seminars,conventions,trainings,andmastermindgroups,andtheywouldleaveinspiredandexcited.Thentheywouldreturnhome,backtotheirfamiliarsurroundings,andprocrastinateratherthanproduce.
TheseindividualsjoinedwhatIcalltheWitnessProtectionProgram,meaningthattheywouldnotreturnmyphonecallsorrespondtomye-mails—Iwouldneverhearfromthemagain.Atfirst,thisusedtobaffleme;Iwasshockedatthesmallnumberofpeoplewhoactuallyfollowedthroughontheirintentions.Theywouldintendtocreatetheactionrequired,buttheywouldn’tactuallycommit.
Eventually,Ilearnedthatthiswasnormalbehaviorformostofsociety.Alargepercentageofthepopulationseekschange,yettheseindividualsfailtotakeactionbecausestruggleandhardshiphavebecometheiridentity,sochangeandsuccesswouldcontradicttheirveryselves.Todatein2011,Ihavepersonallycoachedandmentoredaround6,000individualclients.Thisaddsuptoapproximately60,000personalhoursspentmentoringandcoachingpeopletounderstandthewaytheyfeelsotheycanchangethosefeelingsinordertochangethewaytheyact.Predictably,80to90percentofmyclientsarestuckinprocrastination.
Thesedays,I’mpassionateaboutassistingindividualstounderstandnotonlythereasontheyfeelthewaytheyfeel,butalsotorecognizetheeventsthatcreatedthosefeelings.Ifallyoudoisaddresstheeffect,you’llnevergettothecause—andthecauseiswhereyoulearntoliveinthesolution.Ifyouliveintheeffect,you’llcontinuetoliveintheproblem.
Takedietandexercise,forexample.Iffoodisasituationthataffectsyou,goingonadietandbeginninganexerciseprogramaregoingtobecomponentsofreleasingweight.Butintheend,they’reonlythesuperficialcausethatcreatestheeffect.Ifyoufirstbegintoaddressthereasonsyouovereat,thenyoucangettothecauseofyourprocrastinationandresistancetoweightloss.ManyofusstartadietinlateDecemberorJanuary,yetsomewherearoundMarchandApril
thelusterwearsoff.WegotothegyminJanuaryandFebruary,butthenenrollmentsdropinMarchandApril.Thesuncomesout,theweathergetsnicer,andwelosesightofourgoal.
AShortHistoryofProcrastinationProcrastinationhasbeenaroundaslongashumanshavebeeninexistence,
eventhough,inearlysocieties,alatecropcouldleadtostarvation.Goingbackto800BC,theGreekpoetHesiodequatedprocrastinationwithsinorsloth.Associetymovedintotheindustrialage,itbecameeasiertoprocrastinatebecausemachinesallowedpeopletoperformlesswork.
Today,intheeraoftechnology,procrastinationisthriving.Notpayingattention,gettingreadytogetready,surfingtheWeb,playingcomputergames,watchingtheelectronicincomereducer(thatis,television),arejustsomeofthewaysthevastmajorityofthepopulationavoidsdoingwhattheyintendtodobutareneverfullycommittedtoachieving:theirdreams,theirobjectives,andevensomeoftheircommitments.Facebook,Twitter,andotherformsofsocialmediahavecreatedawholenewwaytostayconnected—andawholenewwaytoprocrastinate.
“I’mgoingtoprospectonFacebook,”yousaytoyourself.Instead,whathappensisthatyoucatchuponalltheposts,butyoudon’tdoanyconnectingbecauseyougetseducedintoavoidingthepainofrejectionyouperceive.Thisisagreatexampleofbeingbusyratherthanproductive.Theseductionofsocialmediaallowsyoutoputoffwhatyoushoulddowhilespendingmoretimedoingwhatyoumerelywanttodo.Succumbingtotheseenticementscanabsolutelybecostly.Itcancostyoutime;itcancostyoumoney.Moreimportantly,itcancauseyoutoexperienceguiltandshame,thelowestleveloffeelingthatwetransmittootherstelepathicallythroughouremotionalvibrations.Someofthehighestlevelsoffeelingfromwhichwecanvibratearelove,serenity,andbliss—Ibelieveyoucanagreethatthesearechallengingemotionsfromwhichtooperatewhileinthemidstofprocrastination!
TheFinancialCostsofProcrastinationFinancialexpertsestimatethat40percentofourpopulationhasexperienceda
financiallossduetoprocrastination—andinmanycases,thelossesweresevere.In2002,Americaoverpaid$473millionintaxesasaresultofrushingandcreatingcostlyerrors.Eachyear,alargepercentageofthepopulationwaitsuntilthelastminutetofiletheirtaxreturns.Analarmingnumberofpeoplefile
extensionsandthenoperateinapanickedrushtomeettheextensiondeadline.Keepinmindthatthisisinadditiontothoseindividualswhoputofffilingtaxesaltogetherandfallyearsbehind.
Ioncecoachedaclientwhohadn’tpaidtaxesin15years.Shewassoanxiousabouttherepercussionsofhersituationthatshecouldn’tfilehertaxesforfearoftheunknown,andshewasunabletosleepatnight.Shekneweventuallyshewouldhavetofacethemusic.Now,thiswomanwasn’tataxprotestor,anditwasn’tthatshedidn’twanttopayhertaxes.Shewasn’tdishonestordisloyaltoourcountry.Shewassimplyachronicprocrastinator.
OccasionalProcrastinatorsThere’sahugedifferencebetweensomeonewhoprocrastinatesoccasionally
andsomeonewhoprocrastinateschronically.We’llcoverthechronicprocrastinatoralittlelaterinthisbook.Fornow,I’mgoingtoassumethatmostofyouwhoarereadingthisbookareoccasionalprocrastinators.You’reaverageprocrastinators.You’renotaddictedtoprocrastination,butthereareareaswhereprocrastinationhindersyou.
Takealookatyourbankaccount.Doesprocrastinationhinderyouthere?Takealookatyourphysiqueandyourhealth.Doesprocrastinationholdyoubackthere?Takealookatyourdesk.Isitpiledhighwithpapersthatyoucan’tletgoof?Isyourhouseamazeofclutter?Howaboutyourcloset?Whenyouopenthedoor,doeseverythingfalldownonyou?Ormaybeyou’reoneofthosepeoplewhosegarageissofilledwithstuffthatthere’snoroomforthecars.Nowthat’sprocrastination!
KeyQuestionstoAskYourself:∞Whatisthebyproductofmyprocrastination?∞Doesprocrastinationcausemeguiltandshame?∞DoIfeeloverwhelmedwhenitcomestotheprocessofchange?∞Domyabandonmentandrejectionissueskeepmefromusingtheelectronicincomecreator(thatis,thetelephone)?
∞Doesprocrastinationkeepmefromavoidingproduction?∞Doestheperceivedpainofproducinghinderme?∞Wouldactuallyproducingliberateme?
Perfection—orMastery?
Nomatterwhatyoudo,youwillneverbe100percent.Thisisn’taboutbeing100percentanything.Thisisn’taboutbeing“thebest.”Thisisaboutbeingyourbest.Youwillalwayshavechallenges.Youwillhaveupsanddowns.However,yourabilitytobouncebackwilldeterminewhetheryouarebarelyinthegameorwhetheryoumasterthegame.
Youarebrilliant.Youarealreadyperfect.Yoursoulishavinghumanexperiences.Youareexceptional.Youhavewhatisrequired.Youhavetheguts.Youhavethejuice.YouhavetheG-A-M-E,baby.Mostofyoujusthaven’tplayedityet.Youhaven’tcommitted,andyouhaven’tdecided.Thegoodnewsisthateachandeverydayyouaregrantedanewgiftcalled“time,”andthatequals86,400seconds,or1,440minutes.
Whenitcomestoproductionandprocrastination,oneliberatesyouandoneintoxicatesyou.Theliberationfromproduction—fromataskwelldone;fromreceivingareward,apaycheck,apayment,anoverridebonus,orabigcheck;fromataskaccomplished;fromwalkingacrossthestage,gettinganaward,gettingahugfromateammateorafamilymember—isexhilaratingtoexperience.Ontheotherhand,theintoxicationwederivefromprocrastination—theguilt,theshame,theoverridingfeelingsofunworthiness(“I’mnotgoodenough,”“Ican’tbelieveI’vedoneitagain,”“It’ssobigIcan’tpossiblystart”)—isoneofthebiggestchallenges.
ProcrastinationIsaLeft-BrainIssueWhat’sfascinatingaboutprocrastinationisthatitallhappensintheleftside
ofthebrain.Theleftsideofthebrainistheegotisticalmind,themindofcontrol.It’simportanttounderstandthatprocrastinationisnonphysical.Itsresultsshowupphysically,butitallstartsoutemotionally.Thisiswheretheleftbrainkicksin.Itbeginstoreleasedopamine,andyoubegintofeelbad.Theleftbraincontrolsyourself-talk,tellingyouwhatyoucan’tdo.Itstartstalkingaboutthepainthatmightbecreated.“I’llprobablyfailatthis,”“There’snowaythatwillhappen,”“IfIdothis,thatmighthappen,”“Theyprobablywon’t,”“I’mnotevengoingtogo,”“Itwillrain”—thisisalltheegotisticalmindtalking.Thisistheself-talkofabodythatcontinuestostayinpain.
Bycontrast,abodythatisexperiencingpleasurereleasesawholedifferentbiochemicalcalledseratonin.Thisisthefeel-goodfactor.IfIcouldgiveyoujustoneinsightthatwillallowyoutobeginreleasingseratonin,it’sthis:Startwithasimplesmile—agenuinesmile.Thissmallactionwillcreatesomewarmthinyourbody,allowingyoutosay,“Iamenough.Iamlovable.Iamcapable.”Affirmationsarepowerful,buttheymustbefollowedbyaction,becausewords
withoutactionarejustemptystatements.Affirmationswithoutfollow-througharejustanothersetofstatementsthatwillleadtodisappointment.Accomplishingyourobjectivesbeginswithpositiveself-talkcombinedwithaffirmativeaction.Thispatternrepeatedconsistentlyanddiligentlyintimewillalwaysleadyouforwardineveryaspectofyourlife.
BeyondMotivationWhatwillallowyoutoovercomeprocrastination?Twosituations:
1.Understandingwhyyouprocrastinateandwhyyoudowhatyoudo2.Creatingreasons,goals,purposes,andobjectivesthatarebiggerthanyourprocrastinationissues
Youmustdevelopsomethinginyourmind’ssight,somethinginyourvision—somethingthat’sclear,somethingthatmotivatesyou.
Butbeyondmotivationisinspiration.Inspirationisthatfireinyourgut.It’sthatpassioninyourcoremuscles,inyourgroin.Inspirationresidesinthelowerhalfofyourbody,whereallyouremotional,ethericenergyis.It’sthewhite-lightenergycalledcharismathatothersaroundyoucanfeel.Theysenseit,andtheywanttobeapartofit.
Inspirationisasilentpowerthatwillcarryyouthroughyourchallenges.Itwillallowyoutogetbackonahorsewhenyou’vebeenthrownoff.Itwillallowyoutogetbackoncoursewhenyourbrain’sreticularactivatingsystem,otherwiseknownasyouremotionalGooglesearchengine,hastakenyouoffcourse.Nomatterhowgoodyouget,youwillstillprocrastinateinisolatedareas.Procrastinationisaneffectyoucanlearntoaddresssoyoucaneventuallydiscoveritscause.
YouAreNotaProcrastinatorHere’sthekeytounderstandinghowcauseandeffectworks:Youthink
thoughtsthatbecomefeelings…feelingsbecomemoods…moodsbecomeyouridentity.Thisisthebeginningofunderstandingthatyouarenotaprocrastinator.Somanypeoplesay,“Oh,I’llbethefirstpersontobuythatbook!Ican’twaitforJeff’snewConfessionsofaRecoveringProcrastinatorCDtocomeout,becauseI’msuchaprocrastinator.”Procrastinationhasbecomethatindividual’sidentity.
Instead,practicesayingtoyourself,“IprocrastinateinisolatedareasthatI:
(1)don’tunderstand,(2)amlearningtoletgoof,and(3)perceivepain.”Insteadofcallingyourselfaprocrastinator,affirmthatyouarearecoveringprocrastinator.It’sthe12-stepprogramtoliberation,wealth,andjoy.
Themostvaluablecommodityyoupossessinthislifeistime.Thekeyisturningyourtimeintovalue,intoservice,intoresults,intojoy,intorelaxation,intoproduction,intoconnection.Wespendourtimeintwoprimaryways:relaxationandproduction.Whenyouspendtimeexperiencingeitheroneofthesemodalities,thereissomuchmoretogainwhenyouareguilt-free.
Procrastinationhasahugeeffectonbothhealthandwealth.Haveyoueverputoffgoingtothedentistordoctor?Mostofushavebecauseoftheperceivedanxietyoftheoutcome.Imustadmit,Iprocrastinateaboutgoingtothedentist.Justthethoughtofitisenoughtokeepmefrommakingtheappointment.EventhoughIhaveareallyawesomedentist,that’sstillnotenoughformetoscheduleacheckup.Once,Iwaited12yearsbetweendentalappointments!WhenIfinallywent,Ihadtohavearootcanalandacrown;thatprocrastinationcostmeabout$5,000.
AddressYourEmotionalAddictTheUniversityofWindsorinOntarioreportedthatadultprocrastinatorshad
higherstresslevelsandmoreacutehealthproblemsthanindividualswhocompletedtheirtasksinatimelymanner.Apersonismorepronetoprocrastinateifthetaskathandseemsdull,tedious,orpainful.Let’sfaceit:Whogetsexcitedabouttacklingagaragesofulltheycan’tgettheircarintoit?WhowantstospendtheirSaturdayundoingallthedamagethey’vedonetotheirhousehold,dealingwithallthemagazines,memorabilia,andclutterthey’vecollectedthroughouttheyears?
Thereisatendencyfortheprocrastinatortoputoffmajorprojectsuntiltheverylastminute.Remembercrammingforyourfinalexamswhenyouwereincollege?Iwenttocollegeinthe1970s,anditwasn’tuncommonformyfellowstudentsandmetotakeNoDoz,drinkcoffee,anduseotherbannedsubstancestoassistuswithprocrastinating.
Haveyoueverrushedtotheairport,gettingthereinthenickoftimetomakeyourflight?Doyoushowuplatetoevents,operatingontheadrenalinerushthatcomesfromjustmakingthedeadline?Thisisacommonwayofoperatingformanypeople.Theyattractattentionbybeinglate.Theyreceiveahugejoltofadrenalinebygettinginjustunderthewire.Theywaituntilthepainisgreatenough.Iknow—I’veexperiencedallofthismyself.
IrealizedthatIhadadrinkingprobleminmy20swhenIbegantoconsumelargeamountsofalcohol.ItwasproblematicenoughthatIstartedtogetDUIsandhadepisodesofpublicintoxication.IknewinmycreativerightbrainthatIhadaproblem,butmyleftbrainkeptmeindenial.Mylogical,egotisticalmindkeptmefromfacingitandseekingasolution.Inthemeantime,IkeptpromisingmyselfthatIwouldnotdrink,butittookmesixyearstoachievemyfirstdayofsobriety.Fortunatelyforme,sincethatveryfirstday,I’veneverhadanotherdrink.Thisisanexampleofallowingprocrastinationtoreachaproblematicstage,tothepointthatIalmosthadtodietochange.Thisisnottheidealwaytoaddressanemotionaladdiction.
RiskandRewardTheamountoftimebeforeaprojectduedatealsoimpactstheprobabilityof
procrastination.Wearemorelikelytoputoffataskwhenthedeadlineisfaraway.Thishappensbecauseofthephenomenaknownas“temporaldelay,”whichmeansthatthefartherapersonisfromarewardorafeelingofaccomplishment,andthelesscertainthatpersonfeelsaboutreachingtheendresult,themorelikelyheorsheistoresistperformingtherequiredactionnecessarytoearnit.Anotherwayofsayingthisisthatimmediategratificationismoremotivatingthanprizesoraccoladesreceivedasarewardfortasksaccomplishedinthefuture.Theriskorrewardfactorismuchgreaterwhentherewardiscloser,rightthereinfrontofyou.
Thecharacteristicmostcommonlylinkedtoprocrastinationisalackofconscientiousness.Apersonwhoishighlyconscientiousandorganizedisusuallyindustriousandproductive.Thisdescribesme.I’mveryorganized.I’mveryproductive.Ihaveamethod;Ihavearoutine.ButnoteveryoneinmyfamilyisasperfectionisticororganizedasIam.Individualswhoarenotconscientioushaveahighprobabilityofprocrastinating.
Ifyouhavealotofchaosandalotofdramainyourlife,thefirststepyouwanttotakeistoforgiveyourself.Don’tjudgeyourself.Ifyouhaveamountainofcluttertotackle,don’tlookatitandhyperventilate.Whenyoureactthisway,yourbodygoesintofight-or-flightmode.
Highlyimpulsivepeoplearealsopronetoprocrastinate.Temptationisaneasywaytoleadtheprocrastinatoroffcourse.Procrastinatorsareconstantlybehindtheirown8-ball,waitinguntilthelastminutetoruninandrescuethemselves.Theylivefortheadrenalinerushfollowedbyamajorletdown.Theyareaddictedemotionallyandchemicallytoexperiencinghighhighsandlowlows.Brainchemistry—adrenaline,cortisol,dopamine,serotonin,andthe
emotionalmind/bodyconnection—canexplainthis.Thebraingetsaddictedtothechemicalsreleasedinourbodiesduringhighlyemotionalstates,aswellasthechemicalsreleasedimmediatelyoncetheseeventshavetranspired.
ProcrastinationandAnxietyProcrastinationisalsodirectlylinkedtoanxiety,whichisanoffshootof
neuroticism.Gettingstartediseasilypostponedbecauseoftheanxietyoffailure.Thesubconsciousinternaldialoguesoundssomethinglike,“I’mafraidIwon’tdoitperfectly;I’llmakeamistake.I’lllosetheprospectorfriend.Iwon’tbeabletoliveuptomystandards.I’mnotpreparedenough.”Therearemanyotherreasons,justifications,validations,andjustflat-outexcuses.Andanexcuseisjustawell-plannedlie.
Thewords(andsometimeseventhesounds)weusecreateourprocrastination.Haveyoueveraskedsomeoneaquestionandthefirstsoundoutofhisorhermouthwas“Um,”followedbythepreposition“well…”?Inthissituation,thepersonisactuallyprocrastinatingbeforearticulating.Whenyouaskhimaquestion,heimmediatelychecksoutandgoesintohisleftbrain.Insteadofsayingwhathefeels,hegoesintothinkingmode;insteadoffeeling,he’slogical.Whenhefinallystartstalking,heusuallybeginstojustifyandvalidatehimselfratherthanspeakfromhistrueintuition.
NeuroticPerfectionismTherearetwoformsofperfection:practicalperfectionandneurotic
perfection.Youcanbeneuroticinyourownperfection.Youcanbeanabsolutelyorganized,detailed,neuroticperfectionist.We’llbeexploringthistypeofprocrastinatorinmuchmoredetailinChapter2,butfornow,sufficeittosay,ifyourdesireforperfectionkeepsyoufromproduction,thenthere’sahighprobabilitythatit’saneurosis.
Ifyoucanturnyourneuroticperfectionintoapracticalperfectionthatrewardsyou(forataskwelldone,feelinggoodaboutasituation,beingmeticulousonlyincertainareas),thenit’shealthy.Butifyou’resoneuroticthatyoucan’tstart,ifyou’resoneuroticyoucan’tleave(andyou’veprobablyheardofpeoplewhohaveafearofflying,orafearofdrivinginacar,orafearofleavingtheirhouse),thesearephobiasthatarealsosymptomsofprocrastination.
Individualscaughtinsideoneofthesephobiasdon’tfeelincontrolofaparticularsituation,butwhattheycancontrolisstayinghome.Iftheydon’tfly,theywon’tgetkilledinanairlineaccident.Iftheydon’tgetonatrain,they
won’tbeinvolvedinatrainwreck.Iftheydon’tdrive,theywon’tgetintoacarwreck.Insteadofexperiencingtheseformsoftransportation,theypracticeprocrastination.Theycancontroltheoutcomebystayinghome,butthentheysay,“Ican’ttakeatrip,”“Oh,IwishIwouldhave,”or“I’vegottofindapillto‘cure’mycondition.”
RememberthelinefromthatHueyLewisandtheNewssong,“Iwantanewdrug,onethatdon’tmakemenervous”?That’swhathappenstoalotofus.Weareconditionedtotakeanynumberofover-the-counterorprescriptionmedicationstoaddressouranxietiesandmaskourfeelings.Someofusaretoldthatwe’retoocreative.WehaveADHD.Wehaveanxiety.Wehavesleepdisorders.Wearegivenaseriesofpillstoaddressourfeelings,andweendupdampeningourcreativity.
AddressingtheReasonsWhyToreallyletgo,itisyourresponsibilitytounderstandwhyyoudowhatyou
do.Didyougrowupwithprocrastinators?Didyougrowupwithneuroticperfectionists?Didyougrowupwithapracticalperfectionist?Wereyoualwaystoldwhatyouhadtodo?Wereyoureprimandedifyoudidn’tdowhatyouweretold?Didyourebelagainstorder?Whenyouwenttocollegeormovedoutofyourhouse,didyoustopmakingyourbedoutofrebellion?
Thesearesomeoftheareasyoumustaddress.Ifyoudon’t,you’lljustcontinuetoputoffthesituationuntilthelastminute,validatingyouractionsbythinkingthatifitisdonepoorly,theexpectationswon’thavetobesohighthenexttime,thusreducingthepressuretosucceed.
Twokeyelementsplayalargepartintheurgetopostponeprojects:Uncertainfeelingsaboutanactivityandthedesiretoavoiddiscomfort.Theprocrastinator’sself-talksays,“I’mnotsureifthetimingisright,”thusavoidingtheriskoffailure.Indecisionalsoplaysalargeroleintheconscious/unconsciousmindoftheprocrastinator.Thispersoncannotmakeuphermind.Actually,shecanmakeuphermind,butshetellsherselfthatshecan’t.Shechoosesnottodecide.It’snotthatshecan’t;it’sjustthatshedoesn’t.
Procrastinatorsdecidethattheyrequiremoretraining,anewwebsite,aweekendseminar,alifecoach,amentor,orsomeonetomodelthemselvesafter.Allofthesethingscanbeliberatingiftheyareappliedpractically,butmerelygoingthroughthestep-by-stepprocessandneverapplyingtheknowledgejustproducesaseminarjunkiewhocontinuestoprocrastinate.
Nothingiseverperfectenoughforalargepercentoftheprocrastinatorsinthe
world,allowingthemtojustifytheirconstantlackofcommitment.Manyprocrastinatorsbelievetheyrequirethepressureofalast-minutedeadlinetojustifythedraggingoftheirfeet.Theyjustifythemselvesbysaying,“IfIwould’vestartedearlier,thenIwouldhaveexecutedperfectly.”Thisjustificationmaskslowself-esteemthatisakeycomponenttotheirperformanceanxiety,whichinturncausestheprocrastinationinthefirstplace.
BreakingtheProcrastinatorIdentityMostprocrastinatorswouldlovetobreaktheirprocrastinatoridentity,butit
hasbecomesoengrainedinthemthatitisautomatic.Inordertobreakthisidentity,beginrightnowbysaying,“IprocrastinateinisolatedareasinwhichIperceivepainorthatIrebelagainst.Iamnotaprocrastinator.Ihavestartedtheprocessofbecomingarecoveringprocrastinator.”
Ifyousaytoyourself,“Oh,thisalwayshappens,”thenitbecomesacertainty.Acertaintyisabelief,whichthenbecomesanexpectation.Ifyouallowyourexpectationstodefineyou,theywilleitherliberateyouorintoxicateyou.Caseinpoint:Ifyouareverygoodatattractingmoney,andyouexpecttoattractmoney,there’sahighprobabilitythatyouwillattractmoney,especiallyifyouhavehadsuccessindoingthat.Andifyouhavebecomeamoneymagnet,there’sahighprobabilitythatpeoplewillshowuptoreinforceyourfeelings.
Youattracttoyourrealitysituationsandpeoplethatfulfillabiochemicalcravingtowhichyouareaddicted.Telepathicallyandemotionally,yousendasetofsignalsbasedonwhatyou’rethinkingand/orfeeling.Ifthefeelingsyouaresendingcomefromaself-esteemthat’sverylow—youhavebeenabandonedandneglected,you’vebeenabused,you’vebeentraumatized—youwillattracttheperpetratorsandothertypesofpeoplewhoyoudon’twanttoshowup.Youwillattractthekindofpeoplewhowillbringconflictratherthancollaboration.
Eventhoughyouwouldlovetobreakyourfeelingsofprocrastination,doingsorequiresawholenewphilosophy.Ifyoujusttrytobepositive,allyou’rereallydoingistakingaspraycanofmotivationandcoatingyourprocrastinatorrust.Toreallychange,yourequiretransformation.Onanemotionallevel,youmustlearntotransformthosefeelingsthatcreatetheverysituationthathindersyou.Whenprocrastinationbecomeschronic,youareessentiallyrunningonautosuggestion.Tobreaktheprocrastinationhabit,youmustbeginbyaddressingthecauses,nottheeffects.
RaisingYourConsciousnessLevel
Whateventsbeganyourprocrastinationhabit?Intime,themoreyouunderstandwhyyoudowhatyoudo,themoreawarenessyoudevelop.Thewordawarenessissynonymouswithconsciousness.Raisingyourlevelofawarenessraisesyourlevelofconsciousness,yourlevelofenergy,andthelevelofhowyoufeelaboutyourself.Whatyourequireislove—self-love—andnoonecangiveittoyoubecauseitispermission-based.Andtheonlypersonwhocangiveyoupermissionisyou.
Whatyourequireisself-esteem,notself-confidence.Confidenceishowyoufeelaboutsomething.Self-esteemishowyoufeelaboutyourself.Therealquestionsare,“Whatdoyoudowhileyou’reliving?Whoareyou?Andwhatareyoubecoming?”Youwanttobeabletoliveyourlifeasavocation.
Formostpeople,theultimatedesireisowningalifethatdoesnotownthem.Yourmostvaluablecommodityistime,butifprocrastinationisthethiefofyourtime,thenwhatyouhaveisadevelopingsituation.Andthatdevelopingsituationwillcreateanothersituation—NFL:NoFriendsLeft,NoFundsLeft,andNotForLong.Thatiswhathappenstoalargepercentageofthepopulation.Theyhaveanintention,butanintentionisnotthesameasacommitmentoradecision.Oncetheyfollowthroughonatruecommitment,theycancreateanyresulttheytrulydesire.Butthedownfallformanyindividualsisthattheyjusttakeonmorebusinesses,moreobligations,andmoresituations.Theygetoverwhelmed,andthentheyprocrastinate.
Let’sGetRealisticThesolutionistocreateclearlydefinedgoals,notoverwhelming,overstated
goalsthatcauseyoutoprocrastinatebeforeyouevenstart.Iaskedoneofmyclientsrecently,“Howmuchincomedoyoudesiretoachievefromthecomfortofyourhomeduringthiscalendaryear?”
Hereplied,“Well,let’sshootfor$200,000.”Isaid,“Let’snot.”Icontinued,“Let’sgetrealistic.Doyouhavea$200,000-a-yearhabit?”“DoIhavea$200,000-a-yearhabit?”“Youarerepeatingmyquestion.”“Whatwasyourquestion?”Thisisaperfectexampleofsomeonewhois“lostinhissauce.”He’s
someoneIreallycareabout,buthecreatedagoalthatwassobigthathecouldn’tpossiblybegintoachieveit.HehadnoideawhatImeantwhenIsaid,“Doyouhavea$200,000-a-yearhabit?”
In2008,psychologistShaneOwensandhiscolleaguesatHofstraUniversitydemonstratedthatprocrastinatorswhoperformimplementationcommitmentswerenearlyeighttimesmorelikelytofollowthroughonacommitmentthanthosewhodidnotcreatethem.Whenyoubecomeclearandconciseinyourwordsandyourlanguage,youwillbegintoexudeasenseofsilentpower.Thisisknownasemotional,ethericenergy,orcharisma.Otherssensewhenthistypeofenergypermeatesyou.It’syourjuice,yourdrive.It’stheinspirationthatwillcarryyouthroughobstacles,challenges,andentrepreneurialseizure.
JustDoItMyadvicetoprocrastinatorsistofollowNike’ssimple,effectiveadvice:
“Justdoit.”ThewordprocrastinationcomesfromtheLatinverbprocrastinare,meaning“toputoffuntiltomorrow.”Fortheprocrastinator,avoidancebecomesawayoflife.Tobeproductiveinliferequiresunderstandingandreleasingprocrastination.Survivaloftendependsoncompletingsimpletasks,suchasplantingandharvestingcropsinatimelyandeffectivemanner.Thisisthedifferencebetweensurvivalandflourishing,betweenjustgettingbyandbeingextremelyprosperous.
Procrastinationisreflectedinthefolkloreandproverbsofmanycultures.Youareprobablyfamiliarwithafewofthefollowingsayingsthatreflectourfeelingsaboutprocrastination:
“Don’tputoffuntiltomorrowwhatyoucandotoday.”“Astitchintimesavesnine.”
“Oneofthesedaysisnoneofthesedays.”(Englishsaying)
“Betweensayinganddoing,manyapairofshoesiswornout.”
(Italiansaying)
“Procrastinationisthethiefoftime.”(EdwardYoung,1742)
Procrastinationismorethanatime-managementissue.Asmanyofyouhavediscoveredwhenyou’veattemptedtoreduceprocrastination,improvedtime-managementtechniquestypicallyproveineffective.Why?Becauseyoucan’tmanagetime.Timeismuchmoreaboutmanagingyourselfdailythanarbitrarilymanagingaclock.
Procrastination,Indecision,andDisappointmentProcrastinationisnotthesameasindecision.Whereasindecisionimpliesthe
inabilitytodecide,procrastinationoccurswhenapersoncreatesadecisionbutdoesnotfollowthroughwithit.Itispossibletoprocrastinateduringthedecision-makingprocess.However,thistypeofprocrastinationisnotseenasinherentlydifferentfromotherpostponedtasks.Procrastinationisacomplexbehaviorcomposedoflogical,emotional,andbehavioralcomponents.Procrastinationisthetendencytopostponeoravoidreachingadescribedgoal,withthesubconsciousintentionofremainingdisappointed.Ofcourse,that’salsothedefinitionofinsanity:doingthesamethingoverandover,andexpectingadifferentresult.
It’sahardpilltoswallowwhenyourealizethatyou’readdictedtodisappointment.Youhavegoodintentions,butyouhavenodecision,nocommitment,andsoyouendupdisappointed.
Goalsarepersonal,andtheyarealotarelikebeauty—theyareheldintheeyeofthebeholder.Whatseemslikeaworthygoaltoyoumightnothavethesamepriorityforsomeoneelse.However,whenataskhasvaluetoyou,butyourbehaviordoesnotfollowthroughwithactiontocompletethetask,procrastinationisoccurring.
Procrastinationalsooccurswhensmallstepsarenottakentoachieveimportant,long-termgoals.Thisillustratesagainwhysomanypeoplesetlofty,colossalgoalsthatarenotachievable,thuscreatinganexcusetoprocrastinate,feelbad,andremaindisappointed.InthebookOvercomingProcrastination,psychologistsAlbertEllisandWilliamKnausdefineprocrastinationas“delayingtaskcompletiontothepointofexperiencingdiscomfort.”
OvercomingProcrastinationOneDayataTimeProcrastinationisatendencytoavoidcommitment,decisioncreation,
discomfort,pain,failure,and,mostofall,success.Deadlinesgetmissed.Latefeesbuildup.Commitmentsareavoided.Familyandfriendsgetupset.Disappointmentandresentmentbuild.Guiltandshamemount,andwhatwereoncegoodintentionsbecomeasourceofdisappointment.Doesthissoundfamiliar?
Procrastinationoccurswhenthereisnorealpassiontoaction.Itisdifficulttoassesswhyanyofusprocrastinatebecauseoftheself-defeatingnatureoftheoutcome.Itisirrationalnottodesirechangeintheareasofourlivesthatdonotserveus.
Alackofplanningiscommonamongthosewhoarehabitualprocrastinators.Thosewholivewithverylittlestructuretendtoendupoverwhelmedwithalltheirdelayedprojectsandgoals.Therebelliouspersonalityisproudofnonconformitytotheextreme—somuchsothatherebelsagainsthisownsuccess.Rebellingtothepointofhavingnoplanis,infact,planningtofail.
Procrastinationisperpetuatedbygoodintentionscombinedwithbadhabits.Overcomingprocrastinationislikeaddressinganyaddiction—itisaccomplishedonedayatatime.Youcommittochangeonedayatatime,toletgoonedayatatime.Youteachyourselftoletgooffeelings,events,people,violations,abandonment,situations,andrejection.Itcantakeoneday,oneblockoftime,onehour—whateverisrequiredforyoutoreleasethefeelingsthatcreatethecause.
Remember,it’sthecausethatcreatestheeffect.Whenyoubegintoaddressthecause,lettinggoofprocrastinationopensupawholenewawarenessforyou.It’swhatevercausesprocrastinationinthefirstplacethatkeepsyoudoingthesamethingoverandover,alwaysexpectingadifferentresult.Overcomingprocrastinationbecomeseasierwhenthecauseisidentifiedandnewsystemsareimplementedtobeginchangingonedayatatime.Theactionmustfollowtheplan,orallyouhaveaccomplishedisestablishinganothersituationforprocrastination.
Routinedailytasksmaynotseemlikegoals,yetsimplesituationssuchasfinishingthelaundry,takingoutthetrash,gettingthegroceries,walkingthedogs,andexercisingareactuallysub-goalswithinthemaingoalofmaintainingalevelofdailyorder.Andbeassured,thatdailyorderwilldefinitelyshowupinyourcareeroryourenterprise.
Lifeimitatesbusiness,andbusinessimitateslife.Ifyouhavebadhabitsinyourlife,thosehabits,unfortunately,willfollowyouintoallofyourotherendeavors.Butdon’tdespair.Everysingleoneofushastheabilitytotransformrapidly.TheLatindefinitionofprosperityis“intheflow.”Procrastinationoccurswhensmallstepstowardlargergoalsareavoided,andprocrastinationisneutralizedwhensmallstepsareconsistentlyimplementedwithagreaterpurposeinmind,andaclear,manageable,attainablegoalasthedesiredoutcome.
Procrastinationisalearnedbehavior,butcertainhardwiredpersonalitytraitsincreasethelikelihoodthatapersonwillassumethisbehavior.Procrastinationisthedancebetweenthebrainandthesituation.
Inthenextchapters,we’lllookattheprofilesofsixtypesofprocrastinatorsanddiscoverstrategiesforovercomingprocrastination,nomatterwhoyouare.
PartTwoTheSixTypesofProcrastinators
CHAPTERTWOTheNeuroticPerfectionist
Thefirsttypeofprocrastinatoristheneuroticperfectionist.Theneuroticperfectionistisaveryuniquetypeofprocrastinator,andImyselfhavebeeninthisverysituationatimeortwo...hundred.Itendtobecritical.Itendtobeall-or-nothing.Itendtoputalotofjudgmentonmyselfandendupjudgingothers.Thisallcomesbacktocontrol.
Justtobeclear,Ihavejustasmanyflawsasthenextperson.Throughoutthelast25years,however,I’vetakenacloselookatwhyIdowhatIdo.Mymotivationnowistoassistyou,aswellasmyself,inunderstandingthesetwoverykeywordswhenitcomestotransformation:lettinggo.
CharacteristicsofNeuroticPerfectionistsNeuroticperfectionistsareverycriticalandveryjudgmentalofotherpeople
—buttheyareespeciallycriticalofthemselves.Thesepeoplecan’tstartsomethinguntilit’sabsolutelyperfect.Neuroticperfectioniststendtohaveanall-or-nothingtypeofpersonality.
Neuroticperfectionistswanttobeflawless—soflawlessthattheybecomeparalyzed.Thispersonisusuallyextremelymeticulousintheirstyleandmannerisms.They’reveryneat;they’reverycontrolled.Theytendtoweardarkcolors—darkgray,black,navy.Theyoftenwearglasses.Theyareveryintelligent.Theirdesiretobeflawlessmakesthemveryanxious.Ofalltheprocrastinatortypes,theyusuallyhavethemostanxiety,andtheyarethemostpronetodepression.
Neuroticperfectionistshaveapsychologicaldesireforcontrol,butthisdoesn’tmeanthattheywanttocontrolothers.Instead,theywanttobeincontrolintheirleftbrain.Thisiswhyprocrastinationbecomessoprevalentforneuroticperfectionists—they’resoneuroticthattheycan’tstomachthethoughtoffailing,andsotheystayperfectintheirheadsbynevereventrying.Theybecomeneuroticintheirperfectionbycontrollingeverythingbetweentheirtwoears.Inthisway,theydon’tfail,buttheydoendupdisappointed.
Neuroticperfectioniststakeperfectiontosuchadegreethattheydon’thave
timeforanyoneelse.Thispersonalitycan’tpossiblyhavetruerelationshipsbecausetheonlyrelationshipstheyexperiencearetheonesthatdisappointthem.Neuroticperfectionistsoftenendupindivorcebecausethey’resocompulsiveaboutthethingstheyhavetodotobeperfectbeforebeginningthatnoonecanconnectwiththem.There’snoroomforanotherpersoninaworldwhereeverythinghastobeperfect.It’sacontrolissue.Iknow—I’vebeenthere.
Iusedtointellectualizepeopleoutofmylifebecausetheyweren’tperfectenoughforme.Becauseofthis,Iwaitedalongtimetogetmarried.WhenIfinallydidmarry,Iexperiencedsomechallenges:Ihadbeenabachelorforsolongthatnoonecouldeverfitintomybox.EventuallyIlearnedthat,ifIwasevergoingtohavepeaceorlove,Ihadtoadapt,change,andletgoofcontrol.It’salmostfunnytolookbackonnow,butitwasn’tthen—dirt,hair,andallkindsofthingsusedtodrivemecrazy.Everythinghadtobeperfect.Iwouldvacuuminrows.Ihadavacuumcleanerineveryroominmyhouse.Iknowitsoundsridiculous,butformeitwasalevelofcontrol.AsIlearnedtoletgoofsomeofthisneuroticperfection,Idiscoveredsomeamazingpeopleinmylife.Theyhadalwaysbeenthere,butIwasn’temotionallyavailabletoletthemin.AsIstartedtoletgo,thepeoplewhowerealwaystherestartedtorewardme.Ibegantoexperiencecollaborationinsteadofcompetition.
Experiencingthisisveryliberating.I’llneverforgetoneofthebiggestyearsIeverhadinmycareerfinancially.Peopleasked,“Whathappenedtoyou?”Ijustsmiledandsaidtomyself,“Well,Iletgo.”Onlysomeonewhohadbeenthroughthesamesituationwouldhaveunderstoodthis.Ihopethat,asyoureadthis,youwillgetmymessagethat,inordertoachievesuccess,youabsolutelyrequirecollaborationwithotherpeopleinyourlife.
Neuroticperfectionistsprefertoworkalone.That’swhytheytendtogravitatetocareerswheretheyareisolated.Alotofneuroticperfectionistsworkinthecomputerindustry,ortheybecomearchitectsorscientists.Theyaretheclassicdoers,buttheytendtooverwork,yetnotgetalotdone.Theygetintoxicatedbyhowmuchthey’reaccomplishing,butinreality,theydon’taccomplishverymuchbecauseittakesthemsolongtocompleteatask.
Neuroticperfectionistsbecomesoabsorbedinwhatthey’redoingthattheydon’taccomplishmuchintheend.Theydevelopanaddictiontobusyness.However,allthisbusynessdoesnotusuallyresultinprofit.Asbusinessowners,neuroticperfectionistsusuallyhavehugechallenges.Inacontrolledenvironment,wherethey’reemployees,anemployercansometimesgetalotoutofthem.However,whentheyareontheirown,theytendtoobsess.
Neuroticperfectionistshavetroublesettingreasonable,realistictimelimitstocompleteprojects.Theytypicallydon’toperatewellondeadlinesbecausetheyobsessabouthavingeverythingperfect.Theywriteandrewrite.Theygothroughrevisionafterrevision.Theycan’tturnitin.Ortheycan’tstartbecauseofthepressureofbeingabsolutelyperfect.Theyhavetohavetherightscript.Theyhavetohavetherightstory.Theyhavetohavetherightdetails.Theyhavetocreatetherightsituation.Ithastobetheperfectsetting.Theyhavetojointherightcompany,andconsequently,theywilljumpfromcompanytocompany,situationtosituation.It’sabsolutelyexhausting.
Neuroticperfectionistswaituntilthelastminutetocompletethings.Theygetagreatdealofadrenalinefromrushingintorescuethemselves.Theywaituntilthelastminutetodotheirtaxes.Theywaituntilthelastminutetowritetheircontentfortheirblogs.Theywaituntilthedeadlineisuponthemtofinishaproject.Theywaituntilthelastminutetoleavefortheairport.Thisbecomesahugepartoftheirpersonality,andtheyarealwayslateforeverything.
Thismightstemfrombeingtheyoungestchildinafamily,orbeinganonlychildwhowasneglectedandforgotten.Aschildren,whentheywaiteduntilthelastminute,peoplenoticedthem.Andintheirminds,“badlove”isbetterthannolove.
Forinstance,oneofmyclientsconfidedtomethathewasthelastchildofeight,withseveralyearsbetweenhimandhissiblings.Bythetimehewasborn,hismotherandfatherwerejustwornout.Helearnedthatthewaytogetattentionwastobelateforeverything.Hewaslateforchurch;hewaslateforschool.Hewasalwaysgettingreprimanded,eventhoughhewashighlycapable.Asanadult,hewaslategettingtotheairport,lateforwork,lateforappointments.Althoughhealwaysseemedtogetagreatdealofattention,thisdidn’tservehimlaterinlifebecausehetendedtogetfired.
Neuroticperfectionistssetunrealisticgoalsandthenbecomeparalyzedbythem.Ifthisdescriptionfitsyou,it’stimetobecomeobjective.There’sahugeamountofpressureonentrepreneurs,self-employedsalespeople,andthoseindirectsalestosetgoals.Wearetaughttowriteourgoalsdown.Havebig,hairy,audaciousgoals.Havegoalsbiggerthanourproblems.And,ofcourse,thereismerittothat.However,ifyousetgoalsthataresobigtheyparalyzeyou,it’snotconducivetoyourprogress.
Neuroticperfectionistsrelyonskillsandtalentalone.Thispersonalitytypetendstohaveabigegoandasmallerbankaccount.Thisisageneralization,ofcourse,butasageneralrule,thesetypeofpeoplearesosmartthattheyrelyonintelligenceandtalent,andtheydon’ttypicallymanifestthehabitsrequiredto
becomesuccessful.Neuroticperfectionistsvacillatebetweengivingeverythingandgiving
nothing.Beingall-or-nothinggivesthemabigrush.Theyrushtotheairport,andtheygiveiteverythingtheyhavejusttomakethatgate.Theycrossthatfinishlineandtheygetinthatseat,buttheydon’tgetthereontime.Truesuccessisnotlikethat;successisamethodicalprocess.Successismuchmoreofarelaxedintensityratherthananintenseintensity.Intenseintensitycreatesadrenaline,andneuroticperfectionistscanvirtuallygetaddictedtothatadrenaline.
Thisiswherethetermadrenalinejunkiecomesfrom.Thesearepeoplewholovetoskydive,bungeejump,andengageinallsortsofotherdaredevil-typeactivities.Theyliketoskioffcliffs.Butthatkindofattitudeinbusinessdoesn’tleadtosuccess.We’veallseenfootballplayersbangtheirheadsagainsteachother.Thisfuelstheiradrenaline,andhelpsthemgooutandwinachampionship.Buttheycan’tliveeverydaylikethat,givingeverything,andthat’swhysomanyathletesandperformersexperiencechallengeswhentheircareerisover:Beingoverwhelmedkeepsthemfrombreakingthrough.Thispersonalitytypewakesupoverwhelmedandgoestobedoverwhelmed.Theygetoverwhelmedbyalltheenergytheyhave.Eventually,inthisstateofoverwhelm,theyshutdown.
Neuroticperfectionistsconsistentlyturnpotentialalliesintoadversaries.Theyoftenalienatetheverypeopletheydesiretohaveintheirlivesbecauseoftheirinsistenceonbeingright.Theyliketoargue.Theyliketoberight.Alotoftimes,greatpeopleshowupintheirlives,buttheyendupalienatingthembecausetheyliketobeinconflict.
Thiswasahugepartofmyownstruggle.Iwasverygoodatsalesandclosing,andduringthefirstseveralyearsofmybusinesscareer,Ilookedatmysalesorganizationanddiscoveredthatnoonewasproducing.IrealizedIattractedthekindsofindividualswhomIcouldtakecareof,whomIcouldrescue,whomIcoulddoeverythingfor.Unfortunately,IalienatedthekindofpeopleIreallyrequiredinmylife;Iwouldcreateconflict,andthenIwouldendupresentingthembecausetheydidn’tseethingsmyway.
Neuroticperfectionistsstriveforperfectionratherthanexcellence.Neuroticperfectionistsarehumandoings,ratherthanhumanbeings—theydefinethemselvesbyallthecompulsivethingstheydo,ratherthanwhotheyare.Theyaremachines;mechanical,notemotional.Thisisusuallybecausetheytriedtoliveuptotheexpectationsofsomeoneintheircircleofinfluence.It’snotalwaysaparent—itmightbeaclergyman,acoach,anoldersibling,orateacher.MaybetheybroughthomeanA,butitwasn’tanA+.Theyscored20pointsina
basketballgame,butitwasn’t30.Ifsomethingwasn’tperfect,thenitwasn’tenough.Asthispatterndeveloped,theybegantobelieve,“Iamnotenough.”Ifthisstrikesachordwithyou,begintoaffirm:“Iamenough.”
Neuroticperfectionistsfearfailure,andthisfearbecomesthereasontoputoffgettingstarted.Theyareseldomsatisfied.Onceagain,theystriveforperfectionratherthanexcellence.Perfectionisdisappointmentbeforeitstartsbecausethereisnoperfectionunlessyourperfectionisrelaxed.Remember,100percentperfectionisimpossible.
Neuroticperfectionistsprocrastinatebecausetheyjustmightnotbeabletoliveuptotheirownexpectations.Neuroticperfectionistsgetseducedbyhowbrillianttheyare,howintelligenttheyare,howsmarttheyare,howgood-lookingtheyare…andtheydolookgood.Theyhavealotofentitlementissuesbecauseoftheirintelligence,theirskills,andtheirtalent.Didyoueverscoresohighinaclassthatyougotnoticed?Didyoueverdosowellthatyougotostracized?Wereyoubetterthanotherpeopleinyourclassinschool?Didyougetmovedahead,andthenthepressurebecamesogreatthatyoucollapsed?
IoncecoachedaclientwhosesonwasonDavidLettermanasasaxophonistwhenhewas9yearsold.Isawthewomanseveralyearslater,andIaskedherwhateverhappenedtoherson.Shesaidhewentintosoftwareengineering.Hewasavirtuososaxophoneplayer,buthewassoburnedoutonmusicbythetimehewas18thathejustwantedtogotocollegeandfitin.
Often,eventhoughneuroticperfectionistslookgood,theyfeelbad,andtheycoverthatupwithego.Havinganegodoesn’tnecessarilyentailbeingarrogant,rude,orabrasive;instead,it’stypicallyamaskthatkeepsotherpeopleatadistance.Anegoisawaytostayhiddenbehindyourfalseselfandnotreallyletpeoplefeel,sense,orbeapartofyou.Anegoishowyouliveinyourpain.Anegoishowyouliveinyourpast.Itisincrediblyliberatingtoletgoofyourego.
Thewordegodoesn’tmeanwhatyoutypicallythinkitmeans.EckhartTollesaiditsowellinhisbrilliantbook,ThePowerofNow.Hecallsitthe“painbody.”Theegoisreallytheunconscious,whereyoustayinpain.Youdon’tfeelcomfortableriskingpleasure,soyouprocrastinate;youendupdisappointed,yetyouneverfail.
Neuroticperfectionistshavetroublemeetingdeadlines.Theyovercomplicatesituations.Theyfallbehind,andthentheyhavetorushintorescuethemselves.Icallthisthe“SirGalahadcomplex.”Oneoftheirmainexcusesisthattheydon’tallowenoughtime.However,theyendupkillingtimebecauseoftheirprocrastination.
Ioncehelpedaclientwritecontentforanawardhewasgoingtoreceive.I
gavehimtheoutlineforthecontent,andheworkedonit,andworkedonit,andworkedonit.Hekeptcallingme—tothepointthatitbecameexhausting.Hewouldaskmethesamequestionoverandover.Iwouldsay,“Ialreadydidthatforyou.Ididthatforyouaweekago/twoweeksago/threeweeksago/amonthago/twomonthsago.”
ThenIdidn’thearfromhimforawhile,andwhenIdid,Iaskedhimhowhedidonhisspeech.Hesaid,“Oh,Iblewit—Ididn’thaveenoughtimetocompleteit.”Ijustshookmyhead.Hehadtwomonthstodoit,buthewaiteduntiltheverylastminute.Hekeptrewritingit,startingcompletelyover.Finally,heslappedsomethingtogetheratthelastminute.
KeystoReleasingtheNeuroticPerfectionistNow,let’stakealookathowtoreleaseandletgoofallofthesebehaviors.
Firstofall,takealookinthemirrorandaskyourselfsomequalityquestions:“IfI’maneuroticperfectionist,that’saneffect.Whatismycause?Whendidthisbecomemyidentity?HowdidIgettrappedinthissituation?WhatamIwillingtodotoletgo?”
Youmaynothavetheanswersrightnow,butasyoubegintounderstandwhyyoudowhatyoudo,you’lldevelopanentirelydifferentlevelofawareness.Whenyouhaveoneofthose“Aha”moments,it’sGodwinking.That’ssynchronicity…synchrodestiny…abreakthrough…aquantumleap.Transformationistherealpowerthatallowsyoutoletgo.Thisrequireschanginghowyou’vebeenfeeling,andchanginghowyou’vebeenchanging.
Ifyoucontinuetodowhatyoudo,thenyouwillcontinuetooperateinthatwhichisfamiliar.Lettinggoofthisrequiresinspiration.Youalsomustbecomeseriousaboutlettinggo.Youmusthavereasonstochangethatarebiggerthanyourproblems.Ifyourproblemsarebiggerthanyourreasons,there’sahighprobabilitythatyou’llcontinuetotiptoequietlythroughlife,arrivingsafelyatyourgrave.Youwillhavelivedthegreatestpainyoucanpossiblylive:thepainofregret.
Youhavepotential.Youareintherightplaceattherighttime,butyoumustrecognizeit.Thisrequiresenergyandsynergy,feelingsandemotions.Youhavetobewillingtotraderiskforreward.Youhavetostepintothebigleagues.Youhavetothrowthepass.Youhavetoruntherace.Youhavetorisknotbeingperfect.
Peopledon’tcareifyou’reperfect;theycareifyougetresults.Theycareifyoucare.Theycareifyou’rehuman.Peoplearen’tlookingforrobotsand
machines;they’relookingforemotionalbeings.Theywanttoseeyourrawness,notyourperfectstate.Theywanttoseeyourhairmessedup.Theywanttoseeyouwithyourmascararunningdownyourface.Believeitornot,peoplelovetoseeyoucry.Notthecryofregret,notthecryofbeingavictim,buttherealtearsthatrolldownyourfacewhenyou’rehavingabreakthrough—tearsofjoy,tearsofcompassion.Thiskindoftransparencyinspirespeople.
BeingtheBestIsOverratedIhavelearnedthatgoodisenough.Beingthebestisoverrated.It’sastateyou
canneverreachbecausethere’salwayssomeonebetter,someonebetter-looking,someonemoretalented,orsomeonemoreintelligent.
Youdon’thavetobethebest.Howaboutbeingyourbest?Andyourbestdoesnothavetobe100percent.Ratherthanbeinganeuroticperfectionist,beapracticalperfectionist?Beaproductiveperfectionist.
ChangeYourPhilosophytoAchievePracticalResultsIfyou’reaneuroticperfectionist,rightnowyoucanbegintoaffirmthatyou
area“practicalperfectionist.”WhenIwas40yearsold,Iheardthephraserelaxedintensity,asopposedtointensity.Thosetwowordschangedmylife.Forthefirsttime,IrealizedthatIdidn’thavetogrindtheenameldownontheleftsideofmyteeth.Wordssuchaspeacewereforeigntome—theonlypeaceIeverheardinmyentirevocabularywaspeacetreaty.Ithoughtthatsurrenderingwasasignofweakness.
WhenIfirstheardthewordsurrenderusedinpersonaldevelopmentcircles,Ithoughtonlyweakpeopleorcountriesthatlostinbattlesurrendered.WhenIlearnedthatsurrenderreallymeanssurrenderingmywillandsurrenderingmyego,surrenderingmydesiretoberightandhavingtobesoperfectthatnoonecouldconnectwithme,IstartedtochangethewayIlookatsituations.Andyoucandothesame!
Ifyouaresoperfectthatyouhavenooneinyourlife,Ihaveahotflashforyou.Perhapswhatyou’redoingisn’tgettingyourewards.Ifyouhave“penniesinyourpocket,zeroinyourbankaccount,andthecreditorscalling,”asthegreatJimRohnusedtosay,thenperhapsit’stimetochangeyourphilosophy.
MethodicallyLettingGoIfyouseeyourselfinthesepages,whatisthenextstep?First,recognizethat
youdidn’tgetthiswayovernight.Ifyouhavealotofclutter,alotofchaos,alotofdrama,andmostimportantly,alotofstuff,it’snotgoingtogoawayovernight.
Createasystematic,detailed,methodicalapproachtorelievingyourselfofthissituation.Forexample,inthecaseofhavingtoomuchstuff,juststartwithonecorner.Getyourselftwo33-gallonbagsandthrowawayeverythingyouarewillingtoletgoofina15-minutetimeframe.It’sveryliberating,believeme.Ihaveassistedmany,manyclientstodothis.Continuetodoalittlebitmorethroughoutanextendedperiodoftime.
It’ssimilartowritingabook.WhenIwroteoneofmypreviousbooks,Istartedbywritingtwopagesanightfor20consecutivenights,andvoilà,after20nightsIhad40pages!After100nightsinarow,Ihada200-pagebook.Successisachievedthroughoutaperiodoftime.Theimportantthingiswhatyoudodaily.
ObjectivityIstheObjectiveThere’salotofcontentinthischapterbecauseneuroticperfectionistshavea
lotofenergy.Theyhavealotofexcitement,alotofadrenaline,alotofjuice—buttheymustlearnhowtocontainit.Thegoalistohavelowhighsandhighlows,nothighhighsandlowlows.
Fortheneuroticperfectionist,gettingstartediskey.Ifthisisyourpersonality,askyourself,“WhatdidIaccomplishtoday?”Writeoutjustafewsimpletasksthatyoudesiretoaccomplishtomorrow.Don’thave25taskstoaccomplishinaday.Thatdauntingamountbecomestheperfectexcusenottostart.
Youmightalsofindyourselfdoingtoomuchforotherpeople,whichsetsthoseindividualsuptodisappointyousothatyoucanthenresentthem.Veryfewpeoplewillperformtoaneuroticperfectionist’scapabilitiesandstandards.Asyoubegintounderstandthat,youwon’tputsomuchpressureonyourselfandothers.
Beinganeuroticperfectionistmeanslivingwithalotofguiltandshame,becausethistypeofprocrastinatorcanneverbeasperfectastheplansintheirheads,andtheycan’tstomachmakingmistakes.Thereareoftenunderlyingissuesfrompasteventsthatcreatethisbehavior.Butwhenyoulearntoletgoofyourpast,you’llnolongerbestuckinit,andyoucanlivefullyinthepresent.Themoreyouliveinthepresent,themoreyou’llliveinamorerelaxedtypeofperfection.
BecomingPracticallyExcellentIt’stimetoberealistic.Letgoofanyentitlementissues—justbecauseyou’ve
beensuccessfulinoneareadoesn’tmeanyou’reentitledtobesuccessfulinanewvocation,anewmodality,anewwayofliving,oranewwayofhealing.Successrequirespracticality,objectivity,and,mostofall,thecouragetobeyou.
Youcan’tbeasuperstarovernight.Thisrequirespatience.Progressisonlycreatedbywhatyoudodaily.Onethingisforsure—youwon’tgettherebyprocrastinating.You’llgettherebyproducing.Insteadofbeinganeuroticperfectionistwhoaccomplishesnothing,yourgoalistobecomeapracticalperfectionistwhoproducesresults.
Soletgoofthewordperfectionandsubstitutethewordexcellence.Youcanalsoexploreusingthewordsgood,great,realistic,orobjective.Thesewordsallowyoutoreleasethepressureyouputonyourselffromyourlogical,practical,egotisticalmind.Successisaboutbeingrealistic.Successismethodical.Successisasystem.Successisascience.
Takewhatyou’velearnedfromthischapterandfindawaytoapplyitpractically.Theneuroticperfectionisthasatendencytoreadmaterialoverandover,takingnotesandwritingeverythingdown—takingnotesisoverrated,andapplyingpracticalknowledgeisunderrated.Thisinsightwillallowyoutotransformthewayyoufeelaboutyourself,sothatyoucanbecomeamuchmorepracticalperfectionist.
CHAPTERTHREETheBig-DealChaser
Procrastinatortypenumbertwoisthebig-dealchaser—thepeoplewith“bighat/nocattlesyndrome.”(ForthoseofyounotfromTexas,thisisthepersonwhohasallthebigtalk,withoutthegoodstobackitup.)Thisisoneofthemostinterestingidentitiesofallsixprocrastinatortypes,andoneofthemostseductive.Big-dealchasershavegreatenergy.They’reverywitty.They’reintelligent.They’resuave.Theylookgood,butunderneaththeirgoodlookstheyreallyfeelbad.Big-dealchasersarethebiggestdreamersofthesixprocrastinatortypes.
CharacteristicsoftheBig-DealChaserBig-dealchasershavelotsofenergyandgoodpeopleskills,buttheyapply
thosepositivequalitiesonlytothekindofenterprisethatwillrewardthem.Bighat/nocattleprocrastinatorsusuallyhavegoodintentions,above-averageskills,andpoorhabits.Theyhavelowself-esteem,whichtheymaskwithhighconfidence.Beingarticulatepromoters,theyareoftenabletopersuadeotherstobuyintotheiridealisticdreams.However,thedreamstheydreamaresobigthattheideaofachievingthemcreatesparalysisandprocrastination.Theircapacitytodreamturnsintoaliabilityratherthananasset.
Big-dealchasersareidealistic.Theyliveintheirvisionandtheirdreams,but
theyhavedifficultydevelopingthehabitsandskillsrequiredtoactualizeeither.Inotherwords,theyhaveentitlementissues.Theyembracehugecauses.Theyhavebigrealestateprojects.They’regoingtochangetheworld.Whenitcomestotheiremotionalstyle,they’reoftenvague.Theyhavebigdreams,buttheyusuallydon’thaveaplanorasystemtoachievethosedreams.Big-dealchasersthinkthatfatewillinterveneandeliminatetherequiredeffortforthemtobecomesuccessful.Theyfeelblessed,special,unique,chosen,andangelic.They’reintoxicatedbytheirowngreatness,andtheyliveindelusionanddenial.Theyliveonwishes.Iusedtositaroundandsay,“IfIhadthreewishes,oneofthosewisheswouldbeathousandwishessoI’dneverrunoutofwishes.”
Big-dealchasersarepassive.Eventhoughthey’reidealistic,theyareoftenpassiveabouttheirdreams.Theysoundpassionate,butjustunderneathallthosebigdreamsisalowself-esteem—theydon’treallybelievetheydeservesuccess.Butdreamsareintoxicating,andsotheymovefromprojecttoproject.Theirtalkisbig,buttheirresultsarefew,andthosewhoknowthemhavewitnessedapatternofprojectsstartedandthenabandonedbeforecompletion.Big-dealchasersoftenareverycharismaticandhaveateamofdevotedfollowerswhopickupthepiecesandneutralizethedamageaftertheyhavemovedontothenext“bigthing.”
Big-dealchasersarenotdetail-oriented.Theyareveryunrealisticaboutwhatisrequiredtodevelopdailyhabits,orperformdailydisciplines.Intheirminds,theydon’thavetomastertheordinaryskillsthatsuccessfulpeople—normalbusinessownersandentrepreneurs—master.Theyavoidproblems,hardships,andresponsibilitiesthatarenecessarytobecomesuccessful,prosperous,andfulfilled.
Big-dealchasershaveentitlementissues.Theytypicallythinkthattheyarebetterthantherestofsociety—notbetterhumanbeings,buthavingsuperiorideas.Theythinktheydon’thavetodowhateveryoneelsedoes.Theydriftfromcareertocareer,waitingforthatmythicalmomentwhensomeonewillrecognizetheirbrilliance,when,magically,theworld’stalentscoutswillspottheirpotential.Theydreamofmakingitbigasspeakersorauthors.They’regoingtowriteahitsong.They’regoingtobediscovered.
Big-dealchasershavea“SirGalahadcomplex.”Theytakeonbigprojectsandbigcauses.Theywanttobetheonestorideintotownandrescueeveryone.Oneoftheirideasisgoingtobetheonethatbailseveryone—includingthemselves—out.Sowhentheyhitrockbottom,theytypicallyhititthehardest.Big-dealchaserssufferagreatdealoffrustrationandself-doubtbecauseofthespacebetweentheirbig-dealdreamsandwhatisreallyrequiredtoachievethose
dreams.Theywanttheirdreamswithouttheeffort,andtheyquiteasilywhendifficulty,challenges,andadversityarise.
Doesthissoundlikeyou?Orperhapsyouhaveafamilymemberwho’sabig-dealchaser:someonewhoalwayshasaschemethat’ssobig,it’sgoingtorescuethewholefamily.Thishappenedtomebackinthemid-1990s—IgotseducedintoaninvestmentsituationthatIbelievedwouldrescuemefromthecreditcarddebtIhadacquiredthroughafailedbusinessventure.Insteadofitrescuingme,Iendedupmorethan$100,000indebt.Iwentfromonefailedbusinessventuretoanother,seekingtoberescuedinsteadofmethodicallymakingthegood,old-fashionedeffortrequiredthroughoutalongperiodoftime.Ispentanentireyearchasingthatbigdeal,buteventuallythebottomfellout.
Big-dealchasersarepronetoaddiction.Thispersonalitytypeisveryaddictive.Thisiswhypeoplegetintoxicatedbythelottery,daydreamingaboutwhatthey’regoingdowhentheyhitthatjackpot.Ofcourse,someonewinsthelottery,soI’mnotsayingthatyoushouldn’tplay.Butyoucan’tbaseyourattitudeontheideathatyou’regoingtobethatoneinatrillionwhowinsthebigmoney.
Big-dealchaserstendtobegreattalkers.Wordssuchaship,slick,andcoolapplytothistypeofpersonalitytype.OneofthemostinterestingpeopleI’veevercoachedwassomeonewhofooledevenme.Thisgentlemanwasveryhandsome.Hewasamilitaryprofessionalwhohadgraduatedfromoneoftherenownedacademies.Hethenwentontohaveaverydistinguishedservicecareer,orsohesaid.Asanentrepreneur,hewasagreatpresenter,arealshowman.Hecouldmotivateanaudience,keepingthemontheedgeoftheirseats.ButayearorsoafterImethim,Istartedtoseeacrackinhisveneer.Inoticedthathehadalotoffinancialchallenges.Ifoundoutlaterthathehadborrowedlotsofmoney.Youguessedit—hewasabig-dealchaser.Big-dealchaserscanleavealotofpeopleintheirwake.Theydon’tmeantohurtpeople.Theydon’tmeantoburnpeople.Iftheyborrowmoneyfrompeople,theydefinitelyintendtopayitback.Theycarryalotofdebt,andtheyoftencreatealotofdebtfortheirfamilyandfriends.
IfYouCreatedIt,YouCanUn-CreateIt!MaybeyourecognizeyourselfinthesedescriptionsofMr.orMs.Big-Deal
Chaser.Perhapsyou’reintheprocessofrecoveringfromabigdeal,andyouhavelotsofdebtleftoverfromthissituation.Eitherway,takeadeepbreathbeforeyougoonreading.Nomatterwhatyoucreated,youcanun-createit.
I’mnottalkingabouttakingtheeasywayout.Theeasywayoutwouldbetowalkawayfromyourproblemsbyfilingbankruptcy,orwalkawayfromyourhomebygoingthroughforeclosure.I’mtalkingaboutdevelopingthecharacterandthecouragetoreallyengageinarecoveryprocess.
Whatifyou’remarriedtoabig-dealchaser?Don’tdespair,becauseoftenthesepeoplecanbecomesomeofthetopproducersintheworld.Everysingleoneofuscanchange.
Isn’tittimetoletgo?Isn’tittimetochange?Youcan’tprocrastinateforever.Youcan’tgetreadytogetreadyforever.Thisisn’taboutperfection.It’snotaboutknowingallthedetails.It’saboutpracticingtheartofsimplediscipline.Youdon’tdevelopwealthhabitsbybig-dealchasing;youdevelopwealthhabitsbygettingmoneyright.Fameisoverrated.Successishowyoufeelaboutyourself.
Don’tJustSettheGoal—GettheGoalOfcourseit’simportanttodreambigandsetgoals.Butifyousetagoal,it’s
equallyimportanttogetthegoal.Thereisn’tanyonereadingthisbookwhocan’tclimbMountEverestorwriteahitsong.Youcouldpotentiallywriteabest-seller.Butyou’llneverwriteabest-sellerunlessyoustartwritingthosefirsttwopages.
Doyourealizethatsimple,methodicaldisciplinesinthroughoutalongperiodoftimeiswhatwillallowyoutowriteyourfirstbook?Ifyoujustwrotetwopagesadayforahundredconsecutivedays,you’dhaveyourfirstbook.Now,ifyoureadthosewordsandautomaticallythoughttoyourself,Well,thatsoundseasy,butIdon’tliketowrite,Icanappreciatethat.Isaidthatforyears,andthenIrealizedthattoeverfinishwritingabook,I’dhavetopracticeadifferentlevelofdiscipline.
Weallprocrastinateinisolatedareaswherewefeelanxiety.Areyoureadytoaddressyourprocrastinationissues?Areyourealisticallyreadytoletgoofthefeelingsthatcreateyourprocrastinationidentity?Areyouwillingtotakealookatthecausethatcreatestheeffect?Ifyouare,that’savictory.Forinstance,ifyoucarryexcessweight,it’snotjustdietingandexercisethatwillallowyoutoliveinthephysiquethatyoudeserve.It’sbeingabletoletgoofthefeelingsthatkeepyoudoingthesamethingoverandover,expectingdifferentresults.
RebuildYourBridgesInthetraditional12-stepprogram,onestepistotakeafearlessmoral
inventoryofyourselfandhowyouapproachothers,andthenaskforforgiveness.Iputthatinmyownwords,butthat’stheessenceofit.Ifyouareabig-dealchaser,takeamoralinventoryofyourself.Askyourselfiftherearepeopleyou’vehurt,orbridgesyou’veburned.Ifit’spossible,gobacktothosepeopleandaskthemtoforgiveyou.Ifyou’vecreatedunfavorablesituations,atanopportunetimeyou’llwanttobeabletorectifywhateveryoucan.
Iwasabig-dealchaserforabout15monthsofmylife.AsImentioned,Ibecameintoxicatedbyabigdeal.WhenIhitrockbottomfinancially,Irealizedthattheonlywayoutofthatsituationwastoproducemyselfoutofit.Ihadtoperformsimpledisciplinesthroughoutalongperiodoftime.
Lookingatmyliabilitydebt,Ihadthreeoptions.Optionnumberonewasbankruptcy.Asarecoveringalcoholicandaddict,IrealizedIhadreinventedmyaddiction;Ihadbecomemoneydrunk.Formetorectifythatsituation,bankruptcywouldjustbeanotherdenial.Instead,Ichosetheold-fashionedAmericanway—Iproducedmywayout.Ibuckledmyseatbelt,andIsatinachairforthenext12months,puttingin14-and16-hourdaysdoingwhatwasrequiredtoovercomethatsituation.
Ifyou’rearecoveringbig-dealchaser,thisisthelessonyoumustlearn.Youdon’twanttojustgetoutofdebt;youdon’twanttojustgetoutofthehole.Youwanttointernalizethelessonsoyoudon’tcontinuetoreinventthesamesituationoverandover.
TheBreakthroughFactorHowmanyofyousayonJanuary1st,“Thisistheyear.Thisismy
breakthroughyear.ThisistheyearthatIarrive”?Thosestatementscouldbetrue,butifyoufindyourselfstillprocrastinatinginJuly,thenallyou’redoingisbig-dealchasing.Allyou’redoingissayingthesamethingyousaidthelastyear,anddoingthesamethingoverandoveragain.
Sowhatisthebreakthroughfactorwhenyou’reabig-dealchaser?Howdoyoubreakthroughyourprocrastination?First,youhavetorecognizethatyouhaveissueswithprocrastination—andyou’vegottostopjokingaboutit.WheneverItoldpeopleIwaswritinganewbookcalledTheProcrastinationCure,someonewouldinvariablylaughandsay,“I’llbethefirstonebuyingit.”Thatpersonislaughingthroughhisorherpain.
Youmustbecomeobjective.Youmustbecomeawareofthepainyouareexperiencing,becauseinthemiddleofthatpainiswhereyoucanfindyourpassion,yourpleasure,andyourjoy.Youmustlookintotheheartofdarknessat
somepointandrealizethataseriesofeventscreatedthisidentityyouarelivingin.Nomatterwhereyouareonyourjourney,nomatterwhatcityyoulivein,ifyou’relivingindenial,it’stimeforyoutochange.It’stimeforyoutobegintoletgo.Itisinlettinggothatyouwillfindthelightintheheartofthedarkness.Thereisanendtoeverytunnel—thekeyistofindthelight,focusonit,andcreateapracticalplantojourneytowardit,stepbystep,daybyday.
TheLong-TermGamePerhapsyouhavedreamsofbecomingamillionaire,asix-figure-income
earner,asuccessfulbusinessmanorbusinesswoman,oraphilanthropist—youwanttobecomesomeonewho’sapersonofinfluenceandaffluence.Butyouhavetogetrealistic.Letgoofbeingpositiveandbecomeobjectiveinstead.
Iseesomanypeopleattempttotakeonthreeorfourprojectsorbusinessesatonce.Thisisjustanotherformofbig-dealchasing.Irecentlyhadoneofmyclientstellme,“Italkedtoso-and-so,andtheysaidthatIcouldmakeacoupleofthousanddollarsinfourhoursaweekdoingthisbusiness.”
Iresponded,“It’snotgoingtohappen.”Shewastakenaback,asking,“Whynot?”Isaid,“Well,let’stakealookatyoursituation.Firstofall,youaremarried
withchildren,andyouhaveademandingcareer.Youhaveadailycommutebackandforthfromwork,andyoualreadyhaveonebusinessyou’rejuststartingtomaster.Whywouldyouconsidertakingonanotherbusinesswhenyou’rejuststartingtobreakthroughinthebusinessyoualreadyhave?”
Thisisaverytypicalsituationforsomanysincerepeople.Fortunately,thistalentedyoungwomantookadeepbreathandsaid,“Yes,you’reright.”Likemanyofus,shebecameintoxicatedwiththebigdeal:“Wow,$2,000amonth,andIonlyhavetodevotefourhoursofeffort.”
I’mnotsuggestingthatit’simpossibleatsomepointinyourlifetocreateacouplethousanddollarsamonthonfourhoursofeffort.Butthattypicallywon’thappenunlessyou’vemasteredtheemotions,thedisciplines,andthehabitsofaparticularvocationthatyoucannowduplicate.
Butyoucan’tpossiblywinthegamebybig-dealchasing.Youcan’tsitathomewishingandhopingandtrying.Youhavetocommit,youhavetodecide,andyouhavetodecidedaily.Successisn’tbasedsomuchonwhatyoudo,it’swhatyoudodaily.It’sdailydiscipline.
Howmanyofyouhaveanexerciseroutine?Didyoupracticethatsimpledisciplinetoday?Doyouexercisethreeorfourdaysaweek,rainorshine?Is
exercisepartofyourdailyhabit?Howmanyofyouhavesomekindofdisciplinewhenitcomestoyourdiet?Areyoueatingmorerawfoods?Areyoueatingmoreorganicfoods?Areyoudrinkingmorepurifiedwater?Areyoureleasingyourselffromsugar,transfats,andotherfoodsthatdonotserveyou?
Whenitcomestosuccess,moderationiskey,andsoishavingamethod.Why?Ifyoudon’thaveamethod,thenyouhaveamethodoffailure.It’svitalthatyouemployasystematicapproachtobecomingsuccessful.Itjustwon’thappenovernight.
CreateEmotionalStabilityIfyouseeyourselfinthisprofileofthebig-dealchaser,insteadofalways
creatingbigdeals,goaftersomesmalleronesfirst.Createsomesmallervictoriesthatcancompound,thatyoucantakesomepridein.Insteadofhittingahomerunandswingingforthefenceseverytime,justfocusongettingonbase.Thenyou’llbegintoseesomeprogress.Occasionally,lookoveryourshouldertomeasurethegroundyou’vecovered.You’veheardtheoldadage,“Inchbyinch,it’sacinch;yardbyyard,it’shard.”
Usingtheanalogyofthetortoiseandthehare,Iusedtobethehare.Icouldn’twaittogettothefinishlinesoIcouldgettothenextfinishline.Iusedtobelievethatbeingthatgoal-orientedwashealthy.ButIdiscoveredthatnomatterwhatgoalIhadachieved,itwasneverenoughbecauseIwasn’tenough.Thisisverycommoninbig-dealchasers—theyseeksuccesstoprovetoeveryoneelsethatthey’reenough.Ifyougiveabig-dealchaseracompliment,heorshetypicallydoesn’tevenhearit,becauseheorsheisalreadyontothenextbigdeal.
Emotionally,ifyouhavehighhighsandlowlows,youpeakandcrash,peakandcrash,overandover.Thekeytosuccessisemotionalstability.Ifyouhavealessthanfavorableday,youdon’tletitkeepyoufromgettingagoodnight’ssleep.Ifyouletitaffectyoursleep,you’llwakeupwithaheadachebecauseyouweregrindingyourteethatnight.You’llwakeupwiththeconstantpressurethatyou’vegottoprovetotheworldthatyou’reenough;youhavetogooutandconquertheworldandbeabigdeal.Iknowalotaboutthis—Ilivedit.
I’llneverforgettheveryfirstMercedesBenzIboughtbackin1984.Iboughtitfromaverygoodfriendofmine,andthereasonIboughtit(Iknowthisnow)wassothatIcoulddriveupinfrontoffour-andfive-starrestaurantsandnightclubsandhaveitvalet-parked.
Ihavealwaysbeengoodatattractingmoney,butasabig-dealchaserinmy20s,IattemptedtobuyfriendsandlovewithmoneybecauseIfeltIwasn’t
enough.EverytimeIranoutofmoney,Iseemedtorunoutoffriends,andI’dhavetoreinventmyselfinanothercityoranotherbusinessbecauseIwouldconstantlyburnbridges.Myoutletforallofthisangstwasdrugsandalcohol.Iwouldhavebigsuccessesandequallybigcrashes.ThesuccesseswouldbesobigthatIcouldn’tpossiblymanagethembecauseIwassoself-destructive.Finally,Ilearnedtoletgo.IrealizedthatsuccessisnotsomuchaboutwhatIdid—itwaswhatIwasbecoming,whatIwasfeeling.
Doyourealizethatyoudon’trequiremoneyorsuccesstofeelgoodaboutyourself?Youcanfeeljustasgoodaboutyourselflivinginasmallhomeasyoucaninamansion.Alotoftimes,thosemansionsendupbeingsterileandcold—theydon’thavethesamefeelingasaquaintlittlehomewithahumantouch.Andwhatgoodisacastleifyoudon’thaveanyonetoshareitwith?Whatgoodissuccessifyoudon’thaveloveinyourlife?
Now,Ihavealsolearnedthatalthoughit’slovethatmakestheworldgo‘round,moneypaysforthetrip.Justmakesurethatyou’renotdoinganythingmerelyfortheloveofthemoney.Makesureyoudoitbecauseyouloveyourself.Makesureit’saboutexpressingyourcreativity.Makesureit’saboutwhoyouareandwhoyouarebecoming.Whenyouachievesuccessfromthisperspective,youdon’thavetobeabig-dealchaser.
Youcanstillbeabigproducer,butbesurethatyou’renotproducingsothatyoucanreachacertainpinlevelorgetsomekindofmeritbadge.Eventhoughyoumightnotbethebest,youcanbeyourbest.Andbeingyourbestismuchmoreimportantthanbeingthebest.Beingthebestisoverrated;there’salwayssomeonesmarter,brighter,betterlooking,moretalented,ormoreintelligentrightaroundthecorner.
GetIntoxicatedByProductionAlthoughyoudon’thavetohitrockbottomtoturnaroundandbesuccessful,
wealllovestoriesofpeoplewholivedintheircar,dugquartersoutoftheircouch,ateramennoodlesforayear,orlivedonpeanut-butter-and-jellysandwiches.
IrecentlycoachedaclientwhoenteredtheMissTeenAmericapageant.NooneknewshehadbeenabletogetthatfarbecauseshehadbeenlivinginacarbehindaPizzaHut.Nowthat’sthekindofdisciplinethatbreedscharacter.Goingthroughcharacter-buildingmomentsandovercomingthechallengesyoufacegivesyouagreatsenseofpride—aswellasagreatsenseofhumility.
Whenyouovercomeanoverwhelmingsituationthathashinderedyouand
heldyoudown,whenyouhaveactuallyhadthecouragetolookintotheheartofdarknessandovercomeanaddiction,whenyou’vecomebackfrombeingdestituteorinfinancialruins,thatinitselfisoneofthegreatestrewardsyoucanreceive,becausenoonecanpayyouforthefeelingsyougetfromthatsenseofaccomplishment—andyoucan’tbuyiteither.
Anaccomplishmentiswhatyoudothroughyourphysicalandemotionaleffort.Entitlementiswhatyoufeelpeopleoweyou.Youmaydeservesuccess,butyouhavetoearnit.Successisapplieddisciplinethroughoutalongperiodoftimeinavocationforwhichyouhaveanaffinity.Ifyou’reinabusinessjustforthemoney,andyoukeepavoidingtheactionsthatwillcreatetheresultsyouseek,perhapsyoushouldtakeagoodlookatthatvocation.
HaveBigGoals,butBiggerHabitsAtleast90percentofthepeopleI’vecoachedhavebiggergoalsthanthey
havehabits.Theyhavebiggerexpectationsthantheyhaveskills.Theystartabusinessexpectingtomake$10,000or$20,000amonthintheirfirstyear.Thisdoeshappenoccasionally,butmoreoftenthannot,theonlypeoplewhorealizethiskindofsuccessarepeoplewhohavealreadypaidthepricesomewhereelse.Overnightsuccessesareseldom,ifever,thecase.
Justrecently,oneofmyclientstoldmeabouthermentorwhoisachievingamultiplesix-figureincome.Thismentorwasinherlate20s,andit’stemptingtothink,“Wow,shejustfellofftheturniptruckandbecamesuccessful.”However,shestartedherentrepreneurialcareerwhenshewasinherearly20s.Shehadeightyearsofexperiencealready.Thisissimilartomystory.
IgotcleanandsoberwhenIwas32yearsold,startedmyentrepreneurialcareer,andwentthroughaseriesofupsanddownsearlyon.Ittookmeeightyearstohitmultiplesixfiguresinadirect-salesnetwork-marketingcompany.Iwouldn’tbewhereIamtodayifIhadn’tgonethroughthoseeightyears.Duringthoseyears,Ialsowentthroughtwoyearsofbig-dealchasing,endingup$100,000indebt,absolutelyatfinancialrockbottom.
MoreHeartThanTalentHittingrockbottomisoverrated—Icantellyoufrompersonalexperience.If
you’rethererightnow,don’tdespair,becauseyouhavetheskill,youhavethetalent,andmostimportantly,youhavetheabilitytotapintothatemotionalareacalledheart.Youhavemoreheartthantalent,andthat’swhatyoumusttapinto.Ifyoudon’thavetheheart,you’reprobablyinthewrongplaceatthewrong
time.Butifyoudohavetheheart,andyouknowyou’reintherightplaceattherighttime,thenit’syourresponsibilitytorecognizewhereyouareandcapitalizeonit.
Luckiswhenopportunitymeetspreparation.Luckdoesnotleadtosuccess.I’vemetafewpeoplewhogotluckyandinheritedmoney,andtheygotjustasunluckyandlostit.I’veencounteredafewpeoplewhowereheirstolargefortunesandfeltsoguiltybecausetheydidn’tearnthemoneythattheyendeduplosingitall.It’sthesamewithmanypeoplewhowinthelottery—becausetheyfeeltheydon’tdeserveit,theyhavechallengesusingtheirnewlyfoundleveragetomanifestcontinuingprosperity.
IntoxicatedByProductionHere’stheremedyifyouareabig-dealchaser:Insteadofgettingintoxicated
byallyourdreams,getintoxicatedbyproduction.Thiswillabsolutelyserveyou.Evenifyouarestilloutofbalanceinyourlife,atleastyou’llbemovingforward.Youcanfigureouthowtobecomemorebalancedlater.Yourlawofalignmentwillchangeifyoubecomeproductive.
Sofocusonsomethingproductive.Focusonsomethingthatyouhaveanaffinityoranaptitudefor,orarewardyoufeelyoucanaccomplish.Ifyou’vestartedanewtypeofbusiness,firstmasterthebasicskillsthatgoalongwithyournewvocation.Ifyouwanttobeaguitarplayer,don’tfocusonbeingonstage.Thatmightbeadream.Instead,focusonlearningthechords.Focusonlearningthenotes.Focusonmasteringthestrings.
Successisaprocess.Ifyou’renotwillingtodevotetwotofourhoursadayonapart-timebasistoyourfuturefreedom,orsixto10hours(ormore)ifyou’refull-time,thenyou’reprobablydelusional,andyou’llendupindenial.Thepriceofsuccessitselfisaprivilege—andthereisnopricewhenyouunderstandit’saprivilege.Backin2001,onaconferencecall,IsaidtoBurkeHedges,authoroftheempoweringbookWhoStoletheAmericanDream?,“Burke,Iampayingtheprice.”I’llneverforgethisanswer.Hesaid,“Jeff,itain’tnoprice;it’saprivilegetodowhatwedo.”
PositiveCharacteristicsofaBig-DealChaserBig-dealchaserspossesscertainqualitiesthattheycanapplypracticallyto
createresults.Ifyouhaveabig-dealchaserinyourfamilyoryourorganization,lookforthesequalitiesandaffirmthem.
Firstofall,big-dealchasershavenatural,emotional,ethericenergy,andwhen
thatenergyischanneled,theyhavetheabilitytoattractgreatpeopleandformstrongrelationships.Big-dealchasersareoftengoodspeakers.They’remotivated,andtheyhavecharisma.Theyareoftenbeautiful,charming,witty,andtalented.Whenchanneledproperly,abig-dealchasercantransformintoabigproducer.
ChannelYourEnergyThemovieWallStreetwasallaboutbig-dealchasing.ThecharacterofBuddy
inWallStreetwasaclassicbig-dealchaser.Thatmoviehadagreatending:Buddywisedup—heletgoofbeingabig-dealchaser.
Doyouspendtoomuchtimedreaming?Doyouspendtoomuchtimeromancinghowit’sgoingtobeinthefuture?There’sabigdifferencebetweencreativevisualizationandchasingbigdeals,betweenidealisticbigdreamingandrealisticbigdreaming,betweendaydreamingandactualvisualization.Andthat’sthekindofseparationthatyoumustbeginteachingyourselftocreate.
Thebig-dealchasermustcomedowntoearth,andwhenhedoes,hehitsrockbottomharderthananyotherprocrastinatortype.Ifyourecognizeyourselfasabig-dealchaser,thegoodnewsisthatyoucanchangewhenthepainisgreatenough.Youmightrequiretherapy,counseling,ora12-stepprogram.Youmighthavetogeta“real”job.Youmighthavetopaybackdebts,creditors,andfamilymembers,butyoucanbecomerealistic,specific,truthful,andhonest.Youcanchangeyourlanguageandthewordsyouuse.Youcanlearntoproduceintimeframes.And,mostimportantly,ifyou’reabig-dealchaser,youcanbegintoloveyourself.
Ifyou’reabig-dealchaser,don’tdespair,becauseyouhavealotoftalent.Youhavealotofcharisma.Youhavealotofenergy.Butitisyourresponsibilitytolearnhowtochannelthatenergyintoproduction.Thisisnotaboutforcingyourself.Thisisnotaboutwillingyourselftochange.Changingisaboutbeingreadytobecomerealistic,becomeobjective,andrealizethatanythingworthachievingisworthgoingthroughtheprocess.
CHAPTERFOURTheChronicWorrier
Asweexplorethevarioustypesofprocrastinators,you’llprobablyrecognizeyourselfineveryoneofthem,becausemostofushavepiecesofallofthetypeswithinourselves.We’reallcomposedofmanydifferentfeelingsandemotions.Forinstance,weallworryfromtimetotime:Weworrythatwemightoffendsomeone.Weworrythatwe’llsaythewrongthing,orthatwewon’tknowwhattosay.Weworryaboutfailinginourenterprise.Butsomeindividualsworrysomuchthatitbecomeschronic;itbecomesanidentity.Icallthistypeofprocrastinatorthechronicworrier.
Chronicworriershavemoredeep-seatedemotionalchallengesthananyoftheotherprocrastinatortypes.Thistypeofprocrastinatorlivesinthe“whatifs.”Chronicworrierslovethefamiliar.Theycravethepredictable.Theyclingtotheconfinesof“averagism.”Theyareveryinsecurewithnewchallengesthatcouldpotentiallytakethemoutoftheircomfortablyuncomfortablezone.
Didyougrowupwithaworryingparent?IfyouareaBabyBoomerwhogrewupinthe1960s,didyouhaveamotherorgrandmotherwhoconstantlyworried,waitingfortheothershoetodrop?Ifyouareinyour40snow,there’sahighprobabilitythatyourgrandparentswerebornsometimeshortlyaftertheturnofthecentury.TheywentthroughtheGreatDepression.Wecanonlyimaginewhatitwouldhavebeenliketoliveduringthattime.
Worrygetspassedonhereditarilyfromgrandparentstoparentstochildren.Sometimesweworrysomuchthatwedon’tevenknowwhatwe’reworryingabout.Maybeyouweretoldnottodreamtoobigbecauseyou’donlybedisappointed.Aschildren,mostofusheardmanystatementsthatcausedworry.Worrycreatespanic.Paniccreatesanxiety.
Ofalltheprocrastinatortypes,thechronicworrierusuallyhasthemostanxietyissues.
CharacteristicsofChronicWorriersChronicworriersareeasytospot:they’refidgety.Theirenergyissomewhat
frantic.Theireyesdartaround;theydon’tlookyouintheeye.Theysometimesbitetheirfingernails,taptheirpen,compulsivelyjiggletheirfoot,checkthetime,orchooseanymultitudeofwaystoexpresstheirnervousenergy.
Chronicworriershavetroublechanging,deciding,andcommitting.Whenyouaskchronicworriersaquestion,you’llhearalotof“um,”“ah,”“well,”and“okay.”Thistypeofvocabularycomesoutoftheirmouthbecausethey’reveryconcernedaboutsayingtherightthing.Theydon’twanttomakeamistake.Theydon’twanttooffendanyone.They’reafraidtogetoutoftheircomfortzone.Theytendtohavechallengesgettingstarted,especiallyinsalesandmarketing.
Chronicworriershavetoprocesseverything.Thesearethetypesofpeoplewholiveintheirhead.Chronicworriersgetslockedintoanidentity,andthentheyagonizeaboutrelationships.It’sachallengetoconnectwithothers.Theytendtobecommitment-phobic.Inrelationships,theyaresoanxiousabout
choosingthewrongpersonthattheydon’tchooseanyone.Chronicworriersemergeoutofthemostintelligentsectorofoursociety.
Eventhoughthey’reveryintelligent,manytimestheiremotionalintelligenceisverylowbecausetheyhavenoself-esteem.However,letmestateagainunequivocally:Weallhavetheabilitytochange.Don’tstartworryingthatyouwon’tbeabletoovercomeworrying!
Chronicworrierstypicallyareveryfearfulandanxious.Theiranxietycanoftenleadtopanicattacks.Chronicworriersareveryindecisive;theyareterrifiedofmakingmistakes.Thisusuallystemsfrompastsituationswhentheyexperiencedalotofjudgment.Theirindecisivenessisacontrolissue.Theycan’tcontrolthewhat-ifsoflife,buttheycancontrolstayingstuckintheirworry,eventhoughthisusuallyleadstodisappointment.They’reverycautious,andtheyliveforsecurity.Theydon’tliketheunknown.Theydon’tliketheideaofriskforreward.
Chronicworrierscaneasilygetcaughtin“theparalysisofanalysis.”Theytendtobecomefrozenwheretheyare,thusmissingopportunitiesandpeoplewhowouldallowthemtomoveforward.Chronicworriersusuallyexperiencechallengeswithselling—morechallengesthanalmostanyotherpersonalitytype.Theyaren’tabletojustbeinthemoment;theyhavetroublebeingspontaneousorbeingintuitive.Chronicworriershavetoknowalltheanswers.Thesearethetypesofpeoplewhojoinanorganization,attendalltheevents,takenotes…buttheydon’tdoanything.Why?They’restuckintheparalysisofanalysis.
Chronicworrierscomeacrossasunemotional.Theyhaveastrongtendencytostufftheirfeelings.Theyattempttoappearasiftheyaren’treadingascript,butinactualitytheyareveryscripted.Chronicworriersoftenseemaloof;theytendtobeloners.
Chronicworriershaveatendencytobedepressed.Oftenchronicworriersaremisreadasbeingnegative,butit’smorethattheyareindecisiveanddepressed.
Chronicworrierstypicallyarepronetosomeofthemostdebilitatingdiseases.Chronicworriersaresomeofthebiggesttime-wasters,andthisalwaysleadstodisappointment.Intime,disappointmentwearsouttheadrenalsystemandtheimmunesystem.Inaddition,chronicworrierscreatelacticacidintheirmusclesorscartissuethatbuildsupintheneckandback.Allthisisduetochronicworryheldinthebody.However,thehumanbodyisoneofthegreatestmachinesevermade,andnomatterwhathashappenedinthepast,ithastheabilitytoheal.
Chronicallyworriedprocrastinatorsconstantlyseekapprovalandaretypicallydependentuponothersforinsight,advice,andassurance.Theyrelyonotherswhohavemoreself-esteem,moreself-confidence,andmoreself-
assurance.Theyseekdirectionfrompeoplewhoaredirected.Unfortunately,thesetypesofprocrastinatorstendtobeemotionalandspiritualvampires.Ifyourecognizethispatterninyourlife,youwanttolearntoletgoofthenecessityofbeingtoldwhattodo.
Chronicworrierstendtobethebiggest“stuff”collectors.Theyhavechallengesdecidingwhattodowithallthestufftheyholdonto,andthentheyhavetodecidewhattodowithalltheclutterthatdoesn’tservethem.Ifyouwalkintosomeone’sofficeandit’soverflowingwithpapers,boxes,andbooks,there’sahighprobabilitythatthisindividualisachronicworrier.
WhyWeWorryWhatmakesthechronicworrierworry?Whatisitthatcausesthissituation?
Wearen’tbornworriers;we’rebornwithacleanslate.Typically,though,somewhereduringchildhood,aseriesofeventsbeginstoformamoodthatbecomesafeeling,andthatfeelingeventuallybecomesanidentity.
Chronicworrying,likeanytypeofprocrastination,isaneffect.Whatistheunderlyingcause?Forchronicworriers,thecauseisoftenaneuroticperson(possiblyaparent)intheircircleofinfluencewhomtheycouldn’tplease.Thismightcomefrombeinganunwantedchild,orfrombeingachildwithbrilliantparentswhopressuredthechildtoduplicatethatsuccess.
Oneclientofminewasadoctorwhowenttooneofthefinestmedicalschoolsinthenation.Eventhoughhedidn’twanttobecomeadoctor,hecompliedwithhisparents’wishes,gotadegree,ranupmedicalschoolexpensesthattotaledmorethanaquarterofamilliondollars—andthenproceededtofailmiserablyasadoctorbecauseitwasavocationthathehadnoaptitudeoraffinityfor.Hedidallthistopleasehisparents,butinrealityheendedupresentingthem.Eventually,hewassoconsumedwithnotmakingmistakesthathemadeacolossalblunderandwassuedforit—allbecausehewasinaprofessionheneverwantedtobein.WhenIcoachedhimlaterinlife,afterhisquarter-of-a-million-dollarsofdebtandalawsuitthatdidn’tservehim,hesharedthatallhereallywantedtobewasamusician,andhewasfinallypursuingthat.
Anotherclientofmine,John,wasanaverageinsurancesalesman.Hehadbeenabletoachievesomewherebetween$40,000and$60,000.WhenImethim,hewasintheprocessofchangingvocations.Ineveryoneofourcoachingsessions,Johnwouldtellmeallaboutallthe“gettingreadytogetready”hewasdoing.HewaslisteningtoCDs,hehadattendedaWebinar,andhewasgoingregularlytoevents,seminars,rallies,andconventions.Hewassurrounding
himselfwithacircleofinfluencemadeupofexceptionalandintelligentindividuals.Throughthiscircleofinfluence,hehadattractedsomeofthegreatestcoachesintheworld.Unfortunately,hewasdoingallthisonliabilitydebt.Hehadspentaboutthreeyearsgettingreadytogetready,gettingallofhisducksinarow.Heusedtospendhourswritingandrewritingscripts.Henevermadeaprospectingcallbecausehehadbecomesoneurotically“perfect”thathecouldn’tproduce.
Duringoneofourcoachingsessions,wefinallyuncoveredthecausethatdrovehiseffect:Hehadbeenanunwantedchild.Hewasthelastofeightchildren—andnotonlywashethelastchild,butthereweresevenyearsbetweenhimandhisnextsibling.Hismotherusedtosaytohim,“WhenIfoundoutIwaspregnantwithyou,Icriedeverynightforsixmonths.”Hisparentspaidverylittleattentiontohim;hereallygotleftbehindinthatfamily.BythetimeJohnwas35,hewasachronicworrier.IntheyearIspentcoachinghim,Ihadtheabsoluteprivilegeofassistinghimtoturnhislifearound.
Atthispoint,Johnisn’tamillionaire,butheisnolongeraseminarjunkie.Johnisintheprocessofbecomingaproducer.Herealizesthathedoesn’thavetobeasuperstartobesuccessful.Mostimportantly,whatIhelpedJohnrealizeisthatheisenough.
IntellectualizingtoExhaustionIfyourecognizeyourselfasachronicworrier,isn’tittimetoletgo?Chronic
worryingisreallyaboutcontrol.Chronicworryingisanout-of-bodyexperienceaboutthe“whatifs”ofwhatmighthappen.Theleftsideofyourbrainbeginstoprocessthiskindofinformationtothepointatwhichyouarenotabletoperformbecausewhatyouwillbeabletodowillneverbegoodenough.Youholdyourselfbackinjobsandbusinessventuresbecauseoftheanxietythatyoumightnotbeabletohandlethepressuresoftheoutcomes.Youstarttointellectualizeandemotionalizewhatwillhappenmagicallyonedaywhenyouachievesuccess.Youbegintotalkyourselfoutofthesuccessyoudon’tyethavebecauseyou’reafraidyoumightnotbeabletohandleitperfectly.Youmightnotbeabletohandleitlogically;youmightnotbeabletohandleitemotionally.Suddenly,you’resoexhaustedthatyounowhaveanexcusetoshutdownandprocrastinate.
For10yearsnow,Ihaveheldworkshopsfor30participantscalledBreakthroughstoSuccess.I’vecreatedsuchasafeenvironmentthat,duringthecourseoftheevent,thechronicworriersforgetthattheydon’thavetobeperfect.There’ssomuchloveandwarmthintheroomthatitstartstobreakdownsome
ofthoseemotionalwalls,andsomeofthatprocessingbeginstogetreleased.“Processing”iswhenyouthinkandintellectualize;insteadofbeinginyour
emotionalrightbrain,youspendalotofyourtimeinyourlogicalleftbrain.Youprocrastinateinisolatedareasthatyoufeelyouhavetocontrol,areasyourebelagainst.Ifchangingidentities,changingvocations,changingcities,changingcareers,changingmates,andchanginghowyou’vebeenchangingbringsoutalotofanxiety,perhapsit’stimetochangeyourphilosophy.
Thewaytochangeistodecidethatyou’resickandtiredofbeingsickandtired.Oneofmyfavoriteactors,thegreatLeeMarvin,wasaskedneartheendofhislifewhyhequitdrinking.Hesaiditwasbecausethepainwasgreatenough.WhenanintervieweraskedBonnieRaittwhyshechosesobriety,shesaid,“Becauselifeispreciouswhenthere’slesstolose.”
Ifyouspentalotofyourtimebeingperfectanddisappointed,it’sdefinitelytimetochange.Everysingleoneofushastheabilitytochangethepowerofadecision,thepowerofacommitment.Weallhavetheabilitytomovethroughthefourphasesofbelief:impossible,possible,probable,anddefinite.Atanygivenmoment,youcanmoveintodefinitenessofpurpose.Youdeservetoletgooftheexhaustingenergythatsurroundsworrying.
WorryingasaControlMechanismIknowalotaboutbeingdisappointed.Iknowalotaboutworrying.Igrewup
withafatherwhoconstantlyworriedaboutpleasingotherpeople.Hewasanexceptionalcoach,butunfortunatelyItookonsomeofhisworry.EventhoughIdidn’twanttobethisway,thereweremanytimesinmylifewhenIhavebeenapeople-pleaser.
WhenIwasabsolutelyatrockbottomat32yearsold,IwassochronicallyworriedthatIwantedtotakemylife.OneofmybiggestworrieswasthatIcouldn’tgotosleepwithoutalcohol.Iwouldspendtheentiredaymassagingmyemotions,talkingmyselfoutofnotdrinkinghourbyhour.Thiswasexhausting.ItwassoexhaustingthatI’deventuallygiveinandhavethatfirstdrink.
Ittookmesixyearstogettothatfirstdayofsobrietyatage32.Myfirstdayofsobrietywassoliberating,thetearsjustfloweddownmyface.Inthebeginning,Ialmostcouldn’tbelieveit.WhenIwenttomyfirstAAmeetings,itwasextremelyliberatingnottobeinthatkindofcontrolallday.
Inowhavemorethan20yearsofsobrietythroughthegraceofGod,butI’dbelyingifItoldyouthatIneverworry,orthatIdon’ttrytocontrolcertainsituations.Buthere’sanaffirmationthatwillgreatlyassistyou,asithasme:“I
neverhaveabadday,onlyafewchallengingmoments.”I’mregularlyasked,“Whatisthatonesignificantmoment?Whatisthe
breakthroughfactor?”Inmyownlife,itwaswhenthepainwasgreatenough.Ihitabottomthatwassodeeptherewasnootherwaytogobutup.
KeystoLettingGoofChronicWorryAnytypeoftransformationrequiresawareness;ifyoudon’tunderstandwhy
youdowhatyoudo,there’sahighprobabilitythatyouwillcontinuetodoit.Herearesomehealingmodalitiesthatcanbegintoassistyou.
Loosenupyourmuscles.Starttoseeachiropractorrelativelyregularly,evenifyoudon’thaveneckandbackchallenges.AtleastgetanX-ray,orgetyourselfadjustedonceamonthtoloosenupthemusclesinyourneckandback.Ifyouareachronicworrier,there’sahighprobabilitythatyougrindyourteethatnight,orthatyouhavelowerbackpain.Manytimes,yourlowerbackpainisconnectedtoemotionalfeelingsaboutreceiving,asking,anddeserving,andthisisalsoconnectedtoyourfinances.Ifthisdescribesyou,findsomewaytoloosenupyourbody.
Youcandothisthroughphysicalornonphysicaladjustments.Exploredifferentkindsofmassage,yoga,taichi,oranykindofmartialartstypeofmodalitythatgivesyoutheopportunitytopracticesomeemotionaldiscipline.
Begintogetoutofisolation.Starttogetoutmore,evenwithsomethingassimpleasgoingandsittinginamallandjustpeople-watchingforhalfanhouraday.Stopobsessing.Spendlesstimeonline.Takeawalk.Getadogorcatifyou’realone—apetthatyoucansharesomeemotionalspacewith.Joinanetworkinggroup,abookclub,oranexerciseclass.Itreallydoesn’tmatterwhatyoudo,butfindawaytosharesomekindofactivitywithsomeoneelse!
Developnewperceptionsaboutyourselfandaboutthewayyouperceivetheplanetandtheworld.Letgoofyourneuroticperfectionsandmoveintoapracticalapplicationwithperfection.Takealookatyourpasthistory.Alotofyourchronicworryingmaybeduetoeventsfromyourpast.Dosomevisualizationexercises.Buildadreamboard.BuyTheRobbReportmagazine.Starttodreamagain.
Letgoofintellectualizing.Begintolivemorefromyourheart,notyourhead.Insteadofoverthinkingeverything,learntolivefullytoday.Tomorrowhasn’tevenhappened.Manychronicworriersgetcaughtupintheirownpsychosisof“whatif.”“WhatifIsucceed?WhatifIfail?Whatifthisrelationshipgetsserious?Whatifitdoesn’t?IfIdothistoday,then…IfIdon’tdothistoday,
then...”Thistypeofinternaldialoguegoesonandontothepointwhereitbecomeseasiertodonothingthantodosomething,andyetthisprocrastinatortypewilltypicallybegintoworryaboutdoingnothing,justtohavesomethingtoprocess!Letgoofattemptingtoprocesslifeandallowyourselftodothebestyoucanfortoday.Believeme,tomorrowwillcomenomatterwhathappenstoday,anditwillpresentyouwithawholenewsetofexperiencesfromwhichtolearnandgrow.
Practicevulnerability.Practicesaying,“NowthatI’mgrownup,Igivemyselfpermissiontobemorevulnerable.NowthatI’mgrownup,myvulnerabilityismygreatestasset,notmygreatestweakness.”I’mnottalkingaboutbeingsovulnerablethatyougethurt.I’mtalkingaboutbeingvulnerableenoughthatpeoplecanconnectwithyou.Thismeanstakingeducatedrisksaboutbeinganemotionalbeingandexpressingyourfeelingsaboutsituations,notjustyourthoughts.Everyonemaynotagreewithyou,butIbelieveyouwillbesurprisedathowwellpeoplerelatetoyouandchoosetobearoundyouoncethe“real”youisrevealed.
Liveinthepresent.Isn’tittimeforyoutostepintothatspacecalledthepresent?Livinginthepresentiswhatwillallowyoutoletgoofprocrastination.That’swhatwillallowyoutoletgoofyourchronicworrying.Allanyofuscandoisthebestwecaninanygivenmomentusingthetoolswealreadyhave.Perfectionissooverrated!Whenweliveinthemoment,roadblockscanbecomebuildingblocks.Howcanweeverchangeifwestopgrowing?Everymoment,everysituation,isanopportunitytolearnsomethingnew,expandourhorizons,andchangejustalittle.Thepresentmomentiswherewecanletgoofjudgmentandfreeourselvestolivelifelikeavoraciouschildwhojustcan’tgetenough.
SomeQuestionsandAnswersChronicworriersarefullofquestions.Thekeyistolearntoaskquality
questions,notobsessive,anxiousquestions.Herearemyanswerstothosetypesofquestions.
Q.CanIreallysucceedinmyenterprise?A.I’mnotsureifyoucanmakeit,becauseyouhaven’tevenstarted.How
canyoueversucceedifyoudon’tstart?Letgoofaskingwhetheryoucanmakeit,andputmoreenergyintowhatyoudotoday;successisn’tsomuchaboutwhatyoudo;it’swhatyoudodaily.
Q.WhathappensifIfail?
A.Evenifyoudogothroughsomechallenges,it’sthoseverychallengesthatwillprovideyouwithlife’slessons,thatwillgiveyouexperiencesthatwilldevelopcharacter,andthatwillhelpyoutodevelopawholenewpersonality.
Q.Whatifnoonebuysfromme?A.Whatifsomeonedoes?Ifsomeonedoes,thenisn’tthattheyinofthe
yangyou’vecreated?
Q.Whatifmyfamilydoesn’tloveandsupportme?A.Ifyou’vealreadysteppedintoentrepreneurshipandtheyhavejobs,
there’sahighprobabilitythattheythinkyou’reaflakeanyway.Youcan’tpickyourfamily,butyoucandefinitelypickyourfriends.Ifyourfamilydoesn’tendorseyou,ifyourfamilydoesn’tloveyou,ifyou’redisassociatedinyourfamily,there’salwaysagreatnewcircleoffriendswaitingtoconnectwithyou.Joinbusinessesandgroupswhereyoucancreatethatheartfeltconnection.Toastmasters,BNI,networkmarketing,anddirectsalesarejustsomeofthegroupsyoucanjoin.A12-stepprogramcanalsointroduceyoutothosekindredspiritsyourequiretocreateanemotionalspiritualitythatmaybemissingforyourlife.
ReceivetheRewardsAgentlemangavemeasupremecomplimentrecentlyafterhearingmespeak.
Hesaid,“Whenyouwalkedintothatroom,Icouldfeelyou!”Thathasn’talwaysbeenapositivething.Ifyoucouldhave“felt”me20yearsago,youwouldhavefeltmyanger.Ifyoucouldhavefeltme10yearsago,youwouldhavefeltmyresentment.
Eventoday,Icarrysomeofthatresentmentfrombeinghurt,abandoned,andneglected.Istillfeelshameandguiltfromsomeofthefailures,upsanddowns,andembarrassingmomentsI’vecreatedthroughmyaddictions.Idroppedagame-winningpassinafootballgamewhenIwasasophomoreinhighschool.Idroppedthebatoninastatetrackmeet.I’vedonelotsofthingsinmybusinesslifeandpersonallifethatIregret.I’vealienatedothersandhurttheirfeelings.Butwhenit’sallsaidanddone,I’velearnedtoforgivemyself.That’sapermission-basedexercisethatwealldeservetoexperience.
Ifyou’reinasimilarsituation,there’snotimelikethepresenttoletgoofyourchronicworrying.Therearealotofdisadvantagestobeingachronicworrier.Youabsolutelydeservetoreceivetherewardsyourbrilliancecanattract.
Youunequivocallydeservetoreceivethesoulmateyouareseeking.Youdefinitelydeservetobuildthatbusinessmodelyou’vewaitedfor;youdeservetodesignyourlife.Youdeservetoliveyourdreams,andtheonlywaytodothisistoletgoandreceivetherewards.
Nomatterwhatyou’vedone,youcanchange.Nomatterwhatyou’vecreated,youcanundoit.Nowmatterhowstuffedyourgarageis,youcancleanitout.Nomatterhowchallengingyourfinancesare,youhavetheabilitytoovercomethissituationandcreateprosperity.Butifyoudon’tchangethewayyou’vebeenchanging,thenyouwillcontinuetogetwhatyou’regetting.Andifwhatyou’regettingdisappointsyou,isn’tittimetochangeyourphilosophy?
Ifyouarereadytodothat,congratulationsandwelcomeaboard.You’vesteppedintoanewleaguecalledthebigleague.Insteadofbeingachronicworrier,youareonyourwaytobecomingapersonofinfluenceandaffluence.Youcanbethepersonyou’vealwayswantedtobe.
CHAPTERFIVETheRebelliousProcrastinator
Thenextprocrastinatortype,therebelliousprocrastinator,reallyhitsclosetohomeforme.ThetwoprocrastinatortypesthatIidentifywiththemostarethebig-dealchaserandtherebelliousprocrastinator.Thecharacteristicsofthesetwopersonalitytypeshavecontributedtomytendencytoprocrastinateinisolatedinstances.WhatIhavelearnedthroughmyowngrowthanddevelopmentisthatthemoreweunderstandwhywedowhatwedo,theeasieritistochange.Regardlessofwhichprocrastinatortypeortypesyouidentifywithmost,youarenowtravelingontherightpathtounderstandyourselfmoreclearlyandthenchangeyourbehavior.
CharacteristicsoftheRebelliousProcrastinatorRebelliousprocrastinatorsexhibitpassive-aggressivebehavior.Theysaywhat
theywantpeopletohear,buttheyonlydowhattheywanttodo.Theymayagreetosomething,butthatdoesn’tmeanthattheywilldowhattheysay.Theygettheirattentionthroughcreatingconflict.Theydomoretocreateconflictthantheydotoproduce.
Rebelliousprocrastinatorsoftencomeacrossaship,slick,andcool.Theymaylooksuaveanddebonair,andtheymayevencomeacrossasanamiable-relatertypeofpersonality.Rebelliousprocrastinatorsmightappeartobegreatgivers.(Thistypeofpersonalityalsoshowsupinanotherprocrastinatortype,theangrygiver.Theangrygiver,therebelliousprocrastinator,andthebighat/nocattleprocrastinatortypesallhavesomesimilarities,buttherearealsodistinctdifferences.)Rebelliousprocrastinatorslookasthoughtheyreallyhaveitalltogether,andinitiallyyoumightbeenviousofthem,butthemoreyougettoknowthem,themoreyouunderstandthemandseethatthereisalotofemotionalchaosbehindtheirshinyveneer.
Ioncehadanemployeewhoseemedveryattractive,outgoing,andpleasant,butthemoreIgottoknowher,thelesslikableshewas.ThewarmsmilethatIfirstsawwhenIhiredhermaskedthefactthatshehadaverycontrollingmother.Nothingshedidwasevergoodenoughforhermother.Becauseofher
underlyingperceptionofnotbeinggoodenough,thiswomancontinuouslycreatedsituationsofconflictandcontroltofulfilltheidentitythatshewaslivingin—tomakeitsothatshetrulywasn’tgoodenoughatherjob.
Conflictanddefianceisabigpartofrebelliousprocrastinators’identities.Thiskeepsthembusyratherthanproductive.Theirdefiancebecomestheirprocrastination.Likethebig-dealchaser,theyhaveentitlementissues.Theydon’trefusetodothingsoutright;theysimplydon’tdothematall.Whattheydoisusuallyaccomplishedinaveryinefficientmannerinthemidstoftheirrebelling.Beinganonconformistisfine,butdon’tbesuchanonconformistthatyoucan’tconformtoyourownsuccess.Don’tbesorebelliousthatyouenduprebellingagainstyourownsuccess.
Rebelliousprocrastinatorsareverytalented,buttheylivebythelawofentitlement.Theirassetsvirtuallybecometheirliabilities.Oftentheyaresotalentedthattheydon’twanttopracticewhenitcomestoasport.Alltheywanttodoisshowupandplaythegame.
Rebelliousprocrastinatorsdon’tfeelasthoughtheyhavetoengageintheemotionaldiscipline,repetition,andexperiencethatleadtomastery.Theydon’tthinktheyhavetopaytheprice.Theydon’twanttogothroughtheprocess;theyjustwantthepayoff.
Rebelliousprocrastinatorsmasktheirlowself-esteemwithhighself-confidence.Theyfallintothe“lookgood,feelbad”category.Underneathitall,theyarevictims,livingindenial,andtheyuseangertomasktheirlowself-esteem.Oncerebelliousprocrastinators’angersetsinandtheyhavecreatedtheconflicttheyareaddictedto,theycannowjustifyprocrastinating.Theybroodandpoutandexudeaveryhostile,toxicenergy.Whenrebelliousprocrastinatorsaskquestions,theydoitwithanunderlyingedgeofangerandcontrol.Theyusuallyinterruptotherpeoplebeforetheyevengettheirfirstanswer.Theylovetocausescenesandconflicts.
Rebelliousprocrastinatorshavethepotentialtobeveryproductiveandoftenareneatandorderly.However,rebelsstaystuckintheemotionsofangerandresentment;theyareeasytospotandeasytoreadbecauseofhowuptight,angry,andrigidtheyare.Youcanseethisinthewaytheyholdthemselves.Theyareverytoxic.Theyareveryobsessive/compulsive.
Rebelliousprocrastinatorstendtobefullofanger.Inadditiontohavingstrongaddictivetendencies,rebelliousprocrastinatorshavethegreatesttendenciestobreakdownemotionallybecauseofalltheragetheirprocrastinationcreates.Theirangercancausecancerifheldontolongenough.Itcancreatedebilitatingneurologicaldiseases.Rebelliousprocrastinatorsare
constantlyAATT(AngryAllTheTime),fullofspitetowardanyonewhochallengestheirideas,power,orauthority.Theygetfrustratedveryeasily.Theyflyoffthehandle.Theyliketomakescenes.Angerbecomeshate.Hatebecomesresentment,andthiscreatesafullcycleofholdingontoprocrastination.
Thereistremendousenergyinanger.Ifrebelliousprocrastinatorslearntochanneltheiranger,theyhavethehighestpotentialtobecomeproducers;theybecomeaforcetobereckonedwith,justastheywereintheirrebellion.
I’velivedmuchofmylifeinanger,goingoutofmywaytocreatesituationsthatwouldendupcreatingresentment.Infact,resentmentistheemotionthathasfueledmethemost.I’vedonetoomuchforpeople,settingthemupinpositionswheretheycouldn’tpossiblyfulfilltheexpectationsI’dcreated,whichthenallowedmetobeangryandresentful,whichthenfueledthefeelingthatkeptmestuck.
Inthemiddleofallthischaos,drama,andangerisajuice,afire,apassion—andmanytimespeoplewiththistypeofpersonality,iftheirpassionischanneledorharnessed,canturnthingsaround.I’maperfectexample.I’vehitrockbottomacoupletimes;I’vebeenavictim,fullofanger,spite,andindignation.Fortunately,Ifinallygottothepointwherethepainwasgreatenough,andIchosetoletgoandchange.
Rebelliousprocrastinatorsaresobrilliantthattheybecomestuckintheirownbrilliance.Manyathletes,entertainers,andartistsarerebelsandnonconformists.Theycangothroughyears,sometimesdecades,betweenanartisticorcreative
endeavorthatbringsthemsuccess.Theymightcreateaninflatedegoandfeeltheydon’thavetogothroughtheprocessthewayothersdo.
Ofcourse,inmanyways,beingarebelisappealing.It’sempoweringtosay,“Icouldneverworkanotherjobagain.”That’sgreat,butyoumustbeabletocreateprofit.Ifyouhaveanonprofitorganizationfromthediscomfortofyourhomebecauseyou’rerebellious,yourrebellionisn’tservingyou.Ifyourrebellionischanneledintoprocrastination,thenallyou’llproduceisdisappointmentandanger.
Rebelliousprocrastinatorsalienatepeopleandthenjustifythisbyblamingothers,whichgivesthemareasontoshutdownandbeangryvictims.Theyfeelvictimizedandrespondinoppositionalways.Thesearethekindsofpeopleyou’llseeinarestaurantberatingthewaitstaff.Theyperceivedemandsontheirtimeandenergyasthreatstotheirindividuality.Rebelliousprocrastinatorsmayrespondtothisperceivedthreatwithindignationordefiantacceptance,whichonceagainleadstoprocrastination.
Rebelliousprocrastinatorstendtobegreatstarters,butusuallyaverage-to-poorfinishers.Theycomeonlikegangbusters,andthentheyexpecttocoast.Theyavoidtaskstheydon’tlike,sayingtheyaremenialandunimportant.It’sverycommontoseesomeonewithalotofskillsandtalent,especiallyinsalesandmarketing,tosay,“Well,Ireallydon’twanttoprospect.That’snotreallywhatIdo.I’msogoodthatpeoplewillautomaticallybuyfromme.IcansellicetoanEskimo.”
Insteadoftakingthewordsalesseriously,turningitintotheprofessionthatitreallyis,rebelstendtobeamateursalespeoplewhoexpecttosellbasedonentitlementandmanipulation.There’sahugedifference,however,betweenmanipulationandpersuasion.Manipulationiscoercingsomeonetocomplywithyouanddowhatyouwant.Persuasionisshowingsomeonevalueandhowtobenefitthroughtheservicesyou’reproviding,whichleadstoWOO(WinningOthersOver).
Toreallyconnectwithpeople,wemustbeabletoconnectwithourselvesfirst.Ifweareconstantlyangrywitheveryoneelse,we’reactuallyangrywithourselves.Thisisusuallybecausesomeviolationputusinasituationandwehaven’tyetforgiventhecausethat’screatedtheeffect.Weholdontothatsituation,andthenwejustifyeveryonenotlikingusbyalienatingthem.Thatwaywecanprocrastinate.Thisisadescriptionofarebelliousprocrastinator.
Rebelliousprocrastinatorsareaddictedtoadrenaline.However,it’sreallynotnobletowalkaroundtheplanetsaying,“I’manadrenalinejunkie.”Thesetypesofprocrastinatorsgetanimmediaterush,anemotionalhighfromnotonly
creatingconflictanddrama,butalsofromhowtheywillhavetoperformtoresolvethecrisistheyhavecreated.
Rebelliousprocrastinatorsexperiencechallengeswithrelationshipsandendupsabotagingmostofthem.Eventhoughtheyhavesomegreatqualities,theiranger,brooding,andpoutingoftenoverridethosequalities.Rebelliousprocrastinators’long-termrelationshipsposeseriouschallenges,becausetheyultimatelyantagonizeandalienatealmosteveryseriousprospect.Potentialmatesareputoffbytheirarroganceandinsensitivity.
Rebelliousprocrastinatorstendtousepeoplebyborrowingmoney.Ofcourse,theyplantopaythembacksomedaybecausetheyaresocoolthattheirshipisboundtocomein.Thereallyhip,slick,good-lookingrebelsaretheoneswiththebigideas,thebigtalent,andtheabilitytoseduceotherpeopleintobuyingintotheirnextbigproject.Then,ifthebigprojectdoesn’thitahomerun,rebelliousprocrastinatorshavetofindanewsocialgroup,anewtown,anewcity,oranewplacetoplay.
There’sanothertypeofpassive-aggressiverebel:theweak-meekrebel.Women,especiallymothers,oftenfitthisdescription.Theyoftenbecomeoverweight,addictedtodisappointment,turningtofoodforcomfort.Theytendtoover-givesothattheycanlaterbeindignantanddisappointed.Theyblameotherswhentheydon’tgetthepeacetheyseek.Theyrebelagainstperceivedauthorityandfocusonblamingotherpeople.Theirself-protectiveattitudesrepelotherpeoplesotheycanjustifybeingdisappointed,andthentheyprocrastinate.
Rebelsaretypicallypessimisticbynature.Thisunderminestheirinspirationtoproduceinatimelymanner.Theyfeelputupon,whichgivesthemarighttorebelandthenprocrastinate.Theyalsoperceivethemselvesasmisunderstood,peoplewhoshouldn’thavetoperformandproducelikeeveryoneelse.Theyfeelatthemercyofthebadguys.Theyhaveawarpedsenseoftheworldinmanysituations.
PositiveQualitiesofRebelliousProcrastinatorsRebelliousprocrastinators’bestqualitiesaretheirpassionandtheirenergy.
Evenifrebelliousprocrastinatorsaretoxic,theyareusingalotofenergytobethatway.Evenifthey’rereallyangry,angerchanneledcanmoveamountain,pickupacar,orleadateamtovictory.
I’maclassicexampleofsomeonewhousedtobearebelliousprocrastinatorwithapassive-aggressivepersonality,addictedtoresentment.It’sinmygenes.It’sinmycells.EventhoughIwasabletoturnmylifearound,Istill
procrastinateincertainareas.Istillrebelincertainareas.Istillcauseconflict,andIstillhaveresentmentissues.
TakealookatMikeTyson.Inthepast,hewastheabsoluterolemodelforapassive-aggressiverebelliousprocrastinator.LookatRobertDowney,Jr.,andallthesituationshewentthroughinhis20sand30s.Noticehowhe’stransformedhislifeashesteppedintohis40s.Headdressedhisaddictions,andsuddenlyhismoviecareerstartedtocometogether.He’sbeenoutofthetabloidsandlivingaprettycreativelifeduringthepast10yearsorso.
Manypeopleareabletoovercometheirangerissues.I’veseenmanyindividualschanneltheirangerintoreligion,spirituality,business,athletics,andphilanthropiccauses.Thegoodthingaboutlettinggoofyourangeristhatyoucanthenteachothershowtoletgooftheiranger;youcanshowthemthewayoutofangerandprocrastination.
AMagicalProcessIt’stimetotakeanobjectivelookatthecausethatcreatestheeffect—an
honestlookattheheartofdarkness.It’stimetolookinthemirrorandbegintoputthepiecestogethertofigureoutwhyyoudowhatyoudo.
Forgivenessisalwaysthebeginning.Choosetoforgivethesituationsthatcreatedthecausethatisnowtheeffect.Createforgivenesssoyoucanletgoofthepeoplewhoabandonedyou,whorejectedyou,whotraumatizedyou.Nomatterwhatprocrastinatortypeyouare,it’syourresponsibilitytounderstandandembracethepowerofforgiveness.Forgivenesscanvirtuallytakeyouoffthehook.
Seeifyoucanidentifythecauseofyourrebellion.Takeahardlookatyourselfandbegintobridgethegapbetweenyourprocrastinationandyourrebellion.Whenyoucandothiswithanyofthesixprocrastinatortypes,it’sarealvictory.Thewholepurposeofthisbookistoempoweryoutoidentifycauseandeffectandthenbeabletoletgo.Whenyoubegintodothis,suddenlyawholenewgroupofpeopleappearsinyourreality;youareawakenedtoawholenewsetofcircumstances.
Itseemsalmostmagical,butit’sreallycreationondemand.Whenwecreateondemand,weattracttoourrealityareflectionofthewaywefeelandthepersonweareintheprocessofbecoming.Thisiswhenpeopleandsituationsbegintoappear,seeminglyoutofnowhere,toemphasizethepositivesweseeinsideourselves.Itseemsmagicalbecausewehavebecomeaccustomedtoattractingthatwhichemphasizesthenegativesweseeinsideourselves,untilour
journeyofgrowthbegins.Aswegrow,ithappenslikethis:Weletgo;weletGodin.Weletthepeoplewedeserveintoourlives.Weletgo,andsuddenly,thetypeofpersonwehavebeenseekingshowsupwithoutmucheffortonourpart.It’ssynchronicity,it’ssynchrodestiny,anditcananddoeshappen.
Oneofmyclientssaidtomerecently,“IwassittingintheairportonthewayhomefromBreakthroughstoSuccess,andthisguycameuptomeandsaid,‘Idon’tknowwhoyouare,andthismaysoundoffthewall,butIfeelcompelledtogiveyouthisbook.’Later,anolderbusinessmanapproachedmeandsaid,‘Idon’tknowwhatitisaboutyou,butIwanttogiveyoumycard.Woulditbepossibleforyoutogivemeacallatsomepoint?Ijustfeelthatyouhavesomethingforme.’”
Maybeyou’rethinkingasyoureadthis,“Thatneverhappenstome.”You’reright,becausetheminuteyousayitneverhappenstoyou,thatbecomesyourexpectation.Toexperiencethisinyourreality,youwouldhavetobelievethatitisareality.Youwouldhavetoletgoofattractingthepeoplewhodon’tserveyousoyoucancontinuetobeangryandprocrastinate.Youwouldhavetobeabletoletsomepeaceandprosperityin,toletpeopleseesomeofthelightbehindyoureyes,toseethatgoodnessinyourheart.It’syourhearttowhichpeoplewanttoconnect.
KeyQuestionstoAskYourselfIfyoufindyourselfrebellingandprocrastinating,herearesomevital
questionstoaskyourself.
∞Inthenexttwotofiveyears,whatdoIdesiretobecome?∞WhatprocessamIwillingtogothroughsoIcanbecomethepersonIdeservetobecome?
∞WhatamIreallywillingtogive?∞WhatamIwillingtoreceive?∞WhatamIwillingtocreate?∞WhydoIprocrastinate?∞Whatisthecauseofmyprocrastination?∞WhyamIsodefiant?∞WhyamIsoindignant?∞WhyamIsoimpatient?∞WhydoIresentpeople?∞WhydoIcontinuallysetmyselfupsothatIendupresentingpeople?
∞Whydoesthisconsistentlyhappentome?∞WhydoIattractthesecatastrophes?∞WhydoIfindmyselfprocrastinatingmorethanproducing?
Theseareobjective,honestquestionsthatyoucanlearntoaskyourselfthroughoutalongperiodoftime.Anythingworthachievingisunequivocally,absolutely,definitelyworthgoingthroughthiskindofaprocess.
Iwentthroughthisverysameprocess.IhadfinallyrealizedthatnothingwouldgivemereliefexceptunderstandingwhyIdidwhatIdid,soIstartedtotakeagoodlookatmyanger.Istartedtobuybooksonanger.OneofthefirstbooksIeverboughtwasbyRonaldT.Potter-Efron,calledAngryAlltheTime.Idiscoveredabookonforgiveness,oneofthefewI’veeverseen,calledRadicalForgivenessbyColinTipping.Ibegantorealizehowimportantforgivenessis.Istartedtolookatthecauseofmyanger,andIbegantounderstandthatIhadmisreadsomesituationsthathappenedtomeinmychildhood.IstartedtorealizethatIwasblamingthewrongpeople.Istartedtorealizethatformetoeverliveinthelandoffreedomandpromise,Iwouldhavetoletgoofsomeofthesituationsthatkeptmeavictim.
EventhoughIhadachievedsobriety,IcametotherealizationthatIwasnowadrydrunk.About10yearsintomysobriety,IlearnedthatIhadtolearnadifferentwaytolivesothatIwasn’tangryallthetime.Itwasn’tmyintentiontobeangry,butithadbecomemyidentity.IrealizedthatIwasproudofbeinganonconformist,andsofullofpridethatIthoughtruleswereforotherpeople.
Rightnow,takeadeepbreathifyourecognizeyourselfasarebelliousprocrastinator.Yourangerispassionturnedinsideout.Yourangercanbeturnedintocreativity.Youcanbegintoletgoofyourangerandbegintoloveyourself.Otherwise,howcanyoueverreceivelove?
ChooseCollaboration—NotConflictDidyoucreateaconflicttoday,ordidyoucreatecollaboration?Wereyou
warmandfriendly,orwereyouangry,upset,andresentful?Didyougenerouslytipsomeone,orwereyouupsetthatyoudidn’tgettheservicethatyoufeltyoudeserved?Youhavetheabilitytounderstandyourowndualityandbegintoliveinpeace,inthepresent,inthemoment,andinthenowinsteadofholdingontothepastthatcreatesrebellionandnonconformity.There’snothingintrinsicallywrongwithbeinganonconformist,butit’stimethatyouchannelthatenergyintoproductivity,passion,creativity,collaboration,andtheabilitytoconnectwithpeople.
Ratherthanalienatingpeople,it’stimetoconnectwithpeople.Irecentlyhadsomeonecomeuptomeataneventandsay,“So,isspeakingandcoachingallyoudo?”ThispersonwasputtingmeinapositionwhereIwouldhavetodefendmyselfandvalidatemyexistenceandwhatIdo.Butinsteadoffallingpreytotherebelliousprocrastinator(becauseI’marecoveringrebel),Isaid,“Whatdoesthatmean?”Andthepersonsaid,“I,I,I,I...Ididn’tmeananything!”
I’velearned,asarecoveringrebel,nottotakesituationslikethispersonally.I’velearnednottosetmyselfupforfailure.I’vebecomeconflictconscious,meaningthatI’mabletospotconflict.Thisisaskillthatyoucanchoosetodeveloptoo.Youcanlearntorecognizethosewhoareattemptingtodrawyouintoconflict.Youcanletgoofbeingrightsoyoucanberich.Youcandeveloptheabilitytostepintothepresentandrecognizewhenthatsituationoccurs.Insteadofsteppinginanotherconflict,youstepback,andyourwholeawareness,yourwholeenergy,yourwholebeing,andyourwholepresencebegintochange.
Whenyoulivethiskindofaninspiredlife,peoplewanttobeapartofit.Ifyouarearebelliousprocrastinator,youcanrejoiceinthefactthatyoucanfindanoutletforthatangst,thatenergy,thatrebellion,thatnonconformity,thatjuice,andthatdesire.
Youdon’thavetobeavictim.Youdon’thavetobeaprocrastinator.Youhavetheabilitytobecomeaproducer,tobecomesomeoneofinfluenceandaffluence.Youcanbecomearolemodel,amentor,amessenger,anambassadorofchange.Youcanbecomeapastor,aminister—anyonewhomyouthinkpeoplelookuptoinsteadoflookawayfrom.
CHAPTERSIXTheDramaAddict
Nowwe’lltakealookatthedramaaddict.Thisisthelast-minuteprocrastinator,thetypeofpersonwhobelievesheworksbestunderpressure.Hetakesprideinthis,believingthatitisnobletocreateallthatfranticenergyandadrenalineandthen,atthelastminute,savethedayandrescuehimself.
Haveyoueverdonesomethinglikethis?Youwaituntilyourbackisagainstthewall.It’sraining,it’spouring,it’satornado,it’sahurricane,it’samonsoon,it’satyphoon.Youhavenomoremoneyleftinyourbankaccount.You’reemotionallyandspirituallybankrupt,butsuddenlyyougointoyourclosetandputonyoursuperherouniform.Youlookatyourselfinthemirror,andyoutakeprideinknowingthatyouhavewhatittakestoovercomethecrisisyou’vecreated.Youdigdeepintoyoursoul;youovercome,youbecomevictorious!Andthen,whenit’sallsaidanddone,you’reexhaustedbyalltheenergyyouhaveexertedtoovercometheveryconditionsyouhavecreated.
Ormaybeyougrewupwithadramaaddictinyourhousehold,someonewhowasalwaysinthemiddleofacrisisorameltdown.Dramaaddictscan’tconceiveofanyotherwayoflife,andtheydeludethemselvesabouthowmuchenergythisdramarequires.Theybragaboutovercomingobstacles,hurdles,challenges,andadversesituations,andtheyareproudofthenobleeffortrequiredtoovercomethesesituations.Butinreality,theyarechronicprocrastinatorswhowaituntilthepainisgreatenoughtoperformbecauseofhowlazyandhowentitledtheyfeel.
Inmyownexperience,Iusedtosaythingssuchas,“I’llsucceedifitkills
me,”anditalmostdid.IlivedwithmigraineheadachesforeightyearsbecauseofthepressureIputonmyself.Ilearnedlaterinlifethatpressureisanillusion.Wecreateourownpressure,andwestayinthatpressureinordertoreleaseallthecortisolthatkeepsusstuckandalltheadrenalineittakestoconjureupthosesuperherofeelingstoovercomethesituationsweourselveshavecreated.
Dramaaddictsareoneofthemostdestructiveofallprocrastinatortypes.However,thelightthatshineswithinthisprocrastinatortypeisthattheyarehighlycreativeindividuals—ittakesalotofcreativitytoproducethekindofdramathatmanyofushavelivedin!Therearemanysimilaritiesbetweentherebelliousprocrastinatorandthedramaaddict,butwe’llexaminesomekeydistinctions.
CharacteristicsofDramaAddictsDramaaddicts’egoscontinuallyattractandcreatedrama,andtendtoweather
thestormsofcrisisandchaos.Dramaaddictsareresponsibleforthedramatheycreate.They’readdictedtotheirfeelings,andtheythriveontheadrenalinerushofsavingthedayunderemergencyconditions.
Dramaaddictsareeitherverymeekandtimidorhostileandenergetic.Otherpeoplehavetoconstantlytakecareofdramaaddicts’personalandprofessionalbusinesswhiletheypursueonedistractionafteranotherjusttokeeptheirlifedramaticandentertaining.Dramaaddictsliveintheirownmovie.They’realwaysonthego,keepingintouchwithfamilyandfriends—butseldomontime.Theyliketomakedramaticappearances.
Dramaaddictsarecodependent.Drama-addictprocrastinatorsarepreoccupiedwiththeadrenalineofdrawingattentiontothemselvesandgettingothersinvolvedintheirchaoticlives.Theyliveindenialandseldomfacethewaytheywastetimeprocrastinatingandexhaustingtheirenergyindramaandchaos.Dramaaddictsattractpeopleandsituationsthatwillconstantlysendthemintocrisismode.
Now,thatjustdefinedthewayIusedtobe.Inrecovery,IdiscoveredthatnotonlywasIanaddict,butIwasalsoverycodependent.Inotherwords,IcouldgointocrisismodeandIcouldalsogointorescuemode.Icouldbeadramaaddict,andIcouldrescuedramaaddicts—eitherwayitfueledmyself-esteem.
Dramaaddictsaredreamers.Intheirpersonality,there’susuallyverylittleseparationbetweensabotageandsuccess.Dramaaddictsattractpeopleandsituationsthatconstantlysendthemintothiscrisismode.Theybouncefromoneextremetoanother—ahighhightoalowlow.Eveninhigh-highmode,theycan
procrastinate,becauseheredramaaddictsstarttopaintpictures.Theyromancetheoutcome.Theyseevividlyandthey’reverycreative;theyhavemanysimilaritiestotherebelliousrebel.They’reabletocreatedramawithsomeone,orthey’reabletorescuethatsamesomeonefromdrama.Thewordspractical,methodical,andrealisticdon’tfittheirvocabulary.Theyareloftydreamersandextremelyidealistic.Theydon’thavethetimetoberealisticorpractical;it’stooboring.
Dramaaddictslivefordisappointment.Thisiswhyprocrastinationbecomessuchawayoflifeforthem,becausebyprocrastinatingtheydonotfail.Byprocrastinating,theycanendupeventuallyblamingsomeoneelseandthenjustifynottakingresponsibilityfortheirownfeelings.Theyoverlookthemundane,day-to-dayroutineaspectsoflife(payingbills,filingtaxes,eatinghealthy,exercising).Drama-addictprocrastinatorsarenotdetail-oriented.Theyliveinaconstantdreamstate.Theydropcrisisstatementssuchas,“Oh,mylifeisover;Iwanttokillmyself.I’mbesidemyself.HowamIgoingtopaymybills?”They’revictimsstarvedforattention.Bydroppingdramaticstatements,theynotonlyattractattentionfromotherpeople,buttheyalsogainareasontoprocrastinate.Theygetintoxicatedwithhowbadthesituationis,andtheyoperatefromaverydeeppain-and-pleasureprinciple.
Whenthepainisgreatenough,thedramaaddictsometimescanfindaspacewheretheyarecomfortableenoughtoletgo.Theygointoasuperstarmodewheretheyovercometheirchallenges,buttheyneverhavebalancewhenthey’reinthistypeofprocrastination.Theygofromprocrastinationtoproduction,procrastinationtoproduction,andoftentheirprocrastinationcanlastforyears.Theyattractattentionbyappearingpowerlessanddepressed.Thisgivesdramaaddictsaconsistentreasontoprocrastinate.
Dramaaddictshaveveryintoxicatingpersonalities.Eventhoughtheyalienateotherpeoplebecauseoftheirdrama,manyofthemhavegreatpeopleskills,andsothey’reabletopersuadepeopletorescuethem.(Remember,Ispeakfromexperience.)Thistypeofpersoncanbaffleyou.Theyappeartohavethegoods—allthequalitiesofsuccess.They’rethepeoplewho“shouldbe”butaren’t.Eventhoughthey’reusuallythemosttalented,mostcreativeindividualsyouknow,they’veoftenalsobeenthemosttraumatized,themostwounded,anddefinitelythemostbroken.Thegoodthingisthat,becauseoftheircreativity,nomatterwhatstatedramaaddictsarein,theycanovercomeit.
Dramaaddictscreatealotofresentmentintheirfamiliesandcircleofinfluence.Dramaaddictsareverygoodatturningsituationsaroundsotheycancontrolotherpeople’sfeelings,whichthenallowsthemtojustifyfeelingas
victims.Whentheyareinvictimmode,theytypicallybegintoprocrastinate.Andinprocrastination,theycanhaveamajormeltdown;theymightseducefamilymembersorothersintheircircleofinfluencetorescuethemortakecareofthem.Afteroutbursts,blowups,meltdowns,ormanipulations,theynowhaveareasontostayinbedthenextday.Theyhaveareasontopullthecoversupovertheirheads,avoidingreality.Afterallthey’vebeenthroughintheirmostrecentcrash,itoftentakesthemdaystorecoverandgetbacktosomesenseofproduction.It’snotuncommonforthemtotaketwoorthreedaysjusttogetbackinthegamebecausetheyholdontotheirfeelings,theyholdontotheevents.Itisalsonotuncommonfordramaaddictstohavepuffyorswollenfacesafteroneoftheseepisodes.
Dramaaddictsstrugglewithbalanceandconsistency.Becauseofthedramacreatedbyprocrastination,theyproduceonadrenalineandfrenziedenergy.Theirmajorchallengeisstayingconsistentlyproductiveduetotheiraddictedfeelingsthatleadthemtodrama,thenprocrastination.Theyeasilybecomeexhaustedandoverwhelmedbecauseofalltheirbottledupemotions.Thesearethefeelingsthatkeepdramaaddictsindrama.
It’sverycommonfordramaaddictstoendupeithercompletelyoverweightorcompletelyundernourishedduetothedualityandcontradictiontheylivein.Dramaaddictsmightbouncefromaweightgaintoahugeweightloss.Theydon’tknowwheretofindthemiddleground.Thatmiddlegroundiswhatyou’reseekingifyouidentifywiththispersonalitytype:balance,harmony,spirituality,reality,andobjectivity.
Dramaaddictsgofromonebehavioralextremetoanother.They’reunderachieversandunderproducers.Theybroodandpout,andthentheycreatemoreintensecrises,dramas,andscenestojustifytheirvictim-hood.Theyhavenotlearnedtheseparationbetweenbeingavictimandavictor.Tocreatetheintensepressuretheythriveon,dramaaddictsprocrastinatetothelastminute—untilthebuildupissointensethatitrequiresasuperhumanefforttoevenfinishatask.Theyliketotellstoriesaboutthesuperhumaneffortittooktobecomeexhausted.Attheendoftheday,you’lloftenhearthisrefrain:“I’msoexhausted!YouhavenoideawhatI’vebeenthrough!”or,“WhatIhadtogothroughtogethere!Thetrafficwashorrendous.”Theirwordsarelacedwithdrama.Alotoftheirconversationisallaboutthem.
Dramaaddictsareintoxicatedwiththeirownstories.Thesetypesofprocrastinators’dramaisattachedtothestoriestheyusetomaintaintheiridentity,whichcreatestheexcusetoprocrastinate.Procrastinationallowstheirlowself-esteemtorule;itenablesthemtonotfail.Dramaaddictsdon’tseethis,
though,becausetheirstoriesbecometheiridentity.Ihaveempathyforthistypeofprocrastinatorbecauseallofthemhavebeenwounded,hurt,broken,traumatizedbysituationsandeventsthathaveshapedtheirfeelingsintosuchanidentity.Theirfeelingshavebecometheirmood,andtheirmoodbecomestheiridentity.Nowtheyidentifywithbeingadramaaddict,withbeingadramaprocrastinator.Theytendtocreatedramasothattheycanbethecenterofattention.
Dramaaddictsareverytheatrical;theycravethespotlight.ThemovieSunsetBoulevardstarringGloriaSwansonandWilliamHoldentellsthestoryofaclassicdramaaddict,afadingactresswhowantedtobebackinthespotlight.Shehadn’tactedinyears,spendingthoseyearshiddenawayinhermansionbecauseshewasn’tabletocrossthebridgefromsilentfilmtotalkies.Sheprocrastinatedforyears,andthenshecreatedthisbig,dramaticeventthatledtoamajoroutcome.Dramaaddictsthriveonpullingotherpeopleintotheirdramas.Theythriveongettingattentionfromeveryoneelse.Theygeneratesuspense,andprocrastinationisthetooltheyusetoperformtheirdramaticfeats.
Drama-addictprocrastinatorstendtocarryalotofunresolvedangerandresentment,creatingblowupsandconfrontations.Theyslamdoors,stalkoutofrooms,andshoutloudthreats.Procrastinationbecomesthereasontoblameotherpeople.Dramaaddictsconsistentlypointthefingeratotherpeople.Thistypeofenergycreatesthehighhightheyunconsciouslyseek.Theygetashotofadrenaline,andwhenitallblowsover,remorse,guilt,andshamesetin,followedbyalowlow,leadingtostabilizationuntilthenexteruptionoccurs.Betweenstabilizationandthateruption,procrastinationsetsin.
Dramaaddictsoftenturntoalcoholanddrugstotaketheedgeoffoftheirunresolvedfeelings.Thisgarnerslotsofattentionfromspouses,friends,andfamilymembers.Theirbehaviorisnotintentional—theyaresimplylookingforaneasy,painlesswaytoreleasesomeoftheemotionalpressuretheycreateandcannotescapeonaday-to-daybasis.Theyoftenconvincethemselvesthattheyarechemicallyorhormonallyimbalanced,andwillpursueeveryavenuetheypossiblycantofindacure—anythingexcepttolookinsideandchange.TheyruntodoctorsforprescriptionmedicationsbecauseoftheirADD,theirmoodswings,ortheirbipolarsituation,andeventuallytheybecomeaddictedtopainpills—uppers,downers,whatever.Unfortunately,drama-addictprocrastinatorshavethehighestrateofsuicide,becauseittakesalotofenergytostayinthiskindofstate.Itwearsouttheirimmunesystemandtheiradrenalsystem;itcanleadtodebilitatingdiseasesbecauseofhowmuchenergytheyexhaustinthiskindofmodality.
AffirmationsforRecoveringDramaAddictsManyyearsagoIcreatedaffirmationsformyselfthatIbegantouseto
neutralizemyowndrama.Herearejustafewofthem:
“Struggle-aholicnomore!”
“I’mtiredofthedrama.Iamdroppingthedrama.”
“Iamarecoveringdramaaddict.I’marecoveringchaoscreator.Inolongerrequirethisdrama.”
“Iamawareofotherpeople’sdrama.I’mlearningtobecomeobjective.”Askyourselfwhichemotioncreatesyourdrama—isitanger,hate,guilt,
resentment,abandonment,rejection,orfeelingsofoverwhelm?Next,recognizehowthisdramaleadstoprocrastination,howprocrastinationleadstodisappointment,howdisappointmentleadstoguiltandshame,andhowitallleadstoalifeofunrealizedpotential.
DevelopanObjectiveAwarenessIknowexactlywhatitfeelsliketocreatethiskindofdrama,becauseitisso
closetomysoul.Here’srecentexample:Someonenolongerwantedtousemyspeakingservices,andIheldontotothissituationforafewmoments,afewhours,evenintothenight—andforthefirsttimeinmanyyears,Iactuallywokeupinthemiddleofthenightfeelingallworkedupoverit.Iwokeupinasweat,andthenIrealizedhowmuchenergyIwasgivingtosomeoneelse.
Youmustdevelopanawarenessaboutwhyyoudowhatyoudowhenyouknowthatitabsolutely,unequivocally,nolongerservesyou.Iwentthroughthismyself.Ispentthelasttwoyearsofmyalcoholaddictioninprocrastination.Ihadajob,butIdidjustenoughtogetby.Ibarelymademyquotas,yetIwoulddrinkmyselfintooblivioneverysinglenight.Everyday,Iwouldwakeupwithahangover,anditwouldtakeamiraculouscomebackearlyintheafternoonforthefogtolift.ThenIwouldgointooverdriveandmakeupintheafternoonwhatIdidn’tdointhemorning,becomingexhaustedby5p.m.At5p.m.,mydrinkingbellwouldgooffandI’drepeatthepatternalloveragain.
Ifyouhavealotofchaosinyourlife,it’stimetoletgoofitoneminuteatatime.Takesometimetoobjectivelyandrealisticallyevaluateyoursituation.Didyoucreatedramatoday?There’salwaysgoingtobesomemeasureofdramaandchaos—that’slife.Butdidyouusedramaandchaosasawaytogetattentionandeventuallyprocrastinate?
Ifthatisthecase,begintogetrealwithyourself.Learntobecomeobjective.Youcanchangethewayyoufeel.Youcanchangethewayyouoperate.Morethananythingelse,ifyouareadramaaddict,youmustlearnhowtorelax.Trappedinself-destructivecyclesofexcitement,ofadrenalinerushesfollowedbycollapses,you’llneverappreciatetheenergizingvaluethatgenuinepeaceofmind,thestateofflow,offers,untilyouconsciouslyreinventyourselftoachieveit.ThisisexactlywhatI’vebeenlearningforthelast23years.
Ifthatdescribesyou,isn’tittimetostepintoyourpowerratherthancontinuingtobepowerless?Whenyoustarttounderstandthis,younolongergivepowertothesefeelings.Insteadofbeinganaccidentwaitingtohappen,youbecomeapersonwho’sliberated.Youbecomeapersonofinfluenceandaffluence.
NeutralizetheDramaWewillalwayshavepeoplewhoshowupinourlivestoremindusofpast
events;nomatterhowadvancedweare,wewillalwayshavesomedramaandchaos.Thekeyistolearntoneutralizethefeelingsthatcreatethecausesoyoucanliveintheeffect.Thisrequiresautonomy(inotherwords,independence).Thenexttimeyoufeelyourselfgoingintodrama,seeifyoucancatchyourselfbeforeyougoovertheedge.Startbytakingadeepbreath.
Toovercomedrama,youfirstlearntospotitinyourself,andthenyoucansense,feel,andseeitinotherpeople.Youbecomearecoveringdramaaddict.Insteadofbeingadrama-addictprocrastinator,youbecomeaproducer.Theoppositeofprocrastinationisproduction.
SomeonerecentlycalledmeandbeganlecturingmeonsituationsheperceivedIhadcreated.Inreality,thispersonwasusingmeasanexcuseforhisownlackofself-esteemandthechallengeshehimselfhadcreated.Duringthisconversation,Istartedtofeelthosesameoldfeelings,butbeforeIwentintofulloverreactmode,Iwasabletoneutralizethembeforeheseducedmeintohisdrama.
ChooseYourWordsCarefullyBegintochangeyouroutlookbyavoidingoverlydramaticlanguage.The
mostimportantstatementsthatIteachmyclientstoletgoofishowtiredtheyare,howexhaustedtheyare,howwornouttheyare,becauseyourunconsciousmindseesnoseparationbetweenfactandfiction.
Throughoutmylongcareer,I’velearnedtorestandnotputsomuchenergy
intosleeping.IseldomwakeupinthemiddleofthenightthewayIusedto.Iusedtohavenightsweats.Iusedtotossandturn.Iusedtorequiremedicationtogotosleep.Peacehasnowbecomeawayoflife,andmyenergyhaschanged.
Thewordsthatwespeakbecomeourreality.Isn’titimportantatthispointinyourlifetobegintochangeyourwordchoices?Speakintoexistencethatyouarenotadramaaddict,thatyouarenotaprocrastinator.Youmerelyprocrastinateinisolatedareaswhereyouperceivepain.Asyouidentifytheareaswhereyouprocrastinate,youwilldeveloptheawarenessrequiredtoletgoofthefeelingsthatcreatethepaineffect.Understandingthecausethatcreatestheeffectisthekeytoreleasingyourprocrastination.
Atthesametime,realizethat,nomatterhowgoodyouget,therewillbetimeswhenyouwillprocrastinate.Beingperfectisoverrated—beinggoodisenough.Whenyourealizethatbeinggoodisenough,thenyoucanbecomegreat.Butifyouhavetobeasuperstarwithoutgoingthroughtheprocess,youwillsetyourselfuptobedisappointed.Anddisappointmentalwaysleadstoprocrastination.
TipsforDroppingtheDramaHerearesomeinsightsabouthowtoreleasethefeelingsthatkeepyou
creatingthesamesituationsoverandover.Ifyouidentifywithcreatingdrama,whichthenprovidesyouwithanexcusetoprocrastinate,visualizewhatitwouldlookandfeelliketobeaproducer.Whatwouldhappenifallyourclutterandchaosbegantodriftaway?Whatwoulditfeelliketonothavedrama?
Ifyoufindyourselfcreatingdrama,chaos,andcrisis,imaginethetollit’stakingonyourbody,yourlife,andthepeopleinyourcircleofinfluence.Visualizewhatitwouldlooklikeifallthedramadisappeared.Youpossesstheabilitytobecomeaphilanthropist.Youhavetheabilitytoheal.Youcandeveloptheabilitytoteachandlead.Youowntheabilitytocreatewealth.Everythingthatyourequireiswithinyou.
Withallthecreativityitrequirestocreateallthisdrama,imaginetheproductionyoucouldcreate—imaginethelivesyoucouldchange.Imaginewhatyourlifewouldlooklikeifyoubegantoeliminatemuchofthedrama.Askyourself,“AmIreadytotransform?”
Stressisanessentialpartoflife.We’reinclinedtothinkofstressinnegativetermssuchasanxiety,pressure,ortension,butitalsohaspositiveconnotationssuchasexcitement,intensity,andstimulation.Begintolookatstressasenergy,theenergyyouhaveusedtocreatedrama,andchannelthatenergyintopassion
instead.Lovewhatyoudo,andyouwon’tprocrastinate.Findsomethingbiggerthan
yourproblems.Findgoalsbiggerthanyourchallenges.Createanddevelopyourpurpose.Findsomethingthatmotivatesyou.Liveaninspiringlife.Whenyoubegintodothis,you’llbegintoplayawholedifferentgame.
Dramaandprocrastinationtakealotofenergy,butit’sthesamekindofenergythatproductionrequires.Youcanlearntoturnthisenergyaround.Insteadofbeingavictim,youbecomeavictor.Insteadofbeingaloser,youbecomeachooser.Insteadofsuckingair,youbecomeamillionaire.Andinsteadofbeingexhausted,you’reliberated.Insteadofbeingintoxicated,you’reinspired.Insteadofbeingseduced,you’reliberated.You’reahighlyproductivepersoninsociety,creatingresultsforyourselfandothers.Youdeservetoreceiveitall!
CHAPTERSEVENTheAngryGiver
Nowwe’llexaminetwoprocrastinatortypesthatreallyfitoneidentity:theangrygiverprocrastinatorandtheovercommittedprocrastinator.Inbothcases,thisprocrastinationidentityisbasedonproduction.Angrygiversproducefromagivingperspective,oftenwithunderlyingangerissuesbeneaththesurface.Theytendtogive,give,andgive,buttheirgivingstemsfromaneedforapproval.Theytypicallytakeonwaytoomuchintheirroleasagiver,becomingoverwhelmed…andthentheyprocrastinate.
Angrygiversaresofocusedontakingcareofeveryoneelsethattheyneglectthemselves,resultinginoverwhelmandprocrastinationinkeyareas.Theyprocrastinateabouttheirhealthandfitness.Theyexperiencechallengescreatingmoneyforthemselvesbecausethey’resocommittedtoeveryoneelse;theyalsohaveissueswithguilt.It’sverycommonforthemtohaveissueswithintimacyintheirpersonallivesbecausethey’resobusytakingcareofothers.Inamarriagerelationship,theytendtogivesomuchthattheyattractsomeonewhodoesn’treceive,andthentheyfeelresentful.
Highlyproductive,overcommittedprocrastinatorsareverysimilartoangrygivers.Theytakeproductiontoanextreme,tothepointthattheytoohaveverylittlebalanceintheirlives.Overcommittedproducerstypicallytendtobasetheirwholeidentityonproduction.Theyusuallydon’tcomefromadesiretogivebutfromadesiretoproduce.Bothoftheseprocrastinatortypestendtoputin10,12,14,even16hoursaday.They’lldowhateverisrequiredtogetitdone.
CharacteristicsofAngryGiversAngrygiverssayyestoeverything;theycan’t(anddon’t)saynotoanything.
Theypridethemselvesongivingandserving.Theygive,andgive,andgive.Theyover-givetothepointthattheyalienatetheveryindividualstheyattempttoserve.
OnceIwashostinganeventinLosAngelesandaveryhandsomeyoungmancameflyingacrossthelobby.Hesaid,“Letmetakeyourbagforyou.”
Isaid,“That’sokay.I’lltakeitmyself.”
Heinsisted,“No.No.Letmegetit.Itwouldbeanhonor.”ItactuallybecameawrestlingmatchtothepointthatIwantedhimtogetawayfromme.
Hekeptasking,“Whywon’tyouletmetakeyourbag?”Ifinallysaid,“Becauseyou’restartingtoupsetme.Wouldyoumindjust
movingon?”Hejustdidn’tgetit.Hisidentitywassobasedongivingthatitwaspractically
offensive.Yearsago,Ispoketoanorganizationthatwasbasedonserving,andIbegan
tonoticeaveryinterestingdynamic:Althoughitsmembersweregreatgivers,veryfewofthemwereproducers.Theyweresoconsumedwith“serving”thatalargepercentageoftheirleadershipneverproduced.Itwasnoaccidentthat,lateron,theleaderofthisgroupandhisentireteamcollapsedbecausetherewasnoproduction.Thisistakingservicetoanextreme.Therehastobeabalancebetweenservingandproducing.
Angrygivers’givingisoftendisguised;becauseoflowself-esteem,theirgivingisreallyaboutcontrol.Thisisanexampleofcodependency.Thistypeofgivingallowsthemnottotakecareofthemselves.Theirwholeidentityistakingcareoftheirkids,theirparents,theirgrandkids.Iftheyhavejobs,theytendtotakecareoftheirsuperiorsortheownersofthecompany.Theyaretheserversoftheworld.Ifthey’renottakingcareofsomeoneelse,theyhavenoidentity.Thisisoftenthecasewhenthere’samomathomewhotakescareofeveryoneinalargefamily:Whenthelastchildleavesthehome,thatmotherhastorediscoverheridentity.Butservingherselfcausesfeelingsofguilt,andthisleadstoinactionandprocrastination.
There’snothingwrongwithgivinggreatservice,butifservicebecomesyouridentity,withnobalanceandverylittleproduction,thenit’sreallyanaddiction.Bynowyouknowthataddictionturnsintoprocrastination.
Angrygiverstendtoover-giveasawaytoseekapprovalandrecognition.Unfortunately,theyneverfeelrecognizedandrewardedfairlybecausealargepercentofthepopulationwon’treciprocate.Angrygiversfeelresentfulbecausethey’renotrecognizedfortheirservice.Theybroodandpout,causingdramaandconflictbecausetheyfeelslighted.Theirmotivationingivingandservingistoberecognized.
Angrygiversencountermajorchallengeswhentheymovefrombeingemployeestoentrepreneurs.Theyaresopronetogivingthattheydon’tknowhowtoproduceforthemselves.Theirwholeidentityasanemployeeisworkingforotherpeopleandtakingcareoftheirjobs.I’vecoachedthousandsofpeoplewhoweregreatemployees,butfoundthemselvesflounderingasentrepreneurs.
Typically,thesetypesofpeoplespendalargepercentoftheirearlyentrepreneurialcareergettingreadytogetready—inotherwords,procrastinating.Theyalwaysseemtobebusy—theylistentocalls,theyattendWebinars,theygettrained,andtheygotoevents,seminars,rallies,andconventions.Theydoeverythingbutproduce.
Angrygiversovercommittotheirtraining;theybecomeseminarjunkies.TheymightgotoaTonyRobbinsevent,followedbyaJackCanfieldevent,followedbyaMarkVictorHansenevent,followedbyaGoldenMastermindevent,followedbyanotherspeaker’sevent.Althoughtheygetgreattrainingthatismeanttopropelthemtosuccess,whatthey’rereallycreatingiswhatIcall“anonprofitorganizationfromthediscomfortoftheirhome.”Creatingaprofitableorganizationfromthecomfortofhomeisthedream.However,thiscreationrequiresapplicationofknowledgegainedintheformofproduction.Withoutproduction,procrastinationtakesover—thusthediscomfort,thusthenonprofit.
Overcommitted,angrygiverstendtonothavealife.Byover-giving,overcommitting,andoverdoing,otherareasoftheirlifefallapart.Theybecomesooverwhelmedbythemanyobligationstheytakeonthattheyendupneglectingandprocrastinatingaboutotherimportantareasoftheirlife.
Overcommittedgiversallowtheircareerstoconsumethem;theyhavenoidentityotherthantheirprofession.Relaxingisoutofthequestionbecausetheyhavesomuchtodo.Guiltisadrivingforcebehindtheirbusyness.Theyaretoobusytorelax…tooguiltytoslowdown…toobusytohavearelationship…tooguiltytotakeavacation…toobusytovisittheirrelatives.Evenproductivegiversneglectareasoflifethatwillbringthemjoy,happiness,peace,relaxation,and—mostimportantly—love.
It’sverycommonforthesetypesofpeoplenottobeinarelationshipbecausetheircareerbecomestheirrelationship.Theydevelopalove/haterelationshipwiththeircareer.Theylovewhattheydo,buttheytakeonsomanyrolesthattheygetoverwhelmedandeventuallytheyendupresentingwhattheydo.Atthispoint,theirproductionstartstofallapart,andtheyendupbeingmerelybusy.Theyendupprocrastinatingabouthavingalife.Theyfeeltrappedinbusynessandproducing,notallowingthemselvesanytimeforenjoyinglifeandrelaxing.
Angrygiversareeasilyseducedintosayingyeswhentheirintuitionistellingthemtosayno.Peopleinangrygivers’circlesofinfluenceknowtheycancountonthegiversbecausetheyaresodependable.“Canyourunanerrandforme?”“Couldyoupossiblytakemetotheairport?”“Isthereanywaythatyoucouldloanmesomemoney?”Theangrygivershearthemsay,“I’vebeenthroughsomeupsanddowns,anditwouldreallybeawesomeifIcanseduceyouinto
givingmemoneythatIwillneverpayyoubacksothatyoucanfeeldisappointedandeventuallyresentful,andthanksforthewholesituation.”Later,theyresentthefactthattheycouldn’tsayno.
Angrygiverscanappearhighlyproductive,buttheyarebusilyoverwhelmed.Theirworkloadcontinuestopileup.Theybegintomissdeadlinesandappointments.Theyover-book,over-schedule,andarecontinuouslylate,fallbehind,andforgetimportantinformation.Thisleadstoamoreundetectedkindofprocrastination.Itiscommonforovercommittedgivers’livestofallapartinmanyareas.
Ioncecoachedagentlemanwhohadajob,butwasintheprocessofbecominganentrepreneur.Hisfathermadehimtheexecutorofhiswill,andthenproceededtodemandmuchofhisson’stime.Myclientbeganspendingthreetosevenhoursadayjustgoingthroughallofhis90-year-oldfather’spaperwork.Now,ifthisonlylastedafewweeks,itwouldhavebeenunderstandable,butthishadgoneonforyears.Insteadofbeingproductiveandrunningabusiness,myclientspentalmostallofhistimetakingcareofhisfather.Tothisdate,hisfatherisstillalive,wellintohis90s,andveryhealthy.
Angrygiverstypicallydon’teatproperly,insteadconsumingfastfoodandfoodswithtransfat,sugar,andcaffeine.Exerciseisoftenputoffbecausethisisanareathatrequirescommitment,asispropernutrition.“Ijustdon’thavethetime.There’sjustnowheretofititin.Myplateissofullthatthere’snowayIcanexercise.IrealizethatI’mcarrying240poundsona5-foot-8frame,butyoudon’tunderstand.Ihavesomuchtotakecareof.Ican’tpossiblychangemydiet.Ijustdon’thavetime.Ican’tplanahead.Ican’tpackalunch.Ihavenotimetoprepareanythingformyself.IhavetograbwhatIcanandeatatmydesk.”Angrygiversfeeltakenadvantageofinsituationsthattheythemselveshavecreated.
Angrygivershaveaninabilitytodelegateduetoperfection.Angrygivershavetodotasksperfectly,andbecauseoftheirinabilitytodelegate,ittypicallytakesthemalotlongertodowhatisrequired.Earlyinmyentrepreneurialcareer,Ihiredoneofmyveryfirstemployees—abrilliantyoungmanwhoshowedlotsofpotential.Inthebeginning,Iwaseasilyseducedbyhiscommitment.Afterafewmonthsofwatchinghimperform,itdawnedonmethatthetimehewasgivingmewasveryineffective.Eventhoughhewasstayingverylateandtellingmehowcommittedhewas,itwastakinghimalotlongertofinishtasksthanitshouldhave.EventuallyIhadtolethimgo.Heshouldhaveeasilyfinishedhistasksby5p.m.,buthewouldendupstayinguntil9or10p.m.Heobsessedaboutcertainsituations.Iwasn’trequiringthis,andinfact,hisworkloadwasn’t
allthatheavy.Hespentwaytoomuchtimeoveranalyzinginaparalysisofanalysis.HewoulddothingsthatIdidn’taskhimtodoandthenneglectthethingsIdidrequest,feelingresentfulthatIwouldcallhimoutonthosesituations.
It’sverycommonforangrygiverstogivemorethanisrequiredandthenprocrastinateondoingwhat’sactuallyimportant.Thisoftenshowsupintheirbodies:Angrygiverstendtogainphysicalweightbecauseofhowweigheddowntheybecomeintheirovercommittmentsandtheirlackofdiscipline.Over-giverstendtooverstuffthemselves;theyalsostufftheirfeelingsofhurtandresentment.Theystufftheirfeelingswithpillsandalcohol,butprimarilywithfood.
Angrygivershavetroublewithbalance.Insteadofoverstuffingthemselves,it’snotuncommonforthemtogototheotherextreme,byneglectingtheirhealthandbecomingextremelythinbecausetheydenythemselvesjoy,nourishment,andrelaxation.Theyaresoproductivethattheydon’thavetimetoenjoytheirsuccess;theyalwayshavetheirsightsonthenextgoaloraccomplishment.Theyneverseemtohaveenoughbecausetheyaren’tenough—intheiropinion.
Angrygiversoftentakeonservice-orientedcareers—counselors,healers,medicalprofessionals,andsoon.Thentheyhavechallengeschargingfeesbecausetheyareconflictedaboutreceiving.Theygivegreatservice,butthere’sincongruencebetweenattractingclients,keepingthebusinessgoing,andgettingpaid.Theymighthavechallengescollecting.Ihavecoachedtalentedcontractorswhoendedupgoingbankruptbecausetheycouldn’tcollectontheirinvoices.Theydidgreatwork,performedgreatservice,anddeliveredgreatvalue,buttheyhadtremendousissuesinreceivingcompensationforthevaluetheyprovided.
Mostofushavegrownupwiththeideathatit’sbettertogivethantoreceive.Whyistheresomuchdistancebetweenreceivingandgiving?Whyisn’titgreattodoboth?Ifthisissomethingyoustrugglewith,thisseriesofaffirmationswillassistyou:
NowthatI’manadult…
∞I’mgettingcomfortablewithgivingandreceiving.∞Iamabletodevelopbalanceinmygivingandreceiving.∞I’mgettingcomfortablewithbecomingagreatreceiver.∞I’mfeelingbetteraboutmyselfandaboutaskingforwhatIdeserve.∞I’mcapableofaskingforwhatIfeelIhaveaccomplished.
Angrygiversmayhavebeenforcedintoaparticularroleasachild.Ihadthe
privilegeofcoachingaonetimetennischampion.Shehadbeenthechampionofcitytournamentsinalargemetropolitancitythroughoutherteenageyears.Oneofherbiggestchallengeswasbeingabletoreceive,andsheputanincredibleamountofpressureonherself.Idiscoveredthat,afterhighschool,shetoreherACL,effectivelyendinghertenniscareer.Shewasabletogetacollegescholarshiptoaminoruniversity,butsheneverexcelledthewayherparentswantedherto.Whenshegraduatedfromcollegeandwasnotabletoplayprofessionallybecauseoftheinjury,herparentswereextremelydisappointedinher.Herfatherletherknowthathefelthe’dwastedhisentirelifesavingssoshecouldbeaprofessionaltennisplayerandtakecareofthefamily.Asanadult,shefeltobligatedtopayherparentsbackforallthemoneytheyhadspentonher.Duringourcoachingsessions,Iwasabletoempowerhertoexerciseforgivenessandletgooftheresentmentshefeltforhavingtotakecareofherparents.
Ihavecoachedcountlessclientswhowereforcedintolawschoolormedicalschool,eventhoughtheyreallywantedtobeartists,athletes,ormusicians.I’vecoachedseveraldoctorswhoneverwantedtobecomedoctors.Butinsteadoffollowingtheirtruepassion,theywereforcedintocareerstheirparentschoseforthem.Oneofthemfiledbankruptcyatage40becausehejustdidn’thavethepassiontorunthebusiness,andthusletthebusinessrunhim.Hisbusinesseventuallygotrunintotheground.
ProduceaholicProcrastinatorsAsubtypeoftheangrygiveristheproduceaholicprocrastinator.Thatsounds
likeacontradiction,doesn’tit?Wedon’tusuallythinkofaproducerstrugglingwithprocrastination,butreadon.
Produceaholicsbecomeoverlycommittedtotheirownsuccess;productionhasbecometheiridentity.Theybecomesosuccessfulthatsuccessbecomestheiridentity.Theyaresodriventhattheyavoidotherareasintheirlives—specificallyintimacy,spouses,andimmediatefamilymembers.Eventhoughtheymaygetstandingovationsonthestage,oftentheyfeelveryemptywheneveryone’sgonebecausetheyhavenoonearoundthemtocheerthemon.Successhasbecometheiridentity.Moneyhasbecometheiridentity.Butwhenthesuccessorthemoneygoesaway,theiridentitydisappearstoo.
Now,Iwillbequitecandidwithyou:Ihavefoundmyselfinthissituationmanytimes.I’vebeenjustasguiltyassomeoftheproduceaholicswhomIhavemetandcoachedinmycareer.Thesedays,however,I’mgivingmyselfpermissiontospendlesstimeproducingandmoretimeexperiencingintimacywithmylovedones.
Iusedtofeelguiltytakingvacations.Iusedtoprocrastinateabouthavingalife.Thekeytoovercomingthissituationisrealizingthatsuccessisworthlessifyoudon’thaveanyonetoshareitwith.Whatgoodismoneyifyoudon’thaveanyoneinyourcircleofinfluence?Ihavewatchedmanypeopleturnabusinessintoanaddiction.I’llbethefirsttoadmitthatthishashappenedtomeatimeortwo,andtherearetimesthatIstillwrestlewiththis.Earlyinmycareer,Iwouldproducealldayandlateintotheevening,andthenbeforeI’dgotobed,I’dreadpersonal-developmentandself-improvementbooks.
I’llletyouinonalittleknownsecret:Todevelopbalance,Ilovetoreadfiction.Ilovefictionbecauseitallowsmetoescape.Inatwo-yearperiod,IreadeveryLouisL’Amourwesternheeverwrote,andtheseweresomeofthemostenjoyablemomentsIhavespent.Initially,ifIwasonanairplanewithmyemployees,Iusedtofeeltooguiltytoletthemseemereadingfiction.Finally,ononeflightIjustcamecleanandsaid,“Hey,fellas,lookatthis.ThisiscalledLastoftheBreed.ItwasoneofLouisL’Amour’slastbooks.Andthisone’scalledTheHauntedMesa;it’soneofthegreatestspiritualbookseverwritten.It’sanawesomebook,eventhoughit’sfiction.”Ilovefiction—crimefiction,warfiction,andhistoricalfiction.IenjoytheHistoryChannel,DVDs,movies,experiences,andtravel.
Ihaveacollectionofclassiccars.Foryears,Ijustletthemsitinthegarage,butnowI’velearnedtobeabletotakeoneofmyclassiccarsoutlateatnight,putthewindowsdownandfeelthebeautifulCaliforniaair.Whatgoodishavingtheclassiccarthatyoualwaysdreamedofifyouneverdriveit?It’stimetosmelltheroses.
Mywifeisanavidequestrianwithtwobeautifulhorses,anditempowershertocreatethetimetoridethemfourdaysaweek.Eachyear,sheattendsseveralhorseshowswheresheridescompetitively.Shecomeshomefromtheseexperiencesabsolutelyglowingassherelaysherlatestprogressandbreakthroughsinherriding.Itisgratifyingtometoseethat,asIcreatemorebalanceinmylife,itisopeningspaceforhertoenjoyherpassionswithoutguilt.
Iusedtohatethewordbalance.Iusedtocringewhensomeonewouldtalkaboutbalance;Iwouldgointofight-or-flight.I’llneverforgetthetimethattwowomenpickedmeupinacaronthewaytoanevent.Theyaskedme,“Whatdoyoudoforfun?”Iwasbaffled.Whatthehellwasfun?Ihadn’thadfunsincethelate1970s.“I’maproducer.Iproduce.”Ireallydidsaythis,andIlookbacknowandlaugh.IknowtheythoughtIwasafreak,andtheywereright,becausebackthenthatwasmywholeidentity.Beingaproduceaholichascostmerelationshipsinmanyareasofmylife,butinthelastseveralyearsIhavelearnedtoletgoof
control.
TakingTimeforYouIfover-giving,overdoing,orovercommittinghasbecomeyouridentity,it’s
timetotakeagoodlookatwhyyoudowhatyoudo.
∞Whenwasthelasttimeyoutookavacation?∞Whenwasthelasttimeyouactuallygaveyourselftheluxuryandthelatitudetotakealittletimeoffanddevotesometimetoyourself?
∞Whenwasthelasttimeyoupamperedyourself?∞Whenwasthelasttimeyoudidsomethingforyourself?
It’stimetoletgooftheguiltandbegintounderstandthatbecomingahighlyeffective,productivepersonrequiressomebalance.
RecoveringAngryGiversandFreeEnterpriseIfyourwholeidentityhasbeenbasedontakingcareofotherpeopleand
suddenlyyouentertheworldoffreeenterprise,youmightbewalkingawayfromyourjobmentalityandyourtendencytotakecareofeveryoneforthefirsttimeinyouradultlife.Ifyouarebuildingaleveragedenterprisethatrequirestheabilitytoleadateamanddevelopasalesforceinordertobeabletogetpaidthroughmultiplelevelsofotherpeople’sefforts,thisrequiresbringingalotofpeopleintoyourcircleofinfluence.Thefailurerateisextremelyhigh,becausemostpeoplehavebeenseducedintotradingtimefordollars.
Ifyourwholeidentityhasbeenserving,giving,andtakingcareofotherpeople,there’sahighprobabilityyou’llfeeloverlyresponsibleforyourteam’ssuccess;you’llstarttofeelguiltywhenindividualsfail,andyou’llusethatguiltasanexcusetoprocrastinate.Whenyoubringpeopleintoanenterprise,it’snotyourresponsibilitytomakethemsuccessful.Ifyoutakeonthatrole,you’llsetyourselfupfordisappointment.You’llfeelresentfulthatthepeoplewhojoinedyoufailed,eventhoughthatfailurehadnothingtodowithyou.Therealreasonindividualsfailinfreeenterpriseisthattheydon’tstayinthegamelongenoughtomasterthelifeskills,thehabits,orthemindsettobecomesuccessful.
Americaisnotonlythelandofthefree,it’sthelandofthebroken.Alargepercentofthepopulationischallengedfinancially,physically,andemotionally.Theyhavemoreliabilitiesthantheyhaveassets.They’renotpreparedtosucceed.Andifyouarearecoveringangrygiver,youmustunderstandyourrole
inmentoringpeople,infacilitatingtransformation.It’sneveraboutyou;it’salwaysaboutthem.Youhavetoflipthesituationaroundsothatwhatyoudoismentor,leadbyexample,facilitate,direct,andassistpeopletosuccess,knowingtheirsuccessisnotaboutyou.
Whenitcomestobeingabletomentorothers,it’snotjustaboutgivingandserving.It’saboutleadingbyexample.Areyoubeingahealthyexample?Areyoudoingwhatyouaskotherpeopletodo?Ifyou’renot,thenyou’rejusttakingawalk.Instead,devoteyourenergywhereit’sdeserved,neverneeded.Timeisyourmostvaluablecommodity,and80percentofyourtimeshouldbedevotedtoproducing.Theother20percentofyourproductivetimeshouldbespentonmentoring,developing,assisting,andstartingpeopleoffontherightfoot.
Angrygiversflipthisaroundsothat80percentoftheirtimeisdevotedtohelping,rescuing,andsaving.Ifthishasbeenyourpattern,youareprobablysodisappointed,soexhausted,andsowornoutthatyoudon’tremotelyhaveanopportunitytosucceed.Youmustdevelopboundaries.Whenitcomestotime,recognizehowvaluableyoursisandlearntosaythattwo-letterword:No.
KeystoBecomingaHealthyGiverIfyouseeyourselfintheprofileoftheangrygiver,therearesomespecific
keystoletgoofthisidentityonceandforall.BeforeIsharethemwithyou,hereisanaffirmationIcreatedtoassistmyselfthatyoumightfindvaluable,too.
Moreproduction;lesseffort.Moremoney;lessproduction.
Moremoney;moretimetoenjoyit.Moreprosperity;moreopportunitiestodispenseit.
Learntolimityourtimebydeterminingitsvalue.Youcanlearntoletgoofyourtendencytoover-giveandturnyourtimeintovalue.Beinganentrepreneurrequireslearninghowtodevotelesstimetomorepeople.Ifyouwanttocreatemorevaluethroughyourservice,youhavetolearnhowtoservemoreindividualsmorequickly,andthewaytodothisisbynotspendingsomuchtimetakingcareofeveryone.
WhenIstartedtobuildlargesalesorganizationsallovertheworld,IlearnedveryquicklythatIcouldn’tpossiblytakecareofeveryone.Ifpeoplewantedmytime,itwasuptometoplacethevalueonit.IfIletothersdeterminethevalueofmytime,theywouldtakeupmyentireday.Learntolimityourtime.Teachpeoplehowtoconversewithyou.Tellpeopleupfronthowmuchtimeyouhave
available.“Hey,Jim.Youjustcaughtmebetweenacall.WhatcanIassistyouwithinthenexttwominutes?”
WhensomeonegoesintowhatIrefertoasadrunk-alog,youhavetobeabletocuthimorheroffdiplomatically.Youcandothisbyusinghisorherfirstname.“Steve.Steve.”“Steve,specifically,whatcanIassistyouwithinthenexttwominutes?”“Steve,I’mjustabouttostepintoameeting.”IfStevebeginstotellyouastory,youcansay,“Steve,doyouhaveaquestion?”Itakequestionsinlargeeventsallthetime,andinvariablypeoplewanttotellastory.Ifyou’reanangrygiver,youmustlearntobeempathetic,notjustsympathetic.Sympathyiswhenyoutakeonsomeoneelse’spain.Empathyiswhenyoufeelanother’spain,massageit,andassistthatindividualtoaresult.
Knowthedifferencebetweenprioritiesanddemands.Prioritiesareeventsandsituationsthatarepersonallyimportanttoyouandthatonlyyoucanaccomplish.Prioritiesarepersonal.Demands,ontheotherhand,areeventsandsituationsthatareimportanttosomeoneelsebutrequireyourtime.
Monitorhowlongittakesyoutofinishprojects.Doyouoveranalyze?Doyouoverestimate?Doyouoverdoandspendtoomuchtimeonperfectionthatleadstoprocrastination?Recallsituationsandeventsthatyoutrulywantedtoexperiencebutnevergotaroundtobecauseofyourguiltaboutrelaxationandjoy.Takesometimetosmelltheroses.
Insteadofbeingaproducer,becomearelaxer.Becomearelaxedproducer.Duringthisyear,planatleastathree-dayvacation.Takeminibreaks.Insteadofbeingconsumedwithproduction,focusonresultsandthetimerequiredtogetthoseresults.Developtheabilitytoproducemorewithlesseffort,andthenspendthatvaluabletimewithyourlovedones,thepeoplewhoreallydeservetofeelyourwarmth,yourspirit.Learntoputthesameenergyyouputintoserving,giving,andproducingintorelaxing,becauseyouunequivocallydeservetoreceiveitall.
Giveyourselftheluxuryandtheopportunitytocreatesomenewexperiencesforyourself.Gotomoreconventions.Attendaconcert.Visitamuseum.BuyamovieonDVD—andthentakethetimetowatchit.Developanewhobby.Takeavacation.Walkyourdogmore.Spendmoretimewithyourlovedones.
Beforegoingontothenextchapter,pickupthephoneandcallsomeoneyouhaven’ttalkedtoinalongtime.Sendsomeoneane-mail.Writearealletter.ReachouttosomeoneonFacebookorTwitter.Mostimportantly,enjoyspendingtimewithyourself.Liveinthepresentandreallyletgo.LetGod.Youdeservetoletothersserveandproduceforyouthewayyou’veservedandproducedforthem.
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PartThreeChangingYourLife
CHAPTEREIGHTTheRecoveryProcess
Sofar,we’vecoveredthesixprocrastinatortypes,we’veidentifiedwhatcausesprocrastination,andwe’vetouchedonsomeofthewaystoovercomeprocrastination.Inthischapter,we’llexploreinmoredepthhowtoletgo,transform,andtrulybecomearecoveringprocrastinator.
IdentifyYourProcrastinationPointsYouarenotaprocrastinator;that’safalseidentitythatyou’veadopted.
Procrastinationisonlyyouridentityifthisiswhatyoucontinuetotellyourself.Theidentityofprocrastinationgivesyouthejustification,thevalidation,andtheexcuseyourequiretostaystuck.
However,ifyouarereadingthisbook,youaresomeonewhohasdecidedtogofrombeingaprocrastinatortobecomingarecoveringprocrastinator.Congratulations!Thisisthefirststepinyourrecovery.Justlikea12-stepprogram,therearemultiplestepsinvolvedinlettinggoofprocrastination.Itallbeginswithacommitmentandadecision—andmostimportantly,awareness.Itrequirescomingtotermswiththeareaswhereyouprocrastinate.Remember,youprocrastinateto(a)controlasituationand(b)rebelagainstasituation.
Thisisarecoveryprocess.Youwon’tbeconsistentovernight.Youwillgothroughupsanddowns,butdon’tgiveup,anddoyourbesttobeobjectiveasyougothroughtheprocess.Continuouslyseekimprovement,andremembertolookatthewholepicture.
Thefirststepistoadmitthatyouhaveanissuewithprocrastination.Thefirststepissaying,“Iamarecoveringprocrastinator.”Withthisrealization,youcanbegintoaddressthecause.
Steptwoisbecomingawareofwhyyouprocrastinate.Thisbeginsbycatchingyourselfinsituationsinwhichyouhaveatendencytoprocrastinate.Thisallowsyoutofirstbecomeawareofandthenneutralizethefeelingsthatleadyouintoprocrastination.Thenyoucanmovefromintenttocommitment.
OvercomingOverwhelm
Amajorcontributingfactorofprocrastinationisgettingoverwhelmed.Howdoyouovercomethis?Youmovefromdenialtoawareness.Denialisputtingtheblameonsomeoneelse.Begin—justbegin—tocleanoutonecornerofyourlifeatatime.Youcan’tdoitallovernight.Youhavetotakeonebiteatatime,onebreathatatime—otherwiseyou’llstayoverwhelmed.Begintotakeresponsibilityforwhatyoudoandwhyyoudoitinsteadofvalidatingandjustifyingyourprocrastinationandtheissuesitcauses.Tochange,youbeginbynotputtingthingsoffasfrequently.
Themoreyouunderstandwhyyoudowhatyoudo,thegreatertheopportunityyouhavetoneutralizethefeelingsthatleadtodenial.Denialleadstodisappointment,disappointmentleadstoguiltandshame,andtheseareallcomponentsofprocrastination.Procrastinationalwaysbeginsinyourthoughtsandfeelings,anditismanifestedinyourself-talk.
BecomeAction-OrientedAsIwasgettingreadytoboardaplanetoAtlantarecently,Iencounteredan
exceptionalflightattendant.Apassengerhadleftabagontheairplane.Thegateagentwasmakingabigordealoutofthesituation,tryingtoprovethepassengerwrong.Thegateagentcontinuedtotellthepassengerhowdifficultitwouldbetoretrievethebag,andhowhe’dhavetocontactcustomerservice.
Suddenly,theflightattendantwhowasscheduledtobeonboardthatplaneformyflightaskedthepassengerwhatthesituationwas.Thenshecalmlysaid,“I’llgogetit.”Andthat’sexactlywhatshedid.Shewalkedontotheplaneandafewminuteslatercameoutwiththebag.Upuntilthispoint,therewasahighprobabilitythatthegateagentwouldhavedelayedthewholeflightbecausehehadtoberight;hewasmoreconcernedwithprovingthecustomerwrongthancreatingaresult.
Onthatflight,Icontinuedtoobservethewaythisflightattendantoperated.Shewasaction-oriented.Ifoundoutthatshehadbeenareal-estateinvestorsince1993,andtheonlyreasonshewasaflightattendantwasforthetravelbenefits.Duringherfull-timecareerasareal-estateinvestor,shealsohadafull-timecareerformorethan30yearsasaflightattendant.Hereissomeonewhoisaproducer,notaprocrastinator.
Therewasanotherflightattendantonboardwhowascompletelytheopposite.Westartedtalking,andsheaskedmealittlebitaboutmycoaching.WhenItoldherwhattheinvestmentinherselfwouldbetohiremeashercoach,herresponsewas,“Oh,wow,Ican’tbelievehowexpensiveyouare.”Thatwas
herself-talk.Thisillustratesthedifferencebetweenaproducerandaprocrastinator.Procrastinatorsfindreasonsnottodo;producersfindreasonstodo.
Toeliminateprocrastination,youmustliveinthemoment.Youmustbeinthepresent.Thetimeofyourlifeis“nowo’clock.”Developanawarenessoftime—learntoborrowtime,leveragetime,createtime,andusetime.Becomeaction-oriented.
Createchangesbecauseyouwanttochange,notbecauseyouareforcedorarethreatened.Begintofeelthatjuice,thatinternalenergy;recognizethatyou’restartingtofeeldifferent.Begintofeelthatelectricity.You’restartingtofeelanewsenseofpurpose,abelonging.You’rebeginningtofeelconnected.Mostimportantly,you’rebeginningtooperatefromaspirituallevel.You’rebeginningtoletgoandletGod.You’relivinginthatspacecalled“infiniteintelligence.”You’restartingtosay,“Iam.”You’restartingtosayaffirmationslike,“NowthatI’mgrownup,Iamcomfortablereceivingmoney.NowthatI’manadult,IfeelcomfortablebeingthepersonthatI’vealwaysdeservedtobe.”You’lldiscoverthatwhenyoustarttooperateinthisspace,procrastinationisn’tnearlyasprevalent.
LiveintheSolutionProcrastinationisbasedoncontrollinganillusoryoutcome.Thereasonyou
procrastinateisthatyouaremistakenlyattemptingtocontrolanoutcomethatyoucan’tcontrol.Butwecancontroldisappointment,andwecancontrolnotfailing.Wecancontroltheconversationsthatweneverhave.Wecancontrolbeingright.However,controlalwaysleadstodisappointment.Itleadstothepainofregret.
TiptoeingquietlythroughlifeandarrivingatyourgravesafelyisnotgoingtogetyoutothePromisedLand.Youmustchange;youmustbegin.Manyfirst-timeentrepreneursfacethisdilemmaastheyattempttochangetheirvocation,whichoftenrepresentschangingtheiridentity.Itiscommonforprocrastinationtobeginveryearlyintheirentrepreneurialcareerbecausetheirleftbrainkicksin,andtheytellthemselves,“I’vegottogetreadytogetready.I’vegottohaveallmyducksinarow.”Thiscangoonfordays,weeks,months,andevenyears.
Youcan’tcreateresultswithoutaction.Youcan’tcreateresultswithoutproduction.Youcan’tcreateresultswithoutbeinginthegame.Ifyousitonthebench,allyou’llcollectissplintersanddisappointment.
Toovercomeprocrastination,youhavetohaveastrongawarenessandan
evenstrongerreasontochange.Youhavetheabilitytotransformandchange,butyoumustdevelopreasonsthatarebiggerthanyourproblems.Ifyoulookathowoverwhelmedyouare,you’llcontinuetoexperienceoverwhelm.Butinstead,ifyoulookaroundandseetheclutter,thechaos,thedrama,thedebt—whateverthesituationis—andyoudecidetofindasolution,youwillovercomeit.Winnersalwaysfindaway.Averagepeoplealwaysfindanexcuse.
Ihopethat,inthesepages,youcanfeeltheenergythat’sradiatingthroughme,becauseIamverypassionateaboutassistingpeoplewithreleasingandlettinggoofprocrastination.Procrastinationisthethiefofoursociety;it’sthethiefofoureconomy.It’swhypeoplegobankrupt.Manypeoplegivetheirhomesbacktothebankbecause,quitefrankly,theytaketheeasywayout.Theyfindwaystoliveintheproblemratherthanliveinthesolution.
ListentoYourWordsThemoreyoucatchyourselfusingwordsofhesitationandindecision,the
higherthelikelihoodofchange.Thistypeofawarenessacceleratestheprocess.Thisrequiresattentiontodetail:payingattentiontoyourwords,actions,thoughts,andfeelings.Becomeamasterquestioner.(Onmywebsite,Ioffera10-CDsetcalledThePsychologyofAsking,whichcovershowtoaskbiggerandbetterquestions.)Regardingprocrastination,begintoaskyourself:
∞WhyamIprocrastinating?∞WhydidIavoidperceivedpain?∞WhydidIsaywhatIwasgoingtodosuchandsuch,andthennotdoit?
Atthisstage,therecanbeaconflictemotionally.Youroldself-talkwilltrytotalkyouintoprocrastinationbecauseitisafamiliaridentity,onethatwillkeepyoufromperceivedpain.Onceyoucommit,decide,anddeterminethatyouwillnotbedenied,thewrestlingmatchbegins,especiallyearlyinthejourney.
Thisisaone-day-at-a-timeshift.Ifyoutrytochangeeverythingallatonce,you’llgetoverwhelmed,you’llshutdown,andyou’llgorightbackintoprocrastination.
“God,grantmetheserenitytoacceptthethingsIcannotchange,thecouragetochangethethingsIcan,andthewisdomtoknowthedifference.”
Thislittleserenityprayerhasbroughtmemanymomentsofpeaceandstillness,anditisveryappropriatetoovercomingprocrastination.
IhighlyrecommendreadingThePowerofNowbyEckhartTolle.Thisbook
goesintogreatdetailabouttheego,theleftbrain,thepainbody,andperceivingpainorpleasure.Yoursubconsciouswilldoeverythingitcantomoveyouawayfromperceivedpain,youregowilldoeverythingitcantokeepyoustuckinyourperceivedpain,andyetyourrightbrainwilldoeverythingitcantotakeyouintopleasure.Wegotogreatlengthstoavoidpain,evenifthatpainisjustanillusion.
ThePainandParalysisofRegretYouwillrelapsebackintothefamiliarifyouarenotawareofwhyyoudo
whatyoudo.Don’tbetoohardorjudgmentalonyourself—neverforgetthatyouarehuman.Yourequirepeaceandapproval,notcondemnationandjudgment.Giveyourselfcreditforsomeofyourvictories.
Whenitcomestolettinggoofprocrastination,thegreatestparalysisisregret.Regretispainfulbecauseyouwasteyourtimeanddepleteyourenergygoingoverandoverthepastinsteadoflivinginthepresent,livinginthesolution.Itisawasteoftimeandenergytofixateonpastrelationships,jobs,careers,people,andevents.
Byfocusingonregret,youavoidchanginghabitsandpatterns.Regretiseasy;regretisfamiliar.Regretcanbecomeanidentity.
Ontheotherhand,transformationischallenging.Themostdifficultpartistheinitiallettinggoofcontrol.Regretismourningaloss;it’sholdingontothepast.Thepainofregretisdebilitating.Whenyouletgoofregretandliveinthepresent,youareabletochangeyourperceptionsandfeelingsaboutapastevent.Don’tletyourregretsbecomeyourexcusetocontinueprocrastinating.Spirituallyenlightened,prosperouspeopledon’tstaystuckinthepastbycontinuingtorepeatwhattheyregret.Studyyourregrets,andstarttorealizewhatanegativepayoffyoureceivebylivinginthem.
Askyourself,“Whatismypayoff?”Thepayoffisthatyou’reangry.You’reresentful.You’restuck.You’redisappointed.Youfeellessthan.Yougettobeavictim.Youcanjustifywhyyouaren’tsuccessful.
Perhapsyouexperiencedanemotionalorphysicaltrauma.Ifyoublameyourselfforthatwhichyouhadnocontrolover,thenyouwillcontinuetoattractsituationstofulfillthosefeelings.Insteadoffocusingonwhathappenedtoyou,thinkaboutwhatthateventcandoforyoutoday.Itcanallowyoutobethepersonthatyouaredestinedtobe.Anadversesituationcanbeahugepartofyourstory,onethatcanimpactandinspireothers.
ConnecttheDotsTakealookatsomeofyourpasteventsandseeifyoucanconnectthedots
aboutwhyyouprocrastinate.Forinstance,manypeopleprocrastinatebecausetheyhaveanxietyaboutsayingthewrongthing.Whatistheunderlyingemotionalcause?Alotoftimes,ithassomethingtodowithourparents,orperhapsoneofourteachers.Maybeitwassomeonedownthestreetwholecturedus,judgedus,beatusup,traumatizedus,ormadefunofus.Therefore,wehaveanxietyaboutthewordswesay.Forfearofmakingamistake,wetemperourwords,orsaynothingatall.I’vewrittenaboutthisintwoofmypreviousbooks,MoreHeartThanTalentandPsychologicallyUnemployable,becauseI,too,havebeenavictim.Ispentmanyyearsofmylifelivinginmyhead,tryingtoovercomealltheeventsthathadhappenedtome.
ReasonstoSucceedCreatesomereasonstosucceed,letgoofprocrastination,letgoofdenial,
becomeasix-figure-incomeearneroraseven-figure-incomeearner,becomeapersonofinfluence,andbecomearecoveringprocrastinator.Thesereasonsrequiresomeclarity;justsaying,“Freedom—Iwantfreedom”isnotenough.Yourreasonsmusthavesomepassion,someenergy,somejuice,andsomevigor.Youwantotherstofeelthatinyou.Becauseiftheysenseyourscarcity,yourlack,oryourpovertyconsciousnessinstead,theywilldoeverythingintheirpowertogetawayfromyou.Peopleareattractedtopeopleofinfluenceandaffluence.Theywanttobearoundpeoplewithjoyandpeace,peoplewithintegrity,peoplewhosewordmeanssomething.Thisrequiresadailymethodofoperation,clearlydefinedgoals,andagameplan.
BeConsciousofYourWordsandActionsCreateaffirmationsforyourselfthatdescribewhoyouareandwhoyouare
becoming,nowthatyouarearecoveringprocrastinator.
“Iamtheleaderpeoplearelookingfor.”
“Iamlettinggoofprocrastinationonedayatatime.”
“Iwillisolatemyprocrastinationtothecausethatcreatestheeffect.”
“Iamnolongerprocrastinating.”
“Iamlettinggoofmyprocrastination.”
“Procrastinationisnolongermyidentity.”
Wordsarethebeginning,butactionsmustfollow.Learntobreaktimedownintoincrements.It’sadvantageoustowriteafewthingsdown,tohaveadailymethodyouoperatein.Itdoesn’thavetobecomplicatedoroverlyregimented,buttherehastobesomeorderinthechaos.Becomecompletion-consciousanddecision-conscious.Becomeproduction-oriented.
Mostprocrastinatorsarequitters.Mostprocrastinatorsdonotfinishprojects.Theymightstart,buttheydabble.Theygetreadytogetready.Asarecoveringprocrastinator,youcandeveloptheabilitytodelegatetoyourself.Developtheabilitytoisolateproblemsandliveinsolutions.Oneexampleistocommittocompletingyourtaxreturnsontimethisyear.Becometime-conscious.
DevelopaNewIdentityNow,takeadeepbreath.Begintoseeyourselfasaproducer,ahighly
productiveentrepreneur,ahighlyproductivesalesperson,ahighlyproductiveperson,asoulhavingahumanexperience,andapersonwhoexperiencespeaceandjoy.
Youareapersonwhocompleteswhatyousetouttoaccomplish.Youareapersonwhomotherpeoplecancounton,buttheydon’tuseyou—theyrewardyou.Youhavebecomeapersonofinfluencewhomothersseeasamentor,aproducer,someonewhoisnolongeraprocrastinator.You’reawriter,aspeaker.You’realeaderofwomenandmen.You’releadingchildren.Youarealeader,andnowyou’regrowingleaders.Youarenolongeraprocrastinator.It’snotyouridentityanymore.
Younowliveinaplacethathasverylittleclutter.Younotonlycangetyourcarsinthegarage,butyounowhavemultiplecarsinmultiplegarages.Youhaveahangarforyourairplaneandyourhelicopter.Youhavemanyzipcodesthatyouresideinbecauseyouarearecoveringprocrastinator.
Youareaproducer,andyourhabitsarebasedonsolutionsandproduction.Peopleseeyouasatransformationalexpert.Whenyoulookinthemirror,younolongerseeyourselfasaloser.Younolongerseeyourselfasaprocrastinator.Younolongerseeyourselfassomeonewhojustcan’tgetitdone.Insteadofsleepingin,yougetupearly,andyoufeelinvigoratedratherthanexhausted.Youaresomeonewhoaccomplishesyourgoals.Youhavebecomeagoal-getter.
Asyoulearntoletgo,youareoffendedlessoften.Youarenoteasilyhurt.
Peopledon’tupsetyou.Youdon’tflyoffthehandle.Youdon’tresentpeoplethewayyouusedto.Youhavenowlearnedtoletothersberightsoyoucanberich.Youdon’tholdontosituations.Youdon’tvalidateandjustify.Youliveinthepresent.
Howcanyouaccomplishallofthis?Youbegin.Youbeginrightnow.Youstarttobreakdownyourareasofprocrastination,andyoudecidethat,insmallincrements,youwillbecomeachievement-oriented.
Youdon’tsetsuchbiggoalsthatyouhaveareasontoprocrastinate.Iseethissooften:
“Whatisyourfinancialgoalforthisyear?”“$500,000.”“That’sgreat.Haveyouevermade$1,000asanentrepreneur?”“Well,no.”Don’tsetsuchbiggoalsthatyoucan’tpossiblybegin.Setsmallergoals.A
keywordthatmustenteryourvocabularyisconsistency.“Iconsistentlyproduce.”“Iamconsistent.”“Iammethodical.”
Developgreathabits—notjustinproduction,butalsowhenitcomestorelaxation,diet,andrest.Successisbalance.
KeyAreasofChangeWe’velookedatthesixprocrastinationtypes.Now,asyoulearntodropyour
procrastination,let’slookatthesixkeyareasofchange:addictions,clutter,engaginginanewenterprise,healthandfitness,relationships,andspirituality.
1.Addictions“IpromiseI’mgoingtoquit.”“IpromiseI’mgoingtogoonadiet.”“I
promiseI’mgoingtostopsmoking.”“IpromiseI’mgoingtostopovereating.”“I’mdefinitelygoingtopayoffmycreditcards.I’mgoingtodoittoday.”“Well,Ican’ttoday;I’mbusy.I’lldefinitelydoittomorrow.”Thisisthelanguageofaddiction.
Addictionsendupmanifestingphysically,butalladdictionsbeginemotionally.Whataddictionsdoyouhavethatkeepyoudoingthesamethingoverandover,livingindenial,livinginpovertyconsciousness?Whataddictionskeepyoustuck?
2.ClutterDoyouhavealotofclutter?Isyourdesk,yourgarage,oryourcloset
overflowing?Howaboutyourbookkeeping,youraccounting?Areyouorganized?Aremanyareasofyourlifeaclusterofclutter?Isyourhouseamazeofclutter?Doyoutakeonsomuchthatyoucan’tpossiblybegin?Createabrieflistofthreesituationsinyourlifeinwhichyourclutternolongerservesyou.Nexttoeachsituation,chooseadatetoaddressthesituation.Takeadeepbreathandapproachthisexercisewithoutjudgmentornegativity.Thisishowyoubegincreatingawindowtolookintoyoursoulasarecoveringprocrastinator.
3.EngaginginaNewEnterpriseDoyouhavechallengesselling,closing,followingup,followingthrough,
developingateam,andmarketing?Eventhoughyoumightbedreamingofsuccessinanewenterprise,whatyouarecommunicatingis,“Iamanoblestruggler.Iamastruggleaholic.”Insteadoffocusingonalloftheareaswhereyourequireimprovement,usethistimetoacknowledgewhatyoualreadydowell.“Iamgoodat____________________.”“Mystrengthsare____________________.”Great!Nowhowcantheseskillsandstrengthsbeincorporatedintoyourenterprise?Youhavealifetimeofdevelopmentinfrontofyou!Greatproducersusetheirstrengthstocreateresultswhiledevelopingtheareasoftheirlivesthatrequireattentionandimprovement.
4.HealthandFitnessTakealookatyourphysique:Areyoulivinginthebodyyoudeservetolive
in?Areyoucarryingextraweight?Ifyouare,that’sexhausting.Imaginewearingabeltwithtwogallonsofwaterattachedtoitallday—howwouldthatextraweightimpedeyourprogress?Whatdoestheextraweightrepresent?Whatemotionsareyoucarryingaroundfrompasteventsthatnolongerserveyou?Whatwillyouletgooftodaysoyoucancarryalighteremotionalandphysicalload?Youhaveloftydreams,don’tyou?Youdeservetheemotionalandphysicalbodythatwillserveyouinachievingthosedreams.Notsurewheretostart?ContactmeandIwillconnectyoutosomegreatresourcestoassistyouinyourtransformation!
5.RelationshipsDoyouhavechallengeswithintimacybecauseyou’reangry,orbecauseyou
don’tthinkyoudeserveit?Areyouresentful?Doyouhavefeelingsofhatebecauseofpastabandonment?Doyouhavechallengeswithrelationshipsbecauseyoufeellikeyou’renotgoodenough,orbecauseyou’vebeenviolated,hurt,neglected,orabused?
Doyouhavechallengesdevotingtimetoyourintimaterelationships?Doyou
procrastinateabouttakingvacationsortakingtimeoff?Areyousoproductivethatyoucan’ttaketimefordinner?Isallyourtimedevotedtosuccesstothepointthatthere’snotimeforromance?
IhavefoundinmyjourneythatthetruericheshavebeenintherelationshipsIhaveforgedanddevelopedintime.Livethisnextyearinawaythatyouwillbeproudofwhenyouare80,90,or100;learntocelebratethejoyoflivingaswellasthejoyofaccomplishment.
6.SpiritualityHowaboutyourrelationshipwithyourself?WithGod?Doyoutaketimeto
meditate?Doyouhaveanyalonetime?Doyougetarestfulnight’ssleep?Doyouhavespiritualbeliefs?Doyouunderstandtheuniversallaws?Yourspiritrequiresatleastasmuchattentionasyourbankaccount.Infact,formanyofus,ourbankaccountbecomesareflectionofourspiritualself.Investsomeenergyeachdayinbecomingthepersonyouwouldseekasamentor.Youwillfindthatwhenyouarewillingtofollowyourownfootstepsinthejourneyoflife,othersarenaturallyattractedtoyou.
BecomeaStudentofPersonalDevelopmentIfyou’redeterminedtochange,youmustbecomeastudentofchange.Begin
tounderstandthevalueofpersonaldevelopmentandself-improvement.Stopgivinglipservicetoit.Stopskimmingthebooks,andstarttoputwhatyoureadintopracticalapplication.Youcan’tjustlookatabookandgetthecontentbyosmosis.
IrecentlytoldmywifethatwhenIstartedmyfirst12-stepprogram,Iknewnothingaboutpersonaldevelopment.Shelookedatmeinshock,andsaid,“You?You,Mr.PersonalDevelopment,knewnothingaboutit?”Ididn’tbeginmyspiritualjourneyuntilIwas32yearsold.Inmyearly20s,IpurchasedthebookHowtoMastertheArtofSellingbyTomHopkins.Iscanneditandmemorizeditbecausemysalesmanagerwasgoingtogivemeatestonit.Iputitdownafterthat.
ThegreatLouiseHay’sbookYouCanHealYourLifewasrecommendedtomein1988,butonceagain,Ineverreadit.Itcollecteddustonmyshelfforyears.IwasthengivenagiftofTheRoadLessTraveledbyScottPeck.Next,IboughtmyfirstTonyRobbinsbook.Afterthat,IhadtheopportunitytoseeJimRohn,thefatherofpersonaldevelopmentandself-improvement.Ifeelblessedtohavesharedthestagewithhimonfiveoccasions,andIbookedhimtospeakatfourofmyevents.
IfIhadprocrastinatedaboutmeetingJimRohn,IwouldneverbethepersonthatIamtoday.TherewasamomentwhenIsaidtomyself,“He’llnevershakemyhand.I’llneverbeabletogetthroughthiscrowd.”However,winnersalwaysfindaway,andasenseofpurposegreaterthanself,calledGod,cameovermeandIwasabletogetmypicturetakenwiththegreatJimRohn.Thatwasabigturningpointinmylife,becausethatdayIsaid,“Someday,I’mgoingtosharethestagewithJimRohn.”Ididjustthat15yearsafterIsaidthis.
Yousee,dreamscancometrue,butyouhavetobelieveinthebeautyofyourdreams.Youhavetogetinthegame.Youhavetoplaythegame.Youhavetoletgoofprocrastination.Youdon’thavetobeproductive99percentofthetime;ifyoucanbeproductivesomewherebetween50to85percentofthetime,yourtransformationwillbegin.
Giveyourselfapatontheback.Giveyourselfahandupratherthanwaitingforsomeonetogiveyouahandout.There’salwaysahandup—thathandiscalledthehandofGod,andHeisalwaystherewhenyouareready.Butifyou’renotready,thenhowcanHeeveracknowledgeyou?Youmustbeabletostepintothatpresence.Youhavetoletgoofsituationsthatnolongerserveyou.Youhavealltheskills,allthetalent—everythingyourequire.
Patienceisoneofthegreatestwordsyoucanincludeinyourvocabulary.Ifyoudon’thavepatience,developit.Youcan’tbuyit,andyoucan’tborrowit.It’ssomethingyoubecome.Intheprocess,you’lldevelopyouruniquestory.Butyouwon’tbeabletotellyourstoryifyouprocrastinate.Youwanttoshareyourstoryofvictory,yourstoryofovercomingthechallenges,yourstoryofovercomingtheodds.Peoplelovestories.Howaboutthestoryofasinglemother,withthreesmallkids,whodidn’tbuyintoherexcuses,orthestoryofsomeonewhoissostrappedindebtthat,insteadofdoingwhateveryoneelsedoesandfilingbankruptcy,hadtheguts,thecourage,andtheintestinalfortitudetosteptotheplateandpayoff$250,000ofunsecureddebt?Thesestorieshavesignificance—theyhavemeaning.
Ifyoucontinuetoprocrastinate,you’lljustbeanothervictimtiptoeingquietlythroughlife,livingwiththepainofregret,andarrivingatyourgravesafely.Youdeservetolivethegoodlife,andlivingthegoodliferequirespassion,dignity,andclarity.
Courageisaqualitythatnevergoesoutoffashion;thereisalwaysamarketforit.Inaddition,youmustbeinspired,notmotivated.ComeMondaymorning,you’dbetterbeinspired.Thisrequireshavingreasonsbiggerthanyourproblems.Nothingwillovercomeprocrastinationlikehavingadream.Nothingwillovercomeprocrastinationlikefindingapurposebiggerthanyourself.
Letmeexplainsomething:“Purpose”doesn’talwayshavetomeanlifepurpose.“Purpose”canbeadailypurpose.“Purpose”doesn’thavetobesomebigger-than-lifephilanthropicpurpose,withwhichyou’regoingtochangetheworld.Whenyoumakeabusinesscall,whatisthepurposeofthecall?Ialwayssay,“MynameisJefferyCombs.Ireceivedyournameandnumberfrom_______,”andIstatethepurposeofmycall.Yousee,Ihaveapurpose.Ifyoudon’thaveapurpose,you’llendupfulfillingsomeoneelse’spurposeinacareercalledajob.TradingtimefordollarswillnevergetyoutoyourPromisedLand.
LivetheSpiritofFreeEnterpriseThespiritoffreeenterpriseiswhyyoupickedupthisbook.Youknowin
yourheartofheartsthatyou’reanentrepreneur.Youknowthattherearenolimitsinfreeenterpriseexceptthelimitsyouplaceuponyourself.Asyoulearntoletgoofyourlimitingthoughts,youstepintothe“nolimitationszone.”Whenyouareinthatspace,thereisnoprocrastinationbecauseyouarelivinglifethewaylifewasmeanttobelived—lovingpeople,lovingGod,lovingwhatyoudo,and,mostimportantly,lovingyourself.Icallthese“TheFourLs.”WhenyouarelivingTheFourLs,youdon’thavetimetoprocrastinate.Youhavegoalsandobjectives,soyoudon’tprocrastinatebecauseitcostsyoutoomuchmoney.ThereasonInevergetsickisbecauseIcan’taffordit.ThereasonthatI’mseldomavictimisthatIspenttoomuchofmylifethatway.
Takealookathowmuchtimeyouhavedevotedtoprocrastinating.Isn’tittimeyougotonwithit?Isn’tittimeyougotinthegame?Isn’tittimeyoudevelopedyourpurpose?Isn’tittimethatyoubecamethepersonyou’vealwaysdeservedtobe?Isn’tittimeforyoutolivethegoodlife?Isn’tittimetoletgo?Isn’tittimetobecomeproductive?It’stime,becausetodayyouarearecoveringprocrastinator.
CHAPTERNINETheSevenHabitsofRecoveringProcrastinators
Ihavedevelopedsevenhabitsthatwillallowyoutoliveinthepresent,bemuchmoreproductive,andeliminatetheprocrastinationthatnolongerservesyou.
Habit#1—ManageYourselfinTimeThisfirsthabitinvolvesworkingwithtimeframes.Becomingarecovering
procrastinatorrequiresdevelopingamuchgreatersenseoftime—onehour,oneday,oneweek,onemonth,onequarter,oneyear.Thisisbreakingtimedownintomanageabletimeframes.
Ifyouhaveafull-timeoccupation,afamily,asignificantother,pets,spiritualobligations,orchildren,there’sahighprobabilitythatyouareoverwhelmed.Andifyouareoverwhelmedemotionally,there’sahighprobabilitythatitwillshowupasprocrastination.Toeliminatebeingoverwhelmed,it’simportantthatyouunderstandwhatcausesit.
Thecauseofoverwhelmthatcreatestheeffectofprocrastinationisamultilayeredsubject,butingeneral,thereasonmostofusgetoverwhelmedisthatourbodiesgointofight-or-flightwhenfacedwithsomanydemandsonourtime.Thereischaosintheworld,andtheworldwillgladlyvolunteertodragyouintoit.Youhavetocreateorderinincrementsoftime.
Theconceptof“timemanagement”isamisnomer.What’simportantisthatyoumasteryouremotions.Youwanttobeabletomanageyourselfinframesoftime.Youwanttolivemuchmoreinthepresent,withoutbeingsorigidabouttime.Youdon’twanttohavetoalwayslookattime.Maketimeyourally,notyourenemy.
ThePowerof15MinutesHere’saverysimplewaytochangeyourwholeperspectiveontime:Break
timedowninto15-minuteincrements.Begintopracticethis;seewhatyoucanaccomplishin15minutes.Takeanareaofyourlifewherethere’salotofclutter.
Theclutterrepresentsbeingoverwhelmed.In15minutes,ifyouareeffective,youcanaccomplishalot.Whetherit’sa
closet,aworkbench,adesk,arefrigerator,oracabinet,takeadeepbreath,geta33-gallontrashbag,andthrowawayeverythingyoucanpossiblythrowawayinthose15minutes.Organizeeverythingyoucanpossiblyorganizeinthose15minutes.
Makesureyoudon’tdothisfrantically,becausethenyou’llbeoverwhelmedinyouroverwhelm.Asyoudothisexercise,doyourbestnottolettheoldvoiceofthepastinterjectandinterruptyourpresentbysaying,“Oh,thisissobig.What’stheuse?I’llnevergetitallcleanedup.”
Doyourealizethat,duringasportingevent,anentiregamecanchangeinthelastquarter?Teamshaveactuallyovercome20-pointdeficitsandmoreinasinglequarterofagame—15minutesofmeasuredtime.Fifteenminutesisalongtimewhenmeasured,evaluated,andturnedintoproductiveenergy.
Thenextstepistotakeonehour.Whatcanyouaccomplishinonehour?Lookatthegarage.Lookatwhatadisasteritis.Lookatyourtaxes.Lookatyourdrawers.Lookatacloset.Lookatanysituationinwhichyoufeeloverwhelmed.
Typically,whenwegointooverwhelm,ourshouldershunchupandournecksinksdownintoourbody.Wegrindourteeth;weshutdown,meltdown,liedown—quitefrankly,wearedownbecausewehavenoself-esteem.Beingoverwhelmedisaveryhelplessfeeling,andtoovercomethissituation,youlearntobreaktimedownintorealisticincrementsthatmeasureproduction.
Ifyouwanttoachievemore,youmustbecomemore.Yourself-talkwilleitherleadyoutoprosperityorpoverty—youdecide.Onewillrewardyou,andonewillendinregret.Whichonewillyouchoose?Theanswerisobvious.Tobecomearecoveringprocrastinator,youmustvaluetimedifferently.
Everyday,whenyoureyesflutteropen,youaregrantedanewgiftcalledtime—24hours,86,400seconds.Imaginethatyoureceived$86,400eachandeverysingleday,andyouwererequiredtouseeverypennyofit—spendit,contributeit,giveittocharity,enjoyit—butyouwouldn’tgetanyofitback.Youwouldprobablygetboredwithitatsomepoint,butitwouldbealotoffuntogiveityourbesteffort.
So,whenitcomestotime,changeyourperspective.Begintovaluetime.Borrowtimefromareasthatdon’tserveyou.Becomeamultitasker,amulti-doer—ahighlyproductivesoulhavingaproductivehumanexperience.
Habit#2—SetSmallGoals;TakeSmallStepsOneDayataTimeIt’sverycommonforprocrastinatorstosethugegoals.They’regoingtohave
ahalf-a-million-dollaryearintheirfirstyearasabusinessowner.They’regoingtogofromhigh-schoolactortowinninganOscar.Instead,whattypicallyhappensisthattheyimplodeemotionallybecausetheygetoverwhelmed.Thoseoverwhelmedfeelingscreateguilt,shame,resentment,anddisappointmentthatdepletestheemotionalenergyrequiredtomoveforwardtowardagoal.
Whenitcomestogoal-setting,therealvalueinagoalisgettingit.Thegoalsyougetarethegoalsyouaccomplish.Thegoalsthatyougiveyourselfpermissiontoenjoyaretheonesthatgiveyouasenseofpurpose,asenseofpride.
Thegoalsthatmostpeopledon’tgetaretheonesthatleadtoregret.“I’llgoaheadandsetthegoal,butthesethingsusuallydon’thappentome.”“Yeah,I’llgiveitashot;I’lltry.”“Ihopeitworksout.”Withthatkindofattitude,youmightaswellpackitinbeforeyouevenbegin.Ifyoudon’thaveaclearlydefinedgoal,there’sahighprobabilitythatyouwillneverachieveit.
Certaingoalsmustbespiritual.Whenyouhavethatkindofspiritualfeeling,thatinternalinspiration,andthatkindofconnection,youwillnotbedenied.However,insteadofsettingbig,loftygoals,think“realistic”—think“objective.”Plantoaccomplishyourgoals;plantoachievethem.Don’tleaveanymarginformajorerrorwhenyousetagoal.That’swhymyadviceisnottosetagoalsobigthatyoucan’tpossiblyachieveit,becausethenallyou’vedoneissetyourselfupfordisappointment…andprocrastination.
Manyspeakers,authors,andwritershavetheirownvariationsofgoal-setting.Here’smyversion:“Don’tsetsomanygoalsthatyoulosesightofthemostimportantones.”I’veheardspeakerssay,“Write100goalsdownonapieceofpaper,andwhenyouaccomplishyourfirst100,writeanother100.”Now,there’smerittoanexerciselikethis,butinreality,alargepercentageofthepopulationcan’tevencomeupwith100goals,andtheyseldomachievetheonestheydowritedownbecausethey’readdictedtodisappointment.
Disappointmentalwaysleadstosomelevelofprocrastination.Procrastinationallowsustofeelbad,whichleadstomoredisappointment—hencethetermaddictedtoafeeling.Accomplishinggoalsrequiresyoutoberealistic.
Oneofmyclients,whoisinadirect-salesbusiness,setagoalofenrolling30peopleinacalendarmonth.Now,thatwouldbeastretchevenforasuperstar,butforher,eventhoughshewasabright,articulatewoman,theoddswereslimtonone.Priortosettingthisgoal,shehadneversignedupmorethanacoupleofpeopleorclosedmorethanacoupleofsalesinacalendarmonth.
Iaskedherwhatinspiredhertosetsuchabiggoal.“Well,Iseeeveryoneelseinmycircleofinfluencecreatingthesegiantnumbers.IfIcan’tcreatethosekindofnumbers,thenI’mjustaloser.”
Isaid,“Actually,you’renotaloser.Firstofall,don’tevercompareyourselftosomeoneelsewhenitcomestosettingagoal.Youhavenoideawhatsomeoneelsehasbeenthrough.Youhavenoideaoftheirskills,theirhabits,ortheirmindset.Inaddition,justbecausesomeonehascreatedaresultdoesn’tmeanthatheorsheisgoingtocontinuetocreateresults.”
Manypeoplewhohaveachievedbigaccomplishmentshavealsoexperiencedbigdisasters,bigsabotages,andbigfailures.Don’tcompareyourselftootherpeople—it’snotfairtoyou,andit’snotfairtothem.Acknowledgeothers,endorsethem,beproudofthem,butdon’tfeelresentfulbecausethey’reachievingsomethingyou’renot.Ifyouusethisasanexcusetoprocrastinate,livingthelawofentitlementandfeelingthatyou’reentitledtosuccesswithoutgoingthroughtheprocess,thenonceagainallyou’redoingissettingyourselfupforfailureanddisappointment.
Setsmallgoals.Ifyourgoalistobecomeamillionaire,beforeyoueverbecomeamillionaire,firstyouhavetostopsuckingair.Therealityisthatyou’lleithersuckairorbecomeamillionaire;youdecide.Buttobecomeamillionaire,youmustdevelopthehabitsofamillionaire,whichrequireyoutobehighlyproductiveinthehoursyoudevotetoproducingresults.Thisiswhysmallgoalsareagreatwaytobuildasolidfoundation.
Whenyoureachagoal,rewardyourself.We’llcoverthisindetailinHabit#6,butasitrelatestoachievinggoals(nomatterhowsmall),whenyouaccomplishagoal,patyourselfontheheart.Say,“Iamenough.Iamcapable.”Giveyourselfsomecreditforwhatyouaccomplish.Don’tjudgeyourself.
It’simportanttowriteyourgoalsdown,butit’salsoessentialtohaveavisionoftheiroutcome.Whenyousetagoal,whatyou’rereallydoingisdescribingtheoutcome.Makesurethatyoucreatesomepassionandmeaningaroundyourgoal.Ifyoudon’t,itwillbejustanotherho-humgoal.Becauseyou’llmostlikelyhavetoovercomeobstacles,challenges,emotionalbrickwalls,andpossibleoppositionfromfamilymembers,energy,passion,andvisionarecrucial.
Habit#3—PerformtheTaskItselfBeingorganizedisaskill.Ifyou’renotorganized,there’sahighprobability
thatyouarerebellingagainstyourownsuccessandonyourwaytobecomingarebelliousprocrastinator.
Gettingorganizedmeanskeepinglists.YoumightuseaDay-Timer,oryoumightprefertokeepyourlistsandappointmentsonline.YoucanuseaBlackBerryoraniPhone,butwhateveryoudo,getorganized.Youcan’toperateonascrapofpaper.Youhavetohaveamethod.
IuseaverysimpleAt-a-GlanceblackspiralbookthatIcanpickupatanyofficestoreeveryyear.Ihaveastackofthemgoingbackallthewayto1998.Intheirpages,Ibreakmytimedownbythehour.Igetupatacertaintimeeverysingleday;Iamacreatureofhabit.
Tobecomesuccessfulinanyendeavor,youmustunderstandsuccessprinciples.Youmustlivethelawsofsuccess.Youmustdevelophabits,routines,skills,andamindsetthatwillallowyoutosucceedintheparticularvocationthatyouhavechosen.Ifyoudon’t,yousetyourselfuptobecomeaprocrastinator.
Manyofmyclientscallmetotellmetheyhaveforgottenourcoachingappointment,ortheircomputercrashed,ortheyhavelosttheirBlackBerry.Fortunatelyforthem,Iamorganized.Ihaveallofmycoachingclientsorganizedinmycalendar.Iamlow-tech,bigcheck.I’moneofthoseold-schoolkindofguys.Istilllikegoodold-fashionedlegalpadsandCrosspens.Iloveblackinkonyellowpaper.Thismightnotbeyourniche,butyouhavetofindawaytobeorganized.Writingeverythingdownisoneway.You’llbegintoliveoffyourlist.Createasystemtokeepyourdailylists.
IupdatemylistbeforeIgotobed.Iputitrightonthecornerofmydesk.WhenIgetup,it’savailable.Ileavemyassistantaseriesofvoicemailsattheendoftheeveningfrommylist;thiseliminatesalotofchaos,insteadoflettinghimjustwingit.Idothissohecanbeorganized.Becausehe’salreadyanorganizedperson,thisiswhenorganizationmeetsorganization.
Youshouldbeproudofbeingorganized.Ifyouareaddictedtoprocrastination,thisisdefinitelyasituationthatyoumustrelease.
Begintoaffirm,“Iamorganized.Organizingmylifeiseasy.”Thewayyouliveandthewayyouoperateusuallyareindirectproportiontothepersonyouhavebecome.
Habit#4—WriteThingsDownEspeciallyifyouarepronetoprocrastinate,keepinganorganizedlisthelps
youtodevelopmuchmoreclarity.Waytoomanypeopleoperatelikeaspinningtop,scatteredinalldirections.Theyendupbeinglateformeetings,they’relatefortheairport,theyforgetappointments,theycan’tfindtheircellphonewithalltheircontacts,theyforgettopayabill,ortheyexperienceamultitudeofother
situationsbecauseoftheirdisorganization.Beingorganizedisaskill.Ifyou’renotorganized,there’sahighprobabilitythatyouarerebellingagainstyourownsuccessandonyourwaytobecomingarebelliousprocrastinator.
Gettingorganizedmeanskeepinglists.YoumightuseaDay-Timer,oryoumightprefertokeepyourlistsandappointmentsonline.YoucanuseaBlackBerryoraniPhone,butwhateveryoudo,getorganized.Youcan’toperateonascrapofpaper.Youhavetohaveamethod.
IuseaverysimpleAt-a-GlanceblackspiralbookthatIcanpickupatanyofficestoreeveryyear.Ihaveastackofthemgoingbackallthewayto1998.Intheirpages,Ibreakmytimedownbythehour.Igetupatacertaintimeeverysingleday;Iamacreatureofhabit.
Tobecomesuccessfulinanyendeavor,youmustunderstandsuccessprinciples.Youmustlivethelawsofsuccess.Youmustdevelophabits,routines,skills,andamindsetthatwillallowyoutosucceedintheparticularvocationthatyouhavechosen.Ifyoudon’t,yousetyourselfuptobecomeaprocrastinator.
Manyofmyclientscallmetotellmetheyhaveforgottenourcoachingappointment,ortheircomputercrashed,ortheyhavelosttheirBlackBerry.Fortunatelyforthem,Iamorganized.Ihaveallofmycoachingclientsorganizedinmycalendar.Iamlow-tech,bigcheck.I’moneofthoseold-schoolkindofguys.Istilllikegoodold-fashionedlegalpadsandCrosspens.Iloveblackinkonyellowpaper.Thismightnotbeyourniche,butyouhavetofindawaytobeorganized.Writingeverythingdownisoneway.You’llbegintoliveoffyourlist.Createasystemtokeepyourdailylists.
IupdatemylistbeforeIgotobed.Iputitrightonthecornerofmydesk.WhenIgetup,it’savailable.Ileavemyassistantaseriesofvoicemailsattheendoftheeveningfrommylist;thiseliminatesalotofchaos,insteadoflettinghimjustwingit.Idothissohecanbeorganized.Becausehe’salreadyanorganizedperson,thisiswhenorganizationmeetsorganization.
Youshouldbeproudofbeingorganized.Ifyouareaddictedtoprocrastination,thisisdefinitelyasituationthatyoumustrelease.
Begintoaffirm,“Iamorganized.Organizingmylifeiseasy.”Thewayyouliveandthewayyouoperateusuallyareindirectproportiontothepersonyouhavebecome.
Habit#5—EliminateDistractionsDistractionsarewhatkeepusinprocrastinationmode.“Youdon’thaveany
ideaofwhatit’slike—I’mhomeschoolingmychildren,”I’vehadclientstellme.
They’reright;I’veneverhadchildren.However,Ihaveaprettygoodideaofwhatit’sliketobedistracted.Manyparentsusetheirkidsasanexcusetostaydistracted.Theydon’tdisciplinethemselves.Theydon’tdisciplinetheirchildren.Theyletthemwalkinandoutoftheirofficeanytime,andthat’snowaytorunanenterprise.
Ifyouhavealotofdistractionsinyourlife,ahugepercentageofyourmostvaluablecommodity—time—isbeingborrowed,strippedaway,orotherwisetakenfromyou.Ifyoudon’teliminatedistractions,thedistractionsactuallyendupbecomingyouridentity.
Whataresomeofthemaindistractionsthataffectus?Weprocess.We’renotreallypresentinaconversation.We’relookingoutthewindow.Wepayattentiontoeverysituationthat’srequiredexceptthetaskathand.
Thewordsweusekeepusdistracted:“Uh,huh.”“Yeah…”“Okay.”“Sure.”ThemostpowerfulwordintheEnglishlanguagewhenitcomestotransformationisyes.Getcomfortablesayingyes.Sayingyeswillhelpyoutoeliminatealotofdistractions.
Doyoudeservetoletgoofthatclutter?“Yes!”Areyougoingtoyourcompany’sconventionthisyear?“Well,ifsomethingdoesn’tgetintheway,I’llbethere.”“Um,I’llgiveitashot.”“Okay,I’lltry.”Somanyofusletlifegetintheway.Ifthisistrueofyou,timeisyourenemyratherthanyourally.
Spendingexcessiveamountsoftimeonlineisamajordistraction.FacebookandTwitterhavebecomehugedistractionsforalargepercentageofthepopulation,bothmenandwomen.Althoughsocialmediaisimportant,youdon’twanttobedistractedbyitwhenyouareproducing.Ifyouletthattakeyououtofyourrhythm,you’llhavetroublegettingbackintoit.
Eliminatingdistractionswillgiveyouadirectexperienceofthewordslettinggo.Whenyouletgoofdistractions,you’reinthepresent.You’reinthemoment.Youunequivocally,absolutelydeservetoreceive,andyou’reintheplacetodoso.
Distractionsrobyouofyourenergybecausetheyrobyouofyourfocus.It’syourresponsibilitytostayinthepresentandeliminateasmanydistractionsasyoucan.Whenyoudecidetochange,it’samazing,becausealotofthepeopleinyourcircleofinfluencesenseit.Theymaynotknowexactlywhatitmeans,buttheydefinitelyfeelitandrespondaccordingly.Ontheotherhand,ifyouletdistractionsbecomeyouridentity,whatyou’vecreatedtellsothers,“Iamdistractible.”
Eliminatingdistractionsisacommitment.Itisadecision.Andit’sabsolutelyaskillyoumustmaster,becauseifyoudon’t,youwillletthewindblow,andall
ofasuddenyouwillbeoffcourse.Youhavetohavebounce-backability.Youhavetohavegutsandwill.Youhavetohaveanattitude.Youhavetofeelcomfortableaboutwhoyouareandwhatyou’rebecoming,sothatyoucaneliminateyourdistractions.
Habit#6—BecomeReward-ConsciousBecomereward-conscious—thisispartofABR:AlwaysBeReceiving.We
aresoconditionedtogivethatweenduphavingtroublereceiving.Receivingisaskillthatabsolutelyenhancesyourpeopleskillswhenitcomestomarketingandselling.Tobeabletoconnectwithothersandclosesales,youfirstmustfindsomegoodpeople.Onceyoufindthem,youmustdevelopand/orattractthem.
Therewardisthepayoff.Therewardiswhatyougetfortherisk.Ifyounevertakearisk,there’sseldom,ifever,areward.Learntobecomereward-conscious.Rewardiswhatyouenvisioninthefuture.Thereasonyougofortherewardissothatyouhavegoalsandobjectivesbiggerthanyourproblems.Inadditiontobecomingreward-conscious,learntobecomeproduction-conscious.
Focusonresults.Ifyouarereward-conscious,youwillabsolutelyberewarded.Mostoflifeisa“contactsport”—it’sanonphysicalsport,butmanycontactshavetobecreated.Youhavetolearntoconversewithpeople,askthemquestions,showthemproductsandservices,anddelivervalue.Youmustbeabletogetpaid,becauseifyoudon’t,youwillendupwithanonprofitorganizationfromthediscomfortofyourhome.
Iftherewardisbigenough,andyou’repassionateenoughaboutit,there’sahighprobabilitythatyouwillovercomeyourprocrastinationtoreceivethatreward.Andyouabsolutelydeservetoreceivethereward!
Habit#7—LearntheSkillofSelf-EvaluationThelaststepinbecomingahighlyeffectiverecoveringprocrastinatorisself-
evaluation.Self-evaluationmeansthatyouareastudent,alifelonglearner.Youcanoffendsomeone,youcanmakeamistake,youcansabotageyourself,butwithself-evaluation,youcantakealookatthewholepicture.Youcanlookatsituationsobjectively.
Youcanforgiveyourself.Youcanaskforgivenessofothers.Youhavesomehumility,somedignity,andyou’reabletolookatsituationsforwhattheyare,insteadofwhattheyaren’t.You’reabletobecomfortablewiththeprocess.Inthemiddleofafeeling,youcantakeadeepbreathandnotcollapse.Youspendlesstimebeingoverwhelmed.You’reabletoseeasituationandchoose,rather
thantoengageit,towalkawayfromit.Youdon’thavetoargueforthesakeofarguing.Whenyou’reabletoevaluateyourself,youcan,withhumility,admitwhenyoucreatedamistakewithoutjudgingyourself.
Self-evaluationgivesyoubounce-backability,whichallowsyoutostayinthegame.Withoutself-evaluation,there’sahighprobabilitythatyouwillblameothers.Youwillpointthefingeratsomeoneelse.
Self-evaluationenablesyoutobeobjective.Beingobjectiveisabsolutelyareward.Beingobjectivewillallowyoutoevaluateasituationforwhatitisratherthanblamingsomeoneforwhatitisn’t.Thiskindofinsightallowsyoutobecomearecoveringprocrastinator.
Ifyou’renothonest,youwillliveindenial.Apathologicalliarissomeonewhoactuallybelieveshisorherownlies.Manyindividualslietothemselvesaboutprocrastination.Theymayadmittoprocrastinating,buttheyrefusetolookatthecausethatcreatestheeffect.Movingoutofdenialandintoawarenessisaliberatingexperiencebecauseitopensyouuptoahigherlevelofconsciousness.Self-evaluationisthekey.Anger,hate,guilt,resentment,abandonment,rejection,feelingsofbeingoverwhelmed—whichoneoftheseemotionshavethegreatesteffectonyou?
Self-evaluationallowsyoutounderstandthecausethatcreatestheeffect.Self-evaluationisliberating;denialisintoxicating.Beingaproducerwillrewardyou.Beingaprocrastinatorleadstolivinglifefullofregret.
Thesesevenstepsofthehighlyeffectiverecoveringprocrastinatorarethefoundationofyourjourneyfromchronicallyprocrastinatingtoproducingtheresultsthatwillsetyoufreeinlife.
First,manageyourselfintime.Realizethattimedoesnotgetawayfromyou;youloseyourselfinsituationsthatdistractyouandshiftyourattentionandfocusawayfromyourgoal.Begintoallotsmallincrementsoftimeinwhichyoucommittoonetask,andbecommittedtocompletingthattaskwithinthetimeyouhavesetaside.
Second,setsmallgoalsthatyoucanaccomplishinoneday,oneweek,onemonth,oronequarter.
Third,practiceperformingtheactionsthatwillmoveyoutowardaccomplishingthegoalsyouhaveset.Settinggoalsiseasy;gettinggoalscanalsobeeasy,butyoumayrequireashiftinperspectiveandashiftinyourhabitsforthistransformation.
Fourth,keepanorganizedlistofyourobjectivesandresponsibilities.Markitemsascompletedandrewardyourselfforajobwelldone.
Fifth,doyourbesttoeliminatedistractionsfromyourproductivetime.This
mayrequirediscipliningbothyourselfandthosearoundyouasyouchangeyourhabits.
Sixth,rewardyourselfforeverystrideforwardthatyoutake,nomatterhowbigorsmallitmayseematthetime.Changeisprogressive,andyouhavethecouragetoembarkonthejourney.Youdeservecredit—givecreditwherecreditisdue!
Finally,beobjectiveasyouevaluateyourprogress.Perfecttransformationisanimaginarypressureweputonourselves.Youwillprobablycreatesomemistakesorslipbackintooldhabitpatternsasyoustriveforchange.Objectiveself-evaluationwillallowyoutomoveveryquicklybackintothespacewhereyouareinalignmentwiththegoalsyouhavesetandthecontractsyouhavecreatedwithyourselfandothers,andkeepyoumovingforwardtowardbecomingtheproductive,peacefulpersonyouwereborntobe.
APPENDIXTheProcrastinationQuiz
Thisappendixwillprovideyouwithaseriesof40true-or-falsequestionstoassistyouinidentifyingyourcurrentlevelofprocrastination,aswellasgiveyouaclearunderstandingofwhatstepsarenecessarytoexecuteyourrecoveryplan.Takethisquizwhileyou’reinarelaxedenvironmentwhereyoucancontemplateandanswerthequestionsobjectively.Attheendofthequestionnaire,you’llbeabletoevaluatewhetheryou’reaprocrastinatororaproducer,andyou’llbeabletodetermineifyourprocrastinationbordersonbeingchronic,orifyou’reamoderateprocrastinator.Areyouready?
TheProcrastinatorQuiz
1.Ireturnphonecallspromptly.T/FDoesittakeyoualongtimetogetbacktopeople,ordoyoudoreturnphone
callspromptly?Doyouletyourphonecallspileupinyourvoicemail,takingseveraldaystogetbacktothem?Orperhapsyoudon’tevergetbacktothematall.Ifyou’rereallyinthegame,you’rethekindofpersonwhoreturnsallphonecallspromptly.
2.Imakedecisionsquicklyandpromptly.T/FDoyoupontificate,hesitate,levitate,ormeditatewhenitcomestodeciding?
Doyouagonizeoveryourdecisions?Doyouaskotherpeopleforinsightondecisionsyou’reabouttomake,ordoyoudecidequickly?Doyoupromptlyletgoofthedecisionsyoumake?Doyoudoubtandundoubt,doandundothedecisionsyoumake?Doyoutossandturnbecauseofwhatyoudidordidn’tdecide?
3.Ineverincurlatefeesforcreditcardsoroverduebills.T/FDoyoupaycreditcardbillsontime,ordoyouletyourstatementsstackupin
adraweruntilit’soverwhelming?Doyouonlypaytheminimumdueonyourcreditcardstatement,therebyincurringinterestfees?Areyouchargedlatefees
forpast-duebills?Areyourfinancesorganizedsothatyouareawareofwhenabillisdue?
4.IdomyChristmasandbirthdayshoppingpromptlyandaheadoftime.T/F
Doyouwaituntilthelastminutetobuygifts,ordoyouplanaheadforupcomingevents?Doyouoperateincrisismode?DoyousendChristmascardsafterChristmas?Doyousendbelatedbirthdaycards,ordoyoumissbirthdaysaltogether?
5.WhenIcook,Idomydishesquickly,notlettingthempileupinthesink.T/F
Doyoucleanupafteryourself,ordoyouallowdirtydishestostackupinthesinkandoverflowontothecounters?Doyoudryyourdishesandputthemawayimmediately,ordoyouletyourdishesairdryinthesink,leavingthemthereuntilthenexttimeyouusethem?
6.Idon’tdelaystartingonprojectsIhavetodo.T/FDoyouputoffyour“honey-do”projectsuntiltheybecome“honey-I-don’t-
dos”?Doyouwaituntiltheweekend,theendofthemonth,theendofthequarter,theendofsixmonths,ortheendoftheyearoruntilyoucannolongergetyourcarinthegarage?DoyouhavegoodintentionsatthebeginningofaSaturdayandthensuddenlyfindthatyou’veprocrastinatedthedayaway?Ordoyougooutandstartaproject,completingitsoyoucantaketherestofthedayoff?
7.Ipaymybillsassoonastheyarrive.T/FDoyoupayyourbillsrightaway,whentheyarrive?Ifyou’relikeme,you
paythebillstheverydayyougetthem,evenputtingthestampontheenvelope.Doyouallowyourbillstocompound?Dotheypileup?Doyouforgetaboutthem?Doyoustufftheminadrawer?Doyoulosethem?Doyouhaveasystemforpayingyourbills,ordoyouwaituntiltheverylastminutewhenyou’reinchroniccrisismode?
8.Idon’tmissconcertsandsportingeventsbecauseIremembertobuyticketsaheadoftime.T/F
Doyouwaituntilthelastminutetobuyticketsforconcertsorsportingevents,onlytobedisappointedbecauseallthegoodseatsarealreadytaken?Ordoyoupurchasethemaheadoftime,gettingthebestprices,thebestvalue,and
thebestseats?
9.WhentherearerecurringtasksthatIshouldbedoing(suchasprospecting,marketing,andgeneralbusinesstasks),Idon’tavoidthembecauseofperceivedpain.T/F
Areyouabletosetatime,jumprightin,andenjoywhatyoudo?Ordoyouspendtimeavoidingthepain,inventingreasonstoputoffwhatyouperceiveasunpleasant?Doyougoaheadanddowhatyousayyou’regoingtodo?
10.IsetregulardentalcheckupsandmedicalappointmentsandIkeeptheseappointments.T/F
Doyouavoidthedentistbecauseofperceivedpain,puttingoffregularcheckupsuntilyoureallyareinpain?Doyougetregularphysicalcheckups,followingthroughwithtestsandbloodworkyourphysicianrecommends?Areyouproactiveaboutyourhealth,ordoyouoperateindenial?
11.WhenItravel,I’mattheairportwellinadvanceofmyflight.I’mneverlate,andInevermissmyflights.T/F
Areyouontimeforyourflight,ordoyoucreateadrenalinebyfranticallyrushing?Doyouarriveattheairportatthelastminute?Whenthere’salonglineforsecurity,doyoufidget,worryingthatyou’renotgoingtomakeyourflight?Doyouabsolutelyhavetoruntothegate?Haveyoueverbeenthelastoneontheplane,notbecausetheplane’sdelayedbutbecauseyou’redelayed?Orareyouprompt,conscientious,ontime,andrelaxedwhenyouarriveattheairport?
12.I’mabletoparkmyvehicleinmygaragecomfortablywithoutalotofcluttergettingintheway.T/F
Doyouhavefloor-to-ceilingclutterinyourgarage?Doesone(ormore)ofyourcarshavetositoutsideyourgaragebecauseyourgarageisfullofstuff?
13.Myworkspaceisneatandorderly;it’saverycomfortableplacefromwhichtoproduceresults.T/F
Isyourdeskcleanandtidy,orisitanabsolutedisaster?Isyourofficeinchaos?Wouldyoubeproudtoletsomeoneseeyourdesk,orareyouembarrassedtohaveanyoneinyouroffice?
14.Imakelists,completingandcrossingoffitemsinatimely,relaxed,precisemanner.T/F
Doyouwritedownalistofwhatyouintendtoaccomplishonadailybasis?
Ordoyouresistmakinglists?Areyououtofcontrol?Doyouforgetwhatyou’resupposedtobedoing?Doyouendupbeinglate,missingappointments,andrelyingonotherstoremindyou?
15.Iamgoodaboutorganizingmyerrands,necessitatingasfewtripsaspossible.T/F
Doyourunaroundlikeachickenwithitsheadcutoff?Ordoyouefficientlyplanyourerrands?Areyouconstantlygoingbackandforth,pickingupitemsthatyouforgot,orareyouthoroughandorganizedwitharoutineandasystem?
16.Ianswerquestionsquicklywithouthavingtothinkabouttheanswer.T/F
Doyouanswerquestionsdecisively,ordoyouhemandhawuntilyoucancomeupwithananswer?Areyouapersonwhocanansweraquestiondirectly,orareyouapersonwhotellsastory?
17.Iseldomrepeataquestionwhensomeoneasksmeone.T/FHaveyoutrainedyourselfnottorepeataquestion?Ordoyourepeatthe
questionsomeoneasksyousoyoucanstopandthinkabouthowtoanswerperfectly?Canyoureceiveaquestionandthenjuststatetheanswer,ordoyouhavetothinkaboutit,repeatit,andtakethreetoeightsecondstoanswer?
18.Iseldomsay“um”whenansweringaquestionorstartingasentence.T/F
“Um”isnotaword;“um”isasound.Doyoufallintothehabitofusingthissoundtobuyyourselftime,orareyoudecisiveandcongruentenoughtodropthissoundfromyourvocabulary?
19.I’mdetailedandpreparedwhenIshop,andIseldomforgetitems.T/FAreyousomeonewhogoestothegrocerystorewithoutalistandthen
wonderswhyyouspent$300whenyouonlyintendedtospend$100?Areyouasunorganizedinyourshoppingasyouareinyourgarageoryourclosets?Doyoulookatpricesandhaveanideawhatyou’rebuying,ordoyoujustbuyrightofftheshelfwithoutanyintuition?Doyoucarryalistwhenyoushop?Doyouonlygettheitemsonthatlist?Whenyouarrivehome,doyouputawayyourpurchasesefficiently?
20.IamathoroughpackerwhenIgoonabusinesstriporavacation.T/FDoyouplanwhattopack,ordoyoucrameverythingintoyoursuitcaseatthe
verylastminute?Isyoursuitcasesofullthatyouactuallyhavetositonittozipit,andthenwhenyougettotheairportitweighstoomuchandyouhavetopayanextrafee?Youmaynotrealizeit,butyoursuitcaserepresentsyouremotionalstate.Areyouneatandthorough?Doyouconsideryourselftobeanexceptionalpacker?
21.Idomylaundryregularly;itneverbuildsup,andIneverfallbehind.T/F
Doyoudoyourlaundryonlywhenyou’reoutofclothes?Doyouhavestacksofclothesinyourbedroomandinthelaundryroom?Doyourequiremorethanonelaundrybasketbecauseit’soverflowing?Ordoyoutakealotofprideinthewayyouhangandfoldyourclothes?
22.Iamgoodatmeetingdeadlines,andoftencompletetaskslongbeforetheirdeadlines.T/F
Areyoudeadline-conscious?Doyoufinishprojectswayaheadoftime?Doyouhaveaplan,amethod,andaroutine?Orareyoualloverthemap,alwaysrunningbehindschedule,receivingnegativefeedbackfornotbeingabletomeetyourdeadlines?
23.Myhomeisexceptionallyneat,clean,andorganized.T/FIsyourhousecleanandorganized,orisitabattlezone,apigpen,andarecipe
fordisaster?Doyouoftenmisplaceitemsorfindyourselfunabletolocateimportantpapersduetotheclutter?Orisyourhomeclean,clutter-free,andcalm?
24.Idon’toverstuffmyclosets.T/FIsitdifficultforyoutohangagarmentbecauseofhowpackedyourclosetis?
Doyouhaveboxesontopofboxesinthecloset?Doyouhavepilesofshoesstackedontopofeachother?Areyouashamedofyourcloset,orareyouproudofhowneatandorderlyitis?
25.WhenIgooutfortheevening,Iseldomhavetodosomethingatthelastminute.T/F
Doyouhavetoconstantlycallotherpeopletotakecareofsituationsyouforgot?Doyouwaituntiltheverylastminutetogetdressed?Areyoutryingtodotwoorthreethingsatthesametime,ordoyoucalmlyleaveyourhousewithoutanyconcernsaboutwhetheryouturnedtheironofforlockedthedoor?Areyouinarelaxedstateorafranticstatewhenyouleavethehouse?
26.Iseldomfallbehindinmyday-to-daytasks.T/FDoyouhaveamethodofoperation?Doyouhaveadailyroutine,onethat
youstickto?Doyouhavesimplehabitsthatyouperformconsistentlyeverysingleday?Areyouacreatureofhabit?Doyougetupatthesametimeeachday?Ordoyoulivehaphazardly,withnosenseofadailyplan?
27.Iseldomfeeloverwhelmedemotionally.T/FDoyouoperatefromacalm,relaxedstate?Doyoutakelifeasitcomes,ordo
youoftengetrattled?Doyoutrytocontrolsituations,ordoyoustayinthemoment?Areyouoftenangry,resentful,andoverwhelmed?Doyoucausedramaandchaos?Areyoualloverthemap,orareyourightinthemiddleofthemoment?
28.Iusuallykeepmygastankfull;Irarelydriveuntilthetankisalmostempty.T/F
Doyouwaituntiltheverylastminutetogetgas?Haveyourunoutofgasmorethantwotimesinyourlife?Doyouliketoliveontheedgeoftheedgebecauseoftheadrenalinerushitgivesyou?Orisyourdrivingexperiencecalmandpleasurable,withnounnecessarydrama?
29.Itakethegarbageoutfrequentlysoitdoesn’tpileup.T/FDoyouwaituntilyourgarbageisoverflowingbeforeyoutakeitout,ordo
youtakeyourtrashoutatleastonceaday?Doesyourtrashsmellbecauseyouemptyitinfrequently?Doyouforgettoputthetrashouttogetpickedup,ordoyoumakesureit’sreadythenightbeforefortrashpickup?
30.Iamcommittedtoanexerciseroutineatleastthreetofourdaysaweek.T/F
Doyouhaveaconsistentexerciseroutine?Areyouoverweight?Doyoustuffyourfeelingswithfood?Doyouconstantlytellyourselfthatyou’regoingtogetinshape,orthatyou’regoingtoloseweight?Doyouhaveasimpleexerciseroutinethatyoufollowregularly?Areyoustructuredorunstructured?Areyouaconformistoranonconformist?Areyouarebeloraproducer?
31.Idon’tletmye-mailmessagespileup.T/FDoyoucleanoutyoure-mailinboxeverycoupleofhours,ordoyouallow
unreadmailtoaccumulatetothepointthatyounevergettoit?Areyourcustomerserviceskillsexceptional?Doyouhaveasystemforfilinge-mailsyouwanttoreferencelater?Ordoyouprocesse-mailsinarandom,unfocusedway?
32.I’mgoodatansweringe-mailsandFacebookmessagesquickly.T/FDoyouallowcorrespondencetoaccumulatetothepointofoverwhelm?Or
doyousystematicallykeepontopofmessages,answeringthemquicklyandefficiently?Doyouwastetimeonsocialmediasites,allowingyourselftobecomedistracted?Ordoyouutilizesocialmediainawaythatenhancesyourgoalsandyourlife?
33.Whenmyalarmgoesoff,Igetuppromptly,andIstartmydayfresh,alert,andreadytoproduce.T/F
Doyoustayinbedafteryouralarmgoesoffandthencreateexcusestonotgetup?Doyouhitthesnoozebuttonmorethanonce?Doyougetupatasettimewithoutanalarmclock?Doyouwakeupbeforethealarmevengoesoff?Doyouforgettosetthealarm,thuscausingdramaandchaosbeforethedayhasevenreallybegun?Doyougettobedatareasonabletimeeachnightsoyoucancreatearestfulnight’ssleep,ordoyouhabituallyburnthecandleatbothends?
34.Whenplanningparties,events,seminars,andsoon,Idosowellinadvance.T/F
Doyouwaituntilthelastminutetoplanthedetailsconcerningeventsorparties?Doyoufindyourselffranticallytryingtobookahotelatthelastminute?Doyouoftenhavetopaymorebecauseyou’reforcedto–notbecauseyouchooseto?Areyouthetypeofpersonwhoalwaysgetsthebestroom,atthebesthotel,atthebestratebecauseyou’vedoneyourhomeworkandplannedahead?
35.Iseldomletfoodspoilintherefrigerator;myrefrigeratorisorganizedandspotless.T/F
Areyouapackratwhenitcomestoyourrefrigerator?Isitsofullofitemsthatyoucan’tfindthingseasily?Doyoubuymorethanyourequireatthegrocerystoreandthenfindthatyoucan’tpossiblyuseit?Areyouagrocerystoreshopaholic?Doesthefoodthatyoubuyendupspoiling?Ordoyoukeepalightlybutwell-stockedrefrigeratorthat’sneatandclean?Doyouregularlycleantheshelves,thedoors,andthebins?Isitsocrowdedthatyouhateopeningthedoor?
36.Isetgoalsthatarerealisticandachievable,andIfrequentlyaccomplishthem.T/F
Doyousetgoalsthataresobigthatyoucan’tpossiblyachievethem?Doyousetgoalsthataresooverwhelmingthatyoudon’tevenstartthem?Doyoucreategoalsthatjustgiveyouareasontoprocrastinate,ordoyousetrealistic,
attainablegoalsthatyouareabletoachieve,evenifyouhavetostretchalittle?Doyourashlysetgoalsthatyoudon’taccomplish,ordoyoucarefullysetgoalsthatyouintendtoachieveandthenachievethem?
37.ItakecareofallnecessarytasksbeforeIrelaxandgotobed.T/FAreyougoodaboutplanningyourdaythenightbefore?Areyougoodabout
cleaningupbeforeyougotobed?Doyouperformroutinetaskssoyoudon’thavetodotheminthemorning?Ordoyoufallintobedexhausted,leavingmanyroutinethingsunfinished?Areyouamultitaskeroramulti-procrastinator?
38.Iregularlybalancemycheckbook,andIhaveagoodhandleonmyfinances.T/F
Doyouneglecttoenterchecksinyourcheckbookregister?Areyouunawareofhowmuchisinyourcheckbook?Areyououtofmoneywhenyou’reoutofchecks?Isyourbookkeepingintotalchaos?Doyouhandyouraccountantaboxwithunsortedreceiptsattheendoftheyear,orareyourreceiptscategorizedandorganized?DoyouuseQuickbooks?Doyouenterthedatayourself,savingmoneyattaxtime?
39.Iknowmymonthlyfinancialoverheadforbothmybusinessandpersonalexpenses.T/F
Areyouawareofwhatmoneycomesinandwhatmoneygoesout?Doyouhaveasavingsstrategyforthenextseveralyears,orareyoulivingfrompaychecktopaycheck?Doyouhaveahouseholdbudget?Doyouspendmoneywithoutanyideaofwhetheryoucanaffordto?Doyoufrequentlyincuroverdraftfeesinyourcheckingaccount?Doyouplantimetomapoutataxstrategyfortheupcomingyears?Areyouawisestewardwithyourmoney?
YourProcrastinatorScoreNowthatyou’vetakentheprocrastinatorquiz,let’sseewhereyoureally
standasaprocrastinator.Remember,youonlyprocrastinateinisolatedareaswhereyouperceivepainand/orrebel,soeventhoughyourscoremaynotbefavorable,keepinmindthatyoucanbreakdownanyaddictionsand/oremotionsonedayatatime.Breakinganyhabitrequiresthatyoufirstbegintoaddressthefeelingsthataffectthecause.
Toscorethequestionnaire,giveyourselfonepointforeachquestionyouansweredfalse,andthentotalupthepoints.
∞24orabove:Youareachronicprocrastinator,andprocrastinationkeepsyoustuckinmanyareasofyourlife.
∞14to23:Yourprocrastinationbordersonbeingchronic,andyourequireanoverhaulsessioninwhichyoureleaseasmuchclutterandprocrastinationaspossible.
∞6to13:Youareamoderatetoaverageprocrastinatorwhodefinitelyrequiressomefine-tuning,butyou’rewellonyourwaytobecomingarecoveringprocrastinator.
∞5orless:Youarehighlyproductive,andprocrastinationisaminorissueinyourlife.However,there’salwaysroomforimprovement.
Remember,you’llneverreceive100percentonanyscoreofthisnature.Procrastinationisaneffect,notacause.Tobecomearecoveringprocrastinator,youmustbeawareofwhyyoudowhatyoudo.Yourfocusmustbeonlettinggooftheareaswhereprocrastinationshowsupinyourlife.Yourgoalistobecomeawareofthefeelingsthattakeyouintoprocrastination.Onewaytobeginistotakedeepbreathsfromdeepdowninyourdiaphragmandevendeeperintoyourgroinsoyoucanreleasethepainthatkeepsyoudoingthesamethingoverandover,stuckinprocrastination.
Congratulationsonreachingtheendofthisbook.Icelebratethesuccessyouwillcreateonyourcontinuingjourneyofrecoveryfromprocrastination.Youabsolutelydeservetobefreeofthelimitationsprocrastinationhasintroducedinyourlife—youdeservetohaveitall!
INDEX
Aachievingpracticalresults,57–58action-oriented,becoming,156–157actions,beingconsciousof,163–164addiction,changing,166addressingemotionaladdict,26–28affirmationsfordramaaddicts,124angrygiver,132–142angrygivers,andfreeenterprise,145–146anxiety,andprocrastination,29–30
Bbecomingahealthygiver,147–150becomingaction-oriented,156–157becomingpractical,60–61becomingreward-conscious,187–188biggoals,77–78bighabits,77–78big-dealchaser,65–68big-dealchaser,positivecharacteristicsof,80breakingtheprocrastinatoridentity,33–34breakthroughfactor,71–72bridges,rebuilding,70–71
Ccauseandeffectsofprocrastination,12change,keyareasof,166–170changingaddiction,166changingclutter,166–167changinghealthandfitness,168
changingrelationships,168–169changingspirituality,169channelyourenergy,80–81choosingwordscarefully,127chronicworrier,83–88clutter,changing,166–167collaboration,113–114conflict,113–114consciousnesslevel,raisingyour,34–35controlmechanism,andworry,92–93creatingemotionalstability,74–76
Ddevelopanewidentity,164–165developingobjectiveawareness,124–126disappointment,andprocrastination,38–39distractions,eliminating,185–187dramaaddict,117–124dramaaddicts,affirmationsfor,124drama,neutralizing,126drama,tipsfordropping,128–129droppingdrama,tipsfor,128–129
Eeliminatingdistractions,185–187emotionaladdict,addressing,26–28emotionalstability,creating,74–76energy,channelyour,80–81engaginginnewenterprise,167epidemicofprocrastination,13exhaustion,andintellectualizing,90–92
Ffinancialcostofprocrastination,20–21freeenterprise,andangrygivers,145–146spiritof,173
Ggame,long-term,72–74goals,big,77–78settingsmall,178–181
goal-setting,69–70
Hhabits,big,77–78healthandfitness,changing,168healthygiver,becominga,147–150historyofprocrastination,19–20
Iidentifyyourprocrastinationpoints,154–155indecision,andprocrastination,38–39intellectualizing,andexhaustion,90–92
Kkeyareasofchange,166–170keyquestionsforrebelliousprocrastinator,111–113learningself-evaluation,188–190
Lleft-brain,andprocrastination,23–24lettinggo,methodically,58–59lettinggoofworry,93–96listentoyourwords,159–160long-termgame,72–74
Mmethodicallylettinggo,58–59
Nneuroticperfectionist,30–31,46–55neuroticperfectionist,releasingthe,55–57neutralizingdrama,126
newenterprise,engagingin,167newidentity,developa,164–165
Oobjectiveawareness,developing,124–126objectivity,59–60occasionalprocrastinators,21–22overcomingoverwhelm,155overcomingprocrastination,39–40overwhelm,overcoming,155
Ppainandparalysisofregret,160–162perfectionist,neurotic,30–31,46–55performingtasks,182–183personaldevelopment,170–172positivecharacteristicsofbig-dealchaser,80positivequalitiesofrebelliousprocrastinator,109–110practicalresults,achieving,57–58practical,becoming,60–61procrastinationepidemic,13procrastinationpoints,identifyyour,154–155procrastination,andanxiety,29–30anddisappointment,38–39andindecision,38–39andleft-brain,23–24causeandeffect,12financialcostsof,20–21historyof,19–20overcoming,39–40reasonswhy,31–33identity,breakingthe,33–34
procrastinator,produce-aholic,143–144rebellious,102–109
occasional,21–22produce-aholicprocrastinators,143–144
production,76–77
Rraisingyourconsciousnesslevel,34–35reasonsforprocrastination,31–33reasonsforworry,88–90reasonstosucceed,162–163rebelliousprocrastinator,102–109rebelliousprocrastinator,keyquestionsfor,111–113positivequalitiesof,109–110
rebuildingbridges,70–71regret,painandparalysisof,160–162relationships,changing,168–169releasingtheneuroticperfectionist,55–57reward,28–29reward-conscious,becoming,187–188risk,28–29
Sself-evaluation,learning,188–190settingagoal,69–70settingsmallgoals,178–181spiritoffreeenterprise,173spirituality,changing,169succeed,reasonsto,162–163
Ttakingtimeforyourself,144–145task,performing,182–183timemanagement,175–178time,takingforyourself,144–145
Wwords,
beingconsciousof,163–164carefullychoosing,127listentoyour,159–160
worrier,chronic,83–88worry,asacontrolmechanism,92–93lettinggoof,93–96reasonsfor,88–90
writingthingsdown,183–185
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