9-22-14

The Merging

(I wrote this while I was having an incredible meditation several months ago. I did not want to post it on the blog as it seemed too sacred to me. However, it jumped out of a huge file of random writings, and I took that as a direct instruction from higher realms. My ego self has trouble sharing it, but my SELF says, “Share!” As usual it began with the Arcturians. It must have been for this NOW, as they speak in terms of “Dear Ones,” Usually, they say “Our dear ONE.” )

Dear Ones,WE are Arcturians. We come to you within this NOW to assist you to fully merge with your higher dimensional SELF. We are Beings without any need for dense forms. Hence, we can easily slip into any dimensional vessel that is able to contain our energy without damage to that form.

The damage only occurs if the holder of the form falls into the low state of consciousness known as fear. Fear fills the body with adrenalin, which lowers the frequency of every atom. When this occurs, we must evacuate that form or our higher frequency could damage the adrenalin filled molecules.

Dear Ones, this is why we, and your other higher dimensional expressions of SELF, have felt above you. However, now your fear of the TRUTH of your SELF is steadily being released, and you are able to allow your higher resonance of SELF to intermingle with your earth vessel.

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As you can well imagine, this merging with us, your innate higher resonance, will begin a huge transmutation of your earth vessel. You have experienced several ‘miracles’ in your life, but miracles will begin to become normal. Your earth vessel will slowly and safely transmute in a manner that does NOT damage your health in any way. In this manner, the frequency of your vessel will gradually rise.

However, you will not disappear from your physical world, as you will actually PULL your patch of Gaia along with you. This sensation of pulling will not be difficult, as Gaia will also be “pushing” Her form into a higher frequency. Of course, pulling and pushing are not the proper terms.

Because we are communicating via your language of emotion, we use these words to give you the greatest emotional response. In order to fully understand our communication, we ask that you go into a meditative state and FEEL this pull/push sensation.”

(I wrote my sensations in present tense, as I was experiencing them in the NOW. Therefore, I write them in present tense here, as well.)

As I allow my mind to settle into the feeling of cooperating with Gaia, my consciousness expands into a higher frequency. I feel a wavering sensation around and within me. I am having a feeling of my body moving both up a down within the same NOW and see the vision of a worm traveling along the ground.

Now, the worm has transmuted into a snake, and the snake moves into the kundalini within my spine. As I sit straight up to allow full movement of my spine, the up-down sensation begins to undulate through my spine.

This undulation actually moves the kundalini up and simultaneously down my spinal column. It is interesting how the energy can travel up and down within the same NOW. I hear it is because this kundalini force is beyond time, thus beyond the laws of physical space-time.

As this undulation of energy increases, my breath becomes louder, and I breathe with greater intention. I can feel that I am constantly releasing with my outbreath. This outbreath/release seems to be pulling the kundalini flow up my spine.

The kundalini is now moving back and forth between my shoulders, throat and head. As I move my shoulders I feel my entire body re-adjust its alignment. I also have a need to twist to the right and to the left, almost as if it will squeeze out old toxins from my spinal column.

As the kundalini moves up into my throat, I feel a calm quite, and my body becomes very still. I instantly feel a deep connection to Gaia and send down my energy field into her core.

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I am very still now in my snake form, but I feel my energy field gradually increasing in frequency. Again I have the need for long outbreaths to release that which cannot join me on this journey.

Pictures of past, fearful experiences flash through my mind, but I Unconditionally Love each event, as I release them from my form forever. I hear that I must also unconditionally forgive myself, as well as anyone who has harmed me.

I am aware that I unconsciously chose this meditation so that I could review old issues from this life. This release of past experiences assist me as I move through the process of releasing ALL attachment to any manner in which I was ever wounded by any person, place, situation or thing.

I feel a need to repeat that to repeat that sentence and speak it from my heart:

I NOW release ALL attachmentTo any manner

In which I was ever woundedBy any person, place, situation or thing.

I NOW know that my higher dimensional SELF chose All these situations before I took this incarnation.

The higher frequency of my being knew that I was ready for these challenges, but my ego self did not realize that fact. Therefore, much suffering and self pity was necessary before I could raise my consciousness enough to see each episode of wounding as a product of the 3D holographic program which I had created.

As I sit within this NOW, I realize that I am ready to release these old programs.In doing so, I feel old fear-based emotions being slowly erased from my memory.

As I totally free each painful situation,I can only remember the lessons learned and the wisdom gained.

I NOW feel deep gratitude that my problems were not greater than they were.This gratitude allows me release the need to play the 3D Game of cause and effect.

It is clear to me now that this game can only be mastered, as the concept of winning or loosing only traps my mind in the very game I wish to release.

Therefore, I choose to thank the 3D Game for giving me a chance to release my personal wounding, so that I can allow the energies of my Higher SELF to enter into my consciousness.

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I NOW feel my Arcturian energies in a deeply intimate way. Rather than feeling them far above me, I feel the Arturians totally surrounding me.

Gradually, I allow their energy field to slip into my form.As I allow their energy to enter me, the kundalini begins again to waver within my spine.

But, now it is as calm as small waves gently landing on the shore.I feel the kundalini lapping further and further up the shore, which is higher and higher up my spine.

Before, when I experienced this sensation during my meditations, my entire body often shook. When this first occurred I allowed my body to shake intensely.

Now I am hearing within to calm the shaking by pulling it within. As I pull the energy inside me, I realize that the shaking was similar to the “shimmy” of an old car that was moving too fast.

The calmness I am now feeling allows me to release that “old self” by sending unconditional love, unconditional forgiveness and unconditional forgiveness into the difficulties that that version of my self appeared to create.

All the dramas that were once so important are fading into distant memories, and I am realizing that I have had a life well spent.

With this realization, I experience deep, unconditional love for my human self who has brought me to this NOW of conscious return into my true Multidimensional SELF.

I feel a calm understanding of all I have experienced and know that every event was a component of what I needed to feel in order to come into this NOW.

The kundalini is slowly moving beyond my throat now. It is gradually entering my brain’s limbic system, which is also the location of my olfactory glands.

Memories of the many smells of Earth flow into my imagination. Suddenly, I am my small, innocent child playing in the back yard of my grandmother’s house. In fact, myriad childhood memories simultaneously flow into my awareness.

Now, I can see my birth into this reality. I did not want to come here, and my poor mother was in labor for over two days. Then I almost left for good at six weeks of age.NOW I am grateful that I stayed.

This gratitude fills my brain from the base up, and I feel my consciousness gradually flow into a state in which I wish I could always exist. I feel this consciousness as one of Mastery.

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My detachment from my past sorrows allows me to love that which I had formally labeled as bad or evil. I NOW see reality through my Third Eye and am constantly being fed higher light through my Crown.

All polarized visions of good or bad blur into a NOWNESS of life in a 3D hologram. I feel my SELF outside this game, like a video player who logged in to the game of 3D Earth.

However, I am not ready to totally join that SELF and log out of the game. I would like to try playing this game as a Master rather than a victim, a student or a chela.

I would like to try this game from the perspective being the Master of ALL that occurs.

Even as I hold this thought, I am aware that once I leave this meditation and return to daily life, I will return to 3D thinking, at least for some of the time.

Fortunately, I have documented this experience so that I can read it again and again whenever I forget that I do not have to BECOME a Master because I AM a Master within my Higher Dimensional SELF.

I vow to remember this NOW in which I AM my SELF!And, I vow to forgive myself for the times that I know I will forget.

(These kinds of experiences seldom occur and are easily forgotten,but somewhere inside we are forever changed.)

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(This poem “jumped out” of that same file.)

The Gathering

The worlds are blurring into oneThe moon is joining with the sun

The ONE is gathering those who knowThe pathway Home that they will show

We will show this pathway made of lightBeyond the harm, beyond the fright

This journey that we take insideIs free of ego, free of pride

The lion lies down with the lambAs everyone lives in “I AM”

Deep inside we find our wayOne by one and day by day

We discover now the path we takeIs the very path we choose to make

We make this path with light and love

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That we have gathered from above

Along this path dear Gaia's flowsAs her New Earth awakes and grows

Within this path there’s only NOWThere is no time. There is no how.

Each moment is revealed insideWhere from ourselves we cannot hide

We cannot hide, as we are ONEWe are the Earth. We are the Sun

Now, our true SELF leads the wayInto the knowing of each day

As time collapse into NOWWe must be still and just allow

We let the moment and the dayTo touch our heart and softly say:

We are all here, as we are youAnd we will tell you what to do

Listen closely, and do not doubtAs we tell you what its all about

It is the beginning and the endOf what you take and what you send

Every thought and brief emotionWill set your new world into motion

Your inner power is being bornRelease your doubt, let go your scorn

For what you think, you do createAnd what you feel, will find its mate

You will remember, and you will learnWhat you send out, will soon return

YOU are the creator of your lifeIf it is loving, or filled with strife

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The light that shines into your BeingIgnites your hearing and your seeing

And what you choose to hear and seeInside your life, it soon will BE

Choose your focus. Master your mindFor what you think, you will NOW find

The slowness of the eras pastIs closing now and will NOT last

Prepare your SELF for a new beginningWhere love is free and truth is winning

This new life shines within your heartWhich is the place where you will start

Start to BE and remember HOWTo live your life within the NOW

And when you walk within that peaceYour love for life will never cease

To BE the YOU that is your SoulIs your promise and your goal

Step into NOWAnd find out how

The Light of dayWill show the WAY

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