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    WINGS OF FIREAn AutobiographyAVUL PAKIR JAINULABDEEN ABDUL KALAM has come to personally

    represent to many of his countrymen the best aspects of Indian life. Born in

    1931, the son of a little educated boatowner in Rameswaram, Tamilnadu, he hadan unparalleled career as a defence scientist, culminating in the highest civilian

    award of India, the Bharat Ratna.

    As chief of the countrys defence research and development programme, Kalam

    demonstrated the great potential for dynamism and innovation that existed in

    seemingly moribund research establishments. This is the story of Kalams rise

    from obscurity and his personal and professional struggles, as well as the

    story ofAgni, Prithvi, Akash, Trishul andNag - missiles that have become

    household names in India and that have raised the nation to the level of amissile power of international recokoning.

    At the same time as he has helped create Indias awesome weaponry, Kalam

    has maintained the ascetic rigour of his personal life, working 18 hours a day

    and practicing the veena. With characteristic modesty, Kalam ascribes the

    greatness of his achievement to the influence of his teachers and mentors. He

    describes the struggles of his boyhood and youth, bringing alive everyday life

    in a small town in South India and the inspirational role of educators. He describes

    the role of visionary Indian scientists, such as Dr Vikram Sarabhai, and of the

    creation of a coordinated network of research institutions. This is also the saga

    of independent Indias struggle for technological self sufficiency and defensive

    autonomy a story as much about politics, domestic and international, as it is

    about science.

    Arun Tiwariworked under Dr APJ Abdul Kalam for over a decade in the

    Defence Research and Development Laboratory (DRDL), Hyderabad. He is

    currently Director, Cardiovascular Technology Institute, Hyderabad, where heis pursuing Dr Kalams vision of developing cost-effective medical devices

    using indigenous defence technology.

    Dr Kalam is now Indias President. He was elected to Indias office by a huge

    majority in 2002.

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    Cover photograph: Courtesy The Week, a Malayala Manorama Publication

    Picture by B Jayachandran

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    WINGS OF FIREAn Autobiography

    Universities Press

    A P J Abdul Kalamwith Arun Tiwari

    Universities Press (India) Private Limited

    Registered Office

    3-5-819 Hyderguda, Hyderabad 500 029 (A.P.), India

    Distributed by

    Orient Longman Private Limited

    Registered Office

    3-6-272 Himayatnagar, Hyderabad 500 029 (A.P.), India

    Other Offices

    Bangalore / Bhopal / Bhubaneshwar / Chandigarh /Chennai

    Ernakulam / Guwahati / Hyderabad / Jaipur / Kolkata

    Lucknow / Mumbai / New Delhi / Patna

    Universities Press (India) Private Limited 1999

    First published 1999

    Eleventh impression 2002

    ISBN 81 7371 146 1

    Typeset by

    OSDATA, Hyderabad 500 029

    Printed at

    Published by

    Universities Press (India) Private Limited

    3-5-819 Hyderguda,

    Hyderabad 500 029

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    Sea waves, golden sand, pilgrims faith,

    Rameswaram Mosque Street, all merge into one,

    My Mother!

    You come to me like heavens caring arms.

    I remember the war days when life was challenge and toil

    Miles to walk, hours before sunrise,

    Walking to take lessons from the saintly teacher near the temple.

    Again miles to the Arab teaching school,

    Climb sandy hills to Railway Station Road,

    Collect, distribute newspapers to temple city citizens,

    Few hours after sunrise, going to school.

    Evening, business time before study at night.

    All this pain of a young boy,

    My Mother you transformed into pious strength

    With kneeling and bowing five timesFor the Grace of the Almighty only, My Mother.

    Your strong piety is your childrens strength,

    You always shared your best with whoever needed the most,

    You always gave, and gave with faith in Him.

    I still remember the day when I was ten,

    Sleeping on your lap to the envy of my elder brothers and sisters

    It was full moon night, my world only you knewMother! My Mother!

    When at midnight I woke with tears falling on my knee

    You knew the pain of your child, My Mother.

    Your caring hands, tenderly removing the pain

    Your love, your care, your faith gave me strength

    To face the world without fear and with His strength.

    We will meet again on the great Judgement Day, My Mother!

    To the memory of my parents

    My Mother

    APJ Abdul Kalam

    Contents

    Preface

    Acknowledgements

    Introduction

    ORIENTATION

    CREATION

    PROPITIATION

    CONTEMPLATION

    Epilogue

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    IORIENTATION[ 1931 1963 ]

    This earth is His, to Him belong those vast and boundlessskies;Both seas within Him rest, and yet in that small pool He lies.

    ATHARVA VEDA

    Book 4, Hymn 16.

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    ORIENTATION

    Jallaluddin used to speak to me about the power of positive thinking

    and I often recalled his words when I felt homesick or dejected. I tried

    hard to do as he said, which was to strive to control my thoughts and my

    mind and, through these, to influence my destiny. Ironically, that destiny

    did not lead me back to Rameswaram, but rather, swept me farther

    away from the home of my childhood.

    * * * 2

    Once I settled down at the Schwartz High School,

    Ramanathapuram, the enthusiastic fifteen-year-old within

    me re-emerged. My teacher, Iyadurai Solomon, was an ideal

    guide for an eager young mind that was yet uncertain of the possibilities

    and alternatives that lay before it. He made his students feel very

    comfortable in class with his warm and open-minded attitude. He used

    to say that a good student could learn more from a bad teacher than a

    poor student from even a skilled teacher.

    During my stay at Ramanathapuram, my relationship with him grew

    beyond that of teacher and pupil. In his company, I learnt that one could

    exercise enormous influence over the events of ones own life. Iyadurai

    Solomon used to say, To succeed in life and achieve results, you must

    understand and master three mighty forces desire, belief, and

    expectation. Iyadurai Solomon, who later became a Reverend, taught

    me that before anything I wanted could happen, I had to desire it intensely

    and be absolutely certain it would happen. To take an example from my

    own life, I had been fascinated by the mysteries of the sky and the flight

    of birds from early childhood. I used to watch cranes and seagulls soar

    into flight and longed to fly. Simple, provincial boy though I was, I was

    convinced that one day I, too, would soar up into the skies. Indeed, I

    was the first child from Rameswaram to fly.

    Iyadurai Solomon was a great teacher because he instilled in all the

    children a sense of their own worth. Solomon raised my self-esteem to

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    ORIENTATION

    Plate 1 (a) My father Jainulabdeen was not formally educated, but was a man of greatwisdom and kindness. (b) Pakshi Lakshmana Sastry, a close friend of my father and thehead priest of the Rameswaram Temple.

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    ORIENTATION

    Plate 2 The locality in which I grew up: (a) My house on Mosque Street. (b) Thousands of

    pilgrims from great distances descend on the ancient temple of Lord Shiva. I often assistedmy brother Kasim Mohamed in his shop selling artifacts on this street.

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    Plate 3 The old mosque in our locality where my father would take

    me and my brothers every evening to offer prayers.

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    ORIENTATION

    Plate 4 My brother pointing at the TsquareI used while studyingengineering.

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    Plate 5 STR Manickam (inset), a friend of my brother Mustafa Kamal, had a large collection of

    books. This is his house, from where I would borrow books while at Rameswaram.

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    ORIENTATION

    Plate 6 A family get-together.

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    Plate 7 The simple surroundings of Schwartz High School, Ramanathapuram.The words on the plaque read "Let not thy winged days be spent in vain. Whenonce gone no gold can buy them back again."

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    Plate 8 My teachers at Schwartz High SchoolIyadurai Solomon (standing, left) and RamakrishnaIyer (sitting, right). They are the best examples of small-town Indian teachers committed to nurturing

    talent.

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    Rameswaram. My father was very pleased to learn about the opportunity

    that had come my way. He took me to the mosque and organized a

    special namaz in thanksgiving. I could feel the power of God flowing in

    a circuit through my father to me and back to God; we were all under

    the spell of the prayer.

    One of the important functions of prayer, I believe, is to act as a

    stimulus to creative ideas. Within the mind are all the resources required

    for successful living. Ideas are present in the consciousness, which when

    released and given scope to grow and take shape, can lead to successful

    events. God, our Creator, has stored within our minds and personalities,

    great potential strength and ability. Prayer helps us to tap and develop

    these powers.Ahmed Jallaluddin and Samsuddin came to see me off at Bombay

    airport. It was their first exposure to a big city like Bombay, just as I

    myself was about to have my first exposure to a mega city like New

    York. Jallaluddin and Samsuddin were self-reliant, positive, optimistic

    men who undertook their work with the assurance of success. It is from

    these two persons that I drew the core creative power of my mind. My

    sentiments could not be contained, and I could feel the mist of tears in

    my eyes. Then, Jallaluddin said, Azad, we have always loved you, andwe believe in you. We shall always be proud of you. The intensity and

    purity of their faith in my capabilities broke my last defences, and tears

    welled up in my eyes.

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    IICREATION

    [ 1963 1980 ]

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    Rocketry was reborn in India thanks to the technological vision of

    Prime Minister Jawaharlal Nehru. Prof. Sarabhai took the challenge of

    giving physical dimensions to this dream. Very many individuals with

    myopic vision questioned the relevance of space activities in a newly

    independent nation which was finding it difficult to feed its population.But neither Prime Minister Nehru nor Prof. Sarabhai had any ambiguity

    of purpose. Their vision was very clear: if Indians were to play a

    meaningful role in the community of nations, they must be second to

    none in the application of advanced technologies to their real-life

    problems. They had no intention of using it merely as a means to display

    our might.

    * * *

    5Dreamers

    During his frequent visits to Thumba, Prof. Sarabhai would

    openly review the progress of work with the entire team.

    He never gave directions. Rather, through a free exchange

    of views, he led us forward into new terrain which often revealed an

    unforeseen solution. Perhaps he was aware that though a particular

    goal might be clear to himself, and he could give adequate directions forits accomplishment, his team members might have resisted working

    towards a goal that made no sense to them. He considered the collective

    understanding of the problem the main attribute of effective leadership.

    He once told me, Look, my job is to make decisions; but it is equally

    important to see to it that these decisions are accepted by my team

    members.

    In fact, Prof. Sarabhai took a series of decisions that were to become

    the life-mission of many. We would make our own rockets, our ownSatellite Launch Vehicles (SLVs) and our own satellites. And this would

    not be done one-by-one but concurrently, in a multi-dimensional fashion.

    In the development of payloads for the sounding rockets, instead of

    getting a certain payload and then engineering it to fit into the rocket, we

    discussed the matter threadbare with the payload scientists working in

    different organ-izations and at different locations. I may even say that

    the most significant achievement of the sounding rocket programme

    was to establish and maintain nation-wide mutual trust.

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    by my bedside. What about going for lunch? he asked. I was deeply

    touched by his affection and concern. I found out later that Dr Brahm

    Prakash had come to my room twice before that but had gone away on

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    Prakash had come to my room twice before that but had gone away on

    finding me asleep. He had waited all that time for me to get up and have

    lunch with him. I was sad, but not alone. The company of Dr BrahmPrakash filled me with a new confidence. He made light conversation

    during the meal, carefully avoiding the SLV-3, but gently providing me

    solace.

    * * * 9Builders

    Dr Brahm Prakash helped me endure this difficult period. In practice,

    Dr Brahm Prakash employed the front-line damage control principle:

    Just get the fellow home alive. Hell recover. He drew the entire SLV

    team close and demonstrated to me that I was not alone in my sorrow at

    the SLV-3s failure. All your comrades are standing by you, he said.This gave me vital emotional support, encouragement, and guidance.

    A post-flight review conducted on 11 August 1979 was attended by

    more than seventy scientists. A detailed technical appraisal of the failure

    was completed. Later, the post-flight analysis committee headed by SK

    Athithan pinpointed the reasons for the malfunction of the vehicle. It

    was established that the mishap occurred because of the failure of the

    second stage control system. No control force was available during the

    second stage flight due to which the vehicle became aerodynamically

    unstable, resulting in altitude and velocity loss. This caused the vehicle

    to fall into the sea even before the other stages could ignite.

    Further in-depth analysis of the second-stage failure identified the

    reason as the draining of a good amount of Red Fuming Nitric Acid

    (RFNA) used as the oxidizer for the fuel power at that stage.

    Consequently, when the control force was demanded, only fuel was

    injected resulting in zero force. A solenoid valve in the oxidizer tank

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    IIIPROPITIATIONLet craft, ambition, spite,Be quenched in Reasons night,

    Till weakness turn to might,

    Till what is dark be light,

    Till what is wrong be right!

    Lewis Carroll

    [ 1981 1991 ]

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    Plate 9 The twin-engine indigenous hovercraft prototype Nandi developed atADE, Bangalore. As inventor and pilot, I took my rightful place at the controls.

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    Plate 10 The Christian community in Thumba very graciouslygave up this beautiful Church to house the first unit of theSpace Research Centre.

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    Plate 11 With Prof Vikram Sarabhai, a great visionary and the master planner behind India'sMissile Development programme, at Thumba

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    Plate 12 Two gurus of Indian Space Research who mentored and gently guided the youngscientists Prof Satish Dhawan and Dr Brahm Prakash at one of the SLV-3 review meetings.

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    Plate 13 A presentation by a member of my SLV-3 team. In an unusual move, I made each ofthem present their portion of the workmy idea of project management.

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    Plate 14 Dr Brahm Prakash inspecting SLV-3 in its final phase of integration. He helpedme deal with subsequent frustrations in its launching and consoled me when I was atmy lowest ebb.

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    Plate 15 Prof Satish Dhawan and I explaining SLV-3 results to Prime Minister Indira Gandhi.

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    Plate 16 SLV-3 on the launch pad. This gave

    us many anxious moments!

    Plate 17 Receiving the Padma Bushan from

    Dr Neelam Sanjeeva Reddy, then President ofIndia.

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    Plate 18 Successful launch of Prithvi,the surface-to-surface weapons system. Plate 19 Agni on the launch pad,

    my long-cherished dream.

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    Plate 20 One of the cartoons in the mediaafter the failure of the first two Agni launches.

    Nothing to be discouraged! We have

    postponed it again because we want

    to be absolutely certain!

    Plate 21 Many a slip between the cup andthe lip... .

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    Plate 22 Being carried by a jubilant crowd after the successful launch of Agni.

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    Plate 23 Receiving the Bharat Ratna from President KR Narayanan.

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    Plate 24 With three Service Chiefs. To my left is Admiral VS Shekhawat, on his right isGeneral BC Joshi, and Air Chief Marshal SK Kaul.

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    project Nag (Cobra). I gave the name Agni (Fire) to my long

    cherished dream of REX. Dr Arunachalam came to DRDL and formally

    launched the IGMDP on 27 July 1983. It was a great event in which

    every single employee of DRDL participated. Everybody who was

    somebody in Indian Aerospace Research was invited. A large number

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    of scientists from other laboratories and organizations, professors fromacademic institutions, representatives of the armed forces, production

    centres, and inspection authorities, who were our business partners now,

    were present on this occasion. A closed-circuit TV network had to be

    pressed into operation to ensure proper communication between the

    participants for we had no single place to accommodate all the invitees.

    This was the second most significant day in my career, next only to 18

    July 1980, when the SLV-3 had launched Rohini into the earths orbit.

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    11Stewards

    The launch of the IGMDP was like a bright flash on the Indian

    scientific firmament. Missile Technology had been considered

    the domain of a few selected nations in the world. People

    were curious to see how, with what India had at that point of time, we

    were going to achieve all that was promised. The magnitude of the

    IGMDP was really unprecedented in the country and the schedulesprojected were quite quixotic by the norms and standards prevailing in

    the Indian R&D establishments. I was fully aware that obtaining sanction

    for the programme could at best be seen as only ten per cent of the

    work done. To get it going would be quite a different matter altogether.

    The more you have, the more there is to maintain. Now that we had

    been given all the necessary money and freedom to proceed, I had to

    take my team forward and fulfill the promises I had made.

    What would be needed to realise this missile programme, from the

    design to the deployment stages? Excellent manpower was available;

    money had been sanctioned; and some infrastructure also existed. What

    was lacking then? What else does a project need to succeed apart from

    these three vital inputs? From my SLV-3 experience, I thought I knew

    the answer. The crux was going to be out mastery over missile technology.

    I expected nothing from abroad. Technology is a group activity and we

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    was clamped, making it impossible for India to buy anything even remotely

    connected with the development of guided missiles. The emergence of

    India as a self-reliant country in the field of guided missiles upset all the

    developed nations of the world.

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    TorchbearersIndian core competence in rocketry has been firmly established again,beyond any doubt. The robust civilian space industry and viable missile-

    based defences has brought India into the select club of nations that call

    themselves superpowers. Always encouraged to follow Buddhas or

    Gandhis teachings, how and why did India become a missile power is a

    question that needs to be answered for future generations.

    Two centuries of subjugation, oppression and denial have failed tokill the creativity and capability of the Indian people. Within just a decade

    of gaining independence and achieving sovereignty, Indian Space and

    Atomic Energy Programmes were launched with a perfect orientation

    towards peaceful applications. There were neither funds for investing in

    missile development nor any established requirement from the Armed

    Forces. The bitter experiences of 1962 forced us to take the basic first

    steps towards missile development.

    Would a Prithvi suffice? Would the indigenous development of four

    or five missile systems make us sufficiently strong? Or would having

    nuclear weapons make us stronger? Missiles and atomic weapons are

    merely parts of a greater whole. As I saw it, the development of Prithvi

    represented the self-reliance of our country in the field of advanced

    technology. High technology is synonymous with huge amounts of money

    and massive infrastructure. Neither of these was available, unfortunately,

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    In September 1989, I was invited by the Maharashtra Academy of

    Sciences in Bombay to deliver the Jawaharlal Nehru Memorial Lecture.

    I used this opportunity to share with the budding scientists my plans of

    making an indigenous Air-to-Air missile, Astra. It would dovetail with

    the development of the Indian Light Combat Aircraft (LCA). I told them

    that our work in Imaging Infra Red (IIR) and Millimetric Wave (MMW)radar technology for the Nag missile system had placed us in the

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    vanguard of international R&D efforts in missile technology. I also drew

    their attention to the crucial role that carbon-carbon and other advanced

    composite materials play in mastering the re-entry technology. Agni was

    the conclusion of a technological effort that was given its start by Prime

    Minister Indira Gandhi when the country decided to break free from the

    paralysing fetters of technological backwardness and slough off the dead

    skin of subordination to industrialized nations.

    The second flight of Prithvi at the end of September 1988 was again

    a great success. Prithvi has proved to be the best surface-to-surface

    missile in the world today. It can carry 1000 kg of warhead to a distance

    of 250 km and deliver it within a radius of 50 metres. Through computer

    controlled operations, numerous warhead weight and delivery distance

    combinations can be achieved in a very short time and in battlefield

    conditions. It is a hundred per cent indigenous in all respectsdesign,

    operations, deployment. It can be produced in large numbers as the

    production facilities at BDL were concurrently developed during the

    development phase itself. The Army was quick to recognize the potential

    of this commendable effort and approached the CCPA for placing orders

    for Prithvi and Trishul missile systems, something that had never happened

    before.

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    IVCONTEMPLATION[ 1991 ]

    We create and destroyAnd again recreate

    In forms of which no one knows.

    AL-WAQUIAH

    Quran 56:61

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    complexity. When I look back upon what I have narrated so far, my own

    observations and conclusions appear as dogmatic utterances. My

    colleagues, associates, leaders; the complex science of rocketry; the

    important issues of technology management; all seem to have been dealt

    with in a perfunctory manner. The despair and happiness, the

    achievements and the failuresdiffering markedly in context, time, andspaceall appear grouped together.

    When you look down from an aircraft, people, houses, rocks, fields,

    I do not wish to set myself up as an example to others, but I believe

    that a few readers may draw inspiration and come to experience that

    ultimate satisfaction which can only be found in the life of the spirit.

    Gods providence is your inheritance. The bloodline of my great-

    grandfather Avul, my grandfather Pakir, and my father Jainulabdeen may

    end with Abdul Kalam, but His grace will never cease, for it is Eternal.* * *

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    trees, all appear as one homogeneous landscape, it is very difficult to

    distinguish one from another. What you have just read is a similar birds-

    eye view of my life seen, as it were, from afar.

    My worthiness is all my doubt

    His merit all my fear

    Contrasting which my quality

    Does however appear.

    This is the story of the period ending with the first Agni launchlife

    will go on. This great country will make enormous strides in all fields if

    we think like a united nation of 900 million people. My storythe story

    of the son of Jainulabdeen, who lived for over a hundred years on Mosque

    Street in Rameswaram island and died there; the story of a lad who sold

    newspapers to help his brother; the story of a pupil reared bySivasubramania Iyer and Iyadurai Solomon; the story of a student taught

    by teachers like Pandalai; the story of an engineer spotted by MGK

    Menon and groomed by the legendary Prof. Sarabhai; the story of a

    scientist tested by failures and setbacks; the story of a leader supported

    by a large team of brilliant and dedicated professionals. This story will

    end with me, for I have no belongings in the worldly sense. I have acquired

    nothing, built nothing, possess nothingno family, sons, daughters.

    I am a well in this great land

    Looking at its millions of boys and girls

    To draw from me

    The inexhaustible divinity

    And spread His grace everywhere

    As does the water drawn from a well.

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    Epilogue

    earnestly hope and pray that the development resulting from these two

    plansSelf Reliance Mission and Technology Vision 2020will

    eventually make our country strong and prosperous and take our rightful

    place among the ranks of the developed nations.

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    p gThis book is interwoven with my deep involvement with Indias first

    Satellite Launch Vehicle SLV-3 and Agni Programmes, an involvement

    which eventually led to my participation in the recent important national

    event related to the nuclear tests in May, 1998. I have had the great

    opportunity and honour of working with three scientific establishmentsSpace, Defence Research and Atomic Energy. I found, while working in

    these establishments, that the best of human beings and the best of

    innovative minds were available in plenty. One feature common to all

    three establishments, is that the scientists and technologists were never

    afraid of failures during their missions. Failures contain within themselves

    the seeds of further learning which can lead to better technology, and

    eventually, to a high level of success. These people were also great

    dreamers and their dreams finally culminated in spectacular achievements.I feel that if we consider the combined technological strength of all these

    scientific institutions, it would certainly be comparable to the best found

    anywhere in the world. Above all, I have had the opportunity of working

    with the great visionaries of the nation, namely Prof. Vikram Sarabhai,

    Prof. Satish Dhawan and Dr Brahm Prakash, each of whom have greatly

    enriched my life.

    A nation needs both economic prosperity and strong security for growthand development. Our Self Reliance Mission in Defence System 1995

    2005 will provide the Armed Forces with a state-of-the-art competitive

    weapons system. The Technology Vision 2020 plan will put into place

    certain schemes and plans for the economic growth and prosperity of the

    nation. These two plans have evolved out of the nations dreams. I

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