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nv v8R me. 'vsu2a' Apne saihTykaro. v pa#ko. ka AiwnNdn krtI hE| kamna krtI hE ik ]nka jIvn m.glmy ho| wartv.ixyo. se Aag/h krtI hE ik vo ihNdI ke p/it s.kiLpt ki3b² rhe.| ivdexo. me. ihNdI car kdm Aage b“tI hE to do kdm pI7e i6s3 jatI hE| yh 0k icknI pha I ke sman dugRMy, dudRMy AvXy hE, [s pr c“na du+h, dUwr AvXy hE, pr AsMwv kdaip nhI.| hme. [sse htoTsaiht nhI. hona hE, vrn\ [sse p/eirt hona hE ik cahe hmarI git 2ImI hE pr hm 0k n 0k idn AvXy sflta ka ixqr cUme.ge| vh m.ijl hI Kya jo AasanI se iml jaye| k#or pir&m se imlI sflta ka AanNd ku7 AOr hI hE| At: hme. Apne ]±eXy pr d<“ rhna hE| s.xy ko mn se inkal dena hE| kmR pr D3e rhna hE Kyo.ik kmR s.xy ko ka3te hE.| hme. yh mankr clna hE ik ihNdI ke p/it ko{ wI sjg, kmRxIl Vyi¯ Akela nhI. hE| y´ip ik Alg-Alg hm 0k bU>d hE. pr yhI bU>d Apne jEsI ANy bU>do. ko imla, 0kju3 ho, sagr ka inmaR` krtI hE| AOr sc to yh hE ik bU>d wI AkelI nhI. hotI, b>Ud me. hI smu³ hE AOr smu³ me. hI bU>d| s.kLp wy nhI. manta| [rade ne.k ho. to =kav3e. Svy. hI mu>h fer letI hE.| kwI 0esI rai5 nhI. AatI ijske A.2kar me. p/kax dStk n deta ho| s<jn A.2kar ka hI p/kax hEE| mnu*y kI sbse b I wUl hI yh hE ik vh socta hE ik vh dubRl hE| dubRlta, AkmR~yta, m<Tyu hE| bl, kmR#ta hI jIvn hE| bl, kmR, tmam wav-rogo. kI 0kma5 AO8i2 hE| At: Aa[ye, Aaj pun: nye v8R ke Aagmn pr ihNdI ke ]T4an ke p/it ikye gye s.kLp kI punrav<i% kre., ]sme. nv-p/a` fU>ke.|

Ì nvMbr ÊÈÈÎ kI xam ko ihNdU [.S3ICyU3 Aaf linR.g ne Apna solhva> v8R mnaya| s.S4a v s.t )aneXvr Aa&m ke iv´ai4Ryo. ne, ijnme. Ai2ka.x AihNdI-wa8I kneiDyn 4e jo ]n s.S4aAo. me. ihNdI, s.S¡t, s.gIt Aaid iv8yo. ka A@yyn kr rhe hE., v ix9ko. ne imlkr, 0k wVy sa.S¡itk smaroh ka Aayojn kr s.S4a ke s.S4apk cOrasI v8IRy, nvyuvkIy ]Tsah rqne vale, xaS5I jI ke sa4 hI sa4 Anekanek wartv.ixyo. ka ¹dy gd\gd\ kr idya| mera sOwaGy 4a ik [s smaroh ke s.caln kayR hetu muze cuna gya|

gt v8R vsu2a kI p/iti*#t, g`maNy leiqka &ImtI idnex niNdnI Dalimya jI ka in2n Ï AK3Ubr, ÊÈÈÎ ko ho gya, jo n kevl 'vsu2a' kI, vrn\ sMpU R ihNdI saihTy kI warI 9it hE| y´ip ik ]nka pai4Rv xrIr hmse juda ho cuka hE pr ]nka saihTy hme. kala.tr tk ]nkI yad idlaye rqega| mere idLlI p/vas ke smy, ]nke invas S4an pr ]nse hu{. Sneihl we.3 merI icr Sm<it me. sdEv A.ikt rh.egI| ijs AaixvaRd wre kr-kmlo. se dIdI jI ne Ü]Nhe. Pyar se dIdI khte 4eÝ muze Apne Sneihl A.k me. sme3a 4a vh merI AmULy 2rohr hE| Ab to Sm<it-icNh 7aya-ic5o. se hI idl bhlana hoga| {Xvr se p/a4Rna hE ik ]nka saihTy hmara magRdxRn krta rhe, hmarI p/er`a-S5ot bna rhe|

yh vsu2a ka sOwaGy hE ik [s v8R dUsre dexo. se wI ku7 AOr ihNdI-p/emI [sse ju e| ihNdI ke p/it [s Aiwyan me. shayk [n ihNdI-p/eimyo. ka 'vsu2a' theidl se Svagt krtI hE| ]nkI AawarI hE|

's.S¡it kI r9a ke ilye wa8a kI r9a hE j+rI ihNdI ke ]T4an ke ilye krna hE hme. p/yTn warI|'

nv v8R kI m.gl-kamnaAo. siht, sSneh, Sneh #akur

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s.iv2an me. ihNdIs.iv2an me. ihNdIs.iv2an me. ihNdIs.iv2an me. ihNdI

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ l(mImLl is.6vI _ l(mImLl is.6vI _ l(mImLl is.6vI _ l(mImLl is.6vI sa.S¡itk d<i*3 se wart 0k puratn dex hE, ik.tu rajnIitk d<i*3 se 0k Aa2uink raJy ke +p me. wart ka ivkas 0k nye isre se ib/3en ke xasn-kal me., Svt.5ta-s.g/am ke sahcyR me. AOr ra*¨Iy Svaiwman ke nvoNme8 ke sopan me. huAa| ihNdI wa8a 0v. ANy p/adeixk wartIy wa8aAo. ne ra*¨Iy Svaiwman AOr Svt.5ta-s.g/am ke cEtNy ka x.qnad 6r-6r tk phu>caya, Svdex p/em AOr SvdexI wav kI maniskta ko sa.S¡itk AOr rajnIitk Aayam idya, nvyug ke nv-jagr` ko ra*¨Iy AiSmta, ra*¨Iy AiwVyi¯ AOr ra*¨Iy Svxasn ke sa4 A.tr.g AOr AiviC7¶ +p se jo idya| wa8aAo. kI wUimkwa8aAo. kI wUimkwa8aAo. kI wUimkwa8aAo. kI wUimka a a a wart ke Svt.5ta s.g/am me. ihNdI AOr ANy wartIy wa8aAo. kI mhTvpU R wUimka rhI| ve wa8a0> wartIy Sva2Inta ke Aiwyan AOr Aa.doln ko Vyapk jna2ar dete hu0 lokt.5 kI [s Aa2arwUt Av2ar`a ko sMpu*3 krtI rhI. ik jb Aaj_adI AayegI to lok-Vyvhar AOr raj-kaj me. wartIy wa8aAo. ka p/yog hoga| 0k wa8a : p/xasn kI wa8a 0k wa8a : p/xasn kI wa8a 0k wa8a : p/xasn kI wa8a 0k wa8a : p/xasn kI wa8a Aaj_adI Aa{ AOr hmne s.iv2an bnane ka ]p¢m xu+ ikya| s.iv2an ka p/a+p A>g/ejI me. bna, s.iv2an kI bhs Ai2ka.xt: A>g/ejI me. hu{| yha> tk ik ihNdI ke Ai2ka.x p92r wI A>g/ejI wa8a me. hI bole| yh bhs ÉÊ istMbr ÉÑÌÑ ko Ì bje dophr me. xu+ hu{ AOr ÉÌ istMbr ÉÑÌÑ ke idn smaPt hu{| p/arMw me. s.iv2an swa ke A@y9 Da $$ $$ _ rajeN³ p/sad ne A>g/ejI me. hI 0k s.i9Pt wa8` idya| ]Nho.ne kha ik wa8a ke iv8y me. Aavex ]Tp¶ krne ya wavnaAo. ko ]%eijt krne ke il0 ko{ ApIl nhI. honI caih0 AOr wa8a ke p/Xn pr s.iv2an swa ka iiiivinXcy smUce dex ko maNy hona caih0| ]Nho.ne btaya ik wa8a sMbN2I AnuC7edo. pr lgwg tIn sO ya ]sse wI Ai2k s.xo2n p/Stut hu0|

ÉÌ istMbr kI xam bhs ke smapn ke bad jb wa8a s.b.2I s.iv2an ka tTkalIn wag ÉÌ k AOr vtRman wag ÉÏ, s.iv2an ka wag bn gya tb Da $$ $$ _ rajeN³ p/sad ne Apne wa8` me. b2a{ ke ku7 xBd khe| ve xBd Aaj wI p/it@vint hote hE.| ]Nho.ne tb kha 4a, 'Aaj phlI hI bar 0esa s.iv2an bna hE jb ik hmne Apne s.iv2an me. 0k wa8a rqI hE, jo s.6 ke p/xasn kI wa8a hogI|' ]Nho.ne kha, '[s ApUvR A@yay ka dex ke inmaR` pr bhut p/wav p ega|' ]Nho.ne [s bat pr ApnI p/s¶ta Vy¯ kI ik s.iv2an swa ne 'ATyai2k bhumt' se wa8a-iv8yk p/av2ano. ko SvIkar ikya| Apne vKtVy ke ]ps.har me. ]Nho.ne jo kha vh AivSmr`Iy hE| ]Nho.ne kha, 'yh manisk dxa ka wI p/Xn hE ijska hmare smSt jIvn pr p/wav p ega| hm keN³ me. ijs wa8a ka p/yog kre.ge ]sse hm 0k-dUsre ke ink3tr Aate ja0>ge| Aaiq_r A>g/ejI se hm ink3tr Aa0 hE., Kyo.ik vh 0k wa8a 4I| A>g/ejI ke S4an pr hmne 0k wartIy wa8a ko Apnaya hE| [sse AvXymev hmare s.b.2 6in*#tr ho.ge, ivxe8t: [sil0 ik hmarI prMpra0> 0k hI hE., hmarI s.S¡it 0k hI hE AOr hmarI sWyta me. sb bate. 0k hI hE.| At0v yid hm [s sU5 ko SvIkar nhI. krte to pir`am yh hota ik ya to [s dex me. bhut-sI wa8aAo. ka p/yog hota ya ve p/a.t p<4k ho jate jo ba@y hokr iksI wa8a ivxe8 ko SvIkar krna nhI. cahte 4e| hmne y4as.wv bui²manI ka kayR ikya hE AOr muze h8R hE, muze p/s¶ta hE AOr muze Aaxa hE ik wavI s.tit [ske il0 hmarI srahna kregI|' s.6 kI wa8as.6 kI wa8as.6 kI wa8as.6 kI wa8a s.iv2an-swa kI wa8a-iv8yk bhs lgwg ÊÏÐ p<*#o. me. mui³t hu{ hE| wa8a-iv8yk smzOte kI batcIt me. mere ipt<tuLy 0v. kanUn ke 9e5 me. mere gu= Da $$ $$ _ kNhEyalal mai`klal mu.xI 0v. &I gopal SvamI Aay.gar kI ATy.t mhTvpU R wUimka rhI| yh shmit hu{ ik s.6 kI wa8a ihNdI

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AOr ilip devnagrI hogI, ik.tu devnagrI me. ilqe jane vale A.ko. t4a A>ge/jI ko ÉÍ v8R ya ]sse Ai2k Avi2 tk p/yog krte rhne ke bare me. b I l.bI-cO I grmagrm bhs hu{| A.t me. Aay.gr-mu.xI f_amURla warI bhumt se SvIkar huAa| vaStv me. A.ko. ko 7o kr s.6 kI rajwa8a ke p/Xn pr Ai2ka.x sdSy shmt ho gye| A.ko. ke bare me. wI yh Sp*3 4a ik ANtraR*¨Iy A.k wartIy A.ko. ka hI 0k nya s.Skr` hE| ku7 sdSyo. ne romn ilip ke p9 me. p/Stav rqa, ik.tu devnagrI ke p9 me. hI Ai2ka.x sdSyo. ne ApnI ray dI| ihNdI ka Aphr` ihNdI ka Aphr` ihNdI ka Aphr` ihNdI ka Aphr` Aax.kaAo. ka qa.Dv-vn tb idqa{ dene lga, jb pN³h v8R kI kalavi2 ke bad wI A>g/ejI wa8a ke p/yog kI bat samne Aa{| ve Aax.ka0> sc saibt hu{.| pN³h v8R ÉÑÎÍ me. smaPt hone vale 4e| ]sse pUvR hI s.sd me. ]s Avi2 ko AiniXctkal tk b“ane ka p/Stav pex huAa| tb mE. lokswa ka indRlIy sdSy 4a| Sv _lal bhadur xaS5I, p.iDt neh+ kI m.5Ipir8d\ ke vir*# sdSy 4e AOr ]NhI. ko yh ki#n kam sO.pa gya| ku7 sdSyo. ne kayRvahI ke bih*kar ke il0 sdn-Tyag ikya| tb mE.ne kha ik muze to sdn me. p/vex ke il0 AOr ApnI bat khne ke il0 cuna gya hE, sdn ke bih*kar AOr sdn-Tyag ke il0 nhI.| sdn me. mE.ne Akele hI p/Tyek AnuC7ed 0v. ]pb.2 ka ivro2 ikya| bad me. &²ey xaS5I jI ne b I AaTmIyta ke sa4 s.sd kI dI6aR me. q e-q e kha, 'AapkI bat mE. smzta hU>, shmt wI hU>, ik.tu lacarI hE, Aap [s lacarI ko wI to smiz0|' Ab sa.iv2aink iS4it yh hE ik nam ke vaSte to s.6 kI rajwa8a ih.dI hE AOr A>g/ejI shwa8a hE, jbik vaStv me. A>g/ejI hI rajwa8a hE AOr ih.dI kevl 0k shwa8a| lgta hE ik s.iv2an me. [n p/av2ano. ka p/a+p bnate smy ku7 s.iv2an inmaRtaAo. ke miSt*k me. yh bat phle se 4I| huAa yh ik rajnIit kI wa8a AOr wa8a kI rajnIit ne iml kr ih.dI kI inyit ka Aphr` kr ilya| s.sd me. ih.dI ke p/bl p92r km hE.s.sd me. ih.dI ke p/bl p92r km hE.s.sd me. ih.dI ke p/bl p92r km hE.s.sd me. ih.dI ke p/bl p92r km hE. s.iv2an swa me. &I gopal SvamI Aay.gr ne Apne wa8` me. yh Sp*3 hI kh idya 4a ik hme. A>g/ejI wa8a ko k{ v8oR. tk rqna p ega AOr l.be smy tk ]Cctm Nyayaly AOr p/Tyek ]Cc Nyayaly me. wI swI kayRvaihya>, A>g/ejI wa8a me. hI ho.gI 0v. A@yadexo., iv2eyko. t4a Ai2inymo. ke p/ai2¡t pa# A>g/ejI wa8a me. hI ho.ge| [s lMbe hote ja rhe smy me. muze 0k Aivcl S4ayI wav kI Aah3 suna{ detI hE| muze nhI. lgta hE ik Aane vale pCcIs v8oR. me. ]Cctm Nyayaly ya Aih.dI wa8I p/dexo. ke ]Cc Nyayaly ihNdI me. ApnI kayRvahI krne ko tEyar ho.ge| tb tk ih.dI ke p/yog kI s.wavna AOr wI Ai2k 2Uiml ho jayegI| yh AvXy hE ik ih.dI wa8I p/dexo. me., Nyayalyo. me. ih.dI 2Ire-2Ire b“ rhI hE, ik.tu jjo. ke S4anaNtr` kI nIit ih.dI ke p/yog ko AvXymev Av=² kregI| ]Cc Nyayalyo. ke A.tgRt dUsre Nyayalyo. me. p/adeixk wa8aAo. ka p/yog kafI b“a hE, ik.tu ]nko wI Ai2inymo. 0v. ]pinymo. ke p/ai2¡t pa# ke il0 0v. naij_ro. ke il0 bhu2a A>g/ejI wa8a kI hI xr` lenI p tI hE| iv2an m.Dlo. me. p/adeixk wa8a0> pUrI trh cl p I hE.| s.sd me. [2r ih.dI me. wa8` dene valo. kI s.Qya b“I hE, ik.tu ih.dI ke p/bl p92r km hE.| ra*¨Iy rajnIit ke p/adexIkr` ke clte Ab ih.dI ko fU>k-fU>kkr kdm rqna hoga, ik.tu ih.dI ka s.68R p/adeixk wa8aAo. se nhI. hE, ]ske raSte me. A>g/ejI ke S4aipt vcRSv kI ba2a hE| ih.dI ka ivkas s.sd ke ma@ym seih.dI ka ivkas s.sd ke ma@ym seih.dI ka ivkas s.sd ke ma@ym seih.dI ka ivkas s.sd ke ma@ym se jb s.iv2an pairt huAa tb yh Aaxa AOr p/Tyaxa jag+k 4I ik wartIy wa8aAo. ka ivStar hoga, rajwa8a ih.dI ke p/yog me. ³ut-git se p/git hogI AOr sMpkR wa8a ke +p me. ihNdI ra*¨wa8a ke pd pr p/iti*#t hogI| s.iv2an ke AnuC7ed ËÍÈ me. inidR*3 hE ik iksI ixkayt ke invar` ke il0 p/Tyek Vyi¯ s.6 ya raJy ke iksI Ai2karI ya p/ai2karI ko s.6 me. ya raJy me. p/yog hone valI iksI wa8a me. p/itvedn dene ka hkdar hoga| ÉÑÍÎ me. AnuC7ed ËÍÈ k s.iv2an me. A.t:S4aipt huAa AOr yh inidR*3 huAa ik p/a4imk Str pr mat<wa8a me. ix9a kI pyaRPt suiv2aAo. kI VyvS4a krne ka p/yas ikya ja0| AnuC7ed ËÌÌ me. rajwa8a ke s.b.2 me. Aayog AOr s.sd kI simit gi#t krne ka indeRx idya gya| p/yojn yh 4a ik s.6 ke xaskIy p/yojno. ke il0 ih.dI ka Ai2kai2k p/yog ho, s.6 AOr raJyo. ke bIc rajwa8a ka p/yog b“e,

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s.6 ke xaskIy p/yojno. ke il0 A>g/ejI wa8a ke p/yog ko sIimt ya smaPt ikya ja0| ih.dI wa8a ke ivkas ke il0 yh ivxe8 indeRx AnuC7ed ËÍÉ me. idya gya ik s.6 ka yh ktRVy hoga ik vh ih.dI wa8a ka p/sar b“a0, ]ska ivkas kre ijsse vh wart kI samaijk s.S¡it ke swI tTvo. kI AiwVyi¯ ka ma@ym bn ske 0v. ]ska xBd-w.Dar sm<² AOr s.vi2Rt ho| s.kLp qo gyas.kLp qo gyas.kLp qo gyas.kLp qo gya ih.dI ke iv8y me. lgta hE ik s.iv2an ke s.kLpo. ka in*k8R khI. qo gya hE| sMpkR wa8a ke +p me. ihNdI kI xi¯, 9mta AOr sam$yR Aka«, AdMy AOr AiµtIy hE, ik.tu shj hI mn me. p/Xn ]#ta hE ik hmne s.iv2an ke spno. ko sakar krne ke il0 Kya ikya? Kyo. nhI. hmare kayR¢m p/wavI hu0? Kyo. AOr kEse A>g/ejI wa8a kI maniskta hm pr AOr hmarI yuva 0v. ikxor pIi“yo. pr [tnI havI ho cukI hE ik hmarI ApnI wa8aAo. kI AiSmta AOr wiv*y s.k3 me. hE? ix9a me., Vyapar AOr Vyvhar me., s.sdIy, xaskIy AOr Nyaiyk p/i¢yaAo. me. ih.dI ko AOr p/adeixk wa8aAo. ko pa>v rqne kI jgh to imlI, s.Qya ka Aawas wI imla, ik.tu p/wavI vcRSv nhI. iml paya| vo3 ma>gne ke il0, jn-sa2ar` tk phu>cne ke il0 Aaj wI wartIy wa8aAo. ke Aitir¯ ko{ cara nhI. hE, ik.tu hmare Ai2karI vgR AOr hmare nIit-inmaRtaAo. ke icNtn me. AwI wartIy wa8aAo. ke il0, ih.dI ke il0 A>g/ejI wa8a ke smk9 ko{ S4an nhI. hE| hmarI A.traR*¨Iyta ra*¨Iy j o. se riht hotI ja rhI hE| jnta-jnadRn se jIv.t sMpkR ka Awav hmarI AiSmta ko in*p/w AOr qoqla kr dega, [sme. ko{ s.xy nhI. hE| ivdexI wa8a se raivdexI wa8a se raivdexI wa8a se raivdexI wa8a se ra*¨ mhan nhI. bnta*¨ mhan nhI. bnta*¨ mhan nhI. bnta*¨ mhan nhI. bnta p.iDt jvahrlal neh+ ne s.iv2an swa me. ÉË istMbr ÉÑÌÑ ke idn bhs me. wag lete hu0 yh reqa.ikt ikya 4a ik y´ip A>g/ejI se hmara bhut ihtsa2n huAa hE AOr [ske µara hmne bhut ku7 sIqa hE t4a ]¶it kI hE, 'iksI ivdexI wa8a se ko{ ra*¨ mhan nhI. ho skta|' ]Nho.ne ra*¨ipta mhaTma ga>2I kI soc ko Aa2arwUt mankr kha ik ivdexI wa8a ke vcRSv se nagirko. me. do &ei`ya> S4aipt ho jatI hE., 'Kyo.ik ko{ wI ivdexI wa8a Aam logo. kI wa8a nhI. ho sktI|' ]Nho.ne mmRSpxIR xBdo. me. mhaTma ga>2I ke d<i*3ko.` ko p/itpaidt krte hu0 kha, 'wart ke iht me., wart ko 0k xi¯xalI ra*¨ bnane ke iht me., 0esa ra*¨ bnane ke iht me. jo ApnI AaTma ko phcane, ijse AaTmivXvas ho, jo s.sar ke sa4 shyog kr ske, hme. ih.dI ko Apnana caihye|' ra*¨Iy shmit ka s.kLp 9I` ho gyara*¨Iy shmit ka s.kLp 9I` ho gyara*¨Iy shmit ka s.kLp 9I` ho gyara*¨Iy shmit ka s.kLp 9I` ho gya Da$ _ Xyamap/sad muqjIR ne bhs me. wag lete hu0 ih.dI wa8a AOr devnagrI ka rajwa8a ke +p me. sm4Rn ikya AOr wartIy A.ko. ke A.traR*¨Iy A.ko. ko maNyta dene ke il0 ApIl kI| ]Nho.ne [s in Ry ko 0eithaisk btate hu0 s.iv2an swa se Anuro2 ikya ik vh, '[s Avsr ke Anu+p in Ry kre AOr ApnI mat<wUim me. ra*¨Iy 0kta S4aipt krne me. vaStivk yog de|' ]Nho.ne kha ik Anekta me. 0kta hI wartIy jIvn kI ivxe8ta rhI hE AOr [se smzOte t4a shmit se p/aPt krna caih0| ]Nho.ne kha ik hm ih.dI ko muQyt: [sil0 SvIkar kr rhe hE. ik [s wa8a ke bolnevalo. kI s.Qya ANy iksI wa8a ke bolnevalo se Ai2k hE - lgwg ËÊ kro me. se ÉÌ kro ÜÉÑÌÑ me.Ý| ]Nho.ne ANtirm kal me. A>g/ejI wa8a ko SvIkar krne ke p/Stav ko wart ke il0 ihtkr mana| ]Nho.ne Apne wa8` me. [s bat pr bl idya AOr kha ik A>g/ejI ko hme. ']%ro%r h3ate jana hoga|' sa4 hI ]Nho.ne A>g/jI ke AamUlcUl vih*kar ka ivro2 ikya| ]Nho.ne kha, 'Svt.5 wart ke logo. ke p/itini2yo. ka ktRVy hoga ik ve [s s.b.2 me. in Ry kre. ik ih.dI t4a ANy wartIy wa8aAo. ko ]%ro%r iks p/kar p/yog me. laya ja0 AOr A>g/ejI ko iks p/kar Tyaga ja0| yid hmarI 2ar`a ho ik ku7 p/yojno. ke il0 hmexa A>g/ejI hI p/yog me. Aa0 AOr ]sI wa8a me. ix9a dI ja0 to [sme. lJja kI ko{ bat nhI. hE| ]Nho.ne wa8a pir8do. kI S4apna ka suzav idya taik ih.dI t4a ANy wartIy wa8aAo. ka suca+ AOr tulnaTmk A@yyn ho| swI

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wa8aAo. kI cunI hu{ rcnaAo. ko devnagrI me. p/kaixt ikya jaye AOr vai`iJyk, AO´oigk, vE)aink AOr kla s.b.2I xBdo. ko inrpe9 +p se iniXct ikya ja0| ik.tu mhaTma ga>2I kI d<i*3 AOr ]nka kayR¢m, p. _neh+ kI soc AOr Da$ _muqjIR ke suzav Kyo. nhI. i¢yaiNvt hu0? Kyo. ra*¨Iy shmit ka s.kLp 9I` AOr ixi4l ho gya? ih.dI ivro2 ra*¨ kI p/git me. ba2kih.dI ivro2 ra*¨ kI p/git me. ba2kih.dI ivro2 ra*¨ kI p/git me. ba2kih.dI ivro2 ra*¨ kI p/git me. ba2k ÉÑÌÑ se lekr Aaj tk A²RxtaBdI me. hm ra*¨Iy jIvn ke y4a4R me. ra*¨kiv mEi4lIxr` guPt kI yh 6o8`a sakar nhI. kr pa0 -

'hE wVy wart hI hmarI mat<wUim hrI wrI ih.dI hmarI ra*¨wa8a AOr ilip hE nagrI'

SvamI dyan.d srSvtI AOr mhaTma ga>2I ne dex ke wiv*y ke il0, dex kI 0kta AOr AiSmta ke il0 ih.dI ko hI ra*¨ kI sMpkR wa8a mana| warteNdu ne sU5+p me. kha, 'inj wa8a ]¶it AhE sb ]¶it ko mUl|' gu=dev rvIN³na4 #akur ne Apne 0k inb.2 me. ilqa hE, 'ijs ih.dI wa8a ke qet me. 0esI sunhrI fsl flI hE, vh wa8a wle hI ku7 idn yo. hI p I rhe, to wI ]skI Svawaivk ]vRrta nhI. mr sktI, vha> ifr qetI ke suidn Aa0>ge AOr pO8 mas me. nva¶ ]Tsv hoga|' jEsa ik mere gu= kulpit kNhEyalal mai`klal m.uxI ne kha 4a, 'ih.dI hI hmare ra*¨Iy 0kIkr` ka sbse xi¯xalI AOr p/2an ma@ym hE| yh iksI p/dex ya 9e5 kI wa8a nhI., biLk smSt wart kI wartI ke +p me. g/h` kI janI caih0|' netajI suwa8cN³ bos ne yh 6o8`a kI 4I, 'ih.dI ke ivro2 ka ko{ wI Aa.doln ra*¨ kI p/git me. ba2k hE|' mhaTma ga>2I ne waglpur me. mhamna p.iDt mdnmohn malvIy ka ih.dI wa8` sun kr Anupm kaVyaTmk xBdo. me. kha 4a ik, 'p.iDtjI ka A>g/ejI wa8` ca>dI kI trh cmkta huAa kha jata hE, ik.tu ]nka ih.dI wa8` [s trh cmka hE - jEse mansrovr se inkltI hu{ g.ga ka p/vah sUyR kI ikr`o. se sone kI trh cmkta hE|' hmare pUvR p/2anm.5I &I A3libharI vajpeyI ka p/Tyek wa8` wI [sI p/kar sUyR kI ikr`o. se sone kI trh cmkta huAa g.ga ke p/vah kI trh lgta hE| ifr Kyo. ih.dI ka p/vah =ka huAa hE? m.ij_l dUr hEm.ij_l dUr hEm.ij_l dUr hEm.ij_l dUr hE &I c¢vtIR rajgopalacarI, ijNho.ne rajwa8a ke +p me. 0k smy ih.dI ka ivro2 ikya 4a, ne Svy. ÉÑÍÎ-ÍÏ me. yh mana ik ih.dI wart me. bhumt kI wa8a hE, ra*¨Iy wa8a hone ka dava kr sktI hE AOr wiv*y me. ih.dI ka wart kI ra*¨wa8a hona iniXct hE| ]Nho.ne yh wI kha ik wart ke swI wago. me. sarI ix9a ka 0k ]±eXy ih.dI ka pU R )an wI hona caih0 AOr yh Aaxa p/k3 kI ik s.car-VyvS4a AOr vai`Jy kI p/git inXcy hI yh kayR sMp¶ kregI| Sv _ g.gaxr` is.h, kivvr ram2arI is.h idnkr, p/kaxvIr xaS5I AOr x.kardyal is.h ka yogdan Aaj yad Aata hE, ik.tu hmarI ya5a AwI A2UrI hE, m.ij_l bhut dUr AOr du:sa@y hE, pr hme. ih.dI ke il0 kI g{ p/it)aAo. ka pa4ey lekr clte rhna hE| ih.dI ka tulsIdl kha> hE?ih.dI ka tulsIdl kha> hE?ih.dI ka tulsIdl kha> hE?ih.dI ka tulsIdl kha> hE? l.dn me. 7#a ivXv ih.dI sMmeln huAa| ib/3en me. ku7 hI v8oR. me. mE.ne ih.dI ke p/car-p/sar ke il0 k{ s.S4a0> bna{., ]Nhe. p/oTsahn idya AOr wartv.xI logo. me. ihNdI ke p/it 0k nyI llk, 0k nya ]Tsah, 0k smipRt in*#a pa{, ik.tu ivXv ih.dI sMmeln ih.dI ka vEiXvk A.traR*¨Iy m.c hE, ijska ]d\gm hE wart| Agr ivXv ih.dI sMmeln hme. yh pU7e ik wart me. ih.dI ka Aa.doln, Aiwyan Kyo. ixi4l p gya hE, Kyo. wart Apne s.iv2an ka s.kLp AOr spna Ab tk sakar nhI. kr paya, to hm Kya ]%r de.ge? jb tk wart me. ih.dI nhI. hogI, ivXv me. ih.dI kEse ho sktI hE? jb tk ih.dI wa8a ra*¨Iy sMpkR kI wa8a nhI. bntI, jb tk ih.dI ix9a ka ma@ym 0v. xo2 AOr iv)an kI wa8a nhI. bntI AOr jb tk ih.dI xasn, p/xasn, ivi2 inym AOr Nyayalyo. kI wa8a nhI. bntI, wart ke Aa>gn me. nva¶ ka ]Tsv kEse hoga, ih.dI ka tulsIdl kEse pLlivt hoga?

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mE. ih.dI kI tUtI hU>mE. ih.dI kI tUtI hU>mE. ih.dI kI tUtI hU>mE. ih.dI kI tUtI hU> muze yad Aata hE sidyo. purana AmIr qusro ka f_arsI me. yh k4n ik 'mE. ih.dI kI tUtI hU>, tuMhe. muzse ku7 pU7na ho to ih.dI me. pU7o, tb mE. tuMhe. sb ku7 bta dU>ga|' kb Aayega vh Sv R ivhan jb AmIr qusro ke xBdo. me. ih.dI kI tUtI bjegI, bolegI AOr wartIy wa8a0> wart mata ke gle me. 0k vre~y, mnorm Al.kar ke +p me. susiJjt AOr xowayman ho.gI| yh ]pliB2 raJyxi¯ AOr lokxi¯ ke smvet, s.yuKt AOr smipRt p/yTno. se hI s.wv hE|

ra*¨ Aiwvadnra*¨ Aiwvadnra*¨ Aiwvadnra*¨ Aiwvadn

Sneh #akurSneh #akurSneh #akurSneh #akur

hm kre. ra*¨ Aiwvadn hm kre. ra*¨-wa8a Aara2n|

tn se, mn se, 2n se tn, mn ,2n, jIvn se hm kre. ra*¨ Aiwvadn

hm kre. ra*¨-wa8a Aara2n|

¹dy se, va`I se, inX7l, inmRl mit se &²a se ntmStk

hm kre. ra*¨ Aiwvadn hm kre. ra*¨-wa8a Aara2n|

iqlte xExv se, ]mgte yOvn se p/O“ta kI p/)a se, gOrv se hm kre. ra*¨ Aiwvadn

hm kre. ra*¨-wa8a Aara2n|

le sIq [ithas se, AtIt ke gOrv se suqd wiv*y ka inmaR` kre. hm kre. ra*¨ Aiwvadn

hm kre. ra*¨-wa8a Aara2n|

b>2e. ktRVy se, itr.ge kI xan se sr }>ca ]#a gvR se

hm kre. ra*¨ Aiwvadn hm kre. ra*¨-wa8a Aara2n|

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icmgadicmgadicmgadicmgad e e e e

m<`al pa.De m<`al pa.De m<`al pa.De m<`al pa.De

i3n kI 7t pr phle 0k i7tra{-i7tra{-sI Aavaj_ hu{, jEse iksI xEtan bCce ne k.kirya> ]7al dI ho. _ _ _ _0k 9` 0k boizl s¶a3a - AOr ifr tr -tr , 0k z3ke ke sa4 bO7ar qul kr brs p I| mairya cO.k kr ]# bE#I| AWySt ha4o. se tikye ke nIce se cXma inkal kr c“a ilya AOr ApnI cu>i2ya{ Aa>qe. imcimcatI, ku7 der vh iq kI ke pre p tI bU>do. ko taktI rhI| _ _ _ _ mOsm kI phlI brsat 4I| 0k gungunI gmIR ilye hu0 j_mIn ka so.2apn ]#a AOr kmre me. wr gya| 2aro. kI cmkIlI inr.trta me. bIh hva Aa e-itr7e 'pE3nR' bnaye ja rhI 4I| 0k hLkI bO7ar iq kI kI mu.Der ko iwgo g{ _ _ _ _3p-3p _ _ _ __3p-3p _ _ _ _kone kI 3U3I nalI se cmkIlI bU>de. ka>p-ka>p kr igr rhI 4I.| 'ArI kmbQ_t ]#, deq to iktnI PyarI brsat ho rhI hE|' mairya ne bgl kI pl.g pr beqbr sotI soinya ka kMbl qI.ca| 'cup wI marI - ' ]nI.dI iz kI ke sa4 soinya ne krv3 bdl lI| _ _ _ _ __ _ _ _marI iqisya{-sI ku7 der naqUn kutrtI rhI, ifr ha4 b“akr kusIR se Apna kala 'ha]sko3' ]#a ilya AOr kmr ka fIta kstI bahr inkl Aa{| _ _ _ _0en sIi“yo. ke pas 7t ifr cUne lgI 4I - 'A>h, yh 6r wI ko{ 6r hE ! 3p a khI. ka !' vh ba4+m se iclmcI lane mma ke kmre me. 6us g{| 'Kya hal hE mma? nI.d Aa{ #Ik se?'

mma sUqI tor{-sI ba>ho. se sIna 4ame Aadtn ka>q rhI 4I - 'hay mere {sU, Ab pas bula le|' 'h>h\ ! swI ko bulata hE 0k terI hI barI nhI. AatI hE|' vh 3pktI 7t ke nIce iclmcI rqtI budbuda{| ifr lgwg cIqte hu0 wItr za>ka - 'Kya huAa? ifr gEs ho rhI hE Kya pe3 me.?' mma kI lgwg A.2I m3mElI-slE3I Aa>qe. ]2r ko mu I - 'Are jEsI halt hE, mE. hI jantI hU> _ _ _ _0esa ddR ]#ta hE ik bs, jan iq.cI jatI hE| [s Da$K3r lal kI to dva hI bekar hE _ _ _ _Kya wrosa [n nei3v Da$K3ro. ka - 4U:' mma ne pl.g ke nIce rqe pEn me. 4Uk idya - 'mu>h ka Svad jane kEsa ho gya hE| bs fayda to Da$K3r DEinyl kI dva hI krtI 4I _ _ _ _ya mere {sU _ _ _ _' batcIt ka =q mncahI idxa me. mu ta deq, mairya ne ApnI wrkm deh drvaje se i3ka dI AOr fusRt se q I ho g{ - mma bat to ye hE ik jb tk tU ApnI juban ko k.¨ol nhI. kregI, ko{ Da$K3r-hkIm tere mj_R kI dva nhI. kr skta| Ab iDnr me. jbdRStI cavl qa le, }pr se ca$kle3 wI cba le to Dayib3Ij_ ibg egI nhI. Kya?' mma ka popla mu>h ]%ejna me. }>3 ke 4ob e kI trh vlvlane lga - 'tera - soinya ka Kya hE| tum dono. ke il0 to mE. bs 0k ijNda lax-wr hU>| _ _ _ _tuMhara bs cle to ku%e kI trh bs 0k sUqI ro3I Dal do|' -mma ke zurIRdar galo. pr Aa>sU cUne lge - '#Ik khte 4e Da$K3r DEinyl ik Aga4a, AadmI ka Apna hI qUn sbse Jyada dga deta hE ! Kya malUm 4a muze, mere {sU ik ApnI hI bei3ya> ro3I-ro3I pr 3oke.gI -" mma ka s.lap Svgt wa8` me. bdl gya 4a| Ab bui“ya 6~3o. iblqegI| t<Pt wav se Apne cXme kI kmanI #Ik krtI, mairya jI R sIi“ya> ]trne lgI _ _ _ _samne tmam dIvaro. pr sIln se ckTte-se ]wr Aaye 4e| PlaS3r wI jgh-jgh fUl kr z ne-z ne ko ho rha 4a| 4o I der mairya ]das Aa>qo. se taktI rhI _ _ _ _sarI kI sarI [mart jEse gl-glkr bE#tI ja rhI hE| sara bgIca za -z.qa se wra huAa, fVvare me. sUqI pi%yo. ke !er _ _ _ _h>h\ ko{ 6r hE yh wI ! 0k ]sa>s lekr vh sIi“ya> ]tr g{ _ _ _ _ pE.¨I me. bU“a sEMyuAl tsle me. cavl 2o rha 4a| lal bdsUrt cavl| ifr vhI bdbUdar

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wat imlega, marI ku“ g{ - 'Kyo. [s bar wI yhI s a cavl le Aaya tU?' sEMyuAl ]pe9a se cavl ka panI in4arta rha, pople msU“e ku7 ihle| raxn ka mal hE, 0esa nhI. to kEsa hoga? _ _ _ _'

'panI grm huAa?' 'AwI ho jata hE' - sEMyuAl ne mElI kmIj pr gIle ha4 po.7e AOr w©I ke }pr c“I

deg me. za>kne lga - 'bs, bIs imn3 AOr -' marI burI trh w¶a g{ - 'Aaj tk tUne kwI panI #Ik 3a[m pr idya hE Kya? Ab

iksse nha}>, bta? sEMyuAl laprvahI se deg ka !kna sI2a krta huAa, ku7 budbudaya| xayd yhI ik lk I hI s I ho. to ]ska Kya ksUr| 'tU q_ud hI to lk I qrIdta hE, deqte v¯ dIde fU3 gye 4e Kya?' - mairya ne Apna zo.3a kan ke pI7e qo.s ilya, yh to inTy ke na3k kI punrav<i% 4I|

'Ab Aap to jEse jantI hI nhI.' - sEMyuAl ne icm3e se Aag kuredI - 'hr cIj_ pr to b I memsa'b boltI hE. ik sSte dam valI lana, Ab bara Aane me. Aajkl sUqI lk I kha> se AayegI| botl-wr ikrasn ka tel tk to Aata nhI., }pr se Da>3ne ko hr ko{' -

mairya ne 0k ivvx ¢o2 se ho.# ka3 ilye| kb/ me. 3a>g l3kaye bE#I hE bui“ya, pr pEse-pEse ko da>t se pk egI _ _ _ _sEMyuAl wI Kya kre| ye to bu“ape kI mjbUrI hE ik i3k gya vh wI, vnaR _ _ _ _

'#Ik hE, ho jaye to ba4+m me. rq dena AOr ifr b/ekfaS3 lga dena, smze?' - Apne +Aab ke cI4 e sme3tI marI sIi“yo. ko mu g{ - 'deqna A~Da mt jla Dalna ifr se|' 'mu gI to sb ku k hE., A~Da nhI. hE 6r me - 'sEMyuAl inivRkar wav se AalU 7Ilne lga|

'to ka3 kr pka Dal kmbQ_to. ko' - marI ha]sko3 ka ka$lr kstI hu{ sIi“ya> c“ne lgI| _ _ _ _h>h\ swI ku7 0k se b“ kr 0k| _ _ _ _muigRya> wI hE. to kmbQ_t g.dgI fElane ke Alava iksI kam kI nhI.| jb deqo tk ku k ! _ _ _ _h>h\ ko{ 6r hE yh wI _ _ _ _

_ _ _ _kmre me. soinya ApnI sI.k-sla{ deh ko to tI-mro tI jMha{ le rhI 4I - 'sEMyuAl kha> mr gya marI? Aaj cay hI nhI. laya subh|'

laya kEse nhI., pl.g ke nIce to p I hE PyalI|' soinya ne zuk kr deqa AOr mUqoR. kI trh h>sne lgI - 'Ab muze Kya pta ! Aaj

dUsrI trf rq gya ! mE. to daihnI trf hI za>k deqtI hU>|' 'h>h\' marI iq kI ke pas q I, brsat deq rhI 4I _ _ _ _0kdm 6o I lgtI hE soinya

h>ste hu0 _ _ _ _becarI ko xayd pta nhI. ik vh iktnI A2e lgne lgI hE| [trayegI 0ese, jEse kl kI 7okrI ho| mairya ne cXme kI kmanI #Ik kI|

'Aaj subh-subh mma b a cIq rhI 4I, Kya huAa? ifr gEs b“ g{ Kya?' 'hoga Kya' - marI qulI iq kI ka pLla b.d krtI, ba4+m me. 6us g{ _ _ _ _h>h\ 3U4peS3

wI qTm hone pr Aa gya hE ! Ab Agle mhIne se phle to bui“ya n{ 3\yUb m>gvane se rhI| ]sne 4o a-sa peS3 b/x pr lga ilya AOr 0k ih.S5 z3ke se da>to. pr rg Dala - 'rat bu®I ne mna krte-krte wI qUb cavl qa ilye| ifr do 3uk e ca$kle3 ke ca3 g{, Ab klp rhI hE| juban pr to bs hE nhI., ifr Da$K3ro. ko kostI hE. - '

'Da$K3r 4a to bs mera DEinyl' - soinya ne mma kI poplI bolI kI nkl kI - 'Aajkl ke nei3v Da$K3r to, bs' - dono. bhne. h>sne lgI.| mairya ne tOilye se mu>h po.7a - '0kdm wIga tOilya hE| bui“ya se [tna nhI. hota ik nye m>ga le - '

soinya, jo AnmnI-sI iq kI ko tak rhI 4I, Acank pl3I - 'deq, mere vale ko [Stemal mt krna| prso. hI DI _sI _0m _ se la{ hU>' - 'kOn kr rha hE tere tOilye ka [Stemal' - mairya ne Apna tOilya S3END pr 3a>g idya AOr ba4+m ka drvaja iw a idya| ku7 der dono., Apiricto. kI trh Aamne-samne bE#I 0k-dUsre ke pre deqtI rhI.| mnhUs cuPpI ko to tI brsat lgatar igr rhI 4I _ _ _ _tr -tr | b.d iq kI ke xIxo. pr panI kI

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bU>de. 0k cmkIlI Vyg/ta se 3e“I-me“I hokr re.g rhI 4I.| marI ne cXma ]tar kr, yTn se po.7a AOr ifr c“a ilya| ku7 der vh yU> hI pEr ke A>gU#e se Ad<Xy lkIre. qI.ctI rhI| ifr 0k shmI-sI knqI se ]sne soinya ko taka - 'soinya !'

'hU>?' soinya ma4e pr slv3 Dale, ku7 soc-sI rhI 4I - 'tere pas car +pye ho.ge Kya? _ _ _ _merI cPple. 0kdm - '

'nhI. hE.' - soinya ]skI Aor bgEr deqe hI c3-se ]# g{| mairya ne rXk_-wrI nj_r se ]skI ALmarI pr zUlte tale ko deqa| ds-pN³h to j+r ho.ge kmbQ_t ke pas ! pr degI Kyo.? Aaiqr hE n mma ka qUn| sara ka sara se.t kr sat talo. me. 7upaye rqegI ik ko{ ma>g n le __ _ _Aavaj_ me. hLkI dInta wr kr, ]sne ifr 0k bar AOr shmI ce*3a kI - 'bs, pa>c-7: idn ka sval hE| ifr mE. mma se ma>gkr vaps de dU>gI' _ _ _ _soinya ne drvaje ko laprvahI se 2Kka idya - 'Aaj tk kwI mma ne cukaye hE. jo Ab degI?' ]skI ptlI Aavaj_ AOr tIqI ho g{ - 'mr-qpkr ASsI +pya SkUl se kmatI hU>, ]ske wI sO ihSsedar ho jate hE.| Apne 2obI ka ihsab mE. Alg se k+>| bs ka ikraya Apne pEso. se dU>| 2ele ka i¢sms p/eje.3 to imlna dUr, ]s pr ]2ar ma>gne ko sb tEyar| mma se KyU> nhI. khtI sI2e? merI marI, merI mairya to sare v¯ khtI rhtI hE bui“ya ! h>h\ _ _ _ _ko{ 6r hE yh wI?'

drvaja w ak\ se b.d ho gya| 0k ixi4lta se mairya slv3-wre ibStre pr A2le3I ho g{| soinya ka iw ke 7%e-jEsa imj_aj jante hu0 wI ]sse ma>gne g{ hI Kyo.? [s 6r me. sbkI duqtI rg hE, pEsa ! 6r kI ijMmedarI n hotI to vh wI !U>! letI ko{ nOkrI| km se km soinya ke ha4o. 0ese be[JjtI to nhI. _ _ _ _pr deta wI kOn ]se nOkrI? ma[ns Gyarh ka mo3a cXma, mo3I fUh deh| do-car bar koixx wI kI to log xKl deq kr hI ibdk gye _ _ _ _0k rXk_-wrI sa>s lekr ]sne ALgnI pr 3>ge soinya ke ib%e wr ke Bla]j ko taka| kmbQ_t iktna hI qa-pI le, pr mj_al hE ik tola-wr wI ma>s c“ jaye _ _ _ _0k vh hE idn-pr-idn AOr wI mo3I AOr wo.DI hotI ja rhI hE _ _ _ _mnhUisyt me. jo ksr bcI 4I, ]se pUra krne ko ]ska kmbQ_t cXma _ __ _ _

w ak\| _ _ _ _ba4+m ka drvaja ifr qula| soinya bal ibqraye, dhktI q I 4I - 'marI, tUne ifr mera AoDIkolon lgaya?' _ _ _ _guSse se ]ske ho#o. ke }pr wIge roye. ka>p rhe 4e| ko3rg/St Aa>qe. AOr wI imcimcI ho Aa{. 4I.| khI. 0k t<iPt kI wavna se marI ne no3 ikya ik guSse me. soinya qasI bdsUrt lgtI hE|

'boltI KyU> nhI.?' soinya AaGney Aa>qo. se ]se 6Ur rhI 4I _ _ _ _marI cup rhI _ _ _ _0k-do bU>d ho to _ _ _ _'sO bar kha hE, ik Apne xOk Apne tk hI rqa kr ! ya to pEsa ma>g ApnI mma se AOr Apne il0 Alg se qrId la| merI kma{ se qrIdI cIj_o. ka xOk krne kI j+rt nhI. ! smzI. !' w ak\ se drvaja ]sI Ap/Tyaixtta se b.d ho gya, jEse qula 4a _ _ _ _marI ku7 der StB2 bE#I rhI| Ab Aaj se 'AoDIkolon' wI tale me. b.d ho jayega ! kmInI nhI. to| hr cIj_ me. mma ko ]lahna detI hE, jEse ]se pta hI nhI. ik mma mairya kI caplUsI isfR_ [sil0 krtI hE ik Ab A.2I q_ud 6r nhI. sMhal sktI _ _ _ _6r ka wI Kya hE? kam kI ijMmedarI sb ]skI AOr pEsa-+pya sb mma ke pas ! 2ele-2ele ka ihsab rqva letI hE bu®I, pr +mal ke il0 wI Aa# Aane ma>go to ibdk jayegI ! h>h\ _ _ _ _merI mairya| qUb smztI hE vh mma ke la ka raj ! pr kre Kya? kha> ja sktI hE vh wI? Ab to vh hE AOr gl-glkr bE#ta yh 6r _ _ _ _A23U3I cPpl 6sI3tI mairya mma ke kmre me. 6us g{ _ _ _ _

ij.6m kI r.g-] I nIlI ¸ak me. ilp3I mma iksI p/agEithaisk faisl kI trh AaramkusIR pr ]kDU bE#I 4I _ _ _ _d<i*3hIn sle3I Aa>qe. drvaje kI Aor mu I. - 'kOn? sEMyuAl hE Kya? _ _ _ _Aaj to tUne b/ekfaS3 hI nhI. - ' 'nhI. mE. hU> mma !' - marI iq kI ke pas rqI dUsrI kusIR pr bE# g{ - 'kEsI tibyt hE terI Ab? dva le lI 4I Kya?'

'Kya dva-da+ k+> be3a, Ab to bs idn hI k3 rhe hE. _ _ _ _' mma kI sUqI zurIRdar }>gilya> mk o. kI trh ApnI gdRn shla rhI. 4I. - 'n bdn me. takt hE, n Aa>qo. me. roxnI _ _ _ _ya mere {sU !'

_ __ _ __0k 9` ko mairya ke wItr dya-sa ku7 ishr gya - 'Da$K3r lal ko fon k+>

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Kya? xayd dva bdlne se - ' 'Are dva-hva Kya, Ab to 0ese hI #elna hE be3a - ' mma ne plke. zpka{. - '}pr se AOr 0k lMba ibl 4ma jayega kmbQ_t ! mE. [n lalcI nei3v Da$K3ro. ko qUb jantI hU> ! _ _ _ _yha> pEse-pEse ko soc-kr qcR krna p ta hE ik iksI trh mhIna k3 jaye _ _ _ _dva ka ibl kOn _ _ _ _' mairya ne gle ke pas 6<`a ka #~Da-hra Svad mhsUs ikya- 'tera b/ekfaS3 m>ga dU> mma?' bU“I kI A.2I Aa>qo. me. 0k lolup cmk ghra{ - 'pukarna to jra kmbQ_t ko be3a, merI to sunta hI nhI. _ _ _ _mE. to khtI hU> merI mairya n ho to _ _ _ _mairya ne ¢Urta se #okr markr drvaja qol idya AOr bahr Aa g{ _ _ _ _h>h\ yh 6r| - 'Are sEMyuAl AwI tk tera b/ekfaS3 nhI. bna Kya?'

bahr bairx ykayk AOr tej ho g{ _ _ _ _tUfan kI sa>y-sa>y me. pUra 6r ihl-sa rha 4a - 'sEMyuAl !' vh ifr cIqI|

'sun ilya jI, Aa rha hU> AwI !' zu>zla{ Aavaj_ sIi“yo. ke mo pr se hI Aa{| sEMyuAl ¨e me. mma ka naXta ilye Aa hI rha 4a - 'Ab lki ya> hI 0esI sIlI hu{ hE. to mE. Kya k+>?' mairya cupcap kmre me. ifr 6us g{ - 'le Aa gya tera b/ekfaS3 wI - yha> rq do sEMyuAl', ]sne [xare se itpa{ idqa dI|

sEMyuAl cupcap ¨e rq kr bahr inkl gya| putlI-sI bE#I mma ykayk cEtNy ho Aa{ - '3oS3 grm to hE. marI?' marI in:xBd 3oS3 pr mKqn lgatI rhI| bs, qane kI g.2 imlI nhI. ik bu®I kI pa>co. [iN³ya jag p tI hE. ! mma jvab n pakr wI chke ja rhI 4I -'sEkrIn kI tIn goilya> Dalna merI cay me. ! 0k-do golI se to im#as hI nhI. AatI _ _ _'_ mairya ne 3oS3 b“a idya - 'le|'

0k 6<`aSpd ]Tsukta se zurIRdar ha4 Ple3 tlaxne lge| 3oS3 pr ha4 p te hI 0k betabI se mma ne dboc ilya AOr pople msU“e prm t<iPt se ]se cbane lge - 'mKqn km lgaya hE marI be3a, jra AOr de dena|'

'mma Da$K3r ne mna ikya hE|' mma ka incla ho.# +#e bCco. kI trh fUl Aaya - 'to kl se qana wI b.d kr dena ik vo wI nuksan krega| _ _ _ _Apne ilye to ko{ kmI nhI. kroge tum log, bs mere hI ilye sb cIj_ kI mnahI hE| mE. sb smztI nhI. Kya?' ]skI A.2I hI Aa>qo. se Aa>sU 3pkne lge - 'pEse dekr wI qana mySsr nhI. hota, ya mere {sU ! kEsI mj_bUrI hE ! Are mere hI pEso. se sb log qate ho AOr muzI pr sarI rok-3ok wI lgate ho ! [tna hI pEsa iksI ho3l ko detI to - ' mma ne ¸ak ]#akr, nak su k lI|

0k 9` ko mairya ka mn huAa ik bui“ya kI gdRn ke pI7e kI zurIRdar qal cu3kI me. pk kr ]se }pr ]#a le, jEse ku%e ke ipLle ko ]#aya jata hE AOr ifr zkzor-zkzor kr mKqn kI tXtrI me. ]skI nak rg Dale - 'ja iksI ho3l me. AOr do Aa].s kI i3ikya ko hFte-wr cla le !' Apne hI guSse ke ]fan se pSt vh bahr inkl Aa{ - 'sEMyuAl ! panI grm ho gya ho to rq dena ba4+m me.|'

sEMyuAl ne pta nhI. suna wI ya nhI. _ _ _ _mairya cupcap bahr takne lgI, brsat in!al hokr 4m g{ 4I| bs, 0k hLkI bO7ar-sI p rhI 4I| zIne p te badlo. ke pI7e se khI.-khI. Aasman kI sle3I za>{ wI nj_r Aane lgI 4I| _ _ _ _cle, gIla tOilya to bahr Dal de km se km _ _ _ _| 4ke pEro. marI kmre me. 6us g{| soinya ne ha4-mu>h 2okr kp e bdl ilye 4e AOr gungunatI hu{ bal b/x kr rhI 4I| mUD xayd ku7 behtr 4a| mairya ne hLke-se q>qara - 'khI. bahr ja rhI hE Kya?'

'kha> ja}>gI 0ese mOsm me. -' soinya ne tunk kr k.6a rq idya AOr ]>glI pr 3U3e bal lpe3ne lgI - '0k !.g ka 7ata tk to pas me hE nhI., kOn bE#a hE mera ijske pas ja}>gI? 4U:' Aadtn ]sne balo. ke guC7e pr 4Uka AOr iq kI se bahr fe.k idya| 'to ja ifr jhNnum me. hI -' mairya ne mn hI mn da>t pIs ilye _ _ _ _

soinya bahr clI g{ to cadr ib7ate-ib7ate ]sne isr ko z3ka - h>h\, bekar hI vh wI [n logo. ko lekr pagl hotI hE _ _ _ _| cle., nha le.| _ _ _ _ALmarI se kp e inkaltI, vh cO.k p I - s ak\ ! s ak\ - bahr se 0esI Aavaj_ Aa rhI 4I, jEse ko{ berhmI se pe o. ko

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zkzor rha ho| ]sne dO kr iq kI qol dI AOr za>kne lgI| _ _ _ _A.daj #Ik hI 4a, ifr vhI SkUlI 7okre lGgI lekr fl z a rhe 4e - 'sEMyuAl !' ]skI tIqI Aavaj_ ko e-sI lplpa{ - 'jra deqna [n kmbQ_to. ko !' bCco. ne Ackca kr }pr taka| iq kI pr mairya ka ivra3 Aakar kale ha]sko3 me. ilp3a 3>ga 4a _ _ _ _

rso{ se sEMyuAl lk I lekr ka>qta huAa lpka - 'nax ho [n 7okro. ka ! [sU ksm, 0k-0k kI kmr nhI. to I to' _ _ _ _mairya ]%ejna se p.jo. pr zUl rhI 4I, - 'pk lo bdmaxo. ko, jane n paye.' bCco. ke hujUm ne ApnI lGgI vhI. p3kI AOr pl wr me. pUra zu~D qrgoxo. kI trh ibla gya _ _ _ _pople mu>h se ic.6a ta sEMyuAl pe o. ke Vy4R cKkr ka3 rha 4a - 'wag gye bdmax sb ke sb ! n p“a{, n ilqa{, bs corI-cmarI me. AVvl ! Aaye. Ab Aage kwI !' lk I ko zulata vh vaps rso{ me. 6us gya| 0k xa.it kI sa>s lekr mairya ne ha]sko3 kI pe3I ks lI| vh to ]sne deq ilya vnaR 0k wI fl nhI. rhne dete ye 7okre -

3p ! - vh cO.k kr pI7e h3I, 0k k.k I #Ik ]sI ke pEro. ke pas Aakr igrI - 'icmgad ! icmgad !' _ _ _ _7okro. ka zu~D Ab s k kI qulI sur9a me. i6ra q a 4a| ]nke AguAa ne Ab ba>he. f3f3ate icmgad ka Aakar bnaya - 'vo deqo, kalI icmgad !' _ _ _ _ho-ho-ho _ _ _ _Apne lIDr kI riskta se AiwwUt jT4a Aage wagne lga _ _ _ _der tk mo se ]nkI ptlI bckanI Aavaj_e. k.kiryo. kI trh ]7l-]7lkr AatI rhI. - 'icmgad ! icmgad !' _ _ marI ne paya ik ]ske ha4 se kp o. ka gªr n jane kb fxR pr igr p a hE| iq kI b.d kr ]se ]#ane ko zukI to cPpl ka Aaiq_rI f_Ita wI t ak\ se 3U3 gya ! _ _ _ _0k bebsI se ]sne 3U3I cPpl ko taka AOr vhI. f_xR pr bE# g{ _ _ _ _cu>2I Aa>qo. se Aa>suAo. ke mo3e-mo3e k_tre fUle galo. pr !ulkne lge| kala ha]sko3 DEno. kI trh ]ske [dR-igdR fEla p a 4a| _ _ _ _

hva ka 0k w3ka zo.ka Aakr iq kI ko ifr qol gya| bahr Aasman bCce kI phlI =la{-sa n.ga AOr tIqa ho Aaya 4a _ _ _ _

Pyar kr lena cuwn sePyar kr lena cuwn sePyar kr lena cuwn sePyar kr lena cuwn se DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ riXm Ag/val_ riXm Ag/val_ riXm Ag/val_ riXm Ag/val

jb Akelapn tuMharajb Akelapn tuMharajb Akelapn tuMharajb Akelapn tuMhara µar Aakr q3q3ayeµar Aakr q3q3ayeµar Aakr q3q3ayeµar Aakr q3q3aye bat kr lenabat kr lenabat kr lenabat kr lena spn se|spn se|spn se|spn se| |||| bhut pIbhut pIbhut pIbhut pI7777e e e e 7777oooo Aaye Aaye Aaye Aaye drU tk fEle m=S4ldrU tk fEle m=S4ldrU tk fEle m=S4ldrU tk fEle m=S4l Pyas 4I pr, pI ske kbPyas 4I pr, pI ske kbPyas 4I pr, pI ske kbPyas 4I pr, pI ske kb hm iksI kI Aa>q ka jl|hm iksI kI Aa>q ka jl|hm iksI kI Aa>q ka jl|hm iksI kI Aa>q ka jl| yid kwI badl tuMhareyid kwI badl tuMhareyid kwI badl tuMhareyid kwI badl tuMhare pas Aakr rIt jayepas Aakr rIt jayepas Aakr rIt jayepas Aakr rIt jaye yacna krna nyn se|yacna krna nyn se|yacna krna nyn se|yacna krna nyn se| badlo. me. 6r bnanebadlo. me. 6r bnanebadlo. me. 6r bnanebadlo. me. 6r bnane ]]]] rhe rhe rhe rhe 4444e Kya q_br e Kya q_br e Kya q_br e Kya q_br 4444IIII 7U3 jayegI 2ra ye7U3 jayegI 2ra ye7U3 jayegI 2ra ye7U3 jayegI 2ra ye bIt jayebIt jayebIt jayebIt jayegI ]mr wI|gI ]mr wI|gI ]mr wI|gI ]mr wI| yid ]dasI me. kwIyid ]dasI me. kwIyid ]dasI me. kwIyid ]dasI me. kwI

w3kav ko{ pas Aayew3kav ko{ pas Aayew3kav ko{ pas Aayew3kav ko{ pas Aaye Pyar kr lena cuwn se|Pyar kr lena cuwn se|Pyar kr lena cuwn se|Pyar kr lena cuwn se|

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6r se wagne AOr lO3ne ke bIc6r se wagne AOr lO3ne ke bIc6r se wagne AOr lO3ne ke bIc6r se wagne AOr lO3ne ke bIc

iv* u p/wakr iv* u p/wakr iv* u p/wakr iv* u p/wakr sn\ ÉÑÊÌ me. merI ma> ne muze Aage p“ne ke il0 Apne wa{ ke pas ihsar wej idya 4a| kEse-kEse spne deqa krta 4a, mE. ga>v ka 0k Abo2 balk| ihsar me. mE. nana+p b.idxo. se i6re ga>v se ]#kr AayR-smaj ke mu¯ vatavr` me. Aa gya| iktna q_ux huAa 4a tb mE. leikn twI iv2ata ne jor se A©has ikya AOr Agle hI v8R ÉÑÊÍ me. Pleg kI mhamarI me. pirvar me. sbse Ai2k kmane vale mere 7o3e caca ka deha.t ho gya, mano. mere spno. ka deha.t ho gya| iksI trh mEi¨k kI prI9a dI tb mere ikxor mn ne spna deqa 4a, lahOr jakr DI _ 0 _vI _ka$lej me. p“ne ka AOr ra*¨Iy Aa.doln me. wag lene ka| mE. yh wUl gya ik ga>v me. mera pirvar ivp¶ ho cuka 4a| ipta to kmRka.DI 4e, AjRn kI iv´a me. kore| caca qUb kmate 4e pr ju0 me. qo wI dete 4e| tIn-car sal me. hI [tna kj_aR c“ gya ik hmara sb ku7 ibk gya| dono. dukane. wI| ma> ka j_evr wI| iksI trh 6r bc ska, [sil0 ik ]sme. dUsre babaAo. ka ihSsa wI 4a leikn 7o3e wa[yo. ka Kya ho, kha> ja0> ve? tb Svawaivk 4a ik sbkI ing_ah muz pr p tI| mE. mEi¨k ka [Mthan de cuka 4a| baba ne kha, 'ic.ta mt kro, b I bhU Apne wa{ se khkr ]se srkarI nOkrI idlva degI|' sb bhut q_ux hu0 pr muz pr to jEse gaj igrI| mE.ne kha, 'mE. to Aage p“>Uga|' tb mamajI ne muze smzaya, 'deq be3e, Aage p“ne ke spne mt deq| tere ma>-bap, wa{ sb wUqe mr ja0>ge| hmare dFtr me. k{ n{ inyui¯ya> hone valI hE.| mE. b e sahb se khkr tuze 0k KlkR ke pd pr inyu¯ krva dU>ga, terI ma>, tere wa{ sb tere pas Aa ja0>ge|' mE. ku7 nhI. smz rha 4a, ne5 ivSfairt ikye mamajI kI Aor deq wr rha 4a| jEse-jEse smzta gya vEse-vEse idl 3U3ta gya leikn AOr ko{ raSta wI to nhI. 4a| ]n idno. mE. DayrI ilqa krta 4a| ]ske hr p¶e pr ilqa huAa 4a, 'be3r 3u Da{, be3r 3u Da{|' batcIt krte hu0 wI bar-bar yhI vaKy mu>h se inkl jata| 0k idn mamajI ne sun ilya| w k ]#e, 'mera Kya, mt kr nOkrI, terI ma>, tere wa{ sb mr ja0>ge tb tU ka$lej cle jana _ _ _ _|' l.bI ddRwrI khanI hE| A.tt: muze nOkrI krnI p I| caro. trf h8R kI lhr dO g{| ma> ne Pyar-wrI icªI ilqI| mE.ne wI yh soc ilya ik waGy me. yhI ilqa hE to yhI ho| smaj kI seva krne ke AOr wI raSte hE. leikn mn ke to +p Anek hE., sbko kEse smzata? vh bar-bar ro p ta, pU7ta, 'kha> gya tera vh ka$lej ka mu¯ vatavr`, kha> gya ga>2I jI ka Aanevala Svt.5ta Aa.doln, kha> gye ye sb _ _ _ _?' mE. bar-bar ivcilt ho jata, bar-bar cIq p ta leikn A.tt: huAa vhI jo mera pirvar cahta 4a| ku7 mhIne bad mamajI ko Apne nye mkan me. cle jana 4a AOr muze ma> AOr wa[yo. ko lakr nya 6r bsana 4a _ _ _ _| leikn twI vh A6i3t 63 gya| mera mn shsa cIq ]#a, 'bcpn se tU ga>2IjI ka spna deqta rha hE AOr Ab jb ]nke sa4 clne ka Avsr Aaya to ]sI srkar kI nOkrI krne lga|' ifr Kya 4a wy.kr tUf_an ]#ne lge 7atI ke wItr AOr A.tt: mE.ne inXcy ikya, 'mE. nOkrI nhI. k+>ga| ¢a.itkairyo. ke sa4 iml ja}>ga|' AOr 0k idn mE. [tna Vyi4t huAa ik srkarI nOkrI, ma> AOr mamajI ke Pyar kI Avhelna krke 6r se wag q a huAa| ko{ suinyoijt yojna mere pas nhI. 4I| kha> jana hE yh wI mE. nhI. janta 4a [sil0 jb rat ko idLlI phu>ca to p/Xn huAa ik kha> ja}>? vha> buAa ka 6r 4a| b e wa{ vhI. rhte 4e| pr ]nke pas jana to Apne ko s.k3 me. Dalna 4a _ _ _ _| yhI socta mE. S3exn se bahr Aaya AOr bag-dIvar kI Aor inklkr kp e kI makeR3 ke pas vale bramde me. phu>c gya|

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bramde me. Anek mj_dUr AOr iwqarI sone ka ]p¢m kr rhe 4e| ]NhI. ke bIc me. be-sro-saman mE> wI le3 gya| sb ku7 y.5vt ho rha 4a, Agle 9` jo hona hE ho _ _ _ _| kwI-kwI pUrI xi¯ b3orkr mE. socne ka Aiwny krta tb khI.-ka-khI. phu>c jata| twI Acank puils ke dl ne Aa¢m` kr idya| log ]#-]#kr [2r-]2r wagne lge| 0k h k.p-sa mc gya| xayd zpkI lg g{ 4I| xor se 6brakr mE. Aa>qe. mlta huAa ]#a ik 0k D.Da kmr pr p a| puilsvala kh rha 4a, 'yh to ¢a.itkarI lgta hE _ _ _ _|' vaKy pUra hota ]sse phle mE. ]sI magR pr wag cla ijsse vha> phu>ca 4a| S3exn pr Aakr samne jo ¨en q I 4I ]sI pr c“ gya| vh jEse merI hI rah deq rhI 4I| ]sne sI3I dI AOr cl p I| ]n idno. gai yo. me. wI nhI. hotI 4I| mE. in“al-sa, behox-sa 0k b4R pr le3 gya AOr svere jb Aa>q qulI to paya ik mE. vhI. phu>c gya hU> jha> se cla 4a| yh sb AakiSmk 4a ya ivi2 ka suinyoijt 8D\y.5| Aaj wI Anuwv kr skta hU> ik mere A.tr ko wyimi&t pXcatap ne Aav<% kr ilya 4a| jo ku7 huAa ]ske il0 mere mama to do8I nhI. 4e| ]Nho.ne to sda mera wla caha| mere [s trh wag jane se ]n pr Kya bItegI, Kya mu>h idqa0>ge ve famR ke p/xask ko, merI ma> ko _ _ _ _| ve scmuc muze !U>!ne inkl cuke 4e| ]2r 7o3a-sa sara ngr merI khanI jan cuka 4a| mere ¨en se ]trte hI iz ikyo. kI jo bO7ar hu{ vh muze bhut idno. tk 5St krtI rhI| 6r phu>cna 0k Anuwv 4a| iksI ne 0k xBd nhI. kha, bs ]nkI ivic5 d<i*3 muze prexan krtI rhI, vh d<i*3 ijsme. k=`a nhI. kevl wTsRna 4I| vh wI mOn, cIr g{ mere A.trtm ko| 0k Apra2-bo2 muz pr i2Kkar kI v8aR krne lga| kax ! ko{ muz pr cIqta-icLlata, khI. ku7 nhI. huAa| bs xUNy me DUbe-DUbe hI mE.ne idLlI mamajI ko tar idya| dF_tr jakr famR ke supir.3e.D.e3 imS3r iSm4 se imla| ]Nho.ne muze }pr se nIce tk deqa AOr [tna hI kha, '0esI gltI ifr mt krna, jaAo kam kro|' p/k3 me. yh bat 0k bulbule kI trh ]wrI AOr ifr vEsI hI fU3 g{ leikn mere A.tr kI pI a ko napne ka y.5 to iksI ke pas nhI. 4a| mere A.tr me. 0k AOr AVy¯ ivcar2ara 4I jo ]# rhI 4I, ijsse ]s smy mE. Svy. Apirict 4a, 'merI ma> ka Kya hoga, mere wa[yo. ka Kya hoga?'

yh ivcar muze bhut ku7 krne ko kh rha 4a jo mE.ne ikya Anjane-Ancahe| [s µ.µ AOr [s Vy4a ke kar` mera SvaS$y jo w.g huAa vh ifr lO3kr nhI. Aaya| mera idxahIn sf_r 0k mo lete-lete rh gya|

rat ke s¶a3e me.rat ke s¶a3e me.rat ke s¶a3e me.rat ke s¶a3e me.

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ nIrja ma2v _ nIrja ma2v _ nIrja ma2v _ nIrja ma2v

iksI rat ke s¶a3e me. iksI rat ke s¶a3e me. iksI rat ke s¶a3e me. iksI rat ke s¶a3e me. ]g Aa0]g Aa0]g Aa0]g Aa0

]fntI ndI ke sIne pr]fntI ndI ke sIne pr]fntI ndI ke sIne pr]fntI ndI ke sIne pr ipyra{ dUbo. valI pgD~DIipyra{ dUbo. valI pgD~DIipyra{ dUbo. valI pgD~DIipyra{ dUbo. valI pgD~DI

3hinyo. pr3hinyo. pr3hinyo. pr3hinyo. pr zUl ja0 AakaxzUl ja0 AakaxzUl ja0 AakaxzUl ja0 Aakax----g.gag.gag.gag.ga 3>k ja0> Aos ke m3>k ja0> Aos ke m3>k ja0> Aos ke m3>k ja0> Aos ke motIotIotIotI dUb ke nukIle walo. prdUb ke nukIle walo. prdUb ke nukIle walo. prdUb ke nukIle walo. pr 0k rah bnatI hU> kb se0k rah bnatI hU> kb se0k rah bnatI hU> kb se0k rah bnatI hU> kb se

inrapdinrapdinrapdinrapd gEirk vsn ]s ca>d ke il0gEirk vsn ]s ca>d ke il0gEirk vsn ]s ca>d ke il0gEirk vsn ]s ca>d ke il0

]tr Aayega jo cupcap]tr Aayega jo cupcap]tr Aayega jo cupcap]tr Aayega jo cupcap iksI rat ke s¶a3e me.iksI rat ke s¶a3e me.iksI rat ke s¶a3e me.iksI rat ke s¶a3e me.

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ddRddRddRddR

m2up mohta m2up mohta m2up mohta m2up mohta Ao“n ]tartI hE. lkIre.,

AOr ilp3 jatI hE. sle3I pr7a[yo. me., 0k 2un, izzktI hE, ifr ]sI ly me. 2 ktI hE|

khI.,

bE#e hu0 hm, 0k tUf_an kI q_amoxI

tuMhare Ao#o. pr #hr jatI hE tuMhare ha4 mere ha4 me.

ism3e| tum qoltI ho Aa>qe. AOr ibqr jatI hE. pr7a[ya>

Anignt r.go. ka 0k gubar brsta rhta hE

cetna kI sth pr, lgatar|

0k q_amoxI

ddR ke muhavro. ko ]Nm% inb.2o. me.

smai2 detI rhtI hE|

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srsta se smrsta tk srsta se smrsta tk srsta se smrsta tk srsta se smrsta tk

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ s.to8 goyl _ s.to8 goyl _ s.to8 goyl _ s.to8 goyl 'A9r' vo hE jo '9r' nhI. hota| '9r' n hone vale A9r se bnta hE 'xBd'| xBd b/½ hE, b/½a.D hE, xiKt hE, xBd hI p/`v Ao.kar hE AOr xBd hI ivlas hE| vag\ ivlas krte jane iktno. ke sMpkR me. hm Aaye ho.ge| xBd kI xiKt deqnI ho to 0k xBd me. wre Anek A4oR. pr gOr kre.| Aaj to ]nme. smy AOr piriS4it ke Anusar n0 A4R wr id0 g0 hE.| 'zU#' ko 'bhana', 'irXvtqorI' ko 'dStUrI', 'be{manI' ko 'kayR p²it', 'gltI' ko 'j+rt' me. pirvitRt krne vale [s yug me. purane xBdo. me. n0 A4R wI wre ja rhe hE. t4a nvIn xBd wI g“e ja rhe hE.| [sI se xBd kI mh%a Sp*3 hE| manv wI 'xBd' ke kar` ivix*3 hE| jb tk 'xBd' ka AiStTv rhega, saihTy kI rcna hotI rhegI| saihTy hI to manv kI sMvednaAo. ke wItr se ]gtI vo ltr hE, ijske sEk o. xaqaAo.-]pxaqaAo.-se ha4 lhrate rhte hE.| jb tk manv me. sMvedna jIivt hE, 'xBd' kI s%a brkrar hE, hm ilqne ko ivvx hE.| jb tk hm ilqte rhe.ge, tb tk saihiTyk pi5kaAo. kI ]pyoigta bnI rhegI| s.sar kI iS4it ko deq kr lgta hE ik Aaj wI hm Aaidm yug me. rh rhe hE.| phle 7o3e-7o3e kbIlo. me. rhte 4e AOr xiKt-v<i² ke il0 prSpr l te 4e| Aaj pUra ivXv 0k kbIla bn gya hE to hm xiKt-p/dxRn ke il0 l te hE.| to Kya hmare manvIy wav m<t ho g0 hE.? Kya hm s.vednhIn ho g0 hE.? [tne yugo. pXcat\ hm sWy hone kI [s l a{ me. har g0 hE.| ApUvR tknIkI AOr vE)aink, AO´oigk ]¶it ke bavjUd wI hm tnav-g/St hE.| [tne sare suq-suiv2a ke sa2no. ke bIc wI becEn hE.| !er-sa bhut ku7 hE, jo hmare pas hE, pr mn ke Str pr hm s.kuict hote ja rhe hE.| 'Sv' se 'pr' tk kI ]da%Ikr` kI rah me. hm kha> hE.? yhI. saihTy kI AinvayRta is² hE Kyo.ik xu*k v bIh raSto. pr smrsta t4a srsta to saihTy hI la pata hE|

g_j_lg_j_lg_j_lg_j_l

xElja nrhirxElja nrhirxElja nrhirxElja nrhir

hOsla wI imla hmsf_r wI imla Kya kre. hr sf_r muQ_tsr wI imla|

4I pha I AO rSta 4a ku7 dUr tk ijs me. icªI n 4I Dak6r imla|

Aa[no. kI dukane. 4I. caro. trf_

sc [sI se yha> dr-b-dr wI imla|

qol dI 4I. hvaAo. ne sb iq ikya> Aa>2I tUf_an ko Aaj 6r wI imla|

bat kr Aaj muzse muq_aitb to ho

Ab to ho ja imra AO' nj_r wI imla|

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0kta0kta0kta0kta ke 9e5 me. kamyabIke 9e5 me. kamyabIke 9e5 me. kamyabIke 9e5 me. kamyabI

nIrj VyasnIrj VyasnIrj VyasnIrj Vyas

Aaj pCcIs jnvrI hE| [ska sI2a-sa A4R hE ik kl 7BbIs jnvrI hogI| dex ka ra*¨Iy TyOhar| [s dex me. Svt.5ta se lekr g`t.5 idvs A4aRt\ pN³h AgSt se lekr 7BbIs jnvrI tk p/muq +p se do ra*¨Iy TyOhar Aate hE.| vEse [s ra*¨ ko TyOhar vala ra*¨ wI kha ja skta hE| TyOharo. pr srkarI 7u©I imltI hE| yid yh TyOhar n hote to hme. Jyada kam krna hota, ijsse hmare SvaS$y pr wI bura Asr p ta|

kl hmare Aaifs ke b e babU kh rhe 4e ik [s bar 7BbIs jnvrI rivvar ko Aa gyI| 0k 7u©I qrab kr dI [sne| Are ye somvar ko AatI to tIn Avkax 6sI3 kr Apne ga>v se 0k ¨k gehU> lakr xhr me. bec deta, car pEse kma leta, pr honI ko kOn 3al skta hE| hmne b e babU ko smzaya, wa{, yh ra*¨Iy TyOhar dex p/em idqane ka TyOhar hE, sal me. km se km do idn to dex ke p/it ku7 p/em idqaAo, yha> wI 2.2e kI soc rhe ho|

b e babU ka khna hE, ve qandanI dex p/emI hE.| ]nke ipta ga>2I jI ke k.2e se k.2a imlakr Aaj_adI ke Aa.doln me. kUd p e 4e| Agr ve n hote to ga>2I jI kI ihMmt 3U3 jatI, AOr Agr ihMmt 3U3tI to hm Aaj_ad n hote, AOr pN³h AgSt n Aata to 7BbIs jnvrI kEse AatI| ga>2I jI to n rhe pr ipta jI Aaj wI Svt.5ta senanI valI pe.xn lekr Aaj wI Apna dex p/em bnaye hu0 hE.| AOr yh KlkIR wI hme. ipta jI ke dex p/em kI bdOlt haisl hu{ hE| hmare ipta jI to vaStv me. l e 4e vrna [s dex me. ku7 to 0ese nklI dex p/emI 6Um rhe hE. ijNho.ne n to kwI A>g/ejo. ke jel kI xKl deqI, n ko{ la#I qayI| hmare ipta jI kI pI# pr to Aaj wI A>g/ej puils ke D.Do. ke inxan slamt hE.| pa>c mhIne jel wI ka3 lI [s dex ke il0|

hmare dex me. rhne vala hr AadmI, dex pr 0k n 0k 0hsan j+r kr rha hE| AOr dex wI becara sI2a-sada hE ik dba ja rha hE dexvaisyo. ke 0hsan tle| AadmI ApnI icNta kre ya dex kI? Ab sara kam-2.2a 7o kr dex p/em to idqaya nhI. ja skta| netag` Agr dex seva kre.ge to ]nke bal-bCco. ka Kya hoga| ]nke wiv*y kI icNta kOn krega|

]nkI Aane valI Aa#-ds pIi“ya> Kya qaye.gI| phle ku7 qa, kma AOr jo ilya jaye ifr dex ko deqe.ge| AOr jnta becarI ApnI do jUn ro3I kI VyvS4a me. [tnI mGn hE ik ]se dex ka @yan nhI., kha> ja rha hE yh dex AOr [se kOn ik2r ha>k ilye ja rha hE| hme. Aaj_adI imlI, hm g`t.5 idvs wI mna rhe hE., yhI to hmarI ra*¨Iy wavna AOr dex p/em hE| [sse Jyada bca wI Kya skte hE.|

7BbIs jnvrI kI subh-subh neta jI kI Aavaj_ hr glI-mohLle se gU>jegI, '0e mere vtn ke logo., jra Aa>q me. wr lo panI|' yh wI Kya bat hE subh-subh Aa>q me panI wr lo| Are, phle ka$poRrexn ke nl me. [tna to panI ho ijsse m3kI wr jaye, ifr dal-ro3I ke il0 jeb me. do-car pEse wrne kI soce.ge, ifr Apna Aa2a ya pUra pe3 wre.ge AOr ifr yid smy imla to neta jI kI bat pr gOr kr dex p/em kI AOr Apne xhIdo. kI yad kr ApnI Aa>q me. do-car bU>d panI wrne kI soce.ge|

sarI smSya to panI kI hE, hmarI Aa>q ka panI n jane kha> gya| Agr Aa>q me. panI hota, to dex me. ko{ smSya hI n 4I| n panI ke il0 do raJyo. me. marka3, n netaAo. µara xo8`, AOr n jnta ka dohn, n Aat.kvad hota AOr n corI DkEtI AOr hTya0> hotI.| mr gya hE Aa>q ka panI| sUq gya hE Aa>q ka panI| jb AadmI ApnI krtUt se 'panI-panI' nhI. hota, to Aa>q me. panI kha> se hoga?

kl 7BbIs jnvrI kI subh hogI| glI mohLle AOr cOraho. me. z.Da v.dn ke il0 neta log 'buk' hE.| purane wa8`o. ko nya +p dekr ifr se p“ idya jayega| jvahrlal, ga>2I,

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suwa8, wgtis.h Aaid ke sa4 0ka2 nya nam AOr if3 kra idya jayega| ra*¨Iy 0kaTmta, wa{cara, saMp/daiykta Aaid do-car xBdo. ko Apne wa8`o. me. khI. n khI. j+r S4an idya jayega| bs neta jI qux, wa8` jm gya, wI wI !.g kI 4I, [s vaDR me. Apne cahne vale hE., i3k3 ka juga jm gya to kusIR pKkI| dUsrI trf jnta wI qux hE neta jI se ink3 s.pkR ho gya, kwI n kwI j+r kam Aa0>ge|

ra*¨ ka z.Da v.dn lal ikle pr hoga| p/git kI za>ikya> inkle.gI ijse deq kr hm smz skte hE. ik hmne dex me. iktnI p/git kr lI| iktne p/em AOr sd\wavnapU R hm [s wUim pr rh rhe hE.| hmare ]´og iks xan se cl rhe hE.| hmara hr ga>v AadxR ga>v hE, jha> fsl lhlha rhI hE AOr iksan ApnI bIbI ke sa4-sa4 ha4 me. h>isya ilye iks p/kar muSkurata rhta hE| sb Aor quxhal wart hE| dex kI sWyta s.S¡it Aaj wI suri9t hE| yh bat hme. pUre ihNduStan me. nj_r nhI. AayI pr za>ikyo. me. j+r nj_r Aa jayegI| yh hmara Svt.5ta idn hE AOr hm Svt.5dIn hE.|

hmara dex mhan hE [sme. do ray nhI. hE pr dexvasI mhan hE. ya nhI., [s bare me. AwI wI mE. Asm.js kI iS4it me. hU>| yh wI ho skta hE ik dexvasI wI vaStv me. mhan ho. AOr muze Aaj tk [s bat kI jankarI n ho| Agr 0esa ho to dexvasI hone ke nate mE. wI mhan ho gya| wgvan kre ik dex ke logo. me. sd\bui² Aaye vrna jb tk yh 2rtI rhegI, 'hm ho.ge kamyab' gate rhe.ge AOr kamyabI Aage-Aage wagtI rhegI, AOr vh idn kwI n Aayega| hm k{ jgh kamyab hE.| 0kta ke 9e5 me. kamyabI ha4 lgne kI hE, jb mn me. ivXvas ho to Kya nhI. hota| pr rajnIit hI kamyabI kI sbse b I ba2a hE| rajnIit hI kamyab n ho to 0kta kEse kamyab ho jayegI|

cal ]nkI bdltI rhI cal ]nkI bdltI rhI cal ]nkI bdltI rhI cal ]nkI bdltI rhI

mheN³ na4 nrhirmheN³ na4 nrhirmheN³ na4 nrhirmheN³ na4 nrhir

cal ]nkI bdltI rhI, ij_NdgI ha4 mltI rhI|

hm tbahI me. rhte rhe,

bat vado. kI cltI rhI|

AadmI AadmI se q_fa, sa>s ]skI inkltI rhI|

q_uXk mOsm, hE sUqI ndI, 2Up pe o. ko qltI rhI|

Q_vab krv3 bdlte rhe, Pyas sIne me. pltI rhI|

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[Stanbul _ _ _ _tuMharI yad me. [Stanbul _ _ _ _tuMharI yad me. [Stanbul _ _ _ _tuMharI yad me. [Stanbul _ _ _ _tuMharI yad me.

dIpmala vmaR dIpmala vmaR dIpmala vmaR dIpmala vmaR sle3I 0Arpo3R kI rn-ve ke SpxR-ma5 se hI AjnbI xhr ne b.d xIxe se za>ktI. merI Aa>qo. ko Acank hI nmI kI sOgat de dI| Aaj bhut idno. ke bad 6r se bahr pEr rqne kI llk ke 0hsas se roma.ict mere mn ko, ibn ma>ge As.Qy pr iml gye 4e| p/Xn cOdh v8oR. ka nhI.| AaS4a ]Nhe. deqne kI 4I, ]nse imlne kI 4I| cOdh mhIne ke A.tral ko Aage b“kr im3ane kI 4I| panI se i6re [Stanbul xhr iS4t wartIy kO.slavas ke p/2an kO.sl jnrl Apne pit p/vI` ke paXvR me. bE#, misRDIj_ kI wagtI rF_tar ke sa4 tal-mel imlatI Apne idl kI 2 kno. ko kabU me. krne kI nakam koixx pr Anayas hI muSkra p I hU>| 2Ire se ApnI h4elI ko ]nke ha4o. ke sx¯ b.2n me. ba>2 jEse AaXvasn kI Dor 4am lI hE mE.ne| pl3 kr iq kI ke bahr nye xhr kI n{ ij_NdgI ko wrpUr inhara hE mE.ne| [Stanbul kI wVy [marte., wI se wrI dO tI s ke., r.g-ibr.gI dukano. pr VySt log, 3rikx s.gIt se i6re VySt bajar, leikn swI panI se wre smu³ ke Aas-pas| xhr khI. se wI panI se A7Uta nhI.| pha o. pr bse [s 0eithaisk xhr se iml kr Anayas hI ApnI b.d plko. ke pI7e ixmla, kXmIr AOr }3I xhro. kI yade. sjg ho g{.| Apne dex kI ma3I kI so.2I mhk, Apne A>acl ke 7or kI ga># me. ba>2 la{ hU>| misRDIj_ pr lge stkR itr.ge ne, AOr AmIrgn iS4t kO.slavas ke mStk pr lhrate prcm ne, wartIyta ke 0hsas ko AOr wI ghra ikya hE jEse| 'mdam _ _ _ _velkm\ _ _ _ _!' xofr ke khe cNd xBdo. se sjg mE., 2Ire se ga I ke bahr ]tr p I hU>| m.d bhtI xItl hvaAo. ne Aage b“ kr Ad<Xy Aail.gn ikya ho jEse| ge3 ke pas dIvar pr lge pItl ke cmcmate cOkor 3uk e pr, ihNdI ke sx¯ A9ro. se ilqe 'wartIy kO.slavas' ko }>gilyo. se 7Ukr 2Ire se Apne p/4m Aagmn ka 0hsas idlaya hE mE.ne| p/vI` ke sa4 pha kI }>ca[yo. pr bse Apne 6r tk phu>cne kI sIi“yo. pr c“te hu0 h>s p I hU>| sUrjmuqI AOr ge.de ke fUlo. kI pIlI k_taro. se i6rI, s.gmrmrI bavn sIi“yo. ne muze 6r ke drvaje tk beihck phu>cne kI cunOtI dI hE| bavle pEro. kI git pr Aaj ko{ lgam nhI.| h>s kr hr cunOtI SvIkar kI hE mE.ne| 6r ke muQy-µar ke pas phu>ckr SvgR kI SviPnl tSvIr jEse Anayas hI sjg ho gyI hE| 0k trf ivSt<t hrI 6as kI cadr AOr str.ge fUlo. kI k_taro. se i6ra ivxal SvIim.g-pUl, to dUsrI Aor bOsfors smu³ ka AsIimt fElav| qule bramde me. inr.kux #~DI hvaAo. kI dStk, muze Anayas hI ivSt<t sagr kI ishrtI lhro. ka Aawas idla g{ hE| cay ke Pyalo. se ]wrtI wInI Svad ke par samne kI Aor deqa hE| krv3e. letI lhre. ko{ b.2n nhI. deqtI., n hI mantI hE.| 0ixya AOr yUrop ko imlata 'bOsfors ib/j' mera p osI hE| ha4 Aage b“a kr hvaAo. me. ]se 7Une kI nakam koixx kI hE| 'vrLD\s Aopn 0Ar MyUij_ym' ke nam ko sakar krta yh xhr, muze kb Apne sMmohn me. ba>2ta cla gya, pta hI n cla| panI ke iksI wI jmav se Drta mera ha[D ^ofoibk mn, ikn praijt mdhox plo. me. [Stanbul xhr ke smu³I panI se Aalap kr bE#a, yad nhI.| bcpn me. p“e [ithas kIe puStko. ke p¶o. pr ilqe cOdhvI. xtaBdI ke 'AO3omn 0Mpayr' kI khanI, Aaj merI Aa>qo. ke samne sjg AOr sakar Sv+p ilye ivSt<t q I hE| [Stanbul xhr ke wVy ivStar tle Anignt 0eithaisk p/Xno. ke ]%r kEd hE.| [nkI Aaj_adI hI mere kOtuhl mn ke Anignt svalo. ka AaXvaist idlasa hE| nhI. _ _ _ _AtatukR ke [s dex ko p“ne ke il0 muze smy caihye| c.d idno. kI mohlt nhI., k{ mhIno. ka vayda krna hoga| [ithas kI khainya> iksI 0k rat kI gaykI nhI. hotI.| Apne ij)asu, As.ymI mn ko AaXvaist ikya hE mE.ne| smy ke 7o3e 3uk o. me. [s xhr se muze imlna hE| Aaj, kl, prso. _ _ _ _AOr n jane iktne idno. ka vayda hE mera [s xhr se|

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p/vI` ne pas Aakr AaihSte-se kusIR qI.ckr bE#te hu0, [s xam ko mere sa4 ba>3ne kI AnkhI shmit dI hE| ]nke k.2o. pr 2Ire se sr ko i3ka kr Aa>qe. b.d kr lI hE. mE.ne| sagr ka panI, merI Aa>qo. kI cOq3 pr i##kI hu{ bU>de. bn kr muzse p/Xn kr bE#a hE - '[tnI der Kyo. lga{ _ _ _ _yha> Aane me. _ _ _ _?' plko. ko inr.kux kr, ]Nhe. bh jane idya hE mE.ne| pl3 kr deqa hE, [Stanbul xhr ke t3 pr bsI wVy ivxal smu³I lhro. kI belgam mayangrI mere A3U3 fEsle pr Anayas hI A©has kr ]#I hE _ _ _ _! _! _

iktna AC7a hota iktna AC7a hota iktna AC7a hota iktna AC7a hota ! dIpmala vmaR dIpmala vmaR dIpmala vmaR dIpmala vmaR

rat kI ghrI q_umairyo. me. ilPt basI ca>dnI se 2ulI rjnIg.2a kI pnptI ko.ple. jb 2Ire se subh kI god me. ]#I. ]n ishrte fUlo. kI k_taro. ko jo guldSte me. n sjaya hota to xayd iktna AC7a hota ! ij_NdgI ne c.d Apaihj sa>so. ko ma3I ka shara idya to j_+r 4a savn kI m.d wIgI byaro. me. ]m/ ke b“av ka AaXvasn sO.pa 4a 2Up ke reigStanI A.garo. tle jo r.ijx ka damn n fElaya hota to xayd iktna AC7a hota ! AjnbI xhr kI dO tI rF_tar me. wI se wre wagte xhr me. boizl p/Xno. me. smaiht, Vyi4t ivvx ]d\garo. ke bajar me. Akelepn ke benam sOdagr se jo Aaj sOda n ikya hota to xayd iktna AC7a hota ! wy kI xEYya pr ]#tI-bE#tI bagI soc kI ]JJvilt lp3o. ne masUm AmULy sa>so. ka ]phar le mOjI bdxKl bgavtI ¹dy se jo inX7l brsat ka vayda ikya hota to ifr rjnIgN2aAo. ka s.har n hota to xayd iktna AC7a hota ! to xayd iktna AC7a hota ! !

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kmRdankmRdankmRdankmRdan

k=`a&I k=`a&I k=`a&I k=`a&I s.68R ka nam hI jIvn hE ifr [skI 0esI AiwVyi¯ ijsse inraxa lgtI ho iksI wI iS4it me. vre~y nhI. ho sktI| [.san kI ya5a kmR, &m AOr s.68R hE| ijs jIvn me. s.68R nhI., vh jIvn inr4Rk hE| ve [.san iktne ivic5 p/¡it ke hote hE. jo kmR, &m, kmR, mr`, yx, Apyx ka mhTv nhI. smzte| Ara@ymy jIvn kI ]padeyta ko smzate hu0 Da$ _dev ne iv´ai4Ryo. ko Sp*3 ikya AOr A.t me. bole, 'wav p/v` s.dwR hI jIvn kI AmULy ini2 hE|'

k9a se bahr inkl kr ka$lej la.j me. hE.D bEsaqI ke share 2Ire-2Ire Aage b“te gye| 'Da$ _dev _ _ _ _Da$ _dev _ _ _ _PlIj_ ilisn _ _ _ _PlIj_ ilisn|' Da$ _dev ke b“te kdm =ke AOr vo cXma ]tarte hu0 bole, 'Kya bat hE, ims mai3Rna?' Aapka leq behd ps.d Aaya| bCco. ko p/er`a imlegI AOr jIvn me. kmR kI mh%a ko smz ske.ge| merI Aor se bhut-bhut b2a{ SvIkar ho| suna hE, srkar Aapko sMmaint wI kr rhI hE, ivkla.g hom ko qolne ke il0| Da$ _dev muSkra id0 AOr bole mai3Rna jNm lena [ska p/ma` hE hm kmRmy ho.| AmIr ho, grIb ho, cahe l>g e ho ya A.2e ya bhre ibna kmR ke jIvn narkIy-sa ho jata hE| jIvn kI Anek smSyaAo. ka sma2an jIvn +pI Ar~y me. pUre sahs ke sa4 p/iv*# hI ho skta hE| waGy ke wrose bE#ne se ku7 ho ska ho to ku=9e5 ka kiv idnkr yh nhI. ilqte - yh Ar~y jIvn ko ka3e, ApnI rah bna le| ¢It das yh nhI. iksI ka, jo cahe Apna le| kmR kI [s Vyapkta AOr AinvayRta se p/eirt hokr tulsIdas jI ko wI ilqna p a 4a kmR p/2an ivXv rcI raqa| s<i*3 Apne-Aap me. kmRmy hE| jIvn ke il0 shI magR cun lena kmR se hI s.wv hE| [NhI. xBdo. ke sa4 Da$ _dev ne mai3Rna se 6r jane kI Anumit lI| mai3Rna ne muSkura kr isr ihla idya AOr Da$ _dev ko deqtI rhI ifr Svy. wI la$n ke kone me. jakr 6nI 7a>v ke nIce bE# g{ AOr socne lgI Da$ _dev ke iv8y me. jo gt ds v8oR. se neh+ ka$lej se ju e 4e 0k p/a@yapk ke +p me.| iktne h>smuq p/¡it ke Vyi¯ hE.| jIvn me. kwI wI inraxa ko gle nhI. lgaya| bs mehnt, lgn, kmR se sdEv ju e rhe ApnI m.ijl ko pane ke il0| Acank hI smy ne ij_NdgI me. tUfan q a kr idya 4a| bImar ma> kI seva krte-krte 4k-se gye 4e| =pya-pEsa panI kI trh bhaya| leikn lkve se pIi t ma> ne smy se pUvR sa4 7o idya| Da$ _dev 3U3 gye| b I bhn ivdex me. ja bsI Apne pit ke sa4| 7o3a wa{ Vyapar me. VySt 4a| 2n-dOlt kI kmI nhI. 4I| leikn Da$ _dev kI musIbto. ke smy iksI ne wI mdd nhI. kI|

Aai4Rk Awav se grIbI gle se b>2I rhI| leikn Da$ _dev ne Aaxa nhI. 7o I AOr Apaihj hone ke bad wI kmR µara jIvn ko Aage b“aya| «Uxn, leqn kayR se ij_NdgI kI sI“I pr clna xu+ ikya AOr 2Ire-2Ire c“te gye| A.itm sI“I ko p/aPt ikya| p/a@yapk bn kr iv)an 9e5 me. ivxe8 =ic hone ke kar` srkar ne fEloixp p/dan kI AOr ivdex jakr nyI-nyI qoje. kI.| ivdex me. hI ¡i5m A.go. ko lgva kr Aage b“na AOr clna sIqa| sdEv sd\wav p/v<it AOr m2ur Svawav ke kar` swI ke ip/y hone se shyog imlta rha| leikn Da$ _dev ne jIvn kmR kI mh%a ko SvIkar ikya| iksI pr Aai&t n hokr, Svy. hI Apna magR bnaya, vo wI sCca magR ijsse bCce-bU“e p/eirt ho ske.| jIvn Ar~y me. sfl AOr suqI bnne ke il0 Aa>suAo. ko ipya| psIne kI hr bU>d se kmR {.3 tEyar kI| ka$lej ka iv´a4IR vgR p/em ke msIha ka dIvana 4a| hr pl, hr 9` iv´a4IR smUh me. i6re rhna Da$ _dev kI Aadt 4I| sdEv kha krte

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4e - 'jIvn me. kmR AOr waGy dono. ka AiStTv hE| manv Apna kmR kre bakI p/¡it pr 7o dee| kmR AavXyk hE AOr yhI vh sa2n hE jo manv ko &m kI Aor le jata hE| s.68oR. ke raSte ko par krne kI p/er`a deta hE|' [NhI. sb bato. se p/eirt hu{ mai3Rna Da$ _dev ko Aa.tirk +p se cahne lgI| Apna gu= bnaya AOr smy-smy pr shyog p/dan krtI rhI| leikn ]Nhe. Apna nhI. skI| ifr wI ]nke s<jnaTmk kayoR. me. pU R shyog idya|

0k idn ivkla.g hom me. iv´ai4Ryo. ke ¨ein.g kEMp me. mai3Rna sa4 4I| Da$ _dev kmR AOr manv jIvn pr VyaQyan de rhe 4e| manv jIvn ka [ithas kmR kI leqnI se ilqa jata hE| hmare xrIr ke pa5 me. kmR-SyahI kI 0k b>Ud rhtI hE to tb hm manv bne rhte hE, AOr pUrI sa4Rkta se Apna kam krte hE.| cetna ka pir`am Ab iS4it bOi²k ic.tn swI kmR kI AvS4a0> hE. jo kam S4an piriS4it wed se iviw¶ +p 2ar` krtI hE| [sil0 p/Tyek iv´a4IR ka ktRVy hE, vh in*#awav se jIvn kmR kre| Aaxa ivXvas kI wavna hI manv kI dOlt hE| [ske mULy ka mhTv hm swI ko smzna caihye| [s p/ix9` kEMp me. ivkla.g bCco. ko ivxe8 ]phar p/dan krna cahU>ga ijsse mere bad yh hom kayR 9e5 ka danI bna rhe| Aane valI pI“I ko nyI rah idqa kr dex kI ibqrI hu{ xaqaAo. ko 0kta kI Dor se ba>2e rqe| jIvn me. Aara@ymy 9`o. ko Aara@ymyI bnaye rqe| sare jIvn ko 0k mankr clta rhe| jIvn kI sarI i¢yaAo. kI pUja sdEv krta rhe| swI wed ko smaPt krke 0ksU5 me. ba>2e rqe| ved-]pin8d, kbIr, gu=nank kI bato. ka mULy smz kr|

'nye yug kI smg/ d<i*3 ´otk ke il0 sMpU R jIvn kI bigya ko r.g-ibr.ge fUlo. me. sja-s>vra bnaye rqne ke il0 ivdexI narI ims mai3Rna lu{s ko 'ivkla.g hom. ]nke ha4o. me. p/dan kr rha hU>| ivXvas hE merI AnoqI we.3 swI ko ps.d AayegI| ims mai3Rna, kmRyogI narI hE.| smzdarI kI p/itma hE.|'

ims mai3Rna AaXcyRcikt ho gyI AOr ku7 bol nhI. payI, ]skI quxI se Aa>qe. gIlI ho gyI.|

swI ivkla.g bCce quxI se zUm ]#e| ho.#o. pr h>sI ka fVvara fU3 p a AOr Da$ _dev bCco. kI dO me. kEd ho gye|

ims mai3Rna cupcap ANdr gyI AOr do bEsaiqyo. ke share cltI hu{ Da$ _dev AOr bCco. ke ink3 q I ho gyI| swI bCce muSkura idye| twI bblU ne kha, ' Da$ _ A.kl, mai3Rna dIdI ka yhI kmRdan hE|

Da$ _dev p4rayI Aa>qo. se mai3Rna ko deq rhe 4e|

"wart kI ma3I mera SvgR hE wart ka kLya` hI mera kLya` hE

fe.k de yh x.q bjana 7o de p/xiSt gan krna

yid tere pas do v¯ kI ro3I n ho"

ye xBd ]s tejSvI sNyasI ke hE. jo hmarI sa.S¡itk t4a rajnIitk Sva2Inta ke jnk 4ee wartIy nvjagr` ke Ag/dUt SvamI ivvekan.d

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nhI. pta 4a _ _ _ _ nhI. pta 4a _ _ _ _ nhI. pta 4a _ _ _ _ nhI. pta 4a _ _ _ _

mmta rheja mmta rheja mmta rheja mmta rheja

nhI. pta 4a _ _ _ _ kwI mera hoga jIvn [tna shj nhI. pta 4a _ _ _ _ [tna srl mere mn kI AiwVyi¯ [tna srs tuMhare +p me. Vy¯ hogI [tna m2ur yU> ik tumme. muzme. [tna suNdr hoga ko{ wed n hoga tum Aaye to sb ku7 mera Apna im3 gya sb [tna suNdr hoga mn ka Avsad idl ka qalI kona 7>3 gye inraxa ke badl iksI idn wr jayega sb ku7 [tna saf A.2kar ke bad [tna inmRl nya p/wat, nya ]jala [tna jIvNt hoga [tna ]JJvl hoga nhI. pta 4a _ __ _ _ nhI. pta 4a _ _ _ _ jIvn ka ye +p wI hE mayne ij_NdgI ke yU. bdl ja0>ge Anoqa, An.t s.wavnaAo. se wra Ahsas ku7 9` tum Aaye to #hr ja0>ge wItr ]#a p/c~D tUf_an bdlega kwI lga ik yhI hE ij_NdgI ka m.j_r v8oR. kI tpSya ka suq wI mera Apna hoga jNm-jNma.tr kI tlax ka duqo. ke [s r`9e5 me. suNdr ANt ko{ mera Apna hoga jIvn ka Aa2ar nhI. pta 4a _ _ _ _ {Xvr ka svoRT¡*3 ]phar nhI. pta 4a _ _ _ _

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wartIy Svt.5ta Aa.doln me. mihlaAo. kI wUimka wartIy Svt.5ta Aa.doln me. mihlaAo. kI wUimka wartIy Svt.5ta Aa.doln me. mihlaAo. kI wUimka wartIy Svt.5ta Aa.doln me. mihlaAo. kI wUimka

su8ma quLlr su8ma quLlr su8ma quLlr su8ma quLlr wartIy [ithas ke ivvecnaTmk A@yyn se pta clta hE ik sidyo. se mihlaAo. ne dex ke sa.S¡itk mULyo. AOr ]skI nEitk prMpra ko bnaye rqte hu0, yu² AOr xa.it ke smy klm AOr tlvar, dono. se hI ]T¡*# yogdan ikya hE| Svt.5ta s.g/am ke dOran mhaTma ga>2I ne narI xi¯ ko xI6/ phcan ilya 4a, AOr ]Nhe. ivXv me. bejo Svt.5ta Aa.doln me. sman wagIdarI ka invaRh krne ke il0 Ai2¡t ikya 4a| wart ne ijs trh se AajadI kI l a{ l I, ]skI imsal duinya me. khI. nhI. imltI| ga>2I jI ne swI wartIy mihlaAo. se yh ]MmId nhI. kI ik ve jon Aa$f AakR A4va za>sI kI ranI bne.| ]nka khna 4a, 'za>sI kI ranI ko ivijt ikya ja skta hE, ik.tu sIta ko nhI. jIta ja skta|' [sil0 ]Nho.ne mihlaAo. ka Aah\van ikya ik ve ra*¨Iy Aa.doln me. ihSsa le. AOr ra*¨ ke gOrv ko bca0>| ]nke Aah\van ka sMman krne valI phlI mihla Svy. ]nkI pTnI kStUrba ga>2I 4I.| AaTm bildan kI p/tIk kStUrba ne ivxe8 +p se [s smy net<Tv ke gu`o. ka pircy idya, jb ga>2I jI jel me. 4e| di9` A¸Ika AOr Svdex, dono. hI S4ano. pr ve ga>2I jI ke Aih.sk p/yaso. kI xi¯ ka StMw bnI rhI., AOr swI Aih.sk Aa.dolno. me. hmexa Ag/`I wUimka Ada kI| jIvn ke p/it ]nka 0k qas nj_irya 4a| ga>2I jI ke xBdo. me. 'kStUrba ke jIvn ke p/it d<i*3ko.` ka A4R 4a Svy. kStUrba µara p/Stut nj_irya, n ik mohndas krmc.d ga>2I ka nj_irya|' ]nkI m<Tyu frvrI, ÉÑÌÌ me. ]s smy hu{, jb ve pu e ke ink3 0k b.dI ixivr me. nj_rb.d 4I.| hala>ik ve Svy. inr9r 4I., leikn ]Nho.ne mihlaAo. kI ix9a AOr ix9a ke ma@ym se ]nkI Ai2kairta ke il0 hmexa p/yas ikye| ra*¨Iy Aa.doln me. mhan yogdan krne valI ANy mihlaAo. me. mdam kama, isS3r inveidta, 0enI bese.3, p.iDt rmaba{, sroijnI nayDU, kmla neh=, mi`ben p3el, ivjyl(mI p.iDt, suceta ¡planI, p/wavtI devI AOr hjaro. ANy iS5ya> xaiml hE., ijNho.ne dex kI Svt.5ta ke il0 Apne pirvaro. ka bildan ikya| n0 wart ke inmaR` se ju e Aa.doln me. ku7 0esI ¢a.itkarI mihlaAo. ne wI yogdan ikya, jo Aih.sa kI pU R sm4Rk nhI. 4I., AOr ]nke tOr-trIke ¢a.itkarI 4e| [nme. xhId wgtis.h kI shyogI dugaRwawI, sTyvtI devI, quxIRd bhn, laDo ranI juTxI, A=`a Aasf AlI Aaid ke nam il0 ja skte hE.| [ske Aitir¯ dugaRba{ dexmuq AOr AMmU SvamIna4n jEsI ku7 0esI mihla0> wI 4I., ijNho.ne si¢y smaj-seva ke jir0 dex kI seva kI| mhaTma ga>2I ne kha 4a ik 'yid svoRCc sahs ivkist krna ho, to [s bare me. wart kI mihla0> Svawaivk neta hE.|'

mdam kama kI khanI ATy.t roma.ck hE| ]Nho.ne mhaTma ga>2I se wI phle wart me. Apna Aa.doln xu+ kr idya 4a| ÉÑÈÏ me. srdar is.h ra`a ke sa4 kama ne wart ka itr.ga fhraya 4a| 0k p/erk wa8` me. ]Nho.ne kha 4a, 'yh @vj wart kI AajadI ka p/tIk hE| [se 2ar` kre., yh jNmjat hE| wartIy yuvaAo. ke bildan se yh phle hI piv5 ho cuka hE| sJjno. AOr deivyo., mE. Aap sbka Aah\van krtI hU> ik wartIy Svt.5ta ke @vj ko slam kro|' Avsr 4a S3u3gaDR, jmRnI me. A.traR*¨Iy smajvadI sMmeln ka| swI p/itini2yo. ne q e hokr Svt.5ta ke z.De ko slam ikya|

ÉÑÈÑ me. jb ÊÊv8IRy dexw¯ AOr [.jIinyrI ke 0k iv´a4IR mdnlal 2I.g a ko l.dn me. fa>sI dI gyI, to ]Nho.ne kha 4a 'Aaj Jyada se Jyada mdnlalo. kI AavXykta hE| vIreN³ na4 c©opa@yay ke shyog se mdam kama ne 'mdn tlvar' nam kI 0k pi5ka ka p/kaxn xu+ ikya, jo bilRn se 7ptI 4I| yh pi5ka xI6/ hI ivdex iS4t swI wartIy ¢a.itkairyo. ka muqp5 bn gyI 4I|

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Svt.5ta Aa.doln me. ib/3en µara ih.sa ke [Stemal kI Aalocna ka jvab dete hu0 ]Nho.ne kha 4a, 'ku7 smy phle ih.sa kI ccaR krna wI mE. 6<i`t smztI 4I, ik.tu jb mE.ne ]darvaidyo. kI indRyta, paq.D AOr 2UtRta deqI, to vh wavna gayb ho gyI| hm ih.sa kI inNda Kyo. kre., jb hmare duXmn hme. 0esa krne ke il0 p/eirt kr rhe ho.| Agr hm bl p/yog krte hE. to [sil0 ik hme. blp/yog krne ke il0 ba@y ikya jata hE|' mdam kama ka wgtis.h AOr ]nke sai4yo. pr ghra p/wav p a 4a| '¢a.itkairyo. kI ma>' ke nam se ivQyat mdam kama ne dexvaisyo. se kha 4a ik ve ivdexI daSta se mui¯ pane ka s.kLp le.|

dugaRvtI AOr suxIladevI do bhne. 4I., ijNho.ne wgtis.h yug me. ¢a.itkarI Aa.doln me. mhTvpU R yogdan ikya 4a| dugaRvtI dugaR wawI ke +p me. lokip/y 4I., ijnke sa4 wgtis.h ne ÉÐidsMbr ÉÑÊÐ ko, vex bdl kr klk%a mel se ya5a kI 4I|

dugaR wawI wart ke Svt.5ta Aa.doln ke Aakax me. ]Lka kI trh p/k3 hu{.| ve ¢a.itkarI wgvtI cr` vohra kI pTnI 4I., jo ib/i3x puils ke il0 0k bhut b a Aat.k 4I.|

ve nOjvan wart swa kI 0k si¢y sdSya 4I.| ]nke jIvn ka sbse gOrvxalI 9` ]s smy Aaya, jb ÉÏidsMbr, ÉÑÊÐ ko wgtis.h AOr suqdev sa$NDsR ko mOt ke 6a3 ]tarne ke bad ]nse slah krne AOr Aage kI karRva{ pU7ne ke il0 ]nke 6r phu>ce| yh ]NhI. kI yojna 4I ik ]Nhe. kolkata ke il0 rvana hona caihye| wgtis.h ne 0k A>g/ej 'saihb' kI vexwU8a me. dugaR wawI AOr ]nke bCce ke sa4 klk%a mel se ya5a kI|

sTyvtI ka nam wI wartIy Svt.5ta Aa.doln ke [ithas ke p¶o. pr Sv R A9ro. me. A.ikt hE| ve SvamI &²an.d kI yxSvI pu5I 4I., ijnka 0kma5 l(y wart ko Aaj_ad krana 4a| Apne ËÏv8R ke jIvnkal me. se sTyvtI ne ÉÊv8R jel me. ibtaye| 0k dfa to ve nvjat ixxu ke sa4 wI jel me. rhI.| ve ÉÉbar jel gyI. AOr wart kI Svt.5ya p/aiPt se do v8R phle cl bsI.| ]Nho.ne SvdexI ka d<“tapUvRk sm4Rn ikya AOr ga>2I jI ke sivny Av)a Aa.doln me. b“-c“ kr ihSsa ilya|

laDo ranI juTxI, jo lahOr ke 0k Ai2v¯a kI pTnI 4I. AOr ]nkI do pui5yo. - jnk kumarI juTxI AOr Svdex kumarI juTxI ne wI p.jab me. ivxe8kr lahOr me. sivny Av)a Aa.doln me. mhTvpU R wUimka Ada kI| ]Nho.ne mihla sTyag/ihyo. ka 0k nya Aa.doln xu+ ikya, ijskI sdSy lal pajama, hrI kmIj_ AOr sfed 3opI phntI 4I.| ]Nho.ne SvdexI AOr pU R nxab.dI ke il0 kam ikya| laDo ranI ghn ra*¨w¯ AOr pUrI trh inwIk 4I., jo AaTm-bildan AOr Tyag ka p/tIk bn gyI 4I.| ve AKsr kha krtI 4I. ik, 'jb ko{ srkar mihlaAo. ko igrFtar krna xu+ kr detI hE, to smz lena caihye ik ]ske idn igne-cune rh gye hE.|' ve pUrI trh ga>2IvadI 4I. AOr xa.itpU R 0v. Aih.saTmk Aa.doln me. ivXvas rqtI 4I.|

ik.tu, b.b{ kI ]8a mehta 0k Alg trh kI ¢a.itkarI 4I., ijNho.ne Apne ¸IDm reiDyo ke ma@ym se Svt.5ta kI mxal ko jlaye rqa| ve Asa2ar` p/itwaxalI ivdu8I 4I| ve Da$ _ rammnohr loihya ke xBdo. me., 'dulRw sahs AOr dulRw yoGytaAo. se yu¯ mihla 4I.|'

]8a mehta ga>2I jI µara xu+ ikye gye wart 7o o Aa.doln ke dOran p/kax me. AayI.| ]Nho.ne va$ys Aa$f ¸IDm nam se 0k guPt reiDyo p/arMw ikya| quxIRd bhn, jo mhara*¨ see 0k ANy yuva mihla 4I., ne ]%r-piXcmI sIma-p/a.t me. kam ikya AOr ve pXto-wa8I Svt.5ta senainyo. ke bIc ATy.t lokip/y hu{.|

ÉÑÌÊ ke Aa.doln kI p/muq naiyka A=`a Aasf AlI ATy.t d<“ Vyi¯Tv kI 2nI 4I.| mUl+p se ve ga>2IvadI 4I., leikn Aih.sa ke tOr-trIko. ke p/it ]nka nj_irya bdl gya 4a| ve k{ brso. tk wUimgt rhI., ]Nho.ne b.b{ me. ra*¨Iy @vj fhraya, ve idLlI kI mhapOr bnI. AOr swI rajnIit)o. ka idl jIta|

ve xandar suv¯a 4I., ijNho.ne ApnI klm se wI behtrIn yogdan ikya| Da$ _ rammnohr loihya AOr jyp/kax naray` ke sa4 ]Nho.ne wartIy ra*¨Iy ¢a.g/es kI smajvadI xaqa kI

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S4apna kI| wart kI [n nairyo. ne yh is² kr idya ik Svt.5ta ke il[ s.68R isf_R pu=8o. ka ivxe8ai2kar nhI. hE|

mihlaAo. ke yogdan me. bOi²k A.tral sroijnI nayDU, ivjyl(mI p.iDt AOr suceta ¡planI jEsI mihlaAo. µara dUr ikya gya| [sme. 0m _ 0s _suBbal(mI, AOr kEP3n l(mI shgl jEse klakaro. ka wI ]LleqnIy yogdan rha hE, ijNho.ne wartIy Svt.5ta s.g/am me. k.2e se k.2a imlakr s.68R ikya| Aaj_ad ih.d fOj ÜAa{ _0n _0 _Ý kI ranI za>sI reijme.3 kI p/muq ke +p me. ve netajI ke svaRi2k ivXvaspa5 AOr vfadar shyoigyo. me. se 0k 4I.|

sroijnI nayDU ko Svt.5ta s.g/am me. wart koikla ke nam se jana jata hE| neh= jI ko 0k p5 me. ]Nho.ne ilqa 4a, 'mE.ne ]s smy Aapka cehra deqa jb cunav ke Avsr pr Aapka xandar sTkar ikya ja rha 4a| muze mhsUs huAa ik 0k sa4 Aapka raJyaiw8ek AOr ¢Usarop` ho rha hE| vaStv me. [n dono. ko 0k-dUsre se Alg nhI. ikya ja skta, Aaj ke yug me. ve lgwg 0k-dUsre ka pyaRy ho gye hE., ivxe8kr Aapke mamle me., Kyo.ik Aap ApnI bOi²k jvabdehI AOr p/iti¢ya me. ATy.t s.vednxIl AOr naj_uk imj_aj ho AOr Aapko kmj_or Vyi¯yo. kI AvXy.wavI ivxe8ta0>, jEse wO.Dapn, AsTy, w/*3acar, 2oqa2 I, se inp3ne me. Ape9a¡t km sU(m AOr km sjIv 2ar`a AOr Aax.ka rqne vale ]n pu=8o. AOr iS5yo. kI tulna me. sE.kDo. gu`a maimRk k*3 ho.ge, jo ]g/ AOr ivSfo3k Svr me. ApnI kmjoirya> i7pate hE.|'

[sI p/kar 0k ANy p5 me. ]Nho.ne ga>2IjI ko ilqa 4a, 'ivxe8) mante hE. ik mera ¹dy rog bhut b“ cuka hE, AOr q_trnak Str pr phu>c cuka hE pr.tu muze tb tk cEn nhI. iml skta, jb tk ik icryatnag/St wart kI 5asdI pr mE. ivXv ka ¹dy pXcatap se Anup/ai`t n kr dU>|' [s p/kar sroijnI nayDU ne Apne kiv-¹dy se Svt.5ta s.g/am me. yogdan ikya|

tTkalIn kpUr4la iryast kI rajkumarI, rajkumarI Am<tkOr ÉÎv8R tk ga>2I jI kI sicv rhI.| ve Svt.5 wart kI phlI SvaS$y m.5I bnI.| rajkumarI Am<tkOr Anek bar jel gyI. AOr Anek Avsro. pr ]n pr la#IcajR ikya gya| p.jab me. maxRl la$ ke idno. me. Am<tkOr ga>2I jI ke sMpkR me. AayI.| ]Nho.ne rajsI #a#ba3 Tyagkr ga>2I jI ke Aa&m me. rhne ka inXcy ikya|

Svt.5ta s.g/am me. 0k ANy mhTvpU R nam dugaRba{ dexmuq ka hE, ijNho.ne nmk sTyag/h me. ihSsa ilya| Aayrn leDI ke nam se lokip/y dugaRba{ ne ÉÑËÈ ke dxk me. ib/i3x Ai2kairyo. ko praijt kr idya AOr Aa.2/ mihla namk pi5ka ka s.padn ikya|

[n swI mihla samaijk kayRktaRAo. ne ApnI si¢y smaj-seva se Svt.5ta s.g/am ke Aa2ar ko Vyapk bnaya|

[s s.dwR me. A.itm leikn mhTvpU R nam AMmU SvamIna4n ka hE, ijNhe. Pyar se ceir AMma ÜcacIÝ kha jata 4a| ve md/as me. Aiql wartIy mihla sMmeln kI s.S4apk sdSy 4I.| ÉÑËÌ me. ve wartIy ra*¨Iy ka.g/es me. xaiml hu{. AOr ÉÑÌÊ me. wart 7o o Aa.doln me. ]Nho.ne p/muq wUimka inwa{| ]nka Aih.sa AOr ga>2IvadI A4RVyvS4a me. ghra ivXvas 4a| ve s.iv2an swa kI sdSy bnI. AOr samaijk Nyay t4a il.g smanta pr Aa2airt nye wart ke inmaR` me. yogdan ikya|

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narI xi¯ Ütb AOr AbÝ narI xi¯ Ütb AOr AbÝ narI xi¯ Ütb AOr AbÝ narI xi¯ Ütb AOr AbÝ

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ srla Ag/val _ srla Ag/val _ srla Ag/val _ srla Ag/val

wUl gye sb prMpraye. ijs kNya ka pl a warI wart kI p/acIn p/4a0> Byah lata vr-ipta vhI kumarI| ApnI vEidk s.S¡it ikxorI kI [C7a ka mel narI ka sMman ! str.gI spno. ka zol mat<xi¯ kI pUja sb tul jate sa4 vhI.| Svy. vr cunne ka Ai2kar vr kala, bU“a, l>g a ho dex-dex ke mhari4yo. vr vr hE, l ka hE, jEsa ho ko jb dete 4e Aam.5` Kya [tna hI kafI nhI.? bl-pO=8 +p ka pr [s pr wI vr qux nhI.| jb hota 4a qula p/dxRn| inTy inralI frmayx sIta ne cuna ram ko v2u kI hotI Ajmayx ³OpdI ne AjuRn ko kr sktI iktna shn saiv5I ne sTyvan\ ko la sktI iktna ghn dmy.tI su.drI ne nl ko| 0laiS3k-sa iq.cta vj_n ipta-b.2u ke iv=² wI shnxi¯ hotI qtm| ikya vr` jb narI ne tb sam dam d~D wed suw³a, s.yu¯a, =Km`I ikye jate sare p/yog 4I. d<“ inXcy kI 2nI A.t ku7 wI ho skta ho inwRy vr s.g cl p I.| p/ta na-tNdUr cl skta| Svy.vra 4I. nhI. DrI. wa8` sb 2urN2r dete wrI swa 4I vIro. kI pr bhuAo. s.g 0esa hI krte xS5-xaS5 g.wIro. kI be3I ko jb dI ibda{ 4I. tejSvI ve stITvvtI ApnI krnI Aage Aa{ sahs kI Anupm ¡it huAa sa4 sb ]ske vEsa Ab hotI narI kI p/dxRnI ijsne v2u s.g ikya 4a jEsa| AOr caih0 svRgu` sudxRnI b.d kro Ab ye hTya0> ]Cc ix9a s.g nOkrI v2u ko dena y.5`a0> ho sevadar dhejyu¯ 7okrI| narIxi¯ kI pUja se hI lekr sa4 Anupm gu` AatI 6r me. suq xa.it kma{| lete tol trajU pr

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mera jIvn 0k qulI iktab hE mera jIvn 0k qulI iktab hE mera jIvn 0k qulI iktab hE mera jIvn 0k qulI iktab hE

idnexniNdnI Dalimya se cN³ka.ta kI batcIt idnexniNdnI Dalimya se cN³ka.ta kI batcIt idnexniNdnI Dalimya se cN³ka.ta kI batcIt idnexniNdnI Dalimya se cN³ka.ta kI batcIt

idnexn.idnI Dalimya jI kI pavn Sm<it me. p/Stut hE cN³ka.ta jI µara ku7 smy phle ilya gya sa9aTkar s.padk

''''&ImtI idnexniNdnI Dalimya se k{ v8R phle jb 0k saihTy s.go*#I me. we.3 hu{, to ]nkI ku7-ku7 t3S4, gMwIr 0v. vItragI w.igma deq kr lga 4a jEse dUr iknare bE# ko{ tmaxa{ duinya deq rha ho| soca, xayd ]n rcnakoro. me. ho.gI, jo q_ud ko Apne kd se }>ca man, Agle ko qamqah bOna saibt krne ka xOk pal letI hE.| leikn ijtna ]nke krIb Aane AOr ]Nhe. janne ka mOka imla, ]tna hI ]nkI A.tr.gta AOr AaTmIyta se srabor hotI g{| ApnI rcnaAo. me. qud ko benkab krne valI [s vir*# saihTykar ke sahs AOr rcnaTmk }jaR ko deqkr AaXcyR hota hE ik kEse 0k ikxor kviy5I, idnexn.idnI cOriDya, p/em AOr sONdyR ke tNmy rag gane valI, jIvn ko cunOtI smz jIne ka joiq_m ]#atI tmam ivro2I piriS4ityo. me. qud ko sabut bcatI - s<jn krtI rhI| terh v8R kI Aayu se g´-gIt ilqne valI idnexn.idnI jI ne 0k lMbI saihTy-ya5a ke dOran krIb pcas 7o3I-b I puStke. ilqI, ijnme. khanI, ]pNyas, kivta0> Aaid xaiml hE.| yo. idnexn.idnI jI ka khna hE ik 'mE. Apne 6r kI cardIvarI ko la>6 nhI. sktI, Apne hI vatayn se ijtna deqa, ]tna ilqa', leikn ]nka vatayn Aakax-jEsa ivStar il0 hE, twI to ]sme. kevl ]nka hI ijya-woga djR nhI. hE, biLk 0k b e smaj ke µNµ, tnav, VyvS4a ke p/Xn, S5I AiSmta, s.68R 0v. SvPno. se ju e gMwIr svalato. kI p tal wI kI g{ hE| ]nkI kivtaAo. me. hI nhI., ]nke AaTm-k4aTmk ]pNyaso. me wI ]nke gaizn Anuwv, ghrI ANtdR<i*3, vEcairk }jaR AOr s.vednaTmk 6nTv imlta hE| ]Nho.ne jIvn ke k{ r.g deqe, Syah-sfed, [N³2nu8I ! kwI p/em me. mIra AOr ra2a bn tNmy wav se gIt ga0, kwI ip/y kI p/tI9a me. jIvn 'jagtI hu{ rat' ho gya ! suv`R ip.jre me. k_Ed hokr pairvairk p/p.co., AvmannaAo., ]pe9aAo. ke d.x she, AiGnprI9a0> dI., pr q_ud ko ibqrne nhI. idya| daiyTv inwa0 AOr sc kI tlax krtI rhI.| Aaiq_r Kya hE S5I jIvn ka mmR AOr A4R? 'narI, 'ivvx ij_Ndigyo. ka p.jI¡t xBd' Kyo. hE?' ]nkI rcnaAo. m.e ih.sk pxuAo. ke naqUno. se no.cI g{ biCcyo. kI cIqe. hE., pr Apne duqo. se inStar pane ka sahs wI hE| idnexn.idnI jI ka saihTy hI nhI. ]nka Vyi¯gt wI inrNtr bhne valI ndI ka-sa hE| c©ano. kI prvah n kr bhna, inrNtr s<jn-rt rhna ! - kwI gU“ g.wIr, daxRink, kwI ma>, bhn, nanI, dadI sI shj, srl AOr p/eiml ! Aap 6r Aa0> to ]nkI mehmannvaj_I Aapko iwgo0 ibna nhI. rhegI| kwI mUD me. Aa0> to h>sa0>gI, gudguda0>gI wI ! 0esI SnehI dIdI idnexn.idnI jI se sa9aTkar kevl Anuwv se hI taLluk rqta hE| ifr wI ]nse ku7 bate. mE.ne kI., ]Nho.ne ]%r wI id0, sa4 hI kha, 'mera jIvn to, qulI iktab hE, mE.ne Apne bare me. ku7 nhI. i7paya|' leikn Kya sb ku7 khna sMwv hota hE? sb ku7 ]>Del kr to mnu*y ir¯ ho ja0ga, Kyo.ik mnu*y ko{ j pa5 nhI. hE, vh irKt nhI. hota| twI to dIdI AwI wI ku7 khna cahtI hE., kafI ku7 khne ke bad wI ! ]nse hu{ batcIt ke ku7 A.x Aapke il0 : cN³ka.ta

cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : p/em, smpR` AOr jIvn se wrpUr 'xbnm' ke g´-gIto. se xu=Aat kr, ApnI taj_atrIn puStk, 'Ab mE. nacU> nhI. gopal' tk AapkI sa# ke krIb ¡itya> p/kaixt ho cukI. hE.| saihTy kI k{ iv2aAo. me., bdlte smy AOr smaj me. Vyi¯ ke µNµ-tnav, rag-ivrag, sMbN2o. ke iv63n, pIi“yo. ke ANtivRro2, S5I ivmxR AOr tmam iv8yo. pr Aapne Anuwv ke tap se tpI rcna0> ilqI hE. AOr 0k lMbe Arse se Aap saihTy jgt me. ApnI si¢y wagIdarI inwatI Aa{ hE., [s leqkIy }jaR kI AjS5 2ara ka S5ot kha> hE? Kya kwI Aapne [s pr soca ik ve kOn-sI iS4itya> ya kar` 4e ijNho.ne Aapko leqn ke il0 ]ksaya|

id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : kaNta, jIvn kI lMbI, }b -qab s k pr cl kr, mE. jha> phu>cI hU>, vha> se pI7e mu kr deqtI hU> to patI hU> ik bhut 7o3I ]m/ me. mE. lIk se h3 kr clne lgI 4I| 0k ivic5-sI ]dasI AOr Akelapn muze 6ere rhta 4a| [s mn:iS4it ke il0 merI wItrI bunav3, soc, s.vedna, SvPn 0v. Aaka.9aAo. ke sa4, ba¾ piriS4itya> wI ijMmedar rhI ho.gI, jIvn kI phlI-phlI Sm<itya> m<Tyu kI p<*#wUim se p/arMw hu{., Kyo.ik mere jNm ke turNt bad merI ma> [tnI bImar hu{ ik n muze dU2 ipla skI. AOr n hI muze s>wal skI.| mE.

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ninhal me. plI| mama ne bhut Pyar idya pr ve jLdI hI guj_r g0| bcpn me. muze xItla ka p/kop huAa ijsne cehre pr inxan 7o id0| [sse muze jbdRSt ka$MPlEKs huAa| [ske il0 irXtedar merI ma> ko k#6re me. q a krte ik ]sne #Ik se [laj_ nhI krvaya| Ab xadI me. ba2a Aa0gI, [Tyaid| [n sb bato. se mE. zu>zla ]#tI, mn duqI wI ho jata| ]NhI. idno. mE.ne p/it)a-sI kI ik mE. iksI ke samne p/dxRn nhI. k+>gI| irvaj_o. se b>2I xadI n krke p“U>gI, ixi9ka bnU>gI| ]s idn se mera jIvn bdl gya| mama ke 6r se Apne 6r lO3ne pr wI mE. AjnbI-sI mhsUs krne lgI| ]n idno. Alg-Alg rhna, 6.3o. bE#e socna, mera Svawav hI ho gya| 0k Aa.tirk yu²-sa cl rha 4a mere wItr| tb tk ivi2vt\ p“a{ wI nhI. hu{ 4I merI pr ihNdI AC7I 4I AOr p“ne ka xOk 4a| barh v8R kI Aayu me. mE.ne 0k leq ilqa jo mere iptajI ko bhut psNd Aaya| ]Nho.ne muze brabr ilqne ke il0 p/oTsaiht ikya| ]s smy dex me. A>g/ejo. ke iv=² ga>2I jI nee Aa.doln xu+ kr idya 4a| mere mn me. wI dex-p/em kI lhr ]#I AOr mE. rajnIit me. jane kI socne lgI| pr ve idn pdaR p/4a ke idn 4e| mera bahr jana AsMwv-sa hI 4a| ninhal me. jEn 2mR ka bolbala 4a AOr 6r me. vE*`vmagIR maNytaAo., prMpraAo. ka paln hota 4a| 0ese me. mE. vE*`v sMp/day ke vLlwacayR ke p/em AOr wi¯ kI Aor Aaki8Rt hu{| ra2a-¡*` ke p/em ke p/amai`k [ithas-kaVy ke p¶e pl3tI rhI| twI 0k hadsa huAa ijsne muze klm pk ne ko ivvx ikya AOr mE. ilqtI g{|

cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : j+r vh 0esa hadsa rha hoga ijsne Aapke ANtmRn ko m4a AOr Aap me. AaTm-mui¯ ke il0 73p3ah3 wr dI| twI AapkI klm ne p/em AOr sONdyR se lbrej_, wavakul g´-gIto. ko jNm idya, ijnme. ra2a-¡*` ka ]Tk3 p/em hE, mIra kI ivrhjNy Aakulta hE| 'xbnm' AOr 'mOiKtkmal' g´gIt s.g/ho. me., lOikk se AlOikk hote p/em kI duinRvar AiwVyi¯ hE| Aapne p/em ke iv8y me. kha hE, 'p/em, tU hI ivXv me. mhan sTy hE, pU R sONdyR AOr icrNtn p/kax hE|' ]nme. dEihk tap AOr &<.gairk AnuwUitya> wI hE., yha> pa#k ke mn me. 0k Svawaivk-sa p/Xn ]#ta hE 0ese p/em ka Aa2ar ko{ deh2arI hoga| yh wI ik lOikk p/em ko AlOikk +p dene ke Kya kar` ho skte hE.? Kya ]s smy kI samaijk vjRna0>, ya 7ayavad-rhSyvad ka p/wav? ya p/em kI vh crm AnuwUit, jo lOikk me. smatI nhI. 4I?

id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : tumne muze p“a hE kaNta, jantI ho, mera jIvn 0k qulI iktab hE| ApnI rcnaAo. me. cahe vh kivta ho ya ]pNyas, mE.ne Apne ijye-woge Anuwvo. ka sa(y pa#ko. ke sm9 p/Stut ikya hE| yh wI i7paya nhI., ik ikxoravS4a me. mE.ne 0k p/O“, Aak8Rk 0v. sud<“ Vyi¯Tv ke 2nI pu=8 se p/em ikya| ve iv2ur 4e, dobara ivvah nhI. krna cahte 4e| ]nke [.kar ne muze ghra 2Kka phu>caya| vh [tna wy.kr Aa6at 4a mere il0 ik mE. AaTmhTya tk krne kI socne lgI| mere ix9k ke rokne, smzane pr vh hadsa hote-hote bca| yh p/em mere Aa.tirk AiStTv se 0ese ju a jEse kbN2 se isr ! [sne merI AaTma ko ivStar AOr muze jIvn ke Aa6at shne kI xi¯ dI| lOikk-AlOikk ke p/Xn pr, mE. yh mantI hU> ik manvIy p/em AOr sONdyR me. jb gu`o. ka Aarop` hota hE, to vh ]se devTv p/2an krta hE| ANt:kr` ke ibMb-p/itibMb bnte hE., tU 'mE.' AOr mE. 'tU' bn kr Aiw¶ ho jate hE.| p/em me. vhI crmoTk8R ka 9` hota hE| vh smy, S4an, pirvex SvIkar ya ASvIkar se pre kI cIj_ hE| Apne ]da% +p me. p/em 'vsu2Ev ku3uMbkm' kI j e. mjbUt krta hE| yh s.S¡it ke )an me. fU>ka huAa bIj-m.5 hE| Aaj wI p/em hI mera m.5 hE| p/em ivhIn-duinya muze qoqlI nj_r AatI hE| mere leqn ke mUl me. p/em hI hE|

cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : jantI hU> dIdI, twI to Aaj wI Aap p/em kivta0> ilq letI hE.| AC7a, yh bta[0, jb bhut km ]m/ me. Aapke g´-gIto. ne Aapko p/isi² dI, mhadevI vmaR jEsI is² kviy5I ne Aapko sraha, pN³h-solh v8R kI Aayu me. Aapko seKsirya purSkar imla, tb Aapko kEsa lga? ]s 7o3I vy me. pu=8o%mdas 3~Dn, ramkumar vmaR, jEneN³, p/emcNd jEse b e saihTykaro. kI srahna pana scmuc b I bat hE| bCcn jI ne to ApnI AaTmk4a me. Aapka ij¢ krte hu0 ilqa wI hE ik ]n idno. Aapke 'g´-kaVy kI b I 2Um 4I', ]s smy ke saihiTyk mahOl kI ku7 Sm<itya> hmare sa4 ba>i30|

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id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : purSkar ne muze 4o a AaXcyR me. j+r Dala, Kyo.ik mE. Apne leqn me. hI tNmy rhtI 4I| bahr bhut km jatI 4I| mhadevI jI se merI mulakat [NdOr saihTy sMmeln me. hu{, jha> 3~Dn jI ne muze g´-kaVy p“ne ke il0 bulaya 4a| 6r se bahr inklne AOr b e saihTykaro. ke samne rcna p“ne ka vh mera phla mOka 4a| ]s gIt kI phlI AOr Aaiq_rI p.i¯ muze Aaj wI yad hE|

cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : suna[0 n !

id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : vh p.i¯ya> ku7 [s trh 4I., 'kalaNtr me. ko{ pU7e, idnex kOn 4I / to khna, ik vh 0k p/eimka 4I|'

cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : bhut km xBdo. me Aapne Apne ko pirwai8t ikya| j_+r sunne vale p/waivt hu0 ho.ge|

id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : hu0 to ho.ge, Kyo.ik ]s v¯ mhadevI b I AaTmIyta se muzse imlI.| muzse kha, Apne sare g´-kaVy ]Nhe. wej dU>| p“ to ve muze phle wI cukI 4I.| ]ske bad mE.ne ]n kivtaAo. ko 'xbnm' puStk me. p/kaixt hone pr hI deqa| purSkar ke il0 wI puStk ]Nho.ne hI wejI 4I| vh ]s v8R kI svR&e*# puStk 6oi8t kI g{ 4I| ramkumar vmaR ne puStk kI wUimka ilqI 4I, yh muze bad me. malUm huAa| mere pas p/x.sko. ke p5 Aate 4e, Aqbaro. me. nam 7pta 4a| p/s¶ta to hotI 4I, pr merI p<*#wUim ]dasInta kI hI 4I| iksI kI m<Tyu deq kr bImar ho jatI 4I| mn behd s.vednxIl 4a| saihiTyk mahOl to b a AaTmIy 4a|

cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : Aapke leqn pr 6r-pirvar, ]s smy ke smaj kI Kya p/iti¢ya rhI? ]s smy to ko{ l kI 0k p5 wI ilqtI to xk ke 6ere me. AatI 4I|

id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : 6r me. ipta ke Aitir¯ muze smzne vala ko{ nhI. 4a| [tr log khte, pUvR jNm me., mE. ko{ gopI rhI ho}>gI, ya gopI ka ¹dy lekr pEda hu{ hU>| mere iptajI muze brabr ilqne ke il0 p/oTsaiht krte| smaj kI ccaR kI Aa>c muz tk phu>cne nhI. dete 4e|

cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : ApnI ip/y iv2a g´-gIt ko 7o kivta 0v. ]pNyas ilqne ke pI7e kOn se kar` ya dbav rhe?

id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : 0k bar Da$ _ pd\mis.h kmlex ne mera [N3rVyU ilya AOr muze scet ikya ik g´-kaVy kI iv2a Ab smaPtp/ay hE| mE. ku7 AOr ilqne ka p/yas k+>| mE. tb b I inrax hu{ Kyo.ik g´-gIt merI ip/y iv2a 4I| ]nke bhut Aag/h krne pr mE.ne 7Ndob² kivta0> ilqI.| bad me. ]nka wI yug bIt gya| tb Aaj kI kivta0> ilqne kI koixx kI| smy ke sa4 kaVy iv2aAo. me. pirvtRn Aa0| mE. wI xElI, ixLp AOr AiwVyi¯ ke ma@ymo. me. pirvtRn latI rhI, ANy iv2aAo. ko wI Apnaya| cetn AOr A²Rcetn ke wItr kI k{ A.tyaR5a0> mE.ne kivta, khanI AOr ]pNyaso. me. gU>4 dI.| ]pNyas ilqne ke il0 mere bCco. ne wI mera hOsla b“aya| idnkr jI ne mere phle ]pNyas kI qUb p/x.sa kI| drAsl mere jIvn AOr jgt ke iviv2v`IR Anuwv 0k iv2a me. A3 nhI. pa0, yh wI ]pNyas ilqne ka kar` bna| ijtna ivStar ]pNyas ke b e kEnvas pr sMwv hE ]tna g´-gIt me. nhI.|

cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta : Aap ga>2I AOr neh+ se p/waivt 4I.| rajnIit me. Aakr ra*¨ kI seva krna cahtI 4I.| neh+ se Aapka p5-Vyvhar wI huAa| ]Nho.ne Aapko logo. se imlne kI slah wI dI AOr Aapne 'duphirya ke fUl' kaVy neh+ ko smipRt ikya| ifr Acank 0esa Kya huAa ik Apne pro. se Aakax tOlne kI [C7a rqne valI yuva kviy5I ne, Sv`R ji3t ikle kI kEd AOr 2rtI ke 0eXvyR wog ko cuna? Kya ]sne ApnI sIma0> Aap nhI. bna{.?

id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : deqo kaNta, mnu*y jo bnta hE, ]se bnane me., ]ske ivcar, p/itb²ta0> AOr Aaka.9a0> hI nhI., dI g{ piriS4itya> wI ij_Mmedar hotI hE.| te{s-cObIs v8R kI ]m/ tk, merI, ivvah n krne kI ijd to clI, jbik hmare rajS4an me. ]s smy pN³h-solh kI ]m/ tk l ikyo. ka ivvah j_+rI mana jata 4a| pr bad me., jb merI p“a{ wI pUrI hu{, mE. smaj me. ccaR ka iv8y bn g{| [tna ik mere mata-ipta kI icNta0> b“tI g{.| ]Nho.ne muze smzaya, mnaya| mere kar` vo duqI ho., mE. yh wI nhI. cahtI 4I| hala>ik ivvah ke il0 mn

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me. ko{ ]Tk.#a nhI. 4I, ifr wI mE. piriS4ityo. ke dbav se ivvah ke il0 tEyar ho g{| [s bIc Dalimya jI jo mere g´-gIto. se p/waivt 4e, mere ipta ke pas ivvah ka p/Stav wej cuke 4e| phlI bar to mE.ne [s p/Stav ko #ukra idya 4a| pr jb dUsrI bar ]nka p/Stav Aaya to mE.ne ]s pr ivcar ikya| 6r-pirvar valo. ne Dalimya jI kI b I ]m/ AOr bhupTnIv/tI hone ke kar` [s ivvah ka ivro2 ikya, pr muze lga, yh ivvah manv-mn ke A@yyn ka qasa AC7a iv8y rhega| mn me. p/Xn wI ]#e, ik k{ ivvaho. ke bad wI ve s.tu*3 Kyo. nhI. hE.? so ku7 mera kOtuhl-wav AOr ku7 piriS4itya>, [s ivvah ke kar` bne| ]s v¯ yh nhI. soca ik mE. ApnI sIma0> Aap bna rhI hU>, biLk 0k cunOtI kI trh hI [s ivvah ko SvIkar ikya ik 0k 2nI-manI ]´ogpit kI [s ivvah &<.qla ko mE. rok lU>gI|

cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : yanI ik Aapne Apne jIvn ke sa4 0k 0Kspeirme.3 ikya| xayd yh soc kr ik jo p/em AapkI rg-rg me. gIt bn kr gU>j rha 4a, ]sse ]Nhe. [tna wr de.gI ik w3kn ke il0 ko{ gu.ja[x hI n rhe? Kya yh soc, 0k s9m pu=8 ke Ahm\ AOr rIit-nIit se 3krav kI iS4it pEda krne valI nhI. 4I? 0k m@yvgIRy pirvar kI AaTmsjg l kI nee }>cI hvelI ke iw¶ pirvex me. Apne ko kha> paya? Kya hme. bta0>gI ik Aapka 0Kspeirme.3 kha> tk sfl huAa?

id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : [s ivvah ke pI7e 0k cunOtI ka wav j_+r 4a, pr yh wI sc hE ik ivvah ke nam pr yh 0k smzOta wI 4a| iksI hd tk p/yog wI kh skte hE.| hm sb jIvn ke sa4 p/yog to krte hI hE.| ]nme. sflta imle ya n imle, yh Alg bat hE| ]s smy kI mn:iS4it ke iv8y me. kh cukI hU>| ha>, yh wI sc hE ik se# jI kI hvelI me. Aakr mE. 4o I 'nanPls' j_+r hu{| 3a3a, ibrla ke bad Dalimya jI ka b e pU>jIpityo. me. tIsra nam 4a| Vyavsaiyk +p se ve sfl 4e, k{ +pvtI piTnya> 4I., pr ifr wI At<Pt 4e| ]nka Vyi¯Tv muze ivro2o. AOr ivro2awaso. se pU R lgta| 0k trf d<“ inXcyI, b e Vyapar AOr b e pirvar ko Anuxasn se clane kI 9mta rqne vale, dUsrI Aor srl AOr p/x.sko. pr j+rt se Jyada ivXvas krne vale ! S5I iv8yk ivcar to ]nke pKke samNtI hI 4e| mere Aane se ]nme. ko{ qas pirvtRn nhI. Aaya| drAsl muze se# jI ke 6r Aakr n Apna ktRVy smz me. Aaya, n Apna S4an ! yha> sb ku7 mere ipta ke 6r se Alg 4a, biLk ivprIt 4a|

cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta : Kya Aapne se# jI tk Apne ivcar phu>cane kI koixx kI? iksI trh ]Nhe. bdlne ya ku7 suzav dene ka p/yas?

id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : ps.d to ]Nho.ne muze ikya 4a, ijtna man-sMman 0k pU>jIpit ke 6r me. sMwv 4a, vh wI idya| pr ]nkI ANy piTnyo. 0v. ku3uiMbyo. ke il0 to mE. 0k 'Aa]3-sa[Dr' hI 4I| p“I-ilqI, kivta ilqnevalI, ijskI k³ b>2e-!>ke s.Skaro.-maNytaAo. vale sMp¶ marva I pirvaro. me. nhI. 4I, qaskr ]´ogpityo. ke 6rano. me.| vha> S5I 0k vStu 4I, Anek suq sa2no., sMp¶taAo. kI p/tIk, 0k vStu wr ! pit ko p/waivt krne ya ]Nhe. ku7 suzav dene kI bat to vha> hotI hE jha> ivcaro. ka 4o a-bhut tadaTMy ho| yha> 0esa nhI. 4a| ivcaro. AOr wav s.vedn ke Str pr hm do Alg-Alg 2/uvo. pr q e 4e| mE.ne ]Nhe. rajnIit kI trf 4o a p/eirt j+r ikya, ku7 pi5ka0> wI inkalI., pr yha> wI ve caplUso. se i6re rhe| 0k b e ]´ogpit AOr bui²jIvI hone ke sa4, ve 4o e kan ke kCce wI 4e| rajnIitk AOr Vyavsaiyk Str pr Aaye s.k3o., muk±mo. ko zelne ka AdMy sahs 4a| mhTvaka.9a0> ]Nhe. behd VySt rqtI., 0k w/amk sMpU Rta ka wav ]Nhe. S5I mn ko smzne nhI. deta 4a| roma.s kI vha> gu.ja[x hI nhI. 4I| 0ese me. merI s.vednxIlta ku.d ho g{| 0k Ad<Xy dIvar 4I hmare mno. ke bIc, ik mE. ]nke ANtr ko 7U nhI. sktI 4I| mE. ]nke Aadex-]pdex suntI| ]nke ]T4an-ptn me. ]nke krIb Aana cahtI, pr ve hr iS4it me. samaNy bne rhte| ]nke bnaye vatavr` me. jItI, mE. ivic5 se wy se i6rI rhtI AOr 0kakI mhsUs krtI| 0k b>3e hu0 pit ke Aitir¯ mere pas ku7 nhI. 4a| mE.ne Apne ]pNyas, 'muze maf krna' v ANy AaTmk4aTmk ]pNyaso. me. Apna ijya-woga jIvn djR kr idya hE|

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cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : Aapka Apne pit se, tmam p/em AOr &²a ke bavjUd ivcaro. ke Str pr iw¶ta AOr xayd ivro2 wI rha| 0ese me. AapkI p/iti¢ya Kya rhtI 4I? 0k pTnI AOr ma> ke +p me. Aap Apne ko iktnI sfl patI hE.?

id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : mE. k{ jgh kh cukI hU> ik mE. n 0k sfl pTnI bn pa{ AOr n bCco. ke il0 hI ku7 ivxe8 kr pa{| k{ piTnyo. me. b>3e pit kI p/tI9a me. jIvn 0k jagtI hu{ rat bn gya| ]nke Aadxo.R ke Anu+p Svy. ko !al nhI. skI Kyo.ik mE. smz hI nhI. skI ik ve muzse Kya cahte hE.| ve sIta-saiv5I, stI Anusu[ya ke ]dahr` dete, ]nkI piv5ta AOr Tyag kI bat krte, mE. mn hI mn Aaht hotI| kax, mE. smza patI ik sIta ka ivro2, sTyvan-saiv5I ka p/ga“ p/em ! ve tkR sunne ko tEyar nhI. 4e| Vyvhar me. nm/ 4e pr Svy. ko svR) wI mante 4e, 'hm {sa se wI 9maxIl hE. devI|' 'pit, kEsa wI ho pTnI ]ska Apman kre to ]se nkR kI yatna wognI p tI hE|' ve jb 0ese vaKy bolte, to mere soce hu0 m2ur 9` Vy4R ho jate| mE. qu_d ko ]nke Anu+p !alne kI koixx wI krtI, Apne ANdr 7a0 vsNt ko sme3ne kI koixx krtI| leikn pit ke Sneh me. ihSsedarI q3ktI| [se S5I sulw {*yaR kh sktI ho| hr S5I pit pr 0k75 Ai2kar cahtI hE, mere pas dene ko bhut 4a pr lene vala [s sbse beqbr 4a| mE. ku.i#t ho g{| pr mE.ne q_ud ko Ao7a nhI. hone idya| 2Ire-2Ire ANtjRgt me. lO3 Aa{| kivtaAo. me. ApnI Vy4a-k4a Vy¯ krne lgI| b e 6r ke p/p.c, bhupiTnyo. kI ivDMbna0>, Aaka.9a0>, ]pe9a0>, rag-µe8 sb deqe-zele| biLk Apna nam yx wI pit kI dehrI pr c“a idya| Apne ktRVy inwa0, ma> bnI, mat<Tv jaga pr vaTsLy kI 2ara0> ins<t nhI. hu{.| bCco. ko mE.ne Apna dU2 nhI. iplaya| mera mn behd ]µeilt rhta 4a AOr mE. bCco. ko inraxaTmk 7ayaAo. se dUr rqna cahtI 4I| mera mmTv ]nke il0 4a, deq-req wI krtI 4I pr Ai2ka.x smy ve da[yo.-nOkro. kI ihfaj_t me. rhte| g<hS4I ke kamo. me. merI =ic nhI. 4I, g<h`I ka rol wI #Ik se nhI. inwa| bs sb guj_rta gya| ma> ke +p me. iktnI sfl rhI, nhI. jantI, pr mere bCce s.Skarvan hE.| ApnI bna{ lIko. pe clte hu0 Sneh-sU5o. se b>2e hE.| mere s.68R kal me. mere bCco. AOr mere wa[yo. ne hmexa mera sa4 idya hE| bhU ne to Pyar se ba>2a AOr 6r ke ]%rdaiyTvo. se mu¯ kr idya, ijsse mE. leqn kmR krne ka smy pa skI|

cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : AO´oigk 6rane me. rh kr 2n ko Aap iktna mhTv detI hE.? Kya Aap mantI hE. ik 2n se swI suq qrIde ja ske hE.?

id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : ka.ta, Aaj ke yug me. jIne ke il0 2n kI AavXykta ko nkara nhI. ja skta| Awavo. me. mE.ne kwI jIna nhI. caha| pr yh wI sc hE ik 2n kI ApnI sIma0> hE.| vh mnu*y ke mn kI xa.it nhI. qrId skta| mE.ne 2n ko ]tna hI mhTv idya, ijtna vh Vyi¯ ko Svaiwman se jIne me. shayk hota hE| dUsro. ke Aage ha4 fElane kI nObt nhI. AanI caih0, [sse n kevl Vyi¯ ke smuict ivkas kI sMwavna0> q_Tm hotI hE., biLk saihTy s<jn-p/kaxn me. wI ba2a0> AatI hE.|

cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : cN³ka.ta : AapkI phlI-phlI ¡ityo. 'xbnm', 'mOiKtk mal', 'duphirya ke fUl', 'v.xIrv' Aaid me. jIvn ka ]Llas hE| p/¡it-p/em-sONdyR-dxRn swI 0k ivra3 rag me. gu>4e hE. pr 'xvRrI' tk Aate-Aate ]nme., ÜAapke hI xBdo. me.Ý 'ANymnSkta' Aa{ hE| [ske kar` Kya rhe ho.ge?

id _ n. _ Dalid _ n. _ Dalid _ n. _ Dalid _ n. _ Dalimya : imya : imya : imya : kar` to mere jIvn kI bdlI hu{ piriS4ityo. me. hI 4e| 'xbnm' ke smy me. mE. qultI hu{ puStk ke p/4m p<*# kI trh 4I| h>sI-quxI wre vs.t AOr iqltI kilyo. jEse ivcar 4e| mera smy mere Ai2kar me. 4a| pr ivvah ke bad, iS4itya> bhut bdl g{.| [tnI ik mE.ne kLpna wI nhI. kI 4I| mE. prvx-sI ho g{ 4I| cltI 4I - pr cal merI nhI. 4I| ho.# ihlte 4e, pr va`I dUsre kI hotI 4I| muze 0k idn wI n lga ik yh ivxalkay 6r mera hE| b a Vyapar, spiTnya>, samNtI pirvex AOr pit kI ]pe9a, 6relU p/p.c Aaid ke bIc mera mhTvaka.9I ]Nmu¯ mn, ]n piriS4ityo. se samNjSy S4aipt nhI. kr ska| mE. ApnI hI AaTma se, hr pl pU7e jane vale p/Xno. se ib.2I rhtI| xayd mn hI mn Apne in Ry pr wI 9uB2 rhtI| mE. koixx krne pr wI ink3 nhI. ja pa{| phle AijRt ikya yx ]n dIvaro. me. im©I huAa ja

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rha 4a| 2n-vEwv mere 0kakIpn ke Aage im©I lgne lga 4a| hr cIj_ A2UrI, ApU R lgtI, n ivgt wUl patI 4I n vtRman s2ta 4a| 0esI iS4it me., sa.sairk mayajal me. f>sI ANymnSk ho g{ 4I| leqn hI merI xr`-S4lI 4I| ]sI me. ANtmRn ko ] eltI 4I| to jEsI, iS4itya> 4I., vEsa hI p/itibMb saihTy me. hoga| mera leqn to ijya huAa sc hI hE|

cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta : hvelI kI }>cI dIvaro., Anuxasno., p/p.co., vsIyto.-muk±mo. v 2n ke b>3vare me. 2a>2ilyo. AOr sbse }pr ]pe9a AOr 0kakIpn, ke 6u3n pirvex me. rhkr wI Aap s<jnrt rhI.| vEse pirvex me. to ko{ wI kLpnaxIl, p/eiml S5I ya to wItr hI wItr 6u3 jatI ya smzOte pr idmag ke iDBbe ko b.d kr 0eXvyR wog me. rm jatI| prNtu Aapne ApnI jIvnI xi¯ AOr soc ko 2ar dekr, Apne wItr ke rcnakar ko ijNda rqa| 0k b>2e-!>ke smaj me., jha> 6r kI bat bahr phu>cana Apra2 smza jata 4a, Aapne car AaTmk4aTmk ]pNyas ilq kr, n kevl Apne AnuwUt y4a4R ko hI Svr idya, biLk hveilyo. kI lOh dIvaro. me. kEd, iS5yo. kI ivDMbnaAo. AOr Agle ko @vSt krne vale sam.tI A.h kI pir`ityo. ko wI prIi9t-ivXlei8t ikya| yh sb ilqne ke il0 Apne Aap ko kEse tEyar ikya?

id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : mere il0 wI iS4ityo. se pdaR ]#akr injI sc savRjink bnana Aasan nhI. 4a| [ske il0 mE.ne Apne mn ko mj_bUt kr ilya ik khanI me. woga y4a4R hI ilqna hE| Svy. ko wI mu¯ krna hE AOr [s bhane pUre S5I vgR kI iS4ityo.-piriS4ityo., ]nke 6at-p/it6at se ]pje µNµ-tnav AOr p/Xno. ko smaj ke samne ]jagr krna hE|

cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta : 'muze maf krna', 'k.dIl ka 2uAa>', 'Aaho. kI bEsaiqya>', AOr 'AOr sUrj DUb gya', ye 0k hI k4a ke car q~D hE.| [nme. Aapka jIvn gu>4a huAa hE, [Nhe. Aapne AaTm-k4a n kh kr, AaTm-k4aTmk ]pNyas Kyo. kha?

id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : 'AaTm-k4aTmk ]pNyas' ilqte smy leqk woge hu0 sTy ko {mandarI se pa#ko. ke samne to rqta hI hE, sa4 hI iksI Vyi¯ ivxe8 ke p/it k3uta ya µe8-wav nhI., Kyo.ik yha> jIivt Vyi¯ ]pNyas ke pa5 bn kr, pUre smaj ka p/itini2Tv krte hE., ve ApnI Vyi¯gt s.)a ke }pr ]# kr samaijk p/Xno. se ju jate hE.| 'i7pav-durav' kI nIitya> Apnane kI j+rt nhI. p tI|

cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta : [n car AaTm-k4aTmk ]pNyaso. ke iv8y me. Aapne ilqa hE ik 'mE. [n ]pNyaso. ke ma@ym se nayk ke jIvn ke A4R AOr AiStTv kI qoj krna cahtI hU>', jbik [nme. sam.tI smaj kI +“ nEitkta AOr hdbiNdyo. me. jItI iS5yo. kI Vy4a-k4a behd maimRk !.g se AiwVy¯ hu{ hE| [s pr ku7 khe.|

id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : id _ n. _ Dalimya : ha>, yh shI hE ik ]pNyas mE.ne nayk ke iviv2 +p, Svawav v ]nke jIvn me. Aa{ cunOityo. ko smzne ke il0 ilqe| mE. 0k bhuAayamI Vyi¯ ke cir5 AOr jIvn ke ivro2awaso. ka ivXle8`-prI9` kr ]nke jIvn-dxRn ko smzna cahtI 4I| j_aihr hE ]nse ju I iS5yo. ke suq-duqo. kI p tal wI honI j_+rI 4I| ]n iS5yo. me. mE. wI 0k 4I, ijsne 2u0> ko pIkr Aag ko ijNda rqa AOr Apne Aap ko A>2ere me. DUbne se bcaya| ApnI nai yo. me. quwe hu0 ka>3o. ko inkal kr, 0k lMbI nI.d lene kI p/i¢ya hE mera leqn| leikn ApnI ga4a ke ma@ym se, smaj me. S5I kI jgh, ]ske vjUd ka wI Aakln ikya hE mE.ne| jha> nayk ke gu`o., ]nke 2EyR AOr d<“-s.kLp kI p/x.sa kI, vha> ]nkI kimyo. ko wI nj_r-ANdaj_ nhI. ikya| bhu ivvah-p/4a kI mE.ne wTsRna kI| ]nkI S5I-iv8yk ivcar2ara, ik 'hmare s.g tum piv5 ho g{ ho', jEse vaKyo. ka ivro2 wI ikya hE| yh wI pa5o. ke ma@ym se Sp*3 ikya hE ik S5I ke il0 pEsa hI A.itm sTy nhI. hE| vh Apne pit se p/em, ivXvas AOr A.tr.gta kI hkdar hE AOr ]skI ApnI 0k injI phcan hE| vh saman kI g#rI jEsI bejan vStu nhI., ik ]se ijs trh ]#aAo, ib#aAo, ko{ f_kR nhI. p ta| yh wI khne kI koixx kI hE ik 2nvan kI nIityo. me. ko{ AaTmwavna nhI. hotI| vha> AOrt sdEv wy me. jItI hE| narI ka [Stemal hI hota hE vha>, cahe s.tit ke il0 ya ApnI AaTm-t<iPt ke il0|

cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta : AaTm-k4aTmk ]pNyaso. ke bad Aapne 'fUl ka ddR', 'Aa>q imcOlI' AOr 'mrjIva' Aaid ]pNyas ilqe| [nme. Aap Svy. se bahr Aakr, ]s S5I smaj se tadaTMy krne

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lgI hE. ijsme. b.2no., jk no. se mui¯ kI 73p3ah3 hI nhI., AdMy sahs wI hE| Aa>q imcOlI kI re u ko, Aapke hI xBdo. me. khU> to, 'ApnI hI ij_d AOr ApnI jEsI duinya bnane ka wUt svar 4a', vh smaj ke bne-bnaye !a>ce ko to na cahtI hE| ivvah AOer seKs ke bare me. ]ske ivcar narI mui¯vadI S5I-ivmxR kI ihmayityo. ko pI7e 7o dete hE.| 'p/em 0k mu¯ inzRr hE ivvah 0k A>2a kuAa>, ijsme. 7la>g lga kr Vyi¯ ku0> ka me“k bn kr rh jata hE', jEse vaKy jmRn g/Iyr AOr sImon d boAar ke ivcaro. se mel qate hE.| 'mrjIva' kI yamna me. sam.tI pirvar kI tanaxaihyo. se l ne AOr Apne AiStTv ko p/mai`t krne ka sahs hE| vh ApnI ma> se wI khtI hE 'ma>, tum dUsro. se Dro mt, wymu¯ ho jaAo|' Kya [n pa5o. ke ma@ym se, Aap pu=8 vcRSv kI Aityo. AOr samaijk jk no. ka ivro2 krna cahtI hE., ya ku7 AOr khna cahtI hE.?

id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya : deqo ka.ta, yh ]pNyas ilqte smy mE.ne yh nhI. soca ik [n ]pNyaso. ke ma@ym se ApnI ko{ wItrI iriKt wrna cahtI hU> ya pu=8 vcRSv ko ko{ cunOtI de rhI hU>| [s khanI ko ilqte j+r ku7 p/Xn mn me. 4e, ijnke ]%r tlax rhI 4I| narI sidyo. tk pu=8 kI Aa¢amkta shtI Aa{ hE| sih* uta, xIl, s.to8 AOr Tyag ka pircy detI Aa{ hE| pr Ab ]skI mUkta smaPt ho g{ hE AOr vh ivro2I Svr ]#ane lgI hE| yh sb Svawaivk hE| leikn yh wI sc hE ik S5I-pu=8 0k-dUsre ke pUrk hE.| pu=8 ko S5I ke AiStTv ko A.gIkar kr lena caih0| ]s pr mailkana Ai2kar n rq kr ]se im5 AOr magRdxIR ka djaR dena caih0| ]skI bui² k{ A4oR. me., k{ Avsro. pr pu=8 se Ai2k tIv/ hotI hE| mat<Tv to ]se 2EyR kI p/itmUitR bna deta hE| ]ska A2Urapn, 6r ho ya bahr, swI jgh smSya0> pEda krta hE| dono. ke jIvn me. 0k-dUsre ko ]ska day dekr jIvn me. samNjSy S4aipt krna hE| yhI sb bate. khne kI koixx kI g{ hE|

cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta : AC7a dIdI, Aap 0k lMbe smy se s<jn kr rhI hE.| [s bIc saihTy me. k{ p/v<i%ya>, k{ iv2aAo., vado. ne jNm ilya, ivxe8 qa>co. me. ba>2 kr kivta khanI ilqI g{| AiStTvvad, p/yogvad, n{ khanI, AkhanI, smaNtr khanI Aaid se hote hu0 Aaj saihTy pr ]%r Aa2uinkta AOr wUm.DlIkr` 7a gya hE| saihTy me. [s sb ka Kya mhTv hE AOr [sI tejI se bdlte dOr me. hmare samne kOn-sI cunOitya> hE.? saihTy pr mIiDya ke p/wav pr Aapke ivcar Kya hE.?

id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya : jb se mE.ne leqn xu+ ikya, tb se smy ke sa4 p/v<i%ya> bdlI.| saihTy ka ba¾ klevr, AiwVyi¯ kI xEilya>, ixLp-iv2a0> bdlI.| saihTy pr kwI kamU, kaFka AOr sa5R 7a g0, kwI igNsbgaR, Aaj ]%r Aa2uinkta hE, pr leqn ApnI inbaR2 git se clta rha| smy Apne sa4 n{ cunOitya> lata hE AOr rcnakar iS4ityo.-pa5o. ko keN³ me. rq kr ]nse +-b-+ hota hE| p/Xn krta hE, ivro2I ! jo wI rcnakar vado. ko m±enj_r rq kr rcna krta hE vh ]s vad ka pEMfle3 wle bne., rcna nhI. bntI| rcna ke mUl me. rcnakar ka SvanuwUt y4a4R hI hota hE| cahe vh ]ska Apna woga huAa ho ya theidl se mhsUs ikya ho| hmare samne Aaj sbse b a s.k3 to hmarI n*3 hotI mULy VyvS4a AOr piXcm ka A.2anukr` hE| wUm.DlIkr` ne ivXv ko krIb lakr hme. 0k b I ibradrI ka ihSsa bnaya, pr [sme. hm ApnI sa.S¡itk phcan qone lge hE.| baj_arvad ne hme. Apna gulam bna ilya hE| ]pwo¯avadI t.5 S5I ka Svt.5ta ke nam pr, ]ska ]pyog hI kr rha hE|

mIiDya, [.3rne3 ne hmare il0 )an ke µar qol id0, pr hmarI s.vednaAo. ko ku.d wI kr idya| hmara smy cunOityo. ka hI smy hE| cahe vh S5I ke Ai2karo. se ju I ho., vgR-v R se ju I ho., dilto-xoi8to. kI ho. ya b“tI hu{ saMp/daiyk xi¯yo. kI, hme. wartIy dxRn me. hI [nke sma2an !U>!ne ho.ge, Kyo.ik hmarI wartIy Av2ar`a 'vsu2Ev ku3uMbkm\' kI Av2ar`a hE| hmarI sih* uta 0kta ka sU5 hE| hr 2mR ke Anuyaiyyo. ko sman +p se flne-fUlne kI Svt.5ta hmare dxRn me. hE| hme. ]se shI !.g se pirwai8t krna hoga| piXcm ka A.2anukr` 7o kr Apne smaj kI smSyaAo. ko deqna smzna hoga| samaijk y4a4R ko mhsUs kr hm jo

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wI ilqte hE., vhI p/amai`k hota hE, ]sI ke bIc se saihTy jNm leta hE AOr cunOityo. ka samna krne ka sahs wI ju3ata hE| xe8 sb vKtI bate. hE.|

cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta : tb ke saihTy s.sar AOr Aaj ke sihTy jgt me. Aap Kya A.tr patI hE.? purSkaro. kI nIit AOr smI9a ke iv8y me. AapkI ray?

id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya : ANtr to smy AOr Vyi¯ me. Aata hE, saihTy to mnu*y ke suq-duq se, icrkal se ju a Aaya hE| mere xu=AatI leqn ke smy, b e rcnakar n0 rcnakaro. ko p/oTsaiht krte 4e| iksI me. rcnaTmkta nj_r AatI to ]se p5-pi5kaAo. me. p/kaixt wI krte AOr purSkaro. se wI nvaj_te| Aaj pa3IRbajI, igrohb.dI AOr wa{-wtIjavad saihTy ko wI g/s rha hE| AC7I rcna0>, yo. der-sver Apna day patI hE. pr AKsr saihTy kI rajnIit krne vale Apne sMbN2o. ko wunate nj_r Aate hE.| purSkar bhut ho g0 hE., pr yha> kI ko{ nIitSp*3 nhI. hE| smI9a ka hal to AOr wI q_rab hE| ku7 hI smI9k rcna p“ kr ]skI VyaQya krte hE., Ai2ka.x smI9a ke nam pr qanapUitR hI krte nj_r Aate hE.|

cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta : Aapne Apne ivpul leqn me. SvanuwUt ke sa4, sMbN2o. kI Aa[rnI, pIi“yo. ke A.tral, Aa[De.i33I ¢a[iss Aaid pr k{ ]pNyas ilqe| S5I-ivmxR se ju I 'Aa>q imcOlI', 'mrjIva' jEsI sx¯ rcna0> ilqI.| S5I ke, wymui¯ ke p/yas wI Aapke saihTy me. djR hE.| Kya kar` hE ik su2I smI9ko. ka @yan [n ]pNyaso. kI Aor nhI. gya? yha> tk ik S5I-mui¯ ke z.Dabrdaro. ka wI nhI.? AapkI p/iti¢ya?

id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya : mE.ne smy AOr smaj kI iv+ptaAo.-ivDMbnaAo. ko ghra{ se mhsUs ikya hE| w/*3acar, berojgarI, Aix9a, S5I ke p/it AwI wI doym djeR kI nagirk hone ka wav pu=8 smaj me. VyaPt hE| kevl kanUn nhI., samaijk cetna [se bdl sktI hE| S5I me. mE.ne AnNt sMwavna0> deqI hE.| vh 6r-pirvar hI nhI., ra*¨ kI 2urI hE| ]se ]ict Ai2kar AOr Svt.5ta denI hogI| vh Svy. ko p/mai`t krna cahtI hE| smI9ko., S5I ke z.Dabrdaro. kI rajnIityo. se mE. ivcilt nhI. hotI| vh ]nkI smSya hE| leqn qra ho to smI9a kI j_+rt nhI., pa#k ]ska mhTv smzta hE AOr ]sse p/waivt wI hota hE|

cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta : g´-gIto. kI p/eiml naiyka, ra2a AOr mIra jEsI p/em dIvanI, s<jn kI lMbI bIi4yo. se guj_rtI, samaijk iv8mtaAo., wUq, dair³y AOr vEiXvk icNtaAo. se ju g{| Anek k4a-¡itya>, kaVy-puStke. AOr djRno. ]pNyas rce, ijnkI wa8a-xElI ka vEiv@y, pir*kar s.v2Rn scmuc cO.kane vala hE| 'xbnm' AOr 'Ab mE. nacU> nhI. gopal' lgta nhI. 0k hI rcnakar kI ¡itya> hE.| [s wai8k vEiv@y ke il0 Aapko p/er`a kha> se imlI?

id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya : kaNta, hr iv8y, hr wav s.vedn ApnI AiwVyi¯ ke il0 ivxe8 wa8a ixLp cahta hE, biLk pirvex, p/¡it, iS4itya> AOr pa5 ApnI iw¶taAo. ke kar` AiwVyi¯ ko wI [N³2nu8I r.g dete hE., khI. koml xBdavlI, khI. qa>3I qurdurI wa8a, khI. lok-s.S¡it ke r.g me. pgI wa8a| rcnakar to pa5o. kI mn:iS4it ke pI7e clta hE| vhI ]se p/eirt krta hE|

cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta : ApnI rcna p/i¢ya ke iv8y me. ku7 khe.| id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya : rcna p/i¢ya b I ji3l p/i¢ya hE| [skI xu=Aat to hmare Avcetn

me. iksI namalUm 9` me. hI hotI hE| jIvn me. ijya-woga jb AiwVy¯ hone ke il0 kag_j_ pr ]trta hE, tb vh hmare Anuxasn me. nhI. A3ta, biLk ]s rcnaTmk tnav se guj_rte hu0 hm ]s 9` ka [.tj_ar krte hE. jb vh rcna ka +p lekr hme. tnavmu¯ kre| yo. jb hmare ha4 me. klm hotI hE AOr miSt*k me. wavo. AOr ivcaro. ka Aaveg, vhI mera sjRnaTmk 9` hota hE| tb leqnI 0k p/vah me. bhtI hE leikn 0ese 9` bIc-bIc me. hI Aate hE., kwI-kwI to lMbe A.tral ke bad|

cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta : Aapne kha hE ik Sva.t:suqay leqn krtI hU>, pr Aap b e S5I smaj kI mui¯ ke il0 wI becEn idqtI hE.| biLk xoi8t dilt ke il0 wI Aap iciNtt nj_r AatI hE.| Aap khtI wI hE., 'mE. roj hI gatI hU>| ]n AjNme bCco. ke il0 /ijNhe. koqo. kI tlax hE / nabailg bCco. ke il0 /jo ih.sk pxuAo. ke naqUno. se nocI g{ hE. /ij_NdgI AOr smaj se

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invaRist|' 0k trf Sva.t:suqay, dUsrI Aor ghn samaijk srokar| Kya khI. ivro2awas nj_r nhI. Aata?

id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya : mera leqn mere jIvn ke q©e-mI#e Anuwvo. ke tap se tpa hE| p/em [skI 2urI hE| vh p/em, jo Apne ]da% +p me. pUre ivXv ko 0k 6ere me. le Aata hE| mE.ne p/em AOr mui¯ ke SvPn deqe hE., ve mere il0 wI hE. AOr 0k b e smaj ke il0 wI| ]sme. mere du:q ke sa4 swI v.icto. dilto. ke du:q ju e hE.| yo. tulsIdas ne wI r6una4 ga4a Sva.t:suqay ilqI 4I pr vh ga4a b e pa#k-vgR kI ga4a bn g{ 4I| ifr Vyi¯ smaj kI 0k [ka{ hE, ]sse Alg nhI.| mE. smaj ke srokaro. se Alg kEse ho sktI hU>? 0k leqk ke +p me. to mE., pUrI manvIyta ke p/it p/itb² hU>|

cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta : yid 0k bar ifr jIvn imle to ]se iks +p me. jIna cahe.gI? id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya : jIvn dubara imle ya n imle, [ske iv8y me. ko{ nhI. janta| yo.

to ijn AjanI 5asidyo. ka samna muze krna p a hE, ]Nhe. deqU> to xayd jNm lena hI nhI. cahU>gI| ifr wI yid 0esa huAa to mE. ApnI Vyavhairk AOr manisk wUlo. ko su2arne ke il0 idnexn.idnI bn kr hI jIna cahU>gI, kore kag_j_ pr n{ [bart ilqU>gI| [s jIvn ke 0Dve.cro. se dUr rh kr, kevl ApnI trh jIkr ApnI hI VyaQya k+>gI| xa.it AOr sukUn kI rah pr clU>gI| swI p<*# Ab tk mE.ne dUsro. ke il0 qole hE., Ab 0k p<*# Apne il0 wI rq>UgI| inX7l iS4it me. rh kr pU Rivram tk phu>cne ke sa2n ju3a}>gI| [s jIvn me. jo n kr pa{, ]se krne ka p/yas k+>gI| xayd rajnIit me. jakr Aat.k, lU3-pa3 AOr blaTkar g/St dex kI mui¯ ke il0 ku7 kam krna cahU>| [s jIvn me. jo SvPn raq ho g0 ]Nhe. sc tk le jane me., [s jNm kI AsfltaAo., ivvado. se mui¯ pa}>| S5I +p me. [s jNm me. Ashay AOr kmj_or rhI, tb sahs se jIna cahU>gI| jIvn ko A4R dene kI koixx k+>gI|

cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta : dIdI, hme. to nhI. lgta ik Aap [s jIvn me. sahshIn rhI hE.| 0esa hota to Aap Apne AaTm-k4aTmk ]pNyaso. me. sam.tI smaj ko Anav<% kr letI. ! jb, 'muze maf krna' ]pNyas Dalimya jI ne n*3 krva idya, ]se Aapne dobara p/kaixt krva kr Apne sahs AOr d<“ inXcy ka hI ]dahr` idya hE| Aapne tmam ivprIt piriS4ityo. me. Apne leqn ko ijNda rqa AOr smy ke srokaro. se ju I rhI.| '1<ca' s.S4a bna kr to Aapne Apne [dR-igdR 0k qUbsUrt saihiTyk mahOl bnaya hE, ijsme. n{ rcnakaro. ko Aap brabr leqn ke il0 p/oTsaiht krtI hE.| jIvn ko to sa4Rk kr hI idya hE| hmare il0 wI p/er`a ka S5ot hE. Aap| Ab bta[0, Aage Kya ilqne ka [rada rqtI hE.?

id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya : ApnI AaTm-k4a xu+ kr lI hE| cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta :cN³ka.ta : yanI ik AaTm-k4aTmk ]pNyaso. me. ku7 Ankha rh gya 4a| id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya :id _ n. _ Dalimya : mE.ne kha n, sahs kI kmI rhI Kyo.ik muze lgta hE AwI wI bhut

se sc hE., ijNhe. khna hoga| vh mere hI nhI. AOro. ke wI hE., ijNhe. =*3 n krne ke il0 mE. Ankha rq g{ 4I, Ab ÜsTyo. koÝ ]jagr krna cahtI hU>, ijNhe. mE.ne woga hE taik mE. jb [s duinya se ivda lU> to 0kdm saf AOr qalI rhU>| muKt ho ja}> tmam wy se; iv8ado., ApU RtaAo. se|

qoya huAa gItqoya huAa gItqoya huAa gItqoya huAa gIt

idnexniNdnI DalimyaidnexniNdnI DalimyaidnexniNdnI DalimyaidnexniNdnI Dalimya iksI qoye hu0 gIt kiksI qoye hu0 gIt kiksI qoye hu0 gIt kiksI qoye hu0 gIt kI qoj me. mE.ne smSt p/a`I qoj me. mE.ne smSt p/a`I qoj me. mE.ne smSt p/a`I qoj me. mE.ne smSt p/a`----xi¯ lga dI xi¯ lga dI xi¯ lga dI xi¯ lga dI ---- kLpna ke kLpna ke kLpna ke kLpna ke

p/kax cIro. se idGv2uAo. ko sjaya,'A' se lekr ')' tk kI v Rmala se As.Qy xBdo., Xloko., p/kax cIro. se idGv2uAo. ko sjaya,'A' se lekr ')' tk kI v Rmala se As.Qy xBdo., Xloko., p/kax cIro. se idGv2uAo. ko sjaya,'A' se lekr ')' tk kI v Rmala se As.Qy xBdo., Xloko., p/kax cIro. se idGv2uAo. ko sjaya,'A' se lekr ')' tk kI v Rmala se As.Qy xBdo., Xloko., sU5o., kaVy AOr mhakaVyo. ko 7.do. me. ba>2a, ]Nhe. rso. kI trlta se tiN³l ikya| sU5o., kaVy AOr mhakaVyo. ko 7.do. me. ba>2a, ]Nhe. rso. kI trlta se tiN³l ikya| sU5o., kaVy AOr mhakaVyo. ko 7.do. me. ba>2a, ]Nhe. rso. kI trlta se tiN³l ikya| sU5o., kaVy AOr mhakaVyo. ko 7.do. me. ba>2a, ]Nhe. rso. kI trlta se tiN³l ikya| pr vh Anoqa gIt jo Ao#o. prpr vh Anoqa gIt jo Ao#o. prpr vh Anoqa gIt jo Ao#o. prpr vh Anoqa gIt jo Ao#o. pr Aane ke pUvR hI wavo. kI &<.qlaAo. ko toAane ke pUvR hI wavo. kI &<.qlaAo. ko toAane ke pUvR hI wavo. kI &<.qlaAo. ko toAane ke pUvR hI wavo. kI &<.qlaAo. ko to mu¯ ho gya, Aaj tk mu¯ ho gya, Aaj tk mu¯ ho gya, Aaj tk mu¯ ho gya, Aaj tk pkpkpkpk me. nhI. Aaya| qoye hu me. nhI. Aaya| qoye hu me. nhI. Aaya| qoye hu me. nhI. Aaya| qoye hu0000 ]s gIt ko pun: jo ]s gIt ko pun: jo ]s gIt ko pun: jo ]s gIt ko pun: jo ne me. jIvn gya, n jane iktne wavI ne me. jIvn gya, n jane iktne wavI ne me. jIvn gya, n jane iktne wavI ne me. jIvn gya, n jane iktne wavI

jIvn AOr ja0>ge, qoye hu0 gIt kI qoj me.| _ _ _ _jIvn AOr ja0>ge, qoye hu0 gIt kI qoj me.| _ _ _ _jIvn AOr ja0>ge, qoye hu0 gIt kI qoj me.| _ _ _ _jIvn AOr ja0>ge, qoye hu0 gIt kI qoj me.| _ _ _ _

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ilqna mere be3eilqna mere be3eilqna mere be3eilqna mere be3e ivjy is.ivjy is.ivjy is.ivjy is.h nah3a h nah3a h nah3a h nah3a

ilqna mere be3e ilqna mere be3e ilqna mere be3e ilqna mere be3e ---- Apne A.tsApne A.tsApne A.tsApne A.ts\\ \\ ka Anurag ]ka Anurag ]ka Anurag ]ka Anurag ] el krel krel krel kr ApnI spIRlI mgr inX7l hStilip me. muze ko{ q_t|ApnI spIRlI mgr inX7l hStilip me. muze ko{ q_t|ApnI spIRlI mgr inX7l hStilip me. muze ko{ q_t|ApnI spIRlI mgr inX7l hStilip me. muze ko{ q_t|

phle tuMhara q_t imla 4aphle tuMhara q_t imla 4aphle tuMhara q_t imla 4aphle tuMhara q_t imla 4a tuMhare Pyar kI wInItuMhare Pyar kI wInItuMhare Pyar kI wInItuMhare Pyar kI wInI----wInI g.2 se sraborwInI g.2 se sraborwInI g.2 se sraborwInI g.2 se srabor mE. sU>6ta 4a ]se goya cUm rha hU> tuMhara gora lla3|mE. sU>6ta 4a ]se goya cUm rha hU> tuMhara gora lla3|mE. sU>6ta 4a ]se goya cUm rha hU> tuMhara gora lla3|mE. sU>6ta 4a ]se goya cUm rha hU> tuMhara gora lla3|

]sme. ilqe hr hrf_ deqt]sme. ilqe hr hrf_ deqt]sme. ilqe hr hrf_ deqt]sme. ilqe hr hrf_ deqta 4a mE. kutuhl kI trha 4a mE. kutuhl kI trha 4a mE. kutuhl kI trha 4a mE. kutuhl kI trh Apne A>gU#e kI por se rgApne A>gU#e kI por se rgApne A>gU#e kI por se rgApne A>gU#e kI por se rg ta ta ta ta 4444a vh jgha vh jgha vh jgha vh jgh jha>jha>jha>jha>----jha> se gujra hoga tuMhare ha4 ka m.juljha> se gujra hoga tuMhare ha4 ka m.juljha> se gujra hoga tuMhare ha4 ka m.juljha> se gujra hoga tuMhare ha4 ka m.jul----SpxR|SpxR|SpxR|SpxR|

muze tuMhara q_t p“te smy 6r kI ]s muze tuMhara q_t p“te smy 6r kI ]s muze tuMhara q_t p“te smy 6r kI ]s muze tuMhara q_t p“te smy 6r kI ]s AbabIl ka wI q_yal Aata rha joAbabIl ka wI q_yal Aata rha joAbabIl ka wI q_yal Aata rha joAbabIl ka wI q_yal Aata rha jo

3ukur3ukur3ukur3ukur----3ukur taktI rhI hogI yh q_t|3ukur taktI rhI hogI yh q_t|3ukur taktI rhI hogI yh q_t|3ukur taktI rhI hogI yh q_t| phle tum q_t me.phle tum q_t me.phle tum q_t me.phle tum q_t me. vas.tI wor, mOsm vas.tI wor, mOsm vas.tI wor, mOsm vas.tI wor, mOsm ke imj_aj_, ga>v ke ivh.gm halke imj_aj_, ga>v ke ivh.gm halke imj_aj_, ga>v ke ivh.gm halke imj_aj_, ga>v ke ivh.gm hal----cal,cal,cal,cal, paspaspaspas----pppp os kI Asamiyk mOte., bos kI Asamiyk mOte., bos kI Asamiyk mOte., bos kI Asamiyk mOte., b ee ee----bujugoR. kI seht,bujugoR. kI seht,bujugoR. kI seht,bujugoR. kI seht, 6r6r6r6r----pirvar ke Aagt ma.gilk kam, ma> kI nsvar, pirvar ke Aagt ma.gilk kam, ma> kI nsvar, pirvar ke Aagt ma.gilk kam, ma> kI nsvar, pirvar ke Aagt ma.gilk kam, ma> kI nsvar, ic¶U kI f_rma[x, qeto. me. qic¶U kI f_rma[x, qeto. me. qic¶U kI f_rma[x, qeto. me. qic¶U kI f_rma[x, qeto. me. q I fslo. kI s.wavnaI fslo. kI s.wavnaI fslo. kI s.wavnaI fslo. kI s.wavna0000>> >> swI ka ij_¢ krte 4e, swI ka kuxlswI ka ij_¢ krte 4e, swI ka kuxlswI ka ij_¢ krte 4e, swI ka kuxlswI ka ij_¢ krte 4e, swI ka kuxl----9em btate 4e9em btate 4e9em btate 4e9em btate 4e mere hr du:qmere hr du:qmere hr du:qmere hr du:q----suq pU7te AOr yhsuq pU7te AOr yhsuq pU7te AOr yhsuq pU7te AOr yh wI ik jLdI 6r kb AaAoge?wI ik jLdI 6r kb AaAoge?wI ik jLdI 6r kb AaAoge?wI ik jLdI 6r kb AaAoge?

p/Tyu%r me. tuMhe. nsIhte. sO.pta 4a mE.p/Tyu%r me. tuMhe. nsIhte. sO.pta 4a mE.p/Tyu%r me. tuMhe. nsIhte. sO.pta 4a mE.p/Tyu%r me. tuMhe. nsIhte. sO.pta 4a mE. mere be3e mere be3e mere be3e mere be3e ! ingahdaStI rqna 6r kI, bU“I dadIingahdaStI rqna 6r kI, bU“I dadIingahdaStI rqna 6r kI, bU“I dadIingahdaStI rqna 6r kI, bU“I dadI----AMma kI,AMma kI,AMma kI,AMma kI, xam !lte lO3 Aana 6r kI dehrI pr|xam !lte lO3 Aana 6r kI dehrI pr|xam !lte lO3 Aana 6r kI dehrI pr|xam !lte lO3 Aana 6r kI dehrI pr|

tuMhare q_t se muze im©I kI sO.2ItuMhare q_t se muze im©I kI sO.2ItuMhare q_t se muze im©I kI sO.2ItuMhare q_t se muze im©I kI sO.2I----wInI wInI wInI wInI mhk_ AatI 4I hva me. tErtImhk_ AatI 4I hva me. tErtImhk_ AatI 4I hva me. tErtImhk_ AatI 4I hva me. tErtI----sIsIsIsI

vo gayo. ke =nvo gayo. ke =nvo gayo. ke =nvo gayo. ke =n----zun Svzun Svzun Svzun Svr, mk{ kI funigya>r, mk{ kI funigya>r, mk{ kI funigya>r, mk{ kI funigya> srso. ke hresrso. ke hresrso. ke hresrso. ke hre----pIle qeto. ke mnorm d<XypIle qeto. ke mnorm d<XypIle qeto. ke mnorm d<XypIle qeto. ke mnorm d<Xy pUs me. qujlatI 6r kI kuitya, ]ske i##urte ipLle,pUs me. qujlatI 6r kI kuitya, ]ske i##urte ipLle,pUs me. qujlatI 6r kI kuitya, ]ske i##urte ipLle,pUs me. qujlatI 6r kI kuitya, ]ske i##urte ipLle, gogogogo2222Uil ke v¯ sudUr phaUil ke v¯ sudUr phaUil ke v¯ sudUr phaUil ke v¯ sudUr pha I ka m.idr, AartI ke s.gItmy SvrI ka m.idr, AartI ke s.gItmy SvrI ka m.idr, AartI ke s.gItmy SvrI ka m.idr, AartI ke s.gItmy Svr miSjd kI Ajan, igrje kI jltI hu{ momb%I ka hr pl ip6lnamiSjd kI Ajan, igrje kI jltI hu{ momb%I ka hr pl ip6lnamiSjd kI Ajan, igrje kI jltI hu{ momb%I ka hr pl ip6lnamiSjd kI Ajan, igrje kI jltI hu{ momb%I ka hr pl ip6lna qetqetqetqet----qilhan, cOpal, ga>v ka q.Dhrqilhan, cOpal, ga>v ka q.Dhrqilhan, cOpal, ga>v ka q.Dhrqilhan, cOpal, ga>v ka q.Dhrnuma SkUlnuma SkUlnuma SkUlnuma SkUl

bIcbIcbIcbIc----bajar me. bE#a ko{ tmaxbInbajar me. bE#a ko{ tmaxbInbajar me. bE#a ko{ tmaxbInbajar me. bE#a ko{ tmaxbIn----bajIgr ya ifr cicya kI koLhU ka Aivram Svr|bajIgr ya ifr cicya kI koLhU ka Aivram Svr|bajIgr ya ifr cicya kI koLhU ka Aivram Svr|bajIgr ya ifr cicya kI koLhU ka Aivram Svr| tum Aivrl q_t ilqna mere AaTmjtum Aivrl q_t ilqna mere AaTmjtum Aivrl q_t ilqna mere AaTmjtum Aivrl q_t ilqna mere AaTmj q_t me. sma{ 73p3ah3, Aadraa.jil AO' q_t me. sma{ 73p3ah3, Aadraa.jil AO' q_t me. sma{ 73p3ah3, Aadraa.jil AO' q_t me. sma{ 73p3ah3, Aadraa.jil AO' s.vednaAo. ka 0k stt inzRr jo tuMhare q_t se bhta p/itpls.vednaAo. ka 0k stt inzRr jo tuMhare q_t se bhta p/itpls.vednaAo. ka 0k stt inzRr jo tuMhare q_t se bhta p/itpls.vednaAo. ka 0k stt inzRr jo tuMhare q_t se bhta p/itpl AO' mE. Sm<it ke iksI pul pr AO' mE. Sm<it ke iksI pul pr AO' mE. Sm<it ke iksI pul pr AO' mE. Sm<it ke iksI pul pr qqqq a takta rhta tuMhare Sneihl SpxR ka p/vaha takta rhta tuMhare Sneihl SpxR ka p/vaha takta rhta tuMhare Sneihl SpxR ka p/vaha takta rhta tuMhare Sneihl SpxR ka p/vah [s sudUr wU[s sudUr wU[s sudUr wU[s sudUr wU----q~D me. mat<wUim se dUr, bhut dUr, q~D me. mat<wUim se dUr, bhut dUr, q~D me. mat<wUim se dUr, bhut dUr, q~D me. mat<wUim se dUr, bhut dUr, mE. takta hU> tuMhara q_t AalOikk n95o. ke AarmE. takta hU> tuMhara q_t AalOikk n95o. ke AarmE. takta hU> tuMhara q_t AalOikk n95o. ke AarmE. takta hU> tuMhara q_t AalOikk n95o. ke Aar----par se|par se|par se|par se|

mxInI wagmmxInI wagmmxInI wagmmxInI wagm----wag, sb kuwag, sb kuwag, sb kuwag, sb ku7777 lIlne ko Aatur q lIlne ko Aatur q lIlne ko Aatur q lIlne ko Aatur q I I I I 0000k AjnbI ckacO.k AjnbI ckacO.k AjnbI ckacO.k AjnbI ckacO.2222 kLpnaAo. se wI tej wagte moba[l, [.3rne3, kLpnaAo. se wI tej wagte moba[l, [.3rne3, kLpnaAo. se wI tej wagte moba[l, [.3rne3, kLpnaAo. se wI tej wagte moba[l, [.3rne3, {{{{----mel, {mel, {mel, {mel, {----fEKs ke [s inmRm hote smy me.fEKs ke [s inmRm hote smy me.fEKs ke [s inmRm hote smy me.fEKs ke [s inmRm hote smy me. jb qUn #.Da hokr jm gya hE j_mane kI ixraAo. me.jb qUn #.Da hokr jm gya hE j_mane kI ixraAo. me.jb qUn #.Da hokr jm gya hE j_mane kI ixraAo. me.jb qUn #.Da hokr jm gya hE j_mane kI ixraAo. me. mE. tuMhare q_t me. tlaxta hU> manvta kI bcImE. tuMhare q_t me. tlaxta hU> manvta kI bcImE. tuMhare q_t me. tlaxta hU> manvta kI bcImE. tuMhare q_t me. tlaxta hU> manvta kI bcI----qucI quxI, qucI quxI, qucI quxI, qucI quxI, s.vednaAo. ke q.Dhr ya Anurag ke jIvaXm|s.vednaAo. ke q.Dhr ya Anurag ke jIvaXm|s.vednaAo. ke q.Dhr ya Anurag ke jIvaXm|s.vednaAo. ke q.Dhr ya Anurag ke jIvaXm|

sb ku7 hE mere be3e mere passb ku7 hE mere be3e mere passb ku7 hE mere be3e mere passb ku7 hE mere be3e mere pas ifr wI 0k rIte mhasagr kI trifr wI 0k rIte mhasagr kI trifr wI 0k rIte mhasagr kI trifr wI 0k rIte mhasagr kI trh hU> jha> quixya> iknare pr ph hU> jha> quixya> iknare pr ph hU> jha> quixya> iknare pr ph hU> jha> quixya> iknare pr p I fenI fenI fenI fen----raixraixraixraix----sI hE.|sI hE.|sI hE.|sI hE.|

Ab muze ty krna hE,Ab muze ty krna hE,Ab muze ty krna hE,Ab muze ty krna hE, sarI duinya>, ye dOlt ke bhte inzRr,sarI duinya>, ye dOlt ke bhte inzRr,sarI duinya>, ye dOlt ke bhte inzRr,sarI duinya>, ye dOlt ke bhte inzRr, sb cahe le le muzse mere {Xvr _ _ _ _sb cahe le le muzse mere {Xvr _ _ _ _sb cahe le le muzse mere {Xvr _ _ _ _sb cahe le le muzse mere {Xvr _ _ _ _

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bs rhne de mere isrhane tuMhare dobs rhne de mere isrhane tuMhare dobs rhne de mere isrhane tuMhare dobs rhne de mere isrhane tuMhare do----car q_t _ _ _ _|car q_t _ _ _ _|car q_t _ _ _ _|car q_t _ _ _ _|

ye kEsa Apra2 ye kEsa Apra2 ye kEsa Apra2 ye kEsa Apra2 !

su2a goyl su2a goyl su2a goyl su2a goyl rajkumarI sukNya palkI ke caro. Aor 3>ge pdoR. ko bar-bar ]#akr bahr deqtI| ]ska kOtuhl 4a ik smaPt hone ko n Aa rha 4a| Apne jNm se yOvn kI sI“I c“ne tk ]sne mhj_ rajwvn, rajo´an, mqml ke g±e v rajsI vEwv ke Alava ku7 nhI. deqa 4a| }>ce-}ce pha , pha o. kI god se duG2-2vl-se zrte zrne, pe -pO2e, trh-trh ke pu*p, 6um te me6, qula Aakax, 2Ul-wrI s ke., pxu-p9I, ndI ka mnorm iknara, 7l-7l bhta jl AOr muinyo. ke b e-b e Aa&m deq kr vh chk rhI hE| Aha, iktna suqd, iktna Aa¼adkarI hE| Aa>qo. hI Aa>qo. me. p/a¡itk su8ma ko b3ortI hu{ sukNya ka mn hota ik palkI se ]tr jaye AOr Svy. pEdl hiryalI pr cl kr [s p/¡it ka Aan.d lU3e| leikn ipta mharaj xyaRit [se kwI shn nhI. ker.ege ik ]nkI pu5I rajkumarI sukNya sa2ar` sEinko. AOr w<Tyo. ke sa4 pEdl cle| mharaj ke Svawav se vh wlIwa>it pirict hE, twI mhj_ siqyo. ke sa4 h>s-bolkr Aan.idt ho rhI hE| ipta ke sa4 tI4aR3n ko Aana iktna suqkr hE| twI Acank mharaj xyaRit kI Aa)a se k_aifla =ka| p av Dala gya| nmRda ndI ka jl zl-ml krta bh rha 4a| ndI ke iknare fldar-7ayadar v<9 lge 4e| hrI-hrI mqmlI dUb dUr-dUr tk fElI 4I| 6o o., qCcro. t4a hai4yo. ke il0 yha> pyaRPt qa´-samg/I p/¡it ne hI ]plB2 kra rqI 4I| dUr iksI 1<i8 ka tpovn wI d<i*3 me. Aa rha 4a| mharaj ko yh S4an sb p/kar se ]ict lga| phle mharaj ne ndI me. Snan ikya| pUja-AcRna kI, [ske bad rajkIy pirvar ke ANy logo. ne, tTpXcat\ pd¢manusar ANy logo. ne Snan ikya| sukNya phlI bar ndI me. Snan kr rhI 4I| kha> rajo´an ka srovr, kha> ndI ka Snan - dono. kI smanta hI kha> hE? mharaj v mharainya> Snan, @yan AOr wojn se inv<t ho Aaram krne ke il0 ApnI-ApnI ixivkaAo. me. cle g0 AOr rajkumarI sukNya ApnI siqyo. ke sa4 6Umne inkl g{| vh fUl-p%o. ko 7Ukr, sU>6kr deqtI, ittilyo. ko pk tI, cpl ihr`I-sI vha> phu>cI jha> 0k im©I ke 3Ile pr do xaLmlI ke v<9 ]ge 4e| ]n v<9o. se ihr` ApnI pI# shla rhe 4e t4a im©I ke !Uh se lal-lal do p/kax-ibNdu cmk rhe 4e| kOtuhl huAa sukNya ko| siqyo. ke sa4 !Uh ke AOr ink3 Aa g{ t4a gOr se deqne lgI| 0k sqI ne 3oka -

'rajkumarI sukNya ! Aap [tne @yan se Kya deq rhI hE.?' 'tum wI deqo Alka ! ye kEse AjIb se do p/kax-ibNdu hE.|' siqyo. ne @yan se deqa| twI su8ma ne kha - 'rajkumarI jI, Aa[ye yha> se cle.| vno. ke rhSy b e ivk3 hote hE.| ye sbkI smz me.

nhI. Aate| Kya pta ko{ duraTma hI ho| suna hE vno. me. inxacr rhte hE.|' 'tum #Ik kh rhI ho su8ma| muze [n p/kax-ibNduAo. se wy lg rha hE|' Alka ne kha|

'[s injRn me. dUr-dUr tk hmare Alava ko{ ANy idqa{ nhI. de rha| hm 6Umte-6Umte ixivkaAo. ko kafI pI7e 7o Aa0 hE.| su8ma ne kha|

'sMwv hE mharaj ko hmare [2r Aane kI sUcna hI n ho|' muKta ne Aax.ka jta{| 'hmne mharaj se Aa)a hI kb lI 4I? yid mharaj ko malUm hota to Kya [s p/kar

Akele 6Um skte 4e? sEink, A.gr9k, das-daisya> sa4 n hote|' swI siqya> Aaps me. 0k-dUsre se boltI.-bityatI. s6n v<9o. kI 7aya me. bE# g{. AOr

rajkumarI sukNya ne ij)asa-vx vhI. se 0k t<` ]#a p/kax-ibNduAo. ko kured idya| ]n

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p/kax-ibNduAo. ka kureda jana 4a ik ]nse r¯-p/vah hone lga| rajkumarI sukNya yh deq wywIt ho siqyo. ke sa4 Apne ixivr me. lO3 Aa{|

lO3kr rajkumarI ApnI xEYya pr le3 g{| Aa>qe. mU>dkr ]n p/kax-ibNduAo. ke bare me. socne lgI| Kya scmuc vh ko{ rhSy 4a ya ko{ jIv-jNtu? lO3e hu0 AwI ku7 pl hI bIte 4e ik tUfan Aa gya| me6 grjne lge, ibjlI k kne lgI, tej hvaAo. ke sa4 A>2 clne lge| pha 3U3-3U3kr igrne lge| ixivka0> vayu-veg ke kar` ihlne-Dulne lgI.| Acank Aa0 [s tUfan se wgd mc g{| ha I, 6o e jo qule mEdan me. v9o. se b>2e 4e, ]NhI. v<9o. ke igr jane se Aaht ho g0, jo qule mEdan me. 6as crne ke bad Aaram se bE#e jugalI kr rhe 4e, ]#kr [2r-]2r wagne lge| 0k cIq-pukar-sI mc g{| das-daisya> wywIt ho 0k-dUsre pr igrtI-p tI ixivkaAo. se bahr inkl Aa{.| twI sukNya ne deqa ik sara rajsI p av sEk o. kopIn2arI sa2uAo. se i6ra hE| ]nke ha4o. me. d~D hE., yu² me. kam Aane vale xS5 hE.| ve k#or sav2an kI mu³a me. q e hE.| ]nke tn ¢o2 se ka>p rhe hE.| Aa>qe. lal A.garo. kI trh hE.| b“e hu0 kex, n.ge bdn, pu*3 deh - yh deqkr sukNya shm ]#I| ye sb kOn hE. AOr Kya cahte hE.? Kya hm sbko b.dI bnane Aaye hE.? leikn Kyo.? Kya ibna [nkI Anumit ke ipta mharaj ne yha> =kkr ko{ ANyay ikya hE? ya ye sb j.glI lu3ere hE.? sbke Asav2an ho Aaram krne pr ye Aa¢m` kr dena cahte hE.? Apne sEink to [s Acank Aa0 tUfan se Apne Aap ko ]bar wI n pa0 ho.ge ik [n logo. ke bIc i6r g0 lgte hE.|

j.glI lu3ere sockr vh wy se ka>p ]#I| l ikyo. AOr xahI pirvar kI mihlaAo. ke sa4 duVyRvhar kI kLpna-ma5 se ]ska xrIr ka>p ]#a| ]sne ApnI ixivka ke A.dr za>kne ka p/yas ikya, ko{ khI. wI nj_r nhI. Aaya| ]2r tUfan ka veg ApnI git pr 4a|

]sne Aavaj_ lgakr pircairka ko bulana caha leikn [tne xor-gul AOr Aat.k ke kar` ]skI Aavaj_ k.# se bahr n inkl skI| ]#ne kI koixx me. lga jEse ]ska xrIr bejan ho gya hE| ifr wI ]sne ApnI ihMmt ko sme3a| vS5o. me. i7pe Aapt-AS5 ko 33olkr deqa| ifr Apne vS5 #Ik ik0| Akele hI mharaj kI ixivka kI Aor jane ka mn bnaya|

leikn Aage b“te kdm ifr =k g0 - Kya Akele [s smy mharaj kI trf jana ]ict hoga| Kya ye log ]se vha> jane de.ge ya raSte me. hI rokkr ]ske sa4 _ _ _ _? pta nhI. doSt hE. ya duXmn| ibna ivcar ik0 ko{ kdm ]#ana ]ict nhI. hE| Kya pta ]skI ]piS4it mharaj ke il0 ko{ ANy s.k3 hI ]piS4t kr de| Kya mharaj [tne Asav2an ho.ge ik ]Nhe. [n logo. ne AasanI se b.dI bna ilya hoga? kwI wI ]nkI nj_r hmarI ixivkaAo. kI Aor wI p sktI hE| p/a¡itk tUfan ko 3alna to mharaj ke il0 wI As.wv hE| ]sne 7up-7upkr sav2an rhkr ixivkaAo. ke hI ANt: magR se ipta mharaj kI ixivka kI Aor p/S4an ikya|

]2r mharaj xyaRit Apne r4o., palikyo., 6o o. AOr hai4yo. ko n*3 hote Ashay-se deq rhe 4e AOr soc rhe 4e ik yha> ndI ke iknare 0esa inrapd S4an kha> hoga jha> [s p/a¡itk Aapda ke rhte raht pa{ ja ske| hala>ik sEink AOr A.gr9k [s ivpi% me. wI mharaj kI ixivka ko 6ere sav2an kI mu³a me. q e 4e| ANy sEink palikyo., r4o. t4a pxuAo. kI sur9a me. lge 4e| twI ixivr ke bahr se gu=-g.wIr va`I suna{ dI| ko{ mharaj ko pukar kr cetavnI de rha 4a|

'raja xyaRit, terI mUqaR pu5I ke kar` hI yh tUfan Aaya hE|' ApnI pu5I ka nam sunkr mharaj, AOr mharaj ke ixivr me. pdeR ke pI7e 7upI q I

sukNya, dono. 0k-sa4 cO.k ]#e| muQy µar se mharaj ke [xare se pdaR h3a idya gya| dono. kI d<i*3 0k-sa4 ba¾ µar pr p I - 0k ¡x-vdn, hi−yo. ka !a>ca-ma5, im©I v pe ke p%o. se ilp3a jjRr v<² tpSvI q a hE| ]skI Aa>qo. se lhU bh rha hE| vh deqne me. b a vIwTs lg rha hE|

'merI pu5I [s tUfan ka kar` kEse hE? Aap kOn hE.? ¡pya Apna pircy de.| yid merI pu5I µara Aapko jan-bUzkr Akar` staya gya hE to AvXy ]se di~Dt ikya ja0ga| he mhatpSvI ! Aapke ne5o. se =i2r Kyo. bh rha hE?'

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'rajn\ mE. 1<i8 Cyvn hU>| [s tpovn me. kafI smy se tp kr rha hU>| tuMharI be3I ne tpSyart merI Aa>qe. fo kr muze xarIirk k*3 hI nhI. idya, biLk merI tpSya me. iv@n Dala hE|'

'9ma kIij0 1<i8vr, Apna ¢o2 xa.t kIij0| pu5I sukNya se Anjane me. hI huAa hoga| vh Aapke ne5 Kya fo egI, vh to iksI wI jIv ko k*3 me. nhI. deq sktI|'

'mharaj ! yh Aapka Nyay nhI. pu5I Sneh hI bol rha hE| Aap Kya Nyay kre.ge| jra ]#kr Apne ixivr se bahr za>ik0| Aapka smSt p av hmare ix*yo. µara 6era ja cuka hE| ve ix*y Apne gu= ke Apman ka bdla lene ke il0 tTpr hE.| AapkI ixivkaAo. ko cu3ikyo. me. msl de.ge| Aapke xahI pirvar kI mihlaAo. ko b.dI bnakr le ja0>ge| Aapke sEink mere ix*yo. se i6rkr phle hI Apne xS5 Dal cuke hE.| yha> Aapka nhI. mera xasn clta hE|' Cyvn 1<i8 ¢o2 me. pa>v p3kne lge|

pdeR ke pI7e q I rajkumarI sukNya ka>p ]#I| Kya sqI Alka AOr su8ma ne #Ik kha 4a| vno. ke rhSy b e ivk3 hote hE.| ve do p/kax-ibNdu [s tpSvI kI Aa>qe. kEse ho sktI hE.? vh to im©I ka 0k !er-ma5 4a| ]s pr to v<9 wI ]ge 4e, ijnse ihr` ApnI pI# shla rhe 4e| ]se Smr` ho Aaya ik ku7 lu3ere !o.g krke, xrIr pr im©I lpe3e, pe ke p%e ba>2e, im©I ke !Uho. me. i7pe p e rhte hE| iksI AkelI S5I ko pakr ]ska blat\ Aphr` kr lete hE.| khI. ]ske iqlaf wI to 0esI ko{ saijx nhI.?

mharaj ko wy idqakr pUre p av ko Apne ix*yo. µara i6rvakr yh du*3 Vyi¯ Kya cahta hE? yh Vyi¯ tpSvI to iblkul wI nhI. lga| tpSvI, muinjn ¢o2 nhI. krte, 9ma krte hE.| ve xIlvan\ AOr 2EyRvan\ hote hE.| ]ska mn huAa ik drban se kh [s Vyi¯ ko 2Kke lgvakr inklva de leikn ipta mharaj ApnI pu5I pr lga0 g0 Aarop ko sunkr wI ivnIt Kyo. bne hE.? ]nka ha4 Ab tk Apne qD\g pr Kyo. nhI. gya| ijs du*3 Vyi¯ ne ApnI g.dI juban se ]nkI be3I ka nam ilya hE, vh isr AwI tk j_mIn pr Kyo. nhI. igr p a? ¢o2avex me. ]ska ha4 ANt:-vS5o. me. 7upa{ k3ar pr gya ik vhI [s du*3 ka gla ka3 de jo ]ske ipta mharaj ka Apman kr rha hE|

twI ]ske ivvek ne llkara, Kya ipta mharaj ke Nyay t4a Sneh se ]ska ivXvas ]# gya hE? mharaj ke hote hu0 ]se d~D dene ka Ai2kar kha> hE? ipta mharaj ke Nyay 9e5 me. iksI wI AaTmIy pirjn ka p/vex ini8² hE| iksI p/kar Apne ¢o2 ko s.yt krte hu0 vh Aage kI kayRvahI deqne lgI|

mharaj ne 0k ] tI-sI nj_r bahr xS5hIn q e Apne sEinko. pr DalI| A.gr9k wI wy se ka>p rhe 4e| ]nke ha4o. kI 4r4rah3 bta rhI 4I ik ]nkI wujaAo. ka bl 1<i8 ke ¢o2 ke sMmuq sa4 7o cuka hE| ve 0kdm Akele p g0 hE.| ]Nhe. Afsos huAa ik 0ese tpiSvyo. ko raJy s.r9` dekr [tna xi¯xalI bnana Svy. ke il0 6atk huAa hE| ve [n tpiSvyo. ke Aage lacar ho g0 hE.| kha> ye Aa&m tpXcyaR ke sa4-sa4 rajpu5o. ke il0 xS5-s.caln sIqne, xaS5 p#n-pa#n ke muQy keN³ hE.| nvIntm Aa2uink xS5o. ka inmaR` wI yhI. hota hE, leikn ye hI Kya 0k raja ke iv=² xS5 ]#akr q e ho ja0.ge? iktne ¡t^nI AOr kp3I hE. ye| leikn [s smy ve Kya kre.? 9ma ma>g kr hI [s iS4it se ]bra ja skta hE| mharaj AOr wI ivnIt ho ]#e - '9ma kre. 1.i8vr, A)antavx merI pu5I µara ik0 g0 Apra2 ke il0 muze AOr merI pu5I ko 9ma kre. ya 0esa ko{ ]pay bta0> ijsse Aapka ¢o2 xa.t ho ske| mE. AwI rajvE´ ko bulakr Aapke ]pcar kI VyvS4a krta hU>|' pa>v p il0 mharaj ne|

'nhI. mharaj, mE. ApnI tpSya me. iv@n Dalne vale ko 9ma nhI. kr skta|' ¢oi2t ho ]#e 1<i8|

'Aap Aa)a de. 1<i8vr, merI be3I ko kEsa d~D dena cahte hE., ijsse Aapka ¢o2 xa.t ho ske? rajkIy pirvar ka ko{ wI Vyi¯ p/ja ke iht se b a nhI. hE| rajaAo. ne hmexa p/ja iht me. Apne Sva4R kI Aahuit dI hE| Aap Aa)a kir0|'

'd~D-Sv+p muze AapkI pu5I caih0| vrna Aap deq hI rhe hE. _ _ _ _|' 2mkI wrI Aavaj_ mharaj ke kano. me. gU>jI| rajkumarI sukNya AOr mharaj dono. ne 0k-sa4 1<i8 kI bat sunI|

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dono. kI manisk AvS4a lgwg 0k-sI ho g{| lga, jEse kano. me. grm sIsa ip6lakr ]>Del idya ho| 0k bar ko mharaj ke cehre pr ¢o2 ke wav Aa0, wuja0> f kI., leikn tTkal piriS4itvx xa.t ho g0 AOr bole - '1<i8vr Kya [s d~D ke iv8y me. Aapne wlI-p/kar soc ilya hE? 0k bar pun: Aap ivcar kr deqe.|'

'hme. ivcar krne ke il0 kh rhe hE. mharaj? ibna ivcare hm ku7 nhI. krte mharaj| rajkNya kI to bat hI Kya, hmare ma5 0k [xare pr smSt raj-pirvar kI mihla0> blat\ ]#a lI ja0>gI| [s smy Aap hmare b.dI hE.|'

'0k raja ko [s p/kar ivvx krna kEsa tpobl hE Aapka? kEsI tpSya hE AapkI? i2Kkar hE 0ese sa2u-vex ko jo blat\ iS5o. pr Ai2kar krta hE| ye tpovn nhI. rahjnI ke A−e hE.| mE. [n sbko n*3 kr dU>ga|' mharaj ko wI ¢o2 Aa gya|

'0k b.dI ko [tna ¢o2 xowa nhI. deta mharaj| Aap Apne raJy tk skuxl phu>c pa0>ge twI to _ _ _ _|' AOr twI 1<i8 ke sEk o. d~D2arI ix*yo. ne ixivka me. p/vex kr mharaj ko 6er ilya|

Apne ipta mharaj ka Apman AOr ]nkI ivvxta phlI bar rajkumarI sukNya ne Anuwv kI| ]sne smz ilya ik raJy kI vedI pr ]ske bildan ka v¯ Aa gya hE| ipta ke isr ko vh zukne nhI. degI| ]ske kar` yid raJy bcta hE to ipta AOr raJy ke il0 h>ste-h>ste Apna bildan kr dena caih0| du**3 tpSvI hokr wI narI deh ke p/it Aasi¯ rqte hE.| paq~DI AOr !o.gI hE. sb| ]sne 6<`a se j_mIn pr 4Uka| mn hI mn ku7 inXcy ikya AOr pdaR h3akr 1<i8 Cyvn ke sMmuq ]piS4t ho g{|

'mE.ne AapkI xtR AOr d~D dono. sun il0 hE 1<i8vr| mE. p/Stut hU>| Apra2 mE.ne ikya hE to p/yiXct wI muzI ko krna caih0| leikn merI wI 0k xtR hE| muze g/h` krne ke bad Aap smSt p/ja, pirjno. v ipta mharaj ko ssMman, skuxl Apne [s tpovn se jane de.ge|'

1<i8 Cyvn ku7 pl Aplk rajkumarI sukNya ko deqte rhe| ifr muSkrakr bole - 'mharaj Aapse Jyada smzdar AapkI pu5I hE| muze AapkI pu5I kI xtR SvIkar hE|'

0k hI [xare se smSt 1<i8-ix*y ixivka se bahr ho g0| tUfan 2Ire-2Ire 4mne lga| swI ne jEese raht kI sa>s lI| leikn mharaj ivkl ho ]#e - 'sukNya be3I ! tUne yh Kya kh idya? mere il0 Apna moh 7o idya| tU [n sb ke bIc kEse rh pa0gI?'

'ipta mharaj ! AwI-AwI Aapne kha ik raj2mR AOr p/jaiht pr raja ke Sva4R bildan hote rhe hE.| muze AapkI bat rqne ka 0k Avsr imla hE| AaixvaRd dIij0 ik AapkI be3I me. raj2mR pr ]TsgR hone kI wavna km n ho| raj2mR ke il0 mE. hr jNm me. AapkI pu5I bnU>|' rajkumarI sukNya ne mharaj ke pa>v 7U il0| mharaj ne ]se ]#akr 7atI se lga ilya AOr A2Ir ho ]#e - 'muze tuz pr gvR hE be3I| tuz jEsI be3I pakr kOn ipta 2Ny n hoga| leikn mera kleja f3a ja rha hE|'

'Aap 2EyR 2ar` kre. ipta mharaj| mera moh 7o p/S4an kI tEyarI kIij0| Aapka gNtVy hI mera AwI*3 hE|'

mharaj [xara smz g0| ]Nho.ne sEinko. ko p av ]#ane ka Aadex idya| tb tk sb ku7 xa.t ho cuka 4a|

p av ]# g0| sEinko. ke sa4 mharaj ne p/S4an ikya| ve A2Ir ho pu5I kI Aor deq rhe 4e| mata0> xok kI p/itma0> bnI bE#I 4I.| khI. ko{ xor nhI. 4a| ma5 kdmo. kI qamox pdcap 1<i8yo. ke sa4 0kakI q I rajkumarI sukNya sun rhI 4I| pUra kaif_la pda6at se ]#tI 2Ul ke gubar me. !>k gya| jb tk @vin suna{ detI rhI, pdcap gU<>jtI rhI, sukNya deqtI rhI, mOn, xa.t, Aivcl| jEse hI kaif_la Aa>qo. se Aozl huAa, 1<i8 Cyvn ne pukara - 'tuMharI xtR pUrI hu{ rajkumarI sukNya| Ab hm wI p/S4an kre.|'

leikn ye Kya ! qUn se l4p4 rajkumarI sukNya kI deh hI vha> p I 4I| ApnI k3ar 7atI me. wo.k kr ]sne raj2mR pr Apna ]TsgR kr idya 4a|

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in Ry kI in Ry kI in Ry kI in Ry kI 6666 I I I I

A9y goja A9y goja A9y goja A9y goja

]piS4t hotI rhtI hE jIvn me.

in Ry kI 6 I| muiXkl hota hE

xuwkr AOr fldayI fEsla le pana| caih0 ]ict magRdxRn

]plB2 hota kafI soc-ivcar se piriS4ityo. ke )an se pir`amo. ke Anuman se suiv)o. kI slah se

ik.tu svoRpir, A.t:kr` ke indeRx se| kwI wUl nhI. krta

hmexa sTy xuw hota hE| mehnt, icNtn, Anuman se nhI.

imlta xa.t, suiS4r, inivRkar ic% se| AdMy tp-sa2na hE k*3p/d ik.tu fldayI|

ikya ja skta hE iksI wI 6 I shj, xI6/, shI in Ry|

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g_j_l ko g_j_l hI rhne dIijyeg_j_l ko g_j_l hI rhne dIijyeg_j_l ko g_j_l hI rhne dIijyeg_j_l ko g_j_l hI rhne dIijye

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ hir¡*` p/sad guPt Ag/hir _ hir¡*` p/sad guPt Ag/hir _ hir¡*` p/sad guPt Ag/hir _ hir¡*` p/sad guPt Ag/hir

'g_jb ikya tere vade pe 0etbar ikya tmam rat k_yamt ka [Ntj_ar ikya h>sa-h>sa ke xbe-vSl AXkbar ikya tsiLlya> muze de-de ke bekar ikya|'

[kbal g_j_l Apne sMpU R VyapkTv t4a Apne sIimt s6nTv me. [tna Ahm\ xBd hE ik [se shI A4oR. me. pirwai8t krna ki#n hE| yU> to yuganusar [skI pirwa8a bdltI gyI hE, ifr wI [sme. khI. ku7 xaXvt hE jo [ska imj_aj_ hE AOr ijse bdla nhI. ja skta| g_j_l mUlt: ArbI wa8a ka xBd hE ijska A4R hE narI ke sONdyR ka v Rn ya p/eimka se vataRlap Üdeiq0 ']dUR-ih.dI xBdko8 - ]%r p/dex kI ihNdI saihTy s.S4an' - lqn}Ý| g_j_l kI ]Tpi% ke iv8y me. iviw¶ mto. ke hote hu0 wI sb yh SvIkar krte hE. ik g_j_l kI pEda[x phle farsI me. hu{ AOr mug_lkal me. yh wart Aa{| ihNduStan me. farsI ka S4an ]dUR AOr ifr ih.dI ne le ilya| hala>ik xahI drbaro. me. ]dRU ka vcRSv kaym rha AOr Aage cl kr yh ih.dI g_j_l ke +p me. kaVy-iv2a ka 0k p/kar bn g{| shI A4oR. me. g_j_l ka ]d\wv gulam v.x ke badxah kutubu±In 0ebk ke j_mane me. huAa| yh vo smy 4a jb xask AOr xaist dono. kI wa8aAo. me. im&` huAa| AmIr qusro ÜÉÊÍÍ-ÉËÊÌÝ [ske svRp/4m kiv khlaye| g_j_l manisk 0eYyaxI nhI. biLk ij_NdgI kI kDuvah3-wrI pI a hE|

g_j_l ko g_j_l hI rhne dIij0| ]se pirwai8t krne kI koixx n kIij0| jEse sONdyR deqa ja skta, sraha ja skta hE, pr pirwai8t nhI. ikya ja skta, vEse hI g_j_l ko Apirwai8t hI rqa ja0 to behtr hoga|

idl ke j_J_bat ko km se km xBdo. me. Jyada Asrdar bnane ke hUnr ko vaStivk me. g_j_l kha ja skta hE| g_j_l ka hr xer mano. jEse bU>d-bU>d se sagr wrta ho, 0esa jan p ta hE| g_j_l ]pmaAo. s.ket AOr p/tIko. me. ]pyog kI kla hE|

[kbal, mIr AOr g_ailb AOr du*y.t kumar ne g_j_l kI duinya me. 0k n{ roxnI dI| mIr kI kivta-g_j_l me. k=`-rs kI p/2anta hE| kha jata hE ik mIr ka p/Tyek xer qUn kI 0k bU>d hE| mIr ne Svy. kha hE -

']m/ wr hm rhe xrabI se idle purqU> kI 0k gulabI se|'

g_ailb ne mIr kI mhanta ko SvIkar krte hu0 kha hE - 'reqta ke tuMhI. ]Stad nhI. ho g_ailb

khte hE. Agle j_mane me. ko{ mIr wI 4a|' Üreqta - ]dURÝ

[kbal ka 0k p/is² xer hE - fUl kI p%I se k3 skta hE hIre ka jIgr mdeR nada> pr klame. nmoR naj_uk ve Asr|'

jo wI ho g_j_l Apne-Aap me. Ajb hE, g_jb hE| g_j_l ko pirwa8aAo. kI sIma me. ba>2a nhI. ja skta| g_j_l cahe ihNdI wa8a me. ho ya ]dUR wa8a me. ya ArbI wa8a me. prNtu g_j_l to g_j_l hI hE|

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nye v8R me.nye v8R me.nye v8R me.nye v8R me. srn 6{srn 6{srn 6{srn 6{

srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar,srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar,srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar,srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar, kam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena dokam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena dokam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena dokam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena do----car|car|car|car|

iktne sal se pe.iD.g merI 0PlIkexn 2n kI,iktne sal se pe.iD.g merI 0PlIkexn 2n kI,iktne sal se pe.iD.g merI 0PlIkexn 2n kI,iktne sal se pe.iD.g merI 0PlIkexn 2n kI, tum sunte ho sbkI leikn krte ho tum sunte ho sbkI leikn krte ho tum sunte ho sbkI leikn krte ho tum sunte ho sbkI leikn krte ho bs mn kI,bs mn kI,bs mn kI,bs mn kI, res, lares, lares, lares, la $$ $$3rI ku7 wI ijta do ya ib.go hI de do,3rI ku7 wI ijta do ya ib.go hI de do,3rI ku7 wI ijta do ya ib.go hI de do,3rI ku7 wI ijta do ya ib.go hI de do, mera kam kra do wgvn cahe kmIxn le lo|mera kam kra do wgvn cahe kmIxn le lo|mera kam kra do wgvn cahe kmIxn le lo|mera kam kra do wgvn cahe kmIxn le lo| mt inj das pe wgvan kIijye [tna ATyacar,mt inj das pe wgvan kIijye [tna ATyacar,mt inj das pe wgvan kIijye [tna ATyacar,mt inj das pe wgvan kIijye [tna ATyacar, fa[l merI pe muhr lga kr kr do befa[l merI pe muhr lga kr kr do befa[l merI pe muhr lga kr kr do befa[l merI pe muhr lga kr kr do be a par|a par|a par|a par| srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar,srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar,srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar,srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar, kam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena dokam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena dokam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena dokam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena do----car|car|car|car|

bbbbI _0m _DBLyU _kar ke il0 iktna tuMhe kha hE,I _0m _DBLyU _kar ke il0 iktna tuMhe kha hE,I _0m _DBLyU _kar ke il0 iktna tuMhe kha hE,I _0m _DBLyU _kar ke il0 iktna tuMhe kha hE, kar ka b/oxr kb se p/wu tere cr`o. me. rqa hE|kar ka b/oxr kb se p/wu tere cr`o. me. rqa hE|kar ka b/oxr kb se p/wu tere cr`o. me. rqa hE|kar ka b/oxr kb se p/wu tere cr`o. me. rqa hE| bI _0m _DBLyU _Agr n shI, h.D{ kar idla do,bI _0m _DBLyU _Agr n shI, h.D{ kar idla do,bI _0m _DBLyU _Agr n shI, h.D{ kar idla do,bI _0m _DBLyU _Agr n shI, h.D{ kar idla do,

jI _0m _, ho.Da, sujUkI, krola, ko{ kar idla do|jI _0m _, ho.Da, sujUkI, krola, ko{ kar idla do|jI _0m _, ho.Da, sujUkI, krola, ko{ kar idla do|jI _0m _, ho.Da, sujUkI, krola, ko{ kar idla do| 3In kI 7t ke nIce p/wuvr de do pihye car,3In kI 7t ke nIce p/wuvr de do pihye car,3In kI 7t ke nIce p/wuvr de do pihye car,3In kI 7t ke nIce p/wuvr de do pihye car, ibna kar ke p/wuvr tera das iibna kar ke p/wuvr tera das iibna kar ke p/wuvr tera das iibna kar ke p/wuvr tera das ifre bekar|fre bekar|fre bekar|fre bekar| srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar,srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar,srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar,srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar, kam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena dokam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena dokam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena dokam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena do----car|car|car|car|

4/I beD4/I beD4/I beD4/I beD----+m ka 0k mkan, do karo. kI gEraj,+m ka 0k mkan, do karo. kI gEraj,+m ka 0k mkan, do karo. kI gEraj,+m ka 0k mkan, do karo. kI gEraj, !a{ ho yid vax!a{ ho yid vax!a{ ho yid vax!a{ ho yid vax----+m to das krega naj_|+m to das krega naj_|+m to das krega naj_|+m to das krega naj_|

0k 7o3I0k 7o3I0k 7o3I0k 7o3I----sI ikcn jha> pr pTnI raj kregI,sI ikcn jha> pr pTnI raj kregI,sI ikcn jha> pr pTnI raj kregI,sI ikcn jha> pr pTnI raj kregI, deq beD+m kI xowa salI wI Aah wregI|deq beD+m kI xowa salI wI Aah wregI|deq beD+m kI xowa salI wI Aah wregI|deq beD+m kI xowa salI wI Aah wregI| lv kI sI3 plv kI sI3 plv kI sI3 plv kI sI3 pe hm dono. jb bE# kre.ge Pyar,e hm dono. jb bE# kre.ge Pyar,e hm dono. jb bE# kre.ge Pyar,e hm dono. jb bE# kre.ge Pyar, ]s idn hm smze.ge p/wuvr tum ho paln har|]s idn hm smze.ge p/wuvr tum ho paln har|]s idn hm smze.ge p/wuvr tum ho paln har|]s idn hm smze.ge p/wuvr tum ho paln har| srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar,srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar,srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar,srn 6{ ka v.dn p/wuvr kr lIje SvIkar, kam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena dokam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena dokam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena dokam mere [s nye v8R me. kr dena do----car|car|car|car| Agla sal c“ega to p/wu b“ jayegI ma>g,Agla sal c“ega to p/wu b“ jayegI ma>g,Agla sal c“ega to p/wu b“ jayegI ma>g,Agla sal c“ega to p/wu b“ jayegI ma>g, kEle.Dr kI trh khI. fa[l mt dena 3a>g|kEle.Dr kI trh khI. fa[l mt dena 3a>g|kEle.Dr kI trh khI. fa[l mt dena 3a>g|kEle.Dr kI trh khI. fa[l mt dena 3a>g| JyUlrI AOr Daym.D kI Agle vJyUlrI AOr Daym.D kI Agle vJyUlrI AOr Daym.D kI Agle vJyUlrI AOr Daym.D kI Agle v8R ma>g rqU>ga,8R ma>g rqU>ga,8R ma>g rqU>ga,8R ma>g rqU>ga, [tna hI de do vrna dugunI iDma.D rqU>ga|[tna hI de do vrna dugunI iDma.D rqU>ga|[tna hI de do vrna dugunI iDma.D rqU>ga|[tna hI de do vrna dugunI iDma.D rqU>ga|

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