anu issue 31/ a new ulster 31
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Northern Ireland's monthly literary and arts magazine featuring the works of Strider Marcus Jones, Eamonn Stewart, Rachel Sutcliffe, Tom Pestacore, John Jack Byrne, Dr Mel Waldman, Noel King and Carl ScharwathTRANSCRIPT
ISSN 2053-6119 (Print) ISSN 2053-6127 (Online)
Featuring the works ofStrider Marcus Jones, Eamonn
Stewart, Rachel Sutcliffe, Tom Pestacore, John Jack Byrne,
Dr Mel Waldman, Noel King and Carl Scharwath
. Hard copies can be purchased from our website.
Issue No 31
April 2015
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A New Ulster Editor: Amos Greig
On the Wall Editor: Arizahn
Website Editor: Adam Rudden
ContentsContentsContentsContents
Editorial page 5
Marcus Strider Jones; Stone Jar
The Vase
Tin of Sorrows
Yin-Yang Thoughts
Bard’s Song
Two Beads
Taking off my Coat
Eamonn Stewart;
The Chav’s Judgment of Paris The Cows Muddied my Personal Helicon
The Lock-In
Myths of the Rights of Fathers
Oklo Chez Sois/ Oklo Chez Falls
Rachel Sutcliffe; Haiku & Senryu Selection
Tom Pescatore; Baking in my Sleeping bag
As a dog barks
Dead Eyes
It remembers my Password
Girl in the Purple Dress
John Jack Byrne; Dream my Dreams Yellow eye
Dr Mel Waldman;
An Unholy Silence
Inside the Dead Files
The House of God is a Poem
Mysterious Disease
Raw
After Tav
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Noel King;
Boys of the Rhythm Stick newlyweds
Potato Bride
when Did they Say I Can Go Home?
Who'll Die First?
On The WallOn The WallOn The WallOn The Wall
Message from the Alleycats page 52
Carl Scharwath;
Carl’s work can be found pages 55-58
John Jack Byrne;
John’s work can be found page 60-62
Round the BackRound the BackRound the BackRound the Back
Press Releases Book Review pages 65-70
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Manuscripts, art work and letters to be sent to:
Submissions Editor
A New Ulster
23 High Street, Ballyhalbert BT22 1BL
Alternatively e-mail: [email protected]
See page 50 for further details and guidelines regarding submissions. Hard copy distribution is
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Published in Baskerville Oldface & Times New Roman
Produced in Belfast & Ballyhalbert, Northern Ireland.
All rights reserved
The artists have reserved their right under Section 77
Of the Copyright, Design and Patents Act 1988
To be identified as the authors of their work.
ISSN 2053-6119 (Print)
ISSN 2053-6127 (Online)
Cover Image “To win your love” by John ‘Jack’ Byrne
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“Poetry is finer and more philosophical than history; for poetry expresses the universal, and
history only the particular.” Aristotle.
Editorial
I’m somewhat surprised to find this issue coming out at Easter I hope everyone has a
quite and peaceful holiday break. This issue contains an amazing selection of work poetry,
senru and artwork from around the world.
I’ve noticed a growing trend to produce literary and arts magazines without listing
page numbers for the various artists I’ve tried to provide a clear and concise order to each issue so
that you can find the work easier however in this issue I’m going to forgo the page numbers in the
listings above the work will still be in the order it is presented however.
Northern Ireland still bears the scars of the Troubles and we have started to stumble
over Peace and Reconciliation there is an emphasis on the past and history here sadly that history
can itself be biased and only helps pollute the future for other generations.
Easter is a time of rebirth and reflection and I find myself looking back at the
beginning of this magazine a lot of time and effort has gone into producing every issue and while I
look at the first issue with fondness I can see that the issue has grown and suffered teething
problems along the way I do not seek to push an agenda or a directive instead I’m providing a
platform for artists to share their work, to reach a global audience I hope you enjoy this issue as
much as I enjoyed working on it.
Enough pre-amble! Onto the creativity!
Amos Greig
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Biographical Note: Strider Marcus JonesBiographical Note: Strider Marcus JonesBiographical Note: Strider Marcus JonesBiographical Note: Strider Marcus Jones
Strider Marcus Jones – is a poet, law graduate and ex civil servant
from Salford, England with proud Celtic roots in Ireland and
Wales. A member of The Poetry Society, his five published
books of poetry are modern, traditional, mythical, sometimes
erotic, surreal and metaphysical
http//www.lulu.com/spotlight/stridermarcusjones1. He is a
maverick, moving between forests, mountains and cities, playing
his saxophone and clarinet in warm solitude.
His poetry has been accepted for publication in 2015 by mgv2
Publishing Anthology; Earl Of Plaid Literary Journal 3rd Edition;
Subterranean Blue Poetry Magazine; Deep Water Literary Journal,
2015-Issue 1; Kool Kids Press Poetry Journal; Page-A-Day Poetry
Anthology 2015; Eccolinguistics Issue 3.2 January 2015; The Collapsed
Lexicon Poetry Anthology 2015 and Catweazle Magazine Issue 8; Life
and Legends Magazine; The Stray Branch Literary Magazine;
Amomancies Poetry Magazine; The Art Of Being Human Poetry
Magazine; Cahaba River Literary Journal; East Coast Literary Review;
Nightchaser Ink Publishing Anthology - Autumn Reign; Crack The
Spine Literary Magazine; A New Ulster/Anu Issue 29; Poems For A
Liminal Age Anthology; In The Trenches Poetry Anthology; Outburst
Poetry Magazine; The Galway Review; The Honest Ulsterman
Magazine and The Lonely Crowd Magazine.
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STONE JAR
(Strider Marcus Jones)
have seat
stone jar
with heart old as peat;
you've come this far-
seen history shoot itself
to repeat the past
but nothing else
is made to last-
why weep
and fast,
while others sleep
and blast
this sorrow
from the same face tomorrow-
and what fool am i to keep
thinking that the thinkers
will remove the old ways blinkers-
and speak.
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THE VASE
(Strider Marcus Jones)
standing silent proud,
alone, or in a crowd
life glazed mood and skin
outside and in-
for you, i think out loud
and take you in-
where thoughts abound reversible
and convertible-
where saying being wrong
reaches out beyond
the natural need to win.
moulded by my hands
to this shape that understands;
its cloth of clay holds you warm,
a mummer masked in costumes storm-
react with its receptacle of reason
for sorting truths from treason,
but you don't need to have a season
to put your flowers into me-
swaying here, in wind and wild, as born so be.
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TIN OF SORROWS
(Strider Marcus Jones)
i keep bad blues
from the past,
in a tin of sorrows-
to remind me,
that my tomorrows
can bloom out of this.
the vertical hues
that last,
backfill regrettable hollows-
that find me,
when time shifts and borrows
the coves of happiness in bliss.
the loves i lose, become the glues
that hold, and make me last;
instead of weighing me down in woes
that blind me-
they guide me on new roads-
which open when i wish.
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YIN-YANG THOUGHTS
(Strider Marcus Jones)
i contemplate for hours,
weaving circles round the moon,
using supernatural powers
in an oxygen balloon-
imagining the straight
in the twists and turns of fate.
the truth is ties and tangles
of beads upon a thread,
with answers to its angles
solved in something that you said-
like the canopy of bloom
lighting shade inside a room.
soft, part the peel of pleasure,
real and ripe behold, begin-
imagine of the whole together,
spoken out, and spoken in,
like yin-yang thoughts
beat to beat to balance talks.
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BARD'S SONG
(Strider Marcus Jones)
When the night
Holds the light
And closes its hand
I lie in its equation
Of sensory deprivation
And think to understand.
Nothing is wrong
With this bard's song
His lucid notes reach out
For love's soft lips
And finger tips
Released from shadows doubt.
Feel its beauty,
Unlike duty-
Play and set you free:
To ride the wave
Desires crave
While you lie with me.
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TWO BEADS
(Strider Marcus Jones)
in some quixotic place,
there is the figure and the face,
whose mind transcends that secret space-
in me.
she winds new memories
like ribbons round the helix threads of destiny-
altering perceptions, light and sound
when i turn around-
and find her watching me.
two beads, bound by natures mime,
consent to dance a tango on the silent strings of time,
oblivious to other fruits, that ripen on the vine-
eventually.
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TAKING OFF MY COAT
(Strider Marcus Jones)
each evening
is like taking off my coat.
i sit down
apart from the day
and nothing happens.
i let silence sing
her supernatural note-
in the air, i drown
in how the lonely play
as reality slackens.
curdling in a chair
with arms of broken branches
that used to be
and went somewhere
in circumstance and chances-
now greying, like wild hair
at the end of all its dances
with the gravity
gone from its romances-
i feel time's weight
compress the emptiness of fate,
into some sort of nothing
that held my hand,
and left me something-
to understand.
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Biographical Note: Eamonn StewartBiographical Note: Eamonn StewartBiographical Note: Eamonn StewartBiographical Note: Eamonn Stewart
Born in Belfast 1964. Trained to be an advertising photographer. Worked in advertising as motion picture cameraman. Studied film history at University of East London. Extensive publication of poems and photos in magazines and anthologies. Presently, working pro bono in student/indie films.
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The Chav’s Judgement of Paris
(Eamonn Stewart)
“The Sibyl’s raving mouth
Prophesies without mirth”
Each night, The Spear Carriers
Shamble onstage:
“E”s invoke crass Judgements of Paris
or worse, Paris’s are left forlorn
and in a rage.
Delinquents drunk on The Cider of Discord,
Stabbed my friend as his girlfriend
Stared aghast.
Because some bouncer with a flaming sword
Drove them from a disco,
They weren’t prepared to let this pass.
My uncle told me long ago
That cows used to run after steam locos.
In this Thereomorphosis of Chavs
They pursue boys in filched fast cars.
Flocked round a cable junction box,
They bash a din from it with their feet.
As I pass they ominously stop.
And, in the silence of the too-dark
street,
One perches there, headless
As Samothracean Nike –
Anencephalic, in baseball cap and hoody:
I hear the box’s electrics Lamasary choir.
Fear spins awe’s prayerwheel –
Grants my desire.
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The Cows Muddied my Personal Helicon
(Eamonn Stewart)
Tonight, his sacred cows come home
To Elysian pastures in the Academe Grove.
From their hides you get glycerine –
Nitrates and ammonia from the pish and dung,
And their ponderous hooves blend the clay.
Thye’re this spin-doctored Odyssey’s
Cattle of the Sun.
Bogs, horse ploughs and boarding schools
Were not for me. Rather cobbles
Handcarts and Sawyers* chicken
Bar-B-Q machine, transported me,
Though not as far as Stockholm in tails –
Not in my wildest dreams.
For I only wrote of my peers
Blasted by the prayers of saints #
Poured from base vials
Sold with ironmongers’ complaints
Over loutish wiles.
His cattle are not our lodestar –
Pharaoh never dreamt such ominous steers,
Whose claps will swamp new Irish poetry for years.
* Sawyers was Belfast’s one and only delicatessen when I was a
boy.
# Revelations 5,8
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The Lock-In
(At The Submarine Bar)
(Eamonn Stewart)
When my phone went-off in the bar
Vibrate and ring;
The ASDIC beam ping
And poltergeist shower of stones.
Where my surface thoughts crash-dived
To Albert Street in 1975
When Stevie ran from the toy barricade
And a Pippin Fort soldier
Did something depraved.
This databurst phantasmagoria played
On the meteorburst mirror
Brock’s Fireworks made:
The hopscotch grid’s ouija board,
Passing the votive candle’s
Treacly strobe
The search barriers turnstiles
Thaumatropes
Re-integrated the dead
That bombs had unmade
And I had to get out
Of that lock-in.
Tired eyes I rubbed
Once Aladdin’s lamps
Became the wreckers lanterns.
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Myths of The Rights of Fathers
(Eamonn Stewart)
My fatal touch and turn towards/to Eurydice
Was on paper, but no less overwrought than
Morel's sysyphusian Marienbad- anabasis of my thoughts
correct your maps you dads Byzantium is The family Courts !
And, let’s say/ (if) Thebes is the life you’ve planned with your child
Then your ex is the Sphinx there running wild.
She has no riddle to turn her mild
You would-be solvers are cursed if you try
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Oklo Chez Sois/Oklo Chez Falls (Eamonn Stewart)
The Muse
Sukie* was our disquieting muse.
Hypocrite moniteur du lait, J’Accuse !
Bereft of her glass laurels, bereft of desks
Bereft of pews, pharmacology is what my peers now choose.
Antecedents
Who drowned the Riverdale Rats?
The Breweries, the Breweries.
Where have their sons and daughters gone?
They’re all away with the fairies.
Whither away – to what fairy hill?
A palace no more than a little white pill.
Misunderstandings
“Enghien chez sois
and an Oklo up your own nose !”
“It’s still natural “ he replied
“Fuck up. What would you know?”
Earlier that night, a bouncer saw
Me do origami with a receipt –
That was a wrap, my Bond-esque quip
As I stood bewildered in the street
Thinking of Hugo from the homeless hostel
Ejected from the library,
For hurling abuse then books:
The first through Tourette’s ,
The second, through the injustice of the absurd.
Still I laughed to think of the book-hurling octopus
In Cousteau’s Silent World - the one upon whom
Another Hugo had cast slurs.
Sukie As Cassandra
When Africa was younger by aeons
Some undine at Oklo enchanted
Orphic water to quicken the sandstone –
Eurydicized the Yellow Cake.
Proving the Achilles Paradox
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Of slow neutrons –
The apports of photons
In dark waters
Bluer than the milky way
Trapped in surface tension.
But, this Powder of Sympathy
Dogs the nose,
Apotheosizes snots to Escargotique Ondes.
The moderator from which this fission of the neurons flows
Petrifies Phase Two fossils under the pilgrim’s feet
Along the Falls Road.
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Biographical Note: Rachel SutcliffeBiographical Note: Rachel SutcliffeBiographical Note: Rachel SutcliffeBiographical Note: Rachel Sutcliffe
Rachel Sutcliffe (Yorkshire, England) has suffered from a serious
immune disorder for the past 14 years, throughout this time
writing has been her therapy, it’s kept her from going insane. She
is an active member of the British Haiku Society and the online
writing group Splinter4all. Her work has appeared in numerous
print and online journals including: Hedgerow, Prune Juice, Brass
Bell, The Heron’s Nest and A Hundred Gourds. Find her
@ http://projectwords11.wordpress.com.
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Haiku & Senryu Selection
(Rachel Sutcliffe)
late thaw
pointing towards spring
green shoots
under the rainbow
sunlight pools
in puddles
sudden storm
raindrops reconvene
in the river
first picnic of spring
so many
hungry flies
champagne toast
the bride’s fear
of fireworks
bookshop
the assistant reads
my mind
library visit
the hole
in your story
hotel alarm call
showering with
the guest upstairs
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Biographical Note: Tom PescBiographical Note: Tom PescBiographical Note: Tom PescBiographical Note: Tom Pescatatatatoreoreoreore
Tom Pescatore grew up outside Philadelphia
dreaming of the endless road ahead, carrying the
idea of the fabled West in his heart. He maintains
a poetry blog: amagicalmistake.blogspot.com. His
work has been published in literary magazines both
nationally and internationally but he'd rather have
them carved on the Walt Whitman bridge or on
the sidewalks of Philadelphia's old Skid Row.
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Baking in my sleeping bag (Tom Pescatore)
You're on the other
side
being abstract, acting
distant,
I have a stack of
thoughts in front of me,
unfinished; have poems to
write, poems I
should be writing; instead
I'm writing this; an
alarm goes off, it's mine
Saturday morning, you're
laying around somewhere,
Cootie Williams is blowing
Gator Tail; I shut the blinds
and the world outside
goes on and on and about
and out without me,
this poem is running, jazz is
dead, so are all those jazz
men playing, dead, but time doesn't
make sense anyway; it's
just going in circles, stealing
what it can,
which is everything,
we aren't friends; I can't see the
trees,
I'm hiding from the sun.
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As a Dog Barks
(Tom Pescatore)
The Hunt
by Dexter Gordon?
usually don't guess
right but
that's what's playing:
July 4th 2014
8:53 am
my phone turns itself
off during that night,
never the day
day looks like rain, but
it's not raining
I shit, shower
head doesn't hurt any longer.
I should get a beer, I says,
I'm a writer, it would make sense.
I don't. I hear children playing outside,
I left my window cracked, the gray
sky leaks inside, now
everything is gray
this doesn't feel like independence
a strange metallic sound outside,
car, sounds off,
these guys (Filipino & Mexican
guys) are always out working on
their cars, I don't know enough
to know what they're doing,
I missed out on that part of manhood.
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I've held a pen,
typed instead.
Sun peeks through clouds off-screen
it's all starting to look different
it's July 4th, 9:38am
I'm typing poems as a dog barks.
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Dead Eyes (Tom Pescatore)
A soft summer rain,
clicking of some insect or
raccoon or squirrel off in
trees, purple-orange sky
haze in the distance, beyond that,
the city, I walk out into scene
swinging trash bag, cutting down
invisible spider-webs,
the dumpster looks at me
with dead eyes like the dead
eyes staring out wet
tree branches, like the dead eyes
leering under cars, like the dead eyes
from the million cold bodies
buried in all the cemeteries of the world,
and I toss the bag into the
gaping black mouth weary of stepping
any closer,
walk out into the street
where I feel somehow I'm safe,
for a moment, before turning
back toward the old brick
apartment building
with its dark windows
watching,
and its own dead eyes
wondering.
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It remembers my password
(Tom Pescatore)
Search:
Right
images:
I'm tagged in (1)
[is the face in the mirror
the one you're allowed to see?]
mine is smiling
without pretense
I hope (at least)
we haven't checked
our backlog yet
--in a while--
notifications waiting
piling up
kb/mb/gb/love
how many
waiting?
[have you ever stopped
and looked yourself in
the eye?]
for 30 years I thought
mine were brown (they're hazel)
Central heterochromia - is an eye condition that
does not interfere with a person's eyesight.
we are wrapped in
social media tears
you and I and all
of us we you and
me
faces recognized
locations checked-
in
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I am signing on the
login screen I am
checking all the boxes
one x one
so
it remembers what
I've done.
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Girl in the Purple Dress (Tom Pescatore)
I find you in my bed
at night
dreaming
follow you
my arm tight
around
your
waist
maybe sometimes
words between
us are lost
you have eyes like
opaque pools
of super novas
depthless
your legs are silk
thoughts
cool rivers
edge
your body against
mine is
my body
when you're not
looking I reach out
to
you
there is more I want to
say
in my
hands pulling back
there are memories
beyond my
memories
foolish little words
that aren't enough
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Biographical Note:Biographical Note:Biographical Note:Biographical Note: John Jack ByrneJohn Jack ByrneJohn Jack ByrneJohn Jack Byrne
John [Jack] Byrne lives in Co. Wicklow ,Ireland he has
been writing for almost 6 years mainly poetry;
Traditional and Japanese short form and has had some
published success in UK , USA, Ireland in Anthologies,
Magazines ,Ezines /Journals his blog can be found here:
http://john-isleoftheharp.blogspot.ie/
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Dream my Dreams
(John Jack Byrne)
With thoughts of you I dream my dreams
by golden sunsets and silver streams
through winter skies and star filled nights
as rolling clouds shield soft moonlight
When rains fall softly upon the land
I’ll walk with you hand in hand
into a world of lovers dreams
of golden sunsets and silver streams
Within the birdsong at early dawn
your voice of love goes on and on
on mountain ranges at great heights
through winter skies and star filled nights
Ever thankful for to dream
of our love that is supreme
ever thankful come the night
where rolling clouds shield soft moonlight
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Yellow Eye
(John Jack Byrne)
Welcome to my autumn garden
sweet bird with yellow eye
stay awhile and eat your fill
before you decide to fly
Come close to me and be my friend
share peace with me this day
my autumn garden’s a tranquil place
to help you along life’s way
Perhaps you’ll help me seek my heart
it too has flown away
that day my true love left me
the clouds were dark and grey
So thank you bird with yellow eye
your visit has made my day
linger awhile and roam at will
I’ll be sad as you fly away
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Biographical Note:Biographical Note:Biographical Note:Biographical Note: Dr Mel WaldmanDr Mel WaldmanDr Mel WaldmanDr Mel Waldman
Dr. Mel Waldman is a psychologist, poet, and writer whose
stories have appeared in numerous magazines including
HARDBOILED DETECTIVE, HARDBOILED,
DETECTIVE STORY MAGAZINE, ESPIONAGE, THE
SAINT, DOWN IN THE DIRT, CC&D, PULP METAL
MAGAZINE, INNER SINS, YELLOW MAMA, and
AUDIENCE. His poems have been widely published in
magazines and books including LIQUID IMAGINATION, A
NEW ULSTER, THE BROOKLYN LITERARY REVIEW,
THE BROOKLYN VOICE, BRICKPLIGHT, THE
BITCHIN’ KITSCH, CLOCKWISE CAT, CRAB FAT
MAGAZINE, SKIVE MAGAZINE, ODDBALL
MAGAZINE, ON THE RUSK, POETRY PACIFIC,
POETICA, RED FEZ, SQUAWK BACK, SWEET ANNIE
& SWEET PEA REVIEW, THE JEWISH LITERARY
JOURNAL, THE JEWISH PRESS, THE JERUSALEM
POST, HOTMETAL PRESS, MAD SWIRL, HAGGARD &
HALLOO, ASCENT ASPIRATIONS, and NAMASTE FIJI:
THE INTERNATIONAL ANTHOLOGY OF POETRY. A
past winner of the literary GRADIVA AWARD in
Psychoanalysis, he was nominated for a PUSHCART PRIZE in
literature and is the author of 11 books. Four of his mystery,
fantasy, and horror stories were published by POSTSCRIPTS,
a British magazine and international anthology, in November
2014. He recently completed an experimental mystery novel
inspired by one of Freud’s case studies and is looking for an
agent. He has been inspired for decades by his patients and
their heroic stories of trauma and survival.
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AN
UNHOLY SILENCE
(Dr. Mel Waldman)
An unholy silence
sits
inside
the shattered remains
of
the death room
in
Old Brooklyn
in
the summer of ’65,
almost half-a-century ago
where
I
still exist
&
die
in
the deep silence of Mother’s
death,
&
now,
I
rediscover
the
everlasting
vast room
everywhere
&
nowhere
for
one
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by
one
my precious loved ones pass
through
an
unholy silence
into
an
old fashioned room
a
gathering place where they
wait
for
me
ghostly
&
ethereal
in
the unfathomable landscape
&
eerie stillness
of
Eternity
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INSIDE
THE
DEAD FILES
(Dr. Mel Waldman)
Perhaps,
a hundred years from now,
with
the
toss
of
metaphysical dice,
you’ll
pick
a
random set of numbers,
the
sacred
lotto
ticket to my soul,
&
suddenly,
you’ll
find my raw remains
buried
in
the
dead files of the defunct internet,
&
within
the
ancient archives, you’ll discover
my
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secret
writings
& traces of the man I was &
my
shattered
self;
then,
in
a
poignant moment of unendurable
anguish
when
you
gaze into the oval mirror of my tortured
mind,
you’ll
find
yourself in me,
a
fellow
traveler
in the unfathomable universe
holding
&
caressing
the fiercely beautiful cornucopia
of
human
emotions,
an alchemy of love & loss,
beauty
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&
grotesquerie,
in celestial inner space-flowing inside
the
dead
files
beyond Time & Space where we are
one
in
Spirit
& death
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THE HOUSE
OF
G-D
IS
A
POEM
(Dr. Mel Waldman)
The House of G-d is a poem
in
the oval mirror of my mind
waiting
to be
born
The House of G-d is
&
grows on the Tree of Life
hidden
in
the sacred fruit
of
Being & Becoming
in
the secret garden of creation
in
the holy womb
of the holy city
The House of G-d is
the unfathomable poem
of
the Word
giving birth to me
within
the voiceless voice
of divine script
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in
the eerie
metamorphosis of
consciousness
&
cosmic breath
within
the everlasting
flow
of
Hashem,
the Nameless One
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MYSTERIOUS DISEASE
(Dr. Mel Waldman)
I remember the beginning.
Inside the Harlem methadone clinic in the early eighties, I watched the rapid flow of
death, the evaporation of my patients, of all ages; but I particularly remember the
young healthy men and women dissolving and imploding, and suddenly disappearing
as I watched.
I didn’t understand, nor did my colleagues. The incomprehensibleness devoured us,
like the mysterious disease that ate the flesh of our patients, the lost addicts of Harlem.
And so, within a few weeks or months at most, I witnessed the unspeakable; their
bodies dwindled and shrank, and thinned, perhaps, to a bony nothingness. Some of our
pariahs, whom we fought to save, were emaciated with scarred flesh and marked
faces. And then they vanished and passed away.
We too were dually condemned and marked. Healthcare lepers, we treated addicts
with a mysterious deadly disease. This was our sin to the outside world, but privately,
our salvation.
I remember this horrific beginning, grotesquely haunting and sad. I can’t forget. It’s
inside me, like my patients, the ghosts of Harlem who died too soon so long ago.
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RAW
(Dr. Mel Waldman)
In the winter of despair,
the wind howls with homeless pariahs, hiding beneath the Coney Island Boardwalk,
gazing at the Chimera, the Monster of Paranoia and Soul-Slayer, while stoned on
cheap liquor and toxic drugs;
& lost in a leper’s phantasmagoria,
these outlaws, outcasts, outsiders, and freaks, high on poison and intoxicated with
psychosis, inhale the raw despair and rage of this bestial winter day;
& crave the ultimate high, the thrill
of a lifetime, a raw ecstasy and the divine O.D. for the final exit.
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AFTER TAV
(Dr. Mel Waldman)
After Tav,
the last letter of creation,
the universe reunites with Aleph,
the first holy letter
&
the sacred story continues again and again
with new beginnings and myriad endings,
in the mystical circle of Aleph-Tav-
the twin circle of Tav-Aleph,
each one flowing into the other
forever
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Biographical Note:Biographical Note:Biographical Note:Biographical Note: Noel KingNoel KingNoel KingNoel King
Noel KingNoel KingNoel KingNoel King was born and lives in Tralee. His poems,
haiku, short stories, reviews and articles have appeared in
magazines and journals in thirty-seven countries. His
poetry collections are published by Salmon
Poetry: Prophesying the Past, (2010), The Stern Wave (2013) and Sons (forthcoming in 2015). He has
edited more than fifty books of work by others. Anthology
publications include The Second Genesis: An Anthology of Contemporary World Poetry (AR.A.W.,India, 2014).
He has published just over 70 short stories, from Ireland’s
Own to The Quest in Montenegro. He has been
shortlisted and highly commended more times than he
cares to remember in short story competitions throughout
the world.
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Boys of the Rhythm Stick (Noel King)
For the remainder of the beating
the younger boy is calm,
tears run, he wills their evaporation,
only the right edge of his lips trembling,
his face is composed.
His cousin smiles, enjoys, knows
he has a suitable lad for the beat:
the back weak, the will weaker,
the granny in her parlour with her Mills & Boon,
the parents three weeks away on holiday.
A routine game of horse and master
began as fun yesterday;
begging to stop has stopped,
he cowers, hunches
over high-tea their granny places before them;
the granny is content to care for her son’s son’s,
thinks butter would not melt in their mouths.
The younger boy closes his ears to the older
rattling out a day of lies to granny’s ears
of what they’ve been up to.
Sinking his head lower,
he sucks tea from a saucer
– a practice the bigger boy grew out of.
He has to pay, for what he doesn’t understand,
knows he can only scream to himself.
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Newlyweds
(Noel King)
She splashes water on her hot face
and splashes her apron with gravy,
while he sprawls before the TV.
She chops parsley to the gravy
and pours it over the roast chicken
they scoff for their big dinner.
It was just a large chicken,
she admits to her mother-in-law at
her hubby’s old home on Boxing Day,
but not the same as turkey, oh no,
and yes, we will come here next year,
yes, next year’ll be the perfect Christmas.
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Potato Bride
(Noel King)
Annie Finn found a new green
in Kerry land after Minnesota’s open sky. Her fate: to the base of her forebears
to plough and plot, crafting seed on hills
with the man she met in New York City.
She saw her new man as twentieth century
disciple, evoker of music with spuds.
Those hills had not time to listen to the voices
in her head of her friends in America;
spared nothing in their demands
to stand: dual grafting
of a man and a woman.
Her husband is heavened now,
the potatoes seeded by her sons.
Annie continues to plough a place still
nearest America, tugs to her stronghold,
instilled by a Kerry mountain breeze.
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When Did They Say I Can Go Home?
(Noel King)
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
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Who’ll Die First
(Noel King)
Mother or father
Mammy or Daddy
Mamma Papa?
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Biographical Note: Carl ScharwathBiographical Note: Carl ScharwathBiographical Note: Carl ScharwathBiographical Note: Carl Scharwath
Carl Scharwath's work has appeared internationally with over
eighty publications selecting his poetry, short stories, essays or
art photography. He won the National Poetry Contest award on
behalf of Writers One Flight Up. His first poetry book
“Journey To Become Forgotten” was published by Kind of a
Hurricane Press.
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Amerika by Carl Scharwath
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Antirealism by Carl Scharwath
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Citiscapes by Carl Scharwath
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Exit 13 by Carl Scharwath
Mt Dora face with key by Carl Scharwath
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The Paradox by Carl Scharwath
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Biographical Note:Biographical Note:Biographical Note:Biographical Note: John Jack ByrneJohn Jack ByrneJohn Jack ByrneJohn Jack Byrne
John [Jack] Byrne lives in Co. Wicklow ,Ireland he has been
writing for almost 6 years mainly poetry; Traditional and
Japanese short form and has had some published success in
UK , USA, Ireland in Anthologies, Magazines ,Ezines /Journals
his blog can be found here: http://john-
isleoftheharp.blogspot.ie/
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Incoming by John Jack Byrne
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October by John Jack Byrne
On the Sleepy Hill by John Jack Byrne
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Pounding Heart by John Jack Byrne
Winter sunshine by John Jack Byrne
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In this issue I would like to take the time to share a short section from Project
Nightingale a new novella by E.V. Greig a brief introduction first It is the late 21st
Century. Whilst mega corporations and governments fight a less than discrete war for
control of the general population, there are others who operate within the traditional
boundaries of Intelligence. Walking in the shadows and trading in secrets, these operatives
will do whatever is necessary to complete their missions. In the interest of maintaining public
ignorance, someone is needed to clean up in their wake. That someone is Nightingale Spence;
aka Housekeeping - a unique blend of assassin, medic, alibi merchant, and therapist to some
of the most inventively lethal people in the world...
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Biographical Note: E.V. GreigBiographical Note: E.V. GreigBiographical Note: E.V. GreigBiographical Note: E.V. Greig
Author and illustrator E.V. Greig is a graduate of Queen’s University
Belfast, where she studied Ancient History and English. She is the founder
of Upatree Press, and an Assistant Editor and Reviewer with the literary
magazine A New Ulster. Her other published work includes the
Experimental High Fantasy series The Legend of Graymyrh, which was
developed with the support of the Arts Council NI and National Lottery
under SIAP 2013. The novella Project Nightingale was published in
March 2015, and is her first foray into the genre of Transhumanistic
Cyphernoire.
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Chapter One – No Names, No Details
“He has vital intelligence; you must bring him back alive – is that understood?”
Nightingale Spence yawned and nodded automatically despite there being no way that
those at headquarters could see the gesture. “Bring him back alive, got it.”
“He’ll be in Room 406 of the hotel. Don’t get distracted, and don’t let him bleed out.”
“That was implied in the order to bring him back alive. I’ll take him straight to
medical.”
There was a slight pause and then a sigh. “He hates medical. You’ll need to patch him
up yourself.”
“Should I bring superglue or plasters, ma’am?”
“God alone knows.”
***
That had been twenty six minutes earlier. Now Spence was standing in the doorway
of Room 406 and attempting not to let the operative in question collapse. “Look, if you fall
over now mate, I can’t get you back up.”
He was smirking despite the pain, or at least attempting to do so. “Scrawny sort of a
thing for a field operative, aren’t you?”
“Shut up and sit down before you fall down.”
“Bossy...how come everyone is so bloody bossy..?”
Spence sighed, kicked the door shut, and managed to drag him to the bed. “Sit!”
It was fairly typical for operatives to be less than obedient, and more so when injured.
This fellow was no exception, but nor was he stupid. He sat and did no more than grimace as
his impromptu physician set to work. “This was my favourite shirt, you know.”
“Mmn-hmm, I count two small calibre rounds to your left bicep and three cracked
ribs.”
“It was a rough day at the office..!”
“So help me, if you start coughing up blood, I shall be most displeased.”
The tone dragged him back enough to refocus his wits. “No coughing up blood; got
it.”
“Good man.”
“Are you a doctor then?”
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“Not as such, but I can patch this up well enough for you to be fit to travel.”
His eyes were blue; there was something both playful and wary to them. A clammy
sweat that had grown out of exertion, pain and probably alcohol beaded his pale skin and
made the longish black hair appear lank. “Are we taking a trip, not really a doctor?”
“Yes; back to headquarters.”
“I got the hard drive. It’s in my jacket.”
Spence glanced briefly at the jacket that was draped over the coffee table. “Well
done.”
It was painful how important those two words appeared to be to him. “It’s what I do.”
“You’re beyond drunk.”
“I didn’t have any morphine.”
And of course that was a perfectly rational explanation. Sometimes Spence felt that
they asked too much of them – these wandering creatures of mass destruction and unbridled
chaos given human form. Point them at the enemy, and watch the shenanigans ensue. Just
don’t ever let them drive within the UK. “Morphine is overrated anyhow.”
“Oh? Did they make a new...is there a better one now?”
Observing someone in this much pain was less than enjoyable. “They’re working on
one.”
“Can I...can I have some please..?”
“Once we get back to headquarters, yes.”
He hissed a little as the bullets were dragged loose, and muttered in something that
sounded vaguely chthonic as the wounds were cleaned and dressed. “First class ticket I
should hope, not really a doctor?”
“Budget cuts I’m afraid. We’re going by car – there’s a driver already waiting for us
outside.”
“I can drive.”
“You’ll be busy sleeping.”
“Not tired – sleep when I’m dead.”
“You’ll sleep when I tell you to and that’s final.”
He chuckled at that and made a vague attempt at a salute. “Drill sergeant..!”
Spence dabbed a bit more arnica gel onto the bruising about the operative’s ribcage.
“Housekeeping, actually – I clean up everyone else’s mess.”
“Do you...do you have a mop then? Is it a mop with a gun in it?”
“Sometimes, yes; it depends on the mission. Now – put this on.”
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“You brought me a new shirt.”
“I think of everything.” Which was true; the role that Spence performed was reliant in
equal parts upon inventiveness and foresight.
It took him four attempts to fasten the buttons properly, and by then Spence had
finished clearing up. “Housekeeping – is that what I call you then?”
“It’s what everyone calls me.”
“I’m called – “
“No names, no details. Let’s go.”
He looked hurt but followed along without protest.
The corridor was empty, as was the lift. There was a single receptionist at the desk in
the foyer, but the room had been pre-booked and there was no bill to settle. For once, it
seemed that extraction would be simple.
That illusion vanished the moment that they reached the spot where the doorman
ought to have been and found a pair of gunmen instead. “Hello there – you two look like the
people we’re here to find!” The two enemy operatives moved forwards, weapons ready.
“British Intelligence at its best, yes?”
The receptionist was levelling a gun now too. “That’s the operative; this must be his
back-up.”
Spence sighed. “Why can’t we all be reasonable about this?” There were three guns
and one injured operative too many to risk this argument. “You want the intelligence, we
want to keep breathing. I’m sure we can work something out.”
“Hand over the drive.” Gunman number two was less chatty, it seemed.
“You heard him; he wants the hard drive.” Spence winked at the now bemused British
operative; who was barely upright but still clearly too stubborn to co-operate. “Let him have
it!”
It was always incredible to watch when an operative improvised. Although, they
wouldn’t be able to use this particular hotel again; given that security had been compromised.
And the bullet holes in the walls – hoteliers always hated those. Still, it was done. The three
dead enemy operatives would be written up as a robbery that had gone badly wrong when the
receptionist attempted to play hero.
Spence had informed headquarters and the technical people were already placing the
required details onto the relevant computers. The CCTV footage had been wiped. All that
remained was to get home safely. Their driver glanced at them in his rear view mirror as they
fastened their seat belts. “Any change to the route?”
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“No thank you.” Spence relaxed backwards against the leather headrest. “All’s well.”
There was a cough from the injured operative. “So tell me, why no names and no
details?”
“It’s simpler to remain detached.”
“Well it sounds bloody lonely to me.”
“I wade through bodies for a living. I don’t have time to learn their names.”
“But I’m not dead!”
“No one starts out dead. They all end up there sooner or later.”
“My God, that’s depressing.”
“It’s the truth.”
The driver had closed the privacy screen. Spence’s companion continued his
argument. “It’s one truth, or one part of a truth! Don’t you have friends in the job?”
“Not out here.”
“Coping mechanism, eh?”
“I’m simply being practical.”
He grunted. “Well, I’m called – “
“Please don’t. I really don’t need to know.”
“Alright, call me – call me Smith! It isn’t my name, but it makes talking simpler.”
“We don’t need to talk. You need to sleep.”
Smith’s eyelids were already drooping. “Cheers for the help, Housekeeping.”
“It’s what I do, Mr Smith.”
“You do it well.”
“So they tell me.” Spence thought of another conversation: twenty years ago; a pair of
teenagers stuck playing at being socialites and hating every moment. Where have the years
taken that boy to – that lanky youth with so many dreams and so little hesitation?
The car took a smooth turn to the right then and merged warily into the traffic
streaming out of the city. There was a vague threat of snow behind those too still clouds, and
the brilliance of the city’s lights masked stars which would otherwise have been too clear to
be warm. November again, just as then, but Spence was alone tonight and had been so for
well beyond a decade. No mobile devices then beyond radios – it had been frighteningly
simple to lose touch with one another.
And now the risk of reconnection loomed – would he even want to hear word? His
life had taken a different path. They were worlds apart surely. Perhaps that was better. There
was little hope of merely picking up where they had left off. Too much water and more than
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too much blood had flowed under that bridge. The boy was a man now; this was not a world
for children or for vague dreams.
Beside Spence, Smith was muttering his way through sleep. The operative would be
out of commission for a few weeks at least. Hopefully he would make the most of the time,
but when did they ever see rest as important? Obsessive devotion to duty was a key feature in
this role. It spurred them on past the normal limits of endurance and blurred the pain of the
latest bullet into little more than a dull nag at the back of their thoughts.
It was utterly mad and Spence relished every shred of it. Smith did too; he wouldn’t
be there otherwise. No – he would have been a banker or perhaps a stockbroker. Something
clean and well ordered, where he wouldn’t end his career bleeding out alone and unknown in
a puddle of his own innards. And that was the most usual sort of an ending for them – that or
torture by one of Britain’s many enemies. Spence was employed to prevent the latter and
clean up the former. A foul but vital occupation within a tangled hush of secrets and deceits
echoing back at least as far as the Great War, and almost certainly beyond it.
No – he was not named Smith. That was a cover for a cover for a ghost wrapped up
inside a shadow. Spence had managed such important unknowns for the past ten Novembers
and a few months prior besides. It was an art in itself, just as much as what they did.
Someone had to clean up the bodies; the shell casings and broken windows. All the messy
remnants of a job well done and a world saved once again at the eleventh hour.
Secret radios and miniature bombs had remained amidst the rise of increasingly tiny
phones. Code breaking had evolved into coding; cypher melting into cyber and somehow
back again. Computers were the blood of it nowadays, along with satellite surveillance, facial
recognition software, IP tracking, and forensic accounting. Everything had been digitised but
the endgame still revolved around the operative with the coldest nerve; be that behind a
computer screen or a gun.
The world of tomorrow was upon them all. Spence wondered what the boy made of it
now that he had grown. He had always had an innate understanding of technology. Is he out
there somewhere behind a terminal, or perhaps underneath a half completed chassis for some
new vehicle? Or has he gotten past his horror of killing and taken to the field himself?
Spence regretted mocking him now. Mercy was not so pathetic a quality when one
knew the cost of it. They had been friends before that awful conversation. Spence knew now
as then that they could easily have been much more. Perhaps they ought to have been.
Probably that was the truth of it; the reason that any risk of a kind word had seemed too
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dreadful. Commitment was not either of their strong suits, not really, but the boy was the type
that might have attempted to become better at it. Even then Spence had understood that.
What sort of a man did you become? Do you think of that evening in November; the
too expensive restaurant with its crisp white tablecloths and velveteen seats? Do you think of
that argument?
It seemed so very small now, looking back - two silly teenagers; both too desperate to
grow up to realise the worth of what they could have had together. Spence closed both eyes
and imagined what his face would be now. There had always been a catlike mixture of guile
and amused disdain in his eyes - blue beneath his black hair; the injured operative whose
actual name was not Smith had triggered that memory. But Smith, whoever else he really
was, could surely never have been that boy! Life simply didn’t play out so very kindly. Two
lost little pieces would surely never find each other like this – would they?
The operative mumbled and yawned then, and the sound edged Spence into looking at
him more closely. It still had to be impossible for this battered operative to be that long lost
boy. And yet there were similarities; the turn of the jaw line, the soft throb of his pulse. The
scent of him, albeit overlaid now with layers of alcohol, cordite, sweat and the copper scratch
of blood.
Christ on a bicycle; what would be the odds?
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