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Art & Poetry at the Albuquerque Museum
As the inaugural Poet Laureate of Albu-
querque, NM (2012-2014), Hakim Bellamy
is a national and regional Poetry Slam
Champion and holds three consecutive
collegiate poetry slam titles at the Univer-
sity of New Mexico. His poetry has been
published in Albuquerque inner-city buses
and various anthologies. Bellamy was rec-
ognized as an honorable mention for the
University of New Mexico Paul Bartlett Re
Peace Prize for his work as a community
organizer and journalist, and was recently
bestowed the populist honor of “Best
Poet” by Local iQ (“Smart List” 2010,
2011 & 2012) and Alibi (“Best of Burque”
2010, 2011 & 2012). He is the co-creator
of the multimedia Hip Hop theater pro-
duction Urban Verbs: Hip-Hop Conserva-
tory & Theater that has been staged
throughout the country. He facilitates
youth writing workshops for schools and
community organizations in New Mexico
and beyond. Hakim is currently finishing
his MA in Communications and Journalism
Department at the University of New
Mexico. He is the proud father of a
5-year-old miracle and is the founding
president of Beyond Poetry LLC.
HAKIM BELLAMY
These poems were performed by
Hakim Bellamy, Albuquerque’s
Poet Laureate, in conjunction with
The Albuquerque Museum’s 3rd
Thursday program on January 17,
2013. Many of the poems were
written expressly for this event,
and they are based on different
artworks in the Common Ground:
Art in New Mexico exhibition.
New Poem 1Indian by Firelight by JosephHenry Sharp
There is a fireOn the other side of the horizon
At which we stare our entire lives
Where dreams incubateBefore they ignite
In a yawn of lightThat erases entire constellationsIn the wink of an eye
Relocates themTo the dormitory of our brain
Where they masquerade ballAs a sky of neurons
Until the sunsetSets them free
As ZiaPlays hide and seek with the horizon
We pocketA piece of solTo play kindling to our sleep
To play closeTo the center of the solar system
And stare.
© Hakim Bellamy January 16th, 2013
Cuba, NM
At not a day over 7maybe 8she stood in between the double doorson display
“Rest Stop”wrong phrase to use‘cause she was definitely workingthe absent smile was proof
not selling herselfbut rather entire generationspicked, pushed, promisedthen pulverizedinto precious gems
worth more when rarethis was her cultureand as she has learned thus farit is the one thing she can sellbetter than themthe soul she can sell fasterthan they sold theirs
one thing that they cannot takeonly buy
no telling how longshe’d been standing therebefore she unreturned my smilebarely pierced herself,she hustles ear ringsthat are not for ceremonyjust tradition
holds them in arms that say “buy”but stares at me with eyes that say “go away”I could tell she’d been standing therealmost as long as we’ve been living herefrom the burden of her gate
as she drug herself backto mom’s four door officecell phone attached to earin lieu of product she doesn’t sniffjust like a pimp
on minutesbaby girl hasn’t workedenough hours to prepay yetbut will
and I’ve seen us sell each otherin different forumsshrink rap ourselvesup into marketable art formsbut at least
for at least 7maybe 8hours on her feetshe put in an honest day’s work to sell hers.
Bert & Ernest (New Poem 2)
Nothing tests a friendshipLike a trip across countryYou can smell the number of days between baths
Two peopleAnd a busted wagon wheel
Turned Taos into a gallery of artists
Ernie was from PittsburghFollowed a trail of years and yankeesTo the Southwest
He would not be the last nor’easterTo skip shoreAnd tangent into town
Waylay inland
Give up being a hurricaneFor the trifle of a tornado
Give up the bumper to bumper of stagecoachAnd whistle of cabbieFor hummmmm
“We ain’t in longhorn anymore, Ernest”says Bert
Ernest can’t hear him over the acidOver the water color of sky puddling into his heartOver the sound of falling in love……with falling in love.
© Hakim Bellamy January 16th, 2013
Star Road and White Sun (New POEM 3)By Ernest Blumenchein
Your first responseWas to pretend you didn’t have it
But they could smell the gold on your breathAnd mistook it for the hills
Buried it so deep insideYou forgot how valuable you were
Elders flanked in karatsFail at reminding you
And peyote fails at helping you forgetThere is light in your eclipse
That cannot be darkenedThat cannot be killed
But it can be silentIt can be hidden.
© Hakim Bellamy January 16th, 2013
Legend (New Poem 4)Acoma Legend by Mary Greene Blumenchein
Made a legendAt a time when womenWeren’t acknowledged to make artMuch less a living
And it showsIn homemade illustrationsA homemaker couldn’t fake
Painted struggleOut of experience and truth
Where cartoon imitates lifeAnd art…?
Where corn is exquisiteDetailedKernel by kernel
Where him, notMore archetype than authenticMore caricature than complexAnd her,Same
A north wind of kivaAnd creativity out the window
Versus
A floor full of harvest uncooked
Because of two handsFull of brushesAnd one lifeFull of canvas
© Hakim Bellamy January 16th, 2013
Georgia’s Blues (New Poem 5)Gray Cross With Blue by Georgia O’Keeffe
In New MexicoThere is nothing alienAbout seeing folks, on a daily basisStatue-like on sidewalksStaring at the sky
Most timesThey are looking forReds and orangesBut you, GeorgiaYou found the blues
You found the intersection of highAnd heavenAnd marked it holy sh……
People still cussat your profane brilliance
Lose their religion
And hurl obscenities at you like“Who the hell,Said you could put purple in the sky, Georgia!”
“Who the hell,Do you think you are…?”
© Hakim Bellamy January 16th, 2013
Forty MoonsForty years of Los Lobos
Sometime betweenhairless chinny chin chinsand Michael J. Foxthere were adolescent wolves
who bottled teen spirit‘til it smelled like punk
teen wolves who said f#$% basketballI wanna play rock ‘n roll
from a generation on “all fours”who had no “Pa”s
except for the ones on their hind legs
insteadthey look upup to moons they sing songs to
serenade cyclesand worship full bodied water goddesseswith howlsthat sound like dog whistlesup there
she’s got their kind of earseven after forty yearsof living with audiences that hunt in packs
wolves love like musicians
count on lifein nights
instead of days
in pray and stagesinstead of dates and cages
instead of calendarswolves are collectorsof memories
half manhalf god reincarnate
seated at the foot of every dreamcatchersueños’ best friend
in hunt of somethingin hunt of self
lobosthat women will run withthat men will lie down withand wake up with belief
in the tradition of the Plains Indianswolf means west
sometimesborn in east L.A.water-mouthed by birthwarrior
by breed and by block.
© Hakim Bellamy December 23rd, 2012 @ City Winery NYC
Ruidosa, TX
They used to hold Massin three languagesin this town300 people ago
before Candelariapirated our religion up riverback when Ruidosameant loud as the Rio Grandewhen the border wasdeaf, dumb and blind
back when the riverconnected us for milesinstead of separating us by generations
tucked behindthe toothy smileof the Chinati Mountainsthis town sitsswallowedin the valley of her gut
land that’s been contestedsince the Apaches and Jumanosto today’s cartelson both sides of the borderand Congresson both sides of the aisle
a townthat’s been fought overand fought fornow forgotten
75 milesdown the roadin Lajitastourists pay $800 a nightto stay at a resort
a town first knownfor electinga beer drinking goat as its mayor
Ruidosanow a town of only 19is best knownfor people electingto leave
two businessesand a churchall that is leftin a town known for“getting by”in so many ways
Ms. Celia Hillthe 82 year-old ownerof the La Junta General Store,which neighbors the church,has watched the adobeevaporate for years
Mr. Blumbergowns the other business in townRuidosa Cantinafor when boththe desertand the Sacred Heart Mission Churchare drier than usual
a rancher as well68 years-old Jim Blumbergalso ownsthe only other lifestyle in town
a town wherecowboys and vaquerosbelly up to the bar togetherlike they piss in the same riverbut nobody goes to church anymore
there is a temporary chapelin the adobe buildingadjacent the churchthat has a roof,unlike the Sacred Heart,now sunbathing its altar
in a reminderof the sacrificesmade to the sun godeach dayin this region
where Franciscansbuilt missionsto bring Christianityto those crossing the borderat Presidio
where the Mexican governmentestablished a penal colonyand assembled armed convictsagainst the Comanches
where Pancho Villalet the revolution rest,regroupand ride onto our blank canvas
resistancelike the graffitinow adorning the well-worn walls of thechurchas sacrilegious and sacred as its namesake
they herd artists here nowright up the road in Marfatowns can’t afford to movetowns have to switch careers tooin order to survive
but I wouldn’t call it a ghost townnot while the churchstill has wallspressed together like handscrumblingbut still prayinglike people
nah,I wouldn’t call it ghost townnot while it’s still got soul.
Haiku/New Poem 6Albuquerque, where the desert doesn’tget in the way of your view (NM Dept.of Tourism)Before the Flood (AKA Baptize Me)
Before taking a day offAnd after dessertGod made Adam out of dust
DesertSo what does Albuquerque make me?
Other than one big irritated “I”With a car so desperate to be washedIt would do things for money That would make acrackhead blush
Once white carNow clay readWith jokes fingered into her windows like
“Baptize me”But only when rain finds these holy grounds sacredenough to hold waterOtherwise Let us sweat
NEW POEM 7Stick Figure FamineHerding by Jaune Quick-to-See Smith(French Cree & Shoshone)
God could not come up with this kind of creationAlone
Every spilled bucket of paintTurns into movementTurns into makingTurns into madeTurns into mud
And back againDust to dust
HistoriesThat count on stick fingers
Are nothing moreThan a collision
Of linesAnd colors
linesAnd wind
linesAnd livestock
linesAnd nations
linesAnd love
And nothing less
© Hakim Bellamy January 17th, 2013
Silent Sanctuary
The poet entered the sanctuaryas a cynic not a sinnera seernot a sayerthis time
this timehe was lookingfor the word
this timehe needed inspirationmore than he neededto be inspiring
and he was listeningfor oncemaybe twice
the poet entered the sanctuaryas a sentencerbut not like themnot a judgebut one who strings wordsinto rosariesthat protect usfrom not talking to each otherthat shackle us to communitiesfor life
the poet entered the sanctuarystood in the doorway of silencepraying to be met withmusic, mantra, melodyeven magic
he was met with noneas he crossed the thresholdbetween craft and creationas he has learnedon the street
that science ain’t shitwithout sanctitythat anyone can read the notesit’s how you play’emanyone can write and read a wordit’s how you lay’emhow you say’emanyone can read a holy bookit’s how you live itpeople sleep under sheet musicall the timeand don’t give a f#$%it’s how you make love
the poet entered the sanctuaryto have his French pardonedamongst other thingsbut was disappointedbecause there would be more French
disappointedthat God’s peoplewere worshipping with mouths closed
disappointedthat God’s peoplewere worshipping with asses still
disappointedthat heavenly peoplewe’re afraid to love one anotherto touch one anotherto dance
confusedthat they could reada whole bookand have nothing to saythat they could readan entire hymnaland have nothing to singnothing to dance
who could readan entire volumeof divine poetryand then pray in silence?
so the poet left the sanctuaryback to the curbside pulpitwhere painand worshipboth have to be louder than the trafficwhere God is a superheroand you only ever see herwhen your life’s in danger
and unlike the church folk‘cause of the nature of how he liveshe sees God everydaydoesn’t even have to pray
but when he doeswhen they dothey have a novel on the tip of their tongues
and God like storiesa lot
but what the poet forgotis that their poetrycomes from silencenot from sounds
and such poetryif its goodleads backto silenceagain.
amen.
Nuclear Bird (New Poem 8)Atomic Thunderbird by Tony Price “The Atomic Artist”
There is a silenceRight after the intense flash of light
Quick as youBut a thousand times brighter
That comes before the heatBefore the radiationBefore the fireballIn mid air
You still fly there
Even after gravityHas evacuated
The same way you longboardedThe calm before the stormFor generations
So gracefullyWe confused harbingerFor bringerAnd made folklore out of you
And just like the science you defyWith your wings full of thunderyour eyes full of lightning
You’ve taken to the human formBraided yourself to our DNAFused our future to yours
In hopesThat we won’t turn youInto a weapon too.
© Hakim Bellamy January 17th, 2013
Still (New Poem 9)San Cristobal Valley Series #18 byRobert M. Ellis
It never gets old
The aisle seatLegroom?Yes.
But also the bruised shoulderFrom the drink cartBuilt for an airplaneJust a few centimeters wider
No one ever thinks aboutThe amount of legroomA drink cart needs
Or this flotation deviceThat is about as comfortableAs a flotation deviceThat has been impersonating a seatAnd is currently turning my backInto a serious medical condition
Already in an upright positionSince takeoffBecause the recline functionDoesn’t work on this thing
Right as we broke10,000 feetAnd the pilot’s voice driftedInto tuned outMiddle school teacher monotone
Poor manners became my wingmanAs I forgot there were two people between meAnd the view
Personal space hitched a parachute20,000 feet ago
This seat was as comfortable as footie pajamasCuddled up to a window of wonder
Wonder if this is what the view from heavenLooks like
WonderHow this teradactyl stays afloat?How come this never gets old?
$500Is a stealFor a few moments of reliving your childhoodFor the ability to time travelFor the best seat in the house
So palatialThat my feet can’t even touch the ground.
© Hakim Bellamy January 17, 2013