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    Axa bqcegeh e gegna' Xa k|rm|ea ykhkgk ba Hrheqg' Kikr xa|raxeca hbarak xaree& |a xrkb gq cke xqg hm|ee& he bmkr heyk mkcage&nroee e |fehexee ba ekrg' Hq qcaree |rak k|fahke bakxq|rk hkeaqfqe& Eregkxhrea ekre' e axa iren& e#kr bmre qg hceg g hkra imhqf x krb yeq&

    ghftegbq#e hq ofgbaa cegefa' A bahacorea e gh qg kg beg yekk ae axa|a hkfa x xa xirakxh' Hqrgb e yk kgegk g orkbqf c|mbmoe ba Hrheqgx|arkgafa yeemkra' X#k xh`ecok g qfeck yraca& k|rmk|a h gehe gq xa ckerahqgmka' f eqoaa kk ba cqf |a Kfap + Ba kk ec|& gx& kfakrn|krh bq| m qcor' Kfap axa m xgh' Qg morkt kfo e gaxq|qx'

    Kxte& |reyegbq#f& e x#k |rq heqbk h f eqoaa' e gq x#k cke ngbekqghe gehe fk hfe|k g hkra f#k hqgmxhq& gehe fk hak g hkra f yk |earba |mka

    |agrq mbakqgk' E x#k |rq bmkr heqbk h f eqoaa mhcke |a af& khaxoek gkf hq mh`e mbe`gemre& bax|ra hkra ba ik| gq ea k|rmk|a geceh'

    ghakrh qgamre x#e kcegakxh hqc ark ekrgk rahq& hgb xakxegnqr& qek ba mk fqcak& |ermge g ikk iaraxrae rahe fk akdqf bme kffehaqfqe& imrrakk ae yah`a ba |ekr' Ark g dqr m fegea ba|feg' Beghmfm banakc& hragnefa qfcefmr baxirqgtee beg hqrak egaremkr xa toakq cqa gygqf rex ba kikr' Ha cegqgka e xa |rakq |a#kqghe rahrakeefa& hgb&baxh`etgb qk nrak k hfkxae& ek h#f yk yabak |a Kfap + Yagak xegnqr e mnxak fgn iarakxr' \ak x|ra ak hq |reyerak fqe kfokxr& hkra rahak

    |krh |reg hmr|qf ae& beghmfm ba ak& ir x m ykb' \a yracak khaak gq#fka|k& bkr ek gagbmemx hkra x yeg' ek h& gmrhgb |reyerak& f yktre |a hmrebmr' ek e g ha fmh kgqca' f krnak hayk khmfm& g ec|areqfxegnqree ae& fk akdqf haf cke ba xqx kf fehaqfqe& qgba gq xa kifkq bahbmq hfkxa ba iaa beg hkra afayafa xa nroakq x aykbata g ec|qfrahrakeefmr& h cke ba|kra ba hmrebmrqf rex e |qxeq' Kfap yagak gxcaraq Rrahak ga|xmr |a fgn Eregk& xieegbq#e gr#qg iaf xqifaqf& baeak gh gq ek h f eqoak& h g x|kafa xegnqree |a hkra m kfaxaxa xakxhqgbak qg xagecag |a qgbayk koxqrb& hrqek kxte gq#e cke grayaba

    xireqf& hkra m gnagqgh`akt& m xq|qga& m xqimh'\a Kfap f hqgmxhqxa g mkcgk |recqfqe kg ba fehaq& g ec|qf qgaek begkhafa grahare x|mreya hq et |mfeeh fk hkra afayee xqg kbqe k|rmk|a hq imrkhk x qc|fa reoqgafa' Xa kifk h`ekr kfqre ba ak e |reyak knekek ba |aarag hk e hqc kr ie imx ba ik| koxag& hq oqtafa grabaxh`exa& hq m qyeba |r gqgahk kfqgahk |a irqga' F#k raytq bq| hayk tefa g ikkhfkxae ae& |a hmrebmr' E x#k |rq gkf e ba m aprkmrbegkr iegaa' H`e|qf fqe&|qr e kfo& kyak rxqre mreagkfa& hq |mcaee morkdefmr e krhkbafa|rmacegaga& hq x|rghagafa ganra& bra|a e baxa& xqo hkra |fqak mfqceg hkra e xa |rak Eregae kfokxr& ecagx& hm|faemkra'

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    Ark |a kqghe& xkq e ecknegk h axa& imkra xegnqr' Ckdmrekak iaafmrbeg hfkxk ae kyakq qg eqoe& g fehaq xkq g kf |kra' Ak |recak xhrexmre begHmgxkgk& ba fk |reaagk ae Eqfek& hkra#e x|qgak h Afyeg m qekxa hq mqf'gharhk x#f qea e ak& bkr gq e ark qmr' X#k knk ba Kfap& ea oega kxk'\reg af x|ark x#f kfqgna |a Afyeg beg ngbqrefa ae& x|ark x#e ranxakxhfegeak' Kfap gha|qxa x yeg m cke bax fk akdqf bme e#f yabak g ieahkrate' Kyak gr#qg iaf xagecagqf h yagak kgqca |agrq ak'

    gykxa x#f rahqgmkxh ba fk bexkg' E xa |rak k ba oega ihq +Kbcerk |agrq |reck mkr irqcqxaak ckxhqfeg& bax|ra hkra heexaba#kak mre g hre hq qg tcoa ermgeh' E#kr ie |fhq x#f kegn& x#e|regb cgk gra cegefa xkfa& x xa hmgyegn h#e rakf' Bkr xa acak x gqbayeg rebehmf e |rmkx' Bmrak x xa |mk |raqe fk kbayrkk ae ykfmkra&x gyaa k xa iare ba fqhrqre crqga e gabacga' gharhk x dqbaha oega

    bkh Kfap carek xkq gq brknmxak ae e ihak khax fqhrq hq imkra cqfapenag& bex|raqegbq#f |agrq h iqck e |reyegb mre|efk oefa fqe hqoeaee' F#kr ie bmre |ariah e& |agrq h af gq ark kk hqc x|ark ak& iqnakbeg hkfak fqe' Xagecagafa ae x#kq bax|regx g hqrgb ba Kfap haf kbayrk ek gha|q xk eqoakxh g af m ecknega |a hkra m hrakxa xegnqr&xq|rk|qggb#m irqcqxaee fqe apmeha'

    g xakrk g hkra k kyq fmh fk fehaq xarokrak irkghat& f#k tre |a Kfap ghmr' Xa `mrxa hq nraq x hmomkra g xkfk ba iaxeyee hk x kxexa fkx|ahkhmfqf mrnkgetk ba afayee hkra gykq fecok irkghat' Kfap ark fk m

    hfkx ba agnfat e gq xa ka|k bafmh x#f gfgakxh' Ikecmxqf hmr kffehaqfqe hgk gx g mka fecoefa e ark egyek fk mka xarorefa& bkr Eregkgq kifkxa |g kqghe h Kfap ihak |kra beg hmr' K imx xqr|regx x#ftrakxh khmfm xqx& |a xhag& |regra agmre' K xk hq mh`ee |ermgee |a h`e|qffqe mk xakrk& h k hgk e k|me& hgb k hmomr g xkf e x#k katk fkhk|qf qgqe rgb& |qeg g x|kafa ae' Hgb x#k arcegk x|ahkhmfqf& f#kka|k kikr e k|me k |mrge g qrck fqe c|raqg hq Efakgk& hmfank ae baokgh e& bkh af xa m|rak& xa m|rak e ak& |agrq hk k|me x#f qrcrakxhcke ba|kra& |a brqcqf hkra f bqhak |rmokoef gx|ra hkx' Gq xa |qak

    m|qga khaxae gayme ba k |rafqgne |g xakrk rteq |ratagk fqe k|rmk|a baak' Bq| qg ec| e x#k |rq gx h Kfap |reyaa gk|me xiebmr& hmgeagh ak f qrcraa& e#koek kqghe k gafax h ark ba rebehmf' Tefa ba#krgbqf bq| khaak gq e#k |qq eark qcefegk nrkqe& bkr& g khafke ec|&gq etoqak x#f qea hqc xak g xkfk ba iaxeyee& hq karqf fqe k bakoxag& qmr k|fahk g ik e hq m qye ba |r rye |a irqga'

    ek h ba khqc gq xa cke |qak c|mreye xagecagafmr' Kfap m moxabk'Hmfanafa ae ymroakq kbaxamre bax|ra af' Kifkxa kxiaf h egak cqf fk egqkfqe& h e |fhak x iea afankg' Kyak gmbakqgk m cqfeca ba okge fk af eiqnak qgamre ba fk mra hk x#e hqc|ara enre xhqc|a ba fk hkia#okrqf beg

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    ikk fehaqfqe' Iqck cqf& kxhqgtgbq#e enrefa g h|qakfk `kegae |agrqhk ckck fqe x gq fa baxhm|ara' Qrhk fk akdqf bme hk x iqcata fegee& irakck ba k ie xqr|regx ba |rmiaxmre' Tmgk khaak k fehaqfqe ark cke |qegxq|rkyan`ak |agrq h gq gykq khmfm bah iaa& hkra g nagarkf gqhrakq gecgqe |rak ckre |rmofaca'

    X|ra |recykr& fqhrqrefa xa xh`ecokxar' Kfap xa krk m cke rkr' Bahgb af ghakxa x#e cke ekx g hkfa& Eregk e |arahak rahrakeefa g hfkx&|reyegb |a iarakxr hqc kikr& |reg nrbege& |mcee ap|fmbkq ba ifmkra'Ba#gbk ha xqgk hfm|mafqf& hqrak fehaqfqe xa qc|fak ba knekekcqfehmfmr k afayefmr& |a hkra ak m mhmfak agkha& bae f hqk caraq |aKfap g cedfmhqf ae& ir gehe qg xqhhax' Af bex|rqxa ba k ba cqf yracabeg yekk ae& gh xa acak h gq#f yk cke yabak gehembk'

    K|me x#k |fehexe x#f m ka|a e k `mr x ekx e ak kikr& |regra

    haefkfe afaye& x#e hkqa |reaage& x apexa' K baxhm|are kxiaf h Kfap xakrk g ieahkra rahrakea fk iarakxrk hfkxae fqe ba fk |recqf akd' \reyak baxqx hqrak gxmre k fehaqfqe& kk hqc ihqxa e ak x|cge ba#k rgbqf'Hk x#f |mk moxaryk g fegea& Eregk kyak gaymea ba qg |krkykg' Rraoqekx#e qc|fa gr#qg iaf xegnqrkak& |agrq hk& iepgb hq |reyerefa iarakxrkfqe Kfap& x gq bak gecgqe geceh ba ogqe' Hq apha|ek hmfanafmr ae bahfkx gq#f cke hqgmak g m fehaqf bah |a Kbrekg& |reaagqf ae beghm|efrea& hkra& fk egxexagafa ckcae& m hmgbqhak khkx g xarefa ba ekrg&bq| ha xa arcegkq mrafa fk hmkf' Kbrekg k bayage |agrq ak qg xf| ba

    xqxegara& k hfqte#m hgb ark |rak mkro& m ghftak hgb bayagak |rakraha e m ac|ark hgb xa giearogk |rak kra' \rakq gr#k bak|rm|eke& gh g fehaq xa ymroak bax|ra ae 4 g ec| ha qgee e hmgxebarkqirke& kfee e hrabakq gbrnmxee' g rakfeka& gx& gra ae gq apexk gecehkfhayk bah khak |reaagea hraek mkcagee ckre e x|qg qgamre /kbayrk/'Xa kdqkq qgqf |a kfqf& gharhgb x xa yegbaha rahe|rmh ba moxaxee& bax|rahkra gx gq ymroakq gehembk' Afay g hfkxk k tahak e hmrex& Kbrekghqgmak cqf fqca e k kdqk#m |a Eregk x xrgn g dqrqf ae qg harh ba|reaage& hkra bayagak |a te ha rahak m cke fkrn& ir hk ak x xa ec|feha

    mqe |rak kra' Ba gbk ha rahrakeefa xa arcegkq e qek& gq xa ckengbak bafmh fk ae' Gq arkq |agrq ak bah qg xec|fq |krkykg& kk hqc ebmrexa'

    Xa k|rm|ek ykhkgk ba |recykr e mbk hq ak hmgharqf rkbeemgkf kfhmrqfqe& fk Kagaq' g fehaq gq xa bexhqk bah bax|ra khax ayagecag& khrqe |rm|knkgb m ihakq cke hq xakc |rmiaxmree' Afayee gq xa krkq |rakagqtekxcke x kxexa fk qg x|ahkhmf hrqek e xa ihak kk |qofeheka'Eregk& gx& x#k gnrede beg ec| x nxakxh qg fmh h cke oqg g xkfkKagaqfqe& h`ekr g |recqf rgb& ba qgba ec| ba bmq mra f#k |reye egagx|a Kfap& hk e hqc kr ie yrq x xa `rgakxh hq ecknegak fqe' K bmqk te& af k

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    |fahk |agrq bmq x|cge g qrgaqf hmrqfqe& g Cmfbmyk' Eregk k rckxec| ba hayk tefa hq xagtkek h axa nmkf |a begqgrq' Ark hmgeagh mrehqc g#kr ie |qq x#f gfgakxh |a Kfap g ec|qf ykhkgae& bkr eihak rq x ea h m |kra begra |reaagee ae xa kifkq mqe kfqre ba af'_anrak kckrgeh ik|qf h g xa|acorea& hgb |rmiaxmkrk ba cqtehxafahemgkxa gmee hmree& ak xmhmexa khakx kheyeka bra| m egqef|earbara ba ec| e hgkxa ikfx hk x xhk|a'

    Hgb k ragha|q hmkfk& ir x gafakn ba ha& qg ec| x#k xeceeghk|koef x#f raykb |a Kfap' Bkh af qrhk gc|fmr fk akdqf bme& haakha xa gc|fk imkra rkr& ak egrk gqckebah g hfkx' f mhmfak& bmregbq #f

    g khafke ec| k|rmk|a& kyak gaymea ba |ratagk fqe& kr ie bk mreha hk afx#e x|qg chkr bmq hqyega& bae ark hmgyegx h ak gq e#kr |qakrx|qgba gehembk'

    Xa k|rm|ek ykrk& tefafa bayagakq m cke hkfba' Fk |rgt& qegb ba hafacke cqfa mre x cggha& Eregk |fahk x|ra fehaq |a dmx& ayegb kcmxiarkxqimhkg beg rmfaeoqta' g brqc& xa hmhmk |a nkrbqre ir x#e |axa ba|reyerefa rahmrefmr& hqfanak rkgbkiere kfoe knmre e hragne ba ekxmcea |ahkra fa bqhak hq ak fk hmkf& qgba |g xakrk xa qxhkq |a hmfqf oghee' Xa

    gmrhak khkx ba kxacagak |a dmx& m|regbq#xa ha qg hakx |a qg ckebkgqek ba fqca hk x xa fanaga gr#qg xhrghemo yah`e e |rxe& ymroegb baqgk xegnqr' Fkgqrefa fakngqfqe xhrgakq receh& qcorafa xaree bayagakqm cke |rmiqgba& ekr ak hmgegqk x#e ecknegata mka cmbqrefa |mxeoefa g

    hkra x#kr ie |qq c|reaage hq Kfap& gharhgb x#e gh`e|qea h e af meqoak'

    Hq hayk x|cge gkegak ykhkgae ba ykr gq#e cke nxak bafmhkxc|rqf' Apqoarkgk fqe Kbrekg m cmfe|xexa' \fahk g ec|qf mrafmr&|raihgbq#xa h gq xa xeca oega& eaak beg hfkx koek |egb& hq h`e|qfckrhk ba xqiareg& x|redegegbq#xa ba qcrqf Efagae hkra aykbk e ak xqo|raapqf h#e kdq hmfank x cakrn fk hkoegaqf cabehkf' Iqnakq k|mekcgbmq |a |mkrk fehaqfqe fk hkia#okr& qgba xaryakq m hkiak qrhakxh ghmc|kgek fqe Kbrekg' Oeae cke ckre& begr#k bmqx|ratahak& hmc|fakq

    caraq bahmrqf& hkcqifke g x|kafa qgmr gmre bae ba iqc& x|ra hkra cehqffmr nrq| |reyak kbaxamre hq egyebea' Khmfm& g kcmxiark khaak |feg ba qgrmckgexc baxqa& Kbrekg k gyk e af x iqcata& ekr cke rteq& Efakgk'

    Gehe h`ekr g hfe|afa khafak xagega ba baxegbara ngbqrefa ae gq#e nxakqfegeak' Ark yageh |fmqk& hqc x|qgak Kbrekg& hkra m exhmbak gahmgage&

    gharhgb x kifa ha |rmofaca kra' Ae e ark xef ba hqrxqre e ba hmkf gnagarkf' Xa ngbak m ec|qf fk Kfap& f yexk gmk|a ba gmk|a e kyakxagecagqf h axa |a hkfa x |ekrb qg rag' f yabak rkr' Tefafa arkqiearoege' Kfap xa ormgtkxa& carnak baxamre fk rkgb e khmfm k hqgmxhq#m|a Cmgehk' Eregk k rakfetk rteq h gq cke ark xegnqr' Gq k egqe ba fk

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    gha|q |arehmfqf& Kfap cke kyqxaxa e kfa |reaaga |g kqghe& bkr baieahkra bk mqf xa ex|ryexa ra|aba'

    K baxhm|are ha xa gc|f koek g qfeck x|cg begkegakykhkgae& hgb hmrqf fehaqfqe k bk qg x|ahkhmf ba xire ba kg hmfkr' Kkyq m ec|qf xagecagqf h ba xqx& ba |a xhag& Kfap m |reyak& bkr kraqe mqe x rcg xayar e bexkg' gr#qg rteq k tre#m |a Cmgehk

    g immfeqf beg ikk ae' Kq |mbebe#m gqckebah fkhrecefa& gafangb |a hega|reyexa ba ik| Kfap hq kk egxexag' Hgb x|ahkhmfqf x#k arcegk& keae kikr e k etoqhge g |fgx ba#k oegafak' Kbrekg gharhk x#m hmgxmfata&xhmgb gagbacgkah m okex beg oqtqgkr& hgb Kfap e#k ihq e afk|kreek fk qk xfee ba iaxeyee& gxme ba Cmgehk' Eregk k|qhkxa okexk hqiqrea e& gharhgb x#e kxhqgb morkdee g x|kafa ae& e#k crqrexe fqe Kbrekg|regra xqx|ega h axa gnrmtemr ba gbrnmxe ba /egbeyebqf khafk gkf& hq

    mh`e kfokre/' Kbrekg k corek#m mhrmemr& khmfm& xqo |reyerefa egbeiaragakfa fqe Kfap& e e#k m|e fk qrah`a /ae irkear/' Kq ymroe k|me cqf yracabax|ra gahktqrefa kbmfaxhagae e bax|ra eqoerefa gac|rea kfa ieahrqek&

    gharhgb x xa coroata qgqf |a kfqf'g qfeck te ba hmkf& Eregk gq x#k cke bqx bafmh fk hqrxqre' K xk mk

    bq|#kcektk g hqrak fehaqfqe& kfqre ba Kbrekg' Kfap yagexa fk hmkf irqgeimrc' Hckk nkfoag |a hkra m |qrk ark baxh`aek fk rae gkxqre&fxgb x e xa gratrakxh |eafak gaab e irqcmx ormgtk' Gehe af gq kegrk g hfkx' e#k |arahq ec|qf kfqre ba Cmgehk' Ak e ymroak gr#qgk

    e mh`ee ae ganre e ckre e harhakq gahmgage h`e|qf' Xa cfbek g dqrqf fqe& fkegnak beg hgb g hgb hk beg gc|fkra e rbak caraq& hq nqrk aeirqcmkx e ap|raxey' \reyegb#m& Kbrekg x|qgak h axa |qr e xec|fqiarcahmkra' /Ekr q ae hk m hqrh |fmqk& qe#a fk ega& ha brkhq =/kbqnk af fk qrah`ak Eregae& hraek e krbakq morkdee e kr ie yrq x iqn bakhmfm h cke ba|kra'

    Fk gha|qqf ykhkgae ba ykr hmreee kq |fahk |agrq bmq x|cgegr#m kor fk H`aek& ba qgba Kbrekg e#k recex Eregae m hkra |mkf 4 /Kfapiqcakt m ec|qf& kra |rqf fqgn& axa ormgtk e irqcmx hqc f ee& ekr

    oeaee f egyebekt / Ak e |arahak xarefa xegnqr& gr#qg atfmgn ba |aokfhmg& |regra dkrbegearafa hq ranegk#gm|ee' \reyak yexmkra harqf |feg baxafa e xa ecknegk kfqre ba Kfap& xqx |a cqga& fgn qg imh yeq bakor& rtgb iarehe xqo m |fmkea ba fehqrehe'

    Rmk ykrk k imx rex e batmreagk' e#k gxme |regee fk ckra irgehe m rknara ba egec' Gq#e cke bmrak gehe chkr x#f raykb |a Afyeg&hkra e fe|xexa k ba cqf hq fqge g qrc' Beg gmq g Oqhqrae& e ihakbrqc qgamre g hkrearqf qgba fmhqek Kfap& xa iqrek |a kfae |feg ba x|arkgkh#f yk gfge beg gc|fkra& k|me iqnak& acgbq#xa h bmregk ae kr |qakbayage rakfeka' Kfamre e afaimgk becegakk& hgb ek h af ark xegnqr

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    x|qgak h a areoef ba gbrnmxe& e rayrxk |rqf ofmgb |a qcrqf fqe'\reyegbq#e& Eregk xa fxk |qrk ba ngbqre ba|kra& x|ra Kfap& hkra gq arkhq ak e ba hkra e ark k ba bmr' g kxacagak cmcaga e kcegak h bakra f eqoak e h ba cqf xqiarak beg |rehegk fqe'

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    egyek gqgrq& e x#k |rq h xgnafa m e gn`ak e h e xa irgn|ehemkrafa ba akc' Xa xecak |earbq g ikk khafqe mc kx|rq& hrqek eekq ba ireh me fehaagee e ba fk hkra ak xa |ranak x |raegb gq m gmcke ckra xkq cmeykrak qgae koxaga& he m ikymkra xq|eb e gaxaremkx&|agrq hk Kfap x keo gh m bk |refadqf ba k ie caraq kfqre ba Cmgehk&ba k xa hqfhk hq ak ekre gr#m xkf agmrc e raha& |feg ba caxa e baxhkqga& kk hqc xa gc|fkxa fk \ekrk Ckra'

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    Eregk k |rxe hkoegaqf berahmrqfqe hm|fae ba qcefegk |a hkraraoqexa x#m gbqra e hkra& g mh`ee ae& gq ark hq geceh cke |radmx bah|rm|rek ae brqera fqe Kfap' F#k ranxe xegnqr |a hmrebmr& fgn m iarakxr&ratack ba hkfmreiar' \reyak kikr e ngbqrefa fqe |rakq ba|kra' Eregk x#kkatk g ikk iaraxrae yahega e xqifaqf ae k toqrk g gagqcrka rgbqre|g fk Kfap& f#k ghmgdqrk hq girehmkra e x#k gmrx gk|me fk ak& hk x mrkn gykfgeh x|ra af& x#m ikh x#e ymroakxh' Bkr ae e ark k ba akcba haak ha kr ie |qq x#e x|qg+ K rahq cqf ec| |g hgb Cmgehk x#kra|ate x|ra af hk m |recykr& |rm|qfxgb g |feg fqceg xqifaqf Eregae&

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    mk ba xqx|ega& x#k katk g haf bege fmh feoar |a hkra f#k gecare& h`ekrkfqre ba Eregk' Bbak ec|raxek h m ea imkra oega& xkq ark bmkr apracba xmhekoef& hhe& g heqbk kcrheqgee |a hkra |rak x#m gbqra& k gha|qgqckebah x#e ymroakxh& cke ge fkcaggbq#xa e k|me beg ha g ha ckeyemkea& hk qgae yah`e hqgmega' Eregk k |reye#m g hara m oqg oqhk bayraca& ihgbq#e g cega m iafqf ba |fkgqre hqc kr |qak rkna qg |rmieh cke ckra beg ik|qf h |reaagk hak cke oqg k Cmgehe xa kifk |axhkqgqf ba kfqre'

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    xmkra' \rak |feg ba xgka e oqgxkrak e rtoak |reg me |mree' Eregkek bax|ra ak h gq axa mhcke hqcega& g mreha hkt e |earbqxayernegekak& kk& hk m raiqfkra ik ba hmgxrgnarefa xmheaee |a hkra kr ieyrq x fa engmra& bkr |a hkra fa xecak k|xgb kxq|rk ae g |arckgag'Naxqf& |mrge& hk e iqckqf& beg bmregk ba ackghe|kra& gq f ihqxa begbrknmxa e gehe gq#e kbqxaxa hraarak g |rm|ree ae mh`e& kk hqcgbdbqexa'

    \a Eregk m hmgxebark raha e hkfhqfk& fe|xe ba mreha qrc bakiaheyeka'

    Ba ik|& ke mkrahqc bra|ka& kbcexaxa Eregk ngbemkra& xecegbgaymek x ceg& gehe ak gq ek |rak oega ba ha& |mka |agrq k gba|rkogqeafefa fqe Kfap& g hktqf g hkra Bmrk f#kr ie egimrck bax|ra khakxbexhqea' Kc kyq gmbakqgk mrmkra ba xagecaga& k hmgegqk ak& |reyegb

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    Bmrk m |reyak hq mh`ee ckre& aphek' \rak gkey e xgmko' Ik|qf hhegayk kr |qak x#e engmra g iafqf khaxk |regee e xa |rak xagtkemgkf'\rmokoef h kr ie gharhk e ak& bkr xa yabak ba fk m |m h cke ark ghba|agbag ba iqxk ckcae'

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    bkh ke re xegnqr& ir x a ok gecage fk hk| = \rmokoef h ce#k ecknegk h xqg m iacaea ckqr& hq hk|qf |a

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    e#m fqkxa rktgk gqcke fk kqtqf khaxqe gqca'\reaagqf Cmgehe' M ee |a Cmgehk& x|ar= Rmk fqcak m hqgmka'

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    Bmrae& hk e hqc kr ie bmre x#e xcqfn cke ra|aba hqyegafa' Xecegb h|rm|reefa ae oqta racqr& gha|qxa x e fa cqa& |agrq hk |rmkx|k ae

    |reaag x gq#e moxarya acmek e garobkrak'ee& hmgegqkxa Bmrk' Kfap f qra |a keh#xq e m bex|raqeaa

    |a ckeh#xk' \regee fqe kq beymrk hgb af gq kyak bah m| kge e bakqghe ieahkra f oriaa g ikk fqe |a haffkf' Axa |reghe|kfk fmr mhq|kea'Kfap k raoqe x#e ek rckx oqg ba fk hm|efrea |rak bayraca' Khkx xanmx|mbraa cke cqf xegnqr' Ekr ckeh#xk f#k hkc xh|k beg cg' Aqhrab h af kra qg xqifa oqg& h axa xagxeoef kk bmkr h yrak x |kr qgbqr' Cmgehk k fq|k beg nraq |g k etoqe x#f hqharakxh'

    Eregk kxhqfk hq fhmcea hqyegafa Bmrae' Xecak hqc g xqifaqf ae

    hmomkr m cef bqfha e gaxire ik ba Kfap e xa kokgbmgk ir fq|khaxqe xagecag eratexeoef' K|me xa batcaehexa e& xhqqrgbq#xa hk bq|qg yex& |raiarkxa x rayeg fk rakfeka'

    Cmgehk ce |kra m ik baxh`ex e |fhq& x|qxaxa hq m ymha xakh' Kk e axa& x ee& aphfkckxa Bmrk& hkra |rak imkra kkk ba

    |reaagk ae' eg imkra cqf fk ak& k yrak x gq ga cke bax|rec gehembk +Bq| ha ymc arcegk fehaqf& kc `mr x bc kcgbmq apkcag fkikhqfkak ba feco agnfat' Ae& bk& ak kra gea |rege hq kbayrkimrcebkoefe& |mka e |agrq h xqg aprac ba orge' Cmgehk kra qg irkahq m|x|rataha kge cke ckra bah ak& e bke e q xakck Ak axa rxikk

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    batorhkxar mka iaafa e fa qgxaxar hq ireh' Gq#e |qak ecknegk ieehkgr#m kxacagak |mxqr'

    Gq |m x yeg& ce |kra rq'\hk Kqghe& ee ha= Yrae x |fahc cega c|raqg fk fehaq = Ha

    tehe = Ga gfgec fk k|a ir taha'K bmqk te ak k grtek hayk cegqa e af xa |ranak x |faha' Eregk

    x#k xq|rk' Ba ha gq |qak x ka|a = Kq ymroe |a brqc gqcke ifakhqre&hq mka h ark k ba irqcmx kikr& becegak ark |rmkx| e xageg& ekr

    g dqrqf fmr ap|fmbkq |axa m daroa k|regxa ba rkgbkiere' Feyeq ark fegee efe|xe ba kgbraa' Gq cke |rak khafke' Gq m cke egak ba cg' E#k x|qxh m yk ka|k fk |rgt hk x |faha c|raqg e gq x#k egq ba hqyg'

    Hqrgb& ifkhrk ha e hq|regxaxa |a kcgbme x#k xegx baiegeey' Eregk xagraok bkh m ha xa gc|fkxa gq iqxaxa bmkr mrhera ba cmcag' Kr ie

    yrq x ea ha e gh`e|qexa Feyeq' Hratqxa mkra h x#k gbrnmxe ba af =Bkr ark koxqrb& gq#e miarexa kfhayk bah |reaagek ae& hqc kr ie |qq x#e

    gh`e|qea hayk ha ae gehe chkr gq#e rahqxa |reg cega =Fk Kfap x#k gmrx gr#m xakr ba fk dqckak fqgee cke' Ark imkra hkfb

    kikr e karqf ark ghrhk ba ceraxca' Eregk yagexa fk fehaq hk x |krehe|a fkm xaxeqga ba hmcqgehre eegeieha' Kfap xa kifk |a argqf ba x|mr e dqhkymfae' Cmgehk xak g k|rm|eara e#f |reyak' Eregk x#k gbra|k x|ra ak'egak g cg m hkra bax|ra cenrkek kgeckfafmr& |a hkra m heexa grmfaeoqt& g brqc x|ra fehaq'

    Hqc |me hee kk hayk= m graokxa Cmgehk& rtgb' Gq gafan hqcqgee |m kyak kak |kxeqge& ekr aq gq kc gehe qgk' Ok bk& kbqnkxa akkrqghgbq#e yaxaf |reyerefa x|ra aragqf ba ymfae kc e aq mqe m|kxeqga 4 |a Kfap& yate oega +

    Caheqf k fqk xire e Kfap k yage fgn afa' Ark khmfm& k|rmk|a& hqrehmqf qcate |a |ea|& hq |rqf heqiqfe e Eregk xecak qrhgb g kbghqfieegae ae& cogb#m& |fharak ba k xk kfqre ba af& ba k#e kxhqfk ymhak&ir x ikh aimrqf ba#k gafana ha x|qga' Ygqf oak qmr& ryegbq#efqe Kfap |rqf e cke kra e begr#m bk Eregk k rakfetk h ba irqcmx ark af&

    haf cke irqcmx oek |a hkra f hqgmxhqxa yrambk& kyak g af hayk k baxqofec e ba xrkgeq& gh x#k xece irknef e kcae& hk kqghe hgb arkceh e xa mnfegbak g ofefa rckxa bq| |fmkea& hkra raifahkq g kbghqffmr |rmiqgtecak harqfqe e tomrqf gmrefmr c|ege ba yg& ihgb#m x e|ekrb ah`efeorqf'

    e orqxh k gafax h gh f eqoak'Hfe|afa ba apkt gq kq bqrk& gx& |rak cqf yraca& |agrq h& kk

    hqc ark ba ka|k& Kfap gq k kxexk fk hmcqgehrefa eegeieha' K |fahk hqCmgehk' g xkfk ba hmgiarega Eregk f#k tre |a Yfkb' \rak koq' Egnrebkyak khqc qg gmq |reaag& Enmr& qg oek orqga e imkra gkf& hkra& bae

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    cke gr hq qg kg& |rak |qeg hkc yeref |agrq ak' Xa kifkq kcgbme gxkf e Eregk x#k katk h`ekr fgn ae' Ark gh hm|fae ba ecknegak fqe Kfape& beg gaonkra ba xakc& katgbq#xa& f#k fmye |a Enmr& ihgbq#f xxhk|a beg cg m hkra nrmkx hq hm|arefa kre' Ekr cke rteq& hgb kraoqe x ekx g ik& hk x |ratega hmcqgehkrak ae bax|ra hmcoegkeefah`eceha kfa `kfmnagefmr& x#k c|eabehk ba |ehemkrafa fqe |rak fqgne e ark h|a ha x hkb'

    Beg teqk g hkra ngbqrefa ae x#kq ragmrx fk Kfap& Eregk k rakfetk hrcxaxa ba xegnqr' \reaaga gq kyak' \xrk hq iaafa bmkr xreha rafkeeba hmfanekfeka' Xegnqrk hq hkra e ihak |fhara x ymroakxh& Efakgk&|raiark hk e ak hmc|kgek oeaefmr' Hmfanafa gq m eqoakq& |agrq h Eregkark bexkg e raha e hmgxebark egikgefa |ramhq|refa fmr' \agrq iaafahqcege beg hfkx ark |rak ba|rkyk& iaafa kxak gq ymroakq gehe chkr hq

    hmfanee fmr ba okgh' \agrq ackghe|kafa hfkxae& gx& ark |rak xaremkx'gyk oega& gq iqck e gq xa ckh`ek hk m xmrhmy& ekr g rkrafa bexhqee fkhkra |krehe|k kyak caraq agbega cmrkfetkmkra' Gehe hq oeaee fqhrqrefa gqxakq cke oega' \a Fq|egm f rax|egxaxa& ba Feyeq xa gba|rkxa& ekr hqKbrekg geceh gq cke ark hk kfbk'

    Becegaefa fk hmkf e xa |rakq fqgne e |fehexemkra' Gq#e cke ihak gehem |fhara x ekx g hqrak gxmre k fehaqfqe' g rahrakee& |raiark x xaetmfata g hfkxk fqe Kfap& feoar g hqrxqf becegaee' Xa katk g okghk fqe& bafgn iarakxr& hqcega e ngbemkra& hq cegefa gegxa |a |q|erq'

    gh`ebak mh`ee e gharhk x rahmgxeqea h`e|qf fqe' e kfhqek cke ge mykfqfiaae& k|me e gh`e|qek irqgak& gq |rak gkf& krhkbafa e |mcaee|rmacegage ke morkdefmr& nqrk hq oqta xagtqkfa e& g hafa beg qrc& e katk|a ik mh`ee fqe xrfqhemre e kqghe graknk ecknega xa qc|fak ba mx|fagbeb fqceg'

    gr#m te& kq egrk g hfkxk fqe Kfap rae oeae e m ik& kbqhgb hq ae qghkxamimg& |a hkra f#kq katk |a hkabr& engmrgb#m hq baxyrera& hk ehqc ak gehe g#kr ie imx |ratag' Eregk e xecak bmcageqf yemfk' ehqgmak mkrahqc |a hae |krq egykbkmre& arkq hmfane hq Fq|egm& afaye g

    hfkxk k bmqx|ratahak' \qrkq hmxqca ba koxmfyage& ikk m iqx kc|f&rmea& hq oqfega e m ofqt kfo beg |gt m|e& oeae |kgkfmge kfoe e ofqtabeg ckarekfqf iqxae' Ymroakq gra ae kra bax|ra okhkfkqrakqf hkra xak|rm|ek& gaongb g xakc cqtehk |a hkra m kbqxaxar e hkra ark& mqe&|fhq' Eregk kr ie yrq x |faha& rgegb g x|kafa ae qk g cmbbacmgxrkey& gx cqtehk m raegqxa' Hgk @krru Gefxxmg& ^e`mq umq'Gq#e kcegak x ie kxhqfk yrambk hayk cke aprkmrbegkr e xa xecakhq|regx ba iemre |a hkra gq |qak x e#e ap|feha'

    Kqghe qgqf begra oeae x#k k|rm|ek ba ak' Eregk rackrhkxa h haefkferae f xrenkq aikg' Gq ark imkra gkf e gehe imkra irqcmx' Kyak |rqf

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    baxh`ex fk hqfmkra e mh`ee h|rqe& mkrahqc kbghee g mroea& bgb ec|raxek&beg bmxqf mh`afkrefmr& h gq bmrcak gehembk baxqf' Eregae e x#k |rq areoefba kiahk |reg iafqf g hkra ymroak& hk e hqc hae beg dqr kr ie imx g mh`ee fqeieega hq mqf fe|xea ba ykfmkra'

    Kc ec|raxek h a hqgmxh& k egar|afk#m af& hq qg kar bexkg' Aegr#k tahak& gq =

    Bk& k rmxe ak& gacqfqce h#e rx|qgba'Kyae mra kehe = Gq'X|ar h gq a#kc barkgdk =Ok bk& k rxqifk ak& gharhgb x |kr knraxey' Bkr khqc gq cke

    hmgakt' K yrak& bkh xa |mka& x kxhqf cke ba|kra cqtehke |fkha& gq =

    Bk' Imkra cqf' G#kc cke kxhqfk kxk gehembk' Ra hrab& bexhqf k imx xhmx ba hqrgb' Ce f#k kbqx m |reaag ba#k

    cak& hkra axa xa~krbat' Hrab h axa |regra |recafa hkra kq |rqgx gkr' A @krru Gefxxmg' Ke kqte ba af& x|ar =

    Gq& k rahqgmxhq ak qmr qcefe' Gq hrab' Gq |rak a |reha|e fk cqteh& gq#e kk= Ba ik| gehe gq c cer

    engmrkgk k& ae bmkr m |qmkehEregk gq k x|qx geceh' Af kr ie yrq |mka hk ak x#e fkqba cqtehk& xkq

    chkr hkxamimgqf& mrehqc& x x|qg hayk hqyega cnqfemkra fk kbraxk

    fqe' Bkr ak gq bmrak x#e xkexikh mrnmfeqf' Gq#e |fhakq e|ee hkra xa qcifg |aga' Cke rteq k kifk h`ekr h bexhqf iqxaxa xhmx hq cke oega ba qg kgg qrc'

    e |fkha bahe hkxak= k rafqk aikg bq| m yraca& egrenk baharak ae'

    Bk& e#k rx|qgx& badk |fehexe'Bkh yrae& e#m ec|rec' ce ikha |fhara x hqfqrkfetat egaraqf' \mka

    hq ec|qf yae gafana cqtehk e ke x#ce cqfqcae'Bkh ce c|rqcqe hkxak& |m x#m ec|rec e xegnqr'

    Bk = + Ra |reha|e = Ba ha gq = k gharhk ak x |kr ermgeh' Bmkr gq#e raoqea xqbeexq|aremkra |agrq kxk' gc|fmr kc e aq cqteh baxqf ba oqg'Bkh#ce bke hkxak& e bkq kfhayk g xh`eco'

    X#k ihq +Af k xhmx hkxak beg k|krk e e#k gcgk#m haracmgemx& hk |a qg rmiaq'

    Eregk e#k cqfqce& e#k x|qx qgba |mka ie nxe e k |fahk' K bmqk te& fk|reck mr& aikg m ka|k g ikk hfkxae'

    gh gq kc rkx hkxak& e#k x|qx ak qmr gabqcare& gaeegb |rakoega ha egar|rakra x bak khaxae yetea' Bkh a ace k ba cqf |agrq

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    Cea gq ce xa |kra h Yfkb a gaiarehe' f yb caraq hq ha m kf e|'\arxmgkf& gq hrab hk oeaee ba yrxk fqe x bak bmykb ba yram qrc baiebafeka'

    Kk m ie =Cafkgek |rak begr#m bk |feg ba gme x|arkga' Rrek xagecaga

    mkrahqc hmgrkbehmree 4 Yfkb x iea hq mrehega& gqcke hq Egnreb gq + g haakha#m |reyak& Eregk ek h Yfkb gq bk gehe bme okge |a iaafa hq hkra qcofk gqfeck yraca& |regra hkra xa gqcrk e Hrexegk' Kxk gq#f c|eabehk xrcg qgqf begra oeaee hae cke hqke beg fehaq' Eregk gq gafanak bafmhba ha' Yfkb gq ark qg oek irqcmx' \mka h`ekr bec|mrey' Kyak& hq mkakxak& qg ikrcah eratexeoef' \mka bkmre cehrefmr fqe qfqemkra& hkrabbakq ec|raxek h xa xhqrn ir gehe m grarq|ara& ir gehe m |mehgera& hke hqc Yfkb kr ie imx ihq beg hkeiak'

    Rm f cke eqoae& Cafkgek =graokrak hq hkra Eregk x|arkxa x kfqgna fegeak kyqxaxa bkrqf x

    bahfkgata fk yahegk ae ba okgh m hret ba |fgx' Bk' Agmrc + k rx|qgx khakxk& |regra xqx|ega' e gq gafan ba ha

    gq c |fkha e af chkr |qeg =Eregk e |qxaxa qmr cgk |a qcr& gharhgb x iea hmgxmfkmkra 4ee& Cafkgek |mka bkh kekhha|k x a xh`ecoe |qeg Yfkb |kra

    k ba xagxeoef + Gq hrab h |mkgafa kfa xq|eba |m kyak yraqg aiahkxq|rk fqe' \mka h kr raoqe x a k|rm|ee ba af cke banrko hk m |reaag

    gafanmkra e cke |qeg anmex' X gq#e hare cke cqf bah e#kr |qakbk'

    e hrate h kk m x c eqoakxh = Gq& gq hrab& rx|qgxaxa Eregk hq xeghareka' Aq xqg |mka ba m

    ikhqr hayk cke rmckgeh hrab hq rea g brknmxak fk |reck yabara' Gqce xa |kra |mxeoef x a gbrnmxae ba hegayk |a hkra f hqgme ba cqfyraca e bax|ra hkra e#ke ihq badk m |rara' Bkr |raxq|qg h x#kr |qakx bayagee |reaage oqge'

    Cafkgek gq |rak |rak ghgk ba m kxacagak |arx|ahey' e

    k|regxaxa m gmq enkr e hmgegqk x |fgn' Kr ie yrq x#m rmkna |a Eregkx#m x|emgata |qeg |a Egnreb& x kifa bkh cke egak fk Yfkb& bkh apexkyraqg rexh x rayeg g yekk fqe& bkr bq| iafqf g hkra xa barqfkxa bexhqekgq cke gbrtgak' Ba kfiaf xa ihqxa rteq e karqf bayagexa raha' Eregk x#kxhqfk girenqrk ba |a okgh e& fqgbq#e rckx oqg ba fk Cafkgek& k|fahk fk hqfhkra'

    K bmqk te& |a |fkd& f#k hqk grqgk |a Yfkb beg |reyere' Bexhqek begkdqg e xrqek gh g cega' Kfap ark ba|kra ba ak e#e bqhak bmrqf' Xangbak e fk Afyeg& hkra#e |rmcexaxa hk yk yage x#m ykb' Yfkb |rak fk iaf barex hk e ak' Xa |fecok knkfa |a gexe|qf qb e ykfqrefa e cgnekq |ehemkrafa'

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    gr#qg rteq x#k katk g k|rm|earak ae& hq ikk hra ckra' e#k hq|regxhq orkafa |ehemkrafa e e#k |fahk hk|qf |a nagqgh`e' Eregk e xecak xqifaqfk|rmk|a ba af' Kyak xagecagqf h kr |qak& hgbyk& x kbqh g yekk fqeiareherak' Ir x#e bak |rak oega xakck ha ikha& x#k bqx fgn af' Yfkb k|reye#m qmr xqr|regx& koek rebehgbq#e irqgak ba |a nagqgh`e'

    Ra barkgdat = f#k graok'Gq& bec|mrey& e#k rx|qgx af& tcoegb'Ymhak fqe e x#k |rq hkfb e gax|qx ba ofgb' \kre k ba rex + k m|e ak'Yfkb k |reye#m hq kagea' Ba ik|& ha yrae = Ra#k recex Cafkgek =Eregk k xece h gn`ak'Hqc |me x#e gh`e|qe kk hayk =

    Ra#kc ytq kxakr hq ak' Gq axa oqg bah x rkn ximre'Eregk xa xmhmak gr#k ba denge& gh gehe gq x#k xece chkr ifkk

    ba ik|qf h& haf |qeg& af m moxarykxa'Axa kbayrk h kc imx hq ak kxakr e#k rx|qgx mkrahqc ga|k

    e h kc ymroe cqf bax|ra ega' Bkr gq ak c#k recex kehe' Gq xqgkcokxkbmrqf gecgqe' Ba kfiaf& ranra h kc yage' A kbayrk 4 gq kyacgeceh ba c|re e gq kc gehe qg bra| x c kcaxah g yekk k' Xqghq ba iafqf caqe g#kc knk gehembk |a gecage' Gq kxk ce#k imxegagek' Ra#kc ytq kehe xegnqr e k ba rex& gh c#kc ngbe h k

    |qak x a kdq hq hayk' Ekr#c Hrab& mqe& h a#kc barkgdk'Xa xecak rge' Af gq#e gafaxaxa naxqf' X#k rebehk g |ehemkra'Xke& k x|qx Yfkb' Gq |fahk' _ce& bkh e ikha |fhara' Ekr#c& a

    rmn& kc imx obrkg' Bkr kc baxqfa |a hk|& gq cke xq|mr e keqrafefaCafkgeae'

    Eregk x#k katk beg gmq |a gexe|& fgn af& bkr gq cke kyak hqrkdqf x#eymroakxh' Ark |agrq |reck mkr hgb egar|afk kxiaf qg oek' Xa xecakrebehmf e gaxaremkx'

    \reyakc ckrak& e#k crqrexe af bq| hayk cmcaga ba hara' Ke

    rackrhk h axa rmea= \rmokoef h a |feg ba kfna cehrmxhm|eha' Apexap|fehkee fmneha |agrq mka fqhrqrefa' Bkr& beg |hka& kxacagak ap|fehkeegq c xkexikh' Ckrak axa rmea hqc ark kgqf rahq& fk Hmxegae' e ckekcegae= Kc raegq khax kcgqg |rmxaxh& |agrq h |a yracak khaakarkc iarehe' Ckrak gq e xa |kra mkra xh`ecomkra = K imx kqghe m te ghkra ckrak ark fegee e |rak imkra rmea fk mretmg' \axa gqcke bmqmra& gx& ark ogqe ba iqrqg' Khqc xkq e c ngbaxh h ba irqcmxkr ie x xa batfgqea begr#m bk e x ga cqra |a me ba |a |fkd +

    Eregk e#k xrgx egymfqgkr qcaree 4Ba ha ke ngbqre k ba bexrqnmkra =

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    Gq eq' \mka |agrq h ckrak ce xa |kra fk iaf ba eghmgxkg hk eierak mkcagefmr& hk e yekk fmr' Ce#a xhro ba me+ \agrq h gq ngbaxh|rak cqf yraca khafke fqhrq'

    C xqr|regba x kqb qg oek ba yrxk k ymroegb kxiaf& k x|qx Eregk'Ae mkra q cke hmgxahyag bah kfee =

    Bk& xqg' Xqg e gh|gk' e kc ebae iepa& fk hkra eg' C ranxaxh|a cega gxqce |raqegbage' Bkr okn ba xakc h gq xqg bah qg |rmx'Kc bk nra |reg cmbqf caq ba k ie mhcke khmfm qgba egakc cke cqf xgq nraaxh' Khqc& gx& gq c cke egaraxakt ha k imx' Yrakq x qe mqf'Baiegeey +

    Gq ihak raiarega beraha fk Egnreb& bkr ark hmgeag h Eregk gafanak'Egnreb ark& ba ik|& |ratag g mka hqyegafa fqe'

    Gq#e bkq bra|ka + x#k rtyre Eregk' Kr raoqe x fq|e hk qg

    kbayrk orok' Gq axa bacg x ragqge ir fq|' ghakrh cke geh`ekr e ec|mxeoefqf e koek k|me raxacgakt#a +

    Gq ee bax|ra ha ymroae& k m|e af& |fahgbq#e ekre irqgak |anagqgh`e'

    Kk k gha|q hayk heqbk' Eregk xak |a ckfqf cree& g ec|mxeoefekakba k fqk yram `mrra' ek h haak ha xeca ark eqoera kbayrk& bkr gq kbk gehe m ec|mrkg gmqfqe xagecag' Rrerefa ae |rakq hq mqfegba|agbaga ba i|qrk fqe Yfkb e#e fxkq egkh brknmxak |agrq Kfap'G#k yrq x#f qea& gq ark |rane x ragqga fk Kfap' e#k ec|qx x gq xa

    cke ngbakxh fk Yfkb'\agrq af& egaryagek ae k rahq hk e gamoxaryk& ik| hkra k gheqbk#m

    |qeg' Xa ka|kxa hk g xakrk khaak Yfkb x#m egyea fk bkgx' Ark hm|faeba akc& |agrq h af bkgxk hq cqf cke irqcmx bah ak' gx Yfkb gq e#kkhmrbk gehe hak cke ceh kagea' Eregk e#k x|qx koq h cmbqf g hkraxa egxegqkxa g yekk fqe gq fa yk |arcea gehembk x hmgxebara |mxeoef mrafkea gra ae' g ec| ha cabek fk mka kxak& xgb hqcega |a m okghfk ckrnegak regnqfqe ba bkgx& k kqte g x|kafa ae nfkxqf Feyeae 4

    Eregk& qea |a hega kc kbqx + Ra hqk |axa m'

    Feyek ark krgk ba orkqf fqe Xmreg' Eregk e#k rarkx hq nraq |reyerefabegx|ra Yfkb e& ir gehe qg h`ai& e#k egyek |a kcgbme x xa kata kfqreba ak' f hqgmxhqxa |a Xmreg fk gha|qqf ykhkgae' Ba ik|& hega gq fhqgmak |a Xmreg& hkra& hq qg kg g qrc& c|rexa hq Fq|egm efqf baCexar Hmxegae= Ark qgqf begra koxmfyagee hq hkra fehaqf xa cgbrak hafcke cqf' Qrck cabehegk e xa x|qgak bax|ra af h axa qg xqbagacegag' Xmrk fqe gq |rxexa gh oghefa fehaqfqe e Eregk ark mkrahqc|reaag hq ak' Fk gha|qqf fqgee eqfea& f gfgexa beg gc|fkra g ikk qgaehkoega afaimgeha' Ak e afaimgk fqe aikg& gq#e |fhak x ymroakxh hq af bakhkx& beg |rehegk ckcae& hkra rnak hq qrah`ak fk m ha x|qgak' aikg

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    yabara' Ak m hmgxebark cke banrko |a Hrexegk m|mrqgex' Kfiaf hqc x#kr|qak ap|fehk ik|qf h xak m ec|qf g qcork fqe Egnreb e m ecek g hafacke cehe bakfee =

    Bq| heg& Eregk k |raiark x rcg xegnqr g bmrcemr' Gq cke kyakgehe qg h`ai x kxhqfa cqteh e x#e |reyakxh |a kfee hqc bkgxakt' e#k|arahq xakrk hmc|qggb m xhrexmkra |agrq Kfap& |a hkra fk xire krq|#m g cee ba oqhafa' Hgb hafafkfa iaa x#kq gmrx ba fk bkgx e kq

    gha|q x ymroakxh kra e x rb g ec| ha#e |qgakq oenqbeqre e#eqgnakq ikk hq hrac& kcmxiark k bayage begr#m bk momxemkra'

    Ba ha ae rex& Eregk = e x#k kbraxk bambk Feyek' Ra#ke hark hqXmreg =

    Gq xqg rex' e gq c#kc hark hq Xmreg'_x|qgxqf ae& gx& ark k ba k|keh& gh mka iaafa e#kq gmrx

    |reyerefa x|ra ak& qegb x cke ikh nfnea'Ba ik|& ba qgba f hqgme |a Xmreg= k graok hqremkx Egnreb' F#kc hqgmxhq |a fk gha|qqf ykhkgae' Koxmfq beg gc|fkra& k

    rx|qgx Eregk& ggoqegbq#e qg hxhk'Xa |kra h y gafanae baxqf ba oega& k|rahekxa Feyek' Y#kc ytq

    khqc m fqg |fecogbq#y |reg |krh' \rake imkra gbrnmxee' \rmxee + k tex Eregk' Ba ha x|qe kxk = Ae |rak cmbax' Bmkr k yage kehe kgqca |agrq

    ega' C xqr|regba fk qgqf hk Xmreg' Ke raqe qg fqhrq nrmtky& x ee + Xmreg

    xa k|regba imkra nraq' Ba kfiaf gehe gq#ce kcegaxh x#f ie ytq kkyrambk' \qega iaa kq moegq kk kagea ba fk af'

    Gehe h`ekr q& Feyek& tcoexa Egnreb' K& bk = xrexa Eregk' Xenqr& bkh Xmreg |kra gbrnmxe& gxakcg h

    mqf axa MJ + \rmofack ark bkh raqakc xkq gq x#f |regb g |fkxk cak&gq#e kk = Rq gq#e |qe bafmh graokrak bkh eg e aq fk af =

    Gq yb ba ha g#ke ega fk af& ra|fehkxa Feyek& fxgbq#e irktk g kar&hk e hqc kr ie yrq x kbkqna 4 /e axa bmkr xq|aremr beg mka |qghafa bayabara'/

    Ae oega& kif h gq eg bafmh fk af+ C momxaa' C |fehexaa' Cxhmka beg xrea' e ee ba ha= \agrq h af& fk iaf hk ega& gq gafana ba hagq#e hkb fk |ehemkra +

    Feyek& axa kbayrk h ke imx |reaag hq Xmreg = k graok ir yaxaHrexegk'

    Egnreb e okfkgxk |ehemkrafa |a ckrnegak |kqfqe' \rak kcqtk ba iafqfg hkra xa baxiqrk bexhqek'

    Bk& crqrexexa Feyek ir gehe m xiekf' Kc imx c|raqg qg ec|Bkr axa badk m |myaxa yah`a'

    K ba yah`a gh gq cke ee cega ba ha e#k bk |k|qhee = gq m

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    earkxa Hrexegk'Egnreb ghakxa x#e cke okfkgxata |ehemkrafa& axecgb h ark

    cmcagqf x egaryeg g bexhqea'Aq gq gafan bafmh ha nxaxh mka iaafa fk Xmreg= e#k ap|reck ak

    gabqcarerak' g m|egek cak& axa |rak gncik'Aq nxaxh h axa |ratagkoef& k|rahekxa Hrexegk' Hrate = Mh`ee fqe a egbqh g armkraBk& kra mh`e irqcme& htqxa ba khmrb Eregk' Caraq e#kc hmc|krk mh`ee hq hae ke fqe Kfap& hmgegqkxa Egnreb' Gq ye

    xa |kra hqremx = Kfap = raxrexa Eregk'Hqc& q gq hqgme yaxeqf hq|fq Kfap#Cmgehk = x#k cerk Egnreb'Baxenqr

    e ha |rara ke bax|ra ae =Ha |rara x kc= onqexa Eregk xgdage' Gq kc gehe m |rara'Aq hrab h gq xa |mreyaxh bafmh& k x|qx Egnreb'Ekr aq hrab h ae |qr e xec|fq nafmkx + k ap|fmbk Feyek'X|qe |rmxee' ee oega h gq c cke egaraxakt Kfap'Xenqr h gq a cke egaraxakt& bq| ha e f#k xqifk Cmgehk +Eregk qrcrak xh`ecoqf fmr ba hqyega hq xqifaqf fk nqr& gharhgb hq

    bex|arkra x gafakn bax|ra ha axa ymrok'Feyek& bmkr e#kc x|qx h kc arcegk mqf hq Kfap hgb kc egrk fk

    fehaq' Ba kfiaf& eggb hmg ba yrxk |a hkra m kyakc |a yracak khaak&rafkek begra gme gq |qak ie kfiaf bah |fkmgeh' Axa kbayrk h khqcbme kge& hgb k gha|q e af fehaqf& k gharhk x raggmkba yah`ak gmkxrfanqr& bkr aq kyakc badk kfa egaraxa'

    Ba kxk f#ke fxk x xa ygqra m ekrg grakn |reg ikk hfkxaegmkxra =

    Gq kyakc kf xmfqea + Ha |qakc x#e x|qg 4 bq#a e fkx#c g|kha = C#kc oqhqrk |agrq af hgb x#k c|reaage hq Cmgehk' Axakbayrk& gq ce xa |kr |mreyee' Af axa qg oek bamxaoe& carek hayk cke

    cqf' Bkr ae oega& kc gafax h rafkeefa begra ae xqg ba m kf gkqrbah x|ereqkf' Hq kfa hqyega& Kfap kra gaymea ba ak'Eregk racqrk k ba kra& gh k raoqe x xa xrahmkra xqo |qr' Ha

    ermgea k xmree + Beg |rehegk fqe Egnreb f hqgmxhqxa |a Kfap' g ekrgk khaakrex hgb ak xak fk akdqf bme kf fehaqfqe& |a hmrebmrqf raha& fgniarakxrk xrdqe ba orgee qfce& hgb xa gbrnmxexa eracabekoef ba Kfap af yagak khmfm gq krkx ba gaxirek ae xegnqrka& he |agrq Egnreb'Hfkxafa fmr arkq yahega' Hqc ba gq#e bbqxa gehembk xakck= gh qg yexirqcmx xa x|rnak g cee ba irca'

    Ba ik|& q ha ke ba ngb = xh`ecokxa ymrok Feyek'

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    Egnreb hfe|exa beg mh`e& bgb ec|raxek h gq#e gafana graokrak' Fk hega a raiare 4 fk Kfap& fk Enmr xkq fk Yfkb = Fk ega' Hq cega fqhrqrefa xqg xec|fa F#k yrak |a Enmr& bkr af gq c

    eqoaa'e Yfkb= e b caraq rhmkfa' Yfkb = Gq& tcoexa Egnreb e ihqxa hq mh`eqf x|ra Hrexegk' Af

    |raiar khqc iaafa cke egara' E#kc x|qx caraq h xqg |rak org|agrq af +

    Hk e |agrq Kfap& hmc|fakxa Feyek' Hk e |agrq Enmr& ba kfiaf' gmbakqgk kc kyq m xfoeheqga |agrq |qe& xa kfegkxa Egnreb' Gq'

    Khqc& xaremx 4 Yfkb m |raiar |a Hrexegk'ee oega h gq#e kbayrk+ |rmaxkxa Hrexegk' K yrak x iea kk

    bkr af gq a kra g hk| bah |a ega'eq e aq= h`ehmexa Egnreb' Kqghe h`ekr h gq#e geceh ba ihq + Yfkb

    gq c cke egye gehe chkr fk bkgx'Kxhqgx xqo |qr& Eregk gq cke x|qgak ba cqf yraca geceh'

    Hratgb h kbmrcexa& iaafa x#kq `mr g xire x ikh fegea e kq xegxfqcegk' Eregk k rckx cqf yraca hq mh`ee baxh`ee g gqgareh& gharhgbx#e |qg ngbqrefa gr#m mkrahkra mrbega' Kyak xagecagqf h geheare gfqca gq apexk qg fmh e |agrq ak'

    K bmqk te& |a |fkd& Yfkb ark beg gmq xegnqr' Egnreb e ihqxa Feyeae qg

    xacg hq hmqf e& rebehgbq#xa ba |a hakrki& xa fkgxkxa x|ra ckra' X#ktoagnqe |reg ykfqre hayk cegqa xqo mh`ee fqe Yfkb e k|me x#k katk |agexe|& fk heyk care bexkg ba af' Yfkb gq e#k krqghk gehe m |reyera' X#kcqfqce bmkr x#e x|redega ekre irqgak |a nagqgh`e' \qeg cke rteq& kkqte kfqre ba af ymhak Eregae& gx ba khakx bk gq e#k cke gfkhk|qf hk x#m |reyakxh'

    Ba ha gq a bqhe fk ak = f gbacgkxa Eregk'Ha rako kc aq hq ak = Ba ha ae k ba gh|gk = X#k katk khmfm x|argb h yae

    x|krna& g xire& n`akk'Ba qgba ee =Kk xec' Egqeaxh kbaxamre ha xa kxhqgba g xqifaqf mkcagefmr'Yfkb e rebehkxa g xire irqgak ba |a nagqgh`e e m |reyexa bra| g

    mh`e' Bkr gq egqeae& beg |hka& xkq beg iarehera& ha xa kxhqgba g xqifaqf

    caq + x#k rtyre af' Ba ha a kcaxahe= Gq ee geceh bax|ra cega+ Bkhyrae x hqgme kbayrqf& kif h Egnreb gq c cke egaraxakt bafmh' \me xe#m e x|qe'

    Eregk e |fahkxa xgdage |reyerefa'

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    xqg hq m ik e gfgaxh |rabahaxmkrak& xkq |rabahaxmkrafa ae& xecbegr#m bk gaymek x iqn& x fkx mqf e x rcg xegnqr' Ba qgba yegamkra khakx rqega= _qega ik ba cega& cke kfax& |agrq h gq kc raqex rakfetat ha ce#kc |rm|qx' Yate& Cafkgek& hq Egnreb kc henk m cqfecaba |reaage& |a hkra gkega gehe gq#e moxarykc& xkq |mka h ae gq cmoxarykq |a cega Bkr& hayk imkra hqremx4 me arkq hkfte e kckoefe hqcega& |g kifkq h kc arcegk hq Egnreb Kqghe ghakc x cke apex

    |agrq ae'e ek h kc kdqgx fk haak ha& |agrq cega& k ra|ratagk g cmb

    ayebag qg cmcag hrqhekf4 Gymbkre' Fk gha|qqf koarae c xecakck ba oega& hraba#c& |krh arkc |agrq |reck mkr x|g |a cegagxqce' Arkq hfe|a g hkra hrabakc h mqf a |ariah e h k yrak x ckercg |a ckfqf cree: g rakfeka& koek ka|kc x rakh mrafa e tefafa

    |g fk |fahkra' K yage k|me xakrk khaak ba gaoqgea& g hkra kc yrq x iqnba Egnreb e& g khafke ec|& x ieq fgn ak' Xecakc h ap|fmbat& arkc gbmrcemr e f#kc graok |a Ifmreg ha x ikh' Af k gha|q x c ok fk hk|&x|qgak h kikr c kak| Egnreb& h gq cke |mka x xak& yrak xbkgxata hq cega' C#kc rebehk kqghe ba |a |k e kc |mrge xenqr |a cegax|ra q' /Nkk ce#kc tex m ekq fk bkgx +/Ak xak kikr& ratack ba

    teb' C#kc bqx fgn ak e kc |reye#m g mh`e' Gq eq ba ha k raoqe x ikhkxk' Cke rteq ga#kc bqx kcgbme |a |fkd& ark rahq ba mrk taha& gq arkgecage g |rakdc' Ga#kc kcege ba xakrk khaak ba xa|acorea& g qrc

    hq qg kg& hgb ark fqg |feg& ekr gme xakc |a |fkd& hk e khqc& |reyegbhqe rktk qgae fkgarga hkra xa k|rm|ek' Kqghe ark iqrqg e ckrakbayagexa ba hayk tefa k|rmk|a rmea: khqc k|k ark fegee e xhfe|ak xqofqgk krnegea hk m mnfegb' Kc carx kfaga |a gexe|qf qb& qgqf fgn kfqf'Arkc baxhqfe kcgbme e ykfqrefa koek xecea ga cgnekq beg hgb g hgb

    |ehemkrafa& hk m hkeiak gqgahk' Kc eq kqghe h rec beg kcegere' Kcxece kqghe h xa arcegkxa mqf' Kc imx caraq g hmgrkec|& Egnreb ehq cega' Ga#kc k|regx e qgqf e haffkf qgamre& kege ba khaake xhgaea&bkr gehembk g khafke ec|'

    Bkgk ak kra hq kbayrk qg xqifa ba kqr& kk hqc Egnreb gq k eq xkeo' Khqc kc ranxe#m' Bq| m imkra fqgn rhera' Kc |raiark x gqcke odoe hk qg mro e x c gmrh fk hak g ikk hraek gq kc imx gehehgbgayme x#ce baxh`eb |g fk hk| xqifaqf' gh`exkrak |m x|qga h axaxkrak hak cke x|aheieh cea' Bkgk axa ieegk hkra gq xa xq|r gehembk&bkh ke qg cmey xaremx hk x#m rax|egne' e kxk ra|rateg hq kbayrk hayk

    |agrq cega& khqc& hgb yrakq x ieq feoar& gx gq xegnqr'Gq eq& Cafkgek& bkh kc ihq oega karggb khaxa hayk rgbqre g

    hkeaqf q' K |qak x|qga h& gr#qg iaf& ce fa#ke xcqfx' C ac x gqgafane mqf nrae' \mka h gq kc raqe x nxaxh g ega haak ha ke ie

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    |qq& mqe& bayage4 qg |reaag gaqrq& hk Ifmreg& qg bq`mygeh g ikkhrqek x c x|myabaxh' Gq& g#kc etoqe x a |raqeaxh beg khax |qgh bayabara' Bkr& xeghar& bq| ha ienqre ce#ke ihq& c#kc fxk ba x|mrqf ba khraba h ce#ke |qak ie yrambk ba imfmx' \mka h c#k barkgdk ik|qf h keimx caraq |rak xenqr |a ega e hambk |a cega(xenqr |a cega& kbeh%'Ra#kc xhmx ba cqf beg rkiqf hq |rare oqga' Kfhayk bah x okne ieefag#ke eq' Kr raoqe x ke hayk cke cqf nred fk ebae' gr#m yraca arkqhkc c|ea Ngbaa#a h aq gq |m eqoe bmq |arxmkga g khafke ec|'

    Kk h fkx#c g |kha' Axa x|ra oegafa q& hraba#c' Iee xenqr h gq yaeie q |reck ik |a hkra k kyq#m Yfkb' Kk h xke g okghk k e gq a ckekqmaphek banakok'

    Hgb e#k krk Eregae khaxa rgbqre& Cafkgek x|arkxa x#e baxhkrha

    garyee' Eregk e#k bk k| fk cmkr& x|qggb h Yfkb axa yqfnkr e gahm| fkcega' g rakfeka& gx& f nxak xagxeoef e rmckgeh' e k ba gbrnmxe&

    gh& ba Egnreb' f xecexa cke ba|rk ba ak gxe hk mrehgb' f xecak fkiaf ba ba|kra khqc& |a ckrnegak aragqfqe ba ymfae'

    \regra dqhmre& Enmr& corhk g ah`e|kcagqf ba x|mr& |rak qgkbayrk qrek' Kyak qg carq gmqtahe g gfeca& |mka h`ekr cke cqf& eark imkra oega fank' Qg kbayrk orok& hq |ea|qf fqe fk& khm|are ba |r'Eregk f |reyak& k|rmk|a ir ymek ae& hq kbcerkea' Ba hafkf |kra karagqfqe& Egnreb qrcrak e ak caheqf& hq mh`ee g khafke ec| ree e

    krtmre' Yfkb& af& gq ark kag fk cahe& gehe fk Bkgk& m |reyak |a Egnreb& xa`rgak hq raxrerefa rq|qfqe ae& hq tyhgerefa gaka|ka kfa orkafmr ae' Gqxa arcegkxa gh caheqf& hgb& fqgbq#e orqxh rckx oqg ba fk Bkgk& x#k

    gbra|k x|ra |mkrk fehaqfqe' Rrahgb |a fgn Eregk& ak f#k xrenk 4 Yfkb& e#k x|qx& g#ke cke |qak ka|k |qeg& x xa arcega caheqf e

    x |fahc c|raqg =K atek& mkrahqc xqr|regx ba gbrtgakfk ae'Gq& ce |kra rq& e#k rx|qgx' Kc gea fahee ba ihq |agrq cega'Eregk e#k krqghk |reyerefa hq |raxq|qx c`gera x|ra arag e k|me& hk e

    hqc kr ie fqk hq nraq m `mrra& e#k x|qx fqe Yfkb& apkh g hfe|k g hkra afrmxak /oega& rcg/ 4Kc x |fah kqghe e aq hq ega e |rmcexaxac h#f ka|& bkr Hrab

    h g#m x xa xq|ara' Hega = k graok Yfkb& gharhgb x kxhqgb ik|qf h rx|qgxqf e ark

    badk hqgmxhq' Enmr& k x|qx ak hq mgqf haf cke ieraxh beg fqca'\a brqc& kq hq qg ec| kcgbme' Eregk xa graok ha mkra kr |qak

    ymroe hq af' g xkek ba rmfaeoqt Yfkb x#k m|re e k |reye#m& hmgegqgb xkh'

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    Yrae x ka|c rmfaeoqtqf = f#k graok ak' Kr ie |hk Axa kba irqcmx kikr+ Gq |raiare x cke carnac |qeg |a dmx =

    Hqc yrae& e#k rx|qgx Yfkb& rebehgb beg qcare'Rmqe a#ke m|re g xkea& x#k cerk ak' Gq axa gaymea x khha|e

    mka |rm|qgarefa cafa' Gq ke gehe qg |eh ba |arxmgkfeka =Yfkb k hq ekre& hq karqf ofktk' Eregk k |mrge fk brqc& ekr af k

    qrck#m' Ak& gx& f#k m|re gqcke bq| heyk |ke e& |reyegbq#f bra| gmh`e& f#k graok |a gaka|ka 4

    Yfkb& yrae x#ce x|qe ba ha#ke eqoe#m |a Egnreb =Af k hfegk beg hk| qece e k|me k |mrge cke ba|kra' K|rmk|a kfarngb

    g qrck fqe& Eregk e ranrak badk graokrak' Kr ie bk mreha x#e |mk fqkhqyegafa gk|me'

    \mka ba ha g#m cke eqoaxh khqc = k |raiark af x rx|qgb |regr#m

    kf graokra' Gq& k egxexk Eregk' Ba ha ke eqoe#m =ekq bmkr kcgbme k ba oega h m cke eqoak gh' \qggb m graokra

    k ba ebemk Eregk gq x|ark x kifa kbayrqf& he bmkr x#f eghea x#e bak qgrx|qgx mkrahkra' Xecak k|rmk|a egxeghey h fqhrqrefa gq raoqekq x#e|kr ierae fqe Yfkb' Af ark mcqf hkra iqnak ba rqeg& ba gc|frefamoegqea' \agrq af yekk raoqek x iea xqr|regtmkra& e h`ekr agenckeh&|agrq k ie egaraxkg'

    Gq eq& k rx|qgx af' Kbeh& gq#ce cke kcegaxh' Gehembk gq |me

    ap|fehk kxacagak fqhrqre' Gq eq gehe chkr ba ha& hq mka h gq m ckeeqoakc kx#ykr& fk Gymbkre& kc egyek#m ekre fk bkgx' G#kr ie raoqe xikh kxk' g dmhqf gmxrq& kxiaf& ak k rckx xegnqrk gyegnmkra'

    Eregae e xa |rakq gabra|a hqyegafa fqe' e#m kcegak |a Egnreb g xakrkkhaak& egrgb g bmrcemr bq| ha xa bax|rexa ba Yfkb' Kyak mh`ee qgqemc iarehe e gehebahqc ke fq|mrqfqe hkra |qrkxa m yehmrea'

    Gq axa kbayrk& Yfkb+ k x|qx& rtyregbq#xa' Ak k ihq kqghe|recqf |kx& gq q + \agrq ega ark xqieheag bmkr qg hqyg kf ae& akbayrk f ka|ke ba cqf& |feg bagbadba' Bkr bkh ak gq e#kr ie bk

    |qeg hqrkd& q g#ke ie gbrtge gehembk'ee q cke oega bah cega = k grarq|#m af hq orqkfeka'\mka h bk Bkr& g xire& x fxc kxk gr#kbayr' X fxc kxk +Kq hq kcgbme m yraca& |krh xq|rke' K|me af k rafqk bexhqek& |a

    qg mg ba xhqt 4 Xqg kra nrafa fqhrqrefa kxak |agrq cega Ae hq kbayrk

    hmc|fehk& xkq bmkr yrae x |kre = Aq qgqf g#kc gharhk gehembk x hkqfk mkcage haak ha axa kxhqgx g ae& c#kc cqfqce bmkr hq haak ha |rakayebag'

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    Eregk& ba ha ae xq|rk |a Yfkb =Gq k eq ha x#e rx|qgb' Mreha dqxeiehkra kr ie |rq hqxq hq k

    kfo'Beg |mkrk fehaqfqe& Yfkb e#k cke krqghk m qfec |reyera cerk e k

    bex|rq'K yrak x |fah khkx& e#k x|qx ak fqe Enmr' C bmkra imkra kra hk|qf'Af k hmgbqx#m |g g xkek ba rmfaeoqt' Xqo hkxkgqf qrek& hq irqgta

    gnfoagea& ka|kq heyk afaye' Yfkb gq ark |regra ae' Eregk xa xecakk|rmk|a miagxk h af gq ark khmfm' /M`& Bmkcga& hrab h xqg gaoqg +/e#k x|qx' /Bmkr gq kc gehe qg iaf ba bra|qre kxq|rk fqe/ X#k qrhk g|recqf rmfaeoqt& fqgbq#e g iqn rckx oqg ba fk Enmr'\a brqc& gx& f#ktre |a Yfkb carngb xegnqr& knkfa' K hmomr fk |reck xkea& `mr x#fka|a' Bmrak x#e ymroakxh beg gmq& x#f keo k|rmk|a ba ak' gx

    gqckebah x#k xece ekre rebehmf' K egrk gr#m hkoeg afaimgeh begk|rm|eara e& hq raha|mrqf fk qrah`a& x#k |raihq h ymroaa' Hgb k kdqgx

    g xkea& Yfkb k krqghk enkrk |a hkra m iqck e k xreye#m gbafqgn hq|ehemrqf' K|me x#k qrhk g rmfaeoqtqf hkra mhcke xmxak'

    Eregk k |qx gha raha|mrqf g iqrh' H ba hkrkn`emkx ark + H baecoahef+ Eaegb beg hkoeg& f#k tre |a Enmr' Yagak begx|ra fehaq& gha&|egb k|rmk|a hq akc' G#k |rq xqr|regx ytgb#m& hk e hqc x#kr ieka|k x#m ranxakxh' f trexa baxenqr e |a Yfkb e gq#e iqxaxa nraq xbaxfqakxh egageefa Eregae' Ak xa xecak k ba qcefe+ gx af x#k

    cqfqce x tcoakxh e x#m |reyakxh g kbghqf mh`efmr' Eregk& a rmn& ke ghrabara g cega + e#k x|qx' Ba ha iqne ba qg |reaag

    hkra yrak x a kdqa= Bkh hrate h a |me fegee kxiaf& x|qga#ce m ha aircg& gq kra gehe m ec|mrkg ha k |qak ngbe aq Gq yrakq bah xgq a cke yb k ba rex'

    Ak x#k gh|gk x kh' Gq kyak hqrkdqf x#e x|qg kbayrqf' Xecakh axa rak e gahegxe ik ba af' f eqoak |a Yfkb& bkr gq x|ark x#fhqharakxh yrambk' Gq e#k crqrexe geceh fqe Enmr& gq |agrq h e arkakc x gq#f ikh x xqiara& he |agrq h gq bmrak x f |ekrb' Kyak gh

    gaymea ba af' E#k k|qhk cgk e k xrgx#m qmr'Bkr gq xqg rex bafmh& Enmr& k gharhk ak x |kr cerk' Ha a ikhax hrate kxk =

    Af e#k cgnek cgk cqf yraca' Eregk f xecak iarehe e |mka h eak ark iarehe' Cegefa fqe arkq k ba fkrne& gh e |qak hq|regba hq qgkxegnqr |kfcafa ae kcgbmq'

    Eregk& q ee h kxte axa teqk cak = Ba kte#becegak m gharh xa egye fk kgeyarxkra e gq gbrtgaxh

    Gq& Enmr& tq& gq |m yage Arkc xenqr' Ba ha = e#a akc x gq a ykb raxqf egyekefmr hq

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    cega = Bkh q yee& |m krkgdk x gq cke yeg gecage kfhegayk'Gq xa |mka' Ha kr ngbe |regee e =Apkh haak ha kr raoqe x ngbakxh gr#m kxacagak xeqkea'M`& Enmr& gq eq& k m|e ak'Kr ie yrq x#e x|qg h ak gq#f eqoaa& h ega bmkr fk af& hk fk qg

    |reaag' K gharhk x#e ap|feha& bkr g#k eae ha x|ark ak' X#k ratex|qggbq#e h xa xqimh e kr yrak x iea ekre feoar& h ak k gha|q mqf

    g nfqc& gq x#k ngbe gehe m hfe| h fqhrqrefa ymr kdqgna k ba ba|kra'Gq a gafan& Eregk Ha yrae x x|qe = k graok af& kfoegbq#xa fk ik'Ak k hq& baxhqc|ge' B#ce chkr qg cmey ratmgkoef |agrq hkra yrae x iqne + Rq gq

    rakfetate h ba oega ga gafanac c|raqg =M`& Enmr Hrab h e rte ba cega& k nxe ak ebaak xkfykmkra' G#k ie

    aq xegnqrk ik |a hkra m yae |rxe gr#m te |agrq kfk' Bkr gq#e kbayrk + Bmkcga& ba qgba x#k gxhq ra|qkek kxk k

    cak& k ba |rmkx= Eregk& e dqr& g fehaq g#kc kyq bah m xegnqr|reaag& |a Egnreb' Axa kbayrk& g#kc eqoe#m& bkr ak x#k bmyabe k baegxexag gh ce#kc x|qx 4 g baiegey& ba ha gq = Kc rakfetk k|me h|reaagek gmkxr gq kyak gehe m okt h ak xa knk gqcke ba cega& hkx#e kfqgna kgnmkxafa' Egnreb axa qg hm|ef gaiarehe& Eregk& kra kk gaymeax iea mhrme+ Ckck ae xqiar ba m omkf areoef& xhfarmt g |fhe& axak|rmk|a hmc|fa |krkfetk' Ekr kf ae reaa ie hq m kf iacaea

    G#kc eq& m|exa Eregk |earbq'Kc yrq x c rarkn beg hk|khkgk g hkra hrabakc h kc htq& k

    hmgegqk Enmr' gx g#kc |rxe#m& e dqr& e#kc ap|fehk mqf& ga#kchmc|mrk& hrab& hk bme mkcage ratmgkoefe hkra `mrxh gr#m oqg te x xabax|kr' G#kc |rxe#m |agrq gecage + Ga#kc bax|re hq cqf ec|

    gkega ba k c k|rm|ek ba ega' Gq#e gaymea x a dqxeiehe& k x|qx Eregk dagk'Gq c hrate& gq#e kk= Qea& k x|qx af& xhmgb beg xaryea qg |feh

    ckra& kfokxrq' Kc kehe mka xhrexmrefa ae' gharh x nxaxh cmcagqf

    |mreye hk x e fa gk|meat' Yrakq x fa heae e q' eq h axa qg nax qr&bkr kc ghrabara g ega Gq yrakq x a |earb' \mka h heegb khaxaxhrexmre yae gafana hkra kq imx rk|mrqrefa begra gme& gh ba fk gha|q'

    Gq |m x fa ekq& Enmr& k x|qx ak& iaregbq#xa' G#kc gehe qg bra|' Ra rmn& ek#fa'Eregk k |rece beg cegefa fqe |fehqf haf kfokxrq e gq k cke x|qx geceh'

    ek h Enmr gharhk x xa k|ara e#e khmrbk mka herhqcxkgafa kagqkgabeg fqca' Gq |qak ikha& beg |hka& khafke fqhrq |agrq ak gxe' Bmrak hqrea x heakxh xhrexmrefa fqe Egnreb& cqrak ba garobkra& bkr gq |agrq k#f

    gafana cke oega |a Enmr& kk hqc x|ark af& he |agrq k baxhm|are |regra

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    rgbqrefa ae cmeyqf |agrq hkra Yfkb m eqoak hq kk batgbadba'Khkx m ka|k m xhrexmkra ba fk aikg' Ba hgb |fahkxa g krck& e

    xhrek m bk |a x|cg' Ba moehae gecehqre' Ba bkk khakxk& gx& mgqffqe e x#k |rq gamoegqe gh beg |recafa rgbqre'

    ce gha| xhrexmkrak yegare& |a fk mrk heghe bq|#kcektk xhrek aikg'gx gq eq bkh yme etoqe x#m arceg kxte C ngbexac x#e recehayk rgbqre irqcmkxa e bqemkxa& bamkraha khqc xqg imkra rex e xecgaymek x#ce c|kr gafegeefa hq ega& hk x fa |m bqha cke qmr' Hrab hkr ie oega x baxh`ete ckngamimgqf e x |qe m okgb hq cqteh yah`a ecafkghmfeh' C ngbaxh fk ega egagx e k yrak cqf x iec c|raqg'Hrab h axa xegnqrqf fqhrq |a hkra ce#f bmraxh g cmcagqf ba ik& |agrqh kehe& ba|kra ba ega& ce#kc bk xakck h a eqoaxh' Xecakc kxk cke

    bacqf& bkr gq kyakc hareqbegak& kc yrq x cke ka|& x ieq xenqr'C grao bkh axa hq kbayrk oega x#e rece khakx xhrexmkra e

    ce#a akc ba ngbqrefa hkra c ymr mrqrk bq| ha m yme ie |qx fk hqea'\mka h tefa grane c yme ngbe k|me bkh hqyegafa cafa ymr etoqe xratakxh qg ahmq g egeck k' Mkra gq a cke oega x ka|& x#ce bkqxakck g ha cxqr ee e q fk cega= ce |qg m iafqf ba graore e kdqgnfk hmghfqtek h hak cke oqg xmfqea m rx|qgxqf q kr ie' =e eq h ymeka|k xhrexmkrak k hq m ckra xaa g xqifa& m yme ka|k hqc g#kcka|k geceh g yekk cak'

    Ha hqremx + C ngbaxh caraq fk ega hk fk qg fqhrq ba |ra& |a hkraf#kc |earbq& bkr hkra raoqea x rak|kr begr#m hfe| g kfk Rq aeqgbayk ba|kra& gr#m fqca yaxaf e |me ikha ha yrae& a |me bqha mreqgbae |fkha' \a hgb aq xkq kehe e apahq qg |rmnrkc k hrqe renebeka cggaoqgaa' K yrak x |fah ba kehe& x c ymfkefetat |a gaka|ka& x gqc cke nxakxh gecage' K yrak x ieq ekre fgn ega' X a |reyaxh& x#exec hfbqrk cegee& ekr q x gq x|qe geceh X khe

    Hrab h a cke oega x |qg hk| khaxae xhrexmre& |a hkra c#kc `mrk ba nraq x#m gha| e |a hkra kc xhrex#m acmr& |mehgegbq#c' Bmraxh

    khqc x c |feco |reg |bqra& x iqcat cqf e x c etoaxh hq hk|qf baheyk hm|khe x qe& |agrq hayk hfe|a chkr& hq h bex|arkra aeqoaxh'

    Eregk k baxh`ex k|me |fehqf kfokxrq' K rexe|e g ikk ae& |a ckx& hafahayk |knege xhrexa ba Egnreb' \mka koek khqc kyak x kifa hqc ark ak baik|' K gha|q x heakxh kyeb&garaqegb x kfqgna xagecagqf h axa|a hkfa ba k iqrk hayk'

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    eq h khmfm& g gh`e|qerak k& c |reyae' Xec |qarak e egagxekakhq hkra mh`ee e c hkq' C hm|faae hq imrk fmr+ Mh`ee e ce kfqgnacarefa e ce khhafarakt xgnafa' Ce#kq |krkfetk xecqrefa e dqbahkk'graknk |qara ba hmghagrkra ce#kq bex|arxk#m' Yrakq x c eqoae'Yrakq x#ce brqeae mh`ee |agrq hkra khqc xhreq rgbqre ir hk|' \mkacke yrakq e bqrarak xrgnaree kfa ba cg' Mkra hqc xrqe= H baiearoega axa mkra hfbqrk rq|qfqe q= eq& xec h c bmrae' Rmqf yk iehqc yrae q' Ka| cegefa kfa yenqrmkxa x c |regb ba cedfmh e x cgkfa x|ra har' \me |mrge x c hqharae' Yme ie m haka |recemkra

    EqgeaQgamre aek ba rq e gq eq ba ha' Hrab h mk imrk e agarnek k

    xa batfgqea kqghe g |reyere' ee h a#kc ytq hq |reyere ba imh= Bk& |a

    arag& g ec|qf dmhqfqe' ce |fkhe kk ba cqf& c krkne hk m imrckngaeh' Hgb |reyerak k c krba& gq cke |m cehk gehe qg bana' Xech& bkh c#ke fqk g orka e c#ke gyre& k gha|a x tomr'

    Yate q& Enmr& ba ik| gq ae rq' Ae bmkr egbeiarag' gharh qgamrex#ce gh`e|qe h ke x c eqoae' Mkra ke x c eqoae= Yrakq x#cebrqeae brknmxak k + Yrakq + Yrakq x eq hqc eqoae q' Xec hbrknmxak k yk ie kfiaf bah haak ha kc gfge |g khqc' Aq gq kchqgmxhq |g kxte bah eqoerak |kfeb& ec|kf|koef& k hm|eefmr' K xmxe

    |mka ec|qf x#ce hkq raiqneq g orkafa qgqe orok'

    MhmcoreaRa xren hq bqrara& ce irgn rq|qf xqo nraqkak ngbqrefmr' Ekr q gq

    c kqte& gq yrae x c kqte gh`eb mh`ee' gh`eb |qcgee e gharh hq gexe|qfxrgx g ae x cxmr ec|qf' Ha |hk& gx& h |qcgee cae xqg k bacehe& ekr ec|qf|a hkra kq raqe x#f hq|regb k imx kk ba xhqr+

    Kc hratq hgbyk h kc kdqgx |a m hqfca' Kc hratq h xqg m ieegiarehe' K|me ce#kc bk xakck h g brknmxa gq xa ratqc mqf fk m xhkr'Oaek |a hkra kc hqgmxhq#m kfqre ba ega k kxhqgx |reyeree cafa |r|kxek

    raha hkra ga bax|rak gh ba fk gha|qqre' eg cega h e#kc x|qx hgq#ce bmrakc bah x a |reyaxh' e a#kc |reye K|me& hm|ef fkhmc& kcyrq beg ha g ha cke cqf' Kc yrq x#e hqgmxh xrqqf e cgnearefa' Kcyrq cke cqfhgb kc baxhm|are h ba |qeg gxacgkq fqhrqrefa khaxak

    |agrq ega' Bkr irehk& ofaxack x iea # kc dqrk x gq#ce cke iea akcgehembk& ba gecage e ba geceh+ # irehk c#k m|re' \mka cke oega hegaea =

    Khqc kh' C qe fk irqgtafa hkra hkb' Kc xagtkek h e hm|khee |fgn|agrq cega' Ce#ke ap|fehk ba ha ke yrq x |fahe e eq h ke bra|ka' Bkrkxk gq c c|eabeh& mqe& x qrfq g cega gxce hk qg kgeckf tbrmoe hq

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    fmyeqre gacareka' Gq& Enmr' Gq care kxk + e q raoqea x ee

    GmeacoreaBaxegkkr 4 Enmr'Xrkbk 4 qgqe oek gkf e |qargeh'Hkxk 4 hafmr bme mh`e ganre' Gqcrqf ;>' Bkh yrae x egre& i#e m oqhqrea

    e xqg ba k|a mre'Ap|abemr4 mkcgk\agrq hae k|ax|rataha kge |a hkra e c|fegae'X#e qrat Fkcqfe kge= Ha x#e qrat mkra =e ha rmx cke kra =

    Eregk xecak h kcaaa g cedfmhqf kmr hqyega& kf hrmr rmx gq ark

    haf ieraxh' Hqyega xhrexa ba Egnreb& gx gq |agrq Yfkb' Hqyega kbraxka fqeEnmr& |a hkra gq fa xhrexaxa ak' Hqyega |agrq ak gxe& |a hkra& beggaiarehera& gq fa ecknegkxa Yfkb' Ba ha g yek fqhrqrefa gq xa kaktgehembk kk hqc kr raoqe= Hqc x rax|egne mkra brknmxak qgqe mc |ahkra gq#f bmrae = Hqc x#m ikhe ir x#f rgae= K gharhk x#e xhreahayk rgbqre fqe aikg& gx gq k etoqe' K fxk x hkb xefmqf bakxq|rkimee kfoa e x#k ngbe cqf fk Enmr' e fk Yfkb'

    K bmqk te& Enmr e#k crqrexe h gq k etoqe x bmkrc mk gmk|ak' Fkxireqf mrafmr& k fqk#m ba cg e k |qrk#m |a xrte khm|area ba irqgta

    yaaba& |a fgn nkrbqre |a hkra xa miefakq qfecefa ifmre ba hk|reime' Arkkk hara gra ae& gh Eregk gq k eq hqc x#m qc|fa kfiaf bah hq mrqka' /Ba ha ce#ke bk xhrexmrefa khafak& Enmr =/ f#k graok' /Ke yrq xikhe rahfkck yerefeee kfa =/ X|ark hk af x#e ek hqyegafa g nfqc& x

    ghak| x rb& ekr ak x e xa kfqra& x iea mqf ekre hk gkega' Af k|reye#m gx hq mh`ee ree& g hkra gq xa heak gehe chkr ra|rmqf' K xhmx begoqtqgkr qg kf |feh e e f#k bk' Eregk f#k baxh`ex cerk' Beg gmq hqyega'Ekre hqyega' Fk hkra raoqek x nxakxh qg rx|qgx& raoqek x x|qghayk& hayk hkra x gq bmkr& gehe x ghqrkdata'

    K yrak cqf x gafan ba ha gharh khqc x xhreq x|qgak Enmr' Hrabh g#kra gehe qg xagx' ce |fkha x bexhq hq hegayk& ce |fkha x c |feco&x bkgxat& gx gq x xhreq' ce |fkha x kxhqf cqteh' ce |fkha xmkrafa'gkega ce |fhak e irenqf' Hqremx& gq= ce |fhak cqf irenqf \agrq heqoakc m ik ofmgb e c |fecokc hq ak gqcke |a |fmkea xkq gegxmkra'

    K|me ak c#k kfqgnk beg hkfak ae hk |a m yah`eqr gaimfmxemkra' Gq kc ckeegq k|me cqf yraca fk gecage kfhegayk' Bmrakc mqe beg rx|qare xgfgaxh m ieeg hkra x c gafakn' Kc hqk cqf& bkr g#kc nxe g

    dqrqf caq bah gaoqgea e xq|ariehekfeka' Brknmxak kbayrk axa kxte

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    m cke ggoqe ba bmregk qqrmr ba k xa bexrk h cke oega' Kemoxaryk =

    K rahq cqf yraca |g hgb kc hratq& g xire& h kc nxe haakha hqkc' Cerkhmfqf x#k |arahq g fqgk cke& hgb& ir |rak ckraagqtekxc& kc kxexk fk xaxeqgak ba hmcqgehre eegeieha k fehaqfqe' Kek|rq q e |rake k ba xenqr ba ega e k ba bakk ba raxqf fqcee&ce#ke hrak ec|raxek h reae qgbayk& g ega gxe& qgba gecage gq a

    |mka kdqgna Ce xa |rak ikgkxeh' Ke rahq ga|xmkra e a#ke fmye bacega& hk ba qg moeah mkrahkra' Gq kyake mh`e |agrq cega' C#kc ngbe&mqe& x gharh x ce a k|rm|ee e mhcke c ircgkc hqc x ikh& hgb&bmq#rae tefa cke rteq& a#kc yq carngb |a xrkb hq qg oek' Arkgh qgk beg gagqcrkafa cafa efqtee |earbqa' Ce#k imx nraq& bkr ce#kcec|qx x gq#e cke eax g hkfa' Gq k imx ec|mxeoef& |agrq h q kyake hqrxqre

    becegakk& ekr aq bq|#kcektk& kr ieimx cke banrko beiehef x ga gfgec'Hk x qc|fq nmfqf& c#kc fxk |mka |rak qmr& |mka hq |rak cqf

    ga|xkra hqhare ba Egnreb' Ark fk iaf ba ofmgb hk |reck cak eqoera' Kcytq g fqhrqf khaxk qg iaf ba xacg' Ce#k x|qx h c eqoaa' \mka h arkkbayrk' Gq eq& ce#kc |earbq ba cqf ghrabarak g mkcage' Kc hratqh yme etoqe x#m eqoaxh e aq' Kc gafax |rak rteq h ark ba anmex' Akgq c eqoak |a cega& xa eqoak ba ik| |a xega' X|ark hk aq x bayegegxrqcagqf |reg hkra khakx brknmxa gkrhexexeh x |regb hmgqr& x xaap|reca' Ak gq ka|k gehembk hayk ba fk cega& ak |mrqghak' C#kc

    acq' Gq kyakc gaymea ba m yek k ba ikfx +K yage k|me teqk hgb a#kc gfge fk hkia#okr' Hmeghebagk ce x#k

    |rq cqf |rak ckrhkg e ce#kc qek begr#m bk mka |rmcexeqgefa' Bamoehae& |g g hfe|k khaak& hgb gharhkc x ymroaxh hq m ik ce fqkccaraq qgafa cxqre ba |rahkqea& gba|fegakc |mka kgqcea reqkfqre' Gqeq ba ha& bkr kc xece h hq ega mka khaxak gq#ekyakq rmxqf

    Rmqf k yage ieraxh'Bkr c#kc rate |a gaka|ka gr#qg iaf ba x|keq g hkra kgmec|qrefa

    xa xh`ecokq ra|aba' Hambk xmkrafa |rqgbak kbgh& g mka

    qgn`arafa' K|me yagak qg yg g|rktgeh e xa ihak gqgareh' Gmree rahakq&gx& k ba eqa& gh kc gyk x gq cke ekq g hmgxebarkra bahhfe|afa xagega' Kk x#kq |arahq fqhrqrefa hq ega Eregk& mkra ha k |qakx#e x|qg= H kc ec|raxek& h xqg k|rmk|a xenqr& h gme bme ga#kc |qakgafana= H kc xqiare imkra cqf ba ieahkra bk hgb c#ke rax|egx& bkrh kc xq|mrk mqe ir x x|qg geceh= Kc xece& Eregk& h kc |qak ie

    |reaage' Bkr hayk& hegayk& xa egar|qga gra gme' Axa |mka qg mc& |mkaakck& |mka |rmkxk cak ra|qkea =

    Ba ha e |fkha x a dmhehq xagecagafa cafa = C#ke fxk x#e eg cgkg |kfc& |agrq hk k|me x c |qe g ikk qgqe cmcag k ba hrqb e ba

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    beiehef |agrq cega' K yrak x eq ba ha a ace& ba ha gharhe x iqne= Kbmre k ba cqf& k bmre hayk& gq eq apkh ha kgqca& hayk ha gq xa |mkaap|reck g hqyega' Axa gmk|a rteq e gq |m bmrce& |agrq h cngbaxh fk ega' Fk fqhrqrefa hrqba |a hkra ce fa#ke x|qx' Kc qcofk xegnqr&hk qg oatcaeh& eare& bq| ha c#ke fxk xegnqr

    Ckck k egrk g hkcar kbegakqre ec#k graok ba ha gq c hqfh' X#kegar|qx |a gaka|ka g ngbqrefa cafa |agrq ega e gq kc |qq x#mear' \fakh& e#kc xrenk& e gh`eba qk bq| ega+ Ckck k eae& koekx|gegbq#e |fgxqf

    Bkr gq ae q yegmyk& Eregk'Ba yeg axa yrxkcak egnrk e |rak xrck hkrk|kha g hkra gq cke

    ghk| ba m oqg oqhk ba yraca

    Rarceggb ba hee& Eregk x#k gmrx gbqemk x|ra Enmr' Af |reyak gx gkf |kra' \rak rex e acmemgk' Eregk ark e ak rex' e acmemgk' Bkrg#kr ie yrq& mqe& hk af x ea& x moxarya' X#kq rebehk kcgbme ba |aokgh& rafqgbq#e |fecokrak g hara' gr#qg rteq& ak e#k kegx qmrorkqf 4

    Enmr& a rmn aq& `ke x gharhc x iec ekre yaxafeGq k moegq& gx& ba fk af gehe qg tcoa' e#kq hmgegqk gha brqcqf

    |a kfaefa crnegea ba hm|khe hkra e xhqqrkq kfaga iqgtafa krcee'Bq|#kcektk ark fegee& |qr e karqf cermxak k imh ba hragne qxhka'

    K yrak x krbac xhrexmkrak kxk& h`ekr khqc& k x|qx af bambk' Ba ha =Gq eq ba [email protected] x#m krbac +X#k k|fahk e k xrgx beg renmf hayk irqgta qxhka' Fa#k kargq g

    ikk fqe |a rmqkr e fa#k bk imh hq oreh`ak' Eregk k katk bakxq|rk rqnqfqehafa bmq ime ba `rea khm|area ba xhrexqf fqe crqg e fa#k |reye fqgn hqcxa cexqea g ifhre' K|me e#k rebehk ba dmx xaryeak e k |mrge beg gmq fkbrqc'

    Gq ke geceh ba x|qx = k graok#m af& cke cqf g mk|'

    Bax|ra ha = x#k cerk Eregk'K hmgegqk m ak k|me& |agrq h Enmr xa gh|gk x kh 4 Ha k |qak x#e x|qg= H |raqeaxh |reaagek k& bkr h gq a

    eqoaxh& gh gq a |m eqoe =Ark hmgeag h ymroafa |a hkra fa krqgh arkq |mka |qeg |rak ckre

    e h gq#e kyakq rmxqf' Bkr ha hqremx& mqe& xecak h m cok |rm|reefa aehqyega& e |rmbqhakq qg iaf ba kcaakf& hkra ark |fhq e& |a qgbayk&fegeemkra' K hmgegqk bakk& hk e hqc e#kr ie ymroe ae gxe& gmnfegb 4

    C xec |qeg yegmyk ik ba ega& k tex' C#kc dqhk hq xagecagafa

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    kfa gr#qg cmb |racabek' Gq kc imx gmbakqgk k ba raha hk khqc&x ee' Kc eqoe cqf yraca |a hegayk' gx tkbkrgeh e ir gehe qg rmxXqg |mka |qeg |kaeh& eq& bkr h`ekr kk axa& egeck cak k bayage ba|ekr' Kc yrq k|me x#ce bmyabaxh cea gxce h |m ie fk rgbqf caqeqoe' Ra#kc baxhm|are e |recqf caq ngb k imx haf ba k a |aba|xe |aega |agrq mka xqiaregafa cafa rahqa e yeemkra Kc hkfhqfk ieahkranax& ieahkra ymro' Ra#kc fxk x#ce hq|regte qcaree& x iee kgbrq hq cega&x#ce ee cgk gra cegefa kfa bkr mqf gq k imx bah gafheqga'_anra beg mk egeck' Kc xece hqc c xhqiqgb g rqega hk g gmrmeqfqgae cfkege' Kc gharhk x a kyaretat& |fakh khqc& e#kc tex' Bkr ark&badk& |rak rteq' K`& Enmr& ce axa k ba rqega+ Bkr gq eq& tq& hqckc |qak fqk ba fk hk| hayk ha gq k gha|q& ba ik|& gehembk Fqhrqrefagq xqg bafmh xec|fa gehe |agrq cega' C kifq gr#m kk ba ckra befac +

    Rq g#ke moxaryk mkra hqc ga gyrec hq mee gr#qg harh& q& Egnreb& Yfkbe hq cega = Beg hkqtk khaxqe gagmrmhe ba harh ate' Hqc ba g#ke gafaxmkra = Yfkb m eqoaa |a Egnreb& ak a eqoaa |a ega Ekr q Ekr aq M`&Enmr& geceh gq e#k |qak miare cke cqf bah m kgbr |reaagea Fqe&mqe& fqe e |m brqe e brknmxa

    Ir yaxa& harqf bayagexa nraq e k|xmr' gha|qxa x |fmq' Eregk e#kxhmx beg xaryea hkrak ba kgkmcea e& eggb#m hq cgk bakxq|rk hk|qfqe&

    gharhk x xa kb|mxakxh ba xrm|ee rahe ba |fmkea' Enmr& gx& |rak rq|ba fqcak aparemkr' Carnak |ramhq|k& hq |reyerefa g |cg' \qeg cke

    rteq k x|qx k|rmk|a g mk| h gr#kbayr fqhrqrefa xqg ihqa |a bmx ek graok#m ba h ec| f hqgmka |a Yfkb'

    Ce xa |kra heqbk x fq| beg gmq hq af& e#k crqrexe' \a yracak hgbarkc |reaag hq Egnreb& ak ce x|qgak h kr yrak hk Yfkb x#e bak |kha Bkraq& |arxmgkf& g#kc kyq gehembk geceh ba c|re hq af' Hmgeag gq e#kcihq gehe qg rq

    Eregk xecak h kra gaymea ba Enmr& mreh ba cqf f#kr ie eqoe |a Yfkb'Gq ek |rak oega x#e ap|feha mka kxak' Kxacagak xagecaga ikgkxehaba xenqrkg& |reaagea& baymkcag gq cke xecexa fgn gecage kfhegayk

    yrambk' Cgk khaak ckra e ofgb hkra m xrgnak hq kk hfbqr |a kae m ihak x yexata e& g khafke ec|& m batcaehak& m kbqhak fk rakfekakraha e aprac ba gaxenqr' Cgk khaak ark k fqe Enmr e ak kr ie yrq k bacqf x#e k|kreg fqe Yfkb' Carnak kfqre ba Enmr e gq#e |qak c|eabehkngbqrefa x |faha g hqkrak fqe Yfkb' E xa |rak h gafana g xirebeiaragk gra xagecag e |kxeqga' Ark gra khaxa bmq rere m gaxirebexkg +

    Xakrk f#k gfge |a Yfkb fk ra|aeek hmrqfqe' Kq xk hk bme xrege g xkfkba iaxeyee& ec| ba k|rmk|a bmq mra' Hgb x#k arcegk ra|aeek& gx&e Eregk k |mrge xegnqr x|ra xkek ba rmfaeoqt& Yfkb e Ifmreg kq kdqgx#m

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    ra|aba beg qrc' /Carne |a dmx =/ m graokxa Yfkb' Ak k hxhk mh`ee ckreba qecera' \fmqk' Harqf ggmrk |rak imkra k|rmk|a ba |cg' Qg

    gqgareh raha bmcgak |a xrtefa qba e |rmx efqcegka' /Ae gaoqg =/|rmaxkxa Ifmreg' /\a |fmkek kxk =/ Ak& gx& k imx ba khmrb' Hqc kr ie|qq x gq iea = Ae kq fqk#m ieahkra ba ha qg ork e kq |mrge me raex|ra hkx& rtgb e hfhgb ga|xmre |reg ofefa rahe gfgea g hkfa'\fmqk ir hmgagera' Yfkb m xrgnak |a Eregk kfqre ba af& qc|fgb#m bahfbqr' Naxqf fqe |rak hkckrkbaraxh& bkr ak ek h gq xa ymr m|re kehe'Ark xenqr ba kxk' Haak ha xa gak gra ae qrck x bayeg qg brqc ir

    gmkrhara' Xa ngbak fk Enmr e e xa ghrhk hmgeegk' Ha oega ark& gx&fgn Yfkb+ M egak ba ork& hk e Ifmreg& bkr h kiaheqga baxfqak& mqe&

    g naxqf fqe + Hgb rbak& Yfkb xa k|fahk qmr x|ra ak e#e kegnak ofgb hqirqgak |rqf qb' Eregk kr ie yrq x bqrata brqcqf x|ra hkx m yagehea'

    X#kq bax|re g hqrgb ba Ifmreg e ae bme kq cke rckx qg ec|c|raqg& hmgegqgbq#e brqcqf knkfa'

    e#a iren = k graok#m Yfkb'Bk& k crqrexe ak' Gq c |m m|re beg racqrk'Gehe gq gharhk& k xiqe#m af' Rracqre hk x a ghftae Axa qg

    raifap' Hrab h#e hqgme |reghe|eqf'Eregk k gha|q x rb'Ra |kxemgakt ietemfmnek= Yrae x bayee e q cabeh& fk iaf hk cega = Cabeh = Gq' K yrak x bayeg kr`eah

    Kr`eah + = k aphfkck ak' Hrab h xa har kgqcea k|eqbege |agrqcaxarek kxk Fa ke =

    Rraoqea x fa kc + Xqg mofenk +\fmkek xa m|rexa ir yaxa e& hk e hqc g#kr cke ie kyq cmeya x xak

    kfqre& xa gba|rkxar' e#kq hmgegqk brqcqf fk bexkg qgqf ba kfqf&|reyegb kcgbme g |cg'

    ee= k x|qx Yfkb bambk' Ra qrcraxh ba cke cqf yraca e cgrao ba ha mkra |kre q k ba raha e bexkg qqrmr =

    H`ekr kk |kr& raha e bexkg = e#k ra|ak ak hqyegafa'

    ek h af kyak bra|ka' ek h mk fqcak kra bra|ka' Gqcke h akbmrak hk fqhrqrefa x iea kfiaf' Kr ie yrq hk af x ea h& g rakfeka& xqifaqfae krbak hk qg mhakg ba fky'

    Gq kc imx gmbakqgk kk& x#k hmgiaxk ak' Kc xqiare cqf gr#myraca e kc dqrk h gq c yme cke fxk gehembk hm|fae ba xagecagaKc imx iarehe e gifhrk e ce#kc qc|fq xqifaqf hq yexa& efqtee ex|arkga bakra X#kq |roqe mka g cmbqf haf cke fkcagkoef' Ekr aqkc gn`ak' K|me kc gafax h gq xqg aq xegnqrk beg fqca hraek e xa

    gc|f kk hayk' Yekk raoqea x cakrn gkega' Axa kbayrk& xqgxhroe bkr |mka h gq axa mqf |earbq'

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    mrehqc x xqiara' Bkr ba ha mhcke aq= Gq kc xqiare baxqf |g khqc =e aq kc xqiare baxqf& k m|e Enmr'Kq hq kcgbme hayk cmcaga' Yfkb dqhk okxh`a fk iaf ba

    ec|arqrokoef' Eregk x#k gmrx hq x|kafa x|ra arag& e#k arx fkhrecefa e kgba|rk hq garymteka m qye ba |r hkra#e cgnek morktqf'

    Enmr c#kc `mr& k x|qx ak bambk& hq bacgekak rex k qgaeranega hkra xa gbrak| x|ra akimb'

    Ha kgqca = k graok af& gaka|k ba hkfc'Eregk xecak h xeqkek hrak bayagak k|rmk|a efkr'_cg hq ega' Yfkb gq c cke egaraxakt +Kbayrk =ekq kcgbme h gq |qak ie kbayrk' ghakrh q x#e x|qe kxk fqe Yfkb& k cke tex ak' C gmrh khkx

    xegnqr'K |rxe gqckebah hqrak fehaqfqe& fxgbq#e |a Enmr e Yfkb x xa

    baxhqrha' Khkx e#k |arahq bq|#kcektk g |k& |fgngb' Beghmfm baxqx|ega& gx& xqifaqf ae ark |feg ba cqfqcera' e |fhak fk gaoqgea gmqf aermf ba moeah bex|qk'

    Xakrk e#k afaimgk fqe Enmr 4 Ke ymroe hq Yfkb = f#k graok ir gehe m egrmbqhara' Bk' /Hrab h ke |earbq/& kk e#kc x|qx'e af = Ha#k rx|qgx Yfkb =

    G#k rx|qgx geceh' K graok bmkr /mkra =/ Aq e#kc x|qx /hrab hbk/& ekr af ce#k tex /cqfqcaxh/ e k hmgegqk x dmkha okxh`a' Kxk k imxm'

    Kxk k imx m = k cqrcqrk Eregk' Gq a h`ekr ha x|arke& gq#e kk =Enmr& raoqea x gafane h gq ce#k imx qmr x ekq khakx `mrraeq'\mka kc x c rtngbaxheq e kxk'

    M`& Enmr + Ae xq|rk Bkr& hraba#c& gq ba|egba ba cega Gq& gr#kbayr' Rmqf ba|egba ba Yfkb& yb oega' Eregk ee = Kr ckeie& mqe& hayk

    Ha kgqca = F#kc graok |a Yfkb bkh ega fk egae = Ce#k rx|qgx h gq ea K|me c#k graok af bkh eg fk ega' E#kc

    rx|qgx h a eqoaxh k ba cqf gh& bkh f#ke |raiark |a af& k ie g xkrax a ka| mreh& x|argb h gr#m te a yae gmkrha fk cega' /Rq& g fmhqfcaq& ke ie g xkra x ikhe kxk =/f#kc graok' Ekr af ce#k rx|qgx /|mka/

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    e =K|me kc kdqgx kcgbme fk hmghfqtek h e oke dmh ba gme& h xqgac

    bmq |keka gagmrmhea krqghka gr#qg yah`e xarkr& ka|gb hk q x gaeae ba khmfm e x a dmhe

    e kfhayk = x#k ra|ate Eregk& garobmkra' Ha ke cke ymroe= Xgq#ce kxhqgte geceh& a rmn +

    Gq#e kxhqgb geceh&k cqrcqrk Enmr' K yrak gqcke x eq ha |rarake q bax|ra mka kxak = Hkra axa |mteek k= Ha ke ba ngb x ikhe =

    gh gq eq K`& Enmr& a rmn beg xqifa& fkx#c g |kha + Gq#ce cke|qga graore+ Gq c mofenk x ieq rak

    Ae& gr#kbayr& bekomfeh Ekr aq xqg qg c|e' C ee fank |ga yae hmgyegna h ke x|kafa oega khm|are& gq#e kk =

    Kyak bra|ka' Gq ark m fq| brak|' Bkr ark& haf |qeg& m fq| beg

    hkra Eregk |qak eae gyegnmkra' e |agrq cmcag& gqcke kxk hmgk'_axqf gq kyak& |agrq ak& gehe hak cke ceh ec|mrkg'

    K bmqk te& fk fehaq& Enmr m ka|k g ikk hfkxae' Ak e#k x|qx g nrko&mhmfegbq#e hq xgnhea |reyerefa& h axa `mr x ikh mqe m gharhkrahq Yfkb e h& g hmgxaheg& af xa |mka hmgx ebark ba#khqc feoar' Haf |qegkk gq m yk cke khqtk h ghakrh x#e khm|ara x|kafa gkega ba k fqk mbahetea' Oqg xkq rak& bahetek ae axa fqk' F#k xrqk |a morkt e k egrktmre g hfkx& fxgbq#f |a Enmr xegnqr |a hmrebmr& |kfeb e hq'

    g |reck rahrakea f#k gfge& g xire& |a Yfkb' Ak xa gbra|k kfaga

    x|ra oeofemahk afayefmr& eggb g cg qg cr rmq& nqxkrak ae babecegak' Af e#k k|rq g hkfa ir yaxa e e x#k kfqrk g hara'Hmrebmrqf |a hkra |akq ark |qxeq' g ikk oeofemahee xa kifkq bmq iaraxrackre& hq yabarak x|ra hqrak egaremkr' Hgb yracak ark |rmkx e gq|qakq eae kikr& Kfap e Cmgehk xa katkq g ikk qgaek begra khaxaiaraxra& hk x#e |arakh rahrakeefa ba|kra ba |reyere xrega' \rmiaxmree gqxa krkq bah krkramre g |krak khaak k fehaqfqe& ekr afayee gq kyakq geheqg h`ai x cakrn fk oeofemah g ec|qf rahrakeefmr' Eregk ihak apha|ea'Ark m yraca& fk gha|qqf hmfee& hgb irahyagk hq ranqfkreka oeofemahk&

    gqcke beg bmregk ba k#f gfge |a Kfap' Khqc& yagak cke cqf begmoegqeg'Kfap e Cmgehk xa kifkq badk fk fmhqf fmr hgb Eregk e Yfkb e#kq ihq

    k|kreek' gr#qg ec| gq kyakc hqrkdqf x c m|raxh kehe& k x|qx Eregk&

    egxkfgbq#xa fgn iarakxrk rckx feoar' Rrahakc h xa |qak ba ra|abae