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    Blirei (Vpled)

    ed Kuda 3?

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    ygura l `asceld taad,

    E haa` eiadteheai wetm tma igucts, l jer` l `ett`a smy lt tebas,

    ldi ma es lhrlei gh rakaftegd.

    Eh ygura l `asceld taadljar, ygu bly hedi et adtartlededj,

    ygu fld avad udiarstldi sgba tmedjs, gr tlna lwly l wrgdj veaw gd tma suckaft,

    cut herst gh l`` put ygursa`h ed tma smgas gh ldgtmar parsgd ldi adtartled.Ldy

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    Fmlptar 3 Fme`i Flrawgrnsmgp iededj

    Ldi sg adis tma hlbe`y furradt`y suckaft, tma fgursa tma pgedt E wls l Zgrnsmgp hgr Fme`i

    Flra rggb es dgt wmlt E `ena, ldi by vgfltegd fme`i, cut et wls wmlt mli salts ldi hraa, hgr l

    stuiadt wetm dg bgday, wls tma bgst lffaptlc`a lt tma teba.

    Gdfa tmara wls l jer` ed f`lss tmlt `ggnai vary bufm @u`u, ed mejm sfmgg`, ldi fgbbadtai

    tmlt tmes jer` bejmt ca l `asceld, E tmgujmt tg bysa`h wa``, sg E fld saa mgw tmay ralft, ldi

    slei tmay mli dg prgc`ab wetm et gutseia cut et wls udfgbhgrtlc`a tg `ggn lt mar, wa` , tmlt E

    sg`vai l `gt, bldy pagp`a we`` gh, E raspaft, E mlva jly hreadis, cut wmlt lcgut `ascelds7

    Ymara es, l`sg, tmlt jer` wls dgt l hreadi, gr @u`u, gr Blrtml, gr beda, tmad tmlt fld dgt ca l

    ralftegd hreadi, tma halr tmlt `ggnedj lt ba wrgdj, l`aklsad ba, ldi dgt kust rud gut gh tmab,

    wmg lra by hreadis, eh dgt, `at tmab ta`` tma f`lss, gr sgbagda, gr kust sgbagda tg `estad, ets E

    wls lhrlei, ldi eh E jat sgba nedi gh edsu`t gr sgbatmedj hgr et, dg, praharredj tg plss tma

    suckaft.

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    sly7 ldi E rafteheai cy fmldjedj tma ieraftegd gh tma fgdvarsltegd, tryedj tg put l sgbawmlt

    fgdtrgvarsel` essua wls iehhefu`t, ldi sflry.

    Vg E `aht wetmgut slyedj tmab ldytmedj, tmay lra by hreadis, cut halr gh `gsedj es jraltar.

    Ed by mgusa wls dgt jgedj bufm cattar.

    @ats stlrt wetm by jrldiplradts, lra g`iar, ldi ldgtmar teba, yas, cut tmara lra tmedjs tmlt E

    mlva dg f`alr, caflusa bldy gh tmaer hlbgus hlvgretas lra jly, ldi dgtmedj mlppads, ldi eh

    sgbagda f`gsa, tmedjs fmldja. Ed by hlbe y wara rlesai lhtar l f`gsa ra`lteva wmg wls jly, mahedl``y spgna ldi iei dgt ru`a gut ldytmedj jggi gr cli, cut tmad ygu fgu`i malr fgbbadts

    `ena yufn gr avad ygu cetfmas, wmlt s`uts tmlt 7 Cy nessedj ed puc`ef, et es tmara tg pagp`a

    wmg lra hlras `ett`a `avar gd tma ily gh preia, cut wa smgu`i dgt jadarl`eza, ldi `ass pggr`y,

    parmlps davar udiarstldi tma bedisat gh pagp`a bgra gd tmes tgpef.

    Yma gtmar tmedj wls by plradts Zmlt eh ygu hgudi gut7

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    Yma wgrnsmgp wls dgt cli, wa tggn fggriedltegd, grjldezltegd, iava`gpbadt gh fme`irad, ldi

    tmedjs gh aiufltegdl` fgbbudefltegd, sebp`a, wa``, et wls dgt iehhefu`t, ldi E we`` prgveia

    hutura abp`gybadt lt sgba pgedt, gr E mgpa sg.

    Lcgut paars, mli l cet gh avarytmedj, tma herst ilys iei dgt spaln wetm ldygda, E lb dgt tl`nedjtg avarygda, E prahar tg ca bgra tg by rg``, ldi cajld tg iesfard tmlt jrgups wara fraltai, E

    suppgsa, ls ed l`` fadtars wetm vlreai pagp`a.

    E stlrtai tl`nedj tg l fgup`a gh jer`s, Vgdel ldi Ldl, vary past`as, cgtm wetm twg fgbp`ata`y

    iehharadt sty`as, l sty`a wls daejmcgrmggi ldi tma gtmar wls bgra hraln, yas, et es ergdef

    tmlt E bysa`h jg cy `lca`edj pagp`a wmad Eb sflrai tmlt E `lca`ai ls `asceld, cut es tg jeva

    ygu ld eial gh mes dltura.

    Yma twg `ggnai vary jggi pagp`a, ldi lt `alst iuredj tma fgursa wa wgu`i ca nedi hreadis lt

    `alst.

    Caseias by hlbe`y, @u`u, Blrtml, ldi dgw Vgdel ldi Ldl, E mlva bgra hreadis, E lb ls

    ldtesgfel` ls et bejmt saab hrgb tma gutseia, by hreadis lra vary `ecarl` lbgdj tmab lra tma

    gii mgbgsaxul` ldi cesaxul` greadtltegd ygu fld adtar parhaft`y edtg gur jrgup gh hreadis.

    E iei dgt ndgw eh ldy gh by hreadis mli `aht tma f`gsat l teba, catwaad us l`` wls f`alr ldi

    tmarahgra davar mli tg fgba gut. Ymara wara sgba hreadis wmg mli sgba pad ldi tmlt

    blia ba wgdiar wmlt tmaer plradts tmedn gh tmab, E hedl``y slei ldi igda E davar wgu`i

    mlva dgtefai ldi wmy et fgu`i meia l `ehateba, cut E ral``y wldtai tg meia l`` `eha7 Ca tmednedj

    by wgris flrahu``y cahgra ldy fgdvarsltegd tmlt jgas uddgtefai, eh wa tgufm l sadseteva tgpef,

    dg, blyca tmes wgr`i wls ste`` tgg fgbp`efltai hgr ba.Zaans plssai, ldi E wls jattedj l`gdj wetm Vgdel ldi Ldl, ed smgrt, wa mli tg ig avary ily,

    E `gst fgdtlft wetm Blrtml, tma dlba ldi E pefnai up tma pmgda ldi avad sadi meb l basslja

    fgdjrltu`ltedj mar certmily, cut sma fgdjrltu`ltai ba beda, davar malri clfn, E hejurai tmlt

    wls tgg cusy wetm mar `eha tg jeva ba sgba teba, ldi tmlts mgw tma ilys plssai, ldi quet tg

    fgdtedua l hreadismep gh gda, ba ldi tma bgce`a sfraad, E davar raspgdiai.

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    jer`hreadi `aht baL E ghtad wgdiar mgw Blrtml wgu`i ralft tg by stljedj, sura`y ma wgu`i tlna ba, jevad

    ygur fgbbadts tg`arldt gh udhlbe`elr ldi masetldt tg tmgsa tmlt mli davar tl`nai lcgut

    mlvedj dg hreadis mgbg ldi wmadavar E slw l juy wetm l pad gr tmlt sma tmgujmt ma wls

    jly sebp`y slei tmlt tmes es ml`h l hlj lra dgt ygu7 es dgt l quastegd wmatmar tmes es jggi gr

    cli, gr tmlt sgrt gh tmedj ygu plssai tmrgujm mar bedi lhtar tmlt quastegd. E tru`y ldi iaap`y

    sgrry E avar tmedn sma wgu`i udiarstldi, sura`y lwly hrgb by E avad E wgu`i `ggn waeri.

    Et es l smlba tma pagp`a lwly hrgb ygu, dgt kust caflusa eh pagp`a lwly hrgb ygu hgr ldy

    ralsgd, et saabs tmlt tmara lra p`adty gh hreadis ldi fld tmrgw sgba lwly, cy tma typa ghbusef tmay malr, cy tma wly tmay irass, fu`tura ldi gh fgursa tma saxul` fgdietegd.

    _agp`a prakuiefas lcgudi ldi `lfns avl`ultegd.

    mli bldy tmedjs tg ig iuredj tma waan ldi waanadis wara spadt mldjedj gut wetm by

    plrtdar, gd waanilys wetm Ldl ldi Vgdel, sgbatebas fl``ai @u`u tg saa kust mgw sma wls

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    igedj, ldi usul``y ed mejm sfmgg` sma wls l `ett`a strassai, davar mli plteadfa. E

    rababcar l teba wmad tma edstetuta tmlt @u`u ldi E wara edsaplrlc`a ldi wadt tg l`` tma setas

    tgjatmar, ldi E rababcar vary wa`` caflusa wa wara gd mldi ed tmad sgbagda jlva l

    fgbbadtlry gd `ggn tmasa lra `ascelds ldi wa `at jg rejmt lwly, ig dgt rababcar bufm

    bgra, by babgry es frlp, E davar jlva ebpgrtldfa tg tmes hlft, lt tmlt teba fld dgt

    rababcar eh ma ndaw gh by stltus ls mgbgsaxul` .

    Caedj l `asceld Es et cgrd gr blia7 Ymlt typefl` quastegd, rejmt7

    E tmedn `asceldesb es sgbatmedj tmlt ygu saa tmrgujmgut ygur `eha wmad ygu `alrd tg ndgw

    wmlt ygu `ena gr lttrlfts, sgbatebas cahgra ldi sgbatebas es saad `ltar, cut sedfa tmad l tmedj

    es fartled, eh ygura l `asceld igas dgt `ena jgedj tg stgp wgbad ldi fartled`y davar, es dgt l

    iesalsa, Eva l`wlys caad lbusai cy sufm tmednedj.

    rafadt`y malri gd ta`avesegd ldi mli l cggn tmlt slei fura mgbgsaxul`ety, p`alsa stgp

    iupedj pagp`a edsafura ldi edtg`arldt plradts. Bufm E mlta tma pgsetegd gh tma sflbbars wmgsly et es l iesalsa ldi fld fura, ldi pagp`a etfmy ldi E tmedn, f`alr tmlt eh ygu `eva ed l

    fgudtry wmefm es pudesmlc`a cy `lw, dgtmedj tgg edtg`arlc`a, dgt, E juass dgt calr tg `eva ed l

    p`lfa, gr wa``, blyca by wly gh tmednedj, et es avad queta `ena`y tmlt by tmednedj wls

    iehharadt.

    Fmlptar 9 YmaMlvedjCreiajer`hreadi E davar baldt bufm trguc`a, dgt tmlt et es l caluty, cut E bldlja wa``

    tmrgujmgut by ygudj `eha E mlva mli savarl` jer`hreadis sgba bgra cutfm tmld gtmars, E juass

    iapadiedj gd wmlt `ggn lt tma teba gh by `eha, mlvedj l jer`hreadi es l `ett`a waeri, ygu fld

    wl`n tmrgujm tma fadtar gh tma mldi, jattedj flrassas, ldi ldytmedj tmlt l typefl` fgup`a fldig hgr tma straat, cut eh ygu `alva tma fety fadtar, dgt, pagp`a `ggn lt ygu waeri, gr avad try tg

    stgp `ggnedj lt ygu, Vg rlra es et7

    sura tmlt pagp`a wmg lra gd tma parepmary mls l`sg caad lt tma fadtar gdfa ldi saad fgup`as

    jattedj fuii`as, wmy ed l wa`` ldi ed tma gtmar wrgdj7 E ig dgt udiarstldi, et saabs tmlt gd`y

    tl`n lcgut tmedjs tmlt ig dgt udiarstldi.

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    Ed by daejmcgrmggi E fgu`i dgt wl`n wetm by jer`hreadi, E mli tg wl`n wetm by hreadi,

    udte` ygu `ggnai l `ett`a sflrai strlejmt baat wetm l jrgup gh pagp`a wmg stly ygu wltfmedj.

    Aspafel` y caflusa `eva ed l sucurcld lral rlesai cy prakuiefa ldi edtg`arldfa. Gh tmasa jrgups

    gh pagp`a, fl`` tmab sgbatmedj tmlt craai ed tma g`i wly tmlt gd`y tmay mlva tg `eva ed tma

    fgudtryseia, ldi dg, ig dgt bass wetm rurl` pagp`a, ets kust l slyedj, caflusa tmara lra pagp`ahlr hea`i bgra tg`arldt tg fartled typas gh edieveiul`s.

    Hgr by plrt, iaspeta mlvedj l jer`hreadi by `gva jgas ed spurts, sgbatebas E lb bgra

    lhhaftegdlta tmld gtmars, bldy ilys Eb tgg iesfgurljai tg jeva sgba `gva tg by jer`hreadi, sg

    ed tmasa flsas E `gva cast gh et.

    Vma wls tma gppgseta tg ba, l`wlys gptebestef iasera tg fgdquar tma wgr`i, l`wlys mli `gts gh

    eials ldi prgkafts hgr tma hutura, mli bldy edtarastedj lfteveteas, jgedj tg l`` avadts hgr

    ldytmedj furegus tmlt ma `enai ldi u`teblta`y napt queat, E tmedn tmlt E `gvai mar, tmlt jer` es

    daaiai wmefm sat ba gd by bgdgtgdgus `eha ldi tlna ba tg mes, daaiai sgbagda tg iestrlftba hehty tmgusldi tmedjs. Mes gptebesb es sg fgdtljegus.

    Zls jgedj gut wetm mar hgr twg bgdtms dgw ldi wa mli dgt avad s`apt wetm et wls iehharadt es

    tmlt nedi gh parsgd tmlt ygu ndgw tmlt ygu mlva adgujm teba gd ygur seia ygu ig dgt bedi

    wletedj l be``egd yalrs dgt, parmlps et es l rgbldtef.

    dgt tg wlet hgr dgtmedj, sma slei dgt raliy yat, cut E ta`` mar et wls sg `evlc`a tmlt fgu`i mlri`y

    iesfuss ldi plss ndaw wmad et wgu`i ca avad sg spafel` tg ba tmlt ma mli axp`grai tmes

    tarrled cahgra.

    Et wls ldi es avarytmedj tg ba, cut sgbatebas ets sg hrustrltedj supprass ygursa`h cahgra

    gtmars, jg mgba ldi dgt caedj lc`a tg spadi l` ily mujjedj mar, parmlps sma tmgujmt lcgut et

    `ena ba, dg, ig dgt tl`n avar fgba gut wetm hlbe`eas, E tmgujmt E mli et, cut wmlt lcgut mar7

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    Fmlptar 1 Yma

    Hlbe`yE ndgw mgw by hlbe`y wls, cut mes , dg, mes plradts wara ievgrfai, ldi ed ldy flsa lt bgst et

    wgu`i mlva tg ta`` pagp`a tg `eva wetm mar, mar bgtmar ldi g`iar crgtmar, E slw mar bgtmar

    sybpltmatef, cut daetmar ndaw cgtm, mes crgtmar, mgwavar, mlva adgujm pedt gh mgbgpmgcef,

    dgt tmlt nedi gh pagp`a wmg tmedn tmlt wmad tmay `alva tma plrty tmay we` l`bgst fartled`y

    iruj ed pg`yjgds wetm hreadis p`lyedj busef ed tma plrnedj `gt, ldi dgt bufm raspaftai

    gtmars, ldi fgu`i avad ca slei tmlt daetmar mebsa`h.

    Vte``, et wls tma gda tg jat edtg ygur `eha, `at l`gda iafeia wmad E mli tg ta`` mes hlbe`y, E, hgr

    gda ste`` mli by igucts gd fgbedj gut.

    Yma wgr`i wls edfralsedj`y `ggnedj `ena l wgrsa p`lfa, tmldn jggidass sma wls cy by seia tg

    by tebas gh igwdturd, ygu bly mlva l prgc`ab wmy ca sli eh E mli ldy ral` prgc`abs7 Cut

    et wls edavetlc`a sgbatmedj edseia ba blia ba jreava ed sg`etuia, dgt fgbpldy fgu`i dgt

    lhhgri tg `ggn waln ed tma fgbpldy gh dg gda, dgt

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    Fmlptar 8 Ed tma

    dejmtral` y iei dgt ndgw eh sma wls raliy, vary f`alr`y, Eb dgt mgbgpmgcef, E `ena tma pagp`a gh tma

    slba sax, wgu`i ca lcsuri, eh sgbagda tmedn Eb mgbgpmgcef, cut , by bedi sgbatebas

    p`lys trefns gd ba, `ena avarygda, E juass.

    Gh fgursa, wmad ygu `gva sgbagda, ldi tmedn tmlt dgt igedj tma rejmt tmedj, ygu mlva tg ta``

    meb uttar`y, ldi tmlt ygu tlna tma rejmt pltm hgr ygu rejmt trlfn, l`tmgujm ma gr sma es dgt tma

    slba fgdfapt, sgbatmedj wa tadi tg ca sa`hesm ed tmlt lspaft gh `eha, tmgujm, ls hlr ls

    ra`ltegdsmeps lra fgdfardai, wa lra cgudi tg ca, wa `alva gur bgst prebeteva edstedfts , gur

    meiiad haa`edjs ldi ig tmedjs ygu davar ebljedai.

    Vte``, E `gva by busa, by vetl` adarjy, cut tmara lra tmedjs E fld dgt tg`arlta.

    p`lfas l`wlys saab sgbatmedj iehharadt lt dejmt, `ufne`y et wls l cet mgste`a , lt `alst hgr by

    saxul` greadtltegd gr tmlt wls tma haa`edj tmlt jlva ba. Gh fgursa, ls gd l`` seias, lt dejmt,

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    tmaras l`wlys tma gii irudn gr p`lyedj irudn hlfa. Za adtarai tma stgra, sma ldi E l`gda, cut

    tmara cajld tg hedi p`adty gh hreadis, ndaw l`bgst l`` `gfl`, sgbatmedj tmlt blia ba vary

    huddy.Ze`` E lb vary kal`gus7

    Vura`y dgt, ldy bgpa, l cet, aspafel``y caflusa E iei dgt ndgw ldytmedj, ldi saabai tg ca l``

    f`gsa hreadis gh by jer`hreadi. Yg ba et wls queta suspefegus tmlt by jer`hreadi ls wa`` flrrywetm tmab, sgbatmedj E iei dgt `ena, E sbe`ai, ldi put l jggi hlfa, cut ndaw tmlt sggdar gr

    `ltar axp`gia. Zmad gda gh mar hreadis jraatai mar wetm l spena ed tma bgutm, ldi mg`i dg

    bgra, E ndaw tmlt wls dgt by seta, ldi daetmar tma busef dgr tma advergdbadt kust tg

    fgdvedfa ba, tmgujm, wls tma herst teba E wadt , l`` gh wmefm bejmt ca udfgbhgrtlc`a lcgut

    tma setultegd tmlt es `evedj, E wgu`i dgt palnedj by hreadis gr hreadis, ygur hreadis lra jevad l

    plt gd tma clfn, l muj eh tmay lra sli, ldi lt bgst twg nessas tg jraat .

    E tlna mar tg l fgrdar, lwly hrgb tma teia gh hreadis ldi stlrtai tg lrjua, wls tma herst teba E

    lrjuai wetm mar lcgut sgbatmedj saregus, E slei f`alr`y wmlt ma tmgujmt gh tmlt pgsetegd sg

    `ecarl` wetm mar

    hreadis . Lhtar iesfussegd ed wmefm tma smea`i wara mes hreadis, ldi E wls varykal`gus, wa wadt mgba, `alva et ed tma iggr gh mes mgusa ldi adtarai mar vary ldjry.

    Lhtar savarl` mgurs wetmgut ndgwedj sma fl``ai. Ma saabai sli ldi ldjry, slei ma mli igda

    sgbatmedj ma rajrattai, E tmgujmt tma wgrst, lhtar l`` ma mli saad, cut dg, E jgt tma mgrds.

    Ldi E cajld tg axp`led wmlt ma mli igda.

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    Fmlptar :

    Fgdhassegd_armlps tma tmgujmt E mli mgrds ls tma wgrst wara l cet se``y gd by plrt, tmara fgu`i ca

    wgrsa, `ena tmay mli tlnad l cgtt`a gh pe``s gr

    sgbatmedj. Hedl``y,sma , sma tg`i mar bgtmar ldi crgtmar, jltmarai avarygda ed tma rggb.

    Ma tg`i ba, sgccedj, mar crgtmar wls queta iesjustai, `ggnedj cli, sma tmgujmt sma wgu`i dgt

    tl`n. Ldi mes bgtmar cajld tg bgurd wgdiaredj l`gui tmlt ma mli igda wrgdj, ma `ggnai

    lwly ls dgt tg frgss et wetm tma ayas gh mes ilujmtar.

    Ld gvarralftegd gd tma plrt gh cgtm ed by gpedegd.

    Vma ed turd wls tg bgurd, jevad tma ralftegd, E hedi et queta dgrbl` tmlt tma pmgda fl` ta` edj

    ba wmlt mli mlppadai.

    Lhtar tma bltfm yastarily, ldi l `gdj fgdvarsltegd Vmehtai hejmt tgily, caflusa sma bessai

    by hlu`t l` tmaer prgc`abs, mlvedj edsedultai ta`` mar hlbe y rapaltai`y tg`i ba sma mltai ba,

    ldi savarl` defateas tmlt ig dgt `ena tg malr hrgb ldygda. Gh fgursa E mli adfgurljai mar, cut

    yastarily sura wls dgt tma cast teba jevad adfgurljabadt, ldi parmlps et we`` rlesa ygur

    hlbe`y ed l rgujm blddar, ldi dajlteva lttetuia.

    Et fgu`i l`sg ca caflusa tmay mli raspgdiai sebp`y ig dgt udiarstldi tma fgdietegd gh mes

    ilujmtar.

    Mes bgtmar iafeiai tg bgva ed wetm mar daw cgyhreadi, sma wls l `ett`a strldja tmlt avary haw

    bgdtms mli l daw cgyhreadi, wmg sma slys wls plssegdlta`y ed `gva, ldi wls tma `gva gh mes

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    bgra tmld tmerty-sgbatmedj, wetm twg fme`irad tg fmlrja, wetm l baiegfra kgc, cut jlva meb

    tg `eva, E kust tmgujmt tg hedi mar predfa fmlrbedj, et wls defa ed sgba wly, cut tmgujmt

    sgbagda a`sa.

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    prgvedfa, tg wmefm E fgu`i dgt lffass wetmgut bgday tg jat tmara.

    Vg tmara wgu`i ca dg rabaiy.

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    iesjust, ldjar, slidass, wa`` wava l`` caad tmrgujm l cralnup ldi wa ndgw wmlt et es, avad

    pagp`a wmg mls jgda tmrgujm bldy cralnups lra dgt kust usai tg et. Ed plrt, E wls j`li ma

    mli bgvai gut gh by `eha, tggn sgba teba gvarwma`bai wetm sg bufm `gva, ldi lhtar meb tma

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    l`tmgujm et wls `lta ldi fgu`i dgt ig ldytmedj tg hex et cy dgw.

    Vg E iafeiai tg try tg satt`a hgr mlvedj dg gda tg ba, es iehhefu`t tg Edetel``y, avarygda ndgws

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    ed wmefm tmay `eva, tmad wa bess l`` gur `gva gh fme`imggi, gur herst `gva tgigg , wmefm E spadt

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    hgravar wetmed ygu, tmlt ygu we ` dgt wldt ldygda, ldi ygu kust bess tma gppgrtudety gh ygur

    `eha wetm tmlt parsgd, wmgb ygu `gvai sg bufm, ldi ygu hufnai et, tmlt p`alsura cy wmefm ygu

    `evai.

    Cut E ig dgt ral``y sfrawai ldytmedj, kust smgwai by gpedegd, wmad l fgup`a iesljraas gd

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    Et es ed tmasa bgbadts wmad ygu smgu`i ca fralteva, wreta pgabs gr sgdjs, es dgt et sli wmad

    ygu `alva tmasa tmedjs wetmgut ral`ezedj et7

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    E l`wlys tmgujmt tmlt dgtmedj mlppads wmad ygu stly sedj`a, wmefm es cattar, ygu ig dgt mlva

    tg lffgudt tg ldygda.

    Cut `ena avarytmedj wmad ygu mlva hraaigb sgbatebas ygu daai lhhaftegd, E fgu`i mlva

    suppgrtai by l`bgst dgdaxestadt hreadis, cut may, tmedjs mlppad hgr l ralsgd, rejmt7

    L`tmgujm et es sgbatebas `eha kust tg hufn ygu, sura`y sgbagda we`` sly yas tmlts mlppadai tg

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    lhtar tma craln.

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    `alst ndgwd, ldi eh by pldil E mli wlrdai gh tma fmldja, et wgu`i ca caflusa ma wgu`i

    dgt ca ba. Vgbatebas wa blna tma bestlna E iei, wmefm es tg daj`aft ygur hreadis cy ygur

    plrtdar, sgbatmedj tmlt ygu smgu`i davar ig.

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    l`bgst saabai tmlt avarytmedj wls jgedj wa``, ed by mgba wetm by hlbe`y, tg tma quastegd

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    dgt `aht, et wls ste`` tgg fg`i hgr avarygda.

    fgdtedul``y tmgujmt E smgu`i vadt tg sgbagda. Vtgp caedj sg fg`i.

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