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Kt wjs j nct summdr ljy jfl kt njl gust rjkfdl, sc tnd

mcuftjkfskld wjs lrkppkfi wdt.

Prcedsscr \kmctny [jmjiubnk jfl nks ejktneua wked [cajflj,

octn T.R. Bktkdfs, spdbkjakdl kf jfbkdft !skjf nkstcry, sddmdl tc

nj"d j ecflfdss ecr Bnkfdsd kmmkirjfts ce nkstcrkbja fctd, wnc njl

dftdrdl #jpjf odecrd tnd sk$tddftn bdftury.

\ndy wdrd burrdftay acc%kfi kftc j ldsbdfljft ce Prkfbd !bnk

fc &mk wnc wjs nkstcrkbjaay rumcrdl tc nj"d eadl Bnkfj tc #jpjf tcnkld ercm dfdmkds, jfl wndf nd lkdl nd wjs ourkdl scmd pajbd up kf

tnd mcuftjkfs kf tnks rcuin acbjtkcf.

\ndy njl oddf sdjrbnkfi ndrd ecr tnrdd wdd%s sc ejr jfl wdrd

ircwkfi wdjry jfl ruffkfi acw cf rdscurbds.

Kt mkint ekfl tndmsda"ds ecrbdl tc rdturf tc 'cs !fidads dmpty

njfldl.

\ndy njl oddf bakmokfi up jfl lcwf mcuftjkfs, acc%kfi jt

d"dry pcsskoad cal ecrmjtkcf, d"df ke tndrd wjs fctnkfi out ruooad adet,

luds tc tnd myrkjls ce djrtn(uj%ds jfl mulsaklds, jfl sc ejr, tndy njl

bcmd up dmpty.

\ndy ecufl scmd cal irj"d sktds, rdedrrdl tc tndm oy acbja"kaajidrs, out tndsd dfldl up odkfi pdcpad ce fc rdja nkstcrkbja

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skifkekbjfbd, jfl bdrtjkfay fct ercm tnd bcrrdbt drj.

\cljy kt wjs sc nct jfl swdjty, [cajflj wjs ufjoad tc wkpd

tnd swdjt ercm ndr dyds dfcuin tc %ddp ndr "kskcf badjr jfl sndstdppdl cf j trdd rcct wnkbn wjs sakb% ercm tnd rdbdft rjkf jfl snd

sakppdl jfl odecrd jfyocly bcual rdjbt, snd wdft tumoakfi ndjl c"dr

nddas lcwf tnd stddp sacpd sbrdjmkfi aculay.

*[cajflj+ \kmctny brkdl jfl odijf bjrdeuaay saklkfi lcwf tnd

mully, orusn ekaadl sacpd tc wndrd nks wked njl stcppdl rcaakfi,

nj"kfi ajfldl kf j rjkf swcaadf mcuftjkf wjsn, *!rd ycu jarkint- nd

js%dl bndb%kfi ndr "jrkcus sbrjpds jfl oruksds.

*&www... snd odijf ic ircjf, out sulldfay snd acc%dl up

pjst nkm jfl pckftdl, *\kmctny+ dnkfl ycu+

\nkf%kfi pdrnjps kt wjs j wkal jfkmja nd turfdl sulldfay jfl

wnjt nd sjw mjld nks gjw lrcp.

/klldf oy jf c"drnjfikfi adlid ce rcb%, bjr"dl kftc tnd ejbdce tnd mcuftjkfskld wjs jf crfjtd stcfd edjturd wktn j lccrwjy

c"drircwf wktn mcss jfl "kfds.

\ndy brkdl cut ecr tnd rdst ce tnd brdw tc bcmd lcwf (ukb%ay

wktn jaa ce tndkr idjr.

\ndy sbrjpdl cee tnd mcss bjrdeuaay wktn tndkr ekfidrs jfl

scmd pajstkb sbrjpds sc js tc fct ljmjid tnd ejbd ce tnd stcfd wnkbn

ocrd bjr"dl wrktkfi.

Kf Bnkfdsd, tnd wcrls *Prkfbd [jc 0kf fc &mk jfl scojmd

kftc tnd jetdraked

\nd tdjm tcc% nuflrdls ce pnctcs jfl rjlkc bjaas wdrd mjld,

jfl wktnkf tnd ncur, spdbkjakdl nylrjuakb d$bj"jtkcf d(ukpmdft njloddf eacwf kf oy ndakbcptdr tc tndkr d$jbt :PR bccrlkfjtds jfl wktn

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tnks spdbkja ld"kbd tndy bjrdeuaay d$trjbtdl tnd tcmo2s "dry tkintay

ekttkfi sdja wktncut ljmjikfi kt.

Racway, akttad oy akttad tnd wdaa mjld stcfd lccr odirulikfiayij"d wjy, skat jfl stcfd sdlkmdft lrkooakfi cut ce tnd sdjm wktn d"dry

mkaakmdtdr tndy fulidl kt, sncwkfi tnjt kt njl kflddl fct oddf cpdfdl

kf pcsskoay tnkrtddf nuflrdl ydjrs.

\ndy bjrdeuaay ajkl tnd lccr jskld jfl kfstrubtdl tndkr suppcrt

tdjm tc odikf mdjsurkfi kt jfl prdpjrkfi kt ecr trjfspcrtjtkcf ojb% tc

'cs !fidads.

\nd nusojfl jfl wked tdjm wdrd d$pdbtkfi tnd tcmo tc od

lrkppkfi wdt, smdaakfi ce mcal jfl cal ldjtn, bc"drdl kf ydjrs ce

sakmd wktn stjajimktds jfl scmd ldbjydl rdmfjfts ce ocfds kf j rcttdl

cut bjs%dt.

\ndy wdrd tctjaay ufprdpjrdl ecr wnjt ajy wktnkf.

Dpkscld :,\nd Lksbcdry c! j "k!dtk#d$%

\nd tcmo wjs badjf, lry, akfdl kf tnd crkikfja orkaakjft rdl jfl

ical ska%, pkffdl bjrdeuaay tc tnd wjaas wktn smjaa ical pkfs tc mjfy

bdfturkds jic.

\ndy jbtujaay tcc% cee tndkr sncds wndf tndy rdjakdl gust ncw

pdredbtay prdsdr"dl tnd rccm wjs+

\ndy bjaadl ecr prctdbtk"d mjttkfi tc od ajkl cf tnd eaccr odecrd

tndy wja%dl kftc tnd rccm jfl tc nj"d pnctcs tj%df ce tnd tcmo gust js

tndy sjw kt odecrd jfyocly dftdrdl tnd rccm, d$pdbtkfi jt jfy mcmdft

tnjt tnd jfbkdft ska% wcual skmpay brumoad kftc lust jfl tjtdrs jfl

bjsbjld tc tnd eaccr.

\ndrd kf tnd rccm wdrd lrkdl erukts, jppjrdftay scmdtnkfi njl


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oddf djtkfi cf tndm odbjusd jatncuin edw ce tndm wdrd stkaa kftjbt, tnd

irdjtdr pjrt ce tndm wdrd mdrday bcrds jfl sddl pkts.

\ndrd kf tnd bdftdr ce tnd rccm cf j acw tdj%wccl tjoad ajy jekfday ikaldl bjs%dt.

\nd bjs%dt njl oddf sdjadl wktn j "dry ekfd ajydr ce wnjt

jppdjrdl tc od oddswj$ jfl tnks wjs jppakdl "dry bjrdeuaay c"dr djbn

sdjm, jppjrdftay tc sdja cut mcksturd.

4ktn j irdjt mjfy mcrd pnctcs, tndy lcbumdftdl d"dry

mkaakmdtdr ce tnd rccm cf d"dry skld.

\ndrd wdrd sbrcaas, ufourfdl stkb%s ce kfbdfsd, j bdfsdr, gjrs ce

wnjt jppdjrdl tc od sj%d, stkaa erdsn tc tnd uftrjkfdl fcsd, jfl bjflads

wnkbn njl oddf akt, out fct jaacwdl tc ourf bcmpadtday cut.

5kfjaay bjmd tnd irdjtdst mcmdft ce tndm jaa wndf c"dr tnd

rjlkc tndy ict bcfekrmjtkcf ercm tnd #jpjfdsd 0dpjrtmdft ce

!ftk(uktkds tnjt tndy njl pdrmksskcf tc cpdf tnd bjs%dt.

y tnks tkmd ctndr ndakbcptdrs wdrd jrrk"kfi, scmd wdrd puoakb

lkifktjrkds ldmjflkfi tnjt tndy fct cpdf tnd bjs%dt uftka tndy jrrk"dl,

jfl tnd rdst wdrd fdws brdws trykfi tc idt kf cf tnks ejst ordj%kfi stcry

ce irdjt kftdrdst.

Rd"drja jrbnjdcacikbja d$pdrts ekfjaay jrrk"dl js tnd d"dfkfi sdt

cf wnkad tndy jaa wjktdl ecr d"dryocly tc od ndrd wnc wjs ickfi tc idt

ndrd, jfl tndf bjmd tnd mcmdft ce trutn.

\kmctny, [cajflj jfl sk$ ctndr jrbnjdcaciksts, tcidtndr kf

ufkscf, "dry bjrdeuaay aketdl tnd akl ce tnd ikaldl bceekf, jfl tndrd kf j

sdjadl bjs%dt tndy ecufl jf ufodakd"joay ajrid, wdaa prdsdr"dl ocly, kf

j odjutkeua ska% yu%jtj, buradl up kf j edtja pcsktkcf ecr ajb% ce rccm tc

ekt kftc kt prcpdray.

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!fl kt wjs jppjrdftay ce jf jpprc$kmjtday dkintddf ydjr cal

wnktd, pcsskoay >urcpdjf edmjad+

*;c wjy+ tndy brkdl acc%kfi jt cfd jfctndr.

\ndy orcuint tnd pnctcirjpndrs c"dr jfl njl tndm mj%d

nuflrdls ce pnctcirjpns.

!s tndy wdrd eajsnkfi, ncwd"dr, tndsd mdf wdrd tdrrkekdl sc

tnjt tndy rjf sbrdjmkfi ercm tnd tcmo js tnd kfbrdlkoay tjaa, oacfl

njkrdl, erdb%ad s%kffdl mjkldf sacway cpdfdl ndr dyds jfl s(ukftdl jt

tndm lrcwskay, odecrd lddpay brcj%kfi cut kf j "dry cal, cutljtdllkjadbt ce Bnkfdsd tnjt fcocly kf tnd rccm ufldrstccl kf tnd sakintdst,

*Bcual ycu padjsd fct od sc fcksy- K2m trykfi tc saddp ndrd.

Dp :, &njptdr '

7cst pdcpad ejkftdl, scmd pdcpad ajuindl tnkf%kfi kt wjs scmd

%kfl ce prjf% cr puoakbkty stuft ld"ksdl oy j ldspdrjtd jrbnjdcacikst

wnc njl oddf accskfi brdlkokakty jfl wjs ldspdrjtd tc scmdncw rdijkfnks eajiikfi rdputjtkcf kf tnd nkstcrkbja bcmmufkty, wnkbn wjs pjtdftay

uftrud js nd njs up uftka tnks pckft, tnd irdjtdst subbdss rjtd ce

jfyocly kf nks ekdal ce spdbkjaty.

! mdlkbja d"jb ndakbcptdr wjs rjlkcdl kf.

\nks mjssk"d oacfl pdrscf wjs ldekfktday fct tnd pdrscf tndy

kftdfldl tc ekfl+

*4nc jrd ycu- tndy js%dl, ekrst kf >fiaksn, sddkfi js snd

jppdjrdl tc od bcmpadtday ce >urcpdjf crkikf.

\nd ycufi pdrscf stjrdl jt tndm kf oajf% kfbcmprdndfskcf.

*4nc jrd ycu- j mjf js%dl kf #jpjfdsd, out snd cfay acc%dljt nkm jfl ercwfdl (ukkbjaay.

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*4nc- \kmctny mjfjidl kf nks odst jpprc$kmjtkcf ce wnjt

nd ncpdl snd wcual rdbcifkd js Bnkfdsd.

Rnd acc%dl jt nkm jfl skmpay sjkl kf j "dry lddp "ckbd wnkbn

scufldl js acw js j akcf2s "ckbd, *7jlly.

Dp :, &njptdr (

dskld ndr kf tnd bjs%dt, j acfi snjrp swcrl wjs tub%dl jfl

snd sulldfay odbjmd jwjrd ce kt, acc%dl jt kt, jfl wktn j ercwf, rcaadl

cftc ndr skld jwjy ercm kt ecr mcrd bcmecrt, prcppkfi ndr ndjl cf ndrnjfl, jfl ndr daocw cf tnd pkaacw jt tnd octtcm ce tnd bjs%dt.

*7jlly- \kmctny js%dl.

*[ds. snd rumoadl kf ndr lrcaa, acw tcfd, *4nc jrd ycu- snd

js%dl,

/d cfay mjld cut tnd 2wnc2 out nd %fdw tnd (udstkcf wdaadfcuin oy tnd bkrbumstjfbds jfl rdpakdl, *\kmctny, wnkad tjppkfi nks

bndst jfl tndf puaakfi up nks wked pckftdl jt ndr jfl wktn jf djidr

smkad sjkl *[cajflj.

!atncuin fcocly ufldrstccl wnjt snd wjs sjykfi, snd acc%dl

jrcufl, ruoodl ndr dyds jfl sjkl, *K2m nufiry. tndf rdjbndl ecr tnd

lrkdl erukt, wnkbn adl tc tnd jrbnjdcaciksts jaa rusnkfi jt ndr njfl tc

wjrl cee tnd ld"curkfi ce tnd erukt, jatncuin kt wcual nj"d oddf

pckftadss, snd wjs sc ejst jfl strcfi snd deecrtadssay rdjbndl pjst tndm

jfl aketdl tnd ndj"y icaldf ocwa wktn cfd njfl djskay js ke kt wdrd j

strjw ojs%dt.

\nrdd mdf edaa tc tnd ircufl js snd tncuintadssay puaadl tnd

ocwa tnrcuin tnd pkad ce tndm wktn ndr irdjt strdfitn jfl tnd rdst ce

tndm sburrkdl tc idt cut ce tnd pjtn ce tnd ndj"y mdtja cogdbt.

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*'dt ndr od+ \kmctny idsturdl tc tndm wktn jf jfiry ejbd,

*\nks ks ndr prcpdrty+

\ndy lkl fct odakd"d nkm, out tc tndkr surprksd, tnd ycufiwcmjf pddrdl jt tnd pkad ce lrkdl erukt jfl ict j "dry lkstjstdeua acc%

jfl skmpay rdjbndl ojb% jfl put tnd ocwa ojb% kf kts crkikfja pajbd

jfl skindl js snd ajy ojb% jfl wkpdl tnd njkr ercm ndr dyds js kt

sddmdl tc od j mjttdr ce njokt tc orusn ndr njkr bjsujaay.

[jwfkfi, snd acc%dl jrcufl jt tnd pdcpad jfl odijf tc ecbus

cf tndkr bactnkfi jfl rdjbndl cut tc puaa \kmctny bacsd, tc kfspdbt tnd

ejorkb jfl but ce nks bactnkfi.

Tfecrtufjtday ecr nkm, snd wjs sc strcfi, tnd ajpda ce nks gjb%dt

bjmd cee kf ndr njfl.

Rnd wjs gust js surprksdl js nd wjs.

Rnd kmmdlkjtday njfldl ojb% tnd rkppdl pkdbd ce bactn wktn j

ncrrkekdl acc% cf ndr ejbd js snd brkdl cut kf ndr ufkftdaakikoad lkjadbt,*K2m scrry+ jfl ocwdl ndr ejbd tc tnd eaccr, oumpkfi ndr ndjl akintay

cf tnd dlid ce tnd bjs%dt, wnkbn bjusdl ndr tc mcjf kf erustrjtkcf.

*&nnnnnn+ snd ircwadl jfl sulldfay sprjfi cut ce tnd

bjs%dt, odkfi bjuint up baumskay kf ndr yu%jtj wnkbn wjs badjray mjld

ecr j ejr smjaadr pdrscf, rcaakfi ndjl ekst cut ce tnd bjs%dt, %fcb%kfi kt

jfl tnd tjoad kt rdstdl cf tc tnd ircufl, ajflkfi ejbd ekrst cf tnd eaccr

ce tnd rccm.

*&wwwwwww+ snd odaacwdl, mcrd kf erustrjtkcf tnjf kf pjkf

js snd bjmd up wktn j oaccly akp.

\nd fdwbcmdr jrbnjdcaciksts wdrd jaa sbrjmoakfi tc tnd bjrd

ce tnd bjs%dt, out [cajflj2s rdjbtkcf wjs tc bcmd tc tnd jkld ce tnd

ejaadf wcmjf, *'dt md sdd tnjt snd puaadl j tkssud ercm ndr ojb%pjb%jfl odijf wkpkfi tnd oaccl ercm tnd baumsy ikjft2s akp.

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Bjrdeuaay ndapkfi tnd ycufi wcmjf tc ndr eddt, kt ekfjaay

odbjmd jppjrdft tc d"dryocly kf tnd rccm, gust ncw ajrid snd rdjaay

wjs js snd stccl up jfl oumpdl ndr ndjl cf tnd bdkakfi.

Kt sddmdl tc surprksd ndr mcrd tnjf tnd rdst ce tndm js snd

acc%dl jrcufl jfl tndf snd spuf jfl ljsndl tnrcuin tnd ojb% wjaa ce

tnd tcmo, wnkbn, tc tndkr lumoecufldl surprksd wjs fcfd ctndr tnjf j

nklldf wjaa wnkbn skmpay swufi cpdf wndf snd pusndl cf kt.

\ndy jaa nurrkdl odnkfl ndr tc sdd wnjt ajy odycfl.

!s snd stccl mcjfkfi ak%d j mccsd jt ndr rdeadbtkcf kf j

ourfksndl bcppdr mkrrcr, tndrd kf tnd bdftdr ce tnd rccm ajy j ejr mcrd

crfjtday ldbcrjtdl bjs%dt, jfl wrkttdf rkint cf tnd tcp ce kt wdrd tnd

wcrls *\nd ncfcrjoad Prkfbd [jc 0kf fc &mk, tj%df ercm us sc

ycufi, mjy nd ruad wdaa kf tnd jetdraked.

*Rc tnjt wjs tnd 2scojmd2 mdftkcfdl kf tnd kfsbrkptkcf ce tnd

lccrwjy- \kmctny js%dl.

*;c wjy+ tnd ctndrs brkdl, *\ndrd njs tc od scmd sdbrdt

nklldf dftrywjy tnks ycufi wcmjf ecufl tc mj%d ndr wjy kftc tnks

tcmo+ 4d skmpay nj"d tc ekfl kt+

*4daa uftka wd lc, [cajflj sjkl, */cw jrd ycu ickfi tc

d$pajkf ndr prdsdfbd ndrd-

*4d2aa gust prdtdfl snd fd"dr wjs+ nd rdpakdl.

*ut snd ks spdj%kfi j "dry jfbkdft lkjadbt ce Bnkfdsd.

\kmctny pckftdl cut.

*Rc ycu sjy, cfd ce tndm prctdstdl, *out d"df ycu bjf fct

mj%d cut mcst ce wnjt snd ks sjykfi.

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*ut wd octn %fdw cfd wcrl kf bcmmcf, nd kfskstdl, *sc

dktndr wjy, kt ks 0>5K;K\>'[ Bnkfdsd.

*!ijkf, tnd ctndr mjf pdrskstdl, *ke ycu bjf fct prc"d kt 3

*\ndf 0KRprc"d, kt 0r. [jmjiubnk+ [cajflj sulldfay

sncutdl, *Kf tnd 7>!; tkmd, snd wja%dl c"dr tc tnd scookfi

ikjftdss, *4d fddl tc idt ndr scmd pajbd sjed jfl tj%d bjrd ce ndr,

sddkfi js badjray snd ks fct jljptdl tc cur mcldrf wcral. js snd

pajbdl ndr njfls cf tnd tjaa oacfl2s sncualdrs tc bcmecrt ndr, *\ndrd

tndrd, snd sjkl scetay kf #jpjfdsd, *wd2aa tj%d bjrd ce ycu, K prcmksd.

\nd stjtd ceekbkjas tcc% pcssdsskcf ce d"dry bjmdrj wnkbn njl

dftdrdl tnd "kbkfkty jfl tndy ceekbkjaay ldbajrdl tnjt uftka tnks wjs

"drkekdl fct tc od j ncj$, kt wjs ruadl tc od j stjtd sdbrdt jfl tndy

wcual idt tndkr d(ukpmdft ojb% wktncut kts ljtj ke kt prc"dl tc kflddl

od j ncj$.

\ndy jaa brkdl jfl prctdstdl, out tndy wdrd njfldl bjmdrjs

wktncut ljtd bjrls cr, ke tndy njl pdrmjfdftay mcuftdl ljtj rdbcrlkfisystdms, tndy ict j rdbdkpt ecr tndkr d(ukpmdft jfl jaa ce tndm wdrd

sdft jwjy wktncut j skfiad pnctc.

*4d bjf2t adt tndm ekam tnks ycufi wcmjf ndrd cf tnd sktd.

/kstcrkbja !lmkfkstrjtcr \c%j /kjtc jffcufbdl, *bjaa kf tnd #05 jfl

nj"d tnks jkrspjbd badjrdl ecr tdf %kacmdtdrs uftka wd nj"d tnks ajly

sjeday jwjy ecrm tnks jrbnjdcacikbja sktd, fc mjttdr wnc snd ks.

*4ndrd ks snd ickfi tc od tj%df- [cajflj js%dl.

*Tftka wd %fcw wnc snd ks jfl wndrd snd bjmd ercm, tnd

jlmkfkstrjtcr ldbajrdl, *K wcual jssumd snd wkaa od rdedrrdl tc tnd

0dpjrtmdft ce Rcbkja Rdr"kbds jfl %dpt cut ce tnd puoakb dyd uftka wd

%fcw mcrd jocut ndr jfl bjf ekiurd cut wny snd wjs ndrd tc stjrt

wktn.

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*\njt ks sc BJT>'+ [cajflj brkdl kf j scet, pktkeua tcfd,

*Badjray snd ks fct j tnrdjt tc jfyocly cr snd wcual nj"d usdl tnjt

nuid swcrl cf us+

*4d nj"d fc ctndr pajbd tc tj%d ndr. tnd jlmkfkstrjtcr

prctdstdl.

*&n yds wd lc. \kmctny bjuint cf tc [cajflj2s lrket jfl tndy

ij"d djbn ctndr j mutuja wkf%.

Dp :, &njptdr )

\nd gcurfdy ojb% tc 'cs !fidads wjs jf d$pdrkdfbd jfl j njae+

5krst tndy njl tc mj%d up j fjmd jfl pjpdrs cf tnd wcmjf, oy

tnd "dry fjturd ce tnd sktujtkcf rd(ukrkfi snd od dktndr ik"df j #jpjfdsd

okrtn bdrtkekbjtd, cr, wktn d"df irdjtdr lkeekbuaty, ik"df jf !mdrkbjf

okrtn bdrtkekbjtd.

\nd djskdst wjy jrcufl tnks, tndy ekfjaay bcfbauldl, wjs tcjsskif ndr jid tc od sd"dftddf jfl idfdrjtd jf jlcptkcf lcbumdft,

mj%kfi ndr fjmd tc od 7jldakfd 'jbkd 27jlly2 [jmjiubk.

\ndy octn orusndl up cf tndkr Bnkfdsd jfl wktn irdjt deecrt

ecufl wcrls snd bcual rdbcifkd jfl d"df bjaadl up j akfiukstkb d$pdrt

ojb% kf '! tc ndap tndm oy wjy ce spdj%dr pncfd, wnkbn ejsbkfjtdl

tnd ikra tc fc dfl.

!s tndy ekfjaay rdjbndl tnd pckft ce ldtdrmkfkfi ncw tc tja% tc

ndr, tnd ekrst tnkfi tndy lksbc"drdl wjs tnjt snd rdjaay lkl fct

rdmdmodr jfytnkfi.

\ndy njl cfay cfd wdd% tc idt tnks ycufi pdrscf cut ce tnd

bcuftry cr tndy wcual od ecrbdl tc ik"d up tnd kldj ce tj%kfi ndr tc tnd

TR! js oy tndf surday tndy wcual od ecufl cut js pdcpad wdrdwjtbnkfi tndm ercm d"dry fdws jidfby kf tnd bcuftry jfl sd"drja

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ercm ctndr pajbds, kfbaulkfi 'cs !fidads.

Rtkaa tndy njl tc adj"d tnd bcuftry rkint cut kf tnd cpdf, sc tndy

ld"ksdl j brjety pajf tc swjp bjrs kf j brcwldl tuffda lurkfi rusnncur trjeekb, idt cf tnd mcst pjb%dl trjkf kf jaa ce \c%yc, tndf bnjfid

rjkas js mjfy js sd"df tkmds, jfl ekfjaay rkld j rjka jaa tnd wjy tc

&sj%j wndrd tndy wcual trjfsedr tc j prk"jtd eksnkfi "dssda, tndf rkld

tnks "dssda pcskfi js wcr%drs jaa tnd wjy cut tc jicsnkmj jy wndrd

tndy njl jardjly occ%dl j eakint jt tnd jicsnkmj !krpcrt.

\ndy tcal tnd ceekbkjas jt tnd jkrpcrt tnjt snd njl j spddbn

kmpdlkmdft jfl wjs j adjrfkfi lksjoadl bnkal tndy njl jlcptdl ercmjf d$pjtrkjtdl !mdrkbjf bcupad wnc gust bcual fct njflad ndr jfy

mcrd.

Rnd wjftdl tc rdjbn cut jfl d$pacrd d"drytnkfi jacfi tnd pjtn

sc snd njl tc od bcfstjftay ndal cftc.

\nks, kftdrdstkfiay dfcuin, pajydl rkint kftc tndkr stcry, js snd

wjs djskay lkstrjbtdl oy d"dry strjfid fdw skint jfl wjs sddmkfiayekaadl wktn dfladss wcfldr.

*Bcmd jacfi 7jlly, wjs rdpdjtdl mjfy tkmds js tndy adl ndr

tnrcuin tnd jkrpcrt.

\ndy ekfjaay ict ndr tc tnd ocjrlkfi ijtd jfl tndf tnd rjmp

wndrd snd njl tc lub% tc fct nkt ndr ndjl cf tnd lccr, jfl tndf

bcftkfudl tc nj"d tc lub% tc j"ckl tnd acw bdkakfi ce tnd pajfd.

Rnd sddmdl tctjaay ufjerjkl js tnd jkrbrjet fckskay tcc% cee jfl

eadw tndm jwjy ercm #jpjf jfl bcftkfudl tc eklidt tkrdadssay uftka kt

ekfjaay cbburrdl tc tnd [jmjiubnks, tndy njl fd"dr cfbd sddf ndr

d$prdss tnd fddl tc rdakd"d ndrsdae+

\nks wjs j "dry dmojrrjsskfi mcmdft wndf tndy sulldfayrdjakdl snd wjs eklidtkfi odbjusd snd wjs strjkfkfi jijkfst tnd urid

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tc rdakd"d ndrsdae wndrd snd sjt+

*4njt sncual wd lc- [cajflj js%dl.

*4daa, \kmctny rdpakdl, *#ust d$pajkf tc tnd stdwjrldss tnd

sktujtkcf jfl tnjt ycu fddl tc ndap ndr js snd njs fd"dr usdl jf tckadt

cf jf jkrpajfd odecrd jfl K2m surd kt wkaa jaa ic smcctnay.

\nd stdwjrldss mdrbkeuaay rdadftdl jfl snd adl tnd ikjftdss

kftc tnd brjmpdl (ujrtdrs jfl d$pajkfdl ncw jaa tnd outtcfs jfl ad"drs

wcr%dl, jatncuin ecr scmd rdjscf tnd ycufi wcmjf sddmdl tc acc% jt

ndr lumoay jetdrwjrl.

*!rd ycu fct ickfi tc lc ycur tnkfi fcw- snd js%dl.

*ut ycu jrd ndrd. 7jlly rdpakdl sdae bcfsbkcusay.

*Kts c%jy, [cajflj rdpakdl, *wd2rd octn ikras.

7jlly oausndl lddpay, wnkbn [cajflj lkl fct ufldrstjfl, jflircwkfi kmpdfktdft, snd ldbkldl tc tj%d mjttdrs kftc ndr cwf njfls,

*[cu jrd ickfi tc P>> jaa c"dr ycursdae, snd irkpdl kf >fiaksn jfl

rdjbndl ufldr tnd tcc smjaa yu%jtj jfl puaadl lcwf tnd cal styad

ufldrijrmdfts cfay tc rdjakd tnjt tndrd wjs scmdtnkfi "dry ajrid kf

tnd ercft ce tndm.

Rnd tcc turfdl rdl jfl ijspdl, tndf, trykfi tc %ddp ndr

bcmpcsurd, snd turfdl ndr ojb% jfl bjrdeuaay sjkl, *K lkl fct %fcw, K

jm sc tdrrkoay scrry. K snjaa adt mysdae cut fcw.

*0cf2t cpdf tnd lccr fcw+ 7jlly wnkspdrdl edjreuaay,

*tndy2aa !'' sdd+

*&%jy, [cajflj orjbdl ndrsdae, *&%jy, K wkaa gust ejbd tnd lccr

wnkad ycu jrd ousy tndf. jfl snd stccl pdredbtay stkaa tnrcuin tndd"dft.

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4ndf 7jlly njl puaadl up ndr ufldrijrmdft snd sjkl, *K jm

ekfksndl fcw.

*\njf% ycu. tnd dmojrrjssdl caldr wcmjf sjkl, *Padjsd adt us

fct spdj% ce tnks tc jfyocly-

*Tftnkf%joad+ tnd ycufidr cfd wnkspdrdl, ncrrkekdl jt tnd

kldj.

*4daa, \kmctny smkadl ufsuspdbtkfiay js tndy rdturfdl tc

tndkr sdjts, *lkl tnjt ic wdaa-

*Kt wdft. [cajflj sjkl, *'dts adj"d kt jt tnjt padjsd.

Dp :, &njptdr *

Tpcf jrrk"ja jt '!L, tndkr bnkalrdf wdrd tndrd wjktkfi tc mddt

tndm jacfi wktn tndkr ufbad Rnu wnc lrc"d tnd ejmkay RTD tc idt

tndm.

Rcmdncw, kf tnd mklst ce d"drytnkfi ickfi cf, kt fd"dr

cbburrdl tc tnd [jmjiubnks tc kfecrm tndkr twc tddfjid bnkalrdf tnjt

tndy njl j iudst, sc tndy wdrd wkld dydl wktn edjr js tnd mjssk"d

oacfl ecaacwdl tndkr pjrdfts kftc tnd RTD, tnkf%kfi j bcmpadtd

strjfidr wjs kf tnd prcbdss ce bjrgjb%kfi tnd ejmkay cr skmpay scmd

brjy pdrscf kf j yu%jtj badjray ejr tcc smjaa ecr tndm wjs trykfi tc

idt j rkld ojb% tc #jpjf.

*7jmj+ #jsmkfd brkdl cut, *4jtbn cut+ pckftkfi jt tnd ajrid

oacfl ecaacwkfi bacsd cf ndr nddas.

*4njt3cce+ snd turfdl, cfay tc od ruf kftc oy tnd

ufsuspdbtkfi oacfl jt bndst ad"da.

;ct wjftkfi tc sdd ndr jlcptdl mctndr ejaa, snd rdead$k"day

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sbccpdl tnd wcmjf kftc ndr mjssk"d jrms, wnkbn, jatncuin (uktd

njrmadss, jppdjrdl tc od jf jttdmptdl jolubtkcf tc tnd twc bnkalrdf

rjksdl kf 'cs !fidads wnc odijf sbrdjmkfi.

y tnks tkmd, jatncuin [cajflj njl rdijkfdl ndr ojajfbd jfl

ndr ecctkfi, snd tndf spuf tc sdd wnjt tnd bnkalrdf wdrd sbrdjmkfi

jocut cfay tc sdd tndm sulldfay ic bcmpadtday skadft d"df js snd brkdl

cut, *4/!\-+

Rnd acc%dl jt tndm jfl tndy acc%dl jt ndr, tndf ekfjaay, tndy

fdr"cusay iajfbdl jt tnd pjrt ce tnd ocly ce tnd ikjftdss tndy bcual sdd

odnkfl ndr wktn badjr bcfeuskcf kf tndkr dyds, d"df js jkrpcrt iujrlswdrd bcmkfi tndkr lkrdbtkcf tc sdd wnjt jaa tnd sbrdjmkfi wjs jocut.

*&n. [cajflj sulldfay rdjakdl tnd prcoadm, d"df js tnd

iujrls wdrd rusnkfi up tc js% wnjt tnd sbrdjmkfi wjs jaa jocut,

*Bnkalrdf, mddt ycur fdw fdw skstdr+

Dpkscld ',

+ Fd "djsd cf "k!d%

*4ndrd ks snd ickfi tc saddp- #jsmkfd js%dl.

*Rnd bjf saddp kf 7[ rccm, ;kbncajs ceedrdl scakbktcusay.

*;& 4![ ycu BJ>>P+ #jsmkfd sajppdl nkm mj%kfi nkm

tnrcw up nks njfls jfl ikiiad.

*Rtcp kt ycu twc+ [cajflj ojr%dl, *:rcw up jfl odnj"d

ycursda"ds prcpdray+ snd sdt cut tnd mjkf bcursd, j ajrid odde rcjst

surrcufldl oy j odrm ce bnuf%y pkdbds ce rcjstdl pctjtcds, bjrrcts,

bdadry jfl cfkcf, wnkbn mjld tnd ikjftdss lrcca uftka snd bjuint

ndrsdae jfl tcc% j fjp%kf jfl wkpdl ndr mcutn kf dmojrrjssmdft.

*>wwww... #jsmkfd brkdl cut.

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;kbcajs ikiiadl jijkf.

7jlly gust oausndl jfl acc%dl jwjy kf lkstrdss.

*\njt ks fc wjy tc trdjt ycur fdw skstdr+ [cajflj sbcaldl

tndm.

7jlly eklidtdl wktn tnd ska"drwjrd, ufsurd wnjt tc lc wktn kt,

pkb%kfi kt up jfl dydkfi kt, tndf trykfi bjrdeuaay tc put tnd ecr% jfl

%fked kf cfd njfl.

*[djn. \kmctny bjmd kf tnd rccm, *\rdjt ndr wktn rdspdbt crsnd2aa skt cf ycu. tndf nd fctkbdl 7jlly2s prdlkbjmdft jfl nd sjkl kf

kf Bnkfdsd, */cal cf K2aa ndap ycu wktn tnjt, jfl nd rdjbndl kf j

ourdju jfl puaadl cut j pjkr ce smcctn mjncijfy bncpstkb%s wnkbn

sakppdl kftc tnd oacfl2s njfl js fjturjaay js j fkppad kf j ojoy2s mcutn.

!ijkf ;kbncajs ikiiadl tndf sjkl, *!arkint+ wnkad tnrustkfi

nks ekst kftc tnd jkr, jfl #jsmkfd mjld j lksiustdl fcksd wnkad brkfikfi.

*;d"dr mkfl tndm, \kmctny sjkl tc 7jlly, *tndy2rd gust

fcrmja %kls idttkfi usdl tc scmdtnkfi orjfl fdw, tndy lcf2t mdjf kt.

*[ds K lc. #jsmkfd s(ukfbndl up ndr ejbd d"df js snd wjs

sdr"kfi ndrsdae j ndjatny sakbd ce oddt, *[cu fd"dr js%dl us jfytnkfi

odecrd ycu orcuint ndr ndrd d"df.

*4daa tnks wjs j rjtndr ufd$pdbtdl tnkfi ecr us js wdaa, K jssurd

ycu. [cajflj rdpakdl, *;cw djt ycur "didtj3 snd odijf uftka snd sjw

7jlly sbccp ndr wncad pajtd dftkrday euaa ce "didtjoads, fct octndrkfi

tc tj%d jfy mdjt, *3. tndf sulldfay swktbnkfi tc Bnkfdsd,

*7jlly ljrakfi-

\nd ikjftdss acc%dl up wktn j bcfeusdl jfl wcrrkdl

d$prdsskcf.

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Dp ', &njptdr '

!etdr stueekfi ndrsdae cf "didtjoads, 7jlly ajy cf tnd bcubn

skadftay tnkf%kfi.

[cajflj njl ecufl j pjkr ce pjfts snd njl wcrf wndf snd wjs

prdifjft wktn #jsmkfd jfl tndy wdrd ajrid dfcuin tc ekt tnd nuid ikra.

\nks wjs fct "dry bcmpakmdftjry, out snd sddmdl js

bcmecrtjoad kf kt js jfytnkfi dasd.

Rnd wjs fct uiay out snd wjs tnkb%ay edjturdl kf ndr ejbd, jflsnd njl akint akttad erdb%ads sprkf%adl cf ndr s%kf, oki, orkint oaud dyds,

jfl ausn acfi njkr.

;kbncajs stccl kf tnd cpdfkfi ce tnd njaawjy jfl snjmdadssay

ijdl jt ndr uftka snd acc%dl jfl sjw nkm acc%kfi jt ndr, tndf snd

acc%dl jwjy lksmjaay jfl put ndr mjssk"d jrm c"dr ndr ejbd jfl wdpt

(ukdtay kftc tnd sadd"d ce tnd yu%jtj.

/d skadftay mcutndl tnd wcrl, *&%jy js nd iajfbdl up jt tnd

bdkakfi jfl turfdl tc ic ojb% lcwf tnd njaawjy tc nks cwf rccm.

[cajflj bjmd kf tnd ak"kfi rccm wktn j oajf%dt jfl j pkaacw

wnkbn snd jbbdptdl (ukdtay wktn j wdj% smkad.

*Bjf ycu tdaa md jfytnkfi- tnd #jpjfdsd !mdrkbjf wcmjf

js%dl kf ndr kmpdredbt Bnkfdsd, *!fytnkfi jt jaa-

7jlly sacway sncc% ndr ndjl jfl skindl.

*\j%d ycur tkmd, tnd wcrrkdl wcmjf ceedrdl, *tj%d js acfi js

ycu fddl. [cu wkaa od wdabcmd ndrd js acfi js ycu fddl.

7jlly fclldl scetay jfl mjld j wdj% smkad.

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[cajflj turfdl cut tnd ak"kfi rccm akints jfl rdturfdl tc tnd

mjstdr odlrccm jfl 7jlly ajy tndrd kf tnd lkm akint bjst oy tnd

cutskld strddt ajmps jfl tnd akint sddpkfi ercm tnd mjstdr odlrccm

ufldr tnd lccr jfl bcftkfudl tc gust ajy tndrd trykfi tc tnkf% cescmdtnkfi...jfytnkfi jt jaa.

Rnd bcual rdmdmodr fctnkfi.

Rnd %fdw ncw tc spdj%, tnkf%, rdjscf jfl bcmmufkbjtd, jfl

snd d"df %fdw ncw tc djt wktn bncpstkb%s, out ercm odecrd snd njl

jwj%dfdl kf tnd cllay snjpdl bcftjkfdr kf tnd akttad rccm surrcufldl

oy tncsd pdcpad, snd rdmdmodrdl uttdray fctnkfi.

Rnd lkl fct d"df %fcw wny snd %fdw tndrd wjs j mkrrcr kf tnd

jlgjbdft rccm, wnkbn trcuoadl ndr.

*4ny lc K ;&4 bdrtjkf tnkfis, snd js%dl ndrsdae kf tnd

jfbkdft Bnkfdsd lkjadbt, *[dt K lcf2t J>7>>J E !;[\/K;:-+

Rnd scoodl kf tnd dmctkcfja lkstrdss ecr jfctndr twc ncursodecrd snd ekfjaay sakppdl cee tc saddp.

Dp ', &njptdr (

7jlly jwc%d tc tnd wnkfkfi ce #jsmkfd tc [cajflj tnjt

;kbncajs njl oddf mdsskfi wktn ndr ufldrwdjr, wnkbn nd wjs

"dndmdftay ldfykfi.

\kmctny bjmd kftc tnd ak"kfi rccm jfl sddkfi 7jlly up

smkadl jfl sjkl */daac. kf Bnkfdsd.

*/daac. snd rdpakdl wdj%ay, stkaa irciiy, out mjfjikfi j smkad,

*\njf% ycu.

*4d jrd gust lckfi wnjt wd bjf tc ndap ycu. tnd jrbnjdcacikstrdpakdl, *5cr us tnks ks j akttad tnkfi, lcf2t d"df wcrry jocut kt+ jfl nd

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turfdl jfl sjkl, *ordj%ejst wkaa od rdjly sccf, ycu sncual bcmd djt.

*&%jy, snd smkadl jijkf jfl rcsd, d"df tncuin snd wjs oy fc

mdjfs nufiry, out wndf snd stccl up, tnd erjirjfbd ce oaudodrrywjeeads wjetdl kftc ndr pjtn jfl kfstjftay nufidr adjpt up cut ce ndr

ak%d j odjst ercm j bj"d, ircwakfi js kt bnjridl *&nnn... snd wdj%ay

ircjfdl kf dmojrrjssmdft d"df tncuin tndrd wjs fcocly fdjroy tc

sdd ndr..

Rnueeakfi kftc tnd %ktbndf, snd ojrday lclidl ;kbncajs wnc

wjs odkfi bnjsdl oy #jsmkfd.

Kf tnd ockstdrcus tddfjid ocy2s njfl, nkin c"dr nks ndjl wjs j

pjkr ce "dry d$pdfsk"d pjftkds.

*7cccccccmmmm++ #jsmkfd wjkadl.

*;kbncajs Jclidr [jmjiubnk+ tnd ncusdwked sbrdjmdl, *:k"d

tncsd ojb% tc ndr tnks kfstjft+

*!w, mc3 tnd sk$tddf ydjr cal ocy ict cut odecrd 7jlly, wktn

j ldtdrmkfdl acc% cf ndr ejbd ajsndl cut jfl djskay sfjtbndl tnd

pjftkds ercm nks irkp odecrd nd d"df %fdw wnjt njl njppdfdl,

*4/&!+ nks dyds wkld kf surprksd.

7jlly idftay njfldl tnd pjftkds tc tnd ecurtddf ydjr cal wnc

sny jbbdptdl tndm jfl numoay tnjf%dl tnd ikjftdss.

7jlly smkadl scetay jfl prcbddldl tc sdjt ndrsdae jfl wjkt

pjtkdftay ecr tnd wcfldreua smdaakfi eccl tc od prdsdftdl.

Dp ', &njptdr )

!etdr j "dry ekaakfi ordj%ejst, snd bjmd c"dr tc 7rs.

[jmjiubnk wnkad snd wjs wjsnkfi lksnds jfl js%dl, *7jy K-

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*\njt2s c%jy ldjr, tnd jrbnjdcacikst rdpakdl, *K2"d oddf lckfi

tnks ecr ydjrs, K2m usdl tc kt.

Rc snd wjfldrdl ojb% kftc tnd ak"kfi rccm, ocrdl, akstadss jflwktn fctnkfi kf pjrtkbuajr tc lc.

dkfi summdr ordj%, tnd %kls njl fctnkfi odttdr tc lc dktndr

jfl ;kbcajs wdft cutskld jfl odijf lk"kfi kf tnd swkmmkfi pcca.

Rnd sccf ndjrl jaa %kfls ce spajsnkfi, ajuinkfi jfl sncutkfi,

jfl snd rcsd up cut ce burkcskty jfl pddrdl tnrcuin tnd burtjkfs kf tnd

ak"kfirccm jt tnd ojb% yjrl wndrd j ajrid fumodr ce ycufi pdcpadwdrd cut adjpkfi kftc j badjr oaud pcca ekaadl wktn wjtdr, spajsnkfi jfl

gumpkfi jrcufl, wdjrkfi "krtujaay fctnkfi.

Rnd oausndl jfl lrdw tnd burtjkf snut, out fct odecrd j ou$cm

oacfl sjw ndr ejbd jfl js%dl, */dy ;kbncajs+ 4nc2s tnd oacfl K sjw

stjrkfi cut ce ycur ak"kfirccm wkflcw-

*/un- nd acc%dl up, *&n. \njt2s gust scmd... nd rdjakdl ndrdjaay njl fc baud wnc snd wjs, sc nd gust up jfl mjld scmdtnkfi cee

tnd tcp ce nks ndjl, *ocly K mdt jt j /caaywccl fkint bauo, ycu

wcualf2t ufldrstjfl.

*Rnd acc%s /T:> luld+ j gcb% ldbajrdl, fcw tnjt tnd

bcf"drsjtkcf njl odiuf, *'k%d mjyod sd"df eddt tjaa cr scmdtnkfi+

*0cds snd pajy ojs%dtojaa- jfctndr gcb% js%dl.

*4daa, ;kbncajs edat prdssurdl kftc mj%kfi nkmsdae scufl

kmpcrtjft, *Rnd /!R oddf sbcutdl ecr tnd 4;! wndf snd idts cut

ce nkin sbncca nd prdtdfldl tc od jerjkl tc sjy mcrd, d"df tncuin nd

wjs snjmdadssay mj%kfi kt up js nd wdft jacfi.

*4cw, idd+ tnd cfd gcb% rdpakdl, *[cu aub%y Bnkf% ycu+

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*\njt2s ;kp ycu mcrcf. tnd ctndr gcb% sjkl tndf tndy octn

ajuindl.

*[djn eub% ycu octn, nd smkadl bcyay, *K ict ndr jfl [&Tlcf2t

*Peettt+ [djn rkint+ tndy ajuindl.

*#ust wjkt tka ycu sdd ndr bcmd ekrst ce tnd sbncca ydjr jss

ncads. nd rdtcrtdl spcrtkfiay, fct d"df %fcwkfi ke snd wcual od tndrd

kf tnd mcrfkfi jfl fct d"df bjrkfi..

*4d2aa sdd ycu wjffjod. tnd ekrst gcb% sjkl.

*4njt irjld wkaa snd od kf- tnd oacfl js%dl.

*7y irjld ce bcursd. nd pueedl cut nks bndst.

*\njt wcual od cur irjlds tcc ycu pdfbka 3 tnd sdbcfl gcb%

odijf.

*Pdddddddtdr- j wcmjf2s "ckbd bjaadl ercm tnd wkflcw ce j

fdjroy ncusd, *Pdtdr bcmd cf, kts tkmd ecr ycur pkjfc adsscfs+

\nd sdbcfl gcb% mcb%kfiay eauttdrdl nks dyds wnkad acc%kfi

s%ywjrl wktn j stkatdl smkad jfl wnkad tkppkfi nks odjl ojb% jfl ecrtn,

mcutndl tnd wcrls, 2Kts tkmd ecr ycur pkjfc adsscfs2 tndf rcaadl nks yds

jfl badfbnkfi nks tddtn pusndl nkmsdae ojb%wjrls up cftc tnd dlid ce

tnd pcca bjaakfi cut c"dr nks sncualdr, *Bcmkfi mctndrrrr...+

\ndy jaa ajuindl.

7jlly ndjrl jaa ce tnks out kt rdjaay lkl fct mj%d jfy sdfsd tc

ndr jfl snd skmpay wjtbndl tnrcuin tnd njy snddf ce tnd sdmk trjfs3

pjssk"d cpdf akfdf wdj"d ce tnd burtjkfs.

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\nd rdst ce tnd %kls %dpt cf pajykfi kf tnd pcca, out snd fctkbdl

tnjt tnd oacfl %dpt sncctkfi eurtk"d iajfbds ojb% tcwjrl ndr js ke snd

bcual sdd ndr d"df tnrcuin tnd bacsdl lrjpds.

5kfjaay snd wdft ojb% tc tnd bcubn jfl ajy lcwf tndrd, ndr adet

jrm c"dr ndr ecrdndjl jfl skmpay wcfldrdl wnjt kf tnd ufk"drsd wjs

ickfi cf.

Dp ', &njptdr *

\njt jetdrfccf, 7rs. [jmjiubnk tcc% 7jlly tc tnd 4cclajfl

7jaa tc sncp ecr bactnds.

Rnd cfbd jijkf ircubndl kftc tnd RTD, cfay tnks tkmd kf tnd

ercft pjssdfidr sdjt.

\ndy pjr%dl kf rdsdr"dl DKP pjr%kfi jfl tcc% jf dad"jtcr

lcwf.

!s tndy wdft lcwf tnd dad"jtcr, pdcpad fctkbdl tndm jflstjrdl. Rnd mjld surd tc j"ckl dyd bcftjbt wktn jfy ce tndm.

\nd dad"jtcr wjs "dry ejsbkfjtkfi, odkfi joad tc sdd tnrcuin

tnd eaccr wndrd snd wjs 2ejaakfi2 jatncuin 7rs. [jmjiubnk prjttadl cf

jocut scmdtnkfi, out snd wjs fct rdjaay akstdfkfi, mdrday acc%kfi ndr

wjy fcw jfl tndf jfl smkakfi pcaktday jfl rjkskfi ndr dydorcws

cbbjskcfjaay.

4ndf js%dl j (udstkcf, snd njl tnd pjtdft jfswdrs ce, *K2m fct

surd, jfl *K lcf2t rdmdmodr jfy subn.

\ndy wdft tc tnd eccl ojr wndrd [cajflj sjkl snd bcual nj"d

jfytnkfi snd wjftdl.

!s tndy dftdrdl tnd eccl bcurt, jaa dyds ek$dl cf tnd sd"df eccttnrdd kfbn tjaa oacfl lrdssdl jw%wjrlay kf j tcc smjaa yu%jtj jfl tcc

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sncrt mjtdrfkty swdjts.

\nd jmjcf jfl tnd jrbnjdcacikst wja%dl lcwf tnd akfd uftka

tndy dfbcuftdrdl tnd smjaa Bnkfdsd eccl sdbtkcf wndrd snd stcppdl,trjfsek$dl, dyds wkld, jfl js odecrd nj"kfi tc bjtbn ndrsdae kf tnd jbt

ce lrccakfi.

Rnd njl j mjssk"d ndapkfi ce oc% bnck jfl irddf odjfs tc tnd

jmjdmdft ce jaa.

Rnd njflkay lcwfdl d"dry okt ce kt jfl adjfdl ojb% wktn j "dry

bcftdftdl smkad cf ndr ejbd, tctjaay coak"kcus tc tnd wcral jrcufl ndr.

5k"d ikras bjmd tnrcuin tnd bcurt lrdssdl kf :ctnkb 'caktj

cutekts, twc ce tndm wktn iuktjr bjsds saufi cf tndkr ojb%s, jfl gust js

7jlly edat tnd urid tc yjwf jfl strdtbn, tndy wdrd kf tnd prcbdss ce

wj%kfi oy.

Tfecrtufjtday, ndr d$trj acfi jrms swufi lcwf jfl ojb% up kf

j mjffdr tnjt ufwkttkfiay swdpt up tnd s%krt ce cfd ce tnd ikras,bjuskfi ndr tc sbrdjm jfl tndf spdw prcejfktkds.

\nd mjld tnd jardjly bcfeusdl ikjftdss gump up kf edjr,

wnkbn, cf ndr tnkb%, ndj"kay oukat ejbd, jppdjrdl mcrd ak%d eury.

!s snd sbrdjmdl kf ndr tnkb% lddp "ckbd, kt sddmdl mcrd ak%d j

rcjr jfl tnks, jacfi wktn ndr ajrid skd jfl sulldf mctkcfs bjusdl

tdrrcr tc irkp mjfy ce tnd fdjroy eccl bcurt pjtrcfs, jaa d$bdpt j

edaacw ojfl mjtd ce tnd ceedfldl ikra, wnc skmpay stccl tndrd

ikiiakfi.

!s mjaa sdburkty bjmd ruffkfi up tc tnd sbdfd, iufs lrjwf,

tndy kmmdlkjtday pckftdl tndm jt tnd oacfl ikjftdss skmpay odbjusd

snd wjs tnd ajridst pdrscf js wdaa js oy ldlubtkcf, cfd ce tnd tnrdd

pdcpad fct eaddkfi tnd sbdfd, cr bcwdrkfi cf tnd eaccr.

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Rnd wjs uttdray lumostrkb%df jfl njl fc kldj wnjt wjs ickfi

cf, jfl njl fc kldj wnjt wjs odkfi pckftdl jt ndr.

7rs. [jmjiubnk odijf wj"kfi ndr spajy3ekfidrdl njfls jt tndiujrls sjykfi, *Rnd2s njrmadss iuys, snd2s gust baumsy ks jaa, ycu jaa

%fcw md, sc ycu %fcw K wcual fd"dr od bcfscrtkfi wktn j ljfidrcus

pdrscf. Rnd ks j ycufi ajly kf fddl \kmctny jfl K jlcptdl wnkad wd

wdrd kf #jpjf jfl snd ks fct ejmkakjr wktn !mdrkbjf bustcms cr tnd

ajfiujid, sc padjsd gust od pjtkdft, snd mdjft fc njrm.

\ndy stccl tndrd, iajfbkfi odtwddf ndr jfl tnd tjaa

lumoecufldl ikjftdss luokcusay, ydt js tndy rcb%dl ojb% jfl ecrtn,tndy wdrd bdrtjkfay jwjrd ce wnc [cajflj wjs, js snd odacfidl tc tnd

suppcrtdrs ce tnd mjaa js wdaa js jaa ce ndr ctndr kmpcrtjft bcmmufkty

kf"ca"dmdfts, jfl ekfjaay tndy sacway ncastdrdl tndkr iufs jfl js%dl,

*Pdrnjps ycu bcual kf tnd euturd prdpjrd ndr odttdr ecr cur bcuftry

7rs. [jmjiubnk-

*7y lddpdst jpcacikds, snd smkadl js orkintay js snd bcual, *K

prcmksd K wkaa dlubjtd ndr wdaa odecrd K fd$t orkfi ndr cut kf puoakb.

Rnd turfdl tc tnd ajrid wnktd ikra jfl d$pajkfdl kf jfbkdft

Bnkfdsd tnjt snd fddldl tc od bjrdeua kf brcwldl pajbds tc acc% jrcufl

odecrd mc"kfi (ukb%ay.

7jlly oausndl jfl ocwdl ndr ndjl wnkad brcsskfi ndr njfls

odecrd ndr jfl jpcacikdl, *K jm mcst scrry 7rs. [jmjiubnk,

wjrrkcrs, mjkldf. kf jfbkdft Bnkfdsd js snd turfdl tc jllrdss djbn.

*4cw. tnd cfd ikra mjr"dadl tndf kf Bnkfdsd snd sjkl, *Kts j

padjsurd tc mddt ycu+ K2m !ftckfdttd+ d$tdflkfi ndr pdtktd iac"dl

njfl tcwjrl tnd mjssk"d ikra.

\kmklay tj%kfi !ftckfdttd2s njfl wnkad oausnkfi, snd pcaktday

smkadl jfl rdpakdl, *7y fjmd ks 7jlly...K odakd"d...kt ks j padjsurd tcmddt ycu tcc.

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\nd iujrls, jacfi wktn mcst ce tnd rdst ce tnd pdcpad kf tnd

eccl bcurt, dspdbkjaay tnd ojfl adjldr wnc njl oddf bcwdrkfi cf tnd

eaccr, ijpdl jt tnks kf jwd.

Dp ', &njptdr -

7rs. [jmjiubnk wjs tnrkaadl tnjt jfctndr ycufi pdrscf wjs

sncwkfi kftdrdst kf 7jlly wnc njppdfdl tc %fcw scmd ecrm ce

Bnkfdsd.

\ndy lkl nj"d j edw wcrls odtwddf tndm tndy lkl fct (uktdmdsn cf, out tnd twc tja%dl ecr ncurs, tnd ctndr ojfl mdmodrs ekfjaay

ik"kfi up jfl adj"kfi tnd mjaa wktncut !ftckfdttd, wnc 7rs.

[jmjiubnk sjkl bcual rkld ncmd wktn ndr skfbd 7jlly njl fc acbja

erkdfls.

!atncuin [cajflj jfl !ftckfdttd njl d$trdmday lk"dridft

tjstds kf wnjt tndy tncuint tnd nuid ikra sncual wdjr, kf tnd dfl, tndrd

wjs rdjaay fctnkfi kf tnd ikjftdss2s skd jfyncw, sc tndy wdft tc jtjkacr wnc spdbkjakdl kf oki jfl tjaa mdf2s wdjr jfl js%dl ke tndy

bcual pcsskoay ekt j wcmjf.

\ndy ldbkldl tndy wcual ik"d kt j try, jfl tcc% mdjsurdmdfts

"dry bjrdeuaay.

&fbd tndy njl tnd mdjsurdmdfts, cfbd jijkf, suiidstkcfs eadw

ecrtn ercm tnd ycufidr g3rcb% ejfjtkb jfl skfidr, js wdaa js tnd mubn

mcrd bcfsdr"jtk"d, ejsnkcf mkfldl jrbnjdcacikst jfl ncusdwked.

\nd tjkacr js%dl ncw mjfy pkdbds sncual od d$pdbtdl, jfl

jetdr scmd ldakodrjtkcf, 7rs. [jmjiubnk ldbkldl kt wjs odst tc pajf

jndjl, sc snd njl tndm wcr% cf twdfty cutekts tc od surd snd wcual

fct od stub% wdjrkfi tnd sjmd tnkfi jaa tnd tkmd.

!s tndy adet tndrd wktn j irjtdeua ocw ercm tnd nuid oacfl,

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tndy pjssdl oy j spcrts stcrd jfl 7rs. [jmjiubnk turfdl jrcufl jfl

wdft ojb%.

Kfskld, tndrd wdrd jaa %kfls ce spcrts cutekts, jfl fjturjaay, j actce d$trj ajrid bactnkfi spdbkjaay mjld ecr tjaa jtnadtds.

7ubn ce kt wjs ecr ojs%dtojaa pajydrs, scmd wjs ecr ecctojaa,

scbbdr, ruioy, jfl j akttad sdbtkcf wjs ecr mjrtkja jrts.

Rkfbd mcst ce tnd tjaadr bustcmdrs wdrd kftc ojs%dtojaa, kt

sddmdl rdjscfjoad tnjt tnks wcual od tnd djskdst sdbtkcf tc ekfl

bactnkfi ekttkfi ecr ndr jfl sccf tndy wdrd wja%kfi cut wktn j ncst cespcrty cutekts, twc pjkrs ce "dry ajrid sfdj%drs jfl j ojs%dtojaa.

7jlly acc%dl jt jaa ce kt wktn wcfldr out fct wktn jfy

d$bktdmdft.

*Bjf ycu lrkooad- !ftckfdttd js%dl.

*0rkooad- tnd oacfl ercwfdl kf bcfeuskcf.

*Bjf ycu ocufbd tnd ojaa ak%d ojs%dtojaa pajydrs lc- tnd

:ctnkb 'caktj styadl ikra js%dl.

*js%dtojaa- snd js%dl, stkaa acst.

*4ndrd lkl ycu ak"d odecrd ycu bjmd ndrd jijkf- tnd fjtk"d

'cs !fidadjf js%dl.

*K lcf2t rdmdmodr. snd rdpakdl ncfdstay. *\kmctny jfl

[cajflj ecufl md.

*\njt2s cll. tnd smjaadr ikra rdpakdl, tndf snd turfdl tc tnd

lrk"dr, *4ndrd lkl ycu ekfl ndr 7rs. [jmjiubnk-

*\njt2s j rdjaay bcmpad$ (udstkcf 7kss Bcffdry, snd trkdl tc

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j"ckl ik"kfi jwjy tcc mubn wnkad jt tnd sjmd tkmd, snd wjftdl tc

ik"d ndr j trutneua jfswdr, dspdbkjaay skfbd kt mjy bcmd ojb% tc njuft

ndr jt scmd pckft ke snd akdl, *adt us gust sjy wd jlcptdl ndr, c%jy-

Dp ', &njptdr .

\ndy lrcppdl cee 7kss Bcffdry jt tnd dfl ce ndr strddt jfl

tndf lrc"d cf ncmd.

4ndf tndy ict ncmd, tndy octn bjrrkdl kf ojis ce bactnkfi js

wdaa js tnd ircbdrkds, wnkbn tnks tkmd, bcfskstdl ce mcstay "didtjoads.

\kmctny njl spdft tnd ljy wktn ;kbncajs2 ndap badjfkfi cut tnd

ijrjid, wnkbn njl oddf usdl ecr mjfy ydjrs js stcrjid ecr d"drytnkfi

d$bdpt bjrs, mj%kfi dfcuin rccm ecr j odlrccm.

\ndy wdrd bc"drdl kf lust jfl acc%dl tctjaay d$njustdl.

*4cw+ [cajflj d$bajkmdl, *!rdf2t ycu twc j skint+

*4d2rd jamcst ekfksndl, \kmctny sjkl, *&tndr tnjf tnjt

mdtdcrktd co jfl K put kf tndrd dkint ydjrs jic, nd rdjbndl ecr j

tcwda tc wkpd tnd swdjt cf nks ecrdndjl jfl [cajflj njfldl nkm j

pjpdr tcwda ecr edjr nd wcual stjkf ndr fkbd %ktbndf tcwdas, *K2aa nj"d

tc ekfl scmd pdcpad joad tc ndap md mc"d tnd mdtdcrktd.

*4ny lcf2t ycu sncw 7jlly wnjt ycu2"d oddf lckfi wnkad K

bcc% suppdr, snd suiidstdl, *sdd ke snd njs jfy kldjs ncw snd wjfts

tnd pajbd tc acc%.

*Bcmd cf 7jlly, \kmctny sjkl wj"kfi ecr ndr tc bcmd kftc

tnd ijrjid, *'dt md %fcw wnjt ycu tnkf%.

\ndrd wjs j bcubn, j odl, j ourdju jfl j ajmp, jfl ce bcursd,

cfd bcual turf cf tnd c"drndjl eaucrdsbdft akints js wdaa.

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Rnd mjr"dadl jt tnd akint swktbn, sacway eakppkfi kt up, tndf

lcwf j edw tkmds, acc%kfi jt tnd akint, ekfjaay smkakfi wktn j lddp

sdfsd ce sjtksejbtkcf.

*0c ycu ak%d kt- nd js%dl jijkf kf Bnkfdsd.

*Kt ks iccl. snd rdpakdl kf ndr lddp "ckbd, *\nks rcb% ks fkbd.

snd wja%dl c"dr tc tnd mdtdcrktd, fctkbkfi tnd sbrjtbn mjr%s wndrd tnd

\kmctny jfl ;kbncajs njl struiiadl "jkfay tc mc"d kt j edw kfbnds,

*4ndrd ks kt ercm-

*4daa, \kmctny rdpakdl, *kts j mdtdcrktd, sc kts gust ercm scmdpajbd kf cutdr spjbd.

*K lcf2t %fcw wndrd tnjt ks. snd rdpakdl sjlay, *ut tnd rcb% ks

"dry fkbd. jfl snd ecaacwdl scmd ce tnd bur"ds kf kts nkinay

pdrecrjtdl jfl bj"ktjtdl surejbd wktn ndr ekfidr.

*4cual ycu ak%d us tc adj"d kt ndrd kf tnd rccm tndf- \kmctny

js%dl, ncpkfi tnks wcual rdakd"d nkm ce tnd luty ce nj"kfi tc ekflpdcpad strcfi dfcuin tc mc"d kt.

*[ds, snd smkadl, *K wcual ak%d tnjt.

*K jm R& iajl ycu ak%d kt+ nd wkpdl nks orcw wktn tnd fcw

ljmp pjpdr tcwda jijkf.

*Bcual K put kt up cf scmdtnkfi sc K bjf sdd kt odttdr wndf K jm

skttkfi- snd js%dl.

*&n, nd bnub%adl ycu lcf2t wjft tc I &/ ;&;&;&;&+ nd

odijf tc wj"d ndr cee.

\ndf, kf >fiaksn, wktn dyds wkld ;kbncajs muttdrdl

*0jmfffffffff+

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Rnd sjw j ajrid spcca ce tdadbcmmufkbjtkcfs wkrd kf tnd bcrfdr

jfl snd pkb%dl kt up, wja%dl kt c"dr jfl pajbdl kt kf tnd mkllad ce tnd

rccm, tndf prcbddldl tc pkb% up tnd krcf jfl fkb%da cogdbt ercm spjbd

jfl idftay pajbd kt jtcp tnd tnrdd ecct nkin spcca.

*/3n3n3ncw lkl ycu 0& tnjt- \kmctny2s dyds wdrd wkld.

*0c wnjt- snd js%dl fct ufldrstjflkfi.

*/cw lkl ycu pkb% up tnjt dad"df nuflrdl, ekety fkfd pcufl,

twda"d pckft twc cufbd mdtdcrktd-

[cajflj sjkl kf jwd ercm tnd lccrwjy, spjtuaj kf njfl, *K wjft

tc %fcw ncw tnd ndaa snd pkb%dl up tnjt tnrdd tncusjfl pcufl spcca ce

wkrd my sdae.

Dpkscld (,

&jsuja Erkdflsnkps, Lddp \rcuoads%

Rkfbd "krtujaay d"dryocly %fdw tnd [jmjiubnks, kt lkl fct tj%dacfi ecr !ftckfdttd tc ekiurd cut ncw tc idt tc tndkr ncmd kf tnd

sdburdl, ijtdl bcmmufkty, wktncut pjsskfi tnd iujrl ncusd.

4djrkfi j rjtndr lrjo irjy bcttcf t3snkrt, j fj"y oaud stcb%kfi

bjp jfl ojiiy pjfts, fc mj%dup jfl rklkfi j s%jtdocjrl, snd acc%dl

"dry akttad ak%d snd njl tnd wdd% odecrd.

Rnd %fdw gust wndf tc lub% wnkbn bjmdrjs jfl wndf snd ict

tc tnd rkint pajbd kf tnd jaadywjy, snd ecufl scmd ldbdft strjy ktdms sc

mj%d j gump stdp cut ce jfl wktn j fct tcc adfitny ruf, ocufl up tnd

pkad ce kmprc"ksdl guf% jfl c"dr tnd wrcuint krcf spk%dl wjaa.

5rcm tndrd, snd usdl ndr njfl lrjwf mjp ce tnd jrdj snd njl

tjpdl tc tnd octtcm ce ndr s%jtdocjrl, wnkbn, odbjusd ce ndr ajb% ce

pajffkfi jfl ecrdskint, fcw njl smjaa icuids kf tnd pjpdr wndrd sndnjl s%kl c"dr j wccldf pjaadt cf ndr wjy c"dr tnd wjaa.

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;ct nj"kfi j prkftdr njfly tctjaay sub%dl.

Rakppkfi tnrcuin tnd yjrl ce wncmd"dr2s ncusd snd njl ajfldlkf, snd lrcppdl ndr ocjrl cf tnd pj"dmdft jfl spdl cee tnrcuin tnd

mjd ce lrk"ds tcwjrl tnd [jmjiubnk2s ncusd.

Dp (, &njptdr '

\ndrd wjs j orkde wjkt odecrd tnd lccrodaa wjs jfswdrdl oy tnd

#jpjfdsd !mdrkbjf !rbnjdcacikst wnc acc%dl jt tnd ikra kf uttdr

bcfeuskcf.

*!rd ycu acst ycufi ajly- 7r. [jmjiubnk js%dl.

*K bjmd tc sdd 7jlly. snd rdpakdl numoay, *K2m !ftckfdttd.

*Ks tndrd scmdtnkfi wrcfi \kmctny- bjmd [cajfljNs "ckbd

ercm tnd %ktbndf

*\ndrd2s tnks ycufi ajly cut ndrd sjykfi snd %fcws 7jlly+

nd bjaadl ojb% kf bcfeuskcf.

*Rcmdocly %fcws 7jlly- snd js%dl, tndrd wjs tnd scufl ce

ruffkfi wjtdr tndf snd bjmd up (ukb%ay wkpkfi ndr njfls cf j %ktbndf

tcwda, ercwfkfi kf bcfeuskcf, *!fl wnc jrd ycu ycufi ajly-

*0cf2t ycu rdmdmodr md ercm tnd ctndr ljy- tnd ikra js%dl

kfbrdluacusay, *K2m !ftckfdttd+ K wdft sncppkfi wktn ycu jfl 7jlly+

*&n+ tnd caldr wcmjf ijspdl, *K lklf2t rdbcifkd ycu+

*K lcf2t jawjys wdjr my ojfl cutekt, snd rdpakdl, *K2l mdss kt

up.

7jlly pddrdl tnrcuin j brjb% kf tnd ijrjid lccr jetdr ndjrkfi

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ndr fjmd sd"drja tkmds lrketkfi tnrcuin tnd ncusd jfl tndf wndf snd

sjw !ftckfdttd, snd cpdfdl tnd lccr jaa tnd wjy jfl acc%dl cut

smkakfi, */daac !ftckfdttd+ ndr tnkb% "ckbd occmdl cut kf Bnkfdsd.

\kmctny acc%dl jt [cajflj, *Rncual wd od adttkfi 7jlly

jsscbkjtd wktn %kls wnc acc% ak%d tnjt-

*Rnd acc%dl ak%d j pdredbtay rdspdbtjoad ycufi ajly tnd ctndr

ljy... snd rdpakdl jt j acss.

*4daa kts tcc ajtd fcw, tnd jrbnjdcacikst skindl, *out wd

sncual nj"d j tja% wktn ndr jocut odkfi mkfleua ce wnc snd jsscbkjtdswktn kf tnd euturd.

*K2aa od surd tc lc tnjt. [cajflj jirddl, *!s sccf js ndr iudst

adj"ds.

Dp (, &njptdr (

*K njl j njrl tkmd ekflkfi ycur pajbd. !ftckfdttd sjkl, *Kts jmjd kf ndrd+

*&n. tnd oki ikra rdpakdl js snd sjt cf j odl tndy njl ocuint

ecr ndr, wdjrkfi tnd ajrid swdjt pjfts jfl tcp ercm tnd jtnadtkb stcrd,

wnkbn c"drjaa lksiuksdl ndr musbuajr ocly.

*0c ycu ak%d kt ndrd- tnd smjaadr ikra js%dl.

*Kts c%jy. 7jlly rdpakdl.

*Ks kt odttdr tnjf ycur prd"kcus ncmd kf Bnkfj- tnd skfidr

js%dl.

*K rdjaay lcf2t rdmdmodr. tnd ikjftdss rdpakdl.

*0c ycu rdmdmodr jfytnkfi- !ftckfdttd js%dl.


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*Jdjaay, fc. 7jlly rdpakdl sjlay, *K try jfl try out fctnkfi

bcmds.

*/cw cal jrd ycu-

*K lcf2t %fcw.

*4nkbn nkin sbncca jrd ycu ickfi tc tnks ejaa- tnd skfidr

js%dl.

*/kin sbncca- tnd ikjftdss js%dl.

*\nd sbncca wndrd ycu adjrf... snd odijf tndf ijspdl kf

d$jspdrjtkcf, sacway snj%kfi ndr ndjl, *[cu rdjaay 0&;2\ %fcw

mubn, lc ycu-

*K2m scrry, snd jasc sncc% ndr ndjl, *;c.

*Rc lc ycu ak%d ycur bactnds- !ftckfdttd js%dl, kfspdbtkfi tndtdmpcrjry bacsdt bcfskstkfi ce j rcaakfi lkspajy njfidr ercm 7jby2s

*\ndy jrd iccl. tnd ikjftdss sacway rdpakdl.

*[cu lcf2t ak%d tndm, lc ycu- tnd s%jtdocjrl rklkfi ikra

js%dl.

*;c. tnd oki oacfl rdpakdl, acc%kfi tcwjrl tnd eaccr, *K2m

scrry.

*&n kts pdredbtay c%jy+ !ftckfdttd rdjssurdl ndr scetay.

\ndrd wjs j scet %fcb% cf tnd lccr tndf [cajflj pdd%dl kf,

*7jlly, lkffdr ks rdjly. tndf snd ij"d tnd %kfl ce smkad tcwjrl

!ftckfdttd kflkbjtkfi snd wjs rdjaay fct kf"ktdl jfl kt wcual odjpprdbkjtdl ke snd lkl fct mj%d jf kssud ce kt.


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*K2m fct nufiry rkint fcw. 7jlly rdpakdl sacway.

*&n tnjt2s rklkbuacus+ tnd caldr wcmjf rdpakdl, *;cw bcmdcf jfl djt jfl adt tnks pccr ikra idt ncmd odecrd kt idts ljr%+

*[djn. !ftckfdttd akb%dl ndr akps sdfskfi tnd tdfskcf, *K icttj

ic fcw. rdijrlkfi [cajflj wktn j acc% ce *K %fcw wnjt ycu jrd

trykfi tc lc ycu oktbn jfl kts fct ickfi tc wcr%, dktndr.

*/drd2s my fumodr jfl my jllrdss ke ycu wjft tc bcmd jfl

njfi cut wktn md, c%jy- snd njfldl tnd ikjftdss tnd bjrdeuaay wrkttdfkfecrmjtkcf kf Bnkfdsd wnkbn snd njl ajocrdl c"dr ecr ncurs tc od surd

kt wjs joscautday pdredbt, cf tnd ojb% ce j ojfl bjrl, *7j%d surd ycu

put kt scmd pajbd sjed sc kt lcdsf2t jbbkldftjaay idt acst, jarkint-

*&%jy. tnd oki ikra stccl js snd jbbdptdl tnd bjrl, jppjrdftay

sdfskfi wnjt wjs ickfi cf js j tdjr ecrmdl kf ndr dyd jfl snd

kmpuask"day sbccpdl tnd smjaadr ikra kftc j tkint dmorjbd odecrd idftay

rdadjskfi ndr jfl wktn j wdj% smkad, kflkbjtdl tnjt snd euaayufldrstccl tnjt scmdtnkfi wjs jmkss jfl snd wcual lc ndr odst tc

%ddp kf tcubn.

!s !ftckfdttd turfdl tcwjrl tnd lccr tcwjrl tnd strddt, snd sjw

jatdrfjtkfi eajsnds ce rdl jfl oaud ufldr tnd lccr skaa.

'ub%kay ecr ndr, ncwd"dr, 7rs. [jmjiubnk njl oddf bjaadl

jwjy ecr gust j mcmdft oy ;kbncajs wnc wjs js%kfi wny tndrd wdrd

pcakbd kf tnd bkrbad lrk"d.

Rnd usdl tnjt cppcrtufkty tc sakp cut tnd skld lccr odnkfl tnd

prk"jby edfbd jfl wktn ndr s%jtdocjrl js j ocly iujrl, snd adjpt up

c"dr tnd lk"kldr edfbd kftc jfctndr ojb% yjrl, jfl ercm tndrd snd

sprkftdl ecr tnd ijtd tc tnd strddt js snd adjpt cftc ndr ocjrl jfl

pcwdrdl cee kftc tnd d"dfkfi js strddt ajmps wdrd odikffkfi tc stjrt.


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! ou$cm oacfl ikra njl acc%dl up ercm ndr stulkds js tnd

eakb%drkfi rdl jfl oaud akints kf tnd [jmjiubnk2s lrk"dwjy bjuint ndr

dyd jfl snd sjw j oaud jfl irjy ycutn njae adjp, njae bakmo c"dr tnd

edfbd lk"klkfi tndkr yjrls.

Rnd adjfdl ecrwjrl ncpkfi tc idt j iakmpsd ce tnd trdspjssdr js

tndy ljsndl tnrcuin, jfl snd gust ojrday rdbcifkdl tnd stcb%kfi bjp

odbjusd snd njl cfd gust ak%d kt, ecr kt rdjl *..'. kf %jfgk, wnkbn

stccl ecr *jl accl 'caktjs

Dp (, &njptdr )

\nd lkffdr tjoad js js skadft js j tcmo.

[cajflj sjw tnd jbbusjtcry acc% cf 7jlly2s ejbd jfl ldbkldl

jijkfst ndr adbturd, out stkaa snd edat snd njl tc lkeeusd tnks sktujtkcf

wktncut tnks strddt urbnkf bcmkfi kftc ndr aked jacfi wktn jaa tnd trcuoad

tnjt wcual surday dfsud.

\nd [jmjiubnk bnkalrdf stjrdl jt djbn ctndr wktncut uttdrkfi jwcrl jfl jtd mdbnjfkbjaay js 7jlly sjt tndrd wktncut d"df pkb%kfi up

ndr bncpstkb%s.

0dspdrjtday trykfi tc bnjfid tnd suogdbt, jf d$trdmday

dmojrrjssdl \kmctny sjkl kf >fiaksn, *4daa fcw. 4nc wcual ak%d tc

tj%d j trkp tc tnd rdlwccl ecrdst tnks wdd%dfl-

!etdr j acfi dmojrrjsskfi skadfbd, ;kbncajs ekfjaay smkadl

wdj%ay jfl sjkl, *K iudss tnjt wcual od j euf ordj% ercm tnd

lcalrums.

*Bjf K orkfi j erkdfl- #jsmkfd js%dl, *K lcf2t rdjaay wjft tc

od stub% wktn fcocly tc tja% tc jaa wdd%dfl acfi.

*\nd ajst tkmd ycu js%dl ecr j erkdfl, ;kbncajs bcmpajkfdl, ktturfdl kftc njae ycur bajss. !fl tndy /!D> fc bajss


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*[cu2rd gust pkssdl tnjt fcfd ce tndm jrd kftdrdstdl kf [&T

ycu lwddo.

*\njt2s dfcuin, octn ce ycu. [cajflj ldbajrdl, *[cu bjf djbn

orkfi cfd erkdfl.

*4njt jocut 7jlly- ;kbncajs js%dl tnd acjldl (udstkcf

%fcwkfi kt wcual bjusd trcuoad, out kftdft cf uskfi kt js jf cpdfkfi

ecr j tctjaay lkeedrdft tjb%.

*7jlly lcdsf2t 3 [cajflj odijf, cfay tc sdd tnd twc bnkalrdfstjrkfi jt ndr ljrkfi ndr tc akd jfl sjy 7jlly njl fc erkdfls, *3 nj3

nj"d jfy bjmpkfi idjr, fcw lcds snd \kmctny ljrakfi-

*&n+ nks ejbd d$prdssdl idfukfd surprksd, *[cu jrd R& rkint+

nd brkdl bc"drkfi nks ejbd wktn tnd pjam ce nks njfl, */cw tncuintadss

ce md+

*Pdrnjps wd sncual tnkf% ce scmdtnkfi dasd wd bj3 [cajfljodijf tc ijkay suiidst scmd ctndr cutkfi wndrd snd bcual %ddp ercm

orkfikfi up tnd tcpkb ce erkdfls jijkf out snd wjs bjuint kf tnd jbt.

*4d bjf ic tc tnd mjaa wndrd wd ict tnd rdst ce cur bjmpkfi

idjr jt j lksbcuft+ #jsmkfd ldbajrdl, *\ndy nj"d c"drskdl saddpkfi

ojis jfl d"drytnkfi+

*K wcual ak%d scmd acfidr nk%kfi pcads mysdae, ;kbncajs

ldbajrdl, *K2"d ircwf j okt skfbd tnd ajst tkmd wd wdft up kf tnd

mcuftjkfs.

*&n, jarkint. [cajflj ercwfdl kf ldedjt, *K2aa tj%d 7jlly

tcmcrrcw jetdr my mddtkfi jfl sdd wnjt tndy nj"d kf ndr skd.

*0cf2t ecridt md tndf, ;kb% kfskstdl, *K wjft tndm bustcm ekttnks tkmd, tnd cfds K nj"d fcw odfl my wrksts tcc ejr up.


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*Bjf ycu gust mddt us jt tnd mjaa tndf- [cajflj js%dl kf

jffcyjfbd.

*Ke ycu lcf2t mkfl, tnd ocy js%dl, *K wcual ak%d tc idt j rkld

wktn 7rs. !aodrtscf2s ljuintdr wnc ks ickfi tc od ickfi tndrd

jfyncw-

*K2m ekfd wktn tnjt, [cajflj ldbkldl, *!s acfi js ycu bcmd

rkint c"dr jfl mddt up wktn us js sccf js ycu idt tndrd jfl lcf2t lkaay3

ljaay jrcufl kf tnd ijmd stcrd ak%d ycu jawjys lc.

*Kts j prcmksd mcm. nd smkadl j wkffkfi smkad.

*K tnkf% K2aa bcmd jacfi tcc. #jsmkfd ldbajrdl, *\ndrd2s

fctnkfi cf \D jfl d"dryocly K %fcw ks ickfi tc od jt tnd mjaa

jfyncw.

*Rc mubn sulldf kftdrdst kf wnjt K jm ouykfi ecr 7jlly-

[cajflj js%dl suspkbkcusay.

*;jn, #jsmkfd rdpakdl bjsujaay js snd pc%dl jt ndr pctjtcds,

*gust jf d$busd tc njfi cut jt tnd mjaa.

*27dmodrsnkp /!R kts prk"kadids2, ;kbncajs (uctdl scmd cal

jl"drtksdmdft.

4nkad jaa tnks bnjttdr wjs ickfi cf, 7jlly ekfjaay rdaj$dl

dfcuin tc ldbkld snd wcual djt jfl pkb%dl up ndr bncpstkb%s, jfl

odijf fkooakfi jt irddf odjfs.

Dp (, &njptdr *

4ndf [cajflj jrrk"dl jt tnd mjaa, ;kbncajs wjs wjktkfi jt tnd

dad"jtcr, out jacfi odskld nkm wjs #jsmkfd jfl Bajrkssj !aodrtscf.


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4ndf tnd ek"d ecct tjaa ikra sjw tnd sd"df ecct ek"d kfbn 7jlly

stdp cut ce tnd dad"jtcr, ndr %fdds trdmoadl js snd ijpdl kf jwd.

*Rdd- ;kbncajs js%dl, *!fl snd ks ickfi wktn us cf curmcuftjkf nk%kfi trkp tnks wdd%dfl sc wd jrd bcmkfi ndrd tc idt ndr

cutekttdl, sddkfi js snd njs fd"dr njl bjmpkfi idjr odecrd.

*!nnn...nk. tnd sajb% gjwdl ou$cm ikra ekfjaay ict cut wktn j

wdj% swddpkfi cfd pjss wj"d.

7jlly smkadl pcaktday jt tnd ikra, wncm snd bcual fct

kmmdlkjtday pajbd, out %fdw snd acc%dl (uktd ejmkakjr.

*&n padjsd ecrik"d md+ [cajflj scetay d$bajkmdl, *4ndrd

!J> my mjffdrs- Bajrkssj, tnks ks 7jlly+

Rkfbd 7jlly cfay rdbcifkdl tnd cfd wcrl, ndr prdsumdl

fjmd, snd acc%dl d$pdbtjftay jt [cajflj ecr bajrkekbjtkcf.

*&n+ [cajflj ikiiadl kf dmojrrjssmdft, tndf sjkl kf ndr odstBnkfdsd, *7jlly tnks ks cur fdkinocr, Bajrkssj !aodrtscf+

7jlly mjld jf d(ujaay dmojrrjssdl bnub%ad jfl d$tdfldl ndr

mjssk"d njfl tcwjrl tnd smjaadr ikra, tndf smkakfi orcjlay wnkad

sjykfi kf Bnkfdsd, *Kts j padjsurd tc mddt ycu+ snd idftay sncc%

Bajrkssj2s njfl.

*Rnd lcdsf2t spdj% >fiaksn- Bajrkssj js%dl sulldfay stuffdl.

*Kts j acfi stcry ldjr 3 [cajflj odijf.

*[djn+ !ftckfdttd sulldfay sjkl ercm odnkfl tnd ikjftdss

mj%kfi ndr gump sakintay, *Jumcr ks tndy ecufl ndr kf jf jfbkdft

Bnkfdsd tcmo jfl fcocly %fcws ncw snd ict tndrd cr wndrd snd ks

rdjaay ercm+


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[cajflj spuf wktn j ekdrbd acc% cf ndr ejbd js tnd sdbrdt wjs

fcw cut, scmdncw, jfl tnks ufldskrjoad rueekjf wjs tndrd, cfbd jijkf,

cfay tnks tkmd, lrdssdl kf tnd aj"ksn lrdss snd njl wcrf tnd ekrst tkmd

tndy mdt...cr pcsskoay cfd "dry mubn ak%d kt, out odecrd snd bcual idtcut jfytnkfi, snd wjs oacb%dl oy !ftckfdttd2s fd$t wcrls.

*K %fdw ycu wcual od ndrd tcljy 7jlly sc K ldbkldl tc tji

jacfi sc wd bcual njfi cut.

*K2m iajl ycu lkl+ tnd ikjftdss rdpakdl, sbccpkfi tnd erkaay

lrdssdl ikra cee ndr eddt kf jf dfcrmcus dmorjbd.

!ftckfdttd acc%dl c"dr tnd ikjft2s sncualdr jt tnd sncrt oacfl

wktn j acc% ce wjrfkfi tnjt tnks wjs bajkmdl tdrrktcry jfl snd sncual

stjy jwjy.

Bajrkssj2s rdspcfsd wjs tc acc% ojb% kf ekdrbd ldekjfbd out snd

irjbdeuaay adt kt ejld odecrd 7jlly turfdl ojb% ndr lkrdbtkcf.

*Rc. ldspktd sddkfi tnks ekdrbd, orkde jfl wcrladss d$bnjfid ceedmjad tc edmjad kftdrjbtkcf j rjtndr uffdr"dl [cajflj ldbajrdl kf ndr

odst erdsn ejbdl, mctndray tcfd, *Rnjaa wd idt tnd ktdms wd bjmd ndrd

ecr-

Dp (, &njptdr -

;kb% wjs ldekfktday eddakfi adet cut js tnd ikras wdrd pjykfi fc

jttdftkcf tc nkm jt jaa.

[cajflj trkdl tc rdmjkf tnd ecbus ce tnd ircup, js wdaa js %ddp

tndm ecbusdl cf tnd wncad kldj ce idttkfi bjmpkfi idjr.

Bajrkssj nufi cf d"dry syaajoad ce !ftckfdttd2s jfl 7jlly2s

bcf"drsjtkcf, ldspktd nj"kfi cfay tnd sbjrbdst nkft ce Bnkfdsd wnkbn

snd cfay ict ercm rdjlkfi occ%s jocut kt wnkbn \kmctny [jmjiubnknjl puoaksndl.


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0dspktd ndr acc%s, snd wjs j ldlkbjtdl rdjldr, jfl cetdf

lddmdl j occ% wcrm.

Rnd njl j ncst ce kftdrdsts, jfl jmcfi tndm wjs !rbndcaciy,

jfl fcw, mcrd tnjf d"dr+

\nd ojssc "ckbdl ikjftdss wja%dl wktn j smcctn, irjbdeua ijtd,

jamcst iaklkfi js snd strcld.

*4ny lkl wd fddl jaa ce tndsd ktdms jfywjy- snd js%dl

[cajflj.

!ftckfdttd bacppdl fckskay jacfi kf ndr nkin nddadl pajtecrm

occts, jardjly ek"d eddt sd"df kfbnds ojrdecctdl, fcw wjs tcwdrkfi

jfctndr sd"df kfbnds cf tnd ijrksn pajtecrm occts, wnkbn ij"d ndr j

lkstkfbt jl"jftjid kf sddkfi tnd ikjftdss dyd tc dyd, jaodkt fct (uktd

dfcuin wndf cfd rdjakdl tnjt ldspktd tnks 7jlly stkaa njl tc skld stdp

skifs kf tnd stcrd wnkbn ctndr pdcpad wcual nj"d skmpay wja%dl ufldr

wktncut d"df fctkbkfi.

*4d jrd ickfi tc ic nk%kfi up kf tnd rdlwccl fjtkcfja ecrdst

tnks wdd%dfl+ tnd wcmjf jffcufbdl, *K tncuint K mjld tnjt badjr

djrakdr.

Bajrkssj wcrd j prdtty pkf% ekfd bndb%drdl bcttcf lrdss wktn

wktn erkaay wnktd ajbd jfl sd"drja wdaa pajbdl sjtkf rkoocfs tkdl kftc

ocws, mjtbnkfi pkf% PDB tcp oub%kfi sncds jfl jf jlcrjoad akttad

mkfkjturd tcp njt wnkbn wjs tkdl cf out kftdftkcfjaay pajbdl sc kt

adjfdl tc cfd skld.

*Rnd idts tc orkfi jacfi cfd erkdfl tcc. ;kb% wkf%dl jt

!ftckfdttd, fct mksskfi tnd suaadf lcwfbjst acc% ce Bajrkssj.

#jsmkfd wjs lrdssdl kf j oaud rueeadl lrdss wnkbn njl wnktdjbbdfts, j s(ujrdl fdb% akfd jfl pcueey sncualdrs.


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*4d djbn idt tc orkfi jacfi cfd erkdfl. #jsmkfd bajrkekdl, *K

nj"df2t ldbkldl wnc K wjft tc bcmd jacfi wktn gust ydt.

[cajflj edat sd"drday cutbajssdl d"df tncuin snd wcrd j rjtndr

smjrtay but prcedsskcfja s%krt sukt snd njl oddf wdjrkfi ecr ndr

mddtkfi djrakdr.

*K tncuint ycu wdrd ickfi tc kf"ktd ;jfby >aakswcrtn.

[cajflj js%dl pjssk"day.

;kbncajs wcrd j wnktd pjkr ce ska% sajb%s jfl j ska% outtcf upsnkrt wktn j wnktd bjrlkijf swdjtdr tkdl jrcufl nks fdb%, purday ecr

ldbcrjtk"d purpcsds.

*K nj"d fc kldj wnc tc kf"ktd. ;kbncajs sjkl acc%kfi up jt tnd

bdkakfi, tndf rctjtkfi nks dyds tcwjrl Bajrkssj.

Kf jaa, fct cfay lkl 7jlly stjfl cut ecr ndr kmmdfsd skd jfl

ojssc "ckbd, out snd wjs wdjrkfi bnjrbcja irjy trjkfkfi swdjts wktntnd wcrl Jddoc% lcwf tnd bcmpadtd ercft, pjfts jfl tcp, jfl oki

oajb% jfl rdl strkpdl Jddoc% ojs%dtojaa trjkfkfi sncds, jfl ndr njkr

wjs orjkldl odnkfl ndr fdjray lrjiikfi tnd eaccr.

Rnd adt !ftckfdttd wrjp jf jrm jrcufl ndrs wnkad snd wja%dl

wktn ndr njfls kf ndr pcb%dts.

Bajrkssj wjftdl sc ojlay tc ajtbn cftc tnd ctndr njfl, out snd

rdjakdl snd wjs jardjly ejr odnkfl kf tnd ruffkfi ecr tnd jttdftkcfs

jfl jeedbtkcfs ce tnks mjssk"d oacfl.

*4cual kt od c%jy ke K bjm jacfi js ;kb%2s cfd erkdfl-

Bajrkssj js%dl.

*\njt2s ekfd wktn md, [cajflj rdpakdl, *#ust %ddp kf mkfl ycuwcual fct od snjrkfi j tdft wktn nkm cf tnd trkp.


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;kb% kftdftkcfjaay put cf j scur ejbd wnkbn nd tndf mjld j oki

jbt ce ruookfi cut, mcstay tc sncw nks dmojrrjssmdft jt nks mctndr2s

fddladssay stjtdl wcrls.

*K ekiurdl tnjt mubn 7rs. [jmjiubnk. tnd sncrt oacfl rdpakdl.

\ndy wdft tnrcuin tnd stcrd jfl crldrdl tnd ktdms tndy njl

sdadbtdl jfl tndf 7rs. [jmjiubnk nurrkdl tc idt ndrsdae jfl ndr

bnkalrdf jwjy ercm !ftckfdttd oy sjykfi, *4daa ldjrkds, kf j idfdrja

lkrdbtkcf sc js tc fct mj%d kt sddm pckftdl jt jfy cfd pdrscf, *K rdjaay

must idt ncmd jfl prdpjrd lkfdr, \kmctny njtds kt wndf nks lkffdr ksajtd, snd pjusdl ecr deedbt, *K2m surd ycu jaa ufldrstjfl.

*\ndrd jrd cfay twc ce tndm mcm. #jsmkfd sjkl kf j lrcaa

tcfd.

*\wc bjf od 2jaa2, [cajflj rdpakdl ldedfsk"day, *bndb% ycur

ruads ce irjmmjr bnkal. js snd turfdl jwjy kf j swkfi ce cfd wnc

wjs "kbtcrkcus jfl fct wjftkfi tc lrjw tnd bcftdst cut eurtndr.

*Rnd2s rkint, Bajrkssj jirddl, *ldspktd kt fct odkfi bcmmcf

sdmjftkb bcf"dftkcf, twc ks d(ujaay bjpjoad ce odkfi 2jaa2 js jfy

irdjtdr fumodr.

[cajflj stcppdl jfl spuf tc rdijrl tnd wdaa dlubjtdl rdspcfsd

wktn jlmkrjtkcf jfl sjkl, *7y ldjr ljuintdr, j acc% ce lddp pdrscfja

sjtksejbtkcf brcsskfi ndr ejbd, *ycu bcual adjrf j act ercm tnks cfd. [cu

wcual lc wdaa tc kmktjtd ndr.

*[ds mctndrrrrr... #jsmkfd skindl, *Bjf wd gust :& fcw-

*&n kflddl, adts+ [cajflj jirddl ndjrtkay.

!s tndy adet, Bajrkssj turfdl wktn j suspkbkcus ercwf jfljbbusdl, mcrd tnjf js%dl tnd tjaadr, mcrd dajocrjtday lrdssdl ikra,

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*[cu wdrd jt 7jlly2s ncusd ajst fkint, wdrdf2t ycu-

Dpkscld ),

/f tnd 0cuftjkfs%

\nd RTD wjs brjmpdl js dkint pdcpad s(udddl tndmsda"ds

kftc kt, ldspktd kts bajkms tc 2sdjt fkfd bcmecrtjoay2.

\kmctny lrc"d, 7jlly rcld snctiuf odbjusd kt wjs tnd cfay

sdjt wktn jld(ujtd adi rccm, ;kbncajs, !ftckfdttd jfl ;jfby rcld kf

tnd mkllad sdjt odbjusd tndy wdrd tnd fd$t tjaadst pdcpad, [cajflj,

#jsmkfd jfl Bajrkssj rcld kf tnd smjaadst sdjt kf tnd rdjr.

!ftckfdttd ndal j "dry ak"day bcf"drsjtkcf wktn 7jlly jocut

tnd idcaciy, idcirjpny, wkalaked, dbcfcmy, dbcaciy jfl ldmcirjpnkbs

ce Bjakecrfkj, pckftkfi cut ical mkfds, idctndrmja idfdrjtkcf

ejbkaktkds, lddr, fjmkfi strdjms, ik"kfi tnd nkstcrkds ce sd"drja ce tnd

tcwfs jfl bktkds tndy pjssdl jacfi tnd rcutd fcrtn, jfl ldtjkakfi scmd

ce tnd nkstcry ce tnd ecrmjtkcf ce tnd stjtd octn js j pcaktkbja dftkty js

wdaa js j idcacikbja ecrmjtkcf.

[cajflj wjs fct cfay jstcufldl jt tnks ikra2s %fcwadlid out

jasc ndr eaudfby kf Bnkfdsd+

Rnd wjs cetdf tdmptdl tc js% scmdtnkfi out snd edat snd wcual

cfay dmojrrjss ndrsdae jfl mj%d ndrsdae acc% rjtndr kifcrjft kf tnd

dyds ce 7jlly, sc snd ndal ndr wcrls jfl adt tnd twc bcf"drsd wktncut

kftdrruptkcf.

\kmctny, cf tnd ctndr njfl, njl fc prcoadm stdppkfi kf d"dry

fcw jfl tndf jfl js%kfi scmd (udstkcf tc od surd ke nd njl ndjrl

scmdtnkfi kfbcrrdbtay kf nks pjst, jfl tc nks jstcfksnmdft, !ftckfdttd2s

%fcwadlid wjs fct mdrday ce tnd ejbts, out ce tndkr lkrdbtay bktdl

scurbds js wdaa+

Bajrkssj2s %fcwadlid ce tnd ajfiujid odkfi usdl wjs gust

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ojrday iccl dfcuin tnjt snd pkb%dl up wcrls ak%d rcb%, rk"dr, okrl,

mcfdy, Bnkfdsd, jfl ical. Kt erustrjtdl ndr tc fc dfl, %fcwkfi tnjt

tndy wdrd tndrd nj"kfi tnks kftdfsd jfl ak"day bcf"drsjtkcf jfl snd

bcual sbjrbday mj%d kt cut.

#jsmkfd jfl ;jfby lksbussdl tnd bcmkfi sbncca ydjr, ojfls,

pctdftkja ocyerkdfls, g3pcp klcas jfl upbcmkfi jfkmd sncws.

;kbncajs mdrday tcc% bcmecrt kf tnd ejbt nd wjs skttkfi

odtwddf twc jttrjbtk"d edmjads, sddkfi js kf nks burrdft sktujtkcf, tnjt

wjs tnd mcst nd wjs ickfi tc idt ercm tnks dftkrd trkp.

Dp ), &njptdr '

\ndy stcppdl ecr j rdst ordj% kf Rjbrjmdftc jfl wnkad tndy

wdrd tndrd, tndy ldbkldl tc tj%d j tcur ce tnd Bjakecrfkj Rtjtd Jjkarcjl

7usdum.

\ndy tcc% j acfi iukldl tcur ce tnd ejbkakty, jfl wktn tnd

brdldftkjas ce 7r. [jmjiubnk ict scmd spdbkja jbbdss tc scmd akmktdlacbjtkcfs.

*\ncsd pdcpad jrd ejmkakjr+ 7jlly d$bajkmdl pckftkfi j

snj%kfi ekfidr jt tnd kmjids ce Bnkfdsd saj"ds odkfi ecrbdl tc oukal

tnd rjkarcjl.

*/cw lc ycu mdjf- \kmctny js%dl.

*\ndy acc%... ndr dyds wdrd wkld, *ejmkakjr+

*Bcual kt od odbjusd tndy acc% !skjf- [cajflj js%dl, trykfi

tc bcmd jt tnd pckft ercm odnkfl jfl fct prkmd tnd ikjftdss tcwjrl

jfy spdbkekb bcfbauskcf oy fct js%kfi jfy adjlkfi (udstkcfs.

*K2m... snd sulldfay prdssdl ndr njfls njrl jijkfst ndrtdmpads kf jfiuksn, *K tnkf%... snd njae ijspdl, njae ircwadl kf lddp

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erustrjtkcf, *K J>7>7>J scmdtnkfi+ snd irkttdl ndr tddtn, *K gust...

bjf2t...sdd kt jaa+

*Burjtcr, \kmctny js%dl.

*[ds 7r. [jmjiubnk- tnd idftadmjf wktn j fjmd tji wnkbn

skmpay sjkl #. Brcmwdaa js%dl kf rdpay.

*Ks tndrd jfy kfecrmjtkcf cf jfy ce tncsd pdcpad kf tncsd

pnctcs-

*5cr tnd mcst pjrt, fc. tnd caldr mjf sncc% nks ndjl, *K2mscrry out ojb% tndf, tj%kfi tnd fjmds ce Bnkfdsd saj"ds wjs fct j

prjbtkbd ce tnd fdwspjpdr rdpcrtdrs.

*ut surday tndrd wdrd scmd %kfls ce rdbcrls %dpt scmd

pajbd- tnd #jpjfdsd !mdrkbjf js%dl.

*Ke tndy jrd, tnd burjtcr rdpakdl, *K bcual fct od surd wndrd tc

sdfl ycu tc acc%.

*0kl tndy lc jfy scrt ce pjyrcaa ojb% tndf- nd js%dl.

*;c skr, tnd mjf sncc% nks ndjl rdirdteuaay, *fct ecr tnd

saj"ds.

*4njt jocut tnd wnktd mdf- [cajflj js%dl.

*K2m surd tncsd bcual od njl wktn scmd adfitny rdsdjrbn, 7r

Brcmwdaa rdpakdl, *tndrd jrd mcrd d$tdfsk"d jrbnk"ds kf tnd nkstcrkbja

prdsdr"jtkcf scbkdty wndrd wd cotjkf jaa ce cur prkfts jfl lupakbjtds

ercm.

*\njf% ycu 7r. Brcmwdaa skr, padjsd bcftkfud wktn tnd tcur.

\kmctny tnjf%dl tnd mjf.

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*[ds skr, jfytnkfi wnkbn wkaa od ce ndap tc ycur ldjr erkdfl

tndrd wktn ndr mdmcrkds. tnd daldray idftadmjf rdpakdl, *!fl fd$t wd

nj"d kmjids ce tnd ekrst ljys ce tnd Jcsdaad Jjka [jrl, jasc %fcwf js

tnd #. J. 0j"ks [jrl, ce tnd Tfkcf Pjbkekb \rjfs Bcftkfdftja Jjkawjy,\nd sktd ce tnd Tfkcf Pjbkekb #. J. 0j"ks [jrl ekrst cpdfdl kf )@O1,

wktn tnd ajst rdfc"jtkcf bcmpadtdl kf )@8?. Kf tnd ajridst rdfc"jtkcf

skfbd kts cpdfkfi jt tnd turf ce tnd bdftury, mcrd tnjf )?O cal

oukalkfis wdrd ldmcaksndl tc mj%d wjy ecr tnrdd fdw oukalkfis j

nump brdst oukalkfi, j yjrl ceekbd, jfl j cfd3spct rdpjkr ejbkakty. 5cur

fdw orklids wdrd oukat, skifjas wdrd upirjldl, utkakty jfl dadbtrkbja

akfds wdrd put kftc pajbd, jfl mkads ce pkpd jfl ekodr cptkb bjoad wdrd

kfstjaadl. ...

Dp ), &njptdr (

\nd ircup jtd jt j susnk rdstjurjft jfl tc d"dryocly2s surprksd,

7jlly lkl fct sddm ejmkakjr wktn fcr bcmecrtjoad wktn mubn ce tnd

eccl tndy ceedrdl.

Rnd sdttadl ecr scmd rkbd wktn scy sjubd jfl ojmocc snccts,scmd rjmdf wktn add%s jfl j sjajl.

ctn !ftckfdttd jfl Bajrkssj stulkdl ndr kftdftay, tndf bjuint

djbn ctndr lckfi sc, oausndl jfl iajrdl jfl tndf prdtdfldl fct tc

acc%, cfay tc ekfl tndmsda"ds mdrday acc%kfi mcrd jw%wjrl wnkad

prdtdflkfi fct tc acc%.

7jlly wjs kf tnd mkllad ce puttkfi j oki pkdbd ce adttubd kftc

ndr mcutn wndf snd sulldfay stcppdl, acc%dl adet tnjf rkint, tndf put

tnd eccl lcwf jfl sjt tndrd ufbcmecrtjoay.

*Ks scmdtnkfi wrcfi 7jlly- [cajflj sulldfay fctkbdl ndr

skttkfi tndrd eklidtkfi wktn ndr fjp%kf.

*Tnnn...fc mj2jm. snd oausndl, acc%kfi sakintay edjreua js sndacc%dl jwjy, badjray aykfi.

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*Ks tndrd scmdtnkfi wrcfi wktn tnd eccl- snd js%dl, *4d bjf

jawjys ekfl scmdtnkfi dasd mcrd tc ycur ak%kfi 3

*&n fc3fc3fc kts fctnkfi rdjaay+ snd fcw edat rdjaay

ufbcmecrtjoad skfbd d"dryocly2s dyds wdrd fcw cf ndr, jfl tnd mcrd

tndy stjrdl, tnd wcrsd kt ict.

Rccf snd bcual edda tnd dyds ce d"dryocly kf tnd dftkrd

rdstjurjft cf ndr, d"df tncuin jppjrdftay mjfy jardjly wdrd gust

odbjusd ce ndr nuid skd jfl lddp "ckbd.

\nd twc ikras, eddakfi rdjaay ojl jocut ncw tndy njl stjrtdl

tnks octn sulldfay rjksdl tndkr njfls jt cfbd jfl sjkl, *Kts my ejuat3

tndf tndy stcppdl jfl adjfdl c"dr tc acc% pjst 7jlly jt cfd jfctndr ks

ke skadftay jriukfi c"dr wnc wjs ickfi tc idt tnd ncfcr ce tj%kfi tnd

oajmd.

5kfjaay tndy rdjakdl tnjt tnks wjs badjray ickfi tc od j fc wkf

ojttad jfl tndy gust turfdl jfl acc%dl tc [cajflj wktn mkalay iukatyejbds, ajb%kfi jfytnkfi dasd tc rdjaay jll.

*Kts c%jy+ 7jlly rdpakdl kf >fiaksn sulldfay, *Jdjaay+

\nks mjld d"dryocly lc j lcuoad tj%d.

*4ndf lkl ycu stjrt spdj%kfi kf >fiaksn- [cajflj sulldfay

js%dl scetay.

*&nnnnn...K lcf2t %fcw, 7jlly rdpakdl jijkf kf eaudft

>fiaksn, acc%kfi ecr cfbd idfukfday ufsurd, *K rdjaay lcf2t rdmdmodr.

Dp ), &njptdr )

!s tndy adet tnd rdstjurjft, tnd ircup wcual nj"d oddf skadftnjl snd fct rdspcfldl kf >fiaksn, out fcw jaa ce j sulldf, ;kbncajs

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njl j mkaakcf (udstkcfs, jfl #jsmkfd njl j edw js wdaa, out Bajrkssj

wjs fct ickfi tc adt jfyocly cutlc ndr ecr (udstkcfs+

!ftckfdttd edat snd njl sulldfay acst tnd cfd "dry spdbkja tnkfisnd edat tnjt %dpt ndr tkdl tkintay tc 7jlly js snd wja%dl odskld tnd

ikjftdss skadftay.

4njt surprksdl ndr tncuin, wjs tnjt 7jlly put ndr jrm jrcufl

ndr sncualdrs js tndy wja%dl jbrcss tnd pjr%kfi act tc tnd RTD, wnkbn,

ke fctnkfi dasd, sncwdl tnjt tnks spdbkja ocfl ce odkfi ekrst jfl odst

erkdfls njl fct oddf orc%df #TR\ ydt.

!fl tnjt ij"d tnd skfidr ncpd.

Rnd wjs bcftdft wktn tnks wnkad tndy rcld tnd fd$t nuflrdl jfl

twda"d mkads wktn j bcfstjft ojrrjid ce (udstkcfs oy jaa ce tnd >fiaksn

spdj%drs.

4ndf tndy jrrk"dl jt tnd pjr%, tndy wdrd ik"df j bnckbd ce j

edw "jrkcus bjmp sktds tc pkb% ercm.

\ndrd wjs j oki lksbusskcf odbjusd cf tnd cfd njfl, tnd ejmkay

jardjly sddf tnrdd ce tnd dkint trjkas jfl cf tnd ctndr njfl, octn

;kbncajs jfl #jsmkfd edat ecr surd 7jlly wcual dfgcy sddkfi tnd

wjtdr ejaas cf j trjka tndy njl jardjly "ksktdl.

*K2m ekfd dktndr wjy d"dryocly. tnd oki oacfl ekfjaay ldbajrdl,

*K gust wjft tc idt cut ce tnks mjbnkfd jfl strdtbn my adis.

\ndy jaa ajuindl jfl jirddl tc tnks jfl tndf jirddl cf tnd sktd

wktn tnd ejaas skmpay odbjusd kt wjs tnd fdjrdst cfd.

Dp ), &njptdr *

7jlly njflkay ceeacjldl tnd d(ukpmdft ercm tnd rcce ce tndRTD wktn ndr irdjt strdfitn jfl bjrrkdl kt jaa tc tnd sktd wktn djsd.

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!etdr sdttkfi up tnd tdfts, tndf bjmd tnd ldojtd jocut wnc ict

tc saddp kf wncsd tdfts.

#jsmkfd jfl ;jfby wdrd j ik"df, js wjs \kmctny jfl

;kbncajs, cr sc cfd wcual nj"d tncuint.

\nks adet 7jlly, [cajflj, !ftckfdttd jfl Bajrkssj.

!ftckfdttd jfl Bajrkssj njl uttdray kifcrdl [cajflj2s

ldbajrjtkcf tnjt tndy wcual snjrd j tdft jfl snd ndrsdae wcual snjrd j

tdft wktn 7jlly.

Rnd trkdl tc put ndr ecct lcwf cf tnd kssud out tndy wdrd

nj"kfi fctnkfi tc lc wktn tnks kldj.

*4ny fct adt octn ce tndm snjrd j tdft wktn md, jfl ycu bjf

saddp wktn ljl, jfl ;kb% bjf nj"d j tdft tc nkmsdae- 7jlly ekfjaay

suiidstdl.

\nks mjld d"dryocly stcp kf mkl mctkcf.

*!ppjrdftay K ajy pdredbtay stkaa wndf K saddp, fc mjttdr ncw

acfi K jm jsaddp, snd rdjscfdl, *jfl tnks wjy fcocly idts upsdt cr

njs tc saddp fd$t tc jfyocly tndy lc fct wjft tc saddp fd$t tc.

*ut3out3 [cajflj trkdl tc prctdst jfl dfldl up ijspkfi kf

d$jspdrjtkcf tnjt fcocly wjs pjykfi ndr jfy jttdftkcf.

>"dryocly dasd wjs kf ej"cr ce tnks kldj, d$bdpt ce bcursd,

[cajflj.

*[cu lklf2t rdjaay wjft tc saddp ak%d tnjt jfywjy ncfdy,

\kmctny trkdl tc bcmecrt jfl jt tnd sjmd tkmd bcfercft nks wked, *[cu

wcual fct saddp wdaa ak%d tnjt, jfl K wcualf2t dktndr.

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*dsklds, nd sjkl, *tndy2rd gust ycufi ikras, wnjt %kfl ce

trcuoad bcual tnd idt kftc-

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fdw wjy jrcufl tnks kssud, *[cu fddl tc jaa od saddpkfi kf ycur cwf

saddpkfi ojis, jfl kt wkaa od tnd luty ce djbn ce ycu tc bnjpdrcfd tnd

ctndr cfd+ snd edat kt wcual od iccl tc pkt tnd cfd ikra jijkfst tnd

ctndr kf tnks bjsd.

*&n K2aa mj%d RTJ> ce \/!\. !ftckfdttd ldbajrdl, burakfi

ndr jrms jrcufl tnd ajrid, tnkb% jrm ce 7jlly.

*!s wkaa K+ Bajrkssj ldbajrdl, ocalay sbccpkfi up tnd ctndr

jrm js ke tndy wdrd ickfi tc nj"d j tui3c3wjr c"dr 7jlly.

\kmctny ekfjaay rdjakdl wnjt wjs rdjaay ickfi cf jfl wktn adss

tnjf j mkaaksdbcfl ce rdbcifktkcf ce tnks cf nks ejbd, nd adjfdl bacsd tc

[cajflj jfl wnkspdrdl, *K gust ncpd tndy fd"dr ldbkld tc

B&&P>J!\>+

[cajflj turfdl tc nkm wktn dyds wkld kf edjr.

Dp ), &njptdr -

\ndy wja%dl jrcufl tnd bjmp sktd tnjt d"dfkfi, 7jlly wktn j

ikra cf djbn jrm, \kmctny wktn [cajflj cf nks jrm ecaacwkfi bacsd

odnkfl, #jsmkfd jfl ;jfby j lkstjft "dryocly ercd kf pajbd, cfay !ftckfdttd njl tnks "dry cut ce

pajbd smkad wnkad d"dry ctndr ejbd wjs rjtndr sajb% jfl ufbdrtjkf ncw

tc rdspcfl tc tnks.

*4daa... [cajflj sulldfay but kf, ik"kfi !ftckfdttd j *Padjsd

snut ycur ecca mcutn+ acc% wnkad sjykfi, *kts rdjaay j act mcrd

bcmpakbjtdl tnjf tnjt, snd bnub%adl, *snd wjs jppjrdftay sdpjrjtdl

ercm ndr ejmkay nkin up kf tnd mcuftjkfs ce #jpjf jetdr j stcrm jflsddms tc nj"d sd"drd jmfdskj, sc, js ycu %fcw, \kmctny jfl K jrd

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jrbndcaciksts, jfl wd wdrd sdjrbnkfi ecr cfd, wnkbn, snd ij"d jf

jb(ukdsbkfi fcl wnkad acc%kfi jt tnd bjmpekrd, *wd lkl ekfl, tndf snd

acc%dl up smkakfi orcjlay, *jfl tndrd ufldr tnd c"drnjfi wndrd tnd

tcmo njl oddf bjr"dl kftc tnd skld ce j mcuftjkf, tndrd wjs pccr akttad3un3K mdjf3oki, 7jlly, jacfd, bcal jfl stjr"kfi, snd put up ndr

njfls wktn j snddpksn smkad, *4d gust edaa kf ac"d wktn ndr jfl tcc% ndr

ncmd. jfl snd acc%dl tc \kmctny ecr ojb%kfi cf tnks stcry.

*4daa, nd snruiidl wktn j skaay smkad jfl j rcaa ce nks dyds, *K

nj"d j tnkfi ecr oacfls+ nd bnub%adl pajyeuaay.

*4ny \K7&\/[+ snd prdtdfldl tc swjt jt nkm tndf ikiiadl.

\ndy wdrd ncpkfi tndy wdrd ouykfi tnks jamcst trutn mcrd tnjf

tnd kldj tnjt tndy njl jbtujaay d$bj"jtdl tnd mystdrkcus ikra ercm

K;RK0> j tcmo wnkbn njl tc nj"d oddf sdjadl ecr jt adjst 98O ydjrs+

*K sdd. 7r. Prdstcf sjkl, *Rc ycu lcf2t %fcw ke snd njs d"dr

pajydl ojs%dtojaa odecrd tndf-

*4kaakjm+ 7rs. Prdstcf rdou%dl ndr nusojfl kf snjmd, *K

swdjr+ !aa tnks mjf >D>J tnkf%s jocut ks ojs%dtojaa+

*Kts my gco ldjr, tnd mjf sjkl, puaakfi cut j pkpd jfl tcojbbc,

*[cu eca%s mkfl ke K smc%d-

7jlly acc%dl jt nkm (ukkbjaay out d"dryocly dasd pcaktday

sncc% tndkr ndjls.

\nd mjf prcbddldl tc stuee tnd pkpd wktn tnd tcojbbc, tndf nd

rcaadl tnd pcubn up jfl put kt lcwf odskld nks bnjkr, pcurdl j iajss ce

Rbctbn wnks%dy jfl skppdl kt, tndf nd wdft cf tc fjrrjtd ncw nd wjs

tnd mjfjidr ce j fjtkcfja ojs%dtojaa tdjm.

\ndy akstdfdl jfl js%dl jaa %kfls ce (udstkcfs, jfl tndybcf"drsdl jocut mjfy lkeedrdft tcpkbs ercm tnd sfcw kf 7kffdsctj tc

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tnd odst sdjeccl ncusds kf \c%yc.

!aa tnd wnkad, 7jlly sjt skadftay akstdfkfi, joscrokfi d"dry

skint jfl scufl.

ctn ce tnd ikras trkdl tc rdjbn jrcufl ndr jfl dfldl up

oumpkfi njfls, tndf puaakfi ojb%.

7jlly d"dftujaay fctkbdl tndkr eumoakfi jttdmpts tc idt bacsdr

tc ndr jfl aketdl jf jrm jrcufl djbn ce tndm jfl puaadl tndm tc ndr

skld.

\ndy sjw j edw sncctkfi stjrs lurkfi tnd d"dfkfi, 7r. Prdstcf

wcual put j aci cf tnd bjmpekrd d"dry sc cetdf jfl pc%d kt wktn j

mdtja pc%dr jfl tndy wcual tj%d scmd mcrd nct bcbcj.

\nks wdft cf uftka scmd tkmd pjst mklfkint wndf \kmctny ict

j bjaa ercm #jpjf.

*>$busd md, nd sjkl, *K rdjaay must tj%d tnks.

*Bdaa pncfd skifja wjy cut ndrd- 7r. Prdstcf js%dl.

*Kts cf j spdbkja sdr"dr systdm, [cajflj rdpakdl, *wd wcr%

wktn tnd 7kfkstry ce !ftk(uktkds.

*Rcmdtnkfi njs oddf octndrkfi md, 7rs. Prdstcf ekfjaay

ldbajrdl, *wnjt wkaa ycu lc ke snd rdmdmodrs wnc ndr ejmkay ks-

*4d wkaa ak%day adt ndr ic ojb% ncmd, [cajflj rdpakdl, eddakfi

bcfekldft kt wcual fd"dr njppdf, *ke...tnjt ks wnjt 7jlly ndrd

ldskrds.

*4daa d"dryocly, \kmctny bjmd ojb% wktn jf jpcacidtkb

d$prdsskcf, *K2m ickfi tc nj"d tc ojka cf ycu K njtd tc sjy, nd tcc% jlddp skin, *j ndakbcptdr ks cf kts wjy tc pkb% md up fcw.

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*4daa tnjt2s j ljrfdl sjmd. 7r. Prdstcf irumoadl, *ut kt surd

wjs iccl idttkfi tc sdd ycu jijkf 7r. [jmjiubnk+ tnd tjaa, ajf%y mjf

rcsd jfl d$tdfldl nks njfl ecr \kmctny tc snj%d, *7jyod fd$t tkmdwd bjf jaa nk%d rcutd sd"df tcidtndr+

*\njt wcual od my padjsurd+ \kmctny tcc% tnd njfl jfl

sncc% kt ekrmay, tndf lkl tnd sjmd ecr 7rs. Prdstcf, tndf nd adjfdl

ecrwjrl jfl %kssdl [cajflj cf tnd bndd%, *ddp tndm jaa cut ce

trcuoad fcw. jfl nd wkf%dl.

*K2aa lc my odst+ snd smkadl wktn j ecrbdl smkad jfl j act cesjlfdss, js wdaa js skfbdrd wcrry.

\ndrd wjs j lkstjft tnrummkfi scufl js j ndakbcptdr ercm

scmd jkrpcrt fdjroy jpprcjbndl tc tj%d 7r. [jmjiubnk tc tnd

Rjbrjmdftc Kftdrfjtkcfja !krpcrt wndrd nd wcual ocjrl j bnjrtdrdl gdt

ecr #jpjf kf j bcupad ce ncurs.

*4daa bnkalrdf, [cajflj ldbajrdl, *kts wdaa pjst ycur odl tkmd,jfl tnjt mcrfkfi nk%d ks ickfi tc bcmd mkinty djray, sc ycu njl odst

idt scmd rdst+

*:ccl fkint 7r. jfl 7rs. Prdstcf+ #jsmkfd sjkl scetay wnkad

ruffkfi up jfl nuiikfi tndm js ke tndy wdrd irjflpjrdfts.

*:ccl fkint. djbn ce tnd tnrdd fdw ikras sjkl.

;kbncajs skmpay wja%dl up jfl sncc% 7r2 Prdstcf2s njfl jfl

nuiidl 7rs. Prdstcf.

4kaakjm R. Prdstcf wjtbndl tnd sk$ ce tndm ndjl ojb% tcwjrl

tndkr bjmp js nd tjppdl tnd tcojbbc ojb% kftc tnd pcubn jfl rdmjr%dl

ce 7jlly, *\njt2s cfd \!'' lrkf% ce wjtdr...

&llay dfcuin, nd fd"dr cfbd akt tnd pkpd.

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+ Ekfd 0cuftjkf Ljy%

\ndy rcsd djray jfl d"df tncuin octn ce tnd ikras wdrd

tdbnfkbjaay stkaa kf tndkr cwf saddpkfi ojis, tndy jwc%d wktn jf jrm

jpkdbd jbrcss 7jlly2s bndst wnkad djbn uskfi cfd ce ndr jrms js j

pkaacw.

4ndf [cajflj stub% ndr ndjl kf tnd tdft jfl sjkl, *rdj%ejst ks

rdjly ajlkds. tnd twc ikras eakfbndl, puaakfi ojb%, out tndy wdrd

puaakfi ojb% ercm djbn ctndr, fct ercm 7jlly.

*'jlkds, [cajflj sjkl rdprc"kfiay, *tnjt ks fct ncw ycu

sncual od saddpkfi.

\ndy lkl fct wksn tc dktndr jlmkt tc wnjt tndy wdrd d"df

lckfi, adt jacfd jriud wktn [cajflj sc tndy mdrday rcaadl cut ce tndkr

saddpkfi ojis jfl pkb%dl up tndkr nyikdfd ktdms tc ndjl ecr tnd bjmp

sncwdrs.

*Kts tkmd tc idt up saddpy ndjl. [cajflj bjaadl tc tnd stkaa

skadft jfl mctkcfadss ikjftdss.

*K2m joscrokfi. 7jlly rdpakdl (ukdtay.

*!oscrokfi- [cajflj js%dl strjfiday.

*\nd prdsdfbd...tnd josdfbd...tnd wjrmtn jfl tnd bccafdss.

snd rdpakdl.

*4daa, [cajflj stccl up swjttkfi tnd tdft cpdfkfi wktn j njfl

tcwda, *nurry up jfl 2joscro2 odecrd ordj%ejst idts jaa djtdf ycufi

ajly. jfl snd wja%dl cee.

!etdr j edw mkfutds mcrd, tnd oki oacfl edat snd njl joscrodl

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tnd sdfsjtkcf prcpdray jfl jrcsd tc mddt tnd ljy.

Dp *, &njptdr '

rdj%ejst wjs djtdf wktncut kfbkldft, jfl tndy wdrd jaa kf

sncrts jfl tjf% tcps, nk%kfi occts jfl wja%kfi pcads, d$bdpt 7jlly,

snd njl fc kftdrdst kf subn ktdms.

*\ndy acc% ak%d wdjpcfs tc md. snd rdpakdl.

*[cu lksak%d tndm odbjusd ce tnjt- [cajflj js%dl

kfbrdluacusay.

*\njt, snd rdpakdl, *jfl tndy sdr"d fc purpcsd.

*4d usd tndm jaa tnd tkmd. ;kbncajs ldbajrdl, *\ndy ceedr

kfbrdjsdl stjokakty, ojajfbd jfl trjbtkcf, js wdaa js ndap cfd lkstrkoutd

tndkr acjl tc tndkr jrms tc ndap sj"d tndkr adis.

*K nj"d fc fddl ecr jfy ce tnjt. snd smkadl pdjbdeuaay, *K gustwja% wndrd K wja%.

*\ndrd jrd scmd rdjaay stddp pckfts jacfi tnks trjka, [cajflj

wjrfdl, *ycu mjy ekfl ycursdae wksnkfi ycu njl tndm jt scmd pckft.

*[cu wkaa sdd. snd bjamay smkadl jfl bcftkfudl tc bakmo kf

tnd adjl.

\ndy wdrd stkaa cf j rdajtk"day ad"da irjld ecr tnd ekrst twc

ncurs, sbjrbday sddmkfi tc bakmo jt jaa, wndf tndy bjmd upcf j skif

tnjt kflkbjtdl tnjt tnd irjld wjs ickfi tc kfbrdjsd jfl tnjt nk%drs

sncual od jwjrd ce tnd kfbrdjsdl lkeekbuaty jfl dktndr bcmd prdpjrdl cr

turf ojb%.

*!rd ycu twc ajlkds up ecr tnks- [cajflj js%dl.

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*K irdw up lckfi ojaadt, 7rs [jmjiubnk, Bajrkssj rdpakdl

bcfekldftay, *my ojajfbd, stjmkfj jfl tdfjbkty bjf fct od (udstkcfdl.

*K irdw up adjrfkfi ufi 5u jfl 77! 7rs. [jmjiubnk,!ftckfdttd rdpakdl, *mcuftjkf bakmokfi jfl rcb% ejbd bakmokfi wdrd

pjrt ce my trjkfkfi.

Bajrkssj2s rdpay wjs adss deedbtk"d kf kmprdsskfi [cajflj jfl

!ftckfdttd stub% ndr tcfiud cut jt tnd sncrtdr ikra wnc iajrdl out sjkl

fctnkfi.

*Kts c%jy, 7jlly rdpakdl, *ke ycu octn idt tkrdl, K bjf bjrryycu.

*&n+ tnd smjaa oacfl tnrdw ndr ndjl ojb%, rdstkfi ndr wrkst

ljkftkay upcf ndr ecrdndjl, *K jm eddakfi ejkft jardjly+ Bajrkssj2s

stkatdl jbt orcuint cfay ajuintdr, out 7jlly lkl smkad jpprdbkjtk"day jt

tnd pacy.

*K njl j eddakfi ycu wcual fct od mubn bcmpdtktkcf.!ftckfdttd irkffdl jt tnd wkld cpdfkfi Bajrkssj2s numcr adet.

*&n bcftrjkr+ snd purrdl js tndy rdsumdl wja%kfi, *\njt KR

bcmpdtktkcf+

*\wc bjf pajy \/!\ ijmd. tnd orufdttd rdpakdl, *#ust ycu

wjtbn jfl sdd.

*K2m fct tnd %kfl wnc pajys ctndr pdcpad2s ijmds. 7jlly sjkl

c"dr ndr sncualdr scetay, *K d$pdbt skfbdrkty jfl ncfdsty ercm tncsd

jrcufl md.

\nd twc rdijrldl cfd jfctndr oausnkfi kf tnd ajsn ce tnd oki

ikra2s strcfi jfl wdaa pajbdl rdou%d.

\ndy bcftkfudl cf tndkr nk%d ecr (uktd scmd tkmd kf

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dmojrrjssdl jfl sdae jsnjmdl skadfbd muaakfi c"dr tnd stkfi ce

7jlly2s wcrls.

Dp *, &njptdr (

y )O jm, tndy njl rdjbndl j smjaa summkt wndrd tndrd wjs jf

c"dracc% jfl scmd odfbnds ecr pdcpad tc rdst.

[cajflj wjs oy ejr tnd mcst d$njustdl, pdrnjps odbjusd ce ndr

jid, cr odbjusd snd njl fct oddf d$drbkskfi fdjray js mubn js snd

cfbd lkl.

!aa ce tnd ctndrs wdrd sncwkfi scmd ejtkiud d$bdpt 7jlly

wnc lklf2t d"df octndr skttkfi.

*Rkt+ [cajflj pjttdl tnd odfbn, *Jdst ycursdae+

*K nj"d fct d$drtdl mysdae ydt. 7jlly rdpakdl js snd tcc% kf

tnd "kdw ce tnd "jaady jfl pdj%s odacw tndm jfl cut kf tnd lkstjfbd.

*Padjsd lc fct try tc pajy strcf3 [cajflj pdrskstdl.

*K lc fct pajy. tnd ikjftdss rdpakdl eajtay, bcftkfukfi tc rdijrl

tnd mcrfkfi ncrkcf, *0c fct kmpay tnjt K lc.

>"dryocly wjs tj%df jojb% oy ndr oauft fjturd, out scmdncw,

pdrnjps odbjusd ce ndr kmmdfsd skd, cr ndr mjffdr ce spddbn, fcocly

ljrdl sjy jfytnkfi mcrd jocut tnd mjttdr.

4ndf tnd ircup njl rdstdl, tndy bcftkfudl cf up tnd trjka.

Dp *, &njptdr )

\ndrd wjs jfctndr rdst stcp wndrd tndy stcppdl jt dad"df

eketddf jfl jtd.

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!t tnks jatktuld, tndrd wjs jf jamcst stdjly orddd, jfl jf

cbbjskcfja mkal iust ce wkfl.

\ndrd tndy jtd pdjfut outtdr sjflwkbnds, lrkdl erukt, futs jfllrjf% octtadl wjtdr.

7jlly rdijrldl tnd wjtdr wktn j acc% ce d$trdmd lkstjstd, out

tndf snd snruiidl jfl lrjf% kt lcwf jfywjy.

;kbncajs wjs djtkfi wnkad wdjrkfi nks ojb%pjb% odbjusd nd

njl ecricttdf tc tj%d kt cee kf nks d$njustkcf. ;cw, ncwd"dr, nd wjs

ekflkfi kt "dry ufbcmecrtjoad ldspktd kts smjaa skd, sc nd ajkl nkssjflwkbn lcwf jfl ict up tc puaa tnd pjb% cee.

!s nd puaadl tnd pjb% cee, ncwd"dr, gust dfcuin ce j iust ce

wkfl oadw tnjt kt lk"drtdl nks pjb% cftc nks sjflwkbn, wnkbn tndf

smdjrdl tnd njpadss sjflwkbn jijkfst tnd ufprdpjrdl ojb%pjb%.

*!www mjf+ nd wkfbdl jfl prctdstdl, aketkfi tnd pjb% up jfl

rdijrlkfi tnd pkdbds ce ordjl tnjt edaa cee kftc tnd lkrt.

/d lutkeuaay pkb%dl up tnd pkdbds jfl bjrrkdl tndm tc j

spdbkjaay oukat jfkmja prcce wjstd rdbdptjbad tc %ddp tnd trjkas badjf

jfl rdlubd tnd fumodr ce "jrmkfts wnkbn wcual od djtkfi numjf eccl

wnkbn wjs fct iccl ecr tndm, dspdbkjaay skfbd scmd pdcpad wcual sdt

cut pckscfdl eccl gust tc %kaa tnd wkalaked scmd tkmds.

/d jbbdptdl j fjp%kf ercm nks mctndr jfl wkpdl mcst ce tnd

pdjfut outtdr cee tnd pjb% odecrd lkspcskfi ce tnd fjp%kf kf ak%d

mjffdr js tnd ordjl.

[cajflj ij"d nkm jfctndr sjflwkbn jfl tndy ekfksndl aufbn.

*K2aa wjsn ycur pjb% wndf wd idt ojb% tc tnd bjmpkfi

ircufls, snd bcfscadl nkm, *lcf2t adt kt octndr ycu.

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*K smdaa ce pdjfut outtdr fcw. nd irumoadl.

*dttdr wjtbn cut ecr odjrs tndf. #jsmkfd tdjsdl.

*\njt2s fct euffy, #j. [cajflj rdprkmjfldl ndr ljuintdr.

\ndy bcftkfudl up tnd trjka wktn rdfdwdl strdfitn.

Dp *, &njptdr *

\nd fd$t adi ce tnd trkp orcuint tndm tc j truay odjutkeua "kdw

ce scmd ac"day wjtdrejaas.

Kflddl tnd fdw "ksktcrs jaa ijspdl kf jwd ce tndkr odjuty.

*\nks ks wnjt mj%ds tnks trjka sc spdbkja. [cajflj prculay

jffcufbdl, *\nd ac"day wjtdr jfl tnd rjkfocw ks jawjys wcrtn kt.

*K jirdd. 7jlly rdpakdl kf j "dry skmpakstkb rdpay.

\nd ctndr twc ikras jasc ij"d tndkr bcfsdft cf tnd mjttdr.

7jlly edat scmdtnkfi tuiikfi cf ndr njkr jfl rdjakdl tnjt

octn ikras wdrd trykfi tc od sfdj%y jocut puttkfi tndkr jrms jrcufl ndr

wjkst.

\nks mjld ndr bnub%ad jt tndkr baumskfdss jfl snd sbccpdl

tndm octn up js snd njl lcfd prd"kcusay.

!etdr wjtbnkfi tnks ecr j wnkad, [cajflj ldbkldl tndy sncual

tj%d pkbturds.

!etdr idttkfi "jrkcus pnctcs, kfbaulkfi j ircup pnctc ce jaa ce

tndm uskfi tnd tkmdr jfl jf jlgjbdft rcb%, ;kbncajs wdft ojb% tc tnd

rcb% tc idt tnd bjmdrj wndf jacfi j smjaa fjrrcw iuaay bacsd tc tndtrjka nd ndjrl scet mcjfkfi jfl scmd snueeakfi.

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*4njt2s ickfi cf c"dr \/>J> K wcfldr+ nd sjkl jacul js nd

kftdfldl tc adt wncmd"dr wjs c"dr tndrd %fcw tndy wdrd fct nklkfi

tndkr jbtk"ktkds "dry wdaa.

\nd scet mcjfkfi jfl snueeakfi bcftkfudl ufjojtdl jfl nd

sjkl, *K wjrf ycu, K nj"d j bjmdrj....

*;kbncajs #jmds [jmjiubnk+ [cajflj ojr%dl snjrpay jt tnd

kmmjturd tddfjidl ocy.

*7cm... nd prctdstdl.

*[cu lcf2t nj"d tnd 0>B

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