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    An Interview with Frater E.S.Originally Conducted during October, 2013

    Note: The original interviewer initials and their questions have beenchanged in order to differentiate from a postponed article for a

    service that will not be named. It is presented here for associates andall those curious about the subjects mentioned.

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    1) From your point of view, what is the DKMU, howdid it get started, what was the significance of the

    ChelseaRitualandhow did youbecome involved?ES:First, as to what the DKMU is: a loose collective of

    DIY magicians with, as Frater Isla put it, "some heavy nods

    toChaos Magic and Discordianism", as a bare minimum ofexplanation. Looking back, I just sort of fell into it by

    happenstance. I've never been one for hierarchical groups

    or what they call circle-jerking today -everyone being onthe same wavelength by some reinforced dogma. That's not

    what this is. By the averse, I've always known the function

    and purpose of groups in general, which is any collective

    under some sort of header or even vague modus operandi,

    however amorphous and allowing it might be.When you have a lot of people with some itch, some

    calling, even if they don't know what it really means, thoseare the types that end up making some waves -some realnoticeable ripples on the pond. Surely, _______is one ofthese as well. There is nothing much which subjugates the

    individual in these types of formations (unless an individual

    idealizes what he construes as a dogma therein, but this is

    his own problem and lust for such a thing), nothing

    demanding people to all think or act a certain way.

    I equate collectives like that to open-mic night at a

    poetry house. Poetry is obviously the goal in one form or

    another, but what type of poetry, and what style, that's a

    surprise. The DKMU is like that, with a more occult and

    mystery-oriented slant to it. That's just where our

    backgrounds fall at, and most of us want to keep exploring

    those types of mysteries by any means necessary, withwhatever is novel and might really work. And a lot of

    things tend to work with the right style of thinking, which

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    is likely completely different from my own style of non-

    ordinary (magickal)thinking, depending who you are.So, I sort of stumbled through the DKMU portal, and it

    wasn't even the DKMU back then - it was the MarauderUnderground (the "MU" in DKMU.) This happened to come

    at the perfect time, even though I was no more but a

    lurkerand lone wolf, because for two or three years priorI was really doubting if there was anything to all of this

    magick business, you know? Some piece of the puzzle was

    still eluding me, which means to say, some crucial aspect of

    my own personal style of magickalthinking was not yet inplace -at least not how I intuitively felt I needed it to be.

    Luckily, the initiation I required was catalyzed in 2004

    at the same time the Linking Sigil was developed. I

    attended a four months artists retreat and met a person

    whom I would entangle with. Two years later, we weresharing an apartment in Brooklyn. As for this time, I used

    to be fairly outspoken about it, suffice to say that it

    entailed connection and employment at a dominatrix

    dungeon in Manhattan. Anything you could imagine

    happening here probably fits the real bill. The clients were

    quite a trip, and this gave me a good scientific vantage

    point into the depraved and psychosomatic nature of

    mankind, this constant lust for the internal world to be

    made external. Lawyers, Wall Street types, upstanding

    businessmen, you name it - everybody had some sort offantasy. Some of them were happily (or so they said)

    married, though couldn't share this one thing with their

    spouses or families, so took to the underworld to fulfill the

    wish. It was the girls job to help them create it -so, theywere like witches or magicians in a sense; the doorway toanother world. Though I hadn't performed the acts, I had

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    seemed almost mathematical in their precision. Sheosyrath

    began writing "Occultus Conturbo", we titled the project to

    invigorate the Chaos current "Domus Kaotica" (the House ofKhaos), gathered a few Marauders (those of the previous

    Marauder Underground), used the Linking Sigil to create a

    totemic sigil called "663" or "Doombringer" which would

    reinvigorate the current by death & rebirth, then went

    about selecting or positioning those who chose to

    participate into a reverse triangle formation that stretched

    across the United States. I would perform my part atop theChelsea hotel in Manhattan, Sheosyrath in Texas, Damien

    Horizonstar in Maryland and Karma Mitchell in California.This shape was seen as the primordial waters, and the

    lightning bolt, whatever it was, which struck life into

    lifeless fluid. It was to be a fairly large undertaking, as

    magick goes. A brief but not 100% conclusive account of

    this ritual is still published. It may be found in either"Occultus Conturbo" or "The Assault on Reality: A Field

    Manual for the Strange Psyche", or elsewhere as a singular

    document. The result seemed to be answered by the

    creation (or re-invigoration, as we intended) of a currentcalled 156/663.

    As I later found out, the 156 current was previously

    cracked open by one Joel Biroco in the 80s, whose work

    formed an alternative take on the Chaos current to that

    promulgated by the IOT. Due to the IOT flourishingin theUSA with the publication of Pete Carroll's books, while

    Biroco's KAOS fell into silence, this aspect of chaos was

    little known in the States until the sudden return of Biroco

    and the publication of KAOS 14 in 2002. This work goes

    into great detail about the KAOS-BABALON 156 current,

    described earlier in the late 80s, and which is an

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    undermining of Thelema, subsuming it into chaos. It has

    become clear that during the heyday of the current in the

    UK in the 80s Biroco's KAOS was a formative influence andheld a far more radical stance than that put across by the

    IOT, of which it was a critic. I continue to speak with Joel

    occasionally for the unique viewpoints he offers, which I am

    entirely grateful for. (biroco.com)So, the Chelsea was a working of "whatever may

    come", at its heart. Any semblance of cognitive structure

    was abandoned in the act of exposing the mind to a variety

    of psychedelic agents which served the purpose of

    amorphous gateway. July 17th of 2007 marked thesignature of the current -whatever might well up from thesubconscious and beyond, and for how ever many years or

    cycles, this would be our exploration. The collective winds

    and waters would decide on the face of whatever catalyst

    or territory revealed itself, even if it meant "going beyondKhaos", as it were. Indeed, the individual might have his

    particular structure, and any number of them -to declareunto the many that "structure is prohibited" or that

    anything is prohibited, such is the way of dogma. What

    works for one or even a majority does not make up the

    manifesto, which is a thing written in invisible ink, and

    with letters that shift in the light. The Sutra of the PoisonBuddha is a good analogy, here.

    With this re-lighting of the fire completed, somemarauders began to send out the word that the project had

    evolved. This is where the combined name "DKMU" comes

    from, which is now recognized as the formal title of the

    experimentation. With this completed also, I myself became

    entangled within the newborn current to an at firstalarming degree. It had become very successful, for one, as

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    far as grassroots formations like this go. Sooner or later, a

    great portion of the occult community had come to know

    of the Linking Sigil, or DKMU, or both, in one way oranother. This was still mostly as a fringe curiosity, and this

    was blown up by some to mean "they are Khaos criminals,

    drug users, hackers, black magicians, graffiti artists", in

    other words, "stay away from them." This only served, as

    it always does, tocause ever more fascination.However still learning and still evolving myself, after

    some time a variety of members had begun to treat me as

    the voice of the current, which, to my mind, was an insult

    to the purpose of it. To accept a singular voice is to deny

    your own unique voice, to accept a singular leader-figure is

    to deny your own ability to be said leader. To want a

    leader, in any sense, is to deny the flow which doesn't

    respond to these figures in the first place. I began todetectthis at around the period just before I moved to NewJersey with someone I would lock hearts with for a time.To make it brief: this New Jersey house would later serve

    as a real-time gathering place for DKMU associates across

    the country, and some who flew in from other countries as

    well, though as a note here, some meetings were held in

    different states. A large number of heightened rituals and

    occult experiences were held in all of these locations, someof which defy any rational explanation.

    (I would call this the phenomenon of Magickal Relativity,

    as it appears that when others with related expectations

    interact over a period of time, the shared reality by result

    may take upon itself an ever increasing malleability,

    relative to what is allowed bythe collection of minds. Thismight be labelled merely subjective, if it were not for somecontamination seen to bleed into the experiences of

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    disconnected persons in the immediate environment, andina wholly objective sense!)

    From 2007-2010, the DKMU would continue to plunge

    the depths of whatever subject was blown into its

    immediate viewpoint. Work with the Linking Sigil (a

    massive, global spell in essence) continued with exponential

    growth, the delving of archetypes given modern masks

    meant to connect varieties of the related semiotic form(godforms) was explored and continues, novel path-

    working, eclectic combination, theories on consciousness

    and magick, examinations of Spare's "Neither-Neither",

    media magick, digital and cyber magick, even post-Chaos

    magic... though a sort of degradation or collapse was had in

    2010-2011, and for whatever reason. As of today, we might

    call it the birth-pangs of whatever would come next. If the

    DKMU were a deck of cards which attempted to order

    itself, that period was like the whole deck being flung inthe air during a hurricane.

    Yet, the experiment continues. Although I will not be

    with it forever, and my time is drawing near, it is one of

    the most freeing, ecstatic and even, dare I say, jovial

    experiments on the long road of the esoteric progressionthat I have yet been involved in. The face of the future has

    yet to be pulled, though I am ever grateful to have had

    those strange winds push me into it, for whatever I'm

    worth to it (or what it has been worth to me), for

    whatever I might have assisted it with (for whatever it

    might have assisted me with.) I once yearned for that

    missing puzzle piece, I wouldn't have imagined it would be

    snapped into place with a changeling shape which might

    become anything I wanted it to be. As it stands, that isentirely the secret I hadn't grasped in the early years. The

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    DKMU might have given it, though it is wholly mine to use

    as I see fit. Magick was not to be found in dusty books, and

    much less the ones with shinier covers. These may presentsome fleeting idea or taunt, or tease, and if that's what you

    need, all the power to you. Crowley, Spare, Carroll,

    Sherwin, Hine, Mckenna, Anton Wilson, Bey, Biroco,

    Nameless, and so on, get what I'm saying? Eventually, it

    must be lived and enacted, if you feel that call. Maybe you

    don't, but if it puts you there anyway, then that's what you

    needed from it. One does not merely read the story, onebecomes the story. If the story no longer serves you,

    always feel free to kill off your own character.2) What are your thoughts on magick, and how do

    yougenerallyapproachit?ES:I've always been one of those types of practitioners

    who dontput much space between "media / the medium"

    and "magick." Whether its a sigil created, a seal drawn,information read and applied or information written to

    cause a change in perspective (in myself or others), a

    painting, a graphic, a video, a song, graffiti on a wall, a

    cognitive connection between seemingly unrelated forms,your "identity", spoken word, even emotions or physical

    actions; anger, annoyance, elation, exercise, yoga,

    meditation, whatever. All of these things, states, thoughts,

    practices or actions, they're all mediums and conduits for

    intent (or Will, if you prefer.) Some of them work better

    than others, depending on the nature of the intent. Aside

    from that, there aren't many rules. Simple guidelines,

    perhaps, and even those can be discarded in favor of

    whatever the muse might be gravitating towards at any

    given moment.

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    So, I tend to treat these endeavors as a mixed-media

    canvas. This approach has worked in chasing off multiple

    forms of restriction and bias, although restriction utilized inan artistic sense might result in unexpected feats of

    creation, all the same. So long as that restriction is being

    used as an artistic tool in much the same way a band will

    limit their options in order to fine-tune a unique sound forthe next album, and not something assumed or debilitating,

    yeah, even restriction can be a helpful tool whenever that

    certain color is wanted. If reality (and consciousness) can beequated to your canvas, anything imaginable can be

    equated to the colors you have available. The largest,

    wildest palette any artist could want is always ever at our

    immediate disposal, formally called "the fucking Universe",

    or "God" by some, particularly if they have a dirty mouth.

    It's just information, information that can be used, abused,

    linked together, bent and warped into different shapes.That information becomes a conduit for intent when the

    shape you're after reflects that intent. Organic matter can

    take a lot of different forms, but if someone cannot speak,

    say they're missing a tongue or larynx for example; theonly device that will do the job in any adequate sense will

    be something that takes the form of and functions as a

    tongue or larynx. Magick is a lot like that, but so iseverything else. Whether that particular shape is created

    by the laws of physics, natural evolution, artistry or

    engineering, it's all the same game - form and function;function and form. Literal formlessness might have been the

    trend before the creation of the Universe, but it's an

    aesthetic that's largely gone out of style. Hell, even black

    holeshave a peculiar form and function about them. Theyappear to play a role in galaxy formation, as an example.

    Whatever shapesthe information assumes it will essentially

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    be composed of the same "stuff" it always was - justanother variation in the existential gallery.

    Now, as conscious human beings, we have a terrific

    opportunity at hand to peek behind the veil and get to

    know that information face to face, in whatever form it

    takes. The scientific method is a great way of doing this,

    psychology is another, philosophy, religion, shamanism,

    mysticism and magick are all others still. All of these

    disciplinary locations deal cards with the types of

    information they are best equipped to deal cards with,

    some are better tools for different sorts of information and

    the interpretations of that information, and they all overlap

    to some degree at the foundation. The experiences and

    interpretations derived from the language and style used

    by one may not make much sense in the language and style

    used by another. Some deal with external data as it exists

    unto itself, for example, and others deal with the qualia-

    the subjective experience an individual might receive, or his

    personal relationship to a set of data.

    No matter the area of specialization, we're dealing with

    all of these experiential layers at the same time in one way

    or another, and dependent on our viewpoints, or what

    Robert Anton Wilson called "reality tunnels." Given that,

    there's no need to insulate ourselves into any singular one.

    It is completely possible in this day and age to become

    multidisciplinary and multilingual when dealing with a

    variety of ways to approach, interact and "have fun" with

    existence. We might, as contemporary citizens entertain a

    scope which seeks to include the many instead of singling

    out a one. Indeed, there is no pressing need but for self-

    satisfaction to triumph any one viewpoint above another,unless that viewpoint is being actively used to cheat,

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    beguile, swindle or otherwise cause some measurable,

    objective harm to an individual or collective. Aside from

    that, which is certainly a problem on a case by case basis,we don't need a Belief Police running around. The best

    way to actively learn is to arrive at a conclusion on your

    own and by your own efforts, not have it mandated by a

    majority, whether that's the Catholic Church, the Golden

    Dawn or even the Illuminates of Thanateros! Keep on your

    toes, stay sharp. Be open minded, but also be the perpetual

    skeptic. Try and think in less black and white terms,because you'll need those shades of grey to make sense of

    a complex existence. A Latin maxim goes, "de gustibus non

    disputandum", or, "In matters of taste, there can be no

    disputes". I would however make an addition, "Unless it

    tastes like cyanide where you were promised chocolate

    pudding!" I thinkthat's a good note to end on.Travel often.- Fra. E.S.

    DTTI : HTNF