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Author(s): Jan J. Dominique and Marie-Agns SourieauSource: Callaloo, Vol. 15, No. 2, Haitian Literature and Culture, Part 1 (Spring, 1992), pp. 445-451Published by: The Johns Hopkins University PressStable URL: http://www.jstor.org/stable/2931252.
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from MEMORIES OF AN AMNESIAC*
By Jan
J.
Dominique
I
havejust
madeup my mind. Coming
backfrom
work,
I
did notfeel likecooking,or reading,
or
going out again, and
I
know
what
this lackofdesiremeans.
I
have thought or a while about my escapeof these last threedays, my conversationwith
Martine
elling
her how
ed up
I
am,
the
letters
to
Steve,
and
especially
Paul's visit.
I
was
not
satisfied
with the text. I
feel
that
I
need
to write
it,
to
finish it,
but
my
mind
is
totally
blank.
I
need o write this text. I remember
xplaining o Eli the two centersof interest
n
my life, and
he teased
me: the Country
n
abscissa, n axis the
Text. I am a
curve
which
sometimesmoves
up, sometimesmovesdown;
I
have not
thoughtof
an order
of importance,
othare
linked;
t
cannot
be
any otherway.
Bothare
so intimately
inked hatI am
beginning
o wonderabout he
meaningof this emptiness.
I
feel
like
destroying
he
pagesalreadywritten,
I am not
satisfied
with them, theydo not conveywhat Ifeel, think, ive. When write, there s betweenmy head
and my handa distance hat distorts
everything,
hat masks
my
real
being.
Paul
has readthe
text and talked f a gag. YesI am
gagged,
I
gag myself;
would
ike,
I want to remove
his
gag
but
it
is holdingon tightly, I am aware
that
it
is trappingmy fingers
the same
way
it
often
closes
my mouth.
I
find
it
so difficult o
tell
others
what
I
really eel, maybe
because
fear
to
revealmyself, to open up, or because
have
not learned. do not believe o.
I
do
not
want to.
I
am
fleeing.
For
weeks
have
beendreading o
muchthe
momentsof solitude
with
the text
that
I
make hem mpossible.And when
thedesire s
too
strong,
I reread
omepages,correcting
a
word,
a
sentence,while
I
persist
n
not
likingmy writing.
I
have
dragged
hetext
everywhere,
along
with
a
few blankpages
which
have remained
hat
way.
I
was comfortable
ith
them, my
friends,my new loves, but
in the
backgroundhis impression ffleeing
that
spoiled verything,
even
my tendernessor
Eli. I
felt
like I
was
giving
him
moments
hat
I
was
stealing rom
the
text.
Ifeel this
moreand more
oftenand
I
amgoing
to end
up
not
being
ableto stand us. I will
reach he
point when
I
will hate theseotherswhom, usually,
I
let overrunme
with
pleasure,or
I
will
destroy he text and my need to write. Tearingup thesepages will be mucheasierthan
stopping
o tell in
my
headall the
stories
that I do not
succeed
n
rendering
s
I
hear
them,
as
I
see them, because see them
and
hearthem
n
my
head.
They
are
here, somewhere, eady
o
be
transcribed. have noted
n a
letterto Steve that
I had the
feeling of
not
being
able
to
write
because
did not knowhow,
and
I
was leeing, inding
excuses
n
order o conceal his
incapacity.
Nothingforces ou to,
he
answered, f you
want to
write,you may
do
so, asfar
as
Iam
concerned,
it
is
a
matter o
refuse
o
be
the reader
f your
nonsense.His
light
tonehaddoneme some
good.
I
have the
right to do it,
I
am
not
gaggedby
deedor word.
Despite my
doubt
and
anguish,
I
write now
withoutany constraint,
alking
o
myself:
write now the
stories
that I hear n
my
*This ranslation rom the novel Memoire 'une
amnesiques printed
here
with
permission
from the
author.
Callaloo5.2
(1992)
445-451
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head,
without
restraint. have
no
fear,
I
can
tell it all.
Thegag, it is my fear, what the words
can
reveal,
what
they
can
say
without
my permission.
want
so
muchto control
hem,
to
sift
them,thattheyarelosing the lifeI would iketobreathento them:uninspired, terilized, hey
become
arren, mpty,as emptyas thesedays of fleeing.
I do not know
how
to write
this
story
that
I
am telling myself
all
the time, each
day;
I
do not
find
the
way
to
break,
o
destroy
he
fear. Paul has told me that the text was not
important,
hat
I
shouldwrite
t
because
f
all
those
who will
comeafterwards.Will there
be
any afterwards?
Once the
evil
spirit
is chased
away,
will
I
hear
otherstoriesagain? If
I
do
not write that
text,
I do not write
anymore,
ilence
will
have
won, this silence
hat
rritates
Eli. Too
often
he believes
hatI do not want to
speakwhen,
in fact, I cannot.
Before, thought hatI couldwrite.
Maybe
he
chosenmedium s inadequate,
ncomfortable?
But
it
is partof thescheme uledby this
ear.
I
havebegun
o
write
the text in
the thirdperson,
to hidemyself,and I am aware hatthiscamouflages ridiculous,myfingerstell "she,""him,"
while
my
head
s thinking,"I,"
"Paul.""Paul."
n
between,
he
blockage
ut it
is not
enough
to write
"I"
n
orderfor
he
multiple ags
to
fall
down,
thesuccessive
ayersof
maskswithwhich
I
rig my
characters.
And I
think
of
the curve
with
fondness
I
feel, for
the
first time,
the need
to
tell,
to tell it
all, absolutely
all
my stories
narrated n
my
head.
I
react
as if
I
were
still
conditioned
y
a
long experience f silence Not
to
say anythingtoanybody,one
never
knows
with whomone
sdealing.
Paranoia
ultivated
by
nstinct
ofself-preservation,
hisattitude ived
for ever;
I
thought
t had
disappeared,
t
comesback
n
another
orm.
I do
not
want
to hide
anything
I
do not need to hide
anymore,
I
must not be
afraid
but
find
a
way
to
remove he
masks.
Always
the
masks.
It
is
not a
questionof being careful,
not to
say
too
much,
on
the
contrary, needto say toomuch,I need tofind theway to conveythis order o my fingers, it
is
a
questionof survival,
I
cannot
stand
to remain
ilent
anymore.
know that
I
talk,alone,
sometimes
n a
loud
voice,
most
often
nside
myself,
but I need to
write this
text;
never
mind
cautiousness,
herewill
always
be
someone
o
prevent
me
from making
he
unforgivablemis-
takes, if
I
reallysucceed
n
giving up
my self-censorship
abits.
I am
going
to
start
all
over
again, including
he
ew
pages
written
n
the
irst
person,
a timid
attempt
o
begin
he
exorcism.
I
am
going
to write
and
thenI will
havePaul read he
text:
f
it
is necessary
o
suppress,
delete,
erase,correct,
will
do it then.
I
am
going
to
tell
my
stories
o
Paul,
as
if
he
were
here.I know
that
it
will be
different:
n
his presence
will
put
backon the
mask,
I
will become ilent
again.
In
fact, if
I
was able to show him thefirst pages, it was becauseof the camouflage.He
has
removed t, it was useless I am going to writeas if I were writingfor a child to whomI will
give birth,
nevermind f the
non-issues
eappear,f
the
hang-ups
omeback
when
I
expect
hem
the
least,
never
mind
if everything s
distorted
ight
at
the
beginning,
I
have no choice.
I
will
write
or
the
same
one,
always
thesame
one,
still
for
thesameones.I must write
so
the
readings
will not run out.
Afterall,
I
will write the
story or Paul,
and
my stories or Maya, my
unborn
daughter.
The
Beheaded Statue
A
little
girl
was named
Paul,
but
everybody
called
her Lili.
Why?
It
is
a
long story.
When she was
born,
her
parents
wanted
a
baby boy (they
have
always
denied
it,
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but she knows
the truth), so they named her Paul. The mother, who
claims respon-
sibility for the choice of this name, says that it
just happened by
mistake
of the illiterate
clerk who filled out the form, that the little girl should have been named Paule (the
"e"
might have changed many things).
In
any case,
mistake or
not,
does it matter
since
everybody called her
Lili.
Someone has
even dared to
assert that she has nick-
named
herself
in
this
manner,
that it is the
reason for the change,
as if adults
were
concerned
about
what
little girls may devise
One might believe
that it
suited them
that the little girl
changed her name. Much later, when the little girl, as an
adult, has
decided to recover her real identity, they all
opposed it. Some saying that habits are
tenacious,
others that the name is not important (so why was it
changed?). It was
important to her but that is another story. I
only want to tell of the little girl.
When she
was
born,
her
father lived
in a
large
cold
city
in
a
big misty
and
rainy
country. Her mother, who had stayed back home, was expecting the baby. Mothers
are always
expecting
A
few months after this
birth, long months for her, ten too short
months for such
a
small
baby,
the mother left to be with the father. This is
why
on
top of a father and
a mother, she was given substitutes. Jacques was her
godfather,
her substitute father, by chronological order.
(As for her godmother, she has never
known her, nor
has she ever known her name. Forher, she was the sister of the
painter
whose picture adorned the dining room. She did
not feel any loss; godmothers are of
no use
especially
when
one
has
two mothers.) The little
girl, then,
lived
with
Jacques
and
Marie. (Some
episodes of
this
childhood have been told, but little girls never
remember their childhood. The ones I want
to remember,
Lili has
recovered
them in
the drawers of her memory, by herself.) A violent scene of tears while her parents
were out. Marie
and Jacques had accustomed her
to their constant presence,
and be-
cause little
girlsbecome
selfish
quickly, she
demanded this
presence.
There
were also
those outings she was
part of, those evenings at the open
air
movie theater
when,
on
the
way back,
she
slept
in
the
car and
woke
up
in
Jacques'
arms. He
carried her to
the
bedroom, their
bedroom
to the three
of them,
and
she agreed to go back to
sleep only
after their
promise to tell
her,
in
the
morning,
the
story
of the movie
they
had
just
seen
together.
And
then, they stayed at Le
Cap,
and here
memories mingle
with the
stories told
by
Marie:the
house
with
the
balcony overhanging
above
the
narrow street
from where she used
to throw her brand
new
toys to
the
children passing by. Tears
again, the jeep taking away the adults while she felt excluded. She stayed alone in
front of
a
small
house surrounded by flowers
and fruit
trees. But above all the walk
in
the square.
She
had
gone
out
that
day
with
someone
who must
have
been
her
nanny. They
had
left
for
a walk in
the square. It was the end of the
afternoon,
the
square
was situated
near
the sea or
a
river.
It
was the sea The little
girl
was
happy
to
stroll,
she looked
at
the
water,
the
flowers, the trees. She was
telling
the
nanny
what the birds
were
telling
her. Both of them
were having great fun;
birds
tell such
amusing stories, they
see
lots
of
things
that
happen
in
town
and
they
are
very nosy,
the
birds.
When,
during
stroll-
ing time, they
meet a little girl in the square, they start repeating what they have
seen
or heard. Since this little girl listened to them, they kept on talking. She liked their
babbling
and
stayed hours
on a
bench
near the
sea, very still,
so
she
would
not disturb
the
birds.
Lili
knew that
birds dislike people who move around, people who
stir the
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air and
force them to fly away. She used to go in the
middle of the square, sit on
a
bench, like a stone statue, tell those around her not to move and keep quiet; then, the
birds
would come close: the firstone perched on her lap, the
second
one on a
shoulder,
the third
one, who liked to feel nested, set himself up on her
hair,
and the
others,
in
small
groups, stood around the bench.
It
was
a ritual
which
they repeated every
walk-
ing day.
The first
time,
the
nanny
wanted to chat with
a
friend,
so she
had
settled
the
little
girl on a wooden bench, telling
her to
be
good
and
to
wait for her.
Knowing
that
she
could be
good only being asleep, the
little
girl
had
leaned
against
the back
of
the
bench
and had
closed her eyes to keep her promise. It is then, that
she felt
the arrival
of the
birds. But a
promise is sacred, she
had
not budged.
When
they
were all
there,
she
merely opened her eyes and smiled at them.
-Hello little girl sitting on a
park
bench
near
the
sea What are you doing
here?
-Hello
bird,
I am
sitting quietly
and
waiting.
-All
right
What
is your name?
-Paul, without
an
"e,"
but
grown-ups call
me Lili. It
comes from Poli
that
they
have
changed into Lili, you understand?
-It
is
complicated.
We
will
name
you
little
girl.
Each time
you
will
come for
a
walk,
provided
you do not frighten
us, we
will
tell you stories.
If
you want, we are
going
to start right now.
That
day, they
had
not
had
the
time.
Many people
came.
They
had
entered the
park, running in every direction. They shouted loudly. The birds left. Liliwas looking
at the people and was
wondering
what
could make them
run that
way.
The
nanny
came
back, grabbed
her
by
one
hand and
started
to
run
also, dragging along
the
little
girl. She did
not
want
to,
the
nanny
had
to
take her
into
her arms
to
hurry.
It is
then,
that the
little girl
saw what all
these
noisy people
were
doing: they
were
heading
toward
the
statue near the sea.
A
very
tall man
took
a
very long rope,
coiled
it
up
around
the
neck of the statue;
a
woman, behind,
tied a
knot
and the
others started to
pull
until
the
statue, beheaded, fell
into
the
sea. And
they
shouted
with
joy
when
the
head dove with great splashes
of
water and
circles. The nanny left the
square,
still
running and carrying the little
girl
in her
arms; she stopped only at the sight of
the
house with the balcony. Afterward, the walks were much more peaceful and the little
girl
was
able to
talk
quietly to
the
birds. This
story might
have
happened
in
1957, but
the little
girl
did
not know the dates.
It was in
1957,
she was then six
years old,
a
very
little
girl
carefree and unaware
of
what was
going on. Her life went on
peacefully, without
any change. However,
for
brief
moments,
two events disturbed
Lili's
calm life.
First,
the
return
of
this
man
whom
she did not
know,
it
was
Paul.
She
had
not heard about
his
leaving,
but
one
day
he
came back. The
grown-ups
were
whispering, keeping
silent when
the
little
girl
came
in
(as
if
she were
interested
in
their secrets ). Once
more,
Paul
was
asked
to be well-
behaved,
and the man
took
her in his
arms.
He held
her
very tightly,
he kissed
her,
but she
wanted so much to be
put
down.
Nevertheless,
she remained
good.
He kissed
her and
the kisses
pricked
her.
Paul
had
his face covered
with
beard: the beard of
a
father
pricks
a
lot when the beard is short and
when
the
father
kisses
strongly.
Also,
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it tickles The little girl did not
dare to scratch her neck; she had been asked to be well-
behaved.
The other event that disrupted Paul's habits was that story with Jacques. She did
not understand anything; to her, adults were playing. She
did
not know why she was
not allowed to enter the bedroom. Yet, she liked the new bedrooms at new grown-
ups'. Jacqueswas lying on
a
small bed, too small for him,
with a
handcherchief
around
his head. She thought he was funny. Since little girls are curious, Paul had immedi-
ately noticed the hole in the wall. Or was it the keyhole? No, she was not patient
enough to discover the keyhole,
it
was just
a
hole in the wall. Thus, she watched
everything. There were other children with her
and
they also found Jacques amusing.
But afterward, Marie cried and the little girl understood nothing. Seeing the woman
crying all the time, Lili was becoming sad, also crying, without knowing why. For-
tunately, Marie's friends were saying: "look, you make Lili cry (her friends called her
Lili
also), stop, you are influencing this child. Be courageous, at least for her sake."
One
day,
Marie
stopped crying so she would not hurt the little girl. Maybe she
was
still
doing it,
but
she was hiding
it
carefully; at times, when
Lili
observed her closely,
she
could see that the white of her eyes was red.
The beard and the eyes have remained in the drawers. The other, she has not filed,
though it is the only one that she still keeps, detested scar that nothing can erase. He
had
come,
with
other men, because of a long story that the little girl
did
not know.
He had
made
a
long journey. They
had
not even fired, they were not many, not strong,
not
ready, especially alone,
and when
they
were fired
at, they stayed
alone and died
alone. They had not understood that they would be alone, it was theirmistakebecause
they had understood nothing. This illusion is difficult to destroy; like him, others
imagine they can do it all alone, for the others (they said, they say, they
will
keep
saying for
a
long time),
instead of
others,
without
wanting
to understand
that the
others know
also.
Contempt? No,
too
long
a habit.
It is
since
that
time that the little
girl
does not
talk
to the
birds
anymore,
their
stories
do
not
amuse
her.
A
different city.
Another
house.
All
the
houses
do
not
look alike.
And
yet, they
end
up becoming confused.
The
balcony overlooking
a
narrow
street.
From
this
transient
house, only the balcony and this child standing up
will remain.
She looks down to
the
street
and
watches others. First
glances.
She
threw her
presents
from
the
balcony.
She
will
be told that
they
were
toys.
Does
it matter?
The
first
gesture
of
discomfort.
The first
expression of
the difference
that will never
stop screaming
in her head.
Sole
memory
of
the
Northern
city
where
it all
began.
With
another,
more
blurred and
per-
sistent. This
place
at the
seaside,
this
quay,
this
pier,
and
a
popular demonstration,
a
brewing
crowd
throwing
into
the sea
a
statue tied
up
with an
enormous
rope.
Had
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the woman dragged on the little girl
to shelter her? Of this woman, nothing.
A
sil-
houette in
black and blue. A silhouette of which nothing
remains?
Death. Death? She laughed.
Through
the hole in
the
wall she looked at this man.
Later she will
dream of him. He will
be
handsome with a
round
face and
blue eyes.
Why
blue?
She
will
never
understand. Blue like the bedroom of the woman
crying.
Death is a
word. Death did not mean anything. She
had
not yet met death in
everyday
life. Maybe
in
books;
but
at
the
time
it
was
not
important.
Furthermore,
the
little
girl
could not read.
Later, they
will
explain to
her the death
of
a man
whose
body
will
never be
found; the face on this photograph that she saw from her
chair when sitting
at
the table. An unknown death? Or
the
dead
through the
wall
of the bedroom? She
knew this man
without knowing
him, she lived
with
him.
At
the age when death is
ignored, do we already know the living? She would have met him later, in her mem-
ories: but at the
time of her
recollection,
he
was
not there
anymore.
She
learned
about
this man through the memory of a
woman.
Death. His
face
strangely calm,
his
head
surrounded
with a
white cloth that filled the entire width
of
the
hole; she sees nothing
else and she
laughs.
Tears
will
come later.
Tears will
be shed. Not for this
dead,
nor
for the
pain.
Tears
for the
woman,
because of
the
woman.
She
discovered an
unhappy
woman
and
she cried. Oblivion
came. Oblivion dries tears,
and in
front
of
her
eyes
will
go by faces.
She
will
know later that it
was
the beginning of the
great
madness.
Strangers arriving
at
night. Strangers
hidden
away
in a dark room of the
house.
The
yellow
bathroom.
Why
does she think
of
it as dark? In
daylight,
this
room
gets plenty
of sun. A peculiar bathroom with a small bed and a large desk. The strangers were
hiding during the day. The room
stayed dark or closed. Those strangers who jumped
at
the
slightest
noise, who spoke
in a
whisper. Of those who
had
succeeded in
fleeing.
Of those
who,
like
them,
were
hiding away.
Those of whom
we knew
nothing
about.
Those who we
know too
well will
never come back. And she
shouted, she stamped
her feet in
the big house. The strangers and their single room
upstairs. She ran from
top to bottom
of the big house. Then, one day, she became part of
the strangers. Then,
one
night,
she followed the woman in
the
dark
room. She understood
nothing. She
was accompanying the woman.
Going out
at
night, with furtive gestures, living shut
up during the
day, and she laughed.
She played during her vacations. She was still
playing when the man with his cheeks covered with beard arrived. The beard that
pricked. She
will
know, long after, the reasons of this thin and
bearded
man.
She
will
know later the
number
of days
he
spent
in a
dark
room, but without
going
out at
night. She
will
know
later,
but at that
time she was
carefree,
nothing
could affect her
laughter
in
the
days of non-memory. It will
all
come
with a
slap
that
hurt her
in
her
body
and
in
her
heart;
a
lesson of survival for her
who
had
just
come
out of the alleys
of
childhood.
A
slap
for
her
who was
discovering
the softness of her
body on
a man's
lap,
a
slap
teaching her
that there
were
words
she should not
utter, glances
to be
veiled. And
then, everything came back in one block:
consciousness of the death of
those she had
not
had
the
time
to
know,
the beard of this man absent for
forty days.
Forty days, she repeated for a long time, without noticing anything. And all of a sud-
den,
the
memory
comes back: "he
stayed forty days
and
forty nights... ." The
absent
man was
not the
messiah,
but
forty
days
won him
complete forgiveness. Except
for
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the
anger
at
this man talking to her of heritage. This
man
saying
that
she was his
son.
The anger forgotten when the time of understanding will come. This slap gives life
to
the legitimate daughter. And when the knowledge of horrorwill come back, the child
will have had the time to harden herself.
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