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[ehvh hzhn{v {obh qdofh oqqslu`go{hdp lnh gln{e

oj{hs {eh {e`sk feoq{hs. Fes`v{`hn eov nl} chhn

hgqdlphk cp {eh Kxf kh V`vvlnkh onk `v jog`d`os

}`{e Dxf`hnnh cx{ eh shmxdosdp vd`qv o}op jls {eh

vobh lj {eh shzldx{`ln. Hdlk`h `v khnp`nm {eh shod`{p

lj ehs jo{ehs‐v gxskhs onk `v `mnls`nm {eh `gomh veh

vo} lj e`g dp`nm khok. Donfhd`n `v Fes`v{`hn‐v chv{

js`hnk onk }ov `n{slkxfhk `n feoq{hs jlxs.

Feoq{hs 5

[eh nhu{ glsn`nm }ov {eh ?;{e lj Ixdp. Onnochddh v{ophk `n chk do{h. @{ }ov lnh

gln{e xn{`d ehs }hkk`nm kop. [eh kshvv }ov gokh$ {eh fobh eok chhn khv`mnhk

onk odd lj {eh ossonmhghn{v }hsh j`nod`vhk jls on hu{sozomon{ }hkk`nm qos{p o{ {eh

elgh lj {eh j`onfà veh k`kn‐{ dlzh. Onnochddh eok nhzhs bnl}n }eo{ dlzh jhd{

d`bh. Veh nhzhs }lxdk$ cx{ veh bnh} {eo{ }ehn veh dllbhk o{ Jln{o`nh$ {ehsh }ov

nl{e`nm {ehsh.

Onnochddh slddhk lzhs `n ehs chk onk {eh ehozp vehh{v }hsh eosk {l ve`j{. [eh d`me{

v{shoghk xqln {eh zovh cp ehs chkv`kh$ j`ddhk }`{e kojjlk`dv. Veh {xsnhk cofb lzhs

{l v{osh o{ {eh }hdd'qo`n{hk fh`d`nm$ }`ve`nm `{ {l ch qdo`n.



O m`sd lj elnlxsocdh d`nhomh `v nl{ oddl}hk {l jodd `n dlzh. Veh klhv nl{ eozh {eh

jshhklg. Veh }`dd gossp }elhzhs `v felvhn jls ehs `n hufeonmh jls {eh qslg`vh lj

hzhsdov{`nm k`oglnkv onk j`nh shqx{o{`lnv$ jls hnlxme {l qslfxsh {eh kxv{ {eo{ }`dd

mo{ehs.

Onnochddh bnh} {eo{ Hdlk`h flxdk {hdd {eo{ veh k`kn‐{ dlzh Jln{o`nh. Veh jhoshk

{eo{ {eh vogh jo{h }lxdk chdlnm {l ehs.

Onnochddh onk Hdlk`h }hsh cl{e }hdd o}osh lj {eh`s qdofh. [ehp bnh} }eo{ }ov

chjlsh {ehg. [ehp }hsh odvl vxsh$ {elxme nl{e`nm eok chhn vo`k$ {eo{ `{ }ov nl{

dlnm chjlsh {eh Flxn{ }lxdk gobh Hdlk`h e`v cs`kh.

Onnochddh shghgchshk o flnzhsvo{`ln {ehp eok eok lndp {}l kopv oml.

Hdlk`h eok vdlxfehk `n ehs feo`s ov vlln ov Fdos`vvh dhj{ {eh sllg. [eh m`sdv eok

m`mmdhk oclx{ vlgh nlnvhnvh jls x`{h o }e`dh.

—El} gonp v{osv kl plx {e`nb {ehsh osh … @ ghon$ `n {eh }eldh xn`zhsvh<‗

Hdlk`h ovbhk. —@ ghon$ kl plx {e`nb {ehsh‐sh {ll gonp hzhs {l ch ocdh {l vhh {ehg

odd<‗

Onnochddh doxmehk.

—@ kln‐{ bnl}$‗ veh shqd`hk.

Hdlk`h b`fbhk ljj ehs velhv. Veh qx{ ehs jhh{ xq ln {eh feo`s.

—@ d`bh {l dllb o{ {ehg vlgh{`ghv…. Vlgh{`ghv plx fon gobh veoqhv lx{ lj

{ehg.‗

—]eo{<‗

—D`bh q`f{xshv. Eozh plx nhzhs {s`hk {l kl {eo{<‗

—Nl.‗



Hdlk`h‐v }e`{h {hh{e fd`gchk lzhs ehs d`q.

—@{‐v jxn.‗

Onnochddh$ jslg {eh flsnhs lj ehs hph$ flxdk vhh o jlsh`mn$ lzhsql}hs`nm vehhn.

[ehsh }ov o sxcp s`nm ln Hdlk`h‐v j`nmhs.

—K`k {eh Flxn{ m`zh plx {eo{<‗ veh ovbhk.

Hdlk`h jlddl}hk Onnochddh‐v moyh {l j`nk {eh s`nm. Veh jlsml{ veh }ov v{`dd

}hos`nm `{. Veh jhd{ ehs v{lgofe fexsn. Veh v{so`me{hnhk xq `n ehs vho{. Ehs jhh{

vnoqqhk {l {eh jdlls. Veh ponbhk ljj {eh s`nm onk {esh} `{ ofslvv {eh {ocdh `n jsln{

lj ehs. Veh vbxdbhk cofb. [eh v`fbdp$ shk mdhog v{`dd fov{ k`vmxv{ ofslvv ehs jofh.

@{ qo`n{hk v{shobv ofslvv {eh }llkhn {ocdh. [eh v{lnh eok chhn fx{ `n {eh veoqh lj

o {hos.

—Eh }ov ehsh hosd`hs$‗ Hdlk`h eok vo`k$ —eh ovbhk {l vhh gh odlnh … vl eh flxdk

m`zh gh {e`v. [eo{ sxcp dllbv d`bh cdllk$ klhvn‐{ `{< O kslq lj cdllk.‗

Onnochddh eok nhzhs vhhn ehs d`bh {eo{$ nl{ hzhn }ehn ehs jo{ehs k`hk. @{ }ov o

k`jjhshn{ b`nk lj qo`n$ veh vxqqlvhk. ]`{e kho{e$ {eh g`nk `v kso}n {l eoqqp

ghgls`hv jslg {eh qov{. ]`{e {eh Flxn{$ {eh qo`n }ov `n {eh jx{xsh. Qhseoqv jls

Hdlk`h$ {elxme `{ }ov sosh {eo{ h`{ehs lzhsfogh ehs$ }lssp eok o msho{hs eldk {eon

shmsh{.

Hdlk`h doxmehk }`{e o elddl} vlxnk.

—Plx velxdk eozh vhhn gp jofh hosd`hs }ehn @ shod`vhk `{ }ov o s`nm. Plx }lxdk

eozh hnilphk `{/ @ {s`hk {l m`zh `{ cofb {l e`g cx{ eh }lxdkn‐{ {obh `{. Eh ixv{ qx{ `{

ln gp j`nmhs.‗ Veh qoxvhk jls o glghn{. —]hdd$ `j eh flghv jls gh omo`n$ @‐dd



shjxvh {l vhh e`g. Eh vopv eh‐v flg`nm {lglssl}. @‐dd dhozh e`g {l {odb {l gp

gl{ehs/‗

Ov }h nl} bnl}$ {e`v ozl`konfh k`k nl{ x`{h ml ov qdonnhk.

[eh vxn eok coshdp ovfhnkhk che`nk {eh Qodo`v Slpod. S`v`nm jslg {eh veokl}v$

jslg {eh ms`gh ln {eh oddhpv fogh {eh ghn v{`dd clpv. [ehp jd`fbhk xq {eh`s flddosv

omo`nv{ {eh`s nhfbv. [eh`s ehhdv fd`fbhk {eh mslxnk {eslxme {eh cdofb j`dg lj {eh

qxkkdhv. [ehp fogh jslg k`jjhshn{ qdofhv. Vlgh conmhk ln {eh klls lj {eh

xn`zhsv̀ {p. L{ehsv }`dd`nmdp {esh} o}op {eh bhp {ehp }hsh mson{hk. Odd dlnmhk {l

ch {oxme{ cx{ khn`hk {eh {hofe`nm. Odd shjxvhk {l ch {`hk. Cx{ `n {sx{e$ {ehsh }hsh

nl qlls mhn{dhghn `n Qos`v vl vgos{. [ehp flxdk vqhob. [ehp bnh} {eh`s }lskv

onk {ehp }lsbhk o{ `{. [ehp }hsh nl{ {eh vogh j`d{e jslg {eh flccdhv. [ehp }hsh

qslxk lj `{. [ehp eok msho{ huqhf{o{`lnv. [ehp bnh} {eh`s kshogv onk {ehp }hsh

kh{hsg`nhk. [eh lndp lcv{ofdh }ov {l ofe`hzh {ehg.

]`{e`n {eh ehos{ lj {eh zldo{`dh onk feol{`f v{shh{v lj Qos̀ v$ {ehvh ghn eok

mo{ehshk. @j plx hzhs j`nk plxsvhdj `n {eh Qodo`v Slpod$ plx osh vxsh {l j`nk {ehg

{ehsh. [eh fojà ln {eh flsnhs `v od}opv d`{ xq.

@j plx hn{hs {eh sllg fsogqhk }`{e {ocdhv$ feo`sv onk v{odh o`s$ nl{e`nm }`dd vhhg

lx{ lj qdofh. Hzhn `j plx ilxsnhp chplnk {eh jodd`nm shk fxs{o`n o{ {eh jos }odd$

plx gop nl{`fh nl{e`nm vxvq`f`lxv. @{ `v lndp `j plx eozh {eh `gql{hnfh$ onk {eh

csozhsp {l qshvv plxs hos omo`nv{ {eh }odd {eo{ plx g`me{ ehos {eh zl`fhv lj {eh

xnkhs}lsdk. @j plx fon {ogh plxs ehos{ {l lqhn {eh }odd$ plx }`dd k`vflzhs {eh

v{lnh v{o`sv }e`fe dhok {l {eh`s e`kho}op.



[eo{ kop$ onk hzhsp kop {ehp gh{ `n {eh covhghn{ lj {eh `sln`foddp noghk$ Fojà

kx Sl`. [e`v }ov }ehsh {eh`s qshvhn{ onk jx{xsh qdl{v }lxdk j`nk d`jh. Fes`v{`hn

Kàfe`hs }ov lnh lj {eh ghn }el v{llk {ehsh {eo{ glsn`nm$ }`{e Donfhd`n onk e`v

l{ehs js`hnkv cp e`v v`kh. Fes̀ v{`hn onk e`v fdlvhv{ js̀ hnk vlln chfogh {eh

qslg`nhn{ dhokhsv lj {e`v fdxc$ Donfhd̀ n jls e`v jhszhn{ onk jos'shofe`nm `khodv

onk Fes`v{`hn jls e`v oc`d`{p {l gobh {ehg go{hs`od`vh.

Ln {eo{ v{`jd`nm Ixdp glsn`nm `n o covhghn{ d`{ lndp cp jod{hs`nm fonkdhv$ {}hn{p'

j`zh plxnm ghn v{llk }`{e ehos{v cdoy`nm$ {eh fldlxsv lj {e`v nh} ko}n jdove`nm

chjlsh {eh`s hphv.

Fes`v{`hn xnhos{ehk {eh {}hn{p j`zh flfbokhv }e`fe eok chhn hn{sxv{hk {l e`g cp

Fog`ddh Khvglxd`nv. [ob`nm {ehg jslg e`v vo{fehd$ eh q`nnhk {eh shk$ }e`{h onk

cdxh cokmhv ln hofe gon {ehsh. Eh ve`j{hk ln e`v {lhv. Eh }odbhk cofb {l {eh

{ocdh `n {eh fhn{sh lj {eh sllg. Eh do`k e`v eonkv kl}n xqln `{. Eh v{oshk o{ {eh

mso`nv `n {eh }llk. [eh ghn }o{fehk e`g. E`v hphv jd`fbhk xq.

—Qdofh kl}n {eh }hoqlnv.‗

Ghn d`j{hk {eh s`jdhv onk v}lskv {ehp ehdk kl}n cp {eh`s v`khv. [ehp mo{ehshk {eh

gxvbh{v jslg {eh v`kh lj {eh sllg$ dll{hk jslg {eh Eû{hd khv @nzod`khv. [ehp

hgq{`hk {eh`s qlfbh{v lj {eh`s q`v{ldv onk {eh`s bn`zhv. [eh {ocdh }ov flzhshk.

Fes`v{`hn v{oshk o{ {eh d`{{hs jls o glghn{. Eh }ov ehdk {ehsh.

Eh {esh} e`gvhdj cofb. Eh v{so`me{hnhk xq.

—F`{`yhnv$‗ eh chmon$ —{eh kop `v ehsh. Ocvldx{h glnosfep d`hv `n `{v msozh onk `n

`{v qdofh$ lxs jdom veodd jdp. [lkop gp js`hnkv$ {eh Cov{`ddh veodd jodd.‗ Eh qoxvhk

jls o glghn{$ vh`yhk omo`n.



Eh shod`vhk {eh vhs`lxvnhvv lj {eh nhos `gqlvv`cdh jho{ {ehp }hsh hgcosb`nm xqln.

[ehp }hsh o{{hgq{`nm {l v{lsg o v{lnh jls{shvv }e`fe eok v{hokjov{dp fdo`ghk `{v

qlv`{`ln jls exnkshkv lj phosv. [ehp }hsh shchdd̀ nm omo`nv{ {eh glv{ ql}hsjxd

glnosfep ln hos{e onk omo`nv{ {eh shm`gh {eo{ `{ }`hdkhk }`{e on `sln j`v{.

]eo{hzhs {eh lx{flgh$ gonp }lxdk ch b`ddhk. @{ }ov d`bhdp {eo{ gonp lj {elvh

}el }lxdk jodd v{llk chjlsh e`g `n {eh fonkdhd`me{ jd`fbhs lj {eh covhghn{. E`v

zl`fh foxme{.

—Gp js`hnkv$ `n {eh kopv mlnh cp$ `n {eh kosbnhvv lj {eh hzhsdov{̀ nm n`me{$ Jsonfh

ehsvhdj eov }hq{ jls lxs vxjjhs`nm. @{ `v ehs {hosv }e`fe eozh cslxme{ {eh jo`dhk

eoszhv{v onk {eh v{lsg fdlxkv }e`fe eonm oclzh lxs ehokv. [lkop$ ehs qxsh nh}

donk$ lxs mdls`lxv no{`ln }`dd s`vh xq d`bh {eh vxn `n {eh ko}n. @n {e`v cs`me{ nh}

glsn`nm$ {eh vbp gop sxn shk$ cx{ {eh cdllk lj {eh gos{psv }`dd nl{ ch {l }ov{h. @{

}`dd j`dd {eh fxq lj hzhsp qlls {e`sv{p vlxd$ onk chd`hzh gh gp js`hnkv$ {ehsh osh

gonp. @n lxs nh} no{`ln$ nl gon }`dd ml exnmsp. ]ehn plx eozh qdophk plxs

qos{$ }h }`dd vhh {eh donk }h lndp kshoghk lj `n {eh n`me{$ o donk }ehsh nl gon

}`dd eozh {l j`me{.‗ Eh slddhk ln{l e`v {lhv. E`v zl`fh msh}. —]h nhhk {l hv{ocd`ve

{e`v. [e`v n`me{ `v nl }lsdk {eo{ fon v{onk. [e`v `v o }lsdk {eo{ fon fsxve nl

dlnmhs. ]h fonnl{ `mnlsh `{. ]h eozh chhn slcchk lj {eh s`me{v }h }hsh clsn

}`{e. [ehp }`dd v{hod xn{`d {ehp fon v{hod nl dlnmhs$ xn{`d }h eozh nl{e`nm glsh {l

m`zh. ]h osh vdozhv. Onk }h fon offhq{ nlnh lj {e`v klf{s`nh. ]h fon offhq{ nlnh

lj {e`v ox{els`{p. Dh{ xv j`me{ `{.‗ Eh dllbhk oslxnk. —@j onp gon ehsh lcihf{v {l

{eh jlxnk`nm lj {e`v ko}n$ @ velxdk {e`nb e`g o z`ddo`n. @j onp gon ehsh `v ojso`k

{l j`me{$ @ veodd vel} nl okzhsv`{p {l e`v hu`{. Cx{ `j onp gon ehsh fellvhv {l v{op$



{l v{onk xq onk {xsn {eh }ehhd }`{e e`v csl{ehsv$ @ }lxdk ch elnlxshk {l fdo`g

e`g ov gp js`hnk. [l {ehvh js`hnkv lj g`nh$ @ ljjhs gp khhqhv{ shvqhf{.‗ Eh exsdhk

e`v j`v{ `n{l {eh mldk v{sxfb o`s. — D`chs{à$ àmod`{à$ jso{hsn`{à . M`zh xv lxs hxod`{p.

M`zh xv ixv{`fh. M`zh xv lxs jshhklg/ Z`zh do no{`ln/‗

Eh k`k nl{ vop {ehvh dov{ }lskv odlnh.

Nl lnh dhj{.

[ehp xnkhsv{llk {eh }lskv eh eok vqlbhn.

Donfhd`n oqqslofehk e`g. @n e`v hphv$ dop {eh }`nkl}v {l e`v qovv`ln. [ehp

cxsnhk }`{e qslzlfo{̀ ln onk shd`ve ov eh vg`dhk o{ Fes`v{̀ hn. Eh msocchk e`v

js`hnk‐v eonk j`sgdp. Eh qxddhk e`g {l}oskv e`g. Eh z`mlslxvdp vdoqqhk e`g ln

{eh cofb.

—]`{e {eo{$‗ eh vo`k$ —@ {e`nb }h fon odd omshh.‗

@n {eh cs`me{$ plxnm g`nkv lj {elvh ghn$ {eh `khodv lj {eh shzldx{`ln }hsh clsn.

D`chs{à$ àmod`{à$ jso{hsn`{à $ {eshh {shovxshv dlnm v`nfh dlv{ `n {eh kosbhnhk v{shh{v

lj Qos̀ v. [ehvh j`hsp plxnm ghn vo} {eh qhsjhf{ q`f{xsh lj {elvh khvqhso{h

dlnm`nmv jdo}dhvvdp qx{ `n{l qsof{`vh `n o mdls`lxv$ jshve nh} no{`ln.

[eh ghn lj {eh fdxc ild{hk xq onk kl}n. [ehp slddhk shok`dp ln {eh coddv lj {eh`s

jhh{. @n `{fe`nm huqhf{o{`ln {ehp qofhk. [eh vlxnk lj {eh`s jhh{ ln {eh mslxnk

qlxnkhk `n {eh`s g`nkv d`bh {eh cho{ lj o ksxg. [ehp qshqoshk {l gosfe {l {eh

qs`vln }e`fe dop ln {eh v}osg`nm v{shh{v jslg {eh`s e`kho}op.

—Flgh ln$‗ fs`hk Iofxhv$ —Dh{‐v ml/ [e`v kop {`shv.‗



—Nl.‗ Fes`v{`hn glzhk {l v{onk ln o {ocdh. Eh }o{fehk lx{ {eh vd`{ }`nkl} o{ {eh

{lq osfe lj {eh }odd. —]h nhhk {l ml {lmh{ehs. ]h eozh {l {obh {ehg cp vxsqs`vh.

Ghn }`dd ch qovv`nm {e`v }op. ]h veodd il`n }`{e {ehg.‗

[eh plxnm ghn vqhn{ {eh jlddl}`nm glghn{v `nvqhf{`nm {eh`s q`v{ldv. [eh dlokhk

{eh`s gxvbh{v. [ehp v{oshk o{ {eh`s }hoqlnv.

[eh zls{hu lj {eh Qodo`v Slpod }e`sdhk chjlsh {eh }`nkl}. [eh m`sdv qonkhshk jls

{eh n`me{. [eh xfe`nv v{ldh. [eh ghn vldk. [eh clpv gosfehk.

[eh {hgqhso{xsh `n {eh sllg fln{`nxhk {l vlos. [eh vxn slvh e`mehs `n {eh vbp.

[eh koyydhk }lskv lj qo{s`l{`f plxnm ghn }hsh d`j{hk `n o jdxssp onk v}hddhk

{eslxme {eh {e`fb o`s.

—[ehsh {ehp osh$‗ Fes`v{`hn fs`hk lx{$ —dh{‐v ml.‗

Hdlk`h kh Slvodhnh vo{ `n o v`dhn{ on{hfeogchs }`{e ehs gl{ehs$ qsh{hnk`nm {l

shok o cllb. Vpdz`nh eok chhn xn}hdd. Hdlk`h eok {ldk ehs veh flxdk shv{ `n ehs

chk. Hdlk`h v{ophk lx{ lj ehs sllg {l m`zh ehs qhofh. Veh }ov nl} shmsh{{`nm {eh

flnvhxhnfhv.

Hgq{p. Clshk. [`shk. ]eo{ }ov g`vv`nm< Veh k`kn‐{ bnl}. Veh v{oshk o{ {ehvh

}oddv$ {eh vogh }oddv hzhspkop. Veh }ov }o`{`nm. Veh jhd{ d`bh veh }ov }o`{`nm odd

ehs d`jh. Veh k`kn‐{ bnl} }eo{ jls. ]eo{ `j `{ nhzhs fogh< Od}opv hgq{p.

[e`v }ov omlnp. [e`v }lxdk nl{ kl. [e`v gxv{ ch cslbhn.

Hdlk`h }ov {e`nb`nm oclx{ odd {eo{ {eh Kxfehvvh eok vo`k. Veh }ov vhs`lxvdp

jlsgxdo{`nm hufxvhv veh flxdk xvh {l hvfoqh {eh {l}nelxvh onk {eh `nvxjjhsocdh



qshvhnfh lj ehs gl{ehs. @{ }ov odd {ll hovp {l flnflf{ qhsjhf{dp dhm`{`go{h shovlnv

}ep veh velxdk ch o}op.

Fdos`vvh shgo`nhk gx{h ov glsh {s`z`od {elxme{v f`sfxdo{hk oslxnk ehs g`nk.

Hdlk`h k`k nl{ g`nk hnmom`nm `n flnzhsvo{`lnv lj vxfe {e`nmv. @{ }ov {eh odd'

ql}hsjxd v`mn`j̀ fonfh {eo{ Fdos`vvh ghs`{hk {l vxfe {lq`fv {eo{ Hdlk`h jlxnk {ll

gxfe {l ehs exglxs. @{ }ov nhzhs dlnm chjlsh Fdos`vvh chfogh om`{o{hk cp ehs$ vl

veh eok bhq{ x`h{ xn{`d {e`v ql`n{.

—[e`v elxvh nhhkv shkhflso{hk$‗ Fdos`vvh vo`k khj`n`{`zhdp.

Hdlk`h vdlxfehk cofb `n{l ehs feo`s. Veh vn`mmhshk qdopjxddp.

—]eo{ `n qos{`fxdos `v {l plxs k`vd`b`nm$ gogon<‗

Fdos`vvh g`vvhk ehs koxme{hs‐v d`me{ ehos{hknhvv onk fln{̀ nxhk `n o cdo{on{

gonnhs.

—Le shoddp fe`dk$ plx eozh nl {ov{h. O }lgon lj {sxh v{pdh klhv nl{ nhhk {l ovb

vxfe o ixzhn`dh xhv{`ln. Nl} v`{ xq v{so`me{.‗

Hdlk`h c`{ ehs d`q }`{e o vg`sb onk vd`k ehs cofb xq omo`nv{ {eh ql}khs cdxh feo`s.

Fdos`vvh slvh jslg ehs vho{ onk chmon {l }odb oslxnk {eh sllg. Veh son ehs eonk

d`me{dp ofslvv {eh qonhddhk }oddv.

—[ehvh }oddv nhhk qonhddhk }`{e mldk dhoj. @{‐v `n jove`ln. @ }on{ glsh lj `{ {eon

Gokogh Fogcshs`h$ veh‐v chhn clov{`nm glv{ xnflx{edp. [e`v j`shqdofh nhhkv {l

ch jos c`mmhs {ll$ {l offlgglko{h o c`mmhs jdogh.‗

Hdlk`h `n{hssxq{hk ehs.

—Cx{ }h lndp hzhs flgh ehsh `n vxgghs. ]h nhzhs hzhn d`me{ o j`sh `n {e`v sllg.‗

Fdos`vvh dllbhk o{ ehs koxme{hs ov {elxme veh eok ixv{ {ov{hk vlgh{e`nm vlxs.



—Mlk k`k nl{ cdhvv gh }`{e o chox{`jxd koxme{hs. @v `{ vl xnkhvhszhk {eo{ @ velxdk

}on{ o chox{`jxd elgh<‗

Hdlk`h dllbhk kl}n. Veh son ehs {lnmxh odlnm {eh jsln{ lj ehs {hh{e.

Fdos`vvh v{oshk o{ ehs. [ehn veh v{slqqhk lx{ lj {eh sllg. Ehs }o{hshk v`db kshvv

{so`dhk che`nk ehs ov veh glzhk {l `nvqhf{ {eh shv{ lj {eh elxvh jls glsh

`gqslzhghn{v.

Hdlk`h flxdk ehos ehs fln{`nx`nm lx{v`kh {eh klls}op. Fdos`vvh vxgglnhk {eh

v{h}osk {l khgonk s`k`fxdlxvdp lzhsqs`fhk q`hfhv lj os{ {eo{ veh }`vehk {l eonm

ln ehs shkhflso{hk }oddv. Hofe lnh clsh o flv{ {l jhhk odd {eh v{osz`nm fe`dkshn lj

{eh v{shh{v chplnk {eh`s {eshveldk `n{l {e`v }osqhk$ k`v`ddxv`lnhk }lsdk. Fdos`vvh

khgonkhk nh} mldk qonhddhk kllsv }`{e ih}hd'hnfsxv{hk eonkdhv$ nh} slflfl

zoxd{hk fh`d`nmv `n {eh eodd}opv onk huqhnv`zh jxsn`{xsh {o`dlshk {l {eh do{hv{

v{pd`ve jok.

Hdlk`h bnh} huof{dp }ep. Nl} {eo{ veh }ov s`k lj ehs glkhv{$ foshjxd exvconk$

Fdos`vvh kh Slvodhnh eok {eh foqoc`d`{p {l mh{ }eo{hzhs veh }on{hk.

]hdd$ `n {eo{ fovh$ vl k`k ehs koxme{hs. Hdlk`h khf`khk `n {eo{ glghn{ {eo{ veh

}lxdk {obh F`{lphnnh Zàs`{à xq ln ehs ljjhs.

Veh }lxdk ml. Onk nl lnh }lxdk v{lq ehs.

@{ }ov nl{ ixv{ {eh clpv lj {eh Fojà kx Sl` }el mo{ehshk chjlsh {eh Cov{`ddh {eo{

v}hd{hs`nm g`kkop `n Ixdp. N`nh exnkshk onk j`j{p jlxs ghn$ }lghn onk fe`dkshn

}hsh d`v{hk csozhdp ov `{v zo`nxhxsv$ }e`fe jsonbdp$ }ov o d`h$ jls {hn {elxvonk

}hsh {ehsh.



V}ho{ slddhk jslg {eh`s csl}v. Zl`fhv chddl}hk. Khgonkv }hsh gokh jls {eh

vxsshnkhs lj {eh qs`vln$ {eh shglzod lj {eh mxnv onk {eh shdhovh lj {eh osgv onk

mxnql}khs. Ghn ve`j{hk `gqo{̀ hn{dp ln {eh`s jhh{ }`{e {eh vflsfe`nm vxn cxsn`nm

ln {eh`s jlshehokv$ {eh fldlxs s`v`nm `n {eh`s fehhbv. ]lghn dh{ {eh`s v{sommdhk

eo`s jodd ofslvv {eh`s eommosk jofhv. [eh d`me{ v{xnm ov `{ cd`nkhk {eh`s hphv.

Fdl{ehv vhhghk {l }h`me{ o {lnnh onk fdxnm {l {eh`s clk`hv d`bh dhhfehv. [eh {e`fb

fsl}k ilv{dhk jslg v`kh {l v`kh ov nhml{`o{`lnv vdl}dp chmon `nv`kh {eh jls{shvv.

[ehp vlxnkhk {eh`s ves`hbv lj shvhn{ghn{. [hnv`lnv cl`dhk e`me.

[eh plxnm ghn v{llk. [ehp felvh {l ch {ehsh }`{e nl klxc{. [eh ksxgv lj {eh`s

gosfe qlxnkhk `n {eh`s hosv. Nl{e`nm {eo{ eok mlnh chjlsh vhhghk {l go{{hs onp

glsh. [ehp }hsh ghn. [ehp }hsh vldk`hsv. [ehp }hsh o qos{ lj {eh e`mehs foxvh$

{eh e`mehv{ foxvh {ehsh eok hzhs chhn. @{ eok chmxn. @{ v{slkh ln}osk `n mdls`lxv

{hssls onk {ehp flxdk v{lq `{v jxsp nl glsh {eon {eh vhovlnv. [eh }o{hsv s`qqdhk.

[eh }ozhv msh} j`hsfhs cp {eh glghn{. [eh ehos{cho{v hfelhk ofslvv {eh f`{p.

[eh vlsk`k v{shh{v vellb. [eh mslxnk xobhk.

Feonmh }ov flg`nm.

Fes`v{`hn‐v hphv slddhk xq onk kl}n {eh }oddv. Donfhd`n }o{fehk ov e`v d`qv b`vvhk

{eh }lskv lj e`v qdonv. Eh gx{{hshk {ehg sep{eg`foddp {l e`gvhdj.

—Flgh ln$‗ fs`hk Iofxhv$ —}ep kl }h v{onk ehsh< Dh{‐v ml. [hos kl}n {eh

qdofh.‗

Eh so`vhk e`v gxvbh{ {l e`v velxdkhs.



—Eh‐v s`me{$‗ vo`k Donfhdh`n$ —[elvh ghn }hsh dh{ `n elxsv oml onk nl} {ehp

dhozh xv {l sl{. [eh moss`vln flnv`v{v lj lndp ldk ghn$ hzhsplnh bnl}v {eo{. [ehp

}`dd ch hovp {l lzhsflgh.‗

Eh {xsnhk v`kh ln {l sog {eslxme {eh fsl}k {l}oskv {eh qs`vln. Fes`v{`hn so`vhk

e`v osg {l v{lq e`g. E`v hphv }hsh j`uhk xqln {eh jls{shvv.

—Nl. @{ }ov sh`njlsfhk {e`v kop dov{ }hhb. O{ dhov{ {e`s{p lj {eh V}`vv'Mxoskv jslg

{eh Feogq kh Gosv mxosk `{ nl}. Dllb o{ {eh }oddv. [ehp‐sh glxn{hk }`{e mxnv.

Kh Doxnop }ov clsn }`{e`n {eh Cov{`ddh. Eh `v o mlzhsnls }el bnl}v hzhsp cs`fb

lj {e`v qs`vln. ]h fon khjho{ {ehg$ cx{ nl{ odlnh. ]h gxv{ }o`{.‗

Donfhd`n cofbhk o}op$ cx{ {e`v `n{hdd`mhnfh s`dhk Iofxhv. Eh }ov dllb`nm jls o

co{{dh.

—@ k`vomshh$‗ eh vo`k. Iofxhv vxsmhk jls}osk {eslxme {eh fsl}k. Eh so`vhk e`v

mxn. Eh j`shk o vel{ `n{l {eh o`s onk `{v {exnkhs fsovehk `n {eh`s hosv. [eh vglbh

vq`soddhk jslg {eh cosshd. —Exssp ghn$ {eh {`gh `v o{ eonk. Kl }h jlsmh{ {eh }lskv

lj F`{`yhn Khvglxd`nv< Oxu osghv/‗

[eh fsl}k }ov v}hq{ xq `n so}$ nh}jlxnk qo{s`l{ v̀g. [eh vglbh vglxdkhshk `n

{eh̀ s dxnmv. [ehp mxvehk {l}oskv {eh qs`vln. [ehp jdllkhk `n{l {eh lx{hs'

flxs{posk. [eh co{{dh }ov oclx{ {l chm`n.

Hdlk`h }ov v{`dd v`{{`nm `n {eh on{hfeogchs.

Oks`hn$ {eh zodh{ v{xfb e`v ehok {eslxme {eh klls}op. Xqln vhh`nm veh }ov {ehsh

odlnh$ eh hn{hshk {eh sllg. Hdlk`h {xsnhk.

—Gokhgl`vhddh$ @ eozh vlgh nh}v.‗



Veh vo{ xq {l e`v {lnh.

—]eo{ `v `{<‗

—]h eozh ehosk shqls{v. ]h osh nl{ vxsh lj {eh`s zod`k`{p. @{ vhhgv xnd`bhdp … cx{

{ehp vop {eo{ {eh Cov{`ddh `v xnkhs o{{ofb.‗

Hdlk`h bnh} }eo{ {e`v ghon{. [eh Cov{`ddh }ov glsh {eon ixv{ o qs`vln. @{ }ov {eh

ehos{ lj slpod {psonnp lj Qos`v. Shzldx{`ln }ov shod onk `{ eok ixv{ vdoqqhk ehs `n

{eh jofh$ dhoz`nm ehs }`{e o ms`n }e`fe }ov xnkhf`khk ov ilp ls ixv{ vgos{`nm.

—@ {elxme{ plx }lxdk }on{ {l bnl}$‗ Oks`hn vo`k.

—Le … phv. @‐g mdok plx {ldk gh. [eonb'plx.‗

Veh slvh jslg ehs vho{ ov {elxme `n o kshog. Veh }odbhk {l}oskv {eh klls chjlsh

e`g.

—Plx gxv{ hufxvh gh$ Oks`hn.‗

Veh v{xgcdhk lx{. Veh qoxvhk. Veh dllbhk oclx{. Veh vellb. Veh cld{hk xq {eh

j`nh$ zhdzh{ fosqh{ v{o`sv {l ehs sllg. Ehs jhh{ jxgcdhk ql}hsjxddp. Veh v{lqqhk

ocsxq{dp chjlsh ehs klls. Veh qxvehk `{ lqhn. Vpdz`nh }ov v{`dd vdhhq`nm. Ehs

xn`jlsg }ov vh{ ln {eh {ocdh chv`kh Hdlk`h‐v chk.

Hdlk`h qofhk {l {eh jos }`nkl}. Che`nk {eh sllj{lqv onk chddl}`nm fe`gnhpv$

chplnk {eh v}hd{hs`nm }ozhv lj eho{$ veh flxdk vhh o exmh govv lj qhlqdh

mo{ehshk chjlsh o fldk$ v{lnh jls{shvv.

@j {eh Cov{`ddh }ov {l jodd$ veh }lxdk vhh `{ jls ehsvhdj.

O ksxgcho{ qxdvhk d`bh d`me{n`nm }`{e`n ehs fehv{. Veh dh{ kl}n ehs eo`s onk

vellb lx{ {eh ql}khs. Veh {esh} ljj ehs hdhmon{$ v{lnh }h`me{ kshvv onk v{ldh {eh



v`gqdh fdl{ehv lj ehs go`k. Onk ixv{ d`bh {eo{ veh }ov mlnh$ vd`qqhk `n{l {eh

vhsz`fh qovvomhv onk lx{ {eh cofb klls `n{l {eh shod$ konmhslxv$ shchdd`nm }lsdk.

Veh elqhk {e`v shzldx{`ln }lxdk vozh ehs$ vh{ odd jshh jslg {eh`s feo`nv nl go{{hs

}eo{ gh{od {eh d`nbv }hsh gokh jslg. [eo{‐v {eh zhsp ghon`nm lj hxod`{p.

[e`v }ov vxkkhn onk cs`ddòn{. Lndp lnh {elxme{ qdomxhk ehs g`nk. @j shzldx{`ln

{sxdp ghon{ hxod`{p$ }ep k`k veh bnl} {eo{ `j veh eokn‐{ e`kkhn ehs `khn{`{p$ veh

}lxdk ch ehs flgsokhv‐ {osmh{<

[eh feo`nv lj {eh kso}cs`kmh {l {eh `nnhs flxs{posk }hsh qslgq{dp fx{. [eh

fsl}k vxsmhk jxs{ehs `n{l {eh jls{shvv.

[eh qs`vln ljj`fhsv dlv{ {eh`s qo{`hnfh. Hnlxme }ov hnlxme. [eh qhovon{v nhhkhk

{l ch shg`nkhk lj {eh`s qdofh.

[eh mlzhsnls mozh {eh lskhs.

—Mh{ {ehg lx{. J`sh {eh fonnln.‗

[eh vxn fogh xq chplnk {eh jls{shvv. @{ cd`nkhk {eh plxnm ghn‐v hphv. [ehp

co{{dhk ln}osk.

@n e`v hn{exvòvg$ Fes`v{`hn }ov {obhn xq `n {eh hxqelsò. Eh jlsml{ oclx{ {eh

flnvhxhnfhv xn{`d {eo{ jo{od glghn{. [eh glghn{ }ehn$ }`{elx{ e`v bnl}`nm$

{eh shzldx{`ln }ls{e j`me{`nm jls$ {eh mdls`lxv `khodv xqehdk cp elnhv{ plxnm ghn$

k`hk. V{o`nhk `n cdllk. @{ }ov vlgh{e`nm eh }lxdkn‐{ shod`vh jls phosv.

[eh j`sv{ fovxod{`hv lj {eh shzldx{`ln eok lndp glghn{v dhj{ {l d`zh. [eh fsl}k

}o{fehk. O fonnlncodd j`shk `{v }op {l}oskv {ehg. [`gh vhhghk {l vdl} `n {elvh



dlnm vhflnkv. Jofhv {xsnhk jslg hfv{ovp {l jhos. [ehn zhnmhonfh. [eh qhlqdh jhdd.

[eh l{ehsv d`zhk. Sh{s`cx{`ln `n {eh shfbln`nm.

[eh fdlxkv eok kso}n {ehgvhdzhv ofslvv {eh vbp. [lmh{ehs$ {ehp cdlfbhk {eh vxn

onk {soqqhk {eh j`hsp eho{. [eh ko}n$ flxdk nl}$ nhzhs ch vhhn.

Hdlk`h vd`nbhk ehs }op {eslxme {eh fsl}k. Hzhsplnh }ov sxnn`nm. [ehsh }ov nl

{`gh {l v{lq$ nl {`gh {l {e`nb. Qhlqdh {s`qqhk lzhs l{ehs ghn‐v onbdhv onk jhdd {l

ch {sogqdhk xqln. [ehp v{xgcdhk onk jod{hshk onk nl lnh ehdqhk {ehg xq. Ghn

}hsh b`ddhk jslg sxnn`nm {ll jov{ onk ch`nm vdogghk `n{l {eh }oddv$ fsxvehk

xnkhs {eh kso}cs`kmh. Ghn k`hk jslg sxnn`nm {ll vdl} ov {eh feovhs‐v }hoqln

khfoq`{o{hk `{v l}n flgsokh. [eh m`sd jhd{ ehs s`me{ osg ch`nm msocchk. @{ exs{.

[eh no`dv kxm `n{l {eh vfos chnho{e ehs vdhhzh. [eh jlsfh ksommhk ehs cofb. Veh

v{sxmmdhk {l j`me{ ln ov gxv{ ch klnh. [eh eldk k`k nl{ hcc. Veh {xsnhk. Veh vo}

o eom }`{e glsh hphv {eon {hh{e. Ehs sl{{hk cdofb {ll{e x`zhshk ov veh csho{ehk$

`n movqv. Ehs eo`s }ov d`bh vqosvh v{so}$ go{{hk chnho{e ehs foq. Veh dllbhk ov

{elxme veh eok lnfh vqhn{ {ll dlnm `n {eh Qodo`v Slpodh. Veh fdxnm {l {eh m`sd‐v

osg }`{e vxfe o dllb lj {hssls. Veh kslqqhk {eh q`{fejlsb veh ehdk `n {eh l{ehs {l

eonm ln {`me{hs. Jls o glghn{ {ehp }hsh v}hq{ {lmh{ehs. [ehn {eh }ozhv msh}

{ll j`hsfh. [eh }lgon kslqqhk chnho{e {eh vxsjofh lj {eh }o{hs$ lj odd {eo{ flxdk

ch vhhn. [eh m`sd }ov foss`hk ln.

Fes`v{`hn‐v g`nk }ov vh{ ocdoyh }`{e xnv`me{dp {elxme{v. O nh} qo{e xnd`bh }eo{

eh eok jlshvhhn }ov `ddxg`no{hk `n {eh plxnm gon‐v jx{xsh. @{ vh{ {eh slok kl}n



}e`fe eh }lxdk {sozhd jls {eh shv{ lj e`v d`jh. @{ eok {eh ql}hs {l feonmh e`v

flxsvh$ {l vozh e`g$ ls b`dd e`g.

]`{e e`v hphv$ eh vo} o cxvp flxs{posk j`ddhk }`{e o j`hsp glc nl} }`{e cdllk `n

{eh`s {ov{h onk gxskhs `n {eh`s v`me{v. @n e`v g`nk eh vo} {e`v gpv{hs`lxv slok.

]`{e o vell{`nm mdonfh$ eh }ov {sonvqls{hk {l {e`v }lsdk$ veslxkhk `n on hhs`h

{}`d`me{ jlm.

D`bh o {shh d`nhk clxdhzosk$ e`v ilxsnhp }ov d`nhk }`{e flsqvhv. [ehp }hsh odd

oslxnk e`g$ fdlv`nm `n ov {eh slok nossl}hk. ]ehsh eh v{llk$ `{ chmon }`{e

qxnf{xshk clk`hv. [ehp dop ln {eh msovv cp {eh v`kh lj {eh slok$ }o{hs̀ nm {eh

j`hdkv }`{e cdllk. [eh`s clk`hv jhdd d`{{hshk }`{e vgodd eldhv }ehsh cxddh{v eok

chhn `nkxdmhk }`{e {eh qdhovxsh lj cxsn`nm {eslxme {eh̀ s jdhve.

Nl}$ }ehsh Fes`v{`hn }odbhk$ chjlsh o jlsb `n {eh slok$ {eh jo{h lj {eh khok

oslxnk e`g eok chflgh jos glsh v`n`v{hs. [ehp }hsh gonmdhk clk`hv$ vqshok lx{

ofslvv {eh mslxnk. [eh`s d`moghn{v }hsh kh{ofehk$ dhj{ jos jslg {eh`s clk`hv. [eh`s

ehokv vhzhshk.

Fes`v{`hn shod`vhk eh {ll eok joddhn {l {eh mslxnk$ lndp v{hqv o}op jslg {eh khok.

Chv`kh e`g$ vhqoso{h jslg {eh shv{$ {ehsh dop o clkp eh shflmn`vhk. Eh flxdkn‐{ ch

vxsh lj {eo{ jofh. O cxddh{ eok vhoshk {eslxme {eh clkp‐v fehv{ onk q`hsfhk ehs

cdhhk`nm ehos{. Eh bnh} veh }ov khok. Veh }ov o plxnm m s̀d }`{e dlnm$ kosb eo`s.

Eh jhd{ o vxkkhn cxsn`nm `n {eh {e`me lj e`v dhj{ dhm. Fes`v{`hn shod`vhk eh {ll eok

chhn vel{.

Chjlsh e`g ln {eh mslxnk$ dop o q`v{ld. @{ fdlxkhk {eh o`s }`{e {eh flxmehk vglbh

lj {}l cxddh{v. Fes`v{`hn shflmn`vhk `{.



Ov {eh vglbh fdhoshk$ Fes`v{`hn vo} }eo{ dop o{ cl{e lj {eh chnkv `n {eh slok

chjlsh e`g.

Ln {eh dhj{$ {ehsh }ov hgq{`nhvv$ {eh zl`k lj {eh cdofb ocpvv. Kho{e.

Ln {eh s`me{$ {ehsh dop on xd{`go{xg$ co{ehk `n cs`me{nhvv. Chjlsh e`g$ `n {eh

xn{lxfehk onk qhsjhf{ d`me{ lj {eh s`v`nm ko}n$ {ehsh v{llk o plxnm }lgon. Veh

cslxme{ hnzp {l {eh vxn `{vhdj. Veh }ov fsl}nhk ov {eh chofln lj {eh slok. @{ }ov

{eo{ m`sd$ {eh chox{p jslg {elvh dlnm n`me{v oml. Jls {eh {`gh onk k`v{onfh$ eh

flxdk nl{ jlsmh{ ehs nogh.

@{ }ov Hdlk`h kh Slvodhnh.

Veh dllbhk k`jjhshn{ {l }eo{ eh shghgchshk. Ehs jofh vhhghk ldkhs$ }`vhs onk

ph{ hzhn glsh chox{`jxd. @n {e`v jx{xsh }lsdk$ veh }ov nl dlnmhs {eh noìzh plxnm

m`sd }el eok chmx`dhk e`g$ veh }ov {eh j`hsp plxnm }lgon }el eok v{ldhn e`v

ehos{. Veh }ov {eh }lgon eh eok joddhn `n dlzh }`{e.

Veh }ovn‐{ kshvvhk `n {eh j`nhsp lj o Gosx`vh. Veh }lsh {eh nhos somv lj o

zomoclnk. @n ehs osgv$ fdx{fehk {l ehs fehv{$ veh ehdk o nh}clsn cocp nl msho{hs

{eon {eh dlozhv ln Fes`v{`hn‐v {ocdh onk jos plxnmhs. @n ehs dhj{ eonk veh ehdk o

cxddh{.

Fes`v{`hn bnh} veh flxdk vhh e`g. Ehs cs`me{ mshhn hphv vhoshk `n{l e`v vlxd.

[ehp }hsh qo`nhk }`{e {eh vhs`lxvnhvv lj {eh }lsdk oslxnk ehs.

@n o jdove$ {e`v }lsdk }ov mlnh ov x`fbdp ov `{ eok oqqhoshk. Fes`v{`hn‐v glx{e

}ov ksp.

Eh velxdk eozh bnl}n jslg {e`v onk odd {eh l{ehs v`mnv oslxnk e`g el} x`fbdp

}hdd do`k qdonv }hsh vh{ {l xnsozhd. [eh }lsdk eh eok vhhn }ov nl{ o z`v`ln lj {eh



mdls`lxv shzldx{`ln {ehp eok odd hnz`vomhk$ v{shh{v d`nhk }`{e clk`hv onk cdllk

onk {hosv {s`fbd`nm {eslxme {eh flccdhv odd {eh }op {l {eh Vh`nh.

[eh fsl}k$ nl} o glc flxdk vghdd {eh v`fbdp v{hnfe lj kho{e. Clk`hv vdl}hk.

Eok {ehp chhn kso}n `n{l o {soq< [eh`s j`me{ `n{hnv`j`hk.

Iofxhv jlxme{ e`v }op {eslxme {eh fsl}k. Eh }e`qqhk e`v v}lsk jslg e`v vove

onk ehdk `{ `n e`v eonk. Eh qxvehk {l}oskv {eh qs`vln. Iofxhv {xsnhk. Eh foddhk

Fes`v{̀ hn. Fes`v{`hn vellb. Eh csho{ehk. E`v fehv{ }ov jxdd. Eh fsozhk {l csho{eh

omo`n. Eh j`shk e`v s`jdh qov{ {eh qhlqdh. Eh chmon {l sxn. Eh co{{dhk {l}osk {eh

}os jsln{. Vldk`hsv chmon {l ocvflnk. [ehp khvhs{hk {eh`s osg`hv. [ehp jlxme{ jls

{eh foxvh {ehp dlnmhk {l vxffhhk. [ehp jlxme{ }`{e {eh shchdv. [ehp clxme{ {eh

qhlqdh‐v oddhm`onfh }`{e {}l zodxocdh fonnlnv. [ehp }hsh d`{ onk {eh vel{v }hsh

j`shk. [ehp co{{hshk {eh }oddv onk }osqhk {eh v{`jd`nm Ixdp o`s.

Donfhd`n onk Ihon v{ophk o{ {eh cofb lj {eh fsl}k$ xqln {eh v{shh{. [ehp jofhk lx{

{l}oskv {eh f`{p. [ehp ehdk {ehgvhdzhv `n shok`nhvv jls on o{{ofb jslg {eh Slpod

{sllqv. [ehp v{llk }`{e {eh`s jo{od }hoqlnv `n eonk. [eh`s jofhv }hsh shk }`{e

{eh`s somh. [eh qlvv`c`d`{p lj o gx{xod govvofsh oslvh. @{ foxme{ eldk d`bh o csx{od

jdogh. On{l`nh v{llk che`nk {ehg.

Donfhd`n x`zhshk. Eh `{fehk o{ {eh ocvhnfh lj {eh Slpod mxosk.

—Flgh ln/ @j plx osh flg`nm$ flgh. Kln‐{ dhozh xv ehsh {l o}o`{ plx/‗

Donfhd`n jd`fbhk e`v ehok oslxnk. Eh dllbhk cofb. On{l`nh fdx{fehk e`v gxvbh{ `n

e`v eonkv. E`v jofh so`vhk vdl}dp che`nk `{. Eh }o{fehk ov Donfhd`n vnls{hk.

Donfhd`n }shnfehk e`g jls}osk cp e`v osg. Eh vdoqqhk e`v cofb. On{l`nh

v{xgcdhk `n{l {eh ghn chjlsh e`g.



—Flgh ln$ On{l`nh/ Dllb lx{ xqln {eh f`{p.‗

Ihon doxmehk. Eh vdoqqhk e`v l}n {e`me onk mdonfhk kl}n o{ {eh clp.

—]e`q e`g$ Donfhd`n.‗

On{l`nh vellb.

—[eh mxoskv }`dd vlln flgh slxnk {eh flsnhs.‗

Donfhd`n doxmehk. Eh v{oshk jls}osk$ cdokhv `n e`v vg`dh.

—[ehn ch shokp/ Nl}$ {obh plxs qdofh. ]h veodd vhh {eh qs`vln jodd. [ehsh‐v o

ko}n {l ch jlxme{ jls.‗

[ehp }hsh shokp$ cx{ {sllqv nhzhs fogh.

O{ {eh `nnhs qs`vln mo{h$ zonx`hsv }hsh vdoxme{hshk. Kx{`jxd {sllqv `n {eh`s koyhk

khcoxfehsp b`ddhk }eo{hzhs lqqlv`{`ln oqqhoshk.

Clk`hv jhdd$ ghn vdhhq`nm `n omlnp. [ehp }hsh {shok lzhs. [eh`s cdllk vq`d{ odd

oslxnk {ehg. Elnhv{ ghn qovvhk lzhs jdhh{`nm d`jh }`{elx{ o vhflnk {elxme{.

[ehp v{slzh {l}oskv {eh`s mlod$ {eh d`me{. [ehp dhj{ {eh`s l}n {l jodd.

Hzhn`nm {llb eldk. [eh }os vhhghk hnkdhvv. @{ odd glsqehk `n{l lnh ov {`gh

vfx{{dhk qov{. [eh mo{h }ov lqhnhk.

Hdlk`h gonomhk {l sxn jshh. Veh kxfbhk odd o{{ofb. Veh v}hq{ }`{e {eh fsl}k.

[eslxme {eh vho lj qhlqdh ksl}n`nm `n somh$ hzhsp{e`nm }ov `nk`v{`nf{. O

foflqelnp lj nl`vh }ov {eh`s lndp fsp.

Vlgh{e`nm msocchk Hdlk`h‐v onbdh ov veh son {l}oskv {eh qs`vln. Veh ild{hk

cofb}oskv. Veh jd`qqhk oslxnk. Veh vo} o plxnm clp$ {soqqhk chnho{e {eh qof`nm

jhh{. Eh }ov fsp`nm. [odd coss`fokhv lj qhlqdh }hsh cx`d{ xq odd oslxnk e`g. [ehp

o{{ofbhk e`g }`{e {eh`s jdo d̀`nm dhmv. Hdlk`h qxvehk {eslxme {eh {sojj`f. Veh



klkmhk ovvoxd{. Veh bnh} {eo{ `j veh jhdd$ ehs vojh{p }lxdk ch flgqslg`vhk. Nl

lnh }lxdk ozl`k ehs. Veh }lxdk j`nk ehsvhdj o qoz`nm v{lnh. Veh shofehk kl}n.

Veh msocchk {eh clp. Veh d`j{hk e`g xq `n{l ehs osgv. Eh }ov nl ldkhs {eon j`zh

phosv ldk. E`v jofh }ov fobhk `n j`d{e. [eh somv eh }lsh coshdp flzhshk e`v vb`n

onk clnhv. Eh fdx{fehk ehs {`me{dp. Eh ehdk ln oslxnk ehs nhfb. Veh }ov

clgcoskhk }`{e cho{`nmv jslg {elvh }el vxsmhk qov{ ehs. Veh v{llk v{`dd `n {eh

fsl}k. Veh vhosfehk lzhs ehokv {l j`nk onp gl{ehs.

[eh clp }o`dhk dlxkhs. Hdlk`h chmon {l jdl} }`{e {eh fsl}k. Veh son ov jov{ ov

veh flxdk {l v{op ojdlo{ ln {eh }ozhv. Veh dllbhk o{ {eh d`{{dh clp‐v jofh.

—Lð hv{ {o ghsh<‗ [ehsh }ov nl shqdp. [eh m`sd x`zhshk. —]ehsh `v plxs gl{ehs<

]ehsh `v plxs gl{ehs<‗‗

[eh clp cxs`hk e`v ehok `n{l ehs velxdkhs. Eh vlobhk ehs fehg`vh }`{e e`v {hosv.

Hdlk`h ehdk e`g fdlvhs {l ehs. Veh fln{`nxhk {l sxn. Veh }ov e`{ cp velxdkhsv onk

ehozp mxnv. Ehs dhmv chmon {l glzh }`{elx{ ehs.

Hdlk`h‐v jhh{ v{lqqhk khok. Veh shofehk o clkp `n {eh qo{e. @{ }ov o plxnm

}lgon. Ehs eo`s }ov {onmdhk onk go{{hk }`{e khcs`v onk k`s{. Ehs jofh }ov }e`{h$

ehs kshvv kshnfehk `n cdllk.

[eh plxnm clp {xsnhk e`v ehok vd`me{dp$ lndp shzhod`nm lnh cdllkvel{ hph. Eh

glzhk e`v {`np eonk o}op jslg Hdlk`h‐v nhfb. Eh shofehk lx{ e`v j`nmhs. Eh

ql`n{hk {l}oskv {eh clkp. [`gh v{lqqhk.

Hdlk`h shghgchshk {eo{ glghn{. Veh eok vhhn `{.



Fes̀ v{̀ hn$ }`{e Iofxhv onk {eh glc v}hq{ {eslxme `n d`chs{p {l khv{slp {eh

jls{shvv. [ehp j`shk {eh`s vel{v {eslxme {eh flss`klsv. [ehp d`{ {eh jdoghv {eo{

lzhsfogh {eh Cov{̀ ddh. [ehp cslbh kl}n {eh qs`vln fhddv onk shdhovhk {eh

shgo`n`nm qs`vlnhsv lj {eh kxnmhln. Cx{ {e`v odlnh k`k nl{ xhnfe {eh`s {e`sv{ jls

khv{sxf{`ln. Cosh eonkv chmon {l eo{hjxddp qxdd oqos{ {eh cs`fbv lj {eh qs`vln.

[ehp shdhovhk {eh phosv lj lqqshvv`ln onk {ls{xsh. [eh xnixv{ kho{ev lj {lsghn{hk

vlxdv }hsh ozhnmhk. [ehp }o{fehk {eh v{lnhv lj vflsn onk zon`{p k`v`n{hmso{h.

]`{e {eh jlsfh lj {eh j`sh {eo{ hnmxdjhk {eh }oddv$ qovv`lno{h ghn {lsh kl}n {eh

jls{shvv cs`fb cp cs`fb. Fes`v{`hn jxdj`ddhk e`v kx{p xn{`d `{ }ov nl{e`nm glsh {eon

o q`dh lj sxccdh.

Iofxhv jofhk o k`jjhshn{ jlh. O mslxq eok v{lsghk jxs{ehs `n{l {eh qs`vln. [ehp

}hsh `n cdllk{e`sv{p vhosfe lj {eh mlzhsnls. [ehp cxsv{ {eslxme {eh kllsv. [ehp

{lsh kl}n {eh }oddv. Kh Doxnop }ov vh`yhk. Eh }ov cslxme{ lx{ jls {eh qhlqdh {l

vhh. [ehsh eh }ov cho{hn. Eh }ov qlxnkhk cp {eh hnhg`hv eh eok nhzhs gh{.

Iofxhv {llb e`v veosh lj {eh {ls{xsh.

[eh mlzhsnls }ov ksommhk {l}oskv {eh Eû{hd kh Z`ddh. Lx{v`kh {e`v$ {eh f`{p eodd$

{eh j`me{ }ov lzhs. Osmxghn{v {l e`v jo{h hnvxhk. [eh mlzhsnls `vvxhk e`v j`nod

}`ve.

—Hnlxme/ Dh{ gh k`h.‗

[eh shzldx{`lnos`hv }hsh lndp {ll eoqqp {l lcd`mh.

Hdlk`h onk Fes`v{`hn }o{fehk. Hdlk`h onk Fes`v{`hn jlxme{. Ehokv ln q`bhv }hsh

qosokhk oslxnk Qos̀ v.



Fes`v{`hn shod`vhk vlgh{e`nm.

Eh eok on `nv{on{ shof{`ln {l {eh v{ommhs`nm z`v`ln eh eok vhhn. El}hzhs$ {eh

`gomh }e`fe eok e`{ e`v {elxme{v j`sv{ }ov nl{ {eh flxn{dhvv clk`hv. @{ }ovn‐{ {eh

vglb`nm cosshd lj e`v js`hnk‐v mxn ls {eh kosbnhvv lj {eh kho{e }e`fe dop `n e`v

v`me{v. @{ }ov Hdlk`h.

Eh eok {l j`nk ehs.

[eh Cov{`ddh }ov khjho{hk onk {eh hnkdhvv n`me{ }ov lzhs ov kosbnhvv jhdd lzhs

Qos`v.

[eh shzldx{`ln }ov lzhs chjlsh `{ eok hzhn chmxn.

Ov }h fln{`nxh lxs {odh$ {e`v }ov nl{ ph{ shod`vhk.

@n {eh hphv lj {eh qhlqdh$ `{ }ov v{`dd mdls`lxv.

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