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7/31/2019 Our First Meeting

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C|r bfal> os rnck y`r yj| `kl bfujtjl yc|m rxjbnr fe lct|+ C y`r k`njl |f |mj yftal j}xfrjl

`kl uzakjt`daj+ C y`k|jl |f if mfoj dz| C lclk| nkfy ymjtj |f |ztk+

\mj eftjr| C y`r |`njk |f y`r ljkrj `kl m`l kf ucrcdaj |t`car! |mj rzk y`r ifcki lfyk `kl |mj

jk|yckjl dt`kbmjr dafbnjl fz| ym`| ac||aj acim| C m`l+ \j`tr yjaajl ck os jsjr dz| C efzim| |mjo

d`bn tjezrcki |f rmfy `ks efto fe yj`nkjrr+

C r|ffl ì`ckr| ` bùj yàa |m`| y`r eft kfy os fkas tjezij! C m`l jrb`xjl os b`x|ftr ft o`sdj

|mjs aj| oj jrb xj6 C lclk| b`tj rf afki `r |mjs yjtj e`t etfo oj+ C yt`xxjl os `tor `tfzkl

os rmcujtcki dfls `r C nkjjajl lfyk |f |mj itfzkl j}m`zr|jl etfo |mj tzk C m`l |f jklztj fk

d`tj ejj|+ Os dfls rbtjòjl etfo |mj |ftojk| fkas ofojk|r ìf y`r ckeajb|jl fk c|+ Mfy lcl C

ij| |f |mcr6

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Os kòj cr Gòcj @tc`k \`saft/Nckkjs ` mcim rbmffajl dfs ìj 05 ymfrj afujt m`xxjkr |f dj

44 sj`tr fal+ Kf dci ljà os x`tjk|r `tj bffa yc|m c| os e`|mjt oj| os l`l ymjk mj y`r os ìj+

Fkas |mjs lfk| nkfy `dfz| os rjbtj| ljrctjr! fkas Rcofk nkfyr `kl mj aj`tkjl `dfz| |mjo

|mtfzim zkljt m`klckjrr+ C y`r fk ` ecjal |tcx |f |mj afbà `t| ozrjzo yc|m 08 f|mjt ba`rro`|jr

yj àa m`l |f ytc|j ck gfztkàr `dfz| |mj lceejtjk| j}mcdc|r yj ucrc|jl+ Yj yjtj àafyjl |f

rjx`t`|j `kl |fzt |mj ozrjzo fk fzt fyk eft |yf mfztr |m`k yj yjtj |f ojj| zx eft azkbm! kf

fkj y`r |f dj a`|j ft |mjs yfzal afrr xfck|r eft |mjct xtfgjb|+ \m`| y`r eckj C acnjl yftncki

àfkj+ C yjk| zxr|`ctr |f |mj |mctl eafft |f |mj ojlcjuà j}mcdc|+ Kf fkj y`r zx |mjtj `kl C efzkl

` pzcj| rxf| |f rc| `kl ytc|j ck os fyk gfztkà+ C| y`rk| tjàas ` gfztkà c| y`r oftj acnj `

kf|jdffn ecaajl yc|m lct|s r|ftcjr fe ym`| C yfzal afuj ojk |f lf |f oj+ C y`r ljjx ck|f ` r|fts

ymjk C affnjl `| os y`|bm `kl tjàcwjl `k mfzt m`r x`rrjl `kl C kjujt ytc||jk `ks|mcki ck os


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mfojyftn gfztkà+ C xa`bjl os kf|j dffn lfyk djrclj oj fk |mj djkbm `kl tfrj |f affn `|

rfoj|mcki ck|jtjr|cki |f ytc|j `dfz|+ C rbtcddajl rfoj|mcki lfyk tjà pzcbn `dfz| ` rzc| fe `toft

ec||jl eft ` bmcal `kl ymjk C |ztkjl |f tj|tcjuj os gfztkà c| y`r ifkj+

X`kcb ckejb|jl oj! `r C affnjl àa fujt eft |mj kf|jdffn ecklcki c| kfymjtj+ C y`r |mj fkas fkj ck

|m`| j}mcdc| ft rf C |mfzim|> `r C r|`t|jl eft |mj r|`ctr C mj`tl ` lfft fxjk `kl rfojfkj ymcr|aj!

kf| afzl dz| rfe| `kl lctjb|jl |fy`tlr oj+ C |ztkjl `kl jsjl mco |àa r|tcncki yc|m ` |fkj fe

`ttfi`kbjr> mcr baf|mjr bfoxacojk|jl mcr eciztj `r mj xfrjl acnj ` oflja! mcr ràfk m`ct mzki

affrjas fujt mcr jkbm`k|jl jsjr+ @kl ck mcr m`kl l`kiacki ck mcr afki eckijtr y`r os kf|jdffn+

@e|jt ij||cki fujt |mj e`b| |m`| mj y`r jsj b`kls os jsjr ltfxxjl |f os kf|jdffn |m`| y`r

fxjkjl+

\m`|r ockj C r|`|jl |tscki |f mclj |mj |tjoft ck os ufcbj+

Cr sfzt kòj Gòcj6

Ifl! jujk mcr ufcbj y`r mf|! C kjujt m`l rj} djeftj fkas gjtnjl fee! os etcjklr y`k|jl |f icuj

oj ` dafy gfd dz| C bfy`tl fz|+ Mcr ufcbj y`r icucki oj ` rjtcfzr m`tl fk+

B`k C mùj |m`| d`bn6

@kryjt os pzjr|cfk ectr|+

Eckj sjr os kòj cr Gòcj+

Bfoj mjtj+ C |tcjl |f ofuj dz| os ajir yjtjk| bfaa`dft`|cki+ Bfoj mjtj Gòcj C yfk| `rn

ì`ck `kl C yfk| icuj sfz sfzt kf|j dffn+


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C xzrmjl osrjae efty`tl yàncki |fy`tlr mco mfxcki kf| |f |tcx fujt os ejj|+ C r|fxxjl gzr|

`tor ajki|m etfo mco `kl mjal fz| os m`kl eft os kf|jdffn+

\m`|r kf| mjtj Gòcj+ Mj |ztkjl `kl r|`t|jl eft |mj lfft o`tnjl j}c|+

Y`c| os dffn C kjjl c|+ C bàajl è|jt mco dz| y`r cikftjl `r mj xzrmjl |mtfzim |mj lfft `kl

j}c|jl |mj tffo+ C yjk| è|jt mco os ymfaj dfls y`r rm`ncki! ymjk C jk|jt |mj màa |mjtj yjtj

r|`ctr ifcki zx `kl lfyk ia`kbcki lfyk C bfzalk| rjj mco dz| ymjk C affnjl zx mj y`r

y`|bmcki oj! y`c|cki eft oj+ Ck rcajkbj mj dji`k |f bacod `kl C efaafyjl+ C r`y rcikr |m`| r|`|jl

yj yjtj jk|jtcki ` tjr|tcb|jl `tj`> mj yjk| |mtfzim `kf|mjt lfft `kl C efaafyjl+ Yj yjtj fk |mj

|fx eafft ymjtj c| y`r zkljt tjbfkr|tzb|cfk+ \mj ucjy y`r ò`wcki kf eztkc|ztj fkas ` yffljk

djkbm `kl ` ejy ltfx baf|mjr a`cl btzoxajl fk |mj eafft+ \mj tffor yàar yjtj zkeckcrmjl `kl

|mj eafft y`r gzr| bfkbtj|j+ \mj |mje| |ffn os kf|j dffn fujt |f |mj djkbm `kl r`| fk c| rjjocki

|f tj`l c|+

Xaj`rj lfk| tj`l |m`| c|r dz| C r|fxxjl osrjae kf| y`k|cki |f bfkejrr+

C|r ym`|6 mj dji`k+ Xjtrfkà djb`zrj C b`k baj`tas tj`l |m`| c| cr ck e`b| C tj`l àofr| màe fe

c|+

Gzr| icuj c| d`bn+

Fn bfojmjtj `kl ij| c| C |ffn ` r|jx |fy`tlr mco ymjk mj mjal mcr m`kl zx r|fxxcki oj ck

os |t`bnr+ Kf C y`k| sfz |f bt`ya |f oj fk sfzt m`klr `kl nkjjr+

Ym`| Co kf| Mj rzlljkas t`crjl os kf|jdffn |f tj`l fz| afzl+


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os nkjjr `bmjl fe xaj`rztj `r os j}xfrjl `rr |ycr|jl d`bn `kl efty`tl |f |mj tms|mo fe

os m`kl nkjj m`kl nkjj gjr|jtr `r C bt`yajl |fy`tlr os O`r|jt

R|fx xaj`rj+ \mj itfy|m ck os x`k|r y`r |`ncki fujt os dj||jt gzliojk|+ \m`|r xjtrfkà

sfz b`k| gzr|

C b`k `kl C ycaa+ Kfy sfz xcrrjl oj fee rf sfz mùj |f r|tcx |f sfzt rnck `kl bt`ya fujt mjtj

ft Caa zxaf`l |mcr yc|m sfzt kòj `||`bmjl |f àa |mj bm`| rc|jr+

C rmfzal bts dz| C bfzalk| c| y`r ` e`k|`rs |m`| C afki eft bfocki |tzj+ \mj rcajkbj y`r

zkdj`t`daj `r mj r`| tj`lcki oftj fe os kf|jdffn y`c|cki eft oj |f `b|+ C bfzalk| |mckn fe

`kf|mjt y`s fz| fe |mcr rf C lcl ym`| C m`l |f lf+

C fxjkjl os bf`| `kl aj| c| ltfx lfyk |f |mj eafft àfki yc|m os rbmffa gfztkà+ C yftj ` rcoxaj

btjy kjbn |m`| C |ziijl fujt os mj`l ltfxxcki c| djrclj os bf`|+ Os zkljeckjl dz| raco

r|fo`bm `kl roàa bmjr| y`r lcrxa`sjl yc|m |mj `lljl bmcaa ck |mj tffo o`ncki os kcxxajr m`tl+

C ncbnjl fee os rmfjr `kl zklcl os tja`} gj`kr dz||fk eas xzrmcki |mjo |f os `knajr `kl

r|jxxcki fz| fe |mjo+ C tjofujl os rfbnr `kl eckàas C m`l |f tjofuj os efto ec||cki dtcjer dz| C

mjrc|`|jl+ C nkfy mj bfzal rjj |mj zkj`rckjrr ck os y`k|cki |f lcrxa`s os xtcu`|jr |f mco+

Bfoj fk Gòcj sfztj àofr| |mjtj lfk| |ztk d`bn kfy sfz yfk| tjitj| c|+

Mcr yftlr yjtjk| btzja |mjs yjtj jkbfztìcki+ C xa`bjl os |mzodr ck os y`cr| d`kl `kl yc|m

` rafy |ztk C xzaajl |mjo lfyk |`ncki os mj`l |f os nkjjr yc|m os d`bn |f mco `kl os `rr

lcrxa`sjl eft mcr xaj`rztj `r C xjjnjl `tfzkl os nkjj `| mco+ C bfzal rjj mj y`r |t`krec}jl+ C

tfrj zx rafyas |ztkcki |f e`bj mco rf mj bfzal rjj os bfbn `kl dàar l`kiacki dj|yjjk os ecto


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|mcimr+ C afyjtjl |f os nkjjr kf| dtj`ncki jsj bfk|`b| yc|m mco `r C xtfyajl |fy`tlr mco fk àa

efzt+

C `xxtf`bmjl mco `r mj fxjkjl mcr ajir `r C ofujl dj|yjjk |mjo tcrcki zx fk os nkjjr `kl

rc||cki fk os mjjar+

Yjabfoj Gòcj mj r|`|jl `r mj |fzbmjl os bmjjn yc|m mcr |mzod+ Co ifcki |f ezbn sfz

kfy+ C y`rk| xtjx`tjl eft ym`| m`xxjkjl kj}|+ Mj ltfxxjl os kf|jdffn `kl it`ddjl `

m`kleza fe os m`ct xzaacki os mj`l d`bn+ C lclk| tjrcr|+ Mj zklcl mcr x`k|r `kl xzaajl fz| mcr

bfbn r|fncki |mj |mcbn afki oj`|! r|caa mfalcki os m`ct mj r|zeejl |mj bctbzobcrjl ozrbaj ck|f os

ofz|m mfalcki fk|f os j`tr `r mj ezbnjl os ckj}xjtcjkbjl ofz|m+ Mj |mtzr| ljjx ck|f os |mtf`|

b`zrcki oj |f iì rjujtà |cojr dz| kf| b`tcki ck |mj aj`r| eft os bfoeft|+ Os ofz|m ltffajl

yj||cki |mj bfbn |m`| itjy dciijt ck os |ctjl g`y `kl rf`njl os bmck+ C mjal fk|f mcr ytcr| dz|

|tcjl kf| |f ecim| `r mj |ffn acdjt|cjr t`xcki os ofz|m+ C bfzal mj`t mco of`kcki `xxtfuà etfo

|mj rjkr`|cfk os |fkizj y`r icucki mco `kl |mcr o`lj oj m`xxs+

Rzlljkas mj r|fxxjl! tjaj`rcki os j`tr `kl xzaacki oj |f os ejj| mcr |fkizj |ffn |mj xa`bj fe

mcr bfbn `r mj |`r|jl |mj ckrclj fe os ofz|m+ Mj tjofujl mcr x`k|r yc|m j`rj `kl fkas r|fxxcki

fkbj |f tjofuj mcr |fx! xzaacki oj bafrj `r mj efklajl os uzakjt`daj dfls+ Mcr ofz|m |`r|jl os

kcxxajr yc|m |fkizj `kl |jj|m kcxxcki os |jkljt eajrm+ C btcjl fz| dz| c| yjk| fk lj`|m j`tr+ Mcr

eckijtr j}xaftjl os xtcu`|jr o`rrìcki os dàar `kl rpzjjwcki os jtjb|jl bfbn àtj`ls

ltcxxcki yc|m xtj/bzo+ Mj zrjl fkj lcic| |f xa`s yc|m |mj jk|t`kbj fe os tfrj dzl C bfzal ejja

|mj ofr| yfkljteza rjkr`|cfk ymjk mj tzddjl |mj |jkljt ujauj| mfaj b`zrcki os j`tas fti`ro |f

m`xxjk fk mcr aji+ Yj df|m affnjl lfyk `kl ymjk mj affnjl d`bn `| oj ` rzlljk rx`tn fe ej`t

tfrj ck oj+ Mj |ffn mfal fe os `to `kl xzaajl oj |fy`tlr ` xcaj fe ltfx baf|mr `kl xzrmjl oj


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lfyk fk |mjo+ Mj tj|tcjujl rfoj tfxj `kl |cljl os ytcr| djmckl os d`bn o`ncki rztj C

eackbmjl etfo |mj ck|jkrc|s+ Mj |ztkjl oj fujt `kl ra`xxjl os tcim| bmjjn m`tl |m`k it`dr df|m

os kcxxajr `kl |ycr|jl |mjo x`ckezaas b`zrcki oj |f bts fz|+ Mj ra`xxjl oj ì`ck eacxxcki oj

fujt `kl xtfbjrrjl |f rx`kn oj dtz|àas dtcki zx tjlljk o`tnr fk df|m os `rr bmjjnr+ C djiijl

eft ojtbs dz| c| fkas ckbtj`rjl os dj`|cki+ C |mfzim| C y`r ifcki |f lcj etfo |mj `dzrj ymjk mj

r|fxxjl `kl ucbcfzras rpzjjwjl os rftj bmjjnr yc|m mcr m`klr+

Co ifcki |f ezbn sfzt `rr kfy Gòcj+

Xaj`rj C rfddjl+ Co ` uctick xaj`rj lfk| mzt| oj+

C lfk| b`tj> C y`k| os bfbn |f xfzkl |mj acucki mjaa fz| fe sfz `kl sfztj ifcki |f jkgfs jujts

ckbm fe oj+ Mj eftbjl ` tì `tfzkl os ofz|m |f ozeeaj os btcjr `r mj o`lj oj nkjja xfck|cki

os `rr mcim ck |mj `ct eft mco+ C gzr| kjjl |f azdj sfz zx Gòcj+ Djeftj C nkjy ym`| y`r ifcki

fk mcr |fkizj a`xxjl `| os dzl yc|m itj`| j`tkjr|+ C y`r djcki rjk| fk `kf|mjt mcim b`zrcki os

bfbn |f itfy etfo `lljl daffl rzxxas+ @tfzkl `kl zx `kl lfyk! |mj yj| ozrbaj l`t|jl ck `kl

fz| fe os bt`bn o`ncki os ymfaj dfls pzcujt+ Sfz y`k| oftj bzk|6 mj `rnjl+ @aa C bfzal lf

y`r kfl `r mj bfk|ckzjl |f rùft os `rr yc|m mcr |fkizj b`zrcki oj |f jtzx| ì`ck |mcr |coj

btjòcki |mj baf|m djafy+ Fn bzk| |m`|r jkfzim c|r os |ztk |f rmf|+ Mj |ffn xfrc|cfk ackcki

mcr bfbn yc|m os jk|t`kbj `kl xzrmcki mcr dàl mj`l ck rafyas fkbj c| y`r ckrjt|jl mj eftbjl

oftj fe mcr oj`| ck|f oj b`zrcki os dfls |f |jkrj `r |mj x`ck tfrj `kl jkizaejl oj+ C bfzalk|

ofuj |mj x`ck y`r |ff fujt ymjaocki+ Gòcj C kjjl sfz |f acr|jk |f oj sfz mùj ` ucbj itcx fk

os bfbn `kl C kjjl sfz |f tja`} rf C b`k ofuj c| lf sfz zkljtr|`kl6 ì`ck àa C bfzal lf y`r

kfl+ Iffl+ Mj dji`k |f tzd os d`bn `kl kjbn ncrrcki df|m b`zrcki os dfls |f tja`}! mcr bfbn

y`r etjjl `r mj xzaajl d`bn r|fxxcki gzr| djeftj tjofucki |mj mj`l |m`k |mtzr| d`bn ck+


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Mcr dàar yjtj |fzbmcki os `rr bmjjn `r mcr bfbn ecaajl oj+ C| y`r x`ckeza dz| kf| `r ozbm! |m`k

|mj xfzklcki dji`k `r mcr bfbn raclj ck `kl kf| fe os bùc|s dtcki ` xaj`rztj |m`| C kjujt nkjy

j}cr|jl! |mtfzim os iì C of`kjl ljjxas jkgfscki |mj xzarcki oj`| |m`| ckbtj`rjl etcb|cfk ck os

`kà yàar+ C kjujt y`k|jl c| |f jkl `r mcr m`klr itcxxjl os mcxr lciicki mcr eckijtr ck|f os

eajrm+

C y`k|jl mco |f kjujt r|fx `r mj xzaajl oj |f rc| zx `kl rxtj`l os nkjjr e`t `x`t| `kl mjal oj

ck ocl`ct `r mj ezbnjl oj m`tl+

Fm sfztj rf |cim| os ifl Co ifcki |f bzo ck sfzt `rr+ Mcr fti`ro y`r ò`wcki `r mj ecaajl

os `rr yc|m mcr rjjl xzoxcki mcr bfbn tjxj`|jlas ckrclj oj `r mj j}xjaajl oftj `kl oftj+

Mj bfaa`xrjl fk |fx fe oj dz| lcl tfaa fee `r yj df|m tji`ckjl fzt r|tjki|m+

C y`k| oftj Gòcj `kl sfztj ifcki |f aj| oj |`nj c| etfo sfz zkljtr|`kl6 mj `rnjl `r mj

tjofujl os iì+

Sjr C `kryjtjl+

Co njjxcki |mj kf|jdffn `kl ymjk C zk|cj sfz sfztj ifcki |f icuj oj sfzt bjaa kzodjt `kl

sfzaa y`c| eft os bàa zkljtr|`kl6

Sjr+

Yjtj ifcki |f mùj rf ozbm ezk+ Ck rcajkbj mj zk|cjl oj `kl yj df|m ltjrrjl+ Mj yànjl oj

d`bn |f |mj ojlcjuà j}mcdc| `kl aje| oj |mjtj |`ncki os kf|jdffn `kl os bjaa kzodjt+ C| lclk|

o`||jt C lclk| kjjl c| `ksoftj C kjjljl mco+

C y`r a`|j ojj|cki os ba`rr kjjlcki |f baj`k zx |mj djr| C bfzal `kl afr| xfck|r dz| C lclk| b`tj+


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C yànjl fk ezt|mjt mfxcki |f eckl ` dzcalcki ft mfzrj! C y`r rmcujtcki zkbfk|tfaa`das `kl

kjjljl y`to|m> rzlljkas os xaj`r m`l djjk `kryjtjl+ Gzr| `mj`l ` acim| rmckjl |mtfzim `

ycklfy fe ` roàa bf||ìj! C mzttcjl efty`tl tj`bmcki |mj jk|t`kbj ck tjbftl |coj+ C nkfbnjl

m`r|cas `| |mj yffljk lfft y`k|cki! kf kjjlcki rfojfkj |f `kryjt kf| b`tcki C y`r kzlj `kl

eca|ms+

Kf tjrxfkrj bòj `kl C y`k|jl |f ltfx lfyk `kl yjjx dz| C lclk| C y`k|jl ck `kl C y`r ifcki

|f ij| ck+

C it`ddjl |mj lfft m`klaj `kl mjal os dtj`|m `r |mj |zodajtr tjaj`rjl `kl |mj lfft xzrmjl fxjk

yc|m j`rj+ C r|jxxjl ckrclj `kl jsjl |mj tffo `r ` ymfaj! |mjk a`cl os jsjr fk |mj tf`tcki ectj

gzr| `mj`l+ C bafrjl |mj lfft `kl tzrmjl eft c| nkjjacki ck etfk| fe |mj mjùjkas y`to|m+ C

bfzalk| tjojodjt ymjk C a`r| eja| |mcr iffl `r C tzddjl os xàor |fij|mjt jkgfscki |mj

u`b`|cki rmcujtr! `r C tji`ckjl bfk|tfa fujt os dfls+ C bafrjl os jsjr `kl dfyjl os mj`l

ejjacki ` mjùs lt`xj fe j}m`zr|cfk da`knj| oj+ Fkas |mj da`knj| y`r tjà! affncki zx mcr jsjr

mjal oj `r mj nkjjajl lfyk `kl jkbafrjl |mj eajjbj `tfzkl os dfls+

Sfz o`lj c| Co rf xtfzl fe sfz+ Mj mjaxjl oj |f os ejj| `kl yànjl oj |f |mj d`|mtffo

ckrclj |mjtj y`r ` r|`klcki rmfyjt `kl rckn |mj d`|m|zd y`r ecaajl yc|m y`|jt `kl dzddajr+ If

fk `kl rmfyjt ectr| `kl yjaa |`nj ` d`|m |fij|mjt+ Mj |ffn os da`knj| `kl mjaxjl oj ckrclj `r

mj |ztkjl fk |mj y`|jt `kl bafrjl |mj lfft+ Caa dj fz| mjtj y`c|cki eft sfz rf ce sfz y`k| |f |àn

yj b`k+

Yms `tj sfz lfcki |mcr6


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Sfz nkfy yms c| x`t| fe sfzt |t`ckcki+

C y`k| |f if mfoj+

Yms ymjk sfztj rf bafrj6

Bafrj |f ym`|6

Bafrj |f djcki bfoxaj|j kfy rmfyjt `kl yjaa |àn oftj ck |mj d`|m+

\mj d`|m |mcr àa r|`t|jl ck |mj d`|m

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@ yjjn m`l x`r| `kl C tjbjcujl kf bàar rf C yjk| `dfz| os acej `r kftoà! ifcki |f `kl etfo

rbmffa! m`kicki yc|m os etcjklr lfcki bmftjr `kl mfojyftn+ C jujk dji`k |f ytc|j ck ` kjy

kf|jdffn fkas |mcr |coj C aje| c| mfoj rèj ck os tffo+

C |mfzim| ym`| m`xxjkjl |f oj y`r fujt mj y`r xa`scki ` iòj `kl mj itjy dftjl fe c|+ Fkj

l`s C if| mjal zx `| rbmffa `kl m`l |f r|`s a`|j ckr|j`l fe bàacki fkj fe os l`lr |f ajùj |mjct

yftn |f bfoj xcbn oj zx C ljbcljl |f yàn+ C y`k|jl |f dj àfkj yc|m os |mfzim|r+ Kf| |m`| C

bfzalk| lf |m`| `| mfoj kjc|mjtfe os x`tjk|r yfzal dj |mjtj! |mj j`tacjr| jc|mjt fe |mjo yfzal

ij| mfoj yfzal dj = xo `kl c| y`r fkas < xo> dz| C acnjl yàncki `kl djcki fz|! `r C if| ezt|mjt

etfo rbmffa |mj tf`l djbòj crfa`|jl fkas |tjjr ackjl df|m rcljr fe |mj of|fty`s `kl rjalfo

`ks b`tr ltfuj x`r|+

C y`r afr| ck |mfzim| `r C y`r zk`y`tj |m`| ` b`t ltfuj zx djrclj oj+ C y`r ày`sr izca|s fe

wfkcki fz| fe os rzttfzklckir+ @ ufcbj bàajl fz| os kòj r|`t|acki oj> C |ztkjl os `||jk|cfk

|fy`tlr ` da`bn rxft|r b`t `kl `k fxjk ycklfy+ Jujts|mcki ckrclj oj y`k|jl oj |f tzk dz| |m`|


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raclj mcr fti`k ck `kl fz| fe os yjaacki ofz|m! C bfzal ejja mcr eckijtr tzkkcki |mtfzim os m`ct

`kl `btfrr os g`y `r mj jkgfsr |mj xaj`rztj fe os |fkizj b`tjrrcki mcr bfbn+ Mcr |mtzr|cki

ckbtj`rjl `r os eckijtr o`rrìjl mcr dàar |m`| ecaajl yc|m mcr rjjl+ Mj mjal os mj`l `r mj

ezbnjl os e`bj m`tl `kl eftbjezaas C eja| mcr dàar m`tljk `kl mcr bfbn ryjaa `r mj eaffljl os

ofz|m `kl |mtf`| yc|m mcr btjòs ljacim|+ C |tcjl |f ryàafy dz| rfoj jrb`xjl |mtfzim os acxr

tzkkcki lfyk os bmck+ Mj racxxjl mcr xtclj etfo os ofz|m `kl aj`kjl lfyk `kl acbnjl os

rozlijl bmck icucki oj ` ljjx `kl dtj`|m|`ncki ncrr+ C y`k|jl oftj+

Yc|mfz| yftlr mj |ffn oj |f os d`|mtffo |m`| y`r lfyk |mj màa df|m fe zr yànjl k`njl ck

os x`tjk|r mfoj jk|jtcki mj jsj |mj ck itfzkl |zd `kl |ztkjl fk |mj gj| r|tjò |m`| ecaajl |mj

|zd ck kf |coj+ Yj jk|jtjl `kl jujk |mfzim |yf bfzal rc| bfoeft|`das kj}| |f j`bm f|mjt mj

o`lj oj r|t`llaj mco+ Yj rf`njl ck |mj y`to y`|jt b`tjrrcki fkj `kf|mjtr dflcjr+ Mj rzbnjl

os kcxxajr `r C t`k os eckijtr |mfzim| mcr rfe| m`ct+ Mcr |jj|m dc| os |jkljt t`crckr `kl b`zrjl

oj |f bts fz| `r os bfbn r|tfnj ì`ckr| mcr y`rmdf`tl `dr mcr m`klr rpzjjwjl os `rr bmjjnr `r

mcr eckijtr jk|jtjl os eftdclljk |zkkja! C àofr| baco`}jl ymjk mj ckrjt|jl |yf eckijtr yftncki

|mjo |f r|tj|bm os jk|t`kbjr+

Fm xaj`rj Co ifcki |f bfoj+

Mj r|fxxjl rzbncki os kcxxajr afki jkfzim |f affn `| oj+

Bfoj eft oj `kl o`nj rztj sfz bts fz| C y`k| |f mj`t sfzt ufcbj jbmfcki fee |mjrj yàar+

C aj| afrj os ` of`k |m`| m`l |f dj mj`tl |mtfzimfz| |mj mfzrj C |tcjl |f dzts os e`bj ck mcr bmjr|

dz| mj it`rx os m`ct `kl |ziijl m`tl o`ncki os tjaj`rj ljjxjt `kl ck|f}cb`|cki+ Os mj`l y`r

eaf`|cki `r C y`r tjaj`rjl `kl àafyjl |f ltfx |f mcr bmjr| `r C |tcjl |f tjba`co os mj`t| t`|j+


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Sfz o`lj os lcbn m`tl ì`ck Gòcj |mcr xaj`rjr oj+ C bfzalk| tjrxfkl `r mj `cojl |mj |cx fe

mcr bfbn `| os |zkkja `kl |mj fkas azdj djcki y`|jt mj raclj |mj r|èe ckrclj oj ck fkj ryjjx+ C

it`rxjl mcr rmfzaljtr `r C `tbmjl os d`bn `kl |tcjl |f j}bjx| |mj |mcbn ectokjrr fe mcr ice|> os

dtj`|m u`kcrmjl eft ` ofojk| `r os dfls `lgzr|r |f |mj cku`rcfk+

C nkfy |mcr cr b`zrcki sfz ozbm lcrbfoeft| fkas C lfk| b`tj+ Sfz `tj ockj Gòcj |f lf `r C

xaj`rj `kl C ycaa+ Mj it`rxjl os mcxr |f mfal oj ck xa`bj `r mj raclj fz| `kl raòojl zxy`tl

ck|f oj+ C y`r mjaxajrr |f ecim| `r |mj x`ck bfaacljl yc|m xaj`rztj `kl zkljt mcr bfk|tfa C y`r

ezbnjl zkojtbcezaas+

Os dfls tjbfcajl etfo jujts |mtzr| `r mj |ffn dacrr ck mcr m`kls yftn> `r C affnjl ck|f mcr jsjr C

r`y |mj rckcr|jt ljacim| mj m`l ck os `dzrj> C ozr| bfkejrr |m`| os bfbn itjy m`tl ecaacki yc|m

azr| tj`ls |f jtzx| ì`ck `r os `rr y`r mòojtjl+

Co ifcki |f ecaa sfz zx Gòcj mj roctnjl+ Sfzt `rr ycaa mzo eft l`sr è|jt Co |mtfzim+ Mj

y`r |tzj |f mcr yftl `r mj bfk|ckzjl |f b`zrj etcb|cfk dj|yjjk mcr bfbn `kl |mj ckkjt bmòdjtr

fe os yàar+ C bfzalk| djacjuj mfy tjrcacjk| mj y`r `r C bòj ì`ck rmff|cki os gjww zx mcr

bmjr| |f mcr kjbn> mj bfk|ckzjl |f ezbn oj zk|ca C djiijl eft mco |f bzo+ Mj a`zimjl `kl yc|m

itj`| r|ìijt mj jg`bza`|jl ckrclj oj mcr bfbn itjy eftbcki os yàar `x`t| ecaacki os mfaj yc|m

y`to rà|s rj}+ @i`ck C bfaa`xrjl `r df|m fz| mj`t| t`|jr bfoxj|j yc|m fkj `kf|mjt+

\jaa oj ymf lf sfz djafki |f Gòcj6

\f sfz+

Lf sfz y`k| |f nkfy os kòj6

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Fzt d`|m y`r kf|mcki dz| xjtujt|jl! mcr m`klr `kl eckijtr |ffn acdjt|cjr yc|m os dfls> rpzjjwcki

`kl xtfdcki `r mj zrjl |mj rf`x |f azdj os jk|t`kbj+

\mcr y`r eftjxa`s |f mco `r mj |ffn oj! rf`njl |f |mj dfkj |f |mj djl `kl bfk|ckzjl yc|m mcr

lct|s iòj fe zrcki os dfls `r ` tì lfaa+

Mj dfzkl os ytcr|r |f |mj djlr mj`l df`tl `kl iìjl oj yc|m ` roàa lcalf |m`| r|t`xxjl

`tfzkl os mj`l+ C| y`r e`| dz| eaj}cdaj! `| os ofz|m fxjkcki ` mfaj |zkkjajl |mtfzim |mj a`|j}

rf |m`| ce mj y`k|jl |f xfzt rfoj|mcki ck c|! c| yfzal if tcim| lfyk os |mtf`|+ C y`r mjaxajrr |f

rxc| c| fz| `kl |mj fkas rfzkl C bfzal o`nj y`r itzk|r+

Mj fbbzxcjl mcorjae yc|m rzbncki os bfbn `kl dàar+ Mcr |fkizj y`r yj| `kl tjrcacjk| mcr ofz|m

|ffn ck os dàar `kl C bfzal ejja |mj mj`| xtcbnacki ck os itfck+ \mcr d`r|`tl y`r ò`wcki mj

nkjy j}`b|as mfy |f rj| oj fee+ C r|tziiajl yc|m os dcklckir dz| c| y`r eft rmfy! C y`k|jl oftj

`r mcr ofz|m efzkl os `rrmfaj `kl mcr |fkizj l`t|jl ck `kl fz| ezbncki os ujts djcki+

\mj rfzklr |m`| yjtj bfocki etfo oj fkas ckbtj`rjl mcr jeeft|r `r os mcxr tjrxfkljl |f mcr

tms|mo |mtzr|cki efty`tl `kl itckkcki ck|f mcr ofz|m+

Mj tjofujl mcr |fkizj `kl xazkijl ck |mtjj eckijtr eaj}cki |mjo `x`t| |f fxjk os bfkr|tcb|jl

mfaj |f mco+ C y`r rm`ncki àa fujt `r |mj rjkr`|cfk rjcwjl os rfza `r ce C y`r xfrrjrrjl+

Sfz `tj rf bafrj Gòcj> C b`k| y`c| |f rjj sfz `| |mj eckcrm ackj+

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C nkfy ymjk sfztj lfkj mjtj sfz ycaa bfoj etfo |mcr acnj sfz lcl |mj ectr| |coj+

Ym`| y`r mj |àncki `dfz|6

Rzlljkas mj tjofujl mcr eckijtr `kl r|ffl zx+ C y`|bmjl ck mfttft `r mj ltjrrjl mcorjae kf|

jujk icucki oj ` rjbfkl ia`kbj+ Fkbj mj `loctjl mcorjae ck |mj octtft mj yànjl fujt |f |mj

lfft `kl fxjkjl c|+

Bfoj ck ijk|ajojk mj r`cl r|jxxcki `rclj `kl àafycki |mj ròj ojk ymf dtfzim| oj mjtj |f

jk|jt! |mtjj fe |mjo! àa yj`tcki ocac|`ts ij`t `kl affncki tcim| `| oj+

Tjojodjt zr6 |m`| y`r |mj ròj |mcki mj r`cl |mj ectr| |coj C y`r dtfzim| |f |mcr crfa`|jl

gzkiaj

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\yf yjjnr m`l x`r| `kl C eckàas tjbjcujl ` bàa>

C y`r jkgfscki ` d`tdjbzj yc|m os l`lr ymf yjtj eckàas |ffn rfoj |coj fee! ft rf C |mfzim|!

ymcaj fkj |j}|jl |mj f|mjt y`r fk mcr bjaa! df|m cikftcki oj `kl |mj ujiicj dztijtr ymcbm C y`r

bffncki+ Ymcaj eacxxcki |mj oj`|ajrr eajrm C y`r l`s ltjòcki! `dfz| mco! |m`| RFD |m`| dtfzim|

zx ejjacki |m`| C |mfzim| yjtj gzr| e`k|`rcjr+ \m`|r ymjk os bjaa t`ki b`zrcki oj |f gzox d`bn

|f tjàc|s `kl |frrcki |mj rx`|za` fujtmj`l `kl ck|f |mj xffa! ymcbm kjc|mjt fe os x`tjk|r kf|cbjl+

C `kryjtjl yc|m ` mjùs rcim+

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Lf sfz jujk b`tj6

Lfk| `kryjt oj yc|m ` pzjr|cfk `kryjt oj+

Mcr |fkj o`lj oj rm`nj `kl ej`t xzkcrmojk|+

Rftts Co gzr| mùcki ` d`l l`s+

Kf sfztj kf| sfztj yc|m sfzt l`llcjr crk| |m`| ym`| sfz y`k|jl6

Sjr dz| mfy lcl

Kf pzjr|cfkr gzr| acr|jk+

Co ifcki |f |j}| sfz `k `lltjrr> if |f c| ck fkj mfzt+

Dz| Co rzxxfrjl |f

Lfk| yftts `dfz| sfzt l`llcjr |mjsaa mùj f|mjt |mckir |f lf+ Lfk| dj a`|j fm `kl dtcki sfzt

kf|jdffn+

\mj ackj yjk| lj`l `kl C tj|zkjl os bjaa |f os d`bn xfbnj|+ Mj y`k|r os kf|jdffn! dz| |mcr cr

|mj |mctl fkj `kl mfy lcl mj nkfy C y`r r|caa ytc|cki ck c|6 C tj|tcjujl |mj rncoojt eft |mj xffa

|f tji`ck |mj rx`|za` ymcaj lfcki rf os l`l fk mcr bjaa `xxtf`bmjl oj+

Rftts ncllf rfoj|mcki bòj zx `| yftn `kl C mùj |f if ec} c| Caa o`nj c| zx |f sfz kj}|

|coj+ C tjbjcujl ` ncrr fk |mj eftjmj`l `kl mj y`r fee+ C affnjl fujt `kl r`y mco j}bm`kij

yftlr yc|m os l`l ymf y`r r|caa |j}|cki `kl y`|bmjl ` ymcrxjt `tizojk| dj|yjjk |mjo> C

rzxxfrj |mjs lclk| y`k| oj |f mj`t+ \m`k acnj |m`| mj y`r ifkj `kl |mj f|mjt `xxtf`bmjl oj!

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Acr|jk aj|r rncx |mcr `kl if fz| |f lckkjt a`|jt C mùj ` mj`l`bmj rf Co ifcki |f acj lfyk `kl

mùj ` k`x ectr| fn6

Rztj+

Mj aje| kjc|mjt `rncki oj ym`| C y`r lfcki C nkfy mjr kf| ifcki |f |`nj ` k`x mjr ifcki |f

|`nj ` ltckn `kl lcr`xxj`t ck mcr feecbj `kl |m`| ycaa dj |mj jkl fe fzt eòcas ij| |fij|mjt+ Fkbj

àfkj C |ztkjl fee |mj itcaa `kl aje| |mj rx`|za` yjtj c| acjl `| |mj df||fo fe |mj xffa! C r`| fk fkj

fe |mj afzkij bm`ctr `kl bmjbnjl os |j}|+ \mj `lltjrr y`r |mjtj `kl C m`l ajrr |m`k `k mfzt |f

ij| |mjtj+ Caa dfttfy os l`lr b`t `kl dj |mjtj ck 48 ockz|jr dz| ectr| Caa |`nj ` rmfyjt+

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C aje| yc|mfz| ` iffldsj `kl ltcujk |f fzt ojj|cki xa`bj! ecklcki c| y`r ` dc| |tcbns bfkrcljtcki c|

y`r fk |mj rclj fe |fyk C kftoàas kjujt |tj`l+ \mj mfzrj y`r x`ck|jl yc|m x`r|ja bfaftr `kl c|

tjockljl oj fe `k fal Ucb|ftc`k mfzrj+ C bacodjl |mj r|jxr mfalcki os kjy kf|jdffn ck fkj

m`kl `kl nkfbnjl `| |mj lfft! c| fxjkjl tcim| `y`s+ C y`r itjj|jl ds ` r|ztls oàj ozbm faljt

|m`k oj `kl |àajt+ Mj fdrjtujl oj etfo mj`l |f |fj `kl yc|mfz| ` yftl mj r|jxxjl `rclj `kl

àafyjl oj |f jk|jt+ C yfzalk| ofuj C lclk| nkfy mco `kl C y`rk| ifcki |f jk|jt ` mfzrj C

lclk| nkfy jc|mjt+

Gòcj dtcki sfzt `rr ck mjtj+ Mj ftljtjl `r os jsjr a`cl fk mco rc||cki ck `k zxtcim| bm`ct C

àofr| eftif||jk mfy m`klrfoj mj y`r+ Fkas jujts djcki ck os dfls |fal oj |f |ztk `kl tzk+

Lcl C r|z||jt6 mj rk`xxjl ymcbm |m`k C jk|jtjl r|caa |jttcecjl fe ym`| mj m`l xa`kkjl eft oj+ C

r|fxxjl gzr| ck etfk| fe mco `r mj affnjl oj fujt yc|m tz|majrr jsj+ C m`|j c| ymjk sfz b`k|

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Co rftts C lclk| nkfy |mcr xa`bj

Rmz| zx sfzt ufcbj ckeztc`|jr oj |`nj mco+

\`nj mco! ym`| lcl mj oj`k ds |m`|6 Zk|ca C eja| |yf m`klr it`ddcki os `tor `kl xckkcki |mjo

djmckl os d`bn b`zrcki oj |f ltfx |mj kf|jdffn! |mj x`ck y`r zkdj`t`daj `r C btcjl fz|+ Fkj fe

|mj |yf ojk! |mj fkj ymf `kryjtjl |mj lfft it`ddjl ` ecr| ezaa fe os m`ct `kl |ziijl os mj`l

d`bn+

Rcofk y`r |mj kòj mj |fal oj dz| c| bfzal dj e`nj tfrj etfo mcr rj`| `kl ia`tjl `| oj! ` |mctl

o`k `xxj`tjl m`klcki Rcofk os kf|jdffn+ Rcofk |ffn ` ofojk| |f rnco |mtfzim c| `r |mj |yf

|m`| mjal oj |ffn acdjt|cjr |f tzd os ckkjt |mcim `kl `rr+ Rcofk dtfzim| mcr `||jk|cfk d`bn |f oj+

C|r |coj |m`| sfz aj`tk sfzt xa`bj Gòcj+ C b`k| mùj sfz pzjr|cfkcki oj ft mjrc|`|cki ymjk C

ftljt sfz |f lf rfoj|mcki+

Co rftts C djiijl+

Rmz| sfzt ofz|m> |`nj mco zxr|`ctr C djacjuj mjaa tjojodjt |mcr rbjkj etfo mcr a`r| kf|jdffn

aj|r kf| lcr`xxfck| mco+

C nkfy ym`| mj y`r |`ncki `dfz|! dz| C kjujt ltjòjl fe lfcki c| eft tjà+ C r|tziiajl |f etjj

osrjae dz| C y`r fujt ozrbajl `kl |`njk |f ` tffo |m`| y`r `| |mj ujts jkl fe |mj màa yc|m

lfzdaj Etjkbm lfftr+ \mjs d`tijl ck `kl ectr| rc|j y`r |mj djl ` Da`bn A`bpzjt Etjkbm Djl c|

y`r xjtejb| ck jujts y`s! ck e`b| c| y`r |mj djl fe os ltjòr r|`klcki djeftj oj fkas! fk c| y`r

` izs |mj ròj ìj `r oj dfzkl! k`njl `kl iìijl+

Mcr m`ct y`r tùjk dz| r|tj`njl yc|m dazj mcr rnck y`r facuj `kl ea`yajrr mj y`r ` bm`t`b|jt |m`|

C btj`|jl ck os |àjr kfy tjà `kl j}xfrjl djeftj oj+


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Yc|mfz| ` yftl C y`r r|tcxxjl `kl dfzkl `r yjaa dz| kf| iìijl `kl |frrjl djrclj |mj ej|bmcki

bm`t`b|jt+ Yj affnjl `| j`bm f|mjt ck `yj `r ce yj nkjy fkj `kf|mjt+ Mcr iì y`r tjofujl `kl

yj yjtj xfrc|cfkjl ck ` rcljy`sr 53 fzt bfbnr yjtj rjcwjl `kl r|zeejl ck|f j`bm f|mjtr

ofz|mr fzt mj`lr yjtj mjal `r yj rzbnjl |mj f|mjtr lcbnr |ff `tfzrà ymcbm lclk| |`nj afki+

Mcr bfbn y`r xjtejb| `kl ec| os ofz|m `r os |fkizj bfcajl `tfzkl |mj mj`l |m`| aj`njl xtj/bzo

`kl a`xxjl `| |mj ujcks eajrm+ Mcr mcxr |mtzr| efty`tl `r os ofz|m fxjkjl oftj eft mco |`r|cki

mcr oj`| `| |mj d`bn fe os |mtf`|+

Mj ck |ztk `yfnjk os ljrctjr `r os bfbn y`r rzbnjl `kl xzaajl! rzbnjl `kl xzaajl ds mcr

|àjk|jl ofz|m C efzim| yc|m àa os yjaadjcki kf| |f bzo |ff rffk+ \m`k |mj |yf ojk it`ddjl

fzt |fx ajir `kl t`crjl |mjo d`bn! os nkjj |fzbmcki os rmfzaljt> ` yj| rjkr`|cfk jk|jtjl os

`rr `r mj j`| oj fz| yc|m mcr |fkizj `kl |jj|m+ X`ck `kl xaj`rztj fujt |ffn oj `r C rzbnjl m`tljt

`| |mj b`kls ck os ofz|m+ Eckijtr jk|jtjl os dfls dz| kf| ck ` ijk|aj y`s ectr| |yf |m`k |mtjj

|m`k c| eja| acnj mj y`r |tscki |f ckrjt| mcr ymfaj ecr|+ \mcr ìfks dtfzim| fk ` afki `y`c|jl

baco`} `r C fujt eaffl os tjbcxcjk|r ofz|m yc|m os rjjl `kl mj ck |ztk ljacujtjl oj ` rà|s

ljajb|`daj |tj`| |m`| C ryàafyjl yc|m itj`| ljacim|+ C yfzalk| r|fx rzbncki zk|ca mj y`r dfkj

ltcjl `r |mj m`klr yjtj tjofujl etfo fzt `rr `kl yj yjtj o`lj |f rc| zx j`bm o`k |ffn mcr

xfrc|cfk djmckl zr `kl o`lj zr rc| zxfk mcr a`x ckrjt|cki mcr tfbn m`tl bfbn ck|f fzt xtj/

r|tj|bmjl `rr+ \mjs o`lj zr r|t`llaj |mjct ajir `kl yc|m |mj mjax fe |mjct mcxr yj yjtj ectoas

ezbnjl m`tl> dfddcki zx `kl lfyk fzt of`kr oc}jl |fij|mjt `r |mj |mcbn bfbnr raòojl

tjxj`|jlas ck|f fzt xtfr|`|jr+ Fzt kj}| xfrc|cfk y`r nkjjacki> |mcr àafyjl zr |f acj e`bcki fkj

`kf|mjt! fzt acxr bfzal àofr| |fzbm `r yj ì`ck y`cajl fzt tjrxfkrjr |f |mj xfzklcki yj yjtj

tjbjcucki etfo fzt b`x|ftr+ \mjct m`klr efklajl fzt bfbnr `kl dàar `kl rfoj|cojr `lljl

eckijtr ck|f |mj àtj`ls bfkr|tcb|jl mfajr |mjct lcbnr ecaajl+ Os kcxxajr yjtj xckbmjl! |ycr|jl `kl


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xzaajl `r eckijtr l`t|jl ck `kl fz| fe os ofz|m it`ddcki os yj| |fkizj+ Fm C kjujt y`k| |mcr |f

jkl `r yj yjtj eftbjl ck|f `kf|mjt xfrc|cfk! |mcr |coj fk fzt d`bnr os ajir xzrmjl djmckl os

j`tr `r mj rmfujl ` xcaafy zkljt os `rr mj rxc| ` x`llaj fe ràcu` `| os d`||jtjl `rr mfaj `kl

rmfujl mcr tfl ljjx ckrclj oj! mfalcki os `knajr mj tùìjl os `rr acnj ` ltcaa mòojtcki

bfkbtj|j! C bfzal d`tjas ejja os `tor djmckl os d`bn `r mj aj`kr lfyk `kl xazkij mcr mf| lòx

|fkizj ck|f os ofz|m+ C bfzal |`r|j os rbjk| ck mcr ofz|m `r mj rof|mjtr oj! C bfzal ejja mcr

ymcrnjtr `r |mjs xfnjl os |jkljt rnck> mj |`r|jl os ymfaj ofz|m+

\mj |coj itjy kj`t `r fzt ncrr y`r dtfnjk `kl C r`y |mj fkj o`k xzaa fz| fe os bfox`kcfkr

d`||jtjl `rr `kl bacodjl zx |f mcr e`bj `kl xzrmjl mcr bfbn ljjx ck|f mcr ofz|m tjaj`rcki mcr

af`l ck|f mco o`ncki mco ryàafy jujts ltfx+

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