Words from a bleeding heart

"What did you do for us?"

Tuesday, June 16, 2009The room was dark but cozy,The room smelled good with her fragrance,I stretched for I had nothing to do,She sat beside and turned around.

Now its a break from workfor there was a power failure,I saw her face in the glow of monitor,She smiled and we spoke about our past.

Having a Major in my life she asked,From all the people who had moved out your life,whom would you long to return.She was already with me so it wasn't she..

Had lived few years with a naughty girl,A girl for whom I felt living my life wasn't wrong.Living for a girl friend would be sick,But I had lived with my Sister...

Few know the reason for why I am here,Few know what I had done for few lives,But people tend to forget the meaning of life,We live lives hoping everything around is right.

"What did you do for us?"A question that bothered me for the past few yearsI am bad at accounting both in Commerce and in life,Living for your life needs no accounting.

Now is the time to move on,But every moment I am reminded,Reminded of a girl to whom I made promises,A girl who once said there are relations stronger than blood.

Now I see the promises shattered,We are living in our spheres,The spheres which would never meet,The days are long and disturbing...Curse of an Angel

Monday, June 15, 2009

I dread the long streets with hope,Hoped a new Sun to rise.I remembered my promisesThe ones I made to my dear ones...

Now I walk away from allFor I felt I had lost my destinyMy future seemed unclearMy clothes are rugged...

The long run had its toil on meA moments stop with my girlis all what I remember to comfortWhy does she live a lie...

Some live in truth,some live in lie cos of fear,She curses her for her state..For an angel's curse is never devastating

An Angel's curse is short livedAn Angel is spoilt in his love,Get up, we have lot to dreadand you have lost your angel...

Without a Guardian I walkSelf defense is all what I have to stop cryingI can move on, but can I ever forget her?Life's ends don't seem to meetFor An Angel has cursed...

I need your miscalls....?

Friday, June 12, 2009Up in my room I sat with my LaptopI heard my landline ring...Mom answered, for I was sure it wasn't for meMy Cell phone was idle for days...

I wished my phone to glow,But it only glowed when I put it on charge.Days were all boring,For it's all silence that I hear around

The voice of silence scare me,for it has no life and no promise.I sat the whole day typingmessages for her..

I typed a message and saved it in my cell,my last message to let her know my love.We are friends and we stayed by,The more we stood the more I loved.

Now I wait for her miscalls,For once I told her,When you realize you are alive give a miscallWhen you know you are dying give a miscallFor I will come along with you to the life after

A miscall makes me think of you,A message tells me your thought,Your pictures make me nostalgicThe silence around tells me I need you..

Today you have found your love,when you walked out of my life,I dint stop for I cared for your happiness.But I need your miscalls...

It breaks the silence and tells me"Your friend remembers you...Cheer up for she is still there as your friend"Be happy for I will sacrifice my happiness for you..I just need your miscalls... My Sister from another Mother n Father Friday, June 12, 2009

From my childhoodI longed for a Sister,Years later God blessed me.He blessed me with a sisterA Sister from another Mother n Father

At school many identifiedus to be the same bloodGod, you did bless me with the best momentsTime did pass by n we lived our liveswith a strong bond and blessed by God...

I lost my Sister for we did become someones envyBeing the eldest I pulled her backEverything seemed wellUntil our relation was again put on testI cried this time for I was sure to loose

Years had I lived alone,Now when things have changedI stand helpless, for I see her stand awayI could again pull her backBut now I won't, for I should keep her happy

Let she hate me,Let she not understand,One day when I am gone she would know my li'l secretAnd then I don't want her to cryFor I had only longed for her joy

Years later I saw her again at a college,Like always I felt her presence,I saw my blood pass by,She brushed the wind and went pastGod was I wrong?

I stepped into the corridorHoping her to turn around,For her movements were swiftI smiled and prayed with a tear in my eyes"God bless her for she is my bloodMy Sister from another Mother n Father"

For your Dad once lived a lie..

Everyday was a new dayFor I was an optimistEvery girl I met were sweetFor they had a sweet heartI didn't know when I fell in real love

I walked miles and years passed,I am back to square one with a girl besideWho is she? for I had to find an answerWas she my friend for whom I stayed by?I knew I loved her but didn't know she was my life

Days passed by with her besideShe stood at a distance to which I stretched outI wave my hands in vague with a hope to touch herI can see her. I cant reach her..She stayed away like a mirage.

Once she was close and then I opened up my heartFor then she took me light but I stayed firmWith all that I did, I walked by holding our 9 yearsI had a chance to tell her again what she was to me...But this time she had to speak about her love

My words of love was breezed off,The moving pictures did lieFor I had told my love but lost it in dueI made her smile, I made her laughFor her I was a friend...

I told her the truths,Never thought to loose her..Now I stand with a Lady,Whom you call MotherWhat should I call her Son...?

For the love of my life was once..For whom I kept away my joy...For whom I quit my daily fag..She had moved on with a stranger..Now I am with your Mom

You called me Dad and called me your heroFor I was a looser in LoveBut that should never happen with youFor you are my Son who should change thingsFor your Dad once lived a lie.. "That Uncle once proposed me..." Thursday, June 4, 2009

I woke up one day and wished myself a good day,I smiled and thanked God for a new dayI smiled and prayed to lord...Oh God, I have nothing to pray forBless her for I know she needs you more than me...

I miss her, but she don't...I have heard, one should speak out your loveWhat did I do wrong, for she laughs at my love..I lived with a hope that she would return one day..Now the hopes are blown in wind.

To whom shall I compare her,For there is nothing better than her..I can't die for I would be a looserNow I have her within a distanceEvery moment with her seems blessed...

God, wish the time don't pass,I know my prayer is in vain,For I am Kane and she has her loveI stand here holding my hands open,For I know she will need me once...

Time heals all pain and when she needs me,Will I be there? Will I love her then?To die one day is my destiny...To die with her would be my luck...To forget her a moment is my failure...

Cry not my dear, for I am there beside,For I have heard a true friend stays in life like a shadow.Let your life be blessed for my prayers would keep you happy,Let your love value you more like a gem,For one day you might tell your kids"That Uncle once proposed me..."

I am a friend whom you can cry on,I am a friend whom you can be you,I am a friend who can make you smile,I am a friend who will be your friend,For you have a love and a destiny to be set.

I will have a share for you in my heartFor a room occupied can never be vacated.And when you read this,Do smile for I want you to be happy,For this is a song sang to entertain.

Lets be the change we always wanted... Sunday, May 17, 2009

Woke up in the middle of the night...And I blamed the Power department...For I lost my sleep due to power failure...

Early in the morning I woke up to read paper...But the news upset me...For I blamed again the corrupt Politics...

Got out on the streets in my Bird...Drove hard to office due to traffic and poor roads...Still I made it to Office and blamed the Government...

Back to home I saw a Man on street...He took stale bread from the bins and had it full...For he had nothing to care and nothing to worry...

I saw my kid throw away his left over food...and I showed him the man who knew the value of food...He searched his bag, took out a chocolate and gave it to the man...

For a moment I lost myself in thoughts...Wasn't my son a change...We blame the nation... Do we step up to change things around..

Who is to blame for the system..If I cant be a change, why blame the system...If you cant support why pull down people who act...

Wake up.. For what we have today is leftover of yesterday

Lets be the change and secure the future of our kids...For if we can't change the world... The wound shall not be healed..Step out and walk into people... For lets be the change we always wanted...

Sister...

Saturday, May 16, 2009

I woke up in the morning and saw my Grandpa hurry,Lets go son... Mom is waiting for you..I rubbed my eyes and held his arms and walked out...For while we drove he said, "You will have a surprise..."I was worried for I knew not were my Mom was...

We reached a place where I saw all sick...I saw White coats moving...I stayed calm for I was with my Grandpa..We walked away into a room where I saw my Mom lay..

I saw a tiny winy baby beside my Mom...She called me and said..Here is your Sister I promised...She was the one for whom I waited...

I have seen Roger play and fight with Rachelle,I have seen Neeta sing a song for Roney..But she is a baby... How can she even play with me...I didnt ask for a baby... I wanted someone to play with...

Years passed, now when I wake up I want to hear her...When I want her beside I have her away...I did stand by for all her needs...For we never knew how much we loved each other..

Ask a person who has no sister to know her value..She is one who lightens up a family...She makes one forget all the troubles...For she loves and takes care of all like her self...

Its painful to sacrifice ones joy for someone...Its even more painful to sacrifice it for someone who doesn't realize..I have lived a life for her, smiled for her..Cried for her and have stood by her...

Now things have changed... We live apart for she has different life..And so do I live a different life...Some relations are tested by time...She was a gem that got polished and now she shines...And has moved on with a new life...

Years have passed and we speak on phone and mail...We lived for our loves and forgot our blood...The world is fast, but never thought it to change a relation..For today I know the value of Sister for I have none...

For We won the race together... Friday, May 15, 2009

Day is bright and I hear the birds sing,Wish I could step out and sing with the birds,I can hear people around,The air around is heavy,I hear the siren from the nearby factory..

I wish to get up and walk towards my love,For she lay on the next bed waiting for our kids to part,My eldest son took all out leaving us together for sometime,I stretched my hands and reached for hers,It was cold and our hands shivered...

Our destinies were written ages ago,Back in school I remember the way we rocked,I longed for every new day for I could meet her,We were friends who lived in our on spheres,And one day she said to the rest that I was her best friend...

We stayed as good friends and smiled from hearts,It took me time to realize my feelings for her,For I had never been in love and lived life of a friend.It was time for us to leave school and we parted for goodI moved out and she lived home...

Life felt arid and empty without her...For the first time I missed her and longed for her...Her smile won hearts and eyes spoke...My smile was handicapped for I had one dimple,I moved from one to another to find her...

Every girl I met were sweet, but I tried to find her...Years passed and my feelings got strong..I had to tell her my love for I was scared to loose her..Oh God, for I believe in Christ and she believe in Krishna..But hearts believe in love for all Gods are love...

She worked hard and made a fortune,For I struggled to win my bread...But I knew I could fulfill all her dreams...For I had will, health and God...I thought for days and planned to speak out...

Dear, you were my strength... You are my friend...For you know I work hard... But you dont know why...Its time to let you know for all my hard work was to see you happy..To live a life alone would be hard... And to live a life for others is even hard..If I were to die tomorrow I have no regrets for I have told you my love...

The days that followed was long for we had no clue on life...She spoke nothing... and the days got long...One day she called and planned to meet out...We had no plans to break our parents for all trusted us...We decided to move on and speak to them...

She was smart, she was quick...She won my parents and now it was my turn...I am a man but feared of loosing her...I stepped to her parents for they took me in...Did they know I was to break their hearts...

I lived a life alone for I had no siblings...I don't know the pain of a Brother or a Sister while parting...I am neither a Father nor a Mother to know the pain of parting their daughter...But I am a Son who lived his life just and has love to share...I want the love of a Sister and the love of my In-Laws..."Can I marry your daughter...?"

For the room was silent... I heard the clock tick...I heard my heart thump... For I asked a Dad and Mom their love..The wind didn't blow and the air got hot..For her Dad said "She has grown... But she is still our gem...We bought her happiness and gave her love. Can you give her more love...?"

Now we are here holding our hands out...We had three and they had six to total...For our love did bear fruits...Never did I let her cry... Never had she complained...I took her in my heart not to my home..

It wasn't our bodies that united but we united our souls,Our kids grew up strong and they made us proud...We won the race... For we were good parents...We were good grandparents... and we lived in God...For our destiny was written by God...

A bright light filled my room...I can see Krishna and Christ...Our time has come... we tightened our grips...And the Gods smiled and took us along...We lived together and we will live togetherin a world unknown... We won the race together....

Her First smile.... Tuesday, May 5, 2009

We lived a life compromising...For I knew she was my better half...We longed for our life to get better...Every moment of our life bought excitement...

Now an year has passed and I stand out with she in Labor..I wish to take her pain.. But its a girls destiny..For I know that she would forget her pains when she sees our soul..I stand near the doorway holding a rosary...God thanks for the moment of joy and pain...

I saw the Nurses rush in, those were the moments that scared me...Now I see the Doctor step out into the hallway...He heads to me with no smile and asked me..."Baby or your Wife...?"Oh God... let this time pass by...

She was there through my ups and downs...Now she is waiting to deliver me our hopes and love..The Baby within has not seen the world..The Baby's destiny now rests with me...I told... "Both... for they are the ones I have in this world..."

I see him turn around with a smile...For he was sure to save one...After a while I saw him step out into the hall way...You have your world and your soul back... Its a Baby Girl...

I felt tears rolling down my cheek... I had no one to hug...I held the rosary close and tight and thanked my Lord...Hours later I saw her on the bed and my kid in incubator..I walked first to my girl for she stepped into my life with trust...

I held her arms and thanked for making our life special...For then I kissed her... It was salty for the toil and pain she had been through..I see the tears of joy roll down her cheek...Now I stepped out to see my baby...

She lay in the incubator for her birth was a miracle...She had tubes to help her survive...She lay still and then moved her arms...Her eyes closed and talking to angels she lay...

Months have passed... now she is between us..Growing up in love and protection of her parents..She seemed to have realized her DadFor everyday I spoke to her in the womb...

Her skin was tender and needed care...Now I see her lips make move...She cries and calls out Mom to feed...One day she smiled calling out the first word Dada...

I had mixed feelings for me and my soul were all aloneWe had no one to share our joys in this part of world..I took her in my arms and kissed my love..For the blessing of Lord was delivered by my Love...Oh Lord... I never believed my life to change for her smile is magical...

I hear the shutter noise...

Long back I was lovable and sweetHad an innocent smile that won heartsLittle do I remember about my childhood daysBut I recollect more from my childhood pics

I remember my Dad used to make me laugh for picsBut I had a friend who made me laugh out with innocenceHe was tall, he had beard covering his faceBut between those dark beard he had a sweet smile...

He was my Dad's friend who took all the snaps of my childhoodFor I have heard him say... "I forget all the days toil.."I laugh loud when he takes his camera...For if I laugh I get a candy and sometime to play with him...

Now when I pick my camera, I think about him...The days had passed like how the shutter of the camera closed...I grew up fast and the years passed swift... And one day I heard from Dad...That his time came swift and he crashed in on a freeway...

I knew nothing for I had seen none lay still...I kept gazing at his still body hoping him to raise and take out a candy..I heard his wife and kids cry and I saw tears rolling down my cheeks..I had hopes... I had fear... I stayed cold... Holding tight on my Dad's arms..

The Camera lays still in his room... I still see Aunt cry..He might have been my inspiration... For now I play with cameras...I get frames... I get smiling faces...Years have passed but every pic of mine reminds me of him...

Oh lord... I hear the shutters close and open...Let my prayers be raised to your ears...Let him rest in peace with you beside...For my Vijayan Uncle was kind and sweet...

Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani... Friday, April 10, 2009

I once thought God was mean...When I lost, I thought he never cared...I moved on in Life, with regrets...With a feeling that God never cared...

Today when I turn back to see my life..I see that more than short falls I find blessings..I just thought them to be coincidence...Never thought it to be the blessings of God..

After so long, when I started spending time in thoughts...I pulled up myself.. I realized that its God who drove me..In life when I did things without my knowledge..And when it turned Right... I took credit...

But when it went wrong.. I blamed lord...Not knowing he was the one who drove me...

I have nothing to boast... Its his blessings that made me stand up..For he gave me parents to be with...He gave me few good friends...He gave me things what he thought would help me win..I learned things from life... The best I learned through my falls...

If I asked God, "why me...?" I am not sorry...For its those words that bought joy in my life..He built strength in me and drove me forward..Even Christ cried "Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani..."And died for the reason to save mankind...

Today when I cry "Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani..."I save none... But I save my soul...It lets me think positive...For now I am happy... tomorrow is a secret..But I know, Lord would never let me down..For I am His SON...

"Eloi, eloi lama sabachthani..." are words for him to find me..For I am the Lost Son of God..

Lets Just be friends... Monday, April 6, 2009

Life is long... and one needs friends and a soul to keep him alive...Being single is pain.. for man is a social animal...To be a rebel is easy... to be content is tough...When you have someone beside, you feel the strength..

A guy who had been back stabbed would wait for his turn...I had been back stabbed by my dear friend...Whom I always trusted and thought would stay by me...Last day of school she jotted in my Auto..."Lets Just be friends...." did she think i loved her...?

After many years of existence... I have pulled up myself...I did make a difference... I forgave my friend for back stabbing...Now I have learned to love... for I am being loved...Today I am strong... I have a friend who I believe would never break my trust..

At Office she was stubborn... But when we are out...She is the sweetest thing I had ever met.. My teeny weeny friend..She always stood by me... She held her hands out for me...Now I have the same words echoing in my ears..."Lets Just be friends...." This times its not from my friend...

I felt I was in love and thought I should find out the truth...My friend helped me to build my confidence... For she knew me more...I proposed a girl with confidence... But then she said..."Lets Just be friends...."Now I realized how painful those words are...

I had been a good friend for many... When my dear ones had proposed me...I said, "Lets Just be friends...."Now its my turn to hear them...I am sorry to all whom I had hurt...Believe me I never did it intentionally... Sorry for the things I did...Oh God... I am all yours... I trust you for you have plans for me...

I know I am in love.. Monday, March 30, 2009She was just my friend... I stood by her as a good listener...Even I believed in our friendship... But don't know when I started skipping a beat...I ain't a dancer or a singer... But after a chit chat with her, I dance and sing...If I don't tell her my love... she would walk away...I know she love me too... but that might not be the truth...I cant stand up and tell her how much she means to me...

Secret can be maintained. But love in heart is really hard to maintain...Though knowing the necessity of telling her, I tend to maintain it longer till my heart is sober.The fear of loosing her shatters me. Its just the matter of three words which would make the difference...I hear her everyday... The way she laughs and the way she talks makes me forget myself...I am not sure about my worthiness... But what I know is I have a will and a heart to love...

Blessed with a heart which is more beautiful than her smile..Will she be mine...? Will she be mine...?Oh god... why do you put men to test...Could we not have remained friends....?

I am a Dancer in dark... she is an all time Angel...I hate to loose, but with her beside I can ensure victory...Even when she irritates me... I learned to love her...Though I m not a drunkard I see her everyday...

She is now the reason of my smile... I fell in love without a clue..I could sing a song to praise her... But I could never speak anything good...When she is with me I always long to stop the time so it doesnt pass by...If you are reading this due to my compulsion... Then this is about you...

...Love quotes once prepared by me for my love... Monday, January 5, 2009These are the quotes which I had once prepared back in good old days... these never reached my love and still lies on my mobile... These are words that just came out of my mind... it wont be appreciable... But it speaks words from my illiterate, weak heart... a heart which never spoke for it feared of loosing my love... Now don't criticize me... If I ever spoke, I am sure that even our friendship would have broke... Few of my messages are still on circulation through the great lovers who use mobile as a medium of expressing their love... I had prepared few of these quotes for my friends... Now just read it...

Hey Beauty Where In heaven were you born?Did Angels know the time you fell to this earth?I still hear them cry above?Their pursuit to find you is in vague.Neither Angels nor the devils will take you from meIn my love You will always stay.

When time goes swift, life gets shorter....When sun Hides, night falls...With u in my heart I can conquer time and Sun...Sun would be my slave and time would be my servant..

Rain's Kiss brings blossom,Early Sun's Kiss brings Life and Beauty,Yet my Lips thirsts for your kiss,It brings meaning and spirit for life.Let the beauty of Your lips shine on mine....

I would die I would live,Your Single word can bring magic.I can create, I can destroy, but not a heart sweet as Your's...God has made your heart for me, let me have it forever....

Love is a dish.Smell is the passion, taste is the Kiss,When served it is the meaning of life,When held within it is the poison of life....

I care not the long days,I care not the long nights,With you in my life each moment would be Great...I can walk miles for you, I can die for you,Just a word or a Glimpse would give me Life....

To die one day is my destiny...To die with you would be my luck...To dream about you all day is my job...To forget you a moment is my failure...Love you dear...

Love is not just a word,It is the rhythm of the Universe,It is the nectar that brings bee to the flower,It is the secret of Peace...Above all it is the key that unlocks my heart for you...

Girl is the beauty of natureShe is the spell that unlocks heartsShe is the rhythm of heartShe finds place in History and in futureShe breaks hearts and walks away without even turning backShe writes ones future...

Friendship is the best ship but a tiny hole in it can sink the whole ship, even if its just a bucket of water.

There is no friendship without care....There is no love without sacrifice....And there is no life without love....True love demands sacrificed...And I have sacrificed my love for your happiness.... (Now that's for my sis)

Sun is far from sea, still it meets at horizon...Phoenix flies to Sun, but burns its wings, still it flies again...The distance between you and me is really huge, still I feel you close...You are in my heart, I don't have to wait to meet you...

Day is so long... Night is too short...I want to dream and God is against...My Nights are not mine, You have taken them...My heart is no longer mine, You have stolen it...

Let my love for you form a rainbow in your path.Let my care provide shade in your life.Let my prayers protect you always... Have a Nice Day..

Rasthe mein kante ho tho utathe kyoon nahi...?Dil mein Koyi aur ho tho bathathe kyoon nahi...?Akhele bethe hum tumhe yaad karte hain padayi ke bahane..,Mein... Mann ko rokh nahi pathe tho rothe hain sar dard ke bahane...Phir bhi meri jaan, tumhari koi khabar nahi aathi...

Its madness to hate all roses cos u got scratched by one thorn..To give up all your dreams cos one didn't come true...To loose faith in prayers cos one was not answered..To give up on your efforts cos one of them failed..To condemn all your friends cos one betrayed you...Not to believe in love cos someone was unfaithful or didn't love you back...Remember that another chance may come up, a new friend,A new love, a new life... Never give up... Great Life ahead...! (This is adopted-I have no rights on this)

In the Mission of existence you often feel it impossible,Then don't feel broken, Just smile at your destiny and feel confident cos you have got me to embrace you and comfort you.

Good Looks capture Brain,Good thoughts capture Heart,Good Actions capture place in History,Good Love Captures Soul,But I seriously don't know what in you had captured my Life....

The flowing river has a rhythm,Moving train has a rhythm,Heart has a rhythm...Some friends help you to maintain the rhythm whereas some gives an attack.You have helped me to maintain it even after an attack.Thanks for being my friend...

What is Great Love?Its when You hide tears and still you care for her,Its when She ignores You and still You Love her.

When my life got busy, I saw a person waiting for me...Even when I hurt her, she had no complaints...When I tried to find someone to care, she held her arms open for me...Even when I erred, She said.... "Son you will never be wrong for God is beside you"...She said nothing when I got home with a report card that had an "E"...I had seen her in her prayer room... With a smile she strengthened me...With a gesture she corrected me... And her prayers were not in vain...I made it... For I knew whoever parts, my Mom would stay by...Cos she had loved me the moment I was in her womb...And I only loved her the moment I opened my eyes...Mom I love you....

These are few thoughts that just came into my mind... Hope its worth reading....What I learned from my past relationships... Friday, January 2, 2009

" Life spend with someone for a lifetime may be meaningless...But a few moments spend with someone who really loves u means......More than life itself !!"

" To PeoPle I FoRget, yOU wEreN't oN mY MinD fOr SoME rEasOn aNd YoU ProBably Don'T DeSerVe AnY tHanKs aNywaY... "

" Live life the way it is... Everyone commits sins... But not all decides to repent and correct... "

" He that falls in love with himself will have no rivals... "

" If you have a dream and really want to achieve it, look at the world with an open mind and you will recognize all the signs and all the people that will help you along the way...."

"When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you,never give up then,for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn."

When my care and love was not realized and cared for, why should I feel sad I m gonna move on For all who had took me wrong I have one thing to tell

Sometimes some people get me wrongwhen it's something I've said or donesometimes you feel there is no funthat's why you turn and runbut now I truly realisesome people don't wanna compromisewell I saw them with my own eyes spreading those liesand well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nightsnot mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady...

I'm walking away from the troubles in my lifeI'm walking away oh to find a better dayI'm walking away

This is just to keep me alive and to keep moving for me life holds greater responsibilities I have no time to make anyone realize who I am or how much sincere I have been as a friend or a brother

...Few Points for a happy life...

Live with

God = Father + Son + Holy SpiritGod = Mom + DadGod = Ma ShadowGod = Ma true FriendsGod = All Ma Fiends

let the pyramid or the hierarchy be set in this same order... then and only then would happiness be ur slave... God followed by ur parents and ur dear blood relations followed by yourself then your friends and finally your own enemies...

God strengthens you...

Parents support you, guide you and would stay by you as their love is the purest form on earth...Your Shadow was born with you... Love your self only then will you find joy in everything around you...

Friends support you and stand by you... Be wise to choose the right company... If you are good and you decide to be good, even the company of the devils wont harm you nor would they change you...

Fiends or the enemies are required... As they help you to strengthen yourselves... they help you to find your weakness... It would be wise to keep enemies on watch as they are a vital source for improvement...

I m not a matured old guy... but my experiences have taught me lessons... It has taken me so far... I shall not turn back to see what all I have lost as it would only bring tears to my eyes and would let me waste time... I would look forward for what I can do and what I can be... I shall not stop till I carry out my responsibilities...

2009

Jithu Johny Panjikkaran

Words from a bleeding heart