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usazRvro gulwrfeli madloba gamomcemloba " Tobalisis"

direqtors jambul joxaZes

da maT yvela TanamSromels wignis

tiraJirebisas gaweuli uangaro amagisaTvis!


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vasil amiriZe

daamTavra sasoflo-sameurneo institutis meqanizaciis fakulteti.

1996 wlidan sssau –is ufrosi inJiner- specialistia.

rusTavels Sen mocimcime ki ara mokaSkaSe xar caze, kacobriobis mgosnebis mzisebr damcqeri Tavze. 10. 02. 87

vaJas gimzer ilias "aCrdil-"is gverdiT, RmerTTan saubrob TavdaxriT mdgari, "kargo ymav", - Svilo amayi mTebis, Seni adgili sxvagan ar aris. vaJaoba – 84 e. S – s gveli xar, gvelis sibrZniT srialeb, Sxams da gesls malav RimilSi gvelis, magram rada mwams? – sicocxlis mwuxrSi - xalxis risxva da gankicxva gelis! 12.03.94


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kai yma enas, mamuls da sarwmunoebas, sicocxle mTeli vinc anacvala, adgilis dedis sakurTxevelze daiwva, fexi ar moicvala. mwuxarebaSi moyvass emoyvra, upovarT Tavis lukma uwila, ar ipara da rac ki ebada sul qvrivT da obolT gaunawila. 22. 06. 06

* * * saqarTveloSi isev zeobs avi tarosi. qveynis Tavkacebs xalxisaTvis kvlav ar scaliaT, hyvavis cxovreba Sublsmurwasmul qarTvelebisa iverT qveyana saTlel dumad rom uqceviaT. 18. 04. 04

ilia cas mibjenili kavkasioniT qarTvls gadmohyurebs didi "aCrdili": da ugvirgvino mefe qarTvlisa – cas SehRaRadebs xelebawvdili: - uboZe RmerTo, Tavgzaabneul Cems mkvlel ers goni, Zala, unari,


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mteri mosras da zecas Seaskdes, iverT vaSa da xma dedo zaris. suli moiTqvas qarTlosis modgmam erT azrs hmonebdes eri da beri, da, uflis mSoblis wilxvedr miwaze ar boginobdes aRarsad mteri.. 07. 07. 02

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gonebas RrRnian sevdiani fiqrTa tevrebi. codva uzomo kisrad madevs, ici ufalo, monaniebis momaniWe niWi gevedrebi, im qveynis karSi Sevabijo uxmlo, ufarom.... giorgobisTvis 6 2006

Tanakurseli megobris a. baqraZis xsovnas

megobrebis mxarze dayrdnobilo, mze brdRviala sxivebs gayris Tavs. glovis cremliT saxedanamulo, miuyvebi ukanasknel gzas. elvad gakrTa anzor Seni sicocxle, waxvedi da miZneldeba Tqma. me aginTe sami wminda sanTeli da mivakar Seni xsovnis qvas. Sen saflavTan movdivar da mesmis gardasuli saubrebi Cveni; " Tu simarTles ar vambob da vtyui


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Sen aswie vaso kubo Cemi." rad damsaje, davaSave rame? ra davakle megobrobas Cvensas?... verasodes ver moismen, vici am fiqrebiT gulSeZrulis kvnesas. imedad Cans Svebis gzaze Cemi mSobel miwas Caxuteba bolos, mec saflavis gzas movyvebi Sensken, rodis moval, is ar vici mxolod. mkaTaTve 1966, Tbilisi

* * * "saqarTvelo iyidebao ' – '" uTqvams lorTqifaniZe nikos. "sul gauyidiaTo" – ityoda dRes rom cocxali iyos. 12. 03. 05

Cemi soflis Semodgoma ca damyurebs mocimcime varskvlavebiT moWedili. xval sisxamze sio civi momagebebs msusxav Rimils. RvinobisTvis zeimia msuyed sunTqavs are-mare. RamiT xeebs daxunZlulebs efereba baRSi mTvare. soflis mkvidri qali, kaci, moxucia Tu bavSvia, riJraJidan sibnelemde


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yvela Sromis ferxulSia. mTaSi Tiva moagules* Tavmomwoned mwkrivad dganan, Tovls dadebs da pirutyvisTvis SeZleben Sin Camotanas. moTxrilia kartofili, SeSa aris motanili, lobioa aRebuli, kaklebia dabertyili. SemkrTalia mTa da bari, naRvels frTebi gauSlia, mercxlebi gzas gahyolian maT wesi ar mouSliaT. aRar galobs Savi SaSvi, ar wkrialebs RobemZvrala, ver Seavleb Tvals niblias, beRurebi mTlad gamqralan? uflis funjiT moxatuli yviTel ferad tye elvarebs, zamTris susxis molodinSi SiSnarevad nabavs Tvalebs. TeTri CoxiT Semosilan cad awvdili mwvervalebi, maT simaRles, sidiades TeTri SuriT Tavs vevlebi.... RvinobisTvis 24, 2004 ____________ * erTad moagroves


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* * * " me gardavsulvar, sibere mWirs WirTa ufro Znelia" rusTveli mkacri siberis xvedri mkarnaxobs – cotac da, - Jami pirqve damamxobs. seni uCino CemSi Cabuqnavs? –

logins mimakras, - RmerTma ara qnas. amitoma msurs natvra amixdes, mZinars sawuTros xidi Camitydes; TvaldaxuWuli gaRma gavide. suladqceuli cis gziT wavide. gamasamarTlebs uflis samsjavro, Sedegze dResve unda vijavro; muxlebze davdge, movinanio rac uneblied codva miqnia, - gardasul dReebs Tangayolilni daviwyebis gziT Sors rom mihqrian. iqneb Semindos didma gamCenma Seundo yvelas, sTxova ramdenmac.... Semindobs???... 26. 11.05

2006 – s marad tanjulo sisxliT morwyulo, cremliT namulo


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Cemo mamulo mciredis mTqmeli dagSorda Zveli, wiTeli ZaRlis geaxla weli, momilocnia! gasaxaria da saocari: weli axali mTvarec axali? ZaRlebr erTgulTa iverTa SvilTa, mTa-bars esmodes sicil-xarxari. dagbedebodes: xvavi, baraqa, glexkacis gamrje maja magari; mSvidoba qveynad, SvilTa simravle, guliT magariT – gautexariT. amin. 02. 01. 06

akakis " samarTals kolofSi sZinavs is aris fulis megobari" saqarTveloSi mgosano, dRemde upyria mTa-bari, mas gaaRviZebs odesme mkacri, ufulo stumari da erSi am sivaglaxes


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gadaesxmeba mduRari. magram ver waSlis dro-Jami cicinaTela – sulikos, - da marad imRers qarTveli, oRond ki cocxali iyos. giorgobisTvis 14, 2005

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ra Cumad Semoparula es matrakveca aprili, ia lurj nabdad gaSlila, tyemlebs kvirti aqvT dayrili; zamTrisgan gasavaTebuls, gaRviZebia miwas, Tvalebi dauWyetiaT: WinWars, niors da pitnas; TeTrad elvarebs xevispirs nazi enZela tanwvrili, xevze xvelebiT Camorbis Tovli cremlebad daRvrili….... irgvliv saamo surneli, sufTa, kamkama dila, RmerTo, ukeTes adgilze, kide odesme mival?! 15. 04. 05 amirni

dedis karnaxiT Cawerili xalxuri leqsi saiqios: - codvis mqneli jer mWedeli, mere mRvdeli, ukan misdevs mewisqvile


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pirSi scria sarekeli 16. 08. 64

petre bagrations (borodinos bagrationis saflavi aafeTqes. presidan) ucxo miwaze gSoba gangebam, did mxedarTmTavrad gaqcia bedma, generlis Cinma gavaldebula ruseTisaTvis Tavisdadeba? ficxel brZolebSi ros mters musravdi vaJkacs gSvenoda arwivis xedva, herkuless hgavdi borodinoSic, Seni franguli frangebsa sxepda. magram sawuTrom marad veragma samaradJamod arc Sen dagindo, momxdurT maxvilma da bedisweram sicocxlis gzaze mijna dagido. didma urCxulma pativi dagdo da es pativi TviTve waSala, borodinoSi Seni saflavi aafeTqa da miSal – moSala. iqneba dResac mindorSi yria Seni, - brZolebSi daRlili Zvlebi, qari da wvima hyvanan mozared ager ramdeni gavida wlebi! TbilisSi roca ar dgas Zeglebi Tamar dedoflis, svimon mefisa, arc "brwyinvalea" aRmatebuli, qveynis pativi arc sxvaT eRirsa... Sen ki, - samSoblom krwanisis velze aragvelebTan Zegli agigo,


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o, dido RmerTo! – ratom da risTvis? – pasuxs vin gamcems, visgan gavigo!? 09. 01. 04

SoTa barabaZe

universitetis dacvis samsaxuri ufrosis moadgile. daamTavra iv. javaxiSvilis saxelobis saxelmwifo universitetis iuridiuli fakulteti. muSaobda Sinagan saqmeTa saministroSi sxvadasxva Tanamdebobebze. krZalviT movepyraT Cvens tradiciebs saWeTmpyrobelno gTxovT aziaroT axalgazrdoba saganZurs eris. Rrma siyvaruliT rom aRizrdos mamulis, enis , sarwmunoebis. vis ZaluZs gansja agiografTa, vin ganikiTxavs vaJas, ilias, an ukvdav SoTas saunjes azrTa - "vefxistyaosans", qarTul biblias. davgmoT rasizmi da sionizmi, ieRova Tu masonTa kasta, Cvens samSoblosgan Sors globalizmi, macdur sorosis dolarTa dasta. qals sinazis da vaJs siCauqis SevunarCunoT wminda Tviseba. nuRar gavxdebiT msxverpli augis, win davayenoT eris Rirseba. nu ugulvelvyofT winaparT rCevebs da tradiciebs marTlac didebuls, krZalviT movepyraT erovnul Cvevebs,


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WeSmarit rwmenas marTlmadideblurs.

01. 01 .2006

muxraniseburad ra xania dagvibriyva melam, ra xania gulmodgined gvsjis. mova natvra, vizeimebT yvela, vinc mogvwyinda – wava roca is. 09. 09. 03

kanonis Zala ganviTarebul qveynis Senebis safuZvelia kanonis dacva. miT moiSorebs xalxi SiSis da uimedobis damTrgunvel gancdas. sadac ar sjian wesrigis damcvels, vinc danaSauls aSkarad sCadis, im qveyanaSi usamarTlobis da diqtaturis aCrdili dadis. kanoni unda iyos yvelasTvis misaRebi da samarTliani, Semsrulebeli – nebismieri: mefe, vaWari, eri mTliani. iseT qveynebSi, sadac kanonebs emorCileba eri da beri, demokratiis aRorZinebiT cxovreba sufevs iq bednieri. ganviTardeba Cveni qveyanac, Tu ar davuSvebT wesebs drakonis, da nebismier msaxurs mamulis


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Tanabrad mosTxovs pasuxs kanoni. 05. 05. 06

SevinarCunoT Rirseba vinc Cvens ZirZvel fesvebs, keras xelyofs masonTa karnaxiT iciT, rom is karieras asrulebs marcxiT da kraxiT. cxadia, seni Sehyria "klanuri-kriminaluri", savsebiT ar SerCenia sindisi minimaluri. erovnul xelisuflebas, mis liders – prezidents qveynis tyviiT mouspo ufleba eRvawa mandatiT eris. Crdiloel dampyroblebs uTmobs samaCablos da afxazeTs, sanacvlod dRemde myarad flobs tirani pirvel savarZels. konfliqtis mwvave kerebad amkvidrebs kodors da pankiss, mamuls Slis kuTxe – fenebad amzadebs did apokalifss. roca mfarvel qveynebs icvlis mizezebs arvis ar uxsnis, Tumc erma da bermac icis rad TamaSobs cvlebiT kursis. xan dasavleTs andobs imeds, xan CrdiloeTis mzes ficavs, qveynis beds arad dagidevs,


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mxolod pirad miznebs icavs. ar daindo Cveni tomis aRarc Ze, aRarc asuli , dRemde ar sCans misgan mtrobis da Ralatis dasasruli. droa movuwyoT samsjavro Tmenis fiala ivseba, tirani mkacrad davsajoT odnav Tu SegvrCa Rirseba. 25. 07. 03

heroikuli gancdis cdunebiT vuZRvni Sinagan saqmeTa organoebis Rvawlmosil muSaks, SesaniSnav megobarsa da kolegas, policiis Tadarigis polkovniks giorgi ivaniSvils

vemsaxureT ra saxifaTo dargs heroikuli gancdis cdunebiT, giorgim Tavi gaacno yvelas umwikvlo SromiT, keTil bunebiT. gmobs borotebas, adamianis ukiduresad maxinj Tvisebas, xolo sikeTes aidealebs, rac kacs aniWebs namdvil Rirsebas. tkbil mogonebad damrCa, rom wlobiT moRvaweobda igi Cems gverdiT, vinc gamudmebiT interesdeba moyvasisa da megobris bediT. Tanadgomisas giorgi mudam moqmedebs rwmeniT maRali RmerTis,


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is xom biZinas RviZli biZaa saqveynod cnobil did qvelmoqmedis. Cven marTlwesrigis ganmtkicebisTvis vibrZodiT kalmiT da zogjer TofiT, xalxis simSvides vicavdiT fxizlad dRiTa da RamiT, garjiT da ofliT. inspeqtirebiT vavlendiT xSirad muqTaxorobas Tu davebs yofiTs, rTul GJams ki qveynis mTlianobisTvis cxel wertilebSi vaxSobdiT konfliqts. mas araerTgzis , profesiulad mwvave problema gadauWria. bevri uzneo daarwmuna, rom maTi alRo da mrwamsi fuWia. sabednierod mravlad hyavs Cvens ers sasiqadulo mamuliSvili, meamayeba maT gverdiT mtkiced, rom dgas giorgi ivaniSvili. 15. 07. 05

rasaca gascems vuZRvni saukeTeso megobris giorgi ivaniSvilis ZmiSvils – biZinas, WeSmarit mamuliSvilsa da SesaniSnav pirovnebas ivaniSvili biZina, vinac zRva siyvaruliT aRavsebs mravalT,


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giorgis – friad Rirseul kacis ojaxur fuZis mSveneba gaxlavT. gansxvavebiT yalb moRvaweTagan is WeSmaritad xalxisTvis iRvwis, aRzrdili – qveynis momxiblav kuTxis Worvilis natif cisa da miwis. vici, ganicdis , roca cdiloben qebiT Seamkon Tavisi Rvawli, Tumc kadnierad vuRviveb gancdebs da mwir striqonebs wamkiTxvels vawvdi. qartexilebis, gansacdelis Jams mamuls ewia nanatri bedi, ros moevlina uflis gangebiT biZinas saxiT mas qvelmoqmedi. aSenebs skolebs, Teatrebs, taZrebs, sikeTes Tesavs mravals, ulevels, miT ganamtkicebs qveynis kulturul da myar sulier Rirebulebebs. sneuls, daCagruls Tu miusafars daxmarebebi uboZa mravalT, biZinas msgavsi, mosili madliT ar Rirsebia samSoblos, albaT. daebeda ra mas qvelmoqmedis RvTiTboZebuli wminda misia, mwams, mamulisTvis rasaca gascems rusTvelisamebr, is Tavisia. 22. 09. 04


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ioseb gafrindaSvili fizikis kaTedris profesori. 1975 – 80 wlebSi xelmZRvaneobda fizikis kaTedras. mTavrobis mravali sapatio jildos mflobelia.

samasi raWveli 1520 welSi zafxuls, dila sisxamxe, Turqebma ieriSi miitanes cxinvalze. qarTlis mefe daviTi kaxeTSia salaSqrod. gauWirda maCabels omis xanZars ver aqrobs. aRar iyo saSveli, maCabeli dafiqrda, rom ipovos maSveli onisaken gafrinda. gamTenias, adrian is erisTavs eaxla. Zliersa da madlians daxmarebas eaja. Seikriba samasi cxenosani naRebi, guliTadni, xalasni, sul mTlad axalgazrdebi. imave dRes saRamos risxvis zari darekes.


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mteri ukuaqcies, cxinvalidan garekes.... aradeTSi gamagrebuls, kvlav miuxtnen aspitebs. erTianad amowyvites, Sida qarTli gawmindes.

samasi qarTveli Temur-leng mokvda, CaZaRlda. daingra misi qveyana. yaraiusuf beladma Savbatknianni Sehyara. erT muStad Sehkra, miT Seqmna samxedro monarqiao: "Temur-lengsa vcvli, msoflios aw Cemi mona hqviao." mis samflobelo moicavs eranis adarbadagans. av mzeras esvris qarTvelTa mxares, mis sazRvars, sigrZes, gans. Tbiliss movida faiqi, ityobineba Sirvan Sah: yaraiusuf Tavs mesxmis brZolas mipirebs Sensa ymas. Cveni Zalebi ar gvyofnis, nu SegvatovebT martosa, dasabamidan Tavis ymis dacva valad aqvs patronsa. daapures da gauSves: amoisunTqeT SvebiTo, diliT adrian gamovalT, mwuxris Jams geaxlebiTo.


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da meore dRes, saRamos, Sah ibrehimis gverdiTa konstantin qarTvelTa mefe dgas Tavis SevardnebiTa. Sirvanel- Saqel – qarTvelni CalaRans dadgnen banakad, mtkvargaRma uricxvi jari iusufs udgas zvarakad. ricxviT mravlobas qarTvelni ar Tvlian Zlevis pirobad. mTavari aris simtkice, yvela cdilobdes gmirobas. SuaRamisas momxdurTa gadmovles mtkvari mdinare, moulodnelad daesxnen gonTmousvlelebs, mZinarebs. SirvanelT jari brZolasa gonsmosvlisTanve gaeqca... idayvi eRrZo SirvanSahs, iseTnairad daeca. vinme Turqmani xels stacebs, yelze SarfSebmuls miaTrevs. yvelaze ufro "maRal" tyves yaraiusufs miarTmevs. araTu mihyvnen Sirvanlebs, kidec aswreben Saqelni. SavbatknianTa uricxv jars pirispir SerCnen qarTvelni. sxva gza ar iyo, Seirtyes maT ukvdavebis sartyeli. uricxv jars utevs xmaldaxmal ori aTasi qarTveli. aTas Svidasi qarTveli


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daeca gulgangmiruli. samasi mefesTanEerTadN tyved darCa xelmxargakrulni: yvelani sisxldadenilni daWrilni , daCexilebi, dasustebulni da mainc did saqarTvelos Svilebi. gaisma mkacri brZaneba: daiCoqeTo xanis win! ar Seasrula aravin, arc avad, arca xalisiT. Tvals vera wyvetda iusuf mis win mdgom qarTvelT mefesa. tanad da Tvalad saxiers, amomavalsa viT mzesa. ramdens umzedra, imdenad guls Sxami emateboda. arc cocxlad surda gaSveba, arc samkvdrod emeteboda. Sxamma da Surma gabera, iatagani daaZro styorcna da guli gaupo, miT guliscema daacxro. TiTqos es iyo niSani miscvivdnen danarCenebsa... xelmxargakrulTa CamxocavT ufali SeaCvenebsa. dideba qarTvel vaJkacebs, qarTvel raindebs dideba. icocxlebs maTi saxeli, arasdros daibindeba.


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ormocdaaTi qarTveli mecamete saukunem Tvisi zari rom Semohkra, kavkasias oriv mxridan monRolebis mosvla mohyva. yubanis saTaveebSi iyo saxelmwifo ovsTa. sparsul modgmis tomi gaxldaT moqurdo da uCinoTa. Cvens mefeebs maTTan hqondaT megobroba didi xani “ovsni” gvyavda dedoflebic: borena, alde, burduxani. “ovsni” dedabudianad monRolebma mTlad “mostyvevnes”. morekes da Tergis zemo welze mTebSi Semostenes. gadis dReni, gadis wlebi gadis saukuneni, aRar akmayofilebT maJalo da kuneli. kavkasions gadmosWridnen, qarTlis soflebs aSurebdnen, mdidrebs mojamagirobdnen, xalxs qurdobiT awuxebdnen. bedovlaTi Tavadebi cota miwas mouzomdnen; Semoragvdnen, qoxs Cadgamdnen, naTesavebs mouxmobdnen. qarTvelebTan qorwinebas sixaruliT xvdebodnen.


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qristianul religias trfobdnen, ewafebodnen. qurdobas ver eleodnen, kvlavac etanebodnen. ganaTlebiT da kulturiT hqondaT erTob mcire done, komunistebs zed moergoT “gaTiSe da ibatone”. gamoyofac ganizraxes, rusebTanac Sekres bloki. warmoiqmna, dakanonda avtonomiuri olqi. Sereuli ojaxebi, mezobloba, megobroba irRveoda, iSleboda, fexs idgamda erTurT mtroba. rusi agulianebda oss xatavda TiTqos gmirad: Tavis saqmes akeTebda, aSenebda rokis gvirabs. vigindara CoCievi rusT imedad iyo vinca, gahkioda: “dastoveTo qarTvelebo osTa miwa!” ra hqeniTo? dastoveTo? oss vin misca qarTlis miwa? sxva saqmeze daiWires bnel sardafSi didxans iwva. rusis jari cxinvalSi dgas movlenebi rom marTosa, acxadeben “samxreT oseTs” respublikad “de-faqtosa”. ase midis es cxovreba, TxuTmetamde weli gadis


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qarTvelT jari dasalaSqrad Tiayanis maRlobs adis. siamayiT gadmoxedes samaCablos, qarTlis tye-vels Casafrebul alanebma Semorkales, daatyveves: Cvens miwaze ras daeZebT? egdeT sadac daiqoCreT! sanam Sublebs dagixvretdeT Cvens winaSe daiCoqeT! gamocvlilan qarTvelebi? aRar SveniT qarTvlis Coxa, ormocdaaTive moymem osebis win daiCoqa. baxtrionis gmirTa Zvlebi ikorTis miwaSi dumdnen. qarTvelebis daCoqebiT saflavebSi gadabrundnen. matiane ver gvauwyebs msgavs SemTxvevas aqamde. frTxilad! omis xelovneba TavdaRma ar daqandes!


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baton robert sturuas

mivukakune oTxmoc wels, dro garbis rogorc sinaTle. ambebs vixseneb ZvelisZvels, goneba jer kvlav mimarTlebs.

vixseneb kaxeTis mefes, batonsa Teimurazsa, mefes, lomisebr ver myefes, Tumc xmali ertya murasa.

rusTvels epaeqreboda, Surisgan suli sZvreboda, mas rom ver Seedreboda, mefe-poeti scdeboda.

samoc wlis winaT gamoCnda iustin-profesorio, TiTqos ar iyo saxuntSi misi toli da sworio.

aJRerebs "vefxvis tyavia" ara qarTuli, sparsuli. mtkiceba ususuri aqvs, daujerebi, ar sruli.

Cven, Cven saunjes vufrTxildeT, Cveni varTaT da viZaxoT, arvin iCemebs "Cvenia", Cveni ar aris viZaxoT?

mkvlevars Sexvedra mouwyves ormocdarva wlis zamTarSi. is studentebma "SeboWes" "kovzi Caugdes nacarSi".

ocdaxuTiod wlis wineT Cvens cnobil Teatrs, rusTavels moevlineba raindi,


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mTlad SeaSfoTebs "mTas da vels". rusTavlis, gindac rusTavis

saxelis fuZe xom rua, gvari am reJisorisac saTanadoa – sturua.

misi dadgmebi xalxs moswons, axleburi aqvs midgoma. qarTvelT gulebSi iZala mis reJisuris sindromma...

ra mosdis cnobil reJisors? gaJonva aris Tu brua? "vefxis tyaosans " qilikobs batoni robert sturua.

mogmarTav, ratom dawixle Cveni saxate qmnileba? Senebr cnobilma moRvawem es ratom, risTvis ineba?

gabiabrueba ginda rusTvelis, misve TeatrSi? ver xvdebi soroselebi gabamen binZur piarSi?

iqneb daviTsac gadaswvde, misi gaqirdvac ineboT? "enas xom Zvali ara aqvs, raca gsurs aTqmevinebo!"

soroselebis gavleniT gagiCnda ambiciao? "Zroxam iwvela, iwvela hkra fexi , daaqciao".

uarhyav Seni naTqvami, Sen, reJisoro , roberto! "vefxvis tyavs " veras daakleb, giJur ketiTac rom bertyo!

ar Secvli Sensa naazrevs


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soroselebis mesalmev? arc Seni "carcis wre" gvinda, arc Seni "riCard mesame."

b – n WiaberaSvils

Tbilis qalaqs samxreTidan gadmohyurebs qarTlis deda. mis xelebSi satevars da RviniT savse finjans vxedavT.

moyvrad mosuls umaspinZlebs, qarTul RviniT sisxls gauTbobs, orguls mtrulad dauxvdeba, satevariT guls gaupobs.

Sen satevars falosad Tvli, fialas ki saSodao, uxamso da arawminda utvino da sacodavo.

qarTvlis deda Segvigine, mtrebs TvalebSi Sescicineb, ar gegonos avsulobiT aisruleb rasac ineb.

Cemi axsna rad gWirdeba, monumenti rasac niSnavs. dagavales? Seusrule? mogeqceva vai – viSad.

sorosia Seni xati, Seni mama-marCenali. daSretila, mTlad gamqrala Seni tvinis arsenali.

csko- s meTaurobdi, Tumca iyav axalbeda. meris posti mogitana


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arCevnebis gayalbebam. xanjlisebri ram falosi

rogorc vfiqrob, Sen ginaxavs... ggonia es gardasaxva meris adgils Seginaxavs?..

axla ukve strasburgSi xar, mand bevrs naxav xanjlur faloss, dedis madliT miwa gaskdes, Wiaberi Caitanos.

qarTlis deda Tbiliss dascqers, mter-moyvares uTvalTvalos. dagvizardos vaJkacebi, manqanam ver daiTvalos.

giorgi zariZe saq. Sss TanamSromeli, damsaxurebuli pensioneri, amJamad ssau dacvis muSaki

* * * roland sinataSvils leqsebs rom veRar gawodebT, me nu damiwyebT gmobasa. veRar axerxebs giorgi koxta riTmebis wyobasa. 17. 03. 05 meore saguSagodan pirvelze movel stumrada,


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sad aris didi qarTveli (rolandi) dagvixvdes maspinZlurada

* * * vaJas gaxseneba im Rames Tvaleb Savela Rame fSavlebma dalaxes. kvdeboda vaJa-fSavela gulSi ikravda balaxebs

bevri mosula Carglidan, vatyob Sori gza iares. mjera, rom yvela samSoblos bed-iRbals gaiziarebs.

siyvarulsa da sixaruls, miTxariT qveynad sxva ra sjobs... afSinas, qurds da avazaks gzad gogoTuri darajobs.

aludas omi ar unda, arc mtris marjvena alaRebs. yvelas mkurnalobs mindia, eZebs jadosnur balaxebs.

es xom aRazas cremlia, qisteTs rom modis mdinared, dastiris zviadaursa, rom gaaRviZos mZinare.

jixvebze isev nadirobs klde WiuxebSi joyola, Rame ki balRebisaTvis uyvars zRaprebis moyola.

Svid vajkacs uxmobs sanaTa gana es gasakviria?


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cxens kazmavs gafrindauli fSavSi agzavnis kvirias.

mSvidad iZine mgosano getyvi da Tan vaRiareb, samSoblos dardiT daWrilo, Cven mogiSuSebT iarebs.

ris dardic gagyvaT im qveynad Sen , akakis da ilias vficav, Seignebs qarTveli gaiRos Tavis wvlilia. zogi Tu eSmaks miudga, bevric am qveynis Svilia!

vgrZnob saqarTvelo iRviZebs, Wkuaze modis yvelai. xmals lesavs ximikauri, "baxtrions midis lelai"

beri luxumic amdgara win miuZRveba meomrebs, misi xma omaxiani "mTebmac ki gaimeores!" 08. 07. 04


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guram kardanaxiSvili ssau studqalaqis dacvis ufrosi 1993 wlidan. daibada 1930 wels gurjaanis r. sofel veliscixeSi. 1955 wels daamTavra sasoflo - sameurneo institutis meqanizaciis fakulteti.

daixsomeT me ar minda leqsi vwero daixsomeT Cemi, magram muza modis TavSi rogorc zRvaSi gemi. sityvas mosdevs meore da dalagdeba erTad, Semdeg ritmic aewyoba da gamova leqsad. leqsia Cemi simdidre sxva me ara maqvs meti. wakiTxvisas visTvis mzea, visTvis kidev reti. unda gavyveT cxovrebis gzas, rogorc biliks vaci, Tu ginda , rom gamoxvide bednieri kaci. gaixare SvilebSi da gaaxare sxvebic, arasodes daiviwyo


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Zveli megobrebi.

* * * azrebi modis TavisiT da iwereba xalisiT, cxovreba midis xalisiT da ukeTesi xvalisiT. minda, rom bevri davwero sityva saqebi droisa. vxedav rac xdeba qveynada ra momavali modisa. xedavT! rekaven zarebi, zarebi sionisao, es niSania darebis da kargi momavlisao. maS gaiRviZe qarTvelo, Senc Seni uTxar saTqmeli, bevri gveqneba ojaxSi dauzareli saqmeni. baraqiani iqneba Semodgomaze yanebi. mjera mosavals moviwevT mSromel kacs venacvalebi.


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Sors samSoblodan qveynad bevri rama xdeba bevri xalxi ibadeba, bolos yvela kaci kvdeba mxolod saxeli darCeba. am qveynidan yvela wava mxolod saxeli darCeba. zogs saflavi eRirseba, zogs isic ki ar eqneba.

* * * Cems gulSi sZinavs Sens tkbil siyvaruls da vcdilob igi Cumad vataro, vecdebi igi sul CemSi iyos civi niavi ar mivakaro.

darigeba frinveli bevria qveynad metad Wreli da lamazi. momReral moWikWike an moRuRune da frTamali. maT Soris erTia Cemi miCveuli var masTan. me mas bevrs miveferebi rom ar gafrindes sxvasTan.


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sizmari me Cems saTayvanos, Cems saqarTvelos mudam amaysa vxedav, RmerTo daifare, mudam gaaxare wmindao mariam, RvTismSobelo dedav. TeTro giorgi da alaverdo Tqven qeduxrelad gxedavT, ididos marad qarTulma miwam sxvas ras vinatreb netav. keTili sizmari sikeTiT acxaddes amas visurveb, qveyana dawynardes. sanTels avanTeb didebul taZarSi baraqa Sevides beRelSi, maranSi.

iyo ... ramdeni iyo paemanebi... da gogonebi lamazmanebi, kiskisic iyo, bevri sicilic, arc me vnanobdi da arc isini.

dasvenebis Semdeg zRvis talRebi gaapo gemma nela zlazvniT. midis is datvirTuli garkveuli xaziT.


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sarkesaviT talRebi ireklavda sxivebs, TiTqos wyalSi abnevda Sav giSera mZivebs. gemis banze mgzavrebi mzis sxivs eficxebodnen, garujuli bavSvebi mSoblebs emalebodnen. male gemi gezs aiRebs CrdiloeTiT wava, iq mze aRar daacxunebs da mowyeniT Cava. CrdiloeTis mcxovrebT didxans emaxsovrebaT, samxreTuli mzis guli, aqauri cxovreba.

gaelveba sul patara sixarulma gamitaca uceb. gazafxulis sizmars vxedav veferebi buCqebs. vxedav rogor erTdebian caSi mTebi, barSi zRvebi, civma qarma dabera da airia Cangis xmebi.


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naomar Tbiliss qveynad damdgara gazafxuli da vazis totic ki tiris. ra mogivida Cemo Tbiliso ratom dro ar gaqvs lxinis? bevrjer yofilxar albaT amgvarad, bevri unaxavs mtkvars, nariyalas, magram imediT, xalxTa erTobiT aRzevebula kvlav natvrisTvali.

Semodgoma yurZens daedo mTlad Jangis feri, kakali lenjodan TavisiT cviva, Wirnaxuls inaxavs glexi, SexeT dRedadRe rogora civa.

* * * mTawmindidan monaberi niavi Subls agrilebs, mere gulsa, Tu cotasac gaCerdebi dagiamebs didad sulsa. gagaxsenebs poetebs da gansvenebul xalxTa gulsa, wminda mTaze wminda xalxi daukrZalavs siyvarulsa.


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* * * buCqis Ziras amosulo ia, riT ginda gamaxaro? Tu gazafxuls moaswaveb ase Cumad rad xaro? miTxar wels riT gamaxareb ra gveqneba kargi? rogor urCev Cems qveyanas gaiqarwylos dardi?

* * * caSi bulbuli galobs. xeze zis erTi Ciora. yvela umReris gazafxuls, is ki bediRbals Cioda. me TqvenTan erTad viqnebi da daixsomeT oRondis, Tu rame damrCa saTqmeli Tqven miitaneT bolomdis. me yvelas erTad vuTxari es Cemi sityva marTali, ar daiviwyoT mudamJams xnulSi CaTeseT marcvali. da roca aRar viqnebi dabejiTebiT vici, gulSi Caikrav javrsa da ... moiwyens erTi Citi.


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dedas sadac ginda wavide mudam menatrebi, sayvarelo dediko Cemo kargo dedi. deda me Sens saxels ar Sevarcxven arsad SeniT viamayeb vficav Sens TeTr safars.

Svilebs me Cavunergav Svilebs axsovdeT maTi samSoblo iq aris , sadac ar iviwyeben arc erT winapars da pativs scemen dedas da mamas.

darigeba sanam Tma TeTrad Segevercxleba da Tvalsi siberes igrZnob, guls mainc survili swadian ecade ausrulo – vinZlo.


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amalia kupraviSvili daamTavra universitetis agronomiuli fakulteti mcenareTa dacvis specialobiT, Semdgom ki aspirantura. amJamad genetikisa da seleqciis departamentis TanamSromelia.

natvra

RamiT neli sio dudunebs da mReris guli lxeniT. elvad gaanaTebs ukuneTs Tvalebis Suqi Seni.

qvebze daakvesebs naperwklebs TeTri, saqorwilo raSi, natvra, romelic ar masvenebs iqneb Semisruldes maSin...

suraTi

Tumca ganiZarcvnen xeni sicocxles Zalumad grZnoben, risTvis daTareSobs qari sad miafrialebs foTlebs?

netav sad miuCens binas, sadaurs mimalavs sad.... dardoben SiSveli xeni scivaT da emdurian qars....

Rame gazafxulis varskvlavebiT moWedili Rame, neli sio nazad arxevs mwvane yanas, siCumeSi morakrake salamuri


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momagonebs dediseul iavnanas. mwyemsi biWis moxatulo salamuro iRuRune, irakrake madlianad, ugalobe lamaz Rames, mTvaris ciags da mzes Sexvdi ganTiadze – adrianad.

tirifi

o, rogor minda sul erTi wamiT, sul erTi wamiT gixilo laRad, mzes Sehxarode da bednieri totebgaSlili iRvwode maRla.

gawuxebs raRac, tiri, ar tydebi, da Sens gulsa RrRnis Wia uxilo, miTxar saTqmeli, nuTu ver xvdebi? miTxari, SevZleb – ar gavamxilo!

me mdidari var

mzis naTels nurvin Semecileba, erTad movsalte ciagi sxivTa da dReniadag vabnev iebad, me mdidari var miwiT da mziTa.

me amayi var, ar davTmob radgan erT cida miwas, cremliT ganbanils, matiane var, rom arc erT maTgans ar dagaviwyeT ena, anbani.

me erTguli var, stumarTmoyvare, vici dandoba, vici gatana, rom WirTa SenTa viyav mozare, mudam SemeZlo misi atana.

ra muxTalia wuTisofeli,


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qorwili xSirad cremlad mqcevia, erT xelSi xmali, erTSic fiala Rvino wveTic ar damiqcevia.

Znelbedobis Jams viyav godoli, omis kirTebi zurgzed mekida, amiraniviT viyav oboli, mteri sisxls wovda Cemi mkerdidan.

Cexavdnen venaxs, Rvino RvTis nebiT duRda, qvevridan gadmodioda, celavdnen qarTvels, isev RvTis rwmeniT mwvane balaxad amodioda.

kvlav cocxldeboda viT Cvili nazi Tumc iarebi mainc stkioda, dagrexiliyo simwrisgan vazi da mwuxarebis cremli sdioda.

vkenkavdi striqonT "vefxistyaosnis" rogorc mzisgulze Citi mzewvia, SanTma damdaRa, xarkma damRala, magram erTic ar damikvnesia.

Wiri da lxini maqvs saziaro, qarTuli cis da qarTuli miwis. dae, gaxsovdes zecav mziano sityvebi Cveni gmiruli ficis.

rom ar mokvdeba qarTveli ara.... tanjvis, vaebis gadamlaxveli, saukuneebs gahyveba marad gmiri qarTveli kacis saxeli!


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uSenod uSenod - sicocxle amaoa, uSenod – wamlekes fiqrebma, uSenod – sixaruli aRar mova, uSenod – sinanuli iqneba. uSenod – RiRilo atirdeba, uSenod – moiwyenen titebi, uSenod – zafxulSic acivdeba uSenod – dardiani viqnebi. uSenod – qari miqrobs nanatr sanTels, uSenod – damidgeba zamTari, uSenod – gazafxuls movinatreb, uSenod – araferi ar aris. uSenod – wvimas isev gavebute, uSenod – mivetmasne mzis sxivebs, uSenod – martoobas Cavexute uSenod – am RamiT iwvimebs. uSenod – guli gamicivda, uSenod – ra iqneba ar vici, uSenod – sicocxlec aRar minda Tu moxval – jer kidev dagicdi.

kvlav SenTan

moxval da sicocxle mixaria, gulSi gazafxuli ialebs, nuTu es tkbili sizmaria? Tvalze brolis cremli cialebs.

sulSi aenTeba susti ali. fiqrebs moedeba xanZari, nuTu siyvaruli daibada,


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iqneb siyvaruli arc aris? waxval da nislebi aiSleba,

wvima erTianad masvelebs, fiqrTa gorgali gaiSleba boroti eWvi ar masvenebs.

Rame fiqrebs wignad amikinZavs da diliT sasTumalTan gadmiSlis, es xom siyvarulis zRaparia? mis kiTxvas veravin damiSlis.

sulSi gaRvivdeba isev ali, SemboWavs giJmaJi fiqrebi. didi siyvarulis naperwkali aenTo, kvlav SenTan viqnebi!

sad xarTY dedebo?

deda sikeTe, deda ocneba sixaruli da ankara wyaro, deda tkivili da monatreba, sad xarT dedebo, GqarTvelno qalno?

gasaWiris Jams burjad ideqiT, samSoblos Tqveni mudam sjeroda, sisxlis wvimebSi gagzavnil vaJebs kvlav dedis Tbili guli elodaT.

Sin dabudebul Sursa da mtrobas ver eyofoda roca adgili, satevaridan avardnil xanZars umal aqrobda qalis mandili.

ra iyo SanTi da sisxlis daRvra, ra iyo xarki, ra iyo ZRveni , gadauvlida meore warRvnad qveyanas Tqvengan daRvrili cremli.

enis siwminde, eris simtkice,


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es Tqven gevalaT, qalno qarTvelno, sulmnaTi SoTas " vefxistyaosniT" mravaljer cremliT RamenaTevno.

eris simtkices SvilTa simravliT burjad edeqiT viT imedebi, im saarako gmirobis momswre aragvelebis gmiri dedebi.

susxSi akvnebTan buxari enTo, daRuRunebdiT: " nanas ", " mzeSinas ", lekis qalobas patara qeTo am iavnanam gadaarCina.

nawnavi miwas kocnida qarSi damamSveneblno yvela amalis, fereidneli gogonas TvalSi dResac kifobs Suqi Tamaris.

denTis kvamlSi rom elavda yure yumbaris baTqiT guldaserili, gulSi xiStgayril meomris ubes Semoenaxa dedis werili.

gauxeSebdaT meomris forma, mxars umSvenebdiT vaJkacTT goliaTT, es gazafxulic uTqvenod mova sad xarT Tiniko, irka, zoia?!....

baRSi ayvavda wiTlad vardebi, RvinobisTveSi qorwili geliT, mkerdze dabneul RaRana vardebs sisxlis laqebi atyvia Tqveni.

Cumad RuRynebs nazi bulbuli Sinmousvlelis simReras mReris. vficav Tqvens xsovnas, Tqvens naTel Tvalebs, Rimils, Seyinuls lamaz bageze,

dedaTa mier gakvalul gzaze, ia-vardebiT mofenil gzaze viaroT mxned da arsad daveceT


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viaroT laRad, arsad daveceT da Tu daveciT, Tu waviqeciT yvelam gaigos, gmirad daveceT!....

RmerTo, damiloce mamuli

Cems miwas davuCoqeb, vemTxvevi, winaparT nakvalevs gavyvebi, nazad moSriale verxvebis CurCuls xmamaRla avyvebi.

yvavilTa surnelebiT daviTvrebi, velze mofenila enZela, aqedan wasvla ar iqnebis, fexis dakarebac meZnela.

miwidan amoxeTqil iis ambavs, qari mdelo-mdelo waiRebs, male gazafxulis grZneul zRapars mTeli saqarTvelo gaigebs.

sio siyvarulis ambavs iwyebs, yayaCo wiTldeba sircxviliT, Tavi dauxria TavTuxs iqve, irxeva da kvdeba siciliT.

patara, Tavneba nakaduli, xevSi gaparvia mdinares, dedas enatreba dakarguli, butbutebs, mudam cremlmdinare.

cam ruxi TavSali moixura, wvima CamouSva svetebad. RmerTo, damiloce mamuli miwa, kurTxeuli edemad!


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zurab kutibaSvili filologiis mecn. doqtori, daamTavra Telavis saxelmwifo universiteti. pirveli leqsi 1969 wels daibeWda Telavis raionul gazeTSi, aqtiurad TanamSromlobs periodul presasTan. 2002 wlidan ssssu pedagogia.

pirveli Tovli sifrifdafeniT dRes moTovs, vici, Cans, rom daaTovs am zamTars yovels, nuTu gavuZleb am siTeTreSi SenTan TvalebiT usityvo duels! netavi am dRes ver moiclides sevda, ulmoblad Seuwynarebi, gTxov, mapatio, Tu sakuTari Tavidan dRes me gaviparebi! (es dRea CemTvis! es dRea SenTvis! ar damixuravs saxlis karebi). zRvis lurji talRa nuTu SemakrTobs: kvlav momasurvebs dardis fialas! sadac frTosanma gumaniT igrZno da Cems saSvelad gadmofrTxialda. sifrifdafeniT dRes moTovs, vici, vici, daaTovs mwvervalebs yovels; nuTu gavuZleb am sicisfreSi SenTan TvalebiT usityvo duels!


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am gazafxulze isev amboxi, isev SfoTi am gazafxulze! yvavilT brialSi aSuqeba Seni xatebis! gaiRimile!! Sens Cqer TmebSi davikargebi, ver mipovnian saxlikacebic! netavi RmerTma daagubos zRva Sens TvalebSi mxolod me viyo mis talRebSi euli anZiT! da Tu Cems bades oqrosferi amohyva Tevzi , ar msurs me natvra, me im bades im wamsve davcli. me Cems simdidres momaniWebs Seni xateba , - Seni Rimilis Cqeralebad daalmaseba; Tu saZebari SeniT gavxdi am gazafxulze, verRa mipovon im talRebSi saxlikacebmac!

Cemo ca – miwav . . . . . . da gadibertya zamTris zewrebic, kvirtebi dasxdnen rogorc bavSvebi, Tu mindvrad xanZars ar SevuSindi,


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nu SemaSfoTebT kiTxviT: ' "ras Svrebi?!" movZebni Cemi fexis nakvalevs, SarSan Tovlma rom mSvidad dafara, esec mwvervalTa TeTri napiri! – mTvaris naSuqze ca rom dabara! miwav, - dedao, Cems sulSi rom xar dajiqnebuli qarTul liboTi, axla rom mkerdi damixsnas vinmem, Sav – Sav beltebad dameSlebodi! ram dagvaviwyos Cven gazafxuli, simRera, - trfobis Semomxveweli, ra ganZs da ferebs ca miiTvalavs! ra mdidar mziTviT wava es welic! me am bilikebs Semovyev bavSvi, axlac ver vivli, albaT, sxva gzebiT, Cemo ca – miwav, yvavilo wminda, Cven erT sve – bediT davidagebiT!

sasaflao sasaflaodan mtirali qari qorwilis ambebs krZalviT momiTxrobs: sad darCa Relva, gancda da ... zari! da bediswera vis rodis uxmobs! SeCerebuli wuTisofeli!!! – uamur JrJolas aq guls rom atans, TiTqos mxatvari daxril molbertze


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mwuxar ferebiT saRamos xatavs! dardi da fiqri, rogorc niavi, moaqvs nacnobi angelozis frTebs, vis sad hqonia dasasruli da vis saxels ukve xsovnaSi veZebT! gulo, moklulo aTasjer wyeniT, nu daiRlebi dards da lxenaSi, aqac da iqac sicocxlis mnaTobs hpovebde mudam Senc simReraSi!

rac iwvis gazafxuls kalami gavarda xelidan, wiTeli winwklebi daesxura vels, male qeds iqiT ferdobebs tyeebi kravelis simwvaniT daenusxaven! sadaa simSvide!! jiutad iseve me dResac avdivar am yofis scenaze, udiriJorod dReebi midian da arvin ar fiqrobs abneul scenarze! arqivis siCumiT dums gamoqvabuli, viRac aq agzavnis Jamgasul baraTebs; samSoblov! qarTvelebs aunTe gulebi, vici, rom rac iwvis, uTuod anaTebs!

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marti marti uecrad gaTxovda, rZlobs alvansa da liqoks; vaSlis es TeTri perangi Cemgan Cacmas Tu iTxovs! miswi-moswia mindvrebi Relem talRebis moreviT, ca akrefila gviristad kamkam da TavmomwonebiT! mtkvari tivebma gaapo, xars swadis xarTan rqenai; netavi axla firosmans funjs miawvdides zenai! sada xar , sad damekarge, qalo, dardebis sadaro, ocneba ganZad migzavne, sulSi rom daviRadaro! zefiris zewars iferebs yana , talR - moieriSe , martis Tma-tevri iSleba Walad: xaxmats da enisels, (aq zeimia lamazTa, ugulos arvin SegiSvebs!) Sens fiqrSi gadaverie


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qars, wvimas, nislebs iraod, kidev vismende simReras: "moxevis qalo Tinao!" aTasjer gulma dareka, davrCi ocnebiT euli, me Tu miSvelis freskebi, yinwvisSi gamorCeuli! nanatro, samZivar-qalo, martSi qorwilis jeria, Tu moxval, Cvenimc jvriswera gangebas dauweria!

... da meti aravin mrCeboda totma iWaxWaxa ciskris pirze, mTidan xoxbis marTve mofrinda, imwamsve suli siod meqca, imwamsve sunTqva momerinda. sabeWde baliSze daesvena ra, mzis sxivma wamwami aminTo, veRarc ho giTxar, veRarc – ara, veRarc Semogxede amitom! cremlebi kvirtebad gadameqca, vtirodi, rad metireboda!? Sen wasvlas, gafrenas lamobdi da meti aravin mrCeboda.


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Oo, gevedrebiT! Tbiliss, metexTan gaTxrebi midis, amoaqvT Turme jaWvi da Tori, ganZia Turme Semonaxuli, sadac ki cxenebs daurtyamT tori! sul gadmoTxares Zveli nangrevi, miwa daburRes mtkavlobiT, misxliT, o, gevedrebiT, egeb mipovoT abo Tbilelis daRvrili sisxli!

iesos Rimils saRamo ise wynaria, TiTqos unazes qalis miWiravs maja! mSvidi muryani mTvaris sxivebTan ferad foTlebis aTasebs xarjavs! momenatroda Seni xmis siTbo, gamxdidi mzeriT saakvnareda; zari gulis fiqrs xeebs mosdebda, samreklos Tavze roca darekda. Seni bageni metyodnen uars, guli qarebiT ver iurvoda, iesos Rimils velodi baRSi,


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me iq meloda Turme iuda! baRia wynari, gzebia mSvidi, momzadebuli sanoembreda; oh, raRa am dros! es nalxinevi mTvare saidan gamoefeTa! mtiral bardiviT veCvevi baRebs, reks gulSi wynari mogonebani, am beber xeebs yviTel foTlebis kvlav exarjebaT asignebani! saRamo ise wynaria, TiTqos vexebi qalis usustes majas, de, iyos msxverplad Cemi Sendami, gulis gznebani rac damixarjavs!

saqarTvelo ASenia gagvagebineT bolos da bolos vin unda cxovrobdes saqarTveloSi da visi miwa-wyalia es qveyana, visia saqarTvelo?" ( zogierTi gazeTis furclebidan.)

rad dagvWirda Cven es kiTxva: " saqarTvelo visia?! " – iqneb Cemi disa aris, iqneb Cemi Zmisia?! tomiT ucxo ras kiTxulobs, Tu es miwa visia! mamul – deduls kiTxva unda, Tu is miwyiv visia! iqneb papaCemisaa, iqneb Cemi Zmisia, vaxtangis da farnavazis,


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saba, daviTisia, cotne anda Tevdores da SoTa, Tamarisia! maT TviTeuls am mamulSi Rvawli dauTesia, umamulod darCenili eri ris maqnisia! RmerTo, vgoneb, rom es kiTxva, kiTxvaa Tu geslia, ar gvsmenia TviT, roca ki mteri mravlad gvesia, Tumc mravalgzis ubedkrules ers maTgan ukvnesia! vin kiTxulobs ucxo sxvisas! - sadauri wesia! xumrobaa ukbilo Tu samtrod CamogvTesia, sxvis keraSi viyurebiT, - sadauri wesia! Tu ician, rom ers miwa sisxliT gadurCenia, RvTimSobelis kalTa hfaravs, misi madli hfenia! TviTon ufals es mamuli CvenTvis ganuCenia da gaxsovdes, qarTvlis mkvidro saqarTvelo Senia!


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Temur nayofia

daibada 1966 wels q. sixumSi. daamTavra

stu – s arqiteqturis fakulteti. muSaobda saproeqto institut saqsoflmSensaxproeqtSi arqiteqtorad. 1998 wlidan ssssu TanamSromelia.

Cemi survili

laRad vifrendi uRrublo caSi, sad viqnebodi gamrje mSromeli, ar gamovcdidi me Ralats gzaSi da gavxdebodi miuwvdomeli...

msurda mefrina did simaRleze da ganmecada mTis idilia, magram sicocxlis mTel monakveTze mudam maxsovda didi ilia!

RmerTo, ixseni Sen Cemi eri! viyoT qarTvelni Seudrekelni da Sinauri ar gvyavdes mteri, maSin viqnebiT Cven uZlevelni!

Cemi samSoblos mosaxleobas


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minda vusurvo me siyvaruli, rac Cven mogvitans keTildReobas da gabrwyindeba miwa qarTuli! I. 2001

afxazeTo, Cemo gulistkivilo! Hhe, mamulo! grZnoba Seni movlisa marad yvela CvanTaganis valia.

Ggalaktioni

afxazeTo, Cemo miwav, obolo! Sen dagikarges is dideba Zveli, didi dardi me ras gadavayolo? daRvrili sisxli iq dRemdea sveli...

Tavis mamuls vinc sicocxle Seswira, samaradiso dideba im gmirebs! maTi rwmena ki mterma ver gangmira, mudam gvaxsovdes isini qarTvelebs!

istorias gvimaxinjebs mavani, saxezea didi provokacia da axda mtris saocnebo mizani: afxazTa sruli asimilacia!

istoriulad gaxlavarT afxazi, soxumSi dabadebuli_gazrdili, gadamTiels rom dRes hqvia afxazi, sisxlSia misi xelebi gasvrili!

afxazeTo, Cemo gulistkivilo! is maradmwvane momenatra mTebi... mSobliuro kerav_sulis Zaxilo, me rodis vnaxo Zveli saflavebi?!

walkoti xar, mxarev SavizRvispiro! is mokazmuli gixdeboda gemi,


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viT margaliti_Seni sanapiro, es netareba momenatra Cemi...

me mexilos saqme saSviliSvilo: Zlier erTmuStad Sekruliyos eri! afxazeTo_saqarTvelos tkivilo, iq an me vicxovreb an momklavs mteri! XI / 2000

mrwamsi me siyvarulis mona davrCebi da ver damjabnis boroti Zala! saTnoebasTan axlos davdgebi da mankieri ver gadamZalavs! dauSreteli me SemarTebiT erTgul siyvaruls vatareb gulSi... roca samSoblos winsvliT davtkbebi, maSin zeimi meqneba sulSi! me siyvarulis grZnobas avyvebi, vealersebi sikeTes qveynad, sandomian kacs gverdiT gavyvebi da vimoqmedebT mudam Cven erTad... me gazafxulze miwas davbarav, sadac davTesav sikeTis marcvlebs... valis movlenas swrafad davfarav da davulocav gzebs STamomavlebs! siaxloves dards ar gavikareb da imedi mas Secvlis naTeli... Tundac miWirdes, me ganvacxadeb: mSvenieria wuTisofeli! VI / 2001


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amJamad

saqarTvelos udgas Jami saxelmwifos gadarCenis... gadavlaxoT Wir-varami, dro movida qveynis rCenis!

sakuTar xalxs roca uWirs, gancxromaSi kaci scodavs! uRirsi gziT gamdidrebuls zne ara aqvs im sacodavs...

saqarTvelos roca uWirs, ver viqnebi bednieri... qveynis erTgul samsaxurSi gaisarjos Cveni eri! 06.05.01. megobars

eZRvneba kaxa lomias im megobars gaumarjos, vinc agacdens dabrkolebebs gzaSi an maT dasaZlevad vinc Sen erTgulad amogidgeba mxarSi! cbier adamianebs eride _ maTi ganzraxva mtrulia, avkargiani raindi moqmedebaSi vaJkacuria! megobari dagarigebs da gagimxels Sens Secdomebs pirSi, farisevels warmoadgens is, vinc gverdiT gaxlavs mxolod lxinSi...


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uangaro megobari _ viT jansaRi, uRalato gulia... mas WeSmaritad gaufrTxildi _ igi Seni siyvarulia! VIII / 2000

sar_vazoba Zmao, ZmiTa xar Zlieri. xalxuri

vazis norCi nergi davrge baraqian miwaze, viT uZluri bavSvi Canda da mivabi Tlil sarze, Cem vazs Ziri movuToxne, ar movakle alersi, Semdeg movrwye da vumRere _ me maqvs Cveva aseTi...

norCi vazi sars eWira Zlierad da erTgulad, sarma vazi ar datova zrdis procesSi eulad... avdarSi da qariSxalSi vazi iyo daculi, pirvelive mosavali man moisxa zRapruli!

dro gavida _ vazi idga mSvenieri, amayi, magram vazs ar daaviwyda saris didi amagi... sari dalpa, magram vazi Caexuta ZmasaviT... Tanadgomis Txzulebaa sar_vazobis ambavi!


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soxums me soxumi mSobliuri (sad qarTvelad vekurTxe) Zalzed miyvars, menatreba sanetaro es kuTxe! Sen, Savi zRvis margalito, saqarTvelos zRaparo! gamudmebiT ciskrovani mzis sxivebiT gamTbaro... Seni yure zurmuxtia; sanapiro _ almasi; Seni flora walkotia, saocari lamazi... borotebma gadagvkides afxazebi qarTvelebs... mankieri Zala CvenSi SuRls da mtrobas avrcelebs! mapatie, Cemo kerav, rom dagtoveT droebiT... geficebi, davbrundebiT mSvidobiT an brZolebiT! ver icocxlebs boroteba didxans, rogorc mters unda da soxumi ar darCeba upatronod, eulad... mSvidobis qveS vimegobrebT afxazi da qarTveli... soxumis da soxumlebis RmerTi iyos mfarveli! 21.08.05.


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mudam axlos viyoT RmerTTan da RmerTi iqneba CvenTan!

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sxvebis rCevebs daukvirdi, Sens azrebs ki daufiqrdi...

* * * avbediT Jams gamagreba mudam unda vcado, msurs vicxovro, viazrovno, mware ganvicado...

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me mirCevnia, viyo kacTmoyvare da ara pativmoyvare.

* * * mezobeli xalxis ubedurebaze mzrunveli eri _ Tavad ver gaxdeba bednieri.

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visac sxvisi qmnilebis obieqturi Sefaseba ar ZaluZs, igi sakuTar faseulobas ver Seqmnis.


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maia q-s ra damaviwyebs Sens gabrwyinebas, roca maia, me Sen gixile, maSin avyevi muzis dinebas da wrfeli guliT Senze vifiqre...

leri nozaZe finansebisa da aRricxvis departamentis maTematikuri modelirebisa da informaciuli teqnologiebis mimarTulebis asicirebuli profesori

* * * samwuxaroa, - sanugeSos veras gpirdebiT. varT gasaWirSi, - aTas wvrilmans gadamkideni. bedis anabrad migdebulebs arvin gvsaklisobs... Cvens sacxovrisSi viRac ucxo mamasaxlisobs. arad gvagdeben, viT uvargis Cvars an nawilaks. sadRac migvkarges, - aman tanjva gaaaswila. da aRar viciT, (dro ireva) – Cven ra mogvelis...


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riT gavaxaroT gulisswori, gulismpyrobeli!.... 12. 02. 05

nakvesebi

moviqnioT ankesebi da vixumroT nakvesebiT. nacremlni da nasevdebi nakvesebiT gavmxnevdebiT. Sexla-Semoxla Segvxvda flidebTan, Rirseba fulze ar iyideba. gadmoviSuSe Tqveniv sarkedan rac davinaxe zedmet-naklebad. da miCneulma farul mankebad veWvob, ivargos sanTel-sakmevlad. irgvliv, rom vxedav, rafra qajoben, sikvdils, vrwmundebi, marTla vajobe. nu elodebi pativs zeaxals, roca amxela ambicia xar. mxolod zedmeti ambicia xar tyuila ggonia ramiT wina xar. qenjna arCie, dardis Senaxva, vwuxvar, rom Turme.. mteri Sena xar. gverdiT mdgoms Tu Seawuxeb, ra gaRimebs, ra gasuqebs? ratom ver guob sxvam iarwivos, Sen ganze gadge boRmis nawilo! Tundac erTi amosunTqviT mjobns ewveva jeri srulqmnis da rom Rirsi aRiaron...


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Tvali ar daabrialo! SevagroveT titulebi mecn. muSakTa fitulebis. "vin – Rirsia, vin ara" – m Tavi moimZinara. wavxdiT. swor gzas veRar vcnobT. deda- Svils ar aiyvans. erTurTisgan es xalxi am cxovrebam gariya. ra axlosaa zogi zenitTan, raRac mizezTa gamo ver iTqva. qveyanam dainaxosa mwvervalTan rogor axlos xar! mxolod zogis misaxedad moicala RmerTma. gonze modiT, SeaCereT boRmis amoxeTqva! movaridoT Tvalebs sulis simwire, siSiSvle. codo aris kaci, - xels rom mudam sxvisken iSvers. gTxovT ganeridoT yovlad ukuRmarT gagebasa da zemoqmedebas. Tu damijerebT... yvelaze metad me mspobs aseTi Semoqmedeba! Tqven SeiZleba erTi gegonoT me vgulisxmobde prototips sul sxvas. dee, ukeTesi gamogegonoT! gagviadvilebs Rimils da sunTqvas! Tundac aTasSi erTi erios, simarTle mainc siZlierea! naTqvams – amSvenebs ganzogadeba.


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sagnebs – Sesafer rigSi dadeba. gadmoviSuSe Tqveniv sarkedan

rac davinaxe zedmet-naklebad. da miCneulma farul mankebad veWvob, ivargos sanTel-sakmevlad.

* * * gsurs pirvelobas Cemobde? Snoian sityvas flobde? - unda raRacis gjerodes, qaric saSenod qrodes. unda gwyalobdes(gagaCndes) unari gansaxvaveblad sxvisgan, maamebelma Tu gnaxa, agwonis misxal-misxal! Tavi Tund mefed migaCndes, Tu ver saubrob laRad,- ar gagikvirdes – silaCrec rom mogaxvios daRlam , ver gamoxato mzaoba oriod mwiri fraziT, Turme (egeb) moswyindi Taobas da( Cans,) gadagisves xazi! 02. 04. 05

* * * mTrgunavs, veRar vsji, droc unda wyalSi gadayras amagis. yovel wams mebrZvis fortuna,


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orTa wyals Sua Cavvardi. Rimili "mabams" qilikiT: gadarCi, - agcda tyviao. Tqma arc gabedo – "vin iyo?" Tqvi: - "ise, axic kiao". absurdul yofas gaCveven: alRo auRe Wkviano – rom SeZlo " mama-marCenals" axloSi utorRialo.... 12. 05. 05

yvelaze... yvelaze.... siyvaruls – bedis Zvirfas saCuqars mudmiv tkivilis gamo xsnac unda: radgan – ar imCnevs, magram, - atarebs; ebrZvis yvelaze Znelad gamtarebs. 12. 05. 05

meti iRime.... ambebs aRiqvam sxvaTa bambis aCxrialebad da getireba , - maTTvis laRi roa sawuTro. xma idumali: "ukeTesi riT ars? ra nebavs? anda ara icis, samduravi rom aqvs sxvas ufro!?" gamodis: - radgan sxvisi dardi moCans feradad, ra Zala gadgas, - aitkivo Tavi Sen raRad?


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iqcie Cvevad,- uerTgules rCevad miiRe: viTom saxsovar suraTs iReb, viTom RiRineb.... meti iRime.... meti iRime.... meti iRime.... 29. 05. 05

* * * rogor menatrebiT... sul minda gkocnideT.... gxedavdeT morTulebs da ... da CemTvis moclilebs. gaverToT aTasi xasxasa ambebiT. dros, swrafad rom gadis, - uqmad ar davnebdeT. davTqvaT, - nu viqceviT bedis morCilebad. vcadoT Cveneburad "SeyoyloCineba!" Cveni safiqrali, Cveni norCi neba, modiT, gadvunergoT erTmaneTs gulebSi. radgan sisadave aris sisruleSi, natvra moviyvanoT wamsve sisruleSi. Tavi oqros Tevzad igrZnon qorWilebma rogorc megobrebma oqros qorwilebSi! 03. 06. 05


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daviT reviSvili teqn. mecn. doqtori. daamTavra moskovis msubuqi mrewvelobis geqnologiis instituti, teqnikuri universitetis profesori, Cveni uversitetis didi megobari

saqarTvelos momavalze mofiqralo momavalze mofiqralo daiko da Zamiko, Cvenma xalxma, ucnaurma, ra dagvmarTa, ra gviyo? me erT ambavs mogiyvebiT: sad iyo, sad ar iyo, zRvaSi kunZuli rom iyo da rom oTxad gaiyo. erTze darCnen mSromelebi, meoreze - becebi, mesameze – mliqvnelebi, meoTxeze – mxecebi. da rodesac sworad svlis gzas ver Sexedes becebma, - Cumad-Cumad, saTiTaod gadaylapes mxecebma. mliqvnelebma raki naxes mxecTa yofa advili, miCoCdnen da daulokes kudisqveSa adgili. Sexmatkbildnen da kavSiric ar hqoniaT faruli, gadawyvites miiTvison mSromelebis mamuli. sami mxridan Seesivnen (meoTxe xom zRva iyo) da mSromelTa naamagi uceb Wirma waiRo. angries da daitaces wlebis SromiT naSeni da ar iyo kunZulelTa arsaidan saSveli, cbieri mxeci iZaxda: droSa momaqvs sawmindo, mSromelebs sisxls imitom vwov, - cud sisxlisgan gavwmindo. es ambavi tyuil-marTali, giTxar dav da Zamia vici, rom Wkviani xar da miTxar visi bralia!?


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da ra gzaa daubrundes kunZulelebs goneba? xom ar unda velosipeds isev gamogoneba? 1995

xareba dRes xarebaa – RvTismSobels RvTiurma xmam rom axara. RvTisa Svilisa Casaxvam, Rrubeli rom gadayara. dRes xarebaa, nanatri, naocnebari rom axda, RvTisa nebiTa wmindanSi RvTis mogzavnili Casaxlda. RmerTma xalxs gamougzavna mZleveli umecrebisa. dResac mas veliT, dResac dgas zvaoba xalxis mtrebisa. ra cudi bedi gvqonia, kargs rom arafers gvpirdeba, daavadebul Cem xalxs dRes RvTis daxmareba sWirdeba. vocnebob, sanTliT daveZeb, vinaa igi mSobeli gamouzardos samSoblos sibnelis damamxobeli. 2000


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guli mReris midioda dRe ivnisis dTemaRali; horizontze mTvare miwas ecleboda; baRSi idga gogo- gedi yelmaRali, TvalmomRimars loyebi ecremleboda. foTlebs Soris sxivTan Citi TamaSobda maTrobeli qroda hangi frinvelT stvenis. gogos gulSi ki is sityva navardobda, "miyvarxaro" naCurCulebs kvlav, rom elis. Semofrinda vaJi, tuCma tuCi naxa, da CurCuliT sityva trfobiT gaicvala. gogom vardi gulTan frTxilad Seinaxa. dro garboda, foTlebi sul daicvara. Tendeboda. wyvili cvrian balaxs Telis. siCumeSi ismis xmebi gulis Zgeris. gogos Tvalebs uxmod esmis biWis mzeris, gulSi gulad guli Cajda, guli mReris. 1995w.

vaJas!

yanas xnavdi fexSiSveli, WamisTvisac ar gecala. netavi, ra iqnebodi, ase rom ar gewvala? xnulSi Tesdi margalitebs svlis mnaTobel kerebad. bevrze metad Sen atare


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eris kacis uReli. daCagrulebs mfarvelobdi azr da mklavmouRleli. usamarTlos ver itandi, ar iyavi morCili, daqanculi, buxris piras ar ijeqi moclili. da sityvebi, brwyinvaleni gamogyavda ferebiT, Sromisagan gadaRlili, dakoJrili xelebiT. ici, axla qurdebs, msuqnebs, rom uwyeben qebasa?: Sen Tqvi: "suli sjobs gasuqdes leSis gasuqebasa." ici, ufro mogvimravlda mZarcveli yvav-yorani, gaRmis nacvlad ukuRma gziT waviyvaneT borani. axla ufro modaSia gzaabneviT msjeloba. axla ufro metad uyvarT xalxis, qveynis mteroba; ar moSlila, gaizarda Cven xalxSi es xeloba. Sen, rom dedas RmerTad cnobdi, Svilis gamzrdels lamazad. axla mSoblis misamarTiT viginebiT anazdaT. yvela sityva, rac arsebobs garyvnili da uxamsi, dedisaTvis SeviZineT sibinZuris duqanSi. bevrze guli rom gtkioda


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isev darCa tkivlada. winamZRolma rom gagvwira ase oxrad, tivlada. magram RmerTi gzas gauxsnis Senebr mSromel marjvenas da arwivi daiyivlebs simarTlis gamarjvebas, moveswrebiT Tbil gazafxuls, yelmoReril iasa, yvav-yornebs damarcxebulebs da cxovrebas mziansa. kaci Sen unda gemsgavsos Tesos, momkas, galewos, aSenos da anagebi utvinod ar dalewos. Seni sibrZne Tu vismineT, yvelaferi gamova, Sen mwvervalze albaT didxans veravin ver amova. 13. 09. 03

qoSigora aq Zveli nasaxlaria. yofila didi qalaqi. naSTia qimze kedlebis da didebuli samarxi. aseTi sarkofagebi me jer ar mqonda nanaxi. miwis safar qveS gamoCnda saZirkveli da gza Zveli. magram mSeneblis saxelis


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miwa veraa gammxeli. am adgils gadutania wlebi mravali da Zneli. iqneb aq, swored aq iyo im kacis bina, saxl-kari, iqneb am adgils mec misebr Toxi da bari davkari. iqneba cixes icavda, xmliT da mSvild-isriT omobda, an iqneb lukma purisTvis miwas ebrZoda , Sromobda. iqneba saxls aSenebda, xexils rgavda da uvlida, an Tu im kedels agebda, qalaqs rom irgvliv uvlida. iqneba sarkofagebis is iyo qvebis gamTleli; iqneba misgan gamodis Cemi gvari da saxeli da RmerTma aq momiyvana, rom mas davunTo sanTeli. siamovnebiT vasruleb, mas, rac gamCenis nebaa, winapris sulis xseneba, - es Cemi sulis Svebaa. winapris sulis siwminde, rom darCes xeluxlebeli, RmerTo, nebisa yovlisa var Seni Semsrulebeli. 1999


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Cemo qveyanav! Cemo qveyanav, paradoqsulo, eklian gzaze cremliT givlia. gamogizrdia daviTi , SoTa, Tamari, soso, vaJa, ilia. madli maT saxels. locva, dideba yvelas, yvelas, vinc valmoxdilia. magram, o, magram Sen gazrdilebSi arakacebis didi wilia. dResac qveyanas yvlefen isini, guli romelTa qvisgan Tlilia. bevri gyolia laCari, beci, cotas hqonia guli mxedruli. da me ar vici, sul ameria, madloba giTxra Tu sayveduri!? Svilebic yide, gaasaCuqre, sxvas gvamsaxure suliT mborgali. me is xviCa var, me is goCa var, Sen rom mSobe da Sen rom momkali. satkbod namynobze Sxami mawveTe, sulSi mafurTxe, sevdiT amivse. me is SoTa var, is daviTi var, mSobeli miwa rom ar maRirse. o, Cemo miwav, miwav utkbeso, ratom gamyine siTbos Cveuli. vin gamarkvios, ram gamarkvios, ratom davdivar gulCaxveuli. iman xom ara – suliT rom vaWrobs, an qalma, kacma sxeuls rom hyidis, iqneb mngrevelma qarTuli keris, rom aRar darCa gageba ridis. da daCoqwili vloculob dRe-Ram,


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RvTisgan naboZi didi qoneba Cem xalxs, lamazi qarTul miwisa, dabrunebodes saRi goneba. 1999

dRis sizmari erTxel me dRisiT sizmari vnaxe: xesTan videqi Cafiqrebuli, uceb saidan gamoCnda saxe, TvalismomWrelad gabrwyinebuli. Seirxa tani, - iwyo narnari RvTiuri xeliT gamoZerwilma.. ucnaur ZaliT momtaca Tvali, mzera gayina Rawvze wertilma. meCvena: momWres fexic da xelic, cocxal mzis sxiviT mzec rom aWrelda. sxivebi iyo nazic da mwvelic, xes qristesaviT rom mimaWeda. wamiT davbrmavdi da gonebaSi gaCnda sizmaris didi zRapari: angelozebi dafrendnen caSi yvela Tvalwinmdgom gogos magvari.. Tvali gavaRe, rom gamisworda, siturfes Sevxvdi Cumi taSiTa, SemomanaTa, Canda moswonda gamcda RimiliT morcxviT, naziTa. ganagrZo gza da datova CemSi dammonebeli sxivebis kona: xan maTrobeli, xan ki saxvneSi. silamazis xom yvela varT mona.


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1996

kargebi varT? qarTveloba odiTganve lesda ZmaTa saklav danebs. Zmis mkvlels RmerTi rom ar swyalobs, es codvaa rom gvawvalebs. kargs rom vebrZviT, marTals vdevniT, sibilwes rom vuRebT karebs, - es codvebi, es codvebi gvawvalebs da ar gvaxarebs. ...............

roland sinataSvili universitetis dacvis samsaxuris ufrosi policiis polkovniki. daamTavra i. WavWavaZis saxelobis ucxo enaTa da i. gogebaSvilis saxelobis pedagogiuri universitetebi.

gaxsovdeT

pirs rom gaaReb da sityvas ambob, fasi maSin aqvs borots rom dagmob. ojaxis Seqmna, mere SerCena, aris mTavari


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ho, - Cemo kargo. qmars pirveloba dauTme,

cols uTanagrZe, gauge, Svilebis Sobas da aRzrdas qristes moZRvreba daude. rasis da sqesis aRrevas ojaxis, qveynis dangrevas, brZolaSi sikvdils girCevdi sicocxlis gadasarCenad. Svili ar Sobe - da ar aRzarde, xe Tu ar darge – ar gaaxare, qarTuli saqme Tu ar akeTe da saqarTvelos ar emsaxure,

SemoTeslilebs Tu ar gandevni, winapris saxels Tu daiviwyeb, CaTvale, - tyuilad gaCndi am qveynad, Seni misia ver Seasrule.

Tu yvela qarTvels me davarwmuneb maSin am Cem leqss aq davasruleb. 14. 11. 06

Zmano qarTvelno kaci rom, aTjer sufras gagiSlis, qarTulad, Zmurad, guls rom gagixsnis, Sen, orjer


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metad didis pativiT aCuqe siTbo xels arvin giSlis. saxelovani saqme vakeToT, Tavisuflebis Zegli vaSenoT, Cveni

qarTuli ukvdavi jiSiT mTeli samyaro rom davamSvenoT.

simRera Sromis. kacobis, brZolis, mudam qarTuli saqmis keTeba. qristes gziT svlaa Cveni mizani da vaJkacuri suliskveTeba. da dedamiwis brunvasTan erTad, brunavs cxovreba da bediswera, vadidoT Cveni


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am qveynad mosvla, da momavlisken imediT mzera. 2006

* * * r - ogorc futkari yvavilis neqtars, o - cnebiT warsuls veRar Sordebi. l - amis dagadnos samSoblos sevdam, a - lerss giZRvnian mwvane kordebi. n - etavi hyavdes samSoblos bevri, d - id sulovnad rom yvelgan erTvebi. i - qneb vuSveloT daSlil qveyanas, s - uliT da guliT mec gierTdebi.

xan wyarosaviT wynari xar, xan giJmaJi xar TergiviT, xan koconiviT mxurvale, xan civi aisbergiviT.

xan maRla caSi dahqrixar, xan miwas sul ver scildebi, zigjer sul yvelas axsovxar, zogjer sul arvis sWirdebi.

xan zRva da okeane xar, xan ki cremliviT patara, xan gazafxulma dagkocna, xan qarma xeliT gatara.

xan Semodgomis dardi xar, xan gvirilebis sicili, zogjer sikeTe gagaTbobs,


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zogjer kankaleb siciviT. zogjer Zmac ki ar gaCvenebs

sulSi gaCenil iarebs, - da viRac ucxo, sul ucxo, zogjer dards gagiziarebs.

xan mefed gaqcevs gangeba, xan monada xar qceuli, xan gverdiT gidgas sul yvela, xan rCebi sul mTlad euli. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 26. 06. 04

lado qistauri siyvaruli siyvaruli auxsneli movlenaa maradi siyvaruli saucxoo ferebSia naxati siyvaruli saocnebo gulSi fifqTa cvenaa siyvaruli unazesi vardis cremlTa denaa siyvaruli jadosnuri saocari grZnobaa siyvaruli alersia mijnurTaTvis trfoba siyvaruli zRaprulia realobad aRTqmuli siyvaruli RvTiuria zecaSi danTqmuli siyvaruli cisartyelas ferebSia brwyinvale siyvaruli poetTaTvis aris riTmTa mdinare siyvaruli samyaroSi mefed mjdomi Zalaa siyvaruli galobaa rogorc dedis, nanaa. siyvaruli sasikeTod siZulvilis mteria siyvaruli CvenSi mefobs da is aTasferia


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siyvaruli ToTo foTlis utkbilesi enaa siyvaruli mTis arwivTa kldeTa zeda frenaa siyvaruli aisis mzis mocimcime sxivia siyvaruli xan mxurvale, xan yinulze civia siyvaruli Taobebis Sedgenili miTia siyvaruli brwyinvalea rogorc margalitia siyvaruli saocnebo, saocrad diadia siyvaruli ciskaria, Ramis ganTiadia siyvaruli ulevia, gulis nazi senia siyvarulis aRmwereli TiTon rusTavelia siyvaruli olimpoze mefed mjdari zevsia siyvaruli unazesTa Soris unazesia. 30. 12. 05

* * * mTam aikeca nislebi rogorc kalTebi Coxisa, zed silamaze gamoCnda mTebis yvavilTa xaliCis. xevsureTs Cqami daetyo gamoiRviZa xalisiT. emzadebian saxatod mkvidrni yoveli saxlisa, miemarTeba xatobas xevsurni erTi gvarisa. maT TvalSi cecxli kiafobs scvivaT kvesebi alisa, xatis karebze erTmaneTs uTxres wyaloba xatisa. xucesi locavs mosulTa


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ali irxeva sanTlisa, etyobaT rogor laRoben xmaurze ara dumilze. suni igrZnoba sanTlisa, iqve kuratis Rmuilze kurati Semoatares, rogorc xatobis wesia. xevsurni wesebs icaven winaparT danaTesia. saklavi xucess mihgvares, manac aanTo sanTeli da SesawiriT mosulebs uZRvna kurTxeva naTeli. kuratis Sublze xucesma jvari daswera sanTliTa, qada gasera oTxaTa saklavic dakla xanjliTa. locva-kurTxeva warmoTqva Tavisi tkbili eniTa, rogorc mTis Svilebs sCveviaT da gamjdari aqvT geniTa, xevsurT Rreoba gamarTes cekva da cxenTa Weneba. yanwi yanwzeda dacales xatis Zals ase eneba, erTurTs kafiiT amkobdnen moleqse xevsurT Svilebi farikaobas iwyeben xatisgan dalocvilebi. cxenTa jiriTi Tvals stacebT baridan stumrad asulTa, isrebad hqrodnen mxedrebi jiriTi male dasrulda saklavic bevri daikla,


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rogorc sCveviaT mTis Svilebs mTas Tavis Svilni Tu ara is sxva aravis iSvilebs.

* * * Cemi leqsebi udardelia da momRimari viT mzea dilis Tu vinme erTxel mainc Caxedavs mSvidi ganwyoba mis gulSi ivlis.

* * * * ifeTqe gulo rato Cerdebi ganagrZe feTqva Tavisufali keTils keTili TvaliT Sexede borots nu gansji ,ar xar ufali. 14. X. 2005

* * * *Y cremli arasdros ar damanaxo Rimili? ramdenic ginda dardi? Sens saxes sul ar uxdeba rato? saxe gaqvs wminda. 19. X. 2005

* * * * netav ra aris Cveni sicocxle Znelad savali da wamieri


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modiT vicocxloT Cven yvelam ise ar SevuSaloT aravis xeli. 23. X. 2005

* * * Sens Tvalebs sicocxlis sxivi ukrTis bavSvuri ocnebebiT naTdeba, maTSi silaJvarde irekleba maTi ocnebebi axdeba maTSi iisebri sinaze JRers saxes sulis sarked amCnevia, maTSi siyvarulis sxivi moCans grZnobas boroteba ar sCvevia Seni TvalTa feri laJvardia dilis aisiviT naTeli erTi gamoxedvac maradia rogorc wmindanebis sanTeli nazi Tvalebi gaqvs meocnebe uZiroa rogorc wylis sarke maTSi varskvlavebi kiafoben grZnobad enTebian cal-calke. Seni TvalTa feri ucnobia jer ar Tqmuli feriT naTdeba maTi sxivi xiblavs garSemomyofT maTi ocnebebi axdeba. 08. 01. 05

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Tu keTil saqmes azrs ver ugeb, ar gisruldeba RvTismSobels sTxove, sanTlis SuqiT agisruldeba. jvarcmasTan midi da sanTeli masac daunTe Tu ginda hpovo swori azri, Seni saunje. da Tu guliT gsurs qveyanaze kargi akeTo, maS borots uxme: keTilisken modi, aqeTo! Tu guliT ginda daimkvidro Seni adgili es aris rTuli, ar gegonos ase advili Seni cxovrebis rTuli gzebiT sworad iare da Tuki Secdi, uyoymanod es aRiare. iyavi SenTvis da giyvardes mxolod simarTle Tu brali dagdes usamarTlod, Tavic imarTle. RmerTi iqneba yvelaferSi Seni mfarveli gwamdes simarTlis da iyavi guliT qarTveli. 25. 04. 05

guli atirda guli atirda, albaT Sen gnatrobs stiqonTa sxivi SenTvis anTia, mzis nacvlad saxe gagbrwyinebia Seni saxe xom aTinaTia. guli atirda Senze fiqrebSi, ramdeni Rame TeTrad aTia. axla sada xar, netav sada xar? RvTiuri sxivi SenTvis anTia, guli atirda Sens molodinSi Sens gamo tiris, albaT - senia. is SenTvis tiris, Sen ki Sorsa xar


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misi tirili arc ki gsmenia. guli atirda veRar gnaxulobs, es guli wminda grZnobas inaxavs, yovelTvis gnatrobs, Senze loculobs sxva feria ki mas arvina hyavs. Senze fiqrobs da ocnebobs mudam, mis ocnebaSi angelozs hgavxar! Sen jer ar ici, magram is getyvis, rom wminda grZnobiT mas Sen uyvarxar! fici ar kmara, locva ar kmara, rom dagimtkicos es siyvaruli. RmerTis winaSe muxlmoyriT glocavs, am striqons wers da kvlav tiris guli. 2004w.

* * * * Zliero vefxvo, siZlieris emblemad gsaxav, Sen siZliere, mrisxaneba gamogsaxvia, magram moymemac ar dagido toli brZolaSi, misma danaxvam brZolis cecxlSi wamsve gagxvia. arcerTma daTmeT brZolis veli da arc sicocxle, erTurTs SeakvdiT, rogorc gmirni iRupebian! qarTvelTa Soris ise darCiT, rogorc legenda! da Tqveni Zvlebic albaT kldeTa qimze lRvebian, Sens Zl;ier totebs ver gauZlo jaWvis perangma, verc Zvali uZlebs gamowrtobils


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folads moymisas! aseT brZolaSi ver gadarCiT da arvis ukvirs. miwa da zecac ki SeiZra Tqveni brZolisas, iyavi vefxvi da icavdi Tavs moymisagan, Tavis mxriv moymec gamovlinda brZolas Cveuli. Sen ara gqonda misebr xmali, nawrTobi rkina da arc mas hqonda dakunTuli Senebr sxeuli. brZolis piroba orivesTvis Tanasworobda! da sicocxlemac ar dagtovaT arcerTi ise. moymis maxvilma Seni guli, roca gangmira angelozebma misi sulic afrines myisve da roca moyme daitira mSobelma dedam, Seni mSobelic misebr cxeli cremliT tiroda! Tu moymis dedam Svili zarda vefxvTan mebrZoli, vefxvis dedac xom rkinis mebZol Svils dastiroda! Tqveni legenda rCeba marad, ukunisamde! Tqven gaRiares mebrZolebo brZolis gmirebad! Tqveni sulebi zecas ifrens


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ukvdav mebrZolad, da dedamiwas kvlav mebrZolad moevlineba! 15. I. 2005

* * * * Tvalebs rato xri, roca me gimzer, Tvalebs rato xri, roca me mxvdebi? rato ibnevi da ucnaurad rato mimzeren Seni Tvalebi! sul rato Relav, roca giyureb rato marideb saocar mzeras Tvalebdaxrili gverdiT Camivli Tan Tmebs isworeb nazsa da qeras. roca Sen gimzer wera mindeba da roca vjdebi sityva ar modis. im wams Sens saxes warmovidgen da riTmebi leqsSi mwyobrad gamodis. arcerTs ar gvyofnis gambedaoba, rom vesaubroT erurTs fiqrebiT rodemde gastans aseTi qceva mainc ramden xans ase viqnebiT! Cemi survili erTad erTia rom erTmaneTi gavicnoT axlos rom Cemma muzam Cemma fiqrebma Cems striqonebSi Sig Segasaxlos


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minda rom igrZno Seni sinaze da silamaze SenSi faruli vamCnev rom guli grZnobiT savse gaqvs ufro ganazebs Sen siyvaruli. minda rom guli gadagiSalo minda gavandoT erTurTs fiqrebi minda icode samaradJamod Cemi leqsebis sxivi iqnebi. 21.X.2005.

izolda RonRaZe

saqarTvelos miwa mters sixaruls nu vaCvenebT xalxno, Zala unda movikriboT mklavSi, Cveni eris sasikeTod, getyviT, erTurTs unda amovudgeT mxarSi. nuTu Zala aRar Segvwevs xalxno? ase unda CavimuxloT didxans? sacodavo, Cemo tkbilo ezo, mtkavel-mtkavel gayidulo miwav oqro-vercxlze nu gavyidiT xalxno, saqarTvelos mama-papur miwas, goja-goja gayidulo ganZo, mebralebi saqarTvelos miwav. bobolebo, Tqven gagvyideT ase, TiTqos dana gamogvisviT yelSi, RmerTi aras gapaTiebT xalxno, aRmoCndebiT Tqvenc uares dReSi.


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mogiwodebT damSeulo ero, mTrebisagan daTrgunuli rom varT, sveticxovels rom agebda, iciT, mSieri da fexSiSveli mona. iqneb CvenTvis amobrwyindes zeca, gagvinaTdes saqarTvelos dila, yvelam erTad vadRegrZeloT minda, erTiani saqarTvelos miwa. 18.03.05

s i z m a r i guSinwin tkbilad meZina RamiT da saocari sizmaric vnaxe, eklesiaSi Sevedi viTom da xatebis win, sanTlebi vanTe. vilocebodi, RmerTs vTxovdi Svelas, pirjvars viwerdi TavSeburuli am dros Soridan gamoCnda qriste, wyali mapkura macocxlebeli gaxarebulma gamoviRviZe da TiTqos Sveba vigrZeni diliT Semimsubuqda dardi, fiqrebi veRar vfaravdi, sixaruls, Rimils RmerTo! es scena cxadliv maCvene Cems xalxs mieci, cxovreba mSvidi, tkbili sizmrebi amicxade da da amisrule ocneba didi. 13.05.05


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simRera minda simRera minda, magram gulSi ar memRereba, sicili minda da Rimilic ar mekareba, ra memRereba, ra mecineba – adamiano – wuTisofelma momivlina tanjva – wameba vici, am yofas dasasruli ar elodeba vici, RiRini arasodes ar meRirseba maS, risTvis gavCndi am qveyanaze Tu ki sicocxle, Ciris fasad ar eRireba. RmerTo! Zliero, gadmogvxede, madli gvapkure, Segvimsubuqe gza cxovrebis, gadagvarCine. avismqmnelebi, mZarcvelebi gaanadgure. keTili saqmis mosurneni warmoaCine. 09.04.05

guSin raRacas movkari yuri guSin, raRacas movkari yuri, TiTqos samSoblo kvlav ayvavdeba, ar gveyoleba gaWirvebuli, tkbili cxovreba kvlav dabrundeba. guSin, raRacas movkari yuri, yvela sawarmo amuSavdeba, ar gveyoleba mSier-mwyurvali fuli gveqneba gadasarCenad. guSin, raRacas movkari yuri, rom sazRauri gagvididdeba, aRar gveqneba TavSi sacemi da aRarasdros gagviWirdeba.


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guSin, raRacas movkari yuri da mixaria, iciT ra rigad? rom sibereSi damilxindeba ar Sevawuxeb arvis – amrigad. 09.04.05

vuZRvni dabadebis dReze Cems SviliSvils s a l o m e s TiTqos guSin mogvevline qveynad, TiTqos guSin amoidgi ena, cameti wlis Segvisruldi salo, gexveviT da geferebiT yvela bebo, babu, roca gtuqsavs Svilo, xom ici,rom SenTvis kargi gvinda, mogvismine, dagvijere, salo, guls nu gvatken, nu Segvxedav cudad. zedmet sityvas ver avitanT, bebo, Tumca amas Sengan arcki veliT, siyvaruliT amoivse guli suyvelafers Segisrulebs RmerTi. Sens dedikos, mamikos da Sens Zmas, vaJkacurad daudeqi gverdSi, megobrebic gaiCine blomad, da gaSlili armoCndebi mxrebSi. bednieri gaizarde, bebo, siyvaruli ar moiklo eris, es cameti ki ara da, Svilo, ascameti memeteba SenTvis. 17.05.05


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m o n a t r e b a mogiwyenia, Cemo Tbiliso, TiTqos bunebac dastiris amas, yvela ubani semoviaroT vipoviT kidev Zvel Tbiliss gana? sad mogiZio, Zvelo Tbiliso! is sixalise sad gahqra netav? sanapiroze Zveli hangebiT, veRar daatkbob am Tbiliss albaT. netav wamiTac Sentan mamyofa Seni siturfe kidev maCvena, xalxi vixilo galaRebuli da Tu movkvdebi, ar medardeba. 04.10.05

Cems gardacvlil mSoblebs me Tqvens mere Zlier gamiWirda, TiTqos CemTvis aRar dgeba dari, guli ufro damimZimda maSin, ros vixile daketili kari. ezo-yure moviare irgvliv, Wur-maransac gadavavle Tvali, Tvalze bindi gadamekra myisve boRmisagan Zirs davxare Tavi movefere vazebsa da xexils, Tqveni xeliT dargulsa da gazrdils, SviliSvilebs dauloceT vici, Tqven ki, mSvidad gaixureT kari. menatrebiT, Cemo tkbilo xalxo, saukunod rom daxuWeT Tvali, geficebiT, roca TqvenTan moval mxolod maSin momexsneba dardi.


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nato (natalia) cabaZe

megobrebi isini quCis usufTao kuTxeSi isxdnen da gamvlelebs aTvalierebdnen.

- gSia? – hkiTxa erTma meores. - ...... - kargi, mec mSia, wavideT rac movagroveT

boTlebi CavabaroT... maRali win midioda tomaraakidebuli, dabali sapatio manZilze misdevda ukan. boTlebi, Tanamedrive standartebiT aSenebul maRaziaSi, pomadiT moTxupnul gamyidvels miutanes.

- ori lari da 35 TeTri, esaa Cveni fuli megobaro, mogvatyues magram ... ra viyidoT? – hkiTxa maRalma dabals.

- ..... - kidev Zexvi, mainc Zexvi, isev Zexvi,

kargi, viyidoT. 1 lariani Zexvi, ori dRis win

gamomcxvari, gamyidvelisagan "axlad gasaRe- buli" puri iyides da nacnobi quCis mSobliur kuTxes miaSures. danayrdnen. ukve Ramdeboda.

- dRes, dilidanve, raRac kargad vera var... daviZinoT? – hkiTxa maRalma dabals.


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- ..... aTi wuTis Semdeg maRals eZina, dabali

Tvlemda. xandaxan cal Tvals gaaxelda, jer megobars Sexedavda, mere quCas moaTvalierebda da isev Tvlemas agrZelebda. . . .

- es ra ubedurebaa, - yviroda dilaadrianad viRac wiTelTmiani qali – es mawanwala, mkvdari mainc moaSoreT aqaurobas!

nacnobi quCis, usufTao kuTxeSi kvlav orni isxdnen. maRals gaunZrevlad eZina, dabals – ara.

- patruls gamouZaxeT? - ki, ai, modian. - mogvaSoreT aqedan, mkvdari mainc

movvaSoreT! – ar cxreboda wiTelTmiani. - ufroso, ZaRli ar gviSvebs axlos, ra vqnaT? – ikiTxa policiis dabalCinosanma.

- unda movklaT ZaRli, aba, aq xom ar davtovebT mkvdars?!

- albaT daTvra sawyali – icodebda erTi.

- ZaRlic rom ar Sordeba, sakvirvelia ase rogor SeiCvia? - agrZelebda Temas meore.

iaraRis gasrolis xma gaisma. . . . rasac sapasuxod mcireodeni wkmutuni mohyva. isini erTad damarxes upatronoTa sasaflaoze – erTmaneTs damgvanebuli kaci da ZaRli.

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avtobusi nel-nela Sevida sadgurSi. gaRebul fanjaraSi sadgurisaTvis damaxasiaTebeli xmauri ismoda. giorgim bargi moiZia da Casasvlelad moemzada. avtobusidan Casulma, xalxSi Zlivs ipova Tavisufali adgili, gaCerda da mZime CanTa Zirs dauSva..

- Zia, daxmareba xom ar gWirdebaT? miixeda. mis win 15-16 wlis gamxdari biWi

idga , xeli saRebavgadasuli urikasaTvis Caevlo da vedrebanarevi mzeriT Sehyurebda. giorgim biWi SeaTvaliera – urigod ar ecva.

- dagexmarebiT Zia, raa?! – xmac vedrebanarevi hqonda biWs.

- raki ase Zalian ginda, damexmare! gaeRima giorgis. biWma giorgis arc Tu msubuq bargs xeli daavlo, urikaze moaTavsa da giorgis Sexeda. – saiT?

- taqsebis gaCerebasTan. upasuxa giorgim. Zlivs gaikvlies gza. irgvliv uamravi yvavili iyideboda .

- ra xdeba? ramdeni yvavilia? – gaikvirva giorgim.

- dRes xom siyvarulis dRea! gaepasuxa biWi.

- aa, gasagebia ... hm... siyvarulis dRe .... raRac amdagvari Cvens drosac iyo ...

biWi Cqarobda. ... gzis gadakveTisas, swrafad mimaval manqanas win gadaurbina da mZRolmac ar daayovna... ywmawuri sityvebiT gajerda eTeri.


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taqsebTan male mividnen. biWma bargi CamoiRo urikidan.

- ramdeni mogarTvaT? – biWs Sexeda giorgim.

- 50 TeTri. moridebiT Tqva biWma da Tan Tvali giorgis saaTisaken gaapara.

- ai, inebe! – giorgim 1 lariani gauwoda. xurda ar minda!

- gmadlobT! didi madloba! – biWma swrafad Seatriala urika da wamiT Sedga. – romeli saaTia?

- Tormeti sruldeba. - gmadlobT, kidev erTxel didi madloba! - arafris, arafris! – giorgi axla ukve

gakvirvebuli uyurebda biWs; sulac ar hgavda es biWi tvirTis mzidavs. giorgim manqana SearCia, sabargulSi bargi Cadga da mZRols sTxova – erTi wuTiT gaval da male davbrundebi. bazrisken wavida. cota xans Sedga da irgvliv mimoixeda. yvavilebi iyideboda yvelgan – daxlebze, trotuarze...

- Zalian gTxovT, deida, larze meti ar maqvs, momeciT iebis es patara kona! – moesma giorgis viRacis vedrebanarevi xma. xma ecno... miixeda. - es xom is aris ... Cemi " damxmare" – gaivlo gulSi. biWma cotaodeni Txovnis Semdeg, iyida larad iebis kona da TiTqmis sirbiliT wavida.

- ra meqna? paemanze midioda ... meti ar maqvso.


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giorgi ukan gamobrunda. - dRes xom siyvarulis dRea! – biWis

sityvebi gaimeora giorgim da gaeRima.

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im wels adrianad movida Tovli sofelSi. noemberSi. - deda, deda!@ modi Cqara aq! naxe ra xdeba!? – maikos karadis kari gamoeRo, sadac zamTris Tbil tansacmels inaxavdnen da zizRnarevi mzeriT Sehyurebda raRacas. - ra xdeba Svilo? – oTaxSi maikos deda Semovida. - rogor Tu ra xdeba!? es saZaglebi! - raa, Svilo? – ver mixvda deda, karadaSi Seixeda da aRmoxda – ra kargebi arian! es ukanasknili sityvebi maikos paltoSi Cabudebul ciyvs da mis Svilebs eZRvneboda. - eseni arian kargebi!? deda ras ambob!? moaSore, ra , aq rogor Semovidnen? - ras ambob maiko!? ras hqvia movaSoro? gareT civa ... albaT Ria fanjridan Semovidnen.... sadme sxva adgils gadaviyvanoT... deda ciyvs SeeSinda... gaiqca sawyali....

- efere axla amaT ! Cemi palto! Cemi palto dauWriaT! amaT vaCveneb seirs! – maikom arad Caagdo dedis sityvebi – codoni arian, me mivxedav, araferi dauSavoo – paltos xeli daavlo da aivanze gaitana. erTxans zizRiT uyura pawawina ciyvebs, paltos ki -


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sinanuliT da TovlSi gadaagdo. palto afrialda da pawawina mdgmurebi tovlSi aRmoCndnen. sacodavad wripinebdnen... maikos ki aranairi sibralulis grZnoba ar gasCenia, idga da uyurebda. uecrad sul axlos gaisma wripini. miixeda... deda ciyvi aivnis moajirze ijda da mas uyurebda... maikos moeCvena, rom TvalebSi Sehyurebda.

- moSordi aqedan, sazizRaro! – dauyvira maiam... ciyvi ki ijda da uyurebda. mas Semdeg aTi weli gavida. maia # samSobiaro saxlis erT-erT palataSi iwva da Wers Sehyurebda. palataSi Sinaurebi ireodnen – deda, meuRle, dedamTili, Zma. ... maia ki veravis amCnevda da araferi esmoda. mis gonebaSi zariviT rekda eqimis sityvebi – dRenakluli daibada da ... ver SevZeliT gadarCena.....

. . . erTi kvira gavida. arnaxuli svilis tansacmels damxobili maia, pirze RimilSeyinulma fsiqologma daarwmuna, rom Tu ase gaagrZelebda, qmarsac dakargavda. im dRes pirvelad wamodga sawolidan da sarkeSi Caixeda. sakuTar Tvalebs daakvirda ratomRac ... TiTqos aseTi Tvalebi sadRac enaxa ... ara, Tvalebi ki ara, maTSi Cabudebuli tkivili enaxa sadRac ... aTi wlis Semdeg pirvelad gaaxsenda maias ciyvi da misi Svilebi. gmadlob, nato!


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birJa

ijda da xazavda. ... qvaze ijda da qviSadqceul miwaze sxvadasxva geometriul figurebs xazavda... Tan fiqrobda ... fiqrobda da elodeboda, iqneb gamoCeniliyo vinme, visac muSa sWirdeboda.

. . . TbilisTan axlos, sofelSi cxovrobda.

dedaqalaqSi yovel diliT modioda soflidan da idga e. w. "Sromis birJaze". "birJaze " dgoma gansakuTrebiT zafxulSi uWirda. mze rom Zalian daaWerda, masaviT samuSaos saZebnelad gamosulebTan erTad, Tavs uSvelebel sareklamo abras afarebda.

Sin ori patara Svili, romlebsac pirze sul erTi da igive ikeraT – " mama, ar mogvitane qalaqis dabrawuli puri?!" da imediani coli eloda. saRamos saxlSi Tavdaxrili rom mividoda, coli Raribul sufras gauSlida da CasCurCulebda: - " ar inerviulo, yvelaferi kargad iqneba!" am dros undoda qveyana gadaebrunebina, magram ... meore dResac igive meordeboda. xandaxan ki iRbalsac axsendeboda misi arseboba.

. . . es dRec danarCenebs hgavda. Zalian

cxeloda. maxlobeli ludxana savse iyo xalxiT. ramdenjer unatria iq Sesvla ... axlac, ludis qafis gaxsenebaze kinaRam suli Seugubda. jibe moisinja , fuli amoiRo da


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gadaTvala. imdeni hqonda, saxlSic dabrundeboda da erT boTl ludsac iyidda. ludxanaSi Sevida. Taroze lamazad daelagebinaT ludis boTlebi, gverdiT ludze misayolebeli Tevzi da puri... sxvadasxva zomis da formis dabrawuli purebi ... erTxans uyura ludis boTlebs da gamyidvels fuli gauwoda: - ori puri momeciT!

amazedac, Cemo kargo!

ediSer futkaraZe

ekonomikur-humanitaruli

fakultetis asocirebuli profesori

wigni da qali

moverie Tavs, Rvino ar davlie, bavSvobasTan mivatove TamaSi, wignTan erTad sakmao gza gavlie, araferi iyo cudi amaSi. wigni mzrdida, cxovrebas maswavlida, wignTan dResac miCerdeba guli, mas Semdeg, rac bavSvobis dro gavida, rac Sevicvale, gavxdi megobruli. miyvars nacnoboba lamaz xalxTan,


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guli mainc ver eleva qalebs. maTamaSebs xSirad cecxlis alTan, roca vumzer maT mSvenier qalebs. macduria lamaz qalis Tvalebi, o, ramdenjer amiSales fiqrebi! nuTu ase Zlieri xarT qalebi, rom Tqvens gamo mivatove wignebi?! me mWirdeba wignebic da qalebic. wigni codnas, qali grZnobebs iZleva, wignis kiTxviT rom meRleba Tvalebi, anda roca energia ileva, maSin minda vnaxo Tqveni Tvalebi, maT ki marTlac SeswevT Cemi nugeSi, sikvdilamdis meyvarebiT qalebi, rogorc miyvarxarT Cems siWabukeSi!

eldar xaraziSvili

agronomiuli fakultetis IV kursis studenti

* * * sanam qarTvelis rwmenas icavs sveticxoveli, sanamde ZalgviZs siyvaruli iyos CvenTana, nu geSiniaT qarTvelebo crua yoveli Cveni samSoblo wilnayaria RvTismSobelTana.


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* * * wuTiT movedi sofelSi

sityvas daveZeb frTiansa sityvas lamazad akinZuls marTals da omaxiansa.

gzadagza vkrefav margalits Tqvenamde mosatanada wuTiT movedi sofelSi gvirgvinis mosarTavada.

* * * miyvarda erTi lamazi qali SavTvalwarbTmiani Tvalsa mtacebda Tvalebi Tvalebi giSrisTvliani mTvare simwifiT mTliani mzes gavda Rimiliani masze fiqrma da ocnebam guli waiRo mTliani

* * * JuJuna wvima movida, guli ocnebiT danama. Tu vinmem guli momikla, Sena da SenisTanama. gulze naWrevi Wriloba ar momayena danama Senma Tvalebma da kidev SeniTvalebisTanama. ar gsayvedurob icode, arc minda movkvde ocnebiT. viyavi, var da viqnebi me Sens Tvalebze mlocveli. ar gaifiqro ara da ar minda Seni wyaloba


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ara da mag Sens Tvalebze viswavle tkbili galoba . ara da Rrubeli gaqra, avdari Caqra marada, Seni Rimili rom mklavda, dari ver vican darada. ara da aRarc mze maTbobs, arc mTvare mawvdisA nugeSsa, varskvlavebic ar mwyaloben, fexi Camicda gubesa. JuJuna wvima movida, guli ocnebiT danama. Tu vinmem guli momiklas, iseve SenisTanama.

* * * sanatreli xar viT ukvdavebis wyaro ankara. sayvareli xar viT Svlis nukri norCi, patara dilis nami xar vardze RimiliT Tavs rom iwonebs. Cemi dardi xar, albaT momklavs Seni siSore. aiSlebian caze nislebi, sevdiT vivsebi. uSenobisgan lamaz striqonebs veRar mivwvdebi. daiclebian grZnobis Tasebi Rvinis fiqrebiT leqss siyvarulze veRar vityvi amgvar riTmebiT. Tu eg Rimili mowyurebuls wyurvils momiklavs, Tu Senze fiqri Tvalebs cremliT aRar momirTavs, Tu es gitara yvela striqons ase momirTavs – momirTmevia yvela SenTvis rac ki momirTavs.


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* * * ici ramdeni leqsi miTqvia

ici ramdeni damrCa saTqmeli. Cemi ocneba Senze fiqria, amaze fiqrobs yvela qarTveli.

minda davloco deda qarTveli dalocvili varT misgan mravaljer saficaria Seni saxeli da davificeb kidev aTasjer.

Sen simdidre xar qarTuli sityvis da siamaye saqarTvelosi. yvela qarTveli igives ityvis yvela suldgmuli mTa da mdelosi.

Sen siwminde xar dedao qarTlis da saqarTvelos didi simdidre Sen simtkice xar sityvisa marTlis, minda yoveldRe leqsebs giZRvnide.

Seni sikeTe me Zalas maZlevs striqoni striqonze gamovkvanZo da Seni saqme RmerTad rom gaqcevs ukvdavebaa usayvarleso.

* * * caze mze brwyinavda, guli ki gminavda sadRac mifrinavda ocneba Cemi. cremlmoreuli Tvali mibrwyinavda, savse mTvarea, marto davrCebi. dRemoreuli Rame minavlda guli ar mwydeba, saubars vrCebi, saubars vrCebi leqsebiT Cemi savse mTvaresTan RamenaTevi.


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madlobas movaxseneb yvela Cems

students, TanamSromels da megobars, vinc

dauzarlad damexmara kompiuterSi teqstis Setanisas,

xolo maT gvarebs mxolod imitom ar

vixsenieb, - uneblied vinme rom ar gamovtovo...

redaqtori leri nozaZe


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sarCevi

vasil amiriZe............................................................................. 3 SoTa barabaZe ...................................................................... 12 ioseb gafrindaSvili.........................................................18 giorgi zariZe ...................................................................... 28 guram kardanaxiSvili .................................................. 31 amalia kupraviSvili ..................................................... 39 zurab kutibaSvili ........................................................ 46 Temur nayofia ...................................................................... 55 leri nozaZe ........................................................................ 62 daviT reviSvili ................................................................ 67 roland sinataSvili....................................................... 76 lado qistauri ................................................................. 80 izolda RonRaZe................................................................... 89 nato (natalia) cabaZe................................................... 94 ediSer futkaraZe ............................................................. 101 eldar xaraziSvili....................................................... 102


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My Hobby is poetry ( In Georgian ) Literary Miscellany No 4 of GSAU staff and students

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SeniSvnebisaTvis


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