Crying for beauty Crying for beauty I stand On an immense yellow rock My self talk silenced with awe For the greatness of Being Crying for beauty I lay On I bed of wild plants In a dazzling wood Never to forget what Im seeing Crying for beauty I dream And feel the truth in all All things cruel yet full of love An end to all lifes me-ing Crying for beauty I awake With new hands and ears and eyes New feeling and head and hart Never to forget what Im seeing

the Misunderstanding Leave me be he said In anger And she cried for years Not just now She laughed And he never Dared to ask again Long lives gone They looked back And wondered What it had been all about

Old Love My dearest love, you know I just had to leave Find somehow relief From this hurting glow Because the grieve That divided me and you Again made is us two Like copper and thief Now I want to tell Why so strangely I went Im not made of steel You could hurt so well During this loves end Oh, the jerk I feel!

Holding Hands Holding hands with Helen Really exceeds all my dreams Standing at the well and Its even holier then it seems Sharing our hearts in fire Whispering our vows in the air Watery eyes in desire Earth seems only but fair Holding hands with my Lover Long journey finely fulfilled Time is no longer spilled May our years slowly uncover!

home fire Stones may break And streams will flow Trees may fall And the Moon will glow Houses may burn And the Sun will shine Fish may die The seas will be fine Man may laugh And hopes will grow Man may cry For all that they know Journeys may pass The home fire will burn Always theres Life To return and turn and turn

shame Again the shameful rage The hidden fear of knowing Can you disengage From the tears that are glowing In the centre of your mind? Again the power question The question for the flame Can you inhabit a bastion Brightly light all the same Truly loving and kind? Can you live honestly?

Progress My grandpa was a liar My father was a cheat Im just a bitty bad My grandma was melancholic My mother cried all day Im just a little sad My uncle was insane My brother was a weirdo Im just slightly mad Things are somehow progressing

Question? I felt I was a living mind And shivered to my bones Could I be strong and ever kind And love the earth and stones? I felt I was a searching soul Leaving the truth behind Could I find another goal Letting my heart unwind? I felt I was just trembling flesh And ever grasping breath Could I give this conscious mash The strength to go ahead And finally accept the wondrous reality?

Night Exploding Sun, daybreak shining Purples, oranges and red Greeting me in my bed Dreams and thoughts are intertwining Full-grown Sun, hard on the day White and blue and shadow find me in a meadow Start working my restless way Sister Moon, gently appearing Greys and silvers and startling peach Sleeping is just out of reach Silence is just within hearing Twinkling Stars, depth of night Black and moody and dark dont hear the hound dogs bark Dont know what it is, but Oh! How this feels right!

Fare Thee well Song I will be off to Everland Nothing can make me last Nothing can this heart mend Still, time is just too fast I will be in joyous dreams Beauty beyond the eye Where all is what it seems At last Ill truly fly I will be back real soon Depending on the tides Keep an eye on the waning Moon In what winds she rides Goodbye for now Its been real good Remember where I stood Cherish the loving glow Fare thee well!

ugly hardly noticed theres a kid ugly sitting near the fire he is stifled holds his shrieking breath crouches deeply to tired to cry why are his parents shouting ugly things at each other? can it be that he is guilty of being alive? he shivers

Dawn There will be the perfect Sunrise After the deepest darkest night Full of freezing falling fright Whatever the hate and lies And oh! what miracle When good old friends At my deathbed stand And silently sing me still My grandpa calling Telling tales of cats With shiny hats No need of stalling I'll go No Earth Birth!

Root I did everything wrong I did everything right my brains are strong I'm not very bright I'm next to insane no one is as normal as me deeply I see I am as blind as a bat all comes in contrairs whatever tough except for Love She is beyond any pairs One is the root

can you tell? new balance and new time or has this been here before? getting less and getting more new rejoicing and new crime old wishes and old ways or is this just here again? all's the same as ever when the Riddle unchanged stays

Plea the cold frightening hand of a sleepless night voices, angry, full of the darkest light shall I again this confusion withstand? ah, breaking of day the first glowing of the sun breaking my sleep to none can I get away? here I am, naked and shy alive but hardly conscious please, love me?

searching I sought healing in wealth and ended in debts I sought comfort in pleasure and ended in pain I sought reason in thinking and ended in confusion I sought victory in fighting and ended crippled I sought vision in meditation and ended numb where was I before I was born and what did I seek?

Dream me dream me dreaming joy and I will silently smile 'though Peace 's gone out off stile and the World is but our toy dream me dreaming me and I will loudly sing 'though Harmony 's silly thing and man could as well not be dream me dreaming you and I will finally feel 'though trampled by the Wheel what but Dreaming can I do

I thought I saw you dance I thought I saw you dance 'round and 'round and 'round in a slower swirling trance the wild powers were unbound I thought I saw you sleep dream and dream and dream about miracles, soft and deep images being what they seem I saw you come awake leaving the land of tears where gloomy thinkthings take you to the living fears I heard you sing aloud of Loving, sweet and proud I felt your smile

I am going I am going to visit my mind ask it to be gentle and kind leaving some room for doubt I am going to visit my mind I am going to visit my heart ask it to be loving and blind leaving the old fears all out I am going to visit my heart I am going to visit my vision ask it to let the future unwind leaving the past to shady shout I am going to visit my vision I am going to visit my tears ask them to love joy bind leaving me dried but proud I am going to visit my tears I am going, well, I don't know...

out o' tune I forgot to smile the whole bleedin' day not one single laugh to chase the clouds away no fun under the Sun no joy over the Moon no jumping under the Stars as I'm a little out o' tune lost in a heavy haze 'bout me and The World the Gods and the Sidhe left my spirits curled I am hushed for now and will pour me a drink and be me no matter what they think

Look Look, look, the Sun stands in silence never heard it seems that every word brings It firmer to my hands Hear, hear, the Sun waits for the fire to be seen where has it secretly been guarding the summer gates? Sing, sing, the Sun returns revolving the endless year this is a Loving Light gentle, gentle, as It burns

task to be a tree and stand the years and grow onto the sky to feel and see the life on me of bird and bee and fly to hold my crown like a caring king always moved yet still my branches bless the earth and air to Lifes expanding will and then one day my trunk will sway and I will only ask to the source return perhaps even burn it was a loving task

I suddenly saw the Sun I suddenly saw the Sun beams in a cloudy sky Earth responded with a sigh at last a new day had begun I felt the shyness of the breeze rustling through the nearby trees at the bank of the tingling brook I had to take another look to spot the living spark of a swiveling swaying lark I am humming to find a tune to celebrate a harvests day I can smell the new cut hay Tonight there will be a waxing Moon what more could I wish for?

Crying for beauty Crying for beauty I stand On an immense yellow rock My self talk silenced with awe For the greatness of Being Crying for beauty I lay On I bed of wild plants In a dazzling wood Never to forget what Im seeing Crying for beauty I dream And feel the truth in all All things cruel yet full of love An end to all lifes me-ing Crying for beauty I awake With new hands and ears and eyes New feeling and head and hart Never to forget what Im seeing

the Misunderstanding Leave me be he said In anger And she cried for years Not just now She laughed And he never Dared to ask again Long lives gone They looked back And wondered What it had been all about

Old Love My dearest love, you know I just had to leave Find somehow relief From this hurting glow Because the grieve That divided me and you Again made is us two Like copper and thief Now I want to tell Why so strangely I went Im not made of steel You could hurt so well During this loves end Oh, the jerk I feel!

Holding Hands Holding hands with Helen Really exceeds all my dreams Standing at the well and Its even holier then it seems Sharing our hearts in fire Whispering our vows in the air Watery eyes in desire Earth seems only but fair Holding hands with my Lover Long journey finely fulfilled Time is no longer spilled May our years slowly uncover!

home fire Stones may break And streams will flow Trees may fall And the Moon will glow Houses may burn And the Sun will shine Fish may die The seas will be fine Man may laugh And hopes will grow Man may cry For all that they know Journeys may pass The home fire will burn Always theres Life To return and turn and turn

shame Again the shameful rage The hidden fear of knowing Can you disengage From the tears that are glowing In the centre of your mind? Again the power question The question for the flame Can you inhabit a bastion Brightly light all the same Truly loving and kind? Can you live honestly?

Progress My grandpa was a liar My father was a cheat Im just a bitty bad My grandma was melancholic My mother cried all day Im just a little sad My uncle was insane My brother was a weirdo Im just slightly mad Things are somehow progressing

Question? I felt I was a living mind And shivered to my bones Could I be strong and ever kind And love the earth and stones? I felt I was a searching soul Leaving the truth behind Could I find another goal Letting my heart unwind? I felt I was just trembling flesh And ever grasping breath Could I give this conscious mash The strength to go ahead And finally accept the wondrous reality?

Night Exploding Sun, daybreak shining Purples, oranges and red Greeting me in my bed Dreams and thoughts are intertwining Full-grown Sun, hard on the day White and blue and shadow find me in a meadow Start working my restless way Sister Moon, gently appearing Greys and silvers and startling peach Sleeping is just out of reach Silence is just within hearing Twinkling Stars, depth of night Black and moody and dark dont hear the hound dogs bark Dont know what it is, but Oh! How this feels right!

Fare Thee well Song I will be off to Everland Nothing can make me last Nothing can this heart mend Still, time is just too fast I will be in joyous dreams Beauty beyond the eye Where all is what it seems At last Ill truly fly I will be back real soon Depending on the tides Keep an eye on the waning Moon In what winds she rides Goodbye for now Its been real good Remember where I stood Cherish the loving glow Fare thee well!

ugly hardly noticed theres a kid ugly sitting near the fire he is stifled holds his shrieking breath crouches deeply to tired to cry why are his parents shouting ugly things at each other? can it be that he is guilty of being alive? he shivers

Dawn There will be the perfect Sunrise After the deepest darkest night Full of freezing falling fright Whatever the hate and lies And oh! what miracle When good old friends At my deathbed stand And silently sing me still My grandpa calling Telling tales of cats With shiny hats No need of stalling I'll go No Earth Birth!

Root I did everything wrong I did everything right my brains are strong I'm not very bright I'm next to insane no one is as normal as me deeply I see I am as blind as a bat all comes in contrairs whatever tough except for Love She is beyond any pairs One is the root

can you tell? new balance and new time or has this been here before? getting less and getting more new rejoicing and new crime old wishes and old ways or is this just here again? all's the same as ever when the Riddle unchanged stays

Plea the cold frightening hand of a sleepless night voices, angry, full of the darkest light shall I again this confusion withstand? ah, breaking of day the first glowing of the sun breaking my sleep to none can I get away? here I am, naked and shy alive but hardly conscious please, love me?

searching I sought healing in wealth and ended in debts I sought comfort in pleasure and ended in pain I sought reason in thinking and ended in confusion I sought victory in fighting and ended crippled I sought vision in meditation and ended numb where was I before I was born and what did I seek?

Dream me dream me dreaming joy and I will silently smile 'though Peace 's gone out off stile and the World is but our toy dream me dreaming me and I will loudly sing 'though Harmony 's silly thing and man could as well not be dream me dreaming you and I will finally feel 'though trampled by the Wheel what but Dreaming can I do

I thought I saw you dance I thought I saw you dance 'round and 'round and 'round in a slower swirling trance the wild powers were unbound I thought I saw you sleep dream and dream and dream about miracles, soft and deep images being what they seem I saw you come awake leaving the land of tears where gloomy thinkthings take you to the living fears I heard you sing aloud of Loving, sweet and proud I felt your smile

I am going I am going to visit my mind ask it to be gentle and kind leaving some room for doubt I am going to visit my mind I am going to visit my heart ask it to be loving and blind leaving the old fears all out I am going to visit my heart I am going to visit my vision ask it to let the future unwind leaving the past to shady shout I am going to visit my vision I am going to visit my tears ask them to love joy bind leaving me dried but proud I am going to visit my tears I am going, well, I don't know...

out o' tune I forgot to smile the whole bleedin' day not one single laugh to chase the clouds away no fun under the Sun no joy over the Moon no jumping under the Stars as I'm a little out o' tune lost in a heavy haze 'bout me and The World the Gods and the Sidhe left my spirits curled I am hushed for now and will pour me a drink and be me no matter what they think

Look Look, look, the Sun stands in silence never heard it seems that every word brings It firmer to my hands Hear, hear, the Sun waits for the fire to be seen where has it secretly been guarding the summer gates? Sing, sing, the Sun returns revolving the endless year this is a Loving Light gentle, gentle, as It burns

task to be a tree and stand the years and grow onto the sky to feel and see the life on me of bird and bee and fly to hold my crown like a caring king always moved yet still my branches bless the earth and air to Lifes expanding will and then one day my trunk will sway and I will only ask to the source return perhaps even burn it was a loving task

I suddenly saw the Sun I suddenly saw the Sun beams in a cloudy sky Earth responded with a sigh at last a new day had begun I felt the shyness of the breeze rustling through the nearby trees at the bank of the tingling brook I had to take another look to spot the living spark of a swiveling swaying lark I am humming to find a tune to celebrate a harvests day I can smell the new cut hay Tonight there will be a waxing Moon what more could I wish for?