08/13/2016

HELLO DECORAH,IOWA "ONE VOICE"Hello Decorah One Voice

By Val Littlewolf Heike

August 23,2016

Grandma Heike's quilt

grandma Agnes died when I was 2

for all her grandchildren she made a handmade quilt

grandma was blind and crippled

my quilt unlike her china dish that had been mine then when I wasn't around given to

Ellen rested in my cedar chest

after Diana's December fire

Daniel and Randy Andy were told all quilts in the house were mom's

Dan knew of my quilt in my cedar chest from when he was a kid digging in my room

while I worked in South Dakota and Virginia

Dan and Craig knew everything I owned by heart from digging through my things(that's

how Diana knew all mom had by digging through mom's things)

When I got to the house to move my treasures out I asked Dan to bring down my

treasures unsure if I could get up the steps

since being hit by a car in 2008,August

getting up steps meant crawling up them

see knees don't work since a car traveled through them and I bounced onto the road

Dan brought down my angel boxes and a couple other things

when I asked about my quilt

Dan said you mean the quilt in your Cedar Chest

I said yes the quilt my grandma Heike made for me before she died when I was

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It's been 2 years nearly and not a sorry Val I should have known you never harmed

grandma

Dan won't even say he is sorry for rooting through my treasures or my room not even

near the fire

or tossing all our belongings on irreplaceable Christmas decorations

All I want from Daniel is I'm sorry Val I did not defend your honor and I love you

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because though I'm deeply hurt and bleeding internally he will always be that little boy

who came to see his aunt in 1994 while I worked my first contract at Mt. Rushmore

and sat on my lap at a Black Hills Playhouse play the Foreigner and yelled after a guy

on stage burped "Way to go guy!"

Cats will eat rice

Oatmeal dry will due for fleas

they climb aboard so you can suck them up

with in my case my little shop vac

cats will eat hard boiled eggs

raw eggs and rice cats are like the Betsy Wetsy of my youth

when I was 5 feed the doll one end

change the other end

peroxide will kill fleas

cats prefer cat food however crushed up dog food will work too

just saying

this is what it is in the America I live in we make due

when you mom says No I do not want to leave my family and move to Texas

I would never harass me to tears by calling her ten times a day

send her a jitterbug not because I'm concern for her but so that every time I called no

matter where she was she had to talk to me

Diana did

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That's controlling and harassing and

bullying

this is why the rule or idea Bullying is against the law is stupid and will never be able to

be upheld

families do it all the time

Diana continues to control mom as long as she is in Diana's hands.

Rommadon1

Muslim religion demands a month of fasting

falls in the summer

it is so they know what it is to be without food

I wish those that give food to food banks could spend a month without food

maybe then they would give appropriate food and cleaning supplies

poverty means food banks and stretching food

cereal for supper

falling to sleep hungry

waking up and starving until that one meal for the day about 6 pm

that maybe tomorrow you will be working toward your dreams and stepping away

from your death at your hand

well go to go!

Off to the Food Bank then to Luther to see if my adopted sister will loan me $20

1 "Islamic Festivals – Islamic Religious Calendar 2016 - Calendar Labs." 2015. 23 Aug. 2016 <http://www.calendarlabs.com/islamic-calendar/2016>

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poverty really bites.

Dr. Robert Christman

Luther College

History Dept.

one of his things :

How to write an Essay, they must look like a funnel

wide at the top

narrow at the bottom

Algebra professors believe theorems should appear like ice cream cones

Dr. Robert Christman says step one to Essay writing involves

"free Writing"

place your thoughts together will assist you in producing your thesis

editing you will find your voice

Dr. Edward Tebbenough same department,same school says

"Narrow your thoughts and No pictures"

I learned never borrow a photo not yours someone will claim it masking all of the

paper that is you appear not to be

as a writer everything is interesting

as a historian everything is connected

Kevin Bacon's 6 degrees

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Come to Luther it's not a perfect campus

the staff makes the impression

trying takes heart

the school will never see your worth

go To Luther College for who teaches there like

Dr. Lori Stanley Anthropology heart big enough to adopt all the children in Africa as

hers I failed her class but know worth so Dr. Stanley is my adopted cousin

I lost many when I came out

Dr. Victoria Christman writer like her husband

my adviser,friend and adopted sister Dr. Jeanette Pillsbury if your dream is to teach

Dr. Pillsbury and old English girl Wisconsin born

her skill is teaching you what to expect and still keep the love of teaching and math

people with math disability after head injury like me

hopeless case with math

others blessed by her

Dr. P also a minister

Dr. Joe Needham minister and professor history and psychology

if Gay activist be aware we have no right to sit and simply hold the hand of a girl or boy

friend in Marty the cafe on campus

our rights are only for a room on Wednesday night in the Union in a room called Mott

We are like retarded or gay family members of the south a 100 years ago

not seen!

My best memories include

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My third birthday

mom made me a purple dress

and a red velvet Elephant cake

I got the very best gift at three

a babysitter

Ellen Beth Heike

starting at 3 drinking tea with Nana mom's mom

At 5 going to the drive in theater with Mom and my big sister Diana

we saw at the driving theater

"Mary Poppins"

huge crush on Julie Andrews

Diana giving me what I thought was the coolest thing

Robbie my oldest nephew when I was 9

(so glad I didn't know that that sweet little boy would years later badger my kid sister to

assist him and his mom slander me with Malice while Diana was working to force ouras

against her will.)

my first girl crush at 8 on a Army nurse a wife of a general

Also at 8 being at Luther for a special event ballet,

hatting ballet while wishing with all my heart to one day be a student at Luther College

which happened when I was 54

at 9 being told by a little old lady I was to old to trick or treat

I was 6 foot tall

Fishing that once with mom and dead and Ellen at Cub Lake

singing the "Ants go marching down to the ground to get out of the rain

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around the dining room table with my baby sister Ellen

watching Ellen playing school on the stairs

and around the dining room table with stuff animals or mom's cans of food

each had a reader's digest for a text book

Penny our golden retriever/cocker had 9 pups the night we (Penny, picture of Penny

Heike.)

"The Heike'.comes moved back to Iowa from Howard,Wisconsin,I was 9

The playground at the Heike cousins on that rainy day and all that mud

sleeping in the Heike girls huge bedroom between my Heike girl cousins beds with

Ellen

At 11 being old enough to go sailing with the big cousins and dad and uncle Norm all

dressed in layers to not get bit by bugs

singing around the player piano until we lost Wava

Ellen after the a Heike cousin wedding for the first time getting hit for calling dad cheap

Dad was never cheap

mom and I saw dad selfish

for Ellen dad was never that or cheap

Ellen was dad's Diana

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Baby Ellen

dad saw as perfect

playing swords with Ellen

being with mom

At 14 taking a gun from dad going to kill Ellen,mom,Robbie and Julie,mom and Ellen's

friend Debbie Cub Lake the family cabin in Wisconsin

15 pulling a calf at the Ferring farm outside Waukon

singing the Sound of music song coming with family down the hill at the the

Heike Triple H first farm it's was a lovely memory

Dreaming of a huge family house then dad and mom inheriting one

dad's rodeos

biking to the farm and home

being a Thespian

loving play production

numbering in golf

lettering in music

mom's sadness changing when she sang

and the sadness that took her music away when Ellen decided mom could NO Longer

Sing

I would never crush someone that way

mom's voice was always lovely

mother got so much joy from singing

no one should hurt anyone that way and not apologize

Ellen can not sing to even carry a note

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Ellen's wedding

being Godmother to my second nephew Daniel

my last nephew Craig being born

Craig’s baby's birth

Craig Standing up stand against booze in 2014

Craig only Heike/Mathis to Stand up to the bully

Booze

first year in college after high school hated every moment it was the first time I was

away from home at 18

graduating into the US Army 1978

1984 the second time the Army Battery to get into the US Marine Corps

Walking home with Pal or near(Coralville,IA)from Denver,CO at 26

keeping mom protected and safe

while Ellen,worked,lived and had fun with her friends

playing outside with Janie my best friend before 8 in Laurens Iowa

Meeting Dennis Ulmer our next door neighbor in Wisconsin

Going with the Kleemann cousins to see the Globetrotters in Wisconsin

Seeing circuses and fireworks with Dad

at 3 riding the elephant in Laurense at a circus

becoming the person in charge of getting working the yard and at the cabin old enough

to be the builders of smudges to keep bugs from cabin

my best friends were all ladies fifty years older then me starting at 19

before that my best friend was

mom

from 19 on I worked with elderly ladies and one old man for his wife

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(Bea Fahey she would bowl I'd sit with her dementia husband her best friend,Bea's

mate of a lifetime.,best friend first HARRIET DUGGAN'S cousin FLORENCE(MARY

FLORENCE JEAN RYAN FITZGERALD,then Bea Regan whom I lost in 1994 she made me

go to Mount Rushmore she told me I had to go

it was so very hard leaving mom and Bea who had had a stroke lost her voice

she had me get the things she needed she didn't want to bother her family

due to Diana's filthy lies in 2012 to 2014 I no longer until I sue the bitch am I allowed to

do what I excel at

care for elderly ladies

Harriet Duggan(Mrs Clare Duggan) if she were alive she would have taken on Diana's

lies which my kid sister could not be bothered by the truth

that will harm her in the future

the truth is always timely and never like food goes bad(Oh my god terrific thought

deserves to be initialed VKH)

1995 Mom drove to pick me up after my car died going to see her in Spencer,IA

1996 accepting going full time with all the benefits as Lead in Fudge Ice Cream

there were so few times people saw my worth

1998 Coming Out

40 dating for the first time,yuck

2000 seing DC with Will,ridding on barge on Pottomic at night

2001 having my heart break for the first time

2002 best friend Patsy Brown standing up for me to but a GEO

2005 November being home cooking in the kitchen with mom

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2007 mom's birthday party telling Wayne and Clarian and Bud that in 2008 I'll be in

college and hearing Clarian asking who's paying for that,it was then that I for the first

time I saw that my family saw me as a failure

I found out in 1998 the Heike cousins had been told all my life I was mentally

challenged

when I cleared that up that not RETARDED _ GAY

Lost all but one of those cousins

like a magician clearing a table of dishes

Sitting in my first class in 2008 at the Wellness satellite class in Waukon for NICC

August 11th at 4PM after acing a final in Cultural diversity hopping on my bike

getting struck 4 blocks from home by a 93 year old retired attorney on 8th Avenue and

5th Street being picked off the road I was slammed into after smashing my right wrist

to bits

I lived

Palmer boy of 18 a year before was hit and he died

2011 accepted to Luther College

February 2,2012 sitting in my first class at Luther College trying not to cry the entire

hour I was beyond happy

the class professor now at Clark

Dr. Deb Fordice

all the dinners at Ellens and playing cards or taking a ride with her driving

all the times with just mom and Ellen and our animals at Cub Lake thinking for the first

time Ellen saw me too as a friend and sister

now I'm just running on borrowed time since I was murdered by Diana's fire in 2014

December.

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Happy has left the building.

August 22,2016

Best time to get American news and where

3 AM

on ABC

After 4 AM news best found on IPTV World

Germany(DW)

Japan and

China

none of those three talk down to us like a bunch of

children.

DISABILITY

BIG JOKE

ON TV

ON jobsites

ask you when you think you are about to apply for a job so you No longer have to

starve

job sites ask if you really just want to starve on disability

or maybe you just want to do

surveys

You do it

you trying to profit off us who want to work

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eat

have our own homes

with our own businesses.

Only true job site is

Ziprecruiter.

Advertisement Pet Chat

Video allows you to talk to your pet when away

thing will also give a treat

funny techs

Rosey the Jetsons robot in cartoons

in the 1960's did that with an apron on

where is that new?

The most horrid commercial

Northern Toilet Paper

a frog unhappy of his job of holding TP

well you know I write

bet he gets paid

I make more

because I am lighter in spirit

because I'm guilty of nothing

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Framm by a souless

hearted daughter who wanted nothing control her mom

the heartless empty daughter could not control her five husbands

everyone of them divorced her

Diana the empty heartless daughter knew after years of harassment by dad an

alcoholic and then her badgering the nicest most compassionate women anyone ever

knew my mom mom would be and

Diana knew mom was putty in person for her to bully.

the frog commercial is as sad as what Diana did to me

and continues to do to our

mom.

Most fun commercial today

American Home Insurance

America home in other insurance

the other guy will protect only things damaged by a

fire breathing dragon

but nothing from natural disaster or that

simply broke down.

August 21,2016

Forgotten women

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2009

Invisible women artist of Florence

Italian Advancing artist of women

Art Detective

little known

Florence Renaissance Italy

Jane Fortune called Indiana Jane

Inspiration

Trailblazing women

marvels of nature

Un willing to give up

a role un thought of

I wrote about this

in Renaissance class at Luther

Nuns like Nelly my paper in Dr. Robert Christman was not a lover of my thoughts

Nelly wrote about the women who painted the Last Supper

Nelly was taught to paint by a franciscan friar

2005 discovered a badly distorted painting of hers

the painting had been wrapped in cellophane

used art xray to see real work of artist sketches

So cool!

IPTV WORLD

I WOULD HAVE LOVED TO BEEN THERE they are telling me of seeing this art of Nelly's

returning to life with the restoration

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women around the body of Christ in the 1600

rediscovering first known female artist of the Renaissance

Saint Catherine

looking up at a light coming down from Christ to Saint Francis

Restoration seeks to restore to us as a whole and to others like me lovers of all

historians

being an artist allowed Nelly to become friends with people like Gallo

Academy of Art

1616 inducted to the academy

Artemisia was raped then married off

to a minor painter

David and Bathsheba

neglected for more than 360 years

found in horrible condition in 2007

began restoration on the work of art

water had poured into and onto this lost art

Italian restoration is different than American

Italian uses techniques like a brown tone

a dude says there is no right way

they use a reversible tone

just visible paint did not cover in what paint was missing

they found David in the painting on a balcony

Copy by Irene the Medicine 21 YEAR OLD COPIED THE TRACING

conservation uses revering cryptography

vibrant new way

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copying masters work is how Michelangelo allowed some women he took under his

wing to train

Fratellini a Cello player of the court learned to paint this way

Maria Cosway Cosway was attached to Thoman Jefferson wrote for 4 decades

History is like a lake it always allow things to rise to the surface again

jane Fortune details her research of women's history of Florence's artist's heritage

art is still waiting to become discovered

restoration needs art to be guaranteed that if this relevant art is

displayed

Why in my classes at Luther did we never hear of this fantastic female

presence is that lifting up of history Ghost of another time

Good this is fantastic

Thankyou IPTV you have given this day value for me a humble

historic journal writing poet.

Aramark

Concessionaire Shenandoah National Park

Have you my reader ever spent much time wondering

what it is is or was to live and work

in the Shenandoah National Park

or the Monument at Mount Rushmore?

Big Meadows and Skyland Lodge

Seasonals and there are many

managers most are not trained so have no skills

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managers most fall into the jobs by longevity

I was the only lesbian bellhop/lien deliver at Skyland lodge

two days a week in season 2000 and 2001 I worked two mornings all alone starting at

230 am during the heat and pollution blotted summers

no one cared

lien delivery is time sensitive

I was up nearly all night awaiting my best friend Patsy Brown finish work

Patsy was my next door neighbor and I cared beyond care for her

the assistant to the GM Beth Good was Jeanette Shiflett

Jeanette and Beth were trained in their jobs

many nights in October Patsy as Night Auditor she worked from 2:30 P.M. to 4:30 A.M.

the hill to our employee rooms was really steep and uneven

upper management didn't care

no one was up to make sure the hardest worker for Aramark got home safely or not.

I did

I always valued friendship and loyalty and love above sleep

During my three seasons of 9.5 months

I started at $6.00 in 2000

I was a woman doing as I have always done the work of the male counterparts

I made $2.50 less then starting males and all brought in contract non Americans

trusting bitch that I was knew nothing of this until wanted the Room Inspector job in

2001

Room Inspectors start at $7.50, not an employee who was making $6.50

I was given .50 raise so I was making less than someone who would have

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hired off the street

American workers every season get a whole quarter raise.

In 2001 every seasonal got a letter giving us all the opportunity for insurance and profit

sharing

Mike Hooker the best waiter at Skyland Lodge

a trained architect

serves guest for $1500 a week tips at $2.60 /hour

Went to the home office in Luray,VA

on Broad Street to thank upper management for finally seeing our value

Mike was told

"Sorry it was a mistake, no seasonal is going to profit from all they do for the guess that

repeatedly stay with Aramark year in and out!"

You probably wonder why we stayed

well you live in a park

love Virginia and history in a county

like the one I came from Allamakee in northern Iowa

no work is

No work! You take what you can get from people that pay nothing.

Neither Aramark or the now Xteria gives insurance profit sharing to seasonals on

contract

Neither have UNION

What has to happen to protect employees to qualify for the support of a

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Union?

Drugs are rampant in Virginia in the Shenandoah National Park.

Is there no union because half staff are not American and yet are paid

more.

I would love to be a live in manager there

things would change!

Employees valued should be paid their worth this creates better employees

managers at the Big Meadows and Skyland got room and board

employees pay about the same seasonal employees in 1994-1995 Amfac now Xterra

this was 2000 -2002 $56 a week lodging and $70 food

one day an employee was eating a chef salad

Sheldon in an episode of Big Bang said the truth about Chef Salad it is really resteraunt

trickery it's the trash(except for mine,but instead then though I had applied as cook at

Denali I was suppose to only be a few weeks at Skyland Lodge until the Alaskan Park

opens. As a Gay woman I prefer women managers since working 1994-1995 seasonal

then going full time in 1996-1998. why I had opted to not go to Alaska but stay in

Virginia

My great,great,great,great grandfather from Wales last name Thomas

bought 5000 acres from William Penn's brothers

the land was in the family for 200 years

Quakers don't you know

family mom's fought on both sides of Civil War

in Revolutionary War

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Fighting people

my kin

my down fall at Shenandoah came after the fire in 2000

Beth Good our GM who went home every night while her seasonal employees

remained on land near a mountain on fire

End of 2001

Jeanette's partner needed a bed they were having difficulties

I offer twin bed I was not using

that lost me my bonus of 2001 and 2002

I also lost my quarter raise in 2002 until two months after everyone else had their

raise

2001 as Room Inspector I was made to walk all over Skyland Lodge property

No one was suppose to park in loading zone

the only African American Chef as well as employee

told repeatedly not to park in loading zone

so I didn't see it in the white linen truck

dinged his little car illegally parked less than a dime size nick

so I was banned driving the most dinged vehicle in any Amark concession anywhere

nothing happened to the token black cook who came to my aid

great guy

his sheets because in my last season in laundry room we washed his sheets

"YUCK!"

Im sure he still drives up the little hill and illegally parks

2002 since our second in charge lesbian butch

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whose favorite story of working at Skyland Lodge is of being falsely accused of sexual

harassment

I believe no one bothered to tell her what reverse sexual harassment or that there was

a thing

It was nearly August of 2002 before I got my .25 raise

stuck in laundry was to be seen as a step down from room inspecting but jobs do not

matter to those of us seasonals that live

Live 9.5 months out of a year in a National Park

I worked all areas of food and hotel

like Bruce Van Vort our GM at Mount Rushmore who in our off season during the

winter could be found doing any job we were short in at Mount Rushmore

No job is to little to do they all work together to make the whole of a company function

properly!

Awesome man great teacher.

Tea time,

This is the head of personnel at Mt. Rushmore the year I came out his brothers wife fell

in love with a woman she joined in a singing group

and out of love with her husband his brother

all the time I was working at Mt. Rushmore

LGBT employees were always treated as if on borrowed time when they were

discovered

if it were known you were Gay

that meant three things

you were given few hours

it was like a huge game loved by me as a kid called

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Kerplunk

picksysticks lay beneath a pile of marbles in a cylinder

each player had a turn plucking out stick per turn

seeing who would pluck the colored stick out that would call all the marbles to fall

it was like a Mt. Rushmore Theorem

{X hours x full time employees betting on how long you will stay while making fun of

who you are and accusing all you are friends with getting gay from you} this equation

might differ some but there was in 1995 a woman that lasted 4 days. This was also the

treatment of all Native Americans unless you appeared white.

I got in 1994 women the permission to of all things

permission to scoop ice cream

I am very proud of the few things I have rectified in my life

I got women the right to dip ice cream by talking to Bruce van vort the GM that most

women are stronger than men "Why can women Not dipped ice cream! It's ice cream

in 1997 we in my department dipped 97 thousand tons of hard hand dipped ice cream

In 2010 after my second letter to the editor in Waukon,IA Lynn Morrow finally lost his

licence

that was also the last time the Waukon Paper printed one of Val Kay Heike's letter to

the editor.

their lost!

Drugs used by employees in both locations rampant

2001 was very memorable as 2000 but very different

2000 , We had a fire on the mountain not known at the time but later was found to

have been started by a distraught lover burning old love letters

Big Meadows was shut down except for weekends

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firemen came from 12 states

they stayed at Skyland during the week and at Big Meadow during the week end

Skyland allowed guests to stay on the weekends

Native American's still loath other cultures so could not find a common bond even

between other firemen

The Native American firemen were not able to stay in the same lodgings other firemen

stayed fighting is and was devastating to the lodges.

devastation fire or hatred both equally savage

the employees at Mt. Rushmore for the fire of 1993 at Mt. Rushmore all employees

were moved off the location for the monument

Beth Good decided seasonal employees could remain on the mountain

those of my readers who love Virginia like I do know where Stony Man Mountain is in

comparison to location to the employee housing

the parking lot for the trail head for Stony Man mountain is adjacent to walk or trail

that says Private housing for employees

I have never seen a guess of the park who did not think anything that said "Private"

was not for them them to see

funny how that's like illegals at food banks when signs for no food nor drink is written

in their language see to think it really is for everyone else and no workers at a Food

Bank ever bothers to tell the people eating and drinking "That's not allowed here!"

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time to charge

second time since killed by older half sister

having waffles for mom

mom is my heart

Francis is in there too

FUN COMMERCIAL

counting sheep mattress commercial

and sex

ladies says she had not needed to count sheep for several nights

the ewe(female sheep) says so you have been faking it

she smiles and says yes

that's as Raj on Big Bang would say is 'funny'

and Howard would say 'that's funny!"I know my Big Bang is coming out all over.

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PEOPLE WHO DOUBT YOU ARE NOT

friends

people who say if anyone is interested in your life plans

never tell them any future things

make mental notes of all near and within vision of you

you and those you love are the center of your world

no one has the right or knowledge of who you are

what you feel

how long YOU should feel it

no one has the right to tell you "It's been long enough for you to be sad1"

Not a soul knows how deep your love is!

never let anyone refuse to see another person's right to remain with their family that

they love

i'm glad I have no blood children

no one will ever do to me what Diana did and is doing to our mom

nearing 88 she isn't allowed to know any truth because that will lessen my half sisters

reins on mom.

This is

ABUSE

ABUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ELDER OR CHILD CONTROL

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IS ABUSE

NO LIE!!!!

Heike,Diana Lee's issues

SEVERE MIGRAINES

THAT LITERALLY

CRIPPLE HER

FIBROMYALGIA

NARCISSISTIC PERSONALITY DISORDER

OC

(AN OPERATING ROOM IS NOT CLEAN ENOUGH FOR DIANA)

LACK OF EMPHANY)

CBS MORNING SHOW DID A BIT ON LYING

VERY COOL

LOOK OLYMPIC ATHLETES LIE

THAT ISN'T EPIC

A HALF SISTER CRUSHING THE ABILITY TO MAKE A LIVING

OF A HALF SISTER WHO SINCE 19 HAS DONE A SKILL TAUGHT IN YOUTH

BY HER MOM THE ONE WOMAN

VAL THE GAY SISTER CARED A LIFETIME WITH

HER MOM

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A NURSE PRACTITIONER TOLD THE LIAR HEADINGTON OF

IOWA'S HUMAN SERVICE

"VAL AND HER MOM CARED FOR EACHOTHER'

ONE IN WAUKON MEDICAL PROFESSION I LOATH UNTIL I READ THAT

NO ONE BUT DIANA LIED ABOUT ABUSE THAT NEVER

'NEVER EXISTED!'

WHEN DID LYING BECOME UNUSABLE

WHEN THEY WERE JUST HEARSAY

AND YET THAT IS ALL IT TOOK TO GET AN INNOCENT AMERICAN

HONORABLY DISCHARGED,THEN FULL TIME STUDENT CARETAKER OF HER 80 PLUS

MOM

A WOMAN STILL SANE

BULLIED BY DAD FOR NEARLY SIXTY YEARS

AND DIANA LEE

FOR 68 YEARS NOW

IT SADDENS ME THAT NO ONE CARES AS I DO FOR MY MOM

BUT YOU SEE DIANA WHO TOLD AN ADOPTED SISTER NAMED JUDY

WHO WAS TOLD BY DIANA THAT SHE 'NEVER'

'NEVER' MEANT TO HAVE ME PLACED ON ELDER ABUSE IN HER RUSH TO REMOVE A

SUPPORTER AND A CARETAKER OF HER MOM

USUALLY WHEN I USE CAPS IT'S BECAUSE THE STUPID BUTTON JUST GOT IN THE WAY

OF MY RAPID THOUGHT!

UPON THIS OCCASION I

STRIKE A BLOW

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WITH THE CAPS

DEFENDING MY MOM'S RIGHT TO BE HEARD WHEN SHE SAYS

'VAL NEVER,NEVER HURT ME IN ANYWAY!'

WHETHER 50 OR THE 86 SHE WAS WHEN LAST IOWA'S HUMAN SERVICE DEPT CAME

STOMPING INTO OUR HOME WITHOUT PERMISSION

WE

WE MOM AND I WERE NOT EVEN ON THE FOUL SOCIAL SERVICE ACCOUNTS

WHEN HEADINGTON CAME TO OUR HOME WHICH WAS ONLY ONE TIME

WAS IN JUNE OF 2014

YET THE LYING BITCH TELLS A JUDGE FROM POLK COUNTY THAT SHE SAW MOM THE

DAY AFTER THANKSGIVING 2014

MOM HAD FALLEN BACKWARD AND I HAD CALLED THE AMBULANCE

MY MOM WAS OK JUST SHAKEN AS MY KNEES DECIDE NOT TO GO FORWARD AND I

TOO FALL

THE WOMAN THAT STORMTROOPERED OUR HOME'S NAME WAS DAWN

I TOLD THE JUDGE A STRAIGHT WOMAN THAT I'M A GAY WOMAN IM VERY BRIGHT AND

THAT I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE IN NAMES AND FACE MORE THAN

ANY STRAIGHT WOMAN

THAT NEWS FELL UPON I GATHER A NO EARRED STRAIGHT WOMAN

WE ARE NOT THE SAME

I'M A GAY WOMAN

I HAVE AN ABNORMAL SENSE OF CARETAKING

I LOVE TO THE MAX

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IM FOREVER FAITHFUL

DETERMINED

DEDICATED

FULL TO OVER BOILING WITH EMPATHY AND AFFECT

TRANSFERRED TO LUTHER COLLEGE WITH 93 CREDITS

MOST IN HUMAN SERVICE AND PSYCHOLOGY

NO ONE SPOKE TO MY MOM

THE ONE WOMAN THESE LIES WERE MEANT TO CRUSH THE LIFE FROM ME

BULLIED ALL MY LIFE

MY DEFENCE AS A CHILD WAS JUST TO GO OFF AND CRY

DIANA TOOK THE LIFE FROM ME TWICE WITH HER FIRE

TOOK MOM'S VOICE BY HAVING STUPID FOOLS IN THE HUMAN SERVICE DEPARTMENT

OF IOWA TO TELL THAT I'M SUCH A CONTROL FREAK THAT MOM WILL LIE NOT TO GET

BEATEN BY ME

EVEN WRITING THAT

MAKES MY HEART BLEED

LIKE MY MOM

I NEVER FORGET

MOM IS BEING TOLD

NO ONE WANTS YOU IN IOWA AND VAL CAN NOT HAVE YOU

YOU KNOW IN ALL THE TIME IT TOOK DIANA TO PLACE ME UPON ELDER ABUSE LIKE

MY CO AUTHOR

FRANCIA PHILLIPS IN LIVERPOOL

THEY NEVER REMOVED MOM FROM HER HOME

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THEY IHS NEVER TOOK ME TO COURT

MOTHER CAN RETURN

TUESDAY A DAY TO START

DIANA HUNTING

NO ONE EVEN READ TO MOM DIANA'S LIES

MOM DOES NOT HAVE DEMENTIA

HOWEVER DIANA READS MOM'S MAIL AND LIKE IN

WWII

MOM GETS WHAT DIANA HAS CENSORED

DIANA BULLIED AND BULLIED MOM UNTIL APRIL 2016

FINALLY GOT MOM SURE THAT I WAS SCARING MOM

THAT GOT MOM TO STOP TALKING TO ME

AND CHANGING MOM'S WILL SO DIANA

DIANA WILL BE CARED FOR WHEN MOM IS NO LONGER WITH US

NO ONE SPOKE TO HER EX HUSBANDS MY ATTORNEYS WILL

THAT'S ALL I WILL SAY DIANA IS ONE OF MY BIGGEST FANS

FUNNY SAD

DON'T LET THIS SHIT MY DEAR READER GO UNCHALLENGED IN YOUR FAMILY

NEVER STOP HEARING YOUR MOM OR DAD

NEVER BELIEVE WHAT SOMEONE NOT THEM SAYS TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DON'T EVER STOP FIGHTING FOR THE ONE PERSON WHO ALWAYS STOOD FOR YOU

I WON'T NOT EVEN IF A BULLET PIERCED MY HEART...

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Well this chicks off

to the kitchen

for eggs and sausage

then the vultures will arrive

to annoy and eat

all fed by me to them

my five minus

a little orange

ball of fur

my Emily

Rusty for mom

Theodore and Lucky killed in the set fire

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79 days until

some threaten to move to Canada

wonder if they will take with them

scummy family

that would be swell for us

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however

horrid for

Canada

New fun advertisement

"So you think if Hillary wins you will come to Canada! "

Try it first

they have matric system

have a Prime Minister

No Targets

British Royalty on money

Joke

sad maybe they will build a wall

to keep Americans

in!

Zoo Clues

my second favorite weekly thing

thing I always thought true

now I know

untrue

Osterreichs

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hide their heads in

Sand.

They really hunker low

hunching down protecting their heads

waiting for danger to wander bye

they have No courage

they in my younger sister terms are

"Go A longers!"

August 20th,2016

Diana Heike's Witch hunt

Diana was the sister I share with when I came out in 1998

Before the next day she had rang my mom

"Guess what Val thinks now!'

do you know what it feels like to find out that all the Christian love you thought was in

your family was just a notion

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I was sure I had lost my best friend,

companion

the woman I was always with

my mom

I held mom's hand when she was sick

for my sisters mom was a babysitter even when mom should have been in bed

I remember a letter I got from my aunt Clarian in Spencer Iowa

Val you need to come home your mom was prescribed to be in bed 22 hours a day

Isn't that cool

mom's sister knew what matters

my aunt Clarian wrote to me

not Ellen or Diana

me

the daughter who always knew mom BEST!

I loved the Black Hills as much as the mountains in Virginia

I could not in our season leave a job

I wrote Clarian and told her to write to Ellen

I do not believe Clarian did

That was when I was just a seasonal on contract if you broke your contract there was

not bonus that year

As a seasonal they take more money then you make

$56 then for food if you chose to eat the garbage fed to employees

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$70 a week for seasonal housing

no over time

but if you were in a community

that all your life was

dying

you go where there is

work.

One of the things Diana in her rantings of lies to Iowa Human Service

that I never lived any place but in government housing

the only government housing I ever lived in was 1978 Fort Jackson,SC

US ARMY billets boot camp and Ft. Benjamin Harrison ,Indianapolis,IN

Parris Island,S.C ,1984 and 1985 US Marine Corps

Diana also said due to undiagnosed mental issued could not survive alone

In Diana's fire of December 2014 I was told by Diana after I lost all my belongings I was

not

Not allowed to seek assistance with the Red Cross

Diana said it was because I was covered under mom's insurance

however when I got a check for $1500 back from college

I bought a couple things I needed

and lots of food

Today when trying to get a job at Wal Mart unloading trucks as they come in

I chatted with a lovely young lady

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I told her never get on disability even if you do get struck by a 93 year old retired

attorney in Waukon Iowa

I said I have 7.5 years of college I can't use at all on job applications

because I haven't a degree to go with it

The brain dead people in the emergency room at Waukon Memorial hospital never

bothered to think Cat Scan

The young lady then told me that her boyfriend was on disability

after rent and a bill or two he has no money for food

see this is the real America

half family members go to extreme to use family as scapegoats to literally force their

mom against her will

out of her home

do away with the Gay sister who always cared for mom

not bother to offer any assistance knowing that your gay sister is a full time student

with rheumatoid arthritis with no assistance with things she could not do

like stand on a chair

climb a ladder

then when cats were trapped in our house after the house fire

tell mom lies like pooh in the house that happened after the fire

was there before the set fire

ACULA

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I just saw a terrific show on IPTV

America Reframed

you should see it

worth your time if you are against

Injustice

I have decided two no three things

As long as mom breathes I will fight for her

to be home and free in Allamakee County with her Iowa family

and to talk to the ACLU

about the malice slander perpetrated against me in 2011-2015

and as long as Diana my half sister thinks she can get by lying and telling mom what

she can and cannot do

mother is not ,

Not Diana Lee Heike prisoner

daughter

or husband

the five that were her husband's

fled Diana's grasp

I will never understand why lie to mom?

Why tell and intelligent 86 year old that Ellen was keeping mom's treasures

when you Diana told Ellen to sell,because you had decided mom was Never coming

Home!

Well got to charge

in two weeks I'll see about a battery for

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my hand me down

lap top from Judy

then I can write more

yeah!

Just at Wally World

there's a huge selection of devices that allow people to get digital

TV

I get digital on a oven potato rack

a cable cord with end stripped

then adjusted like an original rabbit

go ask your grandpa what a rabbit ear antenna was!

USA 40 metals

32 won by Americans who are women (Gay and Straight)

It takes a nation

it has only been 100 years that women have been competing.

We women are excelling in all games we compete in

All colors matter

All American

that's all that really counts

runner smart just said

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we just keep trying

it's in the trying that we succeed

the young beautiful lady said validity

fantastic word!

NBC

I saw the opening

actually I saw the long

elegant stroll

the report on Cupping was on ABC

don't normally get NBC

try to get NBC in on friday nights I love

GRIMM

geeks and nerds that's me

since I got NBS now guess I'll watch a spell

Diana Terris awesome 4 time olympian

she just said people think olympics American's think basketball

I think horse jumping

USA ladies beating Spain

I think this is the only way warriors should ever compete

then in reality be home for Christmas

YEAH LADIES

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GAY AND STRAIGHT

USA 101

MC JUST SAID

Domination

hell just a ball game

Spain to 72

Another gold under our hat

Butts

as unique as a fingerprint

lip prints

finger prints

eyeballs

voices

DNA

some see butts as in need of a bit more

some add to them with taking fat from here and putting it

where the butt is

I think people are fine the way the Great Spirit made them it's what's in their heart

that makes people lovely

or not!

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Strength gold is in all of us

32 milligrams are found in the

Heart it's in us all

it take standing up and doing what's right

even if that's just writing the truth to free their mom and

their good name from

slander with malice

Uber

Tuesday last a lovely lady at the Decorah First Lutheran food bank

asked me what i FOUND OUT ABOUT Uber

then she preceded to tell me a story it made me laugh

she had gone to Rochester to collect her three sisters

marched up to one of the sisters after she disembarked the passenger area

The FB lady announces

“I’m your Uber driver!” in jest

A stranger walks over to her

he takes off his hat and says

“Are you really an Uber driver these might be my passengers!”

The FB sister then says no these are my sisters I was just being funny.

I gather from the story

the Dude did not see it that way.

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Taxi

2009 I went to the Waukon Chamber of Commerce and they pooh poohed my idea of

an Allamakee taxi

the fellow no brainer was drive Amish

So I did for 5 years

no money in Amish

I DROVE TOURIST AS WELL

I want to run a US personal cab

that's a goal.

The Chamber was not the only people that made light of what I did to bring in a little

money

When most of my classes were at Calmer Iowa at NICC which is a junior college I was

putting in $80 A MONTH

that's $320 a month plus car or truck repair and buying half food for mom nothing else

Now I think I Will go driving Uber to get started with and to hire the attorney I need to

sue Diana and her son for malicious slander and a lady who not once bothered to

check into Diana or any of the things I told Human Services about.

No Helmut

Today at the Clamer food bank I met a fellow limper

I what his story was

he told me about 28 years ago

"I he says was struck by a truck on my motorcycle,

I was in brain surgery for over 7 hours and in a coma for over 3 months,

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he told me that no one thought he would awake

As he spoke I was there in a way and his face twitched

he said at the trial the cops who had testified they were on the seen

no one not one of the cops testifying they were at the scene said the accident even

occurred.

The driver was not charged

So I told of being struck for the second time in Allamakee County

Waukon, Iowa by a retired 93 year old attorney

who though his car was taken from the scene of the accident on a flat bed

was not even charged a ticket

they measured everything, skid marks as he turned into me as he was heading toward

the fairgrounds he lived near the golf course

No one was there on 8th avenue but Lynn Morrow the retired attorney driving a little

white car and me on August 11.2008

I had to acknowledge all the things in my life that lead up to me at 50,

working toward my AA's at NICC then planning on getting accepted at Luther College

why I was on a bike

why crossing the street at 8th Avenue and 5th Street

first NICC finally on my last semester acknowledged there was an exam for math

disability.

Disability said that if I took the test at NICC people at LUTHER COLLEGE COULD SEE

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THAT I HAD THIS DISABILITY

I was never tested

Luther also would not recognize that I sucked at math exams,also map exams

Never had a catscan

after many classes in Statistics and Liberal Arts Math I guess they all imagines it was

cool to fail math because they saw my failure in higher math all the way back to

AUGUST 2008.

SO IN SPRING OF 2016

I was failed out of Luther College,$55000 dollars in debt later

Did you know you can use none of that education on an application

None!

I completely understand where the Helmut guy was coming from by the people who

saw the accident refusing to acknowledge that it occurred.

In 2015 a psychologist said there was nothing with my memory

I never said there was

we humans and others have two hemispheres in our brain

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the left side is compassion and empathy and carrying

some people never and do not develop those

the right lob is for languages and math

like my friend Judy would say

Dah!

August 19,2016

what's in a job?

In 1995 as we Ellen and I were going down to Texas to see Diana's only daughter's baby

whose name is Katie,Ellen was asked what she did for a living at that time Ellen was

working assistant to the Miller Law Firm in Decorah,Iowa.

This dude asked Ellen on the plane what she did for a living

Ellen preceded to the tell the dude that she worked for a law office then he asked what

I did. Before I could say that I work in Hospitality in food and hotel crew and

management Ellen simply said "Val just a cook!"

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Tuesday the day I like to go to the Food Bank at the First Lutheran Church in

Decorah,Iowa it's my second favorite location in Decorah. Well Tuesday a new guy was

working. I asked the dude what job he had done as a young man . The dude simply said

he was a Jack of all trades a farmer. I could have said that too plus it's like caretaking it

gives a person a sense of worth. Now I only glean a sense of worth when I share or

cook for others.

I hope to see the guy again I want him to know how grateful I am that he took the time

and care to be a farmer and that he was at least not for me just anything.

In 2012 my little sister was let go by a bitch of a county attorney in Waukon a Jill Keaau

she tried and managed to get her mom paid for work which is against the Iowa state

code employing family members that's nepotism(It rules Waukon,county seat of

Allamakee County in northeastern Iowa.) This was a blessing for Ellen because it

allowed her to learn bookkeeping. Ellen is not very wise and will always believe what

the bully in the family Diana Lee Heike tells her that my telling the truth of what she did

to me by Diana placing me on Elder ABUSE THE TRUTH KEPT ELLEN FROM GETTING

INTO THE SAME KIND OF WORK Ellen was into at the Courthouse.

I learned something I would have never known before how easy it is to control Ellen

from doing the right thing of coming to the aid of her blood sister against the lies of a

half sister who sees herself as the controlling force of our mom.

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New way to remove wax from your ear

there's this removable rubber screw it reminds me of a wine

key

as you turn it in the levels of the rubber screw is brings out the way from your ear

pretty cool pity last week Sunday Morning CBS show didn't know of that invention while

they were discussing the cotton swabs and how far or how many time's end to end

they will reach the moon there and back three times.

Holy man alive

Another rain storm and thunder sounds like bowling over

the roller rink

I always wonder if the next day the rink will be like a swimming pool

water comes right in

Trump

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Not new to finally get around to appointing a woman to run your campaign

Two men failed

now a woman is finally in charge

funny for a massosionist to

now read his comments from a teleprompter

and to put the election win or lose

on the shoulders of a good looking

strong woman.

Diana's Moto

Best way to predict the future is to imagine the future

Funny just saw a commercial

with the same logo of a car

Commercial

lie,lie,lie,lie

water sprout

An ocean sproutlike a verticalArtesian Welllast I heard it spoke of was inOceanographic reasoning why the Bermuda Triangle ships sinkNow they are being spoke of on landin Mid WestHow odd!

August 18,2016

channel 19's Back

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Yeah the Green and Gold is back on

the storm must be over

MC's chatting with

Cobb

Jordan passed his physical to play.

Oakland 3 Pack 7

No phone this month

I miss the internet and Francis saying good night and

good morning

first of the month going to talk to Uber about driving for them

also need to talk to a couple ag places in Waukon

hate waiting

found a great institution that will help me get more reads

will look forward to getting connect with them on Saturday.

Will talk to mom soon as well.

Will see Clarian and then go Nana and grandpa's grave.

In Decorah were having a bitch of a storm

completely lost La Crosse TV so No Green Bay Packers

lots of rumbling and rocking and shaking

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hope its done soon

really want to see

them beat the crap out

of whom ever they play

I think Matthews is to play tonight.

Of all things

New out today

it's ok to crack your knuckles

all my life they said in loud shouts!

"do not crack your knuckles!"

Theory was that the cracking made your knuckles

HUGE

now it's cool

now they and you know thousands were spent on it

that was a wrong assumption

how odd no one cares why innocent people sit and rot in prison and no one seeks the

truth

why children are called soft targets and still killed in war

why it's ok for English to study cheaper than us in the US

when people are educated we become attributes

educated and head injuries those people I bet still get their BA's

Who tells these researchers "oh my that's one heck of a good idea,Let's study that!"

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Chin

New treatment to remove a double chin

treatment sounds worse then and inherited chin

I'll keep my birth right

to chin or not to chin

the advertisement sounded like advertisement for

Sheldon of Big Bang fame

the logo line used for the Chin treatment was

"If you have had or have had an injury in the area do not

use the treatment."

two fragile spirits

and one devil named Diana Lee

one 86 year old we will call her mom

because she is mom

and one Gay daughter

the Gay daughter except for ten years was always near mom

they leaned on each other

there were three years of intense harassment and bullying from the

diana character

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2011 after the last husband called it quits in what seemed less time than boiling a three

minute egg

that was the year diana took her step dad's hacksaw and sawed through mother and

gay daughter's kitchen sink faucet

In 2008 the gay daughter was struck by a car

Val dropped no classes Diana didn't know that

never asked

2012 diana sent for the first time iowa Human Services and a cop to the Heike's back

door

Diana made the point mom's and invalid(mom has arthritis she never was an

invalid,diana needed mom to appear that while she lied to ruin her Gay sisters

reputation

the Human service people didn't ring the front door

nor did they ask who got the mail

mom did

mom made her bed always offered to help Val

a full time college student at 50-56 two different schools

due to head trauma she was not able to do higher math

but Val cooked and gardened,washed,drove for mom as of 2014

mom's shoulders very arthritic no longer strong enough to drive

but in 2012 mom still drove

slept in her own bedroom until 2014 she fell in the hall and was getting stronger

Human Services snuck in the back door yelling Mary,Mary where are you

the fuckers knew where mom was they saw her legs up in her chair in her den

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mom had yelled back there is No Mary here and I don't know who you are and I did

not invite you into my home

They yelled back we need to see you are ok

mom said you hear me

We were told you are being beaten and no one is feeding you

mom said I eat all I want and no one is harming me

that should have been enough but Human Service people in Iowa should be out of

work and suffering like so many of us

no one looked into the piece of white trash that filed the report

Mom got the letter from Human services

Ellen told me in January of 2015 that mom told Ellen if Diana ever tried to pull that shit

again she would be out of the will

That was the day Ellen told me that Diana had lied every day since mom's fire

Diana's fire!!!

2013

diana convinced mom she should go to Texas for a two week stay

it had been more important that her two eldest grandchildren work and continue to

make money then to come and see dad dying of dementia

mom's two week stay became Gilligan's two hour voyage

diana was desperate for means to keep her home

she didn't care to move to be nearer mom she had grandchildren they after all were

more important than mom remaining by her family in Waukon,Iowa

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where mom has a great granddaughter living in her town just a couple blocks down

so diana took a 20 hour a week job selling tickets at the local

Granbury Opera house

so diana "left the mother she painted an invalid alone without a phone or TV while she

worked",

Not a soul but me cared

no one not a soul looked twice at the foul piece of white trash Diana Lee is

robbie my eldest nephew (mom got robert to take her to the airport so our 85 year old

mom sould fly home all alone )who in August 2014 worked with his mom to slander me

there is a one lie in particular Diana continues to use which is exactly

what diana is doing now isolating mom.

Maybe something will happen in December maybe someone else will care for mom I

will be with her all the time then and Diana should be afraid of this soul's spirit

what's stronger than the pain of anger

stronger than anger and pain of loosing my entire family so Diana could use mom

getting her money and depriving mom of the right of being at peace with her family

and destroying her gay sister to complete her lie to an agency of the federal

government

that val or her father ever lifted a hand against mom or abused her in any way.

One of Diana's lies in writing on documents with Human Services is that I don't

bath,that I swear at mom,that I beat mom like my dad.

Diana's dad beat mom,my dad didn't once at Nana's funeral thinking he was being

funny grabbed mom's ear . Dad's weapon was intimidation with mom and me

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The most honor I ever had was in school lettering in music,numbering in golf and being

Maria's bedroom's wall in Sound of Music. I went to school just to get picked on then

go home and help mom. Or care for the years something I could not do with

rheumatoid arthritis after being struck by a car August 2008 then slamming into the

road hard enough to smash my wrist.

can you imagine never being hospitalized for anything ever and at 56 dying intensive

cared twice and Not having your own younger sister come and see you.

My youngest nephews came

craig told me that if he had to walk on hot coals nothing would stop him from going to

see his brother

I know what Ellen said

"You know I don't like to drive!"

Melinda B would have driven her

Diana simply called me a fucker because she was standing near Ellen when I asked why

she didn't come and see me.

Diana was busy selling that I was a monster to all who would listen

The nurses believed every word and Cindy Welper was one of my bullies in high school

lied to a little named Dennis from Human Services

no a soul heard when I told them how mom feared Diana

not a soul

pure hate

I took a loaded gun that saved her family when I was 14

what was that worth

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I would always stop a bullet for mom

thought that went for Ellen too

but Ellen has had all this time to come forward and tell the truth

maybe it was a good thing she lost her job at the courthouse

not very dependable if she can be bullied by trash and not bother to take mom from

her.

Justice died in Waukon Iowa

hate thrives before Trump

ask a priest in Garner Iowa

he saw the devil in Diana as she tried to evict a priest from seeing mom.

Diana had constant access to my mom

diana had mom sure that father should have been tossed out two days later because

he had called Diana a fucker.

I hope you my reader hear when your mom says My Gay daughter Never harmed me

I hope you care when she says she wants to stay in Iowa

mom's sister is 92 mom may never see her again

last winter Diana was going to let mom come home this spring it's August now

Diana had my sister toss mom's treasures and sell her property as if mom were already

dead

she had mom change her will

Diana is protected now written in more of the will since the Gay daughter me is already

no more

soundlike fiction sorry folks its true its still happened

until I breathe my last

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or mom is safe in Iowa in my home

and Diana is safe in jail and the

key is tossed~!

AUGUST 15TH,2016

4 September

I need a battery for the lap top computer then no longer have to use this F ing

RCA notepad and internet for the apartment

might as well enjoy a little since I'm dying

December 24th at 11:59 P/M/ 2016

My little sister in Waukon Iowa

Dan and Craig's mom has had over a year to come forward and tell the truth

now my demise is going to rest with her.

I would try to guild Diana but narcissist has no guilt or concessions or feelings or

empathy

Let's see if she ever knew what it was to love her only sister or would rather be bullied

by her half sister keeping mom from where she wanted to live is really her boss.

1930

1 in 20 Iowa farmers lost their farms

so sad

will look into

government farm programs

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Harassment a form of ABUSE

Diversity is coming to Waukon,Iowa

County seat of ALLAMAKEE

I thought the Hasidic Hebrews on Postville Iowa instigated it

Jean Huffy actually started it by just loving with a good and pure heart he gay children

I have since met three other moms of Gay children in Waukon

a Hager,Bloxham and Snitker

pity people don't understand it's our mom's that gave us that blind love

compassion and trust and protection and caretaking' I learned from my mom

and though she is being lied to and harassed and told

Mother You can never leave my home or

I will place you into a nursing home

Diana I'm coming for you and you are going to jail for all the horrible things you have

bullied mom with to get your way.

Decorah fireman

He referred to himself as the Weekend man

When I inquired August 12th he acknowledge that the percent I found online was

correct

The chances for a drier to combust into a laundry room fire is only 2% of the time

that's 98% of the time a laundry room fire is not started by a short in a drier that is

electric.

Say Diana hope your face is as warm as the fire you set that could have killed mom and

I

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The fire didn't kill mom's cat

YOU DID

when you opened the front door that No one heard

you are the person who removed my lock on the door told mom and me that we had

nothing of value to bother placing doors that locked on the front of back door.

That was in October

I wonder if your son Robert is going down for this crime of attempted murder also?

Love Farmers Insurance commercials

furmermaids

flooded house that's sad

dogs of the family

acting like Esther Walters

RED CROSS2,3,4,5

after our house fire December 3,2014

diana my half sister told me I was not allowed to contact

the Red Cross

Why?

See I have to investigate this some more I had been told that my property was covered

2 "Home Fire Relief | Biggest Disaster Threat | Red Cross." 2014. 23 Aug. 2016 <http://www.redcross.org/what-we-do/disaster-relief/home-fire-response>3 "SOBERANES FIRE UPDATE: Red Cross provides support to residents." 2016. 23 Aug. 2016 <http://www.redcross.org/news/article/local/california/northern-california-coastal/central-coast-home-link/Red-Cross-provides-shelter-feeding-support-at-Soberanes-Fire>4 "Disaster Recovery Guide | American Red Cross." 2016. 23 Aug. 2016 <http://www.redcross.org/get-help/disaster-relief-and-recovery/recovery-guides>5 "How the Red Cross Works - What Happens Now." 2011. 23 Aug. 2016 <http://www.whathappensnow.com/articles_show.cfm?id=167&cat=4&sub=4>

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by mom's house insurance I knew that. diana told me that since my property was

covered I was not allowed to contact the Red Cross and yet when my check went to

mom $1400 Diana bullied mom into keeping the check because I lived with mom. in 5

years of disability I had given mom $18000 for for and cared for her and assisted he by

cooking and driving and making sure mom wasn't in need of anything. Plus caring for

the garden and mom's cat. All Diana did was lie and instigate doing her best to force

mom to Texas. The end of 2015 mom sent me $800 to try to replace that $1400 check

State Farm sent mom hostage at Diana Dudleys in Granbury,Texas. Of the $1400 Diana

thought and I had lost all my belongings and all my clothes and five of my cats and

Diana had killed mom's cat. Diana the person unable to bully her five husbands they all

divorced her. Diana thought it would be ok to send me $400.

August 14th,2016

toy soap/hotel Tom Foolery

Hotels put out full bars of soap in the bathrooms

put your logo on the soaps(pressed into the soap not on the package)

Write the soap off as an advertisement

so the soap is a tax write off

then when people take them home

and give the soap to their local food banks

or they keep the bars of soap for their own business

people in their homes will remember their stay

make their stay a good memory

Win,Win,Win!

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Walnuts

For the last month plus a bit

those of us who need the food bank

one of the terrific foods Calmer,Iowa Food Bank has been given wonderfully healthy

Walnuts

Iowa happens to be one of the largest Walnut states in America

Walnuts are one of the things I will grow on my farms

the entire organization is useable

I use to collect Walnuts by the barrel on our Heike farms and take them to Yellow River

Forest the entire nut was walnut was bought

the nut,husk and shell

the shell goes to furnish companies it's used in varnish as is the husk.

If I were a Walnut company I would give packaged nuts b of them to the Iowa Food

banks across the state

terrific fiber

Take one guess where the walnuts that are given out in Iowa actually come from or at

least from Calmer and on some occasions at the First Lutheran Church in Decorah on

Broad Street?

Anyone guess California?

a gift to a civic organization is tax deductible plus you the giver get a good feeling from

assisting fellow man.

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What! Sargassum!

People need a presidential candidate runner not to lie and say No, No it's not a lie its

just

Sargassum!

the future election runners need to be

need to be seen as honorable

intelligent

foolish

or as Trump or the word that best describes him to me

Ass

Don't talk down to people

Don't tell us you will hate us

Don't make people see underhandedness where there is none

Trump implicates every election as dirty if you do NOT WIN!

I think the best thing Trump said was that if he loses he will just take a long vacation

Trump you would make me really beyond words happy

if you started that vacation now.

3 times to the moon and back

What's that right?

that is how many cue tips made a year

they did a bit on them in Sunday Morning CBS

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the warning that gave

was nothing new

Don't stick them in your ear!

I know for a fact they get stuck.

I was fortunate since I was living in a the dorm for concession workers at Mt.

Rushmore while working as Lead in Fudge and Ice Cream my boss was a company

called Amfac in 1994

The concession now is Xterra

I stuck a damn cue tip in my ear

I had to knock on doors before I found someone home

If you have ever worked at a concession in a facility that deals with tourist

smart employees know enough after their first season

leave as soon as you can or you might be called to work

seasonals are not very trustworthy you either love what you do and stay or leave

there is something intoxicating living and working in a Park or resort

a young man named Gary from Postville in Allamakee County once told me there are

three types of people who work in Hospitality and live on a mountain

1.those that work watch TV,sleep go back to work

2. hike all they can and experience what wonders are in the park you live in

3. the boozers

I was a number two and after putting a cue tip in my left ear and wondering if I would

ever be able to go out again without it stuck in my ear a box reader.

Allamakee County

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I grew up in the county seat Waukon

I hate the mentality of that town

I love the county my great grandfather grew up in on the family farm in Waterville,IA

Allamakee the poorest county in the state of Iowa

Allamakee is where part of the driftway goes through

history lives here

I want to employee and expand diversity of hospitality

how it should be done

not how it is imagined for one instance food service and the employees in that field are

unless you have made something your life work as mine is and was caretaking putting

others first my experience is taught that was , by being there in the first person

When I go into places like Hardee's in Waukon Iowa I wonder how it is they are

successful

that's not run to code

apron Never leave the kitchen

aprons do not take garbage outside

aprons do not go potty

hands and aprons Never cashier

people in foodservice never Do not have a hat on or hair net

(most food services people in higher ranks do not have to wear a hat

stupid rule your hair is full of the MOST contaminates)

hands can not touch your hair,face,clothing,dirty dishes,broom handles,door knobs

anything and everything touched with skin or plastic gloves

hands need to be rewashed and re plastic cloved

only one pair of earrings worn in ears,no tongue,lip,nose or forehead ear rings

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no finger polish at all

no cashier worried about time should ever be seen MAKING YOUR FOOD!

It should never be there place especially if they are a manager your safety is worth the

wait!

I'm trained in Servsafe/OSHA food service and trained in all aspect in housekeeping.

I want to impart upon my employees caretaking within this field.

I want to be in three poor countries

Page County in Virginia, Sawyer County,Wisconsin,Custer, S.D. and up by

Duluth,Minnesota the only way to grace people with the dignity to care for those they

love without the contrary UNCLE Sam Social Services looking down their noses on

what they will never really care or understand is to be successful and care for our own

loved ones.

National Treasure

CBS Sunday morning show

makes my week's unique,touching,awesome or not

too much

I love how the stories are interestingly linked

so un news like to other historical programs and thoughts

now they have gone from Rhode Island's history and awesome fireplaces to of

all things matchbooks and their covers

to fixer uppers I will await it with baited breathe I love discovering what's under

floors and wallpaper

love originals

love wooden floors,original old wooden cupboards and the like

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kitchen pan hanging

kitchen Islands ,nothing stuck in front of a drawer

I dream of silverware in drawers with lids

then I can place silverware back in kitchen drawers and out of the

freezer

Why freezer you may think? Well it all had to do with a mouse.

I saw the mouse,screamed! Then took action.

Freezer came to me in an instance,sometimes let me tell you

huge knifes zooming toward my feet make opening the freezer an adventure!

I love ice cream it's awesome,yummy,sinful although love it best naked!

Like women,

BUT Mostly my freezer has no ice cream lots of stainless steel,steak knives as a

cook the freezer holds all my knifes and water bottles frozen ,and my seeds. I'm

a farmer without farms just now but I will always be a seed saver.

It has just dawned on me two things this is a repeat and my tea is gone and I

will need two more cranberry toast.

Where as I hate most ice cream with stuff in it except almonds and walnuts but

I love bread with stuff in them.

Today it w be late when I eat supper

I have been asked to Jean Huffeys home for supper

I had hoped to go early and drive to Harpers Ferry and looked at the 1874 red

brick house I hope to buy soon when I find a few financial partners to start my

business in Allamakee County the most north eastern county in the little state

of Iowa.

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Carefree Dental Card

Dental Insurance

$15.95

I pay $14.99

unsure the dental insurance

Start a Sunday

If you wish a bad taste in your mouth watch 29 seconds of Jack Van Impe

On the 30th second I will turn to Minnesota PBS and watch the Jingle dress

or anything on a bit of a people past as a historian somethings are a piece of my heart

I am of Two Spirits

If I found something on the horrors of WWII

I find myself closer to bits and parts of me stolen by an 8 year olds lies

funny sad when I look bad to bad tasting memories there is my half sister

I had a dog when I was small his name was Casey

Casey was the grandson of our Penny

Penny was golden retriever and cocker

Casey was just a puppy.

I had been 15 it was a year after I saved my family from being killed at the family cabin

by my dad when he was drunk in a sad place

When I came home Diana was there with her two small children

Robert 9 years younger than me so 6 years old and Julie 2 years younger then Robbie

and a little terrier Benji type dog with a raccoon mask his name was Patches

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Casey could not be found.

I finally went to mom and asked "Mom I can't find Casey anywhere do you know where

he is?

Mom said Diana came with this dog his people were going to Mexico to be missionaries

and so she told her friend I have just the place for him and drove him over. Your dad

took Casey over to a friend who has a farm he will be happier there!"

See this is how Diana is has to control everyone. I'm sure she bullied mom into doing

aways with my Casey.

That destroyed my heart. I knew the cruelty of people at school,and my dad and at

times kid sister but this is my first memory of Diana breaking my heart. Now I know

what she did two years before I was born.

August 13,2016

Good News

Lucky Charms looks the samehas less sugar the a can of Mountain Dewthe marsh mellow taste the same as 57 years agoat our home in Laurens Iowa we never had Lucky CHARMDad taught how good graham Crackers were with milk on them

Geoffrey Palmer

Yes Minister and A fine Romance

and Good Neighbors (I think it's been some time since I saw it)

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Love this British actor

believe he is gone

but I will always

think well of him

and Smile.

Its interesting how we humans are linked

Today I met a girl that was in my sister Ellen's class

The lady and her husband drive Amish for my landlord

We chatted a while

I gave her a baker's dozen of wonderful

home grown sweet corn

Beyond Price

Of all my treasures and first Edition,collectables

my mom,baby sister,cats and youngest nephews.Taylor and the little one

they were and are even though it seems easier for family to believe lies

are still beyond price

no currency would ever be offered to compare with how much I treasured them

see Gay people feel and love harder than other

I think the only feeling in a family is felt by non straight family

that saddens me beyond belief

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I enjoyed every moment mom and Ellen were near

even when I am only spirit I will be with those that

Distance themselves from me

Interesting case innocent person found guilty

Murder

Stokes

Mr. and Mrs. Wayne Stokes found dead in their Nebraska home

I know exactly what it is to be falsely accused of something

in my case in Iowa what was labeled a crime never occurred

lies were laid at the feet of Iowa Human Services and even after my mom told

EVERYONE it was all lies

no one cared

accuse the gay who was in college and supposed caring for her mom

Who was paying for the gay daughter's education?

Diana was always making Assumptions

Never bother to ask

In July 2015 when the Human Service judge in Polk County had concerned over the

funkiness of what in actuality what occurred in the Heike /Dudley case

The Human Service people lied about who had been sent to mom's and my home lies

Diana told

four people in total come to mom's home

I had just started Luther College transferring in to luther with 93 credits

on that day in September 2012 Diana sent two people to mom my home

sneak in the back door

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Diana told them and it is written in the Human Service forms No one uses the back

door

I park in the back yard and enter the house through the back yard it allows me to do

what I did daily to the garden and do the kitty box and feed the cats.

Two men came calling as they stood in our kitchen

a kitchen they were NOT INVITED into

they had come from the front yard pass the front door

never Never rang the front door

Diana had told them that mom was an invalid

forced to sit in the chair in the den without a phone

No one bothered to check anything before they storm trooped into an American's

home

Mom in 2012 drove by herself

went grocery shopping and to Pamida

got plants for me to plant in the garden twice

I had to replant twice we had severe hail that year

Mom cooked,cleaned,drove,assisted me in making her bed,and mom got the mail

slept in her bedroom,neverwas an invalid

Never needed me to bath her

never needed me to read her mail before she was allowed to read it

Never needed me to allow people to or not to talk to mom

The Human Service man and the Allamakee cop yelled to mom "Mary,Mary, we need to see you are OK!"

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mom yelled back( the den is through the dining room or just around the corner from

the Kitchen,these men had seen mom's legs up which she did when sat in her chair.)

Mom yelled back there is No Mary here!

mom's name is Marian Iowa Human Service people are so sharp they could not even

get that correct.

Mother had gotten the mail telling her that it had been Diana who had instigated the

first visit. I never saw this saying that I had to appeal a lie that I withheld food from

mom and that I had been abusive to mom/ Caring for mom and other older ladies had

brought me great joy since I was 19 years old,

I cared for (Minnie Nagle,Margaret Strattie,Leona Baxter,Florence Fitzgerald,Vonnie

White,Colleen Hart,Harried Duggan,Loretta Ryan,Elise Haas,Grandma Ferring,Beatrice

Regan,Mildred Hansen,Julia Ryan,Bea Fahey,Bea Zahn,Marian D. Heike). Due to these

horrible lies with the purpose of forcing our mom from her home to have to live with

the control freak Diana is.

No one looked at the steps even leading up to 2014,2011 Diana sawed through the

kitchen faucet with the hacksaw dad had that hung in the stairwell. In 2013 diana took

mom to Texas on the assumption it would be a two week visit because her children

chose not to come see dad when he was dying over lust for $$$. While mom was there

on the two week stay that became the Gilligan Island tour of the Heike family mother

finally got my nephew Robert John to take her at 86 to the airport to fly home to Iowa

alone. Does this make sense to you? How is this something an invalid would be able to

do? While mom was there Diana was so concerned with keeping her home since

number 5 had divo she had no one interested in keeping her in her home that's why it

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was parement to force mom from her home and family in Iowa to Texas. Diana wmove

back to Iowa that would mean leaving her family. Diana worked 20 hours a week

leaving mom without TV or phone. No one cared enough to look at Diana. Diana sold

tickets at the Granbury Opera house.

No one looked at Diana's phone messages, Diana over two years called mom 70 times

a week,10 times a day to hammer mom into leaving her family. Everything I tell you my

public is true and the evidence is easily obtained. I was never guilty of harming The one

job beside sharing my thoughts in writing is carrying. I have no way of working in the

field of care that's one of the reasons I'm seeking a female equal partner in B&B,wool

and Etcetera business. I can not continue to starve in heart and spirit from this

devastation already embalmed in filthy gross lies of elder abuse.

Did you know that phone harassment is a federal offence? Lying to Human Services to

get a scheme of yours to play out is also illegal and a federal offence. The innocent

have been found innocent in Nebraska I hope to live for the innocent of Elder Abuse in

Allamakee County to be cleared of the lies placed against the now 58 year old poet,

Me!

Limited time

I no longer have to worry about ever holding my mom's hand as she parts from me

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Diana will never allow Ellen to come forward and tell what Diana did to force mom to

Tell the truth

I would have been the last remaining sister

I would have cared for mom then Ellen

Kept the family together through the next American Revolution

Diana has 4 months and 12 days and 14 hours 17 minutes to go to Human Services of

Iowa and tell them all of the things she told them about her mom and her daughter Val

was a bald face lie and that they need to remove Valerie Kay Heike from Elder Abuse.

Doing that will also stop me from suing her for the slander with malice and wrongful

death.

Heartless

Diana took our mother

all I had was school,cats we loved and my mom

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after Diana set our home on fire

a fire that speedily rushed along in haste after it hit the four paint cans mom was

saving in the laundry room the fire was so hot the smoke that set off the alarm was

when the fire hit the green shag carpet on the steps going upward.

That's when the alarm for smoke went off.

When Diana took mom she took my innocent heart

my blood drips off her hands like Christ's blood dripped off the sword that pierced his

side

Like the blood of the Slave Spartacus families died upon the cross stationed along the

Roman highway

If the meek are to inherit Christian heaven I am happy to no longer be the christian I

was raised

I find only hate lives in the one I use to love with all my heart

Diana Lee Heike D.

Works:

Originally written by Valerie Littlewolf,Val K Heike and Francis Phillips, History and

Sociology,Luther College,Decorah,Iowa and Hope University ,Liverpool,England,August

2016

Other citings are at the bottom of pages for information

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