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Credit Edited by Jana Miller Cover photo by Jake Zilinski (circa 2010) Written/everything else by Nicholas Arthur
For Theresa
one of the coolest people
I’m ever going to meet.
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1
Freshman Year
I still remember your Converse shoes,
covered in faded Sharpie hieroglyphs
of lost love and your favorite bands.
I remember sitting on hot blacktop,
against a parking curb
and the way your hand felt.
Everything felt permanent
in the overbearing July sun
for the first few days.
Wide-eyed teenage love.
It gave way just as easy
to glassy-eyed hatred
and hesitation marks.
We haven’t spoken in nearly
six years.
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5/21/11
If the rapture occurs on Saturday
I’ll be behind a cash register at Kohl’s,
scanning clothes for middle age women
wearing large golden crosses and t-shirts from
their vacation bible study groups.
People who think that I’m part of a vast conspiracy
with Barack Obama to steal the money
they waste on clothes that they won’t need
if their savior really does come back,
sweeping them off their feet
to sit on a cloud,
watching us confused looking pagans
below their name brand sneakers.
3
The Laminate of Your Table
Swaying sawdust lungs cough and hack
furniture of average to
impressive quality.
Polished cherry, maple and oak.
Perfect for resting coffee and beer.
Condensation aiding water logging. Human
habits leading to nicks and scratches.
Making love, making war, wearing away
and eventually ending up at a resale shop
for a very modest value to be picked up and
used. Subject to the same practices until
one of those practices damages it beyond
reasonable repair. Tables sit on curb sides,
bitter that their cigarettes are too wet to
light as they wait for their new destination.
Dismantled on a barge.
Decomposing.
Back to the dust they were
when they were summoned out of swaying
sawdust lungs.
4
Wisconsin
I dreamed about some futuristic land in
Wisconsin.
Everyone wears sweatpants.
It’s pretty damn comfortable.
Relax.
Life is too short to be continually
uncomfortable. It creeps me out to see you
stuff your contours into society’s molds.
Falling out, falling down, flag waving.
Fingers shoved down your throat
binge,
purge,
fit,
consume,
love,
repeat.
5
Cobweb Skyscrapers
Up tight and concerned,
pressed against dope-sick eyes
heavy with sadness.
Dumb-fuck lover boy blues
are in heavy rotation
on the jukebox in the
abandoned bar.
Cobweb skyscrapers
ascend to the
bar stools.
The copper piping is
long gone,
But the jukebox
wakes up to play
everyone’s favorite loser tune
every now and then.
6
Wires
I once had a teacher who stepped
on an extension cord with the
sharp heel of her shoe as she was
teaching us about multiplication.
Inanimate electrical spirits
poured out, jumping and
dancing from the cord,
a shocked look transfixed across
her wrinkled features. It was
good to have a break from the
multiplication.
7
Ballad
They’re playing our song on
the moon. Not much makes
sense about this, but it feels
good all the same. Worn out
happiness is echoing down
the creators, falling on empty
ears. Licking wounds, kissing
bruises making up as best I
can. Even though you’re long
gone.
8
Falling Apart
I bought a cheap plant
from Meijer.
Not much water,
not much care,
couldn’t be too difficult.
When things started to
come apart more and
more
the shades were closed
more often.
Water didn’t come as much.
Maybe the increased levels
of Elliott Smith did
in my leafy green
silent friend.
Either way the once,
strong green leaves
withered brown and fragile.
falling away
behind the book shelf
and on to the sea of chords
below.
9
Young/Dumb
I wouldn’t exactly
change
any of it
I guess.
The afternoons
spent in hazy orange
bliss.
Floating
into the
ether.
Endings are usually
complicated,
pointless,
misery.
I regret prolonging that
rather
than appreciating what we
had.
10
Western
Connecting your birthmarks
in the faint light of
the neon sign in
your bedroom.
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Whippersnapper
Dandelion love-sick kids
cling close,
attempting to slow up the hands on the clock
a bit.
You won’t always get
the chance to
make seniors uncomfortable
as you make out
on the patio furniture at Sears.
Soon they too will
tense and grimace
at youth that once seemed
never ending.
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Abandoned Theater
You drew a picture of us together
at the theater where we first met.
You probably threw it away after we split.
Now that crinkled piece of paper
is playing re-runs of Quarantine
for an audience of other disregarded
inanimate objects.
In a galaxy of coffee grounds
spaghetti sauce and
paper plates
where we’re still as
interested in one another
as we were on that night.
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12:35 a.m.
Cheap liquor burn and
menthol cigarette smoke
rise to the full moon.
Large fumbling
dumb nothings
splinter in two.
Trying to impress you
even though you like me
anyway.
Comb my hair messy
just the way you might
like.
Stand up straight
only to hunch over
out of habit.
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Moon Face
I kept
poking and prodding,
scratching and squeezing
until it finally
R E L I E F
At least until morning.
When more will
sprout up
like dandelions
in an abandoned field.
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Oranges
When waves crash over a
deserted beach at 4:00 a.m.
causing the insects to burrow
into the wet sand.
As the wind moves underneath the
branches melting into a droning silence.
We will be in opposite rooms celebrating
the same holiday that isn’t highlighted on
the calendar in the living room.
Eventually we will realize that we are in
different rooms
and the celebration will fade into longing
for one another.
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Cures
My nasal passage clogged up
like I-94 at 5:00 on a Friday.
I blew my nose
until the goddamn Earth shook
underneath my feet.
I put all of my weight
into each fist that
hit my pillow for
the scattered sleep.
I took a bath and felt my nose
unclench and run into the water
like a broken faucet,
only to clench back up with
twice the determination when
I was dry.
I took the small round red
“decongestants.”
Not a single thing.
I woke up dry mouthed and
miserable.
The same way I closed
my eyes.
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Tacos at the Diner down The Street
The despair still seeps out
between the cobblestones of the
dungeon that has been turned
into a tourist attraction.
Where t-shirts and snickers bars
are sold next to a place where a
portion of mankind suffered
unimaginable agony.
The breeze moves through the
shackles that remain and the fake
plastic skeletons that they wrap
around.
The gift shop’s florescent bulbs
hum and flow together with the
sustained moans that still echo
the hallways.
Despite the surreal juxtaposition
of human suffering and
commerce the only thing I can
think about are tacos.
Not even good ones.
In fact the ones encased in grease
from the local diner would work.
People might say that it’s a strange
time and place to want some
cheap tacos.
However, the ghosts that still
inhabit this 16th century torture
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chamber could probably go for
some tacos as well. So I’m sitting
in this diner now
telling you about my day,
trying to fill in the awkward spaces
in conversation while eating this
taco in memory of the ghosts that
dwell in a dungeon that’s
now a tourist attraction.
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Marshmallows
Wood grain dreams hula hoop telepathic nonsense
across the chair lift wires that bridge
the gaps between the snow white mountains of
your teeth.
Skiing enthusiasts zig-zag down the slopes,
laughing and carrying on
as they tumble down the mountain
and I realize that it’s hard to
stay mad at you.
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Hey
If you’ve got a good idea
ringing in your ears don’t
be afraid to share it.
Come over and we can watch
infomercials about salvation and
exercise machines
until the sun stumbles over the
horizon.
21
Submarine Sunsets
I sat in the
same padded chair
at the end of the
fiction section.
I read the newspaper.
I dreamed we were watching
a sunset.
One where the sun looks like
a gigantic orange blimp
transforming into a submarine.
Slowly descending.
Carrying out deep sea explorations
that are the stuff of
National Geographic cover stories.
I dreamed I didn’t have glasses
that could vaporize
an ant in a few moments
with a good beam of sunlight.
I dreamed that you noticed me
as you put books away.
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Movies about Vampires
We sat in the theater
teenage
eyes glazed over
and worried,
trying to watch the boring
movie about
vampires.
Trying not to
think too much.
23
Falling Through a Time Rift and Meeting My Future Self
When I was at work there was an
older guy that needed help finding
a card for his wife.
He said he couldn’t find
anything.
I looked around the corner and
found a whole section of cards
that were for wives.
They were the less serious ones
with cartoons and light hearted
sentiments printed across the
front.
When he saw them he said
“No, not those ones,
I’m trying to get laid.”
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Blue
Every kiss ends with
eventually driving
home under the
haunting glow of
moonlight.
Traveling down
empty expressways.
Water appears on
blades
of freshly cut grass.
The engine hums through the
open windows.
Open the door slowly, so you
won’t wake your parents up.
Pretend you were asleep all along.
It’d be cool if
you were here too.
25
Crates
The twist of your hips, the
pressure of your lips
accented by the moonlight.
Dark blues with a white glow
round the edges. Crates full of
old soul records are stacked in
your room. Cigarette smoke
floats and weaves with heavy
bass lines. Romantic clichés
are clichés for a reason.
There’s not much skepticism
here. I don’t smoke cigarettes,
but I do now,
at least for this moment.
26
Tiny Closing Credits
I saw a spider
float through bits of breeze
on a length of web,
swinging from the ceiling fan in the
living room.
He floated down to the carpet
and made a run for it.
I’d like to think he floated
on to some happy existence:
A web full of dull gnats
and some peace and quiet.
Instead he’ll probably be crawling through
our blankets and sheets
only to be crushed by frantic
legs and feet
once dreaming and still.
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Muted
The clouds muted
everything
to a blue gray
glow.
Goosebumps and love bites.
Scratch marks
crisscross
my spine.
Things are quiet
aside from
the drone of
the interstate.
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Strawberries
I remember you
far off
but clear as can be,
your lips forming
closing credits
to films
that had their
funding cut.
I looked at the faded
heart you drew on
my wrist in black pen.
We were eating strawberries
on a stairwell
in a condominium.
I kissed you
and you waited until
it was over.
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1:47 a.m.
Making mac and cheese for
myself while I watch spiders
build their homes in the
corners of my ceiling. Bob
Dylan talks through my
stereo about some girl I
don’t know who I try to
morph into a girl that I do
know.
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Starry Canopy
Underneath the artificial starry canopy
we point out accidental constellations,
laying next to one another.
My heart jumps against my ribcage.
You’re finding more constellations,
but I’m too nervous
to focus on the false solar systems.
My thoughts are submerged in this moment
with you and the glowing stars
I typically take for granted.
I realize how beautiful you are in this moment and
wonder why I didn’t realize it sooner.
Chasing hopelessly after girls who didn’t care about me,
spending lonely nights consoled by quick fixes.
When I could’ve been here,
complete and happy,
leaning over toward you in the dark.
Our lips finally meeting.
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...I'll Talk to You Later or Something
I like you as much as
fundamentalist Christians like
being secure in their belief
that there will be some space
in the clouds for them when
they pass on.
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Growing Up
I remember digging through the
pebbles on the playground, hoping that
there would be some gold or other
sought after material buried away
among the small smoothed over
stones.
Financial burden melting away.
Just hair ties and strange
insects lurking beneath.
Pinchers and legs, nylon and
plastic.
I continue digging.
I reach a trapped door. All the kids
that once surrounded me are gone.
Just me and a trapdoor underneath
the pebbles.
It’s a wooden door.
It creaks a bit when I open it.
I can’t hear anything.
Pitch black.
Just a distant rustling.
I can’t see the entry anymore.
Keep crawling forward.
I can’t see what’s in front of me.
I hit a wall.
I feel the wall a bit.
Another door.
I open the door.
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In the room is a large dragon.
The dragon is too large for the room.
He is doing tax returns. He looks up from his
tiny spectacles in a reassuring grandfatherly
like way, something that you wouldn’t expect
from a dragon stuffed into a subterranean
lair.
"Look kid, things might be tough. She
likes the other boy with more
self-confidence and parents who will
buy him whatever he bothers them
about, but he will develop a wicked
problem with narcotics.
You’ll be okay. Things are
going to work out.
Just wait it out a bit longer.” I
was back on playground.
Sounds of my classmates
rushed back to my ears.
I felt better
until the scary older dudes
started calling me some weird name
they made up for me.
People laughing at me,
the girl included.
Sometimes it’s difficult to take the wisdom of
subterranean dragons doing tax returns in the present,
even if it seems
obvious in hindsight.
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Hair Metal Bubblegum
I thought about a moment
the other
day.
One where we were both
in each others arms
and laughing
uncontrollably.
I'm not sure about what
exactly,
but those memories tend to
leave a weird
resounding ache.
They only seem to deepen
with time.
I have
a
hard time understanding
why.
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Motel
After mouse clicks and
frantically tapped keys
we sat on the
motel bed.
We looked at one
another with apprehension
and desire.
I turned your chin
with my thumb and forefinger
gently,
lovingly.
Then it all fell
away.
Evaporated into a
cool summer breeze
from an open window.
I was sleeping next to
someone else.
I’m glad we never met.
I wouldn’t have
been what you
were looking for.
I’m glad all of
that potential heartache
is only crammed into
dreams
rather than our living, breathing, everyday existence.
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Flooding
I thought about you
over shop vac
hum.
My old work shirt is
covered in sewer water
and sweat.
Rain fell and
the drain hacked up
more water,
flowing over discolored
gray flecked tiles.
I thought about
distant daydreams
that haunted and lifted
my delirium filled
cranium.
I tried to imagine I
was still laying next to you,
trying to figure out
what to do with my arm.
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Longing
You remind me
of gaps in polite conversation
where everyone would like
to start talking again, but they
can’t. Maybe they’re thinking of
a joke that no one else would
understand or maybe they’re
thinking of an odd moment
with a person they loved. Warm
tingling wide-eyed, melted
heart thud resonating through
their bones. Only to snap out of
that world to a polite
conversation that has stalled
out.
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Broken Flowers
Flowers cut and arranged,
destined for buckets filled
with 1/3 water in an
artificially refrigerated
purgatory. Destined to be
hurled back into harsh
elements with no way
to eat or drink, griped in the
hands of forgetful lovers,
celebrating love that will
crumble and collapse. Swept into
the margins of history books.
Stuffed hastily into cheap
containers in fits of ecstasy and
agony. Dependent on the feeding
tubes of vases.
Broken flowers that are left to dry
up on a window sill. Collecting
dust, living out their last days
in a doom encased existence.
Their once lively green leaves
curling
into brown silhouettes.
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6:45 a.m.
Remember when I used to
try to inflate sunrises
like beach balls?
Beach balls that bounced as
good as when they were
first free from their plastic cocoon.
Coffee chatter
works its way through weary limbs
as your cat licks my palms.
I watch you put on
your uniform.
Inconsiderate and lazy,
lodged in my happiness
with you.
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Stock
Into the black tarp with holes punched in
it. Cold air flowing
in and out of weak lungs.
Tail pipe snowdrifts gather around worn
out tennis shoes
covered in snow, soaked in cold water.
The moon knows your
social security number
and that you want to
wake up two weeks earlier.
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Drunk in a Red Aluminum Galaxxy
I just wanted to drink alone in
your sitting room and listen to
power ballads. Safe from
having to talking to people
when I’m drunk. My insides
feeling warm, my mind drifting
down stream. I wouldn’t wake
up with vomit
all over my shirt. I wouldn’t wake up with
the notion that I tried to hook-up with
you and got turned down. At 22 I’m
living in a succession of awkward
moments. This is a holding pattern, sad
and embarrassed. I seem to only like
hanging out with pets whenever I go to
parties. I’m not a social drinker,
just an idiotic slurred inconvenience,
making everyone increasingly
uncomfortable.
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Decomposing/Growing
My back hunched a bit more.
Circles grew a bit deeper.
Fingers knotted up.
Breath fainter.
Feet hurt all the time.
Eyes heavy.
I just want one more minute
laying next to you in the
backseat. Just shut my eyes
for a bit as I peal off
and smooth
a bit of tape on the edge of the
cash register. When I open
them
we’ll still be in the back seat.
You can talk about time travel
as long as you want and I
won’t be in a future where I’m
on some weird dating site
talking to people who aren’t
you. Even though I wish they
were and maybe they do too,
even if they don’t know it.
If I went back to a lot of moments
like this though
I would never have reached that
moment with you. Awkwardly tangled
and content. Hopefully there’s another
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moment with you off in the horizon, but
I can’t worry about it.
I can’t act like I miss you,
I have to let you go. One
potential future
(supposedly) becomes
more plausible
if I do that.
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I Make Sure My Head is Connected to My Body
Everything would be perfect
again as we talked
on the phone.
As if nothing had changed
in the slightest.
When I came by
you were
all uneasy laughter
and distance.
Your friend picked us up
even though I didn’t really
want
to go.
I was told repeatedly that he was
a really good DJ.
I watched the tree line
from the back seat
melt together with
the dark
as we careened down
a country road.
All narrow and large hills,
no street lights.
I took a hit of cheap Windexed
green and you forced me to
blow the harsh smoke
between your lips.
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Your friend
started falling into a Xaney
slump at the wheel.
You were yelling and screaming,
then you were driving.
A police car followed us for
a while.
It seemed like hours.
It probably wasn’t.
We got back and your friend drove off.
I walked you to the door.
You said I could come in, but
to just hold on
one second.
You came back with
ready-made excuses
and sad eyes.
We held each other for
a long time in the hallway
to your apartment.
I drove home quickly,
my stomach
square knots of
love-sick cynicism.
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Inside
Dust mites locked lips
behind drawn curtains
over the drone of the
neighbor’s compressor.
It’s midday and I haven’t
stepped outside in a while.
It takes
longer than I expected
to get up,
but when I do
I realize that it’s
probably going to be
all right.
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Caffeine
Rotted teeth in a
rotted skull where all
your lingering
dreams slip away.
Artificially propping
you up at a cubicle.
Hands shake,
hangovers dissipate
and headaches
sink their fangs
into your
temples.
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Tin Can Dial Tone
I saw a barn. Paint chipping,
bare rotted wood underneath
next to an overpass. Nothing
surrounding it but tall grass,
yellowing in patches. Finished
cigarettes, plastic bottles, a
shirt torn to pieces. I saw you
strolling around by the barn.
Gaunt looking and strung out,
eyes melting black.
Mouth ajar. Pale as milk,
yellow sweat ingrained
deep. Whispering odd
nothings
into a tin can. The string spanned
some distance and ended behind the
closed door of the barn. You giggled a
bit. A strange look came over your
features. Happiness means different
things
to different people.
For some it’s someone next to you.
For others it’s material wealth.
For you it’s an old barn by an
overpass that knows all your
favorite jokes that no one else
quite gets.
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Honey
You can call
me whatever you want
I guess,
as long as you stick around
for a bit.
We could stay in
bed all day,
snow drifts of covers,
ordering pizza.
I shouldn’t be
so particular and self-conscious.
I should just try
to be happy for once.
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Idiot Days
I texted women
who will
never text me back.
Women who used to look at me
with starry-eyed fascination
that gave way
to bitter disappointment.
Disappointment brought on
from my
apprehension and irrational
twenty-something idiocy.
I searched through broken down
old phones
for numbers
thought lost and gone
forever.
Phone numbers I’d erased in
embarrassment or a self-satisfied sort of
renewal.
Loneliness and nostalgia
walk hand-in-hand
down city streets
of neon rainwater jarred awake
only by passing cars.
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Sand
I’m still finding memories
of you in odd places of my
day. Brought about by
things that sort of remind
me of when we were
together. Like taking a
vacation and still finding
sand in everything you
brought with you
months after you
return.
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Hives
Deep resounding empty jumps and howls
inside my belly.
Dinner’s getting colder, the circles grow
deeper.
Getting old is weird.
Abandoned houses with boarded up
windows and cracked concrete out front
stare back over the imaginary abyss.
Gently mumbling "stop being such a
goddamn wuss all the time.”
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Far
Away from the fighting
that now consumes our
time together.
We’ll smoke a bowl.
I’ll make you Mac and Cheese.
We’ll lay together and talk
about how much we used to
love each other.
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Better
We split three bottles of
cheap red wine.
My voice cracked under
the weight of alcohol
and nervous happy.
My palms sweated against
the plastic
Vanilla Coke sign I stole.
I put my arm around you
as we walked back
to your house.
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Red Flowers
A man
with a gray beard to
his
belly
holds a bouquet of
bright red flowers.
Must’ve been something
cheaper than
roses.
His eyes are
iced over
black swimming pools
in February.
His feet are unsure.
His shirt hangs loose
and is covered in sweat stains.
It is
9:00 am
and he’s walking
quickly.
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Ghost Town Whiskey
Soot still clung to
my jacket
as I looked up at the stars.
A mouthful of love
songs that all want to
escape at once,
feet made of springs,
bouncing two-and-fro.
Cold against my cheeks
warm in my belly.
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I woke up with a few less
phone numbers
and a few new ones.
Cigarette burns against
a pillow and blankets
bunched up between my arms.
I woke up with a lot of
sorrys and goodbyes.
My stomach tangled up
granite,
my eyes
red overcast.
I woke up kind of
late
to the last of the cicada hiss
and the start of September.
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Thank You
Mom Dad Tony Kim Alex Ridel Alyssa Hardin Amanda Shreve April Connor Audrey Mercer Ben Moxon Bryttan Johnson Christy Castillo Chuck Taylor Claire Mahoney Cody Gomez Cosette Daniel Dave Edwards Dillon White Ellen Krezezewski Erica Smith Frances Mackey Gabby Conti Gino Korkis Jake Zilinski Jana Miller Jenifer Raymond Jessica Lisey Jessica Sicilliano Justin Donoghue Kathleen Trombley Kristen Kliener Lauren McCoy Lauren Sibu Matt Booza Melissa Johnson Nate Tavel Nick O’Keefe Nik Hill Pat White Phil Pomber Rachel Krolczyk Robert Heady Sam Gurney Sam Scannell Sam Tinette Scott Stafford Stefanie Doetzkies Stephanie Love Tom White Tylar Williamson
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Nicholas Arthur is 24 years old and
currently lives in one of the many lake
towns in Michigan. He is a Wayne State
University graduate. Along with poetry
he dabbles in music, writing and art.
When he is not writing he can be found
looking in the bargain bin at the record
store, drinking coffee far too late at night and eating breakfast any time he
pleases. He has a cat named Simba.