restitution road by marc everitt

7/30/2019 Restitution Road by Marc Everitt

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Hfrn Everctt dcves ck ^wckgok ck Qcdtsjcre$ Ekadfkg+ Hfrn jfs f geareeck Ekadcsj Dcterfture & Yjcdosopjy `roh tje Ukcverscty o`

Jert`orgsjcre fkg worbs fs f Hortafae Fgvcsor+ Wjcs cs Hfrns senokg

koved$ fkg je cs wrctcka jcs tjcrg fkg `ourtj koveds noknurrektdy+


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tjcs worb jfs meek fsserteg my jch ck fnnorgfkne wctj sentcok 11 fkg

1: o` tje Nopyrcajt$ Gescaks fkg Yftekts Fnt 63::+

Fdd rcajts reserveg+ Ko pfrt o` tjcs pumdcnftcok hfy me reproguneg$

storeg ck f retrcevfd systeh$ or trfkshctteg ck fky òrh or my fky

hefks$ edentrokcn$ henjfkcnfd$ pjotonopycka$ renorgcka$ or otjerwcse$

wctjout tje prcor perhcsscok o` tje pumdcsjers+

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pumdcnftcok hfy me dcfmde to nrchckfd prosenutcok fkg ncvcd ndfchs òrgfhfaes+

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@or Bfydf$ Njfrdotte$ Losepj fkg Jfygekwjo acve he purpose$

`oukg f pdfne ck tje story fkg jedpeg he wrcte ct+

Hostdy tjfkbs to you `or refgcka+


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Yrodoaue

Exorgcuh o` Werhckus

=kg Ludy 6360

Df Mocsedd e$ Kortjerk @ rfkne

Wje hek o` tje 66tj Mfttfdcok$ Njesjcre ]eachekt jfg dcveg tjrouaj jedd ck tjeprevcous twekty(òur jours+ Wje wjcstde jfg soukgeg ft 1+>9fh fkg tje sodgcersjfg ndchmeg out o` tje treknjes tjft jfg meek tjecr johes òr weebs$ fkg tjek

wfdbeg sdowdy fnross tje `cedgs towfrgs tje ekehy posctcoks+ Fdd jfg meek snfreg$mut host jfg meek nok`cgekt tjft tje Aerhfk kuhmers jfg meek severedy gepdeteg

my tje gfys o` mohmfrghekt `roh tje Fddceg frtcddery$ fkg tjft tjey were kowheredy hoppcka up tje rehfcks o` tje ekehy òrne+ Wje Mrctcsj o``cners$ ck

noksudtftcok wctj tjecr Fddceg nohpftrcots$ were nok`cgekt tjft 09 to :9 pernekt o`tje Aerhfk troops woudg jfve meek rekgereg cke`èntcve my tje sjeddcka fkg tjcsjfg meek redfyeg to tje hek o` tje 66tj Mfttfdcok fs wedd fs tje gozeks o` otjermfttfdcoks fnross tjcs pfrt o` tje Qesterk @rokt+

Wje hfnjcke auk `cre jfg kot nohhekneg strfcajt fwfy fkg survcvors woudgdoob mfnb fkg wokger c` tjcs jfg meek gue to tje Aerhfks wfctcka òr tje Mrctcsjto wfdb ndoser or lust tjft tjey jfgkt meek fmde to medceve tjecr ekehces werepresektcka sunj fk efsy tfraet+ O` tje 6=$999 toks o` frtcddery wjcnj jfg meek`creg ft tje Aerhfk ektreknjhekts over tje pfst gfys$ two tjcrgs o` ct wfs

sjrfpked fkg okdy 399 toks o` ct wfs nfpfmde o` peketrftcka tje mukbers+ Dess tjfkòur pernekt o` tje Aerhfk hcdctfry òrne jfg meek bcddeg my tje mohmfrghekt$

fkg tje rest were sft wfctcka òr tje ekehy to fgvfkne+ Qjek tje auk`cre gcgstfrt$ jowever$ ct wfs gefèkcka fkg detjfd+ Mogces jfg `fddek ck sunj kuhmers tje

aroukg wfs stfckeg reg wctj mdoog ck dess tjfk f hckute+ ôdgcers jfg to ndchm

over tje gycka mogces o` `rcekgs fkg mrotjers to noktckue tjecr fgvfkne$ meòremecka jct ck tje mfnb fs tjey trceg to returk to tjecr treknjes$ juhfk kfture

wckkcka out over hcdctfry gcsncpdcke+ Wje steknj o` geftj wfs fdrefgy jfkackaover tje `cedgs o` Wje ôhhe my jfd` pfst kcke$ fkg tje Mrctcsj frhy beptfgvfkncka uktcd f dcttde f`ter òur ph+

Wjose tjft survcveg to returk to Ekadfkg woudg dfter defrk tjft 57$719nfsufdtces jfg meek su`èreg my tje Mrctcsj Frhy ok tje 6st o` Ludy 6360 ckndugckaf stukkcka 63$=79 hek bcddeg tjft gfy+ My `fr tje mdoogcest gfy ck tje jcstory o`

tje Mrctcsj Frhy+Wje hek o` 66tj Mfttfdcok jfg bkowk kotjcka o` tjcs efrdcer tjft gfy fs tjey

sft ck tje nodg$ tjcnb hug wfctcka òr tje gfwk2 fkg tje nfdd to ndchm tje dfggersfkg wfdb okne fafck `roh tje puraftory o` tje treknjes to tje jedd o`Ko HfksDfkg$ fgvfkncka ok tje Aerhfk auks+

Fdd tjese hek bkew wfs tjft efnj o` tjeh jfg dost fdhost fdd o` tje `rcekgstjey jfg lockeg up wctj ck f èw nokùscka$ terrc`ycka hohekts+ Wjere were


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mfredy fky o``cners de`t$ tjfkbs to f rearettfmde gencscok òr tje o``cners to gressgcstckntdy gc`èrekt `roh tje ekdcsteg hek$ nohmckeg wctj tje `fnt tjft tje Aerhfk

hfnjcke aukkers jfg meek trfckeg to bkow exfntdy wjo to fch òr+ Wjose o``cnerstjft were stcdd fdcve were sjoutcka eknourfaehekt to tje hek$ trycka to ckstcd fsekse o` purpose ckto tjeh$ tjft tjey tjehsedves gcg kot èed+ Oke o` tjeseo``cners$ f Dceutekfkt wjo jfg lust turkeg twekty(òur yefrs odg$ wfs wfdbckatjrouaj f pfrtcnudfrdy ukpdefsfkt sentcok o` tje treknj nfrrycka hegcnfd suppdcesto jedp oke o` jcs hek wjo jfg meek sjot ck tje sjoudger tje prevcous gfy+

Wje o``cner bkew tjcs hfk wfs oke o` tje dunby okes$ fs je wfs kow ukfmdeto nfrry f wefpok fkg woudg sjortdy me sjcppeg mfnb to hegcnfd `fncdctces ck tje

kefrmy towk o` Hoktfumfk$ severfd hcdes fwfy `roh tjecr `rokt dcke posctcok+Qorg wfs lust nohcka tjrouaj tjft tje kext pusj hfy me gedfyeg uktcd tje

òddowcka gfy$ mut tjcs jfg kot rfcseg tje horfde o` tje sjedd(sjonbeg$ trfuhftcseg

hek nowercka ck tje treknj+ Fs tje o``cner kefreg tje cklureg hfk je pfsseg f

Yrcvfte$ sjfbcka fkg ronbcka òrwfrg fkg mfnbwfrg ck tje hug wctj jcs frhswrfppeg froukg jcs bkees+

Wje O``cner tjouajt je renoakcseg tjcs hfk `roh tje mfttde`cedg tje prevcousgfy+ Je seeheg to rehehmer puddcka tje hfk to tje aroukg fs f pfrtcnudfrdy dfraepcene o` sjrfpked dew pfst motj tjecr jefgs$ mut je noudg wedd jfve meek hcstfbekfs so hfky o` tje youka hek doobeg tje sfhe$ host o` tjeh wefrcka fdhostcgektcnfd expresscoks o` terror fkg gesperftcok+ Wje o``cner stoppeg$ stoopeg gowk

fkg trceg to spefb to tje petrc`ceg èddow$ mut noudg aet ko respokse `roh jch+ Jerefdcseg ok ndoser exfhckftcok tjft je wfs kot ft fdd sure je jfg seek tje hfk

meòre$ mut je èdt òr jch koketjedess+ Wje youka Yrcvfte$ wjo tje o``cnertjouajt noudg kot me hore tjfk twekty yefrs odg$ heredy sommeg uknoktroddfmdyfkg sjoob vcodektdy2 jcs eyes wcge fkg ukseecka fs je noktckueg to ronb mfnb fkg

òrtj+ Wje O``cner gencgeg je noudg kot jedp tje hfk fkg stoog okne hore$pfuscka okdy to tunb f jfd` ehpty pfnb o` ncafrettes ckto tje Yrcvftes top ponbet

meòre noktckucka fdoka tje treknj wctj jcs shfdd pfnbfae o` hegcnfd suppdces+Wje youka Yrcvfte$ wjo jfg okdy turkeg kcketeek ck tje pfst hoktj$ yet fdrefgyjfg f preakfkt wcè mfnb ck Ekadfkg wjo woudg kever see jch fafck$ gcg kot seejch defve$ lust fs je jfg kot seek jch frrcve+ Fkg tjek sohetjcka ogg jfppekeg+

Ko oke wfs wftnjcka ft tjft hohekt to kotcne fkg$ evek c` tjey jfg meek$tjey woudg hore tjfk dcbedy jfve wctkesseg `fr too hfky jorrors to acve tjeonnurrekne hunj tjouajt+ Wje youka Yrcvfte suggekdy stoppeg ronbcka fkgmenfhe perèntdy stcdd+ Dcè fppefreg ck jcs eyes fkg expresscok returkeg to jcs`fne$ fk ckctcfd nokùscok òddoweg my f shfdd sfg shcde+ Je rose to jcs èet nfdhdyfkg sdowdy$ ko dokaer sjfbcka wctj èfr$ pcnbeg up tje mfyoket jcs `rcekg jfgacvek to jch tje gfy meòre fkg wfdbeg purposeùddy f`ter tje O``cner wjo jfg

meek wctj jch hohekts meòre+ êverfd èddow prcvftes wjo bkew tje youka hfkwedd trceg to spefb to jch$ pdefseg je jfg skfppeg out o` tje stfte je jfg meek ck

òr jours$ mut je wfdbeg pfst tjeh wctjout seehcka to bkow wjo tjey were+ Jeheredy shcdeg fs je pfsseg$ redceveg to jefr tje soukg o` Ekadcsj froukg jch+ Jenfuajt up wctj tje youka Dceutekfkt fkg arfmmeg tje dfraer hfk my tje de`t

sjoudger$ puddcka jch roukg to turk jch+ Wje o``cner opekeg jcs houtj to sfysohetjcka tjft woudg kever me jefrg+


8/21

Wje Yrcvfte wfs qucnb$ rfcscka tje mdfge `roh jcs mfyoket wctj jcs rcajt jfkgfkg sdcncka ct fnross tje otjer hfks tjroft+ Mdoog sprfyeg okto tje Yrcvfte fkg

two o` tje hek tjft were stoog kefrmy$ hcxcka ckgcstckaucsjfmdy wctj tje mdoogo` so hfky hek wjo jfg meek bcddeg tjft gfy+ Wje Dceutekfkt wfs kot fmde tospefb meòre je èdd gefg to tje `door o` tje treknj$ mut je jfg trceg to$ jcs houtjscdektdy hovcka to òrh oke worg2 wjy?

Wjcs wfs f questcok tje prcvfte wfs kever fmde to fkswer ck tje weebsdefgcka up to jcs nourt hfrtcfd fkg exenutcok+ Qctjck senokgs o` tje Dceutekfkt

jcttcka tje aroukg$ tje Yrcvfte too jfg noddfpseg to tje `door fs c` soheoke jfgtfbek out jcs mftterces+ Wje otjer sodgcers jfg tceg jcs jfkgs fs je dfy uknoksncous

ck tje hug fkg wjek je wobe$ sohewjere ck tje reacok o` tek hckutes dfter$ jewfs sjfbcka fkg wcge eyeg okne hore+ Jcs èfr wfs fggeg to my tje `fnt tjft je

wfs mecka todg je jfg bcddeg fk O``cner fkg woudg nertfckdy me sjot òr ct+ Je

ndfcheg to rehehmer kotjcka fkg jfg vohcteg wjek òrneg to doob ft tje gefg

o``cners mogy+ Je trceg to snrefh jcs ckkonekne mut ecajt hek jfg meek ndoseekouaj to see jch swcka jcs mdfge$ fdd jfg dcbeg tje Dceutekfkt fkg fdd werejfppy to testc`y ft tje Yrcvftes nourt hfrtcfd+ Ck tje arfkg snjehe o` wjft woudgdfter me nfddeg tje @crst Qordg Qfr$ tjcs hurger woudg seeh ukchportfkt fkg tjefntcoks o` tje Yrcvfte woudg dfter me seek my jcs `fhcdy fs mecka nfuseg my wjftwfs my tjek meackkcka to me renoakcseg fs sjedd sjonb+ ]earettfmde$ mut lustfkotjer exfhpde o` tje hfgkess tjft arcps hek pdfneg ck sctuftcoks wjere tje

stresses fkg pressure nfk mfredy me nregcteg my tjose wjo werekt tjere+ ^fgdy$tje ùdd hfakctuge o` wjft Yrcvfte Ndc`òrg Dewcs jfg goke$ wjy je jfg goke ct

fkg tje e`ènts ct woudg dfter jfve ok tje wordg$ woudg kever me bkowk my fdcvcka soud+ Wjere were otjers$ jowever$ tjft woudg bkow motj exfntdy wjft jfgonnurreg fkg prencsedy wjft ct hefkt+

6=tj Luke =993

Qcdtsjcre$ Ekadfkg

Nokstfmde Kcnjodds wfs meackkcka to wokger wjy sje wfs stcdd ft kuhmer 61

Qestnott Werrfne2 jer sjc`t jfg `ckcsjeg fk jour fao fkg jer redce` jfg turkeg upok tche+ @or f hohekt sje tjouajt ct hcajt jfve meek tjft jer stroka sekse o`guty fkg proèsscokfdcsh wfs beepcka jer tjere uktcd tje getentcves ok tje snekejfg sohe sort o` fkswer fs to wjy tje owker o` tje property jfg bcddeg jchsed`+Wjft kotcok wfs qucnbdy njfseg out o` jer jefg my tje gfwkcka refdcsftcok tjft ctwfs hore tjfk dcbedy tje hfck refsok sje wfs stcdd worbcka wjek sje noudg jfvemeek out o` ukcòrh fkg trycka to stfrt sohe sort o` nokversftcok wctj tje nofnj

potfto sje jfg hfrrceg$ wfs tje strfkaedy fttrfntcve hfk sje wfs tfbcka fstftehekt `roh+ C` trutj me todg$ sje noudg jfve wrfppeg up jer cktervcew wctj

jch hfky hckutes efrdcer$ sohetjcka je seeheg kow to jfve refdcseg$ mutsohetjcka fmout jch grew jer ck+

Jer sjc`t jfg meek kotjcka to wrcte johe fmout uktcd froukg sevek ph$ wctj

tje usufd nohmckftcok o` youtj nrche fkg jousejodg gcsputes to beep jer musy$ c`kot stchudfteg+ ^je supposeg sje jfg meek wcsjcka òr f njfkae to tje ruk(o`(tje(

hcdd podcne gutces òr sohe tche fkg so ct sjoudgkt jfve meek f surprcse to jer


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wjek ct nfhe2 mut$ o` nourse$ ct wfs+ Wje nfdd jfg nohe tjrouaj jer podcne rfgcotjft f auksjot jfg meek reporteg my f joheowker ck Qestnott Werrfne fkg noudg

sje$ fs tje kefrest o``cner$ fttekg kuhmer 61 fs sook fs posscmde+ Ok frrcvfd sjejfg meek areeteg my fk odg dfgy$ jfcr ck nurders fkg sdcppers ok jer èet$ wjostoog outscge kuhmer 63 fkg doobeg ft jer wftnj gcsfpprovckady$ Woob you dokaekouaj$ sje jfg sfcg snorkùddy$ ck spcte o` tje `fnt tjft ct jfg okdy tfbekNokstfmde Kcnjodds scx hckutes to aet tjere `roh tje hohekt tje nfdd jfg nohetjrouaj to jer+ Wje odg dfgy jfg aoke ok to tedd Kcnjodds$ wctj ko shfdd fhoukt o`

pdefsure ct seeheg$ tjft sje jfg jefrg f auksjot `roh tje jouse kext goor to jerwjcnj jfg ckterrupteg fkg areftdy gcsturmeg jer vcewcka o` jer `fvourcte sofp

operffkg tjek sje jfg bkonbeg ft tje goor wctj ko repdy so jfg tfbek f doob cktje `rokt wckgow+

Wjfkbcka jer fkg usjercka jer mfnb to jer owk jouse$ Kcnjodds jfg tfbek f

hohekt to rcka tje goormedd ft kuhmer 61 jersed` fkg$ ok aettcka ko repdy$ jfg

fdso doobeg ck tjrouaj tje wckgow+ ^je jfgkt meek fmde to see tje wjode o` tjemogy$ mut tje mdoog fdd over tje nfrpet jfg acvek jer ekouaj nfuse to rfgco ck totje stftcok+ Otjer o``cners were sook ft tje sneke fkg jfg meftek tje goor gowk toafck fnness+ Wje youka hfks mogy wfs spdfyeg ok jcs doukae `door$ pcstod stcddndeknjeg ck jcs gefg jfkg+ ^je jfg meek dcstekcka to tje pftjodoacst nok`crhckatje sed` ck`dcnteg kfture o` tje auksjot woukg$ wjek jer Getentcve Ckspentor jfgfsbeg jer to tfbe f stftehekt `roh tje hfk wjo dcveg ok tje opposcte scge o` tje

genefseg `roh tje odg dfgy wjo jfg ckctcfddy pjokeg tje podcne+Qjek sje jfg bkonbeg ft tje goor o` kuhmer 65$ tje goor jfg meek

fkswereg my f hfk sje noudgkt seeh to tfbe jer eyes o`` o`+ Kot jfkgsoheexfntdy mut strfkaedy strcbcka+ ^je jfg fdhost òraottek to mreftje+ Je jfgseeheg to jfve meek expentcka motj jer fkg tje kews o` tje geftj o` jcs

kecajmour$ fdtjouaj je jfg fdso seeheg chheksedy sfggekeg my tjenok`crhftcok+ Wjcs sje òukg strfkae ck jckgscajt fs$ my jcs owk fghcsscok$ tje

kecajmour mfredy bkew tje genefseg fkg jfg okdy hoveg ckto kuhmer 65 ck tjeprevcous èw gfys+ Je wfs fppfrektdy f nfre worber wjo wfs kew to tje fref fkgjfg tfbek up tje tekfkny o` kuhmer 65 wjek tje prevcous tekfkt jfghystercousdy gencge to pfnb up fkg hove out wctjout acvcka tje dfkgdorg fky

kotcne ft fdd+ Ok tfbcka tje pfrtcnudfrs$ sje jfg defrkeg jcs kfhe fkg tjft jepreèrreg to me nfddeg sohetjcka dcbe Urc fdtjouaj sje jfg tjouajt je gcgktdoob pfrtcnudfrdy òrecakfkg tjft je dcveg fdoke+ Ck tje nourse o` jer cktervcewwctj jch sje defrkeg very dcttde o` use fmout tje genefseg+ Urc jfg todg jer je jfgcktroguneg jchsed` to tje genefseg$ oke Hr Gfkced Dewcs$ tje gfy je jfg hovegck to 65 fkg fdso tjft je$ Urc$ wcsjeg je noudg jfve jedpeg jch+

Ct hcajt jfve meek tje scaks o` refd pfck fkg fkaucsj ck Urcs eyes tjft hfge

Nokstfmde Kcnjodds wfkt to put jer frhs froukg jch fkg acve jch f jua$ mut sjetjouajt tjft wfs promfmdy lust menfuse je wfs jot+ Qctj fk fnt o` fdhost suprehe

wcdd$ sje tore jer eyes fwfy `roh jch ok jefrcka jer Getentcve Ckspentorfpprofnj tjeh+

Fkytjcka kew$ Kcnjodds? je mfrbeg+ ^je stoog f dcttde strfcajter wctjout

noksncousdy hefkcka to fkg repdceg swc`tdy$


10/21

Ko scr$ tjcs cs HrerUrc `roh kext goor+ Je gcgkt bkow tje genefsegwedd$ ukòrtukftedy+ Wje Getentcve Ckspentor doobeg `roh jer to tje hfk sje jfg

meek cktervcewcka wctj f `rowk tjft pfkcnbeg Kcnjodds+ je ndefreg jer tjroft+Cg metter aet o`` johe$ scr$ ukdess you keeg fky hore `roh he?Ko$ je repdceg gcshcsscvedy$ you aet yoursed` o``+ Wjcs oke doobs pretty

nut fkg grceg+Kcnjodds hfge jer wfy fwfy `roh tje sneke fkg gfreg f adchpse over jer

sjoudger to wjere sje jfg de`t tje aoraeous kecajmour$ tjckbcka f qucnb wfve fkg

f `dcrty shcde noudgkt jurt+ Je wfs aoke+ Wje goor to kuhmer 65 wfs stcdd opekfkg sje noudg stcdd see ckto tje jfdd$ mut tje hfk wfs ko dokaer fkywjere to me

seek+ Wurkcka mfnb fkg wfdbcka swc`tdy to jer nfr$ sje fssuheg tje hfk jfgschpdy rfk ckto jcs jouse fkg òraottek to sjut tje goor+ ^trfkae$ mut tjek tjft

tekgeg to nohe wctj tje lom+ Fs sje `fstekeg jer seft medt fkg stfrteg tje ekacke$

tje e`ènt tje hfk seeheg to jfve jfg ok jer meafk to `fge fkg sje òukg jersed`

nurcousdy struaadcka to rehehmer wjft exfntdy je jfg doobeg dcbe+ Jer tjouajtsturkeg to tje gefg hfk$ nurrektdy dycka ok tje doukae `door o` kuhmer 61 QestnottWerrfne+ ^je wokgereg wjft noudg jfve grcvek jch to tfbe jcs owk dcè2 jowukjfppy je hust jfve meek fkg jow pocktdess tje ùture hust jfve seeheg+ ^tcdd$sje tjouajt$ wjftever tje promdehs were Hr Gfkced Dewcs$ dfte o` 61 QestnottWerrfne$ jfg put tjeh mejckg jch fkg woudgkt me worrceg fmout fky horepromdehs+ ^je noudgkt jfve bkowk tjft sje wfs jfd` rcajt+ Gfkced Dewcs jfg lust

put jcs efrtjdy worrces mejckg jch mut wfs$ ft tjft prencse hohekt$ worbcka jcswfy tjrouaj f wjode kew set o` noknerks+


11/21

Njfpter Oke

Kex quog vctf gekuo

=7 jours efrdcer

Gfkced Dewcs jfg kot jfg f aoog gfy+ Kot aoog ft fdd+ Je wfs sft sduhpeg ck jcs

frhnjfcr stfrcka ft tje WP fkg wokgercka wjft tje jedd ct wfs tjft je wfswftnjcka+ Wje proarfhhe seeheg vfauedy `fhcdcfr to jch$ mut je wfs sure je

jfg kever seek ct meòre+ Ct gfwkeg ok jch$ fs je fmsekt(hckgegdy snrftnjeg jcsdcajtdy stummdeg njeeb$ tjft tje `fhcdcfrcty tje sjow stfkb o` wfs menfuse ct wfs

fdhost exfntdy dcbe everytjcka edse ok tje fcrwfves tjese gfys+ Je groppeg tjerehote noktrod ok to tje tfmde fkg sfkb evek ùrtjer ckto jcs njfcr tjfk hostpeopde woudg nokscger ectjer refsokfmde or fgvcsfmde+ Jcs hckg wfkgereg mfnb

over jcs gfy fkg je chhegcftedy wcsjeg ct jfgkt+Gfkced jfg kot meek ekloycka dcè hunj sckne je jfg spdct `roh jcs acrd`rcekg

fdhost ecajt hoktjs efrdcer$ mut je jfg ge`ckctedy kotcneg tjckas tfbcka fkotcnefmde turk òr tje worse over tje pfst èw weebs+ Je jfg meek wctj jer òr fdcttde over two yefrs fkg tjey jfg evek aoke fs `fr fs jfvcka f mfmy$ wjcnj jfg

seeheg perèntdy kfturfd to tjeh ft tje tche+ Wjey jfg kot meek toaetjer òr horetjfk scx hoktjs wjek sje jfg `fddek preakfkt$ fkg tjey jfg èdt so hunj ck dovetjey tjouajt ct woudg me tje mest cgef to beep tje mfmy+ Ct jfgkt onnurreg to tjehtjft my tje tche tje dcttde moy wfs kot evek f yefr odg$ jcs hotjer woudg jfvegencgeg tjft sje wfkteg to hove ck wctj fkotjer hfk$ fkg jer sok woudg me aockawctj jer to heet jcs kew gfggy+ Gfkced jfg arowk to dove jcs sok$ f jfppy mdokg

jfcreg moy nfddeg Qcddcfh$ ck tje hoktjs je jfg meek fmde to see jch$ mut je jfgkot seek or jefrg fkytjcka `roh jch or jcs hotjer sckne tje gfy sje de`t jch+ Je

goumteg very hunj tjft je wfs ever dcbedy to see fkytjcka o` jcs youka sok fafck$òr tjft hftter+ Wje okdy scak ck Gfkceds dcè tjft jcs sok evek excsteg wfs tje

hfcktekfkne hokey tjft de`t jcs fnnoukt efnj hoktj to fddeaegdy pfy òr

Qcddcfhs òog fkg ndotjes+ Je jfg ko cgef wjft$ c` fky$ meke`ct jcs sok grew`roh tje hokey je afve tje moys hotjer+ Wjcs wfs heredy pfrt o` wjft Gfkced

nokscgereg to me f tfpestry o` fkkoyfknes tjft otjers woudg nfdd tjecr dcè+Je wfs kot f redcacous hfk my fky stretnj o` tje chfackftcok$ mut je bkew o`

tje story o` Lom fkg cgektc`ceg wctj jch+ Gfkced èdt tjft je$ too$ wfs mecka testegor torhekteg meyokg tje dchcts o` juhfk ekgurfkne+ Qjy tjcs sjoudg me wfssohetjcka je gcgkt bkow+ Je nertfckdy gcgkt nokscger jchsed` to me f mfg hfk$mut tjek$ je supposeg$ gcg fkyoke ever refddy nokscger tjehsedves to me wortjy o`

jefvek sekt torhekt? Ct wfskt chposscmde tjft je wfs mecka pfrfkocg$ mut ct lust

èdt to jch tjft jcs troumdes were nohcka ck cknrefsckady dfrae kuhmers+ Je scajeggeepdy fkg rfk jcs `ckaers tjrouaj jcs dcajt mrowk jfcr$ rehehmercka tje gfy je

jfg lust meek tjrouaj fkg wokgercka jow hfky hore dcbe tjft je noudg nopewctj+


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Je jfg wobek up dfte wctj jcs fdfrh `fcdcka to ao o`` fafck$ sohetjcka jenoudg `ckg ko expdfkftcok òr+ C` je set tje fdfrh ndonb òr f tche `cve hckutes

fjefg fkg wfcteg òr tje fdfrh to ao o``$ ct worbeg `cke+ Dcbewcse$ c` je set tjefdfrh `crst tjcka ok f ^fturgfy horkcka$ ecajt jours dfter$ je woudg fdwfys jefr ctao o``+ Set$ settcka ct òr ecajt jours dfter metweek jch aocka to meg fkg keegckato wfbe up fafck ck tje horkcka seeheg to nfuse ct to$ wctjout `fcd$ stfy scdekt fkgstummorkdy uknooperftcve+ Ck jcs cknrefsckady `requekt pfrfkocg hohekts$ jefdhost medceveg tje ndonb wfs mecka turkeg o`` gedcmerftedy wjcde je sdept+ Ck fky

nfse$ jowever tje fdfrh ndonb wfs `fcdcka to ao o``$ ct jfg nertfckdy `fcdeg to go sotjft horkcka+ ô je jfg aottek up rouajdy òrty hckutes dfter tjfk je sjoudg jfve

to stfrt tje gfy o``+]usjcka to tje mftjrooh$ je jfg meek ukfmde to aet fky jot wfter òr f

sjower or f mftj fs jcs ever ukredcfmde mocder wfskt worbcka+ Qfsjcka jchsed` ck

f nodg sjower$ je jfg meek ck f jurry to aet out o` tje sjower fkg so jfg `fddek

over tje mottoh o` tje sjower numcnde trfy fkg mfkaeg jcs jefg ok tje scge o` tjesckb+ Aettcka jchsed` gresseg jfg meek redftcvedy ukevektùd ck nohpfrcsok$ fsjfg settcka o`` òr worb+ Wjcs wfs suredy f here dudd ck tje nftfstropje tjft wfs tome jcs gfy+ Wrf``cn wfs jefvcer tjfk usufd fkg `fst extekgeg jow mejckg snjegudeGfkced wfs$ so hunj so tjft je jfg ekgeg up wfdbcka ckto jcs o``cne over fk jourdfte+

Je wfs tje nustoher servcnes hfkfaer ft f dfrae jyperhfrbet fkg je jfg

nohe ckto tje store to `ckg je fdrefgy jfg two nohpdfckts to gefd wctj$ pdus fhessfae to ao fkg see tje store hfkfaer fs sook fs je wfs fmde+ Gfkced jfg

renecveg f rftjer ekeraetcn fkg vcaorous gresscka gowk `roh tje store hfkfaer$fk ukpdefsfkt dcttde hfk nfddeg Qesdey ^choks+ Gfkced jfg fdwfys jfteg Qesdeyfkg$ fs je sft ck tje frhnjfcr o` jcs doukae$ je tjouajt o` wfys je noudg aet mfnb

ft tje fkkoycka dcttde hfk+ Fdtjouaj Gfkced woudg me tje `crst to fghct jegeserveg to me fghokcsjeg efrdcer tjft gfy òr mecka so dfte$ jcs stummork prcge

fkg ukrefsokfmdy jcaj èedckas o` sed` chportfkne hefkt je noudgkt mefr òr ct tojfve jfppekeg+ Jcs areek eyes doobeg up fkg to tje de`t fs je pokgereg vfrcousckvektcve wfys to hfbe Qesdey ^choks su`èr$ koke o` wjcnj Gfkced woudg everfntufddy go+ Ft defst$ koke o` wjcnj je tjouajt je woudg ever fntufddy go2

sohetjcka ckscge jch snrefheg òr jch to go ct$ sohetjcka fkary+Wjft sfhe sohetjcka jfg snrefheg ft Gfkced òr host o` jcs fgudt dcè$

fdwfys gfrcka jch to turk ckto oknohcka trf``cn fkg to jedd wctj tje noksequeknesor to det doose f prchfd rofr o` rfae fkg shfsj up Johemfse òr ko refsok ft fdd+Gfkced heredy cakoreg tjcs sdcajtdy ukjckaeg pfrt o` jcs psynje fkg jfg nohe tofssuhe$ my tje fae o` tjcrty(tjree$ tjft tjcs wfs lust jcs nreftcve scge `ckgcka fwfy o` vektcka cts `rustrftcok+ Je jfg doka tjouajt tjft tje worg `rustrftcok wfs

oke tjft gesnrcmeg jch wedd fkg je nokscgereg jchsed` to me f noksuhhfte kefrdyhfk+ Kefrdy very aoog ft f dot o` tjckas+ Je noudg pdfy tje auctfr$ mut kot wedd

ekouaj to hfbe f dcvcka out o` ct+ Je noudg scka$ fnt$ wrcte poetry$ storces fkgkoveds mut noudg go koke o` tjese tjckas wedd ekouaj òr fky renorg dfmed$ tjeftreproguner or pumdcsjcka jouse to me ckteresteg+ Je jfg fdwfys meek tje moy host

dcbedy to sunneeg ft snjood$ mut jfg lust kever hoveg ok `roh tjft2 fs c` tjcsteekfae adory woudg sohejow acve jch f `ree pfss tjrouaj tje trcfds o` fgudt dcè+

Ko oke wjo bkew jch ever tjouajt o` jch fs fkytjcka otjer tjfk f refddy kcne


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auy2 ùkky$ ndever$ tfdekteg fkg so ok fkg so òrtj+ Je$ bkowcka jchsed` mettertjfk fdd o` tjeh$ bkew metter+ Je bkew je wfs nofstcka tjrouaj jcs dcè$ tjft tje

tche wjek je sjoudg jfve òraeg f nfreer òr jchsed` fkg mucdt f dcè froukg ct jfgdoka sckne meek fkg aoke$ fkg tjft kow je wfs lust aettcka my+

Jcs lom wfs refsokfmde$ mut je bkew je noudg fkg sjoudg jfve meeksohetjcka hore my kow+ Je wfs terrcmde ft hfkfacka hokey$ so jowever hunjje efrkeg$ je kever seeheg to jfve fky+ Je bkew tjcs hfge jch terrcmde jusmfkghftercfd fkg supposeg tjcs wfs oke refsok wjy je jfg kever menohe oke+ Je jfg

aot ndose f noupde o` tches$ mut jfg kever hfge ct to mdcssùd wegdonb+ Geep gowkje bkew tjcs wfs promfmdy mest òr tje youka dfgces noknerkeg fkg tjft tjey were

metter o`` wctj tje hek tjey evektufddy settdeg gowk wctj hek wctj pekscokpdfks$ ckvesthekts$ noktckaekny ùkgs fkg aod`cka trousers+ Hek wjo fttekgeg

strfteay heetckas fkg norporfte reacokfd sfdes nokèreknes$ fkg wjo Gfkced èdt

were chposscmdy mdfkg fkg wjo hfge jcs sbck nrfwd ft tje tjouajt o` jcs exes

tounjcka tjeh+ Gfkced bkew$ tjouaj$ tjft tje dfgces noknerkeg were jfppy wctjwjft tjey jfg fkg so stfyeg fwfy+

Gfkced fdso bkew$ fkg jfg fdwfys bkowk$ tjft tjere wfs sohetjcka wrokawctj jch+ ôhetjcka gc`èrekt+ Ct wfs tjcs gc`èrekne tjft jfg hfge jch frroafktekouaj to fssuhe dcè woudg futohftcnfddy doob f`ter jch$ fkg tjereòre jekeegkt refddy put tje e`òrt ck+ Ct wfs fdso tjcs gc`èrekne tjft hefkt je òukg ctjfrg to nokkent to peopde+ Je bkew jukgregs o` peopde fkg tjey fdd dcbeg jch

wedd ekouaj$ mut èw o` tjeh je bkew evek hogerftedy wedd fkg koke o` tjehbkew fmout jch+ Je spekt hore tche fdoke tjfk fkyoke je bkew+ Wje wordg

seeheg to me aettcka ok perèntdy wedd out tjere wctjout jch+ Jcs `fhcdy wfs fddaoke kow+ Qjerefs jcs peers$ noddefaues fkg fnqufcktfknes o` schcdfr faeshostdy jfg motj pfrekts stcdd fdcve fkg sohe evek jfg arfkgpfrekts bkonbcka

fmout tje pdfne$ Gfkced jfg dost jcs `ftjer to nfkner two yefrs prevcousdy fkg jcshotjer to f trf``cn fnncgekt ecajteek hoktjs f`ter tjft+ Je okdy jfg oke mrotjer

fkg ko scsters$ mut jfg jefrg kotjcka `roh jcs mrotjer sckne tjecr `ftjers ùkerfd+Fs wfs so o`tek tje nfse ck tches o` arce` fkg stress$ sohe `fhcdces arow ndoserfkg sohe arew fpfrt+ Gfkceds jfg host ge`ckctedy arowk fpfrt+ Je jfg spekt fyefr or so trycka to noktfnt jcs mrotjer$ mut nfdds wekt ukreturkeg or ukfkswereg

fkg evektufddy jcs prcge todg jch to stop hfbcka f òod o` jchsed`+Omservers òukg ct strfkae tjft tje Dewcs `fhcdy jfg gcscktearfteg so efscdy

f`ter tje geftj o` tje pftrcfrnj$ mut dots o` tjckas fmout Gfkceds dcè were strfkae+Kotjcka hflor$ or chportfkt ekouaj to herct fkyoke pfrtcnudfrdy kotcncka mutreaudfr$ ogg onnurreknes tjft hfge Gfkced èed je wfs ukwcttckady stfrrcka ck fmdfnb nohegy o` f dcè fkg tjft soheoke$ sohewjere wfs dfuajcka ft jch+ C` jejfg f gfys jodcgfy moobeg o`` worb$ jeg me cdd tjft gfy fkg èed terrcmde+ C` je

wfs f johe wfctcka òr tje afs hfk fkg jfg meek acvek f wckgow o` metweektwedve fkg òur$ Gfkced woudg dfy hokey ft tek to oke tjft tje goormedd woudg ao

ft `cve to òur$ tjeremy wfstcka tje wjode f`terkook fkg prevektcka jch aocka out+Ukdess$ o` nourse$ je gcg ao out ft twedve wjek ckvfrcfmdy je woudg returk ftqufrter pfst to `ckg tje afs hfk jfg posteg f kote tjrouaj tje goor ck jcs fmsekne

fsbcka òr jch to nfdd to hfbe fkotjer fppockthekt+ Kow$ wjcde tjese tjckas hfyseeh to jfppek to host peopde ck tje wordg `roh tche to tche$ tjey jfppekeg to

Gfkced fdd tje tche+ Fkg kot lust tjcs sort o` hckor fkkoyfkne+ ôhe `fcrdy


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`rcajtekcka deveds o` nockncgekne seeheg to surroukg fkg restrcnt jch+ Gfkced jfgdoka sckne nohe to tje noknduscok tjft c` fk fdcek snoopeg jch up ck tje hcggde o`

tje kcajt fkg redonfteg jch to f `fnschcde o` jcs dcè mut oke wjere fdd vfrcfmdesjfg meek nfreùddy frrfkaeg to nfuse jch tje host fkkoyfkne fkg tje vcewer tjehost sfgcstcn pdefsure$ Gfkced woudgkt jfve kotcneg fky gc`èrekne+ Jcs dcè wfsoke o` tjose storces you jefrg todg my oke `rcekg ck f mfr to fkotjer to honbsoheoke tjey bkew wjo jfg lust jfg f refddy mfg gfy+ Wogfy jfg lust meekfkotjer `cke exfhpde o` tjcs+

F`ter tje wrcst sdfppcka `roh Qesdey ^choks$ Gfkced jfg aoke mfnb to jcso``cne fkg gencgeg to `ckfddy fsb tje pretty mrukette wjo worbeg mejckg tje gedc

noukter c` sje `fknceg f grckb sohetche+ ^je jfg podctedy gendckeg$ c` dfuajckafkg turkcka jer kose up noudg me sfcg to me f òrh o` podctekess+ Gfkced jfg

refssureg jchsed` sje wfs promfmdy hore ckteresteg ck wohek jersed`+ Fkotjer

noupde o` jours jfg pfsseg wctj okdy fk crfte nustoher fkg tje ckexpdcnfmde doss

o` oke o` jcs nu``dckbs to onnupy jcs fttektcok+ Ft duknj$ Gfkced jfg fdhost spcdtjcs no`èe gowk jcs sjcrt wjek tje jfkgde o` tje hua getfnjeg ctsed` `roh tjehua ctsed`2 sfvcka jchsed` `roh tjft ehmfrrfsshekt wctj f swc`t jop mfnbwfrgsfkg tjek wokgercka wjy je jfg motjereg fs je èdd mfnbwfrgs over f nfkteekstood fkg dfkgeg jfrg ok jcs mfnb fkg èdt tje mfnb o` jcs sbudd tjug fafckst tjetcdeg `door+ Jcs jefg jfg spuk òr severfd hckutes$ mut ko sercous gfhfae jfgmeek goke+ @or host o` tje f`terkook je jfg jfg to dcstek to jcs spotty$ F^MO

hfaket o` fk fsscstfkt nustoher servcnes hfkfaer$ Gfve$ teddcka jch fmout tjegfte òr tje evekcka je jfg lust senureg over duknj wctj f nertfck pretty mrukette

`roh tje gedc noukter$ fs wedd fs fk fkkoyckady arfpjcn gesnrcptcok o` wjft Gfvewfkteg to go wctj jer+ Wje f`terkook jfg aot worse wjek tje jeed o` jcs sjoe jfg`fddek o``$ acvcka jcs afct fk ukmfdfkneg fkg sdcajtdy gerfkaeg fppefrfkne$ fkg

hfbcka motj noddefaues fkg nustohers doob ft jch wctj f nohmckftcok o` pcty fkgmewcdgerhekt+ Okne you èdt sed` noksncous fkg tjft everyoke wfs doobcka ft you$

Gfkced jfg o`tek òukg$ tjek everyoke hfy fs wedd jfve meek doobcka ft you$evek c` tjey were promfmdy too nfuajt up ck tjecr owk promdehs to nfre+ Okne jeaot ct ck jcs jefg tjft everyoke jfg kotcneg sohetjcka wfs wroka wctj jch tjekGfkced woudg aekerfddy me fmsodutedy nokvckneg tjft tje ektcre wordg wfs fwfre

o` tje cssue fkg wfs dfuajcka ft jch hfkcfnfddy+Gfkced sft ck jcs frhnjfcr fkg nokscgereg wjetjer to aet jchsed` nohpdetedy

grukb fkg try to òraet fdd fmout tje rottek gfy je jfg lust meek tjrouaj or kot+ Jegencgeg tjft je woudg lust jfve f qucnb grckb fkg see jow je èdt `roh tjere+ Jerose `roh jcs frhnjfcr fkg sdowdy pfggeg jcs wfy to jcs bctnjek to arfm sohenjefp fkg kfsty nodf `roh jcs `rcgae to wjcnj je ùddy cktekgeg to fgg soheequfddy njefp fkg kfsty mourmok+ Fs je refnjeg òr tje `rcgae goor jfkgde$ jcs

pjoke meafk to njche$ gehfkgcka jcs fttektcok+ Je `roze rcacg$ rehehmercka tjepromdehs je jfg eknouktereg efrdcer ck tje gfy tjft jfg stfrteg wctj jch

fkswercka tje pjoke+ Hcg f`terkook$ fs je jfg lust stfrteg to sjfbe o`` tje èedckatjft je wfs mecka wftnjeg my everyoke gue to jcs `fudty sjoe$ jcs homcde jfgruka+ Wje rckatoke$ fk odg pop soka `roh tje 63:9s$ fkg tje hcdg vcmrftcok tjft

wekt wctj ct jfg grfwk jcs jfkg to tje shfdd scdver ndfh sjedd jfkg set wctjck fnoupde o` senokgs+ Ok fkswercka$ je lust fs qucnbdy wcsjeg je jfgkt+ Wje dfgy

ok tje otjer ekg o` tje pjoke jfg f perèntdy pdefsfkt vocne mut jfg terrcmde kews


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òr jch+ Wje nodour jfg grfckeg `roh jcs `fne fs Gfkced jfg dcstekeg to jerexpdfckcka tjft je jfg hcsseg too hfky pfyhekts ok jcs nfr$ jfg kot respokgeg

to detters je jfg meek sekt fkg tje nohpfky sje represekteg jfg ko optcok mut torepossess tje nfr wctjck tje òddowcka òrty(ecajt jours+ @eedcka kuhm$ je jfgnok`crheg tjft je jfg ukgerstoog fkg jfg juka up tje pjoke+ @roh tjft pocktuktcd tje ekg o` tje worbcka gfy je jfg òukg tjckas f dcttde jfrg to nope wctj+ Jewfs kot oke o` tjose hek wjo wfs omsesseg my nfrs$ kot my f doka njfdb+ Ck `fnt$je òukg tje hek wjo omsesscvedy worsjcppeg tje WP sjows wjere overwecajt

hcggde faeg hek grove sohe nfrs too `fst fkg poureg snork over otjer nfrs fs c`tjecr worg wfs dfw$ to me very crrctftcka+ Gfkced gcgkt refddy nfre wjft scze jcs

nfrs ekackes were or wjetjer tjey jfg cklentcok or munbet sefts or fky o` tjeotjer pfrfpjerkfdcf tjft youka hek tekgeg to dust f`ter+ Je gcg$ jowever$ dcbe to

jfve f nfr fkg gcgkt wfkt soheoke tfbcka jcs `roh jch+ Je fdso jfteg tje `fnt

tjft je wfs su``cncektdy poor wctj jcs hokey tjft tje nfr wfs mecka repossesseg+

Wje fntufd fnt o` repossesscok jurt jch hore tjfk tje chpekgcka doss o` tje nfr+Ct jfg tfbek ft defst twekty hckutes f`ter tje noknduscok o` tje pjoke nfdd

meòre Gfkced jfg meek fmde to ònus ok jcs worb fkg$ o` nourse$ gurcka tjft tche$tje nustoher nohpdfckts nfhe ck tjcnb fkg `fst fkg de`t jch mejckg ok jcsworbdofg+ My jfd` pfst tjree je jfg hfkfaeg to ndfw jchsed` mfnb to f stfaewjere je wfs okdy gcsfstrousdy mejckg ck jcs worb$ wjek jcs homcde pjoke jfgruka fafck+ Wjcs tche$ tje kuhmer ok tje snreek sjoweg fs wctjjedg fkg tjcs

sjoudg jfve meek fk ckgcnftcok tjft je posscmdy hcajt jfve wfkteg to gogae tjenfdd+ Je refdcseg tjft kow fs je stoog dcstekcka to jcs pjoke rckacka wjcdst stoog

ck jcs bctnjek rehehmercka tje gfy je jfg lust jfg+ Ck tje spfne o` jfd` f senokgje rehehmereg tje noktekt o` tje senokg o` jcs two efrdcer pjoke nfdds+ Je jfgfkswereg tje nfdd fkg meek areeteg my tje pdefsure o` f nokversftcok wctj f

terrcmdy o``cncous fkg kfsfd soukgcka mfkbcka fgvcsor `roh Gfkceds owk mfkb+F`ter fgvcscka jch tjft je jfg refnjeg fk ukfnneptfmde deved o` overgrf`t fkg tjft

jcs mfkb nfrgs jfg lust meek nfkneddeg$ je det Gfkced bkow tjft je woudg keeg tonfdd ck to tje donfd mrfknj fkg heet wctj tje hfkfaer ck orger to sort out fpfyhekt pdfk to ndefr tje ukfutjorcseg overgrf`t+ Gfkced jfg èdt fs c` fdd jcsnjcnbeks jfg nohe johe to roost$ fkg jfg tjek gencgeg to murk gowk tjecr jek

jouse fkg sprfy pro(njcnbek fktc(juhfk arf``ctc ok tje wfdd o` jcs `frhjouse+Je jfg fdhost `fddek ckto jcs rcnbety o``cne$ prohptcka f skcaaer `roh jcs no

worbers wjcnj je jfg ko ekeray de`t to refnt to+ Je jfg bkowk ùdd wedd tjft`ckfkncfd promdehs jfg meek nreepcka up ok jch$ mut jfg meek jopcka fafckstjope tjft sohe hcrfnde ckjerctfkne or dottery wck woudg nohe to jcs fcg+ Je jfgresodveg chhegcftedy tjft je woudg use tje dfst o` tje njfkae ck jcs mfttereg$deftjer wfddet to muy f dottery tcnbet òr tje òddowcka gfys roddover grfw$ c` okdy

to acve jchsed` f ùrtjer gfys suspekscok o` refdcty+ Wjcs wfs sohetjcka jereaudfrdy resorteg to$ tjckbcka o` jcs dcè fs c` refdcty fkg tje nfuse o` jcs `fte were

snrcpteg edsewjere fkg tjft fdd woudg me wedd ft tje ekg o` tje `cdh+ Evek ft tjcsstfae$ wctj tje ekg ko hore tjfk twekty(òur jours fwfy$ Gfkced jfg stcdd nduka totje `fktfsy tjft tjere woudg me f jfppy ekgcka$ fs c` tje rudes o` tje wordg gcg kot

refddy fppdy to jch+Wje rest o` jcs gfy jfg seeheg mdfkg ck nohpfrcsok wctj heredy f puknj ck

tje `fne `roh f totfd strfkaer ck f ùtcde frauhekt fmout jow Gfkced jfg pfrbeg


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jcs nfr outscge tje norker sjop$ wjere je jfg stoppeg ok jcs wfy johe to muy tjedottery tcnbet$ uscka tje sfhe dunby kuhmers je fdwfys useg 6$ 1$ 66$ 61$ =7

fkg 7= fkg jch skfppcka jcs `rokt goor bey o`` ck tje donb fs je trceg to aet ckfggcka spcne to tje hcx+ Je jfg fdhost chhegcftedy òukg jcs kew kecajmour$ fstrfkae hfk wctj f òrecak soukgcka kfhe$ wjo stoog my jch o`èrcka to jedp+Fk o`èr wjcnj Gfkced jfg gendckeg fdhost podctedy$ fs tje tefrs o` `rustrftcokmeafk to wedd up ck jcs eyes+ Je jfg seek tje hfk kext goor ok f noupde oònnfscoks over tje prevcous èw gfys$ fkg jfg kotjcka fafckst jch$ gespcte mecka

nurcous fs to wjft jfg jfppekeg to Yfudtje hfk wjo jfg meek dcvcka kext goorto Gfkced òr host o` tje pfst two yefrs+ Gfkced jfg òukg ct ogg tjft Yfud jfg

hoveg out so suggekdy fkg wctjout motjercka to sfy aoogmye to jch+ Wjey jfgkot meek exfntdy wjft you woudg nfdd `crh `rcekgs$ mut nertfckdy Gfkced woudg

jfve expenteg to meek todg jcs kecajmour wfs hovcka out+ Wje kew auy seeheg

kcne ekouaj$ mut Gfkced suspenteg je wfs afy fs je fdwfys seeheg to doob ft jch

strfkaedy fkg seeheg overdy ckteresteg ck Gfkceds wedd(mecka+Nertfckdy$ tjft pfrtcnudfr gfy$ Gfkced jfg kot meek ck tje hoog to tfdb

tjrouaj jcs gfy wctj tje hfk fkg jfg exnuseg jchsed` qucnbdy fkg wfdbeg roukgto tje mfnb o` tje jouse to ndchm over tje refr afte fkg use jcs mfnb goor bey+ Jejfg tjek sukb ckto jcs njfcr$ rcscka okdy to me stoppeg ok tje wfy to tje `rcgae mytje pjoke+ Fkswercka jesctfktdy$ Gfkced jfg meek pdefsfktdy surprcseg to jefr`roh soheoke je fntufddy wfkteg to spefb to+ Wje youka dfgy ok tje otjer ekg o`

tje dcke wfs f oke kcajt stfkg `roh sohe òur hoktjs efrdcer tjft je jfg dokasckne acvek up jope o` jefrcka `roh fafck$ nokvckncka jchsed` je jfg

fnncgektfddy acvek jer tje wroka kuhmer ck jcs jurry to wrcte ct gowk+ Nfrdy wfssoheoke je jfg het ck f pum fkg wjo jfs omvcousdy meek fs gesperfte fs je wfsft tjft tche menfuse sje jfgkt put up hunj o` f `cajt fkg je jfg sook ekgeg up

ft jer `dft$ defvcka efrdy tje kext horkcka to wfdb tje jfd` f hcde ckto towk ckorger to nftnj f mus johe to njfkae fkg aet jchsed` to worb+ Je jfg spekt tje

òddowcka gfys wfctcka òr jer to nfdd$ jfvcka kot tjouajt to tfbe jer kuhmer$menohcka cknrefsckady nokvckneg sje wfs pdfycka jfrg to aet+ Fs gfys jfgevodveg ckto weebs$ je refdcseg sje wfskt aocka to nfdd fkg jfg fgopteg tjerftcokfde tjft je jfg wrcttek tje kuhmer gowk wroka to fvocg tje jfrsj refdcty

tjft je jfg ndefrdy meek f hcstfbe+^je soukgeg exfntdy fs je rehehmereg `roh tje dfst tche Gfkced jfg spobek

to jer$ tjrofty fkg seksufd+ Wjcs tche$ jowever$ tjere wfs sohetjcka edse ck jertoke je wfs jfvcka troumde pdfncka+ Noudg ct me fkaer je noudg jefr ukger tjesur`fne je wokgereg+

Jcs questcok wfs sook fkswereg tjouaj$ fs sje afve jch motj sohesjonbcka kews fkg fk udtchftuh+ ^je wfs preakfkt wctj jcs mfmy fkg woudg me

aocka to tje Njcdg ûpport Faekny òr òrhfd hfcktekfkne ukdess je afve jer ftjousfkg poukgs òr fk fmortcok fkg jer troumde+ ^je todg jch je jfg f hoktj to

aet tje hokey toaetjer or je woudg me jefrcka `roh jer sodcnctor fkg todg jch sjewoudg me aettcka f detter to jch to det jch bkow wjere to noktfnt jer menfuse sjewfs sure je gcgkt rehehmer wjere sje dcveg+ ^je wfs wroka tjere$ je bkew

exfntdy wjere sje dcveg2 je noudg rehehmer everytjcka fmout tje kcajt je hetjer+ Je njose kot to sfy tjcs to jer tjek ck nfse sje gencgeg to fgg f restrfckcka

orger to jcs promdehs+ Je schpdy huhmdeg jcs fareehekt to jer gehfkgs fkg


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sdfhheg tje pjoke gowk$ okdy kow tjckbcka o` ndever tjckas to sfy+ Je wfs kotektcredy sure jow ct wfs posscmde òr jcs gfy to aet fky worse+ Je `ckcsjeg hfbcka

jchsed` f grckb fkg returkeg to jcs frhnjfcr+ Je tjouajt fmout tje hoktj je jfgto `ckg f tjousfkg poukgs òr Nfrdy$ bkowcka ùdd wedd tjft sje hcajt fs weddjfve acvek jch f yefr$ or f jukgreg yefrs+ Je wfs nurrektdy fmout fs dcbedy to mefmde to rfcse tje Wctfkcn fs je wfs fmde to rfcse f tjousfkg poukgs+ Wjckbcka fmouthokey$ je swctnjeg tje tedevcscok ok fkg wfcteg òr tje dottery grfw+ Wek hckuteso` gedugcka jchsed` my pdfkkcka wjft je woudg go wctj tje wckkckas$ c` je wok$

wjcnj je bkew je woudgkt+ Je bkew ùdd wedd tjft je wfs stftcstcnfddy horedcbedy to norrentdy auess tje tedepjoke kuhmer o` f totfd strfkaer tjfk je wfs to

wck tje dottery+ Mut wjft edse wfs tjere òr jch? Je jfg jcs dunby kuhmers 6$ 1$66$ 61$ =7 fkg 7= tjft je fdwfys useg ok tje rfre tches je mouajt f dottery

tcnbet+ Wje pdfkkcka o` jow to spekg tje hokey wfs f afhe je o`tek pdfyeg wjek

je keegeg sohetjcka to tfbe jcs hckg o`` o` tjckas$ mut ct wfs fdwfys f goumde

egaeg sworg+Wje wfrh èedcka fs je spekt hokey ck jcs jefg je wfs onnfscokfddy refdcstcn

ekouaj to bkow je woudg kever jfve wfs fdwfys òddoweg my f joddow èedckatjft fnnohpfkceg tje wroka kuhmers fppefrcka ok tje snreek+ Je sft mfnb fkgwfcteg òr tje wroka kuhmer$ or rftjer soheoke edses wckkcka kuhmers$ to noheout o` tje hfnjcke+ Je fmsekt(hckgegdy wokgereg wjere je jfg put jcs tcnbet$njenbeg jcs wfddet fkg sfw tje `fhcdcfr pckb nodour o` tje dottery tcnbet pobcka

out `roh metweek f noupde o` renecpts+ Wje `crst kuhmer nfhe out o` tje hfnjckefkg je wfs fhuseg to see ct wfs tje kuhmer =7$ oke o` jcs+ Qjek tjcs wfs

òddoweg my tje kuhmer 66$ je meafk to jope tjft je woudg me ck dcke òr f tekker+^trfkaedy$ tje tjcrg kuhmer out wfs tje kuhmer 1 fkg Gfkced shcdeg rueùddy+ Okfkotjer gfy$ je hcajt jfve meek pdefseg to jfve aot tjree kuhmers$ mut f`ter tje

gfy je jfg lust meek tjrouaj ct woudg tfbe f dot hore tjfk tek poukgs to njeerjch up+ Wje kext kuhmer to rodd out o` tje ndefr pdfstcn tume fkg me pcnbeg up my f

hckor sofp stfr wfs kuhmer 7= fkg Gfkced sft jchsed` up strfcajt ck jcs njfcr fkgmeafk to shcde+ Je wfskt exfntdy sure jow hunj you noudg wck wctj òurkuhmers mut je wfs pretty nok`cgekt ct wfs ckto jukgregs o` poukgs+ Jcs lfwmeafk to `fdd to tje `door fs je sfw tje kuhmer 61 fppefr ok tje snreek fkg

pcknjeg jcs dea jfrg tjrouaj jcs trousers+ Je èdt tje pfck$ so wfs `fcrdy sure jewfskt fsdeep fkg grefhcka tjft je èdt tje pfck+ Qjek tje kuhmer 6 roddeg outfkg tjey renfppeg tje kuhmers ck fsnekgcka orger 6$ 1$ 66$ 61$ =7 fkg 7=$ tjesfhe kuhmer je jfg fdwfys useg òr tje dottery$ je gencgeg je gcgkt nfre c` jewfs grefhckaje wfskt sure je wfkteg to wfbe up+ Wje hfk ok tje tedevcscokckòrheg tje wftnjcka pumdcn$ fkg Gfkced fhokast tjeh$ tjft tje estchfteglfnbpot wfs 6=+1 hcddcok poukgs+

Gfkced snrefheg so doug wctj sjeer redce` fkg ukmrcgdeg loy tjft je wfs surejcs wecrg kecajmour hust jfve jefrg+ Jcs jefg spfk fkg je kefrdy èdd to tje

`door$ arfspcka tje frh o` tje njfcr fkg òrncka jchsed` to rehehmer to mreftje+Je dfuajeg out doug fkg stoog up `roh jcs njfcr$ ukfmde to stop jchsed` `rohgfkncka `roh òot to òot ck f styde je wfs `fcrdy sure hfge jch doob hfg+ Exnept

ct gcgkt hftter kow$ kotjcka gcg+ Je wfs rcnj ekouaj$ fs `fr fs je wfs noknerkeg$to go wjft je wfkteg2 fkg mescges$ rcnj peopde werekt hfg$ tjey were ennektrcn+

@or tje kext jour je pjokeg everyoke je noudg tjckb o`$ ckndugcka peopde je


18/21

mfredy bkew fkg todg tjeh o` jcs aoog òrtuke+ Host o` tjeh ectjer sfcg$ orfssuheg mut were too podcte to sfy$ je wfs grukb or pdfycka sohe sort o` lobe ok

tjeh$ mut je gcgkt nfre ck tje sdcajtest+ Wjeyg sook see$ je tjouajt$ fs je grfkbtje rehfcks o` jcs mottde o` njefp fkg kfsty mourmok$ wjek je puddeg up outscgetjecr worb pdfnes ck f @errfrc or tje dcbe+ Ft oke pockt ck tje evekcka je nrfsjegmfnb gowk to efrtj my nokvckncka jchsed` je jfg hfge f hcstfbe fkg tjft tjekuhmers grfwk werekt jcs dunby kuhmers+ Ct toob jch ecajt fwùd hckutes tonjenb okdcke meòre je jfg meek fmde to refssure jchsed` jcs kuhmers jfg$ ckgeeg$

nohe up+ Je bkew exfntdy wjft jcs `crst fntcok woudg me tje òddowcka gfy$ fkg ctwoudg acve jch areft pdefsure je wfs sure+ Je retcreg to meg$ hore tjfk f dcttde

grukb mut cknregcmdy exncteg fkg hore fdcve tjfk je jfg èdt òr wjft wfspromfmdy `c`teek yefrs+ Fkg so$ tje ndonb my tje scge o` Gfkceds meg pfsseg `roh

=>+53 to 99+99 fkg je ukbkowckady ektereg tje dfst gfy o` jcs dcè+

Je wobe efrdy$ dcbe f shfdd njcdg ok Njrcsthfs gfy fkg sjowereg$ gresseg

òr worb$ defvcka tje jouse wctj f soka ok jcs dcps fkg f shcde ok jcs `fne+ Jejfgkt evek aot to tje ekg o` jcs `rokt afrgek wjek je kotcneg jcs kecajmour jfgfppefreg ok tje pftj tjft rfk pfrfdded to Gfkceds owk pftj+ Ko$ je tjouajt$fppefreg wfskt rcajt2 jcs kecajmour hust jfve schpdy wfdbeg out o` jcs owkjousect wfs lust tjft Gfkced$ ck jcs ukgerstfkgfmdy gcstrfnteg stfte$ jfg `fcdeg tokotcne jch+

Gfkced$ areeteg tje strfkae kecajmour evekdy$ jow fre you togfy? Fs

fdwfys$ je soukgeg fs c` je fntufddy hefkt tje questcok fs opposeg to lust sfyckact fs f stfkgfrg areetcka or òrhfdcty+ Wjft ukkerveg Gfkced$ fs tjcs auy seeheg to

jfve f bkfnb o` gocka to jch+ Kot òr tje `crst tche$ Gfkced èdt tjere wfssohetjcka kot qucte rcajt fmout jcs kew kecajmour$ mut je wfs geterhckeg to kotdet fkytjcka ruck jcs gfy2 kot evek jcs ogg$ fkg posscmdy afy$ kecajmour+

Ch aoog$ tjfkbs$ je sfcg$ over jcs sjoudger fs je wfdbeg towfrgs jcs nfr$refddy$ refddy aoog+ Je jefrg jcs kecajmour nfdd f`ter jch fs je useg tje rehote

to jcs nfr$ wjcnj je suggekdy refdcseg je noudg sook repdfne wctj sohetjcka `frhore expekscve$ fkg zfppeg tje grcvers goor opek+

]ehehmer Gfkced$ Ch fdwfys jere c` you keeg he+ Ck nfse you jfve f mfggfy+ Gfkced afve jch f njeery wfve fkg huttereg ukger jcs mreftj+

C met you fre+ Qecrgo+ C tjckb Cdd hove pretty qucnb to f kew jouse$ you kutlom+ Fkg wctj tjft$ Gfkced wfs ck `crst aefr fkg puddcka fwfy$ stcdd seecka jcskecajmour wftnjcka jch ck jcs refr vcew hcrror+ Je supposeg je sjoudg mearfteùd$ tje auy omvcousdy `fknceg jch rottek fkg tje fttektcok sjoudg `dftter jch$evek c` je gcgkt swcka tjft wfy+ Je put jcs kecajmour out o` jcs hckg fkg shcdegfs je tjouajt o` tje ùk je wfs aocka to jfve wjek je aot to worb+ Je refnjegckto jcs mfa ok tje pfssekaer seft fkg puddeg opek jcs wfddet$ seecka tje dottery

tcnbet stcdd ckscge$ fkg put tje NG pdfyer ok+ Je wfs sckacka ft tje top o` jcs vocneto Buka @u @cajtcka `roh jcs 19s noddentcok wjek je puddeg ckto tje stores

stf`` nfr pfrb+ Je gcgkt noknerk jchsed` too hunj wctj `cttcka jcs nfr nfreùddyckto f hfrbeg spfne fkg hfrnjeg ckto tje store fs modg fs mrfss+

Horkcka Hfvcs$ je sjouteg ft oke o` tje odg dfgces fdrefgy sft ok tje

njenbouts$ you doob aoraeous togfy$ Hfvcs$ ecajty c` sje wfs f gfy fkg kotmdesseg wctj tje host romust sekse o` juhour$ cakoreg jch+ Gfkced fdhost

sbcppeg to tje gedc noukter$ nfstcka jcs eyes fdoka cts adfss `roktfae uktcd je sfw


19/21

tje youka acrd je wfs doobcka òr+ ^je wfs geep ck nokversftcok wctj jer `rcekg$ko goumt reafdcka jer wctj tje story o` jer prevcous evekckas ùk wctj Gfkceds

pchpdy noddefaue+ Je rfk roukg tje scge o` tje adfss noukter fkg hfrnjeg up tojer+ ^je turkeg fs je fpprofnjeg+

Jc$ je mefheg$ fkg bcsseg jer ùdd ok tje dcps+ Jer `rcekg afzeg ckfhfzehekt fkg tjek jcdfrcty fs tje youka acrd puddeg fwfy `roh Gfkced fkgsdfppeg jcs `fne jfrg+

Sou gcrty fpe$ wfct tcdd hy moy`rcekg jefrs fmout tjcs+ Gfkced dfuajeg$ je

noudgkt nfre dess togfy+ Je wckbeg ft jer fkg wfdbeg fwfy$ jefgcka òr tje storehfkfaers o``cne+ Wek hckutes dfter$ jfvcka todg tje stukkeg Qesdey ^choks tjft

kot okdy noudg me stcnb jcs lom up jcs jfcry frse mut tjft fdso tjft je wfs promfmdytje host jfteg hfk ck tje store fkg tjft tje rest o` tje stf`` prfyeg òr jch to

hove ok to f kew store$ or to grop gefg+ Gfkced jfg spekt fdhost `cve hckutes

edfmorftcka ok exfntdy wjft je tjouajt o` Qesdey$ meòre `ckcsjcka jcs tcrfge my

pcnbcka up tje otjer hfks owk adfss o` nodf fkg pourcka ct over jcs jefg meòredfuajcka out doug fkg tefrcka jcs kfhe mfgae o`` fkg defvcka tje o``cne+ Gfkcedwfs stcdd dfuajcka wjek je refnjeg tje dottery bcosb$ njunbdcka herrcdy wjek jewfs todg to wfct wjcde tjey njenbeg jcs tcnbet fkg juhhcka f jfppy tuke tojchsed` fkg sfycka ogg tjckas to pfssers(my fkg peopde wfctcka to muy f tcnbet òrtje kext grfw+

ôrry dove$ sfcg tje hcggde faeg wohfk wctj f jckt o` f houstfnje wjo

wfs jfkgcka jch mfnb jcs tcnbet `roh mejckg tje bcosb$ tjcs cs `cve kuhmers$ kotscx+ Gfkceds shcde vfkcsjeg `roh jcs `fne fs qucnbdy fs c` ct jfg kever meek tjere

ft fdd+ Je skftnjeg tje tcnbet `roh jer fkg doobeg tje kuhmers 6$ 1$ 66$ 6:$ =7fkg 7=+ 6:? je tjouajt$ C fdwfys use 61+ Je refnjeg ckto jcs wfddet fkg puddeg outtje dottery mckao nfrg tjft je jfg nohpdeteg to aet jcs tcnbet+ Jcs eyes wcgekeg

fkg jcs jefrt sfkb fs je sfw tje pek dcke tjft je jfg hefkt to grfw tjrouaj tjekuhmer 61 jfg$ ck `fnt$ aoke tjrouaj 6: ckstefg+

^tcdd$ 5 kuhmers nfk wck you f dot$ sfcg Hfakuh YC `roh mejckg tje bcosbwctjout tje herest twctnj o` f shcde+

Jow hunj? je fsbeg jopeùddy+ ^je todg jch je jfg to nfdd tje ndfch dcketo `ckg out òr fky prcze over 7 kuhmers fkg pockteg out wjere ok tje tcnbet tje

kuhmer noudg me òukg$ meòre fsbcka tje crrctfteg hfk mejckg Gfkced c` sje noudgjedp jch+ Gfkced steppeg to oke scge$ jcs mdckg pfkcn emmcka fwfy fs jerehehmereg tjft peopde wctj `cve kuhmers usufddy wok teks or jukgregs o`tjousfkgs o` poukgs+ Fs doka fs je wok ekouaj to pfy òr jcs nfr$ tje hokey topfy Nfrdy o``$ pfy o`` tje mfkb fkg acve jchsfytjcrty tjousfkg to dcve ok fkgput sohe fwfy òr dcttde Qcddcfh$ je wfs sure je noudg nope wctj tje `fnt tjft jejfg ko lom fky hore+ Nohe ok$ je tjouajt fs je useg jcs homcde to gcfd tje ndfch

dcke$ me ft defst `c`ty tjousfkg poukgs+ Ct seeheg to Gfkced to me jours meòre tjefutohfteg systeh fsbeg jch to bey tje noge kuhmer `roh jcs wckkcka tcnbet

fkg stcdd dokaer wjcde je wfs ckòrheg tje systeh wfs njenbcka cts gftfmfse tosee jow hfky otjer dunby wckkers were sjfrcka tje prcze ùkg wctj jch+ Wjefdhost eterkfd wfct nfhe to fk ekg `ckfddy wjek tje futohfteg hfnjcke(dcbe vocne

todg Gfkced tjft ct wfs sorry òr tje sdcajt gedfy ck njenbcka cts gftfmfse mut tjftgue to f ukprenegekteg fkg ukusufddy dfrae kuhmer o` `cve kuhmer prcze

wckkers òr tje prenegcka evekckas prcze grfw tje fhoukt jcs wckkcka tcnbet jfg


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efrkeg jch wfs f `fmudous 35:+61+ Gfkced koteg wctj sohe croky tjft je wfsstcdd aocka to me 7= or so sjort `roh jfvcka tje hokey to pfy o`` Nfrdy$ det fdoke

pfy jcs gemts+ Je det tje tcnbet `fdd to tje `door fkg wfdbeg$ gfzeg$ out o` tje storefkg towfrgs jcs nfr+ Wjft$ je tjouajt gencscvedy$ cs fmout ct+ Fmout fs hunj fs jenoudg tfbe+ Je wfs wortj hore gefg tjfk fdcve$ je refsokeg kot òr tje `crst tche$gue to f shfdd dcè cksurfkne podcny je pfcg 69 f hoktj ckto2 jcs sodctfry fttehptft mecka f arowk hfk+ Fdtjouaj je jfg ko gescre to defve jcs dcè cksurfknehokey to Qcddcfhs hotjer$ fkg wfs kot ektcredy sure tjey woudg pfy out fkywfy

`roh tje jorror storces je jfg refg ck tje pfpers$ je noudgkt `fne fky hore+ Jejfg wrcttek f wcdd severfd hoktjs fao tjft fdd jcs estfte$ sunj fs ct wfs$ woudg me

pfsseg to jcs sok$ or jedg òr jch uktcd je wfs o` fae$ so je noudg okdy jope tjftjcs cksurfkne hokey woudg `ckg cts wfy$ ft defst ck pfrt$ to jcs dcttde moy+

^trfkaedy$ jcs grcve johe seeheg to tfbe ko tche ft fdd fkg meòre je bkew ct

je wfs wfdbcka up to jcs mfnb afte$ jcs `rokt goor stcdd ukusfmde gue to tje bey

mecka mrobek o`` ck tje donb+ Je sjoudg jfve meek surprcseg to `ckg jcs kecajmournohcka out o` tje afte kext to Gfkceds ft lust tje rcajt tche to muhp ckto jch$ mutje wfskt+ Gfkced sfw tjcs fs lust fkotjer fkkoyfkne ck f grefgùd gfy+

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